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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/21690-8.txt b/21690-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..166e5cd --- /dev/null +++ b/21690-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,9500 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Flint, by Maud Wilder Goodwin + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Flint + His Faults, His Friendships and His Fortunes + +Author: Maud Wilder Goodwin + +Release Date: June 6, 2007 [EBook #21690] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK FLINT *** + + + + +Produced by David T. Jones and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This file was +produced from images generously made available by The +Internet Archive/American Libraries.) + + + + + + + + + + FLINT + + HIS FAULTS, HIS FRIENDSHIPS + AND HIS FORTUNES + + + + + FLINT + + His Faults, His Friendships + and His Fortunes + + + + BY + + MAUD WILDER GOODWIN + + AUTHOR OF "THE HEAD OF A HUNDRED," "WHITE + APRONS," "THE COLONIAL CAVALIER," ETC. + + + + + BOSTON + LITTLE, BROWN, AND COMPANY + + 1897 + + + + + _Published_, _1897_, + BY LITTLE, BROWN, AND COMPANY. + + + + University Press: + JOHN WILSON AND SON, CAMBRIDGE, U.S.A. + + + + Dedicated to Miriam. + + + + + TABLE OF CONTENTS. + + + * * * * * * + + + CHAPTER PAGE + + I. THE DAY OF SMALL THINGS 1 + + II. MINGLED YARN 11 + + III. OLD FRIENDS 35 + + IV. THE DAVITTS 57 + + V. THE OLD SHOP 71 + + VI. THE GLORIOUS FOURTH 87 + + VII. ON THE BEACH 102 + + VIII. THE MARY ANN 125 + + IX. NORA COSTELLO 139 + + X. FLYING POINT 154 + + XI. THE POINT OF VIEW 174 + + XII. "PIPPA PASSES" 188 + + XIII. A SOLDIER 205 + + XIV. TWO SOUL-SIDES 218 + + XV. A BIRTHDAY 236 + + XVI. YES OR NO 252 + + XVII. A LITTLE DINNER 270 + +XVIII. A MAIDEN'S VOW 289 + + XIX. A SLUM POST 303 + + XX. THE UNFORESEEN 323 + + XXI. GOD'S PUPPETS 338 + + XXII. THE END 356 + + + + + Flint: + + His Faults, His Friendships, and + His Fortunes + + + + + CHAPTER I + + THE DAY OF SMALL THINGS + + + "Say not 'a small event.' Why 'small'? + Costs it more pain that this ye call + 'A great event' should come to pass + Than that? Untwine me from the mass + Of deeds which make up life, one deed + Power should fall short in, or exceed." + + + + _The following chapter is an Extract from the Journal + of Miss Susan Standish, dated Nepaug, July 1, 189-._ + +We are a house-party. + +To be sure we find pinned to our cushions on Saturday nights a grayish +slip of paper, uncertain of size and ragged of edge, stating with +characteristic New England brevity and conciseness the amount of our +indebtedness to our hostess; but what of that? The guests in those +stately villas whose lights twinkle at us on clear evenings from the +point along the coast, have their scores to settle likewise, and +though the account is rendered less regularly, it is settled less +easily and for my part, I prefer our Nepaug plan. + +We are congenial. + +I don't know why we should be, except that no one expects it of us. We +have no tie, sacred or secular, to bind our hearts in Christian love. +We have in fact few points in common, save good birth, good breeding, +and the ability to pay our board-bills as they fall due; but +nevertheless we coalesce admirably. + +We are Bohemian. + +That is, our souls are above the standards of fashion, and our incomes +below them, and of such is the kingdom of Bohemia. A life near to +Nature's heart, at eight dollars a week, appeals to us all alike. + +We are cross. + +Yes, there is no denying it. Not one of us has escaped the irritation +of temper naturally resulting from ten days experience of the fog +which has been clinging with suffocating affection to earth and sea, +putting an end to outdoor sport and indoor comfort, taking the curl +out of hair, the starch out of dresses, the sweetness out of +dispositions, and hanging like a pall over all efforts at jollity. + +Irritation shows itself differently in each individual of our +community. As is the temperament, so is the temper. + +Master Jimmy Anstice, aged twelve, spends his time in beating a tattoo +on the sofa-legs with the backs of his heels. His father says: "Stop +that!" at regular intervals with much sharpness of manner; but lacks +the persistent vitality to enforce his command. + +My nephew, Ben Bradford, permanently a resident of Oldburyport, and +temporarily of Cambridge, sits in a grandfather's chair in the corner, +"Civil Government" in his lap, and "Good-Bye, Sweetheart," in his +hand. Even this profound work cannot wholly absorb his attention; for +he fidgets, and looks up every few minutes as if he expected the +sunshine to walk in, and feared that he might miss its first +appearance. + +I, for occupation, have betaken myself to writing in this diary, +having caught myself cheating at solitaire,--a deed I scorn when I am +at my best. + +Doctor Cricket, his hands nervously clasped behind him, has been +walking up and down the room, now overlooking my game and +remonstrating against the liberties I was taking with the cards (as if +I had not a right to cheat myself if I like!) and then flying off to +peer through his gold-bowed spectacles at the hygrometer, which will +not budge, though he thrusts out his chin-whisker at it for the +fortieth time. + +"The weather is in a nasty, chilly sweat," he says grumpily; "if it +were my patient, I would roll it in a blanket, and put it to bed with +ten grains of quinine." + +"Not being your patient, and not being dosed with quinine, it may be +better to-morrow," Ben retorts saucily. + +Ordinarily, the Doctor takes Ben's sallies with good-humored contempt. +To-day, he is in other mood. He smiles--always a bad sign with him, as +the natural expression of his truly benignant mood is a fierce little +terrier-like frown. + +"My poor boy!" he says sympathetically. "The brain is going fast, I +observe. Steep a love-story, and apply it over the affected part!" + +I see Ben wrestling with a retort; but before he has it to his mind, +something happens. The door opens and a girl enters. Ben's face lights +up. The sunshine has come. + +There is something more than a suggestion of sunshine about Winifred +Anstice, even to those of us who are neither of the age nor the sex to +fall under the glamour of sentimental illusions. I have often +speculated on the precise nature of her charm, without being able to +satisfy myself. She is not so extraordinarily pretty, though her hair +ripples away from her forehead after the American classic fashion, to +which style also belongs the little nose, straight in itself, but set +on at an angle from the brow, which, to my thinking, forms a pleasing +variation from the heavier, antique type. The classic repose is wholly +lacking. The eyes are arch, bright, and a little daring; the mouth +always on the verge of laughter, which is not quite agreeable, for +sometimes when there is no visible cause for amusement, it gives one +an uncomfortable feeling that perhaps he is being laughed at +unbeknown, and a person need not be very stingy not to relish a joke +at his expense. + +Perhaps this sounds as if Winifred were hard, which she is not, and +unsympathetic, which she never could be; but it is not that at all. It +comes, I think, of a kind of bubbling over of the fun and spirits +which belong to perfect physical condition and which few girls have +nowadays. I suppose I ought not to wonder if a little of this vigor +clings to her manner, making it not hoidenish exactly, but different +from the manner of Beacon Street girls, who, after all said and done, +have certainly the best breeding of any girls the world over. Ben +doesn't admire Boston young ladies; but then he hates girls who are +what he calls "stiff," as much as I dislike those whom he commends as +"easy." Of course he gets on admirably with Winifred, who accepts his +adoration as a matter of course, and rewards him with a +semi-occasional smile, or a friendly note in her voice. + +After all, Winifred's chief charm lies in her voice. For myself, I +confess to a peculiar sensitiveness in the matter of voices,--an +unfortunate peculiarity for one condemned to spend her life in a +sea-board town of the United States. Like Ulysses, I have endured +greatly, have suffered greatly; but when this girl speaks, I am +repaid. I often lose the sense of what she is saying, in the pure +physical pleasure of listening to her speech. It has in it a +suggestion of joy, and little delicate trills of hidden laughter +which, after all, is not laughter, but rather the mingling of a +reminiscence and an anticipation of mirth. I cannot conceive where she +picked up such a voice, any more than where she came by that carriage +of the head, and that manner, gracious, yet imperative like a young +queen's. Professor Anstice is a worthy man and a learned scholar; but +the grand air is not acquired from books. + +"How glum you all look!" Winifred exclaims, as she looks in upon us. + +At his daughter's entrance, the face of Professor Anstice relaxes by a +wrinkle or two; but he answers her words as academically as though she +had been one of his class in English. + +"_Glum_ is hardly the word, my dear; it conveys the impression of +unamiability." + +"Precisely," persists Mistress Winifred, not to be put down, "that is +just the idea you all convey to me." + +"Why shouldn't we be unamiable," answers Ben, eager to get into the +conversation, "when there is nothing to amuse us, and you go off +upstairs to write letters?" + +"You should follow my example, and _do_ something. When I went +upstairs Miss Standish was in a terrible temper, scowling at the ace +of spades as if it were her natural enemy; but since she has taken to +writing in that little green diary that she never will let me peep +into, she has a positively beatified, not to say sanctified, +expression. And there is Ellen Davitt hard at work too, and as +cheerful as a squirrel--just listen to her!" + +With this the girl stands still, and we listen. The waitress in the +next room, apparently in the blithest of spirits, is setting the +tea-table to the accompaniment of her favorite tune, sung in a high, +sharp, nasal voice, and emphasized by the slapping down of plates. + + "Tell me _one_ thing--tell me trooly; + Tell me _why_ you scorn me so. + Tell me _why_, when asked the question, + You will always answer '_No_'-- + No, sir! No, sir! No-o-o, sir--No!" + +The voice is lost in the pantry. Smiles dawn upon all our faces. + +"A beautiful illustration of the power of imagination!" says Dr. +Cricket. "Ellen is contentedly doing the housework because she fancies +herself an heiress haughtily repulsing a host of suitors. It is the +same spirit which keeps the poet cheerful in his garret, or a young +Napoleon in his cellar, where he dines on a crust and fancies himself +an emperor." + +"Steep an illustration and apply it over the affected part!" drawls +Ben. + +The Doctor prepares to be angry; but Winifred, scenting the battle and +eager to keep the peace, claps her hands and cries out, "Excellent!" +with that pretty enthusiasm which makes the author of a remark feel +that there must have been more in his observation than he himself had +discovered. + +"There, Ben, if you are wise you will act on this clever suggestion of +Dr. Cricket's, and travel off to the land of fancy, where you can make +the weather to suit yourself, where fogs never fall, and fish always +bite, and sails always fill with breezes from the right quarter, and +whiff about at a convenient moment when you want to come home--oh, I +say!" she adds with a joyful upward inflection, "there's the sun, and +I am going for the mail." + +"I'll go with you," volunteers Master Ben. + +"Thank you, but Mr. Marsden said that I might drive his colt in the +sulky." + +"Not the _colt_!" we all cry in chorus. + +"The _colt_," she answers with decision. + +"Not in the sulky?" + +"Yes, in the sulky." + +"Surely, Professor Anstice--" I begin; but before I have time for +more, Winifred is out of the room, and reappears, after ten minutes, +strangely transformed by her short corduroy skirt and gaiters, her cap +and gauntleted gloves, to a Lady Gay Spanker. I do not like to see her +so; but then I am fifty years old, and I live in Massachusetts. +Perhaps my aversion to the sporting proclivities of the modern woman +is only an inheritance of the prejudices of my ancestors, who thought +all worldly amusements sinful, and worst of all in a woman. Even the +Mayflower saints and heroes had their cast-iron limitations, and we +can't escape from them, try as we will. We may throw over creed and +catechism; but inherited instinct remains. The shadow of Plymouth Rock +is over us all. + +Just here I look up to see Winifred spin along the road before the +house, seated in a yellow-wheeled sulky, behind the most unmanageable +colt on this side of the Mississippi, as I verily believe. Of course +Mr. Marsden is very glad to have the breaking process taken off his +hands; but if I were Professor Anstice I don't think I should like to +have my daughter take up the profession of a jockey. I must admit, +however, that she looks well in that tight-fitting jacket, with the +bit of scarlet at her throat, and her hair rippling up over the edges +of her gray cap. + +I wonder why I chronicle all this small beer about Winifred Anstice +and old Marsden's colt. I suppose because nothing really worth noting +has occurred, and it is not for nothing that a diary is called a +commonplace book. I find that if I wait for clever thoughts and +important events, my journal shows portentous gaps at the end of the +week, and I promised myself that I would write something in it every +day while I was at Nepaug. For my part, I enjoy the old-fashioned +diary,--a sort of almanac, confessional, receipt-book, and daily paper +rolled together; so I will just go on in my humdrum way. As it is only +for myself, I need not fear to be as garrulous and egotistical as I +please. Besides, a journal is such a good escape-valve for one's +feelings! Having written them out, one is so much less impelled to +confide them, and confidences are generally a mistake--yes, I am sure +of it. They only intensify feelings, and at my age that is not +desirable. At twenty, we put spurs into our emotions. At fifty, we put +poultices onto them. + + + + + CHAPTER II + + MINGLED YARN + + "The web of our life is of a mingled yarn, good and ill together." + + +The road from the station at South East to Nepaug Beach was long and +dusty, tedious enough to the traveller at any time, but especially on +this July afternoon when the sun beat down pitilessly upon its arid +stretches, and the dust, stirred by passing wheels, rose in choking +masses. + +Jonathan Flint, however, surveyed the uninteresting length of highway +with grim satisfaction. It was the inaccessibility and general lack of +popular attractions which had led him to select Nepaug as a summering +place. Mosquitoes and sand-fleas abounded; but one need not say +"good-morning" to mosquitoes and sand-fleas, it is true. The fare at +the inn was poor; but one was spared that exchange of inanities which +makes the average hotel appear a kindergarten for a lunatic asylum; +and, finally, the tediousness of the journey was a safeguard against +the far greater tedium resulting from the companionship of "nauseous +intruders," striding in white duck, or simpering under rose-lined +parasols. + +The horse which was drawing the ramshackle carryall in which Flint +sat, toiled on with sweating haunches, switching his tail, impatient +of the flies, and now and then shaking his head deprecatingly, as if +in remonstrance against the fate which destined him to work so hard +for the benefit of a lazy human being reclining at ease behind him. + +Flint was, indeed, the image of slothful content, as he sat silent by +the side of old Marsden, who drove like a woman, with a rein in each +hand, twitching them uselessly from time to time, and clucking like a +hen to urge on his horse when the sand grew unusually deep and +discouraging. + +Ignoring his companion, or dreading perhaps to let loose the floods of +his garrulity by making any gap in the dam of silence, Flint sat idly +inspecting his fishing-tackle, shutting it up, then drawing it out, +and finally topping it with the last, light, slender tip, quivering +like the outmost delicate twig of an aspen as he shook it over the +side of the carryall. In fancy, he saw it bending beneath the weight +of a black bass such as haunted the translucent depths of a +freshwater pond a mile or two away. In fancy, he could feel the +twitch at the end of the line, then the run, then the steady pull, +growing weaker and weaker as the strength of the fish was exhausted. +Suddenly into the idler's lotus-eating Paradise came a rushing sound. +A sharp swerve of the horse was followed by an exasperating crackle, +and, lo! the beloved fishing-rod was broken,--yes, broken, and that +delicate, quivering, responsive, tapering end lay trailing in the dust +which whirled in eddies around a flying vehicle. + +Flint saw flashing past him a racing sulky drawn by a half-tamed colt, +and driven by a girl--if indeed it was a girl and not, as he was at +first inclined to think, a boy in petticoats. + +The young woman took the situation jauntily. She reined in the colt, +adjusted her jockey-cap, and pulled her dog-skin gauntlets further +over her sleeves. + +"I beg your pardon," she called out as Flint's wagon overtook her. +"I'm awfully sorry to have broken your rod; but I saw that we had room +to pass, and I didn't see the pole hanging out. It never occurred to +me," she added with a dimpling smile, "that any one would be fishing +on the Nepaug road." + +Flint had labored hard to subdue the outburst of profanity which was +the first impulse of the natural man, and had almost achieved a +passing civility, but the smile and the jest put his good resolutions +to flight. The milk of human kindness curdled within him. + +"You could hardly," he answered, raising his hat, "have been more +surprised than I was to see a horse-race." + +A trace of resentment lingered in his tone. The mirth died out of the +girl's eyes. She returned his bow quietly, leaned forward and touched +the colt with the tassel of her whip. The creature reared and plunged. + +"Great Heavens!" exclaimed Flint, preparing to jump out and go to her +assistance. + +"Let her alone!" said Marsden, with unmoved calmness, shifting the +tobacco from one side of his mouth to the other. "That girl don't need +no guardeen. She's been a-drivin' raound here all summer, and I reckon +she knows more about managin' that there colt'n you do. It's my colt, +and I wouldn't let her drive it ef she didn't." + +"I hope to thunder you won't again, at least while I'm about, unless +you intend to pay for damage to life and property," Flint answered +testily. + +By this time colt and driver had been whirled away in a cloud, +Elijah-like. + +"Nice kind of a girl that!" said Flint to himself with savage, +solitaire sarcasm. He felt that he had appeared like a fool; and it +must be a generous soul which can forgive one who has been both cause +and witness of such humiliation. To conquer his irritation, Flint +proceeded to take his injured rod to pieces, and repack it gloomily in +its bag of green felt. When he looked up again, all petty annoyances +faded out of his mind, for there ahead of him, behind the little patch +of pines, lay the great cool, cobalt stretch of ocean, unfathomably +deep, unutterably blue. + +The young man felt a vague awe and exaltation tugging at his heart. +But the only outward expression they gained was a throwing back of the +head, and a deep indrawing of the breath, followed by the quite +uninspired exclamation, "Holloa, there's the ocean!" + +"Why shouldn't it be there?" inquired the practical Marsden. "You +didn't think it had got up and moved inland after you left, did you?" + +"Well, I didn't know," Flint answered carelessly. "I've seen it come +in a good two hundred feet while I was here, and I couldn't tell how +far it might have been carried, allowing for its swelling emotions +over my departure. But I'm glad to see it at the old stand still; and +there's the pond too, and the cross-roads and the Nepaug Inn. I +declare, Marsden, it is like its owner,--grows better looking as it +gets old and gray." + +Marsden's face assumed that grim New England smile which gives notice +that a compliment has been received and its contents noted, but that +the recipient does not commit himself to undue satisfaction therein. + +"Yes," he responded, "the old inn weathers the winters down here +pretty middlin' well; but it's gettin' kind o' broken down, and its +doors creak in a storm like bones that's got the rheumatiz. I wish I +could afford to give it a coat o' paint." + +"Ah!" said Flint, with a shrug, "I hope, for my part, you never can! I +can see it now as it would be if you had your way--spick and span in +odious, glaring freshness, insulting the gray old ocean. The only +respectable buildings in America are those which the owner is too poor +to improve." + +Marsden turned sulky. He did not more than half understand Flint's +remarks; but he had a dim impression that he was being lectured, and +he did not enjoy it; few of us do. + +Flint, however, was wholly unconscious of having given offence. It +would have been difficult to make him understand what there was +objectionable in his remark, and indeed the offence lay more in the +tone than in the words. Flint's sympathies were imperfect, and he had +no gift for discerning the sensitiveness which lay outside his sphere +of vision. To all that came within that rather limited range, he was +kind and considerate; beyond, he saw nothing and therefore felt +nothing. + +Yet he himself was keenly sensitive, especially to anything +approaching ridicule. He had not yet forgiven his parents, for +instance, for naming him Jonathan Edwards. He was perpetually alive to +the absurdity of the contrast. + +"What if the great Jonathan _was_ an ancestor! Why flaunt one's +degeneracy in the face of the public?" As soon as he arrived at years +of discretion, he had proceeded to drop the Jonathan from his name; +but it was continually cropping up in unexpected places to annoy him. +The very trunk strapped onto the back of the carryall, that +sole-leather trunk which had travelled with him ever since he started +off as a freshman for the university, was marked, in odiously +prominent letters, "Jonathan Edwards Flint." + +It provoked him now as he reflected that that female Jehu must have +seen it as she drove by. Perhaps that accounted for the suspicion of a +smile on her face. He didn't care a fig what she thought, and he +longed to tell her so. + +The most tedious road has an ending, and the Nepaug highway was no +exception, except that instead of a dignified and impressive ending, +it only narrowed to a grass-grown track, and finally pulled up in the +backyard of the Nepaug Inn. The inn had stood in this same spot since +the days of Washington, and there was a tradition that he had spent a +night beneath its roof, though it puzzled even legend-mongers to +invent an errand which could have taken him there, unless he was +seized with a sudden desire for salt-water bathing, and even then it +must have been of a peculiar kind, for the inn stood far back from the +ocean, at the head of a salt-water pond, shadeless and low-banked, a +mere inlet of the sea. + +This pond, however, was the great attraction of Nepaug to Flint, for +in one of its coves lay an ungainly boat of which he was the happy +owner. She was a bargain, and, like most bargains, had proved a dear +purchase. True, the hull had cost only five dollars and the sails ten; +but she yawed so badly that a new rudder had become a necessity, and +that article, being imported, cost almost more than hull and sails +together. When all was done, however, and a new coat of paint applied, +Flint vowed she was worth any sixty-dollar boat on the pond. Once +afloat in "The Aquidneck" (for so Flint had christened her, finding +her a veritable "isle of peace" to his tired nerves) he seemed to +become a boy again. The Jonathan in him got the upper hand. All the +super-subtleties of self-analysis which in other conditions paralyzed +his will, and congealed his manner, gave place here to the genial glow +of careless happiness. + +It was his fate to be dominated alternately through life by the +differing strains in his blood: one, flowing through the veins of the +old Puritans, chilled by the creed of Calvin; the other, of a more +expansive strain perpetually mocking the strenuousness of its +companion mood. Flint's friends were wont to say, "Flint will do +something some day." His enemies, or rather his indifferents, +scoffingly asked, "What _has_ Flint ever done anyway?" Flint himself +would have answered, "Nothing, my friends, less than nothing; but more +than you, because he is aware that he has done nothing." + +The morning after Flint's arrival at Nepaug broke clear and cloudless, +yet he was in no haste to be up and actively enjoying it. Instead, he +lay a-bed, taking an indolent satisfaction in the thought that no +bustling duty beckoned him, and amusing himself by a leisurely survey +of the various corners of his bed-room. + +It was scarcely eight feet in height, and the heavy, whitewashed beams +made it look still lower. In the narrow space between the ceiling and +wainscot, the wall was covered with an old-fashioned paper, florid of +design, and musty of odor. On the mantel-shelf stood two brass +candle-sticks with snuffer and extinguisher. As Flint stared idly at +them, wondering what varied scenes their candles had shone upon, his +eyes were drawn above them to a picture which, once having seen, he +wondered that he could ever have overlooked so long. It was a portrait +of great beauty. He propped himself on his elbows to study it more +closely. + +"It looks like a Copley," he said to himself, "or perhaps a Gilbert +Stuart. How the devil could such a picture get here, and how could I +have failed to see it last year? I must have it--of course I must! It +is absurd that it should be wasted here! I wonder if Marsden knows +anything of its value?" + +Here Flint fell back upon his pillow and found, to his disgust, that +his metaphysical conscience was already at work on the problem of the +equity of a bargain in which the seller is ignorant of facts known to +the buyer, and whether the buyer is in honor bound not to take +advantage of his professional training. + +The picture which had given rise to this long and complicated train of +thought was the portrait of a young woman in Quaker dress, her hair +rolled back above a low and subtle brow, her lace kerchief demurely +folded over a white neck. Her head was bent a little to one side, and +rested upon her hand. At her breast sparkled a ruby,--a spot of rich, +luminous flame. + +"That is odd," thought Flint. "I fancied Quakers never wore +jewels--conscientiously opposed to them, and all that sort of thing. +Perhaps this damsel was a renegade from the faith, or perhaps this was +some heirloom,--a protest against the colorless limitations of the +creed. Queer thing the human soul. Can't be formulated, not even to +ourselves. Sometimes I've seen people show more of their real selves +to utter strangers at odd moments than their nearest and dearest get +at in a life-time." + +This disjointed philosophy beguiled so much time, that Flint was late +to breakfast. His fellow-boarders, a pedler and a fisherman, had gone +about their business, and he sat down alone at the oilcloth-covered +table, and twirled the pewter caster while he waited for his egg to be +boiled. It was one of his beliefs that a merciful Heaven had granted +eggs and oranges to earth for the benefit of fastidious travellers who +could wreak their appetites in comparative security, especially if +they did their own cracking and peeling. At length the breakfast +appeared, and with it the innkeeper, who sat down opposite Flint. + +He had many weighty questions to put. + +Should oakum or putty be used in the seams of "The Aquidneck"? + +Should he pack the dinner-basket with beef or ham sandwiches? + +Would Flint take lines for fishing, or a net for crabbing? + +When all these were settled, Flint's thoughts drifted back to the +portrait in the bed-room overhead. He began his questioning somewhat +warily. "I suppose you've lived in this house for some time?" + +"Wall, ever since I wuz born." + +"And your father before you?" + +"Yes, and my gran'father before him, and hisn fust." + +"Ah, I see--an old homestead; and that portrait in my room is the wife +of 'hisn'?" + +"Not exactly--we never had no womenfolks in our family ez looked like +that--stronger built is ourn, with more backbone, and none of that +lackadaisical look raound the eyes." + +"Pre-cisely," answered Flint. "And how does it happen that this +lackadaisical-eyed portrait has hung so long without getting packed +off to the garret?" + +"Wall, you see," began Marsden, slowly and with evident relish, +"thet's quite a story about thet theer." + +"Yes?" said Flint, with a rising inflection which invited further +confidence. + +"Yes, indeed," answered Marsden, expanding still further and stroking +his chin-whisker as he proceeded. "You see 't wuz this way--Captain +Wagstaff--he wuz the portrait's uncle--wall, he wuz in command of a +fleet that lay in the harbor up yonder, in the Revolutionary War. When +he wuz ashore, he spent most of his time to this haouse; and when his +sister down to Philadelphy died, leavin' this daughter and no one to +take care on her, he brought her on here to live with him. He'd been +brought up a Quaker,--'Friend,' he called it,--though he did fight for +his country, and right enough, sez I. Wall, this girl,--Ruth, her name +wuz,--she came here and stopped awhile; and then there wuz a fight off +the shore between the Captain's ship and a British cruiser. The +cruiser wuz run down and sunk; but one of the officers they picked up +waounded and brought ashore, to this house, and Miss Ruth she set to +work takin' care on him. + +"Wall, what with cossettin' of him, and all sorts of philanderin', she +got kinder soft on him, and one day, fust any one knowed, she'd jest +run off with him." + +"And what did the Captain say to that?" asked Flint, more interested +than he was wont to be in Marsden's narratives. + +"The Captain? Oh, they say he took on about it like thunder, and swore +he'd never forgive her. But Ruth, she sent him her marriage lines, and +wrote him what a good husband she'd got; and after the war wuz over, +she kep' a-beggin' the Captain to come over and live with them. He +wouldn't go; and I don't know ez I blame him any. Europe is so fur +off, and such a wicked place--seems onsafer ez you get old. New +England's the best place in the world to die in, and so he thought. + +"Howsumever, she kep' a-sendin' him money and things; and one day ther +came this here box--I've often heard my gran'mother tell how she +looked on when 't wuz opened, and this picter turned out. Gran'ma wuz +only a little thing, and she didn't know what to make of it all; for +the Cap'n, he cried like a baby when he seen it. He had it taken up +right away to his room (thet's whar you're a-sleepin') and hung over +the mantel jest whar he could see it from his bed. Thar it stayed ez +long ez he stayed on airth, and when he lay a-dyin',--He died, you +know, in that very bed you're a-sleepin' in--only o' course the +mattress is new--the old one wuz a feather-bed. My gran'mother wuz +with him at the end, and she said he stretched out his arms to the +pictur, same ez ef 't ed been his niece herself; and he sort o' cried +out, 'God bless you, Ruth! I wish I'd 'a' understood you better!' +Wuzn't that a queer thing for him to say when he wuz a-dyin'?" + +"Poor Ruth!" murmured Flint, with that placid, mild melancholy born of +a sad story heard under comfortable circumstances. His fancy travelled +back to the damsel in her Quaker dress, and he fell to wondering if +the garb had been donned, with innocent hypocrisy, to please her old +uncle, or if she always wore it in her faraway new home. + +When he had got so far in his musings, his host recalled him to the +present by continuing, "I dunno ez we've a very good claim to the +pictur; but there ain't no heirs turned up, so ez the Cap'n wuz a +little behind in his board bills, we sort o' kep' it." + +Flint sat drumming with his fingers on the table, while his host still +maundered on after the fashion of old age, which has so few topics +that it cannot drop them with the light touch-and-go of youth. + +Flint had already firmly determined that he would be the possessor of +that portrait; but he was too shrewd to make any further advances now. + +Instead, he turned again to the subject of "The Aquidneck," and, +rising, made his way to the porch, where he almost walked over a +speckled hen so nearly a match for the floor that his near-sighted +eyes failed to perceive her, paying as little heed to her clucking and +fluttering as he bestowed upon the smiles of a girl who stood in the +doorway and moved, with conspicuous civility as he passed. He stalked +around to the corner of the porch where stood his long boots, for +which he exchanged his low ties of russet leather, and, picking up +fishing-tackle and crabbing nets, started off at a brisk pace for the +shore of the pond, leaving Marsden to follow with the pail of dinner. + +When all these were stowed away in the locker of "The Aquidneck," +together with a straw-covered flask and a volume of Omar Khayyam, +Flint bade a cheerful good-bye to Marsden, who stood rolling up his +shirt-sleeves, and giving copious advice. The amateur skipper cast off +from the little dock, lowered the centreboard, and stretched himself +lazily in the stern, with one hand on the tiller. Peace was in his +heart, and a pipe in his mouth--what could man ask more of the gods? + +The white sails of "The Aquidneck" fluttered in the light breeze as if +tremulous with the ecstasy of motion. The sea, beyond the low +grass-covered sand-bar which enclosed the pond, lay bright and smooth +to southward, its surface dotted with craft of various sizes. Here +skimmed a white-winged schooner; there panted and puffed a tug +absurdly inadequate to its tow of low-lying coal-barges. Far on the +horizon, a swelling island raised its bulk, purple as Capri, against +the golden haze. + +Flint might have been a better sailor had he not been so good a +swimmer; but, having no fear of the consequences of a sudden bath, he +took all risks, sailed into the very apple of the eye of the wind, and +habitually fastened his sheet,--a practice strongly reprehended by old +Marsden. + +"There's a new boat on the pond," said Flint to himself, as a +cat-rigged craft, white-hulled with a band of olive, shot out from +behind a point of rock. "Her lines are rather good. A good sailor +aboard too, I should say, for she runs free and yet steady. I'd like +to try a race with the chap some day; maybe it would be hardly fair if +he's a new comer, for I know the pond like--Damn it! what's that?" + +_That_ was a sunken rock which Flint, in his self-satisfied musings, +had failed to keep a lookout for. It had struck "The Aquidneck" full +(or _vice versa_, which amounts to the same thing); and here was a +pretty pickle. Navigation is like flirtation: all goes smoothly till +the shock comes, and then everything capsizes, with no chance for +explanation. + +"The Aquidneck" began to fill, and then to sink so rapidly that +Flint, not caring to risk entanglement in the sheets, thought it +prudent to jump overboard, and struck out lustily for the shore. +Fortunately for Flint, the shore was near and the water shallow. +Unfortunately, the shore was at the end further from the inn, his +clothes were soaking, and his tobacco and whiskey flask in the locker, +already under water in the midst of mud and eel-grass. + +Determined to make the best of a bad situation, Flint swam ashore, +calmly disposed his coat and knickerbockers over the bayberry bushes, +and seated himself, in his dripping under-garments, to dry in the sun +to consider his next move. + +"Certainly things couldn't be much nastier," he grumbled. "Yes, they +could too," he added, as he heard a female voice calling from beyond +the screen of bayberry bushes. + +"Boat ahoy! What's the matter?" + +Flint's first impulse was to hide; but fearing the voice and its owner +might come ashore to investigate the extent of the calamity, he +hastily donned his outer clothing and emerged, like a dripping seal, +from his retreat. "All right!" he called out. + +"All wrong! I should say," the voice replied; and in an instant he +knew it for the voice which had called to him from the sulky on the +previous afternoon. + +"That girl is a hoodoo!" he muttered. + +"Can I do anything for you?" inquired the voice, with that +super-solemnity which results from the effort to conceal amusement,--a +solemnity doubly insulting to its object, implying at once his +absurdity and his vanity. + +"Thank you!" answered Flint, stiffly; "if you will be kind enough to +send some one over to give me a lift, I will be greatly obliged." + +"Why not get in with us? Luff her in, Jim!" With this the girl and her +companion, a boy of twelve years old, bare of leg and freckled of +face, brought the boat around, and Flint climbed aboard with rather a +bad grace. + +To tell the truth, he was in a fit of the sulks. I admit that the +sulks are not heroic; but Homer permitted them to Achilles, and why +should I conceal the fact, unpleasing though it be, about my lesser +hero. + +Doubtless his ancestor, Jonathan Edwards, would have felt a like +discomposure, had his pulpit given way under him in the presence of +his congregation; and even that other fiery orator, Patrick The Great, +might have lost his balance had his new peach-colored coat split up +the back, when he was hurling death and destruction upon tyrants and +pleading for liberty or death. To be ridiculous with equanimity is the +crowning achievement of philosophy. + +The boy addressed as "Jim" stared at Flint with open-mouthed +enjoyment. + +"You didn't fetch where you meant to, did you?" + +"Hush, Jim!" + +"Why, Fred, what am I saying wrong now? You're always hushing me up. I +didn't mean to guy him, but he did look so jolly glum." + +Seeing that intervention was vain in this quarter, his sister essayed +a change of topic, and, womanlike, rushed on to the one she had most +steadfastly promised herself to avoid. + +"Were you fishing when the accident happened?" She stopped and colored +nervously. + +"No," observed Flint, dryly. (His remarks were the only dry things +about him.) "My fishing-rod happened to be broken. It is of no +consequence however," he hastened to add, seeing her blush deepen +painfully. "The fish about here are not gamey enough to make fishing +an exciting sport. Do you find it so?" + +"I never fish." + +"Ah, I am surprised." + +"I hate to see the poor things suffer--" + +"You are too tender-hearted?" + +"Say rather too weak-nerved--I should not care if every fish in the +sea died a violent death after prolonged suffering, provided I was not +obliged to watch the process." + +Flint smiled. + +"But don't you know these cold-blooded creatures can't be made to +suffer? I dare say the keenest enjoyment a fish ever feels is when his +nervous system is gently stimulated by a hook in his mouth." + +"Perhaps--I don't know--I tell you it is no question of sympathy. It +is simply physical repulsion; and then I loathe the soft slipperiness +of the bait." + +"That's so," put in the boy at the tiller. "Fred groans every time I +put a worm on the hook, and squeals when the fish flop round in the +bottom of the boat, especially if they come anywhere near her skirts." + +"Fred," repeated Flint to himself, "I might have known she would have +a boy's name--" Aloud, he said: "I suppose, Master Jim, you have found +all the best fishing-grounds in the pond." + +Jim softened visibly at this tribute to his skill. + +"Well, I know one good one over at Brightman's, and I'll show it to +you to-morrow, if you like." + +His sister shot a warning glance from under her level eyebrows. + +"Don't make plans too far ahead, Jim. Sufficient unto the day, you +remember--and unless this gentleman gets dry and warm soon, I am +afraid he will spend some days to come under the doctor's care. +Haven't you some brandy or whiskey?" she asked, turning more fully +toward Flint, and noticing for the first time that his lips were blue +and his teeth chattering in spite of his efforts at unconcerned +conversation. + +"Yes," he answered; "a flask full of excellent old whiskey--over +there," and he pointed disconsolately to the line of green water where +the tell-tale fluttered above the wrecks of "The Aquidneck." + +The young lady knit her brows in puzzled thought, "What is in our +locker, Jim?" + +"Bread and butter, cocoanut balls and ginger-ale." + +"Get out the ginger-ale." + +"But it is your luncheon," deprecated Flint. + +"No, it isn't--it is your medicine. Try it." + +Flint pressed the iron spring, and poured down the spluttering liquid, +striving to conceal his wry face. + +"Bully, ain't it?" exclaimed Jim, not without a tinge of regret for +lost joys in his tone. + +"Excellent!" returned Flint, perjuring himself like a gentleman. + +"It is better than nothing," Miss Fred answered judicially. "I will +send Jim up to the inn with some brandy; Marsden's stuff is rank +poison. I had some once this summer when I was ill, and straightway +sent off to town for a private supply. If you feel able to exercise, I +should advise you to let us put you off at this point, and make a run +across country to Marsden's." + +"I don't know how to thank you," Flint murmured as Jimmy pulled the +row-boat up, and the young man prepared to climb in after him. + +"There is no occasion for thanks. But if you insist on a debit and +credit account, please charge it off against the ruin of your +fishing-rod." + +"I am humiliated." + +"You?" + +"Yes; I must have been a model of incivility." + +"No; it was I who was in fault, rushing about the country like a +jockey riding down everything in sight." + +"Who except a fool would have had a fishing-rod trailing half-way +across the road?" + +"Look here," grumbled Jim, "I can't hold this dory bumping against the +side of the boat forever--" + +"Don't be impertinent, Jim. Besides apologies never last long. It is +only explanations which take time--" + +Flint jumped from the gunwale of the sail-boat into the dory, and took +the oars. As he headed for shore, he turned his eyes once more to the +sail-boat, and the glimpse that he had of its skipper he carried for +long after--the vision of her standing there in the stern, against the +stretch of blue water, her soft handkerchief of some red stuff knotted +about her throat above the gray jacket, her felt hat thrust up in +front above the waves of her hair, and her eyes smiling with frank +mirthfulness. + + + + + CHAPTER III + + OLD FRIENDS + + "It's an ower-come sooth + For age and youth, + And it brooks wi' nae denial, + That the oldest friends + Are the dearest friends, + And the new are just on trial." + + +Flint was glad enough on reaching the inn to creep into bed. In spite +of his cross-country run he was chilled through. Little shivers ran +down his back, and his hands and feet seemed separated by spaces of +numbness from the warmth of his body. The brandy arrived, and he +swallowed some eagerly; but it had little effect on his chilly apathy. +The dinner-bell clanged below. Flint heard it, but he paid no heed to +the summons. He had forgotten what it was to desire food. A blur +before his eyes, and an iron band about his head, occupied his +attention to the exclusion of the outside world. + +By three o'clock the headache-fiend had entered into full possession, +had perched itself in the centre of consciousness, and seemed to +Flint's excited nerves to be working its octopus claws in and out +among the folds of his brain. + +Waves of pain vibrated outward to his ears and eyes. He watched the +shade against the blindless window flap to and fro. Each streak of +light admitted, struck the sufferer like a blow. He got up, went to +the washbasin and sopped a towel, which he bound about his head and +lay down again--no relief. He could endure it no longer. He dropped +his boots one after the other on the floor, till at length Marsden +heard the signal of distress, came lumbering up the stairs, and +thumped upon his door. + +Flint bade him come in and state in the fewest possible words whether +there was any doctor within reach. + +"There was." + +"How long would it take to fetch him?" + +"About half an hour." + +"Let it be done." + +Again Flint sank into a sort of stupor, from which he was awakened by +a knock, and the entrance of a nervous, little wiry gentleman whose +clothes of rusty black had the effect of having been purchased in a +fit of absence of mind. + +The sufferer roused himself as the physician came in. + +"The doctor?" + +"Yes." + +"My name is Flint, and I sent for you to give me a dose of morphine." + +"My name, sir, is Cricket, and I'm damned if I do any such thing." + +"Why did they send for you then?" + +"They sent for me to see what I thought you needed--not to take your +orders for a drug. I am not an apothecary." + +"More's the pity!" returned Flint, flouncing across to the inner side +of the bed, and turning his back unceremoniously upon his visitor. + +Dr. Cricket received this demonstration with unconcern. He took out +his thermometer and shook it against his wrist. Then resting one knee +on the bed he thrust the thermometer into his recalcitrant patient's +mouth, saying: "Don't crunch on it, unless you want your mouth full of +glass, and your belly full of mercury. Now for the pulse. Ah! too +fast--I expected as much." + +He took out the thermometer and held it to the light. "Over one +hundred--see here, young man, it's well you sent for me when you did." + +"I wish I hadn't." + +"So do I, from a professional point of view. Nothing so good for +doctors' business as delay in sending for us. As it is, I fear I can't +conscientiously make more than two calls, or keep you in bed after +to-morrow." + +"But what are you going to do for this accursed pain in the head?" + +"Oh, that's of no consequence--only a symptom. It's the fever that +worries me." + +"Oh, it is--is it? Well, it is the pain that worries me, and if you +don't do something about it, I'll fire your old bottles out of the +window." + +"Very good. Then I will send back to Mrs. White's for more bottles and +a straight-jacket to boot--" + +"So you live at Mrs. White's, do you?" + +"No, sir, I do not _live_ anywhere in summer--I board." + +The doctor chuckled over his little joke as genially as if it had +never seen the light before; but humor does not appeal to a man with a +headache, and antique humor least of all. + +"That's where Miss Fred and that freckled-faced brother of hers +stay--isn't it?" Flint continued. + +"Ah, do you know the Anstices?" + +"Not I--that is, I never saw the young woman till yesterday; but to +the best of my belief she is not human at all, only an evil genius of +the region who goes about with incantations which cause fishing-rods +to break at the end, and boats to run onto rocks." + +"So--ho! You were the skipper of 'The Aquidneck,' were you? Well, +well! no wonder you're laid up with a chill. We nearly burst our +blood-vessels, laughing over Miss Fred's account of you, rising up +like a ghost out of the eel-grass, and the topmast of your boat +sticking up out of the water like a dead man's finger." + +Dr. Cricket's little black eyes twinkled with enjoyment as he recalled +the scene. The misguided man fancied he was helping to take his +patient's thoughts off himself, and, having measured out his powders +and potions, he took his departure, leaving Flint inwardly raging. + +To be made the butt of a boarding-house table! Really it was too much; +and this girl, of whom he had begun to think rather well--this girl +doubtless mimicked his disconsolate tones and his chattering teeth, +and made all manner of fun of his sorry plight. + +Folk with a headache see life quite out of focus; and at the moment it +really would have been a comfort to Flint to know that this mocking +maid had been drowned, or struck by lightning, or in any fashion +disabled from repeating the story of his discomfiture. He writhed and +twisted, and at last fell asleep, still alternately vowing never to +forgive, and never to give her another thought. + +In the morning when he woke, free from pain and, except for a certain +languor, quite himself again, he wondered at his childishness of the +night before, though in spite of reason a certain sub-conscious +resentment lingered still. + +At seven o'clock Matilda Marsden knocked at his door and gave warning +that the breakfast-hour drew near. + +"I say," he called in response, "will you please send some one with a +pitcher of hot water? I'll have my breakfast in bed." + +Flint knew perfectly well that she would bring the water herself; but +it was necessary to keep up the fiction of intermediate agency in +deference to her position. + +From October until June she was "Miss Marsden," in a shop of a small +New England town; and when from June to October she condescended to +become plain "Tilly," and to lend her assistance to her parents at the +Nepaug Inn, she made it distinctly understood that she did so without +prejudice to her social claims. + +She waited at the table to be sure; but she shaded her manner with +nice precision to meet the condition of the guest she served. To the +timid pedler, she was encouraging; to the encroaching commercial +traveller, she was haughty, and to Flint gently and insinuatingly +sympathetic. + +Flint, on his part, treated her with the deference which he accorded +to all women; but it never occurred to him to consider her as an +individual at all. To him she was simply an agency for procuring food +and towels; and when she lingered on the stairs, or at the doorway, +making little efforts at conversation, he cut her ruthlessly short. + +The result of this mingling of courtesy and neglect was of course that +the girl fell promptly and deeply in love with the young man, cut out +from the current magazines every picture which bore the slightest +resemblance to his features, and went about sighing sighs and dreaming +dreams, in a fashion at once pathetic and ridiculous. Flint, +meanwhile, always obtuse on the side of sympathy, went his way wholly +oblivious of her state of mind. How should he know that his rolls were +hotter and his coffee stronger than those of his fellow-boarders, or +that to him alone was accorded the friendly advice as to the +comparative merits of "Injun pudd'n" and huckleberry pie, which +constituted the staple of desserts at the inn? + +This morning, as usual, he was wholly unconscious of the effort to +beautify the tray set down outside his door. It meant nothing to him, +that the pitcher holding the hot water was of red and yellow majolica, +that the coarse napkin was embroidered with a wreath of impossible +roses, and the coffee-cup bore the legend "Think of me" in gilt +lettering. In fact the only thing which attracted his attention at all +was a pile of letters on the tray. He glanced hastily over the +envelopes, swallowed his breakfast, and returned to closer inspection +of the correspondence. The first letter which he opened was written by +the editor of an English "Quarterly," informing him that his recent +critique on Balzac had found favor in high places, and that the +"Quarterly" would like to engage a series. + +Flint tried not to seem, even to himself, as pleased as he felt. + +The next note was of a different tone, a grieved rejoinder from a +young author whose book had been reviewed by Flint with more light +than sweetness. Less stoical to reproaches than to compliment, Flint +kicked vigorously at the bedclothes, as though they had been the +offending note-writer. + +"Great Heavens!" he growled. "Does the man think his budding genius +must be fed on sugar-plums? What I said about him and his book was +either true or false; and here he spends his whole sheet prating about +'sensitive feelings,' as if they had anything to do with the matter." + +Oh, imperfect sympathies! How large a part you play in the unhappiness +of the world! + +The third envelope on the tray was yellow, and contained a large, +careless scrawl on a half-sheet of business paper; but it seemed to +afford Flint unalloyed delight. + +"Brady coming to-day!" he almost shouted aloud. "That is what I call +jolly. I would like to see forty Dr. Crickets keep me in bed." + +Brady and Flint had been college friends in the old days, at Harvard, +and after that for years had drifted apart. Flint betaking himself to +a German university, and Brady to a business career in Bison, a +flourishing town of the great Northwest, wherein he too had flourished +mightily, and whence he sent imploring messages to Flint, begging him +not to waste his life in the effete civilization of New York, but to +come out and get a view of real folks in the fresh new world of the +West. + +To these messages Flint had replied with more candor than courtesy, +that the only fault he had to find with New York was its lack of +civilization, that he was saving every nickel in hopes of getting away +from it to eastward, and that if he were condemned to spend his life +in Bison, or any other prairie town, he would make short work of +matters with a derringer. + +This slight difference of opinion had not at all interfered with the +attachment of the two; and few things would have roused Flint to such +enthusiasm as this expectation of a fortnight--a leisurely, +gossiping, garrulous, quarrelsome fortnight--with his old friend. The +prospect of the visit was a better tonic than any contained in the +little doctor's black-box. Indeed it drove all thoughts of doctors and +their medicines so completely out of his head that he was quite +surprised when, having dressed and descended to the ground-floor, he +saw Dr. Cricket standing at the foot of the stairs, wiping the +perspiration off his forehead with a large silk handkerchief. + +The Doctor looked fiercely at him from under his shaggy eyebrows. + +"Is this Mr. Flint?" he asked, as if unable to believe the testimony +of his eyes. + +"It is," Flint answered with unconcern. + +"Why did you get up?" + +"Because I formed the habit in my youth." + +"Didn't I tell you to lie in bed till I came?" + +"I don't remember." + +The Doctor quivered with rage. + +"I am an old man, sir," he said, "and I've walked a mile in the heat +of this devilish sun, and all for a patient who is determined to kill +himself, and such a fool that it doesn't matter much whether he does +or not." + +Flint smiled. + +"Every man, you know, must be either a fool or a physician when he +reaches maturity. Some may be both. However, since you were kind +enough to come to my assistance last night, I cannot be induced to +quarrel with you this morning, and you ought to be the last man to +find fault with me for feeling the benefit of your medicine sooner +than you expected." + +Dr. Cricket was as easy to be placated as to be stirred to anger; and +when Flint urged him to come into the stuffy little office and partake +of a lemonade with the addition of a stronger fluid from a bottle in +Flint's room, he forgot his wrath or drowned it in the cooling drink, +and at length parted in kindliness, only bidding his patient wear +cabbage-leaves in his hat, and be sure to take wraps in case of a +change in the weather, not forgetting to put on his "gums" if he +walked on the wet beach. + +When he had gone, Flint found the Doctor's gold-bowed spectacles in a +chair. "Brady and I will walk up with them this evening," he said to +himself. "Perhaps I was not as civil to the old gentleman as I might +have been." + +When Marsden learned that Flint was planning an expedition to South +East, he suggested that he would "take it kindly" if Flint could make +it convenient to bring down a few packages of groceries, as some of +the store supplies had run out, and the relays were not expected until +the next day. + +Flint reproached himself for weakness in complying, and growled still +further when he saw the length of the list which Marsden handed to him +as he took his seat in the carryall. + +"What a cursed fool I am," he muttered as he drove off, "to hire this +man's beast for the privilege of doing his errands!" + +The three-o'clock train puffed into the station at South East nearly +an hour behind time. The period of waiting in the intense mid-day heat +had not improved Flint's temper. For all his hearty greeting to Brady, +he could not shake off a sense of irritation, intensified by the fact +that he had no one on whom to wreak it. + +Brady's trunk was strapped onto the carryall, the various bottles, +jugs, and packages which Flint, with such unusual urbanity, had +consented to bring down to the Beach for Marsden, were stowed away +under the seat, and nothing remained but the mail. To get this Flint +drew up at the post-office. The postmaster was a grouty old +store-keeper who, through political influence, retained his position +in spite of the efforts of the town's-folk to oust him. This afternoon +a line of wagons stood at the door, and a line of men stood at the +little window within. Seeing his own name in the list of those for +whom there were letters, Flint waited for the window to open, and took +his place in the line. When he reached the window, he asked for his +letter. + +"No letter for you," growled the postmaster. + +Flint stepped out of line and consulted the list. There was no +mistake. Again he presented himself before the window. + +"What cher want?" + +"My letter." + +"Ain't no letter, I told cher." + +"Perhaps you will be kind enough to look at the list." + +The postman, in the worst of humors, went to a drawer of his desk, +and, after much hunting about and turning over of parcels, he found a +letter which he threw out at Flint without a remark. Flint took it +also in silence, turned away and resumed his place at the end of the +line. Again he returned to his old post before the little window. This +time the postman grew purple with rage. + +"Get out o' this you! What cher want now?" + +"I simply wish," answered Flint, in his low, clear, gentlemanly voice, +"to tell you that you have behaved like an insolent blackguard, and +deserve to be removed from office." + +Flint's words were the signal for a storm of applause from the +loiterers, and he walked out a hero. He was in a more amiable frame of +mind when he climbed into the carryall. The old horse, feeling his +head turned homeward, needed less urging than usual, and the young men +lolled back, talking busily of old times and new. + +Brady was a typical business-man of the West,--cheerful, practical, a +bit boastful, square-shouldered, clear-eyed and ruddy-faced, confident +of himself, proud of his surroundings, sure that there were no +problems of earth or Heaven with which America in general, and Philip +Brady in particular, were not fitted to cope. + +Before he had uttered a dozen sentences, Flint began to realize how +far apart they had drifted in the ten years since they had met. He +experienced a vaguely hopeless sense of complexity in the presence of +his friend's bustling frankness. He felt almost a hypocrite, and yet +it seemed to him that any attempt at self-revelation would be useless, +because the relative value, the _chiaro-oscuro_ of life, was so +different to each. He took refuge, as we all do under such +circumstances, in objectivity--asked heartily for the health of each +member of Brady's family, listened with polite interest to the +statistics of the growth of Bison, and then began to wonder what he +should talk about next. As he cast his eye downward, a very practical +subject suggested itself, for he saw with dismay that the cork was +out of the molasses jug, from which the sticky fluid had already oozed +forth, and was rapidly spreading itself over the floor of the +carryall. + +"This is what comes of being obliging. Just look at this mess! What in +time are we going to do about it, Brady?" + +Brady, being a man of action, wasted no energy in discussion. He +jumped to the ground, pulled out first his overcoat and gripsack, +fortunately unharmed, then the paper parcels of oatmeal and hominy, +sticky and dripping. Swiftly corking the jug, he lifted it out of the +carryall, together with the oilcloth strip, and deftly stood both +against a fence by the roadside. Flint watched him with admiration. He +felt himself supremely helpless in the presence of the direful +calamity. How was he ever to get these bundles into condition to be +put back into the wagon? How cleanse the oilcloth and the fatal jug? + +No house was in sight. + +Flint stood gloomily gazing down at his boots covered with the oozy +brown fluid. "Jupiter aid us!" he exclaimed; and as if in answer to +his call, "a daughter of the gods, divinely tall," rose on their +sight, coming towards them from over the ridge of the hill. She came +on swiftly, yet without hurry. She walked (a process little understood +by the feminine half of the world, hampered as they are by their stays +and tenpenny heels). This woman neither hobbled, nor waddled, nor +tripped. With the leg swinging out from the hip (no awkward +knee-movement, yet no stride), she swept down the hill as serenely as +though she were indeed a messenger sent by Jupiter to their +assistance. Beside her trotted a large dog who now and again +excursionized in search of tempting adventure, but as constantly +returned to rub his head lovingly against his mistress's skirt, and +lick her hand, as if to assure her that, in spite of his wandering +propensities, his heart remained faithful. + +"The hoodoo!" muttered Flint. + +"What a pretty girl!" exclaimed Brady. + +The object of these widely differing criticisms moved steadily nearer. +She wore a white gown. A basket was on her arm, and her wide-brimmed +straw hat was pulled low over her eyes to shield them from the sun. +She was close upon the scene of accident before she discerned it. +Catching at the same moment a look of annoyance on Flint's face, she +swerved a little, as if with intent to pass by, like the priest and +the Levite, on the other side; then, reassured by Brady's look of +half-comic despair, she set down her basket and paused. + +"You have met with an accident, I see," she observed, as casually as +though she had never before heard of any catastrophe in connection +with Flint. "The molasses worked, I suppose. It will, sometimes, if it +is not tightly corked. It was stupid in the grocer not to warn you." + +"It is kind of you," said Brady, "to lay the accusation of stupidity +so far off; but, wherever it lies, the results are the same, and we +are in a bad way." + +"What can we find to wipe these things off with?" the good Samaritan +asked, making common cause in the misfortune. + +"Nothing," answered Flint, with extravagant gloom, striving as he +spoke to cleanse his shoes by rubbing them against the grass-grown +bank. + +The girl put her finger to her lips,--a characteristic gesture when +she was puzzled. Then, unfastening her basket with sudden energy, she +exclaimed: "Why won't this do? Here is some sea-moss which I was +taking to an old woman who lives a little further down the road. She +makes some stuff which she calls farina out of it, and grieves +bitterly that she is no longer young and spry enough to gather it for +herself along the shore. My basket is full of this moss, and if we +could wet it in the brook down yonder, we might sponge off the things +with it, and then dry them with big leaves, backed up by those +newspapers which I see you have in your parcel of mail." + +"What a clever notion!" Brady said, as he plunged down to the brook, +and came up again with the dripping moss. He and the Samaritan +scrubbed merrily away, while Flint stood by with an uncomfortable +sense that he was out of it all, and that no one but himself knew or +cared. + +When comparative cleanliness was restored, and the bundles returned to +the bottom of the wagon, the girl scrambled down to the brook, and, +pushing back her wide cuffs, knelt by the water, where she washed the +traces of sticky substance from her long slender fingers. + +"You have relieved us from a very awkward situation," said Flint, as +she rose; "but your basket of moss is spoiled and your long walk +rendered futile. Surely you will permit us at least to drive you +home." + +"Thank you, no. Mrs. Davitt will like to talk a while, and to know +that I have not forgotten her and her farina. So I will bid you 'good +afternoon.'" + +"That is the most charming girl I ever met," observed Brady, as he +stood watching her disappear around the turn of the road. + +"Did you ever meet one who was not?" asked Flint. + +"The way she took hold was magnificent," continued Brady, unmoved by +his companion's raillery. "And then when it was all over she was so +unself-conscious; and the best of all was her politeness in never +laughing at us, for really, you know, we must have looked rather +ridiculous, standing gawking there like two escaped imbeciles." + +This allusion irritated Flint, as he remembered the last two +occasions, when she had borne herself less seriously. The recollection +colored his first remark, after they had clambered into the carryall, +and persuaded Dobbin to resume his leisurely trot. + +"I am afraid myself, inconsistent as it seems, I should have liked her +better if she had not taken hold in such a capable, mannish fashion. +There is a certain appealing dependence which is rather becoming to a +woman--to my thinking, that is--it is an old-fashioned notion, I +admit." + +"Well, I must say I don't think an attitude of appealing dependence +would have been very serviceable to us to-day; and as an habitual +state of mind, while it may be very attractive, it seems to imply +having some one at hand to appealingly depend upon. Our sex must have +reciprocal duties; but I don't notice that you have offered yourself +as a support for any of these clinging natures." + +"Nevertheless," answered Flint, "if I ever did fall in love, it would +be with a woman of the clinging kind. But don't let us get to talking +like a couple of sentimental schoolgirls! Here we are, anyway, at the +last turn of the road, and there is Nepaug Beach. How does it strike +you?" + +"It reminds me," said Brady, smiling, "of the Walrus and the +Carpenter:-- + + "'They wept like anything to see + Such quantities of sand. + If this were only cleared away + They said it would be grand.'" + +"Brady, you are a sentimentalist! You sigh for brooks and willows and, +for all I know, _people_." + +"Flint, you are a misanthrope! You have searched out this God-forsaken +stretch of sand just for the purpose of getting away from your kind. +Now I have hunted you to your lair, and I propose to stay with you for +a fortnight; but I am not to be dragooned into saying that I think +your resort is a scene of beauty, for I don't; but that is a jolly, +old, gray, tumbled-down building over there--a barn, I suppose." + +"No, sir; that is the Nepaug Inn. As it has neither porters, waiters, +nor electric bells, you are expected to shoulder your own luggage and +march upstairs--second room to the right. Whoa, there!" he called out +to the old horse a full minute after the animal had come to a dead +halt in front of the inn door. The noise, however, served its purpose +in bringing Marsden to the door, and loading the old inn-keeper with +imprecations for their unlucky experience with the molasses, Flint +left him to struggle with the contents of the wagon, while he himself +escorted Brady up the narrow, sagging stairs, and ensconced him in a +room next his own,--a room whose windows looked out like his over the +purple stretch of ocean, now opalescent with reflection of the clouds. + +"Where do you take your bath?" Brady asked, looking round somewhat +helplessly. + +"In there, you land-lubber!" answered Flint, pointing out to sea; +"isn't the tub big enough?" + +Brady laughed, a hearty, boyish, infectious laugh. "All right," he +said, "only it seems rather odd to come East for pioneering. Did you +know, by the way, that I am to be in New York this winter?" + +"No!" + +"Yes. Our house is just establishing a branch office there, and I am +to be at the head of it." + +Flint chuckled. + +"Bison establishing a branch office in New York! The humor of the +thing delights me." + +"I don't see anything so very funny about it," answered Brady, rather +testily; "but I have no stomach for a quarrel till I have had some +supper--unless you sup _out there_," he added with a lordly wave of +his hand towards the ocean in imitation of Flint's gesture. "I hope, +at any rate, our evening meal is not to be of farina. The associations +might be a little too strong even for my appetite." + + + + + CHAPTER IV + + THE DAVITTS + + "The short and simple annals of the poor." + + +After taking leave of Flint and his companion in misfortune, Winifred +quickened her pace. The lengthening shadows warned her that if she +intended to return to the White House before supper was over, she had +no time to lose. + +"Come, Paddy!" she said, laying her hand with a light, caressing +gesture on the shaggy red-brown head of the Irish setter, which had +kept closer guard than ever since the meeting with the strangers in +the road,--"come, Paddy! we must make a sprint for it." + +The dog, glad enough to be allowed the luxury of a gallop, set off +pell-mell, and Winifred followed at a gait which soon brought her, +flushed and out of breath, before the unpainted house where the Davitt +family made their abode. It was not characterized by great order or +tidiness. Clothes-lines, hung with underwear of various shapes and +sizes, decorated the side-yard, and proclaimed Mrs. Davitt's calling. +A whole section of the front fence had taken itself off. The gate +swung aimlessly on one rusty hinge, and a brood of chickens wandered +at will over the unmown grass before the house: yet the place was not +wholly unattractive, for it bore evidences of human love and +happiness; and, after all, these are the objects for which the most +orderly and elegant mansions exist, if indeed they are so fortunate as +to attain them. These are the essence of a home. + +An old dory filled with geranium and nasturtium brightened the centre +of the yard. Beneath the wide spreading maples, which lent their +unbought adornment to the shabby old house, hung a child's swing, and +near by stood a rickety express-cart, to which an unlucky goat was +tethered by a multi-colored harness made of rope, tape, and bits of +calico. The driver of this equipage, a tow-headed lad of some five +years old, stood with his thumb in his mouth, gazing with open-eyed +amazement at the young lady who thought it worth while to walk so +fast. + +"Good afternoon, John!" said Winifred, when she had regained her +breath. "Is your mother at home?" + +The practice of answering questions is an acquired habit, and comes +only after long acquaintance with society. Children left in a state of +nature rarely think it necessary or even safe to commit themselves so +far. John Davitt only pulled his thumb out of his mouth, poked his +pink toes deeper into the grass, and gave a hitch at the single +suspender supporting the ragged knickerbockers which formed two-thirds +of his costume. + +"Oh!" continued the visitor, not in the least disconcerted by the lack +of response to her advances, "you don't want to leave your goat long +enough to go and ask about your mother, do you? Well, I should not +like to be asked to leave my colt if I were driving. People should do +their own errands, I think, and not be bothering other folks with +their business. You will not be afraid of my dog if I leave him here +while I go into the house, will you?" + +"Whath hith name?" asked John, discovering for the first time that he +had a tongue and knew its use. + +"Paddy," answered the visitor. + +"I uthed to have a brother Paddy. He died." + +"Then you must make friends with the dog for his sake. Would you like +to see how my Paddy can chase a stone?" With this Winifred picked up a +large pebble, and threw it far down the road. Paddy, with a bark of +animated enjoyment, made after it, with wagging tail and ears laid +back against his head. John laughed loud, wrinkled up his little pug +nose and showed his white teeth. + +"Now when he brings it back, you throw it again, and I will go in and +try to find your mother; I think I see her now," she added, as she +turned the angle of the house and caught a glimpse of Mrs. Davitt, +seated in the wooden rocking-chair beside the kitchen-table, paring +potatoes. + +To the casual glance she was only a homely old Irish woman who might +have been the original of "The shape which shape had none." The only +semblance of waist was the line drawn by her gingham apron-string. Her +form bulged where it should have been straight, and was straight where +it should have curved. Her face, however, had a gentle motherliness, +and still bore traces of the comeliness which had marked it a quarter +of a century earlier, when, as Bridget O'Hara, she had set sail from +"the owld counthry" to try her fortune in the new. + +After a few months' experience of city life over here, she had drifted +to South East, where she found employment in a thread factory which +stood on the bank of the tiniest stream that ever, outside of England, +called itself a river. Its current ran swiftly, however; its mimic +falls were forced into the service of trade; and the wheels of the +thread factory whirred busily, except when bad times brought wheels +and bobbins to a standstill. + +For three years after her arrival in South East, Bridget O'Hara stood +beside her wheel, and fed her bobbin faithfully. Her blue Irish eyes +were bright in those days, and her cheeks red as the roses of County +Meath, where the thatched homestead of the O'Haras lifted its humble +head. More than one of the men working in the factory took notice of +the blue eyes and the red cheeks, and would have been glad to secure +their owner for a wife; but she was not for any of them. Before she +had been in the village six months, she had given her faithful heart +to Michael Davitt, the young New England fisherman whose boat lay +below the bridge which she crossed every morning on her way to her +work in the factory. Many a time on bright spring mornings she +loitered on the bridge, leaning over its wooden railing to watch +Michael as he washed out his boat, and made ready for the day's sail. +Sometimes the talk grew so absorbing that the factory bell sounded out +its last warning call before Bridget could tear herself away, and +afterward, through the long day, shut up among the whirring wheels, in +the dust and heat of the big dreary room, she kept the vision of the +white flapping sail, and of Michael Davitt standing by the tiller of +the boat under the bridge. + +At last the fisherman asked her to marry him, and she accepted him +joyously, undismayed by the diminutive proportions of their united +incomes. + +"Sure, Mike dear," Bridget had declared cheerfully, "what's enough for +wan will be enough for two, and you'll never feel the bit I'll be +afther atin'." + +This specious theory of political economy has beguiled into matrimony +many a young couple who fail to take account of the important +difference that what is enough for two may not be enough for three, +and still less for three times three. So it fell out with the Davitts. +For the first year of their married life, Bridget went on working in +the factory, and kept her tiny tenement tidy, and Michael mended nets +on the doorstep, and sold fish in summer, and loafed in the winter in +contented assurance that life would continue to treat him well. But +the next year opened less prosperously. Bridget was compelled to give +up her work in the factory, and when, in the middle of a particularly +rigorous winter, a baby was born to the house of Davitt, the outlook +would have appeared discouraging to any one less optimistic than +Bridget. But she found much cause for satisfaction in the thought that +the baby had come at this particular time, when Michael could be at +home to help take care of the house; and above all in the reflection +that the baby was a boy, "who'd not be thrubblin' any wan long, for +before we know it, Mike, me jewel, he'll be lookin' afther you and +me." + +Part of her self-congratulation had justified itself, for the baby +Leonard had grown up into one of those helpful, "handy" lads who +sometimes are sent to be the salvation of impecunious households. At +an incredibly early age, he began to feel the responsibilities of the +family on his manly little shoulders, and as the procession of small +Davitts entered the world, he took each one under his protecting care. +Dennis, Ellen, Maggie, Tommy, Katie, and John had found their way into +the family circle, and no one hinted that there was not place and +porridge for the last as well as the first. + +As the years went on, Michael Davitt lost whatever alertness of +temperament he might once have possessed. New England seems to endow +some of her children with such a surplus of energy, that she is +compelled to subtract a corresponding amount from the share of others. +Michael Davitt was one of the others. His experiences as a fisherman +had persuaded him that it was useless to put forth effort, unless he +had wind and tide in his favor. Consequently, his life was spent in +waiting for encouragement from the forces of nature,--encouragement +which never came; so that at last he gave up the struggle, and sat by +the chimney-corner all winter, as contentedly as he sat on the stern +of his boat all summer, ready to move if circumstances favored, but +serene under all conditions. His silence was as marked as his +serenity. On occasions, he could be moved to smiles, but seldom to +speech. He sat quiet and unmoved amid the family hubbub, his long +limbs twisted together, his arms folded above his somewhat hollow +chest, and his protruding tusks of teeth firmly fastened over his +nether lip, as if constraining it to silence. + +Tommy might lift off the cover of the beehive, and rush into the house +shrieking with wrath and terror over the result; Maggie might upset +the milk, and John drag the kitten about the room by its tail,--no +matter! the father of the family continued to sit unmoved as Brahma. +But when Leonard entered the door, some appearance of life began to +show itself in Michael. He untwisted his legs, moved a little to make +room on the settle, and even went so far as to make an entering wedge +of conversation with a "Well, Leon!" + +Leonard Davitt was a boy to warm any father's heart,--stout and +strong, hearty and frank, cheerful as the day was long, with the smile +and jest of his race ready for any chance comer. This light-heartedness +had made him a favorite not only in his own family, but among all the +youth and maidens who dwelt in the outlying farmhouses around South +East; but of late an unaccountable change had come over the lad. This +merry, careless happiness had deserted him. He had taken to going +about with hair unbrushed, and a "dejected 'havior of his visage." + +The noisy mirth of his little brothers and sisters irritated him, and +their noisier quarrels exasperated him. He kept away from them as much +as he could, and when he was not off in his boat, he sat on the fence +under the maples as taciturn as Michael himself. The children wondered +at him, and gradually began to draw away at his approach, instead of +rushing toward him as of old. Maggie, who was fifteen now, and worked +in the factory, suspected the cause of his trouble, and once ventured +to rally him on "the girl that was so cool she'd give a man the mitten +in summer;" but her pleasantry was ill-received. Leonard scowled at +her, and stalked away muttering to himself. + +His mother saw him from her window, and she too knew what was the +trouble with her boy; but she only dropped a few tears among the +potato-parings, and resolved to make griddle-cakes for supper,--as +though Leonard were still a child whose heart could be cheered +through his stomach. As Mrs. Davitt laid down her knife to wipe her +eyes, she heard the barking of a dog, and then a rapid double knock on +the half-open kitchen-door. + +"Come in, Miss," she said, rising and wiping her hands on her gingham +apron. "Come in and take the rocker. Don't be standin' when sittin' +down is chape enough, even for the poor. It's yourself hezn't forgot +me, nor me bit o' farina." + +"No, indeed, Mrs. Davitt, I did not forget you: but you won't get your +farina after all; for I met some poor men in distress, and I handed +over all the sea-moss to them." + +"Poor craytyurs! Wuz they that hungry they could ate it raw?" + +"Hardly," answered Winifred, smiling at her remembrance of the +peculiarly well-fed looking recipients of her bounty, "they were not +hungry at all; but they had come to grief with a molasses jug. The +carriage and everything in it was sticky, and I don't know what they +would have done to get it clean without your moss; but you shall +surely have some more to-morrow, and now tell me how you are feeling." + +"Is it meself? Thank ye kindly, me dear. I'm jest accordin' to the +common, save where I'm worse; me legs ache me nights, and I fale the +washin' in me back some days; but if me moind wuz right, it's little +I'd moind the thrubble in me bones." + +"Why, what is wrong, Mrs. Davitt?" Winifred asked with sympathy in her +voice. "The children all look well. John's cheeks are red as apples, +and Katie is as round as a butter-ball." + +"Oh, the childers is all right," answered Mrs. Davitt, with an air of +mystery, but evidently not unwilling to be pressed further as to the +source of her trouble. + +"Surely it is not your husband? He looked better than usual this +morning when he came around to the White House, and he had as fine a +catch of fish as I have seen this summer." + +"Yea, himself's all right." + +"Then it must be Leonard; but I am sure he is a boy of whom any mother +might be proud." + +"Proud? Yea, but many's the proud heart is the sore heart." + +"Tell me all about it," said her young visitor, laying her delicate +hand on the red fingers which still clasped the bone-handled steel +knife. Mrs. Davitt looked down for a moment in silence, playing with +the bent joint of her stiff third finger, then she broke out with a +fierceness in curious contrast to her usual gentle speech. + +"It's that Tilly Marsden. Bad luck to her for a bowld hussy! She's +put the insult on Leonard." + +"The insult?" + +"Yea, 'tis the same as an insult for all the neighbors to take notice +of, whin a gurrl ez hez been kapin' company with a man fur goin' on +two years, walks by him now with her nose in the air, lek wan wuz too +good to be shpakin' with the praste himself." + +"Don't be too hard on Tilly, Mrs. Davitt," remonstrated Winifred, +soothingly. "Perhaps she is fond of Leonard still, but does not want +him to feel too sure of her. I dare say you were a little like that +yourself, when you were a girl." + +"Thrue fer ye, me dear!" Mrs. Davitt answered, with that delightful +Irish readiness to be diverted from her woes to a more cheerful frame +of mind. "Thrue fer ye! I'd never let Michael be sayin' me heart wuz +caught before ever he'd shpread the net." + +"Then, depend upon it, Tilly feels the same." + +"Mebbe it's the thruth you're afther findin' out; but I misthrust, and +it's meself will never fergive her if she breaks the heart of the best +by in the counthry." + +The possibility was too much for the sorrowful mother. She threw her +apron over her head, and abandoned herself once more to despair, +swaying to and fro disconsolately in the black wooden chair from the +back of which the gilt had been half rubbed away by quarter of a +century of rocking. + +"Do you think it could possibly do any good for me to talk with +Leonard?" Winifred ventured, quite dubious in her own mind of the +wisdom of the proceeding. + +"Ow, if yez would, 'twould like be the savin' o' the by. He'll not +bear any of us to shpake wid him at all at all." + +"Very well then, I will try to get him to talk about it. Only don't be +disappointed if I do not succeed! The chances are that he will not +listen to me." + +"Not listen to yoursilf, is it!" cried Mrs. Davitt, once more +transported to the heights of hope. "Sure, the saints in Hiven would +lay down their harps to hear your swate vice. Yes, and aven to look at +ye, as ye shtand there, in that white dhress, jist like what wan o' +thimsilves 'ud be wearin'! How becomin' ye are to your clothes!" + +Winifred smiled at the subtle flattery; but before she could muster an +appropriate acknowledgment, she caught sight of Leonard loitering at +the gate. + +"There is Leon now; I will ask him to walk part way home with me. It +is growing dark, and you know," she added, laughing, "how timid I +am!" + +Mrs. Davitt smiled in answer to the laugh, for Winifred's daring was +the talk of the countryside. She dried her eyes, and peered over her +spectacles at her visitor as she picked her way among the chickens, +feathered and human, who thronged about the doorstep, to the spot +where Leonard stood, listlessly hanging over the gate gazing idly up +and down the road. + +Mrs. Davitt's heart beat anxiously as she marked the girl stop to +speak to him, and when at last she saw him turn and walk beside her up +the road, followed suspiciously by Paddy with the basket in his mouth, +she burst out into a tearful torrent of joy and thanksgiving. + + + + + CHAPTER V + + THE OLD SHOP + + "Ah! poor Real Life, which I love, can I make others share + the delight I find in thy foolish and insipid face?" + + +The sun was already low in the west, when Flint and Brady, having +supped heartily on boiled lobster and corn bread, lighted their pipes +and strolled toward the door of the tiny shop which leaned up against +the inn as if for support. A bird, looking down upon it in his flight, +might have mistaken it for some great mud-turtle, so close did it +sprawl along the ground. + +For some years it had served as a turkey-house on the farm; but as +Marsden had begun to discover possibilities of profit in a shop which +should both draw custom to the inn, and find customers in the chance +guests of the tavern, he had turned his attention to the work of +transforming the poultry-house into a village store, and had been +surprised to find how well it adapted itself to its new purpose. True, +the beams ran across only a few inches above Marsden's head; but that +was rather an advantage than otherwise, for they thus made an +excellent substitute for counters, and the wares were well displayed +and within easy reach. Along one beam hung a row of boots of every +style and size,--from giant rubbers, reaching to the thighs, in which +the Nepaug farmers went wading for seaweed fertilizer, to the clumsy +baby shoes, jauntily set off with a scarlet tassel at the top, in that +pathetic effort of the poor to express in their children's dress the +poetry so scantily supplied in their own lives. Another beam was hung +with wooden pails, and a third gleamed with the reflections of +bright-new tinware. + +On the shelves opposite the door lay bright hued calicoes flanked by +jars of peppermint candies, some of which were rendered doubly +irresistible to youthful customers by being cut in heart-shape and +decorated with sentimental mottoes chiefly in verse. + +Marsden fitted his shop so well, that he seemed little more than an +animated bundle of secondhand goods. His cowhide boots were the +fellows of those that dangled from the fourth beam. His gayly checked +flannel shirt harmonized delightfully with the carriage robes in the +corner, and the soft brown-felt hat toned æsthetically with the plug +tobacco in the case behind him. + +When Flint and Brady looked in at the door, a girl was standing at the +counter, turning over the pile of calicoes. She had brought with her +a pailful of blueberries which she evidently wished to barter for a +remnant of the prints. She showed much disappointment when Marsden +declined to trade except upon a cash basis. + +"What might this be wuth?" she asked at length, pointing to a red and +white calico on the second shelf. Marsden, Yankee-like, answered her +question by another. "What'll ye give fur it? It's the end of the +piece, and I dunno but I'd as lives you'd hev it ez anybody." + +"Wall," answered the girl, cautiously, "I wouldn't give no more'n six +cents a yard for it." + +"Take it along," said Marsden, wrapping it, as he spoke, in coarse +brown paper. As he handed it to her he said: "I _wuz_ goin' to offer +it to you for five cent." + +The girl's face fell. + +"You see," whispered Flint to Brady, "there never was a woman who +could really enjoy anything unless she thought she had paid less than +it was worth. It is my own belief that Eve bought the apple from the +Serpent as a bargain, and that Satan assured her that he would not +have sold it to Adam at double the price." + +As the maiden withdrew, a buggy rattled up to the door of the little +shop. In the broad strip of light formed by the lamp opposite the +door, the creaking vehicle stopped short. A dumpy female in a +nondescript black garment took the reins, while her male companion +descended heavily, putting both feet upon the step, and cautiously +lowering himself to the ground close beside the spot where Flint and +Brady stood. Once assured that he had reached the ground in safety, he +proceeded to take off his wrinkled duster, fold it tenderly, and lay +it on the seat, from beneath which he pulled out a bulky bundle, +securely tied up in bed-ticking. + +Flint watched the rustic with idle curiosity, as the old man entered +the store and deposited his bundle on the counter. Marsden sat on a +chair with no back, nursing his knee and assuming indifference to the +entrance of the new-comer. + +"Be thar any market naow for _quilts_, or _be_ thar?" asked the old +farmer, somewhat anxiously, while untying the knots of his parcel. + +"I dunno ez thar be, and I dunno _ez_ thar be," Marsden answered. + +Both parties seemed to understand each other perfectly. They +approached as warily as two foxes. When the roll was finally spread +out on the counter, the dim lamplight flickered over a patchwork quilt +of the familiar log-cabin pattern, gay with colors as varied as those +of Joseph's coat. + +"What cher s'pose yer could give fur this?" the new-comer asked with +a relapse into unwary eagerness, and an irrepressible pride in this +evidence of the household industry of his women folk. + +"Dunno, I'm sure," said Marsden, slowly, shifting his quid of tobacco +and spitting meditatively on the floor. "Shop-keepin' 's all a resk +anyhow. I'll give yer seventy-five cents for it though, jest for a +gamble; but nobody has much use for quilts in this weather, except to +hide their heads under from the skeeters." + +"Truth will out," whispered Flint. "Marsden always declares that +mosquitoes are unknown at Nepaug." + +The owner of the quilt shook his head dubiously. + +"Couldn't you go a dollar on it?" he queried. "It took my wife a month +to make it, sewin' evenin's." + +"Did--did it?" + +"Yaas, 'n' it's made out of pieces of the children's clothes, and some +on 'em 's dead--and associations ought to caount for somethin'." + +"Will it last?" questioned the cautious Marsden, twitching it this way +and that, and testing the material with his thumb-nail, which he kept +long and sharp apparently for the purpose of detecting flaws in +dry-goods. + +"Wall," assumed the other, somewhat nettled by the purchaser's +skepticism, "I reckon it'll last ez long ez a dollar will." + +"Mebbe," said Marsden, quite impressed by the logic of this last +statement. "Anyhaow I'll give you ninety cents, and that's my last +figger." + +The man glanced furtively over his shoulder at the female in the +buggy, who sat twitching the reins impatiently, then he hitched up +closer to Marsden and held out a dime. + +"Take it," he whispered, "'n' give me the greenback. I promised I +wouldn't let it go fur less'n a dollar, 'n' I dassent." + +The two men winked at each other like brothers in the freemasonry of +married life, and the knight of the duster disappeared in the +gathering dusk. His departure emptied the little shop, and Flint and +Brady entered and seated themselves on a couple of kegs on opposite +sides of the door. + +"Ef it's all the same, gentlemen," drawled Marsden. "I'd recommend you +to take another seat with yore pipes, fur one of them kags is filled +with ile, and the other with gun-paowder." + +Brady jumped up in haste, and felt of his coat-tails as though they +might even then be on fire. + +Even Flint moved with greater alacrity than usual, quite concurring in +the wisdom of seeking another seat, especially as the new one brought +him opposite the low doorway, through which he could see the sky, and +watch the night drawing in over bay and cove. + +On the fence-rail opposite, a flock of turkeys had composed themselves +to sleep. The crickets in the corn-field were tuning their wings for +their habitual evening concert. The night-moth flapped heavily against +the small, square window-pane. + +It was a scene bare but tranquil; and Flint was possessed by its +dreary charm. The dim quiet of the twilight suited him; and it struck +him jarringly, like a false note in an orchestra, when there fell on +his ear a high, shrill voice, exclaiming,-- + +"Pa, ma wants to know if the yeast-cakes have come." + +Tilly Marsden gave a little start of surprise, as she came down the +steps from the house-door, at the sight of Flint and Brady, who rose +at her entrance, and removed their pipes from their mouths. + +"Enter woman--exit comfort," thought Flint. + +"I hope you're better, Mr. Flint," said Tilly, edging a little nearer +him while her father searched among the blue boxes for the desired +yeast-cakes. + +"Thanks." + +"Wasn't the sun awful hot up to town?" + +"Quite so." + +"But you didn't get sun-struck?" + +"No." + +"I'm awful glad. I says to ma this morning, 'I do hope,' says I, 'Mr. +Flint has taken Pa's big white umbrella lined with green. You know his +head is so weak.'" + +Flint felt Brady's amused glance upon him. "Thank you," he answered +stiffly, "my head is quite well again. Come, Brady," he added, turning +to his friend, "if you are ready, we'll get our stroll before we turn +in." + +"Here, Tilly," said Marsden, at the same time, "here's the yeast-cake; +but I don't see what ma wants with it, fur I gev her two this +arfternoon." + +Tilly blushed, and looked furtively toward the doorway where the young +men stood. The girl had a kind of flimsy prettiness which suggested a +cotillon favor. Her hair was fluffy, and coquettishly knotted at the +back with blue ribbon. Her freshly ironed white dress set off her +hourglass figure, and the fingers on which she was continually +twisting the rings were white and slender. Her lips were set in a +somewhat simpering smile, and her voice was soft with a view to +effect. Brady watched her artless artfulness with some amusement. When +they had gone out, he hinted something to Flint in regard to the +conquest he appeared to have made; but found him so loftily +unconscious that his jest fell flat, and he dropped the subject to +take up a more serious theme as they strolled along the road, and at +length seated themselves where the turkeys had made their roost, on +the gray rail-fence in the moonlight. + +"I wonder, Flint," said Brady, "if we shall be able to take up our old +association where we dropped it." + +"Of course not," Flint answered, "don't imagine it for a moment!" + +"I don't see why we should not." + +"You don't?" + +"No, I do not." + +"Well, that fact alone is enough to show the gap between us. I can see +it plainly enough. You have spent these last ten years in active, +quick decisions, accumulating energy, push, drive--what you call +hustling; while I have been trying to see into things a little, trying +to find out what is worth hustling for--whether anything is. Now do +you suppose that two people with such opposite training are going to +fit together like a cup and ball, as they used to do when they were +chums in college, and had had no training at all?" + +"I don't know," said Brady, more dubiously. Then he went on, with the +air of one who is not to be balked in speaking his mind, "I am not +quite sure that I think your training has improved you." + +"Very likely not," said Flint, imperturbably puffing away at his pipe. + +"I suppose," continued Brady, "that it is very cultivating, and +philosophical, and up-to-date to lie back like that, and let your soul +expand, to wonder whether anything is worth while, and smile at the +struggle of the dull people around you who are foolish enough to +believe that something is worth while; but I'll be hanged if I like +it. I would rather be the lowest of the warm-blooded animals than the +highest of the cold-blooded. I beg your pardon," he added a little +lamely, "I did not mean to put it quite so strong as that." + +"You have made a very clear statement, my dear fellow. Don't weaken it +by apologies. What you say of me is as true as gospel--truer perhaps. +The only mistake you make is in ascribing to training what is really +to be attributed to temperament. What is bred in the bone, you know-- +But never mind, I detest talking of myself. Now you have had +experiences worth talking of; let us hear some of your doings out +West, there!" + +Long and late that night the two friends sat together. Now that the +first strangeness had worn off, and with it the consciousness of the +divergence of the roads which they had travelled since the old days, +Flint began to find his liking springing up as strong as ever, only +the liking was of a different kind. It was after midnight when he came +into the house, and betook himself to his own room. As he was pulling +off his coat, he suddenly remembered his unopened letter. He smiled +grimly, as it recalled the scene at the post-office, the glowering +official, and the grinning bystanders. He was still smiling as he took +the candle from the mantel-shelf and set it on the bureau, to which he +drew up his one rickety chair. He sat down and scrutinized the letter +again, and more closely. + +The envelope was a large, square one, with the editorial address of +the "Transcontinental Magazine" in the left-hand corner. The writing +was in the large, loose scrawl of Brooke, the junior editor. He wrote +in haste as usual. All at the office was going well, new subscriptions +were coming in fast, and if Flint would keep away long enough, the +success of the "Transcontinental" would be secure. The letter which he +enclosed had been opened by mistake, being apparently a business +communication with no other address than "To the Editor;" but finding +it personal in character, he forwarded it unread, and remained as +always, Flint's faithful friend, C. Brooke. + +The enclosed letter to which Brooke alluded presented a +curious contrast to his own. The handwriting was firm, but +delicate--distinctively feminine. + +"I want to thank you," so the letter began, "not only for accepting my +verses on 'A Thimble,' but also for the words of encouragement with +which you accompany the acceptance. You say that you are especially +glad to print the verses because they suggest a return to the type of +womanhood of an earlier day, for which you retain an old-fashioned +admiration. Now, I scarcely know whether my verses are very deceitful, +or whether it is the realest and truest side of my nature which finds +expression when I take my pen in hand. + +"I wonder if a bit of autobiography would bore you. I should feel that +it would most men; but I think of you as a genial, elderly gentleman +with a face like Thackeray's, and with a broad human interest in all +phases of life." + +Flint grinned. "So much," he said to himself, "for the intuitions of +woman." Yet he felt a trifle vexed at being set down as elderly, and +secretly elated at the allusion to Thackeray,--as if a wide mouth, a +turned-up nose, and eye-glasses carried with them fee-simple to "Henry +Esmond" and the "Newcomes." + +"I am twenty-two years old!" the letter went on. "As a young girl I +knew nothing of city life. My father owned a sheep ranch in the +Northwest, and there I grew up, roaming about as freely as the sheep +themselves. I learned to ride and to shoot. Until I was a woman grown, +I never took a needle in my hand. Perhaps it may seem strange to you, +but out of this aloofness from feminine pursuits there grew up within +me a sort of reverence for the feminine ideal. I felt a vague awe, +such as I imagine strikes a man at sight of a rose-lined parasol, or a +thimble laid on a pile of stitchery. It is this sense of the poetry of +women's occupation which must give what little value they possess to +my verses; and perhaps you will not care for any more now that you +know they are no part of the real _me_, but only an ideal." + +The letter was signed "Amy Bell," and the only address given, a New +York post-office box. + +"A pretty name," said Flint to himself, as he studied it, "a very +pretty name!" Then he fell to musing on how this girl must look; and +he found himself making a likeness from the picture over the mantel, +only he would have the face a trifle rounder, with a dimple in either +cheek, and a hint more of tenderness in that firm under-lip, whose +smile savored of delicate irony. His thoughts unconsciously reverted +to the reflections of the morning, as he looked at the portrait. + +"How shy we all are of self-revelation!" he murmured, as he folded the +letter slowly, and slid it into his vest-pocket; "and then, when we +have gone about for years hedging ourselves in with barriers of ice, +suddenly some emotion thaws them, and out flow all the tides of +feeling which we have been damming up so long." Flint's musings ended +in a determination to answer this letter, and to answer it now while +the genial mood was on him. The writer had taken pains to give little +clue to her identity. Well, he would answer her from behind the same +veil of impersonality. She need never know how widely she had missed +her guess in her picture of him. She might keep her poor little +illusions--yes, "elderly gentleman" and all. He would speak to her, as +one soul might speak to another, unhampered by all the trammels of +outward circumstance. It was his to offer help, sympathy, +encouragement, and he dispensed it in no stinted measure. + +As he drew pen and paper towards him, there swept over him a sense of +the oneness of humanity, and a vision of what the world might be, if +man were tenderer, and woman held the wider vision. Such a training as +hers, he wrote to Amy Bell, might give her something of both, might +grant her a standpoint from which she could see clearer than most +women, just because she saw life in larger outlines, undimmed by +detail,--a life as different from that of the average woman as the +sweep of the garments of the Greek caryatides from the fussy, +beruffled gowns of the nineteenth-century women. The question, the +vital pressing question in her case, was how she would use this +freedom. Should it slip into the hardness of the new woman, on the one +hand, or, on the other, allow itself to be fettered to the dulness of +every-day decorum, her opportunity would be lost; but if she could +hold the delicate equilibrium where she stood,--self-poised, and yet +swaying to the influences which must work on every soul for its +highest development, plastic yet firm,--then he believed, firmly +believed, that there might lie in her a power for which the world +would be the better and the richer. + +"There!" said he, as he blotted and sealed the letter. "That, I should +say, is as prosy and didactic as a discourse of my venerated ancestor. +I wonder if the tendency to sermonize runs in the blood. I dare say if +I had the good fortune to have any religious convictions, I should +dogmatize over them in the pulpit, and pound the cushions as +vigorously as any itinerant evangelist. Well, well! heredity is a +queer thing. We think we get away from it, but it is always cropping +up in unexpected places. Our ancestors are like _atra cura_, and ride +behind every man's saddle." + +The clock struck three as he finished his musings. He pushed away his +chair, and set back the lamp on the mantel. The light, flaring a +little in the draught from the open window, lent a startling look of +life to the portrait above it. Flint seemed almost to hear the voice +of the dying sea-captain whispering: "God bless you, Ruth--I wish I +had understood you better!" + +Upon his exalted mood the morning voice of a barnyard cock broke +mockingly. + +"Pshaw!" he exclaimed, "what a fool I am!