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| author | Roger Frank <rfrank@pglaf.org> | 2025-10-15 01:45:31 -0700 |
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| committer | Roger Frank <rfrank@pglaf.org> | 2025-10-15 01:45:31 -0700 |
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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: The Making of a Soul + + +Author: Kathlyn Rhodes + + + +Release Date: June 4, 2007 [eBook #21674] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE MAKING OF A SOUL*** + + +E-text prepared by David Clarke, Mary Meehan, and the Project Gutenberg +Online Distributed Proofreading Team (http://www.pgdp.net) + + + +THE MAKING OF A SOUL + +by + +KATHLYN RHODES + +Author of "_The Desert Dreamers_," "_The Will of Allah_," "_The Lure of +the Desert_," "_Flower of Grass_," _etc_. + + + + + + + +London: Hutchinson & Co. +Paternoster Row + + + + +CHAPTER I + + +Barry Raymond drew the latchkey out of the door and entered his small +flat in Kensington just as the clock in the tiny hall chimed the hour of +ten. + +It was a wet night; and he drew off his Burberry and hung it up with a +sense of pleasure in being again in his cosy little eyrie at the top of +the chilly stone steps. + +Humming a tune, he crossed the diminutive hall and went into the +sitting-room, where the cheerful crackle of a small wood fire gave an +air of comfort to the hearth. + +On the table, where his admirable man-servant had placed it, was a tray +bearing glasses, a siphon and a bottle of whisky; and beside the tray +were the few letters which had come by the last post; while in a +conspicuous place lay a telegram in its tawny envelope; and this, +naturally enough, was the first thing Barry touched. + +Taking it up, he tore it open decisively; and as the envelope fell to +the ground he unfolded the pink paper and read the message scrawled +thereon. + + "Just arrived Southampton will be with you about ten o'clock. + OWEN." + +The paper fluttered to the floor and Barry consulted his watch hastily. + +"Ten o'clock! Why, it's that now. So Owen's home. By Jove, what an +unlucky day he's chosen!" + +He stood still for a moment, rapt, it would seem, in contemplation of an +unpleasant vision. Then with a shrug of his shoulders he moved to the +fireplace and turned on more light. + +"Well, it'll have to be done sooner or later; but"--for a second a +rueful smile lit up his despondent young face--"I wish I hadn't got to +do it ... and at ten o'clock at night into the bargain!" + +He looked round him as though considering some serious matter. + +"Food--and drink. Here's drink, anyhow. What about food?" + +Seizing a hand-lamp from the bureau at his elbow, he quitted the room +and made for the kitchen, which his man had left, as usual, in the +perfection of neatness on his departure two hours ago. + +Hastening to the cupboard which did duty, in the flat, for a pantry, +Barry flung open the door and surveyed the shelves with anxious eyes. + +Ah! There was plenty of food, of a sort, and suddenly Barry remembered, +with gratitude, the fact that he had intended to dine at home, and had +been prevented doing so at the eleventh hour owing to an unexpected +invitation which he had then regarded as an unmitigated bore, but now +looked upon as a direct interposition of Providence. + +A cold roast chicken, an apple tart and cream, cheese and +biscuits--surely the traveller could make a meal off these provisions, +and Barry carried them gaily into the sitting-room and laid the table +with much good-will and no little celerity. + +Knives, forks, glasses--for he intended to share the meal--salt, pepper, +bread--in a dozen light-hearted journeys he managed to bring everything +he considered necessary; and he was just standing back to admire his own +handiwork when the electric bell pealed loudly through the silent flat. + +"Here he is, by Jove!" Barry all but dropped the vase of chrysanthemums +he was carrying to the table, and setting it down hastily he went to the +door, in a flutter of anticipation, of hospitality, and, if the truth be +told, of nervousness. + +Opening the door: + +"Is that you, Owen?" he asked--a superfluous question, for he knew his +visitor well enough. "Come in, old chap--you must be soaked--it's a +frightful night!" + +"Soaked--I should just say I am!" Owen Rose accepted the invitation and +stepped inside, shaking himself like a dog as he did so. "Lord, Barry, +what a climate! I declare I'd sooner live in Timbuctoo!" + +"Oh, the climate's all right--only a bit moist," returned Barry +philosophically. "But come on in--take off your coat and come to the +fire. Any luggage?" + +"No, I've sent it on to my place." He drew himself out of his big coat +as he spoke. "I thought I'd come up and see you for half an hour first +of all. Jolly glad you're at home. You got my wire?" + +"Yes, a few minutes ago. Come and have something to eat." They were in +the sitting-room by now. "There's not much, but I hadn't time to kill +the fatted calf." + +"Looks like it." Owen's eyes roamed over the cheerful little +supper-table. "Barry, you're a fraud. Chicken, apple-pie--what more can +man desire? But I confess I _am_ hungry, though I didn't come for a +meal." + +"Well, sit down and let's begin," said Barry practically. "I dined at my +aunt's to-night, and as usual I couldn't get much to eat! She asked me +so many questions about ..." he coloured and hurried on "... about +everything, that by the time I'd finished answering them dinner was +over!" + +"I see." Owen accepted the plate Barry handed him. "Well, you're looking +very fit, Barry. How's things?" + +"Oh, fair." Barry paused in the act of pouring out a whisky-and-soda. +"That's to say, I'm still with old Joliffe, and got a rise of screw last +quarter." + +"Did you! Well, wait till we get the review going, and see if I don't +tempt you away from that dictatorial old boss of yours!" + +"Oh, I'll come to you all right," said Barry gaily. "But in the meantime +I'd better hang on in the House of Rimmon, hadn't I? You see ..." He +broke off, the colour mounting to his face. + +"Of course. You're thinking of Olive. Quite right, too. How is she, +Barry? Well?" + +"A 1." Barry fell to on his supper with renewed zest. "Longing to see +you, old chap. By the way"--he slid rather dexterously away from the +subject--"you promised her a skin or something, didn't you? Have any +luck?" + +"Luck! Rather! I bagged one tiger who was really magnificent--he'll make +a grand hearthrug for you and Olive. He was a splendid brute and I was +lucky to get him. Of course, I've had luck all the way through. By gad, +Barry, there's nothing like big-game shooting to make one fit! You know +what I was like when I set out--and look at me now!" + +Thus invited, Barry looked; and he was bound to admit that his friend +was right. + +Eighteen months previous to this wet night of January, Owen Rose had +been so severely injured in a motor-accident that his life had been +despaired of; and although he had eventually recovered, he had been left +so unlike himself that a return to the normal round was impossible. + +There was only one prescription, his doctors agreed, and that was the +agreeable, if expensive, one of travel. Only by gaining complete change +of scene, complete change, also, of life and routine, could he hope to +recapture his old splendid vitality and abundant health; and since +luckily Owen was by no means a poor man, the prescription was not so +hard to carry out as might have been the case with another patient. + +True, this break in his life interfered with several cherished projects. +In the first--and most important--place, his marriage must be delayed; +and although Miss Vivian Rees was only twenty, and might be considered +fully young to be a bride, the delay, to the ardent lover, was +vexatious, at the least. + +Then the review, to which he had alluded in his conversation with Barry, +had perforce to be shelved; and although there was plenty of time for +the production of such a literary newcomer, he had felt, at the moment, +as though called upon to abandon altogether a beloved ideal. + +But the fiat had gone forth; and indeed he had agreed entirely with the +medical verdict which pronounced him unfit to shoulder fresh tasks until +his old strength should be regained. Therefore, unwillingly, but none +the less unflinchingly, he had made preparations to leave England for a +year's leisurely travel in the East, starting, as it were, from Bombay +and journeying onwards wherever the fancy took him. + +It happened that during his travels he fell in with a couple of old +schoolfellows who were on the verge of a sporting expedition; and Owen, +who by that time was tired of his loafing method of travel, jumped with +alacrity at an invitation to join the party. + +They had glorious sport; and in the excitement and vigour of the chase +Owen regained all his old bodily strength and added thereto a quite +fresh store of health and spirits. When at length he turned his face +homewards he knew himself to be in such condition as he had never before +experienced; and as he sat opposite his host to-night, eating and +drinking gaily in this quiet room, he presented to Barry a picture of +such perfect health as is rarely met with in the streets of London. + +"Yes." Barry brought his leisurely survey to a close. "You do look +uncommonly fit, I suppose you've had a gorgeous time." + +Thus invited, Owen launched forth into an account of some of his most +thrilling adventures, and the time flew as he recounted the tale of the +glorious nights and days he had lived through, or made his hearer laugh +with his stories of the various attendants and their humours. + +The clock had chimed the hour of midnight before the friends left the +table; and then, sitting by the rosy fire, with pipes alight, each one +felt that the moment had come in which a deeper subject might well be +introduced. + +Yet Barry, at least, would cheerfully have ignored that subject; for he +foresaw, with friendship's intuition, that the thing he had to say would +effectually mar and break the midnight peace; and as the moment drew +near in which he must strike a fatal blow at his friend's serenity he +fell into an embarrassed silence very unlike his recent cordiality. + +At last it came--the question he had dreaded. + +"I say, Barry, have you seen much of Vivian lately?" Although the +subject affected the speaker so vitally, he was so calmly, confidently +sure of the reply that his tone was quiet and unagitated. Even though +Barry paused for a quite perceptible fraction of time before he replied, +the other man was too certain of the answer to notice the pause. + +"I ... I have seen her--yes." He spoke without removing his pipe from +between his teeth, which might account for the curious thickness of his +tone. + +"And how is she? All right, I suppose? You see"--Owen laughed rather +diffidently--"my return was to be a surprise to her. I wasn't coming for +another couple of months, you know, and then all at once I couldn't bear +it any longer. I simply _had_ to come." + +"But--haven't you corresponded all this time?" + +"Well, not regularly. You know Vivian hates writing letters as much as I +do; and I couldn't give her any settled addresses while we were moving +about, so we agreed that we would not expect much from each other in +that way!" + +"I see. But--you _have_ heard from her?" + +"Oh, yes, now and then. Of course she had my banker's address and could +cable to me from time to time. I got one cable from her in December--on +my birthday, it was--and she said she was writing, but I never got the +letter." + +"In December. I see." And so he did--saw a vision of half-unwilling +treachery, of hesitating loyalty, of dying faith, which turned his heart +sick within him. + +"I wrote to her for Christmas, of course, and sent her a card now and +then." He seemed to be excusing his own quite allowable slackness in the +matter. "You see, I really had no time for letter-writing, and I knew +she would understand and forgive me." + +"You ... did you tell her you were coming home to-day?" + +"Yes. I wired to her a week ago.... I half expected she'd come down to +meet me." He laughed shamefacedly. "But you know what her people are. I +expect they'd think it frightfully unnecessary to do that. Of course, +I'm going there first thing in the morning." + +"You ... you haven't been there yet, then?" Barry hated himself for his +fatuity as he put the question. + +"No. Fact is, I was a perfect savage when I landed ... a beard half a +yard long!" He laughed jovially. "Had to get trimmed up a bit ... but in +any case she would probably have been out somewhere or other to-night." + +"Yes. I see." + +"But first thing in the morning, it's a taxi for mine, as the Americans +say. And I shall catch her alone, after breakfast, before anyone's +about." + +"Yea." Barry paused, cursing himself for his cowardice, and then plunged +recklessly into the quicksand before him. "Owen, old man, have you heard +anything about Miss Rees lately?" + +"Heard anything?" He laid down his pipe and stared at his questioner. +"Why should I hear anything? What is there to hear?" + +Before replying Barry rose, and stood leaning against the mantelpiece; +and as he looked down on his friend his heart was wrung within him at +the cruelty of fate. + +"You ... you've not seen her name in the papers?" His throat was dry, +but he went on bravely. + +"Papers? I've not looked at a newspaper for months. And anyway, what +should I see about Vivian in any paper?" + +"Only ... I thought you might have done." Barry was finding his task +almost incredibly hard, and his brow was pearled with fine drops of +moisture as he stood before his friend. + +"What was there to see, Barry?" Owen's voice was quiet--dangerously +quiet. "Is there anything wrong with Vivian? Is she--has she been ill?" + +"No." + +"Then ... God! man, what are you trying to tell me?" His forced calm was +breaking up. "Out with it--whatever it is. Is Vivian--is she _dead_?" + +"No--oh, no." He spoke hurriedly, thankful that he could at least answer +that question in the negative. + +"Then ... what is it? Come, Barry"--Owen spoke through his teeth in a +hoarse tone quite unlike his usual voice--"if Vivian is not dead, not +ill ... what is this wonderful piece of news I might have read in the +papers--and did not?" + +There was a moment's tense silence, broken only by the crackling of the +gay little fire on the hearth. + +Then Barry said heavily: + +"Miss Rees was married to Lord Saxonby this morning." + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +For a moment there was a silence fraught with a thousand possibilities. +Then Owen sprang from his seat and crossing the intervening space, as it +were in a bound, seized his friend savagely by the shoulders. + +"Say that again, Barry! Say it if you _dare_!" + +With a fury of which he was unconscious he shook the other man +violently; and Barry broke away with an expression of annoyance. + +"Good God, Owen, what do you think you're doing? What do you mean by +attacking me like this!" + +"I'm going to knock your damned head off for telling me a lie!" His tone +was dangerous. "How dare you say that Vivian is married when you _know_ +she is engaged to me?" + +"Look here, Owen." Barry stood facing him, panting a little. "It's only +because you're my pal that I don't retaliate in kind. Any other man who +calls me a liar has to go through it, and that's a fact. But as it's +you, and as I know I've done the business badly--well"--his voice grew +suddenly wistful--"let's sit down and talk it over quietly, shall we?" + +Something in his tone made the other man turn cold; and when he replied +his manner had lost its vehemence. + +"See here, Barry, I'm sorry I attacked you like that. The fact is, +I ... I think I can't have understood rightly what you were trying to +tell me. You said something just now about Miss Rees being married to +Lord Saxonby. Well, what, exactly, did you mean?" + +The very quietness with which he spoke made it still more difficult for +Barry to answer him. + +"I meant just what I said." He fidgeted nervously with a cigarette as he +spoke. "Miss Rees was married--quietly--to Lord Saxonby this morning." + +"Lord Saxonby? You mean that chap who hung round her before I went +away?" Owen's voice was studiously self-controlled, but his hand shook +as he played with a silver pencil-case on the table before him. + +"Yes. That's the man." + +"I see." For a moment he bent his head over the table, and when he +looked up Barry understood that he had accepted the truth at last. "So +she's played me false, has she? Married another fellow without troubling +to let me know. Well, there's no more to be said, I suppose. I must make +up my mind to be the laughing-stock of my friends, to be pointed at by +men and women, jeered at in the clubs, as the fellow who was +jilted ... thrown over for another fellow!" + +He paused; then resumed in a louder tone. + +"It's an ugly word, Barry--jilted. And by Jove, it's an ugly thing. Odd +how naturally women take to it, isn't it? They won't steal, as a +rule--draw the line at murder, but they think nothing of making damned +fools of men who are insane enough to believe in them!" + +He laughed bitterly; and his eyes looked grim. + +"It would have been quite easy to let me know, wouldn't it?" He flung +the question at his friend. "A sixpenny wire--even a cable wouldn't have +ruined her, would it? And it would have been much less brutal than to +let me come home expecting to find a blushing bride waiting for me!" + +"I expect she ... she thought you'd see it in the papers," said Barry +rather lamely. "Although it was kept pretty quiet here there were +paragraphs about it, of course, and she may have supposed you would see +them." + +"Hardly the thing to leave it to chance," said Owen drily. "After all, +when one gets out of an invitation to dinner, one generally sends an +excuse; but ..." he broke off, and his eyes blazed suddenly "... look +here, Barry, you know, and I know, that this woman has played a low-down +trick on me. I thought her--well, no matter what I thought her--but +anyway I know her now for what she is. And I'll be infinitely obliged to +you if you'll be good enough to drop the subject now and for evermore." + +"I say, old chap, I'm awfully sorry----" + +Barry's impulsive speech got no further, for the other raised his hand +to cut it short. + +"All right, Barry, we'll take it all as said. Henceforth no such person +as Miss Rees--I mean Lady Saxonby--exists for me; and if you'll remember +that it will make things easier for us both." + +"Very well, Owen." Barry felt emboldened to light a cigarette; and then, +with a tactlessness born of mental discomfort, he asked a blundering +question. "What shall you do now, old man? Have another shot at big game +for a bit, or what?" + +"Another shot--I say, Barry, why on earth should I go back the moment +I've got home? Oh, I see!" He smiled cynically. "You mean town won't be +very pleasant for a bit? Well, I daresay it won't, but thank God no one +will dare to say much to me!" His jaw squared itself rather +aggressively. "But I don't intend to quit. On the contrary, my firm +intention is to remain here, do some good work, and, incidentally, +marry." + +Barry swung round and faced him, openly surprised. + +"Marry? But--whom?" + +"Oh, I don't know ... at the moment; but someone. You look astonished, +Barry! Why shouldn't I marry? Ah, I see! You think because one woman's +turned me down no one else will care to risk her happiness with me! +Well, of course my value is considerably depreciated, no doubt; but +after all, men are in the minority, and I daresay I'll be able to find +some girl to take pity on me!" + +"Don't talk like that, Owen!" Barry spoke hastily, and his blue eyes +looked rather stern. "You don't want a girl to take you out of pity, do +you? That's not much of a basis for a happy marriage, is it?" + +"No, Barry." He took the rebuke well. "I was talking like a fool. But +honestly, I do mean to marry--as soon as possible. Oh, I daresay I'm +taking it the wrong way, but it seems to me that there's only one thing +for a man in my position to do, and that is to show that he's not +heart-broken because one unscrupulous woman has treated him badly!" + +"That's all very well--but what about the other woman? Are you going to +marry the first girl you meet, irrespective of love, or what _are_ you +going to do? I can understand your feeling for Miss Rees has changed its +nature--love and hate are akin, I know, but still----" + +"No, Barry, you're wrong." He spoke very gently. "I don't _hate_ Vivian. +Why should I? She merely exercised her feminine prerogative and changed +her mind. Besides, one only hates big things. Vivian isn't big. She's +very small, or she'd not have done this thing. If she'd asked me to +release her, I'd have done it, and never have uttered a reproach. It's +the heartlessness, the unnecessary cruelty of this that hurts me so. I +loved her, Barry, and she knew it. Loved her in the right way, in the +way a man should love the woman he's going to marry; and my love meant +so little to her that she chucked it away without even telling me she +was tired of it." + +"But to marry, out of revenge, as it were, is small too." + +"Out of revenge? Come, Barry, what are you thinking of?" Owen rose and +spoke with an eerie joviality. "There'll be no revenge about it! Mayn't +I marry and settle down like another man? I'll guarantee that the first +woman who wants me can have me; and if she plays the game she shan't +regret it, for I'll play it too!" + +"But where will you look for her?" Barry could not understand this +attitude of mind. + +"Look for her? Oh, I'll look for her all right--and she'll turn up, +never fear!" He moved restlessly. "There's always some woman ready to +enter a man's life when he throws the door ajar--and here I'm positively +flinging it open, inviting the little dears to come in!" + +"But, I say, Owen"--Barry looked anxiously at his +friend--"you ... you'll be careful, won't you? I mean, you won't let any +twopenny-halfpenny little chorus-girl, or ... or girl out of a shop come +in, will you? You see, if you let them all know...." + +"Chorus-girls are sometimes worth a good deal more than +twopence-halfpenny," Owen reminded him quietly, "and I daresay a girl +out of a shop would make a jolly decent wife. But I wasn't contemplating +them when I spoke." + +"Of course not," assented Barry hastily. "I only meant----" + +"You only meant to give me good advice," said Owen, more kindly than he +had yet spoken. "All right, old man, I understand. You must forgive me +if I'm cross-grained to-night. You see I've had a shock----" + +He broke off abruptly. + +"There, I'm not going to whine about it. It's over, done with, and a new +chapter's started." He yawned ostentatiously. "Barry, I shall call upon +your good offices as best man yet--unless you hurry up and marry Miss +Lynn first." + +"Oh, Olive and I are in no hurry!" He laughed a trifle awkwardly. "You +see, she is so young--only just eighteen--and her people won't hear of +it for a couple of years." + +"Well, that will soon pass." He turned towards the door. "I must be off +now, Barry--it's late, and I'm pretty fagged. See you in the morning, I +suppose?" + +"Of course. I say, Owen, sure you won't stay here to-night? I can give +you a bed, you know." + +"Thanks awfully, old chap, but I'd rather get home. I've heaps of things +to see to. Thanks all the same." + +Still talking, the friends crossed the hall, and Barry unlatched the +door of the flat. + +"Well, so-long, Barry. Awfully glad to have seen you again." He gripped +the younger man's hand, and Barry understood what the grip implied. + +"Good-night, Owen. See you to-morrow." + +Two minutes later Owen had disappeared round a bend in the staircase; +and Barry went slowly back into his sitting-room, feeling curiously +tired, as though he had been indulging in some violent physical +exercise. + +"Poor old chap! What a beast that girl is!" He had never liked Miss +Rees, and now felt, naturally, that his dislike was justified. "But I +hope to goodness he doesn't go and do anything rash. He's got a pretty +good head on him, though, and I daresay a lot of this talk is mere +bravado." + +He turned off the light and went into his bedroom. On the dressing-table +stood a silver frame holding a photograph; and Barry took up the frame +and studied the portrait carefully. + +"Olive, you'd never play me a trick like that, would you! My God, I hope +you don't! It would just about kill me to have to lose faith in you!" + +The deep eyes looked up at him candidly, the sweet mouth seemed to +smile; and with a sudden blissful certainty that the original of the +photograph was as true and straightforward as the picture proclaimed her +to be, Barry put down the frame again, and began, whistling, to prepare +for bed. + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +A month later Barry relinquished his post as secretary to the man he +called "old Joliffe," and announced himself to be from henceforth at +Owen's disposal. + +The review to which the latter had alluded was a long-standing ideal of +Owen Rose's. From his earliest youth he had been attracted by the +journalistic side of life, and seeing no means of editing a London daily +at an early age, he had wisely determined to learn the whole business of +newspaper journalism from the beginning. At the ago of eighteen he was +sub-editor on a big provincial daily; but his brilliant and versatile +intelligence soon wearied of the monotony of the life, and he came to +London to demand the right of admittance into Fleet Street. + +At that time, luckily for himself, he was on terms of friendship with a +well-known editor; and what his own talent might have found difficulty +in obtaining was placed unexpectedly within his reach. Before he was +twenty-five he was well-known in the newspaper world; and since, on his +twenty-fifth birthday, he came into possession of the comfortable income +left to him by his father many years before, he was able to turn his +back definitely on any soul-destroying drudgery and devote his time and +brains to better work. Beneath his journalistic ability there was a +sound and delicate literary _flair_; and it had long been his dream to +found a magazine which, while neither commonplace nor unduly "precious," +should hit a happy mean between the cheap magazines devoted to more or +less poor fiction, and the somewhat pompous reviews which held up the +light of learning and research in a rather severe and forbidding +fashion. + +He would have a little fiction--of the highest order. A comparatively +large portion of the review was to be devoted to poetry, both as +regarded original verse and the critical appreciation of modern poetry +as a whole. Articles on art, music, the drama, were all to find a home +in his pages; and there was to be a judicious sprinkling of science to +add a little ballast to the lighter freight. + +But what he intended to be the striking feature of the review was the +tone which was to prevail throughout. It was to be warm, eager, +enthusiastic, optimistic. He intended himself to write a series of +articles dealing with the future in relation to the past. Each +subject--music, literature, humanitarianism, mysticism, and a dozen +others--would be treated in turn; and while in no wise belittling the +magic inventiveness of an age which has given us an Edison, a Marconi, +and a whole host of brilliant explorers, birdmen, and others equally +daring and distinguished, he intended to remember always the enormous +debt which we of this century owe to the glorious past. + +Possibly in Owen's very enthusiasm, in the eager, ardent spirit of his +dreams, there was more of the spirit of the future than of the past--but +he intended to hold the balance as evenly as possible. + +On one point he was firm. While hoping that his review would be in every +way a serious contribution to the more valuable literature of the day, +the literature which was worth something, he intended it to be strictly +non-political. There would be no room within its covers for writers with +axes to grind. No acrimonious discussions, thinly-veiled in pedantry, +should mar the harmony of the pages; no party cries should echo from the +editorial offices; and although he aimed, in some measure, at +instructing and uplifting his readers, it was their betterment as human +beings, rather than as citizens--so far as the two may be divorced--with +which he intended to concern himself. + +He was fortunate in his collaborators. At his back he had an old friend +of his fathers', a gifted, if somewhat inarticulate, man of letters, who +had longed, in his early life, for the opportunity to do what Owen was +doing; and was generous enough to feel that, though his own working days +were over, he might well use a little of his wealth in helping another +man to realize their mutual dream. + +Everything was to be on a strictly business-like footing. Owen, as +editor, was to receive a moderate salary--moderate because he felt that +in the circumstances the backing he received was worth more than any +emolument. Also he was sufficiently well-off to waive the matter if he +chose until the review was on firm financial ground. Barry, as his +personal secretary and general second-in-command, was to receive a +generous sum; and the rest of the men, all young, ardent, and fired with +a whole-hearted belief in Owen as their chief, were to be remunerated +according to their work and ability. + +A certain Miss Lucy Jenkins had been selected as typewriter and +assistant at what seemed to her the princely sum of forty shillings a +week; and by the beginning of February activity at headquarters, a +pleasant, though not palatial suite of offices in Victoria Street, +Westminster, was in full swing. + +The first number of the _Bridge_ was to make its appearance at Easter; +and Owen was meditating one morning over the possible inclusion of a +little set of verses which had reached him from a hitherto-unknown +contributor, when Barry appeared in the doorway leading to his inner +sanctum with a worried look in his frank blue eyes. + +"Hallo, Barry, anything wrong?" Owen put down the paper he held and +looked at his young colleague with a smile. + +"Well, it's no end of a bore!" Barry frowned distastefully. "That stupid +Jenkins woman has gone and landed herself in Holloway!" + +"Holloway?" Owen repeated the word in surprise. + +"Yes. I knew she was a Militant Suffragette, but I thought she would +have more sense than to go mixing herself up in brawls with the police!" + +"And she hasn't?" + +"No. On Saturday afternoon"--this was Monday--"she went and marched in a +procession of women out to smash windows or something of the sort, got +into a row and kicked a bobby in the ribs. The end was she got locked up +that night." + +"Where is she now?" + +"Brought up before the magistrate this morning and sentenced to fourteen +days without an option for violence," said Barry laconically. "I've just +had a note from her mother, who's nearly distracted, begging me to keep +her place open for her, but I don't see how we can do that." + +"Certainly not," said Owen decidedly. "I'll have no militant women on my +staff, and the sooner they understand that the better. She wasn't any +great treasure, either. She was too fond of revising the stuff she had +to type; and her ideas and mine clashed considerably when it came to +punctuation." + +"I suppose I must advertise for someone to take her place, then," said +Barry, with a sigh. + +"Yes. Get a younger girl this time, if you can. Miss Jenkins had reached +the certain--or uncertain--age when women take to militant suffragism. +She didn't like being corrected when she made mistakes, and used to +argue with me till you'd have thought it was she who ran the office, and +not I." + +"All right. I'll do my best." + +"Not too young, though," said Owen, half-maliciously, "or she'll be +thinking about her best boy all day instead of working. Of course that's +a bit better than militancy, less upsetting; but women are so +incomprehensible when they're in what they are pleased to call love that +it's rather difficult to know what they're driving at." + +"Oh, all right!" Owen's flippancy disturbed Barry, and he spoke shortly, +whereupon Owen smiled meaningly, and Barry went out of the room rather +hurriedly. + +Once safe in his own sanctum he lamented the unkind Fate which had given +Owen's heart as a plaything into the hands of an unscrupulous woman such +as Miss Rees had proved herself to be. Although Owen rarely mentioned +the subject, Barry knew well enough that he had not relinquished the +idea of a speedy marriage. Once or twice Owen had asked him his opinion +of this or that woman with whom they were both acquainted; but so far he +had shown no signs of forming any new engagement, though Barry lived in +a state of apprehension lest his friend should suddenly announce a more +or less undesirable tie. + +For Owen, perhaps naturally, shunned the women of his own set. They all +knew too much, knew the history of his disastrous engagement too +well--were, in many cases, friends of the woman who had jilted him; and +were therefore no acquaintances for a man in his mood. + +But there were other women, with whom, before his departure for the +East, he had been on terms of casual acquaintance; the daughters of City +friends, girls who lived in Kensington or Hampstead, girls with brothers +who had knocked up against the young men in athletic or journalistic +circles; an actress or two; good-hearted, ordinary young women for the +most part, commonplace in spite of suburban leanings towards "culture," +and in many cases entirely out of sympathy with the aims and ideals of +both Owen and his friend. + +As a matter of fact Owen and Barry were too busy during these strenuous +days to have time for social delights; but now and then they met one or +other of these various girls, visited one of the actresses on a "first +night," dined, reluctantly, in Earl's Court or Belsize Road, and on the +following morning Owen would ask Barry, half-teasingly, whether Rose or +Sybil or Gwendoline struck him as the most suitable bride for an already +jilted bachelor. + +Barry never took up the subject, showed plainly by his manner that he +did not like the jest; but the occasional queries went to show that the +idea of marriage was still in his friend's thoughts; and Barry was now +and again seriously uneasy lest some designing woman--that was the way +he put it--should make the vague possibility into an accomplished fact. + +And then, just when the idea seemed to be fading, lost in the pressure +of work, the interest of bringing forth the first realization of a +lifelong dream, the woman herself--but she was not designing--came. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +Miss Antonia Gibbs came from the typewriting office with excellent +testimonials. Though but eighteen years of age, she was vouched for as a +steady, conscientious worker, well-educated and of exceptional +intelligence. Quick, accurate, and possessed of a capital memory, she +would seem to be the ideal typist for an office such as that presided +over by Owen Rose; and after perusing the certificates and other +documents forming what one might call her _dossier_, Owen had really no +choice but to engage the prodigy. + +When she received the letter announcing the fact Miss Gibbs danced with +delight. + +"Two pounds a week! Think of it!" Thus she besought her cousin Fanny, a +rather full-blown young woman employed in a "drapery-house" at Brixton. +"And easy hours--with an hour off for lunch! Isn't it lovely!" + +"You'll have the office 'commish' to pay," her cousin reminded her, "and +I know all about those short hours! Sound well, but they generally want +overtime out of you--without paying for it either!" + +"Do they?" Antonia's joy was momentarily checked. Then she recovered her +spirits. "Anyway, even then it's a good post, and I can easily pay the +commission out of two pounds!" + +"Yes, of course." Fanny, whose natural optimism was somewhat impaired by +her experience in drapers' shops, cheered up also. "It's a grand +opportunity for you, Toni, and mind you make the most of it." + +"Rather," returned Toni gaily. "I'm to start to-morrow, so this is my +last free night. Aren't you glad some people are coming in to tea?" + +"Yes." Fanny, recalled to the immediate present, began her preparations +for the tea-party. "Josh'll be pleased to hear of your luck, Toni; he's +real fond of you, you know." + +"Is he?" Toni, pulling off her flannel blouse, spoke a trifle absently. + +"Yes. If I weren't fond of you myself I declare I'd be jealous! Don't +know how it is, all the boys seem to take to you straight away, Toni, +and you don't care a pin for any of 'em!" + +"Perhaps that's why," said Toni cheerfully, voicing a truth without in +the least realizing it. "After all, who is there to care for? Jack +Brown, or young Graves, or that funny little Walter Britton out of Lea +and Harper's?" She plunged her glowing face into a basin of cold water +as she spoke. + +"No. I s'pose they're not quite your sort." Fanny stared thoughtfully at +her cousin. "I don't know how it is, Toni--you are my cousin, your +father was Dad's own brother--and yet you're as different from us as--as +chalk from cheese." + +She in her turn had uttered a profound truth. Between Toni and the rest +of the commonplace lower-middle-class household was a great gulf fixed, +a gulf which was the more inexplicable because it was clearly visible to +the parties on either side of the chasm. + +Red-faced, brawny Fred Gibbs, the butcher, his equally red-faced, though +slightly more refined wife, and their several sons and daughters, +belonging, most of them, to the category of "fine" boys and girls, were +a good-humoured, kindly people enough; yet between them and the pretty, +dark-eyed Antonia there was not the slightest vestige of resemblance, +either in looks, manners, or disposition. + +Not that Toni gave herself airs. On the contrary, she was the most +cheerful and light-hearted little soul in the world. She flung herself +bodily into all the family's interests and pursuits, helped her uncle +with his books and her aunt with her housework, was Fanny's sworn +confidante and ally in all matters of the heart. The younger children +adored her for her good looks, her vivacity, her high spirits; and even +the flashes of rage which now and then marred her usually sunny temper +were fascinating in their very fire. + +Yet--with it all she was not, never would be, one of them. Fanny was +inclined to put it down to her foreign blood--for Toni's mother had been +Italian. The elder Gibbs fancied the girl's superior education was +responsible--for Toni had been to a real "Seminary for Young Ladies," in +contradistinction to the Council School attended by her cousins; while +as for Toni herself, though she was as fully conscious as the rest that +she was "different, somehow," she could never say, with any certainty, +in what the difference lay. + +Perhaps a psychologist would have found Antonia's position an +interesting one. Briefly, her history was this. + +The Gibbs were North-Country people, a good old yeoman family who had +been in service with an older and more aristocratic people in the county +of Yorkshire. The family, however, had begun, a few generations back, to +die out. Instead of the usual lusty sons, only daughters had been born +to most of the Gibbs, and they in their turn married and died, in the +nature of things relinquishing their own name, until there were few +left. + +So the race dwindled, until old Matthew Gibbs and his two sons Fred and +Roger were the last representatives of the old stock; and to the +father's bitter disappointment neither boy would consent to settle down +on the farm and carry out the tradition of the family. Fred, always a +pushing, commercially-minded lad, found farming too slow and +unprofitable to satisfy him, and he took service in a butcher's shop at +York, as a first step towards his goal, London, in which city he +eventually made his home, married a Cockney girl, and settled down for +the rest of his prosperous life. + +The second son, Roger, early showed a desire to travel; and though his +father would have kept him at home, he realized that after all youth +will be served, and let the boy go out into the world as soon as he had +passed his eighteenth birthday. + +Being possessed of unlimited confidence, exceptional strength and a +light-hearted determination to make something of life, Roger was +successful from the start. As is often her way with those from whom she +means, later, to exact a heavy toll, Fate smiled upon the good-looking +young man who faced her so gaily. He got one post after another: +secretary, mechanic, groom--for he was equally clever with hands and +head. In this or that capacity he travelled quite extensively for some +years, and finally, having a natural bent for languages, came to Rome in +the position of courier to a rich American family. It happened that the +daughter of the house had an Italian maid, a beautiful, refined girl +from Southern Italy; and the young people quickly fell in love. In spite +of his apparent irresponsibility Roger had saved a little money, and +within six months he had married his Italian girl and carried her off to +live in a village on the side of a mountain not far from Naples, where +for four blissful years they lived in perfect contentment. + +Old Matthew Gibbs, having in his later years sustained heavy +agricultural losses, was dead, and there was nothing to call Roger back +to England. He much preferred, indeed, to remain in the South, and as +their wants were simple he and his wife were able to live quite +comfortably on Roger's own little bit of money and the few _lire_ he +made through the kindly offices of the village priest, who liked the gay +young Englishman and put many odd jobs--translation, the acting as +interpreter and guide to tourists, and other things of the sort--in his +way. + +When Toni came to complete the trio, their happiness was complete; and +for three years after her birth the little house on the hill-side was +the home of joy and love and all the pleasant domestic virtues and +graces. + +When the child was three years old, the elder Antonia, herself only a +girl, died, after twenty-four hours' fever; and in one black hour Roger +paid for all the sunny days with which Fortune had so lavishly endowed +him. + +When at length he summoned up resolution to face the future he +determined, with a passionate desire to carry out his young wife's +unspoken entreaty, to devote himself to his child; and with this +intention he stayed on bravely in the little home from which the +sunshine had departed. + +For nearly six years they lived together in the tiny village near +Naples; and gradually the pall began to lift from the young man's +spirit, and the sunshine and the flowers, the blue sky and sea, and the +snow-capped mountains made their appeal once again to the warm, ardent +soul which sorrow had darkened. + +During these six years father and daughter had lived frugally, almost as +the peasants lived; yet with a daintiness, an order, which were unknown +to the peasants. The little Antonia--Toni, as they called her--grew +straight and strong as she played on the mountain slopes, or ate the +simple meals of grapes and bread and goat's flesh provided for her by +the old housekeeper, Fiammetta, who ruled both the pretty child and the +handsome young father with a rule of iron which yet made life a very +well-ordered and gracious existence. + +But when Toni had almost reached her ninth birthday the change came. The +good old priest died; and with the death of his sole friend Roger Gibbs +found life in the village impossible. + +Truth to tell, it was a marvel he had borne it so long. Only a numbing +blow such as he had received could have stunned his faculties into +acquiescence with this sleepy, uneventful existence; and now, suddenly, +his soul awoke from its peaceful slumber and demanded life, and yet more +life. + +Italy became all at once unendurable. The nomad spirit was aroused, and +nothing would satisfy the man but a fresh start in life's pilgrimage. + +His little daughter, too, must be educated; and although he loved the +child with all the concentrated passion of a man who has lost the woman +of whom the child is his only memento, he yet felt that the time had +come when he must shake himself free from the trammels of domesticity +and live once again the life of a man in some free, wild, +adventure-filled land. + +A month after Father Pietro's death Roger and his little daughter +Antonia were in England. The father's first object was to seek out his +brother Fred and see if he and his wife would take charge of the child +for a short time; and this he found both Fred and his comely spouse very +willing to do. There were other children in the home who were only too +ready to welcome the pretty little Toni; and after a stay of some weeks +in the noisy Brixton house Roger Gibbs had bidden his little daughter +farewell, and had gone forth once more, this time as assistant purser on +a liner, a post to which one of his former employers had assisted him +opportunely. It was a chance to see more of the world, and the man +embraced it gladly enough, though it would certainly prove irksome in +the end. + +After that it was long before Toni saw her father again. At regular +intervals he sent money for her maintenance; and she grew up with her +cousins, attending the big Council School in the next street with them, +and sharing in all the ups and downs of the Gibbs family. + +When she was thirteen Roger returned from an expedition to Peru, in the +course of which he had amassed a respectable sum of money, and father +and daughter met again, a meeting fraught, on Roger's side, with +something like disappointment. + +Four years of London life had transformed the olive-skinned, dreamy-eyed +child into a pale, long-legged girl who, although she had not lost her +soft Southern voice, used the colloquialisms of street and playground +with unpleasing fluency. True, she wore her shabby clothes with an air +of grace, but contact with other children had developed her into a +sharp, somewhat pert _gamine_, who was reputed quick at her lessons, but +equally, and less meritoriously, quick with her tongue. + +Within her father's mind disillusionment reigned supreme. Naturally, it +was not the fault of the child that she had taken on so quickly the +colour of her environment; nor, fortunately, was it too late to overlay +those traits with other and more pleasing characteristics. But thinking +of the soft-eyed, gentle, loving Italian girl he had married, Roger +resolved that her child should have another chance before it was too +late; and with that object in mind he scoured the neighbourhood until he +found what suited him, a quiet, old-fashioned ladies' school, conducted +by two prim but kindly women who appeared to him likely to have the +influence he sought. + +The Misses Holland were interested in his story, pleased with the idea +of softening and refining the child, half-Italian, half-Londoner, and +made things easy for the bronzed and handsome father; with the result +that from that time Toni's connection with the Council School ceased, +and she became a boarder, on surprisingly low terms, at the aforesaid +School for Young Ladies; where she remained until she was close on +seventeen. + +These years were the turning point of Antonia's life. Here, in company +with twenty other girls, somewhat above her in station, she learnt, +among other things, the virtues of gentleness, quietness in voice and +movement, unselfishness, and many kindred things; and those years of +happy, monotonous toil, broken only by pleasant, friendly treats, or +gentle, old-fashioned punishments, were full of use and value to the +growing girl. + +On her seventeenth birthday she was to leave school for good; and it had +been settled that her father was then to return to England and make a +home for her--a hope which the girl had hugged to her heart through all +these quiet years. + +But on the very day which should have seen her emancipation something +happened. + +The liner on which Roger was hastening back to England, after a year in +the East, went down in a mighty gale off Gibraltar; and Roger Gibbs was +among the drowned. + + * * * * * + +Of course all hope of that little home was at an end now. No more +remittances could be looked for, the store of money left for her +education was all spent; and though it seemed incredible that Roger +should have made no provision for his daughter's future, such indeed +proved to be the fact. + +Doubtless he had intended to settle down, to obtain some post in +England; but as things turned out there was nothing left for Antonia. +Let it be said at once that her relations behaved well. The Misses +Holland, too, would have taken her to help in the school but for the +unexpected advent of a needy niece of their own; but from the first +Antonia set her face against teaching. + +She did not like it, would rather go in for business, she said; and the +upshot of it all was that after some time she managed to obtain a post +in a large typewriting office in order to learn the work, after which +she was required to give her services for a period of twelve months for +a nominal salary in return for the teaching and business training +bestowed upon her. + +It was not a very good bargain; but she closed with it in lieu of a +better opening; and when, in a few weeks from the date of her aunt's +tea-party, she would be free to earn her living in her own way, she +would be able to defray the expense to which that same aunt had been put +during her time of apprenticeship. + + * * * * * + +So rapid is thought that between the beginning and ending of the task of +changing her outdoor shoes and stockings for slightly better ones, +Antonia's quick mind had flashed back over those years which had, so she +owned to herself, made all the difference; but not for worlds would she +have let her cousin know that she recognized any such difference. + +"Different! Not a bit of it!" She looked up and spoke with more warmth +than usual. "And as for the boys liking me--well, you're engaged, and +I'm not!" + +"Well, yes, there is that to be said!" Fanny regarded with affection the +cheap gold ring, set with imitation rubies, which adorned her plump +hand. "But you know, Toni, you could got Mr. Dowson any minute if you +tried!" + +"Mr. Dowson!" Toni, occupied in brushing out her black hair, tossed her +head with a little foreign gesture peculiar to her. "Why, Fan, how could +I marry Mr. Dowson! He's very nice, and good-hearted, but his chest is +narrow, and he's going bald!" + +"Well, that's not his fault," returned Fanny practically, "and it's not +with age either, because he's quite young. I expect it's with studying +so hard." + +"I daresay--but still ... of course he's clever," owned Toni rather +grudgingly, "he must be, to be a dentist, but--no, Fan, I'm not going to +marry Mr. Dowson, so there!" + +"Oh, all right." Fanny was a philosopher. "You know your own business +best. Will you do me up, dear, and tell me how you like my frock? I +think myself it's rather striking." + +Thus besought, Toni stuck the last pin-casually in her hair and came to +give her assistance in the matter of "doing up." + +Miss Frances Gibbs' dress was composed of a bright rose-pink voile, +bought cheaply at a sale, ornamented with a sash of ribbon of an equally +vivid hue of violet; and striking it certainly was, in the sense that +one felt inclined to collapse at sight of it. Miss Gibbs' figure being +of the order which dressmakers call "full," the effect was distinctly +startling; and as Fanny had carefully arranged her abundant hair in as +many rolls as she could possibly manage, it is to be inferred that she +presented a more overpowering effect than ever. + +Although, possibly owing to her Italian blood, Toni herself had a +weakness for bright colours, on other people, this daring juxtaposition +of pink and violet was a trifle bizarre even for her taste; and she +looked critically at Fanny as the latter paraded under the gas jet in +order to show off the "creation" to its best advantage. + +"Well?" Fanny's tone was anxious; and Antonia flung scruple to the +winds. + +"It's lovely, Fan, and you look scrumptious in it!" She hastily produced +from a paper bag a bunch of violets she had intended for her own +adornment. "Here, let me pin these in for you, they will finish you off +beautifully." + +"But they're yours, Toni!" + +"Oh, never mind me!" Toni laughed recklessly. "I've not got a Josh +waiting for me downstairs--and anyway, I don't much care to wear +flowers, they die so quickly, poor dears." + +Her own frock, an oft-washed white muslin, was donned in a second. A +bright green ribbon round her waist, a pair of greenstone earrings put +in beneath the clustering black hair, giving her a quaintly picturesque +look, and Antonia was ready for the evening's jollity. + +As the cousins ran downstairs together, an appetising smell of roasting +chickens came to their nostrils, and Toni sniffed appreciatively. + +"I wish Uncle Fred had a birthday every week! Isn't it fun having people +in and playing games afterwards!" + +"Rather, but I wish we'd been going to the theatre!" + +"Well, so do I," conceded Toni, "but anyhow this is better than one of +our usual dull evenings!" + +Half an hour later the feast was in full progress. The table in the +little "front room" literally groaned with good things; indeed, so +liberally was it provided that half-way through the meal the butcher +insisted on removing the vase of chrysanthemums which stood proudly in +the middle on a green paper mat, alleging as he did so that "them +flowers took up a sight too much room"--an axiom to which he stuck in +spite of his daughter's remonstrances. + +Besides the family there were three guests. Mr. Joshua Lee who was +engaged to Fanny, naturally had the place of honour beside her; and from +that vantage ground he played the part of prospective son-in-law to +perfection, removing the plates, running about in search of a mislaid +salt-cellar, and generally acquitting himself, so Fanny thought proudly, +like a perfect gentleman. + +The other two guests were less busy. One of them, Mr. Britton, sat +beside his hostess and carried on an animated conversation with her as +to the nature and effect of the various patent medicines they had +mutually sampled; while the remaining guest, Mr. Dowson, sat next to +Antonia, and endeavoured, without much success, to attract her attention +to himself. + +Halfway through one of his most intimate speeches Toni interrupted him +ruthlessly. + +"Aunt Jean, where's Lu?" + +"Got smacked and sent to bed for stealing jam," her youngest cousin +informed her unctuously. "My! She did howl! I guess Ma thumped her +pretty well!" + +"I did whip her rather hard," confessed Mrs. Gibbs half-apologetically. +"I was real vexed with her when I found her with her fingers in the jar! +But there, she's been wanting a smacking long enough, and I expect it'll +do her good," she finished up cheerfully. + +"Poor Lu! And she'd been so looking forward to to-night!" Toni's soft +heart was wrung for the culprit. "Did she have any tea, Auntie?" + +"Not she. I sent her straight off to bed." Mrs. Gibbs' tone was uneasy +now. "And she didn't eat no dinner to-day, she was that excited!" + +"Oh, poor Lu! Can't I take her up something, Aunt Jean?" + +Mrs. Gibbs appeared to consider the question, though everyone at the +table knew very well that her mother-heart had relented towards her +darling long ago. + +"Well, I don't mind if you do take her just a bite," she said presently; +and amid much laughter and sympathetic joking a tray was fitted out with +various delicacies and entrusted to the willing hands of Antonia. + +Up she went, finding Lu's room in darkness, Lu herself lying sullenly +awake, refusing to be comforted. + +Her plump little person had strongly resented the force of her mother's +stern hand; but her vanity was more severely hurt by the fact that the +visitors downstairs would know both the cause and the method of her +punishment. Therefore she turned away and pretended to be asleep; but +Toni's gentle hand pulling down the clothes, Toni's soft voice murmuring +of forgiveness and compensation were too much for the child. + +She sat up, disclosing the tear-stains on her round cheeks in the light +of the candle Toni carried, and allowed herself to be comforted with +alternate bites of chicken and sips of lemonade. + +"That's better!" Toni gave her a plate of trifle, and brushed back the +tangled curls from the hot little forehead. "Now eat that up and then I +must run away. They're waiting for me, you know, so when you've finished +you must give me a kiss and go straight to sleep." + +"Yes, Toni." Lu lay obediently down, soothed by the girl's kind tone. +"I'll go to sleep all right if ... if Ma'll come up and say good-night!" + +"Of course she will!" Toni smiled at the child's involuntary clinging to +the mother who had punished her. "I'll tell her you're waiting--and now +I must fly! Good-night, Ducky, sleep well!" + +She kissed the child, her eyes very soft as she bent over the bed; and +then, picking up the tray, she ran swiftly downstairs again and +re-entered the room where tea was rapidly drawing to an end. + +"How kind-hearted you are, Miss Toni," said Mr. Dowson admiringly as she +slipped into her seat beside him. "Lots of people would have said the +kiddy deserved to be whipped and sent to bed." + +"I daresay she did, but that didn't make it any better--for her," +laughed Toni, with a vivid remembrance of her aunt's corrective powers. +"I know what Auntie's whippings are like, you see, and they're no joke!" + +"You don't mean to say Mrs. Gibbs ever dared to ... to punish you, Miss +Antonia?" His pale-blue eyes were aghast at the thought of such +sacrilege. + +"Oh, rather!" Toni laughed joyously at his face of horror. "She's +whipped me heaps, of times.... I expect I deserved it, too, for I can +assure you I was never a pattern child!" + +"I ... I would like to see anyone venture to lay a hand on you," said +Mr. Dowson earnestly--too earnestly for Toni's liking. "Miss Antonia, if +you ... if you would only give me the right ..." + +Bang! An hilariously-disposed little Gibbs had exploded a cracker in the +young man's ear; and Mr. Dowson, blushing to the very edge of his +extremely high collar, subsided rather wrathfully. + +Much to Antonia's relief the party rose from the table a moment later; +and with a stern determination in her mind not to allow Mr. Dowson +another opportunity to make the avowal which she knew very well trembled +on his lips, Toni bustled gaily about, helping to clear the table and +make things ready for the evening's festivity. + +Mr. Dowson's pale eyes followed her about rather wistfully. To him the +white-clad, black-crowned little figure represented a dream--the +fulfilment, rather, of an ideal which he had never dared to hope would +materialize in his own hard-working, rather grey and sordid life. + +Although, thanks to a kindly patron, Leonard Dowson had been able to +carry out his desire and qualify as a dentist, he was under no delusion +as to his social position. He came of humble, illiterate folk, and he +knew well enough that in a fashionable, high-class practice he would be +altogether out of place. + +He set up his surgery, therefore, in the populous neighbourhood of +Brixton; and now, after five years' strenuous toil, he was beginning to +pay his way, beginning also to dream of a wife to bear him company in +the dingy, narrow house in which he dwelt. + +That Antonia Gibbs would ever consent to be his wife he almost feared to +believe. He wooed her persistently, quietly, bringing her books--which +she seldom opened--an occasional bunch of flowers, or, more rarely +still, a box of sweets of some variety which his professional soul +warranted harmless, for Mr. Dowson was conscientiousness itself, and +nothing would have persuaded him to place his lady-love's little white +teeth in jeopardy, even though by such means she might be brought into +contact with him. + +For her sake he scraped and saved, denying himself the least luxury, so +that if she came to him he could at least offer her a decent home; and +every act of petty self-sacrifice was sweet to him because it was +endured for her. + +Yet Toni never gave him a second thought. To her, in her vivid youth, +Mr. Dowson, with his thirty-five years, his prematurely bald head, his +narrow chest, was a being of another race than her own. She knew--the +minx--that the man was deeply and quietly in love with her, but with the +unconscious cruelty of youth she ignored his suffering, and possibly +despised him ever so little that he continued to sigh for something +which he ought to have known was, for him, unattainable. + +Yet to-night, her spirits raised by her unexpected good-fortune, Toni +showed herself more than usually bewitching; and although she managed to +stave off the declaration which still trembled on the young man's lips, +she played games with him in the most friendly fashion, and bade him +good-night at last with so sweet a smile that he almost fell upon his +knees then and there and kissed the slim little feet in their cheap +patent shoes! + +He did not do it, fortunately. He retained just sufficient common sense +to know that the proceeding would have annoyed his divinity; and instead +he merely squeezed her hand and murmured a few inarticulate words which +meant a good deal more than they contrived to convey. + +Then, arriving at home, he went to bed--and dreamed of Toni. + +But Toni's dreams--the rainbow dreams of happy youth--were of a very +different quality. + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +Precisely at nine o'clock on the following morning Antonia presented +herself at the office of the new review; and was forthwith conducted to +the editor's room. + +Here Owen and Barry were waiting for her; and at the sight of the trim +little figure in the doorway the faces of both men brightened. + +In truth Toni was pleasant to look upon. She had taken off her hat and +coat in the little ante-room, and as she stood there in her black frock, +with its demure little white turn-down collar, she looked very young, +very shy, and if the truth must be told, very pretty. Whereupon Barry, +who loved all pretty girls in a harmless, kindly fashion, rejoiced +exceedingly; while even Owen, to whom things feminine were at present +anathema, owned to himself that she was certainly more attractive to +have about the place than her sour-faced predecessor. + +It was Barry who put her at her ease, of course. Not being troubled with +shyness he greeted her in friendly fashion, bade her come in, and +pointed out to her the chair, behind the typewriter, which she was +expected to fill. + +Yes, she said, in answer to questioning, she was used to a Remington. +No, she had never been connected with journalism before. Yes, she was +well up in ordinary office work, and--in answer to Owen, this--she knew +pretty well the rules of composition, grammar, etc. + +"That's good." Owen spoke formally, and Toni decided instantly that she +liked Mr. Raymond the better of the two. "Well, I have here an article I +want you to type at once, and then--can you read proof?" + +Blushing, she owned her inability to do so. Privately, she was not at +all sure what he meant, but dread of Miss Hardy's wrath should she be +returned to the office marked "Incompetent" forced her to add quickly:-- + +"But I'm sure I could learn if--if you wouldn't mind showing me how to +do it." + +"I'm sure you could." Barry spoke kindly and she turned to him with a +feeling of relief. "When you have typed that article for Mr. Rose I'll +show you how, and then you'll manage all right." + +"Teach her now," advised Rose, looking up from the manuscript he was +scanning. "This stuff wants a bit of revising, and you might as well do +something for your living, Barry, you lazy wretch." + +Barry smilingly disclaimed any right to the title. + +"I'm ready to work as hard as anyone," he said gaily. + +"But as I'm only considered fit to do the theatrical criticisms and play +office-boy to you, Owen, naturally I find time to make holiday now and +then. Well, Miss ... er ..." + +"Gibbs." She supplied him with the name as he hesitated. + +"Gibbs? You won't mind being known as 'Our Miss Gibbs,' will you?" His +tone was free of all offence, and Toni smiled in response. "Now, here's +a chair for me, and if only our chief will hold his peace for half an +hour, I'll soon put you wise, as the Yankees say." + +He sat down beside her, and pulling a couple of galley proof-sheets +towards him, began to initiate her into the mysteries of "reading." For +all his laughing manner he was an excellent teacher; and after twenty +minutes of his clear and lucid exposition the girl felt she was +beginning to grasp her lesson thoroughly. She proved, too, wonderfully +quick at detecting mistakes, and Barry, who had petitioned the heads of +the office they had selected not to send him any Council School product, +was pleased to find that her spelling was admirable, her grammar +passable, and her memory retentive. + +As to the meaning which the article they were correcting conveyed to +her, Barry was a little doubtful. + +It was a short summary, by a famous Catholic writer, of some of the +lesser-understood aspects of mysticism; and Barry suspected that a good +deal of it was Greek to her, though she did her best to answer him +intelligently when he questioned her, rather artfully, on the correct +reading of a somewhat involved sentence. + +As a matter of fact, Toni was wondering inwardly what on earth it was +all about. Her education, though sound so far as it went, had been +thoroughly old-fashioned; and at this period of her development it is to +be feared there were whole tracts of mind and brain left vacant--for +Toni belonged, by adoption at least, to a class who read only for +amusement and occupation, and are not in the least anxious to try their +mental teeth on any abstract theories or philosophies of life. She was +at present all for the concrete. Things seen and known were of +importance, things unseen were alike uninteresting and incredible. The +abstract virtues were all very well, but life was much too vivid and +important to allow itself to be ousted by dreams and speculations. + +Something of this Barry, who had an almost femininely swift intuition, +guessed as he sat beside Toni on this first morning; but Toni was much +too intent on her work to wonder what he thought of her; and by the time +she had done a little typing, taken down a few letters, and read a short +proof all by herself, it was one o'clock, and she was dismissed in +search of lunch. + +When she returned, nearly an hour later, she found Owen alone, studying +a dummy copy of the review; and seeing she was interested, Owen handed +it over for her to see. + +"The _Bridge_." She quoted the title a little dubiously. "Is that what +you call it? But--what does it mean?" + +Taking it back into his own hands, Owen pointed with a pencil to the +design on the cover. + +"Here is the Bridge, you see, and this stream of people passing over it +symbolize the present generation. This side of the bridge represents the +past, from which the present comes; this, over the bridge, is the +future, towards which the pilgrims are hastening. The idea is to bridge +the gulf between past and future, between the old worlds and the new; +and with that in mind we try, while never neglecting the storehouse of +the past, to point to the future, with all its wonderful, and as yet +unwon, rewards and discoveries." + +She murmured a word or two, and he went on with a note of enthusiasm in +his voice. + +"Personally, I look to the future with confidence. Some people say +the golden age of poetry, of music and letters generally, is past; +but I don't agree. I think that there will be a fresh Renaissance +presently, that there will be found fresh hands to pass on the sacred +torch ... there's a flood of brilliant youth let loose in the world just +now; and every bit of help the _Bridge_ can give is at the service of +that marvellous band." + +He broke off suddenly, the light of the visionary gleaming in his eyes; +but seeing, with a slight pang of disappointment, that his outburst was +unintelligible to his hearer, he threw down the paper and laughed. + +"There, Miss Gibbs, I have finished! Don't start me on the subject +unless you're ready to be bored. Talk to Barry about it--he is able to +look upon the _Bridge_ quite sanely, as a means of providing bread and +butter; but I'm afraid I'm a bit of a fanatic." + +Toni, uncertain of her ground, but desperately anxious to appear +intelligent, murmured something shyly, and Rose pulled out his watch +with a smile. + +"After two already! Well, Miss Gibbs, I'm off for lunch. You might just +sort these papers out a bit, will you? We seem to have let things get +into rather a muddle." + +"I'll do it at once. There would be plenty of room for everything if +some of these papers wore tidied up." + +"Yes, I suppose you're right." Owen, who loved order, but was too +impatient to preserve it, spoke dubiously. "Of course some of those +papers are done with, but you wouldn't know which to keep, would you?" + +"Perhaps Mr. Raymond would help me?" + +Owen's face cleared. + +"Of course--do the idle young beggar good. All right, Miss Gibbs, he +shall give you a hand this afternoon when he gets back. He's an awfully +good sort, you know, though I pretend to rag him. He's as clever as you +please, and with it all as obliging and unspoilt as possible. Well, I'd +better go. You can get along all right, can you?" + +Receiving her reply, he lit a cigarette and went out, assuring himself +that so far she promised well. + +"Pretty little thing, and anxious to please us. Shallow, I expect, +emotional probably, and not brainy enough to appreciate the symbolism of +the _Bridge_. Well, we don't want too brilliant a typist, after +all--Miss Jenkins and her 'culture' were a bit trying at times!" + +And then meeting by chance an old friend who insisted on carrying him +off to lunch, Owen speedily forgot that such a person as Miss Antonia +Gibbs existed in the world. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +It did not take Miss Fanny Gibbs very long to discover that her cousin's +new post held for her an interest beyond that which an unusually +congenial situation might be expected to hold. + +In Miss Gibbs' world one's "job" was generally of very secondary +importance to one's private affairs; and the fact is not to be wondered +at when one remembers that the life of the average shop or business girl +can by no manner of means be called either pleasant or exciting. + +Hitherto Toni had been fully in accord with her cousin's opinion. +Although the robust, if promiscuous, flirtations in which Fanny, before +her engagement, had indulged freely had never appealed to the more +fastidious Toni, she had always been quite ready to join in any fun +which might be going. She had eaten sweets gaily in the cheap seats of +theatre or picture-palace, had made one at the many informal and +harmless little gatherings for which Fanny had a taste; and had +cheerfully and quite normally grumbled if detained at the office one +moment longer than she considered fair. + +But of late Antonia had altered strangely; and Fanny's shrewd eyes noted +the change almost from the first. + +To begin with, Toni was always in a fidget to get to work. Miss Gibbs +took her annual week's holiday just then, and had plenty of time to note +her cousin's behaviour; and the way in which Toni swallowed her +breakfast and clad herself for the start was a revelation to one who +knew her former dilatory nature. + +Toni had always been careful of her appearance--more so than her cousin +considered at all necessary; but now she was absolutely ridiculous, so +thought Fanny, with her new Peter-Pan collars and her fussy attention to +her pretty hands, set off by tiny lace cuffs to match the collars. Her +black frock, only a year old, was perfectly good and serviceable yet; +but the extravagant creature must needs make herself another one in her +spare time, and never had she been so particular about the cut, nor so +incessant in her demands on Fanny for a helping hand with the +"trying-on." She bought herself a new hat, too, a little soft affair in +which she looked perfectly delicious; and as the days went by it seemed +to Fanny that her cousin was growing prettier and more attractive every +week, with a still more bewitching colour in her rounded cheeks, and a +still more sparkling light in her Southern eyes. + +Yet even her woman's wit could not fathom the mystery of Toni's new joy +in life. When interrogated concerning her employers, Toni was always +vague. That there were two of them Fanny knew; but from Toni's extremely +colourless description, Miss Gibbs gathered that neither was at all what +the girls called interesting; and Mr. Rose, at least, almost +middle-aged. (Heaven knows what flight of fancy on the part of +Toni--Toni, whose magic romance was the shyest, most delicate fantasy in +the world--was responsible for that fallacy!) + +That Barry was younger Fanny understood; but so lightly did Toni touch +upon his kindness that Fanny could not be accused of density in her +conception of him as a nonentity in whom her little cousin could take no +interest. + +Yet that someone was responsible for Toni's sudden outburst of new +beauty Miss Gibbs felt assured; and it gradually dawned upon her that +there were other men about the place to whom Miss Antonia Gibbs might +well appeal. + +When questioned about these others, the subordinates who were workers +like herself, Antonia at first stared, then coloured impatiently, and +finally laughed, with a queer note of impishness in her laughter which +puzzled Fanny more than ever. + +That she, who was privileged to breathe the same atmosphere as Owen +Rose, could be supposed even to realize the existence of any outsider +was in itself absurd, if not almost insulting; but Toni was quick to see +that here was the opportunity she sought to conceal her wonderful, +presumptuous dream. + +For she was in love--she knew it now--wildly, deliriously, gloriously in +love with Owen. To her he was the embodiment of all that was most noble, +most god-like in man. His voice was music, his commands gifts, his rare +vexation as the frown of Jove. She trembled and turned pale at his +footstep, and when he spoke to her suddenly her heart throbbed and her +colour came and went until she felt as though he must observe her +emotion. + +In a word, she was in love; and when it is remembered that on one side +of her Toni was purely of the South--the glowing, ardent, passionate +South--it is not to be wondered at that this new emotion dominated her +whole being to the exclusion of all else. + +Her love, indeed, was pathetic in its young ignorance. Anyone could have +told her that she was wasting her treasure, that it was the act of a +fool to pour out her priceless gift at the feet of one who did not want +it, who would consider it a mere presumption. + +Her place in Owen's life was that of a servant, a subordinate; and her +common sense should have told her that in that light alone would Owen +inevitably behold her. Vaguely she realized this--knew well enough that +he never thought of her save as his more or less useful secretary, but +after all, she could not be expected to reason out this thing too +closely. Its very vagueness, indeed, lent it charm. Her love was veiled, +as it were, in a most delicate, most diaphanous mist, which took from it +all earthliness, and left it intangible, magical as some gift from +fairyland. So far, no hint of desire had entered into it. It was all +unselfish, girlish adoration, an almost childish reverence for one +immeasurably her superior; and though she made her new dress and +adjusted her little bits of muslin and lace with scrupulous care, it was +not so much in the hope that she might find favour in Owen's eyes as in +the personal longing to make herself more worthy of the love within her. + +It never entered her head that Owen would suspect her secret. Indeed, +the whole affair was so dream-like, of so unsubstantial, so gossamer a +lightness, that merely to speculate upon her romance would have been to +shatter it, as one might put a finger through a fairy cobweb. + +She loved--and at present that was enough. To be with Owen daily, to sit +in the same room, breathe the same air, obey his wishes, help him with +his work, was all she desired; and being at heart an incurable little +optimist, she was content to weave her rose-coloured dreams, spin her +shining web, with no anxiety about the future to shadow and darken her +thoughts. + +Yet Barry, with his quick intuition, was uncannily aware of the girl's +infatuation; and it was Barry who, through his very knowledge of her +secret, precipitated the inevitable revelation. + + * * * * * + +One day during Toni's absence for lunch the two men were sitting +together in Owen's room when Owen suddenly threw a large unmounted +photograph across to his friend. + +"What's this, Owen? Oh--your house at Willowhurst, isn't it? By Jove, +it's a lovely place--I wonder you don't live there." + +The moment he had spoken he would willingly have recalled his words, but +Owen gave him no time. + +"You forget--I was going to live there!" His smile was forced. "The +people who have had it for years cleared out last October, and it was +all put in apple-pie order then, in anticipation of my wife's arrival." + +Barry, red and embarrassed, said nothing, but examined the photograph +with unnecessary minuteness. + +"Seems a pity the place should stand idle," went on Owen musingly. "It's +a jolly old house, and been in the family for centuries--built before +the river became fashionable--and the grounds are really fine; some +gorgeous old trees and shrubs in them." + +"How far from town?" Barry put the first question that suggested itself. + +"Oh, not far--twenty or thirty miles. You can get up easily in a car or +by a fast train. Greenriver--that's the house--is really charmingly +situated, with big grounds at the back, and the river just beneath the +house." + +"You lived there as a youngster?" + +"Yes. When my father died my mother couldn't bear to live there, and we +let the place. After her death I could have gone back, but somehow I +didn't want to. It was only when I met Vivian----" + +He broke off suddenly, and springing to his feet, began to pace up and +down. + +"By Jove, Barry, what fools we men make of ourselves over women! Just +because Vivian was kind, smiled on me, seemed really interested in my +affairs, I told her everything--all sorts of things I haven't even told +you, old chap! We used to go for strolls together in the summer +evenings--once or twice we motored down to Richmond and went for a walk +in the park ... we used to talk about all sorts of things ... women are +the very deuce for leading men on to talk. They pretend to be so +interested, ask such gentle little questions, are so sympathetic, so +kind ... and when it comes to sport, a girl like Vivian can talk as well +as any man." + +He sighed impatiently. + +"We didn't talk sentiment--those days. We were chums--the best of +chums ... discussed flying, motoring--she used to drive a little car +of her own. Sometimes we played golf--and, by Jove, she could pretty +nearly beat me! She was interested in all the things I liked, was a +rattling good shot with a rifle, and hadn't a nerve in her. Clever, too; +could talk on all sorts of subjects, and had read books I'd never even +heard of! She spoke three or four languages ... but--but it wasn't +that." + +He broke off in his rambling talk to light a cigarette, and then +continued, in the same musing tone. + +"It was something else. She was so handsome, so--so fine, somehow. I +used to think, when we were engaged, that she was like Brunhilde, or +some of the other Wagnerian heroines. Sometimes I couldn't help +thinking"--he coloured--"what splendid children a woman like that would +have. She ... she satisfied one, somehow. You knew she was sound in +every way--the sort of woman one would always be proud of--and when I +thought of her as the mistress of Greenriver, I----" + +He threw away his cigarette impatiently. + +"What a fool I am! What a damned fool you must think me, raving about a +woman who played me the shabbiest trick a woman could play! God! When I +think of it--think how I was deceived, I--I hate the woman! I hate +myself for being such a fool, but I hate her more! Well, she's married +now--good luck to her!--and there's only one thing for me to do; I must +get married too!" + +"But why?" Barry's blue eyes were very kindly as they looked at his +friend. "Why not go on as you are for a bit longer?" + +"Why not?" He stretched out his arms with a curious, restless gesture. +"Because I've got unsettled, I suppose. You see, when you've looked on +yourself as practically a married man, planned everything, renounced +your bachelor ways and anticipated a new and more settled existence, +well, somehow you can't go back to the old state of things. There's the +house, too. I feel as though I wanted to live in it again--the servants +are clamouring for me to go there. I promised, you know, and the river +is so lovely in the summer...." + +"Well, why not go down and have a car?" + +"Go there--alone?" He spoke bitterly. "No, thanks. That would be folly. +I meant to go with my wife----" + +Suddenly he stopped in his restless pacing and faced Barry with gleaming +eyes. + +"By gad, Barry! Why shouldn't I take my wife there after all?" + +"Your wife?" Even the quick-witted Barry was at fault. + +"Yes. My wife." He laughed at the other man's face. "Oh, I'm not married +yet, but why shouldn't I be? I swore I'd marry the first woman who'd +have me, and it's just occurred to me--Barry, do you thing she _would_ +have me?" + +"She? _What_ she?" demanded Barry in justifiable bewilderment. + +"Why, our excellent little secretary and typist--our Miss Gibbs--our +Antonia, known at home as Toni!" + +Barry's boyish face flushed crimson, and for a second he looked so angry +that Owen stared in genuine amazement. + +"Well, Barry, what's up? I assure you my intentions are strictly +honourable! If she'll have me, she shall step into the shoes vacated by +Miss Vivian Rees, and succeed to the house, the car, the boats, and all +the rest of the worldly goods which weren't sufficient to tempt my +beautiful _fiancée_!" + +"See here, Owen." Barry's voice was quiet. "I suppose you're ragging, +but let me tell you I think the rag's in execrable taste, and I'll be +obliged if you'll drop the subject." + +For a second Owen seemed about to retort in the same tone. Then, quite +suddenly, his face changed. + +"Say, Barry, why all these frills? You surely didn't think I meant any +harm--any disrespect to the girl?" + +"Of course not." He spoke rather coldly. "Only--well, I don't like to +hear you joking about marrying Miss Gibbs. She's a decent little thing, +and far too good to be made a cat's paw in a game of revenge." + +Owen looked at his friend quietly. + +"You're right, Barry, and if I were only joking it would be a bit +low-down. But suppose I mean it? Suppose I ask the girl to marry me, +quite quietly, not entering into any heroics or telling any condemned +lies, and she accepts me, what then?" + +Barry's heart gave a sudden throb of dismay. There was something behind +Owen's calm manner which made him feel vaguely uneasy. Could it be that +Owen too had surprised Toni's pitiful little secret--that he knew--had +known all along that the girl was not so indifferent to him as she +wished to appear? + +For the moment Barry was nonplussed. If it were so, if Owen knew, and, +knowing, chose to take the risk of the girl's acceptance, had he any +right to interfere? + +That Toni would accept, Barry felt almost convinced; and yet, fond as he +was of his friend, fond as he was, too, of the girl with whom he had +worked during these weeks of spring, Barry was clear-sighted enough to +feel assured that such a marriage would not make for happiness. + +It might answer for a time. If Toni wore genuinely attached to Rose, as +Barry was inclined to believe, it was possible--nay, probable--that her +affection for him would bring out the best in Owen's nature, and he +would repay that affection with a real and kindly consideration. But +when the first freshness had worn off, when Owen should have grown used +to the girl's shy gratitude and devotion, when her prettiness, her +radiant youth, her naïve simplicity should have ceased to charm, what +then would remain? + +For all his sporting instincts Owen was primarily a man of letters, +versatile, brilliant, even distinguished in his way; and Barry foresaw a +bitter disillusionment for each of the pair when the real dissimilarity +of their natures should, as must inevitably happen, become apparent to +both. + +To Toni, who never willingly opened a book, her husband's delight and +absorption in the masterpieces of literature must be a constant wonder; +while to Rose, Toni's ignorance, her youthful, unashamed lack of +interest in the "things which matter" would be a perpetual irritation. + +Although not so brilliant as his friend, Barry experienced at times +flashes of almost uncanny insight; and as he contemplated the +possibility of this marriage he had a sudden clear conviction that it +would not, could not, turn out successfully. + +"See here, Owen"--he faced the other man resolutely--"you must know the +thing is quite impossible. Miss Gibbs is a nice little girl, a pretty +little thing and as straight as a die. But she is not your equal in any +sense; neither socially nor intellectually; and though you may not +believe it, you would regret the marriage in a week." + +Owen looked at him, half-affectionately, half-quizzically, for a moment. + +"Why should I, Barry? Toni may not be of very exalted birth, but she is +a hundred times more ladylike than half the flappers one meets in +Society nowadays, with their cigarette-cases, their bridge purses and +their slangy talk. One of those loud young women would be the death of +me in a week--and you know Toni's voice is delightfully soft, with quite +a Southern intonation--caught in Italy, I expect." + +"But what of her education--or lack of it?" Barry went on relentlessly. +"You know quite well that the girl is a little ignoramus in reality. She +has read nothing, been nowhere, learned precious little; and she has no +more conversation than--than a Persian cat." + +"That's a bad simile," said Owen calmly. "A Persian cat doesn't talk +much, I admit, but it is a most fascinating piece of mystery when it +sits still and says nothing. And Miss Gibbs may in reality be just as +mysterious." + +"Oh, you're impossible!" Barry spoke impatiently, and Owen's manner +changed. + +"Come, Barry, confess the truth. You're afraid Toni will jump at me--to +put it baldly. You know"--for a second he hesitated--"you know, Barry, +I'm not blind, and I can't help seeing that the girl has ... well, taken +a fancy to me; and if that is so, seeing that the woman I wanted +wouldn't have me, why shouldn't I offer myself to the one who ... would +perhaps take me if I asked her to?" + +"You really mean to ask her, then?" + +"Yes. I know you won't approve, old chap, but I'm going to do it all the +same. The girl may refuse me, you know, and then there'll be no harm +done." + +And nothing could move him from the attitude he had adopted. The utmost +concession Barry could wring from him was a promise to wait for a week +at least before carrying out his plan; and during the whole of that week +Barry did his utmost to dissuade his friend from taking a step which he +foresaw would end in disaster. + +He argued, cajoled, even thundered, in vain. He spoke of disparity of +tastes, of habits, of views on life in general; and Owen laughingly +reminded him that dissimilarity in tastes was supposed to be a good +foundation for wedded happiness. + +He pointed out that although Antonia herself was a lady in the best +sense of the word, neither he nor Owen knew anything of her family; and +he endeavoured to alarm Rose by his vigorous sketch of her possibly +undesirable relations. + +"I tell you the girl's an orphan," said Owen, smiling as Barry finished +painting an imaginary portrait of a very unattractive mother-in-law. +"She lives with an uncle and aunt and a family of cousins somewhere +Brixton way." + +"Then I suppose the wedding will take place in Brixton," said Barry, +with an assumption of polite interest, and Owen coloured in spite of +himself. + +"No--at least, not in a church. I can't face a regular wedding, Barry, +seeing my bride isn't the one I expected to lead to the altar. I think +the Registrar will have to tie the knot, and we'll dispense with all the +fuss of satins and veils and white flowers that I was dreading with all +my heart!" + +Something in his tone--a hint of dreary disappointment, of a +wretchedness hitherto well concealed, made Barry feel compunction for +his own rough handling of what must have been in reality a sore subject; +and quite suddenly he abandoned his own superior, not to say +condemnatory, attitude for a more human, more sympathetic frame of mind. + +"I say, old chap"--Owen's eyes lightened with pleasure at the friendly +tone--"I've been an awful beast all this time. The fact is, I've thought +only of the girl's point of view. It didn't seem fair she should be used +as a sort of tool to make your position easier; but after all, I believe +on my soul she'd ask nothing better than to marry you; and I know you'd +treat her decently, so--so if----" + +"If I like to do it, you'll give me your blessing, eh, Barry?" Owen's +smile was a little melancholy. "Well, I'll take advantage of your +permission and put it to the little girl herself. She may refuse me, of +course--Miss Rees didn't find me irresistible, did she?" A hint of the +deadly wound she had dealt him coloured his tone. "But unless I'm a +conceited fool I believe I have a sporting chance at least--and I'd like +to show Lady Saxonby she's not the only woman in the world for me!" + +At that moment Toni herself entered the room; and with an effort both +men greeted her as usual, and proceeded to the ordinary routine of the +day's work without giving her any indication that she had interrupted a +discussion of the highest importance to herself. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +Antonia had just returned from lunch on the following day when Owen +called her to him; and she hastened to obey the summons, still wearing +her hat and coat. + +"Oh, Miss Gibbs"--his tone was admirably casual. "I've been wondering +whether you would mind helping me this afternoon. I want some books from +my house down at Willowhurst to verify some quotations in an article I +am writing for the next number of the _Bridge_." + +"Yes, Mr. Rose?" + +"I intended first going down in the car for them, but as it seems a pity +to bring a lot of old books up to town, I thought if you would come down +too, bringing the little Blick typewriter with you, I could get you to +copy out the quotations I want, and I needn't take the books away." + +Insensibly Toni's eyes brightened. + +"Yes, Mr. Rose. I should be very pleased." + +"That's right. Well, I'll go out and get some lunch. Will you be ready +in half an hour?" + +"Yes--I've just time to run through these letters." + +"Very well. _Au revoir!_ I'll be back at half-past two." + +He went out, and Antonia joyfully pirouetted round the room before +settling to work--somewhat to the surprise of Barry, who entered at that +moment. + +"Hallo, Miss Gibbs--practising the turkey-trot, or what?" + +She stopped, blushing hotly, and tried in vain to look unconcerned. + +"No, Mr. Raymond. Only--Mr. Rose wants me to motor down to Willowhurst +with him about some books--and it's such a lovely day!" + +"You like motoring?" Barry could not resist a sympathetic smile. + +"Oh, I just love it!" She clasped her hands in rapture. "Of course, I've +only been in taxis and char-à-bancs and things, but I've always wanted +to go in a real motor-car--a private one, I mean!" + +"Have you never been in one?" Her childish confession made Barry feel +half pitiful, half dismayed. + +"No, how should I?" She laughed, showing her pretty teeth +whole-heartedly. "You know girls in my position don't go about in +motors! Of course"--with one of her sudden changes of mood she paled and +spoke slowly--"if my father had lived things would have been different." + +"You lived in Italy together?" + +"Yes." She sank into a chair, and went on speaking dreamily, +her chin cradled in her hollowed hands. "We lived in a village not +far from Naples. Oh, how beautiful Italy is in the spring, when +the pink almond-blossom makes the hill-sides look like a great +rose-garden ... and the oranges and lemons flame out among the +dark-green leaves--and the roads are hot and white, and the blue +sea lies at the back of everything, sparkling in the sunshine...." + +She paused, but Barry, fascinated by this revelation of a depth, almost +a poetry, in the nature he had thought shallow and commonplace, said +nothing; and after a second she continued. + +"There was a steep hill behind our little house, and sometimes the sheep +that browsed there would stray ... so that the boy would sit and pipe to +them to come back. I used to watch him pipe, and make a garland of +vine-leaves and put it on his curls, and my father would laugh and call +him Pan, and say he was really thousands of years old ... and the sheep +would come up the slope looking so white against the green, and the air +would be full of the smell of the violets they crushed beneath their +feet...." + +Again she paused, and this time Barry prompted her. + +"And when he had found his flock, what did your boy-Pan do then?" + +"Then he would drive them away over the hill-side, and we would hear his +pipe growing fainter and fainter in the distance, until it died away +altogether...." + +She sprang up suddenly. + +"Oh, Mr. Raymond, what nonsense I'm talking! That life's over and done +with, and I've all these letters to copy!" + +"All right--I won't interrupt!" He took up some papers. "But just tell +me this. Do you ever want to go back to Italy?" + +She hesitated, considering. + +"No, I think not," she said at last. "You see, it would all be +different. My father wouldn't be there, nor the Padre--and even old +Fiammetta may be dead by now." + +"But the place would be the same--the sea as blue!" + +"Ah, I should like to see the sea!" She spoke softly. "Do you know I've +only seen the sea once since I came to England--when we went to Southend +for the day. And there it was all cold and grey--and the sands were +mud ... it wasn't a bit like my sea, and I wished I'd never seen it." + +There were actually tears in her eyes, and Barry cursed himself for a +fool, as he went rather absently into his own room, leaving her to her +work--which work was done none the less carefully because of the vague +longings which the conversation had aroused in the worker's breast. + +Punctually at two-thirty Owen returned, and Toni ran down the steps with +a smiling face from which all traces of tears had long since vanished. + +The car was waiting in the dingy street, and Toni's foot was actually on +the step when she turned and looked at Owen with a kind of desperate +appeal in her eyes. + +"Mr. Rose, do you drive the car yourself?" + +"Yes. I sit in front, you know--ah, would you like to sit with me?" + +"May I?" Her accent was acceptance enough; and two minutes later Toni, +as happy as a queen, was installed by the driver's side, and the car +began to glide faster and faster down the street on its way to the open +country beyond the town. + +When they had gone a little distance Owen turned to look at his +passenger, and for a second his heart stood still at the expression on +her face. Surely no girl would look so rapturously happy unless some +magic were at work.... + +"Are you warm enough? There's a big coat in the car." He spoke abruptly, +but the girl shook her head gratefully. + +"No, I'm quite warm, thank you." + +She had tied on her soft little hat with a scarf of some thin material +which framed her face very satisfactorily, and Owen did not press the +question. + +On and on sped the car, through Putney and Richmond, on past Feltham and +Staines, eating up the miles so fast that before they knew it they were +out in the country, flying along the level road between hedges whose +green had not as yet become dusty with the summer's traffic. + +It was a glorious afternoon in early May, and the Thames valley was at +its best. On either hand were fields sown thick with creamy daisies and +yellow buttercups. Down in a marshy hollow they caught a glimpse of a +carpet of golden kingcups, and once they passed a tiny dell in whose +very heart an azure mist whispered of bluebells; while the blackthorn +and the may made the air fragrant for miles. The birds were singing +their hearts out in the mellow sunshine, and now and again the cuckoo's +call came floating over the meadows from copse or spinney. + +Ever and anon as they shot through some village hamlet they caught +glimpses of orchards in full blossom, the pink and white bloom standing +out against the pale blue of the sky with the effect of some delicate +Japanese painting; and in all the little gardens flowers rioted +joyously. + +To Toni, spending her life in dingy Brixton, this afternoon was a +red-letter day. The soft, clean air which blew in her face was different +from the stagnant air of the Brixton streets; the scent of flowers was +grateful after the odours of the City, and the vision, now and then, of +the flashing river was a delight to eyes tired with much staring at ugly +houses and shops. + +If Toni said little during that magic excursion, it was not shyness +alone which sealed her lips; and although he cast a look now and then at +his companion, Owen was too considerate to break into her raptures with +questioning words. + +Only when they were approaching their destination did he begin to point +out the various features of the landscape. + +"That village over there is Willgate, noted for an old Saxon arch in its +church. My mother used to go over there to evening service, I remember. +She liked it better than our own church--the one you can just see +peeping between the trees. The village--Willowhurst, I mean--lies round +this bend. It's quite a rural-looking place, when you remember that +after all it is not an hour's journey from Waterloo." + +The car glided round the bend as he spoke, and Toni saw the village +lying in the afternoon sunshine, which winked back from the windows of +the little houses, built in a queer, old-fashioned manner round a small +green. There was a pleasant, old-world look about the place which was +oddly charming; and Toni was quite sorry when the car left the little +green behind. But in another minute they were on a stretch of white road +bordered by a high wall, behind which tall trees stood like sentinels; +and Toni caught her breath as Owen said, in a voice which he tried, +vainly, to keep steady: + +"See, there's Greenriver--my home--beyond the trees." + +They had reached the high gates in the wall, and when once they had +entered and were rolling up the broad avenue Toni gazed eagerly in the +direction he had indicated. + +Greenriver was a stately old place enough. It had been built in the days +of Queen Bess; and was just such a house as that in which Justice +Shallow might have entertained Falstaff--a long grey building with a +porch in the centre and a huge gable at either end--a house with +deep-mullioned windows and large stacks of chimney-pots. + +The house faced the river, to which it led by a terrace of velvety turf, +broken here and there by gay flower-beds; while the real gardens lay at +the other side of the building. Here beauty and dignity had joined +hands, as it were, to preserve the stately loveliness of the grounds, +under whose tall elms many a joyous company must have roamed when the +river was the highway of elegance and fashion, and great barges floated +down the Thames bearing Royal personages reclining on their couches +covered with cloth of gold. Here on summer evenings the nightingales +sang to the roses for which the gardens were famous; and for centuries +the big white owls had hooted from their nests in the tree-tops, or +flown, like pale ghosts, across the dusky paths. + +The grounds were indeed noted all along the river for the magnificence +of their green, velvety lawns, the size and beauty of the flowers in +parterre and bed, the wonderful completeness--and in some cases the +antiquity--of the contents of the famous herbaceous border; and Toni +never forgot the sensation of awe which overwhelmed her as she realized +that this glorious place belonged to the man beside her. + +She spoke a little shyly as the car came to a standstill at the foot of +the steps leading to the big door. + +"This is your house?" + +"Yes, this is Greenriver." He helped her out of the car. "And here is my +old friend Mrs. Blades coming to meet us." + +An elderly, rather prim-looking woman came forward as Owen advanced, and +in her eyes shone a welcoming light. + +"Come in, sir. We were beginning to wonder if you were coming to-day." + +"Yes--started rather late." Owen gave her hand a friendly shake. "But we +shan't have to go back just yet. I want to have a chat with you by and +bye, Mrs. Blades. This young lady, Miss Gibbs, has kindly come down to +help me with some work." + +"I'm sure the young lady is very welcome," was Mrs. Blades' +old-fashioned reply. "Shan't I make you a cup o' tea, sir, first of +all?" + +"Well, a cup of tea would be nice ... but I think, if Miss Gibbs isn't +tired, we'll get on with our work first, and then we'll enjoy it better. +Eh, Miss Gibbs?" + +Miss Gibbs agreed; and five minutes later she was installed, with her +typewriter, in the library. Owen busied himself, for a few moments, at +the shelves, searching for the books he wanted; and Toni spent the time +in gazing round her, wonder, admiration and awe mingling in her gaze. + +The room was large and lofty and the big mullioned windows looked out +upon a beautiful terrace, bordered with wallflowers, jonquils, and +masses of dancing daffodils. The grass, smooth as velvet, led to a stone +balustrade, beyond which lay the river, sparkling in the sunshine, +whilst beyond that again were green fields, broken here and there by +clumps of majestic trees, the fields in their turn leading to a range of +distant, misty, blue hills. + +The room itself was second only in interest to the view. In all her life +Toni had never entered such a room--had never imagined, indeed, that +private houses boasted such apartments. + +The furniture was all of dark-green leather--the big saddle-bag chairs, +the low divan and the smaller chairs all being upholstered in the same +material, while the wall was distempered a lighter shade of green, and +the carpet was of a darker tone. In one of the deep window embrasures +was a bureau, of just the right height to allow anyone sitting before it +to enjoy the prospect without; while the table at which Toni sat was a +large, heavy affair, evidently intended for serious work. + +But the generally sombre tone of the room formed an excellent background +for the books which lined its walls. Shelf after shelf of them rose from +the floor, almost to the ceiling; and since many were bound in soft, +rich colours, they struck a delightful note in the rather dusky whole. + +There were books bound in leather, dark-brown calf, soft red or blue +morocco; richly-tooled volumes, slim books clothed in tan or purple +suède, gay with gold edges and lettering; priceless old volumes, rare +black-letter editions, poets, classics, all the standard novels.... Toni +had never seen so many books in her life; and it must be confessed that +she regarded them with something akin to awe. + +Who in the world could wish to read these hundreds of volumes? For all +their beautiful bindings she had a conviction that the contents would be +appallingly dull; and her eyes fled gladly to the more congenial scene +outside the windows where the flowers danced gaily in the sunshine and a +little skiff floated by on the shimmering river, like some magic boat +gliding to a haven in fairyland. + +Presently Owen approached the table, bearing an armful of thin books, +bound for the most part in soft fawn suède. + +"Look, Miss Gibbs, these are the verses I want you to copy." He pointed +out the poems, and gave her one or two instructions, while Toni, +conscious that she had been dreaming away her time, hastily uncovered +her typewriter and took up a sheet of paper. + +"If you'll do these, I'll go and have a chat with old Mrs. Blades," said +Owen presently. "Then we'll have tea, and if there's time I'll show you +the gardens. They are really worth seeing." + +She thanked him shyly and he went out. In the doorway he paused, looking +back at her as she sat among the books; and if she had looked up she +could not have failed to observe something odd in the expression with +which he was regarding her. + +But she did not look up; and after a few seconds' scrutiny he went out +quietly and closed the door. + +It did not take Toni very long to finish her task. Almost as she took +the last sheet of paper out of the typewriter the door opened to admit +Owen and a staid-looking maid with a tea-tray. + +"Well, Miss Gibbs, finished?" Owen came forward with a smile. "That's +good! Now you shall have some tea to refresh you after your toil. Let me +see, Kate, where shall we have it?" + +The maid suggested that the table in the far window would be suitable; +and as the afternoon sunshine still streamed in, making a pleasant +warmth, Owen agreed heartily. + +Evidently Mrs. Blades had not been taken unprepared; for there were +dainty sandwiches, hot cakes, and a big and substantial-looking +seed-loaf, which was, so Owen informed his guest, his housekeeper's +special pride. + +"Now"--Kate had withdrawn after placing the massive silver tea-pot on +the tray--"will you pour out for me, Miss Gibbs? And I'll hand the +cakes." + +Blushing gloriously, Toni slipped into the seat behind the tray. In +honour of the fine day she had discarded her black frock for a serge +skirt and a girlish-looking white blouse, open at the throat; and now +that she had thrown aside her veil, her black hair, prettily loosened +beneath her soft little hat, made an ebony frame for her vivid face. + +As he watched her gravely attending to the duties of the tea-tray, Owen +told himself that he might have made a worse choice. + +He had long ago surprised her secret--although Toni had no idea of her +self-betrayal. At this stage of her development Toni was pure emotion--a +mere lamp through which love might shine unchecked, casting its beams +unashamedly upon the object of its devotion. Later she might learn, as +many women do, to interpose a veil between her soul and the world. The +lamp would shine with a tempered beam, its glow moderated to a mere +even, more tranquil light, and none would recognize the quality of its +burning. + +But at present Toni's love was so whole-hearted, so innocently, +pathetically intense that it was no wonder Owen had divined both its +nature and its object long ago. + +Well, to a heart rendered sore by a woman's callousness, such a warm, +eager devotion as this was inexpressibly attractive; and if Owen's eyes +were blinded by suffering, there was surely a chance that Toni's soft +fingers laid upon their lids might prolong the merciful myopia. + +When tea was over there came a sudden little silence. The dusk was +falling; and the garden wore a ghostly look; while the river lay +passively unreflecting beneath the twilit sky. + +The atmosphere of the room changed with the passing of the +sunlight--grew tense, electric, almost, one would have said, expectant; +and Owen realized that the moment for which he waited had come. + +Toni, having finished her tea, was sitting rather slackly in her chair, +gazing dreamily out of the window; and Owen hesitated for a minute +before he spoke. She looked so young, so wistful, so helpless. It was +almost unfair, selfish, to speak to the child--and then, suddenly, he +knew that selfish or no, he must put an end to his own solitary +sore-heartedness. + +"Toni"--she looked up as he spoke, and his utterance of her name set the +whole atmosphere throbbing with wild, sweet possibilities--"I want to +ask you something." + +She did not speak, only her eyes fastened on his face. + +"Do you think, Toni"--for a moment he faltered, then plunged bravely +on--"you could ever bring yourself to marry me? Oh, I know you're +surprised--I ought not to spring it on you like this--but if you will be +my wife I will do my best to make you happy." + +There was a silence. Suddenly an owl flew, hooting, past the window, and +in the dusk his white wings looked ghostly, unreal. + +Then, quite quietly, Toni spoke. + +"Mr. Rose, do you mean it? You want to marry me?" + +"Yes, dear." For an instant he spoke as one speaks to a child, so +powerful was the illusion of youth in the large-eyed Toni just then. +"Well, what do you say? Will you have me?" + +He was still sitting in the big chair opposite to her, one hand on the +arm, the other clenched on his knee; and he was unprepared for Toni's +answer. + +With a sudden rush she was out of her chair, and the next moment she was +kneeling beside him, her face all aglow with love and wonder. + +"You mean it?" She could only, it seemed, question his meaning. +"But--how did you know I loved you, Mr. Rose? I never let you see--did +I?" + +With that soft, sparkling face upturned to his, those Italian eyes +gazing at him with an intensity of appeal in their liquid depths, one +answer alone was possible. + +"No, Toni, you never let me see that! But if it's true--if you do love +me a little--well, is it--yes?" + +For answer she suddenly laid her head on his knee and burst into a +passion of wild sobbing. Poor, emotional, overwrought little Toni! Why +she wept she had no idea, but it was the same emotion which had made +her, as a child, weep at the sight of a group of violets growing in the +grass, at the sound of the shepherd's pipe, the scent of the sea-laden +breeze. Although her heart was so full of bliss that she could scarcely +bear it, there was a wild, inexplicable sadness in it too, which tears +alone could assuage; and though she tried to recapture her self-control, +it was useless until she had cried away the first bewilderment. + +But Owen, unused to the complex Southern nature, was thoroughly +nonplussed by her tears. In vain he besought her to calm herself, begged +her to listen to him, to refuse him if the thought of his offer made her +miserable. Toni only cried the harder; and at last, uncertain of his +ground, but feeling that something must be done, Owen stooped down and +lifted her bodily on to his knee. + +Once in his arms, her tears ceased as if by magic. She lay against his +heart like a child, and as he felt her little body in his arms a new +feeling of pity, almost of gratitude, awoke in his heart. + +If his love meant so much to her--then it should be hers--if indeed love +could be bestowed at will. In any case he would marry her and devote his +life to making her happy; and in his curiously exalted state of mind +Owen quite lost sight of the fact that when one is the lover and the +other the beloved, between the two there is often a great gulf fixed. + + * * * * * + +When at last Owen roused the girl, who had sobbed herself into +quiescence in his arms, the room was nearly dark. + +"Come, Toni, it's getting cold and dark in here. What do you say, shall +we get Mrs. Blades to give us a little dinner and go home by +moonlight--or would you rather start at once?" + +"I would rather go now." She spoke in a low voice, like a child that is +uncertain of its treatment; and Owen guessed she was ashamed of her +tears. + +He set himself to reassure her. + +"Well, just as you like. Wait a moment, though. I'll light a candle, and +you shall put your hat straight, and tie on that precious veil of yours +first." + +While she tidied herself, rather self-consciously, before a large oval +mirror, Owen gathered up the papers she had typewritten; and when he +turned towards her at last she was able to conjure up a rather wan +little smile. + +"Good girl!" He laid his hand kindly on her arm. "Now we'll be off--but +first, do you mind if I let old Blades into our secret? She's a faithful +old soul, though her temper's a bit crabby, and she'll be awfully +pleased!" + +She assented, of course; and opening the door Owen led her across the +dim hall towards the kitchen regions. + +Evidently the magic hour of lighting-up was at hand, for when they had +passed through the green baize door which shut off the servants' +premises, they found themselves in a brightly-lit passage, at the end of +which Mrs. Blades' voice could be heard energetically exhorting a maid +to "be quick and take these lamps." + +"Come along, we'll pay her a visit in her room," said Owen, his eyes +sparkling with fun; and drawing Toni's arm through his he ran with her +down the passage, and drew up finally in a large square room where Mrs. +Blades was at work. + +In spite of her shyness Toni was lost in wonder at the nature of that +work. The room itself was lighted with gas, flaring in an iron cage; but +on the table in front of Mrs. Blades were no less than ten small +oil-lamps, evidently intended to hang against the wall, and fashioned in +some wrought metal which gave them a curiously mediæval look. + +"Hallo, Mrs. Blades!" Owen's voice made her turn round quickly. "The Ten +Little Ladies going as strong as ever, I see!" + +"Yes, Mr. Owen, they're still on the go." She regarded the lamps +affectionately. "At first Mr. Leetham used to say a good big lamp would +be best, at the head of the stairs; but afterwards he got to like the +Little Ladies, and we've had 'em every night." + +"We'll have to go on having them," declared Owen. "Look, Toni, they're +really quite pretty, aren't they? And thanks to Mrs. Blades they give a +jolly good light." + +"But--the 'Little Ladies'?" Toni looked, as she felt, puzzled. + +"Yes, it was a fancy of my father's. He would never have gas anywhere +except in the kitchens; and the long gallery upstairs, where all the +bedrooms are, was always as dark as Erebus." He laughed, catching sight +of the blank look on Mrs. Blades' face at the word. "So my mother +invented these lamps, years ago when I was a tiny kid, and every night +they are fixed at intervals along the walls of the gallery." + +"But the name?" + +"Oh, I don't know who first christened them, but they've always been +known as the Ten Little Ladies--and always will be, I suppose. Eh, Mrs. +Blades?" + +"So long as I'm here, sir, I hope they will be," rejoined Mrs. Blades +somewhat formally; and something in her tone made Owen remember his +resolve. + +He looked round. The door was open into the passage, a rosy-cheeked maid +waiting, apparently, to carry off the tray with the Little Ladies; but +on Owen approaching with the intention of closing the door she withdrew +modestly out of earshot. + +Coming back to the table Owen took one of Toni's hands in his and turned +to the old housekeeper, who glanced with sudden shrewdness at the girl's +shy face. + +"Mrs. Blades," said Owen quietly, "Miss Gibbs has promised to marry me; +and I hope that before many weeks are over we shall come down to live at +Greenriver. Well, what do you say? Will you welcome us when we come?" + +The half-boyish, half-masterful tone in which he spoke seemed too much +for the old woman, who had watched Owen grow from boy to man, and now, +after a lapse of years, saw him in his manhood. She looked first at him, +then at the pale girl by his side, and her features worked oddly. + +"Come, Mrs. Blades!" Owen had had enough of tears for one afternoon. +"Cheer up! Don't look as if we were going to cut off your head! That's a +poor welcome to Miss Gibbs!" + +Thus reproved, the housekeeper did her best to conjure up a more +cheerful expression; and managed presently to shake Toni's cold little +hand with a respectful word or two; after which Owen discovered that it +was high time to go. + +Five minutes later Toni was snugly packed into the car again; and Owen +was about to take his seat when he remembered that he had left the +typewritten sheets in the housekeeper's room. + +"I'll run back for them, Toni." He jumped down from the step. "I won't +be a moment. You don't mind waiting?" + +"Of course not!" She smiled up at him with dewy eyes. "Don't hurry--it's +so lovely here in the dusk--the flowers smell so sweet." + +Re-entering the house, Owen ran down the passage with hasty feet. Mrs. +Blades, who had a tendency to what she called "chronical brownkitis," +had not ventured to brave the night air; and Owen found her still +regarding the Little Ladies, who burned trimly on the tray before her. + +"All right, Mrs. Blades--I've only left some papers!" He snatched them +up as he spoke, and crammed them into the pocket of his leather coat. +"That's all--now I'm really off." + +He patted her carelessly on the shoulder as he passed her; but to his +surprise she put out a veined hand to stay his progress. + +"Mr. Owen"--her voice shook--"do you really mean that you're going to +marry the young lady?" + +"Of course, Blades." Unconsciously Owen pulled himself together. "Why +should I say such a thing if I did not mean it?" + +"Because..." the old woman faltered "... Miss Gibbs ain't the sort of +lady you ought to marry. She ... she's not like the other lady you were +going to bring here as mistress of Greenriver ... the one as was +presented at Court with all them lovely feathers in her hair." + +An expression such as she had never seen before crossed Owen's face. He +shook off her hand impatiently. + +"Oh, you're an old silly, Blades." His voice was grating. "Miss Gibbs is +a thousand times more suitable to be the mistress of Greenriver. +The--the other lady thought very small beer of us all down here--she +wasn't our sort, I assure you!" + +"Neither is this one." The old woman stuck to her guns with the +obstinacy of age. "Mr. Owen, I remember your father bringing home his +bride--a girl she was, only eighteen--but the highest lady in the land +couldn't have been evened to her. Miss Gibbs is pretty and a good girl, +I'm sure, but--but she ain't like your mother, Mr. Owen; and you ought +to look higher when you marry than her!" + +"Don't be a fool, Blades!" Owen spoke angrily now. "If I think Miss +Gibbs good enough to be my wife that's quite sufficient for everyone. +After all, I'm not such a great catch," he added bitterly. + +"Nay, Mr. Owen, don't be vexed with me!" Too late the old woman +regretted her foolish words. "I'm growing old, and maybe I'm in my +dotage ... ah, he's gone--I've driven the lad away with my folly!" + +It was indeed so. Owen had flung out of the door angrily; and as she +listened, half-afraid, she heard his steps receding down the passage +towards the hall. There was impatience in his very tread; for, truth to +tell, Owen felt a kind of hot anger welling in his heart as he +remembered the words she had spoken. + +At first he was merely annoyed at what he called her +presumption--induced, he supposed, by her long connection with the +family. But suddenly a feeling of vague uneasiness descended upon him, +and he paused before going out to join Toni in the car. + +"She only saw Toni for a moment--barely heard her speak--and yet she +speaks as though I were making an unsuitable marriage." He frowned +thoughtfully, anger dying before some feeling whose nature he could not, +yet, recognize. "I wonder--what could she mean?" + +He stood in the quiet hall, fighting down a host of surmises, of +unwelcome doubts which sprang, it would seem, out of the twilight, +brought to birth by an old woman's homely words; and in those +illuminating seconds Owen allowed himself to wonder whether, after all, +he had committed an action which he would find cause to regret. + +But somehow the idea seemed a treachery towards the girl who sat waiting +so trustfully, so happily for his coming; and with a sudden uplifting of +his head, Owen went resolutely out to the car. + + * * * * * + +But Mrs. Blades, left alone, shod a few of the difficult tears of age as +she went over the little scene. She felt suddenly old; and for the first +time in her busy, self-satisfied life she questioned her own wisdom. + +Then she too shook off her uncomfortable thoughts, and calling the rosy +Maggie to her, delivered into her hands the Ten Little Ladies, who still +waited patiently upon the tray for their nightly release. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +On a beautiful midsummer morning Antonia Rose crept softly down the +broad old staircase of Greenriver and crossed the hall with so +fairy-light a tread that never a soul in the house could hear a +footstep. + +It was very early, barely half-past five; but the glorious summer +morning was calling, calling insistently to Toni to come and share its +glories; and the call was not one to be disregarded, by Antonia at +least. + +Not a thing stirred. In the gallery the Ten Little Ladies grew wan and +faded before the vitality of the daylight; and when, after some +difficulty, Toni unlocked the big hall door and let in a flood of +sunshine, they gave up the unequal contest and expired quietly. + +Ah! What a world of beauty burst upon Toni's gaze as she stood, +thrilling delightfully with a sense of adventure, on the big stone steps +outside the great door. + +A rush of perfume from the tall lilies greeted her first; followed by a +perfect shower of fragrance from the pink and creamy roses growing +beside the door. Other scents there were--a dozen of them--from the +flowers massed in glowing ranks in the beds; but the lilies and the +roses had it all their own way; and Toni laughed with delight as they +assailed her with their sweetness. + +There was music, too, in this pearly dawn. In the trees the birds were +astir, twittering their songs of morning; and already the velvety brown +bees were beginning to hum their spinning chorus as they hovered here +and there among the tall flowers which stood in rows before the windows, +like marriageable maidens waiting for inspection. + +Beyond the terrace lay the river, shining with that strange, ethereal +effect of silver which water has beneath the early morning sky; and away +beyond the river the thin, delicate mists of the night were rising like +vaporous ghosts, to dissolve in the fresh, clean atmosphere of dawn. + +"Oh, how beautiful it all is! What a lovely world God made when He +made--this!" Toni stood on the steps with arms outstretched, like some +young priestess of a pagan faith welcoming the sun. "And why do we lie +asleep in stuffy beds when all the birds and flowers have been awake for +ages!" + +She pulled the big door gently to behind her, and then ran through the +gardens and across the terrace to the big grey balustrade which kept the +boundary of the garden from the towing path beyond. Leaning her arms on +the stone she looked out over the shining river, and in fancy her spirit +roved here and there--to the violet-strewn mountain slopes of Italy +where she had passed her childhood ... to the wonderful, rocky coast of +Cornwall where her honeymoon had been spent. + +At the thought of the Cornish seas she caught her breath. Those +marvellous green billows, foaming in the sunshine, dashing against the +cliffs with a sound like thunder; the gentler wavelets creaming over the +snow-white sands in lines of lotus-blue; the pools, deep and limpid, +where in the aquamarine water all kind of strange sea-creatures lived; +the jagged, tooth-like rocks springing from the depths of the ocean, +ready to destroy the passing ships; the still more wonderful +lighthouses, rising, some of them, like tall white needles into the +turquoise sky; the gulls, flashing grey and white in the sunshine; the +salt scent of the sea mingling with the pungent fragrance of the yellow +gorse, hot with the sun ... surely the Cornish coast was a very favoured +spot, and the Scilly Isles, to which passage could be taken in a queer, +cranky boat, were indeed the Fortunate Isles, cradled by the bluest, +most magical, most romantic waters in the world! + +Thoughts of the ocean were indissolubly bound up with all Toni's +thoughts of her honeymoon. Acting on a hint from Barry, Owen had taken +his bride straight away from the Registrar's dingy office to Paddington, +thence to Cornwall; and he would never forget the sight of Toni's face +when first she saw the sea, lying purple and green beneath a stormy sky. + +During the long journey she had said very little, shyness enveloping her +as in a mantle; but when the train began to run along the sea shore, so +that the whole expanse of ocean lay spread before the window, Toni's +face changed, her eyes sparkled, and she turned to Owen with a +spontaneous expression of delight. + +Now, looking back, it seemed to Toni that never for an instant had the +voice of the sea been out of her ears during all those wonderful days +and nights. Its song had helped her to bear herself properly during the +long hours alone with the man she had married. Again and again, when +embarrassment threatened to overcome her at this unusually prolonged +_tête-à-tête_, the sea whispered to her to take courage; and each night +she fell asleep to its murmured lullaby. + +During the fortnight which they spent down in the genial West Country, +Owen gave himself up entirely to the service of his young wife. He +divined pretty well what she was feeling--guessed that her marriage, +after only three weeks' engagement, must have meant a complete upheaval +of her entire life; and the very fact that he did not love her gave an +added gentleness to his intercourse with her; for he could not rid +himself of a sensation that somehow she had been cheated in this +bargain, had been cajoled into giving the pure gold of love in return +for the counterfeit of mere liking. + +True, he did not repent his marriage. Rather it seemed to him that it +might turn out successful after all; and since they spent the days +exploring the coast, which was new to both of them, there was plenty to +be said, an abundance of interesting subjects to discuss. + +Only once--on the last night of their stay in Cornwall--was there the +slightest suspicion of a shadow between them; and Owen blamed himself +entirely for the occurrence. + +It happened that Owen was suffering from a very severe headache--a not +uncommon complaint since his accident--and the afternoon post brought +him the proofs of an article required for the next number of the +_Bridge_. An urgent note from Barry accompanied the papers, begging for +an early revision; and after dinner Owen sat down to run through the +article in preparation for dispatch in the morning. + +But his brain refused to work. His eyes felt as though each eyeball were +aflame; and his forehead was contracted with the severe pain which had +racked him all day, so that consecutive thought was almost impossible. +He tried, again and again, to do the work; but at length, so acute was +the agony in his eyes, he threw aside the papers with a groan. + +Immediately Toni looked up from the magazine she was reading. + +"May I help you?" She put the question rather timidly, and by way of +answer he tossed the bundle of proofs into her lap. + +"Thanks awfully, dear. I simply can't see out of my eyes--neuralgia, I +expect. Do your best, won't you? You know how to read proof as well as I +do, now." + +"Yes." So she did, for Barry had taught her thoroughly; and she had +applied herself to his lessons with every fraction of her intelligence. + +What he had not taught her, however, was an extensive knowledge of the +master poets and their works; and Toni's ignorance betrayed her +hopelessly. + +At the old-fashioned school she had attended, few poets were considered +fit for the girls' reading; Tennyson, of course, was included in the +pupils' studies, and Shakespeare, carefully edited, was a standby; but +of the works of Browning, Rossetti, Swinburne, Keats, Toni was +lamentably ignorant. + +When, therefore, in the article before her she found a quotation from +one of Robert Browning's poems, followed almost immediately by a line +from one of the poet's wife's writings, she concluded, hastily, that the +printers were at fault, and cheerfully amended the latter initials to +the one magic R. In the same way she confused Keats and Yeats; and +finished by ascribing to Christina Rossetti one of Dante Gabriel's most +impassioned utterances; thus destroying whatever value the article might +have had, as a critical appreciation of the various writers' work. + +Having completed her task Toni raised her eyes to look at her husband, +and found him lying back in his chair watching her with a very kindly +glance. + +"Finished, little girl? That's good. I'll just initial it and send it +back." He took the sheets she handed him and raised his eyebrows at the +numerous corrections. "I say, they must be getting careless at the +office to let all these slips go through!" He ran his eye over the page, +more from force of habit than because he expected to find any more +corrections necessary; and suddenly Toni, watching, saw him frown. + +"I say, Toni, you've made a mistake." He tried not to speak sharply, for +after all proof-reading is an art. "This line--'There may be Heaven, +there must be Hell'--that's Robert Browning all right; but the next +quotation is from the Sonnets to the Portuguese." + +"Is it?" Toni did not understand. + +"Well, Mrs. Browning wrote those, you know." He was busy repairing +Toni's mistake. "And the next is hers, too. And----" he was skimming +down the page "--why, you little goose, it was Dante Rossetti who wrote +'The Blessed Damosel.'" + +"Was it? I thought her name was Christina." Toni's voice faltered; for +though she did not yet realize the enormity of her offence, she knew +that Owen was annoyed by her stupidity. + +"_Her_ name? Why, of course _her_ name was Christina; but this happens +to be his poem, you see." + +"His? Whose?" Toni was flustered, or she would never have betrayed +herself so utterly. + +"Whose?" Owen, his nerves strained almost to breaking point by his +bodily pain, spoke irritably, and Toni shrank miserably into her chair. +"Why, Toni, have you never heard of the poet Rossetti? Good Heavens, +child, don't you ever open a book?" + +She said nothing, though the tears welled slowly into her eyes; and Owen +went on reading, finding still further evidences of his wife's lack of +acquaintance with the giants of literature as he read. + +In an ordinary way he would have let her down gently. After all it is no +crime to confuse two poets of the same name; and to "correct" a +quotation by transposing two words into a more ordinary sequence is not +a very heinous offence; but to Owen, racked with pain, the whole affair +was an instance of the most flagrant ignorance, and he let fly one or +two biting sarcasms as he bent over the papers, which reduced Toni to a +state of trembling, impotent misery. + +To do him justice Owen repented as soon as he had spoken, and when he +saw how he had hurt her, he threw aside the proof-sheets and devoted +himself to making amends for his harshness. + +He succeeded finally in winning back something of her usual serenity; +but to both the incident was oddly discomposing; to Toni because for the +first time she saw the critic in the husband, and trembled to think how +often she must fall short of his high standard; to Owen because the +affair seemed to open up such vast tracts of ignorance in the woman who +was his wife, and showed, more clearly than ever before, the dividing +line between intellect and ordinary shrewdness. + +For just one illuminating moment he saw Toni as she was; a pretty, +winning, half-educated little girl, to whom the world of art and +literature was a sphere apart, its shibboleths mere meaningless babble +in her ears, its greatest exponents but so many confusing names, +divorced from any enlightening personalities. + +Where, he asked himself half desperately, was there any common meeting +ground for two beings so widely diverse as they, husband and wife though +they were? Surely they were as widely sundered as the poles.... + +And then the sight of Toni's face, her eyes filled with tears, her +childish mouth quivering, lighted a sudden flame in his heart which +consumed, for the time being, all doubts and petty vexations. After all, +she was only a child--and she loved him; and so he took her in his arms +and kissed away the tears with a remorseful tenderness which might well +pass--with an uncritical being like Toni--for love. + +But Toni was not thinking of that dreadful episode on this brilliant +June morning. Rather she was trying to realize that she was the mistress +of this beautiful place, that Greenriver, with its grounds, its flowers, +its lofty rooms, was to be her home; and to the girl who had lived in +Winter Road, Brixton, Greenriver was indeed a revelation. + +They had been home a week; and so far Owen had not left her for more +than a few hours, on the occasion of a business visit to London. The +weather had been superb; and they had spent several long afternoons on +the river, thereby missing, to Toni's great content, three or four +callers who had come to see what manner of woman Owen Rose had married. +That these calls must be returned Toni knew very well; but it must be +confessed she shivered at the prospect; more especially as Owen had told +her, laughingly, that she must not count upon his aid on those purely +social occasions. + +As the thought of the terrible duty-calls flashed through her mind Toni +slipped down from her perch on the balustrade and made her way down to +the towing path beneath. She often walked beside the river in these +quiet morning hours, alone unless her dog Jock, an Airedale terrier of +unimpeachable ancestry and cheerful disposition, was at hand to +accompany her. + +Jock had been presented to her by Barry as a wedding gift; and Toni, who +had never before been on an intimate footing with a dog, found his +companionship both delightful and stimulating. Although he was nearly +two years old Jock was a puppy at heart. He did his best to comport +himself as a full-grown dog should do: but had lapses into babyhood, +when a shoe carelessly left about seemed too tempting; or, after a muddy +walk, a soft satin cushion gave him an invitation to repose which could +not possibly be denied. + +He was a lovable creature, however, and a perfect gentleman as regards +cats--a very desirable trait in an animal belonging to Toni, who loved +all cats and would certainly have quarrelled with any dog who waged war +upon the furry tribe. + +To her satisfaction Jock came bounding over the terrace to follow her as +she stepped on to the towing path; and together they strolled by the +river in the fresh morning air, Toni gazing half-absently towards the +distant hills, Jock keeping one eye and ear anxiously cocked in +anticipation of any unwary rat who should show himself upon the +river-bank. + +Although Willowhurst was comparatively far from town there were a good +many visitors on the river during the summer months. There was a perfect +reach for punting just here, and many people came down to occupy the +bungalows built on the opposite bank to that on which Greenriver stood. +To Owen these little summer dwellings were in the nature of an eyesore. +Fond as he was of his own beautiful house he would have liked to keep +the neighbourhood free from this essentially modern phase of river-life; +but to Toni the gay little bungalows had a charm of their own. They were +all specially spick and span just now, having been newly painted and +garnished with flowers for the season; and Toni looked across the river +with frank interest at the Cot, the Dinky House, the Mascot, and the +rest of the tiny shanties. She liked the houseboats, too, with their +gaily-striped awnings, their hanging baskets filled with gaudy pink +geraniums and bright lobelia. Their primly-curtained little windows +amused her; and in the evenings she would lure Owen out on to the +terrace to look down the river to where the Chinese lanterns hung on +their poles like globes of magic light against the darkening sky. + +Toni and Jock had strolled about a quarter of a mile down the path when +they were brought sharply to a halt by the sound of a deep bark from the +other side of the water; and looking across they found they were not the +only waking creatures in this apparently sleeping world. + +In one of the little gardens opposite to where they stood were a couple +of friends like themselves; but in this case the human being was a man +in his shirt sleeves, and the canine was a singularly beautiful white +wolfhound, who stood, at the moment, barking defiance at the intruders +on the opposite bank. + +Jock, whose natural pugnacity was always easily aroused, returned the +compliment with the most evident sincerity; but the Borzoi, having flung +down the gage of battle and asserted her dignity, retired gracefully +from the contest, and walking daintily up to her master rose and placed +her slender paws on his shoulders, an action which said plainly that +honour was satisfied. + +The animal was so striking-looking, from her long, graceful head to her +plumy tail, that Toni could not resist a second look; and the dog's +master had a good view of the girl whom he guessed to be the young +mistress of Greenriver, the house which he had often admired as he +passed by in his boat during the summer days. + +As she stood, gazing almost childishly across the intervening water, she +looked barely more than a schoolgirl; and her short skirt and simple +white blouse aided the illusion. It was only the sight of the coils of +black hair which bound her head, and the gleam of the gold wedding-ring +on her finger, which placed her definitely in the category of womanhood; +and the man who watched her felt a strange sensation of something like +pity for the girl launched so early on the sea of matrimony, a sea whose +perils he, of all men, had cause to dread. + +But suddenly Toni became aware of the indecorousness of her conduct. It +was the height of discourtesy to stand staring; and with a blush she +called Jock and turned hastily away to retrace her steps. + +The man and the dog watched her go; and only when she was nearly out of +sight did they turn back and re-enter the little white bungalow which +was known locally as the Hope House. + +At breakfast Owen asked Toni kindly if she felt inclined for a day on +the river. + +"I thought we might take our lunch and go quite a long way," he said. +"I'm afraid this must be our last holiday jaunt for a little time. I +shall have to be busy after this." + +"Will you?" She looked a trifle wistful; and Owen was sorry for her. + +"Well, I daresay I can manage a day off now and then. To-morrow's +Thursday, isn't it? I must be up in town then, and I'm afraid I shall be +late home. There's a dinner I rather wanted to attend, but it would mean +a long evening alone for you." + +"I don't mind." She smiled reassuringly. "I've got Jock to keep me +company and there are plenty of people in the house." + +"Well, Andrews is a pretty sturdy young chap, and of course there are +three or four women. There's the telephone, too, you know, so you really +needn't be nervous--especially now, when the river is as full of traffic +as Bond Street!" + +"I'm not a bit nervous," she said. "I ... I was just wondering----" + +She broke off, flushing, and Owen felt an unwonted curiosity as to her +meaning. + +"Well?" He spoke kindly, but Toni seemed unable to proceed. + +"I was thinking ... I mean ..." Suddenly impatient of her own cowardice +she took her courage in both hands and spoke bravely. "I was wondering +whether you would allow me to ask Fanny--my cousin--down for the +afternoon. You see, if you are away----" + +"Why, of course, dear!" Owen spoke the more heartily because he felt a +slight compunction at the thought of her relations. "Ask your cousin by +all means. You must remember that this is your house, Toni, and you need +not ask my leave to invite your friends." + +"Thank you." She was looking down as she spoke, but her cheeks were +scarlet. "I will ask her then ... but ..." suddenly her words came with +a rush "... I know my people aren't like yours ... I couldn't let them +meet your friends ... I mean--I'll ask them when you are not at home, +and then----" + +"Don't be a goose, Toni!" Owen hoped his voice betrayed nothing. "Your +people are my people now, you know, and I don't want you to get any +silly ideas into your head at the start." + +She stretched out her hand impulsively and laid it on his arm. + +"Owen, you're too good to me. I know so well that we belong to different +worlds, but ... if you mean that----" + +"Of course I mean it." He rose as he spoke and patted her shoulder. +"Don't be a little silly--and now run away and write to your cousin at +once. If she can't come to-morrow, suggest Friday." + +"Oh, she couldn't come then," returned Toni naïvely. "You see the shop +closes on Thursday afternoon, and it's Fanny's only free day." + +"I see." Somehow the little explanation, with its picture of a different +life from that to which he was accustomed, struck a chill to Owen's +heart; but he hid his discomfort cleverly and bade Toni write her letter +without delay. + + * * * * * + +Miss Gibbs accepted the invitation joyfully; and on Thursday morning +Owen went off to town, after bidding Toni keep her cousin to dinner if +possible. + +"She can take the nine-fifteen to town," he said. "I have the car, but +if she can stay, telephone for a taxi from the station to be here at +nine. You won't be lonely, Toni?" + +"Not a bit!" Indeed she was thrilling with pleasure at the idea of +entertaining her cousin in her new home. "I've lots to see to. What a +pity Mrs. Blades is ill to-day." + +"Yes, her usual bronchitis, I suppose. She'll be all right in a day or +two." Owen was hunting for a paper as he spoke. "Confound it, where is +that manuscript, Toni? You know the one--that article on Alfred Noyes." + +"It's here." Toni handed him the paper he required. + +"Thanks awfully. You're a first-rate little secretary, Toni! I guess we +shall miss you at the office!" + +He did not observe the rather wistful look which swept over her face at +the half-careless praise. At that moment Toni felt she would have asked +nothing better than to jump into the car and journey up to town with +Owen to take her old place behind the typewriter in Owen's room. She +hated to see him leaving her, longed to beg him to stay; but something +stronger than personal longing held her back. A wife, she told herself, +must be a help, not a hindrance; and since Owen saw fit to leave her, to +carry on the work in which she had now no place, her duty, plainly, was +to remain at home and keep everything in her little world in order for +his return. + +Besides, it was a glorious day, the sun was shining, the flowers dancing +in the breeze; and Fanny would be with her during the afternoon. It was +a day created for gladness, for rejoicing, and Toni, made wise by love, +banished wistfulness from her eyes and returned Owen's kiss with a gay +word of farewell. + +But she stood looking after him as the car whizzed down the avenue; and +the smile which touched her lips was just a little sad. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +When Owen was safely gone Toni entered the house with a look of +determination on her face, and retreating to the little white-panelled +room known as the morning-room she rang the bell to summon Kate to her +presence. + +It was not Kate who answered the ring, however. In her stead came +Maggie, the rosy-faced housemaid, who had already fallen in love with +her young mistress, and was ready to carry out any order which Mrs. Rose +might give. + +"Oh, it's you, Maggie?" Toni looked up from the paper on which she was +scribbling. "Where's Kate?" + +It seemed Kate was busy, poulticing Mrs. Blades, who was suffering under +one of her usual attacks of bronchitis, and she had sent Maggie, with +apologies, in her stead. + +"Mrs. Blades is really ill? Had she better see a doctor?" + +No, Maggie was empowered by Kate to say that a doctor's visit was +unnecessary. Mrs. Blades often had these attacks, and they knew just +what to do; but she would not be able to attend to her duties for a +couple of days at the least. + +In spite of herself Toni's face brightened. Not that she wished Mrs. +Blades to suffer, but she knew quite well that the old housekeeper, for +all her respectful ways, resented the arrival of a mistress of whom, for +some reason, she did not approve; and Toni felt rather glad that for +to-day, at any rate, she could be in reality the mistress of the whole +establishment. + +With the other servants she was on the best of terms. Whatever Mrs. +Blades might think of Toni's social position previous to her marriage +she was sufficiently loyal to keep her doubts to herself; and Martha the +cook, Kate the serious parlourmaid, and Andrews the young man-servant, +one and all combined to make their new mistress feel at ease with her +staff. + +Maggie, to-day, was full of importance at being allowed to replace Kate +to assist Toni in her preparation for the afternoon's visitor; and she +listened attentively to all that Toni had to say. + +"I want a really nice tea, Maggie!" Toni looked up from her list with a +serious face. "Miss Gibbs has to catch an early train from town, and +won't have time for much lunch." Even the unsophisticated Toni knew +better than to mention the nature of Miss Gibbs' employment. "So I want +tea at four o'clock and it must be pretty--well, substantial." + +Maggie fully endorsed the suggestion, and waited to see what Mrs. Rose +considered necessary for the meal. + +"Tea and hot cakes, of course. And that lovely plum cake Martha made +for ..." Toni blushed, but went on bravely "... for our wedding-cake. +And then--is it possible to get shrimps, Maggie?" + +"Why, yes, ma'am--don't you remember cook's shrimp savoury for Sunday +lunch? And you'd shrimp sauce with the fish last night." + +"Of course, so we had. Well, when the man calls from the fish shop, +order some. You get them by the pint--or is it the pound?" said Toni, +vaguely remembering her aunt's orders on the occasion of a tea-party. + +Maggie thought it was the pint; and in any case she would give the order +to the young man herself. + +"Very well. And then--what else, Maggie? I do want a nice tea." + +The little handmaiden eagerly racked her brain for some brilliant idea; +and finally suggested that Cook was very fond of making "shape." + +"Shape? Oh, I see," said Toni a trifle dubiously. "You mean a +blanc-mange or a cream. But I don't think it would do for tea." + +Maggie thought, respectfully, that it would do fine. In her last place +her mistress always had a shape when company was coming to tea. +But--suddenly her rosy face grew even more pink--perhaps she was wrong, +and anyway Mrs. Rose knew best. + +Sorry for the girl's evident embarrassment Toni gave the order forthwith +for a cream; and then turned to the subject of dinner. + +"Miss Gibbs will stay to dinner, and we will have it at half-past seven. +That gives us time to go on the river first; and the cab won't be here +till nine." + +"Cook's sent you a mennyoo, ma'am." Maggie produced a somewhat crumpled +piece of paper. "She thought perhaps something of this sort would do." + +Toni ran her eye over the paper, and her brow cleared. + +"Soup, fish, sweetbread and green peas, chicken...." she gave the paper +back. "Yes, it will do beautifully, and I'm sure Miss Gibbs will like +Martha's trifle. Well, Maggie, that's all, I think. Have I forgotten +anything?" + +The two girls stared at one another for a moment, their faces quite +solemn with the effort of concentration. Then Toni relaxed and spoke +gaily. + +"No, that's all, I'm sure ... well, Maggie, what have you thought of +now?" + +"Please, ma'am, the flowers." + +"Yes, I'd forgotten! Good girl, Maggie! Well, get me the scissors and a +basket, and then you might put the vases ready in the little room." + +Maggie flew to obey the commands, and Toni, to whom the idea of giving +orders was still almost ludicrous, strolled to the window to await her +return. + +The room overlooked the river, and on that account was a favourite with +Toni. It was reached by a short flight of stairs apart from the main +staircase, and boasted a large casement window, built over the terrace +below, and giving the river an air of proximity which always delighted +Toni. + +To-day the water sparkled in the sunshine with a very cheerful effect; +and as Toni looked a cream-white swan drifted by, the sun's light +turning its feathers into a kind of gilded snow. A punt passed slowly +with two occupants, one a girl in a white frock, lying lazily on a heap +of blue-green cushions, her uncovered head protected from the sun by a +scarlet parasol, the other a bronzed and fair-haired youth, who wielded +his pole with an athletic grace purely Greek. + +Toni's eyes softened as the two glided by. Her own happiness was so +immense, her love for Owen had been so wonderfully, so completely +satisfied, that she wished all other girls to be as happy as she was; +and although the two in the punt were only visible for a few moments she +thought she could read in their faces the story of their mutual +attraction. + +When Maggie returned Toni took the basket and went out into the garden. +Gathering flowers was an occupation of which she never tired. Never, +since her days on the hill-slope above Naples, had she been able to +indulge her passionate love for flowers; and to the girl who had been +wont to regard sixpence spent on a branch of golden mimosa, or a handful +of the big pink carnations which seem indigenous to the London streets, +as something of an extravagance, the delight of filling bowls and vases +with unlimited supplies of the loveliest, freshest flowers could not be +overrated. + +To-day she cut more lavishly than usual in Fanny's honour, and when, +just as the lunch gong sounded, she rested from her labours, the lovely +old house was a dream of beauty and colour and scent. + +Snapdragons, in every shade of yellow and pink and deep, rich rose, +stood in tall jars, wherever there was a dark corner to be lighted up. +Big blue bowls held masses of roses of every describable hue, whose +fragrance scented all the house; and every available inch of space had +been utilized as a resting-place for one or more vases of the sweetest, +gayest blooms imaginable. + +Even Toni was satisfied at last, and she hurried over her lunch in good +spirits. Just as she was rising from the table a thought struck her. + +"Kate, do you think we might have tea in here? You see--we ought to have +a table, I think--and it wouldn't matter for once, would it?" + +Kate, who had experienced sundry qualms at the idea of a feast of +shrimps in the charming, old-world drawing-room, gave a decided assent. + +"It would be much more suitable, ma'am. I could put a pretty lace cloth +on the table, and then with some flowers it would look quite nice." + +"Thank you, Kate." Toni gave vent to a relieved sigh. "You and Maggie +are really treasures in helping me. Oh--how is Mrs. Blades!" + +Mrs. Blades was better; but Kate, who had a shrewd notion of the old +woman's real opinion of her pretty mistress, was not ill-pleased to +inform Toni that the bronchial attack from which she was suffering made +it impossible for her to supervise the household affairs for to-day at +least. + +"Well, you must look after things for me, Kate," said Toni, smiling in a +friendly fashion at the girl; and Kate, although she had lived in +"smart" houses, and knew that shrimps and blanc-mange were not usually +met with at tea, succumbed still more completely to that friendly little +smile. + +"Why shouldn't she have her tea-party as she likes it?" she said to +herself as she went out. "The master's away, and she's not likely to do +this sort of thing when he's about." Kate, who was thirty-one, and +experienced in the ways of the world, was quite aware of the element of +awe in Toni's love for her husband--an element of which Toni herself was +as yet wholly unsuspicious. "And I've no doubt this young lady as is +coming down isn't used to great things. You can see as Mrs. Rose hasn't +lived with anyone partikler--but she's a real little lady in her ways, +for all that," concluded this authority on the ways of gentlefolk. + + * * * * * + +Punctually at three o'clock Miss Gibbs arrived; and was shown into the +drawing-room, where Toni awaited her coming. + +To tell the truth Miss Gibbs was a little awed by the unexpected +grandeur of her surroundings; and not even the consciousness of her new +linen frock and elaborately-trimmed hat could give her quite her usual +assurance. + +She followed Andrews meekly across the hall, hardly daring to lift her +eyes; and when the man threw open the drawing-room door and ushered her +in, Fanny unconsciously moderated her usual hearty footstep and +endeavoured to make her entry as inconspicuous as possible. + +Toni, who had not heard the cab arrive, jumped up hastily from her low +chair and ran to meet her cousin, while Andrews discreetly withdrew and +closed the door. + +"Fanny! How glad I am to see you!" Toni hugged Miss Gibbs +affectionately. "I'd have come to meet you but I was so late with lunch +that I hadn't time." + +"I found a cab waiting for me," said Fanny, returning her embrace. "You +were a dear to send it, Toni. You're quite a way from the station, +aren't you?" + +"I suppose we are," said Toni carelessly. "But how are you, Fan? And +Auntie--and Lu and all of them?" + +"Mother's first-rate and longing to see you when you can get up to town. +Everyone's all right," said Fanny comfortably. "Lu's been in mischief +again, though. She and some of the girls from her school played truant +t'other day and went to see a County cricket-match. You know cricket's +the craze this term, and they got their money stolen and couldn't get +home, and Lu didn't land up till ten o'clock at night!" + +"You don't mean it! What did Auntie say?" + +"She didn't say much then, 'cause Lu was cryin' and nearly dead with +tramping for miles; but next day she got a jolly good whipping and was +shut up on bread and water all over Sunday." + +"Oh, poor Lu!" Toni felt very pitiful towards the hapless cricket +enthusiast. "After all, Fan, you and I once ran away to see the Boat +Race on our own!" + +"Yes, and we got jolly well punished for it, too! I can remember Ma's +slipper to this day!" + +"Well, you ought to be sorry for Lu!" + +"Serve her right," said Miss Gibbs with sisterly severity. "Cricket, +indeed! What do girls want with cricket! Anyhow, she won't do it again +in a hurry--Ma saw to that!" + +"And how's Josh, Fan?" Toni saw that no sympathy was to be looked for +from the culprit's sister. + +"A 1. I say, Toni, where's Mr. Rose?" Fanny, regaining some of her usual +assurance, looked round her vaguely. + +"He has had to go up to town. But I thought you wouldn't mind, Fan. I +want to show you the house and have a real good talk." + +"My! It _is_ a house and no mistake!" Fanny gazed about the beautiful +room with frank admiration. "I thought the man must be going wrong when +he turned in here--and what lovely gardens you've got." + +"Yes, they are jolly, aren't they? Well, shall we go over the house +before tea or after? It's very nearly four, and I said we'd have tea +early." + +"I'm glad of that." Fanny beamed approval. "To tell you the truth, Toni, +I hadn't time for much lunch. We're supposed to shut at one, you know, +but of course we don't get off at once, and to-day everything went +wrong! At the last minute I upset a box of ribbons, and the spiteful +things all went and got unrolled, and then that odious little +Jackson--you know, the shopwalker I told you about--came and slanged me +like anything." + +"What a shame!" Toni had been one of the workers of the world too +recently to have lost sympathy with the grievances of those who work. "I +wish you could leave the old shop, Fanny. Why don't you and Josh get +married?" + +"Too soon." Fanny was of a prudent nature. "We _must_ wait till Josh +gets a rise, and I can't afford to leave the shop. You see, I must have +a few clothes before I marry ... by the way, Toni, what about your +clothes? You didn't get much when you married, did you?" + +"No, but before we came here we went up to town and stayed at the +Russell for two days and did a whole heap of shopping." Toni stifled a +sigh at the thought of those long hours spent in shops. "You see I +didn't really know what to get, so Owen went, with me, and I got a lot +of things ready-made, and was fitted for others, so I have quite a +trousseau by now!" + +"That skirt's well-cut," said Miss Gibbs, surveying her cousin +critically. "Blue serge always looks well--and that white blouse is good +thick silk." + +"I'm glad you like it. Owen likes me in these low collars, and they're +cool." Toni looked at the clock. "But come upstairs and take off your +hat and we'll have tea straight away." + +Nothing loth, Miss Gibbs agreed; and went into fresh raptures when she +saw Toni's bedroom. + +"My! What lovely furniture!" She went up to the toilet-table and began +to examine it. "And these silver brushes and things--are they all +yours?" + +"Yes. Owen gave them to me." + +"Well to be you," commented Miss Gibbs briskly. "What a lovely long +glass, too! Can't you see yourself properly just!" + +She stood in front of the glass so long that Toni grew impatient. + +"Hurry up, Fan! I'm sure tea's ready and I'm dying for some. I hadn't +much lunch." + +Thus incited, Miss Gibbs laid aside the flowery hat she had been +admiring, disclosing a much curled and waved _coiffure_, and together +the cousins ran downstairs, just as Andrews carried in the silver +tea-pot and the hot cakes. + +Kate, true to her word, had made the best of the oval table. She had +laid upon it the finest, laciest cloth she could find, and had placed in +the centre a tall jar of lilies, while here and there she had found room +for small silver bowls of pink roses. The silver tea-tray, with its thin +china cups and saucers, stood proudly at the head of the table; and so +far nothing could have been more charming. + +But alas! Even Kate could not hide the eminent unsuitability of the +feast itself to its elegant surroundings. True, the bread and butter was +of wafer-like thinness, there were hot cakes of the crispest, finest +variety, and the plum-cake which was Martha's welcome to the bride was +of the richest, most tempting description. + +But side by side with those delicacies was a dish of shrimps, in all +their native vulgarity; and further down, almost hidden in fact by the +flowery centrepiece, was a glass dish containing a velvety white cream +whose real place should have been on the dinner-table. + +For a moment Toni's heart misgave her as she saw these things in their +blatancy; and she wished she had stuck to the usual tiny sandwiches +which Martha sent up when she and Owen were alone. Then she remembered, +gratefully, that Fanny was hungry, and common sense whispered that to a +girl who had lunched lightly a sandwich was unsatisfying fare. + +As for Fanny, her spirits, momentarily damped by the sight of the silver +tray, rose with a bound as she surveyed the table. + +"I say, Toni, what a spread! Shrimps, I declare! Well, I thought you'd +have been much too smart nowadays to think of them!" + +"Nonsense!" Toni's depression vanished, and she laughed gaily. "I always +did like shrimps--and why shouldn't I have them if I want them? Come and +sit down, Fan--here, by me--and do make a good tea!" + +Fanny needed no second bidding. Taking the seat indicated she leaned +forward to examine the silver in the most open fashion. + +"I say, you've got some tiptop things and no mistake! That cloth is +simply lovely--just look at the lace, as fine as fine!" + +"It belonged to Owen's mother," said Toni, passing her a cup of tea. +"There are lots of things like that in the house. Now, Fanny, help +yourself--and pass the dish!" + +Thus invited, Fanny did help herself; and presently both girls were +happily eating and talking, Fanny asking innumerable questions and Toni +satisfying her curiosity without entering into details. + +Suddenly Toni jumped up. + +"There's Jock at the door. You must see him, Fan--he's a darling, and +I'm sure you'll love him!" + +Almost before the door was properly open Jock hurled himself +reproachfully into the room, and flinging himself on to his mistress, +inquired in the plainest dog-language why she had been so slow in +answering his summons. When she had apologized and received his +forgiveness, she introduced him to Miss Gibbs, who was won immediately +by his courteous manner towards her and the friendliness in his nice +brown eyes. + +She cemented the acquaintance by offering him--timidly--a piece of cake; +and instantly Jock threw dignity to the winds and begged, shamelessly, +for further morsels; which being denied him caused him to bark +vociferously and show off his few tricks in the hope of adequate reward. + +He was engaged in walking on his hind legs round the room, following +Fanny, who was laughing excitedly and flourishing a piece of cake, while +Toni clapped her hands and called out words of encouragement at the top +of her voice, when a loud whirring sound on the gravel outside made both +girls turn in the direction from which came the noise--just in time to +see a big grey car shoot by the window on its way to the front door. + +One glance was enough. + +"Good gracious, Fan! Visitors! What a bore!" + +"Will they come in? Won't your man say you're out?" gasped Fanny, +hastily dropping the bit of cake she held and pinning up a roll of hair +which had come down in the game. + +"No--they saw us," said Toni wildly. "I never said I wasn't at home--and +anyway they'd hear us laughing!" + +In a dead silence the two girls stood, waiting breathlessly to see what +would happen; and in the sudden hush they heard the clang of the big +bell, and Andrews' speedy arrival in the hall. + +For one wild moment Toni thought of waylaying him with instructions to +send the visitors away. The next instant she realized that such a course +was impossible, and waited helplessly for the next act of the drama. + +Andrews opened the door, and Toni heard a gentle, cultured voice ask if +Mrs. Rose were at home. + +For a fraction of a second Andrews, who was young enough to be human, +and had not yet become a machine, hesitated as though he would fain deny +his mistress to these invaders; but finally habit triumphed over +humanity and he replied stolidly in the affirmative. + +The next moment Toni, standing by the door, heard the rustle of skirts +and the firm step of a man, which sounds proceeded in the direction of +the drawing-room; and with an agonized sign to her cousin Toni flew back +to her seat behind the tea-tray just as the door opened to admit +Andrews. + +The visitors, knowing themselves unknown, had provided the servant with +cards; and these Andrews silently presented to his mistress, who took +them with a shaking hand. + +"The Honourable Mrs. Anstey, Miss Olive Lynn, Mr. Barry Raymond----" She +broke off with a sigh of relief. "Why, that's Owen's friend, Fanny. It's +not half so bad if he's there!" + +She turned to the man. + +"Are they in the drawing-room, Andrews?" + +"Yes, ma'am." + +"Oh!" For a second Toni hesitated, then common sense came to her rescue. +"I will come, Andrews. Fanny, will you come with me?" + +"Oh, do let me stay here," begged Miss Gibbs, who was still endeavouring +to make herself tidy. "I'm such a sight, playing with the dog--but you +go, Toni ... and p'raps they won't stop long." + +Toni walked across the hall with lagging footsteps, preceded by the +sympathetic Andrews, who threw open the door for her with a +compassionate air, and then retired to break the news of this intrusion +to the maids who were anxiously waiting his return. + +In the drawing-room were three people; and as Toni made her entrance, +looking like a veritable schoolgirl in her blouse and short skirt, the +oldest of the trio came forward with an expression of surprise on her +beautiful, faded face. + +"Mrs. Rose?" She shook hands. "I am so glad to find you at home. This is +my niece, Miss Lynn, who is staying with me--and Mr. Raymond I think you +know?" + +Toni, feeling shyer than ever, shook hands with the pretty, grey-eyed +girl who approached at the sound of her name; and then turned, with a +feeling of genuine relief, to Barry. + +"Mr. Raymond! I'm so pleased to see you--but I'm afraid Owen isn't at +home!" + +"I know that!" He laughed. "He is doing a little work to-day, for a +change--and my call is really on you!" + +"Well, won't you sit down?" Toni drew a low chair forward for Mrs. +Anstey, who accepted it with a smile, while Olive Lynn sank down on the +couch, where, after a second's pause, Toni also took her seat. + +"I had hoped to see you before now," said Mrs. Anstey, with a smile +which won Toni's impressionable heart. "But I heard you had only just +got home, and thought I would give you a chance to settle down." + +"It is very good of you to come," said Toni simply. "You live some +distance away, don't you? I think my husband pointed out your house to +me when we were motoring one day." + +"Yes, nearly eight miles off--in the next village, in fact. But as you +have a motor I hope you'll come over and see me pretty often." She gave +the invitation with a pleasant note of sincerity. "Just at present my +niece is taking pity on me, but I am very lonely sometimes." + +"I will come, certainly," said Toni, feeling curiously at ease with this +charming, elderly woman who, in spite of her aristocratic bearing, was +so delightfully kindly. "I haven't returned any calls yet--but my +husband tells me I must really start next week." + +"Do--and come to tea with me first of all." Mrs. Anstey spoke quite +unconsciously, but something in her words aroused Toni to a sense of her +own deficiencies as hostess. + +Tea--of course! Owen had told her that it was imperative to offer tea to +afternoon visitors; and these people had motored eight miles over a +dusty road--they must be hot and thirsty and longing for tea. + +Yet--suddenly Toni felt it would be impossible to ask her guests to +participate in the feast which she had spread for Fanny. The delicacies +which had been prepared for her cousin took on a very uncouth +appearance, and from the bottom of her heart Toni wished she had kept to +the usual _régime_ of dainty sandwiches and cakes. + +Yet she must offer tea--and quickly, before her visitors had time to +doubt her hospitable intentions. She was so lost in thought that she let +Mrs. Anstey's remark go unanswered; and Barry, looking at her, wondered +what had made her suddenly colour hotly and look embarrassed and +nervous. + +Truth to tell, Toni was hot all over. A more experienced hostess than +she would have rung the bell and requested Andrews to bring tea; and +doubtless he would have done so without delay, thereby saving the +situation; but to Toni's mind the fact that tea was ready in the room +across the hall quite precluded the possibility of having another tea +brought for the latest visitors; besides which it flashed through her +mind that these people must have seen the tea-table through the big +dining-room window. + +Olive Lynn, seeing her confusion, but not understanding its cause, tried +good-naturedly to put her at her ease. + +"I think I saw you on the river last night, didn't I? We were in a +canoe, and you and Mr. Rose were punting." + +"Oh--yes!" Toni, still wrestling with her problem, answered rather +vaguely. "We--we had taken tea with us and were late home." + +"That's so jolly, isn't it?" Olive smiled. "We often do that--take a +tea-basket and have a picnic." + +Tea again! Suddenly Toni grew desperate. Tea must be offered; there was +no way out of this dilemma save a frank acceptance of the situation; and +with a sinking heart Toni took the plunge. + +"I ... we were just having tea, my cousin and I," she said abruptly. +"Will you ... will you come and have some? I'm sure you must be thirsty +after your drive." + +Mrs. Anstey, with a look at her niece, accepted courteously. It was a +hot day and the roads were dusty, and in a house like Greenriver one +need not be afraid of putting one's hostess out by accepting a cup of +tea. + +"Thank you. A cup of tea would be very refreshing--I'm sure Olive thinks +so, don't you, dear?" + +"Oh, I'm always ready for tea," replied the girl, laughing, "and +motoring does make one thirsty, doesn't it, Mrs. Rose?" + +"Will you come, then?" Toni had risen, and now moved, feeling cold with +nervousness, towards the door. "We ... we are having tea in the +dining-room to-day."' + +Barry opened the door as she spoke; and together the little party +crossed the hall to the dining-room. Andrews was hovering about; and as +he saw his mistress leading her guests he slipped away in search of +fresh cups and a supply of hot tea. + +Inside the dining-room Miss Gibbs, having reduced her appearance to +something like order, was sitting rather apprehensively in her place; +and as the door opened to admit the quartette she rose and stood waiting +nervously for Toni's introductions. + +These were soon made. Mrs. Anstey and Olive shook hands with Fanny, each +of them wondering in her mind at the relationship between her pretty, +shy hostess and this florid, rather overdressed young woman; but +convention mercifully intervened to hide their wonder; and Fanny could +find no fault with their courteous greetings. + +With Barry it was quite impossible to feel ill at ease; and he shook +hands so nicely, making a remark about Jock as he did so, that Fanny +felt suddenly comfortable again. + +The guests, in response to Toni's invitation, seated themselves; Olive +taking a chair by Fanny's side, while Mrs. Anstey sat next to her +hostess, and Barry appropriated a stool beside the elder woman. + +Andrews entering with fresh supplies, Toni provided her visitors with +tea, losing her first nervousness as she did so; and for a moment it +seemed as though the little party would be a success after all. + +Mrs. Anstey had just accepted a hot cake, and Olive was begging prettily +for another lump of sugar, when Jock, who had been sitting quietly +beside his mistress, suddenly rose and rushed madly over to the window, +uttering a succession of shrill barks as he did so. + +Everyone glanced at the window to see what had disturbed him; and there, +on the gravel outside, stood two ladies, evidently a little uncertain of +the Airedale's intentions. + +"I think those are some more visitors, Mrs. Rose!" Barry gave her a +quizzical look. "It never rains but it pours! Shall I ... er ... Jock +seems a little anxious to send the visitors away!" + +Luckily the window was raised a good height from the ground; and Jock +was obliged to content himself with putting his paws on the window-seat +and barking still more fiercely at the figures without. + +Presently, however, the two ladies appeared to regain the courage they +had momentarily lost; and vanished from sight in the direction of the +front door; which was shortly opened by Andrews, who had evidently been +lurking in the hall listening to Jock's protestations. + +It is possible that the man, who was really little more than a boy, lost +his head; or perhaps he was infected by the spirit of nervousness which +had gripped Toni earlier in the afternoon. At any rate, whatever the +excuse, he made no pretence of showing the new-comers into the +drawing-room, but opened the dining-room door and ushered them straight +into the presence of his mistress; after which he closed the door and +leaned against the wall, aghast at his own stupidity. + +To make matters worse, he had announced the ladies in so indistinct a +voice that Toni had not the faintest notion who her visitors were; and +for a second they stared helplessly at one another, while Jock, who had +conceived a violent dislike for these latest comers, barked loudly and +unmercifully throughout. + +At last, however, just as Toni mustered up courage to shake hands, Mrs. +Anstey came to the rescue. + +"Why, Lady Martin, I had no idea you were home again. You have come to +welcome Mrs. Rose, I suppose. My dear"--to Toni--"Lady Martin is your +nearest neighbour--really near, I mean; only a mile away." + +"Less by the fields." Lady Martin spoke magisterially. "And this fine +weather tempted us to walk, although both the cars were standing idle in +the garage." + +Having thus established her position as the owner of two cars, Lady +Martin brought forward her daughter and presented her to Toni, who +received an instant impression of size, teeth and volubility as Miss +Martin shook hands and expressed her pleasure at finding Mrs. Rose at +home. + +The next thing to do was obviously to provide chairs for the guests, and +this Toni did, with the help of Barry, who appeared to be on fairly +friendly terms with the two ladies; and once again Toni turned her +attention to filling teacups. + +Fanny, who had been somewhat overlooked during the last strenuous +moments, was relieved to hear herself addressed in a friendly tone by +Miss Lynn, who felt sorry for the girl, so obviously ill-at-ease; and in +return for the kindly attention Fanny eagerly handed Olive the dish of +shrimps with an invitation to "try some." + +Olive Lynn, who had possibly never met these small creatures in their +native armour before, hesitated, casting a look at Barry at the same +moment; but he was engaged in handing Lady Martin some bread and butter; +and Olive's appeal went unanswered. + +Taking Miss Lynn's silence for consent, and being really anxious to help +Toni by making her guests eat a good tea, Fanny eagerly piled her +neighbour's plate with shrimps; and at that moment Lady Martin first +discovered what plebeian dishes the table held. + +Ignoring Barry and his bread and butter, she put up her lorgnette and +deliberately scrutinized the heap of pink shrimps which Fanny, pleased +with her success, was just pushing across to Miss Martin. For a second +her ladyship was speechless; then, as her daughter turned a haughty +stare upon the officious commoner, Lady Martin spoke. + +"I think, Lucretia, you had better leave those--er--shellfish alone. I +understand there is always a danger of ptomaine poisoning with such +things." + +Toni dropped a lump of sugar with a clatter on the tray and turned +scarlet. Lady Martin's tone was so deliberately offensive, her manner so +disagreeable, that Toni felt like a chidden schoolgirl; and again the +enormity of her social mistake swept over her, rendering her quite +incapable of making any reply to the attack. + +But rescue was at hand. Barry, who from the first had felt a chivalrous +interest in his friend's wife, had seen the colour sweep into her face, +and had determined that the Martins, mother and daughter, should not +exercise their well-known prerogative of snubbing any woman who did not +boast a title. + +It is true that Lady Martin was the wife of a soap manufacturer, +knighted for services to his party; and both sprang from a very humble +class; but what they lacked in breeding they made up for in arrogance; +and Lady Martin had early determined that if she wished to become a +power in the neighbourhood she must assert herself on every occasion. +Also, she had intended to patronize the young mistress of Greenriver; +and to find Mrs. Anstey, the only person in the district of whom she +stood in awe, here before her had disturbed her mean little soul. + +Barry, quick as a woman in some matters, read her mind accurately, and +immediately ranged himself on the side of his embarrassed hostess. + +"Are those shrimps, Mrs. Rose? And you never asked me to have any!" + +He flashed a laughing glance at her, and drew the dish towards him, +resolved that he at least would not shirk his duty. + +"I ... I'm sorry ... I forgot," said Toni lamely. "But ... please don't +have any if you'd rather not." + +"It seems hardly the hour for these--delicacies," said Lady Martin, +waving haughtily aside the dish Barry offered her mischievously. "In +sauce--or _pâtés_--yes ... but now--no!" + +"Oh, you're making quite a mistake," said Barry coolly, helping himself +as he spoke. "They are delicious with bread and butter. Olive, you've +got some? That's right. Mrs. Anstey, can't I persuade you to try a few?" + +Mrs. Anstey, thoroughly understanding the look of appeal which Barry's +laughing eyes held, smiled very kindly. + +"My dear boy, I never eat much tea, as you know--but still--if you'll +prepare me one or two ... they really look so tempting...." + +To her dying day Lady Martin would never forget that afternoon. There +sat Mrs. Anstey, whom everyone knew to be related to half the "good" +families of England, eating shrimps, shelled for her by Barry, with an +air of enjoyment which was in itself an offence. There, too, was Miss +Lynn, niece to an earl, doing likewise, being assisted in the mysteries +of divorcing the creatures from their shells by the blowsy, florid young +woman beside her, with whom she was soon on excellent terms. And there, +also, was Barry Raymond, a young man for whom everyone had a good word, +laughing and joking with his hostess as though they were old friends, +while that same hostess lost her frightened look beneath his geniality +and did the honours of the tea-tray very prettily. + +Only Lady Martin and her daughter were out of it; and when she found +that her cold looks and biting speeches made no impression on +anyone--for even Fanny was at ease now with these delightful people--her +ladyship could bear it no longer. + +Rising abruptly, and cutting short a sentence of Toni's as though she +heard nothing, Lady Martin called her daughter to her side. + +"I think, Lucretia, if you have finished your tea"--both ladies had left +their cups untouched--"we must tear ourselves away. We promised to look +in at the Vicarage, and you know we are dining with the Batty-Browns +to-night!" + +Having thus made it clear that she was in much social demand, Lady +Martin advanced upon her hostess and held out her hand aggressively. + +"Good-bye, Mrs. Rose. So glad to have seen you. I am always at home on +Wednesdays in the summer." + +Toni shook hands quietly, and Miss Martin followed suit with a limp +handshake; after which the two ladies took what was intended to be a +gushing farewell of the other guests, ignoring Fanny as though she were +not present. + +Andrews was in waiting to show the ladies out; and when, a moment later, +they swept by the window, their high-heeled shoes crunching the gravel +sternly, Barry heaved a sigh of relief. + +"I don't know how it is, but Lady Martin always gives me the creeps. +Mrs. Rose, is it too late to beg another cup of tea? I assure you I +really want it, to buck me up." + +Toni, who was very pale, filled his cup with rather a trembling hand, +and Mrs. Anstey saw that the woman's insolence had unnerved her. + +Appearing to notice nothing, she began to make conversation, discoursing +gently on various unimportant topics until Toni grew more like herself; +and when at length Mrs. Anstey rose to go she had completely won Toni's +grateful heart. + +Toni took leave of her visitors regretfully, and readily promised to +return the visit as soon as possible; and then she and Fanny accompanied +them to the door to see them comfortably settled in the big grey car. + +Barry was driving, Olive sitting beside him; and the girl turned and +waved a kindly hand as the car began to glide down the avenue in the +afternoon sunshine. + +"My! Isn't she pretty!" Miss Gibbs' admiration was sincere. "And that +blue bonnet of hers was a dream--must have cost pounds!" + +"I think Mrs. Anstey is beautiful," said Toni, rather dreamily, gazing +after the car. "I don't wonder Miss Lynn is so devoted to her. She is +just my ideal of a lady." + +"Better than that other stuck-up cat," said Fanny rather viciously. "And +as for that maypole of a daughter, she's nothing but a gawk." + +"Oh, don't let's go in there!" Toni laid a hand on her cousin's arm as +Fanny turned towards the dining-room. "I don't want to see the tea-table +any more! Fan, wasn't it _horrible_ when they came first?" + +"Well, they were a bit sticky," said Fanny frankly. "But nobody seemed +to care! Mr. Raymond was just making game of them all the time." + +"Well, don't let's think of them," said Toni, shaking herself as though +freeing her shoulders from an incubus. "We'll go on the river for an +hour, Fan, and then you shall see the house." + +The programme was carried out successfully, and beneath Fanny's +affectionate chatter Toni regained the spirits she had lost. She took +her cousin on the river, returning in time to see the old house before +the summer darkness fell; and after a very satisfactory little dinner +Miss Gibbs departed, highly pleased with her entertainment. + +Owen was not to be home till nearly midnight, and Toni decided not to +sit up. Indeed, she was tired, and it was barely ten o'clock when she +went upstairs to bed. Something was troubling her, too; and as she +walked slowly down the long gallery, lighted only by the Ten Little +Ladies, she was asking herself a question which, in spite of its +humorous form, held a hint of tragedy. + +"Shall I have to tell Owen everything--how rude she was and what an +idiot I felt? Must I really tell him about--about the _shrimps_?" + +She paused, looking about her as though seeking an answer to her +question, which held indeed a significance which she dimly understood. + +But the Ten Little Ladies had no reply to give her; and with a sigh Toni +passed on and entered her own room in silence. + + + + +CHAPTER X + + +Fairly late that night Barry Raymond jumped off his motorcycle at the +gate of the bungalow known locally as the Hope House. It was a perfect +June night, and as he unlatched the gate Barry heard a nightingale +singing its love-song to the moon, the deliciously pure notes ringing +across the river with a fascinating, almost unearthly, effect. + +The garden of the bungalow was full of sleeping flowers, and their +fragrance stole gently out like a tender welcome to Barry as he strode +up the path between their ranks, pale-coloured in the moonlight, though +full of rich, glowing colour beneath the sun. + +Another welcome greeted him in a moment. There was a low, deep-toned +bark, a white streak of something advancing in a hurtling flash, and +then, as the great Borzoi discovered the visitor to be a friend, she +dropped into a welcoming march, waving her plumy tail the while. + +"Halloa, Olga, old girl! Where's your boss?" + +He was not far off, having been warned of the approach of his friend, +and in another moment the two men were shaking hands cordially. + +"By Jove, Barry, it's good to see you again!" There was no mistaking the +pleasure in the tone. "I thought you'd be looking me up--someone told me +you were staying down here." + +"Yes--only for three days, worse luck. I'm with the Ansteys--you know +Miss Lynn is Mrs. Anstey's niece, and she is there too." + +"I see. Well, come in and have a peg." He led the way hospitably through +the green door into the bungalow, and a minute later the two were seated +cosily in the little living-room, which looked oddly attractive in the +lamplight. + +Olga, the wolfhound, followed them in as a matter of course, and when +her master had mixed drinks for himself and his visitor, and had taken +his seat, she lay down beside him, her long nose resting on her paws, +while she blinked sleepily in the mellow light. + +"Well, Barry, how goes the world? Cheerily, eh?" + +"With me? Yes." He took a pull at his glass, "I'm A 1, and so is Olive." + +"Work going ahead? I hear the _Bridge_ is making its way." + +"Rather!" He spoke enthusiastically. "The next number will be out in a +few days, and it's better than ever." + +"Good! Of course Rose is an excellent man for the job. If he can't make +it go, no one can. By the way, he's come to live down here, as I daresay +you know." + +"Yes." Barry spoke slowly, and lighted a cigarette rather thoughtfully. +"As a matter of fact, Jim, that's partly why I've come to see you at +this unholy hour." + +"Better now than never!" said his host genially. "But I don't think I +quite understand you." + +"No." For a moment Barry said nothing more, and the other man looked at +him a little oddly. + +He himself was worth looking at, in spite of the shabbiness which +betrayed either a bachelor habit of mind, or a lofty disdain for the +trappings of life. A man of about forty-one, his face was a curious +mixture of youth and age, of experience and of idealism. His big, bright +eyes and curving mouth betokened enthusiasm, fire, a kindly philosophy; +while the lines upon his forehead and the grey streaks in his abundant +hair seemed to speak of deeper things. Life had indeed graven with its +chisel lines and marks ineffaceable. It was the face of one who had +suffered deeply, who had passed through more than one saddening +experience. In repose one would have said the man was serious, grave to +a fault; but when he smiled, it was the face of youth--ardent, eager, +irresponsible--that the beholder saw before him. + +It was a queer, baffling, contradictory face altogether. Only one thing +about it was certain, and that was written so plainly thereon that even +a child might read. + +It was a face one could trust. Whatever might be the nature of the +tragic experience which had whitened the crisp locks and drawn the heavy +lines on the broad brow, there was something so gentle, so +straightforward, so kindly about the whole man that none could doubt his +sincerity, his trustworthiness. And side by side with the lines drawn by +sorrow there were other lines betokening laughter, those fine lines at +the corners of the eyes which are born from mirth, and even though they +take away from youth's first unlined smoothness, give value and +perspective to the countenance. + +For the rest, he was fairly tall, though he stooped somewhat; and he +walked always with a quick, impetuous step, until such times as memory, +or some other quality, came to life, and gave a queer, dragging effect +to his usually swift tread. + +"Well?" It was the host who spoke, and Barry recalled his scattered +thoughts with an effort and remembered the cause on which he was +enlisted. + +"Well, it's about Rose's wife that I want to speak to you." Barry looked +searchingly at his friend, and reading in the bright eyes nothing of the +cheap cynicism with which some men might have greeted the announcement, +he went on quickly. "The fact is, she wants someone to give her a +helping hand." + +"Someone--apart from her husband?" + +"Yes. You see, she's only a kid and a jolly pretty one. Looks like a +schoolgirl----?" + +"Stay a moment." Herrick laid down his pipe. "Is Mrs. Rose a little dark +girl, with very bright eyes and a lot of black hair?" + +"That's she. You've met her, then?" + +"Well, not exactly. Fact is, I have seen a young woman answering to that +description wandering on the towing-path early in the morning once or +twice; and I was a little puzzled to know who she might be." + +"Well, that's Mrs. Rose. Now the fact is"--Barry grew red suddenly as he +realized that his interference was quite unauthorized--"I think she +wants a friend, someone to look after her a bit." + +"Why? Is she ... er ... what _is_ she?" + +"She is very young." Barry spoke deliberately now, having made up his +mind to proceed. "And although she is a perfect little lady in her +way"--thus unconsciously endorsing Kate's verdict--"she has never been +used to the sort of life she will have to lead down here. To tell the +truth--I know it's safe with you, Jim--she was our typist in the office +before her marriage." + +"I see. And Rose fell in love with her?" + +"Y ... yes." Even to Herrick, Barry could not give away the secret of +Owen's proposal. "Anyway, he married her, and brought her here; and +to-day I was witness to a curious little scene in her house." + +"I'm all attention, Barry." + +"Well, Rose is away for the day, and Mrs. Rose invited a girl-cousin +down for the afternoon; and to do honour to her, I imagine, she had +provided a sumptuous tea, including shrimps and one of those wobbly +white things that you get at lunch." + +"I see. Well?" + +"Well, we--Mrs. Anstey, Olive and I--chose to pay a call to-day; and +when, after a little hesitation, Mrs. Rose asked us to have some tea, we +were taken into the dining-room, where these festal delicacies were laid +out." + +"And then?" + +"Well, it would have been all right--Mrs. Anstey is a dear, and Olive of +course is a ripper--and we'd have had a very jolly little party, but +unfortunately in the middle of it who should arrive but Lady Martin and +that terrible daughter of hers." + +"Lady Martin of soap fame?" + +"The same. Well, you know what an utter snob the woman is. In two +minutes she had Toni--Mrs. Rose--reduced to a jelly--simply by sneering +at everything." + +"Including the--shrimps?" + +"Yes. You know shrimps are--well--a bit _vulgar_, aren't they?" + +For a second there was silence. Then Herrick stretched out his hand for +his pipe and spoke slowly in the intervals of filling the bowl. + +"There was once, if my memory serves me rightly, an Apostle of the name +of Peter who chose to consider some of the creatures made by his own +Maker in the light of vulgarians; and a sheetful of specimens descended +on Peter's head to warn him against the folly of finding any of God's +creations common or unclean. Of course we've no proof that shrimps were +included----" + +"I say, Jim, don't rag!" Barry threw away his cigarette rather +impatiently. "I'm in earnest--oh, I know it sounds beastly snobbish, but +still, shrimps at tea----" + +"Are unusual, though really, if you try them, first-rate." Herrick had +filled his pipe, and now took up the match-box. "Seriously, Barry, I +know what you mean. So long as we have false standards of gentility I +suppose the sight of a shrimp in conjunction with the tea-pot will cause +us to shrivel up. But I'll guarantee that neither Mrs. Anstey nor Miss +Lynn turned a hair at the sight." + +"Rather not! They ate them as if they really liked them--and if that +wasn't a snub to the awful Martin woman--well, she went, anyway, driven +away by our combined vulgarity, I suppose, and we had quite a decent +time when she had gone." + +"Well? If Lady Martin was driven from the field, and you were left the +victors, what's the trouble?" + +"The trouble is this. Lady Martin, being a spiteful woman, and knowing +perfectly well that Mrs. Anstey meant to teach her a lesson, will lose +no opportunity of spreading the story abroad; and in time it is certain +to come to Rose's ears." + +"Ah!" He spoke thoughtfully. "That is it, is it? And Mr. Rose +will--er--resent the tale?" + +"You see it's this way." Barry gave way to the impulse to confide in his +friend, to whom all his boyish confidences had been given. "Rose is a +real good sort, and wouldn't for the world let Toni suspect that he +knows he's married beneath him, as the world calls it." + +"The world? Ah!" There was a light scorn in the tone. + +"Oh, I know--we both know it's all rot, that sort of thing. But still, +as the world goes, one has to remember it; and somehow, although Rose is +genuinely fond of his wife, I doubt whether his love would stand +much--well, ridicule." + +"Ah! And I suppose the child did make herself rather ridiculous in her +attempts to welcome a cousin to whom she is doubtless attached." + +"It isn't only that." Having once begun, Barry unburdened himself still +further. "You know, although I admire Mrs. Rose immensely, and she's a +ripping kid really, I'm not a bit sure that the marriage will be a +success." + +"Why not, Barry?" + +"Well, they're unsuited to one another in heaps of ways. Toni is, as I +say, a dear little girl, but she's only half-educated, and not in the +least intellectual. Sharp in her way--the way of a quick-witted +woman--shrewd, and no fool. But you know Rose is rather an exceptional +fellow." + +"So I have always understood." + +"He's clever, you know--and deep, too. Not one of those fellows who are +always showing off, but really brilliant; and it's rather a dangerous +thing for a shallow woman to marry a man of that sort." + +"It's often done, Barry," said the other man quietly. + +"Oh, I know, but that doesn't make it any safer. Toni is an out-and-out +good sort, as straight as a die, and a merry, light-hearted little thing +into the bargain; but she's bound to turn out a disappointment to her +husband all the same." + +"I don't see why," said Herrick after a moment's pause. "Lots of clever +men marry feather-headed women and manage to get along all right." + +"Yes, but Owen's not that sort. He's a fellow who will want his wife to +be a companion, a real comrade, able to go forward side by side with +him, understand his aims, sympathize with his ideals and so on; and this +girl can't do it." + +"But why are you so sure she can't, my boy? Probably she is very +different when alone with her husband. All women, as well as men, have +two soul-sides, you know--'one to face the world with'--the other----" + +"Oh, that's Browning's view, of course, but then he was an idealist!" +Barry spoke rather impatiently. "No, Jim, there's not much hope of that. +I've made a study of the girl--I don't mind telling you I did my best to +prevent Rose marrying her--and I'm perfectly certain that as far as +anything beyond the merest good-fellowship goes, Rose might just as well +have married a Persian kitten." + +"Yet she is fond of him--in her way?" + +"Very, I should say; but even then there's an element of something which +shouldn't exist between husband and wife. There is a sort of quite +unconscious patronage on Rose's side which matches a pretty gratitude on +hers; and I have a horrible fear that if ever he found her wanting--and +showed her so--she would break her heart." + +"Oh! Then you don't deny her a heart?" + +"Good Lord, no! What I do deny her is--well, I don't quite know. Is it +brain, or soul, or what?" + +"You take an interest in this girl, Barry. Is it possible you are going +to try to supply this deficiency of brain, or soul, or whatever it is?" + +Barry laughed rather defiantly. + +"Oh, I know you think I'm a fool for my pains! Yes, that's just what I +do want to do. I want to wake the girl up, to make her use her +intellect, fit herself to be Owen's companion. I hate to think of their +marriage turning out a failure--Owen disappointed in her, feeling +aggrieved, perhaps, at her inability to go forward with him, while she +in her turn feels impatient with him for expecting her to be something +she isn't--and that he ought never to have expected her to be!" + +"Wait a moment, Barry." Herrick looked at him squarely. "Isn't there +something behind all this? Didn't I hear a rumour that some woman had +jilted Rose--thrown him over for a richer man, or something of the +sort?" + +"Well"--Barry bit his lip--"since you know so much--yes." + +"And possibly this marriage was in the nature of a reprisal? Intended to +show the jilting lady that--to put it plainly--there were still good +fish in the sea?" + +"Yes--in a way it was." + +"Ah! Now I understand. And you, having doubtless been forced into the +position of an accessory before the fact, are anxious that as little +harm as possible shall be done to either party?" + +"Yes--but principally to the girl." + +"Of course, seeing that she was probably unconscious of the reason +behind the match. Well, it seems hard that she should have been used as +a catspaw, doesn't it?" + +"Oh, it wasn't as bad as that. Rose really liked the girl----" + +"In spite of her want of--soul?" + +"Yes. And I thought," said Barry eagerly, "that if you and I, and one or +two more--Olive, for instance--could give her a helping hand now and +then, show her how to make the best of herself and so on, things might +turn out all right." + +"Ah, Barry!" Herrick looked at him with a half-humorous, half-sad smile. +"You're very young--and youth is always--or should be--courageous. Do +you really think that I, or you, or even Miss Lynn, can alter by a +fraction the destiny marked out for that pretty child across the river +there?" + +"Destiny--no, perhaps not," said Barry, taken aback by the big word. +"But we might help her--help her to find herself, as the Ibsenites call +it--realize her soul, and all the rest of it. The soul's _there_, all +right, but somehow it seems to be hidden, undeveloped, or something of +the sort." + +For a second the older man said nothing, though his square white teeth +clenched themselves on the stem of his pipe. Then, removing the latter, +he said slowly: + +"Do you remember what Browning says, Barry? + + 'Tis an awkward thing to play with souls + And matter enough to save one's own!' + +Well, don't you agree with him--and me--that one's own soul takes a vast +deal of salvation?" + +"Yes, of course--but still--I thought you would be ready to help...." + +His accent of dejection touched the other man's heart. + +"Come, don't look so disappointed. Of course I'll help, as much as I +can! It ought to be an interesting task, anyway, helping a woman to find +her soul. And if I can help her in any way, I will." + +"Good! But how?" He wanted to clinch the matter. + +"Well, I suppose the first thing to do is to make the lady's +acquaintance. I know Rose, slightly, and a call will no doubt be +considered neighbourly. And if I can do anything for the child, you may +depend on me to do it." + +"You're a brick, Jim!" In the midst of his relief Barry remembered the +hour and rose hastily. "Well, I must be off, or the house will be shut +up. Good-night, old chap. I'm no end obliged to you. I knew you would +help, if anyone would." + +He had turned towards the door when a thought struck him and he turned +back rather awkwardly. + +"I say, Jim"--he was looking down at the floor as he spoke--"I hadn't +forgotten, but I didn't like to say much. How ... how is--she?" + +"My wife, you mean?" Herrick's smile was bitter. "She is pretty well, I +believe. They say her health has improved lately." + +"I'm glad. And--forgive me if I'm tactless, Jim, but when do you expect +her back?" + +"When does she come out?" All the youth had died away from his face, +leaving it desperately tired and sad. "Some time in the autumn, October, +I believe. The time isn't really up quite so soon, but there's some +remission for good conduct, I understand, which shortens the sentence." + +"Have you seen her lately?" + +"No. She refused to see me last time, and I shall not trouble her +again." + +"I see." Barry fidgeted from one foot to the other, then made a sudden +grab at his friend's hand. "Well, good-bye, Jim. Ever so many thanks for +promising to help the kid. You can do lots for her if you will, and I do +want the marriage to be a success." + +"You've come to a queer person to help you, Barry," said the other with +a twisted smile. "My own marriage has been so wonderfully successful, +hasn't it? But there, don't let's talk about it now. How are you going +home? Motor? Ah, all right. Then Olga and I will come and see you safely +off the premises." + +He had regained his former kindly manner, and bade the boy good-night +with all his accustomed heartiness; but as Barry turned for a last look +and saw the stooping figure return through the gate, accompanied by the +graceful Borzoi, a fury of rage gripped his generous young heart. + +"Damn that woman--oh, _damn_ her!" He said the words wildly to himself +as he spun down the moonlit road between the fragrant hedges. "She's +ruined his life, and will go on doing it as long as they live! October, +he said. Well, there's time to give poor little Toni a helping hand +before then!" + + * * * * * + +But in the quiet bungalow behind him Jim Herrick sat alone until the +short summer night had given way to the glories of the dawn. And in his +face, as he gazed before him, seeing, perhaps the troubled past, perhaps +the darkened future, there was now no trace of youth, only a great and +weary disillusionment. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + + +After all, Jim Herrick's introduction to Mrs. Rose came about in an +unexpected fashion. + +Although he had only seen her two or three times, Herrick felt a decided +interest in Rose's young wife. From what Barry had told him he concluded +that there were breakers ahead for the young couple; and since his own +matrimonial misfortunes had made him very pitiful, he determined to try +to hold out a helping hand to the girl should the occasion arise. + +The occasion arose, indeed, almost before he expected it; but luckily +Herrick was a man of action and grappled with the opportunity thus +presented. + +One sunny afternoon he was returning from a pull up the river in his +skiff, when he saw a punt gliding towards him, the pole manipulated, +rather unskilfully, it must be confessed, by the girl of whom his +thoughts had been full; and he stayed in his mooring to watch her pass. + +To Toni the guiding of a punt was so serious a matter that she had no +eyes for anything else, and she never even saw the man in the boat. The +river took rather a curve here, and Toni found it a little difficult to +negotiate the bend. Becoming somewhat flurried, she directed her punt +into the middle of the stream, where it hung for a moment as though +undecided whether or no to swing round in the disconcerting manner +peculiar to such craft; but Toni, becoming impatient, put fresh vigour +into her task, and sent the punt triumphantly forward with a masterful +push. + +Her triumph was, however, short-lived. With the treacherous suddenness +which invariably marks this catastrophe her pole snapped as she drove it +downwards; the punt glided away immediately, and Toni, clinging +desperately to the broken pole, went down with it into the river itself. + +With an exclamation Herrick sculled his boat strongly to the spot where +she had gone down, reaching it just as she came to the surface, gasping +and spluttering, and with an expression of wild terror in her face. + +He guessed that she could not swim, and called out to her reassuringly. + +"You're all right--hang on to my boat, and I'll get you out!" + +She heard him, even in the midst of her terror, and made a frantic grab +at the side of the boat, only to miss by inches and go down again with +an involuntary cry. + +Hastily shipping his oars, Herrick bent over the boat, causing it to +heel to one side rather dangerously; and when next Toni came to the +surface he gripped her strongly by the shoulder, bidding her keep quite +still, and then lifted her, by sheer force of muscle, into the boat, +where she collapsed in a dripping little heap at his feet. + +"That's all right!" He seized the oars and with a dozen vigorous strokes +propelled the boat back to the landing-place, where he proceeded to tie +her up, and then turned his attention to his passenger. + +"Hard luck, Mrs. Rose," he said cheerily. "But there's no harm done, is +there? Now you must come into the house and let me find you some dry +things to put on. Don't delay--the punt will be rescued somewhere, I've +no doubt, and you really must get out of those wet garments." + +Shivering, dripping, and feeling more than half inclined to cry, Toni +let him help her out of the boat; and seeing that she was really +suffering from shock Herrick put his arm round her shoulders in +fraternal fashion, and led her up the little sloping lawn on to the +verandah of the bungalow. + +Here Toni stopped in some embarrassment. + +"I ... I don't think I can come in like this." In spite of the sun her +teeth were chattering. "I--I shall spoil your carpets!" + +"Oh, they're beyond spoiling," he assured her, with a laugh. "Don't +worry about them! I think, though, you had better come into the kitchen, +if you don't mind. There happens to be a fire there, and you can get +warm." + +She followed him obediently through the long window into the shabby +sitting-room, which for all its shabbiness had an oddly harmonious +effect; and from there he took her into the small, cosy kitchen, which +was scrupulously tidy and spotlessly clean. + +"Now"--he looked at her a little dubiously--"obviously, the thing to do +is to get off those wet clothes, have a hot bath, and put on something +dry. Well, if I bring my tub in here and fill it from the boiler, would +you mind having it in the kitchen? You see, I don't want you to get +cold." + +"Oh, I don't think I need do that," said Toni, between laughing and +crying. "If you lent me a mackintosh or a big coat I could get home +quite well." + +"What--as you are?" He smiled at her, but so kindly that she could not +take offence. "Well, to begin with, your punt is miles away by now, and +anyway you are much too wet to leave this house. Now"--he went briskly +to the door--"I'm going to fetch my bath and I'll have it filled in a +jiffy. You'll feel all right after a hot soak." + +He went out, leaving Toni, very wet and uncomfortable, in the middle of +the floor. In a minute he returned, dragging after him a good-sized +bath, filled to the brim with towels of every description. + +"Now, I'll put it here, in front of the fire." He worked as he spoke. +"And if I fill these two big cans there'll be enough water. What a +blessing Mrs. Swastika kept a good fire to-day." + +"Mrs. Swastika?" In the midst of her discomfiture Toni thought the name +odd. + +"Oh, that's not her real name." He filled the cans vigorously. "She is +really Swanson or Swanage or something like that--but I never know what +it is, so I call her Swastika. She is rather like the individual in the +'Hunting of the Snark,' who 'answered to Hi or to any loud cry,' but +it's handy having a name to call her by sometimes." + +He broke off in his nonsense and disappeared abruptly, leaving Toni +wondering whether she was intended to begin her ablutions or no. Luckily +she decided to wait a moment, and was glad she had done so when her host +returned, bearing in his arms some garments, which he put down on a +chair rather apologetically. + +"I'm really most awfully sorry, Mrs. Rose, but I've no feminine +fripperies of any sort! But if you can possibly make these things do for +a bit, I'll send a boy on a bicycle down to your place and tell them to +put together some clothes for you." + +"Oh, will you?" Toni was beginning to find her soaked garments rather +unpleasantly chilly. "I live at Greenriver--oh, you know?--and if you +tell the housekeeper to send me everything, she'll know what I want." + +"Very well." He had been busying himself with a little saucepan over the +fire as she spoke, and now he handed her a glass containing some mulled +wine. + +"I'll dispatch a lad at once--in the meantime please drink this--it's +quite harmless, I assure you!" + +As she took the glass he hurried to the door, and went out, pulling it +carefully to after him. + +"Pull down the blind and lock the door," he commanded her through the +keyhole. "The back door is locked already, so you are quite safe." + +As soon as he was gone, and her privacy assured, Toni lost no time in +doing as he bade her; and it certainly was a relief to slip out of her +clinging garments and plunge into the hot water waiting for her. She did +not waste time, remembering his commands; but when it came to a question +of re-dressing, and she examined the clothes he had brought, Toni gave +way and burst into a fit of irrepressible laughter. + +He had apologized for the lack of feminine garments, but Toni had not +been prepared for the substitute he had given her. There, beneath the +heavy dressing-gown, was a pair of silk pyjamas immaculately got up and +folded; and at the sight of their purple and white glories Toni laughed +and laughed until the tears ran down her cheeks. + +At first she determined that nothing in the world would persuade her to +don the resplendent pyjamas. Then a glance at her own soaked and now +steaming clothing gave her courage; and giggling softly to herself she +got into the silken garments, which by dint of much turning up of hems +and shortening of sleeves were given some semblance of a fit. Next came +the dressing-gown, an eminently masculine affair of brown camel's hair, +with red collar and cuffs, and when she had tied the girdle round her +waist, and, scorning the evening socks which lay ready, had slipped her +bare feet into a pair of capacious slippers, Toni was so overcome by her +own bizarre appearance that once more she burst out laughing gaily. + +A knock at the door made her stop short, and she called out in a rather +quavery voice: + +"Yes? Who's there?" + +"Only I--Herrick," came the answer. "When you're ready will you come +into the other room? The sun's blazing in, but I can easily light a fire +if you feel chilly." + +Toni cast a doubtful look at herself in this queer garb, and then +determined, very sensibly, that it was no good being prudish and silly. +After all, the dressing-gown wrapped her up completely; and at any rate +her own clothes would presently arrive to deliver her from this rather +absurd situation. + +"I'm coming in a minute," she called out gaily. "I'm just going to let +my hair down--it's rather wet, but it will dry in the sun." + +She pulled out her hair-pins recklessly, and the black waves tumbled +wetly on to her shoulders. A few minutes' vigorous drying before the +fire met with success, and presently Toni found courage to unlock the +door and sally forth into the little hall. + +Mr. Herrick was waiting for her by the sitting-room door, and he bit his +lip quickly at sight of the funny little figure emerging from the +kitchen. + +He spoke quite gravely, however, and Toni, who had glanced at him rather +sharply, felt reassured. + +"That's right. Now, come and sit down, will you? See, if you take this +chair, you're in the sun, and it will warm you. You're sure you're not +cold?" + +"Oh, no, I'm quite warm," Toni assured him. "It's only my hair that's +wet, and it won't take long to dry." + +While her eyes wandered casually round the room, Herrick took the +opportunity of observing his guest more closely; and his scrutiny +pleased him oddly. + +In spite of her ludicrous garb Toni looked quaintly attractive. Her +youth triumphed, as youth always will, over minor drawbacks, and now +that she was warm and dry the colour was coming back to her lips and her +complexion recovering its creamy tone. Even her hair curled bewitchingly +when damp; and Herrick owned that Barry's description of her as a +"pretty kid" had not been wrong. + +As for Toni, she was much interested in this sunny, shabby room. The +carpet might be old, beyond spoiling, as its owner described it, but it +was a feast of soft, harmonious colours all the same, and although +faded, its very dimness of hue was a charm. The curtains which hung at +the long windows were of a queer, Persian-looking fabric; and on the +mantelpiece were a dozen little bits of pottery of a greeny-blue tint +which harmonized excellently with the grey-papered walls. + +Books there were in plenty, on shelves and tables, even on two of the +chairs; and as she looked about her Toni caught sight of the last number +of the _Bridge_ lying on the low divan as though thrown there by a +reader disturbed in his reading. + +Herrick's eyes had followed the direction of hers. + +"You recognize your husband's review? You've seen it, of course, this +last number?" + +"Yes." She had seen it, though it is to be feared that she had paid it +scant attention. + +"It's better than ever this month." He sat down and took up the paper. +"There's a little poem--'Pan-Shapes'--which simply delighted me. Did it +take your fancy, I wonder?" + +"I ... I don't think I have read it," she said, wishing suddenly that +she had not been forced to make the admission. + +"No? Well it has not been out long." He was turning the pages as he +spoke. "There's something else here--another special article on +Mysticism by Father Garland, which is oddly fascinating. Of course such +a subject, treated by one of the greatest mystics who ever lived, was +bound to be of the highest interest; but I never expected anything quite +so arresting, so satisfying, when I began to read." + +He paused, evidently waiting for her to speak; but Toni sat tongue-tied, +miserably conscious that in her mind no answering enthusiasm could be +born, since she had neither read nor wished to read a single word of the +article in question. + +A hint of her mental discomfort probably reached the man on the sofa by +some telepathic means, for he suddenly tossed away the review and spoke +in a lighter tone. + +"How long have you been punting, Mrs. Rose?" + +"Oh, a very short time," she said rather apologetically. "My husband has +given me some lessons since we came down here. He doesn't know I +sometimes go out alone," she added ingenuously. "I don't go very often, +because I know I'm not much good. But to-day I saw some people coming to +call and I ran out of the house and jumped into the punt so that I could +escape." + +Herrick smiled. + +"What--are you like me? Do you avoid your fellow-creatures on +principle?" + +She looked a little puzzled. + +"Oh no, I don't avoid people when I know them. But I've had such heaps +of callers, and it's such a waste of time making conversation over tea +when one wants to be out in the sunshine." + +"In fact you prefer nature to human nature?" + +"I suppose I do." She frowned rather thoughtfully. "At least I would +always rather be out of the house than in it. And it's so lovely by the +river in the summer. I go for walks before breakfast with my dog, and +the world is so beautiful in the early morning before the mists have all +vanished in the sun." + +"Ah! That reminds me!" Herrick rose. "You haven't seen _my_ dog! I'll go +and bring her in; she's lying in the shade at the back at present." + +He went out, returning in a moment with the stately Olga, who had been, +as he suggested, sleeping in the shade. He kept his hand on her silver +collar as she advanced, fearing that Toni's queer mixture of garments +might upset her canine mind; but Olga apparently took her master's +friends on trust, and presently strolled over to Toni and laid one long +paw tentatively upon her knee. + +Toni, delighted, stroked the beautiful creature affectionately, and +Herrick said to himself cheerfully: + +"Come, she's got one thing in her favour anyway! If she can't appreciate +good literature she understands dogs--and after all they are worth more +as humanizers of the race, than any amount of books." + +"She's lovely, Mr. Herrick!" Toni lifted delighted eyes. "What do you +call her? Something nice, I hope." + +"Her name is Olga," he returned. "Not very original for a Russian dog, I +confess, but she was already christened when she came to me. You like +her?" + +"I think she's a darling, and Olga is quite a nice name. A friend of +mine at school had a dog like her, and we used to take her into +Kensington Gardens for a run on Saturday afternoons. Her name was Pearl. +It's a pretty name for a white wolfhound, isn't it? They're like pearls, +somehow, so smooth and shining." + +She was stroking the dog's satiny head as she spoke, and did not notice +the change in the man's face; but when he remained silent she looked up +as though to see why he did not respond. + +"Oh, Mr. Herrick, what's the matter?" Toni was frightened by his pallor. + +"Nothing--nothing!" He shook off his mental disturbance with a strong +effort. "I ... I sometimes have a sort of pain--in my heart--but it's +gone, quite gone, now." + +Toni was not altogether satisfied with the explanation and asked herself +remorsefully what she had said to vex him; but she could not think of +anything which would be likely to give offence to her host, and decided, +finally, that he had spoken truthfully. + +She could not know how intimately the tragedy of Herrick's life was +bound up with the thought of a string of shining pearls; and her very +unconsciousness served to show the man she had spoken in all innocence. + +"Your husband must be very busy with this review in hand," he said +presently, remembering Barry's entreaty to him to examine the situation +for himself. "Does he work at home or has he to spend much time in +town?" + +"Oh, he does both," she said, relieved by his return to his former +manner. "He is in town to-day, but he has been at home a good deal +lately." + +"I see. It must be rather dull for you when he is shut up writing," he +went on tentatively. "Writers and men of letters generally like to be +left to themselves pretty much." + +"Oh, I don't think my husband does," said Toni blithely. "I often go in +and sit with him while he works, and if I promise to go to bed early he +sometimes brings his papers into the drawing-room at night." + +Herrick felt a sudden spasm of amusement, mingled with a distinct +impulse of sympathy for the unfortunate writer. + +"Oh! I should have thought it would be too disturbing to work in the +room with anyone else--even one's wife," he added with a smile. + +"Why should it be?" Toni opened eyes of amazement. "I sit quite still--I +hardly ever speak--and Jock and I--my dog--play little games together +ever so quietly." + +"You don't help him in his work?" + +"No." She shook her head. "I'm not clever enough for that. I do typing +for him sometimes, but even then I'm not really much use." + +"You are not an expert, perhaps?" + +"Oh, I can use the typewriter all right--I've had heaps of practice. But +when it comes to revising things, sort of making up an article out of +rough notes, I'm no good. To begin with I can never understand what the +things are about, and I always get quotations hopelessly mixed." + +"I see." In spite of himself Herrick laughed. "You are not a great +reader, then?" + +"No--I hate books," she replied frankly. "Somehow it seems a waste of +time to read when you can be doing nicer things. Besides, my husband +doesn't like to see me reading what he calls trash, and I simply can't +get through the things he gives me!" + +"Well, after all life's the most interesting book of all--when one's +young," he said indulgently. "But I'm afraid you'll wish you'd developed +a taste for reading when you get like me, middle-aged and dull." + +"But you aren't dull----" she was beginning eagerly, when a loud knock +at the back door of the bungalow interrupted her sentence, and she broke +off hastily. + +"That'll be my messenger back," said Herrick, rising. "With garments for +you, I suppose. I'll go and see." + +He went out, returning presently with a neatly-strapped suit-case which +he held up with a smile. + +"Your maids have packed you a change of raiment," he said, "and have, +moreover, sent a car for you to return in. I gather from the boy that +two of your people squabbled as to which of them should have the +privilege of bringing your things to you, but in the middle of the +discussion the chauffeur, thinking, no doubt, that you were still +wearing your wet garments, got impatient and started off without either +of them!" + +Toni had risen, and now stood hesitating a little with her hand on the +suit-case. + +"You'll like to change at once, I daresay." He spoke in a business-like +tone. "Will you come into my little guest-chamber? There's a glass +there, and you'll be able to dress comfortably." + +She assented, and he took her into yet another of the rooms in his tiny +domain, a small, bare little place which had a rather pathetically +unused look about it. + +Here she made a rapid toilet, finding everything she required with the +exception of a hat, which had evidently been forgotten. A brush and comb +had been tucked into a corner, however, and she thankfully brushed her +hair and made it into two thick plaits, which for want of hair-pins she +was forced to leave hanging over her shoulders. + +When she sallied forth once more she found Herrick waiting for her with +a tiny tea-tray. + +"You must have a cup of tea before you go." He poured it out as he +spoke. "And a biscuit--one of Mrs. Swastika's specialities. She's an +excellent cook, and proud of her cakes, so do try one--to please me--and +her!" + +Toni drank the tea gratefully and found both it and the little cakes +delicious. The next thing to do was to collect her soaked clothes, and +in spite of Herrick's protests that Mrs. Swastika would see to their +safe return she crammed them ruthlessly into the suit-case before going +out to the waiting motor. + +As she shook hands with Herrick, after thanking him very prettily for +his kindness, Toni ventured a shy invitation. + +"Will you come to see us at Greenriver, Mr. Herrick? I'm sure my husband +will wish to thank you for fishing me out of the river." + +"Thanks," he said quietly. "I will certainly come. It will give me great +pleasure to meet Mr. Rose." + +He tucked her into the car, shook hands again, and then stood +bare-headed in the sunshine watching the motor spin round the white and +dusty road. + +At the bend Toni turned and waved her hand to him gaily, and he +responded with a smile, which faded as the car vanished from sight. + +Somehow his meeting with the girl had saddened him oddly. There was +something rather pathetic about Toni at this moment of her existence, +though it would have been hard to say exactly wherein the pathos lay. In +spite of himself Herrick was haunted by the little picture she had drawn +of her life with Owen Rose. He could fancy the two sitting together at +night in the lamp-lit drawing-room, the man writing, or trying to write, +as though alone, the young wife sitting silently by doing nothing, or +playing quiet little games with her dog to relieve the monotony of an +evening uncheered by any interesting book or engrossing study. + +A worker himself, Herrick knew very well the deadening influence exerted +by an unoccupied companion during working hours; and the fact that Toni +did not care for books, and confessed to non-comprehension of her +husband's work, struck Herrick as unfortunate, to say the least. + +To this man, forced by circumstance into a more or less secluded state +of life, Toni's lack of social experience weighed very lightly. She had +not, perhaps, the manner or style of the girls one met in Mayfair or +Belgravia, but she was simple and natural and unaffected; and Herrick +found himself hoping that Mr. Rose knew how to value the traits of +simplicity and straightforwardness at their true worth. + +Then it was possible that the marriage might be a success in spite of +the evident disparity of tastes between the two; but remembering Barry's +gloomy forebodings, Herrick was bound to admit that the prospect of +happiness seemed rather doubtful. + +At present, however, he could do nothing; and with a resolve to call at +Greenriver at the first available opportunity he went back into his +little bungalow, which seemed strangely lonely as the twilight fell over +the river-banks. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + + +As the summer glided by, in a succession of golden, cloudless days, Owen +began to ask himself, rather drearily, whether his marriage was going to +turn out a success or an irretrievable failure. + +When once the novelty of Toni's companionship had worn off, when he had +grown used to her pretty, childish ways, accustomed to the sense of +youth and light-hearted joy which she diffused about the old house, he +began to find, to his dismay, that these were not all the attributes a +man looked for in the woman he had made his wife. + +He had never expected to find Toni clever in an intellectual sense; but +neither had he deemed her quite so shallow as she was proving herself to +be. She seemed absolutely incapable of making any mental effort; the +world of art and literature was a closed book to her, and, what was +still more disappointing, she cared nothing for any of the social or +political questions of the day, and took absolutely no interest in the +contemporary life of the world about her. + +Reading she disliked. Music appealed to her, for Toni was emotional, +with the quick, facile emotionalism of the South; but she was no +musician herself, and the grand piano in the drawing-room was silent +through these sunshiny days. She had rather a talent for housekeeping, +and in a smaller establishment would doubtless have been a success; but +at Greenriver there was little for her to do, and she knew quite well +that the housekeeper resented any interference with her particular +province. Toni's household duties, therefore, were confined to the +arrangement of the flowers and the care of her husband's desk--a labour +of love which she performed with so much good will that Owen felt it +would be churlish to find fault with any inconvenience arising +therefrom. + +Owen often wondered how his wife managed to fill the days which must be +so terribly empty. He himself was working harder than usual, since +beside the review he was contributing articles, by invitation, to +several well-known journals; and he often worked till late into the +night; but Toni had no work, no hobbies, nothing with which to fill the +long, sunny hours. + +She did not complain. Indeed, she seemed happy enough in her idleness; +and by this time she knew a good many people in the neighbourhood, +though she had not made many friends. + +At the Vicarage she was not looked upon with much favour, owing to an +unfortunate conversation with the Vicar's wife, when in response to +various leading questions Toni had shown a lamentable ignorance of the +great gulf which yawns between Church and Chapel--a quite conceivable +ignorance on the part of the London tradesman's niece, who had attended +Chapel with her aunt and uncle on Sunday evenings as cheerfully as she +joined in the more attractive service in the Church which the genteel +Fanny generally patronized on Sunday mornings. + +When, further, Toni innocently admitted that, although baptized into the +Church of England, she had usually attended the Roman Catholic Church +and Sunday School during her Italian childhood, the wife of the Vicar +was appalled; and ever afterwards she spoke of Mrs. Rose as unsound in +her views, a condemnation which in the somewhat old-fashioned +neighbourhood carried full weight. + +Lady Martin also strongly disapproved of the young mistress of +Greenriver, though probably only she herself and her spinster daughter +could have adduced any reason for their dislike of Toni and all her +works. + +The story of the shrimps had long since amused Lady Martin's large +circle of acquaintances; and although no one had ventured to breathe a +word before either Owen Rose or his wife, it was hardly surprising that +Toni came to be considered rather amusingly unsophisticated; so that the +slightest _gaucherie_ into which the unconscious Toni was betrayed +during those first weeks of her introduction into the society of the +district was eagerly noted and joyfully magnified in a dozen +drawing-rooms. + +There was the laughable story of the Roses' late arrival at an important +dinner-party, and Mrs. Rose's ingenuous explanation to her rather +irascible host that she had torn her frock at the last moment while +playing with her dog, and had been obliged to change it for another--and +this to an elderly man who "liked dogs in their proper place," by which +statement one may measure the depth of his liking very accurately. + +There was the occasion on which Mrs. Rose, being pressed by a +mischievous fellow-guest, had accepted a cigarette under the impression +the other ladies were about to do likewise--an impression quickly +dispelled by the stony glare of her hostess and the ominous whispers of +the other women. + +The hostess, indeed, had uttered one short, biting comment which had +reduced Toni, already overwhelmed by the magnitude of her offence, +almost to tears; but though it is only fair to say that her tempter +apologized most handsomely, and was her firm friend and defender ever +afterwards, the description of Mrs. Rose as a half-foreign and +wholly-Bohemian young woman, of cigarette-smoking tendencies, was duly +retailed at several dinner-tables during the following weeks. + +At first Toni took her social failures very much to heart; but Owen, who +was no snob, reassured her valiantly; and since Toni was only too +anxious to be comforted she did her best to dismiss these unpleasant +experiences from her mind. + +Presently, indeed, she found two congenial spirits. The doctor's pretty +old house, known locally as Cherry Orchard, harboured two lively and +athletic young women who were only too pleased to be friends with the +merry and vivacious Toni. They were honest, unintellectual girls, +enthusiastic over all sports and excelling in most; and they took Toni +to their sporting hearts and promised to introduce her to the local +tennis and golf clubs without loss of time. + +On her part, Toni felt at ease with them immediately, and when once she +had learned to distinguish between Molly and Cynthia--a distinction made +the more difficult owing to their peculiar habit of addressing each +other as Toby--she thoroughly enjoyed their companionship. + +In the matter of tennis, Toni, who had only played occasionally at a +third-rate suburban club, was at first no match for them; but the two +Tobies, who were the essence of good nature, coached her so well and so +vigorously that before long she was a capital player; and when once Toni +realized that Owen wished her to be as hospitable as she could possibly +desire to be, she rejoiced in giving little impromptu tea-parties on the +lawn, under the shade of one of the noble elms which were a feature of +Greenriver. + +Sometimes she took the girls motoring; and between tennis, golf, river +picnics and motor excursions, the days simply flew for Toni; so that at +last even Owen began to realize that he need not pity her, since she was +living a life which exactly suited her. + +Once he realized this, his pity was directed towards himself. + +This was not the sort of married life he had contemplated; and although +he was too just to blame his wife for her lack of sympathy with his aims +and ideals, he began to wish that Toni would sometimes lay aside her +frivolity and exchange her light and ceaseless chatter about trifling +matters for a slightly more profitable style of conversation. + +Owen had called upon James Herrick at his bungalow, the Hope House, to +thank him for rescuing Toni; and the other man had duly returned his +call; but although Owen gave Herrick a very cordial general invitation +to Greenriver the two men had not much in common save a mutual love of +good books. + +Owen thought Herrick peculiar, eccentric in his ways. It seemed odd for +a man to live alone as he lived, doing his own work except for the +occasional aid of a woman whom he called Mrs. Swastika. If he had had +any particular work or hobby which necessitated solitude Owen could have +understood it; but Herrick seemed to spend his days as idly, as +aimlessly, as Toni herself. + +He went on the river a good deal, took long walks with his dog, but +beyond that he seemed to do nothing but lounge in a chair on the lawn, +shabbily clad, with a pipe between his lips and a book, generally +unopened, on his knee. His political views seemed to Owen to be as vague +as were Toni's; and he had an irritating habit of setting aside any +recognized standard of perfection as though the world's seal of approval +meant less than nothing. + +He would demolish a given institution in a few lazy words, but he never +attempted to set up another in its place. He seemed content to put his +finger on the weak spot in any system without troubling to point out a +remedy; and to Owen, whose eager mind was ever ready to remedy abuses, +this attitude of half-pitying, half-amused toleration was vaguely +irritating. + +Herrick seemed to view life, indeed, with a kind of large detachment, as +though from the height of some soaring pinnacle one might watch, with +only half-awakened interest, the doings of the dwellers on the plain; +and Owen, who liked to be in the midst of things, to add his quota to +the world's doings, found in this attitude of mind a pose, a +half-insolent pretence at superiority, which was galling. + +Without saying a disparaging word Herrick appeared to belittle the +efforts made by Owen and his fellows to enlighten the world; and since +everyone knows that the criticism of a non-worker is a hundred times +more irritating than that of a co-operator, Owen may be excused for +finding Herrick uncongenial. + +And yet by nature Herrick was a kindly, cheery soul enough, who had been +fired in his youth by an excessive love for humanity--for all the +humanities. But shortly after his marriage he had faced a tremendous +crash; and though, when the first shock was over, he had pulled himself +together, and gathered up, as best he might, the fragments of his life, +he had lost for ever that eager, humane, half-Quixotic spirit which had +made his young manhood pass like a joyous race. + + * * * * * + +As time went on Owen got into the habit of spending most of his days in +town, where he found it easier to work than at home. He begged Toni to +tell him honestly whether she found herself lonely in his absence, but +Toni assured him truthfully that she was perfectly happy sitting in her +beautiful old garden or taking lunch and tea on the river, either alone, +or in the company of her friends, Molly and Cynthia Peach. Punting alone +was forbidden, but seeing Toni's disappointment, her husband had +purchased for her a stout little dinghy in which she was perfectly safe, +and this same craft was a source of delight to its owner. + +At first Owen had asked Toni to come up to town with him, to do some +shopping or go to a _matinée_, but London in summer was no novelty to +Toni, and she infinitely preferred to stay at Willowhurst and amuse +herself in her own way. + +One night it chanced that Owen arrived home much earlier than usual. The +weather had broken a day or two previously, and the air was heavy with +thunder. Consequently Owen's head ached furiously, with one of the +neuralgic headaches which since his accident he had good cause to dread; +and the fact that he had an important piece of work to finish without +loss of time fretted his nerves to racking-point. + +London was particularly hot and malodorous to-day; and it was with a +sigh of relief that Owen steered his car away from the stuffy streets +towards the green and fragrant valley of the Thames. There was a coppery +glow in the sky which presaged a storm, and puffs of hot air blew +gustily into his face; but it would be fresher at Willowhurst, and if +the storm should break there would be a delightful hour or two +afterwards, when the earth, cooled by the rain, would send up its +incense of sweet odours into the summer darkness, and the evening breeze +would bring refreshment to weary, throbbing brows. + +True, the work must be done, if human endurance could do it; and with a +sigh of relief Owen remembered that Toni would be disengaged and able to +help him in some way, if only by typing the manuscript when he had +brought it to a close. There was also a little research work to be done, +one or two quotations to be verified, a few short extracts to be +made--work which came well within the scope of Toni's powers; and he +knew that she would be only too pleased to give him what help she could. + +But he had reckoned without his host. On leaving home in the morning he +had told his wife he would probably be late in returning, and had +apologized for leaving her so long alone. So far from feeling aggrieved +at his absence, however, Toni seized the opportunity of inviting Mollie +and Cynthia over for tennis; and the girls accepted blithely, bringing +over with them a young cousin, just through Sandhurst, who was an adept +at the game. + +Toni welcomed the boy happily; and the four young people played tennis +vigorously, with an interval for tea, until the elder Toby began +regretfully to talk of going home. + +There were already rumblings of thunder, and the sky behind the big +cedar trees looked strangely lurid; and Toni, who hated a storm, was +loth to let them go. + +An idea striking her, she begged them all to stay and have a late supper +with her; after which Mr. Cooper and Mollie, being musical, might give +the others an impromptu concert--a plan to which, after a little decent +hesitation, the trio assented gaily. + +Toni, pleased that she was not to be left alone to face the storm, took +them indoors to get tidy, and then danced off to the kitchen to +interview the cook. + +Mrs. Blades, lighting the Ten Little Ladies earlier than usual on +account of the gloom, was inclined to look askance at the invasion; but +Martha and Maggie--the latter filling the place of Kate, enjoying her +"evening off"--fell into the plan with alacrity; and while the former +brought out the cold chickens and the galantine intended for the +morrow's lunch, Maggie bustled round the oval table laying extra places +and making such preparations as commended themselves to her ever-fertile +mind. + +Owing to the stormy dusk it was necessary to light the candles on the +supper-table, where bowls of great crimson roses made pools of colour on +the white cloth; and very attractive the table looked to the four hungry +people who presently sat down to eat and chatter. + +There was plenty of gay laughter over the meal. Jokes were bandied +hither and thither, shocking puns were made and greeted with shrieks of +mirth, and if the conversation was eminently frivolous, at least it was +good-humoured, hearty, wholesome frivolity. + +Yet when Owen reached home in his car and entered the hall with rather a +weary step, the somewhat noisy merriment which greeted him brought a +frown to his forehead. + +He questioned Andrews as to what was going on, and the young butler +informed him, with a complacency which Owen in his present mood found +irritating, that Mrs. Rose was entertaining the two Misses Peach and a +gentleman to supper. + +"Oh!" Owen paused in his walk towards the dining-room door. "In that +case, I think I will just have a whisky and soda in the library--and a +few sandwiches." + +"Very good, sir," the man was beginning, when there was a peal of +laughter from behind the closed door; and the next moment, Toni came +flying out of the room, holding aloft a large bunch of grapes, while Mr. +Cooper pursued her hotly, making grabs at the fruit as he did so. + +Unable to stop herself, Toni cannoned violently into her husband, and +the unfortunate youth from Sandhurst, brought to an unexpected halt, +found himself face to face with an unknown man whose expression was not +exactly inviting. + +"Owen, is it you? How you startled me!" Toni lifted two sparkling eyes +to her husband's face. "When did you come? You said you wouldn't be home +till after ten!" + +"I've just arrived," he said, striving hard to keep any hint of +annoyance out of his tone. "You were making such a noise you didn't hear +the car! Well, Toni, won't you introduce me to your friend?" + +On being presented, Mr. Cooper, held out his hand rather awkwardly. + +"I'm afraid we were making an awful din," he said, apologetically. "We +got ragging over the dessert and Mrs. Rose stole my grapes----?" + +"Oh, you fibber!" Toni was not going to stand that. "They were mine, and +you took them off my plate when I wasn't looking!" + +"I'm afraid they aren't much good to anyone now," said Owen with a +smile. "They are pretty well squashed, Toni, and I fancy your frock's +got the worst of the encounter!" + +"Well, it's only my tennis-frock," said Toni, her first involuntary +qualms driven away by the friendly sound in Owen's voice. "We'll go back +and finish now. You'll come, Owen? I'll tell Maggie to bring back the +food." + +"No, don't bother." He spoke quietly. "I'll go and brush off some of the +London dust while you and your friends finish your supper. I'll have a +bite later on. Don't worry about me." He turned to the boy. "I'm afraid +we're in for a storm. I felt a few drops as I came up the drive." + +Somewhat reluctantly, Toni left her husband and returned to the +dining-room, where the Tobies anxiously awaited her coming. They had +practically finished their meal, and a few moments later rose from the +table and went into the drawing-room, where Toni presently excused +herself and went in search of her husband. + +She found him in the library, where Andrew had just brought him a +slender repast; and even the unobservant Toni was struck by the look of +fatigue which brooded over his face as he sat poring over some +closely-written sheets. + +"Owen, I'm sure you ought not to do that now. Do leave it till to-morrow +and come and listen to some music in the drawing-room instead." + +She laid one small hand on the sheets as though to wrest them from his +grasp; but he lifted her fingers aside with a rather weary gesture. + +"No, dear, I can't leave this." His voice was flat and toneless. "I've +promised to send it off the first thing to-morrow morning, and there's a +lot to be done yet." + +"But I'm sure you're ill! Have you got neuralgia again?" + +"A little--oh, it's nothing, only the thunder in the air. You might tell +Andrews to bring me some phenacetin, will you, dear? And now, my child, +run away to your guests--they'll think it queer if you leave them alone +much longer." + +Toni turned obediently to the door, but she was not yet easy in her +mind. + +"Owen, are you sure there is nothing I can do?" + +"Nothing, thank you, dear. I believe the storm is passing after all." + +He spoke the truth, for with a few more mutterings the thunder died away +in the distance; and though the promised coolness did not come, both +Owen and Toni were relieved by the lightening atmosphere--Toni because +she was an arrant coward where thunderstorms were concerned; Owen +because he felt that the clash of the elements would render the +neuralgic pains in his head almost unbearable. + +For long after Toni, relieved, had gone back to her visitors he sat +doing nothing, lacking the energy to attack his task. Now and then he +heard a few notes on the piano, and once he opened the door to listen to +the elder Miss Peach's rendering of a song he knew, for Mollie Peach had +a sweet, limpid soprano voice which no amount of chatter and noisy +laughter could destroy. + +When, however, the young man from Sandhurst started to shout a comic +song, Owen shut the door hastily and wished the boy at Jericho. + +He began to think the visitors would never go. At first he had hoped +that their departure would set Toni free to help him after all; but when +the clock in the hall chimed the half hour after ten, and still the +music and laughter continued, he knew it was useless to expect any aid +to-night. + +At eleven the party broke up. The bicycles were brought round, and the +four went gaily out of the front door to light lamps and see to +suspiciously slack tyres. + +Owen had charged Toni with polite messages to the two girls; and they, +being somewhat in awe of a real live writer, were not sorry to avoid a +meeting with their host; but Toni seemed so loth to part with them that +she detained them all on the steps, chattering eagerly while the stars +winked down out of the clearing sky and the owls hooted in melancholy +fashion from the tops of the tall trees behind the house. + +Finally the last farewells were said, the last appointments made; and +Toni, yawning, turned to Andrews and bade him lock up safely. + +She was still yawning when she came into the library a moment later; and +in the lamplight Owen caught a glimpse of her little red mouth gaping +behind her hand as she came up to the table. + +"How sleepy I am!" Indeed her eyes were bright, like those of a sleepy +child. "Aren't you coming, Owen? It's ever so late." + +"Why didn't you pack your friends off a little earlier then?" + +"Oh, I didn't want them to go." She yawned childishly once more. +"Owen"--suddenly a thought struck her--"you're not cross, are you? You +didn't mind me having them here? You know, I thought it was going to be +a storm----" + +"Of course I didn't mind," he said, disarmed by her sudden appeal. "It +was my fault for turning up unexpectedly. But now, Toni, supposing you +run away to bed? I really must finish this work, and it's getting late." + +She agreed, docilely, and kissing him lightly, ran away to bed as she +was commanded, falling asleep as soon as she was safely there. + +But Owen sat late in the library--sat, indeed, till the short summer +night began to recede with stealthy, sliding footsteps before the +victorious onrush of the dawn; and in those quiet, lamp-lit hours he +asked himself despairingly why he had been in such haste to marry. + +One consolation lay in the fact that Toni herself had not the slightest +idea that her marriage was anything but a success. She did not know that +her idleness, her incessant chatter about trivial things, her constant +interruptions, her unauthorized intrusions into the privacy of his +working hours, worried him almost beyond measure. + +Bubbling over with youth and joy, she had no eyes for the look of +strain, of weariness on another's face; and to her it seemed quite right +that her husband should write and study while she danced through the +summer hours as she would. + +He liked his work, she supposed; and in Toni's world it was the usual +thing for the men to work to support their wives. But that the wives had +equal duties, that it was theirs to share the burdens of the men's +spiritual and mental labour, she had, as yet, no idea. + +"At least," said Owen wearily to himself, as he rose stiffly from his +chair and moved to the oriel window to watch the marvel of the dawn, "at +least I have made her happy; and as for me, it's my own mistake, and I +must bear the consequences!" + +With which philosophical reflection he extinguished the lamp and went +slowly upstairs to bed. