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diff --git a/21687.txt b/21687.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..5dc9e07 --- /dev/null +++ b/21687.txt @@ -0,0 +1,9281 @@ +Project Gutenberg's The Youngest Girl in the Fifth, by Angela Brazil + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Youngest Girl in the Fifth + A School Story + +Author: Angela Brazil + +Illustrator: Stanley Davis + +Release Date: June 6, 2007 [EBook #21687] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE YOUNGEST GIRL IN THE FIFTH *** + + + + +Produced by Suzanne Shell, Sankar Viswanathan, and the +Online Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + + + [Illustration: GWEN IS CAUGHT BY THE STORM] + + + + The Youngest Girl + + in the Fifth + + + A School Story + + + + BY + + ANGELA BRAZIL + + Author of "The Leader of the Lower School" + "A Pair of Schoolgirls" "The New Girl at St. Chad's" + "A Fourth Form Friendship" &c. + + + + _ILLUSTRATED BY STANLEY DAVIS_ + + + + + BLACKIE AND SON LIMITED + + LONDON GLASGOW AND BOMBAY + + * * * * * + + + + +Contents + + +CHAP. + +I. AN UNEXPECTED REMOVE + +II. THE GASCOYNE GIRLS + +III. A FALSE STEP + +IV. A DELICATE TRANSACTION + +V. TROUBLE IN THE FIFTH + +VI. A CASTING VOTE + +VII. DICK CHAMBERS + +VIII. GWEN RECEIVES A LETTER + +IX. KEEPING CHRISTMAS + +X. A PRODIGAL + +XI. A PRIZE ESSAY + +XII. GWEN TURNS HENWIFE + +XIII. THE SHOE PINCHES + +XIV. GWEN MEETS TROUBLE + +XV. STORM CLOUDS + +XVI. FIRST AID + +XVII. A PRESSING ACCOUNT + +XVIII. GWEN'S BRIGHT IDEA + +XIX. A SCHOOL GYMKHANA + +XX. A DAY OF RECKONING + +XXI. RETRIBUTION + +XXII. THE TENNIS TOURNAMENT + +XXIII. GWEN TO THE RESCUE + +XXIV. THE SENIOR OXFORD + + * * * * * + + + + +Illustrations + + +GWEN IS CAUGHT BY THE STORM _Frontispiece_ + +GWEN MEETS DICK + +"THINGS GO SO HARDLY WITH ME SOMEHOW, DAD" + +"OH, I SAY, WELL CAUGHT!" + +"YES, YOU CAN EASILY GO MILES OUT OF YOUR WAY" + +"IT WAS BASIL WHO SPIED HIM FIRST" + + * * * * * + + + + +THE YOUNGEST GIRL IN THE FIFTH + +CHAPTER I + +An Unexpected Remove + + +"Gwen! Gwen Gascoyne! Gwen! Anybody seen her? I say, have you all gone +deaf? Don't you hear me? Where's Gwen? I--want--Gwen--Gascoyne!" + +The speaker--Ida Bridge--a small, perky, spindle-legged Junior, jumped +on to the nearest seat, and raising her shrill voice to its topmost +pitch, twice shouted the "Gwen Gascoyne", with an aggressive energy +calculated to make herself heard above the babel of general chatter +that pervaded the schoolroom. Her effort, though far from musical, at +any rate secured her the notice she desired. + +"Hello, there! Stop that noise! It's like a dog howling!" irately +commanded a girl in spectacles who was cleaning the blackboard. + +"And get down from my desk this minute! Who said you might climb up +there?" + +"Look here, you kid, what are you doing in our classroom?" + +"Take yourself off at once! Fly! Scoot!" + +The "kid", however, stood her ground. + +"Shan't move till you've answered my question," she replied with +aggravating impudence. "I want Gwen Gascoyne." + +"Why, there she is all the time!" + +"Where?" + +"Under your very nose, you stupid baby! Get down from my desk, I tell +you!" + +The Junior cast what was intended to be a withering glance before she +descended. + +"Gwen Gascoyne, why couldn't you answer when I called you?" she +demanded abruptly. + +Gwen paused in the act of sharpening a lead pencil, and eyed the +intruder. + +"Who asked you to come in here?" she retorted. + +"You babes must keep to your own classrooms! Hey, presto! Vanish! And +be quick about it!" interposed Myra Johnson. + +"Shan't! Not till I've spoken to Gwen." + +"Cheek!" + +"Suppress that kid!" + +"But I've got a message!" squeaked the babe, as sundry arms of justice +thrust her summarily in the direction of the door. "Oh, I have +really--a message for Gwen from Miss Roscoe! She's to go to the +library--now!" + +"Then why couldn't you say so at first?" + +"You never gave me a chance!" + +Gwen threw the half-sharpened pencil inside her desk and banged down +the lid. + +"What does Miss Roscoe want with me?" she asked in some consternation. +"Are you sure she meant me?" + +A summons from the headmistress rarely boded good fortune to the +recipient, and the girls stared at Gwen with interested sympathy. + +"What have you been doing?" murmured Eve Dawkins. + +"Glad I'm not in your shoes!" proclaimed Daisy Hurst. + +"Oh, Gwen, I am sorry for you!" bleated Alma Richardson. + +"I've not been doing anything!" protested Gwen indignantly. "You've no +need to look at me as if I were a cross between a criminal and a +martyr! Here, you babe, what did Miss Roscoe say?" + +"Only that you're to go to the library; and you'd better be quick, +because she said: 'Tell her to come at once!' Said it in her snappiest +way, too! I shouldn't be a month about going if I were you. Hello! +There's the bell. Ta-ta, I'm off! I wish you luck!" and Ida Bridge +fled to the region of her own classroom, with a grin on her impish +face. + +Though she might rail at the impudence of the small fry, Gwen was not +above taking a hint--headmistresses do not lightly brook being kept +waiting--so she started at a run up the passage, turning over in her +mind every possible crime which she might unwittingly have committed. + +"Can't remember using the front gate, or not changing my boots, or +talking on the stairs, or--oh, wow! Here I am at the library! Well, +whatever I've done, I suppose I'm in for it now! I hope she won't +absolutely wither me up!" + +So far from looking withering as Gwen entered the room, the Principal +wore an unusually encouraging and benign expression. She was a +handsome, large, imposing woman, with a stern cast of features, and +was held in great awe by the whole school. As a rule, Seniors and +Juniors quailed alike under the glance of her keen dark eyes. + +"Come here, Gwen," she said blandly, as her pupil stood hesitating +near the door. "I want to have a little talk with you. I've been +looking over your reports for the last few weeks, and I find that +you've done well--so well, that I consider the standard of the Upper +Fourth is too easy for you. I think you ought to be able to manage the +work of the Fifth Form, and I'm going to move you there." + +Gwen stared at Miss Roscoe, too surprised to answer. Such a proposal +as a change of Form was absolutely the last thing she could have +expected. In the middle of a term it was surely an unprecedented +happening. For the moment she scarcely knew whether to be alarmed or +flattered at the honour thus thrust upon her. + +"You may find the mathematics a little difficult," continued Miss +Roscoe; "but Miss Woodville shall coach you until you've caught up the +rest of the class. She can also go over the arrears of Latin +translation with you. With that help you shouldn't be so far behind. +I've spoken to both Miss Slade and Miss Douglas about it, and they +fully agree with me. Do you think yourself you'll be able to manage +the work?" + +"I don't know, I'm sure," stammered Gwen. "I expect I'm behind in +maths.--but--" + +"But you must try your best. I shall trust you to make a great effort. +I should be very sorry to have to put you down again. Come with me +now, and I'll take you to your new Form." + +Gwen followed the Principal with her head in a buzzing whirl. It +seemed like a dream to be suddenly translated from the Lower School to +the Upper. She wished she could have had a little time to get +accustomed to the idea: she would have liked a day's preparation at +least, so as to think the change over and discuss it at home. Miss +Roscoe, however, always did things in a hurry; she never had a moment +to waste, and at present she whisked her pupil along the corridor and +into the Fifth Form room with almost breathless energy. + +"Here's Gwen Gascoyne, Miss Douglas," she announced. "We'll try if she +can manage the work, and I've arranged with Miss Woodville to give her +the extra coaching we spoke about. She can bring her books from her +old classroom at eleven." + +Thus saying, she bustled away to take a history lecture, leaving the +new member of the Fifth standing in much embarrassment. The eyes of +every girl in the room naturally were glued upon Gwen, who felt +herself twitching with nervousness under the scrutiny; but Miss +Douglas motioned her to an empty desk in the back row, and went on +with the lesson as if nothing had happened. I am afraid Gwen was too +agitated to absorb much knowledge that morning. She had not brought +notebook or pencil with her, and though at Miss Douglas's request her +neighbour rather ungraciously lent her a sheet of paper and a stump of +pencil, the notes which she took were scrappy and inadequate. She kept +stealing peeps at the other girls, but turning away when she met the +anything but friendly glances directed at her. The teacher asked her +one or two questions, then, seeing that she did not quite grasp the +subject, kindly ignored her. + +"Talk of a fish out of water," thought Gwen; "I feel like an eel in a +frying pan. I believe these girls are going to be detestable. I shall +have to look out for squalls." + +Nor was she mistaken. At eleven o'clock the storm broke. Directly Miss +Douglas had left the room for the interval the seventeen members of +the Fifth turned upon the newcomer. + +"What are you doing here, Gwen Gascoyne, I'd like to know?" demanded +Edith Arnold, opening the attack. + +"We don't want any Fourth Form girls foisted on us!" proclaimed Rachel +Hunter. + +"You don't belong to the Upper School!" urged Charlotte Perry hotly. + +"I didn't yesterday, but I do now," retorted Gwen. "Miss Roscoe's +moved me up. Yes--and I mean to stay here, too!" she added, facing her +opponents stubbornly. + +"Miss Roscoe must be mad!" + +"What can she be thinking of?" + +"Better go and ask her yourself," said Gwen, "if you think she's +likely to listen to you. She isn't generally very ready to enter into +explanations." + +"But this is monstrous! It's an unheard-of thing!" exclaimed Louise +Mawson excitedly. "A chit like you to be brought into the Fifth! Why, +how old are you?" + +"Exactly fourteen and a quarter--birthday on July 16th, if you want +exact date," returned Gwen smartly. + +"Oh!" "What a shame!" "We shan't stand it!" rose in such a chorus from +all sides that Gwen took the opportunity to make her escape and go to +the dressing-room for her lunch. The interval was only ten minutes, +and she wished both to break the news to her old classmates and to +fetch some necessary books from her former desk before the bell rang. + +The other members of the Fifth lingered behind in perturbed +consultation. They considered they had a just and most pressing +grievance. In all the annals of the school such a case had never +occurred before. It had been hitherto an inviolable though unwritten +law that no one under the age of fifteen should be admitted to the +Fifth Form, a law which they had believed as strict as that of the +Medes and Persians, and here was the headmistress actually breaking +it, and in favour of a girl only fourteen and a quarter. If Miss +Roscoe had not brought her herself into the room they would not have +credited it. + +"It's abominably unfair!" broke out Rachel Hunter, a tall girl of +sixteen. "Because my birthday comes on October 4th I had to stop a +whole year longer in the Lower School. Yes--though my mother came and +begged Miss Roscoe to let me go up!" + +"Well, you couldn't get moved up on your work, at any rate, Rachel!" +chirped Joan Masters. "It would have had to be favour in your case." + +"That's not the point! It's a different question. If Miss Roscoe makes +a rule she ought to stick to it. Why, half the girls in the Form might +have come up sooner if it hadn't been for the age limit." + +"You're right, and I can't see why Gwen Gascoyne should be so +specially noticed." + +"She's supposed to be clever, I believe." + +"She doesn't look it! Besides, what do we care whether she's clever or +not? It's the injustice of the thing that makes me angry. A kid like +her amongst us seniors! The idea!" + +"Miss Roscoe may send Gwen up," declared Louise Mawson, "but she can't +make us accept her as one of ourselves. I vote we send her to +Coventry." + +"We will! She's nothing but a Lower School girl, and we won't tolerate +her being imposed upon us!" + +"She'll be so conceited at finding herself a Senior!" + +"We'll soon take her pride down, then!" + +"She'll meet with a few snubs here, I'll undertake to say!" + +"If Miss Roscoe is going to bring up all the rank and file like that +there's no credit in being in the Fifth!" + +"It's a positive insult to the rest of us!" + +So decided Gwen's new classmates, jealous for the prestige of their +Form, and annoyed at the indignity which they considered they were +made to suffer in admitting a younger girl among their number. To Gwen +or her feelings they gave not a thought. If she met with an unpleasant +experience all the better; it might deter Miss Roscoe from repeating +the experiment. That the remove was not Gwen's fault, and therefore +that it was scarcely fair to visit the headmistress's act upon her +innocent head, did not enter into their calculations. Where they +consider their rights are concerned schoolgirls rarely hold mercy +before justice. + +Meantime Gwen, who had gone to break the important tidings to the +Upper Fourth, did not find her old friends as responsive as she had +expected. They received her communication with marked coldness. + +"Why should you have been moved up, Gwen Gascoyne, and not Daisy, or +Aileen, or I?" enquired Alma Richardson, with a distinctly aggrieved +note in her voice. + +"Miss Roscoe always favoured Gwen!" said Eve Dawkins enviously. + +"You're six months younger than Viola Sutton, so it seems absurd you +should be put above her." + +"You'll be so grand now, I suppose you won't care to know us!" + +"It's not fair to the rest of the Form!" + +"Oh dear! I'm between two fires," thought Gwen, as she hastily cleared +her possessions from her old desk. "The Fifth don't want me, and the +Fourth are horribly jealous. You're going to have a bad time, Gwen +Gascoyne, I'm afraid! I see breakers ahead! Never mind. It's a great +honour to be moved up, and Father'll be glad and sympathize, if nobody +else does. The work will be pretty stiff: I expect it'll be all I can +do to manage it. But I mean to have a jolly good try. I'll show those +girls I can do something, though I am the youngest! Oh, I say! I've +only just remembered that Winnie'll be the under-mistress. I'll have +to call her 'Miss Gascoyne' whenever I speak to her. How perfectly +idiotic! I'm sure I shall laugh. I wonder if Miss Roscoe's told her +yet? What a surprise it would be for her to come into the room and +find me there!" + +"I wish you'd be quick, Gwen Gascoyne," said Eve Dawkins; "I'm to have +your desk as soon as you've moved out. It's a nicer seat than mine." + +"Right-o!" answered Gwen, piling her books on top of her big atlas. +"You're welcome to it, I'm sure. I think you might all have seemed a +trifle more sorry to lose me! I don't see any display of pocket +handkerchiefs. No, I can't say I'm shedding tears myself unless +they're crocodile ones. Please to recollect in future, my dears, when +you speak to me, that you're addressing a member of the Upper School! +You're only little Junior girls! Ta-ta!" and with a mock curtsy, in +process of which she nearly dropped her pile of books, Gwen retired +laughing from the Fourth Form to take her place and try her luck among +the Seniors. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +The Gascoyne Girls + + +At fourteen and a quarter Gwen Gascoyne was at a particularly +difficult and hobbledehoy stage of her development. She was tall for +her age, and rather awkward in her manners, apt at present to be +slapdash and independent, and decidedly lacking in "that repose which +stamps the caste of Vere de Vere". Gwen could never keep still for +five seconds, her restless hands were always fidgeting or her feet +shuffling, or she was twisting in her chair, or shaking back a loose +untidy lock that had escaped from her ribbon. Gwen often did her hair +without the aid of a looking-glass, but when she happened to use one +the reflection of her own face gave her little cause for satisfaction. + +"I'm plain, and there's no blinking the fact," she confessed to +herself. "Winnie says I'm variable, and I can look nice when I smile, +but I'm afraid no one would trouble to look at me twice. If only I +were Lesbia now, or even Beatrice! People talk about the flower of a +family--well, I expect I'm the weed, as far as appearances go! I +haven't had my fair share in the way of good looks." + +It certainly seemed hard that Nature, which had been kind to the +Gascoynes in that respect, should have dowered her brothers and +sisters so liberally, and have left poor Gwen out in the cold. Her +bright little face had an attraction all of its own, of which she was +quite unconscious, but she was entirely accustomed to stand aside +while strangers noticed and admired her younger sister Lesbia. To do +Gwen justice, though she might lament her own plainness, it never +struck her to be jealous of the others. She was intensely proud of the +family reputation for beauty, and even if she could not include +herself among "the handsome Gascoynes", it certainly gave her a +reflected satisfaction to be aware of the epithet. + +"I'm like Daddy," she said sometimes; "nobody ever calls him handsome, +but he's a dear all the same--the dearest dear in the world!" + +The Reverend Maurice Gascoyne was curate-in-charge of the church of +St. John the Baptist in the little fishing village of Skelwick Bay, on +the coast of the North Sea. He was rich in the possession of seven +children, but there his luck ended, for his income, as is often the +case, was in exactly inverse ratio to the size of his family. + +"The fact is, we're as poor as church mice," said Beatrice one day. +"Indeed, I think we're poorer, because the mouse we saw in church last +Sunday, that scared Winnie so, was very fat and sleek and prosperous +looking, and didn't bear out the old saying at all." + +For the last four years, ever since pretty Mrs. Maurice Gascoyne had +gently laid down the burden that had grown too heavy for her, +Beatrice had been the clever, energetic "mother" of the establishment. +She managed the house, and the children, and the one maid, and the +parish, and her father, all included, with a business-like capacity +far in advance of her twenty years. She was a fine-looking girl, tall +and straight-limbed and ample, with blue eyes and dark brows, and a +clear creamy skin, and that air of noble strength about her which the +Greek sculptors gave to their statues of Artemis. Though she did her +best both for home and hamlet, Beatrice often chafed against the +narrowness of her limits. It was a sore point that she had been +obliged to leave school at sixteen, and devote herself to domestic +pursuits, and while not regretting the sacrifice, she often lamented +the two years lopped off her education. + +"I'm so behind, I never could go in even for the matric. now," she +sighed sometimes. "If I could have realized my ambition, I'd have +studied for a lady doctor." + +Since the profession of medicine was utterly and entirely out of the +question, Beatrice often consoled herself by planning that when the +children were old enough to do without her, she would go as a nurse to +a big London hospital, and rise to be a ward sister, or perhaps--who +knew?--even a matron. In the meanwhile her talent for administration +had to confine itself within the bounds of the Parsonage and the +parish, where it was apt to become just a trifle dictatorial and +overbearing. It is so hard for a young, keen, ardent nature, anxious +to set the world right, to remember that infinite patience must go +hand in hand with our best endeavours, and that the time of sowing is +an utterly different season from that of harvest. + +Between Gwen and Beatrice there was often friction. The former +resented being ordered about by a sister of only twenty, and would +prove rebellious on occasion. Really, the two girls' dispositions were +much alike, but Beatrice's early position of responsibility had turned +into strength of character what was at present mere manifestation of +independence and often bravado in Gwen. + +Winnie, a sweet-tempered, pretty girl of eighteen, had just been made +an under-mistress at "Rodenhurst", Miss Roscoe's school, which she and +Gwen and Lesbia attended daily. Teaching was not at all Winnie's +vocation, she hated it heartily, but as her services cancelled her +sisters' school fees, she was obliged to accept the unwelcome drudgery +for the sake of the help it gave to her father's narrow income. If it +was Beatrice's ambition to go out into the world and carve a career +for herself, it was certainly Winnie's ideal to stop at home. She was +a born housekeeper, and loved sewing and cake-baking and jam-making, +and dusting the best china, and gardening, and rearing poultry and +ducks. It seemed a great pity that she could not have changed places +with her elder sister, but Beatrice's education had been stopped too +soon for her to be of any use as a teacher, while Winnie, though not +clever, had been carefully trained in Rodenhurst methods. Fortunately +she had a very cheerful, sunny disposition, that was prone to make the +best of things, so she struggled along, taking Miss Roscoe's many +suggestions and reproofs so amiably that the Principal, often irate +at her lack of capacity, had not the heart to scold her too severely. +Of her own choice, I am afraid, Winnie would never have opened a book, +but she managed to get up her subjects for her classes, and was a +conscientious, painstaking mistress, if not a brilliant one. + +After Gwen came the beauty of the family, twelve-year-old Lesbia, a +dear, delightful, smiling, lovable little lazybones, usually at the +bottom of her Form. Lesbia never attempted to work hard at school. She +scraped through her lessons somehow, generally with Gwen's help at home, +and took life in a happy-go-lucky fashion, with as little trouble to +herself as possible. Lesbia's chief virtue was an admirably calm and +unruffled temper: she would laugh philosophically over things that made +Gwen rage, and though she had not half the character of the latter, she +was a far greater general favourite. She was much petted at school, both +by her own Form and by the Seniors, for she had sweet, coaxing little +ways, and a helpless, confiding look in her blue eyes that was rather +fascinating, and her lovely fair flaxen hair gave her the appearance of +a large wax doll, just new from a toy shop. Lesbia had one great +advantage: she was always well dressed. She possessed a rich cousin of +exactly her own age, whose clothes were passed on to her. Irene grew +rapidly, so her handsome frocks and coats were scarcely worn when they +reached Lesbia, and as Aunt Violet invariably sent them first to the +cleaners, they would arrive wrapped in folds of dainty tissue paper, and +looking like new. It seemed rather hard that Lesbia should always be the +lucky recipient of the parcels, and Beatrice, with a strict sense of +justice, had often tried to adapt some of the things for Gwen. It was +quite impossible, however--Lesbia's neat, dainty little figure exactly +fitted into the clothes, while Gwen, tall and big-boned even for her +extra two and a half years, was so many sizes too large that she had to +resign all hope of "fineries", and content herself with plain blouses +and navy-blue serge skirts that could be lengthened easily. Not that +Gwen troubled much about dress at this period of her existence; indeed +she was apt to throw on her garments in a haphazard fashion that greatly +excited Beatrice's wrath, and would raise a remonstrance even from +Winnie. Life was so full of different things, and so many fresh +interests and new plans were crowding continually into her brain, that +she never had time to think whether her tie was neatly knotted or her +belt properly fastened; it is a sad admission to make, no doubt, but +then Gwen was no ideal heroine, only a very faulty, impetuous, +headstrong, human girl. + +Three little brothers completed the Gascoyne family--Giles, Basil, and +Martin, aged respectively ten, nine, and five, bonny mischievous +urchins, who were alternately Beatrice's pride and despair. By vigorous +measures she managed to keep them in tolerably good order, but she could +never be sure what pranks they would play next, and was generally +prepared for emergencies. She always had supplies handy of arnica, +sticking plaster, and rags for cut fingers, and would toil away +patiently mending long rents in small knickerbockers or darning holes in +stockings and jerseys. Giles and Basil went daily to a branch +establishment of Rodenhurst, kept by Miss Roscoe for boys under twelve; +and Martin learnt his letters at home, and trotted about the house and +parish in Beatrice's wake. He was a sweet little scamp, and the apple of +her eye, for she had brought him up from babyhood, but she sometimes +felt it would be an intense relief when he was old enough to go to +school with the others. + +For seven years the Gascoynes had lived at the little parsonage at +Skelwick Bay. It was a small, low, creeper-covered place, built behind +a sheltering spur of hill, to protect it from the fierce winter gales +and the driving spray of the sea. Four latticed bedroom windows caught +the early morning sun, and a stone porch shielded the front door, +which opened directly into the sitting-room. There was nothing at all +grand about the house, but, thanks to Beatrice, it was neatly kept, +and had an air of general comfort. All articles likely to be broken by +small fingers were wisely put away, or placed in father's study, a +sanctum where no one might intrude without express permission; but +books, paint boxes, &c., were freely allowed, and each member of the +family had a special shelf on which to keep his or her particular +possessions. Beatrice had many excellent rules, and though in the +enforcement of these she was strict to the verge of severity, in the +main she was just, and had her father's full sanction for her +authority. + +The garden at the Parsonage was a great joy, with its thick hedge of +fuchsias, and its beds of fragrant wallflowers, and its standard roses +growing among the grass, and its clumps of Czar violets under the +sheltered wall. Here Winnie toiled early and late, getting up +sometimes with the sun that she might put in an hour's work before +breakfast, weeding, replanting, pruning, raking, and tying up. It was +chiefly owing to her exertions that the show of flowers was so good, +though Gwen was her ally in that respect, and even Lesbia gave a +little desultory help. There was a thick, bowery lime tree under whose +shade it was delightful to have tea in summer, or to lie reading books +on hot Sundays; and there was a fascinating corner of the old wall, +which the girls called "the rampart", from whence it was possible to +command an excellent view of the main road--a great convenience +sometimes to the younger ones, who would keep watch, and beat a hasty +retreat if they saw an unwelcome visitor arriving, leaving Beatrice to +offer hospitality alone. + +Gwen was the worst sinner in this respect. She was bashful, and hated +to have to say "How do you do?" to callers. In spite of Beatrice's +efforts to train her in social ways, she would fly at the very +approach of a flower-trimmed hat or a white parasol. + +"You scuttle off like a rabbit into its burrow," said Beatrice +indignantly on one occasion; "and if you're caught, you behave in such +a silly, awkward way that I'm ashamed of you. People will think you +haven't been properly brought up, and blame me. It's not my fault that +you've got no manners." + +"I feel as if I don't know where to look when people speak to me, and +as if my hands and feet were too big," protested Gwen. "I can't help +shuffling and wrinkling up my forehead--I can't indeed! You're +awfully hard on me, Bee!" + +"Perhaps she'll grow a little more accustomed to her hands and feet +when she's older," suggested Winnie, the peacemaker. + +"They're useful for catching chickens at present, and that ought to be +enough for you, Win," laughed Gwen. "You'd have lost those white +Leghorns if I hadn't rescued them." + +Winnie was considered chief "henwife" at the Parsonage. She could not +give as much time to the poultry as she wished, and had to delegate +many of her duties to Beatrice, or Nellie, the maid, but nevertheless +held herself responsible for the welfare of her feathered flock. On +Saturdays she delighted to array herself in an overall pinafore and +carry out improvements in the hen-yard. Armed with hammer, nails, and +pieces of wire netting, she would turn old packing-cases into chicken +coops and nesting boxes, or make neat contrivances for separating +various fussy matrons with rival broods of chicks. Winnie was really +wonderfully handy and clever, and albeit her carpentry was naturally +of a rather rough-and-ready description, it served the purpose for +which she designed it, and saved calling in the services of the +village joiner, an economy which her father much appreciated. Winnie +was determined to run her poultry systematically. She kept strict +accounts, balancing the bills for corn and meal against current market +prices for eggs and chickens, and being tremendously proud if her book +showed a profit. On the whole she did well, for the fowls had a free +run on the common at the back of the house, and could thus pick up +much for themselves. With the help of the poultry, and a good +vegetable garden, Beatrice was able to make her small housekeeping +allowance supply the needs of the family, but there were no luxuries +at the Parsonage. The girls possessed few or none of the pretty +trifles dear to their sex, their pocket money was scanty almost to +vanishing point, and they had early learnt the stern lesson of "doing +without things". Adversity may be a hard task-mistress, but she is an +excellent teacher in the school of life, and their Spartan upbringing +had given the Gascoynes a certain resourcefulness and grit of +character that they might possibly have lacked in more affluent +surroundings. They were not a perfect family by any means, and had +their squabbles and their cross moods like many another; but on the +whole they were ready to give and take, make sacrifices for each +other, and to try day by day to live a little nearer to that wonderful +high standard that Father ever set before them, and which he himself +followed so faithfully and truly. + + + + +CHAPTER III + +A False Step + + +The morning following Gwen's promotion to the Fifth Form was wet, one +of those hopelessly wet October days when the grey sky and the +dripping trees and the sodden grass and the draggled flowers all seem +to combine to remind us that summer, lovely, gracious summer, has gone +with the swallows and left her fickle stepsister autumn in her stead. +It had been raining heavily all night, and it was pouring hard when +Nellie placed the coffee pot and the porridge on the table and rang +the breakfast bell. + +"It's an atrocious, abominable morning!" grunted Gwen, peering +disconsolately through the window into the damp garden. "It's sheer +cruelty to be expected to turn out and tramp two miles through the +mud. We oughtn't to have to go to school when it rains." + +"Wet at seven, fine at eleven!" chirped Beatrice at the coffee pot. + +"It's all very well for you to be cheerful and quote proverbs--you +haven't to go out yourself, Madam Bee!" grumbled Gwen. "I wonder how +you'd like it if--" + +"Oh, Gwen, don't whine! Come and get breakfast," interrupted Winnie. +"It's five-and-twenty to eight, and I've a strong suspicion the +clock's late." + +"It is," remarked Lesbia calmly, pausing with her porridge spoon +suspended midway between plate and mouth. "Stumps put it back ten +minutes last night when Father wasn't looking. I saw him." + +A chorus of united indignation followed her information, each member +of the family trying to bolt breakfast and scold the offender at the +same time. + +"We've only five minutes. Oh, you naughty boy!" shrieked Winnie. + +"I didn't want to go to bed--I meant to put it on again this morning +first thing--I did, honest," protested Giles, otherwise known as +"Stumps". + +"Lesbia, why couldn't you say sooner?" fretted Gwen. + +"Only just remembered." + +"And the porridge is so hot I've burned my mouth!" wailed Basil. + +"You haven't a moment to waste!" urged Beatrice. "Have you all got +your boots on? I shall tell Father what you've done, Giles, as soon as +he comes downstairs." + +Even the loss of ten minutes was a serious consideration to those +members of the Gascoyne family who were bound for school. Skelwick was +such an out-of-the-way place that they had quite a journey to get to +Stedburgh, the seaside town where Rodenhurst was situated. First they +had to walk two miles along a very exposed country road to the village +of North Ditton, where they could catch the motor omnibus that would +take them the remaining four miles into Stedburgh, and then there was +a further walk of at least ten minutes before they reached the school. +The bus always started with the utmost promptitude, so it was a daily +anxiety to leave home punctually and not be obliged to run the last +half mile. On this particular morning there was more than the usual +scramble to get off. At the last moment Gwen could not find her +galoshes, and remembered that she had broken the rib of her umbrella +some days before, and had forgotten to mention the fact and ask +Beatrice to have it mended. + +"You're the most tiresome girl!" scolded the harassed elder sister. +"Why couldn't you tell me and I'd have sent it to Johnson's last +night? Now I suppose I shall have to lend you mine, and very likely +you'll go and break that too!" + +"I don't want yours!" snapped Gwen, tucking her hair inside her +mackintosh and putting on her "stormy-weather" cap. "I wouldn't risk +smashing it for a five-pound note. I'll go without!" and snatching her +satchel of books she rushed after the others, who had already started. + +The rain was driving furiously, and the road was full of little +running rivers of yellow mud. The strong wind made Gwen's eyes smart +and water, and she was obliged to hurry to make up for lost time; so +when she arrived at North Ditton she was a breathless, rather pitiful +object, and most decidedly cross. The omnibus was so full that she was +compelled to take Lesbia on her knee and to sit wedged between a very +fat wheezy old farmer and a market gardener, who nursed a parcel of +plants. + +"It's rather fun, isn't it?" laughed Lesbia, graciously accepting the +rose that her neighbour offered her. (Somehow people always gave +things to Lesbia.) + +"More fun for you than for me!" growled Gwen. "I wish you knew how +heavy you are!" + +A bad start does not make a good preparation for the rest of the day, +and Gwen marched into the Fifth Form room that morning in no +conciliatory frame of mind. She was quite prepared to be ill received, +so she thought she would meet possible coldness by showing a defiant +attitude. It was an extremely foolish move, for it brought about the +very state of affairs she anticipated. Several of the nicer girls in +the Form had half repented their wrath of yesterday, and were ready +not only to treat her kindly, but to influence the others in her +favour. When they saw her enter, however, with a "don't care" scowling +air and walk to her desk, without even looking in their direction, +they decided that she was an ill-conditioned, disagreeable girl, and +that they would not trouble their heads about her. Instead, therefore, +of going and speaking to her as they had intended, they let her +severely alone. As a rule, if we go through life expecting slights and +dislike, we get what we look for: the self-made martyr can find stake +and faggots waiting round every corner. Gwen raged inwardly at the +neglect of her classmates, but she did not realize in the least that +it was partly her own fault. She sat all the morning with a +thundercloud on her face, hurrying out of the room at the interval and +eating her lunch alone in a corner of the gymnasium. + +"How are you getting on in the Fifth?" whispered Lesbia, who ran up +for a moment to sympathize. + +"Badly," groaned Gwen. "They're boycotting me. Of course the Fourth +won't have anything to do with me now; so I'm like Mahomet's coffin, +swung between heaven and earth! It's not pleasant, I assure you." + +"I should think not. I wish I could do anything." + +"You can't. Go back and play basket-ball." + +It was not Rodenhurst etiquette for Seniors to talk to Juniors, so +Gwen, mindful even in her forlorn state of her new dignity as a member +of the Upper School, could not indulge in the luxury of a chat with +Lesbia. She wandered down the corridor, read the time sheets and the +announcements on the notice boards, peeped into several empty +classrooms, and was glad for once when the bell rang. At one o'clock +things were no better. She was given a new place at the dinner-table +and had to sit between Rachel Hunter and Edith Arnold, both of whom +behaved as if unaware of her presence, and talked to each other across +her as though she were non-existent. When she asked for the salt +(rather shortly, certainly) Edith only stared and did not pass it. By +the end of the meal Gwen began to feel the situation was getting on +her nerves. She had been fairly popular in the Upper Fourth, so the +change was the more unpleasant. + +"I'm not going to give in, though," she thought. "I believe what they +want is to make me ask Miss Roscoe to move me down again. Well, +they'll find themselves mistaken, that's all! I'll stay in the Upper +School if nobody speaks to me till next midsummer, and if I have to +stop up half the night slogging away at my work!" + +"How cross that Gwen Gascoyne looks!" whispered Hilda Browne to Iris +Watson. + +"Yes, she doesn't seem to want to know us, does she?" + +"She needn't, I'm sure. I think she's horrid!" + +It was still raining and impossible to go into the playground, so Gwen +strolled into the empty classroom, and for lack of anything else to do +began arranging and rearranging the contents of her desk. She had not +been there more than five minutes when the door opened and Netta +Goodwin, one of her new form-mates, entered, humming a tune. She +glanced at Gwen, went to her own desk, made a pretence of trying to +find a book, sat whistling for a moment or two, then finally turned +towards Gwen. + +"Well, how do you like being a Senior?" she asked half mockingly. + +"Too soon to tell yet," replied Gwen cautiously. "I shall know better +at the end of a week." + +"You've not had a very charming reception so far, have you? I saw how +Rachel and Edith were behaving at dinner." + +"I don't care!" snapped Gwen. "I don't want to talk to them, thanks! +The Form can please itself whether it's friendly or leaves me alone as +far as I'm concerned." + +Netta whistled softly. There was a rather inscrutable expression on +her face. + +"All the same I suppose you don't always want to go on being a kind of +leper and outlaw? Not very interesting, I should say, to come to +school every day and speak to nobody!" + +Gwen was silent. She had no argument to advance. + +"They're annoyed with you just at present for being moved into our +Form, but they can't keep it up long. In a little while they'll feel +accustomed to you and you'll get on all right. Then the question is, +are you going to belong to the Saints or the Sinners?" + +"What do you mean?" asked Gwen. + +"We're all one or other here. We call Hilda Browne and Iris Watson and +Louise Mawson and Rachel Hunter and Edith Arnold and a few more 'the +Saints'." + +"Nothing very saintly about them that I can see!" sniffed Gwen. + +"Well, it depends on your standards. Perhaps they thought they behaved +like saints at dinner." + +"More like Pharisees! Which are you?" + +Netta's brown eyes twinkled. + +"I leave you to guess!" she replied sagely. "I'm not stiff and +stand-off like some of them are, at any rate. If you'd care to take a +walk down the corridor, I'll go with you." + +A stroll with anyone was better than sitting alone in the classroom; +it was still only two o'clock, and there was half an hour to get +through before afternoon school began. Gwen was not averse to +exploring the upper corridor, for as a Junior it had been forbidden +ground to her. She and Netta went into the Sixth Form room, the Senior +French and German room, and even looked inside the teachers' room, +finding nobody there. + +"Miss Roscoe's private sitting-room is at the end of the passage," +said Netta. "She's down in the library, so if you like to take a peep, +you can." + +The spirit of curiosity strongly urged Gwen to see what a +headmistress's private study was like, and thinking themselves +perfectly safe, the two girls entered, and began eagerly to scan the +pictures, the ornaments, the photographs, and the various objects +which were spread about on desk and tables. It was a pretty, tasteful +room, with choice prints from the old masters in carved oak frames, +and pots of ferns and flowers, and handsomely bound books, and curios +from foreign lands. The girls moved softly about, examining first one +thing and then another with increasing interest. + +"Oh, do look at this exquisite little case of butterflies! I never saw +anything so perfect!" said Netta. + +Gwen was standing absorbed in contemplation of a stained-wood blotter. +She wheeled round, and as she did so her elbow knocked a parcel that +had been placed on the corner of the desk, and sent it flying on to +the floor. There was a smashing sound like the breaking of china, and +at that exact moment somebody entered the room. Hopelessly caught, the +two girls turned to face the newcomer. It was not Miss Roscoe--that +was one thing to be thankful for--but it was Emma, the housemaid, +which was quite bad enough. She looked at them as if she knew herself +to be mistress of the situation, then waxed eloquent. + +"I should just like to know what you two's doing here?" she demanded. +"You've no business in this room--none at all. And you've gone and +smashed that parcel as is only come five minutes ago from the china +shop. I could hear it break. My word! What will Miss Roscoe say to +this?" + +"She mustn't know!" gasped Netta. "Emma, you must promise us +faithfully not to tell you've found us here." + +"Me not tell? And what for, please? Why should I screen you?" + +"We shall get into such an awful scrape!" pleaded Gwen. + +"You should have thought of that before you came!" + +"Oh, Emma!" urged Netta. "We can't, we daren't let Miss Roscoe know. +She'd be so fearfully angry. She might even expel us!" + +"And what am I to say about this parcel you've broken? You don't +suppose I'm going to take the blame of that on my shoulders! No, thank +you!" + +"The cat," murmured Netta. + +"Cat, indeed!" repeated Emma scornfully. "That's too old a story to +take in Miss Roscoe; besides which, there's not a cat in the house. +She hates 'em. You'll just have to own up, and serve you both right +for meddling." + +"Is it badly broken, I wonder?" sighed Gwen, feeling the unfortunate +parcel carefully. "It seems to be a box." + +"Yes, but what's inside the box is smashed. You can hear the bits +rattle when you shake it," returned Emma smartly. "It's her new +afternoon tea set, I'll be bound. She told me she was going to order +one from Parker's." + +"There's Parker's name on the label," agreed Gwen despondently. + +"Yes, and if you think--" + +"Look here, I've got an idea," interrupted Netta. "You said the box +only arrived about five minutes ago, so Miss Roscoe can't possibly +know that it's come yet. If we could get it taken back to the shop +and ask Parker's to send some more, and we pay for it, she need never +know." + +"A pretty idea!" snorted Emma. + +"Oh, it would be grand!" exclaimed Gwen, grasping at any way out of +the dreadful predicament. + +"You'll help us, Emma, won't you?" entreated Netta. + +"Not I! It's none of my business." + +"But suppose it were worth your while? Wouldn't half a crown buy you +something nice?" + +"Nothing I'd care for." + +"Five shillings, then?" + +Emma's face showed signs of yielding. + +"I don't want to get you into trouble if I can help it," she replied +more gently. "I dare say Parker's would replace the things if you was +willing to pay for them, and nothing need be said. I'm not one for +wanting scenes, and a scene there'd be if Miss Roscoe found her set +broken. She's a sharp tongue, as I know to my cost." + +"Then, Emma, will you take away the box now, and hide it somewhere, +and we'll meet you in the pantry at four o'clock, and you can give it +to us, and we'll take it ourselves to Parker's, and ask them to send +some more china to-night. We'll bring you the five shillings to-morrow +morning. It shall be a present from us both, and thank you so much for +helping us! You promise you won't tell? Well, that's a weight off our +minds! Come, Gwen, we'll scoot!" + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +A Delicate Transaction + + +Gwen had stood by, listening to Netta's proposals, and offered no +opposition. She was thankful to find any means of escape from the +terrible prospect of braving Miss Roscoe's wrath. The Principal was a +stern, even a severe woman, who never made allowances or admitted +excuses, and greatly resented any liberties. How would she regard such +an extreme liberty as an unauthorized visit to her private +sitting-room, to say nothing of the accident to the tea service? Gwen +shivered at the bare idea. She was aware that she and her sisters were +received on rather special terms at Rodenhurst. Winnie's teaching +scarcely compensated for the two younger ones' school fees, and did +not include the daily board for the three girls, which was given in by +Miss Roscoe, who knew of Mr. Gascoyne's poor circumstances. For this +reason Gwen had been urged to work her hardest, so as to be a credit +to her Form, and in some degree repay Miss Roscoe's generosity. The +Principal had shown an interest in her, particularly in relaxing an +old-established rule in her favour, and moving her up right in the +middle of a term. If she were detected in such a grave breach of +discipline, Miss Roscoe might consider her unworthy of any further +kindnesses, might even ask her father to take her away altogether from +Rodenhurst. To take her away! Why, the world would come to an end! At +home she was already regarded as the troublesome one of the family, +and if she suffered this disgrace, she could never hold up her head +again. Father--dear, patient, self-sacrificing Father--would be +grieved and worried beyond expression; he hoped great things, she +knew, from her schooling, and how could she bear to disappoint him? + +Then there was Beatrice, who always seemed ready to find fault, and +think the worst of her. She would almost as soon let Miss Roscoe know +as Beatrice! No, at all costs the episode of that afternoon must be +kept a strict secret. She dared not confide it even to Winnie or +Lesbia. She must take the burden on her own shoulders, and get out of +the scrape as best she could alone. Netta had assumed the leadership +of the affair, so to Netta she turned for counsel and comfort. + +"What's the next move?" she asked. + +"Why, we must go to Parker's directly school's over, and take the +parcel with us." + +"I shall miss the bus!" + +"You can't help that; you must catch the next." + +"I shall have to dodge Winnie and Lesbia." + +"Dodge them, then, and make up some excuse for missing the bus. You +can say I kept you." + +"How much do you think the china will cost?" + +"I haven't the least idea; it depends how much is broken." + +"Netta, you won't tell a soul about this, will you?" + +"Tell! Am I likely to tell? No, you and I are in the same boat, and we +must shield each other. I wouldn't trust anybody in the school. One +never knows how things are talked about and get round from the most +unlikely quarters. Whatever happens, this mustn't reach Miss Roscoe's +ears." + +The motor omnibus started at 4.20, and as a rule the Gascoynes had +quite a scramble to rush off and catch it. To-day Gwen managed to +avoid Winnie and Lesbia, and waiting until they were safely off the +premises, she went with Netta to the pantry. Emma was not there, but +they found the parcel behind the door and appropriated it, Gwen hiding +it carefully under her waterproof. Parker's china store was in the +principal street of the town, nearly a quarter of an hour's walk from +Rodenhurst. When the girls arrived there, several customers were in +the shop, so that they had to wait a little before anyone could attend +to them. + +"You speak to him--I don't know what to say!" whispered Gwen, +thrusting the parcel into Netta's hand, as an assistant at last came +to serve them. + +Netta had any amount of presence of mind, and did not at all object to +be spokeswoman. She rapidly explained that they had had an accident, +and were anxious to replace some broken articles at their own expense. +The shopman opened the box, and pulling out the shavings in which the +china was packed, laid the various pieces upon the counter. The girls +were aghast at the extent of the damage. Several cups were smashed to +atoms, the teapot had lost its lid, and the cream jug its handle. + +"Have you any more like them?" asked Netta anxiously. + +"Fortunately we have, miss," replied the assistant. "It is a pattern +we usually keep in stock, and--yes, I can match them all. I can repack +the box and send it out by the six-o'clock van." + +Gwen heaved a great sigh of relief. Miss Roscoe would receive her +parcel that night, and would be no wiser for what had happened. + +"We shall be very glad if you will do that," she said. "And will you +please tell us what we have to pay extra?" + +The man took the bill which had been enclosed in the box and rapidly +glanced over the items. + +"Let me see--teapot, cream jug, three cups, four plates--the sugar +basin is all right--ah! but this saucer is cracked! Sixteen and six, +seventeen and nine--it will be exactly one pound two and sixpence, +please." + +Gwen felt ready to sink through the floor. She had very little notion +of the value of things, and could hardly believe that china cost so +much. She looked blankly and helplessly at Netta, who after a moment's +pause met the emergency. + +"We haven't the money with us this afternoon, I'm afraid, but we'll +bring it to-morrow without fail. Will that do?" + +"Yes, thank you, miss, I dare say it will be all right if you give me +the name." + +"Miss Gwen Gascoyne," said Netta promptly. + +"At Rodenhurst, I suppose?" + +"Yes." + +That ended the transaction, so the two girls left the shop. + +"Well, Gwen, my child, you've let yourself in for a nice little bill!" +laughed Netta, when they found themselves in the street. + +"It's impossible! I can't pay it!" gasped Gwen, with hot tears +trickling down her cheeks. "What am I to do?" + +"Turn along this quiet road immediately, and don't stand mopping your +eyes in the middle of High Street! Everybody's staring at you. I +believe the policeman's going to ask if you're lost!" + +And seizing her schoolmate by the arm, Netta hustled her away from the +unwelcome attention which she was attracting. The road led to the +promenade, where the girls found an unoccupied bench, and sat down to +talk matters over. + +"One pound two and sixpence!" ejaculated Gwen, with a sob between the +words. + +"And five shillings we promised Emma, so that makes twenty-seven and +six," agreed Netta briskly. "Of course it was you who broke the china, +so it's your business to pay for it, but I'll go shares in squaring +Emma." + +"I can't--I can't ever pay it! Oh, I wish I was at the bottom of the +sea!" wailed Gwen. + +"Don't be an idiot! It must be managed somehow. How much