--and at my age, too. I am +ashamed. And, by the way, we never took back Dr. Beetle's--no--Dr. +Cricket's spectacles. Well-to-morrow will answer as well." + + + + + CHAPTER VI + + THE GLORIOUS FOURTH + + +_Extract from the Journal of Miss Susan Standish. Nepaug, July 4, 189-._ + + +A holiday, for some reason or other, is always longer than other days, +even for people like me who live a life of ease and comparative +idleness, and who can make every day a holiday by abstaining from +unnecessary and self-imposed work. It certainly is curious that this +morning we rose an hour later, by way of compliment to our ancestors, +who doubtless rose several hours earlier than usual on the day we +celebrate, and certainly did a hard day's work. + +After breakfast Mr. Anstice read the Declaration of Independence +aloud, signatures and all. Then Jimmy recited part of a highly +patriotic address, beginning, "Give up the Union? Never!" He worked +his arm in the gestures with all the grace and agility of a +pump-handle. His voice, to be sure, came out very strong on the +prepositions and conjunctions, and sank to a whisper on the explosive +climaxes; but we all voted it a masterpiece of elocution, and his +father really thought so. When these exercises were over, Dr. Cricket +and I played a game of chess, in which he insisted that I should take +the part of the British, while he represented the Americans. + +In spite of a severe struggle with my patriotic emotions, I felt +compelled to do justice to the side thus thrust upon me, and I +conducted my campaign with such vigor, that it was Washington who was +compelled to hand over his sword to Cornwallis, and I swept the last +American pawn triumphantly off the board as the dinner-bell rang. + +The afternoon rather dragged. I came to the conclusion that the secret +of the length of a holiday lies in the severity of the effort to enjoy +one's self. At our age the truest happiness lies in absorption in +work,--a kind of active and bustling Nirvana. Having come to this +conclusion, I pulled out the golf-stockings I am knitting for Ben, and +fell to work, with the result that it was tea-time before I knew it. + +Winifred made quite a diversion by coming down dressed as Columbia, in +a white muslin with blue sashes and a big bunch of red roses. She had +made a helmet of card-board and covered it with gold paper. In one +hand she held a long lance of the same shiny stuff, and in the other +a big flag. We all laughed and sang and shouted, and had a fine +old-fashioned, emotional Fourth. It did me good. + +After tea, I had a surprise in a call from Cousin John's son. In fact, +the call was a surprise on both sides. This is how it came about. The +day before yesterday, Dr. Cricket, who is a good creature, though +self-opinionated and always differing from me, was called to see a +patient over at the inn; and yesterday, making his second call, he +left his gold-bowed glasses, and spent the afternoon bewailing his +loss, for he fancied they had slipped out of his pocket when he sat +down on the beach to rest. The patient, who is a young man (of some +pretensions to gentility, I understand, although a New Yorker), +discovered them in the office (otherwise bar-room) of the inn, and +walked over to bring them this evening. With him was Philip Brady, +whom I have not seen these ten years; but I should have known him in a +moment from his likeness to Cousin John. He is a fine young man, and +does credit to the family. I think Winifred will like him. + +Dr. Cricket was on the porch when they came; and when he saw the +glasses, he was ready to fall upon the young men's necks while they +were yet a long way off. He really was quite ridiculous with his +"Bless my soul!" "Very kind upon my honor!" "Now Richard is himself +again!" and I don't know what more, hopping about meanwhile like the +cricket, who was no doubt his ancestor in pre-historic times, and +pulling up chairs for men twenty years younger than himself. I have no +patience with too much vivacity in middle-aged people; when we turn +fifty, dignity is all we have left, and we'd better make the most of +it. + +When the Doctor had thanked his visitors five times over for what was +really a small matter for two able-bodied young men, he insisted on +their sitting down, and turned round to me,--I hate being dragged into +a situation,--"Miss Standish," said he, "I want you to know Mr. +um--ah--Flint, I believe? and his friend, Mr. um--ah--What is the +name, may I ask?" + +"I can tell you," said I, coming forward and really looking up for the +first time (for I am trying to train myself not to stare and peer as +some of my age do when their sight is failing)--"I can tell you and +save your visitor the trouble. His name is Philip Brady, and his +father is my cousin." + +Dr. Cricket looked thoroughly taken aback. This I rather enjoyed, for +he is always prying into affairs and saying, "I rather suspect so and +so," with his nose held out as if he got at his intuitions by the +sense of smell. + +"You don't say so," was all he could get out this time; and meanwhile +Philip called out, in his hearty voice, "Holloa, Cousin Susan!" and +kissed me a little louder than I liked; but that is the difference +between Bison and Boston. Perhaps I am hard to suit, for his +companion's manner seemed to me as much too repressed as Philip's was +too exuberant. He had the air of holding his mental hands behind him +and warning off social intruders with a "Let us not enter upon too +familiar a basis of mutual acquaintance," and yet he was not brought +up on Beacon Street, and I was, which makes it all the worse. He is a +handsome man,--that is, his features are regular, his teeth are fine, +and the little tuft of white hair above the temple gives a marked air +of distinction. Altogether, he has a peculiarly well-groomed effect; +but his face is like a mask,--one does not get any inkling of what is +going on behind it. The eye-glasses too seem to take all expression +out of the eyes, and leave them mere inquisitors for discovering the +sentiments revealed by those who don't wear similar shields. I notice +the same thing about Dr. Cricket. I can always get the best of him in +argument unless he has his spectacles on. Then I become confused, +forget my point, and the Doctor comes off triumphant. + +Of course, when the Doctor urged the young men to stay, they sat +down, and Philip began at once to ask about the people in Oldburyport, +whom he remembered very well, except their names. Everything was +pleasant until Jimmy Anstice came along, as he always does when not +especially wanted, and began to tease about having the fire-works set +off. Nothing could be allowed to go on until they were brought out. If +he had been my child, he should have been soundly punished and sent to +bed for whining and pulling at his father's coat-tails; but Mr. +Anstice is amiable to the verge of inanity where Jimmy is concerned, +and after saying, "My dear!" and "Yes, in a minute," he allowed +himself to be fairly pulled out of his chair and into the house, from +which he shortly emerged with Jimmy, bearing between them an oblong +pine box filled with packages of every shape and size, and smelling +objectionably of gunpowder. + +Of course this put an end to all rational conversation. Philip jumped +up to inspect the crackers and pin-wheels. To my surprise, Mr. Flint +showed no annoyance, but began to poke about among the Roman candles +and rockets, as if he rather liked it. Jimmy has taken a great fancy +to him, it seems. I must admit that it is in a man's favor to be liked +by boys and dogs. So they drove stakes into the grass, and set up +inclined planes for the rockets; and, when it grew dark enough, Jimmy +set off his first pin-wheel, amid a chorus of shouts of that +artificially enthusiastic sort common among older people at a junior +entertainment. + +The shouts brought Winifred out to the porch. She had taken off her +helmet, for which I was sorry, as it was very becoming. I introduced +Philip, who said, with a smile, that he thought they had met before; +but Winifred did not seem to remember it. Now, if Winifred has a +failing, it is thinking she knows just how everything ought to be +done; and after fidgeting about in her chair for a minute or two, she +called out: "Why don't you set the rocket against that stone?" and +down she ran to arrange it herself. + +The rocket did go better in her way, but she was not satisfied even +then. She must show them how to hold the Roman candles, which was very +imprudent with the loose sleeves of her muslin dress. Mr. Flint called +out: "Hold it out away from you! Further away!" but instead of paying +any heed, she held it straight up in the air. She had forgotten +herself entirely; and we were all watching the little fountain of fire +sending out its red, white, and blue colored balls when, all of a +sudden, I saw a line of fire creeping up Winifred's sleeve. She threw +away the candle, which lay sputtering on the ground; but that line of +fire on her arm seemed to grow and grow, and I watched it in helpless +agitation. I suppose the thing was over in two minutes, though they +seemed hours to me. The instant Flint saw the accident, he stripped +off his coat, and, rushing up to Winifred, bound it tightly about her. +Dr. Cricket brought out his bandages and liniments, and the arm was +bound up and in a sling before the girl really knew what had happened. + +She was quite bewildered, and looked about like a little child, from +one to the other. Then she turned to Mr. Flint, with a smile which +seemed to me not so very far from tears, and said:-- + +"This time, it was your turn." + +"This time, it was my fault." + +"Your fault?" + +"Yes; it was stupid, my letting you hold it so. I knew it was +dangerous." + +Winifred shook her head, in a wilful little way of hers which always +reminds me of a Shetland pony. + +"Pardon me, but I think I should have done it whether you had let me +or not. I should have had to pay pretty dearly for my venture though, +if you had not been so quick, and as for the poor coat--" Here she +picked it up from the floor where it had fallen. "What a pity it +should have a hole right in front!--but Miss Standish will make it as +good as new, though. You never saw any one who can darn like Miss +Standish" (which is quite true). + +"Papa," she added, turning to her father, who had been utterly +unnerved by the accident, and was now walking up and down with a vain +pretence of calmness. "Papa, you can lend Mr. Flint a coat for +to-night, can't you?" + +"Oh, certainly, certainly! what will he have--a dressing-gown or a +Tuxedo?" + +"Thank you," said Flint, with gravity; "but, if the etiquette of +Nepaug will not be violated by a shirt-sleeve costume, I can go as I +am, though indeed I do not like giving Miss Standish so much trouble, +and the coat is a veteran anyway, only promoted to the Nepaug station +after long service elsewhere." + +"Veterans always command my respect," I answered, "and deserve at +least repairs at the hands of their country." + +"All very fine," said Dr. Cricket; "but I advise you to wear your coat +home to-night, even if you send it back to-morrow. It is easier to +mend coats than constitutions." + +"And cheaper," I suggested. + +"I'll tell you," Winifred broke in, seeing Dr. Cricket glowering at +me. "He shall neither risk a cold by going home in this night air +without his coat, nor tear the sleeves out of papa's, which would +surely be half-a-dozen sizes too small. He shall wear my golf cape. Go +up to my closet and get it, Jimmy!--the blue one lined with red." + +Jimmy, who having once been relieved of anxiety as to his sister's +life, had spent his time in maligning her as the cause of stopping his +fire-works exhibition, turned somewhat sulkily to obey her command; as +he went he fired a parting shot: "This is what comes of girls meddling +with things they don't understand." + +"James!" + +When Mr. Anstice says "_James_," he is not to be trifled with; and his +son ventured no further remarks, only emphasized his feelings by a +vicious stamp on each separate stair as he ascended. While he was +prosecuting his search for the cloak, his sister sat in the big chair +by the fireside, her head thrown back a little against the angle +formed by the back and the side, which curves out like a great ear. I +saw Philip and Mr. Flint looking at her as the firelight climbed over +her dress and touched her cheek, and I wondered what they thought of +her. + +To me, her face is one of the most interesting I have ever seen. It +evades description, and yet I feel tempted to try to describe it again +and again, and to analyze its charms for myself. It is full of +distinction, though the only really beautiful feature in it is the +brow, broad and low, from which her hair rolls back in that long, full +sweep. About her lips, there is the fulness that Leonardo gave his +Mona Lisa, and the lips have the same subtle curves, with a smile +whose meaning is often of dubious interpretation, and tempts the eyes +of her companion to return to them again and again to confirm his last +impression. + +As for her character, I do not yet feel sure of it, though I have +known her for years. Dr. Cricket says he understands her perfectly. +Pshaw! + +Ben says he and she agree in everything. Poor boy! The fact is, that +the girl has one of those curious natures, absolutely unmoved and +unmovable at the centre, but on the surface reflecting every one and +everything that comes in her way. + +Many men have loved her. I don't think she has ever cared for any one. +The Mona Lisa smile comes over her lips when I question her about this +one or that. + +"Tell me now," I said the other day, "did you never love any one?" + +"Yes, and I do now." + +"Excellent. At last we shall have confidences." + +"And you like confidences?" + +"I do--but no diversions--who is the youth?" + +"I did not say it was a youth." + +"Well, it is not a dotard, I trust; but who is the man?" + +"I did not say it was a man." + +"But you said--" + +"I said I loved somebody, and that somebody is you, dear Miss +Standish. Indeed I do, and I am ready to fight a duel, if necessary, +with Dr. Cricket to prove that my affection is deeper and loftier, and +generally better worth having, than his." + +What can one do with a girl like that, who winds up with a little +mocking laugh and goes off whistling? + +I wish she would not whistle. It is one of those mannish tricks of +hers which give a wrong impression. Her father ought to stop it; but +he is so fond of the girl, and thinks her so altogether perfect and +beyond cavil, that he lets everything go. She needs to have some one +stronger than herself come into her life. I wonder if he ever will. + +It took Jimmy Anstice a long while to find that cloak. When he +returned with it, he was still sulky. + +"I don't see why I should have to go on Fred's errands, when she +spoiled my fire-works." + +"Ah!" said Flint, "it was a pity about those fire-works. Suppose you +bring them down to the inn to-morrow night, and we will set them off +there." + +Jimmy brightened up; but his sister rather resented the suggestion. +"You need not be afraid to do it here," she said; "I promise not to +interfere again." + +Mr. Flint ought to have said something civil; but he only turned to +Jimmy and proposed that they go out and gather up the rockets before +the dampness spoiled the powder. + +"Here, are you going without the cloak after all?" + +"Oh, thank you!" answered Flint, with sufficient graciousness, as he +took it from Professor Anstice's hand. + +To reach the door, he passed near Winifred's chair. As he did so he +bent over and spoke to her. I could not hear what he said; but I saw +an angry color come into her cheeks, and she answered:-- + +"Yes, as you say, we seem fated to bring each other ill luck. Let us +hope we shall not meet often." + +I never heard Winifred make so rude a speech before. But, to my +surprise, it seemed to develop an unsuspected amiability in Mr. Flint. + +"That might be the worst luck of all," he answered, still in that +provoking half-tone of his, and, waiting no answer, he followed Jimmy +out of doors. It seemed to me that Philip Brady would have liked to +take advantage of the general stir to get in a word with Winifred; but +I saw that the girl was really suffering with the burn on her arm, so +I told him, without ceremony, that it was time he went home. + +Dr. Cricket, who seems to feel personally responsible for these young +men, evidently thought my behavior ungracious and inhospitable. To +make amends, he followed Philip to the door, and called out after him +and Mr. Flint:-- + +"Oh, by the way, we're going up to Flying Point for a clam-bake some +evening this week. Would you care to go too?" + +"By all means, if you will be good enough to take us into the party," +Philip answered heartily. If his friend said anything, it was lost in +the fog which was rolling in thick from the ocean. + +I never take prejudices; but I often have an instinct about people +before I know them, and this instinct tells me that I am not going to +like this Mr. Flint. He is so self-sufficient,--not conceited, but +completely satisfied with his own judgments. When he asks any one's +opinion, he does it as if it were a mere matter of curiosity how such +a person might feel, not with any idea of being influenced. I can +stand this from a person with strong convictions; but this young man +seems to have none. He actually smiled when I quoted Dr. Channing. + +"Perhaps you never heard of him," I said, a little irritated by that +supercilious smile of his. + +"Oh, yes," he answered; "but he was at such pains to set himself up in +opposition to my ancestors, that family pride compels me to resent it, +though my personal prejudices may be in his favor." + +I cannot abide such trifling. It seems to make it ridiculous in any +one to be in earnest. + +P. S.--Dr. Cricket asked me to-day if I would marry him. I told him he +was an old fool; but I could not make him believe it. + + + + + CHAPTER VII + + ON THE BEACH + + "The curving land, with its cool white sand, + Lies like a sickle beside the sea." + + +The next morning dawned cloudless. Nature, radiant in her bountiful +splendor, seemed to give herself to man, who, in response, thrilled +with something of the primal impulse which stirred his pulses in the +golden days before he had separated himself from the beneficent +currents of the Earth Mother's vitality to shut himself up within +brick walls with artificial heat, artificial light, and artificial +stimulants. + +On such a day, it is good to be alive. Flint felt the sunshine in his +blood as he stepped out into the fresh, open air. For a while he +hesitated as to the use to which he should put the morning in order to +secure the utmost of its bounty. Then he bethought him of his duty in +returning the blue golf cape which he reproached himself as an idiot +for having taken. Brady had gone crabbing with Marsden, so Flint could +not delegate the duty to him, as he had intended. Accordingly, +slinging the wrap over his shoulder, in the middle of the morning, he +started on the path which ran along among the scrub-oak and blueberry +patches, to lose itself on the curving stretch of beach which lay +between the inn and Captain's Point, where stood the Whites' house +known in the region of Nepaug as "The White-House." + +The Point stretched along at the mouth of the little harbor, one side +thrust boldly out cliffwise into the ocean, the other sliding by soft +degrees to the margin of the salt-water lagoon. On the crest of the +cliff, and commanding a fine view of both sea and shore, rose the +White-House, originally owned and built by a sea-captain who could not +live without the sea, even when he had ceased to live on it. For years +the Captain took his daily walk on the little platform railed in from +the slanting roof, and scanned the horizon with his glass, taking note +of every sail, till at length he walked and gazed no more, and his +grave was made in the little hollow that dips behind the house. The +places which had known him knew him no more, and the house was let to +strangers. + +The Point, however, retained his name; and the white railing around +the Captain's walk gleamed in the sunlight from the crest of the cliff +as bright as when he leaned upon it to sweep the face of the waters +with his glass. + +Flint did the Captain the honor to bestow a passing thought on him +this morning, to be vaguely sorry for him, and to reflect that it was +really a fine thing to be above ground when the sun was shining like +this. To be sure, life had its vexations; but they were so brief, and +there was so much time in which to be dead! + +Flint had not gone many paces along the beach before he saw Jimmy +Anstice digging clams out on the oozy flats left bare by the receding +tides, his knickerbockers rolled well up on his legs, and a great pail +set on the mud beside him. + +The boy's hat was pushed far back on his head, and the sun fell full +on his face. Even at this distance, the resemblance to his sister was +so marked as to be almost comical. The eyes were the same. The nose, +with its unmistakable upward turn, a burlesque on the short, straight +one which lent piquancy to Winifred's face. The soft, subtle curve of +her cheek developed in Jimmy to a hardened rotundity inevitably +suggesting the desire to pinch it, which one feels toward the tomato +pin-cushions on exhibition at church fairs. + +Nevertheless, despite freckles bestowed by nature, and grime +artificially acquired, Jimmy Anstice was a well-looking lad, and added +a distinct note of human interest to the barren flats, as he stood, +spade in hand, staring at Flint. + +"Come out here!" he called. + +"No, thank you," answered Flint. "Not with my boots on. What are you +about? Clamming, I suppose." + +"Oh, no--fishing!" answered Jimmy, with fine sarcasm. "Come and help +me pull in the mackerel, can't you?" Then he turned his back and began +his digging once more. At the same moment Flint caught a glimpse of a +red hat against a seaweed covered rock. Obeying an impulse which was +rather a surprise to himself, he directed his course toward it. He +found, as he surmised, that it belonged to Winifred Anstice, who sat +reading, comfortably ensconced with her back against the low sandbank, +and her feet stretched out in front of her. She looked up at Flint's +approach, but made no change in her attitude as he came and stood over +her. He found it a little harder than he had expected to make a +conversational beginning. After a second's hesitation he asked: + +"How is the wrist?" + +"Better, thanks! but still in close confinement," Winifred answered, +throwing back her shawl and revealing the bandaged arm. + +"You had a narrow escape." + +"Very." + +"I hope you have not felt the need of the cape you were kind enough to +lend me. I was just on my way to carry it home." + +"And, having found the owner, you need not pursue your journey any +further." + +Flint felt inwardly chagrined. This, then, was her interpretation of +his stopping to speak to her,--that he might be rid of his trouble. + +"Thank you," he said stiffly; "but unless you need it, I prefer to +take it back to the house." + +"Very well," said his companion, "as you please." Then, moved +evidently by a prick of conscience, "Perhaps you will rest awhile +before climbing the hill." + +As she spoke, she moved a little that he might share the shadow of the +bank. + +"Don't move on my account," Flint said. + +"Oh," answered Winifred, smiling, "I owe you a decent civility, since +you saved my life last night." + +"Don't mention it. Actions should be judged by what they cost, not +what they come to; and mine cost nothing but the hole in my coat, +which I don't doubt is already better than repaired under Miss +Standish's skilful handiwork, so pray dismiss the subject from your +thoughts. There are few, I fancy, who find it so hard as you to accept +anything at the hand of another. It vexes you not to be the one always +to give aid and comfort. If I knew you better, I might venture to +hint that it smacks of spiritual pride." + +"You generalize widely after an acquaintance of four days." + +"One sees character more clearly sometimes by the flashlight of a +first meeting, than when the perception is blurred by more frequent +opportunities." + +Again the smile, inscrutable and mocking; the eyes looked into his +with a gay defiance. + +"Perhaps you will be good enough to give me the benefit of these first +impressions of my character. They are as comprehensive, no doubt, as +those of the British traveller in America. Tell on, as the children +say." + +"Pardon me, I have said too much already, under the circumstances. +Praise would be impertinence, and criticism insolence." + +"You shall have absolution in advance. Begin then!" she added, with a +little nod of command. "What is the most striking trait of my +character on first acquaintance?" + +"Well, if you will have it, I should say it was a restlessness which +you probably call energy; but it is a different thing. Energy is +absorbed in the object which it seeks to attain. Restlessness is +absorbed in the attaining." + +"Hm! what next?" + +"Next? Next, comes a quality almost invariably allied to such +restlessness as yours,--ambition. You may have all sorts of fine +theories about equality and that kind of thing; but you want +power--power over the lives with which you come in contact--power for +good of course; but it must be yours and wielded by you. It is not +enough that things should get along somehow. They must go right in +your way." + +Winifred laughed. + +"Ah! you say that because I wanted to show you how to set off a rocket +last night." + +"I should say you showed us quite satisfactorily how _not_ to set off +a rocket last night." + +"Don't let us revert to that episode, about which we shall probably +not agree. But go on. Let me hear more of your impressions. They are +quite diverting." + +"No more. I dare not presume further upon my advance absolution. +Rather let me ask you to return candor for candor, and give me your +impressions of me and my character, or lack of it." + +"I have formed none." + +"Is that quite true?" + +"No," said Winifred, looking up, "it is not true at all. I formed +impressions within the first ten minutes after I had seen you, only I +called them, more modestly, prejudices." + +"Prejudices? They were unfavorable then. Good! Let us have them!" and +Flint settled himself more comfortably, bracing his head against his +clasped hands; and, leaning back against the bank of sand, he sat +watching the little tufts of coarse grass springing up close beside +him. Still Winifred was silent. At last Flint began himself:-- + +"You thought me rude and churlish, I suppose?" + +"I certainly did not think you were Bayard and Sidney rolled together; +but I admit you had some provocation," she answered lightly, "at least +in our first meeting. When I demolished your new fishing-rod, I think +you might have accepted my apologies more gracefully; and I think you +need not have been so particularly uncivil when Jimmy and I tried to +come to your assistance on the pond. I have not yet recovered from the +reproof conveyed on that occasion by your manner, which plainly +indicated that, in your opinion, it would have been more tactful for +us to sail by, and ignore your disaster, or treat it as an episode +which did not call for explanation or remark. I should have felt duly +humiliated, no doubt; but I have become hardened to rebuffs, since I +have been at Nepaug, for I meet with many, as I go about like a beggar +from door to door in South East." + +"Distributing tracts?" Flint asked, with eyebrows raised a little. + +"No." + +"Collecting statistics, perhaps?" + +"Not at all; my errand is neither philanthropic nor scientific." + +"Private and personal, that is, and not to be farther pursued by +impertinent inquiry?" + +"Oh, I have no objection to telling you, since you are not a native. I +am searching for my great-great-grandmother." + +Flint looked at his companion uneasily. She smiled. + +"No, I have not lost my senses. Such as they are, I have them all. I +do not expect to find this ancestress of mine in the flesh, nor +sitting in any one of the splint rockers behind the checkered +window-panes of the old South East houses. It is only her portrait for +which I am searching as for hid treasure." + +"Ah!" + +"Yes, her portrait. I feel certain it is hidden away somewhere in +South East." + +"How very odd!" + +"Odd? Not at all, as you will say when you come to hear the story of +the original. But perhaps it would bore you to listen?" + +"Go on; I am all attention." + +"Well, to begin with, my great-great-grandmother was a very pretty +girl." + +"I can believe it." + +Winifred looked quickly round, but her companion's eyes were fixed +upon the horizon with an abstracted gaze which lent an air of +impersonality to his words. So she began again: + +"Yes, she was a young Quakeress, born, I believe, in Philadelphia; but +her father and mother died, and she came to South East, to live with +her uncle, when she was about eighteen. The story of her girlhood is +rather vague; but somehow she fell in love with an English officer, +and made a runaway match which turned out better than such affairs +usually do; for his relatives received her favorably, and she made her +home with them at Temple Court in Yorkshire--doesn't that sound like a +book? Well, her uncle died, and she never came back to this country; +but her grandson came in the early part of the century, and, following +the traditions of his race, fell in love with an American girl. They +were married and settled in Massachusetts. But once, when they were +visiting at the old home, my grandmother saw a portrait of her +husband's grandmother hanging in the great hall at Temple Court. She +was fascinated by its beauty; and when she heard the story of the +runaway bride, who was an American like herself, she determined to +have a copy of the portrait, and talked of engaging one of the London +artists to make it for her. An old servant told my grandfather that +he remembered seeing another, painted at the same time and sent over +to this uncle in America. The man was sure that the address of the +uncle was South East. Many a time I have heard my grandmother tell the +story, which so fired my youthful fancy that I dreamed of it for +years, and at last I persuaded papa to come down here this summer, and +let me hunt for the picture. But I am tiring you, I am afraid." + +Flint pulled his hat lower over his eyes. + +"Pray go on; I am immensely interested." + +"Thank you. Well, the desire for the recovery of the portrait is no +longer a sentiment with me,--it is a passion. My daily occupation now +is driving about and asking for a drink of water, or inquiring about +early vegetables, chickens, goslings,--anything which will afford a +plausible excuse for penetrating into the dark halls or stuffy +fore-rooms. Of course I rule out the modern houses. I have even tried +the tavern here at the beach; but the only decorations of the walls +were 'Wide Awake' and 'Fast Asleep,' and other chromos of the same +pronounced and distressing variety." + +Flint took off his eye-glasses, and began to wipe them tenderly with +his delicate handkerchief. + +"Perhaps," he began, when he was interrupted by a wild whoop just +above. It was from Jimmy Anstice, who shared the delusion, common to +his age and sex, that nothing is so amusing as a sudden and unexpected +noise. + +"Oh, Jimmy!" his sister exclaimed. + +"Oh, Jimmy!" mocked the boy. "I am glad to find that you are alive. +I've been watching you two these ten minutes, and you've sat as still +as if Mrs. Jarley hadn't wound you up yet." + +"She hasn't," said Winifred, somewhat inconsequently. "Have you +finished digging your clams? What time is it?" + +"I've dug all the clams I'm going to; don't intend to get all the food +for the boarding-house," answered Jimmy, somewhat sulkily, leaving +Flint to answer the last question. + +"It is ten minutes after twelve," he said, looking at his watch. + +"Dear me!" ejaculated Winifred, "I had no idea it was so late. I +promised Dr. Cricket to play chess with him at twelve." + +She rose as she spoke, and stretched out her hand for the golf cape; +but Flint kept it quietly, and started on by her side. + +"Are you going all the way to the house?" Jimmy asked. + +"If your sister permits." + +"Oh, then, you might as well take the other handle of this basket." + +"Jimmy!" exclaimed Winifred, "I'm ashamed of you." + +"Well, you needn't be. You'd better be ashamed of yourself, saying one +thing to a fellow's face, and another behind his back. Sitting there +for an hour talking with Mr. Flint, as if he were your best friend, +when only last night you said--" + +"Jim, how near the shore should you say that sloop lay?" Flint +inquired in even tones. + +"'T ain't a sloop at all; it's a schooner," returned Jim, +contemptuously. + +"Why, to be sure, so it is. How stupid in me! I suppose all my +nautical learning went down in 'The Aquidneck.' By the way, Mr. Brady +and I are talking of going up to the wreck soon to try what can be got +out of her by diving. Wouldn't you like to go along?" + +"Wouldn't I!" responded Jimmy, _con brio_. "Don't you forget it!" + +His sister gave a dubious glance over the boy's head at Flint; but he +only smiled in return. This smile so transformed his face that the +girl beside him fell secretly to wondering whether her instinct of +character-reading, upon which she prided herself, had not played her +false in the case of this man, and whether she might not be called +upon for a complete reversal of judgment,--so apt we are to mistake +the momentary mood for the index of character. + +They walked on in silence along the margin of the bank, Flint with the +cape thrown over one arm, while he and Jimmy carried the basket, heavy +with clams, between them. The blue water shoaled into emerald at their +feet; a single white gull soared and swooped above their heads. The +long sunburned grasses swayed in the summer wind, and the clouds +floated tranquilly over all. + +How tiny the three human figures seemed in the wide setting of earth, +sea, and sky! + +As they passed the bluff on the other side of the cove from Captain's +Hill, Jimmy suddenly dropped his side of the basket of clams. "Hi!" he +exclaimed. "Why can't we go up into the light-house, now Mr. Flint is +with us?" + +"Not to-day," answered his sister, repressively. "Mr. Flint may have +other engagements, and then, you know, Dr. Cricket is waiting for his +game of chess." + +"As for me," said Flint, "I was never more at leisure; and as for your +appointment with the Doctor, I advise you to adopt my motto: 'Better +never than late.'" + +Winifred hesitated. + +"Oh, come on!" persisted her small brother. "Don't be a chump, Fred. +You never used to be." + +"Lead on," answered his sister; "rather than be considered anything so +ignominious, I would scale more alarming heights than those of the +light-house, though I confess its winding staircase is not without its +perils." + +The path to the light-house led through a patch of bayberry bushes. +Winifred stooped, as she passed, and gathered a handful, which she +crushed in both hands, taking in a deep breath of their spicy aroma. + +"Are they so good?" Flint asked, smiling at her childish enjoyment. + +"Try and see!" she answered, holding them out to him in the cup of her +joined hands. + +Flint bent his face over them for an instant. Then Winifred suddenly +dropped her hands and shook the fragrant leaves to the four winds. +Flint smiled again, for her gesture said as plainly as words: "Here I +am being friendly with this man, to whom I intended to be as frigid as +an iceberg." + +Flint responded as if she had spoken. + +"Do you never forgive?" he asked. + +"No," answered Winifred, impetuously. "I never forgive; but I have a +horrid facility for forgetting." + +"Cherish it!" exclaimed her companion. "It is the foundation of many +of the Christian graces." + +As they drew nearer the light-house, they felt the salt sea-wind +strong in their faces. The bluff was so gale-swept that the trees, +few, small, and scrubby, had caught a slant to westward, and the +scanty vegetation clung timidly to the ground, like some tiny state +whose existence depends upon its humility. From the edge of the bluff +rose the light-house,--a round stone building, dazzling in its coat of +whitewash. Far up in the air its plate-glass windows gleamed in the +morning sun. + +The keeper was standing in the open door, and cheerfully consented to +show the visitors over the premises. Loneliness is a great promoter of +hospitality. + +As they peeped into the tiny kitchen, with its shining brasses and its +white deal floor, Winifred exclaimed at the exquisite neatness of the +housekeeping. + +"It is a man's, you see," Flint commented with pride. "No doubt we +shall drive you from the domestic field yet." + +"I should think the position of light-house-keeper would suit you +excellently," Winifred replied, oblivious of the slant at her sex. +"Your desire for solitude would surely find its full satisfaction +here." + +"There might be much worse occupations certainly," Flint began; but he +saw that Winifred's attention had been diverted by the keeper, who had +already begun to mount the stairs, talking, as he moved, with a +fluency which denoted a long restrained flow of sociability. Winifred +was glad to be saved the trouble of replying, for the unceasing +climbing put her out of breath, and she felt that she might have been +dizzy, but for the railing under her left hand. + +At last they arrived in the little room with its giant reflectors of +silvered copper, and its great lamp set on a circular table. Outside, +ran a narrow balcony with iron railing. Winifred stepped out onto the +ledge, clinging nervously to Jimmy, who professed a great desire to +sit on the railing. The wind here was so strong that it gave one a +feeling that the building was swaying, though it stood firm as a cliff +of granite. + +Flint leaned over the railing. "See!" he said, "there is a great white +gull which has beaten itself to death against the light, and fallen +there, close to that fringy line of mottled seaweed on the beach." + +"Don't!" exclaimed Winifred, turning pale, and leaning further back +against the light-house wall. + +Flint saw in an instant that she was feeling dizzy, but thought it +best for her to ignore the fact. + +"Come," he said, "we must be going down now, unless Dr. Cricket is to +lose his game entirely. You go first, Jim! I will come next." + +Jimmy started down, whooping as he went, for the pleasure of hearing +his voice echo and re-echo from the bare walls. + +Flint glanced somewhat anxiously at Winifred. He saw her put her foot +upon the first stair and then draw back. At the same instant he caught +the cause of her terror. Her bandaged wrist prevented her grasping the +balustrade, or getting any better support than the smooth wall to +which to cling. + +"Put your hand on my shoulder, and count the steps aloud as you go." +He spoke like one who does not question obedience; and, somewhat to +her own surprise, Winifred found herself meekly doing as she was bid. + +The last part of his advice was even better than the first, for it +occupied her mind, and also gave her the encouragement of feeling that +at each step she had lessened the distance between her and _terra +firma_ by one. + +Flint felt the hand upon his shoulder tremble like a leaf; but he +never turned his head, only moved steadily onward and downward, with a +regularity and solidity which soon told upon Winifred's nervous +dizziness. + +When she reached the ground, and stood once more in the sunlight of +the open doorway, she looked at him with a little tremulous smile. "A +hundred and seventeen!" she exclaimed. "I am sure I shall never +forget how many steps there are leading to the Bug Light." + +"What a fool you are, Fred!" Jimmy remarked, with family frankness. + +"I am," admitted Winifred. "No one knows it better than I, except, +perhaps, Mr. Flint." + +"I know nothing of the kind," her companion answered with unwonted +cordiality. "Any one may be subject to a fit of dizziness, and to be +minus an arm under such circumstances makes the situation really +uncomfortable. We must try it again some day, to give you an +opportunity to prove to yourself that it was only an affair of the +moment." + +"Dear me!" thought Winifred to herself, "why can't he always be nice +like that! He seems to be a queer kind of stratified rock; you never +know what you are going to strike next." + +Aloud, she said, "I fancy, Jim, it must be past the White-House dinner +hour, and papa has grown worried and sent out scouts to look for you +and me. See, here is Ben Bradford!" + +Looking down the road, Flint saw approaching them a tall, long-legged +youth whom he dimly remembered among the group on the porch of the +White-House the night before. His hair was parted in the middle, and +thickly pomaded to restrain its natural inclination towards curling. +His ears were large, and set on at right angles to his face. His nose +was Roman, and its prominence had rendered it peculiarly sensitive to +sunburn. His manners were too frank to be polished. As he joined them +now, he succeeded in making it evident at once that Flint's further +presence was entirely superfluous. This juvenile candor would have had +no effect, had not Winifred supplemented it by saying:-- + +"Mr. Bradford will take charge of me and my cape, Mr. Flint; I really +cannot consent to trouble you further." + +Her manner was equivalent to a dismissal. Flint handed over the cape, +as she bade him, to young Bradford's eager grasp, bowed, and turned +his steps homeward. As he strolled along, he felt a curiously sudden +change of mood, from the elation of the morning to a depression half +physical, half mental. + +"I wonder," he said to himself, "if this is not another phase of my +inheritance from Dr. Jonathan. I remember the old gentleman used to +complain that his constitution was an unhappy one from birth, attended +with 'flaccid solids, sizy and scarce fluids, and a low tide of +spirits.' The description amused me in my youth; but I begin to have +an uncomfortably sympathetic sense of his state of mind and body. I +wonder, by the way, what _he_ would have done about that portrait. I +never heard that he or any other Puritan gave away his property to +any extent; and this portrait I regard as virtually mine. To be sure, +I have not paid for it; but I had fully determined to purchase it, +and--Yes, to all intents and purposes, it belongs to me. Now, to be +expected to give it up, just because I happen to hear of some one else +who wants it too, is asking a little too much. If I had avoided the +girl, as I intended, I should never have heard of her search for her +beloved great-grandmother. No, my mind is made up; I shall keep that +picture--of course I shall. I am glad I put it into the closet before +Brady came." + + + + + CHAPTER VIII + + THE MARY ANN + + "Our deeds are like children that are born to us: + they live and act apart from one's own will." + + +The weather of the morning, with its golden clearness, was too +beautiful to last. By noon the gold had paled. The high wind which had +prevailed earlier in the day subsided; but the swelling waves, which +broke with thud after thud upon the shelving beach, gave evidence of a +gale still whirling somewhere off the coast. The clear-cut lines of +the distant cliffs faded to dim, quiet masses. Far out on the horizon +rose a line of phantom hills,--a line which, as night drew in, moved +slowly shoreward, rising as it came, shutting out sail after sail, +point after point, till at last it met the land and shut out the sea +itself. There is something weird and uncanny about the approach of a +fog, stealing thus unperceived out of the heart of sunshine and blue +weather. It has in it a hint of death. + +Flint felt the weight of it. His mind was shut in upon its own +resources, and did not find them altogether satisfactory. Brady added +little to the gayety of nations. He came in from his day on the water +sunburned, tired, and as nearly cross as it lay in his genial +disposition to be. He swallowed his supper, and made haste to stow +himself away in bed, leaving Flint to choose between a conversation +with Marsden and the self-communion which was his least congenial +occupation. + +For an hour or so, he loitered in the little shop, listening idly to +the yarns which Marsden rolled as sweet morsels under his tongue: of +the whale which the fishermen had caught off the beach, a sea-monster +of untold length, breadth, and thickness, which had been sold for a +thousand dollars; of the marvellous experiences of his father, as +captain of a trading-vessel in the "East Injies;" and finally of the +fire-ship which he himself had seen hanging between sea and sky, out +yonder between the island and the mainland. + +"You say you saw it yourself?" Flint asked, partly from listless +curiosity, and partly with an eye to the society of psychical +research. + +"True as yo' 're a settin' thar. 'Twas one night nigh onto fifteen +years ago,--good deal such a night as this heer. The old cow wuz sick +that night, and as I wuz out to the barn, puttin' hot cloths on her +till past midnight. Ez I wuz comin' into the house, I looked out, and +there, jest where the mist was breakin' away, hung a ship, lookin' +like a light under a cloud." + +"Did you call any one?" queried Flint. + +"Call any one? Lord! I was too scared to move hand or foot; I jest +stood gapin' at her till she faded clean out o' sight." + +"Mirage, I suppose," Flint murmured to himself, "unless the old fellow +is lying out and out, which is not likely." Then, aloud, as he rose, +stretching himself lazily, "If you ever see the fire-ship again, while +I am here, let me know. I have always wanted to see a wreck, and a +phantom wreck is better than none." + +"Don't go to talkin' too much about it," said Marsden, mysteriously. +"They say it brings bad luck." + +"Apparently it brings bad luck for anybody but you to do the talking. +Well, I think I will leave you before I am tempted to a loquaciousness +which might bring down a curse on the house of Marsden." + +Smiling to himself over the old man's superstition, Flint climbed the +stairs to his own room, as softly as possible, lest Brady's wrath at +being waked descend upon him. Having closed his door cautiously, he +sat down by the open window, enjoying the soothing dampness of the fog +as it came rolling in laden with the pungent fragrance of the salt +marshes. + +He sat a long while in the darkness. Even the Bug Light, which shone +on ordinary nights from the tip end of Bluff Point, this evening +formed only a paler shade in the universal grayness. + +His thoughts turned to the scene of the morning. He remembered the +wide-stretching purple of the sea, the yellow shell-strewn sand, the +patch of coarse grass on the bank against which Winifred Anstice +leaned. He remembered to have noted how perfectly her dun-colored +dress had harmonized with the environment, so much so, that, but for +the patch of red in her hat, he might have passed her as a part of the +inanimate nature of the beach. He remembered, too, the touch of her +hand on his shoulder there in the light-house, and the sound of her +voice as she counted the steps, "One--two--three--four." Then he fell +to thinking more closely than he had yet done of the girl +herself,--that curious blending of subtlety and simplicity, of reserve +and frankness; he had never seen anything quite like it. What a queer +coincidence that she should be a descendant of this Ruth, in the room +behind him! Now she spoke of it, there was a suggestion of +resemblance, faint, but haunting. This must have been the secret of +his desire to study her face again, and yet again, that day on the +pond, to determine the source of the sense of familiarity which even +their first meeting had given him. + +How charming her frankness about the portrait had been! Ah, there the +recollection ceased to be altogether agreeable! He twisted a little in +his chair, and screwed the end of his moustache into his mouth, as he +recalled his own lack of response when the portrait was mentioned. Had +he been deceitful? No, certainly not that, for he had conveyed no +false impression by word or gesture. Disingenuous? Perhaps, but after +all he was in nowise pledged to equal frankness, because his companion +chose to be confidential. Suppose, though, Winifred Anstice should +come to the inn; should hear from old Marsden of the portrait; should +learn that it was hanging in his room, and he had made no sign! + +The train of thought was perplexing, and not altogether pleasing. +Flint was not sorry to have it interrupted by a call upon his +attention in the appearance of two figures below, looming dim and +ghostlike in the fog. Just beneath his window, they paused in their +walk, and their voices came up to him first indistinctly, then with +more and more clearness. The tones Flint recognized at once as +belonging to Tilly Marsden and to Leonard Davitt, the young fisherman +whose scarlet shirt was often to be seen on the clamming grounds, and +whose rich baritone voice came ringing over the pond as he sat in his +boat hauling in his nets. + +To-night, it was subdued, and at first scarcely rose above a murmur; +at length Flint caught the words:-- + +"I shall never ask you again." + +"I hope to goodness you won't!" answered the shriller tones of the +innkeeper's daughter. + +"That isn't a very nice way to speak, Tilly." + +"Well, it's _my_ way, and my name isn't 'Tilly;' it is Matilda +Marsden, and very polite folks call me 'Miss.'" + +"Some day you'll find out that it isn't the politest folks that's the +trustiest, or sticks to you the faithfullest. Don't you remember two +years ago, Tilly, when I was going to the Banks, how you kissed me +good-bye, and how you promised--" + +"Never mind what I promised. I was only a child anyway." + +"Well, you didn't think so then, and neither did I. Mebbe, the time +will come when you'll think you acted wiser then, than you're a-doin' +now." + +"Oh, you needn't take the trouble to warn me, Mr. Leonard, about my +being foolish to give you up. You're not the only man in the world." + +"Oh, yes," responded Leonard, nettled at last, "I knew very well that +was the trouble; and I know who the other man is; and all I can say +is--" + +"Hush," cried Tilly, with a little turning of her head, and quickly +laying her hand on Leonard's arm. "Don't you say another word, Leonard +Davitt, if you ever want me to speak to you again." + +At this, Flint's conscience got the better of him, and he rose and +closed the window noisily enough to startle the speakers below, as he +perceived with some amusement. + +"What a little minx that girl is!" he said to himself as he turned to +light the lamps. "I have half a mind to devote myself to convincing +Leonard that she would make his life miserable if she married him, and +that he is worth ten of her; but I don't suppose he could be made to +believe either. Men are such fools when they are in love! By Jove! +that portrait is like Miss Anstice!" + +This last ejaculation escaped him as he held the lamp above the mantel +where all his books were piled in heterogeneous confusion. One by one +he scanned their covers, with the half intention of the idler who +reads for pure diversion, and at length he drew out a volume of Dumas. +He set his lamp--a large one with double burners--on the table by the +window; and tilting his chair on the back legs, resting his shoulders +against the wall, he plunged into the mysteries of "The Forty-Five." + +In a few minutes he was absorbed, as only Dumas has power to absorb +his readers. The man of action in that great romancer exercised a sort +of hypnotic power over Flint. The robust virility passed into the +sinew of his soul. The romance possessed him utterly, and left him +without even the power to criticise. It was he himself who stood in +Queen Catherine's box, and watched the spouting of Salcide's blood, as +he was drawn by the horses in the arena beneath. He sat secreted +beside Chicot in the great arm-chair in the King's bed-room. He took +part in the serenade beneath the balcony of the mysterious lady in the +Rue des Augustines. He joined the hunting of the wolf in Navarre; and +finally he had plunged into the fight between the French and Flemings, +with such intensity of reality that it scarcely surprised him to hear +the booming of a gun. + +"It is those rascally Flemings!" he thought for a moment. "Up and at +them, Joyeuse!" Then suddenly he rubbed his head like one striving to +recall wandering wits. His chair came down with a crash. He took out +his watch. It marked three. Again the gun! He threw up the window. The +fog was breaking fast, and lights were visible too far out for the +the land, too near for a vessel at sea; unless, Great Heavens! it was, +it must be, a ship grounded off the Point. For an instant, the thought +of Marsden's fire-ship flashed across his mind; but his head was too +clear to be fooled in such fashion. + +Banging on Brady's door, he shouted: + +"A wreck off the Point! I'm going down to the shore!" + +"Hold on! Wait for me, can't you?" called Brady, still half asleep. + +"No; there's no time to lose. I may be of use. Come on as fast as you +can!" + +As Flint rushed downstairs, he met Marsden coming out of his room, +lantern in hand. The old man's face was ashen gray, and his fingers +fumbled at the buttons of his coat. + +"Did you hear it?" he said in a trembling, shaken voice. "It's the gun +of a ship in distress. Many's the time I've laid awake a-listenin' for +it when the wind was wild and the sea lashin' up over the rocks; and +now it's come on a night as ca'm as a prayer-meetin'. I told you no +good would come of our talk this evenin'." + +"Is there any life-saving station near?" Flint asked, as they stumbled +along the road in the dark. + +"No, not near as you might say. Ten miles away is as bad as a +hundred." + +Once out of doors, they started on a run down the road which led to +the shore. The booming of the gun grew louder in their ears; and dimly +through the mist they caught sight of a vessel lying keeled over on +her side well in shore. Flint was conscious of a not wholly unpleasing +excitement as he watched her. As yet his mind had found no room for +thoughts of individual suffering. It was a wreck, and he had always +wished to see a wreck. + +The thoughts passing through his mind did not delay his footsteps, and +he made such good speed that, half way to the shore, he had left +Marsden far behind, and struggled on alone through the last few rods +of heavy sand. + +When he reached the beach, several people were gathered there already: +Ben Bradford and Dr. Cricket, with that dishevelled air which always +marks a midnight alarm; Michael and Leonard Davitt, who slept in their +fisherman's hut by the pond, in order to get an early morning start, +and were therefore first at the scene of excitement. + +Michael felt all the importance of his position as first witness, and +with unusual loquacity was giving an account of the catastrophe to the +group around. + +"I can't nohow account for it," he said; "that captain must be an +escaped idjit to go on a lee-shore a night like this." + +"Had the fog lifted when she struck?" queried Marsden. + +"Well, it was jest a-waverin', breakin' up like, and then shuttin' +down agin. The idjit must er thought he was off the Bug Light, where +the water's deep right up close in; but why should he a-thought +so?--that's the question." + +"Well, it is a question that can wait, I should think," said Brady, +who had come up panting from his run. "The most important question is, +what are you going to do about it? There's not much danger, I suppose, +as long as the night is as calm as this; though there's such a ground +swell on it looks as if there must have been a big storm at sea. See +how she pounds on the reef out there! She is likely to go to pieces +before many hours, I should say, and if a wind springs up, as it's +pretty sure to do with morning, it would be an ugly lookout." + +"Is there a life-boat anywhere?" asked Flint. + +"Yes," said Leonard, somewhat scornfully, "in the pond." (He +pronounced it pawnd.) + +"They must have boats on the ship," said Marsden; "seems to me I see +'em launchin' one now." At this the men on shore huddled closer +together, as though four could see farther than one. + +Yes, there was no doubt of it. The misty dawn showed forms standing on +the slanting deck of the ship, and a boat hoisted, held out, and then +dropped into the waves, which were already rising with the rising +wind. + +"They'd best make haste," muttered Michael, uneasily; "if the sea gets +up, they'll go down." + +It seemed an age to the little waiting group before the boat put off +from the ship. The wind had begun to blow in cold and strong. Flint +buttoned his coat tight to his chin, and still he shivered. On the +little boat came, now dipping almost out of sight in the hollow of the +big green waves, now rising like a cork upon their crest. + +"Hurrah!" cried Brady, "they're almost in." + +"Hm!" said Michael, "not yet, by a long sight! The danger comes when +they git into the breakers." + +Flint was enough of a sailor to know that the fisherman spoke truth. A +little later, he saw the white, combing foam break over the boat. He +drew his breath quicker, and caught his under-lip between his teeth. + +"There's four men in her," said Marsden, making a telescope of his +closed hands. + +"Five," said Leonard,--"five, and one of 'em is a woman!" + +Flint unbuttoned his coat and threw it off. + +"What are you about?" asked Brady. "You'll get your death of cold." + +Flint made no answer, but, stooping, unfastened his boots, and kicked +them off. Rapidly as he undressed, he was too slow; for, as the boat +reached the tenth breaker, a great wave struck her a little on the +side, and over she went, spilling out her contents as heedlessly as +though they had been iron or lead in place of flesh and blood. In an +instant, Flint was in the surf, and striking out for the spot where he +had seen a woman's shawl. + +"Curse it!" cried Leonard, "why can't I swim, and me a sailor!" + +"I'd orter a-learned yer, Leon, and thet's a fact. Look at him! He's +got her. He's a pullin' of her in. Make a line, men! Make a line! +Quick as thunder, and the last man grab 'em when they come within +reach!" + +In answer to Michael's words, the men hastily formed in line, and +moved out till Brady stood chest-deep in water. It was a wise +precaution, for Flint, though a good swimmer, found his task too hard +for him. He felt like a man in a nightmare with a weight of lead upon +his chest; and arms that must move, and could not move, and yet must +again. + +Dimly, a sense of possible escape for himself came over him. Why +should two drown in place of one? He had but to let go this weight and +strike out. Why not? + +Why not indeed? This man held to no altruistic creed. His doctrines, +had he expounded them quite coolly, would have claimed that +self-preservation was the first law of Nature, and that Nature was the +best guide. But now, with no time for reason, by the flashlight of +instinct, intuition, inheritance,--call it what you will,--he found +himself absolutely physically unable to let his load slip. With this +stranger he would live or die, most likely die! + +With the last thought, he felt a numbness creep over him. The limbs +refused to obey the will. The will itself was paralyzed. Blank +darkness fell around; the end had come. + +He awoke to consciousness with a painful gasp, to find himself +stretched out on the sand, and to hear Dr. Cricket's voice sounding +far away, saying: "He'll be all right soon. Keep on working his arms, +Ben! Here comes Marsden with the brandy and warm blankets." Then +followed a vague sensation of swallowing fire, and a blissful warmth +creeping along his veins as though Nature had taken him to her heart +once more. + +Languidly, he unclosed his eyes. What did it all mean: the waves +roaring close at hand; the driftwood fire burning hard by; the circle +of anxious faces? Through his dim senses ran the lines long familiar, +never till now fully realized: + + "The tall masts flickered as they lay afloat + The crowds, the temples wavered, and the shore." + +What made everything wobble about like that? Was he dying? What had +brought him here, anyhow? Then, with a rush, it all came back. Raising +himself on one elbow, he looked about inquiringly. "Where is she?" he +asked, and fell back exhausted by the effort of speech. + +"Here and safe," answered a woman's voice which he recognized as that +of Winifred Anstice. "The captain and crew are saved too." + +"Could they all swim?" Flint questioned feebly. + +"Hold your tongue!" cried Dr. Cricket, with more good sense than good +manners. "Your business now is to save your strength. Leave questions +for later in the day. If that coffee is done, Ben, pass it round. We +will all have a pull at it." + +The commonplace of the daily routine is a blessed relief after the +overstrained excitement of a great catastrophe. We eat and drink, and +life seems real once more. Even Dr. Cricket was drawn for a moment +from his patient's side to the circle gathered about Ben Bradford, +who stood with the steaming coffee-pot in one hand, and a tin dipper +in the other. Nectar and ambrosia, served from jewelled plate, could +not have offered more temptation to the appetite of the weary group. +Flint, lying a little apart, was conscious that Leonard Davitt was +standing beside him, staring down into his face. As the young +fisherman turned away, Flint heard him say, below his breath: "Damn +him!" + + + + + CHAPTER IX + + NORA COSTELLO + +"We pass through life separated from many people as by a wall of glass. + We see them, we are conscious of their presence; but we never touch." + + +The evening following the wreck of "The Mary Ann" found the friends in +council, who included most of the summer population of Nepaug, +gathered around the White-House hearth, on which blazed a hospitable +fire, doubly cheering in its radiant contrast to the gathering +darkness without. The wind, which had risen to half a gale, rattled at +the window panes and roared down the chimney. The sound of the booming +surf, as the great waves hurled themselves against the dunes, made +itself heard, even through the heavy pine doors and shutters. The +foam, which yesterday curved in lines of delicate spray below the +headland, was now lashed into a lather of white terror. Above it +through the twilight rose, dim and ghostlike, the masts of the +wrecked vessel. + +The dreariness outside lent an added charm to the snug and cheerful +cosiness within the little parlor, the inmates of which drew closer +than usual, as they talked in somewhat subdued voices. + +Jimmy Anstice lay on his back upon the hearth-rug, his head pillowed +upon Paddy, and his knees braced one on top of the other. Ben Bradford +sat on a chair tipped back against the wall, with his thumbs thrust +through the armholes of his corduroy vest. Winifred lounged upon the +haircloth sofa with one foot surreptitiously tucked under her. Every +one's attitude suggested a degree of comfort rare in society. A +wonderful sense of intimacy is imparted by perils undergone together, +or profound experiences shared. They seem to sweep away, as with a +whirlwind breath, that thick veil of convention and commonplace which +shroud many acquaintances from beginning to end. At these times the +real nature has shown itself, as it does only in the great crises of +life; and, once revealed, it can never wholly conceal itself again. + +At the White-House that evening, the wreck was discussed over and over +from every point of view. Each person wished to describe the moment +when he awoke to the apprehension of the calamity,--what he said and +did, thought and planned. Such conversations lead one to believe that +the chief pleasure of the resurrection will lie in the comparison of +post-mortem experiences on first awakening. + +Dr. Cricket said that when he first heard the booming of guns, +half-asleep as he was, he dreamed that the statue of William Penn was +falling off the dome of the Philadelphia city hall. + +Miss Standisth said that she was broad awake; but had happened not to +catch any sound till she heard the commotion of people moving about +downstairs. This she took to mean that breakfast-time had arrived, and +that this was destined to be another dark day like the freak of nature +famous in the colonial annals. + +"I heard Fred call out--" Jimmy Anstice began; but his sister +interrupted, "Please, Jimmy, leave me out. You know Papa forbade you +to talk about me in company." + +"My dear," remonstrated her father, mildly, "don't speak so abruptly +to your little brother." + +Thus, in one shape and another, every one said his say. + +Flint alone, of the entire group, was silent, almost surly. He +submitted without comment to being ensconced in the great +chintz-covered chair. He even swallowed, under protest, the various +pills and potions which Dr. Cricket presented to him at intervals; but +the most adroit questioning on the part of Miss Standish failed to +elicit any information as to his sensations or emotions, past or +present. Brady, who understood his friend better than all the rest, +strove to shelter him by talking longer and laughing louder than +usual; but this Miss Standish resented as much as Flint's silence, and +set it down to flippancy. Her ethical training impelled her to strive +to improve the occasion to these young people. She shook her gray +curls, and cleared her throat several times before her conversational +opening arrived. + +"I hope, Mr. Flint," she said at last, "that you feel as strongly as +that poor girl upstairs, the mercy of the divine Providence which +brought you to the rescue at that critical moment, and enabled you to +save a life." + +Something in Miss Standish's tone irritated Flint. + +"If, for 'divine Providence,' you will substitute 'lucky accident,' I +will agree to it as heartily as either you or she. If you persist in +dragging in Providence, I must really beg leave to inquire where +Providence was when the ship struck." + +The silence which reigned in the room was like the space cleared for a +sparring-match. The old combative instinct of the primitive man arises +in the most civilized, and makes him delight in a fight. Brady looked +amused; Winifred a little apprehensive; Mr. Anstice preserved a +dignified neutrality; and Miss Standish fumbled with her cameo brooch, +and smoothed the folds of her skirt, as if to make sure that all was +in order before entering upon a possibly ruffling contest. + +"I suppose--" she began; but old Marsden, who sat on the other side of +the fire, and who was no respecter of persons, broke in: "I've heerd a +deal about how you all felt, and what you all thought; but what I'd +like to know is what really happened. The men at the inn wont talk +without their captain gives them leave; and Dr. Cricket has got him +and his sister shut up in their rooms, to git over the shawk. Now +perhaps the Doctor can tell us how it wuz thet thet air ship went +aground on a sandy coast, in a ca'm night like the last." + +"Captain Costello says it was the light in the tavern-window which he +mistook for the Bug Light off the point; but how could that have been, +when it was past two o'clock, and I'll answer for it that no one at +Nepaug was ever found awake after nine?" + +Dr. Cricket questioned with the inflection of a man who neither +expects nor desires an answer. Indeed, he had only paused for breath, +when Flint, from his easy chair on the other side of the fireplace, +broke in:-- + +"So I am to blame for the whole thing." + +"You!" + +"You don't say so!" + +"Was the light yours?" + +"What on earth were you doing at that hour?" + +"Not quite so many questions at once, friends, if you please. My brain +is still a little waterlogged, and my thoughts work slowly. I only +remember sitting down about ten o'clock to read a novel, and the first +thing that roused me was the gun, which for the moment I took for the +attack of the enemy of whom I was reading. I rushed out, half +expecting to find the tavern surrounded, and to have to risk my life +in its defence, and instead--" + +"Instead," put in Winifred Anstice, very quietly, "you risked your +life to save some one else,--Nora Costello, the Captain's sister, +spent the whole morning in tears, because Dr. Cricket would not let +her leave her room to go and tell you how grateful she was." + +"Hysterical, I suppose," said Flint. + +Winifred, who had opened her lips to say something more, shut them +closely again, and sat back with the air of a person determined to +have no further share in the conversation. + +Dr. Cricket hastened to occupy the floor. "A charming girl--upon my +word, a charming girl--if she _is_ a Hallelujah lassie." + +"A what?" ejaculated Brady. + +"A Hallelujah lassie--Feminine of Salvation Soldier, don't you know! +Why, she had one of the coal-scuttle bonnets hanging by its draggled +strings round her neck when Flint pulled her in, and a number of 'The +War Cry' was in the pocket of her dress, when we stripped it off." + +"Oh," said Brady, with a touch of disappointment in his tone, "I took +her for a different sort of a person; she looked quite the lady." + +"So she is, young man," answered Dr. Cricket, with his fierce little +frown. "There is no doubt of that. She told me her story this morning. +I wanted her to rest; but the poor thing was so nervous I thought it +would hurt her less to talk than to keep still." + +Flint smiled sardonically. The Doctor's little foible of curiosity had +not escaped his observant eye. + +"You would have done much better to shut her up; but what did she +say?" queried Miss Standish. + +Flint smiled again. But the Doctor began briskly:-- + +"Why, it seems that the Costellos are the children of a Scotch +minister; though, from his name, I should guess that he had a drop +more or less of Irish blood in his veins, and their looks show it too. +They were brought up in a manse on one of those brown and bare Scotch +moors. The boy was to be educated for the church, like his father; +but when he was seventeen, he grew restive under the strictness of his +training, turned wild, and ran away. For ten years they had no word of +him. The father reproached himself for having been too hard on the +boy; and he never stopped loving and praying for him. On his +death-bed, he charged Nora--that's the girl's name you know--to sell +all the things in the manse, and start out into the world to find her +brother, and never to give up the search as long as she lived." + +"That is always the way," said Flint, with a shrug: "the reward of +virtue is to be appointed trustee of vice--no assets--assume all the +liabilities." + +"Hm! wide, of the mark this time, Mr. Flint. The very day after her +father's death, Nora Costello received a letter from her brother, +saying that he was ashamed to come home without first securing +forgiveness, and asking his sister to intercede for him, and to meet +him in London with the news of his pardon." + +"Exactly," resumed Flint with irritating calmness. "Prodigal son sends +postal card stating that he is prepared to receive overtures looking +to a resumption of family relations. No questions asked." + +"He has not seen Captain Costello, has he, Dr. Cricket? or he would +be more sparing of his jibes." + +"Never mind, Miss Winifred, Mr. Flint is ashamed of having played the +humanitarian this morning, so he is trying to atone by double cynicism +this evening; but don't let him interrupt my story again, under pain +of being sent back to the tavern, instead of taken care of in Mrs. +White's best bed-room, under the charge of the best doctor (though I +do say it) in Philadelphia. + +"Well, as I was about to say, Nora Costello came up to London; and +there she found her brother, a brown and bearded man in command of a +schooner, 'The Mary Ann,' plying between New York and Nova Scotia. He +had been looking forward joyfully to his homecoming; but when he +learned of his father's death, he was all broken up, and talked about +its being a judgment of God on himself." + +"Rather severe on his father," grumbled Flint; but no one heeded him, +and the Doctor continued:-- + +"Costello felt so awfully cut up, that one night he came near drowning +himself; and after that his sister did not dare leave him alone, but +went about everywhere with him; and one night they came upon a +Salvation Army meeting, with drums and torches and things, in the +streets of the East End. General Booth was there; and, my soul! to +hear that girl talk, you would think he was the archangel Gabriel, +with the sword of the Lord in his hand." + +"It was Michael who carried the sword," came from Flint's corner, +exasperating even Brady beyond endurance. + +"Come, Flint, you're too bad. Hold your tongue, can't you, and let the +rest of us hear the story! That girl is a trump." + +"You 're right, sir," echoed the Doctor, cordially, "a trump she was, +and her brother too, for that matter. General Booth preached that day, +as it happened, about remnants, and argued how a man might make the +most of the remnants of a life, as well as of a meal, even if the best +part was gone. Well, the talk sort of heartened up Angus Costello; +and, after the meeting, he and his sister went up to the General, and +Nora asked to be taken into the Army. She went in as a private; and +when Angus came back to Nova Scotia, Nora came with him, and was +assigned to duty, first in Montreal, and then in New York. She has +risen already to be an officer, and, I judge, a valuable one. She was +off this month on sick-leave for her brother's ship, taking a vacation +from overwork, I suspect." + +"What is her work?" asked Brady, leaning forward with his square chin +propped on his hands, which, in their turn, were supported by his +knees,--an attitude to which he was prone when self-forgetful. + +"Her work? Oh, I don't know! Everything I suppose. Taking care of sick +people in tenements, talking, and singing, and selling copies of the +'War Cry,' in offices and liquor-saloons." + +Brady frowned. "I don't like it," he said. "She's too pretty, with +those little curly rings of hair round her pale face, and with those +big blue eyes. Why don't they send some old maid on such errands?" + +"Because they want to sell their papers," answered Miss Standish, +dryly. + +The talk around the fire had gone on so eagerly that the attention of +the group was utterly absorbed; and every one started as if an +apparition had appeared in their midst, when a slim figure in a dark +dress, against which her face looked doubly white, glided noiselessly +into the room. With eyes fixed in almost trance-like far-sightedness, +she moved towards Brady, and laid her hand upon his sleeve. + +"My brother," she said, "it is you have risked your life to save mine. +God gave you back both. What will you be doing with your share?" + +"I--I--I'm awfully sorry, don't you know!" stammered Brady, terribly +embarrassed; "but it wasn't I who did it." + +"Here is the man, Miss Costello, to whom you owe your life," said the +Doctor, who dearly loved a "situation," turning as he spoke, with a +little flourish, to the place where Flint had stood; but that +gentleman had taken advantage of the mistake to bolt into the bed-room +behind him. He would have bolted into the pond, rather than submit to +be thanked publicly in this fashion. + +"He's gone!" exclaimed Dr. Cricket, in disappointment. + +"Ah!" said Nora Costello, with a quick, sympathetic smile, "it's verra +natural. He did not wish to be thanked. Perhaps he is right. After +all, it is to the good God himsel' that our thanks are owing." + +She knelt on the rug, as simply as she would have taken an offered +chair, and spoke to some invisible presence, as naturally as she would +have spoken to any of those in the room. Brady was shocked at first, +at the conversational tone. It was so realistic that he opened his +eyes, half expecting to see the Someone--the Something--so evidently +apparent to the girl herself. + +Having once opened his eyes, he forgot to close them again. The actual +so pursued him, that he ceased to seek the spiritual presence. The +firelight, playing over the girl's face, threw strange lights, and +shadows half unearthly. She seemed a spirit, of whom no ordinary +restraints of the familiar social life were to be expected. + +When her prayer was finished, she rose as simply as she had knelt, +though now two large tears stood on the long fringe of her eyes. + +"Good-night, friends!" she said with a confiding glance around. "I +think I shall be able to get the sleep now. God bless you all!" + +When she was gone, the hush was unbroken for several minutes. At last +Winifred spoke. + +"I don't know how the rest of you feel, but somehow I have a sensation +of being a lay figure in the shop-window of life, and having all of a +sudden seen a real woman go by." + +"Jove! what eyes she has!" said Brady, continuing thoughts of his own, +rather than answering Winifred's speech. + +"Really," said Ben Bradford, "it wasn't unpleasant at all." + +"Unpleasant!" exclaimed his aunt. "Well, I should say not, unless +heaven is unpleasant, and angels, and the Judgment Day, which I +daresay it will be for you, Ben Bradford, unless you mend your ways. +Good-night! I'm going up to see that the child has a hot-water bag to +her feet, and a mustard plaster on her chest. The Salvation Army needs +an efficient ambulance corps." + +"Hm!" said Dr. Cricket, as Miss Standish disappeared. "Mary may have +chosen the better part; but I pity the household that's all Marys. +Give me a Martha in mine every time! + +"That reminds me," he added briskly, "that I must look after my +patient, and not let him pitch himself into that bed, which has not +been aired for a week; and nobody in this house knows the difference +between damp sheets and dry ones. Do you know, Mr. Brady," he +continued, as he rose from his chair with a little rheumatic hitch, "I +have taken a great shine to that queer friend of yours. I don't know +how it is, but I suspect it is because he is such a contrast to most +folks. It's a comfort to meet a man who keeps his best foot back." + +"Oh, Flint is a brick!" said Brady, with enthusiasm. "I have known him +to do the nicest things. There was a fellow once in college--he was +rather pushing socially, and nobody liked him--but he was 'a dig,'" +and he got sick from studying too much. None of the rest of us ever +fell ill of that trouble; but he did, and he was so poor he didn't +want to let any one know about it, for fear he would be obliged to +send for a doctor. It was found out though; and one day a doctor and +nurse turned up at the fellow's room,--said they'd been asked not to +say who sent them; but they stayed and pulled him through. He never +knew who his benefactor was; but I did, and you may judge of my +surprise, when the fellow got about, to see Flint cut him on the +street. + +"'What in thunder did you do that for?' I asked, for I was dumfounded +to see him do it. + +"'Because the fellow is a cad, and would be taking all sorts of +advantages. Better ignore the acquaintance at the start.' + +"'Then why did you do what you did for him?' + +"'I don't know, I'm sure!' Flint answered. + +"That's just the sort of fellow Flint is. He may seem crusty, but in +any emergency he is a man to tie to." + +"If life were a series of emergencies," said Winifred, reflectively, +"Mr. Flint would be invaluable; but in every-day existence, one does +not quite know what to do with him." + +"I can put up with a great deal," said Ben Bradford, "from a chap like +that, who shows real sand and pluck when a crisis comes. I mean to +tell Mr. Flint to-morrow that I think he's a daisy, and go down on my +marrow bones for the things I have thought and said about him before." + +"I wouldn't, if I were you, Ben," observed Winifred, with an amused +smile; "for I doubt if Mr. Flint has ever had the dimmest idea that +you have not been thinking well of him all along." + + + + + CHAPTER X + + FLYING POINT + + "We'll maybe return to Lochaber no more." + + +Far up the pond, at no great distance from the spot where "The +Aquidneck" had met her untimely and ignominious end, Flying Point +thrust out its tongue of land into the rippling water, which stole in +and out between its tiny coves so gently that scarcely a murmur could +be heard, except when a northeaster lashed the pond into a mimic sea; +and then the teapot tempest was so outdone by the giant waves outside +the bar, that it passed unnoticed, like the fury of a child beside the +rage of a grown man. + +The Point took its name from the flights of ducks which passed over it +in vast numbers in the spring and autumn, their dark, irregular +squadrons black against the intense blue of sea and sky. Its low bluff +of gleaming sand was crowned by a grove of tall pines, through which +purled a tiny brook perpetually prattling to the sea of its little +inland life. Below the bank, stretched out a rod or more of level +beach where fires might be lighted and cloths spread by those who +wished to return to the gypsy habits of their forebears and sit down +as Nature's guests, to simple fare of their own cooking and serving. + +A midsummer pilgrimage to Flying Point was a regular feature of the +season with the dwellers at the White-House; and it was a point of +honor for the old-timers to declare that last year's expedition was in +every way more successful than that of the present season. Newcomers +endured this superiority in silence, consoled by the prospect of +enjoying the same triumph themselves next summer. + +Several times the date of this year's expedition had been set, and as +often changed. The last date had been fixed for the eighth of July; +but the excitement of the wreck, and the reaction of lassitude which +followed that catastrophe, put to flight, for a time, all thoughts of +amusement, and a fortnight elapsed without an apparent ripple on the +calm of existence at Nepaug. + +On the second day after the wreck, Angus Costello and his sister took +their departure for New York,--he to collect the insurance on the +ill-fated "Mary Ann," she to report again for duty in the Army. With +the going of the Costellos, quiet settled down once more; but the +dwellers on the Point found themselves impatient of the very repose +for which they had sought Nepaug. Rest had turned to inanimation, +quiet to dulness, peace to stagnation. + +Flint, usually unaffected by environment, found himself incapable of +any intellectual or physical exertion. He could not work. He could not +even loaf alone. Brady was an indifferent companion, subject to fits +of absence of mind,--more unsocial than absence of body. + +There was only one resource left; the young men betook themselves to +the White-House. Life there could not be wholly dull, while a +perpetual sparring match was going on between Miss Standish and Dr. +Cricket, while Professor Anstice smoked his pipe serenely on the +corner of the piazza, and Ben Bradford openly adored Winifred, +heedless of outside observation or amusement. + +Ben himself was an endless source of entertainment to Flint, so +vividly did his demeanor recall the rapidly receding days of his own +youth, when he too had felt the constraint which is born of the +assurance that all the world is fixing its gaze upon us and our +actions. + +Ben never dreamed that he could be taken humorously. He regarded +himself with a deep seriousness, and planned innocent little +hypocrisies with a view to their effect on the public. He was anxious +to be supposed to handle a large correspondence, and took pains to +sort his mail in public, fingering a number of letters in his leather +case with a reflective air, as if he were considering what replies +they demanded, although their worn envelopes revealed them to the most +casual observation as at least a fortnight old. + +He had the sensitiveness of youth, and spent much useless effort in +the endeavor to discover what people meant by their words and deeds; +when, nine times out of ten, they meant nothing at all, but were only +striving to fill up the gaps of life with idle observations or +diversions. He himself was fond of side remarks, intended to be +satirical, but falling rather flat, if dragged out into the prosaic +light of general conversation, as sometimes happened when Miss +Standish caught a word or two and exclaimed aloud: "What was that, +Ben? Won't you give us all the benefit of that last observation?" + +Ben loved his aunt; but he did not like her. + +She interfered sadly with his pose as a man of the world, by relating +anecdotes of his infancy, and stating the precise number of years +which had elapsed since the occurrence. + +On the occasion of one of the daily visits of Flint and Brady, they +were made aware of unmistakable signs of a domestic unpleasantness. +They were no sooner seated, than Ben picked up again the grievance +which their arrival had compelled him to drop. + +"You have told that story four times already this summer, Aunt Susan," +he remarked truculently; "and I don't think it is of great interest to +the public at any time to know that I took a bite out of each one of +the Thanksgiving pies when I was five years old." + +"I have _not_ told it before, and you were _six_ when it happened, +which was fourteen years ago next November," Miss Standish answered. + +Winifred Anstice, foreseeing a battle, made haste to the rescue. She +called out from her hammock:-- + +"When are we going to Flying Point? I think we all need change of air +for our--ahem!--nerves." + +Woe to the person who undertakes to divert the lightning from meeting +thunder-clouds; unless he be well insulated, he is sure to fall victim +to his own well meant efforts. + +"Winifred, my dear," sniffed Miss Standish, "you may remember that it +was only this morning when _I_ asked when we were going to Flying +Point that you answered, 'Never, I hope--I detest picnics.'" + +"Did I?" laughed Winifred; "well, it's true, and I cannot deny it." + +"I must agree with you there," said Ben. "A picnic is an occasion +when all the food is picked and all the china nicked." + +"A picnic," said Winifred, "is a place where you can accumulate an +indigestion without incurring an obligation. In this, it is an advance +upon a tea-party." + +"Picnicking with people you know is a bore, Picnicking with people you +don't know is a feat of endurance," echoed Flint. + +"Professionally, I am in favor of them," threw in Dr. Cricket. "I +often feel like saying, with the old Roman, 'This day's work shall +breed prescriptions.'" + +"Oh, come now!" said Brady, "you're all trying to be clever. This is +only talk. I think a picnic is great fun, especially a tea-picnic, +where you boil coffee, and light a camp-fire, and perch about on the +rocks over the water. You would appreciate that last privilege, if you +lived out on the prairies, where there is no water, and the rocks are +all imported." + +"Bully for you!" shouted Jimmy Anstice, who had been sitting by with +his hands clasped over the knees of his stockings to conceal the holes +from his sister's observant eye, but none the less eagerly following +the conversation. "You're a peach; and why can't we go to-night?" + +"That boy is all right," said Brady, smiling. "He knows enough to +take the current when it serves. Off with you, Jim, while the tide is +out, and dig your basket of clams! Come on, Flint, and we will join +them at the Point! How will you go, and when?" + +"I think we'd better go up in the Whites' sail-boat. There'll be room +for one of you," said Miss Standish, looking meaningly at her nephew, +for she had not yet forgiven Flint's indifference. + +"That's good," Flint said cheerfully. "You take Brady. He's better +ballast; and I'll row up in my dory." + +"A good excuse for coming late and leaving early," said Winifred, +mockingly. + +Flint bowed and smiled imperturbably, without troubling himself to +offer a contradiction. + +Miss Standish swept past him with her Plymouth Rock manner. "I will go +and look after the supper," she remarked, and added, as she reached +the door, "however much people may sniff, there's nobody, so far as I +know, who is superior to food." + +Nepaug picnic suppers had been reduced to scientific principles under +Miss Standish's rule. There was a picnic coffee-pot and a +picnic-dipper, a set of wooden plates and a pile of Japanese paper +napkins. All these went into one basket, together with cups and +glasses and knives and forks. Another, still more capacious, held the +sandwiches and biscuit, the cake and coffee, the pepper and salt, +beside the jar of orange marmalade, and the pies surreptitiously +borrowed from the pantry, where they were reposing upon the larder +shelf, tranquilly awaiting the morrow's dessert. Everything was neatly +stowed away,--no crowding, no crumbling. Miss Standish was willing to +take any amount of trouble; all she asked was to be appreciated. + +Flint certainly did not appreciate her. Her particularity he found +"fussiness," her energy annoyed him, and her well-meant interest in +others appeared to him insufferable busy-bodyism. More than once that +afternoon he remembered her with a sense of irritation. "A confounded +old maid," he called her to himself as he pushed off his dory from the +beach below the inn. + +But no matter how irritable the frame of mind in which he started, he +could not help being soothed by the tranquillity of the scene around +him as he went on. The west was one sheet of orange. The brilliancy of +the sunset had faded to a tenderer tone. The spikes of the pointed +firs on the mainland stood dark against it. Over in the east, the moon +was rising, pale and spectral, with all her ribs showing like a +skeleton leaf. Jupiter shone out more clearly as the darkness +deepened and the shadows fell more heavily along the strip of shore. + + "The gray sea and the long black land; + And the yellow half-moon, large and low," + +Flint quoted to himself. "What is it that comes +next? Something about + + "'A mile of warm sea-scented beach.' + +Must have been curiously like this. Where is Flying Point anyhow? Oh, +yes; there's the camp-fire." + +"Here comes Flint," cried Brady, as he heard the grating of the prow +of the dory on the gravel. + +"I should think it was time," grumbled Miss Standish, who had been +making great sacrifices to keep the coffee hot. For some inscrutable +reason, all the people with whom Flint came in contact felt impelled +to do their best for him, let their opinion of him be what it would. + +"Well, we thought you must be lost!" called Brady from the height of +the rocks. "We have all had supper; but we have kept some for you." + +"Thanks," answered Flint, from below, "I am sorry you had the trouble, +for I took mine at the tavern before I started." + +This was more than the descendant of Miles Standish could bear. With +a bang, she emptied the coffee-pot and knocked out the grounds, as her +ancestor had shaken the arrows out of the snake-skin to replace them +with bullets. Henceforth, she was implacable; and yet Flint never +dreamed that he had given offence. Imperfect sympathies again! + +Winifred Anstice, whose misfortune it was to be peculiarly sensitive +to disturbances in the atmosphere, jumped up from under the pine where +she had been sitting with Brady. "Come," she said, "let's all sit down +around the fire. I want Leonard to recite for us. Will you, Leon?" + +Flattered, yet embarrassed, the young fisherman rose from his +occupation of tying up the baskets, and drew nearer. As he stood in +front of the fire, Flint looked at him with a thrill of æsthetic +admiration. His red shirt, open at the throat, showed a splendid chest +and a neck on which his head was firmly and strongly poised. His hair, +curling tightly, revealed the well-shaped outline of the skull, and +the profile was classic in its regularity. "And that little fool +doesn't know enough to fall in love with him!" thought Flint. + +"What'll you have, Miss Fred?" asked Leonard. + +"Whatever you like." + +"Wal, then, ef you'd jes ez lief, I'll say 'Marmion.' I was learned +it at school." Throwing off his cap and striking a dramatic pose, he +began:-- + + "The Douglas round him drew his cloak." + +It is marvellous, the power of strong feeling to communicate itself +through all barriers. True emotion is the X-ray which can penetrate +all matter,--yes, and all spirit too. + +The hackneyed words burned again with the freshness of their primal +enthusiasm. Again Douglas spurned, and Marmion flung him back scorn +for scorn. It was not acting. Leonard Davitt could never have thrown +fire into a rôle which did not appeal to him; but this lived. He put +his soul into it, and he drew out the soul from his audience. + +"I must go now," he said, when he had finished, having ducked his head +shyly in response to the applause, and picked up his cap. "I'm goin' +off at sunrise." + +"Where are you going, Leon?" queried Winifred Anstice, coming up to +him where he stood not far off from the spot where Flint, in dead +shadow, leaned against the trunk of a giant pine. + +"Goin' off bars-fishin' for a week with the men from the Pint," +Leonard answered, and then added in a lower tone, "you won't forget +your promise, Miss Fred." + +"No, I will not forget; but you must try not to cherish hard feeling." + +"Oh, I don't say it's his fault. Mebbe it's hers." + +"Perhaps it's nobody's, and perhaps there's no harm done after +all,--at any rate, none that can't be undone." + +"Yes, there is," Leonard answered gloomily. "The past can't never come +back, and things won't never be the same." + +"Oh, cheer up!" Winifred answered more hopefully. "Your going away is +the best thing under the circumstances, and I'll do what I can for +you; but I wish it were anything else." + +"Thank you, marm, and good-bye!" With another shy duck, Leonard let +himself down over the rocks and sculled out into the strip of rippling +moonlight which stretched across the bay. + +The moonlight fell also upon Winifred Anstice's face as she stood +looking after him, and showed a pathetic little quiver about the +mouth. An instant later, she dashed the back of her hand across her +eyes, and exclaimed, half aloud, "It's too bad; I've no patience with +him." + +"What a clear night it is!" said Flint, stepping out from the shadows. + +Winifred started a little. "I thought you were sitting by the fire," +she said rather abruptly. + +"Indeed," Flint answered. It was one of his peculiarities never to be +drawn on to the explanations to which most people are driven by the +mere necessity of saying something. After all, he had as good a right +to the place where he was as Miss Anstice herself. Miss Anstice +perhaps was thinking the same thought, for she made no response, only +stood twisting and untwisting a bit of lawn handkerchief which bade +fair to be worn out before it reached home. At length, with the air of +one nerving herself to a difficult task, she turned about and faced +Flint. Lifting her clear gray eyes full to his, she began +hesitatingly:-- + +"Mr. Flint." + +"Yes, Miss Anstice." + +"Will you do me a favor?" + +"Assuredly." + +"No, not an 'assuredly' favor, but a real favor." + +"If I can." + +"Will you do it blindly?" + +"No, I will do it with my eyes open." + +"You cannot." + +"Try me!" + +The girl shifted her eyes from his face to the path of moon beams in +which Leonard's boat floated far off like a dark speck against the +ripples of light. When she went on, it was in a lower tone, with a +note in her voice which Flint had never heard there before,--the note +of appeal. + +"I am going to ask you a very strange thing," she said; "I would not +ask it if I could see any other way." + +"Surely, Miss Anstice, you cannot doubt my willingness to oblige you +in any way. You have only to command me." + +"But it is not to oblige me. It is--oh, dear! I can't explain, but I +want you to go away." + +Flint rose instantly. + +"No, no, not away from this spot, but from Nepaug. That's it," she +went on insistently; "I want you to leave Nepaug." + +Flint stared at her for a moment, as if in doubt whether to question +her sanity or her seriousness. The latter he could not doubt, as he +looked at her eager attitude, her hands tightly interlaced, her head +bent a little forward, and a spot of deep red sharply outlined on +either cheek. Suddenly the meaning of her conversation with Leonard +flashed across his mind; but it brought only further puzzlement. He +motioned Winifred to sit down upon the great tree which lay its length +on the earth, overthrown by the last storm, and with stones and +upturned dirt still clinging to its branching roots. + +"Are you sure," he said gravely, as he took a seat beside her,--"are +you sure that you are doing right to keep me in the dark?" + +"I think so; I hope so." + +"Of course I know you would not ask such a thing if there were not +something serious back of it all; and since it so nearly concerns me, +it seems to me I have a right to know it." + +Dead silence reigned for some minutes. Then Winifred said, speaking +low and hurriedly: + +"Yes, you are right; I ought to tell you,--I know I ought; but it is +so hard. Why isn't it Mr. Brady! He would understand." + +"Perhaps if you would explain," Flint began with unusual patience. + +"Well, then, it is about Tilly Marsden, who has been engaged these two +years to Leonard Davitt; and now she refuses to marry him, and he +thinks it is because she is in love with someone else. _Surely_ you +understand _now_." + +"No, upon my soul, I don't. You can't mean that the little +shop-girl--the maid-of-all-work at the inn--is--thinks she is in love +with--" + +"With you; exactly." + +"But I have hardly spoken to her." + +The silence which followed implied that the situation was none the +less likely on that account. The implication tinged Flint's manner +with irritation. + +"I suppose I am very dull; but I confess I don't understand these +people." + +"Have you ever tried to understand them?" returned Winifred, with a +sudden outburst of the indignation which had long been gathering in +her heart against the man before her. + +"Haven't you always thought of them only as they ministered to your +comfort, like the other farm animals? Is it really anything to you +that this narrow-minded girl has conceived a very silly, but none the +less unhappy, sentiment for you?" + +"I--" began Flint, but the flood would have its way. + +"Oh, yes, it annoys you, I dare say. You feel your dignity a little +touched by it; but does it move your pity, your chivalry? If it +does--Oh, go away!" + +Flint would have given much to feel a fever heat of anger, to flame +out against the audacity of the girl with an indignation overtopping +her own; but he only felt himself growing more cold and rigid. He told +himself that she had misunderstood him hopelessly, utterly. There was +a certain aggrieved satisfaction in the thought. He had risen, and +stood leaning against a tree. Winifred wondered at her own courage, as +she saw him standing there stiff and haughty. + +"I shall go, of course," he said at length. "My absence seems to be +the only sure method of producing universal content. But let me ask +you one question before I go. Do you consider me to blame in this +unlucky business?" + +Winifred parried the question by another. + +"Why should I tell you, when you don't care in the least what I +think?" + +"If I did not, I should not ask you, and I think I have a right to +demand an answer." + +"I can hardly answer you fairly. Is ice to blame for being ice and not +sun? We cannot say. We only know that we are chilled. I always have +the feeling that with those you consider your equals, you might be +genial and responsive; but the joys and sorrows of the great world of +uninteresting, commonplace people about you have no power to touch +your sympathies. Of course, in a way, it is not your fault that you +never noticed Tilly Marsden's manner--" + +"I am not a cad who goes about investigating the sentiments of--of +women like that. But you have your impressions of my character fully +formed, and I shall not be guilty of the folly of trying to change +them. To-morrow, I shall relieve Nepaug of my objectionable presence, +and, I hope, you will cease to fear me as a disturbing element when I +am far away at my office-desk." + +"You are going back to New York?" echoed Winifred, uncertainly, +realizing all of a sudden what it was that she was sending him away +from, and to what she was consigning him. + +"Yes, of course," Flint answered a little impatiently. + +"I am sorry," the girl began lamely. It was just dawning upon her that +it was not so easy to control the destinies of other people, as she +had fancied. + +"Oh, that is all right!" her companion responded more cheerfully; "New +York in summer is not half so bad as you people who never stay there +probably imagine." + +"I don't know," said Winifred; "to me it seems dreadful to be shut up +inside brick walls, or walking on hot paving-stones, when one might be +sitting under green trees, or by rolling waves, breathing in the fresh +country air. But I suppose I feel so because while I was growing up I +never lived in a large city." + +"Indeed! How was that? I should think your father's profession would +have kept him in the city." + +"Oh, it does now, of course; but for years after my mother's death he +was so broken down that he could not bear to mix with people at all, +and he chose to bury himself out on a Western ranch, and there I grew +up with no more training than the little Indian girls who used to come +to the house with beads and things to sell. It was a queer life for a +girl; but it was great sport." + +Winifred had almost forgotten her companion for the moment in her +thoughts of the past; but as he rubbed his hand across his forehead in +the effort to recall something, she mistook the gesture for a sign of +weariness, and reproached herself for her egotistical garrulity. + +"I do wish," she said hastily, "that there were some way out of this +unlucky matter,--some way which would not send you back so +unseasonably." + +"Never mind that," Flint answered; "my vacation was almost at an end, +anyway. I am really needed now at the office of the 'Trans-Continental.'" + +"The 'Trans-Continental'?" echoed Winifred. "Do you work on that +magazine?" + +"Yes, I do a little writing for it occasionally." + +"Then perhaps you know the editor--the chief editor, I mean." + +"Yes, he is a friend of mine." + +"I envy you the privilege of calling such a man your friend. Oh, you +may smile if you choose, but perhaps, after all, you do not know him +as well as I do. I have never seen him, I don't even know his name, +and yet I have a clear picture of him in my mind. And he has been so +kind--so good to me. His letters have helped me more than he will ever +know." Here a sudden thought seemed to strike the girl, and she +lifted beseeching eyes to his face. + +"You won't try to make him dislike me, will you? I know you never did +like me. I saw it the first time we met, when I was driving that +wretched colt, and we ran over your fishing-rod, and then, the next +day on the pond, and ever since, things have steadily kept going wrong +between us. So, of course, it would be quite natural for you to talk +about it all to him; and then he would never like me any more, and I +do want him to." + +For an instant Flint felt a mad desire to keep up the illusion; but he +himself was too much shaken to have played his part if he would. + +"Miss Anstice," he said, "_I_ am the editor of the +'Trans-Continental.'" + +Without another word, he swung himself down by the pine-bough to the +gravelly beach, and, pushing off the dory, slipped out over the same +moonlit course which Leonard had travelled. Winifred watched him till +his boat had rounded the Point; then she turned back to the camp-fire +in a daze. Do what she would, she could not shake off the spell of +those last words: "_I_ am the editor of the 'Trans-Continental.'" + + + + + CHAPTER XI + + THE POINT OF VIEW + + +_Extract from the Journal of Miss Susan Standish. Nepaug, August First._ + + [_From which it will appear that contemporary + journals are not always trustworthy._] + + +This August weather is really unbearable. Nobody but flies can be +happy in it, and they are part of the general misery. I sleep with a +handkerchief over my face to keep off the pests; but I invariably wake +to find one perching on every unprotected spot, and the others buzzing +about my ears, and making such a noise that I can't sleep a wink after +five o'clock. + +It is a very long time between five o'clock and breakfast. It would be +a sufficient incentive to a blameless life, to know beforehand that +you were to be condemned to think over your past for three mortal +hours every morning. + +This is what I do; and though I suppose I have been as respectable as +most people, I find cold shivers running down my back when I remember +some things, and the blushes of a girl of sixteen mounting to my +wrinkled forehead, when I think of others. On the whole, the silly +things are the worst. I think at the Judgment Day I would rather +answer up to my sins than my sillinesses--especially if my relatives +were waiting round. The only way I can turn my thoughts out of the +uncomfortable reminiscent channel which they make for themselves at +five o'clock in the morning, is to think as hard as I can about +somebody else. Lately, I don't find this so difficult; for our +household here at Nepaug includes some interesting people, and, +moreover, some very queer things have happened lately, I thank Heaven, +I have none of Dr. Cricket's curiosity; but I should be ashamed if I +were so indifferent to those about me as not to take an interest in +their concerns. This interest has led me of late to ponder on recent +events, and speculate as to their causes. + +When I asked some very simple and natural questions of Winifred +Anstice, she snapped at me like a snapping-turtle; but I did not +discontinue my investigation on that account. On the contrary, I +resolved to be all the more watchful; and when it comes to putting two +and two together, there are few who have a more mathematical mind than +Susan Standish. + +On Friday evening, we had a picnic supper at Eagle Rock. + +Mr. Flint (superior as usual) preferred to go in the only society +which interests him, and therefore set off _alone_ in his dory. His +absence did not have any visibly depressing effect on the party in the +sail-boat. Winifred was at her very best; and Philip Brady seemed to +appreciate her. If I were a matchmaker, I should have tried to throw +them together, for they do seem just cut out for each other; in spite +of all my efforts to give them opportunities of making each other's +acquaintance on intimate terms, they never appeared to take advantage +of them. But on Friday it was different. In the first place, anything +more warm-blooded than an oyster must have fallen in love with +Winifred at first sight on that evening. She wore a white flannel +yachting-dress, and a red-felt hat cocked up on one side, and as she +stood against the sail in the sunset, she was--Well, I'm too old to be +silly; but really that girl is something worth looking at when she is +nice. To-day, she looked like a frump, and talked like a fury. + +The wind on Friday died out soon after we started; and at one time I +was afraid Mr. Flint would have the satisfaction of getting to the +Point before us; but, providentially, it sprang up again and, indeed, +I need not have worried, for it seemed he was afraid of being bored, +and did not start till six o'clock. Brady says he was always like +that, even in college; that when they were invited anywhere, Flint +would always put off the start, and would say, "Your coming away +depends on your hostess; but your going depends upon yourself." + +"If it had been _my_ house," said I, "his _staying_ away would have +depended on his hostess. I have no patience with a rude man." + +"Flint rude?" said Philip. + +"Most decidedly rude, I should say." + +"Oh, but he is not rude. He is only indifferent." + +"Indifference is rudeness." + +"Then I'm afraid, Miss Standish," broke in Winifred, "we must all be +rude to most of the world. That is, unless we belong to the Salvation +Army, like Nora Costello, and take an interest in everybody or rather +every soul." + +"Very remarkable girl, that Nora Costello," said Philip. "I don't +quite know what it was that made her so interesting." + +"_I_ know," answered Winifred, with a little laugh; "it was her +looks." + +"Or her manner," suggested Philip. + +"Oh, her manner without her looks would not have carried at all. +Manners are only thunder. It is looks that strike." + +"You should know," Philip said quite low. Just at this moment Jimmy +Anstice, with that exasperatingly inopportune way of his, called +out:-- + +"Look, Fred! Did you see that fish jump? Gracious! He must have gone +up two feet! What makes a fish jump? Papa, Papa, do you hear me? What +makes a fish jump?" + +"I don't know, my dear; I suppose to get food, or because he wants +air." + +"Then why doesn't he jump oftener?" + +It has always been one of Professor Anstice's pet theories that a +child's mental development is promoted by the stimulation of +intellectual curiosity. As a result, Jimmy has been encouraged to ask +questions to an extent which the world at large finds somewhat +tiresome. For my part, I think one of the most useful accomplishments +connected with the tongue is the art of holding it; and I believe in +its early acquirement by the young. + +After Jimmy's curiosity in regard to the habits of fish had expended +itself, there was no more _tête-à-tête_. Everybody was shouting this +way and that; and then the boat brought up at the rocks, and those of +us who could jump, jumped out, and those who couldn't, clambered out; +and Jimmy Anstice flopped into the water above his knees, as usual, +and had to sit by the fire getting dry, when he should have been +running errands and making himself useful. Small boys, being neither +ornamental nor interesting, should be either useful or absent. + +Winifred and Brady started off after driftwood. I invited Ben to help +me with the coffee; but he said, "Presently," and made off after the +other two. Really, that boy may come to something if he selects his +profession with care. He can't see when he's not wanted, which may +make him a success in the ministry. + +Well, at last, we got our two fires started, and the tablecloth +spread; and the coffee tasted so good I just hoped Mr. Flint would +come to have some, because he made some disagreeable remarks in the +morning on the subject of picnics. Some people are never satisfied +unless they can spoil the enjoyment of others. + +While we were eating, everybody was jolly and all went well, except +that Philip would tell stories,--Western stories about "commercial +gents" and "drummer hotels" and such things. He tells a story very +well; but he also tells it very long. With the tact upon which I +justly pride myself, I tried to shut him up or draw him off; but each +time Winifred would bring him right back, with "What was it you were +just going to tell, Mr. Brady?" or "As you were saying when Miss +Standish began," I was a good deal annoyed, for I couldn't quite make +out whether she was really interested, or whether she was making fun +of us both. Now I have a very keen sense of humor; but I don't like a +joke at my expense. At last Philip offered to give us a comic poem +from the "Bison Spike;" but _that_ I _couldn't_ stand; and I pretended +that the coffee was boiling over, and Winifred jumped up to attend to +it. Philip, of course, went to her assistance, and afterward, as he +stood before the fire with Winifred beside him, I could not help +thinking what a fine looking couple they would make. His golf suit +brought out the fine proportions of his stalwart figure. The firelight +played over his firm chin, his broad, square forehead, and his frank, +kind eyes. He would make a good husband for any girl; and a judicious +wife could soon break him of his habit of telling stories. + +I dare say they would have had an interesting talk, if Ben Bradford +had not come up with his hands full of stone chips, which he calls +arrowheads. That ridiculous boy walks the furrows of old Marsden's +potato-fields for hours together, with the sun blistering the back of +his neck, quite contented if he brings home a dirty bit of stone, +which his imagination fits out with points and grooves. At Flying +Point, he had apparently reaped a rich harvest of these treasures. His +companions inspected them with civil but languid curiosity. While they +were turning them this way and that, and striving hard to be +convinced that the bulkiest had undoubtedly been employed by the +Indians as a pestle for corn-grinding, we heard the grating of a boat +on the beach. Of course it was Mr. Flint. + +Ben called out to him to hurry up and have some coffee before it was +cold; to which he coolly answered that he had had supper before he +started; and there I had put off ours half an hour for him, and then +kept the coffee boiling another half hour! I would have liked to shake +him. + +Winifred saw that I was justly indignant; and though she can be as +peppery as anybody over her own quarrels, she is always bent on +smoothing down other people; so she called out:-- + +"Well, fortunately, Mr. Flint, you are not too late for 'the feast of +reason and the flow of soul;' and I am sure you did not get that all +alone there at the inn." I wondered if he appreciated that rather neat +little stab. Winifred does those things well, with a demure manner +which leaves people in doubt whether her remarks are vicious or simply +blundering. "Come, Leon," she added, turning to young Davitt, "you +know you promised to recite something for us." + +Leonard stood up like a boy at school, and recited the speech from +"Marmion" where he and Douglas give it to each other like Dr. Cricket +and a hom[oe]opathic physician. Then he bobbed his head, just like a +schoolboy again, and said he must go. Winifred followed him, and +spoke to him, almost in a whisper. What they were talking about I +could not catch; but I heard her say, "I will do it for you, Leon; but +I wish to goodness it were anything else." Then Leonard answered, just +as if she had given him some great thing: "Oh, thank you, thank you!" +and then he disappeared. At the same moment Mr. Flint took his place +by her side. + +Instead of joining us all, and making a jolly party, what does he do +but stand in the shadow of the three big pines talking to Winifred in +that insultingly low voice which seems to imply that people are +listening. I did, however, catch one or two things. I distinctly heard +Winifred say: "Oh, do go away!" and I heard him say: "I hope you will +cease to fear me when--" There I lost it again; but what could it +mean? Winifred _fear_ him!