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + + +In after days Toni always looked back to the afternoon of the Vicarage +Bazaar as the occasion on which her eyes were opened ruthlessly to the +cruelty of life. + +The day began auspiciously enough. It was August now, a hot, languorous +August, when the river lay veiled in a mist of heat, and the air, even +in the early morning, was a sea of liquid gold. There were wonderful, +magical nights, too, nights of mellow moonlight and sweet, mysterious +perfumes, nights when a breath of clean, fragrance from distant +bean-fields mingled with the richer, heavier scent of roses and Madonna +lilies. + +To Toni the summer had been one long time of enchantment. From the +moment when she opened her eyes in the dawn, and ran to the window to +see the hills shimmering in the heat, and the river sparkling with the +peculiar silvery sheen of early morning, to the moment when she took her +last stroll in the garden at night, and saw the stars come out in the +darkening sky, while the white owls hooted mournfully in the tall trees, +all, to Toni, was happiness and joy. + +There is no doubt that people who are not introspective lead the +happiest lives. Toni, not being given to wasting her time in reflection +or self-analysis, remained happily unconscious of the fact that her life +during that splendid summer was a very idle one. Like a good many other +girls, she considered that a strenuous game on the tennis-court or a +stiff pull up the river entitled her to as much subsequent leisure as +she desired; and she enjoyed the slight fatigue consequent on these +exertions with a virtuous sense of having really done some work which +entitled her to a holiday. + +She did not see very much of her husband; and sometimes she felt, with a +slight pang of remorse, that before their marriage she had really taken +more interest in his work than she found time to do nowadays. Not that +he ever seemed to expect anything from her in that way. Once or twice, +in the earlier days of their married life, he had been led into +discussing various features of the review with her, and she had really +tried hard to listen intelligently, and understand what he was talking +about; but somehow he seemed to guess that the subjects did not interest +her; and for the last few weeks he had confined his conversations with +her to the little trivial happenings of every day. + +He didn't mind, she supposed. He must get plenty of the old _Bridge_ at +the office; and anyway it was far more of a change for him, when he came +home, to talk of other things, even though they were in one sense less +important. + +She herself was perfectly happy; and had she been asked, she would +certainly have said that Owen was in a state of equal bliss. Moreover, +seeing that he had chosen her out of a world of women to be his wife, +she never stopped to ask herself whether or no she came up to his +standard of wifely perfection. + +And considering her peculiarly blind and unquestioning attitude of mind +on the subject of her relation to her husband, the awakening which +presently came was doubly painful. + +The occasion, as has been stated, was that of the Vicarage Bazaar, an +annual function held in the Vicarage gardens in the middle of August; +and since Mrs. Madgwick, the Vicar's wife, had from motives of parochial +diplomacy established some sort of intimacy with the young mistress of +Greenriver, she had pressed Toni into her service as the great day came +round. + +With Molly and Cynthia Peach, Toni was to assist at the flower-stall, +which was always, so the Tobies assured her, certain of patronage; and +by ten o'clock on the morning of the day, Toni was at the Vicarage, +laden with masses of blossoms sent from Greenriver as a contribution to +the stall. + +From that moment until the hour of lunch, to which she was detained +almost by force, Toni worked like a veritable busy bee, running errands, +doing odd jobs, and, in the intervals, arranging the flowers on the +stall, until hands and feet were both weary. + +Having finished the hurried and uncomfortable meal, consisting chiefly +of tinned tongue and a rather out-of-date cream cheese, Toni was allowed +to run home to change her dress; and at half-past two precisely she was +back, robed in the daintiest, filmiest white lawn gown, to take her +place with the other stallholders, in readiness for the opening +ceremony, performed, much to the delight of the entire Madgwick family, +by a real duchess. + +The Duchess had little to say and said it very badly; but she was duly +applauded and presented with a bouquet by a small white-robed child, +stiff with starch and self-consciousness; after which her Grace +descended thankfully from the little platform erected for her speech, +and fulfilled the second and easier half of her duty by making the round +of the stalls and spending a strictly equal amount at each one. + +By now Toni had a good many acquaintances in the neighbourhood, and was +pleased to see Mrs. Anstey smiling at her as she inquired the price of a +magnificent bunch of sweet-peas which had come from the gardens of +Greenriver. + +Toni told her the price, and she forthwith bought the flowers, greatly +to Toni's pleasure, for she loved her sweet-peas and had hoped, rather +childishly, that someone nice would buy them. + +As she was handing over the change, Toni summoned up courage to ask +after Miss Lynn, and Mrs. Anstey smiled. + +"She is very well, thanks, and coming here, I hope, in a week or two. +She and Mr. Raymond are to be married at Christmas, as I daresay you +have heard." + +"Yes, my husband told me so." Suddenly Toni blushed, remembering the +occasion of Miss Lynn's visit to her; and at the same moment, as though +evoked by some mysterious method of thought, the robust and +gaily-dressed form of Lady Martin suddenly materialized before her eyes. + +Her ladyship was engaged in cheapening a bunch of yellow roses, while +Cynthia Peach was endeavouring, without much success, to point out that +their fresh beauty and scent were well worth the original price. + +"I'll take them if you knock off sixpence," Lady Martin was declaring +rather aggressively; and Miss Peach glanced helplessly at her sister. + +"What shall I do, Toby?" she murmured anxiously. "Of course they're +cheap already, but still I suppose they won't last----" + +"Oh, nonsense, Toby," whispered Mollie vigorously. "If she doesn't buy +them heaps of people will." Aloud she said firmly--"I'm afraid we can't +take less, Lady Martin. The Duchess bought two bunches of the same +roses, and she didn't think them dear." + +Lady Martin paused, inherent meanness struggling with a snobbish desire +to emulate the Duchess; and finally she gave in with a bad grace. + +As she took the roses her eyes fell on Toni, at that moment intent on +her conversation with Mrs. Anstey; and her ladyship's ill-humour was not +lessened by noticing the friendly glances which passed between them. + +She bore down upon them accordingly with outstretched hand. + +"Dear Mrs. Anstey, it is ages since we met!" Her piercing tones, likened +by the Tobies to those of a macaw, strove in vain for suavity. "So good +of you to come to this affair--such a distance for you, too!" + +"Oh, I always try to come when I am at home," said Mrs. Anstey gently. +"I like to support Mr. Madgwick's parish, though I'm afraid I don't +spend a great deal of money! Really the flowers and the home-made cakes +are the only things that tempt me." + +"And surely you have plenty of flowers at home!" Lady Martin glanced +with a disparaging little laugh at the stall before her. "I don't know +where these came from, but they look sadly wilted already." + +"I'm afraid I can't agree with you there," said Mrs. Anstey, with a +little smile. "I think the flowers are charming, especially those sent +by Mrs. Rose's kindness from Greenriver." + +She indicated Toni with a friendly little gesture, and Lady Martin +condescended, unwillingly, to acknowledge the girl's greeting. To tell +the truth, Lady Martin had no desire to better her acquaintance with +Toni. She had long ago intended the owner of Greenriver for her +son-in-law; and to find this little nobody, with her provincial ways and +her foreign-looking eyes, acting as _châtelaine_ of the beautiful old +house in her daughter's place had an irritating effect. + +To make matters worse, several people had known of her matrimonial +designs; and since the disappointment of one's friends is frequently a +source of mirth, she had been annoyed by several tactless allusions, +made presumably in jest, to her daughter's disappointment. + +So it was that she disliked Rose's wife with the hearty aversion of a +spiteful and jealous woman; and the fact that she herself came of the +people made her specially quick to suspect _bourgeois_ blood in others. + +She took a delight, now, in snubbing Toni; and presently made a point of +asking after her cousin Miss Mibbs. + +"She's very well, thank you," replied Toni, wondering a little at this +unusual condescension. "But her name isn't Mibbs, it's Gibbs." + +"Really?" Lady Martin drawled the word out insolently, as though to +indicate that the name of the young woman in question did not interest +her. "She is not here to-day, I suppose?" + +"No," said Toni, absent-mindedly, "she was not able to get off to-day." + +"Get off?" Lady Martin pounced on the strange form of the admission. +"She is ... er ... full of social engagements?" + +Afterwards Toni thought it was the scent of the flowers which had made +her feel hazy just then. Although she had an intuition that her +interlocutor meant to be inquisitive, she had not the sense to turn the +subject with a vague assent; and after a second's hesitation replied +rather foolishly that her cousin's engagements were not in society. + +"Indeed? But it is holiday time--surely Miss Gibbs is not _teaching_ +now?" + +Mrs. Anstey, feeling to the full the insolence of this +cross-examination, attempted to come to the rescue; but Lady Martin +stood waiting so obviously for an answer that Toni felt constrained to +reply. + +"No, Lady Martin. My cousin is not a governess." + +"No?" Lady Martin, who had the lust for cruelty inherent in all mean +natures, pressed the point ruthlessly. "Then--I hardly see ... in the +summer one does not work unless one is a private secretary or something +of that sort; and I am sure your cousin"--with a pointed smile--"did not +look in the _very least_ like a private secretary!" + +Suddenly Toni lost her head and her temper together. + +"My cousin is no one's secretary, Lady Martin. She is in a shop--Brown +and Evans, drapers, of Brixton; and she is not here to-day because +Thursday is the early-closing day for the shops, and this is only +Tuesday!" + +There was a short silence. Even Lady Martin felt uncomfortable, for +though she had literally goaded the girl into speech she did not enjoy +the spectacle of Toni's flashing eyes and scarlet cheeks, nor the +expression of mingled contempt and compassion on Mrs. Anstey's face--the +contempt, as she very well knew, being intended for her, the compassion +for Toni. + +The moment she had spoken Toni knew what she had done; that besides +losing her temper and behaving in an ill-bred way she had given a handle +to her enemies; and the tears were perilously near her eyes, though +pride forbade her to let them fall. + +It was Cynthia Peach who came to the rescue. + +"How awfully jolly for your cousin," she said plaintively. "I've always +longed to go into a shop! The girls have such a good time--and they meet +heaps of young men! Not like us poor things who hardly ever see one!" + +Her evident sincerity relieved the situation. Her sister might murmur +"Oh, _Toby_!" under her breath, and Lady Martin might sneer, but Mrs. +Anstey patted the speaker's arm with a very kindly smile. + +"Poor little Cynthia! I shall have to scour the neighbourhood for young +men and give a party," she said. "I'd no idea you were so forlorn!" + +"Well, there aren't many, really," conceded the elder Toby. "And I know +what Cynthia means! That's why she was so pleased to come and sell +flowers!" + +"And you are all neglecting your duties shamefully, my dears!" Mrs. +Anstey moved aside to allow a batch of customers to approach the stall. +"I mustn't stay here chattering. You will come and have tea with me, +won't you, Mrs. Rose?" She turned to Toni, who was now as white as one +of her own lilies. "I will look for you at five in the tent--you will be +able to get off by then!" + +She smiled kindly at the girl as she moved away. Lady Martin had already +gone, feeling, no doubt, that the weight of public opinion was against +her; and as a rush of business just then overwhelmed the flower-sellers, +Toni had no time to dwell upon the recent little scene. + +But Mrs. Anstey looked for Toni in vain when five o'clock came. As a +matter of fact Toni had felt, desperately, that she could not face the +crowded tea-tent, where doubtless she would again meet her enemy, Lady +Martin; and she wanted no tea; she only wanted to be alone for a few +moments, away from prying eyes, unkind tongues, that she might regain +the equilibrium so cruelly upset. + +With this end in view she slipped away when the two sisters came back +from their hurried tea; and followed a little path which she knew would +bring her out at a quiet corner of the grounds, where a rickety old +summer-house might afford her the temporary shelter she sought. + +There was no one there; and although the entrance to the little hut was +almost choked up with weeds and tall, rank flowers, she crept inside, +and then, sinking on to the seat in the dimmest, darkest corner, gave +herself up to the fit of depression which had been stealing on her ever +since her own rash avowal to Lady Martin. + +Suddenly she sat upright. Even here, it seemed, she was not to be free +from interruption. She heard voices approaching, as though others were +seeking her hiding-place; and pushing aside one of the rotting wooden +shutters she peeped cautiously out. + +Fate was against her to-day. In the two persons who were drawing near, +evidently with the intention of seating themselves upon the bench +outside the hut, she recognized Lady Martin and Mrs. Madgwick; and +instantly Toni felt a quick foreboding of evil. + +Something seemed to tell her that it was she whom they were discussing +so earnestly as they walked; and Toni shrank back into the gloom, +totally incapable of facing them in her tear-stained and generally +dishevelled condition. + +She breathed a prayer that they would not attempt to enter the +summer-house--a prayer which was answered, for the two ladies seated +themselves on the bench outside, which was first wiped scrupulously +clean by a large and substantial handkerchief wielded by the Vicar's +wife. + +Her escape thus cut off, Toni had no choice but to remain silently +within. She supposed, forlornly, that she ought to make her presence +known; but she felt it almost impossible to stir; and the first words +she heard kept her chained to her seat. + +"A sad pity," Mrs. Madgwick was remarking in her unctuous voice. "I +always felt there was something just a little--well, what shall I call +it?--second-rate about the girl. Mr. Rose being a gentleman in every +sense of the word makes the whole thing so much worse." + +"It does." Lady Martin's thin lips tightened. "I too knew from the first +that the young woman was not a lady--why, on the occasion of my +welcoming call I found her entertaining this very cousin to a repast of +tea and shrimps--or was it periwinkles? Something vulgar, anyway, and I +am nearly sure I saw a plate of watercresses as well." + +"Dear me," said the vicar's wife acidly. "What class does the girl +spring from? I always thought it was only servants or shop-girls who ate +things of that sort--with vinegar--for tea!" + +"Well, we have Mrs. Rose's own word for it that her cousin is assistant +in a shop." Lady Martin laughed disagreeably. "I have no doubt Mrs. Rose +was employed in the same manner before her marriage. It is really +remarkable what matches these pert shop girls make nowadays. Men seem to +prefer them to our daughters, though it is hard to understand." + +"Hard? Impossible!" The Vicar's wife, thinking of her own plain and +middle-aged daughters, spoke snappily. "As you say, no doubt Mrs. Rose +was some little shop-assistant----" + +"Ah, no! I remember now!" Lady Martin spoke mysteriously, and Mrs. +Madgwick looked up sharply. "Mrs. Rose was not in a shop. It was not +there that Mr. Rose met her. As a matter of fact she was his typist." + +"His typist! Ah!" Toni, listening breathlessly, could not fathom the +significance of the lady's tone. + +"Of course he would never have married her if he had not been so sore +about Miss Rees." Lady Martin spoke fluently. "I had the whole story of +that affair from a friend of my daughter's who was intimately acquainted +with Miss Rees." + +"But--who is--or was--Miss Rees?" The speaker little knew how Toni +blessed her for putting the question. + +"The girl he should have married--the Earl of Paulton's niece." Lady +Martin paused a moment to brush away an inquisitive gnat. "It was quite +a romantic affair, at first. Mr. Rose was devoted, positively devoted to +her, and she is really a charming girl, handsome, accomplished, in every +way a contrast to the poor little creature he has married." + +"But why, if he were so devoted----" + +"Didn't he marry her? Well, it seems he had a motor smash, knocked +himself up and had to go away for a time; and whether, as I have been +told, she was glad of the excuse to break her promise, or whether there +was some other reason, I don't know, but anyhow she threw him over and +married Lord Saxonby without telling her first _fiancé_ a word about +it." + +"And he took it to heart?" Mrs. Madgwick felt exhilarated by this +authentic peep into the lives of the great ones of the earth. "Of course +it must be galling to be thrown over for another man--though when it is +a Lord----" + +"Well, a Lord's no worse than another man," said Lady Martin rather +ambiguously. "But they say there was a terrible scene--Mr. Rose +reproaching the girl and threatening to kill Lord Saxonby, and making +all sorts of wild threats. My daughter's friend had a maid who had been +with Lady Saxonby, and she told her all this." + +"Ah, then of course it's true." Mrs. Madgwick, having a mind which +delighted in gossip, did not quarrel with the source of information. +"But I don't yet see why Mr. Rose married this girl. Surely there must +have been plenty of ladies he could have had." + +"Ah, but they all knew he'd been jilted," said Lady Martin wisely. +"Besides they say he had sworn to marry the first woman who would have +him, to get even with Miss Rees, you know, and I haven't a shadow of +doubt this girl threw herself at his head." + +"Very likely," agreed the Vicar's wife charitably. "Girls of that class +are so pushing. But as a wife for Mr. Rose and the mistress of +Greenriver she is eminently unsuitable." + +"Dreadfully so," sighed Lady Martin. "I feel so sorry for the poor man +tied to a common, empty-headed little thing like that. They tell me she +is an absolute fool--and really in these days of evening classes and +polytechnics there is no excuse for such lamentable ignorance as she +displays. I hear that when they go out to dinner she sits as dumb as a +fish--or else commits such shocking solecisms that her poor husband +blushes for her." + +"Really? I have had very little conversation with her," said the other +woman judicially. "And beyond noting her deplorable unsoundness on +religious matters I have had few opportunities of probing her mind." + +"Her mind? She hasn't one," snapped Lady Martin. "She is one of those +mindless, soulless women who are simply parasites, clinging to men for +what they can get--a home, money, position--and give nothing in return +because they have nothing to give." + +"It is indeed sad for Mr. Rose," said Mrs. Madgwick compassionately. "So +dreadfully boring for a clever man to be hampered with a silly wife--and +one with such unpresentable relations, too. What was her cousin like? +Quite--quite, I suppose." + +"Oh, quite," agreed Lady Martin. "A red-faced, blowsy young woman with a +large bust and a pinched-in waist. Just the sort of girl you'd expect to +find in a draper's shop in Brixton. But now, I really feel quite rested. +Suppose we return to the Bazaar? I have one or two little purchases to +make, and possibly by now the things will be reduced in price." + +The Vicar's wife rose with alacrity, and the two ladies moved away, +discussing the probable financial result of the Bazaar, and Toni was +left alone with her new knowledge. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + + +At half-past five on that same afternoon Jim Herrick and his dog were +strolling across the meadows leading from the river to the village of +Willowhurst. + +The sky, which had been brilliantly blue all day, was beginning to be +overcast, causing the energetic helpers at the Vicarage Bazaar to throw +anxious glances towards the gathering clouds, and Herrick, who was a +fair weather-prophet, foresaw a storm before sunset. + +As he threw his leg over the stile leading into the last meadow, he +paused suddenly. + +Approaching him was Owen Rose's wife; and something in her mode of +progress struck him as peculiar. She was coming along at a sort of fast +walk, breaking now and then into a few running steps, stumbling +occasionally and even stopping dead for a second before resuming her +hurrying advance. + +Her eyes were downcast; and she was quite close to him before she +realized his presence. When she did look up he saw that she was crying, +openly, sobbingly, as a child cries, the tears running in little +channels over her cheeks and dropping unheeded where they would. + +Even when she saw that she was not alone, Toni could not check those +treacherous tears; and something told Herrick that she was craving for +sympathy, that here was no sophisticated woman of the world, to whom the +encounter would spell annoyance, but a forlorn and solitary child crying +out its heart over some real or fancied tribulation, to whom a kindly +word, a friendly greeting would bring only comfort. + +He jumped off the stile and approached her, hat in hand. + +"Mrs. Rose? You're in trouble over something? Will you tell me what's +wrong--perhaps I can help you somehow?" + +To his relief he saw that his impression had been correct. She turned to +him desperately, like a child seeking consolation. + +"Mr. Herrick"--she sobbed out the words--"I'm so miserable--I don't know +what to do!" + +"Come, that's bad!" He spoke kindly. "Well, suppose you rest here a +moment and dry your eyes?" + +She fumbled blindly in the front of her gown and then gave up the search +with a childish wail. + +"I've not got a handkerchief--I've lost it somewhere!" + +"Never mind, I have one." He drew out a large silk square as yet +unfolded, and pressed it into her hand. "There, use that--and then we'll +have a talk." + +She dried her eyes obediently, though fresh tears threatened to make her +obedience futile; and then, still clinging to his handkerchief, she +leaned against the stile and tried to regain her self-control. + +"Well?" His tone, with its gentle sympathy, was balm to poor Toni's sore +heart. "Come, little lady, what's the trouble? Let's see if we can't +find a way out of it together." + +She turned her eyes on him as he spoke, and he was almost startled at +what he read there; for surely there was a hint of almost womanly +suffering in their usually childish depths; and he knew intuitively that +this was not the thoughtless, light-hearted girl he had previously known +as Toni Rose. + +"Mr. Herrick"--she spoke in a low voice, which in spite of all her +efforts shook a little--"just now at the Vicarage Bazaar I heard Lady +Martin and Mrs. Madgwick talking about me; and they said such terrible +things that I think my heart will break!" + +"Oh, come, Mrs. Rose!" His tone had, as he intended, a bracing effect. +"Hearts don't break so easily as that! Whatever those two chatterers may +have said, you must not let it affect you so seriously." + +"They said I was common--and ill-bred--and ignorant." The words startled +her hearer, though she spoke them with a kind of dreary quietness which +was not without pathos. "They said Owen only married me because some +girl--an earl's niece--had thrown him over and he wanted to get his own +back--they said he was ashamed of me, that he blushed for me when we +went out to dinner, and everyone pitied him for having such a common, +empty-headed wife." + +"My dear Mrs. Rose----" For a moment Herrick's wits deserted him beneath +this recapitulation; and before he could hit on the right words, Toni +had begun again. + +"They said it was a pity for a clever man to be tied to an ignorant +wife, that I bored him to death; and Lady Martin said I was a parasite, +clinging to him for money and food, and that I had spoilt his life and +ruined his career----" + +"Oh, that is nonsense!" Herrick shook off the mental paralysis which had +held him tongue-tied, and spoke vigorously. "No man's life was ever +spoilt by the possession of a pretty, loving wife--like you." + +"Ah, but you don't understand." She spoke drearily. "I _have_ been a +fool, I suppose. I was so happy myself that I never thought of Owen. I +mean I just went on loving him--thinking he loved me. I didn't bother +about his work and his career--it never struck me I should be doing Owen +harm by my ignorance. I knew I wasn't clever enough to help him, but I +thought that didn't matter so long as we were happy...." + +"But you _were_ happy?" + +"I was." A big tear rolled forlornly down her cheek. "It was so +lovely here--like a beautiful dream--the summer and the river and the +roses ... every day was better than the last and I thought it would +always be like that ... I had never dreamed I could be so happy ... it +was just like a fairy-tale, I used to think sometimes I was like an +enchanted princess, living in a wonderful castle--with my prince...." Her +voice sank to a whisper, and she gazed out over the flower-strewn meadows +with a wide-eyed glance which saw nothing. + +Herrick's big heart, which in spite of his life's tragedy held still an +infinite compassion for all weak and helpless things, was wrung with +pity for this poor little creature, whose eyes had been opened so +cruelly to the fact that life was not all an enchanted fairyland; and +when he spoke his deep voice was very gentle. + +"See here, little lady, you mustn't take all this to heart. These women +were talking, you must remember, without any intimate knowledge of your +affairs; and we all know that gossip is eminently uncharitable. Besides, +loyalty to your husband should make you believe in him and his love." + +"I do." She stopped abruptly, then went on again more impetuously. "But +the worst of it is, I believe it is true, what they said. I _am_ +ignorant and silly. I hate going out to parties; I never feel at ease, I +make foolish mistakes. Owen has been very kind, he has only laughed, but +it must have been horrid for him to have such a foolish wife. At home, +too ... it's quite true I haven't helped him. I've been out all day +enjoying myself, and not bothering about his work. I did at first, and I +made such stupid blunders that he used to have to do it all over again." + +"Well, that's nothing." He spoke lightly. "After all, you are not a +literary expert like your husband, and you can't be expected to do his +work." + +"No." She caught her white teeth fiercely in her lip. "But lots of women +could have helped him. This one they spoke of--they said she was clever, +accomplished, just the sort of wife for a man like Owen--not a stupid +little dummy like me. And"--she paused, and every tinge of colour faded +out of her face--"they said I was common--not a lady. Mr. Herrick, am I +common? Am I--not a lady?" + +With her eyes on his face, eyes full of a desperate hurt, Herrick felt a +wild, impotent desire to strangle the two mischief-makers who had +changed this girl's joy into bitterness, had turned a child's enchanted +castle into a structure of pasteboard; but when he spoke his tone was +admirably light. + +"My dear child, now you are talking absolute nonsense. Common? Well, to +me commonness consists in common behaviour, mean tempers, a nasty, +spiteful attitude of mind, a discontent with one's surroundings, a petty +jealousy of others--oh, I hate a common mind as much as anyone in the +world--but to use the word in connection with you is merely an abuse of +language and not to be treated seriously." + +She was half perplexed, half comforted. + +"But a lady, Mr. Herrick? Am I or am I not--a lady?" + +"Well," he said slowly, "that again depends on the use of the word. Mrs. +Swastika, my excellent charwoman, is referred to by her friends as 'the +lady who looks after that queer man in the bungalow'; and when my usual +milkman was taken ill the other day, my modest pint of milk was brought +by a pig-tailed girl who announced, 'I'm the young lady as takes round +Mr. Piggott's milk when he's sick!' So that you see the term 'lady' is +capable of wide interpretation." + +"But _am_ I?" Her wistful tone craved for reassurance and Herrick gave +it promptly. + +"If by 'lady' you mean a woman who is fit to mix with any one in the +land, yes," he said. "Of course you are." + +She gave him a wan little smile, and dried away a few tears with the aid +of his handkerchief. + +"I don't know where mine is," she said, half-crying, half-laughing. "I +must have dropped it somewhere." + +"Or the Boo-Boos took it." He smiled at her puzzled expression. "Don't +you know those dreadful little people--the people who hide one's pencils +and one's handkerchiefs, put the clock back so that one misses one's +train--or an appointment--and invariably send an organ-grinder outside +one's window when one is hard at work and can't bear a noise!" + +"But why do you call them Boo-Boos?" She might have been a child asking +for the explanation of a fairy-tale. + +"Well, they aren't Brownies, because _they_ are a good little folk. And +the Pixies, though their tricks are much the same, pursue their +avocations out of doors on moor or hill; so that the only name I could +find for them was just that--Boo-Boos!" + +He laughed at her bewildered face. + +"Come, Mrs. Rose, don't you ever feel conscious of their teasing +presence? Don't you lose your hair-pins, or your brooches, or whatever +corresponds to our collar-studs? And have you never noticed how a pen +with which you are about to sign an important document, a will or +something of the kind, has changed mysteriously into a pencil--generally +without a point--when you pick it up?" + +He had succeeded in his intention. His nonsense had won her to a smile; +and the eyes which a few moments before had looked like those of a +tortured woman were once again the eyes of a child. + +"Do you know, Mrs. Rose"--Herrick felt there was danger in prolonging +the situation once she had attained a comparative serenity--"I'm afraid +it's going to rain! Don't you think we had better be moving homewards?" + +She rose at once. + +"Just as you like." She spoke with the utmost docility. "I suppose we +had better go. I haven't an umbrella--have you?" + +"No--and your dress is thin." He looked at her white gown, which had not +been improved by her incarceration in the mouldy summer-house, and +showed traces of the dust and dirt of the bench on which she had +crouched while the two women talked outside. Altogether Toni presented a +pathetic little figure; and Herrick felt a sudden desire to know her +safely at home, hidden from inquisitive eyes. + +He called Olga, who had been playing an enticing game of hunting quite +imaginary rabbits in the hedgerow; and when the great dog bounded up in +obedience to his summons, he jumped over the stile and held out his hand +to help Toni. She climbed over rather lifelessly, catching her white +skirt on a splinter of wood and tearing a rent which filled Herrick with +dismay. + +"You've torn your pretty dress! What a shame--will it be quite spoilt?" + +"Oh no, I can mead it," she returned indifferently, "and any way it +doesn't matter." To Toni nothing mattered just then. + +"That wretched splinter was to blame. I'm afraid I didn't notice it," he +said contritely. + +"Oh, it wasn't your fault. Perhaps it was one of your queer creatures, +the Boo-Boos," said Toni with a wintry attempt at a smile; and Herrick +was struck with the readiness with which she had adopted his whimsical +theory. + +As they went across the fields beneath the now cloudy sky, he tried to +keep the conversation at the same light level; but although Toni strove +to adapt herself to his mood, it was evident that her thoughts were +still circling round the revelation which had shattered her fairy +castle; and just as the chimneys of Greenriver came in sight above the +tall tree-tops, she asked him a question which had been formulating in +her mind throughout the walk homewards. + +"Mr. Herrick, do you think I could improve myself somehow--I mean could +I read some books, or do something to make myself a more suitable wife +for Owen? You know"--she caught her breath--"I can't bear for him to be +ashamed of me, or bored with me--and they said--those women, that he was +both." + +For a second Herrick thought of treating the matter lightly, assuring +her that what the women had said was of no importance whatever. Then he +knew there was only one course open to him, and he met sincerity with +sincerity, candour with candour. + +"It would be very easy for you to do a little reading," he said quietly. +"Of course a literary man like Mr. Rose forgets that everyone has not +his fine taste in books; and on the other hand, it is very easy to +acquire a liking for poor stuff. But there are lots of authors who would +delight you with their books, and if I can give you any help I shall be +charmed to make you out a list." + +"Will you?" Her eyes lighted up for a second. "There are hundreds of +books in the house--the library is supposed to be rather remarkable, you +know, and I expect lots of the books you mean are there." + +"I've no doubt of it." He remembered hearing of the unique collection +which Greenriver housed. "Tell me what sort of books you like? Travel, +history, romance--what?" + +The light died out of her eyes. + +"I don't know." Her voice sounded flat. "I don't think I like anything +much--except stories. Novels, I mean," she added hastily. + +"Well, there are plenty of very fine novels," he said cheerily. "And no +one need be ashamed of liking that form of story-telling. I always fail +to understand the attitude of the person who says 'I _never_ read +novels!' as though he were claiming a tremendous superiority, whereas +he's only showing himself a narrow-minded and unimaginative person!" + +"But reading novels won't make me clever?" said Toni rather wistfully. + +"Well, probably not, if you read nothing else," he owned. "But there is +plenty more stuff for you to read. What about poetry?" + +She shook her head. + +"Well, you'll soon get to like it," he said smiling. "You needn't flesh +your maiden sword in Browning, you know. Anyway, I will send you a list, +shall I?--of books that I think you'll like. Can you read French?" + +Blushing, she confessed her inability to do more than recognize a French +quotation here and there; and a new thought filled her mind. + +"Do you think if I were to study French, Mr. Herrick? I've got all my +old books, and I could do an exercise every day." + +Herrick was half inclined to smile, but she was so desperately in +earnest that he refrained. + +"A capital plan," he said heartily, thinking to himself that the harder +she worked the less time she would have for fretting. + +"And if I got to know more poetry I might be able to help Owen with his +articles," she said, smiling happily, reassured by his friendly counsel. +"Of course they were quite right--I _am_ stupid and ignorant, but if I +work hard I think I ought to be able to make myself useful to Owen, +oughtn't I, Mr. Herrick?" + +"Don't work too hard," he said, half jesting, half in earnest. "You +don't want to turn yourself into a blue-stocking, do you? Don't +over-develop your brain at the expense of your heart and soul, as so +many learned women have done--to their ultimate despair." + +"There's no fear of that." Toni spoke in a low voice, and again he +caught a glimpse of something disconcerting in her clear eyes. "Those +women said I _had_ no soul. But that's nonsense, because everyone has a +soul." + +"But not everyone realizes it," he said. "Some people go through life +and never know they have more than a body, which claims attention while +the soul waits, yearningly, for recognition." + +He had spoken half to himself, his thoughts wandering for a moment from +the girl beside him to another girl whose soul had been, to him at +least, as a sealed book. + +"I have been like that," said Toni surprisingly. "But I have a soul--and +for Owen's sake I am going to prove it. Only"--she faltered find her +brave accents died away--"perhaps it is too late, after all." + + * * * * * + +And though, when he left her at her own door, refusing her invitation to +enter, she had regained much of her usual manner, her last words haunted +Herrick all through the long, lonely evening. + +He knew quite well that there was a good deal of truth in the accusation +brought against the shrinking Toni. Although he lived a solitary life, +it was impossible altogether to avoid contact with one's neighbours +along the river; and he had heard sundry bits of conversation concerning +Toni which went to prove that Owen Rose's choice of a wife was freely +criticized in the neighbourhood. People agreed that she was certainly +surprisingly pretty, but she did not belong to the class which filled +all the big houses round about. The charitable said she was shy, the +malicious called her _gauche_, without perhaps knowing exactly what they +meant; and everyone who had talked to her asserted that she had no +conversation, and did not appear in the least a suitable wife for a +clever man like Mr. Rose. + +"Poor little girl!" Herrick rose from his seat with a sigh at the end of +the long, dreary evening. "I'm sorry for her--like the little mermaiden +of Hans Andersen, she is ready--now--to dance upon knives for the +possession of a soul! Well, she'll win her soul all right, but God grant +the winning of it doesn't end in tragedy!" + +He stood for a moment gazing into vacancy with a half-tender, +half-cynical smile on his lips. Then he extinguished the lamp, called +Olga from her resting-place on the old divan, and went slowly to bed. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + + +Herrick duly sent Toni a list of such books as he thought suitable for +her purpose; and then began for Toni a succession of long and, if the +truth be told, tedious days spent, in Owen's absence, in the quiet, +stately library, while the August sunshine streamed in through the big +mullioned windows, and turned the books, in their many-hued bindings, +into pools of rich, dim colour, lighted here and there with the flash of +gold, the gleam of purple and scarlet. + +Toni used to wish, half-rebelliously, that the sun would not shine in so +gloriously, turning the polished floor into a golden sea, and bathing +her, as she sat at the table, in a flood of dancing sunbeams. + +It was so hard to sit there reading, trying in vain to dig out the heart +of some book of old stories, sagas and the like, or struggling +helplessly to understand a poem written in lovely but surely +incomprehensible metaphors, and full of words which, though she realized +their beauty, still conveyed little to her intelligence. + +Herrick had perhaps slightly over-estimated her powers. He had never +before come in contact with quite such an undeveloped mind. His own +married life had been too short for him to grasp fully the +characteristics of his wife, and although in some respects she had not +been unlike Toni, she had been differently educated. Her mind had +perhaps little depth, but she was quick and versatile; and owing to her +surroundings she had been able, always, to adopt the shibboleth of the +social set to which she belonged by right of birth. + +So it was that Herrick, with all his sympathy, all his intuition, failed +to plumb the shallows of Toni's mind. He gave her Rossetti when he +should have given her Ella Wheeler Wilcox; and George Eliot when he +should have introduced her to Jane Austen and her gentle sister, Miss +Burney. The "Idylls of the King," clothed in Tennyson's poetic garments, +would have won her interest--instead he advised her to read Malory, and +read him she obediently did, until her brain ached with the clash of +swords, and her eyes were wearied with the glitter of the dragons' +scales or the silver mail of the knights who fought to the death for the +damsels they served. + +Knowing her love of outdoor life, he sent her to Borrow, but even +"Lavengro" failed to charm the lonely student, to whom the sun, the +moon, the stars were all "sweet things" indeed, when no printed page +intervened between her and their sweetness. + +It was weary work, toiling there day after day, while the river flashed +and gleamed in the sunlight, and Jock ran barking hither and thither +under the windows, as though imploring her to leave those musty haunts +and come to chase the elusive yellow sunbeams on the lawn. + +At first she had been used to take the big, high-backed chair at the +head of the table, and spreading out her books, refuse to cast so much +as a look at the sunny world without; but after four or five mornings so +spent she gave in suddenly and betook herself to the little table in the +window, where from her seat she could watch the tall white lilies +swaying in the breeze, or catch the fragrance of the mauve and scarlet +sweet-peas which climbed their hedge just out of sight. + +It was weary work, and Toni's eyes and head ached when the luncheon-bell +rang to set her free from her self-imposed task; but she did not give +in, and after her hasty meal she would return to the library and +struggle till tea-time with half a dozen French exercises, which by the +aid of a key she sternly corrected when finished. + +When Owen arrived home, shortly before dinner, Toni was worn out with +the combined effects of her mental exertions and her lack of fresh air; +but Owen, who was turning over in his mind the material for a novel, was +not in a mood to notice her unwonted silence, and was relieved when, +after dinner, she went early to bed and set him free to spend the +evening in his sanctum, making notes and generally planning out the book +he felt he could write. + +To the novelist there comes, at the inception of a book, a period in +which the things and people around him recede into the background before +the people and things he seeks to create; and it is scarcely to be +wondered at if at these times the writer's vision, which is turned, so +to speak, inward, fails to realize the significance of the scenes being +enacted beneath his mortal eyes. + +And it was so with Owen. During that strenuous fortnight of Toni's +laborious study, Owen was so fully occupied with the visions of his +brain that he had little time to spare for the flesh and blood inmate of +his home; and though he was always kind to Toni, he did not notice that +the laughter was absent from her lips, the joyful light of happiness +quenched in her eyes. + +The idea of his book was beginning to absorb him very thoroughly. +Hitherto he had never had the time to devote to purely imaginative work; +but now that the _Bridge_ was going ahead and his series of articles for +outside papers was finished, he felt the call of fiction very strongly. + +His story was concerned with the conflict between East and West, with +the life of an Indian prince who, after his English education, was +called upon to rule his dead father's kingdom; and Owen's impressions of +India, gathered during a stay of some months in that magic land, formed +a brilliant setting for the half-political, half-romantic story he had +to tell. + +Barry, who was, of course, in the secret, was intensely interested in +this new departure; and had no doubt whatever as to the certainty of +Owen's success. Indeed Owen himself was surprised at the ease with which +he did work he felt to be good. By nature a critic, he would have been +the first to detect signs of carelessness, of over-fluency even in his +own writing; but the narrative, with its felicitous turns of expression, +its lucid, clear-cut phrases, slipped naturally from his pen; and he +felt to the full the truth of Stevenson's couplet: + + "Bright is the ring of words + When the right man rings them." + +One afternoon Owen invited Barry to motor down and dine with them at +Greenriver; and Barry accepted the invitation with alacrity, for he had +not seen Toni for some weeks and was anxious to know how life was +treating her. + +He hurried over his work for the afternoon, and Miss Loder, the +secretary whose services he and Owen shared in common, was secretly +surprised, not to say shocked, by his flippant behaviour over a +monograph supplied by a valued contributor. + +"It's a bit stodgy, eh, Miss Loder? You can feel the ecclesiastical hand +upon the pen-holder, can't you?" + +Miss Loder was the daughter of a clergyman, whose large family had all +been educated with a view to doing some sort of work in the world, and +as was only natural she resented the implied censure on the Church. + +"If purity of English and clarity of thought are stodgy, Mr. Raymond, I +suppose you are right. But what a treat this is after the article of +young Bright's! That was hardly in keeping with the tone of the +_Bridge_, if you like!" + +"Young Bright's article--why, Miss Loder, it was a gem! It was whimsical +in tone, I grant you, perhaps here and there a trifle frivolous, but it +was splendid in its way. It simply sparkled with wit and a kind of +delicate satire." + +"You thought so? I'm afraid I didn't." Miss Loder, who at Cambridge had +been known as an excellent debater, closed the subject by her tone; and +Barry smiled quietly at her self-sufficiency. + +Truth to tell, he had never much liked Miss Loder. While admitting her +absolute competency for the post--for she was in her way a brilliant +young woman--he found her unsympathetic, narrow-minded, wedded to her +own standards of thought and behaviour; and he was wont to assert that +her clear grey eye struck terror to his soul. + +Miss Loder had been intended for a scholastic career: but although she +had passed through her College life with distinction, she found that +after all teaching was not her vocation. + +She was absolutely devoid of patience, and wanting in the tact, the +kindly firmness, the warm sympathy, which go to equip the perfect +teacher; and although she might have a subject at her very finger-tips, +so to speak, she found it almost impossible to hand on her knowledge so +that her class might share it with her. + +Once she realized the fact, Miss Loder very wisely withdrew from the +field in which she was unable to shine; and since the death of her +father had rendered it imperative that she find some remunerative work +without delay, she was glad to accept the post which Owen offered her +through a mutual friend. + +Having once intended to take up journalism, she was conversant with the +mysteries of typewriting and shorthand, and her excellent classical +education rendered her particularly fitted for the post of secretary to +the editor of the _Bridge_ and his coadjutor, Barry Raymond. Her own +literary taste was admirable, if a trifle academic; and Owen found her a +really useful person with whom to discuss the various departments of his +beloved review. + +In appearance, Miss Loder was of middle height, with good features, grey +eyes of an almost disconcerting frankness, and fair hair which she +parted on her forehead and coiled neatly round her head. She was +twenty-nine years of age, but looked younger; and she generally wore a +well-cut grey skirt and severely plain white shirt, which somehow suited +her rather boyish appearance. + +At five o'clock on this particular afternoon Barry bade her good-day, +and joined Owen in the street outside the office, where the big motor +stood throbbing impatiently beneath its owner's hand. + +"Jump in, Barry. If we have a good run we might take Toni on the river +for an hour. Poor little girl, I'm afraid I've rather neglected her +lately." + +Barry took his seat, and under Owen's skilful guidance they were soon +out of the City tumult, speeding smoothly away in the direction of +Richmond. + +It was just beyond Staines that the accident happened. + +Through no fault of his own Owen collided with a badly-steered motor +negotiating a sharp bend; and though no one else was injured it was +discovered, after all was over, that Owen had sustained a fracture of +the right arm. + +The owner of the other car, who was only too palpably a novice in the +art of driving, confounded himself in apologies. He was indeed so +manifestly upset and distressed to find what his carelessness had done, +that in the midst of his own natural annoyance Owen found time to assure +him of his complete forgiveness; and the irony of the situation was made +evident when it leaked out that the offender was a surgeon, resident in +the district, who practised the art of motoring in his spare moments. + +He insisted on Owen returning with him to receive all the care and +attention his medical skill could supply; and thus it was that when the +car, driven by Barry, finally drew up in front of the hall door of +Greenriver, Toni, running down the steps to greet her husband and his +visitor, was startled to observe Owen, a trifle pale, descend from the +car with his right arm supported in a black silk sling. + +"Owen!" Every vestige of colour died out of Toni's face. "What has +happened? You've had an accident!" + +"Nothing much, dear!" He spoke reassuringly. "Collided with another car +outside Staines, and I've broken my stupid arm. But that's all." + +"Quite enough," struck in Barry, smiling. "No one else was hurt, Mrs. +Rose--not even the old idiot who was to blame." + +"It's nearly dinner-time, I suppose," said Owen, looking up at the hall +clock. "We started early to take you on the river, Toni, but I'm afraid +it's too late now." + +"And you're disabled," said Barry. "You'll be dependent on our good +offices for your dinner; won't he, Mrs. Rose?" + +And so it proved, for like a good many people Owen felt utterly at a +loss with only one available hand. To Toni fell the task of cutting up +his food, and her big eyes grew anxious as she noted his lack of +appetite. + +As a matter of fact Owen felt disinclined for food, for anything but +solitude and rest. His head was aching, and his arm was beginning to +pain him so severely that he feared sleep would be out of the question. + +After dinner he yielded to the joint entreaties of Toni and Barry and +went to bed; leaving his wife to entertain his guest until the car +should come round to take him to the station. + +The evening had closed in with rain, and the two sat by one of the +widely-opened windows in the drawing-room, looking out into the dusky +garden, and listening to the soft patter of the rain on the foliage +bordering the lawn. There was no wind, and against the cloudy sky the +tall trees stood like black giants holding out immovable arms, while +from the flowers, refreshed by the shower after their hot, thirsty day, +a grateful fragrance rose to sweeten the damp, cool air. + +For some time Barry and his hostess sat in silence. Toni had taken her +favourite low chair, and her hands lay idly in her lap, the wedding-ring +which was their sole ornament gleaming in the lamplight. To Barry's eyes +her youthful prettiness had a slightly dimmed effect. Without losing +anything of its virginal purity of outline there was a hint of +weariness, of almost jaded fatigue, which startled Barry. He thought +always of Toni as some joyous woodland nymph, a pagan it might be, a +hedonist by nature and training; and while he had regretted, formerly, +her lack of worldly and womanly experience, it gave him something of a +pang at heart to find that this little pagan creature, this pretty, +wild, untutored Undine could apparently lose, for the moment at least, +her joy in the "sweet things" of life. That in the process she might be +slowly and painfully realizing her soul he did not stop to think. To him +the fatigue in her face was pathetic; to Herrick it would have been +enlightening. + +"Mr. Raymond----" Toni spoke at last, and he threw off his absorption to +listen. "If Owen's arm is broken, how will he do his work?" + +"That is just what I've been wondering," said Barry. "Of course the +ordinary office work, the work of the _Bridge_, will go on all right +without him for a bit. I mean--well, you see I can look after things +pretty well, and we have an excellent secretary in Miss Loder." + +"But his own work? He is writing a book--a novel, isn't he? He said +something about it--though he hasn't read any of it to me," added Toni +rather wistfully. + +"I don't suppose he's got very far," said Barry, wondering whether she +felt slighted by the omission. "Owen is a quick worker, I know, but he +has only been at it for a week or two." + +"Oh, I know," she replied hastily. "But how will he go on with it? He +can't write with his left hand, can he?" + +"Not very well." An idea struck Barry, and without stopping to think he +gave it utterance. "Look here, Mrs. Rose, you can help Owen no end! You +must take it down for him. You could easily scribble it off and then +type it out afterwards, couldn't you?" + +Into Toni's eyes flashed a light of pure joy. + +"Oh, do you think I could! I'd do anything--anything to help Owen," she +said eagerly. "It wouldn't be like his articles, full of quotations and +things that want verifying, would it? I mean even a stupid girl--like +me--could do it, couldn't she?" + +"You're not stupid," he rallied her gaily. "Look how quickly you learned +to read proof! And even the superior Miss Loder doesn't type as well as +you!" + +"Doesn't she!" Toni's depression had vanished like magic, and her eyes +were sparkling as she looked at him. "Oh, if I could! But I don't +believe I dare offer, Mr. Raymond! Do you think if _you_ were to mention +it to Owen----" + +"Oh, it would come much better from you!" Barry, whose interference on +the subject of Owen's marriage had not been too well received, shrank +from further officiousness. "If you propose it, I'm sure Owen will jump +at it; and he won't mind his enforced helplessness half so much if he +can get on with the book." + +For a moment Toni said nothing. + +The rain had ceased, and in the darkened sky one or two pale-gold stars +were gleaming. The air was full of sweet, moist scents; and a big white +owl flew by the window, looking weird and ghostly in the dusk. A moment +later they heard him hoot from his eyrie in one of the tall tree-tops, +and Toni shivered a little. + +"I can't get used to their queer cries," she said in a low voice. +"Sometimes I hear them in the night, and they make me shudder. Owen +laughs at me, and quotes Shakespeare, about the owl and the baker's +daughter, but I hate them, all the same." + +"I rather like them," said Barry lightly. "Anyway, you mustn't drive +them away; it's the very worst of luck to turn them out of their +accustomed dwelling-places!" + +"Then, they'll have to stop, I suppose," said Toni practically. "But I +shall go on hating them all the same!" + +Barry laughed and turned the conversation back to her proposed +collaboration with Owen; and Toni was only too eager to discuss the +subject, which lasted, indeed, until Barry said good-bye. + +His last glimpse of her was as she stood on the steps calling out her +farewell; and he carried away a clearly-cut impression of the slight, +blue-robed figure, her black hair a little loosened round her eager, +vivid face, her eyes full of a new and ardent resolution, which had +quite banished the look of sadness and fatigue he had noticed earlier in +the evening. + +It was evident his suggestion had fired her heart and mind, and for a +moment, as he was borne swiftly down the black avenue on to the high +road, Barry asked himself if he had done well to light that lamp of hope +and high desire in her soul. + +If Owen should refuse her aid, if he should let her see that he had no +desire for help from her, no exportation of any adequate service, the +flame which Barry's words had lit would be cruelly extinguished, leaving +in its place only the blank and utter darkness of disillusionment. + +And once removed from her beseeching presence, Barry wondered, rather +hopelessly, if indeed Toni's help would be of any value. She was ready, +eager indeed, to be of use; but was she capable of work such as Owen +would require? + +Against his will Barry had a vision of Miss Loder in Toni's place--not +as wife, but as assistant--and he confessed to himself with a groan that +the highly-finished product of school and college would probably prove +herself of far more practical use than the impulsive, emotional, and +alas! unliterary Toni. + +But the harm was done now. He had lighted the torch in Toni's soul, and +he could only hope that no adverse breath would blow to extinguish its +flame. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + + +"Toni, I have a proposal to make. Suppose you stop typing for a little +while and listen to me. Will you, dear?" + +Toni, all the colour slipping out of her face, put down the sheet she +had just taken up and waited obediently to hear Owen's proposal. + +This was the ninth day of their mutual labour; and even Toni's optimism +could not assert that the experience had been successful. + +She had tried so hard, poor Toni. With every nerve strained to the +utmost, with her mind emptied of anything which did not bear upon the +subject in hand, she had striven to help Owen, to take down from +dictation the words, the sentences, in which his thoughts were clothed. + +She had learned not to look up expectantly at every pause, since she had +realized that to the harassed author, struggling for the one right +phrase, that bright expectancy exercised a deadening effect; and she +never even raised her head when silence fell--the silence in which Owen +weighed and sifted his material, selecting this, rejecting that, and +embodying the result in just the one glowing, clean-cut sentence which +would effectually tell. + +But Toni found herself, all unwillingly, handicapped, by her +non-comprehension both of the matter and method of Owen's creative work. + +A plain, straightforward story Toni could assimilate easily enough. +Something primitive in her responded, also, to the call of the +world-wide emotions of love, hatred, revenge; but Owen's book dealt with +none of these; and the subtle philosophy, the carefully interwoven +motives of political expediency and half-reluctant patriotism were alike +uninteresting and unintelligible. + +Where she did not understand, it was natural she should transcribe +incorrectly; and although it was easy for Owen to revise the typewritten +script after each day's labours, he was perpetually checked in his +stride, as it were, by the necessity of repeating or explaining some +incident or allusion by which Toni was frankly puzzled. + +Naturally, too, the girl was nervous; and Owen's habit of striding to +and fro as he dictated made things, as she said desperately to herself, +far worse. In vain she quickened her pace in a wild attempt to keep up +with him. Faster and faster went her pen, more and more indistinct grew +the scribbled words; and in the hour of stress all ideas of spelling and +punctuation took to themselves wings and fled. + +But worse even than her comparative failure with the merely mechanical +portion of the work was her mental inability to follow the working of +Owen's mind. Handicapped by the necessity of dictating his book, the +author often found himself at a standstill for some word which eluded +him; and although he encouraged Toni to make suggestions, it was very +seldom that she ventured to do so. The work went badly in consequence. +Owen used to think sometimes that if Toni's mind had been more attuned +to his, if they had shared ideas, had held the same standard in fiction, +he might have gained something from this enforced collaboration; but as +things were it became an irritation, effectually stopping the flow of +his ideas; and although he did his best to keep Toni in ignorance of his +feelings, she was bound to realize that the work was progressing in a +lame and halting fashion. + +Therefore she was not surprised when Owen broke it to her, gently, that +he was thinking of a change of secretary. + +"You see, dear,"--he spoke very kindly, feeling indeed very pitiful +towards the girl, whose fluctuating colour showed her mental +disturbance--"this sort of work demands a special training. You are +doing your best, I know, and I am very grateful to you, but you can see, +can't you, that I am getting on badly?" + +"Yes, Owen." She spoke very slowly, and for a moment Owen wondered +whether it would be possible to continue the present arrangement. Then +common sense and creative ardour combined to utter a decided negative, +and feeling himself to be brutal he hurried on. + +"Unfortunately I shan't be able to use my arm for some weeks. That +stupid old doctor ought to pay my secretary's fees, oughtn't he, since +he's responsible for my helplessness!" + +He laughed; but Toni said nothing, and after waiting a second he +continued: + +"You've been most awfully good and patient, dear, and I'm afraid I've +been horribly irritable over the job. But I don't think it's any good +our going on. I'm wearing you out, and losing a lot of time into the +bargain." + +"You are going on with the book?" + +"Of course, yes." His matter-of-fact assent caused poor Toni a pang. +"But I think I shall have to borrow Miss Loder from the office for a few +weeks. She is used to the job, you know. She told me she had once taken +down an eighty-thousand-word book, typed it, and seen it through the +press, because the author was nearly blind. So she would really know all +about the work." + +"Yes." Toni wondered, dully, why the sunshine which poured over her held +no warmth to-day. + +"Well, I'll drop a line to Barry and ask him if he can spare her for a +bit. There's a rather smart typist in one of the other rooms could take +her place, and I might not want her for very long. As far as the book +itself is concerned, I can't work fast enough to get it all done." + +"Yes." Sitting there, repeating the word, parrot-wise, Toni looked very +forlorn; and something in her attitude struck Owen with a perhaps +exaggerated feeling of remorse. + +"Well, that's settled," he said cheerfully, "and after this you needn't +lose your roses sitting indoors so much. I'll tell you what--let's have +a day off, shall we?" + +She nodded, hoping he would not see the tears in her eyes. + +"Right. We'll have the car--Fletcher will have to drive--and go for a +good long run into the country. We'll have lunch out and get back for +dinner. You'll like that?" + +"Very much." She rose. "I'll go and get ready, shall I?" + +"Yes. We'll start at once. By Jove, I shall enjoy a holiday myself!" + +Throughout the day Owen surrounded Toni with an atmosphere of kindness +which he trusted might dispel the soreness he guessed she was +experiencing; but somehow he failed in his object. + +Although the day was superb, a still, golden August day, when the summer +seemed to pause, arrested in its flight by the fulness of perfection to +which it had brought the land, neither Owen nor Toni was sorry to return +to Greenriver. As the car stopped in front of the door Toni cast a +rather wistful look at the jasmine-covered old house she had learned to +love; and for a moment she felt as though she saw herself as those other +women had seen her--the ignorant, frivolous, common little person whom +Owen had married out of pique. + +Never in all her life had Toni felt so humble as on this evening, when +she entered the house which was her home. What had she in common with +the beautiful old hall, with the broad staircase leading to the spacious +gallery, lighted now by the Ten Little Ladies, whose light pierced the +gloom like so many kindly little stars? + +The pictures, the bowls of roses, all the inanimate things she had grown +to look upon as friends--it seemed to her to-night that they looked +coldly to her, resenting her presence as an interloper; and in one +queer, horrible flash of insight Toni seemed to visualize the woman who +should have been the _châtelaine_ of Greenriver--a tall, dignified, +beautiful woman, with the bearing of a princess.... + +"What's the matter, dear?" Owen had seen her shiver. "Are you cold? Yet +it's a warm night." + +"No, thank you, I'm not cold." She spoke gently. "I--I think I'm a +little tired." + +She picked up a brown envelope from the table. + +"Look, Owen, here's a telegram for you." + +"So there is. Open it for me, will you, dear?" + +She did so and handed him the flimsy paper. His eyes brightened as he +read. + +"Good old Barry! He's wasted no time--Miss Loder will come down +to-morrow by the ten o'clock train. I must send the car." + +He went out and spoke to the chauffeur, returning to say: "Will you +arrange for some lunch to be sent up every day, Toni? She can get off by +the four train, I daresay, and that will give us a good long time for +work." + +"I will see to it," Toni said quietly. + +"Thanks, dear. Let me see, there's half an hour before dinner. I might +go and put everything in order as far as we've gone, so that we can +start fair. I mustn't waste her time when she gets here." + +"No. Of course not." + +Although she tried to speak casually, a note in her voice struck Owen +rather unpleasantly. He looked at her sharply in the lamplight; and +something in her child-like attitude, as she stood motionless, her hands +hanging by her sides, gave him a sudden twinge of something like +reproach. + +He looked round quickly. They were alone, and acting on impulse Owen +stooped, and putting his left hand under her chin, tilted her face +upwards until their eyes met. + +"Come, Toni." He had seen the tears in those wistful eyes of hers. +"What's the matter? You are not hurt about the work, are you? If you +would rather not have the woman, say so, and we will go on as we have +been doing. It will get easier in time." + +"Oh no!" Toni spoke quickly, though her lips quivered. "Indeed I'm not +hurt. I--I'm sorry I'm such a fool. I'm only a hindrance to you instead +of a help." + +Although he had no conception of the wound dealt to her by two +thoughtless women, Owen realized that she was in earnest; that she +understood, and regretted, her failure to give him the help he needed; +and for perhaps the first time since his marriage Owen pitied his wife +sincerely. After all, it was he, not she, who was to blame; and being +still in the dark, Owen thanked God that at least she had no idea he had +married her without giving her the love she had had a right to expect. + +"Hush, Toni dear." He held her to him with his sound arm. "After all, I +want you for my wife, not my typist. Miss Loder may be able to do the +work I want done better than you, because she's used to it; but you're +my wife, Toni, and what does anything else matter?" + +He did not know whether his words brought her any comfort. She smiled, +faintly, and returned the kiss he gave her before he let her go; but +when she was alone in her quiet room Toni wept till she could weep no +more. + +She hated Miss Loder from the first. + +Her self-possessed manner, her cool, grey eyes, above all the suggestion +of competency which lurked in every line of her trim, well-tailored +figure, all alike filled Toni with a sharp sense of resentment which she +felt to be both childish and stupid. + +Without perhaps intending it, Miss Loder conveyed a sense of +superiority. Toni was made to feel that this newcomer knew just why she +had been sent for--understood that it was in reality to Toni's +incapacity that she owed her present position; and Toni felt, with a +miserable intensity, that Miss Loder looked upon her as some brilliant +sixth-form girl would survey a kindergarten child, with a kindly, +half-amused, half-contemptuous tolerance. + +Never had Toni so desperately longed to be clever as during that first +week of Miss Loder's secretaryship; and never had she felt herself to be +so ignorant, so childish, so futile a companion for a man like Owen. + +At first Miss Loder had eaten her lunch in solitude. It was Toni's +suggestion that she should join them in the dining-room, and Owen, +supposing that Toni felt it a little discourteous to condemn the other +woman to a lonely meal, agreed cordially to the plan. + +Over her luncheon Miss Loder laid aside her rather scholastic, manner, +and talked pleasantly in a quite refreshingly frivolous way; but try as +she might Toni never felt at ease in her presence; and gradually she +dropped out of the conversation until she sat for the greater part of +the meal in silence. + +Owen, absorbed in his book, did not notice her taciturnity, and though +he responded politely to Miss Loder's chatter, it was evident he was not +captivated by her undoubted social gifts to the extent of forgetting the +purpose of her presence. + +As for Miss Loder, Toni had guessed her attitude towards Mr. Rose's wife +correctly enough. To the clever, highly-trained mind of the Girton girl +Toni's whole personality was so appallingly feeble. + +"The brains of a hen, and the soul, probably, of a chorus-girl." So Miss +Loder, quite unjustly, summed up Toni. "Married the man to get out of a +life of drudgery, I expect, and is as much of a companion to her husband +as a pretty little Persian cat would be. Why _will_ these nice men marry +such nonentities, I wonder? She is bound to be a drag on him all her +days." + +For all her shrewdness Miss Loder never dreamed that her estimation of +Toni was clearly evident to the person concerned. In her fatally orderly +mind Toni was classified as a "type"--the type of the pretty, useless, +childish wife; and Miss Loder never looked for any variation of the type +when once she had labelled the specimen. + +That his now secretary did her work admirably Owen realized with intense +gratitude. For all her modern self-assertiveness Miss Loder was clever +enough to realize that in Owen she had met her intellectual master; and +being at heart a veritable woman she never attempted to challenge the +supremacy of the masculine mind. + +The work progressed quickly; and gradually, as the fascination of his +work grew upon him, Owen became more and more absorbed in his book. He +was always planning some incident, rehearsing, mentally, some situation +or some telling dialogue; and the outer life around him receded into a +dim and misty distance, in which Toni's pathetic little figure was +almost lost. + +Toni did not give in easily. She made feeble tentative attempts to share +his author's rapture. She asked him timid little questions, to which he +gave smilingly vague answers; and once she even suggested that he should +read to her the chapters he had already finished. + +Owen refused, quite gently, but inexorably; and Toni felt a miserable +certainty that he did not think her capable of understanding or +appreciating his work. + +The day this happened she ordered the car and went for a long and +solitary excursion into the country. Of late she had not used the car, +preferring to hang wretchedly about the house and garden, half-resenting +the absorption of the two workers shut up in the library, not daring to +interrupt their toil, yet longing, vaguely, for the courage to enter +boldly and claim her share of the mutual labour. + +But to-day she felt that she could stand the house no longer. A great +desire was upon her for the sunny places of the earth, and in her +present mood the slow, gliding traffic of the river held for her no +attraction. She longed for the swift, exhilarating rush through the air +which, the car would give her; and Fletcher took her orders with +alacrity. + +"A long round--yes, ma'am." He deliberated. "It's not three yet, and I +suppose you don't care to be 'ome much before dinner-time?" + +"No, I want to be out for hours," she said feverishly, and Fletcher was +only too pleased to oblige her. + +Even Toni's depression could not hold beneath the tonic of that glorious +ride. It was a splendid September day, when the country lay bathed in +floods of rolling sunshine, and there was just enough bite in the air to +set the blood racing through one's veins, and bring the sparkle to one's +eyes. + +Toni sat upright in the car, gazing out over the golden fields to the +misty hills beyond, and everything she saw filled her with the true and +vivid happiness which the lover of the "sweet things" of the earth knows +so well. + +A field of yellow corn ablaze with scarlet poppies, a group of trees +among which the copper beech blazed with a glory as of the sunset, a +glimpse of a wide common all aflame with sweet-scented gorse ... now and +again a hint of the river flashing and sparkling beneath the shining +sky--Toni, the ignorant, despised Toni, knew how to appreciate the +glories of the earth as the brilliant Millicent Loder could never do. + +On and on they rushed. Fletcher, who in common with the other servants +respected Owen and adored Toni, was only too glad to please his young +mistress by taking her far afield; and he utilized his wide knowledge of +the countryside in her service, treating Toni indeed to such a panorama +of the fertile country as she had never yet been privileged to behold. + +They were running through a little village on their homeward way when a +tyre burst with a loud report; and Fletcher pulled up with an expression +of dismay. + +"I'm sorry, ma'am--I shall have to delay you a bit while I put on a new +tyre." He looked round him rather doubtfully. "I suppose you wouldn't +care to take a cup of tea while I put it right?" + +"Mrs. Rose!" A cyclist had halted by the car, and looking up Toni saw +Herrick standing beside her. "Had an accident? Nothing serious, I hope." + +"Tyre burst, sir," announced the chauffeur, who with the rest of the +village looked upon the shabby inhabitant of the Hope House as a +harmless eccentric. "I was just asking my mistress if she would care to +have some tea while I repair it." + +"A capital idea," said Herrick, whose amused eyes saw quite well the +chauffeur's estimate of him. "Mrs. Rose, may I take you to get some tea? +One of these cottages will supply it, I daresay--or there is quite a +decent little inn over yonder." + +"Thanks very much." Toni was thirsty, and she liked Herrick. "I'd love +some tea--if you'll have some too." + +"To be sure I will." He propped his bicycle carelessly against a fence +and opened the door of the car. "Which shall we try? A cottage or the +inn?" + +In the end they decided for the inn; and leaving Fletcher to set to +work, Herrick escorted Toni down the village street to the door of the +old-fashioned inn which called itself, rather ambiguously, the "Cock and +Bottle." + +The landlady, who spoke with a Northern burr which made, Herrick glance +curiously at her, came bustling into the flagged passage to greet them, +and when she had taken their order for tea she ushered them into the +parlour with a hospitable smile. + +"I'll fetch tea in a minute," said she, "t' kettle's boilin' an' I've a +cake on the griddle just about fit." + +When she had gone Toni turned two perplexed eyes on Herrick. + +"Mr. Herrick, what does she mean? Does the cake fit the griddle, or +what?" + +Herrick laughed lustily. + +"Oh, you Londoner--you poor little Southern kid! Haven't you ever been +in Yorkshire--good old Yarkshire, as they call it--the country of tykes +and gees and men that can't be beat?" + +"Oh, is that Yorkshire!" Toni coloured with excitement. "Mr. Herrick, my +father came from there! All his people did--but they're dead now, and +I've never been North!" + +"Really?" He was to the full as much interested in the coincidence as +she. "Well, our good landlady is certainly a Yorkshire woman--and I hope +she'll give us a real Yorkshire tea!" + +His hope was fulfilled when the buxom Mrs. Spencer returned, which she +speedily did. She carried a tray laden not only with cups and saucers, +but with an assortment of cakes which would have rejoiced the heart of a +Yorkshire child. + +"Them's crud cheesecakes," said she, beaming on the pair, "an' these fat +rascals is to-day's bake--and the griddle cakes an' all." She laid the +table deftly. "I'll fetch the tea-pot and t' cream, and then ye can help +yersens." + +When she put down the tea-pot, however, Herrick detained her with a +question. + +"You don't belong to these parts, Mrs. Spencer?" + +"No, sir." She shook her head blithely. "I'm a Yorkshire woman, praise +the pigs! Married a South-country man, I did--and often wished as I +'adn't--when 'e wur alive, that's to say." + +"Since his demise you've altered your mind?" + +"Well, he left me pretty well provided for," returned the late Spencer's +widow comfortably, "an' I won't say as 'e wur an out-an-out bad 'usband. +But somehow I can't abide South-country folk." + +"They say we Yorkshire tykes are a rough lot," said Herrick, smiling, +and she took up the challenge at once. + +"Oh, that's all my eye and Betty Martin," she returned in the vernacular +of her youth, "I grant you there's a lot of soft-sawder about the +fellers down here, but they ain't in it wi' us up in Yorkshire." + +"Where do you come from, Mrs. Spencer? I'm a dalesman myself; +Wensleydale's my native land." + +"I'm from Thirsk, sir. My mother was washerwoman to lots of the gentry +round, and my people still lives there, in a cottage on the Green." + +"Ah, I know Thirsk--fine old church there, one of the finest in the +North Riding. You've never been there, Mrs. Rose?" He turned to include +Toni in the conversation, and found her wide-eyed and flushed with +excitement. + +"Mr. Herrick, my people lived near Thirsk--in a farm at Feliskirk in the +hills. Oh, do you think she knew them?" + +Mrs. Spencer, who had hitherto overlooked Toni, turned to her in +surprise. + +"If you'll tell me the name, miss--ma'am. We knew most of t' people in +t' neighbourhood." + +"Gibbs--their name was Gibbs." She spoke breathlessly. "The house was +called the Green Farm. Oh, do you know anything about them?" + +"Gibbs? The Green Farm?" Mrs. Spencer stared incredulously. "Why, I knew +old Gregory Gibbs well--and a fine old fellow he was too. And Fred and +Roger--why, I knew 'em both. They used to come down into t' town on +market days with their dad, and a pair of jolly little lads they were +an' all--especially Roger." + +"Roger was my father," said Toni quietly, and Mrs. Spencer uttered an +exclamation. + +"You don't say! But Roger, he ran away--leastways e went off to furrin +parts and we 'eard as 'ow 'e'd married an Heyetalian young lady out +there. And you are really Roger Gibbs' bairn?" + +"Yes; he married my mother--an Italian girl--in Naples. I was born +there. But they're both dead now," said Toni sadly. + +"Oh, I'm sorry to 'ear that!" Mrs. Spencer spoke sincerely. "To think as +I should live to see young Roger's lass 'ere in my 'ouse! You don't +favour the Gibbs, miss, if I may say so." + +"No, Mrs. Rose is more like her mother's people, I expect," said +Herrick, noticing as he spoke how pale Toni looked now that the flush of +excitement had died away. "But if she has never been to Yorkshire, at +least she can taste her native cakes, eh, Mrs. Spencer?" + +Thus reminded of her duties Mrs. Spencer bustled away to find some +"preserve," which was only brought out for specially honoured guests; +and Toni took the seat Herrick placed for her at the table. + +"You'll pour out for us? That's right. I'm afraid our good landlady will +want to stay and chatter! Do you mind?" + +"Oh, no--do let her stay and talk about my people!" pleaded Toni, and +this Mrs. Spencer was very ready to do. + +Standing by the table, resting her empty tray on her ample hip, she +poured forth a stream of disjointed memories to which Toni listened +eagerly. Mrs. Spencer, it seemed, had had an aunt living in the village +with the Gibbs; and as a child she had often stayed there; so that she +had known Toni's father well. + +"Of course, t' Gibbs were always a cut above us," she owned frankly. "My +feyther was a foundry hand till he died, and wasn't too steady neither; +and when 'e died my mother took in washing. There was a trick young +Roger once played 'er about a washing-basket ... what was it now?" She +paused to meditate. "Nay, I can't think on this minute ... but she allus +said as 'e wur nowt but a bowdekite!" She laughed, jollily, at the +recollection, and pressed a cheesecake on Toni with a heartiness there +was no resisting. + +Thanks to her chatter time flew; and Herrick was just beginning to think +of the waiting chauffeur, when there was a sudden spatter of rain +against the window panes; and looking out he saw that while they had +been talking a storm had been brewing. + +"I'm afraid you'll have to wait a little, Mrs. Rose!" He pointed to the +rain, now streaming down in a steady torrent. "It won't be more than a +shower, I daresay." + +"Oh, and Fletcher's outside in it." Toni put down her cup. "Mr. Herrick, +could I tell him to come inside and have some tea, do you think? We've +been out for hours, you know." + +"Certainly. I'll see about it." + +He went out and brought in the chauffeur, delivering him over to Mrs. +Spencer's good offices; and then returned to find Toni sitting rather +disconsolately by the window, looking out at the rain as it splashed +into the quickly-forming puddles in the village street. + +The sudden storm, the silence which fell after Mrs. Spencer's departure, +or the early-falling dusk, had brought back all her misery to Toni's +mind, banishing in a flash all her recent joyful animation; and when, +after observing her for a moment, Herrick came forward, he saw that a +blight had fallen over her late gaiety. + +She did not hear his step--thought, perhaps, that he had stayed to speak +to the chauffeur or chat with the landlady; and all at once such a sense +of bitter desolation swept over Toni that she began to cry softly to +herself in the dusk. + +Instantly Herrick began to back noiselessly towards the door; but Fate, +or perhaps a malignant Boo-Boo, pushed a footstool in his path, over +which he stumbled with an involuntary ejaculation. + +Startled, Toni turned round and saw him; and cursing his own clumsiness, +Herrick judged it best to come forward openly. + +"Your man is having some tea, under Mrs. Spencer's kindly auspices." He +smiled. "It seems she 'don't reckon nowt' to our combined appetites, so +I hope Fletcher will make up for our shortcomings." + +He sat down in the low window seat, not far from Toni, and with a smile +asked permission to smoke. + +"Of course--please do." She spoke indifferently. + +"Your husband isn't an inveterate smoker--like me?" He lighted a +cigarette gratefully. "I thought most literary men were slaves to +tobacco." + +"I think Owen smokes a good deal," she said. "And especially now that he +is working so hard. Miss Loder is quite shocked at his cigarettes." + +"Miss Loder?" The question slipped out before he had time to reflect. + +"My husband's secretary." She broke off abruptly, as though unwilling to +say more. Then a great flood of bitterness rolled over her spirit, at +the memory of her own failure; and mingled with it came a sore envy and +distrust of the clear-eyed, capable woman who had supplanted her. +Together, the two proved irresistible; and with an almost child-like +instinct to confide in the man whom she felt to be trustworthy, Toni +turned to Herrick and poured forth her sad little story of +disappointment and bitter disillusionment. + +Out it all came, her desire to help her husband, and the dread awakening +to the fact of her own incompetency. Herrick, listening, realized, as +perhaps Owen could not have done, what a blow to Toni's hopes the +failure of the experiment had been; and remembering her earlier +confidences, when she had appealed to him to reverse the judgment passed +upon her by two cruel women, he began to wonder whether Toni would ever +find any happiness in the life which had once looked so glorious to her +youthful eyes. + +He said very little till she had finished, though now and again, a quiet +question made clear some point involved by her own incoherency; and from +the bottom of his heart he pitied the girl who was beginning to realize +that though she might be the wife of the man she loved, she would never +be his real companion and helpmate until she could attain something +nearer to the high standard of perfection for which he looked. + +"This Miss Loder--you like her?" + +"I believe--sometimes--I almost hate her," said Toni drearily. "She is +everything I am not, you see. She is clever, well-educated, amusing. I +think I hate women who tell amusing stories," she added vindictively, +biting her lip with her strong little teeth. + +"But she is not personally objectionable to you?" Herrick wished to +hear, if possible, how she treated her employer's wife. + +"No--at least she doesn't mean to be," said Toni, striving to speak +fairly. "But I know she thinks I am a fool, and pities Owen for having +married me. I believe she thinks I ought never to speak to Owen, never +ask him any questions about the book. She was quite--short--with me +yesterday because I went in to speak to Owen during the afternoon!" + +"Oh, but that's absurd!" Herrick felt a quite unreasonable dislike for +the superior Miss Loder. "After all you are his wife--she is only his +secretary--and husbands and wives have a claim on each other which no +sane person would deny." + +"Yes." She did not look convinced, and he tried again. + +"Don't forget, will you, that a wife holds an absolutely unique +position. She is the one person in the world to whom the man is +answerable for his actions, just as she is answerable to him for her +own; and if she is--hurt--or annoyed by any proceeding on the part of +her husband, she has a perfect right to express her wishes on the +subject." + +"You mean I have a right to ask Owen to send away Miss Loder?" Toni was +always direct in her statements. "I suppose I have--if I wanted to--but +I don't. It isn't Miss Loder who makes me miserable. It's the whole +hopeless situation." + +Her words startled him. + +"Not hopeless, Mrs. Rose!" + +"Why not?" In her eyes he read again that hint of a tortured woman soul +which he had glimpsed before. "It isn't very hopeful, is it? My husband +wants help and sympathy, which I cannot give him; and yet because he +married me he can't ask anyone else for it except in a business way." + +"But--you don't mean:----" Herrick paused, aghast at the horrible idea +her words had conjured up; and Toni, with the new quickness which +suffering was teaching her, hastened to reassure him. + +"Oh, I don't mean he wants to marry any other woman," she said proudly. +"I am his wife--unfortunately for him, perhaps, but he will always be +true to me. Besides, Miss Loder isn't that sort," she added, rather +vaguely. + +"Then what----" + +"Oh, you don't understand!" Her sad voice robbed the words of all +petulance. "Though you are most awfully kind--and clever--you see you +aren't married, Mr. Herrick, and that makes a difference." + +"Who told you I was not married?" His tone was studiously quiet, yet the +girl looked at him quickly, wonderingly. + +"I don't think anyone told me--but I thought you weren't." She +hesitated, then went on hurriedly. "I used to think that was why you +were so--so sad. I mean--oh, I know you laugh and talk and are kind, but +somehow I felt all the time there was a sadness underneath...." + +She broke off, roused from thoughts of her own trouble by the fear that +she had given him pain; and for a moment neither spoke. + +Then, with a glance at the window, down whose panes the rain was still +streaming, Herrick took a sudden resolution. + +Perhaps if he told this girl the story of his own marriage, opened +before her eyes the book on whose pages was inscribed so tragic a +history, she might take courage anew, realizing that her own pitiful +little story held no hint, at least, of shame or disgrace, no hint of a +mutual disillusionment which only death could adjust. + +He rose abruptly. + +"I'll just speak to your man," he said. "I don't think it would be wise +to start yet, but I'll see what he says, shall I?" + +She let him go, wondering whether her last speech had vexed him; and in +a moment he returned. + +"Fletcher agrees with me that it will be wise to wait a quarter of an +hour," he said; "the rain is not nearly so heavy, and the sky is growing +lighter." + +"Very well." She spoke listlessly, and his resolve was strengthened. +Sitting down on the window seat again, he asked her a question. + +"You didn't know I was married? Would you care to hear the story of my +marriage? It isn't a very happy story, but it might serve to show you +what a different thing your marriage will yet turn out to be." + +"I should like to hear what you can tell me," Toni said slowly; and +after a moment's hesitation Herrick began the story which he had rightly +called unhappy. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + + +"It is just four years since I met the girl who was to be my wife. I was +taking a holiday in Ireland at the time; and daring a visit to an old +friend in Dublin I was introduced to a certain Mr. Payton, an Irish +squire, who had brought his two daughters up from the country for a few +weeks' gaiety. Well, we took a fancy to one another. I was always a +queer sort of chap, hating convention and all the trammels of society, +and I liked the old man at once. He was a big, jolly old boy, a thorough +sportsman and Irish to the backbone. Poor as a rat, yet living somehow +like a Prince; hospitable to a fault, and looking on debts and duns in +the light of a joke." + +He paused for a second, then went on quietly: + +"I went back with him and his two girls after their Dublin visit was +ended. They were all very kind to me, and there was a sort of charm +about the old castle where they lived, always in difficulties, yet +keeping open house, and managing, in some mysterious way, to have the +best of everything. There are people like that, you know--people who, +without possessing a penny, manage to acquire pounds' worth of +everything. It's an art, and old Squire Payton had it at his +finger-tips." + +Outside the rain still fell. Inside the room everything was very quiet. + +"Well, the end of it was that I fell in love with Eva Payton. She was +just eighteen--a bewitching age, I used to think, and as pretty as a +picture. Golden curls that were generally tied up with a blue ribbon, +big Irish eyes, put in, as they say, with a smutty finger, a little +mouth all soft curves, the tiniest, whitest teeth--oh, there's no +denying she was a beauty; and she made my heart beat faster every time +she looked at me." + +He had spoken rather dreamily, and Toni sat still, fascinated by this +authentic peep into another's life; but with a sudden rather harsh +laugh, Herrick resumed his story in a different tone. + +"Well, we were married. In those days I had a little money--not a great +deal, but I managed to make a fair income by painting. I never told you +I painted, did I? Well, I did--portraits chiefly; and made quite a +decent bit of money." + +Toni, who knew nothing of art and artists, never suspected that she was +in the company of one of the best-known portrait-painters of the day; +and Herrick was well content to keep her in ignorance. + +"So we were married and came back to London. We had a house in +Kensington--quite an unfashionable locality, but one of the big, +old-fashioned houses you find there, with a large garden which was worth +a fortune, to my way of thinking. But I soon found that my wife wasn't +satisfied to live quietly, out of the world, as it were. She hankered +after a house in St. John's Wood, among the 'other artists' or in +Hampstead among the rich people. She didn't want to be stuck down among +frumps and dowds, she said. West Kensington was all very well for women +who were churchy, given up to good works, but she wanted to be in a +lively, social, bridge-playing set; and she moped and pined so in our +quiet life that I gave in and we moved to a much smarter locality." + +Toni, her eyes fixed on his face, said nothing when he paused; and after +a minute he resumed his narrative. + +"Well, from the first it was an unlucky move--for me. The house was too +big, and required a lot of extra furnishing. The studio wasn't as good +as my other one had been, and there was only an apology for a garden. +But Eva had her wish. People called on her, and finding her pretty, +vivacious, clever in her quick Irish way, they took her up and made a +fuss of her. She was invited here and there, and of course her personal +expenditure rose in consequence. Unfortunately my work didn't increase +in proportion. I had the bad luck to fall ill--the only time in my life +I've ever had an illness--and for several months I was unable to touch a +brush. Of course I had a little money put by, and with ordinary prudence +we should have pulled through all right. But Eva had never learned +prudence. She had lived all her life in an atmosphere of debt and +dunning creditors and over in easy-going old Ireland no one cared a +straw if one were in debt or no. So to my horror when I was convalescent +I found my foolish little wife had been running up enormous bills. +Everything was in arrears. The housekeeping money had gone to pay for +her daily amusements, the servants were unpaid, the tradespeople +clamouring." + +He laughed, rather drearily. + +"Well, I sold out a little stock I had and set matters right or so I +thought. I put the rest of the money in the bank and told Eva she must +be rather careful. But imagine my horror when one day she came to me, +whimpering with fright, and confessed she had several personal bills +unpaid and the creditors were pressing her. At first she did not tell me +the whole truth. She prevaricated, showed me one or two bills not made +up to date, and was vague about the different amounts. Finally she owned +that she was in debt for nearly five hundred pounds." + +"Five hundred pounds!" It was Toni's first interruption. + +"Yes. Sounds a lot, doesn't it? We'd only been married a year. Still +there was nothing for it but to realize some more capital, and I did it, +and then asked for the bills. She brought them unwillingly, after a vain +attempt to get me to entrust the payment to her; and to my surprise and +relief, I found that three hundred would cover the lot." + +"But----" + +"Oh, it didn't--by a long way. By dint of a good deal of persuasion, I +got it out of my wife that the rest was owing to different friends for +bridge and racing debts. Of course I had forgotten that my little Irish +wife was a born horse-lover, and, I'm sorry to say, gambler; and I ought +not to have been surprised. But I was. And I'm afraid I was a bit +brutal. You see I couldn't help thinking it was rather hard that the +money I'd worked for was to be squandered; and I spoke rather sharply to +the poor child." + +Toni, listening, thought he was justified in speaking sharply, but she +did not venture to say so. + +"I scolded her first--she was like a child expecting to be sent to +bed--and then I got a statement of her debts and paid them. But I told +her, at the same time, that I should never do it again. I promised to +help her in little ways if the allowance I made her was insufficient; +but I pointed out to her that my income wouldn't stand the drain of huge +payments like these; and she cried pitifully and promised, solemnly, +that she would never play for money again." + +"And she did?" Toni's interest in the story was her excuse. + +He shrugged his shoulders. + +"Of course. It was in her blood. Gambling in one form or another she +must have. Someone told me afterwards--after the crash--that it was an +almost uncanny sight to see my wife, looking like a child with her curls +and her big grey eyes, sitting at the bridge table playing feverishly +into the small hours of the morning; or talking to bookmakers' clerks +with an evidently inborn knowledge of the ways of horse-racing. I was a +fool, of course. Instead of sitting in my studio painting portraits, I +ought to have gone about with her--and yet, if I had, there'd have been +no money for either of us." + +He sighed heavily. + +"Well, the crash came eventually. Twice more I paid her debts and twice +she swore to give up her folly. Then I was sent for to a big place in +Wales, to paint some portraits--those of the three daughters of the +house--and of course I had to go. I had been there a month when I got an +urgent wire from my solicitors to return at once; and back to town I +went, to see what mischief my little wife had been getting into." + +"And you found----" + +"I found the house in an uproar. Waiting for me was my solicitor, and +with him a Jewish-looking man who was the head of a large jeweller's +business in the West End. Also--in another room--were a detective and a +well-known pawnbroker. Now--can you reconstruct the story they told +me--between them?" + +She shook her head. + +"No, I can't imagine what it was." + +"You wouldn't." For a moment a sort of tenderness softened his tone, +which hardened again as he went on. "It seems my wife had never, from +the beginning, told me the truth, with regard to the extent of her +liabilities. Besides those I knew of, she owed two or three hundreds to +a money-lender, to whom she had gone in a panic on first discovering she +was in debt. He had lent her the money, at an enormous rate of interest, +and as she had been unable to pay anything he was now pressing for +immediate payment. Distracted by his threats, and by the other bills +which her extravagance had run up, too terrified to appeal to me after +her solemn promises, Eva conceived a really desperate plan. Taking +advantage of my absence she went to Jordan and Green, the jewellers, and +asked if she might have a very fine pearl necklace on approval. They +demurred a little, politely, at first, and asked her name, whereon she +gave it, without hesitation, as Lady Eileen Greenlay, an Irish girl with +whom she had been acquainted in Dublin, and to whom she bore a striking +resemblance. She gave them Lady Eileen's address in Hamilton Terrace, +and one of the clerks, who knew the lady by sight, advised the head of +the firm that this was really she. Of course they knew the family were +wealthy people, and as Eva was beautifully dressed, with furs--unpaid +for--worth two hundred pounds, they let her have the necklace, and off +she went with it." + +"But how risky!" Toni breathed the word in horror. + +"A desperate woman sticks at very little," Herrick reminded her grimly. +"Well, the misguided girl took her trophy and went off to Rockborough, +the big pawnbroker, where she displayed the necklace and asked for a +loan. Seeing no reason to doubt her genuineness, they advanced her a +large sum--though not, of course, the full value of the jewels, and she +took the money and paid the money-lender and one or two more people who +were pressing her. But it happened by a queer coincidence that a day or +two later Jordan and Green had a visit from an aunt of the real Lady +Eileen's, who wished to send her a little diamond pendant for a birthday +present; and when she gave the address to which it was to be sent as one +of the best hotels in Mentone, the jewellers became uneasy. They +instituted inquiries, found the young lady's family were all out of +town, the Hamilton Terrace house closed; and it became pretty evident +they had been hoaxed." + +He paused; but Toni did not speak. + +"The first thing they did was to make inquiries at the big pawnbrokers, +and of course they knew in an hour or two that they had been done. With +a queer sort of cleverness, Eva had given herself out, to the second lot +of people, as an actress to whom the necklace--a present--was worth +little compared with the value in cash; and they had believed her story. +But naturally it was soon proved to be false; and at first matters were +at a deadlock. Well, the police were called in; and by dint of many +inquiries among taxi-drivers, the girl was finally traced to the +money-lender's office in Holborn. He, of course, was as close as the +grave; but one of his clerks was bribed into giving the lady's name; and +everything was easy after that." + +"Oh, poor girl!" Toni's soft heart felt a great compassion for the +frightened wife. + +"At first, of course, she denied everything. Unfortunately, Lord Thirsk, +the father of the girl she had impersonated, took up a very violent +attitude and demanded the utmost restitution; and since so many people +were in the secret it was absolutely impossible to hush it up. I did my +best; I offered everything I had in the world if they would let the +matter drop without a prosecution, but it was useless. The thing had to +go to court, and there was a big excitement over the case." + +"And----" + +"Oh, the result was a foregone conclusion. In spite of everything, in +spite of her denials, her terrified lies, her vain attempts to clear +herself by"--he hesitated--"by implicating me, the case against her was +as clear as the day. I tried my hardest--I perjured myself to try to +clear her of the worst guilt--I strove my best to make her out my tool, +but it wasn't any good. The Counsel on the other side simply turned me +inside out in two minutes. In spite of all my efforts I couldn't +convince him I'd had a hand in it--and of course my absence from town +showed the truth pretty plainly. Well, Eva spoke out, in the end." + +Ho set his lips as he thought of the miserable girl's confession, +following on hours of mental torture at the hands of the prosecuting +Counsel. + +"In the end I think it was a relief to her to speak the truth. After +seeing all her lies, all the pitiful, sordid little lies, torn to +pieces, after hearing all the weight of evidence against her, seeing the +net close in on her--on one helpless, terrified little girl--she gave in +and begged desperately for mercy. She seemed to think if she told the +truth--at last--they would pardon her, let her off, and she poured out +the whole story and cried out for forgiveness. She couldn't believe they +would send her to prison...." + +His brow was wet with the reminiscent agony of those closing scenes. + +"Of course they could do nothing but sentence her. Then, when she +understood that she was to be sent to prison after all, she went nearly +off her head with fright ... she swore she'd lied, retracted everything +she'd said ... oh, there was a terrible scene--she shrieked when they +tried to silence her, clung to the dock so that they shouldn't take her +away ... my God! It was horrible, horrible to see her, so little and +fragile, screaming to me to save her from the men who were all against +her...." + +Toni, white to the lips, could see it all. She had forgotten her own +griefs now in contemplation of this far more terrible sorrow. + +"Even the Judge was upset when he had to sentence her. The court was +full of women--I told you the case had attracted a lot of attention--but +thank God they were rendered miserable by their presence there in the +end. When she heard her sentence--eighteen months in the second +division--she couldn't grasp it at first--and then just as I was +beginning to feel I must do something or I should go mad, she fainted +clean away and was carried out insensible." + +"Oh, Mr. Herrick,"--Toni, her eyes full of tears, spoke +impetuously--"how terrible for you--for you both! Did you go to her and +try to comfort her?" + +He was silent for a long moment. Then-- + +"That was the worst of all." His voice was grim. "When once she realised +that she was helpless, that she was to be kept in prison, against her +will, for eighteen long months, all her love for me turned to hate. By a +queer, perverted instinct she blamed me for everything that had +happened. She persisted in asserting that I could have saved her if I +would. It was quite useless for me to say anything. I was allowed to see +her once more--with my solicitor--and she heaped reproaches on my head +till my blood ran cold. She called me a scoundrel, a coward, because I +hadn't succeeded in shifting the blame to my own shoulders. She raged +against her fate, swore she wouldn't obey the rules, would starve +herself to death--and taunted me with the fact, that while she was +suffering, starving, in a prison cell, I should be warm and well-fed at +home. She screamed out that she hated me, wished me dead--and my last +glimpse of her was as she disappeared, her face distorted with passion +till all the soft childish beauty had vanished." + +"And she is there now?" + +"In prison? Yes." + +"But--is the time nearly over?" + +"Yes. Four weeks to-day Eva will be set free." He stared out of the +window with unseeing eyes. "And then will come the question--what are we +to do?" + +"To do?" She did not understand. + +"Yes. You know, she will never forgive me. In her childish, unreasonable +way, she persists in thinking everything that happened was my fault. If +I had given her more money, she would not have got into debt. If I +hadn't gone to Wales and left her alone she would never have done the +thing; and if I had only lied better, the blame would have been +mine--and the punishment." + +"But it was she who was guilty----" + +"I know--but if I could have gone to prison in her stead, God knows I'd +have gone--willingly. Things are so different for men. When I think of +her, the little, soft, fragile thing I married, shut up alone in a cell, +wearing prison garments, eating rough prison food, being ordered about +by harsh, domineering women, why, I almost curse myself that I am free +to walk about under God's blue sky!" + +"Shall you go back to London--when she is free?" + +"I don't know--I don't know," he said rather drearily. "I let the house +at once--gave it up at the next quarter, and our things are stored. I +wanted to get away from it all, so I came down here and took the +bungalow, but of course it won't suit Eva." + +"Couldn't you--change your name?" + +"That's done already," he said. "Just after the trial an uncle +obligingly died and left me nine thousand pounds on the understanding I +should take his name; so I did, of course, and turned myself from James +Vyse into James Herrick." + +"Then no one will know?" + +"No. But this life, this vagabond river life that both you and I love, +wouldn't suit Eva very long. No, I'm afraid we shall have to seek some +'city of bricks and mortar'--but even my wife won't be keen on London, +and it's the only city one can live in properly." + +While he talked, the rain had ceased; and he rose as he spoke the last +words. + +"Well, Mrs. Rose, I've showed you the skeleton in my cupboard--and he's +a pretty grisly object, isn't he? But I don't want to depress you with a +recital of my woes. After all, life's sweet, sister--and you and I, +thanks be to God, have the soul of the gipsy within us, which is made +quite happy, poor feckless thing, by the sight of the sun or the music +of the breeze!" + +Her eyes kindled with sudden comprehension. + +"Yes--and you've shown me what a fool I am to think myself unhappy!" She +too sprang up, and her body was full of vigour and youth again. "I won't +give in, Mr. Herrick! You've not given in, and you've heaps more cause +than I have. After all, I'm young and I love nature and--and my +husband--and I _have_ a soul--you told me so! And in time Owen will be +satisfied with me, won't he?" + +"Of course he will!" In his heart Herrick thought the man who was +dissatisfied with this eager, enthusiastic, courageous youth must be +hard indeed to please. + +"I've read nearly all those books," she said proudly, "and I can read +French ever so much better now. And I won't care for Miss Loder's cold +stares and her amused little laugh when I do something silly. And if I +go on trying, I shall soon be a fit companion for Owen, shan't I, Mr. +Herrick?" + +"Dear little child," he said, laying his hand on her shoulder, "don't +try too hard! Read your books, study languages, take an interest in the +vital questions of the day--but don't lose your tenderness, your +sympathy, your freshness of heart. Grow up if you will, but don't grow +too fast! And in cultivating your soul, don't forget that a woman's +heart is her sweetest, rarest treasure after all!" + +He released her gently. + +"There! My sermon's over--and so, apparently, is the rain. And that +blithe footstep I hear outside surely heralds the approach of Mrs. +Spencer!" + +He was right. After a loud knock the door opened briskly to disclose +Mrs. Spencer bearing a lighted lamp; and Herrick went forward to relieve +her of her burden. + +"Enter the Lady with the Lamp!" quoth he, smiling. "Well, Mrs. Spencer, +the rain's over and gone, and it's time we went too, eh, Mrs. Rose?" + +"I suppose so." She took up the coat she had thrown aside. "Has the +chauffeur had some tea, Mrs. Spencer?" + +"Lor yes, ma'am, and enjoyed it too," responded the landlady, beaming. +"A rare good trencherman he be an' all! I'd sooner meat him for a week +nor a fortnight, as they say in our parts." + +"Meet him?" Even Herrick did not recognise the idiom. + +"Yes, sir--board him, give him his meat," explained Mrs. Spencer +volubly. "But I can't say as much for you and the young lady, sir." + +She looked regretfully at the still loaded plates. + +"We've had a lovely tea, Mrs. Spencer," said Toni, her heart very warm +towards this comely woman who had known her father. "I shall come and +see you again some day. May I?" + +Mrs. Spencer immediately invited her to come as often as she liked; and +then covered both Toni and Herrick with confusion by refusing to take a +penny for their tea. + +"What--me take money from Roger Gibbs' lass?" she said, her manner +filled with the mingled independence and respect of the best type of +countrywoman. "Not I, sir. We Yorkshire folks don't grudge a cup o' tea +and a bit of fatty cake to them as is like ourselves, exiles in a +strange land. Besides, it's been a rare treat to see the young lady. To +think that Roger Gibbs' lile lass should come drivin' up in one of they +great mutter-cars, too!" + +"Yes, and it's really time she drove away in it," responded Herrick +pleasantly. "I think I hear Fletcher bringing it round." + +There was a tentative hoot from Fletcher's horn at that moment; and +after a grateful farewell, and a vain attempt to pay, at least, for +Fletcher's tea, Herrick took Toni out and installed her in the car. + +He refused her invitation to drive home with her, alleging that his +health required exercise; and though Toni might have been forgiven for +thinking fifteen miles' ride over a wet and muddy road, under a still +cloudy sky, rather a strenuous form of exercise, some newly acquired +intuition told her he really wished to be alone. + +She said good-bye, therefore, without attempting to press the matter; +and a moment later the car glided away, its lamps gleaming in the rural +blackness of the village street. + +As he rode home, his tyres splashing through puddles, and spattering him +with mud, Herrick's face was very tired and worn, but in his eyes there +lurked a little faint light of happiness that he had helped another +weary soul a few steps forward on its pilgrimage over a thorny road. + +"Poor little soul!" He smiled as he recognized the form his sympathy +took. "After all she's right--she has a soul--and even though it brings +her suffering and tears, it's worth the price. And yet--I wonder if it +would have been kinder to leave her alone--not to encourage that hope of +hers to make herself more intellectually worthy of her husband? I didn't +make much success of waking _my_ Undine's soul to life! All I got was +her hatred--and from the beginning she lied to me!" + +Luckily at that moment his lamp blew out, viciously; and with a muttered +execration of the creatures he called Boo-Boos, he dismounted and +relighted the flame, whose vagaries throughout the rest of the long ride +kept him so fully occupied that he had neither time nor inclination to +meditate on such abstractions as souls. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + + +By the end of September, Owen's book was finished; and on a beautiful +autumn morning he and Toni set off in the car on a journey to town, +where a publisher, who was also a personal friend, was waiting to +receive the manuscript. + +Mr. Anson was a kindly, energetic man of middle age; and he had secretly +long expected Owen to turn novelist; so that he accepted the bulky +manuscript with a real curiosity as to its value. + +He promised to let the author know his decision at an early date; and +then invited Owen and his wife to lunch with him at the Carlton, an +invitation which Owen accepted at once, rather to Toni's dismay. + +They were his sole guests; and beneath his kind and courteous manner, +Toni lost her shyness and charmed her host by her girlish simplicity and +directness. + +It happened that the conversation turned on the bungalows which lined +the banks of the river as it flowed through Willowhurst; and presently +Mr. Anson asked a question. + +"You've got Vyse down there, haven't you? You know the chap I mean--the +portrait-painter." + +"I don't think so." Owen was puzzled. "At least I have not heard of him +being there. Have you, Toni?" + +"Yes--Mr. Anson means Mr. Herrick," said Toni quietly. "He told me the +other day he had changed his name." + +"Ah yes, I remember now--something about some money, I believe. You know +him, Mrs. Rose?" + +"Yes. He fished me out of the river one day when I had fallen in," said +Toni smiling. "And he has been to see us several times--but I didn't +know he was famous," she finished naïvely. + +"Didn't you? Why, he is--or was--one of the foremost men in his own line +until there was the trouble with his wife." + +"Surely you don't mean that jewel affair?" Owen asked meditatively. +"Didn't Vyse's wife steal a pearl necklace or something of the sort? I +seem to remember something about it--though I did not connect it with +this chap." + +"His wife--who was one of the prettiest Irish girls I ever saw--got a +valuable necklace on approval and pawned it for money to pay her debts, +yes. Poor fellow, it broke him up completely." + +"Really?" Owen was interested. "Where is she--the wife--now? Did he +leave her, or what happened?" + +"She is in prison," returned the other man slowly. "I understand her +time is nearly up, and I am wondering what they will do when she comes +out again." + +"In prison--ah yes, I recollect the affair now, though I was away at the +time. Got eighteen months, didn't she?" + +"Yes. It was the most painful experience I've ever had, to listen to her +being sentenced." Mr. Anson's florid face grew grave. "It happened that +her Counsel was a nephew of mine, and I promised to hear him handle the +case. But, of course, it was hopeless from the start." + +"The husband--this chap Herrick--was blameless, I suppose?" + +"Quite. He knew nothing about it, though the girl tried her hardest to +implicate him. He did his best, too, would have sworn anything to clear +her and take the blame, but her lies were all so dreadfully patent it +was no use. In the end she told the truth, thinking it would help her; +but it was too late then." + +"She took it badly?" + +"Terribly. She cried and shrieked for mercy, fought like a tiger with +the officials who tried to take her away, and screamed reproaches at her +husband, till everyone was sick of the scene. Of course, she never +dreamed they would send her--a lady, and a delicate bit of a girl, +too--to prison like a common thief, and she completely lost her +self-control when she realized what was going to happen. It was a relief +to everyone when she gave one last cry and fainted right away." + +"Hard lines on the husband," said Owen, reflectively. + +"Deuced hard lines--and he as decent a fellow as ever stepped. Why he +ever married her, God only knows. She didn't care a bit for him--wasted +his money and then reviled him because he'd no more. Of course, she came +of a rotten stock--wasters and gamblers every one--and this was how the +hereditary taint came out in her." + +"She must have served most of her sentence by now?" + +"Comes out next week. I wonder what he will do with her. She's not the +sort of woman to live in a shanty by the riverside, and yet he can't +very well bring her back to town." + +"I wonder?" Owen glanced at his watch. "I say, Anson, I don't want to be +rude--after our excellent lunch!--but I've an appointment at the office +at three and it's a quarter to now." + +"All right, my boy, I won't detain you." Anson rose at once. "I'm glad +you keep an eye on the _Bridge_--it's a fine little review and going +ahead all the time." + +Owen's face brightened at this authoritative praise. + +"I'm glad you think go. Of course, we are jolly lucky in our staff, and +we've got the best sort of contributors, too." + +"Yes. By the way, how on earth have you managed to get all this stuff +turned out with a disabled arm?" He patted the thick packet of +manuscript and glanced at Owen's inconspicuous sling wonderingly. +"Perhaps Mrs. Rose helped you?" He looked, with a smile, at Toni. + +"No." She coloured hotly. "I did not help at all." + +"Miss Loder--my secretary at the office--came down to help me," said +Owen easily. "She is used to the work, you see, and does it +excellently." + +"I see." The kindly eyes had seen Ton's flush. "Well, no doubt Mrs. Rose +is satisfied to inspire your work and let others do the manual labour. +The power behind the throne, eh, Mrs. Rose? That's what women used to +be, bless them, before these dreadful Suffragettes arose to destroy +woman's real influence by violence and wrongheadedness." + +"I expect my wife is jolly thankful the book's finished," said Owen +laughing. "She has had a pretty thin time while I've been writing it. +But now I suppose there will be a lull of a few weeks?" + +"Oh, I won't keep you long," said Mr. Anson genially. "I'll send the +manuscript to the reader to-night, and let you know as soon as +possible." + +They parted from their host on the pavement out side the Carlson, and +Owen turned to Toni. + +"Now, dear, what will you do? Will you come with me to the office, or +have you any shopping?" + +Toni bit her lip nervously. She had a request to make, and did not know +how to set about it. + +"Well?" Owen watched her, wondering why she looked embarrassed. + +"Owen, would you mind if I went to Brixton to see my aunt? I--I'm afraid +they think I'm a little unkind, and after all they have always been good +to me." + +"Why, Toni"--Owen was genuinely surprised--"you don't mean to say you +are afraid to ask me that! Of course you can go. I'll come to fetch you +when I've finished my work, if you like." + +"Will you?" She knew how such a visit would gratify her aunt. "Shall I +take a taxi, then, Owen? You'll want the car." + +"Yes, I think that would be best, then you can stay as long as possible. +What time shall I come, Toni? Half-past five or so?" + +"Yes. That will be lovely. Then we'll have a jolly ride home." + +He called a taxi accordingly and installed Toni therein; and he stood +back to watch her gliding away from him in the mellow September +sunshine, before he hurried to the office where Barry was impatiently +awaiting his arrival. + +Toni found several members of the Gibbs family at home when at length +she reached her destination. + +Being Thursday, Fanny was enjoying her weekly holiday, and was delighted +to see Toni; more especially because she had a piece of news to confide +which appealed strongly to Fanny's romantic nature. + +When the first greetings were over, and Mrs. Gibbs had retired with the +hospitable intention of "putting on the kettle," Fanny beckoned +mysteriously to Toni to mount the narrow stairs leading to the room the +girls had formerly shared in common. + +Toni mounted obediently; and for a second she forgot to wonder what Miss +Gibbs' extraordinary signals might imply, for a sudden feeling of +gratitude to Owen for having lifted her out of this dingy atmosphere +flooded her impressionable nature. + +Surely when she too had slept beneath this low ceiling the room had not +been quite so small, so stuffy. The wall-paper was the one she and Fanny +had themselves chosen years ago, but it was oddly faded and dirty now, +and in one corner a great piece had peeled off, hanging in strips and +disclosing the plaster behind. The common furniture, too--the rickety +deal dressing-table, the broken chair, the unpainted iron +bedsteads--thinking of her own airy, spacious, bedroom with its shining +toilet-table, its linen bedspread, its big windows opening on to a view +of the river and the fields beyond, Toni wondered how she had ever +endured life in these sordid, depressing surroundings. + +Luckily Fanny was too full of her news to notice Toni's involuntary +shudder as she looked round the close little bedroom; and barely waiting +to shut the door she blurted out her tidings. + +"Toni, you remember Lennie Dowson--the fellow who was sweet on you?" + +Toni nodded casually, her eyes still roaming round her, and Fanny felt +vaguely disappointed that the subject was so evidently uninteresting. + +"Well, he's going to Sutton, three miles from Willowhurst, and I truly +believe it's because he wants to be near you!" + +She had succeeded in arousing Toni's interest at last. + +"Leonard Dowson? Do you mean the dentist? But what on earth will he do +in Sutton?" + +"Look at people's teeth, I suppose," returned Miss Gibbs practically. +"He was in night before last, and he told Ma he was sick of London, and +this was a change for the better. It is a town, isn't it. And I s'pose +people by the river have toothache same as us, don't they?" + +"It is a town--of a sort," said Toni, "but I shouldn't have thought Mr. +Dowson would have settled there. He always said London was the one place +in the world for him." + +"That was when you were there," returned Fanny sagely. "I don't b'lieve +he's ever got over you, Toni. Ma says she never saw such a change in +anyone, and you know he was always fond of you. That's why he's going to +Sutton, you may take my word for it." + +To Fanny's surprise Toni spoke coldly. + +"I really can't imagine how you can be so silly, Fanny. How can it +affect Mr. Dowson where I am? I'm married now, and anyway he was never +anything to me." + +"Still, he might be faithful to his first love," giggled Fanny. + +"Fanny!" Toni faced her angrily. "You are simply odious when you talk +like that. Leonard Dowson's first love, indeed? If he says that about me +it is simply impertinence, and I don't care to hear you talk such +nonsense." + +She got up indignantly as she spoke and moved to the door. + +"If that is all you have got to say," she said, "I will go and talk to +Auntie." And she had the door open before Fanny found her tongue. + +Then: + +"Oh, I say, Toni, don't be horrid and stuck-up." Fanny's wail brought +Toni to a standstill. "If you _are_ Mr. Rose's wife, and a fine lady, +and in with a lot of smart people, you needn't go and be nasty to your +own cousin." + +Something in her voice brought Toni quickly back into the room. + +"Don't be silly, Fan!" She spoke impetuously. "Of course I am not being +stuck-up; you know I wouldn't be nasty to you for the world, but I do so +hate that sort of talk about men being fond of you and all that." + +"Well, I didn't know you minded," said Fanny humbly, and Toni's heart +smote her. + +"Oh, Fan, I don't mind--really--and I didn't mean to be cross. Now tell +me, how do you like my frock? It's the first time I've had it on." + +And in the ensuing animated discussion on frocks and frills Fanny lost +that queer, uncomfortable sense of inferiority which had sprung to birth +beneath Toni's manner. + +Somehow, after that Toni found the time drag. She was gentle and +friendly with her aunt, affectionate towards Lu, cordial with her uncle +and the rest; but she found herself longing for Owen's arrival as a +signal for her release. + +The good-natured chatter, the well-meant inquisitiveness which found +vent in a ceaseless inquiry into the details of her new life, the noisy +jokes and laughter, the very persistence of the hospitality which filled +her cup and plate over and over again--they all jarred this afternoon; +and quite involuntarily Toni sighed for the peace and spaciousness, the +gracious calm and tranquillity of Greenriver. + +When Owen at last arrived it was with an inward glee that Toni heard the +clock strike six; for now his visit must of necessity be short. + +Possibly Owen saw her pallor, for he announced almost at once that +although he regretted the fact, he must carry off his wife without +delay; and after a brief interchange of courtesies, the family escorted +Toni to the car, whose glories most of them now beheld for the first +time. + +As Owen was still unable to drive, he took his seat by Toni in the body +of the car; and when they were safely away Toni turned to him with a +sigh of pleasure. + +"Owen, I thought you were never coming." + +"Was I very long?" Owen was struck by her tone. "What's the matter, +Toni? Are you tired, dear, or have the cousins been too much for you?" + +"Oh, no, not exactly," Toni was always loyal, but to-day her loyalty had +been severely tried. "But I can't help comparing the house with +Greenriver, and I was longing all the time to get back to the garden and +the big rooms." + +Owen did not smile at her naïve confession. + +"You like your home, Toni? Greenriver pleases you?" + +"I think it's the loveliest house in the world," Toni said fervently. +"And sometimes I can hardly believe it is I who live there. You see, all +my life I have been used to little houses, and it seems almost +incredible that I should have the right to go about as I like--and even +pick the flowers in the garden." + +"Poor little Toni." Her gratitude touched Owen. "Sometimes I have +fancied you found it rather dull. I have been obliged to leave you so +much alone lately; but now we can have a holiday until the book's fate +is decided." + +"Will you be busy then?" + +"Well, there will be the proofs to revise. And, to tell you the truth, +Toni, I'm dying to get to work on another story." + +"Are you? But what about the _Bridge_?" + +"Oh, I won't neglect that, of course. But everything is running smoothly +there and Barry is turning out trumps, too. He has grasped the whole +thing as I never expected him to do. He's going to get a bigger salary +almost at once, and then I suppose he will marry Miss Lynn." + +He gave a sudden exclamation as the car swerved aside to avoid a +lumbering cart which took up more than its share of the road. + +"What's Fletcher doing, confound him? I say, Toni, this wretched arm of +mine doesn't seem to me to be getting on very well. The bone's knit all +right, but I have a fearful lot of pain in it sometimes." + +"Oh, have you, Owen?" Toni grew pale in an instant. "What does Dr. Mayne +say? You saw him a few days ago, didn't you?" + +"Yes, but I don't think he knows very much about it. He's a nice old +chap, but a bit behind the times. I have a good mind to go and see some +man in town one day next week. It's such a confounded handicap for a +writer not to be able to hold a pen." + +"What about your proofs?" Her heart sank as she asked the question. + +"Oh, Miss Loder can do those--under my supervision," he said carelessly. +"I'm not bothering about them so much as about my new book; and I've +been commissioned to write a series of articles for the _Lamp_, which +really ought to be put in hand at once." + +For a moment there was silence. Then: + +"Could I do your proofs?" Toni said, in a voice which shook in spite of +all her efforts. + +"Oh, it's awfully sweet of you, dear." Owen tried his hardest to avoid +hurting her. "But there is no occasion to worry you. I don't like to see +you bending over a desk when there is no need. Miss Loder has to do +something, anyway, and she might just as well do my work as anyone's." + +"Must she come down to Greenriver?" Now Toni's voice betrayed her, and +Owen looked up sharply. + +"Why not? Do you mean you would rather she did not come?" + +"Much rather." For once Toni's inward feelings burst their bounds, +driving her to open revolt. "I don't like Miss Loder about all day--I +never feel free--there's an oppression in the air so long as she is in +the house." + +Owen was surprised and annoyed by this speech; and showed his annoyance +plainly. + +"Don't you think you are rather prejudiced, Toni? You have never liked +the girl, and I can't imagine why. She does her work well, and doesn't +interfere with you in the least." + +"Interfere with me--no, perhaps not," said Toni, her breast heaving +stormily, her cheeks very red. "She laughs at me, though, which is +worse--sneers--oh, I know she thinks I'm a little fool, and so I am; but +I am at least your wife--the mistress of Greenriver, and she might +remember that and treat me with a little more respect." + +"Respect? My dear Toni, you are talking nonsense. How should the girl +treat you? She is always polite," said Owen, "and you know after all she +is ten years older than you----" + +"Only ten?" Toni's assumption of surprise was excellently done. "I +thought she was much more--she always seems to me so staid--so--so +middle-aged." + +Owen's brow cleared suddenly and he burst out laughing. + +"You silly little thing! Compared with you, Miss Loder _is_ middle-aged, +but she's a rattling secretary and I don't like to hear her abused. +Still, if you dislike the idea of her coming, I'll go to town, or do +without her. After all, I must not get too dependent on the girl--I'm +afraid I'm growing lazy. But if my arm still bothers me----" + +Instantly Toni's anger melted away and a rush of affection and sympathy +took its place. + +"I'm sorry, Owen--I didn't mean to be cross. I was talking nonsense--of +course you must have Miss Loder, I suppose I am jealous of her--because +she is so clever, and I'm such a little idiot." + +"I don't want a clever wife, thank you," laughed Owen, little dreaming +how his careless words cut into the quivering soul of the girl beside +him. "I want a pretty, lively, jolly little girl--half Italian for +choice--who is a cross between a wood-nymph and--sometimes--a +tiger-cat--or kitten! And it seems to me I have got just exactly what I +want." + +With an effort Toni smiled, in response to his good-natured jesting; and +Owen never knew that his well-meant words caused Toni to shed tears +before she slept that night. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + + +Mr. Anson's reader reported favourably on Owen's book, and in a very +short time satisfactory terms were agreed upon between author and +publisher, and the work of proof-reading and revision began. + +Unfortunately at the same time Owen felt his arm to be more than usually +painful; and a visit to town proved the necessity for further treatment, +of which perfect rest was a feature: with the result that once again +Owen was forced to accept the help of a secretary in his work. + +Miss Loder, naturally, filled the post; and once more she came to +Greenriver, and took her place in the stately old library, where she and +Owen passed strenuous hours daily. + +To Toni Miss Loder's presence was growing ever more and more +distasteful. Although Toni was not an intellectual woman, she had sharp +wits; and possibly she understood Millicent Loder's personality a good +deal better than Owen was able to do. And what Toni saw--and Toni's +intuition was rarely at fault--led her to distrust the other girl with +all her heart and soul. + +Miss Loder belonged to a rather uncommon variant of the type of +emancipated womanhood. Although intensely modern in many ways she had +never been able to lose her inborn sense of the superiority of man in +mental as well as in physical matters. + +She had none of the loudly-expressed scorn of the other sex by which +many women seek to hide their disappointment at the indifference of +members of that sex towards them. + +Although she was by force of circumstance a Suffragist, she did not for +one moment imagine that with the coming of votes for women the whole +industrial and social problem of the country would be solved. Unlike +many women, she was quite content to work under a man, and although she +was well able to think for herself on all vital questions, she liked to +hear and assimilate the opinions of the men with whom she came in +contact. + +She preferred men, indeed, to women; and her attitude towards them, +though never in the least familiar, held a good comradeship, a kind of +large tolerance which annoyed and irritated those of her girl +acquaintances who looked upon men as their natural enemies and the +enemies of all feminine progress. + +Shrewd, competent, fully assured of her own ability to face the world +alone, Miss Loder had never thought seriously of marriage. She delighted +in her independence, was proud of the fact that she was able to command +a good salary, and her habit of mind was too genuinely practical to +allow of any weak leanings towards romance. She did not wish to marry. +She had none of the fabled longing for domesticity, as exemplified in a +well-kept house and a well-filled nursery, with which the average man +endows the normal woman. She looked on children, indeed, mainly as the +materials on whom this or that system of education might be tested; and +she was really of too cold, too self-sufficing a nature to feel the need +of any love other than that of relation or friend. + +But since she had worked for Owen Rose, Millicent had begun to change +her views. At first she had merely been attracted by his brilliance, as +any clever girl might have been, had found it stimulating to work with +him, and had been pleased and proud when he selected her to be his +coadjutor in the task of writing his first book. She had been, in truth, +so keenly interested in the author that she had overlooked the man; and +it is a fact that until she came down, at his request, to his house to +work there, away from the busy office, his personality had been so vague +to her that she could not even have described his appearance with any +accuracy. + +But the sight of his home, the stately old house set in its spacious +gardens and surrounded by magnificent trees, had shaken Millicent out of +her intellectual reverie into a very shrewd and wide-awake realization +of the man himself. + +In his own home he shook off the conventions of the office, became more +human, more approachable; and no woman, least of all one as mentally +alert, as open-eyed as Miss Loder, could have passed with him through +those strenuous hours in which his book was born without gaining a +pretty complete insight into his character. + +And with knowledge came a new and less comprehensible emotion. At first +Miss Loder had accepted the fact of her employer's marriage as one +accepts any fixed tradition; and the subject rarely entered her thoughts +during working hours. + +Gradually she began to feel a faint curiosity as to what manner of woman +Owen Rose's wife might be; and she welcomed her summons to Greenriver on +the ground that now she would be able to solve the problem for herself. +When she finally saw Toni, her first emotion was one of surprise that +this dark-eyed girl should be the mistress of Greenriver; and very +slowly that surprise died and was succeeded by a feeling of envy which +grew day by day. At first Miss Loder grudged the unconscious Toni her +established position as _châtelaine_ of this eminently desirable home; +and Toni's very simplicity, the youthful _insouciance_ with which she +filled that position, was an added annoyance. Later, Miss Loder began to +grudge Toni more than that. As she spent more and more time in Owen's +company, as she grew more and more intimate with the workings of his +mind, of his rich and poetic imagination, Miss Loder began to fall under +the spell of the man himself. + +Quite unconsciously she was becoming ever more attracted by his manner, +his voice, his ways; and once or twice she found herself wondering, with +a kind of sick envy, in what light he appeared to the woman who was his +wife. + +Through it all, however, Miss Loder's paramount emotion was one of envy +for the mistress of Greenriver. She used to think, as she came into the +house each morning, that it would have suited her much better, as a +background, than it would ever suit the quaint, childish-looking Toni; +and it grew almost unendurable to her to have to sit at the luncheon +table as a guest--not even that--and watch Toni's ridiculous assumption +of dignity as she sat in her high-backed chair opposite her husband. + +There was no doubt about it that Greenriver would have suited Miss Loder +very well as a home; and she grew to dislike Toni more and more as the +full realization of the girl's good fortune penetrated her mind. + +Toni had been quite right in detecting the malice beneath Millicent's +pretended friendliness. It seemed to Miss Loder that the only way to +pierce this upstart girl's armour of complacency was to launch shafts of +cleverly-veiled contempt; and although to Owen these darts were either +imperceptible or merely accidental, Toni knew very well that they were +intended to wound. + +Owen, wrapped up in his book, and only anxious to further the work as +rapidly as possible, had no time to spare for these feminine amenities. +He realized, of course, that Toni did not care for Miss Loder; but he +thought he understood that her dislike came, rather pathetically, from +her consciousness of her own shortcomings: and had no idea that Miss +Loder herself was largely responsible for the lack of harmony between +them. + +On what might be called the literary side of him, he thought Millicent +Loder an excellent secretary, the one woman with whom he found it +possible to work; but on what might be called the personal side, his +interest was _nil_. True, he liked her trim appearance, though he would +never have dreamed of comparing it with Toni's more unconventional +attraction. He admired her quiet independence, and recognized her at +once as belonging to his own world; but he never thought of her in any +relation save that of secretary and general assistant; and even Toni was +sufficiently wise to recognize the fact. + +All the same Toni mistrusted the other woman; and it was with a feeling +of intensest apprehension that she received Owen's announcement that +Barry had arranged for a substitute at the office--thus setting Miss +Loder free to resume her work at Greenriver. + + * * * * * + +It chanced on a beautiful October day that Owen found it necessary to go +to town on business connected with the _Bridge_; and for once he went up +by train, bidding Toni use the car if she felt so inclined. + +She did feel inclined; and after a very early lunch, jumped into the +waiting motor, and directed Fletcher to drive over to Cherry Orchard, in +the hope of inducing the doctor's daughters to share her excursion. + +Disappointment awaited her, however. Both the Tobies were away from home +on a short visit, and Toni was obliged to proceed alone. + +She had enjoyed a couple of hours' spin in the frosty air, when she +found herself being carried swiftly past the railway station, and a +thought struck her which she communicated to Fletcher without delay. + +Yes, Fletcher opined, it was just time the London train was due, and +since it was quite possible Mr. Rose had travelled by it, he obligingly +brought the car to a standstill outside the station entrance. + +Toni jumped lightly out, an alluring little figure in her beautiful +sable coat and cap, and made her way swiftly on to the platform, +glancing at the big station clock as she did so. + +The train was not due for five minutes; and to pass the interval of +waiting, Toni strolled over to the bookstall in search of a paper. As +she stood turning over a few magazines, a familiar voice accosted her, +and she moved quickly to face the speaker. + +"Mrs. Rose--I hope you have not quite forgotten me?" + +"Mr. Dowson! Of course I've not forgotten you." She put out a friendly +little hand, which the young man seized in a fervent grasp. "My cousin +Fanny told me you were coming down to Sutton." + +"Yes. I had to change here. It's an awkward little journey." He was +gazing at her fixedly, but withal so respectfully that Toni could not +take offence. "You are, I believe, a resident of this little riverside +colony of Willowhurst?" + +"Well, we live by the river," said Toni cheerfully, amused, as of yore, +by his somewhat pedantic diction. "But do tell me, Mr. Dowson, how do +you expect to make a fortune here?" + +"I do not expect to do so," he informed her promptly. "I assure you this +move on my part was not actuated by any mercenary motive, Mrs. Rose." + +"Wasn't it?" She felt vaguely uncomfortable. "Well, I hope you will +succeed. After all, I suppose people do have toothache in the country." + +"Fortunately, they do," was Mr. Dowson's reply, and Toni was happily +able to acquit him of any unkind meaning. "But may I say that I have +never seen you looking so well, Mrs. Rose? Evidently the river life +suits you admirably." + +Toni did look particularly well at that moment. The keen frosty air had +brought a tinge of wild-rose to her cheeks, and a sparkle to her eyes; +and the animation of her expression hid the very slight traces of mental +distress which at a less favourable moment might have been evident to a +searching scrutiny. + +"I'm very well, thanks," she replied carelessly. "I've been motoring, +and now I'm waiting for my husband. He has been in town to-day." + +Although she did not wish to dismiss the young man summarily, he +imagined she desired him to go; and since to the true lover his +mistress' unspoken wish has the force of a command, Mr. Dowson hastened +to obey what he deemed her bidding. + +"I must hurry to the other side to take my train," he said immediately. +"May I express my pleasure at meeting you, Mrs. Rose--and also to see +you look so well," he added heartily, if ungrammatically. + +She shook hands with him, debating with herself as to the advisability +of inviting him to Greenriver; but fortunately the arrival of the London +train cut short their farewells at an opportune moment, and Mr. Dowson +left her before she had time to decide the point. + +Owen was not among the few passengers who got out of the train; and +after waiting a moment or two to make sure, Toni turned away to find +herself confronted with Mr. Herrick, who with a worried look on his face +was interrogating one of the sleepy porters. + +"No, sir, there isn't no cabs. There wasn't but three, and the gentlemen +was very quick about taking 'em." + +"Well, I must get one somehow." Herrick, quite overlooking Toni in his +disturbance, spoke sharply, and Toni wondered vaguely why he was so +annoyed. "You can ring one up from the livery stables, can't you?" + +"What's the matter, Jim? No cab, I suppose. Well, they can just fetch +one--and quick, too." + +The words, spoken behind her in an unmistakably Irish voice made Toni +start. She understood, all at once, that this was Mrs. Herrick's +home-coming; and she felt a sudden curiosity to see the woman who had +lately gone through so bitter an experience. + +She half turned away; then a thought struck her, and she turned quickly +back again and rushed into speech. + +"Mr. Herrick, I couldn't help hearing you say you wanted a cab just now. +Will you let me drive you--and your wife--home in the car? Do--it would +save you having to wait so long." + +Herrick, whose usual philosophic calm appeared to have deserted him, +hesitated. + +"Why, Mrs. Rose, it's awfully good of you--but----" + +"Oh, do!" Toni spoke eagerly, and the woman who stood by turned to her +impulsively. + +"Are you offering to take us home in your car?" Her voice was full of +Irish melody. "It is very kind of you--and for myself, I'm so tired I'd +accept with pleasure. But"--there was something malignant in the glance +she gave her husband--"perhaps we'd better wait for a cab." + +"Oh, do come, please," Toni begged, her bright eyes pleading to be +allowed to do this little service. "It's a big car, and I'm all alone in +it." + +"Very well." Mrs. Herrick turned to her husband. "Come along, Jim; the +luggage can come on later." + +And in less than five minutes the matter was arranged. Herrick elected +to sit beside the chauffeur, so that Toni and her new acquaintance sat +together in the body of the car. Mrs. Herrick's large and rather +new-looking dressing-bag on the floor at their feet. + +Toni gave the direction to the openly interested Fletcher, and the car +glided away through the group of loafers hanging round the station +entrance, and settled down into a steady hum on the road leading to the +Hope House. + +Toni seized a moment while Mrs. Herrick was busy with the fastening of +her bag to steal a look at her companion; and in that brief glance she +received two distinct impressions--one that Eva Herrick was a bitterly +unhappy woman, the other that she had no intention of allowing other +people to escape from her own aura of bitterness. + +In person Mrs. Herrick was short and slight, with a look of finish about +her probably handed down through generations of her Irish ancestors. Her +small features were cut as clearly as a cameo, and her short upper lip, +while giving her an air of pride which was unpleasing, was in itself +beautiful. Her eyes, the big Irish eyes which had first enslaved +Herrick, were lovely in shape and colour, but they were encircled by +disfiguring blue shadows, and the fine skin had a tell-tale pallor which +spoke of long indoor confinement. + +Her hair, by nature crisp and golden, looked dull and lifeless in the +shadow of her hat; and over the whole dainty face and figure there was +an indefinable blight, a sort of shadow which dimmed and blurred their +naturally clean and clear contours. + +As she removed her gloves to fumble with the lock of her bag. Toni +noticed that the small, well-shaped hands were rough and badly kept; and +Toni's soft heart was wrung by these evidences of a sordid, toilsome +past. + +Suddenly Mrs. Herrick sat upright and gazed at Toni with a look which +held something of criticism. + +"You live down here I suppose?" + +"Yes. We live at Greenriver, about a mile from your bungalow." + +"Ah. Been here long?" + +"Only a few months." + +"I see. You haven't known my husband very long, then?" + +"No. He pulled me out of the river one day," said Toni, "and we have +seen him pretty often during the summer." + +"Then I suppose you know where I've been?" Her eyes shone maliciously. +"Oh, don't pretend you didn't know. I'm sure my worthy husband must have +told you the whole story." + +Toni, scarlet with embarrassment, and wishing from the bottom of her +heart that she had never offered the use of her car, said nothing; and +with a grating little laugh the other woman continued her speech. + +"I expect everyone knows I have been in prison." Luckily she did not +raise her voice; and Herrick, possibly foreseeing the necessity, had +taken care to engage the chauffeur in conversation. "Eighteen +months--almost--spent in _hell_. Oh!" Her small, sharp teeth bit her lip +venomously. "It drives me mad to think of it. And it could all have been +avoided if my husband had been a man." + +"Oh!" Toni revolted inwardly against her callousness. + +"Oh, I suppose he's told you some tale or other." Mrs. Herrick spoke +fiercely, and all her childish beauty waned beneath her passion; "Well, +whatever he says, it is I who have paid the bill. Prison! My God, you +don't know what it is to be shut up in a cell like a beast--to be +ordered about like a dog, to be starved on coarse food, made to sleep on +a bed you wouldn't dare to give your servant!" + +Toni, very pale, tried to stem the torrent of her words. + +"Mrs. Herrick--please--really I don't think you ought to say this to +me----" + +"Ought? Why do you say that?" Eva Herrick looked contemptuously at her +would-be mentor. "If you had been shut up as I have been, you would talk +as you liked. Thank God I can talk if I can do nothing else." + +Quite suddenly her manner changed. She gave a little laugh which was +oddly fascinating, and laid her hand on Toni's arm. + +"Come, now, Mrs. Rose, don't be getting angry with me." Her brogue lent +a charm to her speech. "I'll admit I've no earthly right to talk so; +it's bad form to begin with and a poor return for your kindness. But +remember, I've gone through an experience that's enough to kill a woman, +and you can't expect me to forget it all at once. So you must forgive +me. Will you?" + +"Oh, of course I will." Toni spoke quickly. "And I had no right to speak +as I did. But--you must forget all that is past. Won't you try?" + +"Sure, I'll try." Eva's lovely eyes filled with tears. "But I know what +will happen. Your husband won't let you know me, of course, and if Jim +and I are left alone, we'll be murdering one another one fine day." + +"Oh, please don't talk so. Of course my husband will let me know you," +said Toni in distress; and she was glad to find from the slackening of +the car that their conversation must be cut short. + +Jim Herrick, more silent and worn-looking than Toni had ever seen him, +helped his wife to alight and then shook hands gratefully with Toni. + +"So many thanks, Mrs. Rose." His big, bright eyes looked into hers, +almost as the eyes of a nice dog might have done. "You have saved us a +long wait, and I'm only sorry we have taken you out of your way." + +"Oh, that's nothing," Toni said. "I like being out on these bright days, +and I'm ever so glad I happened to be at the station." + +She shook hands with Mrs. Herrick, who looked a pitifully fragile figure +as she stood beside the car; and then Toni gave the order for home, and +Fletcher obeyed that order too promptly to allow of any further +leave-takings. + +Just for one moment Jim Herrick stood looking after the car, and in his +heart there was a great sickness of apprehension. + +With the best intention in the world to be fair to his wife, he could +not help comparing the fresh, simple-hearted Toni with the world-weary +and disillusioned Eva; and at the thought of the future his spirits sank +to zero. + +A mocking voice broke on his ear as he watched the car gliding swiftly +down the road. + +"When you've finished staring at that young woman, Jim, perhaps you'll +open the gate." Eva stood back to allow him to reach the latch. "I must +say this is a nice place to bring me to. Is it a cottage or what?" + +"It's quite a decent little place, dear," he said steadily, as he held +open the gate for her to pass through. "Of course, I quite understand +that it is only a temporary arrangement, but you will try to put up with +it, won't you?" + +"I suppose I shall have to," she replied ungraciously; and then she +uttered an impatient exclamation as the big white dog tore over the lawn +to meet her master, uttering deep-throated bays of welcome the while. +"You've still got that beast, then--go down, you brute," she added, as +Olga approached, with instinctive courtesy, to greet her former +mistress. + +"Don't snap at her, dear," said Herrick kindly. "The poor creature is +only trying to say how do you do." + +"Then she can say it to someone else," said Eva curtly. "I hate big +dogs--I wish you'd get rid of her." + +Herrick made no reply, but opened the door, and they went into the house +together. + +Eva passed into the quaintly attractive sitting-room with a frown on her +face, which lightened, however, at sight of the tea-table standing +ready, and pulling off her gloves and coat she flung herself into a low +chair with a sigh of fatigue. + +"Heavens, how thirsty I am," she said. "Give me some tea, Jim--quickly." +And as he moved forward to obey her, her eyes followed him with a +curious expression in their grey depths. + +"What's for dinner?" she asked, suddenly, and Herrick looked his memory +to recall the _menu_. + +"Soup, roast chicken, plum tart, and a savoury," he said at last, +smiling with a rather pathetic attempt at cheerfulness. "Mrs. Swastika, +as I call her, is what is known as a 'good plain cook,' but anything at +all elaborate throws her off her balance altogether." + +"Have you no other servants?" she demanded shortly. + +"Not yet. I didn't want them, you know, and I thought you would prefer +to choose them yourself." + +"I? If I can get any," she said darkly, drawing her delicate brows +together resentfully. "Of course they won't stay when they find out +things; but we must be decently waited on." + +Herrick made no reply; and his silence exasperated the girl, whose +nerves were all on edge. + +"Oh, don't stand there saying nothing." Her voice was shrill. "Of +course, you think I ought to wait on myself--now. And I suppose because +I've been in prison you expect me to be thankful to be here--even in a +hole like this. Well, I'm not. I hate the place. It's common and shabby +and horrid, and I'm not going to live all anyhow, to please you." + +Herrick, dismayed at the vehemence of her manner, could find no words; +and she went on with increasing passion: + +"I'm your wife--if I _am_ a jail-bird!" She flung the taunt at him, and +her whole little figure was shaken with the intensity of her emotion. +"If you think I'm going to pretend to be penitent--and grateful to +you--you are wrong! I _hate_ you, Jim, I loathe and despise you--you +might have taken the blame on your shoulders--and instead you stood by +and watched them torture me. _You've_ not been to prison, _you've_ not +been bullied and despised--you've not spent weeks and months in a +loathsome little cell where the sun never shone and there was never a +breath of air--you've not been called by a number, and preached at by +the chaplain--oh, no, you've been living here in the sunshine--enjoying +yourself, eating good food--your chicken and your savouries--and for all +I know passing as a single man, and keeping your disgraced wife in the +background!" + +She struck the table sharply with her hand, and her cup and saucer fell +to the ground and smashed, the tea trickling in a brown stream over the +dim blues and greens of the Persian carpet. + +She ignored the catastrophe. + +"Well, you've got me back now, and I'm going to make _your_ life what +mine has been for the last year and a half! I've longed for this moment, +Jim"--she set her teeth--"longed for it during the horrible days and the +still more horrible nights. It was only my hatred of you that kept me +alive in the first ghastly weeks. I could have died--I was very ill at +first, and they thought I'd die--but I knew I wouldn't. I meant to live +so that I could tell you again to your face that I hate you, hate +you--_hate_ you! And I'm going to show you what hate is, Jim--I'm going +to make you wish you were dead--or in prison, as I have been. Oh, my +God--I wish--I wish I _were_ dead!" + +With a sudden collapse of all her powers she dropped, face downwards, on +the big divan, and burst into a fit of wild and uncontrollable sobbing. + +With an effort whose magnitude he himself only half realized, Herrick +went softly over to the weeping, writhing figure, and laid his hand very +gently on her shoulder. + +"Eva, for pity's sake----" + +She flung off his hand as though it had been a venomous serpent which +had touched her; and again her wild sobbing filled the room. + +"Eva, listen to me, dear." Herrick sat down beside her and spoke in a +quiet tone, which yet pierced through her sobs. "You must not say +anything like that to me again. There isn't any question of hatred +between you and me. We are together now, and we must build up a new and +happy life together which will help us to forget the less happy past. +Come, dear, look up and tell me you will help me to make a fresh start." + +She did not speak, but her sobs lessened as though she were listening. + +"Now, Eva, sit up and dry your eyes and we will drop the subject. Come +upstairs and have a rest before dinner. You are tired out and want a +good sleep." + +She rose without a word, but in her face he read only fatigue, none of +the softening which he had hoped to see. + +"Yes. I'm tired--dead tired." She moved languidly towards the door. "I +think I shall never be anything else--now." + +Her fit of passion had indeed worn her out. For the rest of the evening +she was quiet and listless; and she went upstairs very early to bed, +leaving Herrick to sit alone with his dog, smoking his pipe, and facing +the future with a sinking heart. + +He sat there until the hour was really late; and then crept upstairs +very softly to avoid waking Eva, if indeed she slept. + +Just as he reached her door he heard a faint, strangled cry, and rushed +into her room to find her in the throes of one of the nightmares which +he found, later, were a dreadful legacy from her prison life. On waking, +her relief at finding she was not, as usual, alone was so great that for +the first time she clung to Herrick as she might have done in happier +days; and as he soothed her and pushed the damp golden curls from her +brow she spoke naturally, with none of the resentment she had hitherto +displayed. + +Her husband's heart melted towards her in this gentler mood; and long +after she had fallen asleep again, soothed by his presence, he sat +watching her uneasy slumber with a feeling of compassion which, had she +realized it, must surely have done something to bridge the gulf which +now yawned between them. + +In the morning she was her hard, mocking self again; and Herrick's +patience was sorely tried in the days which followed. + +It seemed, indeed, as though she had stated her feelings for him +correctly, as though she did really hate him with a bitter and +relentless hatred. The prison life had changed her whole being, turned +her from a brilliant, reckless, worldly girl, warmhearted and +extravagant, but generous to a fault, into a cold, malignant, callous +woman, nursing a grudge until it attained gigantic proportions, and +fully resolved to exact from her husband and the world a heavy payment +for the humiliating punishment she had been forced to undergo. + +Herrick could never discover that she felt that punishment to be +deserved. The whole world was to blame, but never she herself. It was +the fault of her husband, who had kept her short of money; of the +tradespeople who had pressed her, of the usurers who had got her into +their clutches--the fault of everyone save Eva Herrick; and the fact +that they had all, as it were, combined against her, that together they +had been too much for her, embittered her outlook on life to such a +degree that she was positively incapable of any reasonable analysis of +her own guilt. + +It was her husband against whom her resentment was chiefly directed. +With all the perversity of her ill-regulated, half-formed mind, she +refused to realize the fact that it had been absolutely impossible for +Herrick to take her crime on to his own shoulders. She clung childishly +to the notion that if he had wished he could have borne the blame and +endured the consequences; and since there is no reason to doubt that to +a girl in her position her life in prison was a horrible experience, her +bitterness is perhaps hardly to be wondered at, after all. + +Her sentence had left on soul and body traces which would never be +effaced; and sometimes Herrick could hardly believe that this cold, +cynical, bitter-tongued woman was indeed the gay Irish girl he had +married. + +But in spite of everything she was his wife. And Herrick was not the man +to shirk an obligation which was so plainly marked as this. Although he +shrank inwardly from her constant recriminations, he never let her see +how he was wounded by her biting tongue; and to all her reproaches he +presented so serene and complacent a front that she sometimes desisted +from very weariness. + +So the autumn days went on; and if Herrick felt sometimes that in spite +of the beautiful world around him, life was no longer full of "sweet +things," he never wavered in his resolve to do all in his power to make +up to Eva, for the misery she had endured behind those heartless prison +walls. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + + +"Toni, do you think it quite wise to go about so much with Mrs. +Herrick?" + +It was Owen who asked the question one cold morning as the two sat at +breakfast; and Toni looked up with something like defiance in her bright +eyes. + +"Why not, Owen? Oh, I know she has been--well, you know where--but she +is free again now; and it is very hard if one mistake is to dog her +footsteps wherever she goes for the rest of her life." + +"It was a pretty serious mistake," Owen reminded her quietly, "and to +tell you the truth I hardly like you to go about so constantly with a +woman who did what she was proved to have done." + +"Oh, don't be such a Pharisee, Owen." Toni spoke sharply and Owen +glanced at her in dismay. "I suppose someone has been saying something +to you. But I don't intend to give up Eva Herrick to please a lot of +spiteful old women like Lady Martin and Mrs. Madgwick." + +"Certainly one or two people have commented on your friendship," said +Owen thoughtfully, "and I'm bound to say I don't like it myself. To +begin with Mrs. Herrick treats her husband abominably; and I should not +have thought you would have been attracted by her shallow, futile way of +talking." + +"You forget I'm shallow and futile myself," said Toni with a faint, +bitter smile. "The gossips of the neighbourhood have long since decided +that I was an ignorant little fool who wasn't fit to be the mistress of +Greenriver; and I suppose it's a case of birds of a feather, isn't it?" + +"Toni!" Owen's voice expressed bewilderment. "What on earth do you mean? +Who ever dared to say you weren't fit to be mistress of Greenriver?" + +"Oh, heaps of people," said Toni recklessly. "You know quite well you +were ashamed of me when we first went out to dinner parties here, and I +didn't know how to behave--and lately we have been invited nowhere--not +even to the Golf Club Ball." + +Owen bit his lip. In truth the matter of the ball had puzzled him +considerably. Although not a golfer, he was on friendly terms with many +of the members of the local Club; and since Toni's friends, Mollie and +Cynthia Teach, were ardent golfers, it had seemed most probable that +Owen and his wife would receive an invitation to the annual ball. + +The Tobies had indeed gone so far as to assure Toni of her invitation +when first the ball was mentioned; and though as the day grew near the +two girls grew uneasy when the topic was broached, Toni never dreamed +that their avoidance of the subject covered a real and distressing +awkwardness. + +Certainly neither Toni nor Owen imagined that they had been quietly +excluded from the list of guests; but such was the astounding fact, as +Mollie and Cynthia were guiltily aware. + +It was largely due to Lady Martin's plain-speaking that this came about. + +Somehow the real truth about Eva Herrick had leaked out; as such truths +do invariably leak out; and Toni's ill-advised friendship with Herrick's +wife was easily turned to her disadvantage by so skilful an adversary as +Lady Martin. + +From the first her ladyship had been unable to bring herself to tolerate +Toni; and had lost no opportunity of spreading abroad Toni's rash +admission as to the nature of her cousin's employment--with the +immediate result that in a good many people's eyes Toni herself was +looked upon as an unusually fortunate shop-girl raised by a stroke of +good luck to a position which she was quite unsuited to adorn. + +Possibly there was in the case of some of her detractors an element of +jealousy in their comments on Owen Rose's wife. There were a good many +houses along the river where daughters were at a discount; and to see an +unknown and attractive girl like Toni step into the place which many of +these girls would have dearly liked to fill was doubtless somewhat +galling. + +At any rate Lady Martin found plenty of supporters when she broached her +avowed intention of excluding Mrs. Rose from the ball of which she was +patroness, on the ground of her friendship with the woman who had been, +as they all knew, in prison for a serious offence; and so it happened +that when the ball took place neither Owen nor Toni contributed by their +presence to the success of the evening. + +It was perfectly true that Toni had struck up a friendship with Jim +Herrick's wife; and it is only fair to Toni to state that in the first +instance she had made overtures to Eva Herrick from a purely +good-hearted desire to return Herrick's kindness to her in the one way +possible. + +She was not, in truth, greatly attracted to Eva at first. She found her +hard, bitter, at times ungenerous; but Mrs. Herrick was clever enough to +see that such attributes failed to endear her to Toni; and since to +Eva's perverted mind her husband's companionship was unendurable, she +quickly determined to make a friend of this soft-hearted, unworldly +little girl who was evidently sorry for her in her wordless fashion; and +was too candid herself to suspect deceit or double-dealing in others. + +Eva knew very well that the neighbourhood, which prided itself on its +exclusiveness, would have little or nothing to do with her; and motor +rides with Toni in the luxurious grey car, with lunch or tea at some +riverside hotel, formed an agreeable method of passing the days which +were otherwise horribly long and empty. + + * * * * * + +"I wasn't thinking of the Golf Ball," Owen said, in reply to Toni's last +speech. "But honestly, Toni, I don't care for Mrs. Herrick. Oh, I'm not +talking now of the necklace affair. That's over and done with; but it's +the woman herself I don't approve of." + +"Why not?" She spoke abruptly and Owen frowned. + +"Well, she's not the sort of girl I like my wife to be intimate with. +I'm sorry for that poor fellow Herrick. He is a sensible man, and knows +that if his wife's past is to be forgotten it will be by living quietly +and decently, and not by pushing into the society of the neighbourhood +whether she is welcome or no." + +"Owen, you're perfectly hateful." Toni was really angry. "She is always +welcome here, anyway. You know quite well that no one round about really +likes me. Oh, they call and all that sort of thing; but no one is really +friendly to me, and all the time they are saying horrid things about me +behind my back." + +"I think you are talking nonsense, dear," said Owen quietly. "No one +says horrid things. To begin with, what should they say?" + +"They say I'm common and ignorant, and so I am," said Toni passionately, +with a sudden desire to blurt out the conversation she had overheard on +that miserable day in August. "Mrs. Madgwick says so, and Lady Martin. I +heard them--and lots of other people say so too. I thought it wasn't +true at first--and then I saw it was. I asked Mr. Herrick, and he told +me to read and educate myself and then I could be useful to you--and +instead of that you went and got that perfectly hateful Miss Loder, and +everyone knows it was because you were sick of me trying to help you and +doing it so badly." + +Owen's face as he listened to this speech was a study in bewilderment. +The introduction of Herrick's name puzzled him considerably; and +although he frowned at Toni's description of Miss Loder, he realized +that by some means Toni had been made unhappy over her own position as +his wife. + +"See here, Toni, I don't quite understand." He looked at her keenly. +"Who says you are ignorant--and all the rest? And what on earth has +Herrick to do with our affairs?" + +"I told him--he saw me crying and asked me why. It was at the Vicarage +Bazaar--I was sitting in a summer-house and Lady Martin and Mrs. +Madgwick were outside, and they began to talk about me and they said all +those horrible things----" + +"Toni, were you obliged to listen? Couldn't you have got away!" + +"No." She lifted her clear eyes to his and he repented his question. "I +couldn't come out when they had begun; and I didn't know at first that +they were talking secrets." + +Her childish phraseology made Owen smile in the midst of his annoyance. + +"So Mr. Herrick advised you to read? Well, Toni, that was good advice." + +"Yes--and I took it," she said eagerly. "I read heaps and heaps of dull +books and worked at French--and poetry--and then when I tried to help +you, you wouldn't let me. You brought that horrid Loder here instead." + +Her reiteration of Miss Loder's name jarred. Owen had been genuinely +surprised and interested by this revelation, and if Toni had been wise +enough to stick to her own side of the affair, it is probable she would +have captured Owen's sympathy, and, incidentally, his heart; but she +weakened her case by her senseless prejudice against Millicent Loder; +and with a quick sense of irritation Owen told himself that she was only +jealous--in a purely unsentimental way--after all. + +She had never liked being ousted from her position, as would-be helper; +but Owen knew--or fancied he did--the exact value of her aid; and after +all his work was too important for him to run the risk of spoiling it by +any lack of efficiency in his helpers. + +"I wish you'd leave Miss Loder's name out of the question," he said at +last, and his tone struck coldly on Toni's excited ear. "When the book +is published I will dispense with her assistance, if you wish it; but +until then I tell you frankly I intend to avail myself of her most +valuable help." + +He had expected an angry reply; but none came. Instead Toni said in a +low voice: + +"Very well, Owen. I know Miss Loder is useful to you and I am not. But +if you refuse to let me help you, I don't think you can complain if I +try to fill my time with other things--and if Mrs. Herrick is pleasant +and nice to me I cannot very well refuse to know her, can I?" + +"To know her? Certainly not--but there is a difference between knowing +her casually and being with her all day long." + +"I am not that," she replied quietly. "I take her motoring sometimes, +because it is dull going alone, and it is a treat to her. But of course +if you object--it is your car----" + +"Oh, don't be silly, Toni." All Owen's pent-up irritation found vent in +the words. "I'm not a dragon--or an ogre, am I? Take Mrs. Herrick by all +means--have her here if you like, only for goodness' sake don't talk as +though I wished to condemn you to perpetual loneliness." + +"Very well. I won't." She rose as she spoke. "You've finished, haven't +you? Then I'll go and see Mrs. Blades--she is ill again to-day, Kate +says." + +"Is she? Poor old soul." Owen rose too, and passing round the table laid +his hands on Toni's shoulders. "Toni, we're not quarrelling, are we? +Have I neglected you lately? I'm sorry if I have--when the book's out we +will have a trip abroad, go on the Riviera or somewhere nice and warm." + +He stooped, and kissed her, but though she lifted her face obediently +and even returned his caress, Toni's lips were cold and her eyes had +lost their sparkle. + +Owen's inflexibility frightened her. She had half expected that when he +knew her real and vital dislike for Miss Loder he would promise to send +her away; but he had done nothing of the kind: and Toni felt again, as +she had already felt once or twice of late, that Owen had no intention +of giving in to his wife's fancies, as some men were always ready to do. + +She had intended to offer to give up Eva Herrick's friendship if Owen +would send away Miss Loder. In the quiet hours of the night such a +bargain had seemed simple enough; but when it came to making the +suggestion Toni's heart failed her. + +"Are you going motoring to-day, Toni?" + +"I had thought of it," she said slowly; "but--do you want the car?" + +"No, thanks, dear. I'm going up to town by the twelve-thirty--I promised +to meet Barry for lunch. Shall you be in?" + +"No. I thought of lunching out," said Toni rather vaguely. + +"Oh. Well, you'll order Miss Loder's lunch then, won't you? She must +have it alone to-day." + +Owen, occupied with a letter he held in his hand, had spoken +thoughtlessly; but an exclamation from Toni made him pause and regard +his wife in amazement. Toni's pallor had given way to a deep flush, and +her usually sweet eyes blazed with rage. + +"Oh, I'll order Miss Loder's lunch." She spoke in sharp staccato tones. +"You needn't be afraid I will neglect her because you're away. I _can_ +keep house, if I'm not a B.A.; and thank Heaven I shan't have to sit at +the table and listen to her sneering at me all the time." + +"Toni!" In Owen's eyes a flame similar to that in her own had sprung to +life. "What do you mean by this nonsense about Miss Loder? Let me tell +you once and for all that I won't have it. You never cease libelling +that unfortunate woman from morning to night. Considering she is here, +in your house, in a subordinate position, your behaviour is both +unladylike and ungenerous; and if you continue to talk in this way about +a girl who has to earn her own living, and has never done you any +harm--well, we shall quarrel, that's all." + +"I don't care if we do." Toni's hot temper--a heritage from her Italian +mother--was let loose. "I'd sooner quarrel than submit to everything you +like to do. If you loved me, treated me as you ought to treat your wife, +you'd send her away. Oh, I'm not jealous in a silly way--I know you +aren't likely to make love to her----" + +"_Toni!_" Owen's voice frightened her into silence. "Don't dare to put +such a vulgar insinuation into words, if you please. If you are so lost +to your own dignity and self-respect as your anger seems to imply, at +least remember that you are my wife, and don't let me hear such a +thoroughly degrading and unworthy remark from you again." + +"I _didn't_!" Toni, crimson-faced, had tears in her eyes. "I said I +didn't think it. It's not fair of you to pretend I did.... I only +meant----" + +"I'm afraid you don't know what you do mean," said Owen, his anger dying +down at the sight of her tears. "But in any case we had better drop the +subject." + +He paused for a moment, then something in Toni's forlorn aspect touched +his heart and he spoke more kindly. + +"Come, Toni, don't let's make a scene over this. You're my wife, you +know--I didn't marry you because I wanted a secretary, I married you +because I wanted you for my wife----" + +"Even though you didn't love me." Toni spoke quietly, even a little +sadly, and Owen's heart sank as he realized what her words implied. + +"I didn't love you?" For the life of him he did not know what to say. + +"No. I thought you did--but it doesn't matter," said Toni a little +drearily. "I'm sorry I made a scene just now, Owen. Please forgive me. I +won't do it again." + +And without waiting for a reply she opened the door and went out of the +room, leaving Owen staring after her, stirred to the depths of his soul +by something he thought he had read in her usually child-like eyes. + +It was no child who had gazed at him as she spoke those last few words. +It was a woman who had looked through Toni's Southern eyes in that +moment of stress; and for the first time since his marriage, Owen +wondered whether his estimate of Toni had been incorrect after all. + +He had thought her soulless, a pretty, light-hearted, unselfish little +comrade, swayed by feminine whims and caprices, but incapable of rising +to the stature of the perfect woman; and lo, in one moment of +unconscious revelation she had shown herself to him as a woman indeed, +one who had realized that he had married her for some other cause than +love, yet did not stoop to blame him. + +But if Toni were indeed a woman, one capable, moreover, of a totally +unexpected magnanimity, he had indeed been guilty of a serious mistake, +and the very idea that he had misread Toni's character so hopelessly +filled Owen with a humility as disturbing as it was complete. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + + +The immediate effect of the little scene at the breakfast table was +unfortunately that of an increased intimacy between Toni Rose and +Herrick's wife. + +Although Toni's exit from the battlefield had been quiet and even +dignified, she found it hard to forgive Owen's plain-speaking on the +subject of what he supposed to be her silly prejudice against Miss +Loder. He had called her conduct vulgar and ungenerous, had spoken, +moreover, in the tone in which a harsh schoolmaster might censure a +naughty child; and all her love for Owen could not prevent a feeling of +humiliation which galled her sorely. + +The sight of Miss Loder, trim, competent, complacent, acted upon Toni's +nerves in much the same way as the red rag is said to act on the nervous +system of a bull. Although she dared not give vent openly to her +dislike, Toni's behaviour towards her husband's secretary was by no +means cordial; and Owen felt a slightly bitter resentment against his +young wife for what he considered her most unreasonable inability to +understand his position. + +Millicent Loder was a god-send to a harassed literary man; and yet Owen +began to wonder whether after this book were done it would be advisable +to dispense with her services. That, however, seemed unfair to the girl, +who liked her work with him, and would consider her dismissal uncalled +for; and Owen generally finished his mental discussion with a resolution +to ignore Toni's foolishness and trust to time to teach her toleration. + +It must be remembered that neither Toni nor her husband had the +slightest notion of what lay beneath Miss Loder's calm exterior. Envy of +Toni as Rose's wife, scorn of her as the mistress of a beautiful and +stately house, mingled in Millicent's breast with a strong and +unreasonable longing to attract Toni's husband to herself; and the very +fact that the marriage of these two was not what she called a success, +lent additional keenness to all her emotions. + +Oddly enough, Mrs. Herrick saw Millicent in something very like her true +light, with a vision even clearer than that of the more interested Toni; +and Eva Herrick, who since her imprisonment hated all men and most +women, was not ill-pleased by the spectacle of Toni's dislike for her +husband's secretary. + +Very adroitly Eva set herself to foster that dislike. Although she had +only encountered Miss Loder twice--once on the occasion of a call paid +in return for Toni's ceremonious call upon her, and again during a wait +at the station for the London train, Mrs. Herrick had quickly realized +that Miss Loder liked Toni little better than Toni cared for her; and +Eva was not the sort of woman to let any knowledge of that kind lie +useless. + +Without saying anything definite, she contrived to let Toni know she +sympathized with her in the matter of Miss Loder's tenancy of the +library; and although Toni never let slip a word which might have +savoured of disloyalty to her husband, Mrs. Herrick knew, with a queer, +uncanny shrewdness peculiar to her, that the girl's marriage was not +altogether happy. + +If it had been, it is improbable that Eva would have made a friend of +Toni. As she said to herself now and again, she had no use for happy +people. Her own life was spoilt--that the spoiling was due to herself +she would have been the last to acknowledge--and she was in no humour to +watch other people making a success of their lives. What she wanted was +to see those around her as unhappy, as disillusioned, as discontented as +herself; and all Toni's kindness, all her gentle, unselfish +friendliness, went for nothing when the opportunity arose for a further +darkening of Toni's already overshadowed sky. + +On the surface, however, all was serenity. Eva accepted Toni's +companionship with outward gratitude, and when once Herrick was +satisfied that Toni knew what she was doing, he put no obstacles in the +way of their better acquaintance. + +Afterwards he told himself that he should have known better than to +allow his wife to take advantage of Toni's unworldliness; but at the +moment he was only too glad to find Eva apparently sincere in her liking +for the simple-hearted Toni; and assuming, naturally, that Owen did not +disapprove of the growing intimacy, he watched the affair with a +gratitude made natural by his intense pity for his wife. + +One day Mrs. Herrick asked Toni to accompany her to Sutton, where she +had made an appointment for twelve o'clock. It appeared that she had +suffered agonies of toothache while in prison, and although the +authorities had done all they could for her, she was again in urgent +need of a dentist's services. She had been informed of the arrival of a +new practitioner in the little town, who came from a London practice; +and to Toni's mingled surprise and dismay she found herself invited to +accompany Mrs. Herrick on a visit to Mr. Dowson's surgery. + +On the spur of the moment she confessed to a previous acquaintance with +Mr. Dowson; and Eva thereupon plied her with questions as to his +proficiency in his work. + +"I don't want my teeth breaking or my jaw dislocating," she said. "Do +you think the man's any good? It's such a bore to have to go up to town +every time. Has he ever done any work for you?" + +Toni, who had never had toothache in her life, was obliged to reply in +the negative; but assured Eva that Mr. Dowson had an excellent +reputation in Brixton. + +"Well, I wrote and fixed up an appointment with him," said Eva +carelessly, "so I suppose I'd better go. But if he isn't any good I +shan't go again." + +"I'll run you over in the car," said Toni eagerly, "and we'll go on to +lunch somewhere. Miss Loder leaves early to-day, so it doesn't matter +about my not being at home." + +Mrs. Herrick accepted the offer promptly, and at five minutes past +twelve the big car pulled up in front of Mr. Dowson's modest house, much +to the excitement of the school children, who were at that moment +released from the school-buildings at the end of the street. + +A quiet little maid showed the visitors into the usual depressing +waiting-room; and reappeared two minutes later to conduct them into the +torture chamber itself; and since Eva flatly refused to go alone, Toni +perforce accompanied her into the operator's presence. + +Mr. Dowson's pale face lighted up at the sight of Toni with a radiance +which even the self-engrossed Eva could not fail to note. He recollected +himself sufficiently to shake hands professionally with his patient, but +Toni he greeted warmly, as an old friend. + +He had never dreamed of such a glorious happening as this visit. The +dingy room was transfigured by Toni's presence therein; and his long, +white, carefully-manicured hands were absolutely unsteady as he opened +his little cabinet and selected one or two tiny but deadly-looking +instruments from the shining rows within. + +Toni, for her part, was occupied in thanking the Providence which had +seen fit to equip her with a set of perfectly sound white teeth; and she +felt an intense sympathy with the hapless Eva, whose nerves, undermined +by her late experience, were already betraying her into signs of +agitation. + +"I won't hurt you, really," said Mr. Dowson, with a beaming smile, which +he felt to be out of place, but could not restrain. "Please lean back a +little more--so. Now open--just a _leetle_ wider--thank you, that will +do." + +It was soon evident that the visit could not be prolonged. Although he +had not the clue to his patient's intense nervousness, Mr. Dowson's +professional instincts warned him that he must go warily: and while he +would willingly have detained Mrs. Herrick, if by such means he could +enjoy the felicity of Toni's companionship a little longer, his +conscientious spirit forced him to cut the sitting short. + +Another appointment was made for the following week; and after that +there were others, to all of which Toni accompanied her quaking friend. +After four or five visits, however, Toni was unlucky enough to contract +a chill during an unusually prolonged motor-ride; and Mrs. Herrick was +forced to go alone. + +It was Leonard Dowson's intense consternation when told of Toni's +illness which first opened Eva's eyes to the seriousness of his +devotion. She had seen from the beginning that he admired the girl, that +he listened attentively to her lightest word; but she had not realized +that Mr. Dowson was really and irrevocably in love with Toni; and it is +only fair to the young man to say that he was quite unconscious of his +self-betrayal. + +He had not been able to hide his anxiety on hearing of Toni's +indisposition. With all the exaggeration of true love he immediately +feared the worst; and even Eva's callous heart was touched by his +incapacity to ask for news on the day of her second visit alone. + +He had stammered out a broken question, exhibiting a rather absurd +concern over an ordinary slight chill; and when Eva replied casually +that she had heard Toni was going on very well, she noticed, with a +half-contemptuous amusement, that he had to turn aside and wipe away the +drops which glistened on his high forehead. + +It was during that second visit that an idea came to Eva, bringing a +malicious little smile to her lips in the intervals of Leonard's +ministrations. + +"You've known Toni--Mrs. Rose--a long time, I suppose?" She asked the +question casually as she put on her hat before the glass. "You were +friends before her marriage, weren't you?" + +"Yes. I had the pleasure of knowing Mrs. Rose some years before that." + +"Really? You knew her as a child?" + +"She was just fifteen when I saw her first," said Leonard, his voice +husky with the emotion called up by the reminiscence. "It was her +birthday, I remember, and one of her cousins asked me to go home to tea +with him. They were great people for birthdays, her relations." + +"Were they?" Eva adjusted her veil carefully. "Friendly, sociable sort +of people, I suppose. Was Mr. Rose there that night?" + +"Mr. Rose?" For a moment Leonard, lost in dreams of the past, stared +uncomprehendingly. Then he pulled himself together vigorously. "No, Mr. +Rose was not there in those days. He--he came on the scene much later +than that." + +"Did he? Was he also a friend of Mrs. Rose's cousins?" + +"Oh, no." Mr. Dowson became emphatic. "Nothing of that sort. Toni--Miss +Gibbs she was then--met him in the course of business. As a matter of +fact, she was his secretary. And then he fell in love with her; and the +next thing was that they were married." His tone was dreary. + +"Ah, well, I don't wonder he fell in love." Eva watched him closely +through the mirror as she spoke. "I have no doubt Mrs. Rose had heaps of +admirers at that time. Why, Mr. Dowson"--she spoke laughingly--"what +were you about not to seize such a prize before an outsider sailed in +and captured it?" + +Leonard's pallor gave way to an unbecoming brick-red flush, and his +voice shook as he replied: + +"I ... I wasn't lucky, you see. I--I would have given my life for that +girl, Mrs. Herrick, and she--she wouldn't have me at any price." + +His tone of desperate sincerity told Eva all she wanted to know; and in +a moment she switched the conversation back to safer ground. + +"You needn't give your life for her, Mr. Dowson, but I'll tell you what +you can do. You can lend me your _Punch_ to take her. I promised to +bring her a copy from Dent's, and he is sold out." + +Mr. Dowson was genuinely delighted to follow the suggestion and insisted +on depleting the table in his waiting-room of various periodicals which +might relieve the tedium of a day in bed; and Eva took the bundle +amiably, promising to deliver them in person to Toni on her way home. + +She fulfilled her mission punctually; and when Owen, unaware of her +presence in the house, came to see how his wife was getting on, he found +her bed literally strewn with the papers which should have soothed the +fears of the quaking patients in Mr. Dowson's gloomy waiting-room. + +"Hallo, Toni." He turned to her smilingly, after greeting Eva. "I hope +you've got plenty to read. I didn't know you hankered after the +illustrated papers, or I'd have sent out for some. It's very good of +Mrs. Herrick to bring you such an assortment." + +"Ah, but these were sent by a friend of your wife's," smiled Eva +sweetly. "I'm not the principal party in the transaction--I'm only the +middleman." + +"Really? Who has been so generous then?" asked Owen, taking up one of +the papers at random as he spoke. + +"Mr. Dowson, the dentist at Sutton," said Eva, turning her large Irish +eyes on him pleasantly. "You know, of course, he is an old friend of +Mrs. Rose's, and I must say he is a most gentle and satisfactory person +in his work." + +"A dentist? Dowson?" Owen's eyes roamed from Eva's face to Toni's, and +something in the manner of both girls puzzled him. "I don't know him, do +I, Toni? Is he really an old friend of yours? But you've never asked him +here, have you?" + +"He--he's not exactly an old friend," said Toni, annoyed to feel herself +colouring. "I mean--oh, I've known him a long time in a way--he was a +friend of the boys--my cousins, but that was all. And anyway he has not +been here long." + +"Oh." Owen was still vaguely perplexed by her manner. "Well, if he's a +decent chap you must ask him over." + +"Oh, I'm sure he wouldn't come." Toni spoke quickly. "He is not your +sort, Owen. I mean--I don't think he would care to come. Do you, Mrs. +Herrick?" + +Thus appealed to, Eva gave her verdict with a show of hesitation. + +"N-no, I hardly think he would." She turned to Owen. "I don't think I +would ask him, if I were you, Mr. Rose. I expect it would make him feel +a little--well, awkward." + +"But----" Owen did not know what to make of it. "You see, if he is +sufficiently intimate with my wife to send her all these papers and +things, it looks rather odd if I take no notice of him, doesn't it? I +really think we must ask him over when Toni is herself again, eh, Toni?" + +"I wouldn't, Mr. Rose." Eva threw a deep earnestness into her melodious +Irish voice. "Really--it's not my business, of course, but if I were you +I'd not bother about the matter." + +She saw the look of uneasiness in Owen's eyes, and knew she had said +enough. + +"Is it really five o'clock!" She jumped up in pretended dismay. "And I +promised Jim faithfully I'd be back by half-past four. He gets fidgety +when I'm out of his sight for long--thinks I'm getting into mischief, I +suppose." + +She laughed rather hardly, and Owen felt an inner repulsion to the woman +who could thus misconstrue her husband's consideration. He watched her +bid Toni an effusive farewell and then escorted her downstairs, and +stood talking to her for a few moments at the hall door. + +Somehow he had never liked her so little as on this afternoon; and +although he admitted that she was a pretty woman in her way, he told +himself that her face was curiously unattractive. + +She looked better now than on her first arrival in the neighbourhood, +less haggard, a little plumper, but as he compared her dulled and faded +beauty with Toni's youthful bloom he wondered, not for the first time, +if her companionship were altogether innocuous. + +He was still puzzling over the question when he re-entered Toni's room; +and his first words showed her what was in his mind. + +"Rather bad taste--that allusion to her husband's anxiety. Don't you +think so, Toni? After all, he might well be uneasy about a woman who has +once got into such serious mischief as she has done." + +"Why? It's not likely to happen again." Toni, poring over _Punch_, spoke +shortly. + +"No, of course not." Owen hesitated, but as Toni evinced no signs of +wishing to continue the conversation he went out of the room hurriedly, +leaving his wife alone with the evidences of Mr. Dowson's good-will. + +The next time Eva visited Toni she said jocularly: + +"Well, I do think you're mean, Toni!" They had recently advanced to this +stage of intimacy. "Fancy not telling me that Mr. Dowson had once +proposed to you." + +Toni, taken aback, blushed vividly. + +"He didn't--at least--not exactly. I mean----" + +"Oh, I know what you mean!" Eva laughed. "Of course you couldn't have +accepted him--he's a nice fellow in his way, but impossible as a +husband." At times Squire Payton's daughter was quite blatantly +aristocratic. "But you might have told me, all the same." + +"Why? It doesn't matter--now." + +"Not to you, dear." Eva jeered lightly. "But the poor fellow is quite +upset at meeting you again. He told me to-day he would never marry, and +when I asked him why he said surely I could guess." + +"Very impertinent of him," said Toni sharply; and Eva smiled inwardly. + +"Oh, you mustn't blame him, Toni. I'm afraid it was my fault. We Irish +are so sympathetic, you know--people always tell us their secrets. And +anyhow there is nothing to be ashamed of. If he likes to go adoring you +privately, you needn't be angry." + +She said no more just then, for Toni's manner displayed her displeasure; +but Eva smiled again when she was alone; and her warped and twisted mind +seized eagerly on the idea of the very amusing situation which a little +careful engineering might bring to pass. + +Like all true intriguers, Eva kept her thoughts to herself; and Toni had +not the faintest idea of the plans which her so-called friend turned +about in her mind as the autumn days glided swiftly by under the golden +and blue skies of a perfect season. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + + +Owen and his wife were sitting at dinner one evening when a note was +brought to Owen whose contents brought an angry exclamation to his lips +as he, read. + +"By gad, Toni, this is a bit thick! What the devil does the woman mean?" + +Toni, suddenly pale, bit her lips, while her eyes filled with +apprehension. + +"I ... who is it from, Owen? What does it say?" + +"There--read it yourself," said Owen, throwing the blue-grey sheet +across the table. "I suppose there is some explanation, though I confess +I can't understand it--yet." + +Still deadly pale, her eyes shining like blue jewels, Toni took up the +sheet and read the letter which Lady Martin had written with so much +satisfaction a couple of hours earlier. + + "DEAR MR. ROSE, + + "After the occurrence of this afternoon I am sure you will see the + advisability of Mrs. Rose's resignation from the Badminton Club. It + is with great regret that I suggest this course; but after the + scene which took place this afternoon, in the presence of a dozen + members and several visitors, among them Lady Saxonby, a former + friend of your own, I speak for the Committee when I request you to + advise your wife to resign for the present season at least." + +Toni laid the paper quietly down on the table and spoke to Owen with a +mingling of terror and defiance in her tone. + +"Well?" + +"Well?" Owen reached across the table and picked up the letter. "What is +all this about, Toni? Why should you be requested to resign?" + +"I don't know"--Toni began in a lifeless voice; then suddenly--"yes, I +do know. It's all a plot of Lady Martin's and Mrs. Madgwick's. They hate +me, I always told you so--and now they want to make you hate me too." + +"But what happened this afternoon?" + +"Oh, it's a long story." Toni spoke recklessly. "To begin with, I was +elected to the Club a long time ago--in September; and when Mrs. Herrick +came home she wanted to be a member too. I tried to get her in, but they +didn't want her----" + +"Of course not." Owen frowned. "You never seem to understand, Toni, that +all people are not so unworldly as you. It was a mistake for Mrs. +Herrick to attempt to enter a private club of that sort so soon. She +should have waited until the scandal had blown over." + +"Well, she was very disappointed about it. But every member can take a +friend in once a month, so I took Eva this afternoon." + +She broke off in dismay. + +"Oh, Toni, will you never learn sense?" In spite of himself Owen spoke +sharply. "Of all the foolish things to do! Well, what happened when you +got there?" + +"People weren't very nice." Toni flushed again at the memory of the +whispers and averted faces which had greeted her entrance with Mrs. +Herrick. "But we just sat down and watched, and everything would have +been all right if Lady Martin hadn't interfered." + +"What did she do?" + +"She had a woman with her--Lady Saxonby, someone called her--and she +heard me addressed as Mrs. Rose, and turned to me at once and asked me +if I were your wife." + +"She did? By Jove!" Owen guessed that Vivian's curiosity had nerved her +to the step. + +"Yes. So I said I was, and she was beginning to talk to me--quite +politely--but somehow as if she were taking me in all the time----" + +Owen could well imagine how Lady Saxonby's eyes would scrutinize the +face of the girl with whom he had consoled himself after her defection; +and he felt both anger and surprise at the thought of the scrutiny. + +"Well, go on." Insensibly his tone had hardened, and Toni hurried on. + +"Well, as she was talking to me, Lady Martin came up and tried to draw +her away, but she wouldn't go. So Lady Martin got vexed, I suppose, and +she bent down and whispered something to her--something about Eva, +because I heard the words 'necklace' and 'prison' quite plainly, and Eva +heard it too and turned crimson." + +"And then?" + +"Then Lady Saxonby looked straight at me and asked me to give you a +message." + +"Did she?" Owen was astonished. "What was it?" + +"She asked me to say that she hoped you had forgiven her and were as +happy as she is." + +"Gad, what impertinence!" He flushed darkly. "She had no right to send +me such a message; it was nothing but a piece of unwarranted presumption +on her part." + +"Was it?" Toni spoke rather wistfully. "You see, I didn't know at first +who she was, and I thought she meant to be quite decent. But then Eva +jumped up and said very quickly that the woman who had jilted an +honourable man ought to be ashamed of sending such a message through +that man's wife--and when I said something she told me that Lady Saxonby +was the woman who threw you over when you came home, for all the world +to see." + +Owen, vexed to the soul by the thought of this miserable publicity, set +his teeth hard and said nothing; and Toni hurried on. + +"Well, then there was a scene. Lady Saxonby turned on Eva quite +furiously, and said she had no right to talk of anyone being ashamed of +anything, seeing that everyone knew what she had done. And then all the +other women crowded round, and Eva lost her temper, and said it was +quite true and she had been in prison and was a criminal and all that, +but she'd sooner be that than a dishonourable, mercenary woman who would +jilt one man because another had more money and a title ... and ... oh, +there was a most frightful row, and the end was that the secretary +hurried up and asked me to take Eva away quickly before she said any +more. She was awfully cross, and said I ought not to have brought Mrs. +Herrick, and that Lady Saxonby would be sure to talk, and the Club would +be ruined." + +"So you came away?" + +"Yes. Eva was horribly upset--you know her nerves are all wrong--and she +fainted dead away in the hall and they had to send for a doctor and we +took her home ... and altogether," said Toni, breaking at last into +tears, "it was a fearful scene, and I wish I'd never gone near the +Club!" + +"I wish to God you hadn't!" Owen sprang up, more upset than he cared to +confess. He could visualize the whole scene: Vivian, with her beautiful, +scornful face, taunting Eva, playing the hypocrite with Toni, and +sending insulting messages to the man she had jilted; and the mere +thought of the talk, the gossip, the raking up of old stories which +would inevitably follow, set all his nerves jarring furiously. + +Even the sight of Toni's tears did not soften his heart. Rather he felt +exasperated with her, since it was her folly which had precipitated the +whole scene. + +"Come, don't cry," he said rather curtly. "You've done a very silly +thing, and goodness knows where it will end; but it's no use crying and +making yourself ill." + +Naturally his tone did not tend to set his wife at ease; and she cried +the more. + +"Oh, for goodness' sake, stop!" Owen felt himself to be a brute, but the +thought of Vivian's malice was gall to his spirit. "The mischief's done, +and crying won't undo it. But I hope you've learned a lesson, Toni; I +always told you it was a mistake to go about with that woman, and you +wouldn't believe me. Well, now you see what's happened. You've made us +both ridiculous in the eyes of the world, and we shall be more severely +ostracized than ever." + +Suddenly Toni's tears ceased and she raised her head to stare at him. + +"You mean people will be horrid--to you--about it?" + +"Well, naturally, they'll think me a fool for encouraging you," said +Owen rather irritably. "If only you would have been guided by me! But +it's been the same all through. You chose to go your own way, and the +end will be that we shall have to leave Greenriver and go to live +somewhere else." + +"Leave Greenriver?" She echoed the words dully. + +"Well, what can we do?" He spoke impatiently. "You have never seemed +very happy here, so far as the people go. And now, after this _fiasco_, +we may expect the neighbourhood to drop us altogether." + +"Drop us?" + +"Well, you know what I mean. Oh, I don't care two straws about the +people themselves. They're a stupid lot anyway, and too conventional to +know how to got the best out of life. But still--Greenriver's my home, +and I thought we should learn to settle down here." + +"And I've prevented you?" + +"Well, you've never hit it off with the people, have you? And after this +I don't see how we can settle down. I'm not going to have people +neglecting my wife or being rude to her, but still this Badminton Club +affair is a pretty big slap in the face for both of us." + +Toni, resting her small chin on the cup of her hollowed hands, stared at +him thoughtfully, and in her eyes, still wet with tears, he caught again +that elusive hint of a tragic womanhood which had puzzled him on a +former occasion. + +"Eva was right," she said, and her voice was low. "She said I was out of +place here, and so I am." + +"Mrs. Herrick said that?" Owen's anger suddenly swung round. "Then it +was a damned silly thing to say, and I'm surprised you listened to it." + +"But she was right. She said everyone wondered why you married me; and +now that I have seen Lady Saxonby, I wonder too." + +Owen's heart sank. + +"Toni, what do you mean?" + +"I mean that I understand now. Lady Saxonby was the woman you were to +have married. She is very beautiful," said Toni simply. "And she would +have been the right mistress for Greenriver. I can't understand how it +was you married me. Eva said--when we were driving home--that it must +have been pique. She said you wanted to show the other woman you did not +care ... and when I thought about it, I saw that it was true." + +"Toni, it wasn't true." All thought of personal anger was swallowed up +in Owen's sudden longing to convince the girl that Eva had lied. "I +married you because"--in spite of himself he faltered--"because I loved +you. What if Vivian did treat me badly? I was well out of it, since she +was a woman of that kind." + +"Oh, I don't mind--now," said Toni, with a faint smile. "I did at first. +When Lady Martin and Mrs. Madgwick said it, last summer, I thought my +heart would break; but I suppose I got used to the idea, and when I saw +Lady Saxonby to-day I knew it was just one of the things that no one can +help." + +Owen, not understanding her, only stared. + +"You see, I knew all the time it wasn't likely, really, that you would +care for me," said Toni quietly. "I tried to make myself believe you +did, but I don't think I ever _really_ believed it. Only I was so fond +of you--you were so kind--and when we were married you were so good to +me that I began to hope you might grow fond of me in time." + +"Toni--for God's sake----" + +"But I soon found out it was a mistake--our marriage--for you. I wasn't +half clever enough. I was only an ignorant, silly, unformed girl, and +you were so different. Oh, I tried my hardest to improve. I wanted to +prove to you that I wasn't quite such a little fool as you thought me. I +wanted to show you I had a soul--Mr. Herrick said I had, and I tried to +make myself more companionable to you--oh, I know I didn't succeed very +well," said Toni humbly, "but, you see, you didn't understand. I only +bothered you when I tried to help you in your work; and of course you +didn't want to talk to me about the things that really mattered to you." + +"Toni--Toni--don't say such things." + +"But you were always kind," said Toni wistfully, "and I sometimes +wondered if I had been wrong and you did care for me a little. But I +always knew, deep down in my heart, that it was all a mistake, and +now"--suddenly the composure which had supported her so far gave +way--"now I know I ought not to have married you--and--and I'm sorry, +Owen--I'm most frightfully sorry----" + +All at once she pressed her hands to her eyes as though to shut out the +sight of his face; and then, as he started forward, vague words of +comfort on his lips, she flung her arms out over the table and laid her +head down on them in an attitude of utter desolation. + +For a moment Owen stood motionless, while the light from the rose-shaded +candles played over the silky black hair and cast a pool of red colour +on the smooth white neck rising out of its chiffon draperies. The scene +was one which would never fade from Owen's memory; and in after days he +could visualize it to the minutest detail. + +The red and yellow of the chrysanthemums in a big silver bowl, the +purple bloom of the piled-up grapes before Toni, the ruby of the wine in +the decanters, the reflections cast by the candles in the shining +surface of the uncovered table, the ruddy glow of the firelight playing +over Toni's pale-coloured skirts--to the day of his death Owen would be +able to recall the scene at will: and never would he forget the chill in +his veins as he realized that the girl he had thought a child was a +woman after all.... + +"Toni--Toni dear." He laid his hand on her shoulder. "For heaven's sake, +Toni, look up and tell me you don't mean all the terrible things you've +been saying. Of course I love you. Why, haven't I shown you that all +along? Toni, don't let those silly women and their chatter hurt you. You +can believe me, can't you? And I tell you I married you because I loved +you--and Lady Saxonby and all the rest can go to Jericho!" + +He half thought he had won her ear; in another moment he felt sure he +would have had her in his arms, sobbing her heart out--since she must +cry--in the safe shelter of his breast; but at that moment the young +butler, deceived by the low voices into thinking the room empty, entered +briskly to fulfil his duties; and Toni sprang up before Andrews had time +to advance round the big screen, which fortunately hid her from his +eyes. + +Owen swore softly under his breath at this most untimely interruption; +but Toni was already half-way to the door, and he judged it best to +engage Andrews in conversation about the wine and leave Toni to seek the +sanctuary she desired. + + * * * * * + +The next day the Secretary of the Badminton Club received Mrs. Rose's +resignation; and there, for the present, the matter ended. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + + +When Toni related the episode of Lady Martin's note to Eva Herrick, the +latter asked a startling question. + +"Toni, why don't you leave your husband?" + +"Leave my husband?" Toni stared at her, wide-eyed. + +"Yes. Oh, anyone can see you're neither of you happy. Mr. Rose knows all +the time that he ought not to have married you just to get even with +that horrid Saxonby woman, and anyhow you're not the least bit in the +world suited to one another." + +Toni was very pale. + +"You don't think so?" + +"I'm sure of it." Eva threw away the cigarette she held and sat upright. +"You ought to have married a man who would love you whatever you +did--who wouldn't want you to be booky and clever, but would think you +perfect in every way. Not a man who feels himself superior to you half +the time, and finds fault the other half." + +"But my husband doesn't find fault." She spoke in a low voice. + +"Doesn't he? Well, it sounds like it," said Eva, piling the cushions +behind her curly golden head. "I heard him scolding you over a book +you'd mislaid one day, and he nearly jumped down your throat about Miss +Loder this very morning." + +"That was entirely my fault," said Toni quickly; and Eva saw that if she +were to succeed in her malicious project she must change her plan of +attack. + +Being as quick-witted as she was cruel, she adopted a new method +instantly. + +"Of course. I was only joking. Seriously, I think Mr. Rose is +wonderfully good. I'm sure it would hurt him awfully to think he had +been unkind or impatient with you, Toni. After all, he married you to +please himself, didn't he? And it's not a bit fair to you to visit it on +your head afterwards." + +"To visit--what, Eva?" + +"Why, I hardly know what to say." Eva smiled subtly to herself. "Of +course, it may be only my imagination. I daresay you make Mr. Rose as +happy as any woman could do. I expect he works too hard and that's why +he looks so worried." + +"Does he look worried?" queried Toni softly. "I suppose I ought to have +noticed it--but----" + +"But you didn't?" Eva leaned across and patted the girl's arm. "Never +mind, dear, it's probably my fancy. I daresay Mr. Rose is not a very +lively person at any time--and, after all, one can't always be feeling +cheerful." + +"You mean," said Toni, who, like other primitive people, was apt to be +disconcertingly outspoken, "you mean that Owen--my husband--isn't happy. +At least--is that what you mean?" + +"Well, I suppose I did mean that," said Eva with pretended reluctance. +"But it's all nonsense--I had no business to say it, Toni. Do forget it, +will you?" + +"No." Toni spoke very quietly. "I shan't forget it. But I want to know a +little more. You think Owen is unhappy because he is married to me. Do +you think he would be happier if I went away and left him? Is that what +you are too kind, too generous to imply?" + +Eva's heart gave a sudden throb. Her first aim in life ever since the +prison gates clanged behind her at the end of her term of confinement +had been to do some harm in the world, to make up for the injury which +she considered had been done to her; and no weak emotions such as pity +or generosity could be allowed to hold her back. + +To her oddly-perverted mind, it seemed that if she could persuade Toni +to leave her husband, to wreck her home and her future, she would have +got "her own back" to a considerable degree; and she had a double motive +in her hatred of Owen, who, as she well knew, distrusted her personally +and disliked her friendship with his young wife. + +Any person connected with a big penal settlement will tell you that +there is never any certainty as to the moral result of a term of +imprisonment on any given prisoner. + +To some natures, the punishment may be both a deterrent and an excellent +lesson, while to others the educational value may be great and the +deterrent effect almost _nil_; but in one class of prisoner--the class +to which Eva Herrick belonged--imprisonment wakes only the worst and +basest of all emotions, a desire, perforce stifled during the period of +punishment, for revenge. + +That she had suffered, on the whole, justly, never weighed for one +instant with Eva herself. That she had been guilty of a crime was less +than nothing. What did weigh with her was the fact that she had been +found out, and forced to undergo a humiliating and degrading punishment; +and from the moment when she came to her senses after the swoon which +had mercifully cut short the scene in court, Eva Herrick's whole being +had been in revolt against a world where such things were allowed to be. + +Her whole pleasure, indeed, while in prison, had been found in planning +how, in the future, she could render miserable the life of the husband +who had not, so she considered, stood by her; and it was a bitter +disappointment to her to find that try as she might she could not +torture him to the breaking-point. + +He met her most poisoned and bitter shafts with a patience which +nothing, it seemed, could pierce. When she taunted him, he only smiled; +and when she reviled him he left her presence; so that the only way in +which she could win any satisfaction was by detailing to him exaggerated +accounts of the treatment she had received in prison. + +These stories, untrue and impossible as many of them were, made him +wince, not knowing indeed how cunning was the invention behind them; and +many times when she was more maddening than usual, Herrick schooled +himself to patience by reminding himself of the drastic punishments +which had apparently been meted out to her. + +When at length she found that Jim was impervious to her stings, Eva +looked around her for another victim; and found one in the person of +Toni Rose. + +It did not take Eva long to read, more or less correctly, the position +between Toni and her husband; and although she was quite shrewd enough +to realize that the situation would probably adjust itself in time, Eva +was determined to prevent any such adjustment with every weapon in her +power. + +Unhappily it proved only too easy for a woman such as she was to direct +the affair pretty much as she willed it; and her suggestion to Toni that +she should leave her husband had been carefully led up to by scores of +insinuations, of carelessly-dropped hints, and scraps of repeated +conversations heard on the subject of the Roses' married life. + +She was careful to let none of the elation she felt escape her as she +replied to Toni's speech after a significant pause. + +"Put that way, it sounds dreadful," she said, pretending to shudder. "I +don't think I really meant that. I only thought that perhaps--your +husband is a writer, you know, an artist--with the artistic temperament, +I suppose; and everyone knows that genius is difficult to live with." + +"I don't care for myself," said Toni hastily. "I could always be +happy--with Owen--but if you really think I spoil his life----" + +"Oh, don't say that, dear." Eva spoke soothingly. "I daresay I am +entirely mistaken. Of course, you know best how you get on; and after +all Mr. Rose is so keen on his work he hasn't much time for outside +things." + +"I wonder what Owen would say--or do--if I left him?" She spoke +musingly; and Eva's heart beat tumultuously as she noted the result of +her tentative suggestion. + +"Go after you and bring you back, I expect." Such was Eva's reply. + +"Then there wouldn't be much use in going," said Toni quickly, and Eva +read the relief in her eyes. + +"No--not if you went like that." Her tone was purposely cryptic. + +"But--how else should I go?" + +"Why, if you really wanted to go----" Eva broke off with a laugh. "Don't +be so silly, Toni. You talk as though I had really meant my stupid +suggestion." + +"Didn't you mean it?" Toni's gaze was disconcerting. + +"Why, of course not. Come, Toni, let's have tea. I'll send for Jim, too. +It's getting quite dark." + +"Wait a moment," said Toni. "Eva, if I made up my mind to leave +Owen--for his own sake--how could I prevent him fetching me back?" + +"You really mean it?" Eva's tone sent a chill through Toni's veins. +"Supposing you really saw that it was for Owen's good--that by remaining +with him you were spoiling his life, ruining his career--making him +unhappy, in short--you mean in _that_ case how could you prevent him +searching for you?" + +"Yes," Toni said, her eyes on the fire, "that is what I mean." + +"There's only one way, Toni." She was careful to speak lightly. "If you +went away with another man----" for a moment even her nerve failed her, +but she conquered her weakness and went on calmly, and her grey Irish +eyes were as cold as ice as she looked at Toni. "Then your husband would +probably divorce you, and devote himself to his career." + +For a second Toni's pallor alarmed her. All the girl's colour died away, +leaving her curiously white round the mouth, a sign of emotion to which +Eva was not blind; and Mrs. Herrick wondered, uneasily, if Toni were +about to faint. + +But Toni was in no fainting mood. + +"You think that, Eva? You think that if I were gone--out of his life +altogether--Owen would forget me and find happiness in his work?" + +"I think so, yes. Oh, Toni, I know I seem unkind," said Eva, Judas-like. +"Believe me I wouldn't have told you if you hadn't pressed me. It only +struck me that perhaps--you will forgive me, dear?--perhaps you didn't +manage to make your husband very happy--and if you really did want him +to forget you----" + +"No, I don't make him happy," said Toni with a sigh. "It is funny, isn't +it, when I love him so much? But you're right in one thing. I am +spoiling his life; and my going away won't help him unless I go for +good." + +"If you merely go, without any apparent reason, your husband will be +miserable, unsettled, give up everything to find you, to bring you +back----" + +She was startled by a sudden exclamation from Toni. + +"But, Eva, if you're so sure he'd want me back----" + +"Why should you go?" Eva smiled a little, patiently. "Don't you see, +dear, if you go like that, Mr. Rose will be so alarmed, so upset, that +of course he'll want to find you. He would think you'd perhaps run away +because you were unhappy, and he'd do all he could to get you back on +your own account. Oh, I know Mr. Rose is very fond of you, +Toni"--somehow her very inflection made Toni's conception of Owen's love +shrivel into nothingness--"and he couldn't rest if he thought you were +unhappy. He would bring you back, and things would be just the same +again. He would do his work, helped by Miss Loder, I suppose, and you +would go on as you are now. After all, Toni, you know you have a lot to +be grateful for." + +She looked at the girl to see how far she might safely go, but Toni +never moved; and Eva was emboldened to proceed. + +"You have a lovely home--Greenriver is quite a show place, and after +all, you and your husband never quarrel, do you? So that on the whole +you'd be a little fool if you gave up all these very substantial +benefits. Eh, Toni?" + +Eva was clever. She knew exactly the spur to apply to Toni's flagging +mood, and she smiled to herself when she heard Toni's reply. + +"Do you think I would hesitate to give up Greenriver--and all the +rest--to make my husband happy?" + +And looking at her Eva knew she would not. Mistaken, Toni might often +be--foolish, self-willed, a little intolerant of advice; but she would +never be selfish. If she could be convinced that her departure would be +beneficial to the man she loved, she would certainly leave him, though +it broke her heart to go. + +"No, of course not." Eva spoke a trifle vaguely. "But you couldn't go, +Toni. It would be impossible. Why, your husband would think you were +mad." + +"Would he? Perhaps I am." Toni's smile was a little melancholy. +"Sometimes I think this is all a dream--that I'm not Owen's wife at +all--that Greenriver and the gardens and everything else are merely +imagination. I can't believe it's true. If it is, how is it that +everything has gone so terribly, horribly wrong?" + +She paused, gazing before her with puzzled eyes. + +"I thought once that if I married Owen I should be the happiest girl in +the world. But I'm not. I'm the most miserable. I--sometimes I wish--oh, +I don't know what I wish!" + +"Come, Toni"--Eva rose as though to change the subject--"you mustn't be +so despondent. Let me ring the bell--it's nearly five, and I'm sure you +want a cup of tea." + +"Not yet, Eva." In Toni's voice was a new note, a note of decision, +which Eva's ear was quick to detect. "When you say I should go away with +another man, who had you in your mind?" + +A moment Eva waited. Then: + +"I meant the man who has the misfortune to adore you, Toni, the man who +gave up everything, his practice, his prospects, London, everything, for +your sake. You know the man I mean. You know as well as I do that +Leonard Dowson adores the very ground you walk on." + +"Leonard Dowson!" Toni smiled drearily. "Think of leaving _Owen_ for +Leonard Dowson!" + +"Oh, I know he's not in the same class," said Eva, with ostentatious +frankness, "and I don't for a moment suppose he would make you happy. +I'm afraid I wasn't thinking much of you, dear, when I mentioned his +name. Somehow I forgot that you have as much right to happiness as +anyone." + +"_My_ happiness doesn't matter," said Toni for the second time. "But I +think you are wrong, Eva. Mr. Dowson never thinks of me--now." + +"Doesn't he?" Eva permitted herself to smile. "My dear child, he's just +crazy about you. He told me all about it one day when you weren't +there--how he'd loved you for years and years and was heart-broken when +you refused him. He only came down here to be near you, and if you would +only smile on him a little he would do anything in the world for you." + +"He wouldn't give up his work for me, Eva." + +"Ah, you haven't heard of his good luck." Eva had carefully refrained +from the announcement until the moment was ripe. "He has just come into +some money--nearly two hundred a year; and he can chuck dentistry +to-morrow, if he likes." + +"Even then, he wouldn't want a scandal----" + +"Oh, Toni, I could shake you," said Eva, sitting down with a thump on +the sofa near her. "Because some people have not got red blood in their +veins, you think no one has. I tell you Leonard Dowson would throw up +everything to-morrow--brave any amount of scandal, if only you would go +with him. He could take you abroad somewhere, America perhaps; and then, +when your husband had got his divorce, you could marry Leonard and +settle down as nicely as possible. Then Owen would be free to do as he +chose with his life, and this unhappy state of things would be +forgotten." + +"Marry him? Marry Leonard Dowson?" Even yet Toni could not assimilate +the idea. + +"Well, why not? He is madly in love with you, Toni. He would give up +everything in the world for you, and I honestly think that things are +impossible as they are. But of course you know better than I do, and if +you feel you must stay with your husband----" + +"No--no." Toni's breath came in short gasps, as though she had been +running. "I can't stay with Owen. I make him miserable, he's ashamed of +me--I'm no good to him, only a bore--a useless creature who's tied to +him ... if I were gone he would be really better off--and as you say, he +could marry again----" + +"I don't suppose he would do that," said Eva gently. "You know he _is_ +very fond of you, Toni--I got even Jim to acknowledge that the other +night"--she watched Toni wince at the "even"--"and it's only that +you--well, you're not quite his sort, somehow." + +Her words seemed to rouse Toni to anger. + +"You have said that already," she said sharply. "You needn't repeat it." + +"I'm sorry, Toni." Eva's big eyes looked imploringly into hers. "I'm +afraid I've said far too much to-day. After all, I have no earthly right +to interfere, and you are quite justified in resenting my interference." + +Toni's sudden anger died away. + +"Oh, you were quite right," she said, sighing as she spoke. + +"I'm glad you said what you did--and I can't help knowing you are right. +Only"--she shivered, and her face looked white and pinched--"somehow +until I heard you saying it I hoped I myself was making a mistake." + +"But--you'll not do anything rash?" Eva was vaguely uneasy at the result +of her plot. + +"Oh, no, I'll do nothing rash," said Toni, with a queer smile; and Eva's +uneasiness deepened. + +Luckily for her their conversation was cut short at that moment by the +entrance of Herrick, accompanied by Olga, and followed by the maid +bearing the tea-tray. + +When the lamp had been lighted and the maid had withdrawn, Herrick shot +a glance at the face of his wife's visitor; and he saw at once that +something was wrong. + +He did not betray his knowledge by the slightest sign; but talked to the +two girls in his usual kindly, whimsical fashion while Eva dispensed +tea. + +"All the boats are really put away for the winter now," he said +presently. "I think yours--and ours--have been the last, Mrs. Rose. We +have had such wonderfully mild weather; but I'm afraid we shan't get any +more boating this season." + +"Shan't we?" Toni sighed faintly. "I'm sorry--I have enjoyed the river +so much." + +"Yes. We've had a glorious summer. But after all the winter will soon +pass and we'll be getting the boats out again." + +"I hope we shan't be here when it's time to get the boats out," said Eva +crisply. "A winter here would just about finish me off." + +"Oh, it's not bad," Herrick rejoined. "Sometimes it is quite pleasant +all the year round--though we get a fog now and again, of course." + +"I don't propose remaining to sample the fogs," said Eva quietly. "Of +course you will do as you choose, but seeing I've never been properly +warm for months--we don't have nice fires in prison, you know--I think +you owe it to me to take me somewhere sunny this winter." + +Herrick's face clouded, as it always did at any reference to Eva's +prison life; and Toni felt desperately uncomfortable. + +She put down her cup and rose. + +"I must really be going home, Eva. I didn't mean to stay to tea." + +"Must you go? I'm sorry. I hoped you'd stay to dinner and enliven us a +little. Jim and I don't have very jovial evenings, do we, Jim? Sometimes +I think I might as well be back in my cell." + +"Eva--don't." Herrick spoke quietly, and his wife laughed. + +"My dear Jim, why be so squeamish? If Mrs. Rose doesn't mind associating +with jail-birds, I don't see why you should. I'm thinking of writing a +book on my experiences in prison, Toni. Do you think Mr. Rose would +collaborate with me--lick my raw stuff into shape, so to speak?" + +Before Toni could reply, Herrick interrupted. + +"If you are going, Mrs. Rose, I'll take you across the river in the old +punt, and see you home along the towing-path. It is the shortest way, +but it's lonely at night." + +"Thank you, Mr. Herrick. May Olga come, too?" + +"Of course. She would be very much hurt if she were left behind." + +"How silly you are over that great dog of yours, Jim." Mrs. Herrick +included even dogs in her universal hatred nowadays. "I declare I wish +someone would poison the beast." + +This threat, uttered not for the first time, made Herrick set his lips +firmly, and for once his wife regretted her taunt. + +"Oh, I'm not going to do it," she said with a laugh. "Good-bye, Toni, if +you must go. I'll come and look you up in a day or two." + +When Toni and Herrick were alone, walking along the towing-path in the +darkness, Herrick turned to Toni with a sigh. + +"Mrs. Rose, I can't tell you how sorry I am--nor how grateful I am both +to you and Mr. Rose for your kindness to my poor little wife." + +"Oh, don't say that," begged Toni, her warm heart filled with pity for +him. "I like your wife immensely--we are friends, you know, and you must +not forget she has suffered terribly." + +"Yes, I suppose she has. And yet"--he spoke vehemently--"has she +suffered so much as I have done--as I shall go on doing as long as we +both live? Oh, I've no right to say it--I ought to be man enough to +suffer in silence--but it's hard to bear her constant allusions to her +prison life--her taunts--wouldn't you think she would be glad to forget +all that, to put it behind her? Yet every day she talks of it. She never +allows me to forget for one instant that she has been in hell--and every +word she utters is an indictment of me, a reproach for the cowardice +which let her go to prison." + +"Oh, Mr. Herrick--I'm so sorry...." + +The stammered words brought a smile to Herrick's face. + +"Poor child! I ought not to blame her--rather to pity her.... I _do_ +pity her with all my heart. But she won't let me sympathize with her. +One word and she flies at me. She is unhappy here, yet she will make no +plans for going abroad. She talks as though I kept her here, when God +knows I would go to the ends of the earth if she wished it." + +"Yes, I know, but I think if you go on being patient with her," hazarded +Toni, "she will come to her better self again. Don't you agree with me?" + +"I don't know." His tone was rather despairing. "Sometimes I fear both +our lives are ruined. It's wonderful what an effect a wife has on her +husband's life--and _vice versâ_, of course. Some people seem to think +that a man and woman can 'live their own lives' quite apart from each +other if they like. But they can't. When they are husband and wife they +are bound to exercise an enormous influence on each other's life; and +when two people are thoroughly out of sympathy with each other, life, +for both of them, is bound to be a failure." + +"You think so?" Toni's mind had flown to her own unhappiness, but for +once Herrick did not read what was in her thoughts. + +"Yes. Don't you? Now, looking at it dispassionately, how do you expect +Eva and me ever to re-discover the happiness we have so effectually +lost? Remember, Eva is convinced that all her sufferings are directly +due to me. She persists in thinking that if I had chosen I could either +have prevented her case ever going to court, or could have taken the +blame myself and gone to prison in her stead. The consequence is, she +hates me, resents my presence near her, and will bear me an undying +grudge all the days of her life." + +"But you couldn't have taken the blame." + +"Of course not, but women are often illogical, and Eva certainly is. No, +the fact remains that I represent, to Eva, the coward who condemned her +to a severe and mortifying punishment; and she won't forgive me." + +"But in time----" + +"Sometimes I am inclined to think it's a hopeless experiment--our life +together." Herrick spoke sombrely. "I have been wondering seriously of +late whether it would not be better to make over all my property to my +wife and rid her of my presence, I believe she would be happier by +herself." + +"You mean--get a divorce?" faltered Toni. + +"A divorce?" In spite of himself Herrick laughed. "Oh dear no. I don't +think I need take quite such drastic measures as that. What I thought +was to set Eva up somewhere, in some new place, where she could start +afresh, and then take myself off quietly--to California, or New Zealand, +or somewhere of the sort, where an able-bodied fellow like me can be +sure of picking up a living." + +"But would Eva let you go?" + +"Ah, there's the rub!" He spoke in a lighter tone. "When it came to the +point she might think that even an unsatisfactory husband was better +than none. But, speaking seriously, I believe two people so incompatible +as we two are better apart." + +"Do you?" In the dark Toni's eyes were frightened. "Don't you think, +then, that one ought to stand by one's own actions? I mean if a husband, +say, honestly thought it would be better for his wife to be free from +him, would you advise him to go and leave her? Or the other way about. +Should the wife go, if she was sure that by staying she did the man +harm?" + +Herrick was tired, disheartened by the frequent scenes with his wife, +depressed by the grim autumn night; therefore for once his sympathies +wore dormant and his intuition slept. + +He had no idea that Toni was speaking personally, that she was calling +on him to help her to make the most important decision of her life; and +he was, moreover, in a mood which found the idea of self-sacrifice, of +renunciation of one's own happiness strangely attractive. + +"If he--or she--were practically convinced that departure would be the +best way out--for both--why then I should say by all means go." In the +darkness he did not see Toni's sudden deathly pallor. "Of course it +would always be rather hard to be quite sure on that point; but in a +case where one could be more or less certain--well, perhaps I'm wrong, +but I should say the step would be thoroughly justifiable." + +For a perceptibly long moment Toni did not speak. Then she changed the +subject abruptly by asking her companion the time; and after striking +one or two matches he was able to assure her that it was just six. + +"Oh, then Owen will be back." She hastened her steps as she spoke, and +there was little more conversation between them as they hurried along. + +At the gate he bade her farewell, refusing an invitation to enter; and +Toni went through the garden into the house, there to be met by a +telegram from Owen announcing that he had been delayed in town and would +not be home in time for dinner. + +Toni was oddly relieved by this fact. She had an important matter to +think out; and for once Owen's absence was welcome. + +She dined alone, a rather forlorn little figure in the big dining-room; +and after her hurried meal she went into the drawing-room and stood +looking out over the lawn with unseeing eyes. + +The night had turned warm, unseasonably so for November, and Toni +suddenly felt a great desire to be out in the air among the trees and +shrubs, which were faintly perceptible in the light of a thin and waning +moon. + +Kate, surprised by an imperative summons, brought a wrap as directed; +and calling Jock to accompany her, Toni stepped out of the long window +on to the gravel outside. + +For a moment Kate stood watching her young mistress, struck by something +a little desolate in her appearance; but when Toni had moved slowly away +down the path, Jock gambolling beside her, Kate withdrew from the window +and returned to her interrupted supper. + +Toni paced slowly up and down for some minutes, while the night air +played over her bared head. It was less oppressively warm out here than +in the house, and into Toni's nature-loving heart there stole a sudden +sense of comfort; as though all the living things around her were +whispering vague words of love and cheer to her forlorn spirit. + +However miserable she might be, Toni was never quite so wretched out of +doors. It was as though some vital part of her responded to the call of +her great mother, the earth; as though in her veins ran some fluid akin +to the sap which coursed through the branches of the trees. Indoors, +between four walls, she might feel grief as a crushing burden; but once +outside, with only the vast sky above her head, her sorrow invariably +lightened; and to-night was no exception. + +At the end of half an hour's quiet pacing up and down the gravel walk +Toni felt herself calmed and strengthened. She told herself there was no +need at present to dwell further on the matter which filled her +thoughts. She would banish it from her mind for the time being; and with +this wise resolution, she turned to retrace her steps up the avenue +towards the house. + +Suddenly Jock barked loudly, following the bark with a low growl; and +Toni's heart gave a great jump. + +She had strolled almost to the big iron gates leading to the road; and +she wondered for a moment whether a tramp had found his way into the +grounds on some nefarious errand. She stood still, thinking as she did +so that she heard a rustle in a bush close at hand, and then Jock +growled again, a fierce, low rumbling in his throat, which frightened +Toni almost out of her wits. + +With a voice which would shake, she called out to the dog; and then +there was a sudden silence which was almost more sinister. She had laid +her hand on the Airedale's collar at the sound of his first bark; but +feeling really nervous now, she was just about to let him go when there +was a half-apologetic cough from the bushes behind her, and a voice she +knew said, rather timidly: + +"Mrs. Rose! Please don't be alarmed--it's only me--Leonard Dowson." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + + +Toni was so surprised by the discovery of the unknown marauder's +identity that she involuntarily released her hold on the dog's collar; +but Jock's sudden dart across the path, and his snarl of anger as he +confronted the person whom in his doggy heart he took for an enemy, +awoke Toni to a sense of the position. + +"Jock! Come here! _Jock_, do you hear me?" Her tone showed Jock that, +much as appearances were against the intruder, his canine instinct had +been at fault; and he returned, unwillingly, to his mistress, wearing +the slightly sulky look which an intelligent dog wears when he has made +an unavoidable mistake. + +"Mrs. Rose, I assure you I did not mean to frighten you." Mr. Dowson +emerged rather hastily from the shadow of the bushes, and advanced, hat +in hand. "I--I am really most awfully sorry if I have startled you. +I ... I would have called out sooner, but I trusted you would not +perceive me." + +"Mr. Dowson!" Toni's voice was frankly dismayed. "What are you doing +here? Were you coming to see me?" + +"I--I really don't know." Mr. Dowson moved a step forward and then gave +an involuntary jump as Jock growled mildly, under his breath as it were. + +"But--be quiet, Jock--it's so late--and----" + +"Oh, I know it's late." Suddenly Mr. Dowson lost his head. "But I +couldn't stop away. I--I've been here heaps of times--at +night--generally I've stopped outside the gates, but once or twice I had +to come in.... I--I couldn't stop away. It drove me mad to think of you +here--and I had to come, just to be near you, if I couldn't see +you--speak to you." + +"But----" Toni began, but he cut her short. + +"Oh, you can't understand, of course! You've never understood--you've +never known how much I've loved you--oh, it's no use being angry! I know +quite well I've no right to speak. You're married, a great lady now, by +all I hear--but I love you--Toni--oh, my God, how I love you!" The sweat +stood in great drops on his brow as he hurried on, a certain rough +eloquence in his words. "After all, I'm a man, I've a right to love +you--or any woman--and I've loved you now for years--it's not something +new, just a passing attraction--it's part of me, something in my very +bones, as near me as breathing or sleeping or thinking--I'm simply eaten +up with love for you, Toni. You're my life, my everything. I'd die for +you, I'd go through fire end water for you, I'd do anything in the +world, bad or good, dishonourable or splendid, if you'd be kind to me, +smile on me, let me kiss your little feet...." + +Toni, swept off her balance by his passion, said nothing, but stood +opposite to him, panting a little; and after a second he went on with +his wild confession. + +"Oh, I know I'm wrong, I know you're hating me, despising me for telling +you all this, but it's too much for me. I can't bear it alone any +longer. It's driving me mad, Toni, mad, do you hear? At night I dream of +you--sometimes I dream that you've been kind to me, that I've kissed +you--kissed your little mouth, held you in my arms ... and then I wake +and know you're another man's wife, and it makes the blood rush to my +head and I see red, Toni, red...." + +Something in his excitement warned the girl that she must soothe him. + +"Hush, Leonard." In that moment she reverted to the days of their early +friendship. "Don't speak so wildly. You--you frighten me." + +He passed his hand over his brow, and when he spoke his voice was a +shade quieter. + +"I wouldn't frighten you for the world, Toni, you know that. I love you +far too well ... oh, Toni, is it quite hopeless! Isn't there a glimmer +of pity in your heart for me? Won't you ever give me a thought...." + +"Leonard, how can I?" She spoke in a low voice, all Eva's horrid +suggestions rushing over her in a flood. "I'm married; I can't ever be +anything to you now." + +"Oh, I know you're married." He caught his breath in a gasp. "But +still--oh, Toni, you wouldn't come away with me, would you? I've got +some money now. I'd be able to give you things, and I'd work for you +till I died...." + +At another moment Toni would have found occasion to wonder at his +temerity in making the suggestion. She did not know how his imagination, +fired by Eva's insinuations, played about the figure of Owen Rose's wife +as the unloved victim of a man's callousness; and although she could see +that Leonard Dowson was in deadly earnest, she had no conception of the +sincerity of his belief that she had been wronged, trapped into marriage +by a man who cared little for her, and neglected her openly. + +Such was the manner in which the situation had been presented to Dowson +by Eva Herrick; and in his genuine acceptance of her story lay Dowson's +best excuse for his wild plan. + +"I ... I couldn't come away with you, Leonard." In spite of her desire +to set Owen free, Toni's whole soul revolted at the idea of such +treachery. "I'm married, you know, and I couldn't leave my husband." + +"Why not?" in his despair the young man pressed still nearer, and again +Jock uttered a warning growl. "I know you are married, but still--you're +not happy--your husband isn't, either, by what I hear. You'd be wronging +nobody--you've no children to consider"--in some ways Mr. Dowson was as +primitive as Toni--"if you had, it would be different, but you've only +yourself to think about. This life doesn't suit you, Toni. It cramps +you, worries you. Oh, I heard all about that Badminton Club affair, and +everyone knows you don't hit it off with the bigwigs of the +neighbourhood." + +"Who told you that?" For a moment Dowson quailed before her tone; but he +rallied bravely. + +"Oh, what does it matter who told me? It's true, isn't it? Why, you look +different, Toni. You're not the lively, jolly, animated girl you used to +be--all smiles and jokes. Toni, you're paler, and thinner--you've grown +quiet, almost sad. It's because you're not happy--and--and I'd die for +your happiness any day." + +His deadly earnestness could not fail to win response. Here at last was +a passion unveiled before Toni's wondering eyes; and all at once the +thing which had seemed impossible came down to the level of the things +which--sometimes--happen. + +Here was a man who only asked to serve her; and if by accepting his +service she could free her husband from the chain which bound him, all +unwilling, to her, was it not the act of a coward to refuse? + +It may be said, and with truth, that Toni's view of the matter was +perverted, distorted beyond all bounds of reason and of common sense. To +leave her husband, to whom in spite of all she clung with every fibre of +her being, for another man for whom she had not even the smallest atom +of affection, was surely the most insane, inexcusable action in the +world; and would after all only result in a negligible good, since the +insult paid, to the man she betrayed would quite outweigh any relief in +the freedom thus obtained. + +Then, too, she would be wronging Leonard Dowson; since to go away with +him would lead him to suppose a degree of affection on Toni's part which +was in reality non-existent; but Toni was not thinking of Dowson in this +matter. + +There is no woman so absolutely ruthless towards the mass of mankind as +the woman who loves one man completely. In this affair Owen was the only +man who counted in Toni's mind; and she thought of Leonard Dowson merely +as a convenient tool with which to effect her husband's release from the +position he apparently found unendurable. That the reckoning might come +afterwards, when Leonard should see himself as Toni saw him, she did not +pause to consider. Indeed, on this occasion her thoughts were so wild +and chaotic that she could hardly be said to have considered the matter +at all. + +"Well, Toni?" Her long silence made him uneasy, and he paled, fearing he +had angered her by his persistence. + +"Well?" She gazed at him absently for a moment, then woke suddenly to +life. "Leonard, are you seriously asking me to go away with you? You +mean you would take me away, and let my husband divorce me--for you?" + +"Yes, Toni." He spoke firmly; and, if for a moment all his lifelong +visions of a respectable London practice, prosperity, the respect of +those around him, seemed to rise up reproachfully before his eyes, he +meant his words absolutely. + +"Would you really do it? You must be very fond of me," said Toni simply; +and the young man was emboldened to proceed. + +"Of course I would do it, and of course I am fond of you." His voice +shook a little. "Toni do you really mean that you will think about +it--will give me the tiniest fraction of hope to keep me alive?" + +"Yes. I will think about it." She spoke slowly. "But--I can't tell +you--now. You must go away and let me think things out." + +"Don't think too long," he besought her, fearing that prudence might +come with reflection. "When will you tell me, Toni? To-morrow? Will you +write to me? One word--yes--will do; and I'll make arrangements at +once." + +For a moment his earnestness startled her. + +"You could do it--like that--at once? Leave your practice and everything +else at a moment's notice?" + +"I'd leave all I have in the world at a second's notice," said Mr. +Dowson resolutely; and Toni could not but believe in his sincerity. + +"Very well." She felt tired suddenly. "I will write--to-morrow. But--but +you won't be angry if it's _no_?" Toni added childishly. + +"I'd never be angry--with you." The young man's commonplace features +were irradiated by a great light, and for a moment one could forget his +mean stature and ready-made clothing. "You will never understand--you +couldn't--what you are to me; but before God," said Leonard Dowson +solemnly, "I'd devote my life, my soul, all I have to your service, and +never ask for thanks." + +"Well, if you will go now, I will write to you," said Toni, rather +wearily; and his passion was checked by the fatigue in her voice. + +"I'll go now--at once--and you--you will write, Toni? I'll count every +moment till I get your letter." + +"Yes, I will write," she reiterated dully, wishing he would go and leave +her alone with her thoughts; and without another word he turned and +vanished into the shadows. + +When the sound of his footsteps had died away and all was silence, Toni +shivered with a feeling of deadly chill. + +Leonard Dowson's appearance, following so closely on Eva Herrick's +suggestions, had given her a queer, eerie sensation of awe, as though +some inexorable fate were pointing out to her a way of escape from the +situation she was beginning to find intolerable. She never doubted the +man's affection for her; and she fully believed that he would indeed die +in her service. And the very touch of fanaticism in her love for Owen, +which made her feel that it would be a small thing indeed to die for him +if by dying she might give him happiness, helped her to realize the +strength of the pallid, unromantic young dentist's devotion. + +True, Toni was too innately sensible a person--perhaps it would be +fairer to say her love of life and its "sweet things" was too strong--to +allow her to contemplate death as a solution of the problem of her +unsuccessful marriage. + +She understood, too, with a queer flash of spiritual insight which was +foreign to her usual simple vision, that her death would bring Owen only +a great sorrow; and in her darkest moments she never dreamed of courting +death. + +A sudden bark from Jock made her start; and looking round she found Owen +almost at her elbow. He had dismissed his taxi at the gate, and was +walking briskly up the dark avenue, when Jock's vociferous welcome broke +the night silence and brought him to a halt. + +"Hallo, old boy, what are you doing here? That you, Andrews?" + +Toni moved forward from the shadow, and beneath the dark cloak which had +deceived him he caught the pale glimmer of her skirt. + +"No, Owen. It is I, Toni." + +"You? Why, what are you doing here? Oh, I see--you brought Jock for a +run. Well, it's quite warm to-night--but the air has the feel of rain." + +"Yes. I thought I felt a drop just now." + +"Did you? Well, we'll get indoors. I'm sorry I am so late, dear, but +there's been trouble at the office. Oh, nothing much, only Hart, our new +sub-editor, had chosen to return an article we'd commissioned, because +he said it was not up to our usual level." + +"And wasn't it?" Toni's forlorn heart welcomed his friendly tone. + +"Of course it was. It was about the best stuff young Lewis had ever +turned out--and a fool like Hart, whose taste is distinctly precious, +hasn't the wit to appreciate good, clean, straightforward English. He +likes a mass of involved, wordy stuff that only the high-brows can +understand." + +He broke off laughing. + +"Well, anyway we sent for it back in double-quick time; but Lewis had +taken the huff and didn't want us to have it. So Hart had to +apologize--which _he_ didn't enjoy--and altogether the place was in a +ferment." + +"But it's all right now?" + +"Yes, thank Heaven. I say, Toni; I went to see old Vincent about my arm +to-day, and he says it is fairly normal again. I'll tell you a secret, +shall I, Toni? As soon as the book is finished I'm going to start a +play." + +"Are you?" Her voice sounded cold, though it was only vague; and her +unusual lack of interest rather hurt Owen. + +"Oh, we'll have our holiday first," he said quickly. "I didn't mean to +do you out of that. How would you like a few weeks in Switzerland--for +the winter sports? We could get off in about three weeks, and stay over +Christmas. Then, when we came home"--in spite of himself his tone took a +new enthusiasm--"I could get to work again." + +"You are going to write a play? But I didn't know you could write +plays." + +Her childishness jarred his nerves, already worn with the minor +vexations of the day. + +"Well, _I_ don't know until I try." He spoke rather curtly. "But I've +talked it over with Barry, and we think it sounds possible." + +"I see. And if it were a success?" + +"Why, our fortune would be made." He took her arm in friendly fashion. +"Then we should have to go and live in town, Toni, take a big house and +launch out. You'd like that, eh?" + +"I should hate it," she said, so fervently that he dropped her arm in +astonishment and turned to look at her. + +"Hate it! Why?" + +"I hate big houses--and entertaining--and all the rest. I--I should +loathe to have to go to receptions and give big parties--I'm never any +good at talking, you know yourself I look a fool when anyone tries to +talk to me." + +"I know you're a little silly," said Owen teasingly, "but you'll outgrow +that. Here we are--come along in, Toni, it's really beginning to rain. +Come in, Jock, and let me shut the door." + +Safely inside the hall, Owen turned to Toni. + +"Come into the library, will you, dear? I'll send for some sandwiches +and a whisky and soda, I think. I hurried over dinner and I'm hungry." + +Toni gave the order at once, and then followed Owen to the library, +where a cheerful fire burned, and in the mellow lamplight the room +looked very stately and charming. + +She sat down on the low club-fender in front of the hearth and gazed +into the leaping fire in silence, while Owen opened the letters which +had accumulated during the day. + +For a few moments there was no sound save the crackling of paper and the +soft little chatter of the fire. Then Owen crumpled up a letter he held +and flung it from him with something which sounded like an oath. + +Toni, roused from her reverie, turned round to face him. + +"What's the matter, Owen?" + +"Matter enough, I think." His face wore a frown which boded ill for +someone. "Toni, what have you been saying to Miss Loder to make her +write this letter?" + +"Saying to Miss Loder?" Every scrap of colour faded from her face, and +Owen, watching, took her pallor for the ashy hue of guilt. + +"Yes. You've said something--I don't know what--but I should like to +know at once, without prevarication, just what it is." + +"I've said nothing to Miss Loder." Her voice was unsteady--she too had +felt her nerves jarred during this dreadful day. + +"Well, you see what she says." He stooped and picked up the letter, +which he handed to Toni. "Read that, and tell me what you make of it." + +With fingers as cold as ice, and a memory in her heart of another letter +which had brought her misery, Toni took the sheet, and read, in Miss +Loder's firm, characteristic hand, the letter in which she requested to +be allowed to resign her post. + +"I am not taking this step without serious thought," so the letter ran, +"and for some time I determined to remain with you as long as you +honoured me by your acquiescence in the arrangement. But learning, as I +do, from a quite indisputable source, that my presence in your house is +distasteful to Mrs. Rose, I have no option but to ask you to release me +from a position which is not only unpleasant but undignified. If you +will be kind enough to waive the question of notice, I would prefer to +terminate the engagement at once." + +Here followed her signature, firm and clear as ever; and then came a +postscript, surely a sign of disturbance on the part of so academic a +scribe. + +"I would prefer to dissever all connection with the _Bridge_ at the same +time; but am willing to remain at the office until you find a suitable +person for the post." + +Having read the letter Toni let it fall upon her knee, while she gazed +dreamily into the red heart of the fire, her brain working slowly as she +tried to understand the significance of Miss Loder's epistle. + +Something in her abstraction appeared to irritate Owen; for he came a +step forward and spoke rather brusquely. + +"Well? You've read it? What have you to say about it?" + +"To say? Nothing." She lifted her eyes to his, and let them drop again, +wearily, to the letter on her knee. + +"Oh, come, Toni, that's nonsense." Conscious of the irritation in his +tone Owen paused, then spoke more gently. "Miss Loder is not the sort of +person to imagine slights--she has been out in the world too long for +that. But evidently she has clearly seen your antipathetic attitude +towards her, and feels that in the circumstances she cannot remain." + +"I have never slighted Miss Loder." Toni, frightened, sounded defiant. + +"Not exactly. But you have shown _me_ very plainly that you resented her +presence; and I suppose you have not been very careful to hide +your--well, prejudice--from the girl herself." + +"She has no right to say such things," said Toni, a warm flush creeping +up beneath her ivory pallor. "I have never been rude to her, as you seem +to think. I have always hated her, I admit--always, from the first time +I saw her; but----" + +"Ah, you acknowledge that." Owen pounced on the admission. "But why, +Toni? Why should you hate the girl?" + +"Why? I don't know," said Toni recklessly. "Simply because I do, I +suppose--because if I knew her for a hundred years I should never do +anything but hate her." + +"And so, through your senseless jealousy, I'm to lose the best secretary +I've ever had." Owen's tone was cold. "Really, Toni, I think you've gone +a little too far this time. Quite apart from the fact that you must have +behaved in a very childish and unladylike fashion to make the girl so +uncomfortable, you have also done me an injury. If you didn't care for +my work for its own sake--and I know neither the _Bridge_ nor my book +has ever appealed to you--still I think you might have sacrificed your +personal feelings just a little and considered my position in the +matter." + +From her lowly seat on the fender, Toni looked up at him with a strange +expression in her eyes. In truth, at that moment Toni's soul was a +battlefield of conflicting emotions. Anger, defiance, resentment at what +she considered her husband's injustice, were mingled with a great dread +of Owen's displeasure; and a wild, miserable despair at the thought of +his conception of her as indifferent to his aims and ideals. At one and +the same moment she longed to hurl defiance into his face, and to cast +herself, weeping, into his arms. But she did neither, only looked up at +him with that inscrutable expression in her eyes, waiting for him to +speak. + +"Now I suppose I shall have to look out for another secretary." Owen was +annoyed and showed it. "Thank Heaven, the proofs are about finished, but +this knocks the play on the head. I suppose I'll find someone else to +help me, but the whole thing is very absurd and annoying." + +Suddenly Toni's self-control, already shaken by the meeting with Dowson, +deserted her completely. + +She rose from her seat like a small whirlwind and confronted Owen with +scarlet cheeks and blazing eyes. + +"Wait a moment, Owen. Don't say any more, please. Remember there is my +side of the question to be considered." She faced him bravely. "You knew +from the start that I was not literary or learned--I told you before we +were married that I wasn't half clever enough for you, and you said it +didn't matter. Then, when I'd tried to help you and failed, you got Miss +Loder here in my place. You knew I disliked her, but you didn't know +what cause I had for my dislike." + +Owen, silenced by her vehemence, stared at her speechlessly, and she +went on hurriedly. + +"From the first she despised me. She saw I wasn't well-educated, that I +wasn't even in her class. Oh, I know she is connected with all sorts of +people, but she ought not to have let me see so plainly that she looked +down on me as a nobody. She never lost a chance of humiliating me. Why, +at lunch over and over again I've sat silent while you and she talked. +If I ventured to speak, she listened, quite politely, till I had +finished, and then went on talking as though I'd not spoken. For days +and days I hardly saw you. You were shut up there with her, and I was +all alone. I was no one to you, she was everyone. I was your wife, but +she was your companion. Everyone noticed how I was left alone; they all +knew you ignored me--I was miserable, but you never saw----" + +"You--miserable, Toni?" Owen spoke abruptly. + +"How could I be anything else? You treated me always as a child--an +unreasonable, ignorant child----" + +"Well?" Owen interrupted her, but his tone was one meant to conciliate, +for suddenly he thought he saw a way to end this deplorable scene. "And +aren't you a child? A pretty, engaging child, I grant you--but +still----" + +"No." It was her turn to interrupt, and white to the lips she faced him. +"I am not a child any longer--I was until a short time ago, but you have +changed me into a woman----" + +"Come, Toni." Deceived by her quiet tone Owen laid his hand on her arm. +"Don't grow up too quickly. Let me have my little child-wife a bit +longer yet----" + +She shook his hand off with a violence for which he was not prepared, +and he spoke angrily, his softer impulses dying away. + +"Hang it all, Toni, you needn't repulse me as if I were a snake. You +_are_ a child, after all, and a jolly bad-tempered one at that!" It was +the first time he had ever used such a tone, and the girl's anger flared +up in reply. + +"A child--of course--you think so, you always will--you and your +precious secretary!" As she spoke Toni snatched up a packet of +neatly-folded proofs from the table behind her. "This is her work, I +suppose. Oh, how I _hate_ her--and you--and the book! I'd like to +destroy it all--to burn it up--like that!" + +With a passionate gesture she turned round and flung the bundle of +papers into the very heart of the fire blazing on the hearth behind her. + +"There!" She faced him again, her breast heaving, her eyes flashing +stormily. "I'd burn it all--if I could. You like your book better than +me--but I've burnt so much of it, anyway." + +Owen had started forward as she spoke, but it was useless to attempt to +save the burning sheets, and he fell back from the hearth with an +exclamation of anger. + +"You are a little fool, Toni." He spoke coldly. "What, good do you +expect to do by a piece of childish spite like that? Those proof sheets +were all corrected--now the duplicate set will have to be revised, and +as they are due in London to-morrow, I shall have to spend several hours +over them before I can get to bed to-night." + +Toni, frightened now at what she had done, stood motionless during his +speech. As he said the last words her rage melted suddenly into +contrition. + +"Owen--I'm--I'm sorry." She spoke haltingly. "I--I didn't mean to give +you trouble. Can I--will you let me help you--to make up for what I've +done?" + +He raised his eyebrows and laughed rather bitterly. + +"It's very kind of you, Toni, but I think I won't trouble you. Your +repentance is a little belated, isn't it? And I think I prefer to keep +my work to myself in future." + +The fire of her rage gave one last expiring flicker. + +"As usual," she said, "your work is more to you than I. I wonder you +ever married, Owen. Marriage doesn't seem to mean a great deal to you." + +"I sometimes wonder, myself," he said drily. "Certainly I haven't found +it a very enjoyable state of late. It seems you haven't, either. Perhaps +we were in too great a hurry after all, Toni." + +He did not mean the words, which were wrung from him by his exasperation +at her childish folly; but the effect on Toni was disastrous. + +She could not well turn paler than she was already; but a chill crept +into her veins, congealing her blood as she stood in front of the fire. +She shivered slightly; and then with an effort which made her feel +physically exhausted, she moved slowly towards the door. + +"Where are you going, Toni?" Owen questioned her rather coldly. + +She turned round; and all the youth was gone from her face. + +"I am going to bed," she answered quietly. "Good-night, Owen." + +And without waiting for a reply she opened the door and went slowly out +of the room. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV + + +Quite calmly and quietly Toni went about her preparations for departure. + +The scene in the library had turned the scale in favour of her flight. +Owen had openly avowed his opinion that their hasty marriage had been a +mistake; and now that the passion of rage and jealousy which had +possessed her had died away, Toni could see no other method of relieving +the situation than by leaving Greenriver at once. + +She would go away with Leonard Dowson, thereby leaving the way open for +Owen to divorce her. Her own future life occupied but the smallest +fraction of her thoughts. Somehow her power of visualizing the future +seemed to stop short with her departure from her home; and although she +had a very clear vision of Owen, relieved from the incubus of her +presence, and free to devote himself to the work which, she had +persuaded herself, meant more to him than any purely domestic happiness, +she never gave even a passing thought to her own existence when once she +had severed the ties which bound her to the old house by the river. + +Very early in the morning of the day following her interview with Dowson +she had posted a note to him. There was only one short sentence on the +little sheet of paper--only three words; but she know it would be +enough. + + "I will come. TONI." + +That was all; and yet as she wrote the little sentence, Toni had a +queer, stifling sensation as though she were indeed signing her own +death-warrant. + +The note would be delivered at lunch-time; and about two o'clock Toni +began to look for an answer, though she knew it was hardly likely the +young man would reply so promptly. + +At three o'clock she went out into the garden. Her head was throbbing +painfully, her cheeks burnt with a scarlet flush, and it was surely +quicksilver and not blood which ran so swiftly through her veins. + +The day was unseasonably warm, and a slight fog hung about, making the +air damp and heavy. Owen had gone to town immediately after lunch; and +Toni was inexpressibly relieved by his absence. + +They had barely spoken to one another to-day. Owen was suffering from +one of his worst neuralgic headaches, which at all times made him feel +disinclined for speech; and Toni said little because she had nothing to +say. + +At half-past three a note was delivered to her by a lad wheeling a +bicycle; and when the messenger had withdrawn, Toni opened the grey +envelope with fingers that shook. Inside she found a fairly long letter, +which had evidently been written in haste, for the writing was untidy, +and here and there a word was almost illegible. + +"I can hardly believe you will come, Toni." So ran the letter in which +Leonard Dowson accepted, the happiness promised to him. "It seems too +good, too exceedingly, marvellously good to be true. Yet your little +letter lies before me, and you are too kind, too sincere to deceive me. +So it is true; and the sun has risen on my grey and lonely life. Then +listen, Toni. I have made all preparations for my own departure +to-night. I have paid off my servants, the rent, and left everything in +order; and I am in possession of a sufficient sum of money in notes and +gold to enable us to live for some months in peace on the Continent. Now +comes the question of our meeting. I have ascertained that the night +boat leaves Dover about eleven; and in order to cross to Calais, on the +way to Paris, we must take the boat train from Victoria. I think it will +be safer to motor up to town rather than risk meeting any acquaintances +in the train; and a car will be waiting at the corner of Elm Lane at six +o'clock. That will give us sufficient time to catch the train, and will +be pleasanter than the other mode of travelling. With regard to your +luggage, do not trouble to bring more than a dressing-case; for it will +be my pleasure and privilege in future to provide you with all you may +desire. I have still much to do, so will bid you farewell until the +precious moment which brings you to my side." + +He had evidently hesitated over his signature; there were one or two +erasures; but at length he had written, his name firmly, without any +attempt at a formal leave-taking. + +For perhaps a minute Toni stared at the two words "Leonard Dowson"; and +a chill, as of anticipatory dread, swept over her at the sight of that +firm, clerkly handwriting. + +Until this moment she had looked upon Leonard's proposal as the one and +only means of setting Owen free. Once she had taken this step, had +burned her boats, her husband would surely accept his freedom with a +feeling of vast relief; and in spite of everything Toni had only one +thought--that of Owen's good. + +But suddenly she was afraid, with a purely human, selfish fear for +herself. To what was she condemning herself by this unlawful flight? +When once Owen had accepted her sacrifice, had set in order the +machinery of the law which should give him his release, what would +become of her? Would she be obliged to marry a man for whom she felt +only a tepid friendship, unwarmed by the smallest coal from the fire of +love? She had found life sad even when married to the man she loved; but +what would it be to her as the wife of a man to whom she was almost +completely indifferent? + +Quite unconsciously Toni was exaggerating Owen's attitude towards his +marriage, was accepting as his last word a few irritable sentences wrung +from him by fatigue and annoyance at having seen the corrected proofs +destroyed in a fit of childish temper on the part of his wife. + +Far from regretting his marriage, Owen merely regretted Toni's +unreasonableness in the matter of Miss Loder; and once that young woman +was removed from the scene, Owen had no doubt that he and his wife would +shake down again quite comfortably and forget the recent scenes between +them. + +But Toni, who always meant exactly what she said, and unconsciously +expected the same sincerity of speech from others, had taken Owen +literally; and although for a moment a flood of human weakness had +overtaken her as she gazed at Leonard Dowson's firm signature, she never +really faltered in her purpose. + +When she had read the fatal letter once more, she went back into the +house, and there she burned the document with almost mechanical +forethought. + +Then she went upstairs to her room and carefully packed her +dressing-bag. She did not take very much. Somehow it seemed unnecessary +to burden herself with many things; and when she had finished her +packing and had hidden the bag in her capacious wardrobe, she went +downstairs and sat by the drawing-room fire to wait until Kate saw fit +to bring tea. + +When, at the usual time, Kate entered, she moved across the room to +light the lamps; but Toni sent her away with this part of her duty +undone. To-night Toni wished to sit in the firelight. The fog had +thickened in the last hour, and now it pressed against the windows like +a chill, ghostly presence, hiding the garden, the river, the trees in +thick and clammy folds. Looking across the room from her seat by the +fire Toni shivered; and it seemed unkind of Fate to ordain that her last +memories of Greenriver should be shrouded in the cold and creeping mist. + +She turned back to the fire with a shiver; and sat gazing into the +leaping flames, while her tea grew cold and the hands of the clock crept +inexorably onwards. + +At half-past five she must leave the house. True, the meeting-place was +distant barely a quarter of a mile, but Owen might return early, and she +had no desire to run the risk of meeting him. + +A short cut over the fields would both shorten the way and minimize the +danger of running into her husband; and Toni looked up, startled, when +the silver clock on the mantelpiece chimed the hour of five. + +Only thirty minutes, and her life at Greenriver would come to an end. +Never again would she roam through the beautiful old house, never sit in +this charming, panelled room, with its ghostly yet alluring fragrance as +of bygone lavender and roses. Never again would she wander in the +garden, revelling in the beauties of colour and scent and form which +made so lovely a picture in the glorious setting of turf and river. +Never again would she stroll beneath the tall trees in the summer dusk, +while the owls hooted eerily and the nightingale murmured luscious +love-songs to the dreaming roses. The river would know her no more; +never again would her feet tread the towing-path where in the early +morning she had been used to saunter, with her faithful Jock by her +side---- + +Ah! At the thought of Jock, Toni uttered a little cry. She had forgotten +him until this moment--his dear canine image blurred by a mist of +thoughts and tears; but now she remembered him only too well; and her +heart was pierced by the thought of his fidelity--to be, alas, so poorly +rewarded. Owen would be good to him, of course. He would be well fed and +kindly treated, since everyone in the house had a soft corner for the +jolly, riotous, affectionate Airedale; but he would miss his own loving +mistress; and Toni could not bear to think of the wistful expression his +honest brown eyes would wear when he found that she had apparently +deserted him. + +At that moment, almost as though her thought had called him to her, she +heard him at the door. He did not scratch the panel, after the manner of +many of his kind, but stood upright and rattled the handle with his +nose; and Toni ran to open the door, feeling a positive criminal beneath +the warmth and confidence of his greeting. + +She took him to the fireplace and snuggled down with him on the thick +fur rug on the hearth. She gave him his saucerful of tea, and fed him +recklessly with macaroons; but Jock was uneasy beneath her +ministrations. + +There is no friend so quick to grasp a tense situation as a dog. +Although Toni spoke in almost her usual voice, and fondled him with more +than her usual affection, Jock knew quite well that there was something +wrong. + +Leaving the last macaroon untouched, he came and stood close by her +side, looking up into her face with a puzzled, wistful expression, and +presently he stood up on his hind legs and licked her face solemnly with +his warm red tongue. + +"Oh, Jock, you naughty boy," said Toni, between crying and laughter. +"You know you're not allowed to kiss me! But--oh, Jock, darling, how I +shall miss you!" + +Two great tears fell on the dog's head; and others followed. In a minute +Toni was weeping her heart out; and the dog, rendered still more uneasy +by this behaviour, lifted up his voice in a melancholy whine. + +Suddenly Toni dashed away her tears and started to her feet with a +suddenness which almost upset Jock. + +"Jock, it's no use going on like this. We're a couple of idiots--at +least, I'm one, and you're a darling old stupid. But it's time to go, +Jock. To _go_. Do you hear? I'm leaving Greenriver, Jock, leaving my +home, my husband, everything I have in the world. I'm going away, Jock, +going with a man I hardly know. I shall be called wicked, and I suppose +I am; but I can't help it. I've got to go--but oh, Jock, how much easier +it would be to die!" + +She took a last look round the beautiful room, which like most rooms +looked its best in the rosy firelight; and then she went slowly out, +Jock pressing closely to her side. + +Up the broad stairs she went. In the gallery the Ten Little Ladies +burned bravely; and as she walked between them Toni could not see their +tiny flames for the tears which blurred her sight. + +Very slowly she entered her room, Jock pressing beside her all the time. +It did not take long to don her thick fur coat and soft little hat. She +remembered a veil, but at first forgot her gloves; and at the last +moment she had to go back for the dressing-bag and for her purse, +wherein reposed ten pounds given her by Owen some weeks earlier. + +At last she was ready; and bag in hand she opened the door leading into +the gallery and stood looking round her for one long, last moment. + +Jock, puzzled, stood beside her, gazing anxiously into her face; but she +did not notice him; and when at length she moved slowly away Jock fell +back a pace and stole behind her down the long gallery. + +The old house was very still. From the shut-off regions behind the green +baize door came, now and then, the murmur of voices; but for the most +part Greenriver lay hushed in lamp-lit, flower-scented silence. + +Never had the big hall looked so attractive as now, in the mellow light +of the wood fire on the capacious hearth. On the oval oak table a big +jar of chrysanthemums stood out, white and copper and mauve, against the +panelled wall; and a sombre corner was lightened by the pink and cream +blossoms of a tall azalea sent in that morning by an attentive gardener. + +Over everything lay the sense of a great peace and tranquillity. The oak +settee with its big, bright cushions, the tapestries hung on the dark +walls, the flowers, the books strewn here and there, the big tiger-skin +hearthrug, the enormous basket-chairs covered, too, with skins of tiger +and leopard--never had the hall looked so alluring, so safe, so inviting +to its mistress as on this foggy autumn night when she was about to +leave its shelter. + +With a long shudder Toni descended the last step of the great staircase, +and drifted slowly across the hall in the direction of the front door. +Jock, following, pressed a little too closely against her, and turning, +Toni saw, the faithful little friend whom she was about to leave gazing +at her with a human appeal in his honest face. + +"Take me! Let me go with you where you go! Why go out into the dim cold +night alone, when you can have beside you one to protect you and give +you love?" + +She could almost fancy he said the words; and two great tears fell +swiftly as she bent and patted him with her free hand. + +"No, Jock darling, I can't take you." She sobbed as she spoke. "I must +leave you behind--with all the other things I love." + +Jock, understanding the finality of her tone, whined uneasily, and +wagging his tail besought her to reconsider her decision. But Toni could +bear no more. With a quick, passionate movement she opened the big door +hurriedly, and, heedless of his whining, passed through blindly into the +night, pulling the door to after her with the miserable, hopeless +feelings of a traitor in her heart. + +Pausing for an instant she heard Jock sniffing interrogatively beneath +the door; and knew he was hoping desperately that it would open to give +him freedom; but with the tears running down her face she went slowly +down the steps and was swallowed up by the cold, wet fog which lurked, +ghost-like, round the house. + +Leonard Dowson was waiting for her, impatiently, feverishly, by the car; +but one glance at her warned him that this was no time for lover-like +protestations. + +He helped her in, covering her with the big fur rug he had had the +forethought to bring; and then, with a delicacy which could only have +been taught him by love, he left her alone in the interior of the car +and mounted the seat beside the chauffeur. + +Even now he could hardly believe his good-fortune. With all his +education, his later Socialistic tendencies, his conviction that one man +was as good, primarily, as another, and that only brains and application +counted in the race of life, he could never bring himself to look on +Toni as an ordinary human being, inferior to him by reason of her sex, +her less scientific brain, her lack of the power, mental and physical, +which was, to him, the prerogative of manhood. + +Other women he might judge contemptuously or admiringly, as the case +might be. But he could never consider Toni as a woman like those +others--possibly because to him she was not _a_ woman, but--mystical +distinction!--_the_ woman. In a vague, unreasoning way he recognized +Toni's limitations. She was not clever, not even what he called +well-educated. She would never fill any important position in the world, +would never shine in any public capacity, would never seek to usurp +man's prerogatives, and would be content to live quietly in some little +corner of the world without longing to dash into the battlefield of +human desires and human conflicts, as other women were doing every day. + +But through it all Toni was the one woman he loved, the woman who +represented to him all that was loveliest and best of her sex; and this +narrow-chested, narrow-minded and quite unattractive young dentist had +this much of greatness in his soul, that he could love a woman +completely. + +The car was running smoothly through the streets of a little town when +there was a loud report, which even Toni, roused from her half-dazed +stupor, recognized as the bursting of a tyre; and the next instant +Leonard appeared at the door of the car, concern and apprehension in his +face. + +"I am so sorry--one of the front tyres has burst, and the man will have +to repair it as well as he can in the fog." + +"Where are we?" asked Toni idly, seeing beyond the figure of Dowson a +few blurred lights as of houses or shops. + +"Luckily we are at Stratton," said Leonard more cheerfully. "Right in +front of some sort of an hotel, too. Won't you come in a moment and get +warm? It's too foggy and damp for you to wait out here." + +Without speaking Toni threw aside the rug and stepped out of the car. +The raw, chilly air pierced her to the bone, even through the thick fur +of her coat; and she shivered as she stood there, looking pathetically +young and slight to the eyes of the man beside her. + +"Come into the 'Red Lion,' or whatever they call it." He put a hand, +rather timidly, on her sleeve, and Toni allowed him to lead her towards +the entrance of the hotel, whose lamps shone bravely through the fog, +making blurred splashes of yellow light in the murky grey gloom. + +Opening the door, Leonard led her into the cheery entrance hall; and the +next minute a stout, motherly-looking woman bustled out of a small +side-office, and asked what might be the visitors' pleasure. + +Leonard explained that a slight accident to their car would delay them a +few moments; and since the night was so inclement, he had persuaded the +lady to come inside, in search of fire and lights. + +The stout landlady grasped the situation immediately, and led the way up +a short flight of stairs to a sitting-room on the first floor, where a +bright fire burned, and thick red curtains, closely drawn, successfully +excluded the clammy fog, and created an atmosphere of well-being and +good cheer. + +"Wouldn't the lady like a cup of tea or coffee, sir?" The woman had +noted Toni's pallor. "It can be ready in a moment--and a sandwich or two +as well?" + +After consulting his watch and calculating they had time to spare, +Leonard ordered coffee and sandwiches at once; and the woman withdrew in +a smiling haste which seemed to betoken the desire to lose no time. + +Toni had sunk into a chair by the fire, and was leaning forward holding +her hands to the blaze. In her face was so patent a misery that for a +moment Dowson's heart failed him and he stood staring at her with a +sudden horrible conviction that in luring her from her home and husband +he was doing a wicked and heartless action. In that illuminating moment +he could almost have found the strength to give her up, to undo, as far +as he might, this thing which he had done. And then common sense came to +his aid. It was not the experiences of this night which had thinned the +rounded curve of the girl's cheek, had brought the hopeless droop to the +soft lips, the despair to the once-laughing eyes. It was rather the +happenings of the months preceding this night, the months of her married +life; and once again love and desire swept away scruples; and Leonard +was ready to fight the whole world for possession of the woman he loved. + +But somehow he could not stay in the room with that pathetic, appealing +little figure. He racked his brains for an excuse to leave her for a +moment or two; and suddenly the idea he sought came to him in a flash. + +He had omitted to wire to Paris for rooms in the quiet little hotel he +had selected for their stay; and although it was not a matter of vital +necessity to do so, it would perhaps be just as well to make sure of +them, so that there need be no troublesome delay on arrival. There was a +post-office a hundred yards away, and he would only be gone for a few +moments. He did not venture to approach Toni, but speaking from the door +explained that he had forgotten to engage rooms in Paris, and if she +would excuse him for a minute or two he would rectify the omission. She +agreed gently, giving him a tired little smile; and he wasted no time in +departing on his errand. + +When the door had closed behind him, Toni came to herself with a long, +slow shiver. Somehow until this moment she had not really understood all +that her flight implied. She had been so intent upon Owen's welfare, +that save for a few moments in the garden at Greenriver her own had been +forgotten; and although she had accepted Leonard Dowson's proposal with +an almost startling readiness, she had done so in the manner of one who, +drowning, clutches at a straw. + +She had known, of course, that there would be a price to pay; but she +had not realized until this second how great that price would be. +Somehow the very nature of Leonard's errand had brought the whole +position home to her with almost overwhelming force; and suddenly Toni +knew that she could not go on with the adventure she had undertaken so +rashly. + +She could not--_could_ not--go to Paris with this man, who for all his +devotion was a stranger to her. She could leave Owen, though it seemed +like tearing her heart out of her breast to go. But she could not go +away with another man. + +Gone all at once was the glamour of her sacrifice. Although she knew +that by carrying out her scheme to the bitter end she might set Owen +free, it seemed to her at this moment that such freedom, so basely won, +could never bring her husband the happiness she craved for him. + +For the first time, too, the thought of self would not be banished. She +saw the whole foolish, irrational, Quixotic scheme in its true light; +and flesh and blood shrank from a surrender which had no faintest touch +of love--or even passion--to dignify sordidness. + +No. She could leave her husband--and in a sudden blinding flash of +insight she knew she could not--now--go back to Greenriver; but she +could not proceed farther on this shameful way. + +To go to the hotel in Paris with this other man, to travel with him in +the enforced intimacy of their dual solitude, to pass, for all she knew, +as his wife when in reality she was the wife of the one man for whom the +great mystic trinity of body, soul and spirit passionately craved--oh, +no. She could not go on--and with the certainty came the need for haste. + +Suddenly the only thing which seemed to matter in all the world was that +she must be gone before Leonard Dowson returned. If once he came back +and heard her decision, there would be scenes, reproaches, persuasions, +a hundred emotions let loose; and Toni was guiltily conscious, through +all her new-born resolution, that she was treating this man who loved +her unfairly. + +He had been gone five minutes--he might return at any second. Tip-toeing +across to the window, Toni parted the red curtains and lifted a lath of +the old-fashioned Venetian blind to peer through into the fog. + +She could not see much. Outside the hotel she could just distinguish the +blurred shape of the car, the lamps flaring yellowly in the mist; but +the shops and houses opposite were blotted out by the curtain of fog; +and she knew she risked running into the man from whom she longed, +desperately, to escape. + +Where she would go did not matter now. Plans must be made +afterwards--now she had but one desire, to flee into the fog and be lost +to sight. + +She was actually moving towards the door when a thought struck her. +Tearing a bit of paper from the fly-leaf of a book on the table, she +took from the deep pocket of her coat a little pencil, and scribbled a +message--as short, almost, as that which had announced to Leonard her +previous decision. + + "I can't go on with you. I am going. TONI." + +She had no time for more. Every second was precious; and even now she +doubted whether she were in time to make her escape. + +She opened the door and listened. Nothing was heard but the mutter of +voices in the bar downstairs; and there was no one in sight. A moment +she stood, her heart in her throat, driven nearly distracted between +impatience and terror. Then she turned back into the room, snatched up +her gloves and purse from the table and ran down the broad stairs and +across the square hall with frenzied haste. + +A sound of footsteps in a passage close at hand made her start +nervously. Without delaying a second she opened the great door, letting +in a rush of cold, raw air, and, not venturing to look round, lest even +now she should be intercepted in her flight, she slipped through the +aperture and fled into the night. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + + +At nine o'clock that same evening Jim Herrick, alone in his shabby yet +delightful little sitting-room, was roused from his contemplation of an +etching he had picked up in town that day by a deep-throated bark from +Olga. She had been lying in the hall; and doubtless her sharp ears had +heard some approaching footstep which to his duller human hearing was +inaudible. + +Eva was upstairs, trying on some finery she had purchased in London; and +after waiting a moment Herrick went into the hall to investigate. + +Someone was knocking now on the door, thereby rousing Olga's wrath; and +Herrick held her firmly by the collar as he went to answer the summons. + +On the doorstep, an indistinct figure in the fog, stood a young man, and +on seeing Herrick he began at once to unfold his errand. + +"Mr. Herrick, beg pardon, sir; master's sent me over to ask if Mrs. Rose +is here." + +"Mrs. Rose? Are you from Greenriver?" + +"Yes, sir. I'm Andrews, sir, and we're all a bit anxious about the +mistress. She wasn't at home for dinner, and no one saw her go out." + +"Comes inside a minute." The man obeying, Herrick closed the door and, +still holding Olga's collar, led the way to the sitting-room. + +"Now, tell me, as shortly as possible, why you thought Mrs. Rose might +be here?" + +"It was Kate's idea, sir--the parlourmaid. When Mrs. Ross didn't come +down to dinner she thought as perhaps she'd come over here. I thought it +weren't likely on account of the fog, but we couldn't think of anywhere +else for Mrs. Rose to be." + +"Your master is at home?" + +"Yes, sir, got in about seven. He was shut up in his room--the +lib'ry--till nearly dinner-time, and then he waited and waited for the +mistress to come down--and when she didn't come he got fidgety and sent +Kate upstairs." + +"And Kate found no one?" + +"No, sir. Only the dog--Jock--lying curled up in the very middle of the +bed--a thing he's never been known to do before, sir." + +"Mrs. Rose has not been here," said Herrick. "But just wait a moment. I +will ask my wife if she expected Mrs. Rose." + +He went out of the room, and found Eva coming down the short flight of +stairs from the upper floor. + +"What's the matter, Jim? Who is the man in there?" + +"It is the man-servant from Greenriver asking if Mrs. Rose has been +here. You did not expect her, did you, Eva?" + +"Oh, no." She spoke calmly. "We were to meet to-morrow morning, but we +had no appointment for to-night." + +"I see. Odd where she can have got to." Herrick frowned thoughtfully. +"You can't give me any clue to her movements, Eva? You don't remember +hearing her say anything about to-night?" + +"I haven't the slightest idea," said Eva, with apparent sincerity, and +Herrick turned away without asking any other question. + +Re-entering the room he quietly told the waiting Andrews that nothing +had been seen of Mrs. Rose, nor had she been expected on that particular +evening; and the young man thanked him dejectedly and moved to the door. + +"It's a wretched night," said Herrick. "Won't you have a glass of +something before you go?" + +Andrews thanked him, but declined; and seeing he was anxious to be gone, +Herrick did not press him, but let him depart without more ado. + +He turned again into the sitting-room, meditating on this extraordinary +disappearance; and a minute later his wife joined him, eager to hear the +reason of Andrews' quest. + +She came into the room wearing a satin kimono she had bought that day, +her curly golden hair bound with a broad pink ribbon, her small, narrow +foot thrust into satin slippers of the same hue. + +At first sight it might have been a schoolgirl who stood there in the +doorway. A second glance would have shown, to an acute observer, faint +lines on brow and cheek, an indefinable hardness and sharpness of +outline which destroyed the semblance of youth; and in its place gave an +air of cynical maturity, which, reckoning by actual length of years, was +as deceptive as the former illusion. + +"Well?" She came further into the room and spoke interrogatively. + +"Well?" Herrick turned to face her. "Mrs. Rose's disappearance is rather +remarkable, don't you think?" + +"Very." For the life of him Herrick could not fathom her tone. "But +since Toni is a free agent and not a slave, I expect she's gone out on +business of her own." + +"Queer time for business--nine o'clock on a foggy night," Herrick +reminded her quietly. + +"Well, I daresay she got fed up with the house--and the weather--and +went off to London for a spree." Eva laughed rather hardly. "A theatre +would be a blessed relief after the dulness of this place." + +"She would not be likely to go alone." + +"Oh, I daresay she would pick up some man to go with." + +"Don't speak like that, Eva, please. Mrs. Rose is not the sort of girl +to 'pick up' anybody." + +"Oh, isn't she?" Eva laughed again. "Your precious Toni isn't a saint, +you know. Because her husband is a fool and neglects her, that doesn't +say Toni is too meek and mild to have friends of her own." + +Herrick turned to her angrily. + +"Look here, Eva, I won't have you insinuating such things. Mrs. Rose may +not be a saint--I never met one, by the way--but she is a thoroughly +straight girl; and any friends she might make would be lucky fellows, I +can tell you." + +Eva smiled rather scornfully. + +"Even you are taken in by her big eyes and her quiet ways. Well, you'll +all of you get a surprise one of these days, when you find that Toni is +as wide-awake as anybody else, and knows a thing or two you don't +suspect her of." + +"Eva, you are talking nonsense, and you know it." Herrick was seriously +annoyed. "I imagined--foolishly--that you were a friend of Toni Rose; +and it never entered my head you would say spiteful things of this sort +about her." + +He broke off. + +"Unless----" He hesitated, his eyes full of a vague trouble. + +"Well? Unless--what?" + +"Oh, but that's absurd." He pulled himself together and spoke +decisively. "I was going to say, unless you had some reason for speaking +so; unless you knew something we don't know--and of course you don't." + +"Of course not." This time the mockery in her tone was perceptible; and +Herrick questioned her hastily. + +"Eva, what do you mean? Do you know anything which would throw a light +on Mrs. Rose's disappearance?" + +But Eva had turned sulky and would say nothing more. After one or two +vain attempts to induce her to speak, therefore, Herrick abandoned the +idea; and Eva withdrew with a malicious little smile on her lips which +rendered her husband still more uneasy. + +He wandered restlessly about his small domain, puzzling his head as to +what could have happened to Toni. He had not seen her often of late. +Indeed, he had fancied once or twice that she was avoiding him; and he +was sorry, for the girl had made an instant claim upon his sympathies, +and he had often meditated over her chances of turning her marriage into +a success. + +Somehow he had a presentiment of evil. Something seemed to tell him that +Toni's flight was premeditated, that she had fled from her home +secretly, with the intention of leaving her husband for ever; and +although he told himself that the idea was monstrous, grotesque, he +could not shake it off. + +Doubtless there were a dozen explanations. Perhaps she had gone for a +little stroll, and had lost her way in the fog. She might have dropped +in at some house in the neighbourhood, and, talking, let the hours slip +by. Ten chances to one, she was even now safe at home; and it was absurd +to worry about her. And yet---- + +And yet there _were_ other possibilities. In the fog it would be easy +indeed to miss one's road--with tragic results. One false step off the +towing-path, for instance, and the river, dark and silent, would flow on +its way, carrying with it a burden hardly more animated, yet a hundred +times more precious, than the sticks and leaves which floated down with +the current.... + +Suddenly Herrick sprang up, unable to bear this haunted solitude any +longer. He felt as though he must go forth to make inquiries for +himself, to ascertain whether Toni had returned or no, whether all +possible measures had been taken for her safety. + +Surely the people at Greenriver would not take his visit amiss? Seeing +that his wife and Mrs. Rose were known to be friends, it was only +natural that Mrs. Herrick should be anxious; and in any case he could +bear this inaction no longer. + +Going into the hall he selected an overcoat and cap, and then, going to +the foot of the stairs, called out to his wife. + +"Well?" She came to the head of the stairs, and stood looking at him +over the banisters. She had a lighted candle in her hand; and somehow +the wavering flame seemed to cast a sinister shadow over her face. + +"I am going to Greenriver, Eva, to see if Mrs. Rose has returned." + +"Oh." For a moment she hesitated, opened her mouth as though about to +speak and then yawned instead. "Very well. Don't be long. My head aches +and I want to get to sleep." + +"I will be as quick as possible," he said. "I am sorry your head aches. +Try to get to sleep before I return." + +He turned away, leaving her staring after him; and her grey eyes were +full of a cruel maliciousness. Eva guessed pretty well how the land lay. +Although she had not expected Toni to give in to the young dentist's +entreaties so soon, she never doubted that the girl had gone away with +him; and she laughed as she remembered how quietly the whole affair had +been conducted. + +Except on the occasion of Dowson's loan of magazines, Eva did not +believe his name had ever been mentioned between the Roses; and +certainly it would never enter Owen's head that his wife would go off, +leave him, and leave all the glories of Greenriver, to share the lot of +the inferior and unattractive Mr. Dowson. + +Eva had not the slightest feeling of compassion for the unhappy young +wife driven to this step, partly by her own childish folly, but partly, +also, by the evil counsel of the woman she called her friend. Eva know +very well, had known all along, that there could be no happiness for +Toni in such a step; and she fully believed that the girl would come to +hate and fear the life in front of her. But Eva never for one moment +experienced a thrill of pity for the misguided Toni. Rather the thought +of the certain misery which faced her filled Eva's perverted mind with a +wretched triumph; and her only strong emotion at this juncture was a +passionate hope that Owen would not learn the truth in time to save his +wife from the worst consequence of her ill-considered action. + + * * * * * + +Meanwhile all was confusion at Greenriver. At first Owen had been merely +a little perplexed, not uneasy, at Toni's absence from the dinner-table; +but when it became apparent that she was nowhere in the house he grew +alarmed. + +Calling Andrews and Fletcher to him, he bade them get lanterns and +institute a thorough search in the grounds; and the three of them +searched thoroughly--as thoroughly, at least, as was possible in the +clammy fog. + +Up and down they went, lanterns swinging, in and out of trees and +shrubs; and into the various summer-houses and garden sheds; but there +was no sign of Toni. + +Back into the house--where once again Owen summoned the servants to a +conference--and once again was forced to consider himself baffled. + +Kate had seen her mistress last when she carried in the tea. Asked if +Mrs. Rose had said anything about going out, she answered in the +negative; and neither cook nor Maggie had sat eyes upon her since lunch. + +Andrews had been out that afternoon, and knew nothing; and Mrs. Blades, +when interrogated, merely sniffed and said Mrs. Rose did not often +honour the housekeeper's room with her presence. + +It was at this juncture that Andrews was despatched to Herrick's +bungalow; and in his absence Owen rang up on the telephone all the +people who seemed in the least likely to have seen his wife, but without +result. + +A little later he rang up other places--the station, the police station, +even the little Cottage Hospital; but no one had heard or seen anything +of Mrs. Rose; and Owen was forced to wait for Andrews' return. + +When the man came, bearing no tidings, Owen understood that the matter +was serious. Toni had gone, left her home in the dusk, departed no one +knew whither. The whole thing was so unexpected, so incredible, that it +was small wonder Owen was completely at sea. + +Suddenly a welcome thought flashed into his head. It was possible Toni +had gone to town on the spur of the moment to visit her relations in +Brixton; and the next minute Owen was turning over the leaves of the +telephone directory hurriedly in an endeavour to find the number of the +house in Winter Gardens. Luckily the house boasted a telephone, +installed for the convenience of one of the boys who was connected with +an insurance agency which had its headquarters there; and in a very +short space of time Owen was asking the worthy Mrs. Gibbs over the wire +for news of the missing Toni. But disappointment awaited him. Nothing +had been heard of Toni for three weeks; and she had most certainly not +visited them that day. Mrs. Gibbs, at the other end of the wire, sounded +apprehensive, but Owen had no time to consider her feelings, and rang +off abruptly when he found she had nothing to tell him. + +Just as he was turning away from the instrument the door bell rang +quietly; and with a quick movement Owen crossed the hall and threw the +door widely open. + +It was not Toni who stood there, however; and seeing the blank look on +Owen's face, Herrick hurried to explain his errand as one merely of +inquiry. + +"Come in," said Owen mechanically, drawing his visitor inside the house. +"It's awfully decent of you, Herrick. You have heard of my +wife's--disappearance?" + +"Yes. I suppose you have no idea what can have taken her away?" + +"Not the slightest. The maids say--now--that her thick motor coat and +cap are gone, and her purse--with a few pounds in, I don't know how +much--is missing from her drawer. But where she has gone is a complete +mystery." + +"She gave you no hint of her departure?" + +"Not the faintest." Owen became suddenly aware that his visitor's coat +was damp with the wetting mist; and his hospitable instincts awoke. "I +say, come into the library and have a drink. You're pretty well soaked." + +He led the way to the library, regardless of Herrick's disclaimers; and +the other man thought it best to follow him, first asking permission to +bring Olga inside the house--a permission readily granted. Once inside +the warm, tranquil room, Owen insisted upon Herrick shedding his coat +and accepting a whisky and soda; but though he pressed Herrick to sit +down and even took a cigarette himself, it was evident that Owen was all +on thorns with anxiety and apprehension. + +"You haven't heard your wife say she wanted a change? You know women are +restless beings." + +"Not Toni. She was always happy here. I'd promised to take her to +Switzerland for Christmas, and that pleased her; but she was never keen +about going away." + +"I see. She was happy here. Well"--his gaze wandered dreamily round the +lamp-lit room, with its mullioned windows and well-filled shelves--"I +don't wonder at that. Anyone might be happy in such a home as this." + +"Yes, she always loved Greenriver." Unconsciously both men used the past +tense. "Ever since I brought her here as my wife she loved the old +house." + +"She was happy, you say?" Herrick felt a sudden desire to probe beneath +the surface. "You never--forgive me--you never found her +depressed--or--or unsettled--in low spirits?" + +"No. She was sometimes a little--well, what shall we call it?--not +bad-tempered, but well, a trifle jumpy; but she seemed to be in good +spirits as a rule." + +"You never--I suppose"--he laughed, trying to make the question sound +casual--"you never had any disagreements--any little fallings-out? Oh, +don't think me impertinent--I was only wondering whether perhaps Mrs. +Rose had taken offence at some little thing--and had gone off for a +short visit somewhere to--well, to punish you." + +He had half expected Owen to resent the implication; but Owen took it +quietly. + +"We never exactly quarrelled," he said. "At least, that isn't quite +true. We did disagree, more than once, on one particular subject; and +last night we certainly had a few words. We both lost our tempers--I +confess I lost mine--and I said one or two things I'd have given the +world to recall afterwards." + +"I see." Herrick spoke gravely. "Well, no doubt Mrs. Rose knows you did +not mean anything unkind----" + +"I hope so. By God, I hope so." Owen's voice was hoarse. "If I thought +Toni had taken my words seriously I--why, I said things I didn't mean in +the very least, and I never for one instant dreamed she would take them +as spoken in earnest." + +"I see." Herrick repeated the words. "You will pardon me for saying that +Mrs. Rose always struck me as being more sensitive than the majority of +women." + +"Did she?" Owen stared at him, struck suddenly by the significance of +his manner. "By Jove, Herrick, I never suspected my wife of any undue +sensitiveness. She always seemed to me too young, too immature and +undeveloped to take things much to heart. Her youth was one of the +greatest charms about her to me. It never struck me she was a woman, +capable of a woman's sufferings----" + +He broke off suddenly. + +"Stay, though. Once I thought--she looked at me and I thought her +eyes looked different--not like the eyes of a child. I wondered +then ... but ... oh, no, she couldn't think I meant the things I said. +Once or twice I have felt exasperated at what I thought was her +childishness, her ignorance of the world, and I've said things now and +again, unkind things, even cruel things sometimes ... but I've been +secure all the time in the thought that she didn't understand...." + +"You wouldn't have hurt her--wilfully?" + +"Hurt her?" Owen stared at him. "Good God, man, what do you take me for? +A man doesn't wilfully hurt his wife--the woman he loves. And to hurt +Toni would be like hurting a child." + +"Mr. Rose"--Herrick took a resolution to speak plainly--"are you sure +you did not treat your wife rather too much as a child? Are you sure you +didn't deny her the right of a woman, the right to share your life, your +work, your aims? Are you quite sure you never made her feel her +inferiority to you in different ways, never let her see that in some +matters she was perhaps hardly your equal? Oh, I know you are +exceptionally clever, brilliant, and she is only a simple girl; but +still she was not a child; and it may have been rather galling to her to +be treated as one." + +For a moment Owen sat motionless, his eyes fixed on the other man's face +with a stare whose earnestness was its justification. + +Then-- + +"Look here, Herrick," he said, "I believe you are trying to tell me +something--something about my wife which I don't know. Well, what is it? +I think, as her husband, I have a right to ask you to share your +knowledge with me. What do you say?" + +"I think you have every right," Herrick answered quietly, "and I ask +nothing better than to tell you all I know." + +Without further preliminaries he repeated to Owen the conversation he +had had with Toni on the day of the Vicarage Bazaar; and a sudden light +broke over Owen as he listened. + +"You are alluding to the occasion when Lady Martin and the Vicar's wife +called her ignorant, frivolous, empty-headed." + +"She told you?" Herrick was surprised. + +"Yes--long afterwards. But I laughed at her and told her it was +nonsense--jealousy, or something like that. I never dreamed she had +taken it to heart." + +"She took it so much to heart that she began to wonder how much was +true, and how she could best rise above the defects with which they +endowed her. She honoured me by asking my advice; and I was only too +glad to help her. She called herself ignorant, and I endeavoured to show +her how, by study and application, she might repair that ignorance. I +recommended her books, mapped her out a course of reading--oh, it's no +use going over it all now; only just what seems important to me is this. +What had specially wounded her was the fact that they had evidently +denied her the possession of a soul." He smiled rather tenderly. "And it +was her passionate desire to show that she _had_ a soul which drove her +to all those desperate expedients of study and the like." + +He paused, but Owen did not speak. + +"I wonder if the process of making one's soul is a painful one, after +all? Like most new-born creatures, I expect it's a delicate, sensitive +thing at first, easily wounded by a word, a glance.... I don't suppose +it has a very joyful time in the beginning, struggling towards the +fuller light like a weak, fragile little flower opening its petals one +by one to the sun. But luckily a soul is a very vital thing. It can +stand a good deal in the way of unkindness or neglect without +shrivelling up. And I daresay a few kindly words, a sympathetic thought, +are like water to a dying plant--or as the Bible has it 'as the shadow +of a great rock in a thirsty land.'" + +As he finished his speech Owen broke in impetuously: + +"Don't say any more, Herrick. My God, what a fool I've been! To think +that all this was taking place beneath my eyes and I was too blind, too +self-absorbed to see." + +"Well, everyone is blind, at times," said Herrick gently. "I'm not +trying to make you unhappy, Rose--the whole affair is no business of +mine, and you may well resent my interference." + +"No, no," said Owen hastily. "God knows your interference is only too +justifiable. But----" + +"Perhaps I am to blame, after all, for trying to engineer so delicate a +situation. The fact is, I felt a great pity for Mrs. Rose. She was only +a girl after all, and girlhood is a lively, careless, light-hearted +period. But although her soul appeared--then--to be unawakened, I knew +it was there all the time; and I confess I hoped that when she came into +full possession of it you would draw nearer to one another, and a better +understanding would ensue. But----" + +He paused. + +"Well? Your plan hasn't worked?" + +"I don't know. The thing is, not so much _where_ has Mrs. Rose gone, but +_why_ did she go? Look here, Rose. I'm perfectly certain that her one +thought all through has been for your welfare; and though on the face of +it it seems peculiar that she should take this means of proving her love +for you, I'm quite convinced she is acting on your behalf in this odd +disappearance of hers." + +"But how could I benefit by her disappearance?" + +"I don't know. But I am quite sure----" + +He broke off suddenly, and the next instant the two men started to their +feet as the hoot of a motor-horn sounded loudly outside the house. + +"God, Herrick--here's Toni." Owen dashed out of the room followed by +Herrick, and the two reached the front door at the same moment. + +Andrews, who had come running from the kitchen regions at the sound of +the horn, flung open the door, and disclosed the big car with its +flaring head-lamps, throbbing itself to a standstill at the foot of the +steps. + +A young man jumped out--a man whom neither Rose nor Herrick had ever +seen before--and, rushing up the steps, looked wildly round him. + +"Where is she?" he demanded loudly. "Where is she?" + +"To whom do you allude?" asked Owen coldly, his fastidious soul revolted +by the spectacle which the young man presented. Dowson was hatless, +dishevelled. In his agony of mind at Toni's departure he had torn his +collar apart, feeling himself choking, and during the drive to +Greenriver he had rumpled his hair so wildly that it stood up in mad +disorder over his head. His face was dusty, the mist had soaked his +clothes till they clung tightly to his narrow frame, and about his whole +figure there was an air of unkempt desolation which was unattractive in +the extreme. + +"I allude to Toni--your wife, if you like to call her that." The +unfortunate young man was distraught between disappointment and anxiety. +"Where is she? Has she come home after all?" + +"My wife?" Owen raised his eyebrows superciliously. "My good man, what +are you talking about? If you know anything about Mrs. Rose be kind +enough to tell us at once what it is, but please remember she is not +Toni--to you." + +"Oh, isn't she?" Beneath the weight of conflicting emotions Mr. Dowson +was losing his head. "Well, she was going to be, that's all. She came +away with me to-night of her own free will ... and we wore going to +cross to Paris, and then ... oh, I don't know what then, but anyway she +was going to stay with me, and when you had divorced her----" + +"Divorced her?" Owen uttered the words in so ferocious a tone that the +young man fell back a pace. "What the devil do you mean by making a +suggestion of that sort? And why in God's name should I divorce my +wife--for you?" + +The scorn with which he spoke the last two words drove Leonard Dowson to +frenzy. + +"Why? Why not? You never loved her--you never knew how to treat her. You +made her miserable, you let her see you thought her inferior to you, not +good enough for you ... you wouldn't dismiss that woman you had to help +you though you knew To--your wife hated her...." + +He was lashing himself to greater and greater fury at the thought of +Toni's sufferings. + +"Even when you'd made her so wretched that she was ready to die, she +still thought of you. She knew I loved her as she deserved to be loved, +and she was coming away with me, not because she loved me, but because +she thought by leaving you she'd set you free--free to divorce her, to +cast her off, to marry someone else, for all I know--some lady whom +you'd perhaps be pleased to call your equal." + +Beneath his savage indictment even Owen stood dumb. There is always +something electrifying about absolute sincerity, and no one, listening, +could possibly doubt that the man was speaking from the very depth of +his soul. + +As he stood panting, glaring at Owen with hatred in his eyes, Herrick +stepped forward with a question. + +"Excuse me, sir"--neither of them knew, as yet, the name of the +visitor--"may I ask how you became possessed of all this information? I +am perfectly sure that Mrs. Rose herself has not been your informant, +but I fail to see----in the first place, may we ask your name?" + +"My name is Dowson, Leonard Dowson." He spoke defiantly. "And as to who +told me, well, it doesn't much matter, that I can see, but it was a +friend of--of Mrs. Rose." He dared not again call her "Toni." + +"A friend?" In one sickening flash of intuition, Herrick knew who had +been Toni's evil genius. He stopped short, physically incapable of +questioning further; but Owen had no such scruples. + +"Who is this--friend?" He could not help the sneer; and Herrick paled in +the lamplight, fearing yet powerless to avert the answer. + +"I don't suppose it matters telling you." Dowson paused. "It was Mrs. +Herrick--Mrs. Rose's best friend--who told me; and she swore that every +word was true." + +There was a short, tense silence; and Andrews, who had been hovering +unnoticed in the background, suddenly dived through the baize door and +disappeared, as one who feels his presence an intrusion. + +"So it was Mrs. Herrick who gave you this precious information." Owen, +very pale, turned to Herrick. "Herrick, I won't insult your wife by +asking if this is true. It's a lie, of course. Mrs. Herrick is a friend +of my wife's. She would never play such a treacherous, underhand +part----" + +"I ... I don't know what to say...." + +"No, I should think you don't." Dowson spoke vehemently. "You know it +was she who put me up to it all along. She said Mrs. Rose had owned to +being--well, fond of me in her way, though of course she put her husband +first. But she told me I had a chance, that if I'd offer to take Mrs. +Rose away she'd come ... oh, she convinced me fast enough. I daresay I +was a fool, but I couldn't bear to stand by and say nothing when by +taking her away----" + +He stopped suddenly. Owen had made a threatening step forward. + +"Look here"--Owen's voice was choked with rage--"stop talking all that +rot, and tell me what you've done with my wife. First, of all, where is +she?" + +"How can I tell you when I don't know?" retorted the young man almost +rudely. "She came away with me right enough, and then we had an accident +to the car--a tyre burst--and we went into a hotel at Stratton to wait +for it to be repaired. I went to the post-office to send a telegram, and +when I came back she'd gone." + +"Gone--where?" + +"Oh, aren't I telling you I don't know?" In his excitement the young +dentist's refinement fell away from him, showing the rough human man +beneath. "She slipped out soon's my back was turned--left a scrap of +paper saying she couldn't go on with me--and that's all I know." + +"But she must have left some traces." + +"She left her dressing-bag, if that's anything," said Dowson gloomily. +"It's in the car outside. I thought at least she'd have come back here, +and I had to come on to make sure. I"--for a second his rough voice +softened--"I had to be certain she was safe." + +"Well, she isn't here." Owen spoke harshly. "You were very ready to take +her away, with your damned philanderings and what not, but you might at +least have looked after her. Where is she? Good God, man, you're not +only a blackguard and a thief--you're a damned fool as well!" + +"I may be a fool, but I'm not a blackguard!" Mr. Dowson's eyes blazed in +his pallid face. "_I_ didn't marry the girl and then neglect her--_I_ +didn't win her love and then throw it aside as of no importance--_I_ +didn't break her heart with my sneers and coldness, as you did. You may +be her husband and I'm only a man who loves her, but I'll guarantee I'd +have known how to treat her a million times better than you ever did." + +The two men glared at one another furiously; and for a moment Herrick +feared Owen was about to strike the man who defied him. Owen's face was +convulsed with rage, his eyes looked almost black, and a vein in his +temple hammered madly. + +Herrick stepped forward hastily. + +"I say, excuse me reminding you that this is not the time for +recriminations. Mrs. Rose has not returned, and the thing to do now is +to set all possible inquiries on foot. You agree with me, Rose?" + +Owen turned to him, the passion dying out of his face, leaving only a +great weariness and a great dread. + +"You are right. We must find Toni. But how?" + +"Well, we'd better make inquiries at Stratton first. You are on the +'phone? Good. Well, we will ring up the railway station, and the hotels. +Mrs. Rose may have gone to one of them for the night. And we could try +the garages. Possibly she will hire a car to bring her home." + +"Yes. And I'll order out the car and try the roads myself." Owen looked +suddenly alert. "If she should be attempting to walk home, or anything +of that sort, I should pick her up." + +"Yes. And I should give orders to the servants to have everything ready +for Mrs. Rose--food, and fires, and things, when she returns. She'll be +chilled to the bone with this mist." + +"Yes. I'll do it at once. I'll go and get on the 'phone, if you'll be so +good as to ring for the servants. I'll order a fire in her room, and a +little supper." + +He turned away, full of hope now that there was something to be done; +and Herrick was following him, when Dowson, who had been temporarily +forgotten, asserted his presence. + +"And what am I to do while you're searching for her?" His rage had died +away, and he looked the picture of dejection. "Can't I do anything? +I--you know I'd die for Toni--for Mrs. Rose. Can't you suggest something +for me to be doing?" + +Owen turned on him fiercely. + +"_You?_ You've done enough harm for one night. Suppose you take yourself +off--we've seen all we want of you, I assure you." + +"But----" + +"Don't stand arguing there," said Owen in a voice whose fury made the +young man wince. "We've had more than enough of you. Be so good as to +take yourself off before I kick you out of the house." + +Leonard Dowson gave one last look at the other man's face as though to +see whether this threat was meant to be taken literally. What he read +there apparently decided him; for with a hoarse sigh he turned away in +the direction of the front door. + +Without waiting to see if he were obeyed or not, Owen hastened away to +the telephone; and it was Herrick who opened the door and watched the +young man enter the car. + +A second later he dismounted again, this time bearing Toni's +dressing-bag, which in her hurry she had left behind; and carrying it up +the steps he put it down, almost tenderly, inside the hall. + +"Thank you. That will do." Herrick watched him as he hesitated, +uncertainly. "Don't let me detain you." He held the door widely open. +"Good-night." + +Thus dismissed, the young man had no option. He went out into the +chilly, misty night, and mounted the car, which moved swiftly away down +the gloomy drive. + +When Herrick had closed the door he paused a moment, wondering if he had +not better follow the late visitor's example and vanish quietly into the +night. + +But he heard Owen's voice calling him as he stood hesitating, and found +that, in spite of his wife's treachery, he himself was not debarred from +giving help. + +He attempted, awkwardly, to take his leave; but Owen was in no mood to +let him go. Whatever Mrs. Herrick's part in the tragedy, it was evident +that her husband was to be exonerated; and although his heart was sick +within him at the thought of Eva's wickedness, Herrick was wise enough +to see that to implicate himself would be to make matters worse than +they were already. + + * * * * * + +But although the two men made all possible inquiries, they could hear +nothing of the missing Toni. No one had seen her, no one heard of her; +and as the hours wore on it seemed as though the mist had indeed +swallowed her up so completely that all trace of her was lost. + +After nearly an hour's futile telephoning Owen set off in the waiting +car to scour the countryside; while at his urgent request Herrick stayed +behind at Greenriver, in case Toni should arrive in her husband's +absence and find no one to welcome her. Herrick agreed to stay at once, +though he knew his prolonged absence would annoy and possibly upset his +wife. She deserved no consideration, he told himself sternly. It was +largely through her machinations that this thing had come to pass; and a +few hours' anxiety would be a small enough price to pay for her +treachery. + +It was nearly four o'clock in the morning when Owen returned, tired out, +despondent, and with no slightest scrap of news. He came into the +library looking ready to drop with fatigue, and found Herrick sitting +over the fire apparently lost in thought. Olga and Jock, who had long +since fraternized, lay side by side on the hearthrug; and all was quiet +and peaceful. But when Herrick sprang up, hearing Owen's step, it was +easy to see that for him, too, the night had worn away in keenest +suspense. + +"Well? Any news?" + +"No. None." Owen slipped off his thick coat and sank down, wearily, into +a chair. "No one has seen anything of her. The hotel people didn't hear +her go, and no one has the faintest notion where she went." + +He shivered, holding out his hands to the blaze. + +"Herrick, where can she be? My God, I'd give ten years of my life now to +know she was safe. But to think of her wandering about in the fog--not +daring--not even wanting--to come home ... thinking always of me as the +selfish brute who neglected her and laughed aside her wishes...." + +He paused a moment, then began again. + +"It wouldn't be so bad if she'd been in love with that fool who was here +to-night. I could have understood her going off with him then. But it +was me she loved all along--she was thinking of me when she went out +into the cruel night to join him.... I'm very certain she shrank from +the step ... well, events prove it, don't they? ... but she was thinking +only of my good and so she nerved herself to do it...." + +"Yes." Herrick spoke quietly. "There's no doubt, I think, that your wife +loved you as very few men are loved. It seems--forgive me--a cruel jest +of Fate that you couldn't return her love...." + +"But I _did_--and _do_!" Owen's voice rang out with all its old force. +"Before God, man, I do love Toni ... oh, I didn't at first. I confess I +married her without caring for her as a man should care for the woman he +makes his wife. But I've grown fonder of her ever since. Oh, I know it's +all true, what that fellow said--I've been thoughtless, unkind, I did +neglect her, did let her see how I despised her help, but you don't know +what it is to a man to find his work spoilt for the lack of a little +intelligent sympathy.... Oh, I'm not excusing myself--I had no right to +put my work before everything else--even before Toni--and I did. But God +knows I'm punished for it now." + +Again he broke off abruptly, only to go on again hastily. + +"I own I was mistaken in my reading of Toni's character. I had no idea +she was capable of this sort of sacrifice." + +"You never saw into the depths of her soul. If you had----" + +"I should have realized what she was. Oh, I know," said Owen, with +humility, "I know now that Toni is a woman, and I pray to God with all +my soul that my knowledge has not come too late." + +"You think if you got her back now you might be happy together?" + +"Happy? If I could make Toni happy, she would be happy indeed." His tone +was still tinged with that new humility, and in that dreary hour Herrick +began to understand him better than he had ever dreamed of doing. + +When at last the grey dawn crept through the large windows Herrick rose +to go. + +"I'll get off home for an hour or two. You'd better try to have a sleep, +Rose. We can't do anything more just yet; and it's no use wasting one's +strength." + +"Very well." Owen rose and stretched himself, yawning. "I won't go to +bed--I'll sleep on the couch here. You see she might come at any +moment." + +Herrick saw it was of no use attempting to urge him to go to bed; so +agreed, at once, that such a return was possible, and two minutes later +he and Olga were outside the house in the chilly silver dawn. + +The fog had lifted in the night, and for that Herrick was thankful; but +the air was biting, and as he walked briskly along, Olga trotting +alertly beside him, he owned to himself that a cup of hot coffee, +followed by a sleep, would be welcome indeed. + +He let himself softly into the house and proceeded to make some coffee +with the aid of the gas-ring. He was gulping it down, feeling the liquid +driving the cold out of his bones, when Olga growled faintly; and +looking up, he saw his wife standing in the doorway surveying him +maliciously. + +"Well? Has the lost lamb been found and returned to the fold?" Her tone +was mockery itself. + +"No." For an instant he wondered whether he should accuse her of her +treachery; but suddenly he resolved to wait till he was more normal, +after a rest. + +"Really? Well, I don't think she will return just yet. I expect the next +time her loving husband meets our dear Toni, the Divorce Court will be +their meeting-place." + +A wave of anger swept over Herrick. + +"So that man was right--it was your doing." He put down his cup and +looked steadily at her. "It was through your--your advice that that +unfortunate girl left her home and wont off with Dowson." + +"It wasn't through my advice," she said. "As a matter of fact I didn't +know they had fixed it up so quickly. Three days ago it was only a vague +notion--quite in the air, I assure you. I had no idea it had actually +come off." + +"You knew, then, that it was a possibility, at least?" + +"Yes." Suddenly she stopped and stared at him. "But how do you know? She +didn't leave any message, I suppose?" + +"I know because Mrs. Rose's heart failed her when she had taken the +first step. She gave this man Dowson the slip at Stratton and he +immediately returned to Greenriver to ask if she had come back." + +"And she hadn't?" + +"Of course not." He spoke sternly. "Between you, you have made it almost +impossible for that poor child to return unless her husband fetches her. +Why you should have sought to ruin their homes I confess I fail to +understand. Neither Rose nor his wife had done you any harm." + +"No." She stared sombrely at him. "That's true, I suppose. But--oh, you +can't understand, of course." + +"Understand what, Eva?" He tried to speak gently, aware through all her +mockery of something piteous, tragic in her attitude. + +"You can't understand how I hate to see happiness." She threw back her +head and beneath her white wrapper he saw her breast heave stormily. "I +was happy once, before those men sent me to prison. I used to sing and +laugh--as Toni did--I used to enjoy every moment of my life ... and then +I liked to see people all round me being happy too... But I was taken +away from it all, from the sunshine, the gay, happy people, the shops, +the theatres, taken away and shut up like a wild animal in a +cell ... oh ..." She shivered, and all at once his heart melted +towards her. + +"Don't think of that now, dear." He put his hand with real kindness on +her shoulder. "It's all over and done with, and there are better things +in store." + +"Not for me." Her tone was unutterably forlorn. "My life is spoilt, +broken--and now"--all at once her expression changed and she spoke +vindictively--"now all I can do is to break other lives!" + +"Hush, Eva." He removed his hand from her arm. "Don't talk so. And +remember, if Mrs. Rose comes home safely, you must leave her alone for +the future." + +For a moment she said nothing, biting her lip as though in thought. Then +suddenly she shrugged her shoulders and moved away without a word. + + * * * * * + +When daylight came Owen and Herrick resumed their search for the missing +girl, calling to their aid every device which the wit of man could +suggest. + +They left no stone unturned; and though Owen shrank from the necessary +publicity Scotland Yard was informed, and a huge reward offered for +information about the vanished Toni. + +But the days passed, glided into weeks, which in their turn grew into +months; and Toni was not found. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII + + +On a sunny afternoon in March of the following year, Toni Rose sat alone +on the slope of an Italian hill-side overlooking the blue Mediterranean, +which lay stretched beneath her like a sheet of living turquoise. + +The air was delightfully warm and still, and scented with the fresh +breath of myriads of violets which dotted the short, soft turf here and +there like a multitude of tiny purple stars. Everywhere the almond +blossom was in its full beauty of rose and cream, and the sight of an +orchard away on the hill-side, with the faint blue sky above the +pink-and-white branches, and the bluer sea behind, gave to the beholder +the effect of a delicate Japanese water-colour painting. + +The Bay of Naples fully deserved its world-wide reputation for beauty on +this bright spring afternoon. Across its waters rose hill upon hill, the +sombre giant Vesuvius brooding like some dark monster over the ruined +countryside at its base, the lovelier, more hopeful snow-crowned peaks +behind rising like a fairy army beneath whose beneficent gaze the ogre +was--for the time--vanquished and impotent. + +The bay was full of craft, as usual. Big liners, tramp steamers, a grey +battleship or two, looked scornfully down on the little Italian boats, +some piled high with yellow fruit, others less imposing, little pleasure +craft manned by youthful boatmen with swarthy brown faces and ears +ornamented with huge golden rings. + +Land and sea alike smiled in the glorious sunshine. It was a day on +which life seemed a very sweet and desirable opportunity; but in Toni's +face there was no hint of gladness, none of her former almost pagan +delight in the beautiful out-of-door world around her. + +Although her skin was delicately warmed and coloured by the genial +Southern sun, the becoming tan could not hide the thinness of the once +rounded cheeks, nor disguise the hopeless droop of the lips which had +been used to smile so readily. Toni looked, indeed, the ghost of her +former self as she sat gazing out over the Mediterranean; and it was +very evident that whatever had been the result of her flight to those +she had left behind, her own happiness had suffered a disastrous +eclipse. + +After all, her disappearance had been easily arranged. On that foggy +night when she had fled from Leonard Dowson, terrified by the spectre of +a future life which his words had evoked, she had run, without in the +least realizing her direction, straight to the railway station; and the +idea of London had at once presented itself to her mind. A train was +just starting, and Toni hastily took a ticket and jumped into a carriage +without giving herself time to think. + +Arriving at the terminus she had a momentary indecision as to her next +step. As she stood on the platform she felt herself to be desperately, +hopelessly alone; and for one wild moment she wondered how Owen would +receive her if she went back and flung herself on his mercy. + +But something in her, perhaps the sturdy, independent blood of her +Yorkshire ancestors, seemed to forbid such a course. She could not +return, creep back to the shelter of the home she had abandoned; and +even Toni's youthful optimism could not promise her a very hearty +welcome when the truth of her flight should be known. + +If only she had gone alone ... if there had been no man in the case to +complicate matters and compromise the situation--in that first moment of +despair Toni hated Leonard Dowson, loathed herself for imagining it +would be possible to go away with him; and at the same time realized +that whatever happened she would find it almost impossible to explain +the man's introduction into the affair in any way save that which, were +the story known, would be taken, perhaps naturally, for granted. + +Suddenly the thought of Italy flashed into her brain, and with the +thought came instant resolution. + +She had still twelve pounds in her purse--more than enough to take her +to Naples; and once there she could surely discover some friend of the +bygone days to whom she might apply for advice as to her future +maintenance. + +In Italy she could live frugally, as the peasants lived; and all at once +Toni felt a great nostalgia for the glowing South, with its sunshine and +hot blue skies, its orange-groves, its languorous noons and warm, +scented nights. + +The Italian blood in her--the blood transmitted to her by her mother, +spoke in its turn; and suddenly Toni felt that in that land of warmth +and colour she could find the rest and peace for which her sorely-driven +soul cried out.... + +And then the miracle happened. + +Later that evening she was standing on the platform of another great +station, waiting her turn to approach the booking-office where she might +obtain her ticket to Italy--and home--when a wail in a thin foreign +voice fell upon her ear, and she turned round to face a dark and +agitated-looking young woman, neatly dressed, who was bewailing herself +in the fluent Italian of the lower classes. + +"What is it? Can I help you?" + +Toni spoke impulsively, sorry for the young woman even in the midst of +her own numbing grief; and the other turned round in astonishment at +hearing her own tongue. + +"Oh, Signorina!" She evidently took Toni for a compatriot. "Such a +misfortune has overcome me--I do not know what is to be done. I am here +with my charges"--two sleepy-looking English children stood yawning +beside her--"on the way to Naples, and behold, the English Signora--the +governess, you understand--who was to have come with us to deliver the +children safely to their parents is at the last moment unable to come." + +"But why can't she come?" + +"_Non lo so!_" The woman shrugged her shoulders. "She sends me but a +telegram to the waiting-room--an accident, illness--I know not--but she +does not come, and I must go alone with the two little ones, who are +both delicate and will be ill the whole journey through!" + +A wild inspiration flashed into Toni's mind. + +"You go to Naples?" she said. "I too wish to go, but hardly care to +undertake the journey alone. May I then come with you and help you with +the little ones?" + +The Italian's quick mind grasped the idea at once; and she foresaw with +delighted gratitude that the journey might be shorn of half its terrors +if the plan were carried out. + +She poured forth a stream of voluble explanations. She had already taken +the tickets for the party; and she was certain that her employer, a +wealthy English lady, would be only too grateful if the Signorina would +accept the fare in return for her help in the matter. A carriage had +been reserved for the party, and the whole journey might be taken in +complete comfort and security, since this so fortunate meeting with a +compatriot. + +To Toni the idea came as a veritable boon. In her turn, she saw all the +personal benefits of the plan; and, after all, since she could be of +real, practical assistance, she saw no reason why she should scruple to +avail herself of the Italian nurse's offer. + +Five minutes later the affair was arranged. The foreigner, Luisa by +name, was at first incredulous on hearing of her new comrade's mixed +nationality, but she readily accepted such explanations as Toni gave +her, and was quick to recognize the value of Toni's perfect English at +the present juncture. + +Toni's lack of luggage puzzled her a little, but Toni murmured something +about a lost dressing-bag which satisfied the other woman; and when the +long train steamed out of the station at last Toni was comfortably +ensconced in a reserved first-class compartment, making friends with the +two little girls with whom she was to travel. + +This fact explains the non-success of all inquiries at the railway +stations, or, later, on the boat. The authorities were on the look-out +for a young Englishwoman journeying alone; and never associated the +young Italian lady travelling, apparently, with her two children and a +nurse, with the solitary girl for whom they searched. + +Toni's fur coat was by no means a unique garment. There were plenty to +be seen at this time of year; and in any case the girl, protected by her +unassailable bodyguard, was able to pass under the eyes of the very men +who were anxiously on the look-out for her. + +The journey to which Luisa had looked forward with such apprehension +passed off well enough. Toni was obliged to rouse herself from her own +dejection to look after the children, who were both delicate and spoilt; +but luckily they took an instant fancy to the travelling companion so +strangely provided, and behaved with commendable good-temper throughout. + +When at length the train ran into the railway station at Naples, Toni +suddenly found herself faced with another problem. The nurse had taken +her on trust, so to speak, and had been too grateful for her help to +seek to probe into her private affairs; but now that she must face the +mother of the pretty children, to whom she had become quite attached, +Toni realized that she would have to give some more plausible +explanation of her situation than that which had contented the impetuous +Luisa. + +She got out of the carriage at last, her arms full of the children's +wraps and toys, with knees which shook under her at the thought of the +ordeal to come; but one quick look into Mrs. Moody's frank and kindly +face reassured her a little. + +She soon found, moreover, that the lady was as ready to take her on +trust as the maid had been. When she had heard Luisa's voluble +explanation of the part Toni had played during the long and wearying +journey, Mrs. Moody turned to Toni with an expression of real gratitude +on her still pretty face. + +"I really don't know how to thank you, Miss ... er ..." She hesitated, +and Toni quickly supplied her with the first name she could think of, +the name of her Italian mother's race. "Oh, but surely you are English?" + +In her agitation Toni murmured something about an Italian father, not +meaning to deceive, but too tired out and confused to pay much heed to +her words; and Mrs. Moody put her hand kindly on the girl's arm. + +"Well, English or not, you've been a god-send to Luisa and the chicks; +so if you have no friends waiting for you at this moment, you must come +home with me and let my husband thank you properly." + +Somehow Toni found herself stepping into the beautifully-appointed +motor-car which waited outside the station; and ten minutes later she +was helped out of the motor and taken up a broad and palatial-looking +staircase to the large and lofty flat inhabited by her new friends. + +Friends indeed they proved to be. Without the slightest hesitation they +accepted Toni's rather faltering story of an engagement in England which +had proved unsatisfactory; and on learning that her intention in +returning to Italy had been to look for another post, they looked at one +another in a meaning silence which was explained later, when Mrs. Moody +asked her quietly if she would care to undertake the post of +governess-companion to the two small children with whom she was already +on terms of friendship. + +For a moment Toni hesitated. To stay on here, deceiving her employers, +representing herself, falsely, as an unmarried woman, would be a poor +return for their kindness and generosity; but to tell the truth was +surely impossible. Yet she could not bring herself to shut the door +which would open to her a new and honourable life in which she might +find, if not happiness, at least content; and poor Toni was torn between +conflicting emotions as she stood listening to her new friend's +proposals. + +Mrs. Moody, reading her indecision in her face, bade her think the +matter over for a week while she remained with them as an honoured +guest; and Toni did so, coming at last to the conclusion that, much as +she longed to accept the post, to do so would not be fair to her +prospective employers. + +She refused, therefore, but with so genuine a regret that the refusal +could not give offence. The Moodys, however, while recognizing the +girl's claim to independence of judgment, in their turn asserted their +claim to befriend her, and Toni was only too ready to accept their +advice and assistance. + +Hearing that it was of importance that she should set about making some +money without delay, Mr. Moody secured for her a post as +assistant-librarian and secretary in a big library belonging to an +Italian friend of his own. + +It was something of an irony that Toni's work should take her into an +atmosphere that could not fail to remind her of her husband and his +literary aspirations; and her heart used to contract pitifully within +her sometimes when she entered the big, lofty, book-lined room, which +was not unlike the stately library in the beautiful old house by the +river where her married life had come to so tragic a close. + +She owed the post to her proficiency in Italian and English rather than +to any scholarly ability. To the end of her life Toni would never be +bookish. She would always prefer living to reading about life; and it +was fortunate that her work in this new library consisted largely of +translating, roughly, from books in Italian and English, or in typing, +from dictation, in either language. + +She grew to like her employment in the quiet, mediæval-looking room. Her +employer, a gentle, sad-eyed elderly man with an invalid daughter, +treated her with the utmost kindness; and if it had not been that every +fibre in her being cried out incessantly for Owen, she might in time +have been content. + +Her first friends, the Moodys, had settled her in rooms with an old +servant of their own who had married a little Italian bookseller, and +were unremitting in their kindness to her; but Toni desired only to be +alone in her leisure hours and refused many of the invitations which +Mrs. Moody sent her from time to time. + +So the days passed, quietly and tranquilly enough; and though to Toni it +seemed that all the joy, all the happiness had fled from life, that the +"sweet things" had lost their sweetness, the sunshine its glory, the +flowers their perfume, she was not ungrateful for the peace which had +come to her so unexpectedly. + +Of her husband, of Greenriver, she never dared to think. She guessed, +drearily, that Owen would feel bound, in humanity, to institute a search +for his missing wife; but by a fortunate chance she had been able to +cover her tracks and disappear effectually; and as the weeks glided by, +and discovery was apparently as far off as ever, she began to feel, with +a miserable certainty, that in time her husband would relinquish the +search, and settle down to forget the frivolous, uneducated girl who had +not known how to appreciate the honour he had done her in making her his +wife. + +To-day, this glorious spring day when the violet-scented air held a hint +of summer's warmth in its breath, Toni was making holiday. + +Her employer was from home, called to London by the hint of a wonderful +book sale to be held there the following week; and Toni's time was her +own for nearly eight days. + +She had started early that morning on a pilgrimage to the little village +where, long ago, she had passed the first happy years of her life; and +had arrived, before noon, to find, as she had half-expected, that none +of her old friends remained to give her welcome. + +Old Fiammetta was dead, as was, of course, the kindly Padre who had +befriended Roger Gibbs when the young widower had decided to stay on, +with his little daughter, in the home which his Antonia had made so +joyous. A few of the children with whom she had played lived here still, +but they had grown into sturdy, swarthy young men and women who had long +since forgotten the dark-eyed child whose Italian had been as fluent as +their own; and though she wandered disconsolately through the straggling +little village, she met with no single glance of recognition. + +She did not know that some months previously urgent inquiries had been +made at the tiny post-office as to whether a young lady had arrived in +the village unexpectedly. It had struck Owen as possible that, in her +madness, Toni might have returned to her childhood's home; but although, +had she not met Luisa, Toni would probably have done so, that chance +meeting at the station had turned her feet into another path, and +naturally no one here knew anything of her whereabouts. + +She had intended spending the whole of her holiday in the village; but +the absence of any welcome depressed her sensitive spirit, and she +decided to return to Naples in the evening and spend the days of her +freedom in exploring more thoroughly the fascinating streets and byways +of the picturesque and romantic town. + +It was late when she arrived home, carrying her little valise; and old +Janet, who in spite of her long residence in Italy was still +uncompromisingly British, was surprised to see her lodger returning. + +"I thought you were going to stay a few days," she said quite +reproachfully. "Now a real good change would have been the very best +thing for you, miss, and I'm right sorry to see you back." + +"You're not very kind, Janet!" Toni smiled rather wearily, "I couldn't +stay ... all my friends were dead and gone ... there were only ghosts +left to welcome me, and I couldn't bear it!" + +The old woman read the disappointment in the girl's tone and was sorry +for her. + +"Well, come along in, miss, and I'll bring you some supper right away. +There's an omelette, and some lovely risotto I'm making for Pietro, and +a glass or two of Chianti will soon hearten you up--though for my part I +think a bottle of good English stout is worth all the thin wines in +Italy!" + +When, later, she bustled in again with some excellent coffee, the old +woman brought a bundle of papers which had been left by Mrs. Moody +earlier in the day. There were various English and American magazines, +and a few weekly papers; and had doubtless been intended to lighten the +loneliness of Toni's holiday. + +She sat sipping her coffee and turning the pages rather listlessly. +Somehow reading appealed to her less than ever nowadays. She was always +so fully occupied with her own miserable thoughts, that the imaginative +writings of other people could claim small share of her interest; but +she dipped into the magazines as she sat alone, and tried to forget +herself for an hour in the perusal of their pages. + +Among the papers was a copy of the _Daily Telegraph_, sent to Mrs. Moody +occasionally by a sister in London; and Toni was idly turning the clumsy +sheets when a name she knew attracted her attention. + +She scanned the paragraph hurriedly a little pulse beating in her temple +as she read. + + "We learn on good authority that the famous portrait-painter Mr. + James Herrick, better known as Mr. Herrick Vyse, has accepted a + commission to paint the two beautiful daughters of Lord and Lady + Tregarthen at their historic home in Cornwall. The young subjects, + who are twins, are only nine years of age, but are ranked among the + loveliest of England's many beautiful children, and doubtless the + artist will do their childish beauty full justice. Mr. Herrick has + already left his picturesque bungalow on the Thames for Tregarthen + House, where he will be the guest of Lord and Lady Tregarthen + during the painting of the portrait." + +The paper fell from Toni's hands and the light of a great inspiration +flashed into her face. + +Lately she had longed, with ever-increasing intensity, for some +authentic news of Owen. She felt she would give all she had in the world +to hear that he was well, that her flight had not ruined his life; but +she had no means of finding out anything without running the risk of +giving away the secret of her own hiding-place. + +She had sometimes thought of writing to Eva Herrick, binding her to the +strictest secrecy, and imploring her, for the sake of their old +friendship, to give her the information she craved. But there were so +many drawbacks to the plan. Her letter might easily fall into Herrick's +hands, and though the contents would be sacred to him, the Italian +postmark would be enough to betray her whereabouts. + +But now, during Herrick's absence, she might surely risk sending Eva a +letter. She felt pretty certain that Mrs. Herrick would not give away +her secret. By this time Toni was quite able to appreciate the part Eva +Herrick had played in her unfortunate escapade; and she realised, very +plainly, that Eva's unhappy desire to ruin other lives as hers had been +ruined, had been at the bottom of her eager sympathy and pretended help. + +Even now Eva would doubtless seek to prevent any real reconciliation +between husband and wife; and in any case Toni felt that she must take +the risk; she must have news, hear how Owen had taken her flight; and +surely Eva would not refuse to answer her letter. + +She wrote it there and then. It was very short, only a few lines +imploring the recipient to give her all news of Owen, while keeping the +secret of the writer's hiding place. Of herself Toni merely stated that +she was at work and content; but the few scribbled lines breathed a +spirit of misery, of supplication which would surely melt even the +hardest heart. + +Having signed her name, and seen that the address at the top of the +sheet was correct, Toni hastily procured an envelope, thrust in the +fateful letter, and immediately slipped out of the house to post it. + +Up to this moment she had acted impulsively, without giving herself time +to think, with possibly a lurking fear at the back of her mind that if +she stopped to consider she would tear up the letter instead of posting +it. But when once it had left her hand, when she had heard the thud it +made in falling into the almost empty box, a great terror seized Toni, +and she stood trembling in the deserted street, feeling that she would +give all she had to rescind her impetuous action. + +But doubts and misgivings were alike useless now. The letter had passed +out of her keeping, and she must abide by her own deed, trusting +fervently that no further misfortune would follow her precipitancy. + +Realizing at last that regrets were futile, Toni turned away and went +home, there to spend a sleepless night torturing herself with all sorts +of premonitions and visions of ill-luck. + +But in her wildest flights of imaginative terror over the receipt of her +letter, and its consequences, Toni never approached the truth. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII + + +Toni's letter was delivered to Mrs. Herrick late one afternoon; and with +a slight feeling of wonder as to her correspondent's identity, Eva broke +the seal languidly and took out the thin foreign sheet without the least +notion that this letter was to her a veritable messenger of Fate. + +It did not take her long to read the few scrawled lines in which Toni +proffered her desperate request; and when she had read them, Eva let the +sheet flutter to the floor while she pondered on the strange chance +which led the woman whose life she had helped to ruin to appeal to her +for aid. + +The months which had passed since Toni's flight had not been happy ones +for Eva Herrick. On hearing of the part she had played in the +culminating catastrophe, her husband had felt at first that he could +barely find it in his heart to forgive such deliberate treachery; and +for a short space of time even the malicious and reckless Eva knew what +it was to be afraid. She was afraid, not of Herrick's wrath, but of the +consequences. If, as at times she almost feared, he were to leave her, +what would her position be? Already disgraced, discredited in the eyes +of the world, she would find it impossible to face that world all alone, +without the shelter of her husband's name; and although Toni's plight +was nothing to her, there were times when she almost wished she had left +the girl alone and had not encouraged her to take the fatal step of +leaving her home. + +She picked up the flimsy sheet again and re-read the pitiful words. The +letter could be answered easily enough. If she replied truthfully, she +would relate a tragic history of a winter of lonely despair lived out in +the beautiful old house, which to its solitary owner was like a body +without a soul, a mere empty shell which had once held something +precious beyond all words. + +She could narrate of blank and heavy days, when Owen Rose shut himself +up in his library and refused to see a single fellow-creature save the +servants who had known and loved his pretty young wife. Eva could have +told of the dismissal of the housekeeper, Mrs. Blades, whose long +service had seemed to her sufficient to warrant an impertinent stricture +on Mrs. Rose's shameless conduct. She had learned her mistake very +quickly; and had gone forth lamenting the short-sighted folly which had +ended her long and tyrannical reign at Greenriver. Further, Eva could +have related how, when the papers were full of complimentary reviews of +Owen Rose's novel, the author himself turned away from all praise, +fulsome and discriminating alike, and took up his pen only to write such +articles as his position on the staff of the _Bridge_ rendered +necessary. + +But as yet Eva did not know what form her reply would take. + +Warped, distorted, malignant as her judgment too often was, there was +something very vital in that despairing cry from Italy; and in spite of +herself Eva could not banish its echo from her ears. + +She might answer, briefly, that Owen was still at Greenriver, and, so +far as she knew, in good health and spirits. As she framed the words she +had a mental vision of Owen as she had last seen him, thin, pale, +haggard, with the fire of a restless despair burning in his blue eyes. +Although he went out and about, and greeted his friends much as usual, +no one could doubt that the whole man was consumed as by a devouring +flame. He had been tortured with terrible neuralgic headaches all +through the winter; but though the doctor urged him to try the effect of +a sojourn abroad, nothing would induce him to leave Greenriver. + +His tentative inquiries in Italy having proved futile, he clung to the +idea that Toni was still in England; and the thought that she might +return to her home and find him gone was one which recurred to him like +a nightmare whenever he took even the short journey up to town. + +"What shall I say, I wonder?" Eva sat gazing thoughtfully into the fire, +while the Spring twilight fell over the river which glided so quietly +past her windows. "If I say she is forgotten it will almost break her +heart; yet if I tell her that her husband is breaking _his_ heart to +find her, will she come to England instantly and humble herself till he +takes her back into his home?" + +As she sat there Eva had a sudden vivid sense of the contrast between +her own spoilt life and that of the girl whose pitiful cry still rang in +her consciousness and would not be silenced. + +Her own life was ruined, she told herself bitterly. But in that +illuminating moment Eva saw the truth for the first time. She herself +was to blame for the ruin. She had brought all the shame, all the +disgrace upon herself, and the bitter experience of her prison life had +been only the reaping of the harvest which she, by her own act, had +sown. + +But Toni's happiness had been broken and spoilt by other means. It was +her very love for her husband which had made her so fatally ready to +believe that only by leaving him could she give him the freedom which he +was supposed--by his wife--to desire. And Eva knew quite well that +without her connivance and encouragement Leonard Dowson would never have +dared to utter his proposal to the young wife of Owen Rose. + +Yet if she gave in now and begged Toni to return, assuring her, as she +knew she might safely do, of her husband's ready forgiveness, would not +the spectacle of Toni's ensuing happiness bring all the more cruelly +home to her the wretchedness which must be her own portion from +henceforth? + +Although Jim Herrick treated her with unvarying kindness and +consideration, Eva had always the miserable conviction that his love for +her was dead; and although she never showed any feeling in their daily +intercourse, even her bitter and reckless heart was sometimes sore +within her. + +Long she sat, wondering how best to treat this unexpected appeal from a +far country; and only when the trim maid who had replaced the more +haphazard Mrs. Swastika entered with the lighted lamp did Eva rouse +herself from her reverie. + +Then, however, she got pen and paper and sat down at the table to frame +some sort of reply. It was not an easy task. With Toni's letter lying +before her, she found it strangely difficult to begin; and was still +sitting staring at the blank sheet of paper when a sudden deep bark from +Olga, who was lying, as usual, nose on paws, in the tiny hall, made her +start to her feet. + +"Who's there, I wonder? Olga sounds excited." + +She went to the door and opened it, and at the same moment the front +door was flung widely open and a man stepped into the hall, to be +greeted instantly by a torrent of wild barking from the now delighted +Borzoi. + +"Steady, old girl! I say, Olga, don't take me for a wolf and tear me to +pieces!" He laughingly pushed the great dog down and hastened towards +his wife. + +"Hallo, Eva! Have I startled you? I'm sorry." + +"I didn't know who it was." She stared at him with dilated eyes. "I was +sitting in there, and Olga barked so loudly that I thought----" + +"Thought I was a burglar!" He kissed her very kindly. "Well, I'm not. +But I've come back for a bit ... yes, put them down there, will you?" + +He turned to the door, his arm through his wife's, and paid the cabman, +who had placed his portmanteaux in the hall. Then, when the man, +declining a drink, had gone, Herrick drew his wife back into the little +sitting-room. + +"But--I don't understand. Is the portrait off? Aren't you going to paint +the children?" + +"Yes, of course I am, but not for a bit. Fact is, the poor kiddies have +started in measles, pretty badly, too, I'm told, so as it was impossible +to get on with the picture just yet I thought I'd better come home and +let their parents send for me when the children are out of quarantine." + +"I see." Eva was half pleased, half annoyed by his return. "You want +something to eat, I expect. Shall I go and hurry up dinner?" + +"I wish you would, dear." He threw aside his coat as he spoke. "I had +some lunch on the train, but you know what railway lunches are. I came +down from Waterloo with Rose. Jove, Eva, that fellow looks a wreck." + +"Does he?" Suddenly she remembered that Toni's letter was lying open on +the table. "I--I suppose he will get over--it--in time." + +"I don't think he will. Of course he must really have been devoted to +her--to his wife--all the time, without knowing it. And I don't wonder. +She was one of the best, pluckiest, straightest girls I ever met. I +don't believe she could have done a dishonourable action to save her +life." + +He had spoken quite without any ulterior meaning, carried away by his +memory of Toni as he had known and admired her; but his words sounded to +Eva like a direct and deadly insult; and her Irish blood flamed +instantly into revolt. + +"Toni straight!" All softer feelings were forgotten now; again she was +the unhappy woman at war with all the world, but especially with her own +sex. "Very straight of her to elope with another man, wasn't it? And as +for pluck, why, she couldn't even stick to him when she'd done it." + +"Hush, Eva!" Herrick's brow wore the frown she hated, and, secretly, +feared. "You were never fair to that unhappy girl; and both you and I +know very well that had you acted differently half this misery would +have been spared." + +"I was unfair to her?" Eva's voice was choked with rage. + +"Yes." He spoke deliberately, rather sadly. "From the first you treated +Toni Rose, unfairly. You knew she was very young, and not very wise in +the ways of the world, and whereas you were an older woman--very little +older in actual years, I grant you----" + +"I suppose you mean older in wickedness." She spoke between her teeth. + +"I mean you were old enough to have helped the child instead of +encouraging her in her foolishness," he said steadily. "But you did not. +You preferred to inflame her mind by exaggerating her woes, making her +feel herself misunderstood, unloved, unwanted ... oh, I don't know what +you said, what passed between you, but this I do know. You saw that +child shivering on the brink, as it were, of a dreadful precipice, and +not only did you refrain from pulling her back from the edge, but I'm +horribly afraid that yours was the hand which sought to push her over." + +"You dare to say this to me?" Her voice was like steel, and there was a +dangerous glint in the Irish eyes which had once been so sweet and gay. + +"Yes. Oh, I don't want to be hard on you, to bring it all up again." He +spoke wearily. "I suppose it was the sight of that poor fellow Rose that +made me speak like that just now. But you know, you have known all +along, that I hold you largely responsible for the whole affair, and if +any harm has come to that poor misguided girl, I'm afraid your +conscience can never be wholly clear." + +"Stop!" With flashing eyes and a stormy flush on her cheeks his wife +faced him; and even Herrick recoiled a step, aghast at the picture of +evil, revengeful triumph she presented in that moment. "You are blaming +me for that affair, are you? Doubtless you and the bereft husband joined +upon your journey down in calling me all the pretty names which seem to +fit me--evil genius, bad angel, and all the rest. Well, it may surprise +you to learn that it is to me that the 'poor misguided child' turns even +now when she wants news of her loving husband. Oh, you may stare, but I +know more than all of you. I know just where the misguided Toni is at +this moment, and what she is doing into the bargain." + +She had surprised him indeed. He sprang forward and seized her arm. + +"You know that? Then why in God's name haven't you said so before?" + +"Because I've only just got to know," she answered defiantly, "and +because although I _do_ know, I'm not going to hand on my +knowledge--now." + +"What do you mean?" Her vindictive tone made his blood run cold. + +"I had meant, when her letter came to-night, to show it to you, to let +you tell Mr. Rose. Wasn't I a fool?" She laughed scornfully. "Why on +earth should I give away the precious information? You don't suppose I +care whether Toni ever sees her husband again? I hope she doesn't, in +fact. Other women are unhappy--they suffer--let her suffer, too, let her +know what it is to live in hell, to wish herself dead so that she may at +least forget her misery." + +"Eva!" His voice rang through the room. "You are going too far. Tell me +this moment--where is Mrs. Rose?" + +"Wouldn't you like to know?" While she mocked him she was endeavouring +to edge past him to reach the table on which Toni's letter still lay. +Unconsciously he frustrated her, blocking the way in an attempt to force +her to speak plainly. + +"I intend to know." His voice was as cold as ice. "Come, Eva, if pity +for the girl doesn't move you, think of the man. Why condemn him to this +mental torture, when a word from you can set him free?" + +Suddenly she paused before him; and to his dying day he would never +forget the hatred in her eyes. + +"Did you think of that, when a word from you would have set me free? Did +you utter the word which would have condemned you to prison but would +have let me go back to the world of sunshine and freedom? Did any of the +men who sent me to that hell think of my torture, my agony? Why should I +think of anyone else now? What does it matter to me if Owen Rose and his +wife die broken-hearted? Do you think I'd raise a finger to help them to +find one another? No. No, I tell you, a hundred, thousand times--_no_." + +Suddenly the man who listened was filled with a great and marvellous +compassion. Even now, it seemed, his wife could not see the justice of +her fate; but somehow her childish comparison of her own position with +that of Owen and Toni Rose seemed pitiful, tragic, rather than evil. + +"See here, dear." He spoke very gently. "You are overwrought. You don't +know what you are saying. I'm sure in your heart you only want to act +kindly, nobly, by those two unfortunate people. Tell me, where is Mrs. +Rose, and when--and how--has she communicated with you?" + +"She wrote to me--I got her letter to-night." There was a note of +triumph in her voice which made him uneasy. "And do you know what I'm +going to do with it? I'm going to burn it--now--before your eyes." + +During her speech she had been edging nearer and nearer the table; and +as she spoke the last words she made a frantic dart at the letter and +envelope which had lain there through all the conversation. Quick as she +was, however, she was almost too late. + +Suddenly awake to her meaning, Herrick had swung round in time to see +her seize the letter; and in an instant his hand was on her wrist. + +"Eva! What are you going to do?" + +"This." With a wild gesture she tore her hand from his; but again he was +too quick for her. + +"Listen to me." He spoke quickly, wild with anxiety lest she should +carry out her threat. "You are to give me that letter--at once. At once, +do you hear? I don't want to hurt you, but I will have that letter, and +you had better give it to me of your own free will." + +"You shan't--you shan't." She spoke gaspingly, using all her force to +got away from him. Handicapped by his very superiority, Herrick did not +venture to put forth his full strength, but Eva, held back by no +scruples, fought desperately to release her hands that she might fling +the letter in the fire. + +Quite suddenly she found herself free. Herrick, his very soul sickened +within him at the physical encounter, had released her abruptly, +trusting, perhaps, to some instinct of generosity which should lead her +to surrender in the moment of victory. + +But he trusted vainly. The second she was free Eva flung herself on to +her knees by the brightly-blazing fire; and as Herrick, maddened by her +action, bent roughly over her to try, even now, to save the precious +letter, she thrust her hand almost within the bars that the fire might +destroy the writing the more completely. + +But her own haste was her undoing. The loose chiffon sleeve she wore +brushed against the glowing coals as she pushed the letter frantically +between the bars; and a bright tongue of flame shot suddenly up her arm +and ignited the masses of filmy lace which disguised the thinness of her +once softly-rounded bosom. + +There was a sharp cry from Herrick, a shriek of terror from Eva; and +then, as Herrick sprang aside to snatch up the heavy travelling-coat +which would most effectually beat out the flames, Eva rushed frenziedly +to the door, screaming at the top of her voice. + +Again and again he tried to fling the coat round her burning form; but +she had completely lost her head, and several valuable seconds were +wasted before he caught her finally and wrapped her completely round in +the thick, heavy folds of his big coat. + +Quite suddenly he felt her collapse in his grasp; and when, having +extinguished the flames, he unwrapped the coat from her slender figure, +Herrick had a horrible conviction that he held a dead woman in his +arms.... + +She was still alive, however, though terribly burned about the arms and +body. For nearly a week she lay between life and death, a piteous little +figure swathed in bandages. + +By some miraculous chance, although her golden curls were singed and +blackened, her face had escaped injury, and as he sat by her side in the +darkened room, Herrick could trace in the pale and suffering features +the face of the bonny Irish girl who had won his heart so completely in +those far-off days of an Irish spring. + +For seven days she lay there, half-conscious at times, moaning piteously +for hours together, though for the most part under the merciful +influence of the morphia which lulled her agony; and in that terrible +week Herrick took up afresh the burden of his marriage and determined +that if Eva recovered he would give up his whole life to her service. He +would endeavour to win her back to a saner, sweeter frame of mind, to +make up to her by his unswerving patience and devotion for the misery +she had endured; and he would relinquish, once for all, the hopeless +mental attitude which had seemed to say that a life spent together must +be impossible for both of them. + +After all, she was pathetically young and frail. She had sinned, but she +had paid, was paying now. Every feeble moan she uttered wrung his heart +afresh; and he longed for her to regain consciousness that he might +whisper words of love and encouragement into those fragile ears. + +He had almost forgotten the cause of the catastrophe. + +Toni's letter had been burned to ashes, and he had not the slightest +idea of her whereabouts; but even Toni's welfare seemed of less +importance during these days of torture; and beyond sending Owen a note +to inform him that his wife was certainly alive, since she had written +to her friend, Herrick had done nothing. + +It was quite possible that Eva would die without revealing Toni's +secret; and even though she lived, what guarantee had Herrick that she +would unclose her lips even then? + +Although, through her intense suffering, she had an irresistible claim +upon his compassion, her husband did not feel certain that even were Eva +herself again Toni's tragic blunder would be repaired; and although he +was fully determined to do all in his power to bring Eva's restless +spirit peace, there was a possibility that she would return to life as +callous, as heartless, as vindictive as ever. + +Yet as he looked at the wan little face on the pillow, he could not +forbear a hope that this terrible disaster would mark a turning point in +Eva's life; and then, as a moan fluttered through the girl's parched +lips, he experienced a horrible fear that for Eva there would be no time +for repentance and reparation. + +It was nearly one o'clock on the seventh night when Herrick, watching +closely, saw the grey Irish eyes open suddenly. + +He bent over the bed, and found that for the first time his wife was +sufficiently herself to recognize him. + +"Jim? Is that you?" Her voice was the merest thread. + +"Yes, dear. Do you feel more comfortable now?" + +"I feel ... dying," she murmured, still in that thin whisper. +"Jim ... I'm so sorry. I've been a wicked girl--but you must forgive me, +because I'm going to die." + +"No, no, dear." His heart stirred within him at the startling change in +her, and he slipped to his knees beside the bed. "You are going to get +better and be my own dear little wife again. There is no need to talk of +forgiveness, Eva. That's all over long ago. Now I have only to love +you." + +"I'm glad you've forgiven me." When she had spoken she closed her eyes +again; and Herrick felt himself turn cold, thinking she were dying +indeed. + +Presently she re-opened those sunken eyes, and her lips moved faintly. +Bending down he caught her words. + +"Jim ... I'm sorry about Toni. She's safe--in Italy--in Naples...." + +"You're sure, dear?" He spoke quietly, though his heart gave a throb of +relief at her words. + +"Yes. I can't remember her address." Her brows contracted pitifully. +"But she works in the library of an Italian called Zanoni--is that +enough? Can you find her from that?" + +"Why, yes, dear." He knew it would only be a matter of time to trace the +girl now. "And you must not worry about her any more. Close those big +eyes of yours and go to sleep." + +She gave a little sigh, and her tiny bandaged hand lifted itself feebly +as though seeking his. Instantly he laid his own warm fingers over hers; +and a moment later Eva was asleep. + + * * * * * + +So it happened that Eva did not die, but crept slowly back to life; and +throughout her painful and often halting convalescence she exhibited a +patience, a gentleness which won her husband's heart afresh. + +It seemed as though the fire had burnt out all the evil thoughts and +desires which had ravaged her soul. Gone were all thoughts of revenge, +of callous retribution for the sufferings she had endured. No longer +bitter and hard and reckless, Eva was once again the engaging girl who +had won Herrick's love; and although it was probable she would never +again be quite so light-hearted, so thoughtless as she had been in the +days before her marriage, Herrick was very strongly attracted to this +oddly gentle, shy, wistful girl who gave him a new and passionate +gratitude and love in place of her former half-careless, +half-contemptuous affection. + + * * * * * + +Her first question on coming fully to herself had concerned Toni; and +within a very short space of time Herrick was able to inform her that +the girl had been found. + +"Is she well--happy? Is Mr. Rose going to forgive her?" + +"He has done that already," said Herrick with a smile. "By this time he +is on his way to Italy; and I have no doubt he will bring her home to +Greenriver as fast as boat and train can do it." + +"Must I see her, Jim?" Into her eyes came a look of dread which touched +him oddly. "I know it was all through my wickedness that she went +away--but--must I ask her to forgive me?" + +"You needn't trouble about that, dear. Mrs. Rose has forgiven you long +ago. And as soon as ever you are well enough to travel, I'm going to +take you right away where I can have you to myself and there will be no +one to bother you all the rest of your life." + +"Where are we going?" Her weak voice sounded pitifully glad. + +"I'm not sure--but somewhere for away--Canada, or California, or some +big, wild country where we can ride about all day and imagine ourselves +back in dear old Ireland again." + +She sighed with pleasure; and two minutes later fell asleep with a +tender little smile upon her lips. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + + +On a beautiful evening in June, when the land was sweet with roses, and +the cuckoos called insistently to one another from copse and wood, Owen +Rose brought his wife home, for the second time, to Greenriver. + +They had spent the intervening weeks in Italy; and to the end of her +life Toni would look upon those glorious Italian days as her true +honeymoon. + +Now, indeed, she and Owen were really lovers, meeting on an equal ground +through the very force of their mutual love. Gone for ever were the old +doubts and misunderstandings, the miserable fooling of inferiority on +Toni's side, the half-unconscious irritation with which Owen had viewed +what seemed to be his wife's limitations. + +No miracle had been worked. Toni and Owen both knew very well that in +literary matters Owen would always be superior to Toni; but now that +they were one in ambition, one in feeling, one in heart and soul, this +superiority mattered little. + +Now that she was no longer frightened, no longer felt herself despised, +Toni could give her natural intelligence full play; and when once Owen +took the trouble to study Toni closely, he thanked his gods that he had +discovered her worth before it was too late. + +What he had taken for stupidity was only diffidence. Toni's brain, +though not so highly specialized as his own, was a very capable, quick +organ all the same; and in the lonely, dreary months of her absence Owen +had learned to value at their true worth the precious gifts of laughter +and sunny, unselfish gaiety which had once lightened the stately old +house. When Toni disappeared, it seemed as though a living sunbeam had +deserted the household; and when, on announcing the news of her safety +and ultimate return, he had seen the faces of the servants break into +relieved smiles, Owen had felt, with a twinge of shame, that even her +dependants had valued Toni more than he, her husband, had known how to +do. + +Always, too, the remembrance of the significance of Toni's sacrifice +would keep Owen humble before her. He knew now, beyond all possibility +of doubt, that it had nearly broken her heart to leave him; and though +her tragically childish notion of setting him free by eloping with +Leonard Dowson often brought a tender, half-quizzical smile to his lips, +Owen fully appreciated the love and eager longing which had driven Toni +to that futile step. + +If Toni had found her soul, Owen too had gained something which his +character had hitherto lacked; and in his new humility and comprehension +there was the germ, also, of a new content for both of them. + + * * * * * + +Toni caught her breath in a sob of rapture as the old house came into +view. + +Everyone about the place, servants, gardeners, chauffeur, had worked +their hardest during the last excited weeks to bring the whole place to +the highest pitch of perfection; and to Toni's longing eyes the +beautiful old house, in its setting of tall trees, smooth green lawns, +and brilliant, many-hued flowers, had never looked so eminently +attractive, so alluringly home-like before. + +There were tears in her eyes as she sprang out of the car and greeted +the waiting Andrews, who stood beside the open door. In the background +Kate and Maggie hovered, all smiles and blushes; and it was evident that +whatever construction a censorious world might have put upon Toni's rash +departure, these faithful souls, at least, believed no evil. + +As a matter of fact very little of the truth ever did leak out. When it +was known, as Herrick took good care it should be known, that Mr. Rose +had gone to Italy to join his wife, who was wintering there, and would +return with her after a few weeks spent together by the shores of the +Mediterranean, gossip was at once checked and dumbfounded. + +If there had been anything wrong, said the neighbourhood, if Mrs. Rose +had left her husband secretly as had been asserted, surely the fact of +Mr. Rose's going to Italy to join her would not have been given quite so +much publicity. + +Not only were there paragraphs in all the society papers--here Barry's +hand was discernible--but there were even portraits of the rising young +author and his wife, taken together in the garden of their whitewashed +villa outside Naples; and it was decided, finally, that Mrs. Rose's +hasty departure had been, after all, a good deal less mysterious than it +had at first appeared. + +There was some consolation, to the more determined gossips of the +neighbourhood, in spreading a rumour that the young mistress of +Greenriver was far gone in consumption, and had been ordered to winter +abroad; but Toni's appearance, on the day of her return, was quite +sufficient to give the lie to that particular _canard_. + +Browned with the sun, her Southern colouring accentuated by the months +spent in what was, after all, almost her native land, Toni looked the +picture of glowing, vivid health; and when, late that night, she faced +her husband with sparkling eyes across the rose-decked table, Owen +realized, for the first time, that this quaint, half-foreign wife of his +was giving promise of developing into actual beauty. + + * * * * * + +After dinner they strolled into the garden, Jock, deliriously happy, +pressing closely to his mistress's side; and as they passed between the +sleeping flowers Toni suddenly clung to her husband's arm. + +"Owen! Listen. The nightingale! Oh, isn't it perfect--that big yellow +moon--and the roses--and now--_that_." + +"Is it better than Italy, Toni? Wouldn't you rather be there--on a night +like this--in that land of beauty and romance?" + +For a moment Toni stood still, gazing round her in silence. She looked +at the old grey house, from which the mellow lamplight streamed, the Ten +Little Ladies casting their beams bravely through the big windows of the +gallery upstairs. She looked at the sleeping roses, the velvet lawns, +the tall trees; and her eyes were very peaceful. The golden moonlight +transfigured the scene; from the dreaming river came the creak of oars +moving gently in their rowlocks; and the nightingale's song was dying +softly, tenderly, on the quiet air. + +Slowly Toni's gaze came back to her husband's face; and in her eyes, +velvety and black in the moonlight, Owen read her answer before she +spoke. + +"Wherever you are is my land of beauty," she said, in a low voice. +"But ... oh, I am so glad, so glad you have brought me home--to +Greenriver." + +And as he heard the words, saw, too, the loving little gesture which +accompanied them as she slipped her hand into his arm, Owen felt that +for them both Greenriver was home henceforth. + +He stooped and kissed her, quietly, on the white brow beneath the ebony +hair; end as if he had been waiting for the signal, the unseen +nightingale broke once more into song. + + +THE END + + + + + * * * * * + + + + +FAMOUS NOVELS BY KATHLYN RHODES + + THE LURE OF THE DESERT + THE DESERT DREAMERS + THE WILL OF ALLAH + SWEET LIFE + AFTERWARDS + FLOWER OF GRASS + THE MAKING OF A SOUL + +Vivid descriptions of the entrancing scenery of the East, incident +crowding upon incident, romantic situations, exciting intrigues, +unexpected dénouements hold and absorb the interest from start to +finish. + + KATHLYN RHODES + is the assured success of 1918, + as GERTRUDE PAGE was the success of 1916 + and MABEL BARNES-GRUNDY of 1917. + +Fired with enthusiasm to win fame as a novelist, Kathlyn Rhodes began +her career before her school days were ended. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at <a href = "http://www.gutenberg.org">www.gutenberg.org</a></pre> +<p>Title: The Making of a Soul</p> +<p>Author: Kathlyn Rhodes</p> +<p>Release Date: June 4, 2007 [eBook #21674]</p> +<p>Language: English</p> +<p>Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1</p> +<p>***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE MAKING OF A SOUL***</p> +<p> </p> +<h3>E-text prepared by David Clarke, Mary Meehan,<br /> + and the Project Gutenberg Online Distributed Proofreading Team<br /> + (http://www.pgdp.net)</h3> +<p> </p> +<hr class="full" /> +<p> </p> +<p> </p> +<p> </p> + +<h1><i>The Making of a Soul</i></h1> + +<h2><i>By Kathlyn Rhodes</i></h2> + +<h3>Author of "<i>The Desert Dreamers</i>," "<i>The Will of Allah</i>," "<i>The Lure of +the Desert</i>," "<i>Flower of Grass</i>," <i>etc</i>.</h3> +<p> </p> +<p> </p> + +<h4><i>LONDON: HUTCHINSON & CO.</i><br /> +<i>PATERNOSTER ROW</i></h4> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CONTENTS</h2> + +<!-- Autogenerated TOC. Modify or delete as required. --> +<p> +<a href="#CHAPTER_I">CHAPTER I</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_II">CHAPTER II</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_III">CHAPTER III</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_IV">CHAPTER IV</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_V">CHAPTER V</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VI">CHAPTER VI</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VII">CHAPTER VII</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VIII">CHAPTER VIII</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_IX">CHAPTER IX</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_X">CHAPTER X</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XI">CHAPTER XI</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XII">CHAPTER XII</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIII">CHAPTER XIII</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIV">CHAPTER XIV</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XV">CHAPTER XV</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVI">CHAPTER XVI</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVII">CHAPTER XVII</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVIII">CHAPTER XVIII</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIX">CHAPTER XIX</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XX">CHAPTER XX</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXI">CHAPTER XXI</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXII">CHAPTER XXII</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXIII">CHAPTER XXIII</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXIV">CHAPTER XXIV</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXV">CHAPTER XXV</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXVI">CHAPTER XXVI</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXVII">CHAPTER XXVII</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXVIII">CHAPTER XXVIII</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXIX">CHAPTER XXIX</a><br /><br /> +<a href="#FAMOUS_NOVELS_BY_KATHLYN_RHODES">FAMOUS NOVELS BY KATHLYN RHODES</a><br /> +</p> +<!-- End Autogenerated TOC. --> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>THE MAKING OF A SOUL</h2> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_I" id="CHAPTER_I"></a>CHAPTER I</h2> + + +<p>Barry Raymond drew the latchkey out of the door and entered his small +flat in Kensington just as the clock in the tiny hall chimed the hour of +ten.</p> + +<p>It was a wet night; and he drew off his Burberry and hung it up with a +sense of pleasure in being again in his cosy little eyrie at the top of +the chilly stone steps.</p> + +<p>Humming a tune, he crossed the diminutive hall and went into the +sitting-room, where the cheerful crackle of a small wood fire gave an +air of comfort to the hearth.</p> + +<p>On the table, where his admirable man-servant had placed it, was a tray +bearing glasses, a siphon and a bottle of whisky; and beside the tray +were the few letters which had come by the last post; while in a +conspicuous place lay a telegram in its tawny envelope; and this, +naturally enough, was the first thing Barry touched.</p> + +<p>Taking it up, he tore it open decisively; and as the envelope fell to +the ground he unfolded the pink paper and read the message scrawled +thereon.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"Just arrived Southampton will be with you about ten o'clock. +<span class="smcap">Owen</span>."</p></div> + +<p>The paper fluttered to the floor and Barry consulted his watch hastily.</p> + +<p>"Ten o'clock! Why, it's that now. So Owen's home. By Jove, what an +unlucky day he's chosen!"</p> + +<p>He stood still for a moment, rapt, it would seem, in contemplation of an +unpleasant vision. Then with a shrug of his shoulders he moved to the +fireplace and turned on more light.</p> + +<p>"Well, it'll have to be done sooner or later; but"—for a second a +rueful smile lit up his despondent young face—"I wish I hadn't got to +do it ... and at ten o'clock at night into the bargain!"</p> + +<p>He looked round him as though considering some serious matter.</p> + +<p>"Food—and drink. Here's drink, anyhow. What about food?"</p> + +<p>Seizing a hand-lamp from the bureau at his elbow, he quitted the room +and made for the kitchen, which his man had left, as usual, in the +perfection of neatness on his departure two hours ago.</p> + +<p>Hastening to the cupboard which did duty, in the flat, for a pantry, +Barry flung open the door and surveyed the shelves with anxious eyes.</p> + +<p>Ah! There was plenty of food, of a sort, and suddenly Barry remembered, +with gratitude, the fact that he had intended to dine at home, and had +been prevented doing so at the eleventh hour owing to an unexpected +invitation which he had then regarded as an unmitigated bore, but now +looked upon as a direct interposition of Providence.</p> + +<p>A cold roast chicken, an apple tart and cream, cheese and +biscuits—surely the traveller could make a meal off these provisions, +and Barry carried them gaily into the sitting-room and laid the table +with much good-will and no little celerity.</p> + +<p>Knives, forks, glasses—for he intended to share the meal—salt, pepper, +bread—in a dozen light-hearted journeys he managed to bring everything +he considered necessary; and he was just standing back to admire his own +handiwork when the electric bell pealed loudly through the silent flat.</p> + +<p>"Here he is, by Jove!" Barry all but dropped the vase of chrysanthemums +he was carrying to the table, and setting it down hastily he went to the +door, in a flutter of anticipation, of hospitality, and, if the truth be +told, of nervousness.</p> + +<p>Opening the door:</p> + +<p>"Is that you, Owen?" he asked—a superfluous question, for he knew his +visitor well enough. "Come in, old chap—you must be soaked—it's a +frightful night!"</p> + +<p>"Soaked—I should just say I am!" Owen Rose accepted the invitation and +stepped inside, shaking himself like a dog as he did so. "Lord, Barry, +what a climate! I declare I'd sooner live in Timbuctoo!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, the climate's all right—only a bit moist," returned Barry +philosophically. "But come on in—take off your coat and come to the +fire. Any luggage?"</p> + +<p>"No, I've sent it on to my place." He drew himself out of his big coat +as he spoke. "I thought I'd come up and see you for half an hour first +of all. Jolly glad you're at home. You got my wire?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, a few minutes ago. Come and have something to eat." They were in +the sitting-room by now. "There's not much, but I hadn't time to kill +the fatted calf."</p> + +<p>"Looks like it." Owen's eyes roamed over the cheerful little +supper-table. "Barry, you're a fraud. Chicken, apple-pie—what more can +man desire? But I confess I <i>am</i> hungry, though I didn't come for a +meal."</p> + +<p>"Well, sit down and let's begin," said Barry practically. "I dined at my +aunt's to-night, and as usual I couldn't get much to eat! She asked me +so many questions about ..." he coloured and hurried on "... about +everything, that by the time I'd finished answering them dinner was +over!"</p> + +<p>"I see." Owen accepted the plate Barry handed him. "Well, you're looking +very fit, Barry. How's things?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, fair." Barry paused in the act of pouring out a whisky-and-soda. +"That's to say, I'm still with old Joliffe, and got a rise of screw last +quarter."</p> + +<p>"Did you! Well, wait till we get the review going, and see if I don't +tempt you away from that dictatorial old boss of yours!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'll come to you all right," said Barry gaily. "But in the meantime +I'd better hang on in the House of Rimmon, hadn't I? You see ..." He +broke off, the colour mounting to his face.</p> + +<p>"Of course. You're thinking of Olive. Quite right, too. How is she, +Barry? Well?"</p> + +<p>"A 1." Barry fell to on his supper with renewed zest. "Longing to see +you, old chap. By the way"—he slid rather dexterously away from the +subject—"you promised her a skin or something, didn't you? Have any +luck?"</p> + +<p>"Luck! Rather! I bagged one tiger who was really magnificent—he'll make +a grand hearthrug for you and Olive. He was a splendid brute and I was +lucky to get him. Of course, I've had luck all the way through. By gad, +Barry, there's nothing like big-game shooting to make one fit! You know +what I was like when I set out—and look at me now!"</p> + +<p>Thus invited, Barry looked; and he was bound to admit that his friend +was right.</p> + +<p>Eighteen months previous to this wet night of January, Owen Rose had +been so severely injured in a motor-accident that his life had been +despaired of; and although he had eventually recovered, he had been left +so unlike himself that a return to the normal round was impossible.</p> + +<p>There was only one prescription, his doctors agreed, and that was the +agreeable, if expensive, one of travel. Only by gaining complete change +of scene, complete change, also, of life and routine, could he hope to +recapture his old splendid vitality and abundant health; and since +luckily Owen was by no means a poor man, the prescription was not so +hard to carry out as might have been the case with another patient.</p> + +<p>True, this break in his life interfered with several cherished projects. +In the first—and most important—place, his marriage must be delayed; +and although Miss Vivian Rees was only twenty, and might be considered +fully young to be a bride, the delay, to the ardent lover, was +vexatious, at the least.</p> + +<p>Then the review, to which he had alluded in his conversation with Barry, +had perforce to be shelved; and although there was plenty of time for +the production of such a literary newcomer, he had felt, at the moment, +as though called upon to abandon altogether a beloved ideal.</p> + +<p>But the fiat had gone forth; and indeed he had agreed entirely with the +medical verdict which pronounced him unfit to shoulder fresh tasks until +his old strength should be regained. Therefore, unwillingly, but none +the less unflinchingly, he had made preparations to leave England for a +year's leisurely travel in the East, starting, as it were, from Bombay +and journeying onwards wherever the fancy took him.</p> + +<p>It happened that during his travels he fell in with a couple of old +schoolfellows who were on the verge of a sporting expedition; and Owen, +who by that time was tired of his loafing method of travel, jumped with +alacrity at an invitation to join the party.</p> + +<p>They had glorious sport; and in the excitement and vigour of the chase +Owen regained all his old bodily strength and added thereto a quite +fresh store of health and spirits. When at length he turned his face +homewards he knew himself to be in such condition as he had never before +experienced; and as he sat opposite his host to-night, eating and +drinking gaily in this quiet room, he presented to Barry a picture of +such perfect health as is rarely met with in the streets of London.</p> + +<p>"Yes." Barry brought his leisurely survey to a close. "You do look +uncommonly fit, I suppose you've had a gorgeous time."</p> + +<p>Thus invited, Owen launched forth into an account of some of his most +thrilling adventures, and the time flew as he recounted the tale of the +glorious nights and days he had lived through, or made his hearer laugh +with his stories of the various attendants and their humours.</p> + +<p>The clock had chimed the hour of midnight before the friends left the +table; and then, sitting by the rosy fire, with pipes alight, each one +felt that the moment had come in which a deeper subject might well be +introduced.</p> + +<p>Yet Barry, at least, would cheerfully have ignored that subject; for he +foresaw, with friendship's intuition, that the thing he had to say would +effectually mar and break the midnight peace; and as the moment drew +near in which he must strike a fatal blow at his friend's serenity he +fell into an embarrassed silence very unlike his recent cordiality.</p> + +<p>At last it came—the question he had dreaded.</p> + +<p>"I say, Barry, have you seen much of Vivian lately?" Although the +subject affected the speaker so vitally, he was so calmly, confidently +sure of the reply that his tone was quiet and unagitated. Even though +Barry paused for a quite perceptible fraction of time before he replied, +the other man was too certain of the answer to notice the pause.</p> + +<p>"I ... I have seen her—yes." He spoke without removing his pipe from +between his teeth, which might account for the curious thickness of his +tone.</p> + +<p>"And how is she? All right, I suppose? You see"—Owen laughed rather +diffidently—"my return was to be a surprise to her. I wasn't coming for +another couple of months, you know, and then all at once I couldn't bear +it any longer. I simply <i>had</i> to come."</p> + +<p>"But—haven't you corresponded all this time?"</p> + +<p>"Well, not regularly. You know Vivian hates writing letters as much as I +do; and I couldn't give her any settled addresses while we were moving +about, so we agreed that we would not expect much from each other in +that way!"</p> + +<p>"I see. But—you <i>have</i> heard from her?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, now and then. Of course she had my banker's address and could +cable to me from time to time. I got one cable from her in December—on +my birthday, it was—and she said she was writing, but I never got the +letter."</p> + +<p>"In December. I see." And so he did—saw a vision of half-unwilling +treachery, of hesitating loyalty, of dying faith, which turned his heart +sick within him.</p> + +<p>"I wrote to her for Christmas, of course, and sent her a card now and +then." He seemed to be excusing his own quite allowable slackness in the +matter. "You see, I really had no time for letter-writing, and I knew +she would understand and forgive me."</p> + +<p>"You ... did you tell her you were coming home to-day?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. I wired to her a week ago.... I half expected she'd come down to +meet me." He laughed shamefacedly. "But you know what her people are. I +expect they'd think it frightfully unnecessary to do that. Of course, +I'm going there first thing in the morning."</p> + +<p>"You ... you haven't been there yet, then?" Barry hated himself for his +fatuity as he put the question.</p> + +<p>"No. Fact is, I was a perfect savage when I landed ... a beard half a +yard long!" He laughed jovially. "Had to get trimmed up a bit ... but in +any case she would probably have been out somewhere or other to-night."</p> + +<p>"Yes. I see."</p> + +<p>"But first thing in the morning, it's a taxi for mine, as the Americans +say. And I shall catch her alone, after breakfast, before anyone's +about."</p> + +<p>"Yea." Barry paused, cursing himself for his cowardice, and then plunged +recklessly into the quicksand before him. "Owen, old man, have you heard +anything about Miss Rees lately?"</p> + +<p>"Heard anything?" He laid down his pipe and stared at his questioner. +"Why should I hear anything? What is there to hear?"</p> + +<p>Before replying Barry rose, and stood leaning against the mantelpiece; +and as he looked down on his friend his heart was wrung within him at +the cruelty of fate.</p> + +<p>"You ... you've not seen her name in the papers?" His throat was dry, +but he went on bravely.</p> + +<p>"Papers? I've not looked at a newspaper for months. And anyway, what +should I see about Vivian in any paper?"</p> + +<p>"Only ... I thought you might have done." Barry was finding his task +almost incredibly hard, and his brow was pearled with fine drops of +moisture as he stood before his friend.</p> + +<p>"What was there to see, Barry?" Owen's voice was quiet—dangerously +quiet. "Is there anything wrong with Vivian? Is she—has she been ill?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Then ... God! man, what are you trying to tell me?" His forced calm was +breaking up. "Out with it—whatever it is. Is Vivian—is she <i>dead</i>?"</p> + +<p>"No—oh, no." He spoke hurriedly, thankful that he could at least answer +that question in the negative.</p> + +<p>"Then ... what is it? Come, Barry"—Owen spoke through his teeth in a +hoarse tone quite unlike his usual voice—"if Vivian is not dead, not +ill ... what is this wonderful piece of news I might have read in the +papers—and did not?"</p> + +<p>There was a moment's tense silence, broken only by the crackling of the +gay little fire on the hearth.</p> + +<p>Then Barry said heavily:</p> + +<p>"Miss Rees was married to Lord Saxonby this morning."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_II" id="CHAPTER_II"></a>CHAPTER II</h2> + + +<p>For a moment there was a silence fraught with a thousand possibilities. +Then Owen sprang from his seat and crossing the intervening space, as it +were in a bound, seized his friend savagely by the shoulders.</p> + +<p>"Say that again, Barry! Say it if you <i>dare</i>!"</p> + +<p>With a fury of which he was unconscious he shook the other man +violently; and Barry broke away with an expression of annoyance.</p> + +<p>"Good God, Owen, what do you think you're doing? What do you mean by +attacking me like this!"</p> + +<p>"I'm going to knock your damned head off for telling me a lie!" His tone +was dangerous. "How dare you say that Vivian is married when you <i>know</i> +she is engaged to me?"</p> + +<p>"Look here, Owen." Barry stood facing him, panting a little. "It's only +because you're my pal that I don't retaliate in kind. Any other man who +calls me a liar has to go through it, and that's a fact. But as it's +you, and as I know I've done the business badly—well"—his voice grew +suddenly wistful—"let's sit down and talk it over quietly, shall we?"</p> + +<p>Something in his tone made the other man turn cold; and when he replied +his manner had lost its vehemence.</p> + +<p>"See here, Barry, I'm sorry I attacked you like that. The fact is, +I ... I think I can't have understood rightly what you were trying to +tell me. You said something just now about Miss Rees being married to +Lord Saxonby. Well, what, exactly, did you mean?"</p> + +<p>The very quietness with which he spoke made it still more difficult for +Barry to answer him.</p> + +<p>"I meant just what I said." He fidgeted nervously with a cigarette as he +spoke. "Miss Rees was married—quietly—to Lord Saxonby this morning."</p> + +<p>"Lord Saxonby? You mean that chap who hung round her before I went +away?" Owen's voice was studiously self-controlled, but his hand shook +as he played with a silver pencil-case on the table before him.</p> + +<p>"Yes. That's the man."</p> + +<p>"I see." For a moment he bent his head over the table, and when he +looked up Barry understood that he had accepted the truth at last. "So +she's played me false, has she? Married another fellow without troubling +to let me know. Well, there's no more to be said, I suppose. I must make +up my mind to be the laughing-stock of my friends, to be pointed at by +men and women, jeered at in the clubs, as the fellow who was +jilted ... thrown over for another fellow!"</p> + +<p>He paused; then resumed in a louder tone.</p> + +<p>"It's an ugly word, Barry—jilted. And by Jove, it's an ugly thing. Odd +how naturally women take to it, isn't it? They won't steal, as a +rule—draw the line at murder, but they think nothing of making damned +fools of men who are insane enough to believe in them!"</p> + +<p>He laughed bitterly; and his eyes looked grim.</p> + +<p>"It would have been quite easy to let me know, wouldn't it?" He flung +the question at his friend. "A sixpenny wire—even a cable wouldn't have +ruined her, would it? And it would have been much less brutal than to +let me come home expecting to find a blushing bride waiting for me!"</p> + +<p>"I expect she ... she thought you'd see it in the papers," said Barry +rather lamely. "Although it was kept pretty quiet here there were +paragraphs about it, of course, and she may have supposed you would see +them."</p> + +<p>"Hardly the thing to leave it to chance," said Owen drily. "After all, +when one gets out of an invitation to dinner, one generally sends an +excuse; but ..." he broke off, and his eyes blazed suddenly "... look +here, Barry, you know, and I know, that this woman has played a low-down +trick on me. I thought her—well, no matter what I thought her—but +anyway I know her now for what she is. And I'll be infinitely obliged to +you if you'll be good enough to drop the subject now and for evermore."</p> + +<p>"I say, old chap, I'm awfully sorry——"</p> + +<p>Barry's impulsive speech got no further, for the other raised his hand +to cut it short.</p> + +<p>"All right, Barry, we'll take it all as said. Henceforth no such person +as Miss Rees—I mean Lady Saxonby—exists for me; and if you'll remember +that it will make things easier for us both."</p> + +<p>"Very well, Owen." Barry felt emboldened to light a cigarette; and then, +with a tactlessness born of mental discomfort, he asked a blundering +question. "What shall you do now, old man? Have another shot at big game +for a bit, or what?"</p> + +<p>"Another shot—I say, Barry, why on earth should I go back the moment +I've got home? Oh, I see!" He smiled cynically. "You mean town won't be +very pleasant for a bit? Well, I daresay it won't, but thank God no one +will dare to say much to me!" His jaw squared itself rather +aggressively. "But I don't intend to quit. On the contrary, my firm +intention is to remain here, do some good work, and, incidentally, +marry."</p> + +<p>Barry swung round and faced him, openly surprised.</p> + +<p>"Marry? But—whom?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't know ... at the moment; but someone. You look astonished, +Barry! Why shouldn't I marry? Ah, I see! You think because one woman's +turned me down no one else will care to risk her happiness with me! +Well, of course my value is considerably depreciated, no doubt; but +after all, men are in the minority, and I daresay I'll be able to find +some girl to take pity on me!"</p> + +<p>"Don't talk like that, Owen!" Barry spoke hastily, and his blue eyes +looked rather stern. "You don't want a girl to take you out of pity, do +you? That's not much of a basis for a happy marriage, is it?"</p> + +<p>"No, Barry." He took the rebuke well. "I was talking like a fool. But +honestly, I do mean to marry—as soon as possible. Oh, I daresay I'm +taking it the wrong way, but it seems to me that there's only one thing +for a man in my position to do, and that is to show that he's not +heart-broken because one unscrupulous woman has treated him badly!"</p> + +<p>"That's all very well—but what about the other woman? Are you going to +marry the first girl you meet, irrespective of love, or what <i>are</i> you +going to do? I can understand your feeling for Miss Rees has changed its +nature—love and hate are akin, I know, but still——"</p> + +<p>"No, Barry, you're wrong." He spoke very gently. "I don't <i>hate</i> Vivian. +Why should I? She merely exercised her feminine prerogative and changed +her mind. Besides, one only hates big things. Vivian isn't big. She's +very small, or she'd not have done this thing. If she'd asked me to +release her, I'd have done it, and never have uttered a reproach. It's +the heartlessness, the unnecessary cruelty of this that hurts me so. I +loved her, Barry, and she knew it. Loved her in the right way, in the +way a man should love the woman he's going to marry; and my love meant +so little to her that she chucked it away without even telling me she +was tired of it."</p> + +<p>"But to marry, out of revenge, as it were, is small too."</p> + +<p>"Out of revenge? Come, Barry, what are you thinking of?" Owen rose and +spoke with an eerie joviality. "There'll be no revenge about it! Mayn't +I marry and settle down like another man? I'll guarantee that the first +woman who wants me can have me; and if she plays the game she shan't +regret it, for I'll play it too!"</p> + +<p>"But where will you look for her?" Barry could not understand this +attitude of mind.</p> + +<p>"Look for her? Oh, I'll look for her all right—and she'll turn up, +never fear!" He moved restlessly. "There's always some woman ready to +enter a man's life when he throws the door ajar—and here I'm positively +flinging it open, inviting the little dears to come in!"</p> + +<p>"But, I say, Owen"—Barry looked anxiously at his +friend—"you ... you'll be careful, won't you? I mean, you won't let any +twopenny-halfpenny little chorus-girl, or ... or girl out of a shop come +in, will you? You see, if you let them all know...."</p> + +<p>"Chorus-girls are sometimes worth a good deal more than +twopence-halfpenny," Owen reminded him quietly, "and I daresay a girl +out of a shop would make a jolly decent wife. But I wasn't contemplating +them when I spoke."</p> + +<p>"Of course not," assented Barry hastily. "I only meant——"</p> + +<p>"You only meant to give me good advice," said Owen, more kindly than he +had yet spoken. "All right, old man, I understand. You must forgive me +if I'm cross-grained to-night. You see I've had a shock——"</p> + +<p>He broke off abruptly.</p> + +<p>"There, I'm not going to whine about it. It's over, done with, and a new +chapter's started." He yawned ostentatiously. "Barry, I shall call upon +your good offices as best man yet—unless you hurry up and marry Miss +Lynn first."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Olive and I are in no hurry!" He laughed a trifle awkwardly. "You +see, she is so young—only just eighteen—and her people won't hear of +it for a couple of years."</p> + +<p>"Well, that will soon pass." He turned towards the door. "I must be off +now, Barry—it's late, and I'm pretty fagged. See you in the morning, I +suppose?"</p> + +<p>"Of course. I say, Owen, sure you won't stay here to-night? I can give +you a bed, you know."</p> + +<p>"Thanks awfully, old chap, but I'd rather get home. I've heaps of things +to see to. Thanks all the same."</p> + +<p>Still talking, the friends crossed the hall, and Barry unlatched the +door of the flat.</p> + +<p>"Well, so-long, Barry. Awfully glad to have seen you again." He gripped +the younger man's hand, and Barry understood what the grip implied.</p> + +<p>"Good-night, Owen. See you to-morrow."</p> + +<p>Two minutes later Owen had disappeared round a bend in the staircase; +and Barry went slowly back into his sitting-room, feeling curiously +tired, as though he had been indulging in some violent physical +exercise.</p> + +<p>"Poor old chap! What a beast that girl is!" He had never liked Miss +Rees, and now felt, naturally, that his dislike was justified. "But I +hope to goodness he doesn't go and do anything rash. He's got a pretty +good head on him, though, and I daresay a lot of this talk is mere +bravado."</p> + +<p>He turned off the light and went into his bedroom. On the dressing-table +stood a silver frame holding a photograph; and Barry took up the frame +and studied the portrait carefully.</p> + +<p>"Olive, you'd never play me a trick like that, would you! My God, I hope +you don't! It would just about kill me to have to lose faith in you!"</p> + +<p>The deep eyes looked up at him candidly, the sweet mouth seemed to +smile; and with a sudden blissful certainty that the original of the +photograph was as true and straightforward as the picture proclaimed her +to be, Barry put down the frame again, and began, whistling, to prepare +for bed.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_III" id="CHAPTER_III"></a>CHAPTER III</h2> + + +<p>A month later Barry relinquished his post as secretary to the man he +called "old Joliffe," and announced himself to be from henceforth at +Owen's disposal.</p> + +<p>The review to which the latter had alluded was a long-standing ideal of +Owen Rose's. From his earliest youth he had been attracted by the +journalistic side of life, and seeing no means of editing a London daily +at an early age, he had wisely determined to learn the whole business of +newspaper journalism from the beginning. At the ago of eighteen he was +sub-editor on a big provincial daily; but his brilliant and versatile +intelligence soon wearied of the monotony of the life, and he came to +London to demand the right of admittance into Fleet Street.</p> + +<p>At that time, luckily for himself, he was on terms of friendship with a +well-known editor; and what his own talent might have found difficulty +in obtaining was placed unexpectedly within his reach. Before he was +twenty-five he was well-known in the newspaper world; and since, on his +twenty-fifth birthday, he came into possession of the comfortable income +left to him by his father many years before, he was able to turn his +back definitely on any soul-destroying drudgery and devote his time and +brains to better work. Beneath his journalistic ability there was a +sound and delicate literary <i>flair</i>; and it had long been his dream to +found a magazine which, while neither commonplace nor unduly "precious," +should hit a happy mean between the cheap magazines devoted to more or +less poor fiction, and the somewhat pompous reviews which held up the +light of learning and research in a rather severe and forbidding +fashion.</p> + +<p>He would have a little fiction—of the highest order. A comparatively +large portion of the review was to be devoted to poetry, both as +regarded original verse and the critical appreciation of modern poetry +as a whole. Articles on art, music, the drama, were all to find a home +in his pages; and there was to be a judicious sprinkling of science to +add a little ballast to the lighter freight.</p> + +<p>But what he intended to be the striking feature of the review was the +tone which was to prevail throughout. It was to be warm, eager, +enthusiastic, optimistic. He intended himself to write a series of +articles dealing with the future in relation to the past. Each +subject—music, literature, humanitarianism, mysticism, and a dozen +others—would be treated in turn; and while in no wise belittling the +magic inventiveness of an age which has given us an Edison, a Marconi, +and a whole host of brilliant explorers, birdmen, and others equally +daring and distinguished, he intended to remember always the enormous +debt which we of this century owe to the glorious past.</p> + +<p>Possibly in Owen's very enthusiasm, in the eager, ardent spirit of his +dreams, there was more of the spirit of the future than of the past—but +he intended to hold the balance as evenly as possible.</p> + +<p>On one point he was firm. While hoping that his review would be in every +way a serious contribution to the more valuable literature of the day, +the literature which was worth something, he intended it to be strictly +non-political. There would be no room within its covers for writers with +axes to grind. No acrimonious discussions, thinly-veiled in pedantry, +should mar the harmony of the pages; no party cries should echo from the +editorial offices; and although he aimed, in some measure, at +instructing and uplifting his readers, it was their betterment as human +beings, rather than as citizens—so far as the two may be divorced—with +which he intended to concern himself.</p> + +<p>He was fortunate in his collaborators. At his back he had an old friend +of his fathers', a gifted, if somewhat inarticulate, man of letters, who +had longed, in his early life, for the opportunity to do what Owen was +doing; and was generous enough to feel that, though his own working days +were over, he might well use a little of his wealth in helping another +man to realize their mutual dream.</p> + +<p>Everything was to be on a strictly business-like footing. Owen, as +editor, was to receive a moderate salary—moderate because he felt that +in the circumstances the backing he received was worth more than any +emolument. Also he was sufficiently well-off to waive the matter if he +chose until the review was on firm financial ground. Barry, as his +personal secretary and general second-in-command, was to receive a +generous sum; and the rest of the men, all young, ardent, and fired with +a whole-hearted belief in Owen as their chief, were to be remunerated +according to their work and ability.</p> + +<p>A certain Miss Lucy Jenkins had been selected as typewriter and +assistant at what seemed to her the princely sum of forty shillings a +week; and by the beginning of February activity at headquarters, a +pleasant, though not palatial suite of offices in Victoria Street, +Westminster, was in full swing.</p> + +<p>The first number of the <i>Bridge</i> was to make its appearance at Easter; +and Owen was meditating one morning over the possible inclusion of a +little set of verses which had reached him from a hitherto-unknown +contributor, when Barry appeared in the doorway leading to his inner +sanctum with a worried look in his frank blue eyes.</p> + +<p>"Hallo, Barry, anything wrong?" Owen put down the paper he held and +looked at his young colleague with a smile.</p> + +<p>"Well, it's no end of a bore!" Barry frowned distastefully. "That stupid +Jenkins woman has gone and landed herself in Holloway!"</p> + +<p>"Holloway?" Owen repeated the word in surprise.</p> + +<p>"Yes. I knew she was a Militant Suffragette, but I thought she would +have more sense than to go mixing herself up in brawls with the police!"</p> + +<p>"And she hasn't?"</p> + +<p>"No. On Saturday afternoon"—this was Monday—"she went and marched in a +procession of women out to smash windows or something of the sort, got +into a row and kicked a bobby in the ribs. The end was she got locked up +that night."</p> + +<p>"Where is she now?"</p> + +<p>"Brought up before the magistrate this morning and sentenced to fourteen +days without an option for violence," said Barry laconically. "I've just +had a note from her mother, who's nearly distracted, begging me to keep +her place open for her, but I don't see how we can do that."</p> + +<p>"Certainly not," said Owen decidedly. "I'll have no militant women on my +staff, and the sooner they understand that the better. She wasn't any +great treasure, either. She was too fond of revising the stuff she had +to type; and her ideas and mine clashed considerably when it came to +punctuation."</p> + +<p>"I suppose I must advertise for someone to take her place, then," said +Barry, with a sigh.</p> + +<p>"Yes. Get a younger girl this time, if you can. Miss Jenkins had reached +the certain—or uncertain—age when women take to militant suffragism. +She didn't like being corrected when she made mistakes, and used to +argue with me till you'd have thought it was she who ran the office, and +not I."</p> + +<p>"All right. I'll do my best."</p> + +<p>"Not too young, though," said Owen, half-maliciously, "or she'll be +thinking about her best boy all day instead of working. Of course that's +a bit better than militancy, less upsetting; but women are so +incomprehensible when they're in what they are pleased to call love that +it's rather difficult to know what they're driving at."</p> + +<p>"Oh, all right!" Owen's flippancy disturbed Barry, and he spoke shortly, +whereupon Owen smiled meaningly, and Barry went out of the room rather +hurriedly.</p> + +<p>Once safe in his own sanctum he lamented the unkind Fate which had given +Owen's heart as a plaything into the hands of an unscrupulous woman such +as Miss Rees had proved herself to be. Although Owen rarely mentioned +the subject, Barry knew well enough that he had not relinquished the +idea of a speedy marriage. Once or twice Owen had asked him his opinion +of this or that woman with whom they were both acquainted; but so far he +had shown no signs of forming any new engagement, though Barry lived in +a state of apprehension lest his friend should suddenly announce a more +or less undesirable tie.</p> + +<p>For Owen, perhaps naturally, shunned the women of his own set. They all +knew too much, knew the history of his disastrous engagement too +well—were, in many cases, friends of the woman who had jilted him; and +were therefore no acquaintances for a man in his mood.</p> + +<p>But there were other women, with whom, before his departure for the +East, he had been on terms of casual acquaintance; the daughters of City +friends, girls who lived in Kensington or Hampstead, girls with brothers +who had knocked up against the young men in athletic or journalistic +circles; an actress or two; good-hearted, ordinary young women for the +most part, commonplace in spite of suburban leanings towards "culture," +and in many cases entirely out of sympathy with the aims and ideals of +both Owen and his friend.</p> + +<p>As a matter of fact Owen and Barry were too busy during these strenuous +days to have time for social delights; but now and then they met one or +other of these various girls, visited one of the actresses on a "first +night," dined, reluctantly, in Earl's Court or Belsize Road, and on the +following morning Owen would ask Barry, half-teasingly, whether Rose or +Sybil or Gwendoline struck him as the most suitable bride for an already +jilted bachelor.</p> + +<p>Barry never took up the subject, showed plainly by his manner that he +did not like the jest; but the occasional queries went to show that the +idea of marriage was still in his friend's thoughts; and Barry was now +and again seriously uneasy lest some designing woman—that was the way +he put it—should make the vague possibility into an accomplished fact.</p> + +<p>And then, just when the idea seemed to be fading, lost in the pressure +of work, the interest of bringing forth the first realization of a +lifelong dream, the woman herself—but she was not designing—came.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IV" id="CHAPTER_IV"></a>CHAPTER IV</h2> + + +<p>Miss Antonia Gibbs came from the typewriting office with excellent +testimonials. Though but eighteen years of age, she was vouched for as a +steady, conscientious worker, well-educated and of exceptional +intelligence. Quick, accurate, and possessed of a capital memory, she +would seem to be the ideal typist for an office such as that presided +over by Owen Rose; and after perusing the certificates and other +documents forming what one might call her <i>dossier</i>, Owen had really no +choice but to engage the prodigy.</p> + +<p>When she received the letter announcing the fact Miss Gibbs danced with +delight.</p> + +<p>"Two pounds a week! Think of it!" Thus she besought her cousin Fanny, a +rather full-blown young woman employed in a "drapery-house" at Brixton. +"And easy hours—with an hour off for lunch! Isn't it lovely!"</p> + +<p>"You'll have the office 'commish' to pay," her cousin reminded her, "and +I know all about those short hours! Sound well, but they generally want +overtime out of you—without paying for it either!"</p> + +<p>"Do they?" Antonia's joy was momentarily checked. Then she recovered her +spirits. "Anyway, even then it's a good post, and I can easily pay the +commission out of two pounds!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, of course." Fanny, whose natural optimism was somewhat impaired by +her experience in drapers' shops, cheered up also. "It's a grand +opportunity for you, Toni, and mind you make the most of it."</p> + +<p>"Rather," returned Toni gaily. "I'm to start to-morrow, so this is my +last free night. Aren't you glad some people are coming in to tea?"</p> + +<p>"Yes." Fanny, recalled to the immediate present, began her preparations +for the tea-party. "Josh'll be pleased to hear of your luck, Toni; he's +real fond of you, you know."</p> + +<p>"Is he?" Toni, pulling off her flannel blouse, spoke a trifle absently.</p> + +<p>"Yes. If I weren't fond of you myself I declare I'd be jealous! Don't +know how it is, all the boys seem to take to you straight away, Toni, +and you don't care a pin for any of 'em!"</p> + +<p>"Perhaps that's why," said Toni cheerfully, voicing a truth without in +the least realizing it. "After all, who is there to care for? Jack +Brown, or young Graves, or that funny little Walter Britton out of Lea +and Harper's?" She plunged her glowing face into a basin of cold water +as she spoke.</p> + +<p>"No. I s'pose they're not quite your sort." Fanny stared thoughtfully at +her cousin. "I don't know how it is, Toni—you are my cousin, your +father was Dad's own brother—and yet you're as different from us as—as +chalk from cheese."</p> + +<p>She in her turn had uttered a profound truth. Between Toni and the rest +of the commonplace lower-middle-class household was a great gulf fixed, +a gulf which was the more inexplicable because it was clearly visible to +the parties on either side of the chasm.</p> + +<p>Red-faced, brawny Fred Gibbs, the butcher, his equally red-faced, though +slightly more refined wife, and their several sons and daughters, +belonging, most of them, to the category of "fine" boys and girls, were +a good-humoured, kindly people enough; yet between them and the pretty, +dark-eyed Antonia there was not the slightest vestige of resemblance, +either in looks, manners, or disposition.</p> + +<p>Not that Toni gave herself airs. On the contrary, she was the most +cheerful and light-hearted little soul in the world. She flung herself +bodily into all the family's interests and pursuits, helped her uncle +with his books and her aunt with her housework, was Fanny's sworn +confidante and ally in all matters of the heart. The younger children +adored her for her good looks, her vivacity, her high spirits; and even +the flashes of rage which now and then marred her usually sunny temper +were fascinating in their very fire.</p> + +<p>Yet—with it all she was not, never would be, one of them. Fanny was +inclined to put it down to her foreign blood—for Toni's mother had been +Italian. The elder Gibbs fancied the girl's superior education was +responsible—for Toni had been to a real "Seminary for Young Ladies," in +contradistinction to the Council School attended by her cousins; while +as for Toni herself, though she was as fully conscious as the rest that +she was "different, somehow," she could never say, with any certainty, +in what the difference lay.</p> + +<p>Perhaps a psychologist would have found Antonia's position an +interesting one. Briefly, her history was this.</p> + +<p>The Gibbs were North-Country people, a good old yeoman family who had +been in service with an older and more aristocratic people in the county +of Yorkshire. The family, however, had begun, a few generations back, to +die out. Instead of the usual lusty sons, only daughters had been born +to most of the Gibbs, and they in their turn married and died, in the +nature of things relinquishing their own name, until there were few +left.</p> + +<p>So the race dwindled, until old Matthew Gibbs and his two sons Fred and +Roger were the last representatives of the old stock; and to the +father's bitter disappointment neither boy would consent to settle down +on the farm and carry out the tradition of the family. Fred, always a +pushing, commercially-minded lad, found farming too slow and +unprofitable to satisfy him, and he took service in a butcher's shop at +York, as a first step towards his goal, London, in which city he +eventually made his home, married a Cockney girl, and settled down for +the rest of his prosperous life.</p> + +<p>The second son, Roger, early showed a desire to travel; and though his +father would have kept him at home, he realized that after all youth +will be served, and let the boy go out into the world as soon as he had +passed his eighteenth birthday.</p> + +<p>Being possessed of unlimited confidence, exceptional strength and a +light-hearted determination to make something of life, Roger was +successful from the start. As is often her way with those from whom she +means, later, to exact a heavy toll, Fate smiled upon the good-looking +young man who faced her so gaily. He got one post after another: +secretary, mechanic, groom—for he was equally clever with hands and +head. In this or that capacity he travelled quite extensively for some +years, and finally, having a natural bent for languages, came to Rome in +the position of courier to a rich American family. It happened that the +daughter of the house had an Italian maid, a beautiful, refined girl +from Southern Italy; and the young people quickly fell in love. In spite +of his apparent irresponsibility Roger had saved a little money, and +within six months he had married his Italian girl and carried her off to +live in a village on the side of a mountain not far from Naples, where +for four blissful years they lived in perfect contentment.</p> + +<p>Old Matthew Gibbs, having in his later years sustained heavy +agricultural losses, was dead, and there was nothing to call Roger back +to England. He much preferred, indeed, to remain in the South, and as +their wants were simple he and his wife were able to live quite +comfortably on Roger's own little bit of money and the few <i>lire</i> he +made through the kindly offices of the village priest, who liked the gay +young Englishman and put many odd jobs—translation, the acting as +interpreter and guide to tourists, and other things of the sort—in his +way.</p> + +<p>When Toni came to complete the trio, their happiness was complete; and +for three years after her birth the little house on the hill-side was +the home of joy and love and all the pleasant domestic virtues and +graces.</p> + +<p>When the child was three years old, the elder Antonia, herself only a +girl, died, after twenty-four hours' fever; and in one black hour Roger +paid for all the sunny days with which Fortune had so lavishly endowed +him.</p> + +<p>When at length he summoned up resolution to face the future he +determined, with a passionate desire to carry out his young wife's +unspoken entreaty, to devote himself to his child; and with this +intention he stayed on bravely in the little home from which the +sunshine had departed.</p> + +<p>For nearly six years they lived together in the tiny village near +Naples; and gradually the pall began to lift from the young man's +spirit, and the sunshine and the flowers, the blue sky and sea, and the +snow-capped mountains made their appeal once again to the warm, ardent +soul which sorrow had darkened.</p> + +<p>During these six years father and daughter had lived frugally, almost as +the peasants lived; yet with a daintiness, an order, which were unknown +to the peasants. The little Antonia—Toni, as they called her—grew +straight and strong as she played on the mountain slopes, or ate the +simple meals of grapes and bread and goat's flesh provided for her by +the old housekeeper, Fiammetta, who ruled both the pretty child and the +handsome young father with a rule of iron which yet made life a very +well-ordered and gracious existence.</p> + +<p>But when Toni had almost reached her ninth birthday the change came. The +good old priest died; and with the death of his sole friend Roger Gibbs +found life in the village impossible.</p> + +<p>Truth to tell, it was a marvel he had borne it so long. Only a numbing +blow such as he had received could have stunned his faculties into +acquiescence with this sleepy, uneventful existence; and now, suddenly, +his soul awoke from its peaceful slumber and demanded life, and yet more +life.</p> + +<p>Italy became all at once unendurable. The nomad spirit was aroused, and +nothing would satisfy the man but a fresh start in life's pilgrimage.</p> + +<p>His little daughter, too, must be educated; and although he loved the +child with all the concentrated passion of a man who has lost the woman +of whom the child is his only memento, he yet felt that the time had +come when he must shake himself free from the trammels of domesticity +and live once again the life of a man in some free, wild, +adventure-filled land.</p> + +<p>A month after Father Pietro's death Roger and his little daughter +Antonia were in England. The father's first object was to seek out his +brother Fred and see if he and his wife would take charge of the child +for a short time; and this he found both Fred and his comely spouse very +willing to do. There were other children in the home who were only too +ready to welcome the pretty little Toni; and after a stay of some weeks +in the noisy Brixton house Roger Gibbs had bidden his little daughter +farewell, and had gone forth once more, this time as assistant purser on +a liner, a post to which one of his former employers had assisted him +opportunely. It was a chance to see more of the world, and the man +embraced it gladly enough, though it would certainly prove irksome in +the end.</p> + +<p>After that it was long before Toni saw her father again. At regular +intervals he sent money for her maintenance; and she grew up with her +cousins, attending the big Council School in the next street with them, +and sharing in all the ups and downs of the Gibbs family.</p> + +<p>When she was thirteen Roger returned from an expedition to Peru, in the +course of which he had amassed a respectable sum of money, and father +and daughter met again, a meeting fraught, on Roger's side, with +something like disappointment.</p> + +<p>Four years of London life had transformed the olive-skinned, dreamy-eyed +child into a pale, long-legged girl who, although she had not lost her +soft Southern voice, used the colloquialisms of street and playground +with unpleasing fluency. True, she wore her shabby clothes with an air +of grace, but contact with other children had developed her into a +sharp, somewhat pert <i>gamine</i>, who was reputed quick at her lessons, but +equally, and less meritoriously, quick with her tongue.</p> + +<p>Within her father's mind disillusionment reigned supreme. Naturally, it +was not the fault of the child that she had taken on so quickly the +colour of her environment; nor, fortunately, was it too late to overlay +those traits with other and more pleasing characteristics. But thinking +of the soft-eyed, gentle, loving Italian girl he had married, Roger +resolved that her child should have another chance before it was too +late; and with that object in mind he scoured the neighbourhood until he +found what suited him, a quiet, old-fashioned ladies' school, conducted +by two prim but kindly women who appeared to him likely to have the +influence he sought.</p> + +<p>The Misses Holland were interested in his story, pleased with the idea +of softening and refining the child, half-Italian, half-Londoner, and +made things easy for the bronzed and handsome father; with the result +that from that time Toni's connection with the Council School ceased, +and she became a boarder, on surprisingly low terms, at the aforesaid +School for Young Ladies; where she remained until she was close on +seventeen.</p> + +<p>These years were the turning point of Antonia's life. Here, in company +with twenty other girls, somewhat above her in station, she learnt, +among other things, the virtues of gentleness, quietness in voice and +movement, unselfishness, and many kindred things; and those years of +happy, monotonous toil, broken only by pleasant, friendly treats, or +gentle, old-fashioned punishments, were full of use and value to the +growing girl.</p> + +<p>On her seventeenth birthday she was to leave school for good; and it had +been settled that her father was then to return to England and make a +home for her—a hope which the girl had hugged to her heart through all +these quiet years.</p> + +<p>But on the very day which should have seen her emancipation something +happened.</p> + +<p>The liner on which Roger was hastening back to England, after a year in +the East, went down in a mighty gale off Gibraltar; and Roger Gibbs was +among the drowned.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>Of course all hope of that little home was at an end now. No more +remittances could be looked for, the store of money left for her +education was all spent; and though it seemed incredible that Roger +should have made no provision for his daughter's future, such indeed +proved to be the fact.</p> + +<p>Doubtless he had intended to settle down, to obtain some post in +England; but as things turned out there was nothing left for Antonia. +Let it be said at once that her relations behaved well. The Misses +Holland, too, would have taken her to help in the school but for the +unexpected advent of a needy niece of their own; but from the first +Antonia set her face against teaching.</p> + +<p>She did not like it, would rather go in for business, she said; and the +upshot of it all was that after some time she managed to obtain a post +in a large typewriting office in order to learn the work, after which +she was required to give her services for a period of twelve months for +a nominal salary in return for the teaching and business training +bestowed upon her.</p> + +<p>It was not a very good bargain; but she closed with it in lieu of a +better opening; and when, in a few weeks from the date of her aunt's +tea-party, she would be free to earn her living in her own way, she +would be able to defray the expense to which that same aunt had been put +during her time of apprenticeship.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>So rapid is thought that between the beginning and ending of the task of +changing her outdoor shoes and stockings for slightly better ones, +Antonia's quick mind had flashed back over those years which had, so she +owned to herself, made all the difference; but not for worlds would she +have let her cousin know that she recognized any such difference.</p> + +<p>"Different! Not a bit of it!" She looked up and spoke with more warmth +than usual. "And as for the boys liking me—well, you're engaged, and +I'm not!"</p> + +<p>"Well, yes, there is that to be said!" Fanny regarded with affection the +cheap gold ring, set with imitation rubies, which adorned her plump +hand. "But you know, Toni, you could got Mr. Dowson any minute if you +tried!"</p> + +<p>"Mr. Dowson!" Toni, occupied in brushing out her black hair, tossed her +head with a little foreign gesture peculiar to her. "Why, Fan, how could +I marry Mr. Dowson! He's very nice, and good-hearted, but his chest is +narrow, and he's going bald!"</p> + +<p>"Well, that's not his fault," returned Fanny practically, "and it's not +with age either, because he's quite young. I expect it's with studying +so hard."</p> + +<p>"I daresay—but still ... of course he's clever," owned Toni rather +grudgingly, "he must be, to be a dentist, but—no, Fan, I'm not going to +marry Mr. Dowson, so there!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, all right." Fanny was a philosopher. "You know your own business +best. Will you do me up, dear, and tell me how you like my frock? I +think myself it's rather striking."</p> + +<p>Thus besought, Toni stuck the last pin-casually in her hair and came to +give her assistance in the matter of "doing up."</p> + +<p>Miss Frances Gibbs' dress was composed of a bright rose-pink voile, +bought cheaply at a sale, ornamented with a sash of ribbon of an equally +vivid hue of violet; and striking it certainly was, in the sense that +one felt inclined to collapse at sight of it. Miss Gibbs' figure being +of the order which dressmakers call "full," the effect was distinctly +startling; and as Fanny had carefully arranged her abundant hair in as +many rolls as she could possibly manage, it is to be inferred that she +presented a more overpowering effect than ever.</p> + +<p>Although, possibly owing to her Italian blood, Toni herself had a +weakness for bright colours, on other people, this daring juxtaposition +of pink and violet was a trifle bizarre even for her taste; and she +looked critically at Fanny as the latter paraded under the gas jet in +order to show off the "creation" to its best advantage.</p> + +<p>"Well?" Fanny's tone was anxious; and Antonia flung scruple to the +winds.</p> + +<p>"It's lovely, Fan, and you look scrumptious in it!" She hastily produced +from a paper bag a bunch of violets she had intended for her own +adornment. "Here, let me pin these in for you, they will finish you off +beautifully."</p> + +<p>"But they're yours, Toni!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, never mind me!" Toni laughed recklessly. "I've not got a Josh +waiting for me downstairs—and anyway, I don't much care to wear +flowers, they die so quickly, poor dears."</p> + +<p>Her own frock, an oft-washed white muslin, was donned in a second. A +bright green ribbon round her waist, a pair of greenstone earrings put +in beneath the clustering black hair, giving her a quaintly picturesque +look, and Antonia was ready for the evening's jollity.</p> + +<p>As the cousins ran downstairs together, an appetising smell of roasting +chickens came to their nostrils, and Toni sniffed appreciatively.</p> + +<p>"I wish Uncle Fred had a birthday every week! Isn't it fun having people +in and playing games afterwards!"</p> + +<p>"Rather, but I wish we'd been going to the theatre!"</p> + +<p>"Well, so do I," conceded Toni, "but anyhow this is better than one of +our usual dull evenings!"</p> + +<p>Half an hour later the feast was in full progress. The table in the +little "front room" literally groaned with good things; indeed, so +liberally was it provided that half-way through the meal the butcher +insisted on removing the vase of chrysanthemums which stood proudly in +the middle on a green paper mat, alleging as he did so that "them +flowers took up a sight too much room"—an axiom to which he stuck in +spite of his daughter's remonstrances.</p> + +<p>Besides the family there were three guests. Mr. Joshua Lee who was +engaged to Fanny, naturally had the place of honour beside her; and from +that vantage ground he played the part of prospective son-in-law to +perfection, removing the plates, running about in search of a mislaid +salt-cellar, and generally acquitting himself, so Fanny thought proudly, +like a perfect gentleman.</p> + +<p>The other two guests were less busy. One of them, Mr. Britton, sat +beside his hostess and carried on an animated conversation with her as +to the nature and effect of the various patent medicines they had +mutually sampled; while the remaining guest, Mr. Dowson, sat next to +Antonia, and endeavoured, without much success, to attract her attention +to himself.</p> + +<p>Halfway through one of his most intimate speeches Toni interrupted him +ruthlessly.</p> + +<p>"Aunt Jean, where's Lu?"</p> + +<p>"Got smacked and sent to bed for stealing jam," her youngest cousin +informed her unctuously. "My! She did howl! I guess Ma thumped her +pretty well!"</p> + +<p>"I did whip her rather hard," confessed Mrs. Gibbs half-apologetically. +"I was real vexed with her when I found her with her fingers in the jar! +But there, she's been wanting a smacking long enough, and I expect it'll +do her good," she finished up cheerfully.</p> + +<p>"Poor Lu! And she'd been so looking forward to to-night!" Toni's soft +heart was wrung for the culprit. "Did she have any tea, Auntie?"</p> + +<p>"Not she. I sent her straight off to bed." Mrs. Gibbs' tone was uneasy +now. "And she didn't eat no dinner to-day, she was that excited!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, poor Lu! Can't I take her up something, Aunt Jean?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Gibbs appeared to consider the question, though everyone at the +table knew very well that her mother-heart had relented towards her +darling long ago.</p> + +<p>"Well, I don't mind if you do take her just a bite," she said presently; +and amid much laughter and sympathetic joking a tray was fitted out with +various delicacies and entrusted to the willing hands of Antonia.</p> + +<p>Up she went, finding Lu's room in darkness, Lu herself lying sullenly +awake, refusing to be comforted.</p> + +<p>Her plump little person had strongly resented the force of her mother's +stern hand; but her vanity was more severely hurt by the fact that the +visitors downstairs would know both the cause and the method of her +punishment. Therefore she turned away and pretended to be asleep; but +Toni's gentle hand pulling down the clothes, Toni's soft voice murmuring +of forgiveness and compensation were too much for the child.</p> + +<p>She sat up, disclosing the tear-stains on her round cheeks in the light +of the candle Toni carried, and allowed herself to be comforted with +alternate bites of chicken and sips of lemonade.</p> + +<p>"That's better!" Toni gave her a plate of trifle, and brushed back the +tangled curls from the hot little forehead. "Now eat that up and then I +must run away. They're waiting for me, you know, so when you've finished +you must give me a kiss and go straight to sleep."</p> + +<p>"Yes, Toni." Lu lay obediently down, soothed by the girl's kind tone. +"I'll go to sleep all right if ... if Ma'll come up and say good-night!"</p> + +<p>"Of course she will!" Toni smiled at the child's involuntary clinging to +the mother who had punished her. "I'll tell her you're waiting—and now +I must fly! Good-night, Ducky, sleep well!"</p> + +<p>She kissed the child, her eyes very soft as she bent over the bed; and +then, picking up the tray, she ran swiftly downstairs again and +re-entered the room where tea was rapidly drawing to an end.</p> + +<p>"How kind-hearted you are, Miss Toni," said Mr. Dowson admiringly as she +slipped into her seat beside him. "Lots of people would have said the +kiddy deserved to be whipped and sent to bed."</p> + +<p>"I daresay she did, but that didn't make it any better—for her," +laughed Toni, with a vivid remembrance of her aunt's corrective powers. +"I know what Auntie's whippings are like, you see, and they're no joke!"</p> + +<p>"You don't mean to say Mrs. Gibbs ever dared to ... to punish you, Miss +Antonia?" His pale-blue eyes were aghast at the thought of such +sacrilege.</p> + +<p>"Oh, rather!" Toni laughed joyously at his face of horror. "She's +whipped me heaps, of times.... I expect I deserved it, too, for I can +assure you I was never a pattern child!"</p> + +<p>"I ... I would like to see anyone venture to lay a hand on you," said +Mr. Dowson earnestly—too earnestly for Toni's liking. "Miss Antonia, if +you ... if you would only give me the right ..."</p> + +<p>Bang! An hilariously-disposed little Gibbs had exploded a cracker in the +young man's ear; and Mr. Dowson, blushing to the very edge of his +extremely high collar, subsided rather wrathfully.</p> + +<p>Much to Antonia's relief the party rose from the table a moment later; +and with a stern determination in her mind not to allow Mr. Dowson +another opportunity to make the avowal which she knew very well trembled +on his lips, Toni bustled gaily about, helping to clear the table and +make things ready for the evening's festivity.</p> + +<p>Mr. Dowson's pale eyes followed her about rather wistfully. To him the +white-clad, black-crowned little figure represented a dream—the +fulfilment, rather, of an ideal which he had never dared to hope would +materialize in his own hard-working, rather grey and sordid life.</p> + +<p>Although, thanks to a kindly patron, Leonard Dowson had been able to +carry out his desire and qualify as a dentist, he was under no delusion +as to his social position. He came of humble, illiterate folk, and he +knew well enough that in a fashionable, high-class practice he would be +altogether out of place.</p> + +<p>He set up his surgery, therefore, in the populous neighbourhood of +Brixton; and now, after five years' strenuous toil, he was beginning to +pay his way, beginning also to dream of a wife to bear him company in +the dingy, narrow house in which he dwelt.</p> + +<p>That Antonia Gibbs would ever consent to be his wife he almost feared to +believe. He wooed her persistently, quietly, bringing her books—which +she seldom opened—an occasional bunch of flowers, or, more rarely +still, a box of sweets of some variety which his professional soul +warranted harmless, for Mr. Dowson was conscientiousness itself, and +nothing would have persuaded him to place his lady-love's little white +teeth in jeopardy, even though by such means she might be brought into +contact with him.</p> + +<p>For her sake he scraped and saved, denying himself the least luxury, so +that if she came to him he could at least offer her a decent home; and +every act of petty self-sacrifice was sweet to him because it was +endured for her.</p> + +<p>Yet Toni never gave him a second thought. To her, in her vivid youth, +Mr. Dowson, with his thirty-five years, his prematurely bald head, his +narrow chest, was a being of another race than her own. She knew—the +minx—that the man was deeply and quietly in love with her, but with the +unconscious cruelty of youth she ignored his suffering, and possibly +despised him ever so little that he continued to sigh for something +which he ought to have known was, for him, unattainable.</p> + +<p>Yet to-night, her spirits raised by her unexpected good-fortune, Toni +showed herself more than usually bewitching; and although she managed to +stave off the declaration which still trembled on the young man's lips, +she played games with him in the most friendly fashion, and bade him +good-night at last with so sweet a smile that he almost fell upon his +knees then and there and kissed the slim little feet in their cheap +patent shoes!</p> + +<p>He did not do it, fortunately. He retained just sufficient common sense +to know that the proceeding would have annoyed his divinity; and instead +he merely squeezed her hand and murmured a few inarticulate words which +meant a good deal more than they contrived to convey.</p> + +<p>Then, arriving at home, he went to bed—and dreamed of Toni.</p> + +<p>But Toni's dreams—the rainbow dreams of happy youth—were of a very +different quality.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_V" id="CHAPTER_V"></a>CHAPTER V</h2> + + +<p>Precisely at nine o'clock on the following morning Antonia presented +herself at the office of the new review; and was forthwith conducted to +the editor's room.</p> + +<p>Here Owen and Barry were waiting for her; and at the sight of the trim +little figure in the doorway the faces of both men brightened.</p> + +<p>In truth Toni was pleasant to look upon. She had taken off her hat and +coat in the little ante-room, and as she stood there in her black frock, +with its demure little white turn-down collar, she looked very young, +very shy, and if the truth must be told, very pretty. Whereupon Barry, +who loved all pretty girls in a harmless, kindly fashion, rejoiced +exceedingly; while even Owen, to whom things feminine were at present +anathema, owned to himself that she was certainly more attractive to +have about the place than her sour-faced predecessor.</p> + +<p>It was Barry who put her at her ease, of course. Not being troubled with +shyness he greeted her in friendly fashion, bade her come in, and +pointed out to her the chair, behind the typewriter, which she was +expected to fill.</p> + +<p>Yes, she said, in answer to questioning, she was used to a Remington. +No, she had never been connected with journalism before. Yes, she was +well up in ordinary office work, and—in answer to Owen, this—she knew +pretty well the rules of composition, grammar, etc.</p> + +<p>"That's good." Owen spoke formally, and Toni decided instantly that she +liked Mr. Raymond the better of the two. "Well, I have here an article I +want you to type at once, and then—can you read proof?"</p> + +<p>Blushing, she owned her inability to do so. Privately, she was not at +all sure what he meant, but dread of Miss Hardy's wrath should she be +returned to the office marked "Incompetent" forced her to add quickly:—</p> + +<p>"But I'm sure I could learn if—if you wouldn't mind showing me how to +do it."</p> + +<p>"I'm sure you could." Barry spoke kindly and she turned to him with a +feeling of relief. "When you have typed that article for Mr. Rose I'll +show you how, and then you'll manage all right."</p> + +<p>"Teach her now," advised Rose, looking up from the manuscript he was +scanning. "This stuff wants a bit of revising, and you might as well do +something for your living, Barry, you lazy wretch."</p> + +<p>Barry smilingly disclaimed any right to the title.</p> + +<p>"I'm ready to work as hard as anyone," he said gaily.</p> + +<p>"But as I'm only considered fit to do the theatrical criticisms and play +office-boy to you, Owen, naturally I find time to make holiday now and +then. Well, Miss ... er ..."</p> + +<p>"Gibbs." She supplied him with the name as he hesitated.</p> + +<p>"Gibbs? You won't mind being known as 'Our Miss Gibbs,' will you?" His +tone was free of all offence, and Toni smiled in response. "Now, here's +a chair for me, and if only our chief will hold his peace for half an +hour, I'll soon put you wise, as the Yankees say."</p> + +<p>He sat down beside her, and pulling a couple of galley proof-sheets +towards him, began to initiate her into the mysteries of "reading." For +all his laughing manner he was an excellent teacher; and after twenty +minutes of his clear and lucid exposition the girl felt she was +beginning to grasp her lesson thoroughly. She proved, too, wonderfully +quick at detecting mistakes, and Barry, who had petitioned the heads of +the office they had selected not to send him any Council School product, +was pleased to find that her spelling was admirable, her grammar +passable, and her memory retentive.</p> + +<p>As to the meaning which the article they were correcting conveyed to +her, Barry was a little doubtful.</p> + +<p>It was a short summary, by a famous Catholic writer, of some of the +lesser-understood aspects of mysticism; and Barry suspected that a good +deal of it was Greek to her, though she did her best to answer him +intelligently when he questioned her, rather artfully, on the correct +reading of a somewhat involved sentence.</p> + +<p>As a matter of fact, Toni was wondering inwardly what on earth it was +all about. Her education, though sound so far as it went, had been +thoroughly old-fashioned; and at this period of her development it is to +be feared there were whole tracts of mind and brain left vacant—for +Toni belonged, by adoption at least, to a class who read only for +amusement and occupation, and are not in the least anxious to try their +mental teeth on any abstract theories or philosophies of life. She was +at present all for the concrete. Things seen and known were of +importance, things unseen were alike uninteresting and incredible. The +abstract virtues were all very well, but life was much too vivid and +important to allow itself to be ousted by dreams and speculations.</p> + +<p>Something of this Barry, who had an almost femininely swift intuition, +guessed as he sat beside Toni on this first morning; but Toni was much +too intent on her work to wonder what he thought of her; and by the time +she had done a little typing, taken down a few letters, and read a short +proof all by herself, it was one o'clock, and she was dismissed in +search of lunch.</p> + +<p>When she returned, nearly an hour later, she found Owen alone, studying +a dummy copy of the review; and seeing she was interested, Owen handed +it over for her to see.</p> + +<p>"The <i>Bridge</i>." She quoted the title a little dubiously. "Is that what +you call it? But—what does it mean?"</p> + +<p>Taking it back into his own hands, Owen pointed with a pencil to the +design on the cover.</p> + +<p>"Here is the Bridge, you see, and this stream of people passing over it +symbolize the present generation. This side of the bridge represents the +past, from which the present comes; this, over the bridge, is the +future, towards which the pilgrims are hastening. The idea is to bridge +the gulf between past and future, between the old worlds and the new; +and with that in mind we try, while never neglecting the storehouse of +the past, to point to the future, with all its wonderful, and as yet +unwon, rewards and discoveries."</p> + +<p>She murmured a word or two, and he went on with a note of enthusiasm in +his voice.</p> + +<p>"Personally, I look to the future with confidence. Some people say +the golden age of poetry, of music and letters generally, is past; +but I don't agree. I think that there will be a fresh Renaissance +presently, that there will be found fresh hands to pass on the sacred +torch ... there's a flood of brilliant youth let loose in the world just +now; and every bit of help the <i>Bridge</i> can give is at the service of +that marvellous band."</p> + +<p>He broke off suddenly, the light of the visionary gleaming in his eyes; +but seeing, with a slight pang of disappointment, that his outburst was +unintelligible to his hearer, he threw down the paper and laughed.</p> + +<p>"There, Miss Gibbs, I have finished! Don't start me on the subject +unless you're ready to be bored. Talk to Barry about it—he is able to +look upon the <i>Bridge</i> quite sanely, as a means of providing bread and +butter; but I'm afraid I'm a bit of a fanatic."</p> + +<p>Toni, uncertain of her ground, but desperately anxious to appear +intelligent, murmured something shyly, and Rose pulled out his watch +with a smile.</p> + +<p>"After two already! Well, Miss Gibbs, I'm off for lunch. You might just +sort these papers out a bit, will you? We seem to have let things get +into rather a muddle."</p> + +<p>"I'll do it at once. There would be plenty of room for everything if +some of these papers wore tidied up."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I suppose you're right." Owen, who loved order, but was too +impatient to preserve it, spoke dubiously. "Of course some of those +papers are done with, but you wouldn't know which to keep, would you?"</p> + +<p>"Perhaps Mr. Raymond would help me?"</p> + +<p>Owen's face cleared.</p> + +<p>"Of course—do the idle young beggar good. All right, Miss Gibbs, he +shall give you a hand this afternoon when he gets back. He's an awfully +good sort, you know, though I pretend to rag him. He's as clever as you +please, and with it all as obliging and unspoilt as possible. Well, I'd +better go. You can get along all right, can you?"</p> + +<p>Receiving her reply, he lit a cigarette and went out, assuring himself +that so far she promised well.</p> + +<p>"Pretty little thing, and anxious to please us. Shallow, I expect, +emotional probably, and not brainy enough to appreciate the symbolism of +the <i>Bridge</i>. Well, we don't want too brilliant a typist, after +all—Miss Jenkins and her 'culture' were a bit trying at times!"</p> + +<p>And then meeting by chance an old friend who insisted on carrying him +off to lunch, Owen speedily forgot that such a person as Miss Antonia +Gibbs existed in the world.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VI" id="CHAPTER_VI"></a>CHAPTER VI</h2> + + +<p>It did not take Miss Fanny Gibbs very long to discover that her cousin's +new post held for her an interest beyond that which an unusually +congenial situation might be expected to hold.</p> + +<p>In Miss Gibbs' world one's "job" was generally of very secondary +importance to one's private affairs; and the fact is not to be wondered +at when one remembers that the life of the average shop or business girl +can by no manner of means be called either pleasant or exciting.</p> + +<p>Hitherto Toni had been fully in accord with her cousin's opinion. +Although the robust, if promiscuous, flirtations in which Fanny, before +her engagement, had indulged freely had never appealed to the more +fastidious Toni, she had always been quite ready to join in any fun +which might be going. She had eaten sweets gaily in the cheap seats of +theatre or picture-palace, had made one at the many informal and +harmless little gatherings for which Fanny had a taste; and had +cheerfully and quite normally grumbled if detained at the office one +moment longer than she considered fair.</p> + +<p>But of late Antonia had altered strangely; and Fanny's shrewd eyes noted +the change almost from the first.</p> + +<p>To begin with, Toni was always in a fidget to get to work. Miss Gibbs +took her annual week's holiday just then, and had plenty of time to note +her cousin's behaviour; and the way in which Toni swallowed her +breakfast and clad herself for the start was a revelation to one who +knew her former dilatory nature.</p> + +<p>Toni had always been careful of her appearance—more so than her cousin +considered at all necessary; but now she was absolutely ridiculous, so +thought Fanny, with her new Peter-Pan collars and her fussy attention to +her pretty hands, set off by tiny lace cuffs to match the collars. Her +black frock, only a year old, was perfectly good and serviceable yet; +but the extravagant creature must needs make herself another one in her +spare time, and never had she been so particular about the cut, nor so +incessant in her demands on Fanny for a helping hand with the +"trying-on." She bought herself a new hat, too, a little soft affair in +which she looked perfectly delicious; and as the days went by it seemed +to Fanny that her cousin was growing prettier and more attractive every +week, with a still more bewitching colour in her rounded cheeks, and a +still more sparkling light in her Southern eyes.</p> + +<p>Yet even her woman's wit could not fathom the mystery of Toni's new joy +in life. When interrogated concerning her employers, Toni was always +vague. That there were two of them Fanny knew; but from Toni's extremely +colourless description, Miss Gibbs gathered that neither was at all what +the girls called interesting; and Mr. Rose, at least, almost +middle-aged. (Heaven knows what flight of fancy on the part of +Toni—Toni, whose magic romance was the shyest, most delicate fantasy in +the world—was responsible for that fallacy!)</p> + +<p>That Barry was younger Fanny understood; but so lightly did Toni touch +upon his kindness that Fanny could not be accused of density in her +conception of him as a nonentity in whom her little cousin could take no +interest.</p> + +<p>Yet that someone was responsible for Toni's sudden outburst of new +beauty Miss Gibbs felt assured; and it gradually dawned upon her that +there were other men about the place to whom Miss Antonia Gibbs might +well appeal.</p> + +<p>When questioned about these others, the subordinates who were workers +like herself, Antonia at first stared, then coloured impatiently, and +finally laughed, with a queer note of impishness in her laughter which +puzzled Fanny more than ever.</p> + +<p>That she, who was privileged to breathe the same atmosphere as Owen +Rose, could be supposed even to realize the existence of any outsider +was in itself absurd, if not almost insulting; but Toni was quick to see +that here was the opportunity she sought to conceal her wonderful, +presumptuous dream.</p> + +<p>For she was in love—she knew it now—wildly, deliriously, gloriously in +love with Owen. To her he was the embodiment of all that was most noble, +most god-like in man. His voice was music, his commands gifts, his rare +vexation as the frown of Jove. She trembled and turned pale at his +footstep, and when he spoke to her suddenly her heart throbbed and her +colour came and went until she felt as though he must observe her +emotion.</p> + +<p>In a word, she was in love; and when it is remembered that on one side +of her Toni was purely of the South—the glowing, ardent, passionate +South—it is not to be wondered at that this new emotion dominated her +whole being to the exclusion of all else.</p> + +<p>Her love, indeed, was pathetic in its young ignorance. Anyone could have +told her that she was wasting her treasure, that it was the act of a +fool to pour out her priceless gift at the feet of one who did not want +it, who would consider it a mere presumption.</p> + +<p>Her place in Owen's life was that of a servant, a subordinate; and her +common sense should have told her that in that light alone would Owen +inevitably behold her. Vaguely she realized this—knew well enough that +he never thought of her save as his more or less useful secretary, but +after all, she could not be expected to reason out this thing too +closely. Its very vagueness, indeed, lent it charm. Her love was veiled, +as it were, in a most delicate, most diaphanous mist, which took from it +all earthliness, and left it intangible, magical as some gift from +fairyland. So far, no hint of desire had entered into it. It was all +unselfish, girlish adoration, an almost childish reverence for one +immeasurably her superior; and though she made her new dress and +adjusted her little bits of muslin and lace with scrupulous care, it was +not so much in the hope that she might find favour in Owen's eyes as in +the personal longing to make herself more worthy of the love within her.</p> + +<p>It never entered her head that Owen would suspect her secret. Indeed, +the whole affair was so dream-like, of so unsubstantial, so gossamer a +lightness, that merely to speculate upon her romance would have been to +shatter it, as one might put a finger through a fairy cobweb.</p> + +<p>She loved—and at present that was enough. To be with Owen daily, to sit +in the same room, breathe the same air, obey his wishes, help him with +his work, was all she desired; and being at heart an incurable little +optimist, she was content to weave her rose-coloured dreams, spin her +shining web, with no anxiety about the future to shadow and darken her +thoughts.</p> + +<p>Yet Barry, with his quick intuition, was uncannily aware of the girl's +infatuation; and it was Barry who, through his very knowledge of her +secret, precipitated the inevitable revelation.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>One day during Toni's absence for lunch the two men were sitting +together in Owen's room when Owen suddenly threw a large unmounted +photograph across to his friend.</p> + +<p>"What's this, Owen? Oh—your house at Willowhurst, isn't it? By Jove, +it's a lovely place—I wonder you don't live there."</p> + +<p>The moment he had spoken he would willingly have recalled his words, but +Owen gave him no time.</p> + +<p>"You forget—I was going to live there!" His smile was forced. "The +people who have had it for years cleared out last October, and it was +all put in apple-pie order then, in anticipation of my wife's arrival."</p> + +<p>Barry, red and embarrassed, said nothing, but examined the photograph +with unnecessary minuteness.</p> + +<p>"Seems a pity the place should stand idle," went on Owen musingly. "It's +a jolly old house, and been in the family for centuries—built before +the river became fashionable—and the grounds are really fine; some +gorgeous old trees and shrubs in them."</p> + +<p>"How far from town?" Barry put the first question that suggested itself.</p> + +<p>"Oh, not far—twenty or thirty miles. You can get up easily in a car or +by a fast train. Greenriver—that's the house—is really charmingly +situated, with big grounds at the back, and the river just beneath the +house."</p> + +<p>"You lived there as a youngster?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. When my father died my mother couldn't bear to live there, and we +let the place. After her death I could have gone back, but somehow I +didn't want to. It was only when I met Vivian——"</p> + +<p>He broke off suddenly, and springing to his feet, began to pace up and +down.</p> + +<p>"By Jove, Barry, what fools we men make of ourselves over women! Just +because Vivian was kind, smiled on me, seemed really interested in my +affairs, I told her everything—all sorts of things I haven't even told +you, old chap! We used to go for strolls together in the summer +evenings—once or twice we motored down to Richmond and went for a walk +in the park ... we used to talk about all sorts of things ... women are +the very deuce for leading men on to talk. They pretend to be so +interested, ask such gentle little questions, are so sympathetic, so +kind ... and when it comes to sport, a girl like Vivian can talk as well +as any man."</p> + +<p>He sighed impatiently.</p> + +<p>"We didn't talk sentiment—those days. We were chums—the best of +chums ... discussed flying, motoring—she used to drive a little car +of her own. Sometimes we played golf—and, by Jove, she could pretty +nearly beat me! She was interested in all the things I liked, was a +rattling good shot with a rifle, and hadn't a nerve in her. Clever, too; +could talk on all sorts of subjects, and had read books I'd never even +heard of! She spoke three or four languages ... but—but it wasn't +that."</p> + +<p>He broke off in his rambling talk to light a cigarette, and then +continued, in the same musing tone.</p> + +<p>"It was something else. She was so handsome, so—so fine, somehow. I +used to think, when we were engaged, that she was like Brunhilde, or +some of the other Wagnerian heroines. Sometimes I couldn't help +thinking"—he coloured—"what splendid children a woman like that would +have. She ... she satisfied one, somehow. You knew she was sound in +every way—the sort of woman one would always be proud of—and when I +thought of her as the mistress of Greenriver, I——"</p> + +<p>He threw away his cigarette impatiently.</p> + +<p>"What a fool I am! What a damned fool you must think me, raving about a +woman who played me the shabbiest trick a woman could play! God! When I +think of it—think how I was deceived, I—I hate the woman! I hate +myself for being such a fool, but I hate her more! Well, she's married +now—good luck to her!—and there's only one thing for me to do; I must +get married too!"</p> + +<p>"But why?" Barry's blue eyes were very kindly as they looked at his +friend. "Why not go on as you are for a bit longer?"</p> + +<p>"Why not?" He stretched out his arms with a curious, restless gesture. +"Because I've got unsettled, I suppose. You see, when you've looked on +yourself as practically a married man, planned everything, renounced +your bachelor ways and anticipated a new and more settled existence, +well, somehow you can't go back to the old state of things. There's the +house, too. I feel as though I wanted to live in it again—the servants +are clamouring for me to go there. I promised, you know, and the river +is so lovely in the summer...."</p> + +<p>"Well, why not go down and have a car?"</p> + +<p>"Go there—alone?" He spoke bitterly. "No, thanks. That would be folly. +I meant to go with my wife——"</p> + +<p>Suddenly he stopped in his restless pacing and faced Barry with gleaming +eyes.</p> + +<p>"By gad, Barry! Why shouldn't I take my wife there after all?"</p> + +<p>"Your wife?" Even the quick-witted Barry was at fault.</p> + +<p>"Yes. My wife." He laughed at the other man's face. "Oh, I'm not married +yet, but why shouldn't I be? I swore I'd marry the first woman who'd +have me, and it's just occurred to me—Barry, do you thing she <i>would</i> +have me?"</p> + +<p>"She? <i>What</i> she?" demanded Barry in justifiable bewilderment.</p> + +<p>"Why, our excellent little secretary and typist—our Miss Gibbs—our +Antonia, known at home as Toni!"</p> + +<p>Barry's boyish face flushed crimson, and for a second he looked so angry +that Owen stared in genuine amazement.</p> + +<p>"Well, Barry, what's up? I assure you my intentions are strictly +honourable! If she'll have me, she shall step into the shoes vacated by +Miss Vivian Rees, and succeed to the house, the car, the boats, and all +the rest of the worldly goods which weren't sufficient to tempt my +beautiful <i>fiancée</i>!"</p> + +<p>"See here, Owen." Barry's voice was quiet. "I suppose you're ragging, +but let me tell you I think the rag's in execrable taste, and I'll be +obliged if you'll drop the subject."</p> + +<p>For a second Owen seemed about to retort in the same tone. Then, quite +suddenly, his face changed.</p> + +<p>"Say, Barry, why all these frills? You surely didn't think I meant any +harm—any disrespect to the girl?"</p> + +<p>"Of course not." He spoke rather coldly. "Only—well, I don't like to +hear you joking about marrying Miss Gibbs. She's a decent little thing, +and far too good to be made a cat's paw in a game of revenge."</p> + +<p>Owen looked at his friend quietly.</p> + +<p>"You're right, Barry, and if I were only joking it would be a bit +low-down. But suppose I mean it? Suppose I ask the girl to marry me, +quite quietly, not entering into any heroics or telling any condemned +lies, and she accepts me, what then?"</p> + +<p>Barry's heart gave a sudden throb of dismay. There was something behind +Owen's calm manner which made him feel vaguely uneasy. Could it be that +Owen too had surprised Toni's pitiful little secret—that he knew—had +known all along that the girl was not so indifferent to him as she +wished to appear?</p> + +<p>For the moment Barry was nonplussed. If it were so, if Owen knew, and, +knowing, chose to take the risk of the girl's acceptance, had he any +right to interfere?