have you got +at home?" + +"I've about fifteen shillings in my money-box." + +"Well, look here, I'll lend you ten, and that will just do it. We'll +each give Emma half a crown to make her hold her tongue, and we'll +settle up Parker, and then the thing will be done with. You may pay me +back as soon as you can." + +"You're a white angel!" + +"No, I'm not. I'm anything but a saintly person. I'm ready to help a +chum out of a hole, though. I'll bring the money to school with me +to-morrow morning. And now, for goodness sake, do wipe your eyes, and +put your hat on straight, and try and make yourself look respectable +enough to walk down the promenade. I want to go home." + +"So do I," said Gwen. "What's the time? I mustn't miss the next bus." + +"It's twenty past five." + +"Oh, horrors! And the bus goes at half-past! Can I possibly catch it?" + +"I'll say goodbye if you're going to pelt along the promenade. I hate +rushing." + +"Goodbye! And thank you a hundred thousand times!" + +It was only as Gwen was scurrying along the asphalted walk that it +struck her that, after all, Netta was getting rather easily out of the +scrape. Of course she, Gwen, had knocked over the box of china, but it +was Netta who had taken her into Miss Roscoe's room, and who was +therefore in a sense responsible for the whole affair. Well, she was +glad enough to find help on any terms; she did not know how she was +going to repay Netta the money, but that might wait. It was sufficient +for the present that the tea set could be replaced without any fear of +discovery. She hurried breathlessly on, fearing to miss the omnibus; +taking any short cuts she knew, and breaking into a run when she +reached the Ditton Road. She could see the omnibus standing at its +starting-place, and hoped it might be just possible to arrive in time. +As she tore along the footpath, she noticed a boy a few yards in front +of her who was running equally quickly, or even faster. + +"I wonder if he's trying to catch it too?" she thought, and envied his +longer legs and freedom from hampering skirts. "Oh! it's actually +going! What a shame!" + +The boy made a spurt, and shouted and whistled after the retreating +omnibus, but it was not of the slightest avail; neither the conductor +nor the driver took any notice. Realizing the hopelessness of his +efforts, the boy stopped and saw Gwen, who came panting up. + +"No use, it's gone too far!" he exclaimed. "It's an atrocious swindle! +Those men never look. I suppose you were trying to catch it too?" + +"Yes. I always go by the 4.20." + +"So do I; so it's a nuisance to miss this. We're out of luck to-day." + +Gwen knew the boy quite well by sight, as for the last few weeks he +had been a fellow passenger morning and evening in the omnibus. He was +a jolly-looking fellow, about her own age or perhaps a little older, +with a brown skin and very twinkling, brown eyes. He wore a +grammar-school cap, and carried some books, so she could guess his +occupation in Stedburgh. + +"I believe the next goes at half-past six," he remarked ruefully. "But +you won't catch me waiting for it I shall walk." + +"So shall I," agreed Gwen. "Walking's better fun any time than +standing waiting," and she suited her action to her words. The boy +kept by her side, evidently not unpleased to have a companion to talk +to. + +"You're one of the Gascoyne girls, aren't you?" he began. "I see the +whole lot of you every day cramming into the bus. Aren't you the one +they call Gwen?" + +"I believe I am." + +"It's you who's generally left something behind, or lost something, or +got yourself into some kind of a pickle; then the one with her hair +turned up scolds." + +"That's Winnie," chuckled Gwen. + +"Those two youngsters are cheeky imps. Tell them they'll get their +heads smacked some day!" + +"They often do at home." + +"Serve 'em right. I'm glad to hear it. How many more are there of you +at home?" + +"Only two." + +"Quite enough, I should think!" + +"Thank you! You've asked all about my family, but you haven't told me +who you are." + +"Why, I thought you knew. My name is Dick Chambers. My father is Dr. +Chambers, who's just taken Dr. Harrison's practice." + +"At North Ditton?" + +"Yes, we only came six weeks ago. Dr. Harrison has gone to London." + +[Illustration: GWEN MEETS DICK] + +"I knew Dr. Harrison," said Gwen. "He came to see us when we had +scarlatina, and gave us some loathly medicine!" + +"Dad can do a little in that line!" laughed Dick. "He once made me +drink asafoetida when I was a kid, to cure me of sampling bottles in +the surgery." + +"Is it nasty?" + +"It smells like a defunct rat, so you can imagine the taste." + +"Ugh!" + +"He doesn't give such bad things to his patients, though. There's some +quite decent stuff in the dispensary, and sometimes the bottles are +coloured pink, especially if they're for girls. I'm going to be a +doctor when I grow up." + +"I suppose you'll help your father. Have you any brothers and +sisters?" + +"Not a single one." + +"Oh, I should think that's rather slow!" + +"I don't find it so. There's always plenty to do." + +"Do you like North Ditton?" + +"Oh, yes, pretty well! It's nicer than Essington, where we lived +before." + +"Do you like the Grammar School?" + +"Fairly. The chaps are rather a rotten set, and the Head's +unspeakable." + +Chatting thus, Gwen found the four miles to North Ditton wonderfully +short ones, but when she had said goodbye to her new friend, and was +trudging along the road to Skelwick by herself, she had time for many +unpleasant reflections. At one blow this afternoon, she had sacrificed +not only all the money in her savings box, but had got into debt as +well--a debt which she had no present prospect of paying. It was most +aggravating to have to empty her private bank; the contents were the +accumulation of several little gifts that had been sent by her uncles +and aunts on her last birthday, and even so far back as last +Christmas. How would she explain, if Beatrice asked what had become of +her money? She groaned as she splashed, recklessly through the puddles +left by the morning's rain. She could foresee many difficulties ahead, +especially at Christmas time. + +The family had finished tea when she reached home, and Beatrice, grown +uneasy at her absence, greeted her with upbraidings. + +"Where have you been, Gwen? Why didn't you come with the others? +Winnie nearly lost the bus with going back to look for you. You know +quite well you mustn't stay behind like this. Answer me at once! Where +were you?" + +"I went along the promenade with Netta Goodwin, then I missed the 5.30 +and had to walk all the way home. That's where I've been, and you may +scold as much as you like--I don't care." + +"Oh, Gwen!" exclaimed Winnie. + +"I don't. I'm not going to be ordered about by Beatrice, and treated +as if I were a baby. I'm surely old enough to manage my own affairs!" + +Gwen was tired out with her six-mile tramp, and hungry, and very +miserable, or I think she would not have talked in so lawless and +foolish a strain. + +Beatrice gazed at her in amazement. Gwen had often been naughty, but +had never before ventured thus to wave the flag of defiance. + +"I shall have to get Father to speak to you," she replied gravely. +"He's gone over to Hethersedge to take the temperance meeting. He +started at five o'clock. You'd better have tea now. Nellie has made +you some more, in the little blue pot, and we kept you a potato cake, +though you don't deserve it. Father will be very astonished and sorry +when I tell him what you've said." + +Gwen ate her meal with a big lump in her throat. She had not meant to +rebel openly, but she had lost her temper, and the words had flashed +out. Beatrice's threat alarmed her. Through all the tangled skein of +Gwen's character there ran, like a thread of pure gold, the intense +passionate love for her father, and the desire to preserve his good +opinion. She could not bear to see the grieved look that came into his +eyes when he was forced to reprove her. What indeed would he think of +her when he heard Beatrice's account? She pushed the potato cake away, +feeling as if she could not swallow a morsel. + +Beatrice was putting Martin to bed. Better follow her now, and try to +patch up peace. She ran upstairs and met her sister coming out of the +little fellow's bedroom, candle in hand. + +"Bee! I'm awfully sorry for what I said just now! I didn't really mean +it I can't think what possessed me!" gulped Gwen. + +"I try to do my best for you all. It's hard work sometimes to be +eldest," said Beatrice, and there was a quiver in her voice too. "If +only Mother were here." + +"Don't!" said Gwen huskily. "I miss her so dreadfully still. Oh, Bee! +If only you wouldn't tell Father about this!" + +"If I don't, will you promise faithfully always to come straight home +from school with Winnie and Lesbia, and never go anywhere without +asking?" + +"On my honour!" + +"Then I won't trouble him. He's enough worries, poor darling, without +adding any more to them! I only wish I could save him some of those he +already has!" + +Early next morning, long before Lesbia was awake, Gwen got up very +quietly, and unlocked her savings box. It seemed dreadfully hard to +have to take her treasured fifteen shillings; pocket money was such a +scarce article at the Parsonage that she did not know when she would +have the chance of accumulating so much again. There were only two +threepenny bits and a penny left to rattle when she shook the box, so +she sighed ruefully as she locked it, and put it back in its place on +the top shelf of the bookcase. She hoped Netta would not forget to +bring the half-sovereign she had promised to lend, though how the loan +was ever to be repaid she could not imagine. For to-day it seemed +enough if she had avoided Miss Roscoe's anger, and spared casting an +added worry on Father's already overburdened shoulders. + +Netta was faithful to her word; she came to school with both the +ten-shilling piece and the half-crown which was to be her share of the +"hush money" for Emma. The two girls held a long whispered conference +together during the interval. + +"I can't possibly go and pay Parker's myself," said Gwen. "You've no +idea what a row I got into last night for missing the bus. Winnie'll +keep an eye on me to-day at four o'clock, I can assure you. Could you +go?" + +"Very sorry, but I've got to go straight home too. Some cousins are +coming to tea, and I have to ask Miss Evans to let me out of the +drawing class ten minutes earlier. Why not get Emma to go? We shall +have to see her to give her her tip." + +"A good idea," said Gwen. "Emma understands all about it." + +They found the housemaid when she was helping to lay the tables for +dinner, and managed to draw her aside for a private talk. + +"Did the fresh china come last night?" they asked eagerly. + +"Oh, yes! it came all right, and Miss Roscoe never said a word, so you +may think yourselves lucky," replied Emma. + +"Here's the little present we promised you," said Netta, slipping the +five shillings into her hand. + +"I hardly like taking it!" protested Emma, though she popped it +hastily into her pocket all the same. + +"Could you do something more for us?" begged Gwen. "Will you call at +Parker's and pay for the broken china? Here's the money--it's one +pound two and six. Neither Netta nor I can possibly go." + +"Oh, yes, I don't mind doing that!" returned Emma. "It's my night out +this evening, and I shall be down High Street, so I can easily call at +Parker's on my road. They don't close till eight o'clock." + +"And you promise you'll never breathe a single word to anybody about +this?" + +"Not likely!" declared Emma, as she turned away to finish laying her +table. + +"Well, I'm thankful that's done with," thought Gwen. "It might have +been an awkward affair, and I've come out of it uncommonly well. I +feel as if I'd laid a ghost, and popped a stone on its grave." + +It was all very well for Gwen to congratulate herself, but she quite +forgot that ghosts have an awkward habit sometimes of disregarding +tombstones, and rising from their graves to haunt those who have +interred them. The matter of the broken china was not to be so easily +disposed of as she had imagined, and though for the present her secret +seemed safe, there was trouble ahead for her in plenty. + + + + +CHAPTER V + +Trouble in the Fifth + + +The direct result of Gwen's transaction about the china was to fling +her into the arms of Netta Goodwin. With such a secret between them it +was impossible not to be friendly, and though Netta was hardly an +ideal chum, there seemed no choice in the matter. Moreover, she was +the only one in the Fifth who had offered advances; the other girls, +still indignant at the promotion of a Junior, turned the cold +shoulder. This unfortunate intimacy caused Gwen to be banned the more. + +"I see Gwen Gascoyne has taken up with Netta Goodwin," said Hilda +Browne. + +"Then that stamps her," replied Edith Arnold. "I wouldn't touch Netta +with a pair of tongs myself. I thought better of the Gascoynes!" + +Netta was a type of girl that can be found in every school and almost +every Form. Rather deficient in moral fibre, and badly trained at +home, her influence was always on the wrong side. She was clever +enough, as a rule, just to avoid getting into open trouble with the +authorities, but under the surface she was a source of disturbance. +She had a certain following of gigglers and slackers, who thought her +escapades funny, and were ready to act chorus to her lead, and though +she had never done anything specially outrageous, her reputation at +headquarters was not good. Every teacher realized only too plainly +that Netta was the firebrand of the Form, and that while she might +preserve a smug exterior it was really she who was responsible for any +outbreaks of lawlessness among the others. + +As Junior Mistress of the Fifth no one had more reason to be aware of +this than Winnie Gascoyne. Teaching was uphill work to Winnie. She had +not Beatrice's commanding disposition and capacity for administration, +consequently it was the more difficult for her to keep order and +enforce rules. She did her conscientious best, but girls easily find +out a governess's weak point, and at present Netta was trying how far +she could go. "Ragging Miss Gascoyne" was a favourite pastime of hers, +and one which afforded much sport to her applauders, if not to the +victim of her jokes. + +A few mornings after Gwen's introduction to the Fifth there was a +class for memory map drawing with the assistant teacher. Each girl was +supposed to come prepared to make a map of India, and to mark in a +large number of places, a fairly difficult task, and one over which +many of them grumbled in unison. + +"It's not fair! It takes such heaps of time to go over it at home, one +hasn't a second for anything else!" wailed Minna Jennings. + +"I'd a raging headache last night, and my mother said she thought +Rodenhurst was getting too much for me," bleated Millicent Cooper. + +"Poor frail flower! You look as if you'd wither at a breath! Better +pack you off to a sanatorium!" laughed Netta. + +"And you to a lunatic asylum, you mad thing! Don't you ever get +headaches with all this over-swatting?" + +"No, my child, for I know a dodge or two! N. G. is no infant in arms, +I assure you." + +"Deign to explain, O commander of the faithful!" begged Annie Edwards. + +"Well, as I told you, I'm up to a thing or two, and I flatter myself I +know just exactly how to tackle Grinnie." + +"Who's Grinnie?" asked Gwen rather sharply. + +The others roared. + +"My sweet babe, my dear ex-Junior, let us initiate you into the +shibboleths of the Fifth! Yes, Seniors indulge in their little +nicknames as well as the Lower School, though perhaps we are rather +more cultured in our choice of them. Be it known to you then that our +respected Head, vulgarly called The Bogey by ill-trained Juniors, is +among our elect set yclept Lemonade, partly owing to her habit of +fizzing over, and partly to a certain acid quality in her temper, +otherwise hard to define. Miss Douglas, our honoured Form mistress, +being a canny Scot, goes by the familiar appellation of Thistles, +intended also to subtly convey our appreciation--or shall I say +depreciation?--of her prickly habit." + +"And Grinnie?" continued Gwen. + +"Your sister, by her perpetual smile, courted the title." + +"It's no good exploding, Gwen!" said Annie Edwards. "If you've got a +sister who's a teacher you'll just have to hear her called nicknames. +You don't suppose we're going to shut up on your account?" + +"And you needn't go sneaking, either, or it'll be the worse for you," +added Minna Jennings. + +"We'd soon know who'd told tales," snapped Millicent Cooper. + +"Peace, turbulent herd!" said Netta, holding up her hand. "Our friend +Gwen, being of a sensible disposition, and a lover, like ourselves, of +all wholesome jests, fully realizes the exigencies of her peculiar +situation. Though in the seclusion of her home she may be bound by +many natural ties, family obligations cease entirely in the classroom. +If her sister is a mistress, she is a pupil, and therefore bound to +side with her Form through all those trials of tact known as 'thick +and thin'. Have I not put the thing in a nutshell, O Gwendolen mine?" + +Gwen could not help laughing, for there was undoubted truth in Netta's +argument. Winnie would, she knew, treat her with the utmost +impartiality, probably even more strictly, owing to their +relationship. It would certainly never do if she were to be regarded +as a sneak in the Form, ready to report misdoings and make mischief; +such a character would be intolerable to her. Winnie must fight her +own battles, and she would throw in her luck with her peers. + +"You needn't be afraid of me!" she protested. "I'd be the very last to +blab; and I like fun as well as anybody." + +"I knew it, oh, altogether-wise-in-judgment! Have I not proved thee?" +returned Netta, with a meaning look in her eyes which only Gwen +understood. "Now, having established thy reputation, I will return to +my original thingumgigs." + +"Oh, Netta, stop being a lunatic, and tell us how you mean to tackle +Grinnie!" interposed Minna. + +"Well, my little dears, it's extremely simple, but a work of genius +all the same. Genius always is simple, I believe! Behold my mapping +book with its virgin page. Behold also this spotless piece of blotting +paper. I turn it over, and hey, presto! a transformation. Here's my +map, nicely done in pencil, with all the names marked. Nothing to do +but copy it, you see. At the least approach of danger I turn it with +its most innocent side up." + +The girls sniggered their admiration. Gwen could not approve, but she +did not protest. It was not her business to preach, so she told +herself. As long as she did her own work honestly, she could not begin +her career in the Fifth by assuming the very character she had just +denied. Minna and Annie, inspired by Netta's brilliant idea, were +copying the map on to pieces of blotting paper as fast as they could. + +"It wouldn't be a bad plan to trace it the wrong way, and then rub it +off like a transfer," suggested Millicent. + +"Just a little too clever, most astute one! Grinnie comes round to +look, and she'd think you'd got on too quickly, and want to know the +reason why. You're bright, Millicent Cooper, but you're not +far-seeing." + +"You'll get caught yourself some time," said Millicent. + +"True, O Queen! But I'll have somewhat in the shape of a run first," +laughed Netta. + +Gwen felt rather indignant as she began her map drawing. She hated +cheating, and it seemed very unjust that Netta and the others should +win credit for what was not fairly their own work. + +"Winnie's not half sharp enough," she thought. "If it were Beatrice, +now, there isn't a girl in the room would dare to try any tricks." + +Possibly even Winnie had her suspicions. She kept a watchful eye on +the Form, and made an occasional tour round the desks. Netta was +extremely cautious, but all the same her attention to her blotting +paper was rather conspicuous. + +"Netta Goodwin, hand me your mapping book!" + +Netta started in some confusion at the abrupt order, and dropped both +mapbook and blotting paper on to the floor. Gwen, equally startled, +moved her hand hastily and sent her book spinning after the other. It +was a complete accident, but one by which Netta did not hesitate to +profit. Under the shelter of the desk she rapidly substituted Gwen's +piece of blotting paper for her own, then passed up the book with an +air of sangfroid truly heroic in the eyes of Annie, Minna, and +Millicent. Miss Gascoyne examined the pages carefully, but finding +nothing incriminating, supposed she had been mistaken. Netta might be +the chief sinner of the Form, certainly, but she was not invariably at +fault. + +"She thought I was as innocent as Mary's little lamb!" laughed that +damsel afterwards. "You were a trump, Gwen, to help me. It was a smart +notion of yours to drop your book too. You did it so promptly!" Then +putting her arm round Gwen's neck she whispered: "I helped you when +you were in a tight hole, and I'm glad to see you're going to stand by +me. I shall always count upon you in future." + +So thus it happened that almost in spite of herself Gwen became +Netta's ally, pledged to support her on all occasions. She was afraid +to risk a quarrel lest Netta should press for the return of the ten +shillings she had lent. The debt felt a millstone round her neck, from +which there was no immediate chance of relief. Netta's particular +clique of friends, proving Gwen safe, included her in their special +set, a compromising arrangement which seemed nevertheless inevitable. +The girls did not really mean much harm, but they were silly and +flippant, and enjoyed evading rules simply for the fun of the thing. +Netta loved to show off before the others, and because she found Miss +Gascoyne an easier victim than Miss Douglas, she kept most of her +sallies for the junior teacher. She could estimate to a nicety the +fine distinction between giving trouble and open defiance. She never +actually overstepped the line, but she contrived to make matters very +unpleasant for poor Winnie. It was her boast that she could always +raise a spark out of Miss Gascoyne, and her admirers were ready to +titter in sympathy. + +Winnie, mindful of her position as teacher, never mentioned school +affairs to Gwen; but one day Beatrice tackled the latter on the +subject. + +"I hear you've struck up a friendship with Netta Goodwin," she began. +"I'm very surprised, for she doesn't seem a nice sort of girl." + +"She's the only one who's been kind to me," returned Gwen, up in arms +at once at Beatrice's tone. + +"Indeed! Well, I wouldn't be too much with her if I were you. I'm +afraid she's anything but desirable." + +"Who said I was much with her? Has Winnie been telling tales about +me?" + +"Don't be nasty, Gwen. You know Winnie never tells." + +"There's no particular harm in Netta," protested Gwen, taking up the +cudgels for her schoolmate out of sheer contrariness. "She's only +rather lively and funny. I suppose that's no great crime." + +"Are you sure Father would like her?" + +"Dad doesn't know her, so I can't pretend to say what he'd think of +her," retorted Gwen, shuffling out of the matter with what she knew +was a lame excuse. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +A Casting Vote + + +Gwen had not been prepared to find the Fifth exactly a bed of roses, +therefore she was hardly surprised at the thorns which beset her new +path. In spite of the extra teaching from Miss Woodville, she found +the work of the Form extremely difficult, especially in mathematics. +There was a whole book of Euclid theorem which she had not been +through, and the consequence was that every other problem had some +little point proved by a theorem of which she had never heard. It was +a most decided stumblingblock. It is possible to sit and look at a +problem for hours without getting any further if there is just one +statement of whose existence one is not aware. More than once Gwen had +to hand in a blank page, and felt very humiliated at the meaning +glances which passed between Rachel Hunter and Edith Arnold. Neither +of these was yet reconciled to Gwen's presence in the Form. Rachel, +mindful of her own delayed promotion to the Upper School, persisted in +regarding her as an "intruding kid", and Edith could not forgive her +intimacy with Netta Goodwin. Manifold small slights and snubs fell to +Gwen's share, and though she affected to make light of them, they +hurt all the same. She knew that under happier auspices she might have +been friendly with Hilda Browne, Iris Watson, Louise Mawson, and +several others of whom Father would have approved, and whom, with his +entire sanction, she might have invited occasionally to the Parsonage. +She was aware that she was in the worst set in the Form, and that not +one of her new chums would pass muster if judged according to her home +standards. + +"I can't ever ask them, that's all," she declared. "Annie's giggles +would give Beatrice a fit, Millicent puts on side horribly, Minna +would probably make fun of everything, Claire Harris is absolutely +vulgar, and as for Netta--no! Dad mustn't see Netta on any account." + +Another not unexpected trouble had fallen to Gwen's share. As a member +of the Upper Fourth she had, at the beginning of the term, been chosen +Junior Basket-ball Captain, to arrange Lower School team games and +matches, and she had worked very hard to get things going. On her +promotion, however, it had been a greatly discussed point whether she +should resign or finish the season. Some of the Upper Fourth, knowing +how much was due to Gwen's exertions, had been anxious for her to +retain her post, but on the whole the popular verdict was against her. +To Gwen's disgust, her old friends, Eve Dawkins and Alma Richardson, +were the loudest in her disfavour, and it was chiefly owing to their +eloquence that she was requested to resign. She had been proud of her +captaincy, and to give it up was a wrench. There seemed nothing at all +in her new Form to compensate for the loss, and sometimes she wished +heartily that she had never been moved. + +The present excitement in the Fifth was a "Literary and Dramatic +Club", the members of which intended to act a piece at Christmas. It +was a rather cliquish society, worked with more favour than fairness, +and was principally among those girls whose homes lay near to the +school. + +"They stay behind at four o'clock to rehearse," explained Netta. "It's +really only among about half a dozen." + +"Are you in it?" queried Gwen. + +"I, my dear child? Hardly! You don't imagine the high and mighty Iris +Watson would ask yours truly? Saints and sinners don't mix in this +Form, if you please!" + +"Do you mean to tell me the whole thing is in the hands of Iris and a +few others?" + +"With your usual astuteness you've hit the nail on the head." + +"But that's monstrously unfair!" exclaimed Gwen indignantly. "A +Dramatic Club ought to be for the whole Form. Everybody ought to have +an innings, in the name of common justice." + +Netta shrugged her shoulders. + +"I don't want to act with Iris and Edith and Louise, thank you! A +pleasant performance it would be! They may keep their precious piece +to themselves, so far as I'm concerned." + +"But that's not the point," persisted Gwen. "It's the fairness of the +thing I'm talking about. One set has no right to monopolize +everything." + +"It is sickening, certainly." + +"It's worse than sickening, it's intolerable, and I'm going to make a +stand against it." + +"You can try if you like, but you needn't expect success." + +When Gwen had a cause to champion, she was ready for a fight, even on +the losing side. One of her characteristics was a strong sense of +justice, and here, she considered, was a distinct case of oppression. +She thought over her plan of campaign, and decided that she would ask +to be admitted to the Dramatic Club. Next morning, accordingly, she +approached the five or six girls who constituted that society. + +"Want to join our Dramatic Club!" exclaimed Louise Mawson almost +incredulously. "I dare say you do!" + +"But you won't!" said Hilda Browne quickly. + +"Cheek!" ejaculated Rachel Hunter. + +"Why shouldn't I join?" + +"On the other hand, why should you?" + +"Because a society ought to be open to the whole Form, and not just +kept amongst a few. We didn't manage things like that in the Upper +Fourth." + +"How very kind of you, fresh from the Juniors, to come and give us +Seniors a lesson in managing our affairs! Perhaps you'd like to be +President? Would that content you?" enquired Hilda Browne +sarcastically. + +"I don't want to be President, but I claim the right to have some say +in the matter. The thing ought to be properly constituted, and every +girl in the Form ought to vote for officers." + +"Well, of all cool proposals!" + +"Look here, Gwen Gascoyne, you need suppressing!" + +"She's not worth noticing!" + +It was only what Gwen had expected, but she felt she had at any rate +opened fire. She did not mean to retire vanquished after a first +attempt. She now directed her energies to another quarter. She +canvassed the entire Form, asking each girl separately if she did not +consider the Dramatic Club ought to be put upon a general basis. +Everybody, except those who were already members, agreed. Many had +thought the present arrangement unfair, and had grumbled loudly, +though nobody had had the initiative to start a revolt. Now Joan +Masters and Elspeth Frazer took the matter in hand seriously, tackled +the clique, and argued the question. + +"You may run a private club if you like for your own amusement," said +Elspeth, "but if you're going to call it 'The Fifth Form Dramatic', +and give a performance before the other Forms at Christmas, then it +must be a fair and open thing. Everyone must be eligible for +membership, and officers should be chosen by ballot." + +"Half of you wouldn't be able to join," declared Hilda Browne. + +"That's our own lookout. The point is that we ought to be able to do +so if we want. If you persist in keeping it all to yourselves, you may +act without an audience, for none of us will come to see you, and +we'll tell the other Forms what the quarrel is." + +"I know they'd back us up," said Joan Masters. + +Very unwillingly the clique gave way. They knew they had no just +ground for their position, but they had hoped it would not be called +in question. + +"It's all the fault of Gwen Gascoyne, with her Lower School notions," +said Rachel Hunter. + +"She needn't think she's going to act!" asserted Edith Arnold. + +"Don't want to!" rapped out Gwen, who happened to overhear. "I should +miss the bus if I stayed behind after four. I only wanted to see +things made fair and square." + +Though the new arrangements were really owing to Gwen's enterprise, +nobody was willing to accord her any thanks. Joan Masters and Elspeth +Frazer received all the credit for having righted the wrong; and +though a few might remember that Gwen had started the movement, they +were almost ready to agree with Rachel Hunter that it was rather +pushing of an ex-Junior to have taken so much upon herself. They had +not yet forgiven her translation to the Fifth, and only the utmost +humility on her part would have reconciled them. Humility was +certainly not Gwen's characteristic, so she still went by the epithet +of "that cheeky kid" in the Form. + +"So much for their gratitude," confided Gwen to Lesbia. "I don't want +to act, but some of those who have got into the play might at least +acknowledge what I've done for them." + +"They seem a hateful set!" sympathized Lesbia. + +"Detestable!" said Gwen with unction. + +One thing had not been settled by the Dramatic Society, and that was +their choice of a President. Names were canvassed freely in the Form, +and finally Hilda Browne and Elspeth Frazer were put up as candidates. +Voting was to be by ballot during the interval, but while the papers +were being given out Gwen bolted. She was feeling cross and forlorn, +and sick of the whole affair. + +"I don't mind who's chosen President," she thought "It makes no +difference to me. They may elect whom they like." + +So she went a solitary little walk round the playground, whistling a +tune, and trying to look as if she didn't care about anything. She had +not been there very long before she saw Betty Brierley and Ida Young +signalling to her from the gymnasium door. She took no notice of their +beckonings, whereupon they ran after her, and seizing her one by each +arm, began to drag her towards the house. + +"You're wanted most particularly, Gwen Gascoyne!" said Betty +excitedly. + +"We've been sent to fetch you quick!" chimed in Ida. + +"Hello! Hands off!" cried Gwen, dragging herself from their grasp. +"What do you want with me, I should like to know?" + +"It's the others who want you." + +"What for? Didn't know I was so popular!" + +"You've not voted for a President yet." + +"No, and I don't mean to, either." + +"But, Gwen, you must! We've taken the ballot, and the votes are +exactly even. You've got the casting vote!" + +"Have I, indeed? No, thank you! It's rather too great an honour!" + +"But look here, Gwen, it's the only way to decide it. We've got to +choose either Elspeth or Hilda." + +"Then you may fight it out amongst you. You don't suppose, when you've +all voted by ballot, that I'm going to take the responsibility of a +casting vote. It's a most unfair proposal. Why, the rejected candidate +and all on her side would never forgive me!" + +"We might have the ballot again," suggested Betty. "Then you need only +put your cross." + +"As if everybody wouldn't know who was responsible for the extra +cross! I might as well write Gwen Gascoyne on my paper at once! It's +no use pulling my arm; I'm not coming in to be made a cat's paw. You +may go and tell the others so if you like." + +Betty and Ida departed, grumbling loudly at Gwen's +"unaccommodatingness", as they called it, and Gwen stayed in the +playground until the bell rang, fuming with indignation. Every fresh +little episode seemed to serve to make her more of an alien in the +Form than ever. But here her decision was absolutely justifiable; not +one of the girls would have cared to accept the unenviable role which +they had wished to thrust upon her. Perhaps for that very reason they +were all the more annoyed at her action. She was received with black +looks when she re-entered the classroom. Elspeth Frazer whispered +something to a friend, and turned away. Gwen could not quite hear, but +it sounded painfully like "beast!" + +"Have they settled it?" she asked Netta. + +"Yes; Elspeth and Hilda drew lots, and Hilda won. I'm fearfully sorry +she did. Elspeth says it's all your fault, and that you ought to have +voted for her when you'd made such a fuss about the clique." + +"Would you have given a casting vote yourself?" + +"Well, no; but if you'd only stayed and voted by ballot like everyone +else, then nobody would have known who'd given the odd one. It was +most stupid of you to rush away. You're rather an idiot, Gwen +Gascoyne!" + +"'_Et tu, Brute!_ Then fall, Caesar!' I'm like the old man and his ass +in AEsop; I seem to end by pleasing nobody." + +"Do you wish to compare yourself with the old man or the quadruped, my +child? The latter's the more apt, certainly!" + +"Oh, good night!" said Gwen, who was getting the worst of it "I wish +sometimes I'd never come into your wretched Form." + +"You'd be far more at home among the Juniors!" snapped Netta, rather +out of temper. + +A few days after this was the Rodenhurst Annual Distribution of +Prizes. It was always held in the beginning of November, rather an +unusual date, to be sure, but Miss Roscoe found it convenient in many +ways to have it in the middle of the autumn term. It gave plenty of +time to receive examiners' reports, and to chronicle successes in the +July examinations, but on the other hand it did not interfere with +Christmas celebrations. + +The function took place in the Town Hall at Stedburgh, and there was +invariably a large gathering of parents and friends. To the whole +school it seemed an important occasion, and both Gwen and Lesbia were +full of excitement when the afternoon arrived. + +"Not that I need alarm myself that I shall be called upon to walk up +and receive a prize!" said Lesbia. "Never got one in my life, and +never shall!" + +"You might get the Sewing or the Holiday Competitions," said Gwen, +trying to be encouraging. + +"No fear! One genius is enough in a family! I'll go prepared to clap +you!" + +All the girls wore white dresses and blue hair ribbons, and made quite +an imposing array as they sat in the central aisle of the large room +at the Town Hall. + +"There seem to be far more of us when we're in white!" said Gwen. "We +don't look half so many in the lecture hall at school. Have a few +little angels crept in unawares?" + +"You're not one of them, at any rate," laughed Netta, who was sitting +next to her. + +To Gwen the great feature of the occasion was that Father was seated +on the platform, in company with several other clergymen and the +Mayor, who was to distribute the prizes. Beatrice was amongst the +audience, and had brought Martin with her, and Giles and Basil had +come with the Boys' contingent. All her family were present, and if +she were to get a prize, how pleased they would be! + +The proceedings began with the usual speeches from the chairman and +others. Gwen had heard these every year, and they were always pretty +much on the same theme. It is hard to be original at prize-givings, +and the gentlemen who had been asked to "say a few words" might be +forgiven if their remarks were somewhat hackneyed. Miss Roscoe read +the examiners' report on the school, and the successes in the +Matriculation and the Senior and Junior Oxfords. These the girls knew +already, so, though they clapped heartily, it did not cause much +excitement. Everyone was waiting in suspense for the prize list. + +Miss Roscoe always began with the lowest Form, so the first to walk up +to the platform was a small kindergarten child, who had won honours +for "general improvement". Neither Giles nor Basil had any luck; they +were too erratic to be serious students, but when it came to the turn +of the Middle Second, Lesbia Gascoyne was awarded the prize for plain +sewing. A perfect storm of clapping greeted pretty Lesbia as she +returned down the hall to her place. She was a tremendous favourite at +Rodenhurst, and Seniors and Juniors alike applauded. It was the first +time she had ever distinguished herself in any way, and though it was +only for plain sewing, the girls were ready to give her an ovation. At +last the Upper Fourth was reached, and Gwen knew that as she had taken +her exams with her old Form (the Middle Fourth it had been in July) +her name would be still on that list. + +"First prize for Mathematics, Gwen Gascoyne," read Miss Roscoe. + +Gwen's heart thumped, for a moment she did not move, till Netta gave +her an admonishing push, then she walked up the hall. The Mayor handed +her a volume of Coleridge's poems, handsomely bound in calf, and +emblazoned with the school arms; he smiled pleasantly as he did so, +and added a word of compliment. Gwen murmured "Thank you", and turned +away. Father was clapping his loudest on the platform, and there was a +nervous little applause from the rest of the family and from Netta, +but that was all. Not a single girl in either Gwen's old Form or her +new one gave her the least sign of appreciation. The colour flamed +into her face as she made her way back to her seat. It is hard at any +time to be unpopular, but it is a cruel thing when the lack of favour +is displayed before a public audience. Gwen stuck her nose in the air, +and put on the most defiant, don't care expression she could assume, +but she felt the slight deeply, especially when she heard the hearty +reception given to Iris Watson, who had won the Languages medal. + +"Never mind, childie!" said Mr. Gascoyne, when at "good night" time +that evening, in the safe sanctuary of Father's study, she broke down, +and burst out crying; "you did your best, and you deserved your prize. +That's the main thing!" + +"I shall hate the prize now!" sobbed Gwen. "I can't bear to look at +it; it will always remind me of this horrid afternoon. Why should they +have been so nasty to me? They clapped Lesbia!" + +"Gwen, you're not jealous?" Father's voice was just a trifle anxious. + +"No, no!" gulped Gwen emphatically. "Lesbia's a darling; I don't +wonder people are fond of her. But oh, Dad, it is hard sometimes to be +left out in the cold!" + +"Very hard. Many older and wiser people than you have felt that. Yet +to bear neglect well is one of the bravest things in life. Don't worry +about not being appreciated; your own self-respect is worth more to +you than the opinion of other people. If you're quite sure you're +doing your duty, you can afford to ignore what the world thinks." + +"I don't know why I should be so unpopular," sighed Gwen, squeezing +Father's hand tightly, and rubbing her cheek against his coat sleeve, +as if there were something comforting in the very feel of the cloth. + +"You must live it down. It may take a long time, and a great deal of +patience, but I'm sure you'll win, and the girls will be proud of you +yet." + +"Proud! They may get to tolerate me, but I don't believe I'll ever +make them like me, Daddy!" + +"Courage! We never know what we can do till we try. If you want to be +liked, make yourself wanted. Good night, childie! Cheer up! The +world's not such a bad place, after all." + +"Not while you're in it!" said Gwen, kissing the dear, plain face that +was so like her own. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +Dick Chambers + + +Since the afternoon when Gwen had stopped behind in Stedburgh to +arrange about the broken china, and had been obliged to walk home, she +had seen nothing more of Dick Chambers. She looked out for him every +morning on the bus, but he was not there, and she was just wondering +what had become of him when he turned up in the most unexpected +quarter. It was the Saturday morning after the prize-giving. Saturday +was a whole holiday, and therefore a blissful day, every moment of +which was appreciated. Gwen was returning about ten o'clock from an +errand she had been sent to do in the village, and as she opened the +Parsonage gate she saw in the middle of the front walk a boyish figure +that looked familiar. + +"Hello! What are you doing here?" she exclaimed. + +"Come on business of a rather particular character," grinned Dick. +"Didn't you know your Father's coaching me?" + +"He never said so!" + +"He is, though. I'm to come three days a week, from nine to ten, and +I've just made a start this morning. I say, he's a ripping chap!" + +"I agree with you there," remarked Gwen. "But why aren't you going to +school?" + +"Thereby hangs a tale! I happened to do an idiotic thing one +afternoon--fainted in the lab, and had to be picked up in the midst of +fragments of glass that I'd smashed to smithereens. Then Dad got some +wretched specialist to come down and see me, and the fellow said I +must stop school for this term at any rate." + +"Oh, I'm so sorry! Do you feel ill?" + +"No. I'm all right--but it's rather rotten, for I'm knocked off +'footer'." + +"How sickening for you! I know how wild I should be if I mightn't play +hockey. What may you do?" + +"Only just loaf about--not even golf." + +"May you go walks?" + +"Oh, yes! but it's rather slow mooning about on the moors by oneself." + +"Have you been to see Stack Head, where the sea-birds build? Or the +chasms? Oh! you ought to go there! I'll show you the way if you like!" + +"I wish you would!" + +"There'd be heaps of time this morning--that's to say if I may go," +added Gwen, suddenly recollecting that she had promised Beatrice on +her honour not to go anywhere without leave. "Oh, here's Dad, so I can +ask him." + +"Yes, by all means take Dick to Stack Head, the walk will do him +good," replied Mr. Gascoyne. "Be careful, and don't scramble about too +much, that's all--those cliffs are dangerous, remember!" + +"We'll go as cautiously as two pussy-cats," said Gwen. + +"Hardly an apt simile!" laughed Mr. Gascoyne, pointing to Pluto, the +black Persian, that was careering madly up a tree at the moment. +"However, you're used to Skelwick rocks, and Dick will have to learn +his footing. Only please don't learn it at the expense of your neck, +Dick! We haven't gone far enough with the Latin prose yet!" + +"You needn't be afraid for me, sir, though I came a cropper over old +Cicero this morning," laughed Dick. + +It was a beautiful, sunny day in early November; one of those late +autumn days when a little crisp hoar frost lingers in the hollows, but +in the full sunshine it is almost as warm as summer. Gwen fetched a +favourite stick, her indispensable companion on the moors, and, +discarding her jacket, set forth joyously for a five-mile tramp. She +loved the great bare headland that rose behind the Parsonage; there +was a sense of freedom in leaving the houses of the village, and +seeing only sea and sky around, and feeling the short, fine grass +under her feet. It was a stiff climb to the top of the plateau, but +once up there was a tolerably flat walk of about a couple of miles to +the jagged rocks that formed the end of the promontory. + +"Isn't it glorious?" said Gwen, when, the scrambling part finished, +they sat for a moment or two on a rock to take breath. Below lay the +clear, grey, even, shimmering surface of the sea, a little hazy at the +horizon, and changing to deepest green as it neared the cliffs, where +the sea-birds wheeled round screaming in sheer joy of life. "Don't you +feel as if you could take a jump from the edge and just go sailing +down like a gull, and land gently on the water, and float off?" + +"Better not try the experiment unless you provide yourself with a +parachute! An aeroplane could make a good start up here. Do you ever +get any guillemots' eggs? Or puffins'?" + +"Not often; though sometimes the lighthouse men bring us a few. Are +you collecting eggs?" + +"Rather! I've got nearly five hundred. I could do with a razor-bill's +or a puffin's." + +"You'll have to wait till next summer. June and July are the best +months. I can show you where the birds sit, though. They haven't +proper nests, they just squat on the rocks, packed as close together +as sardines. It's wonderful to see them. And the noise they make! No, +it isn't here, it's over by the chasms; we shall get there soon." + +Half an hour's brisk walking brought them to what must have seemed to +the ancient inhabitants of these islands the end of the world. The +headland descended in a sheer precipice into the water, while +wicked-looking rocks showed a black point here and there among the +surf as a warning to any vessel to give them a wide berth. The cliff +was hardly less dangerous than the rocks below, for its surface was +torn into great rugged chasms, each as deep as the sea level, though +often only a few feet in breadth. These curious natural rents wound in +tortuous course to the edge of the precipice, sometimes crossing one +another, and thus leaving islands stranded between, or long +promontories, from the ends of which there would be no escape except +by a jump. Gwen and Dick picked their way carefully along. There was +scarcely need for Mr. Gascoyne's warning; each felt the entire +necessity for extreme caution. Peeping over the edges of the chasms +they could see green ferns growing in splendid clumps in clefts of the +rock, and farther down darkness or a glint of water. + +"Ugh! It would be horrible to tumble there!" declared Gwen, shivering +as she gazed into the dim depths. "You don't feel as if you'd ever +come up again, do you? Why, what's that? Did you hear?" + +"Nothing but the gulls." + +"It's like someone shouting. There it is again--behind us." + +"By Jove! it is someone calling. Has anybody slipped down one of these +holes? We'd best go and see, but do be careful. Hello, there! We're +coming!" + +Walking, as Gwen had said, like cautious cats, they threaded their way +along the narrow strips of land till they reached the particular chasm +whence the shouts issued. Looking over, they could see on a ledge +about six feet down a little corduroyed, blue-jerseyed figure, and a +frightened, freckled face that peered upwards. Gwen recognized the +urchin in a moment: it was Johnnie Cass, the scapegrace of a family of +fisher folk who lived in the village, and the naughtiest boy in +Winnie's Sunday School class. He was in no immediate danger, for the +ledge was wide, but the wall of rock above him was too steep to admit +of his climbing up. + +"Johnnie, what are you doing down there?" she called. + +"Oh! boo-hoo-hoo!" wailed the scared voice from below. "I were +reachin' after a sea-gurt with a broke wing and down I cooms!" + +"Serve you right, too! How do you intend getting back?" + +"I don't know--I wish my mother was 'ere!" and again he broke into a +howl of woe. + +"I'm glad she's not--she'd make a worse noise than you, from my +experience of her," murmured Gwen. "Look here!" she continued, turning +to Dick, "I suppose we've got to fish this little wretch up somehow." + +"If I reach down can you catch hold of my hand and let me pull you?" +shouted Dick to the snivelling Johnnie. + +"Nay! I durstn't stir an inch--oh! where's my mother?" + +"He's lost his nerve--that's what's the damage. If I go down for him +could you give me a haul back?" + +Gwen shook her head. + +"You're too heavy. Better do it the other way. I'll go down, hand up +the kid, and then you shall pull me back. Nonsense! I'm not bothered +with nerves. Shan't mind in the least!" + +It seemed the more feasible plan, for the six feet of rock that +sheered down to the ledge was so steep and smooth of surface as to +render it impossible for anyone to climb it without assistance; and it +would be comparatively easy for Dick to drag Gwen's lighter weight to +the top, though a difficult matter for her to pull him. If her heart +went into her mouth as she let herself over the edge, Gwen did not +show it. She was not given to exhibiting the white feather, and both +at school and at home kept up a well-deserved reputation for pluck. +Five seconds landed her by Johnnie's side, and once there she tried +not to look into the gulf below. After some amount of cajoling, she +persuaded the young rascal to take his dirty little fists out of his +eyes, and allow himself to be hoisted up within reach of Dick's firm +grip; then a successful heave did the rest. Johnnie was soon in +safety, but it was much harder work for Gwen to follow; there was +nobody to boost her, and not an inch of ledge on the rock to make a +foothold. + +"It's good practice for Alpine climbing!" she gasped, as with +dishevelled hair and grazed face she at last scrambled back. "I +thought my arms were being dislocated." + +Dick was rubbing his own arms ruefully, but he did not complain. He +had turned very white. Perhaps the effort of pulling up two people had +been rather too much for him. Gwen suddenly remembered with +compunction that he was ill, and not even allowed the exertion of +golf, much less "footer". She wished she had thought of it before and +gone to the lighthouse for help. + +"I'm an idiot," she told herself. "It was I who suggested he should do +the hauling part. I hope he hasn't done himself any harm." + +Meantime Johnnie Cass stood surveying Gwen with the grin of Puck. + +"Yer face is bleedin', and yer hair's all over yer eyes. Aye, yer do +look a sight!" he volunteered. + +Gwen shook him! She really couldn't help it; it relieved her feelings +so very much. After all, it is rather nervy work to go down a chasm; +and though she wouldn't own that she had minded in the least, her legs +seemed weak and queer, and her hands were hot and trembling, and there +was a funny