--fear _him_! She, who never feared the face +of clay! There is only one explanation, and yet that is too wildly +improbable! + +I never saw any one more unlikely to inspire an affection. Flint by +name and Flint by nature,--cold and hard as rock itself; and for a +girl like Winifred! It never could be!--and yet, I confess, I don't +know what to think. + +After they had talked together for some time, he swung himself down +the bank, pushed off the dory, and we saw him pulling rapidly into the +middle of the bay. + +"Well, if that doesn't beat the Dutch!" said Dr. Cricket. + +"Hi, there!" cried Ben; and Brady, standing up, waved his hat, and +hallooed through his hand with a volume of voice that could be heard +all the way to Nepaug. But though Flint hallooed in return, he never +changed his course, nor slackened his speed. + +When Winifred came back to us, a color like flame burned in her +cheeks, and her eyes were bright with unshed tears. No one but me +noticed it. Every one fell upon her with questions. + +"What's the matter?" + +"Why did he leave so suddenly?" + +"Why did he come at all?" + +"What did he have to say for himself?" + +"Was this rude, or only indifferent?" + +"Don't bury me under such an avalanche of inquiry," said Winifred, +with a little artificial laugh. "There really is nothing very +mysterious about Mr. Flint's departure. He is not a flying Dutchman. I +don't think he wanted to come at all; but he was afraid we might +think something had happened if he failed to appear. Ben, the fire +needs another log. Mr. Brady, did you bring your banjo, as you +promised?" + +This was a master-stroke,--divert and conquer,--presto, Ben was off +after wood, and Philip tuning up for alleged "melodies;" but I was not +so easily put off the track. + +"It took him some time to make his excuses," I said to her aside. She +looked up quickly. + +"You are too shrewd to be put off like the others, Miss Standish; but +don't say anything more,--I'm so awfully tired." + +The poor girl did look used up, and I knew she was longing to get +home, so I coughed violently, and asked Dr. Cricket for my shawl. + +"You are taking cold," said he. + +"Oh, don't mention it," I answered. + +"But I will mention it," persisted the dear old goose. "You mustn't +stay out in this damp air." + +"Don't let me break up the party." + +"The party is all ready to break up, and it's time it did." + +"Oh, yes," added Winifred in a tone of relief. "Do let us be going." + +So that was the end of our Flying Point expedition. I might have +forgotten the episode in the shadow of the three pines, or at any rate +have come to the conclusion that I had failed to catch the true +meaning of the words I heard; but for the sequel. + +The next morning Mr. Flint appeared on the porch as usual, but instead +of the cap and flannel shirt, the knickerbockers and canvas shoes +which formed his familiar Nepaug costume, he was attired in ordinary +citizen's dress. I must admit that the straw hat, linen collar, and +close-fitting blue suit were decidedly becoming; and, bitter as I felt +against him on Winifred's account (she came down to breakfast +confessing that she had not slept a wink), I was forced to admit that +Mr. Flint was a gentleman,--even a gentleman with a certain +distinction. + +"Yes," he answered to the chorus of questions which met him, "I am +going back to town to-day. Yes, as you say, Mr. Anstice, quite +unexpected; but business men can't expect the vacations that fall to +the lot of college professors. Dr. Cricket, I believe you said you +were going on to New York to-night. I shall be glad if you will drop +in and have breakfast with me to-morrow morning at 'The Chancellor.' +That will give me the latest budget of news from Nepaug. Have you any +commissions, Miss Standish? What, none? I assure you, my eye for +matching silks is quite trustworthy. Now you, Jim, have more +confidence in me,--what can I send you from town?" + +"A fishing-rod." + +Flint and Winifred Anstice turned and looked at each other. What it +meant, I don't know; but I saw her color up to her hair. The others +had turned away for a moment to watch a schooner which had just come +in sight round the Point. Flint went up close to Winifred and said: +"And you--what will you have?" + +"Your pardon." + +"That you cannot have, for you don't need it. Will you take my thanks +instead?" + +"You are too generous." + +"With thanks?--that is easy. They are 'the exchequer of the poor.'" + +"I trust, Mr. Flint," said Professor Anstice, who, having withdrawn +his attention from the schooner, could now bring it to bear nearer +home,--"I trust we may not altogether lose sight of you after these +pleasant days together, I shall be glad--" + +"Papa!" + +"Yes, my dear, I know you should be included. My daughter and I will +be glad to see you at our house on Stuyvesant Square." With this he +pulled out a card, but, discovering in time that it contained the +address of his typewriter, he returned it to his pocket and +substituted his own. + +"I thank you," said Flint, with more of human heartiness in his voice +than I had ever heard before,--"I thank you, and I shall not fail to +avail myself of the privilege. Here comes the carryall! Good-bye!" + +A moment later he was gone. Dr. Cricket goes by the night boat this +evening, and Philip Brady leaves on Monday. How dull we shall be! + + + + + CHAPTER XII + + "PIPPA PASSES" + + +The train for New York came along duly, and Flint clambered into it as +quickly as the impediment of his luggage permitted. He stowed away his +belongings in the car-rack,--his bag, umbrella, and the overcoat which +seemed a sarcasm upon the torrid heat of the car. A flat, square +package which formed part of his luggage he treated with more +respectful courtesy, giving it the window-seat, and watching with care +lest it slip from the position in which he had propped it. + +When the engine ceased to puff, and the bell to ring, when the wheels +began to revolve and the landscape to move slowly out of sight, Flint +leaned out of the window for one more glance at the dull little +cluster of houses, beautiful only for what it connoted; then he drew +in his head, and settled himself against the cushions of wool plush to +which railroad companies treat their passengers in August. + +He was not in an enviable frame of mind. He felt like a fool who had +been masquerading as a martyr. He had given up two weeks of vacation, +of rest and comfort and health-giving breezes fresh from the +uncontaminable ocean, to go back to the noisy pavements, the clanging +car-bells, the noisome odors of the city,--and all for what? Simply +because a jealous fisherman and a hysterically sympathetic young woman +chose to foist it upon him as his duty. + +Duty? Why was it his duty? What was duty after all? Did it not include +doing to yourself as others would have you do unto them? Decidedly, he +had been a fool. As for Tilly Marsden--here a vague and--shall I +confess it?--not wholly uncomplacent pang smote him, as he remembered +her red eyes, and the trembling of her hand as she set the doughnuts +before him this morning. There was one who would for a day or two, at +least, genuinely regret his departure. Let that be set off against the +aggressive benevolence of Miss Standish's parting, indicating, as it +did, unalloyed satisfaction. + +From Miss Standish, his thoughts wandered to the other inmates of the +White-House. Ben Bradford at this hour would be lounging over the golf +field, driver in hand, making himself believe that he was taking +exercise. Dr. Cricket, no doubt, was playing chess with Miss Standish +(beating her, he hoped); and Winifred Anstice--what was she doing? +Leaning back, perhaps, in the hammock, as he had seen her so often +lately, with one arm thrown over her head, pillowed against the mass +of cardinal cushions. Was she feeling a little remorseful, and +bestowing a regretful thought upon the man whom she was driving away +from all the coolness and comfort which she was experiencing? If he +could be sure of that, he could forgive her; but, as likely as not, +she was driving cheerfully about the country behind Marsden's colt, +smiling, perhaps, as she recalled the series of misadventures which +had marked her acquaintance with the supercilious stranger whose +civility she and her colt had put to rout. + +Flint's morbid musings had taken more time than he realized, for at +this point, to his surprise, the conductor thrust his head in at the +door shouting, _New_ London, as if the passengers were likely to +mistake it for the older city on the other Thames. Here a boy came +aboard the train with a basket laden with oranges, scalloped +gingerbread, and papers of popcorn labelled, "Take some home." + +The misguided youth tried to insinuate a package into Flint's lap, but +was met with an abrupt demand to remove it with haste. His successor, +bearing a load of New York afternoon papers, fared better. Flint +selected an "Evening Post," and, leaning back in his corner, strove +to find oblivion from the wriggling of the small child in front, and +the wailing of the infant in the rear of the car. + +Hotter and hotter, the blistering sun beat upon the station; and, as +though the misery were not already great enough, an engine, panting +apparently with the heat, must needs draw up close beside Flint's +window. + +In vain did he try to concentrate his attention upon the Condition of +the Finances, the Great Strike in Pittsburg, or the Latest Dynamite +Plot in Russia. Between him and the printed page rose the vision of +cool, translucent waves crawling up the long reach of damp sand to +break at last upon the little shelf of slippery stones. Could it be +that only yesterday he was tumbling about in that surf, and to-day +_here_? He thought vaguely what a good moral the contrast would have +pointed to the sixteenthly of one of his great ancestor's sermons; +then he fell to wondering if the old gentleman's theology would have +stood the strain of an experience like this. Fancy even this carful +doomed to an eternal August journey! Ah, the car is moving again! +Thank Heaven for that! Purgatory after Hell approaches Paradise. + +On and on the train jogs, over flat marshes, past white-spired +churches, and factory chimneys belching forth their quota of heat and +smoke. The twin rocks, which guard New Haven, loom in view at last; +and Flint feels that he is drawing towards home. If it were not for +the square, flat package, he would get out and stretch his legs by a +walk on the platform. As it is, he picks up the package tenderly, and +transports it to the smoking-car. The air here, although filled with +smoke, seems more bearable. The leather seats, too, are more +tolerable, as his hand falls on them, and, best of all, he can light +his pipe here. With the first puff dawns a serenity with which neither +faith nor philosophy had been able to endue the journey hitherto. + +After all, what are two weeks?--a mere trifle; and he can make it up +by a run down to the Virginia Springs in October. This will give a +good quiet time too, for the foreign "Review" critiques. The libraries +are empty at this time of year, and he can study in peace. Of course +there will be a pile of letters waiting for him. + +With that reflection, came, irresistibly, the thought of Winifred +Anstice, and their curious, mutually deceptive correspondence. In the +swiftly thronging events of the last twenty-four hours, he had +scarcely had time to let his mind dwell upon that strange clearing up +between them last night. He smiled, unconsciously, as he remembered +the look of utter bewilderment in those great eyes of hers. + +"Candy, sir, peanuts, oranges, and gingerbread! Popcorn in papers! +Take some home?" With this the train-boy, quite oblivious that this +was the same person who had met his advances so cavalierly in the +other car, again held out an olive branch, this time a cornucopia +marked "Ridley, best broken candy." + +To his own surprise, Flint felt himself fingering in his pocket for a +dime, and heard himself say, "That's all right, I don't want the +stuff. Take it in to that little chap in a striped suit, in the next +car,--dirty little beggar, wriggled like an eel all day. This will +probably make him wriggle all night. Never mind, serves him right." + +The boy grinned. + +A passenger in the next seat turned round. + +"It is pleasant," he said with a smile, "to see such kindness of heart +survive on a day like this." + +"Sir," answered Flint, "don't mistake me for a philanthropist. I make +a small, but honest livelihood at a different calling." + +The man's smile died out in a little disappointment; and he turned +again to his paper. Imperfect sympathies! Flint took up his paper +also, and read until the sudden shutting off of light warned him that +the train had entered the tunnel. Through the checkered darkness, he +made his way back; his flat, square package under his arm, to the +other car, where all was in the confusion of preparation for arrival. +The pale little mother of the wriggling boy looked up, as he entered. + +"Thank you, sir," she began; "it was very kind in you--" + +"Not at all, madam; the boy would have been much better without it," +Flint answered. The art of being thanked gracefully is a difficult +one, and Flint had never acquired it. + +The train came to a standstill with a jerk which, but for Flint's hand +put out to steady her, would have thrown the pale little woman to the +floor. He stopped at the car-steps, lifted her and her bundles, her +boy and her bird-cage, to the platform, then, touching his hat +hurriedly, as if in nervous fear of being thanked again, he made off +at full speed to the outlet, where his ears were greeted with the +familiar sounds of-- + +"Cab, sir? Cab? Cab? Have a cab?" which sounded like the chorus of a +Chinese opera. "No, I won't have a cab, unless you intend to treat me +to a free ride," Flint remarked, ironically, to the nearest applicant, +and then swung himself aboard the yellow car at the corner. + +As it made its way downtown, he was struck with the strangeness which +the city had assumed, after so short an absence. It did not look like +New York at all; and he could not remember noticing before how large +a part of the population lived on the street. It reminded him of +Naples. He was forced to admit, too, that it had a certain charm of +its own,--a charm which deepened as he reached "The Chancellor," the +bachelor apartment-house which did duty for a home to a score of +unmarried men. He was met by the janitor with a cordiality born of the +remembrance of many past gratuities. Yes, his telegram ("wire," the +man in uniform called it) had been received, and his rooms were in +order. He pulled out his latch-key and turned it in the lock. The door +opened on an interior pleasantly familiar, yet piquantly removed from +the dulness of every-day acquaintance. The matting was agreeable to +his foot. The green bronze Narcissus in the corner beckoned +invitingly; above all, the porcelain tub in the bath-room beyond, with +its unlimited supply of water, and sybaritic variety of towels, +appealed to him irresistibly. Into it he plunged with all despatch, +and emerged more cheerful, as well as less begrimed. + +An hour later, clad in fresh linen, white vest, and thin summer suit, +he sallied forth in search of dinner. He felt that he had earned a +good one, and did not intend to scrimp himself. After a moment's +deliberation, he turned into Fifth Avenue, and, at Twenty-sixth +Street, made his way through the open door of Delmonico's. He saw +with pleasure that his favorite table (the second from the corner on +the street, not too conspicuous, and yet commanding the avenue) was +vacant. He slipped into the chair which the waiter drew out for him, +and took up the bill of fare. With the sight of the menu, he felt his +flickering appetite revive; but it was still capricious, and would not +brook the thought of meat. Little-Neck clams, of course. They seemed +to convey a delicate intimation to the waiting stomach of favors to +come. Soup? No, too hot for soup. Frogs' legs à la McVickar? Yes, he +would have those, though he did not exactly know what "à la McVickar" +indicated, and felt that he should lose caste with the waiter by +inquiring. When that functionary recommended a bite of broiled +tenderloin, prepared with Madeira sauce, and the addition of fresh +mushrooms and a small sweetbread, he allowed himself to be persuaded. +An English snipe, with chicory salad and some cheese, with coffee, +completed his order. Oh, and a pint of Rudesheimer with it! + +The waiter departed; and Flint, not hungry enough to be impatient, +settled back in his chair with the damp evening paper unopened beside +him. The sigh he gave was one of satisfaction, rather than regret. His +gastronomic taste was to some extent feminine. He cared as much for +the service as for the thing served, and found a carnal gratification +in the shining glass and the table linen, smoothed to the verge of +slipperiness. Really, he wondered how he could have endured the Nepaug +Inn so long. + +A hand laid upon his shoulder caused him to turn his head quickly. + +"Halloa, Graham! You here?" + +"Yes, we sail on the 'Etruria' to-morrow,--only in town over night. +Beastly hot, isn't it? My wife is here. Come over, won't you, and let +me present you?" + +Now Mr. Jonas Harrington Graham, though one of the most fashionable, +was by no means the best beloved of Flint's acquaintance; and it was +with an inward conviction of perjury that he murmured, "Most happy, +I'm sure," and made his way to the table by the centre window which +the Grahams had selected. The lady already seated there was sleek and +well appointed. Flint noticed that the people at the other tables did +her the honor to prolong their casual glance to an instant's critical +inspection. The women studied her costume of black with white lace as +if wondering whether the confection of a Parisian artist might not be +successfully duplicated by a domestic dressmaker (as it never can, +ladies). The men's gaze generalized more, but had in it a hint of +approbation which Flint found offensive. He did not relish the idea +of making one of a restaurant party which challenged observation; but +he perceived at once that it was unavoidable. Mrs. Graham was very +gracious, and insisted, with much emphasis, that he should take his +dinner with them. + +"You _must_ come and dine with us at our table. You look _so_ lonely +over there," she remarked. "I have some sympathy with bachelors. My +husband was one once." + +"Yes," answered Flint; "I knew him in those pre-madamite days." + +This allusion was too occult for Mrs. Graham. She smiled the smile of +assent without apprehension, and asked if Flint had been at Bar Harbor +this summer. He should have been; it was _so_ pleasant. The young man +felt a wild desire to set forth the rival charms of Nepaug, and urge +her to try it next season. The thought of her and her husband settled +at the inn made him smile as he saw her lift a roll in her delicately +ringed fingers, and smooth back the lace of her cuffs. What would +happen, he wondered, if she were seated before a Nepaug dinner, with a +Nepaug tablecloth and napkin? + +"I have not been so far afield as Mount Desert," he answered, with an +irrepressible smile at his own thoughts. "I stayed in town till July, +and then I went to Nepaug. Perhaps you never heard of that delightful +summer resort?" + +"Nepaug? Nepaug?" repeated Mrs. Graham, with as near an approach to +reflection as she ever permitted herself. "Why, that's where Winifred +Anstice was going! Do you know Winifred Anstice?" + +"Do _you_ know her?" Flint questioned in his turn, in some surprise. + +"Oh, dear, yes; we met her one summer when we were travelling in the +West. We were visiting on the same ranch. Mr. Graham quite lost his +head over her; didn't you, dear?" + +"Well, I was a little touched. She showed up uncommonly well out +there,--rode a broncho, and beat all the men firing a pistol." + +"Yes," his wife added, "and then so clever--so _frightfully_ clever. +Why, I've seen her _reading_ before breakfast, and not a novel either. +You and she must have enjoyed each other; for Mr. Graham tells me you +are--" + +"Frightfully clever, too? Don't believe any such slander, I beg of +you, Mrs. Graham! It is not fair to blast a man's reputation like that +at the very outset. What chance would there be for me in society, if +such a rumor got abroad?" + +"Well," responded Mrs. Graham, "there's a great deal of truth in what +you say. It's very nice of course to be lively and good company, and +all that; but when it comes to right down cleverness, and particularly +bookish cleverness, it does stand in a man's way socially. At the +smartest houses, they don't want to be talked down, and still less to +be written up afterward. I don't feel so myself. I just _dote_ on +literary people; but then I am called positively blue." + +"What was there to do at Nepaug?" asked Mr. Graham, who had not +followed the intricacies of his wife's remarks. "Any good shooting?" + +"I'm afraid not, unless you rode a cow and shot at a goat," Flint +answered, and was rather relieved to have the conversation drift away +on to the comparative merits, as hunting-grounds, of the different +sections of the country. The subject was not specially exciting to +Flint; but it was at least impersonal, and he felt an unaccountable +aversion to hearing any further discussion of Winifred Anstice. + +The diners had advanced to the meat course,--Graham having +complimented Flint so far as to duplicate his order, with the addition +of an ice for Mrs. Graham and Pommery Sec for the party,--when a noise +was heard further up the avenue. The sound drew nearer, and the notes +of a brass band tooted a lively tune which re-echoed from the walls of +the Brunswick, and drew a crowd from the benches of the square. +Several people in the restaurant left their places, and came to the +window to investigate the commotion. Flint himself rose, napkin in +hand, and stood under the blaze of the lights, looking out. + +"Oh!" exclaimed Mrs. Graham, raising her lorgnon as the procession +came in sight, "it's that horrid Salvation Army!" + +"Bless me! so it is," assented her husband, adjusting his eye-glass. +"Pretty girl, though, that--in the front row with the tambourine." + +Flint's eyes followed his companion's, and saw Nora Costello walking a +few paces in advance of her comrades, the electric light from the +northern edge of the square falling on her pale face and rings of +dark, curling hair. + +The tambourines jangled discordantly; the brass instruments were out +of tune; the rag-tag crowd surged about, some jeering, some +cheering,--everything in the environment was repellent, but in the +midst shone that pale face like a star. + +Attracted by the brilliant lights within, or perhaps impelled by that +curious psychic law which arrests the attention of one closely +watched, the girl turned her head as she passed their corner, and her +eyes met those of Flint; she smiled gravely, and he bowed. + +Graham saw the interchange of glances, and looked at the man beside +him, with the raised eyebrows of amused comprehension. Flint could +have shot him. + +"I don't see," said Mrs. Graham, returning to her venison, "why they +let those creatures go about like that, making everybody +uncomfortable. They are very annoying." + +"Yes, very. So were the early Christians," murmured Flint, as he +helped himself to the mushrooms. + +"I never studied church history," said Mrs. Graham, a little +repressively. She felt that the conversation was bordering on +blasphemy, and sought to turn it into safer channels. She begged +Flint, whom, she looked upon, in spite of his denials, as alarmingly +cultivated, to recommend a course of reading for the steamer, so that +she might be "up" on the associations of the English lakes. + +"You know," she said, "I just _adore_ Wordsworth. I think 'Lucy Grey' +and 'Peter Bell' are too sweet for anything, and the 'Picnic'--no, I +mean the 'Excursion' is my favorite of them all. So light and +cheerful; I'm glad the dear man did take a day off once in a while." + +Flint gravely promised a Life of Wordsworth, to be sent to the +"Etruria" to-morrow, and then, bidding his companions adieu, he passed +out into the night. + +His mood, as he strolled up the avenue, was far from complacent. He +felt a contempt for himself, as the sport of every passing impression. +It was not enough, it seemed, that he should have cut short a summer +vacation, and come hurrying back to the city at Winifred Anstice's +behest. He must vibrate to every whim about him. He had found, with +inward disgust, that he was raising his elbow to shake hands with the +Grahams, instead of holding his hand at the customary, self-respecting +angle; and that he might be still further convicted of weak +mindedness, he had a sense of being in some inexplicable fashion +dominated by the vision of Nora Costello and her comrades. Not that he +experienced any sudden drawing to the Salvation Army; he felt, to the +core, its crudeness, its limitations, its social dangers. His reason +assured him that its methods threatened socialism and anarchy. He +could have demolished all General Booth's pet theories by an appeal to +the simplest logical processes, but that it seemed absurd to apply +logic to so crude a scheme. "Nevertheless," said conscience, "these +people are striving, however blunderingly, to better the condition of +the forlorn, the wicked, and the wretched. What are _you_ doing about +it?" He had almost framed a defence, when it suddenly occurred to him +that he was under no accusations, except from his own soul, and such +thoughts and impulses as had arisen at sight of Nora Costello, moving +in the world outside the social wall behind which he had intrenched +himself. + +"I suppose," he said to himself, with a shrug, "if I were living in +the Massachusetts of a hundred years ago, I should be considered in a +hopeful way to conversion. Now, we have learned just how far we may +indulge an emotion, without allowing it to eventuate in action." + +Yet the passing of Nora Costello, like the passing of Pippa in the +poem, had left its light, ineffaceable touch on at least one life that +night. + + + + + CHAPTER XIII + + A SOLDIER + + "'T was August, and the fierce sun overhead + Smote on the squalid streets of Bethnal Green; + And the pale weaver, through his windows seen + In Spitalfields, look'd thrice dispirited. + + "I met a preacher there I knew, and said: + 'Ill and o'erworked, how fare you in this scene?' + 'Bravely!' he said; 'for I of late have been + Much cheered with thoughts of Christ, the _living bread_.'" + + +Nora Costello was even more moved than Flint by their chance meeting, +if meeting it could be called, under the white light of the lamps of +Madison Square. On leaving Nepaug, she had resolutely shut out of her +mental horizon the acquaintances that she had made in her few days +there. She felt instinctively that any further continuance of the +associations would be fraught with embarrassing complications, if not +actual perils. These people belonged to a world to which she was as +dead as though she had taken the black veil in a convent. + +As the daughter of the manse, in her young girlhood she had come in +contact with people of refinement and some wealth; people of keen +perceptions if somewhat pronounced limitations; and she realized that +in enlisting in the Salvation Army, she had not only shocked their +prejudices beyond repair, but had wrenched herself out of their +sympathies in a degree which could not have been exceeded by an actual +crime on her part. + +Time had in some measure healed the sensitiveness which had been +sorely wounded by the withdrawal and disapproval of these early +friends; but she seemed to feel all reflected and renewed in her brief +acquaintance with the strangers at Nepaug, especially in her +intercourse with Miss Standish. There is a curious resemblance, which +lies deeper than outward circumstances, between New England and +Scotland. The same outward environment of frugal poverty, the same +inward experience of intense religious exaltation, continued from +generation to generation, produced in early New England a type closely +allied to the Scotch Covenanters, and many resemblances still linger +among their descendants, widely as they may be removed from the +primitive conditions which formed their ancestors. + +Miss Standish's manner was marked by all the old Covenanters' +directness, and in spite of her prepossession in Nora Costello's +favor, showed clearly that she looked upon her as an extremist, if not +a fanatic. + +"What took you into that Salvation Army?" she had asked, as she sat by +Nora's bedside in the upper front chamber of the White-House. + +"A divine call, I hope," Nora had answered. + +"Couldn't you have done just as much good in some of the churches?" + +"Very likely, but there's many will be doing that work, and there's no +over-crowding among us highway-and-hedgers." + +Nora remembered a curious little look on Miss Standish's face, as if +she thought the answer savored of sarcasm. This expression had led her +on to further explanation:-- + +"I know just how folk will be feeling about the Army. I know how I +felt myself before I signed the Articles of War,--as if it was much +like joining a circus-troop, going about so with a brass band." + +"Well, isn't it?" asked Miss Standish, bluntly. + +Nora colored, but answered amiably: "No, it does not look so to me +now,--whiles there's things in the Army work for which I've no liking +myself, the noise and a'; but such things are not for you and me. We +can get our spiritual aid and comfort somewhere else; but these are +like a snare spread for the souls we are hunting, and when you see the +rough men come round us like those in the London streets, it's fair +wonderfu' how they be taken wi' the drums and torches." + +"Humph!" sniffed Miss Standish, "it is as easy to gather converts with +a drum as to collect flies round a lump of sugar,--men will always +come buzzing about where there is any excitement. The question is, +Have you got the fly-paper to make 'em stick?" + +At Nepaug Nora had smiled at Miss Standish's blunt questions; but +here, in the depression of spirits caused by overwork and the deadened +atmosphere, the words came back to her with overwhelming force. When +she rose on the morning after seeing Flint standing in the window at +Delmonico's, she found more than one importunate question arising in +her mind. Was it worth while after all--the sacrifice she was making, +the work, the worry, and above all the contact with so much that +offended her taste and judgment? + +Were not those people behind the curtains, with their purple and fine +linen, more nearly right than she? They at least found and gave +pleasure for the moment--while she--? Then there swept over her the +recollection of the drunkard who had shouted loudest in the hallelujah +chorus and reeled home drunk after the meeting, of the penitent girl +whom she had seen one night dissolved in tears, the next out on the +streets again at her old calling,--"Yes," she admitted sadly, "Miss +Standish is right. It is one thing to catch them, but another to keep +them." If it had been only the sinners, she would not have minded so +much, but there were some things about her fellow-officers-- Here +she stopped, for her loyalty would not allow her to go on, even in +thought. This mood of depression was not an uncommon thing in Nora +Costello's life, but she sought the antidote in prayer and work. + +After her morning devotions, she spent an hour in setting her room to +rights; watering the plants on the window-sill, feeding the bird in +the cage, and then, after a breakfast of the most frugal sort, she +started on her way to her post. Although it was not yet eight o'clock +when she emerged from the door of the tenement-house where she lodged, +a haze of heat hung over the city like a pall, the sun was already +beating with a sickening glare upon the sidewalk, which still showed +signs of having been made a sleeping place by those who found their +crowded quarters within too suffocating for endurance. On the +doorstep, worn with the feet of the frequent passers, sat a weary +woman, nursing her baby. Nora's heart sank as she noticed the deathly +pallor of the little thing. She stopped, bent over, and listened to +its breathing. Then she lifted the eyelid streaked with blue, and +looked into the fast dimming eye. + +"That bairn needs a doctor," she said to the mother. "Come with me; +there is a dispensary on the next block." + +Rising stupidly, with her infant in her arms, the woman in dull +obedience followed her down the sun-baked block to the door marked: + + "DISPENSARY. + + "PATIENTS TREATED FREE FROM TEN TO TWELVE O'CLOCK." + +Nora looked at the sign in discouragement; instinct told her that two +hours of delay would be fatal. The child was evidently nearing a state +of collapse. Turning about entirely baffled, Nora's eyes fell upon an +elderly man coming down the street at a brisk trot, a travelling bag +in one hand and a large white umbrella in the other. He was evidently +a gentleman,--which was strange, for gentlemen did not often appear in +Bayard Street. What was stranger still, he looked up at the numbers of +the houses as if he were seeking a friend, and, strangest of all, at +the sight of herself he took off his hat, and her astonished gaze +rested upon Dr. Cricket. + +"Well, well, Captain," the little Doctor cried, peering at her with +his near-sighted frown. "I _am_ in luck. I came down on the night +boat, and hurried over here right away; but we were so late I was +afraid you might have got off to headquarters to report for duty. I +promised Miss Standish when I left Nepaug that I would surely see you +on my way through New York. She felt so worried about your coming back +so soon to this town, which is like a bake-oven,--or would be if it +smelled better." + +All this the good Doctor poured forth so rapidly that Nora could not +get in a word edgewise. When at length she found space to utter a +reply, she cried out, "Oh, Doctor, never mind me, but take pity on +this bairn! It's in an awfu' way." + +"Pooh, Pooh, nothing of the sort!" answered the Doctor, with +professional cheerfulness, before he had fairly glanced at the child. +Then aside to Nora: "We must get into the dispensary somehow. Water, +hot and cold, are what the child needs. It is near a convulsion." + +At this juncture, as eight o'clock was striking, the dispensary clerk +arrived, key in hand, and, seeing the emergency, put all the resources +of the building at the disposal of Dr. Cricket, who soon brought a +better color to the little face, and handing the child, rolled in a +blanket, to the mother, bade her keep it cool. The woman looked +blankly at the rising wave of heat outside; Dr. Cricket too looked +out, and felt the shadow of her hopelessness fall on himself. "Here," +he said suddenly, pressing a bill into her hand, "take that; get your +baby dressed and onto the Coney Island boat as quick as you can." + +The woman took the bill and crumpled it in her fingers; but she turned +away without uttering either thanks or protest. + +"You must na mind the ongraciousness o' the puir mither," Nora said, +as they turned away. "She is too fashed and clear worn out to have any +sense o' gratitude left." In her excitement the girl dropped into a +nearer approach to dialect than marked her ordinary speech. + +"My dear young lady," said the Doctor, "do you suppose I hold you +responsible for the manners of Bayard Street? You won't be here to be +held responsible for anything long if this heat lasts. I wish to the +devil (excuse me!) I could get you out of the hole. We need just such +a person as you at our Sanatorium in Germantown. What do you say to +coming to try it for two months at least?" + +The offer chimed in so with her morning thoughts that it seemed to +Nora a direct temptation of the devil, and she thrust it away almost +angrily. + +"Never be speaking o' such a thing! Do you think I would desert now +when the war is raging?" + +"I don't know anything about your Salvation Army jargon," answered the +Doctor, with equal brusqueness; "if it's the war with sin you're +talking about, you needn't be afraid of lack of fighting wherever you +go--I'll wager Philadelphia can furnish as lively service as New +York." + +Nora laughed, showing her white teeth in genuine amusement. + +"Well, I'm fearing you're richt, Doctor, and you must na fancy I dinna +recognise your kindness in wanting to get me out of 'this hole;' but +I'm called to work right here, and I must 'stay by the stuff,' like +the men in the Bible." + +"Then my taking the trouble to come here without any breakfast goes +for nothing," said the Doctor, a little crossly. He liked his own way, +and he liked to help people, and this girl was balking him in both +desires. + +"Good for nothing!" cried Nora. "You must na say so. You dare na say +so, when God put it into your hands to save a life! Dinna ye remember +the story of Abdallah, and how the golden leaf of his clover, the most +precious leaf he found on earth, was the life which it was given to +him to save?" + +Nora stopped in her words, as in her walk, for they had reached the +corner where her division headquarters stood. Dr. Cricket made no +answer to her little sermon--only put out his hands in response to +hers, and gave her a grip like a freemason's. "Maybe you're right +after all," he said, "and I like your pluck, right or wrong. Only +remember, if you want help, or think better of my offer, just drop a +line to Dr. Alonzo Cricket at the Sanatorium." + +When the good-byes were said, Nora stood a moment watching the +Doctor's little figure moving jerkily down the street under its white +umbrella. "I believe he was sent," she said to herself. "I must try to +be to some other puir soul what he has been to me this day." + +At her desk at headquarters Nora found a memorandum of four letters to +be written,--three to men in the prison at Sing-Sing. These she +despatched speedily, with the aid of a typewriter; but the fourth she +wrote with her own hand, for it was in answer to one from an orphan +girl who was coming to New York in search of work, and who desired to +be put in the way of finding a safe boarding-place. Nora's heart was +touched by a peculiar sympathy at the thought of the girl's +loneliness, so closely allied to her own, and she wanted her to feel +that it was a friend, and not merely an officer of the Army, who +responded to her appeal, and held out the right hand of fellowship. + +It was eleven o'clock when the letters were written, and Nora ran +downstairs to vary her industry by cutting out baby-clothes in the +workroom. Just as she was taking the shears in hand, however, news was +brought in of an accident to a factory-girl who had crushed her foot +in the machinery, and had been brought home to her lodgings in the +house on the next corner. + +To this house Nora went, and found the girl alone, and weeping more +from loneliness than suffering. The doctor had left, promising to come +again, and to send an ambulance later in the day, to take the sufferer +to the hospital. Nora knocked gently at the chamber door. + +"Come in!" a voice from within answered wearily. + +The visitor, standing in the doorway, was impressed by the dreariness +of disorder which reigned inside. Such a room would have been +impossible to Nora herself while hands and knees and a scrubbing-brush +were left to her. In one sweeping glance she took in the hastily +dumped clothing on the floor, the bureau heaped with mussy finery, the +fly-specked window-pane, and soiled bed-spread. + +"Who are you?" asked the girl, raising her head from the pillow. "Oh, +one of those Salvation Army women," she added, as she caught sight of +the dark bonnet. + +"Yes," answered Nora, "I heard of your accident and that you were all +alone. I have come to try to help you." + +"You can't. Nobody can help me. I wish I was dead." With this the girl +buried her face in the pillow and resumed her half-hysterical weeping. + +Nora wisely wasted no words in trying to prove her ability to help, +but began quietly to hang up the clothes, to slip the soiled lace and +brass chains from the top of the bureau into the drawer, to close the +blinds, and fold a towel over a basin on the chair within reach of the +sufferer. + +"There," she said, "maybe if you could wash you'd feel a bit more +comfortable, and I'll run round to my lodgings--they're not far +off--and back in no time." + +When she reappeared, it was with a snowy white dimity spread taken +from her own bed, a pitcher of ice-water, and a large palm-leaf fan. +When the bed was re-made, the self-appointed nurse seated herself by +the bedside of the sick girl, promising to stay until the coming of +the ambulance, and settling down to listen to all the details of the +accident, which seemed to give the victim a grewsome satisfaction in +rehearsing. + +When the ambulance arrived, and the patient departed, the nurse began +to realize that it was three o'clock, and that she had had no food +since seven. As the Bible-reading was at four, she had time only for a +hastily swallowed cup of tea, and a slice of bread and butter, with a +bit of cold meat, before the reading, after which she went home, +bathed, rested, and supped, before presenting herself again at +headquarters for the night duty, which called her to patrol the +streets with a companion officer (a dull, rather coarse woman, who +"exhorted" and sang through her nose) until after midnight. + +Then she went home and to bed, inwardly thanking Heaven for her happy +day. She felt, as she would have said, that she had been "awfu' +favored." + + + + + CHAPTER XIV + + TWO SOUL-SIDES + + "Thanks to God, the meanest of his creatures + Boasts two soul-sides--one to face the world with, + One to show a woman when he loves her." + + +A man's character is like the body of a child,--it grows unequally and +in sections. Certain qualities in Flint had lain throughout these +thirty-three years wholly undeveloped and unaffected by the culture of +other characteristics. In his case the dormancy of the sympathetic +side of his nature was no doubt largely due to the absence of those +close family ties which call out in most of us our first sense of the +kinship of the race. + +Flint had no recollection of either father or mother, and he was an +only child. On his mother's death, he was sent to the home of an uncle +and aunt in Syracuse. They received him without enthusiasm, and only +because it was inevitable that the child should be cared for, and +there was no one else to undertake the task. Flint sometimes recalled, +with a feeling of bitterness against Fate, those early years of +repression, when silence and self-obliteration were the only merits or +attractions asked for in the orphan boy. + +Those formative years might have proved a much drearier period but for +the circumstance that his uncle's house was provided with a library, +made up of books of all grades and qualities. To these volumes young +Jonathan was at liberty to help himself without let or hindrance, +provided he handled them with care. + +Mr. Mullett Flint was a collector of books, but not a reader. Elzevirs +and Aldines and first editions bound by Rivière pleased him as so much +pottery might have pleased him, and he took great pride in relating +how the value of his purchases had increased on his hands. His +guidance in the paths of literature would not have been of great +benefit to his nephew had he been disposed to offer it; but, in fact, +he wasted little thought either on the contents of books or on his +nephew's mental progress. His tastes, interests, and ambitions lay +wholly in the business world, in the making of money, and the handling +of mercantile affairs of magnitude. Had Jonathan, as he grew older, +shown more sharpness and sagacity, some bond of sympathy, if not +attachment, might have formed itself between the two. As it was, they +drifted farther and farther apart. The uncle looked with a shrug of +his shoulders at the boy curled up in one of the library arm-chairs on +a Saturday morning, poring over a volume of the Waverley Novels, when +he himself was briskly making ready to betake himself to business. + +"I wish that boy had any enterprise. I'd rather see him breaking +windows or shooting cats out the back door than dawdling like that," +he said once to his wife. + +"Yes," answered that worthy lady,--"and he wears out the furniture +so!" + +Mrs. Mullett Flint was one of those heavy, apathetic women who seem to +have a special attraction for brisk, energetic men of Mr. Flint's +type. If he ever made the discovery that apathy and amiability are not +identical, he never revealed his disappointment to the world,--perhaps +for the same reason that he kept silence over the failure of other +investments, lest the rumor should injure his reputation for +shrewdness as a business-man. + +From the beginning Mrs. Mullett Flint had taken one of her apathetic +dislikes to the little Jonathan. He was no kindred of hers, and she +thought it rather hard at her time of life to have her housekeeping +put about by a boy whose feet were always muddy and who had a +reprehensible habit of tucking them under him when he sat down, as he +did with utter lack of discrimination in the matter of relative values +in furniture. Her manner toward the child was not intentionally +unkind, but it was wholly devoid of the tenderness which is as +necessary to the growth of a child as air and sunshine to a plant. She +always called him by his full name, which sounded strangely prim and +formal applied to the little kilted figure with its thatch of black +hair. He recalled distinctly once going up to the long pier-glass +between the two windows and stroking his own hair as he had seen a +mother across the street do for her boy at the window opposite, and +then saying softly, in imitation of supposed maternal tones, "Johnny! +Dear little Johnny!" + +Such moods of sentiment were exceedingly rare in Flint's earliest +infancy, and grew rarer as he advanced in life. At twelve he was sent +to boarding-school, and thence to college, with scarcely an interval +of home life. In college he formed several friendships; but in each he +was and felt himself the superior, whereby he lost the inestimable +privilege of looking up. + +There had been a decided difference of opinion between Mr. Mullett +Flint and his nephew in regard to the choice of a college. Mr. Flint +strongly urged that the family traditions should be preserved, and +that Jonathan should pursue his education under the shadow of old +Nassau, "where giant Edwards stamped his iron heel." The nephew was as +strongly prejudiced against Princeton as the uncle in its favor. He +declared that the educative effect of living for four years within +sight of his venerated ancestor's grave in President's Row was more +than offset by other considerations, and that if the influence of the +departed still lingered about the college halls he was as likely to +fall under the spell of Aaron Burr as under that of Jonathan Edwards. +With all the headstrong will of youth he determined to go to Harvard, +and carried his point, though not without a degree of friction, which +alienated him still farther from his uncle. + +It was, therefore, with immense surprise that, on Mr. Flint's death, +which occurred in Jonathan's junior year at college, the young man +learned that his uncle had left him his library and a substantial +share of his fortune. The terms of the will were not flattering. "To +my nephew, Jonathan Edwards Flint," so it ran, "I leave this amount, +realizing that the money left him by his father is inadequate for his +support, and that he will never have the energy to make a living for +himself." + +The widow wrote a conventional note of combined self-condolence and +congratulation for Jonathan over his inheritance. Between the lines +Flint quite easily read that her latent aversion to him was augmented +by her husband's bequest. + +"I have decided," she wrote, "to go at once to London, where I shall +probably reside for some years. I shall therefore strip my house of +furniture preparatory to renting. I will pack up the books which now +belong to you, and await your instructions as to the address to which +you would like them forwarded. Should we not meet again--and I presume +you will agree with me that it is hardly worth while to interrupt your +studies at Cambridge for a trip to New York before the steamer +sails--pray accept my best wishes for your future happiness and +prosperous career." + +With this cool leave-taking Flint's association with his aunt had come +to an end. The books, which were his earliest friends, followed him +about from place to place, until at length they had found a home on +the walls of his study in "The Chancellor." + +The work of his first solitary evening after his return from Nepaug +was to pull off the sheets and newspapers with which the caretaker of +his room had vainly striven to protect them against the all-pervading +dust of summer. He sat in his easy-chair, running over the titles with +the endeared eye of long familiarity. + +There stood a set of Edwards's treatises, in eight ponderous volumes; +their leaves yellow with age, and cut only here and there at irregular +intervals. "Freedom of the Will" and "The Nature of Virtue" jostled +"Original Sin;" and "The History of Redemption" leaned up against +"God's Last End in the Creation of the World." + +On the same shelf, as if with sarcastic attempt to mark the logical +sequence, Flint had placed a black-clad row of John Stuart Mill's +essays, while Hume and Hobbes looked out above and below. It amused +Flint, as he sat there alone, to fancy these polemical gentlemen +issuing from their bindings and sitting down together around his +evening lamp, to talk things over. "Probably," he mused, with that +idle pensiveness which is the lazy man's apology to himself for not +thinking, "the thing which would surprise them most would be to see +how much they held in common. If they could get rid of the cant of +theology and the jargon of metaphysics, they would find that they were +not so far apart after all. But I don't know that that would gratify +them so much,--certainly not the old parson, for he belonged to the +Church Militant if ever any one did, and dearly loved to belabor his +enemies with the spiritual weapons too heavy for any but him to +handle. Well, it _was_ a temptation to let something fly, be it Bible +or brickbat, at the head of the average dullard. How was it that some +people did not find the average man dull? There was Winifred Anstice, +for instance,--she seemed to find something interesting in every one +she met. Perhaps because she did not try to approach them on the +intellectual side at all, but took them into her sympathies and +soothed their troubles, as he remembered that mother across the way +from his uncle's house soothing the little son and wiping away his +tears." + +_Perhaps, after all, she was right and he was wrong._ It was almost +the first time in Flint's life that he had ever definitely formulated +a confession that his attitude towards life in general was not what it +might be. Once formulated, it began to grow upon him curiously. He +found himself reviewing whole courses of conduct, and testing them by +new rules and standards. + +At first these rules and standards were cold and rigid abstractions; +but gradually they took on a faint echo of personality, and he found +himself speculating on what Winifred Anstice would have done or said, +on occasions when he felt himself to have been harsh and hard. This +haunting influence was intensified by the presence of the portrait +which he had brought away from Nepaug; the picture of the gray-robed +Quakeress, with the soft dark eyes, and the white lace, and the point +of flame at her breast. + +He had lost all appreciation of its artistic qualities. The mottled +softness of the curtained background against the folds of the woollen +stuff gave him no pleasure now,--at least, he never thought of it. His +whole attention was absorbed in that faint hint of resemblance to +Winifred Anstice which lay chiefly in the full eyelids and the subtle, +shadowy, evanescent smile which said at once so much and so little. + +He could not tell how it fell out, but at last the time came when he +admitted the source of its charm. He recalled the time sharply long +after, and how he had risen hastily, and paced the floor with his +hands thrust deep into his pockets. That it should come to this--he, +Jonathan Flint, a man whose gray hairs--here he stepped before the +mirror and studied the tuft of prematurely white locks upon his +forehead--whose gray hairs ought to have brought with them wisdom, or +at least common sense,--that he should fall to sitting for hours in +front of a picture like any schoolboy of eighteen! Really, it was too +absurd! + +He would send off the portrait to the cleaner to-morrow, and then when +it was properly framed, it should be sent to Miss Anstice with his +compliments, and so an end of the whole matter. He would never see it +again. + +_Nor the original?_ + +This query was so insistent that it seemed to come from outside his +consciousness, and to demand an answer. He stopped short in his walk +as it struck him. Then, alone as he was, he colored to the temples, +and gave a little gasp. Like an overwhelming tidal wave there swept +over him the realization that his will was mastered by a power above +it, mightier than itself; that his seeing Winifred Anstice again was +hardly a question of volition any longer, any more than breathing was +a matter of will--that he _must_ see her--that the chief question of +his future was whether she cared to see him. + +This train of thought did not tend to anything very cheerful. One +after another he recalled their interviews, on the road, in the boat, +on the beach, and again at Flying Point. Her manner on each of these +occasions had been sufficiently pronounced to leave him in no doubt of +her opinion; and at the last two meetings her words had been even more +explicit. She had called him a man of ice. She had taxed him with the +narrow limits of his sympathies. "Well," said Reason, "did you not +give her cause for all she said and more? Weren't you an odious, +crabbed, supercilious cad?" + +Flint took a savage satisfaction in admitting every accusation which +he could bring against himself, in recalling the light irony with +which Winifred Anstice had witnessed his blunders, and the direct, +downright anger with which she had dealt out her judgments there at +the Point. Only one drop of comfort could Flint extract from the +memory of that interview, and he smiled cynically as he remembered the +warmth which marked her description of her friend, the editor of the +"Trans-Continental." When the surprises of the sudden enlightenment +and the emotion of the moment had passed away, which feeling, he asked +himself, would remain in her mind,--the liking for the ideal or the +disliking of the experienced? For both there was not room, yet each +was intense. It was a curious psychological problem. At a further +remove it would have afforded him a keen intellectual pleasure to +speculate upon the probable working of a woman's heart under such +conditions. As it was, he found himself incapable either of solving +the problem or of letting it alone. His mind dwelt upon it +continuously. He was almost inclined, like Eugene Aram, to tell his +story disguised to strangers, and listen to their idle speculations. +Brady was a comfort at this time. He was so responsive in his +sympathies and so obtuse in his perceptions. It was possible to talk +all round a subject to him with no fear that his imagination would +travel a step farther than it was led. It needed no urging, either, +for he appeared to have a sentiment of his own for Nepaug and all its +associations, and drew towards it as naturally as a moth to a flame or +a woman to a mirror. + +Indeed, Brady often dwelt spontaneously upon the various episodes of +the days at the beach,--the fireworks, the shipwreck, the evening at +Flying Point. He was a capital mimic, and loved to imitate Dr. Cricket +striding up and down the room, with his hands clasping his elbows +behind his back and his chin-whiskers thrust out before as a herald of +his approach. Then casting aside all the scruples which should have +been raised within him by ties of blood, he would give a burlesque of +Miss Standish peering out from beneath her little gray curls at the +world, and rapping out her opinion of those around her in good set +terms. + +After her came Mr. Anstice, looking busily in every corner for the +book he had in his hand. This the mimic followed by a representation +of Ben Bradford, with hand propped on knee and chin on hand, glooming +from his corner upon Winifred Anstice, when she ventured to address +some one else. + +"I cannot do Miss Anstice," Brady confessed one evening. It was +October then, and the two friends were sitting together in Flint's +room. "She has too much humor. The more humor there is in an original +poem, for instance, the harder it is to parody, and so with people. +The grand, gloomy, and peculiar are easy enough, let them be ever so +august; but the light, delicately ironical manner is a difficult thing +to exaggerate." + +"Yes," assented Flint, "the heaviness of touch necessary to caricature +spoils the effect." + +"Precisely," said Brady, "and it is as difficult to take off her looks +as her manner. Her expression is too changeable to leave any +characteristic fixed in the mind. The fact is, Miss Anstice is almost +a beauty at times." + +"You think so?" responded Flint, with half-closed eyes. + +"Yes, I do really--in a way--not like that Madonna-type of Nora +Costello." + +"No, certainly not like her." + +"But still she has a style of her own." + +"Oh, yes, quite so--as you say, she has a style of her own." + +"You are very cool on the subject; but you should have heard a man at +the club go on about her, when he heard that we had spent our vacation +at Nepaug." + +"I should scarcely think," said Flint, opening and closing his +match-box with a quick, nervous movement, "that you would have allowed +her name to come up at the club." + +"Oh, hang it, Flint, that is going pretty far! I don't know that Miss +Anstice's name is too sacred to be mentioned in general society; and +as for the club,--why, if it is not made up of gentlemen, what did you +put me up for?" + +It was seldom that Brady got off so much of a speech, and he felt a +little elated by seeing his friend without an answer for the moment. + +"Besides," he continued, "nothing was said, except about what a +stunning girl she was. 'Handsomer than ever,' Livingston said, 'since +she came home.'" + +"So the Anstices are at home?" + +"Yes, and Cousin Susan is coming down next week to visit them. She +wrote me to be sure to call." + +"I shall try to go before Miss Standish arrives." + +Brady laughed. + +"You and Cousin Susan never did hit it off very well." + +"Excuse me, I think she hit me off very well; the fact is, the _femme +sole_ after fifty becomes either pious or pugnacious. Miss Standish is +both." + +"You are prejudiced, as usual, and malicious, too, under the guise of +impartiality. Miss Standish is a benevolent woman, with an +irresistible bent towards doing people good even against their will." + +Flint groaned assent. "Alas, yes," he muttered. + +"She is a fine woman," continued Brady, "and a fine-looking one too, +as Dr. Cricket will testify, for on my soul I think the old duffer +wants to marry her." + +"I wish he would, and rid the world of an officious old maid." + +"'Old maid' is an opprobrious term. Miss Standist is a well-preserved +single woman." + +"Hold there, Brady! She is really not sugary enough for a preserve; I +should say rather well canned. But never mind, I can forgive her some +acidity toward myself, in consideration of her sweetness to Nora +Costello. She has really been good to that girl." + +"Who could help it!" exclaimed Brady, unguardedly. Then he cleared his +throat with a nervous little cough, and began again with would-be +unconcern: "By the way, I don't know whether I told you, that the day +after you left Nepaug, Jimmy Anstice picked up a gold brooch on the +beach, just where you came ashore after the wreck. It was a homely, +old-fashioned thing, with a gold-stone centre big enough for a +tombstone; but Jim brought it to me with all the pride of a +discoverer. I turned it over, and on the back I saw engraved in the +gold, 'To Nora from her Mother, on her birthday, November tenth,' Of +course I knew in an instant that it belonged to Nora Costello. Then it +came to me how the girl spent most of the day while she was at Nepaug +wandering up and down on the beach. Of course she was looking for her +brooch; but she was afraid, if she said anything, it would look like +accusing somebody; and besides, very likely with her queer ideas she +felt that she ought not to have kept any piece of jewelry, even if it +was her mother's." + +"You seem to have studied her feelings rather closely." + +"Why, of course, when one meets a pretty girl like that--and really +you know she is the prettiest I ever saw--" + +"How long is it since you said the same of Miss Anstice?" + +"Ah! that was before I met Nora Costello. 'Time's noblest offspring is +his last.' But if you will keep still and listen, instead of +interrupting all the time, you will hear something about the little +plot which Miss Anstice and Cousin Susan and I have laid among us." + +"Well--" + +"I should say it was well. Just you wait and see. Cousin Susan is to +write to Nora." + +"Nora?" commented Flint, with raised eyebrows. + +"Yes, Nora," repeated Brady, somewhat defiantly. "If I said Captain +Costello you would not know whether I was talking of her or her +brother." + +"Oh, yes, I should," said Flint, "for you never talk of him at all; +but never mind that--go on with your revelations of this deep +conspiracy." + +"You don't deserve to hear; but as it gives me pleasure to tell you, I +will. Cousin Susan writes to the Costellos to come to the Anstices' +house on the evening of November tenth. They arrive. We are there +already. Tableau--old Nepaug minus Dr. Cricket and Ben Bradford--and a +bouquet for Mistress Nora, with her brooch hanging from it in a little +bag which Miss Standish was manufacturing when I came away. Now isn't +that a scheme?" + +"The tenth of November," responded Flint, as though the latter part of +the sentence had escaped him--"and am I to be invited?" + +"Why, of course!" exclaimed Brady, impatiently. "Weren't you the one +to save her life? Worse luck to you for having the honor fall to your +share!" + +"Then," said Flint, with that curious obliviousness of the important +parts of his companion's remarks,--"then in common civility I ought to +call there beforehand." + +"Ah! Flint, I'm glad to see you waking up to some decent sense of +social observances." + +"What time is it?" asked his friend, absently, oblivious of the watch +in his pocket. + +"Quarter before eight," Brady answered. + +"Then out of my room with you, for I have just time to dress and get +down there. If one must do these things, the sooner they are out of +the way the better." + + + + + CHAPTER XV + + A BIRTHDAY + + _An Extract from the Journal of Miss Susan + Standish, New York, November 12._ + + +It is nearly two weeks since I left Oldburyport, and in spite of the +Anstices' hospitality I have been homesick ever since. When we reach +middle age nothing suits us so well as village life. The small events +occupy and divert our minds without wearying them with the bewildering +whirl of the city. The interest of our neighbors in us and our +affairs, which is annoying in youth, becomes more grateful as life +goes on, and we discover how little real thoughtfulness and interest +in others the world contains. As for the narrowing influences of +village life, I don't see that people in Oldburyport are any more +provincial or prejudiced than they are in New York,--not so much so, I +really think, for they are forced by the very smallness of their +circle to find their interests in the affairs of the great world, and +the lack of social excitements gives them so much more time for +reading. To be sure, when people are unhappy there is less to divert +their minds, and when they are irritable they feel more at liberty to +vent their tempers, because they know folks cannot get away from them +so easily. I confess I was not sorry to take leave of Cousin John, +though I did feel sorry for him, as he sat there all alone with his +gouty foot up on the chair in front of the Franklin stove in the +sitting-room. He is not satisfied with Philip, and seems to hold me +responsible. He would like to have Phil come home to live and be +cashier of the bank. + +Cousin John thinks the world revolves round the Oldbury bank; and I +suppose it is natural he should, seeing how long he has been +president, and what a fine reputation it has the country round. + +Of course Philip does not see it in the same light, and it seems he +made some ill-advised speech,--said he would rather turn sexton and +bury other people than be buried alive himself in a hole like that, +which was not a nice thing for him to say to his father,--but that was +no reason why Cousin John should swear at him, and tell him he was +sick of his capitalist airs, and he for one should not be surprised if +he came some day to beg for aid from the bank he thought too +insignificant to be worthy of his attention. + +Philip was furious. "Bankrupt I may be some day," he answered, "but I +promise you I will go to the poorhouse before ever I ask help of you +and your infernal bank." + +This was the state of mind in which they parted, when Philip had come +home for his first visit in years. I could have shaken them both for +their obstinacy and lack of common sense; but it is always so when men +live alone. They need a woman about the house to accustom them to +being contradicted. Now if Philip married a girl like Winifred, she +would soon straighten things out. I can see now how Cousin John would +dote on her and pretend not to care very much, and scold sometimes +when he had the gout; but all the while be her slave and spend his +life trying to give her pleasure. That is what ought to happen, so of +course it won't. Instead, Philip will go and marry some uncomfortable +sort of person with a mission. Oh, dear! what if it should be--? +There, I will not allow my mind to turn in _that_ direction. I have a +sort of superstition that thinking too much about any unfortunate +thing helps to bring it about. I think it must be this city life which +makes me feel so blue and discouraged. The fact is, I do not like New +York. In the first place, because it is not Boston; and in the second +place, because it _is_ New York. There is too much of everything +here--too much money, too much show, too many lamps, and +sofa-pillows, and courses at dinner. Then everybody seems to be +everlastingly at work getting ready to live. Here is Winifred, for +instance, tearing up and down for hours after upholsterers and +paper-hangers, toiling about from shop to shop, and from Broadway to +Sixth Avenue, matching samples and trying æsthetic effects which no +one but herself cares anything for when they are accomplished. And by +the end of the day she is so tired that she falls asleep when I read +aloud to her in the evening. + +"Why do you fuss so about everything?" I asked her the other day. "We +don't fuss in Boston." + +"That accounts," she answered,--which was not very civil, I +thought. She has certainly grown very queer this fall. She told me +this morning that she thought the Unitarians were as bigoted as +anybody. Now she never would have said a thing like that this summer +when she was living in the open air. It's my opinion that two things +are telling upon her,--furnace heat and the influence of that Mr. +Flint--especially the last. Why, it just seems to me as if she were +trying to make herself over into the kind of woman he would be likely +to like. She has dropped her old hoidenish ways and goes about as prim +as a Puritan. She says she is always like that in the city, and that +her Nepaug ways are only a reaction; but I don't believe it. He comes +here a great deal, that is certain; and I don't think it is very +gentlemanly, after her begging him, as I heard her with my own ears, +to go away. But he is too selfish to care what any one wants but +himself. For some reason or other it suits his plans just now to try +to please Winifred. + +The first night I was here Winifred was telling him about Maria +Polonati, the little Italian girl who sells flowers at the corner of +the Square, and how she had made friends with her, and learned all +about her "padre" and her "madre" and the playmates she had left +behind her in the "bella Napoli." Winifred knows how to tell a thing +so it seems to stand right out like the old Dutch women in the +pictures, and I could see that Mr. Flint was taking it all in, for all +he said so little; and so he was, for the next time he came he walked +right up to Winifred's chair and dropped a great bunch of violets into +her lap. + +"The little girl at the corner sent you these," he said; and Winifred +smiled as if it were the most natural thing in the world for that +cross-grained egotist to do a thing like that. He did it rather +gracefully, I admit; but a Boston man would have done it just as well, +if he had only thought of it. + +Of late Mr. Flint has taken to dropping in once or twice a week of an +evening to play whist,--he and Winifred against her father and me. Now +I like to beat as well as any one; but I do like some show of +organized resistance, and this young man's playing is what I call +impertinently poor, as if he did not think it worth while to try. +Winifred seems just as well satisfied to be beaten as to beat, and the +Professor takes a guileless and childlike satisfaction in his triumph +which is quite pitiable. I take pains to let Mr. Flint see that I at +least am not taken in; but he only smiles in that exasperatingly +non-committal way of his, as if it mattered little enough to him what +I thought one way or the other. After the game is over he gets a +chance for a few minutes' talk with Winifred while I am hunting up my +knitting and her father his pipe, and it is my belief that it's just +those few minutes that he looks forward to all the evening, while he +is ignoring his partner's trump-signal and leading from his weak suit. + +Winifred has caught a very annoying trick of turning to him on all +occasions, as if waiting to know what he thought before making up her +mind. Altogether I don't like the look of things at all. + +Of course there was no getting out of inviting Mr. Flint to the little +birthday party which we were planning for Nora Costello. To tell the +truth, nobody but me seemed to want to get out of it. Professor +Anstice says he is the most agreeable man that comes to the house, and +when I confided to him that I was afraid Winifred would fall in love +with him, he answered: "She might do worse. She might do much worse." +That was all the consolation I got in that quarter, and with Winifred +herself it was as bad. I thought it might do good to recall some of +her early impressions, which seem to have changed so mightily of late. + +"Don't you remember," I said, "how you called him a refrigerator?" + +"Did I?" she said with a little laugh. "Well, he was rather frigid in +those days." + +"Yes, and you said how disagreeable his manners were, and how +thoughtless he was of every one but himself." + +At this Winifred colored up as if they hadn't been her own very words. +"If I said it," she answered with a little toss of her head, "or if +anybody else said it, it was a stupid slander, which grows stupider +every time it is repeated." + +I was a little nettled myself at her answering me like that. "You +didn't think so," I said, "when you begged him to go away from +Nepaug." + +At this Winifred jumped straight up from her chair, running her hand +through her hair in a way she has when she is excited--"Did you hear +that? Then you must have been listening," she cried out, as if she +were accusing me of chicken-stealing. + +"If you think that of me, Winifred, the sooner my trunk is packed the +better," I answered, as stiff as the Captain's monument on Duxbury +Hill. + +In an instant Winifred was on her knees by my side, and had thrown her +arms around my neck. + +"No, no, dear Miss Standish, I do not think it, and I ought not to +have said it. It only made me feel so badly to think of any one's +having overheard my secret, which after all was not my own." + +Now here was my chance to find out the very thing which had been +bothering my old head all these weeks. I had only to pretend to know +and I should hear it all, for Winifred was in one of her rare +confidential moods. But that inconvenient New England conscience of +mine not only would not let me pretend, but it pricked me a little +with Winifred's accusation of having listened. Perhaps if my ears had +not been strained just a trifle, I should not have caught as much as I +did of the conversation at Flying Point. Anyway, I felt bound to +confess now. + +"I did not hear anything but just your asking him to go away, and his +answering rather reluctantly that he did not want to, but he would." + +"Then," said Winifred, "you are bound to take my word for the meaning +of the snatch of talk you heard, and I tell you that he acted like a +gentleman and a very honorable gentleman; moreover, that from that +good hour I began to be ashamed of my rash estimate of him (I always +do jump in overhead in my judgments) and am only waiting for a chance +to tell him so frankly, and to ask him to forget all my rude +speeches." + +After this there was no more to be said. I only pray to be kept from +arguing. The habit of making comments has brought me into more trouble +than all my other vices put together. Well, this time grace was given +me to hold my tongue. When I saw a note addressed in Winifred's hand +to "J. Edwards Flint, Esq.," I did not even observe that it would have +been as well to let her father write it, nor did I say what I +think,--that I hate to see a man chop off his first name with a +capital and write his middle name in full. It always looks like an +alias. The man who does it is either trying to attract attention or +trying to get rid of it. + +Everything else about the birthday scheme ran as smooth as a ribbon +from Jordan & Marsh's. I begged leave to make the cake, and it came +out of the oven done to a turn, white as snow inside and a golden +brown on the crust. Nora Costello and her brother came at eight +o'clock just as they had promised, with unfashionable promptness. They +looked somewhat surprised to see the house so lighted up, and Nora +gave a timid little glance at Winifred's rose-colored waist (a woman +doesn't forget how clothes look just because she joins the Salvation +Army); but she herself was a picture in spite of her dress--perhaps +because of it, for the close-fitting blue gown, with its plain band at +the neck and sleeves, set off her fine features and the noble carriage +of her head. The chief decoration of her dress was a scarlet ribbon +coming diagonally from the shoulder to the belt, marked "Jesus is My +Helper." I did wish she had not felt called to make a guy of herself +with that thing; but she seemed so unconscious of it herself that I +should have forgotten it too if Mr. Flint had not been coming; but I +hate to see a scoffer like him get hold of anything ridiculous in +religion. Now we Unitarians stand midway between scepticism and +superstition. I wonder everybody can't see it as we do. + +I am bound to say, however, that Mr. Flint behaved exceedingly well. A +thorough acquaintance with the world seems to give pleasanter manners +sometimes than a religious nature. Anyway, he came forward and greeted +her very handsomely. He handed her a little volume of Thomas à Kempis, +"For those leisure hours which you never have," he said. The girl +looked mightily pleased but a little bewildered, and still more so +when Philip Brady followed with a great bunch of the reddest of red +roses (trust men for always picking out red flowers--I don't believe +they know there is any other color). Tied by a satin ribbon to the +flowers was the little blue bag which I made at Nepaug, and inside it +lay the lost brooch. I never saw any such delight as shone on Nora +Costello's face when she drew out the pin. She looked from one to +another of us, then at the pin in her hand, which she turned about and +about, crying over it softly. At length she brushed away her tears and +smiled a real child's smile of pure pleasure. "Look, Angus!" she +exclaimed, holding out her treasure to her brother, "the lost is +found. Do you mind the day Mither gave it me, and how she bade me have +a care, for that I was a heedless lass and like to lose it?" + +"Ay, I mind it," answered her brother, a flush of gratified pride and +affection mounting to his high cheekbones. "How can we thank these +kind folks?" + +"How indeed!" echoed Nora. "Oh, how good it is to have it back!" she +exclaimed, fondling the brooch as though it had life and could feel. +"But where did you find it, and why--Ah! I see," she added, as she +turned it in her hand--"you dear, good folks--and here it was only +this morning I thought the Lord had clean forgot 't was my birthday." + +I wish I could recall on paper the little foreign accent of the Scotch +girl which seemed to add so much to the charm of her simple speech. +Her big drooping eyes were wet with tears, and the little homesick +note in her voice made an irresistible appeal to the hearts of those +who heard it,--at least it did to mine, and I sneaked away behind the +lid of the grand piano, which was open, to get out my pocket +handkerchief, for I did not choose to make a spectacle of myself, and +I don't know how to cry prettily, like Nora Costello. My nose gets +red, and my eyes look as if I were addicted to the use of intoxicating +liquors. + +When I emerged from behind the screen of the piano, I saw Philip Brady +standing over Nora Costello, and looking down at her in a way that +made my heart jump. She is a sweet girl, and a good girl, and a +beautiful girl; but really this wouldn't do at all. Fancy Cousin +John's son going round with a drum, keeping company with a +tambourine. Shades of Dr. Charming forbid! Now why couldn't it have +been Mr. Flint? That would have been poetic justice. Conversion of an +atheist--marriage on the platform in presence of the Army. She is too +good for him; but still I would have given my blessing--but here +everything is snarled up and getting worse all the time. + +The surprises of the evening were not over yet, for the most +remarkable remains to tell. While we were all sitting at table +(Winifred did look startlingly handsome under the pink candle-shades) +the bell rang, and a messenger boy appeared. + +Could he not leave the package? Professor Anstice asked, when he had +signed the ticket the boy took out of his hat, where for some +inscrutable reason New York messengers carry everything. + +No, he was ordered to give it to Miss Anstice herself. + +"Very well," said Winifred, "bring it in by all means. Perhaps some +one has mixed things a little, and fancies that it is _my_ birthday +that we are celebrating." + +So in came the package, and with it a great bunch of violets, and a +card which said, "The little girl at the corner sends you these." + +I saw Winifred's hands tremble as she untied the ends of the package. +The wrappings fell off and she saw a picture. + +"What--who is it?" Winifred asked, turning from one to another of us +with bewilderment in her eyes. + +"A relative of yours, I believe," Mr. Flint answered quietly. "Her +name is Ruth. She formed the habit of eloping in her youth, and had +not the heart to refuse my entreaties to run away with me when I left +Nepaug." + +Then in an instant it flashed across Winifred and all of us +that this was the portrait for which she had been searching all +summer (any one might have recognized it, for the resemblance to +Winifred about the eyes and mouth is unmistakable), and she knew of +course that Mr. Flint had been the one to find it. Her way of taking +the affair was very characteristic. There was no tearful tremulous +gratitude like Nora Costello's, but a great overflow of pride and +gladness. Rising, with her just filled wine glass in her hand, and her +head thrown back a little as if in a pride which had a shade of +defiance in it, she called out, "A health!