</p> + +<p>That Toni would accept, Barry felt almost convinced; and yet, fond as he +was of his friend, fond as he was, too, of the girl with whom he had +worked during these weeks of spring, Barry was clear-sighted enough to +feel assured that such a marriage would not make for happiness.</p> + +<p>It might answer for a time. If Toni wore genuinely attached to Rose, as +Barry was inclined to believe, it was possible—nay, probable—that her +affection for him would bring out the best in Owen's nature, and he +would repay that affection with a real and kindly consideration. But +when the first freshness had worn off, when Owen should have grown used +to the girl's shy gratitude and devotion, when her prettiness, her +radiant youth, her naïve simplicity should have ceased to charm, what +then would remain?</p> + +<p>For all his sporting instincts Owen was primarily a man of letters, +versatile, brilliant, even distinguished in his way; and Barry foresaw a +bitter disillusionment for each of the pair when the real dissimilarity +of their natures should, as must inevitably happen, become apparent to +both.</p> + +<p>To Toni, who never willingly opened a book, her husband's delight and +absorption in the masterpieces of literature must be a constant wonder; +while to Rose, Toni's ignorance, her youthful, unashamed lack of +interest in the "things which matter" would be a perpetual irritation.</p> + +<p>Although not so brilliant as his friend, Barry experienced at times +flashes of almost uncanny insight; and as he contemplated the +possibility of this marriage he had a sudden clear conviction that it +would not, could not, turn out successfully.</p> + +<p>"See here, Owen"—he faced the other man resolutely—"you must know the +thing is quite impossible. Miss Gibbs is a nice little girl, a pretty +little thing and as straight as a die. But she is not your equal in any +sense; neither socially nor intellectually; and though you may not +believe it, you would regret the marriage in a week."</p> + +<p>Owen looked at him, half-affectionately, half-quizzically, for a moment.</p> + +<p>"Why should I, Barry? Toni may not be of very exalted birth, but she is +a hundred times more ladylike than half the flappers one meets in +Society nowadays, with their cigarette-cases, their bridge purses and +their slangy talk. One of those loud young women would be the death of +me in a week—and you know Toni's voice is delightfully soft, with quite +a Southern intonation—caught in Italy, I expect."</p> + +<p>"But what of her education—or lack of it?" Barry went on relentlessly. +"You know quite well that the girl is a little ignoramus in reality. She +has read nothing, been nowhere, learned precious little; and she has no +more conversation than—than a Persian cat."</p> + +<p>"That's a bad simile," said Owen calmly. "A Persian cat doesn't talk +much, I admit, but it is a most fascinating piece of mystery when it +sits still and says nothing. And Miss Gibbs may in reality be just as +mysterious."</p> + +<p>"Oh, you're impossible!" Barry spoke impatiently, and Owen's manner +changed.</p> + +<p>"Come, Barry, confess the truth. You're afraid Toni will jump at me—to +put it baldly. You know"—for a second he hesitated—"you know, Barry, +I'm not blind, and I can't help seeing that the girl has ... well, taken +a fancy to me; and if that is so, seeing that the woman I wanted +wouldn't have me, why shouldn't I offer myself to the one who ... would +perhaps take me if I asked her to?"</p> + +<p>"You really mean to ask her, then?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. I know you won't approve, old chap, but I'm going to do it all the +same. The girl may refuse me, you know, and then there'll be no harm +done."</p> + +<p>And nothing could move him from the attitude he had adopted. The utmost +concession Barry could wring from him was a promise to wait for a week +at least before carrying out his plan; and during the whole of that week +Barry did his utmost to dissuade his friend from taking a step which he +foresaw would end in disaster.</p> + +<p>He argued, cajoled, even thundered, in vain. He spoke of disparity of +tastes, of habits, of views on life in general; and Owen laughingly +reminded him that dissimilarity in tastes was supposed to be a good +foundation for wedded happiness.</p> + +<p>He pointed out that although Antonia herself was a lady in the best +sense of the word, neither he nor Owen knew anything of her family; and +he endeavoured to alarm Rose by his vigorous sketch of her possibly +undesirable relations.</p> + +<p>"I tell you the girl's an orphan," said Owen, smiling as Barry finished +painting an imaginary portrait of a very unattractive mother-in-law. +"She lives with an uncle and aunt and a family of cousins somewhere +Brixton way."</p> + +<p>"Then I suppose the wedding will take place in Brixton," said Barry, +with an assumption of polite interest, and Owen coloured in spite of +himself.</p> + +<p>"No—at least, not in a church. I can't face a regular wedding, Barry, +seeing my bride isn't the one I expected to lead to the altar. I think +the Registrar will have to tie the knot, and we'll dispense with all the +fuss of satins and veils and white flowers that I was dreading with all +my heart!"</p> + +<p>Something in his tone—a hint of dreary disappointment, of a +wretchedness hitherto well concealed, made Barry feel compunction for +his own rough handling of what must have been in reality a sore subject; +and quite suddenly he abandoned his own superior, not to say +condemnatory, attitude for a more human, more sympathetic frame of mind.</p> + +<p>"I say, old chap"—Owen's eyes lightened with pleasure at the friendly +tone—"I've been an awful beast all this time. The fact is, I've thought +only of the girl's point of view. It didn't seem fair she should be used +as a sort of tool to make your position easier; but after all, I believe +on my soul she'd ask nothing better than to marry you; and I know you'd +treat her decently, so—so if——"</p> + +<p>"If I like to do it, you'll give me your blessing, eh, Barry?" Owen's +smile was a little melancholy. "Well, I'll take advantage of your +permission and put it to the little girl herself. She may refuse me, of +course—Miss Rees didn't find me irresistible, did she?" A hint of the +deadly wound she had dealt him coloured his tone. "But unless I'm a +conceited fool I believe I have a sporting chance at least—and I'd like +to show Lady Saxonby she's not the only woman in the world for me!"</p> + +<p>At that moment Toni herself entered the room; and with an effort both +men greeted her as usual, and proceeded to the ordinary routine of the +day's work without giving her any indication that she had interrupted a +discussion of the highest importance to herself.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VII" id="CHAPTER_VII"></a>CHAPTER VII</h2> + + +<p>Antonia had just returned from lunch on the following day when Owen +called her to him; and she hastened to obey the summons, still wearing +her hat and coat.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Miss Gibbs"—his tone was admirably casual. "I've been wondering +whether you would mind helping me this afternoon. I want some books from +my house down at Willowhurst to verify some quotations in an article I +am writing for the next number of the <i>Bridge</i>."</p> + +<p>"Yes, Mr. Rose?"</p> + +<p>"I intended first going down in the car for them, but as it seems a pity +to bring a lot of old books up to town, I thought if you would come down +too, bringing the little Blick typewriter with you, I could get you to +copy out the quotations I want, and I needn't take the books away."</p> + +<p>Insensibly Toni's eyes brightened.</p> + +<p>"Yes, Mr. Rose. I should be very pleased."</p> + +<p>"That's right. Well, I'll go out and get some lunch. Will you be ready +in half an hour?"</p> + +<p>"Yes—I've just time to run through these letters."</p> + +<p>"Very well. <i>Au revoir!</i> I'll be back at half-past two."</p> + +<p>He went out, and Antonia joyfully pirouetted round the room before +settling to work—somewhat to the surprise of Barry, who entered at that +moment.</p> + +<p>"Hallo, Miss Gibbs—practising the turkey-trot, or what?"</p> + +<p>She stopped, blushing hotly, and tried in vain to look unconcerned.</p> + +<p>"No, Mr. Raymond. Only—Mr. Rose wants me to motor down to Willowhurst +with him about some books—and it's such a lovely day!"</p> + +<p>"You like motoring?" Barry could not resist a sympathetic smile.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I just love it!" She clasped her hands in rapture. "Of course, I've +only been in taxis and char-à-bancs and things, but I've always wanted +to go in a real motor-car—a private one, I mean!"</p> + +<p>"Have you never been in one?" Her childish confession made Barry feel +half pitiful, half dismayed.</p> + +<p>"No, how should I?" She laughed, showing her pretty teeth +whole-heartedly. "You know girls in my position don't go about in +motors! Of course"—with one of her sudden changes of mood she paled and +spoke slowly—"if my father had lived things would have been different."</p> + +<p>"You lived in Italy together?"</p> + +<p>"Yes." She sank into a chair, and went on speaking dreamily, +her chin cradled in her hollowed hands. "We lived in a village not +far from Naples. Oh, how beautiful Italy is in the spring, when +the pink almond-blossom makes the hill-sides look like a great +rose-garden ... and the oranges and lemons flame out among the +dark-green leaves—and the roads are hot and white, and the blue +sea lies at the back of everything, sparkling in the sunshine...."</p> + +<p>She paused, but Barry, fascinated by this revelation of a depth, almost +a poetry, in the nature he had thought shallow and commonplace, said +nothing; and after a second she continued.</p> + +<p>"There was a steep hill behind our little house, and sometimes the sheep +that browsed there would stray ... so that the boy would sit and pipe to +them to come back. I used to watch him pipe, and make a garland of +vine-leaves and put it on his curls, and my father would laugh and call +him Pan, and say he was really thousands of years old ... and the sheep +would come up the slope looking so white against the green, and the air +would be full of the smell of the violets they crushed beneath their +feet...."</p> + +<p>Again she paused, and this time Barry prompted her.</p> + +<p>"And when he had found his flock, what did your boy-Pan do then?"</p> + +<p>"Then he would drive them away over the hill-side, and we would hear his +pipe growing fainter and fainter in the distance, until it died away +altogether...."</p> + +<p>She sprang up suddenly.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Mr. Raymond, what nonsense I'm talking! That life's over and done +with, and I've all these letters to copy!"</p> + +<p>"All right—I won't interrupt!" He took up some papers. "But just tell +me this. Do you ever want to go back to Italy?"</p> + +<p>She hesitated, considering.</p> + +<p>"No, I think not," she said at last. "You see, it would all be +different. My father wouldn't be there, nor the Padre—and even old +Fiammetta may be dead by now."</p> + +<p>"But the place would be the same—the sea as blue!"</p> + +<p>"Ah, I should like to see the sea!" She spoke softly. "Do you know I've +only seen the sea once since I came to England—when we went to Southend +for the day. And there it was all cold and grey—and the sands were +mud ... it wasn't a bit like my sea, and I wished I'd never seen it."</p> + +<p>There were actually tears in her eyes, and Barry cursed himself for a +fool, as he went rather absently into his own room, leaving her to her +work—which work was done none the less carefully because of the vague +longings which the conversation had aroused in the worker's breast.</p> + +<p>Punctually at two-thirty Owen returned, and Toni ran down the steps with +a smiling face from which all traces of tears had long since vanished.</p> + +<p>The car was waiting in the dingy street, and Toni's foot was actually on +the step when she turned and looked at Owen with a kind of desperate +appeal in her eyes.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Rose, do you drive the car yourself?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. I sit in front, you know—ah, would you like to sit with me?"</p> + +<p>"May I?" Her accent was acceptance enough; and two minutes later Toni, +as happy as a queen, was installed by the driver's side, and the car +began to glide faster and faster down the street on its way to the open +country beyond the town.</p> + +<p>When they had gone a little distance Owen turned to look at his +passenger, and for a second his heart stood still at the expression on +her face. Surely no girl would look so rapturously happy unless some +magic were at work....</p> + +<p>"Are you warm enough? There's a big coat in the car." He spoke abruptly, +but the girl shook her head gratefully.</p> + +<p>"No, I'm quite warm, thank you."</p> + +<p>She had tied on her soft little hat with a scarf of some thin material +which framed her face very satisfactorily, and Owen did not press the +question.</p> + +<p>On and on sped the car, through Putney and Richmond, on past Feltham and +Staines, eating up the miles so fast that before they knew it they were +out in the country, flying along the level road between hedges whose +green had not as yet become dusty with the summer's traffic.</p> + +<p>It was a glorious afternoon in early May, and the Thames valley was at +its best. On either hand were fields sown thick with creamy daisies and +yellow buttercups. Down in a marshy hollow they caught a glimpse of a +carpet of golden kingcups, and once they passed a tiny dell in whose +very heart an azure mist whispered of bluebells; while the blackthorn +and the may made the air fragrant for miles. The birds were singing +their hearts out in the mellow sunshine, and now and again the cuckoo's +call came floating over the meadows from copse or spinney.</p> + +<p>Ever and anon as they shot through some village hamlet they caught +glimpses of orchards in full blossom, the pink and white bloom standing +out against the pale blue of the sky with the effect of some delicate +Japanese painting; and in all the little gardens flowers rioted +joyously.</p> + +<p>To Toni, spending her life in dingy Brixton, this afternoon was a +red-letter day. The soft, clean air which blew in her face was different +from the stagnant air of the Brixton streets; the scent of flowers was +grateful after the odours of the City, and the vision, now and then, of +the flashing river was a delight to eyes tired with much staring at ugly +houses and shops.</p> + +<p>If Toni said little during that magic excursion, it was not shyness +alone which sealed her lips; and although he cast a look now and then at +his companion, Owen was too considerate to break into her raptures with +questioning words.</p> + +<p>Only when they were approaching their destination did he begin to point +out the various features of the landscape.</p> + +<p>"That village over there is Willgate, noted for an old Saxon arch in its +church. My mother used to go over there to evening service, I remember. +She liked it better than our own church—the one you can just see +peeping between the trees. The village—Willowhurst, I mean—lies round +this bend. It's quite a rural-looking place, when you remember that +after all it is not an hour's journey from Waterloo."</p> + +<p>The car glided round the bend as he spoke, and Toni saw the village +lying in the afternoon sunshine, which winked back from the windows of +the little houses, built in a queer, old-fashioned manner round a small +green. There was a pleasant, old-world look about the place which was +oddly charming; and Toni was quite sorry when the car left the little +green behind. But in another minute they were on a stretch of white road +bordered by a high wall, behind which tall trees stood like sentinels; +and Toni caught her breath as Owen said, in a voice which he tried, +vainly, to keep steady:</p> + +<p>"See, there's Greenriver—my home—beyond the trees."</p> + +<p>They had reached the high gates in the wall, and when once they had +entered and were rolling up the broad avenue Toni gazed eagerly in the +direction he had indicated.</p> + +<p>Greenriver was a stately old place enough. It had been built in the days +of Queen Bess; and was just such a house as that in which Justice +Shallow might have entertained Falstaff—a long grey building with a +porch in the centre and a huge gable at either end—a house with +deep-mullioned windows and large stacks of chimney-pots.</p> + +<p>The house faced the river, to which it led by a terrace of velvety turf, +broken here and there by gay flower-beds; while the real gardens lay at +the other side of the building. Here beauty and dignity had joined +hands, as it were, to preserve the stately loveliness of the grounds, +under whose tall elms many a joyous company must have roamed when the +river was the highway of elegance and fashion, and great barges floated +down the Thames bearing Royal personages reclining on their couches +covered with cloth of gold. Here on summer evenings the nightingales +sang to the roses for which the gardens were famous; and for centuries +the big white owls had hooted from their nests in the tree-tops, or +flown, like pale ghosts, across the dusky paths.</p> + +<p>The grounds were indeed noted all along the river for the magnificence +of their green, velvety lawns, the size and beauty of the flowers in +parterre and bed, the wonderful completeness—and in some cases the +antiquity—of the contents of the famous herbaceous border; and Toni +never forgot the sensation of awe which overwhelmed her as she realized +that this glorious place belonged to the man beside her.</p> + +<p>She spoke a little shyly as the car came to a standstill at the foot of +the steps leading to the big door.</p> + +<p>"This is your house?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, this is Greenriver." He helped her out of the car. "And here is my +old friend Mrs. Blades coming to meet us."</p> + +<p>An elderly, rather prim-looking woman came forward as Owen advanced, and +in her eyes shone a welcoming light.</p> + +<p>"Come in, sir. We were beginning to wonder if you were coming to-day."</p> + +<p>"Yes—started rather late." Owen gave her hand a friendly shake. "But we +shan't have to go back just yet. I want to have a chat with you by and +bye, Mrs. Blades. This young lady, Miss Gibbs, has kindly come down to +help me with some work."</p> + +<p>"I'm sure the young lady is very welcome," was Mrs. Blades' +old-fashioned reply. "Shan't I make you a cup o' tea, sir, first of +all?"</p> + +<p>"Well, a cup of tea would be nice ... but I think, if Miss Gibbs isn't +tired, we'll get on with our work first, and then we'll enjoy it better. +Eh, Miss Gibbs?"</p> + +<p>Miss Gibbs agreed; and five minutes later she was installed, with her +typewriter, in the library. Owen busied himself, for a few moments, at +the shelves, searching for the books he wanted; and Toni spent the time +in gazing round her, wonder, admiration and awe mingling in her gaze.</p> + +<p>The room was large and lofty and the big mullioned windows looked out +upon a beautiful terrace, bordered with wallflowers, jonquils, and +masses of dancing daffodils. The grass, smooth as velvet, led to a stone +balustrade, beyond which lay the river, sparkling in the sunshine, +whilst beyond that again were green fields, broken here and there by +clumps of majestic trees, the fields in their turn leading to a range of +distant, misty, blue hills.</p> + +<p>The room itself was second only in interest to the view. In all her life +Toni had never entered such a room—had never imagined, indeed, that +private houses boasted such apartments.</p> + +<p>The furniture was all of dark-green leather—the big saddle-bag chairs, +the low divan and the smaller chairs all being upholstered in the same +material, while the wall was distempered a lighter shade of green, and +the carpet was of a darker tone. In one of the deep window embrasures +was a bureau, of just the right height to allow anyone sitting before it +to enjoy the prospect without; while the table at which Toni sat was a +large, heavy affair, evidently intended for serious work.</p> + +<p>But the generally sombre tone of the room formed an excellent background +for the books which lined its walls. Shelf after shelf of them rose from +the floor, almost to the ceiling; and since many were bound in soft, +rich colours, they struck a delightful note in the rather dusky whole.</p> + +<p>There were books bound in leather, dark-brown calf, soft red or blue +morocco; richly-tooled volumes, slim books clothed in tan or purple +suède, gay with gold edges and lettering; priceless old volumes, rare +black-letter editions, poets, classics, all the standard novels.... Toni +had never seen so many books in her life; and it must be confessed that +she regarded them with something akin to awe.</p> + +<p>Who in the world could wish to read these hundreds of volumes? For all +their beautiful bindings she had a conviction that the contents would be +appallingly dull; and her eyes fled gladly to the more congenial scene +outside the windows where the flowers danced gaily in the sunshine and a +little skiff floated by on the shimmering river, like some magic boat +gliding to a haven in fairyland.</p> + +<p>Presently Owen approached the table, bearing an armful of thin books, +bound for the most part in soft fawn suède.</p> + +<p>"Look, Miss Gibbs, these are the verses I want you to copy." He pointed +out the poems, and gave her one or two instructions, while Toni, +conscious that she had been dreaming away her time, hastily uncovered +her typewriter and took up a sheet of paper.</p> + +<p>"If you'll do these, I'll go and have a chat with old Mrs. Blades," said +Owen presently. "Then we'll have tea, and if there's time I'll show you +the gardens. They are really worth seeing."</p> + +<p>She thanked him shyly and he went out. In the doorway he paused, looking +back at her as she sat among the books; and if she had looked up she +could not have failed to observe something odd in the expression with +which he was regarding her.</p> + +<p>But she did not look up; and after a few seconds' scrutiny he went out +quietly and closed the door.</p> + +<p>It did not take Toni very long to finish her task. Almost as she took +the last sheet of paper out of the typewriter the door opened to admit +Owen and a staid-looking maid with a tea-tray.</p> + +<p>"Well, Miss Gibbs, finished?" Owen came forward with a smile. "That's +good! Now you shall have some tea to refresh you after your toil. Let me +see, Kate, where shall we have it?"</p> + +<p>The maid suggested that the table in the far window would be suitable; +and as the afternoon sunshine still streamed in, making a pleasant +warmth, Owen agreed heartily.</p> + +<p>Evidently Mrs. Blades had not been taken unprepared; for there were +dainty sandwiches, hot cakes, and a big and substantial-looking +seed-loaf, which was, so Owen informed his guest, his housekeeper's +special pride.</p> + +<p>"Now"—Kate had withdrawn after placing the massive silver tea-pot on +the tray—"will you pour out for me, Miss Gibbs? And I'll hand the +cakes."</p> + +<p>Blushing gloriously, Toni slipped into the seat behind the tray. In +honour of the fine day she had discarded her black frock for a serge +skirt and a girlish-looking white blouse, open at the throat; and now +that she had thrown aside her veil, her black hair, prettily loosened +beneath her soft little hat, made an ebony frame for her vivid face.</p> + +<p>As he watched her gravely attending to the duties of the tea-tray, Owen +told himself that he might have made a worse choice.</p> + +<p>He had long ago surprised her secret—although Toni had no idea of her +self-betrayal. At this stage of her development Toni was pure emotion—a +mere lamp through which love might shine unchecked, casting its beams +unashamedly upon the object of its devotion. Later she might learn, as +many women do, to interpose a veil between her soul and the world. The +lamp would shine with a tempered beam, its glow moderated to a mere +even, more tranquil light, and none would recognize the quality of its +burning.</p> + +<p>But at present Toni's love was so whole-hearted, so innocently, +pathetically intense that it was no wonder Owen had divined both its +nature and its object long ago.</p> + +<p>Well, to a heart rendered sore by a woman's callousness, such a warm, +eager devotion as this was inexpressibly attractive; and if Owen's eyes +were blinded by suffering, there was surely a chance that Toni's soft +fingers laid upon their lids might prolong the merciful myopia.</p> + +<p>When tea was over there came a sudden little silence. The dusk was +falling; and the garden wore a ghostly look; while the river lay +passively unreflecting beneath the twilit sky.</p> + +<p>The atmosphere of the room changed with the passing of the +sunlight—grew tense, electric, almost, one would have said, expectant; +and Owen realized that the moment for which he waited had come.</p> + +<p>Toni, having finished her tea, was sitting rather slackly in her chair, +gazing dreamily out of the window; and Owen hesitated for a minute +before he spoke. She looked so young, so wistful, so helpless. It was +almost unfair, selfish, to speak to the child—and then, suddenly, he +knew that selfish or no, he must put an end to his own solitary +sore-heartedness.</p> + +<p>"Toni"—she looked up as he spoke, and his utterance of her name set the +whole atmosphere throbbing with wild, sweet possibilities—"I want to +ask you something."</p> + +<p>She did not speak, only her eyes fastened on his face.</p> + +<p>"Do you think, Toni"—for a moment he faltered, then plunged bravely +on—"you could ever bring yourself to marry me? Oh, I know you're +surprised—I ought not to spring it on you like this—but if you will be +my wife I will do my best to make you happy."</p> + +<p>There was a silence. Suddenly an owl flew, hooting, past the window, and +in the dusk his white wings looked ghostly, unreal.</p> + +<p>Then, quite quietly, Toni spoke.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Rose, do you mean it? You want to marry me?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, dear." For an instant he spoke as one speaks to a child, so +powerful was the illusion of youth in the large-eyed Toni just then. +"Well, what do you say? Will you have me?"</p> + +<p>He was still sitting in the big chair opposite to her, one hand on the +arm, the other clenched on his knee; and he was unprepared for Toni's +answer.</p> + +<p>With a sudden rush she was out of her chair, and the next moment she was +kneeling beside him, her face all aglow with love and wonder.</p> + +<p>"You mean it?" She could only, it seemed, question his meaning. +"But—how did you know I loved you, Mr. Rose? I never let you see—did +I?"</p> + +<p>With that soft, sparkling face upturned to his, those Italian eyes +gazing at him with an intensity of appeal in their liquid depths, one +answer alone was possible.</p> + +<p>"No, Toni, you never let me see that! But if it's true—if you do love +me a little—well, is it—yes?"</p> + +<p>For answer she suddenly laid her head on his knee and burst into a +passion of wild sobbing. Poor, emotional, overwrought little Toni! Why +she wept she had no idea, but it was the same emotion which had made +her, as a child, weep at the sight of a group of violets growing in the +grass, at the sound of the shepherd's pipe, the scent of the sea-laden +breeze. Although her heart was so full of bliss that she could scarcely +bear it, there was a wild, inexplicable sadness in it too, which tears +alone could assuage; and though she tried to recapture her self-control, +it was useless until she had cried away the first bewilderment.</p> + +<p>But Owen, unused to the complex Southern nature, was thoroughly +nonplussed by her tears. In vain he besought her to calm herself, begged +her to listen to him, to refuse him if the thought of his offer made her +miserable. Toni only cried the harder; and at last, uncertain of his +ground, but feeling that something must be done, Owen stooped down and +lifted her bodily on to his knee.</p> + +<p>Once in his arms, her tears ceased as if by magic. She lay against his +heart like a child, and as he felt her little body in his arms a new +feeling of pity, almost of gratitude, awoke in his heart.</p> + +<p>If his love meant so much to her—then it should be hers—if indeed love +could be bestowed at will. In any case he would marry her and devote his +life to making her happy; and in his curiously exalted state of mind +Owen quite lost sight of the fact that when one is the lover and the +other the beloved, between the two there is often a great gulf fixed.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>When at last Owen roused the girl, who had sobbed herself into +quiescence in his arms, the room was nearly dark.</p> + +<p>"Come, Toni, it's getting cold and dark in here. What do you say, shall +we get Mrs. Blades to give us a little dinner and go home by +moonlight—or would you rather start at once?"</p> + +<p>"I would rather go now." She spoke in a low voice, like a child that is +uncertain of its treatment; and Owen guessed she was ashamed of her +tears.</p> + +<p>He set himself to reassure her.</p> + +<p>"Well, just as you like. Wait a moment, though. I'll light a candle, and +you shall put your hat straight, and tie on that precious veil of yours +first."</p> + +<p>While she tidied herself, rather self-consciously, before a large oval +mirror, Owen gathered up the papers she had typewritten; and when he +turned towards her at last she was able to conjure up a rather wan +little smile.</p> + +<p>"Good girl!" He laid his hand kindly on her arm. "Now we'll be off—but +first, do you mind if I let old Blades into our secret? She's a faithful +old soul, though her temper's a bit crabby, and she'll be awfully +pleased!"</p> + +<p>She assented, of course; and opening the door Owen led her across the +dim hall towards the kitchen regions.</p> + +<p>Evidently the magic hour of lighting-up was at hand, for when they had +passed through the green baize door which shut off the servants' +premises, they found themselves in a brightly-lit passage, at the end of +which Mrs. Blades' voice could be heard energetically exhorting a maid +to "be quick and take these lamps."</p> + +<p>"Come along, we'll pay her a visit in her room," said Owen, his eyes +sparkling with fun; and drawing Toni's arm through his he ran with her +down the passage, and drew up finally in a large square room where Mrs. +Blades was at work.</p> + +<p>In spite of her shyness Toni was lost in wonder at the nature of that +work. The room itself was lighted with gas, flaring in an iron cage; but +on the table in front of Mrs. Blades were no less than ten small +oil-lamps, evidently intended to hang against the wall, and fashioned in +some wrought metal which gave them a curiously mediæval look.</p> + +<p>"Hallo, Mrs. Blades!" Owen's voice made her turn round quickly. "The Ten +Little Ladies going as strong as ever, I see!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, Mr. Owen, they're still on the go." She regarded the lamps +affectionately. "At first Mr. Leetham used to say a good big lamp would +be best, at the head of the stairs; but afterwards he got to like the +Little Ladies, and we've had 'em every night."</p> + +<p>"We'll have to go on having them," declared Owen. "Look, Toni, they're +really quite pretty, aren't they? And thanks to Mrs. Blades they give a +jolly good light."</p> + +<p>"But—the 'Little Ladies'?" Toni looked, as she felt, puzzled.</p> + +<p>"Yes, it was a fancy of my father's. He would never have gas anywhere +except in the kitchens; and the long gallery upstairs, where all the +bedrooms are, was always as dark as Erebus." He laughed, catching sight +of the blank look on Mrs. Blades' face at the word. "So my mother +invented these lamps, years ago when I was a tiny kid, and every night +they are fixed at intervals along the walls of the gallery."</p> + +<p>"But the name?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't know who first christened them, but they've always been +known as the Ten Little Ladies—and always will be, I suppose. Eh, Mrs. +Blades?"</p> + +<p>"So long as I'm here, sir, I hope they will be," rejoined Mrs. Blades +somewhat formally; and something in her tone made Owen remember his +resolve.</p> + +<p>He looked round. The door was open into the passage, a rosy-cheeked maid +waiting, apparently, to carry off the tray with the Little Ladies; but +on Owen approaching with the intention of closing the door she withdrew +modestly out of earshot.</p> + +<p>Coming back to the table Owen took one of Toni's hands in his and turned +to the old housekeeper, who glanced with sudden shrewdness at the girl's +shy face.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Blades," said Owen quietly, "Miss Gibbs has promised to marry me; +and I hope that before many weeks are over we shall come down to live at +Greenriver. Well, what do you say? Will you welcome us when we come?"</p> + +<p>The half-boyish, half-masterful tone in which he spoke seemed too much +for the old woman, who had watched Owen grow from boy to man, and now, +after a lapse of years, saw him in his manhood. She looked first at him, +then at the pale girl by his side, and her features worked oddly.</p> + +<p>"Come, Mrs. Blades!" Owen had had enough of tears for one afternoon. +"Cheer up! Don't look as if we were going to cut off your head! That's a +poor welcome to Miss Gibbs!"</p> + +<p>Thus reproved, the housekeeper did her best to conjure up a more +cheerful expression; and managed presently to shake Toni's cold little +hand with a respectful word or two; after which Owen discovered that it +was high time to go.</p> + +<p>Five minutes later Toni was snugly packed into the car again; and Owen +was about to take his seat when he remembered that he had left the +typewritten sheets in the housekeeper's room.</p> + +<p>"I'll run back for them, Toni." He jumped down from the step. "I won't +be a moment. You don't mind waiting?"</p> + +<p>"Of course not!" She smiled up at him with dewy eyes. "Don't hurry—it's +so lovely here in the dusk—the flowers smell so sweet."</p> + +<p>Re-entering the house, Owen ran down the passage with hasty feet. Mrs. +Blades, who had a tendency to what she called "chronical brownkitis," +had not ventured to brave the night air; and Owen found her still +regarding the Little Ladies, who burned trimly on the tray before her.</p> + +<p>"All right, Mrs. Blades—I've only left some papers!" He snatched them +up as he spoke, and crammed them into the pocket of his leather coat. +"That's all—now I'm really off."</p> + +<p>He patted her carelessly on the shoulder as he passed her; but to his +surprise she put out a veined hand to stay his progress.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Owen"—her voice shook—"do you really mean that you're going to +marry the young lady?"</p> + +<p>"Of course, Blades." Unconsciously Owen pulled himself together. "Why +should I say such a thing if I did not mean it?"</p> + +<p>"Because..." the old woman faltered "... Miss Gibbs ain't the sort of +lady you ought to marry. She ... she's not like the other lady you were +going to bring here as mistress of Greenriver ... the one as was +presented at Court with all them lovely feathers in her hair."</p> + +<p>An expression such as she had never seen before crossed Owen's face. He +shook off her hand impatiently.</p> + +<p>"Oh, you're an old silly, Blades." His voice was grating. "Miss Gibbs is +a thousand times more suitable to be the mistress of Greenriver. +The—the other lady thought very small beer of us all down here—she +wasn't our sort, I assure you!"</p> + +<p>"Neither is this one." The old woman stuck to her guns with the +obstinacy of age. "Mr. Owen, I remember your father bringing home his +bride—a girl she was, only eighteen—but the highest lady in the land +couldn't have been evened to her. Miss Gibbs is pretty and a good girl, +I'm sure, but—but she ain't like your mother, Mr. Owen; and you ought +to look higher when you marry than her!"</p> + +<p>"Don't be a fool, Blades!" Owen spoke angrily now. "If I think Miss +Gibbs good enough to be my wife that's quite sufficient for everyone. +After all, I'm not such a great catch," he added bitterly.</p> + +<p>"Nay, Mr. Owen, don't be vexed with me!" Too late the old woman +regretted her foolish words. "I'm growing old, and maybe I'm in my +dotage ... ah, he's gone—I've driven the lad away with my folly!"</p> + +<p>It was indeed so. Owen had flung out of the door angrily; and as she +listened, half-afraid, she heard his steps receding down the passage +towards the hall. There was impatience in his very tread; for, truth to +tell, Owen felt a kind of hot anger welling in his heart as he +remembered the words she had spoken.</p> + +<p>At first he was merely annoyed at what he called her +presumption—induced, he supposed, by her long connection with the +family. But suddenly a feeling of vague uneasiness descended upon him, +and he paused before going out to join Toni in the car.</p> + +<p>"She only saw Toni for a moment—barely heard her speak—and yet she +speaks as though I were making an unsuitable marriage." He frowned +thoughtfully, anger dying before some feeling whose nature he could not, +yet, recognize. "I wonder—what could she mean?"</p> + +<p>He stood in the quiet hall, fighting down a host of surmises, of +unwelcome doubts which sprang, it would seem, out of the twilight, +brought to birth by an old woman's homely words; and in those +illuminating seconds Owen allowed himself to wonder whether, after all, +he had committed an action which he would find cause to regret.</p> + +<p>But somehow the idea seemed a treachery towards the girl who sat waiting +so trustfully, so happily for his coming; and with a sudden uplifting of +his head, Owen went resolutely out to the car.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>But Mrs. Blades, left alone, shod a few of the difficult tears of age as +she went over the little scene. She felt suddenly old; and for the first +time in her busy, self-satisfied life she questioned her own wisdom.</p> + +<p>Then she too shook off her uncomfortable thoughts, and calling the rosy +Maggie to her, delivered into her hands the Ten Little Ladies, who still +waited patiently upon the tray for their nightly release.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VIII" id="CHAPTER_VIII"></a>CHAPTER VIII</h2> + + +<p>On a beautiful midsummer morning Antonia Rose crept softly down the +broad old staircase of Greenriver and crossed the hall with so +fairy-light a tread that never a soul in the house could hear a +footstep.</p> + +<p>It was very early, barely half-past five; but the glorious summer +morning was calling, calling insistently to Toni to come and share its +glories; and the call was not one to be disregarded, by Antonia at +least.</p> + +<p>Not a thing stirred. In the gallery the Ten Little Ladies grew wan and +faded before the vitality of the daylight; and when, after some +difficulty, Toni unlocked the big hall door and let in a flood of +sunshine, they gave up the unequal contest and expired quietly.</p> + +<p>Ah! What a world of beauty burst upon Toni's gaze as she stood, +thrilling delightfully with a sense of adventure, on the big stone steps +outside the great door.</p> + +<p>A rush of perfume from the tall lilies greeted her first; followed by a +perfect shower of fragrance from the pink and creamy roses growing +beside the door. Other scents there were—a dozen of them—from the +flowers massed in glowing ranks in the beds; but the lilies and the +roses had it all their own way; and Toni laughed with delight as they +assailed her with their sweetness.</p> + +<p>There was music, too, in this pearly dawn. In the trees the birds were +astir, twittering their songs of morning; and already the velvety brown +bees were beginning to hum their spinning chorus as they hovered here +and there among the tall flowers which stood in rows before the windows, +like marriageable maidens waiting for inspection.</p> + +<p>Beyond the terrace lay the river, shining with that strange, ethereal +effect of silver which water has beneath the early morning sky; and away +beyond the river the thin, delicate mists of the night were rising like +vaporous ghosts, to dissolve in the fresh, clean atmosphere of dawn.</p> + +<p>"Oh, how beautiful it all is! What a lovely world God made when He +made—this!" Toni stood on the steps with arms outstretched, like some +young priestess of a pagan faith welcoming the sun. "And why do we lie +asleep in stuffy beds when all the birds and flowers have been awake for +ages!"</p> + +<p>She pulled the big door gently to behind her, and then ran through the +gardens and across the terrace to the big grey balustrade which kept the +boundary of the garden from the towing path beyond. Leaning her arms on +the stone she looked out over the shining river, and in fancy her spirit +roved here and there—to the violet-strewn mountain slopes of Italy +where she had passed her childhood ... to the wonderful, rocky coast of +Cornwall where her honeymoon had been spent.</p> + +<p>At the thought of the Cornish seas she caught her breath. Those +marvellous green billows, foaming in the sunshine, dashing against the +cliffs with a sound like thunder; the gentler wavelets creaming over the +snow-white sands in lines of lotus-blue; the pools, deep and limpid, +where in the aquamarine water all kind of strange sea-creatures lived; +the jagged, tooth-like rocks springing from the depths of the ocean, +ready to destroy the passing ships; the still more wonderful +lighthouses, rising, some of them, like tall white needles into the +turquoise sky; the gulls, flashing grey and white in the sunshine; the +salt scent of the sea mingling with the pungent fragrance of the yellow +gorse, hot with the sun ... surely the Cornish coast was a very favoured +spot, and the Scilly Isles, to which passage could be taken in a queer, +cranky boat, were indeed the Fortunate Isles, cradled by the bluest, +most magical, most romantic waters in the world!</p> + +<p>Thoughts of the ocean were indissolubly bound up with all Toni's +thoughts of her honeymoon. Acting on a hint from Barry, Owen had taken +his bride straight away from the Registrar's dingy office to Paddington, +thence to Cornwall; and he would never forget the sight of Toni's face +when first she saw the sea, lying purple and green beneath a stormy sky.</p> + +<p>During the long journey she had said very little, shyness enveloping her +as in a mantle; but when the train began to run along the sea shore, so +that the whole expanse of ocean lay spread before the window, Toni's +face changed, her eyes sparkled, and she turned to Owen with a +spontaneous expression of delight.</p> + +<p>Now, looking back, it seemed to Toni that never for an instant had the +voice of the sea been out of her ears during all those wonderful days +and nights. Its song had helped her to bear herself properly during the +long hours alone with the man she had married. Again and again, when +embarrassment threatened to overcome her at this unusually prolonged +<i>tête-à-tête</i>, the sea whispered to her to take courage; and each night +she fell asleep to its murmured lullaby.</p> + +<p>During the fortnight which they spent down in the genial West Country, +Owen gave himself up entirely to the service of his young wife. He +divined pretty well what she was feeling—guessed that her marriage, +after only three weeks' engagement, must have meant a complete upheaval +of her entire life; and the very fact that he did not love her gave an +added gentleness to his intercourse with her; for he could not rid +himself of a sensation that somehow she had been cheated in this +bargain, had been cajoled into giving the pure gold of love in return +for the counterfeit of mere liking.</p> + +<p>True, he did not repent his marriage. Rather it seemed to him that it +might turn out successful after all; and since they spent the days +exploring the coast, which was new to both of them, there was plenty to +be said, an abundance of interesting subjects to discuss.</p> + +<p>Only once—on the last night of their stay in Cornwall—was there the +slightest suspicion of a shadow between them; and Owen blamed himself +entirely for the occurrence.</p> + +<p>It happened that Owen was suffering from a very severe headache—a not +uncommon complaint since his accident—and the afternoon post brought +him the proofs of an article required for the next number of the +<i>Bridge</i>. An urgent note from Barry accompanied the papers, begging for +an early revision; and after dinner Owen sat down to run through the +article in preparation for dispatch in the morning.</p> + +<p>But his brain refused to work. His eyes felt as though each eyeball were +aflame; and his forehead was contracted with the severe pain which had +racked him all day, so that consecutive thought was almost impossible. +He tried, again and again, to do the work; but at length, so acute was +the agony in his eyes, he threw aside the papers with a groan.</p> + +<p>Immediately Toni looked up from the magazine she was reading.</p> + +<p>"May I help you?" She put the question rather timidly, and by way of +answer he tossed the bundle of proofs into her lap.</p> + +<p>"Thanks awfully, dear. I simply can't see out of my eyes—neuralgia, I +expect. Do your best, won't you? You know how to read proof as well as I +do, now."</p> + +<p>"Yes." So she did, for Barry had taught her thoroughly; and she had +applied herself to his lessons with every fraction of her intelligence.</p> + +<p>What he had not taught her, however, was an extensive knowledge of the +master poets and their works; and Toni's ignorance betrayed her +hopelessly.</p> + +<p>At the old-fashioned school she had attended, few poets were considered +fit for the girls' reading; Tennyson, of course, was included in the +pupils' studies, and Shakespeare, carefully edited, was a standby; but +of the works of Browning, Rossetti, Swinburne, Keats, Toni was +lamentably ignorant.</p> + +<p>When, therefore, in the article before her she found a quotation from +one of Robert Browning's poems, followed almost immediately by a line +from one of the poet's wife's writings, she concluded, hastily, that the +printers were at fault, and cheerfully amended the latter initials to +the one magic R. In the same way she confused Keats and Yeats; and +finished by ascribing to Christina Rossetti one of Dante Gabriel's most +impassioned utterances; thus destroying whatever value the article might +have had, as a critical appreciation of the various writers' work.</p> + +<p>Having completed her task Toni raised her eyes to look at her husband, +and found him lying back in his chair watching her with a very kindly +glance.</p> + +<p>"Finished, little girl? That's good. I'll just initial it and send it +back." He took the sheets she handed him and raised his eyebrows at the +numerous corrections. "I say, they must be getting careless at the +office to let all these slips go through!" He ran his eye over the page, +more from force of habit than because he expected to find any more +corrections necessary; and suddenly Toni, watching, saw him frown.</p> + +<p>"I say, Toni, you've made a mistake." He tried not to speak sharply, for +after all proof-reading is an art. "This line—'There may be Heaven, +there must be Hell'—that's Robert Browning all right; but the next +quotation is from the Sonnets to the Portuguese."</p> + +<p>"Is it?" Toni did not understand.</p> + +<p>"Well, Mrs. Browning wrote those, you know." He was busy repairing +Toni's mistake. "And the next is hers, too. And——" he was skimming +down the page "—why, you little goose, it was Dante Rossetti who wrote +'The Blessed Damosel.'"</p> + +<p>"Was it? I thought her name was Christina." Toni's voice faltered; for +though she did not yet realize the enormity of her offence, she knew +that Owen was annoyed by her stupidity.</p> + +<p>"<i>Her</i> name? Why, of course <i>her</i> name was Christina; but this happens +to be his poem, you see."</p> + +<p>"His? Whose?" Toni was flustered, or she would never have betrayed +herself so utterly.</p> + +<p>"Whose?" Owen, his nerves strained almost to breaking point by his +bodily pain, spoke irritably, and Toni shrank miserably into her chair. +"Why, Toni, have you never heard of the poet Rossetti? Good Heavens, +child, don't you ever open a book?"</p> + +<p>She said nothing, though the tears welled slowly into her eyes; and Owen +went on reading, finding still further evidences of his wife's lack of +acquaintance with the giants of literature as he read.</p> + +<p>In an ordinary way he would have let her down gently. After all it is no +crime to confuse two poets of the same name; and to "correct" a +quotation by transposing two words into a more ordinary sequence is not +a very heinous offence; but to Owen, racked with pain, the whole affair +was an instance of the most flagrant ignorance, and he let fly one or +two biting sarcasms as he bent over the papers, which reduced Toni to a +state of trembling, impotent misery.</p> + +<p>To do him justice Owen repented as soon as he had spoken, and when he +saw how he had hurt her, he threw aside the proof-sheets and devoted +himself to making amends for his harshness.</p> + +<p>He succeeded finally in winning back something of her usual serenity; +but to both the incident was oddly discomposing; to Toni because for the +first time she saw the critic in the husband, and trembled to think how +often she must fall short of his high standard; to Owen because the +affair seemed to open up such vast tracts of ignorance in the woman who +was his wife, and showed, more clearly than ever before, the dividing +line between intellect and ordinary shrewdness.</p> + +<p>For just one illuminating moment he saw Toni as she was; a pretty, +winning, half-educated little girl, to whom the world of art and +literature was a sphere apart, its shibboleths mere meaningless babble +in her ears, its greatest exponents but so many confusing names, +divorced from any enlightening personalities.</p> + +<p>Where, he asked himself half desperately, was there any common meeting +ground for two beings so widely diverse as they, husband and wife though +they were? Surely they were as widely sundered as the poles....</p> + +<p>And then the sight of Toni's face, her eyes filled with tears, her +childish mouth quivering, lighted a sudden flame in his heart which +consumed, for the time being, all doubts and petty vexations. After all, +she was only a child—and she loved him; and so he took her in his arms +and kissed away the tears with a remorseful tenderness which might well +pass—with an uncritical being like Toni—for love.</p> + +<p>But Toni was not thinking of that dreadful episode on this brilliant +June morning. Rather she was trying to realize that she was the mistress +of this beautiful place, that Greenriver, with its grounds, its flowers, +its lofty rooms, was to be her home; and to the girl who had lived in +Winter Road, Brixton, Greenriver was indeed a revelation.</p> + +<p>They had been home a week; and so far Owen had not left her for more +than a few hours, on the occasion of a business visit to London. The +weather had been superb; and they had spent several long afternoons on +the river, thereby missing, to Toni's great content, three or four +callers who had come to see what manner of woman Owen Rose had married. +That these calls must be returned Toni knew very well; but it must be +confessed she shivered at the prospect; more especially as Owen had told +her, laughingly, that she must not count upon his aid on those purely +social occasions.</p> + +<p>As the thought of the terrible duty-calls flashed through her mind Toni +slipped down from her perch on the balustrade and made her way down to +the towing path beneath. She often walked beside the river in these +quiet morning hours, alone unless her dog Jock, an Airedale terrier of +unimpeachable ancestry and cheerful disposition, was at hand to +accompany her.</p> + +<p>Jock had been presented to her by Barry as a wedding gift; and Toni, who +had never before been on an intimate footing with a dog, found his +companionship both delightful and stimulating. Although he was nearly +two years old Jock was a puppy at heart. He did his best to comport +himself as a full-grown dog should do: but had lapses into babyhood, +when a shoe carelessly left about seemed too tempting; or, after a muddy +walk, a soft satin cushion gave him an invitation to repose which could +not possibly be denied.</p> + +<p>He was a lovable creature, however, and a perfect gentleman as regards +cats—a very desirable trait in an animal belonging to Toni, who loved +all cats and would certainly have quarrelled with any dog who waged war +upon the furry tribe.</p> + +<p>To her satisfaction Jock came bounding over the terrace to follow her as +she stepped on to the towing path; and together they strolled by the +river in the fresh morning air, Toni gazing half-absently towards the +distant hills, Jock keeping one eye and ear anxiously cocked in +anticipation of any unwary rat who should show himself upon the +river-bank.</p> + +<p>Although Willowhurst was comparatively far from town there were a good +many visitors on the river during the summer months. There was a perfect +reach for punting just here, and many people came down to occupy the +bungalows built on the opposite bank to that on which Greenriver stood. +To Owen these little summer dwellings were in the nature of an eyesore. +Fond as he was of his own beautiful house he would have liked to keep +the neighbourhood free from this essentially modern phase of river-life; +but to Toni the gay little bungalows had a charm of their own. They were +all specially spick and span just now, having been newly painted and +garnished with flowers for the season; and Toni looked across the river +with frank interest at the Cot, the Dinky House, the Mascot, and the +rest of the tiny shanties. She liked the houseboats, too, with their +gaily-striped awnings, their hanging baskets filled with gaudy pink +geraniums and bright lobelia. Their primly-curtained little windows +amused her; and in the evenings she would lure Owen out on to the +terrace to look down the river to where the Chinese lanterns hung on +their poles like globes of magic light against the darkening sky.</p> + +<p>Toni and Jock had strolled about a quarter of a mile down the path when +they were brought sharply to a halt by the sound of a deep bark from the +other side of the water; and looking across they found they were not the +only waking creatures in this apparently sleeping world.</p> + +<p>In one of the little gardens opposite to where they stood were a couple +of friends like themselves; but in this case the human being was a man +in his shirt sleeves, and the canine was a singularly beautiful white +wolfhound, who stood, at the moment, barking defiance at the intruders +on the opposite bank.</p> + +<p>Jock, whose natural pugnacity was always easily aroused, returned the +compliment with the most evident sincerity; but the Borzoi, having flung +down the gage of battle and asserted her dignity, retired gracefully +from the contest, and walking daintily up to her master rose and placed +her slender paws on his shoulders, an action which said plainly that +honour was satisfied.</p> + +<p>The animal was so striking-looking, from her long, graceful head to her +plumy tail, that Toni could not resist a second look; and the dog's +master had a good view of the girl whom he guessed to be the young +mistress of Greenriver, the house which he had often admired as he +passed by in his boat during the summer days.</p> + +<p>As she stood, gazing almost childishly across the intervening water, she +looked barely more than a schoolgirl; and her short skirt and simple +white blouse aided the illusion. It was only the sight of the coils of +black hair which bound her head, and the gleam of the gold wedding-ring +on her finger, which placed her definitely in the category of womanhood; +and the man who watched her felt a strange sensation of something like +pity for the girl launched so early on the sea of matrimony, a sea whose +perils he, of all men, had cause to dread.</p> + +<p>But suddenly Toni became aware of the indecorousness of her conduct. It +was the height of discourtesy to stand staring; and with a blush she +called Jock and turned hastily away to retrace her steps.</p> + +<p>The man and the dog watched her go; and only when she was nearly out of +sight did they turn back and re-enter the little white bungalow which +was known locally as the Hope House.</p> + +<p>At breakfast Owen asked Toni kindly if she felt inclined for a day on +the river.</p> + +<p>"I thought we might take our lunch and go quite a long way," he said. +"I'm afraid this must be our last holiday jaunt for a little time. I +shall have to be busy after this."</p> + +<p>"Will you?" She looked a trifle wistful; and Owen was sorry for her.</p> + +<p>"Well, I daresay I can manage a day off now and then. To-morrow's +Thursday, isn't it? I must be up in town then, and I'm afraid I shall be +late home. There's a dinner I rather wanted to attend, but it would mean +a long evening alone for you."</p> + +<p>"I don't mind." She smiled reassuringly. "I've got Jock to keep me +company and there are plenty of people in the house."</p> + +<p>"Well, Andrews is a pretty sturdy young chap, and of course there are +three or four women. There's the telephone, too, you know, so you really +needn't be nervous—especially now, when the river is as full of traffic +as Bond Street!"</p> + +<p>"I'm not a bit nervous," she said. "I ... I was just wondering——"</p> + +<p>She broke off, flushing, and Owen felt an unwonted curiosity as to her +meaning.</p> + +<p>"Well?" He spoke kindly, but Toni seemed unable to proceed.</p> + +<p>"I was thinking ... I mean ..." Suddenly impatient of her own cowardice +she took her courage in both hands and spoke bravely. "I was wondering +whether you would allow me to ask Fanny—my cousin—down for the +afternoon. You see, if you are away——"</p> + +<p>"Why, of course, dear!" Owen spoke the more heartily because he felt a +slight compunction at the thought of her relations. "Ask your cousin by +all means. You must remember that this is your house, Toni, and you need +not ask my leave to invite your friends."</p> + +<p>"Thank you." She was looking down as she spoke, but her cheeks were +scarlet. "I will ask her then ... but ..." suddenly her words came with +a rush "... I know my people aren't like yours ... I couldn't let them +meet your friends ... I mean—I'll ask them when you are not at home, +and then——"</p> + +<p>"Don't be a goose, Toni!" Owen hoped his voice betrayed nothing. "Your +people are my people now, you know, and I don't want you to get any +silly ideas into your head at the start."</p> + +<p>She stretched out her hand impulsively and laid it on his arm.</p> + +<p>"Owen, you're too good to me. I know so well that we belong to different +worlds, but ... if you mean that——"</p> + +<p>"Of course I mean it." He rose as he spoke and patted her shoulder. +"Don't be a little silly—and now run away and write to your cousin at +once. If she can't come to-morrow, suggest Friday."</p> + +<p>"Oh, she couldn't come then," returned Toni naïvely. "You see the shop +closes on Thursday afternoon, and it's Fanny's only free day."</p> + +<p>"I see." Somehow the little explanation, with its picture of a different +life from that to which he was accustomed, struck a chill to Owen's +heart; but he hid his discomfort cleverly and bade Toni write her letter +without delay.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>Miss Gibbs accepted the invitation joyfully; and on Thursday morning +Owen went off to town, after bidding Toni keep her cousin to dinner if +possible.</p> + +<p>"She can take the nine-fifteen to town," he said. "I have the car, but +if she can stay, telephone for a taxi from the station to be here at +nine. You won't be lonely, Toni?"</p> + +<p>"Not a bit!" Indeed she was thrilling with pleasure at the idea of +entertaining her cousin in her new home. "I've lots to see to. What a +pity Mrs. Blades is ill to-day."</p> + +<p>"Yes, her usual bronchitis, I suppose. She'll be all right in a day or +two." Owen was hunting for a paper as he spoke. "Confound it, where is +that manuscript, Toni? You know the one—that article on Alfred Noyes."</p> + +<p>"It's here." Toni handed him the paper he required.</p> + +<p>"Thanks awfully. You're a first-rate little secretary, Toni! I guess we +shall miss you at the office!"</p> + +<p>He did not observe the rather wistful look which swept over her face at +the half-careless praise. At that moment Toni felt she would have asked +nothing better than to jump into the car and journey up to town with +Owen to take her old place behind the typewriter in Owen's room. She +hated to see him leaving her, longed to beg him to stay; but something +stronger than personal longing held her back. A wife, she told herself, +must be a help, not a hindrance; and since Owen saw fit to leave her, to +carry on the work in which she had now no place, her duty, plainly, was +to remain at home and keep everything in her little world in order for +his return.</p> + +<p>Besides, it was a glorious day, the sun was shining, the flowers dancing +in the breeze; and Fanny would be with her during the afternoon. It was +a day created for gladness, for rejoicing, and Toni, made wise by love, +banished wistfulness from her eyes and returned Owen's kiss with a gay +word of farewell.</p> + +<p>But she stood looking after him as the car whizzed down the avenue; and +the smile which touched her lips was just a little sad.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IX" id="CHAPTER_IX"></a>CHAPTER IX</h2> + + +<p>When Owen was safely gone Toni entered the house with a look of +determination on her face, and retreating to the little white-panelled +room known as the morning-room she rang the bell to summon Kate to her +presence.</p> + +<p>It was not Kate who answered the ring, however. In her stead came +Maggie, the rosy-faced housemaid, who had already fallen in love with +her young mistress, and was ready to carry out any order which Mrs. Rose +might give.</p> + +<p>"Oh, it's you, Maggie?" Toni looked up from the paper on which she was +scribbling. "Where's Kate?"</p> + +<p>It seemed Kate was busy, poulticing Mrs. Blades, who was suffering under +one of her usual attacks of bronchitis, and she had sent Maggie, with +apologies, in her stead.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Blades is really ill? Had she better see a doctor?"</p> + +<p>No, Maggie was empowered by Kate to say that a doctor's visit was +unnecessary. Mrs. Blades often had these attacks, and they knew just +what to do; but she would not be able to attend to her duties for a +couple of days at the least.</p> + +<p>In spite of herself Toni's face brightened. Not that she wished Mrs. +Blades to suffer, but she knew quite well that the old housekeeper, for +all her respectful ways, resented the arrival of a mistress of whom, for +some reason, she did not approve; and Toni felt rather glad that for +to-day, at any rate, she could be in reality the mistress of the whole +establishment.</p> + +<p>With the other servants she was on the best of terms. Whatever Mrs. +Blades might think of Toni's social position previous to her marriage +she was sufficiently loyal to keep her doubts to herself; and Martha the +cook, Kate the serious parlourmaid, and Andrews the young man-servant, +one and all combined to make their new mistress feel at ease with her +staff.</p> + +<p>Maggie, to-day, was full of importance at being allowed to replace Kate +to assist Toni in her preparation for the afternoon's visitor; and she +listened attentively to all that Toni had to say.</p> + +<p>"I want a really nice tea, Maggie!" Toni looked up from her list with a +serious face. "Miss Gibbs has to catch an early train from town, and +won't have time for much lunch." Even the unsophisticated Toni knew +better than to mention the nature of Miss Gibbs' employment. "So I want +tea at four o'clock and it must be pretty—well, substantial."</p> + +<p>Maggie fully endorsed the suggestion, and waited to see what Mrs. Rose +considered necessary for the meal.</p> + +<p>"Tea and hot cakes, of course. And that lovely plum cake Martha made +for ..." Toni blushed, but went on bravely "... for our wedding-cake. +And then—is it possible to get shrimps, Maggie?"</p> + +<p>"Why, yes, ma'am—don't you remember cook's shrimp savoury for Sunday +lunch? And you'd shrimp sauce with the fish last night."</p> + +<p>"Of course, so we had. Well, when the man calls from the fish shop, +order some. You get them by the pint—or is it the pound?" said Toni, +vaguely remembering her aunt's orders on the occasion of a tea-party.</p> + +<p>Maggie thought it was the pint; and in any case she would give the order +to the young man herself.</p> + +<p>"Very well. And then—what else, Maggie? I do want a nice tea."</p> + +<p>The little handmaiden eagerly racked her brain for some brilliant idea; +and finally suggested that Cook was very fond of making "shape."</p> + +<p>"Shape? Oh, I see," said Toni a trifle dubiously. "You mean a +blanc-mange or a cream. But I don't think it would do for tea."</p> + +<p>Maggie thought, respectfully, that it would do fine. In her last place +her mistress always had a shape when company was coming to tea. +But—suddenly her rosy face grew even more pink—perhaps she was wrong, +and anyway Mrs. Rose knew best.</p> + +<p>Sorry for the girl's evident embarrassment Toni gave the order forthwith +for a cream; and then turned to the subject of dinner.</p> + +<p>"Miss Gibbs will stay to dinner, and we will have it at half-past seven. +That gives us time to go on the river first; and the cab won't be here +till nine."</p> + +<p>"Cook's sent you a mennyoo, ma'am." Maggie produced a somewhat crumpled +piece of paper. "She thought perhaps something of this sort would do."</p> + +<p>Toni ran her eye over the paper, and her brow cleared.</p> + +<p>"Soup, fish, sweetbread and green peas, chicken...." she gave the paper +back. "Yes, it will do beautifully, and I'm sure Miss Gibbs will like +Martha's trifle. Well, Maggie, that's all, I think. Have I forgotten +anything?"</p> + +<p>The two girls stared at one another for a moment, their faces quite +solemn with the effort of concentration. Then Toni relaxed and spoke +gaily.</p> + +<p>"No, that's all, I'm sure ... well, Maggie, what have you thought of +now?"</p> + +<p>"Please, ma'am, the flowers."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I'd forgotten! Good girl, Maggie! Well, get me the scissors and a +basket, and then you might put the vases ready in the little room."</p> + +<p>Maggie flew to obey the commands, and Toni, to whom the idea of giving +orders was still almost ludicrous, strolled to the window to await her +return.</p> + +<p>The room overlooked the river, and on that account was a favourite with +Toni. It was reached by a short flight of stairs apart from the main +staircase, and boasted a large casement window, built over the terrace +below, and giving the river an air of proximity which always delighted +Toni.</p> + +<p>To-day the water sparkled in the sunshine with a very cheerful effect; +and as Toni looked a cream-white swan drifted by, the sun's light +turning its feathers into a kind of gilded snow. A punt passed slowly +with two occupants, one a girl in a white frock, lying lazily on a heap +of blue-green cushions, her uncovered head protected from the sun by a +scarlet parasol, the other a bronzed and fair-haired youth, who wielded +his pole with an athletic grace purely Greek.</p> + +<p>Toni's eyes softened as the two glided by. Her own happiness was so +immense, her love for Owen had been so wonderfully, so completely +satisfied, that she wished all other girls to be as happy as she was; +and although the two in the punt were only visible for a few moments she +thought she could read in their faces the story of their mutual +attraction.</p> + +<p>When Maggie returned Toni took the basket and went out into the garden. +Gathering flowers was an occupation of which she never tired. Never, +since her days on the hill-slope above Naples, had she been able to +indulge her passionate love for flowers; and to the girl who had been +wont to regard sixpence spent on a branch of golden mimosa, or a handful +of the big pink carnations which seem indigenous to the London streets, +as something of an extravagance, the delight of filling bowls and vases +with unlimited supplies of the loveliest, freshest flowers could not be +overrated.</p> + +<p>To-day she cut more lavishly than usual in Fanny's honour, and when, +just as the lunch gong sounded, she rested from her labours, the lovely +old house was a dream of beauty and colour and scent.</p> + +<p>Snapdragons, in every shade of yellow and pink and deep, rich rose, +stood in tall jars, wherever there was a dark corner to be lighted up. +Big blue bowls held masses of roses of every describable hue, whose +fragrance scented all the house; and every available inch of space had +been utilized as a resting-place for one or more vases of the sweetest, +gayest blooms imaginable.</p> + +<p>Even Toni was satisfied at last, and she hurried over her lunch in good +spirits. Just as she was rising from the table a thought struck her.</p> + +<p>"Kate, do you think we might have tea in here? You see—we ought to have +a table, I think—and it wouldn't matter for once, would it?"</p> + +<p>Kate, who had experienced sundry qualms at the idea of a feast of +shrimps in the charming, old-world drawing-room, gave a decided assent.</p> + +<p>"It would be much more suitable, ma'am. I could put a pretty lace cloth +on the table, and then with some flowers it would look quite nice."</p> + +<p>"Thank you, Kate." Toni gave vent to a relieved sigh. "You and Maggie +are really treasures in helping me. Oh—how is Mrs. Blades!"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Blades was better; but Kate, who had a shrewd notion of the old +woman's real opinion of her pretty mistress, was not ill-pleased to +inform Toni that the bronchial attack from which she was suffering made +it impossible for her to supervise the household affairs for to-day at +least.</p> + +<p>"Well, you must look after things for me, Kate," said Toni, smiling in a +friendly fashion at the girl; and Kate, although she had lived in +"smart" houses, and knew that shrimps and blanc-mange were not usually +met with at tea, succumbed still more completely to that friendly little +smile.</p> + +<p>"Why shouldn't she have her tea-party as she likes it?" she said to +herself as she went out. "The master's away, and she's not likely to do +this sort of thing when he's about." Kate, who was thirty-one, and +experienced in the ways of the world, was quite aware of the element of +awe in Toni's love for her husband—an element of which Toni herself was +as yet wholly unsuspicious. "And I've no doubt this young lady as is +coming down isn't used to great things. You can see as Mrs. Rose hasn't +lived with anyone partikler—but she's a real little lady in her ways, +for all that," concluded this authority on the ways of gentlefolk.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>Punctually at three o'clock Miss Gibbs arrived; and was shown into the +drawing-room, where Toni awaited her coming.</p> + +<p>To tell the truth Miss Gibbs was a little awed by the unexpected +grandeur of her surroundings; and not even the consciousness of her new +linen frock and elaborately-trimmed hat could give her quite her usual +assurance.</p> + +<p>She followed Andrews meekly across the hall, hardly daring to lift her +eyes; and when the man threw open the drawing-room door and ushered her +in, Fanny unconsciously moderated her usual hearty footstep and +endeavoured to make her entry as inconspicuous as possible.</p> + +<p>Toni, who had not heard the cab arrive, jumped up hastily from her low +chair and ran to meet her cousin, while Andrews discreetly withdrew and +closed the door.</p> + +<p>"Fanny! How glad I am to see you!" Toni hugged Miss Gibbs +affectionately. "I'd have come to meet you but I was so late with lunch +that I hadn't time."</p> + +<p>"I found a cab waiting for me," said Fanny, returning her embrace. "You +were a dear to send it, Toni. You're quite a way from the station, +aren't you?"</p> + +<p>"I suppose we are," said Toni carelessly. "But how are you, Fan? And +Auntie—and Lu and all of them?"</p> + +<p>"Mother's first-rate and longing to see you when you can get up to town. +Everyone's all right," said Fanny comfortably. "Lu's been in mischief +again, though. She and some of the girls from her school played truant +t'other day and went to see a County cricket-match. You know cricket's +the craze this term, and they got their money stolen and couldn't get +home, and Lu didn't land up till ten o'clock at night!"</p> + +<p>"You don't mean it! What did Auntie say?"</p> + +<p>"She didn't say much then, 'cause Lu was cryin' and nearly dead with +tramping for miles; but next day she got a jolly good whipping and was +shut up on bread and water all over Sunday."</p> + +<p>"Oh, poor Lu!" Toni felt very pitiful towards the hapless cricket +enthusiast. "After all, Fan, you and I once ran away to see the Boat +Race on our own!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, and we got jolly well punished for it, too! I can remember Ma's +slipper to this day!"</p> + +<p>"Well, you ought to be sorry for Lu!"</p> + +<p>"Serve her right," said Miss Gibbs with sisterly severity. "Cricket, +indeed! What do girls want with cricket! Anyhow, she won't do it again +in a hurry—Ma saw to that!"</p> + +<p>"And how's Josh, Fan?" Toni saw that no sympathy was to be looked for +from the culprit's sister.</p> + +<p>"A 1. I say, Toni, where's Mr. Rose?" Fanny, regaining some of her usual +assurance, looked round her vaguely.</p> + +<p>"He has had to go up to town. But I thought you wouldn't mind, Fan. I +want to show you the house and have a real good talk."</p> + +<p>"My! It <i>is</i> a house and no mistake!" Fanny gazed about the beautiful +room with frank admiration. "I thought the man must be going wrong when +he turned in here—and what lovely gardens you've got."</p> + +<p>"Yes, they are jolly, aren't they? Well, shall we go over the house +before tea or after? It's very nearly four, and I said we'd have tea +early."</p> + +<p>"I'm glad of that." Fanny beamed approval. "To tell you the truth, Toni, +I hadn't time for much lunch. We're supposed to shut at one, you know, +but of course we don't get off at once, and to-day everything went +wrong! At the last minute I upset a box of ribbons, and the spiteful +things all went and got unrolled, and then that odious little +Jackson—you know, the shopwalker I told you about—came and slanged me +like anything."</p> + +<p>"What a shame!" Toni had been one of the workers of the world too +recently to have lost sympathy with the grievances of those who work. "I +wish you could leave the old shop, Fanny. Why don't you and Josh get +married?"</p> + +<p>"Too soon." Fanny was of a prudent nature. "We <i>must</i> wait till Josh +gets a rise, and I can't afford to leave the shop. You see, I must have +a few clothes before I marry ... by the way, Toni, what about your +clothes? You didn't get much when you married, did you?"</p> + +<p>"No, but before we came here we went up to town and stayed at the +Russell for two days and did a whole heap of shopping." Toni stifled a +sigh at the thought of those long hours spent in shops. "You see I +didn't really know what to get, so Owen went, with me, and I got a lot +of things ready-made, and was fitted for others, so I have quite a +trousseau by now!"</p> + +<p>"That skirt's well-cut," said Miss Gibbs, surveying her cousin +critically. "Blue serge always looks well—and that white blouse is good +thick silk."</p> + +<p>"I'm glad you like it. Owen likes me in these low collars, and they're +cool." Toni looked at the clock. "But come upstairs and take off your +hat and we'll have tea straight away."</p> + +<p>Nothing loth, Miss Gibbs agreed; and went into fresh raptures when she +saw Toni's bedroom.</p> + +<p>"My! What lovely furniture!" She went up to the toilet-table and began +to examine it. "And these silver brushes and things—are they all +yours?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. Owen gave them to me."</p> + +<p>"Well to be you," commented Miss Gibbs briskly. "What a lovely long +glass, too! Can't you see yourself properly just!"</p> + +<p>She stood in front of the glass so long that Toni grew impatient.</p> + +<p>"Hurry up, Fan! I'm sure tea's ready and I'm dying for some. I hadn't +much lunch."</p> + +<p>Thus incited, Miss Gibbs laid aside the flowery hat she had been +admiring, disclosing a much curled and waved <i>coiffure</i>, and together +the cousins ran downstairs, just as Andrews carried in the silver +tea-pot and the hot cakes.</p> + +<p>Kate, true to her word, had made the best of the oval table. She had +laid upon it the finest, laciest cloth she could find, and had placed in +the centre a tall jar of lilies, while here and there she had found room +for small silver bowls of pink roses. The silver tea-tray, with its thin +china cups and saucers, stood proudly at the head of the table; and so +far nothing could have been more charming.</p> + +<p>But alas! Even Kate could not hide the eminent unsuitability of the +feast itself to its elegant surroundings. True, the bread and butter was +of wafer-like thinness, there were hot cakes of the crispest, finest +variety, and the plum-cake which was Martha's welcome to the bride was +of the richest, most tempting description.</p> + +<p>But side by side with those delicacies was a dish of shrimps, in all +their native vulgarity; and further down, almost hidden in fact by the +flowery centrepiece, was a glass dish containing a velvety white cream +whose real place should have been on the dinner-table.</p> + +<p>For a moment Toni's heart misgave her as she saw these things in their +blatancy; and she wished she had stuck to the usual tiny sandwiches +which Martha sent up when she and Owen were alone. Then she remembered, +gratefully, that Fanny was hungry, and common sense whispered that to a +girl who had lunched lightly a sandwich was unsatisfying fare.</p> + +<p>As for Fanny, her spirits, momentarily damped by the sight of the silver +tray, rose with a bound as she surveyed the table.</p> + +<p>"I say, Toni, what a spread! Shrimps, I declare! Well, I thought you'd +have been much too smart nowadays to think of them!"</p> + +<p>"Nonsense!" Toni's depression vanished, and she laughed gaily. "I always +did like shrimps—and why shouldn't I have them if I want them? Come and +sit down, Fan—here, by me—and do make a good tea!"</p> + +<p>Fanny needed no second bidding. Taking the seat indicated she leaned +forward to examine the silver in the most open fashion.</p> + +<p>"I say, you've got some tiptop things and no mistake! That cloth is +simply lovely—just look at the lace, as fine as fine!"</p> + +<p>"It belonged to Owen's mother," said Toni, passing her a cup of tea. +"There are lots of things like that in the house. Now, Fanny, help +yourself—and pass the dish!"</p> + +<p>Thus invited, Fanny did help herself; and presently both girls were +happily eating and talking, Fanny asking innumerable questions and Toni +satisfying her curiosity without entering into details.</p> + +<p>Suddenly Toni jumped up.</p> + +<p>"There's Jock at the door. You must see him, Fan—he's a darling, and +I'm sure you'll love him!"</p> + +<p>Almost before the door was properly open Jock hurled himself +reproachfully into the room, and flinging himself on to his mistress, +inquired in the plainest dog-language why she had been so slow in +answering his summons. When she had apologized and received his +forgiveness, she introduced him to Miss Gibbs, who was won immediately +by his courteous manner towards her and the friendliness in his nice +brown eyes.</p> + +<p>She cemented the acquaintance by offering him—timidly—a piece of cake; +and instantly Jock threw dignity to the winds and begged, shamelessly, +for further morsels; which being denied him caused him to bark +vociferously and show off his few tricks in the hope of adequate reward.</p> + +<p>He was engaged in walking on his hind legs round the room, following +Fanny, who was laughing excitedly and flourishing a piece of cake, while +Toni clapped her hands and called out words of encouragement at the top +of her voice, when a loud whirring sound on the gravel outside made both +girls turn in the direction from which came the noise—just in time to +see a big grey car shoot by the window on its way to the front door.</p> + +<p>One glance was enough.</p> + +<p>"Good gracious, Fan! Visitors! What a bore!"</p> + +<p>"Will they come in? Won't your man say you're out?" gasped Fanny, +hastily dropping the bit of cake she held and pinning up a roll of hair +which had come down in the game.</p> + +<p>"No—they saw us," said Toni wildly. "I never said I wasn't at home—and +anyway they'd hear us laughing!"</p> + +<p>In a dead silence the two girls stood, waiting breathlessly to see what +would happen; and in the sudden hush they heard the clang of the big +bell, and Andrews' speedy arrival in the hall.</p> + +<p>For one wild moment Toni thought of waylaying him with instructions to +send the visitors away. The next instant she realized that such a course +was impossible, and waited helplessly for the next act of the drama.</p> + +<p>Andrews opened the door, and Toni heard a gentle, cultured voice ask if +Mrs. Rose were at home.</p> + +<p>For a fraction of a second Andrews, who was young enough to be human, +and had not yet become a machine, hesitated as though he would fain deny +his mistress to these invaders; but finally habit triumphed over +humanity and he replied stolidly in the affirmative.</p> + +<p>The next moment Toni, standing by the door, heard the rustle of skirts +and the firm step of a man, which sounds proceeded in the direction of +the drawing-room; and with an agonized sign to her cousin Toni flew back +to her seat behind the tea-tray just as the door opened to admit +Andrews.</p> + +<p>The visitors, knowing themselves unknown, had provided the servant with +cards; and these Andrews silently presented to his mistress, who took +them with a shaking hand.</p> + +<p>"The Honourable Mrs. Anstey, Miss Olive Lynn, Mr. Barry Raymond——" She +broke off with a sigh of relief. "Why, that's Owen's friend, Fanny. It's +not half so bad if he's there!"</p> + +<p>She turned to the man.</p> + +<p>"Are they in the drawing-room, Andrews?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, ma'am."</p> + +<p>"Oh!" For a second Toni hesitated, then common sense came to her rescue. +"I will come, Andrews. Fanny, will you come with me?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, do let me stay here," begged Miss Gibbs, who was still endeavouring +to make herself tidy. "I'm such a sight, playing with the dog—but you +go, Toni ... and p'raps they won't stop long."</p> + +<p>Toni walked across the hall with lagging footsteps, preceded by the +sympathetic Andrews, who threw open the door for her with a +compassionate air, and then retired to break the news of this intrusion +to the maids who were anxiously waiting his return.</p> + +<p>In the drawing-room were three people; and as Toni made her entrance, +looking like a veritable schoolgirl in her blouse and short skirt, the +oldest of the trio came forward with an expression of surprise on her +beautiful, faded face.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Rose?" She shook hands. "I am so glad to find you at home. This is +my niece, Miss Lynn, who is staying with me—and Mr. Raymond I think you +know?"</p> + +<p>Toni, feeling shyer than ever, shook hands with the pretty, grey-eyed +girl who approached at the sound of her name; and then turned, with a +feeling of genuine relief, to Barry.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Raymond! I'm so pleased to see you—but I'm afraid Owen isn't at +home!"</p> + +<p>"I know that!" He laughed. "He is doing a little work to-day, for a +change—and my call is really on you!"</p> + +<p>"Well, won't you sit down?" Toni drew a low chair forward for Mrs. +Anstey, who accepted it with a smile, while Olive Lynn sank down on the +couch, where, after a second's pause, Toni also took her seat.</p> + +<p>"I had hoped to see you before now," said Mrs. Anstey, with a smile +which won Toni's impressionable heart. "But I heard you had only just +got home, and thought I would give you a chance to settle down."</p> + +<p>"It is very good of you to come," said Toni simply. "You live some +distance away, don't you? I think my husband pointed out your house to +me when we were motoring one day."</p> + +<p>"Yes, nearly eight miles off—in the next village, in fact. But as you +have a motor I hope you'll come over and see me pretty often." She gave +the invitation with a pleasant note of sincerity. "Just at present my +niece is taking pity on me, but I am very lonely sometimes."</p> + +<p>"I will come, certainly," said Toni, feeling curiously at ease with this +charming, elderly woman who, in spite of her aristocratic bearing, was +so delightfully kindly. "I haven't returned any calls yet—but my +husband tells me I must really start next week."</p> + +<p>"Do—and come to tea with me first of all." Mrs. Anstey spoke quite +unconsciously, but something in her words aroused Toni to a sense of her +own deficiencies as hostess.</p> + +<p>Tea—of course! Owen had told her that it was imperative to offer tea to +afternoon visitors; and these people had motored eight miles over a +dusty road—they must be hot and thirsty and longing for tea.</p> + +<p>Yet—suddenly Toni felt it would be impossible to ask her guests to +participate in the feast which she had spread for Fanny. The delicacies +which had been prepared for her cousin took on a very uncouth +appearance, and from the bottom of her heart Toni wished she had kept to +the usual <i>régime</i> of dainty sandwiches and cakes.</p> + +<p>Yet she must offer tea—and quickly, before her visitors had time to +doubt her hospitable intentions. She was so lost in thought that she let +Mrs. Anstey's remark go unanswered; and Barry, looking at her, wondered +what had made her suddenly colour hotly and look embarrassed and +nervous.</p> + +<p>Truth to tell, Toni was hot all over. A more experienced hostess than +she would have rung the bell and requested Andrews to bring tea; and +doubtless he would have done so without delay, thereby saving the +situation; but to Toni's mind the fact that tea was ready in the room +across the hall quite precluded the possibility of having another tea +brought for the latest visitors; besides which it flashed through her +mind that these people must have seen the tea-table through the big +dining-room window.</p> + +<p>Olive Lynn, seeing her confusion, but not understanding its cause, tried +good-naturedly to put her at her ease.</p> + +<p>"I think I saw you on the river last night, didn't I? We were in a +canoe, and you and Mr. Rose were punting."</p> + +<p>"Oh—yes!" Toni, still wrestling with her problem, answered rather +vaguely. "We—we had taken tea with us and were late home."</p> + +<p>"That's so jolly, isn't it?" Olive smiled. "We often do that—take a +tea-basket and have a picnic."</p> + +<p>Tea again! Suddenly Toni grew desperate. Tea must be offered; there was +no way out of this dilemma save a frank acceptance of the situation; and +with a sinking heart Toni took the plunge.</p> + +<p>"I ... we were just having tea, my cousin and I," she said abruptly. +"Will you ... will you come and have some? I'm sure you must be thirsty +after your drive."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Anstey, with a look at her niece, accepted courteously. It was a +hot day and the roads were dusty, and in a house like Greenriver one +need not be afraid of putting one's hostess out by accepting a cup of +tea.</p> + +<p>"Thank you. A cup of tea would be very refreshing—I'm sure Olive thinks +so, don't you, dear?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'm always ready for tea," replied the girl, laughing, "and +motoring does make one thirsty, doesn't it, Mrs. Rose?"</p> + +<p>"Will you come, then?" Toni had risen, and now moved, feeling cold with +nervousness, towards the door. "We ... we are having tea in the +dining-room to-day."'</p> + +<p>Barry opened the door as she spoke; and together the little party +crossed the hall to the dining-room. Andrews was hovering about; and as +he saw his mistress leading her guests he slipped away in search of +fresh cups and a supply of hot tea.</p> + +<p>Inside the dining-room Miss Gibbs, having reduced her appearance to +something like order, was sitting rather apprehensively in her place; +and as the door opened to admit the quartette she rose and stood waiting +nervously for Toni's introductions.</p> + +<p>These were soon made. Mrs. Anstey and Olive shook hands with Fanny, each +of them wondering in her mind at the relationship between her pretty, +shy hostess and this florid, rather overdressed young woman; but +convention mercifully intervened to hide their wonder; and Fanny could +find no fault with their courteous greetings.</p> + +<p>With Barry it was quite impossible to feel ill at ease; and he shook +hands so nicely, making a remark about Jock as he did so, that Fanny +felt suddenly comfortable again.</p> + +<p>The guests, in response to Toni's invitation, seated themselves; Olive +taking a chair by Fanny's side, while Mrs. Anstey sat next to her +hostess, and Barry appropriated a stool beside the elder woman.</p> + +<p>Andrews entering with fresh supplies, Toni provided her visitors with +tea, losing her first nervousness as she did so; and for a moment it +seemed as though the little party would be a success after all.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Anstey had just accepted a hot cake, and Olive was begging prettily +for another lump of sugar, when Jock, who had been sitting quietly +beside his mistress, suddenly rose and rushed madly over to the window, +uttering a succession of shrill barks as he did so.</p> + +<p>Everyone glanced at the window to see what had disturbed him; and there, +on the gravel outside, stood two ladies, evidently a little uncertain of +the Airedale's intentions.</p> + +<p>"I think those are some more visitors, Mrs. Rose!" Barry gave her a +quizzical look. "It never rains but it pours! Shall I ... er ... Jock +seems a little anxious to send the visitors away!"</p> + +<p>Luckily the window was raised a good height from the ground; and Jock +was obliged to content himself with putting his paws on the window-seat +and barking still more fiercely at the figures without.</p> + +<p>Presently, however, the two ladies appeared to regain the courage they +had momentarily lost; and vanished from sight in the direction of the +front door; which was shortly opened by Andrews, who had evidently been +lurking in the hall listening to Jock's protestations.</p> + +<p>It is possible that the man, who was really little more than a boy, lost +his head; or perhaps he was infected by the spirit of nervousness which +had gripped Toni earlier in the afternoon. At any rate, whatever the +excuse, he made no pretence of showing the new-comers into the +drawing-room, but opened the dining-room door and ushered them straight +into the presence of his mistress; after which he closed the door and +leaned against the wall, aghast at his own stupidity.</p> + +<p>To make matters worse, he had announced the ladies in so indistinct a +voice that Toni had not the faintest notion who her visitors were; and +for a second they stared helplessly at one another, while Jock, who had +conceived a violent dislike for these latest comers, barked loudly and +unmercifully throughout.</p> + +<p>At last, however, just as Toni mustered up courage to shake hands, Mrs. +Anstey came to the rescue.</p> + +<p>"Why, Lady Martin, I had no idea you were home again. You have come to +welcome Mrs. Rose, I suppose. My dear"—to Toni—"Lady Martin is your +nearest neighbour—really near, I mean; only a mile away."</p> + +<p>"Less by the fields." Lady Martin spoke magisterially. "And this fine +weather tempted us to walk, although both the cars were standing idle in +the garage."</p> + +<p>Having thus established her position as the owner of two cars, Lady +Martin brought forward her daughter and presented her to Toni, who +received an instant impression of size, teeth and volubility as Miss +Martin shook hands and expressed her pleasure at finding Mrs. Rose at +home.</p> + +<p>The next thing to do was obviously to provide chairs for the guests, and +this Toni did, with the help of Barry, who appeared to be on fairly +friendly terms with the two ladies; and once again Toni turned her +attention to filling teacups.</p> + +<p>Fanny, who had been somewhat overlooked during the last strenuous +moments, was relieved to hear herself addressed in a friendly tone by +Miss Lynn, who felt sorry for the girl, so obviously ill-at-ease; and in +return for the kindly attention Fanny eagerly handed Olive the dish of +shrimps with an invitation to "try some."</p> + +<p>Olive Lynn, who had possibly never met these small creatures in their +native armour before, hesitated, casting a look at Barry at the same +moment; but he was engaged in handing Lady Martin some bread and butter; +and Olive's appeal went unanswered.</p> + +<p>Taking Miss Lynn's silence for consent, and being really anxious to help +Toni by making her guests eat a good tea, Fanny eagerly piled her +neighbour's plate with shrimps; and at that moment Lady Martin first +discovered what plebeian dishes the table held.</p> + +<p>Ignoring Barry and his bread and butter, she put up her lorgnette and +deliberately scrutinized the heap of pink shrimps which Fanny, pleased +with her success, was just pushing across to Miss Martin. For a second +her ladyship was speechless; then, as her daughter turned a haughty +stare upon the officious commoner, Lady Martin spoke.</p> + +<p>"I think, Lucretia, you had better leave those—er—shellfish alone. I +understand there is always a danger of ptomaine poisoning with such +things."</p> + +<p>Toni dropped a lump of sugar with a clatter on the tray and turned +scarlet. Lady Martin's tone was so deliberately offensive, her manner so +disagreeable, that Toni felt like a chidden schoolgirl; and again the +enormity of her social mistake swept over her, rendering her quite +incapable of making any reply to the attack.</p> + +<p>But rescue was at hand. Barry, who from the first had felt a chivalrous +interest in his friend's wife, had seen the colour sweep into her face, +and had determined that the Martins, mother and daughter, should not +exercise their well-known prerogative of snubbing any woman who did not +boast a title.</p> + +<p>It is true that Lady Martin was the wife of a soap manufacturer, +knighted for services to his party; and both sprang from a very humble +class; but what they lacked in breeding they made up for in arrogance; +and Lady Martin had early determined that if she wished to become a +power in the neighbourhood she must assert herself on every occasion. +Also, she had intended to patronize the young mistress of Greenriver; +and to find Mrs. Anstey, the only person in the district of whom she +stood in awe, here before her had disturbed her mean little soul.</p> + +<p>Barry, quick as a woman in some matters, read her mind accurately, and +immediately ranged himself on the side of his embarrassed hostess.</p> + +<p>"Are those shrimps, Mrs. Rose? And you never asked me to have any!"</p> + +<p>He flashed a laughing glance at her, and drew the dish towards him, +resolved that he at least would not shirk his duty.</p> + +<p>"I ... I'm sorry ... I forgot," said Toni lamely. "But ... please don't +have any if you'd rather not."</p> + +<p>"It seems hardly the hour for these—delicacies," said Lady Martin, +waving haughtily aside the dish Barry offered her mischievously. "In +sauce—or <i>pâtés</i>—yes ... but now—no!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, you're making quite a mistake," said Barry coolly, helping himself +as he spoke. "They are delicious with bread and butter. Olive, you've +got some? That's right. Mrs. Anstey, can't I persuade you to try a few?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Anstey, thoroughly understanding the look of appeal which Barry's +laughing eyes held, smiled very kindly.</p> + +<p>"My dear boy, I never eat much tea, as you know—but still—if you'll +prepare me one or two ... they really look so tempting...."</p> + +<p>To her dying day Lady Martin would never forget that afternoon. There +sat Mrs. Anstey, whom everyone knew to be related to half the "good" +families of England, eating shrimps, shelled for her by Barry, with an +air of enjoyment which was in itself an offence. There, too, was Miss +Lynn, niece to an earl, doing likewise, being assisted in the mysteries +of divorcing the creatures from their shells by the blowsy, florid young +woman beside her, with whom she was soon on excellent terms. And there, +also, was Barry Raymond, a young man for whom everyone had a good word, +laughing and joking with his hostess as though they were old friends, +while that same hostess lost her frightened look beneath his geniality +and did the honours of the tea-tray very prettily.</p> + +<p>Only Lady Martin and her daughter were out of it; and when she found +that her cold looks and biting speeches made no impression on +anyone—for even Fanny was at ease now with these delightful people—her +ladyship could bear it no longer.</p> + +<p>Rising abruptly, and cutting short a sentence of Toni's as though she +heard nothing, Lady Martin called her daughter to her side.</p> + +<p>"I think, Lucretia, if you have finished your tea"—both ladies had left +their cups untouched—"we must tear ourselves away. We promised to look +in at the Vicarage, and you know we are dining with the Batty-Browns +to-night!"</p> + +<p>Having thus made it clear that she was in much social demand, Lady +Martin advanced upon her hostess and held out her hand aggressively.</p> + +<p>"Good-bye, Mrs. Rose. So glad to have seen you. I am always at home on +Wednesdays in the summer."</p> + +<p>Toni shook hands quietly, and Miss Martin followed suit with a limp +handshake; after which the two ladies took what was intended to be a +gushing farewell of the other guests, ignoring Fanny as though she were +not present.</p> + +<p>Andrews was in waiting to show the ladies out; and when, a moment later, +they swept by the window, their high-heeled shoes crunching the gravel +sternly, Barry heaved a sigh of relief.</p> + +<p>"I don't know how it is, but Lady Martin always gives me the creeps. +Mrs. Rose, is it too late to beg another cup of tea? I assure you I +really want it, to buck me up."</p> + +<p>Toni, who was very pale, filled his cup with rather a trembling hand, +and Mrs. Anstey saw that the woman's insolence had unnerved her.</p> + +<p>Appearing to notice nothing, she began to make conversation, discoursing +gently on various unimportant topics until Toni grew more like herself; +and when at length Mrs. Anstey rose to go she had completely won Toni's +grateful heart.</p> + +<p>Toni took leave of her visitors regretfully, and readily promised to +return the visit as soon as possible; and then she and Fanny accompanied +them to the door to see them comfortably settled in the big grey car.</p> + +<p>Barry was driving, Olive sitting beside him; and the girl turned and +waved a kindly hand as the car began to glide down the avenue in the +afternoon sunshine.</p> + +<p>"My! Isn't she pretty!" Miss Gibbs' admiration was sincere. "And that +blue bonnet of hers was a dream—must have cost pounds!"</p> + +<p>"I think Mrs. Anstey is beautiful," said Toni, rather dreamily, gazing +after the car. "I don't wonder Miss Lynn is so devoted to her. She is +just my ideal of a lady."</p> + +<p>"Better than that other stuck-up cat," said Fanny rather viciously. "And +as for that maypole of a daughter, she's nothing but a gawk."</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't let's go in there!" Toni laid a hand on her cousin's arm as +Fanny turned towards the dining-room. "I don't want to see the tea-table +any more! Fan, wasn't it <i>horrible</i> when they came first?"</p> + +<p>"Well, they were a bit sticky," said Fanny frankly. "But nobody seemed +to care! Mr. Raymond was just making game of them all the time."</p> + +<p>"Well, don't let's think of them," said Toni, shaking herself as though +freeing her shoulders from an incubus. "We'll go on the river for an +hour, Fan, and then you shall see the house."</p> + +<p>The programme was carried out successfully, and beneath Fanny's +affectionate chatter Toni regained the spirits she had lost. She took +her cousin on the river, returning in time to see the old house before +the summer darkness fell; and after a very satisfactory little dinner +Miss Gibbs departed, highly pleased with her entertainment.</p> + +<p>Owen was not to be home till nearly midnight, and Toni decided not to +sit up. Indeed, she was tired, and it was barely ten o'clock when she +went upstairs to bed. Something was troubling her, too; and as she +walked slowly down the long gallery, lighted only by the Ten Little +Ladies, she was asking herself a question which, in spite of its +humorous form, held a hint of tragedy.</p> + +<p>"Shall I have to tell Owen everything—how rude she was and what an +idiot I felt? Must I really tell him about—about the <i>shrimps</i>?"</p> + +<p>She paused, looking about her as though seeking an answer to her +question, which held indeed a significance which she dimly understood.</p> + +<p>But the Ten Little Ladies had no reply to give her; and with a sigh Toni +passed on and entered her own room in silence.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_X" id="CHAPTER_X"></a>CHAPTER X</h2> + + +<p>Fairly late that night Barry Raymond jumped off his motorcycle at the +gate of the bungalow known locally as the Hope House. It was a perfect +June night, and as he unlatched the gate Barry heard a nightingale +singing its love-song to the moon, the deliciously pure notes ringing +across the river with a fascinating, almost unearthly, effect.</p> + +<p>The garden of the bungalow was full of sleeping flowers, and their +fragrance stole gently out like a tender welcome to Barry as he strode +up the path between their ranks, pale-coloured in the moonlight, though +full of rich, glowing colour beneath the sun.</p> + +<p>Another welcome greeted him in a moment. There was a low, deep-toned +bark, a white streak of something advancing in a hurtling flash, and +then, as the great Borzoi discovered the visitor to be a friend, she +dropped into a welcoming march, waving her plumy tail the while.</p> + +<p>"Halloa, Olga, old girl! Where's your boss?"</p> + +<p>He was not far off, having been warned of the approach of his friend, +and in another moment the two men were shaking hands cordially.</p> + +<p>"By Jove, Barry, it's good to see you again!" There was no mistaking the +pleasure in the tone. "I thought you'd be looking me up—someone told me +you were staying down here."</p> + +<p>"Yes—only for three days, worse luck. I'm with the Ansteys—you know +Miss Lynn is Mrs. Anstey's niece, and she is there too."</p> + +<p>"I see. Well, come in and have a peg." He led the way hospitably through +the green door into the bungalow, and a minute later the two were seated +cosily in the little living-room, which looked oddly attractive in the +lamplight.</p> + +<p>Olga, the wolfhound, followed them in as a matter of course, and when +her master had mixed drinks for himself and his visitor, and had taken +his seat, she lay down beside him, her long nose resting on her paws, +while she blinked sleepily in the mellow light.</p> + +<p>"Well, Barry, how goes the world? Cheerily, eh?"</p> + +<p>"With me? Yes." He took a pull at his glass, "I'm A 1, and so is Olive."</p> + +<p>"Work going ahead? I hear the <i>Bridge</i> is making its way."</p> + +<p>"Rather!" He spoke enthusiastically. "The next number will be out in a +few days, and it's better than ever."</p> + +<p>"Good! Of course Rose is an excellent man for the job. If he can't make +it go, no one can. By the way, he's come to live down here, as I daresay +you know."</p> + +<p>"Yes." Barry spoke slowly, and lighted a cigarette rather thoughtfully. +"As a matter of fact, Jim, that's partly why I've come to see you at +this unholy hour."</p> + +<p>"Better now than never!" said his host genially. "But I don't think I +quite understand you."</p> + +<p>"No." For a moment Barry said nothing more, and the other man looked at +him a little oddly.</p> + +<p>He himself was worth looking at, in spite of the shabbiness which +betrayed either a bachelor habit of mind, or a lofty disdain for the +trappings of life. A man of about forty-one, his face was a curious +mixture of youth and age, of experience and of idealism. His big, bright +eyes and curving mouth betokened enthusiasm, fire, a kindly philosophy; +while the lines upon his forehead and the grey streaks in his abundant +hair seemed to speak of deeper things. Life had indeed graven with its +chisel lines and marks ineffaceable. It was the face of one who had +suffered deeply, who had passed through more than one saddening +experience. In repose one would have said the man was serious, grave to +a fault; but when he smiled, it was the face of youth—ardent, eager, +irresponsible—that the beholder saw before him.</p> + +<p>It was a queer, baffling, contradictory face altogether. Only one thing +about it was certain, and that was written so plainly thereon that even +a child might read.</p> + +<p>It was a face one could trust. Whatever might be the nature of the +tragic experience which had whitened the crisp locks and drawn the heavy +lines on the broad brow, there was something so gentle, so +straightforward, so kindly about the whole man that none could doubt his +sincerity, his trustworthiness. And side by side with the lines drawn by +sorrow there were other lines betokening laughter, those fine lines at +the corners of the eyes which are born from mirth, and even though they +take away from youth's first unlined smoothness, give value and +perspective to the countenance.</p> + +<p>For the rest, he was fairly tall, though he stooped somewhat; and he +walked always with a quick, impetuous step, until such times as memory, +or some other quality, came to life, and gave a queer, dragging effect +to his usually swift tread.</p> + +<p>"Well?" It was the host who spoke, and Barry recalled his scattered +thoughts with an effort and remembered the cause on which he was +enlisted.</p> + +<p>"Well, it's about Rose's wife that I want to speak to you." Barry looked +searchingly at his friend, and reading in the bright eyes nothing of the +cheap cynicism with which some men might have greeted the announcement, +he went on quickly. "The fact is, she wants someone to give her a +helping hand."</p> + +<p>"Someone—apart from her husband?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. You see, she's only a kid and a jolly pretty one. Looks like a +schoolgirl——?"</p> + +<p>"Stay a moment." Herrick laid down his pipe. "Is Mrs. Rose a little dark +girl, with very bright eyes and a lot of black hair?"</p> + +<p>"That's she. You've met her, then?"</p> + +<p>"Well, not exactly. Fact is, I have seen a young woman answering to that +description wandering on the towing-path early in the morning once or +twice; and I was a little puzzled to know who she might be."</p> + +<p>"Well, that's Mrs. Rose. Now the fact is"—Barry grew red suddenly as he +realized that his interference was quite unauthorized—"I think she +wants a friend, someone to look after her a bit."</p> + +<p>"Why? Is she ... er ... what <i>is</i> she?"</p> + +<p>"She is very young." Barry spoke deliberately now, having made up his +mind to proceed. "And although she is a perfect little lady in her +way"—thus unconsciously endorsing Kate's verdict—"she has never been +used to the sort of life she will have to lead down here. To tell the +truth—I know it's safe with you, Jim—she was our typist in the office +before her marriage."</p> + +<p>"I see. And Rose fell in love with her?"</p> + +<p>"Y ... yes." Even to Herrick, Barry could not give away the secret of +Owen's proposal. "Anyway, he married her, and brought her here; and +to-day I was witness to a curious little scene in her house."</p> + +<p>"I'm all attention, Barry."</p> + +<p>"Well, Rose is away for the day, and Mrs. Rose invited a girl-cousin +down for the afternoon; and to do honour to her, I imagine, she had +provided a sumptuous tea, including shrimps and one of those wobbly +white things that you get at lunch."</p> + +<p>"I see. Well?"</p> + +<p>"Well, we—Mrs. Anstey, Olive and I—chose to pay a call to-day; and +when, after a little hesitation, Mrs. Rose asked us to have some tea, we +were taken into the dining-room, where these festal delicacies were laid +out."</p> + +<p>"And then?"</p> + +<p>"Well, it would have been all right—Mrs. Anstey is a dear, and Olive of +course is a ripper—and we'd have had a very jolly little party, but +unfortunately in the middle of it who should arrive but Lady Martin and +that terrible daughter of hers."</p> + +<p>"Lady Martin of soap fame?"</p> + +<p>"The same. Well, you know what an utter snob the woman is. In two +minutes she had Toni—Mrs. Rose—reduced to a jelly—simply by sneering +at everything."</p> + +<p>"Including the—shrimps?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. You know shrimps are—well—a bit <i>vulgar</i>, aren't they?"</p> + +<p>For a second there was silence. Then Herrick stretched out his hand for +his pipe and spoke slowly in the intervals of filling the bowl.</p> + +<p>"There was once, if my memory serves me rightly, an Apostle of the name +of Peter who chose to consider some of the creatures made by his own +Maker in the light of vulgarians; and a sheetful of specimens descended +on Peter's head to warn him against the folly of finding any of God's +creations common or unclean. Of course we've no proof that shrimps were +included——"</p> + +<p>"I say, Jim, don't rag!" Barry threw away his cigarette rather +impatiently. "I'm in earnest—oh, I know it sounds beastly snobbish, but +still, shrimps at tea——"</p> + +<p>"Are unusual, though really, if you try them, first-rate." Herrick had +filled his pipe, and now took up the match-box. "Seriously, Barry, I +know what you mean. So long as we have false standards of gentility I +suppose the sight of a shrimp in conjunction with the tea-pot will cause +us to shrivel up. But I'll guarantee that neither Mrs. Anstey nor Miss +Lynn turned a hair at the sight."</p> + +<p>"Rather not! They ate them as if they really liked them—and if that +wasn't a snub to the awful Martin woman—well, she went, anyway, driven +away by our combined vulgarity, I suppose, and we had quite a decent +time when she had gone."</p> + +<p>"Well? If Lady Martin was driven from the field, and you were left the +victors, what's the trouble?"</p> + +<p>"The trouble is this. Lady Martin, being a spiteful woman, and knowing +perfectly well that Mrs. Anstey meant to teach her a lesson, will lose +no opportunity of spreading the story abroad; and in time it is certain +to come to Rose's ears."</p> + +<p>"Ah!" He spoke thoughtfully. "That is it, is it? And Mr. Rose +will—er—resent the tale?"</p> + +<p>"You see it's this way." Barry gave way to the impulse to confide in his +friend, to whom all his boyish confidences had been given. "Rose is a +real good sort, and wouldn't for the world let Toni suspect that he +knows he's married beneath him, as the world calls it."</p> + +<p>"The world? Ah!" There was a light scorn in the tone.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I know—we both know it's all rot, that sort of thing. But still, +as the world goes, one has to remember it; and somehow, although Rose is +genuinely fond of his wife, I doubt whether his love would stand +much—well, ridicule."</p> + +<p>"Ah! And I suppose the child did make herself rather ridiculous in her +attempts to welcome a cousin to whom she is doubtless attached."</p> + +<p>"It isn't only that." Having once begun, Barry unburdened himself still +further. "You know, although I admire Mrs. Rose immensely, and she's a +ripping kid really, I'm not a bit sure that the marriage will be a +success."</p> + +<p>"Why not, Barry?"</p> + +<p>"Well, they're unsuited to one another in heaps of ways. Toni is, as I +say, a dear little girl, but she's only half-educated, and not in the +least intellectual. Sharp in her way—the way of a quick-witted +woman—shrewd, and no fool. But you know Rose is rather an exceptional +fellow."</p> + +<p>"So I have always understood."</p> + +<p>"He's clever, you know—and deep, too. Not one of those fellows who are +always showing off, but really brilliant; and it's rather a dangerous +thing for a shallow woman to marry a man of that sort."</p> + +<p>"It's often done, Barry," said the other man quietly.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I know, but that doesn't make it any safer. Toni is an out-and-out +good sort, as straight as a die, and a merry, light-hearted little thing +into the bargain; but she's bound to turn out a disappointment to her +husband all the same."</p> + +<p>"I don't see why," said Herrick after a moment's pause. "Lots of clever +men marry feather-headed women and manage to get along all right."</p> + +<p>"Yes, but Owen's not that sort. He's a fellow who will want his wife to +be a companion, a real comrade, able to go forward side by side with +him, understand his aims, sympathize with his ideals and so on; and this +girl can't do it."</p> + +<p>"But why are you so sure she can't, my boy? Probably she is very +different when alone with her husband. All women, as well as men, have +two soul-sides, you know—'one to face the world with'—the other——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, that's Browning's view, of course, but then he was an idealist!" +Barry spoke rather impatiently. "No, Jim, there's not much hope of that. +I've made a study of the girl—I don't mind telling you I did my best to +prevent Rose marrying her—and I'm perfectly certain that as far as +anything beyond the merest good-fellowship goes, Rose might just as well +have married a Persian kitten."</p> + +<p>"Yet she is fond of him—in her way?"</p> + +<p>"Very, I should say; but even then there's an element of something which +shouldn't exist between husband and wife. There is a sort of quite +unconscious patronage on Rose's side which matches a pretty gratitude on +hers; and I have a horrible fear that if ever he found her wanting—and +showed her so—she would break her heart."</p> + +<p>"Oh! Then you don't deny her a heart?"</p> + +<p>"Good Lord, no! What I do deny her is—well, I don't quite know. Is it +brain, or soul, or what?"</p> + +<p>"You take an interest in this girl, Barry. Is it possible you are going +to try to supply this deficiency of brain, or soul, or whatever it is?"</p> + +<p>Barry laughed rather defiantly.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I know you think I'm a fool for my pains! Yes, that's just what I +do want to do. I want to wake the girl up, to make her use her +intellect, fit herself to be Owen's companion. I hate to think of their +marriage turning out a failure—Owen disappointed in her, feeling +aggrieved, perhaps, at her inability to go forward with him, while she +in her turn feels impatient with him for expecting her to be something +she isn't—and that he ought never to have expected her to be!"</p> + +<p>"Wait a moment, Barry." Herrick looked at him squarely. "Isn't there +something behind all this? Didn't I hear a rumour that some woman had +jilted Rose—thrown him over for a richer man, or something of the +sort?"</p> + +<p>"Well"—Barry bit his lip—"since you know so much—yes."</p> + +<p>"And possibly this marriage was in the nature of a reprisal? Intended to +show the jilting lady that—to put it plainly—there were still good +fish in the sea?"</p> + +<p>"Yes—in a way it was."</p> + +<p>"Ah! Now I understand. And you, having doubtless been forced into the +position of an accessory before the fact, are anxious that as little +harm as possible shall be done to either party?"</p> + +<p>"Yes—but principally to the girl."</p> + +<p>"Of course, seeing that she was probably unconscious of the reason +behind the match. Well, it seems hard that she should have been used as +a catspaw, doesn't it?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, it wasn't as bad as that. Rose really liked the girl——"</p> + +<p>"In spite of her want of—soul?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. And I thought," said Barry eagerly, "that if you and I, and one or +two more—Olive, for instance—could give her a helping hand now and +then, show her how to make the best of herself and so on, things might +turn out all right."</p> + +<p>"Ah, Barry!" Herrick looked at him with a half-humorous, half-sad smile. +"You're very young—and youth is always—or should be—courageous. Do +you really think that I, or you, or even Miss Lynn, can alter by a +fraction the destiny marked out for that pretty child across the river +there?"</p> + +<p>"Destiny—no, perhaps not," said Barry, taken aback by the big word. +"But we might help her—help her to find herself, as the Ibsenites call +it—realize her soul, and all the rest of it. The soul's <i>there</i>, all +right, but somehow it seems to be hidden, undeveloped, or something of +the sort."</p> + +<p>For a second the older man said nothing, though his square white teeth +clenched themselves on the stem of his pipe. Then, removing the latter, +he said slowly:</p> + +<p>"Do you remember what Browning says, Barry?</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">'Tis an awkward thing to play with souls<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And matter enough to save one's own!'<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>Well, don't you agree with him—and me—that one's own soul takes a vast +deal of salvation?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, of course—but still—I thought you would be ready to help...."</p> + +<p>His accent of dejection touched the other man's heart.</p> + +<p>"Come, don't look so disappointed. Of course I'll help, as much as I +can! It ought to be an interesting task, anyway, helping a woman to find +her soul. And if I can help her in any way, I will."</p> + +<p>"Good! But how?" He wanted to clinch the matter.</p> + +<p>"Well, I suppose the first thing to do is to make the lady's +acquaintance. I know Rose, slightly, and a call will no doubt be +considered neighbourly. And if I can do anything for the child, you may +depend on me to do it."</p> + +<p>"You're a brick, Jim!" In the midst of his relief Barry remembered the +hour and rose hastily. "Well, I must be off, or the house will be shut +up. Good-night, old chap. I'm no end obliged to you. I knew you would +help, if anyone would."</p> + +<p>He had turned towards the door when a thought struck him and he turned +back rather awkwardly.</p> + +<p>"I say, Jim"—he was looking down at the floor as he spoke—"I hadn't +forgotten, but I didn't like to say much. How ... how is—she?"</p> + +<p>"My wife, you mean?" Herrick's smile was bitter. "She is pretty well, I +believe. They say her health has improved lately."</p> + +<p>"I'm glad. And—forgive me if I'm tactless, Jim, but when do you expect +her back?"</p> + +<p>"When does she come out?" All the youth had died away from his face, +leaving it desperately tired and sad. "Some time in the autumn, October, +I believe. The time isn't really up quite so soon, but there's some +remission for good conduct, I understand, which shortens the sentence."</p> + +<p>"Have you seen her lately?"</p> + +<p>"No. She refused to see me last time, and I shall not trouble her +again."</p> + +<p>"I see." Barry fidgeted from one foot to the other, then made a sudden +grab at his friend's hand. "Well, good-bye, Jim. Ever so many thanks for +promising to help the kid. You can do lots for her if you will, and I do +want the marriage to be a success."</p> + +<p>"You've come to a queer person to help you, Barry," said the other with +a twisted smile. "My own marriage has been so wonderfully successful, +hasn't it? But there, don't let's talk about it now. How are you going +home? Motor? Ah, all right. Then Olga and I will come and see you safely +off the premises."</p> + +<p>He had regained his former kindly manner, and bade the boy good-night +with all his accustomed heartiness; but as Barry turned for a last look +and saw the stooping figure return through the gate, accompanied by the +graceful Borzoi, a fury of rage gripped his generous young heart.</p> + +<p>"Damn that woman—oh, <i>damn</i> her!" He said the words wildly to himself +as he spun down the moonlit road between the fragrant hedges. "She's +ruined his life, and will go on doing it as long as they live! October, +he said. Well, there's time to give poor little Toni a helping hand +before then!"</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>But in the quiet bungalow behind him Jim Herrick sat alone until the +short summer night had given way to the glories of the dawn. And in his +face, as he gazed before him, seeing, perhaps the troubled past, perhaps +the darkened future, there was now no trace of youth, only a great and +weary disillusionment.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XI" id="CHAPTER_XI"></a>CHAPTER XI</h2> + + +<p>After all, Jim Herrick's introduction to Mrs. Rose came about in an +unexpected fashion.</p> + +<p>Although he had only seen her two or three times, Herrick felt a decided +interest in Rose's young wife. From what Barry had told him he concluded +that there were breakers ahead for the young couple; and since his own +matrimonial misfortunes had made him very pitiful, he determined to try +to hold out a helping hand to the girl should the occasion arise.</p> + +<p>The occasion arose, indeed, almost before he expected it; but luckily +Herrick was a man of action and grappled with the opportunity thus +presented.</p> + +<p>One sunny afternoon he was returning from a pull up the river in his +skiff, when he saw a punt gliding towards him, the pole manipulated, +rather unskilfully, it must be confessed, by the girl of whom his +thoughts had been full; and he stayed in his mooring to watch her pass.</p> + +<p>To Toni the guiding of a punt was so serious a matter that she had no +eyes for anything else, and she never even saw the man in the boat. The +river took rather a curve here, and Toni found it a little difficult to +negotiate the bend. Becoming somewhat flurried, she directed her punt +into the middle of the stream, where it hung for a moment as though +undecided whether or no to swing round in the disconcerting manner +peculiar to such craft; but Toni, becoming impatient, put fresh vigour +into her task, and sent the punt triumphantly forward with a masterful +push.</p> + +<p>Her triumph was, however, short-lived. With the treacherous suddenness +which invariably marks this catastrophe her pole snapped as she drove it +downwards; the punt glided away immediately, and Toni, clinging +desperately to the broken pole, went down with it into the river itself.</p> + +<p>With an exclamation Herrick sculled his boat strongly to the spot where +she had gone down, reaching it just as she came to the surface, gasping +and spluttering, and with an expression of wild terror in her face.</p> + +<p>He guessed that she could not swim, and called out to her reassuringly.</p> + +<p>"You're all right—hang on to my boat, and I'll get you out!"</p> + +<p>She heard him, even in the midst of her terror, and made a frantic grab +at the side of the boat, only to miss by inches and go down again with +an involuntary cry.</p> + +<p>Hastily shipping his oars, Herrick bent over the boat, causing it to +heel to one side rather dangerously; and when next Toni came to the +surface he gripped her strongly by the shoulder, bidding her keep quite +still, and then lifted her, by sheer force of muscle, into the boat, +where she collapsed in a dripping little heap at his feet.</p> + +<p>"That's all right!" He seized the oars and with a dozen vigorous strokes +propelled the boat back to the landing-place, where he proceeded to tie +her up, and then turned his attention to his passenger.</p> + +<p>"Hard luck, Mrs. Rose," he said cheerily. "But there's no harm done, is +there? Now you must come into the house and let me find you some dry +things to put on. Don't delay—the punt will be rescued somewhere, I've +no doubt, and you really must get out of those wet garments."</p> + +<p>Shivering, dripping, and feeling more than half inclined to cry, Toni +let him help her out of the boat; and seeing that she was really +suffering from shock Herrick put his arm round her shoulders in +fraternal fashion, and led her up the little sloping lawn on to the +verandah of the bungalow.</p> + +<p>Here Toni stopped in some embarrassment.</p> + +<p>"I ... I don't think I can come in like this." In spite of the sun her +teeth were chattering. "I—I shall spoil your carpets!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, they're beyond spoiling," he assured her, with a laugh. "Don't +worry about them! I think, though, you had better come into the kitchen, +if you don't mind. There happens to be a fire there, and you can get +warm."</p> + +<p>She followed him obediently through the long window into the shabby +sitting-room, which for all its shabbiness had an oddly harmonious +effect; and from there he took her into the small, cosy kitchen, which +was scrupulously tidy and spotlessly clean.</p> + +<p>"Now"—he looked at her a little dubiously—"obviously, the thing to do +is to get off those wet clothes, have a hot bath, and put on something +dry. Well, if I bring my tub in here and fill it from the boiler, would +you mind having it in the kitchen? You see, I don't want you to get +cold."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't think I need do that," said Toni, between laughing and +crying. "If you lent me a mackintosh or a big coat I could get home +quite well."</p> + +<p>"What—as you are?" He smiled at her, but so kindly that she could not +take offence. "Well, to begin with, your punt is miles away by now, and +anyway you are much too wet to leave this house. Now"—he went briskly +to the door—"I'm going to fetch my bath and I'll have it filled in a +jiffy. You'll feel all right after a hot soak."</p> + +<p>He went out, leaving Toni, very wet and uncomfortable, in the middle of +the floor. In a minute he returned, dragging after him a good-sized +bath, filled to the brim with towels of every description.</p> + +<p>"Now, I'll put it here, in front of the fire." He worked as he spoke. +"And if I fill these two big cans there'll be enough water. What a +blessing Mrs. Swastika kept a good fire to-day."</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Swastika?" In the midst of her discomfiture Toni thought the name +odd.</p> + +<p>"Oh, that's not her real name." He filled the cans vigorously. "She is +really Swanson or Swanage or something like that—but I never know what +it is, so I call her Swastika. She is rather like the individual in the +'Hunting of the Snark,' who 'answered to Hi or to any loud cry,' but +it's handy having a name to call her by sometimes."</p> + +<p>He broke off in his nonsense and disappeared abruptly, leaving Toni +wondering whether she was intended to begin her ablutions or no. Luckily +she decided to wait a moment, and was glad she had done so when her host +returned, bearing in his arms some garments, which he put down on a +chair rather apologetically.</p> + +<p>"I'm really most awfully sorry, Mrs. Rose, but I've no feminine +fripperies of any sort! But if you can possibly make these things do for +a bit, I'll send a boy on a bicycle down to your place and tell them to +put together some clothes for you."</p> + +<p>"Oh, will you?" Toni was beginning to find her soaked garments rather +unpleasantly chilly. "I live at Greenriver—oh, you know?—and if you +tell the housekeeper to send me everything, she'll know what I want."</p> + +<p>"Very well." He had been busying himself with a little saucepan over the +fire as she spoke, and now he handed her a glass containing some mulled +wine.</p> + +<p>"I'll dispatch a lad at once—in the meantime please drink this—it's +quite harmless, I assure you!"</p> + +<p>As she took the glass he hurried to the door, and went out, pulling it +carefully to after him.</p> + +<p>"Pull down the blind and lock the door," he commanded her through the +keyhole. "The back door is locked already, so you are quite safe."</p> + +<p>As soon as he was gone, and her privacy assured, Toni lost no time in +doing as he bade her; and it certainly was a relief to slip out of her +clinging garments and plunge into the hot water waiting for her. She did +not waste time, remembering his commands; but when it came to a question +of re-dressing, and she examined the clothes he had brought, Toni gave +way and burst into a fit of irrepressible laughter.</p> + +<p>He had apologized for the lack of feminine garments, but Toni had not +been prepared for the substitute he had given her. There, beneath the +heavy dressing-gown, was a pair of silk pyjamas immaculately got up and +folded; and at the sight of their purple and white glories Toni laughed +and laughed until the tears ran down her cheeks.</p> + +<p>At first she determined that nothing in the world would persuade her to +don the resplendent pyjamas. Then a glance at her own soaked and now +steaming clothing gave her courage; and giggling softly to herself she +got into the silken garments, which by dint of much turning up of hems +and shortening of sleeves were given some semblance of a fit. Next came +the dressing-gown, an eminently masculine affair of brown camel's hair, +with red collar and cuffs, and when she had tied the girdle round her +waist, and, scorning the evening socks which lay ready, had slipped her +bare feet into a pair of capacious slippers, Toni was so overcome by her +own bizarre appearance that once more she burst out laughing gaily.</p> + +<p>A knock at the door made her stop short, and she called out in a rather +quavery voice:</p> + +<p>"Yes? Who's there?"</p> + +<p>"Only I—Herrick," came the answer. "When you're ready will you come +into the other room? The sun's blazing in, but I can easily light a fire +if you feel chilly."</p> + +<p>Toni cast a doubtful look at herself in this queer garb, and then +determined, very sensibly, that it was no good being prudish and silly. +After all, the dressing-gown wrapped her up completely; and at any rate +her own clothes would presently arrive to deliver her from this rather +absurd situation.</p> + +<p>"I'm coming in a minute," she called out gaily. "I'm just going to let +my hair down—it's rather wet, but it will dry in the sun."</p> + +<p>She pulled out her hair-pins recklessly, and the black waves tumbled +wetly on to her shoulders. A few minutes' vigorous drying before the +fire met with success, and presently Toni found courage to unlock the +door and sally forth into the little hall.</p> + +<p>Mr. Herrick was waiting for her by the sitting-room door, and he bit his +lip quickly at sight of the funny little figure emerging from the +kitchen.</p> + +<p>He spoke quite gravely, however, and Toni, who had glanced at him rather +sharply, felt reassured.</p> + +<p>"That's right. Now, come and sit down, will you? See, if you take this +chair, you're in the sun, and it will warm you. You're sure you're not +cold?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, I'm quite warm," Toni assured him. "It's only my hair that's +wet, and it won't take long to dry."</p> + +<p>While her eyes wandered casually round the room, Herrick took the +opportunity of observing his guest more closely; and his scrutiny +pleased him oddly.</p> + +<p>In spite of her ludicrous garb Toni looked quaintly attractive. Her +youth triumphed, as youth always will, over minor drawbacks, and now +that she was warm and dry the colour was coming back to her lips and her +complexion recovering its creamy tone. Even her hair curled bewitchingly +when damp; and Herrick owned that Barry's description of her as a +"pretty kid" had not been wrong.</p> + +<p>As for Toni, she was much interested in this sunny, shabby room. The +carpet might be old, beyond spoiling, as its owner described it, but it +was a feast of soft, harmonious colours all the same, and although +faded, its very dimness of hue was a charm. The curtains which hung at +the long windows were of a queer, Persian-looking fabric; and on the +mantelpiece were a dozen little bits of pottery of a greeny-blue tint +which harmonized excellently with the grey-papered walls.</p> + +<p>Books there were in plenty, on shelves and tables, even on two of the +chairs; and as she looked about her Toni caught sight of the last number +of the <i>Bridge</i> lying on the low divan as though thrown there by a +reader disturbed in his reading.</p> + +<p>Herrick's eyes had followed the direction of hers.</p> + +<p>"You recognize your husband's review? You've seen it, of course, this +last number?"</p> + +<p>"Yes." She had seen it, though it is to be feared that she had paid it +scant attention.</p> + +<p>"It's better than ever this month." He sat down and took up the paper. +"There's a little poem—'Pan-Shapes'—which simply delighted me. Did it +take your fancy, I wonder?"</p> + +<p>"I ... I don't think I have read it," she said, wishing suddenly that +she had not been forced to make the admission.</p> + +<p>"No? Well it has not been out long." He was turning the pages as he +spoke. "There's something else here—another special article on +Mysticism by Father Garland, which is oddly fascinating. Of course such +a subject, treated by one of the greatest mystics who ever lived, was +bound to be of the highest interest; but I never expected anything quite +so arresting, so satisfying, when I began to read."</p> + +<p>He paused, evidently waiting for her to speak; but Toni sat tongue-tied, +miserably conscious that in her mind no answering enthusiasm could be +born, since she had neither read nor wished to read a single word of the +article in question.</p> + +<p>A hint of her mental discomfort probably reached the man on the sofa by +some telepathic means, for he suddenly tossed away the review and spoke +in a lighter tone.</p> + +<p>"How long have you been punting, Mrs. Rose?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, a very short time," she said rather apologetically. "My husband has +given me some lessons since we came down here. He doesn't know I +sometimes go out alone," she added ingenuously. "I don't go very often, +because I know I'm not much good. But to-day I saw some people coming to +call and I ran out of the house and jumped into the punt so that I could +escape."</p> + +<p>Herrick smiled.</p> + +<p>"What—are you like me? Do you avoid your fellow-creatures on +principle?"</p> + +<p>She looked a little puzzled.</p> + +<p>"Oh no, I don't avoid people when I know them. But I've had such heaps +of callers, and it's such a waste of time making conversation over tea +when one wants to be out in the sunshine."</p> + +<p>"In fact you prefer nature to human nature?"</p> + +<p>"I suppose I do." She frowned rather thoughtfully. "At least I would +always rather be out of the house than in it. And it's so lovely by the +river in the summer. I go for walks before breakfast with my dog, and +the world is so beautiful in the early morning before the mists have all +vanished in the sun."</p> + +<p>"Ah! That reminds me!" Herrick rose. "You haven't seen <i>my</i> dog! I'll go +and bring her in; she's lying in the shade at the back at present."</p> + +<p>He went out, returning in a moment with the stately Olga, who had been, +as he suggested, sleeping in the shade. He kept his hand on her silver +collar as she advanced, fearing that Toni's queer mixture of garments +might upset her canine mind; but Olga apparently took her master's +friends on trust, and presently strolled over to Toni and laid one long +paw tentatively upon her knee.</p> + +<p>Toni, delighted, stroked the beautiful creature affectionately, and +Herrick said to himself cheerfully:</p> + +<p>"Come, she's got one thing in her favour anyway! If she can't appreciate +good literature she understands dogs—and after all they are worth more +as humanizers of the race, than any amount of books."</p> + +<p>"She's lovely, Mr. Herrick!" Toni lifted delighted eyes. "What do you +call her? Something nice, I hope."</p> + +<p>"Her name is Olga," he returned. "Not very original for a Russian dog, I +confess, but she was already christened when she came to me. You like +her?"</p> + +<p>"I think she's a darling, and Olga is quite a nice name. A friend of +mine at school had a dog like her, and we used to take her into +Kensington Gardens for a run on Saturday afternoons. Her name was Pearl. +It's a pretty name for a white wolfhound, isn't it? They're like pearls, +somehow, so smooth and shining."</p> + +<p>She was stroking the dog's satiny head as she spoke, and did not notice +the change in the man's face; but when he remained silent she looked up +as though to see why he did not respond.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Mr. Herrick, what's the matter?" Toni was frightened by his pallor.</p> + +<p>"Nothing—nothing!" He shook off his mental disturbance with a strong +effort. "I ... I sometimes have a sort of pain—in my heart—but it's +gone, quite gone, now."</p> + +<p>Toni was not altogether satisfied with the explanation and asked herself +remorsefully what she had said to vex him; but she could not think of +anything which would be likely to give offence to her host, and decided, +finally, that he had spoken truthfully.</p> + +<p>She could not know how intimately the tragedy of Herrick's life was +bound up with the thought of a string of shining pearls; and her very +unconsciousness served to show the man she had spoken in all innocence.</p> + +<p>"Your husband must be very busy with this review in hand," he said +presently, remembering Barry's entreaty to him to examine the situation +for himself. "Does he work at home or has he to spend much time in +town?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, he does both," she said, relieved by his return to his former +manner. "He is in town to-day, but he has been at home a good deal +lately."</p> + +<p>"I see. It must be rather dull for you when he is shut up writing," he +went on tentatively. "Writers and men of letters generally like to be +left to themselves pretty much."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't think my husband does," said Toni blithely. "I often go in +and sit with him while he works, and if I promise to go to bed early he +sometimes brings his papers into the drawing-room at night."</p> + +<p>Herrick felt a sudden spasm of amusement, mingled with a distinct +impulse of sympathy for the unfortunate writer.</p> + +<p>"Oh! I should have thought it would be too disturbing to work in the +room with anyone else—even one's wife," he added with a smile.</p> + +<p>"Why should it be?" Toni opened eyes of amazement. "I sit quite still—I +hardly ever speak—and Jock and I—my dog—play little games together +ever so quietly."</p> + +<p>"You don't help him in his work?"</p> + +<p>"No." She shook her head. "I'm not clever enough for that. I do typing +for him sometimes, but even then I'm not really much use."</p> + +<p>"You are not an expert, perhaps?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I can use the typewriter all right—I've had heaps of practice. But +when it comes to revising things, sort of making up an article out of +rough notes, I'm no good. To begin with I can never understand what the +things are about, and I always get quotations hopelessly mixed."</p> + +<p>"I see." In spite of himself Herrick laughed. "You are not a great +reader, then?"</p> + +<p>"No—I hate books," she replied frankly. "Somehow it seems a waste of +time to read when you can be doing nicer things. Besides, my husband +doesn't like to see me reading what he calls trash, and I simply can't +get through the things he gives me!"</p> + +<p>"Well, after all life's the most interesting book of all—when one's +young," he said indulgently. "But I'm afraid you'll wish you'd developed +a taste for reading when you get like me, middle-aged and dull."</p> + +<p>"But you aren't dull——" she was beginning eagerly, when a loud knock +at the back door of the bungalow interrupted her sentence, and she broke +off hastily.</p> + +<p>"That'll be my messenger back," said Herrick, rising. "With garments for +you, I suppose. I'll go and see."</p> + +<p>He went out, returning presently with a neatly-strapped suit-case which +he held up with a smile.</p> + +<p>"Your maids have packed you a change of raiment," he said, "and have, +moreover, sent a car for you to return in. I gather from the boy that +two of your people squabbled as to which of them should have the +privilege of bringing your things to you, but in the middle of the +discussion the chauffeur, thinking, no doubt, that you were still +wearing your wet garments, got impatient and started off without either +of them!"</p> + +<p>Toni had risen, and now stood hesitating a little with her hand on the +suit-case.</p> + +<p>"You'll like to change at once, I daresay." He spoke in a business-like +tone. "Will you come into my little guest-chamber? There's a glass +there, and you'll be able to dress comfortably."</p> + +<p>She assented, and he took her into yet another of the rooms in his tiny +domain, a small, bare little place which had a rather pathetically +unused look about it.</p> + +<p>Here she made a rapid toilet, finding everything she required with the +exception of a hat, which had evidently been forgotten. A brush and comb +had been tucked into a corner, however, and she thankfully brushed her +hair and made it into two thick plaits, which for want of hair-pins she +was forced to leave hanging over her shoulders.</p> + +<p>When she sallied forth once more she found Herrick waiting for her with +a tiny tea-tray.</p> + +<p>"You must have a cup of tea before you go." He poured it out as he +spoke. "And a biscuit—one of Mrs. Swastika's specialities. She's an +excellent cook, and proud of her cakes, so do try one—to please me—and +her!"</p> + +<p>Toni drank the tea gratefully and found both it and the little cakes +delicious. The next thing to do was to collect her soaked clothes, and +in spite of Herrick's protests that Mrs. Swastika would see to their +safe return she crammed them ruthlessly into the suit-case before going +out to the waiting motor.</p> + +<p>As she shook hands with Herrick, after thanking him very prettily for +his kindness, Toni ventured a shy invitation.</p> + +<p>"Will you come to see us at Greenriver, Mr. Herrick? I'm sure my husband +will wish to thank you for fishing me out of the river."</p> + +<p>"Thanks," he said quietly. "I will certainly come. It will give me great +pleasure to meet Mr. Rose."</p> + +<p>He tucked her into the car, shook hands again, and then stood +bare-headed in the sunshine watching the motor spin round the white and +dusty road.</p> + +<p>At the bend Toni turned and waved her hand to him gaily, and he +responded with a smile, which faded as the car vanished from sight.</p> + +<p>Somehow his meeting with the girl had saddened him oddly. There was +something rather pathetic about Toni at this moment of her existence, +though it would have been hard to say exactly wherein the pathos lay. In +spite of himself Herrick was haunted by the little picture she had drawn +of her life with Owen Rose. He could fancy the two sitting together at +night in the lamp-lit drawing-room, the man writing, or trying to write, +as though alone, the young wife sitting silently by doing nothing, or +playing quiet little games with her dog to relieve the monotony of an +evening uncheered by any interesting book or engrossing study.</p> + +<p>A worker himself, Herrick knew very well the deadening influence exerted +by an unoccupied companion during working hours; and the fact that Toni +did not care for books, and confessed to non-comprehension of her +husband's work, struck Herrick as unfortunate, to say the least.</p> + +<p>To this man, forced by circumstance into a more or less secluded state +of life, Toni's lack of social experience weighed very lightly. She had +not, perhaps, the manner or style of the girls one met in Mayfair or +Belgravia, but she was simple and natural and unaffected; and Herrick +found himself hoping that Mr. Rose knew how to value the traits of +simplicity and straightforwardness at their true worth.</p> + +<p>Then it was possible that the marriage might be a success in spite of +the evident disparity of tastes between the two; but remembering Barry's +gloomy forebodings, Herrick was bound to admit that the prospect of +happiness seemed rather doubtful.</p> + +<p>At present, however, he could do nothing; and with a resolve to call at +Greenriver at the first available opportunity he went back into his +little bungalow, which seemed strangely lonely as the twilight fell over +the river-banks.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XII" id="CHAPTER_XII"></a>CHAPTER XII</h2> + + +<p>As the summer glided by, in a succession of golden, cloudless days, Owen +began to ask himself, rather drearily, whether his marriage was going to +turn out a success or an irretrievable failure.</p> + +<p>When once the novelty of Toni's companionship had worn off, when he had +grown used to her pretty, childish ways, accustomed to the sense of +youth and light-hearted joy which she diffused about the old house, he +began to find, to his dismay, that these were not all the attributes a +man looked for in the woman he had made his wife.</p> + +<p>He had never expected to find Toni clever in an intellectual sense; but +neither had he deemed her quite so shallow as she was proving herself to +be. She seemed absolutely incapable of making any mental effort; the +world of art and literature was a closed book to her, and, what was +still more disappointing, she cared nothing for any of the social or +political questions of the day, and took absolutely no interest in the +contemporary life of the world about her.</p> + +<p>Reading she disliked. Music appealed to her, for Toni was emotional, +with the quick, facile emotionalism of the South; but she was no +musician herself, and the grand piano in the drawing-room was silent +through these sunshiny days. She had rather a talent for housekeeping, +and in a smaller establishment would doubtless have been a success; but +at Greenriver there was little for her to do, and she knew quite well +that the housekeeper resented any interference with her particular +province. Toni's household duties, therefore, were confined to the +arrangement of the flowers and the care of her husband's desk—a labour +of love which she performed with so much good will that Owen felt it +would be churlish to find fault with any inconvenience arising +therefrom.</p> + +<p>Owen often wondered how his wife managed to fill the days which must be +so terribly empty. He himself was working harder than usual, since +beside the review he was contributing articles, by invitation, to +several well-known journals; and he often worked till late into the +night; but Toni had no work, no hobbies, nothing with which to fill the +long, sunny hours.</p> + +<p>She did not complain. Indeed, she seemed happy enough in her idleness; +and by this time she knew a good many people in the neighbourhood, +though she had not made many friends.</p> + +<p>At the Vicarage she was not looked upon with much favour, owing to an +unfortunate conversation with the Vicar's wife, when in response to +various leading questions Toni had shown a lamentable ignorance of the +great gulf which yawns between Church and Chapel—a quite conceivable +ignorance on the part of the London tradesman's niece, who had attended +Chapel with her aunt and uncle on Sunday evenings as cheerfully as she +joined in the more attractive service in the Church which the genteel +Fanny generally patronized on Sunday mornings.</p> + +<p>When, further, Toni innocently admitted that, although baptized into the +Church of England, she had usually attended the Roman Catholic Church +and Sunday School during her Italian childhood, the wife of the Vicar +was appalled; and ever afterwards she spoke of Mrs. Rose as unsound in +her views, a condemnation which in the somewhat old-fashioned +neighbourhood carried full weight.</p> + +<p>Lady Martin also strongly disapproved of the young mistress of +Greenriver, though probably only she herself and her spinster daughter +could have adduced any reason for their dislike of Toni and all her +works.</p> + +<p>The story of the shrimps had long since amused Lady Martin's large +circle of acquaintances; and although no one had ventured to breathe a +word before either Owen Rose or his wife, it was hardly surprising that +Toni came to be considered rather amusingly unsophisticated; so that the +slightest <i>gaucherie</i> into which the unconscious Toni was betrayed +during those first weeks of her introduction into the society of the +district was eagerly noted and joyfully magnified in a dozen +drawing-rooms.</p> + +<p>There was the laughable story of the Roses' late arrival at an important +dinner-party, and Mrs. Rose's ingenuous explanation to her rather +irascible host that she had torn her frock at the last moment while +playing with her dog, and had been obliged to change it for another—and +this to an elderly man who "liked dogs in their proper place," by which +statement one may measure the depth of his liking very accurately.</p> + +<p>There was the occasion on which Mrs. Rose, being pressed by a +mischievous fellow-guest, had accepted a cigarette under the impression +the other ladies were about to do likewise—an impression quickly +dispelled by the stony glare of her hostess and the ominous whispers of +the other women.</p> + +<p>The hostess, indeed, had uttered one short, biting comment which had +reduced Toni, already overwhelmed by the magnitude of her offence, +almost to tears; but though it is only fair to say that her tempter +apologized most handsomely, and was her firm friend and defender ever +afterwards, the description of Mrs. Rose as a half-foreign and +wholly-Bohemian young woman, of cigarette-smoking tendencies, was duly +retailed at several dinner-tables during the following weeks.</p> + +<p>At first Toni took her social failures very much to heart; but Owen, who +was no snob, reassured her valiantly; and since Toni was only too +anxious to be comforted she did her best to dismiss these unpleasant +experiences from her mind.</p> + +<p>Presently, indeed, she found two congenial spirits. The doctor's pretty +old house, known locally as Cherry Orchard, harboured two lively and +athletic young women who were only too pleased to be friends with the +merry and vivacious Toni. They were honest, unintellectual girls, +enthusiastic over all sports and excelling in most; and they took Toni +to their sporting hearts and promised to introduce her to the local +tennis and golf clubs without loss of time.</p> + +<p>On her part, Toni felt at ease with them immediately, and when once she +had learned to distinguish between Molly and Cynthia—a distinction made +the more difficult owing to their peculiar habit of addressing each +other as Toby—she thoroughly enjoyed their companionship.</p> + +<p>In the matter of tennis, Toni, who had only played occasionally at a +third-rate suburban club, was at first no match for them; but the two +Tobies, who were the essence of good nature, coached her so well and so +vigorously that before long she was a capital player; and when once Toni +realized that Owen wished her to be as hospitable as she could possibly +desire to be, she rejoiced in giving little impromptu tea-parties on the +lawn, under the shade of one of the noble elms which were a feature of +Greenriver.</p> + +<p>Sometimes she took the girls motoring; and between tennis, golf, river +picnics and motor excursions, the days simply flew for Toni; so that at +last even Owen began to realize that he need not pity her, since she was +living a life which exactly suited her.</p> + +<p>Once he realized this, his pity was directed towards himself.</p> + +<p>This was not the sort of married life he had contemplated; and although +he was too just to blame his wife for her lack of sympathy with his aims +and ideals, he began to wish that Toni would sometimes lay aside her +frivolity and exchange her light and ceaseless chatter about trifling +matters for a slightly more profitable style of conversation.</p> + +<p>Owen had called upon James Herrick at his bungalow, the Hope House, to +thank him for rescuing Toni; and the other man had duly returned his +call; but although Owen gave Herrick a very cordial general invitation +to Greenriver the two men had not much in common save a mutual love of +good books.</p> + +<p>Owen thought Herrick peculiar, eccentric in his ways. It seemed odd for +a man to live alone as he lived, doing his own work except for the +occasional aid of a woman whom he called Mrs. Swastika. If he had had +any particular work or hobby which necessitated solitude Owen could have +understood it; but Herrick seemed to spend his days as idly, as +aimlessly, as Toni herself.</p> + +<p>He went on the river a good deal, took long walks with his dog, but +beyond that he seemed to do nothing but lounge in a chair on the lawn, +shabbily clad, with a pipe between his lips and a book, generally +unopened, on his knee. His political views seemed to Owen to be as vague +as were Toni's; and he had an irritating habit of setting aside any +recognized standard of perfection as though the world's seal of approval +meant less than nothing.</p> + +<p>He would demolish a given institution in a few lazy words, but he never +attempted to set up another in its place. He seemed content to put his +finger on the weak spot in any system without troubling to point out a +remedy; and to Owen, whose eager mind was ever ready to remedy abuses, +this attitude of half-pitying, half-amused toleration was vaguely +irritating.</p> + +<p>Herrick seemed to view life, indeed, with a kind of large detachment, as +though from the height of some soaring pinnacle one might watch, with +only half-awakened interest, the doings of the dwellers on the plain; +and Owen, who liked to be in the midst of things, to add his quota to +the world's doings, found in this attitude of mind a pose, a +half-insolent pretence at superiority, which was galling.</p> + +<p>Without saying a disparaging word Herrick appeared to belittle the +efforts made by Owen and his fellows to enlighten the world; and since +everyone knows that the criticism of a non-worker is a hundred times +more irritating than that of a co-operator, Owen may be excused for +finding Herrick uncongenial.</p> + +<p>And yet by nature Herrick was a kindly, cheery soul enough, who had been +fired in his youth by an excessive love for humanity—for all the +humanities. But shortly after his marriage he had faced a tremendous +crash; and though, when the first shock was over, he had pulled himself +together, and gathered up, as best he might, the fragments of his life, +he had lost for ever that eager, humane, half-Quixotic spirit which had +made his young manhood pass like a joyous race.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>As time went on Owen got into the habit of spending most of his days in +town, where he found it easier to work than at home. He begged Toni to +tell him honestly whether she found herself lonely in his absence, but +Toni assured him truthfully that she was perfectly happy sitting in her +beautiful old garden or taking lunch and tea on the river, either alone, +or in the company of her friends, Molly and Cynthia Peach. Punting alone +was forbidden, but seeing Toni's disappointment, her husband had +purchased for her a stout little dinghy in which she was perfectly safe, +and this same craft was a source of delight to its owner.</p> + +<p>At first Owen had asked Toni to come up to town with him, to do some +shopping or go to a <i>matinée</i>, but London in summer was no novelty to +Toni, and she infinitely preferred to stay at Willowhurst and amuse +herself in her own way.</p> + +<p>One night it chanced that Owen arrived home much earlier than usual. The +weather had broken a day or two previously, and the air was heavy with +thunder. Consequently Owen's head ached furiously, with one of the +neuralgic headaches which since his accident he had good cause to dread; +and the fact that he had an important piece of work to finish without +loss of time fretted his nerves to racking-point.</p> + +<p>London was particularly hot and malodorous to-day; and it was with a +sigh of relief that Owen steered his car away from the stuffy streets +towards the green and fragrant valley of the Thames. There was a coppery +glow in the sky which presaged a storm, and puffs of hot air blew +gustily into his face; but it would be fresher at Willowhurst, and if +the storm should break there would be a delightful hour or two +afterwards, when the earth, cooled by the rain, would send up its +incense of sweet odours into the summer darkness, and the evening breeze +would bring refreshment to weary, throbbing brows.</p> + +<p>True, the work must be done, if human endurance could do it; and with a +sigh of relief Owen remembered that Toni would be disengaged and able to +help him in some way, if only by typing the manuscript when he had +brought it to a close. There was also a little research work to be done, +one or two quotations to be verified, a few short extracts to be +made—work which came well within the scope of Toni's powers; and he +knew that she would be only too pleased to give him what help she could.</p> + +<p>But he had reckoned without his host. On leaving home in the morning he +had told his wife he would probably be late in returning, and had +apologized for leaving her so long alone. So far from feeling aggrieved +at his absence, however, Toni seized the opportunity of inviting Mollie +and Cynthia over for tennis; and the girls accepted blithely, bringing +over with them a young cousin, just through Sandhurst, who was an adept +at the game.</p> + +<p>Toni welcomed the boy happily; and the four young people played tennis +vigorously, with an interval for tea, until the elder Toby began +regretfully to talk of going home.</p> + +<p>There were already rumblings of thunder, and the sky behind the big +cedar trees looked strangely lurid; and Toni, who hated a storm, was +loth to let them go.</p> + +<p>An idea striking her, she begged them all to stay and have a late supper +with her; after which Mr. Cooper and Mollie, being musical, might give +the others an impromptu concert—a plan to which, after a little decent +hesitation, the trio assented gaily.</p> + +<p>Toni, pleased that she was not to be left alone to face the storm, took +them indoors to get tidy, and then danced off to the kitchen to +interview the cook.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Blades, lighting the Ten Little Ladies earlier than usual on +account of the gloom, was inclined to look askance at the invasion; but +Martha and Maggie—the latter filling the place of Kate, enjoying her +"evening off"—fell into the plan with alacrity; and while the former +brought out the cold chickens and the galantine intended for the +morrow's lunch, Maggie bustled round the oval table laying extra places +and making such preparations as commended themselves to her ever-fertile +mind.</p> + +<p>Owing to the stormy dusk it was necessary to light the candles on the +supper-table, where bowls of great crimson roses made pools of colour on +the white cloth; and very attractive the table looked to the four hungry +people who presently sat down to eat and chatter.</p> + +<p>There was plenty of gay laughter over the meal. Jokes were bandied +hither and thither, shocking puns were made and greeted with shrieks of +mirth, and if the conversation was eminently frivolous, at least it was +good-humoured, hearty, wholesome frivolity.</p> + +<p>Yet when Owen reached home in his car and entered the hall with rather a +weary step, the somewhat noisy merriment which greeted him brought a +frown to his forehead.</p> + +<p>He questioned Andrews as to what was going on, and the young butler +informed him, with a complacency which Owen in his present mood found +irritating, that Mrs. Rose was entertaining the two Misses Peach and a +gentleman to supper.</p> + +<p>"Oh!" Owen paused in his walk towards the dining-room door. "In that +case, I think I will just have a whisky and soda in the library—and a +few sandwiches."</p> + +<p>"Very good, sir," the man was beginning, when there was a peal of +laughter from behind the closed door; and the next moment, Toni came +flying out of the room, holding aloft a large bunch of grapes, while Mr. +Cooper pursued her hotly, making grabs at the fruit as he did so.</p> + +<p>Unable to stop herself, Toni cannoned violently into her husband, and +the unfortunate youth from Sandhurst, brought to an unexpected halt, +found himself face to face with an unknown man whose expression was not +exactly inviting.</p> + +<p>"Owen, is it you? How you startled me!" Toni lifted two sparkling eyes +to her husband's face. "When did you come? You said you wouldn't be home +till after ten!"</p> + +<p>"I've just arrived," he said, striving hard to keep any hint of +annoyance out of his tone. "You were making such a noise you didn't hear +the car! Well, Toni, won't you introduce me to your friend?"</p> + +<p>On being presented, Mr. Cooper, held out his hand rather awkwardly.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid we were making an awful din," he said, apologetically. "We +got ragging over the dessert and Mrs. Rose stole my grapes——?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, you fibber!" Toni was not going to stand that. "They were mine, and +you took them off my plate when I wasn't looking!"</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid they aren't much good to anyone now," said Owen with a +smile. "They are pretty well squashed, Toni, and I fancy your frock's +got the worst of the encounter!"</p> + +<p>"Well, it's only my tennis-frock," said Toni, her first involuntary +qualms driven away by the friendly sound in Owen's voice. "We'll go back +and finish now. You'll come, Owen? I'll tell Maggie to bring back the +food."</p> + +<p>"No, don't bother." He spoke quietly. "I'll go and brush off some of the +London dust while you and your friends finish your supper. I'll have a +bite later on. Don't worry about me." He turned to the boy. "I'm afraid +we're in for a storm. I felt a few drops as I came up the drive."</p> + +<p>Somewhat reluctantly, Toni left her husband and returned to the +dining-room, where the Tobies anxiously awaited her coming. They had +practically finished their meal, and a few moments later rose from the +table and went into the drawing-room, where Toni presently excused +herself and went in search of her husband.</p> + +<p>She found him in the library, where Andrew had just brought him a +slender repast; and even the unobservant Toni was struck by the look of +fatigue which brooded over his face as he sat poring over some +closely-written sheets.</p> + +<p>"Owen, I'm sure you ought not to do that now. Do leave it till to-morrow +and come and listen to some music in the drawing-room instead."</p> + +<p>She laid one small hand on the sheets as though to wrest them from his +grasp; but he lifted her fingers aside with a rather weary gesture.</p> + +<p>"No, dear, I can't leave this." His voice was flat and toneless. "I've +promised to send it off the first thing to-morrow morning, and there's a +lot to be done yet."</p> + +<p>"But I'm sure you're ill! Have you got neuralgia again?"</p> + +<p>"A little—oh, it's nothing, only the thunder in the air. You might tell +Andrews to bring me some phenacetin, will you, dear? And now, my child, +run away to your guests—they'll think it queer if you leave them alone +much longer."</p> + +<p>Toni turned obediently to the door, but she was not yet easy in her +mind.</p> + +<p>"Owen, are you sure there is nothing I can do?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing, thank you, dear. I believe the storm is passing after all."</p> + +<p>He spoke the truth, for with a few more mutterings the thunder died away +in the distance; and though the promised coolness did not come, both +Owen and Toni were relieved by the lightening atmosphere—Toni because +she was an arrant coward where thunderstorms were concerned; Owen +because he felt that the clash of the elements would render the +neuralgic pains in his head almost unbearable.</p> + +<p>For long after Toni, relieved, had gone back to her visitors he sat +doing nothing, lacking the energy to attack his task. Now and then he +heard a few notes on the piano, and once he opened the door to listen to +the elder Miss Peach's rendering of a song he knew, for Mollie Peach had +a sweet, limpid soprano voice which no amount of chatter and noisy +laughter could destroy.</p> + +<p>When, however, the young man from Sandhurst started to shout a comic +song, Owen shut the door hastily and wished the boy at Jericho.</p> + +<p>He began to think the visitors would never go. At first he had hoped +that their departure would set Toni free to help him after all; but when +the clock in the hall chimed the half hour after ten, and still the +music and laughter continued, he knew it was useless to expect any aid +to-night.</p> + +<p>At eleven the party broke up. The bicycles were brought round, and the +four went gaily out of the front door to light lamps and see to +suspiciously slack tyres.</p> + +<p>Owen had charged Toni with polite messages to the two girls; and they, +being somewhat in awe of a real live writer, were not sorry to avoid a +meeting with their host; but Toni seemed so loth to part with them that +she detained them all on the steps, chattering eagerly while the stars +winked down out of the clearing sky and the owls hooted in melancholy +fashion from the tops of the tall trees behind the house.</p> + +<p>Finally the last farewells were said, the last appointments made; and +Toni, yawning, turned to Andrews and bade him lock up safely.</p> + +<p>She was still yawning when she came into the library a moment later; and +in the lamplight Owen caught a glimpse of her little red mouth gaping +behind her hand as she came up to the table.</p> + +<p>"How sleepy I am!" Indeed her eyes were bright, like those of a sleepy +child. "Aren't you coming, Owen? It's ever so late."</p> + +<p>"Why didn't you pack your friends off a little earlier then?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I didn't want them to go." She yawned childishly once more. +"Owen"—suddenly a thought struck her—"you're not cross, are you? You +didn't mind me having them here? You know, I thought it was going to be +a storm——"</p> + +<p>"Of course I didn't mind," he said, disarmed by her sudden appeal. "It +was my fault for turning up unexpectedly. But now, Toni, supposing you +run away to bed? I really must finish this work, and it's getting late."</p> + +<p>She agreed, docilely, and kissing him lightly, ran away to bed as she +was commanded, falling asleep as soon as she was safely there.</p> + +<p>But Owen sat late in the library—sat, indeed, till the short summer +night began to recede with stealthy, sliding footsteps before the +victorious onrush of the dawn; and in those quiet, lamp-lit hours he +asked himself despairingly why he had been in such haste to marry.</p> + +<p>One consolation lay in the fact that Toni herself had not the slightest +idea that her marriage was anything but a success. She did not know that +her idleness, her incessant chatter about trivial things, her constant +interruptions, her unauthorized intrusions into the privacy of his +working hours, worried him almost beyond measure.</p> + +<p>Bubbling over with youth and joy, she had no eyes for the look of +strain, of weariness on another's face; and to her it seemed quite right +that her husband should write and study while she danced through the +summer hours as she would.</p> + +<p>He liked his work, she supposed; and in Toni's world it was the usual +thing for the men to work to support their wives. But that the wives had +equal duties, that it was theirs to share the burdens of the men's +spiritual and mental labour, she had, as yet, no idea.</p> + +<p>"At least," said Owen wearily to himself, as he rose stiffly from his +chair and moved to the oriel window to watch the marvel of the dawn, "at +least I have made her happy; and as for me, it's my own mistake, and I +must bear the consequences!"</p> + +<p>With which philosophical reflection he extinguished the lamp and went +slowly upstairs to bed.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIII" id="CHAPTER_XIII"></a>CHAPTER XIII</h2> + + +<p>In after days Toni always looked back to the afternoon of the Vicarage +Bazaar as the occasion on which her eyes were opened ruthlessly to the +cruelty of life.</p> + +<p>The day began auspiciously enough. It was August now, a hot, languorous +August, when the river lay veiled in a mist of heat, and the air, even +in the early morning, was a sea of liquid gold. There were wonderful, +magical nights, too, nights of mellow moonlight and sweet, mysterious +perfumes, nights when a breath of clean, fragrance from distant +bean-fields mingled with the richer, heavier scent of roses and Madonna +lilies.</p> + +<p>To Toni the summer had been one long time of enchantment. From the +moment when she opened her eyes in the dawn, and ran to the window to +see the hills shimmering in the heat, and the river sparkling with the +peculiar silvery sheen of early morning, to the moment when she took her +last stroll in the garden at night, and saw the stars come out in the +darkening sky, while the white owls hooted mournfully in the tall trees, +all, to Toni, was happiness and joy.</p> + +<p>There is no doubt that people who are not introspective lead the +happiest lives. Toni, not being given to wasting her time in reflection +or self-analysis, remained happily unconscious of the fact that her life +during that splendid summer was a very idle one. Like a good many other +girls, she considered that a strenuous game on the tennis-court or a +stiff pull up the river entitled her to as much subsequent leisure as +she desired; and she enjoyed the slight fatigue consequent on these +exertions with a virtuous sense of having really done some work which +entitled her to a holiday.</p> + +<p>She did not see very much of her husband; and sometimes she felt, with a +slight pang of remorse, that before their marriage she had really taken +more interest in his work than she found time to do nowadays. Not that +he ever seemed to expect anything from her in that way. Once or twice, +in the earlier days of their married life, he had been led into +discussing various features of the review with her, and she had really +tried hard to listen intelligently, and understand what he was talking +about; but somehow he seemed to guess that the subjects did not interest +her; and for the last few weeks he had confined his conversations with +her to the little trivial happenings of every day.</p> + +<p>He didn't mind, she supposed. He must get plenty of the old <i>Bridge</i> at +the office; and anyway it was far more of a change for him, when he came +home, to talk of other things, even though they were in one sense less +important.</p> + +<p>She herself was perfectly happy; and had she been asked, she would +certainly have said that Owen was in a state of equal bliss. Moreover, +seeing that he had chosen her out of a world of women to be his wife, +she never stopped to ask herself whether or no she came up to his +standard of wifely perfection.</p> + +<p>And considering her peculiarly blind and unquestioning attitude of mind +on the subject of her relation to her husband, the awakening which +presently came was doubly painful.</p> + +<p>The occasion, as has been stated, was that of the Vicarage Bazaar, an +annual function held in the Vicarage gardens in the middle of August; +and since Mrs. Madgwick, the Vicar's wife, had from motives of parochial +diplomacy established some sort of intimacy with the young mistress of +Greenriver, she had pressed Toni into her service as the great day came +round.</p> + +<p>With Molly and Cynthia Peach, Toni was to assist at the flower-stall, +which was always, so the Tobies assured her, certain of patronage; and +by ten o'clock on the morning of the day, Toni was at the Vicarage, +laden with masses of blossoms sent from Greenriver as a contribution to +the stall.</p> + +<p>From that moment until the hour of lunch, to which she was detained +almost by force, Toni worked like a veritable busy bee, running errands, +doing odd jobs, and, in the intervals, arranging the flowers on the +stall, until hands and feet were both weary.</p> + +<p>Having finished the hurried and uncomfortable meal, consisting chiefly +of tinned tongue and a rather out-of-date cream cheese, Toni was allowed +to run home to change her dress; and at half-past two precisely she was +back, robed in the daintiest, filmiest white lawn gown, to take her +place with the other stallholders, in readiness for the opening +ceremony, performed, much to the delight of the entire Madgwick family, +by a real duchess.</p> + +<p>The Duchess had little to say and said it very badly; but she was duly +applauded and presented with a bouquet by a small white-robed child, +stiff with starch and self-consciousness; after which her Grace +descended thankfully from the little platform erected for her speech, +and fulfilled the second and easier half of her duty by making the round +of the stalls and spending a strictly equal amount at each one.</p> + +<p>By now Toni had a good many acquaintances in the neighbourhood, and was +pleased to see Mrs. Anstey smiling at her as she inquired the price of a +magnificent bunch of sweet-peas which had come from the gardens of +Greenriver.</p> + +<p>Toni told her the price, and she forthwith bought the flowers, greatly +to Toni's pleasure, for she loved her sweet-peas and had hoped, rather +childishly, that someone nice would buy them.</p> + +<p>As she was handing over the change, Toni summoned up courage to ask +after Miss Lynn, and Mrs. Anstey smiled.</p> + +<p>"She is very well, thanks, and coming here, I hope, in a week or two. +She and Mr. Raymond are to be married at Christmas, as I daresay you +have heard."</p> + +<p>"Yes, my husband told me so." Suddenly Toni blushed, remembering the +occasion of Miss Lynn's visit to her; and at the same moment, as though +evoked by some mysterious method of thought, the robust and +gaily-dressed form of Lady Martin suddenly materialized before her eyes.</p> + +<p>Her ladyship was engaged in cheapening a bunch of yellow roses, while +Cynthia Peach was endeavouring, without much success, to point out that +their fresh beauty and scent were well worth the original price.</p> + +<p>"I'll take them if you knock off sixpence," Lady Martin was declaring +rather aggressively; and Miss Peach glanced helplessly at her sister.</p> + +<p>"What shall I do, Toby?" she murmured anxiously. "Of course they're +cheap already, but still I suppose they won't last——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, nonsense, Toby," whispered Mollie vigorously. "If she doesn't buy +them heaps of people will." Aloud she said firmly—"I'm afraid we can't +take less, Lady Martin. The Duchess bought two bunches of the same +roses, and she didn't think them dear."</p> + +<p>Lady Martin paused, inherent meanness struggling with a snobbish desire +to emulate the Duchess; and finally she gave in with a bad grace.</p> + +<p>As she took the roses her eyes fell on Toni, at that moment intent on +her conversation with Mrs. Anstey; and her ladyship's ill-humour was not +lessened by noticing the friendly glances which passed between them.</p> + +<p>She bore down upon them accordingly with outstretched hand.</p> + +<p>"Dear Mrs. Anstey, it is ages since we met!" Her piercing tones, likened +by the Tobies to those of a macaw, strove in vain for suavity. "So good +of you to come to this affair—such a distance for you, too!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I always try to come when I am at home," said Mrs. Anstey gently. +"I like to support Mr. Madgwick's parish, though I'm afraid I don't +spend a great deal of money! Really the flowers and the home-made cakes +are the only things that tempt me."</p> + +<p>"And surely you have plenty of flowers at home!" Lady Martin glanced +with a disparaging little laugh at the stall before her. "I don't know +where these came from, but they look sadly wilted already."</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid I can't agree with you there," said Mrs. Anstey, with a +little smile. "I think the flowers are charming, especially those sent +by Mrs. Rose's kindness from Greenriver."</p> + +<p>She indicated Toni with a friendly little gesture, and Lady Martin +condescended, unwillingly, to acknowledge the girl's greeting. To tell +the truth, Lady Martin had no desire to better her acquaintance with +Toni. She had long ago intended the owner of Greenriver for her +son-in-law; and to find this little nobody, with her provincial ways and +her foreign-looking eyes, acting as <i>châtelaine</i> of the beautiful old +house in her daughter's place had an irritating effect.</p> + +<p>To make matters worse, several people had known of her matrimonial +designs; and since the disappointment of one's friends is frequently a +source of mirth, she had been annoyed by several tactless allusions, +made presumably in jest, to her daughter's disappointment.</p> + +<p>So it was that she disliked Rose's wife with the hearty aversion of a +spiteful and jealous woman; and the fact that she herself came of the +people made her specially quick to suspect <i>bourgeois</i> blood in others.</p> + +<p>She took a delight, now, in snubbing Toni; and presently made a point of +asking after her cousin Miss Mibbs.</p> + +<p>"She's very well, thank you," replied Toni, wondering a little at this +unusual condescension. "But her name isn't Mibbs, it's Gibbs."</p> + +<p>"Really?" Lady Martin drawled the word out insolently, as though to +indicate that the name of the young woman in question did not interest +her. "She is not here to-day, I suppose?"</p> + +<p>"No," said Toni, absent-mindedly, "she was not able to get off to-day."</p> + +<p>"Get off?" Lady Martin pounced on the strange form of the admission. +"She is ... er ... full of social engagements?"</p> + +<p>Afterwards Toni thought it was the scent of the flowers which had made +her feel hazy just then. Although she had an intuition that her +interlocutor meant to be inquisitive, she had not the sense to turn the +subject with a vague assent; and after a second's hesitation replied +rather foolishly that her cousin's engagements were not in society.</p> + +<p>"Indeed? But it is holiday time—surely Miss Gibbs is not <i>teaching</i> +now?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Anstey, feeling to the full the insolence of this +cross-examination, attempted to come to the rescue; but Lady Martin +stood waiting so obviously for an answer that Toni felt constrained to +reply.</p> + +<p>"No, Lady Martin. My cousin is not a governess."</p> + +<p>"No?" Lady Martin, who had the lust for cruelty inherent in all mean +natures, pressed the point ruthlessly. "Then—I hardly see ... in the +summer one does not work unless one is a private secretary or something +of that sort; and I am sure your cousin"—with a pointed smile—"did not +look in the <i>very least</i> like a private secretary!"</p> + +<p>Suddenly Toni lost her head and her temper together.</p> + +<p>"My cousin is no one's secretary, Lady Martin. She is in a shop—Brown +and Evans, drapers, of Brixton; and she is not here to-day because +Thursday is the early-closing day for the shops, and this is only +Tuesday!"</p> + +<p>There was a short silence. Even Lady Martin felt uncomfortable, for +though she had literally goaded the girl into speech she did not enjoy +the spectacle of Toni's flashing eyes and scarlet cheeks, nor the +expression of mingled contempt and compassion on Mrs. Anstey's face—the +contempt, as she very well knew, being intended for her, the compassion +for Toni.</p> + +<p>The moment she had spoken Toni knew what she had done; that besides +losing her temper and behaving in an ill-bred way she had given a handle +to her enemies; and the tears were perilously near her eyes, though +pride forbade her to let them fall.</p> + +<p>It was Cynthia Peach who came to the rescue.</p> + +<p>"How awfully jolly for your cousin," she said plaintively. "I've always +longed to go into a shop! The girls have such a good time—and they meet +heaps of young men! Not like us poor things who hardly ever see one!"</p> + +<p>Her evident sincerity relieved the situation. Her sister might murmur +"Oh, <i>Toby</i>!" under her breath, and Lady Martin might sneer, but Mrs. +Anstey patted the speaker's arm with a very kindly smile.</p> + +<p>"Poor little Cynthia! I shall have to scour the neighbourhood for young +men and give a party," she said. "I'd no idea you were so forlorn!"</p> + +<p>"Well, there aren't many, really," conceded the elder Toby. "And I know +what Cynthia means! That's why she was so pleased to come and sell +flowers!"</p> + +<p>"And you are all neglecting your duties shamefully, my dears!" Mrs. +Anstey moved aside to allow a batch of customers to approach the stall. +"I mustn't stay here chattering. You will come and have tea with me, +won't you, Mrs. Rose?" She turned to Toni, who was now as white as one +of her own lilies. "I will look for you at five in the tent—you will be +able to get off by then!"</p> + +<p>She smiled kindly at the girl as she moved away. Lady Martin had already +gone, feeling, no doubt, that the weight of public opinion was against +her; and as a rush of business just then overwhelmed the flower-sellers, +Toni had no time to dwell upon the recent little scene.</p> + +<p>But Mrs. Anstey looked for Toni in vain when five o'clock came. As a +matter of fact Toni had felt, desperately, that she could not face the +crowded tea-tent, where doubtless she would again meet her enemy, Lady +Martin; and she wanted no tea; she only wanted to be alone for a few +moments, away from prying eyes, unkind tongues, that she might regain +the equilibrium so cruelly upset.</p> + +<p>With this end in view she slipped away when the two sisters came back +from their hurried tea; and followed a little path which she knew would +bring her out at a quiet corner of the grounds, where a rickety old +summer-house might afford her the temporary shelter she sought.</p> + +<p>There was no one there; and although the entrance to the little hut was +almost choked up with weeds and tall, rank flowers, she crept inside, +and then, sinking on to the seat in the dimmest, darkest corner, gave +herself up to the fit of depression which had been stealing on her ever +since her own rash avowal to Lady Martin.</p> + +<p>Suddenly she sat upright. Even here, it seemed, she was not to be free +from interruption. She heard voices approaching, as though others were +seeking her hiding-place; and pushing aside one of the rotting wooden +shutters she peeped cautiously out.</p> + +<p>Fate was against her to-day. In the two persons who were drawing near, +evidently with the intention of seating themselves upon the bench +outside the hut, she recognized Lady Martin and Mrs. Madgwick; and +instantly Toni felt a quick foreboding of evil.</p> + +<p>Something seemed to tell her that it was she whom they were discussing +so earnestly as they walked; and Toni shrank back into the gloom, +totally incapable of facing them in her tear-stained and generally +dishevelled condition.</p> + +<p>She breathed a prayer that they would not attempt to enter the +summer-house—a prayer which was answered, for the two ladies seated +themselves on the bench outside, which was first wiped scrupulously +clean by a large and substantial handkerchief wielded by the Vicar's +wife.</p> + +<p>Her escape thus cut off, Toni had no choice but to remain silently +within. She supposed, forlornly, that she ought to make her presence +known; but she felt it almost impossible to stir; and the first words +she heard kept her chained to her seat.</p> + +<p>"A sad pity," Mrs. Madgwick was remarking in her unctuous voice. "I +always felt there was something just a little—well, what shall I call +it?—second-rate about the girl. Mr. Rose being a gentleman in every +sense of the word makes the whole thing so much worse."</p> + +<p>"It does." Lady Martin's thin lips tightened. "I too knew from the first +that the young woman was not a lady—why, on the occasion of my +welcoming call I found her entertaining this very cousin to a repast of +tea and shrimps—or was it periwinkles? Something vulgar, anyway, and I +am nearly sure I saw a plate of watercresses as well."</p> + +<p>"Dear me," said the vicar's wife acidly. "What class does the girl +spring from? I always thought it was only servants or shop-girls who ate +things of that sort—with vinegar—for tea!"</p> + +<p>"Well, we have Mrs. Rose's own word for it that her cousin is assistant +in a shop." Lady Martin laughed disagreeably. "I have no doubt Mrs. Rose +was employed in the same manner before her marriage. It is really +remarkable what matches these pert shop girls make nowadays. Men seem to +prefer them to our daughters, though it is hard to understand."</p> + +<p>"Hard? Impossible!" The Vicar's wife, thinking of her own plain and +middle-aged daughters, spoke snappily. "As you say, no doubt Mrs. Rose +was some little shop-assistant——"</p> + +<p>"Ah, no! I remember now!" Lady Martin spoke mysteriously, and Mrs. +Madgwick looked up sharply. "Mrs. Rose was not in a shop. It was not +there that Mr. Rose met her. As a matter of fact she was his typist."</p> + +<p>"His typist! Ah!" Toni, listening breathlessly, could not fathom the +significance of the lady's tone.</p> + +<p>"Of course he would never have married her if he had not been so sore +about Miss Rees." Lady Martin spoke fluently. "I had the whole story of +that affair from a friend of my daughter's who was intimately acquainted +with Miss Rees."</p> + +<p>"But—who is—or was—Miss Rees?" The speaker little knew how Toni +blessed her for putting the question.</p> + +<p>"The girl he should have married—the Earl of Paulton's niece." Lady +Martin paused a moment to brush away an inquisitive gnat. "It was quite +a romantic affair, at first. Mr. Rose was devoted, positively devoted to +her, and she is really a charming girl, handsome, accomplished, in every +way a contrast to the poor little creature he has married."</p> + +<p>"But why, if he were so devoted——"</p> + +<p>"Didn't he marry her? Well, it seems he had a motor smash, knocked +himself up and had to go away for a time; and whether, as I have been +told, she was glad of the excuse to break her promise, or whether there +was some other reason, I don't know, but anyhow she threw him over and +married Lord Saxonby without telling her first <i>fiancé</i> a word about +it."</p> + +<p>"And he took it to heart?" Mrs. Madgwick felt exhilarated by this +authentic peep into the lives of the great ones of the earth. "Of course +it must be galling to be thrown over for another man—though when it is +a Lord——"</p> + +<p>"Well, a Lord's no worse than another man," said Lady Martin rather +ambiguously. "But they say there was a terrible scene—Mr. Rose +reproaching the girl and threatening to kill Lord Saxonby, and making +all sorts of wild threats. My daughter's friend had a maid who had been +with Lady Saxonby, and she told her all this."</p> + +<p>"Ah, then of course it's true." Mrs. Madgwick, having a mind which +delighted in gossip, did not quarrel with the source of information. +"But I don't yet see why Mr. Rose married this girl. Surely there must +have been plenty of ladies he could have had."</p> + +<p>"Ah, but they all knew he'd been jilted," said Lady Martin wisely. +"Besides they say he had sworn to marry the first woman who would have +him, to get even with Miss Rees, you know, and I haven't a shadow of +doubt this girl threw herself at his head."</p> + +<p>"Very likely," agreed the Vicar's wife charitably. "Girls of that class +are so pushing. But as a wife for Mr. Rose and the mistress of +Greenriver she is eminently unsuitable."</p> + +<p>"Dreadfully so," sighed Lady Martin. "I feel so sorry for the poor man +tied to a common, empty-headed little thing like that. They tell me she +is an absolute fool—and really in these days of evening classes and +polytechnics there is no excuse for such lamentable ignorance as she +displays. I hear that when they go out to dinner she sits as dumb as a +fish—or else commits such shocking solecisms that her poor husband +blushes for her."</p> + +<p>"Really? I have had very little conversation with her," said the other +woman judicially. "And beyond noting her deplorable unsoundness on +religious matters I have had few opportunities of probing her mind."</p> + +<p>"Her mind? She hasn't one," snapped Lady Martin. "She is one of those +mindless, soulless women who are simply parasites, clinging to men for +what they can get—a home, money, position—and give nothing in return +because they have nothing to give."</p> + +<p>"It is indeed sad for Mr. Rose," said Mrs. Madgwick compassionately. "So +dreadfully boring for a clever man to be hampered with a silly wife—and +one with such unpresentable relations, too. What was her cousin like? +Quite—quite, I suppose."</p> + +<p>"Oh, quite," agreed Lady Martin. "A red-faced, blowsy young woman with a +large bust and a pinched-in waist. Just the sort of girl you'd expect to +find in a draper's shop in Brixton. But now, I really feel quite rested. +Suppose we return to the Bazaar? I have one or two little purchases to +make, and possibly by now the things will be reduced in price."</p> + +<p>The Vicar's wife rose with alacrity, and the two ladies moved away, +discussing the probable financial result of the Bazaar, and Toni was +left alone with her new knowledge.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIV" id="CHAPTER_XIV"></a>CHAPTER XIV</h2> + + +<p>At half-past five on that same afternoon Jim Herrick and his dog were +strolling across the meadows leading from the river to the village of +Willowhurst.</p> + +<p>The sky, which had been brilliantly blue all day, was beginning to be +overcast, causing the energetic helpers at the Vicarage Bazaar to throw +anxious glances towards the gathering clouds, and Herrick, who was a +fair weather-prophet, foresaw a storm before sunset.</p> + +<p>As he threw his leg over the stile leading into the last meadow, he +paused suddenly.</p> + +<p>Approaching him was Owen Rose's wife; and something in her mode of +progress struck him as peculiar. She was coming along at a sort of fast +walk, breaking now and then into a few running steps, stumbling +occasionally and even stopping dead for a second before resuming her +hurrying advance.</p> + +<p>Her eyes were downcast; and she was quite close to him before she +realized his presence. When she did look up he saw that she was crying, +openly, sobbingly, as a child cries, the tears running in little +channels over her cheeks and dropping unheeded where they would.</p> + +<p>Even when she saw that she was not alone, Toni could not check those +treacherous tears; and something told Herrick that she was craving for +sympathy, that here was no sophisticated woman of the world, to whom the +encounter would spell annoyance, but a forlorn and solitary child crying +out its heart over some real or fancied tribulation, to whom a kindly +word, a friendly greeting would bring only comfort.</p> + +<p>He jumped off the stile and approached her, hat in hand.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Rose? You're in trouble over something? Will you tell me what's +wrong—perhaps I can help you somehow?"</p> + +<p>To his relief he saw that his impression had been correct. She turned to +him desperately, like a child seeking consolation.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Herrick"—she sobbed out the words—"I'm so miserable—I don't know +what to do!"</p> + +<p>"Come, that's bad!" He spoke kindly. "Well, suppose you rest here a +moment and dry your eyes?"</p> + +<p>She fumbled blindly in the front of her gown and then gave up the search +with a childish wail.</p> + +<p>"I've not got a handkerchief—I've lost it somewhere!"</p> + +<p>"Never mind, I have one." He drew out a large silk square as yet +unfolded, and pressed it into her hand. "There, use that—and then we'll +have a talk."</p> + +<p>She dried her eyes obediently, though fresh tears threatened to make her +obedience futile; and then, still clinging to his handkerchief, she +leaned against the stile and tried to regain her self-control.</p> + +<p>"Well?" His tone, with its gentle sympathy, was balm to poor Toni's sore +heart. "Come, little lady, what's the trouble? Let's see if we can't +find a way out of it together."</p> + +<p>She turned her eyes on him as he spoke, and he was almost startled at +what he read there; for surely there was a hint of almost womanly +suffering in their usually childish depths; and he knew intuitively that +this was not the thoughtless, light-hearted girl he had previously known +as Toni Rose.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Herrick"—she spoke in a low voice, which in spite of all her +efforts shook a little—"just now at the Vicarage Bazaar I heard Lady +Martin and Mrs. Madgwick talking about me; and they said such terrible +things that I think my heart will break!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, come, Mrs. Rose!" His tone had, as he intended, a bracing effect. +"Hearts don't break so easily as that! Whatever those two chatterers may +have said, you must not let it affect you so seriously."</p> + +<p>"They said I was common—and ill-bred—and ignorant." The words startled +her hearer, though she spoke them with a kind of dreary quietness which +was not without pathos. "They said Owen only married me because some +girl—an earl's niece—had thrown him over and he wanted to get his own +back—they said he was ashamed of me, that he blushed for me when we +went out to dinner, and everyone pitied him for having such a common, +empty-headed wife."</p> + +<p>"My dear Mrs. Rose——" For a moment Herrick's wits deserted him beneath +this recapitulation; and before he could hit on the right words, Toni +had begun again.</p> + +<p>"They said it was a pity for a clever man to be tied to an ignorant +wife, that I bored him to death; and Lady Martin said I was a parasite, +clinging to him for money and food, and that I had spoilt his life and +ruined his career——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, that is nonsense!" Herrick shook off the mental paralysis which had +held him tongue-tied, and spoke vigorously. "No man's life was ever +spoilt by the possession of a pretty, loving wife—like you."</p> + +<p>"Ah, but you don't understand." She spoke drearily. "I <i>have</i> been a +fool, I suppose. I was so happy myself that I never thought of Owen. I +mean I just went on loving him—thinking he loved me. I didn't bother +about his work and his career—it never struck me I should be doing Owen +harm by my ignorance. I knew I wasn't clever enough to help him, but I +thought that didn't matter so long as we were happy...."</p> + +<p>"But you <i>were</i> happy?"</p> + +<p>"I was." A big tear rolled forlornly down her cheek. "It was so +lovely here—like a beautiful dream—the summer and the river and the +roses ... every day was better than the last and I thought it would +always be like that ... I had never dreamed I could be so happy ... it +was just like a fairy-tale, I used to think sometimes I was like an +enchanted princess, living in a wonderful castle—with my prince...." Her +voice sank to a whisper, and she gazed out over the flower-strewn meadows +with a wide-eyed glance which saw nothing.</p> + +<p>Herrick's big heart, which in spite of his life's tragedy held still an +infinite compassion for all weak and helpless things, was wrung with +pity for this poor little creature, whose eyes had been opened so +cruelly to the fact that life was not all an enchanted fairyland; and +when he spoke his deep voice was very gentle.</p> + +<p>"See here, little lady, you mustn't take all this to heart. These women +were talking, you must remember, without any intimate knowledge of your +affairs; and we all know that gossip is eminently uncharitable. Besides, +loyalty to your husband should make you believe in him and his love."</p> + +<p>"I do." She stopped abruptly, then went on again more impetuously. "But +the worst of it is, I believe it is true, what they said. I <i>am</i> +ignorant and silly. I hate going out to parties; I never feel at ease, I +make foolish mistakes. Owen has been very kind, he has only laughed, but +it must have been horrid for him to have such a foolish wife. At home, +too ... it's quite true I haven't helped him. I've been out all day +enjoying myself, and not bothering about his work. I did at first, and I +made such stupid blunders that he used to have to do it all over again."</p> + +<p>"Well, that's nothing." He spoke lightly. "After all, you are not a +literary expert like your husband, and you can't be expected to do his +work."</p> + +<p>"No." She caught her white teeth fiercely in her lip. "But lots of women +could have helped him. This one they spoke of—they said she was clever, +accomplished, just the sort of wife for a man like Owen—not a stupid +little dummy like me. And"—she paused, and every tinge of colour faded +out of her face—"they said I was common—not a lady. Mr. Herrick, am I +common? Am I—not a lady?"</p> + +<p>With her eyes on his face, eyes full of a desperate hurt, Herrick felt a +wild, impotent desire to strangle the two mischief-makers who had +changed this girl's joy into bitterness, had turned a child's enchanted +castle into a structure of pasteboard; but when he spoke his tone was +admirably light.</p> + +<p>"My dear child, now you are talking absolute nonsense. Common? Well, to +me commonness consists in common behaviour, mean tempers, a nasty, +spiteful attitude of mind, a discontent with one's surroundings, a petty +jealousy of others—oh, I hate a common mind as much as anyone in the +world—but to use the word in connection with you is merely an abuse of +language and not to be treated seriously."</p> + +<p>She was half perplexed, half comforted.</p> + +<p>"But a lady, Mr. Herrick? Am I or am I not—a lady?"</p> + +<p>"Well," he said slowly, "that again depends on the use of the word. Mrs. +Swastika, my excellent charwoman, is referred to by her friends as 'the +lady who looks after that queer man in the bungalow'; and when my usual +milkman was taken ill the other day, my modest pint of milk was brought +by a pig-tailed girl who announced, 'I'm the young lady as takes round +Mr. Piggott's milk when he's sick!' So that you see the term 'lady' is +capable of wide interpretation."</p> + +<p>"But <i>am</i> I?" Her wistful tone craved for reassurance and Herrick gave +it promptly.</p> + +<p>"If by 'lady' you mean a woman who is fit to mix with any one in the +land, yes," he said. "Of course you are."</p> + +<p>She gave him a wan little smile, and dried away a few tears with the aid +of his handkerchief.</p> + +<p>"I don't know where mine is," she said, half-crying, half-laughing. "I +must have dropped it somewhere."</p> + +<p>"Or the Boo-Boos took it." He smiled at her puzzled expression. "Don't +you know those dreadful little people—the people who hide one's pencils +and one's handkerchiefs, put the clock back so that one misses one's +train—or an appointment—and invariably send an organ-grinder outside +one's window when one is hard at work and can't bear a noise!"</p> + +<p>"But why do you call them Boo-Boos?" She might have been a child asking +for the explanation of a fairy-tale.</p> + +<p>"Well, they aren't Brownies, because <i>they</i> are a good little folk. And +the Pixies, though their tricks are much the same, pursue their +avocations out of doors on moor or hill; so that the only name I could +find for them was just that—Boo-Boos!"</p> + +<p>He laughed at her bewildered face.</p> + +<p>"Come, Mrs. Rose, don't you ever feel conscious of their teasing +presence? Don't you lose your hair-pins, or your brooches, or whatever +corresponds to our collar-studs? And have you never noticed how a pen +with which you are about to sign an important document, a will or +something of the kind, has changed mysteriously into a pencil—generally +without a point—when you pick it up?"</p> + +<p>He had succeeded in his intention. His nonsense had won her to a smile; +and the eyes which a few moments before had looked like those of a +tortured woman were once again the eyes of a child.</p> + +<p>"Do you know, Mrs. Rose"—Herrick felt there was danger in prolonging +the situation once she had attained a comparative serenity—"I'm afraid +it's going to rain! Don't you think we had better be moving homewards?"</p> + +<p>She rose at once.</p> + +<p>"Just as you like." She spoke with the utmost docility. "I suppose we +had better go. I haven't an umbrella—have you?"</p> + +<p>"No—and your dress is thin." He looked at her white gown, which had not +been improved by her incarceration in the mouldy summer-house, and +showed traces of the dust and dirt of the bench on which she had +crouched while the two women talked outside. Altogether Toni presented a +pathetic little figure; and Herrick felt a sudden desire to know her +safely at home, hidden from inquisitive eyes.</p> + +<p>He called Olga, who had been playing an enticing game of hunting quite +imaginary rabbits in the hedgerow; and when the great dog bounded up in +obedience to his summons, he jumped over the stile and held out his hand +to help Toni. She climbed over rather lifelessly, catching her white +skirt on a splinter of wood and tearing a rent which filled Herrick with +dismay.</p> + +<p>"You've torn your pretty dress! What a shame—will it be quite spoilt?"</p> + +<p>"Oh no, I can mead it," she returned indifferently, "and any way it +doesn't matter." To Toni nothing mattered just then.</p> + +<p>"That wretched splinter was to blame. I'm afraid I didn't notice it," he +said contritely.</p> + +<p>"Oh, it wasn't your fault. Perhaps it was one of your queer creatures, +the Boo-Boos," said Toni with a wintry attempt at a smile; and Herrick +was struck with the readiness with which she had adopted his whimsical +theory.</p> + +<p>As they went across the fields beneath the now cloudy sky, he tried to +keep the conversation at the same light level; but although Toni strove +to adapt herself to his mood, it was evident that her thoughts were +still circling round the revelation which had shattered her fairy +castle; and just as the chimneys of Greenriver came in sight above the +tall tree-tops, she asked him a question which had been formulating in +her mind throughout the walk homewards.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Herrick, do you think I could improve myself somehow—I mean could +I read some books, or do something to make myself a more suitable wife +for Owen? You know"—she caught her breath—"I can't bear for him to be +ashamed of me, or bored with me—and they said—those women, that he was +both."</p> + +<p>For a second Herrick thought of treating the matter lightly, assuring +her that what the women had said was of no importance whatever. Then he +knew there was only one course open to him, and he met sincerity with +sincerity, candour with candour.</p> + +<p>"It would be very easy for you to do a little reading," he said quietly. +"Of course a literary man like Mr. Rose forgets that everyone has not +his fine taste in books; and on the other hand, it is very easy to +acquire a liking for poor stuff. But there are lots of authors who would +delight you with their books, and if I can give you any help I shall be +charmed to make you out a list."</p> + +<p>"Will you?" Her eyes lighted up for a second. "There are hundreds of +books in the house—the library is supposed to be rather remarkable, you +know, and I expect lots of the books you mean are there."</p> + +<p>"I've no doubt of it." He remembered hearing of the unique collection +which Greenriver housed. "Tell me what sort of books you like? Travel, +history, romance—what?"</p> + +<p>The light died out of her eyes.</p> + +<p>"I don't know." Her voice sounded flat. "I don't think I like anything +much—except stories. Novels, I mean," she added hastily.</p> + +<p>"Well, there are plenty of very fine novels," he said cheerily. "And no +one need be ashamed of liking that form of story-telling. I always fail +to understand the attitude of the person who says 'I <i>never</i> read +novels!' as though he were claiming a tremendous superiority, whereas +he's only showing himself a narrow-minded and unimaginative person!"</p> + +<p>"But reading novels won't make me clever?" said Toni rather wistfully.</p> + +<p>"Well, probably not, if you read nothing else," he owned. "But there is +plenty more stuff for you to read. What about poetry?"</p> + +<p>She shook her head.</p> + +<p>"Well, you'll soon get to like it," he said smiling. "You needn't flesh +your maiden sword in Browning, you know. Anyway, I will send you a list, +shall I?—of books that I think you'll like. Can you read French?"</p> + +<p>Blushing, she confessed her inability to do more than recognize a French +quotation here and there; and a new thought filled her mind.</p> + +<p>"Do you think if I were to study French, Mr. Herrick? I've got all my +old books, and I could do an exercise every day."</p> + +<p>Herrick was half inclined to smile, but she was so desperately in +earnest that he refrained.</p> + +<p>"A capital plan," he said heartily, thinking to himself that the harder +she worked the less time she would have for fretting.</p> + +<p>"And if I got to know more poetry I might be able to help Owen with his +articles," she said, smiling happily, reassured by his friendly counsel. +"Of course they were quite right—I <i>am</i> stupid and ignorant, but if I +work hard I think I ought to be able to make myself useful to Owen, +oughtn't I, Mr. Herrick?"</p> + +<p>"Don't work too hard," he said, half jesting, half in earnest. "You +don't want to turn yourself into a blue-stocking, do you? Don't +over-develop your brain at the expense of your heart and soul, as so +many learned women have done—to their ultimate despair."</p> + +<p>"There's no fear of that." Toni spoke in a low voice, and again he +caught a glimpse of something disconcerting in her clear eyes. "Those +women said I <i>had</i> no soul. But that's nonsense, because everyone has a +soul."</p> + +<p>"But not everyone realizes it," he said. "Some people go through life +and never know they have more than a body, which claims attention while +the soul waits, yearningly, for recognition."</p> + +<p>He had spoken half to himself, his thoughts wandering for a moment from +the girl beside him to another girl whose soul had been, to him at +least, as a sealed book.</p> + +<p>"I have been like that," said Toni surprisingly. "But I have a soul—and +for Owen's sake I am going to prove it. Only"—she faltered find her +brave accents died away—"perhaps it is too late, after all."</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>And though, when he left her at her own door, refusing her invitation to +enter, she had regained much of her usual manner, her last words haunted +Herrick all through the long, lonely evening.</p> + +<p>He knew quite well that there was a good deal of truth in the accusation +brought against the shrinking Toni. Although he lived a solitary life, +it was impossible altogether to avoid contact with one's neighbours +along the river; and he had heard sundry bits of conversation concerning +Toni which went to prove that Owen Rose's choice of a wife was freely +criticized in the neighbourhood. People agreed that she was certainly +surprisingly pretty, but she did not belong to the class which filled +all the big houses round about. The charitable said she was shy, the +malicious called her <i>gauche</i>, without perhaps knowing exactly what they +meant; and everyone who had talked to her asserted that she had no +conversation, and did not appear in the least a suitable wife for a +clever man like Mr. Rose.</p> + +<p>"Poor little girl!" Herrick rose from his seat with a sigh at the end of +the long, dreary evening. "I'm sorry for her—like the little mermaiden +of Hans Andersen, she is ready—now—to dance upon knives for the +possession of a soul! Well, she'll win her soul all right, but God grant +the winning of it doesn't end in tragedy!"</p> + +<p>He stood for a moment gazing into vacancy with a half-tender, +half-cynical smile on his lips. Then he extinguished the lamp, called +Olga from her resting-place on the old divan, and went slowly to bed.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XV" id="CHAPTER_XV"></a>CHAPTER XV</h2> + + +<p>Herrick duly sent Toni a list of such books as he thought suitable for +her purpose; and then began for Toni a succession of long and, if the +truth be told, tedious days spent, in Owen's absence, in the quiet, +stately library, while the August sunshine streamed in through the big +mullioned windows, and turned the books, in their many-hued bindings, +into pools of rich, dim colour, lighted here and there with the flash of +gold, the gleam of purple and scarlet.</p> + +<p>Toni used to wish, half-rebelliously, that the sun would not shine in so +gloriously, turning the polished floor into a golden sea, and bathing +her, as she sat at the table, in a flood of dancing sunbeams.</p> + +<p>It was so hard to sit there reading, trying in vain to dig out the heart +of some book of old stories, sagas and the like, or struggling +helplessly to understand a poem written in lovely but surely +incomprehensible metaphors, and full of words which, though she realized +their beauty, still conveyed little to her intelligence.</p> + +<p>Herrick had perhaps slightly over-estimated her powers. He had never +before come in contact with quite such an undeveloped mind. His own +married life had been too short for him to grasp fully the +characteristics of his wife, and although in some respects she had not +been unlike Toni, she had been differently educated. Her mind had +perhaps little depth, but she was quick and versatile; and owing to her +surroundings she had been able, always, to adopt the shibboleth of the +social set to which she belonged by right of birth.</p> + +<p>So it was that Herrick, with all his sympathy, all his intuition, failed +to plumb the shallows of Toni's mind. He gave her Rossetti when he +should have given her Ella Wheeler Wilcox; and George Eliot when he +should have introduced her to Jane Austen and her gentle sister, Miss +Burney. The "Idylls of the King," clothed in Tennyson's poetic garments, +would have won her interest—instead he advised her to read Malory, and +read him she obediently did, until her brain ached with the clash of +swords, and her eyes were wearied with the glitter of the dragons' +scales or the silver mail of the knights who fought to the death for the +damsels they served.</p> + +<p>Knowing her love of outdoor life, he sent her to Borrow, but even +"Lavengro" failed to charm the lonely student, to whom the sun, the +moon, the stars were all "sweet things" indeed, when no printed page +intervened between her and their sweetness.</p> + +<p>It was weary work, toiling there day after day, while the river flashed +and gleamed in the sunlight, and Jock ran barking hither and thither +under the windows, as though imploring her to leave those musty haunts +and come to chase the elusive yellow sunbeams on the lawn.</p> + +<p>At first she had been used to take the big, high-backed chair at the +head of the table, and spreading out her books, refuse to cast so much +as a look at the sunny world without; but after four or five mornings so +spent she gave in suddenly and betook herself to the little table in the +window, where from her seat she could watch the tall white lilies +swaying in the breeze, or catch the fragrance of the mauve and scarlet +sweet-peas which climbed their hedge just out of sight.</p> + +<p>It was weary work, and Toni's eyes and head ached when the luncheon-bell +rang to set her free from her self-imposed task; but she did not give +in, and after her hasty meal she would return to the library and +struggle till tea-time with half a dozen French exercises, which by the +aid of a key she sternly corrected when finished.</p> + +<p>When Owen arrived home, shortly before dinner, Toni was worn out with +the combined effects of her mental exertions and her lack of fresh air; +but Owen, who was turning over in his mind the material for a novel, was +not in a mood to notice her unwonted silence, and was relieved when, +after dinner, she went early to bed and set him free to spend the +evening in his sanctum, making notes and generally planning out the book +he felt he could write.</p> + +<p>To the novelist there comes, at the inception of a book, a period in +which the things and people around him recede into the background before +the people and things he seeks to create; and it is scarcely to be +wondered at if at these times the writer's vision, which is turned, so +to speak, inward, fails to realize the significance of the scenes being +enacted beneath his mortal eyes.</p> + +<p>And it was so with Owen. During that strenuous fortnight of Toni's +laborious study, Owen was so fully occupied with the visions of his +brain that he had little time to spare for the flesh and blood inmate of +his home; and though he was always kind to Toni, he did not notice that +the laughter was absent from her lips, the joyful light of happiness +quenched in her eyes.</p> + +<p>The idea of his book was beginning to absorb him very thoroughly. +Hitherto he had never had the time to devote to purely imaginative work; +but now that the <i>Bridge</i> was going ahead and his series of articles for +outside papers was finished, he felt the call of fiction very strongly.</p> + +<p>His story was concerned with the conflict between East and West, with +the life of an Indian prince who, after his English education, was +called upon to rule his dead father's kingdom; and Owen's impressions of +India, gathered during a stay of some months in that magic land, formed +a brilliant setting for the half-political, half-romantic story he had +to tell.</p> + +<p>Barry, who was, of course, in the secret, was intensely interested in +this new departure; and had no doubt whatever as to the certainty of +Owen's success. Indeed Owen himself was surprised at the ease with which +he did work he felt to be good. By nature a critic, he would have been +the first to detect signs of carelessness, of over-fluency even in his +own writing; but the narrative, with its felicitous turns of expression, +its lucid, clear-cut phrases, slipped naturally from his pen; and he +felt to the full the truth of Stevenson's couplet:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"Bright is the ring of words<br /></span> +<span class="i0">When the right man rings them."<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>One afternoon Owen invited Barry to motor down and dine with them at +Greenriver; and Barry accepted the invitation with alacrity, for he had +not seen Toni for some weeks and was anxious to know how life was +treating her.</p> + +<p>He hurried over his work for the afternoon, and Miss Loder, the +secretary whose services he and Owen shared in common, was secretly +surprised, not to say shocked, by his flippant behaviour over a +monograph supplied by a valued contributor.</p> + +<p>"It's a bit stodgy, eh, Miss Loder? You can feel the ecclesiastical hand +upon the pen-holder, can't you?"</p> + +<p>Miss Loder was the daughter of a clergyman, whose large family had all +been educated with a view to doing some sort of work in the world, and +as was only natural she resented the implied censure on the Church.</p> + +<p>"If purity of English and clarity of thought are stodgy, Mr. Raymond, I +suppose you are right. But what a treat this is after the article of +young Bright's! That was hardly in keeping with the tone of the +<i>Bridge</i>, if you like!"</p> + +<p>"Young Bright's article—why, Miss Loder, it was a gem! It was whimsical +in tone, I grant you, perhaps here and there a trifle frivolous, but it +was splendid in its way. It simply sparkled with wit and a kind of +delicate satire."</p> + +<p>"You thought so? I'm afraid I didn't." Miss Loder, who at Cambridge had +been known as an excellent debater, closed the subject by her tone; and +Barry smiled quietly at her self-sufficiency.</p> + +<p>Truth to tell, he had never much liked Miss Loder. While admitting her +absolute competency for the post—for she was in her way a brilliant +young woman—he found her unsympathetic, narrow-minded, wedded to her +own standards of thought and behaviour; and he was wont to assert that +her clear grey eye struck terror to his soul.</p> + +<p>Miss Loder had been intended for a scholastic career: but although she +had passed through her College life with distinction, she found that +after all teaching was not her vocation.</p> + +<p>She was absolutely devoid of patience, and wanting in the tact, the +kindly firmness, the warm sympathy, which go to equip the perfect +teacher; and although she might have a subject at her very finger-tips, +so to speak, she found it almost impossible to hand on her knowledge so +that her class might share it with her.</p> + +<p>Once she realized the fact, Miss Loder very wisely withdrew from the +field in which she was unable to shine; and since the death of her +father had rendered it imperative that she find some remunerative work +without delay, she was glad to accept the post which Owen offered her +through a mutual friend.</p> + +<p>Having once intended to take up journalism, she was conversant with the +mysteries of typewriting and shorthand, and her excellent classical +education rendered her particularly fitted for the post of secretary to +the editor of the <i>Bridge</i> and his coadjutor, Barry Raymond. Her own +literary taste was admirable, if a trifle academic; and Owen found her a +really useful person with whom to discuss the various departments of his +beloved review.</p> + +<p>In appearance, Miss Loder was of middle height, with good features, grey +eyes of an almost disconcerting frankness, and fair hair which she +parted on her forehead and coiled neatly round her head. She was +twenty-nine years of age, but looked younger; and she generally wore a +well-cut grey skirt and severely plain white shirt, which somehow suited +her rather boyish appearance.</p> + +<p>At five o'clock on this particular afternoon Barry bade her good-day, +and joined Owen in the street outside the office, where the big motor +stood throbbing impatiently beneath its owner's hand.</p> + +<p>"Jump in, Barry. If we have a good run we might take Toni on the river +for an hour. Poor little girl, I'm afraid I've rather neglected her +lately."</p> + +<p>Barry took his seat, and under Owen's skilful guidance they were soon +out of the City tumult, speeding smoothly away in the direction of +Richmond.</p> + +<p>It was just beyond Staines that the accident happened.</p> + +<p>Through no fault of his own Owen collided with a badly-steered motor +negotiating a sharp bend; and though no one else was injured it was +discovered, after all was over, that Owen had sustained a fracture of +the right arm.</p> + +<p>The owner of the other car, who was only too palpably a novice in the +art of driving, confounded himself in apologies. He was indeed so +manifestly upset and distressed to find what his carelessness had done, +that in the midst of his own natural annoyance Owen found time to assure +him of his complete forgiveness; and the irony of the situation was made +evident when it leaked out that the offender was a surgeon, resident in +the district, who practised the art of motoring in his spare moments.</p> + +<p>He insisted on Owen returning with him to receive all the care and +attention his medical skill could supply; and thus it was that when the +car, driven by Barry, finally drew up in front of the hall door of +Greenriver, Toni, running down the steps to greet her husband and his +visitor, was startled to observe Owen, a trifle pale, descend from the +car with his right arm supported in a black silk sling.</p> + +<p>"Owen!" Every vestige of colour died out of Toni's face. "What has +happened? You've had an accident!"</p> + +<p>"Nothing much, dear!" He spoke reassuringly. "Collided with another car +outside Staines, and I've broken my stupid arm. But that's all."</p> + +<p>"Quite enough," struck in Barry, smiling. "No one else was hurt, Mrs. +Rose—not even the old idiot who was to blame."</p> + +<p>"It's nearly dinner-time, I suppose," said Owen, looking up at the hall +clock. "We started early to take you on the river, Toni, but I'm afraid +it's too late now."</p> + +<p>"And you're disabled," said Barry. "You'll be dependent on our good +offices for your dinner; won't he, Mrs. Rose?"</p> + +<p>And so it proved, for like a good many people Owen felt utterly at a +loss with only one available hand. To Toni fell the task of cutting up +his food, and her big eyes grew anxious as she noted his lack of +appetite.</p> + +<p>As a matter of fact Owen felt disinclined for food, for anything but +solitude and rest. His head was aching, and his arm was beginning to +pain him so severely that he feared sleep would be out of the question.</p> + +<p>After dinner he yielded to the joint entreaties of Toni and Barry and +went to bed; leaving his wife to entertain his guest until the car +should come round to take him to the station.</p> + +<p>The evening had closed in with rain, and the two sat by one of the +widely-opened windows in the drawing-room, looking out into the dusky +garden, and listening to the soft patter of the rain on the foliage +bordering the lawn. There was no wind, and against the cloudy sky the +tall trees stood like black giants holding out immovable arms, while +from the flowers, refreshed by the shower after their hot, thirsty day, +a grateful fragrance rose to sweeten the damp, cool air.</p> + +<p>For some time Barry and his hostess sat in silence. Toni had taken her +favourite low chair, and her hands lay idly in her lap, the wedding-ring +which was their sole ornament gleaming in the lamplight. To Barry's eyes +her youthful prettiness had a slightly dimmed effect. Without losing +anything of its virginal purity of outline there was a hint of +weariness, of almost jaded fatigue, which startled Barry. He thought +always of Toni as some joyous woodland nymph, a pagan it might be, a +hedonist by nature and training; and while he had regretted, formerly, +her lack of worldly and womanly experience, it gave him something of a +pang at heart to find that this little pagan creature, this pretty, +wild, untutored Undine could apparently lose, for the moment at least, +her joy in the "sweet things" of life. That in the process she might be +slowly and painfully realizing her soul he did not stop to think. To him +the fatigue in her face was pathetic; to Herrick it would have been +enlightening.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Raymond——" Toni spoke at last, and he threw off his absorption to +listen. "If Owen's arm is broken, how will he do his work?"</p> + +<p>"That is just what I've been wondering," said Barry. "Of course the +ordinary office work, the work of the <i>Bridge</i>, will go on all right +without him for a bit. I mean—well, you see I can look after things +pretty well, and we have an excellent secretary in Miss Loder."</p> + +<p>"But his own work? He is writing a book—a novel, isn't he? He said +something about it—though he hasn't read any of it to me," added Toni +rather wistfully.</p> + +<p>"I don't suppose he's got very far," said Barry, wondering whether she +felt slighted by the omission. "Owen is a quick worker, I know, but he +has only been at it for a week or two."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I know," she replied hastily. "But how will he go on with it? He +can't write with his left hand, can he?"</p> + +<p>"Not very well." An idea struck Barry, and without stopping to think he +gave it utterance. "Look here, Mrs. Rose, you can help Owen no end! You +must take it down for him. You could easily scribble it off and then +type it out afterwards, couldn't you?"</p> + +<p>Into Toni's eyes flashed a light of pure joy.</p> + +<p>"Oh, do you think I could! I'd do anything—anything to help Owen," she +said eagerly. "It wouldn't be like his articles, full of quotations and +things that want verifying, would it? I mean even a stupid girl—like +me—could do it, couldn't she?"</p> + +<p>"You're not stupid," he rallied her gaily. "Look how quickly you learned +to read proof! And even the superior Miss Loder doesn't type as well as +you!"</p> + +<p>"Doesn't she!" Toni's depression had vanished like magic, and her eyes +were sparkling as she looked at him. "Oh, if I could! But I don't +believe I dare offer, Mr. Raymond! Do you think if <i>you</i> were to mention +it to Owen——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, it would come much better from you!" Barry, whose interference on +the subject of Owen's marriage had not been too well received, shrank +from further officiousness. "If you propose it, I'm sure Owen will jump +at it; and he won't mind his enforced helplessness half so much if he +can get on with the book."</p> + +<p>For a moment Toni said nothing.</p> + +<p>The rain had ceased, and in the darkened sky one or two pale-gold stars +were gleaming. The air was full of sweet, moist scents; and a big white +owl flew by the window, looking weird and ghostly in the dusk. A moment +later they heard him hoot from his eyrie in one of the tall tree-tops, +and Toni shivered a little.</p> + +<p>"I can't get used to their queer cries," she said in a low voice. +"Sometimes I hear them in the night, and they make me shudder. Owen +laughs at me, and quotes Shakespeare, about the owl and the baker's +daughter, but I hate them, all the same."</p> + +<p>"I rather like them," said Barry lightly. "Anyway, you mustn't drive +them away; it's the very worst of luck to turn them out of their +accustomed dwelling-places!"</p> + +<p>"Then, they'll have to stop, I suppose," said Toni practically. "But I +shall go on hating them all the same!"</p> + +<p>Barry laughed and turned the conversation back to her proposed +collaboration with Owen; and Toni was only too eager to discuss the +subject, which lasted, indeed, until Barry said good-bye.</p> + +<p>His last glimpse of her was as she stood on the steps calling out her +farewell; and he carried away a clearly-cut impression of the slight, +blue-robed figure, her black hair a little loosened round her eager, +vivid face, her eyes full of a new and ardent resolution, which had +quite banished the look of sadness and fatigue he had noticed earlier in +the evening.</p> + +<p>It was evident his suggestion had fired her heart and mind, and for a +moment, as he was borne swiftly down the black avenue on to the high +road, Barry asked himself if he had done well to light that lamp of hope +and high desire in her soul.</p> + +<p>If Owen should refuse her aid, if he should let her see that he had no +desire for help from her, no exportation of any adequate service, the +flame which Barry's words had lit would be cruelly extinguished, leaving +in its place only the blank and utter darkness of disillusionment.</p> + +<p>And once removed from her beseeching presence, Barry wondered, rather +hopelessly, if indeed Toni's help would be of any value. She was ready, +eager indeed, to be of use; but was she capable of work such as Owen +would require?</p> + +<p>Against his will Barry had a vision of Miss Loder in Toni's place—not +as wife, but as assistant—and he confessed to himself with a groan that +the highly-finished product of school and college would probably prove +herself of far more practical use than the impulsive, emotional, and +alas! unliterary Toni.</p> + +<p>But the harm was done now. He had lighted the torch in Toni's soul, and +he could only hope that no adverse breath would blow to extinguish its +flame.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVI" id="CHAPTER_XVI"></a>CHAPTER XVI</h2> + + +<p>"Toni, I have a proposal to make. Suppose you stop typing for a little +while and listen to me. Will you, dear?"</p> + +<p>Toni, all the colour slipping out of her face, put down the sheet she +had just taken up and waited obediently to hear Owen's proposal.</p> + +<p>This was the ninth day of their mutual labour; and even Toni's optimism +could not assert that the experience had been successful.</p> + +<p>She had tried so hard, poor Toni. With every nerve strained to the +utmost, with her mind emptied of anything which did not bear upon the +subject in hand, she had striven to help Owen, to take down from +dictation the words, the sentences, in which his thoughts were clothed.</p> + +<p>She had learned not to look up expectantly at every pause, since she had +realized that to the harassed author, struggling for the one right +phrase, that bright expectancy exercised a deadening effect; and she +never even raised her head when silence fell—the silence in which Owen +weighed and sifted his material, selecting this, rejecting that, and +embodying the result in just the one glowing, clean-cut sentence which +would effectually tell.</p> + +<p>But Toni found herself, all unwillingly, handicapped, by her +non-comprehension both of the matter and method of Owen's creative work.</p> + +<p>A plain, straightforward story Toni could assimilate easily enough. +Something primitive in her responded, also, to the call of the +world-wide emotions of love, hatred, revenge; but Owen's book dealt with +none of these; and the subtle philosophy, the carefully interwoven +motives of political expediency and half-reluctant patriotism were alike +uninteresting and unintelligible.</p> + +<p>Where she did not understand, it was natural she should transcribe +incorrectly; and although it was easy for Owen to revise the typewritten +script after each day's labours, he was perpetually checked in his +stride, as it were, by the necessity of repeating or explaining some +incident or allusion by which Toni was frankly puzzled.</p> + +<p>Naturally, too, the girl was nervous; and Owen's habit of striding to +and fro as he dictated made things, as she said desperately to herself, +far worse. In vain she quickened her pace in a wild attempt to keep up +with him. Faster and faster went her pen, more and more indistinct grew +the scribbled words; and in the hour of stress all ideas of spelling and +punctuation took to themselves wings and fled.</p> + +<p>But worse even than her comparative failure with the merely mechanical +portion of the work was her mental inability to follow the working of +Owen's mind. Handicapped by the necessity of dictating his book, the +author often found himself at a standstill for some word which eluded +him; and although he encouraged Toni to make suggestions, it was very +seldom that she ventured to do so. The work went badly in consequence. +Owen used to think sometimes that if Toni's mind had been more attuned +to his, if they had shared ideas, had held the same standard in fiction, +he might have gained something from this enforced collaboration; but as +things were it became an irritation, effectually stopping the flow of +his ideas; and although he did his best to keep Toni in ignorance of his +feelings, she was bound to realize that the work was progressing in a +lame and halting fashion.</p> + +<p>Therefore she was not surprised when Owen broke it to her, gently, that +he was thinking of a change of secretary.</p> + +<p>"You see, dear,"—he spoke very kindly, feeling indeed very pitiful +towards the girl, whose fluctuating colour showed her mental +disturbance—"this sort of work demands a special training. You are +doing your best, I know, and I am very grateful to you, but you can see, +can't you, that I am getting on badly?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, Owen." She spoke very slowly, and for a moment Owen wondered +whether it would be possible to continue the present arrangement. Then +common sense and creative ardour combined to utter a decided negative, +and feeling himself to be brutal he hurried on.</p> + +<p>"Unfortunately I shan't be able to use my arm for some weeks. That +stupid old doctor ought to pay my secretary's fees, oughtn't he, since +he's responsible for my helplessness!"</p> + +<p>He laughed; but Toni said nothing, and after waiting a second he +continued:</p> + +<p>"You've been most awfully good and patient, dear, and I'm afraid I've +been horribly irritable over the job. But I don't think it's any good +our going on. I'm wearing you out, and losing a lot of time into the +bargain."</p> + +<p>"You are going on with the book?"</p> + +<p>"Of course, yes." His matter-of-fact assent caused poor Toni a pang. +"But I think I shall have to borrow Miss Loder from the office for a few +weeks. She is used to the job, you know. She told me she had once taken +down an eighty-thousand-word book, typed it, and seen it through the +press, because the author was nearly blind. So she would really know all +about the work."</p> + +<p>"Yes." Toni wondered, dully, why the sunshine which poured over her held +no warmth to-day.</p> + +<p>"Well, I'll drop a line to Barry and ask him if he can spare her for a +bit. There's a rather smart typist in one of the other rooms could take +her place, and I might not want her for very long. As far as the book +itself is concerned, I can't work fast enough to get it all done."</p> + +<p>"Yes." Sitting there, repeating the word, parrot-wise, Toni looked very +forlorn; and something in her attitude struck Owen with a perhaps +exaggerated feeling of remorse.</p> + +<p>"Well, that's settled," he said cheerfully, "and after this you needn't +lose your roses sitting indoors so much. I'll tell you what—let's have +a day off, shall we?"</p> + +<p>She nodded, hoping he would not see the tears in her eyes.</p> + +<p>"Right. We'll have the car—Fletcher will have to drive—and go for a +good long run into the country. We'll have lunch out and get back for +dinner. You'll like that?"</p> + +<p>"Very much." She rose. "I'll go and get ready, shall I?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. We'll start at once. By Jove, I shall enjoy a holiday myself!"</p> + +<p>Throughout the day Owen surrounded Toni with an atmosphere of kindness +which he trusted might dispel the soreness he guessed she was +experiencing; but somehow he failed in his object.</p> + +<p>Although the day was superb, a still, golden August day, when the summer +seemed to pause, arrested in its flight by the fulness of perfection to +which it had brought the land, neither Owen nor Toni was sorry to return +to Greenriver. As the car stopped in front of the door Toni cast a +rather wistful look at the jasmine-covered old house she had learned to +love; and for a moment she felt as though she saw herself as those other +women had seen her—the ignorant, frivolous, common little person whom +Owen had married out of pique.</p> + +<p>Never in all her life had Toni felt so humble as on this evening, when +she entered the house which was her home. What had she in common with +the beautiful old hall, with the broad staircase leading to the spacious +gallery, lighted now by the Ten Little Ladies, whose light pierced the +gloom like so many kindly little stars?</p> + +<p>The pictures, the bowls of roses, all the inanimate things she had grown +to look upon as friends—it seemed to her to-night that they looked +coldly to her, resenting her presence as an interloper; and in one +queer, horrible flash of insight Toni seemed to visualize the woman who +should have been the <i>châtelaine</i> of Greenriver—a tall, dignified, +beautiful woman, with the bearing of a princess....</p> + +<p>"What's the matter, dear?" Owen had seen her shiver. "Are you cold? Yet +it's a warm night."</p> + +<p>"No, thank you, I'm not cold." She spoke gently. "I—I think I'm a +little tired."</p> + +<p>She picked up a brown envelope from the table.</p> + +<p>"Look, Owen, here's a telegram for you."</p> + +<p>"So there is. Open it for me, will you, dear?"</p> + +<p>She did so and handed him the flimsy paper. His eyes brightened as he +read.</p> + +<p>"Good old Barry! He's wasted no time—Miss Loder will come down +to-morrow by the ten o'clock train. I must send the car."</p> + +<p>He went out and spoke to the chauffeur, returning to say: "Will you +arrange for some lunch to be sent up every day, Toni? She can get off by +the four train, I daresay, and that will give us a good long time for +work."</p> + +<p>"I will see to it," Toni said quietly.</p> + +<p>"Thanks, dear. Let me see, there's half an hour before dinner. I might +go and put everything in order as far as we've gone, so that we can +start fair. I mustn't waste her time when she gets here."</p> + +<p>"No. Of course not."</p> + +<p>Although she tried to speak casually, a note in her voice struck Owen +rather unpleasantly. He looked at her sharply in the lamplight; and +something in her child-like attitude, as she stood motionless, her hands +hanging by her sides, gave him a sudden twinge of something like +reproach.</p> + +<p>He looked round quickly. They were alone, and acting on impulse Owen +stooped, and putting his left hand under her chin, tilted her face +upwards until their eyes met.</p> + +<p>"Come, Toni." He had seen the tears in those wistful eyes of hers. +"What's the matter? You are not hurt about the work, are you? If you +would rather not have the woman, say so, and we will go on as we have +been doing. It will get easier in time."</p> + +<p>"Oh no!" Toni spoke quickly, though her lips quivered. "Indeed I'm not +hurt. I—I'm sorry I'm such a fool. I'm only a hindrance to you instead +of a help."</p> + +<p>Although he had no conception of the wound dealt to her by two +thoughtless women, Owen realized that she was in earnest; that she +understood, and regretted, her failure to give him the help he needed; +and for perhaps the first time since his marriage Owen pitied his wife +sincerely. After all, it was he, not she, who was to blame; and being +still in the dark, Owen thanked God that at least she had no idea he had +married her without giving her the love she had had a right to expect.