buzzing sound in her head. She was rather ashamed of +herself for losing her temper, however, and tried suddenly to be +dignified. + +"Johnnie Cass," she protested solemnly, "you ought to be grateful to +me for saving your life instead of making impertinent remarks!" + +Dick burst out laughing. + +"Bravo!" he said. "Look here, you kid, if you don't want your head +punched as well you'd best obliterate yourself." + +Johnnie took the hint and fled away over the moor, bolting for home +with all possible speed and lifting up his voice as he went in a +melancholy howl. Dick and Gwen sat down on a rock to recover +themselves. + +"You've got some pluck--for a girl," said Dick, throwing a pebble into +the chasm. "I didn't expect you'd really go down there and fetch him. +Girls generally stand by and shriek." + +"Not modern girls," affirmed Gwen. "They used to do the shrieking +business in oldfashioned novels. It's gone out of fashion since hockey +came in." + +"I thought ladies were supposed to scream and wring their slim, fair +hands!" + +"Shows you haven't got any sisters! Do my hands look slim and fair?" + +"Well, no, they're a good deal more like a boy's," admitted Dick. + +"I often wish I were a boy," sighed Gwen regretfully. + +"Don't! You're a jolly sight nicer as you are," returned Dick, getting +up to go. + +The pair did not reach the Parsonage until after one o'clock, and +Beatrice and Mr. Gascoyne were beginning to wonder what had become of +them. + +"I hope Dick's none the worse," said Father rather anxiously when Gwen +poured out the tale of their adventure. "I'm afraid it's been a tiring +morning for him. He had better stop to lunch and have a good rest +afterwards before he attempts to walk home. I'll go and telephone to +his father from the post office and say we're keeping him. Perhaps Dr. +Chambers will say he mustn't come here again if we let him do rash +things!" + +The family laughed at the humorous account of the rescue of Johnnie +Cass which Dick and Gwen gave at the dinner table. + +"You needn't have expected gratitude from that imp!" said Winnie, who +had suffered many hard experiences in Sunday School. "Possibly his +mother may thank you, but I doubt even that." + +"All the same Gwen did her best, and that's a satisfaction," said +Father. "Johnnie's a clever little lad in spite of his naughtiness, +and may turn out better than we expect Some day he may even thank you +for having saved his life. Gwen must keep her eye on him. He owes her +so much it ought to make a bond between them." + +"Well, I wish her joy of her protege," said Winnie, with a dubious +shake of her head. + +After that Dick spent many Saturday mornings at the Parsonage. His +father would not allow him to invite his own friends as they always +proved rather too much for him, but the boy was lonely, and found the +Gascoynes pleasant companions. Gwen especially, who was nearest his +own age, became his particular chum, and the two carried out many +experiments together in the way of photography, amateur bookbinding, +and one or two other hobbies in which they were mutually interested. +Dick's lessons with Mr. Gascoyne were over by ten o'clock, and he +generally stayed an hour or two longer, adapting himself so well to +the household that he soon seemed to be almost one of the family. +Giles and Basil adored him, and haunted his footsteps as much as they +were allowed, but their mischievous young fingers generally worked +such havoc among slides and specimens that Gwen was often forced to +turn them out and lock the door upon them. + +"Monkeys from the zoo are tame and well-behaved compared with Stumps +and Bazzie," she declared. "If one wants one's things ruined commend +me to two small brothers!" + +Gwen was delighted to have found so congenial a friend. Beatrice and +Winnie, being both older, were naturally companions for one another +and were inclined to treat her entirely as one of the younger ones, +forgetting how fast she was growing up, and it was difficult to make +childish little Lesbia interested in anything. Here at last was +somebody who appreciated birds' eggs, and butterflies, and collections +of shells, and pressed flowers; someone who did pen-and-ink drawings +a great deal better than herself, and who knew exactly how to make +lantern slides, and could even manage to mend the toy printing press +that Giles had broken. + +Dick was clever with his fingers, and as he was not allowed to read +very much he spent long hours at home constructing wonderful boxes for +birds' eggs, or stretchers for butterflies and moths, or preparing +slides for the microscope. + +"I'm going to be a doctor when I grow up," he confided to Gwen, "so +microscopic work will be a help to me. Dad's teaching me a little +scrap of dispensing now, just to amuse me." + +"I hope he doesn't let you make up the bottles of medicine!" laughed +Gwen. "I pity the patients." + +"Rather not, but I see what goes in them. If you'll come over to the +surgery some day I'll make you taste something for laughing!" + +"We should be lost without Dick now," said Gwen one day at tea. "What +shall we do when he goes back to school?" + +"I'm afraid that won't be just yet," said Mr. Gascoyne. "He doesn't +get strong as fast as his father hoped. He's a nice lad, not +brilliant, but very painstaking over his work. It's quite a pleasure +to teach him." + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +Gwen Receives a Letter + + +After her talk with Father on the evening of the prize-giving Gwen +went back to school determined, if she could not feel cordial just at +present towards her classmates, she would at least bury the hatchet +and take no notice of the unkindness they had exhibited. It seemed +much the most dignified course, for Gwen was far too proud to look +injured, or to show even to Netta that she had felt hurt. Perhaps the +girls were a little ashamed of themselves. Iris Watson and one or two +others spoke to her with quite an approach to friendliness, and +Elspeth Frazer asked her opinion about the costumes for the play. Gwen +was not taking a part, so she was rather a free lance in that respect, +and her advice was likely to be disinterested. Each Form got up its +own particular act with a secrecy worthy of the Freemasons. It was a +point of honour not to betray the least tiny hint of what was going to +happen, in order that the performance should be a complete surprise to +the rest of the school. + +Now the Fifth had decided to give the trial scene from the _Merchant +of Venice_--rather an ambitious and decidedly a hackneyed piece to +select. The Dramatic Society was influenced in its choice, however, +by several considerations; the Form was studying _The Merchant_, and +had learnt the principal speeches for recitations, which would save a +great deal of trouble to the performers in the matter of studying +parts. Then Hilda Browne's father was a barrister and would lend his +wig for the occasion, and Louise Mawson could bring a gown that would +do excellently for Shylock's gaberdine, also two sets of tights and +doublets and feathered caps, all of which were invaluable assets in +the way of stage properties. + +"We must manage the rest of the costumes as best we can," said +Elspeth. "Charlotte Perry knows of a dressmaker who makes fancy +dresses very cheaply. She does them for other schools. The chief +question is the scheme of colour: Hilda wants us to copy exactly from +some celebrated picture, and Louise says it doesn't matter as long as +everything looks very bright and gay. Here's a book of costumes. Tell +me what you think." + +As Gwen turned over the pages of the little volume, with its +illustrations of Bassanio, Jessica, &c., a horrible suspicion suddenly +shot into her mind. Where had she seen that book before? And just +lately too! Why, at home, of course! She had come into the +sitting-room suddenly and found Winnie and Beatrice discussing it over +the fire. Winnie had suppressed it instantly, but not before she had +caught a glimpse both of the illustrations and the title. She +remembered them perfectly. Now Winnie, as well as being Junior +Mistress for the Fifth, was a member of a class for higher mathematics +composed of a few Senior girls and taught by a professor who came +weekly from the University at Radchester. On the strength of this +class she considered herself still one of the Sixth for special +purposes, and licensed to take part in school performances. Was the +Sixth going to act in the _Merchant of Venice_? It looked uncommonly +like it. Why else should Winnie be studying that particular book of +costumes? + +Gwen was in a dilemma. She did not know what to do. Not only did the +Rodenhurst code of honour regard Form secrets as being inviolable as +those of the confessional, but further she had been continually warned +by Father and Beatrice that, now Winnie was a mistress, she and Lesbia +must be particularly careful never to repeat anything they heard at +home which might be likely to compromise their sister at school. It +was clearly impossible to betray the least hint of her suspicion, but +on the other hand it would be an exceedingly stupid _denouement_ if +both Forms were to act the same play. She decided to try finesse. + +"Have you absolutely decided on _The Merchant_?" she said. "Don't you +think it's rather stale to choose our Form subject? It's been done +before too." + +"Not for three years," objected Elspeth. "That's quite time enough for +most of the girls to have forgotten it. Besides, I know the speeches." + +"You could learn some fresh ones." + +"Oh, I dare say! It sounds easy enough when you haven't to do it +yourself. One's homework is quite enough just now without learning +pages of blank verse. Then there are the costumes." + +"Wouldn't they come in for _The Rivals_? You might do some scenes from +that. We've never had it at school before, and it's simply ripping. +Or part of _She Stoops to Conquer_ would be gorgeously funny." + +"You couldn't put Sir Anthony Absolute into Shylock's gaberdine, or +Tony Lumpkin into a Venetian doublet and tights! And what about the +wig? Hilda's had hard work to persuade her father to lend it, and +she'd be fearfully offended if it wasn't used." + +These arguments were so conclusive that Gwen sighed. Nevertheless she +made a last appeal. + +"Well, I think you're very silly to act _The Merchant_," she said. +"You might choose something far more original and interesting. It's an +opportunity wasted--and, if you'll only believe me, I'm quite sure +you'll be sorry for it." + +"It's you that's silly, Gwen Gascoyne!" retorted the indignant +Elspeth. "We've chosen _The Merchant_, so why need you go trying to +upset everything. I was asking you about the costumes, not the play." + +"Like Gwen's cheek!" murmured Louise Mawson. "We don't want ex-Juniors +interfering with our Dramatic!" + +Gwen turned sharply away. It seemed most unfortunate that she always +got across the rest of the Form. In this instance her motive was the +purest, but as she could not explain, the girls naturally thought it +was only her love of putting herself forward which caused her to +suggest such a drastic measure as a change of programme. + +"They never will understand me!" she thought bitterly. "Father said +they would be proud of me yet, but oh, dear! the more I try to do, the +more I seem disliked. They'll be fearfully sold when it comes to the +performance. I wonder if I ought to give them just a hint! It's really +too idiotic to have two _Merchants_. No, I won't! They'd probably only +slang me for letting out Form secrets. I'm glad I'm not acting, at any +rate. School's not exactly a terrestrial paradise at present. I wonder +what other troubles are coming to me? I believe I'm one of those +people who are born under an unlucky star!" + +Gwen's words might almost have been prophetic, for the very next day +something happened--something so unprecedented and overwhelming that +she could never have anticipated it, even if she had been expecting +general ill luck. + +At the interval she received a summons to Miss Roscoe's study. She +went at once, wondering why she had been sent for. + +"Hope the Head's not going to put me into the Sixth!" she laughed to +herself. "That would be rather too good a joke. I'm willing to be a +prefect or even proctor if I'm asked!" + +Gwen's reception at her last visit to the study had been so +favourable, that this time she tapped lightly at the door, and entered +confidently. One glance at Miss Roscoe's face, however, showed her +that she was in dire disgrace. The Principal's rather handsome, heavy +features seemed to cast themselves in a Roman mould when she was +annoyed; her brows would knit, and her mouth assume a set, dogged +expression of authority. All these storm signals being visible, Gwen +quaked in her shoes. Miss Roscoe had an unopened envelope in her +hand, and to this at once drew her pupil's attention. + +"Gwen Gascoyne, a letter arrived this morning addressed to you at +Rodenhurst. Now, it is one of our principal rules that no girls are +allowed to have letters sent to them at the school. Tell your +correspondent on no account to write to you here again. If I find +anything further addressed to you, I shall enclose it in an envelope, +and post it to your father. I will not have Rodenhurst made a vehicle +for clandestine correspondence. You may go, but understand clearly +this is never to happen again." + +Gwen took the letter, and left the room in silence. She was too much +astonished to defend herself. She could not imagine who had written to +her and put the school address. As soon as she was in the corridor she +tore open the envelope. It contained a bill from "Messrs. John Parker +& Sons, Glass and China Merchants" for + + "Replacing 10 articles in broken + Tea Service ... L1 2 6" + +And at the bottom was written in a business hand:-- + + "Messrs. Parker beg respectfully to request Miss Gascoyne's + settlement of above. Should she prefer it, they will send + the account to her father. They beg to assure her of their + best attention at all times." + +Gwen gasped. + +"Why, I paid it!" she said almost aloud. "At least, I sent the money +by Emma. Is it possible she can have pocketed it? Oh, the deceiving +wretch! Where's Netta? I must tell her at once!" + +She rushed into the gymnasium, and calling Netta aside, showed her the +fatal document. The two talked it over, aghast. + +"Whew! This is a bad job!" exclaimed Netta. "Certainly it looks as if +Emma had decamped with the one pound two and six. She's left the +school, you know." + +"I didn't know," sighed Gwen. + +"Yes, she went ten days ago. Haven't you noticed there's a new +housemaid waiting at dinner? You must be as blind as a bat!" + +"I'm afraid I am done for," said Gwen dramatically. + +"Oh, I shouldn't give up too soon if I were you! I suppose, by the by, +you wouldn't care to tell your father?" + +"I'd rather die!" + +"Then you'll have to go somehow to Parker's, and ask if they've made a +mistake. If, as I strongly suspect, Emma really didn't pay it, then +you might get them to take part on account now, and leave the rest +till after Christmas. What could you give them?" + +"I don't possess more than sixpence. I'm bankrupt, and in debt to you, +too." + +"But you're sure to get something at Christmas, aren't you?" + +"I expect so." + +"Well, I'll tell you what I'll do: I'll lend you another ten +shillings. That will make a sovereign altogether, and you can pay me +back when you've had your Christmas presents." + +"Oh, Netta, how good of you!" + +"Not so particularly. It's only a loan, and I expect you to give it +back." + +"Of course." + +"You'd better go to Parker's this afternoon at four." + +"I daren't!" said Gwen, who felt that she was floundering deeper and +deeper into a morass of trouble. "You don't know what a scrape I got +into at home for stopping behind that other time. Beatrice made me +promise absolutely always to come home with Winnie and Lesbia. I +should have to give all kinds of explanations." + +"I'm supposed to go straight home too, on these dark afternoons. My +mother's rather particular about it." + +"Then what's to be done?" + +"You'll have to make a bolt in the dinner hour. There's nothing else +for it." + +"Umph! It's risky." + +"You must risk something, O my cautious philosopher! Nobody but +Thistles is about just then, and I think we can outwit Thistles. I'll +bring the half-sovereign to school with me to-morrow, and you can take +it to Parker's, in case it's wanted. I'm afraid you'll find you'll +need it." + +"I should like to prosecute Emma--she richly deserves it!" + +"Couldn't do that without giving ourselves away, so you'll have to +restrain your righteous wrath, my child!" + +Gwen spent the rest of the day feeling as if a black shadow had +suddenly fallen over her life. She had believed the episode of the +china was completely finished with, and here it had cropped up again +like some horrible bogey prepared to haunt her. It was worse than +ever, for she had lost her own fifteen shillings as well as the ten +which Netta had previously lent her. Between Parker's and Netta she +now owed thirty-two and sixpence. The largeness of the debt appalled +her. How was she ever to refund it? She hoped she might get a little +money at Christmas. Her grandmother and Aunt Violet generally sent +postal orders for presents, telling the girls to buy what they liked; +it was these welcome gifts that constituted most of her contributions +to her savings box. + +The hint which Parker's had given about sending the account to her +father frightened her greatly. Father must not know. He would have +quite enough Christmas bills to pay without adding an extra one. +Besides, what would he think of her? Gwen liked to stand high in her +father's estimation. Beatrice, too, would hear of it, and would not +spare her. + +"I'm always the black sheep of the family," thought Gwen. "None of +them have ever done anything so dreadful as this. No! I simply +shouldn't dare to tell at home." + +Netta turned up next morning with the half-sovereign, according to her +promise. She was not an ungenerous girl, and she had plenty of pocket +money, for her father was well off, and liberal to his only daughter. +She was willing to help Gwen out of a difficulty for which she knew +she herself was partly responsible, and perhaps also she rather +appreciated the sense of power that the debt gave her over her +schoolfellow. Netta dearly loved to lead: she would have liked to be +of importance in the Form, and was often annoyed that Hilda Browne, +Iris Watson, and some of the others looked down upon her. It was +pleasant therefore to feel that she had one satellite who was bound to +revolve in her orbit, and could be reckoned upon to support her on all +occasions. + +Gwen had decided to commit a breach of school rules, and to rush out +between dinner and afternoon school to pay her visit to the china +shop. As she had said, it was a risky performance. If she were caught, +she would be reported to Miss Roscoe, and the penalty would be severe. +It seemed sailing 'twixt Scylla and Charybdis, but it was worth +trying. The first difficulty was how to put on her outdoor things +without anybody noticing. Girls kept strolling in and out of the +dressing-room in the most tiresome manner and after waiting as long as +she dared for the room to be empty, she was finally obliged to smuggle +her hat and coat into the passage, and garb herself there. + +"I've barely time," she said to Netta, who was acting scout. "For +goodness sake tell me if you see Thistles about! Is the coast clear? +Then I'll scoot." + +At the end of the passage, however, she encountered danger. Winnie was +standing by the gymnasium door, and Gwen only just drew back in time +to avoid her. Chafing with impatience, she waited while Winnie +leisurely examined some papers on the notice board. Was she going to +stay there all the afternoon? At last she moved, and went inside the +gymnasium, and Gwen plucked up courage to make a dash for the street +door. She hurried along with such enormous strides that passers-by +turned to look at her and smiled, but careless of the notice she was +attracting, she even broke into a run as she caught sight of the +Market Hall clock. She was panting and altogether out of breath by the +time she reached the china shop, and not at all sure what she ought to +say. She marched up to the counter, and produced the bill which she +had received. + +"Look here! You've sent me this," she began, "and I want to know +whether it was really paid or not." + +"I'll just enquire, miss," said the assistant, referring to his +superior; then returning, after a whispered colloquy, he continued: +"No, miss. Mr. Evans says it certainly never has been paid. You've no +receipt for it?" + +"I gave the money to the housemaid at school, and told her to take +it," faltered Gwen. + +"Have you asked her about it, miss?" + +"She's left, and I don't know where she's gone." + +The assistant shook his head. + +"I'm afraid, in that case, she won't want to be found, though perhaps +the police could trace her if you cared to prosecute." + +"Would it not be simpler if we sent the account to your father, +missy?" suggested the shopwalker, coming to join the assistant at the +counter. "Ah! I forget whether we have your home address? Always best +to refer bills to one's father, isn't it? Then there's no trouble." + +His tone verged on the familiar and impertinent. Gwen drew herself up +very straight. + +"I prefer to manage it myself, thank you," she replied icily. "If you +will take ten shillings on account now, I will pay you the balance +after Christmas. Will you let it remain till then?" + +"I dare say Mr. Parker wouldn't object--that's to say, if you don't +mind giving me your home address as a reference." + +"You can put 'c/o Miss Goodwin, The Thorns, Manor Road, Stedburgh'," +said Gwen, who wished at any cost to avoid the chance of a letter +being sent to her at her own home. She got a receipt for the ten +shillings on account, and put it carefully away in her purse. She +thought both the shopmen looked at her very inquisitively, but she +took no notice. She did not mean to gratify their curiosity by +explaining the details of how she had incurred the expense. She wished +Netta were with her; it was so much harder to keep up her dignity +alone. With a curt "Good afternoon!" she left the china stores and +hurried back to school. She was only just in time, for the second bell +was already ringing. Fortunately the dressing-room was empty, except +for one agitated Junior, who was in too great haste to notice +anything. Gwen scuttled into the Fifth exactly five seconds before +Miss Douglas, and sat down at her desk, exhausted but congratulating +herself. She contrived to write a surreptitious note to Netta, and to +pass it, neatly rolled into a ball, on the waste-paper tray. Its tenor +was calculated to be ambiguous to outsiders, but intelligible to the +initiated. + + "All hail, Protector of the Poor! This is to inform you that + the deed is done--successfully. I thought I was within an + ace of exposure, but things righted themselves, and lo! I + triumphed. For the present the supplier of brittle goods is + satisfied, and for the future--well, I leave it to luck. I + feel like a warrior who has been through a campaign--I'm not + sure if I haven't acquired some wounds. My head is swimming, + and I'm a broken flower for the afternoon. Expect me to + collapse in maths. My brains are capable of nothing more + arduous than the three R's. I am living till four, when I + can have the exhilaration of reciting my breathless + experiences to your sympathetic ear. + +"Yours in abject gratitude, + +"G.G." + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +Keeping Christmas + + +The end of the term seemed to arrive very rapidly--too quickly for the +amount of work that had to be done, yet too slowly in the estimation +of the three hundred and eleven girls who were looking forward to the +holidays. Exam week came and went, leaving inkstained fingers and a +crop of headaches; mistresses were busy correcting papers; "swatters" +were daring to congratulate themselves, and "slackers" were bewailing +the difficulty of the questions. Gwen, who had done pretty well on the +whole, considering her handicaps, ventured to think she must be +through in most subjects, and not such a disgrace to the Fifth as to +necessitate her dismissal to the Lower School again, a consummation at +which one or two of her detractors had occasionally hinted in times of +irritation. + +The few days left were chiefly occupied with what the girls called +"scratch lessons", just something to keep them employed until the +lists were out. A good deal of latitude was allowed to those +rehearsing for the various performances, and though Gwen could not +claim that excuse for exemption, she managed to make a little work +spin out a long way without incurring reproof. + +She was tired with the strain of the term; it had needed much effort +to keep up with the rest of the Form, and the daily bus journey and +walk to and from home were all extra exertion. She had grown +enormously in the last few months--"grown out of all conscience", said +Beatrice, who sighed ruefully over boots too small and skirts too +short--and she had become so pale and lanky and angular in the process +that Winnie unfeelingly compared her to a plant raised in a cellar. +Her unlucky hands and feet seemed bigger than ever, and more inclined +to fidget and shuffle, and to her bad habit of wrinkling up her +forehead she had added a nervous blink of her eyes. + +"Winnie Gascoyne is charming," confided Miss Douglas to a fellow +mistress, "and Lesbia is about the loveliest child I've ever seen. I +can't imagine why Gwen should vary from pretty to plain continually. +But she does." + +Unfortunately, Gwen's temper suffered in exact proportion to her +increased inches. She was snappy at school and snarly at home, +difficult to please, and ready to take offence at everything. Probably +a week's rest in bed, on a feeding diet and a good tonic, was what her +tired body and irritable nerves required, but nobody had the hardihood +to make such a suggestion. Except in cases of dire necessity, the +Gascoynes did not indulge in the luxury of medical advice or chemist's +bills, so Gwen perforce did without a doctor, and the medicine he +would most undoubtedly have prescribed for her. So far from thinking +of rest, she was making plans sufficient to fill five holidays instead +of one; even she herself laughed sometimes at the largeness of her +projects compared with the brief month in which she was to carry them +out. + +Meantime the two days of the dramatic performances had arrived. The +Seniors always had the first afternoon and the Juniors the second, the +audience being composed of the rest of the school together with the +mistresses. The outside public was not invited, as the little plays +were only intended to be acted among the girls themselves. The Sixth +naturally led off, and Gwen quaked as she sat with her Form in front +of the heavy red curtains. She was afraid an unpleasant surprise +awaited her comrades, and she wondered how they would take it. Exactly +what she expected happened. The bell rang, the curtains were drawn +aside to reveal--alas, alas, for the Fifth!--a very excellently got up +trial scene from the _Merchant of Venice_. Bessie Manners, the head of +the school, was a majestic Portia in a handsome scarlet robe; Winnie +made an attractive Nerissa; while all the other characters were +arrayed in slightly more sumptuous costumes than Elspeth and Hilda had +been able to collect. + +A shudder of cold horror ran through the unfortunate Fifth, the +dramatic representatives of which listened with a kind of fascination +to their own speeches, tripped off lightly and easily by their +Seniors. It was more particularly galling as all realized that the +whole thing was on a rather higher scale than theirs; it was better +staged, much prompter, the actions were more appropriate, and the +players less stiff and self-conscious, to say nothing of the superior +dresses. In gloomy resignation they sat the scene out, and had the +magnanimity to applaud heartily at the end. Then came the crisis. + +"We can't possibly give the very same thing all over again," whispered +Hilda to Elspeth. "We shall just have to announce that ours is 'off'." + +Deeply humiliated and disgusted, the Fifth retired to its own +classroom to discuss the untoward event. + +"It's too sickening--when I'd borrowed the wig on purpose!" wailed +Hilda. "You can't think how I had to pester Dad to lend it." + +"And my Bassanio doublet and tights were made at a dressmaker's!" +lamented Louise Mawson. + +"Who'd have thought of the Sixth choosing that very scene?" + +"Well, I tried to persuade you to take something else instead," +declared Gwen, offering Job's comfort to the disappointed ones. + +"Gwen Gascoyne, I verily believe you knew all the time what the Sixth +were going to have." + +"You must have known when your sister was in it." + +"I wasn't sure, but I had an inkling," confessed Gwen. + +"Then why didn't you tell?" howled the girls in chorus. + +"Why? Because it didn't seem fair. Winnie hadn't said a word--I only +guessed. You know we're all supposed to keep our own secrets." + +"In this case you ought to have warned us properly. It was too bad to +let us rehearse all that time, and get all the costumes together--for +this!" + +"We've made ourselves ridiculous, and it's your fault entirely." + +"Couldn't you act it here, just among ourselves?" suggested Gwen +humbly; but her proposal was squashed by an indignant and scornful +majority. + +"Act it here indeed! Who'd care to do that, I wonder? Don't be so +idiotic. You've spoilt our performance, Gwen Gascoyne, when you might +have saved it. Why couldn't you stay in the Lower School? You haven't +sense enough to be a Senior." + +It was not a very satisfactory ending to a first term, even though +Gwen had done better in the exams than she expected, so that her place +in her new Form was well assured. She still felt an outcast, and as +she shut her desk for the last time on breaking-up day, she gave a +sigh of intense relief to think that she was going to enjoy a whole +month's freedom from the society of her classmates. + +Home at present was the _summum bonum_ of her wishes. She almost +danced along the road from school, and behaved so jubilantly in the +bus that Winnie had to interfere, and give her a hint to restrain her +hilarity before the other passengers. She rushed into the Parsonage +like a cyclone, and flung her satchel under the bookcase. + +"There! That's done with! Hurrah! No more horrid, hateful, scrambly, +early breakfasts, and tramping off through the mud. Every day's a +Saturday, and I'm just going to have a glorious time." + +"There's plenty for you to do," said Beatrice, fishing out the satchel +and putting it tidily away on Gwen's special shelf. "I haven't +finished those texts I was making for the church yet, and--" + +"Oh, wow! Don't set me to work too soon! I've a heap of things of my +own that want doing first. Winnie is far cleverer at cutting texts +than I am." + +"She's more to be depended upon, certainly," said Beatrice dryly. + +Each member of the family was mysteriously occupied with special +secrets. There were still five days before Christmas, time for an +energetic person to get through a great deal, and Gwen hoped to +accomplish wonders. She was in a sad quandary about her Christmas +gifts. Her savings box, which ought to have contained over fifteen +shillings, only held a threepennybit and two halfpennies; and she +shook her head dismally as she reviewed her pauper condition. + +"I must make presents, that's the long and short of it," she told +herself. "They can't be handsome ones. And, oh dear! they'll all think +me so horribly stingy and mean. Well, they'll have to, for I can't +explain! It's absolutely sickening, but it's inevitable." + +So Gwen shut herself up in her bedroom, locked out the injured Lesbia, +who had plans of her own which she wished to pursue in privacy, put on +a thick jacket and a pair of mittens to keep herself warm, and set to +work bravely. It is rather hard to make bricks without straw, and her +supply of materials, mostly purloined from Beatrice's piece-box, was +decidedly scanty. She held a review of the articles when she had +finished, and screwed up her face over them in expressive +dissatisfaction. + +"They're a shabby little lot, that's flat!" she decided. + +She turned them over disconsolately--the needle-book for Beatrice, not +too tidily sewn; the blotter for Winnie, with its brown paper cover, +hastily painted with a spray of roses, and its one sheet of blotting +paper begged from Father's writing-table; the pincushion for Lesbia, +trimmed with a piece of washed ribbon; and the two postcard albums for +Basil and Giles, made out of pieces of cardboard with slits cut in the +corners. + +"I can afford to spend the threepennybit on Father and Martin," she +thought; "but I must leave the halfpennies to rattle in my box, so +that it doesn't sound empty." + +The village shop did not offer a very large selection of goods for an +expenditure of threepence. Gwen was almost at her wits' end what to +choose, and finally came away with a cake of oatmeal soap and a large +red chalk pencil. Walking back up the village she met Beatrice. + +"I've just been to see the Casses," said the latter. "They're in awful +trouble. Thomas Cass has sprained his wrist and can't go out in his +boat, and Mrs. Cass is in bed with bronchitis. Johnnie's running about +with his toes all through his boots, and says he can't come to church +or Sunday School because he hasn't another pair." + +"Haven't you an old pair of Lesbia's or Stumps's?" suggested Gwen. + +"Not one. We sold them all at the Rummage Sale." + +"Then he'll have to go barefoot, I suppose." + +"I was wondering," said Beatrice tentatively, "if we could manage to +get him a pair ourselves. Winnie would give something, I'm sure, and +so would I, and so would Father." + +Gwen was silent. + +"I thought perhaps as you'd rescued him you might feel interested in +him, and you'd care--" + +Beatrice did not finish the sentence, but looked at her sister +hopefully. + +Gwen stared at the ground and went very red, but she said nothing, and +Beatrice, after waiting a moment, turned away and entered the post +office. + +"Of all absolute frauds, I feel the meanest!" groaned Gwen. "Beatrice +will think me a perfect miser, hoarding up my money and not willing to +spend a farthing on anybody! If she only knew the bankruptcy of my +box! Was any wretched girl ever in such a fix? Oh! Gwen Gascoyne, +you've got yourself into an atrocious mess altogether, and I don't see +how you're ever going to climb out of it." + +Gwen's one sheet anchor of hope, to which she clung in a kind of +desperation, was the thought of the postal orders that Grannie and +Aunt Violet almost invariably sent at Christmas. If these did not +arrive, she could not pay Netta, and then--well, any kind of +catastrophe might be expected to follow. She went about with a load of +lead on her heart, and a consequent shortness of temper highly trying +to the rest of the family. She was grumpy with the little boys, +impatient with Lesbia, and so unaccommodating over doing the +decorations in church that Beatrice finally begged her to go home, +saying she and Winnie could finish alone. + +"You two always want to get rid of me!" flared out Gwen as she stumped +defiantly away. + +It was not a very happy preparation for Christmas, and Gwen stood +rather forlornly in the church porch, her hands in her pockets, +watching a few snowflakes that were beginning to fall silently from +the heavy grey sky and to whiten the tops of the gravestones and the +outlines of the crooked yew trees near the gate. The peace and +goodwill that ought to have been present everywhere to-day seemed to +have vanished. + +"Beatrice was just horrid," thought Gwen, quite oblivious of the fact +that the quarrel was of her own making. We are so apt to forget that +the world is like a mirror, and if we insist upon frowning into it, it +will probably frown back. We sometimes expect other people to do all +the forbearing, and then are astonished if our much-tried friends fail +in the very point in which we ourselves are so deficient. + +"Why, Gwen, what a woebegone face!" exclaimed Father, who hurried in +for a moment to speak to the parish clerk. "You'd make a grand model +for an artist who wanted to paint a picture of 'Misery'. Are the +decorations finished?" + +"Almost; at least my part of them." + +"Then go home and open that parcel of Parish Magazines you'll find on +my study table, and deliver those that belong to the village. You know +where to find the list. Be sure to tick the names off. And don't go +farther down the road than Marriott's farm; it's getting dark." + +Gwen cheered visibly. She was always glad to do something for Father, +if it were only distributing Parish Magazines, so she strode off with +a swinging step, humming the carol that the school children had been +practising with Winnie that afternoon. + + "Show us, dear Christ-Child, Thy Christmas light, + Teach us the song of the Angels bright, + And the love of the Mother blest. + And help us this Christmas to learn of Thee + All we should do, and all we should be, + And how we can please Thee best." + +Fortunately the Gascoynes were a forgiving family, and when they all +met at tea-time nobody seemed to remember Gwen's ill humour. The +evening was a busy one, for there were holly and ivy to be put up in +the Parsonage now the church was finished, and the usual mirth over a +bough of mistletoe which old Mr. Hodson, who owned the big farm by the +mill, always cut off every year from an apple tree in his orchard and +brought to them with his own hands. Gwen forgot her troubles and +romped with the rest, accepting Martin's sticky kisses in the spirit +in which they were intended. The Gascoynes did not hang up their +stockings, but laid their presents on the breakfast-table, so that +they could have the gratification of opening all their parcels +together. It was a point of honour not to take the tiniest peep inside +even the most tempting-looking package until the whole family was +assembled. Gwen had tried to make up for the poverty of her offerings +by the warmth of the greetings she wrote outside, but she did not +feel proud of her collection as she carried it downstairs. She was the +last, so she hastily made her distribution, and turned to her own +plate. She had been well remembered: a book from Father; a nightdress +case, beautifully embroidered, from Beatrice; a new purse from Winnie; +a big bottle of scent from dear little Lesbia, who to buy it must +certainly have gone without the blue-handled penknife she had coveted +so much in Bayne's window; some pencils from Giles and Basil; and a +piece of indiarubber from Martin, who had compassed seven presents on +a capital of eightpence-halfpenny. Gwen looked rather anxiously as the +others opened the packets she had addressed to them; but whatever they +thought, they all had the niceness to hide their feelings, and thanked +her as if she had given them the most expensive objects obtainable. + +Father's humour, however, could not help twinkling out at the cake of +soap: "To Darling Dad, with dearest and best love, from Gwen". + +"I hope it isn't a hint I need washing," he said with mock +seriousness. + +"I thought you liked oatmeal soap!" protested Gwen, nearly crying. + +"So I do, my dear; and I haven't had any for a long time. Like the man +in Pears's advertisement, I shall now use no other." + +"Here's the postman!" shouted Giles, rushing excitedly to the door, +where that much-burdened official, with an extra man to help him, was +sorting out what belonged to the Parsonage. + +"Six letters for you, Gwen, and two parcels," said Beatrice, assuming +command of the correspondence, and distributing it among the eager +family. + +Gwen snatched her share nervously. Would any of the letters contain +the longed-for postal orders? No, they all had halfpenny stamps, and +were clearly only Christmas cards. + +Then she fell upon the parcels. The first contained a handsome knitted +coat, and cap to match, "with love from Grannie", and the second, a +beautiful little set of Wordsworth's poems in a cloth case, "with Aunt +Violet's best wishes". + +Gwen sat down on the sofa, feeling as if she had received a rude +shock. That both Grannie and Aunt Violet should have sent presents +instead of money was worse than she had calculated upon. She tried to +pull herself together, and not show her disappointment too plainly, +but the thought of what she owed was paramount. It only made it worse +that the gifts were really acceptable, and that the rest of the family +persisted in considering her extremely lucky. + +"It was kind of Grannie to send that lovely coat: dark green will just +suit you. Try it on, and the cap too," said Winnie. + +"It looks swank!" declared the boys. + +"They'll go with your dark green skirt," affirmed Beatrice. + +"The Wordsworths are scrumptious!" said Lesbia. "You've done awfully +well this Christmas!" + +"Yes, but how am I going to pay my debts?" thought Gwen, as she ran +upstairs to get ready for church. + + + + +CHAPTER X + +A Prodigal + + +As the next term seemed likely to bring its own crop of troubles, +Gwen, with a kind of grim philosophy, determined to enjoy herself +while she could, and make the most of the holidays. She helped +vigorously at the schools, where tea parties for children and +grownups, concerts and other entertainments were in full swing, and +she even wrung a few words of appreciation from Beatrice for her +active services in the way of slicing up cake, cutting ham sandwiches, +and pouring out innumerable cups of tea. Gwen liked the village +festivities, she knew everybody in the place, and found it all fun, +from listening to the comic songs of the local grocer, to playing +Oranges and Lemons with the babies in the Infant School. + +"We've three real parties too," she said on December 30th, "as well as +going to the Chambers' this afternoon." + +"I hardly think Mrs. Chambers will expect you," declared Beatrice, +looking out of the window at the dark sky. "It's beginning to snow +already, and I believe we shall have a heavy fall." + +"Then it must keep off till to-morrow, for we've got to get to North +Ditton somehow!" announced Gwen. + +Dick's mother had asked the younger Gascoynes to tea, and amongst +their various invitations it was to this that Gwen looked forward the +most. She wanted to see Dick's home, and the collection of birds' eggs +and butterflies which he had promised to show her, and his magic +lantern, and his microscope, and all the Natural History books of +which he had so often spoken. She watched the weather impatiently, and +when the snow fell faster and faster, and Beatrice decided +emphatically that the visit was impossible, she broke into open +mutiny. + +"It's too bad! We shouldn't take any harm. What an old mollycoddle you +are, Beatrice!" + +"I've a little more sense in my head than you have! With this wind the +roads will be deep in drifts. It's quite unfit to go out, especially +for you with that nasty cough. I should have you laid up with +bronchitis." + +"My cold's better," affirmed Gwen, trying not to sound hoarse; "snow +doesn't hurt people. Father's gone out in it!" + +"Father was obliged to go--it's quite a different thing for him. I'm +sorry you're disappointed, but really, Gwen, don't be so childish! +Look at Lesbia, she isn't making such a dreadful fuss!" + +"Lesbia never worries about anything, so it's no virtue at all!" +snarled Gwen, knowing perfectly well that she was unfair, for Lesbia +undoubtedly added self-control to her naturally sweet disposition. +"You always hold up Lesbia! You've no right to say we must stop at +home, just because you're the eldest!" + +Beatrice sighed. Sometimes she thought this turbulent cuckoo of a +younger sister was the cross of her life. + +"It's no use talking in this way, Gwen! Somebody must be in authority, +and you'll have to do as you're told." + +"I shan't! I don't care! You're only six years older than I am!" + +And Gwen flounced out of the room in a rage. She ran upstairs, her +eyes smarting with hot tears of temper. She was disgusted with the +others for not taking the matter more to heart. How could Lesbia sit +reading so calmly, or the boys amuse themselves with their absurd +engine? + +"They don't care like I do! I wish I could go without them!" she said +aloud. + +The idea was an excellent one. What fun it would be to go alone, and +have Dick all to herself--no tiresome youngsters to claim his +attention, finger his books, and perhaps break his birds' eggs; not +even Lesbia to ask stupid questions about things any ordinary person +ought to know. She could easily tell Mrs. Chambers that her sister had +thought it too stormy for the little ones to venture, and probably Dr. +Chambers would drive her back in the gig. + +"After all, Father never told me not to go!" she thought, "and +Beatrice is getting a perfect tyrant; I can't be expected to obey her +as if I were an infant. A girl in the Fifth is quite old enough to +decide things for herself, especially when she's as tall as I am!" + +Gwen changed her dress, put on her best hair ribbon, her brooch, and +her locket, then peeped cautiously down the stairs. Although she felt +full of self-assertion, she had no wish to risk a further encounter +with Beatrice. All seemed quiet, so, donning hat and coat, she crept +to the cupboard where mackintoshes and galoshes were kept, and armed +herself to defy the weather. It was quite an easy matter to slip out +by the back door, and in less than ten seconds she was hurrying +through the village, chuckling at her own daring and cleverness. Thick +flakes were whirling everywhere: when she looked upwards they showed +as little dark patches against the neutral-tinted sky, but when they +passed the line of vision, each soft lump of crystals gleamed purest +white as it joined the ever-deepening mass below. Every gate and stump +and rubbish heap was a thing of beauty, glorified by the ethereal +covering of the snow; the dead clumps of ragwort by the road side, the +withered branches of oak, the shrivelled trails of bramble all seemed +transformed by the feathery particles into a species of fairyland. + +As Gwen left the village, and took the path that led across the moor, +she seemed to walk into a cloud of whiteness that enclosed her and +shut her out from all before or behind. She stood still for a moment, +and drew in her breath with a sense of intense exhilaration. She was +all by herself in the midst of this new-found world of snow, and the +very solitude had a fascination. It is good sometimes for the spirit +to be alone; strange vague thoughts, half memories, half imaginings, +fill the brain like a full high tide; strong impressions, unfelt and +unknowable in the distraction of human company, force themselves +silently yet persistently upon us; the corporal and the tangible lose +their hard outlines and begin to merge into the in visible--in such +moments the soul grows. It is perhaps one of the disadvantages of a +large family that the members are apt to lack what one might call +spiritual elbow room, the constant close companionship, the fridging +and rubbing of the continual, daily, hourly intercourse, though an +excellent discipline for the temper, leaves scant opportunity for the +development of the individuality. Gwen could not have explained this +in the least, but as she stood in the still quiet of the falling snow, +she felt as if all the little fretting cares and worries and squabbles +and anxieties dropped away into a subordinate place, and she were +viewing life with another range of vision, where the proportions of +things were quite changed. + +She walked on, almost as if she were in a dream, without even the +sound of a footstep to break the intense silence. She was now on the +open wold, where there were neither hedges nor walls, but only a few +stones to mark the road from the sedgy, heathery expanse of moor that +stretched on either side. Gwen knew the way so thoroughly that she +thought she could have followed it blindfold. Every rock and boulder +and bush were familiar, and as a rule were so many points along the +daily path to school. Now, however, all the well-known landmarks +seemed to have a strange similarity, and to be merging into one great +white waste, in which tree stump was indistinguishable from stone or +gorse clump. The light was fading rapidly, for the clouds went on +gathering, and the flakes came down ever thicker and faster. So far +Gwen had gone on with the utmost confidence, but now she stopped and +entertained a doubt. She did not recognize the boulder on her right, +and the juniper bush on her left was surely strange. + +"I verily believe I've come wrong somehow," she muttered. "There's +nothing for it but to turn back." + +She could see her own footsteps in the snow behind, and for some +hundreds of yards she traced them; then they began to get fainter and +fainter, and presently they were hidden entirely by the new-fallen +flakes. The road was completely obliterated, there was nothing round +her but shapeless indefinite whiteness. Then it dawned upon Gwen's +soul that she was lost, lost hopelessly on the bare wold, where she +might wander for miles without seeing the gleam of a farmhouse window +or hearing even the bark of a shepherd's dog. The solitude that before +had seemed so inspiring, suddenly became oppressive loneliness. What +was she to do? Tramp on and on, perhaps in a circle, till she could go +no farther? Already it was heavy walking, and under the rocks and +bushes the drifts were deepening. Yet it would never do to sit down in +the snow. Tired as she was, she must keep moving, and while the +faintest gleam of daylight lasted she must try and find some +guide-post to civilization. + +"I wish I'd brought Jingles. I never thought of him," she sighed, +longing regretfully for the shaggy Irish terrier that acted watchdog +at the Parsonage. "I wonder how soon they'll miss me at home? Not till +tea-time, I expect, and then they'll probably think I'm at the +Chambers'. Beatrice would guess where I'd gone. How furiously angry +she'll be!" + +For the first time a little awkward uncomfortable inward suggestion +began to croak that elder sisters are occasionally right, and may +even be wiser in their generation than tall girls who have entered the +Fifth. Gwen's cough, which had been hacking all day, came on much +worse, and began to hurt her chest: she wished she had brought her +_thick_ muffler. It was a subject of perennial dispute between herself +and Beatrice, and she often discarded it simply because the latter +told her to put it on. She hated to appear mollycoddlish, and +sometimes indeed did very silly things out of sheer foolhardiness. At +present she was bitterly cold. The snow had sifted inside her +galoshes, and made her feet wet, and the chilly wind was creeping down +her neck and up her sleeves, and whirling frozen flakes at her face. +No cheery tea in the Chambers' drawing-room, and no delightful chat +with Dick afterwards about photography and magic lanterns. + +"The fact of the matter is that I've been an idiot!" she confessed to +herself. "Anybody with an ounce of sense would have known it was too +snowy to cross the wold. I ought to have gone round by the high road. +I seemed to turn across here just out of habit." + +Gwen could not tell how long she stumbled about. It felt like +interminable hours as she wearily dragged herself along, watching the +sky grow darker, and the landscape more and more blurred, till she +could scarcely distinguish which was snow and which was sky. At last +her aching limbs absolutely refused to carry her any farther, and she +crouched under the shelter of a big juniper bush that overhung a piece +of rock. Here at least she was out of the biting, freezing wind. The +comparative warmth made her feel sleepy. She roused herself with an +effort. To sleep in the snow, she knew, was fatal, so she fell to +rubbing her hands and feet to try and restore the circulation. All at +once she started up and shouted aloud. + +In the distance she had heard a short, sharp yelp, and she reasoned +that where there was a dog, a man might possibly be following. Again +and again she called, till, to her intense relief, a "Hallo!" came in +answer, and she made out a snowy form moving in her direction. The dog +found her first; it bounded at her, whining and sniffing at her +skirts, then rushed away barking loudly to inform its master of her +whereabouts. + +"Can you tell me where I am? I've got lost!" cried Gwen, wading +through a drift in her eagerness to meet her rescuer. + +"Why, you're close to our house--Rawlins' farm. Who is it? I can't see +in the dark. Miss Gascoyne? Why, whatever are you doing here all +alone?" + +He might well ask, Gwen thought, but she ignored the question. She +knew the man, for he was a parishioner, and two of his boys sang in +the choir at church. + +"Can you tell me how to get home?" she said, with chattering teeth and +watering eyes. + +"Better come and have a sup o' tea first; you look clemmed wi' the +cold," he returned. "We'll tak' you back after wi' the lantern. It's +nobbut a step to the farm." + +He whistled to the dog and moved on, and Gwen stumbled after him, +wondering how she had missed seeing the house when it was so near. She +scarcely knew whether to pose in the light of a heroine or a culprit +as she walked into Mrs. Rawlins' kitchen, but decided to give as +guarded an account of the matter as she could. There would be +explanations in plenty when she returned to the Parsonage. She was +very glad to sit and thaw by the fire and drink hot tea, despite the +difficulty of fencing with Mrs. Rawlins' questions, that good dame +being consumed with curiosity, and not restrained by any feelings of +delicacy from catechizing her guest. + +"Yes. No, I wasn't coming back from school, it's the holidays--yes, +I'm generally with one of my sisters--no, I wasn't delivering Parish +Magazines, we sent yours by Charlie--yes, I expect my father will be +missing me. Thanks very much for the tea; I think I must be going +now," said Gwen, gulping her second cup and making a move. + +"Here's the lantern, Jim," said Mrs. Rawlins to her husband, "and take +Miss Gascoyne round by the road; 'tain't fit to venture over the moor. +It's scarce a night for a Christian to be out--and her with that +churchyard cough, too! Goodness, gracious, how it's blowing!" + +Gwen reached home so spent and exhausted with her long tramp through +the snow, that she had only wits enough left wearily to thank Mr. +Rawlins for his escort, and to stumble in at the front door. Winnie +ran forward with a cry of relief, and shouted to Beatrice the welcome +news of the arrival. + +"Don't ask me anything! Oh, I just want to go to bed; I'm done!" +wailed Gwen, subsiding on to the nearest chair. + +Beatrice took the hint, and refrained from any reproaches till she +had tucked up the prodigal in warmed blankets, with a hot bottle at +her feet, and seen her consume a basin full of steaming bread and +milk. Then she observed: + +"I suppose you know Father and half the village are out hunting for +you with lanterns? They raised the Boy Scouts and broke up the Band of +Hope meeting. They telephoned to the Police Station at North Ditton +too. I expect you're rather proud of yourself!" + +And Gwen turned her face to the wall and sobbed and coughed till she +nearly choked. + +Next afternoon a very miserable-looking object, with watering eyes and +a swollen cheek sat wrapped in a shawl by the fire in Father's study. +Gwen had made her peace with Beatrice and had been forgiven, but she +was still "eating the husks" of her escapade in the shape of a +thoroughly bad cold and a touch of toothache. She refused to stay in +bed, yet the noise of the family sitting-room made her head throb, so +finally Father had taken pity upon her, and allowed her to bring her +troubles into his sanctum. He had said very little about the events of +the day before, but Gwen knew exactly what he must be thinking. She +mopped her eyes with her handkerchief, and tried to believe it was her +toothache that was making her cry. After a long time she said huskily, +a propos of nothing in particular: + +"Things always go so hardly with me, somehow, Dad! I don't know how it +is. I generally seem unlucky, both at school and at home. I suppose +it's partly me, but if things were easier, I'd be better. I should, +really." + +[Illustration: "THINGS GO SO HARDLY WITH ME SOMEHOW, DAD."] + +Father did not reply: he was busy addressing the motto-cards that he +was sending to his parishioners for the New Year. He handed one to her +silently. + +And Gwen read: + + "O do not pray for easy lives. Pray to be stronger men. Do + not pray for tasks equal to your powers; pray for powers + equal to your tasks. Then the doing of your work shall be no + miracle. But you shall be a miracle. Every day you shall + wonder at yourself, at the richness of life which has come + to you by the Grace of God." + +--_Phillips Brooks._ + +Gwen sat staring hard into the fire. + +"I'll hang this up in my bedroom, Dad," she said presently. + +"Do; you'll find it worth thinking about," replied Father, as he +blotted the thirty-fourth envelope. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +A Prize Essay + + +Gwen went back to school feeling rather tamed and sober. The bad cold +and face-ache, subsequent on her adventure in the snow, had seriously +interfered with her plans for the holidays, and she had not +accomplished half she intended to do in the time. Dick Chambers had +been laid up in bed with an attack of rheumatism, so she had scarcely +seen anything of him, and altogether the much-longed-for month had +held its disappointments. She returned to her desk in the Fifth almost +glad to begin a fresh term, though she knew many difficulties awaited +her. First and foremost was the horrible fact that she owed a whole +sovereign to Netta Goodwin, and had absolutely no prospect of paying +it. She tried to avoid any private conversation with her chum, but the +ruse was not successful for long. Netta was a girl who was accustomed +to get her own way, and she followed Gwen round the school until she +caught her alone. + +"I say, you old slacker, what about that sov.?" she began. "I suppose +you got your Christmas presents all right?" + +"Oh, yes, I got my presents!" said Gwen, trying to pass things off +airily. "Not quite what I expected, though." + +"But you can pay me back?" + +"I'm afraid I can't just yet." + +Netta's rather pretty face changed its expression considerably. + +"When can you, then?" she asked sharply. "I want to know." + +"Could you wait a fortnight?" + +"It's inconvenient, but I might." + +Netta was still scowling. "Will you promise faithfully to bring it by +the 1st of February?" + +"I'll do my best," agreed Gwen, escaping from what was to both a very +unpleasant interview. + +She had mentioned a fortnight simply on the spur of the moment to put +Netta off, but she knew that the 1st of February would bring no way +out of her entanglement. It was something, however, to have even a +respite of two weeks; it gave her time to think and to lay plans. She +wondered what Netta would do if, as seemed most likely, the debt still +remained owing. She did not suppose Netta would turn informer to Miss +Roscoe, but she might very possibly mention the matter to Winnie, who +would tell Beatrice, who would promptly tell Father. + +"Only a fortnight!" groaned Gwen, feeling like a criminal in a +condemned cell. "Unless 'something turns up', as Mr. Micawber says in +_David Copperfield_. If I were the heroine of a novel, a forgotten +uncle in America would suddenly die, and leave me a million just at +the opportune moment. But I'm only a very unromantic, every-day kind +of person, not the forget-me-not-eyed, spun-gold-haired, +wild-rose-petal-complexioned, pearly-toothed sort of girl who gets +fortunes; I'm solid fact, not fiction. Most things are nowadays, I +suppose." + +Certainly the Fifth Form did not offer scope for romance or sentiment. +Its daily doings were most prosaic, a round in which Latin, +mathematics, and chemistry were chiefly to the fore, and the only +appeal to the imagination was the weekly lecture on English literature +from the Principal. Gwen liked these; Miss Roscoe had the knack of +making historical dry bones live, and encouraged the girls to read for +themselves. All her lessons were interesting, but in this she was +inspiring. She was accustomed to give themes for fortnightly +exercises, and at the first lecture of this new term she announced as +a special subject: "An Essay on any one of the Great Writers of the +Victorian Era", promising a volume of Browning's poems as a prize. + +"I had intended to offer it for Christmas," she said, "but I thought +you were too busy preparing for examinations to be able to give time +to such an essay. I hope you'll do justice to the subject now." + +It was a large order, thought Gwen, when already their homework had +about reached its outside limit. Miss Roscoe was quite unconscionable +in her demands on their time and brains. She fixed the standard of the +Form so high that only the very bright girls could possibly keep up to +it. Many slacked off entirely, but Gwen could not, dared not slack. +She knew Miss Roscoe was watching her work, and that very much +depended upon her reports for the next year or two. Father had thrown +out a few hints that had stirred her ambition and raised wild hopes +for the future. She was aware that there were several good +scholarships from Rodenhurst, and visions of College began to dawn on +her horizon. + +"'Gwen Gascoyne, B.A.', sounds no end. It would be worth the grind. I +mayn't be the beauty of the family, but I believe I've got the best +share of the brains. Beatrice would be proud of me if I took my +degree. I must make something of this essay if I 'burn the midnight'. +Miss Roscoe will expect me to turn up trumps. I'll toil like a navvy!" + +So Gwen decided, and stuck to her resolution. She had an undoubted +capacity for work, a power of application and of steady plodding that +were of immense service, as well as more brilliant gifts. She attacked +the question at once. The Victorian writers offered a fairly wide +choice of subject. She hesitated at first between George Eliot and +Dickens, and finally selected Thomas Carlyle. Something about the +rugged old prophet attracted her, and she thought he would be a +congenial theme for her pen. She spent every spare moment in reading +his biographies or his works, till she felt she had him at her +fingers' ends. Then, with a mass of notes as a foundation, she began +her essay. + +Most young writers undergo the same first agonies of composition: the +vainly sought simile, the sentence that will not turn nicely, the +tiresome word that crops up too often, yet for which there seems no +adequate substitute; the sudden lack of ideas, or the non-ability to +clothe those one has in suitable language. + +Gwen wrote and burnt, and wrote and burnt again, till at last she +managed something, not at all up to the ideal of her imagination, but +the best her limited literary experience could produce. She refused to +show it to anybody at home, and bore it off to school to read over and +correct during the dinner hour. She was sitting at her desk, busy +altering sentences and erasing words, when Netta came into the room. + +"Hello, you old solitary hermit!" she exclaimed. "What are you doing +here, with your nose buried in an exercise book? There's no getting at +you nowadays. You'll grow old before your time, Gwen, my child! Come +out this instant, and play basket-ball." + +"Can't, so that's flat," responded Gwen. "Netta, if you love me, if +you've any humanity in you, leave me alone. Basket-ball's off till +I've finished this." + +"Well, you've got to tell me what you're doing, at any rate. Let me +look! No, Miss Modesty, you're not going to hide your light under a +bushel. I insist! Oho! What have we got here now?" + +Netta dragged the book from Gwen's reluctant hands, and sitting on a +neighbouring desk, began hastily to skim through the essay, giving +grunts of approval as she read. + +"First rate! I say, this is immense! Gwen, my hearty, I didn't think +you'd got it in you!" + +"Will it do?" demanded Gwen anxiously. She had sat on metaphorical +pins to hear Netta's verdict. + +"Do? I should rather think it would! If Lemonade doesn't mark it A1, +First Prize, I shall say she doesn't know her business, that's all! +You're pretty safe for that book of Browning, in my opinion." + +"Wish it were cash instead! But I shan't get it in any case," sighed +Gwen. "If I did, I'd trade it for anything I could." + +"You mercenary wretch!" + +"I'm so hard up. I'm no nearer paying what I owe you, Netta. I +literally haven't a penny in my pocket I wish you'd take it in kind +instead of money." + +Netta sat silent, drumming with her fingers on the desk. + +"I've a rather decent locket, if you'd care for that--" continued +Gwen. + +"Hush! Be quiet! You've given me an idea, Gwen Gascoyne." + +"Or I've a really jolly writing case--almost new--" + +"I don't want your lockets or your writing cases; I've heaps of my +own. I know one thing I do want, though, and if you like to trade, you +can." + +"Done! Only name it, and it's yours with my blessing." + +"Well, I want this essay--" + +"My essay! What do you mean?" + +Gwen snatched back her exercise book as a mother clutches her +first-born. + +"I mean what I say. If you like to hand over 'Thomas Carlyle' to me, +I'll take it instead of the sov., and call us quits. It would be a new +experience to win a prize. How amazed everyone would be!" + +"You surely wouldn't pass it off as your own?" + +"Why not?" + +"Why, Netta! That would be rather strong, even for you!" + +"I told you long ago I was no saint. Besides, what's the harm? It's a +business arrangement. You offered to pay me in kind, and this happens +to be the 'pound of flesh', I fancy. It's perfectly fair." + +"Um! Don't quite see the fairness myself." + +"But it is!" protested Netta rather huffily. "I believe lots of +popular authors don't do all their own writing themselves. They engage +secretaries to help them. I've even heard of clergymen buying their +sermons." + +"Oh, oh! Father doesn't!" Gwen's tone was warm. + +"Well, I didn't say he did, but I believe it's done all the same. And if +a vicar can read somebody else's sermon in the pulpit as if it were his +own, I may hand in somebody else's essay. _Quod est demonstrandum_, my +child." + +"Can't see it!" grunted Gwen. + +"Look here, Gwen Gascoyne, you've got to see it! I've been uncommonly +patient with you, but I don't quite appreciate the joke of being done +out of that sov. I must either have it or its equivalent. You can +please yourself which." + +Netta's eyes were flashing, and her mouth was twitching ominously. She +was a jolly enough fair-weather comrade, but she could be uncommonly +nasty if things went wrong. + +"I suppose you don't consider it unfair to keep me waiting all this +time?" she added scathingly. + +Gwen kicked the desk and groaned. + +"Well, it just amounts to this: if you don't choose to come to terms, +I'll tell Lemonade. Yes, I will! I don't care a scrap if I went into +her room as well as you. You broke the china, and you'd get into the +worst row. It wouldn't be pleasant for you. I think you'd better hand +over Mr. Thomas Carlyle to me, my dear." + +"And what am I to do, I should like to know?" + +"Write another on a different author." + +"There isn't time." + +"Yes there is, heaps! I don't want it to be as good as this, +naturally. Well, are you going to trade, or are you not? I can't wait +here all day!" + +For answer, Gwen held out the exercise book. She was in a desperately +tight corner; everything seemed to have conspired against her. She +knew Netta and her mad, reckless moods quite well enough to appreciate +the fact that her threat to tell Miss Roscoe was no idle one. When her +temper was roused, Netta was capable of anything. + +"It's her fault more than mine if it's not fair. I really can't help +it," thought Gwen, trying to find excuses for herself. + +"Oh! Glad you've come to your senses at last!" sneered Netta, as she +clutched the precious manuscript and stalked away, slamming the door +behind her. There was no one else in the room, so Gwen laid her head +down on the desk, and indulged in an altogether early Victorian +exhibition of feeling. Her essay--her cherished essay, over which she +had taken such superhuman pains, to be torn away from her like this! +It was to have brought her such credit from Miss Roscoe, for even if +it did not win the prize, it would surely be highly commended. And she +had made herself a party to a fraud, for however much she might try +to whitewash her act, she knew she had no right to allow Netta to use +her work. + +"Dad would despise me! Oh, what an abominable mix and muddle it all +is! And I was going to start the New Year so straight!" wailed Gwen. + +Netta in the meantime had put the essay away in her locker with the +utmost satisfaction. She felt she had decidedly scored. Neither +brilliant nor a hard worker, she had no opportunity of distinguishing +herself in the Form under ordinary circumstances: here chance had +flung into her hand the very thing she wanted. It would not take long +to copy the sixteen pages of rather sprawling writing, then "Thomas +Carlyle" would be her own. + +"And a surprise for everyone!" she chuckled complacently. "Of course, +it's rather dear--a whole pound! But--yes, most undoubtedly it's worth +it!" + +To Gwen, not the lightest part of the business was that she was faced +with the horrible necessity of writing another essay. Only two days +remained, so time pressed. It was impossible to look up any subject +adequately, so she chose Dickens, as being an author whose books she +knew fairly well, and by dint of much brain racking and real hard +labour contrived to give some slight sketch of his life and an +appreciation of his genius. She was painfully conscious, however, that +the result was poor, the style slipshod, and the general composition +lacking both in unity and finish. She pulled a long face as she signed +her name to it. + +"That isn't going to do much for you, Gwen Gascoyne," she said to +herself. "It won't even get 'commended'. Bah! I'm sick of the whole +thing!" + +She felt more sick still on the day when Miss Roscoe returned the +essays. + +"I had hoped the average standard would be higher," commented the +Principal. "Very few girls have treated the subject in any really +critical spirit. There is only one paper worthy of notice--that on +Thomas Carlyle by Netta Goodwin, and it is so excellent that it stands +head and shoulders above all the others. I am very pleased, Netta, +very pleased indeed, that you should have done so well. Your essay is +carefully thought out and nicely expressed, and is evidently the +result of much painstaking work. You thoroughly deserve the prize +which I offered, and I have written your name in the book." + +The Fifth Form gasped as Netta, with a smile of infinite triumph, +marched jauntily up the room to receive her copy of Browning's Poems. +Each girl looked at her neighbour in almost incredulous astonishment. +Netta Goodwin, of all people in the world, to have won such praise! + +Gwen drew her breath hard, and clenched her fists till her nails hurt +her palms. At that moment, I am afraid, she hated Netta. + +"Who was your author, Gwen? I chose Thackeray," said Louise Mawson +afterwards. + +"Dickens--and I only got 'fairly creditable'," responded Gwen. "It's +just rotten!" + +Which was a word utterly tabooed both at Rodenhurst and at home, but +the sole one that seemed bad enough for the occasion. + +"So I hear Netta Goodwin's was the prize essay," remarked Father that +evening. "Well, we can't all of us win prizes, can we? It was a +strange coincidence that she should have written on Thomas Carlyle +too!" + +"Most remarkably strange, and very unfortunate for me," admitted Gwen, +drinking her cup of bitterness to the dregs. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +Gwen turns Henwife + + +To Gwen the spring term seemed to pass much more rapidly than the +autumn one had done. She was growing used to the Fifth Form; and the +work, though certainly not easy, was now, thanks to the extra coaching +that she had received, well within her compass. She did not feel so +terribly harassed over her preparation, and instead of, as formerly, +spending the whole evening until bedtime at her books, she was able to +spare a chance hour or two occasionally for other things. The change +of thoughts and the extra interests did her good; she lost her worried +expression, and though she still could not help wrinkling up her +forehead when trying to answer a question, some of her other bad +habits began to drop away. Beatrice had not to correct her nearly so +often, consequently there was less fridging of tempers between the two +sisters, and a great increase of calm in the home atmosphere. It was a +matter of tacit understanding at the Parsonage that Gwen raised most +of the household storms. Winnie and Lesbia had peace-loving +dispositions, and jogged along very evenly; and the boys, though apt +to be mischievous, were always good-humoured little fellows, not much +given to quarrelling unless they were teased. At present such a +blessed tranquillity reigned at the breakfast and tea-tables that +Beatrice really began to hope that the family volcano was quieting +down, and that her eruptions and explosions would be things of the +past. + +Perhaps it was partly the pleasant spring weather that had such a +beneficial effect on Gwen's temper. She loved the early growing season +of the year, when every day was a little longer and lighter than the +last, and the bulbs were pushing up in the garden, and the hazel +catkins showering clouds of pollen in the lane, and the rooks cawing +and building in the clump of elms near the mill, and great flights of +screaming white sea-gulls, noisy, chattering jackdaws, and cheery, +whistling starlings flew all together in mixed flocks to feed on the +wolds. The morning walk to North Ditton across the heath, so bleak and +wretched in December, was a daily delight now the sun was glinting +over the sea and the gorse was in bud, and the stonechats, which had +vanished during the cold weather, were back among the boulders, +darting from stone to stone in short, jerky flight, with that sharp, +jarring cry which is the prelude to their sweeter spring note. The +moorland air at 8 a.m. was so fresh and pure and exhilarating that it +seemed to blow away all the cobwebs, and Gwen often felt inclined to +dance along the path for sheer joy of the sun and the wind, and the +birds and the countless green things that were rapidly showing their +heads through the brown skeletons of last autumn's heather and +bilberry. The thrill of springtime is a totally different sensation +from what we experience on even the most gorgeous day in October; +there is a message of hope in the air, a foretaste of the coming +summer, a glow of reawakened vitality, an exaltation half physical and +half spiritual, as every year nature tells us afresh in her own +fashion the miracle of the Resurrection. + +Life was a busy round at the Parsonage. Winnie devoted each moment she +could spare to the garden and the hen-yard, and Gwen, who at present +had a craving for out-of-doors, lent a hand as often as she could. She +whistled and sang over her work as she transplanted forget-me-nots, +sowed seeds, or tidied up the rockery, and her stalwart arms made the +lawn mower fly. + +"There's some advantage in growing!" she declared, as she trundled +away the wheelbarrow full of weeds. "My muscles have hardened since +last year. I'll wheel you back up the garden, Martin, if you like. +Tumble in!" + +Gwen and Winnie had a great scheme between them of building a summer +house, and every Saturday they managed to get on a little with their +operations. There was a large pile of young felled trees in the yard +which Mr. Gascoyne had bought for firewood, and some of these were +admirable for the purpose. With considerable toil they dragged out +half a dozen, dug holes in the ground, and planted them as posts to +make a framework. Smaller boughs were nailed across and across, and +then bunches of heather were tucked and tied securely into all the +interstices. The roof was at first a terrible problem, till Winnie +conceived the brilliant idea of using an old worn-out gate that lay in +the orchard. It was heavy to lift, but with the aid of Father, +Beatrice, and Nellie the maid, they managed to heave it up so that it +rested securely upon the six posts. Then they thatched it neatly with +heather and fir boughs. + +"I don't suppose for a moment that it will be watertight," said +Winnie; "but we shan't use it in wet weather. What I want is a nice +shady place to sit in at the end of the tennis lawn. It will be +perfectly lovely to have tea here. I believe I can make seats with +some of those stumps." + +"I'd back you to do anything in the joinering line," laughed Dick, who +still came for lessons on Saturday mornings, and generally stayed to +chat and help the gardeners, though he was yet debarred from any very +violent exertions, greatly to his indignation. "You ought to be a +Colonial. I believe you'd be equal to running up a shanty on your own +and making the furniture out of old boxes." + +"Perhaps I'll emigrate some day," nodded Winnie. "It would be more in +my line than teaching. I'll leave University honours to Gwen, and try +my luck in another hemisphere. Women are wanted in Canada if they're +domesticated--and I flatter myself I'm that." + +"Don't know that I won't join you when I've got my degree!" declared +Gwen. "I've yearned to go to Canada ever since I saw those ripping +pictures on the kinematograph--only Father'd have to promise to come +and see me every fortnight." + +"How particularly possible! Gwen, you're a rotter!" chirped Dick, +throwing a piece of stick at her. "I thought your last idea was to +study medicine and go to College with me." + +"Perhaps I shan't be able to do either: scholarships don't grow on +every bush like blackberries. Probably I'll just have to stay at home +and 'wash dishes and feed the swine'. By the by, we haven't shown you +our eleven little pigs! They're absolute darlings, as sweet as the +Duchess's baby in _Alice in Wonderland_. Come along this instant, and +I'll catch one for you to nurse. We've never had a pet pig before, but +I declare I mean to tame one of these. They're the sharpest, cutest +little scaramouches you ever saw: as funny as kittens, and twice as +intelligent as puppies. Yes; I'm a pig enthusiast at present, and if +you laugh I'll make you buy one for yourself!" + +There was plenty of scope for Gwen's energy as spring came on and +added hatch after hatch of fluffy chickens and downy ducklings to +Winnie's hen-yard. She helped to arrange the coops, to make wired +enclosures for the tiny chicks, and, hardest task of all, to collect +the young pullets and cockerels that were allowed to roam on the +common, and lock them up safely for the night. + +"No one who hasn't tried henkeeping could possibly conceive the +difficulty of getting in those wretched long-legged, half-fledged +fowls," declared Gwen. "They know I'm going to shut them up, and +they're so clever they come for the Indian corn when I call 'chuck, +chuck', and eat it with one eye upon me. Then when I try to cajole +them into the henhouse they fly all ways. Lesbia, you may come and act +guard, but I won't have the boys; they only rush about and frighten +the chickens. The last time I took Stumps the Buff Orpington with the +black feather in its tail flew over the hedge into the turnip field. +I didn't get him back till it was moonlight, then I caught him +perching on a stump, and carried him round." + +The particular pride of Winnie's heart was a clutch of little +Partridge Wyandottes, mothered by a comfortable old Plymouth Rock hen. +The setting of eggs had been given her by a farmer's wife in the +neighbourhood; they were from a particularly good strain, and ten out +of the dozen had hatched and thrived. She watched over them with more +than ordinary zeal, leaving manifold instructions with Nellie for +their diet during her absence at school, and visiting them the very +first after her return each afternoon. On the evenings when she took +the choir practice at church she entrusted them solely to Gwen's +charge. + +"Give them a last feed of 'Chikko', and see that they've got clean +water, and don't let Jingles go near them, because the old hen gets +excited, and stamps about and treads on them," urged Winnie one +Wednesday as she started off with a roll of music in her hand. "Be +sure you shut them up early, because Nellie says she saw a rat last +night, and I noticed something had been burrowing near the shed." + +Gwen promised complete accordance with all directions, and then went +off to finish her Latin translation. It was a particularly stiff piece +of Virgil, and she puzzled over it so long that she utterly forgot all +about the chickens, and it was only the call of an owl waking up on +the ivy-covered ash tree at the bottom of the garden that reminded her +of her henwife's duties. + +"Gracious! It's nearly dark!" she exclaimed, flinging down Virgil and +making a rush for the hen-yard. "I hope to goodness those chicks are +all right! What an idiot I am! Winnie will be ready to slay me if +anything's happened to them." + +It was growing very dusk indeed, and though none of the doors were yet +shut, the feathered flock had all gone to roost. As Gwen crossed the +hen-yard she suddenly saw something dark and shadowy creep from behind +the shed and dart stealthily in the direction of the coops. It +disappeared inside the very one where the cherished Partridge +Wyandottes were cuddling under their foster-mother's wings. Gwen's +heart almost stood still. She well knew the cunning and daring of +rats, and how they would snatch the chicks or young ducklings from the +wariest and most warlike hen. To leave this in the coop for even a +minute while she went to call help would certainly result in the loss +of one or more of Winnie's favourites. + +Very cautiously she peered inside. The hen, who knew her well, clucked +softly, and the chickens popped their little speckly heads out from +the mass of encircling feathers and "peeped" gently. They were not yet +aware of danger. Where was the rat? It appeared to have vanished into +thin air. It certainly could not have left the coop. At the opposite +end from where the hen was sitting there was a billet of wood, and on +looking at this closely she saw a long tail dangling out underneath. +Without doubt her enemy had taken refuge there and was hiding in the +corner. + +"These precious chicks have got to be saved somehow or Winnie'll never +forgive me," muttered Gwen, clenching her teeth to brace her nerves. + +Then she did a thing from which her whole spirit shrank. She took her +handkerchief in her hand to give her a firmer grip and seized hold of +the tail. She dragged the rat out of the coop and bore it off, hanging +head downwards and whirling round and round in vain effort to escape, +while it squeaked with wrath and indignation. Fortunately it could not +raise its head sufficiently to bite her or she might have suffered a +nasty wound. Gwen rushed towards the back door, shouting loudly for +Nellie, but when that worthy domestic saw what she carried she uttered +a yell of terror instead of offering help. + +"Throw it down, Miss Gwen, it'll bite you!" she shrieked. "Oh! +gracious goodness! throw it down!" + +"Bring the poker! Where's Jingles?" screamed Gwen. Then, realizing +that she could hold her wriggling burden no longer, she dropped the +rat into the water-butt, and catching up the yard brush which lay +handily near, held down the victim till it was drowned. + +"Miss Gwen! How did you dare!" shivered Nellie. + +"Ugh! It's a hateful, horrid, barbarous thing to have to do. I feel as +if I'd committed a murder. It's made me quite sick," said Gwen. +"Nellie, do go and shut up those chickens before any more rats get +into the coop. I don't feel equal to catching another." Then she sat +down on the pump-trough to recover. + +"You're a heroine!" declared Winnie when she came back from the choir +practice and viewed the interesting corpse. "I shouldn't have dared! +No, nothing in this world would have induced me to seize the creature +by its tail. It's a huge one too, with such wicked-looking teeth. What +a wonder you weren't bitten! You shall have one of those Partridge +Wyandottes for your very own. Choose whichever you like and I'll call +it yours." + +"I wish you'd help me to finish my Virgil," said Gwen. "I'm only +halfway through and it's almost bedtime!" + +"You're as good as a terrier, Gwen!" said Dick, when he heard the +exciting story the next Saturday. "I wish you'd come ratting in our +stable at home. I'd undertake to find you some sport." + +"Don't be detestable! You talk as if I'd enjoyed it. I had to bury the +thing afterwards, for Winnie wouldn't touch it. I made a mull of my +Virgil in class next day, and I couldn't tell Miss Douglas the +reason." + +"You might have put the episode into Latin. It sounds quite Homeric. +Did you keep the tail as a trophy? If we want to excite you we'll just +say 'Rats'. Please let us know when you're on the warpath again and +we'll come to see the fun;" and Dick dodged round an apple tree and +fled. + +"You've got to be here early next Saturday, mind, and help us to take +things to the Agricultural Show!" Gwen shouted after him. "You may +come to breakfast if you'll behave yourself." + +"Right-o! I'll act beast of burden provided it's hens I'm to +carry--not rats! Ta-ta!" + +The Agricultural Show was the great event in the year at Skelwick. It +was held in the big field beside the mill, and all the villagers for +miles round made holiday to attend it. For days beforehand men were +busy putting up pens and erecting a tent where eggs and butter and +dressed fowls could be exhibited, while a few travelling caravans +arrived with shooting galleries or cheap bazaars and set up a kind of +fair in an opposite field. + +There were many classes for poultry, so Winnie decided to send some of +her best cockerels, a selection of Buff Orpington chickens, and a pair +of big white Aylesbury ducks. She and Gwen got up very early on the +Saturday morning to take a final review of their exhibits. They were +determined to give the ducks a washing in order that they might show +them with their plumage in an absolutely spotless condition. Armed +with a tin bath, a can of warm water, some soap and a sponge, they +shut themselves in a disused pig sty and commenced operations. It is +no easy task to wash a large, struggling, flapping, protesting duck, +and though Gwen held their wings down while Winnie did the scrubbing, +both girls were splashed all over and drenched with water before they +had finished. + +"But the Aylesburys look gorgeous," said Gwen, flinging her +dishevelled hair from her hot face. "They're clean to the very tips of +their beaks. The drake looks as if you'd curled his tail feather with +the curling tongs. They're fearfully upset and angry, poor dears; they +think they've been half killed. Winnie, how are we going to get them +to the Show?" + +"That's what's puzzling me. We don't possess a basket big enough for +them. I believe we shall have to carry them." + +"In our arms? Yes, that'll be by far the best way. They'd knock their +feathers about in a hamper and get dirty again. They've had one +breakfast already, but I think they deserve a little scrap of Indian +corn as a reward for what they've gone through." + +All exhibits had to be delivered at the Show field by nine o'clock, +and precisely at half-past eight a procession set off from the +Parsonage: Lesbia carefully carrying a dozen beautiful brown eggs in a +basket, the three boys with small hampers of chickens, Dick holding a +little wooden crate containing Black Minorca cockerels, and finally +Winnie and Gwen, each clasping a huge white Aylesbury in her arms. +Dick had offered gallantly to be duck bearer, but the girls preferred +to transport their own pets. + +"They know us so well, you see," said Gwen, "so they won't struggle +like they would with a stranger. Besides, we know just the dodge of +holding down their wings so that they can't flap." + +They decided to take the short cut to the mill, through two meadows, +across a small stream, and over a stile that led them direct into the +Show ground. Gwen and Winnie got on very well with Dick and the boys +to open gates: it was rather perilous work crossing the stream on a +single plank, but they accomplished that in safety, and Winnie, with +infinite caution, climbed over the stile into the mill meadow, still +hugging her burden. Gwen essayed to follow with equal skill, but the +stile was a very steep and awkward one, and she needed both hands to +hold the drake. She was stepping carefully over the top bar when +somehow her foot caught and she stumbled; she put out one hand to +save herself, and the cunning drake, quick to seize his opportunity, +wriggled himself free and made a dash for liberty. + +Off he went over the Show ground, flapping and fluttering like a white +whirlwind and quacking his loudest, and the Gascoyne family, popping +down hampers and baskets, followed hard behind; Winnie, much +encumbered by her duck, shouting frantic directions. It was Dick who +caught the runaway, and pinioned him cleverly until Gwen secured him, +then with much triumph they shut him up with his agitated mate in the +wire pen marked "No. 207". + +"I thought we'd lost him," panted Winnie. "Oh, dear! It's no joke +bringing one's beasties to a show. I'm glad we decided not to exhibit +the pigs! Martin, you're not to open that hamper. We shall be having +the chickens escaping next! Stop him, Stumps! I feel like the 'Old +Woman who lived in a Shoe'. Gwen, you take charge of the cockerels +while I find where the Black Minorcas have to go to." + +The public was not allowed in the field while the judging was in +process; so until twelve o'clock the Gascoynes were obliged to wait +with what patience they could muster. As soon as the gates were opened +they trooped into the Show. + +"Hurrah! First Prize for White Aylesburys!" exclaimed Winnie +ecstatically, gazing with rapture at the large pink card that +decorated No. 207 pen. "It was worth washing them. The darlings! How +nice they look!" + +"And the chickens have got a third!" yelled the boys, who had taken a +hasty round of the exhibits. + +"The eggs haven't won anything, but the cockerels have 'commended'. +Mrs. Hodges' have got the first." + +"We haven't done badly," said Winnie, "considering I can't devote all +my time to it like the farmers' wives. Gwen, you've helped loyally, +and I'm going to give you half a crown out of the prize money. I shall +save the rest to buy some really good White Leghorns; Mrs. Hodges says +they lay better than any others in the winter. Oh, here's Father! We +must go and tell him of our success." + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +The Shoe Pinches + + +The very first thing which Gwen did, when Winnie had given her the +promised half-crown out of the prize money, was to go straight to the +post office and buy a postal order for that amount and a penny stamp. +She possessed a few odd coppers, but otherwise no funds had come her +way for a long time, and she had been growing very uneasy about the +bill which she still owed to Parker's for the broken china. She now +sent them the postal order, with a note saying that she hoped very +soon to settle the remainder of the account, and begging them to wait +a little longer. She also asked them to return her a receipt addressed +"c/o Miss Netta Goodwin, The Thorns, Manor Road, Stedburgh". + +"I dare say Netta'll be angry, and call it cheek on my part, but I +can't help it," thought Gwen. "I daren't get another letter sent to +school after the rowing Miss Roscoe gave me, and if it comes home, +Beatrice will want to know who's been writing to me. It's only fair +that Netta should take a little of the bother on her own shoulders. +She's certainly had the best of it in this affair. Oh, dear, I still +owe Parker's ten shillings. I haven't the ghost of a notion how I'm to +pay it!" + +Gwen could not forgive Netta for appropriating her prize essay. She +still felt indignant whenever she thought about it, especially as +there was always an uneasy sensation of guilt on her own part. She +knew it was not a straight transaction, and poor Gwen, with all her +faults, loved straightness. For lack of other friendships at school +she was forced into companionship with Netta, but she never +whole-heartedly liked her. Lately, especially, Netta had taken a +rather high-handed tone, and was apt to order her chum about in a +manner that Gwen's independent spirit greatly resented. The friction +between the two was sometimes hot, but neither cared to risk a +quarrel, for each knew that the other, if turned into an enemy, might +come out with some decidedly awkward revelations. So they went on in +the old way, squabbling continually over trifles and making it up +again, but on the whole ready to stand up for each other against the +rest of the Form. Yes, alack!--the rest of the Form, for Gwen, in +spite of her well-meant efforts, had not yet won popularity in the +Fifth. She had tried to be genial and sociable, but nobody seemed to +want her. If she joined in a conversation, Rachel Hunter or Edith +Arnold would stare at her as if they thought it great impertinence on +her part to intrude herself into their concerns. They never asked her +opinion, or consulted her about anything, but simply ignored her, and +left her to her own devices. Nearly all the girls lived in Stedburgh, +and their talk was often of Stedburgh affairs, concerts, amateur +dramatic performances, and entertainments in which Gwen, living far +away at Skelwick, could have no possible part. Though she sometimes +got in a word about school matters, her remarks were never well +received, and she was always more or less conscious of being an alien +and an outsider in her Form. + +She tried to pretend that she did not care about the opinion of the +others, but it was hard, all the same. Most of us like popularity, +especially when we believe we have done nothing to deserve the +reverse. + +"If I'd been as pretty as Lesbia, they'd have made ever such a fuss +over me," thought Gwen. "She's the pet of her form, and the darling of +all the big girls. I'd have been a beauty if I could! They never even +give me a chance to be nice to them--they just leave me alone. Yes, +it's hard!" + +But all the while, Father's New Year motto hung over the dressing +table in her bedroom, and every morning she could not help looking at +it. It seemed a stern gospel to pray for strength instead of ease, and +yet it attracted her. After all, was it not a nobler conception of +life to work away and not mind what people thought of you, than to be +always caring whether you were popular? There was a certain joy in +overcoming difficulties, and surmounting obstacles. She was already +succeeding in mastering the lessons that had baffled her at first. +Could she ever win a place for herself in the Form? It would +undoubtedly seem almost a miracle if she did. + +"I wonder if I should be happier at another school?" she sometimes +thought. "Dad spoke once of the possibility of sending me to one of +the Clergy Daughters' Schools; he said I might get a scholarship. But +oh, dear! That would mean leaving home, and being a boarder! Suppose +I didn't like it any better than Rodenhurst; then it would be +perfectly awful to have to spend the whole term without once seeing +Dad or any of the others. No, I won't suggest it. I'd better stick +where I am, and peg along as best I can." + +Gwen was a great home-bird. On the few occasions in her childhood, +when she had paid visits at relations' houses, she had, after a few +days, grown so intolerably homesick, and wept so hopelessly and +inconsolably, that she had had to be packed back, rather in disgrace; +and though she was now old enough to behave herself, she had not been +asked again, nor was she very enthusiastic to receive invitations. She +felt bashful, awkward, and badly dressed under the critical eyes of +Aunt Violet or Aunt Christina, and much preferred the atmosphere of +the Parsonage, and the society of her own family. To come back every +evening from school, and spend Saturday and Sunday at home, seemed +indispensable at present, though she supposed if she went to College +later on, she would have to get used to being away. + +Eastertide came, and brought welcome holidays. Gwen helped to deck the +church with daffodils, and great boughs of pink almond blossom, and +bunches of sweet-smelling wallflowers. She loved the Easter +decorations far more than those at Christmas, and this time she had +rather a free hand, for Beatrice was too busy to come, and Gwen was +allowed to do the lectern and reading desk all by herself, while +Winnie undertook the pulpit. She gave infinite pains to her work, and +Father praised the result, which was a tremendous satisfaction. To do +anything for Father was a joy. Gwen often wished she could play the +organ like Winnie, but she was not clever at music. Beatrice had made +a great effort to teach her the piano, with poor success, for she was +not a docile or attentive pupil, and the lessons generally involved a +wrangle between the two sisters, Beatrice losing her patience, and +Gwen arguing hotly. Finally Father had put a stop to the lessons +altogether, on the ground that it was sheer waste of time, and Gwen +was better employed at something else. Lesbia, however, played rather +nicely; she could manage the harmonium at the Sunday School, and was +just beginning to practise the organ under Winnie's instructions. It +was the one thing Lesbia did pretty well, for she did not distinguish +herself at school. She was not a remarkably bright girl, and was very +childish for her age. Though Gwen was fond of her younger sister, and +petted her like everybody else, the two were not in any sense +companions. Lesbia was far more on a level with the little boys, and +generally amused herself with Giles or Basil; Gwen's schemes and +projects were miles above her head. + +The holidays, though very enjoyable, were quite uneventful. They +slipped away much too swiftly, and the ordinary round of school and +home work began again. It was the summer term, however, and to Gwen +that meant a great deal. She took up tennis with hot enthusiasm, +practising both at home and at school in any time she could spare. Her +long arms and strong wrists stood her in good stead, and it began to +be said in the Form that "Gwen Gascoyne's play was quite decent". She +mowed and rolled the little lawn at the Parsonage vigorously, marked +out the courts with a brush, and persuaded either Beatrice or Winnie +to have a game every evening before bedtime, and Father whenever she +could catch him. + +"If only I'd a better racket!" she sighed one night, "it's impossible +to do very much with a wretched old thing that's half sprung. You +should have seen my serves when Netta lent me hers yesterday!" + +"Why don't you buy a new one, then?" suggested Lesbia. "You're the +Croesus of the family. Your money box must be bursting, for you've +been hoarding up for ages. How much have you got in it?" + +"Ah! Wouldn't you like to know!" returned Gwen, suddenly desirous of +changing the subject. + +"You really might get a new racket, Gwen," agreed Winnie. "It's a good +idea of Lesbia's. We'd all borrow it on occasion." + +"Oh, I dare say! Very nice for you all, no doubt. Rackets are rather +expensive little luxuries, my dear girl. Otherwise I'd be happy to +accommodate you." + +"You're a perfect old miser! What are you going to do with your +wealth? Invest it in an annuity?" + +"Probably speculate on the Stock Exchange, or take up Mexican mines!" +declared Gwen, trying to turn things off with a laugh. + +"Well, you're the only member of the family who keeps any money." + +"A good example in thrift to the rest of you, then!" + +Gwen did not dare to complain again about the poorness of her racket, +though it was a serious handicap in her games at school, where most of +the girls came supplied with the very best. In spite of this +impediment her play improved steadily, and she several times beat +Louise Mawson, though she could not vanquish Hilda Brown or Charlotte +Perry, the champions at present of the Form. + +"I suppose you're going to take swimming, Gwen?" said Netta one day. +"Miss Trent says we begin this afternoon." + +"Haven't heard anything about it. Please condescend to enlighten my +ignorance." + +"Why, don't you know? We're going to the baths every Wednesday. It's +clean-water day, and the whole school's to go in relays. They've a +ripping teacher of swimming there now, a Miss Morris, who swam the +Channel halfway, or did something else marvellous, I forget exactly +what. Anyway, it's arranged we're to have a proper course of lessons. +I expect every girl in the Form will join." + +"It sounds--well, just idyllic!" said Gwen. "Whether I can take it or +not is another question. I shall have to ask at home first." + +"Oh, Mr. Gascoyne's sure to say 'yes'. Why shouldn't he? All girls +ought to learn to swim." + +It was impossible to explain to Netta that the fee for the course +might prove an insurmountable barrier. Gwen was always too proud to +plead poverty, and hid her father's narrow circumstances from her +schoolmates as well as she could. + +"You won't have time to ask before this afternoon," said Netta. "I +advise you to go to the baths, though. I believe the lessons don't +begin till next week, and this is only what you might call a trial +trip, so you could see how you like it. Miss Trent says we can get +bathing dresses there to-day, and bring our own afterwards." + +The Rodenhurst girls had not before been taken to the public baths at +Stedburgh, and the swimming course was a new departure of Miss +Roscoe's. The idea proved extremely popular, and almost everybody +wanted at least to sample the experiment. + +"Oh, yes, you might go to-day," said Winnie, whom Gwen caught and +consulted in the passage. "There's no great damage in that. You don't +pledge yourself to take the course. Lesbia can go too. Miss Roscoe +said it was to be a special afternoon." + +"That's all right, then," said Gwen, rushing jubilantly away. + +She was immensely anxious to learn to swim. The bay at Skelwick was so +dangerous that Father would not allow any of them to bathe there, so +as yet she had had no chance of testing her skill in natation. She +loved all kinds of physical sports, they seemed a necessity of her +active, fast-growing young body, and the prospect of trying a new +element was alluring. In the very highest of spirits she joined the +procession of Fifth Form girls that filed off at three o'clock, in +charge of Miss Douglas. + +The baths at Stedburgh had only lately been enlarged and re-opened, +and in their improved shape were now quite a feature of the town. They +were supplied with salt water, and could boast great conveniences in +the matter of dressing-rooms, hair-drying apparatus, and plentiful hot +towels. Gwen had never been inside before, so she gazed with delighted +admiration, at the ladies' large bath, with its pale-green tiles, its +flights of steps, and its diving board at the deep end. There was a +cord across the middle, with a big notice that non-swimmers were to +venture no farther, and must confine themselves to the shallow