--a health! Here's to my +great-great-grandmother, the runaway bride, and to the generous man +who restored her to the bosom of her family!" + +Every one looked bewildered, but all laughed and drank the toast (I +noticed that the Costellos drank theirs in water), and then began to +ask questions as fast as they could talk. The health broke up the +feast, and every one crowded about the portrait. As Winifred and Mr. +Flint stood close behind me, I overheard, this time without intention, +upon my honor, an exchange of remarks between them. + +"You have shown yourself very generous, Mr. Flint," Winifred remarked. +"You will not surely be so _un_generous as not to let us make some +little return for your gift. I am not ignorant that such a portrait +has a value besides that of sentiment." + +"You touch me there on a sore point, Miss Anstice," Mr. Flint +answered. "I am afraid the person to whom you are really indebted is +old Marsden, for I knew if I offered him anything like the real value +of the picture, he would hold it for the price of a Raphael. So I made +him set his own price, which the sly old dog thought a staggering one, +and which I found so absurdly low that I shall feel bound to remember +him handsomely at Christmas." + +"You are jesting," Winifred answered, speaking lower; "but I am in +earnest. Can we not persuade you to let us pay for this picture? For +the pleasure you have given us we never could repay you." + +"If it is a question of payment," said Mr. Flint, sinking his voice +still lower, "I am so deep in your debt that it would bankrupt me to +straighten our accounts. If it is a question of generosity, and I +should come to you some day and ask--" + +"Did you say it was a Copley?" + +This question from Philip broke in upon Mr. Flint's aside. He answered +with some asperity, "No, it was painted in England before Copley's +time. It is unsigned, but the artist, I should say, was first-rate." + +After this response Mr. Flint turned his head in an instant; but the +charm was snapped. Winifred had slipped away, and the company was +breaking up. How the man would hate me if he knew that it was I who +set Brady on to ask that question! + +Winifred is tired to-day, and took her breakfast in bed. I +wonder--Pshaw, what good does it do to wonder? + + + + + CHAPTER XVI + + YES OR NO + + "A man's homage may be delightful until he asks straight for + love, by which a woman renders homage." + + +The Anstices' house stood on the sunny side of Stuyvesant Square. It +belonged to the type common in the lower part of the city fifty years +ago,--a type borrowed from Beacon Street, as Miss Standish was fond of +pointing out, and never improved upon for comfort. Its red-brick front +swelled outward, not in the awkward proportions of the modern +bay-window, which suggests some uncomfortable protuberance; but with a +gracious sweep from the front door to the limits of the next property. +In front ran a balcony with a finely wrought iron balustrade, over +which clambered a wistaria vine hung with purple clusters in the +spring, and green with foliage throughout the summer. + +The front door was framed by glass side-lights set in delicate oval +mouldings, and above, the colonial fan-light lined with silk fluted in +a rising-sun pattern, gave additional cheerfulness to the hall +within. + +This hall was of generous proportions, and suggestive of land sold by +the foot rather than by the inch. At the back a white staircase railed +with mahogany wound its way to the second story, and at the right a +broad silver-knobbed mahogany door opened invitingly into the +drawing-room. + +The charm of the Anstice drawing-room lay in its being no drawing-room +at all, but just a living-room, reflecting the taste and habits of the +people who occupied it. Jim's parrot usurped the window, where he +chattered in the sun all day, and flew about at his will, much to the +injury of the curtains. Between the windows and the white casing of +the mahogany door, stood an old desk strewn with papers in some +confusion; for Professor Anstice was fond of bringing his writing from +the study on the upper floor to Winifred's domain. The piano occupied +the opposite side of the room, the coffin-like gloom of its polished +rosewood enlivened by a tall vase brilliant now with the +chrysanthemums which autumn had brought. A shaded lamp glowed on a +table loaded with books and drawn cosily to the side of a deep couch, +and on the other side of the fire, which shot out little hisses of +heat on this chilly afternoon, stood the tea-table, with its delicate +old-fashioned silver, its transparent china cups, and the plates of +hot toasted muffins and ethereally thin bread-and-butter sandwiches +which McGregor brought in punctually at five every day. + +The old butler was the one extravagance of the Anstice ménage, and as +Winifred said, she saved his wages out of the china that he didn't +break,--which was one way of looking at it,--and then, McGregor was so +much more than a butler! He was housekeeper and parent's assistant and +family counsellor all in one. He advised Professor Anstice as to the +weight of overcoat called for by the temperature outside. He reminded +Jimmy of his mittens and rubbers, and his respectful but significant +glances informed Winifred of the exact estimation in which he held her +guests. + +Flint was a special favorite, and the bow he accorded him was +equivalent to a benediction. + +"Yes, sir," he said this afternoon, "Miss Anstice is in the parlor. I +am just taking in the tea." Having relieved the visitor of his hat and +coat, he ushered him in with the air of a protector, and then, after +drawing the curtains and lighting the alcohol lamp under the silver +kettle, he withdrew noiselessly and deferentially. + +"What a treasure that man is!" said Flint, looking after him as he +disappeared. "He is better than forty coats of arms as a guarantee of +respectability, and the welcome which he extends to callers is a +perpetual testimonial to the hospitality of the household." + +"Ah," Winifred answered, smiling, "you say that because you belong to +the most favored nations. You might not think him so genial if you saw +the frigidity with which he receives some of our guests." + +"Then I suppose I have only to be thankful that McGregor has not yet +caught a hint of my real character, as set forth last summer so +vividly by his mistress, and I think I have one more friend in the +household; what do you say to that, Paddy?" + +The dog had risen from his comfortable doze in front of the fire, and +stood stretching himself, with two shaggy paws thrust out in front. +When he heard his name called he wagged his tail and came up to +Flint's chair, by which he squatted, laying his tawny head cosily +across the visitor's lap. + +"Come here, Paddy; don't make yourself a nuisance!" + +The dog listened calmly to his mistress's invitation, wagged his tail +again, and winked his sleepy eyes, but made no motion to obey. + +Flint patted the dog's head. + +"This is too bad!" Winifred exclaimed, in assumed indignation. "Jimmy +has already learned to oppose my opinions by quotations from what Mr. +Flint thinks and says; but I will not have Paddy taught to defy my +authority." + +"Go, Paddy!" said Flint, moving his chair further back. "Your mistress +regards me as a dangerous character, and considers it her solemn duty +to remove every one in her charge from the risk of the injurious +effects of my society." + +In spite of Flint's jesting tone there was a hint of bitterness in his +voice. The dog, in some surprise at the sudden withdrawal of his +head-rest, stood up, looking from one to the other, apparently in +doubt as to the rival claims. At length old habits of allegiance +asserted themselves, and he seated himself in the angle between the +tea-table and his mistress's chair. + +Winifred's mood suddenly seemed to have changed from gay to grave. She +sat for a moment or two in silence, her hand softly playing with +Paddy's long ear, and her head bent ever so little to one side. + +"Mr. Flint," she said at last, somewhat abruptly, "I want to tell you +a little story; but first let me make your tea. Do you take lemon?" + +"Yes, if you please." + +"And sugar?" + +"One lump--no, thanks--no more." + +"Try this brown-bread sandwich. Now, lean back in your chair and +listen. Once there was a girl--" + +"No!" + +"Yes, there was, and she was a very stupid girl, and all the stupider +that she thought herself rather clever. She fancied that she was very +acute in reading character, and she trusted a great deal to instinct, +and first impressions, and all that sort of rubbish by which women +excuse themselves from taking the trouble to use their reason. Well, +once upon a time, this girl met a man whom she did not like. Her +vanity was touched, in the first place, because he disapproved of her +and showed his disapproval." + +"What a cad he must have been!" Flint put in. + +"Now you are no better than the girl I am telling you about--going off +like that on insufficient evidence. The girl made up her mind at once +that the man must be at fault, since he failed to appreciate her,--all +our estimates are based on vanity, you see in the last analysis,--so +she proceeded to fit him out with a character to match her ideal of +him. He was to be selfish and cold, and regardless of everybody but +himself, and supercilious and domineering, and endowed with all the +other agreeable qualities which go with those engaging epithets. This +answered very well for a while, and I am bound to admit that at first +you--I mean he--seemed to play the part which she had assigned to him +very satisfactorily; but presently little things began to come to her +knowledge which refused to fit into the picture she had made of him. +He had a friend who let slip stories of inconsistently kind things he +had done for a man whom he had known in college, pooh-poohing them all +the time as folly." + +"Rubbish!" + +"Exactly what the girl said. They didn't go with the character of the +kind of man that she had made up her mind this was to be, so she would +not believe them, and kept repeating every disagreeable thing she had +ever heard him say as an antidote against any change of impression. +But stupid as she was, she was not quite dishonest, even with herself, +and when gradually her eyes were opened to the wrong which she had +done him in her own mind, she longed for an opportunity to make him +some amends; but all the opportunities came to him, and the coals of +fire were heaped on her head till she began to feel them quite too hot +for comfort. So at last she resolved, on the first occasion when she +saw him alone, to ask his pardon very humbly for all her misdoings and +misthinkings. Now, if she did, what do you think the man would say?" + +Flint had set down his tea untasted, and sat staring steadily into +the fire, yet no detail of Winifred's dress or attitude escaped him. +He noted the glint of the firelight playing on the buckle of her +little slipper; he watched it climb over the sheen of the gray-silk +dress, higher, higher, till it reached the bare throat, and flushed +the already flushed cheek to a deeper carnation. He felt the appeal in +the girl's attitude as she leaned ever so little towards him. He +caught the tremulous note in her voice. His own was less steady than +its wont as he answered:-- + +"How do you know that the girl was not right in her first +estimate? For my part, I think a man who presumed to show the +disapproval you speak of, and to say disagreeable things on slight +acquaintance, fully justified her opinion of him; and if he seemed to +change later, I should think it probable that something in her had +shamed him out of his coldness and his selfishness. As for the +superciliousness, I should be inclined to set down the appearance of +that to the charge of an unconquerable shyness masquerading in the +guise of self-assertion,--I have known men like that,--but the other +qualities I believe were there. I suspect it was a reversal of the old +story of Pygmalion and Galatea, as if he were slowly turning from +stone to flesh, yet still held back by the old chill of stony +habit,--an imprisonment which could only be broken by a word from +her. Is there any chance that you will ever speak it--Winifred?" + +"Oh, no--no!" the girl answered brokenly. "Don't say anything more!" + +"I love you," Flint continued, as if the statement were necessary to +his vindication. + +"Oh, but why do you tell me?" + +"Because I choose to have you know,--because I must tell it. I love +you. I love you." He repeated the words with a persistence not to be +put aside. Winifred was inwardly furious with herself for her own +stupidity in giving him such an opening; but then, as she told +herself, who could have foreseen it, with this man of all men! The +shock of the surprise took her breath away, and robbed her of her +usual self-command. She still strove to take the situation lightly, to +treat it picturesquely, like a love-scene on a Watteau fan. + +"Here is another proof of your generosity," she said, with a half +tremulous, wholly adorable little smile. "I asked for pardon and you +offer love." + +Flint would not be put off so. "Ah, but I ask for so much more than I +offer," he said. + +"And--if I cannot give it?" + +"Why, then," he answered steadily, "I shall still carry with me +through life something you cannot take away if you would,--the ideal +which these weeks have held up before me. If it is not for your best +happiness to marry me, loving you as I do, I would not have you do it. +The matter is in your hands--a simple 'Yes' or 'No' is all I ask." + +"But life is too complicated to be settled by a word like that. It +could not be 'Yes'--but what if it is 'No'?" + +She paused a moment, and then, hurried on by a tidal wave of feeling, +she burst out: "Oh, I don't suppose you can understand it; but much as +I like you,--and I do like you now,--I feel as though if I promised to +marry you, I might absolutely hate you." + +"Oh, yes," Flint answered quietly, "I can quite understand it; I think +I should feel in the same way if I were not perfectly sure I loved a +person." + +Winifred felt herself touched by his quick response and perfect +comprehension of her state of mind; but her feeling was too intense, +too direct and too importunate, to be stayed in its utterance. + +"I cannot marry you. I never could promise. I am sure of it. Forgive +me!" + +Flint rose and stood by the mantel, toying absently with a bronze +model of the Praxiteles Faun which rested on its shelf. + +"It is all right," he said, "and I shall always thank you for it all, +and say God bless you, whatever happens; only for a while I must go +away and make my life over a bit in the light of all this." + +"Why must you go away?" + +"Because--" Here Flint paused, and began to walk the floor +impatiently. "Oh, if you can ask that, I could not make you +understand. It is useless to go on talking." + +"No," said Winifred, now with fuller command of herself, "it is not +useless; it is necessary. We must make each other understand. If we +cannot do it now, how much less afterward! It always seems to me as if +it were selfish folly in men and women to act as if their love were +the only reality in the world, so that they forget everything that +they owe to other people. Yes," she added, gathering strength as she +went on, "I think it would be selfish in you to consider only +yourself, or even yourself and me, in this matter, and I think it +would be foolish if--if you really care for me, as you say you do, to +throw away all my interest and regard and sympathy just because I do +not consent to marry you. If you would only put that idea out of your +head, I think I could be of some service to you. I know you could be +of great service to me." + +As Winifred uttered these words she sat looking up at him with +wide-open, childlike eyes, a hint of pathetic appeal in her voice. + +Flint paused a moment, as one who counted the cost of his words. Then +he said slowly: "It shall be as you wish; but on your own head lie the +risks. When a man has once said, 'I love you,' the woman to whom he +says it sees it in his eyes and hears it in his voice forever after. I +tell you," he went on, setting down the faun hard on the mantel, "love +is like the spirit which the Arabian fisherman let out of the shell. +It can never be shut up again--never--never--never!" + +Winifred stirred a little, but did not lift her eyes. + +"You shall try this precious scheme of friendship," Flint continued +hotly. "It is not a new experiment. It is well worn, and so far in the +world's history it has not proved a great success; but try it if you +will, only you shall make me one return. I shall never ask you again +for your love. It is not a plaything to be teased for in such childish +fashion. You tell me you will not give it to me. Well and good. But if +ever--" here he paused and shut his eyes for an instant, as if upon +some inward vision,--"if ever you should come to feel differently, I +demand it as my right that you shall tell me so honestly. You know me +too well to think I could ever change." + +"I accept the risk," Winifred answered steadily. "You shall never +regret this concession, and by-and-by, when we both grow old, you will +look back and see that such a friendship is the best thing that could +befall you and me." + +The girl spoke with quick decision of manner. It was characteristic of +her not to question for a moment the wisdom of her decision, the +infallibility of her own judgment, or her power to regulate the life +and destiny of those around her. + +Flint smiled, as one smiles at the eager illusions of a child. He was +going to speak further; but the ringing of the door-bell warned him +that the interview was at an end. + +"So be it!" he said, coming over to the side of the fireplace where +Winifred stood,--for she too had risen. "Since it is not to be +good-bye, then, I will bid you good-night." + +He took the hand which she extended, and raised its slender +finger-tips to his lips. "That is for friendship," he murmured; then +turning it, he laid a swift kiss upon the delicate pink palm,--"and +that is for love," he whispered, and was gone. + +On his way out he passed Miss Standish, who had just come in from a +concert. She gave a little nod of scant civility, suggestive of +disapproval, and instead of turning in at the parlor door, made her +way directly to her room. + +As the hall door closed after Flint, Winifred Anstice felt as if some +door had closed also in her life. She sat for some time in her low +chair, leaning forward, with her hands clasped about her knees, and +her pretty brows knit, gazing into the embers. At length, with a +little vexed shake of the head, she rose, and paced the long room; but +the whirl and rush of thought were too importunate for her present +mood, and she paused in her walk at last, and betook herself to the +table, with its litter of new books and magazines. She picked up the +"Fortnightly Review," and opened mechanically where a silver book-mark +pointed to an article on "Balzac and his Followers" marked with +emphatic notes of assent or protest. It was another reminder. She +impatiently shut the covers sharply together and returned to her +vigils before the fire. + +There is no woman living who is not somewhat shaken by a proposal of +marriage. It is a peremptory challenge, which forces her, for the +moment at least, to consider a certain man not as one of a class,--as +a member of the conventional, calling, smiling, chaffing circle,--but +as an individual, passing suddenly from all this surface trifling to a +life and death reality--saying as Jonathan Flint had said this night: +"Give me all or nothing. I will have no half loaves. Let us have an +end of pretences and evasions. For once at least you shall listen, and +be told the truth flowing at lava heat out of a man's heart." It was +by no means a new experience to Winifred Anstice. As a younger girl, +although no coquette, she had found a certain charm of romance in +finding herself the heroine of a love-affair in real life; but as she +grew older she felt more and more shrinking from such sentimental +crises, and a more and more genuine regret as she saw the candid +comradeship of one friendship after another sacrificed to the +absorbing egotism of passion. + +One by one she had let these lovers slip out of her life, and +acknowledged to herself that it was better so; but when it came to +Jonathan Flint, she had found herself impelled to the impetuous +protest for which she already half blamed herself in her heart. But in +self-exculpation she argued with the embers, which seemed to wink at +her from the hearth, that there were more considerations than one in +the matter; that as she had told Mr. Flint, modern life was too +complex to be compressed into a "Yes" or "No." + +As she was pondering, her eyes fell upon the portrait,--Ruth's +portrait, hanging there over the mantel. + +"I wish you were here, Grandmamma," Winifred exclaimed, looking up at +it, "to help me clear up the muddle in my mind! I have a kind of +feeling that _you_ would understand." + +The girl's sentimental musings were rudely interrupted by a race +between Jimmy and Paddy, who came rushing through the room, regardless +of tea-tables or rugs. + +"Jump for it, Paddy!" cried Jim, snatching a piece of cake from the +tray, and holding it high in air. + +"Don't, Jimmy! You will upset the table." + +"Come on then, Paddy, we'll jump in the hall, where there is no girl +to be nervous--I hate nervous people." + +"Whose cane is that, McGregor?" he asked, as he saw an unfamiliar +walking-stick on the hall table. + +"It belongs to Mr. Flint--he must have forgot it," the butler +answered. + +"I say, Fred, has Mr. Flint been here?" Jimmy called out from the +baluster, over which he was leaning at imminent risk to life and limb. + +"He has," Winifred answered repressively. + +"Did he say anything about seats for the football game on Thanksgiving +Day?" + +"He did not." + +"Then I think I'd better sit right down and write to him, for he told +me not to let him forget about it, and all the best seats will be +taken if he does not attend to it soon." + +"Papa," appealed Winifred to her father, who had come in and was +taking off his coat in the hall, "you won't let Jimmy write to Mr. +Flint, will you?" + +"I _will_ write," said the voice from the stairs, "and I'll tell him +how cross you are. I did once, and he only laughed." + +"Jimmy!" + +"Yes, I did. It was that day when you would not let me go fishing with +him. I told him you were quite nice sometimes, but you could be horrid +to people when they did things that didn't suit you, and he said that +was just the way you struck him." + +"Papa!" cried Winifred, now thoroughly out of temper, "will you forbid +Jimmy to talk me over with strangers? It is really too much, the way +that boy's tongue runs on." + +"You understand him, don't you?" the Professor asked mildly, looking +over his gold-bowed spectacles. + +"Yes, but other people don't." + +"Are they so much less clear-sighted than you?" With this gentle +sarcasm her father slowly mounted the stairs, leaving Jimmy making +faces of triumph through the open door. + +It is often a curious experience in the contrasts of life for a girl +to see herself from the family point of view, after catching the +rose-colored reflections which the admiration of an outsider throws +upon her character. + + + + + CHAPTER XVII + + A LITTLE DINNER + + "Wreathe the bowl with flowers of soul." + + +The suppressed excitement of the afternoon lent an added flush and +sparkle to Winifred's face as she entered the study where her father +and Miss Standish were playing chess together after the family dinner. +Self-absorbed as she was at the moment, she found leisure to be struck +with the picture of the two sitting there; her father's head, with its +austere profile outlined against the green curtain, which cast +softened reflections over his white hair, and Miss Standish, crisp and +dainty as a sprig of dried lavender, her gray curls quivering with the +excitement, and her white hands hovering anxiously over rooks and +pawns. + +Miss Standish looked up as Winifred came in, radiant in her new +evening gown, for she was to dine with the Hartington Grahams, who had +recently returned from England and opened their town house for the +season. + +"I thought it was to be a _little_ dinner," said Miss Standish, +looking with some disapproval at the bare shoulders rising above the +billowy ruffles of rose-colored chiffon. + +"It is--'just a small affair,' Mrs. Graham wrote me. Besides, it is +too early in the season for anything formal. In fact, she would hardly +ask her most fashionable friends at this time of year. But she must +get round somehow," Winifred finished with a little laugh. + +"In Boston," said Miss Standish, "you would be overdoing it to wear +that kind of a gown to such an affair, but here people seem to have no +sense of gradation. They take literally Longfellow's advice to the +young poet seeking success: 'Do your best every time.'" + +"I don't see," said Winifred, "why the advice is not just as good for +dress as for poetry,--except that gowns wear out and poems don't. Is +the carriage there, McGregor, and Maria ready? Well, good-night, Papa; +look out for your queen, and don't let Miss Standish checkmate you +with any of her Boston tricks!" + +"I think," Jimmy called out after her from the corner of the big sofa, +where he lay curled up like a dormouse, "if you would do your best on +_my_ dress, instead of making me wear this old suit, it would strike a +better average in the family." + +As McGregor closed the carriage door, Winifred was conscious of a +certain satisfaction that she was not to spend the evening at home +with the family. Her restlessness craved a vent, and she wanted to +postpone =all= opportunity for reflection. + +There was something about the Grahams which always appealed +to the girl. Their environment suited her æsthetically. For +themselves,--why, one could not have everything--and then they were +never alone. + +The carriage stopped before Mrs. Graham's house, and the door opened +almost before she had mounted the steps. + +As she passed along the hall, a wave of fragrance from lavishly +disposed flowers floated out to her through the drawn portières, and +she caught a glimpse of the softened light of many lamps-shaded to the +eye but festive to the fancy. "Decidedly," thought Winifred, "it is +agreeable to be rich, and next to being rich one's self, the best +thing is to associate with rich people. Money is such a smoother of +rough ways! and then the vast opportunities of being nice to other +people that come of a purse at leisure from itself to soothe and +sympathize." She smiled to herself at her bold adaptation of the +poet's sentiments, and mounted the stairs with a quickened step, +reflecting suddenly that she had not marked the time accurately and +might be late. Her glance in at the door of the dressing-room +reassured her. At least she was not the last, for in front of the +mirror stood a portly, bediamonded dame, gazing intently into the +glass and putting the last touches to her toilet with stolid +equanimity. + +"Want to come here?" she asked, pausing in her elaboration of her +water-waves, and nodding affably to Winifred. + +"No, =I= thank you," Winifred answered, seating herself in the low +easy-chair, while the maid pulled off her velvet overshoes. + +"Chilly to-night, isn't it?" the lady continued pleasantly, desirous +of putting the new-comer at her ease. + +Winifred acquiesced in the views of the weather expressed, and a hint +of the chilliness seemed to have crept into the interior. Her +agreeable anticipations of the evening were vaguely dampened, and she +could not quite forgive the innocent cause. "Why will women with red +necks wear light blue and diamonds!" she wondered, "and what can +reconcile her to looking in the glass?" + +With a little shake of the head to make sure that her hairpins were +firmly anchored, and a futile effort to smooth the rebellious curls at +her neck, Winifred glided past the lady in front of the mirror, who +seemed no nearer the completion of her toilet than when she had +entered. At the door of the rear room stood a short, bald-headed man +with a patient expression on his face, as of one who had spent a large +share of his life waiting for his wife. He glanced with some surprise +at the swift reappearance of the girl whom he had watched as she came +up the stairs so short a time before. + +"That girl beats the ticker," he said to himself as she passed him; +"she'll make some man happy if she keeps it up." + +The clock was striking eight as Winifred entered the drawing-room. "It +is quite a feat to be on time in this city of long distances," said +her hostess. + +"How delightful to be appreciated!" responded Winifred, with a +brilliant smile. "I was just pluming myself on being so prompt, but I +see the others are still more so." Here she swept a rapid glance over +a seated group at the other end of the room. + +"I suppose it is hardly more prompt to be too early than too late, so +you are still entitled to the palm." + +The voice which came from close beside her drew the blood to her +cheek; but as the words went on, her nervous tremor subdued itself, +for the tone said to her as clearly as words, "Everything is to be +ignored. We are on the social stage, and must play our parts. You may +trust me." + +Winifred felt a wave of relief sweep over her. She thanked the speaker +with her eyes. To her hostess she said lightly, "Mr. Flint is as much +of a purist as ever--no; don't leave us together. He and I have been +quarrelling over the tea-cups this afternoon. I will let you take up +the defence, while I go over to speak to your sister, Miss Wabash, in +the corner--and isn't that Captain Blathwayt with her?" + +"Yes, he crossed with us on the 'Lucania'; remembered meeting you in +Cheyenne or some other outlandish Western town--thinks you the most +charming American he ever met." + +"How clever of you!" said Winifred over her shoulder, as she moved +away. "Reflected flattery is the most alluring kind." + +As Mrs. Graham turned to greet two newcomers, Flint was left alone, +with no hindrance to the occupation of watching Winifred Anstice. She +stood with her back toward him and her head slightly turned, so that +his eye took in the delicate line of cheek and chin, broken by the +shadows of a dimple, the curve of the neck, and the soft little curls +that nestled at the base of the hair. A woman is always much handsomer +or much plainer than usual in evening dress. + +As Flint looked at Winifred, he felt an absurd jealousy of the +monocled Englishman who presumed to show his admiration so plainly. +His reflections were ended for the time being by the voice of his +hostess saying, "Will you take my sister in to dinner?" As he moved +across the room, Winifred and Captain Blathwayt passed out together, +just ahead of Miss Wabash and himself. He scarcely knew whether to +feel regret or relief to find that the width of the table was to be +between him and Winifred. It certainly had the advantage of shutting +off all necessity for the conversation _farcie_ of the conventional +dinner, which he felt would be an impossibility between him and her +to-night. + +With Miss Wabash the _vol-au-vent_ of talk seemed the most natural +thing; and Flint dashed at once into a jesting, somewhat daring tone, +which she took quite in good part, and when her attention was claimed +by the bald-headed broker on the other side, his neighbor on the left, +a double-chinned dowager, with a pearl necklace half hidden in the +creases of her neck and a diamond aigrette in her hair, proved no less +garrulous if somewhat less sprightly. + +She had much to tell of the loss of her diamonds by a burglary last +week, and of their recovery through the agency of detectives whose +charges were exorbitant. She acquainted Flint with every detail of +the conduct of the family and the servants, the police and the +detectives. As she went on, people began to listen, and the talk +around the table, which had lagged a little, started up more briskly +than before. + +"I have noticed," said Winifred to Captain Blathwayt, "that there are +two subjects which will make even dull people lively,--burglaries and +mind-cure." + +"Aw, I don't know much about burglaries,--never had one in the family; +but I think a lot about mind-cure and all that sort of thing." + +"Confirmation of my theory!" said Winifred, with an impertinence which +felt safe in banking on the lack of perception in the person whose +dignity was assailed. + +"Do you believe in the mind-cure?" asked Miss Wabash, who had caught +the phrase across the table. + +"It depends on the mind," Flint answered. + +"Oh, no, it doesn't; not at all. That's the first principle of the +science. You only need to resign yourself and let the influence flow +over you." + +"Does it make any difference whose influence it is?" + +"Oh, I suppose so. It must be trained influence, and it seems to work +better when it is paid for." + +"Most things do," observed Flint. + +"My cousin says--" + +Flint never knew exactly what Miss Wabash's cousin did say, for at +that point in the conversation his attention was irresistibly +attracted by the talk of his opposite neighbors. + +"Now there's a lot in it, I'm sure," the man of the monocle was +saying, bending toward Winifred with what Flint considered +objectionable propinquity,--"telepathy, don't you know, and--and all +that sort of thing. I had no idea I was to meet you to-night, but as I +was standing on the doorstep I remembered how you looked at that +dinner out in Cheyenne, and a remark you made to me--do you +recollect?" + +"The dinner, perfectly; the remark, not at all." + +"Well, I sha'n't repeat it, for it was deucedly severe on the English. +Really, you know, we're not half bad; but you don't care for your +cousins over the water, I am afraid. Do you?" + +"I think the cousins over the water are much like those on this +side,--the relationship is simply an opportunity for intimate +acquaintance. Some Englishmen are the most charming of their sex; +others are--well, quite the reverse." + +"To which do _I_ belong?" asked the Captain, turning toward her more +openly and leaving his terrapin untasted, which meant much with +Blathwayt. + +"Can you doubt?" Winifred responded with a radiant but wholly +non-committal smile. Self-possessed as she was outwardly, however, she +felt Flint's eyes upon her, and experienced a sense of annoyance at +the attitude of both men. + +Her host on the other side came to her relief at the moment. + +"Blathwayt," he said, leaning over, "you must try this wine. It is +some my wine-merchant in Paris sent over ten years ago,--a special +vintage,--and don't let the terrapin go by, for there's nothing else +worth while before the canvas-backs. I'll let you into the secret too, +Miss Anstice," he added with an expression closely approaching a wink. + +"Thanks," said Winifred, rather wearily, "I am not an epicure." + +"Oh, but you can be trained to be!" Graham answered encouragingly. "It +is mainly a question of practice, though I must say that I was born +with the taste,--inherited from my father, I believe; and I've heard +him tell how once when I was five years old I scolded the butler for +sending up the Burgundy iced." + +"How precocious!" murmured Winifred. + +"Well, of course, that was unusual; but if children were taken young +and had half the attention paid to their palates that folks give to +their eyes and ears, with their fool drawing-teachers and +music-masters in the attempt to enable them to bore somebody with +their twopenny accomplishments, we should soon have a race of +gourmets; and gourmets make cooks. No chef can do his best without +appreciation. For the matter of that, a cook must be born,--he must +have the feeling for his business. Now there was a fellow in +England--My dear," he called out to his wife at the other end of the +table, "was it Windermere or Grassmere where we had those excellent +breaded trout?" + +"I forget," Mrs. Graham answered; "but I know it was the one where +Wordsworth lived. Which was that, Mr. Flint?" + +"Now don't interrupt us," Miss Wabash said in her loud, unshaded +tones; "Mr. Flint has just consented to let me tell his fortune by his +hand." + +Flint looked rather foolish. He was in that awkward position where it +seemed equally fatuous to assent or decline; but deciding on the +former course, he held out his hand, saying, "Spare my character as +far as you conscientiously can, Miss Wabash, and remember in +extenuation of my shortcomings that I did not have the advantage of +being brought up in Chicago." + +All tête-à-tête conversation now ceased, and the attention of the +company was riveted upon Flint and his neighbor. Winifred felt herself +growing intensely nervous. She had no fear of Miss Wabash's +extraordinary power of divination, but she had still less confidence +in the delicacy of her perceptions, and she dreaded some remark which +would embarrass her through Flint's embarrassment. + +In her present high-strung condition, her apprehension made her a +little faint for a moment. The centrepiece of orchids and roses seemed +a vague mass of rather oppressive color and perfume. The women's faces +and necks looked like reddish blobs with flashes of light where the +jewels came. The broad white expanse of the men's shirt fronts alone +retained a certain steadiness. Hastily she grasped her glass of +champagne and drained it dry. It was the first wine she had tasted +that night, and it braced her nerves at once. Fortunately no one +observed her paleness, for everybody's attention was fixed upon Miss +Wabash as she bent over Flint's open palm. + +"A surprising hand!" that young lady was saying; "really in some ways +quite the most interesting I ever came across. I must report it to +Chiro. The fingers very pointed--that ought to indicate idealism, but +the knots on the joints imply practical critical sense. It looks as +though the mind were always grasping at some ideal and were held back +by the critical faculty." + +"Don't blink your points, Mamie!" called out the host, facetiously. At +this allusion to sporting reminiscences, all the men laughed, but the +women rather resented the interruption, as a frivolous treatment of a +serious subject. + +"You have learned your profession thoroughly," said Flint, coloring a +little in spite of himself. "I shall begin to be afraid of you in +earnest, if you are so discerning." + +"Oh, I have only begun!" answered Miss Wabash, kindled by success to +greater vivacity. "That thumb shows marked firmness (see, I can +scarcely bend it back at all); perhaps, if I knew you better, I should +say obstinacy." + +Every one laughed. + +"The fingers," she went on, "show more sensitiveness; and the +mounds--oh, those mean a great deal! Mars is firm and prominent--what +you undertake you will carry through, if it kills you and everybody +else." + +"What a fellow to buy on margin!" said the broker. + +"He doesn't seem to have succeeded in getting married for all his +perseverance," laughed Mr. Graham. + +Winifred, in spite of her emotion, found time to reflect on the +vulgarity of the phrase, and shivered a little. Flint colored, though +he held his hand quite steady. + +"Perhaps he'll buy her sixty," chuckled the broker, pleased with his +technical wit. + +"He'd better hurry up," said Miss Wabash, "for his life-line is short. +He's had experiences though. May I tell them, Mr. Flint?" + +"I give you permission." + +"Well, then, you were in love once a long time ago, but there were +reasons why you couldn't marry, and so you gave up the affair and have +never really cared for any one since; but two or three women have been +desperately in love with you." + +"Mademoiselle, respect the seal of the confessional!" said Flint, +smiling, but drawing away his hand with a quick instinctive motion +which did not escape Winifred. + +"Ho! ho!" called out Graham, "perhaps there is more in palmistry than +I thought. Go on, Mamie, and give us the history of the Salvation Army +episode and the Hallelujah lassie!" + +Flint cursed inwardly, cursed everything and almost everybody, himself +most of all. What was he here for? What if Graham _was_ the chief +stockholder in the "Trans-Continental," he was a coarse-grained +sensualist, with whom no gentleman should associate. (This estimate by +no means did Graham justice, but Flint was not in a judicial mood.) +Then this crack-brained girl with her foolish fake of a theory--and he +had been idiot enough to fall into this trap, and now Winifred would +think he had boasted of Nora Costello as a conquest, perhaps bragged +about saving her life. Oh, the whole thing was past endurance! +Meanwhile everything around moved on mechanically. He heard his host +say impatiently, "My dear, if you keep that épigramme of lamb waiting +much longer, we'd better give up dining and take to holding hands all +round." + +At this there was a general taking up of forks and a subdued buzz of +conversation. It was rather a relief when the candle-shade took fire +and Flint had an excuse for rising to seize it before the butler could +reach it. + +The dinner ended at last, though it seemed as if it never would. As he +held aside the velvet curtains for the ladies to pass, Flint strove to +catch Winifred's eyes, to judge, if he might, what impression Graham's +remark had made; but Blathwayt held her in talk till the threshold was +reached, and the curtain dropped behind her without a glance in +Flint's direction. + +She held her head a little higher than usual as she moved beside Mrs. +Graham into the music-room. A wave of contempt was sweeping over her, +as she reviewed the dinner, its gilding, its gluttony, and its +unspeakable dulness, and she felt that she had sold her birthright of +self-respect for a mess of pottage. + +Miss Wabash sat down at the piano and sang "Oh, Promise Me," and one +or two other gems from DeKoven's latest opera, and then the ladies +adjourned once more to the library. + +The Grahams' library was a large square room, diversified by two +shallow bay-windows such as only a corner house permits. It was ceiled +and finished in heavy Flemish oak, and the walls above the low +bookcases were hung with tapestry. Easy-chairs and softly upholstered +divans filled every nook and corner. It was really, Winifred decided, +an ideal library,--or would have been if there had been any books +behind the silk curtains hung over the shelves. + +As they entered the room Miss Wabash drew Winifred to a seat near +herself on the sofa. + +"Green mint or Chartreuse?" the hostess asked, as the little +ice-filled glasses were set on the low table by her side. + +Winifred declined the cordials, but sat sipping the coffee out of the +tiny Dresden cup, while she listened to the wearisome platitudes of +Mrs. Graham and her guests. From time to time her eye was caught by +the flashing of the jewelled pendulum of the clock on the mantel, in +the drawing-room across the hall, and her mind dwelt ironically on +some lines she had read somewhere:-- + + "Ah! who with clear account remarks + The ebbing of Time's glass, + When all his sands are diamond sparks + That dazzle as they pass!" + +She smiled a derisive little smile, all to herself, as she thought how +small a power lay in jewelled pendulums to make a brilliant evening, +and she felt a certain thrill of pride at the thought that her +associations lay in a world removed from all this smothering +materialism. The lavish sumptuousness which till now had appealed to +her rather strongly, seemed suddenly tainted with vulgarity, and her +thoughts wandered half unconsciously to the bare little room where she +had gone to see Nora Costello. The name brought a slight quickening of +her pulses, and she wanted time to think over things alone. + +As the men came in from the dining-room Miss Anstice's carriage was +announced, and she rose to bid her hostess good-night. + +"Must you run away so early, my dear?" + +"Thank you, yes; I promised Papa to come home early. He likes to see +me before he goes to bed, and to hear an account of my evening." + +"You will be at home at five to-morrow, and I may bring Captain +Blathwayt?" + +"Any friend of yours, of course," murmured Winifred, in a tone which +could hardly have proved encouraging to the vanity or incipient +sentiment of the guardsman. + +"If you will permit me," said Flint to Graham as Winifred came down +the stairs, "I will put Miss Anstice into her carriage, and then come +back for that last cigar." + +Never in his life had Flint so raved against his own lack of readiness +as now, when he felt the passing moments slipping by, and could find +no words to set himself right in the eyes of the woman he loved,--the +woman whose little gloved hand rested on his arm. Judge then of his +feeling when, smiling up into his eyes with perfect friendliness, +Winifred said under her breath, "Why do we go there--you and I? They +really aren't our kind at all." + +The remark carried with it full assurance that no words uttered by +Hartington Graham had power to shake for an instant her faith in the +man whom she had called her friend; but beyond that her confident use +of the word _our_, as if their interests and associations were the +same, thrilled him with a sort of intoxication. + +"Oh, thank you!" was all that he could find to say to express his +complicated state of mind. + +"I do not deserve any thanks at all," Winifred answered. "I ought to +be well scolded for speaking slightingly of people whom I have just +been visiting. I do not often do such ill-mannered things, and I +should not have said it to any one but you." + +Again Flint thrilled at the unconscious flattery. + +"Will you come in to-morrow afternoon?" she asked, as he shut the +carriage door. + +"To meet Captain Blathwayt? No, thank you." + +"The day after then." + +"So be it--till then, farewell!" + +Flint re-entered the house with his heart beating like a trip-hammer. + + + + + CHAPTER XVIII + + A MAIDEN'S VOW + + "A maiden's vow, old Calham spoke, + Is lightly made and lightly broke." + + +As the cab rattled down the avenue, Winifred sank back against the +cushions. She sat in the corner in a sort of daze, marking the glimmer +of the electric lights, which seemed so many milestones in her life, +as she passed them one after another. After all, it is experience +which marks time, and in this day Winifred Anstice had tasted more of +life than in many a year before. Crashing into her world of calm +commonplace had fallen the dynamite bomb of an overwhelming emotion. +Her present, with all its preoccupying trifles, lay in wrecks about +her. For the future--it was too tumultuous to be faced. + +She was like a person who has been walking in the darkness along a +familiar road, and suddenly feels himself plunging over an unsuspected +precipice. She was conscious of nothing but a gasping sense of +dizziness--all control of herself and her life seemed passing out of +her hands into those of another, and she scarcely knew whether to be +glad or sorry. Was it only this afternoon that she had looked upon a +marriage with Jonathan Flint as impossible? If she had thought so a +few hours ago, why not now? Nothing had occurred since. No +transcendent change had come over him or her--why should it all look +so different to her now? Perhaps, she told herself, this mood too +would pass like its precursor. She dared not feel sure of +anything--she who had swung round the whole compass of feeling like a +weather-vane before a thunder-storm. + +These introspective reflections brought back irresistibly the feelings +with which she had read Flint's letter, little dreaming that it was +his,--the letter so full of wise and friendly counsel. She remembered +how, as she read, she had been filled with a yearning desire to rise +to the ideal her unknown counsellor had set before her, and filled too +with a longing that Fate might send it in her way, to be something to +him, to return in some measure the spiritual aid and comfort which she +had received at his hands. + +"Well," she told herself gloomily, "the opportunity had come, and this +was how she had used it--not only by denying his petition,--that, of +course, was inevitable, feeling as she did,--but by accusing him of +selfishness, by insisting that he should accept her terms of +friendship. _Friendship_, bah!--how stale and flat it sounded! Could +she not have devised some newer way of wounding an honorable man who +had offered her his heart?" + +It seemed to her excited consciousness that she must appear to him a +vain and empty coquette, eager to retain a homage for which she +intended no return. When once he awoke to that view, his love would +die out, for he was not a man to continue devotion where he had lost +respect; and so it was all over, or as good as over, between her and +him. + +The cab lurched sharply across the tracks at Twenty-Third Street, +jostling Winifred's flowers and fan out of her lap. The maid stooped +to pick them up. As she returned them she caught a glimpse of the set +look in the face of her mistress. + +"Are you feelin' bad?" she asked. + +"No, no, I am quite well, Maria, only a little tired--are we near +home?" + +"Yes'm, we've passed Gramercy Park, and there's the steeples of St. +George's that you see from your windows." + +"Yes, yes, I see. Here we are close at home. You may go to bed, Maria, +after you have lighted the lamp in my room. I shall not need you +to-night." + +"Well, well," thought the maid, "something's the matter sure. I never +knew no one more fussy about the unhooking of her gown. She can't do +much herself, but she does know how things ought to be done, and +that's what I calls a real lady." + +"Winifred, my dear, is that you?" Professor Anstice called, as the +rustle of his daughter's dress caught his ear on the stair. + +"Oh, Papa, are you awake still?" + +"_Still!_ Why it is not so very late!" said her father, as Winifred +entered the study and threw herself into the deep upholstered chair +beside the fire, which was just graying into ashes in the grate. + +Her father was sitting in his cane-seated study-chair with a +conglomeration of volumes piled about the table. His face, perhaps +from the reflection of the green-shaded student-lamp, looked pale and +worn. His shoulders, too, seemed to Winifred's abnormally quickened +perception to have caught a new stoop. The fact forced itself upon her +consciousness with a sudden, swift pang, that her father was growing +old. She had never thought of age in connection with him before. To +her he had been simply and sufficiently "my father," without thought +of other relations or conditions; but now it rushed upon her with a +wave of insistent remorse, that his life was slipping by, while she +was doing so little for his happiness. A rather bare and dreary life +it seemed to her now, as she contemplated its monotony; for Winifred +had no appreciation of "the still air of delightful studies." Her +world was peopled with live, active figures, always pushing forward, +seeking, striving, loving. And her father had loved once. Yes, that +too struck her now, almost with a shock of surprise. He, too, had +asked for some one's love as ardently, perhaps, as Jonathan Flint for +hers. More than that, he had won the love he sought. Won it and lost +it again. Could it ever come to that for her? The thought smote her +with an intolerable sharpness. + +Mr. Anstice was a strange man to be the parent and guardian of such a +girl as Winifred. The world for him was bounded by the walls of his +study. Even his teaching seemed an interruption to the real business +of his life, and he turned his back upon his class-room with a +sensation of relief. + +He was not a popular professor among the body of the students; but the +unfailing courtesy of his manner, and the solidity of his scholarship, +won the respect of the many, and the esteem and warm admiration of the +few. + +His bearing, in spite of the scholar's stoop, was marked by a certain +distinction, and the lines of his worn face curiously suggested the +fresh curves which marked his daughter's brow and cheek. The beauty of +youth is an ivorytype; the beauty of age is an etching, bitten out by +the burin and acid of thought, experience, and sorrow. + +The prevailing mood with James Anstice was one of gentle weariness. He +felt that his life was ended, and that the years were going on in a +sort of monotonous anti-climax. Yet, in spite of this undertone of +depression, his manner was responsive, genial, even gay at times, and +he lived much in the reflected light of Winifred's youth and energy. + +If it caused him some surprise that any one should want anything as +much as Winifred wanted everything for which she cared at all, he +treated her enthusiasms with amused toleration, and made as much +effort to secure for her the successive desires of her heart as though +they had assumed the same importance in his own mind as in hers. + +To-night he forced himself away from his own train of thought with an +effort, to throw himself into Winifred's evening experiences. He +watched her for some time as she sat in silence, with head bent +forward and gloved hands clasped about her knee. + +"Well, little girl," he said at last, "you seem to have fallen into a +brown study. Was the dinner so dull?" + +"No, Papa, not dull exactly; rather brilliant in some ways." + +"I understand--brilliant materially, dull spiritually, like the +mantles those fellows wore in the Inferno--gilt on the outside, and +lead within. 'Oh, everlastingly fatiguing mantle!' I am gladder than +ever that I stayed at home." + +"I am glad too, for I think you would have been bored, and when you +are bored you make no concealment of the fact." + +"Of course not,--why should I? If I seemed to be having a good time, I +should be compelled to go through it again. No, society is organized +for people under twenty-five. They really enjoy it. For the rest of +the world it is a sham." + +Winifred smiled absently. + +"Who was there?" Professor Anstice asked at length, pushing away his +books as if bidding them a reluctant good-night. + +"Oh, no one whom you know, I think, except Mr. Flint." + +"Flint? Does he go to such things?" + +"Yes, and appears to find them sufficiently entertaining, though I +fancy he must be decidedly over twenty-five. By the way," she added, +with an elaborately careless aside, "what do you think of Mr. Flint, +on the whole?" + +"I think, for a clever man, he plays the worst game of whist I ever +saw." + +"Yes, yes," admitted Winifred, with light mockery in her tone; "but +what do you think of him in lesser matters,--general character, for +instance?" + +The Professor looked at his daughter with a little quizzical sadness +in his faded gray eyes. He began to perceive the drift of her banter. + +"It would be difficult to state exactly what I think of him when you +put it so broadly as that," he answered. "Flint's character is +complex. He has in him the making of a fine man; but the question is, +will it ever be made? He seems to me abnormally lacking in personal +ambition,--does not seem to care whether he is heard of or not,--has a +sort of contempt for the little neighborhood notorieties which give +most men pleasure. It is as if he were taking a bird's-eye view of +himself, and every one else, and they all looked so small that the +trifling variations in prominence did not matter." + +Winifred looked at her father in silent surprise. She had no idea that +he had made such a study of the younger man. He paused for a moment; +but meeting his daughter's absorbed gaze, he continued: "The thing +which gives me most hope of Flint is his genuine devotion to truth. +Positive or negative truth--it is all the same to him. Now, many a +man is loyal to his convictions; but very few are loyal to their +doubts. He will 'come into port greatly or sail with God the seas.' +Fine line that, isn't it? The sound is quite majestic if you say it +over aloud--'Come into port--'" + +"But, Papa," interrupted Winifred a little impatiently, "you were +talking of Mr. Flint." + +"To be sure, so we were,--at least I was; but I should like to hear a +little of your opinion of him. A woman's estimate of a man is always +worth having, though not always worth heeding. You see too much in +high lights and deep shadows, not enough by clear daylight; still, I +should like to know how Flint strikes you. I remember at first you +found him absolutely disagreeable." + +"Yes, Papa." + +"But of late you have seemed to change your mind, or at least to feel +less prejudice against him." + +"Yes, Papa." + +A silence fell between them after this. At length Winifred rose and +turned down the lights. Then she drew a low stool to the side of her +father's chair, and sitting down by his knee began to rub her hand +gently up and down over the broadcloth. + +"Papa," she said after a while, "I haven't been very nice to you; have +I?" + +"Nonsense, child,--what put such an idea into your head? As if I had +had any happiness in all these years since--since your mother +died--except through my children!" + +"Oh, yes, I know you have found your happiness in taking care of us, +but I have found my happiness in being taken care of; and I have +enjoyed having my own way and doing the things I liked, and now I +would give--oh, so much!--if I had been different." + +"What does this mean?" exclaimed Professor Anstice, anxiously fumbling +about Winifred's wrist in the vain effort to find her pulse. "Are you +ill? You have not had a hemorrhage or anything, have you?" + +"Don't worry about me, dear! I shall live to plague you for many a +year yet. I'm as well as can be, except for the mind ache." Here she +gave a nervous little laugh. The Professor looked down at her, sitting +there on the stool, her head drooping to the side as he remembered to +have seen it years ago when she was a little chidden child. The waving +hair hid her face from his sight,--all but the delicate oval of the +cheek and the curve of the full, rounded chin. + +"Winifred," he said gently, "I think you have something to tell me." + +"Yes, I have, only I don't know how to begin." + +"Is it, perhaps, about Mr. Flint?" + +"Yes, about Mr. Flint," Winifred admitted. + +"He has been asking you to marry him?" + +"Yes, asking me to marry him," Winifred repeated, still like a child +reciting her catechism. + +"And you promised." + +"No, I did not," Winifred answered with sudden energy; "I told him I +never could, would, or should marry him,--that I would go on being +friends with him as long as he liked, but on condition that he gave up +the other idea entirely." + +Professor Anstice reached out his thin white scholarly fingers and +stroked the rebellious waves of his daughter's hair. + +"Winifred," he said, "you are always acting on impulse. You never take +time to consider anything, but jump and plunge like a broncho. Now let +us talk this matter over calmly: I am afraid you have made a +mistake--a serious mistake, my dear, though it may not be too late to +remedy it." + +"There is nothing to remedy," said Winifred, with a tremulous attempt +at cheerfulness; "he asked me and I said 'No,' and he said he should +never ask me again, and I said I hoped he wouldn't, or something like +that, and so the matter ended; and I am always going to live with you +and be good to you,--and you won't be sorry for that, will you?" + +"I should be very sorry if it came about so. Listen, Winifred. Because +you see me a delver in dusty old books, you think perhaps that I don't +know what love is; but I tell you as I grow older it comes to fill a +larger and larger part of the horizon, to seem perhaps the only +reality. I don't mean just the love of a man for a woman, but the +great throbbing bond of human affection and sympathy; and of all the +kinds of affection, there is none that has the strength and toughness +that belong to the love of husband and wife. I wish you to marry, +Winifred,--I have always wished it,--only let it be to a true man, my +dear,--let it be to a true man!" + +"Father, he _is_ a true man," said Winifred, speaking low and with a +timidity wholly new to her. + +"I think so,--I earnestly believe it. He seems to me to have more +ability, more strength, and more tenderness than he has shown yet. +Some wrong ideas have twisted themselves persistently among the very +fibres of his life and warped it; but it is not yet too late to tear +them away." + +"Some one else may do it," said Winifred, in exaggerated +discouragement, "I let the opportunity slip by. He will never ask me +again, and as for me--do you think I will ever go to any man with the +offer of my love? Not if my heart broke for him!" + +"He said he would never ask you again?" + +"Yes, Papa; he said it twice." + +"Well, if he said it twice fifty times, it was a lie, or would have +been if he had not believed it himself at the time. Never fear but you +will have a chance to tell him that you have changed your mind, and +without any wound to your pride either." + +"Oh, Papa!" cried Winifred, rising and throwing her arms about his +neck, "you are such a comfort!" + +The old clock on the landing of the stairway struck one. + +"There, it is morning already," said her father. "Off to bed with you, +else I shall have no one to pour out my cup of coffee to-morrow." As +he spoke, he gently unclasped her arms from about his neck, but she +would not go quite yet. + +"If--if--all this should ever come about, are you quite sure you would +be willing to have me leave you?" + +"Quite sure, my dear. It is the natural thing, and what is natural +must be right. Now, good-night." + +Winifred wiped away the tears which had been hanging on the fringe of +her eyelashes, and after a parting hug gathered up her wraps and swept +away to her room. Her father watched her tenderly till the last trace +of her gown had vanished up the stairs; then he closed the door +softly, took a miniature from its case in the drawer, laid it on the +table, and bowed his head on both arms above it. + +"'Father and Mother both.' Yes, that was what I promised, and that is +what I must be so far as I can, and may God help me!" he murmured. + + + + + CHAPTER XIX + + A SLUM POST + + "Sounding brass and a tinkling cymbal." + + +Despair fells; suspense tortures. The forty odd hours which lay +between the ending of the Grahams' dinner and the promised interview +with Winifred Anstice stretched out into an eternity to the impatience +of Flint. By turns he tried occupation and diversion; yet his ear +caught every tick of the clock, which seemed to his exaggerated fancy +to have retarded its movement. He found it so impossible to work at +his office that he packed up his papers and started for home. + +"What! going so early?" called Brooke from his desk. + +"Yes, a man cannot do any work here with this everlasting steam-drill +outside." + +"You are growing too sensitive for this world, Flint. We shall have to +build you a padded room, like Carlyle's, on top of the building." + +Flint vouchsafed no answer. He posted out and up Broadway as if he +were in mad haste. Then suddenly recollecting that his chief purpose +was to kill time, he moderated his stramming gait to a stroll. At a +jeweller's on Union Square he paused, and turned in, ostensibly to +order some cards; but passing out he stopped surreptitiously before +the case of jewels. The rubies interested him most. How well they +would look against a certain gray-silk gown! Should he ever dare-- He +caught a meaning smile on the face of the clerk, and bolted out of the +door. + +He paused again at a fashionable florist's shop tucked deftly in among +the theatres of central Broadway. The men at the counter were busily +engaged over curiously incongruous tasks,--one binding up a cross of +lilies, another a wreath for a baby's coffin, and a third preparing a +beribboned basket, gay with chrysanthemums, for a dinner-table. +Heedless, like us all, of every one's experiences but his own, Flint +stood by, waiting impatiently for the clerk who was putting the last +lily in the cross. From the great heaps of roses which stood about he +selected an overflowing boxful of the longest-stemmed and most +fragrant. The clerk smiled as he watched his recklessness. "I've seen +'em like that," he said to himself, "and two or three years after +they'll come in and ask for carnations, and say it doesn't matter if +they _were_ brought in yesterday." + +Unconscious of the florist's cynical reflections, Flint tossed him +his card, and emerged once more to add one to the moving mass of +humanity on the street. At Madison Square he dropped in at the club +and looked over the latest numbers of "Life" and "Punch." + +Still time hung heavy on his hands. He looked at his watch; it was +just five o'clock,--exactly the time when that objectionable Blathwayt +was to call in Stuyvesant Square. Still two hours before dinner. + +He left the club, crossed over to Broadway, and jumped onto the +platform of the moving cable-car at imminent peril to life and limb. +He rode on in a sort of daze, till he was roused by a sudden jerk and +the conductor's call of: "Central Park--all out here!" Moving with the +moving stream of passengers, he stepped out of the car, and refusing a +green transfer ticket he crossed the street and entered the park at +the Seventh Avenue gate, where the path makes a sudden dip from the +level of the street. The sun was near its setting, and the chilly wind +had swept the walks clear of tricycles and baby carriages. The +gray-coated guardian of the peace blinked at him from his sentry box. +Otherwise he had the park to himself, and found an intense pleasure in +the solitude, the keen air, and the sharp outlines of the dreary +autumn branches against the gorgeous sky. + +The west had that peculiar brilliancy which the dwellers on Manhattan +would recognize as characteristic of their island in November, if +there were not so few who ever get a peep at the sky except +perpendicularly at noonday, as they emerge from rows of brownstone +houses or overshadowing buildings of fabulous height. Flint was in no +mood to sentimentalize over sunsets. The intensely human interests +before him drove Nature far away, as a cold abstraction akin to death; +yet half unconsciously the scene imprinted itself upon his senses, and +long afterward he recalled distinctly the pale grayish-blue of the +zenith shading into the rare, cold tint of green, and that again +barred over with light gossamer clouds, beneath which lay the glowing +bands of orange, red, and violet. + +As the sun dropped, the temperature followed it. The wind whistled +more keenly through the bare branches. Flint turned up the collar of +his overcoat, thrust his hands into his pockets, and quickened his +pace. + +The relief of rapid motion told upon his overstrained condition. By +the time he had rounded the lakes he was calmer. The ascent of the +steep, rock-hewn steps of the ramble rested his nerves as much as it +taxed his wind, and as he came stramming down the mall, his mind was +sufficiently detached from its own hopes and fears to be able to +realize that the overhanging elms recalled agreeably the long walk at +Oxford, and that the Cathedral spires were fine in the gathering dusk, +as one emerged from the Fifth Avenue entrance. The return to the world +of men stimulated him, and the long undulating waves of electric +lights seemed to beckon to him hopefully as he went on. + +The afternoon was gone. That was one comfort, he said, as he reached +his own room. It would take half-an-hour to dress for dinner, and that +meal might be prolonged to cover another hour; but the evening still +stretched onward, seeming interminable to his restless fancy. It was a +relief when Brady came in and suggested that they drop in at a meeting +of the Salvation Army to be held at a slum post in a region of the +city known as Berry Hill. + +"Will I go?" he said, echoing the question of his friend, who stood +looking out of the window with an appearance of indifference, which +deceived no one. "Yes, I will; but I want you to understand that I +don't go as you do, out of pure emotional piety, but only to see and +hear Nora Costello." + +"Well, she is worth it, isn't she?" Brady responded. + +"Worth a trip down-town? Without doubt; but that is not the question +that is lying down in the depths of the locality you are pleased to +call your heart. Come, now," he added, walking across to the window +and throwing his arm over Brady's shoulder with one of his rare +exhibitions of affection,--"come; make a clean breast of it, and let +us talk the thing out from A to Z. _Imprimis_, you are in love with +Nora Costello." + +Brady started and moved away a trifle, but made no effort at denial +till after a minute, when he said rather weakly, "What makes you think +so?" + +"_Think_ so! Why, man, I must be deaf, dumb, and blind not to _know_ +it. Do you suppose I believed that a man at your time of life, brought +up as you have been, had suddenly gone daft on this Salvation Army +business?" + +"It's a 'business', as you call it, that does more good than all the +churches put together," answered Brady, hotly. + +"Hear him!" echoed Flint, mockingly. + +"Hear this son of New England actually declaring that there may be a +way to heaven which does not lie between church-pews or start from a +pulpit!" + +"Flint, you are a scoffer." + +"What do I scoff at?" + +"Religion." + +"Pardon me, but I do not." + +"Well, theology, anyway." + +"Ah, that is a different matter." + +"You call yourself an agnostic." + +"No, I don't. 'Agnostic' is too long and too pretentious a word. I +prefer to translate it and call myself a know-nothing." + +"Don't you believe in God and a future life--and--and all that sort of +thing?" Brady ended rather disjointedly. + +"Don't you believe Mars is inhabited? and that the lines on its +surface are canals for irrigation?" + +"I don't know," answered Brady, whose mental processes were simple. + +"Neither do I," said Flint; "and what is more, neither does any man, +any more than he knows about God and a future life; and so why should +we go to making up creeds and breaking the heads of people who don't +agree with us when we are all just guessers, and probably all of us +wrong?" + +"Then you would take away faith out of the world?" + +"Not I,--at least not unless I could see something to take its place, +which at present I don't; and as for these poor devils who are +consoling themselves for their hard lot in this world by the +expectation of a soft thing in the next, I would not be such a brute +as to shake their confidence if I could, and I don't blame them much +if in addition to their heaven they set up a hell where, in +imagination at least, they can put the folks who have been having a +too good time here while they were grunting and sweating under their +weary load." + +"Then I wonder you have not more sympathy with an organization like +the Salvation Army, which is doing its best to lighten the burden of +the grunters and sweaters." + +"Ah," answered Flint, "I had forgotten the Salvation Army,--it seems +so small a branch of a big subject. I am glad you brought me back. But +let us go a little further back still, for you know it was not the +Army at all that we started to discuss, but only one of its officers, +with a slender little figure and a pale face and a big pair of rather +mournful dark eyes." + +"Oh!" said Brady, taken somewhat off his guard, "but you should see +her when she is pleased! They light up just as if a torch had been +kindled in them." + +"Oh, they do, do they?" said Flint, with genial raillery; "well, you +see I never saw her so pleased as that." + +"Why, don't you remember on her birthday, when I gave her back the +locket?" + +"I remember the occasion; but I had precious little chance to see how +her eyes looked, for you stood so close to her that nobody else could +catch a glimpse. I did see something, though." + +"What?" + +"I saw _you_, and any one more palpably sentimental I never did see." + +"Well, what of it? It isn't a crime, I suppose--" + +"That depends," Flint answered dryly. + +Brady shook off his hand. "What do you mean by that?" he asked +angrily. + +"I mean," said Flint, folding his arms and looking at his friend +steadily, "that you have come to the cross-roads. You cannot go on as +you are. You must either give up hanging about Nora Costello, or you +must make up your mind to marry her." + +"And why not, pray, if I could induce her to accept me?" + +"Great Heavens!" cried Flint; "has it gone so far as that?" + +"Yes, it has," answered Brady, as defiantly as though Flint had +represented his whole family circle; "and if she will marry me I shall +be a proud and happy man." + +"And your relatives,--the Bradfords and Standishes and all?" + +"Plymouth Rock may fall on them for all I care," exclaimed Brady. + +"And how about the tambourines and torches?" + +Brady colored a little, but he stood his ground manfully. + +"I shall never presume to dictate," he answered. "I will go my way and +she shall go hers; and if I can lend a helping hand to any of the poor +wretches she is trying to save, I shall do it, if I have to take off +my kid gloves and get down into the gutter, as many a better man has +done before me." + +"Well," answered Flint, "if that is the way you take it I have nothing +more to say. But if you don't object I would like to be present when +you announce the engagement to Miss Standish." + +"Miss Standish be hanged!" cried Brady. "It is a question of Miss +Costello, I tell you. My only anxiety lies right there. If you had +ever been in love you would know how it feels." + +"I can imagine," Flint answered, taking up his pipe and looking +scrutinizingly into the bowl; "I have read about it in books. But +come! if we are going to the rally we must be about it. It is nearly +eight by my watch. How long is the confounded thing--excuse me--I mean +the gospel gathering?" + +"If you are going to make fun of it, Flint, you would better stay at +home," said Brady, stiffly. + +"No, no, forgive me, Brady! I meant nothing of the kind; it is my +accursed habit of joking when I am in earnest, and being so solemn +when I try to be funny that I am never in harmony with the occasion. +Go on; I will close the door. I ought not to go, for I half expect +Brooke of the Magazine. No matter; I will leave word for him." + +As they passed the janitor, Flint said, "I shall be back by ten. If +any one comes to see me you have the key of my rooms, and let any +visitor come in and wait." + +"All right, sir!" + +"And see that the fire is kept up." + +"Yes, sir." + +Flint shivered as he passed out of the warm, heavily carpeted halls +into the chilly night of late November. + +"To-morrow will be Thanksgiving, won't it?" Brady observed. + +"Yes, and judging by the number of turkeys on this avenue there will +be no family without one. I heard last year of a poor widow who had +_six_ sent her by different charitable institutions. That is what I +call a pressure of subsistence on population." + +Something in Flint's manner jarred upon his companion. It seemed like +a determined opposition to any undue influence of sentiment or +emotion. Brady could not have defined the attitude of his friend's +mind; but he felt it, and resented it to the extent of keeping +silence after they had taken their seats in the car of the elevated +road. + +There were few other passengers, and the car smelled of lamp-oil. All +surrounding influences tended to depress Brady's ordinarily buoyant +spirits, and he wished he had stayed at home, or at any rate had left +Flint behind. Meanwhile his companion, apparently wholly oblivious of +the frigidity of his companion's manner, sat with his hat pulled over +his eyes, and his face as undecipherable as the riddle of the Sphinx. + +As the cars stopped at a station half-way between the up-town +residences and the downtown offices, in the slum belt of the city, +Brady buttoned up his overcoat and rose, saying shortly, "We get out +here." + +"He has been here more than once," was Flint's inward comment; but he +made no reply, only followed in Brady's footsteps down the iron +stairs, and under the shadow of the elevated track for a block or two, +when Brady made a sharp wheel to eastward. + +"Is this our street?" asked Flint, speaking for the first time. + +"Yes, this is our street. Turn to the right--there where you see the +red lantern hanging out from the second story." + +"Ah, you know the neighborhood well, I see. Lead on, and I will +follow. How dark it is down here!" + +"Yes, electric lights are reserved for the quarters where you rich +people live." + +"_You_ rich people!" Flint smiled to himself. "Pretty soon," he +thought, "Brady will be classing me among the greedy capitalists who +are battening on the sorrows of the poor." He was almost conscious of +a feeling of guilt as he recalled the fresh, pure air of the park and +contrasted it with this atmosphere. The name of Berry Hill seemed +curiously inappropriate for the level streets lined with tumble-down +tenements; and its suggestion of the long-ago days when vine-clad +uplands swelled between the narrowing rivers, and little children +steeped their fingers in nothing more harmful than the blood of +berries, lent an added pathos to the gloom of the contrasting present. + +The slum post was a forlorn wooden building which had quite forgotten, +if it had ever owned, a coat of paint. The windows of the lower story +were guarded by a wire netting, behind which reposed the treasures of +the poor under the temporary guardianship of the pawnbroker. On one +side lay bits of finery, tawdry rings of plate and silver set with +sham diamonds and pearls, which if the product of nature, would have +bankrupted a Rothschild. In among them were infants' rattles and +spoons marked for life with the impress of baby teeth. Behind the +smaller articles hung a row of musical instruments, fifes and fiddles +sadly silent, and hinting of moody, mirth-robbed homes. Behind these +again, by the dim light within, Flint caught a glimpse of +miscellaneous piles of household articles wrung from the reluctant +owners who had already parted with vanity and mirth, and now must +banish comfort too. + +The door on one side of the window stood open, and a rather dim light +within showed a bare hall-way with a worn shabby staircase leading to +the room above. Flint and Brady toiled up two flights. "The path to +heaven is not to be made too easy, is it?" said Flint, pausing to take +breath. + +"No; did you expect elevators?" his friend asked with some asperity. + +Flint's good humor was not to be shaken, however. + +"To heaven? Why, yes. Angels' wings I've always understood were to be +at our service. Here it seems not." + +At the door Brady stopped to drop a quarter into the basket labelled +"Silver contribution," held by a buxom and not unpleasing young woman +in the Army uniform. + +"They understand the first principles of the church, I see," Flint +whispered. "They have dropped the communion, but they keep the +contribution-box." + +Brady did not attend to him. As the two men entered, several turned to +look at them. Clearly they were not of the class expected. Brady, +however, nodded to one or two, and he and his friend sat down on a +bench near the door, in the corner of the hall. Flint wished it were +in order to keep his hat on to shield his eyes from the unshaded gas, +which struck him full in the face. But he resigned himself to that, as +well as to the heat and the odor, and charged it off to the account of +a new experience. + +The interior was bare and cheerless, colorless save for the torn red +shades above the high dormer windows, and the crudely painted mottoes +over the platform and around the wall. "_Berry Hill for God!_" +sprawled along one side, flanked by "_Remember Your Mother's +Prayers!_" and in front the sinner's trembling gaze was met by the +depressing suggestion, "_What if you Was to Die To-night?_" + +The ceiling was low, and the air already over-heated and +over-breathed. Flint was an epicure in the matter of air. He looked +longingly at the door, which offered the only method of escape. But he +had come for the evening, and he made up his mind to endure to the +end. + +A Hindoo was speaking as they came in, shaking his white turban with +much vehemence, and waving his small delicate hands in the air as he +told of "The General's" work in India, and how he had been drawn by +the gospel (which he pronounced go-spell) to give up his rank in the +Brahmin caste, to wander over the world as an evangel. + +"Queer," muttered Flint, "that every converted Hindoo was a Brahmin. +Booth seems to have had great luck with the aristocracy." + +For a few moments the strangeness of the Hindoo's speech amused Flint; +then he grew bored, and finally irritated. He took out his watch, +looked at it conspicuously, then closed it with an audible click. If +there is a depressing sound on earth it is the click of a watch to the +ear of an orator. The speaker felt it, and looked round deprecatingly, +reflecting perhaps that however superior in morals, Occidentals have +something to learn of the Orientals in manners. + +When the high-caste Hindoo sat down, there was much clapping of hands +and shaking of tambourines, and then to the tune of Daisy Bell rose a +chorus of,-- + + "Sinner, Sinner, give me your answer, do!" + +Flint felt a convulsive twitching at the corner of his mouth, but he +had sworn to himself that he would betray no levity. Brady looked so +uncomfortable that his friend pitied him. There is much which disturbs +us, chiefly through the sensibility of others. At the end of the +singing, a man rose to tell of what the Army had done for him in +rescuing him from the gutter; but his legs were so unsteady and his +speech so frequently interrupted by hiccoughs that an audible titter +ran around the room, and there was great propriety in the song +following his remarks. + + "If at first you don't succeed, + Try, try again." + +The room grew hotter, the lights more trying, the bench harder. The +humor of the situation began to die out in Flint's mind, and gave way +to a wave of repulsion and of pity for his friend who was about to +condemn himself to these associations for life. His mind, which had +wandered from the scene around him, was recalled by the sound of a +voice, so different from the preceeding ones that it fell like angelic +tones upon a world far beneath. + +"My friends," said the voice, which was of course Nora Costello's, +"you have listened this night to stories of sin and suffering, of +struggle, of victory, and sometimes of defeat." + +"Like the tipsy gent's," a man called out with a coarse laugh. + +"Yes, like his. Would you jeer and gibe if you saw a man sinking in +the waves time after time in spite o' rafts and life-preservers thrown +out to him from the ship?" + +A shamed silence showed that the question had struck; but the speaker +was not satisfied with silence. She went on driving the shaft home. +"Would you laugh if you saw a man trying to climb out of a burning +building and beaten back time after time by the flames?" + +(Cries of "No, no.") + +"Then why should you laugh over a poor wretch who is struggling with +worse flames and in danger of being dragged down to more terrible +fires of endless punishment?" + +"Fire! Fire!" cried some one in the hall. For a moment Flint took this +to be like the "No, no" of a moment before,--only a running comment on +the speaker's words,--but at the same instant his eye caught the +curling of a thin blue line of smoke in the corner, and he remembered +the furniture and flimsy flummery stored on the lower floor. He +measured the distance to the door. There was no one between him and +it. He would have little difficulty in escaping if he started on the +instant--_but these others!_ + +"The place will go up like a rocket," he said to Brady, "but a panic +is worse. Hold the door with me!" + +"Take me, meester; I'm stronger nor him!" said a broad-shouldered +coal-heaver, who had overheard their whisper. + +With this the three men made a bolt for the door, and formed in line +in front of it, with their stout walking-sticks in hand. + +"Keep your seats. We will knock down the first man who moves. There's +no danger!" Flint shouted. For an instant the crowd wavered. It would +have taken only one more impulse to turn it into a mob. Nora Costello +saw the danger, and seizing her tambourine she began on a ringing Army +chorus. The audience fell in with such energy that it drowned the +rattle of the fire engines. + +"Don't be alarmed," said a fireman, sticking his head in at the door, +"the fire is out, and the danger over. Five minutes more, though," he +added in an undertone to Flint, "would have done the business, and +then, I reckon, we might have spent a week looking for bodies in the +ashes." + +"Come, Brady, let us go; I want some fresh air," said Flint, when the +excitement had subsided and another convert had begun his sing-song +confession and adjuration. + +"Go, then," answered his friend; "I shall wait to the end. I am going +to walk home with Miss Costello. Yes," he went on, in response to his +friend's questioning glance, "it's to-night or never." + +"Then I won't wait," said Flint; "only come in to-morrow and tell me +how you fared." + +It was with a feeling of exultation that Flint found himself again on +the street. "How grewsome it would have been," he thought, "to be +carried off in a job lot like that! I can imagine nothing worse, +except perhaps to be killed in a crush at a bargain-counter." + + + + + CHAPTER XX + + THE UNFORESEEN + + "C'est toujours l'imprévu qui arrive." + + +The ruling thought in Flint's mind as he emerged from the crowded room +and made his way down the shaky stairs to the outer door, was of the +physical delight of inhaling fresh air. He drew in two or three deep, +lung-filling breaths, then he opened his coat and shook it to the air +as he had seen doctors do after coming out of a sick-room. + +"Decidedly," he said to himself, "slumming is not my vocation. If I +were drafted into the Salvation Army, I should plead to be permitted +to join the open-air brigade. My sympathy with the poor in general, +and drunkards in particular, is in inverse proportion to the nearness. +Poor Brady! I wonder how he will endure being unequally yoked together +with a believer. Suppose Nora Costello refuses him. No, he is safe +enough, if it is being safe to have her return his love. I saw her +look up as we came in, and though she never glanced in our direction +again till the cry of 'Fire!' came, I saw her look of appeal then, +and his response. Oh, there is no doubt about her accepting him; but +the question is, not how does she feel now, but how will she feel a +year or two years from now? As I grow older, I grow more conservative +on these things. There is such an amount of wear and tear in the +ordinary strain of married life that I hate to see cruel and unusual +ones added. If Winifred Anstice should ever or could ever-- There, I +will not allow myself even to think about it, for it would be so much +harder to give it up afterward if I am compelled to, and, after all, +what chance is there that a girl like Winifred would be willing to +spend her whole life with a man whose nature and character are so +different from hers!" + +Flint had been walking rapidly, and his musings had so filled his mind +that he saw with surprise that he had reached the corner where the +Sixth Avenue elevated and surface cars curve together for their +straight-away race to the Park at the end of the course. He was +conscious of a certain added rush of spirits at finding himself once +more on the edge of a familiar world,--a world where the sin was at +least conventionalized and the misery went about well dressed. Already +the scene at the slum post had taken on in his mind a distance which +enabled him to regard it humorously, and he amused himself in +rehearsing the scene as he would set it forth to Brooke when he +reached "The Chancellor." + +As he turned a corner, he noticed just in front of him in the side +street leading toward Fifth Avenue a young woman carrying a paper +parcel, and looking up a little nervously at one number after another. +She wore a Canada seal jacket, and a wide felt hat topped with nodding +plumes which made a large effect for the investment. Over the jacket +hung a gilt chain holding a coin purse, the latest fad of the +fashionable world. + +As Flint's footsteps quickened behind her, she turned her head a +little timorously. At last she stopped, and as he caught up with her +she began, "Could you tell me--" Then she stopped short. + +"Miss Marsden!" exclaimed Flint, in amazement. "What in the world +brings you here?" + +"To see New York," the girl began a little flippantly, but ended more +tremulously, "and to see you." + +"But where are you staying?" + +"Nowhere--that is, I came down on the train this afternoon, and I +thought I'd go to a hotel, and then I meant to write you a note +to-morrow and ask you to come and see me; but a lady I met on the +cars, she was real kind, and she said she guessed I'd find it cost +more 'n I reckoned on to go to a hotel, and so she gave me this +address where a friend of hers lived. She said she was a perfect lady, +and would take good care of me. Not that I need anybody to do that!" + +This last with that curious mixture of innocence, ignorance, and +sophistication, incredible outside America, where the self-dependent +girl so early becomes sufficient for herself and too much for every +one else. + +Flint took the address from her hand, and studied it for a minute. +"That will not do at all," he said quietly, as he threw the bit of +paper into the gutter. Then he took out his watch. "Half-past nine. +You have just time to catch the night train for South East." + +The girl's face fell. "I'm not going to South East," she said +sullenly. "I wrote Pa that I was going off for Thanksgiving, with a +friend from Boxbury." + +"Then why not go back to Boxbury? That's still an easier trip, and I +can let you have the money." + +Flint's tone, which was always low, had dropped still deeper; but the +earnestness of his manner made itself felt, and a casual passer-by, +catching the word "money," slowed up his walk, and turned his head for +an instant's inspection of the couple. Flint raged inwardly at the +vulgarity of the situation thus thrust upon him. To his companion, +however, the glance of the passer-by conveyed nothing more than a +recognition of her good looks, to which she was not averse. She stood +still a moment, rubbing her ringed and ungloved hand back and forward +over the sanded iron imitation brownstone fence by which she had +paused. Then, as Flint, feeling the conspicuousness of their +stationary attitude, made a movement to walk on, she broke out with a +note of genuine feeling,-- + +"It's no question of money. I came away because I couldn't stand it +any longer. I wanted so to see you and to tell you what a lot I cared +about you, and I thought perhaps--" + +"Don't go on!" said Flint, a trifle sternly. "You are a silly little +fool; but you ought to know better than to say things like that to a +man who never did and never could care anything for you." + +"Then you despise me and my love!" said Tilly, with passion half real, +half premeditated for effect. She had rehearsed this scene many times +in her own mind. + +"Despise you? Not I," Flint answered; "and as for your love, a real, +genuine affection is about the last thing in the world to be despised. +Whether it is returned or not, it does not matter; and besides," here +Flint paused a minute and then went on, "in that I have much sympathy +with you, for I too love some one who has refused to marry me." + +It was with a sense of inward surprise that Flint heard himself +revealing the secrets of his inmost heart to this tawdry young girl; +but Brady's words were ringing in his ears: "I think I would try to +help save a soul, if I had to take off my kid gloves or even go down +in the gutter to do it." + +Tilly Marsden had not enough nobleness of nature to take in the spirit +of his confidence. To her his words implied some hope for herself. + +"Perhaps," she said brokenly, "if you couldn't get her you might take +me." As she looked up at him pleadingly, with real tears standing on +her long eyelashes and the flush of a genuine emotion on her cheeks, +Flint was conscious that she was very, very pretty. + +Her prettiness would not at any time have held any temptation for him. +The inherited austerity of his blood and a fastidiousness of +temperament beyond the appeal of this chromo beauty would have +prevented it in any case, but just now he was under the spell of an +exaltation which lifted him above even the possibility of such danger. +He had stood on the Mount of Transfiguration and looked into the eyes +of spiritual love. Its light still shone above and around him, and +shed its influence over the whole world. All dark thoughts, all +basilar instincts shrank back abashed before that white light. The old +monogamous instinct of the Anglo-Saxon race, which has kept it sound +at the core in spite of a thousand vices, held this man as true to the +woman whom he wished to marry as if she were indeed his wife. + +Tempted he was not, but most wofully disturbed in mind he certainly +was. Having destroyed the dubious address, he felt himself to have +assumed in a measure a responsibility for this foolish girl's future, +her immediate future at least. His mind traversed rapidly all the +possible courses open to him. He must take her somewhere. Hotels and +boarding-houses were alike impossible. He thought of Nora Costello; +but he could not bring himself to ask her to share the narrow limits +of her one room with this be-furbelowed young person, and then it +would involve so many awkward explanations. There was only one person +who would understand. By a process of exclusion, his thoughts were +driven more and more insistently toward seeking aid from Winifred +Anstice. + +He felt to the full the delicacy and difficulty, not to say the +absurdity, of his position, in seeking to place the woman who loved +him under the protection of the woman he loved, but it was the only +course which seemed even possible. + +"Come," he said suddenly to Tilly, with an authority which the girl's +will was powerless to resist. "Since you will not go home, you must be +cared for here. I will take you to a friend of mine, and you must do +as she tells you." + +"And what if I won't go?" said the girl, with a feeble effort at +self-assertion. + +"Then I will leave you here. Only never hold me responsible for the +ruin that lies before you clear as Hell." + +The girl quailed before the energy of his words. + +"Cab, sir?" called the driver of a hansom the lights of which had +twinkled from a judicious distance for some time past. + +Flint raised his finger in acquiescence, and the hansom rattled up to +the curbstone. Flint handed Tilly Marsden into it with his habitual +deference, gave a street and number to the driver, and, jumping in +himself, slammed to the half doors with a clang which echoed along the +silent street. The driver cracked his whip over the horse's head as if +he were about to drive him at a desperate pace; but the animal, +familiar with the noisy demonstration and recognizing it as intended +for the encouragement of the passengers within the vehicle and not +conveying any special warning to himself, set off at his customary +jog-trot. + +A man who had been standing in the shadow of a house moved out and +stood a moment under the quivering nimbus of the electric light. His +brow darkened as he looked after the retreating cab. + +"Curse him!" he muttered. + +Flint and his companion drove on unwitting of the vengeance-breeding +wrath behind them. For a time they kept silence, each absorbed in his +own thoughts. Flint was unpleasantly conscious that the girl was +crying behind her veil, but realizing that he had no consolation to +offer, he wisely let her alone, and before many minutes the novelty of +her surroundings began to tell upon Tilly's grief. + +"Whose house is that?" she asked in a broken voice, as they passed a +brilliantly lighted hotel. She had read so much of the palaces of the +millionnaires that a fourteen-story private dwelling did not strike +her as at all unexpected. + +"She will recover," Flint murmured cynically to himself. His mind was +working rapidly now. Like many contemplative men, once roused to +definite action he was capable of great energy and direct executive +ability. He planned every detail of the coming interview, met every +emergency, was prepared for every event. + +As the cab drew up before the Anstice door, he noted with relief that +the lights above were bright and those on the parlor floor subdued. +"No company, thank Heaven! and the family upstairs," was his comment. +What he most dreaded now was Winifred's being out. He wondered if in +that event he should have courage to ask for Miss Standish, and had +almost persuaded himself that he would, when McGregor, to the comfort +of his soul, admitted that Miss Anstice was at home and without +visitors. Flint felt a little cut by McGregor's glance of suspicion at +his companion. It seemed to connote the opinion of the world, and to +make his position more difficult than ever. He determined, however, to +carry things with a high hand. + +"Show this young woman into the dining-room, McGregor, and close the +doors. Then take this card to Miss Anstice, and ask if I may see her +for a moment on important business." + +The old butler stumbled upstairs, murmuring, "Well, it's a queer +business, and I can't make it out; but he's the right sort, he is." + +As Flint waited in the drawing-room, he was dimly conscious of the +perfume from the roses in the jar on the piano, conscious too that he +was standing on the very spot where he had kissed Winifred's hand +yesterday. Was it really only yesterday? It seemed an age ago. + +The spell was broken by the sound of a light step on the stair, and +the appearance of Winifred herself in the doorway,--Winifred in her +gown of soft gray silk, with a bunch of his roses at her +belt,--Winifred as he had never seen her before, with the gladness of +unrestrained welcome in her eyes, with shy words of love almost +trembling on her lips. + +Flint started forward, then thought of the girl behind the closed +door, and hesitated. Surely they could postpone happiness for a time +to bind up the bruises of that foolish wayfarer who was none the less +to be pitied that her wounds were self-inflicted. + +Winifred's quick perception took in at once the agitation of his face +and manner. + +"You are in trouble!" she said, coming close to him with swift +sympathy. + +"Yes, in trouble and in perplexity. I have come to you for help." + +"I am glad you have come to me," the girl said simply, and stood with +uplifted eyes waiting for him to go on. + +"Don't look at me like that," Flint cried out; "when you do I can +think of nothing but you, and to-night we must both think about some +one else." + +"Who is it? What is it? Tell me from the beginning." + +Flint was profoundly moved by the instant putting aside of all +thoughts of self in the desire to be of service. + +"How dared I ask her to marry me?" he thought. Aloud he said: "Listen, +Winifred, and know that I am trying to tell you the white truth +without reserve or evasion. I come to you because you are the only +person who will need no explanation of the past, to unravel the evil +of the present. I went with Brady this evening to a meeting of the +Salvation Army at a slum post down on Berry Hill, where Nora Costello +was to speak--" + +"Oh, why didn't you let me go too?" + +"You shall go if you like sometime; but I am glad you were not there +to-night, for there was a fire, and something near a panic--" + +Winifred turned white and moved nearer to him. + +"Don't be alarmed!" he said; "nothing happened. The fire was soon put +out, and people settled back in their seats. But I grew restless, and +concluded not to wait for Brady; so I started to walk up alone--" + +"Alone?" echoed Winifred, "through that quarter! Why, Nora says it is +as bad as Whitechapel." + +"Perhaps," said Flint, with a nervous laugh; "but my walk was entirely +uneventful till I reached our own highly respectable part of the city. +As I was turning into Fifth Avenue, out of one of the side streets +above Washington Square, I saw a girl looking up at the houses. As I +came along she stopped to speak to me, and to my amazement I found it +was Tilly Marsden." + +"_Tilly Marsden?_" + +"Yes, she had come down to spend Thanksgiving here in the city. She +had been expecting, it seems, to go to a hotel; but a woman on the +train gave her the address of some friend, and she was looking up this +unknown landlady when I came along." + +"Little fool!" said Winifred, with finely feminine exasperation. + +"She is--beyond a doubt she is; but still--" + +"But still," said Winifred, with a vanishing smile, "you naturally +have more sympathy with her folly than I have." (At this moment +Winifred had forgotten the charge of lack of sympathy which she had +brought against the man before her three months ago.) "The question +is, of course, what is to be done with her?" + +Flint felt an immense sense of relief at Winifred's practical words, +which seemed to remove the situation from the element of tragedy to +rather sordid commonplace. + +"That's it exactly," he said helplessly. "I thought of taking her to +Nora Costello." + +"That would not do at all," said Winifred, positively. "I am +disappointed in you. If you had trusted to my proffer of friendship +yesterday, you would have brought her to me." + +"I--I did," hesitated Flint; "she is in the rear room there. But the +more I think of it, the more I feel as if I could not have her here +near you. She is--" + +"You need not tell me what Tilly Marsden is," Winifred interrupted. "I +know her of old. She is silly and pert, and cheaply sensational; but +she is not vicious, and if she were, our duty would be the same. You +may leave her with Miss Standish and me. We will take care of her, and +try to make something of her." + +"I suppose I ought to say 'Good-by' to her?" + +"By no means. Go, and leave her to me." + +"Have you no word for me at parting?" + +"No, not now,--all that can wait." + +"Good-night, then, since you will let me say nothing more." + +Winifred answered with a farewell glance, full of confidence and of +love. Then the door closed after Flint, and Winifred threw open the +folding-doors into the dining-room. + +"How do you do, Miss Marsden?" she said, taking Tilly's hand. + +The girl looked at her, stupidly bewildered. + +"You do not recognize me, I see, but I remember you from seeing you +with Leonard Davitt down at Nepaug." + +Tilly blushed painfully, but Winifred took no notice of her +embarrassment. + +"Mr. Flint said you were belated in your trip to the city, so he +brought you to us for the night," Winifred continued, as if it were +the most natural episode in the world. + +"And did he tell you--" + +"He told me nothing else. He was in a hurry, I suppose." + +"Then he is gone?" + +"Yes, he is gone, and I am glad, because it is time you went to bed +after you have had such a tiresome journey. Come upstairs. I am going +to give you the little room next Miss Standish's. You remember her +perhaps--she was at Nepaug too. To-morrow we will talk over anything +you wish to tell me. Come!" + + + + + CHAPTER XXI + + GOD'S PUPPETS + + "God's puppets best and worst are we, + There is no last or first." + + +The breakfast-hour in the Anstice household was regularly irregular. A +movable fast, Professor Anstice called it. On the morning of +Thanksgiving Day the hand of the old Dutch clock pointed to nine when +Winifred Anstice entered the dining-room. + +A freshly lighted fire blazed on the hearth. The lamp beneath the +silver urn blazed on the table. Toasted muffins and delicate dishes of +honey and marmalade stood upon the buffet. + +"Will you wait for Mr. Anstice?" McGregor asked as she entered. + +"No, McGregor, I am like time and tide, and wait for no man or woman +either; but you need not hurry, for I will look over my mail while the +eggs are boiling,--just four minutes, remember. I don't want them +bullets, nor yet those odious slimy trickling things which seem only +held together by the shell." + +McGregor smiled,--a smile it had cost him twenty years of service in +the best families to acquire,--a smile which expressed respectful +appreciation of the facetiousness intended without any personal share +in it. He never allowed himself to be more amused than a butler should +be. + +Winifred Anstice dropped into the chair which he held for her, and +took up, one by one, the letters which lay on the silver tray by her +side. They proved a strange medley, as the morning mail of a New York +woman always is,--a dozen "At Home" cards, Receptions, Teas, "days" in +December, all put aside after a passing glance for future sorting; an +appeal for aid, by a widow who had done washing for the family twenty +years ago, and was sure for the sake of old times Miss Anstice would +lend her a small sum, to tide over the cruel winter when her son could +get no work; a note from Mrs. De Lancey Jones, stating that a few +excellent seats for a performance to be given for the benefit of the +"Manhattan Appendicitis Hospital" could be had from her; there was a +great rush for the tickets, but she wanted if possible to keep a few +for her friends, and would Miss Anstice kindly let her know at once if +she desired any? + +Miss Anstice smiled a sceptical smile, which deepened into a laugh +when she picked up the next note, which stated that Mrs. +Brown-Livingston was also holding back a number of the same +much-sought tickets for her friends, but would part with a few to Miss +Anstice if informed at once. + +"What frauds these mortals be!" exclaimed Winifred, laying both +requests aside to amuse her father later. + +At the next envelope she colored hotly, for she recognized the +handwriting instantly. Indeed it was an easily recognizable +superscription and of very distinct individuality,--a back-hand which +at first glance gave the impression that it must be held up to the +mirror to be read, but on closer scrutiny looked plainer than the +upright round hand of the copy-books. It did not need the "F" upon the +seal to tell Winifred Anstice from whom it came. She opened it, as she +opened all sealed documents, with a hairpin, though two paper-cutters +of silver and ivory lay at her hand on the tray. + +The note was brief. It was dated "University Club, Midnight," and had +no beginning, as if the writer could think of none befitting his +feeling. + +"I am distracted," it began abruptly, "with the contest of fears and +hopes, regret and satisfaction. If I seem to have unloaded upon you a +burden of responsibility which was justly mine, I beg you to believe +that I did it only because I could see no other way, and even then I +meant only to ask you to share it. In place of this, with +characteristic generosity you insisted upon assuming the whole. This +must not be. Pray name some hour when I may come to you, and let it be +to-morrow. You don't know how far off that seems." + +Only that, and then the signature. It was a strange note from a lover; +but to Winifred Anstice it was full of the assurance that the man to +whom she had given her heart (for she admitted it to herself now) was +of a nature large enough to put himself and his own feelings aside and +to believe that she too was capable of the larger vision, the +renunciation of present happiness for pressing duty. The highest plane +upon which those who love can meet is this of united work and united +self-sacrifice. + +Winifred's eyes glistened as she read, and when she had finished, she +slipped the note into her pocket for a second reading. As she did so, +Miss Standish entered. + +"I declare, Winifred, you get more morning mail than a Congressman." + +"Yes," said Winifred, "and my constituents make larger demands." + +"It seems to me," said Miss Standish, "that you engage in too many +projects. You do not give yourself time to attend to your own needs +at all." + +"Oh, never fear for that!" answered Winifred. "One's own needs pound +at the door; the needs of others only tap. How did you sleep last +night?" + +"Finely. I was so tired after that picture exhibition that I could +hardly keep my eyes open. I was glad enough to creep off to bed by +nine o'clock; but do you know I had a confused dream of voices in the +room next mine,--the little one with the green and white hangings. I +thought I heard your voice, and then a stranger's, and I seemed to +catch the word 'Nepaug.' Isn't it curious how dreams come without any +reason whatever?" + +"H'm! Sometimes it is, as you say, very curious; but in this +particular instance there was nothing very miraculous about it, since +you did hear voices and you very likely caught the word 'Nepaug,' for +it was certainly mentioned." + +"How's that?" questioned Miss Standish, sharply. She did not relish +the idea of having missed any unusual happenings. + +Winifred was a little vexed by the note of curiosity in her voice, and +she answered without undue haste, "Yes, it was I and Tilly Marsden; +you remember her, perhaps,--the daughter of the inn-keeper." + +There were two things most exasperating to Miss Standish,--one to be +supposed to know what she did not and thereby to be cheated of +acquiring the information, the other to be suspected of not knowing +what she remembered perfectly. + +"Not know Tilly Marsden! Well, you must think I am losing my +faculties. I wish you would not waste your time in telling things I +know as well as you do; but what I would like to hear is how she came +to be in this house." + +"Mr. Flint brought her," answered Winifred, with unkind brevity. + +"Ah!" commented Miss Standish, with an upward inflection, "and did he +explain how it happened that she was under his protection?" + +"I did not insult him by inquiring," flashed Winifred, "and I will not +have him insulted in my presence." + +Miss Standish looked at the girl over her glasses, as if she suspected +her of having lost her wits. We are all of us surprised by a response +which seems to us vehement beyond the proximate cause of the present +occasion; we fail to allow for the slow-gathering irritation, the +unseen sources of excitement which collect in the caverns of the mind +like fire-damp ready to explode at the naked flame of one flickering +candle. Winifred had the grace to be instantly ashamed of her +impulsive irritability. She had already set before herself the +standard of self-control which she saw and reverenced in Flint. + +"Excuse me," she said. "I was awake almost all night, and am tired and +nervous. Mr. Flint met Tilly Marsden by accident in the street. She +did not know where to go, and so he brought her here. My father +approved," she added a little haughtily. + +"But why did she appeal to Mr. Flint?" pursued Miss Standish, who +clung to her inquiries like a burr. + +"Because she was in love with him," blurted out Winifred, irritated +beyond the power of silence. "Can't you see! _This_ was why I asked +him to leave Nepaug last summer." + +"Tilly Marsden in love with Mr. Flint!" echoed Miss Standish, amazed +beyond the desire to appear to have suspected it all along. "I can't +understand it." + +"I can," said Winifred; "I can understand it perfectly. Poor girl! I +am heartily sorry for her." + +"Well, you needn't be," responded Miss Standish, with an asperity born +of impatience at her own lack of astuteness. "For my part, I have no +doubt she has enjoyed the situation thoroughly from beginning to end. +No, don't talk to me. I know those hysterical people. All they care +about is making a sensation and being the centre of attention. It is +my opinion that she has made fools of you and Mr. Flint too. As for +her being in love with him, nonsense! She would have fallen in love +with a wax figure at the Eden Musée, if it wore better clothes than +she was accustomed to. It tickles her vanity to fancy herself in love +with a gentleman. It is the next best thing to having him in love with +her." + +"Don't you think you're a little hard on her?" asked Winifred, whose +feelings were unusually expansive this morning. + +"I think you are entirely too soft about her," Miss Standish answered. +"It is sickly sentimentalism like yours which is filling the hospitals +with hysterical patients. Let 'em alone and they'll come round fast +enough." + +"How do you account for my sickly sentimentalism when I have no heart, +as you told me the other day?" commented Winifred demurely, with +downcast eyes. + +"Most natural thing in the world," said Miss Standish, rising to an +argument like an old war-horse to the sound of a trumpet. +"Tenderheartedness is touched by the sufferings of others. +Sentimentality is touched by your feeling for them, which is the most +enjoyable form of sadness." + +At this point McGregor, who with admirable discretion had retreated to +the pantry, reappeared, served Miss Standish with coffee and eggs, and +again vanished, closing the door behind him. + +"Really," cried Winifred, half laughing, half vexed, "you're as bad as +Mr. Flint, with your fine-spun differences." + +"There, Winifred, you've said enough. Whatever the provocation, you +could not have hit back harder,--to say I am like Mr. Flint." + +"It _was_ rather more than the truth warrants," answered Winifred, +with a little spot of color flaming up in her cheeks like a +danger-signal. + +"I hope so," Miss Standish continued, oblivious of the red flag. "I +must say, Winifred, I think you let him come here too much." + +"You don't like him?" + +"No, I confess I don't." + +"Then you needn't like me, either, for _I_ like him so much that I am +going to marry him." + +Miss Standish laid down her egg-spoon, and sat staring at Winifred. + +"Well!" she exclaimed at length, "this does beat all." + +Winifred opened her lips to reply, when her attention was called to +the maid who came hurrying into the room with her cheesecloth duster +in one hand and a folded piece of paper in the other. + +"The young woman, mum, as you said I was to call at nine,--well, she +isn't in her room, and the bed doesn't look as if it had been slept in +at all, and I found this on the bureau." + +Winifred caught at the paper and read it breathlessly. It was +addressed to herself. + +"Good-by," it said, "and thank you for taking me in. I suppose I ought +to be very grateful. I came here because I could not help it, and I am +going away without taking a meal, or sleeping in your bed. I don't +like being taken on charity. If it had not been for you, Mr. Flint +might have cared for me, same as the hero did in 'The Unequal +Marriage.' I saw last night it was you he was talking about when he +said there was somebody he wanted to marry who wouldn't have him. My +heart is broken; but I mean to have _some_ enjoyment, which I +couldn't, if I stayed here with you and that poky Miss Standish. I +think it was real mean of Mr. Flint to bring me here anyhow." + + Yours truly, + "MATILDA MARSDEN" + +She tossed the letter across the table to Miss Standish, and touched +the bell under her foot. + +"McGregor," she said, as the man appeared, "did you hear any one go +out of the house this morning?" + +"I thought I did, Miss Winifred, about six o'clock, before +light,--that is, I was justly sure I heard the front door shut; but +when I got there it was all right, except the outer door was unlocked, +and that often happens when your father is at the Club. He do forget +now and then." + +"Three hours' start!" said Winifred to herself, then aloud: "McGregor, +go at once to 'The Chancellor' and leave word for Mr. Flint to come +here. Wait--I will send a note. Oh dear! why didn't I foresee this +possibility?" + +"Come!" said Miss Standish, who, even in her excitement, could swallow +the last of her cup of hot coffee,--"come, let us go upstairs and see +if the foolish girl has not left some clew!" + +As Winifred and Miss Standish passed out at the parlor door, Master +Jimmy entered from the hall, sleek and smiling in his holiday attire. +"Great Scott!" he ejaculated. "What started Miss Standish off like +that? Our stairs make the old lady puff when she takes 'em on the +slow, and at this rate Fred will have to carry her half-way. +Something's up, that's evident. Never mind, I'm not in it. McGregor," +he called, "bring on those griddle-cakes; I smell 'em cooking. Quick +now, while there's no one here to count how many I eat! Hurrah for +Thanksgiving!" + +McGregor failed to appear at Master Jimmy's call, and when Maria came, +she said he had been sent out on an errand. + +"What's up?" asked Jimmy, between mouthfuls. + +"Oh, nothing--nothing--I wonder will they have the police?" + +"Cops!" cried Jimmy, waking up for the first time to a genuine +interest in the family excitement. "Has any one gone off with the +spoons? It would be just my luck to have had a burglar in the house +last night and me never got a pop at him with my air-gun loaded and +close by the bed." + +"It's no burglar," said the maid, with mystery in her tones. + +"Not McGregor drunk!" shouted Jimmy, with a scream of delight. "That +would be too good a joke." + +"McGregor drunk, indeed!" sniffed Maria, indignantly. "If every one as +came to this house was as good as McGregor, it would be a fine thing; +but when it comes to takin' in all sorts and making a Harbor of Refuge +out of a respectable home--I'm not surprised _whatever_ may happen." + +"Oh, hold your tongue, Maria. Don't be a fool! Get me some more cakes, +while I go up and ask Fred what's the matter. It won't take _her_ half +an hour to get it out, I'll bet." + +With this cheerful observation Jimmy vanished, and Maria disappeared +down the kitchen stairs, declaring that that boy was "a perfect +gintleman." + +When Flint entered the Anstices' drawing-room a little later, Winifred +was standing by the window, and though she turned away quickly, it was +evident that she had been watching for him. + +The thought thrilled him. + +"What shall we do? Oh, what shall we do?" she broke out, as he came up +to her. + +He took her hands; they were burning hot. + +"First of all, I will tell you what _not_ to do," Flint answered. "You +are not to work yourself into a fever of distress over this +unfortunate business. The responsibility is not yours but mine, and +the burden of anxiety is to be mine and not yours." + +"Oh, never mind me! What about Tilly Marsden? It is dreadful to think +of her wandering about this great city entirely alone--and she such a +simpleton. Of course, it's hopeless to try to find her. Papa says so." + +"Not so hopeless as you think," said Flint, with a trifle more +assurance than he felt in his inmost heart. "New York stands for two +things to a girl like her,--the shops and the theatres,--her ideas of +the 'amusement' she speaks of in the note you sent me would be limited +to one of these. Now, as this is a holiday, none of the shops would +be open, and that limits it to the theatres. I shall have detectives +at the door of every theatre this afternoon." + +"How clever you are," murmured Winifred, "how clever and how +sympathetic! You have such feeling for everybody in trouble." + +This was too much for even Flint's sense of humor, which had suffered +somewhat, as every one's does, from the process of falling in love. +His lips twitched. + +"Then I am not more obtuse than any one you ever saw, when the +sufferings of others are involved?" + +"Don't, pray, don't bring up the things I said that night!" cried +Winifred, blushing rosy red. + +"This is no time for jesting, dear, I know," Flint answered, coming +close to her as she stood against the filmy lace curtain. "No time +either for jesting or hoping; only your words did give me a gleam of +encouragement to think that perhaps a girl who changed her mind so +much in a few weeks might have wavered a little in a few days. Is it +possible--Winifred, before I go away, as I must at once--could you +find it in your heart to say 'I love you'?" + +Winifred made him no answer, at least in words; but she came close to +him, and laid both hands on his arm with a touching gesture of +trustful affection. + +So absorbed were they in one another that they did not notice how near +they stood to the window, or that the curtain was too diaphanous quite +to conceal them from view. Suddenly into their world of ecstatic +oblivion came a crash, a sound of falling glass, a dull thud against +the wall opposite to the window. + +"Great Heavens!" cried Flint, looking anxiously at Winifred. "What was +that? Are you sure you're not hurt, my darling?" + +Even as he spoke, another report was heard outside, and, throwing open +the curtains, they saw a man on the other side of the street stagger +and fall. Flint rushed to the door, down the steps and across the +sidewalk. A crowd had already collected. + +"He is dead,--stone dead," said one, kneeling with his hand over his +heart. + +"Queer, isn't it--on Thanksgiving Day too?" said another. + +"Who is he?