</p> + +<p>"Hush, Toni dear." He held her to him with his sound arm. "After all, I +want you for my wife, not my typist. Miss Loder may be able to do the +work I want done better than you, because she's used to it; but you're +my wife, Toni, and what does anything else matter?"</p> + +<p>He did not know whether his words brought her any comfort. She smiled, +faintly, and returned the kiss he gave her before he let her go; but +when she was alone in her quiet room Toni wept till she could weep no +more.</p> + +<p>She hated Miss Loder from the first.</p> + +<p>Her self-possessed manner, her cool, grey eyes, above all the suggestion +of competency which lurked in every line of her trim, well-tailored +figure, all alike filled Toni with a sharp sense of resentment which she +felt to be both childish and stupid.</p> + +<p>Without perhaps intending it, Miss Loder conveyed a sense of +superiority. Toni was made to feel that this newcomer knew just why she +had been sent for—understood that it was in reality to Toni's +incapacity that she owed her present position; and Toni felt, with a +miserable intensity, that Miss Loder looked upon her as some brilliant +sixth-form girl would survey a kindergarten child, with a kindly, +half-amused, half-contemptuous tolerance.</p> + +<p>Never had Toni so desperately longed to be clever as during that first +week of Miss Loder's secretaryship; and never had she felt herself to be +so ignorant, so childish, so futile a companion for a man like Owen.</p> + +<p>At first Miss Loder had eaten her lunch in solitude. It was Toni's +suggestion that she should join them in the dining-room, and Owen, +supposing that Toni felt it a little discourteous to condemn the other +woman to a lonely meal, agreed cordially to the plan.</p> + +<p>Over her luncheon Miss Loder laid aside her rather scholastic, manner, +and talked pleasantly in a quite refreshingly frivolous way; but try as +she might Toni never felt at ease in her presence; and gradually she +dropped out of the conversation until she sat for the greater part of +the meal in silence.</p> + +<p>Owen, absorbed in his book, did not notice her taciturnity, and though +he responded politely to Miss Loder's chatter, it was evident he was not +captivated by her undoubted social gifts to the extent of forgetting the +purpose of her presence.</p> + +<p>As for Miss Loder, Toni had guessed her attitude towards Mr. Rose's wife +correctly enough. To the clever, highly-trained mind of the Girton girl +Toni's whole personality was so appallingly feeble.</p> + +<p>"The brains of a hen, and the soul, probably, of a chorus-girl." So Miss +Loder, quite unjustly, summed up Toni. "Married the man to get out of a +life of drudgery, I expect, and is as much of a companion to her husband +as a pretty little Persian cat would be. Why <i>will</i> these nice men marry +such nonentities, I wonder? She is bound to be a drag on him all her +days."</p> + +<p>For all her shrewdness Miss Loder never dreamed that her estimation of +Toni was clearly evident to the person concerned. In her fatally orderly +mind Toni was classified as a "type"—the type of the pretty, useless, +childish wife; and Miss Loder never looked for any variation of the type +when once she had labelled the specimen.</p> + +<p>That his now secretary did her work admirably Owen realized with intense +gratitude. For all her modern self-assertiveness Miss Loder was clever +enough to realize that in Owen she had met her intellectual master; and +being at heart a veritable woman she never attempted to challenge the +supremacy of the masculine mind.</p> + +<p>The work progressed quickly; and gradually, as the fascination of his +work grew upon him, Owen became more and more absorbed in his book. He +was always planning some incident, rehearsing, mentally, some situation +or some telling dialogue; and the outer life around him receded into a +dim and misty distance, in which Toni's pathetic little figure was +almost lost.</p> + +<p>Toni did not give in easily. She made feeble tentative attempts to share +his author's rapture. She asked him timid little questions, to which he +gave smilingly vague answers; and once she even suggested that he should +read to her the chapters he had already finished.</p> + +<p>Owen refused, quite gently, but inexorably; and Toni felt a miserable +certainty that he did not think her capable of understanding or +appreciating his work.</p> + +<p>The day this happened she ordered the car and went for a long and +solitary excursion into the country. Of late she had not used the car, +preferring to hang wretchedly about the house and garden, half-resenting +the absorption of the two workers shut up in the library, not daring to +interrupt their toil, yet longing, vaguely, for the courage to enter +boldly and claim her share of the mutual labour.</p> + +<p>But to-day she felt that she could stand the house no longer. A great +desire was upon her for the sunny places of the earth, and in her +present mood the slow, gliding traffic of the river held for her no +attraction. She longed for the swift, exhilarating rush through the air +which, the car would give her; and Fletcher took her orders with +alacrity.</p> + +<p>"A long round—yes, ma'am." He deliberated. "It's not three yet, and I +suppose you don't care to be 'ome much before dinner-time?"</p> + +<p>"No, I want to be out for hours," she said feverishly, and Fletcher was +only too pleased to oblige her.</p> + +<p>Even Toni's depression could not hold beneath the tonic of that glorious +ride. It was a splendid September day, when the country lay bathed in +floods of rolling sunshine, and there was just enough bite in the air to +set the blood racing through one's veins, and bring the sparkle to one's +eyes.</p> + +<p>Toni sat upright in the car, gazing out over the golden fields to the +misty hills beyond, and everything she saw filled her with the true and +vivid happiness which the lover of the "sweet things" of the earth knows +so well.</p> + +<p>A field of yellow corn ablaze with scarlet poppies, a group of trees +among which the copper beech blazed with a glory as of the sunset, a +glimpse of a wide common all aflame with sweet-scented gorse ... now and +again a hint of the river flashing and sparkling beneath the shining +sky—Toni, the ignorant, despised Toni, knew how to appreciate the +glories of the earth as the brilliant Millicent Loder could never do.</p> + +<p>On and on they rushed. Fletcher, who in common with the other servants +respected Owen and adored Toni, was only too glad to please his young +mistress by taking her far afield; and he utilized his wide knowledge of +the countryside in her service, treating Toni indeed to such a panorama +of the fertile country as she had never yet been privileged to behold.</p> + +<p>They were running through a little village on their homeward way when a +tyre burst with a loud report; and Fletcher pulled up with an expression +of dismay.</p> + +<p>"I'm sorry, ma'am—I shall have to delay you a bit while I put on a new +tyre." He looked round him rather doubtfully. "I suppose you wouldn't +care to take a cup of tea while I put it right?"</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Rose!" A cyclist had halted by the car, and looking up Toni saw +Herrick standing beside her. "Had an accident? Nothing serious, I hope."</p> + +<p>"Tyre burst, sir," announced the chauffeur, who with the rest of the +village looked upon the shabby inhabitant of the Hope House as a +harmless eccentric. "I was just asking my mistress if she would care to +have some tea while I repair it."</p> + +<p>"A capital idea," said Herrick, whose amused eyes saw quite well the +chauffeur's estimate of him. "Mrs. Rose, may I take you to get some tea? +One of these cottages will supply it, I daresay—or there is quite a +decent little inn over yonder."</p> + +<p>"Thanks very much." Toni was thirsty, and she liked Herrick. "I'd love +some tea—if you'll have some too."</p> + +<p>"To be sure I will." He propped his bicycle carelessly against a fence +and opened the door of the car. "Which shall we try? A cottage or the +inn?"</p> + +<p>In the end they decided for the inn; and leaving Fletcher to set to +work, Herrick escorted Toni down the village street to the door of the +old-fashioned inn which called itself, rather ambiguously, the "Cock and +Bottle."</p> + +<p>The landlady, who spoke with a Northern burr which made, Herrick glance +curiously at her, came bustling into the flagged passage to greet them, +and when she had taken their order for tea she ushered them into the +parlour with a hospitable smile.</p> + +<p>"I'll fetch tea in a minute," said she, "t' kettle's boilin' an' I've a +cake on the griddle just about fit."</p> + +<p>When she had gone Toni turned two perplexed eyes on Herrick.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Herrick, what does she mean? Does the cake fit the griddle, or +what?"</p> + +<p>Herrick laughed lustily.</p> + +<p>"Oh, you Londoner—you poor little Southern kid! Haven't you ever been +in Yorkshire—good old Yarkshire, as they call it—the country of tykes +and gees and men that can't be beat?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, is that Yorkshire!" Toni coloured with excitement. "Mr. Herrick, my +father came from there! All his people did—but they're dead now, and +I've never been North!"</p> + +<p>"Really?" He was to the full as much interested in the coincidence as +she. "Well, our good landlady is certainly a Yorkshire woman—and I hope +she'll give us a real Yorkshire tea!"</p> + +<p>His hope was fulfilled when the buxom Mrs. Spencer returned, which she +speedily did. She carried a tray laden not only with cups and saucers, +but with an assortment of cakes which would have rejoiced the heart of a +Yorkshire child.</p> + +<p>"Them's crud cheesecakes," said she, beaming on the pair, "an' these fat +rascals is to-day's bake—and the griddle cakes an' all." She laid the +table deftly. "I'll fetch the tea-pot and t' cream, and then ye can help +yersens."</p> + +<p>When she put down the tea-pot, however, Herrick detained her with a +question.</p> + +<p>"You don't belong to these parts, Mrs. Spencer?"</p> + +<p>"No, sir." She shook her head blithely. "I'm a Yorkshire woman, praise +the pigs! Married a South-country man, I did—and often wished as I +'adn't—when 'e wur alive, that's to say."</p> + +<p>"Since his demise you've altered your mind?"</p> + +<p>"Well, he left me pretty well provided for," returned the late Spencer's +widow comfortably, "an' I won't say as 'e wur an out-an-out bad 'usband. +But somehow I can't abide South-country folk."</p> + +<p>"They say we Yorkshire tykes are a rough lot," said Herrick, smiling, +and she took up the challenge at once.</p> + +<p>"Oh, that's all my eye and Betty Martin," she returned in the vernacular +of her youth, "I grant you there's a lot of soft-sawder about the +fellers down here, but they ain't in it wi' us up in Yorkshire."</p> + +<p>"Where do you come from, Mrs. Spencer? I'm a dalesman myself; +Wensleydale's my native land."</p> + +<p>"I'm from Thirsk, sir. My mother was washerwoman to lots of the gentry +round, and my people still lives there, in a cottage on the Green."</p> + +<p>"Ah, I know Thirsk—fine old church there, one of the finest in the +North Riding. You've never been there, Mrs. Rose?" He turned to include +Toni in the conversation, and found her wide-eyed and flushed with +excitement.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Herrick, my people lived near Thirsk—in a farm at Feliskirk in the +hills. Oh, do you think she knew them?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Spencer, who had hitherto overlooked Toni, turned to her in +surprise.</p> + +<p>"If you'll tell me the name, miss—ma'am. We knew most of t' people in +t' neighbourhood."</p> + +<p>"Gibbs—their name was Gibbs." She spoke breathlessly. "The house was +called the Green Farm. Oh, do you know anything about them?"</p> + +<p>"Gibbs? The Green Farm?" Mrs. Spencer stared incredulously. "Why, I knew +old Gregory Gibbs well—and a fine old fellow he was too. And Fred and +Roger—why, I knew 'em both. They used to come down into t' town on +market days with their dad, and a pair of jolly little lads they were +an' all—especially Roger."</p> + +<p>"Roger was my father," said Toni quietly, and Mrs. Spencer uttered an +exclamation.</p> + +<p>"You don't say! But Roger, he ran away—leastways e went off to furrin +parts and we 'eard as 'ow 'e'd married an Heyetalian young lady out +there. And you are really Roger Gibbs' bairn?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; he married my mother—an Italian girl—in Naples. I was born +there. But they're both dead now," said Toni sadly.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'm sorry to 'ear that!" Mrs. Spencer spoke sincerely. "To think as +I should live to see young Roger's lass 'ere in my 'ouse! You don't +favour the Gibbs, miss, if I may say so."</p> + +<p>"No, Mrs. Rose is more like her mother's people, I expect," said +Herrick, noticing as he spoke how pale Toni looked now that the flush of +excitement had died away. "But if she has never been to Yorkshire, at +least she can taste her native cakes, eh, Mrs. Spencer?"</p> + +<p>Thus reminded of her duties Mrs. Spencer bustled away to find some +"preserve," which was only brought out for specially honoured guests; +and Toni took the seat Herrick placed for her at the table.</p> + +<p>"You'll pour out for us? That's right. I'm afraid our good landlady will +want to stay and chatter! Do you mind?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no—do let her stay and talk about my people!" pleaded Toni, and +this Mrs. Spencer was very ready to do.</p> + +<p>Standing by the table, resting her empty tray on her ample hip, she +poured forth a stream of disjointed memories to which Toni listened +eagerly. Mrs. Spencer, it seemed, had had an aunt living in the village +with the Gibbs; and as a child she had often stayed there; so that she +had known Toni's father well.</p> + +<p>"Of course, t' Gibbs were always a cut above us," she owned frankly. "My +feyther was a foundry hand till he died, and wasn't too steady neither; +and when 'e died my mother took in washing. There was a trick young +Roger once played 'er about a washing-basket ... what was it now?" She +paused to meditate. "Nay, I can't think on this minute ... but she allus +said as 'e wur nowt but a bowdekite!" She laughed, jollily, at the +recollection, and pressed a cheesecake on Toni with a heartiness there +was no resisting.</p> + +<p>Thanks to her chatter time flew; and Herrick was just beginning to think +of the waiting chauffeur, when there was a sudden spatter of rain +against the window panes; and looking out he saw that while they had +been talking a storm had been brewing.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid you'll have to wait a little, Mrs. Rose!" He pointed to the +rain, now streaming down in a steady torrent. "It won't be more than a +shower, I daresay."</p> + +<p>"Oh, and Fletcher's outside in it." Toni put down her cup. "Mr. Herrick, +could I tell him to come inside and have some tea, do you think? We've +been out for hours, you know."</p> + +<p>"Certainly. I'll see about it."</p> + +<p>He went out and brought in the chauffeur, delivering him over to Mrs. +Spencer's good offices; and then returned to find Toni sitting rather +disconsolately by the window, looking out at the rain as it splashed +into the quickly-forming puddles in the village street.</p> + +<p>The sudden storm, the silence which fell after Mrs. Spencer's departure, +or the early-falling dusk, had brought back all her misery to Toni's +mind, banishing in a flash all her recent joyful animation; and when, +after observing her for a moment, Herrick came forward, he saw that a +blight had fallen over her late gaiety.</p> + +<p>She did not hear his step—thought, perhaps, that he had stayed to speak +to the chauffeur or chat with the landlady; and all at once such a sense +of bitter desolation swept over Toni that she began to cry softly to +herself in the dusk.</p> + +<p>Instantly Herrick began to back noiselessly towards the door; but Fate, +or perhaps a malignant Boo-Boo, pushed a footstool in his path, over +which he stumbled with an involuntary ejaculation.</p> + +<p>Startled, Toni turned round and saw him; and cursing his own clumsiness, +Herrick judged it best to come forward openly.</p> + +<p>"Your man is having some tea, under Mrs. Spencer's kindly auspices." He +smiled. "It seems she 'don't reckon nowt' to our combined appetites, so +I hope Fletcher will make up for our shortcomings."</p> + +<p>He sat down in the low window seat, not far from Toni, and with a smile +asked permission to smoke.</p> + +<p>"Of course—please do." She spoke indifferently.</p> + +<p>"Your husband isn't an inveterate smoker—like me?" He lighted a +cigarette gratefully. "I thought most literary men were slaves to +tobacco."</p> + +<p>"I think Owen smokes a good deal," she said. "And especially now that he +is working so hard. Miss Loder is quite shocked at his cigarettes."</p> + +<p>"Miss Loder?" The question slipped out before he had time to reflect.</p> + +<p>"My husband's secretary." She broke off abruptly, as though unwilling to +say more. Then a great flood of bitterness rolled over her spirit, at +the memory of her own failure; and mingled with it came a sore envy and +distrust of the clear-eyed, capable woman who had supplanted her. +Together, the two proved irresistible; and with an almost child-like +instinct to confide in the man whom she felt to be trustworthy, Toni +turned to Herrick and poured forth her sad little story of +disappointment and bitter disillusionment.</p> + +<p>Out it all came, her desire to help her husband, and the dread awakening +to the fact of her own incompetency. Herrick, listening, realized, as +perhaps Owen could not have done, what a blow to Toni's hopes the +failure of the experiment had been; and remembering her earlier +confidences, when she had appealed to him to reverse the judgment passed +upon her by two cruel women, he began to wonder whether Toni would ever +find any happiness in the life which had once looked so glorious to her +youthful eyes.</p> + +<p>He said very little till she had finished, though now and again, a quiet +question made clear some point involved by her own incoherency; and from +the bottom of his heart he pitied the girl who was beginning to realize +that though she might be the wife of the man she loved, she would never +be his real companion and helpmate until she could attain something +nearer to the high standard of perfection for which he looked.</p> + +<p>"This Miss Loder—you like her?"</p> + +<p>"I believe—sometimes—I almost hate her," said Toni drearily. "She is +everything I am not, you see. She is clever, well-educated, amusing. I +think I hate women who tell amusing stories," she added vindictively, +biting her lip with her strong little teeth.</p> + +<p>"But she is not personally objectionable to you?" Herrick wished to +hear, if possible, how she treated her employer's wife.</p> + +<p>"No—at least she doesn't mean to be," said Toni, striving to speak +fairly. "But I know she thinks I am a fool, and pities Owen for having +married me. I believe she thinks I ought never to speak to Owen, never +ask him any questions about the book. She was quite—short—with me +yesterday because I went in to speak to Owen during the afternoon!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, but that's absurd!" Herrick felt a quite unreasonable dislike for +the superior Miss Loder. "After all you are his wife—she is only his +secretary—and husbands and wives have a claim on each other which no +sane person would deny."</p> + +<p>"Yes." She did not look convinced, and he tried again.</p> + +<p>"Don't forget, will you, that a wife holds an absolutely unique +position. She is the one person in the world to whom the man is +answerable for his actions, just as she is answerable to him for her +own; and if she is—hurt—or annoyed by any proceeding on the part of +her husband, she has a perfect right to express her wishes on the +subject."</p> + +<p>"You mean I have a right to ask Owen to send away Miss Loder?" Toni was +always direct in her statements. "I suppose I have—if I wanted to—but +I don't. It isn't Miss Loder who makes me miserable. It's the whole +hopeless situation."</p> + +<p>Her words startled him.</p> + +<p>"Not hopeless, Mrs. Rose!"</p> + +<p>"Why not?" In her eyes he read again that hint of a tortured woman soul +which he had glimpsed before. "It isn't very hopeful, is it? My husband +wants help and sympathy, which I cannot give him; and yet because he +married me he can't ask anyone else for it except in a business way."</p> + +<p>"But—you don't mean:——" Herrick paused, aghast at the horrible idea +her words had conjured up; and Toni, with the new quickness which +suffering was teaching her, hastened to reassure him.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't mean he wants to marry any other woman," she said proudly. +"I am his wife—unfortunately for him, perhaps, but he will always be +true to me. Besides, Miss Loder isn't that sort," she added, rather +vaguely.</p> + +<p>"Then what——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, you don't understand!" Her sad voice robbed the words of all +petulance. "Though you are most awfully kind—and clever—you see you +aren't married, Mr. Herrick, and that makes a difference."</p> + +<p>"Who told you I was not married?" His tone was studiously quiet, yet the +girl looked at him quickly, wonderingly.</p> + +<p>"I don't think anyone told me—but I thought you weren't." She +hesitated, then went on hurriedly. "I used to think that was why you +were so—so sad. I mean—oh, I know you laugh and talk and are kind, but +somehow I felt all the time there was a sadness underneath...."</p> + +<p>She broke off, roused from thoughts of her own trouble by the fear that +she had given him pain; and for a moment neither spoke.</p> + +<p>Then, with a glance at the window, down whose panes the rain was still +streaming, Herrick took a sudden resolution.</p> + +<p>Perhaps if he told this girl the story of his own marriage, opened +before her eyes the book on whose pages was inscribed so tragic a +history, she might take courage anew, realizing that her own pitiful +little story held no hint, at least, of shame or disgrace, no hint of a +mutual disillusionment which only death could adjust.</p> + +<p>He rose abruptly.</p> + +<p>"I'll just speak to your man," he said. "I don't think it would be wise +to start yet, but I'll see what he says, shall I?"</p> + +<p>She let him go, wondering whether her last speech had vexed him; and in +a moment he returned.</p> + +<p>"Fletcher agrees with me that it will be wise to wait a quarter of an +hour," he said; "the rain is not nearly so heavy, and the sky is growing +lighter."</p> + +<p>"Very well." She spoke listlessly, and his resolve was strengthened. +Sitting down on the window seat again, he asked her a question.</p> + +<p>"You didn't know I was married? Would you care to hear the story of my +marriage? It isn't a very happy story, but it might serve to show you +what a different thing your marriage will yet turn out to be."</p> + +<p>"I should like to hear what you can tell me," Toni said slowly; and +after a moment's hesitation Herrick began the story which he had rightly +called unhappy.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVII" id="CHAPTER_XVII"></a>CHAPTER XVII</h2> + + +<p>"It is just four years since I met the girl who was to be my wife. I was +taking a holiday in Ireland at the time; and daring a visit to an old +friend in Dublin I was introduced to a certain Mr. Payton, an Irish +squire, who had brought his two daughters up from the country for a few +weeks' gaiety. Well, we took a fancy to one another. I was always a +queer sort of chap, hating convention and all the trammels of society, +and I liked the old man at once. He was a big, jolly old boy, a thorough +sportsman and Irish to the backbone. Poor as a rat, yet living somehow +like a Prince; hospitable to a fault, and looking on debts and duns in +the light of a joke."</p> + +<p>He paused for a second, then went on quietly:</p> + +<p>"I went back with him and his two girls after their Dublin visit was +ended. They were all very kind to me, and there was a sort of charm +about the old castle where they lived, always in difficulties, yet +keeping open house, and managing, in some mysterious way, to have the +best of everything. There are people like that, you know—people who, +without possessing a penny, manage to acquire pounds' worth of +everything. It's an art, and old Squire Payton had it at his +finger-tips."</p> + +<p>Outside the rain still fell. Inside the room everything was very quiet.</p> + +<p>"Well, the end of it was that I fell in love with Eva Payton. She was +just eighteen—a bewitching age, I used to think, and as pretty as a +picture. Golden curls that were generally tied up with a blue ribbon, +big Irish eyes, put in, as they say, with a smutty finger, a little +mouth all soft curves, the tiniest, whitest teeth—oh, there's no +denying she was a beauty; and she made my heart beat faster every time +she looked at me."</p> + +<p>He had spoken rather dreamily, and Toni sat still, fascinated by this +authentic peep into another's life; but with a sudden rather harsh +laugh, Herrick resumed his story in a different tone.</p> + +<p>"Well, we were married. In those days I had a little money—not a great +deal, but I managed to make a fair income by painting. I never told you +I painted, did I? Well, I did—portraits chiefly; and made quite a +decent bit of money."</p> + +<p>Toni, who knew nothing of art and artists, never suspected that she was +in the company of one of the best-known portrait-painters of the day; +and Herrick was well content to keep her in ignorance.</p> + +<p>"So we were married and came back to London. We had a house in +Kensington—quite an unfashionable locality, but one of the big, +old-fashioned houses you find there, with a large garden which was worth +a fortune, to my way of thinking. But I soon found that my wife wasn't +satisfied to live quietly, out of the world, as it were. She hankered +after a house in St. John's Wood, among the 'other artists' or in +Hampstead among the rich people. She didn't want to be stuck down among +frumps and dowds, she said. West Kensington was all very well for women +who were churchy, given up to good works, but she wanted to be in a +lively, social, bridge-playing set; and she moped and pined so in our +quiet life that I gave in and we moved to a much smarter locality."</p> + +<p>Toni, her eyes fixed on his face, said nothing when he paused; and after +a minute he resumed his narrative.</p> + +<p>"Well, from the first it was an unlucky move—for me. The house was too +big, and required a lot of extra furnishing. The studio wasn't as good +as my other one had been, and there was only an apology for a garden. +But Eva had her wish. People called on her, and finding her pretty, +vivacious, clever in her quick Irish way, they took her up and made a +fuss of her. She was invited here and there, and of course her personal +expenditure rose in consequence. Unfortunately my work didn't increase +in proportion. I had the bad luck to fall ill—the only time in my life +I've ever had an illness—and for several months I was unable to touch a +brush. Of course I had a little money put by, and with ordinary prudence +we should have pulled through all right. But Eva had never learned +prudence. She had lived all her life in an atmosphere of debt and +dunning creditors and over in easy-going old Ireland no one cared a +straw if one were in debt or no. So to my horror when I was convalescent +I found my foolish little wife had been running up enormous bills. +Everything was in arrears. The housekeeping money had gone to pay for +her daily amusements, the servants were unpaid, the tradespeople +clamouring."</p> + +<p>He laughed, rather drearily.</p> + +<p>"Well, I sold out a little stock I had and set matters right or so I +thought. I put the rest of the money in the bank and told Eva she must +be rather careful. But imagine my horror when one day she came to me, +whimpering with fright, and confessed she had several personal bills +unpaid and the creditors were pressing her. At first she did not tell me +the whole truth. She prevaricated, showed me one or two bills not made +up to date, and was vague about the different amounts. Finally she owned +that she was in debt for nearly five hundred pounds."</p> + +<p>"Five hundred pounds!" It was Toni's first interruption.</p> + +<p>"Yes. Sounds a lot, doesn't it? We'd only been married a year. Still +there was nothing for it but to realize some more capital, and I did it, +and then asked for the bills. She brought them unwillingly, after a vain +attempt to get me to entrust the payment to her; and to my surprise and +relief, I found that three hundred would cover the lot."</p> + +<p>"But——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, it didn't—by a long way. By dint of a good deal of persuasion, I +got it out of my wife that the rest was owing to different friends for +bridge and racing debts. Of course I had forgotten that my little Irish +wife was a born horse-lover, and, I'm sorry to say, gambler; and I ought +not to have been surprised. But I was. And I'm afraid I was a bit +brutal. You see I couldn't help thinking it was rather hard that the +money I'd worked for was to be squandered; and I spoke rather sharply to +the poor child."</p> + +<p>Toni, listening, thought he was justified in speaking sharply, but she +did not venture to say so.</p> + +<p>"I scolded her first—she was like a child expecting to be sent to +bed—and then I got a statement of her debts and paid them. But I told +her, at the same time, that I should never do it again. I promised to +help her in little ways if the allowance I made her was insufficient; +but I pointed out to her that my income wouldn't stand the drain of huge +payments like these; and she cried pitifully and promised, solemnly, +that she would never play for money again."</p> + +<p>"And she did?" Toni's interest in the story was her excuse.</p> + +<p>He shrugged his shoulders.</p> + +<p>"Of course. It was in her blood. Gambling in one form or another she +must have. Someone told me afterwards—after the crash—that it was an +almost uncanny sight to see my wife, looking like a child with her curls +and her big grey eyes, sitting at the bridge table playing feverishly +into the small hours of the morning; or talking to bookmakers' clerks +with an evidently inborn knowledge of the ways of horse-racing. I was a +fool, of course. Instead of sitting in my studio painting portraits, I +ought to have gone about with her—and yet, if I had, there'd have been +no money for either of us."</p> + +<p>He sighed heavily.</p> + +<p>"Well, the crash came eventually. Twice more I paid her debts and twice +she swore to give up her folly. Then I was sent for to a big place in +Wales, to paint some portraits—those of the three daughters of the +house—and of course I had to go. I had been there a month when I got an +urgent wire from my solicitors to return at once; and back to town I +went, to see what mischief my little wife had been getting into."</p> + +<p>"And you found——"</p> + +<p>"I found the house in an uproar. Waiting for me was my solicitor, and +with him a Jewish-looking man who was the head of a large jeweller's +business in the West End. Also—in another room—were a detective and a +well-known pawnbroker. Now—can you reconstruct the story they told +me—between them?"</p> + +<p>She shook her head.</p> + +<p>"No, I can't imagine what it was."</p> + +<p>"You wouldn't." For a moment a sort of tenderness softened his tone, +which hardened again as he went on. "It seems my wife had never, from +the beginning, told me the truth, with regard to the extent of her +liabilities. Besides those I knew of, she owed two or three hundreds to +a money-lender, to whom she had gone in a panic on first discovering she +was in debt. He had lent her the money, at an enormous rate of interest, +and as she had been unable to pay anything he was now pressing for +immediate payment. Distracted by his threats, and by the other bills +which her extravagance had run up, too terrified to appeal to me after +her solemn promises, Eva conceived a really desperate plan. Taking +advantage of my absence she went to Jordan and Green, the jewellers, and +asked if she might have a very fine pearl necklace on approval. They +demurred a little, politely, at first, and asked her name, whereon she +gave it, without hesitation, as Lady Eileen Greenlay, an Irish girl with +whom she had been acquainted in Dublin, and to whom she bore a striking +resemblance. She gave them Lady Eileen's address in Hamilton Terrace, +and one of the clerks, who knew the lady by sight, advised the head of +the firm that this was really she. Of course they knew the family were +wealthy people, and as Eva was beautifully dressed, with furs—unpaid +for—worth two hundred pounds, they let her have the necklace, and off +she went with it."</p> + +<p>"But how risky!" Toni breathed the word in horror.</p> + +<p>"A desperate woman sticks at very little," Herrick reminded her grimly. +"Well, the misguided girl took her trophy and went off to Rockborough, +the big pawnbroker, where she displayed the necklace and asked for a +loan. Seeing no reason to doubt her genuineness, they advanced her a +large sum—though not, of course, the full value of the jewels, and she +took the money and paid the money-lender and one or two more people who +were pressing her. But it happened by a queer coincidence that a day or +two later Jordan and Green had a visit from an aunt of the real Lady +Eileen's, who wished to send her a little diamond pendant for a birthday +present; and when she gave the address to which it was to be sent as one +of the best hotels in Mentone, the jewellers became uneasy. They +instituted inquiries, found the young lady's family were all out of +town, the Hamilton Terrace house closed; and it became pretty evident +they had been hoaxed."</p> + +<p>He paused; but Toni did not speak.</p> + +<p>"The first thing they did was to make inquiries at the big pawnbrokers, +and of course they knew in an hour or two that they had been done. With +a queer sort of cleverness, Eva had given herself out, to the second lot +of people, as an actress to whom the necklace—a present—was worth +little compared with the value in cash; and they had believed her story. +But naturally it was soon proved to be false; and at first matters were +at a deadlock. Well, the police were called in; and by dint of many +inquiries among taxi-drivers, the girl was finally traced to the +money-lender's office in Holborn. He, of course, was as close as the +grave; but one of his clerks was bribed into giving the lady's name; and +everything was easy after that."</p> + +<p>"Oh, poor girl!" Toni's soft heart felt a great compassion for the +frightened wife.</p> + +<p>"At first, of course, she denied everything. Unfortunately, Lord Thirsk, +the father of the girl she had impersonated, took up a very violent +attitude and demanded the utmost restitution; and since so many people +were in the secret it was absolutely impossible to hush it up. I did my +best; I offered everything I had in the world if they would let the +matter drop without a prosecution, but it was useless. The thing had to +go to court, and there was a big excitement over the case."</p> + +<p>"And——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, the result was a foregone conclusion. In spite of everything, in +spite of her denials, her terrified lies, her vain attempts to clear +herself by"—he hesitated—"by implicating me, the case against her was +as clear as the day. I tried my hardest—I perjured myself to try to +clear her of the worst guilt—I strove my best to make her out my tool, +but it wasn't any good. The Counsel on the other side simply turned me +inside out in two minutes. In spite of all my efforts I couldn't +convince him I'd had a hand in it—and of course my absence from town +showed the truth pretty plainly. Well, Eva spoke out, in the end."</p> + +<p>Ho set his lips as he thought of the miserable girl's confession, +following on hours of mental torture at the hands of the prosecuting +Counsel.</p> + +<p>"In the end I think it was a relief to her to speak the truth. After +seeing all her lies, all the pitiful, sordid little lies, torn to +pieces, after hearing all the weight of evidence against her, seeing the +net close in on her—on one helpless, terrified little girl—she gave in +and begged desperately for mercy. She seemed to think if she told the +truth—at last—they would pardon her, let her off, and she poured out +the whole story and cried out for forgiveness. She couldn't believe they +would send her to prison...."</p> + +<p>His brow was wet with the reminiscent agony of those closing scenes.</p> + +<p>"Of course they could do nothing but sentence her. Then, when she +understood that she was to be sent to prison after all, she went nearly +off her head with fright ... she swore she'd lied, retracted everything +she'd said ... oh, there was a terrible scene—she shrieked when they +tried to silence her, clung to the dock so that they shouldn't take her +away ... my God! It was horrible, horrible to see her, so little and +fragile, screaming to me to save her from the men who were all against +her...."</p> + +<p>Toni, white to the lips, could see it all. She had forgotten her own +griefs now in contemplation of this far more terrible sorrow.</p> + +<p>"Even the Judge was upset when he had to sentence her. The court was +full of women—I told you the case had attracted a lot of attention—but +thank God they were rendered miserable by their presence there in the +end. When she heard her sentence—eighteen months in the second +division—she couldn't grasp it at first—and then just as I was +beginning to feel I must do something or I should go mad, she fainted +clean away and was carried out insensible."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Mr. Herrick,"—Toni, her eyes full of tears, spoke +impetuously—"how terrible for you—for you both! Did you go to her and +try to comfort her?"</p> + +<p>He was silent for a long moment. Then—</p> + +<p>"That was the worst of all." His voice was grim. "When once she realised +that she was helpless, that she was to be kept in prison, against her +will, for eighteen long months, all her love for me turned to hate. By a +queer, perverted instinct she blamed me for everything that had +happened. She persisted in asserting that I could have saved her if I +would. It was quite useless for me to say anything. I was allowed to see +her once more—with my solicitor—and she heaped reproaches on my head +till my blood ran cold. She called me a scoundrel, a coward, because I +hadn't succeeded in shifting the blame to my own shoulders. She raged +against her fate, swore she wouldn't obey the rules, would starve +herself to death—and taunted me with the fact, that while she was +suffering, starving, in a prison cell, I should be warm and well-fed at +home. She screamed out that she hated me, wished me dead—and my last +glimpse of her was as she disappeared, her face distorted with passion +till all the soft childish beauty had vanished."</p> + +<p>"And she is there now?"</p> + +<p>"In prison? Yes."</p> + +<p>"But—is the time nearly over?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. Four weeks to-day Eva will be set free." He stared out of the +window with unseeing eyes. "And then will come the question—what are we +to do?"</p> + +<p>"To do?" She did not understand.</p> + +<p>"Yes. You know, she will never forgive me. In her childish, unreasonable +way, she persists in thinking everything that happened was my fault. If +I had given her more money, she would not have got into debt. If I +hadn't gone to Wales and left her alone she would never have done the +thing; and if I had only lied better, the blame would have been +mine—and the punishment."</p> + +<p>"But it was she who was guilty——"</p> + +<p>"I know—but if I could have gone to prison in her stead, God knows I'd +have gone—willingly. Things are so different for men. When I think of +her, the little, soft, fragile thing I married, shut up alone in a cell, +wearing prison garments, eating rough prison food, being ordered about +by harsh, domineering women, why, I almost curse myself that I am free +to walk about under God's blue sky!"</p> + +<p>"Shall you go back to London—when she is free?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know—I don't know," he said rather drearily. "I let the house +at once—gave it up at the next quarter, and our things are stored. I +wanted to get away from it all, so I came down here and took the +bungalow, but of course it won't suit Eva."</p> + +<p>"Couldn't you—change your name?"</p> + +<p>"That's done already," he said. "Just after the trial an uncle +obligingly died and left me nine thousand pounds on the understanding I +should take his name; so I did, of course, and turned myself from James +Vyse into James Herrick."</p> + +<p>"Then no one will know?"</p> + +<p>"No. But this life, this vagabond river life that both you and I love, +wouldn't suit Eva very long. No, I'm afraid we shall have to seek some +'city of bricks and mortar'—but even my wife won't be keen on London, +and it's the only city one can live in properly."</p> + +<p>While he talked, the rain had ceased; and he rose as he spoke the last +words.</p> + +<p>"Well, Mrs. Rose, I've showed you the skeleton in my cupboard—and he's +a pretty grisly object, isn't he? But I don't want to depress you with a +recital of my woes. After all, life's sweet, sister—and you and I, +thanks be to God, have the soul of the gipsy within us, which is made +quite happy, poor feckless thing, by the sight of the sun or the music +of the breeze!"</p> + +<p>Her eyes kindled with sudden comprehension.</p> + +<p>"Yes—and you've shown me what a fool I am to think myself unhappy!" She +too sprang up, and her body was full of vigour and youth again. "I won't +give in, Mr. Herrick! You've not given in, and you've heaps more cause +than I have. After all, I'm young and I love nature and—and my +husband—and I <i>have</i> a soul—you told me so! And in time Owen will be +satisfied with me, won't he?"</p> + +<p>"Of course he will!" In his heart Herrick thought the man who was +dissatisfied with this eager, enthusiastic, courageous youth must be +hard indeed to please.</p> + +<p>"I've read nearly all those books," she said proudly, "and I can read +French ever so much better now. And I won't care for Miss Loder's cold +stares and her amused little laugh when I do something silly. And if I +go on trying, I shall soon be a fit companion for Owen, shan't I, Mr. +Herrick?"</p> + +<p>"Dear little child," he said, laying his hand on her shoulder, "don't +try too hard! Read your books, study languages, take an interest in the +vital questions of the day—but don't lose your tenderness, your +sympathy, your freshness of heart. Grow up if you will, but don't grow +too fast! And in cultivating your soul, don't forget that a woman's +heart is her sweetest, rarest treasure after all!"</p> + +<p>He released her gently.</p> + +<p>"There! My sermon's over—and so, apparently, is the rain. And that +blithe footstep I hear outside surely heralds the approach of Mrs. +Spencer!"</p> + +<p>He was right. After a loud knock the door opened briskly to disclose +Mrs. Spencer bearing a lighted lamp; and Herrick went forward to relieve +her of her burden.</p> + +<p>"Enter the Lady with the Lamp!" quoth he, smiling. "Well, Mrs. Spencer, +the rain's over and gone, and it's time we went too, eh, Mrs. Rose?"</p> + +<p>"I suppose so." She took up the coat she had thrown aside. "Has the +chauffeur had some tea, Mrs. Spencer?"</p> + +<p>"Lor yes, ma'am, and enjoyed it too," responded the landlady, beaming. +"A rare good trencherman he be an' all! I'd sooner meat him for a week +nor a fortnight, as they say in our parts."</p> + +<p>"Meet him?" Even Herrick did not recognise the idiom.</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir—board him, give him his meat," explained Mrs. Spencer +volubly. "But I can't say as much for you and the young lady, sir."</p> + +<p>She looked regretfully at the still loaded plates.</p> + +<p>"We've had a lovely tea, Mrs. Spencer," said Toni, her heart very warm +towards this comely woman who had known her father. "I shall come and +see you again some day. May I?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Spencer immediately invited her to come as often as she liked; and +then covered both Toni and Herrick with confusion by refusing to take a +penny for their tea.</p> + +<p>"What—me take money from Roger Gibbs' lass?" she said, her manner +filled with the mingled independence and respect of the best type of +countrywoman. "Not I, sir. We Yorkshire folks don't grudge a cup o' tea +and a bit of fatty cake to them as is like ourselves, exiles in a +strange land. Besides, it's been a rare treat to see the young lady. To +think that Roger Gibbs' lile lass should come drivin' up in one of they +great mutter-cars, too!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, and it's really time she drove away in it," responded Herrick +pleasantly. "I think I hear Fletcher bringing it round."</p> + +<p>There was a tentative hoot from Fletcher's horn at that moment; and +after a grateful farewell, and a vain attempt to pay, at least, for +Fletcher's tea, Herrick took Toni out and installed her in the car.</p> + +<p>He refused her invitation to drive home with her, alleging that his +health required exercise; and though Toni might have been forgiven for +thinking fifteen miles' ride over a wet and muddy road, under a still +cloudy sky, rather a strenuous form of exercise, some newly acquired +intuition told her he really wished to be alone.</p> + +<p>She said good-bye, therefore, without attempting to press the matter; +and a moment later the car glided away, its lamps gleaming in the rural +blackness of the village street.</p> + +<p>As he rode home, his tyres splashing through puddles, and spattering him +with mud, Herrick's face was very tired and worn, but in his eyes there +lurked a little faint light of happiness that he had helped another +weary soul a few steps forward on its pilgrimage over a thorny road.</p> + +<p>"Poor little soul!" He smiled as he recognized the form his sympathy +took. "After all she's right—she has a soul—and even though it brings +her suffering and tears, it's worth the price. And yet—I wonder if it +would have been kinder to leave her alone—not to encourage that hope of +hers to make herself more intellectually worthy of her husband? I didn't +make much success of waking <i>my</i> Undine's soul to life! All I got was +her hatred—and from the beginning she lied to me!"</p> + +<p>Luckily at that moment his lamp blew out, viciously; and with a muttered +execration of the creatures he called Boo-Boos, he dismounted and +relighted the flame, whose vagaries throughout the rest of the long ride +kept him so fully occupied that he had neither time nor inclination to +meditate on such abstractions as souls.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVIII" id="CHAPTER_XVIII"></a>CHAPTER XVIII</h2> + + +<p>By the end of September, Owen's book was finished; and on a beautiful +autumn morning he and Toni set off in the car on a journey to town, +where a publisher, who was also a personal friend, was waiting to +receive the manuscript.</p> + +<p>Mr. Anson was a kindly, energetic man of middle age; and he had secretly +long expected Owen to turn novelist; so that he accepted the bulky +manuscript with a real curiosity as to its value.</p> + +<p>He promised to let the author know his decision at an early date; and +then invited Owen and his wife to lunch with him at the Carlton, an +invitation which Owen accepted at once, rather to Toni's dismay.</p> + +<p>They were his sole guests; and beneath his kind and courteous manner, +Toni lost her shyness and charmed her host by her girlish simplicity and +directness.</p> + +<p>It happened that the conversation turned on the bungalows which lined +the banks of the river as it flowed through Willowhurst; and presently +Mr. Anson asked a question.</p> + +<p>"You've got Vyse down there, haven't you? You know the chap I mean—the +portrait-painter."</p> + +<p>"I don't think so." Owen was puzzled. "At least I have not heard of him +being there. Have you, Toni?"</p> + +<p>"Yes—Mr. Anson means Mr. Herrick," said Toni quietly. "He told me the +other day he had changed his name."</p> + +<p>"Ah yes, I remember now—something about some money, I believe. You know +him, Mrs. Rose?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. He fished me out of the river one day when I had fallen in," said +Toni smiling. "And he has been to see us several times—but I didn't +know he was famous," she finished naïvely.</p> + +<p>"Didn't you? Why, he is—or was—one of the foremost men in his own line +until there was the trouble with his wife."</p> + +<p>"Surely you don't mean that jewel affair?" Owen asked meditatively. +"Didn't Vyse's wife steal a pearl necklace or something of the sort? I +seem to remember something about it—though I did not connect it with +this chap."</p> + +<p>"His wife—who was one of the prettiest Irish girls I ever saw—got a +valuable necklace on approval and pawned it for money to pay her debts, +yes. Poor fellow, it broke him up completely."</p> + +<p>"Really?" Owen was interested. "Where is she—the wife—now? Did he +leave her, or what happened?"</p> + +<p>"She is in prison," returned the other man slowly. "I understand her +time is nearly up, and I am wondering what they will do when she comes +out again."</p> + +<p>"In prison—ah yes, I recollect the affair now, though I was away at the +time. Got eighteen months, didn't she?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. It was the most painful experience I've ever had, to listen to her +being sentenced." Mr. Anson's florid face grew grave. "It happened that +her Counsel was a nephew of mine, and I promised to hear him handle the +case. But, of course, it was hopeless from the start."</p> + +<p>"The husband—this chap Herrick—was blameless, I suppose?"</p> + +<p>"Quite. He knew nothing about it, though the girl tried her hardest to +implicate him. He did his best, too, would have sworn anything to clear +her and take the blame, but her lies were all so dreadfully patent it +was no use. In the end she told the truth, thinking it would help her; +but it was too late then."</p> + +<p>"She took it badly?"</p> + +<p>"Terribly. She cried and shrieked for mercy, fought like a tiger with +the officials who tried to take her away, and screamed reproaches at her +husband, till everyone was sick of the scene. Of course, she never +dreamed they would send her—a lady, and a delicate bit of a girl, +too—to prison like a common thief, and she completely lost her +self-control when she realized what was going to happen. It was a relief +to everyone when she gave one last cry and fainted right away."</p> + +<p>"Hard lines on the husband," said Owen, reflectively.</p> + +<p>"Deuced hard lines—and he as decent a fellow as ever stepped. Why he +ever married her, God only knows. She didn't care a bit for him—wasted +his money and then reviled him because he'd no more. Of course, she came +of a rotten stock—wasters and gamblers every one—and this was how the +hereditary taint came out in her."</p> + +<p>"She must have served most of her sentence by now?"</p> + +<p>"Comes out next week. I wonder what he will do with her. She's not the +sort of woman to live in a shanty by the riverside, and yet he can't +very well bring her back to town."</p> + +<p>"I wonder?" Owen glanced at his watch. "I say, Anson, I don't want to be +rude—after our excellent lunch!—but I've an appointment at the office +at three and it's a quarter to now."</p> + +<p>"All right, my boy, I won't detain you." Anson rose at once. "I'm glad +you keep an eye on the <i>Bridge</i>—it's a fine little review and going +ahead all the time."</p> + +<p>Owen's face brightened at this authoritative praise.</p> + +<p>"I'm glad you think go. Of course, we are jolly lucky in our staff, and +we've got the best sort of contributors, too."</p> + +<p>"Yes. By the way, how on earth have you managed to get all this stuff +turned out with a disabled arm?" He patted the thick packet of +manuscript and glanced at Owen's inconspicuous sling wonderingly. +"Perhaps Mrs. Rose helped you?" He looked, with a smile, at Toni.</p> + +<p>"No." She coloured hotly. "I did not help at all."</p> + +<p>"Miss Loder—my secretary at the office—came down to help me," said +Owen easily. "She is used to the work, you see, and does it +excellently."</p> + +<p>"I see." The kindly eyes had seen Ton's flush. "Well, no doubt Mrs. Rose +is satisfied to inspire your work and let others do the manual labour. +The power behind the throne, eh, Mrs. Rose? That's what women used to +be, bless them, before these dreadful Suffragettes arose to destroy +woman's real influence by violence and wrongheadedness."</p> + +<p>"I expect my wife is jolly thankful the book's finished," said Owen +laughing. "She has had a pretty thin time while I've been writing it. +But now I suppose there will be a lull of a few weeks?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I won't keep you long," said Mr. Anson genially. "I'll send the +manuscript to the reader to-night, and let you know as soon as +possible."</p> + +<p>They parted from their host on the pavement out side the Carlson, and +Owen turned to Toni.</p> + +<p>"Now, dear, what will you do? Will you come with me to the office, or +have you any shopping?"</p> + +<p>Toni bit her lip nervously. She had a request to make, and did not know +how to set about it.</p> + +<p>"Well?" Owen watched her, wondering why she looked embarrassed.</p> + +<p>"Owen, would you mind if I went to Brixton to see my aunt? I—I'm afraid +they think I'm a little unkind, and after all they have always been good +to me."</p> + +<p>"Why, Toni"—Owen was genuinely surprised—"you don't mean to say you +are afraid to ask me that! Of course you can go. I'll come to fetch you +when I've finished my work, if you like."</p> + +<p>"Will you?" She knew how such a visit would gratify her aunt. "Shall I +take a taxi, then, Owen? You'll want the car."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I think that would be best, then you can stay as long as possible. +What time shall I come, Toni? Half-past five or so?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. That will be lovely. Then we'll have a jolly ride home."</p> + +<p>He called a taxi accordingly and installed Toni therein; and he stood +back to watch her gliding away from him in the mellow September +sunshine, before he hurried to the office where Barry was impatiently +awaiting his arrival.</p> + +<p>Toni found several members of the Gibbs family at home when at length +she reached her destination.</p> + +<p>Being Thursday, Fanny was enjoying her weekly holiday, and was delighted +to see Toni; more especially because she had a piece of news to confide +which appealed strongly to Fanny's romantic nature.</p> + +<p>When the first greetings were over, and Mrs. Gibbs had retired with the +hospitable intention of "putting on the kettle," Fanny beckoned +mysteriously to Toni to mount the narrow stairs leading to the room the +girls had formerly shared in common.</p> + +<p>Toni mounted obediently; and for a second she forgot to wonder what Miss +Gibbs' extraordinary signals might imply, for a sudden feeling of +gratitude to Owen for having lifted her out of this dingy atmosphere +flooded her impressionable nature.</p> + +<p>Surely when she too had slept beneath this low ceiling the room had not +been quite so small, so stuffy. The wall-paper was the one she and Fanny +had themselves chosen years ago, but it was oddly faded and dirty now, +and in one corner a great piece had peeled off, hanging in strips and +disclosing the plaster behind. The common furniture, too—the rickety +deal dressing-table, the broken chair, the unpainted iron +bedsteads—thinking of her own airy, spacious, bedroom with its shining +toilet-table, its linen bedspread, its big windows opening on to a view +of the river and the fields beyond, Toni wondered how she had ever +endured life in these sordid, depressing surroundings.</p> + +<p>Luckily Fanny was too full of her news to notice Toni's involuntary +shudder as she looked round the close little bedroom; and barely waiting +to shut the door she blurted out her tidings.</p> + +<p>"Toni, you remember Lennie Dowson—the fellow who was sweet on you?"</p> + +<p>Toni nodded casually, her eyes still roaming round her, and Fanny felt +vaguely disappointed that the subject was so evidently uninteresting.</p> + +<p>"Well, he's going to Sutton, three miles from Willowhurst, and I truly +believe it's because he wants to be near you!"</p> + +<p>She had succeeded in arousing Toni's interest at last.</p> + +<p>"Leonard Dowson? Do you mean the dentist? But what on earth will he do +in Sutton?"</p> + +<p>"Look at people's teeth, I suppose," returned Miss Gibbs practically. +"He was in night before last, and he told Ma he was sick of London, and +this was a change for the better. It is a town, isn't it. And I s'pose +people by the river have toothache same as us, don't they?"</p> + +<p>"It is a town—of a sort," said Toni, "but I shouldn't have thought Mr. +Dowson would have settled there. He always said London was the one place +in the world for him."</p> + +<p>"That was when you were there," returned Fanny sagely. "I don't b'lieve +he's ever got over you, Toni. Ma says she never saw such a change in +anyone, and you know he was always fond of you. That's why he's going to +Sutton, you may take my word for it."</p> + +<p>To Fanny's surprise Toni spoke coldly.</p> + +<p>"I really can't imagine how you can be so silly, Fanny. How can it +affect Mr. Dowson where I am? I'm married now, and anyway he was never +anything to me."</p> + +<p>"Still, he might be faithful to his first love," giggled Fanny.</p> + +<p>"Fanny!" Toni faced her angrily. "You are simply odious when you talk +like that. Leonard Dowson's first love, indeed? If he says that about me +it is simply impertinence, and I don't care to hear you talk such +nonsense."</p> + +<p>She got up indignantly as she spoke and moved to the door.</p> + +<p>"If that is all you have got to say," she said, "I will go and talk to +Auntie." And she had the door open before Fanny found her tongue.</p> + +<p>Then:</p> + +<p>"Oh, I say, Toni, don't be horrid and stuck-up." Fanny's wail brought +Toni to a standstill. "If you <i>are</i> Mr. Rose's wife, and a fine lady, +and in with a lot of smart people, you needn't go and be nasty to your +own cousin."</p> + +<p>Something in her voice brought Toni quickly back into the room.</p> + +<p>"Don't be silly, Fan!" She spoke impetuously. "Of course I am not being +stuck-up; you know I wouldn't be nasty to you for the world, but I do so +hate that sort of talk about men being fond of you and all that."</p> + +<p>"Well, I didn't know you minded," said Fanny humbly, and Toni's heart +smote her.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Fan, I don't mind—really—and I didn't mean to be cross. Now tell +me, how do you like my frock? It's the first time I've had it on."</p> + +<p>And in the ensuing animated discussion on frocks and frills Fanny lost +that queer, uncomfortable sense of inferiority which had sprung to birth +beneath Toni's manner.</p> + +<p>Somehow, after that Toni found the time drag. She was gentle and +friendly with her aunt, affectionate towards Lu, cordial with her uncle +and the rest; but she found herself longing for Owen's arrival as a +signal for her release.</p> + +<p>The good-natured chatter, the well-meant inquisitiveness which found +vent in a ceaseless inquiry into the details of her new life, the noisy +jokes and laughter, the very persistence of the hospitality which filled +her cup and plate over and over again—they all jarred this afternoon; +and quite involuntarily Toni sighed for the peace and spaciousness, the +gracious calm and tranquillity of Greenriver.</p> + +<p>When Owen at last arrived it was with an inward glee that Toni heard the +clock strike six; for now his visit must of necessity be short.</p> + +<p>Possibly Owen saw her pallor, for he announced almost at once that +although he regretted the fact, he must carry off his wife without +delay; and after a brief interchange of courtesies, the family escorted +Toni to the car, whose glories most of them now beheld for the first +time.</p> + +<p>As Owen was still unable to drive, he took his seat by Toni in the body +of the car; and when they were safely away Toni turned to him with a +sigh of pleasure.</p> + +<p>"Owen, I thought you were never coming."</p> + +<p>"Was I very long?" Owen was struck by her tone. "What's the matter, +Toni? Are you tired, dear, or have the cousins been too much for you?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, not exactly," Toni was always loyal, but to-day her loyalty had +been severely tried. "But I can't help comparing the house with +Greenriver, and I was longing all the time to get back to the garden and +the big rooms."</p> + +<p>Owen did not smile at her naïve confession.</p> + +<p>"You like your home, Toni? Greenriver pleases you?"</p> + +<p>"I think it's the loveliest house in the world," Toni said fervently. +"And sometimes I can hardly believe it is I who live there. You see, all +my life I have been used to little houses, and it seems almost +incredible that I should have the right to go about as I like—and even +pick the flowers in the garden."</p> + +<p>"Poor little Toni." Her gratitude touched Owen. "Sometimes I have +fancied you found it rather dull. I have been obliged to leave you so +much alone lately; but now we can have a holiday until the book's fate +is decided."</p> + +<p>"Will you be busy then?"</p> + +<p>"Well, there will be the proofs to revise. And, to tell you the truth, +Toni, I'm dying to get to work on another story."</p> + +<p>"Are you? But what about the <i>Bridge</i>?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I won't neglect that, of course. But everything is running smoothly +there and Barry is turning out trumps, too. He has grasped the whole +thing as I never expected him to do. He's going to get a bigger salary +almost at once, and then I suppose he will marry Miss Lynn."</p> + +<p>He gave a sudden exclamation as the car swerved aside to avoid a +lumbering cart which took up more than its share of the road.</p> + +<p>"What's Fletcher doing, confound him? I say, Toni, this wretched arm of +mine doesn't seem to me to be getting on very well. The bone's knit all +right, but I have a fearful lot of pain in it sometimes."</p> + +<p>"Oh, have you, Owen?" Toni grew pale in an instant. "What does Dr. Mayne +say? You saw him a few days ago, didn't you?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, but I don't think he knows very much about it. He's a nice old +chap, but a bit behind the times. I have a good mind to go and see some +man in town one day next week. It's such a confounded handicap for a +writer not to be able to hold a pen."</p> + +<p>"What about your proofs?" Her heart sank as she asked the question.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Miss Loder can do those—under my supervision," he said carelessly. +"I'm not bothering about them so much as about my new book; and I've +been commissioned to write a series of articles for the <i>Lamp</i>, which +really ought to be put in hand at once."</p> + +<p>For a moment there was silence. Then:</p> + +<p>"Could I do your proofs?" Toni said, in a voice which shook in spite of +all her efforts.</p> + +<p>"Oh, it's awfully sweet of you, dear." Owen tried his hardest to avoid +hurting her. "But there is no occasion to worry you. I don't like to see +you bending over a desk when there is no need. Miss Loder has to do +something, anyway, and she might just as well do my work as anyone's."</p> + +<p>"Must she come down to Greenriver?" Now Toni's voice betrayed her, and +Owen looked up sharply.</p> + +<p>"Why not? Do you mean you would rather she did not come?"</p> + +<p>"Much rather." For once Toni's inward feelings burst their bounds, +driving her to open revolt. "I don't like Miss Loder about all day—I +never feel free—there's an oppression in the air so long as she is in +the house."</p> + +<p>Owen was surprised and annoyed by this speech; and showed his annoyance +plainly.</p> + +<p>"Don't you think you are rather prejudiced, Toni? You have never liked +the girl, and I can't imagine why. She does her work well, and doesn't +interfere with you in the least."</p> + +<p>"Interfere with me—no, perhaps not," said Toni, her breast heaving +stormily, her cheeks very red. "She laughs at me, though, which is +worse—sneers—oh, I know she thinks I'm a little fool, and so I am; but +I am at least your wife—the mistress of Greenriver, and she might +remember that and treat me with a little more respect."</p> + +<p>"Respect? My dear Toni, you are talking nonsense. How should the girl +treat you? She is always polite," said Owen, "and you know after all she +is ten years older than you——"</p> + +<p>"Only ten?" Toni's assumption of surprise was excellently done. "I +thought she was much more—she always seems to me so staid—so—so +middle-aged."</p> + +<p>Owen's brow cleared suddenly and he burst out laughing.</p> + +<p>"You silly little thing! Compared with you, Miss Loder <i>is</i> middle-aged, +but she's a rattling secretary and I don't like to hear her abused. +Still, if you dislike the idea of her coming, I'll go to town, or do +without her. After all, I must not get too dependent on the girl—I'm +afraid I'm growing lazy. But if my arm still bothers me——"</p> + +<p>Instantly Toni's anger melted away and a rush of affection and sympathy +took its place.</p> + +<p>"I'm sorry, Owen—I didn't mean to be cross. I was talking nonsense—of +course you must have Miss Loder, I suppose I am jealous of her—because +she is so clever, and I'm such a little idiot."</p> + +<p>"I don't want a clever wife, thank you," laughed Owen, little dreaming +how his careless words cut into the quivering soul of the girl beside +him. "I want a pretty, lively, jolly little girl—half Italian for +choice—who is a cross between a wood-nymph and—sometimes—a +tiger-cat—or kitten! And it seems to me I have got just exactly what I +want."</p> + +<p>With an effort Toni smiled, in response to his good-natured jesting; and +Owen never knew that his well-meant words caused Toni to shed tears +before she slept that night.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIX" id="CHAPTER_XIX"></a>CHAPTER XIX</h2> + + +<p>Mr. Anson's reader reported favourably on Owen's book, and in a very +short time satisfactory terms were agreed upon between author and +publisher, and the work of proof-reading and revision began.</p> + +<p>Unfortunately at the same time Owen felt his arm to be more than usually +painful; and a visit to town proved the necessity for further treatment, +of which perfect rest was a feature: with the result that once again +Owen was forced to accept the help of a secretary in his work.</p> + +<p>Miss Loder, naturally, filled the post; and once more she came to +Greenriver, and took her place in the stately old library, where she and +Owen passed strenuous hours daily.</p> + +<p>To Toni Miss Loder's presence was growing ever more and more +distasteful. Although Toni was not an intellectual woman, she had sharp +wits; and possibly she understood Millicent Loder's personality a good +deal better than Owen was able to do. And what Toni saw—and Toni's +intuition was rarely at fault—led her to distrust the other girl with +all her heart and soul.</p> + +<p>Miss Loder belonged to a rather uncommon variant of the type of +emancipated womanhood. Although intensely modern in many ways she had +never been able to lose her inborn sense of the superiority of man in +mental as well as in physical matters.</p> + +<p>She had none of the loudly-expressed scorn of the other sex by which +many women seek to hide their disappointment at the indifference of +members of that sex towards them.</p> + +<p>Although she was by force of circumstance a Suffragist, she did not for +one moment imagine that with the coming of votes for women the whole +industrial and social problem of the country would be solved. Unlike +many women, she was quite content to work under a man, and although she +was well able to think for herself on all vital questions, she liked to +hear and assimilate the opinions of the men with whom she came in +contact.</p> + +<p>She preferred men, indeed, to women; and her attitude towards them, +though never in the least familiar, held a good comradeship, a kind of +large tolerance which annoyed and irritated those of her girl +acquaintances who looked upon men as their natural enemies and the +enemies of all feminine progress.</p> + +<p>Shrewd, competent, fully assured of her own ability to face the world +alone, Miss Loder had never thought seriously of marriage. She delighted +in her independence, was proud of the fact that she was able to command +a good salary, and her habit of mind was too genuinely practical to +allow of any weak leanings towards romance. She did not wish to marry. +She had none of the fabled longing for domesticity, as exemplified in a +well-kept house and a well-filled nursery, with which the average man +endows the normal woman. She looked on children, indeed, mainly as the +materials on whom this or that system of education might be tested; and +she was really of too cold, too self-sufficing a nature to feel the need +of any love other than that of relation or friend.</p> + +<p>But since she had worked for Owen Rose, Millicent had begun to change +her views. At first she had merely been attracted by his brilliance, as +any clever girl might have been, had found it stimulating to work with +him, and had been pleased and proud when he selected her to be his +coadjutor in the task of writing his first book. She had been, in truth, +so keenly interested in the author that she had overlooked the man; and +it is a fact that until she came down, at his request, to his house to +work there, away from the busy office, his personality had been so vague +to her that she could not even have described his appearance with any +accuracy.</p> + +<p>But the sight of his home, the stately old house set in its spacious +gardens and surrounded by magnificent trees, had shaken Millicent out of +her intellectual reverie into a very shrewd and wide-awake realization +of the man himself.</p> + +<p>In his own home he shook off the conventions of the office, became more +human, more approachable; and no woman, least of all one as mentally +alert, as open-eyed as Miss Loder, could have passed with him through +those strenuous hours in which his book was born without gaining a +pretty complete insight into his character.</p> + +<p>And with knowledge came a new and less comprehensible emotion. At first +Miss Loder had accepted the fact of her employer's marriage as one +accepts any fixed tradition; and the subject rarely entered her thoughts +during working hours.</p> + +<p>Gradually she began to feel a faint curiosity as to what manner of woman +Owen Rose's wife might be; and she welcomed her summons to Greenriver on +the ground that now she would be able to solve the problem for herself. +When she finally saw Toni, her first emotion was one of surprise that +this dark-eyed girl should be the mistress of Greenriver; and very +slowly that surprise died and was succeeded by a feeling of envy which +grew day by day. At first Miss Loder grudged the unconscious Toni her +established position as <i>châtelaine</i> of this eminently desirable home; +and Toni's very simplicity, the youthful <i>insouciance</i> with which she +filled that position, was an added annoyance. Later, Miss Loder began to +grudge Toni more than that. As she spent more and more time in Owen's +company, as she grew more and more intimate with the workings of his +mind, of his rich and poetic imagination, Miss Loder began to fall under +the spell of the man himself.</p> + +<p>Quite unconsciously she was becoming ever more attracted by his manner, +his voice, his ways; and once or twice she found herself wondering, with +a kind of sick envy, in what light he appeared to the woman who was his +wife.</p> + +<p>Through it all, however, Miss Loder's paramount emotion was one of envy +for the mistress of Greenriver. She used to think, as she came into the +house each morning, that it would have suited her much better, as a +background, than it would ever suit the quaint, childish-looking Toni; +and it grew almost unendurable to her to have to sit at the luncheon +table as a guest—not even that—and watch Toni's ridiculous assumption +of dignity as she sat in her high-backed chair opposite her husband.</p> + +<p>There was no doubt about it that Greenriver would have suited Miss Loder +very well as a home; and she grew to dislike Toni more and more as the +full realization of the girl's good fortune penetrated her mind.</p> + +<p>Toni had been quite right in detecting the malice beneath Millicent's +pretended friendliness. It seemed to Miss Loder that the only way to +pierce this upstart girl's armour of complacency was to launch shafts of +cleverly-veiled contempt; and although to Owen these darts were either +imperceptible or merely accidental, Toni knew very well that they were +intended to wound.</p> + +<p>Owen, wrapped up in his book, and only anxious to further the work as +rapidly as possible, had no time to spare for these feminine amenities. +He realized, of course, that Toni did not care for Miss Loder; but he +thought he understood that her dislike came, rather pathetically, from +her consciousness of her own shortcomings: and had no idea that Miss +Loder herself was largely responsible for the lack of harmony between +them.</p> + +<p>On what might be called the literary side of him, he thought Millicent +Loder an excellent secretary, the one woman with whom he found it +possible to work; but on what might be called the personal side, his +interest was <i>nil</i>. True, he liked her trim appearance, though he would +never have dreamed of comparing it with Toni's more unconventional +attraction. He admired her quiet independence, and recognized her at +once as belonging to his own world; but he never thought of her in any +relation save that of secretary and general assistant; and even Toni was +sufficiently wise to recognize the fact.</p> + +<p>All the same Toni mistrusted the other woman; and it was with a feeling +of intensest apprehension that she received Owen's announcement that +Barry had arranged for a substitute at the office—thus setting Miss +Loder free to resume her work at Greenriver.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>It chanced on a beautiful October day that Owen found it necessary to go +to town on business connected with the <i>Bridge</i>; and for once he went up +by train, bidding Toni use the car if she felt so inclined.</p> + +<p>She did feel inclined; and after a very early lunch, jumped into the +waiting motor, and directed Fletcher to drive over to Cherry Orchard, in +the hope of inducing the doctor's daughters to share her excursion.</p> + +<p>Disappointment awaited her, however. Both the Tobies were away from home +on a short visit, and Toni was obliged to proceed alone.</p> + +<p>She had enjoyed a couple of hours' spin in the frosty air, when she +found herself being carried swiftly past the railway station, and a +thought struck her which she communicated to Fletcher without delay.</p> + +<p>Yes, Fletcher opined, it was just time the London train was due, and +since it was quite possible Mr. Rose had travelled by it, he obligingly +brought the car to a standstill outside the station entrance.</p> + +<p>Toni jumped lightly out, an alluring little figure in her beautiful +sable coat and cap, and made her way swiftly on to the platform, +glancing at the big station clock as she did so.</p> + +<p>The train was not due for five minutes; and to pass the interval of +waiting, Toni strolled over to the bookstall in search of a paper. As +she stood turning over a few magazines, a familiar voice accosted her, +and she moved quickly to face the speaker.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Rose—I hope you have not quite forgotten me?"</p> + +<p>"Mr. Dowson! Of course I've not forgotten you." She put out a friendly +little hand, which the young man seized in a fervent grasp. "My cousin +Fanny told me you were coming down to Sutton."</p> + +<p>"Yes. I had to change here. It's an awkward little journey." He was +gazing at her fixedly, but withal so respectfully that Toni could not +take offence. "You are, I believe, a resident of this little riverside +colony of Willowhurst?"</p> + +<p>"Well, we live by the river," said Toni cheerfully, amused, as of yore, +by his somewhat pedantic diction. "But do tell me, Mr. Dowson, how do +you expect to make a fortune here?"</p> + +<p>"I do not expect to do so," he informed her promptly. "I assure you this +move on my part was not actuated by any mercenary motive, Mrs. Rose."</p> + +<p>"Wasn't it?" She felt vaguely uncomfortable. "Well, I hope you will +succeed. After all, I suppose people do have toothache in the country."</p> + +<p>"Fortunately, they do," was Mr. Dowson's reply, and Toni was happily +able to acquit him of any unkind meaning. "But may I say that I have +never seen you looking so well, Mrs. Rose? Evidently the river life +suits you admirably."</p> + +<p>Toni did look particularly well at that moment. The keen frosty air had +brought a tinge of wild-rose to her cheeks, and a sparkle to her eyes; +and the animation of her expression hid the very slight traces of mental +distress which at a less favourable moment might have been evident to a +searching scrutiny.</p> + +<p>"I'm very well, thanks," she replied carelessly. "I've been motoring, +and now I'm waiting for my husband. He has been in town to-day."</p> + +<p>Although she did not wish to dismiss the young man summarily, he +imagined she desired him to go; and since to the true lover his +mistress' unspoken wish has the force of a command, Mr. Dowson hastened +to obey what he deemed her bidding.</p> + +<p>"I must hurry to the other side to take my train," he said immediately. +"May I express my pleasure at meeting you, Mrs. Rose—and also to see +you look so well," he added heartily, if ungrammatically.</p> + +<p>She shook hands with him, debating with herself as to the advisability +of inviting him to Greenriver; but fortunately the arrival of the London +train cut short their farewells at an opportune moment, and Mr. Dowson +left her before she had time to decide the point.</p> + +<p>Owen was not among the few passengers who got out of the train; and +after waiting a moment or two to make sure, Toni turned away to find +herself confronted with Mr. Herrick, who with a worried look on his face +was interrogating one of the sleepy porters.</p> + +<p>"No, sir, there isn't no cabs. There wasn't but three, and the gentlemen +was very quick about taking 'em."</p> + +<p>"Well, I must get one somehow." Herrick, quite overlooking Toni in his +disturbance, spoke sharply, and Toni wondered vaguely why he was so +annoyed. "You can ring one up from the livery stables, can't you?"</p> + +<p>"What's the matter, Jim? No cab, I suppose. Well, they can just fetch +one—and quick, too."</p> + +<p>The words, spoken behind her in an unmistakably Irish voice made Toni +start. She understood, all at once, that this was Mrs. Herrick's +home-coming; and she felt a sudden curiosity to see the woman who had +lately gone through so bitter an experience.</p> + +<p>She half turned away; then a thought struck her, and she turned quickly +back again and rushed into speech.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Herrick, I couldn't help hearing you say you wanted a cab just now. +Will you let me drive you—and your wife—home in the car? Do—it would +save you having to wait so long."</p> + +<p>Herrick, whose usual philosophic calm appeared to have deserted him, +hesitated.</p> + +<p>"Why, Mrs. Rose, it's awfully good of you—but——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, do!" Toni spoke eagerly, and the woman who stood by turned to her +impulsively.</p> + +<p>"Are you offering to take us home in your car?" Her voice was full of +Irish melody. "It is very kind of you—and for myself, I'm so tired I'd +accept with pleasure. But"—there was something malignant in the glance +she gave her husband—"perhaps we'd better wait for a cab."</p> + +<p>"Oh, do come, please," Toni begged, her bright eyes pleading to be +allowed to do this little service. "It's a big car, and I'm all alone in +it."</p> + +<p>"Very well." Mrs. Herrick turned to her husband. "Come along, Jim; the +luggage can come on later."</p> + +<p>And in less than five minutes the matter was arranged. Herrick elected +to sit beside the chauffeur, so that Toni and her new acquaintance sat +together in the body of the car. Mrs. Herrick's large and rather +new-looking dressing-bag on the floor at their feet.</p> + +<p>Toni gave the direction to the openly interested Fletcher, and the car +glided away through the group of loafers hanging round the station +entrance, and settled down into a steady hum on the road leading to the +Hope House.</p> + +<p>Toni seized a moment while Mrs. Herrick was busy with the fastening of +her bag to steal a look at her companion; and in that brief glance she +received two distinct impressions—one that Eva Herrick was a bitterly +unhappy woman, the other that she had no intention of allowing other +people to escape from her own aura of bitterness.</p> + +<p>In person Mrs. Herrick was short and slight, with a look of finish about +her probably handed down through generations of her Irish ancestors. Her +small features were cut as clearly as a cameo, and her short upper lip, +while giving her an air of pride which was unpleasing, was in itself +beautiful. Her eyes, the big Irish eyes which had first enslaved +Herrick, were lovely in shape and colour, but they were encircled by +disfiguring blue shadows, and the fine skin had a tell-tale pallor which +spoke of long indoor confinement.</p> + +<p>Her hair, by nature crisp and golden, looked dull and lifeless in the +shadow of her hat; and over the whole dainty face and figure there was +an indefinable blight, a sort of shadow which dimmed and blurred their +naturally clean and clear contours.</p> + +<p>As she removed her gloves to fumble with the lock of her bag. Toni +noticed that the small, well-shaped hands were rough and badly kept; and +Toni's soft heart was wrung by these evidences of a sordid, toilsome +past.</p> + +<p>Suddenly Mrs. Herrick sat upright and gazed at Toni with a look which +held something of criticism.</p> + +<p>"You live down here I suppose?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. We live at Greenriver, about a mile from your bungalow."</p> + +<p>"Ah. Been here long?"</p> + +<p>"Only a few months."</p> + +<p>"I see. You haven't known my husband very long, then?"</p> + +<p>"No. He pulled me out of the river one day," said Toni, "and we have +seen him pretty often during the summer."</p> + +<p>"Then I suppose you know where I've been?" Her eyes shone maliciously. +"Oh, don't pretend you didn't know. I'm sure my worthy husband must have +told you the whole story."</p> + +<p>Toni, scarlet with embarrassment, and wishing from the bottom of her +heart that she had never offered the use of her car, said nothing; and +with a grating little laugh the other woman continued her speech.</p> + +<p>"I expect everyone knows I have been in prison." Luckily she did not +raise her voice; and Herrick, possibly foreseeing the necessity, had +taken care to engage the chauffeur in conversation. "Eighteen +months—almost—spent in <i>hell</i>. Oh!" Her small, sharp teeth bit her lip +venomously. "It drives me mad to think of it. And it could all have been +avoided if my husband had been a man."</p> + +<p>"Oh!" Toni revolted inwardly against her callousness.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I suppose he's told you some tale or other." Mrs. Herrick spoke +fiercely, and all her childish beauty waned beneath her passion; "Well, +whatever he says, it is I who have paid the bill. Prison! My God, you +don't know what it is to be shut up in a cell like a beast—to be +ordered about like a dog, to be starved on coarse food, made to sleep on +a bed you wouldn't dare to give your servant!"</p> + +<p>Toni, very pale, tried to stem the torrent of her words.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Herrick—please—really I don't think you ought to say this to +me——"</p> + +<p>"Ought? Why do you say that?" Eva Herrick looked contemptuously at her +would-be mentor. "If you had been shut up as I have been, you would talk +as you liked. Thank God I can talk if I can do nothing else."</p> + +<p>Quite suddenly her manner changed. She gave a little laugh which was +oddly fascinating, and laid her hand on Toni's arm.</p> + +<p>"Come, now, Mrs. Rose, don't be getting angry with me." Her brogue lent +a charm to her speech. "I'll admit I've no earthly right to talk so; +it's bad form to begin with and a poor return for your kindness. But +remember, I've gone through an experience that's enough to kill a woman, +and you can't expect me to forget it all at once. So you must forgive +me. Will you?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, of course I will." Toni spoke quickly. "And I had no right to speak +as I did. But—you must forget all that is past. Won't you try?"</p> + +<p>"Sure, I'll try." Eva's lovely eyes filled with tears. "But I know what +will happen. Your husband won't let you know me, of course, and if Jim +and I are left alone, we'll be murdering one another one fine day."</p> + +<p>"Oh, please don't talk so. Of course my husband will let me know you," +said Toni in distress; and she was glad to find from the slackening of +the car that their conversation must be cut short.</p> + +<p>Jim Herrick, more silent and worn-looking than Toni had ever seen him, +helped his wife to alight and then shook hands gratefully with Toni.</p> + +<p>"So many thanks, Mrs. Rose." His big, bright eyes looked into hers, +almost as the eyes of a nice dog might have done. "You have saved us a +long wait, and I'm only sorry we have taken you out of your way."</p> + +<p>"Oh, that's nothing," Toni said. "I like being out on these bright days, +and I'm ever so glad I happened to be at the station."</p> + +<p>She shook hands with Mrs. Herrick, who looked a pitifully fragile figure +as she stood beside the car; and then Toni gave the order for home, and +Fletcher obeyed that order too promptly to allow of any further +leave-takings.</p> + +<p>Just for one moment Jim Herrick stood looking after the car, and in his +heart there was a great sickness of apprehension.</p> + +<p>With the best intention in the world to be fair to his wife, he could +not help comparing the fresh, simple-hearted Toni with the world-weary +and disillusioned Eva; and at the thought of the future his spirits sank +to zero.</p> + +<p>A mocking voice broke on his ear as he watched the car gliding swiftly +down the road.</p> + +<p>"When you've finished staring at that young woman, Jim, perhaps you'll +open the gate." Eva stood back to allow him to reach the latch. "I must +say this is a nice place to bring me to. Is it a cottage or what?"</p> + +<p>"It's quite a decent little place, dear," he said steadily, as he held +open the gate for her to pass through. "Of course, I quite understand +that it is only a temporary arrangement, but you will try to put up with +it, won't you?"</p> + +<p>"I suppose I shall have to," she replied ungraciously; and then she +uttered an impatient exclamation as the big white dog tore over the lawn +to meet her master, uttering deep-throated bays of welcome the while. +"You've still got that beast, then—go down, you brute," she added, as +Olga approached, with instinctive courtesy, to greet her former +mistress.</p> + +<p>"Don't snap at her, dear," said Herrick kindly. "The poor creature is +only trying to say how do you do."</p> + +<p>"Then she can say it to someone else," said Eva curtly. "I hate big +dogs—I wish you'd get rid of her."</p> + +<p>Herrick made no reply, but opened the door, and they went into the house +together.</p> + +<p>Eva passed into the quaintly attractive sitting-room with a frown on her +face, which lightened, however, at sight of the tea-table standing +ready, and pulling off her gloves and coat she flung herself into a low +chair with a sigh of fatigue.</p> + +<p>"Heavens, how thirsty I am," she said. "Give me some tea, Jim—quickly." +And as he moved forward to obey her, her eyes followed him with a +curious expression in their grey depths.</p> + +<p>"What's for dinner?" she asked, suddenly, and Herrick looked his memory +to recall the <i>menu</i>.</p> + +<p>"Soup, roast chicken, plum tart, and a savoury," he said at last, +smiling with a rather pathetic attempt at cheerfulness. "Mrs. Swastika, +as I call her, is what is known as a 'good plain cook,' but anything at +all elaborate throws her off her balance altogether."</p> + +<p>"Have you no other servants?" she demanded shortly.</p> + +<p>"Not yet. I didn't want them, you know, and I thought you would prefer +to choose them yourself."</p> + +<p>"I? If I can get any," she said darkly, drawing her delicate brows +together resentfully. "Of course they won't stay when they find out +things; but we must be decently waited on."</p> + +<p>Herrick made no reply; and his silence exasperated the girl, whose +nerves were all on edge.</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't stand there saying nothing." Her voice was shrill. "Of +course, you think I ought to wait on myself—now. And I suppose because +I've been in prison you expect me to be thankful to be here—even in a +hole like this. Well, I'm not. I hate the place. It's common and shabby +and horrid, and I'm not going to live all anyhow, to please you."</p> + +<p>Herrick, dismayed at the vehemence of her manner, could find no words; +and she went on with increasing passion:</p> + +<p>"I'm your wife—if I <i>am</i> a jail-bird!" She flung the taunt at him, and +her whole little figure was shaken with the intensity of her emotion. +"If you think I'm going to pretend to be penitent—and grateful to +you—you are wrong! I <i>hate</i> you, Jim, I loathe and despise you—you +might have taken the blame on your shoulders—and instead you stood by +and watched them torture me. <i>You've</i> not been to prison, <i>you've</i> not +been bullied and despised—you've not spent weeks and months in a +loathsome little cell where the sun never shone and there was never a +breath of air—you've not been called by a number, and preached at by +the chaplain—oh, no, you've been living here in the sunshine—enjoying +yourself, eating good food—your chicken and your savouries—and for all +I know passing as a single man, and keeping your disgraced wife in the +background!"</p> + +<p>She struck the table sharply with her hand, and her cup and saucer fell +to the ground and smashed, the tea trickling in a brown stream over the +dim blues and greens of the Persian carpet.</p> + +<p>She ignored the catastrophe.</p> + +<p>"Well, you've got me back now, and I'm going to make <i>your</i> life what +mine has been for the last year and a half! I've longed for this moment, +Jim"—she set her teeth—"longed for it during the horrible days and the +still more horrible nights. It was only my hatred of you that kept me +alive in the first ghastly weeks. I could have died—I was very ill at +first, and they thought I'd die—but I knew I wouldn't. I meant to live +so that I could tell you again to your face that I hate you, hate +you—<i>hate</i> you! And I'm going to show you what hate is, Jim—I'm going +to make you wish you were dead—or in prison, as I have been. Oh, my +God—I wish—I wish I <i>were</i> dead!"</p> + +<p>With a sudden collapse of all her powers she dropped, face downwards, on +the big divan, and burst into a fit of wild and uncontrollable sobbing.</p> + +<p>With an effort whose magnitude he himself only half realized, Herrick +went softly over to the weeping, writhing figure, and laid his hand very +gently on her shoulder.</p> + +<p>"Eva, for pity's sake——"</p> + +<p>She flung off his hand as though it had been a venomous serpent which +had touched her; and again her wild sobbing filled the room.</p> + +<p>"Eva, listen to me, dear." Herrick sat down beside her and spoke in a +quiet tone, which yet pierced through her sobs. "You must not say +anything like that to me again. There isn't any question of hatred +between you and me. We are together now, and we must build up a new and +happy life together which will help us to forget the less happy past. +Come, dear, look up and tell me you will help me to make a fresh start."</p> + +<p>She did not speak, but her sobs lessened as though she were listening.</p> + +<p>"Now, Eva, sit up and dry your eyes and we will drop the subject. Come +upstairs and have a rest before dinner. You are tired out and want a +good sleep."</p> + +<p>She rose without a word, but in her face he read only fatigue, none of +the softening which he had hoped to see.</p> + +<p>"Yes. I'm tired—dead tired." She moved languidly towards the door. "I +think I shall never be anything else—now."</p> + +<p>Her fit of passion had indeed worn her out. For the rest of the evening +she was quiet and listless; and she went upstairs very early to bed, +leaving Herrick to sit alone with his dog, smoking his pipe, and facing +the future with a sinking heart.</p> + +<p>He sat there until the hour was really late; and then crept upstairs +very softly to avoid waking Eva, if indeed she slept.</p> + +<p>Just as he reached her door he heard a faint, strangled cry, and rushed +into her room to find her in the throes of one of the nightmares which +he found, later, were a dreadful legacy from her prison life. On waking, +her relief at finding she was not, as usual, alone was so great that for +the first time she clung to Herrick as she might have done in happier +days; and as he soothed her and pushed the damp golden curls from her +brow she spoke naturally, with none of the resentment she had hitherto +displayed.</p> + +<p>Her husband's heart melted towards her in this gentler mood; and long +after she had fallen asleep again, soothed by his presence, he sat +watching her uneasy slumber with a feeling of compassion which, had she +realized it, must surely have done something to bridge the gulf which +now yawned between them.</p> + +<p>In the morning she was her hard, mocking self again; and Herrick's +patience was sorely tried in the days which followed.</p> + +<p>It seemed, indeed, as though she had stated her feelings for him +correctly, as though she did really hate him with a bitter and +relentless hatred. The prison life had changed her whole being, turned +her from a brilliant, reckless, worldly girl, warmhearted and +extravagant, but generous to a fault, into a cold, malignant, callous +woman, nursing a grudge until it attained gigantic proportions, and +fully resolved to exact from her husband and the world a heavy payment +for the humiliating punishment she had been forced to undergo.</p> + +<p>Herrick could never discover that she felt that punishment to be +deserved. The whole world was to blame, but never she herself. It was +the fault of her husband, who had kept her short of money; of the +tradespeople who had pressed her, of the usurers who had got her into +their clutches—the fault of everyone save Eva Herrick; and the fact +that they had all, as it were, combined against her, that together they +had been too much for her, embittered her outlook on life to such a +degree that she was positively incapable of any reasonable analysis of +her own guilt.</p> + +<p>It was her husband against whom her resentment was chiefly directed. +With all the perversity of her ill-regulated, half-formed mind, she +refused to realize the fact that it had been absolutely impossible for +Herrick to take her crime on to his own shoulders. She clung childishly +to the notion that if he had wished he could have borne the blame and +endured the consequences; and since there is no reason to doubt that to +a girl in her position her life in prison was a horrible experience, her +bitterness is perhaps hardly to be wondered at, after all.</p> + +<p>Her sentence had left on soul and body traces which would never be +effaced; and sometimes Herrick could hardly believe that this cold, +cynical, bitter-tongued woman was indeed the gay Irish girl he had +married.</p> + +<p>But in spite of everything she was his wife. And Herrick was not the man +to shirk an obligation which was so plainly marked as this. Although he +shrank inwardly from her constant recriminations, he never let her see +how he was wounded by her biting tongue; and to all her reproaches he +presented so serene and complacent a front that she sometimes desisted +from very weariness.</p> + +<p>So the autumn days went on; and if Herrick felt sometimes that in spite +of the beautiful world around him, life was no longer full of "sweet +things," he never wavered in his resolve to do all in his power to make +up to Eva, for the misery she had endured behind those heartless prison +walls.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XX" id="CHAPTER_XX"></a>CHAPTER XX</h2> + + +<p>"Toni, do you think it quite wise to go about so much with Mrs. +Herrick?"</p> + +<p>It was Owen who asked the question one cold morning as the two sat at +breakfast; and Toni looked up with something like defiance in her bright +eyes.</p> + +<p>"Why not, Owen? Oh, I know she has been—well, you know where—but she +is free again now; and it is very hard if one mistake is to dog her +footsteps wherever she goes for the rest of her life."</p> + +<p>"It was a pretty serious mistake," Owen reminded her quietly, "and to +tell you the truth I hardly like you to go about so constantly with a +woman who did what she was proved to have done."</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't be such a Pharisee, Owen." Toni spoke sharply and Owen +glanced at her in dismay. "I suppose someone has been saying something +to you. But I don't intend to give up Eva Herrick to please a lot of +spiteful old women like Lady Martin and Mrs. Madgwick."</p> + +<p>"Certainly one or two people have commented on your friendship," said +Owen thoughtfully, "and I'm bound to say I don't like it myself. To +begin with Mrs. Herrick treats her husband abominably; and I should not +have thought you would have been attracted by her shallow, futile way of +talking."</p> + +<p>"You forget I'm shallow and futile myself," said Toni with a faint, +bitter smile. "The gossips of the neighbourhood have long since decided +that I was an ignorant little fool who wasn't fit to be the mistress of +Greenriver; and I suppose it's a case of birds of a feather, isn't it?"</p> + +<p>"Toni!" Owen's voice expressed bewilderment. "What on earth do you mean? +Who ever dared to say you weren't fit to be mistress of Greenriver?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, heaps of people," said Toni recklessly. "You know quite well you +were ashamed of me when we first went out to dinner parties here, and I +didn't know how to behave—and lately we have been invited nowhere—not +even to the Golf Club Ball."</p> + +<p>Owen bit his lip. In truth the matter of the ball had puzzled him +considerably. Although not a golfer, he was on friendly terms with many +of the members of the local Club; and since Toni's friends, Mollie and +Cynthia Teach, were ardent golfers, it had seemed most probable that +Owen and his wife would receive an invitation to the annual ball.</p> + +<p>The Tobies had indeed gone so far as to assure Toni of her invitation +when first the ball was mentioned; and though as the day grew near the +two girls grew uneasy when the topic was broached, Toni never dreamed +that their avoidance of the subject covered a real and distressing +awkwardness.</p> + +<p>Certainly neither Toni nor Owen imagined that they had been quietly +excluded from the list of guests; but such was the astounding fact, as +Mollie and Cynthia were guiltily aware.</p> + +<p>It was largely due to Lady Martin's plain-speaking that this came about.</p> + +<p>Somehow the real truth about Eva Herrick had leaked out; as such truths +do invariably leak out; and Toni's ill-advised friendship with Herrick's +wife was easily turned to her disadvantage by so skilful an adversary as +Lady Martin.</p> + +<p>From the first her ladyship had been unable to bring herself to tolerate +Toni; and had lost no opportunity of spreading abroad Toni's rash +admission as to the nature of her cousin's employment—with the +immediate result that in a good many people's eyes Toni herself was +looked upon as an unusually fortunate shop-girl raised by a stroke of +good luck to a position which she was quite unsuited to adorn.</p> + +<p>Possibly there was in the case of some of her detractors an element of +jealousy in their comments on Owen Rose's wife. There were a good many +houses along the river where daughters were at a discount; and to see an +unknown and attractive girl like Toni step into the place which many of +these girls would have dearly liked to fill was doubtless somewhat +galling.</p> + +<p>At any rate Lady Martin found plenty of supporters when she broached her +avowed intention of excluding Mrs. Rose from the ball of which she was +patroness, on the ground of her friendship with the woman who had been, +as they all knew, in prison for a serious offence; and so it happened +that when the ball took place neither Owen nor Toni contributed by their +presence to the success of the evening.</p> + +<p>It was perfectly true that Toni had struck up a friendship with Jim +Herrick's wife; and it is only fair to Toni to state that in the first +instance she had made overtures to Eva Herrick from a purely +good-hearted desire to return Herrick's kindness to her in the one way +possible.</p> + +<p>She was not, in truth, greatly attracted to Eva at first. She found her +hard, bitter, at times ungenerous; but Mrs. Herrick was clever enough to +see that such attributes failed to endear her to Toni; and since to +Eva's perverted mind her husband's companionship was unendurable, she +quickly determined to make a friend of this soft-hearted, unworldly +little girl who was evidently sorry for her in her wordless fashion; and +was too candid herself to suspect deceit or double-dealing in others.</p> + +<p>Eva knew very well that the neighbourhood, which prided itself on its +exclusiveness, would have little or nothing to do with her; and motor +rides with Toni in the luxurious grey car, with lunch or tea at some +riverside hotel, formed an agreeable method of passing the days which +were otherwise horribly long and empty.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>"I wasn't thinking of the Golf Ball," Owen said, in reply to Toni's last +speech. "But honestly, Toni, I don't care for Mrs. Herrick. Oh, I'm not +talking now of the necklace affair. That's over and done with; but it's +the woman herself I don't approve of."</p> + +<p>"Why not?" She spoke abruptly and Owen frowned.</p> + +<p>"Well, she's not the sort of girl I like my wife to be intimate with. +I'm sorry for that poor fellow Herrick. He is a sensible man, and knows +that if his wife's past is to be forgotten it will be by living quietly +and decently, and not by pushing into the society of the neighbourhood +whether she is welcome or no."</p> + +<p>"Owen, you're perfectly hateful." Toni was really angry. "She is always +welcome here, anyway. You know quite well that no one round about really +likes me. Oh, they call and all that sort of thing; but no one is really +friendly to me, and all the time they are saying horrid things about me +behind my back."</p> + +<p>"I think you are talking nonsense, dear," said Owen quietly. "No one +says horrid things. To begin with, what should they say?"</p> + +<p>"They say I'm common and ignorant, and so I am," said Toni passionately, +with a sudden desire to blurt out the conversation she had overheard on +that miserable day in August. "Mrs. Madgwick says so, and Lady Martin. I +heard them—and lots of other people say so too. I thought it wasn't +true at first—and then I saw it was. I asked Mr. Herrick, and he told +me to read and educate myself and then I could be useful to you—and +instead of that you went and got that perfectly hateful Miss Loder, and +everyone knows it was because you were sick of me trying to help you and +doing it so badly."</p> + +<p>Owen's face as he listened to this speech was a study in bewilderment. +The introduction of Herrick's name puzzled him considerably; and +although he frowned at Toni's description of Miss Loder, he realized +that by some means Toni had been made unhappy over her own position as +his wife.</p> + +<p>"See here, Toni, I don't quite understand." He looked at her keenly. +"Who says you are ignorant—and all the rest? And what on earth has +Herrick to do with our affairs?"</p> + +<p>"I told him—he saw me crying and asked me why. It was at the Vicarage +Bazaar—I was sitting in a summer-house and Lady Martin and Mrs. +Madgwick were outside, and they began to talk about me and they said all +those horrible things——"</p> + +<p>"Toni, were you obliged to listen? Couldn't you have got away!"</p> + +<p>"No." She lifted her clear eyes to his and he repented his question. "I +couldn't come out when they had begun; and I didn't know at first that +they were talking secrets."</p> + +<p>Her childish phraseology made Owen smile in the midst of his annoyance.</p> + +<p>"So Mr. Herrick advised you to read? Well, Toni, that was good advice."</p> + +<p>"Yes—and I took it," she said eagerly. "I read heaps and heaps of dull +books and worked at French—and poetry—and then when I tried to help +you, you wouldn't let me. You brought that horrid Loder here instead."</p> + +<p>Her reiteration of Miss Loder's name jarred. Owen had been genuinely +surprised and interested by this revelation, and if Toni had been wise +enough to stick to her own side of the affair, it is probable she would +have captured Owen's sympathy, and, incidentally, his heart; but she +weakened her case by her senseless prejudice against Millicent Loder; +and with a quick sense of irritation Owen told himself that she was only +jealous—in a purely unsentimental way—after all.</p> + +<p>She had never liked being ousted from her position, as would-be helper; +but Owen knew—or fancied he did—the exact value of her aid; and after +all his work was too important for him to run the risk of spoiling it by +any lack of efficiency in his helpers.</p> + +<p>"I wish you'd leave Miss Loder's name out of the question," he said at +last, and his tone struck coldly on Toni's excited ear. "When the book +is published I will dispense with her assistance, if you wish it; but +until then I tell you frankly I intend to avail myself of her most +valuable help."</p> + +<p>He had expected an angry reply; but none came. Instead Toni said in a +low voice:</p> + +<p>"Very well, Owen. I know Miss Loder is useful to you and I am not. But +if you refuse to let me help you, I don't think you can complain if I +try to fill my time with other things—and if Mrs. Herrick is pleasant +and nice to me I cannot very well refuse to know her, can I?"</p> + +<p>"To know her? Certainly not—but there is a difference between knowing +her casually and being with her all day long."</p> + +<p>"I am not that," she replied quietly. "I take her motoring sometimes, +because it is dull going alone, and it is a treat to her. But of course +if you object—it is your car——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't be silly, Toni." All Owen's pent-up irritation found vent in +the words. "I'm not a dragon—or an ogre, am I? Take Mrs. Herrick by all +means—have her here if you like, only for goodness' sake don't talk as +though I wished to condemn you to perpetual loneliness."</p> + +<p>"Very well. I won't." She rose as she spoke. "You've finished, haven't +you? Then I'll go and see Mrs. Blades—she is ill again to-day, Kate +says."</p> + +<p>"Is she? Poor old soul." Owen rose too, and passing round the table laid +his hands on Toni's shoulders. "Toni, we're not quarrelling, are we? +Have I neglected you lately? I'm sorry if I have—when the book's out we +will have a trip abroad, go on the Riviera or somewhere nice and warm."</p> + +<p>He stooped, and kissed her, but though she lifted her face obediently +and even returned his caress, Toni's lips were cold and her eyes had +lost their sparkle.</p> + +<p>Owen's inflexibility frightened her. She had half expected that when he +knew her real and vital dislike for Miss Loder he would promise to send +her away; but he had done nothing of the kind: and Toni felt again, as +she had already felt once or twice of late, that Owen had no intention +of giving in to his wife's fancies, as some men were always ready to do.</p> + +<p>She had intended to offer to give up Eva Herrick's friendship if Owen +would send away Miss Loder. In the quiet hours of the night such a +bargain had seemed simple enough; but when it came to making the +suggestion Toni's heart failed her.</p> + +<p>"Are you going motoring to-day, Toni?"</p> + +<p>"I had thought of it," she said slowly; "but—do you want the car?"</p> + +<p>"No, thanks, dear. I'm going up to town by the twelve-thirty—I promised +to meet Barry for lunch. Shall you be in?"</p> + +<p>"No. I thought of lunching out," said Toni rather vaguely.</p> + +<p>"Oh. Well, you'll order Miss Loder's lunch then, won't you? She must +have it alone to-day."</p> + +<p>Owen, occupied with a letter he held in his hand, had spoken +thoughtlessly; but an exclamation from Toni made him pause and regard +his wife in amazement. Toni's pallor had given way to a deep flush, and +her usually sweet eyes blazed with rage.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'll order Miss Loder's lunch." She spoke in sharp staccato tones. +"You needn't be afraid I will neglect her because you're away. I <i>can</i> +keep house, if I'm not a B.A.; and thank Heaven I shan't have to sit at +the table and listen to her sneering at me all the time."</p> + +<p>"Toni!" In Owen's eyes a flame similar to that in her own had sprung to +life. "What do you mean by this nonsense about Miss Loder? Let me tell +you once and for all that I won't have it. You never cease libelling +that unfortunate woman from morning to night. Considering she is here, +in your house, in a subordinate position, your behaviour is both +unladylike and ungenerous; and if you continue to talk in this way about +a girl who has to earn her own living, and has never done you any +harm—well, we shall quarrel, that's all."</p> + +<p>"I don't care if we do." Toni's hot temper—a heritage from her Italian +mother—was let loose. "I'd sooner quarrel than submit to everything you +like to do. If you loved me, treated me as you ought to treat your wife, +you'd send her away. Oh, I'm not jealous in a silly way—I know you +aren't likely to make love to her——"</p> + +<p>"<i>Toni!</i>" Owen's voice frightened her into silence. "Don't dare to put +such a vulgar insinuation into words, if you please. If you are so lost +to your own dignity and self-respect as your anger seems to imply, at +least remember that you are my wife, and don't let me hear such a +thoroughly degrading and unworthy remark from you again."</p> + +<p>"I <i>didn't</i>!" Toni, crimson-faced, had tears in her eyes. "I said I +didn't think it. It's not fair of you to pretend I did.... I only +meant——"</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid you don't know what you do mean," said Owen, his anger dying +down at the sight of her tears. "But in any case we had better drop the +subject."</p> + +<p>He paused for a moment, then something in Toni's forlorn aspect touched +his heart and he spoke more kindly.</p> + +<p>"Come, Toni, don't let's make a scene over this. You're my wife, you +know—I didn't marry you because I wanted a secretary, I married you +because I wanted you for my wife——"</p> + +<p>"Even though you didn't love me." Toni spoke quietly, even a little +sadly, and Owen's heart sank as he realized what her words implied.</p> + +<p>"I didn't love you?" For the life of him he did not know what to say.</p> + +<p>"No. I thought you did—but it doesn't matter," said Toni a little +drearily. "I'm sorry I made a scene just now, Owen. Please forgive me. I +won't do it again."</p> + +<p>And without waiting for a reply she opened the door and went out of the +room, leaving Owen staring after her, stirred to the depths of his soul +by something he thought he had read in her usually child-like eyes.</p> + +<p>It was no child who had gazed at him as she spoke those last few words. +It was a woman who had looked through Toni's Southern eyes in that +moment of stress; and for the first time since his marriage, Owen +wondered whether his estimate of Toni had been incorrect after all.</p> + +<p>He had thought her soulless, a pretty, light-hearted, unselfish little +comrade, swayed by feminine whims and caprices, but incapable of rising +to the stature of the perfect woman; and lo, in one moment of +unconscious revelation she had shown herself to him as a woman indeed, +one who had realized that he had married her for some other cause than +love, yet did not stoop to blame him.</p> + +<p>But if Toni were indeed a woman, one capable, moreover, of a totally +unexpected magnanimity, he had indeed been guilty of a serious mistake, +and the very idea that he had misread Toni's character so hopelessly +filled Owen with a humility as disturbing as it was complete.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXI" id="CHAPTER_XXI"></a>CHAPTER XXI</h2> + + +<p>The immediate effect of the little scene at the breakfast table was +unfortunately that of an increased intimacy between Toni Rose and +Herrick's wife.</p> + +<p>Although Toni's exit from the battlefield had been quiet and even +dignified, she found it hard to forgive Owen's plain-speaking on the +subject of what he supposed to be her silly prejudice against Miss +Loder. He had called her conduct vulgar and ungenerous, had spoken, +moreover, in the tone in which a harsh schoolmaster might censure a +naughty child; and all her love for Owen could not prevent a feeling of +humiliation which galled her sorely.</p> + +<p>The sight of Miss Loder, trim, competent, complacent, acted upon Toni's +nerves in much the same way as the red rag is said to act on the nervous +system of a bull. Although she dared not give vent openly to her +dislike, Toni's behaviour towards her husband's secretary was by no +means cordial; and Owen felt a slightly bitter resentment against his +young wife for what he considered her most unreasonable inability to +understand his position.</p> + +<p>Millicent Loder was a god-send to a harassed literary man; and yet Owen +began to wonder whether after this book were done it would be advisable +to dispense with her services. That, however, seemed unfair to the girl, +who liked her work with him, and would consider her dismissal uncalled +for; and Owen generally finished his mental discussion with a resolution +to ignore Toni's foolishness and trust to time to teach her toleration.</p> + +<p>It must be remembered that neither Toni nor her husband had the +slightest notion of what lay beneath Miss Loder's calm exterior. Envy of +Toni as Rose's wife, scorn of her as the mistress of a beautiful and +stately house, mingled in Millicent's breast with a strong and +unreasonable longing to attract Toni's husband to herself; and the very +fact that the marriage of these two was not what she called a success, +lent additional keenness to all her emotions.</p> + +<p>Oddly enough, Mrs. Herrick saw Millicent in something very like her true +light, with a vision even clearer than that of the more interested Toni; +and Eva Herrick, who since her imprisonment hated all men and most +women, was not ill-pleased by the spectacle of Toni's dislike for her +husband's secretary.</p> + +<p>Very adroitly Eva set herself to foster that dislike. Although she had +only encountered Miss Loder twice—once on the occasion of a call paid +in return for Toni's ceremonious call upon her, and again during a wait +at the station for the London train, Mrs. Herrick had quickly realized +that Miss Loder liked Toni little better than Toni cared for her; and +Eva was not the sort of woman to let any knowledge of that kind lie +useless.</p> + +<p>Without saying anything definite, she contrived to let Toni know she +sympathized with her in the matter of Miss Loder's tenancy of the +library; and although Toni never let slip a word which might have +savoured of disloyalty to her husband, Mrs. Herrick knew, with a queer, +uncanny shrewdness peculiar to her, that the girl's marriage was not +altogether happy.</p> + +<p>If it had been, it is improbable that Eva would have made a friend of +Toni. As she said to herself now and again, she had no use for happy +people. Her own life was spoilt—that the spoiling was due to herself +she would have been the last to acknowledge—and she was in no humour to +watch other people making a success of their lives. What she wanted was +to see those around her as unhappy, as disillusioned, as discontented as +herself; and all Toni's kindness, all her gentle, unselfish +friendliness, went for nothing when the opportunity arose for a further +darkening of Toni's already overshadowed sky.</p> + +<p>On the surface, however, all was serenity. Eva accepted Toni's +companionship with outward gratitude, and when once Herrick was +satisfied that Toni knew what she was doing, he put no obstacles in the +way of their better acquaintance.</p> + +<p>Afterwards he told himself that he should have known better than to +allow his wife to take advantage of Toni's unworldliness; but at the +moment he was only too glad to find Eva apparently sincere in her liking +for the simple-hearted Toni; and assuming, naturally, that Owen did not +disapprove of the growing intimacy, he watched the affair with a +gratitude made natural by his intense pity for his wife.</p> + +<p>One day Mrs. Herrick asked Toni to accompany her to Sutton, where she +had made an appointment for twelve o'clock. It appeared that she had +suffered agonies of toothache while in prison, and although the +authorities had done all they could for her, she was again in urgent +need of a dentist's services. She had been informed of the arrival of a +new practitioner in the little town, who came from a London practice; +and to Toni's mingled surprise and dismay she found herself invited to +accompany Mrs. Herrick on a visit to Mr. Dowson's surgery.</p> + +<p>On the spur of the moment she confessed to a previous acquaintance with +Mr. Dowson; and Eva thereupon plied her with questions as to his +proficiency in his work.</p> + +<p>"I don't want my teeth breaking or my jaw dislocating," she said. "Do +you think the man's any good? It's such a bore to have to go up to town +every time. Has he ever done any work for you?"</p> + +<p>Toni, who had never had toothache in her life, was obliged to reply in +the negative; but assured Eva that Mr. Dowson had an excellent +reputation in Brixton.</p> + +<p>"Well, I wrote and fixed up an appointment with him," said Eva +carelessly, "so I suppose I'd better go. But if he isn't any good I +shan't go again."</p> + +<p>"I'll run you over in the car," said Toni eagerly, "and we'll go on to +lunch somewhere. Miss Loder leaves early to-day, so it doesn't matter +about my not being at home."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Herrick accepted the offer promptly, and at five minutes past +twelve the big car pulled up in front of Mr. Dowson's modest house, much +to the excitement of the school children, who were at that moment +released from the school-buildings at the end of the street.</p> + +<p>A quiet little maid showed the visitors into the usual depressing +waiting-room; and reappeared two minutes later to conduct them into the +torture chamber itself; and since Eva flatly refused to go alone, Toni +perforce accompanied her into the operator's presence.</p> + +<p>Mr. Dowson's pale face lighted up at the sight of Toni with a radiance +which even the self-engrossed Eva could not fail to note. He recollected +himself sufficiently to shake hands professionally with his patient, but +Toni he greeted warmly, as an old friend.</p> + +<p>He had never dreamed of such a glorious happening as this visit. The +dingy room was transfigured by Toni's presence therein; and his long, +white, carefully-manicured hands were absolutely unsteady as he opened +his little cabinet and selected one or two tiny but deadly-looking +instruments from the shining rows within.</p> + +<p>Toni, for her part, was occupied in thanking the Providence which had +seen fit to equip her with a set of perfectly sound white teeth; and she +felt an intense sympathy with the hapless Eva, whose nerves, undermined +by her late experience, were already betraying her into signs of +agitation.</p> + +<p>"I won't hurt you, really," said Mr. Dowson, with a beaming smile, which +he felt to be out of place, but could not restrain. "Please lean back a +little more—so. Now open—just a <i>leetle</i> wider—thank you, that will +do."</p> + +<p>It was soon evident that the visit could not be prolonged. Although he +had not the clue to his patient's intense nervousness, Mr. Dowson's +professional instincts warned him that he must go warily: and while he +would willingly have detained Mrs. Herrick, if by such means he could +enjoy the felicity of Toni's companionship a little longer, his +conscientious spirit forced him to cut the sitting short.</p> + +<p>Another appointment was made for the following week; and after that +there were others, to all of which Toni accompanied her quaking friend. +After four or five visits, however, Toni was unlucky enough to contract +a chill during an unusually prolonged motor-ride; and Mrs. Herrick was +forced to go alone.</p> + +<p>It was Leonard Dowson's intense consternation when told of Toni's +illness which first opened Eva's eyes to the seriousness of his +devotion. She had seen from the beginning that he admired the girl, that +he listened attentively to her lightest word; but she had not realized +that Mr. Dowson was really and irrevocably in love with Toni; and it is +only fair to the young man to say that he was quite unconscious of his +self-betrayal.</p> + +<p>He had not been able to hide his anxiety on hearing of Toni's +indisposition. With all the exaggeration of true love he immediately +feared the worst; and even Eva's callous heart was touched by his +incapacity to ask for news on the day of her second visit alone.</p> + +<p>He had stammered out a broken question, exhibiting a rather absurd +concern over an ordinary slight chill; and when Eva replied casually +that she had heard Toni was going on very well, she noticed, with a +half-contemptuous amusement, that he had to turn aside and wipe away the +drops which glistened on his high forehead.</p> + +<p>It was during that second visit that an idea came to Eva, bringing a +malicious little smile to her lips in the intervals of Leonard's +ministrations.</p> + +<p>"You've known Toni—Mrs. Rose—a long time, I suppose?" She asked the +question casually as she put on her hat before the glass. "You were +friends before her marriage, weren't you?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. I had the pleasure of knowing Mrs. Rose some years before that."</p> + +<p>"Really? You knew her as a child?"</p> + +<p>"She was just fifteen when I saw her first," said Leonard, his voice +husky with the emotion called up by the reminiscence. "It was her +birthday, I remember, and one of her cousins asked me to go home to tea +with him. They were great people for birthdays, her relations."</p> + +<p>"Were they?" Eva adjusted her veil carefully. "Friendly, sociable sort +of people, I suppose. Was Mr. Rose there that night?"</p> + +<p>"Mr. Rose?" For a moment Leonard, lost in dreams of the past, stared +uncomprehendingly. Then he pulled himself together vigorously. "No, Mr. +Rose was not there in those days. He—he came on the scene much later +than that."</p> + +<p>"Did he? Was he also a friend of Mrs. Rose's cousins?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no." Mr. Dowson became emphatic. "Nothing of that sort. Toni—Miss +Gibbs she was then—met him in the course of business. As a matter of +fact, she was his secretary. And then he fell in love with her; and the +next thing was that they were married." His tone was dreary.</p> + +<p>"Ah, well, I don't wonder he fell in love." Eva watched him closely +through the mirror as she spoke. "I have no doubt Mrs. Rose had heaps of +admirers at that time. Why, Mr. Dowson"—she spoke laughingly—"what +were you about not to seize such a prize before an outsider sailed in +and captured it?"</p> + +<p>Leonard's pallor gave way to an unbecoming brick-red flush, and his +voice shook as he replied:</p> + +<p>"I ... I wasn't lucky, you see. I—I would have given my life for that +girl, Mrs. Herrick, and she—she wouldn't have me at any price."</p> + +<p>His tone of desperate sincerity told Eva all she wanted to know; and in +a moment she switched the conversation back to safer ground.</p> + +<p>"You needn't give your life for her, Mr. Dowson, but I'll tell you what +you can do. You can lend me your <i>Punch</i> to take her. I promised to +bring her a copy from Dent's, and he is sold out."</p> + +<p>Mr. Dowson was genuinely delighted to follow the suggestion and insisted +on depleting the table in his waiting-room of various periodicals which +might relieve the tedium of a day in bed; and Eva took the bundle +amiably, promising to deliver them in person to Toni on her way home.</p> + +<p>She fulfilled her mission punctually; and when Owen, unaware of her +presence in the house, came to see how his wife was getting on, he found +her bed literally strewn with the papers which should have soothed the +fears of the quaking patients in Mr. Dowson's gloomy waiting-room.</p> + +<p>"Hallo, Toni." He turned to her smilingly, after greeting Eva. "I hope +you've got plenty to read. I didn't know you hankered after the +illustrated papers, or I'd have sent out for some. It's very good of +Mrs. Herrick to bring you such an assortment."</p> + +<p>"Ah, but these were sent by a friend of your wife's," smiled Eva +sweetly. "I'm not the principal party in the transaction—I'm only the +middleman."</p> + +<p>"Really? Who has been so generous then?" asked Owen, taking up one of +the papers at random as he spoke.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Dowson, the dentist at Sutton," said Eva, turning her large Irish +eyes on him pleasantly. "You know, of course, he is an old friend of +Mrs. Rose's, and I must say he is a most gentle and satisfactory person +in his work."</p> + +<p>"A dentist? Dowson?" Owen's eyes roamed from Eva's face to Toni's, and +something in the manner of both girls puzzled him. "I don't know him, do +I, Toni? Is he really an old friend of yours? But you've never asked him +here, have you?"</p> + +<p>"He—he's not exactly an old friend," said Toni, annoyed to feel herself +colouring. "I mean—oh, I've known him a long time in a way—he was a +friend of the boys—my cousins, but that was all. And anyway he has not +been here long."</p> + +<p>"Oh." Owen was still vaguely perplexed by her manner. "Well, if he's a +decent chap you must ask him over."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'm sure he wouldn't come." Toni spoke quickly. "He is not your +sort, Owen. I mean—I don't think he would care to come. Do you, Mrs. +Herrick?"</p> + +<p>Thus appealed to, Eva gave her verdict with a show of hesitation.</p> + +<p>"N-no, I hardly think he would." She turned to Owen. "I don't think I +would ask him, if I were you, Mr. Rose. I expect it would make him feel +a little—well, awkward."</p> + +<p>"But——" Owen did not know what to make of it. "You see, if he is +sufficiently intimate with my wife to send her all these papers and +things, it looks rather odd if I take no notice of him, doesn't it? I +really think we must ask him over when Toni is herself again, eh, Toni?"</p> + +<p>"I wouldn't, Mr. Rose." Eva threw a deep earnestness into her melodious +Irish voice. "Really—it's not my business, of course, but if I were you +I'd not bother about the matter."</p> + +<p>She saw the look of uneasiness in Owen's eyes, and knew she had said +enough.</p> + +<p>"Is it really five o'clock!" She jumped up in pretended dismay. "And I +promised Jim faithfully I'd be back by half-past four. He gets fidgety +when I'm out of his sight for long—thinks I'm getting into mischief, I +suppose."</p> + +<p>She laughed rather hardly, and Owen felt an inner repulsion to the woman +who could thus misconstrue her husband's consideration. He watched her +bid Toni an effusive farewell and then escorted her downstairs, and +stood talking to her for a few moments at the hall door.</p> + +<p>Somehow he had never liked her so little as on this afternoon; and +although he admitted that she was a pretty woman in her way, he told +himself that her face was curiously unattractive.</p> + +<p>She looked better now than on her first arrival in the neighbourhood, +less haggard, a little plumper, but as he compared her dulled and faded +beauty with Toni's youthful bloom he wondered, not for the first time, +if her companionship were altogether innocuous.</p> + +<p>He was still puzzling over the question when he re-entered Toni's room; +and his first words showed her what was in his mind.</p> + +<p>"Rather bad taste—that allusion to her husband's anxiety. Don't you +think so, Toni? After all, he might well be uneasy about a woman who has +once got into such serious mischief as she has done."</p> + +<p>"Why? It's not likely to happen again." Toni, poring over <i>Punch</i>, spoke +shortly.</p> + +<p>"No, of course not." Owen hesitated, but as Toni evinced no signs of +wishing to continue the conversation he went out of the room hurriedly, +leaving his wife alone with the evidences of Mr. Dowson's good-will.</p> + +<p>The next time Eva visited Toni she said jocularly:</p> + +<p>"Well, I do think you're mean, Toni!" They had recently advanced to this +stage of intimacy. "Fancy not telling me that Mr. Dowson had once +proposed to you."</p> + +<p>Toni, taken aback, blushed vividly.</p> + +<p>"He didn't—at least—not exactly. I mean——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I know what you mean!" Eva laughed. "Of course you couldn't have +accepted him—he's a nice fellow in his way, but impossible as a +husband." At times Squire Payton's daughter was quite blatantly +aristocratic. "But you might have told me, all the same."</p> + +<p>"Why? It doesn't matter—now."</p> + +<p>"Not to you, dear." Eva jeered lightly. "But the poor fellow is quite +upset at meeting you again. He told me to-day he would never marry, and +when I asked him why he said surely I could guess."</p> + +<p>"Very impertinent of him," said Toni sharply; and Eva smiled inwardly.</p> + +<p>"Oh, you mustn't blame him, Toni. I'm afraid it was my fault. We Irish +are so sympathetic, you know—people always tell us their secrets. And +anyhow there is nothing to be ashamed of. If he likes to go adoring you +privately, you needn't be angry."</p> + +<p>She said no more just then, for Toni's manner displayed her displeasure; +but Eva smiled again when she was alone; and her warped and twisted mind +seized eagerly on the idea of the very amusing situation which a little +careful engineering might bring to pass.</p> + +<p>Like all true intriguers, Eva kept her thoughts to herself; and Toni had +not the faintest idea of the plans which her so-called friend turned +about in her mind as the autumn days glided swiftly by under the golden +and blue skies of a perfect season.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXII" id="CHAPTER_XXII"></a>CHAPTER XXII</h2> + + +<p>Owen and his wife were sitting at dinner one evening when a note was +brought to Owen whose contents brought an angry exclamation to his lips +as he, read.</p> + +<p>"By gad, Toni, this is a bit thick! What the devil does the woman mean?"</p> + +<p>Toni, suddenly pale, bit her lips, while her eyes filled with +apprehension.</p> + +<p>"I ... who is it from, Owen? What does it say?"</p> + +<p>"There—read it yourself," said Owen, throwing the blue-grey sheet +across the table. "I suppose there is some explanation, though I confess +I can't understand it—yet."</p> + +<p>Still deadly pale, her eyes shining like blue jewels, Toni took up the +sheet and read the letter which Lady Martin had written with so much +satisfaction a couple of hours earlier.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"<span class="smcap">Dear Mr. Rose,</span></p> + +<p>"After the occurrence of this afternoon I am sure you will see the +advisability of Mrs. Rose's resignation from the Badminton Club. It +is with great regret that I suggest this course; but after the +scene which took place this afternoon, in the presence of a dozen +members and several visitors, among them Lady Saxonby, a former +friend of your own, I speak for the Committee when I request you to +advise your wife to resign for the present season at least."</p></div> + +<p>Toni laid the paper quietly down on the table and spoke to Owen with a +mingling of terror and defiance in her tone.</p> + +<p>"Well?"</p> + +<p>"Well?" Owen reached across the table and picked up the letter. "What is +all this about, Toni? Why should you be requested to resign?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know"—Toni began in a lifeless voice; then suddenly—"yes, I +do know. It's all a plot of Lady Martin's and Mrs. Madgwick's. They hate +me, I always told you so—and now they want to make you hate me too."</p> + +<p>"But what happened this afternoon?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, it's a long story." Toni spoke recklessly. "To begin with, I was +elected to the Club a long time ago—in September; and when Mrs. Herrick +came home she wanted to be a member too. I tried to get her in, but they +didn't want her——"</p> + +<p>"Of course not." Owen frowned. "You never seem to understand, Toni, that +all people are not so unworldly as you. It was a mistake for Mrs. +Herrick to attempt to enter a private club of that sort so soon. She +should have waited until the scandal had blown over."</p> + +<p>"Well, she was very disappointed about it. But every member can take a +friend in once a month, so I took Eva this afternoon."</p> + +<p>She broke off in dismay.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Toni, will you never learn sense?" In spite of himself Owen spoke +sharply. "Of all the foolish things to do! Well, what happened when you +got there?"</p> + +<p>"People weren't very nice." Toni flushed again at the memory of the +whispers and averted faces which had greeted her entrance with Mrs. +Herrick. "But we just sat down and watched, and everything would have +been all right if Lady Martin hadn't interfered."</p> + +<p>"What did she do?"</p> + +<p>"She had a woman with her—Lady Saxonby, someone called her—and she +heard me addressed as Mrs. Rose, and turned to me at once and asked me +if I were your wife."</p> + +<p>"She did? By Jove!" Owen guessed that Vivian's curiosity had nerved her +to the step.</p> + +<p>"Yes. So I said I was, and she was beginning to talk to me—quite +politely—but somehow as if she were taking me in all the time——"</p> + +<p>Owen could well imagine how Lady Saxonby's eyes would scrutinize the +face of the girl with whom he had consoled himself after her defection; +and he felt both anger and surprise at the thought of the scrutiny.</p> + +<p>"Well, go on." Insensibly his tone had hardened, and Toni hurried on.</p> + +<p>"Well, as she was talking to me, Lady Martin came up and tried to draw +her away, but she wouldn't go. So Lady Martin got vexed, I suppose, and +she bent down and whispered something to her—something about Eva, +because I heard the words 'necklace' and 'prison' quite plainly, and Eva +heard it too and turned crimson."</p> + +<p>"And then?"</p> + +<p>"Then Lady Saxonby looked straight at me and asked me to give you a +message."</p> + +<p>"Did she?" Owen was astonished. "What was it?"</p> + +<p>"She asked me to say that she hoped you had forgiven her and were as +happy as she is."</p> + +<p>"Gad, what impertinence!" He flushed darkly. "She had no right to send +me such a message; it was nothing but a piece of unwarranted presumption +on her part."</p> + +<p>"Was it?" Toni spoke rather wistfully. "You see, I didn't know at first +who she was, and I thought she meant to be quite decent. But then Eva +jumped up and said very quickly that the woman who had jilted an +honourable man ought to be ashamed of sending such a message through +that man's wife—and when I said something she told me that Lady Saxonby +was the woman who threw you over when you came home, for all the world +to see."</p> + +<p>Owen, vexed to the soul by the thought of this miserable publicity, set +his teeth hard and said nothing; and Toni hurried on.</p> + +<p>"Well, then there was a scene. Lady Saxonby turned on Eva quite +furiously, and said she had no right to talk of anyone being ashamed of +anything, seeing that everyone knew what she had done. And then all the +other women crowded round, and Eva lost her temper, and said it was +quite true and she had been in prison and was a criminal and all that, +but she'd sooner be that than a dishonourable, mercenary woman who would +jilt one man because another had more money and a title ... and ... oh, +there was a most frightful row, and the end was that the secretary +hurried up and asked me to take Eva away quickly before she said any +more. She was awfully cross, and said I ought not to have brought Mrs. +Herrick, and that Lady Saxonby would be sure to talk, and the Club would +be ruined."</p> + +<p>"So you came away?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. Eva was horribly upset—you know her nerves are all wrong—and she +fainted dead away in the hall and they had to send for a doctor and we +took her home ... and altogether," said Toni, breaking at last into +tears, "it was a fearful scene, and I wish I'd never gone near the +Club!"</p> + +<p>"I wish to God you hadn't!" Owen sprang up, more upset than he cared to +confess. He could visualize the whole scene: Vivian, with her beautiful, +scornful face, taunting Eva, playing the hypocrite with Toni, and +sending insulting messages to the man she had jilted; and the mere +thought of the talk, the gossip, the raking up of old stories which +would inevitably follow, set all his nerves jarring furiously.</p> + +<p>Even the sight of Toni's tears did not soften his heart. Rather he felt +exasperated with her, since it was her folly which had precipitated the +whole scene.</p> + +<p>"Come, don't cry," he said rather curtly. "You've done a very silly +thing, and goodness knows where it will end; but it's no use crying and +making yourself ill."</p> + +<p>Naturally his tone did not tend to set his wife at ease; and she cried +the more.</p> + +<p>"Oh, for goodness' sake, stop!" Owen felt himself to be a brute, but the +thought of Vivian's malice was gall to his spirit. "The mischief's done, +and crying won't undo it. But I hope you've learned a lesson, Toni; I +always told you it was a mistake to go about with that woman, and you +wouldn't believe me. Well, now you see what's happened. You've made us +both ridiculous in the eyes of the world, and we shall be more severely +ostracized than ever."</p> + +<p>Suddenly Toni's tears ceased and she raised her head to stare at him.</p> + +<p>"You mean people will be horrid—to you—about it?"</p> + +<p>"Well, naturally, they'll think me a fool for encouraging you," said +Owen rather irritably. "If only you would have been guided by me! But +it's been the same all through. You chose to go your own way, and the +end will be that we shall have to leave Greenriver and go to live +somewhere else."</p> + +<p>"Leave Greenriver?" She echoed the words dully.</p> + +<p>"Well, what can we do?" He spoke impatiently. "You have never seemed +very happy here, so far as the people go. And now, after this <i>fiasco</i>, +we may expect the neighbourhood to drop us altogether."</p> + +<p>"Drop us?"</p> + +<p>"Well, you know what I mean. Oh, I don't care two straws about the +people themselves. They're a stupid lot anyway, and too conventional to +know how to got the best out of life. But still—Greenriver's my home, +and I thought we should learn to settle down here."</p> + +<p>"And I've prevented you?"</p> + +<p>"Well, you've never hit it off with the people, have you? And after this +I don't see how we can settle down. I'm not going to have people +neglecting my wife or being rude to her, but still this Badminton Club +affair is a pretty big slap in the face for both of us."</p> + +<p>Toni, resting her small chin on the cup of her hollowed hands, stared at +him thoughtfully, and in her eyes, still wet with tears, he caught again +that elusive hint of a tragic womanhood which had puzzled him on a +former occasion.</p> + +<p>"Eva was right," she said, and her voice was low. "She said I was out of +place here, and so I am."</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Herrick said that?" Owen's anger suddenly swung round. "Then it +was a damned silly thing to say, and I'm surprised you listened to it."</p> + +<p>"But she was right. She said everyone wondered why you married me; and +now that I have seen Lady Saxonby, I wonder too."</p> + +<p>Owen's heart sank.</p> + +<p>"Toni, what do you mean?"</p> + +<p>"I mean that I understand now. Lady Saxonby was the woman you were to +have married. She is very beautiful," said Toni simply. "And she would +have been the right mistress for Greenriver. I can't understand how it +was you married me. Eva said—when we were driving home—that it must +have been pique. She said you wanted to show the other woman you did not +care ... and when I thought about it, I saw that it was true."</p> + +<p>"Toni, it wasn't true." All thought of personal anger was swallowed up +in Owen's sudden longing to convince the girl that Eva had lied. "I +married you because"—in spite of himself he faltered—"because I loved +you. What if Vivian did treat me badly? I was well out of it, since she +was a woman of that kind."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't mind—now," said Toni, with a faint smile. "I did at first. +When Lady Martin and Mrs. Madgwick said it, last summer, I thought my +heart would break; but I suppose I got used to the idea, and when I saw +Lady Saxonby to-day I knew it was just one of the things that no one can +help."</p> + +<p>Owen, not understanding her, only stared.</p> + +<p>"You see, I knew all the time it wasn't likely, really, that you would +care for me," said Toni quietly. "I tried to make myself believe you +did, but I don't think I ever <i>really</i> believed it. Only I was so fond +of you—you were so kind—and when we were married you were so good to +me that I began to hope you might grow fond of me in time."</p> + +<p>"Toni—for God's sake——"</p> + +<p>"But I soon found out it was a mistake—our marriage—for you. I wasn't +half clever enough. I was only an ignorant, silly, unformed girl, and +you were so different. Oh, I tried my hardest to improve. I wanted to +prove to you that I wasn't quite such a little fool as you thought me. I +wanted to show you I had a soul—Mr. Herrick said I had, and I tried to +make myself more companionable to you—oh, I know I didn't succeed very +well," said Toni humbly, "but, you see, you didn't understand. I only +bothered you when I tried to help you in your work; and of course you +didn't want to talk to me about the things that really mattered to you."</p> + +<p>"Toni—Toni—don't say such things."</p> + +<p>"But you were always kind," said Toni wistfully, "and I sometimes +wondered if I had been wrong and you did care for me a little. But I +always knew, deep down in my heart, that it was all a mistake, and +now"—suddenly the composure which had supported her so far gave +way—"now I know I ought not to have married you—and—and I'm sorry, +Owen—I'm most frightfully sorry——"</p> + +<p>All at once she pressed her hands to her eyes as though to shut out the +sight of his face; and then, as he started forward, vague words of +comfort on his lips, she flung her arms out over the table and laid her +head down on them in an attitude of utter desolation.</p> + +<p>For a moment Owen stood motionless, while the light from the rose-shaded +candles played over the silky black hair and cast a pool of red colour +on the smooth white neck rising out of its chiffon draperies. The scene +was one which would never fade from Owen's memory; and in after days he +could visualize it to the minutest detail.</p> + +<p>The red and yellow of the chrysanthemums in a big silver bowl, the +purple bloom of the piled-up grapes before Toni, the ruby of the wine in +the decanters, the reflections cast by the candles in the shining +surface of the uncovered table, the ruddy glow of the firelight playing +over Toni's pale-coloured skirts—to the day of his death Owen would be +able to recall the scene at will: and never would he forget the chill in +his veins as he realized that the girl he had thought a child was a +woman after all....</p> + +<p>"Toni—Toni dear." He laid his hand on her shoulder. "For heaven's sake, +Toni, look up and tell me you don't mean all the terrible things you've +been saying. Of course I love you. Why, haven't I shown you that all +along? Toni, don't let those silly women and their chatter hurt you. You +can believe me, can't you? And I tell you I married you because I loved +you—and Lady Saxonby and all the rest can go to Jericho!"</p> + +<p>He half thought he had won her ear; in another moment he felt sure he +would have had her in his arms, sobbing her heart out—since she must +cry—in the safe shelter of his breast; but at that moment the young +butler, deceived by the low voices into thinking the room empty, entered +briskly to fulfil his duties; and Toni sprang up before Andrews had time +to advance round the big screen, which fortunately hid her from his +eyes.</p> + +<p>Owen swore softly under his breath at this most untimely interruption; +but Toni was already half-way to the door, and he judged it best to +engage Andrews in conversation about the wine and leave Toni to seek the +sanctuary she desired.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>The next day the Secretary of the Badminton Club received Mrs. Rose's +resignation; and there, for the present, the matter ended.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIII" id="CHAPTER_XXIII"></a>CHAPTER XXIII</h2> + + +<p>When Toni related the episode of Lady Martin's note to Eva Herrick, the +latter asked a startling question.</p> + +<p>"Toni, why don't you leave your husband?"</p> + +<p>"Leave my husband?" Toni stared at her, wide-eyed.</p> + +<p>"Yes. Oh, anyone can see you're neither of you happy. Mr. Rose knows all +the time that he ought not to have married you just to get even with +that horrid Saxonby woman, and anyhow you're not the least bit in the +world suited to one another."</p> + +<p>Toni was very pale.</p> + +<p>"You don't think so?"</p> + +<p>"I'm sure of it." Eva threw away the cigarette she held and sat upright. +"You ought to have married a man who would love you whatever you +did—who wouldn't want you to be booky and clever, but would think you +perfect in every way. Not a man who feels himself superior to you half +the time, and finds fault the other half."</p> + +<p>"But my husband doesn't find fault." She spoke in a low voice.</p> + +<p>"Doesn't he? Well, it sounds like it," said Eva, piling the cushions +behind her curly golden head. "I heard him scolding you over a book +you'd mislaid one day, and he nearly jumped down your throat about Miss +Loder this very morning."</p> + +<p>"That was entirely my fault," said Toni quickly; and Eva saw that if she +were to succeed in her malicious project she must change her plan of +attack.</p> + +<p>Being as quick-witted as she was cruel, she adopted a new method +instantly.</p> + +<p>"Of course. I was only joking. Seriously, I think Mr. Rose is +wonderfully good. I'm sure it would hurt him awfully to think he had +been unkind or impatient with you, Toni. After all, he married you to +please himself, didn't he? And it's not a bit fair to you to visit it on +your head afterwards."</p> + +<p>"To visit—what, Eva?"</p> + +<p>"Why, I hardly know what to say." Eva smiled subtly to herself. "Of +course, it may be only my imagination. I daresay you make Mr. Rose as +happy as any woman could do. I expect he works too hard and that's why +he looks so worried."</p> + +<p>"Does he look worried?" queried Toni softly. "I suppose I ought to have +noticed it—but——"</p> + +<p>"But you didn't?" Eva leaned across and patted the girl's arm. "Never +mind, dear, it's probably my fancy. I daresay Mr. Rose is not a very +lively person at any time—and, after all, one can't always be feeling +cheerful."</p> + +<p>"You mean," said Toni, who, like other primitive people, was apt to be +disconcertingly outspoken, "you mean that Owen—my husband—isn't happy. +At least—is that what you mean?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I suppose I did mean that," said Eva with pretended reluctance. +"But it's all nonsense—I had no business to say it, Toni. Do forget it, +will you?"</p> + +<p>"No." Toni spoke very quietly. "I shan't forget it. But I want to know a +little more. You think Owen is unhappy because he is married to me. Do +you think he would be happier if I went away and left him? Is that what +you are too kind, too generous to imply?"</p> + +<p>Eva's heart gave a sudden throb. Her first aim in life ever since the +prison gates clanged behind her at the end of her term of confinement +had been to do some harm in the world, to make up for the injury which +she considered had been done to her; and no weak emotions such as pity +or generosity could be allowed to hold her back.</p> + +<p>To her oddly-perverted mind, it seemed that if she could persuade Toni +to leave her husband, to wreck her home and her future, she would have +got "her own back" to a considerable degree; and she had a double motive +in her hatred of Owen, who, as she well knew, distrusted her personally +and disliked her friendship with his young wife.</p> + +<p>Any person connected with a big penal settlement will tell you that +there is never any certainty as to the moral result of a term of +imprisonment on any given prisoner.</p> + +<p>To some natures, the punishment may be both a deterrent and an excellent +lesson, while to others the educational value may be great and the +deterrent effect almost <i>nil</i>; but in one class of prisoner—the class +to which Eva Herrick belonged—imprisonment wakes only the worst and +basest of all emotions, a desire, perforce stifled during the period of +punishment, for revenge.</p> + +<p>That she had suffered, on the whole, justly, never weighed for one +instant with Eva herself. That she had been guilty of a crime was less +than nothing. What did weigh with her was the fact that she had been +found out, and forced to undergo a humiliating and degrading punishment; +and from the moment when she came to her senses after the swoon which +had mercifully cut short the scene in court, Eva Herrick's whole being +had been in revolt against a world where such things were allowed to be.</p> + +<p>Her whole pleasure, indeed, while in prison, had been found in planning +how, in the future, she could render miserable the life of the husband +who had not, so she considered, stood by her; and it was a bitter +disappointment to her to find that try as she might she could not +torture him to the breaking-point.</p> + +<p>He met her most poisoned and bitter shafts with a patience which +nothing, it seemed, could pierce. When she taunted him, he only smiled; +and when she reviled him he left her presence; so that the only way in +which she could win any satisfaction was by detailing to him exaggerated +accounts of the treatment she had received in prison.</p> + +<p>These stories, untrue and impossible as many of them were, made him +wince, not knowing indeed how cunning was the invention behind them; and +many times when she was more maddening than usual, Herrick schooled +himself to patience by reminding himself of the drastic punishments +which had apparently been meted out to her.</p> + +<p>When at length she found that Jim was impervious to her stings, Eva +looked around her for another victim; and found one in the person of +Toni Rose.</p> + +<p>It did not take Eva long to read, more or less correctly, the position +between Toni and her husband; and although she was quite shrewd enough +to realize that the situation would probably adjust itself in time, Eva +was determined to prevent any such adjustment with every weapon in her +power.</p> + +<p>Unhappily it proved only too easy for a woman such as she was to direct +the affair pretty much as she willed it; and her suggestion to Toni that +she should leave her husband had been carefully led up to by scores of +insinuations, of carelessly-dropped hints, and scraps of repeated +conversations heard on the subject of the Roses' married life.</p> + +<p>She was careful to let none of the elation she felt escape her as she +replied to Toni's speech after a significant pause.</p> + +<p>"Put that way, it sounds dreadful," she said, pretending to shudder. "I +don't think I really meant that. I only thought that perhaps—your +husband is a writer, you know, an artist—with the artistic temperament, +I suppose; and everyone knows that genius is difficult to live with."</p> + +<p>"I don't care for myself," said Toni hastily. "I could always be +happy—with Owen—but if you really think I spoil his life——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't say that, dear." Eva spoke soothingly. "I daresay I am +entirely mistaken. Of course, you know best how you get on; and after +all Mr. Rose is so keen on his work he hasn't much time for outside +things."</p> + +<p>"I wonder what Owen would say—or do—if I left him?" She spoke +musingly; and Eva's heart beat tumultuously as she noted the result of +her tentative suggestion.</p> + +<p>"Go after you and bring you back, I expect." Such was Eva's reply.</p> + +<p>"Then there wouldn't be much use in going," said Toni quickly, and Eva +read the relief in her eyes.</p> + +<p>"No—not if you went like that." Her tone was purposely cryptic.</p> + +<p>"But—how else should I go?"</p> + +<p>"Why, if you really wanted to go——" Eva broke off with a laugh. "Don't +be so silly, Toni. You talk as though I had really meant my stupid +suggestion."</p> + +<p>"Didn't you mean it?" Toni's gaze was disconcerting.</p> + +<p>"Why, of course not. Come, Toni, let's have tea. I'll send for Jim, too. +It's getting quite dark."</p> + +<p>"Wait a moment," said Toni. "Eva, if I made up my mind to leave +Owen—for his own sake—how could I prevent him fetching me back?"</p> + +<p>"You really mean it?" Eva's tone sent a chill through Toni's veins. +"Supposing you really saw that it was for Owen's good—that by remaining +with him you were spoiling his life, ruining his career—making him +unhappy, in short—you mean in <i>that</i> case how could you prevent him +searching for you?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," Toni said, her eyes on the fire, "that is what I mean."</p> + +<p>"There's only one way, Toni." She was careful to speak lightly. "If you +went away with another man——" for a moment even her nerve failed her, +but she conquered her weakness and went on calmly, and her grey Irish +eyes were as cold as ice as she looked at Toni. "Then your husband would +probably divorce you, and devote himself to his career."</p> + +<p>For a second Toni's pallor alarmed her. All the girl's colour died away, +leaving her curiously white round the mouth, a sign of emotion to which +Eva was not blind; and Mrs. Herrick wondered, uneasily, if Toni were +about to faint.</p> + +<p>But Toni was in no fainting mood.</p> + +<p>"You think that, Eva? You think that if I were gone—out of his life +altogether—Owen would forget me and find happiness in his work?"</p> + +<p>"I think so, yes. Oh, Toni, I know I seem unkind," said Eva, Judas-like. +"Believe me I wouldn't have told you if you hadn't pressed me. It only +struck me that perhaps—you will forgive me, dear?—perhaps you didn't +manage to make your husband very happy—and if you really did want him +to forget you——"</p> + +<p>"No, I don't make him happy," said Toni with a sigh. "It is funny, isn't +it, when I love him so much? But you're right in one thing. I am +spoiling his life; and my going away won't help him unless I go for +good."</p> + +<p>"If you merely go, without any apparent reason, your husband will be +miserable, unsettled, give up everything to find you, to bring you +back——"</p> + +<p>She was startled by a sudden exclamation from Toni.</p> + +<p>"But, Eva, if you're so sure he'd want me back——"</p> + +<p>"Why should you go?" Eva smiled a little, patiently. "Don't you see, +dear, if you go like that, Mr. Rose will be so alarmed, so upset, that +of course he'll want to find you. He would think you'd perhaps run away +because you were unhappy, and he'd do all he could to get you back on +your own account. Oh, I know Mr. Rose is very fond of you, +Toni"—somehow her very inflection made Toni's conception of Owen's love +shrivel into nothingness—"and he couldn't rest if he thought you were +unhappy. He would bring you back, and things would be just the same +again. He would do his work, helped by Miss Loder, I suppose, and you +would go on as you are now. After all, Toni, you know you have a lot to +be grateful for."</p> + +<p>She looked at the girl to see how far she might safely go, but Toni +never moved; and Eva was emboldened to proceed.</p> + +<p>"You have a lovely home—Greenriver is quite a show place, and after +all, you and your husband never quarrel, do you? So that on the whole +you'd be a little fool if you gave up all these very substantial +benefits. Eh, Toni?"</p> + +<p>Eva was clever. She knew exactly the spur to apply to Toni's flagging +mood, and she smiled to herself when she heard Toni's reply.</p> + +<p>"Do you think I would hesitate to give up Greenriver—and all the +rest—to make my husband happy?"</p> + +<p>And looking at her Eva knew she would not. Mistaken, Toni might often +be—foolish, self-willed, a little intolerant of advice; but she would +never be selfish. If she could be convinced that her departure would be +beneficial to the man she loved, she would certainly leave him, though +it broke her heart to go.</p> + +<p>"No, of course not." Eva spoke a trifle vaguely. "But you couldn't go, +Toni. It would be impossible. Why, your husband would think you were +mad."</p> + +<p>"Would he? Perhaps I am." Toni's smile was a little melancholy. +"Sometimes I think this is all a dream—that I'm not Owen's wife at +all—that Greenriver and the gardens and everything else are merely +imagination. I can't believe it's true. If it is, how is it that +everything has gone so terribly, horribly wrong?"</p> + +<p>She paused, gazing before her with puzzled eyes.</p> + +<p>"I thought once that if I married Owen I should be the happiest girl in +the world. But I'm not. I'm the most miserable. I—sometimes I wish—oh, +I don't know what I wish!"</p> + +<p>"Come, Toni"—Eva rose as though to change the subject—"you mustn't be +so despondent. Let me ring the bell—it's nearly five, and I'm sure you +want a cup of tea."</p> + +<p>"Not yet, Eva." In Toni's voice was a new note, a note of decision, +which Eva's ear was quick to detect. "When you say I should go away with +another man, who had you in your mind?"</p> + +<p>A moment Eva waited. Then:</p> + +<p>"I meant the man who has the misfortune to adore you, Toni, the man who +gave up everything, his practice, his prospects, London, everything, for +your sake. You know the man I mean. You know as well as I do that +Leonard Dowson adores the very ground you walk on."</p> + +<p>"Leonard Dowson!" Toni smiled drearily. "Think of leaving <i>Owen</i> for +Leonard Dowson!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I know he's not in the same class," said Eva, with ostentatious +frankness, "and I don't for a moment suppose he would make you happy. +I'm afraid I wasn't thinking much of you, dear, when I mentioned his +name. Somehow I forgot that you have as much right to happiness as +anyone."</p> + +<p>"<i>My</i> happiness doesn't matter," said Toni for the second time. "But I +think you are wrong, Eva. Mr. Dowson never thinks of me—now."</p> + +<p>"Doesn't he?" Eva permitted herself to smile. "My dear child, he's just +crazy about you. He told me all about it one day when you weren't +there—how he'd loved you for years and years and was heart-broken when +you refused him. He only came down here to be near you, and if you would +only smile on him a little he would do anything in the world for you."</p> + +<p>"He wouldn't give up his work for me, Eva."</p> + +<p>"Ah, you haven't heard of his good luck." Eva had carefully refrained +from the announcement until the moment was ripe. "He has just come into +some money—nearly two hundred a year; and he can chuck dentistry +to-morrow, if he likes."</p> + +<p>"Even then, he wouldn't want a scandal——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Toni, I could shake you," said Eva, sitting down with a thump on +the sofa near her. "Because some people have not got red blood in their +veins, you think no one has. I tell you Leonard Dowson would throw up +everything to-morrow—brave any amount of scandal, if only you would go +with him. He could take you abroad somewhere, America perhaps; and then, +when your husband had got his divorce, you could marry Leonard and +settle down as nicely as possible. Then Owen would be free to do as he +chose with his life, and this unhappy state of things would be +forgotten."</p> + +<p>"Marry him? Marry Leonard Dowson?" Even yet Toni could not assimilate +the idea.</p> + +<p>"Well, why not? He is madly in love with you, Toni. He would give up +everything in the world for you, and I honestly think that things are +impossible as they are. But of course you know better than I do, and if +you feel you must stay with your husband——"</p> + +<p>"No—no." Toni's breath came in short gasps, as though she had been +running. "I can't stay with Owen. I make him miserable, he's ashamed of +me—I'm no good to him, only a bore—a useless creature who's tied to +him ... if I were gone he would be really better off—and as you say, he +could marry again——"</p> + +<p>"I don't suppose he would do that," said Eva gently. "You know he <i>is</i> +very fond of you, Toni—I got even Jim to acknowledge that the other +night"—she watched Toni wince at the "even"—"and it's only that +you—well, you're not quite his sort, somehow."</p> + +<p>Her words seemed to rouse Toni to anger.</p> + +<p>"You have said that already," she said sharply. "You needn't repeat it."</p> + +<p>"I'm sorry, Toni." Eva's big eyes looked imploringly into hers. "I'm +afraid I've said far too much to-day. After all, I have no earthly right +to interfere, and you are quite justified in resenting my interference."</p> + +<p>Toni's sudden anger died away.</p> + +<p>"Oh, you were quite right," she said, sighing as she spoke.</p> + +<p>"I'm glad you said what you did—and I can't help knowing you are right. +Only"—she shivered, and her face looked white and pinched—"somehow +until I heard you saying it I hoped I myself was making a mistake."</p> + +<p>"But—you'll not do anything rash?" Eva was vaguely uneasy at the result +of her plot.</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, I'll do nothing rash," said Toni, with a queer smile; and Eva's +uneasiness deepened.</p> + +<p>Luckily for her their conversation was cut short at that moment by the +entrance of Herrick, accompanied by Olga, and followed by the maid +bearing the tea-tray.</p> + +<p>When the lamp had been lighted and the maid had withdrawn, Herrick shot +a glance at the face of his wife's visitor; and he saw at once that +something was wrong.</p> + +<p>He did not betray his knowledge by the slightest sign; but talked to the +two girls in his usual kindly, whimsical fashion while Eva dispensed +tea.</p> + +<p>"All the boats are really put away for the winter now," he said +presently. "I think yours—and ours—have been the last, Mrs. Rose. We +have had such wonderfully mild weather; but I'm afraid we shan't get any +more boating this season."</p> + +<p>"Shan't we?" Toni sighed faintly. "I'm sorry—I have enjoyed the river +so much."</p> + +<p>"Yes. We've had a glorious summer. But after all the winter will soon +pass and we'll be getting the boats out again."</p> + +<p>"I hope we shan't be here when it's time to get the boats out," said Eva +crisply. "A winter here would just about finish me off."</p> + +<p>"Oh, it's not bad," Herrick rejoined. "Sometimes it is quite pleasant +all the year round—though we get a fog now and again, of course."</p> + +<p>"I don't propose remaining to sample the fogs," said Eva quietly. "Of +course you will do as you choose, but seeing I've never been properly +warm for months—we don't have nice fires in prison, you know—I think +you owe it to me to take me somewhere sunny this winter."</p> + +<p>Herrick's face clouded, as it always did at any reference to Eva's +prison life; and Toni felt desperately uncomfortable.</p> + +<p>She put down her cup and rose.</p> + +<p>"I must really be going home, Eva. I didn't mean to stay to tea."</p> + +<p>"Must you go? I'm sorry. I hoped you'd stay to dinner and enliven us a +little. Jim and I don't have very jovial evenings, do we, Jim? Sometimes +I think I might as well be back in my cell."</p> + +<p>"Eva—don't." Herrick spoke quietly, and his wife laughed.</p> + +<p>"My dear Jim, why be so squeamish? If Mrs. Rose doesn't mind associating +with jail-birds, I don't see why you should. I'm thinking of writing a +book on my experiences in prison, Toni. Do you think Mr. Rose would +collaborate with me—lick my raw stuff into shape, so to speak?"</p> + +<p>Before Toni could reply, Herrick interrupted.</p> + +<p>"If you are going, Mrs. Rose, I'll take you across the river in the old +punt, and see you home along the towing-path. It is the shortest way, +but it's lonely at night."</p> + +<p>"Thank you, Mr. Herrick. May Olga come, too?"</p> + +<p>"Of course. She would be very much hurt if she were left behind."</p> + +<p>"How silly you are over that great dog of yours, Jim." Mrs. Herrick +included even dogs in her universal hatred nowadays. "I declare I wish +someone would poison the beast."</p> + +<p>This threat, uttered not for the first time, made Herrick set his lips +firmly, and for once his wife regretted her taunt.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'm not going to do it," she said with a laugh. "Good-bye, Toni, if +you must go. I'll come and look you up in a day or two."</p> + +<p>When Toni and Herrick were alone, walking along the towing-path in the +darkness, Herrick turned to Toni with a sigh.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Rose, I can't tell you how sorry I am—nor how grateful I am both +to you and Mr. Rose for your kindness to my poor little wife."</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't say that," begged Toni, her warm heart filled with pity for +him. "I like your wife immensely—we are friends, you know, and you must +not forget she has suffered terribly."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I suppose she has. And yet"—he spoke vehemently—"has she +suffered so much as I have done—as I shall go on doing as long as we +both live? Oh, I've no right to say it—I ought to be man enough to +suffer in silence—but it's hard to bear her constant allusions to her +prison life—her taunts—wouldn't you think she would be glad to forget +all that, to put it behind her? Yet every day she talks of it. She never +allows me to forget for one instant that she has been in hell—and every +word she utters is an indictment of me, a reproach for the cowardice +which let her go to prison."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Mr. Herrick—I'm so sorry...."</p> + +<p>The stammered words brought a smile to Herrick's face.</p> + +<p>"Poor child! I ought not to blame her—rather to pity her.... I <i>do</i> +pity her with all my heart. But she won't let me sympathize with her. +One word and she flies at me. She is unhappy here, yet she will make no +plans for going abroad. She talks as though I kept her here, when God +knows I would go to the ends of the earth if she wished it."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I know, but I think if you go on being patient with her," hazarded +Toni, "she will come to her better self again. Don't you agree with me?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know." His tone was rather despairing. "Sometimes I fear both +our lives are ruined. It's wonderful what an effect a wife has on her +husband's life—and <i>vice versâ</i>, of course. Some people seem to think +that a man and woman can 'live their own lives' quite apart from each +other if they like. But they can't. When they are husband and wife they +are bound to exercise an enormous influence on each other's life; and +when two people are thoroughly out of sympathy with each other, life, +for both of them, is bound to be a failure."</p> + +<p>"You think so?" Toni's mind had flown to her own unhappiness, but for +once Herrick did not read what was in her thoughts.</p> + +<p>"Yes. Don't you? Now, looking at it dispassionately, how do you expect +Eva and me ever to re-discover the happiness we have so effectually +lost? Remember, Eva is convinced that all her sufferings are directly +due to me. She persists in thinking that if I had chosen I could either +have prevented her case ever going to court, or could have taken the +blame myself and gone to prison in her stead. The consequence is, she +hates me, resents my presence near her, and will bear me an undying +grudge all the days of her life."</p> + +<p>"But you couldn't have taken the blame."</p> + +<p>"Of course not, but women are often illogical, and Eva certainly is. No, +the fact remains that I represent, to Eva, the coward who condemned her +to a severe and mortifying punishment; and she won't forgive me."</p> + +<p>"But in time——"</p> + +<p>"Sometimes I am inclined to think it's a hopeless experiment—our life +together." Herrick spoke sombrely. "I have been wondering seriously of +late whether it would not be better to make over all my property to my +wife and rid her of my presence, I believe she would be happier by +herself."</p> + +<p>"You mean—get a divorce?" faltered Toni.</p> + +<p>"A divorce?" In spite of himself Herrick laughed. "Oh dear no. I don't +think I need take quite such drastic measures as that. What I thought +was to set Eva up somewhere, in some new place, where she could start +afresh, and then take myself off quietly—to California, or New Zealand, +or somewhere of the sort, where an able-bodied fellow like me can be +sure of picking up a living."</p> + +<p>"But would Eva let you go?"</p> + +<p>"Ah, there's the rub!" He spoke in a lighter tone. "When it came to the +point she might think that even an unsatisfactory husband was better +than none. But, speaking seriously, I believe two people so incompatible +as we two are better apart."</p> + +<p>"Do you?" In the dark Toni's eyes were frightened. "Don't you think, +then, that one ought to stand by one's own actions? I mean if a husband, +say, honestly thought it would be better for his wife to be free from +him, would you advise him to go and leave her? Or the other way about. +Should the wife go, if she was sure that by staying she did the man +harm?"</p> + +<p>Herrick was tired, disheartened by the frequent scenes with his wife, +depressed by the grim autumn night; therefore for once his sympathies +wore dormant and his intuition slept.</p> + +<p>He had no idea that Toni was speaking personally, that she was calling +on him to help her to make the most important decision of her life; and +he was, moreover, in a mood which found the idea of self-sacrifice, of +renunciation of one's own happiness strangely attractive.</p> + +<p>"If he—or she—were practically convinced that departure would be the +best way out—for both—why then I should say by all means go." In the +darkness he did not see Toni's sudden deathly pallor. "Of course it +would always be rather hard to be quite sure on that point; but in a +case where one could be more or less certain—well, perhaps I'm wrong, +but I should say the step would be thoroughly justifiable."</p> + +<p>For a perceptibly long moment Toni did not speak. Then she changed the +subject abruptly by asking her companion the time; and after striking +one or two matches he was able to assure her that it was just six.</p> + +<p>"Oh, then Owen will be back." She hastened her steps as she spoke, and +there was little more conversation between them as they hurried along.</p> + +<p>At the gate he bade her farewell, refusing an invitation to enter; and +Toni went through the garden into the house, there to be met by a +telegram from Owen announcing that he had been delayed in town and would +not be home in time for dinner.</p> + +<p>Toni was oddly relieved by this fact. She had an important matter to +think out; and for once Owen's absence was welcome.</p> + +<p>She dined alone, a rather forlorn little figure in the big dining-room; +and after her hurried meal she went into the drawing-room and stood +looking out over the lawn with unseeing eyes.</p> + +<p>The night had turned warm, unseasonably so for November, and Toni +suddenly felt a great desire to be out in the air among the trees and +shrubs, which were faintly perceptible in the light of a thin and waning +moon.</p> + +<p>Kate, surprised by an imperative summons, brought a wrap as directed; +and calling Jock to accompany her, Toni stepped out of the long window +on to the gravel outside.</p> + +<p>For a moment Kate stood watching her young mistress, struck by something +a little desolate in her appearance; but when Toni had moved slowly away +down the path, Jock gambolling beside her, Kate withdrew from the window +and returned to her interrupted supper.</p> + +<p>Toni paced slowly up and down for some minutes, while the night air +played over her bared head. It was less oppressively warm out here than +in the house, and into Toni's nature-loving heart there stole a sudden +sense of comfort; as though all the living things around her were +whispering vague words of love and cheer to her forlorn spirit.</p> + +<p>However miserable she might be, Toni was never quite so wretched out of +doors. It was as though some vital part of her responded to the call of +her great mother, the earth; as though in her veins ran some fluid akin +to the sap which coursed through the branches of the trees. Indoors, +between four walls, she might feel grief as a crushing burden; but once +outside, with only the vast sky above her head, her sorrow invariably +lightened; and to-night was no exception.</p> + +<p>At the end of half an hour's quiet pacing up and down the gravel walk +Toni felt herself calmed and strengthened. She told herself there was no +need at present to dwell further on the matter which filled her +thoughts. She would banish it from her mind for the time being; and with +this wise resolution, she turned to retrace her steps up the avenue +towards the house.</p> + +<p>Suddenly Jock barked loudly, following the bark with a low growl; and +Toni's heart gave a great jump.</p> + +<p>She had strolled almost to the big iron gates leading to the road; and +she wondered for a moment whether a tramp had found his way into the +grounds on some nefarious errand. She stood still, thinking as she did +so that she heard a rustle in a bush close at hand, and then Jock +growled again, a fierce, low rumbling in his throat, which frightened +Toni almost out of her wits.</p> + +<p>With a voice which would shake, she called out to the dog; and then +there was a sudden silence which was almost more sinister. She had laid +her hand on the Airedale's collar at the sound of his first bark; but +feeling really nervous now, she was just about to let him go when there +was a half-apologetic cough from the bushes behind her, and a voice she +knew said, rather timidly:</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Rose! Please don't be alarmed—it's only me—Leonard Dowson."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIV" id="CHAPTER_XXIV"></a>CHAPTER XXIV</h2> + + +<p>Toni was so surprised by the discovery of the unknown marauder's +identity that she involuntarily released her hold on the dog's collar; +but Jock's sudden dart across the path, and his snarl of anger as he +confronted the person whom in his doggy heart he took for an enemy, +awoke Toni to a sense of the position.</p> + +<p>"Jock! Come here! <i>Jock</i>, do you hear me?" Her tone showed Jock that, +much as appearances were against the intruder, his canine instinct had +been at fault; and he returned, unwillingly, to his mistress, wearing +the slightly sulky look which an intelligent dog wears when he has made +an unavoidable mistake.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Rose, I assure you I did not mean to frighten you." Mr. Dowson +emerged rather hastily from the shadow of the bushes, and advanced, hat +in hand. "I—I am really most awfully sorry if I have startled you. +I ... I would have called out sooner, but I trusted you would not +perceive me."</p> + +<p>"Mr. Dowson!" Toni's voice was frankly dismayed. "What are you doing +here? Were you coming to see me?"</p> + +<p>"I—I really don't know." Mr. Dowson moved a step forward and then gave +an involuntary jump as Jock growled mildly, under his breath as it were.</p> + +<p>"But—be quiet, Jock—it's so late—and——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I know it's late." Suddenly Mr. Dowson lost his head. "But I +couldn't stop away. I—I've been here heaps of times—at +night—generally I've stopped outside the gates, but once or twice I had +to come in.... I—I couldn't stop away. It drove me mad to think of you +here—and I had to come, just to be near you, if I couldn't see +you—speak to you."</p> + +<p>"But——" Toni began, but he cut her short.</p> + +<p>"Oh, you can't understand, of course! You've never understood—you've +never known how much I've loved you—oh, it's no use being angry! I know +quite well I've no right to speak. You're married, a great lady now, by +all I hear—but I love you—Toni—oh, my God, how I love you!" The sweat +stood in great drops on his brow as he hurried on, a certain rough +eloquence in his words. "After all, I'm a man, I've a right to love +you—or any woman—and I've loved you now for years—it's not something +new, just a passing attraction—it's part of me, something in my very +bones, as near me as breathing or sleeping or thinking—I'm simply eaten +up with love for you, Toni. You're my life, my everything. I'd die for +you, I'd go through fire end water for you, I'd do anything in the +world, bad or good, dishonourable or splendid, if you'd be kind to me, +smile on me, let me kiss your little feet...."</p> + +<p>Toni, swept off her balance by his passion, said nothing, but stood +opposite to him, panting a little; and after a second he went on with +his wild confession.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I know I'm wrong, I know you're hating me, despising me for telling +you all this, but it's too much for me. I can't bear it alone any +longer. It's driving me mad, Toni, mad, do you hear? At night I dream of +you—sometimes I dream that you've been kind to me, that I've kissed +you—kissed your little mouth, held you in my arms ... and then I wake +and know you're another man's wife, and it makes the blood rush to my +head and I see red, Toni, red...."</p> + +<p>Something in his excitement warned the girl that she must soothe him.</p> + +<p>"Hush, Leonard." In that moment she reverted to the days of their early +friendship. "Don't speak so wildly. You—you frighten me."</p> + +<p>He passed his hand over his brow, and when he spoke his voice was a +shade quieter.</p> + +<p>"I wouldn't frighten you for the world, Toni, you know that. I love you +far too well ... oh, Toni, is it quite hopeless! Isn't there a glimmer +of pity in your heart for me? Won't you ever give me a thought...."</p> + +<p>"Leonard, how can I?" She spoke in a low voice, all Eva's horrid +suggestions rushing over her in a flood. "I'm married; I can't ever be +anything to you now."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I know you're married." He caught his breath in a gasp. "But +still—oh, Toni, you wouldn't come away with me, would you? I've got +some money now. I'd be able to give you things, and I'd work for you +till I died...."</p> + +<p>At another moment Toni would have found occasion to wonder at his +temerity in making the suggestion. She did not know how his imagination, +fired by Eva's insinuations, played about the figure of Owen Rose's wife +as the unloved victim of a man's callousness; and although she could see +that Leonard Dowson was in deadly earnest, she had no conception of the +sincerity of his belief that she had been wronged, trapped into marriage +by a man who cared little for her, and neglected her openly.</p> + +<p>Such was the manner in which the situation had been presented to Dowson +by Eva Herrick; and in his genuine acceptance of her story lay Dowson's +best excuse for his wild plan.</p> + +<p>"I ... I couldn't come away with you, Leonard." In spite of her desire +to set Owen free, Toni's whole soul revolted at the idea of such +treachery. "I'm married, you know, and I couldn't leave my husband."</p> + +<p>"Why not?" in his despair the young man pressed still nearer, and again +Jock uttered a warning growl. "I know you are married, but still—you're +not happy—your husband isn't, either, by what I hear. You'd be wronging +nobody—you've no children to consider"—in some ways Mr. Dowson was as +primitive as Toni—"if you had, it would be different, but you've only +yourself to think about. This life doesn't suit you, Toni. It cramps +you, worries you. Oh, I heard all about that Badminton Club affair, and +everyone knows you don't hit it off with the bigwigs of the +neighbourhood."</p> + +<p>"Who told you that?" For a moment Dowson quailed before her tone; but he +rallied bravely.</p> + +<p>"Oh, what does it matter who told me? It's true, isn't it? Why, you look +different, Toni. You're not the lively, jolly, animated girl you used to +be—all smiles and jokes. Toni, you're paler, and thinner—you've grown +quiet, almost sad. It's because you're not happy—and—and I'd die for +your happiness any day."</p> + +<p>His deadly earnestness could not fail to win response. Here at last was +a passion unveiled before Toni's wondering eyes; and all at once the +thing which had seemed impossible came down to the level of the things +which—sometimes—happen.</p> + +<p>Here was a man who only asked to serve her; and if by accepting his +service she could free her husband from the chain which bound him, all +unwilling, to her, was it not the act of a coward to refuse?</p> + +<p>It may be said, and with truth, that Toni's view of the matter was +perverted, distorted beyond all bounds of reason and of common sense. To +leave her husband, to whom in spite of all she clung with every fibre of +her being, for another man for whom she had not even the smallest atom +of affection, was surely the most insane, inexcusable action in the +world; and would after all only result in a negligible good, since the +insult paid, to the man she betrayed would quite outweigh any relief in +the freedom thus obtained.</p> + +<p>Then, too, she would be wronging Leonard Dowson; since to go away with +him would lead him to suppose a degree of affection on Toni's part which +was in reality non-existent; but Toni was not thinking of Dowson in this +matter.</p> + +<p>There is no woman so absolutely ruthless towards the mass of mankind as +the woman who loves one man completely. In this affair Owen was the only +man who counted in Toni's mind; and she thought of Leonard Dowson merely +as a convenient tool with which to effect her husband's release from the +position he apparently found unendurable. That the reckoning might come +afterwards, when Leonard should see himself as Toni saw him, she did not +pause to consider. Indeed, on this occasion her thoughts were so wild +and chaotic that she could hardly be said to have considered the matter +at all.</p> + +<p>"Well, Toni?" Her long silence made him uneasy, and he paled, fearing he +had angered her by his persistence.</p> + +<p>"Well?" She gazed at him absently for a moment, then woke suddenly to +life. "Leonard, are you seriously asking me to go away with you? You +mean you would take me away, and let my husband divorce me—for you?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, Toni." He spoke firmly; and, if for a moment all his lifelong +visions of a respectable London practice, prosperity, the respect of +those around him, seemed to rise up reproachfully before his eyes, he +meant his words absolutely.</p> + +<p>"Would you really do it? You must be very fond of me," said Toni simply; +and the young man was emboldened to proceed.</p> + +<p>"Of course I would do it, and of course I am fond of you." His voice +shook a little. "Toni do you really mean that you will think about +it—will give me the tiniest fraction of hope to keep me alive?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. I will think about it." She spoke slowly. "But—I can't tell +you—now. You must go away and let me think things out."</p> + +<p>"Don't think too long," he besought her, fearing that prudence might +come with reflection. "When will you tell me, Toni? To-morrow? Will you +write to me? One word—yes—will do; and I'll make arrangements at +once."</p> + +<p>For a moment his earnestness startled her.</p> + +<p>"You could do it—like that—at once? Leave your practice and everything +else at a moment's notice?"</p> + +<p>"I'd leave all I have in the world at a second's notice," said Mr. +Dowson resolutely; and Toni could not but believe in his sincerity.</p> + +<p>"Very well." She felt tired suddenly. "I will write—to-morrow. But—but +you won't be angry if it's <i>no</i>?" Toni added childishly.</p> + +<p>"I'd never be angry—with you." The young man's commonplace features +were irradiated by a great light, and for a moment one could forget his +mean stature and ready-made clothing. "You will never understand—you +couldn't—what you are to me; but before God," said Leonard Dowson +solemnly, "I'd devote my life, my soul, all I have to your service, and +never ask for thanks."</p> + +<p>"Well, if you will go now, I will write to you," said Toni, rather +wearily; and his passion was checked by the fatigue in her voice.</p> + +<p>"I'll go now—at once—and you—you will write, Toni? I'll count every +moment till I get your letter."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I will write," she reiterated dully, wishing he would go and leave +her alone with her thoughts; and without another word he turned and +vanished into the shadows.</p> + +<p>When the sound of his footsteps had died away and all was silence, Toni +shivered with a feeling of deadly chill.</p> + +<p>Leonard Dowson's appearance, following so closely on Eva Herrick's +suggestions, had given her a queer, eerie sensation of awe, as though +some inexorable fate were pointing out to her a way of escape from the +situation she was beginning to find intolerable. She never doubted the +man's affection for her; and she fully believed that he would indeed die +in her service. And the very touch of fanaticism in her love for Owen, +which made her feel that it would be a small thing indeed to die for him +if by dying she might give him happiness, helped her to realize the +strength of the pallid, unromantic young dentist's devotion.</p> + +<p>True, Toni was too innately sensible a person—perhaps it would be +fairer to say her love of life and its "sweet things" was too strong—to +allow her to contemplate death as a solution of the problem of her +unsuccessful marriage.</p> + +<p>She understood, too, with a queer flash of spiritual insight which was +foreign to her usual simple vision, that her death would bring Owen only +a great sorrow; and in her darkest moments she never dreamed of courting +death.</p> + +<p>A sudden bark from Jock made her start; and looking round she found Owen +almost at her elbow. He had dismissed his taxi at the gate, and was +walking briskly up the dark avenue, when Jock's vociferous welcome broke +the night silence and brought him to a halt.</p> + +<p>"Hallo, old boy, what are you doing here? That you, Andrews?"</p> + +<p>Toni moved forward from the shadow, and beneath the dark cloak which had +deceived him he caught the pale glimmer of her skirt.</p> + +<p>"No, Owen. It is I, Toni."</p> + +<p>"You? Why, what are you doing here? Oh, I see—you brought Jock for a +run. Well, it's quite warm to-night—but the air has the feel of rain."</p> + +<p>"Yes. I thought I felt a drop just now."</p> + +<p>"Did you? Well, we'll get indoors. I'm sorry I am so late, dear, but +there's been trouble at the office. Oh, nothing much, only Hart, our new +sub-editor, had chosen to return an article we'd commissioned, because +he said it was not up to our usual level."</p> + +<p>"And wasn't it?" Toni's forlorn heart welcomed his friendly tone.</p> + +<p>"Of course it was. It was about the best stuff young Lewis had ever +turned out—and a fool like Hart, whose taste is distinctly precious, +hasn't the wit to appreciate good, clean, straightforward English. He +likes a mass of involved, wordy stuff that only the high-brows can +understand."</p> + +<p>He broke off laughing.</p> + +<p>"Well, anyway we sent for it back in double-quick time; but Lewis had +taken the huff and didn't want us to have it. So Hart had to +apologize—which <i>he</i> didn't enjoy—and altogether the place was in a +ferment."</p> + +<p>"But it's all right now?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, thank Heaven. I say, Toni; I went to see old Vincent about my arm +to-day, and he says it is fairly normal again. I'll tell you a secret, +shall I, Toni? As soon as the book is finished I'm going to start a +play."</p> + +<p>"Are you?" Her voice sounded cold, though it was only vague; and her +unusual lack of interest rather hurt Owen.</p> + +<p>"Oh, we'll have our holiday first," he said quickly. "I didn't mean to +do you out of that. How would you like a few weeks in Switzerland—for +the winter sports? We could get off in about three weeks, and stay over +Christmas. Then, when we came home"—in spite of himself his tone took a +new enthusiasm—"I could get to work again."</p> + +<p>"You are going to write a play? But I didn't know you could write +plays."</p> + +<p>Her childishness jarred his nerves, already worn with the minor +vexations of the day.</p> + +<p>"Well, <i>I</i> don't know until I try." He spoke rather curtly. "But I've +talked it over with Barry, and we think it sounds possible."</p> + +<p>"I see. And if it were a success?"</p> + +<p>"Why, our fortune would be made." He took her arm in friendly fashion. +"Then we should have to go and live in town, Toni, take a big house and +launch out. You'd like that, eh?"</p> + +<p>"I should hate it," she said, so fervently that he dropped her arm in +astonishment and turned to look at her.</p> + +<p>"Hate it! Why?"</p> + +<p>"I hate big houses—and entertaining—and all the rest. I—I should +loathe to have to go to receptions and give big parties—I'm never any +good at talking, you know yourself I look a fool when anyone tries to +talk to me."</p> + +<p>"I know you're a little silly," said Owen teasingly, "but you'll outgrow +that. Here we are—come along in, Toni, it's really beginning to rain. +Come in, Jock, and let me shut the door."</p> + +<p>Safely inside the hall, Owen turned to Toni.</p> + +<p>"Come into the library, will you, dear? I'll send for some sandwiches +and a whisky and soda, I think. I hurried over dinner and I'm hungry."</p> + +<p>Toni gave the order at once, and then followed Owen to the library, +where a cheerful fire burned, and in the mellow lamplight the room +looked very stately and charming.</p> + +<p>She sat down on the low club-fender in front of the hearth and gazed +into the leaping fire in silence, while Owen opened the letters which +had accumulated during the day.</p> + +<p>For a few moments there was no sound save the crackling of paper and the +soft little chatter of the fire. Then Owen crumpled up a letter he held +and flung it from him with something which sounded like an oath.</p> + +<p>Toni, roused from her reverie, turned round to face him.</p> + +<p>"What's the matter, Owen?"</p> + +<p>"Matter enough, I think." His face wore a frown which boded ill for +someone. "Toni, what have you been saying to Miss Loder to make her +write this letter?"</p> + +<p>"Saying to Miss Loder?" Every scrap of colour faded from her face, and +Owen, watching, took her pallor for the ashy hue of guilt.</p> + +<p>"Yes. You've said something—I don't know what—but I should like to +know at once, without prevarication, just what it is."</p> + +<p>"I've said nothing to Miss Loder." Her voice was unsteady—she too had +felt her nerves jarred during this dreadful day.</p> + +<p>"Well, you see what she says." He stooped and picked up the letter, +which he handed to Toni. "Read that, and tell me what you make of it."</p> + +<p>With fingers as cold as ice, and a memory in her heart of another letter +which had brought her misery, Toni took the sheet, and read, in Miss +Loder's firm, characteristic hand, the letter in which she requested to +be allowed to resign her post.</p> + +<p>"I am not taking this step without serious thought," so the letter ran, +"and for some time I determined to remain with you as long as you +honoured me by your acquiescence in the arrangement. But learning, as I +do, from a quite indisputable source, that my presence in your house is +distasteful to Mrs. Rose, I have no option but to ask you to release me +from a position which is not only unpleasant but undignified. If you +will be kind enough to waive the question of notice, I would prefer to +terminate the engagement at once."</p> + +<p>Here followed her signature, firm and clear as ever; and then came a +postscript, surely a sign of disturbance on the part of so academic a +scribe.</p> + +<p>"I would prefer to dissever all connection with the <i>Bridge</i> at the same +time; but am willing to remain at the office until you find a suitable +person for the post."</p> + +<p>Having read the letter Toni let it fall upon her knee, while she gazed +dreamily into the red heart of the fire, her brain working slowly as she +tried to understand the significance of Miss Loder's epistle.</p> + +<p>Something in her abstraction appeared to irritate Owen; for he came a +step forward and spoke rather brusquely.</p> + +<p>"Well? You've read it? What have you to say about it?"</p> + +<p>"To say? Nothing." She lifted her eyes to his, and let them drop again, +wearily, to the letter on her knee.</p> + +<p>"Oh, come, Toni, that's nonsense." Conscious of the irritation in his +tone Owen paused, then spoke more gently. "Miss Loder is not the sort of +person to imagine slights—she has been out in the world too long for +that. But evidently she has clearly seen your antipathetic attitude +towards her, and feels that in the circumstances she cannot remain."</p> + +<p>"I have never slighted Miss Loder." Toni, frightened, sounded defiant.</p> + +<p>"Not exactly. But you have shown <i>me</i> very plainly that you resented her +presence; and I suppose you have not been very careful to hide +your—well, prejudice—from the girl herself."</p> + +<p>"She has no right to say such things," said Toni, a warm flush creeping +up beneath her ivory pallor. "I have never been rude to her, as you seem +to think. I have always hated her, I admit—always, from the first time +I saw her; but——"</p> + +<p>"Ah, you acknowledge that." Owen pounced on the admission. "But why, +Toni? Why should you hate the girl?"</p> + +<p>"Why? I don't know," said Toni recklessly. "Simply because I do, I +suppose—because if I knew her for a hundred years I should never do +anything but hate her."</p> + +<p>"And so, through your senseless jealousy, I'm to lose the best secretary +I've ever had." Owen's tone was cold. "Really, Toni, I think you've gone +a little too far this time. Quite apart from the fact that you must have +behaved in a very childish and unladylike fashion to make the girl so +uncomfortable, you have also done me an injury. If you didn't care for +my work for its own sake—and I know neither the <i>Bridge</i> nor my book +has ever appealed to you—still I think you might have sacrificed your +personal feelings just a little and considered my position in the +matter."</p> + +<p>From her lowly seat on the fender, Toni looked up at him with a strange +expression in her eyes. In truth, at that moment Toni's soul was a +battlefield of conflicting emotions. Anger, defiance, resentment at what +she considered her husband's injustice, were mingled with a great dread +of Owen's displeasure; and a wild, miserable despair at the thought of +his conception of her as indifferent to his aims and ideals. At one and +the same moment she longed to hurl defiance into his face, and to cast +herself, weeping, into his arms. But she did neither, only looked up at +him with that inscrutable expression in her eyes, waiting for him to +speak.</p> + +<p>"Now I suppose I shall have to look out for another secretary." Owen was +annoyed and showed it. "Thank Heaven, the proofs are about finished, but +this knocks the play on the head. I suppose I'll find someone else to +help me, but the whole thing is very absurd and annoying."</p> + +<p>Suddenly Toni's self-control, already shaken by the meeting with Dowson, +deserted her completely.</p> + +<p>She rose from her seat like a small whirlwind and confronted Owen with +scarlet cheeks and blazing eyes.</p> + +<p>"Wait a moment, Owen. Don't say any more, please. Remember there is my +side of the question to be considered." She faced him bravely. "You knew +from the start that I was not literary or learned—I told you before we +were married that I wasn't half clever enough for you, and you said it +didn't matter. Then, when I'd tried to help you and failed, you got Miss +Loder here in my place. You knew I disliked her, but you didn't know +what cause I had for my dislike."</p> + +<p>Owen, silenced by her vehemence, stared at her speechlessly, and she +went on hurriedly.</p> + +<p>"From the first she despised me. She saw I wasn't well-educated, that I +wasn't even in her class. Oh, I know she is connected with all sorts of +people, but she ought not to have let me see so plainly that she looked +down on me as a nobody. She never lost a chance of humiliating me. Why, +at lunch over and over again I've sat silent while you and she talked. +If I ventured to speak, she listened, quite politely, till I had +finished, and then went on talking as though I'd not spoken. For days +and days I hardly saw you. You were shut up there with her, and I was +all alone. I was no one to you, she was everyone. I was your wife, but +she was your companion. Everyone noticed how I was left alone; they all +knew you ignored me—I was miserable, but you never saw——"</p> + +<p>"You—miserable, Toni?" Owen spoke abruptly.</p> + +<p>"How could I be anything else? You treated me always as a child—an +unreasonable, ignorant child——"</p> + +<p>"Well?" Owen interrupted her, but his tone was one meant to conciliate, +for suddenly he thought he saw a way to end this deplorable scene. "And +aren't you a child? A pretty, engaging child, I grant you—but +still——"</p> + +<p>"No." It was her turn to interrupt, and white to the lips she faced him. +"I am not a child any longer—I was until a short time ago, but you have +changed me into a woman——"</p> + +<p>"Come, Toni." Deceived by her quiet tone Owen laid his hand on her arm. +"Don't grow up too quickly. Let me have my little child-wife a bit +longer yet——"</p> + +<p>She shook his hand off with a violence for which he was not prepared, +and he spoke angrily, his softer impulses dying away.</p> + +<p>"Hang it all, Toni, you needn't repulse me as if I were a snake. You +<i>are</i> a child, after all, and a jolly bad-tempered one at that!" It was +the first time he had ever used such a tone, and the girl's anger flared +up in reply.</p> + +<p>"A child—of course—you think so, you always will—you and your +precious secretary!" As she spoke Toni snatched up a packet of +neatly-folded proofs from the table behind her. "This is her work, I +suppose. Oh, how I <i>hate</i> her—and you—and the book! I'd like to +destroy it all—to burn it up—like that!"</p> + +<p>With a passionate gesture she turned round and flung the bundle of +papers into the very heart of the fire blazing on the hearth behind her.</p> + +<p>"There!" She faced him again, her breast heaving, her eyes flashing +stormily. "I'd burn it all—if I could. You like your book better than +me—but I've burnt so much of it, anyway."</p> + +<p>Owen had started forward as she spoke, but it was useless to attempt to +save the burning sheets, and he fell back from the hearth with an +exclamation of anger.</p> + +<p>"You are a little fool, Toni." He spoke coldly. "What, good do you +expect to do by a piece of childish spite like that? Those proof sheets +were all corrected—now the duplicate set will have to be revised, and +as they are due in London to-morrow, I shall have to spend several hours +over them before I can get to bed to-night."</p> + +<p>Toni, frightened now at what she had done, stood motionless during his +speech. As he said the last words her rage melted suddenly into +contrition.</p> + +<p>"Owen—I'm—I'm sorry." She spoke haltingly. "I—I didn't mean to give +you trouble. Can I—will you let me help you—to make up for what I've +done?"</p> + +<p>He raised his eyebrows and laughed rather bitterly.</p> + +<p>"It's very kind of you, Toni, but I think I won't trouble you. Your +repentance is a little belated, isn't it? And I think I prefer to keep +my work to myself in future."</p> + +<p>The fire of her rage gave one last expiring flicker.</p> + +<p>"As usual," she said, "your work is more to you than I. I wonder you +ever married, Owen. Marriage doesn't seem to mean a great deal to you."</p> + +<p>"I sometimes wonder, myself," he said drily. "Certainly I haven't found +it a very enjoyable state of late. It seems you haven't, either. Perhaps +we were in too great a hurry after all, Toni."</p> + +<p>He did not mean the words, which were wrung from him by his exasperation +at her childish folly; but the effect on Toni was disastrous.</p> + +<p>She could not well turn paler than she was already; but a chill crept +into her veins, congealing her blood as she stood in front of the fire. +She shivered slightly; and then with an effort which made her feel +physically exhausted, she moved slowly towards the door.</p> + +<p>"Where are you going, Toni?" Owen questioned her rather coldly.</p> + +<p>She turned round; and all the youth was gone from her face.</p> + +<p>"I am going to bed," she answered quietly. "Good-night, Owen."</p> + +<p>And without waiting for a reply she opened the door and went slowly out +of the room.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXV" id="CHAPTER_XXV"></a>CHAPTER XXV</h2> + + +<p>Quite calmly and quietly Toni went about her preparations for departure.</p> + +<p>The scene in the library had turned the scale in favour of her flight. +Owen had openly avowed his opinion that their hasty marriage had been a +mistake; and now that the passion of rage and jealousy which had +possessed her had died away, Toni could see no other method of relieving +the situation than by leaving Greenriver at once.</p> + +<p>She would go away with Leonard Dowson, thereby leaving the way open for +Owen to divorce her. Her own future life occupied but the smallest +fraction of her thoughts. Somehow her power of visualizing the future +seemed to stop short with her departure from her home; and although she +had a very clear vision of Owen, relieved from the incubus of her +presence, and free to devote himself to the work which, she had +persuaded herself, meant more to him than any purely domestic happiness, +she never gave even a passing thought to her own existence when once she +had severed the ties which bound her to the old house by the river.</p> + +<p>Very early in the morning of the day following her interview with Dowson +she had posted a note to him. There was only one short sentence on the +little sheet of paper—only three words; but she know it would be +enough.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"I will come. <span class="smcap">Toni</span>."</p></div> + +<p>That was all; and yet as she wrote the little sentence, Toni had a +queer, stifling sensation as though she were indeed signing her own +death-warrant.</p> + +<p>The note would be delivered at lunch-time; and about two o'clock Toni +began to look for an answer, though she knew it was hardly likely the +young man would reply so promptly.</p> + +<p>At three o'clock she went out into the garden. Her head was throbbing +painfully, her cheeks burnt with a scarlet flush, and it was surely +quicksilver and not blood which ran so swiftly through her veins.</p> + +<p>The day was unseasonably warm, and a slight fog hung about, making the +air damp and heavy. Owen had gone to town immediately after lunch; and +Toni was inexpressibly relieved by his absence.</p> + +<p>They had barely spoken to one another to-day. Owen was suffering from +one of his worst neuralgic headaches, which at all times made him feel +disinclined for speech; and Toni said little because she had nothing to +say.</p> + +<p>At half-past three a note was delivered to her by a lad wheeling a +bicycle; and when the messenger had withdrawn, Toni opened the grey +envelope with fingers that shook. Inside she found a fairly long letter, +which had evidently been written in haste, for the writing was untidy, +and here and there a word was almost illegible.</p> + +<p>"I can hardly believe you will come, Toni." So ran the letter in which +Leonard Dowson accepted, the happiness promised to him. "It seems too +good, too exceedingly, marvellously good to be true. Yet your little +letter lies before me, and you are too kind, too sincere to deceive me. +So it is true; and the sun has risen on my grey and lonely life. Then +listen, Toni. I have made all preparations for my own departure +to-night. I have paid off my servants, the rent, and left everything in +order; and I am in possession of a sufficient sum of money in notes and +gold to enable us to live for some months in peace on the Continent. Now +comes the question of our meeting. I have ascertained that the night +boat leaves Dover about eleven; and in order to cross to Calais, on the +way to Paris, we must take the boat train from Victoria. I think it will +be safer to motor up to town rather than risk meeting any acquaintances +in the train; and a car will be waiting at the corner of Elm Lane at six +o'clock. That will give us sufficient time to catch the train, and will +be pleasanter than the other mode of travelling. With regard to your +luggage, do not trouble to bring more than a dressing-case; for it will +be my pleasure and privilege in future to provide you with all you may +desire. I have still much to do, so will bid you farewell until the +precious moment which brings you to my side."</p> + +<p>He had evidently hesitated over his signature; there were one or two +erasures; but at length he had written, his name firmly, without any +attempt at a formal leave-taking.</p> + +<p>For perhaps a minute Toni stared at the two words "Leonard Dowson"; and +a chill, as of anticipatory dread, swept over her at the sight of that +firm, clerkly handwriting.</p> + +<p>Until this moment she had looked upon Leonard's proposal as the one and +only means of setting Owen free. Once she had taken this step, had +burned her boats, her husband would surely accept his freedom with a +feeling of vast relief; and in spite of everything Toni had only one +thought—that of Owen's good.</p> + +<p>But suddenly she was afraid, with a purely human, selfish fear for +herself. To what was she condemning herself by this unlawful flight? +When once Owen had accepted her sacrifice, had set in order the +machinery of the law which should give him his release, what would +become of her? Would she be obliged to marry a man for whom she felt +only a tepid friendship, unwarmed by the smallest coal from the fire of +love? She had found life sad even when married to the man she loved; but +what would it be to her as the wife of a man to whom she was almost +completely indifferent?</p> + +<p>Quite unconsciously Toni was exaggerating Owen's attitude towards his +marriage, was accepting as his last word a few irritable sentences wrung +from him by fatigue and annoyance at having seen the corrected proofs +destroyed in a fit of childish temper on the part of his wife.</p> + +<p>Far from regretting his marriage, Owen merely regretted Toni's +unreasonableness in the matter of Miss Loder; and once that young woman +was removed from the scene, Owen had no doubt that he and his wife would +shake down again quite comfortably and forget the recent scenes between +them.</p> + +<p>But Toni, who always meant exactly what she said, and unconsciously +expected the same sincerity of speech from others, had taken Owen +literally; and although for a moment a flood of human weakness had +overtaken her as she gazed at Leonard Dowson's firm signature, she never +really faltered in her purpose.</p> + +<p>When she had read the fatal letter once more, she went back into the +house, and there she burned the document with almost mechanical +forethought.</p> + +<p>Then she went upstairs to her room and carefully packed her +dressing-bag. She did not take very much. Somehow it seemed unnecessary +to burden herself with many things; and when she had finished her +packing and had hidden the bag in her capacious wardrobe, she went +downstairs and sat by the drawing-room fire to wait until Kate saw fit +to bring tea.</p> + +<p>When, at the usual time, Kate entered, she moved across the room to +light the lamps; but Toni sent her away with this part of her duty +undone. To-night Toni wished to sit in the firelight. The fog had +thickened in the last hour, and now it pressed against the windows like +a chill, ghostly presence, hiding the garden, the river, the trees in +thick and clammy folds. Looking across the room from her seat by the +fire Toni shivered; and it seemed unkind of Fate to ordain that her last +memories of Greenriver should be shrouded in the cold and creeping mist.</p> + +<p>She turned back to the fire with a shiver; and sat gazing into the +leaping flames, while her tea grew cold and the hands of the clock crept +inexorably onwards.</p> + +<p>At half-past five she must leave the house. True, the meeting-place was +distant barely a quarter of a mile, but Owen might return early, and she +had no desire to run the risk of meeting him.</p> + +<p>A short cut over the fields would both shorten the way and minimize the +danger of running into her husband; and Toni looked up, startled, when +the silver clock on the mantelpiece chimed the hour of five.</p> + +<p>Only thirty minutes, and her life at Greenriver would come to an end. +Never again would she roam through the beautiful old house, never sit in +this charming, panelled room, with its ghostly yet alluring fragrance as +of bygone lavender and roses. Never again would she wander in the +garden, revelling in the beauties of colour and scent and form which +made so lovely a picture in the glorious setting of turf and river. +Never again would she stroll beneath the tall trees in the summer dusk, +while the owls hooted eerily and the nightingale murmured luscious +love-songs to the dreaming roses. The river would know her no more; +never again would her feet tread the towing-path where in the early +morning she had been used to saunter, with her faithful Jock by her +side——</p> + +<p>Ah! At the thought of Jock, Toni uttered a little cry. She had forgotten +him until this moment—his dear canine image blurred by a mist of +thoughts and tears; but now she remembered him only too well; and her +heart was pierced by the thought of his fidelity—to be, alas, so poorly +rewarded. Owen would be good to him, of course. He would be well fed and +kindly treated, since everyone in the house had a soft corner for the +jolly, riotous, affectionate Airedale; but he would miss his own loving +mistress; and Toni could not bear to think of the wistful expression his +honest brown eyes would wear when he found that she had apparently +deserted him.</p> + +<p>At that moment, almost as though her thought had called him to her, she +heard him at the door. He did not scratch the panel, after the manner of +many of his kind, but stood upright and rattled the handle with his +nose; and Toni ran to open the door, feeling a positive criminal beneath +the warmth and confidence of his greeting.</p> + +<p>She took him to the fireplace and snuggled down with him on the thick +fur rug on the hearth. She gave him his saucerful of tea, and fed him +recklessly with macaroons; but Jock was uneasy beneath her +ministrations.</p> + +<p>There is no friend so quick to grasp a tense situation as a dog. +Although Toni spoke in almost her usual voice, and fondled him with more +than her usual affection, Jock knew quite well that there was something +wrong.</p> + +<p>Leaving the last macaroon untouched, he came and stood close by her +side, looking up into her face with a puzzled, wistful expression, and +presently he stood up on his hind legs and licked her face solemnly with +his warm red tongue.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Jock, you naughty boy," said Toni, between crying and laughter. +"You know you're not allowed to kiss me! But—oh, Jock, darling, how I +shall miss you!"</p> + +<p>Two great tears fell on the dog's head; and others followed. In a minute +Toni was weeping her heart out; and the dog, rendered still more uneasy +by this behaviour, lifted up his voice in a melancholy whine.</p> + +<p>Suddenly Toni dashed away her tears and started to her feet with a +suddenness which almost upset Jock.</p> + +<p>"Jock, it's no use going on like this. We're a couple of idiots—at +least, I'm one, and you're a darling old stupid. But it's time to go, +Jock. To <i>go</i>. Do you hear? I'm leaving Greenriver, Jock, leaving my +home, my husband, everything I have in the world. I'm going away, Jock, +going with a man I hardly know. I shall be called wicked, and I suppose +I am; but I can't help it. I've got to go—but oh, Jock, how much easier +it would be to die!"</p> + +<p>She took a last look round the beautiful room, which like most rooms +looked its best in the rosy firelight; and then she went slowly out, +Jock pressing closely to her side.</p> + +<p>Up the broad stairs she went. In the gallery the Ten Little Ladies +burned bravely; and as she walked between them Toni could not see their +tiny flames for the tears which blurred her sight.</p> + +<p>Very slowly she entered her room, Jock pressing beside her all the time. +It did not take long to don her thick fur coat and soft little hat. She +remembered a veil, but at first forgot her gloves; and at the last +moment she had to go back for the dressing-bag and for her purse, +wherein reposed ten pounds given her by Owen some weeks earlier.</p> + +<p>At last she was ready; and bag in hand she opened the door leading into +the gallery and stood looking round her for one long, last moment.</p> + +<p>Jock, puzzled, stood beside her, gazing anxiously into her face; but she +did not notice him; and when at length she moved slowly away Jock fell +back a pace and stole behind her down the long gallery.</p> + +<p>The old house was very still. From the shut-off regions behind the green +baize door came, now and then, the murmur of voices; but for the most +part Greenriver lay hushed in lamp-lit, flower-scented silence.</p> + +<p>Never had the big hall looked so attractive as now, in the mellow light +of the wood fire on the capacious hearth. On the oval oak table a big +jar of chrysanthemums stood out, white and copper and mauve, against the +panelled wall; and a sombre corner was lightened by the pink and cream +blossoms of a tall azalea sent in that morning by an attentive gardener.</p> + +<p>Over everything lay the sense of a great peace and tranquillity. The oak +settee with its big, bright cushions, the tapestries hung on the dark +walls, the flowers, the books strewn here and there, the big tiger-skin +hearthrug, the enormous basket-chairs covered, too, with skins of tiger +and leopard—never had the hall looked so alluring, so safe, so inviting +to its mistress as on this foggy autumn night when she was about to +leave its shelter.</p> + +<p>With a long shudder Toni descended the last step of the great staircase, +and drifted slowly across the hall in the direction of the front door. +Jock, following, pressed a little too closely against her, and turning, +Toni saw, the faithful little friend whom she was about to leave gazing +at her with a human appeal in his honest face.</p> + +<p>"Take me! Let me go with you where you go! Why go out into the dim cold +night alone, when you can have beside you one to protect you and give +you love?"</p> + +<p>She could almost fancy he said the words; and two great tears fell +swiftly as she bent and patted him with her free hand.</p> + +<p>"No, Jock darling, I can't take you." She sobbed as she spoke. "I must +leave you behind—with all the other things I love."</p> + +<p>Jock, understanding the finality of her tone, whined uneasily, and +wagging his tail besought her to reconsider her decision. But Toni could +bear no more. With a quick, passionate movement she opened the big door +hurriedly, and, heedless of his whining, passed through blindly into the +night, pulling the door to after her with the miserable, hopeless +feelings of a traitor in her heart.</p> + +<p>Pausing for an instant she heard Jock sniffing interrogatively beneath +the door; and knew he was hoping desperately that it would open to give +him freedom; but with the tears running down her face she went slowly +down the steps and was swallowed up by the cold, wet fog which lurked, +ghost-like, round the house.</p> + +<p>Leonard Dowson was waiting for her, impatiently, feverishly, by the car; +but one glance at her warned him that this was no time for lover-like +protestations.</p> + +<p>He helped her in, covering her with the big fur rug he had had the +forethought to bring; and then, with a delicacy which could only have +been taught him by love, he left her alone in the interior of the car +and mounted the seat beside the chauffeur.</p> + +<p>Even now he could hardly believe his good-fortune. With all his +education, his later Socialistic tendencies, his conviction that one man +was as good, primarily, as another, and that only brains and application +counted in the race of life, he could never bring himself to look on +Toni as an ordinary human being, inferior to him by reason of her sex, +her less scientific brain, her lack of the power, mental and physical, +which was, to him, the prerogative of manhood.</p> + +<p>Other women he might judge contemptuously or admiringly, as the case +might be. But he could never consider Toni as a woman like those +others—possibly because to him she was not <i>a</i> woman, but—mystical +distinction!—<i>the</i> woman. In a vague, unreasoning way he recognized +Toni's limitations. She was not clever, not even what he called +well-educated. She would never fill any important position in the world, +would never shine in any public capacity, would never seek to usurp +man's prerogatives, and would be content to live quietly in some little +corner of the world without longing to dash into the battlefield of +human desires and human conflicts, as other women were doing every day.</p> + +<p>But through it all Toni was the one woman he loved, the woman who +represented to him all that was loveliest and best of her sex; and this +narrow-chested, narrow-minded and quite unattractive young dentist had +this much of greatness in his soul, that he could love a woman +completely.</p> + +<p>The car was running smoothly through the streets of a little town when +there was a loud report, which even Toni, roused from her half-dazed +stupor, recognized as the bursting of a tyre; and the next instant +Leonard appeared at the door of the car, concern and apprehension in his +face.</p> + +<p>"I am so sorry—one of the front tyres has burst, and the man will have +to repair it as well as he can in the fog."</p> + +<p>"Where are we?" asked Toni idly, seeing beyond the figure of Dowson a +few blurred lights as of houses or shops.</p> + +<p>"Luckily we are at Stratton," said Leonard more cheerfully. "Right in +front of some sort of an hotel, too. Won't you come in a moment and get +warm? It's too foggy and damp for you to wait out here."</p> + +<p>Without speaking Toni threw aside the rug and stepped out of the car. +The raw, chilly air pierced her to the bone, even through the thick fur +of her coat; and she shivered as she stood there, looking pathetically +young and slight to the eyes of the man beside her.</p> + +<p>"Come into the 'Red Lion,' or whatever they call it." He put a hand, +rather timidly, on her sleeve, and Toni allowed him to lead her towards +the entrance of the hotel, whose lamps shone bravely through the fog, +making blurred splashes of yellow light in the murky grey gloom.</p> + +<p>Opening the door, Leonard led her into the cheery entrance hall; and the +next minute a stout, motherly-looking woman bustled out of a small +side-office, and asked what might be the visitors' pleasure.</p> + +<p>Leonard explained that a slight accident to their car would delay them a +few moments; and since the night was so inclement, he had persuaded the +lady to come inside, in search of fire and lights.</p> + +<p>The stout landlady grasped the situation immediately, and led the way up +a short flight of stairs to a sitting-room on the first floor, where a +bright fire burned, and thick red curtains, closely drawn, successfully +excluded the clammy fog, and created an atmosphere of well-being and +good cheer.</p> + +<p>"Wouldn't the lady like a cup of tea or coffee, sir?" The woman had +noted Toni's pallor. "It can be ready in a moment—and a sandwich or two +as well?"</p> + +<p>After consulting his watch and calculating they had time to spare, +Leonard ordered coffee and sandwiches at once; and the woman withdrew in +a smiling haste which seemed to betoken the desire to lose no time.</p> + +<p>Toni had sunk into a chair by the fire, and was leaning forward holding +her hands to the blaze. In her face was so patent a misery that for a +moment Dowson's heart failed him and he stood staring at her with a +sudden horrible conviction that in luring her from her home and husband +he was doing a wicked and heartless action. In that illuminating moment +he could almost have found the strength to give her up, to undo, as far +as he might, this thing which he had done. And then common sense came to +his aid. It was not the experiences of this night which had thinned the +rounded curve of the girl's cheek, had brought the hopeless droop to the +soft lips, the despair to the once-laughing eyes. It was rather the +happenings of the months preceding this night, the months of her married +life; and once again love and desire swept away scruples; and Leonard +was ready to fight the whole world for possession of the woman he loved.</p> + +<p>But somehow he could not stay in the room with that pathetic, appealing +little figure. He racked his brains for an excuse to leave her for a +moment or two; and suddenly the idea he sought came to him in a flash.</p> + +<p>He had omitted to wire to Paris for rooms in the quiet little hotel he +had selected for their stay; and although it was not a matter of vital +necessity to do so, it would perhaps be just as well to make sure of +them, so that there need be no troublesome delay on arrival. There was a +post-office a hundred yards away, and he would only be gone for a few +moments. He did not venture to approach Toni, but speaking from the door +explained that he had forgotten to engage rooms in Paris, and if she +would excuse him for a minute or two he would rectify the omission. She +agreed gently, giving him a tired little smile; and he wasted no time in +departing on his errand.</p> + +<p>When the door had closed behind him, Toni came to herself with a long, +slow shiver. Somehow until this moment she had not really understood all +that her flight implied. She had been so intent upon Owen's welfare, +that save for a few moments in the garden at Greenriver her own had been +forgotten; and although she had accepted Leonard Dowson's proposal with +an almost startling readiness, she had done so in the manner of one who, +drowning, clutches at a straw.</p> + +<p>She had known, of course, that there would be a price to pay; but she +had not realized until this second how great that price would be. +Somehow the very nature of Leonard's errand had brought the whole +position home to her with almost overwhelming force; and suddenly Toni +knew that she could not go on with the adventure she had undertaken so +rashly.</p> + +<p>She could not—<i>could</i> not—go to Paris with this man, who for all his +devotion was a stranger to her. She could leave Owen, though it seemed +like tearing her heart out of her breast to go. But she could not go +away with another man.</p> + +<p>Gone all at once was the glamour of her sacrifice. Although she knew +that by carrying out her scheme to the bitter end she might set Owen +free, it seemed to her at this moment that such freedom, so basely won, +could never bring her husband the happiness she craved for him.</p> + +<p>For the first time, too, the thought of self would not be banished. She +saw the whole foolish, irrational, Quixotic scheme in its true light; +and flesh and blood shrank from a surrender which had no faintest touch +of love—or even passion—to dignify sordidness.</p> + +<p>No. She could leave her husband—and in a sudden blinding flash of +insight she knew she could not—now—go back to Greenriver; but she +could not proceed farther on this shameful way.</p> + +<p>To go to the hotel in Paris with this other man, to travel with him in +the enforced intimacy of their dual solitude, to pass, for all she knew, +as his wife when in reality she was the wife of the one man for whom the +great mystic trinity of body, soul and spirit passionately craved—oh, +no. She could not go on—and with the certainty came the need for haste.</p> + +<p>Suddenly the only thing which seemed to matter in all the world was that +she must be gone before Leonard Dowson returned. If once he came back +and heard her decision, there would be scenes, reproaches, persuasions, +a hundred emotions let loose; and Toni was guiltily conscious, through +all her new-born resolution, that she was treating this man who loved +her unfairly.</p> + +<p>He had been gone five minutes—he might return at any second. Tip-toeing +across to the window, Toni parted the red curtains and lifted a lath of +the old-fashioned Venetian blind to peer through into the fog.</p> + +<p>She could not see much. Outside the hotel she could just distinguish the +blurred shape of the car, the lamps flaring yellowly in the mist; but +the shops and houses opposite were blotted out by the curtain of fog; +and she knew she risked running into the man from whom she longed, +desperately, to escape.</p> + +<p>Where she would go did not matter now. Plans must be made +afterwards—now she had but one desire, to flee into the fog and be lost +to sight.</p> + +<p>She was actually moving towards the door when a thought struck her. +Tearing a bit of paper from the fly-leaf of a book on the table, she +took from the deep pocket of her coat a little pencil, and scribbled a +message—as short, almost, as that which had announced to Leonard her +previous decision.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"I can't go on with you. I am going. <span class="smcap">Toni</span>."</p></div> + +<p>She had no time for more. Every second was precious; and even now she +doubted whether she were in time to make her escape.</p> + +<p>She opened the door and listened. Nothing was heard but the mutter of +voices in the bar downstairs; and there was no one in sight. A moment +she stood, her heart in her throat, driven nearly distracted between +impatience and terror. Then she turned back into the room, snatched up +her gloves and purse from the table and ran down the broad stairs and +across the square hall with frenzied haste.</p> + +<p>A sound of footsteps in a passage close at hand made her start +nervously. Without delaying a second she opened the great door, letting +in a rush of cold, raw air, and, not venturing to look round, lest even +now she should be intercepted in her flight, she slipped through the +aperture and fled into the night.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVI" id="CHAPTER_XXVI"></a>CHAPTER XXVI</h2> + + +<p>At nine o'clock that same evening Jim Herrick, alone in his shabby yet +delightful little sitting-room, was roused from his contemplation of an +etching he had picked up in town that day by a deep-throated bark from +Olga. She had been lying in the hall; and doubtless her sharp ears had +heard some approaching footstep which to his duller human hearing was +inaudible.</p> + +<p>Eva was upstairs, trying on some finery she had purchased in London; and +after waiting a moment Herrick went into the hall to investigate.</p> + +<p>Someone was knocking now on the door, thereby rousing Olga's wrath; and +Herrick held her firmly by the collar as he went to answer the summons.</p> + +<p>On the doorstep, an indistinct figure in the fog, stood a young man, and +on seeing Herrick he began at once to unfold his errand.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Herrick, beg pardon, sir; master's sent me over to ask if Mrs. Rose +is here."</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Rose? Are you from Greenriver?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir. I'm Andrews, sir, and we're all a bit anxious about the +mistress. She wasn't at home for dinner, and no one saw her go out."</p> + +<p>"Comes inside a minute." The man obeying, Herrick closed the door and, +still holding Olga's collar, led the way to the sitting-room.</p> + +<p>"Now, tell me, as shortly as possible, why you thought Mrs. Rose might +be here?"</p> + +<p>"It was Kate's idea, sir—the parlourmaid. When Mrs. Ross didn't come +down to dinner she thought as perhaps she'd come over here. I thought it +weren't likely on account of the fog, but we couldn't think of anywhere +else for Mrs. Rose to be."</p> + +<p>"Your master is at home?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir, got in about seven. He was shut up in his room—the +lib'ry—till nearly dinner-time, and then he waited and waited for the +mistress to come down—and when she didn't come he got fidgety and sent +Kate upstairs."</p> + +<p>"And Kate found no one?"</p> + +<p>"No, sir. Only the dog—Jock—lying curled up in the very middle of the +bed—a thing he's never been known to do before, sir."</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Rose has not been here," said Herrick. "But just wait a moment. I +will ask my wife if she expected Mrs. Rose."</p> + +<p>He went out of the room, and found Eva coming down the short flight of +stairs from the upper floor.</p> + +<p>"What's the matter, Jim? Who is the man in there?"</p> + +<p>"It is the man-servant from Greenriver asking if Mrs. Rose has been +here. You did not expect her, did you, Eva?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no." She spoke calmly. "We were to meet to-morrow morning, but we +had no appointment for to-night."</p> + +<p>"I see. Odd where she can have got to." Herrick frowned thoughtfully. +"You can't give me any clue to her movements, Eva? You don't remember +hearing her say anything about to-night?"</p> + +<p>"I haven't the slightest idea," said Eva, with apparent sincerity, and +Herrick turned away without asking any other question.</p> + +<p>Re-entering the room he quietly told the waiting Andrews that nothing +had been seen of Mrs. Rose, nor had she been expected on that particular +evening; and the young man thanked him dejectedly and moved to the door.</p> + +<p>"It's a wretched night," said Herrick. "Won't you have a glass of +something before you go?"</p> + +<p>Andrews thanked him, but declined; and seeing he was anxious to be gone, +Herrick did not press him, but let him depart without more ado.</p> + +<p>He turned again into the sitting-room, meditating on this extraordinary +disappearance; and a minute later his wife joined him, eager to hear the +reason of Andrews' quest.</p> + +<p>She came into the room wearing a satin kimono she had bought that day, +her curly golden hair bound with a broad pink ribbon, her small, narrow +foot thrust into satin slippers of the same hue.</p> + +<p>At first sight it might have been a schoolgirl who stood there in the +doorway. A second glance would have shown, to an acute observer, faint +lines on brow and cheek, an indefinable hardness and sharpness of +outline which destroyed the semblance of youth; and in its place gave an +air of cynical maturity, which, reckoning by actual length of years, was +as deceptive as the former illusion.</p> + +<p>"Well?" She came further into the room and spoke interrogatively.</p> + +<p>"Well?" Herrick turned to face her. "Mrs. Rose's disappearance is rather +remarkable, don't you think?"</p> + +<p>"Very." For the life of him Herrick could not fathom her tone. "But +since Toni is a free agent and not a slave, I expect she's gone out on +business of her own."</p> + +<p>"Queer time for business—nine o'clock on a foggy night," Herrick +reminded her quietly.</p> + +<p>"Well, I daresay she got fed up with the house—and the weather—and +went off to London for a spree." Eva laughed rather hardly. "A theatre +would be a blessed relief after the dulness of this place."</p> + +<p>"She would not be likely to go alone."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I daresay she would pick up some man to go with."</p> + +<p>"Don't speak like that, Eva, please. Mrs. Rose is not the sort of girl +to 'pick up' anybody."</p> + +<p>"Oh, isn't she?" Eva laughed again. "Your precious Toni isn't a saint, +you know. Because her husband is a fool and neglects her, that doesn't +say Toni is too meek and mild to have friends of her own."</p> + +<p>Herrick turned to her angrily.</p> + +<p>"Look here, Eva, I won't have you insinuating such things. Mrs. Rose may +not be a saint—I never met one, by the way—but she is a thoroughly +straight girl; and any friends she might make would be lucky fellows, I +can tell you."</p> + +<p>Eva smiled rather scornfully.</p> + +<p>"Even you are taken in by her big eyes and her quiet ways. Well, you'll +all of you get a surprise one of these days, when you find that Toni is +as wide-awake as anybody else, and knows a thing or two you don't +suspect her of."</p> + +<p>"Eva, you are talking nonsense, and you know it." Herrick was seriously +annoyed. "I imagined—foolishly—that you were a friend of Toni Rose; +and it never entered my head you would say spiteful things of this sort +about her."</p> + +<p>He broke off.</p> + +<p>"Unless——" He hesitated, his eyes full of a vague trouble.</p> + +<p>"Well? Unless—what?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, but that's absurd." He pulled himself together and spoke +decisively. "I was going to say, unless you had some reason for speaking +so; unless you knew something we don't know—and of course you don't."</p> + +<p>"Of course not." This time the mockery in her tone was perceptible; and +Herrick questioned her hastily.</p> + +<p>"Eva, what do you mean? Do you know anything which would throw a light +on Mrs. Rose's disappearance?"</p> + +<p>But Eva had turned sulky and would say nothing more. After one or two +vain attempts to induce her to speak, therefore, Herrick abandoned the +idea; and Eva withdrew with a malicious little smile on her lips which +rendered her husband still more uneasy.</p> + +<p>He wandered restlessly about his small domain, puzzling his head as to +what could have happened to Toni. He had not seen her often of late. +Indeed, he had fancied once or twice that she was avoiding him; and he +was sorry, for the girl had made an instant claim upon his sympathies, +and he had often meditated over her chances of turning her marriage into +a success.</p> + +<p>Somehow he had a presentiment of evil. Something seemed to tell him that +Toni's flight was premeditated, that she had fled from her home +secretly, with the intention of leaving her husband for ever; and +although he told himself that the idea was monstrous, grotesque, he +could not shake it off.</p> + +<p>Doubtless there were a dozen explanations. Perhaps she had gone for a +little stroll, and had lost her way in the fog. She might have dropped +in at some house in the neighbourhood, and, talking, let the hours slip +by. Ten chances to one, she was even now safe at home; and it was absurd +to worry about her. And yet——</p> + +<p>And yet there <i>were</i> other possibilities. In the fog it would be easy +indeed to miss one's road—with tragic results. One false step off the +towing-path, for instance, and the river, dark and silent, would flow on +its way, carrying with it a burden hardly more animated, yet a hundred +times more precious, than the sticks and leaves which floated down with +the current....</p> + +<p>Suddenly Herrick sprang up, unable to bear this haunted solitude any +longer. He felt as though he must go forth to make inquiries for +himself, to ascertain whether Toni had returned or no, whether all +possible measures had been taken for her safety.</p> + +<p>Surely the people at Greenriver would not take his visit amiss? Seeing +that his wife and Mrs. Rose were known to be friends, it was only +natural that Mrs. Herrick should be anxious; and in any case he could +bear this inaction no longer.</p> + +<p>Going into the hall he selected an overcoat and cap, and then, going to +the foot of the stairs, called out to his wife.</p> + +<p>"Well?" She came to the head of the stairs, and stood looking at him +over the banisters. She had a lighted candle in her hand; and somehow +the wavering flame seemed to cast a sinister shadow over her face.</p> + +<p>"I am going to Greenriver, Eva, to see if Mrs. Rose has returned."</p> + +<p>"Oh." For a moment she hesitated, opened her mouth as though about to +speak and then yawned instead. "Very well. Don't be long. My head aches +and I want to get to sleep."</p> + +<p>"I will be as quick as possible," he said. "I am sorry your head aches. +Try to get to sleep before I return."