end; +also that water wings could be hired. + +"I hear Miss Morris won't let her pupils use those, though," said +Netta. "She calls it an amateurish dodge. I should think we shall have +to hold each other up while we practise our strokes!" + +Gwen secured a bathing costume that fitted quite tolerably. She had no +mackintosh cap, but she plaited her hair very tightly instead. She did +not much care whether it got wet or not. It was most exciting to run +down the steps and slip into the lovely clear green water. She had +undressed with such record speed that she was actually the first, but +she was very soon joined by a bevy of laughing, squealing maidens. It +was an amusing, but not a picturesque sight. The Fifth Form attired in +bathing costumes were about as different from the academy pictures of +classical nymphs as a man in the street from a statue of Apollo. +Instead of floating about in graceful attitudes, with the "amber +dropping hair" of Milton's Sabrina, they "larked" like a school of +porpoises, splashing each other and playing tricks. There was no +attempt at a lesson that afternoon. The girls just enjoyed themselves +in their own way, with many cautions from Miss Douglas not to trespass +beyond the danger line. Gwen, held up by Netta, made frantic efforts +to try her strokes, though her attempts invariably ended in a plunge +from which she came up spluttering. Netta, with a very little help +from Gwen, got on much better, for she had been to the baths before, +and had had some practice. Several of the girls were already good +swimmers, and after showing their prowess, were allowed to disport +themselves at the deep end. + +"I shan't be content till I can dive," declared Gwen, watching +enviously as Elspeth Frazer took a header. "I shouldn't think it's +difficult when you get the knack. It will be just having the pluck to +try. I can float the least little scrap already, so I've learnt +something this afternoon, and so have you." + +"We shall both get on grandly at the lessons," assented Netta. + +The whole Form agreed unanimously that the experiment was "ripping", +and everyone was extremely anxious to come again. Gwen went home mad +with enthusiasm, and Lesbia, whose Form had preceded the Fifth, was in +equal ecstasies. Both besieged their father with wild entreaties to be +allowed to take the course. + +"You haven't told me the fees, and that's a very important point," +said Mr. Gascoyne. + +"I quite forgot to ask," admitted Gwen, brought down to the mundane +side of the question. "Lesbia, do you know?" + +Lesbia shook her head. She rarely knew anything; as a rule other +people were ready to manage her affairs for her. + +"Miss Douglas says the swimming course is to be half a guinea each, +and admission to the baths threepence a time. There is a special +arrangement for schools," said Winnie, supplying the needed +information. + +"Then I must think it over," returned Father. "Times are bad just now, +chicks, and I don't know whether I can afford it. A curacy is not a +fat living, remember, and there are seven of you!" + +Very much sobered, the enthusiastic bathers betook themselves to their +preparation. + +"I wish everything nice didn't cost money!" sighed Gwen. + +She broached the subject to Beatrice during the evening. + +"I've been talking about it to Father," said the latter. "I'm afraid +he can't manage it for you both, but he might possibly for one. It +will be a choice between you and Lesbia." + +"I'm the eldest!" urged Gwen quickly. + +"Yes, I know you are, but on the other hand, it really is Lesbia's +turn, because you took the St. John's Ambulance last winter at the +Parish Room, and Lesbia didn't." + +"Swimming's a million times nicer than ambulance!" + +"It's not any more useful. Don't be selfish, Gwen! You know how hard +up we are. We can't all of us do everything, and I think this time it +certainly ought to be Lesbia." + +Gwen kicked the orchard gate against which they were leaning, and +tried to keep down a lump that rose in her throat. Beatrice's +arguments were unanswerable. + +"It'll be sickening to be the only one in the Form who doesn't take +swimming," she said at last. "Every single girl will join except me. I +shall have to stop behind and do prep. instead. I'll feel more utterly +out of things than ever." + +"You could pay for the course yourself, if you like," suggested +Beatrice. "What have you done with all your money?" + +Gwen's restless hands were hacking notches on the top bar of the gate. +Her penknife slipped suddenly, and cut her finger. + +"Your own fault, if you will be so clumsy!" said Beatrice. "Come +indoors, and I'll tie it up for you. You'd better hold it under the +cold-water tap first." + +Gwen groaned in spirit as she went to bed that night. + +"I shall never hear the last of that wretched fifteen shillings!" she +thought "I feel like Mr. Caudle in the _Curtain Lectures_, when he'd +lent a five-pound note to a friend. That money of mine was to have +bought Christmas presents, and boots for Johnnie Cass, and a new +tennis racket, and paid for the swimming, and I don't know what else, +according to my family's ideas. Oh, dear! Being poor's a hateful +business! I wish Dad were Archbishop of Canterbury, instead of only +Curate-in-charge of Skelwick Bay!" + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +Gwen meets Trouble + + + "There's a sickening author called Virgil, + Don't I wish I were chanting his dirge--ill! + As a door-nail he's dead + Yet his works live instead, + And to me they're a regular scourge--ill!" + +So sang Netta, banging down her copy of _AEneid I_ and _II_ with a +force that almost dissevered its cover and made the desk ring. + +"I call it absolute sickening nonsense," she continued energetically. +"Why in the name of all common sense should we girls in this modern +twentieth century be expected to bother our precious heads over +antiquated old rubbish that would be far better consigned to decent +burial? What's the use of it, I want to know?" + +"'An admirable training for the intellect', my dear! to quote +Thistles," said Annie Edwards. "According to her theory you ought to +feel your mind sprouting at every fresh page, and sending out shoots +of wisdom." + +"Sprouting, indeed! Just the other way!" grunted Netta. "Latin has a +paralysing effect upon my brain. Instead of sharpening me it deadens +my faculties. When I've been trying to construe a page of Virgil, my +intellect feels a pulp." + +"Then the obvious moral is, don't try!" yawned Millicent Cooper. + +"I don't." + +"No more you do, you old slacker!" + +"Why should one try when one can scrape through without?" + +"Not an easy thing if Thistles puts you on a difficult bit! Have you +made any sense out of this part? It's uncommonly stiff." + +"Not I--I shall throw myself as usual on Gwen's mercy. Come here, +Gwendolen mine, that's a sweet angelic cherub, and interpret these +abominable lines!" + +Gwen came rather reluctantly. Of late Netta had grown into the habit +of applying to her for help with her extremely ill-prepared work, and +the habit was assuming proportions that Gwen did not like. At first it +had only been a word or two, then an odd sentence, but it was rapidly +developing into a demand for a translation of the whole lesson. + +"Oh, I say, Netta, you make me a regular henchman!" she objected. "Why +should I act as providence to you continually?" + +"Because you know the lesson, my hearty, and I don't. Ergo, it is your +duty and privilege to impart your information to me." + +"Don't always see my privileges." + +"Then you ought. If you're helped, you ought to help others." + +"I'm not helped!" + +"Oh, Gwen! I'm sure Grinnie helps you at home!" broke out Millicent +Cooper. + +"She doesn't! She doesn't, indeed! I do all my prep, by myself." + +"Can you actually swear on your honour she's never once helped you?" +said Annie Edwards. + +"On my hon--" began Gwen, then stopped and stammered lamely. "Well, at +least, there was once--" + +The recollection had struck her of the evening when she had caught the +rat in the hen-coop. She had been so upset and flurried on that +occasion that she had certainly applied to Winnie for assistance with +a passage that she could not have otherwise prepared. + +"Once!" sneered Annie. "Oh, no doubt! Everybody in the Form knows how +it is you get on so well with your work!" + +"I get no help at home!" declared Millicent self-righteously. + +"Oh, drop drivelling, and let Gwen alone! She's got to tell me these +lines," said Netta. "What do I care how she prepares her work? Come, +Gwen, ma-vourneen, be a real friend!" + +As Gwen translated the passage Netta wrote it rapidly down in pencil, +and even Annie and Millicent, in spite of their condemnations of +assisted preparations, seized their books and followed the words +carefully. + +"A particularly nasty bit--I could never do it if I tried half a year. +Thanks awfully!" said Netta, slipping the paper inside her _AEneid_. + +"Netta, you're not going to--" + +"Never mind what I'm going to do. My concerns are my own," returned +Netta airily. "I'm an unlucky person, and I'm sure to get the worst +piece if there is one. It's Kismet." + +Gwen's desk was close to Netta's, and when the Virgil class began she +could not help noticing the latter pop the scrap of paper on her knee +under cover of a pocket handkerchief. + +Miss Douglas followed no fixed order in the Form; she called on any +girl she wished to translate, choosing from back or front desks with +strictest impartiality. As Netta had predicted, the difficult passage +fell to her lot. To the surprise of almost the whole Form she came off +with flying colours. Though Annie and Millicent had strong suspicions, +only Gwen had seen the little piece of paper hidden under Netta's +handkerchief. At lunch time she flew out on the subject. + +"Look here, Netta," she began grimly, "helping you a little is one +thing, but I'm not going to act crib for you again; so just don't +think it." + +"What do you mean?" gasped Netta sharply. + +"What I say. You'd better prepare your own Virgil next time." + +"Aren't you going to help me any more?" There was an unpleasant look +in Netta's eyes. + +"Not when you write it out and crib." + +"It was only one scrap. Don't be horrid, Gwen!" + +"I like things square, and they've not been quite straight lately. I'm +going to put a stop to it, so I give you warning." + +"Won't you tell me just the hard bits?" + +"Not a single sentence." + +"Then you're a mean, stingy thing, Gwen Gascoyne! I don't know why you +should have taken it into your head all of a sudden to be so +sanctimonious. You've not been so remarkably square before that you +need turn saint now. You promised you'd stand by me, and this is how +you keep your word, is it? I'll know better another time than to help +you. You may get out of your own scrapes as best you can. I'll pay you +for this, Gwen Gascoyne! I'll catch you tripping some time, see if I +don't--and then--" and with a significant nod Netta turned away. + +"You can do anything you like; I don't care," grunted Gwen. + +She was out of temper that morning, for it was swimming day, and the +thought of the rest of the Form jaunting off to the baths without her +filled her with despair. She did not speak to Netta during the dinner +hour, nor did the latter seek her company. + +"What have those two quarrelled about? I thought they were ever so +chummy," said Charlotte Perry to Elspeth Frazer. + +"I'm sure I don't know. It would be a good thing for Gwen Gascoyne if +she did quarrel with Netta, in my opinion." + +"Then she'd be in a set by herself! Perhaps she thinks 'better Netta +than nobody'." + +"Better nobody than Netta, I should say. Do you know, Charlotte, I +don't believe Gwen's half bad by herself, if only Netta would let her +alone. It's when they get together they're so silly." + +"Um--perhaps you're right. Gwen's straight, whatever else she is, and +one can't say that for Netta." + +"Hardly! I vote we watch them, and if they really are out of friends, +we'll see if we can do anything with Gwen. It's rather rough on her to +be such an outcast." + +"Pity she's not as nice as Lesbia." + +"Do you know," said Elspeth reflectively, "I'm not sure that she +mayn't be at bottom. Of course Lesbia's awfully sweet-tempered, but +then she's made such a fuss of, and there's really nothing in her. +Now, I think there is something in Gwen, if she were taken the right +way. I didn't like her at all at first, I don't know that I even do +very much now, but I fancy she's one of those girls whom one might get +to like if one saw the other side of her--I'm certain she has another +side, only it never comes out at school." + +"It isn't nice of her to rag her own sister, though." + +"That's Netta's fault; she starts all the ragging and throws it on to +Gwen." + +"I'd be glad if I could really think so," returned Charlotte, and +there for the moment the matter ended. + +That afternoon a joyful, jubilant, rejoicing crew of Fifth Formers set +off for the baths, duly armed with their costumes and mackintosh caps, +and from the window of the classroom one dejected, miserable girl +watched them depart. Gwen thought she had never felt quite so forlorn +in her life before. She was aggrieved with Fate, and kept muttering, +"Hard luck! hard luck!" to herself as the last school hat whisked +round the corner. + +"I didn't see Netta," she thought, and then turned, for she heard +Netta's indignant, protesting voice in the passage outside in loud +altercation with Miss Trent. + +"It's no use, Netta, I can't allow it," the mistress was saying. "With +that sniffly cold in your head it would be folly to bathe, and as you +say your mother is away from home, and you could not ask her +permission this morning, I must be the judge, and I say most +emphatically no." + +"But, Miss Trent! If I just--" + +"Not another word, Netta! Go into your own Form room at once, and do +some preparation. Do you want me to report you to Miss Roscoe? Then +go, this instant!" + +A very sulky, angry, rebellious, disconsolate Netta flung herself +through the doorway and flounced to her desk. She gave one stare at +Gwen, and, frowning, began to get out her books. + +"We're companions in misfortune!" ventured Gwen, but Netta took not +the very slightest notice. + +"Oh, very well, madam; if you're going to cut me I'll cut you!" +thought Gwen, and she turned to the window again. + +There was no mistress in the room, and Gwen knew that for the next +hour she could practically do as she liked. She would begin her +preparation soon and finish some of it before she went home, but there +was no particular hurry. The window commanded a view of a side street +and just a peep into the main street, and it amused her at present to +stand watching the passers-by. They were not remarkably +enthralling--an old gentleman in a Bath chair, a nursemaid wheeling +two babies in a perambulator, a baker's boy, a young woman with a +large parcel, a vendor of boot laces, and a man delivering circulars. +Gwen looked at them with languid attention, drumming her fingers idly +on the window sill; then quite suddenly an expression of keen interest +flashed across her face and she leaned out over the protecting iron +bars. + +"Dick!" she called loudly and impulsively, "Dick!" + +The boy on the pavement below stopped and gazed up. + +"Hello! Why, Gwen, by all that's wonderful!" + +"What are you doing in Stedburgh, Dick?" + +"Come in to have my hair cut, Miss Inquisitive, if you must know!" + +"Oh, what a shame! I like it curly best. Have you had it done?" + +"The fatal operation has been performed," said Dick, uncovering his +closely-cropped head for a moment. + +"And what are you going to do now?" + +"Go home again." + +"I wish I could," sighed Gwen. + +"Are you supposed to be in school?" queried Dick. + +"Of course I am, silly! I'm in my own Form room." + +"Must be a queer sort of school, then, if they let you talk at the +window." + +"They don't as a rule. But the others have all gone to the baths +to-day and I'm left here to do prep." + +"Hard luck!" + +"Just what I've been saying to myself. It's simply sickening. You know +what it feels like to be out of things." + +"Don't I, rather!" + +[Illustration: "OH, I SAY, WELL CAUGHT!"] + +"I feel like a captive in a tower or a nun in a convent," continued +Gwen plaintively. + +"Not much of the nun about you!" grinned Dick. "I'd be sorry for the +convent you were in. Look here, if I got you some sweets and chucked +up the bag would you catch it or muff it?" + +"Try me." + +"If you muff it I'll expect you to throw it down again." + +"Right-o!" + +"Then wait half a mo. and I'll cut round the corner to Sherrard's and +see what I can fish up for you. You really look like an object for +charity." + +"You philanthropist!" + +"Better wait till you've caught your catch before you bless me!" +chuckled Dick. + +He was certainly not gone long; he returned almost immediately with a +most interesting-looking paper bag in his hand. + +"Oh, do tell me, is it chocolate or caramels?" asked Gwen eagerly. + +"Find out, madam! Now we'll see if I'm a good shot and if you're a +butter-fingers. Are you ready? All right then, here goes! Oh, I say, +well caught! Good old girl!" + +"Told you I'd do it. Thanks most awfully! Have you kept any for +yourself? Then take--" + +"Gwen Gascoyne!" said a stern voice suddenly at her elbow. + +Gwen jumped as if she had been shot, and turning guiltily, found +herself face to face with Miss Trent. By the door stood Netta in +visible triumph. + +"Gwen Gascoyne," said Miss Trent again, "is this the way you conduct +yourself when you're left to do your preparation? You're a disgrace to +the school--an absolute disgrace! We had thought our Rodenhurst girls +could be trusted to behave themselves." + +"I was only talking to Dick," urged Gwen in self-defence. + +"Is Dick your brother?" + +"No--but--" + +"Then you ought to be utterly ashamed of yourself. Such an affair has +never happened at Rodenhurst before. I sincerely hope nobody in the +street or in the houses opposite noticed the occurrence. It would be +enough to spoil the reputation of the school." + +"I didn't know I was doing anything so dreadful!" retorted Gwen. + +"Then it's time you learnt. Miss Roscoe will have to hear about this. +Report yourself in the study at four o'clock, and go at once to your +desk and begin your preparation. Put that paper bag on the +mantelpiece, I can't allow you to keep it." + +Miss Trent sat down on Miss Douglas's vacant chair, evidently with the +intention of staying in the room to act Gorgon. Gwen walked to her +desk in the depths of humiliation. She caught Netta's glance as she +went by, and it seemed to add insult to injury. + +"I know who sneaked," she thought. "Very well, Netta Goodwin, I've +done with you. You may tell any tales of me you like now; nothing +would ever induce me to be friends with you again. In for a penny in +for a pound. I expect you'll cut up nasty about that china business, +but I feel as if I don't care. I'm booked for an awful row with Miss +Roscoe! Oh, Dick, your sweets were well meant, but you little know +what they're going to cost me!" + +Gwen had a very hazy remembrance of how she did her preparation that +afternoon. She wrote a French exercise almost automatically, feeling +the mistress's eye upon her the whole time. At four o'clock, with her +heart somewhere in the region of her shoes, she reported herself in +the study. Miss Trent had been beforehand; so when she entered Miss +Roscoe was already aware of the nature and extent of her crime. The +headmistress was not disposed to make light of the affair; like Miss +Trent, she considered that the reputation of the school might be +seriously compromised by Gwen's behaviour, and she did not spare the +culprit. Gwen did not often cry at school, but on this occasion she +left the Principal's room weeping like Niobe, and poor Winnie, who had +been called in to hear the tail end of the lecture, followed blinking +a little on her own account. + +"You do such lunatic things, Gwen," said Winnie on the way home. + +"I meant no harm," protested the still tearful Niobe. + +"I dare say you don't, but they're stupid things all the same. You +might have known you'd get into trouble. I shall scold Dick about it." + +"It wasn't his fault." + +"Well, it's been a silly business all round, and why Miss Roscoe +should send for me and talk as if I were partly responsible I can't +imagine," said the aggrieved Winnie. "It's bad enough to have to teach +in class without being blamed for what no person in her senses could +consider my fault." + +"That's Miss Roscoe all over," gulped Gwen. "If she's angry she must +fizz whether there's justice in it or not. I'm fearfully sorry, Win! +It's too bad you were dragged in." + +"Well, I suppose it can't be helped now," said Winnie, somewhat +mollified. "Miss Roscoe's storms are soon over, that's one blessing. I +expect by to-morrow she'll have calmed down. You'll be in disgrace for +a while, but she'll forget about it." + +"What became of the sweets?" asked Lesbia. + +"Left them on the chimneypiece and I expect the housemaid will +commandeer them. I daren't ask for them, I can tell you." + +Next morning the lower sashes of the Fifth Form room windows were +found firmly screwed down, and the glass had received a coat of white +paint put on the outside, so that not even a peephole could be +scratched from within. The girls whose desks had formerly commanded a +view were savage; even Miss Douglas wore an air of plaintive +resignation. + +"Might have known it would be Gwen Gascoyne who would bring herself +into such a mess!" said Charlotte Perry. + +"Um--I've a notion Netta set the ball rolling," returned Elspeth +Frazer. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +Storm Clouds + + +It was only a few days after this that a letter arrived for Mr. +Gascoyne which almost turned the little Parsonage upside down. Gwen +could tell from Father's manner that something had happened, he seemed +so unusually agitated, so perplexed, and sometimes so absent-minded +that he forgot all that was going on around him. Something was wrong, +argued Gwen, and as she did not like to question Father himself, she +plucked up her courage and asked Beatrice. + +"Well, I suppose there's no reason why you shouldn't know, so long as +you don't chatter about it," said the latter. "I think you can be +trusted to keep a secret?" + +"If it's Dad's secret," returned Gwen. + +"Well, the fact is, Dad's had a living offered to him. You needn't +jump and clap your hands, for it's nothing at all out of the +way--indeed he hardly knows whether to accept it or not. It's a good +deal better from a money point of view than this curacy, but there are +objections." + +"Where is it?" + +"That's one of the chief objections. It's in a very poor part of a +crowded manufacturing town, a place black with huge chimneys that send +out clouds of smoke, where there's hardly a blade of grass, and the +very trees are all blighted with the chemicals in the air. Father +knows the place well; he was curate there for a short time just after +his ordination. He called it Sodom-and-Gomorrah-mixed then, and it's +probably worse instead of improved, for they've built more chemical +works, he hears." + +"Oh!" said Gwen, her enthusiasm very much damped. "But he's surely not +going to accept it?" + +"I don't know. There are many things to be considered. We're a big +family, and the boys have got to be educated somehow. I don't know how +it's to be done here." + +"There's the Stedburgh Grammar School." + +"Yes, but how are we to manage the fees? Winnie can't go and teach +there to equalize their school bills! If we went to Rawtenbeck, they +could all three be sent to King Edward's College. It's certainly an +inducement." + +"And we should have to leave the Parsonage, and the garden, and +everything at Skelwick!" + +"Yes; that's the terrible part. Father's simply torn in two. He's done +so much for Skelwick. Think what it was when he came! And now there's +the Mission Room at Basingwold, and the Lads' Club, and the Library, +and the Men's Class, and the Temperance Union, and all the Guilds. +Perhaps, if he went, another curate might come who took no interest in +them, and they would all go to pieces." + +"Dad would be fearfully missed if he went." + +"Yes; but there's another side even to that. He's only curate here, +and if Mr. Sutton were to die, and a new rector came to North Ditton, +Dad would be expected to resign. Curates always do when there's a +change of incumbent; it's clerical etiquette. Mr. Sutton is such an +old man that, you see, this may happen any time, so Dad can't feel +really settled here." + +"I wish he were rector instead of only curate!" sighed Gwen. + +"Ah, so do I! But Skelwick isn't a parish by itself, it's only a part +of North Ditton. If Dad accepts the living of Rawtenbeck he'll be a +vicar then, and he says there's any amount of work to be done in the +place. The church has been fearfully slack! He hardly knows which +needs him most, Skelwick or Rawtenbeck." + +"When must he make up his mind?" + +"Fortunately, not immediately. The Bishop has given him six weeks to +think it over before he need decide." + +"Then we've six weeks' reprieve," said Gwen. + +She was extremely agitated at the news. She had often thought in a +vague way how nice it would be if her father were appointed to a +living, but she had never anticipated such a change as this. To remove +to a smoky, dirty manufacturing town, where even the trees were +blighted with chemicals! The proposition seemed intolerable. Gwen +hurried out of the garden and climbed a little way up the headland at +the back of the house. It was Saturday morning, and there were plenty +of tasks to be done at home, but at the present she felt she must be +alone with her thoughts. To leave Skelwick--to go away from all this +and perhaps never see it again! She sat down on a rock, and took a +long comprehensive look over the whole landscape. + +There were the cliffs, and the headland, and the great wide stretch of +rolling, shimmering sea, and the little red sails of the fishing +smacks far out on the blue horizon; below her stretched the village, +with its irregular red roofs and gay patches of flower gardens, and +the shingly cove where some of the boats lay beached. She could just +see the chimneys of the Parsonage, and the corner of the tennis lawn +where Martin was playing with Jingles, and a scrap of the common where +Winnie's hens were pecking in the coarse grass. Above the village, a +conspicuous object against the sky, rose their little church of St. +John the Baptist, standing on the high headland at the very edge of +the bare wold, as Father often said, like a voice crying in the +wilderness. Who would come there, she wondered, if Dad went? Skelwick +was only a chapel-of-ease to North Ditton, and before Mr. Gascoyne's +time the place had been much neglected. No resident clergyman had +lived there, and though a curate had come from the Parish Church at +North Ditton to take Sunday services, no attempt had been made to get +hold of the rough fisher folk in the district. It had been uphill +work, and with very little assistance or encouragement, for Mr. +Sutton, the rector, was old and in delicate health, and quite unable +to take any active part; indeed, for many years he had never visited +Skelwick or the neighbouring hamlets. + +"Everything worth having here is owing to Dad," thought Gwen. "I +don't know how he'd ever bear to leave it." + +She could not contemplate the idea of the smoky Vicarage at +Rawtenbeck. Though she sometimes dreamt of how she would go out into +the world and do things when she grew up, she had always imagined the +Parsonage as a place that would still be there for her to come home to +whenever she wished, even from the wilds of Canada. She loved every +inch of the dear little house, and every clump of flowers in the +garden was like a friend. + +"As far as homes and houses go I'm a rank old Conservative. I hate +being uprooted," said Gwen to herself. + +She felt so unsettled she could not go back at present. Her +preparation must wait, and she would take a walk higher up on the wold +to try and recover her equanimity. The fresher air of the headland +always calmed her when she was annoyed or irritable. + +For some time she strolled on rather aimlessly among the heather and +the gorse bushes, watching the birds or the grasshoppers, and sitting +down every now and then to drink in a fuller enjoyment of the scene. +She was quite alone, and to-day at any rate Gwen loved solitude. +No--after all she had not the moor entirely to herself. Over a ridge +of bracken loomed a funny little black figure, which seemed to be +moving in her direction. As it came nearer she could make out that it +was a little old gentleman, very small and thin and wizened, with a +face as yellow as parchment, and a long, hooked nose, and eyes set in +a mass of wrinkles. His clothes did not fit him particularly well, +and were ill cut, and his hat was decidedly shabby. He walked along +peering through his glasses as if he were shortsighted, and +occasionally even feeling his way with a cane which he carried. When +he saw Gwen he hastened towards her with an appearance of relief. + +"I'm so glad to find somebody in this wild place," he began, in a +funny little cracked voice that matched his face and figure. "Can you +tell me if I am very far away from the village of Skelwick?" + +"About two miles," replied Gwen, wondering who the stranger could be. + +"Indeed! And in which direction may the place lie? I'm afraid I am +rather out of my reckoning;" and he pulled a road map from his pocket +and held it within two inches of his eyes. + +"It's down there to the left, but the path's a little hard to find. +You have to be careful you don't go through the wrong gap and walk +over the edge of the cliff." + +"Tut-tut-tut! Such spots ought to be marked 'Dangerous' on the maps. I +shall write to the publishers and tell them so. As far as I understand +now I am standing exactly here?" and he handed the rather dilapidated +sheet to Gwen for verification. + +"What a queer old crank!" she thought; but she answered civilly, and +tried to identify the particular spot, as he seemed so anxious about +it. + +"Thank you! If you will put a cross at the point where you consider +there is a dangerous gap I shall be obliged, and will endeavour to +avoid the place," he remarked. + +[Illustration: "YES, YOU CAN EASILY GO MILES OUT OF YOUR WAY"] + +"I am going back to Skelwick myself, and I could show you the way if +you like," returned Gwen, moved with a sudden compassion for the frail +little figure, a whole head shorter than her stalwart self. + +"If it will not be incommoding you, I shall be glad to avail myself of +your offer. I am a trifle shortsighted, and these moorland paths are +confusing." + +"Yes, you can easily go miles out of your way," agreed Gwen, wondering +again who the stranger could be. + +He did not look like an ordinary tourist, and as they walked together +over the wold he began to make a number of enquiries about Skelwick +and the people who lived there. He was an artful questioner, and Gwen, +almost before she realized what she was doing, gave him a full and +detailed history of the neighbourhood, including what it had been +before Father came, and what it was now. + +"Of course some of them still drink, but they're better than they +were," she said. "Six years ago most of the fishermen wouldn't go near +a service, and spent all Sunday with bottles of whisky in that little +cabin on the shore, the very one Dad's made into a newsroom now. I +don't know what the place would do without him if he really--" but +here she stopped in great distress, remembering she was letting out +the secret which Beatrice had strictly enjoined her to keep. + +The blinking, shortsighted eyes did not seem to take any notice of her +confusion. The old gentleman twitched his mouth hard, and then merely +remarked: + +"It's well to be a favourite in one's parish." + +"I wish it were Dad's parish!" said Gwen, following up her private +train of thought. "If Skelwick were a separate living of its own, +quite apart from North Ditton, he could do so much more. It's +fearfully hampering to be under another church that's such a long way +off. It doesn't give Dad a free hand at all." + +"Yes--yes--yes; exactly so," commented the stranger, wrinkling up his +forehead into thick lines. + +He was very silent after this, as if he were turning something over in +his mind, and Gwen, who began to think she had chattered too much, +walked along trying to remember what she had said. They had almost +reached the village by now; the sun was glaring on the red roofs below +them and on the white highroad which led to North Ditton. + +"This is my short cut back to the Parsonage," said Gwen, stopping at a +stile; "but if you want the 'King's Arms' you must go along that +footpath to the right." + +"Thank you! I shall get some lunch there, and then go on to North +Ditton. By the by, what time is your evening service on Sunday?" + +"Half-past six," replied Gwen, wondering as she turned away why a +stranger who was evidently only passing through Skelwick should ask +such a question. + +"Mere curiosity, I suppose," she thought. "He seems an inquisitive old +fellow." + +She told her experiences to Beatrice and Winnie, but they had no more +idea than herself of the identity of the little old gentleman. + +"Some tourist on a walking tour, I expect," said Beatrice. "You were +quite right to show him the way; but you really must be careful, +Gwen, and not talk so freely to chance people whom you meet. I'd +rather you didn't go on the moors quite alone. Take one of the boys +next time." + +"Stumps is a far worse blabber than I am!" laughed Gwen. "He'd have +given the most intimate details of our household arrangements, and +what we were going to have for dinner to-day. Perhaps have added an +invitation!" + +"Which would surely not have been accepted." + +"I don't know! Such an eccentric old fellow might be capable of +anything. I shall look out for him in church to-morrow evening." + +And much to Gwen's surprise he was actually there. He turned up rather +late--during the singing of the first Psalm, in fact--and left in the +middle of the hymn after the sermon. He sat on one of the benches +close to the door, and Gwen would hardly have known of his presence +had she not recognized the peculiar way in which he cleared his +throat, which attracted her attention to him. + +"Who was that stranger, Robert?" she asked the clerk afterwards. + +"Don't know at all, Miss Gwen. I never see him in my life before. +Funny old chap, weren't he? But he put a half-crown in the plate +before he left! We don't get many half-crowns at Skelwick; it's mostly +pennies and threepennybits, with a few sixpences, as I collect." + +"Perhaps he just came over from North Ditton for the walk; he seems to +be fond of walking, and perhaps he wanted to see the village by +sunset," said Gwen. "I wish he'd stayed five minutes longer and +spoken to Father. He always likes to welcome strangers who come to the +church." + +"And those bean't a-many," returned the clerk as he locked the big +door. + +It was a little incident, and seemed quite unimportant at the time. +Gwen dismissed it quickly from her mind, for she had very many other +things to think about just then, things that seemed paramount and far +more interesting and exciting than chance tourists who asked +questions. + +But she was to hear of the eccentric old gentleman again. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +First Aid + + +Gwen's quarrel with Netta was so complete that the two were no longer +on speaking terms. Gwen was very apprehensive lest her former chum +should carry out her old threat and betray the secret of the broken +china, and in the first heat of her anger Netta had been inclined to +do so; on further reflection, however, she decided that the +consequences might be too compromising to herself, and that it would +be safer to preserve silence. She had already scored by fetching Miss +Trent into the schoolroom during Gwen's conversation with Dick, and +the trouble which had ensued was almost enough to satisfy her. Really +Netta had been rather tired of Gwen before this, and she was not sorry +to seize upon an excuse for breaking their friendship. She now took up +hotly with Annie Edwards, and the pair were for the moment +inseparable. + +"I believe it's as I thought," said Elspeth Frazer to Charlotte Perry; +"Gwen Gascoyne's quite off with Netta. Now, if she can only get into a +better set she may be a different girl. I want to find out what she's +really like, so I'm going to be nice to her to-morrow when we go the +geological excursion." + +"Perhaps we have been rather horrid to her," returned Charlotte +thoughtfully. + +"It was mostly her own fault for putting on airs when she first came +up, and then making such friends with Netta. She couldn't expect any +of us to have anything to say to her after that." + +"Probably she didn't know Netta." + +"I dare say not; but it shows she's a bad judge of character. All the +same I've got Gwen a little on my conscience, and I'm going to try +what I can do. She may improve now." + +Elspeth spoke the truth when she said that she had Gwen on her +conscience. It had occurred to her several times lately that perhaps +she had misunderstood her schoolfellow, and that she might have done +more to help her. "Am I my brother's keeper?" rose uneasily to her +mind. She had an uncomfortable feeling that in happier circumstances +Gwen might have made a better impression on the Form, and that she and +Hilda and Edith and Louise were partly responsible for her ill +reception. + +"I'm very sorry if we've been Pharisees!" she thought. "Of course one +wanted to keep to one's own set, and not have anything to do with the +tag-end of the Form--but--Well, I mean to give Gwen Gascoyne a chance +now, anyhow." + +The geological excursion was rather an event of the term. The Form had +been learning geology with Miss Roberts, who promised to take the +girls for an afternoon to Riggness, a place a few miles away on the +coast, greatly noted for its fossils, where they could have a +practical demonstration to supplement the information in their +textbooks. On the Friday afternoon chosen for the ramble everybody +started armed with hammers of all varieties, from Miss Roberts's +beautiful geological pick to stout tack hammers and even toffee +hammers. + +"One never knows--one might find an ichthyosaurus embedded in the +cliffs!" declared Charlotte Perry, brandishing a wooden mallet and an +iron wedge, as if she were prepared to clear away tons of rock in the +pursuit of her researches. + +"Don't I wish we could!" said Miss Roberts. "But I'm afraid a few +ammonites and belemnites will have to content us; those are quite +difficult enough to get out intact. We shall do very well if we can +only bring back some really perfect specimens for the school museum." + +Riggness was on the other side of Stedburgh from Skelwick, and Gwen +had never been there before, so the excursion was new to her. It was +great fun going with the whole Form; the girls had come well prepared +to enjoy themselves, and Miss Roberts also was in a jolly frame of +mind, and had even brought with her a box of chocolates, which she +handed round impartially till the contents vanished. Three +compartments seemed to overflow with Rodenhurst hats. Gwen had just +been following Millicent Cooper and Minna Jennings when Elspeth Frazer +gripped her by the arm. + +"Come in here with us, Gwen," she said, and Gwen, too much astonished +for words, complied. Why she should be invited into a carriage with +Hilda Browne, Charlotte Perry, Iris Watson, Louise Mawson, and Edith +Arnold, the most elect set in the Form, was beyond her comprehension, +but it was a very pleasant circumstance all the same. To be sure, +they did not take much notice of her, but they were not disagreeable, +and Elspeth spoke to her more than once in quite a friendly fashion. +It was so utterly different from their former attitude towards her +that Gwen almost believed she was dreaming. Perhaps it was only +because they were on a holiday this afternoon, she thought, and +to-morrow they would be as usual again. Well, at any rate, she would +take advantage of to-day, and make the most of her opportunities, so +she chatted a little with Elspeth, and sat ruminating over this +amazing change of front on the part of those girls whom Netta, in +mockery, had nicknamed "The Saints". Riggness was reached in twenty +minutes, the train stopped at the small wayside station, and the +Rodenhurst party got out in a hurry. They were to descend to the +beach, and walk along the shore to Linkthwaite Bay, a distance of +about three miles, geologizing as they went. A steep zigzag path led +down the side of the cliff to the sands, and when once her flock was +all collected at the bottom, Miss Roberts improved the occasion by +giving a short lecture on the formation of the rocks which formed the +headland, then, leading the way, she showed them how to hunt about for +the ammonites embedded in the face of the cliffs, or the long +belemnites that could be seen in flat terraces of rocks at the water's +edge. + +"Miss Roberts is right--they're uncommonly difficult to get out +whole," said Elspeth, tapping gingerly round a particularly fine +specimen; "just when you think you've done it, they go smash." + +"It's most aggravating," agreed Gwen, whose heavy hammer, borrowed +from Winnie's hen-yard, had been rather too forcible in its effects. +"I'd almost got the loveliest, biggest belemnite, and it broke into +three pieces like a slate pencil." + +"I like my toffee hammer best," said Charlotte, tenderly fingering one +or two good specimens which she had managed to secure. "I mean to save +up and buy a real geological one like Miss Roberts's." + +Tapping the rocks was a fascinating occupation, and a fairly +profitable one, for this part of the coast was rich in fossils. By the +time the girls had walked a mile along the shore they had all been +able to procure some souvenirs, though as yet nothing of very special +importance. Miss Roberts looked about with a practised eye, and the +pick end of her hammer would withdraw a specimen neatly, where +clumsier blows worked havoc. + +"We'll hurry on a little farther now," she said. "Those cliffs in the +middle of the bay are a particularly good hunting ground, and if +there's anything interesting to be found, we ought to find it there." + +At the place in question the rocks were intersected by a narrow gorge, +where a small stream trickled its way from the moorlands above. The +shelving platforms of the cliff were here comparatively easy to climb, +and the action of water and weather combined had carried down a mass +of stones and debris that would be worth investigation. Miss Roberts +was as active and enthusiastic as any of the girls; she jumped lightly +from stone to stone, tapping likely spots with her hammer, and +finally, seeing something protruding from a rock above, began to scale +the face of the cliff. + +"I believe I've got something here at last!" she called. + +"Oh! what is it?" cried the eager girls. + +"I can't tell yet till I've cleared it a little." + +"Oh! Is it an ichthyosaurus, do you think?" cried Charlotte Perry. + +"I'm going to send down a shower of stones--stand out of the way!" +commanded Miss Roberts, and balancing herself nimbly on a narrow +ledge, she swung her hammer vigorously. + +Then exactly what happened nobody quite knew. Down came the stones, +rattling like an avalanche, and down with them came Miss Roberts, +falling with a heavy thud upon a piece of rock below. It was so +utterly sudden and unexpected that the girls stood for a moment in +speechless consternation, then Hilda, Elspeth, and one or two others +ran to the teacher's assistance. Miss Roberts lay at first as if she +were almost stunned, then she tried to rise, and fell back with a +groan. + +"Do you know," she said quite calmly, "I'm very much afraid I've +broken my leg." And then she closed her eyes, and turned very white. + +The girls stared at one another in helpless dismay. Miss Roberts, the +leader and head of the expedition, who was accustomed to give orders +which they promptly obeyed, to be lying there injured and half +fainting! The situation was unparalleled. Hilda Browne looked at +Elspeth Frazer for inspiration, and Elspeth shook her head and looked +at Charlotte Perry, but Charlotte only began to cry, while Iris +Watson, Louise Mawson, Edith Arnold, and Rachel Hunter stood in utter +indecision. Not one of them had the least idea what to do. + +Then Gwen stepped forward. Seeing the elder and more influential +members of the party collected round the governess, she, the youngest +girl in the Form, and the one whose opinion had been hitherto scouted, +had not ventured to interfere, but as nobody seemed to be doing +anything at all, she felt licensed to come to the front. + +"I took the St. John's Ambulance Course last winter, and passed the +examination," she said quietly. "I know how to give first aid. Perhaps +I'd better try and find out where Miss Roberts is hurt. Can't any of +you get some water?" and she knelt down by the mistress's side, and +began very gently to feel for the extent of the injuries. + +The girls were so relieved that anybody had a knowledge of what ought +to be done, that they readily allowed Gwen to assume the +responsibility. Louise Mawson flew to the stream, and fetched some +water in her hat, while Iris helped to unbutton Miss Roberts's boot. +The unfortunate teacher revived a little with the water. + +"It's my left leg, below the knee--I felt it crack as I fell," she +gasped painfully. + +"I'm afraid it's rather a bad fracture, too," said Gwen, when she had +finished examining her patient. + +"Oh! what are we to do?" moaned Louise. + +"Can we carry her back to Riggness?" suggested Hilda. + +"We mustn't move her an inch till we've put her leg in splints," said +Gwen. "I believe it's only a simple fracture, but it might become +compound with the least jolt. Elspeth, will you take hold of her +foot--yes, the left one, of course--and pull it very gently." + +"I--I daren't touch her!" shivered Elspeth, who had turned almost as +white as Miss Roberts. + +"I will--I don't mind!" said Charlotte, and she did what was required +under Gwen's directions. + +"Now you must hold it like that till we get some splints," continued +Gwen. "You see, if the muscles contract, the rough ends of the broken +bone might pierce a blood vessel, or do dreadful damage. Some of you +bring some sand and make a pillow under her head, then she'll be more +comfortable. What we want next are the splints." + +Many willing hands obeyed Gwen's orders. In less than a few minutes +the sand was heaped under Miss Roberts's head and shoulders, while +Louise constantly wetted her forehead and lips with water. Gwen, with +a few assistants, had gone in quest of splints. She had spied some +hazel bushes farther up the gorge, which she thought might suffice for +her purpose. Up the steep bed of the stream the girls climbed, +splashing recklessly in and out of the water, to save time being their +main object. + +"They'll have to be thick pieces, and long too," said Gwen. "They +ought to go from above the knee to below the foot. Whose penknife is +sharpest?" + +Nobody's was very sharp, and the girls had to hack and hew away slowly +and painfully before they could make the least impression on the tough +hazel boughs. At last Gwen secured several lengths which satisfied +her, and she returned to her patient. + +"Now, I want all your handkerchiefs to make bandages. Thanks! +Charlotte, pull her foot just a trifle more, no--her toes should be +up--so! That's better. I'm sorry to hurt you so dreadfully, Miss +Roberts! I shall very soon have finished. There! I think those +bandages are right. Give her some more water, Louise, quick!" + +Poor Miss Roberts had indeed nearly fainted again with pain, but she +recovered herself, and even smiled as she thanked her helpers. + +"I've spoilt the excursion!" she murmured. + +"What's to be done next? Can we carry her?" asked Hilda. + +"Better not try. The quieter that leg is kept the better. She ought to +be lifted on a stretcher." + +"There isn't even a farm near here." + +"I know. I think for the present she's best where she is, while some +of you go to the station at Riggness for help. Possibly they may have +a railway ambulance, or at any rate they could bring a door." + +"Is there a doctor there?" + +"I'm afraid not, it's only a tiny village, but the stationmaster would +telegraph to Stedburgh for one. Perhaps he could come by motor, if +there's no train." + +It was amazing what thoughtfulness and self-reliance had come to Gwen +with the emergency. She made her plans and arrangements as calmly as +if she were accustomed to deal every day with accidents. No one +questioned her authority, and all were willing to do what she told +them. Iris Watson and two others who were judged the quickest walkers +volunteered to go to the station for help, and they listened +attentively while Gwen gave instructions as to what they were to ask +the stationmaster to send. + +"It's such a comfort you know!" said Hilda. "I wish I'd learnt +ambulance." + +It seemed an interminable age to poor Miss Roberts and the girls +before a railway porter and two labourers who had been working on the +line, arrived with a stretcher, which fortunately was kept in the +inspector's office at Riggness. It was a tedious slow journey along +the shore, and up to the station. The patient was nearly worn out by +the time they placed her in the waiting-room, and was thankful to have +the cup of tea which the stationmaster's wife brought her. A doctor +arrived from Stedburgh half an hour afterwards, armed with proper +splints and bandages, and he carefully examined and reset the broken +limb. + +"I must thoroughly congratulate the young lady who contributed first +aid," he said. "She managed most skilfully. This would have been a +serious thing but for her prompt measures. If the bone had been jolted +about before it was put in splints, the consequences might have been +permanent lameness or even loss of life. I wish it were obligatory for +everybody to study ambulance." + +The doctor took Miss Roberts back to her home in Stedburgh in his own +car, and the girls followed by the next train, all equally anxious to +get away from Riggness. They were much distressed about their teacher; +the excursion had been a fiasco, and the whole party felt limp and out +of spirits, like sheep without a shepherd. + +"I'm thankful to get the whole crew packed off safe," said the +stationmaster to his wife. "My word! It was a nasty accident to +happen, down there on the shore. Good thing one of those lassies had a +head on her shoulders!" + +"An ordinary enough looking girl, too," remarked his wife. "I wouldn't +have guessed she'd be the one to come forward. But there, one never +can tell!" + +"There must be more in her than shows on the outside," agreed the +stationmaster. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +A Pressing Account + + +When Gwen took her place at her desk on the following Monday morning, +she was aware of a subtle difference in the general attitude towards +her. She had earned the respect of the Form, and though nobody gushed, +she felt she was no longer regarded as an interloper and upstart. +Especially was this noticeable in the case of the nicer girls, several +of whom spoke to her in quite a pleasant manner, and included her in a +discussion about the tennis tournament. To Gwen, who had so long been +left out in the cold, it was a most welcome change; she had never +expected popularity, but she had always hoped that in time she might +be able to conquer the prejudice that existed against her. It was a +new thing to be asked to lend her dictionary to Hilda Browne, to +compare chemistry papers with Iris Watson, or to play a game of tennis +with Elspeth Frazer, Edith Arnold, and Charlotte Perry. The ban which +had hitherto excluded her from the better set in the Form seemed to +have been suddenly removed, the girls were looking at her from a new +standpoint, and were ready to allow that after all she was different +from what they had previously supposed. + +Naturally Miss Roberts's accident and consequent absence from her +post made a great upset in the school: classes had to be rearranged, +and lessons delegated to other teachers. It was particularly awkward, +because the Fifth Form was working for the Senior Oxford, and though +only a few girls were actually to take the examination, the +preparation was the same for everybody. + +"I call it too bad," said Betty Brierley, an acknowledged slacker, "to +make the whole Form grind--grind--grind--like this, all on behalf of +about four candidates. They ought to have a special class to +themselves." + +"There's method in the madness, though," said Joan Masters. "Miss +Roscoe isn't going to tell till the very last who's to go in for it, +so nobody knows if she mayn't be destined as a victim for the +sacrifice, and her name already entered." + +"Oh! Not me!" + +"Don't alarm yourself. But there are one or two others who, I expect, +are on the secret list. It depends entirely on our weekly reports." + +"Then I'm safe, for mine are always bad. I wouldn't go in for a public +exam, for the whole world, the school ones are quite enough for me, +and too much, as a rule. Who's likely, do you think?" + +"I'm not quite sure. Elspeth Frazer, for one, and--yes, I shouldn't be +so very much astonished if Miss Roscoe's chosen Gwen Gascoyne." + +"Gwen--yes. She's been bucking up no end lately in maths." + +"And in Latin too. However, it's not our business. But I think +there'll be some surprises." + +Gwen, whether or not with the idea of the Senior Oxford in her head, +had certainly been working hard. She had not only caught up, but even +overstepped most of the Form, and her reports kept a steady average of +improvement. Miss Roscoe, who was generally scanty in the matter of +praise, said little, but there was an air of encouragement about her +which urged Gwen to her best efforts. + +"I made up my mind I'd let them all see I could do the work as well as +anybody, though I am the youngest," she said to herself. "They don't +sneer at me now." + +Her translation from the Lower School was beginning to feel quite an +old remembrance. Her thoughts went back sometimes to that first day in +the Fifth, the day when Netta had taken her into Miss Roscoe's private +sitting-room, and she had broken the box of china. That was a +recollection which always stung, and which she would thrust away +uneasily into the lumber-room of her mind. So far she had heard +nothing more from Parker's, but the consciousness of the debt was +there, and she knew that sooner or later she would be called upon to +face the difficulty. + +Nor was she mistaken. One Saturday morning, when she was taking a +little vigorous exercise with the lawn mower before breakfast, she saw +the postman coming in at the gate, and obeying a sudden impulse, ran +to receive the letters, instead of allowing him to deliver them as +usual at the door. There were four circulars for Father, a postcard +for Beatrice, and one thin business envelope addressed to "Miss Gwen +Gascoyne, c/o Miss Goodwin, The Thorns, Manor Road, Stedburgh," and +re-directed in Netta's handwriting to "Skelwick Parsonage, North +Ditton". Full of apprehension Gwen turned it over, and saw the name +"J. Parker & Sons" printed on the flap. So it had come at last! +Without even opening it she knew perfectly well what must be inside. +She wondered they had waited so long before sending in the account +again. What a mercy she had intercepted the postman that morning and +taken the letters herself! If Beatrice had got hold of this it would +have been impossible to conceal the matter any longer. Why had Netta +sent the letter on by post instead of giving it to her at school? +Surely it was a piece of spite on her part. Gwen turned quite hot as +she thought of what Beatrice would have said. She hastily put the +postcard and circulars on the breakfast-table, and ran down the garden +to a retired place in the orchard, where she could open her ill-fated +envelope in privacy. + +Yes, it was just what she anticipated--a bill for ten shillings, and a +polite but urgent request that the amount should be paid without +further delay. She crushed it angrily in her hand, then stuffed it +into her pocket and stood thinking. What was she to do? What could she +do? All sorts of desperate schemes came running through her mind, and +she gave each its due consideration. + +"If I were a girl in a magazine story," she thought, "I suppose I'd +disguise myself as a pierrette and go and sing on the promenade at +Stedburgh. I dare say I'd get heaps of pennies. But--oh! I wonder if +girls ever really do such things out of books? Father'd rather I owed +pounds than went singing for pennies. He stopped the Sunday School +children going round on Christmas Eve, but then they went into the +public-houses, and of course I shouldn't. No, I couldn't risk it, and +besides, I'd be too shy to sing, and somebody would be sure to find +out. Shall I ask Dick to lend me half a sovereign? He would in a +minute. No! I've not sunk to sponging on my boy friends, at any rate. +I'd rather do a day's charing than that. A good idea! Why shouldn't I +turn charwoman? If Beatrice would let me clean out the schools every +Saturday, instead of Mrs. Cass, and pay me the money, I'd work off the +bill in time. I wonder if I dare suggest it?" + +The breakfast bell ringing loudly and clamorously at that moment put +an end to Gwen's meditations, and she went indoors, but she was much +preoccupied during the meal, so that she never noticed how Giles was +peppering her piece of bread and butter till she incautiously took a +bite and choked. + +"You hateful boy! You're always up to some monkey tricks!" she +exclaimed indignantly. + + "'For she can thoroughly enjoy + The pepper when she pleases!'" + +jeered Giles, adroitly dodging the smack she designed for him. + +And the rest of the family laughed--yes, laughed, in a most heartless +and inconsiderate manner. + +"Your wits were wool-gathering, Gwen!" said Winnie, quoting a local +proverb. "Stumps did it so deliberately and openly that anybody could +have caught him who wasn't absolutely dreaming. We were all watching +to see if you'd notice." + +"The absent-minded beggar!" piped Basil. + +"I think you're all very horrid and unkind!" complained the victim, +still sneezing. + +"Don't be grumpy, Gwen!" + +"You must learn to take a joke, childie!" said Father, pushing back +his chair and going away to his study. + +Father so generally stood up for her that Gwen felt aggrieved. She had +always flattered herself upon her capacity for accepting "ragging" +with equanimity, but this, she considered, was beyond a joke. + +"It might have got into my eyes and blinded me," she declared with +plaintive dignity, and leaving the peppery remains on her plate, +stalked off to the garden. She had certainly been too busy thinking +during breakfast to notice her plate. It had struck her that if she +really wished Beatrice to allow her to do charwoman's work at the +school, she must give some proof of her capacity in that direction. + +"Mrs. Cass never begins till one o'clock," she thought. "I'll go down +this morning and get it all done before she comes, and then I can show +Beatrice." + +It seemed the only possible way of earning money open to her, so +stealing one of Nellie's coarse aprons and a tin of soft soap from the +kitchen, she hurried off to the school. She knew where Mrs. Cass kept +the bucket and scrubbing-brush which she used for her cleaning +operations; they were in a cupboard at the end of the passage. Being +Saturday, the place was, of course, empty, and no one would disturb +her. She had brought the Parsonage key to unlock the door, and after +filling her bucket at the pump in the yard, she put on the apron, +tucked up her sleeves, and set to work. And it was work! Gwen had +never in her life before tried to scrub a floor, and though her arms +were sturdy and strong at wielding a tennis-racket or the lawn mower, +they soon began to ache at the unwonted exercise which she had set +herself. The room seemed most enormously large, and she was sure it +was abnormally dirty. The school children's boots must have been caked +with mud. She began to have a wholesome respect for Mrs. Cass. She +grew stiff and cramped with kneeling, and was obliged to stand up +occasionally and take a rest. + +"There are the two classrooms to do yet," she thought ruefully, "to +say nothing of the passage. I'm getting rather fed up with scrubbing." + +But she was only half through, so she set grimly to her self-imposed +task again. She had very nearly finished the big room when the door +softly opened, and who should appear but Beatrice! At the sight of +Gwen and her occupation she nearly dropped the books she was carrying. + +"Gwen! what's the meaning of this? You do look an object!" she +exclaimed. + +Gwen jumped up hastily, well aware that she thoroughly merited any +aspersions on her appearance. Both her dress and the apron were soaked +with water, her face had accumulated some of the dirt, her hair ribbon +had fallen off, and her hair was dangling in her eyes. A more untidy +young person could not have been found in the whole village. She +flung back her hair with a wet, grimy hand, and finding her pocket +handkerchief, tried to wipe her face. + +"What freak is this, Gwen? Whatever will you do next?" continued +Beatrice. + +"I didn't expect you here till I'd finished," answered Gwen, sitting +down exhaustedly on a form. + +"You know I often come to practise the hymns, now Winnie takes the +mission-room at Basingwold. That doesn't explain why you're washing +the floor." + +"I wanted you to see that I could do it. I thought perhaps you'd let +me scrub every week, and pay me instead of Mrs. Cass," said Gwen, +blurting out her scheme in the baldest outline. + +Beatrice took another comprehensive glance at her sister's +disreputable figure, then sat down hilariously. + +"You needn't laugh so--I mean it seriously," protested Gwen. "I want +the money." + +"Oh! oh! You look so funny!" screamed Beatrice; then, suddenly +sobering down, she changed her tone. "I couldn't help laughing," she +continued, "but it was a good thing it was only I who came in and +caught you in this dirty mess. What prompted you to be so silly?" + +"I've told you already." + +"Gwen, don't be idiotic! How could you scrub the school every week. +Besides, we couldn't take the work away from Mrs. Cass. She'd be most +indignant She needs the money badly, poor body, with that large family +to keep." + +This was an utterly new aspect of the case that had not before +occurred to Gwen. + +"I want money too," she groaned. + +"So do I, and so does Dad, and so do we all, but we can't get it," +replied Beatrice rather tartly. "We have to make up our minds to go +without. You're no worse off than the rest of us." + +Gwen paused. A half impulse was stirring within her to tell her sister +her difficulties. If only Beatrice looked a little more sympathetic! + +"How do you know I'm no worse off?" she began. + +"I've no patience with you, Gwen! You're always thinking about +yourself! You've done a silly, mad prank to-day, and I don't know what +Mrs. Cass will say when she arrives. Really, at your age you ought to +know better and remember your dignity. You're not a child now, though +I'm sure you behave like one. Go and put that bucket and +scrubbing-brush away, and wash your face before you walk home. I shall +have to explain to Mrs. Cass, or she'll think I've been giving her +work to another charwoman. It would be enough to make her leave the +church! She's fearfully touchy. I wonder when you'll learn sense." + +Very crestfallen, Gwen turned away. No, it was quite impossible to +confide in Beatrice. Beatrice never understood, never even seemed to +want to understand. In her superior, elder-sisterly position she +simply condemned everything without hesitation. + +"I wonder if she used to do silly things herself?" thought Gwen. +"She's always been six years older, and preached to me since I can +first remember. Shall I ever catch her up, or will she seem those six +years ahead to the end of the chapter?" + +And having performed some very necessary ablutions, she walked home, +looking tired and woebegone. + +Beatrice, with a sigh, opened the harmonium and chose her hymns for +to-morrow's Sunday School, wondering on her part why this particular +sister was so difficult to manage, and so utterly different in +disposition from the rest of the family. + +"I'm sure I do my best," she thought, "but Gwen has always been a +trial. I can't imagine whom she takes after. If the ugly duckling's +ever going to turn into a swan, it's time she began!" + +All Sunday Gwen was haunted by a horrible black shadow. She kept +Parker's letter in her pocket, and the remembrance of it never left +her. Gwen generally enjoyed Sundays, but this particular day was like +a nightmare. How to get out of her scrape she could not imagine. The +debt felt like a heavy millstone tied round her neck. In the +afternoon, when the others sat reading and chatting under the trees in +the garden, she mooned about the orchard by herself, too miserable +even to be interested in a book. How was the affair to end? She did +not dare to go to Parker's and explain that at present it was +impossible to pay the bill. She supposed she would simply have to let +things drift and await further developments. What steps Parker's would +take next, she could not foresee. They would probably wait a week or +even more before further pressing the account, and any respite was +welcome. Trouble was ahead, doubtless, but it was better ten days off +than to-morrow, because there was always the faint hope that some +circumstance might arise at the eleventh hour to smooth over the +difficulty. On Monday morning Gwen seized an opportunity to catch +Netta alone. + +"I say," she began, "it was awfully mean of you to send that letter of +Parker's on to me by post. Why couldn't you have brought it to school +instead?" + +"Why should I?" retorted Netta. "I'm not going to act postman for you, +I can assure you! And look here, Gwen Gascoyne, you'll please not have +any more letters directed to you at our house! We don't want to +receive your bills, thank you! You must give your own address to the +shops. Haven't you settled that affair with Parker's yet?" + +"No, and I don't want it to be found out at home. Beatrice always +takes in the letters and deals them round. It was by the merest good +luck she didn't get hold of mine on Saturday. Netta, do let me use +your address! You might do that much for me!" + +"Why should I? I've done quite enough for you, and too much already. +I'm tired of the whole business. I was silly to be mixed up with it in +the beginning." + +"But you started it! You took me into Miss Roscoe's room, and then you +suggested going to Parker's and replacing the china." + +"Are you trying to throw the blame on me?" flared Netta. + +"Not altogether; but I think you were partly responsible, and that you +got off cheaply." + +"That's uncommonly fine," sneered Netta. "No, no, my good Gwen, that +little dodge won't work. This child isn't going to be burden-bearer +for your sins. If you get into scrapes you must get out of them +yourself. I've lost a sovereign over you already." + +"And for what?" exploded Gwen angrily. "What about my beautiful essay, +that you took and used as your own?" + +"Wasn't worth it! It was a freak of mine just then to win that prize, +but I've never looked at the book since. I'm sorry I troubled about +it. I'd rather have the sov. now." + +"And I'm sorry too, because it wasn't fair and square, and I've felt +vile about it ever since. I hate all these underhand things." + +Netta smiled sarcastically. + +"Of course you hate them when they don't turn out to your advantage. +Pity you didn't pursue your course of virtue a little earlier! You +were ready enough to trade the essay for the sov. at the time, so what +are you grumbling about now?" + +"Your meanness." + +"Look here, Gwen Gascoyne, I've had enough of this! I won't hear +another word about your wretched affair. As I told you before, you +must get out of your own scrapes, and not expect other people to act +Providence for you. If you mention the subject again, I simply shan't +listen." + +Gwen had scarcely expected either help or consolation from Netta, +though she felt indignant that her old chum should show her so little +sympathy in the matter. After all, it was only in accordance with +Netta's character. Grapes do not grow on thistles; and a girl so +destitute of all sense of conscience was not likely to prove a stanch +and faithful friend. Gwen was learning by slow and painful experience +that bright amusing manners may be worthless unless allied to more +sterling qualities. She had been wont to admire Netta's easy style, +and even to try to copy it; now it struck her as hollow and vapid. If +only she could have started quite afresh, with no guilty memories to +disturb her, she felt she had the chance of getting into a better set +in her Form. But what would Elspeth Frazer, Hilda Browne, Iris Watson, +or any of the nicer girls think of her conduct, both in regard to the +broken-china episode or the transferred essay? She knew it would not +accord with their code of honour. + +"I wish I had the courage to tell Miss Roscoe everything," groaned +Gwen. "It would have been the straightest course if I'd gone and +confessed at once when I smashed the china. It would have saved a +great many complications. Dare I possibly tell now?" + +She walked along the passage to the study. The door was open, so she +peeped cautiously in. Miss Roscoe sat correcting papers, and nobody +else was in the room. If she wished to make her confession, here was +certainly her opportunity. Her heart beat and thumped, and the words +seemed to freeze upon her lips. Miss Roscoe looked so stern as she sat +at her desk making pencil notes on the margins of the exercises; there +was a hard, uncompromising expression on her face which Gwen knew only +too well, and which did not tend in the direction of tenderness +towards wrongdoers. Gwen was still smarting from the scolding she had +received for her conversation with Dick out of the window. If Miss +Roscoe viewed that peccadillo so seriously, what would she say to the +tale which her pupil had to unfold? + +"I daren't! I daren't!" thought Gwen. "No, I really can't screw up the +courage. I loathe myself for a deceitful wretch, and yet--oh, +dear!--there's nothing in this world I dread so much as being found +out!" + +She ran down the passage again with a sense of relief. One voice in +her heart assured her that she had escaped a danger, though another +upbraided her for her cowardice. + +"If Miss Roscoe hadn't looked quite so severe I might have ventured," +she sighed in response to the latter. "I don't believe I'll get even +so far as the study door again." + +So a golden opportunity was lost, and Gwen, who might even thus late +have chosen the straighter, harder path, shirked the disagreeable +experience, and was left perforce to reap the harvest of her own +sowing. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +Gwen's Bright Idea + + +As Gwen went down the corridor she noticed a small crowd collected +round the notice board, and, edging her way in among the crush, read +an announcement which Bessie Manners, the head girl, had just pinned +up. + +"There will be a General Meeting of the Seniors at 2 p.m. in the Sixth +Form room. Business--to consider what steps can be taken for an +adequate celebration of the school anniversary. All are urged to +attend." + +"Hello! Whence this thusness?" exclaimed Gwen. "What have we got to do +with the school anniversary? I thought Miss Roscoe engineered the +whole of it!" + +"So she does, ordinarily," answered Moira Thompson, one of the +prefects. "But we want this to be a very special festivity; not just +the usual picnic or garden party." + +"But why?" + +"Haven't time to explain now. Come to the meeting and we'll expound +our views. I think it's a ripping notion of Bessie's myself." + +"Do give me a hint!" + +But Moira shook her head and passed on, leaving Gwen to curb her +curiosity until two o'clock, for the prefects had not imparted their +plans to anybody as yet, and none of her own Form could enlighten her. + +At the hour stated nearly all the Seniors presented themselves in the +Sixth Form room. Bessie Manners was voted to the chair, and at once +began an explanation of why she had called the meeting. + +"Girls," she said, "you all know that we're accustomed to have some +kind of festivity on 1st June, the day of our school anniversary. Now +it happens that this particular occasion is one of more than usual +interest. Miss Roscoe has been Principal of Rodenhurst for exactly ten +years, and it seems only fitting that due recognition should be made +of the circumstance. The question that we have met to discuss is the +shape and form in which we can adequately celebrate this event. We +feel that the suggestion ought to come from the girls themselves, +though we may need aid from the mistresses in carrying it out. I shall +be glad if anyone who has a plan to lay before the meeting will +propose it." + +"I am sure," began Moira Thompson, rising in response to Bessie's nod, +"that everybody would like to show Miss Roscoe how we value her as a +headmistress. For my part I think there should be a testimonial, +subscribed for in the school, and that we might have a public +presentation of it." + +"Hear! Hear!" + +"What kind of a testimonial?" asked one of the girls. + +"That remains to be discussed, and would, of course, depend upon how +much was collected." + +"A silver tea service, or something of that kind?" enquired Natalie +Preston, one of the prefects. + +"Probably: we shall have to find out what Miss Roscoe would like +best." + +"And where would the celebrations come in?" asked Iris Watson. + +"That also must be talked over. So far, Miss Roscoe has always +arranged a treat for the school on anniversary day, but we think this +year it ought to be the other way, and the girls arrange a treat for +Miss Roscoe and the mistresses. I'm sure they'd appreciate it." + +"Each Form might have a collecting book. We ought to raise quite a +handsome sum," said Bessie Manners. "Then there could be a garden fete +for the presentation." + +"Only for the school? Or would parents and friends be allowed to +come?" asked one of the Sixth. + +"I don't see why they shouldn't. It would make the affair seem of more +importance. We could get up an extra fund to provide afternoon tea." + +"Or get it catered for, and let people pay for their own." + +"Like one does at a bazaar?" + +"Exactly." + +"The idea is feasible. Anybody any amendments to offer?" said Bessie. + +Then a sudden and brilliant suggestion came to Gwen--one of those +lucky flashes of inspiration that occasionally, in our happier +moments, strike us. + +"May I speak?" she cried impulsively, starting up. + +"By all means," nodded Chairman Bessie. + +"It seems to me," said Gwen, "that if we're going to do this thing at +all, it might just as easily be on a large scale as a small one. Miss +Roscoe, no doubt, would be very pleased with a silver tea service, but +I know something I believe she'd like far better. Don't you remember +how frightfully interested she is in the new Convalescent Home? She +urged us all to help it if we could. Suppose we could raise enough +money to found a cot, and call it the Rodenhurst Cot, wouldn't that be +a nice memorial?" + +"After Miss Roscoe's own heart!" gasped Bessie. + +"Ripping!" agreed most of the girls. + +"But what would it cost? Is it possible?" enquired Olga Hunter. + +"I believe it is. We have some papers at the Parsonage about the +Convalescent Home. I was looking at them only yesterday. Any donor of +L100 is to be allowed to name a cot, and nominate the special children +who occupy it. Now in this big school we ought to be able to raise +L100." + +"A large order," said Natalie Preston. + +"Not if it's undertaken systematically. As it's for a charitable +object we can ask subscriptions from outsiders." + +"I see your point," said Bessie. "Yes, we could beg for the +Convalescent Home when we couldn't ask for contributions for a +personal testimonial to Miss Roscoe. But this would please her far +more. A Rodenhurst Cot! She'd love it!" + +"If each girl in the school could collect five shillings," continued +Gwen, "that would be over seventy-five pounds. Then suppose on +anniversary day we had a grand gymkhana, and charged a shilling +admission. Surely every girl could persuade two people to come, which +would make at least six hundred guests. Six hundred shillings mean +thirty pounds, so there you are!" + +"We could have tea extra and perhaps sell flowers," added Olga Hunter, +as an amendment "I'm willing to second the proposal." + +"It certainly sounds feasible on these lines. We might even raise more +than the hundred pounds," said Bessie. + +"In that case we could add a personal testimonial to Miss Roscoe." + +"Hear! Hear!" shouted several. + +"Put the motion in due form, Gwen." + +"I beg to propose that in order to celebrate the tenth year of Miss +Roscoe's headmistress-ship, and the seventeenth anniversary of the +school, we should endeavour to collect L100 to found a Rodenhurst cot +in the Convalescent Home," proclaimed Gwen. + +"And I beg to second that proposal," said Olga Hunter +enthusiastically. + +"All in favour please signify!" murmured Chairman Bessie. + +Such a chorus of "Aye!" came in response that the motion was carried +unanimously, and nothing remained but to discuss details. + +"We shall have to let the Juniors know about it, and start them +collecting," said Natalie Preston. + +"We'd better each collect as much as possible in our own district or +parish," suggested Gwen. "Lesbia and I, for instance, can undertake +Skelwick. I'm sure some of the people there would give towards a cot." + +"Then we'll have cards or books to enter the amounts?" + +"Of course." + +"What about the gymkhana?" + +"We must appoint a special committee to arrange a programme and +competitions, and ask people if they'll offer prizes." + +"I vote we appoint the prefects, then, as a committee." + +"Right-o!" + +Gwen came away from the meeting with flying colours. She had certainly +made a proposition which nobody else had thought of, but which all +acknowledged was exactly the most fitting to meet the circumstances. +For the first time in her experience she found her remarks receiving +the attention not only of her own Form, but even of the Sixth. The +prefects, mindful of their dignity, generally held themselves aloof, +so it was indeed a triumph for Gwen to be seized upon, after the +meeting was over, by Bessie Manners, and consulted upon the general +working of the scheme. To walk down the corridor linked arm in arm +with the head girl was a distinction that fell to few, and Gwen, +though she accepted the honour with apparent unconsciousness, knew +perfectly well that it would make an enormous difference to her +position in the school. For the moment she was talked about. Her plan +for the cot was called "Gwen Gascoyne's scheme", and to her was given +the entire credit for originating it. The more the idea was discussed, +the more everybody liked it. The mistresses sympathized heartily, and +the Juniors promised earnest co-operation. Gwen, for once, was +appreciated to her heart's content. It was wonderful how gracious the +prefects were towards her, and how the members of her own Form +suddenly treated her with respect. After so long a period of +unpopularity it was very sweet to find general opinion had thus veered +round, and Gwen enjoyed her new character of organizer to the full. +She threw herself heart and soul into the working of her scheme, and +thanks partly to her parish experience at Skelwick, and partly to a +practical element in her composition, she was able to give really good +and helpful advice, both as to the collecting of the fund, and the +arranging of the gymkhana. There was very little time before the day +of the anniversary, so those in authority were obliged to push matters +as fast as they could. Each girl in the school begged in her own +circle most assiduously, and from the reports that began to be +circulated the result seemed most encouraging. + +"I believe we're going to get the L100 just by collecting, and that +the gymkhana will be extra," said Bessie Manners exultingly. "By the +by, Miss Roscoe wishes it to be known that she would much prefer not +to be offered a private testimonial, but that everything should go +towards the cot." + +"Oh, we wanted to give her some remembrance, though," cried several of +the girls, rather disappointed. + +"I'd set my heart on her having a silver teapot at least," said Iris +Watson. + +"It's just like Miss Roscoe not to want anything personal," said +Gwen. "I must say I admire her for it. She always reminds me of an +ancient Roman--the State first and foremost in her estimation, and +herself nowhere." + +"Yes, she'd sacrifice a good deal for the sake of the school," agreed +Bessie Manners. + +It was decided to turn the anniversary into a kind of floral fete, to +be held in the large cricket field. There were to be morris dances, a +maypole dance, a procession of decorated bicycles, and numerous +athletic competitions. Tea, coffee, and lemonade would be served at +tables on the ground, and flowers and sweets could be carried round in +baskets and sold during the afternoon. It was wonderful when once the +ball had been set rolling how quickly offers of help flowed in. The +girls' parents and friends approved of the idea of a "Rodenhurst" cot +for the Convalescent Home, and were most kind in their contributions. +Enough cakes were promised to provide amply for afternoon tea. Bessie +Manners's mother undertook to send a supply of ices, and a generous +store of sweets and flowers seemed forthcoming. To have such an +excellent mutual object to work for seemed to unite all the members of +the school, and especially to break down the barrier between Seniors +and Juniors which had hitherto existed. While before it had hardly +been considered etiquette for the Sixth and Fifth to talk to those in +the Lower Forms, they might now be seen conferring on quite pleasant +terms about the gymkhana, comparing notes on subscriptions, and making +arrangements for flower selling and sweet vending. + +Considering the large amount of home preparation that was expected +from her in view of the forthcoming examinations, Gwen found she had +set herself a task in undertaking any more work, but by arranging her +time very carefully, she managed to perform one set of duties without +neglecting another. She and Lesbia collected fifteen and ninepence for +the cot among their friends in Skelwick, and wrote down the various +items with much satisfaction in a notebook supplied for the purpose. +The Gascoynes did not possess bicycles, so could not join the cycle +parade, but Lesbia was to sing in one of the glees, and Gwen meant to +enter for certain of the athletic sports. Her long arms and legs +would, she hoped, stand her in good stead in a contest of running or +jumping, and even if she did not win a prize, it was worth competing +for the mere fun of the thing. Giles and Basil were scarcely less +excited, for the Boys' Preparatory Department was to have its share in +the celebrations, and they looked forward to showing their prowess in +public. They spent much of their spare time in training for various +Olympic games, an occupation of which Beatrice heartily approved. + +"It keeps them out of mischief for the whole evening," she declared. +"I bless the gymkhana." + +"It's wonderful how it's drawn everyone together at school," observed +Gwen. "Even Miss Roscoe isn't nearly as starchy as usual, and Miss +Trent was quite jolly when we were talking over the programme. As for +Upper and Lower School, we just ignore any distinction between the two +when it's a question of the fete." + +"I'm glad to hear it," said Beatrice, "I always thought the Seniors at +Rodenhurst were much too stand-off. It will do them a world of good to +forget their dignity for once, and mix freely with the rest of the +school." + +"Yes, it's quite a comfort to be able to talk to Lesbia in the gym. +now," agreed Gwen. + +"Do you mean to say you couldn't before?" exclaimed Beatrice. "Things +weren't so bad as that when I was there." + +"Etiquette's been getting stricter and stricter since you left. The +prefects of about two years ago started the notion that Seniors must +keep to themselves, and not have anything to do with Juniors, and you +know when an idea like that gets broached how everybody takes it up +and sticks to it. It's impossible to defy a rule of that kind just 'on +one's own'." + +"I know; rules the girls make for themselves are generally better kept +than those made at headquarters. I agree that you couldn't break +through the etiquette of your Form. Still, I'm glad the barrier is +down at last, and hope it will never be raised again." + +"I shan't be the one to plant a stake in the fence of division!" +laughed Gwen. + +Practising for the various items of the fete proceeded briskly at +Rodenhurst. The younger girls, during the winter course of dancing +lessons, had learned to plait the maypole, and to execute some lively +morris dances. Though Miss Robins, their teacher, was not in Stedburgh +during the summer, they remembered their steps quite well enough to +enable them to give a performance, with the aid of a little +supervision from some of their elders. Various members of the +Seniors, who understood morris dancing, undertook to superintend +rehearsals, and drill the small girls in any details they had +forgotten. It was thought that this portion of the entertainment would +form a great attraction of the fete, and give it somewhat the +character of a May Day celebration. The Juniors who were fortunate +enough to be taking part were immensely important, and keenly anxious +to make their contribution to the programme a complete success. They +turned up loyally for rehearsals, and were unwearied in practising any +difficult bits where there was a likelihood of a hitch occurring. + +One afternoon, about two o'clock, Gwen, with her Virgil in her hand, +sauntered down the Rodenhurst garden into the playing field which lay +at the back of the school. She was anxious to seize the half-hour for +preparation, as she knew she would have scant time in the evening for +all she was obliged to finish, and she hoped to find a quiet corner in +the open air, where she might study in peace. As she walked along, +seeking a shady spot, she was attracted by the sound of angry voices, +and peeping over the hedge that divided the small playing field from +the larger hockey and cricket field, she saw a selection of Second +Form girls collected for a rehearsal. Netta Goodwin was the Senior in +command, and with Netta these Juniors were evidently having an excited +altercation. + +"But Moira Thompson didn't do that!" shrieked an indignant voice. + +"Do as I tell you!" ordered Netta tartly. "You lot go over there, and +begin your dance, and Ida Bridge and Peggie Weston stop here and hold +this rope." + +"But I'm the leader!" wailed Ida. "They can't get on without me!" + +"They'll have to, for once." + +"But it's not fair! You've come to help us to practise--not for us to +help you!" + +"That's as I like to arrange it!" + +"Oh, you are a beast!" + +"Apologize for that word, or I'll spiflicate you! Where are your +manners?" + +"If you're not fair, we shan't mind manners, so there!" + +"Ida Bridge, do you intend to hold this rope?" + +"Shan't! I'd rather tell Miss Trent first." + +"You miserable little sneak!" + +"I'm not a sneak! It's your fault! Why can't you take our rehearsal +properly, like the others did? We're wasting time." + +"So we are! Get to business, you kids over there. Why don't you begin +your precious dance?" + +"We can't without Ida and Peggie--specially Ida!" fumed the +performers. + +"Well, I've told you I want them myself, and you'll just have to +manage as best you can. Now then, off you go--one--two--three! Bother +the lot of you! What are you waiting for?" + +"For Ida Bridge." + +"You won't get her!" + +"Then the rehearsal's off!" + +"No, it's not off, you lazy little wretches! You can manage all right +if you like; I know perfectly well you can! It's just a piece of +obstinacy. Pig policy doesn't pay with me, I assure you! I've been put +in authority for this afternoon, and I mean to have my own way, so I +give you warning. Start that dance instantly, and Ida and Peggie hold +this rope." + +Instead of obeying, the Juniors crowded round Netta uttering protests +and reproaches in a perfect chorus of mutiny. Gwen, who could not +quite grasp the cause of the quarrel, made her way through a gap in +the hedge and entered the large field. + +"What's all the shindy about?" she enquired. "You're like a set of +wild Irishmen at a fair. I thought you were supposed to be +rehearsing?" + +"How can we rehearse by ourselves?" + +"And without our leader?" + +"Netta won't conduct!" + +"She told us to go and dance by ourselves, while she practised her own +jumping." + +"And she wanted to make Ida and Peggie hold the rope for her." + +"How can we do our morris dance without Ida and Peggie? It spoils the +figures." + +"Netta!" gasped Gwen. "Did you actually mean to practise jumping +instead of taking this rehearsal?" + +Netta shrugged her shoulders easily. + +"The kids know their steps so well, they can do the thing perfectly," +she replied. "What was the good of wasting my time drilling them? I +thought I'd make them of some use, and let them hold a rope for me. +They're an ungrateful little set of sneaks--won't do a thing for their +seniors!" + +"Why, I should think not, in this case, when you'd been specially +told off by the Committee to superintend their dance. I sympathize +with the kids. They've right on their side. It's you who are the +sneak." + +"Oh! Am I indeed, Miss Gwen Gascoyne? Thank you for nothing. It's a +pretty name to have called me, and I shan't forget it." + +"But it's true!" returned Gwen with warmth. "It's simply abominable +behaviour to pretend to act dancing mistress and use the time for your +own purposes. Why should these kids hold a rope for you?" + +"And why should you take me to task, I'd like to know? You're not a +prefect." + +"I only wish I were." + +"No doubt you do!" sneered Netta. "You've been so stuck up since your +Cot scheme was adopted, that you seem to imagine yourself as good as +the head of the school." + +"Gwen, you take our rehearsal instead--we've wasted ten minutes or +more over wrangling!" pleaded one of the Juniors. + +"I will, if Netta will let me." + +"Oh, I yield my place with pleasure to the all-important, +all-necessary Gwen Gascoyne!" retorted Netta. "We humbler members of +the Fifth don't get a look-in nowadays. But just let me give you one +word of good advice, my lofty Pharaoh--pride occasionally comes before +a fall!" + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +A School Gymkhana + + +Thanks to the vigorous efforts of the Committee and of the various +organizers of the entertainment programme, everything was in good +training by the first of June, and anniversary day seemed likely to +prove a huge success. It was decided that the gymkhana should begin at +three o'clock, and be held in the large cricket field, admission being +either by ticket or gate money. There was a little discussion about +the arrangements in that respect, some members considering the +printing of the tickets an unnecessary expense, and others their sale +beforehand an essential feature. + +"It's far better to sell them in advance," urged Bessie Manners, +"because people will often buy them, even if they're not certain of +going. If it were a showery afternoon many might stay away--then if +they hadn't taken tickets it would be so much loss to the funds." + +"We'll accept money at the gate, though?" queried Olga Hunter. + +"Yes, we must have a gatekeeper, and provide her with shilling and +sixpenny checks. I think children ought to be half-price. So many of +us have little brothers and sisters who would like to come, and a +shilling seems too much to pay for a child." + +"Right you are! Who'll be gatekeeper?" + +"Oh, some sturdy Fifth Form girl. I propose Gwen Gascoyne." + +"Yes, Gwen would do splendidly. She deserves some post of honour for +evolving the scheme. Besides, she's got a head on her shoulders. She'd +keep the gate like Horatio kept the bridge." + +"One could trust Gwen, I know. Now Rachel Hunter or Edith Arnold would +make mistakes in the change, and lose their presence of mind, and +perhaps let half a dozen people push in free while they were reckoning +up the sixpences." + +"Gwen it shall be, then. I'll ask her to-day if she'll undertake it." + +Gwen was only too proud to be invited to assume such a responsible +position. She felt much flattered that it should have been offered to +her instead of to Elspeth Frazer, Hilda Browne, Iris Watson, or other +of the older members of the Form. + +"I'm the youngest of all, and yet I'm to be trusted the most!" she +said to herself with a sigh of gratification. "Gwen Gascoyne, I +congratulate you! You're coming on!" + +There was great excitement at Skelwick Parsonage on the day of the +fete. Beatrice had made several boxes of sweets to be sold on the +ground, and Winnie picked the very choicest flowers in the garden for +the same object. Mr. Gascoyne, Beatrice, and Martin were to come to +the gymkhana, and had promised to clap their loudest at Giles' and +Basil's performances in the sports. Those two heroes kept examining +the muscular development of their young arms like a pair of practised +Roman gladiators, and ate quite a double allowance of breakfast on the +strength of the trials that were in store for them. They were so eager +to start for school, that for once Beatrice had no need to urge them +to hurry, and they departed in excellent spirits, vaulting, for +practice, over the orchard hurdles instead of going out through the +front gate. + +Morning school was held as usual at Rodenhurst, but ceased at twelve, +so as to give time for preliminary arrangements to be completed. The +classrooms were to be used as dressing-rooms for some of the +performers, and the gymnasium was turned into a repository for the +parcels of sweets, cakes, and flowers which kept arriving from the +generous friends who had promised such gifts. To unpack these and +apportion them to different tea tables or vendors' baskets was a task +which needed all the energies of the members of the Committee, who +were kept so busy at the work that they had scarcely more than ten +minutes to spare for dinner. As a rule, unpunctuality at this meal was +visited with direst penalties, but to-day Miss Roscoe only smiled as +the prefects rushed in very late, hastily bolted their meat course, +and fled minus the pudding. Their zeal and virtuous example had the +desired effect. Everybody upon whom any responsibility devolved made +an extra effort, so that by half-past two everything was in perfect +order and readiness. + +"Thank our lucky, lucky stars it's a decent day!" said Gwen, gazing up +at a sky which, if not blue all over, held only clouds of an +apparently harmless character. "I don't believe it intends to rain at +all, and I expect everybody will come, and the audience be 'large and +appreciative', as the newspapers say. If I don't clear a good sum of +gate money, I shall be amazed." + +"Are you ready, Gwen, to act Horatio?" said Bessie Manners, bustling +up in a hurry. "You understand the business, don't you? Those with +tickets you of course let in free. Everybody else must pay a shilling, +or children under ten sixpence. Here are two rolls of checks, sixpenny +and shilling ones. You must hand checks to all comers for the amount +they have paid you, and they will present the checks at the entrance +to the big field. You will stand at the gate that leads from the +garden to the smaller field." + +"I understand all right!" laughed Gwen. "I've brought a satchel to +hold the money, and I'll undertake not a soul gets in without paying. +It will have to be 'over my body' if they do!" + +"Moira will be at the second gate, and she won't allow anyone through +without handing her a ticket or a check, so I think we shan't lose +anything there," replied Bessie, turning away satisfied. + +Gwen took up her station at once, for visitors were already beginning +to arrive at the school, and she was soon fully occupied in receiving +coins and tearing off checks. She rather enjoyed being at the receipt +of custom, and was particularly gratified at the amount that went into +her satchel. The fine afternoon had tempted people to come to the +gymkhana, old Rodenhurst girls and their friends had turned up, as +well as parents and relations of present pupils, so the gathering was +quite considerable. The many pretty summer dresses and bright parasols +gave a most festive appearance to the ground, even before the +performers arrived on the scenes. Various girls, furnished with +tasteful baskets, had been chosen to sell sweets and floral +buttonholes, and soon began to find customers for their wares, while +the lemonade and ice-cream stalls were already doing a roaring trade. + +Lesbia had been selected as a flower vendor, and looked absolutely +charming in a white China-silk dress and Tuscan hat trimmed with +daisies, which, by her usual good luck, she had received from Aunt +Violet only the week before. Pretty Lesbia, with her pink cheeks and +her lovely flaxen hair, really made quite a picture as she carried +round her basket, and many people bought flowers from her, just +because they could not resist the entreaty in her blue eyes, and the +soft little voice that pleaded the cause of the Rodenhurst Cot. + +"She's just twice as good at selling as I should have been," thought +Gwen, watching her sister rather wistfully. "There's a fascination +about Lesbia which I don't possess in the very least. She must be +making a little fortune with those posies. Well, never mind. I'm +keeping the gate. That's more important still. To business. Here's +someone else coming. Hello! Why, Dick! This is awfully good of you!" + +It was Dick Chambers who presented himself and paid his shilling. "I +hardly knew whether I dared come," he grinned, "after the row I got +you into that afternoon when you fished out of the window for sweets. +Will any of the teachers seize upon me and turn me out as a pernicious +character? I shall demand the return of my money if they do!" + +"They're too busy," laughed Gwen, "and besides, I don't think anyone +would recognize you. Miss Trent didn't see you, you know; she only +caught me leaning out of the window." + +"Then you think I may venture without fear of consequences? I feel +rather like Romeo going into the Capulet mansion. Can you give me a +watchword to use if I get into difficulties?" + +"The Rodenhurst Cot and Coin of the Realm are our two watchwords this +afternoon. Stick to those and you can't go wrong, even if you beard +Miss Roscoe herself. She is over there if you'd like to shake hands +with her." + +"No, thanks! I've no wish to risk such an ordeal. In fact I'll give +her as wide a berth as possible. Should you be allowed to negotiate an +ice if I brought you one?" + +"Not while I'm on duty. Look here: 'You are requested not to speak to +the Woman at the wheel'. Here's a fresh batch of people arriving." + +"Mayn't I tear off the checks?" + +"Certainly not. Go along and buy some of Lesbia's flowers, if she has +any left by now. If you don't scoot quick, I'll report you for +impeding me in the performance of my work. Then they'd turn you out, +with a vengeance." + +"I'll be good," chuckled Dick, as he moved on to find Lesbia, and +invest in her wares. + +The cycle parade was about to begin, and those who meant to take part +in it were wheeling their machines through a private door which led from +the stable yard into the field. Not only had the competitors decorated +their bicycles, but they themselves had donned fancy costumes, many of +which were of quite an elaborate description. There was a Dutch maiden +with white sleeves, velvet bodice, starched cap and wooden sabots, a +sweet little Miss Jap-Jap-Jappy in gay kimono, a flower tucked into her +dark hair, an Indian squaw with bead-embroidered garments and fringed +leggings, several pierrettes, a Red Riding Hood, a Goody Two Shoes, and +other characters of nursery fame or fairy-tale lore. But the best of +all, so everyone agreed, was Rachel Hunter, who came arrayed as a cat. +Her costume, cut on the pattern of a child's sleeping suit, was most +cleverly contrived out of brown plushette, painted in bold bars to +represent the stripes of a tabby. She wore a cat's mask on her head, and +made such an excellent representation of a gigantic specimen of the +feline race that the effect was quite appalling. The younger children +squealed when she appeared on the field, especially as, to keep up her +character, she made an occasional claw at one of them as she passed, or +gave vent to a tremendous "Miau!" or "Fuff!" She had decorated her +bicycle with chocolate mice, and halted now and then to eat one with +great apparent gusto, hugely to the delight of the juvenile portion of +the audience, who clapped her again and again. But the real triumph of +her costume was her tail, a splendid appendage fully a yard in length. +By a most ingenious contrivance of a strong wire spring, worked with a +piece of elastic, she was able to curl and uncurl it, or to lash it to +and fro in the most diverting fashion. Altogether Puss was a huge +attraction, she acted her part capitally, and when on reaching the +judge's stand she purred loudly, and pretended to wash her face with her +tawny paw, the general cheering easily secured for her the first prize. + +The second prize was won by a classmate of Basil's from the Boys' +Preparatory Department, who came attired as a golliwog, with blackened +face, fuzzy hair, and a selection of Dutch jointed dolls slung from +his bicycle. His laurels were closely contested by a dainty Miss +Butterfly and a picturesque Cavalier, but on the whole the funny +costumes seemed to find greater favour with the majority. + +Everybody voted the cycle parade an entire success, and the audience +looked quite regretful as the long line of troubadours, Dolly Vardens, +brigands, fairies snow queens, Italian peasants, Kate Greenaway +rustics, and other interesting characters took their departure through +the gate. But there were further items on the programme, and all eyes +turned eagerly to the band of quaintly dressed little maidens who now +ran out joyously hand in hand to perform the ancient ceremony of +plaiting the Maypole. The children had been well drilled, and had +practised assiduously, so each took her ribbon with confidence, and +started off at the sound of the music, to tread the intricate steps +required for the due twisting and combination of the colours. The +affair went without a hitch, the maypole was plaited and unplaited, +and the effect was so pretty that the audience encored the +performance. Feeling that they had covered themselves with glory, the +May-maidens retired to make room for the morris dancers, who were +waiting anxiously to have their turn. The oldfashioned costumes, with +their decorations of flowers, ribbons, and bells looked well with the +green field for a setting, and when the band struck up, and the +dancers began their lively yet graceful motions, everyone felt +transported back to mediaeval days, when the world was young and +joyous, and