--a countryman by his looks," said a third. "Fine-looking +chap, too, with that crop of curly hair and these broad shoulders." + +"Faith!" murmured an old woman, "it's some mother's heart 'ull bleed +this day." And pulling out her beads, she knelt on the sidewalk to say +a prayer over the parting soul. + +The prostrate form lying along the pavement had a certain tragic +dignity, almost majesty, in its attitude. One arm was pressed to the +heart, the other thrown out in a gesture of abandonment to despair. +The revolver, which had dropped from the nerveless hand, lay still +smoking beside the still figure. From a wound in the left temple under +the dark curls the blood trickled in a red stream. Death was in his +look. The lips were turning blue, and the eyes glazing rapidly. + +Flint came close to the dying man, and then shrank back with an +involuntary start of horror. "Leonard Davitt!" he murmured below his +breath. In an instant the whole situation was clear to him. By one of +those flashlights which the mind sometimes sheds on a scene before it, +making the hidden places clear and turning darkness to daylight, he +grasped the truth. He knew that by some unlucky chance Leonard had +come to New York, had seen him and Tilly Marsden in conversation, had +seen them come here together, had fancied that he was wronged. Then +this morning again he must have seen him with Winifred at the +window,--Winifred mistaken for the girl he loved,--and then jealousy +quite mastered the brooding brain, and the end was _this_. + +As Flint stood over the boy's body, a great weight of sadness fell +upon him. He felt like one of the figures in a Greek tragedy, innocent +in intent, but drawn into a fatal entanglement of evil, and made an +instrument of woe to others as innocent as himself. The blue sky above +in its azure clearness seemed a type of the indifference of Heaven, +the chill of the pavement a symbol of the coldness of earth. These +thoughts, chasing each other through his brain with lightning +rapidity, still left it clear for action. + +"Stand away there, and give the man air!" he cried, clearing a little +space. "Go for a doctor, somebody,--quick!" + +"Oh, can it be Leonard Davitt!" whispered Winifred under her breath, +as pale and trembling with emotion she drew near the edge of the +crowd. "Poor boy! What shall we say to his mother?" + +"Hush!" Flint answered. "May we carry him into the house?" + +"Of course--of course. Oh, do hurry with the doctor. Perhaps he is not +dead, after all." + +With that ready adaptiveness which in Americans so often supplies the +place of training, four of the men stepped forward, and lifting the +body gently bore it up the steps and through the open door into the +drawing-room, and laid it on the lounge just under the bullet-hole in +the wall. + +A doctor bustled in, box in hand. He made no effort to open his case, +however. One look was sufficient. + +"Death must have been instantaneous," he said. "What a queer thing,--a +suicide on Thanksgiving Day!" + + + + + CHAPTER XXII + + THE END + + _Extract from the Journal of Miss Susan + Standish, Oldburyport, December 1._ + + +It is good to be at home again. I said it over to myself many a time +yesterday, as I was helping Mary to take the covers off the family +portraits, and sitting in front of the old andirons with the firelight +dancing in their great brass balls. I felt it when I sat down at my +mahogany table and laid my fingers on the ebony handle of the old +silver coffee-pot. Things come to have a distinct individuality, +almost a personality, and we unconsciously impute to them a response +to our feeling for them. It seemed to me that the old claw-foot sofa +was as glad to get me back as the cat herself, and the door swung wide +with a squeak of welcome. My desk too stood open with friendly +invitation, and on it lay a couple of letters. The first was from Ben +Bradford. It was so long since I had heard from the boy that I opened +his letter first. I wrote him last month, sending him some news and +more good advice. I counselled him to stop thinking about Winifred +Anstice or any other girl, and throw himself into his studies, to make +a record which should do credit to the Bradford name. He replies that +the advice is excellent; only one drawback,--it cannot be done. He has +tried throwing himself into his studies, but they closed over him +without a trace. Talk about records,--he will be glad enough if he +gets through his examinations without a dead flunk. As for not +thinking about Winifred, he says I have not helped him to the desired +end by what I wrote about Mr. Flint and his attentions. Of course, Ben +says, he could not expect that Winifred would wait for him. In these +days no man could hope to marry until he was white-headed like that +Flint; but as for himself he never did or should see any woman whom he +could love except Winifred Anstice. + +To try to throw off his depression and discouragement, he had gone +around last evening to call on Fanny Winthrop, who was studying at +Radcliffe this year and staying on Mount Vernon Street. She sent her +love to her "dear Miss Standish," and if I had any message to send in +return he would be happy to carry it, as he and she were to act in +"The Loan of a Lover," and he was likely to see a good deal of her in +the course of the next week or two. + +This letter has relieved my mind greatly. It is evident that Ben's +heart is built like a modern ship, in compartments, so that though one +bulkhead suffers wreck, the vessel may still come safe to a +matrimonial haven. + +Fanny Winthrop is a plain little girl with a round face and the +traditional student spectacles; but a merry pair of dimples twinkling +with a fund of cheery humor, and then--a Winthrop! That will please +his mother, I am sure. But I am no matchmaker. I never think of such +things unless they are forced upon me, as they have been lately. + +The other letter on my desk was from Philip Brady. I had missed his +call that last evening in New York. He writes, as if it were a +surprising piece of information, that he is going to marry Nora +Costello, provided she can gain the consent of her superior officers, +and he delegates to me the pleasant duty of breaking the news to his +family circle. "This," he says, "will be easy for you who have known +Nora, and who were the first to discover her charm and the solid merit +which goes so much deeper than charm." + +Here is a pretty state of things! + +What am I to do? I can see Cousin John's face when he hears the words +"Salvation Army." He has always scoffed and scolded and sworn at the +mere mention of the business, and his opinions are very "sot," as the +Oldbury farmers say. He is, in fact, the only obstinate member of our +family; but I will let him know that he cannot talk down Susan +Standish. I mean to go right over to his house after dinner and have +it out with him. I shall tell him that Nora Costello is a +daughter-in-law to be proud of (as she is), and that I dare say, if he +wishes it, she will leave the Salvation Army (which she never will); +that, at any rate, he must send for the girl to come on to visit him; +that if he does not, _I_ shall; and that I heartily approve the match. + +I call myself a truthful woman, and the proof of it is that when I do +start out to tell a lie, it is a good honest one, not a deft little +evasion such as runs trippingly from the tongue of practised +deceivers. + +I suppose the news of Philip's engagement will be spread all over town +before night. I feel now as though I should not object to a little of +that indifference to the affairs of one's neighbors which I found so +depressing when I was in New York. Not that I am any less loyal to +Oldburyport; if anything, I have grown more loyal than ever. + +I love the deep snow and the trees bare as they are, and the square +down the road a piece, and the post-office, and the trolley cars. Our +cars go fast, but not too fast,--just fast enough, and they have no +dead man's curve. Folks in Oldburyport die a natural death. They are +not killed by the cable or run over by bicycles, or, what is quite as +bad, hurried and worried to death by the rush of life, as people are +in New York. I declare I felt as if I had lived an age in the month I +was there; but then, why shouldn't I, with so much happening and such +exciting and distressing things too! It seems as if everything went +crooked. Now, if my advice had been taken in the beginning--but nobody +ever will take advice except in Oldburyport. + +It makes me wrathy to think of Winifred Anstice marrying that Mr. +Flint, who is so dangerously irreligious, and Philip Brady marrying +Nora Costello, who is so injudiciously religious, and then poor +Leonard Davitt throwing away his life for that pert, forward, foolish +Tilly Marsden, who has gone back to her shop-counter, pleased, for all +I know, with all the excitement she raised! If corporal punishment in +early youth were strictly adhered to, there would be fewer Tilly +Marsdens in the world. In Oldburyport, I am happy to say, we believe +in corporal punishment. + +Poor Leonard! I have not got over his death yet. It was all so sad and +so unnecessary. But I am not sure that he is not better off as he is +than he would have been married to that girl. His mother took to her +bed when she heard the news, and the doctor thinks she will not live +long. So Tilly Marsden will have that death on her conscience, too, or +would if she had a conscience to have it on. + +There might very easily have been a third, for they said the first +bullet which Leonard fired must have come within an inch of Jonathan +Flint's head. I should have supposed such an escape must have softened +even him. I thought it was a good time to impress the lesson, so I +pointed to the bullet buried in the wall. + +"Mr. Flint," said I, "can you look at that and not believe in +Providence?" + +Instead of being convinced, as I thought he would, he only pointed to +Leonard's body lying under it and said nothing. + +I hate these people who are given to expressive silences. It takes one +at a disadvantage. Silence is the only argument to which there is no +answer. At the time I could not think of anything to say to him, +though, since I got home, I've thought of ever so many. It is easier +to think, I find, in Oldburyport. + +Except for the last terrible days I had a beautiful time in the city, +and as I look over my diary I am quite overwhelmed to see how many +things Winifred did for me. She is a dear girl! I have promised to +embroider all the table linen for her wedding outfit. I console myself +by reflecting that Mr. Flint is a descendant of Jonathan Edwards, and +if she wants me to like him, I suppose I must try, though I may +confess right here to my diary that for years I have been wanting her +to marry Philip Brady. She ought to have done it, but we are all fools +where matrimony is concerned. + + P. S. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Flint + His Faults, His Friendships and His Fortunes + +Author: Maud Wilder Goodwin + +Release Date: June 6, 2007 [EBook #21690] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK FLINT *** + + + + +Produced by David T. Jones and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This file was +produced from images generously made available by The +Internet Archive/American Libraries.) + + + + + + +</pre> + + + +<h1>FLINT</h1><br /> + +<h3>His Faults, His Friendships</h3><br /> +<h3>and His Fortunes</h3><br /> + + + +<h5>BY</h5><br /> + +<h4>MAUD WILDER GOODWIN</h4><br /> + +<h5>AUTHOR OF "THE HEAD OF A HUNDRED," "WHITE</h5><br /> +<h5>APRONS," "THE COLONIAL CAVALIER," ETC.</h5><br /> + + +<h4>BOSTON</h4><br /> +<h5>LITTLE, BROWN, AND COMPANY</h5><br /> +<h5>1897</h5> + +<h6><i>Published</i>, <i>1897</i>,</h6><br /> +<h6><span class="smcap">By Little, Brown, and Company.</span></h6> +<br /><br /><br /><br /> + +<h6>University Press:</h6><br /> +<h6><span class="smcap">John Wilson and Son, Cambridge, U.S.A.</span></h6> +<br /> + +<h5>Dedicated to Miriam</h5> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<span class="left"><a name="Page_vii" id="Page_vii">[Pg vii]</a></span> +<h3>TABLE OF CONTENTS.</h3><br /> + + +<table width="60%" align="center"summary=""> +<tr> +<td class="tdr"><span class="smcap">Chapter</span></td> +<td class="tdl"> </td> +<td class="tdr"><span class="smcap">Page</span></td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td class="tdr">I.</td> +<td class="tdl"><span class="smcap">The Day of Small Things</span></td> +<td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_1">1</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td class="tdr">II.</td> +<td class="tdl"><span class="smcap">Mingled Yarn</span></td> +<td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_11">11</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td class="tdr">III.</td> +<td class="tdl"><span class="smcap">Old Friends</span></td> +<td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_35">35</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td class="tdr">IV.</td> +<td class="tdl"><span class="smcap">The Davitts</span></td> +<td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_57">57</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td class="tdr">V.</td> +<td class="tdl"><span class="smcap">The Old Shop</span></td> +<td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_71">71</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td class="tdr">VI.</td> +<td class="tdl"><span class="smcap">The Glorious Fourth</span></td> +<td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_87">87</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td class="tdr">VII.</td> +<td class="tdl"><span class="smcap">On the Beach</span></td> +<td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_102">102</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td class="tdr">VIII.</td> +<td class="tdl"><span class="smcap">The Mary Ann</span></td> +<td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_123">123</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td class="tdr">IX.</td> +<td class="tdl"><span class="smcap">Nora Costello</span></td> +<td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_139">139</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td class="tdr">X.</td> +<td class="tdl"><span class="smcap">Flying Point</span></td> +<td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_154">154</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td class="tdr">XI.</td> +<td class="tdl"><span class="smcap">The Point of View</span></td> +<td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_174">174</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td class="tdr">XII.</td> +<td class="tdl"><span class="smcap">"Pippa Passes"</span></td> +<td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_188">188</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td class="tdr">XIII.</td> +<td class="tdl"><span class="smcap">A Soldier</span></td> +<td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_205">205</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td class="tdr">XIV.</td> +<td class="tdl"><span class="smcap">Two Soul-Sides</span></td> +<td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_218">218</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td class="tdr">XV.</td> +<td class="tdl"><span class="smcap">A Birthday</span></td> +<td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_236">236</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td class="tdr">XVI.</td> +<td class="tdl"><span class="smcap">Yes or No</span></td> +<td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_252">252</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td class="tdr">XVII.</td> +<td class="tdl"><span class="smcap">A Little Dinner</span></td> +<td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_270">270</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td class="tdr">XVIII.</td> +<td class="tdl"><span class="smcap">A Maiden's Vow</span></td> +<td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_289">289</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td class="tdr">XIX.</td> +<td class="tdl"><span class="smcap">A Slum Post</span></td> +<td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_303">303</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td class="tdr">XX.</td> +<td class="tdl"><span class="smcap">The Unforeseen</span></td> +<td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_323">323</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td class="tdr">XXI.</td> +<td class="tdl"><span class="smcap">God's Puppets</span></td> +<td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_338">338</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td class="tdr">XXII.</td> +<td class="tdl"><span class="smcap">The End</span></td> +<td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_356">356</a></td> +</tr> +</table> + + +<span class="left"><a name="Page_1" id="Page_1">[Pg 1]</a></span> +<h2>Flint:</h2><br /> + +<h3>His Faults, His Friendships, and<br /> +His Fortunes</h3> +<br /> +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<h3><a name="CHAPTER_I" id="CHAPTER_I"></a>CHAPTER I</h3> + +<h4>THE DAY OF SMALL THINGS</h4> +<h6><a class="contents" href="#Page_vii">[Go to Table of Contents]</a></h6> + +<table align="center" summary=""> +<tr> +<td>"Say not 'a small event.' Why 'small'?</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td>Costs it more pain that this ye call</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td>'A great event' should come to pass</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td>Than that? Untwine me from the mass</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td>Of deeds which make up life, one deed</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td>Power should fall short in, or exceed."</td> +</tr> +</table> + +<br /> + +<table align="center" summary=""> +<tr> +<td class="tdc"><i>The following chapter is an Extract from the Journal of Miss Susan</i></td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td class="tdc"><i>Standish, dated Nepaug, July 1, 189-.</i></td> +</tr> +</table> +<br /> + +<p>We are a house-party.</p> + +<p>To be sure we find pinned to our cushions on Saturday nights a grayish +slip of paper, uncertain of size and ragged of edge, stating with +characteristic New England brevity and conciseness the amount of our +indebtedness to our hostess; but what of that? The guests in those +stately villas whose lights twinkle at us on clear evenings from the +point along the coast, have +<span class="left"><a name="Page_2" id="Page_2">[Pg 2]</a></span> +their scores to settle likewise, and though the account is rendered +less regularly, it is settled less easily and for my part, I prefer +our Nepaug plan.</p> + +<p>We are congenial.</p> + +<p>I don't know why we should be, except that no one expects it of us. We +have no tie, sacred or secular, to bind our hearts in Christian love. +We have in fact few points in common, save good birth, good breeding, +and the ability to pay our board-bills as they fall due; but +nevertheless we coalesce admirably.</p> + +<p>We are Bohemian.</p> + +<p>That is, our souls are above the standards of fashion, and our incomes +below them, and of such is the kingdom of Bohemia. A life near to +Nature's heart, at eight dollars a week, appeals to us all alike.</p> + +<p>We are cross.</p> + +<p>Yes, there is no denying it. Not one of us has escaped the irritation +of temper naturally resulting from ten days experience of the fog +which has been clinging with suffocating affection to earth and sea, +putting an end to outdoor sport and indoor comfort, taking the curl +out of hair, the starch out of dresses, the sweetness out of +dispositions, and hanging like a pall over all efforts at jollity.</p> + +<p>Irritation shows itself differently in each individual of our +community. As is the temperament, so is the temper.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_3" id="Page_3">[Pg 3]</a></span> + +<p>Master Jimmy Anstice, aged twelve, spends his time in beating a tattoo +on the sofa-legs with the backs of his heels. His father says: "Stop +that!" at regular intervals with much sharpness of manner; but lacks +the persistent vitality to enforce his command.</p> + +<p>My nephew, Ben Bradford, permanently a resident of Oldburyport, and +temporarily of Cambridge, sits in a grandfather's chair in the corner, +"Civil Government" in his lap, and "Good-Bye, Sweetheart," in his +hand. Even this profound work cannot wholly absorb his attention; for +he fidgets, and looks up every few minutes as if he expected the +sunshine to walk in, and feared that he might miss its first +appearance.</p> + +<p>I, for occupation, have betaken myself to writing in this diary, +having caught myself cheating at solitaire,—a deed I scorn when I am +at my best.</p> + +<p>Doctor Cricket, his hands nervously clasped behind him, has been +walking up and down the room, now overlooking my game and +remonstrating against the liberties I was taking with the cards (as if +I had not a right to cheat myself if I like!) and then flying off to +peer through his gold-bowed spectacles at the hygrometer, which will +not budge, though he thrusts out his chin-whisker at it for the +fortieth time.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_4" id="Page_4">[Pg 4]</a></span> + +<p>"The weather is in a nasty, chilly sweat," he says grumpily; "if it +were my patient, I would roll it in a blanket, and put it to bed with +ten grains of quinine."</p> + +<p>"Not being your patient, and not being dosed with quinine, it may be +better to-morrow," Ben retorts saucily.</p> + +<p>Ordinarily, the Doctor takes Ben's sallies with good-humored contempt. +To-day, he is in other mood. He smiles—always a bad sign with him, as +the natural expression of his truly benignant mood is a fierce little +terrier-like frown.</p> + +<p>"My poor boy!" he says sympathetically. "The brain is going fast, I +observe. Steep a love-story, and apply it over the affected part!"</p> + +<p>I see Ben wrestling with a retort; but before he has it to his mind, +something happens. The door opens and a girl enters. Ben's face lights +up. The sunshine has come.</p> + +<p>There is something more than a suggestion of sunshine about Winifred +Anstice, even to those of us who are neither of the age nor the sex to +fall under the glamour of sentimental illusions. I have often +speculated on the precise nature of her charm, without being able to +satisfy myself. She is not so extraordinarily pretty, though her hair +ripples away from her forehead after the American classic fashion, to +which style also +<span class="left"><a name="Page_5" id="Page_5">[Pg 5]</a></span> +belongs the little nose, straight in itself, but set on at an angle +from the brow, which, to my thinking, forms a pleasing variation from +the heavier, antique type. The classic repose is wholly lacking. The +eyes are arch, bright, and a little daring; the mouth always on the +verge of laughter, which is not quite agreeable, for sometimes when +there is no visible cause for amusement, it gives one an uncomfortable +feeling that perhaps he is being laughed at unbeknown, and a person +need not be very stingy not to relish a joke at his expense.</p> + +<p>Perhaps this sounds as if Winifred were hard, which she is not, and +unsympathetic, which she never could be; but it is not that at all. It +comes, I think, of a kind of bubbling over of the fun and spirits +which belong to perfect physical condition and which few girls have +nowadays. I suppose I ought not to wonder if a little of this vigor +clings to her manner, making it not hoidenish exactly, but different +from the manner of Beacon Street girls, who, after all said and done, +have certainly the best breeding of any girls the world over. Ben +doesn't admire Boston young ladies; but then he hates girls who are +what he calls "stiff," as much as I dislike those whom he commends as +"easy." Of course he gets on admirably with Winifred, who accepts his +adoration as a matter of course, and rewards him with +<span class="left"><a name="Page_6" id="Page_6">[Pg 6]</a></span> +a semi-occasional smile, or a friendly note in her voice.</p> + +<p>After all, Winifred's chief charm lies in her voice. For myself, I +confess to a peculiar sensitiveness in the matter of voices,—an +unfortunate peculiarity for one condemned to spend her life in a +sea-board town of the United States. Like Ulysses, I have endured +greatly, have suffered greatly; but when this girl speaks, I am +repaid. I often lose the sense of what she is saying, in the pure +physical pleasure of listening to her speech. It has in it a +suggestion of joy, and little delicate trills of hidden laughter +which, after all, is not laughter, but rather the mingling of a +reminiscence and an anticipation of mirth. I cannot conceive where she +picked up such a voice, any more than where she came by that carriage +of the head, and that manner, gracious, yet imperative like a young +queen's. Professor Anstice is a worthy man and a learned scholar; but +the grand air is not acquired from books.</p> + +<p>"How glum you all look!" Winifred exclaims, as she looks in upon us.</p> + +<p>At his daughter's entrance, the face of Professor Anstice relaxes by a +wrinkle or two; but he answers her words as academically as though she +had been one of his class in English.</p> + +<p>"<i>Glum</i> is hardly the word, my dear; it conveys the impression of +unamiability."</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_7" id="Page_7">[Pg 7]</a></span> + +<p>"Precisely," persists Mistress Winifred, not to be put down, "that is +just the idea you all convey to me."</p> + +<p>"Why shouldn't we be unamiable," answers Ben, eager to get into the +conversation, "when there is nothing to amuse us, and you go off +upstairs to write letters?"</p> + +<p>"You should follow my example, and <i>do</i> something. When I went +upstairs Miss Standish was in a terrible temper, scowling at the ace +of spades as if it were her natural enemy; but since she has taken to +writing in that little green diary that she never will let me peep +into, she has a positively beatified, not to say sanctified, +expression. And there is Ellen Davitt hard at work too, and as +cheerful as a squirrel—just listen to her!"</p> + +<p>With this the girl stands still, and we listen. The waitress in the +next room, apparently in the blithest of spirits, is setting the +tea-table to the accompaniment of her favorite tune, sung in a high, +sharp, nasal voice, and emphasized by the slapping down of plates.</p> + +<span style="margin-left: 3em;">"Tell me <i>one</i> thing—tell me trooly;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 3.5em;">Tell me <i>why</i> you scorn me so.</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 3.5em;">Tell me <i>why</i>, when asked the question,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 3.5em;">You will always answer '<i>No</i>'—</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 3.5em;">No, sir! No, sir! No-o-o, sir—No!"</span><br /> + +<p>The voice is lost in the pantry. Smiles dawn upon all our faces.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_8" id="Page_8">[Pg 8]</a></span> + +<p>"A beautiful illustration of the power of imagination!" says Dr. +Cricket. "Ellen is contentedly doing the housework because she fancies +herself an heiress haughtily repulsing a host of suitors. It is the +same spirit which keeps the poet cheerful in his garret, or a young +Napoleon in his cellar, where he dines on a crust and fancies himself +an emperor."</p> + +<p>"Steep an illustration and apply it over the affected part!" drawls +Ben.</p> + +<p>The Doctor prepares to be angry; but Winifred, scenting the battle and +eager to keep the peace, claps her hands and cries out, "Excellent!" +with that pretty enthusiasm which makes the author of a remark feel +that there must have been more in his observation than he himself had +discovered.</p> + +<p>"There, Ben, if you are wise you will act on this clever suggestion of +Dr. Cricket's, and travel off to the land of fancy, where you can make +the weather to suit yourself, where fogs never fall, and fish always +bite, and sails always fill with breezes from the right quarter, and +whiff about at a convenient moment when you want to come home—oh, I +say!" she adds with a joyful upward inflection, "there's the sun, and +I am going for the mail."</p> + +<p>"I'll go with you," volunteers Master Ben.</p> + +<p>"Thank you, but Mr. Marsden said that I might drive his colt in the +sulky."</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_9" id="Page_9">[Pg 9]</a></span> + +<p>"Not the <i>colt</i>!" we all cry in chorus.</p> + +<p>"The <i>colt</i>," she answers with decision.</p> + +<p>"Not in the sulky?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, in the sulky."</p> + +<p>"Surely, Professor Anstice—" I begin; but before I have time for +more, Winifred is out of the room, and reappears, after ten minutes, +strangely transformed by her short corduroy skirt and gaiters, her cap +and gauntleted gloves, to a Lady Gay Spanker. I do not like to see her +so; but then I am fifty years old, and I live in Massachusetts. +Perhaps my aversion to the sporting proclivities of the modern woman +is only an inheritance of the prejudices of my ancestors, who thought +all worldly amusements sinful, and worst of all in a woman. Even the +Mayflower saints and heroes had their cast-iron limitations, and we +can't escape from them, try as we will. We may throw over creed and +catechism; but inherited instinct remains. The shadow of Plymouth Rock +is over us all.</p> + +<p>Just here I look up to see Winifred spin along the road before the +house, seated in a yellow-wheeled sulky, behind the most unmanageable +colt on this side of the Mississippi, as I verily believe. Of course +Mr. Marsden is very glad to have the breaking process taken off his +hands; but if I were Professor Anstice I don't think I should like to +have my daughter take +<span class="left"><a name="Page_10" id="Page_10">[Pg 10]</a></span> +up the profession of a jockey. I must admit, however, that she looks +well in that tight-fitting jacket, with the bit of scarlet at her +throat, and her hair rippling up over the edges of her gray cap.</p> + +<p>I wonder why I chronicle all this small beer about Winifred Anstice +and old Marsden's colt. I suppose because nothing really worth noting +has occurred, and it is not for nothing that a diary is called a +commonplace book. I find that if I wait for clever thoughts and +important events, my journal shows portentous gaps at the end of the +week, and I promised myself that I would write something in it every +day while I was at Nepaug. For my part, I enjoy the old-fashioned +diary,—a sort of almanac, confessional, receipt-book, and daily paper +rolled together; so I will just go on in my humdrum way. As it is only +for myself, I need not fear to be as garrulous and egotistical as I +please. Besides, a journal is such a good escape-valve for one's +feelings! Having written them out, one is so much less impelled to +confide them, and confidences are generally a mistake—yes, I am sure +of it. They only intensify feelings, and at my age that is not +desirable. At twenty, we put spurs into our emotions. At fifty, we put +poultices onto them.</p> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<span class="left"><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11">[Pg 11]</a></span> +<h3><a name="CHAPTER_II" id="CHAPTER_II"></a>CHAPTER II</h3> + +<h4>MINGLED YARN</h4> +<h6><a class="contents" href="#Page_vii">[Go to Table of Contents]</a></h6> + +<table align="center" summary=""> +<tr> +<td>"The web of our life is of a mingled yarn, good and ill together."</td> +</tr> +</table> +<br /> + +<p>The road from the station at South East to Nepaug Beach was long and +dusty, tedious enough to the traveller at any time, but especially on +this July afternoon when the sun beat down pitilessly upon its arid +stretches, and the dust, stirred by passing wheels, rose in choking +masses.</p> + +<p>Jonathan Flint, however, surveyed the uninteresting length of highway +with grim satisfaction. It was the inaccessibility and general lack of +popular attractions which had led him to select Nepaug as a summering +place. Mosquitoes and sand-fleas abounded; but one need not say +"good-morning" to mosquitoes and sand-fleas, it is true. The fare at +the inn was poor; but one was spared that exchange of inanities which +makes the average hotel appear a kindergarten for a lunatic asylum; +and, finally, the tediousness of the journey was a safeguard +<span class="left"><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12">[Pg 12]</a></span> +against the far greater tedium resulting from the companionship of +"nauseous intruders," striding in white duck, or simpering under +rose-lined parasols.</p> + +<p>The horse which was drawing the ramshackle carryall in which Flint +sat, toiled on with sweating haunches, switching his tail, impatient +of the flies, and now and then shaking his head deprecatingly, as if +in remonstrance against the fate which destined him to work so hard +for the benefit of a lazy human being reclining at ease behind him.</p> + +<p>Flint was, indeed, the image of slothful content, as he sat silent by +the side of old Marsden, who drove like a woman, with a rein in each +hand, twitching them uselessly from time to time, and clucking like a +hen to urge on his horse when the sand grew unusually deep and +discouraging.</p> + +<p>Ignoring his companion, or dreading perhaps to let loose the floods of +his garrulity by making any gap in the dam of silence, Flint sat idly +inspecting his fishing-tackle, shutting it up, then drawing it out, +and finally topping it with the last, light, slender tip, quivering +like the outmost delicate twig of an aspen as he shook it over the +side of the carryall. In fancy, he saw it bending beneath the weight +of a black bass such as haunted the translucent depths of a +fresh<span class="left"><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13">[Pg 13]</a></span> +water pond a mile or two away. In fancy, he could feel the +twitch at the end of the line, then the run, then the steady pull, +growing weaker and weaker as the strength of the fish was exhausted. +Suddenly into the idler's lotus-eating Paradise came a rushing sound. +A sharp swerve of the horse was followed by an exasperating crackle, +and, lo! the beloved fishing-rod was broken,—yes, broken, and that +delicate, quivering, responsive, tapering end lay trailing in the dust +which whirled in eddies around a flying vehicle.</p> + +<p>Flint saw flashing past him a racing sulky drawn by a half-tamed colt, +and driven by a girl—if indeed it was a girl and not, as he was at +first inclined to think, a boy in petticoats.</p> + +<p>The young woman took the situation jauntily. She reined in the colt, +adjusted her jockey-cap, and pulled her dog-skin gauntlets further +over her sleeves.</p> + +<p>"I beg your pardon," she called out as Flint's wagon overtook her. +"I'm awfully sorry to have broken your rod; but I saw that we had room +to pass, and I didn't see the pole hanging out. It never occurred to +me," she added with a dimpling smile, "that any one would be fishing +on the Nepaug road."</p> + +<p>Flint had labored hard to subdue the outburst of profanity which was +the first impulse of the +<span class="left"><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14">[Pg 14]</a></span> +natural man, and had almost achieved a passing civility, but the smile +and the jest put his good resolutions to flight. The milk of human +kindness curdled within him.</p> + +<p>"You could hardly," he answered, raising his hat, "have been more +surprised than I was to see a horse-race."</p> + +<p>A trace of resentment lingered in his tone. The mirth died out of the +girl's eyes. She returned his bow quietly, leaned forward and touched +the colt with the tassel of her whip. The creature reared and plunged.</p> + +<p>"Great Heavens!" exclaimed Flint, preparing to jump out and go to her +assistance.</p> + +<p>"Let her alone!" said Marsden, with unmoved calmness, shifting the +tobacco from one side of his mouth to the other. "That girl don't need +no guardeen. She's been a-drivin' raound here all summer, and I reckon +she knows more about managin' that there colt'n you do. It's my colt, +and I wouldn't let her drive it ef she didn't."</p> + +<p>"I hope to thunder you won't again, at least while I'm about, unless +you intend to pay for damage to life and property," Flint answered +testily.</p> + +<p>By this time colt and driver had been whirled away in a cloud, +Elijah-like.</p> + +<p>"Nice kind of a girl that!" said Flint to +<span class="left"><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15">[Pg 15]</a></span> +himself with savage, solitaire sarcasm. He felt that he had appeared +like a fool; and it must be a generous soul which can forgive one who +has been both cause and witness of such humiliation. To conquer his +irritation, Flint proceeded to take his injured rod to pieces, and +repack it gloomily in its bag of green felt. When he looked up again, +all petty annoyances faded out of his mind, for there ahead of him, +behind the little patch of pines, lay the great cool, cobalt stretch +of ocean, unfathomably deep, unutterably blue.</p> + +<p>The young man felt a vague awe and exaltation tugging at his heart. +But the only outward expression they gained was a throwing back of the +head, and a deep indrawing of the breath, followed by the quite +uninspired exclamation, "Holloa, there's the ocean!"</p> + +<p>"Why shouldn't it be there?" inquired the practical Marsden. "You +didn't think it had got up and moved inland after you left, did you?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I didn't know," Flint answered carelessly. "I've seen it come +in a good two hundred feet while I was here, and I couldn't tell how +far it might have been carried, allowing for its swelling emotions +over my departure. But I'm glad to see it at the old stand still; and +there's the pond too, and the cross-roads and the +<span class="left"><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16">[Pg 16]</a></span> +Nepaug Inn. I declare, Marsden, it is like its owner,—grows +better looking as it gets old and gray."</p> + +<p>Marsden's face assumed that grim New England smile which gives notice +that a compliment has been received and its contents noted, but that +the recipient does not commit himself to undue satisfaction therein.</p> + +<p>"Yes," he responded, "the old inn weathers the winters down here +pretty middlin' well; but it's gettin' kind o' broken down, and its +doors creak in a storm like bones that's got the rheumatiz. I wish I +could afford to give it a coat o' paint."</p> + +<p>"Ah!" said Flint, with a shrug, "I hope, for my part, you never can! I +can see it now as it would be if you had your way—spick and span in +odious, glaring freshness, insulting the gray old ocean. The only +respectable buildings in America are those which the owner is too poor +to improve."</p> + +<p>Marsden turned sulky. He did not more than half understand Flint's +remarks; but he had a dim impression that he was being lectured, and +he did not enjoy it; few of us do.</p> + +<p>Flint, however, was wholly unconscious of having given offence. It +would have been difficult to make him understand what there was +objectionable in his remark, and indeed the +<span class="left"><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17">[Pg 17]</a></span> +offence lay more in the tone than in the words. Flint's sympathies +were imperfect, and he had no gift for discerning the sensitiveness +which lay outside his sphere of vision. To all that came within that +rather limited range, he was kind and considerate; beyond, he saw +nothing and therefore felt nothing.</p> + +<p>Yet he himself was keenly sensitive, especially to anything +approaching ridicule. He had not yet forgiven his parents, for +instance, for naming him Jonathan Edwards. He was perpetually alive to +the absurdity of the contrast.</p> + +<p>"What if the great Jonathan <i>was</i> an ancestor! Why flaunt one's +degeneracy in the face of the public?" As soon as he arrived at years +of discretion, he had proceeded to drop the Jonathan from his name; +but it was continually cropping up in unexpected places to annoy him. +The very trunk strapped onto the back of the carryall, that +sole-leather trunk which had travelled with him ever since he started +off as a freshman for the university, was marked, in odiously +prominent letters, "Jonathan Edwards Flint."</p> + +<p>It provoked him now as he reflected that that female Jehu must have +seen it as she drove by. Perhaps that accounted for the suspicion of a +smile on her face. He didn't care a fig what she thought, and he +longed to tell her so.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18">[Pg 18]</a></span> + +<p>The most tedious road has an ending, and the Nepaug highway was no +exception, except that instead of a dignified and impressive ending, +it only narrowed to a grass-grown track, and finally pulled up in the +backyard of the Nepaug Inn. The inn had stood in this same spot since +the days of Washington, and there was a tradition that he had spent a +night beneath its roof, though it puzzled even legend-mongers to +invent an errand which could have taken him there, unless he was +seized with a sudden desire for salt-water bathing, and even then it +must have been of a peculiar kind, for the inn stood far back from the +ocean, at the head of a salt-water pond, shadeless and low-banked, a +mere inlet of the sea.</p> + +<p>This pond, however, was the great attraction of Nepaug to Flint, for +in one of its coves lay an ungainly boat of which he was the happy +owner. She was a bargain, and, like most bargains, had proved a dear +purchase. True, the hull had cost only five dollars and the sails ten; +but she yawed so badly that a new rudder had become a necessity, and +that article, being imported, cost almost more than hull and sails +together. When all was done, however, and a new coat of paint applied, +Flint vowed she was worth any sixty-dollar boat on the pond. Once +afloat in "The Aquidneck" (for so Flint had +<span class="left"><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19">[Pg 19]</a></span> +christened her, finding her a veritable "isle of peace" to his tired +nerves) he seemed to become a boy again. The Jonathan in him got the +upper hand. All the super-subtleties of self-analysis which in other +conditions paralyzed his will, and congealed his manner, gave place +here to the genial glow of careless happiness.</p> + +<p>It was his fate to be dominated alternately through life by the +differing strains in his blood: one, flowing through the veins of the +old Puritans, chilled by the creed of Calvin; the other, of a more +expansive strain perpetually mocking the strenuousness of its +companion mood. Flint's friends were wont to say, "Flint will do +something some day." His enemies, or rather his indifferents, +scoffingly asked, "What <i>has</i> Flint ever done anyway?" Flint himself +would have answered, "Nothing, my friends, less than nothing; but more +than you, because he is aware that he has done nothing."</p> + +<p>The morning after Flint's arrival at Nepaug broke clear and cloudless, +yet he was in no haste to be up and actively enjoying it. Instead, he +lay a-bed, taking an indolent satisfaction in the thought that no +bustling duty beckoned him, and amusing himself by a leisurely survey +of the various corners of his bed-room.</p> + +<p>It was scarcely eight feet in height, and the heavy, whitewashed beams +made it look still +<span class="left"><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20">[Pg 20]</a></span> +lower. In the narrow space between the ceiling and wainscot, the wall +was covered with an old-fashioned paper, florid of design, and musty +of odor. On the mantel-shelf stood two brass candle-sticks with +snuffer and extinguisher. As Flint stared idly at them, wondering what +varied scenes their candles had shone upon, his eyes were drawn above +them to a picture which, once having seen, he wondered that he could +ever have overlooked so long. It was a portrait of great beauty. He +propped himself on his elbows to study it more closely.</p> + +<p>"It looks like a Copley," he said to himself, "or perhaps a Gilbert +Stuart. How the devil could such a picture get here, and how could I +have failed to see it last year? I must have it—of course I must! It +is absurd that it should be wasted here! I wonder if Marsden knows +anything of its value?"</p> + +<p>Here Flint fell back upon his pillow and found, to his disgust, that +his metaphysical conscience was already at work on the problem of the +equity of a bargain in which the seller is ignorant of facts known to +the buyer, and whether the buyer is in honor bound not to take +advantage of his professional training.</p> + +<p>The picture which had given rise to this long and complicated train of +thought was the portrait of a young woman in Quaker dress, her +<span class="left"><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21">[Pg 21]</a></span> +hair rolled back above a low and subtle brow, her lace kerchief +demurely folded over a white neck. Her head was bent a little to one +side, and rested upon her hand. At her breast sparkled a ruby,—a +spot of rich, luminous flame.</p> + +<p>"That is odd," thought Flint. "I fancied Quakers never wore +jewels—conscientiously opposed to them, and all that sort of thing. +Perhaps this damsel was a renegade from the faith, or perhaps this was +some heirloom,—a protest against the colorless limitations of the +creed. Queer thing the human soul. Can't be formulated, not even to +ourselves. Sometimes I've seen people show more of their real selves +to utter strangers at odd moments than their nearest and dearest get +at in a life-time."</p> + +<p>This disjointed philosophy beguiled so much time, that Flint was late +to breakfast. His fellow-boarders, a pedler and a fisherman, had gone +about their business, and he sat down alone at the oilcloth-covered +table, and twirled the pewter caster while he waited for his egg to be +boiled. It was one of his beliefs that a merciful Heaven had granted +eggs and oranges to earth for the benefit of fastidious travellers who +could wreak their appetites in comparative security, especially if +they did their own cracking and peeling. At length the breakfast +<span class="left"><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22">[Pg 22]</a></span> +appeared, and with it the innkeeper, who sat down opposite Flint.</p> + +<p>He had many weighty questions to put.</p> + +<p>Should oakum or putty be used in the seams of "The Aquidneck"?</p> + +<p>Should he pack the dinner-basket with beef or ham sandwiches?</p> + +<p>Would Flint take lines for fishing, or a net for crabbing?</p> + +<p>When all these were settled, Flint's thoughts drifted back to the +portrait in the bed-room overhead. He began his questioning somewhat +warily. "I suppose you've lived in this house for some time?"</p> + +<p>"Wall, ever since I wuz born."</p> + +<p>"And your father before you?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, and my gran'father before him, and hisn fust."</p> + +<p>"Ah, I see—an old homestead; and that portrait in my room is the wife +of 'hisn'?"</p> + +<p>"Not exactly—we never had no womenfolks in our family ez looked like +that—stronger built is ourn, with more backbone, and none of that +lackadaisical look raound the eyes."</p> + +<p>"Pre-cisely," answered Flint. "And how does it happen that this +lackadaisical-eyed portrait has hung so long without getting packed +off to the garret?"</p> + +<p>"Wall, you see," began Marsden, slowly and +<span class="left"><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23">[Pg 23]</a></span> +with evident relish, "thet's quite a story about thet theer."</p> + +<p>"Yes?" said Flint, with a rising inflection which invited further +confidence.</p> + +<p>"Yes, indeed," answered Marsden, expanding still further and stroking +his chin-whisker as he proceeded. "You see 't wuz this way—Captain +Wagstaff—he wuz the portrait's uncle—wall, he wuz in command of a +fleet that lay in the harbor up yonder, in the Revolutionary War. When +he wuz ashore, he spent most of his time to this haouse; and when his +sister down to Philadelphy died, leavin' this daughter and no one to +take care on her, he brought her on here to live with him. He'd been +brought up a Quaker,—'Friend,' he called it,—though he did fight for +his country, and right enough, sez I. Wall, this girl,—Ruth, her name +wuz,—she came here and stopped awhile; and then there wuz a fight off +the shore between the Captain's ship and a British cruiser. The +cruiser wuz run down and sunk; but one of the officers they picked up +waounded and brought ashore, to this house, and Miss Ruth she set to +work takin' care on him.</p> + +<p>"Wall, what with cossettin' of him, and all sorts of philanderin', she +got kinder soft on him, and one day, fust any one knowed, she'd jest +run off with him."</p> + +<p>"And what did the Captain say to that?" +<span class="left"><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24">[Pg 24]</a></span> +asked Flint, more interested than he was wont to be in Marsden's +narratives.</p> + +<p>"The Captain? Oh, they say he took on about it like thunder, and swore +he'd never forgive her. But Ruth, she sent him her marriage lines, and +wrote him what a good husband she'd got; and after the war wuz over, +she kep' a-beggin' the Captain to come over and live with them. He +wouldn't go; and I don't know ez I blame him any. Europe is so fur +off, and such a wicked place—seems onsafer ez you get old. New +England's the best place in the world to die in, and so he thought.</p> + +<p>"Howsumever, she kep' a-sendin' him money and things; and one day ther +came this here box—I've often heard my gran'mother tell how she +looked on when 't wuz opened, and this picter turned out. Gran'ma wuz +only a little thing, and she didn't know what to make of it all; for +the Cap'n, he cried like a baby when he seen it. He had it taken up +right away to his room (thet's whar you're a-sleepin') and hung over +the mantel jest whar he could see it from his bed. Thar it stayed ez +long ez he stayed on airth, and when he lay a-dyin',—He died, you +know, in that very bed you're a-sleepin' in—only o' course the +mattress is new—the old one wuz a feather-bed. My gran'mother wuz +with him at the end, and she said he stretched out his arms to the +pictur, +<span class="left"><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25">[Pg 25]</a></span> +same ez ef 't ed been his niece herself; and he sort o' cried +out, 'God bless you, Ruth! I wish I'd 'a' understood you better!' +Wuzn't that a queer thing for him to say when he wuz a-dyin'?"</p> + +<p>"Poor Ruth!" murmured Flint, with that placid, mild melancholy born of +a sad story heard under comfortable circumstances. His fancy travelled +back to the damsel in her Quaker dress, and he fell to wondering if +the garb had been donned, with innocent hypocrisy, to please her old +uncle, or if she always wore it in her faraway new home.</p> + +<p>When he had got so far in his musings, his host recalled him to the +present by continuing, "I dunno ez we've a very good claim to the +pictur; but there ain't no heirs turned up, so ez the Cap'n wuz a +little behind in his board bills, we sort o' kep' it."</p> + +<p>Flint sat drumming with his fingers on the table, while his host still +maundered on after the fashion of old age, which has so few topics +that it cannot drop them with the light touch-and-go of youth.</p> + +<p>Flint had already firmly determined that he would be the possessor of +that portrait; but he was too shrewd to make any further advances now.</p> + +<p>Instead, he turned again to the subject of "The Aquidneck," and, +rising, made his way to the porch, where he almost walked over a +speckled +<span class="left"><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26">[Pg 26]</a></span> +hen so nearly a match for the floor that his near-sighted +eyes failed to perceive her, paying as little heed to her clucking and +fluttering as he bestowed upon the smiles of a girl who stood in the +doorway and moved, with conspicuous civility as he passed. He stalked +around to the corner of the porch where stood his long boots, for +which he exchanged his low ties of russet leather, and, picking up +fishing-tackle and crabbing nets, started off at a brisk pace for the +shore of the pond, leaving Marsden to follow with the pail of dinner.</p> + +<p>When all these were stowed away in the locker of "The Aquidneck," +together with a straw-covered flask and a volume of Omar Khayyam, +Flint bade a cheerful good-bye to Marsden, who stood rolling up his +shirt-sleeves, and giving copious advice. The amateur skipper cast off +from the little dock, lowered the centreboard, and stretched himself +lazily in the stern, with one hand on the tiller. Peace was in his +heart, and a pipe in his mouth—what could man ask more of the gods?</p> + +<p>The white sails of "The Aquidneck" fluttered in the light breeze as if +tremulous with the ecstasy of motion. The sea, beyond the low +grass-covered sand-bar which enclosed the pond, lay bright and smooth +to southward, its surface dotted with craft of various sizes. Here +skimmed +<span class="left"><a name="Page_27" id="Page_27">[Pg 27]</a></span> +a white-winged schooner; there panted and puffed a tug +absurdly inadequate to its tow of low-lying coal-barges. Far on the +horizon, a swelling island raised its bulk, purple as Capri, against +the golden haze.</p> + +<p>Flint might have been a better sailor had he not been so good a +swimmer; but, having no fear of the consequences of a sudden bath, he +took all risks, sailed into the very apple of the eye of the wind, and +habitually fastened his sheet,—a practice strongly reprehended by old +Marsden.</p> + +<p>"There's a new boat on the pond," said Flint to himself, as a +cat-rigged craft, white-hulled with a band of olive, shot out from +behind a point of rock. "Her lines are rather good. A good sailor +aboard too, I should say, for she runs free and yet steady. I'd like +to try a race with the chap some day; maybe it would be hardly fair if +he's a new comer, for I know the pond like—Damn it! what's that?"</p> + +<p><i>That</i> was a sunken rock which Flint, in his self-satisfied musings, +had failed to keep a lookout for. It had struck "The Aquidneck" full +(or <i>vice versa</i>, which amounts to the same thing); and here was a +pretty pickle. Navigation is like flirtation: all goes smoothly till +the shock comes, and then everything capsizes, with no chance for +explanation.</p> + +<p>"The Aquidneck" began to fill, and then to +<span class="left"><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28">[Pg 28]</a></span> +sink so rapidly that Flint, not caring to risk entanglement in the +sheets, thought it prudent to jump overboard, and struck out lustily +for the shore. Fortunately for Flint, the shore was near and the water +shallow. Unfortunately, the shore was at the end further from the inn, +his clothes were soaking, and his tobacco and whiskey flask in the +locker, already under water in the midst of mud and eel-grass.</p> + +<p>Determined to make the best of a bad situation, Flint swam ashore, +calmly disposed his coat and knickerbockers over the bayberry bushes, +and seated himself, in his dripping under-garments, to dry in the sun +to consider his next move.</p> + +<p>"Certainly things couldn't be much nastier," he grumbled. "Yes, they +could too," he added, as he heard a female voice calling from beyond +the screen of bayberry bushes.</p> + +<p>"Boat ahoy! What's the matter?"</p> + +<p>Flint's first impulse was to hide; but fearing the voice and its owner +might come ashore to investigate the extent of the calamity, he +hastily donned his outer clothing and emerged, like a dripping seal, +from his retreat. "All right!" he called out.</p> + +<p>"All wrong! I should say," the voice replied; and in an instant he +knew it for the voice which had called to him from the sulky on the +previous afternoon.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29">[Pg 29]</a></span> + +<p>"That girl is a hoodoo!" he muttered.</p> + +<p>"Can I do anything for you?" inquired the voice, with that +super-solemnity which results from the effort to conceal amusement,—a +solemnity doubly insulting to its object, implying at once his +absurdity and his vanity.</p> + +<p>"Thank you!" answered Flint, stiffly; "if you will be kind enough to +send some one over to give me a lift, I will be greatly obliged."</p> + +<p>"Why not get in with us? Luff her in, Jim!" With this the girl and her +companion, a boy of twelve years old, bare of leg and freckled of +face, brought the boat around, and Flint climbed aboard with rather a +bad grace.</p> + +<p>To tell the truth, he was in a fit of the sulks. I admit that the +sulks are not heroic; but Homer permitted them to Achilles, and why +should I conceal the fact, unpleasing though it be, about my lesser +hero.</p> + +<p>Doubtless his ancestor, Jonathan Edwards, would have felt a like +discomposure, had his pulpit given way under him in the presence of +his congregation; and even that other fiery orator, Patrick The Great, +might have lost his balance had his new peach-colored coat split up +the back, when he was hurling death and destruction upon tyrants and +pleading for liberty or death. To be ridiculous with equanimity is the +crowning achievement of philosophy.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30">[Pg 30]</a></span> + +<p>The boy addressed as "Jim" stared at Flint with open-mouthed +enjoyment.</p> + +<p>"You didn't fetch where you meant to, did you?"</p> + +<p>"Hush, Jim!"</p> + +<p>"Why, Fred, what am I saying wrong now? You're always hushing me up. I +didn't mean to guy him, but he did look so jolly glum."</p> + +<p>Seeing that intervention was vain in this quarter, his sister essayed +a change of topic, and, womanlike, rushed on to the one she had most +steadfastly promised herself to avoid.</p> + +<p>"Were you fishing when the accident happened?" She stopped and colored +nervously.</p> + +<p>"No," observed Flint, dryly. (His remarks were the only dry things +about him.) "My fishing-rod happened to be broken. It is of no +consequence however," he hastened to add, seeing her blush deepen +painfully. "The fish about here are not gamey enough to make fishing +an exciting sport. Do you find it so?"</p> + +<p>"I never fish."</p> + +<p>"Ah, I am surprised."</p> + +<p>"I hate to see the poor things suffer—"</p> + +<p>"You are too tender-hearted?"</p> + +<p>"Say rather too weak-nerved—I should not care if every fish in the +sea died a violent death after prolonged suffering, provided I was not +obliged to watch the process."</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31">[Pg 31]</a></span> + +<p>Flint smiled.</p> + +<p>"But don't you know these cold-blooded creatures can't be made to +suffer? I dare say the keenest enjoyment a fish ever feels is when his +nervous system is gently stimulated by a hook in his mouth."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps—I don't know—I tell you it is no question of sympathy. It +is simply physical repulsion; and then I loathe the soft slipperiness +of the bait."</p> + +<p>"That's so," put in the boy at the tiller. "Fred groans every time I +put a worm on the hook, and squeals when the fish flop round in the +bottom of the boat, especially if they come anywhere near her skirts."</p> + +<p>"Fred," repeated Flint to himself, "I might have known she would have +a boy's name—" Aloud, he said: "I suppose, Master Jim, you have found +all the best fishing-grounds in the pond."</p> + +<p>Jim softened visibly at this tribute to his skill.</p> + +<p>"Well, I know one good one over at Brightman's, and I'll show it to +you to-morrow, if you like."</p> + +<p>His sister shot a warning glance from under her level eyebrows.</p> + +<p>"Don't make plans too far ahead, Jim. Sufficient unto the day, you +remember—and unless this gentleman gets dry and warm soon, I am +<span class="left"><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32">[Pg 32]</a></span> +afraid he will spend some days to come under the doctor's care. +Haven't you some brandy or whiskey?" she asked, turning more fully +toward Flint, and noticing for the first time that his lips were blue +and his teeth chattering in spite of his efforts at unconcerned +conversation.</p> + +<p>"Yes," he answered; "a flask full of excellent old whiskey—over +there," and he pointed disconsolately to the line of green water where +the tell-tale fluttered above the wrecks of "The Aquidneck."</p> + +<p>The young lady knit her brows in puzzled thought, "What is in our +locker, Jim?"</p> + +<p>"Bread and butter, cocoanut balls and ginger-ale."</p> + +<p>"Get out the ginger-ale."</p> + +<p>"But it is your luncheon," deprecated Flint.</p> + +<p>"No, it isn't—it is your medicine. Try it."</p> + +<p>Flint pressed the iron spring, and poured down the spluttering liquid, +striving to conceal his wry face.</p> + +<p>"Bully, ain't it?" exclaimed Jim, not without a tinge of regret for +lost joys in his tone.</p> + +<p>"Excellent!" returned Flint, perjuring himself like a gentleman.</p> + +<p>"It is better than nothing," Miss Fred answered judicially. "I will +send Jim up to the inn with some brandy; Marsden's stuff is rank +poison. I had some once this summer when +<span class="left"><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33">[Pg 33]</a></span> +I was ill, and straightway sent off to town for a private supply. If +you feel able to exercise, I should advise you to let us put you off +at this point, and make a run across country to Marsden's."</p> + +<p>"I don't know how to thank you," Flint murmured as Jimmy pulled the +row-boat up, and the young man prepared to climb in after him.</p> + +<p>"There is no occasion for thanks. But if you insist on a debit and +credit account, please charge it off against the ruin of your +fishing-rod."</p> + +<p>"I am humiliated."</p> + +<p>"You?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; I must have been a model of incivility."</p> + +<p>"No; it was I who was in fault, rushing about the country like a +jockey riding down everything in sight."</p> + +<p>"Who except a fool would have had a fishing-rod trailing half-way +across the road?"</p> + +<p>"Look here," grumbled Jim, "I can't hold this dory bumping against the +side of the boat forever—"</p> + +<p>"Don't be impertinent, Jim. Besides apologies never last long. It is +only explanations which take time—"</p> + +<p>Flint jumped from the gunwale of the sail-boat into the dory, and took +the oars. As he headed for shore, he turned his eyes once more to the +sail-boat, and the glimpse that he had of +<span class="left"><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34">[Pg 34]</a></span> +its skipper he carried for long after—the vision of her standing +there in the stern, against the stretch of blue water, her soft +handkerchief of some red stuff knotted about her throat above the gray +jacket, her felt hat thrust up in front above the waves of her hair, +and her eyes smiling with frank mirthfulness.</p> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<span class="left"><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35">[Pg 35]</a></span> +<h3><a name="CHAPTER_III" id="CHAPTER_III"></a>CHAPTER III</h3> + +<h4>OLD FRIENDS</h4> +<h6><a class="contents" href="#Page_vii">[Go to Table of Contents]</a></h6> + +<table align="center" summary=""> +<tr> +<td>"It's an ower-come sooth</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td>For age and youth,</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td>And it brooks wi' nae denial,</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td>That the oldest friends</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td>Are the dearest friends,</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td>And the new are just on trial."</td> +</tr> +</table> + +<br /> + +<p>Flint was glad enough on reaching the inn to creep into bed. In spite +of his cross-country run he was chilled through. Little shivers ran +down his back, and his hands and feet seemed separated by spaces of +numbness from the warmth of his body. The brandy arrived, and he +swallowed some eagerly; but it had little effect on his chilly apathy. +The dinner-bell clanged below. Flint heard it, but he paid no heed to +the summons. He had forgotten what it was to desire food. A blur +before his eyes, and an iron band about his head, occupied his +attention to the exclusion of the outside world.</p> + +<p>By three o'clock the headache-fiend had entered into full possession, +had perched itself in the centre of consciousness, and seemed to +<span class="left"><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36">[Pg 36]</a></span> +Flint's excited nerves to be working its octopus claws in and out +among the folds of his brain.</p> + +<p>Waves of pain vibrated outward to his ears and eyes. He watched the +shade against the blindless window flap to and fro. Each streak of +light admitted, struck the sufferer like a blow. He got up, went to +the washbasin and sopped a towel, which he bound about his head and +lay down again—no relief. He could endure it no longer. He dropped +his boots one after the other on the floor, till at length Marsden +heard the signal of distress, came lumbering up the stairs, and +thumped upon his door.</p> + +<p>Flint bade him come in and state in the fewest possible words whether +there was any doctor within reach.</p> + +<p>"There was."</p> + +<p>"How long would it take to fetch him?"</p> + +<p>"About half an hour."</p> + +<p>"Let it be done."</p> + +<p>Again Flint sank into a sort of stupor, from which he was awakened by +a knock, and the entrance of a nervous, little wiry gentleman whose +clothes of rusty black had the effect of having been purchased in a +fit of absence of mind.</p> + +<p>The sufferer roused himself as the physician came in.</p> + +<p>"The doctor?"</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37">[Pg 37]</a></span> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"My name is Flint, and I sent for you to give me a dose of morphine."</p> + +<p>"My name, sir, is Cricket, and I'm damned if I do any such thing."</p> + +<p>"Why did they send for you then?"</p> + +<p>"They sent for me to see what I thought you needed—not to take your +orders for a drug. I am not an apothecary."</p> + +<p>"More's the pity!" returned Flint, flouncing across to the inner side +of the bed, and turning his back unceremoniously upon his visitor.</p> + +<p>Dr. Cricket received this demonstration with unconcern. He took out +his thermometer and shook it against his wrist. Then resting one knee +on the bed he thrust the thermometer into his recalcitrant patient's +mouth, saying: "Don't crunch on it, unless you want your mouth full of +glass, and your belly full of mercury. Now for the pulse. Ah! too +fast—I expected as much."</p> + +<p>He took out the thermometer and held it to the light. "Over one +hundred—see here, young man, it's well you sent for me when you did."</p> + +<p>"I wish I hadn't."</p> + +<p>"So do I, from a professional point of view. Nothing so good for +doctors' business as delay in sending for us. As it is, I fear I can't +conscientiously +<span class="left"><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38">[Pg 38]</a></span> +make more than two calls, or keep you in bed after to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"But what are you going to do for this accursed pain in the head?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, that's of no consequence—only a symptom. It's the fever that +worries me."</p> + +<p>"Oh, it is—is it? Well, it is the pain that worries me, and if you +don't do something about it, I'll fire your old bottles out of the +window."</p> + +<p>"Very good. Then I will send back to Mrs. White's for more bottles and +a straight-jacket to boot—"</p> + +<p>"So you live at Mrs. White's, do you?"</p> + +<p>"No, sir, I do not <i>live</i> anywhere in summer—I board."</p> + +<p>The doctor chuckled over his little joke as genially as if it had +never seen the light before; but humor does not appeal to a man with a +headache, and antique humor least of all.</p> + +<p>"That's where Miss Fred and that freckled-faced brother of hers +stay—isn't it?" Flint continued.</p> + +<p>"Ah, do you know the Anstices?"</p> + +<p>"Not I—that is, I never saw the young woman till yesterday; but to +the best of my belief she is not human at all, only an evil genius of +the region who goes about with incantations which cause fishing-rods +to break at the end, and boats to run onto rocks."</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39">[Pg 39]</a></span> + +<p>"So—ho! You were the skipper of 'The Aquidneck,' were you? Well, +well! no wonder you're laid up with a chill. We nearly burst our +blood-vessels, laughing over Miss Fred's account of you, rising up +like a ghost out of the eel-grass, and the topmast of your boat +sticking up out of the water like a dead man's finger."</p> + +<p>Dr. Cricket's little black eyes twinkled with enjoyment as he recalled +the scene. The misguided man fancied he was helping to take his +patient's thoughts off himself, and, having measured out his powders +and potions, he took his departure, leaving Flint inwardly raging.</p> + +<p>To be made the butt of a boarding-house table! Really it was too much; +and this girl, of whom he had begun to think rather well—this girl +doubtless mimicked his disconsolate tones and his chattering teeth, +and made all manner of fun of his sorry plight.</p> + +<p>Folk with a headache see life quite out of focus; and at the moment it +really would have been a comfort to Flint to know that this mocking +maid had been drowned, or struck by lightning, or in any fashion +disabled from repeating the story of his discomfiture. He writhed and +twisted, and at last fell asleep, still alternately vowing never to +forgive, and never to give her another thought.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40">[Pg 40]</a></span> + +<p>In the morning when he woke, free from pain and, except for a certain +languor, quite himself again, he wondered at his childishness of the +night before, though in spite of reason a certain sub-conscious +resentment lingered still.</p> + +<p>At seven o'clock Matilda Marsden knocked at his door and gave warning +that the breakfast-hour drew near.</p> + +<p>"I say," he called in response, "will you please send some one with a +pitcher of hot water? I'll have my breakfast in bed."</p> + +<p>Flint knew perfectly well that she would bring the water herself; but +it was necessary to keep up the fiction of intermediate agency in +deference to her position.</p> + +<p>From October until June she was "Miss Marsden," in a shop of a small +New England town; and when from June to October she condescended to +become plain "Tilly," and to lend her assistance to her parents at the +Nepaug Inn, she made it distinctly understood that she did so without +prejudice to her social claims.</p> + +<p>She waited at the table to be sure; but she shaded her manner with +nice precision to meet the condition of the guest she served. To the +timid pedler, she was encouraging; to the encroaching commercial +traveller, she was haughty, and to Flint gently and insinuatingly +sympathetic.</p> + +<p>Flint, on his part, treated her with the deference +<span class="left"><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41">[Pg 41]</a></span> +which he accorded to all women; but it never occurred to him to +consider her as an individual at all. To him she was simply an agency +for procuring food and towels; and when she lingered on the stairs, or +at the doorway, making little efforts at conversation, he cut her +ruthlessly short.</p> + +<p>The result of this mingling of courtesy and neglect was of course that +the girl fell promptly and deeply in love with the young man, cut out +from the current magazines every picture which bore the slightest +resemblance to his features, and went about sighing sighs and dreaming +dreams, in a fashion at once pathetic and ridiculous. Flint, +meanwhile, always obtuse on the side of sympathy, went his way wholly +oblivious of her state of mind. How should he know that his rolls were +hotter and his coffee stronger than those of his fellow-boarders, or +that to him alone was accorded the friendly advice as to the +comparative merits of "Injun pudd'n" and huckleberry pie, which +constituted the staple of desserts at the inn?</p> + +<p>This morning, as usual, he was wholly unconscious of the effort to +beautify the tray set down outside his door. It meant nothing to him, +that the pitcher holding the hot water was of red and yellow majolica, +that the coarse napkin was embroidered with a wreath of impossible +<span class="left"><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42">[Pg 42]</a></span> +roses, and the coffee-cup bore the legend "Think of me" in gilt +lettering. In fact the only thing which attracted his attention at all +was a pile of letters on the tray. He glanced hastily over the +envelopes, swallowed his breakfast, and returned to closer inspection +of the correspondence. The first letter which he opened was written by +the editor of an English "Quarterly," informing him that his recent +critique on Balzac had found favor in high places, and that the +"Quarterly" would like to engage a series.</p> + +<p>Flint tried not to seem, even to himself, as pleased as he felt.</p> + +<p>The next note was of a different tone, a grieved rejoinder from a +young author whose book had been reviewed by Flint with more light +than sweetness. Less stoical to reproaches than to compliment, Flint +kicked vigorously at the bedclothes, as though they had been the +offending note-writer.</p> + +<p>"Great Heavens!" he growled. "Does the man think his budding genius +must be fed on sugar-plums? What I said about him and his book was +either true or false; and here he spends his whole sheet prating about +'sensitive feelings,' as if they had anything to do with the matter."</p> + +<p>Oh, imperfect sympathies! How large a part you play in the unhappiness +of the world!</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43">[Pg 43]</a></span> + +<p>The third envelope on the tray was yellow, and contained a large, +careless scrawl on a half-sheet of business paper; but it seemed to +afford Flint unalloyed delight.</p> + +<p>"Brady coming to-day!" he almost shouted aloud. "That is what I call +jolly. I would like to see forty Dr. Crickets keep me in bed."</p> + +<p>Brady and Flint had been college friends in the old days, at Harvard, +and after that for years had drifted apart. Flint betaking himself to +a German university, and Brady to a business career in Bison, a +flourishing town of the great Northwest, wherein he too had flourished +mightily, and whence he sent imploring messages to Flint, begging him +not to waste his life in the effete civilization of New York, but to +come out and get a view of real folks in the fresh new world of the +West.</p> + +<p>To these messages Flint had replied with more candor than courtesy, +that the only fault he had to find with New York was its lack of +civilization, that he was saving every nickel in hopes of getting away +from it to eastward, and that if he were condemned to spend his life +in Bison, or any other prairie town, he would make short work of +matters with a derringer.</p> + +<p>This slight difference of opinion had not at all interfered with the +attachment of the two; and few things would have roused Flint to such +enthusiasm +<span class="left"><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44">[Pg 44]</a></span> +as this expectation of a fortnight—a leisurely, gossiping, +garrulous, quarrelsome fortnight—with his old friend. The +prospect of the visit was a better tonic than any contained in the +little doctor's black-box. Indeed it drove all thoughts of doctors and +their medicines so completely out of his head that he was quite +surprised when, having dressed and descended to the ground-floor, he +saw Dr. Cricket standing at the foot of the stairs, wiping the +perspiration off his forehead with a large silk handkerchief.</p> + +<p>The Doctor looked fiercely at him from under his shaggy eyebrows.</p> + +<p>"Is this Mr. Flint?" he asked, as if unable to believe the testimony +of his eyes.</p> + +<p>"It is," Flint answered with unconcern.</p> + +<p>"Why did you get up?"</p> + +<p>"Because I formed the habit in my youth."</p> + +<p>"Didn't I tell you to lie in bed till I came?"</p> + +<p>"I don't remember."</p> + +<p>The Doctor quivered with rage.</p> + +<p>"I am an old man, sir," he said, "and I've walked a mile in the heat +of this devilish sun, and all for a patient who is determined to kill +himself, and such a fool that it doesn't matter much whether he does +or not."</p> + +<p>Flint smiled.</p> + +<p>"Every man, you know, must be either a fool or a physician when he +reaches maturity. Some +<span class="left"><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45">[Pg 45]</a></span> +may be both. However, since you were kind enough to come to my +assistance last night, I cannot be induced to quarrel with you this +morning, and you ought to be the last man to find fault with me for +feeling the benefit of your medicine sooner than you expected."</p> + +<p>Dr. Cricket was as easy to be placated as to be stirred to anger; and +when Flint urged him to come into the stuffy little office and partake +of a lemonade with the addition of a stronger fluid from a bottle in +Flint's room, he forgot his wrath or drowned it in the cooling drink, +and at length parted in kindliness, only bidding his patient wear +cabbage-leaves in his hat, and be sure to take wraps in case of a +change in the weather, not forgetting to put on his "gums" if he +walked on the wet beach.</p> + +<p>When he had gone, Flint found the Doctor's gold-bowed spectacles in a +chair. "Brady and I will walk up with them this evening," he said to +himself. "Perhaps I was not as civil to the old gentleman as I might +have been."</p> + +<p>When Marsden learned that Flint was planning an expedition to South +East, he suggested that he would "take it kindly" if Flint could make +it convenient to bring down a few packages of groceries, as some of +the store supplies had run out, and the relays were not expected until +the next day.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46">[Pg 46]</a></span> + +<p>Flint reproached himself for weakness in complying, and growled still +further when he saw the length of the list which Marsden handed to him +as he took his seat in the carryall.</p> + +<p>"What a cursed fool I am," he muttered as he drove off, "to hire this +man's beast for the privilege of doing his errands!"</p> + +<p>The three-o'clock train puffed into the station at South East nearly +an hour behind time. The period of waiting in the intense mid-day heat +had not improved Flint's temper. For all his hearty greeting to Brady, +he could not shake off a sense of irritation, intensified by the fact +that he had no one on whom to wreak it.</p> + +<p>Brady's trunk was strapped onto the carryall, the various bottles, +jugs, and packages which Flint, with such unusual urbanity, had +consented to bring down to the Beach for Marsden, were stowed away +under the seat, and nothing remained but the mail. To get this Flint +drew up at the post-office. The postmaster was a grouty old +store-keeper who, through political influence, retained his position +in spite of the efforts of the town's-folk to oust him. This afternoon +a line of wagons stood at the door, and a line of men stood at the +little window within. Seeing his own name in the list of those for +whom there were letters, Flint waited for the window to open, and took +his place in the line. +<span class="left"><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47">[Pg 47]</a></span> +When he reached the window, he asked for his letter.</p> + +<p>"No letter for you," growled the postmaster.</p> + +<p>Flint stepped out of line and consulted the list. There was no +mistake. Again he presented himself before the window.</p> + +<p>"What cher want?"</p> + +<p>"My letter."</p> + +<p>"Ain't no letter, I told cher."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps you will be kind enough to look at the list."</p> + +<p>The postman, in the worst of humors, went to a drawer of his desk, +and, after much hunting about and turning over of parcels, he found a +letter which he threw out at Flint without a remark. Flint took it +also in silence, turned away and resumed his place at the end of the +line. Again he returned to his old post before the little window. This +time the postman grew purple with rage.</p> + +<p>"Get out o' this you! What cher want now?"</p> + +<p>"I simply wish," answered Flint, in his low, clear, gentlemanly voice, +"to tell you that you have behaved like an insolent blackguard, and +deserve to be removed from office."</p> + +<p>Flint's words were the signal for a storm of applause from the +loiterers, and he walked out a hero. He was in a more amiable frame of +mind +<span class="left"><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48">[Pg 48]</a></span> +when he climbed into the carryall. The old horse, feeling his head +turned homeward, needed less urging than usual, and the young men +lolled back, talking busily of old times and new.</p> + +<p>Brady was a typical business-man of the West,—cheerful, practical, a +bit boastful, square-shouldered, clear-eyed and ruddy-faced, confident +of himself, proud of his surroundings, sure that there were no +problems of earth or Heaven with which America in general, and Philip +Brady in particular, were not fitted to cope.</p> + +<p>Before he had uttered a dozen sentences, Flint began to realize how +far apart they had drifted in the ten years since they had met. He +experienced a vaguely hopeless sense of complexity in the presence of +his friend's bustling frankness. He felt almost a hypocrite, and yet +it seemed to him that any attempt at self-revelation would be useless, +because the relative value, the <i>chiaro-oscuro</i> of life, was so +different to each. He took refuge, as we all do under such +circumstances, in objectivity—asked heartily for the health of each +member of Brady's family, listened with polite interest to the +statistics of the growth of Bison, and then began to wonder what he +should talk about next. As he cast his eye downward, a very practical +subject suggested itself, for he saw with dismay that the cork was +<span class="left"><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49">[Pg 49]</a></span> +out of the molasses jug, from which the sticky fluid had already oozed +forth, and was rapidly spreading itself over the floor of the +carryall.</p> + +<p>"This is what comes of being obliging. Just look at this mess! What in +time are we going to do about it, Brady?"</p> + +<p>Brady, being a man of action, wasted no energy in discussion. He +jumped to the ground, pulled out first his overcoat and gripsack, +fortunately unharmed, then the paper parcels of oatmeal and hominy, +sticky and dripping. Swiftly corking the jug, he lifted it out of the +carryall, together with the oilcloth strip, and deftly stood both +against a fence by the roadside. Flint watched him with admiration. He +felt himself supremely helpless in the presence of the direful +calamity. How was he ever to get these bundles into condition to be +put back into the wagon? How cleanse the oilcloth and the fatal jug?</p> + +<p>No house was in sight.</p> + +<p>Flint stood gloomily gazing down at his boots covered with the oozy +brown fluid. "Jupiter aid us!" he exclaimed; and as if in answer to +his call, "a daughter of the gods, divinely tall," rose on their +sight, coming towards them from over the ridge of the hill. She came +on swiftly, yet without hurry. She walked (a process little understood +by the feminine half of the world, hampered as they are by their stays +and ten +<span class="left"><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50">[Pg 50]</a></span> +penny heels). This woman neither hobbled, nor waddled, nor tripped. +With the leg swinging out from the hip (no awkward knee-movement, yet +no stride), she swept down the hill as serenely as though she were +indeed a messenger sent by Jupiter to their assistance. Beside her +trotted a large dog who now and again excursionized in search of +tempting adventure, but as constantly returned to rub his head +lovingly against his mistress's skirt, and lick her hand, as if to +assure her that, in spite of his wandering propensities, his heart +remained faithful.</p> + +<p>"The hoodoo!" muttered Flint.</p> + +<p>"What a pretty girl!" exclaimed Brady.</p> + +<p>The object of these widely differing criticisms moved steadily nearer. +She wore a white gown. A basket was on her arm, and her wide-brimmed +straw hat was pulled low over her eyes to shield them from the sun. +She was close upon the scene of accident before she discerned it. +Catching at the same moment a look of annoyance on Flint's face, she +swerved a little, as if with intent to pass by, like the priest and +the Levite, on the other side; then, reassured by Brady's look of +half-comic despair, she set down her basket and paused.</p> + +<p>"You have met with an accident, I see," she observed, as casually as +though she had never before heard of any catastrophe in connection +<span class="left"><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51">[Pg 51]</a></span> +with Flint. "The molasses worked, I suppose. It will, sometimes, if it +is not tightly corked. It was stupid in the grocer not to warn you."</p> + +<p>"It is kind of you," said Brady, "to lay the accusation of stupidity +so far off; but, wherever it lies, the results are the same, and we +are in a bad way."</p> + +<p>"What can we find to wipe these things off with?" the good Samaritan +asked, making common cause in the misfortune.</p> + +<p>"Nothing," answered Flint, with extravagant gloom, striving as he +spoke to cleanse his shoes by rubbing them against the grass-grown +bank.</p> + +<p>The girl put her finger to her lips,—a characteristic gesture when +she was puzzled. Then, unfastening her basket with sudden energy, she +exclaimed: "Why won't this do? Here is some sea-moss which I was +taking to an old woman who lives a little further down the road. She +makes some stuff which she calls farina out of it, and grieves +bitterly that she is no longer young and spry enough to gather it for +herself along the shore. My basket is full of this moss, and if we +could wet it in the brook down yonder, we might sponge off the things +with it, and then dry them with big leaves, backed up by those +newspapers which I see you have in your parcel of mail."</p> + +<p>"What a clever notion!" Brady said, as he +<span class="left"><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52">[Pg 52]</a></span> +plunged down to the brook, and came up again with the dripping moss. +He and the Samaritan scrubbed merrily away, while Flint stood by with +an uncomfortable sense that he was out of it all, and that no one but +himself knew or cared.</p> + +<p>When comparative cleanliness was restored, and the bundles returned to +the bottom of the wagon, the girl scrambled down to the brook, and, +pushing back her wide cuffs, knelt by the water, where she washed the +traces of sticky substance from her long slender fingers.</p> + +<p>"You have relieved us from a very awkward situation," said Flint, as +she rose; "but your basket of moss is spoiled and your long walk +rendered futile. Surely you will permit us at least to drive you +home."</p> + +<p>"Thank you, no. Mrs. Davitt will like to talk a while, and to know +that I have not forgotten her and her farina. So I will bid you 'good +afternoon.'"</p> + +<p>"That is the most charming girl I ever met," observed Brady, as he +stood watching her disappear around the turn of the road.</p> + +<p>"Did you ever meet one who was not?" asked Flint.</p> + +<p>"The way she took hold was magnificent," continued Brady, unmoved by +his companion's raillery. "And then when it was all over she was so +unself-conscious; and the best of all was +<span class="left"><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53">[Pg 53]</a></span> +her politeness in never laughing at us, for really, you know, we must +have looked rather ridiculous, standing gawking there like two escaped +imbeciles."</p> + +<p>This allusion irritated Flint, as he remembered the last two +occasions, when she had borne herself less seriously. The recollection +colored his first remark, after they had clambered into the carryall, +and persuaded Dobbin to resume his leisurely trot.</p> + +<p>"I am afraid myself, inconsistent as it seems, I should have liked her +better if she had not taken hold in such a capable, mannish fashion. +There is a certain appealing dependence which is rather becoming to a +woman—to my thinking, that is—it is an old-fashioned notion, I +admit."</p> + +<p>"Well, I must say I don't think an attitude of appealing dependence +would have been very serviceable to us to-day; and as an habitual +state of mind, while it may be very attractive, it seems to imply +having some one at hand to appealingly depend upon. Our sex must have +reciprocal duties; but I don't notice that you have offered yourself +as a support for any of these clinging natures."</p> + +<p>"Nevertheless," answered Flint, "if I ever did fall in love, it would +be with a woman of the clinging kind. But don't let us get to talking +<span class="left"><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54">[Pg 54]</a></span> +like a couple of sentimental schoolgirls! Here we are, anyway, at the +last turn of the road, and there is Nepaug Beach. How does it strike +you?"</p> + +<p>"It reminds me," said Brady, smiling, "of the Walrus and the +Carpenter:—</p> + +<span style="margin-left: 3em;">"'They wept like anything to see</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 4.5em;">Such quantities of sand.</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 3.5em;">If this were only cleared away</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 4.5em;">They said it would be grand.'"</span><br /> + +<p>"Brady, you are a sentimentalist! You sigh for brooks and willows and, +for all I know, <i>people</i>."</p> + +<p>"Flint, you are a misanthrope! You have searched out this God-forsaken +stretch of sand just for the purpose of getting away from your kind. +Now I have hunted you to your lair, and I propose to stay with you for +a fortnight; but I am not to be dragooned into saying that I think +your resort is a scene of beauty, for I don't; but that is a jolly, +old, gray, tumbled-down building over there—a barn, I suppose."</p> + +<p>"No, sir; that is the Nepaug Inn. As it has neither porters, waiters, +nor electric bells, you are expected to shoulder your own luggage and +march upstairs—second room to the right. Whoa, there!" he called out +to the old horse a full minute after the animal had come to a dead +halt in front of the inn door. The noise, how +<span class="left"><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55">[Pg 55]</a></span> +ever, served its purpose in bringing Marsden to the door, and loading +the old inn-keeper with imprecations for their unlucky experience with +the molasses, Flint left him to struggle with the contents of the +wagon, while he himself escorted Brady up the narrow, sagging stairs, +and ensconced him in a room next his own,—a room whose windows +looked out like his over the purple stretch of ocean, now opalescent +with reflection of the clouds.</p> + +<p>"Where do you take your bath?" Brady asked, looking round somewhat +helplessly.</p> + +<p>"In there, you land-lubber!" answered Flint, pointing out to sea; +"isn't the tub big enough?"</p> + +<p>Brady laughed, a hearty, boyish, infectious laugh. "All right," he +said, "only it seems rather odd to come East for pioneering. Did you +know, by the way, that I am to be in New York this winter?"</p> + +<p>"No!"</p> + +<p>"Yes. Our house is just establishing a branch office there, and I am +to be at the head of it."</p> + +<p>Flint chuckled.</p> + +<p>"Bison establishing a branch office in New York! The humor of the +thing delights me."</p> + +<p>"I don't see anything so very funny about it," answered Brady, rather +testily; "but I have no stomach for a quarrel till I have had some +<span class="left"><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56">[Pg 56]</a></span> +supper—unless you sup <i>out there</i>," he added with a lordly wave of +his hand towards the ocean in imitation of Flint's gesture. "I hope, +at any rate, our evening meal is not to be of farina. The associations +might be a little too strong even for my appetite."</p> + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57">[Pg 57]</a></span> +<h3><a name="CHAPTER_IV" id="CHAPTER_IV"></a>CHAPTER IV</h3> + +<h4>THE DAVITTS</h4> +<h6><a class="contents" href="#Page_vii">[Go to Table of Contents]</a></h6> + +<table align="center" summary=""> +<tr> +<td>"The short and simple annals of the poor."</td> +</tr> +</table> + + +<p>After taking leave of Flint and his companion in misfortune, Winifred +quickened her pace. The lengthening shadows warned her that if she +intended to return to the White House before supper was over, she had +no time to lose.</p> + +<p>"Come, Paddy!" she said, laying her hand with a light, caressing +gesture on the shaggy red-brown head of the Irish setter, which had +kept closer guard than ever since the meeting with the strangers in +the road,—"come, Paddy! we must make a sprint for it."</p> + +<p>The dog, glad enough to be allowed the luxury of a gallop, set off +pell-mell, and Winifred followed at a gait which soon brought her, +flushed and out of breath, before the unpainted house where the Davitt +family made their abode. It was not characterized by great order or +tidiness. Clothes-lines, hung with underwear of various shapes and +sizes, decorated the side-yard, and proclaimed Mrs. Davitt's calling. +A whole section +<span class="left"><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58">[Pg 58]</a></span> +of the front fence had taken itself off. The gate swung aimlessly on +one rusty hinge, and a brood of chickens wandered at will over the +unmown grass before the house: yet the place was not wholly +unattractive, for it bore evidences of human love and happiness; and, +after all, these are the objects for which the most orderly and +elegant mansions exist, if indeed they are so fortunate as to attain +them. These are the essence of a home.</p> + +<p>An old dory filled with geranium and nasturtium brightened the centre +of the yard. Beneath the wide spreading maples, which lent their +unbought adornment to the shabby old house, hung a child's swing, and +near by stood a rickety express-cart, to which an unlucky goat was +tethered by a multi-colored harness made of rope, tape, and bits of +calico. The driver of this equipage, a tow-headed lad of some five +years old, stood with his thumb in his mouth, gazing with open-eyed +amazement at the young lady who thought it worth while to walk so +fast.</p> + +<p>"Good afternoon, John!" said Winifred, when she had regained her +breath. "Is your mother at home?"</p> + +<p>The practice of answering questions is an acquired habit, and comes +only after long acquaintance with society. Children left in a state of +nature rarely think it necessary or even safe +<span class="left"><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[Pg 59]</a></span> +to commit themselves so far. John Davitt only pulled his thumb out of +his mouth, poked his pink toes deeper into the grass, and gave a hitch +at the single suspender supporting the ragged knickerbockers which +formed two-thirds of his costume.</p> + +<p>"Oh!" continued the visitor, not in the least disconcerted by the lack +of response to her advances, "you don't want to leave your goat long +enough to go and ask about your mother, do you? Well, I should not +like to be asked to leave my colt if I were driving. People should do +their own errands, I think, and not be bothering other folks with +their business. You will not be afraid of my dog if I leave him here +while I go into the house, will you?"</p> + +<p>"Whath hith name?" asked John, discovering for the first time that he +had a tongue and knew its use.</p> + +<p>"Paddy," answered the visitor.</p> + +<p>"I uthed to have a brother Paddy. He died."</p> + +<p>"Then you must make friends with the dog for his sake. Would you like +to see how my Paddy can chase a stone?" With this Winifred picked up a +large pebble, and threw it far down the road. Paddy, with a bark of +animated enjoyment, made after it, with wagging tail and ears laid +back against his head. John laughed +<span class="left"><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[Pg 60]</a></span> +loud, wrinkled up his little pug nose and showed his white teeth.</p> + +<p>"Now when he brings it back, you throw it again, and I will go in and +try to find your mother; I think I see her now," she added, as she +turned the angle of the house and caught a glimpse of Mrs. Davitt, +seated in the wooden rocking-chair beside the kitchen-table, paring +potatoes.</p> + +<p>To the casual glance she was only a homely old Irish woman who might +have been the original of "The shape which shape had none." The only +semblance of waist was the line drawn by her gingham apron-string. Her +form bulged where it should have been straight, and was straight where +it should have curved. Her face, however, had a gentle motherliness, +and still bore traces of the comeliness which had marked it a quarter +of a century earlier, when, as Bridget O'Hara, she had set sail from +"the owld counthry" to try her fortune in the new.</p> + +<p>After a few months' experience of city life over here, she had drifted +to South East, where she found employment in a thread factory which +stood on the bank of the tiniest stream that ever, outside of England, +called itself a river. Its current ran swiftly, however; its mimic +falls were forced into the service of trade; and the wheels of the +thread factory whirred busily, except when +<span class="left"><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[Pg 61]</a></span> +bad times brought wheels and bobbins to a standstill.</p> + +<p>For three years after her arrival in South East, Bridget O'Hara stood +beside her wheel, and fed her bobbin faithfully. Her blue Irish eyes +were bright in those days, and her cheeks red as the roses of County +Meath, where the thatched homestead of the O'Haras lifted its humble +head. More than one of the men working in the factory took notice of +the blue eyes and the red cheeks, and would have been glad to secure +their owner for a wife; but she was not for any of them. Before she +had been in the village six months, she had given her faithful heart +to Michael Davitt, the young New England fisherman whose boat lay +below the bridge which she crossed every morning on her way to her +work in the factory. Many a time on bright spring mornings she +loitered on the bridge, leaning over its wooden railing to watch +Michael as he washed out his boat, and made ready for the day's sail. +Sometimes the talk grew so absorbing that the factory bell sounded out +its last warning call before Bridget could tear herself away, and +afterward, through the long day, shut up among the whirring wheels, in +the dust and heat of the big dreary room, she kept the vision of the +white flapping sail, and of Michael Davitt standing by the tiller of +the boat under the bridge.