</p> + +<p>He turned away, leaving her staring after him; and her grey eyes were +full of a cruel maliciousness. Eva guessed pretty well how the land lay. +Although she had not expected Toni to give in to the young dentist's +entreaties so soon, she never doubted that the girl had gone away with +him; and she laughed as she remembered how quietly the whole affair had +been conducted.</p> + +<p>Except on the occasion of Dowson's loan of magazines, Eva did not +believe his name had ever been mentioned between the Roses; and +certainly it would never enter Owen's head that his wife would go off, +leave him, and leave all the glories of Greenriver, to share the lot of +the inferior and unattractive Mr. Dowson.</p> + +<p>Eva had not the slightest feeling of compassion for the unhappy young +wife driven to this step, partly by her own childish folly, but partly, +also, by the evil counsel of the woman she called her friend. Eva know +very well, had known all along, that there could be no happiness for +Toni in such a step; and she fully believed that the girl would come to +hate and fear the life in front of her. But Eva never for one moment +experienced a thrill of pity for the misguided Toni. Rather the thought +of the certain misery which faced her filled Eva's perverted mind with a +wretched triumph; and her only strong emotion at this juncture was a +passionate hope that Owen would not learn the truth in time to save his +wife from the worst consequence of her ill-considered action.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>Meanwhile all was confusion at Greenriver. At first Owen had been merely +a little perplexed, not uneasy, at Toni's absence from the dinner-table; +but when it became apparent that she was nowhere in the house he grew +alarmed.</p> + +<p>Calling Andrews and Fletcher to him, he bade them get lanterns and +institute a thorough search in the grounds; and the three of them +searched thoroughly—as thoroughly, at least, as was possible in the +clammy fog.</p> + +<p>Up and down they went, lanterns swinging, in and out of trees and +shrubs; and into the various summer-houses and garden sheds; but there +was no sign of Toni.</p> + +<p>Back into the house—where once again Owen summoned the servants to a +conference—and once again was forced to consider himself baffled.</p> + +<p>Kate had seen her mistress last when she carried in the tea. Asked if +Mrs. Rose had said anything about going out, she answered in the +negative; and neither cook nor Maggie had sat eyes upon her since lunch.</p> + +<p>Andrews had been out that afternoon, and knew nothing; and Mrs. Blades, +when interrogated, merely sniffed and said Mrs. Rose did not often +honour the housekeeper's room with her presence.</p> + +<p>It was at this juncture that Andrews was despatched to Herrick's +bungalow; and in his absence Owen rang up on the telephone all the +people who seemed in the least likely to have seen his wife, but without +result.</p> + +<p>A little later he rang up other places—the station, the police station, +even the little Cottage Hospital; but no one had heard or seen anything +of Mrs. Rose; and Owen was forced to wait for Andrews' return.</p> + +<p>When the man came, bearing no tidings, Owen understood that the matter +was serious. Toni had gone, left her home in the dusk, departed no one +knew whither. The whole thing was so unexpected, so incredible, that it +was small wonder Owen was completely at sea.</p> + +<p>Suddenly a welcome thought flashed into his head. It was possible Toni +had gone to town on the spur of the moment to visit her relations in +Brixton; and the next minute Owen was turning over the leaves of the +telephone directory hurriedly in an endeavour to find the number of the +house in Winter Gardens. Luckily the house boasted a telephone, +installed for the convenience of one of the boys who was connected with +an insurance agency which had its headquarters there; and in a very +short space of time Owen was asking the worthy Mrs. Gibbs over the wire +for news of the missing Toni. But disappointment awaited him. Nothing +had been heard of Toni for three weeks; and she had most certainly not +visited them that day. Mrs. Gibbs, at the other end of the wire, sounded +apprehensive, but Owen had no time to consider her feelings, and rang +off abruptly when he found she had nothing to tell him.</p> + +<p>Just as he was turning away from the instrument the door bell rang +quietly; and with a quick movement Owen crossed the hall and threw the +door widely open.</p> + +<p>It was not Toni who stood there, however; and seeing the blank look on +Owen's face, Herrick hurried to explain his errand as one merely of +inquiry.</p> + +<p>"Come in," said Owen mechanically, drawing his visitor inside the house. +"It's awfully decent of you, Herrick. You have heard of my +wife's—disappearance?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. I suppose you have no idea what can have taken her away?"</p> + +<p>"Not the slightest. The maids say—now—that her thick motor coat and +cap are gone, and her purse—with a few pounds in, I don't know how +much—is missing from her drawer. But where she has gone is a complete +mystery."</p> + +<p>"She gave you no hint of her departure?"</p> + +<p>"Not the faintest." Owen became suddenly aware that his visitor's coat +was damp with the wetting mist; and his hospitable instincts awoke. "I +say, come into the library and have a drink. You're pretty well soaked."</p> + +<p>He led the way to the library, regardless of Herrick's disclaimers; and +the other man thought it best to follow him, first asking permission to +bring Olga inside the house—a permission readily granted. Once inside +the warm, tranquil room, Owen insisted upon Herrick shedding his coat +and accepting a whisky and soda; but though he pressed Herrick to sit +down and even took a cigarette himself, it was evident that Owen was all +on thorns with anxiety and apprehension.</p> + +<p>"You haven't heard your wife say she wanted a change? You know women are +restless beings."</p> + +<p>"Not Toni. She was always happy here. I'd promised to take her to +Switzerland for Christmas, and that pleased her; but she was never keen +about going away."</p> + +<p>"I see. She was happy here. Well"—his gaze wandered dreamily round the +lamp-lit room, with its mullioned windows and well-filled shelves—"I +don't wonder at that. Anyone might be happy in such a home as this."</p> + +<p>"Yes, she always loved Greenriver." Unconsciously both men used the past +tense. "Ever since I brought her here as my wife she loved the old +house."</p> + +<p>"She was happy, you say?" Herrick felt a sudden desire to probe beneath +the surface. "You never—forgive me—you never found her +depressed—or—or unsettled—in low spirits?"</p> + +<p>"No. She was sometimes a little—well, what shall we call it?—not +bad-tempered, but well, a trifle jumpy; but she seemed to be in good +spirits as a rule."</p> + +<p>"You never—I suppose"—he laughed, trying to make the question sound +casual—"you never had any disagreements—any little fallings-out? Oh, +don't think me impertinent—I was only wondering whether perhaps Mrs. +Rose had taken offence at some little thing—and had gone off for a +short visit somewhere to—well, to punish you."</p> + +<p>He had half expected Owen to resent the implication; but Owen took it +quietly.</p> + +<p>"We never exactly quarrelled," he said. "At least, that isn't quite +true. We did disagree, more than once, on one particular subject; and +last night we certainly had a few words. We both lost our tempers—I +confess I lost mine—and I said one or two things I'd have given the +world to recall afterwards."</p> + +<p>"I see." Herrick spoke gravely. "Well, no doubt Mrs. Rose knows you did +not mean anything unkind——"</p> + +<p>"I hope so. By God, I hope so." Owen's voice was hoarse. "If I thought +Toni had taken my words seriously I—why, I said things I didn't mean in +the very least, and I never for one instant dreamed she would take them +as spoken in earnest."</p> + +<p>"I see." Herrick repeated the words. "You will pardon me for saying that +Mrs. Rose always struck me as being more sensitive than the majority of +women."</p> + +<p>"Did she?" Owen stared at him, struck suddenly by the significance of +his manner. "By Jove, Herrick, I never suspected my wife of any undue +sensitiveness. She always seemed to me too young, too immature and +undeveloped to take things much to heart. Her youth was one of the +greatest charms about her to me. It never struck me she was a woman, +capable of a woman's sufferings——"</p> + +<p>He broke off suddenly.</p> + +<p>"Stay, though. Once I thought—she looked at me and I thought her +eyes looked different—not like the eyes of a child. I wondered +then ... but ... oh, no, she couldn't think I meant the things I said. +Once or twice I have felt exasperated at what I thought was her +childishness, her ignorance of the world, and I've said things now and +again, unkind things, even cruel things sometimes ... but I've been +secure all the time in the thought that she didn't understand...."</p> + +<p>"You wouldn't have hurt her—wilfully?"</p> + +<p>"Hurt her?" Owen stared at him. "Good God, man, what do you take me for? +A man doesn't wilfully hurt his wife—the woman he loves. And to hurt +Toni would be like hurting a child."</p> + +<p>"Mr. Rose"—Herrick took a resolution to speak plainly—"are you sure +you did not treat your wife rather too much as a child? Are you sure you +didn't deny her the right of a woman, the right to share your life, your +work, your aims? Are you quite sure you never made her feel her +inferiority to you in different ways, never let her see that in some +matters she was perhaps hardly your equal? Oh, I know you are +exceptionally clever, brilliant, and she is only a simple girl; but +still she was not a child; and it may have been rather galling to her to +be treated as one."</p> + +<p>For a moment Owen sat motionless, his eyes fixed on the other man's face +with a stare whose earnestness was its justification.</p> + +<p>Then—</p> + +<p>"Look here, Herrick," he said, "I believe you are trying to tell me +something—something about my wife which I don't know. Well, what is it? +I think, as her husband, I have a right to ask you to share your +knowledge with me. What do you say?"</p> + +<p>"I think you have every right," Herrick answered quietly, "and I ask +nothing better than to tell you all I know."</p> + +<p>Without further preliminaries he repeated to Owen the conversation he +had had with Toni on the day of the Vicarage Bazaar; and a sudden light +broke over Owen as he listened.</p> + +<p>"You are alluding to the occasion when Lady Martin and the Vicar's wife +called her ignorant, frivolous, empty-headed."</p> + +<p>"She told you?" Herrick was surprised.</p> + +<p>"Yes—long afterwards. But I laughed at her and told her it was +nonsense—jealousy, or something like that. I never dreamed she had +taken it to heart."</p> + +<p>"She took it so much to heart that she began to wonder how much was +true, and how she could best rise above the defects with which they +endowed her. She honoured me by asking my advice; and I was only too +glad to help her. She called herself ignorant, and I endeavoured to show +her how, by study and application, she might repair that ignorance. I +recommended her books, mapped her out a course of reading—oh, it's no +use going over it all now; only just what seems important to me is this. +What had specially wounded her was the fact that they had evidently +denied her the possession of a soul." He smiled rather tenderly. "And it +was her passionate desire to show that she <i>had</i> a soul which drove her +to all those desperate expedients of study and the like."</p> + +<p>He paused, but Owen did not speak.</p> + +<p>"I wonder if the process of making one's soul is a painful one, after +all? Like most new-born creatures, I expect it's a delicate, sensitive +thing at first, easily wounded by a word, a glance.... I don't suppose +it has a very joyful time in the beginning, struggling towards the +fuller light like a weak, fragile little flower opening its petals one +by one to the sun. But luckily a soul is a very vital thing. It can +stand a good deal in the way of unkindness or neglect without +shrivelling up. And I daresay a few kindly words, a sympathetic thought, +are like water to a dying plant—or as the Bible has it 'as the shadow +of a great rock in a thirsty land.'"</p> + +<p>As he finished his speech Owen broke in impetuously:</p> + +<p>"Don't say any more, Herrick. My God, what a fool I've been! To think +that all this was taking place beneath my eyes and I was too blind, too +self-absorbed to see."</p> + +<p>"Well, everyone is blind, at times," said Herrick gently. "I'm not +trying to make you unhappy, Rose—the whole affair is no business of +mine, and you may well resent my interference."</p> + +<p>"No, no," said Owen hastily. "God knows your interference is only too +justifiable. But——"</p> + +<p>"Perhaps I am to blame, after all, for trying to engineer so delicate a +situation. The fact is, I felt a great pity for Mrs. Rose. She was only +a girl after all, and girlhood is a lively, careless, light-hearted +period. But although her soul appeared—then—to be unawakened, I knew +it was there all the time; and I confess I hoped that when she came into +full possession of it you would draw nearer to one another, and a better +understanding would ensue. But——"</p> + +<p>He paused.</p> + +<p>"Well? Your plan hasn't worked?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know. The thing is, not so much <i>where</i> has Mrs. Rose gone, but +<i>why</i> did she go? Look here, Rose. I'm perfectly certain that her one +thought all through has been for your welfare; and though on the face of +it it seems peculiar that she should take this means of proving her love +for you, I'm quite convinced she is acting on your behalf in this odd +disappearance of hers."</p> + +<p>"But how could I benefit by her disappearance?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know. But I am quite sure——"</p> + +<p>He broke off suddenly, and the next instant the two men started to their +feet as the hoot of a motor-horn sounded loudly outside the house.</p> + +<p>"God, Herrick—here's Toni." Owen dashed out of the room followed by +Herrick, and the two reached the front door at the same moment.</p> + +<p>Andrews, who had come running from the kitchen regions at the sound of +the horn, flung open the door, and disclosed the big car with its +flaring head-lamps, throbbing itself to a standstill at the foot of the +steps.</p> + +<p>A young man jumped out—a man whom neither Rose nor Herrick had ever +seen before—and, rushing up the steps, looked wildly round him.</p> + +<p>"Where is she?" he demanded loudly. "Where is she?"</p> + +<p>"To whom do you allude?" asked Owen coldly, his fastidious soul revolted +by the spectacle which the young man presented. Dowson was hatless, +dishevelled. In his agony of mind at Toni's departure he had torn his +collar apart, feeling himself choking, and during the drive to +Greenriver he had rumpled his hair so wildly that it stood up in mad +disorder over his head. His face was dusty, the mist had soaked his +clothes till they clung tightly to his narrow frame, and about his whole +figure there was an air of unkempt desolation which was unattractive in +the extreme.</p> + +<p>"I allude to Toni—your wife, if you like to call her that." The +unfortunate young man was distraught between disappointment and anxiety. +"Where is she? Has she come home after all?"</p> + +<p>"My wife?" Owen raised his eyebrows superciliously. "My good man, what +are you talking about? If you know anything about Mrs. Rose be kind +enough to tell us at once what it is, but please remember she is not +Toni—to you."</p> + +<p>"Oh, isn't she?" Beneath the weight of conflicting emotions Mr. Dowson +was losing his head. "Well, she was going to be, that's all. She came +away with me to-night of her own free will ... and we wore going to +cross to Paris, and then ... oh, I don't know what then, but anyway she +was going to stay with me, and when you had divorced her——"</p> + +<p>"Divorced her?" Owen uttered the words in so ferocious a tone that the +young man fell back a pace. "What the devil do you mean by making a +suggestion of that sort? And why in God's name should I divorce my +wife—for you?"</p> + +<p>The scorn with which he spoke the last two words drove Leonard Dowson to +frenzy.</p> + +<p>"Why? Why not? You never loved her—you never knew how to treat her. You +made her miserable, you let her see you thought her inferior to you, not +good enough for you ... you wouldn't dismiss that woman you had to help +you though you knew To—your wife hated her...."</p> + +<p>He was lashing himself to greater and greater fury at the thought of +Toni's sufferings.</p> + +<p>"Even when you'd made her so wretched that she was ready to die, she +still thought of you. She knew I loved her as she deserved to be loved, +and she was coming away with me, not because she loved me, but because +she thought by leaving you she'd set you free—free to divorce her, to +cast her off, to marry someone else, for all I know—some lady whom +you'd perhaps be pleased to call your equal."</p> + +<p>Beneath his savage indictment even Owen stood dumb. There is always +something electrifying about absolute sincerity, and no one, listening, +could possibly doubt that the man was speaking from the very depth of +his soul.</p> + +<p>As he stood panting, glaring at Owen with hatred in his eyes, Herrick +stepped forward with a question.</p> + +<p>"Excuse me, sir"—neither of them knew, as yet, the name of the +visitor—"may I ask how you became possessed of all this information? I +am perfectly sure that Mrs. Rose herself has not been your informant, +but I fail to see——in the first place, may we ask your name?"</p> + +<p>"My name is Dowson, Leonard Dowson." He spoke defiantly. "And as to who +told me, well, it doesn't much matter, that I can see, but it was a +friend of—of Mrs. Rose." He dared not again call her "Toni."</p> + +<p>"A friend?" In one sickening flash of intuition, Herrick knew who had +been Toni's evil genius. He stopped short, physically incapable of +questioning further; but Owen had no such scruples.</p> + +<p>"Who is this—friend?" He could not help the sneer; and Herrick paled in +the lamplight, fearing yet powerless to avert the answer.</p> + +<p>"I don't suppose it matters telling you." Dowson paused. "It was Mrs. +Herrick—Mrs. Rose's best friend—who told me; and she swore that every +word was true."</p> + +<p>There was a short, tense silence; and Andrews, who had been hovering +unnoticed in the background, suddenly dived through the baize door and +disappeared, as one who feels his presence an intrusion.</p> + +<p>"So it was Mrs. Herrick who gave you this precious information." Owen, +very pale, turned to Herrick. "Herrick, I won't insult your wife by +asking if this is true. It's a lie, of course. Mrs. Herrick is a friend +of my wife's. She would never play such a treacherous, underhand +part——"</p> + +<p>"I ... I don't know what to say...."</p> + +<p>"No, I should think you don't." Dowson spoke vehemently. "You know it +was she who put me up to it all along. She said Mrs. Rose had owned to +being—well, fond of me in her way, though of course she put her husband +first. But she told me I had a chance, that if I'd offer to take Mrs. +Rose away she'd come ... oh, she convinced me fast enough. I daresay I +was a fool, but I couldn't bear to stand by and say nothing when by +taking her away——"</p> + +<p>He stopped suddenly. Owen had made a threatening step forward.</p> + +<p>"Look here"—Owen's voice was choked with rage—"stop talking all that +rot, and tell me what you've done with my wife. First, of all, where is +she?"</p> + +<p>"How can I tell you when I don't know?" retorted the young man almost +rudely. "She came away with me right enough, and then we had an accident +to the car—a tyre burst—and we went into a hotel at Stratton to wait +for it to be repaired. I went to the post-office to send a telegram, and +when I came back she'd gone."</p> + +<p>"Gone—where?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, aren't I telling you I don't know?" In his excitement the young +dentist's refinement fell away from him, showing the rough human man +beneath. "She slipped out soon's my back was turned—left a scrap of +paper saying she couldn't go on with me—and that's all I know."</p> + +<p>"But she must have left some traces."</p> + +<p>"She left her dressing-bag, if that's anything," said Dowson gloomily. +"It's in the car outside. I thought at least she'd have come back here, +and I had to come on to make sure. I"—for a second his rough voice +softened—"I had to be certain she was safe."</p> + +<p>"Well, she isn't here." Owen spoke harshly. "You were very ready to take +her away, with your damned philanderings and what not, but you might at +least have looked after her. Where is she? Good God, man, you're not +only a blackguard and a thief—you're a damned fool as well!"</p> + +<p>"I may be a fool, but I'm not a blackguard!" Mr. Dowson's eyes blazed in +his pallid face. "<i>I</i> didn't marry the girl and then neglect her—<i>I</i> +didn't win her love and then throw it aside as of no importance—<i>I</i> +didn't break her heart with my sneers and coldness, as you did. You may +be her husband and I'm only a man who loves her, but I'll guarantee I'd +have known how to treat her a million times better than you ever did."</p> + +<p>The two men glared at one another furiously; and for a moment Herrick +feared Owen was about to strike the man who defied him. Owen's face was +convulsed with rage, his eyes looked almost black, and a vein in his +temple hammered madly.</p> + +<p>Herrick stepped forward hastily.</p> + +<p>"I say, excuse me reminding you that this is not the time for +recriminations. Mrs. Rose has not returned, and the thing to do now is +to set all possible inquiries on foot. You agree with me, Rose?"</p> + +<p>Owen turned to him, the passion dying out of his face, leaving only a +great weariness and a great dread.</p> + +<p>"You are right. We must find Toni. But how?"</p> + +<p>"Well, we'd better make inquiries at Stratton first. You are on the +'phone? Good. Well, we will ring up the railway station, and the hotels. +Mrs. Rose may have gone to one of them for the night. And we could try +the garages. Possibly she will hire a car to bring her home."</p> + +<p>"Yes. And I'll order out the car and try the roads myself." Owen looked +suddenly alert. "If she should be attempting to walk home, or anything +of that sort, I should pick her up."</p> + +<p>"Yes. And I should give orders to the servants to have everything ready +for Mrs. Rose—food, and fires, and things, when she returns. She'll be +chilled to the bone with this mist."</p> + +<p>"Yes. I'll do it at once. I'll go and get on the 'phone, if you'll be so +good as to ring for the servants. I'll order a fire in her room, and a +little supper."</p> + +<p>He turned away, full of hope now that there was something to be done; +and Herrick was following him, when Dowson, who had been temporarily +forgotten, asserted his presence.</p> + +<p>"And what am I to do while you're searching for her?" His rage had died +away, and he looked the picture of dejection. "Can't I do anything? +I—you know I'd die for Toni—for Mrs. Rose. Can't you suggest something +for me to be doing?"</p> + +<p>Owen turned on him fiercely.</p> + +<p>"<i>You?</i> You've done enough harm for one night. Suppose you take yourself +off—we've seen all we want of you, I assure you."</p> + +<p>"But——"</p> + +<p>"Don't stand arguing there," said Owen in a voice whose fury made the +young man wince. "We've had more than enough of you. Be so good as to +take yourself off before I kick you out of the house."</p> + +<p>Leonard Dowson gave one last look at the other man's face as though to +see whether this threat was meant to be taken literally. What he read +there apparently decided him; for with a hoarse sigh he turned away in +the direction of the front door.</p> + +<p>Without waiting to see if he were obeyed or not, Owen hastened away to +the telephone; and it was Herrick who opened the door and watched the +young man enter the car.</p> + +<p>A second later he dismounted again, this time bearing Toni's +dressing-bag, which in her hurry she had left behind; and carrying it up +the steps he put it down, almost tenderly, inside the hall.</p> + +<p>"Thank you. That will do." Herrick watched him as he hesitated, +uncertainly. "Don't let me detain you." He held the door widely open. +"Good-night."</p> + +<p>Thus dismissed, the young man had no option. He went out into the +chilly, misty night, and mounted the car, which moved swiftly away down +the gloomy drive.</p> + +<p>When Herrick had closed the door he paused a moment, wondering if he had +not better follow the late visitor's example and vanish quietly into the +night.</p> + +<p>But he heard Owen's voice calling him as he stood hesitating, and found +that, in spite of his wife's treachery, he himself was not debarred from +giving help.</p> + +<p>He attempted, awkwardly, to take his leave; but Owen was in no mood to +let him go. Whatever Mrs. Herrick's part in the tragedy, it was evident +that her husband was to be exonerated; and although his heart was sick +within him at the thought of Eva's wickedness, Herrick was wise enough +to see that to implicate himself would be to make matters worse than +they were already.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>But although the two men made all possible inquiries, they could hear +nothing of the missing Toni. No one had seen her, no one heard of her; +and as the hours wore on it seemed as though the mist had indeed +swallowed her up so completely that all trace of her was lost.</p> + +<p>After nearly an hour's futile telephoning Owen set off in the waiting +car to scour the countryside; while at his urgent request Herrick stayed +behind at Greenriver, in case Toni should arrive in her husband's +absence and find no one to welcome her. Herrick agreed to stay at once, +though he knew his prolonged absence would annoy and possibly upset his +wife. She deserved no consideration, he told himself sternly. It was +largely through her machinations that this thing had come to pass; and a +few hours' anxiety would be a small enough price to pay for her +treachery.</p> + +<p>It was nearly four o'clock in the morning when Owen returned, tired out, +despondent, and with no slightest scrap of news. He came into the +library looking ready to drop with fatigue, and found Herrick sitting +over the fire apparently lost in thought. Olga and Jock, who had long +since fraternized, lay side by side on the hearthrug; and all was quiet +and peaceful. But when Herrick sprang up, hearing Owen's step, it was +easy to see that for him, too, the night had worn away in keenest +suspense.</p> + +<p>"Well? Any news?"</p> + +<p>"No. None." Owen slipped off his thick coat and sank down, wearily, into +a chair. "No one has seen anything of her. The hotel people didn't hear +her go, and no one has the faintest notion where she went."</p> + +<p>He shivered, holding out his hands to the blaze.</p> + +<p>"Herrick, where can she be? My God, I'd give ten years of my life now to +know she was safe. But to think of her wandering about in the fog—not +daring—not even wanting—to come home ... thinking always of me as the +selfish brute who neglected her and laughed aside her wishes...."</p> + +<p>He paused a moment, then began again.</p> + +<p>"It wouldn't be so bad if she'd been in love with that fool who was here +to-night. I could have understood her going off with him then. But it +was me she loved all along—she was thinking of me when she went out +into the cruel night to join him.... I'm very certain she shrank from +the step ... well, events prove it, don't they? ... but she was thinking +only of my good and so she nerved herself to do it...."</p> + +<p>"Yes." Herrick spoke quietly. "There's no doubt, I think, that your wife +loved you as very few men are loved. It seems—forgive me—a cruel jest +of Fate that you couldn't return her love...."</p> + +<p>"But I <i>did</i>—and <i>do</i>!" Owen's voice rang out with all its old force. +"Before God, man, I do love Toni ... oh, I didn't at first. I confess I +married her without caring for her as a man should care for the woman he +makes his wife. But I've grown fonder of her ever since. Oh, I know it's +all true, what that fellow said—I've been thoughtless, unkind, I did +neglect her, did let her see how I despised her help, but you don't know +what it is to a man to find his work spoilt for the lack of a little +intelligent sympathy.... Oh, I'm not excusing myself—I had no right to +put my work before everything else—even before Toni—and I did. But God +knows I'm punished for it now."</p> + +<p>Again he broke off abruptly, only to go on again hastily.</p> + +<p>"I own I was mistaken in my reading of Toni's character. I had no idea +she was capable of this sort of sacrifice."</p> + +<p>"You never saw into the depths of her soul. If you had——"</p> + +<p>"I should have realized what she was. Oh, I know," said Owen, with +humility, "I know now that Toni is a woman, and I pray to God with all +my soul that my knowledge has not come too late."</p> + +<p>"You think if you got her back now you might be happy together?"</p> + +<p>"Happy? If I could make Toni happy, she would be happy indeed." His tone +was still tinged with that new humility, and in that dreary hour Herrick +began to understand him better than he had ever dreamed of doing.</p> + +<p>When at last the grey dawn crept through the large windows Herrick rose +to go.</p> + +<p>"I'll get off home for an hour or two. You'd better try to have a sleep, +Rose. We can't do anything more just yet; and it's no use wasting one's +strength."</p> + +<p>"Very well." Owen rose and stretched himself, yawning. "I won't go to +bed—I'll sleep on the couch here. You see she might come at any +moment."</p> + +<p>Herrick saw it was of no use attempting to urge him to go to bed; so +agreed, at once, that such a return was possible, and two minutes later +he and Olga were outside the house in the chilly silver dawn.</p> + +<p>The fog had lifted in the night, and for that Herrick was thankful; but +the air was biting, and as he walked briskly along, Olga trotting +alertly beside him, he owned to himself that a cup of hot coffee, +followed by a sleep, would be welcome indeed.</p> + +<p>He let himself softly into the house and proceeded to make some coffee +with the aid of the gas-ring. He was gulping it down, feeling the liquid +driving the cold out of his bones, when Olga growled faintly; and +looking up, he saw his wife standing in the doorway surveying him +maliciously.</p> + +<p>"Well? Has the lost lamb been found and returned to the fold?" Her tone +was mockery itself.</p> + +<p>"No." For an instant he wondered whether he should accuse her of her +treachery; but suddenly he resolved to wait till he was more normal, +after a rest.</p> + +<p>"Really? Well, I don't think she will return just yet. I expect the next +time her loving husband meets our dear Toni, the Divorce Court will be +their meeting-place."</p> + +<p>A wave of anger swept over Herrick.</p> + +<p>"So that man was right—it was your doing." He put down his cup and +looked steadily at her. "It was through your—your advice that that +unfortunate girl left her home and wont off with Dowson."</p> + +<p>"It wasn't through my advice," she said. "As a matter of fact I didn't +know they had fixed it up so quickly. Three days ago it was only a vague +notion—quite in the air, I assure you. I had no idea it had actually +come off."</p> + +<p>"You knew, then, that it was a possibility, at least?"</p> + +<p>"Yes." Suddenly she stopped and stared at him. "But how do you know? She +didn't leave any message, I suppose?"</p> + +<p>"I know because Mrs. Rose's heart failed her when she had taken the +first step. She gave this man Dowson the slip at Stratton and he +immediately returned to Greenriver to ask if she had come back."</p> + +<p>"And she hadn't?"</p> + +<p>"Of course not." He spoke sternly. "Between you, you have made it almost +impossible for that poor child to return unless her husband fetches her. +Why you should have sought to ruin their homes I confess I fail to +understand. Neither Rose nor his wife had done you any harm."</p> + +<p>"No." She stared sombrely at him. "That's true, I suppose. But—oh, you +can't understand, of course."</p> + +<p>"Understand what, Eva?" He tried to speak gently, aware through all her +mockery of something piteous, tragic in her attitude.</p> + +<p>"You can't understand how I hate to see happiness." She threw back her +head and beneath her white wrapper he saw her breast heave stormily. "I +was happy once, before those men sent me to prison. I used to sing and +laugh—as Toni did—I used to enjoy every moment of my life ... and then +I liked to see people all round me being happy too... But I was taken +away from it all, from the sunshine, the gay, happy people, the shops, +the theatres, taken away and shut up like a wild animal in a +cell ... oh ..." She shivered, and all at once his heart melted +towards her.</p> + +<p>"Don't think of that now, dear." He put his hand with real kindness on +her shoulder. "It's all over and done with, and there are better things +in store."</p> + +<p>"Not for me." Her tone was unutterably forlorn. "My life is spoilt, +broken—and now"—all at once her expression changed and she spoke +vindictively—"now all I can do is to break other lives!"</p> + +<p>"Hush, Eva." He removed his hand from her arm. "Don't talk so. And +remember, if Mrs. Rose comes home safely, you must leave her alone for +the future."</p> + +<p>For a moment she said nothing, biting her lip as though in thought. Then +suddenly she shrugged her shoulders and moved away without a word.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>When daylight came Owen and Herrick resumed their search for the missing +girl, calling to their aid every device which the wit of man could +suggest.</p> + +<p>They left no stone unturned; and though Owen shrank from the necessary +publicity Scotland Yard was informed, and a huge reward offered for +information about the vanished Toni.</p> + +<p>But the days passed, glided into weeks, which in their turn grew into +months; and Toni was not found.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVII" id="CHAPTER_XXVII"></a>CHAPTER XXVII</h2> + + +<p>On a sunny afternoon in March of the following year, Toni Rose sat alone +on the slope of an Italian hill-side overlooking the blue Mediterranean, +which lay stretched beneath her like a sheet of living turquoise.</p> + +<p>The air was delightfully warm and still, and scented with the fresh +breath of myriads of violets which dotted the short, soft turf here and +there like a multitude of tiny purple stars. Everywhere the almond +blossom was in its full beauty of rose and cream, and the sight of an +orchard away on the hill-side, with the faint blue sky above the +pink-and-white branches, and the bluer sea behind, gave to the beholder +the effect of a delicate Japanese water-colour painting.</p> + +<p>The Bay of Naples fully deserved its world-wide reputation for beauty on +this bright spring afternoon. Across its waters rose hill upon hill, the +sombre giant Vesuvius brooding like some dark monster over the ruined +countryside at its base, the lovelier, more hopeful snow-crowned peaks +behind rising like a fairy army beneath whose beneficent gaze the ogre +was—for the time—vanquished and impotent.</p> + +<p>The bay was full of craft, as usual. Big liners, tramp steamers, a grey +battleship or two, looked scornfully down on the little Italian boats, +some piled high with yellow fruit, others less imposing, little pleasure +craft manned by youthful boatmen with swarthy brown faces and ears +ornamented with huge golden rings.</p> + +<p>Land and sea alike smiled in the glorious sunshine. It was a day on +which life seemed a very sweet and desirable opportunity; but in Toni's +face there was no hint of gladness, none of her former almost pagan +delight in the beautiful out-of-door world around her.</p> + +<p>Although her skin was delicately warmed and coloured by the genial +Southern sun, the becoming tan could not hide the thinness of the once +rounded cheeks, nor disguise the hopeless droop of the lips which had +been used to smile so readily. Toni looked, indeed, the ghost of her +former self as she sat gazing out over the Mediterranean; and it was +very evident that whatever had been the result of her flight to those +she had left behind, her own happiness had suffered a disastrous +eclipse.</p> + +<p>After all, her disappearance had been easily arranged. On that foggy +night when she had fled from Leonard Dowson, terrified by the spectre of +a future life which his words had evoked, she had run, without in the +least realizing her direction, straight to the railway station; and the +idea of London had at once presented itself to her mind. A train was +just starting, and Toni hastily took a ticket and jumped into a carriage +without giving herself time to think.</p> + +<p>Arriving at the terminus she had a momentary indecision as to her next +step. As she stood on the platform she felt herself to be desperately, +hopelessly alone; and for one wild moment she wondered how Owen would +receive her if she went back and flung herself on his mercy.</p> + +<p>But something in her, perhaps the sturdy, independent blood of her +Yorkshire ancestors, seemed to forbid such a course. She could not +return, creep back to the shelter of the home she had abandoned; and +even Toni's youthful optimism could not promise her a very hearty +welcome when the truth of her flight should be known.</p> + +<p>If only she had gone alone ... if there had been no man in the case to +complicate matters and compromise the situation—in that first moment of +despair Toni hated Leonard Dowson, loathed herself for imagining it +would be possible to go away with him; and at the same time realized +that whatever happened she would find it almost impossible to explain +the man's introduction into the affair in any way save that which, were +the story known, would be taken, perhaps naturally, for granted.</p> + +<p>Suddenly the thought of Italy flashed into her brain, and with the +thought came instant resolution.</p> + +<p>She had still twelve pounds in her purse—more than enough to take her +to Naples; and once there she could surely discover some friend of the +bygone days to whom she might apply for advice as to her future +maintenance.</p> + +<p>In Italy she could live frugally, as the peasants lived; and all at once +Toni felt a great nostalgia for the glowing South, with its sunshine and +hot blue skies, its orange-groves, its languorous noons and warm, +scented nights.</p> + +<p>The Italian blood in her—the blood transmitted to her by her mother, +spoke in its turn; and suddenly Toni felt that in that land of warmth +and colour she could find the rest and peace for which her sorely-driven +soul cried out....</p> + +<p>And then the miracle happened.</p> + +<p>Later that evening she was standing on the platform of another great +station, waiting her turn to approach the booking-office where she might +obtain her ticket to Italy—and home—when a wail in a thin foreign +voice fell upon her ear, and she turned round to face a dark and +agitated-looking young woman, neatly dressed, who was bewailing herself +in the fluent Italian of the lower classes.</p> + +<p>"What is it? Can I help you?"</p> + +<p>Toni spoke impulsively, sorry for the young woman even in the midst of +her own numbing grief; and the other turned round in astonishment at +hearing her own tongue.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Signorina!" She evidently took Toni for a compatriot. "Such a +misfortune has overcome me—I do not know what is to be done. I am here +with my charges"—two sleepy-looking English children stood yawning +beside her—"on the way to Naples, and behold, the English Signora—the +governess, you understand—who was to have come with us to deliver the +children safely to their parents is at the last moment unable to come."</p> + +<p>"But why can't she come?"</p> + +<p>"<i>Non lo so!</i>" The woman shrugged her shoulders. "She sends me but a +telegram to the waiting-room—an accident, illness—I know not—but she +does not come, and I must go alone with the two little ones, who are +both delicate and will be ill the whole journey through!"</p> + +<p>A wild inspiration flashed into Toni's mind.</p> + +<p>"You go to Naples?" she said. "I too wish to go, but hardly care to +undertake the journey alone. May I then come with you and help you with +the little ones?"</p> + +<p>The Italian's quick mind grasped the idea at once; and she foresaw with +delighted gratitude that the journey might be shorn of half its terrors +if the plan were carried out.</p> + +<p>She poured forth a stream of voluble explanations. She had already taken +the tickets for the party; and she was certain that her employer, a +wealthy English lady, would be only too grateful if the Signorina would +accept the fare in return for her help in the matter. A carriage had +been reserved for the party, and the whole journey might be taken in +complete comfort and security, since this so fortunate meeting with a +compatriot.</p> + +<p>To Toni the idea came as a veritable boon. In her turn, she saw all the +personal benefits of the plan; and, after all, since she could be of +real, practical assistance, she saw no reason why she should scruple to +avail herself of the Italian nurse's offer.</p> + +<p>Five minutes later the affair was arranged. The foreigner, Luisa by +name, was at first incredulous on hearing of her new comrade's mixed +nationality, but she readily accepted such explanations as Toni gave +her, and was quick to recognize the value of Toni's perfect English at +the present juncture.</p> + +<p>Toni's lack of luggage puzzled her a little, but Toni murmured something +about a lost dressing-bag which satisfied the other woman; and when the +long train steamed out of the station at last Toni was comfortably +ensconced in a reserved first-class compartment, making friends with the +two little girls with whom she was to travel.</p> + +<p>This fact explains the non-success of all inquiries at the railway +stations, or, later, on the boat. The authorities were on the look-out +for a young Englishwoman journeying alone; and never associated the +young Italian lady travelling, apparently, with her two children and a +nurse, with the solitary girl for whom they searched.</p> + +<p>Toni's fur coat was by no means a unique garment. There were plenty to +be seen at this time of year; and in any case the girl, protected by her +unassailable bodyguard, was able to pass under the eyes of the very men +who were anxiously on the look-out for her.</p> + +<p>The journey to which Luisa had looked forward with such apprehension +passed off well enough. Toni was obliged to rouse herself from her own +dejection to look after the children, who were both delicate and spoilt; +but luckily they took an instant fancy to the travelling companion so +strangely provided, and behaved with commendable good-temper throughout.</p> + +<p>When at length the train ran into the railway station at Naples, Toni +suddenly found herself faced with another problem. The nurse had taken +her on trust, so to speak, and had been too grateful for her help to +seek to probe into her private affairs; but now that she must face the +mother of the pretty children, to whom she had become quite attached, +Toni realized that she would have to give some more plausible +explanation of her situation than that which had contented the impetuous +Luisa.</p> + +<p>She got out of the carriage at last, her arms full of the children's +wraps and toys, with knees which shook under her at the thought of the +ordeal to come; but one quick look into Mrs. Moody's frank and kindly +face reassured her a little.</p> + +<p>She soon found, moreover, that the lady was as ready to take her on +trust as the maid had been. When she had heard Luisa's voluble +explanation of the part Toni had played during the long and wearying +journey, Mrs. Moody turned to Toni with an expression of real gratitude +on her still pretty face.</p> + +<p>"I really don't know how to thank you, Miss ... er ..." She hesitated, +and Toni quickly supplied her with the first name she could think of, +the name of her Italian mother's race. "Oh, but surely you are English?"</p> + +<p>In her agitation Toni murmured something about an Italian father, not +meaning to deceive, but too tired out and confused to pay much heed to +her words; and Mrs. Moody put her hand kindly on the girl's arm.</p> + +<p>"Well, English or not, you've been a god-send to Luisa and the chicks; +so if you have no friends waiting for you at this moment, you must come +home with me and let my husband thank you properly."</p> + +<p>Somehow Toni found herself stepping into the beautifully-appointed +motor-car which waited outside the station; and ten minutes later she +was helped out of the motor and taken up a broad and palatial-looking +staircase to the large and lofty flat inhabited by her new friends.</p> + +<p>Friends indeed they proved to be. Without the slightest hesitation they +accepted Toni's rather faltering story of an engagement in England which +had proved unsatisfactory; and on learning that her intention in +returning to Italy had been to look for another post, they looked at one +another in a meaning silence which was explained later, when Mrs. Moody +asked her quietly if she would care to undertake the post of +governess-companion to the two small children with whom she was already +on terms of friendship.</p> + +<p>For a moment Toni hesitated. To stay on here, deceiving her employers, +representing herself, falsely, as an unmarried woman, would be a poor +return for their kindness and generosity; but to tell the truth was +surely impossible. Yet she could not bring herself to shut the door +which would open to her a new and honourable life in which she might +find, if not happiness, at least content; and poor Toni was torn between +conflicting emotions as she stood listening to her new friend's +proposals.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Moody, reading her indecision in her face, bade her think the +matter over for a week while she remained with them as an honoured +guest; and Toni did so, coming at last to the conclusion that, much as +she longed to accept the post, to do so would not be fair to her +prospective employers.</p> + +<p>She refused, therefore, but with so genuine a regret that the refusal +could not give offence. The Moodys, however, while recognizing the +girl's claim to independence of judgment, in their turn asserted their +claim to befriend her, and Toni was only too ready to accept their +advice and assistance.</p> + +<p>Hearing that it was of importance that she should set about making some +money without delay, Mr. Moody secured for her a post as +assistant-librarian and secretary in a big library belonging to an +Italian friend of his own.</p> + +<p>It was something of an irony that Toni's work should take her into an +atmosphere that could not fail to remind her of her husband and his +literary aspirations; and her heart used to contract pitifully within +her sometimes when she entered the big, lofty, book-lined room, which +was not unlike the stately library in the beautiful old house by the +river where her married life had come to so tragic a close.</p> + +<p>She owed the post to her proficiency in Italian and English rather than +to any scholarly ability. To the end of her life Toni would never be +bookish. She would always prefer living to reading about life; and it +was fortunate that her work in this new library consisted largely of +translating, roughly, from books in Italian and English, or in typing, +from dictation, in either language.</p> + +<p>She grew to like her employment in the quiet, mediæval-looking room. Her +employer, a gentle, sad-eyed elderly man with an invalid daughter, +treated her with the utmost kindness; and if it had not been that every +fibre in her being cried out incessantly for Owen, she might in time +have been content.</p> + +<p>Her first friends, the Moodys, had settled her in rooms with an old +servant of their own who had married a little Italian bookseller, and +were unremitting in their kindness to her; but Toni desired only to be +alone in her leisure hours and refused many of the invitations which +Mrs. Moody sent her from time to time.</p> + +<p>So the days passed, quietly and tranquilly enough; and though to Toni it +seemed that all the joy, all the happiness had fled from life, that the +"sweet things" had lost their sweetness, the sunshine its glory, the +flowers their perfume, she was not ungrateful for the peace which had +come to her so unexpectedly.</p> + +<p>Of her husband, of Greenriver, she never dared to think. She guessed, +drearily, that Owen would feel bound, in humanity, to institute a search +for his missing wife; but by a fortunate chance she had been able to +cover her tracks and disappear effectually; and as the weeks glided by, +and discovery was apparently as far off as ever, she began to feel, with +a miserable certainty, that in time her husband would relinquish the +search, and settle down to forget the frivolous, uneducated girl who had +not known how to appreciate the honour he had done her in making her his +wife.</p> + +<p>To-day, this glorious spring day when the violet-scented air held a hint +of summer's warmth in its breath, Toni was making holiday.</p> + +<p>Her employer was from home, called to London by the hint of a wonderful +book sale to be held there the following week; and Toni's time was her +own for nearly eight days.</p> + +<p>She had started early that morning on a pilgrimage to the little village +where, long ago, she had passed the first happy years of her life; and +had arrived, before noon, to find, as she had half-expected, that none +of her old friends remained to give her welcome.</p> + +<p>Old Fiammetta was dead, as was, of course, the kindly Padre who had +befriended Roger Gibbs when the young widower had decided to stay on, +with his little daughter, in the home which his Antonia had made so +joyous. A few of the children with whom she had played lived here still, +but they had grown into sturdy, swarthy young men and women who had long +since forgotten the dark-eyed child whose Italian had been as fluent as +their own; and though she wandered disconsolately through the straggling +little village, she met with no single glance of recognition.</p> + +<p>She did not know that some months previously urgent inquiries had been +made at the tiny post-office as to whether a young lady had arrived in +the village unexpectedly. It had struck Owen as possible that, in her +madness, Toni might have returned to her childhood's home; but although, +had she not met Luisa, Toni would probably have done so, that chance +meeting at the station had turned her feet into another path, and +naturally no one here knew anything of her whereabouts.</p> + +<p>She had intended spending the whole of her holiday in the village; but +the absence of any welcome depressed her sensitive spirit, and she +decided to return to Naples in the evening and spend the days of her +freedom in exploring more thoroughly the fascinating streets and byways +of the picturesque and romantic town.</p> + +<p>It was late when she arrived home, carrying her little valise; and old +Janet, who in spite of her long residence in Italy was still +uncompromisingly British, was surprised to see her lodger returning.</p> + +<p>"I thought you were going to stay a few days," she said quite +reproachfully. "Now a real good change would have been the very best +thing for you, miss, and I'm right sorry to see you back."</p> + +<p>"You're not very kind, Janet!" Toni smiled rather wearily, "I couldn't +stay ... all my friends were dead and gone ... there were only ghosts +left to welcome me, and I couldn't bear it!"</p> + +<p>The old woman read the disappointment in the girl's tone and was sorry +for her.</p> + +<p>"Well, come along in, miss, and I'll bring you some supper right away. +There's an omelette, and some lovely risotto I'm making for Pietro, and +a glass or two of Chianti will soon hearten you up—though for my part I +think a bottle of good English stout is worth all the thin wines in +Italy!"</p> + +<p>When, later, she bustled in again with some excellent coffee, the old +woman brought a bundle of papers which had been left by Mrs. Moody +earlier in the day. There were various English and American magazines, +and a few weekly papers; and had doubtless been intended to lighten the +loneliness of Toni's holiday.</p> + +<p>She sat sipping her coffee and turning the pages rather listlessly. +Somehow reading appealed to her less than ever nowadays. She was always +so fully occupied with her own miserable thoughts, that the imaginative +writings of other people could claim small share of her interest; but +she dipped into the magazines as she sat alone, and tried to forget +herself for an hour in the perusal of their pages.</p> + +<p>Among the papers was a copy of the <i>Daily Telegraph</i>, sent to Mrs. Moody +occasionally by a sister in London; and Toni was idly turning the clumsy +sheets when a name she knew attracted her attention.</p> + +<p>She scanned the paragraph hurriedly a little pulse beating in her temple +as she read.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"We learn on good authority that the famous portrait-painter Mr. +James Herrick, better known as Mr. Herrick Vyse, has accepted a +commission to paint the two beautiful daughters of Lord and Lady +Tregarthen at their historic home in Cornwall. The young subjects, +who are twins, are only nine years of age, but are ranked among the +loveliest of England's many beautiful children, and doubtless the +artist will do their childish beauty full justice. Mr. Herrick has +already left his picturesque bungalow on the Thames for Tregarthen +House, where he will be the guest of Lord and Lady Tregarthen +during the painting of the portrait."</p></div> + +<p>The paper fell from Toni's hands and the light of a great inspiration +flashed into her face.</p> + +<p>Lately she had longed, with ever-increasing intensity, for some +authentic news of Owen. She felt she would give all she had in the world +to hear that he was well, that her flight had not ruined his life; but +she had no means of finding out anything without running the risk of +giving away the secret of her own hiding-place.</p> + +<p>She had sometimes thought of writing to Eva Herrick, binding her to the +strictest secrecy, and imploring her, for the sake of their old +friendship, to give her the information she craved. But there were so +many drawbacks to the plan. Her letter might easily fall into Herrick's +hands, and though the contents would be sacred to him, the Italian +postmark would be enough to betray her whereabouts.</p> + +<p>But now, during Herrick's absence, she might surely risk sending Eva a +letter. She felt pretty certain that Mrs. Herrick would not give away +her secret. By this time Toni was quite able to appreciate the part Eva +Herrick had played in her unfortunate escapade; and she realised, very +plainly, that Eva's unhappy desire to ruin other lives as hers had been +ruined, had been at the bottom of her eager sympathy and pretended help.</p> + +<p>Even now Eva would doubtless seek to prevent any real reconciliation +between husband and wife; and in any case Toni felt that she must take +the risk; she must have news, hear how Owen had taken her flight; and +surely Eva would not refuse to answer her letter.</p> + +<p>She wrote it there and then. It was very short, only a few lines +imploring the recipient to give her all news of Owen, while keeping the +secret of the writer's hiding place. Of herself Toni merely stated that +she was at work and content; but the few scribbled lines breathed a +spirit of misery, of supplication which would surely melt even the +hardest heart.</p> + +<p>Having signed her name, and seen that the address at the top of the +sheet was correct, Toni hastily procured an envelope, thrust in the +fateful letter, and immediately slipped out of the house to post it.</p> + +<p>Up to this moment she had acted impulsively, without giving herself time +to think, with possibly a lurking fear at the back of her mind that if +she stopped to consider she would tear up the letter instead of posting +it. But when once it had left her hand, when she had heard the thud it +made in falling into the almost empty box, a great terror seized Toni, +and she stood trembling in the deserted street, feeling that she would +give all she had to rescind her impetuous action.</p> + +<p>But doubts and misgivings were alike useless now. The letter had passed +out of her keeping, and she must abide by her own deed, trusting +fervently that no further misfortune would follow her precipitancy.</p> + +<p>Realizing at last that regrets were futile, Toni turned away and went +home, there to spend a sleepless night torturing herself with all sorts +of premonitions and visions of ill-luck.</p> + +<p>But in her wildest flights of imaginative terror over the receipt of her +letter, and its consequences, Toni never approached the truth.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVIII" id="CHAPTER_XXVIII"></a>CHAPTER XXVIII</h2> + + +<p>Toni's letter was delivered to Mrs. Herrick late one afternoon; and with +a slight feeling of wonder as to her correspondent's identity, Eva broke +the seal languidly and took out the thin foreign sheet without the least +notion that this letter was to her a veritable messenger of Fate.</p> + +<p>It did not take her long to read the few scrawled lines in which Toni +proffered her desperate request; and when she had read them, Eva let the +sheet flutter to the floor while she pondered on the strange chance +which led the woman whose life she had helped to ruin to appeal to her +for aid.</p> + +<p>The months which had passed since Toni's flight had not been happy ones +for Eva Herrick. On hearing of the part she had played in the +culminating catastrophe, her husband had felt at first that he could +barely find it in his heart to forgive such deliberate treachery; and +for a short space of time even the malicious and reckless Eva knew what +it was to be afraid. She was afraid, not of Herrick's wrath, but of the +consequences. If, as at times she almost feared, he were to leave her, +what would her position be? Already disgraced, discredited in the eyes +of the world, she would find it impossible to face that world all alone, +without the shelter of her husband's name; and although Toni's plight +was nothing to her, there were times when she almost wished she had left +the girl alone and had not encouraged her to take the fatal step of +leaving her home.</p> + +<p>She picked up the flimsy sheet again and re-read the pitiful words. The +letter could be answered easily enough. If she replied truthfully, she +would relate a tragic history of a winter of lonely despair lived out in +the beautiful old house, which to its solitary owner was like a body +without a soul, a mere empty shell which had once held something +precious beyond all words.</p> + +<p>She could narrate of blank and heavy days, when Owen Rose shut himself +up in his library and refused to see a single fellow-creature save the +servants who had known and loved his pretty young wife. Eva could have +told of the dismissal of the housekeeper, Mrs. Blades, whose long +service had seemed to her sufficient to warrant an impertinent stricture +on Mrs. Rose's shameless conduct. She had learned her mistake very +quickly; and had gone forth lamenting the short-sighted folly which had +ended her long and tyrannical reign at Greenriver. Further, Eva could +have related how, when the papers were full of complimentary reviews of +Owen Rose's novel, the author himself turned away from all praise, +fulsome and discriminating alike, and took up his pen only to write such +articles as his position on the staff of the <i>Bridge</i> rendered +necessary.</p> + +<p>But as yet Eva did not know what form her reply would take.</p> + +<p>Warped, distorted, malignant as her judgment too often was, there was +something very vital in that despairing cry from Italy; and in spite of +herself Eva could not banish its echo from her ears.</p> + +<p>She might answer, briefly, that Owen was still at Greenriver, and, so +far as she knew, in good health and spirits. As she framed the words she +had a mental vision of Owen as she had last seen him, thin, pale, +haggard, with the fire of a restless despair burning in his blue eyes. +Although he went out and about, and greeted his friends much as usual, +no one could doubt that the whole man was consumed as by a devouring +flame. He had been tortured with terrible neuralgic headaches all +through the winter; but though the doctor urged him to try the effect of +a sojourn abroad, nothing would induce him to leave Greenriver.</p> + +<p>His tentative inquiries in Italy having proved futile, he clung to the +idea that Toni was still in England; and the thought that she might +return to her home and find him gone was one which recurred to him like +a nightmare whenever he took even the short journey up to town.</p> + +<p>"What shall I say, I wonder?" Eva sat gazing thoughtfully into the fire, +while the Spring twilight fell over the river which glided so quietly +past her windows. "If I say she is forgotten it will almost break her +heart; yet if I tell her that her husband is breaking <i>his</i> heart to +find her, will she come to England instantly and humble herself till he +takes her back into his home?"</p> + +<p>As she sat there Eva had a sudden vivid sense of the contrast between +her own spoilt life and that of the girl whose pitiful cry still rang in +her consciousness and would not be silenced.</p> + +<p>Her own life was ruined, she told herself bitterly. But in that +illuminating moment Eva saw the truth for the first time. She herself +was to blame for the ruin. She had brought all the shame, all the +disgrace upon herself, and the bitter experience of her prison life had +been only the reaping of the harvest which she, by her own act, had +sown.</p> + +<p>But Toni's happiness had been broken and spoilt by other means. It was +her very love for her husband which had made her so fatally ready to +believe that only by leaving him could she give him the freedom which he +was supposed—by his wife—to desire. And Eva knew quite well that +without her connivance and encouragement Leonard Dowson would never have +dared to utter his proposal to the young wife of Owen Rose.</p> + +<p>Yet if she gave in now and begged Toni to return, assuring her, as she +knew she might safely do, of her husband's ready forgiveness, would not +the spectacle of Toni's ensuing happiness bring all the more cruelly +home to her the wretchedness which must be her own portion from +henceforth?</p> + +<p>Although Jim Herrick treated her with unvarying kindness and +consideration, Eva had always the miserable conviction that his love for +her was dead; and although she never showed any feeling in their daily +intercourse, even her bitter and reckless heart was sometimes sore +within her.</p> + +<p>Long she sat, wondering how best to treat this unexpected appeal from a +far country; and only when the trim maid who had replaced the more +haphazard Mrs. Swastika entered with the lighted lamp did Eva rouse +herself from her reverie.</p> + +<p>Then, however, she got pen and paper and sat down at the table to frame +some sort of reply. It was not an easy task. With Toni's letter lying +before her, she found it strangely difficult to begin; and was still +sitting staring at the blank sheet of paper when a sudden deep bark from +Olga, who was lying, as usual, nose on paws, in the tiny hall, made her +start to her feet.</p> + +<p>"Who's there, I wonder? Olga sounds excited."</p> + +<p>She went to the door and opened it, and at the same moment the front +door was flung widely open and a man stepped into the hall, to be +greeted instantly by a torrent of wild barking from the now delighted +Borzoi.</p> + +<p>"Steady, old girl! I say, Olga, don't take me for a wolf and tear me to +pieces!" He laughingly pushed the great dog down and hastened towards +his wife.</p> + +<p>"Hallo, Eva! Have I startled you? I'm sorry."</p> + +<p>"I didn't know who it was." She stared at him with dilated eyes. "I was +sitting in there, and Olga barked so loudly that I thought——"</p> + +<p>"Thought I was a burglar!" He kissed her very kindly. "Well, I'm not. +But I've come back for a bit ... yes, put them down there, will you?"</p> + +<p>He turned to the door, his arm through his wife's, and paid the cabman, +who had placed his portmanteaux in the hall. Then, when the man, +declining a drink, had gone, Herrick drew his wife back into the little +sitting-room.</p> + +<p>"But—I don't understand. Is the portrait off? Aren't you going to paint +the children?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, of course I am, but not for a bit. Fact is, the poor kiddies have +started in measles, pretty badly, too, I'm told, so as it was impossible +to get on with the picture just yet I thought I'd better come home and +let their parents send for me when the children are out of quarantine."</p> + +<p>"I see." Eva was half pleased, half annoyed by his return. "You want +something to eat, I expect. Shall I go and hurry up dinner?"</p> + +<p>"I wish you would, dear." He threw aside his coat as he spoke. "I had +some lunch on the train, but you know what railway lunches are. I came +down from Waterloo with Rose. Jove, Eva, that fellow looks a wreck."</p> + +<p>"Does he?" Suddenly she remembered that Toni's letter was lying open on +the table. "I—I suppose he will get over—it—in time."</p> + +<p>"I don't think he will. Of course he must really have been devoted to +her—to his wife—all the time, without knowing it. And I don't wonder. +She was one of the best, pluckiest, straightest girls I ever met. I +don't believe she could have done a dishonourable action to save her +life."</p> + +<p>He had spoken quite without any ulterior meaning, carried away by his +memory of Toni as he had known and admired her; but his words sounded to +Eva like a direct and deadly insult; and her Irish blood flamed +instantly into revolt.</p> + +<p>"Toni straight!" All softer feelings were forgotten now; again she was +the unhappy woman at war with all the world, but especially with her own +sex. "Very straight of her to elope with another man, wasn't it? And as +for pluck, why, she couldn't even stick to him when she'd done it."</p> + +<p>"Hush, Eva!" Herrick's brow wore the frown she hated, and, secretly, +feared. "You were never fair to that unhappy girl; and both you and I +know very well that had you acted differently half this misery would +have been spared."</p> + +<p>"I was unfair to her?" Eva's voice was choked with rage.</p> + +<p>"Yes." He spoke deliberately, rather sadly. "From the first you treated +Toni Rose, unfairly. You knew she was very young, and not very wise in +the ways of the world, and whereas you were an older woman—very little +older in actual years, I grant you——"</p> + +<p>"I suppose you mean older in wickedness." She spoke between her teeth.</p> + +<p>"I mean you were old enough to have helped the child instead of +encouraging her in her foolishness," he said steadily. "But you did not. +You preferred to inflame her mind by exaggerating her woes, making her +feel herself misunderstood, unloved, unwanted ... oh, I don't know what +you said, what passed between you, but this I do know. You saw that +child shivering on the brink, as it were, of a dreadful precipice, and +not only did you refrain from pulling her back from the edge, but I'm +horribly afraid that yours was the hand which sought to push her over."</p> + +<p>"You dare to say this to me?" Her voice was like steel, and there was a +dangerous glint in the Irish eyes which had once been so sweet and gay.</p> + +<p>"Yes. Oh, I don't want to be hard on you, to bring it all up again." He +spoke wearily. "I suppose it was the sight of that poor fellow Rose that +made me speak like that just now. But you know, you have known all +along, that I hold you largely responsible for the whole affair, and if +any harm has come to that poor misguided girl, I'm afraid your +conscience can never be wholly clear."</p> + +<p>"Stop!" With flashing eyes and a stormy flush on her cheeks his wife +faced him; and even Herrick recoiled a step, aghast at the picture of +evil, revengeful triumph she presented in that moment. "You are blaming +me for that affair, are you? Doubtless you and the bereft husband joined +upon your journey down in calling me all the pretty names which seem to +fit me—evil genius, bad angel, and all the rest. Well, it may surprise +you to learn that it is to me that the 'poor misguided child' turns even +now when she wants news of her loving husband. Oh, you may stare, but I +know more than all of you. I know just where the misguided Toni is at +this moment, and what she is doing into the bargain."</p> + +<p>She had surprised him indeed. He sprang forward and seized her arm.</p> + +<p>"You know that? Then why in God's name haven't you said so before?"</p> + +<p>"Because I've only just got to know," she answered defiantly, "and +because although I <i>do</i> know, I'm not going to hand on my +knowledge—now."</p> + +<p>"What do you mean?" Her vindictive tone made his blood run cold.</p> + +<p>"I had meant, when her letter came to-night, to show it to you, to let +you tell Mr. Rose. Wasn't I a fool?" She laughed scornfully. "Why on +earth should I give away the precious information? You don't suppose I +care whether Toni ever sees her husband again? I hope she doesn't, in +fact. Other women are unhappy—they suffer—let her suffer, too, let her +know what it is to live in hell, to wish herself dead so that she may at +least forget her misery."</p> + +<p>"Eva!" His voice rang through the room. "You are going too far. Tell me +this moment—where is Mrs. Rose?"</p> + +<p>"Wouldn't you like to know?" While she mocked him she was endeavouring +to edge past him to reach the table on which Toni's letter still lay. +Unconsciously he frustrated her, blocking the way in an attempt to force +her to speak plainly.</p> + +<p>"I intend to know." His voice was as cold as ice. "Come, Eva, if pity +for the girl doesn't move you, think of the man. Why condemn him to this +mental torture, when a word from you can set him free?"</p> + +<p>Suddenly she paused before him; and to his dying day he would never +forget the hatred in her eyes.</p> + +<p>"Did you think of that, when a word from you would have set me free? Did +you utter the word which would have condemned you to prison but would +have let me go back to the world of sunshine and freedom? Did any of the +men who sent me to that hell think of my torture, my agony? Why should I +think of anyone else now? What does it matter to me if Owen Rose and his +wife die broken-hearted? Do you think I'd raise a finger to help them to +find one another? No. No, I tell you, a hundred, thousand times—<i>no</i>."</p> + +<p>Suddenly the man who listened was filled with a great and marvellous +compassion. Even now, it seemed, his wife could not see the justice of +her fate; but somehow her childish comparison of her own position with +that of Owen and Toni Rose seemed pitiful, tragic, rather than evil.</p> + +<p>"See here, dear." He spoke very gently. "You are overwrought. You don't +know what you are saying. I'm sure in your heart you only want to act +kindly, nobly, by those two unfortunate people. Tell me, where is Mrs. +Rose, and when—and how—has she communicated with you?"</p> + +<p>"She wrote to me—I got her letter to-night." There was a note of +triumph in her voice which made him uneasy. "And do you know what I'm +going to do with it? I'm going to burn it—now—before your eyes."</p> + +<p>During her speech she had been edging nearer and nearer the table; and +as she spoke the last words she made a frantic dart at the letter and +envelope which had lain there through all the conversation. Quick as she +was, however, she was almost too late.</p> + +<p>Suddenly awake to her meaning, Herrick had swung round in time to see +her seize the letter; and in an instant his hand was on her wrist.</p> + +<p>"Eva! What are you going to do?"</p> + +<p>"This." With a wild gesture she tore her hand from his; but again he was +too quick for her.</p> + +<p>"Listen to me." He spoke quickly, wild with anxiety lest she should +carry out her threat. "You are to give me that letter—at once. At once, +do you hear? I don't want to hurt you, but I will have that letter, and +you had better give it to me of your own free will."</p> + +<p>"You shan't—you shan't." She spoke gaspingly, using all her force to +got away from him. Handicapped by his very superiority, Herrick did not +venture to put forth his full strength, but Eva, held back by no +scruples, fought desperately to release her hands that she might fling +the letter in the fire.</p> + +<p>Quite suddenly she found herself free. Herrick, his very soul sickened +within him at the physical encounter, had released her abruptly, +trusting, perhaps, to some instinct of generosity which should lead her +to surrender in the moment of victory.</p> + +<p>But he trusted vainly. The second she was free Eva flung herself on to +her knees by the brightly-blazing fire; and as Herrick, maddened by her +action, bent roughly over her to try, even now, to save the precious +letter, she thrust her hand almost within the bars that the fire might +destroy the writing the more completely.</p> + +<p>But her own haste was her undoing. The loose chiffon sleeve she wore +brushed against the glowing coals as she pushed the letter frantically +between the bars; and a bright tongue of flame shot suddenly up her arm +and ignited the masses of filmy lace which disguised the thinness of her +once softly-rounded bosom.</p> + +<p>There was a sharp cry from Herrick, a shriek of terror from Eva; and +then, as Herrick sprang aside to snatch up the heavy travelling-coat +which would most effectually beat out the flames, Eva rushed frenziedly +to the door, screaming at the top of her voice.</p> + +<p>Again and again he tried to fling the coat round her burning form; but +she had completely lost her head, and several valuable seconds were +wasted before he caught her finally and wrapped her completely round in +the thick, heavy folds of his big coat.</p> + +<p>Quite suddenly he felt her collapse in his grasp; and when, having +extinguished the flames, he unwrapped the coat from her slender figure, +Herrick had a horrible conviction that he held a dead woman in his +arms....</p> + +<p>She was still alive, however, though terribly burned about the arms and +body. For nearly a week she lay between life and death, a piteous little +figure swathed in bandages.</p> + +<p>By some miraculous chance, although her golden curls were singed and +blackened, her face had escaped injury, and as he sat by her side in the +darkened room, Herrick could trace in the pale and suffering features +the face of the bonny Irish girl who had won his heart so completely in +those far-off days of an Irish spring.</p> + +<p>For seven days she lay there, half-conscious at times, moaning piteously +for hours together, though for the most part under the merciful +influence of the morphia which lulled her agony; and in that terrible +week Herrick took up afresh the burden of his marriage and determined +that if Eva recovered he would give up his whole life to her service. He +would endeavour to win her back to a saner, sweeter frame of mind, to +make up to her by his unswerving patience and devotion for the misery +she had endured; and he would relinquish, once for all, the hopeless +mental attitude which had seemed to say that a life spent together must +be impossible for both of them.</p> + +<p>After all, she was pathetically young and frail. She had sinned, but she +had paid, was paying now. Every feeble moan she uttered wrung his heart +afresh; and he longed for her to regain consciousness that he might +whisper words of love and encouragement into those fragile ears.</p> + +<p>He had almost forgotten the cause of the catastrophe.</p> + +<p>Toni's letter had been burned to ashes, and he had not the slightest +idea of her whereabouts; but even Toni's welfare seemed of less +importance during these days of torture; and beyond sending Owen a note +to inform him that his wife was certainly alive, since she had written +to her friend, Herrick had done nothing.</p> + +<p>It was quite possible that Eva would die without revealing Toni's +secret; and even though she lived, what guarantee had Herrick that she +would unclose her lips even then?</p> + +<p>Although, through her intense suffering, she had an irresistible claim +upon his compassion, her husband did not feel certain that even were Eva +herself again Toni's tragic blunder would be repaired; and although he +was fully determined to do all in his power to bring Eva's restless +spirit peace, there was a possibility that she would return to life as +callous, as heartless, as vindictive as ever.</p> + +<p>Yet as he looked at the wan little face on the pillow, he could not +forbear a hope that this terrible disaster would mark a turning point in +Eva's life; and then, as a moan fluttered through the girl's parched +lips, he experienced a horrible fear that for Eva there would be no time +for repentance and reparation.</p> + +<p>It was nearly one o'clock on the seventh night when Herrick, watching +closely, saw the grey Irish eyes open suddenly.</p> + +<p>He bent over the bed, and found that for the first time his wife was +sufficiently herself to recognize him.</p> + +<p>"Jim? Is that you?" Her voice was the merest thread.</p> + +<p>"Yes, dear. Do you feel more comfortable now?"</p> + +<p>"I feel ... dying," she murmured, still in that thin whisper. +"Jim ... I'm so sorry. I've been a wicked girl—but you must forgive me, +because I'm going to die."</p> + +<p>"No, no, dear." His heart stirred within him at the startling change in +her, and he slipped to his knees beside the bed. "You are going to get +better and be my own dear little wife again. There is no need to talk of +forgiveness, Eva. That's all over long ago. Now I have only to love +you."</p> + +<p>"I'm glad you've forgiven me." When she had spoken she closed her eyes +again; and Herrick felt himself turn cold, thinking she were dying +indeed.</p> + +<p>Presently she re-opened those sunken eyes, and her lips moved faintly. +Bending down he caught her words.</p> + +<p>"Jim ... I'm sorry about Toni. She's safe—in Italy—in Naples...."</p> + +<p>"You're sure, dear?" He spoke quietly, though his heart gave a throb of +relief at her words.</p> + +<p>"Yes. I can't remember her address." Her brows contracted pitifully. +"But she works in the library of an Italian called Zanoni—is that +enough? Can you find her from that?"</p> + +<p>"Why, yes, dear." He knew it would only be a matter of time to trace the +girl now. "And you must not worry about her any more. Close those big +eyes of yours and go to sleep."</p> + +<p>She gave a little sigh, and her tiny bandaged hand lifted itself feebly +as though seeking his. Instantly he laid his own warm fingers over hers; +and a moment later Eva was asleep.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>So it happened that Eva did not die, but crept slowly back to life; and +throughout her painful and often halting convalescence she exhibited a +patience, a gentleness which won her husband's heart afresh.</p> + +<p>It seemed as though the fire had burnt out all the evil thoughts and +desires which had ravaged her soul. Gone were all thoughts of revenge, +of callous retribution for the sufferings she had endured. No longer +bitter and hard and reckless, Eva was once again the engaging girl who +had won Herrick's love; and although it was probable she would never +again be quite so light-hearted, so thoughtless as she had been in the +days before her marriage, Herrick was very strongly attracted to this +oddly gentle, shy, wistful girl who gave him a new and passionate +gratitude and love in place of her former half-careless, +half-contemptuous affection.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>Her first question on coming fully to herself had concerned Toni; and +within a very short space of time Herrick was able to inform her that +the girl had been found.</p> + +<p>"Is she well—happy? Is Mr. Rose going to forgive her?"</p> + +<p>"He has done that already," said Herrick with a smile. "By this time he +is on his way to Italy; and I have no doubt he will bring her home to +Greenriver as fast as boat and train can do it."</p> + +<p>"Must I see her, Jim?" Into her eyes came a look of dread which touched +him oddly. "I know it was all through my wickedness that she went +away—but—must I ask her to forgive me?"</p> + +<p>"You needn't trouble about that, dear. Mrs. Rose has forgiven you long +ago. And as soon as ever you are well enough to travel, I'm going to +take you right away where I can have you to myself and there will be no +one to bother you all the rest of your life."</p> + +<p>"Where are we going?" Her weak voice sounded pitifully glad.</p> + +<p>"I'm not sure—but somewhere for away—Canada, or California, or some +big, wild country where we can ride about all day and imagine ourselves +back in dear old Ireland again."</p> + +<p>She sighed with pleasure; and two minutes later fell asleep with a +tender little smile upon her lips.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIX" id="CHAPTER_XXIX"></a>CHAPTER XXIX</h2> + + +<p>On a beautiful evening in June, when the land was sweet with roses, and +the cuckoos called insistently to one another from copse and wood, Owen +Rose brought his wife home, for the second time, to Greenriver.</p> + +<p>They had spent the intervening weeks in Italy; and to the end of her +life Toni would look upon those glorious Italian days as her true +honeymoon.</p> + +<p>Now, indeed, she and Owen were really lovers, meeting on an equal ground +through the very force of their mutual love. Gone for ever were the old +doubts and misunderstandings, the miserable fooling of inferiority on +Toni's side, the half-unconscious irritation with which Owen had viewed +what seemed to be his wife's limitations.</p> + +<p>No miracle had been worked. Toni and Owen both knew very well that in +literary matters Owen would always be superior to Toni; but now that +they were one in ambition, one in feeling, one in heart and soul, this +superiority mattered little.</p> + +<p>Now that she was no longer frightened, no longer felt herself despised, +Toni could give her natural intelligence full play; and when once Owen +took the trouble to study Toni closely, he thanked his gods that he had +discovered her worth before it was too late.</p> + +<p>What he had taken for stupidity was only diffidence. Toni's brain, +though not so highly specialized as his own, was a very capable, quick +organ all the same; and in the lonely, dreary months of her absence Owen +had learned to value at their true worth the precious gifts of laughter +and sunny, unselfish gaiety which had once lightened the stately old +house. When Toni disappeared, it seemed as though a living sunbeam had +deserted the household; and when, on announcing the news of her safety +and ultimate return, he had seen the faces of the servants break into +relieved smiles, Owen had felt, with a twinge of shame, that even her +dependants had valued Toni more than he, her husband, had known how to +do.</p> + +<p>Always, too, the remembrance of the significance of Toni's sacrifice +would keep Owen humble before her. He knew now, beyond all possibility +of doubt, that it had nearly broken her heart to leave him; and though +her tragically childish notion of setting him free by eloping with +Leonard Dowson often brought a tender, half-quizzical smile to his lips, +Owen fully appreciated the love and eager longing which had driven Toni +to that futile step.</p> + +<p>If Toni had found her soul, Owen too had gained something which his +character had hitherto lacked; and in his new humility and comprehension +there was the germ, also, of a new content for both of them.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>Toni caught her breath in a sob of rapture as the old house came into +view.</p> + +<p>Everyone about the place, servants, gardeners, chauffeur, had worked +their hardest during the last excited weeks to bring the whole place to +the highest pitch of perfection; and to Toni's longing eyes the +beautiful old house, in its setting of tall trees, smooth green lawns, +and brilliant, many-hued flowers, had never looked so eminently +attractive, so alluringly home-like before.</p> + +<p>There were tears in her eyes as she sprang out of the car and greeted +the waiting Andrews, who stood beside the open door. In the background +Kate and Maggie hovered, all smiles and blushes; and it was evident that +whatever construction a censorious world might have put upon Toni's rash +departure, these faithful souls, at least, believed no evil.</p> + +<p>As a matter of fact very little of the truth ever did leak out. When it +was known, as Herrick took good care it should be known, that Mr. Rose +had gone to Italy to join his wife, who was wintering there, and would +return with her after a few weeks spent together by the shores of the +Mediterranean, gossip was at once checked and dumbfounded.</p> + +<p>If there had been anything wrong, said the neighbourhood, if Mrs. Rose +had left her husband secretly as had been asserted, surely the fact of +Mr. Rose's going to Italy to join her would not have been given quite so +much publicity.</p> + +<p>Not only were there paragraphs in all the society papers—here Barry's +hand was discernible—but there were even portraits of the rising young +author and his wife, taken together in the garden of their whitewashed +villa outside Naples; and it was decided, finally, that Mrs. Rose's +hasty departure had been, after all, a good deal less mysterious than it +had at first appeared.</p> + +<p>There was some consolation, to the more determined gossips of the +neighbourhood, in spreading a rumour that the young mistress of +Greenriver was far gone in consumption, and had been ordered to winter +abroad; but Toni's appearance, on the day of her return, was quite +sufficient to give the lie to that particular <i>canard</i>.</p> + +<p>Browned with the sun, her Southern colouring accentuated by the months +spent in what was, after all, almost her native land, Toni looked the +picture of glowing, vivid health; and when, late that night, she faced +her husband with sparkling eyes across the rose-decked table, Owen +realized, for the first time, that this quaint, half-foreign wife of his +was giving promise of developing into actual beauty.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>After dinner they strolled into the garden, Jock, deliriously happy, +pressing closely to his mistress's side; and as they passed between the +sleeping flowers Toni suddenly clung to her husband's arm.</p> + +<p>"Owen! Listen. The nightingale! Oh, isn't it perfect—that big yellow +moon—and the roses—and now—<i>that</i>."</p> + +<p>"Is it better than Italy, Toni? Wouldn't you rather be there—on a night +like this—in that land of beauty and romance?"</p> + +<p>For a moment Toni stood still, gazing round her in silence. She looked +at the old grey house, from which the mellow lamplight streamed, the Ten +Little Ladies casting their beams bravely through the big windows of the +gallery upstairs. She looked at the sleeping roses, the velvet lawns, +the tall trees; and her eyes were very peaceful. The golden moonlight +transfigured the scene; from the dreaming river came the creak of oars +moving gently in their rowlocks; and the nightingale's song was dying +softly, tenderly, on the quiet air.</p> + +<p>Slowly Toni's gaze came back to her husband's face; and in her eyes, +velvety and black in the moonlight, Owen read her answer before she +spoke.</p> + +<p>"Wherever you are is my land of beauty," she said, in a low voice. +"But ... oh, I am so glad, so glad you have brought me home—to +Greenriver."</p> + +<p>And as he heard the words, saw, too, the loving little gesture which +accompanied them as she slipped her hand into his arm, Owen felt that +for them both Greenriver was home henceforth.</p> + +<p>He stooped and kissed her, quietly, on the white brow beneath the ebony +hair; end as if he had been waiting for the signal, the unseen +nightingale broke once more into song.</p> + + +<p>THE END</p> + + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="FAMOUS_NOVELS_BY_KATHLYN_RHODES" id="FAMOUS_NOVELS_BY_KATHLYN_RHODES"></a>FAMOUS NOVELS BY KATHLYN RHODES</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">THE LURE OF THE DESERT<br /></span> +<span class="i0">THE DESERT DREAMERS<br /></span> +<span class="i0">THE WILL OF ALLAH<br /></span> +<span class="i0">SWEET LIFE<br /></span> +<span class="i0">AFTERWARDS<br /></span> +<span class="i0">FLOWER OF GRASS<br /></span> +<span class="i0">THE MAKING OF A SOUL<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>Vivid descriptions of the entrancing scenery of the East, incident +crowding upon incident, romantic situations, exciting intrigues, +unexpected dénouements hold and absorb the interest from start to +finish.</p> + +<h4>KATHLYN RHODES<br /> +is the assured success of 1918,<br /> +as GERTRUDE PAGE was the success of 1916<br /> +and MABEL BARNES-GRUNDY of 1917.</h4> + +<p>Fired with enthusiasm to win fame as a novelist, Kathlyn Rhodes began +her career before her school days were ended. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: The Making of a Soul + + +Author: Kathlyn Rhodes + + + +Release Date: June 4, 2007 [eBook #21674] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-646-US (US-ASCII) + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE MAKING OF A SOUL*** + + +E-text prepared by David Clarke, Mary Meehan, and the Project Gutenberg +Online Distributed Proofreading Team (http://www.pgdp.net) + + + +THE MAKING OF A SOUL + +by + +KATHLYN RHODES + +Author of "_The Desert Dreamers_," "_The Will of Allah_," "_The Lure of +the Desert_," "_Flower of Grass_," _etc_. + + + + + + + +London: Hutchinson & Co. +Paternoster Row + + + + +CHAPTER I + + +Barry Raymond drew the latchkey out of the door and entered his small +flat in Kensington just as the clock in the tiny hall chimed the hour of +ten. + +It was a wet night; and he drew off his Burberry and hung it up with a +sense of pleasure in being again in his cosy little eyrie at the top of +the chilly stone steps. + +Humming a tune, he crossed the diminutive hall and went into the +sitting-room, where the cheerful crackle of a small wood fire gave an +air of comfort to the hearth. + +On the table, where his admirable man-servant had placed it, was a tray +bearing glasses, a siphon and a bottle of whisky; and beside the tray +were the few letters which had come by the last post; while in a +conspicuous place lay a telegram in its tawny envelope; and this, +naturally enough, was the first thing Barry touched. + +Taking it up, he tore it open decisively; and as the envelope fell to +the ground he unfolded the pink paper and read the message scrawled +thereon. + + "Just arrived Southampton will be with you about ten o'clock. + OWEN." + +The paper fluttered to the floor and Barry consulted his watch hastily. + +"Ten o'clock! Why, it's that now. So Owen's home. By Jove, what an +unlucky day he's chosen!" + +He stood still for a moment, rapt, it would seem, in contemplation of an +unpleasant vision. Then with a shrug of his shoulders he moved to the +fireplace and turned on more light. + +"Well, it'll have to be done sooner or later; but"--for a second a +rueful smile lit up his despondent young face--"I wish I hadn't got to +do it ... and at ten o'clock at night into the bargain!" + +He looked round him as though considering some serious matter. + +"Food--and drink. Here's drink, anyhow. What about food?" + +Seizing a hand-lamp from the bureau at his elbow, he quitted the room +and made for the kitchen, which his man had left, as usual, in the +perfection of neatness on his departure two hours ago. + +Hastening to the cupboard which did duty, in the flat, for a pantry, +Barry flung open the door and surveyed the shelves with anxious eyes. + +Ah! There was plenty of food, of a sort, and suddenly Barry remembered, +with gratitude, the fact that he had intended to dine at home, and had +been prevented doing so at the eleventh hour owing to an unexpected +invitation which he had then regarded as an unmitigated bore, but now +looked upon as a direct interposition of Providence. + +A cold roast chicken, an apple tart and cream, cheese and +biscuits--surely the traveller could make a meal off these provisions, +and Barry carried them gaily into the sitting-room and laid the table +with much good-will and no little celerity. + +Knives, forks, glasses--for he intended to share the meal--salt, pepper, +bread--in a dozen light-hearted journeys he managed to bring everything +he considered necessary; and he was just standing back to admire his own +handiwork when the electric bell pealed loudly through the silent flat. + +"Here he is, by Jove!" Barry all but dropped the vase of chrysanthemums +he was carrying to the table, and setting it down hastily he went to the +door, in a flutter of anticipation, of hospitality, and, if the truth be +told, of nervousness. + +Opening the door: + +"Is that you, Owen?" he asked--a superfluous question, for he knew his +visitor well enough. "Come in, old chap--you must be soaked--it's a +frightful night!" + +"Soaked--I should just say I am!" Owen Rose accepted the invitation and +stepped inside, shaking himself like a dog as he did so. "Lord, Barry, +what a climate! I declare I'd sooner live in Timbuctoo!" + +"Oh, the climate's all right--only a bit moist," returned Barry +philosophically. "But come on in--take off your coat and come to the +fire. Any luggage?" + +"No, I've sent it on to my place." He drew himself out of his big coat +as he spoke. "I thought I'd come up and see you for half an hour first +of all. Jolly glad you're at home. You got my wire?" + +"Yes, a few minutes ago. Come and have something to eat." They were in +the sitting-room by now. "There's not much, but I hadn't time to kill +the fatted calf." + +"Looks like it." Owen's eyes roamed over the cheerful little +supper-table. "Barry, you're a fraud. Chicken, apple-pie--what more can +man desire? But I confess I _am_ hungry, though I didn't come for a +meal." + +"Well, sit down and let's begin," said Barry practically. "I dined at my +aunt's to-night, and as usual I couldn't get much to eat! She asked me +so many questions about ..." he coloured and hurried on "... about +everything, that by the time I'd finished answering them dinner was +over!" + +"I see." Owen accepted the plate Barry handed him. "Well, you're looking +very fit, Barry. How's things?" + +"Oh, fair." Barry paused in the act of pouring out a whisky-and-soda. +"That's to say, I'm still with old Joliffe, and got a rise of screw last +quarter." + +"Did you! Well, wait till we get the review going, and see if I don't +tempt you away from that dictatorial old boss of yours!" + +"Oh, I'll come to you all right," said Barry gaily. "But in the meantime +I'd better hang on in the House of Rimmon, hadn't I? You see ..." He +broke off, the colour mounting to his face. + +"Of course. You're thinking of Olive. Quite right, too. How is she, +Barry? Well?" + +"A 1." Barry fell to on his supper with renewed zest. "Longing to see +you, old chap. By the way"--he slid rather dexterously away from the +subject--"you promised her a skin or something, didn't you? Have any +luck?" + +"Luck! Rather! I bagged one tiger who was really magnificent--he'll make +a grand hearthrug for you and Olive. He was a splendid brute and I was +lucky to get him. Of course, I've had luck all the way through. By gad, +Barry, there's nothing like big-game shooting to make one fit! You know +what I was like when I set out--and look at me now!" + +Thus invited, Barry looked; and he was bound to admit that his friend +was right. + +Eighteen months previous to this wet night of January, Owen Rose had +been so severely injured in a motor-accident that his life had been +despaired of; and although he had eventually recovered, he had been left +so unlike himself that a return to the normal round was impossible. + +There was only one prescription, his doctors agreed, and that was the +agreeable, if expensive, one of travel. Only by gaining complete change +of scene, complete change, also, of life and routine, could he hope to +recapture his old splendid vitality and abundant health; and since +luckily Owen was by no means a poor man, the prescription was not so +hard to carry out as might have been the case with another patient. + +True, this break in his life interfered with several cherished projects. +In the first--and most important--place, his marriage must be delayed; +and although Miss Vivian Rees was only twenty, and might be considered +fully young to be a bride, the delay, to the ardent lover, was +vexatious, at the least. + +Then the review, to which he had alluded in his conversation with Barry, +had perforce to be shelved; and although there was plenty of time for +the production of such a literary newcomer, he had felt, at the moment, +as though called upon to abandon altogether a beloved ideal. + +But the fiat had gone forth; and indeed he had agreed entirely with the +medical verdict which pronounced him unfit to shoulder fresh tasks until +his old strength should be regained. Therefore, unwillingly, but none +the less unflinchingly, he had made preparations to leave England for a +year's leisurely travel in the East, starting, as it were, from Bombay +and journeying onwards wherever the fancy took him. + +It happened that during his travels he fell in with a couple of old +schoolfellows who were on the verge of a sporting expedition; and Owen, +who by that time was tired of his loafing method of travel, jumped with +alacrity at an invitation to join the party. + +They had glorious sport; and in the excitement and vigour of the chase +Owen regained all his old bodily strength and added thereto a quite +fresh store of health and spirits. When at length he turned his face +homewards he knew himself to be in such condition as he had never before +experienced; and as he sat opposite his host to-night, eating and +drinking gaily in this quiet room, he presented to Barry a picture of +such perfect health as is rarely met with in the streets of London. + +"Yes." Barry brought his leisurely survey to a close. "You do look +uncommonly fit, I suppose you've had a gorgeous time." + +Thus invited, Owen launched forth into an account of some of his most +thrilling adventures, and the time flew as he recounted the tale of the +glorious nights and days he had lived through, or made his hearer laugh +with his stories of the various attendants and their humours. + +The clock had chimed the hour of midnight before the friends left the +table; and then, sitting by the rosy fire, with pipes alight, each one +felt that the moment had come in which a deeper subject might well be +introduced. + +Yet Barry, at least, would cheerfully have ignored that subject; for he +foresaw, with friendship's intuition, that the thing he had to say would +effectually mar and break the midnight peace; and as the moment drew +near in which he must strike a fatal blow at his friend's serenity he +fell into an embarrassed silence very unlike his recent cordiality. + +At last it came--the question he had dreaded. + +"I say, Barry, have you seen much of Vivian lately?" Although the +subject affected the speaker so vitally, he was so calmly, confidently +sure of the reply that his tone was quiet and unagitated. Even though +Barry paused for a quite perceptible fraction of time before he replied, +the other man was too certain of the answer to notice the pause. + +"I ... I have seen her--yes." He spoke without removing his pipe from +between his teeth, which might account for the curious thickness of his +tone. + +"And how is she? All right, I suppose? You see"--Owen laughed rather +diffidently--"my return was to be a surprise to her. I wasn't coming for +another couple of months, you know, and then all at once I couldn't bear +it any longer. I simply _had_ to come." + +"But--haven't you corresponded all this time?" + +"Well, not regularly. You know Vivian hates writing letters as much as I +do; and I couldn't give her any settled addresses while we were moving +about, so we agreed that we would not expect much from each other in +that way!" + +"I see. But--you _have_ heard from her?" + +"Oh, yes, now and then. Of course she had my banker's address and could +cable to me from time to time. I got one cable from her in December--on +my birthday, it was--and she said she was writing, but I never got the +letter." + +"In December. I see." And so he did--saw a vision of half-unwilling +treachery, of hesitating loyalty, of dying faith, which turned his heart +sick within him. + +"I wrote to her for Christmas, of course, and sent her a card now and +then." He seemed to be excusing his own quite allowable slackness in the +matter. "You see, I really had no time for letter-writing, and I knew +she would understand and forgive me." + +"You ... did you tell her you were coming home to-day?" + +"Yes. I wired to her a week ago.... I half expected she'd come down to +meet me." He laughed shamefacedly. "But you know what her people are. I +expect they'd think it frightfully unnecessary to do that. Of course, +I'm going there first thing in the morning." + +"You ... you haven't been there yet, then?" Barry hated himself for his +fatuity as he put the question. + +"No. Fact is, I was a perfect savage when I landed ... a beard half a +yard long!" He laughed jovially. "Had to get trimmed up a bit ... but in +any case she would probably have been out somewhere or other to-night." + +"Yes. I see." + +"But first thing in the morning, it's a taxi for mine, as the Americans +say. And I shall catch her alone, after breakfast, before anyone's +about." + +"Yea." Barry paused, cursing himself for his cowardice, and then plunged +recklessly into the quicksand before him. "Owen, old man, have you heard +anything about Miss Rees lately?" + +"Heard anything?" He laid down his pipe and stared at his questioner. +"Why should I hear anything? What is there to hear?" + +Before replying Barry rose, and stood leaning against the mantelpiece; +and as he looked down on his friend his heart was wrung within him at +the cruelty of fate. + +"You ... you've not seen her name in the papers?" His throat was dry, +but he went on bravely. + +"Papers? I've not looked at a newspaper for months. And anyway, what +should I see about Vivian in any paper?" + +"Only ... I thought you might have done." Barry was finding his task +almost incredibly hard, and his brow was pearled with fine drops of +moisture as he stood before his friend. + +"What was there to see, Barry?" Owen's voice was quiet--dangerously +quiet. "Is there anything wrong with Vivian? Is she--has she been ill?" + +"No." + +"Then ... God! man, what are you trying to tell me?" His forced calm was +breaking up. "Out with it--whatever it is. Is Vivian--is she _dead_?" + +"No--oh, no." He spoke hurriedly, thankful that he could at least answer +that question in the negative. + +"Then ... what is it? Come, Barry"--Owen spoke through his teeth in a +hoarse tone quite unlike his usual voice--"if Vivian is not dead, not +ill ... what is this wonderful piece of news I might have read in the +papers--and did not?" + +There was a moment's tense silence, broken only by the crackling of the +gay little fire on the hearth. + +Then Barry said heavily: + +"Miss Rees was married to Lord Saxonby this morning." + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +For a moment there was a silence fraught with a thousand possibilities. +Then Owen sprang from his seat and crossing the intervening space, as it +were in a bound, seized his friend savagely by the shoulders. + +"Say that again, Barry! Say it if you _dare_!" + +With a fury of which he was unconscious he shook the other man +violently; and Barry broke away with an expression of annoyance. + +"Good God, Owen, what do you think you're doing? What do you mean by +attacking me like this!" + +"I'm going to knock your damned head off for telling me a lie!" His tone +was dangerous. "How dare you say that Vivian is married when you _know_ +she is engaged to me?" + +"Look here, Owen." Barry stood facing him, panting a little. "It's only +because you're my pal that I don't retaliate in kind. Any other man who +calls me a liar has to go through it, and that's a fact. But as it's +you, and as I know I've done the business badly--well"--his voice grew +suddenly wistful--"let's sit down and talk it over quietly, shall we?" + +Something in his tone made the other man turn cold; and when he replied +his manner had lost its vehemence. + +"See here, Barry, I'm sorry I attacked you like that. The fact is, +I ... I think I can't have understood rightly what you were trying to +tell me. You said something just now about Miss Rees being married to +Lord Saxonby. Well, what, exactly, did you mean?" + +The very quietness with which he spoke made it still more difficult for +Barry to answer him. + +"I meant just what I said." He fidgeted nervously with a cigarette as he +spoke. "Miss Rees was married--quietly--to Lord Saxonby this morning." + +"Lord Saxonby? You mean that chap who hung round her before I went +away?" Owen's voice was studiously self-controlled, but his hand shook +as he played with a silver pencil-case on the table before him. + +"Yes. That's the man." + +"I see." For a moment he bent his head over the table, and when he +looked up Barry understood that he had accepted the truth at last. "So +she's played me false, has she? Married another fellow without troubling +to let me know. Well, there's no more to be said, I suppose. I must make +up my mind to be the laughing-stock of my friends, to be pointed at by +men and women, jeered at in the clubs, as the fellow who was +jilted ... thrown over for another fellow!" + +He paused; then resumed in a louder tone. + +"It's an ugly word, Barry--jilted. And by Jove, it's an ugly thing. Odd +how naturally women take to it, isn't it? They won't steal, as a +rule--draw the line at murder, but they think nothing of making damned +fools of men who are insane enough to believe in them!" + +He laughed bitterly; and his eyes looked grim. + +"It would have been quite easy to let me know, wouldn't it?" He flung +the question at his friend. "A sixpenny wire--even a cable wouldn't have +ruined her, would it? And it would have been much less brutal than to +let me come home expecting to find a blushing bride waiting for me!" + +"I expect she ... she thought you'd see it in the papers," said Barry +rather lamely. "Although it was kept pretty quiet here there were +paragraphs about it, of course, and she may have supposed you would see +them." + +"Hardly the thing to leave it to chance," said Owen drily. "After all, +when one gets out of an invitation to dinner, one generally sends an +excuse; but ..." he broke off, and his eyes blazed suddenly "... look +here, Barry, you know, and I know, that this woman has played a low-down +trick on me. I thought her--well, no matter what I thought her--but +anyway I know her now for what she is. And I'll be infinitely obliged to +you if you'll be good enough to drop the subject now and for evermore." + +"I say, old chap, I'm awfully sorry----" + +Barry's impulsive speech got no further, for the other raised his hand +to cut it short. + +"All right, Barry, we'll take it all as said. Henceforth no such person +as Miss Rees--I mean Lady Saxonby--exists for me; and if you'll remember +that it will make things easier for us both." + +"Very well, Owen." Barry felt emboldened to light a cigarette; and then, +with a tactlessness born of mental discomfort, he asked a blundering +question. "What shall you do now, old man? Have another shot at big game +for a bit, or what?" + +"Another shot--I say, Barry, why on earth should I go back the moment +I've got home? Oh, I see!" He smiled cynically. "You mean town won't be +very pleasant for a bit? Well, I daresay it won't, but thank God no one +will dare to say much to me!" His jaw squared itself rather +aggressively. "But I don't intend to quit. On the contrary, my firm +intention is to remain here, do some good work, and, incidentally, +marry." + +Barry swung round and faced him, openly surprised. + +"Marry? But--whom?" + +"Oh, I don't know ... at the moment; but someone. You look astonished, +Barry! Why shouldn't I marry? Ah, I see! You think because one woman's +turned me down no one else will care to risk her happiness with me! +Well, of course my value is considerably depreciated, no doubt; but +after all, men are in the minority, and I daresay I'll be able to find +some girl to take pity on me!" + +"Don't talk like that, Owen!" Barry spoke hastily, and his blue eyes +looked rather stern. "You don't want a girl to take you out of pity, do +you? That's not much of a basis for a happy marriage, is it?" + +"No, Barry." He took the rebuke well. "I was talking like a fool. But +honestly, I do mean to marry--as soon as possible. Oh, I daresay I'm +taking it the wrong way, but it seems to me that there's only one thing +for a man in my position to do, and that is to show that he's not +heart-broken because one unscrupulous woman has treated him badly!" + +"That's all very well--but what about the other woman? Are you going to +marry the first girl you meet, irrespective of love, or what _are_ you +going to do? I can understand your feeling for Miss Rees has changed its +nature--love and hate are akin, I know, but still----" + +"No, Barry, you're wrong." He spoke very gently. "I don't _hate_ Vivian. +Why should I? She merely exercised her feminine prerogative and changed +her mind. Besides, one only hates big things. Vivian isn't big. She's +very small, or she'd not have done this thing. If she'd asked me to +release her, I'd have done it, and never have uttered a reproach. It's +the heartlessness, the unnecessary cruelty of this that hurts me so. I +loved her, Barry, and she knew it. Loved her in the right way, in the +way a man should love the woman he's going to marry; and my love meant +so little to her that she chucked it away without even telling me she +was tired of it." + +"But to marry, out of revenge, as it were, is small too." + +"Out of revenge? Come, Barry, what are you thinking of?" Owen rose and +spoke with an eerie joviality. "There'll be no revenge about it! Mayn't +I marry and settle down like another man? I'll guarantee that the first +woman who wants me can have me; and if she plays the game she shan't +regret it, for I'll play it too!" + +"But where will you look for her?" Barry could not understand this +attitude of mind. + +"Look for her? Oh, I'll look for her all right--and she'll turn up, +never fear!" He moved restlessly. "There's always some woman ready to +enter a man's life when he throws the door ajar--and here I'm positively +flinging it open, inviting the little dears to come in!" + +"But, I say, Owen"--Barry looked anxiously at his +friend--"you ... you'll be careful, won't you? I mean, you won't let any +twopenny-halfpenny little chorus-girl, or ... or girl out of a shop come +in, will you? You see, if you let them all know...." + +"Chorus-girls are sometimes worth a good deal more than +twopence-halfpenny," Owen reminded him quietly, "and I daresay a girl +out of a shop would make a jolly decent wife. But I wasn't contemplating +them when I spoke." + +"Of course not," assented Barry hastily. "I only meant----" + +"You only meant to give me good advice," said Owen, more kindly than he +had yet spoken. "All right, old man, I understand. You must forgive me +if I'm cross-grained to-night. You see I've had a shock----" + +He broke off abruptly. + +"There, I'm not going to whine about it. It's over, done with, and a new +chapter's started." He yawned ostentatiously. "Barry, I shall call upon +your good offices as best man yet--unless you hurry up and marry Miss +Lynn first." + +"Oh, Olive and I are in no hurry!" He laughed a trifle awkwardly. "You +see, she is so young--only just eighteen--and her people won't hear of +it for a couple of years." + +"Well, that will soon pass." He turned towards the door. "I must be off +now, Barry--it's late, and I'm pretty fagged. See you in the morning, I +suppose?" + +"Of course. I say, Owen, sure you won't stay here to-night? I can give +you a bed, you know." + +"Thanks awfully, old chap, but I'd rather get home. I've heaps of things +to see to. Thanks all the same." + +Still talking, the friends crossed the hall, and Barry unlatched the +door of the flat. + +"Well, so-long, Barry. Awfully glad to have seen you again." He gripped +the younger man's hand, and Barry understood what the grip implied. + +"Good-night, Owen. See you to-morrow." + +Two minutes later Owen had disappeared round a bend in the staircase; +and Barry went slowly back into his sitting-room, feeling curiously +tired, as though he had been indulging in some violent physical +exercise. + +"Poor old chap! What a beast that girl is!" He had never liked Miss +Rees, and now felt, naturally, that his dislike was justified. "But I +hope to goodness he doesn't go and do anything rash. He's got a pretty +good head on him, though, and I daresay a lot of this talk is mere +bravado." + +He turned off the light and went into his bedroom. On the dressing-table +stood a silver frame holding a photograph; and Barry took up the frame +and studied the portrait carefully. + +"Olive, you'd never play me a trick like that, would you! My God, I hope +you don't! It would just about kill me to have to lose faith in you!" + +The deep eyes looked up at him candidly, the sweet mouth seemed to +smile; and with a sudden blissful certainty that the original of the +photograph was as true and straightforward as the picture proclaimed her +to be, Barry put down the frame again, and began, whistling, to prepare +for bed. + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +A month later Barry relinquished his post as secretary to the man he +called "old Joliffe," and announced himself to be from henceforth at +Owen's disposal. + +The review to which the latter had alluded was a long-standing ideal of +Owen Rose's. From his earliest youth he had been attracted by the +journalistic side of life, and seeing no means of editing a London daily +at an early age, he had wisely determined to learn the whole business of +newspaper journalism from the beginning. At the ago of eighteen he was +sub-editor on a big provincial daily; but his brilliant and versatile +intelligence soon wearied of the monotony of the life, and he came to +London to demand the right of admittance into Fleet Street. + +At that time, luckily for himself, he was on terms of friendship with a +well-known editor; and what his own talent might have found difficulty +in obtaining was placed unexpectedly within his reach. Before he was +twenty-five he was well-known in the newspaper world; and since, on his +twenty-fifth birthday, he came into possession of the comfortable income +left to him by his father many years before, he was able to turn his +back definitely on any soul-destroying drudgery and devote his time and +brains to better work. Beneath his journalistic ability there was a +sound and delicate literary _flair_; and it had long been his dream to +found a magazine which, while neither commonplace nor unduly "precious," +should hit a happy mean between the cheap magazines devoted to more or +less poor fiction, and the somewhat pompous reviews which held up the +light of learning and research in a rather severe and forbidding +fashion. + +He would have a little fiction--of the highest order. A comparatively +large portion of the review was to be devoted to poetry, both as +regarded original verse and the critical appreciation of modern poetry +as a whole. Articles on art, music, the drama, were all to find a home +in his pages; and there was to be a judicious sprinkling of science to +add a little ballast to the lighter freight. + +But what he intended to be the striking feature of the review was the +tone which was to prevail throughout. It was to be warm, eager, +enthusiastic, optimistic. He intended himself to write a series of +articles dealing with the future in relation to the past. Each +subject--music, literature, humanitarianism, mysticism, and a dozen +others--would be treated in turn; and while in no wise belittling the +magic inventiveness of an age which has given us an Edison, a Marconi, +and a whole host of brilliant explorers, birdmen, and others equally +daring and distinguished, he intended to remember always the enormous +debt which we of this century owe to the glorious past. + +Possibly in Owen's very enthusiasm, in the eager, ardent spirit of his +dreams, there was more of the spirit of the future than of the past--but +he intended to hold the balance as evenly as possible. + +On one point he was firm. While hoping that his review would be in every +way a serious contribution to the more valuable literature of the day, +the literature which was worth something, he intended it to be strictly +non-political. There would be no room within its covers for writers with +axes to grind. No acrimonious discussions, thinly-veiled in pedantry, +should mar the harmony of the pages; no party cries should echo from the +editorial offices; and although he aimed, in some measure, at +instructing and uplifting his readers, it was their betterment as human +beings, rather than as citizens--so far as the two may be divorced--with +which he intended to concern himself. + +He was fortunate in his collaborators. At his back he had an old friend +of his fathers', a gifted, if somewhat inarticulate, man of letters, who +had longed, in his early life, for the opportunity to do what Owen was +doing; and was generous enough to feel that, though his own working days +were over, he might well use a little of his wealth in helping another +man to realize their mutual dream. + +Everything was to be on a strictly business-like footing. Owen, as +editor, was to receive a moderate salary--moderate because he felt that +in the circumstances the backing he received was worth more than any +emolument. Also he was sufficiently well-off to waive the matter if he +chose until the review was on firm financial ground. Barry, as his +personal secretary and general second-in-command, was to receive a +generous sum; and the rest of the men, all young, ardent, and fired with +a whole-hearted belief in Owen as their chief, were to be remunerated +according to their work and ability. + +A certain Miss Lucy Jenkins had been selected as typewriter and +assistant at what seemed to her the princely sum of forty shillings a +week; and by the beginning of February activity at headquarters, a +pleasant, though not palatial suite of offices in Victoria Street, +Westminster, was in full swing. + +The first number of the _Bridge_ was to make its appearance at Easter; +and Owen was meditating one morning over the possible inclusion of a +little set of verses which had reached him from a hitherto-unknown +contributor, when Barry appeared in the doorway leading to his inner +sanctum with a worried look in his frank blue eyes. + +"Hallo, Barry, anything wrong?" Owen put down the paper he held and +looked at his young colleague with a smile. + +"Well, it's no end of a bore!" Barry frowned distastefully. "That stupid +Jenkins woman has gone and landed herself in Holloway!" + +"Holloway?" Owen repeated the word in surprise. + +"Yes. I knew she was a Militant Suffragette, but I thought she would +have more sense than to go mixing herself up in brawls with the police!" + +"And she hasn't?" + +"No. On Saturday afternoon"--this was Monday--"she went and marched in a +procession of women out to smash windows or something of the sort, got +into a row and kicked a bobby in the ribs. The end was she got locked up +that night." + +"Where is she now?" + +"Brought up before the magistrate this morning and sentenced to fourteen +days without an option for violence," said Barry laconically. "I've just +had a note from her mother, who's nearly distracted, begging me to keep +her place open for her, but I don't see how we can do that." + +"Certainly not," said Owen decidedly. "I'll have no militant women on my +staff, and the sooner they understand that the better. She wasn't any +great treasure, either. She was too fond of revising the stuff she had +to type; and her ideas and mine clashed considerably when it came to +punctuation." + +"I suppose I must advertise for someone to take her place, then," said +Barry, with a sigh. + +"Yes. Get a younger girl this time, if you can. Miss Jenkins had reached +the certain--or uncertain--age when women take to militant suffragism. +She didn't like being corrected when she made mistakes, and used to +argue with me till you'd have thought it was she who ran the office, and +not I." + +"All right. I'll do my best." + +"Not too young, though," said Owen, half-maliciously, "or she'll be +thinking about her best boy all day instead of working. Of course that's +a bit better than militancy, less upsetting; but women are so +incomprehensible when they're in what they are pleased to call love that +it's rather difficult to know what they're driving at." + +"Oh, all right!" Owen's flippancy disturbed Barry, and he spoke shortly, +whereupon Owen smiled meaningly, and Barry went out of the room rather +hurriedly. + +Once safe in his own sanctum he lamented the unkind Fate which had given +Owen's heart as a plaything into the hands of an unscrupulous woman such +as Miss Rees had proved herself to be. Although Owen rarely mentioned +the subject, Barry knew well enough that he had not relinquished the +idea of a speedy marriage. Once or twice Owen had asked him his opinion +of this or that woman with whom they were both acquainted; but so far he +had shown no signs of forming any new engagement, though Barry lived in +a state of apprehension lest his friend should suddenly announce a more +or less undesirable tie. + +For Owen, perhaps naturally, shunned the women of his own set. They all +knew too much, knew the history of his disastrous engagement too +well--were, in many cases, friends of the woman who had jilted him; and +were therefore no acquaintances for a man in his mood. + +But there were other women, with whom, before his departure for the +East, he had been on terms of casual acquaintance; the daughters of City +friends, girls who lived in Kensington or Hampstead, girls with brothers +who had knocked up against the young men in athletic or journalistic +circles; an actress or two; good-hearted, ordinary young women for the +most part, commonplace in spite of suburban leanings towards "culture," +and in many cases entirely out of sympathy with the aims and ideals of +both Owen and his friend. + +As a matter of fact Owen and Barry were too busy during these strenuous +days to have time for social delights; but now and then they met one or +other of these various girls, visited one of the actresses on a "first +night," dined, reluctantly, in Earl's Court or Belsize Road, and on the +following morning Owen would ask Barry, half-teasingly, whether Rose or +Sybil or Gwendoline struck him as the most suitable bride for an already +jilted bachelor. + +Barry never took up the subject, showed plainly by his manner that he +did not like the jest; but the occasional queries went to show that the +idea of marriage was still in his friend's thoughts; and Barry was now +and again seriously uneasy lest some designing woman--that was the way +he put it--should make the vague possibility into an accomplished fact. + +And then, just when the idea seemed to be fading, lost in the pressure +of work, the interest of bringing forth the first realization of a +lifelong dream, the woman herself--but she was not designing--came. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +Miss Antonia Gibbs came from the typewriting office with excellent +testimonials. Though but eighteen years of age, she was vouched for as a +steady, conscientious worker, well-educated and of exceptional +intelligence. Quick, accurate, and possessed of a capital memory, she +would seem to be the ideal typist for an office such as that presided +over by Owen Rose; and after perusing the certificates and other +documents forming what one might call her _dossier_, Owen had really no +choice but to engage the prodigy. + +When she received the letter announcing the fact Miss Gibbs danced with +delight. + +"Two pounds a week! Think of it!" Thus she besought her cousin Fanny, a +rather full-blown young woman employed in a "drapery-house" at Brixton. +"And easy hours--with an hour off for lunch! Isn't it lovely!" + +"You'll have the office 'commish' to pay," her cousin reminded her, "and +I know all about those short hours! Sound well, but they generally want +overtime out of you--without paying for it either!" + +"Do they?" Antonia's joy was momentarily checked. Then she recovered her +spirits. "Anyway, even then it's a good post, and I can easily pay the +commission out of two pounds!" + +"Yes, of course." Fanny, whose natural optimism was somewhat impaired by +her experience in drapers' shops, cheered up also. "It's a grand +opportunity for you, Toni, and mind you make the most of it." + +"Rather," returned Toni gaily. "I'm to start to-morrow, so this is my +last free night. Aren't you glad some people are coming in to tea?" + +"Yes." Fanny, recalled to the immediate present, began her preparations +for the tea-party. "Josh'll be pleased to hear of your luck, Toni; he's +real fond of you, you know." + +"Is he?" Toni, pulling off her flannel blouse, spoke a trifle absently. + +"Yes. If I weren't fond of you myself I declare I'd be jealous! Don't +know how it is, all the boys seem to take to you straight away, Toni, +and you don't care a pin for any of 'em!" + +"Perhaps that's why," said Toni cheerfully, voicing a truth without in +the least realizing it. "After all, who is there to care for? Jack +Brown, or young Graves, or that funny little Walter Britton out of Lea +and Harper's?" She plunged her glowing face into a basin of cold water +as she spoke. + +"No. I s'pose they're not quite your sort." Fanny stared thoughtfully at +her cousin. "I don't know how it is, Toni--you are my cousin, your +father was Dad's own brother--and yet you're as different from us as--as +chalk from cheese." + +She in her turn had uttered a profound truth. Between Toni and the rest +of the commonplace lower-middle-class household was a great gulf fixed, +a gulf which was the more inexplicable because it was clearly visible to +the parties on either side of the chasm. + +Red-faced, brawny Fred Gibbs, the butcher, his equally red-faced, though +slightly more refined wife, and their several sons and daughters, +belonging, most of them, to the category of "fine" boys and girls, were +a good-humoured, kindly people enough; yet between them and the pretty, +dark-eyed Antonia there was not the slightest vestige of resemblance, +either in looks, manners, or disposition. + +Not that Toni gave herself airs. On the contrary, she was the most +cheerful and light-hearted little soul in the world. She flung herself +bodily into all the family's interests and pursuits, helped her uncle +with his books and her aunt with her housework, was Fanny's sworn +confidante and ally in all matters of the heart. The younger children +adored her for her good looks, her vivacity, her high spirits; and even +the flashes of rage which now and then marred her usually sunny temper +were fascinating in their very fire. + +Yet--with it all she was not, never would be, one of them. Fanny was +inclined to put it down to her foreign blood--for Toni's mother had been +Italian. The elder Gibbs fancied the girl's superior education was +responsible--for Toni had been to a real "Seminary for Young Ladies," in +contradistinction to the Council School attended by her cousins; while +as for Toni herself, though she was as fully conscious as the rest that +she was "different, somehow," she could never say, with any certainty, +in what the difference lay. + +Perhaps a psychologist would have found Antonia's position an +interesting one. Briefly, her history was this. + +The Gibbs were North-Country people, a good old yeoman family who had +been in service with an older and more aristocratic people in the county +of Yorkshire. The family, however, had begun, a few generations back, to +die out. Instead of the usual lusty sons, only daughters had been born +to most of the Gibbs, and they in their turn married and died, in the +nature of things relinquishing their own name, until there were few +left. + +So the race dwindled, until old Matthew Gibbs and his two sons Fred and +Roger were the last representatives of the old stock; and to the +father's bitter disappointment neither boy would consent to settle down +on the farm and carry out the tradition of the family. Fred, always a +pushing, commercially-minded lad, found farming too slow and +unprofitable to satisfy him, and he took service in a butcher's shop at +York, as a first step towards his goal, London, in which city he +eventually made his home, married a Cockney girl, and settled down for +the rest of his prosperous life. + +The second son, Roger, early showed a desire to travel; and though his +father would have kept him at home, he realized that after all youth +will be served, and let the boy go out into the world as soon as he had +passed his eighteenth birthday. + +Being possessed of unlimited confidence, exceptional strength and a +light-hearted determination to make something of life, Roger was +successful from the start. As is often her way with those from whom she +means, later, to exact a heavy toll, Fate smiled upon the good-looking +young man who faced her so gaily. He got one post after another: +secretary, mechanic, groom--for he was equally clever with hands and +head. In this or that capacity he travelled quite extensively for some +years, and finally, having a natural bent for languages, came to Rome in +the position of courier to a rich American family. It happened that the +daughter of the house had an Italian maid, a beautiful, refined girl +from Southern Italy; and the young people quickly fell in love. In spite +of his apparent irresponsibility Roger had saved a little money, and +within six months he had married his Italian girl and carried her off to +live in a village on the side of a mountain not far from Naples, where +for four blissful years they lived in perfect contentment. + +Old Matthew Gibbs, having in his later years sustained heavy +agricultural losses, was dead, and there was nothing to call Roger back +to England. He much preferred, indeed, to remain in the South, and as +their wants were simple he and his wife were able to live quite +comfortably on Roger's own little bit of money and the few _lire_ he +made through the kindly offices of the village priest, who liked the gay +young Englishman and put many odd jobs--translation, the acting as +interpreter and guide to tourists, and other things of the sort--in his +way. + +When Toni came to complete the trio, their happiness was complete; and +for three years after her birth the little house on the hill-side was +the home of joy and love and all the pleasant domestic virtues and +graces. + +When the child was three years old, the elder Antonia, herself only a +girl, died, after twenty-four hours' fever; and in one black hour Roger +paid for all the sunny days with which Fortune had so lavishly endowed +him. + +When at length he summoned up resolution to face the future he +determined, with a passionate desire to carry out his young wife's +unspoken entreaty, to devote himself to his child; and with this +intention he stayed on bravely in the little home from which the +sunshine had departed. + +For nearly six years they lived together in the tiny village near +Naples; and gradually the pall began to lift from the young man's +spirit, and the sunshine and the flowers, the blue sky and sea, and the +snow-capped mountains made their appeal once again to the warm, ardent +soul which sorrow had darkened. + +During these six years father and daughter had lived frugally, almost as +the peasants lived; yet with a daintiness, an order, which were unknown +to the peasants. The little Antonia--Toni, as they called her--grew +straight and strong as she played on the mountain slopes, or ate the +simple meals of grapes and bread and goat's flesh provided for her by +the old housekeeper, Fiammetta, who ruled both the pretty child and the +handsome young father with a rule of iron which yet made life a very +well-ordered and gracious existence. + +But when Toni had almost reached her ninth birthday the change came. The +good old priest died; and with the death of his sole friend Roger Gibbs +found life in the village impossible. + +Truth to tell, it was a marvel he had borne it so long. Only a numbing +blow such as he had received could have stunned his faculties into +acquiescence with this sleepy, uneventful existence; and now, suddenly, +his soul awoke from its peaceful slumber and demanded life, and yet more +life. + +Italy became all at once unendurable. The nomad spirit was aroused, and +nothing would satisfy the man but a fresh start in life's pilgrimage. + +His little daughter, too, must be educated; and although he loved the +child with all the concentrated passion of a man who has lost the woman +of whom the child is his only memento, he yet felt that the time had +come when he must shake himself free from the trammels of domesticity +and live once again the life of a man in some free, wild, +adventure-filled land. + +A month after Father Pietro's death Roger and his little daughter +Antonia were in England. The father's first object was to seek out his +brother Fred and see if he and his wife would take charge of the child +for a short time; and this he found both Fred and his comely spouse very +willing to do. There were other children in the home who were only too +ready to welcome the pretty little Toni; and after a stay of some weeks +in the noisy Brixton house Roger Gibbs had bidden his little daughter +farewell, and had gone forth once more, this time as assistant purser on +a liner, a post to which one of his former employers had assisted him +opportunely. It was a chance to see more of the world, and the man +embraced it gladly enough, though it would certainly prove irksome in +the end. + +After that it was long before Toni saw her father again. At regular +intervals he sent money for her maintenance; and she grew up with her +cousins, attending the big Council School in the next street with them, +and sharing in all the ups and downs of the Gibbs family. + +When she was thirteen Roger returned from an expedition to Peru, in the +course of which he had amassed a respectable sum of money, and father +and daughter met again, a meeting fraught, on Roger's side, with +something like disappointment. + +Four years of London life had transformed the olive-skinned, dreamy-eyed +child into a pale, long-legged girl who, although she had not lost her +soft Southern voice, used the colloquialisms of street and playground +with unpleasing fluency. True, she wore her shabby clothes with an air +of grace, but contact with other children had developed her into a +sharp, somewhat pert _gamine_, who was reputed quick at her lessons, but +equally, and less meritoriously, quick with her tongue. + +Within her father's mind disillusionment reigned supreme. Naturally, it +was not the fault of the child that she had taken on so quickly the +colour of her environment; nor, fortunately, was it too late to overlay +those traits with other and more pleasing characteristics. But thinking +of the soft-eyed, gentle, loving Italian girl he had married, Roger +resolved that her child should have another chance before it was too +late; and with that object in mind he scoured the neighbourhood until he +found what suited him, a quiet, old-fashioned ladies' school, conducted +by two prim but kindly women who appeared to him likely to have the +influence he sought. + +The Misses Holland were interested in his story, pleased with the idea +of softening and refining the child, half-Italian, half-Londoner, and +made things easy for the bronzed and handsome father; with the result +that from that time Toni's connection with the Council School ceased, +and she became a boarder, on surprisingly low terms, at the aforesaid +School for Young Ladies; where she remained until she was close on +seventeen. + +These years were the turning point of Antonia's life. Here, in company +with twenty other girls, somewhat above her in station, she learnt, +among other things, the virtues of gentleness, quietness in voice and +movement, unselfishness, and many kindred things; and those years of +happy, monotonous toil, broken only by pleasant, friendly treats, or +gentle, old-fashioned punishments, were full of use and value to the +growing girl. + +On her seventeenth birthday she was to leave school for good; and it had +been settled that her father was then to return to England and make a +home for her--a hope which the girl had hugged to her heart through all +these quiet years. + +But on the very day which should have seen her emancipation something +happened. + +The liner on which Roger was hastening back to England, after a year in +the East, went down in a mighty gale off Gibraltar; and Roger Gibbs was +among the drowned. + + * * * * * + +Of course all hope of that little home was at an end now. No more +remittances could be looked for, the store of money left for her +education was all spent; and though it seemed incredible that Roger +should have made no provision for his daughter's future, such indeed +proved to be the fact. + +Doubtless he had intended to settle down, to obtain some post in +England; but as things turned out there was nothing left for Antonia. +Let it be said at once that her relations behaved well. The Misses +Holland, too, would have taken her to help in the school but for the +unexpected advent of a needy niece of their own; but from the first +Antonia set her face against teaching. + +She did not like it, would rather go in for business, she said; and the +upshot of it all was that after some time she managed to obtain a post +in a large typewriting office in order to learn the work, after which +she was required to give her services for a period of twelve months for +a nominal salary in return for the teaching and business training +bestowed upon her. + +It was not a very good bargain; but she closed with it in lieu of a +better opening; and when, in a few weeks from the date of her aunt's +tea-party, she would be free to earn her living in her own way, she +would be able to defray the expense to which that same aunt had been put +during her time of apprenticeship. + + * * * * * + +So rapid is thought that between the beginning and ending of the task of +changing her outdoor shoes and stockings for slightly better ones, +Antonia's quick mind had flashed back over those years which had, so she +owned to herself, made all the difference; but not for worlds would she +have let her cousin know that she recognized any such difference. + +"Different! Not a bit of it!" She looked up and spoke with more warmth +than usual. "And as for the boys liking me--well, you're engaged, and +I'm not!" + +"Well, yes, there is that to be said!" Fanny regarded with affection the +cheap gold ring, set with imitation rubies, which adorned her plump +hand. "But you know, Toni, you could got Mr. Dowson any minute if you +tried!" + +"Mr. Dowson!" Toni, occupied in brushing out her black hair, tossed her +head with a little foreign gesture peculiar to her. "Why, Fan, how could +I marry Mr. Dowson! He's very nice, and good-hearted, but his chest is +narrow, and he's going bald!" + +"Well, that's not his fault," returned Fanny practically, "and it's not +with age either, because he's quite young. I expect it's with studying +so hard." + +"I daresay--but still ... of course he's clever," owned Toni rather +grudgingly, "he must be, to be a dentist, but--no, Fan, I'm not going to +marry Mr. Dowson, so there!" + +"Oh, all right." Fanny was a philosopher. "You know your own business +best. Will you do me up, dear, and tell me how you like my frock? I +think myself it's rather striking." + +Thus besought, Toni stuck the last pin-casually in her hair and came to +give her assistance in the matter of "doing up." + +Miss Frances Gibbs' dress was composed of a bright rose-pink voile, +bought cheaply at a sale, ornamented with a sash of ribbon of an equally +vivid hue of violet; and striking it certainly was, in the sense that +one felt inclined to collapse at sight of it. Miss Gibbs' figure being +of the order which dressmakers call "full," the effect was distinctly +startling; and as Fanny had carefully arranged her abundant hair in as +many rolls as she could possibly manage, it is to be inferred that she +presented a more overpowering effect than ever. + +Although, possibly owing to her Italian blood, Toni herself had a +weakness for bright colours, on other people, this daring juxtaposition +of pink and violet was a trifle bizarre even for her taste; and she +looked critically at Fanny as the latter paraded under the gas jet in +order to show off the "creation" to its best advantage. + +"Well?" Fanny's tone was anxious; and Antonia flung scruple to the +winds. + +"It's lovely, Fan, and you look scrumptious in it!" She hastily produced +from a paper bag a bunch of violets she had intended for her own +adornment. "Here, let me pin these in for you, they will finish you off +beautifully." + +"But they're yours, Toni!" + +"Oh, never mind me!" Toni laughed recklessly. "I've not got a Josh +waiting for me downstairs--and anyway, I don't much care to wear +flowers, they die so quickly, poor dears." + +Her own frock, an oft-washed white muslin, was donned in a second. A +bright green ribbon round her waist, a pair of greenstone earrings put +in beneath the clustering black hair, giving her a quaintly picturesque +look, and Antonia was ready for the evening's jollity. + +As the cousins ran downstairs together, an appetising smell of roasting +chickens came to their nostrils, and Toni sniffed appreciatively. + +"I wish Uncle Fred had a birthday every week! Isn't it fun having people +in and playing games afterwards!" + +"Rather, but I wish we'd been going to the theatre!" + +"Well, so do I," conceded Toni, "but anyhow this is better than one of +our usual dull evenings!" + +Half an hour later the feast was in full progress. The table in the +little "front room" literally groaned with good things; indeed, so +liberally was it provided that half-way through the meal the butcher +insisted on removing the vase of chrysanthemums which stood proudly in +the middle on a green paper mat, alleging as he did so that "them +flowers took up a sight too much room"--an axiom to which he stuck in +spite of his daughter's remonstrances. + +Besides the family there were three guests. Mr. Joshua Lee who was +engaged to Fanny, naturally had the place of honour beside her; and from +that vantage ground he played the part of prospective son-in-law to +perfection, removing the plates, running about in search of a mislaid +salt-cellar, and generally acquitting himself, so Fanny thought proudly, +like a perfect gentleman. + +The other two guests were less busy. One of them, Mr. Britton, sat +beside his hostess and carried on an animated conversation with her as +to the nature and effect of the various patent medicines they had +mutually sampled; while the remaining guest, Mr. Dowson, sat next to +Antonia, and endeavoured, without much success, to attract her attention +to himself. + +Halfway through one of his most intimate speeches Toni interrupted him +ruthlessly. + +"Aunt Jean, where's Lu?" + +"Got smacked and sent to bed for stealing jam," her youngest cousin +informed her unctuously. "My! She did howl! I guess Ma thumped her +pretty well!" + +"I did whip her rather hard," confessed Mrs. Gibbs half-apologetically. +"I was real vexed with her when I found her with her fingers in the jar! +But there, she's been wanting a smacking long enough, and I expect it'll +do her good," she finished up cheerfully. + +"Poor Lu! And she'd been so looking forward to to-night!" Toni's soft +heart was wrung for the culprit. "Did she have any tea, Auntie?" + +"Not she. I sent her straight off to bed." Mrs. Gibbs' tone was uneasy +now. "And she didn't eat no dinner to-day, she was that excited!" + +"Oh, poor Lu! Can't I take her up something, Aunt Jean?" + +Mrs. Gibbs appeared to consider the question, though everyone at the +table knew very well that her mother-heart had relented towards her +darling long ago. + +"Well, I don't mind if you do take her just a bite," she said presently; +and amid much laughter and sympathetic joking a tray was fitted out with +various delicacies and entrusted to the willing hands of Antonia. + +Up she went, finding Lu's room in darkness, Lu herself lying sullenly +awake, refusing to be comforted. + +Her plump little person had strongly resented the force of her mother's +stern hand; but her vanity was more severely hurt by the fact that the +visitors downstairs would know both the cause and the method of her +punishment. Therefore she turned away and pretended to be asleep; but +Toni's gentle hand pulling down the clothes, Toni's soft voice murmuring +of forgiveness and compensation were too much for the child. + +She sat up, disclosing the tear-stains on her round cheeks in the light +of the candle Toni carried, and allowed herself to be comforted with +alternate bites of chicken and sips of lemonade. + +"That's better!" Toni gave her a plate of trifle, and brushed back the +tangled curls from the hot little forehead. "Now eat that up and then I +must run away. They're waiting for me, you know, so when you've finished +you must give me a kiss and go straight to sleep." + +"Yes, Toni." Lu lay obediently down, soothed by the girl's kind tone. +"I'll go to sleep all right if ... if Ma'll come up and say good-night!" + +"Of course she will!" Toni smiled at the child's involuntary clinging to +the mother who had punished her. "I'll tell her you're waiting--and now +I must fly! Good-night, Ducky, sleep well!" + +She kissed the child, her eyes very soft as she bent over the bed; and +then, picking up the tray, she ran swiftly downstairs again and +re-entered the room where tea was rapidly drawing to an end. + +"How kind-hearted you are, Miss Toni," said Mr. Dowson admiringly as she +slipped into her seat beside him. "Lots of people would have said the +kiddy deserved to be whipped and sent to bed." + +"I daresay she did, but that didn't make it any better--for her," +laughed Toni, with a vivid remembrance of her aunt's corrective powers. +"I know what Auntie's whippings are like, you see, and they're no joke!" + +"You don't mean to say Mrs. Gibbs ever dared to ... to punish you, Miss +Antonia?" His pale-blue eyes were aghast at the thought of such +sacrilege. + +"Oh, rather!" Toni laughed joyously at his face of horror. "She's +whipped me heaps, of times.... I expect I deserved it, too, for I can +assure you I was never a pattern child!" + +"I ... I would like to see anyone venture to lay a hand on you," said +Mr. Dowson earnestly--too earnestly for Toni's liking. "Miss Antonia, if +you ... if you would only give me the right ..." + +Bang! An hilariously-disposed little Gibbs had exploded a cracker in the +young man's ear; and Mr. Dowson, blushing to the very edge of his +extremely high collar, subsided rather wrathfully. + +Much to Antonia's relief the party rose from the table a moment later; +and with a stern determination in her mind not to allow Mr. Dowson +another opportunity to make the avowal which she knew very well trembled +on his lips, Toni bustled gaily about, helping to clear the table and +make things ready for the evening's festivity. + +Mr. Dowson's pale eyes followed her about rather wistfully. To him the +white-clad, black-crowned little figure represented a dream--the +fulfilment, rather, of an ideal which he had never dared to hope would +materialize in his own hard-working, rather grey and sordid life. + +Although, thanks to a kindly patron, Leonard Dowson had been able to +carry out his desire and qualify as a dentist, he was under no delusion +as to his social position. He came of humble, illiterate folk, and he +knew well enough that in a fashionable, high-class practice he would be +altogether out of place. + +He set up his surgery, therefore, in the populous neighbourhood of +Brixton; and now, after five years' strenuous toil, he was beginning to +pay his way, beginning also to dream of a wife to bear him company in +the dingy, narrow house in which he dwelt. + +That Antonia Gibbs would ever consent to be his wife he almost feared to +believe. He wooed her persistently, quietly, bringing her books--which +she seldom opened--an occasional bunch of flowers, or, more rarely +still, a box of sweets of some variety which his professional soul +warranted harmless, for Mr. Dowson was conscientiousness itself, and +nothing would have persuaded him to place his lady-love's little white +teeth in jeopardy, even though by such means she might be brought into +contact with him. + +For her sake he scraped and saved, denying himself the least luxury, so +that if she came to him he could at least offer her a decent home; and +every act of petty self-sacrifice was sweet to him because it was +endured for her. + +Yet Toni never gave him a second thought. To her, in her vivid youth, +Mr. Dowson, with his thirty-five years, his prematurely bald head, his +narrow chest, was a being of another race than her own. She knew--the +minx--that the man was deeply and quietly in love with her, but with the +unconscious cruelty of youth she ignored his suffering, and possibly +despised him ever so little that he continued to sigh for something +which he ought to have known was, for him, unattainable. + +Yet to-night, her spirits raised by her unexpected good-fortune, Toni +showed herself more than usually bewitching; and although she managed to +stave off the declaration which still trembled on the young man's lips, +she played games with him in the most friendly fashion, and bade him +good-night at last with so sweet a smile that he almost fell upon his +knees then and there and kissed the slim little feet in their cheap +patent shoes! + +He did not do it, fortunately. He retained just sufficient common sense +to know that the proceeding would have annoyed his divinity; and instead +he merely squeezed her hand and murmured a few inarticulate words which +meant a good deal more than they contrived to convey. + +Then, arriving at home, he went to bed--and dreamed of Toni. + +But Toni's dreams--the rainbow dreams of happy youth--were of a very +different quality. + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +Precisely at nine o'clock on the following morning Antonia presented +herself at the office of the new review; and was forthwith conducted to +the editor's room. + +Here Owen and Barry were waiting for her; and at the sight of the trim +little figure in the doorway the faces of both men brightened. + +In truth Toni was pleasant to look upon. She had taken off her hat and +coat in the little ante-room, and as she stood there in her black frock, +with its demure little white turn-down collar, she looked very young, +very shy, and if the truth must be told, very pretty. Whereupon Barry, +who loved all pretty girls in a harmless, kindly fashion, rejoiced +exceedingly; while even Owen, to whom things feminine were at present +anathema, owned to himself that she was certainly more attractive to +have about the place than her sour-faced predecessor. + +It was Barry who put her at her ease, of course. Not being troubled with +shyness he greeted her in friendly fashion, bade her come in, and +pointed out to her the chair, behind the typewriter, which she was +expected to fill. + +Yes, she said, in answer to questioning, she was used to a Remington. +No, she had never been connected with journalism before. Yes, she was +well up in ordinary office work, and--in answer to Owen, this--she knew +pretty well the rules of composition, grammar, etc. + +"That's good." Owen spoke formally, and Toni decided instantly that she +liked Mr. Raymond the better of the two. "Well, I have here an article I +want you to type at once, and then--can you read proof?" + +Blushing, she owned her inability to do so. Privately, she was not at +all sure what he meant, but dread of Miss Hardy's wrath should she be +returned to the office marked "Incompetent" forced her to add quickly:-- + +"But I'm sure I could learn if--if you wouldn't mind showing me how to +do it." + +"I'm sure you could." Barry spoke kindly and she turned to him with a +feeling of relief. "When you have typed that article for Mr. Rose I'll +show you how, and then you'll manage all right." + +"Teach her now," advised Rose, looking up from the manuscript he was +scanning. "This stuff wants a bit of revising, and you might as well do +something for your living, Barry, you lazy wretch." + +Barry smilingly disclaimed any right to the title. + +"I'm ready to work as hard as anyone," he said gaily. + +"But as I'm only considered fit to do the theatrical criticisms and play +office-boy to you, Owen, naturally I find time to make holiday now and +then. Well, Miss ... er ..." + +"Gibbs." She supplied him with the name as he hesitated. + +"Gibbs? You won't mind being known as 'Our Miss Gibbs,' will you?" His +tone was free of all offence, and Toni smiled in response. "Now, here's +a chair for me, and if only our chief will hold his peace for half an +hour, I'll soon put you wise, as the Yankees say." + +He sat down beside her, and pulling a couple of galley proof-sheets +towards him, began to initiate her into the mysteries of "reading." For +all his laughing manner he was an excellent teacher; and after twenty +minutes of his clear and lucid exposition the girl felt she was +beginning to grasp her lesson thoroughly. She proved, too, wonderfully +quick at detecting mistakes, and Barry, who had petitioned the heads of +the office they had selected not to send him any Council School product, +was pleased to find that her spelling was admirable, her grammar +passable, and her memory retentive. + +As to the meaning which the article they were correcting conveyed to +her, Barry was a little doubtful. + +It was a short summary, by a famous Catholic writer, of some of the +lesser-understood aspects of mysticism; and Barry suspected that a good +deal of it was Greek to her, though she did her best to answer him +intelligently when he questioned her, rather artfully, on the correct +reading of a somewhat involved sentence. + +As a matter of fact, Toni was wondering inwardly what on earth it was +all about. Her education, though sound so far as it went, had been +thoroughly old-fashioned; and at this period of her development it is to +be feared there were whole tracts of mind and brain left vacant--for +Toni belonged, by adoption at least, to a class who read only for +amusement and occupation, and are not in the least anxious to try their +mental teeth on any abstract theories or philosophies of life. She was +at present all for the concrete. Things seen and known were of +importance, things unseen were alike uninteresting and incredible. The +abstract virtues were all very well, but life was much too vivid and +important to allow itself to be ousted by dreams and speculations. + +Something of this Barry, who had an almost femininely swift intuition, +guessed as he sat beside Toni on this first morning; but Toni was much +too intent on her work to wonder what he thought of her; and by the time +she had done a little typing, taken down a few letters, and read a short +proof all by herself, it was one o'clock, and she was dismissed in +search of lunch. + +When she returned, nearly an hour later, she found Owen alone, studying +a dummy copy of the review; and seeing she was interested, Owen handed +it over for her to see. + +"The _Bridge_." She quoted the title a little dubiously. "Is that what +you call it? But--what does it mean?" + +Taking it back into his own hands, Owen pointed with a pencil to the +design on the cover. + +"Here is the Bridge, you see, and this stream of people passing over it +symbolize the present generation. This side of the bridge represents the +past, from which the present comes; this, over the bridge, is the +future, towards which the pilgrims are hastening. The idea is to bridge +the gulf between past and future, between the old worlds and the new; +and with that in mind we try, while never neglecting the storehouse of +the past, to point to the future, with all its wonderful, and as yet +unwon, rewards and discoveries." + +She murmured a word or two, and he went on with a note of enthusiasm in +his voice. + +"Personally, I look to the future with confidence. Some people say +the golden age of poetry, of music and letters generally, is past; +but I don't agree. I think that there will be a fresh Renaissance +presently, that there will be found fresh hands to pass on the sacred +torch ... there's a flood of brilliant youth let loose in the world just +now; and every bit of help the _Bridge_ can give is at the service of +that marvellous band." + +He broke off suddenly, the light of the visionary gleaming in his eyes; +but seeing, with a slight pang of disappointment, that his outburst was +unintelligible to his hearer, he threw down the paper and laughed. + +"There, Miss Gibbs, I have finished! Don't start me on the subject +unless you're ready to be bored. Talk to Barry about it--he is able to +look upon the _Bridge_ quite sanely, as a means of providing bread and +butter; but I'm afraid I'm a bit of a fanatic." + +Toni, uncertain of her ground, but desperately anxious to appear +intelligent, murmured something shyly, and Rose pulled out his watch +with a smile. + +"After two already! Well, Miss Gibbs, I'm off for lunch. You might just +sort these papers out a bit, will you? We seem to have let things get +into rather a muddle." + +"I'll do it at once. There would be plenty of room for everything if +some of these papers wore tidied up." + +"Yes, I suppose you're right." Owen, who loved order, but was too +impatient to preserve it, spoke dubiously. "Of course some of those +papers are done with, but you wouldn't know which to keep, would you?" + +"Perhaps Mr. Raymond would help me?" + +Owen's face cleared. + +"Of course--do the idle young beggar good. All right, Miss Gibbs, he +shall give you a hand this afternoon when he gets back. He's an awfully +good sort, you know, though I pretend to rag him. He's as clever as you +please, and with it all as obliging and unspoilt as possible. Well, I'd +better go. You can get along all right, can you?" + +Receiving her reply, he lit a cigarette and went out, assuring himself +that so far she promised well. + +"Pretty little thing, and anxious to please us. Shallow, I expect, +emotional probably, and not brainy enough to appreciate the symbolism of +the _Bridge_. Well, we don't want too brilliant a typist, after +all--Miss Jenkins and her 'culture' were a bit trying at times!" + +And then meeting by chance an old friend who insisted on carrying him +off to lunch, Owen speedily forgot that such a person as Miss Antonia +Gibbs existed in the world. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +It did not take Miss Fanny Gibbs very long to discover that her cousin's +new post held for her an interest beyond that which an unusually +congenial situation might be expected to hold. + +In Miss Gibbs' world one's "job" was generally of very secondary +importance to one's private affairs; and the fact is not to be wondered +at when one remembers that the life of the average shop or business girl +can by no manner of means be called either pleasant or exciting. + +Hitherto Toni had been fully in accord with her cousin's opinion. +Although the robust, if promiscuous, flirtations in which Fanny, before +her engagement, had indulged freely had never appealed to the more +fastidious Toni, she had always been quite ready to join in any fun +which might be going. She had eaten sweets gaily in the cheap seats of +theatre or picture-palace, had made one at the many informal and +harmless little gatherings for which Fanny had a taste; and had +cheerfully and quite normally grumbled if detained at the office one +moment longer than she considered fair. + +But of late Antonia had altered strangely; and Fanny's shrewd eyes noted +the change almost from the first. + +To begin with, Toni was always in a fidget to get to work. Miss Gibbs +took her annual week's holiday just then, and had plenty of time to note +her cousin's behaviour; and the way in which Toni swallowed her +breakfast and clad herself for the start was a revelation to one who +knew her former dilatory nature. + +Toni had always been careful of her appearance--more so than her cousin +considered at all necessary; but now she was absolutely ridiculous, so +thought Fanny, with her new Peter-Pan collars and her fussy attention to +her pretty hands, set off by tiny lace cuffs to match the collars. Her +black frock, only a year old, was perfectly good and serviceable yet; +but the extravagant creature must needs make herself another one in her +spare time, and never had she been so particular about the cut, nor so +incessant in her demands on Fanny for a helping hand with the +"trying-on." She bought herself a new hat, too, a little soft affair in +which she looked perfectly delicious; and as the days went by it seemed +to Fanny that her cousin was growing prettier and more attractive every +week, with a still more bewitching colour in her rounded cheeks, and a +still more sparkling light in her Southern eyes. + +Yet even her woman's wit could not fathom the mystery of Toni's new joy +in life. When interrogated concerning her employers, Toni was always +vague. That there were two of them Fanny knew; but from Toni's extremely +colourless description, Miss Gibbs gathered that neither was at all what +the girls called interesting; and Mr. Rose, at least, almost +middle-aged. (Heaven knows what flight of fancy on the part of +Toni--Toni, whose magic romance was the shyest, most delicate fantasy in +the world--was responsible for that fallacy!) + +That Barry was younger Fanny understood; but so lightly did Toni touch +upon his kindness that Fanny could not be accused of density in her +conception of him as a nonentity in whom her little cousin could take no +interest. + +Yet that someone was responsible for Toni's sudden outburst of new +beauty Miss Gibbs felt assured; and it gradually dawned upon her that +there were other men about the place to whom Miss Antonia Gibbs might +well appeal. + +When questioned about these others, the subordinates who were workers +like herself, Antonia at first stared, then coloured impatiently, and +finally laughed, with a queer note of impishness in her laughter which +puzzled Fanny more than ever. + +That she, who was privileged to breathe the same atmosphere as Owen +Rose, could be supposed even to realize the existence of any outsider +was in itself absurd, if not almost insulting; but Toni was quick to see +that here was the opportunity she sought to conceal her wonderful, +presumptuous dream. + +For she was in love--she knew it now--wildly, deliriously, gloriously in +love with Owen. To her he was the embodiment of all that was most noble, +most god-like in man. His voice was music, his commands gifts, his rare +vexation as the frown of Jove. She trembled and turned pale at his +footstep, and when he spoke to her suddenly her heart throbbed and her +colour came and went until she felt as though he must observe her +emotion. + +In a word, she was in love; and when it is remembered that on one side +of her Toni was purely of the South--the glowing, ardent, passionate +South--it is not to be wondered at that this new emotion dominated her +whole being to the exclusion of all else. + +Her love, indeed, was pathetic in its young ignorance. Anyone could have +told her that she was wasting her treasure, that it was the act of a +fool to pour out her priceless gift at the feet of one who did not want +it, who would consider it a mere presumption. + +Her place in Owen's life was that of a servant, a subordinate; and her +common sense should have told her that in that light alone would Owen +inevitably behold her. Vaguely she realized this--knew well enough that +he never thought of her save as his more or less useful secretary, but +after all, she could not be expected to reason out this thing too +closely. Its very vagueness, indeed, lent it charm. Her love was veiled, +as it were, in a most delicate, most diaphanous mist, which took from it +all earthliness, and left it intangible, magical as some gift from +fairyland. So far, no hint of desire had entered into it. It was all +unselfish, girlish adoration, an almost childish reverence for one +immeasurably her superior; and though she made her new dress and +adjusted her little bits of muslin and lace with scrupulous care, it was +not so much in the hope that she might find favour in Owen's eyes as in +the personal longing to make herself more worthy of the love within her. + +It never entered her head that Owen would suspect her secret. Indeed, +the whole affair was so dream-like, of so unsubstantial, so gossamer a +lightness, that merely to speculate upon her romance would have been to +shatter it, as one might put a finger through a fairy cobweb. + +She loved--and at present that was enough. To be with Owen daily, to sit +in the same room, breathe the same air, obey his wishes, help him with +his work, was all she desired; and being at heart an incurable little +optimist, she was content to weave her rose-coloured dreams, spin her +shining web, with no anxiety about the future to shadow and darken her +thoughts. + +Yet Barry, with his quick intuition, was uncannily aware of the girl's +infatuation; and it was Barry who, through his very knowledge of her +secret, precipitated the inevitable revelation. + + * * * * * + +One day during Toni's absence for lunch the two men were sitting +together in Owen's room when Owen suddenly threw a large unmounted +photograph across to his friend. + +"What's this, Owen? Oh--your house at Willowhurst, isn't it? By Jove, +it's a lovely place--I wonder you don't live there." + +The moment he had spoken he would willingly have recalled his words, but +Owen gave him no time. + +"You forget--I was going to live there!" His smile was forced. "The +people who have had it for years cleared out last October, and it was +all put in apple-pie order then, in anticipation of my wife's arrival." + +Barry, red and embarrassed, said nothing, but examined the photograph +with unnecessary minuteness. + +"Seems a pity the place should stand idle," went on Owen musingly. "It's +a jolly old house, and been in the family for centuries--built before +the river became fashionable--and the grounds are really fine; some +gorgeous old trees and shrubs in them." + +"How far from town?" Barry put the first question that suggested itself. + +"Oh, not far--twenty or thirty miles. You can get up easily in a car or +by a fast train. Greenriver--that's the house--is really charmingly +situated, with big grounds at the back, and the river just beneath the +house." + +"You lived there as a youngster?" + +"Yes. When my father died my mother couldn't bear to live there, and we +let the place. After her death I could have gone back, but somehow I +didn't want to. It was only when I met Vivian----" + +He broke off suddenly, and springing to his feet, began to pace up and +down. + +"By Jove, Barry, what fools we men make of ourselves over women! Just +because Vivian was kind, smiled on me, seemed really interested in my +affairs, I told her everything--all sorts of things I haven't even told +you, old chap! We used to go for strolls together in the summer +evenings--once or twice we motored down to Richmond and went for a walk +in the park ... we used to talk about all sorts of things ... women are +the very deuce for leading men on to talk. They pretend to be so +interested, ask such gentle little questions, are so sympathetic, so +kind ... and when it comes to sport, a girl like Vivian can talk as well +as any man." + +He sighed impatiently. + +"We didn't talk sentiment--those days. We were chums--the best of +chums ... discussed flying, motoring--she used to drive a little car +of her own. Sometimes we played golf--and, by Jove, she could pretty +nearly beat me! She was interested in all the things I liked, was a +rattling good shot with a rifle, and hadn't a nerve in her. Clever, too; +could talk on all sorts of subjects, and had read books I'd never even +heard of! She spoke three or four languages ... but--but it wasn't +that." + +He broke off in his rambling talk to light a cigarette, and then +continued, in the same musing tone. + +"It was something else. She was so handsome, so--so fine, somehow. I +used to think, when we were engaged, that she was like Brunhilde, or +some of the other Wagnerian heroines. Sometimes I couldn't help +thinking"--he coloured--"what splendid children a woman like that would +have. She ... she satisfied one, somehow. You knew she was sound in +every way--the sort of woman one would always be proud of--and when I +thought of her as the mistress of Greenriver, I----" + +He threw away his cigarette impatiently. + +"What a fool I am! What a damned fool you must think me, raving about a +woman who played me the shabbiest trick a woman could play! God! When I +think of it--think how I was deceived, I--I hate the woman! I hate +myself for being such a fool, but I hate her more! Well, she's married +now--good luck to her!--and there's only one thing for me to do; I must +get married too!" + +"But why?" Barry's blue eyes were very kindly as they looked at his +friend. "Why not go on as you are for a bit longer?" + +"Why not?" He stretched out his arms with a curious, restless gesture. +"Because I've got unsettled, I suppose. You see, when you've looked on +yourself as practically a married man, planned everything, renounced +your bachelor ways and anticipated a new and more settled existence, +well, somehow you can't go back to the old state of things. There's the +house, too. I feel as though I wanted to live in it again--the servants +are clamouring for me to go there. I promised, you know, and the river +is so lovely in the summer...." + +"Well, why not go down and have a car?" + +"Go there--alone?" He spoke bitterly. "No, thanks. That would be folly. +I meant to go with my wife----" + +Suddenly he stopped in his restless pacing and faced Barry with gleaming +eyes. + +"By gad, Barry! Why shouldn't I take my wife there after all?" + +"Your wife?" Even the quick-witted Barry was at fault. + +"Yes. My wife." He laughed at the other man's face. "Oh, I'm not married +yet, but why shouldn't I be? I swore I'd marry the first woman who'd +have me, and it's just occurred to me--Barry, do you thing she _would_ +have me?" + +"She? _What_ she?" demanded Barry in justifiable bewilderment. + +"Why, our excellent little secretary and typist--our Miss Gibbs--our +Antonia, known at home as Toni!" + +Barry's boyish face flushed crimson, and for a second he looked so angry +that Owen stared in genuine amazement. + +"Well, Barry, what's up? I assure you my intentions are strictly +honourable! If she'll have me, she shall step into the shoes vacated by +Miss Vivian Rees, and succeed to the house, the car, the boats, and all +the rest of the worldly goods which weren't sufficient to tempt my +beautiful _fiancee_!" + +"See here, Owen." Barry's voice was quiet. "I suppose you're ragging, +but let me tell you I think the rag's in execrable taste, and I'll be +obliged if you'll drop the subject." + +For a second Owen seemed about to retort in the same tone. Then, quite +suddenly, his face changed. + +"Say, Barry, why all these frills? You surely didn't think I meant any +harm--any disrespect to the girl?" + +"Of course not." He spoke rather coldly. "Only--well, I don't like to +hear you joking about marrying Miss Gibbs. She's a decent little thing, +and far too good to be made a cat's paw in a game of revenge." + +Owen looked at his friend quietly. + +"You're right, Barry, and if I were only joking it would be a bit +low-down. But suppose I mean it? Suppose I ask the girl to marry me, +quite quietly, not entering into any heroics or telling any condemned +lies, and she accepts me, what then?" + +Barry's heart gave a sudden throb of dismay. There was something behind +Owen's calm manner which made him feel vaguely uneasy. Could it be that +Owen too had surprised Toni's pitiful little secret--that he knew--had +known all along that the girl was not so indifferent to him as she +wished to appear? + +For the moment Barry was nonplussed. If it were so, if Owen knew, and, +knowing, chose to take the risk of the girl's acceptance, had he any +right to interfere? + +That Toni would accept, Barry felt almost convinced; and yet, fond as he +was of his friend, fond as he was, too, of the girl with whom he had +worked during these weeks of spring, Barry was clear-sighted enough to +feel assured that such a marriage would not make for happiness. + +It might answer for a time. If Toni wore genuinely attached to Rose, as +Barry was inclined to believe, it was possible--nay, probable--that her +affection for him would bring out the best in Owen's nature, and he +would repay that affection with a real and kindly consideration. But +when the first freshness had worn off, when Owen should have grown used +to the girl's shy gratitude and devotion, when her prettiness, her +radiant youth, her naive simplicity should have ceased to charm, what +then would remain? + +For all his sporting instincts Owen was primarily a man of letters, +versatile, brilliant, even distinguished in his way; and Barry foresaw a +bitter disillusionment for each of the pair when the real dissimilarity +of their natures should, as must inevitably happen, become apparent to +both. + +To Toni, who never willingly opened a book, her husband's delight and +absorption in the masterpieces of literature must be a constant wonder; +while to Rose, Toni's ignorance, her youthful, unashamed lack of +interest in the "things which matter" would be a perpetual irritation. + +Although not so brilliant as his friend, Barry experienced at times +flashes of almost uncanny insight; and as he contemplated the +possibility of this marriage he had a sudden clear conviction that it +would not, could not, turn out successfully. + +"See here, Owen"--he faced the other man resolutely--"you must know the +thing is quite impossible. Miss Gibbs is a nice little girl, a pretty +little thing and as straight as a die. But she is not your equal in any +sense; neither socially nor intellectually; and though you may not +believe it, you would regret the marriage in a week." + +Owen looked at him, half-affectionately, half-quizzically, for a moment. + +"Why should I, Barry? Toni may not be of very exalted birth, but she is +a hundred times more ladylike than half the flappers one meets in +Society nowadays, with their cigarette-cases, their bridge purses and +their slangy talk. One of those loud young women would be the death of +me in a week--and you know Toni's voice is delightfully soft, with quite +a Southern intonation--caught in Italy, I expect." + +"But what of her education--or lack of it?" Barry went on relentlessly. +"You know quite well that the girl is a little ignoramus in reality. She +has read nothing, been nowhere, learned precious little; and she has no +more conversation than--than a Persian cat." + +"That's a bad simile," said Owen calmly. "A Persian cat doesn't talk +much, I admit, but it is a most fascinating piece of mystery when it +sits still and says nothing. And Miss Gibbs may in reality be just as +mysterious." + +"Oh, you're impossible!" Barry spoke impatiently, and Owen's manner +changed. + +"Come, Barry, confess the truth. You're afraid Toni will jump at me--to +put it baldly. You know"--for a second he hesitated--"you know, Barry, +I'm not blind, and I can't help seeing that the girl has ... well, taken +a fancy to me; and if that is so, seeing that the woman I wanted +wouldn't have me, why shouldn't I offer myself to the one who ... would +perhaps take me if I asked her to?" + +"You really mean to ask her, then?" + +"Yes. I know you won't approve, old chap, but I'm going to do it all the +same. The girl may refuse me, you know, and then there'll be no harm +done." + +And nothing could move him from the attitude he had adopted. The utmost +concession Barry could wring from him was a promise to wait for a week +at least before carrying out his plan; and during the whole of that week +Barry did his utmost to dissuade his friend from taking a step which he +foresaw would end in disaster. + +He argued, cajoled, even thundered, in vain. He spoke of disparity of +tastes, of habits, of views on life in general; and Owen laughingly +reminded him that dissimilarity in tastes was supposed to be a good +foundation for wedded happiness. + +He pointed out that although Antonia herself was a lady in the best +sense of the word, neither he nor Owen knew anything of her family; and +he endeavoured to alarm Rose by his vigorous sketch of her possibly +undesirable relations. + +"I tell you the girl's an orphan," said Owen, smiling as Barry finished +painting an imaginary portrait of a very unattractive mother-in-law. +"She lives with an uncle and aunt and a family of cousins somewhere +Brixton way." + +"Then I suppose the wedding will take place in Brixton," said Barry, +with an assumption of polite interest, and Owen coloured in spite of +himself. + +"No--at least, not in a church. I can't face a regular wedding, Barry, +seeing my bride isn't the one I expected to lead to the altar. I think +the Registrar will have to tie the knot, and we'll dispense with all the +fuss of satins and veils and white flowers that I was dreading with all +my heart!" + +Something in his tone--a hint of dreary disappointment, of a +wretchedness hitherto well concealed, made Barry feel compunction for +his own rough handling of what must have been in reality a sore subject; +and quite suddenly he abandoned his own superior, not to say +condemnatory, attitude for a more human, more sympathetic frame of mind. + +"I say, old chap"--Owen's eyes lightened with pleasure at the friendly +tone--"I've been an awful beast all this time. The fact is, I've thought +only of the girl's point of view. It didn't seem fair she should be used +as a sort of tool to make your position easier; but after all, I believe +on my soul she'd ask nothing better than to marry you; and I know you'd +treat her decently, so--so if----" + +"If I like to do it, you'll give me your blessing, eh, Barry?" Owen's +smile was a little melancholy. "Well, I'll take advantage of your +permission and put it to the little girl herself. She may refuse me, of +course--Miss Rees didn't find me irresistible, did she?" A hint of the +deadly wound she had dealt him coloured his tone. "But unless I'm a +conceited fool I believe I have a sporting chance at least--and I'd like +to show Lady Saxonby she's not the only woman in the world for me!" + +At that moment Toni herself entered the room; and with an effort both +men greeted her as usual, and proceeded to the ordinary routine of the +day's work without giving her any indication that she had interrupted a +discussion of the highest importance to herself. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +Antonia had just returned from lunch on the following day when Owen +called her to him; and she hastened to obey the summons, still wearing +her hat and coat. + +"Oh, Miss Gibbs"--his tone was admirably casual. "I've been wondering +whether you would mind helping me this afternoon. I want some books from +my house down at Willowhurst to verify some quotations in an article I +am writing for the next number of the _Bridge_." + +"Yes, Mr. Rose?" + +"I intended first going down in the car for them, but as it seems a pity +to bring a lot of old books up to town, I thought if you would come down +too, bringing the little Blick typewriter with you, I could get you to +copy out the quotations I want, and I needn't take the books away." + +Insensibly Toni's eyes brightened. + +"Yes, Mr. Rose. I should be very pleased." + +"That's right. Well, I'll go out and get some lunch. Will you be ready +in half an hour?" + +"Yes--I've just time to run through these letters." + +"Very well. _Au revoir!_ I'll be back at half-past two." + +He went out, and Antonia joyfully pirouetted round the room before +settling to work--somewhat to the surprise of Barry, who entered at that +moment. + +"Hallo, Miss Gibbs--practising the turkey-trot, or what?" + +She stopped, blushing hotly, and tried in vain to look unconcerned. + +"No, Mr. Raymond. Only--Mr. Rose wants me to motor down to Willowhurst +with him about some books--and it's such a lovely day!" + +"You like motoring?" Barry could not resist a sympathetic smile. + +"Oh, I just love it!" She clasped her hands in rapture. "Of course, I've +only been in taxis and char-a-bancs and things, but I've always wanted +to go in a real motor-car--a private one, I mean!" + +"Have you never been in one?" Her childish confession made Barry feel +half pitiful, half dismayed. + +"No, how should I?" She laughed, showing her pretty teeth +whole-heartedly. "You know girls in my position don't go about in +motors! Of course"--with one of her sudden changes of mood she paled and +spoke slowly--"if my father had lived things would have been different." + +"You lived in Italy together?" + +"Yes." She sank into a chair, and went on speaking dreamily, +her chin cradled in her hollowed hands. "We lived in a village not +far from Naples. Oh, how beautiful Italy is in the spring, when +the pink almond-blossom makes the hill-sides look like a great +rose-garden ... and the oranges and lemons flame out among the +dark-green leaves--and the roads are hot and white, and the blue +sea lies at the back of everything, sparkling in the sunshine...." + +She paused, but Barry, fascinated by this revelation of a depth, almost +a poetry, in the nature he had thought shallow and commonplace, said +nothing; and after a second she continued. + +"There was a steep hill behind our little house, and sometimes the sheep +that browsed there would stray ... so that the boy would sit and pipe to +them to come back. I used to watch him pipe, and make a garland of +vine-leaves and put it on his curls, and my father would laugh and call +him Pan, and say he was really thousands of years old ... and the sheep +would come up the slope looking so white against the green, and the air +would be full of the smell of the violets they crushed beneath their +feet...." + +Again she paused, and this time Barry prompted her. + +"And when he had found his flock, what did your boy-Pan do then?" + +"Then he would drive them away over the hill-side, and we would hear his +pipe growing fainter and fainter in the distance, until it died away +altogether...." + +She sprang up suddenly. + +"Oh, Mr. Raymond, what nonsense I'm talking! That life's over and done +with, and I've all these letters to copy!" + +"All right--I won't interrupt!" He took up some papers. "But just tell +me this. Do you ever want to go back to Italy?" + +She hesitated, considering. + +"No, I think not," she said at last. "You see, it would all be +different. My father wouldn't be there, nor the Padre--and even old +Fiammetta may be dead by now." + +"But the place would be the same--the sea as blue!" + +"Ah, I should like to see the sea!" She spoke softly. "Do you know I've +only seen the sea once since I came to England--when we went to Southend +for the day. And there it was all cold and grey--and the sands were +mud ... it wasn't a bit like my sea, and I wished I'd never seen it." + +There were actually tears in her eyes, and Barry cursed himself for a +fool, as he went rather absently into his own room, leaving her to her +work--which work was done none the less carefully because of the vague +longings which the conversation had aroused in the worker's breast. + +Punctually at two-thirty Owen returned, and Toni ran down the steps with +a smiling face from which all traces of tears had long since vanished. + +The car was waiting in the dingy street, and Toni's foot was actually on +the step when she turned and looked at Owen with a kind of desperate +appeal in her eyes. + +"Mr. Rose, do you drive the car yourself?" + +"Yes. I sit in front, you know--ah, would you like to sit with me?" + +"May I?" Her accent was acceptance enough; and two minutes later Toni, +as happy as a queen, was installed by the driver's side, and the car +began to glide faster and faster down the street on its way to the open +country beyond the town. + +When they had gone a little distance Owen turned to look at his +passenger, and for a second his heart stood still at the expression on +her face. Surely no girl would look so rapturously happy unless some +magic were at work.... + +"Are you warm enough? There's a big coat in the car." He spoke abruptly, +but the girl shook her head gratefully. + +"No, I'm quite warm, thank you." + +She had tied on her soft little hat with a scarf of some thin material +which framed her face very satisfactorily, and Owen did not press the +question. + +On and on sped the car, through Putney and Richmond, on past Feltham and +Staines, eating up the miles so fast that before they knew it they were +out in the country, flying along the level road between hedges whose +green had not as yet become dusty with the summer's traffic. + +It was a glorious afternoon in early May, and the Thames valley was at +its best. On either hand were fields sown thick with creamy daisies and +yellow buttercups. Down in a marshy hollow they caught a glimpse of a +carpet of golden kingcups, and once they passed a tiny dell in whose +very heart an azure mist whispered of bluebells; while the blackthorn +and the may made the air fragrant for miles. The birds were singing +their hearts out in the mellow sunshine, and now and again the cuckoo's +call came floating over the meadows from copse or spinney. + +Ever and anon as they shot through some village hamlet they caught +glimpses of orchards in full blossom, the pink and white bloom standing +out against the pale blue of the sky with the effect of some delicate +Japanese painting; and in all the little gardens flowers rioted +joyously. + +To Toni, spending her life in dingy Brixton, this afternoon was a +red-letter day. The soft, clean air which blew in her face was different +from the stagnant air of the Brixton streets; the scent of flowers was +grateful after the odours of the City, and the vision, now and then, of +the flashing river was a delight to eyes tired with much staring at ugly +houses and shops. + +If Toni said little during that magic excursion, it was not shyness +alone which sealed her lips; and although he cast a look now and then at +his companion, Owen was too considerate to break into her raptures with +questioning words. + +Only when they were approaching their destination did he begin to point +out the various features of the landscape. + +"That village over there is Willgate, noted for an old Saxon arch in its +church. My mother used to go over there to evening service, I remember. +She liked it better than our own church--the one you can just see +peeping between the trees. The village--Willowhurst, I mean--lies round +this bend. It's quite a rural-looking place, when you remember that +after all it is not an hour's journey from Waterloo." + +The car glided round the bend as he spoke, and Toni saw the village +lying in the afternoon sunshine, which winked back from the windows of +the little houses, built in a queer, old-fashioned manner round a small +green. There was a pleasant, old-world look about the place which was +oddly charming; and Toni was quite sorry when the car left the little +green behind. But in another minute they were on a stretch of white road +bordered by a high wall, behind which tall trees stood like sentinels; +and Toni caught her breath as Owen said, in a voice which he tried, +vainly, to keep steady: + +"See, there's Greenriver--my home--beyond the trees." + +They had reached the high gates in the wall, and when once they had +entered and were rolling up the broad avenue Toni gazed eagerly in the +direction he had indicated. + +Greenriver was a stately old place enough. It had been built in the days +of Queen Bess; and was just such a house as that in which Justice +Shallow might have entertained Falstaff--a long grey building with a +porch in the centre and a huge gable at either end--a house with +deep-mullioned windows and large stacks of chimney-pots. + +The house faced the river, to which it led by a terrace of velvety turf, +broken here and there by gay flower-beds; while the real gardens lay at +the other side of the building. Here beauty and dignity had joined +hands, as it were, to preserve the stately loveliness of the grounds, +under whose tall elms many a joyous company must have roamed when the +river was the highway of elegance and fashion, and great barges floated +down the Thames bearing Royal personages reclining on their couches +covered with cloth of gold. Here on summer evenings the nightingales +sang to the roses for which the gardens were famous; and for centuries +the big white owls had hooted from their nests in the tree-tops, or +flown, like pale ghosts, across the dusky paths. + +The grounds were indeed noted all along the river for the magnificence +of their green, velvety lawns, the size and beauty of the flowers in +parterre and bed, the wonderful completeness--and in some cases the +antiquity--of the contents of the famous herbaceous border; and Toni +never forgot the sensation of awe which overwhelmed her as she realized +that this glorious place belonged to the man beside her. + +She spoke a little shyly as the car came to a standstill at the foot of +the steps leading to the big door. + +"This is your house?" + +"Yes, this is Greenriver." He helped her out of the car. "And here is my +old friend Mrs. Blades coming to meet us." + +An elderly, rather prim-looking woman came forward as Owen advanced, and +in her eyes shone a welcoming light. + +"Come in, sir. We were beginning to wonder if you were coming to-day." + +"Yes--started rather late." Owen gave her hand a friendly shake. "But we +shan't have to go back just yet. I want to have a chat with you by and +bye, Mrs. Blades. This young lady, Miss Gibbs, has kindly come down to +help me with some work." + +"I'm sure the young lady is very welcome," was Mrs. Blades' +old-fashioned reply. "Shan't I make you a cup o' tea, sir, first of +all?" + +"Well, a cup of tea would be nice ... but I think, if Miss Gibbs isn't +tired, we'll get on with our work first, and then we'll enjoy it better. +Eh, Miss Gibbs?" + +Miss Gibbs agreed; and five minutes later she was installed, with her +typewriter, in the library. Owen busied himself, for a few moments, at +the shelves, searching for the books he wanted; and Toni spent the time +in gazing round her, wonder, admiration and awe mingling in her gaze. + +The room was large and lofty and the big mullioned windows looked out +upon a beautiful terrace, bordered with wallflowers, jonquils, and +masses of dancing daffodils. The grass, smooth as velvet, led to a stone +balustrade, beyond which lay the river, sparkling in the sunshine, +whilst beyond that again were green fields, broken here and there by +clumps of majestic trees, the fields in their turn leading to a range of +distant, misty, blue hills. + +The room itself was second only in interest to the view. In all her life +Toni had never entered such a room--had never imagined, indeed, that +private houses boasted such apartments. + +The furniture was all of dark-green leather--the big saddle-bag chairs, +the low divan and the smaller chairs all being upholstered in the same +material, while the wall was distempered a lighter shade of green, and +the carpet was of a darker tone. In one of the deep window embrasures +was a bureau, of just the right height to allow anyone sitting before it +to enjoy the prospect without; while the table at which Toni sat was a +large, heavy affair, evidently intended for serious work. + +But the generally sombre tone of the room formed an excellent background +for the books which lined its walls. Shelf after shelf of them rose from +the floor, almost to the ceiling; and since many were bound in soft, +rich colours, they struck a delightful note in the rather dusky whole. + +There were books bound in leather, dark-brown calf, soft red or blue +morocco; richly-tooled volumes, slim books clothed in tan or purple +suede, gay with gold edges and lettering; priceless old volumes, rare +black-letter editions, poets, classics, all the standard novels.... Toni +had never seen so many books in her life; and it must be confessed that +she regarded them with something akin to awe. + +Who in the world could wish to read these hundreds of volumes? For all +their beautiful bindings she had a conviction that the contents would be +appallingly dull; and her eyes fled gladly to the more congenial scene +outside the windows where the flowers danced gaily in the sunshine and a +little skiff floated by on the shimmering river, like some magic boat +gliding to a haven in fairyland. + +Presently Owen approached the table, bearing an armful of thin books, +bound for the most part in soft fawn suede. + +"Look, Miss Gibbs, these are the verses I want you to copy." He pointed +out the poems, and gave her one or two instructions, while Toni, +conscious that she had been dreaming away her time, hastily uncovered +her typewriter and took up a sheet of paper. + +"If you'll do these, I'll go and have a chat with old Mrs. Blades," said +Owen presently. "Then we'll have tea, and if there's time I'll show you +the gardens. They are really worth seeing." + +She thanked him shyly and he went out. In the doorway he paused, looking +back at her as she sat among the books; and if she had looked up she +could not have failed to observe something odd in the expression with +which he was regarding her. + +But she did not look up; and after a few seconds' scrutiny he went out +quietly and closed the door. + +It did not take Toni very long to finish her task. Almost as she took +the last sheet of paper out of the typewriter the door opened to admit +Owen and a staid-looking maid with a tea-tray. + +"Well, Miss Gibbs, finished?" Owen came forward with a smile. "That's +good! Now you shall have some tea to refresh you after your toil. Let me +see, Kate, where shall we have it?" + +The maid suggested that the table in the far window would be suitable; +and as the afternoon sunshine still streamed in, making a pleasant +warmth, Owen agreed heartily. + +Evidently Mrs. Blades had not been taken unprepared; for there were +dainty sandwiches, hot cakes, and a big and substantial-looking +seed-loaf, which was, so Owen informed his guest, his housekeeper's +special pride. + +"Now"--Kate had withdrawn after placing the massive silver tea-pot on +the tray--"will you pour out for me, Miss Gibbs? And I'll hand the +cakes." + +Blushing gloriously, Toni slipped into the seat behind the tray. In +honour of the fine day she had discarded her black frock for a serge +skirt and a girlish-looking white blouse, open at the throat; and now +that she had thrown aside her veil, her black hair, prettily loosened +beneath her soft little hat, made an ebony frame for her vivid face. + +As he watched her gravely attending to the duties of the tea-tray, Owen +told himself that he might have made a worse choice. + +He had long ago surprised her secret--although Toni had no idea of her +self-betrayal. At this stage of her development Toni was pure emotion--a +mere lamp through which love might shine unchecked, casting its beams +unashamedly upon the object of its devotion. Later she might learn, as +many women do, to interpose a veil between her soul and the world. The +lamp would shine with a tempered beam, its glow moderated to a mere +even, more tranquil light, and none would recognize the quality of its +burning. + +But at present Toni's love was so whole-hearted, so innocently, +pathetically intense that it was no wonder Owen had divined both its +nature and its object long ago. + +Well, to a heart rendered sore by a woman's callousness, such a warm, +eager devotion as this was inexpressibly attractive; and if Owen's eyes +were blinded by suffering, there was surely a chance that Toni's soft +fingers laid upon their lids might prolong the merciful myopia. + +When tea was over there came a sudden little silence. The dusk was +falling; and the garden wore a ghostly look; while the river lay +passively unreflecting beneath the twilit sky. + +The atmosphere of the room changed with the passing of the +sunlight--grew tense, electric, almost, one would have said, expectant; +and Owen realized that the moment for which he waited had come. + +Toni, having finished her tea, was sitting rather slackly in her chair, +gazing dreamily out of the window; and Owen hesitated for a minute +before he spoke. She looked so young, so wistful, so helpless. It was +almost unfair, selfish, to speak to the child--and then, suddenly, he +knew that selfish or no, he must put an end to his own solitary +sore-heartedness. + +"Toni"--she looked up as he spoke, and his utterance of her name set the +whole atmosphere throbbing with wild, sweet possibilities--"I want to +ask you something." + +She did not speak, only her eyes fastened on his face. + +"Do you think, Toni"--for a moment he faltered, then plunged bravely +on--"you could ever bring yourself to marry me? Oh, I know you're +surprised--I ought not to spring it on you like this--but if you will be +my wife I will do my best to make you happy." + +There was a silence. Suddenly an owl flew, hooting, past the window, and +in the dusk his white wings looked ghostly, unreal. + +Then, quite quietly, Toni spoke. + +"Mr. Rose, do you mean it? You want to marry me?" + +"Yes, dear." For an instant he spoke as one speaks to a child, so +powerful was the illusion of youth in the large-eyed Toni just then. +"Well, what do you say? Will you have me?" + +He was still sitting in the big chair opposite to her, one hand on the +arm, the other clenched on his knee; and he was unprepared for Toni's +answer. + +With a sudden rush she was out of her chair, and the next moment she was +kneeling beside him, her face all aglow with love and wonder. + +"You mean it?" She could only, it seemed, question his meaning. +"But--how did you know I loved you, Mr. Rose? I never let you see--did +I?" + +With that soft, sparkling face upturned to his, those Italian eyes +gazing at him with an intensity of appeal in their liquid depths, one +answer alone was possible. + +"No, Toni, you never let me see that! But if it's true--if you do love +me a little--well, is it--yes?" + +For answer she suddenly laid her head on his knee and burst into a +passion of wild sobbing. Poor, emotional, overwrought little Toni! Why +she wept she had no idea, but it was the same emotion which had made +her, as a child, weep at the sight of a group of violets growing in the +grass, at the sound of the shepherd's pipe, the scent of the sea-laden +breeze. Although her heart was so full of bliss that she could scarcely +bear it, there was a wild, inexplicable sadness in it too, which tears +alone could assuage; and though she tried to recapture her self-control, +it was useless until she had cried away the first bewilderment. + +But Owen, unused to the complex Southern nature, was thoroughly +nonplussed by her tears. In vain he besought her to calm herself, begged +her to listen to him, to refuse him if the thought of his offer made her +miserable. Toni only cried the harder; and at last, uncertain of his +ground, but feeling that something must be done, Owen stooped down and +lifted her bodily on to his knee. + +Once in his arms, her tears ceased as if by magic. She lay against his +heart like a child, and as he felt her little body in his arms a new +feeling of pity, almost of gratitude, awoke in his heart. + +If his love meant so much to her--then it should be hers--if indeed love +could be bestowed at will. In any case he would marry her and devote his +life to making her happy; and in his curiously exalted state of mind +Owen quite lost sight of the fact that when one is the lover and the +other the beloved, between the two there is often a great gulf fixed. + + * * * * * + +When at last Owen roused the girl, who had sobbed herself into +quiescence in his arms, the room was nearly dark. + +"Come, Toni, it's getting cold and dark in here. What do you say, shall +we get Mrs. Blades to give us a little dinner and go home by +moonlight--or would you rather start at once?" + +"I would rather go now." She spoke in a low voice, like a child that is +uncertain of its treatment; and Owen guessed she was ashamed of her +tears. + +He set himself to reassure her. + +"Well, just as you like. Wait a moment, though. I'll light a candle, and +you shall put your hat straight, and tie on that precious veil of yours +first." + +While she tidied herself, rather self-consciously, before a large oval +mirror, Owen gathered up the papers she had typewritten; and when he +turned towards her at last she was able to conjure up a rather wan +little smile. + +"Good girl!" He laid his hand kindly on her arm. "Now we'll be off--but +first, do you mind if I let old Blades into our secret? She's a faithful +old soul, though her temper's a bit crabby, and she'll be awfully +pleased!" + +She assented, of course; and opening the door Owen led her across the +dim hall towards the kitchen regions. + +Evidently the magic hour of lighting-up was at hand, for when they had +passed through the green baize door which shut off the servants' +premises, they found themselves in a brightly-lit passage, at the end of +which Mrs. Blades' voice could be heard energetically exhorting a maid +to "be quick and take these lamps." + +"Come along, we'll pay her a visit in her room," said Owen, his eyes +sparkling with fun; and drawing Toni's arm through his he ran with her +down the passage, and drew up finally in a large square room where Mrs. +Blades was at work. + +In spite of her shyness Toni was lost in wonder at the nature of that +work. The room itself was lighted with gas, flaring in an iron cage; but +on the table in front of Mrs. Blades were no less than ten small +oil-lamps, evidently intended to hang against the wall, and fashioned in +some wrought metal which gave them a curiously mediaeval look. + +"Hallo, Mrs. Blades!" Owen's voice made her turn round quickly. "The Ten +Little Ladies going as strong as ever, I see!" + +"Yes, Mr. Owen, they're still on the go." She regarded the lamps +affectionately. "At first Mr. Leetham used to say a good big lamp would +be best, at the head of the stairs; but afterwards he got to like the +Little Ladies, and we've had 'em every night." + +"We'll have to go on having them," declared Owen. "Look, Toni, they're +really quite pretty, aren't they? And thanks to Mrs. Blades they give a +jolly good light." + +"But--the 'Little Ladies'?" Toni looked, as she felt, puzzled. + +"Yes, it was a fancy of my father's. He would never have gas anywhere +except in the kitchens; and the long gallery upstairs, where all the +bedrooms are, was always as dark as Erebus." He laughed, catching sight +of the blank look on Mrs. Blades' face at the word. "So my mother +invented these lamps, years ago when I was a tiny kid, and every night +they are fixed at intervals along the walls of the gallery." + +"But the name?" + +"Oh, I don't know who first christened them, but they've always been +known as the Ten Little Ladies--and always will be, I suppose. Eh, Mrs. +Blades?" + +"So long as I'm here, sir, I hope they will be," rejoined Mrs. Blades +somewhat formally; and something in her tone made Owen remember his +resolve. + +He looked round. The door was open into the passage, a rosy-cheeked maid +waiting, apparently, to carry off the tray with the Little Ladies; but +on Owen approaching with the intention of closing the door she withdrew +modestly out of earshot. + +Coming back to the table Owen took one of Toni's hands in his and turned +to the old housekeeper, who glanced with sudden shrewdness at the girl's +shy face. + +"Mrs. Blades," said Owen quietly, "Miss Gibbs has promised to marry me; +and I hope that before many weeks are over we shall come down to live at +Greenriver. Well, what do you say? Will you welcome us when we come?" + +The half-boyish, half-masterful tone in which he spoke seemed too much +for the old woman, who had watched Owen grow from boy to man, and now, +after a lapse of years, saw him in his manhood. She looked first at him, +then at the pale girl by his side, and her features worked oddly. + +"Come, Mrs. Blades!" Owen had had enough of tears for one afternoon. +"Cheer up! Don't look as if we were going to cut off your head! That's a +poor welcome to Miss Gibbs!" + +Thus reproved, the housekeeper did her best to conjure up a more +cheerful expression; and managed presently to shake Toni's cold little +hand with a respectful word or two; after which Owen discovered that it +was high time to go. + +Five minutes later Toni was snugly packed into the car again; and Owen +was about to take his seat when he remembered that he had left the +typewritten sheets in the housekeeper's room. + +"I'll run back for them, Toni." He jumped down from the step. "I won't +be a moment. You don't mind waiting?" + +"Of course not!" She smiled up at him with dewy eyes. "Don't hurry--it's +so lovely here in the dusk--the flowers smell so sweet." + +Re-entering the house, Owen ran down the passage with hasty feet. Mrs. +Blades, who had a tendency to what she called "chronical brownkitis," +had not ventured to brave the night air; and Owen found her still +regarding the Little Ladies, who burned trimly on the tray before her. + +"All right, Mrs. Blades--I've only left some papers!" He snatched them +up as he spoke, and crammed them into the pocket of his leather coat. +"That's all--now I'm really off." + +He patted her carelessly on the shoulder as he passed her; but to his +surprise she put out a veined hand to stay his progress. + +"Mr. Owen"--her voice shook--"do you really mean that you're going to +marry the young lady?" + +"Of course, Blades." Unconsciously Owen pulled himself together. "Why +should I say such a thing if I did not mean it?" + +"Because..." the old woman faltered "... Miss Gibbs ain't the sort of +lady you ought to marry. She ... she's not like the other lady you were +going to bring here as mistress of Greenriver ... the one as was +presented at Court with all them lovely feathers in her hair." + +An expression such as she had never seen before crossed Owen's face. He +shook off her hand impatiently. + +"Oh, you're an old silly, Blades." His voice was grating. "Miss Gibbs is +a thousand times more suitable to be the mistress of Greenriver. +The--the other lady thought very small beer of us all down here--she +wasn't our sort, I assure you!" + +"Neither is this one." The old woman stuck to her guns with the +obstinacy of age. "Mr. Owen, I remember your father bringing home his +bride--a girl she was, only eighteen--but the highest lady in the land +couldn't have been evened to her. Miss Gibbs is pretty and a good girl, +I'm sure, but--but she ain't like your mother, Mr. Owen; and you ought +to look higher when you marry than her!" + +"Don't be a fool, Blades!" Owen spoke angrily now. "If I think Miss +Gibbs good enough to be my wife that's quite sufficient for everyone. +After all, I'm not such a great catch," he added bitterly. + +"Nay, Mr. Owen, don't be vexed with me!" Too late the old woman +regretted her foolish words. "I'm growing old, and maybe I'm in my +dotage ... ah, he's gone--I've driven the lad away with my folly!" + +It was indeed so. Owen had flung out of the door angrily; and as she +listened, half-afraid, she heard his steps receding down the passage +towards the hall. There was impatience in his very tread; for, truth to +tell, Owen felt a kind of hot anger welling in his heart as he +remembered the words she had spoken. + +At first he was merely annoyed at what he called her +presumption--induced, he supposed, by her long connection with the +family. But suddenly a feeling of vague uneasiness descended upon him, +and he paused before going out to join Toni in the car. + +"She only saw Toni for a moment--barely heard her speak--and yet she +speaks as though I were making an unsuitable marriage." He frowned +thoughtfully, anger dying before some feeling whose nature he could not, +yet, recognize. "I wonder--what could she mean?" + +He stood in the quiet hall, fighting down a host of surmises, of +unwelcome doubts which sprang, it would seem, out of the twilight, +brought to birth by an old woman's homely words; and in those +illuminating seconds Owen allowed himself to wonder whether, after all, +he had committed an action which he would find cause to regret. + +But somehow the idea seemed a treachery towards the girl who sat waiting +so trustfully, so happily for his coming; and with a sudden uplifting of +his head, Owen went resolutely out to the car. + + * * * * * + +But Mrs. Blades, left alone, shod a few of the difficult tears of age as +she went over the little scene. She felt suddenly old; and for the first +time in her busy, self-satisfied life she questioned her own wisdom. + +Then she too shook off her uncomfortable thoughts, and calling the rosy +Maggie to her, delivered into her hands the Ten Little Ladies, who still +waited patiently upon the tray for their nightly release. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +On a beautiful midsummer morning Antonia Rose crept softly down the +broad old staircase of Greenriver and crossed the hall with so +fairy-light a tread that never a soul in the house could hear a +footstep. + +It was very early, barely half-past five; but the glorious summer +morning was calling, calling insistently to Toni to come and share its +glories; and the call was not one to be disregarded, by Antonia at +least. + +Not a thing stirred. In the gallery the Ten Little Ladies grew wan and +faded before the vitality of the daylight; and when, after some +difficulty, Toni unlocked the big hall door and let in a flood of +sunshine, they gave up the unequal contest and expired quietly. + +Ah! What a world of beauty burst upon Toni's gaze as she stood, +thrilling delightfully with a sense of adventure, on the big stone steps +outside the great door. + +A rush of perfume from the tall lilies greeted her first; followed by a +perfect shower of fragrance from the pink and creamy roses growing +beside the door. Other scents there were--a dozen of them--from the +flowers massed in glowing ranks in the beds; but the lilies and the +roses had it all their own way; and Toni laughed with delight as they +assailed her with their sweetness. + +There was music, too, in this pearly dawn. In the trees the birds were +astir, twittering their songs of morning; and already the velvety brown +bees were beginning to hum their spinning chorus as they hovered here +and there among the tall flowers which stood in rows before the windows, +like marriageable maidens waiting for inspection. + +Beyond the terrace lay the river, shining with that strange, ethereal +effect of silver which water has beneath the early morning sky; and away +beyond the river the thin, delicate mists of the night were rising like +vaporous ghosts, to dissolve in the fresh, clean atmosphere of dawn. + +"Oh, how beautiful it all is! What a lovely world God made when He +made--this!" Toni stood on the steps with arms outstretched, like some +young priestess of a pagan faith welcoming the sun. "And why do we lie +asleep in stuffy beds when all the birds and flowers have been awake for +ages!" + +She pulled the big door gently to behind her, and then ran through the +gardens and across the terrace to the big grey balustrade which kept the +boundary of the garden from the towing path beyond. Leaning her arms on +the stone she looked out over the shining river, and in fancy her spirit +roved here and there--to the violet-strewn mountain slopes of Italy +where she had passed her childhood ... to the wonderful, rocky coast of +Cornwall where her honeymoon had been spent. + +At the thought of the Cornish seas she caught her breath. Those +marvellous green billows, foaming in the sunshine, dashing against the +cliffs with a sound like thunder; the gentler wavelets creaming over the +snow-white sands in lines of lotus-blue; the pools, deep and limpid, +where in the aquamarine water all kind of strange sea-creatures lived; +the jagged, tooth-like rocks springing from the depths of the ocean, +ready to destroy the passing ships; the still more wonderful +lighthouses, rising, some of them, like tall white needles into the +turquoise sky; the gulls, flashing grey and white in the sunshine; the +salt scent of the sea mingling with the pungent fragrance of the yellow +gorse, hot with the sun ... surely the Cornish coast was a very favoured +spot, and the Scilly Isles, to which passage could be taken in a queer, +cranky boat, were indeed the Fortunate Isles, cradled by the bluest, +most magical, most romantic waters in the world! + +Thoughts of the ocean were indissolubly bound up with all Toni's +thoughts of her honeymoon. Acting on a hint from Barry, Owen had taken +his bride straight away from the Registrar's dingy office to Paddington, +thence to Cornwall; and he would never forget the sight of Toni's face +when first she saw the sea, lying purple and green beneath a stormy sky. + +During the long journey she had said very little, shyness enveloping her +as in a mantle; but when the train began to run along the sea shore, so +that the whole expanse of ocean lay spread before the window, Toni's +face changed, her eyes sparkled, and she turned to Owen with a +spontaneous expression of delight. + +Now, looking back, it seemed to Toni that never for an instant had the +voice of the sea been out of her ears during all those wonderful days +and nights. Its song had helped her to bear herself properly during the +long hours alone with the man she had married. Again and again, when +embarrassment threatened to overcome her at this unusually prolonged +_tete-a-tete_, the sea whispered to her to take courage; and each night +she fell asleep to its murmured lullaby. + +During the fortnight which they spent down in the genial West Country, +Owen gave himself up entirely to the service of his young wife. He +divined pretty well what she was feeling--guessed that her marriage, +after only three weeks' engagement, must have meant a complete upheaval +of her entire life; and the very fact that he did not love her gave an +added gentleness to his intercourse with her; for he could not rid +himself of a sensation that somehow she had been cheated in this +bargain, had been cajoled into giving the pure gold of love in return +for the counterfeit of mere liking. + +True, he did not repent his marriage. Rather it seemed to him that it +might turn out successful after all; and since they spent the days +exploring the coast, which was new to both of them, there was plenty to +be said, an abundance of interesting subjects to discuss. + +Only once--on the last night of their stay in Cornwall--was there the +slightest suspicion of a shadow between them; and Owen blamed himself +entirely for the occurrence. + +It happened that Owen was suffering from a very severe headache--a not +uncommon complaint since his accident--and the afternoon post brought +him the proofs of an article required for the next number of the +_Bridge_. An urgent note from Barry accompanied the papers, begging for +an early revision; and after dinner Owen sat down to run through the +article in preparation for dispatch in the morning. + +But his brain refused to work. His eyes felt as though each eyeball were +aflame; and his forehead was contracted with the severe pain which had +racked him all day, so that consecutive thought was almost impossible. +He tried, again and again, to do the work; but at length, so acute was +the agony in his eyes, he threw aside the papers with a groan. + +Immediately Toni looked up from the magazine she was reading. + +"May I help you?" She put the question rather timidly, and by way of +answer he tossed the bundle of proofs into her lap. + +"Thanks awfully, dear. I simply can't see out of my eyes--neuralgia, I +expect. Do your best, won't you? You know how to read proof as well as I +do, now." + +"Yes." So she did, for Barry had taught her thoroughly; and she had +applied herself to his lessons with every fraction of her intelligence. + +What he had not taught her, however, was an extensive knowledge of the +master poets and their works; and Toni's ignorance betrayed her +hopelessly. + +At the old-fashioned school she had attended, few poets were considered +fit for the girls' reading; Tennyson, of course, was included in the +pupils' studies, and Shakespeare, carefully edited, was a standby; but +of the works of Browning, Rossetti, Swinburne, Keats, Toni was +lamentably ignorant. + +When, therefore, in the article before her she found a quotation from +one of Robert Browning's poems, followed almost immediately by a line +from one of the poet's wife's writings, she concluded, hastily, that the +printers were at fault, and cheerfully amended the latter initials to +the one magic R. In the same way she confused Keats and Yeats; and +finished by ascribing to Christina Rossetti one of Dante Gabriel's most +impassioned utterances; thus destroying whatever value the article might +have had, as a critical appreciation of the various writers' work. + +Having completed her task Toni raised her eyes to look at her husband, +and found him lying back in his chair watching her with a very kindly +glance. + +"Finished, little girl? That's good. I'll just initial it and send it +back." He took the sheets she handed him and raised his eyebrows at the +numerous corrections. "I say, they must be getting careless at the +office to let all these slips go through!" He ran his eye over the page, +more from force of habit than because he expected to find any more +corrections necessary; and suddenly Toni, watching, saw him frown. + +"I say, Toni, you've made a mistake." He tried not to speak sharply, for +after all proof-reading is an art. "This line--'There may be Heaven, +there must be Hell'--that's Robert Browning all right; but the next +quotation is from the Sonnets to the Portuguese." + +"Is it?" Toni did not understand. + +"Well, Mrs. Browning wrote those, you know." He was busy repairing +Toni's mistake. "And the next is hers, too. And----" he was skimming +down the page "--why, you little goose, it was Dante Rossetti who wrote +'The Blessed Damosel.'" + +"Was it? I thought her name was Christina." Toni's voice faltered; for +though she did not yet realize the enormity of her offence, she knew +that Owen was annoyed by her stupidity. + +"_Her_ name? Why, of course _her_ name was Christina; but this happens +to be his poem, you see." + +"His? Whose?" Toni was flustered, or she would never have betrayed +herself so utterly. + +"Whose?" Owen, his nerves strained almost to breaking point by his +bodily pain, spoke irritably, and Toni shrank miserably into her chair. +"Why, Toni, have you never heard of the poet Rossetti? Good Heavens, +child, don't you ever open a book?" + +She said nothing, though the tears welled slowly into her eyes; and Owen +went on reading, finding still further evidences of his wife's lack of +acquaintance with the giants of literature as he read. + +In an ordinary way he would have let her down gently. After all it is no +crime to confuse two poets of the same name; and to "correct" a +quotation by transposing two words into a more ordinary sequence is not +a very heinous offence; but to Owen, racked with pain, the whole affair +was an instance of the most flagrant ignorance, and he let fly one or +two biting sarcasms as he bent over the papers, which reduced Toni to a +state of trembling, impotent misery. + +To do him justice Owen repented as soon as he had spoken, and when he +saw how he had hurt her, he threw aside the proof-sheets and devoted +himself to making amends for his harshness. + +He succeeded finally in winning back something of her usual serenity; +but to both the incident was oddly discomposing; to Toni because for the +first time she saw the critic in the husband, and trembled to think how +often she must fall short of his high standard; to Owen because the +affair seemed to open up such vast tracts of ignorance in the woman who +was his wife, and showed, more clearly than ever before, the dividing +line between intellect and ordinary shrewdness. + +For just one illuminating moment he saw Toni as she was; a pretty, +winning, half-educated little girl, to whom the world of art and +literature was a sphere apart, its shibboleths mere meaningless babble +in her ears, its greatest exponents but so many confusing names, +divorced from any enlightening personalities. + +Where, he asked himself half desperately, was there any common meeting +ground for two beings so widely diverse as they, husband and wife though +they were? Surely they were as widely sundered as the poles.... + +And then the sight of Toni's face, her eyes filled with tears, her +childish mouth quivering, lighted a sudden flame in his heart which +consumed, for the time being, all doubts and petty vexations. After all, +she was only a child--and she loved him; and so he took her in his arms +and kissed away the tears with a remorseful tenderness which might well +pass--with an uncritical being like Toni--for love. + +But Toni was not thinking of that dreadful episode on this brilliant +June morning. Rather she was trying to realize that she was the mistress +of this beautiful place, that Greenriver, with its grounds, its flowers, +its lofty rooms, was to be her home; and to the girl who had lived in +Winter Road, Brixton, Greenriver was indeed a revelation. + +They had been home a week; and so far Owen had not left her for more +than a few hours, on the occasion of a business visit to London. The +weather had been superb; and they had spent several long afternoons on +the river, thereby missing, to Toni's great content, three or four +callers who had come to see what manner of woman Owen Rose had married. +That these calls must be returned Toni knew very well; but it must be +confessed she shivered at the prospect; more especially as Owen had told +her, laughingly, that she must not count upon his aid on those purely +social occasions. + +As the thought of the terrible duty-calls flashed through her mind Toni +slipped down from her perch on the balustrade and made her way down to +the towing path beneath. She often walked beside the river in these +quiet morning hours, alone unless her dog Jock, an Airedale terrier of +unimpeachable ancestry and cheerful disposition, was at hand to +accompany her. + +Jock had been presented to her by Barry as a wedding gift; and Toni, who +had never before been on an intimate footing with a dog, found his +companionship both delightful and stimulating. Although he was nearly +two years old Jock was a puppy at heart. He did his best to comport +himself as a full-grown dog should do: but had lapses into babyhood, +when a shoe carelessly left about seemed too tempting; or, after a muddy +walk, a soft satin cushion gave him an invitation to repose which could +not possibly be denied. + +He was a lovable creature, however, and a perfect gentleman as regards +cats--a very desirable trait in an animal belonging to Toni, who loved +all cats and would certainly have quarrelled with any dog who waged war +upon the furry tribe. + +To her satisfaction Jock came bounding over the terrace to follow her as +she stepped on to the towing path; and together they strolled by the +river in the fresh morning air, Toni gazing half-absently towards the +distant hills, Jock keeping one eye and ear anxiously cocked in +anticipation of any unwary rat who should show himself upon the +river-bank. + +Although Willowhurst was comparatively far from town there were a good +many visitors on the river during the summer months. There was a perfect +reach for punting just here, and many people came down to occupy the +bungalows built on the opposite bank to that on which Greenriver stood. +To Owen these little summer dwellings were in the nature of an eyesore. +Fond as he was of his own beautiful house he would have liked to keep +the neighbourhood free from this essentially modern phase of river-life; +but to Toni the gay little bungalows had a charm of their own. They were +all specially spick and span just now, having been newly painted and +garnished with flowers for the season; and Toni looked across the river +with frank interest at the Cot, the Dinky House, the Mascot, and the +rest of the tiny shanties. She liked the houseboats, too, with their +gaily-striped awnings, their hanging baskets filled with gaudy pink +geraniums and bright lobelia. Their primly-curtained little windows +amused her; and in the evenings she would lure Owen out on to the +terrace to look down the river to where the Chinese lanterns hung on +their poles like globes of magic light against the darkening sky. + +Toni and Jock had strolled about a quarter of a mile down the path when +they were brought sharply to a halt by the sound of a deep bark from the +other side of the water; and looking across they found they were not the +only waking creatures in this apparently sleeping world. + +In one of the little gardens opposite to where they stood were a couple +of friends like themselves; but in this case the human being was a man +in his shirt sleeves, and the canine was a singularly beautiful white +wolfhound, who stood, at the moment, barking defiance at the intruders +on the opposite bank. + +Jock, whose natural pugnacity was always easily aroused, returned the +compliment with the most evident sincerity; but the Borzoi, having flung +down the gage of battle and asserted her dignity, retired gracefully +from the contest, and walking daintily up to her master rose and placed +her slender paws on his shoulders, an action which said plainly that +honour was satisfied. + +The animal was so striking-looking, from her long, graceful head to her +plumy tail, that Toni could not resist a second look; and the dog's +master had a good view of the girl whom he guessed to be the young +mistress of Greenriver, the house which he had often admired as he +passed by in his boat during the summer days. + +As she stood, gazing almost childishly across the intervening water, she +looked barely more than a schoolgirl; and her short skirt and simple +white blouse aided the illusion. It was only the sight of the coils of +black hair which bound her head, and the gleam of the gold wedding-ring +on her finger, which placed her definitely in the category of womanhood; +and the man who watched her felt a strange sensation of something like +pity for the girl launched so early on the sea of matrimony, a sea whose +perils he, of all men, had cause to dread. + +But suddenly Toni became aware of the indecorousness of her conduct. It +was the height of discourtesy to stand staring; and with a blush she +called Jock and turned hastily away to retrace her steps. + +The man and the dog watched her go; and only when she was nearly out of +sight did they turn back and re-enter the little white bungalow which +was known locally as the Hope House. + +At breakfast Owen asked Toni kindly if she felt inclined for a day on +the river. + +"I thought we might take our lunch and go quite a long way," he said. +"I'm afraid this must be our last holiday jaunt for a little time. I +shall have to be busy after this." + +"Will you?" She looked a trifle wistful; and Owen was sorry for her. + +"Well, I daresay I can manage a day off now and then. To-morrow's +Thursday, isn't it? I must be up in town then, and I'm afraid I shall be +late home. There's a dinner I rather wanted to attend, but it would mean +a long evening alone for you." + +"I don't mind." She smiled reassuringly. "I've got Jock to keep me +company and there are plenty of people in the house." + +"Well, Andrews is a pretty sturdy young chap, and of course there are +three or four women. There's the telephone, too, you know, so you really +needn't be nervous--especially now, when the river is as full of traffic +as Bond Street!" + +"I'm not a bit nervous," she said. "I ... I was just wondering----" + +She broke off, flushing, and Owen felt an unwonted curiosity as to her +meaning. + +"Well?" He spoke kindly, but Toni seemed unable to proceed. + +"I was thinking ... I mean ..." Suddenly impatient of her own cowardice +she took her courage in both hands and spoke bravely. "I was wondering +whether you would allow me to ask Fanny--my cousin--down for the +afternoon. You see, if you are away----" + +"Why, of course, dear!" Owen spoke the more heartily because he felt a +slight compunction at the thought of her relations. "Ask your cousin by +all means. You must remember that this is your house, Toni, and you need +not ask my leave to invite your friends." + +"Thank you." She was looking down as she spoke, but her cheeks were +scarlet. "I will ask her then ... but ..." suddenly her words came with +a rush "... I know my people aren't like yours ... I couldn't let them +meet your friends ... I mean--I'll ask them when you are not at home, +and then----" + +"Don't be a goose, Toni!" Owen hoped his voice betrayed nothing. "Your +people are my people now, you know, and I don't want you to get any +silly ideas into your head at the start." + +She stretched out her hand impulsively and laid it on his arm. + +"Owen, you're too good to me. I know so well that we belong to different +worlds, but ... if you mean that----" + +"Of course I mean it." He rose as he spoke and patted her shoulder. +"Don't be a little silly--and now run away and write to your cousin at +once. If she can't come to-morrow, suggest Friday." + +"Oh, she couldn't come then," returned Toni naively. "You see the shop +closes on Thursday afternoon, and it's Fanny's only free day." + +"I see." Somehow the little explanation, with its picture of a different +life from that to which he was accustomed, struck a chill to Owen's +heart; but he hid his discomfort cleverly and bade Toni write her letter +without delay. + + * * * * * + +Miss Gibbs accepted the invitation joyfully; and on Thursday morning +Owen went off to town, after bidding Toni keep her cousin to dinner if +possible. + +"She can take the nine-fifteen to town," he said. "I have the car, but +if she can stay, telephone for a taxi from the station to be here at +nine. You won't be lonely, Toni?" + +"Not a bit!" Indeed she was thrilling with pleasure at the idea of +entertaining her cousin in her new home. "I've lots to see to. What a +pity Mrs. Blades is ill to-day." + +"Yes, her usual bronchitis, I suppose. She'll be all right in a day or +two." Owen was hunting for a paper as he spoke. "Confound it, where is +that manuscript, Toni? You know the one--that article on Alfred Noyes." + +"It's here." Toni handed him the paper he required. + +"Thanks awfully. You're a first-rate little secretary, Toni! I guess we +shall miss you at the office!" + +He did not observe the rather wistful look which swept over her face at +the half-careless praise. At that moment Toni felt she would have asked +nothing better than to jump into the car and journey up to town with +Owen to take her old place behind the typewriter in Owen's room. She +hated to see him leaving her, longed to beg him to stay; but something +stronger than personal longing held her back. A wife, she told herself, +must be a help, not a hindrance; and since Owen saw fit to leave her, to +carry on the work in which she had now no place, her duty, plainly, was +to remain at home and keep everything in her little world in order for +his return. + +Besides, it was a glorious day, the sun was shining, the flowers dancing +in the breeze; and Fanny would be with her during the afternoon. It was +a day created for gladness, for rejoicing, and Toni, made wise by love, +banished wistfulness from her eyes and returned Owen's kiss with a gay +word of farewell. + +But she stood looking after him as the car whizzed down the avenue; and +the smile which touched her lips was just a little sad. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +When Owen was safely gone Toni entered the house with a look of +determination on her face, and retreating to the little white-panelled +room known as the morning-room she rang the bell to summon Kate to her +presence. + +It was not Kate who answered the ring, however. In her stead came +Maggie, the rosy-faced housemaid, who had already fallen in love with +her young mistress, and was ready to carry out any order which Mrs. Rose +might give. + +"Oh, it's you, Maggie?" Toni looked up from the paper on which she was +scribbling. "Where's Kate?" + +It seemed Kate was busy, poulticing Mrs. Blades, who was suffering under +one of her usual attacks of bronchitis, and she had sent Maggie, with +apologies, in her stead. + +"Mrs. Blades is really ill? Had she better see a doctor?" + +No, Maggie was empowered by Kate to say that a doctor's visit was +unnecessary. Mrs. Blades often had these attacks, and they knew just +what to do; but she would not be able to attend to her duties for a +couple of days at the least. + +In spite of herself Toni's face brightened. Not that she wished Mrs. +Blades to suffer, but she knew quite well that the old housekeeper, for +all her respectful ways, resented the arrival of a mistress of whom, for +some reason, she did not approve; and Toni felt rather glad that for +to-day, at any rate, she could be in reality the mistress of the whole +establishment. + +With the other servants she was on the best of terms. Whatever Mrs. +Blades might think of Toni's social position previous to her marriage +she was sufficiently loyal to keep her doubts to herself; and Martha the +cook, Kate the serious parlourmaid, and Andrews the young man-servant, +one and all combined to make their new mistress feel at ease with her +staff. + +Maggie, to-day, was full of importance at being allowed to replace Kate +to assist Toni in her preparation for the afternoon's visitor; and she +listened attentively to all that Toni had to say. + +"I want a really nice tea, Maggie!" Toni looked up from her list with a +serious face. "Miss Gibbs has to catch an early train from town, and +won't have time for much lunch." Even the unsophisticated Toni knew +better than to mention the nature of Miss Gibbs' employment. "So I want +tea at four o'clock and it must be pretty--well, substantial." + +Maggie fully endorsed the suggestion, and waited to see what Mrs. Rose +considered necessary for the meal. + +"Tea and hot cakes, of course. And that lovely plum cake Martha made +for ..." Toni blushed, but went on bravely "... for our wedding-cake. +And then--is it possible to get shrimps, Maggie?" + +"Why, yes, ma'am--don't you remember cook's shrimp savoury for Sunday +lunch? And you'd shrimp sauce with the fish last night." + +"Of course, so we had. Well, when the man calls from the fish shop, +order some. You get them by the pint--or is it the pound?" said Toni, +vaguely remembering her aunt's orders on the occasion of a tea-party. + +Maggie thought it was the pint; and in any case she would give the order +to the young man herself. + +"Very well. And then--what else, Maggie? I do want a nice tea." + +The little handmaiden eagerly racked her brain for some brilliant idea; +and finally suggested that Cook was very fond of making "shape." + +"Shape? Oh, I see," said Toni a trifle dubiously. "You mean a +blanc-mange or a cream. But I don't think it would do for tea." + +Maggie thought, respectfully, that it would do fine. In her last place +her mistress always had a shape when company was coming to tea. +But--suddenly her rosy face grew even more pink--perhaps she was wrong, +and anyway Mrs. Rose knew best. + +Sorry for the girl's evident embarrassment Toni gave the order forthwith +for a cream; and then turned to the subject of dinner. + +"Miss Gibbs will stay to dinner, and we will have it at half-past seven. +That gives us time to go on the river first; and the cab won't be here +till nine." + +"Cook's sent you a mennyoo, ma'am." Maggie produced a somewhat crumpled +piece of paper. "She thought perhaps something of this sort would do." + +Toni ran her eye over the paper, and her brow cleared. + +"Soup, fish, sweetbread and green peas, chicken...." she gave the paper +back. "Yes, it will do beautifully, and I'm sure Miss Gibbs will like +Martha's trifle. Well, Maggie, that's all, I think. Have I forgotten +anything?" + +The two girls stared at one another for a moment, their faces quite +solemn with the effort of concentration. Then Toni relaxed and spoke +gaily. + +"No, that's all, I'm sure ... well, Maggie, what have you thought of +now?" + +"Please, ma'am, the flowers." + +"Yes, I'd forgotten! Good girl, Maggie! Well, get me the scissors and a +basket, and then you might put the vases ready in the little room." + +Maggie flew to obey the commands, and Toni, to whom the idea of giving +orders was still almost ludicrous, strolled to the window to await her +return. + +The room overlooked the river, and on that account was a favourite with +Toni. It was reached by a short flight of stairs apart from the main +staircase, and boasted a large casement window, built over the terrace +below, and giving the river an air of proximity which always delighted +Toni. + +To-day the water sparkled in the sunshine with a very cheerful effect; +and as Toni looked a cream-white swan drifted by, the sun's light +turning its feathers into a kind of gilded snow. A punt passed slowly +with two occupants, one a girl in a white frock, lying lazily on a heap +of blue-green cushions, her uncovered head protected from the sun by a +scarlet parasol, the other a bronzed and fair-haired youth, who wielded +his pole with an athletic grace purely Greek. + +Toni's eyes softened as the two glided by. Her own happiness was so +immense, her love for Owen had been so wonderfully, so completely +satisfied, that she wished all other girls to be as happy as she was; +and although the two in the punt were only visible for a few moments she +thought she could read in their faces the story of their mutual +attraction. + +When Maggie returned Toni took the basket and went out into the garden. +Gathering flowers was an occupation of which she never tired. Never, +since her days on the hill-slope above Naples, had she been able to +indulge her passionate love for flowers; and to the girl who had been +wont to regard sixpence spent on a branch of golden mimosa, or a handful +of the big pink carnations which seem indigenous to the London streets, +as something of an extravagance, the delight of filling bowls and vases +with unlimited supplies of the loveliest, freshest flowers could not be +overrated. + +To-day she cut more lavishly than usual in Fanny's honour, and when, +just as the lunch gong sounded, she rested from her labours, the lovely +old house was a dream of beauty and colour and scent. + +Snapdragons, in every shade of yellow and pink and deep, rich rose, +stood in tall jars, wherever there was a dark corner to be lighted up. +Big blue bowls held masses of roses of every describable hue, whose +fragrance scented all the house; and every available inch of space had +been utilized as a resting-place for one or more vases of the sweetest, +gayest blooms imaginable. + +Even Toni was satisfied at last, and she hurried over her lunch in good +spirits. Just as she was rising from the table a thought struck her. + +"Kate, do you think we might have tea in here? You see--we ought to have +a table, I think--and it wouldn't matter for once, would it?" + +Kate, who had experienced sundry qualms at the idea of a feast of +shrimps in the charming, old-world drawing-room, gave a decided assent. + +"It would be much more suitable, ma'am. I could put a pretty lace cloth +on the table, and then with some flowers it would look quite nice." + +"Thank you, Kate." Toni gave vent to a relieved sigh. "You and Maggie +are really treasures in helping me. Oh--how is Mrs. Blades!" + +Mrs. Blades was better; but Kate, who had a shrewd notion of the old +woman's real opinion of her pretty mistress, was not ill-pleased to +inform Toni that the bronchial attack from which she was suffering made +it impossible for her to supervise the household affairs for to-day at +least. + +"Well, you must look after things for me, Kate," said Toni, smiling in a +friendly fashion at the girl; and Kate, although she had lived in +"smart" houses, and knew that shrimps and blanc-mange were not usually +met with at tea, succumbed still more completely to that friendly little +smile. + +"Why shouldn't she have her tea-party as she likes it?" she said to +herself as she went out. "The master's away, and she's not likely to do +this sort of thing when he's about." Kate, who was thirty-one, and +experienced in the ways of the world, was quite aware of the element of +awe in Toni's love for her husband--an element of which Toni herself was +as yet wholly unsuspicious. "And I've no doubt this young lady as is +coming down isn't used to great things. You can see as Mrs. Rose hasn't +lived with anyone partikler--but she's a real little lady in her ways, +for all that," concluded this authority on the ways of gentlefolk. + + * * * * * + +Punctually at three o'clock Miss Gibbs arrived; and was shown into the +drawing-room, where Toni awaited her coming. + +To tell the truth Miss Gibbs was a little awed by the unexpected +grandeur of her surroundings; and not even the consciousness of her new +linen frock and elaborately-trimmed hat could give her quite her usual +assurance. + +She followed Andrews meekly across the hall, hardly daring to lift her +eyes; and when the man threw open the drawing-room door and ushered her +in, Fanny unconsciously moderated her usual hearty footstep and +endeavoured to make her entry as inconspicuous as possible. + +Toni, who had not heard the cab arrive, jumped up hastily from her low +chair and ran to meet her cousin, while Andrews discreetly withdrew and +closed the door. + +"Fanny! How glad I am to see you!" Toni hugged Miss Gibbs +affectionately. "I'd have come to meet you but I was so late with lunch +that I hadn't time." + +"I found a cab waiting for me," said Fanny, returning her embrace. "You +were a dear to send it, Toni. You're quite a way from the station, +aren't you?" + +"I suppose we are," said Toni carelessly. "But how are you, Fan? And +Auntie--and Lu and all of them?" + +"Mother's first-rate and longing to see you when you can get up to town. +Everyone's all right," said Fanny comfortably. "Lu's been in mischief +again, though. She and some of the girls from her school played truant +t'other day and went to see a County cricket-match. You know cricket's +the craze this term, and they got their money stolen and couldn't get +home, and Lu didn't land up till ten o'clock at night!" + +"You don't mean it! What did Auntie say?" + +"She didn't say much then, 'cause Lu was cryin' and nearly dead with +tramping for miles; but next day she got a jolly good whipping and was +shut up on bread and water all over Sunday." + +"Oh, poor Lu!" Toni felt very pitiful towards the hapless cricket +enthusiast. "After all, Fan, you and I once ran away to see the Boat +Race on our own!" + +"Yes, and we got jolly well punished for it, too! I can remember Ma's +slipper to this day!" + +"Well, you ought to be sorry for Lu!" + +"Serve her right," said Miss Gibbs with sisterly severity. "Cricket, +indeed! What do girls want with cricket! Anyhow, she won't do it again +in a hurry--Ma saw to that!" + +"And how's Josh, Fan?" Toni saw that no sympathy was to be looked for +from the culprit's sister. + +"A 1. I say, Toni, where's Mr. Rose?" Fanny, regaining some of her usual +assurance, looked round her vaguely. + +"He has had to go up to town. But I thought you wouldn't mind, Fan. I +want to show you the house and have a real good talk." + +"My! It _is_ a house and no mistake!" Fanny gazed about the beautiful +room with frank admiration. "I thought the man must be going wrong when +he turned in here--and what lovely gardens you've got." + +"Yes, they are jolly, aren't they? Well, shall we go over the house +before tea or after? It's very nearly four, and I said we'd have tea +early." + +"I'm glad of that." Fanny beamed approval. "To tell you the truth, Toni, +I hadn't time for much lunch. We're supposed to shut at one, you know, +but of course we don't get off at once, and to-day everything went +wrong! At the last minute I upset a box of ribbons, and the spiteful +things all went and got unrolled, and then that odious little +Jackson--you know, the shopwalker I told you about--came and slanged me +like anything." + +"What a shame!" Toni had been one of the workers of the world too +recently to have lost sympathy with the grievances of those who work. "I +wish you could leave the old shop, Fanny. Why don't you and Josh get +married?" + +"Too soon." Fanny was of a prudent nature. "We _must_ wait till Josh +gets a rise, and I can't afford to leave the shop. You see, I must have +a few clothes before I marry ... by the way, Toni, what about your +clothes? You didn't get much when you married, did you?" + +"No, but before we came here we went up to town and stayed at the +Russell for two days and did a whole heap of shopping." Toni stifled a +sigh at the thought of those long hours spent in shops. "You see I +didn't really know what to get, so Owen went, with me, and I got a lot +of things ready-made, and was fitted for others, so I have quite a +trousseau by now!" + +"That skirt's well-cut," said Miss Gibbs, surveying her cousin +critically. "Blue serge always looks well--and that white blouse is good +thick silk." + +"I'm glad you like it. Owen likes me in these low collars, and they're +cool." Toni looked at the clock. "But come upstairs and take off your +hat and we'll have tea straight away." + +Nothing loth, Miss Gibbs agreed; and went into fresh raptures when she +saw Toni's bedroom. + +"My! What lovely furniture!" She went up to the toilet-table and began +to examine it. "And these silver brushes and things--are they all +yours?" + +"Yes. Owen gave them to me." + +"Well to be you," commented Miss Gibbs briskly. "What a lovely long +glass, too! Can't you see yourself properly just!" + +She stood in front of the glass so long that Toni grew impatient. + +"Hurry up, Fan! I'm sure tea's ready and I'm dying for some. I hadn't +much lunch." + +Thus incited, Miss Gibbs laid aside the flowery hat she had been +admiring, disclosing a much curled and waved _coiffure_, and together +the cousins ran downstairs, just as Andrews carried in the silver +tea-pot and the hot cakes. + +Kate, true to her word, had made the best of the oval table. She had +laid upon it the finest, laciest cloth she could find, and had placed in +the centre a tall jar of lilies, while here and there she had found room +for small silver bowls of pink roses. The silver tea-tray, with its thin +china cups and saucers, stood proudly at the head of the table; and so +far nothing could have been more charming. + +But alas! Even Kate could not hide the eminent unsuitability of the +feast itself to its elegant surroundings. True, the bread and butter was +of wafer-like thinness, there were hot cakes of the crispest, finest +variety, and the plum-cake which was Martha's welcome to the bride was +of the richest, most tempting description. + +But side by side with those delicacies was a dish of shrimps, in all +their native vulgarity; and further down, almost hidden in fact by the +flowery centrepiece, was a glass dish containing a velvety white cream +whose real place should have been on the dinner-table. + +For a moment Toni's heart misgave her as she saw these things in their +blatancy; and she wished she had stuck to the usual tiny sandwiches +which Martha sent up when she and Owen were alone. Then she remembered, +gratefully, that Fanny was hungry, and common sense whispered that to a +girl who had lunched lightly a sandwich was unsatisfying fare. + +As for Fanny, her spirits, momentarily damped by the sight of the silver +tray, rose with a bound as she surveyed the table. + +"I say, Toni, what a spread! Shrimps, I declare! Well, I thought you'd +have been much too smart nowadays to think of them!" + +"Nonsense!" Toni's depression vanished, and she laughed gaily. "I always +did like shrimps--and why shouldn't I have them if I want them? Come and +sit down, Fan--here, by me--and do make a good tea!" + +Fanny needed no second bidding. Taking the seat indicated she leaned +forward to examine the silver in the most open fashion. + +"I say, you've got some tiptop things and no mistake! That cloth is +simply lovely--just look at the lace, as fine as fine!" + +"It belonged to Owen's mother," said Toni, passing her a cup of tea. +"There are lots of things like that in the house. Now, Fanny, help +yourself--and pass the dish!" + +Thus invited, Fanny did help herself; and presently both girls were +happily eating and talking, Fanny asking innumerable questions and Toni +satisfying her curiosity without entering into details. + +Suddenly Toni jumped up. + +"There's Jock at the door. You must see him, Fan--he's a darling, and +I'm sure you'll love him!" + +Almost before the door was properly open Jock hurled himself +reproachfully into the room, and flinging himself on to his mistress, +inquired in the plainest dog-language why she had been so slow in +answering his summons. When she had apologized and received his +forgiveness, she introduced him to Miss Gibbs, who was won immediately +by his courteous manner towards her and the friendliness in his nice +brown eyes. + +She cemented the acquaintance by offering him--timidly--a piece of cake; +and instantly Jock threw dignity to the winds and begged, shamelessly, +for further morsels; which being denied him caused him to bark +vociferously and show off his few tricks in the hope of adequate reward. + +He was engaged in walking on his hind legs round the room, following +Fanny, who was laughing excitedly and flourishing a piece of cake, while +Toni clapped her hands and called out words of encouragement at the top +of her voice, when a loud whirring sound on the gravel outside made both +girls turn in the direction from which came the noise--just in time to +see a big grey car shoot by the window on its way to the front door. + +One glance was enough. + +"Good gracious, Fan! Visitors! What a bore!" + +"Will they come in? Won't your man say you're out?" gasped Fanny, +hastily dropping the bit of cake she held and pinning up a roll of hair +which had come down in the game. + +"No--they saw us," said Toni wildly. "I never said I wasn't at home--and +anyway they'd hear us laughing!" + +In a dead silence the two girls stood, waiting breathlessly to see what +would happen; and in the sudden hush they heard the clang of the big +bell, and Andrews' speedy arrival in the hall. + +For one wild moment Toni thought of waylaying him with instructions to +send the visitors away. The next instant she realized that such a course +was impossible, and waited helplessly for the next act of the drama. + +Andrews opened the door, and Toni heard a gentle, cultured voice ask if +Mrs. Rose were at home. + +For a fraction of a second Andrews, who was young enough to be human, +and had not yet become a machine, hesitated as though he would fain deny +his mistress to these invaders; but finally habit triumphed over +humanity and he replied stolidly in the affirmative. + +The next moment Toni, standing by the door, heard the rustle of skirts +and the firm step of a man, which sounds proceeded in the direction of +the drawing-room; and with an agonized sign to her cousin Toni flew back +to her seat behind the tea-tray just as the door opened to admit +Andrews. + +The visitors, knowing themselves unknown, had provided the servant with +cards; and these Andrews silently presented to his mistress, who took +them with a shaking hand. + +"The Honourable Mrs. Anstey, Miss Olive Lynn, Mr. Barry Raymond----" She +broke off with a sigh of relief. "Why, that's Owen's friend, Fanny. It's +not half so bad if he's there!" + +She turned to the man. + +"Are they in the drawing-room, Andrews?" + +"Yes, ma'am." + +"Oh!" For a second Toni hesitated, then common sense came to her rescue. +"I will come, Andrews. Fanny, will you come with me?" + +"Oh, do let me stay here," begged Miss Gibbs, who was still endeavouring +to make herself tidy. "I'm such a sight, playing with the dog--but you +go, Toni ... and p'raps they won't stop long." + +Toni walked across the hall with lagging footsteps, preceded by the +sympathetic Andrews, who threw open the door for her with a +compassionate air, and then retired to break the news of this intrusion +to the maids who were anxiously waiting his return. + +In the drawing-room were three people; and as Toni made her entrance, +looking like a veritable schoolgirl in her blouse and short skirt, the +oldest of the trio came forward with an expression of surprise on her +beautiful, faded face. + +"Mrs. Rose?" She shook hands. "I am so glad to find you at home. This is +my niece, Miss Lynn, who is staying with me--and Mr. Raymond I think you +know?" + +Toni, feeling shyer than ever, shook hands with the pretty, grey-eyed +girl who approached at the sound of her name; and then turned, with a +feeling of genuine relief, to Barry. + +"Mr. Raymond! I'm so pleased to see you--but I'm afraid Owen isn't at +home!" + +"I know that!" He laughed. "He is doing a little work to-day, for a +change--and my call is really on you!" + +"Well, won't you sit down?" Toni drew a low chair forward for Mrs. +Anstey, who accepted it with a smile, while Olive Lynn sank down on the +couch, where, after a second's pause, Toni also took her seat. + +"I had hoped to see you before now," said Mrs. Anstey, with a smile +which won Toni's impressionable heart. "But I heard you had only just +got home, and thought I would give you a chance to settle down." + +"It is very good of you to come," said Toni simply. "You live some +distance away, don't you? I think my husband pointed out your house to +me when we were motoring one day." + +"Yes, nearly eight miles off--in the next village, in fact. But as you +have a motor I hope you'll come over and see me pretty often." She gave +the invitation with a pleasant note of sincerity. "Just at present my +niece is taking pity on me, but I am very lonely sometimes." + +"I will come, certainly," said Toni, feeling curiously at ease with this +charming, elderly woman who, in spite of her aristocratic bearing, was +so delightfully kindly. "I haven't returned any calls yet--but my +husband tells me I must really start next week." + +"Do--and come to tea with me first of all." Mrs. Anstey spoke quite +unconsciously, but something in her words aroused Toni to a sense of her +own deficiencies as hostess. + +Tea--of course! Owen had told her that it was imperative to offer tea to +afternoon visitors; and these people had motored eight miles over a +dusty road--they must be hot and thirsty and longing for tea. + +Yet--suddenly Toni felt it would be impossible to ask her guests to +participate in the feast which she had spread for Fanny. The delicacies +which had been prepared for her cousin took on a very uncouth +appearance, and from the bottom of her heart Toni wished she had kept to +the usual _regime_ of dainty sandwiches and cakes. + +Yet she must offer tea--and quickly, before her visitors had time to +doubt her hospitable intentions. She was so lost in thought that she let +Mrs. Anstey's remark go unanswered; and Barry, looking at her, wondered +what had made her suddenly colour hotly and look embarrassed and +nervous. + +Truth to tell, Toni was hot all over. A more experienced hostess than +she would have rung the bell and requested Andrews to bring tea; and +doubtless he would have done so without delay, thereby saving the +situation; but to Toni's mind the fact that tea was ready in the room +across the hall quite precluded the possibility of having another tea +brought for the latest visitors; besides which it flashed through her +mind that these people must have seen the tea-table through the big +dining-room window. + +Olive Lynn, seeing her confusion, but not understanding its cause, tried +good-naturedly to put her at her ease. + +"I think I saw you on the river last night, didn't I? We were in a +canoe, and you and Mr. Rose were punting." + +"Oh--yes!" Toni, still wrestling with her problem, answered rather +vaguely. "We--we had taken tea with us and were late home." + +"That's so jolly, isn't it?" Olive smiled. "We often do that--take a +tea-basket and have a picnic." + +Tea again! Suddenly Toni grew desperate. Tea must be offered; there was +no way out of this dilemma save a frank acceptance of the situation; and +with a sinking heart Toni took the plunge. + +"I ... we were just having tea, my cousin and I," she said abruptly. +"Will you ... will you come and have some? I'm sure you must be thirsty +after your drive." + +Mrs. Anstey, with a look at her niece, accepted courteously. It was a +hot day and the roads were dusty, and in a house like Greenriver one +need not be afraid of putting one's hostess out by accepting a cup of +tea. + +"Thank you. A cup of tea would be very refreshing--I'm sure Olive thinks +so, don't you, dear?" + +"Oh, I'm always ready for tea," replied the girl, laughing, "and +motoring does make one thirsty, doesn't it, Mrs. Rose?" + +"Will you come, then?" Toni had risen, and now moved, feeling cold with +nervousness, towards the door. "We ... we are having tea in the +dining-room to-day."' + +Barry opened the door as she spoke; and together the little party +crossed the hall to the dining-room. Andrews was hovering about; and as +he saw his mistress leading her guests he slipped away in search of +fresh cups and a supply of hot tea. + +Inside the dining-room Miss Gibbs, having reduced her appearance to +something like order, was sitting rather apprehensively in her place; +and as the door opened to admit the quartette she rose and stood waiting +nervously for Toni's introductions. + +These were soon made. Mrs. Anstey and Olive shook hands with Fanny, each +of them wondering in her mind at the relationship between her pretty, +shy hostess and this florid, rather overdressed young woman; but +convention mercifully intervened to hide their wonder; and Fanny could +find no fault with their courteous greetings. + +With Barry it was quite impossible to feel ill at ease; and he shook +hands so nicely, making a remark about Jock as he did so, that Fanny +felt suddenly comfortable again. + +The guests, in response to Toni's invitation, seated themselves; Olive +taking a chair by Fanny's side, while Mrs. Anstey sat next to her +hostess, and Barry appropriated a stool beside the elder woman. + +Andrews entering with fresh supplies, Toni provided her visitors with +tea, losing her first nervousness as she did so; and for a moment it +seemed as though the little party would be a success after all. + +Mrs. Anstey had just accepted a hot cake, and Olive was begging prettily +for another lump of sugar, when Jock, who had been sitting quietly +beside his mistress, suddenly rose and rushed madly over to the window, +uttering a succession of shrill barks as he did so. + +Everyone glanced at the window to see what had disturbed him; and there, +on the gravel outside, stood two ladies, evidently a little uncertain of +the Airedale's intentions. + +"I think those are some more visitors, Mrs. Rose!" Barry gave her a +quizzical look. "It never rains but it pours! Shall I ... er ... Jock +seems a little anxious to send the visitors away!" + +Luckily the window was raised a good height from the ground; and Jock +was obliged to content himself with putting his paws on the window-seat +and barking still more fiercely at the figures without. + +Presently, however, the two ladies appeared to regain the courage they +had momentarily lost; and vanished from sight in the direction of the +front door; which was shortly opened by Andrews, who had evidently been +lurking in the hall listening to Jock's protestations. + +It is possible that the man, who was really little more than a boy, lost +his head; or perhaps he was infected by the spirit of nervousness which +had gripped Toni earlier in the afternoon. At any rate, whatever the +excuse, he made no pretence of showing the new-comers into the +drawing-room, but opened the dining-room door and ushered them straight +into the presence of his mistress; after which he closed the door and +leaned against the wall, aghast at his own stupidity. + +To make matters worse, he had announced the ladies in so indistinct a +voice that Toni had not the faintest notion who her visitors were; and +for a second they stared helplessly at one another, while Jock, who had +conceived a violent dislike for these latest comers, barked loudly and +unmercifully throughout. + +At last, however, just as Toni mustered up courage to shake hands, Mrs. +Anstey came to the rescue. + +"Why, Lady Martin, I had no idea you were home again. You have come to +welcome Mrs. Rose, I suppose. My dear"--to Toni--"Lady Martin is your +nearest neighbour--really near, I mean; only a mile away." + +"Less by the fields." Lady Martin spoke magisterially. "And this fine +weather tempted us to walk, although both the cars were standing idle in +the garage." + +Having thus established her position as the owner of two cars, Lady +Martin brought forward her daughter and presented her to Toni, who +received an instant impression of size, teeth and volubility as Miss +Martin shook hands and expressed her pleasure at finding Mrs. Rose at +home. + +The next thing to do was obviously to provide chairs for the guests, and +this Toni did, with the help of Barry, who appeared to be on fairly +friendly terms with the two ladies; and once again Toni turned her +attention to filling teacups. + +Fanny, who had been somewhat overlooked during the last strenuous +moments, was relieved to hear herself addressed in a friendly tone by +Miss Lynn, who felt sorry for the girl, so obviously ill-at-ease; and in +return for the kindly attention Fanny eagerly handed Olive the dish of +shrimps with an invitation to "try some." + +Olive Lynn, who had possibly never met these small creatures in their +native armour before, hesitated, casting a look at Barry at the same +moment; but he was engaged in handing Lady Martin some bread and butter; +and Olive's appeal went unanswered. + +Taking Miss Lynn's silence for consent, and being really anxious to help +Toni by making her guests eat a good tea, Fanny eagerly piled her +neighbour's plate with shrimps; and at that moment Lady Martin first +discovered what plebeian dishes the table held. + +Ignoring Barry and his bread and butter, she put up her lorgnette and +deliberately scrutinized the heap of pink shrimps which Fanny, pleased +with her success, was just pushing across to Miss Martin. For a second +her ladyship was speechless; then, as her daughter turned a haughty +stare upon the officious commoner, Lady Martin spoke. + +"I think, Lucretia, you had better leave those--er--shellfish alone. I +understand there is always a danger of ptomaine poisoning with such +things." + +Toni dropped a lump of sugar with a clatter on the tray and turned +scarlet. Lady Martin's tone was so deliberately offensive, her manner so +disagreeable, that Toni felt like a chidden schoolgirl; and again the +enormity of her social mistake swept over her, rendering her quite +incapable of making any reply to the attack. + +But rescue was at hand. Barry, who from the first had felt a chivalrous +interest in his friend's wife, had seen the colour sweep into her face, +and had determined that the Martins, mother and daughter, should not +exercise their well-known prerogative of snubbing any woman who did not +boast a title. + +It is true that Lady Martin was the wife of a soap manufacturer, +knighted for services to his party; and both sprang from a very humble +class; but what they lacked in breeding they made up for in arrogance; +and Lady Martin had early determined that if she wished to become a +power in the neighbourhood she must assert herself on every occasion. +Also, she had intended to patronize the young mistress of Greenriver; +and to find Mrs. Anstey, the only person in the district of whom she +stood in awe, here before her had disturbed her mean little soul. + +Barry, quick as a woman in some matters, read her mind accurately, and +immediately ranged himself on the side of his embarrassed hostess. + +"Are those shrimps, Mrs. Rose? And you never asked me to have any!" + +He flashed a laughing glance at her, and drew the dish towards him, +resolved that he at least would not shirk his duty. + +"I ... I'm sorry ... I forgot," said Toni lamely. "But ... please don't +have any if you'd rather not." + +"It seems hardly the hour for these--delicacies," said Lady Martin, +waving haughtily aside the dish Barry offered her mischievously. "In +sauce--or _pates_--yes ... but now--no!" + +"Oh, you're making quite a mistake," said Barry coolly, helping himself +as he spoke. "They are delicious with bread and butter. Olive, you've +got some? That's right. Mrs. Anstey, can't I persuade you to try a few?" + +Mrs. Anstey, thoroughly understanding the look of appeal which Barry's +laughing eyes held, smiled very kindly. + +"My dear boy, I never eat much tea, as you know--but still--if you'll +prepare me one or two ... they really look so tempting...." + +To her dying day Lady Martin would never forget that afternoon. There +sat Mrs. Anstey, whom everyone knew to be related to half the "good" +families of England, eating shrimps, shelled for her by Barry, with an +air of enjoyment which was in itself an offence. There, too, was Miss +Lynn, niece to an earl, doing likewise, being assisted in the mysteries +of divorcing the creatures from their shells by the blowsy, florid young +woman beside her, with whom she was soon on excellent terms. And there, +also, was Barry Raymond, a young man for whom everyone had a good word, +laughing and joking with his hostess as though they were old friends, +while that same hostess lost her frightened look beneath his geniality +and did the honours of the tea-tray very prettily. + +Only Lady Martin and her daughter were out of it; and when she found +that her cold looks and biting speeches made no impression on +anyone--for even Fanny was at ease now with these delightful people--her +ladyship could bear it no longer. + +Rising abruptly, and cutting short a sentence of Toni's as though she +heard nothing, Lady Martin called her daughter to her side. + +"I think, Lucretia, if you have finished your tea"--both ladies had left +their cups untouched--"we must tear ourselves away. We promised to look +in at the Vicarage, and you know we are dining with the Batty-Browns +to-night!" + +Having thus made it clear that she was in much social demand, Lady +Martin advanced upon her hostess and held out her hand aggressively. + +"Good-bye, Mrs. Rose. So glad to have seen you. I am always at home on +Wednesdays in the summer." + +Toni shook hands quietly, and Miss Martin followed suit with a limp +handshake; after which the two ladies took what was intended to be a +gushing farewell of the other guests, ignoring Fanny as though she were +not present. + +Andrews was in waiting to show the ladies out; and when, a moment later, +they swept by the window, their high-heeled shoes crunching the gravel +sternly, Barry heaved a sigh of relief. + +"I don't know how it is, but Lady Martin always gives me the creeps. +Mrs. Rose, is it too late to beg another cup of tea? I assure you I +really want it, to buck me up." + +Toni, who was very pale, filled his cup with rather a trembling hand, +and Mrs. Anstey saw that the woman's insolence had unnerved her. + +Appearing to notice nothing, she began to make conversation, discoursing +gently on various unimportant topics until Toni grew more like herself; +and when at length Mrs. Anstey rose to go she had completely won Toni's +grateful heart. + +Toni took leave of her visitors regretfully, and readily promised to +return the visit as soon as possible; and then she and Fanny accompanied +them to the door to see them comfortably settled in the big grey car. + +Barry was driving, Olive sitting beside him; and the girl turned and +waved a kindly hand as the car began to glide down the avenue in the +afternoon sunshine. + +"My! Isn't she pretty!" Miss Gibbs' admiration was sincere. "And that +blue bonnet of hers was a dream--must have cost pounds!" + +"I think Mrs. Anstey is beautiful," said Toni, rather dreamily, gazing +after the car. "I don't wonder Miss Lynn is so devoted to her. She is +just my ideal of a lady." + +"Better than that other stuck-up cat," said Fanny rather viciously. "And +as for that maypole of a daughter, she's nothing but a gawk." + +"Oh, don't let's go in there!" Toni laid a hand on her cousin's arm as +Fanny turned towards the dining-room. "I don't want to see the tea-table +any more! Fan, wasn't it _horrible_ when they came first?" + +"Well, they were a bit sticky," said Fanny frankly. "But nobody seemed +to care! Mr. Raymond was just making game of them all the time." + +"Well, don't let's think of them," said Toni, shaking herself as though +freeing her shoulders from an incubus. "We'll go on the river for an +hour, Fan, and then you shall see the house." + +The programme was carried out successfully, and beneath Fanny's +affectionate chatter Toni regained the spirits she had lost. She took +her cousin on the river, returning in time to see the old house before +the summer darkness fell; and after a very satisfactory little dinner +Miss Gibbs departed, highly pleased with her entertainment. + +Owen was not to be home till nearly midnight, and Toni decided not to +sit up. Indeed, she was tired, and it was barely ten o'clock when she +went upstairs to bed. Something was troubling her, too; and as she +walked slowly down the long gallery, lighted only by the Ten Little +Ladies, she was asking herself a question which, in spite of its +humorous form, held a hint of tragedy. + +"Shall I have to tell Owen everything--how rude she was and what an +idiot I felt? Must I really tell him about--about the _shrimps_?" + +She paused, looking about her as though seeking an answer to her +question, which held indeed a significance which she dimly understood. + +But the Ten Little Ladies had no reply to give her; and with a sigh Toni +passed on and entered her own room in silence. + + + + +CHAPTER X + + +Fairly late that night Barry Raymond jumped off his motorcycle at the +gate of the bungalow known locally as the Hope House. It was a perfect +June night, and as he unlatched the gate Barry heard a nightingale +singing its love-song to the moon, the deliciously pure notes ringing +across the river with a fascinating, almost unearthly, effect. + +The garden of the bungalow was full of sleeping flowers, and their +fragrance stole gently out like a tender welcome to Barry as he strode +up the path between their ranks, pale-coloured in the moonlight, though +full of rich, glowing colour beneath the sun. + +Another welcome greeted him in a moment. There was a low, deep-toned +bark, a white streak of something advancing in a hurtling flash, and +then, as the great Borzoi discovered the visitor to be a friend, she +dropped into a welcoming march, waving her plumy tail the while. + +"Halloa, Olga, old girl! Where's your boss?" + +He was not far off, having been warned of the approach of his friend, +and in another moment the two men were shaking hands cordially. + +"By Jove, Barry, it's good to see you again!" There was no mistaking the +pleasure in the tone. "I thought you'd be looking me up--someone told me +you were staying down here." + +"Yes--only for three days, worse luck. I'm with the Ansteys--you know +Miss Lynn is Mrs. Anstey's niece, and she is there too." + +"I see. Well, come in and have a peg." He led the way hospitably through +the green door into the bungalow, and a minute later the two were seated +cosily in the little living-room, which looked oddly attractive in the +lamplight. + +Olga, the wolfhound, followed them in as a matter of course, and when +her master had mixed drinks for himself and his visitor, and had taken +his seat, she lay down beside him, her long nose resting on her paws, +while she blinked sleepily in the mellow light. + +"Well, Barry, how goes the world? Cheerily, eh?" + +"With me? Yes." He took a pull at his glass, "I'm A 1, and so is Olive." + +"Work going ahead? I hear the _Bridge_ is making its way." + +"Rather!" He spoke enthusiastically. "The next number will be out in a +few days, and it's better than ever." + +"Good! Of course Rose is an excellent man for the job. If he can't make +it go, no one can. By the way, he's come to live down here, as I daresay +you know." + +"Yes." Barry spoke slowly, and lighted a cigarette rather thoughtfully. +"As a matter of fact, Jim, that's partly why I've come to see you at +this unholy hour." + +"Better now than never!" said his host genially. "But I don't think I +quite understand you." + +"No." For a moment Barry said nothing more, and the other man looked at +him a little oddly. + +He himself was worth looking at, in spite of the shabbiness which +betrayed either a bachelor habit of mind, or a lofty disdain for the +trappings of life. A man of about forty-one, his face was a curious +mixture of youth and age, of experience and of idealism. His big, bright +eyes and curving mouth betokened enthusiasm, fire, a kindly philosophy; +while the lines upon his forehead and the grey streaks in his abundant +hair seemed to speak of deeper things. Life had indeed graven with its +chisel lines and marks ineffaceable. It was the face of one who had +suffered deeply, who had passed through more than one saddening +experience. In repose one would have said the man was serious, grave to +a fault; but when he smiled, it was the face of youth--ardent, eager, +irresponsible--that the beholder saw before him. + +It was a queer, baffling, contradictory face altogether. Only one thing +about it was certain, and that was written so plainly thereon that even +a child might read. + +It was a face one could trust. Whatever might be the nature of the +tragic experience which had whitened the crisp locks and drawn the heavy +lines on the broad brow, there was something so gentle, so +straightforward, so kindly about the whole man that none could doubt his +sincerity, his trustworthiness. And side by side with the lines drawn by +sorrow there were other lines betokening laughter, those fine lines at +the corners of the eyes which are born from mirth, and even though they +take away from youth's first unlined smoothness, give value and +perspective to the countenance. + +For the rest, he was fairly tall, though he stooped somewhat; and he +walked always with a quick, impetuous step, until such times as memory, +or some other quality, came to life, and gave a queer, dragging effect +to his usually swift tread. + +"Well?" It was the host who spoke, and Barry recalled his scattered +thoughts with an effort and remembered the cause on which he was +enlisted. + +"Well, it's about Rose's wife that I want to speak to you." Barry looked +searchingly at his friend, and reading in the bright eyes nothing of the +cheap cynicism with which some men might have greeted the announcement, +he went on quickly. "The fact is, she wants someone to give her a +helping hand." + +"Someone--apart from her husband?" + +"Yes. You see, she's only a kid and a jolly pretty one. Looks like a +schoolgirl----?" + +"Stay a moment." Herrick laid down his pipe. "Is Mrs. Rose a little dark +girl, with very bright eyes and a lot of black hair?" + +"That's she. You've met her, then?" + +"Well, not exactly. Fact is, I have seen a young woman answering to that +description wandering on the towing-path early in the morning once or +twice; and I was a little puzzled to know who she might be." + +"Well, that's Mrs. Rose. Now the fact is"--Barry grew red suddenly as he +realized that his interference was quite unauthorized--"I think she +wants a friend, someone to look after her a bit." + +"Why? Is she ... er ... what _is_ she?" + +"She is very young." Barry spoke deliberately now, having made up his +mind to proceed. "And although she is a perfect little lady in her +way"--thus unconsciously endorsing Kate's verdict--"she has never been +used to the sort of life she will have to lead down here. To tell the +truth--I know it's safe with you, Jim--she was our typist in the office +before her marriage." + +"I see. And Rose fell in love with her?" + +"Y ... yes." Even to Herrick, Barry could not give away the secret of +Owen's proposal. "Anyway, he married her, and brought her here; and +to-day I was witness to a curious little scene in her house." + +"I'm all attention, Barry." + +"Well, Rose is away for the day, and Mrs. Rose invited a girl-cousin +down for the afternoon; and to do honour to her, I imagine, she had +provided a sumptuous tea, including shrimps and one of those wobbly +white things that you get at lunch." + +"I see. Well?" + +"Well, we--Mrs. Anstey, Olive and I--chose to pay a call to-day; and +when, after a little hesitation, Mrs. Rose asked us to have some tea, we +were taken into the dining-room, where these festal delicacies were laid +out." + +"And then?" + +"Well, it would have been all right--Mrs. Anstey is a dear, and Olive of +course is a ripper--and we'd have had a very jolly little party, but +unfortunately in the middle of it who should arrive but Lady Martin and +that terrible daughter of hers." + +"Lady Martin of soap fame?" + +"The same. Well, you know what an utter snob the woman is. In two +minutes she had Toni--Mrs. Rose--reduced to a jelly--simply by sneering +at everything." + +"Including the--shrimps?" + +"Yes. You know shrimps are--well--a bit _vulgar_, aren't they?" + +For a second there was silence. Then Herrick stretched out his hand for +his pipe and spoke slowly in the intervals of filling the bowl. + +"There was once, if my memory serves me rightly, an Apostle of the name +of Peter who chose to consider some of the creatures made by his own +Maker in the light of vulgarians; and a sheetful of specimens descended +on Peter's head to warn him against the folly of finding any of God's +creations common or unclean. Of course we've no proof that shrimps were +included----" + +"I say, Jim, don't rag!" Barry threw away his cigarette rather +impatiently. "I'm in earnest--oh, I know it sounds beastly snobbish, but +still, shrimps at tea----" + +"Are unusual, though really, if you try them, first-rate." Herrick had +filled his pipe, and now took up the match-box. "Seriously, Barry, I +know what you mean. So long as we have false standards of gentility I +suppose the sight of a shrimp in conjunction with the tea-pot will cause +us to shrivel up. But I'll guarantee that neither Mrs. Anstey nor Miss +Lynn turned a hair at the sight." + +"Rather not! They ate them as if they really liked them--and if that +wasn't a snub to the awful Martin woman--well, she went, anyway, driven +away by our combined vulgarity, I suppose, and we had quite a decent +time when she had gone." + +"Well? If Lady Martin was driven from the field, and you were left the +victors, what's the trouble?" + +"The trouble is this. Lady Martin, being a spiteful woman, and knowing +perfectly well that Mrs. Anstey meant to teach her a lesson, will lose +no opportunity of spreading the story abroad; and in time it is certain +to come to Rose's ears." + +"Ah!" He spoke thoughtfully. "That is it, is it? And Mr. Rose +will--er--resent the tale?" + +"You see it's this way." Barry gave way to the impulse to confide in his +friend, to whom all his boyish confidences had been given. "Rose is a +real good sort, and wouldn't for the world let Toni suspect that he +knows he's married beneath him, as the world calls it." + +"The world? Ah!" There was a light scorn in the tone. + +"Oh, I know--we both know it's all rot, that sort of thing. But still, +as the world goes, one has to remember it; and somehow, although Rose is +genuinely fond of his wife, I doubt whether his love would stand +much--well, ridicule." + +"Ah! And I suppose the child did make herself rather ridiculous in her +attempts to welcome a cousin to whom she is doubtless attached." + +"It isn't only that." Having once begun, Barry unburdened himself still +further. "You know, although I admire Mrs. Rose immensely, and she's a +ripping kid really, I'm not a bit sure that the marriage will be a +success." + +"Why not, Barry?" + +"Well, they're unsuited to one another in heaps of ways. Toni is, as I +say, a dear little girl, but she's only half-educated, and not in the +least intellectual. Sharp in her way--the way of a quick-witted +woman--shrewd, and no fool. But you know Rose is rather an exceptional +fellow." + +"So I have always understood." + +"He's clever, you know--and deep, too. Not one of those fellows who are +always showing off, but really brilliant; and it's rather a dangerous +thing for a shallow woman to marry a man of that sort." + +"It's often done, Barry," said the other man quietly. + +"Oh, I know, but that doesn't make it any safer. Toni is an out-and-out +good sort, as straight as a die, and a merry, light-hearted little thing +into the bargain; but she's bound to turn out a disappointment to her +husband all the same." + +"I don't see why," said Herrick after a moment's pause. "Lots of clever +men marry feather-headed women and manage to get along all right." + +"Yes, but Owen's not that sort. He's a fellow who will want his wife to +be a companion, a real comrade, able to go forward side by side with +him, understand his aims, sympathize with his ideals and so on; and this +girl can't do it." + +"But why are you so sure she can't, my boy? Probably she is very +different when alone with her husband. All women, as well as men, have +two soul-sides, you know--'one to face the world with'--the other----" + +"Oh, that's Browning's view, of course, but then he was an idealist!" +Barry spoke rather impatiently. "No, Jim, there's not much hope of that. +I've made a study of the girl--I don't mind telling you I did my best to +prevent Rose marrying her--and I'm perfectly certain that as far as +anything beyond the merest good-fellowship goes, Rose might just as well +have married a Persian kitten." + +"Yet she is fond of him--in her way?" + +"Very, I should say; but even then there's an element of something which +shouldn't exist between husband and wife. There is a sort of quite +unconscious patronage on Rose's side which matches a pretty gratitude on +hers; and I have a horrible fear that if ever he found her wanting--and +showed her so--she would break her heart." + +"Oh! Then you don't deny her a heart?" + +"Good Lord, no! What I do deny her is--well, I don't quite know. Is it +brain, or soul, or what?" + +"You take an interest in this girl, Barry. Is it possible you are going +to try to supply this deficiency of brain, or soul, or whatever it is?" + +Barry laughed rather defiantly. + +"Oh, I know you think I'm a fool for my pains! Yes, that's just what I +do want to do. I want to wake the girl up, to make her use her +intellect, fit herself to be Owen's companion. I hate to think of their +marriage turning out a failure--Owen disappointed in her, feeling +aggrieved, perhaps, at her inability to go forward with him, while she +in her turn feels impatient with him for expecting her to be something +she isn't--and that he ought never to have expected her to be!" + +"Wait a moment, Barry." Herrick looked at him squarely. "Isn't there +something behind all this? Didn't I hear a rumour that some woman had +jilted Rose--thrown him over for a richer man, or something of the +sort?" + +"Well"--Barry bit his lip--"since you know so much--yes." + +"And possibly this marriage was in the nature of a reprisal? Intended to +show the jilting lady that--to put it plainly--there were still good +fish in the sea?" + +"Yes--in a way it was." + +"Ah! Now I understand. And you, having doubtless been forced into the +position of an accessory before the fact, are anxious that as little +harm as possible shall be done to either party?" + +"Yes--but principally to the girl." + +"Of course, seeing that she was probably unconscious of the reason +behind the match. Well, it seems hard that she should have been used as +a catspaw, doesn't it?" + +"Oh, it wasn't as bad as that. Rose really liked the girl----" + +"In spite of her want of--soul?" + +"Yes. And I thought," said Barry eagerly, "that if you and I, and one or +two more--Olive, for instance--could give her a helping hand now and +then, show her how to make the best of herself and so on, things might +turn out all right." + +"Ah, Barry!" Herrick looked at him with a half-humorous, half-sad smile. +"You're very young--and youth is always--or should be--courageous. Do +you really think that I, or you, or even Miss Lynn, can alter by a +fraction the destiny marked out for that pretty child across the river +there?" + +"Destiny--no, perhaps not," said Barry, taken aback by the big word. +"But we might help her--help her to find herself, as the Ibsenites call +it--realize her soul, and all the rest of it. The soul's _there_, all +right, but somehow it seems to be hidden, undeveloped, or something of +the sort." + +For a second the older man said nothing, though his square white teeth +clenched themselves on the stem of his pipe. Then, removing the latter, +he said slowly: + +"Do you remember what Browning says, Barry? + + 'Tis an awkward thing to play with souls + And matter enough to save one's own!' + +Well, don't you agree with him--and me--that one's own soul takes a vast +deal of salvation?" + +"Yes, of course--but still--I thought you would be ready to help...." + +His accent of dejection touched the other man's heart. + +"Come, don't look so disappointed. Of course I'll help, as much as I +can! It ought to be an interesting task, anyway, helping a woman to find +her soul. And if I can help her in any way, I will." + +"Good! But how?" He wanted to clinch the matter. + +"Well, I suppose the first thing to do is to make the lady's +acquaintance. I know Rose, slightly, and a call will no doubt be +considered neighbourly. And if I can do anything for the child, you may +depend on me to do it." + +"You're a brick, Jim!" In the midst of his relief Barry remembered the +hour and rose hastily. "Well, I must be off, or the house will be shut +up. Good-night, old chap. I'm no end obliged to you. I knew you would +help, if anyone would." + +He had turned towards the door when a thought struck him and he turned +back rather awkwardly. + +"I say, Jim"--he was looking down at the floor as he spoke--"I hadn't +forgotten, but I didn't like to say much. How ... how is--she?" + +"My wife, you mean?" Herrick's smile was bitter. "She is pretty well, I +believe. They say her health has improved lately." + +"I'm glad. And--forgive me if I'm tactless, Jim, but when do you expect +her back?" + +"When does she come out?" All the youth had died away from his face, +leaving it desperately tired and sad. "Some time in the autumn, October, +I believe. The time isn't really up quite so soon, but there's some +remission for good conduct, I understand, which shortens the sentence." + +"Have you seen her lately?" + +"No. She refused to see me last time, and I shall not trouble her +again." + +"I see." Barry fidgeted from one foot to the other, then made a sudden +grab at his friend's hand. "Well, good-bye, Jim. Ever so many thanks for +promising to help the kid. You can do lots for her if you will, and I do +want the marriage to be a success." + +"You've come to a queer person to help you, Barry," said the other with +a twisted smile. "My own marriage has been so wonderfully successful, +hasn't it? But there, don't let's talk about it now. How are you going +home? Motor? Ah, all right. Then Olga and I will come and see you safely +off the premises." + +He had regained his former kindly manner, and bade the boy good-night +with all his accustomed heartiness; but as Barry turned for a last look +and saw the stooping figure return through the gate, accompanied by the +graceful Borzoi, a fury of rage gripped his generous young heart. + +"Damn that woman--oh, _damn_ her!" He said the words wildly to himself +as he spun down the moonlit road between the fragrant hedges. "She's +ruined his life, and will go on doing it as long as they live! October, +he said. Well, there's time to give poor little Toni a helping hand +before then!" + + * * * * * + +But in the quiet bungalow behind him Jim Herrick sat alone until the +short summer night had given way to the glories of the dawn. And in his +face, as he gazed before him, seeing, perhaps the troubled past, perhaps +the darkened future, there was now no trace of youth, only a great and +weary disillusionment. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + + +After all, Jim Herrick's introduction to Mrs. Rose came about in an +unexpected fashion. + +Although he had only seen her two or three times, Herrick felt a decided +interest in Rose's young wife. From what Barry had told him he concluded +that there were breakers ahead for the young couple; and since his own +matrimonial misfortunes had made him very pitiful, he determined to try +to hold out a helping hand to the girl should the occasion arise. + +The occasion arose, indeed, almost before he expected it; but luckily +Herrick was a man of action and grappled with the opportunity thus +presented. + +One sunny afternoon he was returning from a pull up the river in his +skiff, when he saw a punt gliding towards him, the pole manipulated, +rather unskilfully, it must be confessed, by the girl of whom his +thoughts had been full; and he stayed in his mooring to watch her pass. + +To Toni the guiding of a punt was so serious a matter that she had no +eyes for anything else, and she never even saw the man in the boat. The +river took rather a curve here, and Toni found it a little difficult to +negotiate the bend. Becoming somewhat flurried, she directed her punt +into the middle of the stream, where it hung for a moment as though +undecided whether or no to swing round in the disconcerting manner +peculiar to such craft; but Toni, becoming impatient, put fresh vigour +into her task, and sent the punt triumphantly forward with a masterful +push. + +Her triumph was, however, short-lived. With the treacherous suddenness +which invariably marks this catastrophe her pole snapped as she drove it +downwards; the punt glided away immediately, and Toni, clinging +desperately to the broken pole, went down with it into the river itself. + +With an exclamation Herrick sculled his boat strongly to the spot where +she had gone down, reaching it just as she came to the surface, gasping +and spluttering, and with an expression of wild terror in her face. + +He guessed that she could not swim, and called out to her reassuringly. + +"You're all right--hang on to my boat, and I'll get you out!" + +She heard him, even in the midst of her terror, and made a frantic grab +at the side of the boat, only to miss by inches and go down again with +an involuntary cry. + +Hastily shipping his oars, Herrick bent over the boat, causing it to +heel to one side rather dangerously; and when next Toni came to the +surface he gripped her strongly by the shoulder, bidding her keep quite +still, and then lifted her, by sheer force of muscle, into the boat, +where she collapsed in a dripping little heap at his feet. + +"That's all right!" He seized the oars and with a dozen vigorous strokes +propelled the boat back to the landing-place, where he proceeded to tie +her up, and then turned his attention to his passenger. + +"Hard luck, Mrs. Rose," he said cheerily. "But there's no harm done, is +there? Now you must come into the house and let me find you some dry +things to put on. Don't delay--the punt will be rescued somewhere, I've +no doubt, and you really must get out of those wet garments." + +Shivering, dripping, and feeling more than half inclined to cry, Toni +let him help her out of the boat; and seeing that she was really +suffering from shock Herrick put his arm round her shoulders in +fraternal fashion, and led her up the little sloping lawn on to the +verandah of the bungalow. + +Here Toni stopped in some embarrassment. + +"I ... I don't think I can come in like this." In spite of the sun her +teeth were chattering. "I--I shall spoil your carpets!" + +"Oh, they're beyond spoiling," he assured her, with a laugh. "Don't +worry about them! I think, though, you had better come into the kitchen, +if you don't mind. There happens to be a fire there, and you can get +warm." + +She followed him obediently through the long window into the shabby +sitting-room, which for all its shabbiness had an oddly harmonious +effect; and from there he took her into the small, cosy kitchen, which +was scrupulously tidy and spotlessly clean. + +"Now"--he looked at her a little dubiously--"obviously, the thing to do +is to get off those wet clothes, have a hot bath, and put on something +dry. Well, if I bring my tub in here and fill it from the boiler, would +you mind having it in the kitchen? You see, I don't want you to get +cold." + +"Oh, I don't think I need do that," said Toni, between laughing and +crying. "If you lent me a mackintosh or a big coat I could get home +quite well." + +"What--as you are?" He smiled at her, but so kindly that she could not +take offence. "Well, to begin with, your punt is miles away by now, and +anyway you are much too wet to leave this house. Now"--he went briskly +to the door--"I'm going to fetch my bath and I'll have it filled in a +jiffy. You'll feel all right after a hot soak." + +He went out, leaving Toni, very wet and uncomfortable, in the middle of +the floor. In a minute he returned, dragging after him a good-sized +bath, filled to the brim with towels of every description. + +"Now, I'll put it here, in front of the fire." He worked as he spoke. +"And if I fill these two big cans there'll be enough water. What a +blessing Mrs. Swastika kept a good fire to-day." + +"Mrs. Swastika?" In the midst of her discomfiture Toni thought the name +odd. + +"Oh, that's not her real name." He filled the cans vigorously. "She is +really Swanson or Swanage or something like that--but I never know what +it is, so I call her Swastika. She is rather like the individual in the +'Hunting of the Snark,' who 'answered to Hi or to any loud cry,' but +it's handy having a name to call her by sometimes." + +He broke off in his nonsense and disappeared abruptly, leaving Toni +wondering whether she was intended to begin her ablutions or no. Luckily +she decided to wait a moment, and was glad she had done so when her host +returned, bearing in his arms some garments, which he put down on a +chair rather apologetically. + +"I'm really most awfully sorry, Mrs. Rose, but I've no feminine +fripperies of any sort! But if you can possibly make these things do for +a bit, I'll send a boy on a bicycle down to your place and tell them to +put together some clothes for you." + +"Oh, will you?" Toni was beginning to find her soaked garments rather +unpleasantly chilly. "I live at Greenriver--oh, you know?--and if you +tell the housekeeper to send me everything, she'll know what I want." + +"Very well." He had been busying himself with a little saucepan over the +fire as she spoke, and now he handed her a glass containing some mulled +wine. + +"I'll dispatch a lad at once--in the meantime please drink this--it's +quite harmless, I assure you!" + +As she took the glass he hurried to the door, and went out, pulling it +carefully to after him. + +"Pull down the blind and lock the door," he commanded her through the +keyhole. "The back door is locked already, so you are quite safe." + +As soon as he was gone, and her privacy assured, Toni lost no time in +doing as he bade her; and it certainly was a relief to slip out of her +clinging garments and plunge into the hot water waiting for her. She did +not waste time, remembering his commands; but when it came to a question +of re-dressing, and she examined the clothes he had brought, Toni gave +way and burst into a fit of irrepressible laughter. + +He had apologized for the lack of feminine garments, but Toni had not +been prepared for the substitute he had given her. There, beneath the +heavy dressing-gown, was a pair of silk pyjamas immaculately got up and +folded; and at the sight of their purple and white glories Toni laughed +and laughed until the tears ran down her cheeks. + +At first she determined that nothing in the world would persuade her to +don the resplendent pyjamas. Then a glance at her own soaked and now +steaming clothing gave her courage; and giggling softly to herself she +got into the silken garments, which by dint of much turning up of hems +and shortening of sleeves were given some semblance of a fit. Next came +the dressing-gown, an eminently masculine affair of brown camel's hair, +with red collar and cuffs, and when she had tied the girdle round her +waist, and, scorning the evening socks which lay ready, had slipped her +bare feet into a pair of capacious slippers, Toni was so overcome by her +own bizarre appearance that once more she burst out laughing gaily. + +A knock at the door made her stop short, and she called out in a rather +quavery voice: + +"Yes? Who's there?" + +"Only I--Herrick," came the answer. "When you're ready will you come +into the other room? The sun's blazing in, but I can easily light a fire +if you feel chilly." + +Toni cast a doubtful look at herself in this queer garb, and then +determined, very sensibly, that it was no good being prudish and silly. +After all, the dressing-gown wrapped her up completely; and at any rate +her own clothes would presently arrive to deliver her from this rather +absurd situation. + +"I'm coming in a minute," she called out gaily. "I'm just going to let +my hair down--it's rather wet, but it will dry in the sun." + +She pulled out her hair-pins recklessly, and the black waves tumbled +wetly on to her shoulders. A few minutes' vigorous drying before the +fire met with success, and presently Toni found courage to unlock the +door and sally forth into the little hall. + +Mr. Herrick was waiting for her by the sitting-room door, and he bit his +lip quickly at sight of the funny little figure emerging from the +kitchen. + +He spoke quite gravely, however, and Toni, who had glanced at him rather +sharply, felt reassured. + +"That's right. Now, come and sit down, will you? See, if you take this +chair, you're in the sun, and it will warm you. You're sure you're not +cold?" + +"Oh, no, I'm quite warm," Toni assured him. "It's only my hair that's +wet, and it won't take long to dry." + +While her eyes wandered casually round the room, Herrick took the +opportunity of observing his guest more closely; and his scrutiny +pleased him oddly. + +In spite of her ludicrous garb Toni looked quaintly attractive. Her +youth triumphed, as youth always will, over minor drawbacks, and now +that she was warm and dry the colour was coming back to her lips and her +complexion recovering its creamy tone. Even her hair curled bewitchingly +when damp; and Herrick owned that Barry's description of her as a +"pretty kid" had not been wrong. + +As for Toni, she was much interested in this sunny, shabby room. The +carpet might be old, beyond spoiling, as its owner described it, but it +was a feast of soft, harmonious colours all the same, and although +faded, its very dimness of hue was a charm. The curtains which hung at +the long windows were of a queer, Persian-looking fabric; and on the +mantelpiece were a dozen little bits of pottery of a greeny-blue tint +which harmonized excellently with the grey-papered walls. + +Books there were in plenty, on shelves and tables, even on two of the +chairs; and as she looked about her Toni caught sight of the last number +of the _Bridge_ lying on the low divan as though thrown there by a +reader disturbed in his reading. + +Herrick's eyes had followed the direction of hers. + +"You recognize your husband's review? You've seen it, of course, this +last number?" + +"Yes." She had seen it, though it is to be feared that she had paid it +scant attention. + +"It's better than ever this month." He sat down and took up the paper. +"There's a little poem--'Pan-Shapes'--which simply delighted me. Did it +take your fancy, I wonder?" + +"I ... I don't think I have read it," she said, wishing suddenly that +she had not been forced to make the admission. + +"No? Well it has not been out long." He was turning the pages as he +spoke. "There's something else here--another special article on +Mysticism by Father Garland, which is oddly fascinating. Of course such +a subject, treated by one of the greatest mystics who ever lived, was +bound to be of the highest interest; but I never expected anything quite +so arresting, so satisfying, when I began to read." + +He paused, evidently waiting for her to speak; but Toni sat tongue-tied, +miserably conscious that in her mind no answering enthusiasm could be +born, since she had neither read nor wished to read a single word of the +article in question. + +A hint of her mental discomfort probably reached the man on the sofa by +some telepathic means, for he suddenly tossed away the review and spoke +in a lighter tone. + +"How long have you been punting, Mrs. Rose?" + +"Oh, a very short time," she said rather apologetically. "My husband has +given me some lessons since we came down here. He doesn't know I +sometimes go out alone," she added ingenuously. "I don't go very often, +because I know I'm not much good. But to-day I saw some people coming to +call and I ran out of the house and jumped into the punt so that I could +escape." + +Herrick smiled. + +"What--are you like me? Do you avoid your fellow-creatures on +principle?" + +She looked a little puzzled. + +"Oh no, I don't avoid people when I know them. But I've had such heaps +of callers, and it's such a waste of time making conversation over tea +when one wants to be out in the sunshine." + +"In fact you prefer nature to human nature?" + +"I suppose I do." She frowned rather thoughtfully. "At least I would +always rather be out of the house than in it. And it's so lovely by the +river in the summer. I go for walks before breakfast with my dog, and +the world is so beautiful in the early morning before the mists have all +vanished in the sun." + +"Ah! That reminds me!" Herrick rose. "You haven't seen _my_ dog! I'll go +and bring her in; she's lying in the shade at the back at present." + +He went out, returning in a moment with the stately Olga, who had been, +as he suggested, sleeping in the shade. He kept his hand on her silver +collar as she advanced, fearing that Toni's queer mixture of garments +might upset her canine mind; but Olga apparently took her master's +friends on trust, and presently strolled over to Toni and laid one long +paw tentatively upon her knee. + +Toni, delighted, stroked the beautiful creature affectionately, and +Herrick said to himself cheerfully: + +"Come, she's got one thing in her favour anyway! If she can't appreciate +good literature she understands dogs--and after all they are worth more +as humanizers of the race, than any amount of books." + +"She's lovely, Mr. Herrick!" Toni lifted delighted eyes. "What do you +call her? Something nice, I hope." + +"Her name is Olga," he returned. "Not very original for a Russian dog, I +confess, but she was already christened when she came to me. You like +her?" + +"I think she's a darling, and Olga is quite a nice name. A friend of +mine at school had a dog like her, and we used to take her into +Kensington Gardens for a run on Saturday afternoons. Her name was Pearl. +It's a pretty name for a white wolfhound, isn't it? They're like pearls, +somehow, so smooth and shining." + +She was stroking the dog's satiny head as she spoke, and did not notice +the change in the man's face; but when he remained silent she looked up +as though to see why he did not respond. + +"Oh, Mr. Herrick, what's the matter?" Toni was frightened by his pallor. + +"Nothing--nothing!" He shook off his mental disturbance with a strong +effort. "I ... I sometimes have a sort of pain--in my heart--but it's +gone, quite gone, now." + +Toni was not altogether satisfied with the explanation and asked herself +remorsefully what she had said to vex him; but she could not think of +anything which would be likely to give offence to her host, and decided, +finally, that he had spoken truthfully. + +She could not know how intimately the tragedy of Herrick's life was +bound up with the thought of a string of shining pearls; and her very +unconsciousness served to show the man she had spoken in all innocence. + +"Your husband must be very busy with this review in hand," he said +presently, remembering Barry's entreaty to him to examine the situation +for himself. "Does he work at home or has he to spend much time in +town?" + +"Oh, he does both," she said, relieved by his return to his former +manner. "He is in town to-day, but he has been at home a good deal +lately." + +"I see. It must be rather dull for you when he is shut up writing," he +went on tentatively. "Writers and men of letters generally like to be +left to themselves pretty much." + +"Oh, I don't think my husband does," said Toni blithely. "I often go in +and sit with him while he works, and if I promise to go to bed early he +sometimes brings his papers into the drawing-room at night." + +Herrick felt a sudden spasm of amusement, mingled with a distinct +impulse of sympathy for the unfortunate writer. + +"Oh! I should have thought it would be too disturbing to work in the +room with anyone else--even one's wife," he added with a smile. + +"Why should it be?" Toni opened eyes of amazement. "I sit quite still--I +hardly ever speak--and Jock and I--my dog--play little games together +ever so quietly." + +"You don't help him in his work?" + +"No." She shook her head. "I'm not clever enough for that. I do typing +for him sometimes, but even then I'm not really much use." + +"You are not an expert, perhaps?" + +"Oh, I can use the typewriter all right--I've had heaps of practice. But +when it comes to revising things, sort of making up an article out of +rough notes, I'm no good. To begin with I can never understand what the +things are about, and I always get quotations hopelessly mixed." + +"I see." In spite of himself Herrick laughed. "You are not a great +reader, then?" + +"No--I hate books," she replied frankly. "Somehow it seems a waste of +time to read when you can be doing nicer things. Besides, my husband +doesn't like to see me reading what he calls trash, and I simply can't +get through the things he gives me!" + +"Well, after all life's the most interesting book of all--when one's +young," he said indulgently. "But I'm afraid you'll wish you'd developed +a taste for reading when you get like me, middle-aged and dull." + +"But you aren't dull----" she was beginning eagerly, when a loud knock +at the back door of the bungalow interrupted her sentence, and she broke +off hastily. + +"That'll be my messenger back," said Herrick, rising. "With garments for +you, I suppose. I'll go and see." + +He went out, returning presently with a neatly-strapped suit-case which +he held up with a smile. + +"Your maids have packed you a change of raiment," he said, "and have, +moreover, sent a car for you to return in. I gather from the boy that +two of your people squabbled as to which of them should have the +privilege of bringing your things to you, but in the middle of the +discussion the chauffeur, thinking, no doubt, that you were still +wearing your wet garments, got impatient and started off without either +of them!" + +Toni had risen, and now stood hesitating a little with her hand on the +suit-case. + +"You'll like to change at once, I daresay." He spoke in a business-like +tone. "Will you come into my little guest-chamber? There's a glass +there, and you'll be able to dress comfortably." + +She assented, and he took her into yet another of the rooms in his tiny +domain, a small, bare little place which had a rather pathetically +unused look about it. + +Here she made a rapid toilet, finding everything she required with the +exception of a hat, which had evidently been forgotten. A brush and comb +had been tucked into a corner, however, and she thankfully brushed her +hair and made it into two thick plaits, which for want of hair-pins she +was forced to leave hanging over her shoulders. + +When she sallied forth once more she found Herrick waiting for her with +a tiny tea-tray. + +"You must have a cup of tea before you go." He poured it out as he +spoke. "And a biscuit--one of Mrs. Swastika's specialities. She's an +excellent cook, and proud of her cakes, so do try one--to please me--and +her!" + +Toni drank the tea gratefully and found both it and the little cakes +delicious. The next thing to do was to collect her soaked clothes, and +in spite of Herrick's protests that Mrs. Swastika would see to their +safe return she crammed them ruthlessly into the suit-case before going +out to the waiting motor. + +As she shook hands with Herrick, after thanking him very prettily for +his kindness, Toni ventured a shy invitation. + +"Will you come to see us at Greenriver, Mr. Herrick? I'm sure my husband +will wish to thank you for fishing me out of the river." + +"Thanks," he said quietly. "I will certainly come. It will give me great +pleasure to meet Mr. Rose." + +He tucked her into the car, shook hands again, and then stood +bare-headed in the sunshine watching the motor spin round the white and +dusty road. + +At the bend Toni turned and waved her hand to him gaily, and he +responded with a smile, which faded as the car vanished from sight. + +Somehow his meeting with the girl had saddened him oddly. There was +something rather pathetic about Toni at this moment of her existence, +though it would have been hard to say exactly wherein the pathos lay. In +spite of himself Herrick was haunted by the little picture she had drawn +of her life with Owen Rose. He could fancy the two sitting together at +night in the lamp-lit drawing-room, the man writing, or trying to write, +as though alone, the young wife sitting silently by doing nothing, or +playing quiet little games with her dog to relieve the monotony of an +evening uncheered by any interesting book or engrossing study. + +A worker himself, Herrick knew very well the deadening influence exerted +by an unoccupied companion during working hours; and the fact that Toni +did not care for books, and confessed to non-comprehension of her +husband's work, struck Herrick as unfortunate, to say the least. + +To this man, forced by circumstance into a more or less secluded state +of life, Toni's lack of social experience weighed very lightly. She had +not, perhaps, the manner or style of the girls one met in Mayfair or +Belgravia, but she was simple and natural and unaffected; and Herrick +found himself hoping that Mr. Rose knew how to value the traits of +simplicity and straightforwardness at their true worth. + +Then it was possible that the marriage might be a success in spite of +the evident disparity of tastes between the two; but remembering Barry's +gloomy forebodings, Herrick was bound to admit that the prospect of +happiness seemed rather doubtful. + +At present, however, he could do nothing; and with a resolve to call at +Greenriver at the first available opportunity he went back into his +little bungalow, which seemed strangely lonely as the twilight fell over +the river-banks. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + + +As the summer glided by, in a succession of golden, cloudless days, Owen +began to ask himself, rather drearily, whether his marriage was going to +turn out a success or an irretrievable failure. + +When once the novelty of Toni's companionship had worn off, when he had +grown used to her pretty, childish ways, accustomed to the sense of +youth and light-hearted joy which she diffused about the old house, he +began to find, to his dismay, that these were not all the attributes a +man looked for in the woman he had made his wife. + +He had never expected to find Toni clever in an intellectual sense; but +neither had he deemed her quite so shallow as she was proving herself to +be. She seemed absolutely incapable of making any mental effort; the +world of art and literature was a closed book to her, and, what was +still more disappointing, she cared nothing for any of the social or +political questions of the day, and took absolutely no interest in the +contemporary life of the world about her. + +Reading she disliked. Music appealed to her, for Toni was emotional, +with the quick, facile emotionalism of the South; but she was no +musician herself, and the grand piano in the drawing-room was silent +through these sunshiny days. She had rather a talent for housekeeping, +and in a smaller establishment would doubtless have been a success; but +at Greenriver there was little for her to do, and she knew quite well +that the housekeeper resented any interference with her particular +province. Toni's household duties, therefore, were confined to the +arrangement of the flowers and the care of her husband's desk--a labour +of love which she performed with so much good will that Owen felt it +would be churlish to find fault with any inconvenience arising +therefrom. + +Owen often wondered how his wife managed to fill the days which must be +so terribly empty. He himself was working harder than usual, since +beside the review he was contributing articles, by invitation, to +several well-known journals; and he often worked till late into the +night; but Toni had no work, no hobbies, nothing with which to fill the +long, sunny hours. + +She did not complain. Indeed, she seemed happy enough in her idleness; +and by this time she knew a good many people in the neighbourhood, +though she had not made many friends. + +At the Vicarage she was not looked upon with much favour, owing to an +unfortunate conversation with the Vicar's wife, when in response to +various leading questions Toni had shown a lamentable ignorance of the +great gulf which yawns between Church and Chapel--a quite conceivable +ignorance on the part of the London tradesman's niece, who had attended +Chapel with her aunt and uncle on Sunday evenings as cheerfully as she +joined in the more attractive service in the Church which the genteel +Fanny generally patronized on Sunday mornings. + +When, further, Toni innocently admitted that, although baptized into the +Church of England, she had usually attended the Roman Catholic Church +and Sunday School during her Italian childhood, the wife of the Vicar +was appalled; and ever afterwards she spoke of Mrs. Rose as unsound in +her views, a condemnation which in the somewhat old-fashioned +neighbourhood carried full weight. + +Lady Martin also strongly disapproved of the young mistress of +Greenriver, though probably only she herself and her spinster daughter +could have adduced any reason for their dislike of Toni and all her +works. + +The story of the shrimps had long since amused Lady Martin's large +circle of acquaintances; and although no one had ventured to breathe a +word before either Owen Rose or his wife, it was hardly surprising that +Toni came to be considered rather amusingly unsophisticated; so that the +slightest _gaucherie_ into which the unconscious Toni was betrayed +during those first weeks of her introduction into the society of the +district was eagerly noted and joyfully magnified in a dozen +drawing-rooms. + +There was the laughable story of the Roses' late arrival at an important +dinner-party, and Mrs. Rose's ingenuous explanation to her rather +irascible host that she had torn her frock at the last moment while +playing with her dog, and had been obliged to change it for another--and +this to an elderly man who "liked dogs in their proper place," by which +statement one may measure the depth of his liking very accurately. + +There was the occasion on which Mrs. Rose, being pressed by a +mischievous fellow-guest, had accepted a cigarette under the impression +the other ladies were about to do likewise--an impression quickly +dispelled by the stony glare of her hostess and the ominous whispers of +the other women. + +The hostess, indeed, had uttered one short, biting comment which had +reduced Toni, already overwhelmed by the magnitude of her offence, +almost to tears; but though it is only fair to say that her tempter +apologized most handsomely, and was her firm friend and defender ever +afterwards, the description of Mrs. Rose as a half-foreign and +wholly-Bohemian young woman, of cigarette-smoking tendencies, was duly +retailed at several dinner-tables during the following weeks. + +At first Toni took her social failures very much to heart; but Owen, who +was no snob, reassured her valiantly; and since Toni was only too +anxious to be comforted she did her best to dismiss these unpleasant +experiences from her mind. + +Presently, indeed, she found two congenial spirits. The doctor's pretty +old house, known locally as Cherry Orchard, harboured two lively and +athletic young women who were only too pleased to be friends with the +merry and vivacious Toni. They were honest, unintellectual girls, +enthusiastic over all sports and excelling in most; and they took Toni +to their sporting hearts and promised to introduce her to the local +tennis and golf clubs without loss of time. + +On her part, Toni felt at ease with them immediately, and when once she +had learned to distinguish between Molly and Cynthia--a distinction made +the more difficult owing to their peculiar habit of addressing each +other as Toby--she thoroughly enjoyed their companionship. + +In the matter of tennis, Toni, who had only played occasionally at a +third-rate suburban club, was at first no match for them; but the two +Tobies, who were the essence of good nature, coached her so well and so +vigorously that before long she was a capital player; and when once Toni +realized that Owen wished her to be as hospitable as she could possibly +desire to be, she rejoiced in giving little impromptu tea-parties on the +lawn, under the shade of one of the noble elms which were a feature of +Greenriver. + +Sometimes she took the girls motoring; and between tennis, golf, river +picnics and motor excursions, the days simply flew for Toni; so that at +last even Owen began to realize that he need not pity her, since she was +living a life which exactly suited her. + +Once he realized this, his pity was directed towards himself. + +This was not the sort of married life he had contemplated; and although +he was too just to blame his wife for her lack of sympathy with his aims +and ideals, he began to wish that Toni would sometimes lay aside her +frivolity and exchange her light and ceaseless chatter about trifling +matters for a slightly more profitable style of conversation. + +Owen had called upon James Herrick at his bungalow, the Hope House, to +thank him for rescuing Toni; and the other man had duly returned his +call; but although Owen gave Herrick a very cordial general invitation +to Greenriver the two men had not much in common save a mutual love of +good books. + +Owen thought Herrick peculiar, eccentric in his ways. It seemed odd for +a man to live alone as he lived, doing his own work except for the +occasional aid of a woman whom he called Mrs. Swastika. If he had had +any particular work or hobby which necessitated solitude Owen could have +understood it; but Herrick seemed to spend his days as idly, as +aimlessly, as Toni herself. + +He went on the river a good deal, took long walks with his dog, but +beyond that he seemed to do nothing but lounge in a chair on the lawn, +shabbily clad, with a pipe between his lips and a book, generally +unopened, on his knee. His political views seemed to Owen to be as vague +as were Toni's; and he had an irritating habit of setting aside any +recognized standard of perfection as though the world's seal of approval +meant less than nothing. + +He would demolish a given institution in a few lazy words, but he never +attempted to set up another in its place. He seemed content to put his +finger on the weak spot in any system without troubling to point out a +remedy; and to Owen, whose eager mind was ever ready to remedy abuses, +this attitude of half-pitying, half-amused toleration was vaguely +irritating. + +Herrick seemed to view life, indeed, with a kind of large detachment, as +though from the height of some soaring pinnacle one might watch, with +only half-awakened interest, the doings of the dwellers on the plain; +and Owen, who liked to be in the midst of things, to add his quota to +the world's doings, found in this attitude of mind a pose, a +half-insolent pretence at superiority, which was galling. + +Without saying a disparaging word Herrick appeared to belittle the +efforts made by Owen and his fellows to enlighten the world; and since +everyone knows that the criticism of a non-worker is a hundred times +more irritating than that of a co-operator, Owen may be excused for +finding Herrick uncongenial. + +And yet by nature Herrick was a kindly, cheery soul enough, who had been +fired in his youth by an excessive love for humanity--for all the +humanities. But shortly after his marriage he had faced a tremendous +crash; and though, when the first shock was over, he had pulled himself +together, and gathered up, as best he might, the fragments of his life, +he had lost for ever that eager, humane, half-Quixotic spirit which had +made his young manhood pass like a joyous race. + + * * * * * + +As time went on Owen got into the habit of spending most of his days in +town, where he found it easier to work than at home. He begged Toni to +tell him honestly whether she found herself lonely in his absence, but +Toni assured him truthfully that she was perfectly happy sitting in her +beautiful old garden or taking lunch and tea on the river, either alone, +or in the company of her friends, Molly and Cynthia Peach. Punting alone +was forbidden, but seeing Toni's disappointment, her husband had +purchased for her a stout little dinghy in which she was perfectly safe, +and this same craft was a source of delight to its owner. + +At first Owen had asked Toni to come up to town with him, to do some +shopping or go to a _matinee_, but London in summer was no novelty to +Toni, and she infinitely preferred to stay at Willowhurst and amuse +herself in her own way. + +One night it chanced that Owen arrived home much earlier than usual. The +weather had broken a day or two previously, and the air was heavy with +thunder. Consequently Owen's head ached furiously, with one of the +neuralgic headaches which since his accident he had good cause to dread; +and the fact that he had an important piece of work to finish without +loss of time fretted his nerves to racking-point. + +London was particularly hot and malodorous to-day; and it was with a +sigh of relief that Owen steered his car away from the stuffy streets +towards the green and fragrant valley of the Thames. There was a coppery +glow in the sky which presaged a storm, and puffs of hot air blew +gustily into his face; but it would be fresher at Willowhurst, and if +the storm should break there would be a delightful hour or two +afterwards, when the earth, cooled by the rain, would send up its +incense of sweet odours into the summer darkness, and the evening breeze +would bring refreshment to weary, throbbing brows. + +True, the work must be done, if human endurance could do it; and with a +sigh of relief Owen remembered that Toni would be disengaged and able to +help him in some way, if only by typing the manuscript when he had +brought it to a close. There was also a little research work to be done, +one or two quotations to be verified, a few short extracts to be +made--work which came well within the scope of Toni's powers; and he +knew that she would be only too pleased to give him what help she could. + +But he had reckoned without his host. On leaving home in the morning he +had told his wife he would probably be late in returning, and had +apologized for leaving her so long alone. So far from feeling aggrieved +at his absence, however, Toni seized the opportunity of inviting Mollie +and Cynthia over for tennis; and the girls accepted blithely, bringing +over with them a young cousin, just through Sandhurst, who was an adept +at the game. + +Toni welcomed the boy happily; and the four young people played tennis +vigorously, with an interval for tea, until the elder Toby began +regretfully to talk of going home. + +There were already rumblings of thunder, and the sky behind the big +cedar trees looked strangely lurid; and Toni, who hated a storm, was +loth to let them go. + +An idea striking her, she begged them all to stay and have a late supper +with her; after which Mr. Cooper and Mollie, being musical, might give +the others an impromptu concert--a plan to which, after a little decent +hesitation, the trio assented gaily. + +Toni, pleased that she was not to be left alone to face the storm, took +them indoors to get tidy, and then danced off to the kitchen to +interview the cook. + +Mrs. Blades, lighting the Ten Little Ladies earlier than usual on +account of the gloom, was inclined to look askance at the invasion; but +Martha and Maggie--the latter filling the place of Kate, enjoying her +"evening off"--fell into the plan with alacrity; and while the former +brought out the cold chickens and the galantine intended for the +morrow's lunch, Maggie bustled round the oval table laying extra places +and making such preparations as commended themselves to her ever-fertile +mind. + +Owing to the stormy dusk it was necessary to light the candles on the +supper-table, where bowls of great crimson roses made pools of colour on +the white cloth; and very attractive the table looked to the four hungry +people who presently sat down to eat and chatter. + +There was plenty of gay laughter over the meal. Jokes were bandied +hither and thither, shocking puns were made and greeted with shrieks of +mirth, and if the conversation was eminently frivolous, at least it was +good-humoured, hearty, wholesome frivolity. + +Yet when Owen reached home in his car and entered the hall with rather a +weary step, the somewhat noisy merriment which greeted him brought a +frown to his forehead. + +He questioned Andrews as to what was going on, and the young butler +informed him, with a complacency which Owen in his present mood found +irritating, that Mrs. Rose was entertaining the two Misses Peach and a +gentleman to supper. + +"Oh!" Owen paused in his walk towards the dining-room door. "In that +case, I think I will just have a whisky and soda in the library--and a +few sandwiches." + +"Very good, sir," the man was beginning, when there was a peal of +laughter from behind the closed door; and the next moment, Toni came +flying out of the room, holding aloft a large bunch of grapes, while Mr. +Cooper pursued her hotly, making grabs at the fruit as he did so. + +Unable to stop herself, Toni cannoned violently into her husband, and +the unfortunate youth from Sandhurst, brought to an unexpected halt, +found himself face to face with an unknown man whose expression was not +exactly inviting. + +"Owen, is it you? How you startled me!" Toni lifted two sparkling eyes +to her husband's face. "When did you come? You said you wouldn't be home +till after ten!" + +"I've just arrived," he said, striving hard to keep any hint of +annoyance out of his tone. "You were making such a noise you didn't hear +the car! Well, Toni, won't you introduce me to your friend?" + +On being presented, Mr. Cooper, held out his hand rather awkwardly. + +"I'm afraid we were making an awful din," he said, apologetically. "We +got ragging over the dessert and Mrs. Rose stole my grapes----?" + +"Oh, you fibber!" Toni was not going to stand that. "They were mine, and +you took them off my plate when I wasn't looking!" + +"I'm afraid they aren't much good to anyone now," said Owen with a +smile. "They are pretty well squashed, Toni, and I fancy your frock's +got the worst of the encounter!" + +"Well, it's only my tennis-frock," said Toni, her first involuntary +qualms driven away by the friendly sound in Owen's voice. "We'll go back +and finish now. You'll come, Owen? I'll tell Maggie to bring back the +food." + +"No, don't bother." He spoke quietly. "I'll go and brush off some of the +London dust while you and your friends finish your supper. I'll have a +bite later on. Don't worry about me." He turned to the boy. "I'm afraid +we're in for a storm. I felt a few drops as I came up the drive." + +Somewhat reluctantly, Toni left her husband and returned to the +dining-room, where the Tobies anxiously awaited her coming. They had +practically finished their meal, and a few moments later rose from the +table and went into the drawing-room, where Toni presently excused +herself and went in search of her husband. + +She found him in the library, where Andrew had just brought him a +slender repast; and even the unobservant Toni was struck by the look of +fatigue which brooded over his face as he sat poring over some +closely-written sheets. + +"Owen, I'm sure you ought not to do that now. Do leave it till to-morrow +and come and listen to some music in the drawing-room instead." + +She laid one small hand on the sheets as though to wrest them from his +grasp; but he lifted her fingers aside with a rather weary gesture. + +"No, dear, I can't leave this." His voice was flat and toneless. "I've +promised to send it off the first thing to-morrow morning, and there's a +lot to be done yet." + +"But I'm sure you're ill! Have you got neuralgia again?" + +"A little--oh, it's nothing, only the thunder in the air. You might tell +Andrews to bring me some phenacetin, will you, dear? And now, my child, +run away to your guests--they'll think it queer if you leave them alone +much longer." + +Toni turned obediently to the door, but she was not yet easy in her +mind. + +"Owen, are you sure there is nothing I can do?" + +"Nothing, thank you, dear. I believe the storm is passing after all." + +He spoke the truth, for with a few more mutterings the thunder died away +in the distance; and though the promised coolness did not come, both +Owen and Toni were relieved by the lightening atmosphere--Toni because +she was an arrant coward where thunderstorms were concerned; Owen +because he felt that the clash of the elements would render the +neuralgic pains in his head almost unbearable. + +For long after Toni, relieved, had gone back to her visitors he sat +doing nothing, lacking the energy to attack his task. Now and then he +heard a few notes on the piano, and once he opened the door to listen to +the elder Miss Peach's rendering of a song he knew, for Mollie Peach had +a sweet, limpid soprano voice which no amount of chatter and noisy +laughter could destroy. + +When, however, the young man from Sandhurst started to shout a comic +song, Owen shut the door hastily and wished the boy at Jericho. + +He began to think the visitors would never go. At first he had hoped +that their departure would set Toni free to help him after all; but when +the clock in the hall chimed the half hour after ten, and still the +music and laughter continued, he knew it was useless to expect any aid +to-night. + +At eleven the party broke up. The bicycles were brought round, and the +four went gaily out of the front door to light lamps and see to +suspiciously slack tyres. + +Owen had charged Toni with polite messages to the two girls; and they, +being somewhat in awe of a real live writer, were not sorry to avoid a +meeting with their host; but Toni seemed so loth to part with them that +she detained them all on the steps, chattering eagerly while the stars +winked down out of the clearing sky and the owls hooted in melancholy +fashion from the tops of the tall trees behind the house. + +Finally the last farewells were said, the last appointments made; and +Toni, yawning, turned to Andrews and bade him lock up safely. + +She was still yawning when she came into the library a moment later; and +in the lamplight Owen caught a glimpse of her little red mouth gaping +behind her hand as she came up to the table. + +"How sleepy I am!" Indeed her eyes were bright, like those of a sleepy +child. "Aren't you coming, Owen? It's ever so late." + +"Why didn't you pack your friends off a little earlier then?" + +"Oh, I didn't want them to go." She yawned childishly once more. +"Owen"--suddenly a thought struck her--"you're not cross, are you? You +didn't mind me having them here? You know, I thought it was going to be +a storm----" + +"Of course I didn't mind," he said, disarmed by her sudden appeal. "It +was my fault for turning up unexpectedly. But now, Toni, supposing you +run away to bed? I really must finish this work, and it's getting late." + +She agreed, docilely, and kissing him lightly, ran away to bed as she +was commanded, falling asleep as soon as she was safely there. + +But Owen sat late in the library--sat, indeed, till the short summer +night began to recede with stealthy, sliding footsteps before the +victorious onrush of the dawn; and in those quiet, lamp-lit hours he +asked himself despairingly why he had been in such haste to marry. + +One consolation lay in the fact that Toni herself had not the slightest +idea that her marriage was anything but a success. She did not know that +her idleness, her incessant chatter about trivial things, her constant +interruptions, her unauthorized intrusions into the privacy of his +working hours, worried him almost beyond measure. + +Bubbling over with youth and joy, she had no eyes for the look of +strain, of weariness on another's face; and to her it seemed quite right +that her husband should write and study while she danced through the +summer hours as she would. + +He liked his work, she supposed; and in Toni's world it was the usual +thing for the men to work to support their wives. But that the wives had +equal duties, that it was theirs to share the burdens of the men's +spiritual and mental labour, she had, as yet, no idea. + +"At least," said Owen wearily to himself, as he rose stiffly from his +chair and moved to the oriel window to watch the marvel of the dawn, "at +least I have made her happy; and as for me, it's my own mistake, and I +must bear the consequences!" + +With which philosophical reflection he extinguished the lamp and went +slowly upstairs to bed. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + + +In after days Toni always looked back to the afternoon of the Vicarage +Bazaar as the occasion on which her eyes were opened ruthlessly to the +cruelty of life. + +The day began auspiciously enough. It was August now, a hot, languorous +August, when the river lay veiled in a mist of heat, and the air, even +in the early morning, was a sea of liquid gold. There were wonderful, +magical nights, too, nights of mellow moonlight and sweet, mysterious +perfumes, nights when a breath of clean, fragrance from distant +bean-fields mingled with the richer, heavier scent of roses and Madonna +lilies. + +To Toni the summer had been one long time of enchantment. From the +moment when she opened her eyes in the dawn, and ran to the window to +see the hills shimmering in the heat, and the river sparkling with the +peculiar silvery sheen of early morning, to the moment when she took her +last stroll in the garden at night, and saw the stars come out in the +darkening sky, while the white owls hooted mournfully in the tall trees, +all, to Toni, was happiness and joy. + +There is no doubt that people who are not introspective lead the +happiest lives. Toni, not being given to wasting her time in reflection +or self-analysis, remained happily unconscious of the fact that her life +during that splendid summer was a very idle one. Like a good many other +girls, she considered that a strenuous game on the tennis-court or a +stiff pull up the river entitled her to as much subsequent leisure as +she desired; and she enjoyed the slight fatigue consequent on these +exertions with a virtuous sense of having really done some work which +entitled her to a holiday. + +She did not see very much of her husband; and sometimes she felt, with a +slight pang of remorse, that before their marriage she had really taken +more interest in his work than she found time to do nowadays. Not that +he ever seemed to expect anything from her in that way. Once or twice, +in the earlier days of their married life, he had been led into +discussing various features of the review with her, and she had really +tried hard to listen intelligently, and understand what he was talking +about; but somehow he seemed to guess that the subjects did not interest +her; and for the last few weeks he had confined his conversations with +her to the little trivial happenings of every day. + +He didn't mind, she supposed. He must get plenty of the old _Bridge_ at +the office; and anyway it was far more of a change for him, when he came +home, to talk of other things, even though they were in one sense less +important. + +She herself was perfectly happy; and had she been asked, she would +certainly have said that Owen was in a state of equal bliss. Moreover, +seeing that he had chosen her out of a world of women to be his wife, +she never stopped to ask herself whether or no she came up to his +standard of wifely perfection. + +And considering her peculiarly blind and unquestioning attitude of mind +on the subject of her relation to her husband, the awakening which +presently came was doubly painful. + +The occasion, as has been stated, was that of the Vicarage Bazaar, an +annual function held in the Vicarage gardens in the middle of August; +and since Mrs. Madgwick, the Vicar's wife, had from motives of parochial +diplomacy established some sort of intimacy with the young mistress of +Greenriver, she had pressed Toni into her service as the great day came +round. + +With Molly and Cynthia Peach, Toni was to assist at the flower-stall, +which was always, so the Tobies assured her, certain of patronage; and +by ten o'clock on the morning of the day, Toni was at the Vicarage, +laden with masses of blossoms sent from Greenriver as a contribution to +the stall. + +From that moment until the hour of lunch, to which she was detained +almost by force, Toni worked like a veritable busy bee, running errands, +doing odd jobs, and, in the intervals, arranging the flowers on the +stall, until hands and feet were both weary. + +Having finished the hurried and uncomfortable meal, consisting chiefly +of tinned tongue and a rather out-of-date cream cheese, Toni was allowed +to run home to change her dress; and at half-past two precisely she was +back, robed in the daintiest, filmiest white lawn gown, to take her +place with the other stallholders, in readiness for the opening +ceremony, performed, much to the delight of the entire Madgwick family, +by a real duchess. + +The Duchess had little to say and said it very badly; but she was duly +applauded and presented with a bouquet by a small white-robed child, +stiff with starch and self-consciousness; after which her Grace +descended thankfully from the little platform erected for her speech, +and fulfilled the second and easier half of her duty by making the round +of the stalls and spending a strictly equal amount at each one. + +By now Toni had a good many acquaintances in the neighbourhood, and was +pleased to see Mrs. Anstey smiling at her as she inquired the price of a +magnificent bunch of sweet-peas which had come from the gardens of +Greenriver. + +Toni told her the price, and she forthwith bought the flowers, greatly +to Toni's pleasure, for she loved her sweet-peas and had hoped, rather +childishly, that someone nice would buy them. + +As she was handing over the change, Toni summoned up courage to ask +after Miss Lynn, and Mrs. Anstey smiled. + +"She is very well, thanks, and coming here, I hope, in a week or two. +She and Mr. Raymond are to be married at Christmas, as I daresay you +have heard." + +"Yes, my husband told me so." Suddenly Toni blushed, remembering the +occasion of Miss Lynn's visit to her; and at the same moment, as though +evoked by some mysterious method of thought, the robust and +gaily-dressed form of Lady Martin suddenly materialized before her eyes. + +Her ladyship was engaged in cheapening a bunch of yellow roses, while +Cynthia Peach was endeavouring, without much success, to point out that +their fresh beauty and scent were well worth the original price. + +"I'll take them if you knock off sixpence," Lady Martin was declaring +rather aggressively; and Miss Peach glanced helplessly at her sister. + +"What shall I do, Toby?" she murmured anxiously. "Of course they're +cheap already, but still I suppose they won't last----" + +"Oh, nonsense, Toby," whispered Mollie vigorously. "If she doesn't buy +them heaps of people will." Aloud she said firmly--"I'm afraid we can't +take less, Lady Martin. The Duchess bought two bunches of the same +roses, and she didn't think them dear." + +Lady Martin paused, inherent meanness struggling with a snobbish desire +to emulate the Duchess; and finally she gave in with a bad grace. + +As she took the roses her eyes fell on Toni, at that moment intent on +her conversation with Mrs. Anstey; and her ladyship's ill-humour was not +lessened by noticing the friendly glances which passed between them. + +She bore down upon them accordingly with outstretched hand. + +"Dear Mrs. Anstey, it is ages since we met!" Her piercing tones, likened +by the Tobies to those of a macaw, strove in vain for suavity. "So good +of you to come to this affair--such a distance for you, too!" + +"Oh, I always try to come when I am at home," said Mrs. Anstey gently. +"I like to support Mr. Madgwick's parish, though I'm afraid I don't +spend a great deal of money! Really the flowers and the home-made cakes +are the only things that tempt me." + +"And surely you have plenty of flowers at home!" Lady Martin glanced +with a disparaging little laugh at the stall before her. "I don't know +where these came from, but they look sadly wilted already." + +"I'm afraid I can't agree with you there," said Mrs. Anstey, with a +little smile. "I think the flowers are charming, especially those sent +by Mrs. Rose's kindness from Greenriver." + +She indicated Toni with a friendly little gesture, and Lady Martin +condescended, unwillingly, to acknowledge the girl's greeting. To tell +the truth, Lady Martin had no desire to better her acquaintance with +Toni. She had long ago intended the owner of Greenriver for her +son-in-law; and to find this little nobody, with her provincial ways and +her foreign-looking eyes, acting as _chatelaine_ of the beautiful old +house in her daughter's place had an irritating effect. + +To make matters worse, several people had known of her matrimonial +designs; and since the disappointment of one's friends is frequently a +source of mirth, she had been annoyed by several tactless allusions, +made presumably in jest, to her daughter's disappointment. + +So it was that she disliked Rose's wife with the hearty aversion of a +spiteful and jealous woman; and the fact that she herself came of the +people made her specially quick to suspect _bourgeois_ blood in others. + +She took a delight, now, in snubbing Toni; and presently made a point of +asking after her cousin Miss Mibbs. + +"She's very well, thank you," replied Toni, wondering a little at this +unusual condescension. "But her name isn't Mibbs, it's Gibbs." + +"Really?" Lady Martin drawled the word out insolently, as though to +indicate that the name of the young woman in question did not interest +her. "She is not here to-day, I suppose?" + +"No," said Toni, absent-mindedly, "she was not able to get off to-day." + +"Get off?" Lady Martin pounced on the strange form of the admission. +"She is ... er ... full of social engagements?" + +Afterwards Toni thought it was the scent of the flowers which had made +her feel hazy just then. Although she had an intuition that her +interlocutor meant to be inquisitive, she had not the sense to turn the +subject with a vague assent; and after a second's hesitation replied +rather foolishly that her cousin's engagements were not in society. + +"Indeed? But it is holiday time--surely Miss Gibbs is not _teaching_ +now?" + +Mrs. Anstey, feeling to the full the insolence of this +cross-examination, attempted to come to the rescue; but Lady Martin +stood waiting so obviously for an answer that Toni felt constrained to +reply. + +"No, Lady Martin. My cousin is not a governess." + +"No?" Lady Martin, who had the lust for cruelty inherent in all mean +natures, pressed the point ruthlessly. "Then--I hardly see ... in the +summer one does not work unless one is a private secretary or something +of that sort; and I am sure your cousin"--with a pointed smile--"did not +look in the _very least_ like a private secretary!" + +Suddenly Toni lost her head and her temper together. + +"My cousin is no one's secretary, Lady Martin. She is in a shop--Brown +and Evans, drapers, of Brixton; and she is not here to-day because +Thursday is the early-closing day for the shops, and this is only +Tuesday!" + +There was a short silence. Even Lady Martin felt uncomfortable, for +though she had literally goaded the girl into speech she did not enjoy +the spectacle of Toni's flashing eyes and scarlet cheeks, nor the +expression of mingled contempt and compassion on Mrs. Anstey's face--the +contempt, as she very well knew, being intended for her, the compassion +for Toni. + +The moment she had spoken Toni knew what she had done; that besides +losing her temper and behaving in an ill-bred way she had given a handle +to her enemies; and the tears were perilously near her eyes, though +pride forbade her to let them fall. + +It was Cynthia Peach who came to the rescue. + +"How awfully jolly for your cousin," she said plaintively. "I've always +longed to go into a shop! The girls have such a good time--and they meet +heaps of young men! Not like us poor things who hardly ever see one!" + +Her evident sincerity relieved the situation. Her sister might murmur +"Oh, _Toby_!" under her breath, and Lady Martin might sneer, but Mrs. +Anstey patted the speaker's arm with a very kindly smile. + +"Poor little Cynthia! I shall have to scour the neighbourhood for young +men and give a party," she said. "I'd no idea you were so forlorn!" + +"Well, there aren't many, really," conceded the elder Toby. "And I know +what Cynthia means! That's why she was so pleased to come and sell +flowers!" + +"And you are all neglecting your duties shamefully, my dears!" Mrs. +Anstey moved aside to allow a batch of customers to approach the stall. +"I mustn't stay here chattering. You will come and have tea with me, +won't you, Mrs. Rose?" She turned to Toni, who was now as white as one +of her own lilies. "I will look for you at five in the tent--you will be +able to get off by then!" + +She smiled kindly at the girl as she moved away. Lady Martin had already +gone, feeling, no doubt, that the weight of public opinion was against +her; and as a rush of business just then overwhelmed the flower-sellers, +Toni had no time to dwell upon the recent little scene. + +But Mrs. Anstey looked for Toni in vain when five o'clock came. As a +matter of fact Toni had felt, desperately, that she could not face the +crowded tea-tent, where doubtless she would again meet her enemy, Lady +Martin; and she wanted no tea; she only wanted to be alone for a few +moments, away from prying eyes, unkind tongues, that she might regain +the equilibrium so cruelly upset. + +With this end in view she slipped away when the two sisters came back +from their hurried tea; and followed a little path which she knew would +bring her out at a quiet corner of the grounds, where a rickety old +summer-house might afford her the temporary shelter she sought. + +There was no one there; and although the entrance to the little hut was +almost choked up with weeds and tall, rank flowers, she crept inside, +and then, sinking on to the seat in the dimmest, darkest corner, gave +herself up to the fit of depression which had been stealing on her ever +since her own rash avowal to Lady Martin. + +Suddenly she sat upright. Even here, it seemed, she was not to be free +from interruption. She heard voices approaching, as though others were +seeking her hiding-place; and pushing aside one of the rotting wooden +shutters she peeped cautiously out. + +Fate was against her to-day. In the two persons who were drawing near, +evidently with the intention of seating themselves upon the bench +outside the hut, she recognized Lady Martin and Mrs. Madgwick; and +instantly Toni felt a quick foreboding of evil. + +Something seemed to tell her that it was she whom they were discussing +so earnestly as they walked; and Toni shrank back into the gloom, +totally incapable of facing them in her tear-stained and generally +dishevelled condition. + +She breathed a prayer that they would not attempt to enter the +summer-house--a prayer which was answered, for the two ladies seated +themselves on the bench outside, which was first wiped scrupulously +clean by a large and substantial handkerchief wielded by the Vicar's +wife. + +Her escape thus cut off, Toni had no choice but to remain silently +within. She supposed, forlornly, that she ought to make her presence +known; but she felt it almost impossible to stir; and the first words +she heard kept her chained to her seat. + +"A sad pity," Mrs. Madgwick was remarking in her unctuous voice. "I +always felt there was something just a little--well, what shall I call +it?--second-rate about the girl. Mr. Rose being a gentleman in every +sense of the word makes the whole thing so much worse." + +"It does." Lady Martin's thin lips tightened. "I too knew from the first +that the young woman was not a lady--why, on the occasion of my +welcoming call I found her entertaining this very cousin to a repast of +tea and shrimps--or was it periwinkles? Something vulgar, anyway, and I +am nearly sure I saw a plate of watercresses as well." + +"Dear me," said the vicar's wife acidly. "What class does the girl +spring from? I always thought it was only servants or shop-girls who ate +things of that sort--with vinegar--for tea!" + +"Well, we have Mrs. Rose's own word for it that her cousin is assistant +in a shop." Lady Martin laughed disagreeably. "I have no doubt Mrs. Rose +was employed in the same manner before her marriage. It is really +remarkable what matches these pert shop girls make nowadays. Men seem to +prefer them to our daughters, though it is hard to understand." + +"Hard? Impossible!" The Vicar's wife, thinking of her own plain and +middle-aged daughters, spoke snappily. "As you say, no doubt Mrs. Rose +was some little shop-assistant----" + +"Ah, no! I remember now!" Lady Martin spoke mysteriously, and Mrs. +Madgwick looked up sharply. "Mrs. Rose was not in a shop. It was not +there that Mr. Rose met her. As a matter of fact she was his typist." + +"His typist! Ah!" Toni, listening breathlessly, could not fathom the +significance of the lady's tone. + +"Of course he would never have married her if he had not been so sore +about Miss Rees." Lady Martin spoke fluently. "I had the whole story of +that affair from a friend of my daughter's who was intimately acquainted +with Miss Rees." + +"But--who is--or was--Miss Rees?" The speaker little knew how Toni +blessed her for putting the question. + +"The girl he should have married--the Earl of Paulton's niece." Lady +Martin paused a moment to brush away an inquisitive gnat. "It was quite +a romantic affair, at first. Mr. Rose was devoted, positively devoted to +her, and she is really a charming girl, handsome, accomplished, in every +way a contrast to the poor little creature he has married." + +"But why, if he were so devoted----" + +"Didn't he marry her? Well, it seems he had a motor smash, knocked +himself up and had to go away for a time; and whether, as I have been +told, she was glad of the excuse to break her promise, or whether there +was some other reason, I don't know, but anyhow she threw him over and +married Lord Saxonby without telling her first _fiance_ a word about +it." + +"And he took it to heart?" Mrs. Madgwick felt exhilarated by this +authentic peep into the lives of the great ones of the earth. "Of course +it must be galling to be thrown over for another man--though when it is +a Lord----" + +"Well, a Lord's no worse than another man," said Lady Martin rather +ambiguously. "But they say there was a terrible scene--Mr. Rose +reproaching the girl and threatening to kill Lord Saxonby, and making +all sorts of wild threats. My daughter's friend had a maid who had been +with Lady Saxonby, and she told her all this." + +"Ah, then of course it's true." Mrs. Madgwick, having a mind which +delighted in gossip, did not quarrel with the source of information. +"But I don't yet see why Mr. Rose married this girl. Surely there must +have been plenty of ladies he could have had." + +"Ah, but they all knew he'd been jilted," said Lady Martin wisely. +"Besides they say he had sworn to marry the first woman who would have +him, to get even with Miss Rees, you know, and I haven't a shadow of +doubt this girl threw herself at his head." + +"Very likely," agreed the Vicar's wife charitably. "Girls of that class +are so pushing. But as a wife for Mr. Rose and the mistress of +Greenriver she is eminently unsuitable." + +"Dreadfully so," sighed Lady Martin. "I feel so sorry for the poor man +tied to a common, empty-headed little thing like that. They tell me she +is an absolute fool--and really in these days of evening classes and +polytechnics there is no excuse for such lamentable ignorance as she +displays. I hear that when they go out to dinner she sits as dumb as a +fish--or else commits such shocking solecisms that her poor husband +blushes for her." + +"Really? I have had very little conversation with her," said the other +woman judicially. "And beyond noting her deplorable unsoundness on +religious matters I have had few opportunities of probing her mind." + +"Her mind? She hasn't one," snapped Lady Martin. "She is one of those +mindless, soulless women who are simply parasites, clinging to men for +what they can get--a home, money, position--and give nothing in return +because they have nothing to give." + +"It is indeed sad for Mr. Rose," said Mrs. Madgwick compassionately. "So +dreadfully boring for a clever man to be hampered with a silly wife--and +one with such unpresentable relations, too. What was her cousin like? +Quite--quite, I suppose." + +"Oh, quite," agreed Lady Martin. "A red-faced, blowsy young woman with a +large bust and a pinched-in waist. Just the sort of girl you'd expect to +find in a draper's shop in Brixton. But now, I really feel quite rested. +Suppose we return to the Bazaar? I have one or two little purchases to +make, and possibly by now the things will be reduced in price." + +The Vicar's wife rose with alacrity, and the two ladies moved away, +discussing the probable financial result of the Bazaar, and Toni was +left alone with her new knowledge. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + + +At half-past five on that same afternoon Jim Herrick and his dog were +strolling across the meadows leading from the river to the village of +Willowhurst. + +The sky, which had been brilliantly blue all day, was beginning to be +overcast, causing the energetic helpers at the Vicarage Bazaar to throw +anxious glances towards the gathering clouds, and Herrick, who was a +fair weather-prophet, foresaw a storm before sunset. + +As he threw his leg over the stile leading into the last meadow, he +paused suddenly. + +Approaching him was Owen Rose's wife; and something in her mode of +progress struck him as peculiar. She was coming along at a sort of fast +walk, breaking now and then into a few running steps, stumbling +occasionally and even stopping dead for a second before resuming her +hurrying advance. + +Her eyes were downcast; and she was quite close to him before she +realized his presence. When she did look up he saw that she was crying, +openly, sobbingly, as a child cries, the tears running in little +channels over her cheeks and dropping unheeded where they would. + +Even when she saw that she was not alone, Toni could not check those +treacherous tears; and something told Herrick that she was craving for +sympathy, that here was no sophisticated woman of the world, to whom the +encounter would spell annoyance, but a forlorn and solitary child crying +out its heart over some real or fancied tribulation, to whom a kindly +word, a friendly greeting would bring only comfort. + +He jumped off the stile and approached her, hat in hand. + +"Mrs. Rose? You're in trouble over something? Will you tell me what's +wrong--perhaps I can help you somehow?" + +To his relief he saw that his impression had been correct. She turned to +him desperately, like a child seeking consolation. + +"Mr. Herrick"--she sobbed out the words--"I'm so miserable--I don't know +what to do!" + +"Come, that's bad!" He spoke kindly. "Well, suppose you rest here a +moment and dry your eyes?" + +She fumbled blindly in the front of her gown and then gave up the search +with a childish wail. + +"I've not got a handkerchief--I've lost it somewhere!" + +"Never mind, I have one." He drew out a large silk square as yet +unfolded, and pressed it into her hand. "There, use that--and then we'll +have a talk." + +She dried her eyes obediently, though fresh tears threatened to make her +obedience futile; and then, still clinging to his handkerchief, she +leaned against the stile and tried to regain her self-control. + +"Well?" His tone, with its gentle sympathy, was balm to poor Toni's sore +heart. "Come, little lady, what's the trouble? Let's see if we can't +find a way out of it together." + +She turned her eyes on him as he spoke, and he was almost startled at +what he read there; for surely there was a hint of almost womanly +suffering in their usually childish depths; and he knew intuitively that +this was not the thoughtless, light-hearted girl he had previously known +as Toni Rose. + +"Mr. Herrick"--she spoke in a low voice, which in spite of all her +efforts shook a little--"just now at the Vicarage Bazaar I heard Lady +Martin and Mrs. Madgwick talking about me; and they said such terrible +things that I think my heart will break!" + +"Oh, come, Mrs. Rose!" His tone had, as he intended, a bracing effect. +"Hearts don't break so easily as that! Whatever those two chatterers may +have said, you must not let it affect you so seriously." + +"They said I was common--and ill-bred--and ignorant." The words startled +her hearer, though she spoke them with a kind of dreary quietness which +was not without pathos. "They said Owen only married me because some +girl--an earl's niece--had thrown him over and he wanted to get his own +back--they said he was ashamed of me, that he blushed for me when we +went out to dinner, and everyone pitied him for having such a common, +empty-headed wife." + +"My dear Mrs. Rose----" For a moment Herrick's wits deserted him beneath +this recapitulation; and before he could hit on the right words, Toni +had begun again. + +"They said it was a pity for a clever man to be tied to an ignorant +wife, that I bored him to death; and Lady Martin said I was a parasite, +clinging to him for money and food, and that I had spoilt his life and +ruined his career----" + +"Oh, that is nonsense!" Herrick shook off the mental paralysis which had +held him tongue-tied, and spoke vigorously. "No man's life was ever +spoilt by the possession of a pretty, loving wife--like you." + +"Ah, but you don't understand." She spoke drearily. "I _have_ been a +fool, I suppose. I was so happy myself that I never thought of Owen. I +mean I just went on loving him--thinking he loved me. I didn't bother +about his work and his career--it never struck me I should be doing Owen +harm by my ignorance. I knew I wasn't clever enough to help him, but I +thought that didn't matter so long as we were happy...." + +"But you _were_ happy?" + +"I was." A big tear rolled forlornly down her cheek. "It was so +lovely here--like a beautiful dream--the summer and the river and the +roses ... every day was better than the last and I thought it would +always be like that ... I had never dreamed I could be so happy ... it +was just like a fairy-tale, I used to think sometimes I was like an +enchanted princess, living in a wonderful castle--with my prince...." Her +voice sank to a whisper, and she gazed out over the flower-strewn meadows +with a wide-eyed glance which saw nothing. + +Herrick's big heart, which in spite of his life's tragedy held still an +infinite compassion for all weak and helpless things, was wrung with +pity for this poor little creature, whose eyes had been opened so +cruelly to the fact that life was not all an enchanted fairyland; and +when he spoke his deep voice was very gentle. + +"See here, little lady, you mustn't take all this to heart. These women +were talking, you must remember, without any intimate knowledge of your +affairs; and we all know that gossip is eminently uncharitable. Besides, +loyalty to your husband should make you believe in him and his love." + +"I do." She stopped abruptly, then went on again more impetuously. "But +the worst of it is, I believe it is true, what they said. I _am_ +ignorant and silly. I hate going out to parties; I never feel at ease, I +make foolish mistakes. Owen has been very kind, he has only laughed, but +it must have been horrid for him to have such a foolish wife. At home, +too ... it's quite true I haven't helped him. I've been out all day +enjoying myself, and not bothering about his work. I did at first, and I +made such stupid blunders that he used to have to do it all over again." + +"Well, that's nothing." He spoke lightly. "After all, you are not a +literary expert like your husband, and you can't be expected to do his +work." + +"No." She caught her white teeth fiercely in her lip. "But lots of women +could have helped him. This one they spoke of--they said she was clever, +accomplished, just the sort of wife for a man like Owen--not a stupid +little dummy like me. And"--she paused, and every tinge of colour faded +out of her face--"they said I was common--not a lady. Mr. Herrick, am I +common? Am I--not a lady?" + +With her eyes on his face, eyes full of a desperate hurt, Herrick felt a +wild, impotent desire to strangle the two mischief-makers who had +changed this girl's joy into bitterness, had turned a child's enchanted +castle into a structure of pasteboard; but when he spoke his tone was +admirably light. + +"My dear child, now you are talking absolute nonsense. Common? Well, to +me commonness consists in common behaviour, mean tempers, a nasty, +spiteful attitude of mind, a discontent with one's surroundings, a petty +jealousy of others--oh, I hate a common mind as much as anyone in the +world--but to use the word in connection with you is merely an abuse of +language and not to be treated seriously." + +She was half perplexed, half comforted. + +"But a lady, Mr. Herrick? Am I or am I not--a lady?" + +"Well," he said slowly, "that again depends on the use of the word. Mrs. +Swastika, my excellent charwoman, is referred to by her friends as 'the +lady who looks after that queer man in the bungalow'; and when my usual +milkman was taken ill the other day, my modest pint of milk was brought +by a pig-tailed girl who announced, 'I'm the young lady as takes round +Mr. Piggott's milk when he's sick!' So that you see the term 'lady' is +capable of wide interpretation." + +"But _am_ I?" Her wistful tone craved for reassurance and Herrick gave +it promptly. + +"If by 'lady' you mean a woman who is fit to mix with any one in the +land, yes," he said. "Of course you are." + +She gave him a wan little smile, and dried away a few tears with the aid +of his handkerchief. + +"I don't know where mine is," she said, half-crying, half-laughing. "I +must have dropped it somewhere." + +"Or the Boo-Boos took it." He smiled at her puzzled expression. "Don't +you know those dreadful little people--the people who hide one's pencils +and one's handkerchiefs, put the clock back so that one misses one's +train--or an appointment--and invariably send an organ-grinder outside +one's window when one is hard at work and can't bear a noise!" + +"But why do you call them Boo-Boos?" She might have been a child asking +for the explanation of a fairy-tale. + +"Well, they aren't Brownies, because _they_ are a good little folk. And +the Pixies, though their tricks are much the same, pursue their +avocations out of doors on moor or hill; so that the only name I could +find for them was just that--Boo-Boos!" + +He laughed at her bewildered face. + +"Come, Mrs. Rose, don't you ever feel conscious of their teasing +presence? Don't you lose your hair-pins, or your brooches, or whatever +corresponds to our collar-studs? And have you never noticed how a pen +with which you are about to sign an important document, a will or +something of the kind, has changed mysteriously into a pencil--generally +without a point--when you pick it up?" + +He had succeeded in his intention. His nonsense had won her to a smile; +and the eyes which a few moments before had looked like those of a +tortured woman were once again the eyes of a child. + +"Do you know, Mrs. Rose"--Herrick felt there was danger in prolonging +the situation once she had attained a comparative serenity--"I'm afraid +it's going to rain! Don't you think we had better be moving homewards?" + +She rose at once. + +"Just as you like." She spoke with the utmost docility. "I suppose we +had better go. I haven't an umbrella--have you?" + +"No--and your dress is thin." He looked at her white gown, which had not +been improved by her incarceration in the mouldy summer-house, and +showed traces of the dust and dirt of the bench on which she had +crouched while the two women talked outside. Altogether Toni presented a +pathetic little figure; and Herrick felt a sudden desire to know her +safely at home, hidden from inquisitive eyes. + +He called Olga, who had been playing an enticing game of hunting quite +imaginary rabbits in the hedgerow; and when the great dog bounded up in +obedience to his summons, he jumped over the stile and held out his hand +to help Toni. She climbed over rather lifelessly, catching her white +skirt on a splinter of wood and tearing a rent which filled Herrick with +dismay. + +"You've torn your pretty dress! What a shame--will it be quite spoilt?" + +"Oh no, I can mead it," she returned indifferently, "and any way it +doesn't matter." To Toni nothing mattered just then. + +"That wretched splinter was to blame. I'm afraid I didn't notice it," he +said contritely. + +"Oh, it wasn't your fault. Perhaps it was one of your queer creatures, +the Boo-Boos," said Toni with a wintry attempt at a smile; and Herrick +was struck with the readiness with which she had adopted his whimsical +theory. + +As they went across the fields beneath the now cloudy sky, he tried to +keep the conversation at the same light level; but although Toni strove +to adapt herself to his mood, it was evident that her thoughts were +still circling round the revelation which had shattered her fairy +castle; and just as the chimneys of Greenriver came in sight above the +tall tree-tops, she asked him a question which had been formulating in +her mind throughout the walk homewards. + +"Mr. Herrick, do you think I could improve myself somehow--I mean could +I read some books, or do something to make myself a more suitable wife +for Owen? You know"--she caught her breath--"I can't bear for him to be +ashamed of me, or bored with me--and they said--those women, that he was +both." + +For a second Herrick thought of treating the matter lightly, assuring +her that what the women had said was of no importance whatever. Then he +knew there was only one course open to him, and he met sincerity with +sincerity, candour with candour. + +"It would be very easy for you to do a little reading," he said quietly. +"Of course a literary man like Mr. Rose forgets that everyone has not +his fine taste in books; and on the other hand, it is very easy to +acquire a liking for poor stuff. But there are lots of authors who would +delight you with their books, and if I can give you any help I shall be +charmed to make you out a list." + +"Will you?" Her eyes lighted up for a second. "There are hundreds of +books in the house--the library is supposed to be rather remarkable, you +know, and I expect lots of the books you mean are there." + +"I've no doubt of it." He remembered hearing of the unique collection +which Greenriver housed. "Tell me what sort of books you like? Travel, +history, romance--what?" + +The light died out of her eyes. + +"I don't know." Her voice sounded flat. "I don't think I like anything +much--except stories. Novels, I mean," she added hastily. + +"Well, there are plenty of very fine novels," he said cheerily. "And no +one need be ashamed of liking that form of story-telling. I always fail +to understand the attitude of the person who says 'I _never_ read +novels!' as though he were claiming a tremendous superiority, whereas +he's only showing himself a narrow-minded and unimaginative person!" + +"But reading novels won't make me clever?" said Toni rather wistfully. + +"Well, probably not, if you read nothing else," he owned. "But there is +plenty more stuff for you to read. What about poetry?" + +She shook her head. + +"Well, you'll soon get to like it," he said smiling. "You needn't flesh +your maiden sword in Browning, you know. Anyway, I will send you a list, +shall I?--of books that I think you'll like. Can you read French?" + +Blushing, she confessed her inability to do more than recognize a French +quotation here and there; and a new thought filled her mind. + +"Do you think if I were to study French, Mr. Herrick? I've got all my +old books, and I could do an exercise every day." + +Herrick was half inclined to smile, but she was so desperately in +earnest that he refrained. + +"A capital plan," he said heartily, thinking to himself that the harder +she worked the less time she would have for fretting. + +"And if I got to know more poetry I might be able to help Owen with his +articles," she said, smiling happily, reassured by his friendly counsel. +"Of course they were quite right--I _am_ stupid and ignorant, but if I +work hard I think I ought to be able to make myself useful to Owen, +oughtn't I, Mr. Herrick?" + +"Don't work too hard," he said, half jesting, half in earnest. "You +don't want to turn yourself into a blue-stocking, do you? Don't +over-develop your brain at the expense of your heart and soul, as so +many learned women have done--to their ultimate despair." + +"There's no fear of that." Toni spoke in a low voice, and again he +caught a glimpse of something disconcerting in her clear eyes. "Those +women said I _had_ no soul. But that's nonsense, because everyone has a +soul." + +"But not everyone realizes it," he said. "Some people go through life +and never know they have more than a body, which claims attention while +the soul waits, yearningly, for recognition." + +He had spoken half to himself, his thoughts wandering for a moment from +the girl beside him to another girl whose soul had been, to him at +least, as a sealed book. + +"I have been like that," said Toni surprisingly. "But I have a soul--and +for Owen's sake I am going to prove it. Only"--she faltered find her +brave accents died away--"perhaps it is too late, after all." + + * * * * * + +And though, when he left her at her own door, refusing her invitation to +enter, she had regained much of her usual manner, her last words haunted +Herrick all through the long, lonely evening. + +He knew quite well that there was a good deal of truth in the accusation +brought against the shrinking Toni. Although he lived a solitary life, +it was impossible altogether to avoid contact with one's neighbours +along the river; and he had heard sundry bits of conversation concerning +Toni which went to prove that Owen Rose's choice of a wife was freely +criticized in the neighbourhood. People agreed that she was certainly +surprisingly pretty, but she did not belong to the class which filled +all the big houses round about. The charitable said she was shy, the +malicious called her _gauche_, without perhaps knowing exactly what they +meant; and everyone who had talked to her asserted that she had no +conversation, and did not appear in the least a suitable wife for a +clever man like Mr. Rose. + +"Poor little girl!" Herrick rose from his seat with a sigh at the end of +the long, dreary evening. "I'm sorry for her--like the little mermaiden +of Hans Andersen, she is ready--now--to dance upon knives for the +possession of a soul! Well, she'll win her soul all right, but God grant +the winning of it doesn't end in tragedy!" + +He stood for a moment gazing into vacancy with a half-tender, +half-cynical smile on his lips. Then he extinguished the lamp, called +Olga from her resting-place on the old divan, and went slowly to bed. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + + +Herrick duly sent Toni a list of such books as he thought suitable for +her purpose; and then began for Toni a succession of long and, if the +truth be told, tedious days spent, in Owen's absence, in the quiet, +stately library, while the August sunshine streamed in through the big +mullioned windows, and turned the books, in their many-hued bindings, +into pools of rich, dim colour, lighted here and there with the flash of +gold, the gleam of purple and scarlet. + +Toni used to wish, half-rebelliously, that the sun would not shine in so +gloriously, turning the polished floor into a golden sea, and bathing +her, as she sat at the table, in a flood of dancing sunbeams. + +It was so hard to sit there reading, trying in vain to dig out the heart +of some book of old stories, sagas and the like, or struggling +helplessly to understand a poem written in lovely but surely +incomprehensible metaphors, and full of words which, though she realized +their beauty, still conveyed little to her intelligence. + +Herrick had perhaps slightly over-estimated her powers. He had never +before come in contact with quite such an undeveloped mind. His own +married life had been too short for him to grasp fully the +characteristics of his wife, and although in some respects she had not +been unlike Toni, she had been differently educated. Her mind had +perhaps little depth, but she was quick and versatile; and owing to her +surroundings she had been able, always, to adopt the shibboleth of the +social set to which she belonged by right of birth. + +So it was that Herrick, with all his sympathy, all his intuition, failed +to plumb the shallows of Toni's mind. He gave her Rossetti when he +should have given her Ella Wheeler Wilcox; and George Eliot when he +should have introduced her to Jane Austen and her gentle sister, Miss +Burney. The "Idylls of the King," clothed in Tennyson's poetic garments, +would have won her interest--instead he advised her to read Malory, and +read him she obediently did, until her brain ached with the clash of +swords, and her eyes were wearied with the glitter of the dragons' +scales or the silver mail of the knights who fought to the death for the +damsels they served. + +Knowing her love of outdoor life, he sent her to Borrow, but even +"Lavengro" failed to charm the lonely student, to whom the sun, the +moon, the stars were all "sweet things" indeed, when no printed page +intervened between her and their sweetness. + +It was weary work, toiling there day after day, while the river flashed +and gleamed in the sunlight, and Jock ran barking hither and thither +under the windows, as though imploring her to leave those musty haunts +and come to chase the elusive yellow sunbeams on the lawn. + +At first she had been used to take the big, high-backed chair at the +head of the table, and spreading out her books, refuse to cast so much +as a look at the sunny world without; but after four or five mornings so +spent she gave in suddenly and betook herself to the little table in the +window, where from her seat she could watch the tall white lilies +swaying in the breeze, or catch the fragrance of the mauve and scarlet +sweet-peas which climbed their hedge just out of sight. + +It was weary work, and Toni's eyes and head ached when the luncheon-bell +rang to set her free from her self-imposed task; but she did not give +in, and after her hasty meal she would return to the library and +struggle till tea-time with half a dozen French exercises, which by the +aid of a key she sternly corrected when finished. + +When Owen arrived home, shortly before dinner, Toni was worn out with +the combined effects of her mental exertions and her lack of fresh air; +but Owen, who was turning over in his mind the material for a novel, was +not in a mood to notice her unwonted silence, and was relieved when, +after dinner, she went early to bed and set him free to spend the +evening in his sanctum, making notes and generally planning out the book +he felt he could write. + +To the novelist there comes, at the inception of a book, a period in +which the things and people around him recede into the background before +the people and things he seeks to create; and it is scarcely to be +wondered at if at these times the writer's vision, which is turned, so +to speak, inward, fails to realize the significance of the scenes being +enacted beneath his mortal eyes. + +And it was so with Owen. During that strenuous fortnight of Toni's +laborious study, Owen was so fully occupied with the visions of his +brain that he had little time to spare for the flesh and blood inmate of +his home; and though he was always kind to Toni, he did not notice that +the laughter was absent from her lips, the joyful light of happiness +quenched in her eyes. + +The idea of his book was beginning to absorb him very thoroughly. +Hitherto he had never had the time to devote to purely imaginative work; +but now that the _Bridge_ was going ahead and his series of articles for +outside papers was finished, he felt the call of fiction very strongly. + +His story was concerned with the conflict between East and West, with +the life of an Indian prince who, after his English education, was +called upon to rule his dead father's kingdom; and Owen's impressions of +India, gathered during a stay of some months in that magic land, formed +a brilliant setting for the half-political, half-romantic story he had +to tell. + +Barry, who was, of course, in the secret, was intensely interested in +this new departure; and had no doubt whatever as to the certainty of +Owen's success. Indeed Owen himself was surprised at the ease with which +he did work he felt to be good. By nature a critic, he would have been +the first to detect signs of carelessness, of over-fluency even in his +own writing; but the narrative, with its felicitous turns of expression, +its lucid, clear-cut phrases, slipped naturally from his pen; and he +felt to the full the truth of Stevenson's couplet: + + "Bright is the ring of words + When the right man rings them." + +One afternoon Owen invited Barry to motor down and dine with them at +Greenriver; and Barry accepted the invitation with alacrity, for he had +not seen Toni for some weeks and was anxious to know how life was +treating her. + +He hurried over his work for the afternoon, and Miss Loder, the +secretary whose services he and Owen shared in common, was secretly +surprised, not to say shocked, by his flippant behaviour over a +monograph supplied by a valued contributor. + +"It's a bit stodgy, eh, Miss Loder? You can feel the ecclesiastical hand +upon the pen-holder, can't you?" + +Miss Loder was the daughter of a clergyman, whose large family had all +been educated with a view to doing some sort of work in the world, and +as was only natural she resented the implied censure on the Church. + +"If purity of English and clarity of thought are stodgy, Mr. Raymond, I +suppose you are right. But what a treat this is after the article of +young Bright's! That was hardly in keeping with the tone of the +_Bridge_, if you like!" + +"Young Bright's article--why, Miss Loder, it was a gem! It was whimsical +in tone, I grant you, perhaps here and there a trifle frivolous, but it +was splendid in its way. It simply sparkled with wit and a kind of +delicate satire." + +"You thought so? I'm afraid I didn't." Miss Loder, who at Cambridge had +been known as an excellent debater, closed the subject by her tone; and +Barry smiled quietly at her self-sufficiency. + +Truth to tell, he had never much liked Miss Loder. While admitting her +absolute competency for the post--for she was in her way a brilliant +young woman--he found her unsympathetic, narrow-minded, wedded to her +own standards of thought and behaviour; and he was wont to assert that +her clear grey eye struck terror to his soul. + +Miss Loder had been intended for a scholastic career: but although she +had passed through her College life with distinction, she found that +after all teaching was not her vocation. + +She was absolutely devoid of patience, and wanting in the tact, the +kindly firmness, the warm sympathy, which go to equip the perfect +teacher; and although she might have a subject at her very finger-tips, +so to speak, she found it almost impossible to hand on her knowledge so +that her class might share it with her. + +Once she realized the fact, Miss Loder very wisely withdrew from the +field in which she was unable to shine; and since the death of her +father had rendered it imperative that she find some remunerative work +without delay, she was glad to accept the post which Owen offered her +through a mutual friend. + +Having once intended to take up journalism, she was conversant with the +mysteries of typewriting and shorthand, and her excellent classical +education rendered her particularly fitted for the post of secretary to +the editor of the _Bridge_ and his coadjutor, Barry Raymond. Her own +literary taste was admirable, if a trifle academic; and Owen found her a +really useful person with whom to discuss the various departments of his +beloved review. + +In appearance, Miss Loder was of middle height, with good features, grey +eyes of an almost disconcerting frankness, and fair hair which she +parted on her forehead and coiled neatly round her head. She was +twenty-nine years of age, but looked younger; and she generally wore a +well-cut grey skirt and severely plain white shirt, which somehow suited +her rather boyish appearance. + +At five o'clock on this particular afternoon Barry bade her good-day, +and joined Owen in the street outside the office, where the big motor +stood throbbing impatiently beneath its owner's hand. + +"Jump in, Barry. If we have a good run we might take Toni on the river +for an hour. Poor little girl, I'm afraid I've rather neglected her +lately." + +Barry took his seat, and under Owen's skilful guidance they were soon +out of the City tumult, speeding smoothly away in the direction of +Richmond. + +It was just beyond Staines that the accident happened. + +Through no fault of his own Owen collided with a badly-steered motor +negotiating a sharp bend; and though no one else was injured it was +discovered, after all was over, that Owen had sustained a fracture of +the right arm. + +The owner of the other car, who was only too palpably a novice in the +art of driving, confounded himself in apologies. He was indeed so +manifestly upset and distressed to find what his carelessness had done, +that in the midst of his own natural annoyance Owen found time to assure +him of his complete forgiveness; and the irony of the situation was made +evident when it leaked out that the offender was a surgeon, resident in +the district, who practised the art of motoring in his spare moments. + +He insisted on Owen returning with him to receive all the care and +attention his medical skill could supply; and thus it was that when the +car, driven by Barry, finally drew up in front of the hall door of +Greenriver, Toni, running down the steps to greet her husband and his +visitor, was startled to observe Owen, a trifle pale, descend from the +car with his right arm supported in a black silk sling. + +"Owen!" Every vestige of colour died out of Toni's face. "What has +happened? You've had an accident!" + +"Nothing much, dear!" He spoke reassuringly. "Collided with another car +outside Staines, and I've broken my stupid arm. But that's all." + +"Quite enough," struck in Barry, smiling. "No one else was hurt, Mrs. +Rose--not even the old idiot who was to blame." + +"It's nearly dinner-time, I suppose," said Owen, looking up at the hall +clock. "We started early to take you on the river, Toni, but I'm afraid +it's too late now." + +"And you're disabled," said Barry. "You'll be dependent on our good +offices for your dinner; won't he, Mrs. Rose?" + +And so it proved, for like a good many people Owen felt utterly at a +loss with only one available hand. To Toni fell the task of cutting up +his food, and her big eyes grew anxious as she noted his lack of +appetite. + +As a matter of fact Owen felt disinclined for food, for anything but +solitude and rest. His head was aching, and his arm was beginning to +pain him so severely that he feared sleep would be out of the question. + +After dinner he yielded to the joint entreaties of Toni and Barry and +went to bed; leaving his wife to entertain his guest until the car +should come round to take him to the station. + +The evening had closed in with rain, and the two sat by one of the +widely-opened windows in the drawing-room, looking out into the dusky +garden, and listening to the soft patter of the rain on the foliage +bordering the lawn. There was no wind, and against the cloudy sky the +tall trees stood like black giants holding out immovable arms, while +from the flowers, refreshed by the shower after their hot, thirsty day, +a grateful fragrance rose to sweeten the damp, cool air. + +For some time Barry and his hostess sat in silence. Toni had taken her +favourite low chair, and her hands lay idly in her lap, the wedding-ring +which was their sole ornament gleaming in the lamplight. To Barry's eyes +her youthful prettiness had a slightly dimmed effect. Without losing +anything of its virginal purity of outline there was a hint of +weariness, of almost jaded fatigue, which startled Barry. He thought +always of Toni as some joyous woodland nymph, a pagan it might be, a +hedonist by nature and training; and while he had regretted, formerly, +her lack of worldly and womanly experience, it gave him something of a +pang at heart to find that this little pagan creature, this pretty, +wild, untutored Undine could apparently lose, for the moment at least, +her joy in the "sweet things" of life. That in the process she might be +slowly and painfully realizing her soul he did not stop to think. To him +the fatigue in her face was pathetic; to Herrick it would have been +enlightening. + +"Mr. Raymond----" Toni spoke at last, and he threw off his absorption to +listen. "If Owen's arm is broken, how will he do his work?" + +"That is just what I've been wondering," said Barry. "Of course the +ordinary office work, the work of the _Bridge_, will go on all right +without him for a bit. I mean--well, you see I can look after things +pretty well, and we have an excellent secretary in Miss Loder." + +"But his own work? He is writing a book--a novel, isn't he? He said +something about it--though he hasn't read any of it to me," added Toni +rather wistfully. + +"I don't suppose he's got very far," said Barry, wondering whether she +felt slighted by the omission. "Owen is a quick worker, I know, but he +has only been at it for a week or two." + +"Oh, I know," she replied hastily. "But how will he go on with it? He +can't write with his left hand, can he?" + +"Not very well." An idea struck Barry, and without stopping to think he +gave it utterance. "Look here, Mrs. Rose, you can help Owen no end! You +must take it down for him. You could easily scribble it off and then +type it out afterwards, couldn't you?" + +Into Toni's eyes flashed a light of pure joy. + +"Oh, do you think I could! I'd do anything--anything to help Owen," she +said eagerly. "It wouldn't be like his articles, full of quotations and +things that want verifying, would it? I mean even a stupid girl--like +me--could do it, couldn't she?" + +"You're not stupid," he rallied her gaily. "Look how quickly you learned +to read proof! And even the superior Miss Loder doesn't type as well as +you!" + +"Doesn't she!" Toni's depression had vanished like magic, and her eyes +were sparkling as she looked at him. "Oh, if I could! But I don't +believe I dare offer, Mr. Raymond! Do you think if _you_ were to mention +it to Owen----" + +"Oh, it would come much better from you!" Barry, whose interference on +the subject of Owen's marriage had not been too well received, shrank +from further officiousness. "If you propose it, I'm sure Owen will jump +at it; and he won't mind his enforced helplessness half so much if he +can get on with the book." + +For a moment Toni said nothing. + +The rain had ceased, and in the darkened sky one or two pale-gold stars +were gleaming. The air was full of sweet, moist scents; and a big white +owl flew by the window, looking weird and ghostly in the dusk. A moment +later they heard him hoot from his eyrie in one of the tall tree-tops, +and Toni shivered a little. + +"I can't get used to their queer cries," she said in a low voice. +"Sometimes I hear them in the night, and they make me shudder. Owen +laughs at me, and quotes Shakespeare, about the owl and the baker's +daughter, but I hate them, all the same." + +"I rather like them," said Barry lightly. "Anyway, you mustn't drive +them away; it's the very worst of luck to turn them out of their +accustomed dwelling-places!" + +"Then, they'll have to stop, I suppose," said Toni practically. "But I +shall go on hating them all the same!" + +Barry laughed and turned the conversation back to her proposed +collaboration with Owen; and Toni was only too eager to discuss the +subject, which lasted, indeed, until Barry said good-bye. + +His last glimpse of her was as she stood on the steps calling out her +farewell; and he carried away a clearly-cut impression of the slight, +blue-robed figure, her black hair a little loosened round her eager, +vivid face, her eyes full of a new and ardent resolution, which had +quite banished the look of sadness and fatigue he had noticed earlier in +the evening. + +It was evident his suggestion had fired her heart and mind, and for a +moment, as he was borne swiftly down the black avenue on to the high +road, Barry asked himself if he had done well to light that lamp of hope +and high desire in her soul. + +If Owen should refuse her aid, if he should let her see that he had no +desire for help from her, no exportation of any adequate service, the +flame which Barry's words had lit would be cruelly extinguished, leaving +in its place only the blank and utter darkness of disillusionment. + +And once removed from her beseeching presence, Barry wondered, rather +hopelessly, if indeed Toni's help would be of any value. She was ready, +eager indeed, to be of use; but was she capable of work such as Owen +would require? + +Against his will Barry had a vision of Miss Loder in Toni's place--not +as wife, but as assistant--and he confessed to himself with a groan that +the highly-finished product of school and college would probably prove +herself of far more practical use than the impulsive, emotional, and +alas! unliterary Toni. + +But the harm was done now. He had lighted the torch in Toni's soul, and +he could only hope that no adverse breath would blow to extinguish its +flame. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + + +"Toni, I have a proposal to make. Suppose you stop typing for a little +while and listen to me. Will you, dear?" + +Toni, all the colour slipping out of her face, put down the sheet she +had just taken up and waited obediently to hear Owen's proposal. + +This was the ninth day of their mutual labour; and even Toni's optimism +could not assert that the experience had been successful. + +She had tried so hard, poor Toni. With every nerve strained to the +utmost, with her mind emptied of anything which did not bear upon the +subject in hand, she had striven to help Owen, to take down from +dictation the words, the sentences, in which his thoughts were clothed. + +She had learned not to look up expectantly at every pause, since she had +realized that to the harassed author, struggling for the one right +phrase, that bright expectancy exercised a deadening effect; and she +never even raised her head when silence fell--the silence in which Owen +weighed and sifted his material, selecting this, rejecting that, and +embodying the result in just the one glowing, clean-cut sentence which +would effectually tell. + +But Toni found herself, all unwillingly, handicapped, by her +non-comprehension both of the matter and method of Owen's creative work. + +A plain, straightforward story Toni could assimilate easily enough. +Something primitive in her responded, also, to the call of the +world-wide emotions of love, hatred, revenge; but Owen's book dealt with +none of these; and the subtle philosophy, the carefully interwoven +motives of political expediency and half-reluctant patriotism were alike +uninteresting and unintelligible. + +Where she did not understand, it was natural she should transcribe +incorrectly; and although it was easy for Owen to revise the typewritten +script after each day's labours, he was perpetually checked in his +stride, as it were, by the necessity of repeating or explaining some +incident or allusion by which Toni was frankly puzzled. + +Naturally, too, the girl was nervous; and Owen's habit of striding to +and fro as he dictated made things, as she said desperately to herself, +far worse. In vain she quickened her pace in a wild attempt to keep up +with him. Faster and faster went her pen, more and more indistinct grew +the scribbled words; and in the hour of stress all ideas of spelling and +punctuation took to themselves wings and fled. + +But worse even than her comparative failure with the merely mechanical +portion of the work was her mental inability to follow the working of +Owen's mind. Handicapped by the necessity of dictating his book, the +author often found himself at a standstill for some word which eluded +him; and although he encouraged Toni to make suggestions, it was very +seldom that she ventured to do so. The work went badly in consequence. +Owen used to think sometimes that if Toni's mind had been more attuned +to his, if they had shared ideas, had held the same standard in fiction, +he might have gained something from this enforced collaboration; but as +things were it became an irritation, effectually stopping the flow of +his ideas; and although he did his best to keep Toni in ignorance of his +feelings, she was bound to realize that the work was progressing in a +lame and halting fashion. + +Therefore she was not surprised when Owen broke it to her, gently, that +he was thinking of a change of secretary. + +"You see, dear,"--he spoke very kindly, feeling indeed very pitiful +towards the girl, whose fluctuating colour showed her mental +disturbance--"this sort of work demands a special training. You are +doing your best, I know, and I am very grateful to you, but you can see, +can't you, that I am getting on badly?" + +"Yes, Owen." She spoke very slowly, and for a moment Owen wondered +whether it would be possible to continue the present arrangement. Then +common sense and creative ardour combined to utter a decided negative, +and feeling himself to be brutal he hurried on. + +"Unfortunately I shan't be able to use my arm for some weeks. That +stupid old doctor ought to pay my secretary's fees, oughtn't he, since +he's responsible for my helplessness!" + +He laughed; but Toni said nothing, and after waiting a second he +continued: + +"You've been most awfully good and patient, dear, and I'm afraid I've +been horribly irritable over the job. But I don't think it's any good +our going on. I'm wearing you out, and losing a lot of time into the +bargain." + +"You are going on with the book?" + +"Of course, yes." His matter-of-fact assent caused poor Toni a pang. +"But I think I shall have to borrow Miss Loder from the office for a few +weeks. She is used to the job, you know. She told me she had once taken +down an eighty-thousand-word book, typed it, and seen it through the +press, because the author was nearly blind. So she would really know all +about the work." + +"Yes." Toni wondered, dully, why the sunshine which poured over her held +no warmth to-day. + +"Well, I'll drop a line to Barry and ask him if he can spare her for a +bit. There's a rather smart typist in one of the other rooms could take +her place, and I might not want her for very long. As far as the book +itself is concerned, I can't work fast enough to get it all done." + +"Yes." Sitting there, repeating the word, parrot-wise, Toni looked very +forlorn; and something in her attitude struck Owen with a perhaps +exaggerated feeling of remorse. + +"Well, that's settled," he said cheerfully, "and after this you needn't +lose your roses sitting indoors so much. I'll tell you what--let's have +a day off, shall we?" + +She nodded, hoping he would not see the tears in her eyes. + +"Right. We'll have the car--Fletcher will have to drive--and go for a +good long run into the country. We'll have lunch out and get back for +dinner. You'll like that?" + +"Very much." She rose. "I'll go and get ready, shall I?" + +"Yes. We'll start at once. By Jove, I shall enjoy a holiday myself!" + +Throughout the day Owen surrounded Toni with an atmosphere of kindness +which he trusted might dispel the soreness he guessed she was +experiencing; but somehow he failed in his object. + +Although the day was superb, a still, golden August day, when the summer +seemed to pause, arrested in its flight by the fulness of perfection to +which it had brought the land, neither Owen nor Toni was sorry to return +to Greenriver. As the car stopped in front of the door Toni cast a +rather wistful look at the jasmine-covered old house she had learned to +love; and for a moment she felt as though she saw herself as those other +women had seen her--the ignorant, frivolous, common little person whom +Owen had married out of pique. + +Never in all her life had Toni felt so humble as on this evening, when +she entered the house which was her home. What had she in common with +the beautiful old hall, with the broad staircase leading to the spacious +gallery, lighted now by the Ten Little Ladies, whose light pierced the +gloom like so many kindly little stars? + +The pictures, the bowls of roses, all the inanimate things she had grown +to look upon as friends--it seemed to her to-night that they looked +coldly to her, resenting her presence as an interloper; and in one +queer, horrible flash of insight Toni seemed to visualize the woman who +should have been the _chatelaine_ of Greenriver--a tall, dignified, +beautiful woman, with the bearing of a princess.... + +"What's the matter, dear?" Owen had seen her shiver. "Are you cold? Yet +it's a warm night." + +"No, thank you, I'm not cold." She spoke gently. "I--I think I'm a +little tired." + +She picked up a brown envelope from the table. + +"Look, Owen, here's a telegram for you." + +"So there is. Open it for me, will you, dear?" + +She did so and handed him the flimsy paper. His eyes brightened as he +read. + +"Good old Barry! He's wasted no time--Miss Loder will come down +to-morrow by the ten o'clock train. I must send the car." + +He went out and spoke to the chauffeur, returning to say: "Will you +arrange for some lunch to be sent up every day, Toni? She can get off by +the four train, I daresay, and that will give us a good long time for +work." + +"I will see to it," Toni said quietly. + +"Thanks, dear. Let me see, there's half an hour before dinner. I might +go and put everything in order as far as we've gone, so that we can +start fair. I mustn't waste her time when she gets here." + +"No. Of course not." + +Although she tried to speak casually, a note in her voice struck Owen +rather unpleasantly. He looked at her sharply in the lamplight; and +something in her child-like attitude, as she stood motionless, her hands +hanging by her sides, gave him a sudden twinge of something like +reproach. + +He looked round quickly. They were alone, and acting on impulse Owen +stooped, and putting his left hand under her chin, tilted her face +upwards until their eyes met. + +"Come, Toni." He had seen the tears in those wistful eyes of hers. +"What's the matter? You are not hurt about the work, are you? If you +would rather not have the woman, say so, and we will go on as we have +been doing. It will get easier in time." + +"Oh no!" Toni spoke quickly, though her lips quivered. "Indeed I'm not +hurt. I--I'm sorry I'm such a fool. I'm only a hindrance to you instead +of a help." + +Although he had no conception of the wound dealt to her by two +thoughtless women, Owen realized that she was in earnest; that she +understood, and regretted, her failure to give him the help he needed; +and for perhaps the first time since his marriage Owen pitied his wife +sincerely. After all, it was he, not she, who was to blame; and being +still in the dark, Owen thanked God that at least she had no idea he had +married her without giving her the love she had had a right to expect. + +"Hush, Toni dear." He held her to him with his sound arm. "After all, I +want you for my wife, not my typist. Miss Loder may be able to do the +work I want done better than you, because she's used to it; but you're +my wife, Toni, and what does anything else matter?" + +He did not know whether his words brought her any comfort. She smiled, +faintly, and returned the kiss he gave her before he let her go; but +when she was alone in her quiet room Toni wept till she could weep no +more. + +She hated Miss Loder from the first. + +Her self-possessed manner, her cool, grey eyes, above all the suggestion +of competency which lurked in every line of her trim, well-tailored +figure, all alike filled Toni with a sharp sense of resentment which she +felt to be both childish and stupid. + +Without perhaps intending it, Miss Loder conveyed a sense of +superiority. Toni was made to feel that this newcomer knew just why she +had been sent for--understood that it was in reality to Toni's +incapacity that she owed her present position; and Toni felt, with a +miserable intensity, that Miss Loder looked upon her as some brilliant +sixth-form girl would survey a kindergarten child, with a kindly, +half-amused, half-contemptuous tolerance. + +Never had Toni so desperately longed to be clever as during that first +week of Miss Loder's secretaryship; and never had she felt herself to be +so ignorant, so childish, so futile a companion for a man like Owen. + +At first Miss Loder had eaten her lunch in solitude. It was Toni's +suggestion that she should join them in the dining-room, and Owen, +supposing that Toni felt it a little discourteous to condemn the other +woman to a lonely meal, agreed cordially to the plan. + +Over her luncheon Miss Loder laid aside her rather scholastic, manner, +and talked pleasantly in a quite refreshingly frivolous way; but try as +she might Toni never felt at ease in her presence; and gradually she +dropped out of the conversation until she sat for the greater part of +the meal in silence. + +Owen, absorbed in his book, did not notice her taciturnity, and though +he responded politely to Miss Loder's chatter, it was evident he was not +captivated by her undoubted social gifts to the extent of forgetting the +purpose of her presence. + +As for Miss Loder, Toni had guessed her attitude towards Mr. Rose's wife +correctly enough. To the clever, highly-trained mind of the Girton girl +Toni's whole personality was so appallingly feeble. + +"The brains of a hen, and the soul, probably, of a chorus-girl." So Miss +Loder, quite unjustly, summed up Toni. "Married the man to get out of a +life of drudgery, I expect, and is as much of a companion to her husband +as a pretty little Persian cat would be. Why _will_ these nice men marry +such nonentities, I wonder? She is bound to be a drag on him all her +days." + +For all her shrewdness Miss Loder never dreamed that her estimation of +Toni was clearly evident to the person concerned. In her fatally orderly +mind Toni was classified as a "type"--the type of the pretty, useless, +childish wife; and Miss Loder never looked for any variation of the type +when once she had labelled the specimen. + +That his now secretary did her work admirably Owen realized with intense +gratitude. For all her modern self-assertiveness Miss Loder was clever +enough to realize that in Owen she had met her intellectual master; and +being at heart a veritable woman she never attempted to challenge the +supremacy of the masculine mind. + +The work progressed quickly; and gradually, as the fascination of his +work grew upon him, Owen became more and more absorbed in his book. He +was always planning some incident, rehearsing, mentally, some situation +or some telling dialogue; and the outer life around him receded into a +dim and misty distance, in which Toni's pathetic little figure was +almost lost. + +Toni did not give in easily. She made feeble tentative attempts to share +his author's rapture. She asked him timid little questions, to which he +gave smilingly vague answers; and once she even suggested that he should +read to her the chapters he had already finished. + +Owen refused, quite gently, but inexorably; and Toni felt a miserable +certainty that he did not think her capable of understanding or +appreciating his work. + +The day this happened she ordered the car and went for a long and +solitary excursion into the country. Of late she had not used the car, +preferring to hang wretchedly about the house and garden, half-resenting +the absorption of the two workers shut up in the library, not daring to +interrupt their toil, yet longing, vaguely, for the courage to enter +boldly and claim her share of the mutual labour. + +But to-day she felt that she could stand the house no longer. A great +desire was upon her for the sunny places of the earth, and in her +present mood the slow, gliding traffic of the river held for her no +attraction. She longed for the swift, exhilarating rush through the air +which, the car would give her; and Fletcher took her orders with +alacrity. + +"A long round--yes, ma'am." He deliberated. "It's not three yet, and I +suppose you don't care to be 'ome much before dinner-time?" + +"No, I want to be out for hours," she said feverishly, and Fletcher was +only too pleased to oblige her. + +Even Toni's depression could not hold beneath the tonic of that glorious +ride. It was a splendid September day, when the country lay bathed in +floods of rolling sunshine, and there was just enough bite in the air to +set the blood racing through one's veins, and bring the sparkle to one's +eyes. + +Toni sat upright in the car, gazing out over the golden fields to the +misty hills beyond, and everything she saw filled her with the true and +vivid happiness which the lover of the "sweet things" of the earth knows +so well. + +A field of yellow corn ablaze with scarlet poppies, a group of trees +among which the copper beech blazed with a glory as of the sunset, a +glimpse of a wide common all aflame with sweet-scented gorse ... now and +again a hint of the river flashing and sparkling beneath the shining +sky--Toni, the ignorant, despised Toni, knew how to appreciate the +glories of the earth as the brilliant Millicent Loder could never do. + +On and on they rushed. Fletcher, who in common with the other servants +respected Owen and adored Toni, was only too glad to please his young +mistress by taking her far afield; and he utilized his wide knowledge of +the countryside in her service, treating Toni indeed to such a panorama +of the fertile country as she had never yet been privileged to behold. + +They were running through a little village on their homeward way when a +tyre burst with a loud report; and Fletcher pulled up with an expression +of dismay. + +"I'm sorry, ma'am--I shall have to delay you a bit while I put on a new +tyre." He looked round him rather doubtfully. "I suppose you wouldn't +care to take a cup of tea while I put it right?" + +"Mrs. Rose!" A cyclist had halted by the car, and looking up Toni saw +Herrick standing beside her. "Had an accident? Nothing serious, I hope." + +"Tyre burst, sir," announced the chauffeur, who with the rest of the +village looked upon the shabby inhabitant of the Hope House as a +harmless eccentric. "I was just asking my mistress if she would care to +have some tea while I repair it." + +"A capital idea," said Herrick, whose amused eyes saw quite well the +chauffeur's estimate of him. "Mrs. Rose, may I take you to get some tea? +One of these cottages will supply it, I daresay--or there is quite a +decent little inn over yonder." + +"Thanks very much." Toni was thirsty, and she liked Herrick. "I'd love +some tea--if you'll have some too." + +"To be sure I will." He propped his bicycle carelessly against a fence +and opened the door of the car. "Which shall we try? A cottage or the +inn?" + +In the end they decided for the inn; and leaving Fletcher to set to +work, Herrick escorted Toni down the village street to the door of the +old-fashioned inn which called itself, rather ambiguously, the "Cock and +Bottle." + +The landlady, who spoke with a Northern burr which made, Herrick glance +curiously at her, came bustling into the flagged passage to greet them, +and when she had taken their order for tea she ushered them into the +parlour with a hospitable smile. + +"I'll fetch tea in a minute," said she, "t' kettle's boilin' an' I've a +cake on the griddle just about fit." + +When she had gone Toni turned two perplexed eyes on Herrick. + +"Mr. Herrick, what does she mean? Does the cake fit the griddle, or +what?" + +Herrick laughed lustily. + +"Oh, you Londoner--you poor little Southern kid! Haven't you ever been +in Yorkshire--good old Yarkshire, as they call it--the country of tykes +and gees and men that can't be beat?" + +"Oh, is that Yorkshire!" Toni coloured with excitement. "Mr. Herrick, my +father came from there! All his people did--but they're dead now, and +I've never been North!" + +"Really?" He was to the full as much interested in the coincidence as +she. "Well, our good landlady is certainly a Yorkshire woman--and I hope +she'll give us a real Yorkshire tea!" + +His hope was fulfilled when the buxom Mrs. Spencer returned, which she +speedily did. She carried a tray laden not only with cups and saucers, +but with an assortment of cakes which would have rejoiced the heart of a +Yorkshire child. + +"Them's crud cheesecakes," said she, beaming on the pair, "an' these fat +rascals is to-day's bake--and the griddle cakes an' all." She laid the +table deftly. "I'll fetch the tea-pot and t' cream, and then ye can help +yersens." + +When she put down the tea-pot, however, Herrick detained her with a +question. + +"You don't belong to these parts, Mrs. Spencer?" + +"No, sir." She shook her head blithely. "I'm a Yorkshire woman, praise +the pigs! Married a South-country man, I did--and often wished as I +'adn't--when 'e wur alive, that's to say." + +"Since his demise you've altered your mind?" + +"Well, he left me pretty well provided for," returned the late Spencer's +widow comfortably, "an' I won't say as 'e wur an out-an-out bad 'usband. +But somehow I can't abide South-country folk." + +"They say we Yorkshire tykes are a rough lot," said Herrick, smiling, +and she took up the challenge at once. + +"Oh, that's all my eye and Betty Martin," she returned in the vernacular +of her youth, "I grant you there's a lot of soft-sawder about the +fellers down here, but they ain't in it wi' us up in Yorkshire." + +"Where do you come from, Mrs. Spencer? I'm a dalesman myself; +Wensleydale's my native land." + +"I'm from Thirsk, sir. My mother was washerwoman to lots of the gentry +round, and my people still lives there, in a cottage on the Green." + +"Ah, I know Thirsk--fine old church there, one of the finest in the +North Riding. You've never been there, Mrs. Rose?" He turned to include +Toni in the conversation, and found her wide-eyed and flushed with +excitement. + +"Mr. Herrick, my people lived near Thirsk--in a farm at Feliskirk in the +hills. Oh, do you think she knew them?" + +Mrs. Spencer, who had hitherto overlooked Toni, turned to her in +surprise. + +"If you'll tell me the name, miss--ma'am. We knew most of t' people in +t' neighbourhood." + +"Gibbs--their name was Gibbs." She spoke breathlessly. "The house was +called the Green Farm. Oh, do you know anything about them?" + +"Gibbs? The Green Farm?" Mrs. Spencer stared incredulously. "Why, I knew +old Gregory Gibbs well--and a fine old fellow he was too. And Fred and +Roger--why, I knew 'em both. They used to come down into t' town on +market days with their dad, and a pair of jolly little lads they were +an' all--especially Roger." + +"Roger was my father," said Toni quietly, and Mrs. Spencer uttered an +exclamation. + +"You don't say! But Roger, he ran away--leastways e went off to furrin +parts and we 'eard as 'ow 'e'd married an Heyetalian young lady out +there. And you are really Roger Gibbs' bairn?" + +"Yes; he married my mother--an Italian girl--in Naples. I was born +there. But they're both dead now," said Toni sadly. + +"Oh, I'm sorry to 'ear that!" Mrs. Spencer spoke sincerely. "To think as +I should live to see young Roger's lass 'ere in my 'ouse! You don't +favour the Gibbs, miss, if I may say so." + +"No, Mrs. Rose is more like her mother's people, I expect," said +Herrick, noticing as he spoke how pale Toni looked now that the flush of +excitement had died away. "But if she has never been to Yorkshire, at +least she can taste her native cakes, eh, Mrs. Spencer?" + +Thus reminded of her duties Mrs. Spencer bustled away to find some +"preserve," which was only brought out for specially honoured guests; +and Toni took the seat Herrick placed for her at the table. + +"You'll pour out for us? That's right. I'm afraid our good landlady will +want to stay and chatter! Do you mind?" + +"Oh, no--do let her stay and talk about my people!" pleaded Toni, and +this Mrs. Spencer was very ready to do. + +Standing by the table, resting her empty tray on her ample hip, she +poured forth a stream of disjointed memories to which Toni listened +eagerly. Mrs. Spencer, it seemed, had had an aunt living in the village +with the Gibbs; and as a child she had often stayed there; so that she +had known Toni's father well. + +"Of course, t' Gibbs were always a cut above us," she owned frankly. "My +feyther was a foundry hand till he died, and wasn't too steady neither; +and when 'e died my mother took in washing. There was a trick young +Roger once played 'er about a washing-basket ... what was it now?" She +paused to meditate. "Nay, I can't think on this minute ... but she allus +said as 'e wur nowt but a bowdekite!" She laughed, jollily, at the +recollection, and pressed a cheesecake on Toni with a heartiness there +was no resisting. + +Thanks to her chatter time flew; and Herrick was just beginning to think +of the waiting chauffeur, when there was a sudden spatter of rain +against the window panes; and looking out he saw that while they had +been talking a storm had been brewing. + +"I'm afraid you'll have to wait a little, Mrs. Rose!" He pointed to the +rain, now streaming down in a steady torrent. "It won't be more than a +shower, I daresay." + +"Oh, and Fletcher's outside in it." Toni put down her cup. "Mr. Herrick, +could I tell him to come inside and have some tea, do you think? We've +been out for hours, you know." + +"Certainly. I'll see about it." + +He went out and brought in the chauffeur, delivering him over to Mrs. +Spencer's good offices; and then returned to find Toni sitting rather +disconsolately by the window, looking out at the rain as it splashed +into the quickly-forming puddles in the village street. + +The sudden storm, the silence which fell after Mrs. Spencer's departure, +or the early-falling dusk, had brought back all her misery to Toni's +mind, banishing in a flash all her recent joyful animation; and when, +after observing her for a moment, Herrick came forward, he saw that a +blight had fallen over her late gaiety. + +She did not hear his step--thought, perhaps, that he had stayed to speak +to the chauffeur or chat with the landlady; and all at once such a sense +of bitter desolation swept over Toni that she began to cry softly to +herself in the dusk. + +Instantly Herrick began to back noiselessly towards the door; but Fate, +or perhaps a malignant Boo-Boo, pushed a footstool in his path, over +which he stumbled with an involuntary ejaculation. + +Startled, Toni turned round and saw him; and cursing his own clumsiness, +Herrick judged it best to come forward openly. + +"Your man is having some tea, under Mrs. Spencer's kindly auspices." He +smiled. "It seems she 'don't reckon nowt' to our combined appetites, so +I hope Fletcher will make up for our shortcomings." + +He sat down in the low window seat, not far from Toni, and with a smile +asked permission to smoke. + +"Of course--please do." She spoke indifferently. + +"Your husband isn't an inveterate smoker--like me?" He lighted a +cigarette gratefully. "I thought most literary men were slaves to +tobacco." + +"I think Owen smokes a good deal," she said. "And especially now that he +is working so hard. Miss Loder is quite shocked at his cigarettes." + +"Miss Loder?" The question slipped out before he had time to reflect. + +"My husband's secretary." She broke off abruptly, as though unwilling to +say more. Then a great flood of bitterness rolled over her spirit, at +the memory of her own failure; and mingled with it came a sore envy and +distrust of the clear-eyed, capable woman who had supplanted her. +Together, the two proved irresistible; and with an almost child-like +instinct to confide in the man whom she felt to be trustworthy, Toni +turned to Herrick and poured forth her sad little story of +disappointment and bitter disillusionment. + +Out it all came, her desire to help her husband, and the dread awakening +to the fact of her own incompetency. Herrick, listening, realized, as +perhaps Owen could not have done, what a blow to Toni's hopes the +failure of the experiment had been; and remembering her earlier +confidences, when she had appealed to him to reverse the judgment passed +upon her by two cruel women, he began to wonder whether Toni would ever +find any happiness in the life which had once looked so glorious to her +youthful eyes. + +He said very little till she had finished, though now and again, a quiet +question made clear some point involved by her own incoherency; and from +the bottom of his heart he pitied the girl who was beginning to realize +that though she might be the wife of the man she loved, she would never +be his real companion and helpmate until she could attain something +nearer to the high standard of perfection for which he looked. + +"This Miss Loder--you like her?" + +"I believe--sometimes--I almost hate her," said Toni drearily. "She is +everything I am not, you see. She is clever, well-educated, amusing. I +think I hate women who tell amusing stories," she added vindictively, +biting her lip with her strong little teeth. + +"But she is not personally objectionable to you?" Herrick wished to +hear, if possible, how she treated her employer's wife. + +"No--at least she doesn't mean to be," said Toni, striving to speak +fairly. "But I know she thinks I am a fool, and pities Owen for having +married me. I believe she thinks I ought never to speak to Owen, never +ask him any questions about the book. She was quite--short--with me +yesterday because I went in to speak to Owen during the afternoon!" + +"Oh, but that's absurd!" Herrick felt a quite unreasonable dislike for +the superior Miss Loder. "After all you are his wife--she is only his +secretary--and husbands and wives have a claim on each other which no +sane person would deny." + +"Yes." She did not look convinced, and he tried again. + +"Don't forget, will you, that a wife holds an absolutely unique +position. She is the one person in the world to whom the man is +answerable for his actions, just as she is answerable to him for her +own; and if she is--hurt--or annoyed by any proceeding on the part of +her husband, she has a perfect right to express her wishes on the +subject." + +"You mean I have a right to ask Owen to send away Miss Loder?" Toni was +always direct in her statements. "I suppose I have--if I wanted to--but +I don't. It isn't Miss Loder who makes me miserable. It's the whole +hopeless situation." + +Her words startled him. + +"Not hopeless, Mrs. Rose!" + +"Why not?" In her eyes he read again that hint of a tortured woman soul +which he had glimpsed before. "It isn't very hopeful, is it? My husband +wants help and sympathy, which I cannot give him; and yet because he +married me he can't ask anyone else for it except in a business way." + +"But--you don't mean:----" Herrick paused, aghast at the horrible idea +her words had conjured up; and Toni, with the new quickness which +suffering was teaching her, hastened to reassure him. + +"Oh, I don't mean he wants to marry any other woman," she said proudly. +"I am his wife--unfortunately for him, perhaps, but he will always be +true to me. Besides, Miss Loder isn't that sort," she added, rather +vaguely. + +"Then what----" + +"Oh, you don't understand!" Her sad voice robbed the words of all +petulance. "Though you are most awfully kind--and clever--you see you +aren't married, Mr. Herrick, and that makes a difference." + +"Who told you I was not married?" His tone was studiously quiet, yet the +girl looked at him quickly, wonderingly. + +"I don't think anyone told me--but I thought you weren't." She +hesitated, then went on hurriedly. "I used to think that was why you +were so--so sad. I mean--oh, I know you laugh and talk and are kind, but +somehow I felt all the time there was a sadness underneath...." + +She broke off, roused from thoughts of her own trouble by the fear that +she had given him pain; and for a moment neither spoke. + +Then, with a glance at the window, down whose panes the rain was still +streaming, Herrick took a sudden resolution. + +Perhaps if he told this girl the story of his own marriage, opened +before her eyes the book on whose pages was inscribed so tragic a +history, she might take courage anew, realizing that her own pitiful +little story held no hint, at least, of shame or disgrace, no hint of a +mutual disillusionment which only death could adjust. + +He rose abruptly. + +"I'll just speak to your man," he said. "I don't think it would be wise +to start yet, but I'll see what he says, shall I?" + +She let him go, wondering whether her last speech had vexed him; and in +a moment he returned. + +"Fletcher agrees with me that it will be wise to wait a quarter of an +hour," he said; "the rain is not nearly so heavy, and the sky is growing +lighter." + +"Very well." She spoke listlessly, and his resolve was strengthened. +Sitting down on the window seat again, he asked her a question. + +"You didn't know I was married? Would you care to hear the story of my +marriage? It isn't a very happy story, but it might serve to show you +what a different thing your marriage will yet turn out to be." + +"I should like to hear what you can tell me," Toni said slowly; and +after a moment's hesitation Herrick began the story which he had rightly +called unhappy. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + + +"It is just four years since I met the girl who was to be my wife. I was +taking a holiday in Ireland at the time; and daring a visit to an old +friend in Dublin I was introduced to a certain Mr. Payton, an Irish +squire, who had brought his two daughters up from the country for a few +weeks' gaiety. Well, we took a fancy to one another. I was always a +queer sort of chap, hating convention and all the trammels of society, +and I liked the old man at once. He was a big, jolly old boy, a thorough +sportsman and Irish to the backbone. Poor as a rat, yet living somehow +like a Prince; hospitable to a fault, and looking on debts and duns in +the light of a joke." + +He paused for a second, then went on quietly: + +"I went back with him and his two girls after their Dublin visit was +ended. They were all very kind to me, and there was a sort of charm +about the old castle where they lived, always in difficulties, yet +keeping open house, and managing, in some mysterious way, to have the +best of everything. There are people like that, you know--people who, +without possessing a penny, manage to acquire pounds' worth of +everything. It's an art, and old Squire Payton had it at his +finger-tips." + +Outside the rain still fell. Inside the room everything was very quiet. + +"Well, the end of it was that I fell in love with Eva Payton. She was +just eighteen--a bewitching age, I used to think, and as pretty as a +picture. Golden curls that were generally tied up with a blue ribbon, +big Irish eyes, put in, as they say, with a smutty finger, a little +mouth all soft curves, the tiniest, whitest teeth--oh, there's no +denying she was a beauty; and she made my heart beat faster every time +she looked at me." + +He had spoken rather dreamily, and Toni sat still, fascinated by this +authentic peep into another's life; but with a sudden rather harsh +laugh, Herrick resumed his story in a different tone. + +"Well, we were married. In those days I had a little money--not a great +deal, but I managed to make a fair income by painting. I never told you +I painted, did I? Well, I did--portraits chiefly; and made quite a +decent bit of money." + +Toni, who knew nothing of art and artists, never suspected that she was +in the company of one of the best-known portrait-painters of the day; +and Herrick was well content to keep her in ignorance. + +"So we were married and came back to London. We had a house in +Kensington--quite an unfashionable locality, but one of the big, +old-fashioned houses you find there, with a large garden which was worth +a fortune, to my way of thinking. But I soon found that my wife wasn't +satisfied to live quietly, out of the world, as it were. She hankered +after a house in St. John's Wood, among the 'other artists' or in +Hampstead among the rich people. She didn't want to be stuck down among +frumps and dowds, she said. West Kensington was all very well for women +who were churchy, given up to good works, but she wanted to be in a +lively, social, bridge-playing set; and she moped and pined so in our +quiet life that I gave in and we moved to a much smarter locality." + +Toni, her eyes fixed on his face, said nothing when he paused; and after +a minute he resumed his narrative. + +"Well, from the first it was an unlucky move--for me. The house was too +big, and required a lot of extra furnishing. The studio wasn't as good +as my other one had been, and there was only an apology for a garden. +But Eva had her wish. People called on her, and finding her pretty, +vivacious, clever in her quick Irish way, they took her up and made a +fuss of her. She was invited here and there, and of course her personal +expenditure rose in consequence. Unfortunately my work didn't increase +in proportion. I had the bad luck to fall ill--the only time in my life +I've ever had an illness--and for several months I was unable to touch a +brush. Of course I had a little money put by, and with ordinary prudence +we should have pulled through all right. But Eva had never learned +prudence. She had lived all her life in an atmosphere of debt and +dunning creditors and over in easy-going old Ireland no one cared a +straw if one were in debt or no. So to my horror when I was convalescent +I found my foolish little wife had been running up enormous bills. +Everything was in arrears. The housekeeping money had gone to pay for +her daily amusements, the servants were unpaid, the tradespeople +clamouring." + +He laughed, rather drearily. + +"Well, I sold out a little stock I had and set matters right or so I +thought. I put the rest of the money in the bank and told Eva she must +be rather careful. But imagine my horror when one day she came to me, +whimpering with fright, and confessed she had several personal bills +unpaid and the creditors were pressing her. At first she did not tell me +the whole truth. She prevaricated, showed me one or two bills not made +up to date, and was vague about the different amounts. Finally she owned +that she was in debt for nearly five hundred pounds." + +"Five hundred pounds!" It was Toni's first interruption. + +"Yes. Sounds a lot, doesn't it? We'd only been married a year. Still +there was nothing for it but to realize some more capital, and I did it, +and then asked for the bills. She brought them unwillingly, after a vain +attempt to get me to entrust the payment to her; and to my surprise and +relief, I found that three hundred would cover the lot." + +"But----" + +"Oh, it didn't--by a long way. By dint of a good deal of persuasion, I +got it out of my wife that the rest was owing to different friends for +bridge and racing debts. Of course I had forgotten that my little Irish +wife was a born horse-lover, and, I'm sorry to say, gambler; and I ought +not to have been surprised. But I was. And I'm afraid I was a bit +brutal. You see I couldn't help thinking it was rather hard that the +money I'd worked for was to be squandered; and I spoke rather sharply to +the poor child." + +Toni, listening, thought he was justified in speaking sharply, but she +did not venture to say so. + +"I scolded her first--she was like a child expecting to be sent to +bed--and then I got a statement of her debts and paid them. But I told +her, at the same time, that I should never do it again. I promised to +help her in little ways if the allowance I made her was insufficient; +but I pointed out to her that my income wouldn't stand the drain of huge +payments like these; and she cried pitifully and promised, solemnly, +that she would never play for money again." + +"And she did?" Toni's interest in the story was her excuse. + +He shrugged his shoulders. + +"Of course. It was in her blood. Gambling in one form or another she +must have. Someone told me afterwards--after the crash--that it was an +almost uncanny sight to see my wife, looking like a child with her curls +and her big grey eyes, sitting at the bridge table playing feverishly +into the small hours of the morning; or talking to bookmakers' clerks +with an evidently inborn knowledge of the ways of horse-racing. I was a +fool, of course. Instead of sitting in my studio painting portraits, I +ought to have gone about with her--and yet, if I had, there'd have been +no money for either of us." + +He sighed heavily. + +"Well, the crash came eventually. Twice more I paid her debts and twice +she swore to give up her folly. Then I was sent for to a big place in +Wales, to paint some portraits--those of the three daughters of the +house--and of course I had to go. I had been there a month when I got an +urgent wire from my solicitors to return at once; and back to town I +went, to see what mischief my little wife had been getting into." + +"And you found----" + +"I found the house in an uproar. Waiting for me was my solicitor, and +with him a Jewish-looking man who was the head of a large jeweller's +business in the West End. Also--in another room--were a detective and a +well-known pawnbroker. Now--can you reconstruct the story they told +me--between them?" + +She shook her head. + +"No, I can't imagine what it was." + +"You wouldn't." For a moment a sort of tenderness softened his tone, +which hardened again as he went on. "It seems my wife had never, from +the beginning, told me the truth, with regard to the extent of her +liabilities. Besides those I knew of, she owed two or three hundreds to +a money-lender, to whom she had gone in a panic on first discovering she +was in debt. He had lent her the money, at an enormous rate of interest, +and as she had been unable to pay anything he was now pressing for +immediate payment. Distracted by his threats, and by the other bills +which her extravagance had run up, too terrified to appeal to me after +her solemn promises, Eva conceived a really desperate plan. Taking +advantage of my absence she went to Jordan and Green, the jewellers, and +asked if she might have a very fine pearl necklace on approval. They +demurred a little, politely, at first, and asked her name, whereon she +gave it, without hesitation, as Lady Eileen Greenlay, an Irish girl with +whom she had been acquainted in Dublin, and to whom she bore a striking +resemblance. She gave them Lady Eileen's address in Hamilton Terrace, +and one of the clerks, who knew the lady by sight, advised the head of +the firm that this was really she. Of course they knew the family were +wealthy people, and as Eva was beautifully dressed, with furs--unpaid +for--worth two hundred pounds, they let her have the necklace, and off +she went with it." + +"But how risky!" Toni breathed the word in horror. + +"A desperate woman sticks at very little," Herrick reminded her grimly. +"Well, the misguided girl took her trophy and went off to Rockborough, +the big pawnbroker, where she displayed the necklace and asked for a +loan. Seeing no reason to doubt her genuineness, they advanced her a +large sum--though not, of course, the full value of the jewels, and she +took the money and paid the money-lender and one or two more people who +were pressing her. But it happened by a queer coincidence that a day or +two later Jordan and Green had a visit from an aunt of the real Lady +Eileen's, who wished to send her a little diamond pendant for a birthday +present; and when she gave the address to which it was to be sent as one +of the best hotels in Mentone, the jewellers became uneasy. They +instituted inquiries, found the young lady's family were all out of +town, the Hamilton Terrace house closed; and it became pretty evident +they had been hoaxed." + +He paused; but Toni did not speak. + +"The first thing they did was to make inquiries at the big pawnbrokers, +and of course they knew in an hour or two that they had been done. With +a queer sort of cleverness, Eva had given herself out, to the second lot +of people, as an actress to whom the necklace--a present--was worth +little compared with the value in cash; and they had believed her story. +But naturally it was soon proved to be false; and at first matters were +at a deadlock. Well, the police were called in; and by dint of many +inquiries among taxi-drivers, the girl was finally traced to the +money-lender's office in Holborn. He, of course, was as close as the +grave; but one of his clerks was bribed into giving the lady's name; and +everything was easy after that." + +"Oh, poor girl!" Toni's soft heart felt a great compassion for the +frightened wife. + +"At first, of course, she denied everything. Unfortunately, Lord Thirsk, +the father of the girl she had impersonated, took up a very violent +attitude and demanded the utmost restitution; and since so many people +were in the secret it was absolutely impossible to hush it up. I did my +best; I offered everything I had in the world if they would let the +matter drop without a prosecution, but it was useless. The thing had to +go to court, and there was a big excitement over the case." + +"And----" + +"Oh, the result was a foregone conclusion. In spite of everything, in +spite of her denials, her terrified lies, her vain attempts to clear +herself by"--he hesitated--"by implicating me, the case against her was +as clear as the day. I tried my hardest--I perjured myself to try to +clear her of the worst guilt--I strove my best to make her out my tool, +but it wasn't any good. The Counsel on the other side simply turned me +inside out in two minutes. In spite of all my efforts I couldn't +convince him I'd had a hand in it--and of course my absence from town +showed the truth pretty plainly. Well, Eva spoke out, in the end." + +Ho set his lips as he thought of the miserable girl's confession, +following on hours of mental torture at the hands of the prosecuting +Counsel. + +"In the end I think it was a relief to her to speak the truth. After +seeing all her lies, all the pitiful, sordid little lies, torn to +pieces, after hearing all the weight of evidence against her, seeing the +net close in on her--on one helpless, terrified little girl--she gave in +and begged desperately for mercy. She seemed to think if she told the +truth--at last--they would pardon her, let her off, and she poured out +the whole story and cried out for forgiveness. She couldn't believe they +would send her to prison...." + +His brow was wet with the reminiscent agony of those closing scenes. + +"Of course they could do nothing but sentence her. Then, when she +understood that she was to be sent to prison after all, she went nearly +off her head with fright ... she swore she'd lied, retracted everything +she'd said ... oh, there was a terrible scene--she shrieked when they +tried to silence her, clung to the dock so that they shouldn't take her +away ... my God! It was horrible, horrible to see her, so little and +fragile, screaming to me to save her from the men who were all against +her...." + +Toni, white to the lips, could see it all. She had forgotten her own +griefs now in contemplation of this far more terrible sorrow. + +"Even the Judge was upset when he had to sentence her. The court was +full of women--I told you the case had attracted a lot of attention--but +thank God they were rendered miserable by their presence there in the +end. When she heard her sentence--eighteen months in the second +division--she couldn't grasp it at first--and then just as I was +beginning to feel I must do something or I should go mad, she fainted +clean away and was carried out insensible." + +"Oh, Mr. Herrick,"--Toni, her eyes full of tears, spoke +impetuously--"how terrible for you--for you both! Did you go to her and +try to comfort her?" + +He was silent for a long moment. Then-- + +"That was the worst of all." His voice was grim. "When once she realised +that she was helpless, that she was to be kept in prison, against her +will, for eighteen long months, all her love for me turned to hate. By a +queer, perverted instinct she blamed me for everything that had +happened. She persisted in asserting that I could have saved her if I +would. It was quite useless for me to say anything. I was allowed to see +her once more--with my solicitor--and she heaped reproaches on my head +till my blood ran cold. She called me a scoundrel, a coward, because I +hadn't succeeded in shifting the blame to my own shoulders. She raged +against her fate, swore she wouldn't obey the rules, would starve +herself to death--and taunted me with the fact, that while she was +suffering, starving, in a prison cell, I should be warm and well-fed at +home. She screamed out that she hated me, wished me dead--and my last +glimpse of her was as she disappeared, her face distorted with passion +till all the soft childish beauty had vanished." + +"And she is there now?" + +"In prison? Yes." + +"But--is the time nearly over?" + +"Yes. Four weeks to-day Eva will be set free." He stared out of the +window with unseeing eyes. "And then will come the question--what are we +to do?" + +"To do?" She did not understand. + +"Yes. You know, she will never forgive me. In her childish, unreasonable +way, she persists in thinking everything that happened was my fault. If +I had given her more money, she would not have got into debt. If I +hadn't gone to Wales and left her alone she would never have done the +thing; and if I had only lied better, the blame would have been +mine--and the punishment." + +"But it was she who was guilty----" + +"I know--but if I could have gone to prison in her stead, God knows I'd +have gone--willingly. Things are so different for men. When I think of +her, the little, soft, fragile thing I married, shut up alone in a cell, +wearing prison garments, eating rough prison food, being ordered about +by harsh, domineering women, why, I almost curse myself that I am free +to walk about under God's blue sky!" + +"Shall you go back to London--when she is free?" + +"I don't know--I don't know," he said rather drearily. "I let the house +at once--gave it up at the next quarter, and our things are stored. I +wanted to get away from it all, so I came down here and took the +bungalow, but of course it won't suit Eva." + +"Couldn't you--change your name?" + +"That's done already," he said. "Just after the trial an uncle +obligingly died and left me nine thousand pounds on the understanding I +should take his name; so I did, of course, and turned myself from James +Vyse into James Herrick." + +"Then no one will know?" + +"No. But this life, this vagabond river life that both you and I love, +wouldn't suit Eva very long. No, I'm afraid we shall have to seek some +'city of bricks and mortar'--but even my wife won't be keen on London, +and it's the only city one can live in properly." + +While he talked, the rain had ceased; and he rose as he spoke the last +words. + +"Well, Mrs. Rose, I've showed you the skeleton in my cupboard--and he's +a pretty grisly object, isn't he? But I don't want to depress you with a +recital of my woes. After all, life's sweet, sister--and you and I, +thanks be to God, have the soul of the gipsy within us, which is made +quite happy, poor feckless thing, by the sight of the sun or the music +of the breeze!" + +Her eyes kindled with sudden comprehension. + +"Yes--and you've shown me what a fool I am to think myself unhappy!" She +too sprang up, and her body was full of vigour and youth again. "I won't +give in, Mr. Herrick! You've not given in, and you've heaps more cause +than I have. After all, I'm young and I love nature and--and my +husband--and I _have_ a soul--you told me so! And in time Owen will be +satisfied with me, won't he?" + +"Of course he will!" In his heart Herrick thought the man who was +dissatisfied with this eager, enthusiastic, courageous youth must be +hard indeed to please. + +"I've read nearly all those books," she said proudly, "and I can read +French ever so much better now. And I won't care for Miss Loder's cold +stares and her amused little laugh when I do something silly. And if I +go on trying, I shall soon be a fit companion for Owen, shan't I, Mr. +Herrick?" + +"Dear little child," he said, laying his hand on her shoulder, "don't +try too hard! Read your books, study languages, take an interest in the +vital questions of the day--but don't lose your tenderness, your +sympathy, your freshness of heart. Grow up if you will, but don't grow +too fast! And in cultivating your soul, don't forget that a woman's +heart is her sweetest, rarest treasure after all!" + +He released her gently. + +"There! My sermon's over--and so, apparently, is the rain. And that +blithe footstep I hear outside surely heralds the approach of Mrs. +Spencer!" + +He was right. After a loud knock the door opened briskly to disclose +Mrs. Spencer bearing a lighted lamp; and Herrick went forward to relieve +her of her burden. + +"Enter the Lady with the Lamp!" quoth he, smiling. "Well, Mrs. Spencer, +the rain's over and gone, and it's time we went too, eh, Mrs. Rose?" + +"I suppose so." She took up the coat she had thrown aside. "Has the +chauffeur had some tea, Mrs. Spencer?" + +"Lor yes, ma'am, and enjoyed it too," responded the landlady, beaming. +"A rare good trencherman he be an' all! I'd sooner meat him for a week +nor a fortnight, as they say in our parts." + +"Meet him?" Even Herrick did not recognise the idiom. + +"Yes, sir--board him, give him his meat," explained Mrs. Spencer +volubly. "But I can't say as much for you and the young lady, sir." + +She looked regretfully at the still loaded plates. + +"We've had a lovely tea, Mrs. Spencer," said Toni, her heart very warm +towards this comely woman who had known her father. "I shall come and +see you again some day. May I?" + +Mrs. Spencer immediately invited her to come as often as she liked; and +then covered both Toni and Herrick with confusion by refusing to take a +penny for their tea. + +"What--me take money from Roger Gibbs' lass?" she said, her manner +filled with the mingled independence and respect of the best type of +countrywoman. "Not I, sir. We Yorkshire folks don't grudge a cup o' tea +and a bit of fatty cake to them as is like ourselves, exiles in a +strange land. Besides, it's been a rare treat to see the young lady. To +think that Roger Gibbs' lile lass should come drivin' up in one of they +great mutter-cars, too!" + +"Yes, and it's really time she drove away in it," responded Herrick +pleasantly. "I think I hear Fletcher bringing it round." + +There was a tentative hoot from Fletcher's horn at that moment; and +after a grateful farewell, and a vain attempt to pay, at least, for +Fletcher's tea, Herrick took Toni out and installed her in the car. + +He refused her invitation to drive home with her, alleging that his +health required exercise; and though Toni might have been forgiven for +thinking fifteen miles' ride over a wet and muddy road, under a still +cloudy sky, rather a strenuous form of exercise, some newly acquired +intuition told her he really wished to be alone. + +She said good-bye, therefore, without attempting to press the matter; +and a moment later the car glided away, its lamps gleaming in the rural +blackness of the village street. + +As he rode home, his tyres splashing through puddles, and spattering him +with mud, Herrick's face was very tired and worn, but in his eyes there +lurked a little faint light of happiness that he had helped another +weary soul a few steps forward on its pilgrimage over a thorny road. + +"Poor little soul!" He smiled as he recognized the form his sympathy +took. "After all she's right--she has a soul--and even though it brings +her suffering and tears, it's worth the price. And yet--I wonder if it +would have been kinder to leave her alone--not to encourage that hope of +hers to make herself more intellectually worthy of her husband? I didn't +make much success of waking _my_ Undine's soul to life! All I got was +her hatred--and from the beginning she lied to me!" + +Luckily at that moment his lamp blew out, viciously; and with a muttered +execration of the creatures he called Boo-Boos, he dismounted and +relighted the flame, whose vagaries throughout the rest of the long ride +kept him so fully occupied that he had neither time nor inclination to +meditate on such abstractions as souls. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + + +By the end of September, Owen's book was finished; and on a beautiful +autumn morning he and Toni set off in the car on a journey to town, +where a publisher, who was also a personal friend, was waiting to +receive the manuscript. + +Mr. Anson was a kindly, energetic man of middle age; and he had secretly +long expected Owen to turn novelist; so that he accepted the bulky +manuscript with a real curiosity as to its value. + +He promised to let the author know his decision at an early date; and +then invited Owen and his wife to lunch with him at the Carlton, an +invitation which Owen accepted at once, rather to Toni's dismay. + +They were his sole guests; and beneath his kind and courteous manner, +Toni lost her shyness and charmed her host by her girlish simplicity and +directness. + +It happened that the conversation turned on the bungalows which lined +the banks of the river as it flowed through Willowhurst; and presently +Mr. Anson asked a question. + +"You've got Vyse down there, haven't you? You know the chap I mean--the +portrait-painter." + +"I don't think so." Owen was puzzled. "At least I have not heard of him +being there. Have you, Toni?" + +"Yes--Mr. Anson means Mr. Herrick," said Toni quietly. "He told me the +other day he had changed his name." + +"Ah yes, I remember now--something about some money, I believe. You know +him, Mrs. Rose?" + +"Yes. He fished me out of the river one day when I had fallen in," said +Toni smiling. "And he has been to see us several times--but I didn't +know he was famous," she finished naively. + +"Didn't you? Why, he is--or was--one of the foremost men in his own line +until there was the trouble with his wife." + +"Surely you don't mean that jewel affair?" Owen asked meditatively. +"Didn't Vyse's wife steal a pearl necklace or something of the sort? I +seem to remember something about it--though I did not connect it with +this chap." + +"His wife--who was one of the prettiest Irish girls I ever saw--got a +valuable necklace on approval and pawned it for money to pay her debts, +yes. Poor fellow, it broke him up completely." + +"Really?" Owen was interested. "Where is she--the wife--now? Did he +leave her, or what happened?" + +"She is in prison," returned the other man slowly. "I understand her +time is nearly up, and I am wondering what they will do when she comes +out again." + +"In prison--ah yes, I recollect the affair now, though I was away at the +time. Got eighteen months, didn't she?" + +"Yes. It was the most painful experience I've ever had, to listen to her +being sentenced." Mr. Anson's florid face grew grave. "It happened that +her Counsel was a nephew of mine, and I promised to hear him handle the +case. But, of course, it was hopeless from the start." + +"The husband--this chap Herrick--was blameless, I suppose?" + +"Quite. He knew nothing about it, though the girl tried her hardest to +implicate him. He did his best, too, would have sworn anything to clear +her and take the blame, but her lies were all so dreadfully patent it +was no use. In the end she told the truth, thinking it would help her; +but it was too late then." + +"She took it badly?" + +"Terribly. She cried and shrieked for mercy, fought like a tiger with +the officials who tried to take her away, and screamed reproaches at her +husband, till everyone was sick of the scene. Of course, she never +dreamed they would send her--a lady, and a delicate bit of a girl, +too--to prison like a common thief, and she completely lost her +self-control when she realized what was going to happen. It was a relief +to everyone when she gave one last cry and fainted right away." + +"Hard lines on the husband," said Owen, reflectively. + +"Deuced hard lines--and he as decent a fellow as ever stepped. Why he +ever married her, God only knows. She didn't care a bit for him--wasted +his money and then reviled him because he'd no more. Of course, she came +of a rotten stock--wasters and gamblers every one--and this was how the +hereditary taint came out in her." + +"She must have served most of her sentence by now?" + +"Comes out next week. I wonder what he will do with her. She's not the +sort of woman to live in a shanty by the riverside, and yet he can't +very well bring her back to town." + +"I wonder?" Owen glanced at his watch. "I say, Anson, I don't want to be +rude--after our excellent lunch!--but I've an appointment at the office +at three and it's a quarter to now." + +"All right, my boy, I won't detain you." Anson rose at once. "I'm glad +you keep an eye on the _Bridge_--it's a fine little review and going +ahead all the time." + +Owen's face brightened at this authoritative praise. + +"I'm glad you think go. Of course, we are jolly lucky in our staff, and +we've got the best sort of contributors, too." + +"Yes. By the way, how on earth have you managed to get all this stuff +turned out with a disabled arm?" He patted the thick packet of +manuscript and glanced at Owen's inconspicuous sling wonderingly. +"Perhaps Mrs. Rose helped you?" He looked, with a smile, at Toni. + +"No." She coloured hotly. "I did not help at all." + +"Miss Loder--my secretary at the office--came down to help me," said +Owen easily. "She is used to the work, you see, and does it +excellently." + +"I see." The kindly eyes had seen Ton's flush. "Well, no doubt Mrs. Rose +is satisfied to inspire your work and let others do the manual labour. +The power behind the throne, eh, Mrs. Rose? That's what women used to +be, bless them, before these dreadful Suffragettes arose to destroy +woman's real influence by violence and wrongheadedness." + +"I expect my wife is jolly thankful the book's finished," said Owen +laughing. "She has had a pretty thin time while I've been writing it. +But now I suppose there will be a lull of a few weeks?" + +"Oh, I won't keep you long," said Mr. Anson genially. "I'll send the +manuscript to the reader to-night, and let you know as soon as +possible." + +They parted from their host on the pavement out side the Carlson, and +Owen turned to Toni. + +"Now, dear, what will you do? Will you come with me to the office, or +have you any shopping?" + +Toni bit her lip nervously. She had a request to make, and did not know +how to set about it. + +"Well?" Owen watched her, wondering why she looked embarrassed. + +"Owen, would you mind if I went to Brixton to see my aunt? I--I'm afraid +they think I'm a little unkind, and after all they have always been good +to me." + +"Why, Toni"--Owen was genuinely surprised--"you don't mean to say you +are afraid to ask me that! Of course you can go. I'll come to fetch you +when I've finished my work, if you like." + +"Will you?" She knew how such a visit would gratify her aunt. "Shall I +take a taxi, then, Owen? You'll want the car." + +"Yes, I think that would be best, then you can stay as long as possible. +What time shall I come, Toni? Half-past five or so?" + +"Yes. That will be lovely. Then we'll have a jolly ride home." + +He called a taxi accordingly and installed Toni therein; and he stood +back to watch her gliding away from him in the mellow September +sunshine, before he hurried to the office where Barry was impatiently +awaiting his arrival. + +Toni found several members of the Gibbs family at home when at length +she reached her destination. + +Being Thursday, Fanny was enjoying her weekly holiday, and was delighted +to see Toni; more especially because she had a piece of news to confide +which appealed strongly to Fanny's romantic nature. + +When the first greetings were over, and Mrs. Gibbs had retired with the +hospitable intention of "putting on the kettle," Fanny beckoned +mysteriously to Toni to mount the narrow stairs leading to the room the +girls had formerly shared in common. + +Toni mounted obediently; and for a second she forgot to wonder what Miss +Gibbs' extraordinary signals might imply, for a sudden feeling of +gratitude to Owen for having lifted her out of this dingy atmosphere +flooded her impressionable nature. + +Surely when she too had slept beneath this low ceiling the room had not +been quite so small, so stuffy. The wall-paper was the one she and Fanny +had themselves chosen years ago, but it was oddly faded and dirty now, +and in one corner a great piece had peeled off, hanging in strips and +disclosing the plaster behind. The common furniture, too--the rickety +deal dressing-table, the broken chair, the unpainted iron +bedsteads--thinking of her own airy, spacious, bedroom with its shining +toilet-table, its linen bedspread, its big windows opening on to a view +of the river and the fields beyond, Toni wondered how she had ever +endured life in these sordid, depressing surroundings. + +Luckily Fanny was too full of her news to notice Toni's involuntary +shudder as she looked round the close little bedroom; and barely waiting +to shut the door she blurted out her tidings. + +"Toni, you remember Lennie Dowson--the fellow who was sweet on you?" + +Toni nodded casually, her eyes still roaming round her, and Fanny felt +vaguely disappointed that the subject was so evidently uninteresting. + +"Well, he's going to Sutton, three miles from Willowhurst, and I truly +believe it's because he wants to be near you!" + +She had succeeded in arousing Toni's interest at last. + +"Leonard Dowson? Do you mean the dentist? But what on earth will he do +in Sutton?" + +"Look at people's teeth, I suppose," returned Miss Gibbs practically. +"He was in night before last, and he told Ma he was sick of London, and +this was a change for the better. It is a town, isn't it. And I s'pose +people by the river have toothache same as us, don't they?" + +"It is a town--of a sort," said Toni, "but I shouldn't have thought Mr. +Dowson would have settled there. He always said London was the one place +in the world for him." + +"That was when you were there," returned Fanny sagely. "I don't b'lieve +he's ever got over you, Toni. Ma says she never saw such a change in +anyone, and you know he was always fond of you. That's why he's going to +Sutton, you may take my word for it." + +To Fanny's surprise Toni spoke coldly. + +"I really can't imagine how you can be so silly, Fanny. How can it +affect Mr. Dowson where I am? I'm married now, and anyway he was never +anything to me." + +"Still, he might be faithful to his first love," giggled Fanny. + +"Fanny!" Toni faced her angrily. "You are simply odious when you talk +like that. Leonard Dowson's first love, indeed? If he says that about me +it is simply impertinence, and I don't care to hear you talk such +nonsense." + +She got up indignantly as she spoke and moved to the door. + +"If that is all you have got to say," she said, "I will go and talk to +Auntie." And she had the door open before Fanny found her tongue. + +Then: + +"Oh, I say, Toni, don't be horrid and stuck-up." Fanny's wail brought +Toni to a standstill. "If you _are_ Mr. Rose's wife, and a fine lady, +and in with a lot of smart people, you needn't go and be nasty to your +own cousin." + +Something in her voice brought Toni quickly back into the room. + +"Don't be silly, Fan!" She spoke impetuously. "Of course I am not being +stuck-up; you know I wouldn't be nasty to you for the world, but I do so +hate that sort of talk about men being fond of you and all that." + +"Well, I didn't know you minded," said Fanny humbly, and Toni's heart +smote her. + +"Oh, Fan, I don't mind--really--and I didn't mean to be cross. Now tell +me, how do you like my frock? It's the first time I've had it on." + +And in the ensuing animated discussion on frocks and frills Fanny lost +that queer, uncomfortable sense of inferiority which had sprung to birth +beneath Toni's manner. + +Somehow, after that Toni found the time drag. She was gentle and +friendly with her aunt, affectionate towards Lu, cordial with her uncle +and the rest; but she found herself longing for Owen's arrival as a +signal for her release. + +The good-natured chatter, the well-meant inquisitiveness which found +vent in a ceaseless inquiry into the details of her new life, the noisy +jokes and laughter, the very persistence of the hospitality which filled +her cup and plate over and over again--they all jarred this afternoon; +and quite involuntarily Toni sighed for the peace and spaciousness, the +gracious calm and tranquillity of Greenriver. + +When Owen at last arrived it was with an inward glee that Toni heard the +clock strike six; for now his visit must of necessity be short. + +Possibly Owen saw her pallor, for he announced almost at once that +although he regretted the fact, he must carry off his wife without +delay; and after a brief interchange of courtesies, the family escorted +Toni to the car, whose glories most of them now beheld for the first +time. + +As Owen was still unable to drive, he took his seat by Toni in the body +of the car; and when they were safely away Toni turned to him with a +sigh of pleasure. + +"Owen, I thought you were never coming." + +"Was I very long?" Owen was struck by her tone. "What's the matter, +Toni? Are you tired, dear, or have the cousins been too much for you?" + +"Oh, no, not exactly," Toni was always loyal, but to-day her loyalty had +been severely tried. "But I can't help comparing the house with +Greenriver, and I was longing all the time to get back to the garden and +the big rooms." + +Owen did not smile at her naive confession. + +"You like your home, Toni? Greenriver pleases you?" + +"I think it's the loveliest house in the world," Toni said fervently. +"And sometimes I can hardly believe it is I who live there. You see, all +my life I have been used to little houses, and it seems almost +incredible that I should have the right to go about as I like--and even +pick the flowers in the garden." + +"Poor little Toni." Her gratitude touched Owen. "Sometimes I have +fancied you found it rather dull. I have been obliged to leave you so +much alone lately; but now we can have a holiday until the book's fate +is decided." + +"Will you be busy then?" + +"Well, there will be the proofs to revise. And, to tell you the truth, +Toni, I'm dying to get to work on another story." + +"Are you? But what about the _Bridge_?" + +"Oh, I won't neglect that, of course. But everything is running smoothly +there and Barry is turning out trumps, too. He has grasped the whole +thing as I never expected him to do. He's going to get a bigger salary +almost at once, and then I suppose he will marry Miss Lynn." + +He gave a sudden exclamation as the car swerved aside to avoid a +lumbering cart which took up more than its share of the road. + +"What's Fletcher doing, confound him? I say, Toni, this wretched arm of +mine doesn't seem to me to be getting on very well. The bone's knit all +right, but I have a fearful lot of pain in it sometimes." + +"Oh, have you, Owen?" Toni grew pale in an instant. "What does Dr. Mayne +say? You saw him a few days ago, didn't you?" + +"Yes, but I don't think he knows very much about it. He's a nice old +chap, but a bit behind the times. I have a good mind to go and see some +man in town one day next week. It's such a confounded handicap for a +writer not to be able to hold a pen." + +"What about your proofs?" Her heart sank as she asked the question. + +"Oh, Miss Loder can do those--under my supervision," he said carelessly. +"I'm not bothering about them so much as about my new book; and I've +been commissioned to write a series of articles for the _Lamp_, which +really ought to be put in hand at once." + +For a moment there was silence. Then: + +"Could I do your proofs?" Toni said, in a voice which shook in spite of +all her efforts. + +"Oh, it's awfully sweet of you, dear." Owen tried his hardest to avoid +hurting her. "But there is no occasion to worry you. I don't like to see +you bending over a desk when there is no need. Miss Loder has to do +something, anyway, and she might just as well do my work as anyone's." + +"Must she come down to Greenriver?" Now Toni's voice betrayed her, and +Owen looked up sharply. + +"Why not? Do you mean you would rather she did not come?" + +"Much rather." For once Toni's inward feelings burst their bounds, +driving her to open revolt. "I don't like Miss Loder about all day--I +never feel free--there's an oppression in the air so long as she is in +the house." + +Owen was surprised and annoyed by this speech; and showed his annoyance +plainly. + +"Don't you think you are rather prejudiced, Toni? You have never liked +the girl, and I can't imagine why. She does her work well, and doesn't +interfere with you in the least." + +"Interfere with me--no, perhaps not," said Toni, her breast heaving +stormily, her cheeks very red. "She laughs at me, though, which is +worse--sneers--oh, I know she thinks I'm a little fool, and so I am; but +I am at least your wife--the mistress of Greenriver, and she might +remember that and treat me with a little more respect." + +"Respect? My dear Toni, you are talking nonsense. How should the girl +treat you? She is always polite," said Owen, "and you know after all she +is ten years older than you----" + +"Only ten?" Toni's assumption of surprise was excellently done. "I +thought she was much more--she always seems to me so staid--so--so +middle-aged." + +Owen's brow cleared suddenly and he burst out laughing. + +"You silly little thing! Compared with you, Miss Loder _is_ middle-aged, +but she's a rattling secretary and I don't like to hear her abused. +Still, if you dislike the idea of her coming, I'll go to town, or do +without her. After all, I must not get too dependent on the girl--I'm +afraid I'm growing lazy. But if my arm still bothers me----" + +Instantly Toni's anger melted away and a rush of affection and sympathy +took its place. + +"I'm sorry, Owen--I didn't mean to be cross. I was talking nonsense--of +course you must have Miss Loder, I suppose I am jealous of her--because +she is so clever, and I'm such a little idiot." + +"I don't want a clever wife, thank you," laughed Owen, little dreaming +how his careless words cut into the quivering soul of the girl beside +him. "I want a pretty, lively, jolly little girl--half Italian for +choice--who is a cross between a wood-nymph and--sometimes--a +tiger-cat--or kitten! And it seems to me I have got just exactly what I +want." + +With an effort Toni smiled, in response to his good-natured jesting; and +Owen never knew that his well-meant words caused Toni to shed tears +before she slept that night. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + + +Mr. Anson's reader reported favourably on Owen's book, and in a very +short time satisfactory terms were agreed upon between author and +publisher, and the work of proof-reading and revision began. + +Unfortunately at the same time Owen felt his arm to be more than usually +painful; and a visit to town proved the necessity for further treatment, +of which perfect rest was a feature: with the result that once again +Owen was forced to accept the help of a secretary in his work. + +Miss Loder, naturally, filled the post; and once more she came to +Greenriver, and took her place in the stately old library, where she and +Owen passed strenuous hours daily. + +To Toni Miss Loder's presence was growing ever more and more +distasteful. Although Toni was not an intellectual woman, she had sharp +wits; and possibly she understood Millicent Loder's personality a good +deal better than Owen was able to do. And what Toni saw--and Toni's +intuition was rarely at fault--led her to distrust the other girl with +all her heart and soul. + +Miss Loder belonged to a rather uncommon variant of the type of +emancipated womanhood. Although intensely modern in many ways she had +never been able to lose her inborn sense of the superiority of man in +mental as well as in physical matters. + +She had none of the loudly-expressed scorn of the other sex by which +many women seek to hide their disappointment at the indifference of +members of that sex towards them. + +Although she was by force of circumstance a Suffragist, she did not for +one moment imagine that with the coming of votes for women the whole +industrial and social problem of the country would be solved. Unlike +many women, she was quite content to work under a man, and although she +was well able to think for herself on all vital questions, she liked to +hear and assimilate the opinions of the men with whom she came in +contact. + +She preferred men, indeed, to women; and her attitude towards them, +though never in the least familiar, held a good comradeship, a kind of +large tolerance which annoyed and irritated those of her girl +acquaintances who looked upon men as their natural enemies and the +enemies of all feminine progress. + +Shrewd, competent, fully assured of her own ability to face the world +alone, Miss Loder had never thought seriously of marriage. She delighted +in her independence, was proud of the fact that she was able to command +a good salary, and her habit of mind was too genuinely practical to +allow of any weak leanings towards romance. She did not wish to marry. +She had none of the fabled longing for domesticity, as exemplified in a +well-kept house and a well-filled nursery, with which the average man +endows the normal woman. She looked on children, indeed, mainly as the +materials on whom this or that system of education might be tested; and +she was really of too cold, too self-sufficing a nature to feel the need +of any love other than that of relation or friend. + +But since she had worked for Owen Rose, Millicent had begun to change +her views. At first she had merely been attracted by his brilliance, as +any clever girl might have been, had found it stimulating to work with +him, and had been pleased and proud when he selected her to be his +coadjutor in the task of writing his first book. She had been, in truth, +so keenly interested in the author that she had overlooked the man; and +it is a fact that until she came down, at his request, to his house to +work there, away from the busy office, his personality had been so vague +to her that she could not even have described his appearance with any +accuracy. + +But the sight of his home, the stately old house set in its spacious +gardens and surrounded by magnificent trees, had shaken Millicent out of +her intellectual reverie into a very shrewd and wide-awake realization +of the man himself. + +In his own home he shook off the conventions of the office, became more +human, more approachable; and no woman, least of all one as mentally +alert, as open-eyed as Miss Loder, could have passed with him through +those strenuous hours in which his book was born without gaining a +pretty complete insight into his character. + +And with knowledge came a new and less comprehensible emotion. At first +Miss Loder had accepted the fact of her employer's marriage as one +accepts any fixed tradition; and the subject rarely entered her thoughts +during working hours. + +Gradually she began to feel a faint curiosity as to what manner of woman +Owen Rose's wife might be; and she welcomed her summons to Greenriver on +the ground that now she would be able to solve the problem for herself. +When she finally saw Toni, her first emotion was one of surprise that +this dark-eyed girl should be the mistress of Greenriver; and very +slowly that surprise died and was succeeded by a feeling of envy which +grew day by day. At first Miss Loder grudged the unconscious Toni her +established position as _chatelaine_ of this eminently desirable home; +and Toni's very simplicity, the youthful _insouciance_ with which she +filled that position, was an added annoyance. Later, Miss Loder began to +grudge Toni more than that. As she spent more and more time in Owen's +company, as she grew more and more intimate with the workings of his +mind, of his rich and poetic imagination, Miss Loder began to fall under +the spell of the man himself. + +Quite unconsciously she was becoming ever more attracted by his manner, +his voice, his ways; and once or twice she found herself wondering, with +a kind of sick envy, in what light he appeared to the woman who was his +wife. + +Through it all, however, Miss Loder's paramount emotion was one of envy +for the mistress of Greenriver. She used to think, as she came into the +house each morning, that it would have suited her much better, as a +background, than it would ever suit the quaint, childish-looking Toni; +and it grew almost unendurable to her to have to sit at the luncheon +table as a guest--not even that--and watch Toni's ridiculous assumption +of dignity as she sat in her high-backed chair opposite her husband. + +There was no doubt about it that Greenriver would have suited Miss Loder +very well as a home; and she grew to dislike Toni more and more as the +full realization of the girl's good fortune penetrated her mind. + +Toni had been quite right in detecting the malice beneath Millicent's +pretended friendliness. It seemed to Miss Loder that the only way to +pierce this upstart girl's armour of complacency was to launch shafts of +cleverly-veiled contempt; and although to Owen these darts were either +imperceptible or merely accidental, Toni knew very well that they were +intended to wound. + +Owen, wrapped up in his book, and only anxious to further the work as +rapidly as possible, had no time to spare for these feminine amenities. +He realized, of course, that Toni did not care for Miss Loder; but he +thought he understood that her dislike came, rather pathetically, from +her consciousness of her own shortcomings: and had no idea that Miss +Loder herself was largely responsible for the lack of harmony between +them. + +On what might be called the literary side of him, he thought Millicent +Loder an excellent secretary, the one woman with whom he found it +possible to work; but on what might be called the personal side, his +interest was _nil_. True, he liked her trim appearance, though he would +never have dreamed of comparing it with Toni's more unconventional +attraction. He admired her quiet independence, and recognized her at +once as belonging to his own world; but he never thought of her in any +relation save that of secretary and general assistant; and even Toni was +sufficiently wise to recognize the fact. + +All the same Toni mistrusted the other woman; and it was with a feeling +of intensest apprehension that she received Owen's announcement that +Barry had arranged for a substitute at the office--thus setting Miss +Loder free to resume her work at Greenriver. + + * * * * * + +It chanced on a beautiful October day that Owen found it necessary to go +to town on business connected with the _Bridge_; and for once he went up +by train, bidding Toni use the car if she felt so inclined. + +She did feel inclined; and after a very early lunch, jumped into the +waiting motor, and directed Fletcher to drive over to Cherry Orchard, in +the hope of inducing the doctor's daughters to share her excursion. + +Disappointment awaited her, however. Both the Tobies were away from home +on a short visit, and Toni was obliged to proceed alone. + +She had enjoyed a couple of hours' spin in the frosty air, when she +found herself being carried swiftly past the railway station, and a +thought struck her which she communicated to Fletcher without delay. + +Yes, Fletcher opined, it was just time the London train was due, and +since it was quite possible Mr. Rose had travelled by it, he obligingly +brought the car to a standstill outside the station entrance. + +Toni jumped lightly out, an alluring little figure in her beautiful +sable coat and cap, and made her way swiftly on to the platform, +glancing at the big station clock as she did so. + +The train was not due for five minutes; and to pass the interval of +waiting, Toni strolled over to the bookstall in search of a paper. As +she stood turning over a few magazines, a familiar voice accosted her, +and she moved quickly to face the speaker. + +"Mrs. Rose--I hope you have not quite forgotten me?" + +"Mr. Dowson! Of course I've not forgotten you." She put out a friendly +little hand, which the young man seized in a fervent grasp. "My cousin +Fanny told me you were coming down to Sutton." + +"Yes. I had to change here. It's an awkward little journey." He was +gazing at her fixedly, but withal so respectfully that Toni could not +take offence. "You are, I believe, a resident of this little riverside +colony of Willowhurst?" + +"Well, we live by the river," said Toni cheerfully, amused, as of yore, +by his somewhat pedantic diction. "But do tell me, Mr. Dowson, how do +you expect to make a fortune here?" + +"I do not expect to do so," he informed her promptly. "I assure you this +move on my part was not actuated by any mercenary motive, Mrs. Rose." + +"Wasn't it?" She felt vaguely uncomfortable. "Well, I hope you will +succeed. After all, I suppose people do have toothache in the country." + +"Fortunately, they do," was Mr. Dowson's reply, and Toni was happily +able to acquit him of any unkind meaning. "But may I say that I have +never seen you looking so well, Mrs. Rose? Evidently the river life +suits you admirably." + +Toni did look particularly well at that moment. The keen frosty air had +brought a tinge of wild-rose to her cheeks, and a sparkle to her eyes; +and the animation of her expression hid the very slight traces of mental +distress which at a less favourable moment might have been evident to a +searching scrutiny. + +"I'm very well, thanks," she replied carelessly. "I've been motoring, +and now I'm waiting for my husband. He has been in town to-day." + +Although she did not wish to dismiss the young man summarily, he +imagined she desired him to go; and since to the true lover his +mistress' unspoken wish has the force of a command, Mr. Dowson hastened +to obey what he deemed her bidding. + +"I must hurry to the other side to take my train," he said immediately. +"May I express my pleasure at meeting you, Mrs. Rose--and also to see +you look so well," he added heartily, if ungrammatically. + +She shook hands with him, debating with herself as to the advisability +of inviting him to Greenriver; but fortunately the arrival of the London +train cut short their farewells at an opportune moment, and Mr. Dowson +left her before she had time to decide the point. + +Owen was not among the few passengers who got out of the train; and +after waiting a moment or two to make sure, Toni turned away to find +herself confronted with Mr. Herrick, who with a worried look on his face +was interrogating one of the sleepy porters. + +"No, sir, there isn't no cabs. There wasn't but three, and the gentlemen +was very quick about taking 'em." + +"Well, I must get one somehow." Herrick, quite overlooking Toni in his +disturbance, spoke sharply, and Toni wondered vaguely why he was so +annoyed. "You can ring one up from the livery stables, can't you?" + +"What's the matter, Jim? No cab, I suppose. Well, they can just fetch +one--and quick, too." + +The words, spoken behind her in an unmistakably Irish voice made Toni +start. She understood, all at once, that this was Mrs. Herrick's +home-coming; and she felt a sudden curiosity to see the woman who had +lately gone through so bitter an experience. + +She half turned away; then a thought struck her, and she turned quickly +back again and rushed into speech. + +"Mr. Herrick, I couldn't help hearing you say you wanted a cab just now. +Will you let me drive you--and your wife--home in the car? Do--it would +save you having to wait so long." + +Herrick, whose usual philosophic calm appeared to have deserted him, +hesitated. + +"Why, Mrs. Rose, it's awfully good of you--but----" + +"Oh, do!" Toni spoke eagerly, and the woman who stood by turned to her +impulsively. + +"Are you offering to take us home in your car?" Her voice was full of +Irish melody. "It is very kind of you--and for myself, I'm so tired I'd +accept with pleasure. But"--there was something malignant in the glance +she gave her husband--"perhaps we'd better wait for a cab." + +"Oh, do come, please," Toni begged, her bright eyes pleading to be +allowed to do this little service. "It's a big car, and I'm all alone in +it." + +"Very well." Mrs. Herrick turned to her husband. "Come along, Jim; the +luggage can come on later." + +And in less than five minutes the matter was arranged. Herrick elected +to sit beside the chauffeur, so that Toni and her new acquaintance sat +together in the body of the car. Mrs. Herrick's large and rather +new-looking dressing-bag on the floor at their feet. + +Toni gave the direction to the openly interested Fletcher, and the car +glided away through the group of loafers hanging round the station +entrance, and settled down into a steady hum on the road leading to the +Hope House. + +Toni seized a moment while Mrs. Herrick was busy with the fastening of +her bag to steal a look at her companion; and in that brief glance she +received two distinct impressions--one that Eva Herrick was a bitterly +unhappy woman, the other that she had no intention of allowing other +people to escape from her own aura of bitterness. + +In person Mrs. Herrick was short and slight, with a look of finish about +her probably handed down through generations of her Irish ancestors. Her +small features were cut as clearly as a cameo, and her short upper lip, +while giving her an air of pride which was unpleasing, was in itself +beautiful. Her eyes, the big Irish eyes which had first enslaved +Herrick, were lovely in shape and colour, but they were encircled by +disfiguring blue shadows, and the fine skin had a tell-tale pallor which +spoke of long indoor confinement. + +Her hair, by nature crisp and golden, looked dull and lifeless in the +shadow of her hat; and over the whole dainty face and figure there was +an indefinable blight, a sort of shadow which dimmed and blurred their +naturally clean and clear contours. + +As she removed her gloves to fumble with the lock of her bag. Toni +noticed that the small, well-shaped hands were rough and badly kept; and +Toni's soft heart was wrung by these evidences of a sordid, toilsome +past. + +Suddenly Mrs. Herrick sat upright and gazed at Toni with a look which +held something of criticism. + +"You live down here I suppose?" + +"Yes. We live at Greenriver, about a mile from your bungalow." + +"Ah. Been here long?" + +"Only a few months." + +"I see. You haven't known my husband very long, then?" + +"No. He pulled me out of the river one day," said Toni, "and we have +seen him pretty often during the summer." + +"Then I suppose you know where I've been?" Her eyes shone maliciously. +"Oh, don't pretend you didn't know. I'm sure my worthy husband must have +told you the whole story." + +Toni, scarlet with embarrassment, and wishing from the bottom of her +heart that she had never offered the use of her car, said nothing; and +with a grating little laugh the other woman continued her speech. + +"I expect everyone knows I have been in prison." Luckily she did not +raise her voice; and Herrick, possibly foreseeing the necessity, had +taken care to engage the chauffeur in conversation. "Eighteen +months--almost--spent in _hell_. Oh!" Her small, sharp teeth bit her lip +venomously. "It drives me mad to think of it. And it could all have been +avoided if my husband had been a man." + +"Oh!" Toni revolted inwardly against her callousness. + +"Oh, I suppose he's told you some tale or other." Mrs. Herrick spoke +fiercely, and all her childish beauty waned beneath her passion; "Well, +whatever he says, it is I who have paid the bill. Prison! My God, you +don't know what it is to be shut up in a cell like a beast--to be +ordered about like a dog, to be starved on coarse food, made to sleep on +a bed you wouldn't dare to give your servant!" + +Toni, very pale, tried to stem the torrent of her words. + +"Mrs. Herrick--please--really I don't think you ought to say this to +me----" + +"Ought? Why do you say that?" Eva Herrick looked contemptuously at her +would-be mentor. "If you had been shut up as I have been, you would talk +as you liked. Thank God I can talk if I can do nothing else." + +Quite suddenly her manner changed. She gave a little laugh which was +oddly fascinating, and laid her hand on Toni's arm. + +"Come, now, Mrs. Rose, don't be getting angry with me." Her brogue lent +a charm to her speech. "I'll admit I've no earthly right to talk so; +it's bad form to begin with and a poor return for your kindness. But +remember, I've gone through an experience that's enough to kill a woman, +and you can't expect me to forget it all at once. So you must forgive +me. Will you?" + +"Oh, of course I will." Toni spoke quickly. "And I had no right to speak +as I did. But--you must forget all that is past. Won't you try?" + +"Sure, I'll try." Eva's lovely eyes filled with tears. "But I know what +will happen. Your husband won't let you know me, of course, and if Jim +and I are left alone, we'll be murdering one another one fine day." + +"Oh, please don't talk so. Of course my husband will let me know you," +said Toni in distress; and she was glad to find from the slackening of +the car that their conversation must be cut short. + +Jim Herrick, more silent and worn-looking than Toni had ever seen him, +helped his wife to alight and then shook hands gratefully with Toni. + +"So many thanks, Mrs. Rose." His big, bright eyes looked into hers, +almost as the eyes of a nice dog might have done. "You have saved us a +long wait, and I'm only sorry we have taken you out of your way." + +"Oh, that's nothing," Toni said. "I like being out on these bright days, +and I'm ever so glad I happened to be at the station." + +She shook hands with Mrs. Herrick, who looked a pitifully fragile figure +as she stood beside the car; and then Toni gave the order for home, and +Fletcher obeyed that order too promptly to allow of any further +leave-takings. + +Just for one moment Jim Herrick stood looking after the car, and in his +heart there was a great sickness of apprehension. + +With the best intention in the world to be fair to his wife, he could +not help comparing the fresh, simple-hearted Toni with the world-weary +and disillusioned Eva; and at the thought of the future his spirits sank +to zero. + +A mocking voice broke on his ear as he watched the car gliding swiftly +down the road. + +"When you've finished staring at that young woman, Jim, perhaps you'll +open the gate." Eva stood back to allow him to reach the latch. "I must +say this is a nice place to bring me to. Is it a cottage or what?" + +"It's quite a decent little place, dear," he said steadily, as he held +open the gate for her to pass through. "Of course, I quite understand +that it is only a temporary arrangement, but you will try to put up with +it, won't you?" + +"I suppose I shall have to," she replied ungraciously; and then she +uttered an impatient exclamation as the big white dog tore over the lawn +to meet her master, uttering deep-throated bays of welcome the while. +"You've still got that beast, then--go down, you brute," she added, as +Olga approached, with instinctive courtesy, to greet her former +mistress. + +"Don't snap at her, dear," said Herrick kindly. "The poor creature is +only trying to say how do you do." + +"Then she can say it to someone else," said Eva curtly. "I hate big +dogs--I wish you'd get rid of her." + +Herrick made no reply, but opened the door, and they went into the house +together. + +Eva passed into the quaintly attractive sitting-room with a frown on her +face, which lightened, however, at sight of the tea-table standing +ready, and pulling off her gloves and coat she flung herself into a low +chair with a sigh of fatigue. + +"Heavens, how thirsty I am," she said. "Give me some tea, Jim--quickly." +And as he moved forward to obey her, her eyes followed him with a +curious expression in their grey depths. + +"What's for dinner?" she asked, suddenly, and Herrick looked his memory +to recall the _menu_. + +"Soup, roast chicken, plum tart, and a savoury," he said at last, +smiling with a rather pathetic attempt at cheerfulness. "Mrs. Swastika, +as I call her, is what is known as a 'good plain cook,' but anything at +all elaborate throws her off her balance altogether." + +"Have you no other servants?" she demanded shortly. + +"Not yet. I didn't want them, you know, and I thought you would prefer +to choose them yourself." + +"I? If I can get any," she said darkly, drawing her delicate brows +together resentfully. "Of course they won't stay when they find out +things; but we must be decently waited on." + +Herrick made no reply; and his silence exasperated the girl, whose +nerves were all on edge. + +"Oh, don't stand there saying nothing." Her voice was shrill. "Of +course, you think I ought to wait on myself--now. And I suppose because +I've been in prison you expect me to be thankful to be here--even in a +hole like this. Well, I'm not. I hate the place. It's common and shabby +and horrid, and I'm not going to live all anyhow, to please you." + +Herrick, dismayed at the vehemence of her manner, could find no words; +and she went on with increasing passion: + +"I'm your wife--if I _am_ a jail-bird!" She flung the taunt at him, and +her whole little figure was shaken with the intensity of her emotion. +"If you think I'm going to pretend to be penitent--and grateful to +you--you are wrong! I _hate_ you, Jim, I loathe and despise you--you +might have taken the blame on your shoulders--and instead you stood by +and watched them torture me. _You've_ not been to prison, _you've_ not +been bullied and despised--you've not spent weeks and months in a +loathsome little cell where the sun never shone and there was never a +breath of air--you've not been called by a number, and preached at by +the chaplain--oh, no, you've been living here in the sunshine--enjoying +yourself, eating good food--your chicken and your savouries--and for all +I know passing as a single man, and keeping your disgraced wife in the +background!" + +She struck the table sharply with her hand, and her cup and saucer fell +to the ground and smashed, the tea trickling in a brown stream over the +dim blues and greens of the Persian carpet. + +She ignored the catastrophe. + +"Well, you've got me back now, and I'm going to make _your_ life what +mine has been for the last year and a half! I've longed for this moment, +Jim"--she set her teeth--"longed for it during the horrible days and the +still more horrible nights. It was only my hatred of you that kept me +alive in the first ghastly weeks. I could have died--I was very ill at +first, and they thought I'd die--but I knew I wouldn't. I meant to live +so that I could tell you again to your face that I hate you, hate +you--_hate_ you! And I'm going to show you what hate is, Jim--I'm going +to make you wish you were dead--or in prison, as I have been. Oh, my +God--I wish--I wish I _were_ dead!" + +With a sudden collapse of all her powers she dropped, face downwards, on +the big divan, and burst into a fit of wild and uncontrollable sobbing. + +With an effort whose magnitude he himself only half realized, Herrick +went softly over to the weeping, writhing figure, and laid his hand very +gently on her shoulder. + +"Eva, for pity's sake----" + +She flung off his hand as though it had been a venomous serpent which +had touched her; and again her wild sobbing filled the room. + +"Eva, listen to me, dear." Herrick sat down beside her and spoke in a +quiet tone, which yet pierced through her sobs. "You must not say +anything like that to me again. There isn't any question of hatred +between you and me. We are together now, and we must build up a new and +happy life together which will help us to forget the less happy past. +Come, dear, look up and tell me you will help me to make a fresh start." + +She did not speak, but her sobs lessened as though she were listening. + +"Now, Eva, sit up and dry your eyes and we will drop the subject. Come +upstairs and have a rest before dinner. You are tired out and want a +good sleep." + +She rose without a word, but in her face he read only fatigue, none of +the softening which he had hoped to see. + +"Yes. I'm tired--dead tired." She moved languidly towards the door. "I +think I shall never be anything else--now." + +Her fit of passion had indeed worn her out. For the rest of the evening +she was quiet and listless; and she went upstairs very early to bed, +leaving Herrick to sit alone with his dog, smoking his pipe, and facing +the future with a sinking heart. + +He sat there until the hour was really late; and then crept upstairs +very softly to avoid waking Eva, if indeed she slept. + +Just as he reached her door he heard a faint, strangled cry, and rushed +into her room to find her in the throes of one of the nightmares which +he found, later, were a dreadful legacy from her prison life. On waking, +her relief at finding she was not, as usual, alone was so great that for +the first time she clung to Herrick as she might have done in happier +days; and as he soothed her and pushed the damp golden curls from her +brow she spoke naturally, with none of the resentment she had hitherto +displayed. + +Her husband's heart melted towards her in this gentler mood; and long +after she had fallen asleep again, soothed by his presence, he sat +watching her uneasy slumber with a feeling of compassion which, had she +realized it, must surely have done something to bridge the gulf which +now yawned between them. + +In the morning she was her hard, mocking self again; and Herrick's +patience was sorely tried in the days which followed. + +It seemed, indeed, as though she had stated her feelings for him +correctly, as though she did really hate him with a bitter and +relentless hatred. The prison life had changed her whole being, turned +her from a brilliant, reckless, worldly girl, warmhearted and +extravagant, but generous to a fault, into a cold, malignant, callous +woman, nursing a grudge until it attained gigantic proportions, and +fully resolved to exact from her husband and the world a heavy payment +for the humiliating punishment she had been forced to undergo. + +Herrick could never discover that she felt that punishment to be +deserved. The whole world was to blame, but never she herself. It was +the fault of her husband, who had kept her short of money; of the +tradespeople who had pressed her, of the usurers who had got her into +their clutches--the fault of everyone save Eva Herrick; and the fact +that they had all, as it were, combined against her, that together they +had been too much for her, embittered her outlook on life to such a +degree that she was positively incapable of any reasonable analysis of +her own guilt. + +It was her husband against whom her resentment was chiefly directed. +With all the perversity of her ill-regulated, half-formed mind, she +refused to realize the fact that it had been absolutely impossible for +Herrick to take her crime on to his own shoulders. She clung childishly +to the notion that if he had wished he could have borne the blame and +endured the consequences; and since there is no reason to doubt that to +a girl in her position her life in prison was a horrible experience, her +bitterness is perhaps hardly to be wondered at, after all. + +Her sentence had left on soul and body traces which would never be +effaced; and sometimes Herrick could hardly believe that this cold, +cynical, bitter-tongued woman was indeed the gay Irish girl he had +married. + +But in spite of everything she was his wife. And Herrick was not the man +to shirk an obligation which was so plainly marked as this. Although he +shrank inwardly from her constant recriminations, he never let her see +how he was wounded by her biting tongue; and to all her reproaches he +presented so serene and complacent a front that she sometimes desisted +from very weariness. + +So the autumn days went on; and if Herrick felt sometimes that in spite +of the beautiful world around him, life was no longer full of "sweet +things," he never wavered in his resolve to do all in his power to make +up to Eva, for the misery she had endured behind those heartless prison +walls. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + + +"Toni, do you think it quite wise to go about so much with Mrs. +Herrick?" + +It was Owen who asked the question one cold morning as the two sat at +breakfast; and Toni looked up with something like defiance in her bright +eyes. + +"Why not, Owen? Oh, I know she has been--well, you know where--but she +is free again now; and it is very hard if one mistake is to dog her +footsteps wherever she goes for the rest of her life." + +"It was a pretty serious mistake," Owen reminded her quietly, "and to +tell you the truth I hardly like you to go about so constantly with a +woman who did what she was proved to have done." + +"Oh, don't be such a Pharisee, Owen." Toni spoke sharply and Owen +glanced at her in dismay. "I suppose someone has been saying something +to you. But I don't intend to give up Eva Herrick to please a lot of +spiteful old women like Lady Martin and Mrs. Madgwick." + +"Certainly one or two people have commented on your friendship," said +Owen thoughtfully, "and I'm bound to say I don't like it myself. To +begin with Mrs. Herrick treats her husband abominably; and I should not +have thought you would have been attracted by her shallow, futile way of +talking." + +"You forget I'm shallow and futile myself," said Toni with a faint, +bitter smile. "The gossips of the neighbourhood have long since decided +that I was an ignorant little fool who wasn't fit to be the mistress of +Greenriver; and I suppose it's a case of birds of a feather, isn't it?" + +"Toni!" Owen's voice expressed bewilderment. "What on earth do you mean? +Who ever dared to say you weren't fit to be mistress of Greenriver?" + +"Oh, heaps of people," said Toni recklessly. "You know quite well you +were ashamed of me when we first went out to dinner parties here, and I +didn't know how to behave--and lately we have been invited nowhere--not +even to the Golf Club Ball." + +Owen bit his lip. In truth the matter of the ball had puzzled him +considerably. Although not a golfer, he was on friendly terms with many +of the members of the local Club; and since Toni's friends, Mollie and +Cynthia Teach, were ardent golfers, it had seemed most probable that +Owen and his wife would receive an invitation to the annual ball. + +The Tobies had indeed gone so far as to assure Toni of her invitation +when first the ball was mentioned; and though as the day grew near the +two girls grew uneasy when the topic was broached, Toni never dreamed +that their avoidance of the subject covered a real and distressing +awkwardness. + +Certainly neither Toni nor Owen imagined that they had been quietly +excluded from the list of guests; but such was the astounding fact, as +Mollie and Cynthia were guiltily aware. + +It was largely due to Lady Martin's plain-speaking that this came about. + +Somehow the real truth about Eva Herrick had leaked out; as such truths +do invariably leak out; and Toni's ill-advised friendship with Herrick's +wife was easily turned to her disadvantage by so skilful an adversary as +Lady Martin. + +From the first her ladyship had been unable to bring herself to tolerate +Toni; and had lost no opportunity of spreading abroad Toni's rash +admission as to the nature of her cousin's employment--with the +immediate result that in a good many people's eyes Toni herself was +looked upon as an unusually fortunate shop-girl raised by a stroke of +good luck to a position which she was quite unsuited to adorn. + +Possibly there was in the case of some of her detractors an element of +jealousy in their comments on Owen Rose's wife. There were a good many +houses along the river where daughters were at a discount; and to see an +unknown and attractive girl like Toni step into the place which many of +these girls would have dearly liked to fill was doubtless somewhat +galling. + +At any rate Lady Martin found plenty of supporters when she broached her +avowed intention of excluding Mrs. Rose from the ball of which she was +patroness, on the ground of her friendship with the woman who had been, +as they all knew, in prison for a serious offence; and so it happened +that when the ball took place neither Owen nor Toni contributed by their +presence to the success of the evening. + +It was perfectly true that Toni had struck up a friendship with Jim +Herrick's wife; and it is only fair to Toni to state that in the first +instance she had made overtures to Eva Herrick from a purely +good-hearted desire to return Herrick's kindness to her in the one way +possible. + +She was not, in truth, greatly attracted to Eva at first. She found her +hard, bitter, at times ungenerous; but Mrs. Herrick was clever enough to +see that such attributes failed to endear her to Toni; and since to +Eva's perverted mind her husband's companionship was unendurable, she +quickly determined to make a friend of this soft-hearted, unworldly +little girl who was evidently sorry for her in her wordless fashion; and +was too candid herself to suspect deceit or double-dealing in others. + +Eva knew very well that the neighbourhood, which prided itself on its +exclusiveness, would have little or nothing to do with her; and motor +rides with Toni in the luxurious grey car, with lunch or tea at some +riverside hotel, formed an agreeable method of passing the days which +were otherwise horribly long and empty. + + * * * * * + +"I wasn't thinking of the Golf Ball," Owen said, in reply to Toni's last +speech. "But honestly, Toni, I don't care for Mrs. Herrick. Oh, I'm not +talking now of the necklace affair. That's over and done with; but it's +the woman herself I don't approve of." + +"Why not?" She spoke abruptly and Owen frowned. + +"Well, she's not the sort of girl I like my wife to be intimate with. +I'm sorry for that poor fellow Herrick. He is a sensible man, and knows +that if his wife's past is to be forgotten it will be by living quietly +and decently, and not by pushing into the society of the neighbourhood +whether she is welcome or no." + +"Owen, you're perfectly hateful." Toni was really angry. "She is always +welcome here, anyway. You know quite well that no one round about really +likes me. Oh, they call and all that sort of thing; but no one is really +friendly to me, and all the time they are saying horrid things about me +behind my back." + +"I think you are talking nonsense, dear," said Owen quietly. "No one +says horrid things. To begin with, what should they say?" + +"They say I'm common and ignorant, and so I am," said Toni passionately, +with a sudden desire to blurt out the conversation she had overheard on +that miserable day in August. "Mrs. Madgwick says so, and Lady Martin. I +heard them--and lots of other people say so too. I thought it wasn't +true at first--and then I saw it was. I asked Mr. Herrick, and he told +me to read and educate myself and then I could be useful to you--and +instead of that you went and got that perfectly hateful Miss Loder, and +everyone knows it was because you were sick of me trying to help you and +doing it so badly." + +Owen's face as he listened to this speech was a study in bewilderment. +The introduction of Herrick's name puzzled him considerably; and +although he frowned at Toni's description of Miss Loder, he realized +that by some means Toni had been made unhappy over her own position as +his wife. + +"See here, Toni, I don't quite understand." He looked at her keenly. +"Who says you are ignorant--and all the rest? And what on earth has +Herrick to do with our affairs?" + +"I told him--he saw me crying and asked me why. It was at the Vicarage +Bazaar--I was sitting in a summer-house and Lady Martin and Mrs. +Madgwick were outside, and they began to talk about me and they said all +those horrible things----" + +"Toni, were you obliged to listen? Couldn't you have got away!" + +"No." She lifted her clear eyes to his and he repented his question. "I +couldn't come out when they had begun; and I didn't know at first that +they were talking secrets." + +Her childish phraseology made Owen smile in the midst of his annoyance. + +"So Mr. Herrick advised you to read? Well, Toni, that was good advice." + +"Yes--and I took it," she said eagerly. "I read heaps and heaps of dull +books and worked at French--and poetry--and then when I tried to help +you, you wouldn't let me. You brought that horrid Loder here instead." + +Her reiteration of Miss Loder's name jarred. Owen had been genuinely +surprised and interested by this revelation, and if Toni had been wise +enough to stick to her own side of the affair, it is probable she would +have captured Owen's sympathy, and, incidentally, his heart; but she +weakened her case by her senseless prejudice against Millicent Loder; +and with a quick sense of irritation Owen told himself that she was only +jealous--in a purely unsentimental way--after all. + +She had never liked being ousted from her position, as would-be helper; +but Owen knew--or fancied he did--the exact value of her aid; and after +all his work was too important for him to run the risk of spoiling it by +any lack of efficiency in his helpers. + +"I wish you'd leave Miss Loder's name out of the question," he said at +last, and his tone struck coldly on Toni's excited ear. "When the book +is published I will dispense with her assistance, if you wish it; but +until then I tell you frankly I intend to avail myself of her most +valuable help." + +He had expected an angry reply; but none came. Instead Toni said in a +low voice: + +"Very well, Owen. I know Miss Loder is useful to you and I am not. But +if you refuse to let me help you, I don't think you can complain if I +try to fill my time with other things--and if Mrs. Herrick is pleasant +and nice to me I cannot very well refuse to know her, can I?" + +"To know her? Certainly not--but there is a difference between knowing +her casually and being with her all day long." + +"I am not that," she replied quietly. "I take her motoring sometimes, +because it is dull going alone, and it is a treat to her. But of course +if you object--it is your car----" + +"Oh, don't be silly, Toni." All Owen's pent-up irritation found vent in +the words. "I'm not a dragon--or an ogre, am I? Take Mrs. Herrick by all +means--have her here if you like, only for goodness' sake don't talk as +though I wished to condemn you to perpetual loneliness." + +"Very well. I won't." She rose as she spoke. "You've finished, haven't +you? Then I'll go and see Mrs. Blades--she is ill again to-day, Kate +says." + +"Is she? Poor old soul." Owen rose too, and passing round the table laid +his hands on Toni's shoulders. "Toni, we're not quarrelling, are we? +Have I neglected you lately? I'm sorry if I have--when the book's out we +will have a trip abroad, go on the Riviera or somewhere nice and warm." + +He stooped, and kissed her, but though she lifted her face obediently +and even returned his caress, Toni's lips were cold and her eyes had +lost their sparkle. + +Owen's inflexibility frightened her. She had half expected that when he +knew her real and vital dislike for Miss Loder he would promise to send +her away; but he had done nothing of the kind: and Toni felt again, as +she had already felt once or twice of late, that Owen had no intention +of giving in to his wife's fancies, as some men were always ready to do. + +She had intended to offer to give up Eva Herrick's friendship if Owen +would send away Miss Loder. In the quiet hours of the night such a +bargain had seemed simple enough; but when it came to making the +suggestion Toni's heart failed her. + +"Are you going motoring to-day, Toni?" + +"I had thought of it," she said slowly; "but--do you want the car?" + +"No, thanks, dear. I'm going up to town by the twelve-thirty--I promised +to meet Barry for lunch. Shall you be in?" + +"No. I thought of lunching out," said Toni rather vaguely. + +"Oh. Well, you'll order Miss Loder's lunch then, won't you? She must +have it alone to-day." + +Owen, occupied with a letter he held in his hand, had spoken +thoughtlessly; but an exclamation from Toni made him pause and regard +his wife in amazement. Toni's pallor had given way to a deep flush, and +her usually sweet eyes blazed with rage. + +"Oh, I'll order Miss Loder's lunch." She spoke in sharp staccato tones. +"You needn't be afraid I will neglect her because you're away. I _can_ +keep house, if I'm not a B.A.; and thank Heaven I shan't have to sit at +the table and listen to her sneering at me all the time." + +"Toni!" In Owen's eyes a flame similar to that in her own had sprung to +life. "What do you mean by this nonsense about Miss Loder? Let me tell +you once and for all that I won't have it. You never cease libelling +that unfortunate woman from morning to night. Considering she is here, +in your house, in a subordinate position, your behaviour is both +unladylike and ungenerous; and if you continue to talk in this way about +a girl who has to earn her own living, and has never done you any +harm--well, we shall quarrel, that's all." + +"I don't care if we do." Toni's hot temper--a heritage from her Italian +mother--was let loose. "I'd sooner quarrel than submit to everything you +like to do. If you loved me, treated me as you ought to treat your wife, +you'd send her away. Oh, I'm not jealous in a silly way--I know you +aren't likely to make love to her----" + +"_Toni!_" Owen's voice frightened her into silence. "Don't dare to put +such a vulgar insinuation into words, if you please. If you are so lost +to your own dignity and self-respect as your anger seems to imply, at +least remember that you are my wife, and don't let me hear such a +thoroughly degrading and unworthy remark from you again." + +"I _didn't_!" Toni, crimson-faced, had tears in her eyes. "I said I +didn't think it. It's not fair of you to pretend I did.... I only +meant----" + +"I'm afraid you don't know what you do mean," said Owen, his anger dying +down at the sight of her tears. "But in any case we had better drop the +subject." + +He paused for a moment, then something in Toni's forlorn aspect touched +his heart and he spoke more kindly. + +"Come, Toni, don't let's make a scene over this. You're my wife, you +know--I didn't marry you because I wanted a secretary, I married you +because I wanted you for my wife----" + +"Even though you didn't love me." Toni spoke quietly, even a little +sadly, and Owen's heart sank as he realized what her words implied. + +"I didn't love you?" For the life of him he did not know what to say. + +"No. I thought you did--but it doesn't matter," said Toni a little +drearily. "I'm sorry I made a scene just now, Owen. Please forgive me. I +won't do it again." + +And without waiting for a reply she opened the door and went out of the +room, leaving Owen staring after her, stirred to the depths of his soul +by something he thought he had read in her usually child-like eyes. + +It was no child who had gazed at him as she spoke those last few words. +It was a woman who had looked through Toni's Southern eyes in that +moment of stress; and for the first time since his marriage, Owen +wondered whether his estimate of Toni had been incorrect after all. + +He had thought her soulless, a pretty, light-hearted, unselfish little +comrade, swayed by feminine whims and caprices, but incapable of rising +to the stature of the perfect woman; and lo, in one moment of +unconscious revelation she had shown herself to him as a woman indeed, +one who had realized that he had married her for some other cause than +love, yet did not stoop to blame him. + +But if Toni were indeed a woman, one capable, moreover, of a totally +unexpected magnanimity, he had indeed been guilty of a serious mistake, +and the very idea that he had misread Toni's character so hopelessly +filled Owen with a humility as disturbing as it was complete. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + + +The immediate effect of the little scene at the breakfast table was +unfortunately that of an increased intimacy between Toni Rose and +Herrick's wife. + +Although Toni's exit from the battlefield had been quiet and even +dignified, she found it hard to forgive Owen's plain-speaking on the +subject of what he supposed to be her silly prejudice against Miss +Loder. He had called her conduct vulgar and ungenerous, had spoken, +moreover, in the tone in which a harsh schoolmaster might censure a +naughty child; and all her love for Owen could not prevent a feeling of +humiliation which galled her sorely. + +The sight of Miss Loder, trim, competent, complacent, acted upon Toni's +nerves in much the same way as the red rag is said to act on the nervous +system of a bull. Although she dared not give vent openly to her +dislike, Toni's behaviour towards her husband's secretary was by no +means cordial; and Owen felt a slightly bitter resentment against his +young wife for what he considered her most unreasonable inability to +understand his position. + +Millicent Loder was a god-send to a harassed literary man; and yet Owen +began to wonder whether after this book were done it would be advisable +to dispense with her services. That, however, seemed unfair to the girl, +who liked her work with him, and would consider her dismissal uncalled +for; and Owen generally finished his mental discussion with a resolution +to ignore Toni's foolishness and trust to time to teach her toleration. + +It must be remembered that neither Toni nor her husband had the +slightest notion of what lay beneath Miss Loder's calm exterior. Envy of +Toni as Rose's wife, scorn of her as the mistress of a beautiful and +stately house, mingled in Millicent's breast with a strong and +unreasonable longing to attract Toni's husband to herself; and the very +fact that the marriage of these two was not what she called a success, +lent additional keenness to all her emotions. + +Oddly enough, Mrs. Herrick saw Millicent in something very like her true +light, with a vision even clearer than that of the more interested Toni; +and Eva Herrick, who since her imprisonment hated all men and most +women, was not ill-pleased by the spectacle of Toni's dislike for her +husband's secretary. + +Very adroitly Eva set herself to foster that dislike. Although she had +only encountered Miss Loder twice--once on the occasion of a call paid +in return for Toni's ceremonious call upon her, and again during a wait +at the station for the London train, Mrs. Herrick had quickly realized +that Miss Loder liked Toni little better than Toni cared for her; and +Eva was not the sort of woman to let any knowledge of that kind lie +useless. + +Without saying anything definite, she contrived to let Toni know she +sympathized with her in the matter of Miss Loder's tenancy of the +library; and although Toni never let slip a word which might have +savoured of disloyalty to her husband, Mrs. Herrick knew, with a queer, +uncanny shrewdness peculiar to her, that the girl's marriage was not +altogether happy. + +If it had been, it is improbable that Eva would have made a friend of +Toni. As she said to herself now and again, she had no use for happy +people. Her own life was spoilt--that the spoiling was due to herself +she would have been the last to acknowledge--and she was in no humour to +watch other people making a success of their lives. What she wanted was +to see those around her as unhappy, as disillusioned, as discontented as +herself; and all Toni's kindness, all her gentle, unselfish +friendliness, went for nothing when the opportunity arose for a further +darkening of Toni's already overshadowed sky. + +On the surface, however, all was serenity. Eva accepted Toni's +companionship with outward gratitude, and when once Herrick was +satisfied that Toni knew what she was doing, he put no obstacles in the +way of their better acquaintance. + +Afterwards he told himself that he should have known better than to +allow his wife to take advantage of Toni's unworldliness; but at the +moment he was only too glad to find Eva apparently sincere in her liking +for the simple-hearted Toni; and assuming, naturally, that Owen did not +disapprove of the growing intimacy, he watched the affair with a +gratitude made natural by his intense pity for his wife. + +One day Mrs. Herrick asked Toni to accompany her to Sutton, where she +had made an appointment for twelve o'clock. It appeared that she had +suffered agonies of toothache while in prison, and although the +authorities had done all they could for her, she was again in urgent +need of a dentist's services. She had been informed of the arrival of a +new practitioner in the little town, who came from a London practice; +and to Toni's mingled surprise and dismay she found herself invited to +accompany Mrs. Herrick on a visit to Mr. Dowson's surgery. + +On the spur of the moment she confessed to a previous acquaintance with +Mr. Dowson; and Eva thereupon plied her with questions as to his +proficiency in his work. + +"I don't want my teeth breaking or my jaw dislocating," she said. "Do +you think the man's any good? It's such a bore to have to go up to town +every time. Has he ever done any work for you?" + +Toni, who had never had toothache in her life, was obliged to reply in +the negative; but assured Eva that Mr. Dowson had an excellent +reputation in Brixton. + +"Well, I wrote and fixed up an appointment with him," said Eva +carelessly, "so I suppose I'd better go. But if he isn't any good I +shan't go again." + +"I'll run you over in the car," said Toni eagerly, "and we'll go on to +lunch somewhere. Miss Loder leaves early to-day, so it doesn't matter +about my not being at home." + +Mrs. Herrick accepted the offer promptly, and at five minutes past +twelve the big car pulled up in front of Mr. Dowson's modest house, much +to the excitement of the school children, who were at that moment +released from the school-buildings at the end of the street. + +A quiet little maid showed the visitors into the usual depressing +waiting-room; and reappeared two minutes later to conduct them into the +torture chamber itself; and since Eva flatly refused to go alone, Toni +perforce accompanied her into the operator's presence. + +Mr. Dowson's pale face lighted up at the sight of Toni with a radiance +which even the self-engrossed Eva could not fail to note. He recollected +himself sufficiently to shake hands professionally with his patient, but +Toni he greeted warmly, as an old friend. + +He had never dreamed of such a glorious happening as this visit. The +dingy room was transfigured by Toni's presence therein; and his long, +white, carefully-manicured hands were absolutely unsteady as he opened +his little cabinet and selected one or two tiny but deadly-looking +instruments from the shining rows within. + +Toni, for her part, was occupied in thanking the Providence which had +seen fit to equip her with a set of perfectly sound white teeth; and she +felt an intense sympathy with the hapless Eva, whose nerves, undermined +by her late experience, were already betraying her into signs of +agitation. + +"I won't hurt you, really," said Mr. Dowson, with a beaming smile, which +he felt to be out of place, but could not restrain. "Please lean back a +little more--so. Now open--just a _leetle_ wider--thank you, that will +do." + +It was soon evident that the visit could not be prolonged. Although he +had not the clue to his patient's intense nervousness, Mr. Dowson's +professional instincts warned him that he must go warily: and while he +would willingly have detained Mrs. Herrick, if by such means he could +enjoy the felicity of Toni's companionship a little longer, his +conscientious spirit forced him to cut the sitting short. + +Another appointment was made for the following week; and after that +there were others, to all of which Toni accompanied her quaking friend. +After four or five visits, however, Toni was unlucky enough to contract +a chill during an unusually prolonged motor-ride; and Mrs. Herrick was +forced to go alone. + +It was Leonard Dowson's intense consternation when told of Toni's +illness which first opened Eva's eyes to the seriousness of his +devotion. She had seen from the beginning that he admired the girl, that +he listened attentively to her lightest word; but she had not realized +that Mr. Dowson was really and irrevocably in love with Toni; and it is +only fair to the young man to say that he was quite unconscious of his +self-betrayal. + +He had not been able to hide his anxiety on hearing of Toni's +indisposition. With all the exaggeration of true love he immediately +feared the worst; and even Eva's callous heart was touched by his +incapacity to ask for news on the day of her second visit alone. + +He had stammered out a broken question, exhibiting a rather absurd +concern over an ordinary slight chill; and when Eva replied casually +that she had heard Toni was going on very well, she noticed, with a +half-contemptuous amusement, that he had to turn aside and wipe away the +drops which glistened on his high forehead. + +It was during that second visit that an idea came to Eva, bringing a +malicious little smile to her lips in the intervals of Leonard's +ministrations. + +"You've known Toni--Mrs. Rose--a long time, I suppose?" She asked the +question casually as she put on her hat before the glass. "You were +friends before her marriage, weren't you?" + +"Yes. I had the pleasure of knowing Mrs. Rose some years before that." + +"Really? You knew her as a child?" + +"She was just fifteen when I saw her first," said Leonard, his voice +husky with the emotion called up by the reminiscence. "It was her +birthday, I remember, and one of her cousins asked me to go home to tea +with him. They were great people for birthdays, her relations." + +"Were they?" Eva adjusted her veil carefully. "Friendly, sociable sort +of people, I suppose. Was Mr. Rose there that night?" + +"Mr. Rose?" For a moment Leonard, lost in dreams of the past, stared +uncomprehendingly. Then he pulled himself together vigorously. "No, Mr. +Rose was not there in those days. He--he came on the scene much later +than that." + +"Did he? Was he also a friend of Mrs. Rose's cousins?" + +"Oh, no." Mr. Dowson became emphatic. "Nothing of that sort. Toni--Miss +Gibbs she was then--met him in the course of business. As a matter of +fact, she was his secretary. And then he fell in love with her; and the +next thing was that they were married." His tone was dreary. + +"Ah, well, I don't wonder he fell in love." Eva watched him closely +through the mirror as she spoke. "I have no doubt Mrs. Rose had heaps of +admirers at that time. Why, Mr. Dowson"--she spoke laughingly--"what +were you about not to seize such a prize before an outsider sailed in +and captured it?" + +Leonard's pallor gave way to an unbecoming brick-red flush, and his +voice shook as he replied: + +"I ... I wasn't lucky, you see. I--I would have given my life for that +girl, Mrs. Herrick, and she--she wouldn't have me at any price." + +His tone of desperate sincerity told Eva all she wanted to know; and in +a moment she switched the conversation back to safer ground. + +"You needn't give your life for her, Mr. Dowson, but I'll tell you what +you can do. You can lend me your _Punch_ to take her. I promised to +bring her a copy from Dent's, and he is sold out." + +Mr. Dowson was genuinely delighted to follow the suggestion and insisted +on depleting the table in his waiting-room of various periodicals which +might relieve the tedium of a day in bed; and Eva took the bundle +amiably, promising to deliver them in person to Toni on her way home. + +She fulfilled her mission punctually; and when Owen, unaware of her +presence in the house, came to see how his wife was getting on, he found +her bed literally strewn with the papers which should have soothed the +fears of the quaking patients in Mr. Dowson's gloomy waiting-room. + +"Hallo, Toni." He turned to her smilingly, after greeting Eva. "I hope +you've got plenty to read. I didn't know you hankered after the +illustrated papers, or I'd have sent out for some. It's very good of +Mrs. Herrick to bring you such an assortment." + +"Ah, but these were sent by a friend of your wife's," smiled Eva +sweetly. "I'm not the principal party in the transaction--I'm only the +middleman." + +"Really? Who has been so generous then?" asked Owen, taking up one of +the papers at random as he spoke. + +"Mr. Dowson, the dentist at Sutton," said Eva, turning her large Irish +eyes on him pleasantly. "You know, of course, he is an old friend of +Mrs. Rose's, and I must say he is a most gentle and satisfactory person +in his work." + +"A dentist? Dowson?" Owen's eyes roamed from Eva's face to Toni's, and +something in the manner of both girls puzzled him. "I don't know him, do +I, Toni? Is he really an old friend of yours? But you've never asked him +here, have you?" + +"He--he's not exactly an old friend," said Toni, annoyed to feel herself +colouring. "I mean--oh, I've known him a long time in a way--he was a +friend of the boys--my cousins, but that was all. And anyway he has not +been here long." + +"Oh." Owen was still vaguely perplexed by her manner. "Well, if he's a +decent chap you must ask him over." + +"Oh, I'm sure he wouldn't come." Toni spoke quickly. "He is not your +sort, Owen. I mean--I don't think he would care to come. Do you, Mrs. +Herrick?" + +Thus appealed to, Eva gave her verdict with a show of hesitation. + +"N-no, I hardly think he would." She turned to Owen. "I don't think I +would ask him, if I were you, Mr. Rose. I expect it would make him feel +a little--well, awkward." + +"But----" Owen did not know what to make of it. "You see, if he is +sufficiently intimate with my wife to send her all these papers and +things, it looks rather odd if I take no notice of him, doesn't it? I +really think we must ask him over when Toni is herself again, eh, Toni?" + +"I wouldn't, Mr. Rose." Eva threw a deep earnestness into her melodious +Irish voice. "Really--it's not my business, of course, but if I were you +I'd not bother about the matter." + +She saw the look of uneasiness in Owen's eyes, and knew she had said +enough. + +"Is it really five o'clock!" She jumped up in pretended dismay. "And I +promised Jim faithfully I'd be back by half-past four. He gets fidgety +when I'm out of his sight for long--thinks I'm getting into mischief, I +suppose." + +She laughed rather hardly, and Owen felt an inner repulsion to the woman +who could thus misconstrue her husband's consideration. He watched her +bid Toni an effusive farewell and then escorted her downstairs, and +stood talking to her for a few moments at the hall door. + +Somehow he had never liked her so little as on this afternoon; and +although he admitted that she was a pretty woman in her way, he told +himself that her face was curiously unattractive. + +She looked better now than on her first arrival in the neighbourhood, +less haggard, a little plumper, but as he compared her dulled and faded +beauty with Toni's youthful bloom he wondered, not for the first time, +if her companionship were altogether innocuous. + +He was still puzzling over the question when he re-entered Toni's room; +and his first words showed her what was in his mind. + +"Rather bad taste--that allusion to her husband's anxiety. Don't you +think so, Toni? After all, he might well be uneasy about a woman who has +once got into such serious mischief as she has done." + +"Why? It's not likely to happen again." Toni, poring over _Punch_, spoke +shortly. + +"No, of course not." Owen hesitated, but as Toni evinced no signs of +wishing to continue the conversation he went out of the room hurriedly, +leaving his wife alone with the evidences of Mr. Dowson's good-will. + +The next time Eva visited Toni she said jocularly: + +"Well, I do think you're mean, Toni!" They had recently advanced to this +stage of intimacy. "Fancy not telling me that Mr. Dowson had once +proposed to you." + +Toni, taken aback, blushed vividly. + +"He didn't--at least--not exactly. I mean----" + +"Oh, I know what you mean!" Eva laughed. "Of course you couldn't have +accepted him--he's a nice fellow in his way, but impossible as a +husband." At times Squire Payton's daughter was quite blatantly +aristocratic. "But you might have told me, all the same." + +"Why? It doesn't matter--now." + +"Not to you, dear." Eva jeered lightly. "But the poor fellow is quite +upset at meeting you again. He told me to-day he would never marry, and +when I asked him why he said surely I could guess." + +"Very impertinent of him," said Toni sharply; and Eva smiled inwardly. + +"Oh, you mustn't blame him, Toni. I'm afraid it was my fault. We Irish +are so sympathetic, you know--people always tell us their secrets. And +anyhow there is nothing to be ashamed of. If he likes to go adoring you +privately, you needn't be angry." + +She said no more just then, for Toni's manner displayed her displeasure; +but Eva smiled again when she was alone; and her warped and twisted mind +seized eagerly on the idea of the very amusing situation which a little +careful engineering might bring to pass. + +Like all true intriguers, Eva kept her thoughts to herself; and Toni had +not the faintest idea of the plans which her so-called friend turned +about in her mind as the autumn days glided swiftly by under the golden +and blue skies of a perfect season. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + + +Owen and his wife were sitting at dinner one evening when a note was +brought to Owen whose contents brought an angry exclamation to his lips +as he, read. + +"By gad, Toni, this is a bit thick! What the devil does the woman mean?" + +Toni, suddenly pale, bit her lips, while her eyes filled with +apprehension. + +"I ... who is it from, Owen? What does it say?" + +"There--read it yourself," said Owen, throwing the blue-grey sheet +across the table. "I suppose there is some explanation, though I confess +I can't understand it--yet." + +Still deadly pale, her eyes shining like blue jewels, Toni took up the +sheet and read the letter which Lady Martin had written with so much +satisfaction a couple of hours earlier. + + "DEAR MR. ROSE, + + "After the occurrence of this afternoon I am sure you will see the + advisability of Mrs. Rose's resignation from the Badminton Club. It + is with great regret that I suggest this course; but after the + scene which took place this afternoon, in the presence of a dozen + members and several visitors, among them Lady Saxonby, a former + friend of your own, I speak for the Committee when I request you to + advise your wife to resign for the present season at least." + +Toni laid the paper quietly down on the table and spoke to Owen with a +mingling of terror and defiance in her tone. + +"Well?" + +"Well?" Owen reached across the table and picked up the letter. "What is +all this about, Toni? Why should you be requested to resign?" + +"I don't know"--Toni began in a lifeless voice; then suddenly--"yes, I +do know. It's all a plot of Lady Martin's and Mrs. Madgwick's. They hate +me, I always told you so--and now they want to make you hate me too." + +"But what happened this afternoon?" + +"Oh, it's a long story." Toni spoke recklessly. "To begin with, I was +elected to the Club a long time ago--in September; and when Mrs. Herrick +came home she wanted to be a member too. I tried to get her in, but they +didn't want her----" + +"Of course not." Owen frowned. "You never seem to understand, Toni, that +all people are not so unworldly as you. It was a mistake for Mrs. +Herrick to attempt to enter a private club of that sort so soon. She +should have waited until the scandal had blown over." + +"Well, she was very disappointed about it. But every member can take a +friend in once a month, so I took Eva this afternoon." + +She broke off in dismay. + +"Oh, Toni, will you never learn sense?" In spite of himself Owen spoke +sharply. "Of all the foolish things to do! Well, what happened when you +got there?" + +"People weren't very nice." Toni flushed again at the memory of the +whispers and averted faces which had greeted her entrance with Mrs. +Herrick. "But we just sat down and watched, and everything would have +been all right if Lady Martin hadn't interfered." + +"What did she do?" + +"She had a woman with her--Lady Saxonby, someone called her--and she +heard me addressed as Mrs. Rose, and turned to me at once and asked me +if I were your wife." + +"She did? By Jove!" Owen guessed that Vivian's curiosity had nerved her +to the step. + +"Yes. So I said I was, and she was beginning to talk to me--quite +politely--but somehow as if she were taking me in all the time----" + +Owen could well imagine how Lady Saxonby's eyes would scrutinize the +face of the girl with whom he had consoled himself after her defection; +and he felt both anger and surprise at the thought of the scrutiny. + +"Well, go on." Insensibly his tone had hardened, and Toni hurried on. + +"Well, as she was talking to me, Lady Martin came up and tried to draw +her away, but she wouldn't go. So Lady Martin got vexed, I suppose, and +she bent down and whispered something to her--something about Eva, +because I heard the words 'necklace' and 'prison' quite plainly, and Eva +heard it too and turned crimson." + +"And then?" + +"Then Lady Saxonby looked straight at me and asked me to give you a +message." + +"Did she?" Owen was astonished. "What was it?" + +"She asked me to say that she hoped you had forgiven her and were as +happy as she is." + +"Gad, what impertinence!" He flushed darkly. "She had no right to send +me such a message; it was nothing but a piece of unwarranted presumption +on her part." + +"Was it?" Toni spoke rather wistfully. "You see, I didn't know at first +who she was, and I thought she meant to be quite decent. But then Eva +jumped up and said very quickly that the woman who had jilted an +honourable man ought to be ashamed of sending such a message through +that man's wife--and when I said something she told me that Lady Saxonby +was the woman who threw you over when you came home, for all the world +to see." + +Owen, vexed to the soul by the thought of this miserable publicity, set +his teeth hard and said nothing; and Toni hurried on. + +"Well, then there was a scene. Lady Saxonby turned on Eva quite +furiously, and said she had no right to talk of anyone being ashamed of +anything, seeing that everyone knew what she had done. And then all the +other women crowded round, and Eva lost her temper, and said it was +quite true and she had been in prison and was a criminal and all that, +but she'd sooner be that than a dishonourable, mercenary woman who would +jilt one man because another had more money and a title ... and ... oh, +there was a most frightful row, and the end was that the secretary +hurried up and asked me to take Eva away quickly before she said any +more. She was awfully cross, and said I ought not to have brought Mrs. +Herrick, and that Lady Saxonby would be sure to talk, and the Club would +be ruined." + +"So you came away?" + +"Yes. Eva was horribly upset--you know her nerves are all wrong--and she +fainted dead away in the hall and they had to send for a doctor and we +took her home ... and altogether," said Toni, breaking at last into +tears, "it was a fearful scene, and I wish I'd never gone near the +Club!" + +"I wish to God you hadn't!" Owen sprang up, more upset than he cared to +confess. He could visualize the whole scene: Vivian, with her beautiful, +scornful face, taunting Eva, playing the hypocrite with Toni, and +sending insulting messages to the man she had jilted; and the mere +thought of the talk, the gossip, the raking up of old stories which +would inevitably follow, set all his nerves jarring furiously. + +Even the sight of Toni's tears did not soften his heart. Rather he felt +exasperated with her, since it was her folly which had precipitated the +whole scene. + +"Come, don't cry," he said rather curtly. "You've done a very silly +thing, and goodness knows where it will end; but it's no use crying and +making yourself ill." + +Naturally his tone did not tend to set his wife at ease; and she cried +the more. + +"Oh, for goodness' sake, stop!" Owen felt himself to be a brute, but the +thought of Vivian's malice was gall to his spirit. "The mischief's done, +and crying won't undo it. But I hope you've learned a lesson, Toni; I +always told you it was a mistake to go about with that woman, and you +wouldn't believe me. Well, now you see what's happened. You've made us +both ridiculous in the eyes of the world, and we shall be more severely +ostracized than ever." + +Suddenly Toni's tears ceased and she raised her head to stare at him. + +"You mean people will be horrid--to you--about it?" + +"Well, naturally, they'll think me a fool for encouraging you," said +Owen rather irritably. "If only you would have been guided by me! But +it's been the same all through. You chose to go your own way, and the +end will be that we shall have to leave Greenriver and go to live +somewhere else." + +"Leave Greenriver?" She echoed the words dully. + +"Well, what can we do?" He spoke impatiently. "You have never seemed +very happy here, so far as the people go. And now, after this _fiasco_, +we may expect the neighbourhood to drop us altogether." + +"Drop us?" + +"Well, you know what I mean. Oh, I don't care two straws about the +people themselves. They're a stupid lot anyway, and too conventional to +know how to got the best out of life. But still--Greenriver's my home, +and I thought we should learn to settle down here." + +"And I've prevented you?" + +"Well, you've never hit it off with the people, have you? And after this +I don't see how we can settle down. I'm not going to have people +neglecting my wife or being rude to her, but still this Badminton Club +affair is a pretty big slap in the face for both of us." + +Toni, resting her small chin on the cup of her hollowed hands, stared at +him thoughtfully, and in her eyes, still wet with tears, he caught again +that elusive hint of a tragic womanhood which had puzzled him on a +former occasion. + +"Eva was right," she said, and her voice was low. "She said I was out of +place here, and so I am." + +"Mrs. Herrick said that?" Owen's anger suddenly swung round. "Then it +was a damned silly thing to say, and I'm surprised you listened to it." + +"But she was right. She said everyone wondered why you married me; and +now that I have seen Lady Saxonby, I wonder too." + +Owen's heart sank. + +"Toni, what do you mean?" + +"I mean that I understand now. Lady Saxonby was the woman you were to +have married. She is very beautiful," said Toni simply. "And she would +have been the right mistress for Greenriver. I can't understand how it +was you married me. Eva said--when we were driving home--that it must +have been pique. She said you wanted to show the other woman you did not +care ... and when I thought about it, I saw that it was true." + +"Toni, it wasn't true." All thought of personal anger was swallowed up +in Owen's sudden longing to convince the girl that Eva had lied. "I +married you because"--in spite of himself he faltered--"because I loved +you. What if Vivian did treat me badly? I was well out of it, since she +was a woman of that kind." + +"Oh, I don't mind--now," said Toni, with a faint smile. "I did at first. +When Lady Martin and Mrs. Madgwick said it, last summer, I thought my +heart would break; but I suppose I got used to the idea, and when I saw +Lady Saxonby to-day I knew it was just one of the things that no one can +help." + +Owen, not understanding her, only stared. + +"You see, I knew all the time it wasn't likely, really, that you would +care for me," said Toni quietly. "I tried to make myself believe you +did, but I don't think I ever _really_ believed it. Only I was so fond +of you--you were so kind--and when we were married you were so good to +me that I began to hope you might grow fond of me in time." + +"Toni--for God's sake----" + +"But I soon found out it was a mistake--our marriage--for you. I wasn't +half clever enough. I was only an ignorant, silly, unformed girl, and +you were so different. Oh, I tried my hardest to improve. I wanted to +prove to you that I wasn't quite such a little fool as you thought me. I +wanted to show you I had a soul--Mr. Herrick said I had, and I tried to +make myself more companionable to you--oh, I know I didn't succeed very +well," said Toni humbly, "but, you see, you didn't understand. I only +bothered you when I tried to help you in your work; and of course you +didn't want to talk to me about the things that really mattered to you." + +"Toni--Toni--don't say such things." + +"But you were always kind," said Toni wistfully, "and I sometimes +wondered if I had been wrong and you did care for me a little. But I +always knew, deep down in my heart, that it was all a mistake, and +now"--suddenly the composure which had supported her so far gave +way--"now I know I ought not to have married you--and--and I'm sorry, +Owen--I'm most frightfully sorry----" + +All at once she pressed her hands to her eyes as though to shut out the +sight of his face; and then, as he started forward, vague words of +comfort on his lips, she flung her arms out over the table and laid her +head down on them in an attitude of utter desolation. + +For a moment Owen stood motionless, while the light from the rose-shaded +candles played over the silky black hair and cast a pool of red colour +on the smooth white neck rising out of its chiffon draperies. The scene +was one which would never fade from Owen's memory; and in after days he +could visualize it to the minutest detail. + +The red and yellow of the chrysanthemums in a big silver bowl, the +purple bloom of the piled-up grapes before Toni, the ruby of the wine in +the decanters, the reflections cast by the candles in the shining +surface of the uncovered table, the ruddy glow of the firelight playing +over Toni's pale-coloured skirts--to the day of his death Owen would be +able to recall the scene at will: and never would he forget the chill in +his veins as he realized that the girl he had thought a child was a +woman after all.... + +"Toni--Toni dear." He laid his hand on her shoulder. "For heaven's sake, +Toni, look up and tell me you don't mean all the terrible things you've +been saying. Of course I love you. Why, haven't I shown you that all +along? Toni, don't let those silly women and their chatter hurt you. You +can believe me, can't you? And I tell you I married you because I loved +you--and Lady Saxonby and all the rest can go to Jericho!" + +He half thought he had won her ear; in another moment he felt sure he +would have had her in his arms, sobbing her heart out--since she must +cry--in the safe shelter of his breast; but at that moment the young +butler, deceived by the low voices into thinking the room empty, entered +briskly to fulfil his duties; and Toni sprang up before Andrews had time +to advance round the big screen, which fortunately hid her from his +eyes. + +Owen swore softly under his breath at this most untimely interruption; +but Toni was already half-way to the door, and he judged it best to +engage Andrews in conversation about the wine and leave Toni to seek the +sanctuary she desired. + + * * * * * + +The next day the Secretary of the Badminton Club received Mrs. Rose's +resignation; and there, for the present, the matter ended. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + + +When Toni related the episode of Lady Martin's note to Eva Herrick, the +latter asked a startling question. + +"Toni, why don't you leave your husband?" + +"Leave my husband?" Toni stared at her, wide-eyed. + +"Yes. Oh, anyone can see you're neither of you happy. Mr. Rose knows all +the time that he ought not to have married you just to get even with +that horrid Saxonby woman, and anyhow you're not the least bit in the +world suited to one another." + +Toni was very pale. + +"You don't think so?" + +"I'm sure of it." Eva threw away the cigarette she held and sat upright. +"You ought to have married a man who would love you whatever you +did--who wouldn't want you to be booky and clever, but would think you +perfect in every way. Not a man who feels himself superior to you half +the time, and finds fault the other half." + +"But my husband doesn't find fault." She spoke in a low voice. + +"Doesn't he? Well, it sounds like it," said Eva, piling the cushions +behind her curly golden head. "I heard him scolding you over a book +you'd mislaid one day, and he nearly jumped down your throat about Miss +Loder this very morning." + +"That was entirely my fault," said Toni quickly; and Eva saw that if she +were to succeed in her malicious project she must change her plan of +attack. + +Being as quick-witted as she was cruel, she adopted a new method +instantly. + +"Of course. I was only joking. Seriously, I think Mr. Rose is +wonderfully good. I'm sure it would hurt him awfully to think he had +been unkind or impatient with you, Toni. After all, he married you to +please himself, didn't he? And it's not a bit fair to you to visit it on +your head afterwards." + +"To visit--what, Eva?" + +"Why, I hardly know what to say." Eva smiled subtly to herself. "Of +course, it may be only my imagination. I daresay you make Mr. Rose as +happy as any woman could do. I expect he works too hard and that's why +he looks so worried." + +"Does he look worried?" queried Toni softly. "I suppose I ought to have +noticed it--but----" + +"But you didn't?" Eva leaned across and patted the girl's arm. "Never +mind, dear, it's probably my fancy. I daresay Mr. Rose is not a very +lively person at any time--and, after all, one can't always be feeling +cheerful." + +"You mean," said Toni, who, like other primitive people, was apt to be +disconcertingly outspoken, "you mean that Owen--my husband--isn't happy. +At least--is that what you mean?" + +"Well, I suppose I did mean that," said Eva with pretended reluctance. +"But it's all nonsense--I had no business to say it, Toni. Do forget it, +will you?" + +"No." Toni spoke very quietly. "I shan't forget it. But I want to know a +little more. You think Owen is unhappy because he is married to me. Do +you think he would be happier if I went away and left him? Is that what +you are too kind, too generous to imply?" + +Eva's heart gave a sudden throb. Her first aim in life ever since the +prison gates clanged behind her at the end of her term of confinement +had been to do some harm in the world, to make up for the injury which +she considered had been done to her; and no weak emotions such as pity +or generosity could be allowed to hold her back. + +To her oddly-perverted mind, it seemed that if she could persuade Toni +to leave her husband, to wreck her home and her future, she would have +got "her own back" to a considerable degree; and she had a double motive +in her hatred of Owen, who, as she well knew, distrusted her personally +and disliked her friendship with his young wife. + +Any person connected with a big penal settlement will tell you that +there is never any certainty as to the moral result of a term of +imprisonment on any given prisoner. + +To some natures, the punishment may be both a deterrent and an excellent +lesson, while to others the educational value may be great and the +deterrent effect almost _nil_; but in one class of prisoner--the class +to which Eva Herrick belonged--imprisonment wakes only the worst and +basest of all emotions, a desire, perforce stifled during the period of +punishment, for revenge. + +That she had suffered, on the whole, justly, never weighed for one +instant with Eva herself. That she had been guilty of a crime was less +than nothing. What did weigh with her was the fact that she had been +found out, and forced to undergo a humiliating and degrading punishment; +and from the moment when she came to her senses after the swoon which +had mercifully cut short the scene in court, Eva Herrick's whole being +had been in revolt against a world where such things were allowed to be. + +Her whole pleasure, indeed, while in prison, had been found in planning +how, in the future, she could render miserable the life of the husband +who had not, so she considered, stood by her; and it was a bitter +disappointment to her to find that try as she might she could not +torture him to the breaking-point. + +He met her most poisoned and bitter shafts with a patience which +nothing, it seemed, could pierce. When she taunted him, he only smiled; +and when she reviled him he left her presence; so that the only way in +which she could win any satisfaction was by detailing to him exaggerated +accounts of the treatment she had received in prison. + +These stories, untrue and impossible as many of them were, made him +wince, not knowing indeed how cunning was the invention behind them; and +many times when she was more maddening than usual, Herrick schooled +himself to patience by reminding himself of the drastic punishments +which had apparently been meted out to her. + +When at length she found that Jim was impervious to her stings, Eva +looked around her for another victim; and found one in the person of +Toni Rose. + +It did not take Eva long to read, more or less correctly, the position +between Toni and her husband; and although she was quite shrewd enough +to realize that the situation would probably adjust itself in time, Eva +was determined to prevent any such adjustment with every weapon in her +power. + +Unhappily it proved only too easy for a woman such as she was to direct +the affair pretty much as she willed it; and her suggestion to Toni that +she should leave her husband had been carefully led up to by scores of +insinuations, of carelessly-dropped hints, and scraps of repeated +conversations heard on the subject of the Roses' married life. + +She was careful to let none of the elation she felt escape her as she +replied to Toni's speech after a significant pause. + +"Put that way, it sounds dreadful," she said, pretending to shudder. "I +don't think I really meant that. I only thought that perhaps--your +husband is a writer, you know, an artist--with the artistic temperament, +I suppose; and everyone knows that genius is difficult to live with." + +"I don't care for myself," said Toni hastily. "I could always be +happy--with Owen--but if you really think I spoil his life----" + +"Oh, don't say that, dear." Eva spoke soothingly. "I daresay I am +entirely mistaken. Of course, you know best how you get on; and after +all Mr. Rose is so keen on his work he hasn't much time for outside +things." + +"I wonder what Owen would say--or do--if I left him?" She spoke +musingly; and Eva's heart beat tumultuously as she noted the result of +her tentative suggestion. + +"Go after you and bring you back, I expect." Such was Eva's reply. + +"Then there wouldn't be much use in going," said Toni quickly, and Eva +read the relief in her eyes. + +"No--not if you went like that." Her tone was purposely cryptic. + +"But--how else should I go?" + +"Why, if you really wanted to go----" Eva broke off with a laugh. "Don't +be so silly, Toni. You talk as though I had really meant my stupid +suggestion." + +"Didn't you mean it?" Toni's gaze was disconcerting. + +"Why, of course not. Come, Toni, let's have tea. I'll send for Jim, too. +It's getting quite dark." + +"Wait a moment," said Toni. "Eva, if I made up my mind to leave +Owen--for his own sake--how could I prevent him fetching me back?" + +"You really mean it?" Eva's tone sent a chill through Toni's veins. +"Supposing you really saw that it was for Owen's good--that by remaining +with him you were spoiling his life, ruining his career--making him +unhappy, in short--you mean in _that_ case how could you prevent him +searching for you?" + +"Yes," Toni said, her eyes on the fire, "that is what I mean." + +"There's only one way, Toni." She was careful to speak lightly. "If you +went away with another man----" for a moment even her nerve failed her, +but she conquered her weakness and went on calmly, and her grey Irish +eyes were as cold as ice as she looked at Toni. "Then your husband would +probably divorce you, and devote himself to his career." + +For a second Toni's pallor alarmed her. All the girl's colour died away, +leaving her curiously white round the mouth, a sign of emotion to which +Eva was not blind; and Mrs. Herrick wondered, uneasily, if Toni were +about to faint. + +But Toni was in no fainting mood. + +"You think that, Eva? You think that if I were gone--out of his life +altogether--Owen would forget me and find happiness in his work?" + +"I think so, yes. Oh, Toni, I know I seem unkind," said Eva, Judas-like. +"Believe me I wouldn't have told you if you hadn't pressed me. It only +struck me that perhaps--you will forgive me, dear?--perhaps you didn't +manage to make your husband very happy--and if you really did want him +to forget you----" + +"No, I don't make him happy," said Toni with a sigh. "It is funny, isn't +it, when I love him so much? But you're right in one thing. I am +spoiling his life; and my going away won't help him unless I go for +good." + +"If you merely go, without any apparent reason, your husband will be +miserable, unsettled, give up everything to find you, to bring you +back----" + +She was startled by a sudden exclamation from Toni. + +"But, Eva, if you're so sure he'd want me back----" + +"Why should you go?" Eva smiled a little, patiently. "Don't you see, +dear, if you go like that, Mr. Rose will be so alarmed, so upset, that +of course he'll want to find you. He would think you'd perhaps run away +because you were unhappy, and he'd do all he could to get you back on +your own account. Oh, I know Mr. Rose is very fond of you, +Toni"--somehow her very inflection made Toni's conception of Owen's love +shrivel into nothingness--"and he couldn't rest if he thought you were +unhappy. He would bring you back, and things would be just the same +again. He would do his work, helped by Miss Loder, I suppose, and you +would go on as you are now. After all, Toni, you know you have a lot to +be grateful for." + +She looked at the girl to see how far she might safely go, but Toni +never moved; and Eva was emboldened to proceed. + +"You have a lovely home--Greenriver is quite a show place, and after +all, you and your husband never quarrel, do you? So that on the whole +you'd be a little fool if you gave up all these very substantial +benefits. Eh, Toni?" + +Eva was clever. She knew exactly the spur to apply to Toni's flagging +mood, and she smiled to herself when she heard Toni's reply. + +"Do you think I would hesitate to give up Greenriver--and all the +rest--to make my husband happy?" + +And looking at her Eva knew she would not. Mistaken, Toni might often +be--foolish, self-willed, a little intolerant of advice; but she would +never be selfish. If she could be convinced that her departure would be +beneficial to the man she loved, she would certainly leave him, though +it broke her heart to go. + +"No, of course not." Eva spoke a trifle vaguely. "But you couldn't go, +Toni. It would be impossible. Why, your husband would think you were +mad." + +"Would he? Perhaps I am." Toni's smile was a little melancholy. +"Sometimes I think this is all a dream--that I'm not Owen's wife at +all--that Greenriver and the gardens and everything else are merely +imagination. I can't believe it's true. If it is, how is it that +everything has gone so terribly, horribly wrong?" + +She paused, gazing before her with puzzled eyes. + +"I thought once that if I married Owen I should be the happiest girl in +the world. But I'm not. I'm the most miserable. I--sometimes I wish--oh, +I don't know what I wish!" + +"Come, Toni"--Eva rose as though to change the subject--"you mustn't be +so despondent. Let me ring the bell--it's nearly five, and I'm sure you +want a cup of tea." + +"Not yet, Eva." In Toni's voice was a new note, a note of decision, +which Eva's ear was quick to detect. "When you say I should go away with +another man, who had you in your mind?" + +A moment Eva waited. Then: + +"I meant the man who has the misfortune to adore you, Toni, the man who +gave up everything, his practice, his prospects, London, everything, for +your sake. You know the man I mean. You know as well as I do that +Leonard Dowson adores the very ground you walk on." + +"Leonard Dowson!" Toni smiled drearily. "Think of leaving _Owen_ for +Leonard Dowson!" + +"Oh, I know he's not in the same class," said Eva, with ostentatious +frankness, "and I don't for a moment suppose he would make you happy. +I'm afraid I wasn't thinking much of you, dear, when I mentioned his +name. Somehow I forgot that you have as much right to happiness as +anyone." + +"_My_ happiness doesn't matter," said Toni for the second time. "But I +think you are wrong, Eva. Mr. Dowson never thinks of me--now." + +"Doesn't he?" Eva permitted herself to smile. "My dear child, he's just +crazy about you. He told me all about it one day when you weren't +there--how he'd loved you for years and years and was heart-broken when +you refused him. He only came down here to be near you, and if you would +only smile on him a little he would do anything in the world for you." + +"He wouldn't give up his work for me, Eva." + +"Ah, you haven't heard of his good luck." Eva had carefully refrained +from the announcement until the moment was ripe. "He has just come into +some money--nearly two hundred a year; and he can chuck dentistry +to-morrow, if he likes." + +"Even then, he wouldn't want a scandal----" + +"Oh, Toni, I could shake you," said Eva, sitting down with a thump on +the sofa near her. "Because some people have not got red blood in their +veins, you think no one has. I tell you Leonard Dowson would throw up +everything to-morrow--brave any amount of scandal, if only you would go +with him. He could take you abroad somewhere, America perhaps; and then, +when your husband had got his divorce, you could marry Leonard and +settle down as nicely as possible. Then Owen would be free to do as he +chose with his life, and this unhappy state of things would be +forgotten." + +"Marry him? Marry Leonard Dowson?" Even yet Toni could not assimilate +the idea. + +"Well, why not? He is madly in love with you, Toni. He would give up +everything in the world for you, and I honestly think that things are +impossible as they are. But of course you know better than I do, and if +you feel you must stay with your husband----" + +"No--no." Toni's breath came in short gasps, as though she had been +running. "I can't stay with Owen. I make him miserable, he's ashamed of +me--I'm no good to him, only a bore--a useless creature who's tied to +him ... if I were gone he would be really better off--and as you say, he +could marry again----" + +"I don't suppose he would do that," said Eva gently. "You know he _is_ +very fond of you, Toni--I got even Jim to acknowledge that the other +night"--she watched Toni wince at the "even"--"and it's only that +you--well, you're not quite his sort, somehow." + +Her words seemed to rouse Toni to anger. + +"You have said that already," she said sharply. "You needn't repeat it." + +"I'm sorry, Toni." Eva's big eyes looked imploringly into hers. "I'm +afraid I've said far too much to-day. After all, I have no earthly right +to interfere, and you are quite justified in resenting my interference." + +Toni's sudden anger died away. + +"Oh, you were quite right," she said, sighing as she spoke. + +"I'm glad you said what you did--and I can't help knowing you are right. +Only"--she shivered, and her face looked white and pinched--"somehow +until I heard you saying it I hoped I myself was making a mistake." + +"But--you'll not do anything rash?" Eva was vaguely uneasy at the result +of her plot. + +"Oh, no, I'll do nothing rash," said Toni, with a queer smile; and Eva's +uneasiness deepened. + +Luckily for her their conversation was cut short at that moment by the +entrance of Herrick, accompanied by Olga, and followed by the maid +bearing the tea-tray. + +When the lamp had been lighted and the maid had withdrawn, Herrick shot +a glance at the face of his wife's visitor; and he saw at once that +something was wrong. + +He did not betray his knowledge by the slightest sign; but talked to the +two girls in his usual kindly, whimsical fashion while Eva dispensed +tea. + +"All the boats are really put away for the winter now," he said +presently. "I think yours--and ours--have been the last, Mrs. Rose. We +have had such wonderfully mild weather; but I'm afraid we shan't get any +more boating this season." + +"Shan't we?" Toni sighed faintly. "I'm sorry--I have enjoyed the river +so much." + +"Yes. We've had a glorious summer. But after all the winter will soon +pass and we'll be getting the boats out again." + +"I hope we shan't be here when it's time to get the boats out," said Eva +crisply. "A winter here would just about finish me off." + +"Oh, it's not bad," Herrick rejoined. "Sometimes it is quite pleasant +all the year round--though we get a fog now and again, of course." + +"I don't propose remaining to sample the fogs," said Eva quietly. "Of +course you will do as you choose, but seeing I've never been properly +warm for months--we don't have nice fires in prison, you know--I think +you owe it to me to take me somewhere sunny this winter." + +Herrick's face clouded, as it always did at any reference to Eva's +prison life; and Toni felt desperately uncomfortable. + +She put down her cup and rose. + +"I must really be going home, Eva. I didn't mean to stay to tea." + +"Must you go? I'm sorry. I hoped you'd stay to dinner and enliven us a +little. Jim and I don't have very jovial evenings, do we, Jim? Sometimes +I think I might as well be back in my cell." + +"Eva--don't." Herrick spoke quietly, and his wife laughed. + +"My dear Jim, why be so squeamish? If Mrs. Rose doesn't mind associating +with jail-birds, I don't see why you should. I'm thinking of writing a +book on my experiences in prison, Toni. Do you think Mr. Rose would +collaborate with me--lick my raw stuff into shape, so to speak?" + +Before Toni could reply, Herrick interrupted. + +"If you are going, Mrs. Rose, I'll take you across the river in the old +punt, and see you home along the towing-path. It is the shortest way, +but it's lonely at night." + +"Thank you, Mr. Herrick. May Olga come, too?" + +"Of course. She would be very much hurt if she were left behind." + +"How silly you are over that great dog of yours, Jim." Mrs. Herrick +included even dogs in her universal hatred nowadays. "I declare I wish +someone would poison the beast." + +This threat, uttered not for the first time, made Herrick set his lips +firmly, and for once his wife regretted her taunt. + +"Oh, I'm not going to do it," she said with a laugh. "Good-bye, Toni, if +you must go. I'll come and look you up in a day or two." + +When Toni and Herrick were alone, walking along the towing-path in the +darkness, Herrick turned to Toni with a sigh. + +"Mrs. Rose, I can't tell you how sorry I am--nor how grateful I am both +to you and Mr. Rose for your kindness to my poor little wife." + +"Oh, don't say that," begged Toni, her warm heart filled with pity for +him. "I like your wife immensely--we are friends, you know, and you must +not forget she has suffered terribly." + +"Yes, I suppose she has. And yet"--he spoke vehemently--"has she +suffered so much as I have done--as I shall go on doing as long as we +both live? Oh, I've no right to say it--I ought to be man enough to +suffer in silence--but it's hard to bear her constant allusions to her +prison life--her taunts--wouldn't you think she would be glad to forget +all that, to put it behind her? Yet every day she talks of it. She never +allows me to forget for one instant that she has been in hell--and every +word she utters is an indictment of me, a reproach for the cowardice +which let her go to prison." + +"Oh, Mr. Herrick--I'm so sorry...." + +The stammered words brought a smile to Herrick's face. + +"Poor child! I ought not to blame her--rather to pity her.... I _do_ +pity her with all my heart. But she won't let me sympathize with her. +One word and she flies at me. She is unhappy here, yet she will make no +plans for going abroad. She talks as though I kept her here, when God +knows I would go to the ends of the earth if she wished it." + +"Yes, I know, but I think if you go on being patient with her," hazarded +Toni, "she will come to her better self again. Don't you agree with me?" + +"I don't know." His tone was rather despairing. "Sometimes I fear both +our lives are ruined. It's wonderful what an effect a wife has on her +husband's life--and _vice versa_, of course. Some people seem to think +that a man and woman can 'live their own lives' quite apart from each +other if they like. But they can't. When they are husband and wife they +are bound to exercise an enormous influence on each other's life; and +when two people are thoroughly out of sympathy with each other, life, +for both of them, is bound to be a failure." + +"You think so?" Toni's mind had flown to her own unhappiness, but for +once Herrick did not read what was in her thoughts. + +"Yes. Don't you? Now, looking at it dispassionately, how do you expect +Eva and me ever to re-discover the happiness we have so effectually +lost? Remember, Eva is convinced that all her sufferings are directly +due to me. She persists in thinking that if I had chosen I could either +have prevented her case ever going to court, or could have taken the +blame myself and gone to prison in her stead. The consequence is, she +hates me, resents my presence near her, and will bear me an undying +grudge all the days of her life." + +"But you couldn't have taken the blame." + +"Of course not, but women are often illogical, and Eva certainly is. No, +the fact remains that I represent, to Eva, the coward who condemned her +to a severe and mortifying punishment; and she won't forgive me." + +"But in time----" + +"Sometimes I am inclined to think it's a hopeless experiment--our life +together." Herrick spoke sombrely. "I have been wondering seriously of +late whether it would not be better to make over all my property to my +wife and rid her of my presence, I believe she would be happier by +herself." + +"You mean--get a divorce?" faltered Toni. + +"A divorce?" In spite of himself Herrick laughed. "Oh dear no. I don't +think I need take quite such drastic measures as that. What I thought +was to set Eva up somewhere, in some new place, where she could start +afresh, and then take myself off quietly--to California, or New Zealand, +or somewhere of the sort, where an able-bodied fellow like me can be +sure of picking up a living." + +"But would Eva let you go?" + +"Ah, there's the rub!" He spoke in a lighter tone. "When it came to the +point she might think that even an unsatisfactory husband was better +than none. But, speaking seriously, I believe two people so incompatible +as we two are better apart." + +"Do you?" In the dark Toni's eyes were frightened. "Don't you think, +then, that one ought to stand by one's own actions? I mean if a husband, +say, honestly thought it would be better for his wife to be free from +him, would you advise him to go and leave her? Or the other way about. +Should the wife go, if she was sure that by staying she did the man +harm?" + +Herrick was tired, disheartened by the frequent scenes with his wife, +depressed by the grim autumn night; therefore for once his sympathies +wore dormant and his intuition slept. + +He had no idea that Toni was speaking personally, that she was calling +on him to help her to make the most important decision of her life; and +he was, moreover, in a mood which found the idea of self-sacrifice, of +renunciation of one's own happiness strangely attractive. + +"If he--or she--were practically convinced that departure would be the +best way out--for both--why then I should say by all means go." In the +darkness he did not see Toni's sudden deathly pallor. "Of course it +would always be rather hard to be quite sure on that point; but in a +case where one could be more or less certain--well, perhaps I'm wrong, +but I should say the step would be thoroughly justifiable." + +For a perceptibly long moment Toni did not speak. Then she changed the +subject abruptly by asking her companion the time; and after striking +one or two matches he was able to assure her that it was just six. + +"Oh, then Owen will be back." She hastened her steps as she spoke, and +there was little more conversation between them as they hurried along. + +At the gate he bade her farewell, refusing an invitation to enter; and +Toni went through the garden into the house, there to be met by a +telegram from Owen announcing that he had been delayed in town and would +not be home in time for dinner. + +Toni was oddly relieved by this fact. She had an important matter to +think out; and for once Owen's absence was welcome. + +She dined alone, a rather forlorn little figure in the big dining-room; +and after her hurried meal she went into the drawing-room and stood +looking out over the lawn with unseeing eyes. + +The night had turned warm, unseasonably so for November, and Toni +suddenly felt a great desire to be out in the air among the trees and +shrubs, which were faintly perceptible in the light of a thin and waning +moon. + +Kate, surprised by an imperative summons, brought a wrap as directed; +and calling Jock to accompany her, Toni stepped out of the long window +on to the gravel outside. + +For a moment Kate stood watching her young mistress, struck by something +a little desolate in her appearance; but when Toni had moved slowly away +down the path, Jock gambolling beside her, Kate withdrew from the window +and returned to her interrupted supper. + +Toni paced slowly up and down for some minutes, while the night air +played over her bared head. It was less oppressively warm out here than +in the house, and into Toni's nature-loving heart there stole a sudden +sense of comfort; as though all the living things around her were +whispering vague words of love and cheer to her forlorn spirit. + +However miserable she might be, Toni was never quite so wretched out of +doors. It was as though some vital part of her responded to the call of +her great mother, the earth; as though in her veins ran some fluid akin +to the sap which coursed through the branches of the trees. Indoors, +between four walls, she might feel grief as a crushing burden; but once +outside, with only the vast sky above her head, her sorrow invariably +lightened; and to-night was no exception. + +At the end of half an hour's quiet pacing up and down the gravel walk +Toni felt herself calmed and strengthened. She told herself there was no +need at present to dwell further on the matter which filled her +thoughts. She would banish it from her mind for the time being; and with +this wise resolution, she turned to retrace her steps up the avenue +towards the house. + +Suddenly Jock barked loudly, following the bark with a low growl; and +Toni's heart gave a great jump. + +She had strolled almost to the big iron gates leading to the road; and +she wondered for a moment whether a tramp had found his way into the +grounds on some nefarious errand. She stood still, thinking as she did +so that she heard a rustle in a bush close at hand, and then Jock +growled again, a fierce, low rumbling in his throat, which frightened +Toni almost out of her wits. + +With a voice which would shake, she called out to the dog; and then +there was a sudden silence which was almost more sinister. She had laid +her hand on the Airedale's collar at the sound of his first bark; but +feeling really nervous now, she was just about to let him go when there +was a half-apologetic cough from the bushes behind her, and a voice she +knew said, rather timidly: + +"Mrs. Rose! Please don't be alarmed--it's only me--Leonard Dowson." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + + +Toni was so surprised by the discovery of the unknown marauder's +identity that she involuntarily released her hold on the dog's collar; +but Jock's sudden dart across the path, and his snarl of anger as he +confronted the person whom in his doggy heart he took for an enemy, +awoke Toni to a sense of the position. + +"Jock! Come here! _Jock_, do you hear me?" Her tone showed Jock that, +much as appearances were against the intruder, his canine instinct had +been at fault; and he returned, unwillingly, to his mistress, wearing +the slightly sulky look which an intelligent dog wears when he has made +an unavoidable mistake. + +"Mrs. Rose, I assure you I did not mean to frighten you." Mr. Dowson +emerged rather hastily from the shadow of the bushes, and advanced, hat +in hand. "I--I am really most awfully sorry if I have startled you. +I ... I would have called out sooner, but I trusted you would not +perceive me." + +"Mr. Dowson!" Toni's voice was frankly dismayed. "What are you doing +here? Were you coming to see me?" + +"I--I really don't know." Mr. Dowson moved a step forward and then gave +an involuntary jump as Jock growled mildly, under his breath as it were. + +"But--be quiet, Jock--it's so late--and----" + +"Oh, I know it's late." Suddenly Mr. Dowson lost his head. "But I +couldn't stop away. I--I've been here heaps of times--at +night--generally I've stopped outside the gates, but once or twice I had +to come in.... I--I couldn't stop away. It drove me mad to think of you +here--and I had to come, just to be near you, if I couldn't see +you--speak to you." + +"But----" Toni began, but he cut her short. + +"Oh, you can't understand, of course! You've never understood--you've +never known how much I've loved you--oh, it's no use being angry! I know +quite well I've no right to speak. You're married, a great lady now, by +all I hear--but I love you--Toni--oh, my God, how I love you!" The sweat +stood in great drops on his brow as he hurried on, a certain rough +eloquence in his words. "After all, I'm a man, I've a right to love +you--or any woman--and I've loved you now for years--it's not something +new, just a passing attraction--it's part of me, something in my very +bones, as near me as breathing or sleeping or thinking--I'm simply eaten +up with love for you, Toni. You're my life, my everything. I'd die for +you, I'd go through fire end water for you, I'd do anything in the +world, bad or good, dishonourable or splendid, if you'd be kind to me, +smile on me, let me kiss your little feet...." + +Toni, swept off her balance by his passion, said nothing, but stood +opposite to him, panting a little; and after a second he went on with +his wild confession. + +"Oh, I know I'm wrong, I know you're hating me, despising me for telling +you all this, but it's too much for me. I can't bear it alone any +longer. It's driving me mad, Toni, mad, do you hear? At night I dream of +you--sometimes I dream that you've been kind to me, that I've kissed +you--kissed your little mouth, held you in my arms ... and then I wake +and know you're another man's wife, and it makes the blood rush to my +head and I see red, Toni, red...." + +Something in his excitement warned the girl that she must soothe him. + +"Hush, Leonard." In that moment she reverted to the days of their early +friendship. "Don't speak so wildly. You--you frighten me." + +He passed his hand over his brow, and when he spoke his voice was a +shade quieter. + +"I wouldn't frighten you for the world, Toni, you know that. I love you +far too well ... oh, Toni, is it quite hopeless! Isn't there a glimmer +of pity in your heart for me? Won't you ever give me a thought...." + +"Leonard, how can I?" She spoke in a low voice, all Eva's horrid +suggestions rushing over her in a flood. "I'm married; I can't ever be +anything to you now." + +"Oh, I know you're married." He caught his breath in a gasp. "But +still--oh, Toni, you wouldn't come away with me, would you? I've got +some money now. I'd be able to give you things, and I'd work for you +till I died...." + +At another moment Toni would have found occasion to wonder at his +temerity in making the suggestion. She did not know how his imagination, +fired by Eva's insinuations, played about the figure of Owen Rose's wife +as the unloved victim of a man's callousness; and although she could see +that Leonard Dowson was in deadly earnest, she had no conception of the +sincerity of his belief that she had been wronged, trapped into marriage +by a man who cared little for her, and neglected her openly. + +Such was the manner in which the situation had been presented to Dowson +by Eva Herrick; and in his genuine acceptance of her story lay Dowson's +best excuse for his wild plan. + +"I ... I couldn't come away with you, Leonard." In spite of her desire +to set Owen free, Toni's whole soul revolted at the idea of such +treachery. "I'm married, you know, and I couldn't leave my husband." + +"Why not?" in his despair the young man pressed still nearer, and again +Jock uttered a warning growl. "I know you are married, but still--you're +not happy--your husband isn't, either, by what I hear. You'd be wronging +nobody--you've no children to consider"--in some ways Mr. Dowson was as +primitive as Toni--"if you had, it would be different, but you've only +yourself to think about. This life doesn't suit you, Toni. It cramps +you, worries you. Oh, I heard all about that Badminton Club affair, and +everyone knows you don't hit it off with the bigwigs of the +neighbourhood." + +"Who told you that?" For a moment Dowson quailed before her tone; but he +rallied bravely. + +"Oh, what does it matter who told me? It's true, isn't it? Why, you look +different, Toni. You're not the lively, jolly, animated girl you used to +be--all smiles and jokes. Toni, you're paler, and thinner--you've grown +quiet, almost sad. It's because you're not happy--and--and I'd die for +your happiness any day." + +His deadly earnestness could not fail to win response. Here at last was +a passion unveiled before Toni's wondering eyes; and all at once the +thing which had seemed impossible came down to the level of the things +which--sometimes--happen. + +Here was a man who only asked to serve her; and if by accepting his +service she could free her husband from the chain which bound him, all +unwilling, to her, was it not the act of a coward to refuse? + +It may be said, and with truth, that Toni's view of the matter was +perverted, distorted beyond all bounds of reason and of common sense. To +leave her husband, to whom in spite of all she clung with every fibre of +her being, for another man for whom she had not even the smallest atom +of affection, was surely the most insane, inexcusable action in the +world; and would after all only result in a negligible good, since the +insult paid, to the man she betrayed would quite outweigh any relief in +the freedom thus obtained. + +Then, too, she would be wronging Leonard Dowson; since to go away with +him would lead him to suppose a degree of affection on Toni's part which +was in reality non-existent; but Toni was not thinking of Dowson in this +matter. + +There is no woman so absolutely ruthless towards the mass of mankind as +the woman who loves one man completely. In this affair Owen was the only +man who counted in Toni's mind; and she thought of Leonard Dowson merely +as a convenient tool with which to effect her husband's release from the +position he apparently found unendurable. That the reckoning might come +afterwards, when Leonard should see himself as Toni saw him, she did not +pause to consider. Indeed, on this occasion her thoughts were so wild +and chaotic that she could hardly be said to have considered the matter +at all. + +"Well, Toni?" Her long silence made him uneasy, and he paled, fearing he +had angered her by his persistence. + +"Well?" She gazed at him absently for a moment, then woke suddenly to +life. "Leonard, are you seriously asking me to go away with you? You +mean you would take me away, and let my husband divorce me--for you?" + +"Yes, Toni." He spoke firmly; and, if for a moment all his lifelong +visions of a respectable London practice, prosperity, the respect of +those around him, seemed to rise up reproachfully before his eyes, he +meant his words absolutely. + +"Would you really do it? You must be very fond of me," said Toni simply; +and the young man was emboldened to proceed. + +"Of course I would do it, and of course I am fond of you." His voice +shook a little. "Toni do you really mean that you will think about +it--will give me the tiniest fraction of hope to keep me alive?" + +"Yes. I will think about it." She spoke slowly. "But--I can't tell +you--now. You must go away and let me think things out." + +"Don't think too long," he besought her, fearing that prudence might +come with reflection. "When will you tell me, Toni? To-morrow? Will you +write to me? One word--yes--will do; and I'll make arrangements at +once." + +For a moment his earnestness startled her. + +"You could do it--like that--at once? Leave your practice and everything +else at a moment's notice?" + +"I'd leave all I have in the world at a second's notice," said Mr. +Dowson resolutely; and Toni could not but believe in his sincerity. + +"Very well." She felt tired suddenly. "I will write--to-morrow. But--but +you won't be angry if it's _no_?" Toni added childishly. + +"I'd never be angry--with you." The young man's commonplace features +were irradiated by a great light, and for a moment one could forget his +mean stature and ready-made clothing. "You will never understand--you +couldn't--what you are to me; but before God," said Leonard Dowson +solemnly, "I'd devote my life, my soul, all I have to your service, and +never ask for thanks." + +"Well, if you will go now, I will write to you," said Toni, rather +wearily; and his passion was checked by the fatigue in her voice. + +"I'll go now--at once--and you--you will write, Toni? I'll count every +moment till I get your letter." + +"Yes, I will write," she reiterated dully, wishing he would go and leave +her alone with her thoughts; and without another word he turned and +vanished into the shadows. + +When the sound of his footsteps had died away and all was silence, Toni +shivered with a feeling of deadly chill. + +Leonard Dowson's appearance, following so closely on Eva Herrick's +suggestions, had given her a queer, eerie sensation of awe, as though +some inexorable fate were pointing out to her a way of escape from the +situation she was beginning to find intolerable. She never doubted the +man's affection for her; and she fully believed that he would indeed die +in her service. And the very touch of fanaticism in her love for Owen, +which made her feel that it would be a small thing indeed to die for him +if by dying she might give him happiness, helped her to realize the +strength of the pallid, unromantic young dentist's devotion. + +True, Toni was too innately sensible a person--perhaps it would be +fairer to say her love of life and its "sweet things" was too strong--to +allow her to contemplate death as a solution of the problem of her +unsuccessful marriage. + +She understood, too, with a queer flash of spiritual insight which was +foreign to her usual simple vision, that her death would bring Owen only +a great sorrow; and in her darkest moments she never dreamed of courting +death. + +A sudden bark from Jock made her start; and looking round she found Owen +almost at her elbow. He had dismissed his taxi at the gate, and was +walking briskly up the dark avenue, when Jock's vociferous welcome broke +the night silence and brought him to a halt. + +"Hallo, old boy, what are you doing here? That you, Andrews?" + +Toni moved forward from the shadow, and beneath the dark cloak which had +deceived him he caught the pale glimmer of her skirt. + +"No, Owen. It is I, Toni." + +"You? Why, what are you doing here? Oh, I see--you brought Jock for a +run. Well, it's quite warm to-night--but the air has the feel of rain." + +"Yes. I thought I felt a drop just now." + +"Did you? Well, we'll get indoors. I'm sorry I am so late, dear, but +there's been trouble at the office. Oh, nothing much, only Hart, our new +sub-editor, had chosen to return an article we'd commissioned, because +he said it was not up to our usual level." + +"And wasn't it?" Toni's forlorn heart welcomed his friendly tone. + +"Of course it was. It was about the best stuff young Lewis had ever +turned out--and a fool like Hart, whose taste is distinctly precious, +hasn't the wit to appreciate good, clean, straightforward English. He +likes a mass of involved, wordy stuff that only the high-brows can +understand." + +He broke off laughing. + +"Well, anyway we sent for it back in double-quick time; but Lewis had +taken the huff and didn't want us to have it. So Hart had to +apologize--which _he_ didn't enjoy--and altogether the place was in a +ferment." + +"But it's all right now?" + +"Yes, thank Heaven. I say, Toni; I went to see old Vincent about my arm +to-day, and he says it is fairly normal again. I'll tell you a secret, +shall I, Toni? As soon as the book is finished I'm going to start a +play." + +"Are you?" Her voice sounded cold, though it was only vague; and her +unusual lack of interest rather hurt Owen. + +"Oh, we'll have our holiday first," he said quickly. "I didn't mean to +do you out of that. How would you like a few weeks in Switzerland--for +the winter sports? We could get off in about three weeks, and stay over +Christmas. Then, when we came home"--in spite of himself his tone took a +new enthusiasm--"I could get to work again." + +"You are going to write a play? But I didn't know you could write +plays." + +Her childishness jarred his nerves, already worn with the minor +vexations of the day. + +"Well, _I_ don't know until I try." He spoke rather curtly. "But I've +talked it over with Barry, and we think it sounds possible." + +"I see. And if it were a success?" + +"Why, our fortune would be made." He took her arm in friendly fashion. +"Then we should have to go and live in town, Toni, take a big house and +launch out. You'd like that, eh?" + +"I should hate it," she said, so fervently that he dropped her arm in +astonishment and turned to look at her. + +"Hate it! Why?" + +"I hate big houses--and entertaining--and all the rest. I--I should +loathe to have to go to receptions and give big parties--I'm never any +good at talking, you know yourself I look a fool when anyone tries to +talk to me." + +"I know you're a little silly," said Owen teasingly, "but you'll outgrow +that. Here we are--come along in, Toni, it's really beginning to rain. +Come in, Jock, and let me shut the door." + +Safely inside the hall, Owen turned to Toni. + +"Come into the library, will you, dear? I'll send for some sandwiches +and a whisky and soda, I think. I hurried over dinner and I'm hungry." + +Toni gave the order at once, and then followed Owen to the library, +where a cheerful fire burned, and in the mellow lamplight the room +looked very stately and charming. + +She sat down on the low club-fender in front of the hearth and gazed +into the leaping fire in silence, while Owen opened the letters which +had accumulated during the day. + +For a few moments there was no sound save the crackling of paper and the +soft little chatter of the fire. Then Owen crumpled up a letter he held +and flung it from him with something which sounded like an oath. + +Toni, roused from her reverie, turned round to face him. + +"What's the matter, Owen?" + +"Matter enough, I think." His face wore a frown which boded ill for +someone. "Toni, what have you been saying to Miss Loder to make her +write this letter?" + +"Saying to Miss Loder?" Every scrap of colour faded from her face, and +Owen, watching, took her pallor for the ashy hue of guilt. + +"Yes. You've said something--I don't know what--but I should like to +know at once, without prevarication, just what it is." + +"I've said nothing to Miss Loder." Her voice was unsteady--she too had +felt her nerves jarred during this dreadful day. + +"Well, you see what she says." He stooped and picked up the letter, +which he handed to Toni. "Read that, and tell me what you make of it." + +With fingers as cold as ice, and a memory in her heart of another letter +which had brought her misery, Toni took the sheet, and read, in Miss +Loder's firm, characteristic hand, the letter in which she requested to +be allowed to resign her post. + +"I am not taking this step without serious thought," so the letter ran, +"and for some time I determined to remain with you as long as you +honoured me by your acquiescence in the arrangement. But learning, as I +do, from a quite indisputable source, that my presence in your house is +distasteful to Mrs. Rose, I have no option but to ask you to release me +from a position which is not only unpleasant but undignified. If you +will be kind enough to waive the question of notice, I would prefer to +terminate the engagement at once." + +Here followed her signature, firm and clear as ever; and then came a +postscript, surely a sign of disturbance on the part of so academic a +scribe. + +"I would prefer to dissever all connection with the _Bridge_ at the same +time; but am willing to remain at the office until you find a suitable +person for the post." + +Having read the letter Toni let it fall upon her knee, while she gazed +dreamily into the red heart of the fire, her brain working slowly as she +tried to understand the significance of Miss Loder's epistle. + +Something in her abstraction appeared to irritate Owen; for he came a +step forward and spoke rather brusquely. + +"Well? You've read it? What have you to say about it?" + +"To say? Nothing." She lifted her eyes to his, and let them drop again, +wearily, to the letter on her knee. + +"Oh, come, Toni, that's nonsense." Conscious of the irritation in his +tone Owen paused, then spoke more gently. "Miss Loder is not the sort of +person to imagine slights--she has been out in the world too long for +that. But evidently she has clearly seen your antipathetic attitude +towards her, and feels that in the circumstances she cannot remain." + +"I have never slighted Miss Loder." Toni, frightened, sounded defiant. + +"Not exactly. But you have shown _me_ very plainly that you resented her +presence; and I suppose you have not been very careful to hide +your--well, prejudice--from the girl herself." + +"She has no right to say such things," said Toni, a warm flush creeping +up beneath her ivory pallor. "I have never been rude to her, as you seem +to think. I have always hated her, I admit--always, from the first time +I saw her; but----" + +"Ah, you acknowledge that." Owen pounced on the admission. "But why, +Toni? Why should you hate the girl?" + +"Why? I don't know," said Toni recklessly. "Simply because I do, I +suppose--because if I knew her for a hundred years I should never do +anything but hate her." + +"And so, through your senseless jealousy, I'm to lose the best secretary +I've ever had." Owen's tone was cold. "Really, Toni, I think you've gone +a little too far this time. Quite apart from the fact that you must have +behaved in a very childish and unladylike fashion to make the girl so +uncomfortable, you have also done me an injury. If you didn't care for +my work for its own sake--and I know neither the _Bridge_ nor my book +has ever appealed to you--still I think you might have sacrificed your +personal feelings just a little and considered my position in the +matter." + +From her lowly seat on the fender, Toni looked up at him with a strange +expression in her eyes. In truth, at that moment Toni's soul was a +battlefield of conflicting emotions. Anger, defiance, resentment at what +she considered her husband's injustice, were mingled with a great dread +of Owen's displeasure; and a wild, miserable despair at the thought of +his conception of her as indifferent to his aims and ideals. At one and +the same moment she longed to hurl defiance into his face, and to cast +herself, weeping, into his arms. But she did neither, only looked up at +him with that inscrutable expression in her eyes, waiting for him to +speak. + +"Now I suppose I shall have to look out for another secretary." Owen was +annoyed and showed it. "Thank Heaven, the proofs are about finished, but +this knocks the play on the head. I suppose I'll find someone else to +help me, but the whole thing is very absurd and annoying." + +Suddenly Toni's self-control, already shaken by the meeting with Dowson, +deserted her completely. + +She rose from her seat like a small whirlwind and confronted Owen with +scarlet cheeks and blazing eyes. + +"Wait a moment, Owen. Don't say any more, please. Remember there is my +side of the question to be considered." She faced him bravely. "You knew +from the start that I was not literary or learned--I told you before we +were married that I wasn't half clever enough for you, and you said it +didn't matter. Then, when I'd tried to help you and failed, you got Miss +Loder here in my place. You knew I disliked her, but you didn't know +what cause I had for my dislike." + +Owen, silenced by her vehemence, stared at her speechlessly, and she +went on hurriedly. + +"From the first she despised me. She saw I wasn't well-educated, that I +wasn't even in her class. Oh, I know she is connected with all sorts of +people, but she ought not to have let me see so plainly that she looked +down on me as a nobody. She never lost a chance of humiliating me. Why, +at lunch over and over again I've sat silent while you and she talked. +If I ventured to speak, she listened, quite politely, till I had +finished, and then went on talking as though I'd not spoken. For days +and days I hardly saw you. You were shut up there with her, and I was +all alone. I was no one to you, she was everyone. I was your wife, but +she was your companion. Everyone noticed how I was left alone; they all +knew you ignored me--I was miserable, but you never saw----" + +"You--miserable, Toni?" Owen spoke abruptly. + +"How could I be anything else? You treated me always as a child--an +unreasonable, ignorant child----" + +"Well?" Owen interrupted her, but his tone was one meant to conciliate, +for suddenly he thought he saw a way to end this deplorable scene. "And +aren't you a child? A pretty, engaging child, I grant you--but +still----" + +"No." It was her turn to interrupt, and white to the lips she faced him. +"I am not a child any longer--I was until a short time ago, but you have +changed me into a woman----" + +"Come, Toni." Deceived by her quiet tone Owen laid his hand on her arm. +"Don't grow up too quickly. Let me have my little child-wife a bit +longer yet----" + +She shook his hand off with a violence for which he was not prepared, +and he spoke angrily, his softer impulses dying away. + +"Hang it all, Toni, you needn't repulse me as if I were a snake. You +_are_ a child, after all, and a jolly bad-tempered one at that!" It was +the first time he had ever used such a tone, and the girl's anger flared +up in reply. + +"A child--of course--you think so, you always will--you and your +precious secretary!" As she spoke Toni snatched up a packet of +neatly-folded proofs from the table behind her. "This is her work, I +suppose. Oh, how I _hate_ her--and you--and the book! I'd like to +destroy it all--to burn it up--like that!" + +With a passionate gesture she turned round and flung the bundle of +papers into the very heart of the fire blazing on the hearth behind her. + +"There!" She faced him again, her breast heaving, her eyes flashing +stormily. "I'd burn it all--if I could. You like your book better than +me--but I've burnt so much of it, anyway." + +Owen had started forward as she spoke, but it was useless to attempt to +save the burning sheets, and he fell back from the hearth with an +exclamation of anger. + +"You are a little fool, Toni." He spoke coldly. "What, good do you +expect to do by a piece of childish spite like that? Those proof sheets +were all corrected--now the duplicate set will have to be revised, and +as they are due in London to-morrow, I shall have to spend several hours +over them before I can get to bed to-night." + +Toni, frightened now at what she had done, stood motionless during his +speech. As he said the last words her rage melted suddenly into +contrition. + +"Owen--I'm--I'm sorry." She spoke haltingly. "I--I didn't mean to give +you trouble. Can I--will you let me help you--to make up for what I've +done?" + +He raised his eyebrows and laughed rather bitterly. + +"It's very kind of you, Toni, but I think I won't trouble you. Your +repentance is a little belated, isn't it? And I think I prefer to keep +my work to myself in future." + +The fire of her rage gave one last expiring flicker. + +"As usual," she said, "your work is more to you than I. I wonder you +ever married, Owen. Marriage doesn't seem to mean a great deal to you." + +"I sometimes wonder, myself," he said drily. "Certainly I haven't found +it a very enjoyable state of late. It seems you haven't, either. Perhaps +we were in too great a hurry after all, Toni." + +He did not mean the words, which were wrung from him by his exasperation +at her childish folly; but the effect on Toni was disastrous. + +She could not well turn paler than she was already; but a chill crept +into her veins, congealing her blood as she stood in front of the fire. +She shivered slightly; and then with an effort which made her feel +physically exhausted, she moved slowly towards the door. + +"Where are you going, Toni?" Owen questioned her rather coldly. + +She turned round; and all the youth was gone from her face. + +"I am going to bed," she answered quietly. "Good-night, Owen." + +And without waiting for a reply she opened the door and went slowly out +of the room. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV + + +Quite calmly and quietly Toni went about her preparations for departure. + +The scene in the library had turned the scale in favour of her flight. +Owen had openly avowed his opinion that their hasty marriage had been a +mistake; and now that the passion of rage and jealousy which had +possessed her had died away, Toni could see no other method of relieving +the situation than by leaving Greenriver at once. + +She would go away with Leonard Dowson, thereby leaving the way open for +Owen to divorce her. Her own future life occupied but the smallest +fraction of her thoughts. Somehow her power of visualizing the future +seemed to stop short with her departure from her home; and although she +had a very clear vision of Owen, relieved from the incubus of her +presence, and free to devote himself to the work which, she had +persuaded herself, meant more to him than any purely domestic happiness, +she never gave even a passing thought to her own existence when once she +had severed the ties which bound her to the old house by the river. + +Very early in the morning of the day following her interview with Dowson +she had posted a note to him. There was only one short sentence on the +little sheet of paper--only three words; but she know it would be +enough. + + "I will come. TONI." + +That was all; and yet as she wrote the little sentence, Toni had a +queer, stifling sensation as though she were indeed signing her own +death-warrant. + +The note would be delivered at lunch-time; and about two o'clock Toni +began to look for an answer, though she knew it was hardly likely the +young man would reply so promptly. + +At three o'clock she went out into the garden. Her head was throbbing +painfully, her cheeks burnt with a scarlet flush, and it was surely +quicksilver and not blood which ran so swiftly through her veins. + +The day was unseasonably warm, and a slight fog hung about, making the +air damp and heavy. Owen had gone to town immediately after lunch; and +Toni was inexpressibly relieved by his absence. + +They had barely spoken to one another to-day. Owen was suffering from +one of his worst neuralgic headaches, which at all times made him feel +disinclined for speech; and Toni said little because she had nothing to +say. + +At half-past three a note was delivered to her by a lad wheeling a +bicycle; and when the messenger had withdrawn, Toni opened the grey +envelope with fingers that shook. Inside she found a fairly long letter, +which had evidently been written in haste, for the writing was untidy, +and here and there a word was almost illegible. + +"I can hardly believe you will come, Toni." So ran the letter in which +Leonard Dowson accepted, the happiness promised to him. "It seems too +good, too exceedingly, marvellously good to be true. Yet your little +letter lies before me, and you are too kind, too sincere to deceive me. +So it is true; and the sun has risen on my grey and lonely life. Then +listen, Toni. I have made all preparations for my own departure +to-night. I have paid off my servants, the rent, and left everything in +order; and I am in possession of a sufficient sum of money in notes and +gold to enable us to live for some months in peace on the Continent. Now +comes the question of our meeting. I have ascertained that the night +boat leaves Dover about eleven; and in order to cross to Calais, on the +way to Paris, we must take the boat train from Victoria. I think it will +be safer to motor up to town rather than risk meeting any acquaintances +in the train; and a car will be waiting at the corner of Elm Lane at six +o'clock. That will give us sufficient time to catch the train, and will +be pleasanter than the other mode of travelling. With regard to your +luggage, do not trouble to bring more than a dressing-case; for it will +be my pleasure and privilege in future to provide you with all you may +desire. I have still much to do, so will bid you farewell until the +precious moment which brings you to my side." + +He had evidently hesitated over his signature; there were one or two +erasures; but at length he had written, his name firmly, without any +attempt at a formal leave-taking. + +For perhaps a minute Toni stared at the two words "Leonard Dowson"; and +a chill, as of anticipatory dread, swept over her at the sight of that +firm, clerkly handwriting. + +Until this moment she had looked upon Leonard's proposal as the one and +only means of setting Owen free. Once she had taken this step, had +burned her boats, her husband would surely accept his freedom with a +feeling of vast relief; and in spite of everything Toni had only one +thought--that of Owen's good. + +But suddenly she was afraid, with a purely human, selfish fear for +herself. To what was she condemning herself by this unlawful flight? +When once Owen had accepted her sacrifice, had set in order the +machinery of the law which should give him his release, what would +become of her? Would she be obliged to marry a man for whom she felt +only a tepid friendship, unwarmed by the smallest coal from the fire of +love? She had found life sad even when married to the man she loved; but +what would it be to her as the wife of a man to whom she was almost +completely indifferent? + +Quite unconsciously Toni was exaggerating Owen's attitude towards his +marriage, was accepting as his last word a few irritable sentences wrung +from him by fatigue and annoyance at having seen the corrected proofs +destroyed in a fit of childish temper on the part of his wife. + +Far from regretting his marriage, Owen merely regretted Toni's +unreasonableness in the matter of Miss Loder; and once that young woman +was removed from the scene, Owen had no doubt that he and his wife would +shake down again quite comfortably and forget the recent scenes between +them. + +But Toni, who always meant exactly what she said, and unconsciously +expected the same sincerity of speech from others, had taken Owen +literally; and although for a moment a flood of human weakness had +overtaken her as she gazed at Leonard Dowson's firm signature, she never +really faltered in her purpose. + +When she had read the fatal letter once more, she went back into the +house, and there she burned the document with almost mechanical +forethought. + +Then she went upstairs to her room and carefully packed her +dressing-bag. She did not take very much. Somehow it seemed unnecessary +to burden herself with many things; and when she had finished her +packing and had hidden the bag in her capacious wardrobe, she went +downstairs and sat by the drawing-room fire to wait until Kate saw fit +to bring tea. + +When, at the usual time, Kate entered, she moved across the room to +light the lamps; but Toni sent her away with this part of her duty +undone. To-night Toni wished to sit in the firelight. The fog had +thickened in the last hour, and now it pressed against the windows like +a chill, ghostly presence, hiding the garden, the river, the trees in +thick and clammy folds. Looking across the room from her seat by the +fire Toni shivered; and it seemed unkind of Fate to ordain that her last +memories of Greenriver should be shrouded in the cold and creeping mist. + +She turned back to the fire with a shiver; and sat gazing into the +leaping flames, while her tea grew cold and the hands of the clock crept +inexorably onwards. + +At half-past five she must leave the house. True, the meeting-place was +distant barely a quarter of a mile, but Owen might return early, and she +had no desire to run the risk of meeting him. + +A short cut over the fields would both shorten the way and minimize the +danger of running into her husband; and Toni looked up, startled, when +the silver clock on the mantelpiece chimed the hour of five. + +Only thirty minutes, and her life at Greenriver would come to an end. +Never again would she roam through the beautiful old house, never sit in +this charming, panelled room, with its ghostly yet alluring fragrance as +of bygone lavender and roses. Never again would she wander in the +garden, revelling in the beauties of colour and scent and form which +made so lovely a picture in the glorious setting of turf and river. +Never again would she stroll beneath the tall trees in the summer dusk, +while the owls hooted eerily and the nightingale murmured luscious +love-songs to the dreaming roses. The river would know her no more; +never again would her feet tread the towing-path where in the early +morning she had been used to saunter, with her faithful Jock by her +side---- + +Ah! At the thought of Jock, Toni uttered a little cry. She had forgotten +him until this moment--his dear canine image blurred by a mist of +thoughts and tears; but now she remembered him only too well; and her +heart was pierced by the thought of his fidelity--to be, alas, so poorly +rewarded. Owen would be good to him, of course. He would be well fed and +kindly treated, since everyone in the house had a soft corner for the +jolly, riotous, affectionate Airedale; but he would miss his own loving +mistress; and Toni could not bear to think of the wistful expression his +honest brown eyes would wear when he found that she had apparently +deserted him. + +At that moment, almost as though her thought had called him to her, she +heard him at the door. He did not scratch the panel, after the manner of +many of his kind, but stood upright and rattled the handle with his +nose; and Toni ran to open the door, feeling a positive criminal beneath +the warmth and confidence of his greeting. + +She took him to the fireplace and snuggled down with him on the thick +fur rug on the hearth. She gave him his saucerful of tea, and fed him +recklessly with macaroons; but Jock was uneasy beneath her +ministrations. + +There is no friend so quick to grasp a tense situation as a dog. +Although Toni spoke in almost her usual voice, and fondled him with more +than her usual affection, Jock knew quite well that there was something +wrong. + +Leaving the last macaroon untouched, he came and stood close by her +side, looking up into her face with a puzzled, wistful expression, and +presently he stood up on his hind legs and licked her face solemnly with +his warm red tongue. + +"Oh, Jock, you naughty boy," said Toni, between crying and laughter. +"You know you're not allowed to kiss me! But--oh, Jock, darling, how I +shall miss you!" + +Two great tears fell on the dog's head; and others followed. In a minute +Toni was weeping her heart out; and the dog, rendered still more uneasy +by this behaviour, lifted up his voice in a melancholy whine. + +Suddenly Toni dashed away her tears and started to her feet with a +suddenness which almost upset Jock. + +"Jock, it's no use going on like this. We're a couple of idiots--at +least, I'm one, and you're a darling old stupid. But it's time to go, +Jock. To _go_. Do you hear? I'm leaving Greenriver, Jock, leaving my +home, my husband, everything I have in the world. I'm going away, Jock, +going with a man I hardly know. I shall be called wicked, and I suppose +I am; but I can't help it. I've got to go--but oh, Jock, how much easier +it would be to die!" + +She took a last look round the beautiful room, which like most rooms +looked its best in the rosy firelight; and then she went slowly out, +Jock pressing closely to her side. + +Up the broad stairs she went. In the gallery the Ten Little Ladies +burned bravely; and as she walked between them Toni could not see their +tiny flames for the tears which blurred her sight. + +Very slowly she entered her room, Jock pressing beside her all the time. +It did not take long to don her thick fur coat and soft little hat. She +remembered a veil, but at first forgot her gloves; and at the last +moment she had to go back for the dressing-bag and for her purse, +wherein reposed ten pounds given her by Owen some weeks earlier. + +At last she was ready; and bag in hand she opened the door leading into +the gallery and stood looking round her for one long, last moment. + +Jock, puzzled, stood beside her, gazing anxiously into her face; but she +did not notice him; and when at length she moved slowly away Jock fell +back a pace and stole behind her down the long gallery. + +The old house was very still. From the shut-off regions behind the green +baize door came, now and then, the murmur of voices; but for the most +part Greenriver lay hushed in lamp-lit, flower-scented silence. + +Never had the big hall looked so attractive as now, in the mellow light +of the wood fire on the capacious hearth. On the oval oak table a big +jar of chrysanthemums stood out, white and copper and mauve, against the +panelled wall; and a sombre corner was lightened by the pink and cream +blossoms of a tall azalea sent in that morning by an attentive gardener. + +Over everything lay the sense of a great peace and tranquillity. The oak +settee with its big, bright cushions, the tapestries hung on the dark +walls, the flowers, the books strewn here and there, the big tiger-skin +hearthrug, the enormous basket-chairs covered, too, with skins of tiger +and leopard--never had the hall looked so alluring, so safe, so inviting +to its mistress as on this foggy autumn night when she was about to +leave its shelter. + +With a long shudder Toni descended the last step of the great staircase, +and drifted slowly across the hall in the direction of the front door. +Jock, following, pressed a little too closely against her, and turning, +Toni saw, the faithful little friend whom she was about to leave gazing +at her with a human appeal in his honest face. + +"Take me! Let me go with you where you go! Why go out into the dim cold +night alone, when you can have beside you one to protect you and give +you love?" + +She could almost fancy he said the words; and two great tears fell +swiftly as she bent and patted him with her free hand. + +"No, Jock darling, I can't take you." She sobbed as she spoke. "I must +leave you behind--with all the other things I love." + +Jock, understanding the finality of her tone, whined uneasily, and +wagging his tail besought her to reconsider her decision. But Toni could +bear no more. With a quick, passionate movement she opened the big door +hurriedly, and, heedless of his whining, passed through blindly into the +night, pulling the door to after her with the miserable, hopeless +feelings of a traitor in her heart. + +Pausing for an instant she heard Jock sniffing interrogatively beneath +the door; and knew he was hoping desperately that it would open to give +him freedom; but with the tears running down her face she went slowly +down the steps and was swallowed up by the cold, wet fog which lurked, +ghost-like, round the house. + +Leonard Dowson was waiting for her, impatiently, feverishly, by the car; +but one glance at her warned him that this was no time for lover-like +protestations. + +He helped her in, covering her with the big fur rug he had had the +forethought to bring; and then, with a delicacy which could only have +been taught him by love, he left her alone in the interior of the car +and mounted the seat beside the chauffeur. + +Even now he could hardly believe his good-fortune. With all his +education, his later Socialistic tendencies, his conviction that one man +was as good, primarily, as another, and that only brains and application +counted in the race of life, he could never bring himself to look on +Toni as an ordinary human being, inferior to him by reason of her sex, +her less scientific brain, her lack of the power, mental and physical, +which was, to him, the prerogative of manhood. + +Other women he might judge contemptuously or admiringly, as the case +might be. But he could never consider Toni as a woman like those +others--possibly because to him she was not _a_ woman, but--mystical +distinction!--_the_ woman. In a vague, unreasoning way he recognized +Toni's limitations. She was not clever, not even what he called +well-educated. She would never fill any important position in the world, +would never shine in any public capacity, would never seek to usurp +man's prerogatives, and would be content to live quietly in some little +corner of the world without longing to dash into the battlefield of +human desires and human conflicts, as other women were doing every day. + +But through it all Toni was the one woman he loved, the woman who +represented to him all that was loveliest and best of her sex; and this +narrow-chested, narrow-minded and quite unattractive young dentist had +this much of greatness in his soul, that he could love a woman +completely. + +The car was running smoothly through the streets of a little town when +there was a loud report, which even Toni, roused from her half-dazed +stupor, recognized as the bursting of a tyre; and the next instant +Leonard appeared at the door of the car, concern and apprehension in his +face. + +"I am so sorry--one of the front tyres has burst, and the man will have +to repair it as well as he can in the fog." + +"Where are we?" asked Toni idly, seeing beyond the figure of Dowson a +few blurred lights as of houses or shops. + +"Luckily we are at Stratton," said Leonard more cheerfully. "Right in +front of some sort of an hotel, too. Won't you come in a moment and get +warm? It's too foggy and damp for you to wait out here." + +Without speaking Toni threw aside the rug and stepped out of the car. +The raw, chilly air pierced her to the bone, even through the thick fur +of her coat; and she shivered as she stood there, looking pathetically +young and slight to the eyes of the man beside her. + +"Come into the 'Red Lion,' or whatever they call it." He put a hand, +rather timidly, on her sleeve, and Toni allowed him to lead her towards +the entrance of the hotel, whose lamps shone bravely through the fog, +making blurred splashes of yellow light in the murky grey gloom. + +Opening the door, Leonard led her into the cheery entrance hall; and the +next minute a stout, motherly-looking woman bustled out of a small +side-office, and asked what might be the visitors' pleasure. + +Leonard explained that a slight accident to their car would delay them a +few moments; and since the night was so inclement, he had persuaded the +lady to come inside, in search of fire and lights. + +The stout landlady grasped the situation immediately, and led the way up +a short flight of stairs to a sitting-room on the first floor, where a +bright fire burned, and thick red curtains, closely drawn, successfully +excluded the clammy fog, and created an atmosphere of well-being and +good cheer. + +"Wouldn't the lady like a cup of tea or coffee, sir?" The woman had +noted Toni's pallor. "It can be ready in a moment--and a sandwich or two +as well?" + +After consulting his watch and calculating they had time to spare, +Leonard ordered coffee and sandwiches at once; and the woman withdrew in +a smiling haste which seemed to betoken the desire to lose no time. + +Toni had sunk into a chair by the fire, and was leaning forward holding +her hands to the blaze. In her face was so patent a misery that for a +moment Dowson's heart failed him and he stood staring at her with a +sudden horrible conviction that in luring her from her home and husband +he was doing a wicked and heartless action. In that illuminating moment +he could almost have found the strength to give her up, to undo, as far +as he might, this thing which he had done. And then common sense came to +his aid. It was not the experiences of this night which had thinned the +rounded curve of the girl's cheek, had brought the hopeless droop to the +soft lips, the despair to the once-laughing eyes. It was rather the +happenings of the months preceding this night, the months of her married +life; and once again love and desire swept away scruples; and Leonard +was ready to fight the whole world for possession of the woman he loved. + +But somehow he could not stay in the room with that pathetic, appealing +little figure. He racked his brains for an excuse to leave her for a +moment or two; and suddenly the idea he sought came to him in a flash. + +He had omitted to wire to Paris for rooms in the quiet little hotel he +had selected for their stay; and although it was not a matter of vital +necessity to do so, it would perhaps be just as well to make sure of +them, so that there need be no troublesome delay on arrival. There was a +post-office a hundred yards away, and he would only be gone for a few +moments. He did not venture to approach Toni, but speaking from the door +explained that he had forgotten to engage rooms in Paris, and if she +would excuse him for a minute or two he would rectify the omission. She +agreed gently, giving him a tired little smile; and he wasted no time in +departing on his errand. + +When the door had closed behind him, Toni came to herself with a long, +slow shiver. Somehow until this moment she had not really understood all +that her flight implied. She had been so intent upon Owen's welfare, +that save for a few moments in the garden at Greenriver her own had been +forgotten; and although she had accepted Leonard Dowson's proposal with +an almost startling readiness, she had done so in the manner of one who, +drowning, clutches at a straw. + +She had known, of course, that there would be a price to pay; but she +had not realized until this second how great that price would be. +Somehow the very nature of Leonard's errand had brought the whole +position home to her with almost overwhelming force; and suddenly Toni +knew that she could not go on with the adventure she had undertaken so +rashly. + +She could not--_could_ not--go to Paris with this man, who for all his +devotion was a stranger to her. She could leave Owen, though it seemed +like tearing her heart out of her breast to go. But she could not go +away with another man. + +Gone all at once was the glamour of her sacrifice. Although she knew +that by carrying out her scheme to the bitter end she might set Owen +free, it seemed to her at this moment that such freedom, so basely won, +could never bring her husband the happiness she craved for him. + +For the first time, too, the thought of self would not be banished. She +saw the whole foolish, irrational, Quixotic scheme in its true light; +and flesh and blood shrank from a surrender which had no faintest touch +of love--or even passion--to dignify sordidness. + +No. She could leave her husband--and in a sudden blinding flash of +insight she knew she could not--now--go back to Greenriver; but she +could not proceed farther on this shameful way. + +To go to the hotel in Paris with this other man, to travel with him in +the enforced intimacy of their dual solitude, to pass, for all she knew, +as his wife when in reality she was the wife of the one man for whom the +great mystic trinity of body, soul and spirit passionately craved--oh, +no. She could not go on--and with the certainty came the need for haste. + +Suddenly the only thing which seemed to matter in all the world was that +she must be gone before Leonard Dowson returned. If once he came back +and heard her decision, there would be scenes, reproaches, persuasions, +a hundred emotions let loose; and Toni was guiltily conscious, through +all her new-born resolution, that she was treating this man who loved +her unfairly. + +He had been gone five minutes--he might return at any second. Tip-toeing +across to the window, Toni parted the red curtains and lifted a lath of +the old-fashioned Venetian blind to peer through into the fog. + +She could not see much. Outside the hotel she could just distinguish the +blurred shape of the car, the lamps flaring yellowly in the mist; but +the shops and houses opposite were blotted out by the curtain of fog; +and she knew she risked running into the man from whom she longed, +desperately, to escape. + +Where she would go did not matter now. Plans must be made +afterwards--now she had but one desire, to flee into the fog and be lost +to sight. + +She was actually moving towards the door when a thought struck her. +Tearing a bit of paper from the fly-leaf of a book on the table, she +took from the deep pocket of her coat a little pencil, and scribbled a +message--as short, almost, as that which had announced to Leonard her +previous decision. + + "I can't go on with you. I am going. TONI." + +She had no time for more. Every second was precious; and even now she +doubted whether she were in time to make her escape. + +She opened the door and listened. Nothing was heard but the mutter of +voices in the bar downstairs; and there was no one in sight. A moment +she stood, her heart in her throat, driven nearly distracted between +impatience and terror. Then she turned back into the room, snatched up +her gloves and purse from the table and ran down the broad stairs and +across the square hall with frenzied haste. + +A sound of footsteps in a passage close at hand made her start +nervously. Without delaying a second she opened the great door, letting +in a rush of cold, raw air, and, not venturing to look round, lest even +now she should be intercepted in her flight, she slipped through the +aperture and fled into the night. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + + +At nine o'clock that same evening Jim Herrick, alone in his shabby yet +delightful little sitting-room, was roused from his contemplation of an +etching he had picked up in town that day by a deep-throated bark from +Olga. She had been lying in the hall; and doubtless her sharp ears had +heard some approaching footstep which to his duller human hearing was +inaudible. + +Eva was upstairs, trying on some finery she had purchased in London; and +after waiting a moment Herrick went into the hall to investigate. + +Someone was knocking now on the door, thereby rousing Olga's wrath; and +Herrick held her firmly by the collar as he went to answer the summons. + +On the doorstep, an indistinct figure in the fog, stood a young man, and +on seeing Herrick he began at once to unfold his errand. + +"Mr. Herrick, beg pardon, sir; master's sent me over to ask if Mrs. Rose +is here." + +"Mrs. Rose? Are you from Greenriver?" + +"Yes, sir. I'm Andrews, sir, and we're all a bit anxious about the +mistress. She wasn't at home for dinner, and no one saw her go out." + +"Comes inside a minute." The man obeying, Herrick closed the door and, +still holding Olga's collar, led the way to the sitting-room. + +"Now, tell me, as shortly as possible, why you thought Mrs. Rose might +be here?" + +"It was Kate's idea, sir--the parlourmaid. When Mrs. Ross didn't come +down to dinner she thought as perhaps she'd come over here. I thought it +weren't likely on account of the fog, but we couldn't think of anywhere +else for Mrs. Rose to be." + +"Your master is at home?" + +"Yes, sir, got in about seven. He was shut up in his room--the +lib'ry--till nearly dinner-time, and then he waited and waited for the +mistress to come down--and when she didn't come he got fidgety and sent +Kate upstairs." + +"And Kate found no one?" + +"No, sir. Only the dog--Jock--lying curled up in the very middle of the +bed--a thing he's never been known to do before, sir." + +"Mrs. Rose has not been here," said Herrick. "But just wait a moment. I +will ask my wife if she expected Mrs. Rose." + +He went out of the room, and found Eva coming down the short flight of +stairs from the upper floor. + +"What's the matter, Jim? Who is the man in there?" + +"It is the man-servant from Greenriver asking if Mrs. Rose has been +here. You did not expect her, did you, Eva?" + +"Oh, no." She spoke calmly. "We were to meet to-morrow morning, but we +had no appointment for to-night." + +"I see. Odd where she can have got to." Herrick frowned thoughtfully. +"You can't give me any clue to her movements, Eva? You don't remember +hearing her say anything about to-night?" + +"I haven't the slightest idea," said Eva, with apparent sincerity, and +Herrick turned away without asking any other question. + +Re-entering the room he quietly told the waiting Andrews that nothing +had been seen of Mrs. Rose, nor had she been expected on that particular +evening; and the young man thanked him dejectedly and moved to the door. + +"It's a wretched night," said Herrick. "Won't you have a glass of +something before you go?" + +Andrews thanked him, but declined; and seeing he was anxious to be gone, +Herrick did not press him, but let him depart without more ado. + +He turned again into the sitting-room, meditating on this extraordinary +disappearance; and a minute later his wife joined him, eager to hear the +reason of Andrews' quest. + +She came into the room wearing a satin kimono she had bought that day, +her curly golden hair bound with a broad pink ribbon, her small, narrow +foot thrust into satin slippers of the same hue. + +At first sight it might have been a schoolgirl who stood there in the +doorway. A second glance would have shown, to an acute observer, faint +lines on brow and cheek, an indefinable hardness and sharpness of +outline which destroyed the semblance of youth; and in its place gave an +air of cynical maturity, which, reckoning by actual length of years, was +as deceptive as the former illusion. + +"Well?" She came further into the room and spoke interrogatively. + +"Well?" Herrick turned to face her. "Mrs. Rose's disappearance is rather +remarkable, don't you think?" + +"Very." For the life of him Herrick could not fathom her tone. "But +since Toni is a free agent and not a slave, I expect she's gone out on +business of her own." + +"Queer time for business--nine o'clock on a foggy night," Herrick +reminded her quietly. + +"Well, I daresay she got fed up with the house--and the weather--and +went off to London for a spree." Eva laughed rather hardly. "A theatre +would be a blessed relief after the dulness of this place." + +"She would not be likely to go alone." + +"Oh, I daresay she would pick up some man to go with." + +"Don't speak like that, Eva, please. Mrs. Rose is not the sort of girl +to 'pick up' anybody." + +"Oh, isn't she?" Eva laughed again. "Your precious Toni isn't a saint, +you know. Because her husband is a fool and neglects her, that doesn't +say Toni is too meek and mild to have friends of her own." + +Herrick turned to her angrily. + +"Look here, Eva, I won't have you insinuating such things. Mrs. Rose may +not be a saint--I never met one, by the way--but she is a thoroughly +straight girl; and any friends she might make would be lucky fellows, I +can tell you." + +Eva smiled rather scornfully. + +"Even you are taken in by her big eyes and her quiet ways. Well, you'll +all of you get a surprise one of these days, when you find that Toni is +as wide-awake as anybody else, and knows a thing or two you don't +suspect her of." + +"Eva, you are talking nonsense, and you know it." Herrick was seriously +annoyed. "I imagined--foolishly--that you were a friend of Toni Rose; +and it never entered my head you would say spiteful things of this sort +about her." + +He broke off. + +"Unless----" He hesitated, his eyes full of a vague trouble. + +"Well? Unless--what?" + +"Oh, but that's absurd." He pulled himself together and spoke +decisively. "I was going to say, unless you had some reason for speaking +so; unless you knew something we don't know--and of course you don't." + +"Of course not." This time the mockery in her tone was perceptible; and +Herrick questioned her hastily. + +"Eva, what do you mean? Do you know anything which would throw a light +on Mrs. Rose's disappearance?" + +But Eva had turned sulky and would say nothing more. After one or two +vain attempts to induce her to speak, therefore, Herrick abandoned the +idea; and Eva withdrew with a malicious little smile on her lips which +rendered her husband still more uneasy. + +He wandered restlessly about his small domain, puzzling his head as to +what could have happened to Toni. He had not seen her often of late. +Indeed, he had fancied once or twice that she was avoiding him; and he +was sorry, for the girl had made an instant claim upon his sympathies, +and he had often meditated over her chances of turning her marriage into +a success. + +Somehow he had a presentiment of evil. Something seemed to tell him that +Toni's flight was premeditated, that she had fled from her home +secretly, with the intention of leaving her husband for ever; and +although he told himself that the idea was monstrous, grotesque, he +could not shake it off. + +Doubtless there were a dozen explanations. Perhaps she had gone for a +little stroll, and had lost her way in the fog. She might have dropped +in at some house in the neighbourhood, and, talking, let the hours slip +by. Ten chances to one, she was even now safe at home; and it was absurd +to worry about her. And yet---- + +And yet there _were_ other possibilities. In the fog it would be easy +indeed to miss one's road--with tragic results. One false step off the +towing-path, for instance, and the river, dark and silent, would flow on +its way, carrying with it a burden hardly more animated, yet a hundred +times more precious, than the sticks and leaves which floated down with +the current.... + +Suddenly Herrick sprang up, unable to bear this haunted solitude any +longer. He felt as though he must go forth to make inquiries for +himself, to ascertain whether Toni had returned or no, whether all +possible measures had been taken for her safety. + +Surely the people at Greenriver would not take his visit amiss? Seeing +that his wife and Mrs. Rose were known to be friends, it was only +natural that Mrs. Herrick should be anxious; and in any case he could +bear this inaction no longer. + +Going into the hall he selected an overcoat and cap, and then, going to +the foot of the stairs, called out to his wife. + +"Well?" She came to the head of the stairs, and stood looking at him +over the banisters. She had a lighted candle in her hand; and somehow +the wavering flame seemed to cast a sinister shadow over her face. + +"I am going to Greenriver, Eva, to see if Mrs. Rose has returned." + +"Oh." For a moment she hesitated, opened her mouth as though about to +speak and then yawned instead. "Very well. Don't be long. My head aches +and I want to get to sleep." + +"I will be as quick as possible," he said. "I am sorry your head aches. +Try to get to sleep before I return." + +He turned away, leaving her staring after him; and her grey eyes were +full of a cruel maliciousness. Eva guessed pretty well how the land lay. +Although she had not expected Toni to give in to the young dentist's +entreaties so soon, she never doubted that the girl had gone away with +him; and she laughed as she remembered how quietly the whole affair had +been conducted. + +Except on the occasion of Dowson's loan of magazines, Eva did not +believe his name had ever been mentioned between the Roses; and +certainly it would never enter Owen's head that his wife would go off, +leave him, and leave all the glories of Greenriver, to share the lot of +the inferior and unattractive Mr. Dowson. + +Eva had not the slightest feeling of compassion for the unhappy young +wife driven to this step, partly by her own childish folly, but partly, +also, by the evil counsel of the woman she called her friend. Eva know +very well, had known all along, that there could be no happiness for +Toni in such a step; and she fully believed that the girl would come to +hate and fear the life in front of her. But Eva never for one moment +experienced a thrill of pity for the misguided Toni. Rather the thought +of the certain misery which faced her filled Eva's perverted mind with a +wretched triumph; and her only strong emotion at this juncture was a +passionate hope that Owen would not learn the truth in time to save his +wife from the worst consequence of her ill-considered action. + + * * * * * + +Meanwhile all was confusion at Greenriver. At first Owen had been merely +a little perplexed, not uneasy, at Toni's absence from the dinner-table; +but when it became apparent that she was nowhere in the house he grew +alarmed. + +Calling Andrews and Fletcher to him, he bade them get lanterns and +institute a thorough search in the grounds; and the three of them +searched thoroughly--as thoroughly, at least, as was possible in the +clammy fog. + +Up and down they went, lanterns swinging, in and out of trees and +shrubs; and into the various summer-houses and garden sheds; but there +was no sign of Toni. + +Back into the house--where once again Owen summoned the servants to a +conference--and once again was forced to consider himself baffled. + +Kate had seen her mistress last when she carried in the tea. Asked if +Mrs. Rose had said anything about going out, she answered in the +negative; and neither cook nor Maggie had sat eyes upon her since lunch. + +Andrews had been out that afternoon, and knew nothing; and Mrs. Blades, +when interrogated, merely sniffed and said Mrs. Rose did not often +honour the housekeeper's room with her presence. + +It was at this juncture that Andrews was despatched to Herrick's +bungalow; and in his absence Owen rang up on the telephone all the +people who seemed in the least likely to have seen his wife, but without +result. + +A little later he rang up other places--the station, the police station, +even the little Cottage Hospital; but no one had heard or seen anything +of Mrs. Rose; and Owen was forced to wait for Andrews' return. + +When the man came, bearing no tidings, Owen understood that the matter +was serious. Toni had gone, left her home in the dusk, departed no one +knew whither. The whole thing was so unexpected, so incredible, that it +was small wonder Owen was completely at sea. + +Suddenly a welcome thought flashed into his head. It was possible Toni +had gone to town on the spur of the moment to visit her relations in +Brixton; and the next minute Owen was turning over the leaves of the +telephone directory hurriedly in an endeavour to find the number of the +house in Winter Gardens. Luckily the house boasted a telephone, +installed for the convenience of one of the boys who was connected with +an insurance agency which had its headquarters there; and in a very +short space of time Owen was asking the worthy Mrs. Gibbs over the wire +for news of the missing Toni. But disappointment awaited him. Nothing +had been heard of Toni for three weeks; and she had most certainly not +visited them that day. Mrs. Gibbs, at the other end of the wire, sounded +apprehensive, but Owen had no time to consider her feelings, and rang +off abruptly when he found she had nothing to tell him. + +Just as he was turning away from the instrument the door bell rang +quietly; and with a quick movement Owen crossed the hall and threw the +door widely open. + +It was not Toni who stood there, however; and seeing the blank look on +Owen's face, Herrick hurried to explain his errand as one merely of +inquiry. + +"Come in," said Owen mechanically, drawing his visitor inside the house. +"It's awfully decent of you, Herrick. You have heard of my +wife's--disappearance?" + +"Yes. I suppose you have no idea what can have taken her away?" + +"Not the slightest. The maids say--now--that her thick motor coat and +cap are gone, and her purse--with a few pounds in, I don't know how +much--is missing from her drawer. But where she has gone is a complete +mystery." + +"She gave you no hint of her departure?" + +"Not the faintest." Owen became suddenly aware that his visitor's coat +was damp with the wetting mist; and his hospitable instincts awoke. "I +say, come into the library and have a drink. You're pretty well soaked." + +He led the way to the library, regardless of Herrick's disclaimers; and +the other man thought it best to follow him, first asking permission to +bring Olga inside the house--a permission readily granted. Once inside +the warm, tranquil room, Owen insisted upon Herrick shedding his coat +and accepting a whisky and soda; but though he pressed Herrick to sit +down and even took a cigarette himself, it was evident that Owen was all +on thorns with anxiety and apprehension. + +"You haven't heard your wife say she wanted a change? You know women are +restless beings." + +"Not Toni. She was always happy here. I'd promised to take her to +Switzerland for Christmas, and that pleased her; but she was never keen +about going away." + +"I see. She was happy here. Well"--his gaze wandered dreamily round the +lamp-lit room, with its mullioned windows and well-filled shelves--"I +don't wonder at that. Anyone might be happy in such a home as this." + +"Yes, she always loved Greenriver." Unconsciously both men used the past +tense. "Ever since I brought her here as my wife she loved the old +house." + +"She was happy, you say?" Herrick felt a sudden desire to probe beneath +the surface. "You never--forgive me--you never found her +depressed--or--or unsettled--in low spirits?" + +"No. She was sometimes a little--well, what shall we call it?--not +bad-tempered, but well, a trifle jumpy; but she seemed to be in good +spirits as a rule." + +"You never--I suppose"--he laughed, trying to make the question sound +casual--"you never had any disagreements--any little fallings-out? Oh, +don't think me impertinent--I was only wondering whether perhaps Mrs. +Rose had taken offence at some little thing--and had gone off for a +short visit somewhere to--well, to punish you." + +He had half expected Owen to resent the implication; but Owen took it +quietly. + +"We never exactly quarrelled," he said. "At least, that isn't quite +true. We did disagree, more than once, on one particular subject; and +last night we certainly had a few words. We both lost our tempers--I +confess I lost mine--and I said one or two things I'd have given the +world to recall afterwards." + +"I see." Herrick spoke gravely. "Well, no doubt Mrs. Rose knows you did +not mean anything unkind----" + +"I hope so. By God, I hope so." Owen's voice was hoarse. "If I thought +Toni had taken my words seriously I--why, I said things I didn't mean in +the very least, and I never for one instant dreamed she would take them +as spoken in earnest." + +"I see." Herrick repeated the words. "You will pardon me for saying that +Mrs. Rose always struck me as being more sensitive than the majority of +women." + +"Did she?" Owen stared at him, struck suddenly by the significance of +his manner. "By Jove, Herrick, I never suspected my wife of any undue +sensitiveness. She always seemed to me too young, too immature and +undeveloped to take things much to heart. Her youth was one of the +greatest charms about her to me. It never struck me she was a woman, +capable of a woman's sufferings----" + +He broke off suddenly. + +"Stay, though. Once I thought--she looked at me and I thought her +eyes looked different--not like the eyes of a child. I wondered +then ... but ... oh, no, she couldn't think I meant the things I said. +Once or twice I have felt exasperated at what I thought was her +childishness, her ignorance of the world, and I've said things now and +again, unkind things, even cruel things sometimes ... but I've been +secure all the time in the thought that she didn't understand...." + +"You wouldn't have hurt her--wilfully?" + +"Hurt her?" Owen stared at him. "Good God, man, what do you take me for? +A man doesn't wilfully hurt his wife--the woman he loves. And to hurt +Toni would be like hurting a child." + +"Mr. Rose"--Herrick took a resolution to speak plainly--"are you sure +you did not treat your wife rather too much as a child? Are you sure you +didn't deny her the right of a woman, the right to share your life, your +work, your aims? Are you quite sure you never made her feel her +inferiority to you in different ways, never let her see that in some +matters she was perhaps hardly your equal? Oh, I know you are +exceptionally clever, brilliant, and she is only a simple girl; but +still she was not a child; and it may have been rather galling to her to +be treated as one." + +For a moment Owen sat motionless, his eyes fixed on the other man's face +with a stare whose earnestness was its justification. + +Then-- + +"Look here, Herrick," he said, "I believe you are trying to tell me +something--something about my wife which I don't know. Well, what is it? +I think, as her husband, I have a right to ask you to share your +knowledge with me. What do you say?" + +"I think you have every right," Herrick answered quietly, "and I ask +nothing better than to tell you all I know." + +Without further preliminaries he repeated to Owen the conversation he +had had with Toni on the day of the Vicarage Bazaar; and a sudden light +broke over Owen as he listened. + +"You are alluding to the occasion when Lady Martin and the Vicar's wife +called her ignorant, frivolous, empty-headed." + +"She told you?" Herrick was surprised. + +"Yes--long afterwards. But I laughed at her and told her it was +nonsense--jealousy, or something like that. I never dreamed she had +taken it to heart." + +"She took it so much to heart that she began to wonder how much was +true, and how she could best rise above the defects with which they +endowed her. She honoured me by asking my advice; and I was only too +glad to help her. She called herself ignorant, and I endeavoured to show +her how, by study and application, she might repair that ignorance. I +recommended her books, mapped her out a course of reading--oh, it's no +use going over it all now; only just what seems important to me is this. +What had specially wounded her was the fact that they had evidently +denied her the possession of a soul." He smiled rather tenderly. "And it +was her passionate desire to show that she _had_ a soul which drove her +to all those desperate expedients of study and the like." + +He paused, but Owen did not speak. + +"I wonder if the process of making one's soul is a painful one, after +all? Like most new-born creatures, I expect it's a delicate, sensitive +thing at first, easily wounded by a word, a glance.... I don't suppose +it has a very joyful time in the beginning, struggling towards the +fuller light like a weak, fragile little flower opening its petals one +by one to the sun. But luckily a soul is a very vital thing. It can +stand a good deal in the way of unkindness or neglect without +shrivelling up. And I daresay a few kindly words, a sympathetic thought, +are like water to a dying plant--or as the Bible has it 'as the shadow +of a great rock in a thirsty land.'" + +As he finished his speech Owen broke in impetuously: + +"Don't say any more, Herrick. My God, what a fool I've been! To think +that all this was taking place beneath my eyes and I was too blind, too +self-absorbed to see." + +"Well, everyone is blind, at times," said Herrick gently. "I'm not +trying to make you unhappy, Rose--the whole affair is no business of +mine, and you may well resent my interference." + +"No, no," said Owen hastily. "God knows your interference is only too +justifiable. But----" + +"Perhaps I am to blame, after all, for trying to engineer so delicate a +situation. The fact is, I felt a great pity for Mrs. Rose. She was only +a girl after all, and girlhood is a lively, careless, light-hearted +period. But although her soul appeared--then--to be unawakened, I knew +it was there all the time; and I confess I hoped that when she came into +full possession of it you would draw nearer to one another, and a better +understanding would ensue. But----" + +He paused. + +"Well? Your plan hasn't worked?" + +"I don't know. The thing is, not so much _where_ has Mrs. Rose gone, but +_why_ did she go? Look here, Rose. I'm perfectly certain that her one +thought all through has been for your welfare; and though on the face of +it it seems peculiar that she should take this means of proving her love +for you, I'm quite convinced she is acting on your behalf in this odd +disappearance of hers." + +"But how could I benefit by her disappearance?" + +"I don't know. But I am quite sure----" + +He broke off suddenly, and the next instant the two men started to their +feet as the hoot of a motor-horn sounded loudly outside the house. + +"God, Herrick--here's Toni." Owen dashed out of the room followed by +Herrick, and the two reached the front door at the same moment. + +Andrews, who had come running from the kitchen regions at the sound of +the horn, flung open the door, and disclosed the big car with its +flaring head-lamps, throbbing itself to a standstill at the foot of the +steps. + +A young man jumped out--a man whom neither Rose nor Herrick had ever +seen before--and, rushing up the steps, looked wildly round him. + +"Where is she?" he demanded loudly. "Where is she?" + +"To whom do you allude?" asked Owen coldly, his fastidious soul revolted +by the spectacle which the young man presented. Dowson was hatless, +dishevelled. In his agony of mind at Toni's departure he had torn his +collar apart, feeling himself choking, and during the drive to +Greenriver he had rumpled his hair so wildly that it stood up in mad +disorder over his head. His face was dusty, the mist had soaked his +clothes till they clung tightly to his narrow frame, and about his whole +figure there was an air of unkempt desolation which was unattractive in +the extreme. + +"I allude to Toni--your wife, if you like to call her that." The +unfortunate young man was distraught between disappointment and anxiety. +"Where is she? Has she come home after all?" + +"My wife?" Owen raised his eyebrows superciliously. "My good man, what +are you talking about? If you know anything about Mrs. Rose be kind +enough to tell us at once what it is, but please remember she is not +Toni--to you." + +"Oh, isn't she?" Beneath the weight of conflicting emotions Mr. Dowson +was losing his head. "Well, she was going to be, that's all. She came +away with me to-night of her own free will ... and we wore going to +cross to Paris, and then ... oh, I don't know what then, but anyway she +was going to stay with me, and when you had divorced her----" + +"Divorced her?" Owen uttered the words in so ferocious a tone that the +young man fell back a pace. "What the devil do you mean by making a +suggestion of that sort? And why in God's name should I divorce my +wife--for you?" + +The scorn with which he spoke the last two words drove Leonard Dowson to +frenzy. + +"Why? Why not? You never loved her--you never knew how to treat her. You +made her miserable, you let her see you thought her inferior to you, not +good enough for you ... you wouldn't dismiss that woman you had to help +you though you knew To--your wife hated her...." + +He was lashing himself to greater and greater fury at the thought of +Toni's sufferings. + +"Even when you'd made her so wretched that she was ready to die, she +still thought of you. She knew I loved her as she deserved to be loved, +and she was coming away with me, not because she loved me, but because +she thought by leaving you she'd set you free--free to divorce her, to +cast her off, to marry someone else, for all I know--some lady whom +you'd perhaps be pleased to call your equal." + +Beneath his savage indictment even Owen stood dumb. There is always +something electrifying about absolute sincerity, and no one, listening, +could possibly doubt that the man was speaking from the very depth of +his soul. + +As he stood panting, glaring at Owen with hatred in his eyes, Herrick +stepped forward with a question. + +"Excuse me, sir"--neither of them knew, as yet, the name of the +visitor--"may I ask how you became possessed of all this information? I +am perfectly sure that Mrs. Rose herself has not been your informant, +but I fail to see----in the first place, may we ask your name?" + +"My name is Dowson, Leonard Dowson." He spoke defiantly. "And as to who +told me, well, it doesn't much matter, that I can see, but it was a +friend of--of Mrs. Rose." He dared not again call her "Toni." + +"A friend?" In one sickening flash of intuition, Herrick knew who had +been Toni's evil genius. He stopped short, physically incapable of +questioning further; but Owen had no such scruples. + +"Who is this--friend?" He could not help the sneer; and Herrick paled in +the lamplight, fearing yet powerless to avert the answer. + +"I don't suppose it matters telling you." Dowson paused. "It was Mrs. +Herrick--Mrs. Rose's best friend--who told me; and she swore that every +word was true." + +There was a short, tense silence; and Andrews, who had been hovering +unnoticed in the background, suddenly dived through the baize door and +disappeared, as one who feels his presence an intrusion. + +"So it was Mrs. Herrick who gave you this precious information." Owen, +very pale, turned to Herrick. "Herrick, I won't insult your wife by +asking if this is true. It's a lie, of course. Mrs. Herrick is a friend +of my wife's. She would never play such a treacherous, underhand +part----" + +"I ... I don't know what to say...." + +"No, I should think you don't." Dowson spoke vehemently. "You know it +was she who put me up to it all along. She said Mrs. Rose had owned to +being--well, fond of me in her way, though of course she put her husband +first. But she told me I had a chance, that if I'd offer to take Mrs. +Rose away she'd come ... oh, she convinced me fast enough. I daresay I +was a fool, but I couldn't bear to stand by and say nothing when by +taking her away----" + +He stopped suddenly. Owen had made a threatening step forward. + +"Look here"--Owen's voice was choked with rage--"stop talking all that +rot, and tell me what you've done with my wife. First, of all, where is +she?" + +"How can I tell you when I don't know?" retorted the young man almost +rudely. "She came away with me right enough, and then we had an accident +to the car--a tyre burst--and we went into a hotel at Stratton to wait +for it to be repaired. I went to the post-office to send a telegram, and +when I came back she'd gone." + +"Gone--where?" + +"Oh, aren't I telling you I don't know?" In his excitement the young +dentist's refinement fell away from him, showing the rough human man +beneath. "She slipped out soon's my back was turned--left a scrap of +paper saying she couldn't go on with me--and that's all I know." + +"But she must have left some traces." + +"She left her dressing-bag, if that's anything," said Dowson gloomily. +"It's in the car outside. I thought at least she'd have come back here, +and I had to come on to make sure. I"--for a second his rough voice +softened--"I had to be certain she was safe." + +"Well, she isn't here." Owen spoke harshly. "You were very ready to take +her away, with your damned philanderings and what not, but you might at +least have looked after her. Where is she? Good God, man, you're not +only a blackguard and a thief--you're a damned fool as well!" + +"I may be a fool, but I'm not a blackguard!" Mr. Dowson's eyes blazed in +his pallid face. "_I_ didn't marry the girl and then neglect her--_I_ +didn't win her love and then throw it aside as of no importance--_I_ +didn't break her heart with my sneers and coldness, as you did. You may +be her husband and I'm only a man who loves her, but I'll guarantee I'd +have known how to treat her a million times better than you ever did." + +The two men glared at one another furiously; and for a moment Herrick +feared Owen was about to strike the man who defied him. Owen's face was +convulsed with rage, his eyes looked almost black, and a vein in his +temple hammered madly. + +Herrick stepped forward hastily. + +"I say, excuse me reminding you that this is not the time for +recriminations. Mrs. Rose has not returned, and the thing to do now is +to set all possible inquiries on foot. You agree with me, Rose?" + +Owen turned to him, the passion dying out of his face, leaving only a +great weariness and a great dread. + +"You are right. We must find Toni. But how?" + +"Well, we'd better make inquiries at Stratton first. You are on the +'phone? Good. Well, we will ring up the railway station, and the hotels. +Mrs. Rose may have gone to one of them for the night. And we could try +the garages. Possibly she will hire a car to bring her home." + +"Yes. And I'll order out the car and try the roads myself." Owen looked +suddenly alert. "If she should be attempting to walk home, or anything +of that sort, I should pick her up." + +"Yes. And I should give orders to the servants to have everything ready +for Mrs. Rose--food, and fires, and things, when she returns. She'll be +chilled to the bone with this mist." + +"Yes. I'll do it at once. I'll go and get on the 'phone, if you'll be so +good as to ring for the servants. I'll order a fire in her room, and a +little supper." + +He turned away, full of hope now that there was something to be done; +and Herrick was following him, when Dowson, who had been temporarily +forgotten, asserted his presence. + +"And what am I to do while you're searching for her?" His rage had died +away, and he looked the picture of dejection. "Can't I do anything? +I--you know I'd die for Toni--for Mrs. Rose. Can't you suggest something +for me to be doing?" + +Owen turned on him fiercely. + +"_You?_ You've done enough harm for one night. Suppose you take yourself +off--we've seen all we want of you, I assure you." + +"But----" + +"Don't stand arguing there," said Owen in a voice whose fury made the +young man wince. "We've had more than enough of you. Be so good as to +take yourself off before I kick you out of the house." + +Leonard Dowson gave one last look at the other man's face as though to +see whether this threat was meant to be taken literally. What he read +there apparently decided him; for with a hoarse sigh he turned away in +the direction of the front door. + +Without waiting to see if he were obeyed or not, Owen hastened away to +the telephone; and it was Herrick who opened the door and watched the +young man enter the car. + +A second later he dismounted again, this time bearing Toni's +dressing-bag, which in her hurry she had left behind; and carrying it up +the steps he put it down, almost tenderly, inside the hall. + +"Thank you. That will do." Herrick watched him as he hesitated, +uncertainly. "Don't let me detain you." He held the door widely open. +"Good-night." + +Thus dismissed, the young man had no option. He went out into the +chilly, misty night, and mounted the car, which moved swiftly away down +the gloomy drive. + +When Herrick had closed the door he paused a moment, wondering if he had +not better follow the late visitor's example and vanish quietly into the +night. + +But he heard Owen's voice calling him as he stood hesitating, and found +that, in spite of his wife's treachery, he himself was not debarred from +giving help. + +He attempted, awkwardly, to take his leave; but Owen was in no mood to +let him go. Whatever Mrs. Herrick's part in the tragedy, it was evident +that her husband was to be exonerated; and although his heart was sick +within him at the thought of Eva's wickedness, Herrick was wise enough +to see that to implicate himself would be to make matters worse than +they were already. + + * * * * * + +But although the two men made all possible inquiries, they could hear +nothing of the missing Toni. No one had seen her, no one heard of her; +and as the hours wore on it seemed as though the mist had indeed +swallowed her up so completely that all trace of her was lost. + +After nearly an hour's futile telephoning Owen set off in the waiting +car to scour the countryside; while at his urgent request Herrick stayed +behind at Greenriver, in case Toni should arrive in her husband's +absence and find no one to welcome her. Herrick agreed to stay at once, +though he knew his prolonged absence would annoy and possibly upset his +wife. She deserved no consideration, he told himself sternly. It was +largely through her machinations that this thing had come to pass; and a +few hours' anxiety would be a small enough price to pay for her +treachery. + +It was nearly four o'clock in the morning when Owen returned, tired out, +despondent, and with no slightest scrap of news. He came into the +library looking ready to drop with fatigue, and found Herrick sitting +over the fire apparently lost in thought. Olga and Jock, who had long +since fraternized, lay side by side on the hearthrug; and all was quiet +and peaceful. But when Herrick sprang up, hearing Owen's step, it was +easy to see that for him, too, the night had worn away in keenest +suspense. + +"Well? Any news?" + +"No. None." Owen slipped off his thick coat and sank down, wearily, into +a chair. "No one has seen anything of her. The hotel people didn't hear +her go, and no one has the faintest notion where she went." + +He shivered, holding out his hands to the blaze. + +"Herrick, where can she be? My God, I'd give ten years of my life now to +know she was safe. But to think of her wandering about in the fog--not +daring--not even wanting--to come home ... thinking always of me as the +selfish brute who neglected her and laughed aside her wishes...." + +He paused a moment, then began again. + +"It wouldn't be so bad if she'd been in love with that fool who was here +to-night. I could have understood her going off with him then. But it +was me she loved all along--she was thinking of me when she went out +into the cruel night to join him.... I'm very certain she shrank from +the step ... well, events prove it, don't they? ... but she was thinking +only of my good and so she nerved herself to do it...." + +"Yes." Herrick spoke quietly. "There's no doubt, I think, that your wife +loved you as very few men are loved. It seems--forgive me--a cruel jest +of Fate that you couldn't return her love...." + +"But I _did_--and _do_!" Owen's voice rang out with all its old force. +"Before God, man, I do love Toni ... oh, I didn't at first. I confess I +married her without caring for her as a man should care for the woman he +makes his wife. But I've grown fonder of her ever since. Oh, I know it's +all true, what that fellow said--I've been thoughtless, unkind, I did +neglect her, did let her see how I despised her help, but you don't know +what it is to a man to find his work spoilt for the lack of a little +intelligent sympathy.... Oh, I'm not excusing myself--I had no right to +put my work before everything else--even before Toni--and I did. But God +knows I'm punished for it now." + +Again he broke off abruptly, only to go on again hastily. + +"I own I was mistaken in my reading of Toni's character. I had no idea +she was capable of this sort of sacrifice." + +"You never saw into the depths of her soul. If you had----" + +"I should have realized what she was. Oh, I know," said Owen, with +humility, "I know now that Toni is a woman, and I pray to God with all +my soul that my knowledge has not come too late." + +"You think if you got her back now you might be happy together?" + +"Happy? If I could make Toni happy, she would be happy indeed." His tone +was still tinged with that new humility, and in that dreary hour Herrick +began to understand him better than he had ever dreamed of doing. + +When at last the grey dawn crept through the large windows Herrick rose +to go. + +"I'll get off home for an hour or two. You'd better try to have a sleep, +Rose. We can't do anything more just yet; and it's no use wasting one's +strength." + +"Very well." Owen rose and stretched himself, yawning. "I won't go to +bed--I'll sleep on the couch here. You see she might come at any +moment." + +Herrick saw it was of no use attempting to urge him to go to bed; so +agreed, at once, that such a return was possible, and two minutes later +he and Olga were outside the house in the chilly silver dawn. + +The fog had lifted in the night, and for that Herrick was thankful; but +the air was biting, and as he walked briskly along, Olga trotting +alertly beside him, he owned to himself that a cup of hot coffee, +followed by a sleep, would be welcome indeed. + +He let himself softly into the house and proceeded to make some coffee +with the aid of the gas-ring. He was gulping it down, feeling the liquid +driving the cold out of his bones, when Olga growled faintly; and +looking up, he saw his wife standing in the doorway surveying him +maliciously. + +"Well? Has the lost lamb been found and returned to the fold?" Her tone +was mockery itself. + +"No." For an instant he wondered whether he should accuse her of her +treachery; but suddenly he resolved to wait till he was more normal, +after a rest. + +"Really? Well, I don't think she will return just yet. I expect the next +time her loving husband meets our dear Toni, the Divorce Court will be +their meeting-place." + +A wave of anger swept over Herrick. + +"So that man was right--it was your doing." He put down his cup and +looked steadily at her. "It was through your--your advice that that +unfortunate girl left her home and wont off with Dowson." + +"It wasn't through my advice," she said. "As a matter of fact I didn't +know they had fixed it up so quickly. Three days ago it was only a vague +notion--quite in the air, I assure you. I had no idea it had actually +come off." + +"You knew, then, that it was a possibility, at least?" + +"Yes." Suddenly she stopped and stared at him. "But how do you know? She +didn't leave any message, I suppose?" + +"I know because Mrs. Rose's heart failed her when she had taken the +first step. She gave this man Dowson the slip at Stratton and he +immediately returned to Greenriver to ask if she had come back." + +"And she hadn't?" + +"Of course not." He spoke sternly. "Between you, you have made it almost +impossible for that poor child to return unless her husband fetches her. +Why you should have sought to ruin their homes I confess I fail to +understand. Neither Rose nor his wife had done you any harm." + +"No." She stared sombrely at him. "That's true, I suppose. But--oh, you +can't understand, of course." + +"Understand what, Eva?" He tried to speak gently, aware through all her +mockery of something piteous, tragic in her attitude. + +"You can't understand how I hate to see happiness." She threw back her +head and beneath her white wrapper he saw her breast heave stormily. "I +was happy once, before those men sent me to prison. I used to sing and +laugh--as Toni did--I used to enjoy every moment of my life ... and then +I liked to see people all round me being happy too... But I was taken +away from it all, from the sunshine, the gay, happy people, the shops, +the theatres, taken away and shut up like a wild animal in a +cell ... oh ..." She shivered, and all at once his heart melted +towards her. + +"Don't think of that now, dear." He put his hand with real kindness on +her shoulder. "It's all over and done with, and there are better things +in store." + +"Not for me." Her tone was unutterably forlorn. "My life is spoilt, +broken--and now"--all at once her expression changed and she spoke +vindictively--"now all I can do is to break other lives!" + +"Hush, Eva." He removed his hand from her arm. "Don't talk so. And +remember, if Mrs. Rose comes home safely, you must leave her alone for +the future." + +For a moment she said nothing, biting her lip as though in thought. Then +suddenly she shrugged her shoulders and moved away without a word. + + * * * * * + +When daylight came Owen and Herrick resumed their search for the missing +girl, calling to their aid every device which the wit of man could +suggest. + +They left no stone unturned; and though Owen shrank from the necessary +publicity Scotland Yard was informed, and a huge reward offered for +information about the vanished Toni. + +But the days passed, glided into weeks, which in their turn grew into +months; and Toni was not found. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII + + +On a sunny afternoon in March of the following year, Toni Rose sat alone +on the slope of an Italian hill-side overlooking the blue Mediterranean, +which lay stretched beneath her like a sheet of living turquoise. + +The air was delightfully warm and still, and scented with the fresh +breath of myriads of violets which dotted the short, soft turf here and +there like a multitude of tiny purple stars. Everywhere the almond +blossom was in its full beauty of rose and cream, and the sight of an +orchard away on the hill-side, with the faint blue sky above the +pink-and-white branches, and the bluer sea behind, gave to the beholder +the effect of a delicate Japanese water-colour painting. + +The Bay of Naples fully deserved its world-wide reputation for beauty on +this bright spring afternoon. Across its waters rose hill upon hill, the +sombre giant Vesuvius brooding like some dark monster over the ruined +countryside at its base, the lovelier, more hopeful snow-crowned peaks +behind rising like a fairy army beneath whose beneficent gaze the ogre +was--for the time--vanquished and impotent. + +The bay was full of craft, as usual. Big liners, tramp steamers, a grey +battleship or two, looked scornfully down on the little Italian boats, +some piled high with yellow fruit, others less imposing, little pleasure +craft manned by youthful boatmen with swarthy brown faces and ears +ornamented with huge golden rings. + +Land and sea alike smiled in the glorious sunshine. It was a day on +which life seemed a very sweet and desirable opportunity; but in Toni's +face there was no hint of gladness, none of her former almost pagan +delight in the beautiful out-of-door world around her. + +Although her skin was delicately warmed and coloured by the genial +Southern sun, the becoming tan could not hide the thinness of the once +rounded cheeks, nor disguise the hopeless droop of the lips which had +been used to smile so readily. Toni looked, indeed, the ghost of her +former self as she sat gazing out over the Mediterranean; and it was +very evident that whatever had been the result of her flight to those +she had left behind, her own happiness had suffered a disastrous +eclipse. + +After all, her disappearance had been easily arranged. On that foggy +night when she had fled from Leonard Dowson, terrified by the spectre of +a future life which his words had evoked, she had run, without in the +least realizing her direction, straight to the railway station; and the +idea of London had at once presented itself to her mind. A train was +just starting, and Toni hastily took a ticket and jumped into a carriage +without giving herself time to think. + +Arriving at the terminus she had a momentary indecision as to her next +step. As she stood on the platform she felt herself to be desperately, +hopelessly alone; and for one wild moment she wondered how Owen would +receive her if she went back and flung herself on his mercy. + +But something in her, perhaps the sturdy, independent blood of her +Yorkshire ancestors, seemed to forbid such a course. She could not +return, creep back to the shelter of the home she had abandoned; and +even Toni's youthful optimism could not promise her a very hearty +welcome when the truth of her flight should be known. + +If only she had gone alone ... if there had been no man in the case to +complicate matters and compromise the situation--in that first moment of +despair Toni hated Leonard Dowson, loathed herself for imagining it +would be possible to go away with him; and at the same time realized +that whatever happened she would find it almost impossible to explain +the man's introduction into the affair in any way save that which, were +the story known, would be taken, perhaps naturally, for granted. + +Suddenly the thought of Italy flashed into her brain, and with the +thought came instant resolution. + +She had still twelve pounds in her purse--more than enough to take her +to Naples; and once there she could surely discover some friend of the +bygone days to whom she might apply for advice as to her future +maintenance. + +In Italy she could live frugally, as the peasants lived; and all at once +Toni felt a great nostalgia for the glowing South, with its sunshine and +hot blue skies, its orange-groves, its languorous noons and warm, +scented nights. + +The Italian blood in her--the blood transmitted to her by her mother, +spoke in its turn; and suddenly Toni felt that in that land of warmth +and colour she could find the rest and peace for which her sorely-driven +soul cried out.... + +And then the miracle happened. + +Later that evening she was standing on the platform of another great +station, waiting her turn to approach the booking-office where she might +obtain her ticket to Italy--and home--when a wail in a thin foreign +voice fell upon her ear, and she turned round to face a dark and +agitated-looking young woman, neatly dressed, who was bewailing herself +in the fluent Italian of the lower classes. + +"What is it? Can I help you?" + +Toni spoke impulsively, sorry for the young woman even in the midst of +her own numbing grief; and the other turned round in astonishment at +hearing her own tongue. + +"Oh, Signorina!" She evidently took Toni for a compatriot. "Such a +misfortune has overcome me--I do not know what is to be done. I am here +with my charges"--two sleepy-looking English children stood yawning +beside her--"on the way to Naples, and behold, the English Signora--the +governess, you understand--who was to have come with us to deliver the +children safely to their parents is at the last moment unable to come." + +"But why can't she come?" + +"_Non lo so!_" The woman shrugged her shoulders. "She sends me but a +telegram to the waiting-room--an accident, illness--I know not--but she +does not come, and I must go alone with the two little ones, who are +both delicate and will be ill the whole journey through!" + +A wild inspiration flashed into Toni's mind. + +"You go to Naples?" she said. "I too wish to go, but hardly care to +undertake the journey alone. May I then come with you and help you with +the little ones?" + +The Italian's quick mind grasped the idea at once; and she foresaw with +delighted gratitude that the journey might be shorn of half its terrors +if the plan were carried out. + +She poured forth a stream of voluble explanations. She had already taken +the tickets for the party; and she was certain that her employer, a +wealthy English lady, would be only too grateful if the Signorina would +accept the fare in return for her help in the matter. A carriage had +been reserved for the party, and the whole journey might be taken in +complete comfort and security, since this so fortunate meeting with a +compatriot. + +To Toni the idea came as a veritable boon. In her turn, she saw all the +personal benefits of the plan; and, after all, since she could be of +real, practical assistance, she saw no reason why she should scruple to +avail herself of the Italian nurse's offer. + +Five minutes later the affair was arranged. The foreigner, Luisa by +name, was at first incredulous on hearing of her new comrade's mixed +nationality, but she readily accepted such explanations as Toni gave +her, and was quick to recognize the value of Toni's perfect English at +the present juncture. + +Toni's lack of luggage puzzled her a little, but Toni murmured something +about a lost dressing-bag which satisfied the other woman; and when the +long train steamed out of the station at last Toni was comfortably +ensconced in a reserved first-class compartment, making friends with the +two little girls with whom she was to travel. + +This fact explains the non-success of all inquiries at the railway +stations, or, later, on the boat. The authorities were on the look-out +for a young Englishwoman journeying alone; and never associated the +young Italian lady travelling, apparently, with her two children and a +nurse, with the solitary girl for whom they searched. + +Toni's fur coat was by no means a unique garment. There were plenty to +be seen at this time of year; and in any case the girl, protected by her +unassailable bodyguard, was able to pass under the eyes of the very men +who were anxiously on the look-out for her. + +The journey to which Luisa had looked forward with such apprehension +passed off well enough. Toni was obliged to rouse herself from her own +dejection to look after the children, who were both delicate and spoilt; +but luckily they took an instant fancy to the travelling companion so +strangely provided, and behaved with commendable good-temper throughout. + +When at length the train ran into the railway station at Naples, Toni +suddenly found herself faced with another problem. The nurse had taken +her on trust, so to speak, and had been too grateful for her help to +seek to probe into her private affairs; but now that she must face the +mother of the pretty children, to whom she had become quite attached, +Toni realized that she would have to give some more plausible +explanation of her situation than that which had contented the impetuous +Luisa. + +She got out of the carriage at last, her arms full of the children's +wraps and toys, with knees which shook under her at the thought of the +ordeal to come; but one quick look into Mrs. Moody's frank and kindly +face reassured her a little. + +She soon found, moreover, that the lady was as ready to take her on +trust as the maid had been. When she had heard Luisa's voluble +explanation of the part Toni had played during the long and wearying +journey, Mrs. Moody turned to Toni with an expression of real gratitude +on her still pretty face. + +"I really don't know how to thank you, Miss ... er ..." She hesitated, +and Toni quickly supplied her with the first name she could think of, +the name of her Italian mother's race. "Oh, but surely you are English?" + +In her agitation Toni murmured something about an Italian father, not +meaning to deceive, but too tired out and confused to pay much heed to +her words; and Mrs. Moody put her hand kindly on the girl's arm. + +"Well, English or not, you've been a god-send to Luisa and the chicks; +so if you have no friends waiting for you at this moment, you must come +home with me and let my husband thank you properly." + +Somehow Toni found herself stepping into the beautifully-appointed +motor-car which waited outside the station; and ten minutes later she +was helped out of the motor and taken up a broad and palatial-looking +staircase to the large and lofty flat inhabited by her new friends. + +Friends indeed they proved to be. Without the slightest hesitation they +accepted Toni's rather faltering story of an engagement in England which +had proved unsatisfactory; and on learning that her intention in +returning to Italy had been to look for another post, they looked at one +another in a meaning silence which was explained later, when Mrs. Moody +asked her quietly if she would care to undertake the post of +governess-companion to the two small children with whom she was already +on terms of friendship. + +For a moment Toni hesitated. To stay on here, deceiving her employers, +representing herself, falsely, as an unmarried woman, would be a poor +return for their kindness and generosity; but to tell the truth was +surely impossible. Yet she could not bring herself to shut the door +which would open to her a new and honourable life in which she might +find, if not happiness, at least content; and poor Toni was torn between +conflicting emotions as she stood listening to her new friend's +proposals. + +Mrs. Moody, reading her indecision in her face, bade her think the +matter over for a week while she remained with them as an honoured +guest; and Toni did so, coming at last to the conclusion that, much as +she longed to accept the post, to do so would not be fair to her +prospective employers. + +She refused, therefore, but with so genuine a regret that the refusal +could not give offence. The Moodys, however, while recognizing the +girl's claim to independence of judgment, in their turn asserted their +claim to befriend her, and Toni was only too ready to accept their +advice and assistance. + +Hearing that it was of importance that she should set about making some +money without delay, Mr. Moody secured for her a post as +assistant-librarian and secretary in a big library belonging to an +Italian friend of his own. + +It was something of an irony that Toni's work should take her into an +atmosphere that could not fail to remind her of her husband and his +literary aspirations; and her heart used to contract pitifully within +her sometimes when she entered the big, lofty, book-lined room, which +was not unlike the stately library in the beautiful old house by the +river where her married life had come to so tragic a close. + +She owed the post to her proficiency in Italian and English rather than +to any scholarly ability. To the end of her life Toni would never be +bookish. She would always prefer living to reading about life; and it +was fortunate that her work in this new library consisted largely of +translating, roughly, from books in Italian and English, or in typing, +from dictation, in either language. + +She grew to like her employment in the quiet, mediaeval-looking room. Her +employer, a gentle, sad-eyed elderly man with an invalid daughter, +treated her with the utmost kindness; and if it had not been that every +fibre in her being cried out incessantly for Owen, she might in time +have been content. + +Her first friends, the Moodys, had settled her in rooms with an old +servant of their own who had married a little Italian bookseller, and +were unremitting in their kindness to her; but Toni desired only to be +alone in her leisure hours and refused many of the invitations which +Mrs. Moody sent her from time to time. + +So the days passed, quietly and tranquilly enough; and though to Toni it +seemed that all the joy, all the happiness had fled from life, that the +"sweet things" had lost their sweetness, the sunshine its glory, the +flowers their perfume, she was not ungrateful for the peace which had +come to her so unexpectedly. + +Of her husband, of Greenriver, she never dared to think. She guessed, +drearily, that Owen would feel bound, in humanity, to institute a search +for his missing wife; but by a fortunate chance she had been able to +cover her tracks and disappear effectually; and as the weeks glided by, +and discovery was apparently as far off as ever, she began to feel, with +a miserable certainty, that in time her husband would relinquish the +search, and settle down to forget the frivolous, uneducated girl who had +not known how to appreciate the honour he had done her in making her his +wife. + +To-day, this glorious spring day when the violet-scented air held a hint +of summer's warmth in its breath, Toni was making holiday. + +Her employer was from home, called to London by the hint of a wonderful +book sale to be held there the following week; and Toni's time was her +own for nearly eight days. + +She had started early that morning on a pilgrimage to the little village +where, long ago, she had passed the first happy years of her life; and +had arrived, before noon, to find, as she had half-expected, that none +of her old friends remained to give her welcome. + +Old Fiammetta was dead, as was, of course, the kindly Padre who had +befriended Roger Gibbs when the young widower had decided to stay on, +with his little daughter, in the home which his Antonia had made so +joyous. A few of the children with whom she had played lived here still, +but they had grown into sturdy, swarthy young men and women who had long +since forgotten the dark-eyed child whose Italian had been as fluent as +their own; and though she wandered disconsolately through the straggling +little village, she met with no single glance of recognition. + +She did not know that some months previously urgent inquiries had been +made at the tiny post-office as to whether a young lady had arrived in +the village unexpectedly. It had struck Owen as possible that, in her +madness, Toni might have returned to her childhood's home; but although, +had she not met Luisa, Toni would probably have done so, that chance +meeting at the station had turned her feet into another path, and +naturally no one here knew anything of her whereabouts. + +She had intended spending the whole of her holiday in the village; but +the absence of any welcome depressed her sensitive spirit, and she +decided to return to Naples in the evening and spend the days of her +freedom in exploring more thoroughly the fascinating streets and byways +of the picturesque and romantic town. + +It was late when she arrived home, carrying her little valise; and old +Janet, who in spite of her long residence in Italy was still +uncompromisingly British, was surprised to see her lodger returning. + +"I thought you were going to stay a few days," she said quite +reproachfully. "Now a real good change would have been the very best +thing for you, miss, and I'm right sorry to see you back." + +"You're not very kind, Janet!" Toni smiled rather wearily, "I couldn't +stay ... all my friends were dead and gone ... there were only ghosts +left to welcome me, and I couldn't bear it!" + +The old woman read the disappointment in the girl's tone and was sorry +for her. + +"Well, come along in, miss, and I'll bring you some supper right away. +There's an omelette, and some lovely risotto I'm making for Pietro, and +a glass or two of Chianti will soon hearten you up--though for my part I +think a bottle of good English stout is worth all the thin wines in +Italy!" + +When, later, she bustled in again with some excellent coffee, the old +woman brought a bundle of papers which had been left by Mrs. Moody +earlier in the day. There were various English and American magazines, +and a few weekly papers; and had doubtless been intended to lighten the +loneliness of Toni's holiday. + +She sat sipping her coffee and turning the pages rather listlessly. +Somehow reading appealed to her less than ever nowadays. She was always +so fully occupied with her own miserable thoughts, that the imaginative +writings of other people could claim small share of her interest; but +she dipped into the magazines as she sat alone, and tried to forget +herself for an hour in the perusal of their pages. + +Among the papers was a copy of the _Daily Telegraph_, sent to Mrs. Moody +occasionally by a sister in London; and Toni was idly turning the clumsy +sheets when a name she knew attracted her attention. + +She scanned the paragraph hurriedly a little pulse beating in her temple +as she read. + + "We learn on good authority that the famous portrait-painter Mr. + James Herrick, better known as Mr. Herrick Vyse, has accepted a + commission to paint the two beautiful daughters of Lord and Lady + Tregarthen at their historic home in Cornwall. The young subjects, + who are twins, are only nine years of age, but are ranked among the + loveliest of England's many beautiful children, and doubtless the + artist will do their childish beauty full justice. Mr. Herrick has + already left his picturesque bungalow on the Thames for Tregarthen + House, where he will be the guest of Lord and Lady Tregarthen + during the painting of the portrait." + +The paper fell from Toni's hands and the light of a great inspiration +flashed into her face. + +Lately she had longed, with ever-increasing intensity, for some +authentic news of Owen. She felt she would give all she had in the world +to hear that he was well, that her flight had not ruined his life; but +she had no means of finding out anything without running the risk of +giving away the secret of her own hiding-place. + +She had sometimes thought of writing to Eva Herrick, binding her to the +strictest secrecy, and imploring her, for the sake of their old +friendship, to give her the information she craved. But there were so +many drawbacks to the plan. Her letter might easily fall into Herrick's +hands, and though the contents would be sacred to him, the Italian +postmark would be enough to betray her whereabouts. + +But now, during Herrick's absence, she might surely risk sending Eva a +letter. She felt pretty certain that Mrs. Herrick would not give away +her secret. By this time Toni was quite able to appreciate the part Eva +Herrick had played in her unfortunate escapade; and she realised, very +plainly, that Eva's unhappy desire to ruin other lives as hers had been +ruined, had been at the bottom of her eager sympathy and pretended help. + +Even now Eva would doubtless seek to prevent any real reconciliation +between husband and wife; and in any case Toni felt that she must take +the risk; she must have news, hear how Owen had taken her flight; and +surely Eva would not refuse to answer her letter. + +She wrote it there and then. It was very short, only a few lines +imploring the recipient to give her all news of Owen, while keeping the +secret of the writer's hiding place. Of herself Toni merely stated that +she was at work and content; but the few scribbled lines breathed a +spirit of misery, of supplication which would surely melt even the +hardest heart. + +Having signed her name, and seen that the address at the top of the +sheet was correct, Toni hastily procured an envelope, thrust in the +fateful letter, and immediately slipped out of the house to post it. + +Up to this moment she had acted impulsively, without giving herself time +to think, with possibly a lurking fear at the back of her mind that if +she stopped to consider she would tear up the letter instead of posting +it. But when once it had left her hand, when she had heard the thud it +made in falling into the almost empty box, a great terror seized Toni, +and she stood trembling in the deserted street, feeling that she would +give all she had to rescind her impetuous action. + +But doubts and misgivings were alike useless now. The letter had passed +out of her keeping, and she must abide by her own deed, trusting +fervently that no further misfortune would follow her precipitancy. + +Realizing at last that regrets were futile, Toni turned away and went +home, there to spend a sleepless night torturing herself with all sorts +of premonitions and visions of ill-luck. + +But in her wildest flights of imaginative terror over the receipt of her +letter, and its consequences, Toni never approached the truth. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII + + +Toni's letter was delivered to Mrs. Herrick late one afternoon; and with +a slight feeling of wonder as to her correspondent's identity, Eva broke +the seal languidly and took out the thin foreign sheet without the least +notion that this letter was to her a veritable messenger of Fate. + +It did not take her long to read the few scrawled lines in which Toni +proffered her desperate request; and when she had read them, Eva let the +sheet flutter to the floor while she pondered on the strange chance +which led the woman whose life she had helped to ruin to appeal to her +for aid. + +The months which had passed since Toni's flight had not been happy ones +for Eva Herrick. On hearing of the part she had played in the +culminating catastrophe, her husband had felt at first that he could +barely find it in his heart to forgive such deliberate treachery; and +for a short space of time even the malicious and reckless Eva knew what +it was to be afraid. She was afraid, not of Herrick's wrath, but of the +consequences. If, as at times she almost feared, he were to leave her, +what would her position be? Already disgraced, discredited in the eyes +of the world, she would find it impossible to face that world all alone, +without the shelter of her husband's name; and although Toni's plight +was nothing to her, there were times when she almost wished she had left +the girl alone and had not encouraged her to take the fatal step of +leaving her home. + +She picked up the flimsy sheet again and re-read the pitiful words. The +letter could be answered easily enough. If she replied truthfully, she +would relate a tragic history of a winter of lonely despair lived out in +the beautiful old house, which to its solitary owner was like a body +without a soul, a mere empty shell which had once held something +precious beyond all words. + +She could narrate of blank and heavy days, when Owen Rose shut himself +up in his library and refused to see a single fellow-creature save the +servants who had known and loved his pretty young wife. Eva could have +told of the dismissal of the housekeeper, Mrs. Blades, whose long +service had seemed to her sufficient to warrant an impertinent stricture +on Mrs. Rose's shameless conduct. She had learned her mistake very +quickly; and had gone forth lamenting the short-sighted folly which had +ended her long and tyrannical reign at Greenriver. Further, Eva could +have related how, when the papers were full of complimentary reviews of +Owen Rose's novel, the author himself turned away from all praise, +fulsome and discriminating alike, and took up his pen only to write such +articles as his position on the staff of the _Bridge_ rendered +necessary. + +But as yet Eva did not know what form her reply would take. + +Warped, distorted, malignant as her judgment too often was, there was +something very vital in that despairing cry from Italy; and in spite of +herself Eva could not banish its echo from her ears. + +She might answer, briefly, that Owen was still at Greenriver, and, so +far as she knew, in good health and spirits. As she framed the words she +had a mental vision of Owen as she had last seen him, thin, pale, +haggard, with the fire of a restless despair burning in his blue eyes. +Although he went out and about, and greeted his friends much as usual, +no one could doubt that the whole man was consumed as by a devouring +flame. He had been tortured with terrible neuralgic headaches all +through the winter; but though the doctor urged him to try the effect of +a sojourn abroad, nothing would induce him to leave Greenriver. + +His tentative inquiries in Italy having proved futile, he clung to the +idea that Toni was still in England; and the thought that she might +return to her home and find him gone was one which recurred to him like +a nightmare whenever he took even the short journey up to town. + +"What shall I say, I wonder?" Eva sat gazing thoughtfully into the fire, +while the Spring twilight fell over the river which glided so quietly +past her windows. "If I say she is forgotten it will almost break her +heart; yet if I tell her that her husband is breaking _his_ heart to +find her, will she come to England instantly and humble herself till he +takes her back into his home?" + +As she sat there Eva had a sudden vivid sense of the contrast between +her own spoilt life and that of the girl whose pitiful cry still rang in +her consciousness and would not be silenced. + +Her own life was ruined, she told herself bitterly. But in that +illuminating moment Eva saw the truth for the first time. She herself +was to blame for the ruin. She had brought all the shame, all the +disgrace upon herself, and the bitter experience of her prison life had +been only the reaping of the harvest which she, by her own act, had +sown. + +But Toni's happiness had been broken and spoilt by other means. It was +her very love for her husband which had made her so fatally ready to +believe that only by leaving him could she give him the freedom which he +was supposed--by his wife--to desire. And Eva knew quite well that +without her connivance and encouragement Leonard Dowson would never have +dared to utter his proposal to the young wife of Owen Rose. + +Yet if she gave in now and begged Toni to return, assuring her, as she +knew she might safely do, of her husband's ready forgiveness, would not +the spectacle of Toni's ensuing happiness bring all the more cruelly +home to her the wretchedness which must be her own portion from +henceforth? + +Although Jim Herrick treated her with unvarying kindness and +consideration, Eva had always the miserable conviction that his love for +her was dead; and although she never showed any feeling in their daily +intercourse, even her bitter and reckless heart was sometimes sore +within her. + +Long she sat, wondering how best to treat this unexpected appeal from a +far country; and only when the trim maid who had replaced the more +haphazard Mrs. Swastika entered with the lighted lamp did Eva rouse +herself from her reverie. + +Then, however, she got pen and paper and sat down at the table to frame +some sort of reply. It was not an easy task. With Toni's letter lying +before her, she found it strangely difficult to begin; and was still +sitting staring at the blank sheet of paper when a sudden deep bark from +Olga, who was lying, as usual, nose on paws, in the tiny hall, made her +start to her feet. + +"Who's there, I wonder? Olga sounds excited." + +She went to the door and opened it, and at the same moment the front +door was flung widely open and a man stepped into the hall, to be +greeted instantly by a torrent of wild barking from the now delighted +Borzoi. + +"Steady, old girl! I say, Olga, don't take me for a wolf and tear me to +pieces!" He laughingly pushed the great dog down and hastened towards +his wife. + +"Hallo, Eva! Have I startled you? I'm sorry." + +"I didn't know who it was." She stared at him with dilated eyes. "I was +sitting in there, and Olga barked so loudly that I thought----" + +"Thought I was a burglar!" He kissed her very kindly. "Well, I'm not. +But I've come back for a bit ... yes, put them down there, will you?" + +He turned to the door, his arm through his wife's, and paid the cabman, +who had placed his portmanteaux in the hall. Then, when the man, +declining a drink, had gone, Herrick drew his wife back into the little +sitting-room. + +"But--I don't understand. Is the portrait off? Aren't you going to paint +the children?" + +"Yes, of course I am, but not for a bit. Fact is, the poor kiddies have +started in measles, pretty badly, too, I'm told, so as it was impossible +to get on with the picture just yet I thought I'd better come home and +let their parents send for me when the children are out of quarantine." + +"I see." Eva was half pleased, half annoyed by his return. "You want +something to eat, I expect. Shall I go and hurry up dinner?" + +"I wish you would, dear." He threw aside his coat as he spoke. "I had +some lunch on the train, but you know what railway lunches are. I came +down from Waterloo with Rose. Jove, Eva, that fellow looks a wreck." + +"Does he?" Suddenly she remembered that Toni's letter was lying open on +the table. "I--I suppose he will get over--it--in time." + +"I don't think he will. Of course he must really have been devoted to +her--to his wife--all the time, without knowing it. And I don't wonder. +She was one of the best, pluckiest, straightest girls I ever met. I +don't believe she could have done a dishonourable action to save her +life." + +He had spoken quite without any ulterior meaning, carried away by his +memory of Toni as he had known and admired her; but his words sounded to +Eva like a direct and deadly insult; and her Irish blood flamed +instantly into revolt. + +"Toni straight!" All softer feelings were forgotten now; again she was +the unhappy woman at war with all the world, but especially with her own +sex. "Very straight of her to elope with another man, wasn't it? And as +for pluck, why, she couldn't even stick to him when she'd done it." + +"Hush, Eva!" Herrick's brow wore the frown she hated, and, secretly, +feared. "You were never fair to that unhappy girl; and both you and I +know very well that had you acted differently half this misery would +have been spared." + +"I was unfair to her?" Eva's voice was choked with rage. + +"Yes." He spoke deliberately, rather sadly. "From the first you treated +Toni Rose, unfairly. You knew she was very young, and not very wise in +the ways of the world, and whereas you were an older woman--very little +older in actual years, I grant you----" + +"I suppose you mean older in wickedness." She spoke between her teeth. + +"I mean you were old enough to have helped the child instead of +encouraging her in her foolishness," he said steadily. "But you did not. +You preferred to inflame her mind by exaggerating her woes, making her +feel herself misunderstood, unloved, unwanted ... oh, I don't know what +you said, what passed between you, but this I do know. You saw that +child shivering on the brink, as it were, of a dreadful precipice, and +not only did you refrain from pulling her back from the edge, but I'm +horribly afraid that yours was the hand which sought to push her over." + +"You dare to say this to me?" Her voice was like steel, and there was a +dangerous glint in the Irish eyes which had once been so sweet and gay. + +"Yes. Oh, I don't want to be hard on you, to bring it all up again." He +spoke wearily. "I suppose it was the sight of that poor fellow Rose that +made me speak like that just now. But you know, you have known all +along, that I hold you largely responsible for the whole affair, and if +any harm has come to that poor misguided girl, I'm afraid your +conscience can never be wholly clear." + +"Stop!" With flashing eyes and a stormy flush on her cheeks his wife +faced him; and even Herrick recoiled a step, aghast at the picture of +evil, revengeful triumph she presented in that moment. "You are blaming +me for that affair, are you? Doubtless you and the bereft husband joined +upon your journey down in calling me all the pretty names which seem to +fit me--evil genius, bad angel, and all the rest. Well, it may surprise +you to learn that it is to me that the 'poor misguided child' turns even +now when she wants news of her loving husband. Oh, you may stare, but I +know more than all of you. I know just where the misguided Toni is at +this moment, and what she is doing into the bargain." + +She had surprised him indeed. He sprang forward and seized her arm. + +"You know that? Then why in God's name haven't you said so before?" + +"Because I've only just got to know," she answered defiantly, "and +because although I _do_ know, I'm not going to hand on my +knowledge--now." + +"What do you mean?" Her vindictive tone made his blood run cold. + +"I had meant, when her letter came to-night, to show it to you, to let +you tell Mr. Rose. Wasn't I a fool?" She laughed scornfully. "Why on +earth should I give away the precious information? You don't suppose I +care whether Toni ever sees her husband again? I hope she doesn't, in +fact. Other women are unhappy--they suffer--let her suffer, too, let her +know what it is to live in hell, to wish herself dead so that she may at +least forget her misery." + +"Eva!" His voice rang through the room. "You are going too far. Tell me +this moment--where is Mrs. Rose?" + +"Wouldn't you like to know?" While she mocked him she was endeavouring +to edge past him to reach the table on which Toni's letter still lay. +Unconsciously he frustrated her, blocking the way in an attempt to force +her to speak plainly. + +"I intend to know." His voice was as cold as ice. "Come, Eva, if pity +for the girl doesn't move you, think of the man. Why condemn him to this +mental torture, when a word from you can set him free?" + +Suddenly she paused before him; and to his dying day he would never +forget the hatred in her eyes. + +"Did you think of that, when a word from you would have set me free? Did +you utter the word which would have condemned you to prison but would +have let me go back to the world of sunshine and freedom? Did any of the +men who sent me to that hell think of my torture, my agony? Why should I +think of anyone else now? What does it matter to me if Owen Rose and his +wife die broken-hearted? Do you think I'd raise a finger to help them to +find one another? No. No, I tell you, a hundred, thousand times--_no_." + +Suddenly the man who listened was filled with a great and marvellous +compassion. Even now, it seemed, his wife could not see the justice of +her fate; but somehow her childish comparison of her own position with +that of Owen and Toni Rose seemed pitiful, tragic, rather than evil. + +"See here, dear." He spoke very gently. "You are overwrought. You don't +know what you are saying. I'm sure in your heart you only want to act +kindly, nobly, by those two unfortunate people. Tell me, where is Mrs. +Rose, and when--and how--has she communicated with you?" + +"She wrote to me--I got her letter to-night." There was a note of +triumph in her voice which made him uneasy. "And do you know what I'm +going to do with it? I'm going to burn it--now--before your eyes." + +During her speech she had been edging nearer and nearer the table; and +as she spoke the last words she made a frantic dart at the letter and +envelope which had lain there through all the conversation. Quick as she +was, however, she was almost too late. + +Suddenly awake to her meaning, Herrick had swung round in time to see +her seize the letter; and in an instant his hand was on her wrist. + +"Eva! What are you going to do?" + +"This." With a wild gesture she tore her hand from his; but again he was +too quick for her. + +"Listen to me." He spoke quickly, wild with anxiety lest she should +carry out her threat. "You are to give me that letter--at once. At once, +do you hear? I don't want to hurt you, but I will have that letter, and +you had better give it to me of your own free will." + +"You shan't--you shan't." She spoke gaspingly, using all her force to +got away from him. Handicapped by his very superiority, Herrick did not +venture to put forth his full strength, but Eva, held back by no +scruples, fought desperately to release her hands that she might fling +the letter in the fire. + +Quite suddenly she found herself free. Herrick, his very soul sickened +within him at the physical encounter, had released her abruptly, +trusting, perhaps, to some instinct of generosity which should lead her +to surrender in the moment of victory. + +But he trusted vainly. The second she was free Eva flung herself on to +her knees by the brightly-blazing fire; and as Herrick, maddened by her +action, bent roughly over her to try, even now, to save the precious +letter, she thrust her hand almost within the bars that the fire might +destroy the writing the more completely. + +But her own haste was her undoing. The loose chiffon sleeve she wore +brushed against the glowing coals as she pushed the letter frantically +between the bars; and a bright tongue of flame shot suddenly up her arm +and ignited the masses of filmy lace which disguised the thinness of her +once softly-rounded bosom. + +There was a sharp cry from Herrick, a shriek of terror from Eva; and +then, as Herrick sprang aside to snatch up the heavy travelling-coat +which would most effectually beat out the flames, Eva rushed frenziedly +to the door, screaming at the top of her voice. + +Again and again he tried to fling the coat round her burning form; but +she had completely lost her head, and several valuable seconds were +wasted before he caught her finally and wrapped her completely round in +the thick, heavy folds of his big coat. + +Quite suddenly he felt her collapse in his grasp; and when, having +extinguished the flames, he unwrapped the coat from her slender figure, +Herrick had a horrible conviction that he held a dead woman in his +arms.... + +She was still alive, however, though terribly burned about the arms and +body. For nearly a week she lay between life and death, a piteous little +figure swathed in bandages. + +By some miraculous chance, although her golden curls were singed and +blackened, her face had escaped injury, and as he sat by her side in the +darkened room, Herrick could trace in the pale and suffering features +the face of the bonny Irish girl who had won his heart so completely in +those far-off days of an Irish spring. + +For seven days she lay there, half-conscious at times, moaning piteously +for hours together, though for the most part under the merciful +influence of the morphia which lulled her agony; and in that terrible +week Herrick took up afresh the burden of his marriage and determined +that if Eva recovered he would give up his whole life to her service. He +would endeavour to win her back to a saner, sweeter frame of mind, to +make up to her by his unswerving patience and devotion for the misery +she had endured; and he would relinquish, once for all, the hopeless +mental attitude which had seemed to say that a life spent together must +be impossible for both of them. + +After all, she was pathetically young and frail. She had sinned, but she +had paid, was paying now. Every feeble moan she uttered wrung his heart +afresh; and he longed for her to regain consciousness that he might +whisper words of love and encouragement into those fragile ears. + +He had almost forgotten the cause of the catastrophe. + +Toni's letter had been burned to ashes, and he had not the slightest +idea of her whereabouts; but even Toni's welfare seemed of less +importance during these days of torture; and beyond sending Owen a note +to inform him that his wife was certainly alive, since she had written +to her friend, Herrick had done nothing. + +It was quite possible that Eva would die without revealing Toni's +secret; and even though she lived, what guarantee had Herrick that she +would unclose her lips even then? + +Although, through her intense suffering, she had an irresistible claim +upon his compassion, her husband did not feel certain that even were Eva +herself again Toni's tragic blunder would be repaired; and although he +was fully determined to do all in his power to bring Eva's restless +spirit peace, there was a possibility that she would return to life as +callous, as heartless, as vindictive as ever. + +Yet as he looked at the wan little face on the pillow, he could not +forbear a hope that this terrible disaster would mark a turning point in +Eva's life; and then, as a moan fluttered through the girl's parched +lips, he experienced a horrible fear that for Eva there would be no time +for repentance and reparation. + +It was nearly one o'clock on the seventh night when Herrick, watching +closely, saw the grey Irish eyes open suddenly. + +He bent over the bed, and found that for the first time his wife was +sufficiently herself to recognize him. + +"Jim? Is that you?" Her voice was the merest thread. + +"Yes, dear. Do you feel more comfortable now?" + +"I feel ... dying," she murmured, still in that thin whisper. +"Jim ... I'm so sorry. I've been a wicked girl--but you must forgive me, +because I'm going to die." + +"No, no, dear." His heart stirred within him at the startling change in +her, and he slipped to his knees beside the bed. "You are going to get +better and be my own dear little wife again. There is no need to talk of +forgiveness, Eva. That's all over long ago. Now I have only to love +you." + +"I'm glad you've forgiven me." When she had spoken she closed her eyes +again; and Herrick felt himself turn cold, thinking she were dying +indeed. + +Presently she re-opened those sunken eyes, and her lips moved faintly. +Bending down he caught her words. + +"Jim ... I'm sorry about Toni. She's safe--in Italy--in Naples...." + +"You're sure, dear?" He spoke quietly, though his heart gave a throb of +relief at her words. + +"Yes. I can't remember her address." Her brows contracted pitifully. +"But she works in the library of an Italian called Zanoni--is that +enough? Can you find her from that?" + +"Why, yes, dear." He knew it would only be a matter of time to trace the +girl now. "And you must not worry about her any more. Close those big +eyes of yours and go to sleep." + +She gave a little sigh, and her tiny bandaged hand lifted itself feebly +as though seeking his. Instantly he laid his own warm fingers over hers; +and a moment later Eva was asleep. + + * * * * * + +So it happened that Eva did not die, but crept slowly back to life; and +throughout her painful and often halting convalescence she exhibited a +patience, a gentleness which won her husband's heart afresh. + +It seemed as though the fire had burnt out all the evil thoughts and +desires which had ravaged her soul. Gone were all thoughts of revenge, +of callous retribution for the sufferings she had endured. No longer +bitter and hard and reckless, Eva was once again the engaging girl who +had won Herrick's love; and although it was probable she would never +again be quite so light-hearted, so thoughtless as she had been in the +days before her marriage, Herrick was very strongly attracted to this +oddly gentle, shy, wistful girl who gave him a new and passionate +gratitude and love in place of her former half-careless, +half-contemptuous affection. + + * * * * * + +Her first question on coming fully to herself had concerned Toni; and +within a very short space of time Herrick was able to inform her that +the girl had been found. + +"Is she well--happy? Is Mr. Rose going to forgive her?" + +"He has done that already," said Herrick with a smile. "By this time he +is on his way to Italy; and I have no doubt he will bring her home to +Greenriver as fast as boat and train can do it." + +"Must I see her, Jim?" Into her eyes came a look of dread which touched +him oddly. "I know it was all through my wickedness that she went +away--but--must I ask her to forgive me?" + +"You needn't trouble about that, dear. Mrs. Rose has forgiven you long +ago. And as soon as ever you are well enough to travel, I'm going to +take you right away where I can have you to myself and there will be no +one to bother you all the rest of your life." + +"Where are we going?" Her weak voice sounded pitifully glad. + +"I'm not sure--but somewhere for away--Canada, or California, or some +big, wild country where we can ride about all day and imagine ourselves +back in dear old Ireland again." + +She sighed with pleasure; and two minutes later fell asleep with a +tender little smile upon her lips. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + + +On a beautiful evening in June, when the land was sweet with roses, and +the cuckoos called insistently to one another from copse and wood, Owen +Rose brought his wife home, for the second time, to Greenriver. + +They had spent the intervening weeks in Italy; and to the end of her +life Toni would look upon those glorious Italian days as her true +honeymoon. + +Now, indeed, she and Owen were really lovers, meeting on an equal ground +through the very force of their mutual love. Gone for ever were the old +doubts and misunderstandings, the miserable fooling of inferiority on +Toni's side, the half-unconscious irritation with which Owen had viewed +what seemed to be his wife's limitations. + +No miracle had been worked. Toni and Owen both knew very well that in +literary matters Owen would always be superior to Toni; but now that +they were one in ambition, one in feeling, one in heart and soul, this +superiority mattered little. + +Now that she was no longer frightened, no longer felt herself despised, +Toni could give her natural intelligence full play; and when once Owen +took the trouble to study Toni closely, he thanked his gods that he had +discovered her worth before it was too late. + +What he had taken for stupidity was only diffidence. Toni's brain, +though not so highly specialized as his own, was a very capable, quick +organ all the same; and in the lonely, dreary months of her absence Owen +had learned to value at their true worth the precious gifts of laughter +and sunny, unselfish gaiety which had once lightened the stately old +house. When Toni disappeared, it seemed as though a living sunbeam had +deserted the household; and when, on announcing the news of her safety +and ultimate return, he had seen the faces of the servants break into +relieved smiles, Owen had felt, with a twinge of shame, that even her +dependants had valued Toni more than he, her husband, had known how to +do. + +Always, too, the remembrance of the significance of Toni's sacrifice +would keep Owen humble before her. He knew now, beyond all possibility +of doubt, that it had nearly broken her heart to leave him; and though +her tragically childish notion of setting him free by eloping with +Leonard Dowson often brought a tender, half-quizzical smile to his lips, +Owen fully appreciated the love and eager longing which had driven Toni +to that futile step. + +If Toni had found her soul, Owen too had gained something which his +character had hitherto lacked; and in his new humility and comprehension +there was the germ, also, of a new content for both of them. + + * * * * * + +Toni caught her breath in a sob of rapture as the old house came into +view. + +Everyone about the place, servants, gardeners, chauffeur, had worked +their hardest during the last excited weeks to bring the whole place to +the highest pitch of perfection; and to Toni's longing eyes the +beautiful old house, in its setting of tall trees, smooth green lawns, +and brilliant, many-hued flowers, had never looked so eminently +attractive, so alluringly home-like before. + +There were tears in her eyes as she sprang out of the car and greeted +the waiting Andrews, who stood beside the open door. In the background +Kate and Maggie hovered, all smiles and blushes; and it was evident that +whatever construction a censorious world might have put upon Toni's rash +departure, these faithful souls, at least, believed no evil. + +As a matter of fact very little of the truth ever did leak out. When it +was known, as Herrick took good care it should be known, that Mr. Rose +had gone to Italy to join his wife, who was wintering there, and would +return with her after a few weeks spent together by the shores of the +Mediterranean, gossip was at once checked and dumbfounded. + +If there had been anything wrong, said the neighbourhood, if Mrs. Rose +had left her husband secretly as had been asserted, surely the fact of +Mr. Rose's going to Italy to join her would not have been given quite so +much publicity. + +Not only were there paragraphs in all the society papers--here Barry's +hand was discernible--but there were even portraits of the rising young +author and his wife, taken together in the garden of their whitewashed +villa outside Naples; and it was decided, finally, that Mrs. Rose's +hasty departure had been, after all, a good deal less mysterious than it +had at first appeared. + +There was some consolation, to the more determined gossips of the +neighbourhood, in spreading a rumour that the young mistress of +Greenriver was far gone in consumption, and had been ordered to winter +abroad; but Toni's appearance, on the day of her return, was quite +sufficient to give the lie to that particular _canard_. + +Browned with the sun, her Southern colouring accentuated by the months +spent in what was, after all, almost her native land, Toni looked the +picture of glowing, vivid health; and when, late that night, she faced +her husband with sparkling eyes across the rose-decked table, Owen +realized, for the first time, that this quaint, half-foreign wife of his +was giving promise of developing into actual beauty. + + * * * * * + +After dinner they strolled into the garden, Jock, deliriously happy, +pressing closely to his mistress's side; and as they passed between the +sleeping flowers Toni suddenly clung to her husband's arm. + +"Owen! Listen. The nightingale! Oh, isn't it perfect--that big yellow +moon--and the roses--and now--_that_." + +"Is it better than Italy, Toni? Wouldn't you rather be there--on a night +like this--in that land of beauty and romance?" + +For a moment Toni stood still, gazing round her in silence. She looked +at the old grey house, from which the mellow lamplight streamed, the Ten +Little Ladies casting their beams bravely through the big windows of the +gallery upstairs. She looked at the sleeping roses, the velvet lawns, +the tall trees; and her eyes were very peaceful. The golden moonlight +transfigured the scene; from the dreaming river came the creak of oars +moving gently in their rowlocks; and the nightingale's song was dying +softly, tenderly, on the quiet air. + +Slowly Toni's gaze came back to her husband's face; and in her eyes, +velvety and black in the moonlight, Owen read her answer before she +spoke. + +"Wherever you are is my land of beauty," she said, in a low voice. +"But ... oh, I am so glad, so glad you have brought me home--to +Greenriver." + +And as he heard the words, saw, too, the loving little gesture which +accompanied them as she slipped her hand into his arm, Owen felt that +for them both Greenriver was home henceforth. + +He stooped and kissed her, quietly, on the white brow beneath the ebony +hair; end as if he had been waiting for the signal, the unseen +nightingale broke once more into song. + + +THE END + + + + + * * * * * + + + + +FAMOUS NOVELS BY KATHLYN RHODES + + THE LURE OF THE DESERT + THE DESERT DREAMERS + THE WILL OF ALLAH + SWEET LIFE + AFTERWARDS + FLOWER OF GRASS + THE MAKING OF A SOUL + +Vivid descriptions of the entrancing scenery of the East, incident +crowding upon incident, romantic situations, exciting intrigues, +unexpected denouements hold and absorb the interest from start to +finish. + + KATHLYN RHODES + is the assured success of 1918, + as GERTRUDE PAGE was the success of 1916 + and MABEL BARNES-GRUNDY of 1917. + +Fired with enthusiasm to win fame as a novelist, Kathlyn Rhodes began +her career before her school days were ended. 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