our country merited its title of "Merrie England". The +Second Form girls, to whom had been assigned this portion of the +programme, contrived admirably to convey the original spirit of the +dance; their steps seemed so fresh and spontaneous and gay, their +actions so prompt and appropriate, and all went in such excellent time +to the music that the approving spectators accorded them an encore, +much to their satisfaction, for they were anxious not to be beaten by +their rivals the maypole plaiters. + +After the dancing was finished there was an interval for refreshments +before the sports began. Tea and coffee were served on tables which +had been carried out from the school, the ices were much in demand, +and lemonade and ginger beer bottles maintained a brisk series of +pops. Gwen, whose duties had kept her by the entrance gate, had only +been able to view the festivities from a distance, and she could not +yet desert her post as late comers were still arriving. + +"I've brought you a cup of tea, Gwen, if you can manage to drink it, +and a slice of cake. It's rather hard you have to act sentry all the +afternoon," said Iris Watson. + +"I don't mind. It's prime fun taking the tolls. I feel like an ancient +turnpike man. Thanks immensely for the tea! I'm more thirsty than +hungry, but I shan't despise the cake. Isn't it a piece of the one +your mother sent?" + +"Sweets, sixpence a box! Peppermint creams! Chocolate caramels! Almond +toffee! All home made! The best value for the money in all Stedburgh! +Perfectly delicious! Buy a box and taste them!" called a well-known +voice, and Lesbia marched up, smiling at her own eloquence. + +"Why, you young Cheap Jack, I thought you were selling flowers!" +exclaimed Gwen. + +"So I was, but I completely cleared out my stock, and Miss Trent set +me up in the confectionery line instead. I'm doing equally well, or +even better. By the by, can you give me change for a two-shilling +piece? Miss Douglas has just bought sixpenny-worth, and she has +nothing but a florin. I've this moment handed my money to Miss Trent +to take care of. I've no pocket in this dress, and I gave my bag to +Miss Barton with the proceeds of the flowers in it. Here's the +florin--I want a shilling and two sixpences for it, or else four +sixpences." + +"Right-o!" said Gwen, opening her satchel. "Oh, bother! Here are some +more people arriving! You'll have to wait!" + +"Do give it me, quick! Miss Douglas is in a hurry," pleaded Lesbia. + +"Then take it out of my satchel yourself. Be sure you put in the +florin." + +Lesbia hastily complied and ran off, for Miss Douglas was beckoning +to her impatiently, and teachers may not lightly be kept waiting. + +"Have you managed to get change? That's right--give me three +sixpences," said Miss Douglas, hurriedly putting the money in her +purse. "I have to rush indoors now and help to dress the 'Elizabethan' +girls for the final madrigal. The whole affair's going very well. We +may all congratulate ourselves on what we're making." + +"Hurrah for the Cot!" sang Lesbia, tripping away with a step that was +meant to be in imitation of the morris dancers. + +The athletic sports, open to all comers, were naturally a great +feature of the afternoon. The prizes had been given by various friends +who had responded so generously to the appeal made to them that the +Committee had been able to place a large number of competitions upon +the programme. The proceedings led off with a boys' flat race, in +which Giles and Basil took part with great credit, though neither was +fortunate enough to outstrip the winner, a fleet-footed little brother +of Charlotte Perry. The obstacle races were voted immense fun, the +humorous feature being the performance of such feminine tasks as +needle threading or button stitching by the boys, and rapid bean +sorting by the girls. Giles and Basil were successful in a +three-legged race, and Martin, to his huge delight, won the sack race +for visitors under seven. He bore away his prize--an indiarubber +ball--with great pride to show to Beatrice. Long jumping and high +jumping proved equally popular both with boys and girls, some of the +records being excellent. Linda Browne a younger sister of Hilda +Browne, particularly distinguished herself in this respect, and won +laurels for the Lower Third. Vaulting over hurdles of varying heights +made a graceful competition, and one in which Elspeth Frazer came off +a victor. She was an athletic girl, and possessed a wonderful power of +spring that caused her to clear the bars like a bird. + +"Our Form hasn't done badly," said Iris Watson, running to Gwen to +tell her of Elspeth's triumph. "Must you stick at this gate all the +time? Can't you leave it and compete for the dart-throwing contest? +It's always ripping. Surely nobody else will come now?" + +"Don't suppose they will, and I'd love to try the darts. But what am I +to do with this satchel? It contains solid wealth." + +"I'd give it to Miss Roscoe if I were you and ask her to take charge +of it. Can you lock it?" + +"Yes, I have the key in my pocket. I'll put the unused checks inside +with the cash. There! That's safely locked up. The bag is quite heavy! +The gate has made a splendid contribution towards the cot I feel so +jubilant I want to 'cock-a-doodle'!" + +Miss Roscoe readily took charge of the precious satchel, leaving Gwen +free to enter for any of the remainder of the sports in which she +might care to try her skill. The dart-throwing contest was just about +to take place, so she promptly joined the ranks of the competitors. +Each in turn had to throw six darts at a target, the one obtaining the +highest score securing the prize. It was a task that needed a true eye +and a firm hand, and proved far more difficult than most of the girls +anticipated. Some of them failed altogether to hit the target, and +others only achieved a chance dart in the outside rings. One or two of +the Sixth Form did fairly well, but did not secure a bull's-eye. + +"They've fixed the distance too far. It's impossible to shy properly +when one's such a long way off," declared Charlotte Perry, retiring +disconsolately after a series of bad shots. "It's your turn now, Gwen. +I wish you better luck than I've had." + +Gwen took her six darts and advanced to the white circle which was +marked on the grass as the throwing place. It was a game which she had +played frequently at the Parsonage, where she had often matched her +skill against that of her father and Beatrice. She had a strong arm +and a very true aim, two great essentials for success, and though the +number of paces was certainly greater than that to which she was +accustomed at home the increased distance did not seem an insuperable +difficulty. + +"I must throw a little higher and harder, that's all," she said to +herself. "Fortunately there's no wind blowing to speak of." + +Gwen's first shot went wide, but her second lodged in the outer ring +of the target. Profiting by the experience she regulated her aim, and +sent her third dart into the second ring. Her fourth and fifth were +nearer the centre still and the spectators began to cheer. Only one +dart remained; it was the best feathered of the six, and she had +purposely kept it until the last. She poised it carefully, calculated +for the slight breeze, then with a neat turn of her wrist hurled it as +swiftly as possible at the target. It whistled rapidly through the +air and lodged full in the bull's-eye. A storm of clapping greeted her +achievement. She was the last on the list of competitors, so she had +gained a full and complete victory over her rivals in the contest. She +beamed with satisfaction as she went up to receive her prize--a pretty +little silver brooch. + +She had no further good fortune, though she tried her luck in the +potato race and the ball-catching competition, which concluded the +sports. It was now after five o'clock, and a procession of girls in +Elizabethan costume came on to the field to sing the final madrigal +which was to wind up the fete. As the last strains died away and the +band began "God Save the King", everybody joined in the National +Anthem and gave three hearty cheers for the Rodenhurst Cot. + +"It has been a splendid afternoon," said Miss Roscoe, as the crowd +began to disperse and the sweet vendors and flower sellers came to +hand over their gains. "I'm sure we shall have realized quite a large +sum. It's too late to count our proceeds this afternoon. You must all +go home now, but if you have each labelled your own bag I will lock +them up in my safe until to-morrow. I think we may congratulate +ourselves on the success of our anniversary. It has more than answered +our expectations." + +Gwen went home in high glee. She had enjoyed her part of the +celebrations thoroughly, and the consciousness that she had originated +the cot scheme gave an added degree of pleasure to the general sense +of prosperous termination of the affair. As she walked with Lesbia +round the orchard that evening she indulged in a little +self-congratulation. + +"It is nice to have engineered all this!" she admitted. "Miss Roscoe's +pleased about it, I'm sure. She was so gracious to me when I took her +my satchel. She actually called me 'dear'!--a thing she's never done +in her life before. It's been a ripping day. School will seem quite +flat again after it. I wish there were another fete to look forward +to!" + +"There's the tennis tournament," suggested Lesbia. + +"Yes; but I shan't have much chance for that with my wretched old +racket!" sighed Gwen. + +"Suppose I'd a new one, and could lend it to you?" said Lesbia +quickly. "A lovely half-guinea one!" + +"You don't possess half a guinea to buy one, my child!" + +"But I do! I've got the money, and I'm going to get the racket I shall +go to Graham's to-morrow for it." + +"I thought your savings box was empty again? How in the name of wonder +did you come by ten and sixpence?" + +"Never you mind--I've got it, and that's the main point," replied +Lesbia, turning very pink. + +"But how?" + +"I shan't tell you! Leave me alone, Gwen! You've no right to pry into +my affairs. I never bother about yours. Let go my arm!" and Lesbia, +blushing even more furiously, wrenched herself free and fled towards +the house. + +Lesbia seldom had secrets, so her conduct was the more astonishing. +Gwen gazed after her in great surprise, half inclined to follow her +and press the point; but remembering that her Latin for the next day +was still unprepared, she fetched her books instead, and buried the +remembrance of her sister's strange behaviour in Virgil and a +dictionary. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + +A Day of Reckoning + + +Gwen went to school next morning in the jauntiest of spirits. She was +satisfied with the part she had played both in organizing the fete and +in helping to make it a success, and she fully expected approval from +headquarters. + +"This will set me all right with Miss Roscoe now," she thought. +"She'll quite forgive me that business about Dick and the sweets on +the strength of a 'Rodenhurst Cot'. I think I've scored considerably." + +When at eleven o'clock, therefore, Gwen received a summons from the +Principal, she was not at all dismayed, and presented herself in the +study with a smiling face. To her surprise, however, she was hardly +welcomed with the enthusiasm she expected. Miss Roscoe looked grave +and annoyed, and greeted her more as if she were a culprit than a +praiseworthy collector of money. + +"Sit down, Gwen," she said coldly, motioning her pupil to a chair near +her desk. "You can unlock your satchel and go over your accounts with +me; then there is another matter that I wish to talk to you about +afterwards." + +Feeling decidedly chilled, Gwen produced her key. Miss Roscoe emptied +the contents of the bag on to a tray, and proceeded to count the +various coins. She reckoned them twice over, frowned, consulted a +paper, then turned to Gwen. + +"See how much you make it!" she said abruptly. + +Gwen carefully went over the piles of half-crowns, florins, shillings, +and sixpences, and added them together. + +"I get thirteen pounds seven and six," was her conclusion. + +"So do I, so we must both be correct," returned Miss Roscoe. "Now the +checks that Moira Thompson received at the second gate register +thirteen pounds seventeen shillings. How is it you are nine and +sixpence short?" + +"Am I that much short?" cried Gwen. "It can't possibly be!" + +"Look for yourself," said Miss Roscoe. "The checks are all numbered. +There are two hundred and fifty-one shilling admissions and fifty-two +sixpenny ones. Examine the numbers on the rolls of checks left in your +satchel; you will see they begin at Nos. 252 and 53. That means that +you certainly issued 251 checks at a shilling and 52 at sixpence. The +right amount ought to have been in your bag." + +"Is there nothing left stuck in the corners?" asked Gwen, utterly +dumbfounded at the defalcation. + +"Nothing whatever. Look and satisfy yourself." + +Gwen seized the satchel, and almost turned it inside out in her +eagerness, but there was no remaining coin to be found. + +"Did you give any people checks without receiving the money in +return?" enquired Miss Roscoe. + +"No, certainly not. I was most particular. I didn't let anybody in +without paying. If they had no tickets I sold them checks. I don't see +how I can be all that amount wrong." + +"Unfortunately both our reckonings show the same deficit. What I want +to know, Gwen, is what has become of this missing nine and sixpence?" + +"I can't imagine." + +"But it is your duty to account for it. You alone are responsible; and +it is my duty to enquire where it has gone." + +"Miss Roscoe! You surely don't think I've pocketed it?" broke out +Gwen, the drift of the Principal's remarks suddenly dawning upon her. + +"I say nothing except that it is a very strange circumstance that you +cannot produce it. Was the satchel in your own possession the whole of +the afternoon?" + +"Yes--at least--yes, it was!" stammered Gwen, looking very red and +confused. The remembrance had just struck her that she had allowed +Lesbia to take some change from her bag, and at the same instant +Lesbia's extraordinary behaviour of the evening before flashed across +her mind. Could there possibly be any connection between the two +incidents? The idea was so horrible that she blushed at entertaining +it even for a moment. + +Miss Roscoe glanced at her keenly. + +"Do you assume the full responsibility for this?" she asked in a +strained voice. + +"Absolutely. Nobody except myself had anything to do with the gate +money." + +The Principal's face, which had been grave before, took a yet sterner +expression. + +"I am sorry, Gwen. Very sorry and most concerned. I thought I could +have trusted you entirely. It pains me beyond measure to find you have +betrayed my confidence." + +"But I didn't take that nine and six! I didn't, indeed! I don't know +where it has gone; but I haven't got it! How can you accuse me of such +a dreadful thing?" blurted out Gwen indignantly. + +"You can't deny the deficit," returned Miss Roscoe icily. "There is +the evidence of the checks and the cash to prove it. As you are not +able to account for it, I can only draw my own conclusions. As it +happens, I was this very morning made aware of the reason which must +have prompted your most dishonourable act." + +"What do you mean?" cried Gwen with a choke in her voice. + +For answer Miss Roscoe handed her a folded piece of paper. She opened +it nervously. It was a bill from Messrs. Parker & Sons, Glass and +China Merchants, to Miss Gwen Gascoyne, for ten shillings "to account +rendered", and written at the bottom were the words: "Your immediate +settlement will oblige". It seemed such a bolt from the blue that Gwen +turned all colours, and her hand trembled till she nearly dropped the +paper. + +"Ah, you may well look conscious, Gwen! I have just learnt the full +history of this most deceitful business. I have had a letter from +Mrs. Goodwin, telling me that her daughter had confessed her share of +it, and as another bill for the broken china had arrived for you, +directed under cover to Netta, she considered it best to forward it on +to me, with an account of what had occurred, as it was only right that +I should know about it. She is most pained that her daughter should +have been even slightly implicated in such an affair, and Netta +herself seems truly to regret countenancing the deception and +screening you. I had a talk with her before school this morning. I +cannot exonerate her, but she is at least sorry for her conduct. With +this knowledge of your debt, Gwen, and your reasons for concealing it, +of course I realize plainly enough why you have been foolish and +wicked enough to take some of the gate money. No doubt you yielded to +a desperate temptation; you had much better make a clean breast of +it." + +Gwen was trembling so greatly that she could hardly utter a reply. +Several times her white lips framed the words before she gasped out: + +"I did break the china, and I owe the ten shillings for it, but I +never took a penny from the satchel. I may be naughty, but I'm no +thief!" + +Miss Roscoe shook her head sadly. + +"What's the use of persisting in denying a fact that's absolutely +palpable?" + +"But I didn't! Oh, I didn't!" + +"It's little use arguing the matter at present, Gwen, if you take up +this stubborn attitude. If you think things over, you will see it is +much better to confess. I have probably startled you by springing the +news upon you that I was aware of your substitution of my china tea +service. When you are calmer you will be more ready to acknowledge +what you have done. Go to the little music room at the head of the +stairs--it is not in use this morning--and stay there until I come or +send for you. Reflect seriously upon what I have said, and make up +your mind to be brave enough to tell me everything." + +With feet like lead, and a head that throbbed and burned, Gwen walked +upstairs. The little music room was unoccupied. It only contained a +piano, a stool, and a chair, and on the last-named piece of furniture +she sank down wearily. Her thoughts flew so rapidly through her brain +that she could scarcely regulate them. She felt as if a net had been +spread for her, and had entangled her unawares. First and foremost was +the sense that Netta had betrayed her. Netta, who had promised at all +costs to keep her secret, had basely revealed it. She saw how cleverly +her old chum had managed to whitewash herself by making a confession +and feigning penitence, and how much darker this act caused Gwen's own +share in the matter to appear by comparison. Naturally Miss Roscoe +viewed Netta as the one with the tender conscience, and Gwen as the +unrepentant sinner. + +"Why didn't I tell her myself that day I meant to, and got as far as +the study?" wailed the unfortunate culprit. "Then I should have been +spared all this!" + +Why, indeed? How many of us mourn over our past follies and +cowardices, bitterly regretting the wasted moment or the lost +opportunity? Gwen's fault was indeed being visited heavily upon her +shoulders. She had sown the wind and reaped the whirlwind. She felt +keen resentment against Netta. It was a dastardly trick to have played +upon her. Netta might at least have warned her that the bill was to be +sent on to Miss Roscoe--then she could have been prepared for the +worst. It was surely mere spite on the part of her friend, who, having +quarrelled with her, was anxious to find some means of annoying her. +Netta had been jealous of her new-found appreciation in the Form, and +had taken this opportunity of trying to humble her. The deficit in the +gate fund filled Gwen with surprise. There seemed only one way of +accounting for it, and that was so painful that she shrank from facing +it. Lesbia had taken change out of the satchel, and that same evening +Lesbia had acknowledged the possession of ten shillings, but had +refused to reveal how she came by the money. + +Gwen groaned as she remembered her sister's conscious looks and +evasive replies. Could it actually be possible that Lesbia had +abstracted this money? She was rather silly, flighty, and +irresponsible, but she had always been truthful and honourable. No, it +was surely absolutely foreign to her character! Then where had she +obtained half a guinea to buy a new tennis racket? And what was the +reason of her extreme embarrassment? Gwen abandoned the question in +despair. + +"If she really did take it, I must shield her at any cost," she +decided. "She'd get into such frightful trouble, and scolding Lesbia +is like breaking a butterfly. I can bear things better than she can. +But--oh, dear! What am I to say to Dad if he asks me? I can stand +Miss Roscoe's wrath, but I can't face making Dad look sorry." + +The Principal left Gwen until one o'clock to reflect upon her sins, +then summoned her again to the study, and urged her in strong terms to +confess. + +"I will forgive you if you only acknowledge it, but if you persist in +denying it, I shall have to go more deeply into the matter," she said +sternly. "I cannot allow such things to happen at Rodenhurst. It is a +very grave fault, Gwen. Do you wish me to send for your father?" + +"No, no!" cried Gwen hastily. + +"Then will you confess?" + +"I can't! I didn't do it! Oh, I don't understand!" responded Gwen, +torn in two between the desire to defend herself and the fear of +involving Lesbia. She did not dare to tell Miss Roscoe that her sister +had taken change from the satchel, yet by that circumstance only could +she account for the loss. + +"Miss Douglas is as distressed as I am," continued the Principal. "I +was obliged to tell her, in order to explain your absence from your +classes. Here she comes now. Perhaps she will be able to persuade you +better than I." + +"Oh, Miss Roscoe," exclaimed Miss Douglas, entering the study with a +hurried step and a heightened colour, "I have just made the most +astounding discovery! I happened to look in my purse, and to my +amazement and consternation I found half a sovereign which certainly +ought not to be there. I am sure I know how I came by it. Yesterday, +just before I went into the house to dress the girls who were to sing +the Elizabethan madrigal, I bought a box of sweets from Lesbia +Gascoyne. I gave her a two-shilling piece, and as she had no +sixpences, she ran to Gwen to ask change for my florin. She came +hurrying back, and handed me, as we both imagined, three sixpences. I +put them in my purse without looking at them. Now I am quite sure that +one of these supposed sixpences must in reality have been half a +sovereign, given by mistake. I undoubtedly had no ten-shilling piece +in my purse. The difference of giving half a sovereign in lieu of +sixpence would be exactly the nine-and-six that was missing from +Gwen's satchel. Let us exchange the two coins, and the deficit will be +made up." + +It was such a natural, simple, and self-evident explanation of the +situation that its truth could not be doubted. Miss Roscoe heaved a +sigh of intense relief. + +"I am grateful to you beyond words, Miss Douglas," she returned. +"Gwen, I am most delighted that your honour is cleared, and regret I +harboured so unjust a suspicion against you. I confess it was the +affair of the broken china that prejudiced me in your disfavour. It +supplied so strong a motive. Why didn't you come and tell me about +that right away when if happened instead of trying to settle it in +such a crooked fashion? It wasn't straight and square, was it? Have I +heard the whole story?" + +Gwen, who had not shed a tear before, was crying bitterly now. Miss +Roscoe's present kindly tone hurt more than her former severity. +Almost in spite of herself the girl began to blurt put her version of +how she had accidentally broken the tea service, had intended to pay +for it at once, and how Emma had absconded with the money. The +housemaid's part in the drama was news to Miss Roscoe, and she +hastened to ask for particulars. + +"This must be investigated immediately," she declared. "I shall send +for Emma Dalton this afternoon. I happen to know that she has a place +as parlour-maid at a house not far away. If I had heard of this I +could not have given her a character. Indeed she deserves to be +prosecuted for theft. I must write a note to her present mistress." + +Miss Roscoe never let the grass grow under her feet. In this case she +acted with her usual promptitude, and by two o'clock Emma, in much +alarm, and weeping like a waterspout, was ushered into the study and +confronted with Gwen and Netta, who were both summoned for the +occasion. + +"Now, Emma, this is a serious charge. Have you anything to say for +yourself?" enquired Miss Roscoe, seating herself at her desk with the +air of a magistrate about to try a case. + +"I didn't pay the money at Parker's, and I don't deny it," sobbed +Emma. "I meant to, but I saw a coat and skirt I wanted, so I thought +I'd borrow it, and the bill might just wait for a bit. I've intended +to go and settle every month when I got my wages, but it's never +seemed the right time. I didn't know Parker's were pressing for it. +Oh, dear, I've been a bad girl!" + +"You have indeed," said Miss Roscoe. "It was wrong of Miss Gascoyne +to ask you to help her to deceive me, but worse for you to defraud +her." + +"It wasn't Miss Gascoyne that suggested sending back the broken china +to Parker's and saying nothing about it; it was Miss Goodwin," +declared Emma, pointing at Netta. "She planned the whole thing! Yes, I +can tell you she did. She's a deeper one than the other. It was half +her fault, I'll be bound!" + +Netta's face was a study, especially as Miss Roscoe looked at her +keenly, though she made no remark. + +"I've brought the money with me," continued Emma, still sobbing, "if +Miss Gascoyne will please take it and forgive me." + +"You don't deserve any consideration, Emma," said Miss Roscoe. + +"For the sake of my mother!" pleaded Emma. "Oh, don't prosecute me! It +would brand me for life!" + +"Don't send her to prison, please!" interposed Gwen. + +"Well, we don't want to be too hard on you and ruin your life. Let it +be a warning to you to be honest in future. I am sure Miss Gascoyne +has no wish to prosecute you. I shall be obliged to let your mistress +know about this, however. I gave you so good a character to her, that +it is not fair she should remain in ignorance of so serious a slip. +She must be the judge whether she keeps you in her service or not." + +"I'll go home to my mother and work at dressmaking," snivelled Emma as +she prepared to depart. "Here's the money, Miss Gascoyne; I'm sorry I +took it, and thank you kindly for not prosecuting." + +Netta fled from the study the moment Miss Roscoe gave her leave to go. +She was anxious not to have to speak to Gwen, for she knew she had not +behaved well towards her. Emma's unexpected accusation had given +rather an awkward turn to the affair, and she had hardly come out of +it with the credit she expected. Gwen lingered behind. She felt she +could not leave without offering the apology which for seven long +months she had wished to make. + +"Please, Miss Roscoe, I'm most dreadfully sorry about all this. I know +I ought to have come and told you at once when I knocked over the box +of china," she blurted out abruptly. "I've been miserable the whole +time about it." + +"Well, Gwen, it's a lesson to keep square, isn't it? One little step +from the straight road often sends us farther out of our way than we +have any intention of going. I don't think you will descend to +anything so underhand again, will you?" + +"Never in all my life!" protested Gwen with energy. + +"Then we'll say no more about it." + +The news that Gwen had been suspected of appropriating some of the +gate money had leaked out, as news always leaks out, and was received +with great indignation by the rest of the Fifth. + +"Gwen Gascoyne simply isn't capable of doing such an abominable +thing!" declared Elspeth Frazer. + +"No. Gwen's gauche and brusque, but she's unimpeachable," agreed Hilda +Browne. + +"I'd rather suspect myself!" said Charlotte Perry. + +Much satisfaction was expressed in the Form when the report of the +mistake in Miss Douglas's change was circulated, and Gwen's complete +acquittal secured. Everybody congratulated her heartily when she +returned to the classroom. + +"You're the heroine of the hour," said Louise Mawson. "It was an +uncommonly disagreeable thing to happen. But in a bag full of change +it's very easy to confuse a half-sovereign and a sixpence. By the by, +has Miss Roscoe added up all the accounts yet? How much have we made?" + +"One hundred and fifty-three pounds altogether," replied Gwen. "We got +a hundred and nine pounds by collecting, and the gymkhana has made +forty-four." + +"Hooray! Then the cot is an accomplished fact." + +"We shall all have to pay a visit to the Convalescent Home and see it, +as soon as the name is painted up over it," said Hilda Browne. + +"Won't it look scrumptious to see 'Rodenhurst Cot' in black and +white?" chuckled Charlotte Perry. + +"We shall have to publish reports of our special convalescents in +every number of the school magazine," suggested Iris Watson. "It will +be so interesting to read about them." + +At four o'clock, by Winnie's express permission, Gwen went to Parker & +Sons and made a final settlement of their account. The relief of being +free from her load of debt was very great, and she came out of the +shop happier than she had been since the day she first entered it. As +Emma had refunded the one pound two and sixpence in full, Gwen had +twelve and sixpence in hand, and, in consequence, felt rich beyond the +dreams of avarice. The vision of a new tennis racket began to dawn on +her horizon. That evening she managed to cajole Father for a short +stroll on the moor. It was seldom she could secure such a +_tete-a-tete_ walk, but she was longing so much to unburden her mind +that she gave him no peace until she had got him all to herself. Once +they were seated on the heather, with the wold behind and the sea in +front, Gwen began to pour out the story in her usual abrupt, jerky +fashion, not omitting the matter of the prize essay which she had sold +to Netta. + +"Why didn't you tell me all this before, Gwen?" asked Mr. Gascoyne +when she had finished. + +"Because--oh, Dad, I thought it would worry you! Beatrice said you +were so dreadfully hard up." + +"It would have worried me far more to feel that you owed money. How +much did Netta Goodwin lend you?" + +"A sovereign." + +"Then I will make up your twelve and six to twenty shillings, and you +shall pay her back. I don't like that transaction about the essay at +all." + +"Netta doesn't deserve it!" exclaimed Gwen. + +"I dare say not, but your conscience demands it. Honour forbids you to +expose Netta, but the affair was so discreditable that I want your +part at least to be set straight. That sovereign was ill-gotten gains, +Gwen!" + +"Oh, Dad! Are you very angry with me?" + +"No, not angry, but I wish you'd trusted me. The whole business, +childie, hasn't been on the square." + +"I knew it wasn't, all the time," confessed Gwen, scrubbing her eyes. +"But--oh, Dad, it was so hard! Why do such hard places come into one's +life?" + +"To give one the opportunity to get strong. If everything were always +pleasant and smooth and easy, we should be poor sort of creatures in +the end, with no character worth having. I feel that every day myself, +and give thanks for the hard things, and I've had my share of them." + +Gwen looked at Father, and a sudden perception of his meaning swept +over her. Young as she was, she knew something of the struggles and +disappointments, the lack of appreciation, the mistrust, the +misconstructions, the slights which had met him in his parish work, +and the burden of poverty which he carried so bravely and +uncomplainingly--somewhat, too, perhaps, she divined of the hopes he +had left behind. Her own little struggles faded into nothingness in +the shadow of his. + +"Yes, you've had a hard life, Dad," she repeated slowly. + +"Sentry duty. That's all! A hard life is the soldier's post of +honour," said Father. + +He looked far out over the sea as he spoke, and it almost seemed to +Gwen as if his face shone. + +There was still one point which Gwen was anxious to elucidate, and +that was the reason of Lesbia's peculiar conduct in the orchard on the +evening of the gymkhana, and where she had obtained the ten and +sixpence of which she had spoken. Lesbia seemed very unwilling to +discuss the subject, but when the two girls were in their bedroom that +night, Gwen held her to the point. + +"Oh, Gwen, you've got me in a corner!" protested Lesbia. "I didn't +mean to tell a soul about it, except Kitty Macpherson! Well, if you +must know, this is what happened. One day Kitty brought a copy of _The +Gentlewoman's World_ to school. It had a beauty competition in it, and +she urged me to try my luck, so I sent up my photo--that one which +Aunt Violet had taken of me when I was staying at Greylands. It +actually won a prize, and the magazine sent me a postal order for ten +and sixpence. I didn't dare to tell any of you at home, because I knew +you'd all think me so terribly vain and conceited. Beatrice is +fearfully down on me for that kind of thing, and I knew the boys would +tease, and call me 'Proudie' and 'Madam Conceit'." + +Gwen laughed long and heartily. She did not tell her little sister of +the unjust suspicion she had for a short time harboured against her. +The whole affair was so exactly like Lesbia, from the competing for a +beauty prize to the careless taking of wrong change. + +"How will you explain your new tennis racket?" she enquired. "Beatrice +will ask where you got the money to buy it." + +"I never thought of that. I suppose I shall have to confess, then, and +be labelled 'Miss Vanity'," sighed Lesbia. "It's a ripping racket, +Gwen. It's exactly the same that Kitty Macpherson has. I'll lend it to +you whenever you want it. Are you cross with me for not telling you +before?" + +"No, dear; it wasn't such a fearful crime after all," returned Gwen, +half sighing, for Lesbia's secret seemed so much more innocent a one +than her own had been. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + +Retribution + + +Gwen took back the sovereign next morning to Netta, who received it +with amazing coolness. + +"An unexpected blessing," she remarked. "I'd put that sov. down as a +bad debt. Better late than never. We're quits now, Gwen Gascoyne." + +"Not altogether," returned Gwen. "I've set my part straight, but +you've still got the credit for my essay. You haven't put that to +rights." + +"Catch me telling!" laughed Netta. "No, my good Gwen, that's a little +too much to ask. Don't expect more than you're likely to get, and then +you won't be disappointed. I'm afraid I must still consider Mr. Thomas +Carlyle my special property. You really can't eat your cake and have +it." + +"That's exactly what you're doing," retorted Gwen. "You took my essay, +and now you've got the sovereign as well." + +"But I helped you out of a temporary difficulty. You forget that, and +don't show as much gratitude as you might." + +"Not much cause for gratitude," grunted Gwen. + +"This is what comes of being too philanthropic. I won't help anybody +out of scrapes again. One never gets thanked for it." + +"Not when you give your help on such terms." + +It was no use arguing with Netta, so Gwen turned away, glad to have +closed the transaction, even though she had been decidedly the loser. +There were plenty of other matters to occupy her mind, as this +afternoon the tennis trials were to take place as a preliminary to +playing for the Form trophy, and later for the County shield. Gwen had +given in her name to Moira Thompson, the head of the games committee, +and expected that she would be accepted at least for the trials. Nor +was she mistaken, for when, at two o'clock, Moira pinned her paper on +the notice board, the fourth couple down for singles were Gwen +Gascoyne against Geraldine French. All the school was assembled to +watch the play, since on this afternoon's victories would largely +depend the future choice of champions. + +"Here's my new racket. Do use it--it's a perfect beauty," whispered +Lesbia, edging through the crowd, and pushing her treasured possession +into her sister's hand. "It will just make all the difference to your +play." + +Gwen accepted the loan thankfully. Her old racket had been her +greatest impediment, and she had not liked to borrow often from her +classmates. As Lesbia had prophesied, it made all the difference to +her serves, and she played up in a way that astonished everybody. +Geraldine French, who was considered almost invincible by the Sixth, +had not taken Gwen seriously, and was therefore most electrified and +disgusted to find herself beaten by a Fifth Form girl of no particular +reputation in the world of tennis. The Fifth were in a state of +immense delight. + +"Gwen's serves to-day were unique," declared Iris Watson. "If she can +keep this up our Form may have a chance for the trophy." + +"I'd no idea Gwen could do so well," agreed Elspeth Frazer. "She's +suddenly developed into quite a crack player." + +"And she's such long legs and arms, she seems all over the court, and +scarcely misses a ball." + +"She's shown up in a new light this afternoon. We shall have to think +her over for a championship." + +The match for the Form trophy was to be played in a week's time. At +present the beautiful silver cup was in the possession of the Sixth, +but the Fifth were not without hopes of winning it, and transferring +it to the chimney piece of their own classroom. It was an +old-established custom at Rodenhurst that after the trials had taken +place each Form competing for the trophy should vote its own +champions. The election was naturally a highly exciting event; all the +points of the various candidates' play were carefully discussed, and +the two who were considered the most likely to do credit to the Form +were returned. On this occasion five girls appeared of such equal +merit that the running between them would be very close. Hilda Browne +and Charlotte Perry were last year's champions, and were steady +players, though many thought that Charlotte had gone off a little in +her serves. Betty Brierley was brilliant but unreliable, sometimes +making more splendid scores than anybody in the school, and sometimes +playing love games. Netta Goodwin had a special reputation for back +work, in which she excelled, and this circumstance might very +possibly cause her to be chosen in conjunction with a good net +champion. Gwen's unexpected prowess had been a complete surprise to +the Form, and had made such a favourable impression that many were +inclined to vote for her. To none of the five girls did the vision of +a championship appear more attractive than to Netta. She loved to +shine, and it was a sore point with her that she was not more popular +in her Form. Here, at any rate, seemed a chance to gain the applause +of her schoolfellows. She was conscious of playing well, and though +she was not a general favourite, she knew the girls did not allow +individual preferences, as a rule, to bias their judgment when it was +a question of winning or losing the trophy. She canvassed diligently, +put any pressure she could bring to bear upon her particular friends, +and began carefully to reckon up how many votes she could reasonably +count upon. The result was not altogether reassuring. Both Hilda +Browne and Gwen seemed powerful rivals to her pretensions, and the +chances were that the election would return Hilda for first champion, +and either Gwen or Charlotte Perry for second. The prospect of being +beaten in an affair upon which she had set her heart filled Netta with +dismay. + +The voting was by ballot, and took place in the classroom immediately +after morning school. When the bell rang the girls did not immediately +leave their desks as usual, but sat still while Miss Douglas +distributed to each a half sheet of notepaper and an envelope. All +that was required was to write down the names of two champions, fold +the paper and put it in the envelope. No signatures were allowed, so +that even Miss Roscoe should not know who had voted for which +candidate. The whole affair did not take more than a few minutes. The +girls hastily scribbled the names of their favourites, many of them in +feigned handwritings, fastened their envelopes, and then returning +them to Miss Douglas, left the classroom. + +"I wonder how soon we shall know the result!" said Netta, as the Form +trooped downstairs. + +"It depends upon how soon Miss Roscoe has time to count them," replied +Iris Watson. "She may be in her study now, or she may be too busy to +look at them until four o'clock." + +"Too bad to leave us in suspense." + +"I'm not going to think about it," said Charlotte Perry. "It will be +time enough to rejoice or moan when one knows." + +"Oh, bother the election!" said Betty Brierley. "Come and see if we +can get a court and have a set before dinner." + +Netta did not follow the others to the tennis grounds. She was much +more anxious about the result of the ballot than they, and had no +heart at present for playing. Instead, she walked into school again, +and finding the door of Miss Roscoe's study open, she peeped in. The +room was empty, and on the desk lay the nineteen envelopes, each +marked solely with a large V, that represented the voting of the Fifth +Form. Netta looked at them wistfully. How she longed to open them and +learn their contents! Such a proceeding was, of course, impossible, +and she turned away with a sigh. As her glance wandered round the +room, she noticed a large parcel of stationery which had just been +unpacked, and lay spread upon a side table. Miss Roscoe had evidently +opened it to get the paper and envelopes needed for the election, and +had not yet had time to put it away in the drawers of her secretaire. +Then suddenly an idea occurred to Netta--an idea so original and +daring that she almost laughed at her audacity in entertaining it. It +was a scheme which no other girl in the Form would have dreamt of for +a moment, but Netta was troubled with few scruples of conscience, and +was never deterred by a question of honour from attaining her wishes. +Very quickly she abstracted nineteen envelopes and ten sheets of +notepaper, and fled with her spoil to her own classroom. She bolted +along the passage and upstairs in such a tremendous hurry that she did +not notice the impish face of Ida Bridge peering from the Second Form +room as she passed. + +"Oho, Miss Netta Goodwin! What's the matter with you?" thought Ida. +"You have an uncommonly guilty look about you, almost as if you were +committing a crime. What's up, I wonder? I think I'm just going to +track you and see." + +Since the stormy episode on the day when the Second Form girls were +rehearsing for their morris dance, Ida Bridge had detested Netta. She +felt she owed her a grudge, which she was most anxious to pay if a +reasonable opportunity could only be found. She followed now post +haste, and adopting the tactics of a scout, waited till Netta was +safely inside the Fifth Form room, then peeped cautiously round the +door. What she saw did not particularly enlighten her. Netta was +busily tearing sheets of notepaper in half, was scribbling something +on them, blotting them and putting them into envelopes. No one else +was in the room, and there was nothing to suggest an explanation of +this rather mysterious employment. + +"I'm sure she's up to something, though," murmured Ida to herself, +still keeping a watchful eye on the enemy's movements. Netta wrote +away, and kept folding her pieces of paper with record speed; there +was a complacent look on her face, and she chuckled occasionally, as +if with deep satisfaction. At the sound of the dinner bell she +started, and hurriedly swept her correspondence into her desk. Ida, +with admirable presence of mind, bolted into the empty Sixth Form room +opposite, and having seen Netta depart down the corridor, took the +liberty of going to make an inspection of what she had been doing. + +"Um--indeed! What have we here?" said Ida, opening the desk. +"Envelopes marked with a V, and sheets of paper with names on. Let's +take a look at them. 'Hilda Browne--Netta Goodwin.' 'Netta +Goodwin--Gwen Gascoyne.' 'Betty Brierley--Netta Goodwin.' 'Charlotte +Perry--Netta Goodwin.' All in such different styles of writing, too! I +believe I begin to see daylight. Now, shall I go and call Miss Douglas +at once to look at this? No--it's incriminating, but not sufficient +evidence to convict. I must let things develop a little further first. +I think I'd better have a witness, too. Miss Netta Goodwin, I believe +you're going to be rather too clever for once, and that you'll find +yourself outwitted by one of the despised Juniors." + +Ida Bridge was late for dinner that day, but she took Miss Roscoe's +reproof with a sangfroid at which her Form marvelled. + +"I don't care if I have to write fifty lines as a punishment," she +murmured to her neighbour and chum, Peggy Weston. "What I've just +discovered is worth a thousand lines. I can't explain why now, but the +moment dinner is over you and I must stalk Netta Goodwin, and, without +letting her know it, never take our eyes off her till afternoon school +begins." + +Quite unconscious that two small spies had resolved to keep her +movements under surveillance, Netta slipped away from her friends +after dinner, and returned to the classroom. It did not take her long +to finish her task; she had soon fastened her nineteen envelopes, +then, concealing them in an exercise-book cover, she hurried +downstairs. Miss Roscoe's study was still empty, and nobody seemed +about, for Netta never noticed the cautious pair who were dodging and +watching in her rear as cleverly as a couple of young detectives. +After a hasty glance round the room she advanced to the Principal's +desk, and deeming herself quite unobserved, rapidly exchanged the pile +of envelopes there for those which she had brought with her. She gave +one look of satisfaction at the substituted set--they were such an +excellent imitation--and bore off the genuine ballot to the Fifth Form +room. Ida and Peggie, with breathless interest, followed, and saw her +putting the stolen goods into her desk; then, having witnessed as +much as they considered necessary, they flew in hot haste to lodge the +information with their own Form mistress. Miss Broughton, amazed at +what they told her, sought Miss Roscoe, who summoned Ida and Peggie, +and listened attentively to their story. + +"This must be enquired into promptly," she declared. "Come with me at +once to the Fifth Form." + +The girls had just assembled for afternoon school when the Principal +entered, bearing the substituted pile of envelopes, and accompanied by +Ida and Peggie. + +For Miss Roscoe to arrive at such a time was an absolutely +unprecedented occurrence. A dead silence at once reigned. Everybody +wondered what had happened, and why Miss Roscoe should have brought +the two children with her. The headmistress walked straight up to +Netta's seat. + +"Netta Goodwin," she said, "such an extraordinary incident has just +been reported to me that I feel it is my duty to investigate it +immediately. I wish to see what you have here," and, throwing up the +lid, she began to investigate the contents of the desk. + +Netta gave a gasp as if an earthquake had opened at her feet, and +turned deathly white. She did not venture to say a word. All in the +room waited in mute suspense, realizing that the matter must be of +vital importance. With a sad face Miss Roscoe drew out the nineteen +envelopes and compared them with those which she held in her hand. + +"I have a very serious charge against you, Netta Goodwin," she said +sternly. "You were observed in the act of taking these letters from my +study, and substituting a similar set which you had yourself written. +Ida Bridge and Peggie Weston can testify that they themselves +witnessed your deed. I have a strong suspicion of your motive, and I +am going to open the envelopes to ascertain if I am correct." + +Putting each pile separately, Miss Roscoe rapidly tore open the two +ballot sets, and glanced over them. + +"It is a peculiar circumstance," she remarked icily, "that in the +original voting papers your name occurs only nine times, and in the +substituted papers eighteen times." + +A wave of indignation passed round the Form. The girls at last +understood the point, and realized the full significance of Netta's +action. The excitement was intense, though awe for the headmistress +forbade anybody to speak. + +"To make absolutely certain," continued Miss Roscoe, "we will take the +voting again. Miss Douglas, will you kindly deal a sheet of exercise +paper to each desk? Now I put everyone on her honour to repeat the +names of the two candidates that she wrote this morning." + +For a moment the girls scribbled, then folded the papers and handed +them to Miss Douglas, who went round the room to collect them. Miss +Roscoe examined them attentively, and compared them with some figures +she had jotted down. + +"They correspond absolutely with the papers which I have just found in +your desk, Netta Goodwin! Ida Bridge, come here! It is only fair that +Netta should hear your accusation. Tell me again, in her presence, +exactly what you witnessed." + +"Please, Miss Roscoe," began Ida in her high-pitched voice, "I saw +Netta come out of your study before dinner, and come here. I peeped +round the door, and she was writing something on half-sheets of paper, +and putting them inside envelopes. Then I told Peggie, and afterwards +we watched her go into your study again and put her pile of envelopes +on your table, and take yours away and pop them into her desk." + +"Do you endorse this statement, Peggie Weston?" + +"Yes, Miss Roscoe, it's quite true," murmured Peggie nervously. + +"Netta Goodwin, have you anything to answer in reply to this charge?" + +But Netta kept her eyes on the ground, and did not reply. Miss Roscoe, +who was still standing beside the open desk, began to turn over some +of the loose pieces of exercise paper which it contained, and shook +her head as she noticed the names of various candidates scrawled in +different handwritings, evidently for practice. Determined to +investigate the affair thoroughly, she pulled out yet more papers, and +among them a small roll fastened by a brass clip. At this she glanced +with attention, then with marked surprise. "Netta Goodwin," she +continued, "this is an entirely different matter, but one which I +should like explained nevertheless. Last term you gained a prize for +an essay on Thomas Carlyle. How is it that there is a manuscript of +this essay in your desk, signed 'Gwen Gascoyne'? Yes, and in Gwen's +handwriting, too, which I know well." + +Netta glanced hastily at Gwen, who had turned as red as fire. Perhaps +feeling that she had already been so entirely exposed that an added +circumstance would make little difference, and wishing to get Gwen +also into trouble, Netta suddenly resolved to make a full confession. + +"I suppose I may as well tell everything," she volunteered sulkily. +"Yes--I did want to get the tennis championship, and I altered the +names because I didn't think I had a chance otherwise. About that +essay, it was Gwen Gascoyne's. She wrote it, but she sold it to me for +a sovereign." + +"And you passed it off as your own?" + +"I'd paid for it, so I just copied it. I couldn't see where the harm +came in!" said Netta doggedly. + +"Netta Goodwin, have you absolutely no sense of right and wrong, or +any vestige of conscience?" + +"I can't see that I'm worse than some other people," replied Netta, +with a spiteful glance at Gwen. + +"Gwen Gascoyne, did you sell this essay to Netta?" + +"Yes, Miss Roscoe," gulped Gwen, covered with shame, and too much +embarrassed to offer any explanation. + +"I shall have a word with you later on. Netta, by your own confession +you admit appropriating a schoolfellow's work last term, and altering +the voting papers this afternoon. Forgery is a very ugly word and one +which I am sorry to use, but there is no other name for what you have +done. In all the years of my headmistress-ship here such a thing has +not occurred before. I have had unruly and disobedient girls +occasionally, but in the whole of my experience never a girl so +deliberately bad as you. It is well for the school that this has +occurred, and that I have discovered your true character; your +influence must have been most pernicious, and I can only hope that it +has not already done harm. It is, of course, impossible for me to +allow you to remain at Rodenhurst. It is the first time I have been +obliged to expel a pupil, and I much regret the necessity, but I feel +that to keep you would be to retain a source of moral infection. You +will go home at once. Your books and any other articles belonging to +you will be sent after you, and I shall write to your parents, +informing them of the circumstances under which you have been sent +away. I am grieved for the sorrow which I know it will cause them. +Go!" + +Miss Roscoe pointed peremptorily to the door, and Netta, all her +jaunty, self-confident airs gone for once, with downcast eyes that did +not dare to meet the scorn of her schoolfellows, and white lips that +quivered with passion, slunk ignominiously from the room. The +Principal waited a few minutes to allow her time to go downstairs, +then she ordered Ida and Peggie back to their own classroom, and +turned with a sigh to Gwen. + +"You will come with me to the study," she said briefly. Gwen followed +in a state of abject misery. Was she never to finish reaping that +harvest of tares, the sowing of which she had already so bitterly +repented. One initial slip had indeed plunged her into undreamt-of +trouble. + +"Well, Gwen, you had better tell me all about this unhappy business," +said Miss Roscoe as soon as they were alone. "Let us get to the bottom +of everything this time, and leave nothing concealed." + +Hard though it was to make confession, Gwen was almost glad to have +the opportunity of doing so, and of at last setting straight the last +threads of the tangled web she had woven. She felt that she would have +told before about the essay if Netta had not been implicated, but her +father had agreed that she could not in honour expose her +schoolfellow. By skilful cross-questioning Miss Roscoe soon gathered +the facts of the case. + +"I understand," she said thoughtfully; "I am glad you paid back that +sovereign, Gwen! It gives me a higher opinion of you than I should +otherwise have had. I judge that your own conscience and your father's +disapproval have punished you so severely that I can add little more +in the way of reproof. I can trust you not to do such a thing again. +Do I now know absolutely the whole of that transaction?" + +"Every scrap!" + +"Then we will consider the slate wiped clean." + +"Thank you just a thousand times!" said Gwen, as Miss Roscoe with a +nod dismissed her from the study. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + +The Tennis Tournament + + +Netta's expulsion naturally made a great sensation in the school. To +prevent misconceptions Gwen told her classmates the entire story both +of the breaking of the china and the selling of her essay. They +already knew so much, that she felt it was better for them to learn +the whole; they could then form their own judgment of the case, and +decide upon what terms they would receive her back amongst them. + +"I'm fearfully sorry about it," she said in conclusion; "I know I +don't deserve you to be decent to me." + +"I'm extremely glad you've told us," said Hilda Browne, acting +mouthpiece for the rest. "It explains so very much. We never could +understand why you were friends with Netta, and it made us think badly +of you that you seemed so chummy with such a girl. But of course this +accounts for it. I won't whitewash you, but since you're sorry, I vote +we all agree to drop the thing." + +"Yes, anyone who refers to it will be a sneak," agreed Elspeth Frazer. +"Gwen's made a fresh start, and it's not fair that any old scores +should be raked up against her. Netta's gone, of which I'm heartily +glad, and I hope now there'll be a better tone altogether throughout +the whole Form." + +Elspeth mentioned no names, but she looked meaningly at Annie Edwards, +Millicent Cooper, and Minna Jennings, and the three reddened beneath +her glance. They were not bad girls, but they were weak, and under +Netta's sway they had been very silly, and sometimes dishonourable. + +"We must all try and help each other to keep rules," said Hilda Browne +quickly and tactfully. "I'm sure none of us like cheating, and that +we'd every one be willing to promise to be absolutely square in our +work, and in games and everything. Shout 'Aye!' those who agree." + +Eighteen voices were raised in unison, Annie's, Millicent's, and +Minna's among the heartiest. + +"Carried unanimously!" said Hilda, with a sigh of satisfaction. + +"Now the matter's thrashed out, let's talk about tennis," said Edith +Arnold. "Do you know, Gwen Gascoyne, that you were elected one of our +Form champions?" + +"Oh! oh!" gasped Gwen. + +"Yes, you and Hilda Browne were the pair chosen, and we look to you +both to win the trophy." + +"You take net, then, Hilda, and I'll take back," suggested Gwen. + +"Netta was certainly very good at back-balls," began Minna Jennings, +but Elspeth Frazer struck in immediately: + +"Let us please agree that Netta Goodwin's name is not mentioned again +in this Form. She's best forgotten. I think Hilda and Gwen will work +together splendidly. They must practise as much as they can before +Friday." + +Thus forgiven and reinstated both by Miss Roscoe and the Form, Gwen +felt she had at last started quite anew, with her bygones to be +remembered only as danger signals for the future. Her elevation to the +proud position of Form champion half elated and half weighed her down. +It was an enormous responsibility to have to compete for the trophy, +and she hoped her play would justify the girls' choice. Friday +afternoon was to be given up to the match, the Forms allowed to take +part being the Sixth, the Fifth, the Upper, Middle, and Lower Fourth, +handicaps, of course, being arranged by the Committee. The event was +one of the chief excitements of the term, and when Friday arrived the +whole school turned out to act audience. The Fifth was drawn to play +first with the Lower Fourth, and in spite of a heavy handicap scored +an easy victory. + +"Not much triumph in beating those kids," remarked Gwen. "They're +simply not in the running." + +"Our trials are all to come," agreed Hilda. "We're against the Upper +Fourth now, and if we beat them, then we may expect our tussle with +the Sixth." + +"I'm shaking in my shoes already!" + +"Don't make too sure; the Upper Fourth are better than the Lower, and +need taking seriously. We may lose on this." + +"I think the handicap's too big," grumbled Gwen. + +As Hilda had prophesied, the Upper Fourth proved adversaries worthy of +their skill. Eve Dawkins and Myra Johnson were both as old and nearly +as tall as Gwen, and they played up with grim determination. At first +the score went against the Fifth, and the spectators watched with +keenest interest, but in the end Gwen's swift serving told, and Eve +and Myra retired vanquished. The Middle Fourth had already been beaten +by the Sixth, so it was now the Final between Sixth and Fifth. + +"When Greek meets Greek, then comes the tug-of-war!" said Hilda. + +"I found a four-leaved clover this morning on the wold, and I've +pinned it on to my dress as a mascot," returned Gwen. + +"May it bring us luck! though I believe in play more than in mascots. +Keep as cool as you can, Gwen, and remember Olga's nasty balls." + +"I'll do my best, though I'm afraid you'll all rue choosing me for a +champion," said Gwen, as she took her place. + +Geraldine French and Olga Hunter, their two opponents, were renowned +players in the school, and very few of the lookers-on expected the +Fifth to have any chance at all. + +"I'm afraid we'll lose!" sighed Edith Arnold. + +"Oh, we won't give up too soon!" declared Elspeth Frazer. "Geraldine +is in form to-day, certainly, and Olga is serving swifter than I've +ever known her before, but we haven't proved yet what Hilda and Gwen +are capable of." + +It was Olga's serve. She sent one of her famous invincible balls, +which hardly rose from the ground, and Gwen missed it. A suppressed +cheer rose from the adherents of the Sixth. Gwen clenched her teeth +hard, and watched for the next ball with the expression of a Red +Indian. It skimmed over the net as swiftly as its predecessor, but +Gwen was prepared this time, and returned it. + +"Well played!" cried the Fifth ecstatically. + +All four champions were on their mettle, and the fight that ensued was +of the keenest. Gwen was not a graceful player, but, as her friends +observed, she seemed capable of being everywhere at once, she was so +extremely lithe and quick. + +"Very good! Excellent!" were the remarks that passed round at certain +of the strokes. + +"I'd no idea Gwen had it in her!" commented Miss Trent. + +In spite of Gwen's exertions the first game fell to the Sixth. They +were heartily clapped, and the Fifth began to look rather blue. Each +side now played with extreme caution. They had taken one another's +measure, and knew what they had to expect. Hilda Browne kept her nerve +well, and her serves were acknowledged to be what the girls called +"clinchers". As for Gwen, her arms seemed elastic. This time the Sixth +were beaten, and the Fifth began to breathe. + +"It would be just too ripping if we really won!" exclaimed Betty +Brierley. + +"We mustn't crow too soon, we're not out of the wood yet," returned +Irene Platt. + +The excitement had risen to high-water mark. Some of the school were +for the Sixth, and some for the Fifth, and their rival claims were +discussed eagerly. + +"Try and think you don't mind, and then you'll be far less nervous," +whispered Hilda to Gwen. + +Gwen nodded. She had almost passed the stage of nervousness. + +"We can't do better than our best," she replied. + +Perhaps Olga and Geraldine were nervous too; they made one or two bad +strokes which seemed to put them out considerably. Gwen, on the +contrary, surpassed herself. Never in her life before had she played +so well. She seemed able to take every ball in whatever awkward spot +it landed. Thanks largely to her ubiquity, the set ended in the +triumph of the Fifth. A tremendous clapping and cheering ensued. For +three years the Sixth had held the trophy, so it was indeed an honour +to have won it from their possession. Gwen and Hilda were absolutely +feted by their Form, and even the vanquished Sixth had the magnanimity +to praise their play. + +"Gwen Gascoyne is simply A1," was the general verdict. "She's a +perfect surprise. We didn't know we'd anyone so good in the school." + +"Look here, Gwen, you and Olga will have to enter for the shield. You +and she have proved yourselves far and away the best champions this +afternoon," said Bessie Manners. + +"Compete for the shield!" cried Gwen, turning hot with pleasure at the +bare idea. + +She and Hilda were called up then to receive the trophy, and bore +away the silver cup with much pride. All the Form marched into the +school to see it put in its place upon the mantelpiece of their +classroom. + +"Well done, the old Fifth!" said Betty Brierley. + +"And hurrah for its champions!" added Rachel Hunter. + +To Gwen, though the winning of the trophy had been a wild delight, +Bessie's hint was a cause of even greater excitement. Rodenhurst +belonged to the County United Schools' Tennis League, which every year +played a big tournament in Stedburgh. Ten different schools were in +the league, four being from Stedburgh and the others from various +places in the neighbourhood. Each sent their two best champions; the +prize, a large brass shield mounted on oak, becoming for the year the +property of the winners. Though Rodenhurst usually did fairly well, it +had not been able to compete with some of the boarding schools in the +district, and at each successive tournament had been obliged to see +others bearing away the coveted honours. Last time the Radcaster High +School had come off victorious, a circumstance particularly annoying +to Rodenhurst, as they felt they had been beaten by day girls like +themselves. + +"Boarding schools get more time to practise, and have always more +courts in proportion than we have," so they grumbled. "One expects a +boarding school to have an advantage, but we mustn't let the Radcaster +High score over us again." + +The tournament always occupied a whole Saturday, and was held at the +Stedburgh Pavilion Gardens, an excellent place for the purpose, for +not only could the best-kept courts in the county be hired, but there +was plenty of accommodation for spectators, and refreshments could be +obtained at the restaurant, a consideration for those schools which +came from a distance. It was necessary for entries to be sent in at +once, and when, as Bessie Manners had suggested, Olga Hunter and Gwen +Gascoyne were appointed champions, all Rodenhurst joined in approval +of the choice. + +"But it's to-morrow week!" quavered Gwen. + +"You'll just have to practise like billy-ho!" said Betty Brierley, who +was addicted to slang. + +Nobody dared to indulge in any very particular hopes. It was one thing +to gain a Form trophy, but quite another to win the shield of the +league. + +"I hear Miss Crawford's girls are in good form this year," said Rachel +Hunter, who had a cousin at a school at the other side of Stedburgh. +"Nell says they're pretty confident." + +"They won't beat those twins from Appleton House. Their serves were +ripping," returned Betty. "I forget their names, but I sometimes see +them on the Parade." + +"Unless they've gone off in their play." + +"Yes, of course--people occasionally do. One can never tell from year +to year. Do you remember Freda Harmon? She swept everything before +her, and then she grew too fat and was a dismal failure." + +"Would you like me to bant in case of accidents?" laughed Gwen. +"You'd better weigh me daily, like they do jockeys." + +"There's a great deal in luck," said Charlotte Perry. "If you draw the +crack school you may be done for straight away." + +Gwen practised her utmost during the brief week before the tournament, +and congratulated herself that her play improved. She had her choice +of rackets, for everyone was not only willing but anxious to lend her +the best obtainable. She tried a selection, until she found the one +that suited her best. It was the property of Natalie Preston, who +gladly relinquished it in her favour. + +"If it wins the tournament I shall be proud!" declared Natalie. + +"'If' is sometimes an important word!" answered Gwen, with a dubious +shake of her head. + +On the eventful Saturday every member of the Fifth and Sixth and +numbers of the Juniors turned up at the Pavilion Gardens to watch the +contest. Miss Roscoe and most of the mistresses were there, and many +friends who were interested in the fortunes of Rodenhurst. Most of the +other schools were equally well represented, so that the audience was +a large one. Olga Hunter, who was a pretty girl with chestnut hair, +looked charming in a white dress, and large ribbon knots of pink and +light blue--the Rodenhurst colours--pinned beside her badge. Gwen, in +plain serge skirt and low-necked muslin blouse looked prepared for +business, if not so ornamental as her companion. Winnie had made her a +little bouquet of roses and forget-me-nots to match her colours, and +Beatrice had lent her a pale-blue belt for the occasion. + +"I haven't got a hobble skirt, at any rate!" laughed Gwen. "Do you +remember that girl from Ravensfield last year, and how fearfully +hampered she was?" + +Gwen was most tremendously excited at the greatness thrust upon her. +To represent Rodenhurst at the tournament seemed honour enough even if +she were vanquished in the very beginning. + +"I wish Dad could have been here!" she sighed. + +But neither Mr. Gascoyne nor Beatrice could spare the time on this +particular Saturday, so Winnie and Lesbia were the only members of the +family present. + +Rodenhurst had been drawn against Hetherby College for the first set, +much to their relief, for Hetherby had no particular reputation. Gwen +and Olga played carefully nevertheless, for, as Olga justly remarked, +"You can never tell beforehand how a school may have improved." The +Collegians were better, certainly, than last year, but their game was +not up to much, and they were easily beaten. At the conclusion of the +first round, Rodenhurst, being among the winning couples, drew again, +and this time was matched against Appleton House. The twins of whom +Betty Brierley had spoken were again champions, and proved no mean +rivals. Gwen had an anxious moment or two when she thought the credit +of Rodenhurst trembled in the balance, but by frantic efforts on her +part and Olga's, the set was secured, and the twins conquered. + +"You're getting on splendidly!" said Bessie Manners at lunchtime, +plying the so-far victorious pair with ham sandwiches and lemonade. +"Everybody says Rodenhurst is looking up. I feel so proud of you!" + +"Too soon to rejoice! We haven't tackled Miss Crawford's girls yet, +and then there'd be Radcaster," replied Gwen. + +"It makes one wildly hungry!" declared Olga. + +"You mustn't have more than four sandwiches and a bun, or it'll spoil +your play," interposed Bessie, who considered herself in the light of +a trainer for her special champions, and enforced her rules with +Spartan severity. + +Olga sighed humorously, but obeyed. + +"There was a rumour that Ravensfield lost the shield one year on +buns," she remarked. "I don't wish a like fate to befall Rodenhurst." + +It was immensely encouraging to hear that their play had attracted +notice; they felt braced up for the next contest, and went back to the +fray in quite good spirits. + +"One wants to strike the happy medium between faint heart and over +confidence," said Olga. + +"I prefer to strike the ball!" laughed Gwen. + +There was no doubt that Rodenhurst was this year increasing its +reputation by leaps and bounds. Instead of falling out among the early +sets it had kept steadily on, and spectators began to speak of it as +likely to carry off the prize. Radcaster had also done excellently, so +when it came to a final struggle between those two rivals, the +excitement of their respective adherents knew no bounds. The +Rodenhurst girls could hardly keep still, and each held a handkerchief +ready to wave in case of victory. That it would be a tremendous +battle Gwen and Olga knew only too well. The Radcaster champions were +the same girls who had won the tournament the year before, and many +people deemed them invincible. They seemed inclined to hold that +opinion themselves, for they glanced at their opponents with a rather +superior and almost pitying smile. That look put Gwen on her mettle. +"They shan't have it this time!" she murmured grimly as she took her +place. Whether Gwen really excelled herself, or whether the Radcaster +girls were a little tired or too secure of victory was a debatable +point, but at the end of a splendidly played set Rodenhurst stood as +the winner. The two successful champions turned to each other almost +incredulously. The shield was theirs! A perfect storm of applause came +from the crowd. The Rodenhurst girls were beside themselves with joy, +and clapped and waved and hurrahed till they were hoarse. + +"Well done! This is indeed a triumph!" said Miss Roscoe, who hurried +up to congratulate her victorious pair, looking as pleased as any of +her pupils. This afternoon's success would wipe away the former +reproach of the school, and lift it to a point of importance in the +tennis league. + +"The shield will hang in the lecture hall!" rejoiced Bessie Manners. +"It will be sent to us as soon as our name is engraved upon it." + +"I wish we could erase Radcaster!" said Gwen. + +"Oh! I like to see the names of the other schools upon it. It gives me +all the more joy of present possession." + +"Gwen, you were just splendid!" declared Olga. "How you managed it I +can't imagine, but you seemed to jump at the balls and catch them." + +"I'm a spread-eagle player, I know; not nearly so graceful as you," +laughed Gwen. "Well, I've 'done my possible', as the French say. Now I +shall have to drop tennis and grind, for Miss Douglas has been +grumbling most horribly, and declares she'd have stopped my being +champion if she'd known how my prep. was going to suffer. It's been +Latin and maths. versus tennis this last week." + +"She'll forgive you when she sees the shield!" chuckled Bessie +Manners. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + +Gwen to the Rescue + + +It was now the middle of June, and the weather, even at Skelwick, was +hot and enervating. There was thunder about, and frequent rain. It was +trying for everybody. The constant heavy showers necessitated carrying +mackintoshes to school, as if it were winter; the lawn was too wet and +sopping for tennis, and most outdoor plans had to be abandoned. The +boys, overflowing with high spirits, chafed at confinement to the +house, and their noise was a serious impediment to Gwen, whose evening +preparation was a matter of vital importance at present. It was +impossible to get out of earshot in the little Parsonage, and though +she retired to her bedroom and stuffed her fingers in her ears, Latin +translation and mathematical problems were sadly disturbed by the din +below. Gwen was working tremendously hard just now. Miss Roscoe had +not yet announced the names of those who were to take the Senior +Oxford. It was rather a curious notion of hers to preserve silence on +the subject, for she was obliged to send in the entry forms for her +candidates early in May, and must therefore already have made her +decision. Her motive was to spur on the whole of the Fifth to equal +effort. Her past experience had shown her that when a few top girls +only were taking an examination, the rest of the Form was apt to slack +and lose interest, and she considered there were several who, though +not actually candidates, would benefit by the special preparation, and +would make efforts on the chance of having been selected. Gwen did +not, of course, know whether her name was on Miss Roscoe's private +list, but she secretly cherished the possibility. She knew her work +had improved; indeed that it was equal to that of anyone in the Fifth. +There was no age limit for the Senior Oxford, and though she was the +youngest in her Form, her fifteenth birthday would fall on the first +day of the examination. Gwen was very ambitious; to be chosen as a +candidate, and to pass with distinction, seemed a goal worth all the +hard work of the school year. It brought visions of other and higher +examinations in years to come; honours and scholarships which were +waiting for those who had the pluck and the ability to win them, a +rosy dream of college and university success on a distant horizon. + +"I'm going to be Gwen Gascoyne, B.A., somehow before I've finished," +she thought. "I've made up my mind to that!" + +It was just at this crisis that Beatrice caught a severe chill. +She--the wisest at health precautions where others were concerned--did +a series of exceedingly rash and foolish things, with the result that +she was obliged most reluctantly to give in, and allow Dr. Chambers to +be sent for. Though Beatrice tried to make light of her own illness, +the doctor took a different view of the case, and greatly to her +consternation ordered her promptly to bed. + +"I can't stop in bed! It's impossible!" she protested indignantly. +"What's to become of the household? Nellie can't do everything; +besides, she's no head, and she'd forget to feed the chickens, or +she'd burn the bread, and let Martin tumble down the well if nobody +was there to look after her." + +"Then one of your sisters must stop at home, for you've got to stay in +bed!" commanded Dr. Chambers. "Yes, I insist, and if you won't obey +me, I shall send for a hospital nurse to make you!" + +At this awful threat Beatrice subsided into unwilling obedience, only +stipulating that her enforced retirement should be as brief as +possible, and that she might be allowed to direct domestic affairs +from her bedroom. + +"I suppose I can't stop you worrying over the household, but you're +not to stir out of bed till I give you permission, and I'll probably +keep you there for a fortnight. The rest will do you all the good in +the world," replied the doctor. "As for managing without you, they'll +just have to manage!" + +Dr. Chambers's autocratic orders were, of course, to be followed to +the letter, everybody realized that; the only difficulty was how it +was going to be done. The family held an immediate conclave on the +subject in the invalid's room. + +"I suppose I shall have to stay at home," said Winnie, "though I +hardly dare suggest it to Miss Roscoe. With Miss Roberts still away, +it makes things doubly difficult. I'm already taking four extra +classes, and who's to teach those, and my own as well? It's enough to +disorganize the school." + +"Miss Roscoe would be furious if you stopped away!" said Gwen. "I +don't see how you can." + +"I'll write to Cousin Edith, and ask if she can help us," suggested +Mr. Gascoyne. + +"No, don't!" groaned Beatrice. "If Cousin Edith comes, I shall get +straight out of bed, in spite of Dr. Chambers. I warn you I will! She +and I don't get on." + +Nobody was anxious for Cousin Edith's presence, so the suggestion +dropped. + +"A charwoman wouldn't meet the want," sighed Winnie. "It must be +somebody who knows all the ropes of the household, or she'd be no use. +Lesbia's too young; but how about Gwen? She ought to be able to +manage." + +Gwen did not wait to hear Beatrice's reply, but bolted straightway to +her own bedroom. The proposal was as unwelcome as it was unexpected. +To stop at home now, for a whole fortnight, just when every moment at +school was of such great importance! Why, such a proceeding might +wreck every chance she had for the exam.! Of course she was not sure +whether she was really a candidate, but she had a shrewd suspicion +that she was one of the selected number. She wished Miss Roscoe had +openly given out the names, then she would have known exactly what to +do in the circumstances. Could anything be more exasperating? It was +impracticable for Winnie to fill the breach; with one teacher short, +Miss Roscoe could not possibly spare her, especially at such a busy +time as the end of the term. Gwen realized that perfectly. +Lesbia--little, childish Lesbia--would be about as much use as Stumps +or Basil--why, she would be playing with Martin in the orchard while +the fowls went hungry and Nellie burnt the bread. As for Cousin Edith, +she was not a favourite with the Gascoynes, and the fact of her +presence would be hardly conducive to the invalid's recovery. + +"I verily believe Bee would get up if she knew Cousin Edith were +poking about downstairs," thought Gwen. "I know I ought to stay--but I +can't, I can't! It means so much to pass that exam. It would be horrid +to stop at home, too, with Bee in bed directing everything. If she +were going away, and would leave me to it, I shouldn't mind. It's not +the work I'm dreading. But I know Bee only too well. She'll ring a +bell and have me up to her room every five minutes to ask how things +are getting on, and what I've done and what I haven't done, and she'll +worry, worry, worry, and scold, scold, scold the whole time. There'll +be no credit in my slaving, not the least. No, I don't think it can be +expected from me. It's too hard." + +Gwen made the last remark aloud, and she repeated it again +emphatically, because she just happened to catch sight of the New Year +motto that hung over her dressing table. + + "Oh do not pray for easy lives. Pray to be stronger men. Do + not pray for tasks equal to your powers. Pray for powers + equal to your tasks. Then the doing of your work shall be no + miracle. But you shall be a miracle. Every day you shall + wonder at yourself, at the richness of life which has come + to you by the grace of God." + +"I thought it meant school work," she said to herself. "But after all +I suppose it means home work as well, or any kind of work that comes +uppermost. I wonder if I could. Look here, Gwen Gascoyne, it's rather +a big sacrifice, but you've got to make it for once. With four +daughters, Dad has a right to expect somebody to keep the house +comfortable, and just at this critical moment you're the only one +available. It's hard, but it'll have to be. Your little ambition, my +dear, must take a back seat for the present, while you go and 'wash +dishes and feed the swine'. You'd better make the plunge and get it +over!" + +Father and Winnie had adjourned to the garden, so Gwen hurried +downstairs before she repented her resolution. + +"Dad! I believe I can manage, if Bee will let me try," she blurted +out, for Gwen generally did things abruptly. + +Winnie drew a sigh of relief. + +"I believe you could, too," she said hastily, "and I've been telling +Beatrice so. Miss Roscoe will think I'm playing her a very nasty trick +if I stop away. She'd never forgive me. You're strong, Gwen, and you +know all about the hens and the pigs, and you can keep an eye on +Nellie." + +"Yes, try, childie. It will be a good practice for you--and there's +nobody else," agreed Father. + +Thus it came about that Gwen entered upon an entirely new experience. +She had, of course, helped in the house before, but only under +Beatrice's personal supervision; it was quite a different matter to +have to take the responsibility of the whole establishment. + +"Bother your sister as little as you can, I want her to have a +complete rest," said Dr. Chambers. "You mustn't let her worry about +what's going on downstairs." + +It was easy enough for the doctor to give orders, thought Gwen, but a +difficult matter to carry them out. She was determined, however, to do +her best, and she made a most heroic effort to be patient with the +invalid. The fact was that poor Beatrice, who never spared herself, +was overworked, and the hot, damp weather had affected her nerves. Dr. +Chambers knew his patient when he prescribed a fortnight in bed, and +was well aware that it was the only way of persuading her to take the +rest she needed. At first Gwen's anticipations of a trying time were +literally fulfilled. Beatrice's bell was ringing constantly, and she +had to keep running up and down stairs and listening to endless and +minute directions, and to answer a perfect catechism of questions as +to how affairs were progressing in the kitchen. Nellie also was in a +grumpy mood, and difficult to conciliate. She did not like having +instructions sent to her through Gwen, and showed her resentment by +clattering about the kitchen and banging doors. It required more tact +than Gwen had ever made use of in her life before to keep the peace. +Then Martin was no slight anxiety, for the little scamp thought he +could take advantage of Beatrice's absence to get into as much +mischief as a magpie, and Gwen hardly dared trust him five minutes out +of her sight. Between Martin, household tasks, and certain parish +duties which could not be omitted, there was plenty to be done, and +the days seemed full from morning till night. + +Gwen had never before realized how very much lay in Beatrice's hands, +and she began slowly to appreciate how heavy a burden her sister +carried year in and year out, with scarcely ever a holiday to relieve +the tension. + +"It's far worse than any amount of lessons," she thought. "Going back +to school will be quite a holiday after this." + +One resolve Gwen had made, and stuck to with grim determination--to +spend a certain time every day over mathematics and one or two other +subjects in which she feared she was weak. She got Lesbia to bring her +books from school, and every night, long after the latter was asleep, +she would sit up in their joint bedroom studying. It was impossible to +snatch five minutes during the day, but when the house was still and +quiet it was easier to concentrate her thoughts, and she was surprised +sometimes what progress she was able to make. Night after night she +heard the clock strike twelve before she put out her lamp, and once +even the early midsummer dawn stole in and caught her unawares. None +of the family knew that she sat up working so late, or probably Father +would have forbidden it, for it was certainly burning the candle at +both ends. It was very difficult to rise at six o'clock and help to +prepare breakfast when she seemed only to have had a few hours' sleep, +and it was often a great temptation to ignore the alarum and turn +over on her pillow. But having accepted the household drudgery, Gwen +had enough grit to carry out her duties thoroughly, however unwelcome +some of them might be, and to secure breakfast in time was a cardinal +virtue at the Parsonage. To her credit she never once let the others +start late for school, or forgot to place their packets of lunch +ready, and Beatrice herself could not have been more solicitous about +drying wet boots and stockings. + +"You're getting quite grandmotherly, Gwen," laughed Basil. "You never +used to care about damp feet before. You're nearly as big a fusser as +Bee. You made my cricket flannels look no end, though. I will say that +for you." + +"I like Gwen's housekeeping, she puts so much jam in the tarts!" +remarked Giles approvingly. + +"Gwen lets me feed the chickens my own self," said Martin with a +satisfied chuckle. "And she mended my kite, too." + +"I wish you'd mend my blue print dress, Gwen," said Lesbia. "I tore it +again at school yesterday. That last darn of yours was uncommonly +neat." + +"Are they really getting to appreciate me more now I do more for +them?" Gwen asked herself. "I never thought they cared an atom about +me before. I was always the odd one at home. It's hard work, and a +fearful trouble to do all those extra things, but oh!--it is nice to +feel one's wanted." + +At the end of a fortnight Beatrice was decidedly better, but Dr. +Chambers was still unwilling to allow her to come downstairs. + +"Best complete the cure while we're about it, and take another week in +your room," he decreed. "If you begin to bustle round the house too +soon, it may undo all the good of this enforced rest. + +"I feel such a slacker," groaned the invalid. + +After the doctor had gone the family held another conference in +Beatrice's room. + +"I had a letter from Cousin Edith this morning," said Mr. Gascoyne. +"She offers to come and take full charge, both of you and the +household. What do you think, Bee? Had we better let her come for a +while, just until you're fit to be about again?" + +"It isn't worth it for a week--and I mean to be down then, doctor or +no doctor!" announced Beatrice, with characteristic firmness. "In the +meantime I'd rather have Gwen than anybody, if she doesn't mind +staying at home a few days longer. She's a kind little nurse, and +she's kept things going wonderfully. I'd never have believed she'd +manage so well." + +Gwen's eyes filled with tears. Beatrice, of all people in the world, +to yield her so high a tribute of praise! Beatrice, who had been so +captious and hard to please as she lay in bed giving elaborate +directions, and whose fidgety ways had needed so much patience! + +"I'm glad if I've been of any use," she faltered. + +"Use! You've been a jewel. I don't know whatever we should have done +without you," said Beatrice, catching Gwen's hand, and squeezing it +hard. "Can you spare another week as general slavey? Miss Roscoe would +quite understand." + +"I'll do anything you like, Bee," said Gwen, returning the squeeze. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + +The Senior Oxford + + +Gwen went back to school after three weeks' absence, fearing that +every chance of the Senior Oxford must have faded into thin air. She +had worked as well as she could at home, but it had not been the same +as studying with a mistress, and she felt her deficiencies painfully. + +"There's no time to make things up now, either," she thought. "The +exam. begins on the sixteenth, and that's actually next Monday. Oh +dear! If only I were better up in maths! I know the chemistry'll stump +me too. That's to say if I'm even allowed to go in at all!" + +On this last point her doubts were soon dispelled. At eleven o'clock +she received a summons to the headmistress's study. + +"Well, Gwen," said Miss Roscoe. "It has been very unfortunate that you +were obliged to stay away so long, but you must do your best, +notwithstanding. I entered your name as a candidate for the Senior +Oxford, so you will, of course, take the examination. Miss Trent has +arranged to give you some extra coaching in the dinner hour every day +this week, and I think you ought to be able at least to secure a pass. +You're fairly certain all round." + +"Except in maths.," said Gwen. + +"Well, you must give all the time you can spare to that. But don't +overdo the cramming. It's sometimes a fatal mistake to work early and +late till your brain's utterly exhausted. I did that once myself and +missed a scholarship through it. Take an hour at tennis every evening +before you go to bed. Exercise is an absolute necessity if you're to +be in form for next week. You're looking pale, and you mustn't break +down before Monday. Tell your father to buy you a tonic." + +Miss Roscoe spoke kindly, more sympathetically indeed than Gwen ever +remembered to have heard her before. She had a wide experience with +girls, and could estimate their capacities to a nicety. She had chosen +her candidates carefully, and would ensure that they were sent in well +prepared. So far she had had few failures in public examinations, and +every pass brought extra credit to the school. + +Five members of the Form were to take the Senior Oxford; Elspeth +Frazer, Edith Arnold, Louise Mawson, and Betty Brierly, being the +other four, all of them considerably older than Gwen. + +"We call you the five victims!" said Charlotte Perry. "I'm glad I'm +out of it. I sang a jubilee last week when Miss Roscoe read the list +and my name wasn't on it." + +"There were eight girls sent in last year," said Hilda Browne. + +"Yes, and two failed--Majorie Stevens and Daisy Wilson. I don't think +Miss Roscoe has forgiven them yet." + +"Oh, dear! I'm afraid she'll be very down on me then," wailed Gwen. +"I'm a doubtful quantity!" + +"You? Oh, you'll be all right! She'd never let you try if you +weren't--trust her!" said Charlotte Perry, and the rest agreed. + +In spite of her schoolmates' assurances Gwen did not feel at all +certain of success, and it was in very blue spirits and a state of +woeful apprehension that she betook herself on the fateful sixteenth +of July to the Stedburgh Town Hall, which was the local centre for the +examination. It was her fifteenth birthday, and it seemed a funny way +of celebrating the day. She had been so agitated that morning that she +had scarcely been able to realize her presents, except the fountain +pen which Father and Beatrice and Winnie had clubbed together to give +her, and which she had brought with her to the exam. room. + +At her first paper, however, she cheered up a little. It was easier +than she had expected, and though one or two questions were beyond +her, the rest were well within her capacity. Her new pen flew over the +sheets of foolscap, and if she was too nervous to do herself full +justice she at least acquitted herself with credit. The time-table +only allowed an hour between one and two o'clock for lunch, which was +provided for the candidates in a room at the Town Hall. Gwen anxiously +compared notes with Elspeth, Edith, Louise, and Betty, as they hastily +demolished plates of beef sandwiches and drank tumblers of lemonade. +On the whole she had done as well or even better than they, and she +began to cherish hopes. + +As the week went on, Gwen, though not daring to be too sanguine, +could not help feeling that her papers had reached a fair standard +even in her weakest subjects. She had grown so accustomed to the +examination room that she was no longer nervous and was able to +express the facts she knew at their best advantage. + +"There!" she said, when she had at last handed in her final sheets. +"It's a toss-up whether I'm through or not. I expect it depends on the +temper of the examiner who reads my papers. I'll hope he'll get his +dinner before he tackles them!" + +"Your writing's clear at any rate," said Elspeth. "Mine's such a +scrawl I'm afraid that will be against me. Aren't you thankful the +thing's over?" + +"Thankful hardly expresses my state of bliss." + +"It's rather sickening to have school exams, next week, after all +this!" said Louise. + +"They'll seem a mere trifle compared with the Oxford!" declared Gwen. + +After the ordeal they had passed through in common the candidates were +on terms of good comradeship, and with Elspeth Frazer Gwen felt there +was a prospect of permanent friendship. + +The last days of the term passed rapidly away. To Gwen the great event +of the school year was over. Though she did her best at them, +Rodenhurst examinations were a matter of quite minor importance. She +welcomed the breaking-up with intense relief. After the strain of the +past few weeks the holidays seemed an imperative necessity. It was +delightful to have a complete rest, to idle about in the garden or on +the shore, or take long invigorating walks on the moors. It would be +five or six weeks before she could hear the result of the Senior +Oxford, so she was obliged to endure the suspense as best she could. + +In the meantime something happened--something so very unexpected and +extraordinary that for a time it almost put even her examinations in +the shade. It was Beatrice who told her the good news. Lately Beatrice +had begun to treat Gwen as one of the grown-up members of the +household, and to include her in their discussions of family affairs. + +"It seems almost too wonderful to believe," said Beatrice. "Old Mr. +Sutton has resigned his incumbency of North Ditton, and do you know +the living is to be divided, and Skelwick, Basingwold, Hethersedge, +and Rigby are all to be one big new parish by themselves. And who's to +be Vicar, do you think?" + +"Not Dad?" gasped Gwen incredulously. + +"Yes. It has been formally offered to him, and he's going to accept +it. Oh! and, Gwen, the funny part is, do you know, that queer old +gentleman you met upon the wold turns out to be Sir Benjamin Hazlett, +the patron of the living." + +"He didn't look like a Sir Anything!" exclaimed Gwen. "He was the +oddest, shabbiest, crankiest old fellow, and so inquisitive!" + +"I hear he's very eccentric, and of course one sees now why he asked +so many questions. He'd actually never been at Skelwick before, +although he's the patron, and nobody here in the village knew him. He +told the bishop you'd suggested dividing the parish!" + +"I!" shrieked Gwen, "I wouldn't have dared to suggest such a thing. I +only said it would be nice." + +"Well, you put it into his head, anyway. He said the idea had never +occurred to him before, and he saw at once its extreme advisability. +He talked it over with the bishop, and they both agreed it ought to be +done. I suppose he came to church that evening to hear Dad preach, and +judge for himself what he was capable of." + +"He evidently liked him. But who wouldn't?" returned Gwen. "Then Dad +has refused Rawtenbeck?" + +"Yes; thank goodness we needn't go and live amongst chemical works and +factory chimneys! The Diocesan Society's going to build an extra +bedroom on to the Parsonage. Isn't that lovely?" + +"It will be the Vicarage now, if you please!" declared Gwen, rubbing +her hands with satisfaction. + +That her father's hard work should be recognized and rewarded at last +was indeed a triumph, and the thought that she had perhaps had an +unconscious share in bringing this about added a special element of +joy. + +"It was like entertaining an angel unawares!" she chuckled. "Though +anybody less angelic-looking than poor old Sir Benjamin one couldn't +imagine! I'm glad I took that solitary walk on the wold, Bee!" + +"So am I, as it happens, though it's the exception that proves my +rule." + +The appointment to the new parish was indeed an important event for +Mr. Gascoyne in more ways than one. It not only gave him a better +position and larger opportunities of carrying on the work he had +begun, but it meant also pecuniary benefit. The living of Skelwick was +to be worth treble his curate's stipend, and though he was an +unworldly man, his children's future was a necessary consideration. He +would not be opulent, but he would now at any rate be free from money +troubles, and the family could carry out many precious schemes which +before had seemed mere dreams. The boys could be educated in course of +time at Stedburgh Grammar School, Lesbia could take music lessons, and +Gwen's visions of college might actually some day see fulfilment. +Winnie could give up the teaching she hated and become housekeeper at +home, that her elder sister might be free to take her training at a +great London hospital, for Beatrice's heart was still set on entering +the nursing profession. + +"You'll see me a matron yet!" she announced. "I warn you that I'm +ambitious, and mean to get on!" + +"I'll be a B.A. by then, and we'll shake hands over our mutual +success!" laughed Gwen. + +"Don't forget you promised to be a lady doctor and study at college +with me!" put in Dick, who had become almost one of the family at the +Parsonage. + +"You'll have to look out then, or I'll get ahead of you!" + +"You won't do that, madam! I'm going back to school next term, +remember." + +Dick was fortunately quite strong again. The specialist who had +examined him before declared he had outgrown his temporary delicacy, +and even gave him permission to play football when the season began, +as well as to recommence his work at Stedburgh. + +"I shall be sorry to lose my pupil," said Mr. Gascoyne. "The children +will miss you here on Saturdays." + +"I'll see them all every day in the bus," returned Dick cheerfully. + +As the holidays wore on and it grew nearer and nearer to the time when +she might expect to hear the result of the Senior Oxford, Gwen waxed +impatient. The suspense was hard to bear, and seemed harder the longer +she waited. + +"I want to be put out of my misery," she declared. "If I've failed I'd +like to know and have done with it." + +"But you thought you'd done pretty well," said Winnie. + +"How can I tell? Every day I think of something more that I left out +in my papers, and it makes me less and less hopeful. I've borrowed one +of Dad's big pocket handkerchiefs all ready to weep into! I warn you I +shall cry gallons if I've not passed." + +Miss Roscoe had arranged that a telegram should be sent to each of the +candidates announcing the lists, and on the day when the news was +likely to arrive the Gascoyne family haunted the rampart on the wall, +watching eagerly for the advent of the telegraph boy. It was Basil who +spied him first, and Giles who got to the gate quickest to meet him, +and Beatrice who tore open the yellow envelope and read the message to +the excited audience. + +"'First-class Honours, and Geographical Society's Silver Medal!'" + +Gwen nearly dropped on the grass. + +[Illustration: "IT WAS BASIL WHO SPIED HIM FIRST"] + +"Let me look at it!" she quavered. "Are you sure you haven't made a +mistake, Bee?" + +"Here it is in black and white. Look at it yourself, then, you +sceptic, and be convinced! I do congratulate you!" + +"Hip, hip, hooray!" yelled the boys with such vigour that their shouts +aroused curiosity in the village, and several parishioners came to +enquire the cause of the rejoicings. + +Gwen had known that the Royal Geographical Society offered two medals, +one of silver and one of bronze, to the two Senior candidates who gave +the best answers to the geography papers, but in her wildest visions +she had never contemplated winning one of them. To come out first in +all England in geography seemed an honour almost above the flights of +ambition. + +"Miss Roscoe will be so rejoiced!" said Winnie. "She always thought +you'd do well, Gwen. Why, you'll be a credit to the school. She'll +boast about this silver medal for evermore. I expect it will go down +in the prospectuses! You'll get coached up for a scholarship next, +you'll see." + +"I still can't quite, quite believe it--it's too absolutely, +perfectly, deliriously scrumpshus!" bleated Gwen hysterically. + +"Dad's big pocket handkerchief won't be wanted after all to dry your +tears," laughed Lesbia. "Oh, there's Dad coming up the road now--go +and meet him, Gwen, and tell him your own self!" + +The next prize-giving at Rodenhurst was a more than usually special +occasion, for not only had four girls matriculated, but five had +passed the Senior Oxford, two of them in the Honours Division. Gwen's +medal was acknowledged the triumph of the school, and both pupils and +mistresses spoke of her as likely to win more laurels in the future. + +"She's one of the best workers we have," said Miss Roscoe to the +Mayor, who was acting chairman; "a very clever girl. I believe she has +a career before her." + +As Gwen went up to receive her prizes and certificate the girls +clapped and clapped till, not content even with the noise they were +making, they broke into ringing cheers. Half-dizzy with emotion, Gwen +returned to her place--these were the very same schoolfellows who, +only one short year ago, had allowed her to walk down the hall without +a sign of recognition or appreciation. From being the outcast of her +Form she had risen to the height of popularity. + +"I always said, childie, that if you only bided your time and worked +your very hardest, the girls would be proud of you in the end!" +declared Father when the celebrations were over and the Gascoynes had +returned to the Parsonage. + +"Oh, it was ripping to hear them all clapping and cheering, Gwen! And +after last year, too--it's like a miracle!" exclaimed Lesbia +rapturously. + +"Yes, that's just what it is--a miracle," said Gwen, thinking of the +motto that hung on her bedroom wall. + + * * * * * + + + + +BY ANGELA BRAZIL + + "Angela Brazil has proved her undoubted talent for writing a + story of schoolgirls for other schoolgirls to + read."--Bookman. + +A Patriotic Schoolgirl. + + "A capital story for girls--breezy, healthy, and full of + interest."--Ladies' Field. + +For the School Colours. + + "Angela Brazil knows what schoolgirls like to read and she + gives it to them."--Scottish Educational Journal. + +The Madcap of the School. + + "A capital school story, full of incident and fun, and + ending with a mystery."--Spectator. + +The Luckiest Girl in the School. + + "A thoroughly good girls' school story."--Truth. + +The Jolliest Term on Record. + + "A capital story for girls."--Record. + +The Girls of St. Cyprian's: A Tale of School Life. + + "St. Cyprian's is a remarkably real school, and Mildred + Lancaster is a delightful girl."--Saturday Review. + +The Youngest Girl in the Fifth: A School Story. + + "A very brightly-written story of schoolgirl + character."--Daily Mail. + +The New Girl at St. Chad's: A Story of School Life. + + "The story is one to attract every lassie of good + taste."--Globe. + +For the Sake of the School. + + "Schoolgirls will do well to try to secure a copy of this + delightful story, with which they will be + charmed."--Schoolmaster. + +The School by the Sea. + + "One always looks for works of merit from the pen of Miss + Angela Brazil. 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