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[Pg 62]</a></span> + +<p>At last the fisherman asked her to marry him, and she accepted him +joyously, undismayed by the diminutive proportions of their united +incomes.</p> + +<p>"Sure, Mike dear," Bridget had declared cheerfully, "what's enough for +wan will be enough for two, and you'll never feel the bit I'll be +afther atin'."</p> + +<p>This specious theory of political economy has beguiled into matrimony +many a young couple who fail to take account of the important +difference that what is enough for two may not be enough for three, +and still less for three times three. So it fell out with the Davitts. +For the first year of their married life, Bridget went on working in +the factory, and kept her tiny tenement tidy, and Michael mended nets +on the doorstep, and sold fish in summer, and loafed in the winter in +contented assurance that life would continue to treat him well. But +the next year opened less prosperously. Bridget was compelled to give +up her work in the factory, and when, in the middle of a particularly +rigorous winter, a baby was born to the house of Davitt, the outlook +would have appeared discouraging to any one less optimistic than +Bridget. But she found much cause for satisfaction in the thought that +the baby had come at this particular time, when Michael could be at +home to help take +<span class="left"><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[Pg 63]</a></span> +care of the house; and above all in the reflection that the baby was a +boy, "who'd not be thrubblin' any wan long, for before we know it, +Mike, me jewel, he'll be lookin' afther you and me."</p> + +<p>Part of her self-congratulation had justified itself, for the baby +Leonard had grown up into one of those helpful, "handy" lads who +sometimes are sent to be the salvation of impecunious households. At +an incredibly early age, he began to feel the responsibilities of the +family on his manly little shoulders, and as the procession of small +Davitts entered the world, he took each one under his protecting care. +Dennis, Ellen, Maggie, Tommy, Katie, and John had found their way into +the family circle, and no one hinted that there was not place and +porridge for the last as well as the first.</p> + +<p>As the years went on, Michael Davitt lost whatever alertness of +temperament he might once have possessed. New England seems to endow +some of her children with such a surplus of energy, that she is +compelled to subtract a corresponding amount from the share of others. +Michael Davitt was one of the others. His experiences as a fisherman +had persuaded him that it was useless to put forth effort, unless he +had wind and tide in his favor. Consequently, his life was spent in +waiting for encouragement from the forces of nature,—encouragement +which +<span class="left"><a name="Page_64" id="Page_64">[Pg 64]</a></span> +never came; so that at last he gave up the struggle, and sat by +the chimney-corner all winter, as contentedly as he sat on the stern +of his boat all summer, ready to move if circumstances favored, but +serene under all conditions. His silence was as marked as his +serenity. On occasions, he could be moved to smiles, but seldom to +speech. He sat quiet and unmoved amid the family hubbub, his long +limbs twisted together, his arms folded above his somewhat hollow +chest, and his protruding tusks of teeth firmly fastened over his +nether lip, as if constraining it to silence.</p> + +<p>Tommy might lift off the cover of the beehive, and rush into the house +shrieking with wrath and terror over the result; Maggie might upset +the milk, and John drag the kitten about the room by its tail,—no +matter! the father of the family continued to sit unmoved as Brahma. +But when Leonard entered the door, some appearance of life began to +show itself in Michael. He untwisted his legs, moved a little to make +room on the settle, and even went so far as to make an entering wedge +of conversation with a "Well, Leon!"</p> + +<p>Leonard Davitt was a boy to warm any father's heart,—stout and +strong, hearty and frank, cheerful as the day was long, with the smile +and jest of his race ready for any chance +<span class="left"><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65">[Pg 65]</a></span> +comer. This light-heartedness had made him a favorite not only in his +own family, but among all the youth and maidens who dwelt in the +outlying farmhouses around South East; but of late an unaccountable +change had come over the lad. This merry, careless happiness had +deserted him. He had taken to going about with hair unbrushed, and a +"dejected 'havior of his visage."</p> + +<p>The noisy mirth of his little brothers and sisters irritated him, and +their noisier quarrels exasperated him. He kept away from them as much +as he could, and when he was not off in his boat, he sat on the fence +under the maples as taciturn as Michael himself. The children wondered +at him, and gradually began to draw away at his approach, instead of +rushing toward him as of old. Maggie, who was fifteen now, and worked +in the factory, suspected the cause of his trouble, and once ventured +to rally him on "the girl that was so cool she'd give a man the mitten +in summer;" but her pleasantry was ill-received. Leonard scowled at +her, and stalked away muttering to himself.</p> + +<p>His mother saw him from her window, and she too knew what was the +trouble with her boy; but she only dropped a few tears among the +potato-parings, and resolved to make griddle-cakes for supper,—as +though Leonard were still +<span class="left"><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66">[Pg 66]</a></span> +a child whose heart could be cheered through his stomach. As Mrs. +Davitt laid down her knife to wipe her eyes, she heard the barking of +a dog, and then a rapid double knock on the half-open kitchen-door.</p> + +<p>"Come in, Miss," she said, rising and wiping her hands on her gingham +apron. "Come in and take the rocker. Don't be standin' when sittin' +down is chape enough, even for the poor. It's yourself hezn't forgot +me, nor me bit o' farina."</p> + +<p>"No, indeed, Mrs. Davitt, I did not forget you: but you won't get your +farina after all; for I met some poor men in distress, and I handed +over all the sea-moss to them."</p> + +<p>"Poor craytyurs! Wuz they that hungry they could ate it raw?"</p> + +<p>"Hardly," answered Winifred, smiling at her remembrance of the +peculiarly well-fed looking recipients of her bounty, "they were not +hungry at all; but they had come to grief with a molasses jug. The +carriage and everything in it was sticky, and I don't know what they +would have done to get it clean without your moss; but you shall +surely have some more to-morrow, and now tell me how you are feeling."</p> + +<p>"Is it meself? Thank ye kindly, me dear. I'm jest accordin' to the +common, save where I'm worse; me legs ache me nights, and I fale +<span class="left"><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67">[Pg 67]</a></span> +the washin' in me back some days; but if me moind wuz right, it's +little I'd moind the thrubble in me bones."</p> + +<p>"Why, what is wrong, Mrs. Davitt?" Winifred asked with sympathy in her +voice. "The children all look well. John's cheeks are red as apples, +and Katie is as round as a butter-ball."</p> + +<p>"Oh, the childers is all right," answered Mrs. Davitt, with an air of +mystery, but evidently not unwilling to be pressed further as to the +source of her trouble.</p> + +<p>"Surely it is not your husband? He looked better than usual this +morning when he came around to the White House, and he had as fine a +catch of fish as I have seen this summer."</p> + +<p>"Yea, himself's all right."</p> + +<p>"Then it must be Leonard; but I am sure he is a boy of whom any mother +might be proud."</p> + +<p>"Proud? Yea, but many's the proud heart is the sore heart."</p> + +<p>"Tell me all about it," said her young visitor, laying her delicate +hand on the red fingers which still clasped the bone-handled steel +knife. Mrs. Davitt looked down for a moment in silence, playing with +the bent joint of her stiff third finger, then she broke out with a +fierceness in curious contrast to her usual gentle speech.</p> + +<p>"It's that Tilly Marsden. Bad luck to her +<span class="left"><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68">[Pg 68]</a></span> +for a bowld hussy! She's put the insult on Leonard."</p> + +<p>"The insult?"</p> + +<p>"Yea, 'tis the same as an insult for all the neighbors to take notice +of, whin a gurrl ez hez been kapin' company with a man fur goin' on +two years, walks by him now with her nose in the air, lek wan wuz too +good to be shpakin' with the praste himself."</p> + +<p>"Don't be too hard on Tilly, Mrs. Davitt," remonstrated Winifred, +soothingly. "Perhaps she is fond of Leonard still, but does not want +him to feel too sure of her. I dare say you were a little like that +yourself, when you were a girl."</p> + +<p>"Thrue fer ye, me dear!" Mrs. Davitt answered, with that delightful +Irish readiness to be diverted from her woes to a more cheerful frame +of mind. "Thrue fer ye! I'd never let Michael be sayin' me heart wuz +caught before ever he'd shpread the net."</p> + +<p>"Then, depend upon it, Tilly feels the same."</p> + +<p>"Mebbe it's the thruth you're afther findin' out; but I misthrust, and +it's meself will never fergive her if she breaks the heart of the best +by in the counthry."</p> + +<p>The possibility was too much for the sorrowful mother. She threw her +apron over her head, and abandoned herself once more to despair, +swaying to and fro disconsolately in the black +<span class="left"><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69">[Pg 69]</a></span> +wooden chair from the back of which the gilt had been half rubbed away +by quarter of a century of rocking.</p> + +<p>"Do you think it could possibly do any good for me to talk with +Leonard?" Winifred ventured, quite dubious in her own mind of the +wisdom of the proceeding.</p> + +<p>"Ow, if yez would, 'twould like be the savin' o' the by. He'll not +bear any of us to shpake wid him at all at all."</p> + +<p>"Very well then, I will try to get him to talk about it. Only don't be +disappointed if I do not succeed! The chances are that he will not +listen to me."</p> + +<p>"Not listen to yoursilf, is it!" cried Mrs. Davitt, once more +transported to the heights of hope. "Sure, the saints in Hiven would +lay down their harps to hear your swate vice. Yes, and aven to look at +ye, as ye shtand there, in that white dhress, jist like what wan o' +thimsilves 'ud be wearin'! How becomin' ye are to your clothes!"</p> + +<p>Winifred smiled at the subtle flattery; but before she could muster an +appropriate acknowledgment, she caught sight of Leonard loitering at +the gate.</p> + +<p>"There is Leon now; I will ask him to walk part way home with me. It +is growing dark, and you know," she added, laughing, "how timid I am!"</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70">[Pg 70]</a></span> + +<p>Mrs. Davitt smiled in answer to the laugh, for Winifred's daring was +the talk of the countryside. She dried her eyes, and peered over her +spectacles at her visitor as she picked her way among the chickens, +feathered and human, who thronged about the doorstep, to the spot +where Leonard stood, listlessly hanging over the gate gazing idly up +and down the road.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Davitt's heart beat anxiously as she marked the girl stop to +speak to him, and when at last she saw him turn and walk beside her up +the road, followed suspiciously by Paddy with the basket in his mouth, +she burst out into a tearful torrent of joy and thanksgiving.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71">[Pg 71]</a></span> +<h3><a name="CHAPTER_V" id="CHAPTER_V"></a>CHAPTER V</h3> +<h6><a class="contents" href="#Page_vii">[Go to Table of Contents]</a></h6> + +<h4>THE OLD SHOP</h4> + +<table align="center" summary=""> +<tr> +<td>"Ah! poor Real Life, which I love, can I make others share</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td>the delight I find in thy foolish and insipid face?"</td> +</tr> +</table> +<br /> + +<p>The sun was already low in the west, when Flint and Brady, having +supped heartily on boiled lobster and corn bread, lighted their pipes +and strolled toward the door of the tiny shop which leaned up against +the inn as if for support. A bird, looking down upon it in his flight, +might have mistaken it for some great mud-turtle, so close did it +sprawl along the ground.</p> + +<p>For some years it had served as a turkey-house on the farm; but as +Marsden had begun to discover possibilities of profit in a shop which +should both draw custom to the inn, and find customers in the chance +guests of the tavern, he had turned his attention to the work of +transforming the poultry-house into a village store, and had been +surprised to find how well it adapted itself to its new purpose. True, +the beams ran across only a few inches above Marsden's head; but that +was rather an advantage than otherwise, +<span class="left"><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72">[Pg 72]</a></span> +for they thus made an excellent substitute for counters, and the wares +were well displayed and within easy reach. Along one beam hung a row +of boots of every style and size,—from giant rubbers, reaching +to the thighs, in which the Nepaug farmers went wading for seaweed +fertilizer, to the clumsy baby shoes, jauntily set off with a scarlet +tassel at the top, in that pathetic effort of the poor to express in +their children's dress the poetry so scantily supplied in their own +lives. Another beam was hung with wooden pails, and a third gleamed +with the reflections of bright-new tinware.</p> + +<p>On the shelves opposite the door lay bright hued calicoes flanked by +jars of peppermint candies, some of which were rendered doubly +irresistible to youthful customers by being cut in heart-shape and +decorated with sentimental mottoes chiefly in verse.</p> + +<p>Marsden fitted his shop so well, that he seemed little more than an +animated bundle of secondhand goods. His cowhide boots were the +fellows of those that dangled from the fourth beam. His gayly checked +flannel shirt harmonized delightfully with the carriage robes in the +corner, and the soft brown-felt hat toned æsthetically with the plug +tobacco in the case behind him.</p> + +<p>When Flint and Brady looked in at the door, a girl was standing at the +counter, turning over +<span class="left"><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73">[Pg 73]</a></span> +the pile of calicoes. She had brought with her a pailful of +blueberries which she evidently wished to barter for a remnant of the +prints. She showed much disappointment when Marsden declined to trade +except upon a cash basis.</p> + +<p>"What might this be wuth?" she asked at length, pointing to a red and +white calico on the second shelf. Marsden, Yankee-like, answered her +question by another. "What'll ye give fur it? It's the end of the +piece, and I dunno but I'd as lives you'd hev it ez anybody."</p> + +<p>"Wall," answered the girl, cautiously, "I wouldn't give no more'n six +cents a yard for it."</p> + +<p>"Take it along," said Marsden, wrapping it, as he spoke, in coarse +brown paper. As he handed it to her he said: "I <i>wuz</i> goin' to offer +it to you for five cent."</p> + +<p>The girl's face fell.</p> + +<p>"You see," whispered Flint to Brady, "there never was a woman who +could really enjoy anything unless she thought she had paid less than +it was worth. It is my own belief that Eve bought the apple from the +Serpent as a bargain, and that Satan assured her that he would not +have sold it to Adam at double the price."</p> + +<p>As the maiden withdrew, a buggy rattled up to the door of the little +shop. In the broad strip of light formed by the lamp opposite the +door, the creaking vehicle stopped short. A +<span class="left"><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74">[Pg 74]</a></span> +dumpy female in a nondescript black garment took the reins, while her +male companion descended heavily, putting both feet upon the step, and +cautiously lowering himself to the ground close beside the spot where +Flint and Brady stood. Once assured that he had reached the ground in +safety, he proceeded to take off his wrinkled duster, fold it +tenderly, and lay it on the seat, from beneath which he pulled out a +bulky bundle, securely tied up in bed-ticking.</p> + +<p>Flint watched the rustic with idle curiosity, as the old man entered +the store and deposited his bundle on the counter. Marsden sat on a +chair with no back, nursing his knee and assuming indifference to the +entrance of the new-comer.</p> + +<p>"Be thar any market naow for <i>quilts</i>, or <i>be</i> thar?" asked the old +farmer, somewhat anxiously, while untying the knots of his parcel.</p> + +<p>"I dunno ez thar be, and I dunno <i>ez</i> thar be," Marsden answered.</p> + +<p>Both parties seemed to understand each other perfectly. They +approached as warily as two foxes. When the roll was finally spread +out on the counter, the dim lamplight flickered over a patchwork quilt +of the familiar log-cabin pattern, gay with colors as varied as those +of Joseph's coat.</p> + +<p>"What cher s'pose yer could give fur this?" +<span class="left"><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75">[Pg 75]</a></span> +the new-comer asked with a relapse into unwary eagerness, and an +irrepressible pride in this evidence of the household industry of his +women folk.</p> + +<p>"Dunno, I'm sure," said Marsden, slowly, shifting his quid of tobacco +and spitting meditatively on the floor. "Shop-keepin' 's all a resk +anyhow. I'll give yer seventy-five cents for it though, jest for a +gamble; but nobody has much use for quilts in this weather, except to +hide their heads under from the skeeters."</p> + +<p>"Truth will out," whispered Flint. "Marsden always declares that +mosquitoes are unknown at Nepaug."</p> + +<p>The owner of the quilt shook his head dubiously.</p> + +<p>"Couldn't you go a dollar on it?" he queried. "It took my wife a month +to make it, sewin' evenin's."</p> + +<p>"Did—did it?"</p> + +<p>"Yaas, 'n' it's made out of pieces of the children's clothes, and some +on 'em 's dead—and associations ought to caount for somethin'."</p> + +<p>"Will it last?" questioned the cautious Marsden, twitching it this way +and that, and testing the material with his thumb-nail, which he kept +long and sharp apparently for the purpose of detecting flaws in +dry-goods.</p> + +<p>"Wall," assumed the other, somewhat nettled +<span class="left"><a name="Page_76" id="Page_76">[Pg 76]</a></span> +by the purchaser's skepticism, "I reckon it'll last ez long ez a +dollar will."</p> + +<p>"Mebbe," said Marsden, quite impressed by the logic of this last +statement. "Anyhaow I'll give you ninety cents, and that's my last +figger."</p> + +<p>The man glanced furtively over his shoulder at the female in the +buggy, who sat twitching the reins impatiently, then he hitched up +closer to Marsden and held out a dime.</p> + +<p>"Take it," he whispered, "'n' give me the greenback. I promised I +wouldn't let it go fur less'n a dollar, 'n' I dassent."</p> + +<p>The two men winked at each other like brothers in the freemasonry of +married life, and the knight of the duster disappeared in the +gathering dusk. His departure emptied the little shop, and Flint and +Brady entered and seated themselves on a couple of kegs on opposite +sides of the door.</p> + +<p>"Ef it's all the same, gentlemen," drawled Marsden. "I'd recommend you +to take another seat with yore pipes, fur one of them kags is filled +with ile, and the other with gun-paowder."</p> + +<p>Brady jumped up in haste, and felt of his coat-tails as though they +might even then be on fire.</p> + +<p>Even Flint moved with greater alacrity than usual, quite concurring in +the wisdom of seeking +<span class="left"><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77">[Pg 77]</a></span> +another seat, especially as the new one brought him opposite the low +doorway, through which he could see the sky, and watch the night +drawing in over bay and cove.</p> + +<p>On the fence-rail opposite, a flock of turkeys had composed themselves +to sleep. The crickets in the corn-field were tuning their wings for +their habitual evening concert. The night-moth flapped heavily against +the small, square window-pane.</p> + +<p>It was a scene bare but tranquil; and Flint was possessed by its +dreary charm. The dim quiet of the twilight suited him; and it struck +him jarringly, like a false note in an orchestra, when there fell on +his ear a high, shrill voice, exclaiming,—</p> + +<p>"Pa, ma wants to know if the yeast-cakes have come."</p> + +<p>Tilly Marsden gave a little start of surprise, as she came down the +steps from the house-door, at the sight of Flint and Brady, who rose +at her entrance, and removed their pipes from their mouths.</p> + +<p>"Enter woman—exit comfort," thought Flint.</p> + +<p>"I hope you're better, Mr. Flint," said Tilly, edging a little nearer +him while her father searched among the blue boxes for the desired +yeast-cakes.</p> + +<p>"Thanks."</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78">[Pg 78]</a></span> + +<p>"Wasn't the sun awful hot up to town?"</p> + +<p>"Quite so."</p> + +<p>"But you didn't get sun-struck?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"I'm awful glad. I says to ma this morning, 'I do hope,' says I, 'Mr. +Flint has taken Pa's big white umbrella lined with green. You know his +head is so weak.'"</p> + +<p>Flint felt Brady's amused glance upon him. "Thank you," he answered +stiffly, "my head is quite well again. Come, Brady," he added, turning +to his friend, "if you are ready, we'll get our stroll before we turn +in."</p> + +<p>"Here, Tilly," said Marsden, at the same time, "here's the yeast-cake; +but I don't see what ma wants with it, fur I gev her two this +arfternoon."</p> + +<p>Tilly blushed, and looked furtively toward the doorway where the young +men stood. The girl had a kind of flimsy prettiness which suggested a +cotillon favor. Her hair was fluffy, and coquettishly knotted at the +back with blue ribbon. Her freshly ironed white dress set off her +hourglass figure, and the fingers on which she was continually +twisting the rings were white and slender. Her lips were set in a +somewhat simpering smile, and her voice was soft with a view to +effect. Brady watched her artless artfulness with some amusement. When +they had gone +<span class="left"><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79">[Pg 79]</a></span> +out, he hinted something to Flint in regard to the conquest he +appeared to have made; but found him so loftily unconscious that his +jest fell flat, and he dropped the subject to take up a more serious +theme as they strolled along the road, and at length seated themselves +where the turkeys had made their roost, on the gray rail-fence in the +moonlight.</p> + +<p>"I wonder, Flint," said Brady, "if we shall be able to take up our old +association where we dropped it."</p> + +<p>"Of course not," Flint answered, "don't imagine it for a moment!"</p> + +<p>"I don't see why we should not."</p> + +<p>"You don't?"</p> + +<p>"No, I do not."</p> + +<p>"Well, that fact alone is enough to show the gap between us. I can see +it plainly enough. You have spent these last ten years in active, +quick decisions, accumulating energy, push, drive—what you call +hustling; while I have been trying to see into things a little, trying +to find out what is worth hustling for—whether anything is. Now do +you suppose that two people with such opposite training are going to +fit together like a cup and ball, as they used to do when they were +chums in college, and had had no training at all?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know," said Brady, more dubiously. +<span class="left"><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80">[Pg 80]</a></span> +Then he went on, with the air of one who is not to be balked in +speaking his mind, "I am not quite sure that I think your training has +improved you."</p> + +<p>"Very likely not," said Flint, imperturbably puffing away at his pipe.</p> + +<p>"I suppose," continued Brady, "that it is very cultivating, and +philosophical, and up-to-date to lie back like that, and let your soul +expand, to wonder whether anything is worth while, and smile at the +struggle of the dull people around you who are foolish enough to +believe that something is worth while; but I'll be hanged if I like +it. I would rather be the lowest of the warm-blooded animals than the +highest of the cold-blooded. I beg your pardon," he added a little +lamely, "I did not mean to put it quite so strong as that."</p> + +<p>"You have made a very clear statement, my dear fellow. Don't weaken it +by apologies. What you say of me is as true as gospel—truer perhaps. +The only mistake you make is in ascribing to training what is really +to be attributed to temperament. What is bred in the bone, you know— +But never mind, I detest talking of myself. Now you have had +experiences worth talking of; let us hear some of your doings out +West, there!"</p> + +<p>Long and late that night the two friends sat together. Now that the +first strangeness had +<span class="left"><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81">[Pg 81]</a></span> +worn off, and with it the consciousness of the divergence of the roads +which they had travelled since the old days, Flint began to find his +liking springing up as strong as ever, only the liking was of a +different kind. It was after midnight when he came into the house, and +betook himself to his own room. As he was pulling off his coat, he +suddenly remembered his unopened letter. He smiled grimly, as it +recalled the scene at the post-office, the glowering official, and the +grinning bystanders. He was still smiling as he took the candle from +the mantel-shelf and set it on the bureau, to which he drew up his one +rickety chair. He sat down and scrutinized the letter again, and more +closely.</p> + +<p>The envelope was a large, square one, with the editorial address of +the "Transcontinental Magazine" in the left-hand corner. The writing +was in the large, loose scrawl of Brooke, the junior editor. He wrote +in haste as usual. All at the office was going well, new subscriptions +were coming in fast, and if Flint would keep away long enough, the +success of the "Transcontinental" would be secure. The letter which he +enclosed had been opened by mistake, being apparently a business +communication with no other address than "To the Editor;" but finding +it personal in character, he forwarded it unread, and remained as +always, Flint's faithful friend, C. Brooke.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82">[Pg 82]</a></span> + +<p>The enclosed letter to which Brooke alluded presented a curious +contrast to his own. The handwriting was firm, but +delicate—distinctively feminine.</p> + +<p>"I want to thank you," so the letter began, "not only for accepting my +verses on 'A Thimble,' but also for the words of encouragement with +which you accompany the acceptance. You say that you are especially +glad to print the verses because they suggest a return to the type of +womanhood of an earlier day, for which you retain an old-fashioned +admiration. Now, I scarcely know whether my verses are very deceitful, +or whether it is the realest and truest side of my nature which finds +expression when I take my pen in hand.</p> + +<p>"I wonder if a bit of autobiography would bore you. I should feel that +it would most men; but I think of you as a genial, elderly gentleman +with a face like Thackeray's, and with a broad human interest in all +phases of life."</p> + +<p>Flint grinned. "So much," he said to himself, "for the intuitions of +woman." Yet he felt a trifle vexed at being set down as elderly, and +secretly elated at the allusion to Thackeray,—as if a wide mouth, a +turned-up nose, and eye-glasses carried with them fee-simple to "Henry +Esmond" and the "Newcomes."</p> + +<p>"I am twenty-two years old!" the letter went +<span class="left"><a name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[Pg 83]</a></span> +on. "As a young girl I knew nothing of city life. My father owned a +sheep ranch in the Northwest, and there I grew up, roaming about as +freely as the sheep themselves. I learned to ride and to shoot. Until +I was a woman grown, I never took a needle in my hand. Perhaps it may +seem strange to you, but out of this aloofness from feminine pursuits +there grew up within me a sort of reverence for the feminine ideal. I +felt a vague awe, such as I imagine strikes a man at sight of a +rose-lined parasol, or a thimble laid on a pile of stitchery. It is +this sense of the poetry of women's occupation which must give what +little value they possess to my verses; and perhaps you will not care +for any more now that you know they are no part of the real <i>me</i>, but +only an ideal."</p> + +<p>The letter was signed "Amy Bell," and the only address given, a New +York post-office box.</p> + +<p>"A pretty name," said Flint to himself, as he studied it, "a very +pretty name!" Then he fell to musing on how this girl must look; and +he found himself making a likeness from the picture over the mantel, +only he would have the face a trifle rounder, with a dimple in either +cheek, and a hint more of tenderness in that firm under-lip, whose +smile savored of delicate irony. His thoughts unconsciously reverted +to the reflections of the morning, as he looked at the portrait.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[Pg 84]</a></span> + +<p>"How shy we all are of self-revelation!" he murmured, as he folded the +letter slowly, and slid it into his vest-pocket; "and then, when we +have gone about for years hedging ourselves in with barriers of ice, +suddenly some emotion thaws them, and out flow all the tides of +feeling which we have been damming up so long." Flint's musings ended +in a determination to answer this letter, and to answer it now while +the genial mood was on him. The writer had taken pains to give little +clue to her identity. Well, he would answer her from behind the same +veil of impersonality. She need never know how widely she had missed +her guess in her picture of him. She might keep her poor little +illusions—yes, "elderly gentleman" and all. He would speak to her, as +one soul might speak to another, unhampered by all the trammels of +outward circumstance. It was his to offer help, sympathy, +encouragement, and he dispensed it in no stinted measure.</p> + +<p>As he drew pen and paper towards him, there swept over him a sense of +the oneness of humanity, and a vision of what the world might be, if +man were tenderer, and woman held the wider vision. Such a training as +hers, he wrote to Amy Bell, might give her something of both, might +grant her a standpoint from which she could see clearer than most +women, just because +<span class="left"><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[Pg 85]</a></span> +she saw life in larger outlines, undimmed by detail,—a life as +different from that of the average woman as the sweep of the garments +of the Greek caryatides from the fussy, beruffled gowns of the +nineteenth-century women. The question, the vital pressing question in +her case, was how she would use this freedom. Should it slip into the +hardness of the new woman, on the one hand, or, on the other, allow +itself to be fettered to the dulness of every-day decorum, her +opportunity would be lost; but if she could hold the delicate +equilibrium where she stood,—self-poised, and yet swaying to the +influences which must work on every soul for its highest development, +plastic yet firm,—then he believed, firmly believed, that there +might lie in her a power for which the world would be the better and +the richer.</p> + +<p>"There!" said he, as he blotted and sealed the letter. "That, I should +say, is as prosy and didactic as a discourse of my venerated ancestor. +I wonder if the tendency to sermonize runs in the blood. I dare say if +I had the good fortune to have any religious convictions, I should +dogmatize over them in the pulpit, and pound the cushions as +vigorously as any itinerant evangelist. Well, well! heredity is a +queer thing. We think we get away from it, but it is always cropping +up in unexpected places. Our ancestors +<span class="left"><a name="Page_86" id="Page_86">[Pg 86]</a></span> +are like <i>atra cura</i>, and ride behind every man's saddle."</p> + +<p>The clock struck three as he finished his musings. He pushed away his +chair, and set back the lamp on the mantel. The light, flaring a +little in the draught from the open window, lent a startling look of +life to the portrait above it. Flint seemed almost to hear the voice +of the dying sea-captain whispering: "God bless you, Ruth—I wish I +had understood you better!"</p> + +<p>Upon his exalted mood the morning voice of a barnyard cock broke +mockingly.</p> + +<p>"Pshaw!" he exclaimed, "what a fool I am!—and at my age, too. I am +ashamed. And, by the way, we never took back Dr. Beetle's—no—Dr. +Cricket's spectacles. Well-to-morrow will answer as well."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_87" id="Page_87">[Pg 87]</a></span> +<h3><a name="CHAPTER_VI" id="CHAPTER_VI"></a>CHAPTER VI</h3> + +<h4>THE GLORIOUS FOURTH</h4> +<h6><a class="contents" href="#Page_vii">[Go to Table of Contents]</a></h6> + +<table align="center" summary=""> +<tr> +<td><i>Extract from the Journal of Miss Susan Standish. Nepaug, July 4, 189-.</i></td> +</tr> +</table> +<br /> + +<p>A holiday, for some reason or other, is always longer than other days, +even for people like me who live a life of ease and comparative +idleness, and who can make every day a holiday by abstaining from +unnecessary and self-imposed work. It certainly is curious that this +morning we rose an hour later, by way of compliment to our ancestors, +who doubtless rose several hours earlier than usual on the day we +celebrate, and certainly did a hard day's work.</p> + +<p>After breakfast Mr. Anstice read the Declaration of Independence +aloud, signatures and all. Then Jimmy recited part of a highly +patriotic address, beginning, "Give up the Union? Never!" He worked +his arm in the gestures with all the grace and agility of a +pump-handle. His voice, to be sure, came out very strong on the +prepositions and conjunctions, and sank to a whisper on the explosive +climaxes; but +<span class="left"><a name="Page_88" id="Page_88">[Pg 88]</a></span> +we all voted it a masterpiece of elocution, and his father really +thought so. When these exercises were over, Dr. Cricket and I played a +game of chess, in which he insisted that I should take the part of the +British, while he represented the Americans.</p> + +<p>In spite of a severe struggle with my patriotic emotions, I felt +compelled to do justice to the side thus thrust upon me, and I +conducted my campaign with such vigor, that it was Washington who was +compelled to hand over his sword to Cornwallis, and I swept the last +American pawn triumphantly off the board as the dinner-bell rang.</p> + +<p>The afternoon rather dragged. I came to the conclusion that the secret +of the length of a holiday lies in the severity of the effort to enjoy +one's self. At our age the truest happiness lies in absorption in +work,—a kind of active and bustling Nirvana. Having come to this +conclusion, I pulled out the golf-stockings I am knitting for Ben, and +fell to work, with the result that it was tea-time before I knew it.</p> + +<p>Winifred made quite a diversion by coming down dressed as Columbia, in +a white muslin with blue sashes and a big bunch of red roses. She had +made a helmet of card-board and covered it with gold paper. In one +hand she held a long lance of the same shiny stuff, and in the +<span class="left"><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89">[Pg 89]</a></span> +other a big flag. We all laughed and sang and shouted, and had a fine +old-fashioned, emotional Fourth. It did me good.</p> + +<p>After tea, I had a surprise in a call from Cousin John's son. In fact, +the call was a surprise on both sides. This is how it came about. The +day before yesterday, Dr. Cricket, who is a good creature, though +self-opinionated and always differing from me, was called to see a +patient over at the inn; and yesterday, making his second call, he +left his gold-bowed glasses, and spent the afternoon bewailing his +loss, for he fancied they had slipped out of his pocket when he sat +down on the beach to rest. The patient, who is a young man (of some +pretensions to gentility, I understand, although a New Yorker), +discovered them in the office (otherwise bar-room) of the inn, and +walked over to bring them this evening. With him was Philip Brady, +whom I have not seen these ten years; but I should have known him in a +moment from his likeness to Cousin John. He is a fine young man, and +does credit to the family. I think Winifred will like him.</p> + +<p>Dr. Cricket was on the porch when they came; and when he saw the +glasses, he was ready to fall upon the young men's necks while they +were yet a long way off. He really was quite ridiculous with his +"Bless my soul!" "Very kind +<span class="left"><a name="Page_90" id="Page_90">[Pg 90]</a></span> +upon my honor!" "Now Richard is himself again!" and I don't know what +more, hopping about meanwhile like the cricket, who was no doubt his +ancestor in pre-historic times, and pulling up chairs for men twenty +years younger than himself. I have no patience with too much vivacity +in middle-aged people; when we turn fifty, dignity is all we have +left, and we'd better make the most of it.</p> + +<p>When the Doctor had thanked his visitors five times over for what was +really a small matter for two able-bodied young men, he insisted on +their sitting down, and turned round to me,—I hate being dragged into +a situation,—"Miss Standish," said he, "I want you to know Mr. +um—ah—Flint, I believe? and his friend, Mr. um—ah—What is the +name, may I ask?"</p> + +<p>"I can tell you," said I, coming forward and really looking up for the +first time (for I am trying to train myself not to stare and peer as +some of my age do when their sight is failing)—"I can tell you and +save your visitor the trouble. His name is Philip Brady, and his +father is my cousin."</p> + +<p>Dr. Cricket looked thoroughly taken aback. This I rather enjoyed, for +he is always prying into affairs and saying, "I rather suspect so and +so," with his nose held out as if he got at his intuitions by the +sense of smell.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_91" id="Page_91">[Pg 91]</a></span> + +<p>"You don't say so," was all he could get out this time; and meanwhile +Philip called out, in his hearty voice, "Holloa, Cousin Susan!" and +kissed me a little louder than I liked; but that is the difference +between Bison and Boston. Perhaps I am hard to suit, for his +companion's manner seemed to me as much too repressed as Philip's was +too exuberant. He had the air of holding his mental hands behind him +and warning off social intruders with a "Let us not enter upon too +familiar a basis of mutual acquaintance," and yet he was not brought +up on Beacon Street, and I was, which makes it all the worse. He is a +handsome man,—that is, his features are regular, his teeth are fine, +and the little tuft of white hair above the temple gives a marked air +of distinction. Altogether, he has a peculiarly well-groomed effect; +but his face is like a mask,—one does not get any inkling of what is +going on behind it. The eye-glasses too seem to take all expression +out of the eyes, and leave them mere inquisitors for discovering the +sentiments revealed by those who don't wear similar shields. I notice +the same thing about Dr. Cricket. I can always get the best of him in +argument unless he has his spectacles on. Then I become confused, +forget my point, and the Doctor comes off triumphant.</p> + +<p>Of course, when the Doctor urged the young +<span class="left"><a name="Page_92" id="Page_92">[Pg 92]</a></span> +men to stay, they sat down, and Philip began at once to ask about the +people in Oldburyport, whom he remembered very well, except their +names. Everything was pleasant until Jimmy Anstice came along, as he +always does when not especially wanted, and began to tease about +having the fire-works set off. Nothing could be allowed to go on until +they were brought out. If he had been my child, he should have been +soundly punished and sent to bed for whining and pulling at his +father's coat-tails; but Mr. Anstice is amiable to the verge of +inanity where Jimmy is concerned, and after saying, "My dear!" and +"Yes, in a minute," he allowed himself to be fairly pulled out of his +chair and into the house, from which he shortly emerged with Jimmy, +bearing between them an oblong pine box filled with packages of every +shape and size, and smelling objectionably of gunpowder.</p> + +<p>Of course this put an end to all rational conversation. Philip jumped +up to inspect the crackers and pin-wheels. To my surprise, Mr. Flint +showed no annoyance, but began to poke about among the Roman candles +and rockets, as if he rather liked it. Jimmy has taken a great fancy +to him, it seems. I must admit that it is in a man's favor to be liked +by boys and dogs. So they drove stakes into the grass, and set up +inclined planes for the rockets; and, when it grew dark +<span class="left"><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93">[Pg 93]</a></span> +enough, Jimmy set off his first pin-wheel, amid a chorus of shouts of +that artificially enthusiastic sort common among older people at a +junior entertainment.</p> + +<p>The shouts brought Winifred out to the porch. She had taken off her +helmet, for which I was sorry, as it was very becoming. I introduced +Philip, who said, with a smile, that he thought they had met before; +but Winifred did not seem to remember it. Now, if Winifred has a +failing, it is thinking she knows just how everything ought to be +done; and after fidgeting about in her chair for a minute or two, she +called out: "Why don't you set the rocket against that stone?" and +down she ran to arrange it herself.</p> + +<p>The rocket did go better in her way, but she was not satisfied even +then. She must show them how to hold the Roman candles, which was very +imprudent with the loose sleeves of her muslin dress. Mr. Flint called +out: "Hold it out away from you! Further away!" but instead of paying +any heed, she held it straight up in the air. She had forgotten +herself entirely; and we were all watching the little fountain of fire +sending out its red, white, and blue colored balls when, all of a +sudden, I saw a line of fire creeping up Winifred's sleeve. She threw +away the candle, which lay sputtering on the ground; but that line of +fire on her arm seemed to grow and +<span class="left"><a name="Page_94" id="Page_94">[Pg 94]</a></span> +grow, and I watched it in helpless agitation. I suppose the thing was +over in two minutes, though they seemed hours to me. The instant Flint +saw the accident, he stripped off his coat, and, rushing up to +Winifred, bound it tightly about her. Dr. Cricket brought out his +bandages and liniments, and the arm was bound up and in a sling before +the girl really knew what had happened.</p> + +<p>She was quite bewildered, and looked about like a little child, from +one to the other. Then she turned to Mr. Flint, with a smile which +seemed to me not so very far from tears, and said:—</p> + +<p>"This time, it was your turn."</p> + +<p>"This time, it was my fault."</p> + +<p>"Your fault?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; it was stupid, my letting you hold it so. I knew it was +dangerous."</p> + +<p>Winifred shook her head, in a wilful little way of hers which always +reminds me of a Shetland pony.</p> + +<p>"Pardon me, but I think I should have done it whether you had let me +or not. I should have had to pay pretty dearly for my venture though, +if you had not been so quick, and as for the poor coat—" Here she +picked it up from the floor where it had fallen. "What a pity it +should have a hole right in front!—but Miss Standish +<span class="left"><a name="Page_95" id="Page_95">[Pg 95]</a></span> +will make it as good as new, though. You never saw any one who can +darn like Miss Standish" (which is quite true).</p> + +<p>"Papa," she added, turning to her father, who had been utterly +unnerved by the accident, and was now walking up and down with a vain +pretence of calmness. "Papa, you can lend Mr. Flint a coat for +to-night, can't you?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, certainly, certainly! what will he have—a dressing-gown or a +Tuxedo?"</p> + +<p>"Thank you," said Flint, with gravity; "but, if the etiquette of +Nepaug will not be violated by a shirt-sleeve costume, I can go as I +am, though indeed I do not like giving Miss Standish so much trouble, +and the coat is a veteran anyway, only promoted to the Nepaug station +after long service elsewhere."</p> + +<p>"Veterans always command my respect," I answered, "and deserve at +least repairs at the hands of their country."</p> + +<p>"All very fine," said Dr. Cricket; "but I advise you to wear your coat +home to-night, even if you send it back to-morrow. It is easier to +mend coats than constitutions."</p> + +<p>"And cheaper," I suggested.</p> + +<p>"I'll tell you," Winifred broke in, seeing Dr. Cricket glowering at +me. "He shall neither risk a cold by going home in this night air +without his coat, nor tear the sleeves out of papa's, +<span class="left"><a name="Page_96" id="Page_96">[Pg 96]</a></span> +which would surely be half-a-dozen sizes too small. He shall wear my +golf cape. Go up to my closet and get it, Jimmy!—the blue one +lined with red."</p> + +<p>Jimmy, who having once been relieved of anxiety as to his sister's +life, had spent his time in maligning her as the cause of stopping his +fire-works exhibition, turned somewhat sulkily to obey her command; as +he went he fired a parting shot: "This is what comes of girls meddling +with things they don't understand."</p> + +<p>"James!"</p> + +<p>When Mr. Anstice says "<i>James</i>," he is not to be trifled with; and his +son ventured no further remarks, only emphasized his feelings by a +vicious stamp on each separate stair as he ascended. While he was +prosecuting his search for the cloak, his sister sat in the big chair +by the fireside, her head thrown back a little against the angle +formed by the back and the side, which curves out like a great ear. I +saw Philip and Mr. Flint looking at her as the firelight climbed over +her dress and touched her cheek, and I wondered what they thought of +her.</p> + +<p>To me, her face is one of the most interesting I have ever seen. It +evades description, and yet I feel tempted to try to describe it again +and again, and to analyze its charms for myself. It is full of +distinction, though the only really beautiful +<span class="left"><a name="Page_97" id="Page_97">[Pg 97]</a></span> +feature in it is the brow, broad and low, from which her hair rolls +back in that long, full sweep. About her lips, there is the fulness +that Leonardo gave his Mona Lisa, and the lips have the same subtle +curves, with a smile whose meaning is often of dubious interpretation, +and tempts the eyes of her companion to return to them again and again +to confirm his last impression.</p> + +<p>As for her character, I do not yet feel sure of it, though I have +known her for years. Dr. Cricket says he understands her perfectly. +Pshaw!</p> + +<p>Ben says he and she agree in everything. Poor boy! The fact is, that +the girl has one of those curious natures, absolutely unmoved and +unmovable at the centre, but on the surface reflecting every one and +everything that comes in her way.</p> + +<p>Many men have loved her. I don't think she has ever cared for any one. +The Mona Lisa smile comes over her lips when I question her about this +one or that.</p> + +<p>"Tell me now," I said the other day, "did you never love any one?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, and I do now."</p> + +<p>"Excellent. At last we shall have confidences."</p> + +<p>"And you like confidences?"</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_98" id="Page_98">[Pg 98]</a></span> + +<p>"I do—but no diversions—who is the youth?"</p> + +<p>"I did not say it was a youth."</p> + +<p>"Well, it is not a dotard, I trust; but who is the man?"</p> + +<p>"I did not say it was a man."</p> + +<p>"But you said—"</p> + +<p>"I said I loved somebody, and that somebody is you, dear Miss +Standish. Indeed I do, and I am ready to fight a duel, if necessary, +with Dr. Cricket to prove that my affection is deeper and loftier, and +generally better worth having, than his."</p> + +<p>What can one do with a girl like that, who winds up with a little +mocking laugh and goes off whistling?</p> + +<p>I wish she would not whistle. It is one of those mannish tricks of +hers which give a wrong impression. Her father ought to stop it; but +he is so fond of the girl, and thinks her so altogether perfect and +beyond cavil, that he lets everything go. She needs to have some one +stronger than herself come into her life. I wonder if he ever will.</p> + +<p>It took Jimmy Anstice a long while to find that cloak. When he +returned with it, he was still sulky.</p> + +<p>"I don't see why I should have to go on Fred's errands, when she +spoiled my fire-works."</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_99" id="Page_99">[Pg 99]</a></span> + +<p>"Ah!" said Flint, "it was a pity about those fire-works. Suppose you +bring them down to the inn to-morrow night, and we will set them off +there."</p> + +<p>Jimmy brightened up; but his sister rather resented the suggestion. +"You need not be afraid to do it here," she said; "I promise not to +interfere again."</p> + +<p>Mr. Flint ought to have said something civil; but he only turned to +Jimmy and proposed that they go out and gather up the rockets before +the dampness spoiled the powder.</p> + +<p>"Here, are you going without the cloak after all?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, thank you!" answered Flint, with sufficient graciousness, as he +took it from Professor Anstice's hand.</p> + +<p>To reach the door, he passed near Winifred's chair. As he did so he +bent over and spoke to her. I could not hear what he said; but I saw +an angry color come into her cheeks, and she answered:—</p> + +<p>"Yes, as you say, we seem fated to bring each other ill luck. Let us +hope we shall not meet often."</p> + +<p>I never heard Winifred make so rude a speech before. But, to my +surprise, it seemed to develop an unsuspected amiability in Mr. Flint.</p> + +<p>"That might be the worst luck of all," he +<span class="left"><a name="Page_100" id="Page_100">[Pg 100]</a></span> +answered, still in that provoking half-tone of his, and, waiting no +answer, he followed Jimmy out of doors. It seemed to me that Philip +Brady would have liked to take advantage of the general stir to get in +a word with Winifred; but I saw that the girl was really suffering +with the burn on her arm, so I told him, without ceremony, that it was +time he went home.</p> + +<p>Dr. Cricket, who seems to feel personally responsible for these young +men, evidently thought my behavior ungracious and inhospitable. To +make amends, he followed Philip to the door, and called out after him +and Mr. Flint:—</p> + +<p>"Oh, by the way, we're going up to Flying Point for a clam-bake some +evening this week. Would you care to go too?"</p> + +<p>"By all means, if you will be good enough to take us into the party," +Philip answered heartily. If his friend said anything, it was lost in +the fog which was rolling in thick from the ocean.</p> + +<p>I never take prejudices; but I often have an instinct about people +before I know them, and this instinct tells me that I am not going to +like this Mr. Flint. He is so self-sufficient,—not conceited, but +completely satisfied with his own judgments. When he asks any one's +opinion, he does it as if it were a mere matter of curiosity how such +a person might feel, not with any idea +<span class="left"><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101">[Pg 101]</a></span> +of being influenced. I can stand this from a person with strong +convictions; but this young man seems to have none. He actually smiled +when I quoted Dr. Channing.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps you never heard of him," I said, a little irritated by that +supercilious smile of his.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes," he answered; "but he was at such pains to set himself up in +opposition to my ancestors, that family pride compels me to resent it, +though my personal prejudices may be in his favor."</p> + +<p>I cannot abide such trifling. It seems to make it ridiculous in any +one to be in earnest.</p> + +<p>P. S.—Dr. Cricket asked me to-day if I would marry him. I told him he +was an old fool; but I could not make him believe it.</p> + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_102" id="Page_102">[Pg 102]</a></span> +<h3><a name="CHAPTER_VII" id="CHAPTER_VII"></a>CHAPTER VII</h3> + +<h4>ON THE BEACH</h4> +<h6><a class="contents" href="#Page_vii">[Go to Table of Contents]</a></h6> + +<table align="center" summary=""> +<tr> +<td>"The curving land, with its cool white sand,</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td>Lies like a sickle beside the sea."</td> +</tr> +</table> +<br /> + +<p>The next morning dawned cloudless. Nature, radiant in her bountiful +splendor, seemed to give herself to man, who, in response, thrilled +with something of the primal impulse which stirred his pulses in the +golden days before he had separated himself from the beneficent +currents of the Earth Mother's vitality to shut himself up within +brick walls with artificial heat, artificial light, and artificial +stimulants.</p> + +<p>On such a day, it is good to be alive. Flint felt the sunshine in his +blood as he stepped out into the fresh, open air. For a while he +hesitated as to the use to which he should put the morning in order to +secure the utmost of its bounty. Then he bethought him of his duty in +returning the blue golf cape which he reproached himself as an idiot +for having taken. Brady had gone crabbing with Marsden, so Flint could +not delegate the duty to him, as he had intended. +<span class="left"><a name="Page_103" id="Page_103">[Pg 103]</a></span> +Accordingly, slinging the wrap over his shoulder, in the middle of the +morning, he started on the path which ran along among the scrub-oak +and blueberry patches, to lose itself on the curving stretch of beach +which lay between the inn and Captain's Point, where stood the Whites' +house known in the region of Nepaug as "The White-House."</p> + +<p>The Point stretched along at the mouth of the little harbor, one side +thrust boldly out cliffwise into the ocean, the other sliding by soft +degrees to the margin of the salt-water lagoon. On the crest of the +cliff, and commanding a fine view of both sea and shore, rose the +White-House, originally owned and built by a sea-captain who could not +live without the sea, even when he had ceased to live on it. For years +the Captain took his daily walk on the little platform railed in from +the slanting roof, and scanned the horizon with his glass, taking note +of every sail, till at length he walked and gazed no more, and his +grave was made in the little hollow that dips behind the house. The +places which had known him knew him no more, and the house was let to +strangers.</p> + +<p>The Point, however, retained his name; and the white railing around +the Captain's walk gleamed in the sunlight from the crest of the cliff +as bright as when he leaned upon it to sweep the face of the waters +with his glass.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_104" id="Page_104">[Pg 104]</a></span> + +<p>Flint did the Captain the honor to bestow a passing thought on him +this morning, to be vaguely sorry for him, and to reflect that it was +really a fine thing to be above ground when the sun was shining like +this. To be sure, life had its vexations; but they were so brief, and +there was so much time in which to be dead!</p> + +<p>Flint had not gone many paces along the beach before he saw Jimmy +Anstice digging clams out on the oozy flats left bare by the receding +tides, his knickerbockers rolled well up on his legs, and a great pail +set on the mud beside him.</p> + +<p>The boy's hat was pushed far back on his head, and the sun fell full +on his face. Even at this distance, the resemblance to his sister was +so marked as to be almost comical. The eyes were the same. The nose, +with its unmistakable upward turn, a burlesque on the short, straight +one which lent piquancy to Winifred's face. The soft, subtle curve of +her cheek developed in Jimmy to a hardened rotundity inevitably +suggesting the desire to pinch it, which one feels toward the tomato +pin-cushions on exhibition at church fairs.</p> + +<p>Nevertheless, despite freckles bestowed by nature, and grime +artificially acquired, Jimmy Anstice was a well-looking lad, and added +a distinct note of human interest to the barren +<span class="left"><a name="Page_105" id="Page_105">[Pg 105]</a></span> +flats, as he stood, spade in hand, staring at Flint.</p> + +<p>"Come out here!" he called.</p> + +<p>"No, thank you," answered Flint. "Not with my boots on. What are you +about? Clamming, I suppose."</p> + +<p>"Oh, no—fishing!" answered Jimmy, with fine sarcasm. "Come and help +me pull in the mackerel, can't you?" Then he turned his back and began +his digging once more. At the same moment Flint caught a glimpse of a +red hat against a seaweed covered rock. Obeying an impulse which was +rather a surprise to himself, he directed his course toward it. He +found, as he surmised, that it belonged to Winifred Anstice, who sat +reading, comfortably ensconced with her back against the low sandbank, +and her feet stretched out in front of her. She looked up at Flint's +approach, but made no change in her attitude as he came and stood over +her. He found it a little harder than he had expected to make a +conversational beginning. After a second's hesitation he asked:</p> + +<p>"How is the wrist?"</p> + +<p>"Better, thanks! but still in close confinement," Winifred answered, +throwing back her shawl and revealing the bandaged arm.</p> + +<p>"You had a narrow escape."</p> + +<p>"Very."</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_106" id="Page_106">[Pg 106]</a></span> + +<p>"I hope you have not felt the need of the cape you were kind enough to +lend me. I was just on my way to carry it home."</p> + +<p>"And, having found the owner, you need not pursue your journey any +further."</p> + +<p>Flint felt inwardly chagrined. This, then, was her interpretation of +his stopping to speak to her,—that he might be rid of his trouble.</p> + +<p>"Thank you," he said stiffly; "but unless you need it, I prefer to +take it back to the house."</p> + +<p>"Very well," said his companion, "as you please." Then, moved +evidently by a prick of conscience, "Perhaps you will rest awhile +before climbing the hill."</p> + +<p>As she spoke, she moved a little that he might share the shadow of the +bank.</p> + +<p>"Don't move on my account," Flint said.</p> + +<p>"Oh," answered Winifred, smiling, "I owe you a decent civility, since +you saved my life last night."</p> + +<p>"Don't mention it. Actions should be judged by what they cost, not +what they come to; and mine cost nothing but the hole in my coat, +which I don't doubt is already better than repaired under Miss +Standish's skilful handiwork, so pray dismiss the subject from your +thoughts. There are few, I fancy, who find it so hard as you to accept +anything at the hand of another. It vexes you not to be the one always +to give aid +<span class="left"><a name="Page_107" id="Page_107">[Pg 107]</a></span> +and comfort. If I knew you better, I might venture to hint that it +smacks of spiritual pride."</p> + +<p>"You generalize widely after an acquaintance of four days."</p> + +<p>"One sees character more clearly sometimes by the flashlight of a +first meeting, than when the perception is blurred by more frequent +opportunities."</p> + +<p>Again the smile, inscrutable and mocking; the eyes looked into his +with a gay defiance.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps you will be good enough to give me the benefit of these first +impressions of my character. They are as comprehensive, no doubt, as +those of the British traveller in America. Tell on, as the children +say."</p> + +<p>"Pardon me, I have said too much already, under the circumstances. +Praise would be impertinence, and criticism insolence."</p> + +<p>"You shall have absolution in advance. Begin then!" she added, with a +little nod of command. "What is the most striking trait of my +character on first acquaintance?"</p> + +<p>"Well, if you will have it, I should say it was a restlessness which +you probably call energy; but it is a different thing. Energy is +absorbed in the object which it seeks to attain. Restlessness is +absorbed in the attaining."</p> + +<p>"Hm! what next?"</p> + +<p>"Next? Next, comes a quality almost invariably +<span class="left"><a name="Page_108" id="Page_108">[Pg 108]</a></span> +allied to such restlessness as yours,—ambition. You may have all +sorts of fine theories about equality and that kind of thing; but you +want power—power over the lives with which you come in +contact—power for good of course; but it must be yours and +wielded by you. It is not enough that things should get along somehow. +They must go right in your way."</p> + +<p>Winifred laughed.</p> + +<p>"Ah! you say that because I wanted to show you how to set off a rocket +last night."</p> + +<p>"I should say you showed us quite satisfactorily how <i>not</i> to set off +a rocket last night."</p> + +<p>"Don't let us revert to that episode, about which we shall probably +not agree. But go on. Let me hear more of your impressions. They are +quite diverting."</p> + +<p>"No more. I dare not presume further upon my advance absolution. +Rather let me ask you to return candor for candor, and give me your +impressions of me and my character, or lack of it."</p> + +<p>"I have formed none."</p> + +<p>"Is that quite true?"</p> + +<p>"No," said Winifred, looking up, "it is not true at all. I formed +impressions within the first ten minutes after I had seen you, only I +called them, more modestly, prejudices."</p> + +<p>"Prejudices? They were unfavorable then. Good! Let us have them!" and +Flint settled +<span class="left"><a name="Page_109" id="Page_109">[Pg 109]</a></span> +himself more comfortably, bracing his head against his clasped hands; +and, leaning back against the bank of sand, he sat watching the little +tufts of coarse grass springing up close beside him. Still Winifred +was silent. At last Flint began himself:—</p> + +<p>"You thought me rude and churlish, I suppose?"</p> + +<p>"I certainly did not think you were Bayard and Sidney rolled together; +but I admit you had some provocation," she answered lightly, "at least +in our first meeting. When I demolished your new fishing-rod, I think +you might have accepted my apologies more gracefully; and I think you +need not have been so particularly uncivil when Jimmy and I tried to +come to your assistance on the pond. I have not yet recovered from the +reproof conveyed on that occasion by your manner, which plainly +indicated that, in your opinion, it would have been more tactful for +us to sail by, and ignore your disaster, or treat it as an episode +which did not call for explanation or remark. I should have felt duly +humiliated, no doubt; but I have become hardened to rebuffs, since I +have been at Nepaug, for I meet with many, as I go about like a beggar +from door to door in South East."</p> + +<p>"Distributing tracts?" Flint asked, with eyebrows raised a little.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_110" id="Page_110">[Pg 110]</a></span> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Collecting statistics, perhaps?"</p> + +<p>"Not at all; my errand is neither philanthropic nor scientific."</p> + +<p>"Private and personal, that is, and not to be farther pursued by +impertinent inquiry?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I have no objection to telling you, since you are not a native. I +am searching for my great-great-grandmother."</p> + +<p>Flint looked at his companion uneasily. She smiled.</p> + +<p>"No, I have not lost my senses. Such as they are, I have them all. I +do not expect to find this ancestress of mine in the flesh, nor +sitting in any one of the splint rockers behind the checkered +window-panes of the old South East houses. It is only her portrait for +which I am searching as for hid treasure."</p> + +<p>"Ah!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, her portrait. I feel certain it is hidden away somewhere in +South East."</p> + +<p>"How very odd!"</p> + +<p>"Odd? Not at all, as you will say when you come to hear the story of +the original. But perhaps it would bore you to listen?"</p> + +<p>"Go on; I am all attention."</p> + +<p>"Well, to begin with, my great-great-grandmother was a very pretty +girl."</p> + +<p>"I can believe it."</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_111" id="Page_111">[Pg 111]</a></span> + +<p>Winifred looked quickly round, but her companion's eyes were fixed +upon the horizon with an abstracted gaze which lent an air of +impersonality to his words. So she began again:</p> + +<p>"Yes, she was a young Quakeress, born, I believe, in Philadelphia; but +her father and mother died, and she came to South East, to live with +her uncle, when she was about eighteen. The story of her girlhood is +rather vague; but somehow she fell in love with an English officer, +and made a runaway match which turned out better than such affairs +usually do; for his relatives received her favorably, and she made her +home with them at Temple Court in Yorkshire—doesn't that sound like a +book? Well, her uncle died, and she never came back to this country; +but her grandson came in the early part of the century, and, following +the traditions of his race, fell in love with an American girl. They +were married and settled in Massachusetts. But once, when they were +visiting at the old home, my grandmother saw a portrait of her +husband's grandmother hanging in the great hall at Temple Court. She +was fascinated by its beauty; and when she heard the story of the +runaway bride, who was an American like herself, she determined to +have a copy of the portrait, and talked of engaging one of the London +artists to make it for her. An old servant +<span class="left"><a name="Page_112" id="Page_112">[Pg 112]</a></span> +told my grandfather that he remembered seeing another, painted at the +same time and sent over to this uncle in America. The man was sure +that the address of the uncle was South East. Many a time I have heard +my grandmother tell the story, which so fired my youthful fancy that I +dreamed of it for years, and at last I persuaded papa to come down +here this summer, and let me hunt for the picture. But I am tiring +you, I am afraid."</p> + +<p>Flint pulled his hat lower over his eyes.</p> + +<p>"Pray go on; I am immensely interested."</p> + +<p>"Thank you. Well, the desire for the recovery of the portrait is no +longer a sentiment with me,—it is a passion. My daily occupation now +is driving about and asking for a drink of water, or inquiring about +early vegetables, chickens, goslings,—anything which will afford a +plausible excuse for penetrating into the dark halls or stuffy +fore-rooms. Of course I rule out the modern houses. I have even tried +the tavern here at the beach; but the only decorations of the walls +were 'Wide Awake' and 'Fast Asleep,' and other chromos of the same +pronounced and distressing variety."</p> + +<p>Flint took off his eye-glasses, and began to wipe them tenderly with +his delicate handkerchief.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps," he began, when he was interrupted +<span class="left"><a name="Page_113" id="Page_113">[Pg 113]</a></span> +by a wild whoop just above. It was from Jimmy Anstice, who shared the +delusion, common to his age and sex, that nothing is so amusing as a +sudden and unexpected noise.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Jimmy!" his sister exclaimed.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Jimmy!" mocked the boy. "I am glad to find that you are alive. +I've been watching you two these ten minutes, and you've sat as still +as if Mrs. Jarley hadn't wound you up yet."</p> + +<p>"She hasn't," said Winifred, somewhat inconsequently. "Have you +finished digging your clams? What time is it?"</p> + +<p>"I've dug all the clams I'm going to; don't intend to get all the food +for the boarding-house," answered Jimmy, somewhat sulkily, leaving +Flint to answer the last question.</p> + +<p>"It is ten minutes after twelve," he said, looking at his watch.</p> + +<p>"Dear me!" ejaculated Winifred, "I had no idea it was so late. I +promised Dr. Cricket to play chess with him at twelve."</p> + +<p>She rose as she spoke, and stretched out her hand for the golf cape; +but Flint kept it quietly, and started on by her side.</p> + +<p>"Are you going all the way to the house?" Jimmy asked.</p> + +<p>"If your sister permits."</p> + +<p>"Oh, then, you might as well take the other handle of this basket."</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_114" id="Page_114">[Pg 114]</a></span> + +<p>"Jimmy!" exclaimed Winifred, "I'm ashamed of you."</p> + +<p>"Well, you needn't be. You'd better be ashamed of yourself, saying one +thing to a fellow's face, and another behind his back. Sitting there +for an hour talking with Mr. Flint, as if he were your best friend, +when only last night you said—"</p> + +<p>"Jim, how near the shore should you say that sloop lay?" Flint +inquired in even tones.</p> + +<p>"'T ain't a sloop at all; it's a schooner," returned Jim, +contemptuously.</p> + +<p>"Why, to be sure, so it is. How stupid in me! I suppose all my +nautical learning went down in 'The Aquidneck.' By the way, Mr. Brady +and I are talking of going up to the wreck soon to try what can be got +out of her by diving. Wouldn't you like to go along?"</p> + +<p>"Wouldn't I!" responded Jimmy, <i>con brio</i>. "Don't you forget it!"</p> + +<p>His sister gave a dubious glance over the boy's head at Flint; but he +only smiled in return. This smile so transformed his face that the +girl beside him fell secretly to wondering whether her instinct of +character-reading, upon which she prided herself, had not played her +false in the case of this man, and whether she might not be called +upon for a complete reversal of judgment,—so apt we are to mistake +the momentary mood for the index of character.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_115" id="Page_115">[Pg 115]</a></span> + +<p>They walked on in silence along the margin of the bank, Flint with the +cape thrown over one arm, while he and Jimmy carried the basket, heavy +with clams, between them. The blue water shoaled into emerald at their +feet; a single white gull soared and swooped above their heads. The +long sunburned grasses swayed in the summer wind, and the clouds +floated tranquilly over all.</p> + +<p>How tiny the three human figures seemed in the wide setting of earth, +sea, and sky!</p> + +<p>As they passed the bluff on the other side of the cove from Captain's +Hill, Jimmy suddenly dropped his side of the basket of clams. "Hi!" he +exclaimed. "Why can't we go up into the light-house, now Mr. Flint is +with us?"</p> + +<p>"Not to-day," answered his sister, repressively. "Mr. Flint may have +other engagements, and then, you know, Dr. Cricket is waiting for his +game of chess."</p> + +<p>"As for me," said Flint, "I was never more at leisure; and as for your +appointment with the Doctor, I advise you to adopt my motto: 'Better +never than late.'"</p> + +<p>Winifred hesitated.</p> + +<p>"Oh, come on!" persisted her small brother. "Don't be a chump, Fred. +You never used to be."</p> + +<p>"Lead on," answered his sister; "rather than be considered anything so +ignominious, I would +<span class="left"><a name="Page_116" id="Page_116">[Pg 116]</a></span> +scale more alarming heights than those of the light-house, though I +confess its winding staircase is not without its perils."</p> + +<p>The path to the light-house led through a patch of bayberry bushes. +Winifred stooped, as she passed, and gathered a handful, which she +crushed in both hands, taking in a deep breath of their spicy aroma.</p> + +<p>"Are they so good?" Flint asked, smiling at her childish enjoyment.</p> + +<p>"Try and see!" she answered, holding them out to him in the cup of her +joined hands.</p> + +<p>Flint bent his face over them for an instant. Then Winifred suddenly +dropped her hands and shook the fragrant leaves to the four winds. +Flint smiled again, for her gesture said as plainly as words: "Here I +am being friendly with this man, to whom I intended to be as frigid as +an iceberg."</p> + +<p>Flint responded as if she had spoken.</p> + +<p>"Do you never forgive?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"No," answered Winifred, impetuously. "I never forgive; but I have a +horrid facility for forgetting."</p> + +<p>"Cherish it!" exclaimed her companion. "It is the foundation of many +of the Christian graces."</p> + +<p>As they drew nearer the light-house, they felt the salt sea-wind +strong in their faces. The +<span class="left"><a name="Page_117" id="Page_117">[Pg 117]</a></span> +bluff was so gale-swept that the trees, few, small, and scrubby, had +caught a slant to westward, and the scanty vegetation clung timidly to +the ground, like some tiny state whose existence depends upon its +humility. From the edge of the bluff rose the light-house,—a +round stone building, dazzling in its coat of whitewash. Far up in the +air its plate-glass windows gleamed in the morning sun.</p> + +<p>The keeper was standing in the open door, and cheerfully consented to +show the visitors over the premises. Loneliness is a great promoter of +hospitality.</p> + +<p>As they peeped into the tiny kitchen, with its shining brasses and its +white deal floor, Winifred exclaimed at the exquisite neatness of the +housekeeping.</p> + +<p>"It is a man's, you see," Flint commented with pride. "No doubt we +shall drive you from the domestic field yet."</p> + +<p>"I should think the position of light-house-keeper would suit you +excellently," Winifred replied, oblivious of the slant at her sex. +"Your desire for solitude would surely find its full satisfaction +here."</p> + +<p>"There might be much worse occupations certainly," Flint began; but he +saw that Winifred's attention had been diverted by the keeper, who had +already begun to mount the stairs, talking, +<span class="left"><a name="Page_118" id="Page_118">[Pg 118]</a></span> +as he moved, with a fluency which denoted a long restrained flow of +sociability. Winifred was glad to be saved the trouble of replying, +for the unceasing climbing put her out of breath, and she felt that +she might have been dizzy, but for the railing under her left hand.</p> + +<p>At last they arrived in the little room with its giant reflectors of +silvered copper, and its great lamp set on a circular table. Outside, +ran a narrow balcony with iron railing. Winifred stepped out onto the +ledge, clinging nervously to Jimmy, who professed a great desire to +sit on the railing. The wind here was so strong that it gave one a +feeling that the building was swaying, though it stood firm as a cliff +of granite.</p> + +<p>Flint leaned over the railing. "See!" he said, "there is a great white +gull which has beaten itself to death against the light, and fallen +there, close to that fringy line of mottled seaweed on the beach."</p> + +<p>"Don't!" exclaimed Winifred, turning pale, and leaning further back +against the light-house wall.</p> + +<p>Flint saw in an instant that she was feeling dizzy, but thought it +best for her to ignore the fact.</p> + +<p>"Come," he said, "we must be going down now, unless Dr. Cricket is to +lose his game entirely. You go first, Jim! I will come next."</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_119" id="Page_119">[Pg 119]</a></span> + +<p>Jimmy started down, whooping as he went, for the pleasure of hearing +his voice echo and re-echo from the bare walls.</p> + +<p>Flint glanced somewhat anxiously at Winifred. He saw her put her foot +upon the first stair and then draw back. At the same instant he caught +the cause of her terror. Her bandaged wrist prevented her grasping the +balustrade, or getting any better support than the smooth wall to +which to cling.</p> + +<p>"Put your hand on my shoulder, and count the steps aloud as you go." +He spoke like one who does not question obedience; and, somewhat to +her own surprise, Winifred found herself meekly doing as she was bid.</p> + +<p>The last part of his advice was even better than the first, for it +occupied her mind, and also gave her the encouragement of feeling that +at each step she had lessened the distance between her and <i>terra +firma</i> by one.</p> + +<p>Flint felt the hand upon his shoulder tremble like a leaf; but he +never turned his head, only moved steadily onward and downward, with a +regularity and solidity which soon told upon Winifred's nervous +dizziness.</p> + +<p>When she reached the ground, and stood once more in the sunlight of +the open doorway, she looked at him with a little tremulous smile. "A +hundred and seventeen!" she exclaimed. "I +<span class="left"><a name="Page_120" id="Page_120">[Pg 120]</a></span> +am sure I shall never forget how many steps there are leading to the +Bug Light."</p> + +<p>"What a fool you are, Fred!" Jimmy remarked, with family frankness.</p> + +<p>"I am," admitted Winifred. "No one knows it better than I, except, +perhaps, Mr. Flint."</p> + +<p>"I know nothing of the kind," her companion answered with unwonted +cordiality. "Any one may be subject to a fit of dizziness, and to be +minus an arm under such circumstances makes the situation really +uncomfortable. We must try it again some day, to give you an +opportunity to prove to yourself that it was only an affair of the +moment."</p> + +<p>"Dear me!" thought Winifred to herself, "why can't he always be nice +like that! He seems to be a queer kind of stratified rock; you never +know what you are going to strike next."</p> + +<p>Aloud, she said, "I fancy, Jim, it must be past the White-House dinner +hour, and papa has grown worried and sent out scouts to look for you +and me. See, here is Ben Bradford!"</p> + +<p>Looking down the road, Flint saw approaching them a tall, long-legged +youth whom he dimly remembered among the group on the porch of the +White-House the night before. His hair was parted in the middle, and +thickly pomaded to restrain its natural inclination towards curling. +His ears were large, and set on at right angles to +<span class="left"><a name="Page_121" id="Page_121">[Pg 121]</a></span> +his face. His nose was Roman, and its prominence had rendered it +peculiarly sensitive to sunburn. His manners were too frank to be +polished. As he joined them now, he succeeded in making it evident at +once that Flint's further presence was entirely superfluous. This +juvenile candor would have had no effect, had not Winifred +supplemented it by saying:—</p> + +<p>"Mr. Bradford will take charge of me and my cape, Mr. Flint; I really +cannot consent to trouble you further."</p> + +<p>Her manner was equivalent to a dismissal. Flint handed over the cape, +as she bade him, to young Bradford's eager grasp, bowed, and turned +his steps homeward. As he strolled along, he felt a curiously sudden +change of mood, from the elation of the morning to a depression half +physical, half mental.</p> + +<p>"I wonder," he said to himself, "if this is not another phase of my +inheritance from Dr. Jonathan. I remember the old gentleman used to +complain that his constitution was an unhappy one from birth, attended +with 'flaccid solids, sizy and scarce fluids, and a low tide of +spirits.' The description amused me in my youth; but I begin to have +an uncomfortably sympathetic sense of his state of mind and body. I +wonder, by the way, what <i>he</i> would have done about that portrait. I +never heard that he or any other +<span class="left"><a name="Page_122" id="Page_122">[Pg 122]</a></span> +Puritan gave away his property to any extent; and this portrait I +regard as virtually mine. To be sure, I have not paid for it; but I +had fully determined to purchase it, and—Yes, to all intents and +purposes, it belongs to me. Now, to be expected to give it up, just +because I happen to hear of some one else who wants it too, is asking +a little too much. If I had avoided the girl, as I intended, I should +never have heard of her search for her beloved great-grandmother. No, +my mind is made up; I shall keep that picture—of course I shall. +I am glad I put it into the closet before Brady came.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123">[Pg 123]</a></span> +<h3><a name="CHAPTER_VIII" id="CHAPTER_VIII"></a>CHAPTER VIII</h3> + +<h4>THE MARY ANN</h4> +<h6><a class="contents" href="#Page_vii">[Go to Table of Contents]</a></h6> + +<table align="center" summary=""> +<tr> +<td>"Our deeds are like children that are born to us: they live</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td>and act apart from one's own will."</td> +</tr> +</table> +<br /> + +<p>The weather of the morning, with its golden clearness, was too +beautiful to last. By noon the gold had paled. The high wind which had +prevailed earlier in the day subsided; but the swelling waves, which +broke with thud after thud upon the shelving beach, gave evidence of a +gale still whirling somewhere off the coast. The clear-cut lines of +the distant cliffs faded to dim, quiet masses. Far out on the horizon +rose a line of phantom hills,—a line which, as night drew in, moved +slowly shoreward, rising as it came, shutting out sail after sail, +point after point, till at last it met the land and shut out the sea +itself. There is something weird and uncanny about the approach of a +fog, stealing thus unperceived out of the heart of sunshine and blue +weather. It has in it a hint of death.</p> + +<p>Flint felt the weight of it. His mind was shut in upon its own +resources, and did not find them +<span class="left"><a name="Page_124" id="Page_124">[Pg 124]</a></span> +altogether satisfactory. Brady added little to the gayety of nations. +He came in from his day on the water sunburned, tired, and as nearly +cross as it lay in his genial disposition to be. He swallowed his +supper, and made haste to stow himself away in bed, leaving Flint to +choose between a conversation with Marsden and the self-communion +which was his least congenial occupation.</p> + +<p>For an hour or so, he loitered in the little shop, listening idly to +the yarns which Marsden rolled as sweet morsels under his tongue: of +the whale which the fishermen had caught off the beach, a sea-monster +of untold length, breadth, and thickness, which had been sold for a +thousand dollars; of the marvellous experiences of his father, as +captain of a trading-vessel in the "East Injies;" and finally of the +fire-ship which he himself had seen hanging between sea and sky, out +yonder between the island and the mainland.</p> + +<p>"You say you saw it yourself?" Flint asked, partly from listless +curiosity, and partly with an eye to the society of psychical +research.</p> + +<p>"True as yo' 're a settin' thar. 'Twas one night nigh onto fifteen +years ago,—good deal such a night as this heer. The old cow wuz sick +that night, and as I wuz out to the barn, puttin' hot cloths on her +till past midnight. Ez I wuz comin' into the house, I looked out, and +<span class="left"><a name="Page_125" id="Page_125">[Pg 125]</a></span> +there, jest where the mist was breakin' away, hung a ship, lookin' +like a light under a cloud."</p> + +<p>"Did you call any one?" queried Flint.</p> + +<p>"Call any one? Lord! I was too scared to move hand or foot; I jest +stood gapin' at her till she faded clean out o' sight."</p> + +<p>"Mirage, I suppose," Flint murmured to himself, "unless the old fellow +is lying out and out, which is not likely." Then, aloud, as he rose, +stretching himself lazily, "If you ever see the fire-ship again, while +I am here, let me know. I have always wanted to see a wreck, and a +phantom wreck is better than none."</p> + +<p>"Don't go to talkin' too much about it," said Marsden, mysteriously. +"They say it brings bad luck."</p> + +<p>"Apparently it brings bad luck for anybody but you to do the talking. +Well, I think I will leave you before I am tempted to a loquaciousness +which might bring down a curse on the house of Marsden."</p> + +<p>Smiling to himself over the old man's superstition, Flint climbed the +stairs to his own room, as softly as possible, lest Brady's wrath at +being waked descend upon him. Having closed his door cautiously, he +sat down by the open window, enjoying the soothing dampness of the fog +as it came rolling in laden with the pungent fragrance of the salt +marshes.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_126" id="Page_126">[Pg 126]</a></span> + +<p>He sat a long while in the darkness. Even the Bug Light, which shone +on ordinary nights from the tip end of Bluff Point, this evening +formed only a paler shade in the universal grayness.</p> + +<p>His thoughts turned to the scene of the morning. He remembered the +wide-stretching purple of the sea, the yellow shell-strewn sand, the +patch of coarse grass on the bank against which Winifred Anstice +leaned. He remembered to have noted how perfectly her dun-colored +dress had harmonized with the environment, so much so, that, but for +the patch of red in her hat, he might have passed her as a part of the +inanimate nature of the beach. He remembered, too, the touch of her +hand on his shoulder there in the light-house, and the sound of her +voice as she counted the steps, "One—two—three—four." Then he fell +to thinking more closely than he had yet done of the girl +herself,—that curious blending of subtlety and simplicity, of reserve +and frankness; he had never seen anything quite like it. What a queer +coincidence that she should be a descendant of this Ruth, in the room +behind him! Now she spoke of it, there was a suggestion of +resemblance, faint, but haunting. This must have been the secret of +his desire to study her face again, and yet again, that day on the +pond, to determine the source of the sense +<span class="left"><a name="Page_127" id="Page_127">[Pg 127]</a></span> +of familiarity which even their first meeting had given him.</p> + +<p>How charming her frankness about the portrait had been! Ah, there the +recollection ceased to be altogether agreeable! He twisted a little in +his chair, and screwed the end of his moustache into his mouth, as he +recalled his own lack of response when the portrait was mentioned. Had +he been deceitful? No, certainly not that, for he had conveyed no +false impression by word or gesture. Disingenuous? Perhaps, but after +all he was in nowise pledged to equal frankness, because his companion +chose to be confidential. Suppose, though, Winifred Anstice should +come to the inn; should hear from old Marsden of the portrait; should +learn that it was hanging in his room, and he had made no sign!</p> + +<p>The train of thought was perplexing, and not altogether pleasing. +Flint was not sorry to have it interrupted by a call upon his +attention in the appearance of two figures below, looming dim and +ghostlike in the fog. Just beneath his window, they paused in their +walk, and their voices came up to him first indistinctly, then with +more and more clearness. The tones Flint recognized at once as +belonging to Tilly Marsden and to Leonard Davitt, the young fisherman +whose scarlet shirt was often to be seen on the clamming +<span class="left"><a name="Page_128" id="Page_128">[Pg 128]</a></span> +grounds, and whose rich baritone voice came ringing over the pond as +he sat in his boat hauling in his nets.</p> + +<p>To-night, it was subdued, and at first scarcely rose above a murmur; +at length Flint caught the words:—</p> + +<p>"I shall never ask you again."</p> + +<p>"I hope to goodness you won't!" answered the shriller tones of the +innkeeper's daughter.</p> + +<p>"That isn't a very nice way to speak, Tilly."</p> + +<p>"Well, it's <i>my</i> way, and my name isn't 'Tilly;' it is Matilda +Marsden, and very polite folks call me 'Miss.'"</p> + +<p>"Some day you'll find out that it isn't the politest folks that's the +trustiest, or sticks to you the faithfullest. Don't you remember two +years ago, Tilly, when I was going to the Banks, how you kissed me +good-bye, and how you promised—"</p> + +<p>"Never mind what I promised. I was only a child anyway."</p> + +<p>"Well, you didn't think so then, and neither did I. Mebbe, the time +will come when you'll think you acted wiser then, than you're a-doin' +now."</p> + +<p>"Oh, you needn't take the trouble to warn me, Mr. Leonard, about my +being foolish to give you up. You're not the only man in the world."</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes," responded Leonard, nettled at last, +<span class="left"><a name="Page_129" id="Page_129">[Pg 129]</a></span> +"I knew very well that was the trouble; and I know who the other man +is; and all I can say is—"</p> + +<p>"Hush," cried Tilly, with a little turning of her head, and quickly +laying her hand on Leonard's arm. "Don't you say another word, Leonard +Davitt, if you ever want me to speak to you again."</p> + +<p>At this, Flint's conscience got the better of him, and he rose and +closed the window noisily enough to startle the speakers below, as he +perceived with some amusement.</p> + +<p>"What a little minx that girl is!" he said to himself as he turned to +light the lamps. "I have half a mind to devote myself to convincing +Leonard that she would make his life miserable if she married him, and +that he is worth ten of her; but I don't suppose he could be made to +believe either. Men are such fools when they are in love! By Jove! +that portrait is like Miss Anstice!"</p> + +<p>This last ejaculation escaped him as he held the lamp above the mantel +where all his books were piled in heterogeneous confusion. One by one +he scanned their covers, with the half intention of the idler who +reads for pure diversion, and at length he drew out a volume of Dumas. +He set his lamp—a large one with double burners—on the table by the +window; +<span class="left"><a name="Page_130" id="Page_130">[Pg 130]</a></span> +and tilting his chair on the back legs, resting his shoulders +against the wall, he plunged into the mysteries of "The Forty-Five."</p> + +<p>In a few minutes he was absorbed, as only Dumas has power to absorb +his readers. The man of action in that great romancer exercised a sort +of hypnotic power over Flint. The robust virility passed into the +sinew of his soul. The romance possessed him utterly, and left him +without even the power to criticise. It was he himself who stood in +Queen Catherine's box, and watched the spouting of Salcide's blood, as +he was drawn by the horses in the arena beneath. He sat secreted +beside Chicot in the great arm-chair in the King's bed-room. He took +part in the serenade beneath the balcony of the mysterious lady in the +Rue des Augustines. He joined the hunting of the wolf in Navarre; and +finally he had plunged into the fight between the French and Flemings, +with such intensity of reality that it scarcely surprised him to hear +the booming of a gun.</p> + +<p>"It is those rascally Flemings!" he thought for a moment. "Up and at +them, Joyeuse!" Then suddenly he rubbed his head like one striving to +recall wandering wits. His chair came down with a crash. He took out +his watch. It marked three. Again the gun! He threw up the window. The +fog was breaking +<span class="left"><a name="Page_131" id="Page_131">[Pg 131]</a></span> +fast, and lights were visible too far out for the +the land, too near for a vessel at sea; unless, Great Heavens! it was, +it must be, a ship grounded off the Point. For an instant, the thought +of Marsden's fire-ship flashed across his mind; but his head was too +clear to be fooled in such fashion.</p> + +<p>Banging on Brady's door, he shouted:</p> + +<p>"A wreck off the Point! I'm going down to the shore!"</p> + +<p>"Hold on! Wait for me, can't you?" called Brady, still half asleep.</p> + +<p>"No; there's no time to lose. I may be of use. Come on as fast as you +can!"</p> + +<p>As Flint rushed downstairs, he met Marsden coming out of his room, +lantern in hand. The old man's face was ashen gray, and his fingers +fumbled at the buttons of his coat.</p> + +<p>"Did you hear it?" he said in a trembling, shaken voice. "It's the gun +of a ship in distress. Many's the time I've laid awake a-listenin' for +it when the wind was wild and the sea lashin' up over the rocks; and +now it's come on a night as ca'm as a prayer-meetin'. I told you no +good would come of our talk this evenin'."</p> + +<p>"Is there any life-saving station near?" Flint asked, as they stumbled +along the road in the dark.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_132" id="Page_132">[Pg 132]</a></span> + +<p>"No, not near as you might say. Ten miles away is as bad as a +hundred."</p> + +<p>Once out of doors, they started on a run down the road which led to +the shore. The booming of the gun grew louder in their ears; and dimly +through the mist they caught sight of a vessel lying keeled over on +her side well in shore. Flint was conscious of a not wholly unpleasing +excitement as he watched her. As yet his mind had found no room for +thoughts of individual suffering. It was a wreck, and he had always +wished to see a wreck.</p> + +<p>The thoughts passing through his mind did not delay his footsteps, and +he made such good speed that, half way to the shore, he had left +Marsden far behind, and struggled on alone through the last few rods +of heavy sand.</p> + +<p>When he reached the beach, several people were gathered there already: +Ben Bradford and Dr. Cricket, with that dishevelled air which always +marks a midnight alarm; Michael and Leonard Davitt, who slept in their +fisherman's hut by the pond, in order to get an early morning start, +and were therefore first at the scene of excitement.</p> + +<p>Michael felt all the importance of his position as first witness, and +with unusual loquacity was giving an account of the catastrophe to the +group around.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_133" id="Page_133">[Pg 133]</a></span> + +<p>"I can't nohow account for it," he said; "that captain must be an +escaped idjit to go on a lee-shore a night like this."</p> + +<p>"Had the fog lifted when she struck?" queried Marsden.</p> + +<p>"Well, it was jest a-waverin', breakin' up like, and then shuttin' +down agin. The idjit must er thought he was off the Bug Light, where +the water's deep right up close in; but why should he a-thought +so?—that's the question."</p> + +<p>"Well, it is a question that can wait, I should think," said Brady, +who had come up panting from his run. "The most important question is, +what are you going to do about it? There's not much danger, I suppose, +as long as the night is as calm as this; though there's such a ground +swell on it looks as if there must have been a big storm at sea. See +how she pounds on the reef out there! She is likely to go to pieces +before many hours, I should say, and if a wind springs up, as it's +pretty sure to do with morning, it would be an ugly lookout."</p> + +<p>"Is there a life-boat anywhere?" asked Flint.</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Leonard, somewhat scornfully, "in the pond." (He +pronounced it pawnd.)</p> + +<p>"They must have boats on the ship," said Marsden; "seems to me I see +'em launchin' one now." At this the men on shore huddled +<span class="left"><a name="Page_134" id="Page_134">[Pg 134]</a></span> +closer together, as though four could see farther than one.</p> + +<p>Yes, there was no doubt of it. The misty dawn showed forms standing on +the slanting deck of the ship, and a boat hoisted, held out, and then +dropped into the waves, which were already rising with the rising +wind.</p> + +<p>"They'd best make haste," muttered Michael, uneasily; "if the sea gets +up, they'll go down."</p> + +<p>It seemed an age to the little waiting group before the boat put off +from the ship. The wind had begun to blow in cold and strong. Flint +buttoned his coat tight to his chin, and still he shivered. On the +little boat came, now dipping almost out of sight in the hollow of the +big green waves, now rising like a cork upon their crest.</p> + +<p>"Hurrah!" cried Brady, "they're almost in."</p> + +<p>"Hm!" said Michael, "not yet, by a long sight! The danger comes when +they git into the breakers."</p> + +<p>Flint was enough of a sailor to know that the fisherman spoke truth. A +little later, he saw the white, combing foam break over the boat. He +drew his breath quicker, and caught his under-lip between his teeth.</p> + +<p>"There's four men in her," said Marsden, making a telescope of his +closed hands.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_135" id="Page_135">[Pg 135]</a></span> + +<p>"Five," said Leonard,—"five, and one of 'em is a woman!"</p> + +<p>Flint unbuttoned his coat and threw it off.</p> + +<p>"What are you about?" asked Brady. "You'll get your death of cold."</p> + +<p>Flint made no answer, but, stooping, unfastened his boots, and kicked +them off. Rapidly as he undressed, he was too slow; for, as the boat +reached the tenth breaker, a great wave struck her a little on the +side, and over she went, spilling out her contents as heedlessly as +though they had been iron or lead in place of flesh and blood. In an +instant, Flint was in the surf, and striking out for the spot where he +had seen a woman's shawl.</p> + +<p>"Curse it!" cried Leonard, "why can't I swim, and me a sailor!"</p> + +<p>"I'd orter a-learned yer, Leon, and thet's a fact. Look at him! He's +got her. He's a pullin' of her in. Make a line, men! Make a line! +Quick as thunder, and the last man grab 'em when they come within +reach!"</p> + +<p>In answer to Michael's words, the men hastily formed in line, and +moved out till Brady stood chest-deep in water. It was a wise +precaution, for Flint, though a good swimmer, found his task too hard +for him. He felt like a man in a nightmare with a weight of lead upon +his chest; and arms that must move, and could not move, and yet must +again.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_136" id="Page_136">[Pg 136]</a></span> + +<p>Dimly, a sense of possible escape for himself came over him. Why +should two drown in place of one? He had but to let go this weight and +strike out. Why not?</p> + +<p>Why not indeed? This man held to no altruistic creed. His doctrines, +had he expounded them quite coolly, would have claimed that +self-preservation was the first law of Nature, and that Nature was the +best guide. But now, with no time for reason, by the flashlight of +instinct, intuition, inheritance,—call it what you will,—he found +himself absolutely physically unable to let his load slip. With this +stranger he would live or die, most likely die!</p> + +<p>With the last thought, he felt a numbness creep over him. The limbs +refused to obey the will. The will itself was paralyzed. Blank +darkness fell around; the end had come.</p> + +<p>He awoke to consciousness with a painful gasp, to find himself +stretched out on the sand, and to hear Dr. Cricket's voice sounding +far away, saying: "He'll be all right soon. Keep on working his arms, +Ben! Here comes Marsden with the brandy and warm blankets." Then +followed a vague sensation of swallowing fire, and a blissful warmth +creeping along his veins as though Nature had taken him to her heart +once more.</p> + +<p>Languidly, he unclosed his eyes. What did it all mean: the waves +roaring close at hand; the +<span class="left"><a name="Page_137" id="Page_137">[Pg 137]</a></span> +driftwood fire burning hard by; the circle of anxious faces? Through +his dim senses ran the lines long familiar, never till now fully +realized:</p> + +<span style="margin-left: 3em;">"The tall masts flickered as they lay afloat</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 3.5em;">The crowds, the temples wavered, and the shore."</span><br /> + +<p>What made everything wobble about like that? Was he dying? What had +brought him here, anyhow? Then, with a rush, it all came back. Raising +himself on one elbow, he looked about inquiringly. "Where is she?" he +asked, and fell back exhausted by the effort of speech.</p> + +<p>"Here and safe," answered a woman's voice which he recognized as that +of Winifred Anstice. "The captain and crew are saved too."</p> + +<p>"Could they all swim?" Flint questioned feebly.</p> + +<p>"Hold your tongue!" cried Dr. Cricket, with more good sense than good +manners. "Your business now is to save your strength. Leave questions +for later in the day. If that coffee is done, Ben, pass it round. We +will all have a pull at it."</p> + +<p>The commonplace of the daily routine is a blessed relief after the +overstrained excitement of a great catastrophe. We eat and drink, and +life seems real once more. Even Dr. Cricket was drawn for a moment +from his patient's side to the circle gathered about Ben Bradford, +who +<span class="left"><a name="Page_138" id="Page_138">[Pg 138]</a></span> + stood with the steaming coffee-pot in one hand, and a tin dipper +in the other. Nectar and ambrosia, served from jewelled plate, could +not have offered more temptation to the appetite of the weary group. +Flint, lying a little apart, was conscious that Leonard Davitt was +standing beside him, staring down into his face. As the young +fisherman turned away, Flint heard him say, below his breath: "Damn +him!"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_139" id="Page_139">[Pg 139]</a></span> +<h3><a name="CHAPTER_IX" id="CHAPTER_IX"></a>CHAPTER IX</h3> + +<h4>NORA COSTELLO</h4> +<h6><a class="contents" href="#Page_vii">[Go to Table of Contents]</a></h6> + +<table align="center" summary=""> +<tr> +<td>"We pass through life separated from many people as by a wall of glass.</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td>We see them, we are conscious of their presence; but we never touch."</td> +</tr> +</table> +<br /> + +<p>The evening following the wreck of "The Mary Ann" found the friends in +council, who included most of the summer population of Nepaug, +gathered around the White-House hearth, on which blazed a hospitable +fire, doubly cheering in its radiant contrast to the gathering +darkness without. The wind, which had risen to half a gale, rattled at +the window panes and roared down the chimney. The sound of the booming +surf, as the great waves hurled themselves against the dunes, made +itself heard, even through the heavy pine doors and shutters. The +foam, which yesterday curved in lines of delicate spray below the +headland, was now lashed into a lather of white terror. Above it +through the twilight rose, dim and ghostlike, the masts of the +wrecked vessel.</p> + +<p>The dreariness outside lent an added charm to the snug and cheerful +cosiness within the +<span class="left"><a name="Page_140" id="Page_140">[Pg 140]</a></span> +little parlor, the inmates of which drew closer than usual, as they +talked in somewhat subdued voices.</p> + +<p>Jimmy Anstice lay on his back upon the hearth-rug, his head pillowed +upon Paddy, and his knees braced one on top of the other. Ben Bradford +sat on a chair tipped back against the wall, with his thumbs thrust +through the armholes of his corduroy vest. Winifred lounged upon the +haircloth sofa with one foot surreptitiously tucked under her. Every +one's attitude suggested a degree of comfort rare in society. A +wonderful sense of intimacy is imparted by perils undergone together, +or profound experiences shared. They seem to sweep away, as with a +whirlwind breath, that thick veil of convention and commonplace which +shroud many acquaintances from beginning to end. At these times the +real nature has shown itself, as it does only in the great crises of +life; and, once revealed, it can never wholly conceal itself again.</p> + +<p>At the White-House that evening, the wreck was discussed over and over +from every point of view. Each person wished to describe the moment +when he awoke to the apprehension of the calamity,—what he said and +did, thought and planned. Such conversations lead one to believe that +the chief pleasure of the resurrection +<span class="left"><a name="Page_141" id="Page_141">[Pg 141]</a></span> +will lie in the comparison of post-mortem experiences on first +awakening.</p> + +<p>Dr. Cricket said that when he first heard the booming of guns, +half-asleep as he was, he dreamed that the statue of William Penn was +falling off the dome of the Philadelphia city hall.</p> + +<p>Miss Standisth said that she was broad awake; but had happened not to +catch any sound till she heard the commotion of people moving about +downstairs. This she took to mean that breakfast-time had arrived, and +that this was destined to be another dark day like the freak of nature +famous in the colonial annals.</p> + +<p>"I heard Fred call out—" Jimmy Anstice began; but his sister +interrupted, "Please, Jimmy, leave me out. You know Papa forbade you +to talk about me in company."</p> + +<p>"My dear," remonstrated her father, mildly, "don't speak so abruptly +to your little brother."</p> + +<p>Thus, in one shape and another, every one said his say.</p> + +<p>Flint alone, of the entire group, was silent, almost surly. He +submitted without comment to being ensconced in the great +chintz-covered chair. He even swallowed, under protest, the various +pills and potions which Dr. Cricket presented to him at intervals; but +the most adroit questioning on the part of Miss Standish failed to +elicit any information as to his sensations +<span class="left"><a name="Page_142" id="Page_142">[Pg 142]</a></span> +or emotions, past or present. Brady, who understood his friend better +than all the rest, strove to shelter him by talking longer and +laughing louder than usual; but this Miss Standish resented as much as +Flint's silence, and set it down to flippancy. Her ethical training +impelled her to strive to improve the occasion to these young people. +She shook her gray curls, and cleared her throat several times before +her conversational opening arrived.</p> + +<p>"I hope, Mr. Flint," she said at last, "that you feel as strongly as +that poor girl upstairs, the mercy of the divine Providence which +brought you to the rescue at that critical moment, and enabled you to +save a life."</p> + +<p>Something in Miss Standish's tone irritated Flint.</p> + +<p>"If, for 'divine Providence,' you will substitute 'lucky accident,' I +will agree to it as heartily as either you or she. If you persist in +dragging in Providence, I must really beg leave to inquire where +Providence was when the ship struck."</p> + +<p>The silence which reigned in the room was like the space cleared for a +sparring-match. The old combative instinct of the primitive man arises +in the most civilized, and makes him delight in a fight. Brady looked +amused; Winifred a little apprehensive; Mr. Anstice preserved +<span class="left"><a name="Page_143" id="Page_143">[Pg 143]</a></span> +a dignified neutrality; and Miss Standish fumbled with her cameo +brooch, and smoothed the folds of her skirt, as if to make sure that +all was in order before entering upon a possibly ruffling contest.</p> + +<p>"I suppose—" she began; but old Marsden, who sat on the other side of +the fire, and who was no respecter of persons, broke in: "I've heerd a +deal about how you all felt, and what you all thought; but what I'd +like to know is what really happened. The men at the inn wont talk +without their captain gives them leave; and Dr. Cricket has got him +and his sister shut up in their rooms, to git over the shawk. Now +perhaps the Doctor can tell us how it wuz thet thet air ship went +aground on a sandy coast, in a ca'm night like the last."</p> + +<p>"Captain Costello says it was the light in the tavern-window which he +mistook for the Bug Light off the point; but how could that have been, +when it was past two o'clock, and I'll answer for it that no one at +Nepaug was ever found awake after nine?"</p> + +<p>Dr. Cricket questioned with the inflection of a man who neither +expects nor desires an answer. Indeed, he had only paused for breath, +when Flint, from his easy chair on the other side of the fireplace, +broke in:—</p> + +<p>"So I am to blame for the whole thing."</p> + +<p>"You!"</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_144" id="Page_144">[Pg 144]</a></span> + +<p>"You don't say so!"</p> + +<p>"Was the light yours?"</p> + +<p>"What on earth were you doing at that hour?"</p> + +<p>"Not quite so many questions at once, friends, if you please. My brain +is still a little waterlogged, and my thoughts work slowly. I only +remember sitting down about ten o'clock to read a novel, and the first +thing that roused me was the gun, which for the moment I took for the +attack of the enemy of whom I was reading. I rushed out, half +expecting to find the tavern surrounded, and to have to risk my life +in its defence, and instead—"</p> + +<p>"Instead," put in Winifred Anstice, very quietly, "you risked your +life to save some one else,—Nora Costello, the Captain's sister, +spent the whole morning in tears, because Dr. Cricket would not let +her leave her room to go and tell you how grateful she was."</p> + +<p>"Hysterical, I suppose," said Flint.</p> + +<p>Winifred, who had opened her lips to say something more, shut them +closely again, and sat back with the air of a person determined to +have no further share in the conversation.</p> + +<p>Dr. Cricket hastened to occupy the floor. "A charming girl—upon my +word, a charming girl—if she <i>is</i> a Hallelujah lassie."</p> + +<p>"A what?" ejaculated Brady.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_145" id="Page_145">[Pg 145]</a></span> + +<p>"A Hallelujah lassie—Feminine of Salvation Soldier, don't you know! +Why, she had one of the coal-scuttle bonnets hanging by its draggled +strings round her neck when Flint pulled her in, and a number of 'The +War Cry' was in the pocket of her dress, when we stripped it off."</p> + +<p>"Oh," said Brady, with a touch of disappointment in his tone, "I took +her for a different sort of a person; she looked quite the lady."</p> + +<p>"So she is, young man," answered Dr. Cricket, with his fierce little +frown. "There is no doubt of that. She told me her story this morning. +I wanted her to rest; but the poor thing was so nervous I thought it +would hurt her less to talk than to keep still."</p> + +<p>Flint smiled sardonically. The Doctor's little foible of curiosity had +not escaped his observant eye.</p> + +<p>"You would have done much better to shut her up; but what did she +say?" queried Miss Standish.</p> + +<p>Flint smiled again. But the Doctor began briskly:—</p> + +<p>"Why, it seems that the Costellos are the children of a Scotch +minister; though, from his name, I should guess that he had a drop +more or less of Irish blood in his veins, and their looks show it too. +They were brought up in a manse on one of those brown and bare Scotch +moors. +<span class="left"><a name="Page_146" id="Page_146">[Pg 146]</a></span> +The boy was to be educated for the church, like his father; +but when he was seventeen, he grew restive under the strictness of his +training, turned wild, and ran away. For ten years they had no word of +him. The father reproached himself for having been too hard on the +boy; and he never stopped loving and praying for him. On his +death-bed, he charged Nora—that's the girl's name you know—to sell +all the things in the manse, and start out into the world to find her +brother, and never to give up the search as long as she lived."</p> + +<p>"That is always the way," said Flint, with a shrug: "the reward of +virtue is to be appointed trustee of vice—no assets—assume all the +liabilities."</p> + +<p>"Hm! wide, of the mark this time, Mr. Flint. The very day after her +father's death, Nora Costello received a letter from her brother, +saying that he was ashamed to come home without first securing +forgiveness, and asking his sister to intercede for him, and to meet +him in London with the news of his pardon."</p> + +<p>"Exactly," resumed Flint with irritating calmness. "Prodigal son sends +postal card stating that he is prepared to receive overtures looking +to a resumption of family relations. No questions asked."</p> + +<p>"He has not seen Captain Costello, has he, +<span class="left"><a name="Page_147" id="Page_147">[Pg 147]</a></span> +Dr. Cricket? or he would be more sparing of his jibes."</p> + +<p>"Never mind, Miss Winifred, Mr. Flint is ashamed of having played the +humanitarian this morning, so he is trying to atone by double cynicism +this evening; but don't let him interrupt my story again, under pain +of being sent back to the tavern, instead of taken care of in Mrs. +White's best bed-room, under the charge of the best doctor (though I +do say it) in Philadelphia.</p> + +<p>"Well, as I was about to say, Nora Costello came up to London; and +there she found her brother, a brown and bearded man in command of a +schooner, 'The Mary Ann,' plying between New York and Nova Scotia. He +had been looking forward joyfully to his homecoming; but when he +learned of his father's death, he was all broken up, and talked about +its being a judgment of God on himself."</p> + +<p>"Rather severe on his father," grumbled Flint; but no one heeded him, +and the Doctor continued:—</p> + +<p>"Costello felt so awfully cut up, that one night he came near drowning +himself; and after that his sister did not dare leave him alone, but +went about everywhere with him; and one night they came upon a +Salvation Army meeting, with drums and torches and things, in the +<span class="left"><a name="Page_148" id="Page_148">[Pg 148]</a></span> +streets of the East End. General Booth was there; and, my soul! to +hear that girl talk, you would think he was the archangel Gabriel, +with the sword of the Lord in his hand."</p> + +<p>"It was Michael who carried the sword," came from Flint's corner, +exasperating even Brady beyond endurance.</p> + +<p>"Come, Flint, you're too bad. Hold your tongue, can't you, and let the +rest of us hear the story! That girl is a trump."</p> + +<p>"You 're right, sir," echoed the Doctor, cordially, "a trump she was, +and her brother too, for that matter. General Booth preached that day, +as it happened, about remnants, and argued how a man might make the +most of the remnants of a life, as well as of a meal, even if the best +part was gone. Well, the talk sort of heartened up Angus Costello; +and, after the meeting, he and his sister went up to the General, and +Nora asked to be taken into the Army. She went in as a private; and +when Angus came back to Nova Scotia, Nora came with him, and was +assigned to duty, first in Montreal, and then in New York. She has +risen already to be an officer, and, I judge, a valuable one. She was +off this month on sick-leave for her brother's ship, taking a vacation +from overwork, I suspect."</p> + +<p>"What is her work?" asked Brady, leaning forward with his square chin +propped on his +<span class="left"><a name="Page_149" id="Page_149">[Pg 149]</a></span> +hands, which, in their turn, were supported by his knees,—an +attitude to which he was prone when self-forgetful.</p> + +<p>"Her work? Oh, I don't know! Everything I suppose. Taking care of sick +people in tenements, talking, and singing, and selling copies of the +'War Cry,' in offices and liquor-saloons."</p> + +<p>Brady frowned. "I don't like it," he said. "She's too pretty, with +those little curly rings of hair round her pale face, and with those +big blue eyes. Why don't they send some old maid on such errands?"</p> + +<p>"Because they want to sell their papers," answered Miss Standish, +dryly.</p> + +<p>The talk around the fire had gone on so eagerly that the attention of +the group was utterly absorbed; and every one started as if an +apparition had appeared in their midst, when a slim figure in a dark +dress, against which her face looked doubly white, glided noiselessly +into the room. With eyes fixed in almost trance-like far-sightedness, +she moved towards Brady, and laid her hand upon his sleeve.</p> + +<p>"My brother," she said, "it is you have risked your life to save mine. +God gave you back both. What will you be doing with your share?"</p> + +<p>"I—I—I'm awfully sorry, don't you know!" stammered Brady, terribly +embarrassed; "but it wasn't I who did it."</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_150" id="Page_150">[Pg 150]</a></span> + +<p>"Here is the man, Miss Costello, to whom you owe your life," said the +Doctor, who dearly loved a "situation," turning as he spoke, with a +little flourish, to the place where Flint had stood; but that +gentleman had taken advantage of the mistake to bolt into the bed-room +behind him. He would have bolted into the pond, rather than submit to +be thanked publicly in this fashion.</p> + +<p>"He's gone!" exclaimed Dr. Cricket, in disappointment.</p> + +<p>"Ah!" said Nora Costello, with a quick, sympathetic smile, "it's verra +natural. He did not wish to be thanked. Perhaps he is right. After +all, it is to the good God himsel' that our thanks are owing."</p> + +<p>She knelt on the rug, as simply as she would have taken an offered +chair, and spoke to some invisible presence, as naturally as she would +have spoken to any of those in the room. Brady was shocked at first, +at the conversational tone. It was so realistic that he opened his +eyes, half expecting to see the Someone—the Something—so evidently +apparent to the girl herself.</p> + +<p>Having once opened his eyes, he forgot to close them again. The actual +so pursued him, that he ceased to seek the spiritual presence. The +firelight, playing over the girl's face, threw strange lights, and +shadows half unearthly. She +<span class="left"><a name="Page_151" id="Page_151">[Pg 151]</a></span> +seemed a spirit, of whom no ordinary restraints of the familiar social +life were to be expected.</p> + +<p>When her prayer was finished, she rose as simply as she had knelt, +though now two large tears stood on the long fringe of her eyes.</p> + +<p>"Good-night, friends!" she said with a confiding glance around. "I +think I shall be able to get the sleep now. God bless you all!"</p> + +<p>When she was gone, the hush was unbroken for several minutes. At last +Winifred spoke.</p> + +<p>"I don't know how the rest of you feel, but somehow I have a sensation +of being a lay figure in the shop-window of life, and having all of a +sudden seen a real woman go by."</p> + +<p>"Jove! what eyes she has!" said Brady, continuing thoughts of his own, +rather than answering Winifred's speech.</p> + +<p>"Really," said Ben Bradford, "it wasn't unpleasant at all."</p> + +<p>"Unpleasant!" exclaimed his aunt. "Well, I should say not, unless +heaven is unpleasant, and angels, and the Judgment Day, which I +daresay it will be for you, Ben Bradford, unless you mend your ways. +Good-night! I'm going up to see that the child has a hot-water bag to +her feet, and a mustard plaster on her chest. The Salvation Army needs +an efficient ambulance corps."</p> + +<p>"Hm!" said Dr. Cricket, as Miss Standish +<span class="left"><a name="Page_152" id="Page_152">[Pg 152]</a></span> +disappeared. "Mary may have chosen the better part; but I pity the +household that's all Marys. Give me a Martha in mine every time!</p> + +<p>"That reminds me," he added briskly, "that I must look after my +patient, and not let him pitch himself into that bed, which has not +been aired for a week; and nobody in this house knows the difference +between damp sheets and dry ones. Do you know, Mr. Brady," he +continued, as he rose from his chair with a little rheumatic hitch, "I +have taken a great shine to that queer friend of yours. I don't know +how it is, but I suspect it is because he is such a contrast to most +folks. It's a comfort to meet a man who keeps his best foot back."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Flint is a brick!" said Brady, with enthusiasm. "I have known him +to do the nicest things. There was a fellow once in college—he was +rather pushing socially, and nobody liked him—but he was 'a dig,'" +and he got sick from studying too much. None of the rest of us ever +fell ill of that trouble; but he did, and he was so poor he didn't +want to let any one know about it, for fear he would be obliged to +send for a doctor. It was found out though; and one day a doctor and +nurse turned up at the fellow's room,—said they'd been asked not to +say who sent them; but they stayed and pulled him through. He never +knew who his benefactor +<span class="left"><a name="Page_153" id="Page_153">[Pg 153]</a></span> +was; but I did, and you may judge of my surprise, when the fellow got +about, to see Flint cut him on the street.</p> + +<p>"'What in thunder did you do that for?' I asked, for I was dumfounded +to see him do it.</p> + +<p>"'Because the fellow is a cad, and would be taking all sorts of +advantages. Better ignore the acquaintance at the start.'</p> + +<p>"'Then why did you do what you did for him?'</p> + +<p>"'I don't know, I'm sure!' Flint answered.</p> + +<p>"That's just the sort of fellow Flint is. He may seem crusty, but in +any emergency he is a man to tie to."</p> + +<p>"If life were a series of emergencies," said Winifred, reflectively, +"Mr. Flint would be invaluable; but in every-day existence, one does +not quite know what to do with him."</p> + +<p>"I can put up with a great deal," said Ben Bradford, "from a chap like +that, who shows real sand and pluck when a crisis comes. I mean to +tell Mr. Flint to-morrow that I think he's a daisy, and go down on my +marrow bones for the things I have thought and said about him before."</p> + +<p>"I wouldn't, if I were you, Ben," observed Winifred, with an amused +smile; "for I doubt if Mr. Flint has ever had the dimmest idea that +you have not been thinking well of him all along."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_154" id="Page_154">[Pg 154]</a></span> +<h3><a name="CHAPTER_X" id="CHAPTER_X"></a>CHAPTER X</h3> + +<h4>FLYING POINT</h4> +<h6><a class="contents" href="#Page_vii">[Go to Table of Contents]</a></h6> + +<table align="center" summary=""> +<tr> +<td>"We'll maybe return to Lochaber no more."</td> +</tr> +</table> +<br /> + +<p>Far up the pond, at no great distance from the spot where "The +Aquidneck" had met her untimely and ignominious end, Flying Point +thrust out its tongue of land into the rippling water, which stole in +and out between its tiny coves so gently that scarcely a murmur could +be heard, except when a northeaster lashed the pond into a mimic sea; +and then the teapot tempest was so outdone by the giant waves outside +the bar, that it passed unnoticed, like the fury of a child beside the +rage of a grown man.</p> + +<p>The Point took its name from the flights of ducks which passed over it +in vast numbers in the spring and autumn, their dark, irregular +squadrons black against the intense blue of sea and sky. Its low bluff +of gleaming sand was crowned by a grove of tall pines, through which +purled a tiny brook perpetually prattling to the sea of its little +inland life. Below the bank, stretched out a rod or more of level +beach +<span class="left"><a name="Page_155" id="Page_155">[Pg 155]</a></span> +where fires might be lighted and cloths spread by those who wished to +return to the gypsy habits of their forebears and sit down as Nature's +guests, to simple fare of their own cooking and serving.</p> + +<p>A midsummer pilgrimage to Flying Point was a regular feature of the +season with the dwellers at the White-House; and it was a point of +honor for the old-timers to declare that last year's expedition was in +every way more successful than that of the present season. Newcomers +endured this superiority in silence, consoled by the prospect of +enjoying the same triumph themselves next summer.</p> + +<p>Several times the date of this year's expedition had been set, and as +often changed. The last date had been fixed for the eighth of July; +but the excitement of the wreck, and the reaction of lassitude which +followed that catastrophe, put to flight, for a time, all thoughts of +amusement, and a fortnight elapsed without an apparent ripple on the +calm of existence at Nepaug.</p> + +<p>On the second day after the wreck, Angus Costello and his sister took +their departure for New York,—he to collect the insurance on the +ill-fated "Mary Ann," she to report again for duty in the Army. With +the going of the Costellos, quiet settled down once more; but the +dwellers on the Point found themselves impatient +<span class="left"><a name="Page_156" id="Page_156">[Pg 156]</a></span> +of the very repose for which they had sought Nepaug. Rest had turned +to inanimation, quiet to dulness, peace to stagnation.</p> + +<p>Flint, usually unaffected by environment, found himself incapable of +any intellectual or physical exertion. He could not work. He could not +even loaf alone. Brady was an indifferent companion, subject to fits +of absence of mind,—more unsocial than absence of body.</p> + +<p>There was only one resource left; the young men betook themselves to +the White-House. Life there could not be wholly dull, while a +perpetual sparring match was going on between Miss Standish and Dr. +Cricket, while Professor Anstice smoked his pipe serenely on the +corner of the piazza, and Ben Bradford openly adored Winifred, +heedless of outside observation or amusement.</p> + +<p>Ben himself was an endless source of entertainment to Flint, so +vividly did his demeanor recall the rapidly receding days of his own +youth, when he too had felt the constraint which is born of the +assurance that all the world is fixing its gaze upon us and our +actions.</p> + +<p>Ben never dreamed that he could be taken humorously. He regarded +himself with a deep seriousness, and planned innocent little +hypocrisies with a view to their effect on the public. He was anxious +to be supposed to handle a large +<span class="left"><a name="Page_157" id="Page_157">[Pg 157]</a></span> +correspondence, and took pains to sort his mail in public, fingering a +number of letters in his leather case with a reflective air, as if he +were considering what replies they demanded, although their worn +envelopes revealed them to the most casual observation as at least a +fortnight old.</p> + +<p>He had the sensitiveness of youth, and spent much useless effort in +the endeavor to discover what people meant by their words and deeds; +when, nine times out of ten, they meant nothing at all, but were only +striving to fill up the gaps of life with idle observations or +diversions. He himself was fond of side remarks, intended to be +satirical, but falling rather flat, if dragged out into the prosaic +light of general conversation, as sometimes happened when Miss +Standish caught a word or two and exclaimed aloud: "What was that, +Ben? Won't you give us all the benefit of that last observation?"</p> + +<p>Ben loved his aunt; but he did not like her.</p> + +<p>She interfered sadly with his pose as a man of the world, by relating +anecdotes of his infancy, and stating the precise number of years +which had elapsed since the occurrence.</p> + +<p>On the occasion of one of the daily visits of Flint and Brady, they +were made aware of unmistakable signs of a domestic unpleasantness. +They were no sooner seated, than Ben picked up +<span class="left"><a name="Page_158" id="Page_158">[Pg 158]</a></span> +again the grievance which their arrival had compelled him to drop.</p> + +<p>"You have told that story four times already this summer, Aunt Susan," +he remarked truculently; "and I don't think it is of great interest to +the public at any time to know that I took a bite out of each one of +the Thanksgiving pies when I was five years old."</p> + +<p>"I have <i>not</i> told it before, and you were <i>six</i> when it happened, +which was fourteen years ago next November," Miss Standish answered.</p> + +<p>Winifred Anstice, foreseeing a battle, made haste to the rescue. She +called out from her hammock:—</p> + +<p>"When are we going to Flying Point? I think we all need change of air +for our—ahem!—nerves."</p> + +<p>Woe to the person who undertakes to divert the lightning from meeting +thunder-clouds; unless he be well insulated, he is sure to fall victim +to his own well meant efforts.</p> + +<p>"Winifred, my dear," sniffed Miss Standish, "you may remember that it +was only this morning when <i>I</i> asked when we were going to Flying +Point that you answered, 'Never, I hope—I detest picnics.'"</p> + +<p>"Did I?" laughed Winifred; "well, it's true, and I cannot deny it."</p> + +<p>"I must agree with you there," said Ben. "A +<span class="left"><a name="Page_159" id="Page_159">[Pg 159]</a></span> +picnic is an occasion when all the food is picked and all the china +nicked."</p> + +<p>"A picnic," said Winifred, "is a place where you can accumulate an +indigestion without incurring an obligation. In this, it is an advance +upon a tea-party."</p> + +<p>"Picnicking with people you know is a bore, Picnicking with people you +don't know is a feat of endurance," echoed Flint.</p> + +<p>"Professionally, I am in favor of them," threw in Dr. Cricket. "I +often feel like saying, with the old Roman, 'This day's work shall +breed prescriptions.'"</p> + +<p>"Oh, come now!" said Brady, "you're all trying to be clever. This is +only talk. I think a picnic is great fun, especially a tea-picnic, +where you boil coffee, and light a camp-fire, and perch about on the +rocks over the water. You would appreciate that last privilege, if you +lived out on the prairies, where there is no water, and the rocks are +all imported."</p> + +<p>"Bully for you!" shouted Jimmy Anstice, who had been sitting by with +his hands clasped over the knees of his stockings to conceal the holes +from his sister's observant eye, but none the less eagerly following +the conversation. "You're a peach; and why can't we go to-night?"</p> + +<p>"That boy is all right," said Brady, smiling. +<span class="left"><a name="Page_160" id="Page_160">[Pg 160]</a></span> +"He knows enough to take the current when it serves. Off with you, +Jim, while the tide is out, and dig your basket of clams! Come on, +Flint, and we will join them at the Point! How will you go, and when?"</p> + +<p>"I think we'd better go up in the Whites' sail-boat. There'll be room +for one of you," said Miss Standish, looking meaningly at her nephew, +for she had not yet forgiven Flint's indifference.</p> + +<p>"That's good," Flint said cheerfully. "You take Brady. He's better +ballast; and I'll row up in my dory."</p> + +<p>"A good excuse for coming late and leaving early," said Winifred, +mockingly.</p> + +<p>Flint bowed and smiled imperturbably, without troubling himself to +offer a contradiction.</p> + +<p>Miss Standish swept past him with her Plymouth Rock manner. "I will go +and look after the supper," she remarked, and added, as she reached +the door, "however much people may sniff, there's nobody, so far as I +know, who is superior to food."</p> + +<p>Nepaug picnic suppers had been reduced to scientific principles under +Miss Standish's rule. There was a picnic coffee-pot and a +picnic-dipper, a set of wooden plates and a pile of Japanese paper +napkins. All these went into one basket, together with cups and +glasses and knives +<span class="left"><a name="Page_161" id="Page_161">[Pg 161]</a></span> +and forks. Another, still more capacious, held the sandwiches and +biscuit, the cake and coffee, the pepper and salt, beside the jar of +orange marmalade, and the pies surreptitiously borrowed from the +pantry, where they were reposing upon the larder shelf, tranquilly +awaiting the morrow's dessert. Everything was neatly stowed +away,—no crowding, no crumbling. Miss Standish was willing to +take any amount of trouble; all she asked was to be appreciated.</p> + +<p>Flint certainly did not appreciate her. Her particularity he found +"fussiness," her energy annoyed him, and her well-meant interest in +others appeared to him insufferable busy-bodyism. More than once that +afternoon he remembered her with a sense of irritation. "A confounded +old maid," he called her to himself as he pushed off his dory from the +beach below the inn.</p> + +<p>But no matter how irritable the frame of mind in which he started, he +could not help being soothed by the tranquillity of the scene around +him as he went on. The west was one sheet of orange. The brilliancy of +the sunset had faded to a tenderer tone. The spikes of the pointed +firs on the mainland stood dark against it. Over in the east, the moon +was rising, pale and spectral, with all her ribs showing like a +skeleton leaf. Jupiter shone out more clearly as the darkness +<span class="left"><a name="Page_162" id="Page_162">[Pg 162]</a></span> +deepened and the shadows fell more heavily along the strip of shore.</p> + +<span style="margin-left: 3em;">"The gray sea and the long black land;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 3.5em;">And the yellow half-moon, large and low,"</span><br /> + +<p>Flint quoted to himself. "What is it that comes +next? Something about</p> + +<span style="margin-left: 3em;">"'A mile of warm sea-scented beach.'</span><br /> + +<p>Must have been curiously like this. Where is Flying Point anyhow? Oh, +yes; there's the camp-fire."</p> + +<p>"Here comes Flint," cried Brady, as he heard the grating of the prow +of the dory on the gravel.</p> + +<p>"I should think it was time," grumbled Miss Standish, who had been +making great sacrifices to keep the coffee hot. For some inscrutable +reason, all the people with whom Flint came in contact felt impelled +to do their best for him, let their opinion of him be what it would.</p> + +<p>"Well, we thought you must be lost!" called Brady from the height of +the rocks. "We have all had supper; but we have kept some for you."</p> + +<p>"Thanks," answered Flint, from below, "I am sorry you had the trouble, +for I took mine at the tavern before I started."</p> + +<p>This was more than the descendant of Miles +<span class="left"><a name="Page_163" id="Page_163">[Pg 163]</a></span> +Standish could bear. With a bang, she emptied the coffee-pot and +knocked out the grounds, as her ancestor had shaken the arrows out of +the snake-skin to replace them with bullets. Henceforth, she was +implacable; and yet Flint never dreamed that he had given offence. +Imperfect sympathies again!</p> + +<p>Winifred Anstice, whose misfortune it was to be peculiarly sensitive +to disturbances in the atmosphere, jumped up from under the pine where +she had been sitting with Brady. "Come," she said, "let's all sit down +around the fire. I want Leonard to recite for us. Will you, Leon?"</p> + +<p>Flattered, yet embarrassed, the young fisherman rose from his +occupation of tying up the baskets, and drew nearer. As he stood in +front of the fire, Flint looked at him with a thrill of æsthetic +admiration. His red shirt, open at the throat, showed a splendid chest +and a neck on which his head was firmly and strongly poised. His hair, +curling tightly, revealed the well-shaped outline of the skull, and +the profile was classic in its regularity. "And that little fool +doesn't know enough to fall in love with him!" thought Flint.</p> + +<p>"What'll you have, Miss Fred?" asked Leonard.</p> + +<p>"Whatever you like."</p> + +<p>"Wal, then, ef you'd jes ez lief, I'll say +<span class="left"><a name="Page_164" id="Page_164">[Pg 164]</a></span> +'Marmion.' I was learned it at school." Throwing off his cap and +striking a dramatic pose, he began:—</p> + +<span style="margin-left: 3em;">"The Douglas round him drew his cloak."</span><br /> + +<p>It is marvellous, the power of strong feeling to communicate itself +through all barriers. True emotion is the X-ray which can penetrate +all matter,—yes, and all spirit too.</p> + +<p>The hackneyed words burned again with the freshness of their primal +enthusiasm. Again Douglas spurned, and Marmion flung him back scorn +for scorn. It was not acting. Leonard Davitt could never have thrown +fire into a rôle which did not appeal to him; but this lived. He put +his soul into it, and he drew out the soul from his audience.</p> + +<p>"I must go now," he said, when he had finished, having ducked his head +shyly in response to the applause, and picked up his cap. "I'm goin' +off at sunrise."</p> + +<p>"Where are you going, Leon?" queried Winifred Anstice, coming up to +him where he stood not far off from the spot where Flint, in dead +shadow, leaned against the trunk of a giant pine.</p> + +<p>"Goin' off bars-fishin' for a week with the men from the Pint," +Leonard answered, and then added in a lower tone, "you won't forget +your promise, Miss Fred."</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_165" id="Page_165">[Pg 165]</a></span> + +<p>"No, I will not forget; but you must try not to cherish hard feeling."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't say it's his fault. Mebbe it's hers."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps it's nobody's, and perhaps there's no harm done after +all,—at any rate, none that can't be undone."</p> + +<p>"Yes, there is," Leonard answered gloomily. "The past can't never come +back, and things won't never be the same."</p> + +<p>"Oh, cheer up!" Winifred answered more hopefully. "Your going away is +the best thing under the circumstances, and I'll do what I can for +you; but I wish it were anything else."</p> + +<p>"Thank you, marm, and good-bye!" With another shy duck, Leonard let +himself down over the rocks and sculled out into the strip of rippling +moonlight which stretched across the bay.</p> + +<p>The moonlight fell also upon Winifred Anstice's face as she stood +looking after him, and showed a pathetic little quiver about the +mouth. An instant later, she dashed the back of her hand across her +eyes, and exclaimed, half aloud, "It's too bad; I've no patience with +him."</p> + +<p>"What a clear night it is!" said Flint, stepping out from the shadows.</p> + +<p>Winifred started a little. "I thought you were sitting by the fire," +she said rather abruptly.</p> + +<p>"Indeed," Flint answered. It was one of +<span class="left"><a name="Page_166" id="Page_166">[Pg 166]</a></span> +his peculiarities never to be drawn on to the explanations to which +most people are driven by the mere necessity of saying something. +After all, he had as good a right to the place where he was as Miss +Anstice herself. Miss Anstice perhaps was thinking the same thought, +for she made no response, only stood twisting and untwisting a bit of +lawn handkerchief which bade fair to be worn out before it reached +home. At length, with the air of one nerving herself to a difficult +task, she turned about and faced Flint. Lifting her clear gray eyes +full to his, she began hesitatingly:—</p> + +<p>"Mr. Flint."</p> + +<p>"Yes, Miss Anstice."</p> + +<p>"Will you do me a favor?"</p> + +<p>"Assuredly."</p> + +<p>"No, not an 'assuredly' favor, but a real favor."</p> + +<p>"If I can."</p> + +<p>"Will you do it blindly?"</p> + +<p>"No, I will do it with my eyes open."</p> + +<p>"You cannot."</p> + +<p>"Try me!"</p> + +<p>The girl shifted her eyes from his face to the path of moon beams in +which Leonard's boat floated far off like a dark speck against the +ripples of light. When she went on, it was in a lower tone, with a +note in her voice which Flint had never heard there before,—the note +of appeal.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_167" id="Page_167">[Pg 167]</a></span> + +<p>"I am going to ask you a very strange thing," she said; "I would not +ask it if I could see any other way."</p> + +<p>"Surely, Miss Anstice, you cannot doubt my willingness to oblige you +in any way. You have only to command me."</p> + +<p>"But it is not to oblige me. It is—oh, dear! I can't explain, but I +want you to go away."</p> + +<p>Flint rose instantly.</p> + +<p>"No, no, not away from this spot, but from Nepaug. That's it," she +went on insistently; "I want you to leave Nepaug."</p> + +<p>Flint stared at her for a moment, as if in doubt whether to question +her sanity or her seriousness. The latter he could not doubt, as he +looked at her eager attitude, her hands tightly interlaced, her head +bent a little forward, and a spot of deep red sharply outlined on +either cheek. Suddenly the meaning of her conversation with Leonard +flashed across his mind; but it brought only further puzzlement. He +motioned Winifred to sit down upon the great tree which lay its length +on the earth, overthrown by the last storm, and with stones and +upturned dirt still clinging to its branching roots.</p> + +<p>"Are you sure," he said gravely, as he took a seat beside her,—"are +you sure that you are doing right to keep me in the dark?"</p> + +<p>"I think so; I hope so."</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_168" id="Page_168">[Pg 168]</a></span> + +<p>"Of course I know you would not ask such a thing if there were not +something serious back of it all; and since it so nearly concerns me, +it seems to me I have a right to know it."</p> + +<p>Dead silence reigned for some minutes. Then Winifred said, speaking +low and hurriedly:</p> + +<p>"Yes, you are right; I ought to tell you,—I know I ought; but it is +so hard. Why isn't it Mr. Brady! He would understand."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps if you would explain," Flint began with unusual patience.</p> + +<p>"Well, then, it is about Tilly Marsden, who has been engaged these two +years to Leonard Davitt; and now she refuses to marry him, and he +thinks it is because she is in love with someone else. <i>Surely</i> you +understand <i>now</i>."</p> + +<p>"No, upon my soul, I don't. You can't mean that the little +shop-girl—the maid-of-all-work at the inn—is—thinks she is in love +with—"</p> + +<p>"With you; exactly."</p> + +<p>"But I have hardly spoken to her."</p> + +<p>The silence which followed implied that the situation was none the +less likely on that account. The implication tinged Flint's manner +with irritation.</p> + +<p>"I suppose I am very dull; but I confess I don't understand these +people."</p> + +<p>"Have you ever tried to understand them?" returned Winifred, with a +sudden outburst of +<span class="left"><a name="Page_169" id="Page_169">[Pg 169]</a></span> +the indignation which had long been gathering in her heart against the +man before her.</p> + +<p>"Haven't you always thought of them only as they ministered to your +comfort, like the other farm animals? Is it really anything to you +that this narrow-minded girl has conceived a very silly, but none the +less unhappy, sentiment for you?"</p> + +<p>"I—" began Flint, but the flood would have its way.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, it annoys you, I dare say. You feel your dignity a little +touched by it; but does it move your pity, your chivalry? If it +does—Oh, go away!"</p> + +<p>Flint would have given much to feel a fever heat of anger, to flame +out against the audacity of the girl with an indignation overtopping +her own; but he only felt himself growing more cold and rigid. He told +himself that she had misunderstood him hopelessly, utterly. There was +a certain aggrieved satisfaction in the thought. He had risen, and +stood leaning against a tree. Winifred wondered at her own courage, as +she saw him standing there stiff and haughty.</p> + +<p>"I shall go, of course," he said at length. "My absence seems to be +the only sure method of producing universal content. But let me ask +you one question before I go. Do you consider me to blame in this +unlucky business?"</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_170" id="Page_170">[Pg 170]</a></span> + +<p>Winifred parried the question by another.</p> + +<p>"Why should I tell you, when you don't care in the least what I +think?"</p> + +<p>"If I did not, I should not ask you, and I think I have a right to +demand an answer."</p> + +<p>"I can hardly answer you fairly. Is ice to blame for being ice and not +sun? We cannot say. We only know that we are chilled. I always have +the feeling that with those you consider your equals, you might be +genial and responsive; but the joys and sorrows of the great world of +uninteresting, commonplace people about you have no power to touch +your sympathies. Of course, in a way, it is not your fault that you +never noticed Tilly Marsden's manner—"</p> + +<p>"I am not a cad who goes about investigating the sentiments of—of +women like that. But you have your impressions of my character fully +formed, and I shall not be guilty of the folly of trying to change +them. To-morrow, I shall relieve Nepaug of my objectionable presence, +and, I hope, you will cease to fear me as a disturbing element when I +am far away at my office-desk."</p> + +<p>"You are going back to New York?" echoed Winifred, uncertainly, +realizing all of a sudden what it was that she was sending him away +from, and to what she was consigning him.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_171" id="Page_171">[Pg 171]</a></span> + +<p>"Yes, of course," Flint answered a little impatiently.</p> + +<p>"I am sorry," the girl began lamely. It was just dawning upon her that +it was not so easy to control the destinies of other people, as she +had fancied.</p> + +<p>"Oh, that is all right!" her companion responded more cheerfully; "New +York in summer is not half so bad as you people who never stay there +probably imagine."</p> + +<p>"I don't know," said Winifred; "to me it seems dreadful to be shut up +inside brick walls, or walking on hot paving-stones, when one might be +sitting under green trees, or by rolling waves, breathing in the fresh +country air. But I suppose I feel so because while I was growing up I +never lived in a large city."</p> + +<p>"Indeed! How was that? I should think your father's profession would +have kept him in the city."</p> + +<p>"Oh, it does now, of course; but for years after my mother's death he +was so broken down that he could not bear to mix with people at all, +and he chose to bury himself out on a Western ranch, and there I grew +up with no more training than the little Indian girls who used to come +to the house with beads and things to sell. It was a queer life for a +girl; but it was great sport."</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_172" id="Page_172">[Pg 172]</a></span> + +<p>Winifred had almost forgotten her companion for the moment in her +thoughts of the past; but as he rubbed his hand across his forehead in +the effort to recall something, she mistook the gesture for a sign of +weariness, and reproached herself for her egotistical garrulity.</p> + +<p>"I do wish," she said hastily, "that there were some way out of this +unlucky matter,—some way which would not send you back so +unseasonably."</p> + +<p>"Never mind that," Flint answered; "my vacation was almost at an end, +anyway. I am really needed now at the office of the 'Trans-Continental.'"</p> + +<p>"The 'Trans-Continental'?" echoed Winifred. "Do you work on that +magazine?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I do a little writing for it occasionally."</p> + +<p>"Then perhaps you know the editor—the chief editor, I mean."</p> + +<p>"Yes, he is a friend of mine."</p> + +<p>"I envy you the privilege of calling such a man your friend. Oh, you +may smile if you choose, but perhaps, after all, you do not know him +as well as I do. I have never seen him, I don't even know his name, +and yet I have a clear picture of him in my mind. And he has been so +kind—so good to me. His letters have helped me more than he will ever +know." +<span class="left"><a name="Page_173" id="Page_173">[Pg 173]</a></span> +Here a sudden thought seemed to strike the girl, and she lifted +beseeching eyes to his face.</p> + +<p>"You won't try to make him dislike me, will you? I know you never did +like me. I saw it the first time we met, when I was driving that +wretched colt, and we ran over your fishing-rod, and then, the next +day on the pond, and ever since, things have steadily kept going wrong +between us. So, of course, it would be quite natural for you to talk +about it all to him; and then he would never like me any more, and I +do want him to."</p> + +<p>For an instant Flint felt a mad desire to keep up the illusion; but he +himself was too much shaken to have played his part if he would.</p> + +<p>"Miss Anstice," he said, "<i>I</i> am the editor of the +'Trans-Continental.'"</p> + +<p>Without another word, he swung himself down by the pine-bough to the +gravelly beach, and, pushing off the dory, slipped out over the same +moonlit course which Leonard had travelled. Winifred watched him till +his boat had rounded the Point; then she turned back to the camp-fire +in a daze. Do what she would, she could not shake off the spell of +those last words: "<i>I</i> am the editor of the 'Trans-Continental.'"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_174" id="Page_174">[Pg 174]</a></span> +<h3><a name="CHAPTER_XI" id="CHAPTER_XI"></a>CHAPTER XI</h3> + +<h4>THE POINT OF VIEW</h4> +<h6><a class="contents" href="#Page_vii">[Go to Table of Contents]</a></h6> + +<table align="center" summary=""> +<tr> +<td><i>Extract from the Journal of Miss Susan Standish. Nepaug, August First.</i></td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td> </td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td>[<i>From which it will appear that contemporary journals are not always trustworthy</i>.]</td> +</tr> +</table> +<br /> + +<p>This August weather is really unbearable. Nobody but flies can be +happy in it, and they are part of the general misery. I sleep with a +handkerchief over my face to keep off the pests; but I invariably wake +to find one perching on every unprotected spot, and the others buzzing +about my ears, and making such a noise that I can't sleep a wink after +five o'clock.</p> + +<p>It is a very long time between five o'clock and breakfast. It would be +a sufficient incentive to a blameless life, to know beforehand that +you were to be condemned to think over your past for three mortal +hours every morning.</p> + +<p>This is what I do; and though I suppose I have been as respectable as +most people, I find cold shivers running down my back when I remember +some things, and the blushes of a girl of +<span class="left"><a name="Page_175" id="Page_175">[Pg 175]</a></span> +sixteen mounting to my wrinkled forehead, when I think of others. On +the whole, the silly things are the worst. I think at the Judgment Day +I would rather answer up to my sins than my +sillinesses—especially if my relatives were waiting round. The +only way I can turn my thoughts out of the uncomfortable reminiscent +channel which they make for themselves at five o'clock in the morning, +is to think as hard as I can about somebody else. Lately, I don't find +this so difficult; for our household here at Nepaug includes some +interesting people, and, moreover, some very queer things have +happened lately, I thank Heaven, I have none of Dr. Cricket's +curiosity; but I should be ashamed if I were so indifferent to those +about me as not to take an interest in their concerns. This interest +has led me of late to ponder on recent events, and speculate as to +their causes.</p> + +<p>When I asked some very simple and natural questions of Winifred +Anstice, she snapped at me like a snapping-turtle; but I did not +discontinue my investigation on that account. On the contrary, I +resolved to be all the more watchful; and when it comes to putting two +and two together, there are few who have a more mathematical mind than +Susan Standish.</p> + +<p>On Friday evening, we had a picnic supper at Eagle Rock.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_176" id="Page_176">[Pg 176]</a></span> + +<p>Mr. Flint (superior as usual) preferred to go in the only society +which interests him, and therefore set off <i>alone</i> in his dory. His +absence did not have any visibly depressing effect on the party in the +sail-boat. Winifred was at her very best; and Philip Brady seemed to +appreciate her. If I were a matchmaker, I should have tried to throw +them together, for they do seem just cut out for each other; in spite +of all my efforts to give them opportunities of making each other's +acquaintance on intimate terms, they never appeared to take advantage +of them. But on Friday it was different. In the first place, anything +more warm-blooded than an oyster must have fallen in love with +Winifred at first sight on that evening. She wore a white flannel +yachting-dress, and a red-felt hat cocked up on one side, and as she +stood against the sail in the sunset, she was—Well, I'm too old to be +silly; but really that girl is something worth looking at when she is +nice. To-day, she looked like a frump, and talked like a fury.</p> + +<p>The wind on Friday died out soon after we started; and at one time I +was afraid Mr. Flint would have the satisfaction of getting to the +Point before us; but, providentially, it sprang up again and, indeed, +I need not have worried, for it seemed he was afraid of being bored, +and did not start till six o'clock. Brady says he was +<span class="left"><a name="Page_177" id="Page_177">[Pg 177]</a></span> +always like that, even in college; that when they were invited +anywhere, Flint would always put off the start, and would say, "Your +coming away depends on your hostess; but your going depends upon +yourself."</p> + +<p>"If it had been <i>my</i> house," said I, "his <i>staying</i> away would have +depended on his hostess. I have no patience with a rude man."</p> + +<p>"Flint rude?" said Philip.</p> + +<p>"Most decidedly rude, I should say."</p> + +<p>"Oh, but he is not rude. He is only indifferent."</p> + +<p>"Indifference is rudeness."</p> + +<p>"Then I'm afraid, Miss Standish," broke in Winifred, "we must all be +rude to most of the world. That is, unless we belong to the Salvation +Army, like Nora Costello, and take an interest in everybody or rather +every soul."</p> + +<p>"Very remarkable girl, that Nora Costello," said Philip. "I don't +quite know what it was that made her so interesting."</p> + +<p>"<i>I</i> know," answered Winifred, with a little laugh; "it was her +looks."</p> + +<p>"Or her manner," suggested Philip.</p> + +<p>"Oh, her manner without her looks would not have carried at all. +Manners are only thunder. It is looks that strike."</p> + +<p>"You should know," Philip said quite low. Just at this moment Jimmy +Anstice, with that +<span class="left"><a name="Page_178" id="Page_178">[Pg 178]</a></span> +exasperatingly inopportune way of his, called out:—</p> + +<p>"Look, Fred! Did you see that fish jump? Gracious! He must have gone +up two feet! What makes a fish jump? Papa, Papa, do you hear me? What +makes a fish jump?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know, my dear; I suppose to get food, or because he wants +air."</p> + +<p>"Then why doesn't he jump oftener?"</p> + +<p>It has always been one of Professor Anstice's pet theories that a +child's mental development is promoted by the stimulation of +intellectual curiosity. As a result, Jimmy has been encouraged to ask +questions to an extent which the world at large finds somewhat +tiresome. For my part, I think one of the most useful accomplishments +connected with the tongue is the art of holding it; and I believe in +its early acquirement by the young.</p> + +<p>After Jimmy's curiosity in regard to the habits of fish had expended +itself, there was no more <i>tête-à-tête</i>. Everybody was shouting this +way and that; and then the boat brought up at the rocks, and those of +us who could jump, jumped out, and those who couldn't, clambered out; +and Jimmy Anstice flopped into the water above his knees, as usual, +and had to sit by the fire getting dry, when he should have been +running errands and making himself useful. Small +<span class="left"><a name="Page_179" id="Page_179">[Pg 179]</a></span> +boys, being neither ornamental nor interesting, should be either useful +or absent.</p> + +<p>Winifred and Brady started off after driftwood. I invited Ben to help +me with the coffee; but he said, "Presently," and made off after the +other two. Really, that boy may come to something if he selects his +profession with care. He can't see when he's not wanted, which may +make him a success in the ministry.</p> + +<p>Well, at last, we got our two fires started, and the tablecloth +spread; and the coffee tasted so good I just hoped Mr. Flint would +come to have some, because he made some disagreeable remarks in the +morning on the subject of picnics. Some people are never satisfied +unless they can spoil the enjoyment of others.</p> + +<p>While we were eating, everybody was jolly and all went well, except +that Philip would tell stories,—Western stories about "commercial +gents" and "drummer hotels" and such things. He tells a story very +well; but he also tells it very long. With the tact upon which I +justly pride myself, I tried to shut him up or draw him off; but each +time Winifred would bring him right back, with "What was it you were +just going to tell, Mr. Brady?" or "As you were saying when Miss +Standish began," I was a good deal annoyed, for I couldn't quite make +out whether she was really interested, or whether she was +<span class="left"><a name="Page_180" id="Page_180">[Pg 180]</a></span> +making fun of us both. Now I have a very keen sense of humor; but I +don't like a joke at my expense. At last Philip offered to give us a +comic poem from the "Bison Spike;" but <i>that</i> I <i>couldn't</i> stand; and +I pretended that the coffee was boiling over, and Winifred jumped up +to attend to it. Philip, of course, went to her assistance, and +afterward, as he stood before the fire with Winifred beside him, I +could not help thinking what a fine looking couple they would make. +His golf suit brought out the fine proportions of his stalwart figure. +The firelight played over his firm chin, his broad, square forehead, +and his frank, kind eyes. He would make a good husband for any girl; +and a judicious wife could soon break him of his habit of telling +stories.</p> + +<p>I dare say they would have had an interesting talk, if Ben Bradford +had not come up with his hands full of stone chips, which he calls +arrowheads. That ridiculous boy walks the furrows of old Marsden's +potato-fields for hours together, with the sun blistering the back of +his neck, quite contented if he brings home a dirty bit of stone, +which his imagination fits out with points and grooves. At Flying +Point, he had apparently reaped a rich harvest of these treasures. His +companions inspected them with civil but languid curiosity. While they +were +<span class="left"><a name="Page_181" id="Page_181">[Pg 181]</a></span> +turning them this way and that, and striving hard to be convinced that +the bulkiest had undoubtedly been employed by the Indians as a pestle +for corn-grinding, we heard the grating of a boat on the beach. Of +course it was Mr. Flint.</p> + +<p>Ben called out to him to hurry up and have some coffee before it was +cold; to which he coolly answered that he had had supper before he +started; and there I had put off ours half an hour for him, and then +kept the coffee boiling another half hour! I would have liked to shake +him.</p> + +<p>Winifred saw that I was justly indignant; and though she can be as +peppery as anybody over her own quarrels, she is always bent on +smoothing down other people; so she called out:—</p> + +<p>"Well, fortunately, Mr. Flint, you are not too late for 'the feast of +reason and the flow of soul;' and I am sure you did not get that all +alone there at the inn." I wondered if he appreciated that rather neat +little stab. Winifred does those things well, with a demure manner +which leaves people in doubt whether her remarks are vicious or simply +blundering. "Come, Leon," she added, turning to young Davitt, "you +know you promised to recite something for us."</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_182" id="Page_182">[Pg 182]</a></span> + +<p>Leonard stood up like a boy at school, and recited the speech from +"Marmion" where he and Douglas give it to each other like Dr. Cricket +and a homœopathic physician. Then he bobbed his head, just like a +schoolboy again, and said he must go. Winifred followed him, and +spoke to him, almost in a whisper. What they were talking about I +could not catch; but I heard her say, "I will do it for you, Leon; but +I wish to goodness it were anything else." Then Leonard answered, just +as if she had given him some great thing: "Oh, thank you, thank you!" +and then he disappeared. At the same moment Mr. Flint took his place +by her side.</p> + +<p>Instead of joining us all, and making a jolly party, what does he do +but stand in the shadow of the three big pines talking to Winifred in +that insultingly low voice which seems to imply that people are +listening. I did, however, catch one or two things. I distinctly heard +Winifred say: "Oh, do go away!" and I heard him say: "I hope you will +cease to fear me when—" There I lost it again; but what could it +mean? Winifred <i>fear</i> him!—fear <i>him</i>! She, who never feared the face +of clay! There is only one explanation, and yet that is too wildly +improbable!</p> + +<p>I never saw any one more unlikely to inspire an affection. Flint by +name and Flint by nature,—cold and hard as rock itself; and for a +girl like +<span class="left"><a name="Page_183" id="Page_183">[Pg 183]</a></span> +Winifred! It never could be!—and yet, I confess, I don't know +what to think.</p> + +<p>After they had talked together for some time, he swung himself down +the bank, pushed off the dory, and we saw him pulling rapidly into the +middle of the bay.</p> + +<p>"Well, if that doesn't beat the Dutch!" said Dr. Cricket.</p> + +<p>"Hi, there!" cried Ben; and Brady, standing up, waved his hat, and +hallooed through his hand with a volume of voice that could be heard +all the way to Nepaug. But though Flint hallooed in return, he never +changed his course, nor slackened his speed.</p> + +<p>When Winifred came back to us, a color like flame burned in her +cheeks, and her eyes were bright with unshed tears. No one but me +noticed it. Every one fell upon her with questions.</p> + +<p>"What's the matter?"</p> + +<p>"Why did he leave so suddenly?"</p> + +<p>"Why did he come at all?"</p> + +<p>"What did he have to say for himself?"</p> + +<p>"Was this rude, or only indifferent?"</p> + +<p>"Don't bury me under such an avalanche of inquiry," said Winifred, +with a little artificial laugh. "There really is nothing very +mysterious about Mr. Flint's departure. He is not a flying Dutchman. I +don't think he wanted to come at all; but he was afraid we might +think +<span class="left"><a name="Page_184" id="Page_184">[Pg 184]</a></span> +something had happened if he failed to appear. Ben, the fire +needs another log. Mr. Brady, did you bring your banjo, as you +promised?"</p> + +<p>This was a master-stroke,—divert and conquer,—presto, Ben was off +after wood, and Philip tuning up for alleged "melodies;" but I was not +so easily put off the track.</p> + +<p>"It took him some time to make his excuses," I said to her aside. She +looked up quickly.</p> + +<p>"You are too shrewd to be put off like the others, Miss Standish; but +don't say anything more,—I'm so awfully tired."</p> + +<p>The poor girl did look used up, and I knew she was longing to get +home, so I coughed violently, and asked Dr. Cricket for my shawl.</p> + +<p>"You are taking cold," said he.</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't mention it," I answered.</p> + +<p>"But I will mention it," persisted the dear old goose. "You mustn't +stay out in this damp air."</p> + +<p>"Don't let me break up the party."</p> + +<p>"The party is all ready to break up, and it's time it did."</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes," added Winifred in a tone of relief. "Do let us be going."</p> + +<p>So that was the end of our Flying Point expedition. I might have +forgotten the episode in the shadow of the three pines, or at any rate +have come to the conclusion that I had failed to +<span class="left"><a name="Page_185" id="Page_185">[Pg 185]</a></span> +catch the true meaning of the words I heard; but for the sequel.</p> + +<p>The next morning Mr. Flint appeared on the porch as usual, but instead +of the cap and flannel shirt, the knickerbockers and canvas shoes +which formed his familiar Nepaug costume, he was attired in ordinary +citizen's dress. I must admit that the straw hat, linen collar, and +close-fitting blue suit were decidedly becoming; and, bitter as I felt +against him on Winifred's account (she came down to breakfast +confessing that she had not slept a wink), I was forced to admit that +Mr. Flint was a gentleman,—even a gentleman with a certain +distinction.</p> + +<p>"Yes," he answered to the chorus of questions which met him, "I am +going back to town to-day. Yes, as you say, Mr. Anstice, quite +unexpected; but business men can't expect the vacations that fall to +the lot of college professors. Dr. Cricket, I believe you said you +were going on to New York to-night. I shall be glad if you will drop +in and have breakfast with me to-morrow morning at 'The Chancellor.' +That will give me the latest budget of news from Nepaug. Have you any +commissions, Miss Standish? What, none? I assure you, my eye for +matching silks is quite trustworthy. Now you, Jim, have more +confidence in me,—what can I send you from town?"</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_186" id="Page_186">[Pg 186]</a></span> + +<p>"A fishing-rod."</p> + +<p>Flint and Winifred Anstice turned and looked at each other. What it +meant, I don't know; but I saw her color up to her hair. The others +had turned away for a moment to watch a schooner which had just come +in sight round the Point. Flint went up close to Winifred and said: +"And you—what will you have?"</p> + +<p>"Your pardon."</p> + +<p>"That you cannot have, for you don't need it. Will you take my thanks +instead?"</p> + +<p>"You are too generous."</p> + +<p>"With thanks?—that is easy. They are 'the exchequer of the poor.'"</p> + +<p>"I trust, Mr. Flint," said Professor Anstice, who, having withdrawn +his attention from the schooner, could now bring it to bear nearer +home,—"I trust we may not altogether lose sight of you after these +pleasant days together, I shall be glad—"</p> + +<p>"Papa!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, my dear, I know you should be included. My daughter and I will +be glad to see you at our house on Stuyvesant Square." With this he +pulled out a card, but, discovering in time that it contained the +address of his typewriter, he returned it to his pocket and +substituted his own.</p> + +<p>"I thank you," said Flint, with more of human +<span class="left"><a name="Page_187" id="Page_187">[Pg 187]</a></span> +heartiness in his voice than I had ever heard before,—"I thank +you, and I shall not fail to avail myself of the privilege. Here comes +the carryall! Good-bye!"</p> + +<p>A moment later he was gone. Dr. Cricket goes by the night boat this +evening, and Philip Brady leaves on Monday. How dull we shall be!</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_188" id="Page_188">[Pg 188]</a></span> +<h3><a name="CHAPTER_XII" id="CHAPTER_XII"></a>CHAPTER XII</h3> + +<h4>"PIPPA PASSES"</h4> +<h6><a class="contents" href="#Page_vii">[Go to Table of Contents]</a></h6> + + +<p>The train for New York came along duly, and Flint clambered into it as +quickly as the impediment of his luggage permitted. He stowed away his +belongings in the car-rack,—his bag, umbrella, and the overcoat which +seemed a sarcasm upon the torrid heat of the car. A flat, square +package which formed part of his luggage he treated with more +respectful courtesy, giving it the window-seat, and watching with care +lest it slip from the position in which he had propped it.</p> + +<p>When the engine ceased to puff, and the bell to ring, when the wheels +began to revolve and the landscape to move slowly out of sight, Flint +leaned out of the window for one more glance at the dull little +cluster of houses, beautiful only for what it connoted; then he drew +in his head, and settled himself against the cushions of wool plush to +which railroad companies treat their passengers in August.</p> + +<p>He was not in an enviable frame of mind. He felt like a fool who had +been masquerading +<span class="left"><a name="Page_189" id="Page_189">[Pg 189]</a></span> +as a martyr. He had given up two weeks of vacation, of rest and +comfort and health-giving breezes fresh from the uncontaminable ocean, +to go back to the noisy pavements, the clanging car-bells, the noisome +odors of the city,—and all for what? Simply because a jealous +fisherman and a hysterically sympathetic young woman chose to foist it +upon him as his duty.</p> + +<p>Duty? Why was it his duty? What was duty after all? Did it not include +doing to yourself as others would have you do unto them? Decidedly, he +had been a fool. As for Tilly Marsden—here a vague and—shall I +confess it?—not wholly uncomplacent pang smote him, as he remembered +her red eyes, and the trembling of her hand as she set the doughnuts +before him this morning. There was one who would for a day or two, at +least, genuinely regret his departure. Let that be set off against the +aggressive benevolence of Miss Standish's parting, indicating, as it +did, unalloyed satisfaction.</p> + +<p>From Miss Standish, his thoughts wandered to the other inmates of the +White-House. Ben Bradford at this hour would be lounging over the golf +field, driver in hand, making himself believe that he was taking +exercise. Dr. Cricket, no doubt, was playing chess with Miss Standish +(beating her, he hoped); and Winifred Anstice—what was she doing? +Leaning back, perhaps, in +<span class="left"><a name="Page_190" id="Page_190">[Pg 190]</a></span> +the hammock, as he had seen her so often lately, with one arm thrown +over her head, pillowed against the mass of cardinal cushions. Was she +feeling a little remorseful, and bestowing a regretful thought upon +the man whom she was driving away from all the coolness and comfort +which she was experiencing? If he could be sure of that, he could +forgive her; but, as likely as not, she was driving cheerfully about +the country behind Marsden's colt, smiling, perhaps, as she recalled +the series of misadventures which had marked her acquaintance with the +supercilious stranger whose civility she and her colt had put to rout.</p> + +<p>Flint's morbid musings had taken more time than he realized, for at +this point, to his surprise, the conductor thrust his head in at the +door shouting, <i>New</i> London, as if the passengers were likely to +mistake it for the older city on the other Thames. Here a boy came +aboard the train with a basket laden with oranges, scalloped +gingerbread, and papers of popcorn labelled, "Take some home."</p> + +<p>The misguided youth tried to insinuate a package into Flint's lap, but +was met with an abrupt demand to remove it with haste. His successor, +bearing a load of New York afternoon papers, fared better. Flint +selected an "Evening Post," and, leaning back in his corner, strove +<span class="left"><a name="Page_191" id="Page_191">[Pg 191]</a></span> +to find oblivion from the wriggling of the small child in front, and +the wailing of the infant in the rear of the car.</p> + +<p>Hotter and hotter, the blistering sun beat upon the station; and, as +though the misery were not already great enough, an engine, panting +apparently with the heat, must needs draw up close beside Flint's +window.</p> + +<p>In vain did he try to concentrate his attention upon the Condition of +the Finances, the Great Strike in Pittsburg, or the Latest Dynamite +Plot in Russia. Between him and the printed page rose the vision of +cool, translucent waves crawling up the long reach of damp sand to +break at last upon the little shelf of slippery stones. Could it be +that only yesterday he was tumbling about in that surf, and to-day +<i>here</i>? He thought vaguely what a good moral the contrast would have +pointed to the sixteenthly of one of his great ancestor's sermons; +then he fell to wondering if the old gentleman's theology would have +stood the strain of an experience like this. Fancy even this carful +doomed to an eternal August journey! Ah, the car is moving again! +Thank Heaven for that! Purgatory after Hell approaches Paradise.</p> + +<p>On and on the train jogs, over flat marshes, past white-spired +churches, and factory chimneys belching forth their quota of heat and +smoke. +<span class="left"><a name="Page_192" id="Page_192">[Pg 192]</a></span> +The twin rocks, which guard New Haven, loom in view at last; +and Flint feels that he is drawing towards home. If it were not for +the square, flat package, he would get out and stretch his legs by a +walk on the platform. As it is, he picks up the package tenderly, and +transports it to the smoking-car. The air here, although filled with +smoke, seems more bearable. The leather seats, too, are more +tolerable, as his hand falls on them, and, best of all, he can light +his pipe here. With the first puff dawns a serenity with which neither +faith nor philosophy had been able to endue the journey hitherto.</p> + +<p>After all, what are two weeks?—a mere trifle; and he can make it up +by a run down to the Virginia Springs in October. This will give a +good quiet time too, for the foreign "Review" critiques. The libraries +are empty at this time of year, and he can study in peace. Of course +there will be a pile of letters waiting for him.</p> + +<p>With that reflection, came, irresistibly, the thought of Winifred +Anstice, and their curious, mutually deceptive correspondence. In the +swiftly thronging events of the last twenty-four hours, he had +scarcely had time to let his mind dwell upon that strange clearing up +between them last night. He smiled, unconsciously, as he remembered +the look of utter bewilderment in those great eyes of hers.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_193" id="Page_193">[Pg 193]</a></span> + +<p>"Candy, sir, peanuts, oranges, and gingerbread! Popcorn in papers! +Take some home?" With this the train-boy, quite oblivious that this +was the same person who had met his advances so cavalierly in the +other car, again held out an olive branch, this time a cornucopia +marked "Ridley, best broken candy."</p> + +<p>To his own surprise, Flint felt himself fingering in his pocket for a +dime, and heard himself say, "That's all right, I don't want the +stuff. Take it in to that little chap in a striped suit, in the next +car,—dirty little beggar, wriggled like an eel all day. This will +probably make him wriggle all night. Never mind, serves him right."</p> + +<p>The boy grinned.</p> + +<p>A passenger in the next seat turned round.</p> + +<p>"It is pleasant," he said with a smile, "to see such kindness of heart +survive on a day like this."</p> + +<p>"Sir," answered Flint, "don't mistake me for a philanthropist. I make +a small, but honest livelihood at a different calling."</p> + +<p>The man's smile died out in a little disappointment; and he turned +again to his paper. Imperfect sympathies! Flint took up his paper +also, and read until the sudden shutting off of light warned him that +the train had entered the tunnel. Through the checkered darkness, he +made his way back; his flat, square package +<span class="left"><a name="Page_194" id="Page_194">[Pg 194]</a></span> +under his arm, to the other car, where all was in the confusion of +preparation for arrival. The pale little mother of the wriggling boy +looked up, as he entered.</p> + +<p>"Thank you, sir," she began; "it was very kind in you—"</p> + +<p>"Not at all, madam; the boy would have been much better without it," +Flint answered. The art of being thanked gracefully is a difficult +one, and Flint had never acquired it.</p> + +<p>The train came to a standstill with a jerk which, but for Flint's hand +put out to steady her, would have thrown the pale little woman to the +floor. He stopped at the car-steps, lifted her and her bundles, her +boy and her bird-cage, to the platform, then, touching his hat +hurriedly, as if in nervous fear of being thanked again, he made off +at full speed to the outlet, where his ears were greeted with the +familiar sounds of—</p> + +<p>"Cab, sir? Cab? Cab? Have a cab?" which sounded like the chorus of a +Chinese opera. "No, I won't have a cab, unless you intend to treat me +to a free ride," Flint remarked, ironically, to the nearest applicant, +and then swung himself aboard the yellow car at the corner.</p> + +<p>As it made its way downtown, he was struck with the strangeness which +the city had assumed, after so short an absence. It did not look like +New York at all; and he could not remember +<span class="left"><a name="Page_195" id="Page_195">[Pg 195]</a></span> +noticing before how large a part of the population lived on the +street. It reminded him of Naples. He was forced to admit, too, that +it had a certain charm of its own,—a charm which deepened as he +reached "The Chancellor," the bachelor apartment-house which did duty +for a home to a score of unmarried men. He was met by the janitor with +a cordiality born of the remembrance of many past gratuities. Yes, his +telegram ("wire," the man in uniform called it) had been received, and +his rooms were in order. He pulled out his latch-key and turned it in +the lock. The door opened on an interior pleasantly familiar, yet +piquantly removed from the dulness of every-day acquaintance. The +matting was agreeable to his foot. The green bronze Narcissus in the +corner beckoned invitingly; above all, the porcelain tub in the +bath-room beyond, with its unlimited supply of water, and sybaritic +variety of towels, appealed to him irresistibly. Into it he plunged +with all despatch, and emerged more cheerful, as well as less +begrimed.</p> + +<p>An hour later, clad in fresh linen, white vest, and thin summer suit, +he sallied forth in search of dinner. He felt that he had earned a +good one, and did not intend to scrimp himself. After a moment's +deliberation, he turned into Fifth Avenue, and, at Twenty-sixth +Street, made his way through the open door of Delmonico's. +<span class="left"><a name="Page_196" id="Page_196">[Pg 196]</a></span> +He saw with pleasure that his favorite table (the second from the +corner on the street, not too conspicuous, and yet commanding the +avenue) was vacant. He slipped into the chair which the waiter drew +out for him, and took up the bill of fare. With the sight of the menu, +he felt his flickering appetite revive; but it was still capricious, +and would not brook the thought of meat. Little-Neck clams, of course. +They seemed to convey a delicate intimation to the waiting stomach of +favors to come. Soup? No, too hot for soup. Frogs' legs à la +McVickar? Yes, he would have those, though he did not exactly know +what "à la McVickar" indicated, and felt that he should lose +caste with the waiter by inquiring. When that functionary recommended +a bite of broiled tenderloin, prepared with Madeira sauce, and the +addition of fresh mushrooms and a small sweetbread, he allowed himself +to be persuaded. An English snipe, with chicory salad and some cheese, +with coffee, completed his order. Oh, and a pint of Rudesheimer with +it!</p> + +<p>The waiter departed; and Flint, not hungry enough to be impatient, +settled back in his chair with the damp evening paper unopened beside +him. The sigh he gave was one of satisfaction, rather than regret. His +gastronomic taste was to some extent feminine. He cared as much +<span class="left"><a name="Page_197" id="Page_197">[Pg 197]</a></span> +for the service as for the thing served, and found a carnal +gratification in the shining glass and the table linen, smoothed to +the verge of slipperiness. Really, he wondered how he could have +endured the Nepaug Inn so long.</p> + +<p>A hand laid upon his shoulder caused him to turn his head quickly.</p> + +<p>"Halloa, Graham! You here?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, we sail on the 'Etruria' to-morrow,—only in town over night. +Beastly hot, isn't it? My wife is here. Come over, won't you, and let +me present you?"</p> + +<p>Now Mr. Jonas Harrington Graham, though one of the most fashionable, +was by no means the best beloved of Flint's acquaintance; and it was +with an inward conviction of perjury that he murmured, "Most happy, +I'm sure," and made his way to the table by the centre window which +the Grahams had selected. The lady already seated there was sleek and +well appointed. Flint noticed that the people at the other tables did +her the honor to prolong their casual glance to an instant's critical +inspection. The women studied her costume of black with white lace as +if wondering whether the confection of a Parisian artist might not be +successfully duplicated by a domestic dressmaker (as it never can, +ladies). The men's gaze generalized more, but had in it a hint of +approbation which Flint found offensive. +<span class="left"><a name="Page_198" id="Page_198">[Pg 198]</a></span> +He did not relish the idea of making one of a restaurant party which +challenged observation; but he perceived at once that it was +unavoidable. Mrs. Graham was very gracious, and insisted, with much +emphasis, that he should take his dinner with them.</p> + +<p>"You <i>must</i> come and dine with us at our table. You look <i>so</i> lonely +over there," she remarked. "I have some sympathy with bachelors. My +husband was one once."</p> + +<p>"Yes," answered Flint; "I knew him in those pre-madamite days."</p> + +<p>This allusion was too occult for Mrs. Graham. She smiled the smile of +assent without apprehension, and asked if Flint had been at Bar Harbor +this summer. He should have been; it was <i>so</i> pleasant. The young man +felt a wild desire to set forth the rival charms of Nepaug, and urge +her to try it next season. The thought of her and her husband settled +at the inn made him smile as he saw her lift a roll in her delicately +ringed fingers, and smooth back the lace of her cuffs. What would +happen, he wondered, if she were seated before a Nepaug dinner, with a +Nepaug tablecloth and napkin?</p> + +<p>"I have not been so far afield as Mount Desert," he answered, with an +irrepressible smile at his own thoughts. "I stayed in town till July, +and then I went to Nepaug. Perhaps +<span class="left"><a name="Page_199" id="Page_199">[Pg 199]</a></span> +you never heard of that delightful summer resort?"</p> + +<p>"Nepaug? Nepaug?" repeated Mrs. Graham, with as near an approach to +reflection as she ever permitted herself. "Why, that's where Winifred +Anstice was going! Do you know Winifred Anstice?"</p> + +<p>"Do <i>you</i> know her?" Flint questioned in his turn, in some surprise.</p> + +<p>"Oh, dear, yes; we met her one summer when we were travelling in the +West. We were visiting on the same ranch. Mr. Graham quite lost his +head over her; didn't you, dear?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I was a little touched. She showed up uncommonly well out +there,—rode a broncho, and beat all the men firing a pistol."</p> + +<p>"Yes," his wife added, "and then so clever—so <i>frightfully</i> clever. +Why, I've seen her <i>reading</i> before breakfast, and not a novel either. +You and she must have enjoyed each other; for Mr. Graham tells me you +are—"</p> + +<p>"Frightfully clever, too? Don't believe any such slander, I beg of +you, Mrs. Graham! It is not fair to blast a man's reputation like that +at the very outset. What chance would there be for me in society, if +such a rumor got abroad?"</p> + +<p>"Well," responded Mrs. Graham, "there's a great deal of truth in what +you say. It's very nice of course to be lively and good company, +<span class="left"><a name="Page_200" id="Page_200">[Pg 200]</a></span> +and all that; but when it comes to right down cleverness, and +particularly bookish cleverness, it does stand in a man's way +socially. At the smartest houses, they don't want to be talked down, +and still less to be written up afterward. I don't feel so myself. I +just <i>dote</i> on literary people; but then I am called positively blue."</p> + +<p>"What was there to do at Nepaug?" asked Mr. Graham, who had not +followed the intricacies of his wife's remarks. "Any good shooting?"</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid not, unless you rode a cow and shot at a goat," Flint +answered, and was rather relieved to have the conversation drift away +on to the comparative merits, as hunting-grounds, of the different +sections of the country. The subject was not specially exciting to +Flint; but it was at least impersonal, and he felt an unaccountable +aversion to hearing any further discussion of Winifred Anstice.</p> + +<p>The diners had advanced to the meat course,—Graham having +complimented Flint so far as to duplicate his order, with the addition +of an ice for Mrs. Graham and Pommery Sec for the party,—when a noise +was heard further up the avenue. The sound drew nearer, and the notes +of a brass band tooted a lively tune which re-echoed from the walls of +the Brunswick, and drew a crowd from the benches of the square. +<span class="left"><a name="Page_201" id="Page_201">[Pg 201]</a></span> +Several people in the restaurant left their places, and came to the +window to investigate the commotion. Flint himself rose, napkin in +hand, and stood under the blaze of the lights, looking out.</p> + +<p>"Oh!" exclaimed Mrs. Graham, raising her lorgnon as the procession +came in sight, "it's that horrid Salvation Army!"</p> + +<p>"Bless me! so it is," assented her husband, adjusting his eye-glass. +"Pretty girl, though, that—in the front row with the tambourine."</p> + +<p>Flint's eyes followed his companion's, and saw Nora Costello walking a +few paces in advance of her comrades, the electric light from the +northern edge of the square falling on her pale face and rings of +dark, curling hair.</p> + +<p>The tambourines jangled discordantly; the brass instruments were out +of tune; the rag-tag crowd surged about, some jeering, some +cheering,—everything in the environment was repellent, but in the +midst shone that pale face like a star.</p> + +<p>Attracted by the brilliant lights within, or perhaps impelled by that +curious psychic law which arrests the attention of one closely +watched, the girl turned her head as she passed their corner, and her +eyes met those of Flint; she smiled gravely, and he bowed.</p> + +<p>Graham saw the interchange of glances, and looked at the man beside +him, with the raised +<span class="left"><a name="Page_202" id="Page_202">[Pg 202]</a></span> +eyebrows of amused comprehension. Flint could have shot him.</p> + +<p>"I don't see," said Mrs. Graham, returning to her venison, "why they +let those creatures go about like that, making everybody +uncomfortable. They are very annoying."</p> + +<p>"Yes, very. So were the early Christians," murmured Flint, as he +helped himself to the mushrooms.</p> + +<p>"I never studied church history," said Mrs. Graham, a little +repressively. She felt that the conversation was bordering on +blasphemy, and sought to turn it into safer channels. She begged +Flint, whom, she looked upon, in spite of his denials, as alarmingly +cultivated, to recommend a course of reading for the steamer, so that +she might be "up" on the associations of the English lakes.</p> + +<p>"You know," she said, "I just <i>adore</i> Wordsworth. I think 'Lucy Grey' +and 'Peter Bell' are too sweet for anything, and the 'Picnic'—no, I +mean the 'Excursion' is my favorite of them all. So light and +cheerful; I'm glad the dear man did take a day off once in a while."</p> + +<p>Flint gravely promised a Life of Wordsworth, to be sent to the +"Etruria" to-morrow, and then, bidding his companions adieu, he passed +out into the night.</p> + +<p>His mood, as he strolled up the avenue, was +<span class="left"><a name="Page_203" id="Page_203">[Pg 203]</a></span> +far from complacent. He felt a contempt for himself, as the sport of +every passing impression. It was not enough, it seemed, that he should +have cut short a summer vacation, and come hurrying back to the city +at Winifred Anstice's behest. He must vibrate to every whim about him. +He had found, with inward disgust, that he was raising his elbow to +shake hands with the Grahams, instead of holding his hand at the +customary, self-respecting angle; and that he might be still further +convicted of weak mindedness, he had a sense of being in some +inexplicable fashion dominated by the vision of Nora Costello and her +comrades. Not that he experienced any sudden drawing to the Salvation +Army; he felt, to the core, its crudeness, its limitations, its social +dangers. His reason assured him that its methods threatened socialism +and anarchy. He could have demolished all General Booth's pet theories +by an appeal to the simplest logical processes, but that it seemed +absurd to apply logic to so crude a scheme. "Nevertheless," said +conscience, "these people are striving, however blunderingly, to +better the condition of the forlorn, the wicked, and the wretched. +What are <i>you</i> doing about it?" He had almost framed a defence, when +it suddenly occurred to him that he was under no accusations, except +from his own soul, and such thoughts +<span class="left"><a name="Page_204" id="Page_204">[Pg 204]</a></span> +and impulses as had arisen at sight of Nora Costello, moving in the +world outside the social wall behind which he had intrenched himself.</p> + +<p>"I suppose," he said to himself, with a shrug, "if I were living in +the Massachusetts of a hundred years ago, I should be considered in a +hopeful way to conversion. Now, we have learned just how far we may +indulge an emotion, without allowing it to eventuate in action."</p> + +<p>Yet the passing of Nora Costello, like the passing of Pippa in the +poem, had left its light, ineffaceable touch on at least one life that +night.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_205" id="Page_205">[Pg 205]</a></span> +<h3><a name="CHAPTER_XIII" id="CHAPTER_XIII"></a>CHAPTER XIII</h3> + +<h4>A SOLDIER</h4> +<h6><a class="contents" href="#Page_vii">[Go to Table of Contents]</a></h6> + +<table align="center" summary=""> +<tr> +<td>"'T was August, and the fierce sun overhead</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td>Smote on the squalid streets of Bethnal Green;</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td>And the pale weaver, through his windows seen</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td>In Spitalfields, look'd thrice dispirited.</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td> </td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td>"I met a preacher there I knew, and said:</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td>'Ill and o'erworked, how fare you in this scene?'</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td>'Bravely!' he said; 'for I of late have been</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td>Much cheered with thoughts of Christ, the <i>living bread</i>.'"</td> +</tr> +</table> +<br /> + +<p>Nora Costello was even more moved than Flint by their chance meeting, +if meeting it could be called, under the white light of the lamps of +Madison Square. On leaving Nepaug, she had resolutely shut out of her +mental horizon the acquaintances that she had made in her few days +there. She felt instinctively that any further continuance of the +associations would be fraught with embarrassing complications, if not +actual perils. These people belonged to a world to which she was as +dead as though she had taken the black veil in a convent.</p> + +<p>As the daughter of the manse, in her young girlhood she had come in +contact with people +<span class="left"><a name="Page_206" id="Page_206">[Pg 206]</a></span> +of refinement and some wealth; people of keen perceptions if somewhat +pronounced limitations; and she realized that in enlisting in the +Salvation Army, she had not only shocked their prejudices beyond +repair, but had wrenched herself out of their sympathies in a degree +which could not have been exceeded by an actual crime on her part.</p> + +<p>Time had in some measure healed the sensitiveness which had been +sorely wounded by the withdrawal and disapproval of these early +friends; but she seemed to feel all reflected and renewed in her brief +acquaintance with the strangers at Nepaug, especially in her +intercourse with Miss Standish. There is a curious resemblance, which +lies deeper than outward circumstances, between New England and +Scotland. The same outward environment of frugal poverty, the same +inward experience of intense religious exaltation, continued from +generation to generation, produced in early New England a type closely +allied to the Scotch Covenanters, and many resemblances still linger +among their descendants, widely as they may be removed from the +primitive conditions which formed their ancestors.</p> + +<p>Miss Standish's manner was marked by all the old Covenanters' +directness, and in spite of her prepossession in Nora Costello's +favor, showed clearly that she looked upon her as an extremist, if not +a fanatic.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_207" id="Page_207">[Pg 207]</a></span> + +<p>"What took you into that Salvation Army?" she had asked, as she sat by +Nora's bedside in the upper front chamber of the White-House.</p> + +<p>"A divine call, I hope," Nora had answered.</p> + +<p>"Couldn't you have done just as much good in some of the churches?"</p> + +<p>"Very likely, but there's many will be doing that work, and there's no +over-crowding among us highway-and-hedgers."</p> + +<p>Nora remembered a curious little look on Miss Standish's face, as if +she thought the answer savored of sarcasm. This expression had led her +on to further explanation:—</p> + +<p>"I know just how folk will be feeling about the Army. I know how I +felt myself before I signed the Articles of War,—as if it was much +like joining a circus-troop, going about so with a brass band."</p> + +<p>"Well, isn't it?" asked Miss Standish, bluntly.</p> + +<p>Nora colored, but answered amiably: "No, it does not look so to me +now,—whiles there's things in the Army work for which I've no liking +myself, the noise and a'; but such things are not for you and me. We +can get our spiritual aid and comfort somewhere else; but these are +like a snare spread for the souls we are hunting, and when you see the +rough men come round us like those in the London streets, it's fair +<span class="left"><a name="Page_208" id="Page_208">[Pg 208]</a></span> +wonderfu' how they be taken wi' the drums and torches."</p> + +<p>"Humph!" sniffed Miss Standish, "it is as easy to gather converts with +a drum as to collect flies round a lump of sugar,—men will always +come buzzing about where there is any excitement. The question is, +Have you got the fly-paper to make 'em stick?"</p> + +<p>At Nepaug Nora had smiled at Miss Standish's blunt questions; but +here, in the depression of spirits caused by overwork and the deadened +atmosphere, the words came back to her with overwhelming force. When +she rose on the morning after seeing Flint standing in the window at +Delmonico's, she found more than one importunate question arising in +her mind. Was it worth while after all—the sacrifice she was making, +the work, the worry, and above all the contact with so much that +offended her taste and judgment?</p> + +<p>Were not those people behind the curtains, with their purple and fine +linen, more nearly right than she? They at least found and gave +pleasure for the moment—while she—? Then there swept over her the +recollection of the drunkard who had shouted loudest in the hallelujah +chorus and reeled home drunk after the meeting, of the penitent girl +whom she had seen one night dissolved in tears, the next out +<span class="left"><a name="Page_209" id="Page_209">[Pg 209]</a></span> +on the streets again at her old calling,—"Yes," she admitted +sadly, "Miss Standish is right. It is one thing to catch them, but +another to keep them." If it had been only the sinners, she would not +have minded so much, but there were some things about her +fellow-officers— Here she stopped, for her loyalty would +not allow her to go on, even in thought. This mood of depression was +not an uncommon thing in Nora Costello's life, but she sought the +antidote in prayer and work.</p> + +<p>After her morning devotions, she spent an hour in setting her room to +rights; watering the plants on the window-sill, feeding the bird in +the cage, and then, after a breakfast of the most frugal sort, she +started on her way to her post. Although it was not yet eight o'clock +when she emerged from the door of the tenement-house where she lodged, +a haze of heat hung over the city like a pall, the sun was already +beating with a sickening glare upon the sidewalk, which still showed +signs of having been made a sleeping place by those who found their +crowded quarters within too suffocating for endurance. On the +doorstep, worn with the feet of the frequent passers, sat a weary +woman, nursing her baby. Nora's heart sank as she noticed the deathly +pallor of the little thing. She stopped, bent over, and listened to +its breathing. Then she lifted +<span class="left"><a name="Page_210" id="Page_210">[Pg 210]</a></span> +the eyelid streaked with blue, and looked into the fast dimming eye.</p> + +<p>"That bairn needs a doctor," she said to the mother. "Come with me; +there is a dispensary on the next block."</p> + +<p>Rising stupidly, with her infant in her arms, the woman in dull +obedience followed her down the sun-baked block to the door marked:</p> + + +<table align="center" summary=""> +<tr> +<td class="tdc">"DISPENSARY.</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td class="tdc"><span class="smcap">Patients Treated Free from Ten to Twelve o'clock."</span></td> +</tr> +</table> + +<p>Nora looked at the sign in discouragement; instinct told her that two +hours of delay would be fatal. The child was evidently nearing a state +of collapse. Turning about entirely baffled, Nora's eyes fell upon an +elderly man coming down the street at a brisk trot, a travelling bag +in one hand and a large white umbrella in the other. He was evidently +a gentleman,—which was strange, for gentlemen did not often appear in +Bayard Street. What was stranger still, he looked up at the numbers of +the houses as if he were seeking a friend, and, strangest of all, at +the sight of herself he took off his hat, and her astonished gaze +rested upon Dr. Cricket.</p> + +<p>"Well, well, Captain," the little Doctor cried, peering at her with +his near-sighted frown. "I +<span class="left"><a name="Page_211" id="Page_211">[Pg 211]</a></span> +<i>am</i> in luck. I came down on the night boat, and hurried over here +right away; but we were so late I was afraid you might have got off to +headquarters to report for duty. I promised Miss Standish when I left +Nepaug that I would surely see you on my way through New York. She +felt so worried about your coming back so soon to this town, which is +like a bake-oven,—or would be if it smelled better."</p> + +<p>All this the good Doctor poured forth so rapidly that Nora could not +get in a word edgewise. When at length she found space to utter a +reply, she cried out, "Oh, Doctor, never mind me, but take pity on +this bairn! It's in an awfu' way."</p> + +<p>"Pooh, Pooh, nothing of the sort!" answered the Doctor, with +professional cheerfulness, before he had fairly glanced at the child. +Then aside to Nora: "We must get into the dispensary somehow. Water, +hot and cold, are what the child needs. It is near a convulsion."</p> + +<p>At this juncture, as eight o'clock was striking, the dispensary clerk +arrived, key in hand, and, seeing the emergency, put all the resources +of the building at the disposal of Dr. Cricket, who soon brought a +better color to the little face, and handing the child, rolled in a +blanket, to the mother, bade her keep it cool. The woman looked +blankly at the rising wave of heat outside; +<span class="left"><a name="Page_212" id="Page_212">[Pg 212]</a></span> +Dr. Cricket too looked out, and felt the shadow of her hopelessness +fall on himself. "Here," he said suddenly, pressing a bill into her +hand, "take that; get your baby dressed and onto the Coney Island boat +as quick as you can."</p> + +<p>The woman took the bill and crumpled it in her fingers; but she turned +away without uttering either thanks or protest.</p> + +<p>"You must na mind the ongraciousness o' the puir mither," Nora said, +as they turned away. "She is too fashed and clear worn out to have any +sense o' gratitude left." In her excitement the girl dropped into a +nearer approach to dialect than marked her ordinary speech.</p> + +<p>"My dear young lady," said the Doctor, "do you suppose I hold you +responsible for the manners of Bayard Street? You won't be here to be +held responsible for anything long if this heat lasts. I wish to the +devil (excuse me!) I could get you out of the hole. We need just such +a person as you at our Sanatorium in Germantown. What do you say to +coming to try it for two months at least?"</p> + +<p>The offer chimed in so with her morning thoughts that it seemed to +Nora a direct temptation of the devil, and she thrust it away almost +angrily.</p> + +<p>"Never be speaking o' such a thing! Do +<span class="left"><a name="Page_213" id="Page_213">[Pg 213]</a></span> +you think I would desert now when the war is raging?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know anything about your Salvation Army jargon," answered the +Doctor, with equal brusqueness; "if it's the war with sin you're +talking about, you needn't be afraid of lack of fighting wherever you +go—I'll wager Philadelphia can furnish as lively service as New +York."</p> + +<p>Nora laughed, showing her white teeth in genuine amusement.</p> + +<p>"Well, I'm fearing you're richt, Doctor, and you must na fancy I dinna +recognise your kindness in wanting to get me out of 'this hole;' but +I'm called to work right here, and I must 'stay by the stuff,' like +the men in the Bible."</p> + +<p>"Then my taking the trouble to come here without any breakfast goes +for nothing," said the Doctor, a little crossly. He liked his own way, +and he liked to help people, and this girl was balking him in both +desires.</p> + +<p>"Good for nothing!" cried Nora. "You must na say so. You dare na say +so, when God put it into your hands to save a life! Dinna ye remember +the story of Abdallah, and how the golden leaf of his clover, the most +precious leaf he found on earth, was the life which it was given to +him to save?"</p> + +<p>Nora stopped in her words, as in her walk, for they had reached the +corner where her division +<span class="left"><a name="Page_214" id="Page_214">[Pg 214]</a></span> +headquarters stood. Dr. Cricket made no answer to her little +sermon—only put out his hands in response to hers, and gave her +a grip like a freemason's. "Maybe you're right after all," he said, +"and I like your pluck, right or wrong. Only remember, if you want +help, or think better of my offer, just drop a line to Dr. Alonzo +Cricket at the Sanatorium."</p> + +<p>When the good-byes were said, Nora stood a moment watching the +Doctor's little figure moving jerkily down the street under its white +umbrella. "I believe he was sent," she said to herself. "I must try to +be to some other puir soul what he has been to me this day."</p> + +<p>At her desk at headquarters Nora found a memorandum of four letters to +be written,—three to men in the prison at Sing-Sing. These she +despatched speedily, with the aid of a typewriter; but the fourth she +wrote with her own hand, for it was in answer to one from an orphan +girl who was coming to New York in search of work, and who desired to +be put in the way of finding a safe boarding-place. Nora's heart was +touched by a peculiar sympathy at the thought of the girl's +loneliness, so closely allied to her own, and she wanted her to feel +that it was a friend, and not merely an officer of the Army, who +responded to her appeal, and held out the right hand of fellowship.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_215" id="Page_215">[Pg 215]</a></span> + +<p>It was eleven o'clock when the letters were written, and Nora ran +downstairs to vary her industry by cutting out baby-clothes in the +workroom. Just as she was taking the shears in hand, however, news was +brought in of an accident to a factory-girl who had crushed her foot +in the machinery, and had been brought home to her lodgings in the +house on the next corner.</p> + +<p>To this house Nora went, and found the girl alone, and weeping more +from loneliness than suffering. The doctor had left, promising to come +again, and to send an ambulance later in the day, to take the sufferer +to the hospital. Nora knocked gently at the chamber door.</p> + +<p>"Come in!" a voice from within answered wearily.</p> + +<p>The visitor, standing in the doorway, was impressed by the dreariness +of disorder which reigned inside. Such a room would have been +impossible to Nora herself while hands and knees and a scrubbing-brush +were left to her. In one sweeping glance she took in the hastily +dumped clothing on the floor, the bureau heaped with mussy finery, the +fly-specked window-pane, and soiled bed-spread.</p> + +<p>"Who are you?" asked the girl, raising her head from the pillow. "Oh, +one of those Salvation Army women," she added, as she caught sight of +the dark bonnet.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_216" id="Page_216">[Pg 216]</a></span> + +<p>"Yes," answered Nora, "I heard of your accident and that you were all +alone. I have come to try to help you."</p> + +<p>"You can't. Nobody can help me. I wish I was dead." With this the girl +buried her face in the pillow and resumed her half-hysterical weeping.</p> + +<p>Nora wisely wasted no words in trying to prove her ability to help, +but began quietly to hang up the clothes, to slip the soiled lace and +brass chains from the top of the bureau into the drawer, to close the +blinds, and fold a towel over a basin on the chair within reach of the +sufferer.</p> + +<p>"There," she said, "maybe if you could wash you'd feel a bit more +comfortable, and I'll run round to my lodgings—they're not far +off—and back in no time."</p> + +<p>When she reappeared, it was with a snowy white dimity spread taken +from her own bed, a pitcher of ice-water, and a large palm-leaf fan. +When the bed was re-made, the self-appointed nurse seated herself by +the bedside of the sick girl, promising to stay until the coming of +the ambulance, and settling down to listen to all the details of the +accident, which seemed to give the victim a grewsome satisfaction in +rehearsing.</p> + +<p>When the ambulance arrived, and the patient departed, the nurse began +to realize that it was +<span class="left"><a name="Page_217" id="Page_217">[Pg 217]</a></span> +three o'clock, and that she had had no food since seven. As the +Bible-reading was at four, she had time only for a hastily swallowed +cup of tea, and a slice of bread and butter, with a bit of cold meat, +before the reading, after which she went home, bathed, rested, and +supped, before presenting herself again at headquarters for the night +duty, which called her to patrol the streets with a companion officer +(a dull, rather coarse woman, who "exhorted" and sang through her +nose) until after midnight.</p> + +<p>Then she went home and to bed, inwardly thanking Heaven for her happy +day. She felt, as she would have said, that she had been "awfu' +favored."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_218" id="Page_218">[Pg 218]</a></span> +<h3><a name="CHAPTER_XIV" id="CHAPTER_XIV"></a>CHAPTER XIV</h3> + +<h4>TWO SOUL-SIDES</h4> +<h6><a class="contents" href="#Page_vii">[Go to Table of Contents]</a></h6> + +<table align="center" summary=""> +<tr> +<td>"Thanks to God, the meanest of his creatures</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td>Boasts two soul-sides—one to face the world with,</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td>One to show a woman when he loves her."</td> +</tr> +</table> +<br /> + +<p>A man's character is like the body of a child,—it grows unequally and +in sections. Certain qualities in Flint had lain throughout these +thirty-three years wholly undeveloped and unaffected by the culture of +other characteristics. In his case the dormancy of the sympathetic +side of his nature was no doubt largely due to the absence of those +close family ties which call out in most of us our first sense of the +kinship of the race.</p> + +<p>Flint had no recollection of either father or mother, and he was an +only child. On his mother's death, he was sent to the home of an uncle +and aunt in Syracuse. They received him without enthusiasm, and only +because it was inevitable that the child should be cared for, and +there was no one else to undertake the task. Flint sometimes recalled, +with a feeling +<span class="left"><a name="Page_219" id="Page_219">[Pg 219]</a></span> +of bitterness against Fate, those early years of repression, when +silence and self-obliteration were the only merits or attractions +asked for in the orphan boy.</p> + +<p>Those formative years might have proved a much drearier period but for +the circumstance that his uncle's house was provided with a library, +made up of books of all grades and qualities. To these volumes young +Jonathan was at liberty to help himself without let or hindrance, +provided he handled them with care.</p> + +<p>Mr. Mullett Flint was a collector of books, but not a reader. Elzevirs +and Aldines and first editions bound by Rivière pleased him as so much +pottery might have pleased him, and he took great pride in relating +how the value of his purchases had increased on his hands. His +guidance in the paths of literature would not have been of great +benefit to his nephew had he been disposed to offer it; but, in fact, +he wasted little thought either on the contents of books or on his +nephew's mental progress. His tastes, interests, and ambitions lay +wholly in the business world, in the making of money, and the handling +of mercantile affairs of magnitude. Had Jonathan, as he grew older, +shown more sharpness and sagacity, some bond of sympathy, if not +attachment, might have formed itself between +<span class="left"><a name="Page_220" id="Page_220">[Pg 220]</a></span> +the two. As it was, they drifted farther and farther apart. The uncle +looked with a shrug of his shoulders at the boy curled up in one of +the library arm-chairs on a Saturday morning, poring over a volume of +the Waverley Novels, when he himself was briskly making ready to +betake himself to business.</p> + +<p>"I wish that boy had any enterprise. I'd rather see him breaking +windows or shooting cats out the back door than dawdling like that," +he said once to his wife.</p> + +<p>"Yes," answered that worthy lady,—"and he wears out the furniture +so!"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Mullett Flint was one of those heavy, apathetic women who seem to +have a special attraction for brisk, energetic men of Mr. Flint's +type. If he ever made the discovery that apathy and amiability are not +identical, he never revealed his disappointment to the world,—perhaps +for the same reason that he kept silence over the failure of other +investments, lest the rumor should injure his reputation for +shrewdness as a business-man.</p> + +<p>From the beginning Mrs. Mullett Flint had taken one of her apathetic +dislikes to the little Jonathan. He was no kindred of hers, and she +thought it rather hard at her time of life to have her housekeeping +put about by a boy whose feet were always muddy and who had a +<span class="left"><a name="Page_221" id="Page_221">[Pg 221]</a></span> +reprehensible habit of tucking them under him when he sat down, as he +did with utter lack of discrimination in the matter of relative values +in furniture. Her manner toward the child was not intentionally +unkind, but it was wholly devoid of the tenderness which is as +necessary to the growth of a child as air and sunshine to a plant. She +always called him by his full name, which sounded strangely prim and +formal applied to the little kilted figure with its thatch of black +hair. He recalled distinctly once going up to the long pier-glass +between the two windows and stroking his own hair as he had seen a +mother across the street do for her boy at the window opposite, and +then saying softly, in imitation of supposed maternal tones, "Johnny! +Dear little Johnny!"</p> + +<p>Such moods of sentiment were exceedingly rare in Flint's earliest +infancy, and grew rarer as he advanced in life. At twelve he was sent +to boarding-school, and thence to college, with scarcely an interval +of home life. In college he formed several friendships; but in each he +was and felt himself the superior, whereby he lost the inestimable +privilege of looking up.</p> + +<p>There had been a decided difference of opinion between Mr. Mullett +Flint and his nephew in regard to the choice of a college. Mr. Flint +strongly urged that the family traditions should +<span class="left"><a name="Page_222" id="Page_222">[Pg 222]</a></span> +be preserved, and that Jonathan should pursue his education under the +shadow of old Nassau, "where giant Edwards stamped his iron heel." The +nephew was as strongly prejudiced against Princeton as the uncle in +its favor. He declared that the educative effect of living for four +years within sight of his venerated ancestor's grave in President's +Row was more than offset by other considerations, and that if the +influence of the departed still lingered about the college halls he +was as likely to fall under the spell of Aaron Burr as under that of +Jonathan Edwards. With all the headstrong will of youth he determined +to go to Harvard, and carried his point, though not without a degree +of friction, which alienated him still farther from his uncle.</p> + +<p>It was, therefore, with immense surprise that, on Mr. Flint's death, +which occurred in Jonathan's junior year at college, the young man +learned that his uncle had left him his library and a substantial +share of his fortune. The terms of the will were not flattering. "To +my nephew, Jonathan Edwards Flint," so it ran, "I leave this amount, +realizing that the money left him by his father is inadequate for his +support, and that he will never have the energy to make a living for +himself."</p> + +<p>The widow wrote a conventional note of combined self-condolence and +congratulation for +<span class="left"><a name="Page_223" id="Page_223">[Pg 223]</a></span> +Jonathan over his inheritance. Between the lines Flint quite easily +read that her latent aversion to him was augmented by her husband's +bequest.</p> + +<p>"I have decided," she wrote, "to go at once to London, where I shall +probably reside for some years. I shall therefore strip my house of +furniture preparatory to renting. I will pack up the books which now +belong to you, and await your instructions as to the address to which +you would like them forwarded. Should we not meet again—and I presume +you will agree with me that it is hardly worth while to interrupt your +studies at Cambridge for a trip to New York before the steamer +sails—pray accept my best wishes for your future happiness and +prosperous career."</p> + +<p>With this cool leave-taking Flint's association with his aunt had come +to an end. The books, which were his earliest friends, followed him +about from place to place, until at length they had found a home on +the walls of his study in "The Chancellor."</p> + +<p>The work of his first solitary evening after his return from Nepaug +was to pull off the sheets and newspapers with which the caretaker of +his room had vainly striven to protect them against the all-pervading +dust of summer. He sat in his easy-chair, running over the titles with +the endeared eye of long familiarity.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_224" id="Page_224">[Pg 224]</a></span> + +<p>There stood a set of Edwards's treatises, in eight ponderous volumes; +their leaves yellow with age, and cut only here and there at irregular +intervals. "Freedom of the Will" and "The Nature of Virtue" jostled +"Original Sin;" and "The History of Redemption" leaned up against +"God's Last End in the Creation of the World."</p> + +<p>On the same shelf, as if with sarcastic attempt to mark the logical +sequence, Flint had placed a black-clad row of John Stuart Mill's +essays, while Hume and Hobbes looked out above and below. It amused +Flint, as he sat there alone, to fancy these polemical gentlemen +issuing from their bindings and sitting down together around his +evening lamp, to talk things over. "Probably," he mused, with that +idle pensiveness which is the lazy man's apology to himself for not +thinking, "the thing which would surprise them most would be to see +how much they held in common. If they could get rid of the cant of +theology and the jargon of metaphysics, they would find that they were +not so far apart after all. But I don't know that that would gratify +them so much,—certainly not the old parson, for he belonged to the +Church Militant if ever any one did, and dearly loved to belabor his +enemies with the spiritual weapons too heavy for any but him to +handle. Well, it <i>was</i> a temptation to let something fly, be it Bible +or brickbat, at the +<span class="left"><a name="Page_225" id="Page_225">[Pg 225]</a></span> +head of the average dullard. How was it that some people did not find +the average man dull? There was Winifred Anstice, for +instance,—she seemed to find something interesting in every one +she met. Perhaps because she did not try to approach them on the +intellectual side at all, but took them into her sympathies and +soothed their troubles, as he remembered that mother across the way +from his uncle's house soothing the little son and wiping away his +tears."</p> + +<p><i>Perhaps, after all, she was right and he was wrong.</i> It was almost +the first time in Flint's life that he had ever definitely formulated +a confession that his attitude towards life in general was not what it +might be. Once formulated, it began to grow upon him curiously. He +found himself reviewing whole courses of conduct, and testing them by +new rules and standards.</p> + +<p>At first these rules and standards were cold and rigid abstractions; +but gradually they took on a faint echo of personality, and he found +himself speculating on what Winifred Anstice would have done or said, +on occasions when he felt himself to have been harsh and hard. This +haunting influence was intensified by the presence of the portrait +which he had brought away from Nepaug; the picture of the gray-robed +Quakeress, with the soft dark eyes, and the white lace, and the point +of flame at her breast.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_226" id="Page_226">[Pg 226]</a></span> + +<p>He had lost all appreciation of its artistic qualities. The mottled +softness of the curtained background against the folds of the woollen +stuff gave him no pleasure now,—at least, he never thought of it. His +whole attention was absorbed in that faint hint of resemblance to +Winifred Anstice which lay chiefly in the full eyelids and the subtle, +shadowy, evanescent smile which said at once so much and so little.</p> + +<p>He could not tell how it fell out, but at last the time came when he +admitted the source of its charm. He recalled the time sharply long +after, and how he had risen hastily, and paced the floor with his +hands thrust deep into his pockets. That it should come to this—he, +Jonathan Flint, a man whose gray hairs—here he stepped before the +mirror and studied the tuft of prematurely white locks upon his +forehead—whose gray hairs ought to have brought with them wisdom, or +at least common sense,—that he should fall to sitting for hours in +front of a picture like any schoolboy of eighteen! Really, it was too +absurd!</p> + +<p>He would send off the portrait to the cleaner to-morrow, and then when +it was properly framed, it should be sent to Miss Anstice with his +compliments, and so an end of the whole matter. He would never see it +again.</p> + +<p><i>Nor the original?</i></p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_227" id="Page_227">[Pg 227]</a></span> + +<p>This query was so insistent that it seemed to come from outside his +consciousness, and to demand an answer. He stopped short in his walk +as it struck him. Then, alone as he was, he colored to the temples, +and gave a little gasp. Like an overwhelming tidal wave there swept +over him the realization that his will was mastered by a power above +it, mightier than itself; that his seeing Winifred Anstice again was +hardly a question of volition any longer, any more than breathing was +a matter of will—that he <i>must</i> see her—that the chief question of +his future was whether she cared to see him.</p> + +<p>This train of thought did not tend to anything very cheerful. One +after another he recalled their interviews, on the road, in the boat, +on the beach, and again at Flying Point. Her manner on each of these +occasions had been sufficiently pronounced to leave him in no doubt of +her opinion; and at the last two meetings her words had been even more +explicit. She had called him a man of ice. She had taxed him with the +narrow limits of his sympathies. "Well," said Reason, "did you not +give her cause for all she said and more? Weren't you an odious, +crabbed, supercilious cad?"</p> + +<p>Flint took a savage satisfaction in admitting every accusation which +he could bring against himself, in recalling the light irony with +which +<span class="left"><a name="Page_228" id="Page_228">[Pg 228]</a></span> +Winifred Anstice had witnessed his blunders, and the direct, +downright anger with which she had dealt out her judgments there at +the Point. Only one drop of comfort could Flint extract from the +memory of that interview, and he smiled cynically as he remembered the +warmth which marked her description of her friend, the editor of the +"Trans-Continental." When the surprises of the sudden enlightenment +and the emotion of the moment had passed away, which feeling, he asked +himself, would remain in her mind,—the liking for the ideal or the +disliking of the experienced? For both there was not room, yet each +was intense. It was a curious psychological problem. At a further +remove it would have afforded him a keen intellectual pleasure to +speculate upon the probable working of a woman's heart under such +conditions. As it was, he found himself incapable either of solving +the problem or of letting it alone. His mind dwelt upon it +continuously. He was almost inclined, like Eugene Aram, to tell his +story disguised to strangers, and listen to their idle speculations. +Brady was a comfort at this time. He was so responsive in his +sympathies and so obtuse in his perceptions. It was possible to talk +all round a subject to him with no fear that his imagination would +travel a step farther than it was led. It needed no urging, either, +for he +<span class="left"><a name="Page_229" id="Page_229">[Pg 229]</a></span> +appeared to have a sentiment of his own for Nepaug and all its +associations, and drew towards it as naturally as a moth to a flame or +a woman to a mirror.</p> + +<p>Indeed, Brady often dwelt spontaneously upon the various episodes of +the days at the beach,—the fireworks, the shipwreck, the evening at +Flying Point. He was a capital mimic, and loved to imitate Dr. Cricket +striding up and down the room, with his hands clasping his elbows +behind his back and his chin-whiskers thrust out before as a herald of +his approach. Then casting aside all the scruples which should have +been raised within him by ties of blood, he would give a burlesque of +Miss Standish peering out from beneath her little gray curls at the +world, and rapping out her opinion of those around her in good set +terms.</p> + +<p>After her came Mr. Anstice, looking busily in every corner for the +book he had in his hand. This the mimic followed by a representation +of Ben Bradford, with hand propped on knee and chin on hand, glooming +from his corner upon Winifred Anstice, when she ventured to address +some one else.</p> + +<p>"I cannot do Miss Anstice," Brady confessed one evening. It was +October then, and the two friends were sitting together in Flint's +room. "She has too much humor. The more humor +<span class="left"><a name="Page_230" id="Page_230">[Pg 230]</a></span> +there is in an original poem, for instance, the harder it is to +parody, and so with people. The grand, gloomy, and peculiar are easy +enough, let them be ever so august; but the light, delicately ironical +manner is a difficult thing to exaggerate."</p> + +<p>"Yes," assented Flint, "the heaviness of touch necessary to caricature +spoils the effect."</p> + +<p>"Precisely," said Brady, "and it is as difficult to take off her looks +as her manner. Her expression is too changeable to leave any +characteristic fixed in the mind. The fact is, Miss Anstice is almost +a beauty at times."</p> + +<p>"You think so?" responded Flint, with half-closed eyes.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I do really—in a way—not like that Madonna-type of Nora +Costello."</p> + +<p>"No, certainly not like her."</p> + +<p>"But still she has a style of her own."</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, quite so—as you say, she has a style of her own."</p> + +<p>"You are very cool on the subject; but you should have heard a man at +the club go on about her, when he heard that we had spent our vacation +at Nepaug."</p> + +<p>"I should scarcely think," said Flint, opening and closing his +match-box with a quick, nervous movement, "that you would have allowed +her name to come up at the club."</p> + +<p>"Oh, hang it, Flint, that is going pretty far! +<span class="left"><a name="Page_231" id="Page_231">[Pg 231]</a></span> +I don't know that Miss Anstice's name is too sacred to be mentioned in +general society; and as for the club,—why, if it is not made up +of gentlemen, what did you put me up for?"</p> + +<p>It was seldom that Brady got off so much of a speech, and he felt a +little elated by seeing his friend without an answer for the moment.</p> + +<p>"Besides," he continued, "nothing was said, except about what a +stunning girl she was. 'Handsomer than ever,' Livingston said, 'since +she came home.'"</p> + +<p>"So the Anstices are at home?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, and Cousin Susan is coming down next week to visit them. She +wrote me to be sure to call."</p> + +<p>"I shall try to go before Miss Standish arrives."</p> + +<p>Brady laughed.</p> + +<p>"You and Cousin Susan never did hit it off very well."</p> + +<p>"Excuse me, I think she hit me off very well; the fact is, the <i>femme +sole</i> after fifty becomes either pious or pugnacious. Miss Standish is +both."</p> + +<p>"You are prejudiced, as usual, and malicious, too, under the guise of +impartiality. Miss Standish is a benevolent woman, with an +irresistible bent towards doing people good even against their will."</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_232" id="Page_232">[Pg 232]</a></span> + +<p>Flint groaned assent. "Alas, yes," he muttered.</p> + +<p>"She is a fine woman," continued Brady, "and a fine-looking one too, +as Dr. Cricket will testify, for on my soul I think the old duffer +wants to marry her."</p> + +<p>"I wish he would, and rid the world of an officious old maid."</p> + +<p>"'Old maid' is an opprobrious term. Miss Standist is a well-preserved +single woman."</p> + +<p>"Hold there, Brady! She is really not sugary enough for a preserve; I +should say rather well canned. But never mind, I can forgive her some +acidity toward myself, in consideration of her sweetness to Nora +Costello. She has really been good to that girl."</p> + +<p>"Who could help it!" exclaimed Brady, unguardedly. Then he cleared his +throat with a nervous little cough, and began again with would-be +unconcern: "By the way, I don't know whether I told you, that the day +after you left Nepaug, Jimmy Anstice picked up a gold brooch on the +beach, just where you came ashore after the wreck. It was a homely, +old-fashioned thing, with a gold-stone centre big enough for a +tombstone; but Jim brought it to me with all the pride of a +discoverer. I turned it over, and on the back I saw engraved in the +gold, 'To Nora from her Mother, on her birthday, November +<span class="left"><a name="Page_233" id="Page_233">[Pg 233]</a></span> +tenth,' Of course I knew in an instant that it belonged to Nora +Costello. Then it came to me how the girl spent most of the day while +she was at Nepaug wandering up and down on the beach. Of course she +was looking for her brooch; but she was afraid, if she said anything, +it would look like accusing somebody; and besides, very likely with +her queer ideas she felt that she ought not to have kept any piece of +jewelry, even if it was her mother's."</p> + +<p>"You seem to have studied her feelings rather closely."</p> + +<p>"Why, of course, when one meets a pretty girl like that—and really +you know she is the prettiest I ever saw—"</p> + +<p>"How long is it since you said the same of Miss Anstice?"</p> + +<p>"Ah! that was before I met Nora Costello. 'Time's noblest offspring is +his last.' But if you will keep still and listen, instead of +interrupting all the time, you will hear something about the little +plot which Miss Anstice and Cousin Susan and I have laid among us."</p> + +<p>"Well—"</p> + +<p>"I should say it was well. Just you wait and see. Cousin Susan is to +write to Nora."</p> + +<p>"Nora?" commented Flint, with raised eyebrows.</p> + +<p>"Yes, Nora," repeated Brady, somewhat defiantly. +<span class="left"><a name="Page_234" id="Page_234">[Pg 234]</a></span> +"If I said Captain Costello you would not know whether I was talking +of her or her brother."</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, I should," said Flint, "for you never talk of him at all; +but never mind that—go on with your revelations of this deep +conspiracy."</p> + +<p>"You don't deserve to hear; but as it gives me pleasure to tell you, I +will. Cousin Susan writes to the Costellos to come to the Anstices' +house on the evening of November tenth. They arrive. We are there +already. Tableau—old Nepaug minus Dr. Cricket and Ben Bradford—and a +bouquet for Mistress Nora, with her brooch hanging from it in a little +bag which Miss Standish was manufacturing when I came away. Now isn't +that a scheme?"</p> + +<p>"The tenth of November," responded Flint, as though the latter part of +the sentence had escaped him—"and am I to be invited?"</p> + +<p>"Why, of course!" exclaimed Brady, impatiently. "Weren't you the one +to save her life? Worse luck to you for having the honor fall to your +share!"</p> + +<p>"Then," said Flint, with that curious obliviousness of the important +parts of his companion's remarks,—"then in common civility I ought to +call there beforehand."</p> + +<p>"Ah! Flint, I'm glad to see you waking up to some decent sense of +social observances."</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_235" id="Page_235">[Pg 235]</a></span> + +<p>"What time is it?" asked his friend, absently, oblivious of the watch +in his pocket.</p> + +<p>"Quarter before eight," Brady answered.</p> + +<p>"Then out of my room with you, for I have just time to dress and get +down there. If one must do these things, the sooner they are out of +the way the better."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_236" id="Page_236">[Pg 236]</a></span> +<h3><a name="CHAPTER_XV" id="CHAPTER_XV"></a>CHAPTER XV</h3> + +<h4>A BIRTHDAY</h4> +<h6><a class="contents" href="#Page_vii">[Go to Table of Contents]</a></h6> + +<table align="center" summary=""> +<tr> +<td><i>An Extract from the Journal of Miss Susan Standish, New York, November 12.</i></td> +</tr> +</table> +<br /> + +<p>It is nearly two weeks since I left Oldburyport, and in spite of the +Anstices' hospitality I have been homesick ever since. When we reach +middle age nothing suits us so well as village life. The small events +occupy and divert our minds without wearying them with the bewildering +whirl of the city. The interest of our neighbors in us and our +affairs, which is annoying in youth, becomes more grateful as life +goes on, and we discover how little real thoughtfulness and interest +in others the world contains. As for the narrowing influences of +village life, I don't see that people in Oldburyport are any more +provincial or prejudiced than they are in New York,—not so much so, I +really think, for they are forced by the very smallness of their +circle to find their interests in the affairs of the great world, and +the lack of social excitements gives them so much more time for +reading. +<span class="left"><a name="Page_237" id="Page_237">[Pg 237]</a></span> +To be sure, when people are unhappy there is less to divert +their minds, and when they are irritable they feel more at liberty to +vent their tempers, because they know folks cannot get away from them +so easily. I confess I was not sorry to take leave of Cousin John, +though I did feel sorry for him, as he sat there all alone with his +gouty foot up on the chair in front of the Franklin stove in the +sitting-room. He is not satisfied with Philip, and seems to hold me +responsible. He would like to have Phil come home to live and be +cashier of the bank.</p> + +<p>Cousin John thinks the world revolves round the Oldbury bank; and I +suppose it is natural he should, seeing how long he has been +president, and what a fine reputation it has the country round.</p> + +<p>Of course Philip does not see it in the same light, and it seems he +made some ill-advised speech,—said he would rather turn sexton and +bury other people than be buried alive himself in a hole like that, +which was not a nice thing for him to say to his father,—but that was +no reason why Cousin John should swear at him, and tell him he was +sick of his capitalist airs, and he for one should not be surprised if +he came some day to beg for aid from the bank he thought too +insignificant to be worthy of his attention.</p> + +<p>Philip was furious. "Bankrupt I may be +<span class="left"><a name="Page_238" id="Page_238">[Pg 238]</a></span> +some day," he answered, "but I promise you I will go to the poorhouse +before ever I ask help of you and your infernal bank."</p> + +<p>This was the state of mind in which they parted, when Philip had come +home for his first visit in years. I could have shaken them both for +their obstinacy and lack of common sense; but it is always so when men +live alone. They need a woman about the house to accustom them to +being contradicted. Now if Philip married a girl like Winifred, she +would soon straighten things out. I can see now how Cousin John would +dote on her and pretend not to care very much, and scold sometimes +when he had the gout; but all the while be her slave and spend his +life trying to give her pleasure. That is what ought to happen, so of +course it won't. Instead, Philip will go and marry some uncomfortable +sort of person with a mission. Oh, dear! what if it should be—? +There, I will not allow my mind to turn in <i>that</i> direction. I have a +sort of superstition that thinking too much about any unfortunate +thing helps to bring it about. I think it must be this city life which +makes me feel so blue and discouraged. The fact is, I do not like New +York. In the first place, because it is not Boston; and in the second +place, because it <i>is</i> New York. There is too much of everything +here—too much +<span class="left"><a name="Page_239" id="Page_239">[Pg 239]</a></span> +money, too much show, too many lamps, and sofa-pillows, and courses at +dinner. Then everybody seems to be everlastingly at work getting ready +to live. Here is Winifred, for instance, tearing up and down for hours +after upholsterers and paper-hangers, toiling about from shop to shop, +and from Broadway to Sixth Avenue, matching samples and trying +æsthetic effects which no one but herself cares anything for +when they are accomplished. And by the end of the day she is so tired +that she falls asleep when I read aloud to her in the evening.</p> + +<p>"Why do you fuss so about everything?" I asked her the other day. "We +don't fuss in Boston."</p> + +<p>"That accounts," she answered,—which was not very civil, I thought. +She has certainly grown very queer this fall. She told me this morning +that she thought the Unitarians were as bigoted as anybody. Now she +never would have said a thing like that this summer when she was +living in the open air. It's my opinion that two things are telling +upon her,—furnace heat and the influence of that Mr. +Flint—especially the last. Why, it just seems to me as if she were +trying to make herself over into the kind of woman he would be likely +to like. She has dropped her old hoidenish ways and goes about as prim +as a Puritan. She says she +<span class="left"><a name="Page_240" id="Page_240">[Pg 240]</a></span> +is always like that in the city, and that her Nepaug ways are only a +reaction; but I don't believe it. He comes here a great deal, that is +certain; and I don't think it is very gentlemanly, after her begging +him, as I heard her with my own ears, to go away. But he is too +selfish to care what any one wants but himself. For some reason or +other it suits his plans just now to try to please Winifred.</p> + +<p>The first night I was here Winifred was telling him about Maria +Polonati, the little Italian girl who sells flowers at the corner of +the Square, and how she had made friends with her, and learned all +about her "padre" and her "madre" and the playmates she had left +behind her in the "bella Napoli." Winifred knows how to tell a thing +so it seems to stand right out like the old Dutch women in the +pictures, and I could see that Mr. Flint was taking it all in, for all +he said so little; and so he was, for the next time he came he walked +right up to Winifred's chair and dropped a great bunch of violets into +her lap.</p> + +<p>"The little girl at the corner sent you these," he said; and Winifred +smiled as if it were the most natural thing in the world for that +cross-grained egotist to do a thing like that. He did it rather +gracefully, I admit; but a Boston man would have done it just as well, +if he had only thought of it.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_241" id="Page_241">[Pg 241]</a></span> +<p>Of late Mr. Flint has taken to dropping in once or twice a week of an +evening to play whist,—he and Winifred against her father and me. Now +I like to beat as well as any one; but I do like some show of +organized resistance, and this young man's playing is what I call +impertinently poor, as if he did not think it worth while to try. +Winifred seems just as well satisfied to be beaten as to beat, and the +Professor takes a guileless and childlike satisfaction in his triumph +which is quite pitiable. I take pains to let Mr. Flint see that I at +least am not taken in; but he only smiles in that exasperatingly +non-committal way of his, as if it mattered little enough to him what +I thought one way or the other. After the game is over he gets a +chance for a few minutes' talk with Winifred while I am hunting up my +knitting and her father his pipe, and it is my belief that it's just +those few minutes that he looks forward to all the evening, while he +is ignoring his partner's trump-signal and leading from his weak suit.</p> + +<p>Winifred has caught a very annoying trick of turning to him on all +occasions, as if waiting to know what he thought before making up her +mind. Altogether I don't like the look of things at all.</p> + +<p>Of course there was no getting out of inviting Mr. Flint to the little +birthday party which we +<span class="left"><a name="Page_242" id="Page_242">[Pg 242]</a></span> +were planning for Nora Costello. To tell the truth, nobody but me +seemed to want to get out of it. Professor Anstice says he is the most +agreeable man that comes to the house, and when I confided to him that +I was afraid Winifred would fall in love with him, he answered: "She +might do worse. She might do much worse." That was all the consolation +I got in that quarter, and with Winifred herself it was as bad. I +thought it might do good to recall some of her early impressions, +which seem to have changed so mightily of late.</p> + +<p>"Don't you remember," I said, "how you called him a refrigerator?"</p> + +<p>"Did I?" she said with a little laugh. "Well, he was rather frigid in +those days."</p> + +<p>"Yes, and you said how disagreeable his manners were, and how +thoughtless he was of every one but himself."</p> + +<p>At this Winifred colored up as if they hadn't been her own very words. +"If I said it," she answered with a little toss of her head, "or if +anybody else said it, it was a stupid slander, which grows stupider +every time it is repeated."</p> + +<p>I was a little nettled myself at her answering me like that. "You +didn't think so," I said, "when you begged him to go away from +Nepaug."</p> + +<p>At this Winifred jumped straight up from her +<span class="left"><a name="Page_243" id="Page_243">[Pg 243]</a></span> +chair, running her hand through her hair in a way she has when she is +excited—"Did you hear that? Then you must have been listening," +she cried out, as if she were accusing me of chicken-stealing.</p> + +<p>"If you think that of me, Winifred, the sooner my trunk is packed the +better," I answered, as stiff as the Captain's monument on Duxbury +Hill.</p> + +<p>In an instant Winifred was on her knees by my side, and had thrown her +arms around my neck.</p> + +<p>"No, no, dear Miss Standish, I do not think it, and I ought not to +have said it. It only made me feel so badly to think of any one's +having overheard my secret, which after all was not my own."</p> + +<p>Now here was my chance to find out the very thing which had been +bothering my old head all these weeks. I had only to pretend to know +and I should hear it all, for Winifred was in one of her rare +confidential moods. But that inconvenient New England conscience of +mine not only would not let me pretend, but it pricked me a little +with Winifred's accusation of having listened. Perhaps if my ears had +not been strained just a trifle, I should not have caught as much as I +did of the conversation at Flying Point. Anyway, I felt bound to +confess now.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_244" id="Page_244">[Pg 244]</a></span> + +<p>"I did not hear anything but just your asking him to go away, and his +answering rather reluctantly that he did not want to, but he would."</p> + +<p>"Then," said Winifred, "you are bound to take my word for the meaning +of the snatch of talk you heard, and I tell you that he acted like a +gentleman and a very honorable gentleman; moreover, that from that +good hour I began to be ashamed of my rash estimate of him (I always +do jump in overhead in my judgments) and am only waiting for a chance +to tell him so frankly, and to ask him to forget all my rude +speeches."</p> + +<p>After this there was no more to be said. I only pray to be kept from +arguing. The habit of making comments has brought me into more trouble +than all my other vices put together. Well, this time grace was given +me to hold my tongue. When I saw a note addressed in Winifred's hand +to "J. Edwards Flint, Esq.," I did not even observe that it would have +been as well to let her father write it, nor did I say what I +think,—that I hate to see a man chop off his first name with a +capital and write his middle name in full. It always looks like an +alias. The man who does it is either trying to attract attention or +trying to get rid of it.</p> + +<p>Everything else about the birthday scheme ran +<span class="left"><a name="Page_245" id="Page_245">[Pg 245]</a></span> +as smooth as a ribbon from Jordan & Marsh's. I begged leave to +make the cake, and it came out of the oven done to a turn, white as +snow inside and a golden brown on the crust. Nora Costello and her +brother came at eight o'clock just as they had promised, with +unfashionable promptness. They looked somewhat surprised to see the +house so lighted up, and Nora gave a timid little glance at Winifred's +rose-colored waist (a woman doesn't forget how clothes look just +because she joins the Salvation Army); but she herself was a picture +in spite of her dress—perhaps because of it, for the +close-fitting blue gown, with its plain band at the neck and sleeves, +set off her fine features and the noble carriage of her head. The +chief decoration of her dress was a scarlet ribbon coming diagonally +from the shoulder to the belt, marked "Jesus is My Helper." I did wish +she had not felt called to make a guy of herself with that thing; but +she seemed so unconscious of it herself that I should have forgotten +it too if Mr. Flint had not been coming; but I hate to see a scoffer +like him get hold of anything ridiculous in religion. Now we +Unitarians stand midway between scepticism and superstition. I wonder +everybody can't see it as we do.</p> + +<p>I am bound to say, however, that Mr. Flint behaved exceedingly well. A +thorough acquaintance +<span class="left"><a name="Page_246" id="Page_246">[Pg 246]</a></span> +with the world seems to give pleasanter manners sometimes than a +religious nature. Anyway, he came forward and greeted her very +handsomely. He handed her a little volume of Thomas à Kempis, +"For those leisure hours which you never have," he said. The girl +looked mightily pleased but a little bewildered, and still more so +when Philip Brady followed with a great bunch of the reddest of red +roses (trust men for always picking out red flowers—I don't +believe they know there is any other color). Tied by a satin ribbon to +the flowers was the little blue bag which I made at Nepaug, and inside +it lay the lost brooch. I never saw any such delight as shone on Nora +Costello's face when she drew out the pin. She looked from one to +another of us, then at the pin in her hand, which she turned about and +about, crying over it softly. At length she brushed away her tears and +smiled a real child's smile of pure pleasure. "Look, Angus!" she +exclaimed, holding out her treasure to her brother, "the lost is +found. Do you mind the day Mither gave it me, and how she bade me have +a care, for that I was a heedless lass and like to lose it?"</p> + +<p>"Ay, I mind it," answered her brother, a flush of gratified pride and +affection mounting to his high cheekbones. "How can we thank these +kind folks?"</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_247" id="Page_247">[Pg 247]</a></span> + +<p>"How indeed!" echoed Nora. "Oh, how good it is to have it back!" she +exclaimed, fondling the brooch as though it had life and could feel. +"But where did you find it, and why—Ah! I see," she added, as she +turned it in her hand—"you dear, good folks—and here it was only +this morning I thought the Lord had clean forgot 't was my birthday."</p> + +<p>I wish I could recall on paper the little foreign accent of the Scotch +girl which seemed to add so much to the charm of her simple speech. +Her big drooping eyes were wet with tears, and the little homesick +note in her voice made an irresistible appeal to the hearts of those +who heard it,—at least it did to mine, and I sneaked away behind the +lid of the grand piano, which was open, to get out my pocket +handkerchief, for I did not choose to make a spectacle of myself, and +I don't know how to cry prettily, like Nora Costello. My nose gets +red, and my eyes look as if I were addicted to the use of intoxicating +liquors.</p> + +<p>When I emerged from behind the screen of the piano, I saw Philip Brady +standing over Nora Costello, and looking down at her in a way that +made my heart jump. She is a sweet girl, and a good girl, and a +beautiful girl; but really this wouldn't do at all. Fancy Cousin +John's son going round with a drum, keeping +<span class="left"><a name="Page_248" id="Page_248">[Pg 248]</a></span> +company with a tambourine. Shades of Dr. Charming forbid! Now why +couldn't it have been Mr. Flint? That would have been poetic justice. +Conversion of an atheist—marriage on the platform in presence of +the Army. She is too good for him; but still I would have given my +blessing—but here everything is snarled up and getting worse all +the time.</p> + +<p>The surprises of the evening were not over yet, for the most +remarkable remains to tell. While we were all sitting at table +(Winifred did look startlingly handsome under the pink candle-shades) +the bell rang, and a messenger boy appeared.</p> + +<p>Could he not leave the package? Professor Anstice asked, when he had +signed the ticket the boy took out of his hat, where for some +inscrutable reason New York messengers carry everything.</p> + +<p>No, he was ordered to give it to Miss Anstice herself.</p> + +<p>"Very well," said Winifred, "bring it in by all means. Perhaps some +one has mixed things a little, and fancies that it is <i>my</i> birthday +that we are celebrating."</p> + +<p>So in came the package, and with it a great bunch of violets, and a +card which said, "The little girl at the corner sends you these."</p> + +<p>I saw Winifred's hands tremble as she untied +<span class="left"><a name="Page_249" id="Page_249">[Pg 249]</a></span> +the ends of the package. The wrappings fell off and she saw a picture.</p> + +<p>"What—who is it?" Winifred asked, turning from one to another of us +with bewilderment in her eyes.</p> + +<p>"A relative of yours, I believe," Mr. Flint answered quietly. "Her +name is Ruth. She formed the habit of eloping in her youth, and had +not the heart to refuse my entreaties to run away with me when I left +Nepaug."</p> + +<p>Then in an instant it flashed across Winifred and all of us that this +was the portrait for which she had been searching all summer (any one +might have recognized it, for the resemblance to Winifred about the +eyes and mouth is unmistakable), and she knew of course that Mr. Flint +had been the one to find it. Her way of taking the affair was very +characteristic. There was no tearful tremulous gratitude like Nora +Costello's, but a great overflow of pride and gladness. Rising, with +her just filled wine glass in her hand, and her head thrown back a +little as if in a pride which had a shade of defiance in it, she +called out, "A health!—a health! Here's to my +great-great-grandmother, the runaway bride, and to the generous man +who restored her to the bosom of her family!"</p> + +<p>Every one looked bewildered, but all laughed and drank the toast (I +noticed that the Costellos +<span class="left"><a name="Page_250" id="Page_250">[Pg 250]</a></span> +drank theirs in water), and then began to ask questions as fast as +they could talk. The health broke up the feast, and every one crowded +about the portrait. As Winifred and Mr. Flint stood close behind me, I +overheard, this time without intention, upon my honor, an exchange of +remarks between them.</p> + +<p>"You have shown yourself very generous, Mr. Flint," Winifred remarked. +"You will not surely be so <i>un</i>generous as not to let us make some +little return for your gift. I am not ignorant that such a portrait +has a value besides that of sentiment."</p> + +<p>"You touch me there on a sore point, Miss Anstice," Mr. Flint +answered. "I am afraid the person to whom you are really indebted is +old Marsden, for I knew if I offered him anything like the real value +of the picture, he would hold it for the price of a Raphael. So I made +him set his own price, which the sly old dog thought a staggering one, +and which I found so absurdly low that I shall feel bound to remember +him handsomely at Christmas."</p> + +<p>"You are jesting," Winifred answered, speaking lower; "but I am in +earnest. Can we not persuade you to let us pay for this picture? For +the pleasure you have given us we never could repay you."</p> + +<p>"If it is a question of payment," said Mr. +<span class="left"><a name="Page_251" id="Page_251">[Pg 251]</a></span> +Flint, sinking his voice still lower, "I am so deep in your debt that +it would bankrupt me to straighten our accounts. If it is a question +of generosity, and I should come to you some day and ask—"</p> + +<p>"Did you say it was a Copley?"</p> + +<p>This question from Philip broke in upon Mr. Flint's aside. He answered +with some asperity, "No, it was painted in England before Copley's +time. It is unsigned, but the artist, I should say, was first-rate."</p> + +<p>After this response Mr. Flint turned his head in an instant; but the +charm was snapped. Winifred had slipped away, and the company was +breaking up. How the man would hate me if he knew that it was I who +set Brady on to ask that question!</p> + +<p>Winifred is tired to-day, and took her breakfast in bed. I +wonder—Pshaw, what good does it do to wonder?</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_252" id="Page_252">[Pg 252]</a></span> +<h3><a name="CHAPTER_XVI" id="CHAPTER_XVI"></a>CHAPTER XVI</h3> + +<h4>YES OR NO</h4> +<h6><a class="contents" href="#Page_vii">[Go to Table of Contents]</a></h6> + +<table align="center" summary=""> +<tr> +<td>"A man's homage may be delightful until he asks straight for love, by which a woman renders homage."</td> +</tr> +</table> +<br /> + +<p>The Anstices' house stood on the sunny side of Stuyvesant Square. It +belonged to the type common in the lower part of the city fifty years +ago,—a type borrowed from Beacon Street, as Miss Standish was fond of +pointing out, and never improved upon for comfort. Its red-brick front +swelled outward, not in the awkward proportions of the modern +bay-window, which suggests some uncomfortable protuberance; but with a +gracious sweep from the front door to the limits of the next property. +In front ran a balcony with a finely wrought iron balustrade, over +which clambered a wistaria vine hung with purple clusters in the +spring, and green with foliage throughout the summer.</p> + +<p>The front door was framed by glass side-lights set in delicate oval +mouldings, and above, the colonial fan-light lined with silk fluted in +a rising-sun pattern, gave additional cheerfulness to the hall +within.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_253" id="Page_253">[Pg 253]</a></span> + +<p>This hall was of generous proportions, and suggestive of land sold by +the foot rather than by the inch. At the back a white staircase railed +with mahogany wound its way to the second story, and at the right a +broad silver-knobbed mahogany door opened invitingly into the +drawing-room.</p> + +<p>The charm of the Anstice drawing-room lay in its being no drawing-room +at all, but just a living-room, reflecting the taste and habits of the +people who occupied it. Jim's parrot usurped the window, where he +chattered in the sun all day, and flew about at his will, much to the +injury of the curtains. Between the windows and the white casing of +the mahogany door, stood an old desk strewn with papers in some +confusion; for Professor Anstice was fond of bringing his writing from +the study on the upper floor to Winifred's domain. The piano occupied +the opposite side of the room, the coffin-like gloom of its polished +rosewood enlivened by a tall vase brilliant now with the +chrysanthemums which autumn had brought. A shaded lamp glowed on a +table loaded with books and drawn cosily to the side of a deep couch, +and on the other side of the fire, which shot out little hisses of +heat on this chilly afternoon, stood the tea-table, with its delicate +old-fashioned silver, its transparent china cups, and the plates +<span class="left"><a name="Page_254" id="Page_254">[Pg 254]</a></span> +of hot toasted muffins and ethereally thin bread-and-butter sandwiches +which McGregor brought in punctually at five every day.</p> + +<p>The old butler was the one extravagance of the Anstice ménage, and as +Winifred said, she saved his wages out of the china that he didn't +break,—which was one way of looking at it,—and then, McGregor was so +much more than a butler! He was housekeeper and parent's assistant and +family counsellor all in one. He advised Professor Anstice as to the +weight of overcoat called for by the temperature outside. He reminded +Jimmy of his mittens and rubbers, and his respectful but significant +glances informed Winifred of the exact estimation in which he held her +guests.</p> + +<p>Flint was a special favorite, and the bow he accorded him was +equivalent to a benediction.</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir," he said this afternoon, "Miss Anstice is in the parlor. I +am just taking in the tea." Having relieved the visitor of his hat and +coat, he ushered him in with the air of a protector, and then, after +drawing the curtains and lighting the alcohol lamp under the silver +kettle, he withdrew noiselessly and deferentially.</p> + +<p>"What a treasure that man is!" said Flint, looking after him as he +disappeared. "He is better than forty coats of arms as a guarantee of +respectability, and the welcome which he extends +<span class="left"><a name="Page_255" id="Page_255">[Pg 255]</a></span> +to callers is a perpetual testimonial to the hospitality of the household."</p> + +<p>"Ah," Winifred answered, smiling, "you say that because you belong to +the most favored nations. You might not think him so genial if you saw +the frigidity with which he receives some of our guests."</p> + +<p>"Then I suppose I have only to be thankful that McGregor has not yet +caught a hint of my real character, as set forth last summer so +vividly by his mistress, and I think I have one more friend in the +household; what do you say to that, Paddy?"</p> + +<p>The dog had risen from his comfortable doze in front of the fire, and +stood stretching himself, with two shaggy paws thrust out in front. +When he heard his name called he wagged his tail and came up to +Flint's chair, by which he squatted, laying his tawny head cosily +across the visitor's lap.</p> + +<p>"Come here, Paddy; don't make yourself a nuisance!"</p> + +<p>The dog listened calmly to his mistress's invitation, wagged his tail +again, and winked his sleepy eyes, but made no motion to obey.</p> + +<p>Flint patted the dog's head.</p> + +<p>"This is too bad!" Winifred exclaimed, in assumed indignation. "Jimmy +has already learned to oppose my opinions by quotations +<span class="left"><a name="Page_256" id="Page_256">[Pg 256]</a></span> +from what Mr. Flint thinks and says; but I will not have Paddy taught +to defy my authority."</p> + +<p>"Go, Paddy!" said Flint, moving his chair further back. "Your mistress +regards me as a dangerous character, and considers it her solemn duty +to remove every one in her charge from the risk of the injurious +effects of my society."</p> + +<p>In spite of Flint's jesting tone there was a hint of bitterness in his +voice. The dog, in some surprise at the sudden withdrawal of his +head-rest, stood up, looking from one to the other, apparently in +doubt as to the rival claims. At length old habits of allegiance +asserted themselves, and he seated himself in the angle between the +tea-table and his mistress's chair.</p> + +<p>Winifred's mood suddenly seemed to have changed from gay to grave. She +sat for a moment or two in silence, her hand softly playing with +Paddy's long ear, and her head bent ever so little to one side.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Flint," she said at last, somewhat abruptly, "I want to tell you +a little story; but first let me make your tea. Do you take lemon?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, if you please."</p> + +<p>"And sugar?"</p> + +<p>"One lump—no, thanks—no more."</p> + +<p>"Try this brown-bread sandwich. Now, lean +<span class="left"><a name="Page_257" id="Page_257">[Pg 257]</a></span> +back in your chair and listen. Once there was a girl—"</p> + +<p>"No!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, there was, and she was a very stupid girl, and all the stupider +that she thought herself rather clever. She fancied that she was very +acute in reading character, and she trusted a great deal to instinct, +and first impressions, and all that sort of rubbish by which women +excuse themselves from taking the trouble to use their reason. Well, +once upon a time, this girl met a man whom she did not like. Her +vanity was touched, in the first place, because he disapproved of her +and showed his disapproval."</p> + +<p>"What a cad he must have been!" Flint put in.</p> + +<p>"Now you are no better than the girl I am telling you about—going off +like that on insufficient evidence. The girl made up her mind at once +that the man must be at fault, since he failed to appreciate her,—all +our estimates are based on vanity, you see in the last analysis,—so +she proceeded to fit him out with a character to match her ideal of +him. He was to be selfish and cold, and regardless of everybody but +himself, and supercilious and domineering, and endowed with all the +other agreeable qualities which go with those engaging epithets. This +answered very well for a while, and I am bound +<span class="left"><a name="Page_258" id="Page_258">[Pg 258]</a></span> +to admit that at first you—I mean he—seemed to play the +part which she had assigned to him very satisfactorily; but presently +little things began to come to her knowledge which refused to fit into +the picture she had made of him. He had a friend who let slip stories +of inconsistently kind things he had done for a man whom he had known +in college, pooh-poohing them all the time as folly."</p> + +<p>"Rubbish!"</p> + +<p>"Exactly what the girl said. They didn't go with the character of the +kind of man that she had made up her mind this was to be, so she would +not believe them, and kept repeating every disagreeable thing she had +ever heard him say as an antidote against any change of impression. +But stupid as she was, she was not quite dishonest, even with herself, +and when gradually her eyes were opened to the wrong which she had +done him in her own mind, she longed for an opportunity to make him +some amends; but all the opportunities came to him, and the coals of +fire were heaped on her head till she began to feel them quite too hot +for comfort. So at last she resolved, on the first occasion when she +saw him alone, to ask his pardon very humbly for all her misdoings and +misthinkings. Now, if she did, what do you think the man would say?"</p> + +<p>Flint had set down his tea untasted, and sat +<span class="left"><a name="Page_259" id="Page_259">[Pg 259]</a></span> +staring steadily into the fire, yet no detail of Winifred's dress or +attitude escaped him. He noted the glint of the firelight playing on +the buckle of her little slipper; he watched it climb over the sheen +of the gray-silk dress, higher, higher, till it reached the bare +throat, and flushed the already flushed cheek to a deeper carnation. +He felt the appeal in the girl's attitude as she leaned ever so little +towards him. He caught the tremulous note in her voice. His own was +less steady than its wont as he answered:—</p> + +<p>"How do you know that the girl was not right in her first estimate? +For my part, I think a man who presumed to show the disapproval you +speak of, and to say disagreeable things on slight acquaintance, fully +justified her opinion of him; and if he seemed to change later, I +should think it probable that something in her had shamed him out of +his coldness and his selfishness. As for the superciliousness, I +should be inclined to set down the appearance of that to the charge of +an unconquerable shyness masquerading in the guise of +self-assertion,—I have known men like that,—but the other qualities +I believe were there. I suspect it was a reversal of the old story of +Pygmalion and Galatea, as if he were slowly turning from stone to +flesh, yet still held back by the old chill of stony habit,—an +imprisonment which could only be broken by +<span class="left"><a name="Page_260" id="Page_260">[Pg 260]</a></span> +a word from her. Is there any chance that you will ever speak +it—Winifred?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no—no!" the girl answered brokenly. "Don't say anything more!"</p> + +<p>"I love you," Flint continued, as if the statement were necessary to +his vindication.</p> + +<p>"Oh, but why do you tell me?"</p> + +<p>"Because I choose to have you know,—because I must tell it. I love +you. I love you." He repeated the words with a persistence not to be +put aside. Winifred was inwardly furious with herself for her own +stupidity in giving him such an opening; but then, as she told +herself, who could have foreseen it, with this man of all men! The +shock of the surprise took her breath away, and robbed her of her +usual self-command. She still strove to take the situation lightly, to +treat it picturesquely, like a love-scene on a Watteau fan.</p> + +<p>"Here is another proof of your generosity," she said, with a half +tremulous, wholly adorable little smile. "I asked for pardon and you +offer love."</p> + +<p>Flint would not be put off so. "Ah, but I ask for so much more than I +offer," he said.</p> + +<p>"And—if I cannot give it?"</p> + +<p>"Why, then," he answered steadily, "I shall still carry with me +through life something you cannot take away if you would,—the ideal +<span class="left"><a name="Page_261" id="Page_261">[Pg 261]</a></span> +which these weeks have held up before me. If it is not for your best +happiness to marry me, loving you as I do, I would not have you do it. +The matter is in your hands—a simple 'Yes' or 'No' is all I ask."</p> + +<p>"But life is too complicated to be settled by a word like that. It +could not be 'Yes'—but what if it is 'No'?"</p> + +<p>She paused a moment, and then, hurried on by a tidal wave of feeling, +she burst out: "Oh, I don't suppose you can understand it; but much as +I like you,—and I do like you now,—I feel as though if I promised to +marry you, I might absolutely hate you."</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes," Flint answered quietly, "I can quite understand it; I think +I should feel in the same way if I were not perfectly sure I loved a +person."</p> + +<p>Winifred felt herself touched by his quick response and perfect +comprehension of her state of mind; but her feeling was too intense, +too direct and too importunate, to be stayed in its utterance.</p> + +<p>"I cannot marry you. I never could promise. I am sure of it. Forgive +me!"</p> + +<p>Flint rose and stood by the mantel, toying absently with a bronze +model of the Praxiteles Faun which rested on its shelf.</p> + +<p>"It is all right," he said, "and I shall always +<span class="left"><a name="Page_262" id="Page_262">[Pg 262]</a></span> +thank you for it all, and say God bless you, whatever happens; only +for a while I must go away and make my life over a bit in the light of +all this."</p> + +<p>"Why must you go away?"</p> + +<p>"Because—" Here Flint paused, and began to walk the floor +impatiently. "Oh, if you can ask that, I could not make you +understand. It is useless to go on talking."</p> + +<p>"No," said Winifred, now with fuller command of herself, "it is not +useless; it is necessary. We must make each other understand. If we +cannot do it now, how much less afterward! It always seems to me as if +it were selfish folly in men and women to act as if their love were +the only reality in the world, so that they forget everything that +they owe to other people. Yes," she added, gathering strength as she +went on, "I think it would be selfish in you to consider only +yourself, or even yourself and me, in this matter, and I think it +would be foolish if—if you really care for me, as you say you do, to +throw away all my interest and regard and sympathy just because I do +not consent to marry you. If you would only put that idea out of your +head, I think I could be of some service to you. I know you could be +of great service to me."</p> + +<p>As Winifred uttered these words she sat looking +<span class="left"><a name="Page_263" id="Page_263">[Pg 263]</a></span> +up at him with wide-open, childlike eyes, a hint of pathetic appeal in +her voice.</p> + +<p>Flint paused a moment, as one who counted the cost of his words. Then +he said slowly: "It shall be as you wish; but on your own head lie the +risks. When a man has once said, 'I love you,' the woman to whom he +says it sees it in his eyes and hears it in his voice forever after. I +tell you," he went on, setting down the faun hard on the mantel, "love +is like the spirit which the Arabian fisherman let out of the shell. +It can never be shut up again—never—never—never!"</p> + +<p>Winifred stirred a little, but did not lift her eyes.</p> + +<p>"You shall try this precious scheme of friendship," Flint continued +hotly. "It is not a new experiment. It is well worn, and so far in the +world's history it has not proved a great success; but try it if you +will, only you shall make me one return. I shall never ask you again +for your love. It is not a plaything to be teased for in such childish +fashion. You tell me you will not give it to me. Well and good. But if +ever—" here he paused and shut his eyes for an instant, as if upon +some inward vision,—"if ever you should come to feel differently, I +demand it as my right that you shall tell me so honestly. You know me +too well to think I could ever change."</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_264" id="Page_264">[Pg 264]</a></span> + +<p>"I accept the risk," Winifred answered steadily. "You shall never +regret this concession, and by-and-by, when we both grow old, you will +look back and see that such a friendship is the best thing that could +befall you and me."</p> + +<p>The girl spoke with quick decision of manner. It was characteristic of +her not to question for a moment the wisdom of her decision, the +infallibility of her own judgment, or her power to regulate the life +and destiny of those around her.</p> + +<p>Flint smiled, as one smiles at the eager illusions of a child. He was +going to speak further; but the ringing of the door-bell warned him +that the interview was at an end.</p> + +<p>"So be it!" he said, coming over to the side of the fireplace where +Winifred stood,—for she too had risen. "Since it is not to be +good-bye, then, I will bid you good-night."</p> + +<p>He took the hand which she extended, and raised its slender +finger-tips to his lips. "That is for friendship," he murmured; then +turning it, he laid a swift kiss upon the delicate pink palm,—"and +that is for love," he whispered, and was gone.</p> + +<p>On his way out he passed Miss Standish, who had just come in from a +concert. She gave a little nod of scant civility, suggestive of +disapproval, +<span class="left"><a name="Page_265" id="Page_265">[Pg 265]</a></span> +and instead of turning in at the parlor door, made her way directly to +her room.</p> + +<p>As the hall door closed after Flint, Winifred Anstice felt as if some +door had closed also in her life. She sat for some time in her low +chair, leaning forward, with her hands clasped about her knees, and +her pretty brows knit, gazing into the embers. At length, with a +little vexed shake of the head, she rose, and paced the long room; but +the whirl and rush of thought were too importunate for her present +mood, and she paused in her walk at last, and betook herself to the +table, with its litter of new books and magazines. She picked up the +"Fortnightly Review," and opened mechanically where a silver book-mark +pointed to an article on "Balzac and his Followers" marked with +emphatic notes of assent or protest. It was another reminder. She +impatiently shut the covers sharply together and returned to her +vigils before the fire.</p> + +<p>There is no woman living who is not somewhat shaken by a proposal of +marriage. It is a peremptory challenge, which forces her, for the +moment at least, to consider a certain man not as one of a class,—as +a member of the conventional, calling, smiling, chaffing circle,—but +as an individual, passing suddenly from all this surface trifling to a +life and death reality—saying as Jonathan Flint had said this night: +"Give me +<span class="left"><a name="Page_266" id="Page_266">[Pg 266]</a></span> +all or nothing. I will have no half loaves. Let us have an end of +pretences and evasions. For once at least you shall listen, and be +told the truth flowing at lava heat out of a man's heart." It was by +no means a new experience to Winifred Anstice. As a younger girl, +although no coquette, she had found a certain charm of romance in +finding herself the heroine of a love-affair in real life; but as she +grew older she felt more and more shrinking from such sentimental +crises, and a more and more genuine regret as she saw the candid +comradeship of one friendship after another sacrificed to the +absorbing egotism of passion.</p> + +<p>One by one she had let these lovers slip out of her life, and +acknowledged to herself that it was better so; but when it came to +Jonathan Flint, she had found herself impelled to the impetuous +protest for which she already half blamed herself in her heart. But in +self-exculpation she argued with the embers, which seemed to wink at +her from the hearth, that there were more considerations than one in +the matter; that as she had told Mr. Flint, modern life was too +complex to be compressed into a "Yes" or "No."</p> + +<p>As she was pondering, her eyes fell upon the portrait,—Ruth's +portrait, hanging there over the mantel.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_267" id="Page_267">[Pg 267]</a></span> + +<p>"I wish you were here, Grandmamma," Winifred exclaimed, looking up at +it, "to help me clear up the muddle in my mind! I have a kind of +feeling that <i>you</i> would understand."</p> + +<p>The girl's sentimental musings were rudely interrupted by a race +between Jimmy and Paddy, who came rushing through the room, regardless +of tea-tables or rugs.</p> + +<p>"Jump for it, Paddy!" cried Jim, snatching a piece of cake from the +tray, and holding it high in air.</p> + +<p>"Don't, Jimmy! You will upset the table."</p> + +<p>"Come on then, Paddy, we'll jump in the hall, where there is no girl +to be nervous—I hate nervous people."</p> + +<p>"Whose cane is that, McGregor?" he asked, as he saw an unfamiliar +walking-stick on the hall table.</p> + +<p>"It belongs to Mr. Flint—he must have forgot it," the butler +answered.</p> + +<p>"I say, Fred, has Mr. Flint been here?" Jimmy called out from the +baluster, over which he was leaning at imminent risk to life and limb.</p> + +<p>"He has," Winifred answered repressively.</p> + +<p>"Did he say anything about seats for the football game on Thanksgiving +Day?"</p> + +<p>"He did not."</p> + +<p>"Then I think I'd better sit right down and +<span class="left"><a name="Page_268" id="Page_268">[Pg 268]</a></span> +write to him, for he told me not to let him forget about it, and all +the best seats will be taken if he does not attend to it soon."</p> + +<p>"Papa," appealed Winifred to her father, who had come in and was +taking off his coat in the hall, "you won't let Jimmy write to Mr. +Flint, will you?"</p> + +<p>"I <i>will</i> write," said the voice from the stairs, "and I'll tell him +how cross you are. I did once, and he only laughed."</p> + +<p>"Jimmy!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I did. It was that day when you would not let me go fishing with +him. I told him you were quite nice sometimes, but you could be horrid +to people when they did things that didn't suit you, and he said that +was just the way you struck him."</p> + +<p>"Papa!" cried Winifred, now thoroughly out of temper, "will you forbid +Jimmy to talk me over with strangers? It is really too much, the way +that boy's tongue runs on."</p> + +<p>"You understand him, don't you?" the Professor asked mildly, looking +over his gold-bowed spectacles.</p> + +<p>"Yes, but other people don't."</p> + +<p>"Are they so much less clear-sighted than you?" With this gentle +sarcasm her father slowly mounted the stairs, leaving Jimmy making +faces of triumph through the open door.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_269" id="Page_269">[Pg 269]</a></span> + +<p>It is often a curious experience in the contrasts of life for a girl +to see herself from the family point of view, after catching the +rose-colored reflections which the admiration of an outsider throws +upon her character.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_270" id="Page_270">[Pg 270]</a></span> +<h3><a name="CHAPTER_XVII" id="CHAPTER_XVII"></a>CHAPTER XVII</h3> + +<h4>A LITTLE DINNER</h4> +<h6><a class="contents" href="#Page_vii">[Go to Table of Contents]</a></h6> + +<table align="center" summary=""> +<tr> +<td>"Wreathe the bowl with flowers of soul."</td> +</tr> +</table> +<br /> + +<p>The suppressed excitement of the afternoon lent an added flush and +sparkle to Winifred's face as she entered the study where her father +and Miss Standish were playing chess together after the family dinner. +Self-absorbed as she was at the moment, she found leisure to be struck +with the picture of the two sitting there; her father's head, with its +austere profile outlined against the green curtain, which cast +softened reflections over his white hair, and Miss Standish, crisp and +dainty as a sprig of dried lavender, her gray curls quivering with the +excitement, and her white hands hovering anxiously over rooks and +pawns.</p> + +<p>Miss Standish looked up as Winifred came in, radiant in her new +evening gown, for she was to dine with the Hartington Grahams, who had +recently returned from England and opened their town house for the +season.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_271" id="Page_271">[Pg 271]</a></span> + +<p>"I thought it was to be a <i>little</i> dinner," said Miss Standish, +looking with some disapproval at the bare shoulders rising above the +billowy ruffles of rose-colored chiffon.</p> + +<p>"It is—'just a small affair,' Mrs. Graham wrote me. Besides, it is +too early in the season for anything formal. In fact, she would hardly +ask her most fashionable friends at this time of year. But she must +get round somehow," Winifred finished with a little laugh.</p> + +<p>"In Boston," said Miss Standish, "you would be overdoing it to wear +that kind of a gown to such an affair, but here people seem to have no +sense of gradation. They take literally Longfellow's advice to the +young poet seeking success: 'Do your best every time.'"</p> + +<p>"I don't see," said Winifred, "why the advice is not just as good for +dress as for poetry,—except that gowns wear out and poems don't. Is +the carriage there, McGregor, and Maria ready? Well, good-night, Papa; +look out for your queen, and don't let Miss Standish checkmate you +with any of her Boston tricks!"</p> + +<p>"I think," Jimmy called out after her from the corner of the big sofa, +where he lay curled up like a dormouse, "if you would do your best on +<i>my</i> dress, instead of making me wear this old suit, it would strike a +better average in the family."</p> + +<p>As McGregor closed the carriage door, Winifred +<span class="left"><a name="Page_272" id="Page_272">[Pg 272]</a></span> +was conscious of a certain satisfaction that she was not to spend the +evening at home with the family. Her restlessness craved a vent, and +she wanted to postpone <b>all</b> opportunity for reflection.</p> + +<p>There was something about the Grahams which always appealed to the +girl. Their environment suited her æsthetically. For +themselves,—why, one could not have everything—and then they were +never alone.</p> + +<p>The carriage stopped before Mrs. Graham's house, and the door opened +almost before she had mounted the steps.</p> + +<p>As she passed along the hall, a wave of fragrance from lavishly +disposed flowers floated out to her through the drawn portières, and +she caught a glimpse of the softened light of many lamps-shaded to the +eye but festive to the fancy. "Decidedly," thought Winifred, "it is +agreeable to be rich, and next to being rich one's self, the best +thing is to associate with rich people. Money is such a smoother of +rough ways! and then the vast opportunities of being nice to other +people that come of a purse at leisure from itself to soothe and +sympathize." She smiled to herself at her bold adaptation of the +poet's sentiments, and mounted the stairs with a quickened step, +reflecting suddenly that she had not marked the time accurately and +might be late. Her +<span class="left"><a name="Page_273" id="Page_273">[Pg 273]</a></span> +glance in at the door of the dressing-room reassured her. At least she +was not the last, for in front of the mirror stood a portly, +bediamonded dame, gazing intently into the glass and putting the last +touches to her toilet with stolid equanimity.</p> + +<p>"Want to come here?" she asked, pausing in her elaboration of her +water-waves, and nodding affably to Winifred.</p> + +<p>"No, <b>I</b> thank you," Winifred answered, seating herself in the low +easy-chair, while the maid pulled off her velvet overshoes.</p> + +<p>"Chilly to-night, isn't it?" the lady continued pleasantly, desirous +of putting the new-comer at her ease.</p> + +<p>Winifred acquiesced in the views of the weather expressed, and a hint +of the chilliness seemed to have crept into the interior. Her +agreeable anticipations of the evening were vaguely dampened, and she +could not quite forgive the innocent cause. "Why will women with red +necks wear light blue and diamonds!" she wondered, "and what can +reconcile her to looking in the glass?"</p> + +<p>With a little shake of the head to make sure that her hairpins were +firmly anchored, and a futile effort to smooth the rebellious curls at +her neck, Winifred glided past the lady in front of the mirror, who +seemed no nearer the completion +<span class="left"><a name="Page_274" id="Page_274">[Pg 274]</a></span> +of her toilet than when she had entered. At the door of the rear room +stood a short, bald-headed man with a patient expression on his face, +as of one who had spent a large share of his life waiting for his +wife. He glanced with some surprise at the swift reappearance of the +girl whom he had watched as she came up the stairs so short a time +before.</p> + +<p>"That girl beats the ticker," he said to himself as she passed him; +"she'll make some man happy if she keeps it up."</p> + +<p>The clock was striking eight as Winifred entered the drawing-room. "It +is quite a feat to be on time in this city of long distances," said +her hostess.</p> + +<p>"How delightful to be appreciated!" responded Winifred, with a +brilliant smile. "I was just pluming myself on being so prompt, but I +see the others are still more so." Here she swept a rapid glance over +a seated group at the other end of the room.</p> + +<p>"I suppose it is hardly more prompt to be too early than too late, so +you are still entitled to the palm."</p> + +<p>The voice which came from close beside her drew the blood to her +cheek; but as the words went on, her nervous tremor subdued itself, +for the tone said to her as clearly as words, "Everything is to be +ignored. We are on the +<span class="left"><a name="Page_275" id="Page_275">[Pg 275]</a></span> +social stage, and must play our parts. You may trust me."</p> + +<p>Winifred felt a wave of relief sweep over her. She thanked the speaker +with her eyes. To her hostess she said lightly, "Mr. Flint is as much +of a purist as ever—no; don't leave us together. He and I have been +quarrelling over the tea-cups this afternoon. I will let you take up +the defence, while I go over to speak to your sister, Miss Wabash, in +the corner—and isn't that Captain Blathwayt with her?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, he crossed with us on the 'Lucania'; remembered meeting you in +Cheyenne or some other outlandish Western town—thinks you the most +charming American he ever met."</p> + +<p>"How clever of you!" said Winifred over her shoulder, as she moved +away. "Reflected flattery is the most alluring kind."</p> + +<p>As Mrs. Graham turned to greet two newcomers, Flint was left alone, +with no hindrance to the occupation of watching Winifred Anstice. She +stood with her back toward him and her head slightly turned, so that +his eye took in the delicate line of cheek and chin, broken by the +shadows of a dimple, the curve of the neck, and the soft little curls +that nestled at the base of the hair. A woman is always much handsomer +or much plainer than usual in evening dress.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_276" id="Page_276">[Pg 276]</a></span> + +<p>As Flint looked at Winifred, he felt an absurd jealousy of the +monocled Englishman who presumed to show his admiration so plainly. +His reflections were ended for the time being by the voice of his +hostess saying, "Will you take my sister in to dinner?" As he moved +across the room, Winifred and Captain Blathwayt passed out together, +just ahead of Miss Wabash and himself. He scarcely knew whether to +feel regret or relief to find that the width of the table was to be +between him and Winifred. It certainly had the advantage of shutting +off all necessity for the conversation <i>farcie</i> of the conventional +dinner, which he felt would be an impossibility between him and her +to-night.</p> + +<p>With Miss Wabash the <i>vol-au-vent</i> of talk seemed the most natural +thing; and Flint dashed at once into a jesting, somewhat daring tone, +which she took quite in good part, and when her attention was claimed +by the bald-headed broker on the other side, his neighbor on the left, +a double-chinned dowager, with a pearl necklace half hidden in the +creases of her neck and a diamond aigrette in her hair, proved no less +garrulous if somewhat less sprightly.</p> + +<p>She had much to tell of the loss of her diamonds by a burglary last +week, and of their recovery through the agency of detectives whose +charges were exorbitant. She acquainted Flint +<span class="left"><a name="Page_277" id="Page_277">[Pg 277]</a></span> +with every detail of the conduct of the family and the servants, the +police and the detectives. As she went on, people began to listen, and +the talk around the table, which had lagged a little, started up more +briskly than before.</p> + +<p>"I have noticed," said Winifred to Captain Blathwayt, "that there are +two subjects which will make even dull people lively,—burglaries and +mind-cure."</p> + +<p>"Aw, I don't know much about burglaries,—never had one in the family; +but I think a lot about mind-cure and all that sort of thing."</p> + +<p>"Confirmation of my theory!" said Winifred, with an impertinence which +felt safe in banking on the lack of perception in the person whose +dignity was assailed.</p> + +<p>"Do you believe in the mind-cure?" asked Miss Wabash, who had caught +the phrase across the table.</p> + +<p>"It depends on the mind," Flint answered.</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, it doesn't; not at all. That's the first principle of the +science. You only need to resign yourself and let the influence flow +over you."</p> + +<p>"Does it make any difference whose influence it is?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I suppose so. It must be trained influence, and it seems to work +better when it is paid for."</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_278" id="Page_278">[Pg 278]</a></span> + +<p>"Most things do," observed Flint.</p> + +<p>"My cousin says—"</p> + +<p>Flint never knew exactly what Miss Wabash's cousin did say, for at +that point in the conversation his attention was irresistibly +attracted by the talk of his opposite neighbors.</p> + +<p>"Now there's a lot in it, I'm sure," the man of the monocle was +saying, bending toward Winifred with what Flint considered +objectionable propinquity,—"telepathy, don't you know, and—and all +that sort of thing. I had no idea I was to meet you to-night, but as I +was standing on the doorstep I remembered how you looked at that +dinner out in Cheyenne, and a remark you made to me—do you +recollect?"</p> + +<p>"The dinner, perfectly; the remark, not at all."</p> + +<p>"Well, I sha'n't repeat it, for it was deucedly severe on the English. +Really, you know, we're not half bad; but you don't care for your +cousins over the water, I am afraid. Do you?"</p> + +<p>"I think the cousins over the water are much like those on this +side,—the relationship is simply an opportunity for intimate +acquaintance. Some Englishmen are the most charming of their sex; +others are—well, quite the reverse."</p> + +<p>"To which do <i>I</i> belong?" asked the Captain, turning toward her more +openly and leaving +<span class="left"><a name="Page_279" id="Page_279">[Pg 279]</a></span> +his terrapin untasted, which meant much with Blathwayt.</p> + +<p>"Can you doubt?" Winifred responded with a radiant but wholly +non-committal smile. Self-possessed as she was outwardly, however, she +felt Flint's eyes upon her, and experienced a sense of annoyance at +the attitude of both men.</p> + +<p>Her host on the other side came to her relief at the moment.</p> + +<p>"Blathwayt," he said, leaning over, "you must try this wine. It is +some my wine-merchant in Paris sent over ten years ago,—a special +vintage,—and don't let the terrapin go by, for there's nothing else +worth while before the canvas-backs. I'll let you into the secret too, +Miss Anstice," he added with an expression closely approaching a wink.</p> + +<p>"Thanks," said Winifred, rather wearily, "I am not an epicure."</p> + +<p>"Oh, but you can be trained to be!" Graham answered encouragingly. "It +is mainly a question of practice, though I must say that I was born +with the taste,—inherited from my father, I believe; and I've heard +him tell how once when I was five years old I scolded the butler for +sending up the Burgundy iced."</p> + +<p>"How precocious!" murmured Winifred.</p> + +<p>"Well, of course, that was unusual; but if children were taken young +and had half the +<span class="left"><a name="Page_280" id="Page_280">[Pg 280]</a></span> +attention paid to their palates that folks give to their eyes and +ears, with their fool drawing-teachers and music-masters in the +attempt to enable them to bore somebody with their twopenny +accomplishments, we should soon have a race of gourmets; and gourmets +make cooks. No chef can do his best without appreciation. For the +matter of that, a cook must be born,—he must have the feeling +for his business. Now there was a fellow in England—My dear," he +called out to his wife at the other end of the table, "was it +Windermere or Grassmere where we had those excellent breaded trout?"</p> + +<p>"I forget," Mrs. Graham answered; "but I know it was the one where +Wordsworth lived. Which was that, Mr. Flint?"</p> + +<p>"Now don't interrupt us," Miss Wabash said in her loud, unshaded +tones; "Mr. Flint has just consented to let me tell his fortune by his +hand."</p> + +<p>Flint looked rather foolish. He was in that awkward position where it +seemed equally fatuous to assent or decline; but deciding on the +former course, he held out his hand, saying, "Spare my character as +far as you conscientiously can, Miss Wabash, and remember in +extenuation of my shortcomings that I did not have the advantage of +being brought up in Chicago."</p> + +<p>All tête-à-tête conversation now ceased, and +<span class="left"><a name="Page_281" id="Page_281">[Pg 281]</a></span> +the attention of the company was riveted upon Flint and his neighbor. +Winifred felt herself growing intensely nervous. She had no fear of +Miss Wabash's extraordinary power of divination, but she had still +less confidence in the delicacy of her perceptions, and she dreaded +some remark which would embarrass her through Flint's embarrassment.</p> + +<p>In her present high-strung condition, her apprehension made her a +little faint for a moment. The centrepiece of orchids and roses seemed +a vague mass of rather oppressive color and perfume. The women's faces +and necks looked like reddish blobs with flashes of light where the +jewels came. The broad white expanse of the men's shirt fronts alone +retained a certain steadiness. Hastily she grasped her glass of +champagne and drained it dry. It was the first wine she had tasted +that night, and it braced her nerves at once. Fortunately no one +observed her paleness, for everybody's attention was fixed upon Miss +Wabash as she bent over Flint's open palm.</p> + +<p>"A surprising hand!" that young lady was saying; "really in some ways +quite the most interesting I ever came across. I must report it to +Chiro. The fingers very pointed—that ought to indicate idealism, but +the knots on the joints imply practical critical sense. It looks as +<span class="left"><a name="Page_282" id="Page_282">[Pg 282]</a></span> +though the mind were always grasping at some ideal and were held back +by the critical faculty."</p> + +<p>"Don't blink your points, Mamie!" called out the host, facetiously. At +this allusion to sporting reminiscences, all the men laughed, but the +women rather resented the interruption, as a frivolous treatment of a +serious subject.</p> + +<p>"You have learned your profession thoroughly," said Flint, coloring a +little in spite of himself. "I shall begin to be afraid of you in +earnest, if you are so discerning."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I have only begun!" answered Miss Wabash, kindled by success to +greater vivacity. "That thumb shows marked firmness (see, I can +scarcely bend it back at all); perhaps, if I knew you better, I should +say obstinacy."</p> + +<p>Every one laughed.</p> + +<p>"The fingers," she went on, "show more sensitiveness; and the +mounds—oh, those mean a great deal! Mars is firm and prominent—what +you undertake you will carry through, if it kills you and everybody +else."</p> + +<p>"What a fellow to buy on margin!" said the broker.</p> + +<p>"He doesn't seem to have succeeded in getting married for all his +perseverance," laughed Mr. Graham.</p> + +<p>Winifred, in spite of her emotion, found time to reflect on the +vulgarity of the phrase, and +<span class="left"><a name="Page_283" id="Page_283">[Pg 283]</a></span> +shivered a little. Flint colored, though he held his hand quite steady.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps he'll buy her sixty," chuckled the broker, pleased with his +technical wit.</p> + +<p>"He'd better hurry up," said Miss Wabash, "for his life-line is short. +He's had experiences though. May I tell them, Mr. Flint?"</p> + +<p>"I give you permission."</p> + +<p>"Well, then, you were in love once a long time ago, but there were +reasons why you couldn't marry, and so you gave up the affair and have +never really cared for any one since; but two or three women have been +desperately in love with you."</p> + +<p>"Mademoiselle, respect the seal of the confessional!" said Flint, +smiling, but drawing away his hand with a quick instinctive motion +which did not escape Winifred.</p> + +<p>"Ho! ho!" called out Graham, "perhaps there is more in palmistry than +I thought. Go on, Mamie, and give us the history of the Salvation Army +episode and the Hallelujah lassie!"</p> + +<p>Flint cursed inwardly, cursed everything and almost everybody, himself +most of all. What was he here for? What if Graham <i>was</i> the chief +stockholder in the "Trans-Continental," he was a coarse-grained +sensualist, with whom no gentleman should associate. (This estimate by +no means did Graham justice, but Flint was not in a +<span class="left"><a name="Page_284" id="Page_284">[Pg 284]</a></span> +judicial mood.) Then this crack-brained girl with her foolish fake of +a theory—and he had been idiot enough to fall into this trap, +and now Winifred would think he had boasted of Nora Costello as a +conquest, perhaps bragged about saving her life. Oh, the whole thing +was past endurance! Meanwhile everything around moved on mechanically. +He heard his host say impatiently, "My dear, if you keep that +épigramme of lamb waiting much longer, we'd better give up +dining and take to holding hands all round."</p> + +<p>At this there was a general taking up of forks and a subdued buzz of +conversation. It was rather a relief when the candle-shade took fire +and Flint had an excuse for rising to seize it before the butler could +reach it.</p> + +<p>The dinner ended at last, though it seemed as if it never would. As he +held aside the velvet curtains for the ladies to pass, Flint strove to +catch Winifred's eyes, to judge, if he might, what impression Graham's +remark had made; but Blathwayt held her in talk till the threshold was +reached, and the curtain dropped behind her without a glance in +Flint's direction.</p> + +<p>She held her head a little higher than usual as she moved beside Mrs. +Graham into the music-room. A wave of contempt was sweeping over her, +as she reviewed the dinner, its gilding, its +<span class="left"><a name="Page_285" id="Page_285">[Pg 285]</a></span> +gluttony, and its unspeakable dulness, and she felt that she had sold +her birthright of self-respect for a mess of pottage.</p> + +<p>Miss Wabash sat down at the piano and sang "Oh, Promise Me," and one +or two other gems from DeKoven's latest opera, and then the ladies +adjourned once more to the library.</p> + +<p>The Grahams' library was a large square room, diversified by two +shallow bay-windows such as only a corner house permits. It was ceiled +and finished in heavy Flemish oak, and the walls above the low +bookcases were hung with tapestry. Easy-chairs and softly upholstered +divans filled every nook and corner. It was really, Winifred decided, +an ideal library,—or would have been if there had been any books +behind the silk curtains hung over the shelves.</p> + +<p>As they entered the room Miss Wabash drew Winifred to a seat near +herself on the sofa.</p> + +<p>"Green mint or Chartreuse?" the hostess asked, as the little +ice-filled glasses were set on the low table by her side.</p> + +<p>Winifred declined the cordials, but sat sipping the coffee out of the +tiny Dresden cup, while she listened to the wearisome platitudes of +Mrs. Graham and her guests. From time to time her eye was caught by +the flashing of the jewelled pendulum of the clock on the mantel, in +the drawing-room across the hall, and her mind +<span class="left"><a name="Page_286" id="Page_286">[Pg 286]</a></span> +dwelt ironically on some lines she had read somewhere:—</p> + +<span style="margin-left: 3em;">"Ah! who with clear account remarks</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 4em;">The ebbing of Time's glass,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 3em;">When all his sands are diamond sparks</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 4em;">That dazzle as they pass!"</span><br /> + +<p>She smiled a derisive little smile, all to herself, as she thought how +small a power lay in jewelled pendulums to make a brilliant evening, +and she felt a certain thrill of pride at the thought that her +associations lay in a world removed from all this smothering +materialism. The lavish sumptuousness which till now had appealed to +her rather strongly, seemed suddenly tainted with vulgarity, and her +thoughts wandered half unconsciously to the bare little room where she +had gone to see Nora Costello. The name brought a slight quickening of +her pulses, and she wanted time to think over things alone.</p> + +<p>As the men came in from the dining-room Miss Anstice's carriage was +announced, and she rose to bid her hostess good-night.</p> + +<p>"Must you run away so early, my dear?"</p> + +<p>"Thank you, yes; I promised Papa to come home early. He likes to see +me before he goes to bed, and to hear an account of my evening."</p> + +<p>"You will be at home at five to-morrow, and I may bring Captain +Blathwayt?"</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_287" id="Page_287">[Pg 287]</a></span> + +<p>"Any friend of yours, of course," murmured Winifred, in a tone which +could hardly have proved encouraging to the vanity or incipient +sentiment of the guardsman.</p> + +<p>"If you will permit me," said Flint to Graham as Winifred came down +the stairs, "I will put Miss Anstice into her carriage, and then come +back for that last cigar."</p> + +<p>Never in his life had Flint so raved against his own lack of readiness +as now, when he felt the passing moments slipping by, and could find +no words to set himself right in the eyes of the woman he loved,—the +woman whose little gloved hand rested on his arm. Judge then of his +feeling when, smiling up into his eyes with perfect friendliness, +Winifred said under her breath, "Why do we go there—you and I? They +really aren't our kind at all."</p> + +<p>The remark carried with it full assurance that no words uttered by +Hartington Graham had power to shake for an instant her faith in the +man whom she had called her friend; but beyond that her confident use +of the word <i>our</i>, as if their interests and associations were the +same, thrilled him with a sort of intoxication.</p> + +<p>"Oh, thank you!" was all that he could find to say to express his +complicated state of mind.</p> + +<p>"I do not deserve any thanks at all," Winifred answered. "I ought to +be well scolded for +<span class="left"><a name="Page_288" id="Page_288">[Pg 288]</a></span> +speaking slightingly of people whom I have just been visiting. I do +not often do such ill-mannered things, and I should not have said it +to any one but you."</p> + +<p>Again Flint thrilled at the unconscious flattery.</p> + +<p>"Will you come in to-morrow afternoon?" she asked, as he shut the +carriage door.</p> + +<p>"To meet Captain Blathwayt? No, thank you."</p> + +<p>"The day after then."</p> + +<p>"So be it—till then, farewell!"</p> + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_289" id="Page_289">[Pg 289]</a></span> +<h3><a name="CHAPTER_XVIII" id="CHAPTER_XVIII"></a>CHAPTER XVIII</h3> + +<h4>A MAIDEN'S VOW</h4> +<h6><a class="contents" href="#Page_vii">[Go to Table of Contents]</a></h6> + +<table align="center" summary=""> +<tr> +<td>"A maiden's vow, old Calham spoke,</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td>Is lightly made and lightly broke."</td> +</tr> +</table> +<br /> + +<p>As the cab rattled down the avenue, Winifred sank back against the +cushions. She sat in the corner in a sort of daze, marking the glimmer +of the electric lights, which seemed so many milestones in her life, +as she passed them one after another. After all, it is experience +which marks time, and in this day Winifred Anstice had tasted more of +life than in many a year before. Crashing into her world of calm +commonplace had fallen the dynamite bomb of an overwhelming emotion. +Her present, with all its preoccupying trifles, lay in wrecks about +her. For the future—it was too tumultuous to be faced.</p> + +<p>She was like a person who has been walking in the darkness along a +familiar road, and suddenly feels himself plunging over an unsuspected +precipice. She was conscious of nothing but a gasping sense of +dizziness—all control of herself and her life seemed passing out of +her hands +<span class="left"><a name="Page_290" id="Page_290">[Pg 290]</a></span> +into those of another, and she scarcely knew whether to be glad or +sorry. Was it only this afternoon that she had looked upon a marriage +with Jonathan Flint as impossible? If she had thought so a few hours +ago, why not now? Nothing had occurred since. No transcendent change +had come over him or her—why should it all look so different to +her now? Perhaps, she told herself, this mood too would pass like its +precursor. She dared not feel sure of anything—she who had swung +round the whole compass of feeling like a weather-vane before a +thunder-storm.</p> + +<p>These introspective reflections brought back irresistibly the feelings +with which she had read Flint's letter, little dreaming that it was +his,—the letter so full of wise and friendly counsel. She remembered +how, as she read, she had been filled with a yearning desire to rise +to the ideal her unknown counsellor had set before her, and filled too +with a longing that Fate might send it in her way, to be something to +him, to return in some measure the spiritual aid and comfort which she +had received at his hands.</p> + +<p>"Well," she told herself gloomily, "the opportunity had come, and this +was how she had used it—not only by denying his petition,—that, of +course, was inevitable, feeling as she did,—but by accusing him of +selfishness, by insisting +<span class="left"><a name="Page_291" id="Page_291">[Pg 291]</a></span> +that he should accept her terms of friendship. <i>Friendship</i>, +bah!—how stale and flat it sounded! Could she not have devised +some newer way of wounding an honorable man who had offered her his +heart?"</p> + +<p>It seemed to her excited consciousness that she must appear to him a +vain and empty coquette, eager to retain a homage for which she +intended no return. When once he awoke to that view, his love would +die out, for he was not a man to continue devotion where he had lost +respect; and so it was all over, or as good as over, between her and +him.</p> + +<p>The cab lurched sharply across the tracks at Twenty-Third Street, +jostling Winifred's flowers and fan out of her lap. The maid stooped +to pick them up. As she returned them she caught a glimpse of the set +look in the face of her mistress.</p> + +<p>"Are you feelin' bad?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"No, no, I am quite well, Maria, only a little tired—are we near +home?"</p> + +<p>"Yes'm, we've passed Gramercy Park, and there's the steeples of St. +George's that you see from your windows."</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes, I see. Here we are close at home. You may go to bed, Maria, +after you have lighted the lamp in my room. I shall not need you +to-night."</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_292" id="Page_292">[Pg 292]</a></span> + +<p>"Well, well," thought the maid, "something's the matter sure. I never +knew no one more fussy about the unhooking of her gown. She can't do +much herself, but she does know how things ought to be done, and +that's what I calls a real lady."</p> + +<p>"Winifred, my dear, is that you?" Professor Anstice called, as the +rustle of his daughter's dress caught his ear on the stair.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Papa, are you awake still?"</p> + +<p>"<i>Still!</i> Why it is not so very late!" said her father, as Winifred +entered the study and threw herself into the deep upholstered chair +beside the fire, which was just graying into ashes in the grate.</p> + +<p>Her father was sitting in his cane-seated study-chair with a +conglomeration of volumes piled about the table. His face, perhaps +from the reflection of the green-shaded student-lamp, looked pale and +worn. His shoulders, too, seemed to Winifred's abnormally quickened +perception to have caught a new stoop. The fact forced itself upon her +consciousness with a sudden, swift pang, that her father was growing +old. She had never thought of age in connection with him before. To +her he had been simply and sufficiently "my father," without thought +of other relations or conditions; but now it rushed upon her with a +wave of insistent remorse, that his life +<span class="left"><a name="Page_293" id="Page_293">[Pg 293]</a></span> +was slipping by, while she was doing so little for his happiness. A +rather bare and dreary life it seemed to her now, as she contemplated +its monotony; for Winifred had no appreciation of "the still air of +delightful studies." Her world was peopled with live, active figures, +always pushing forward, seeking, striving, loving. And her father had +loved once. Yes, that too struck her now, almost with a shock of +surprise. He, too, had asked for some one's love as ardently, perhaps, +as Jonathan Flint for hers. More than that, he had won the love he +sought. Won it and lost it again. Could it ever come to that for her? +The thought smote her with an intolerable sharpness.</p> + +<p>Mr. Anstice was a strange man to be the parent and guardian of such a +girl as Winifred. The world for him was bounded by the walls of his +study. Even his teaching seemed an interruption to the real business +of his life, and he turned his back upon his class-room with a +sensation of relief.</p> + +<p>He was not a popular professor among the body of the students; but the +unfailing courtesy of his manner, and the solidity of his scholarship, +won the respect of the many, and the esteem and warm admiration of the +few.</p> + +<p>His bearing, in spite of the scholar's stoop, was marked by a certain +distinction, and the lines of +<span class="left"><a name="Page_294" id="Page_294">[Pg 294]</a></span> +his worn face curiously suggested the fresh curves which marked his +daughter's brow and cheek. The beauty of youth is an ivorytype; the +beauty of age is an etching, bitten out by the burin and acid of +thought, experience, and sorrow.</p> + +<p>The prevailing mood with James Anstice was one of gentle weariness. He +felt that his life was ended, and that the years were going on in a +sort of monotonous anti-climax. Yet, in spite of this undertone of +depression, his manner was responsive, genial, even gay at times, and +he lived much in the reflected light of Winifred's youth and energy.</p> + +<p>If it caused him some surprise that any one should want anything as +much as Winifred wanted everything for which she cared at all, he +treated her enthusiasms with amused toleration, and made as much +effort to secure for her the successive desires of her heart as though +they had assumed the same importance in his own mind as in hers.</p> + +<p>To-night he forced himself away from his own train of thought with an +effort, to throw himself into Winifred's evening experiences. He +watched her for some time as she sat in silence, with head bent +forward and gloved hands clasped about her knee.</p> + +<p>"Well, little girl," he said at last, "you +<span class="left"><a name="Page_295" id="Page_295">[Pg 295]</a></span> +seem to have fallen into a brown study. Was the dinner so dull?"</p> + +<p>"No, Papa, not dull exactly; rather brilliant in some ways."</p> + +<p>"I understand—brilliant materially, dull spiritually, like the +mantles those fellows wore in the Inferno—gilt on the outside, and +lead within. 'Oh, everlastingly fatiguing mantle!' I am gladder than +ever that I stayed at home."</p> + +<p>"I am glad too, for I think you would have been bored, and when you +are bored you make no concealment of the fact."</p> + +<p>"Of course not,—why should I? If I seemed to be having a good time, I +should be compelled to go through it again. No, society is organized +for people under twenty-five. They really enjoy it. For the rest of +the world it is a sham."</p> + +<p>Winifred smiled absently.</p> + +<p>"Who was there?" Professor Anstice asked at length, pushing away his +books as if bidding them a reluctant good-night.</p> + +<p>"Oh, no one whom you know, I think, except Mr. Flint."</p> + +<p>"Flint? Does he go to such things?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, and appears to find them sufficiently entertaining, though I +fancy he must be decidedly over twenty-five. By the way," she added, +with an elaborately careless aside, "what do you think of Mr. Flint, +on the whole?"</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_296" id="Page_296">[Pg 296]</a></span> + +<p>"I think, for a clever man, he plays the worst game of whist I ever +saw."</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes," admitted Winifred, with light mockery in her tone; "but +what do you think of him in lesser matters,—general character, for +instance?"</p> + +<p>The Professor looked at his daughter with a little quizzical sadness +in his faded gray eyes. He began to perceive the drift of her banter.</p> + +<p>"It would be difficult to state exactly what I think of him when you +put it so broadly as that," he answered. "Flint's character is +complex. He has in him the making of a fine man; but the question is, +will it ever be made? He seems to me abnormally lacking in personal +ambition,—does not seem to care whether he is heard of or not,—has a +sort of contempt for the little neighborhood notorieties which give +most men pleasure. It is as if he were taking a bird's-eye view of +himself, and every one else, and they all looked so small that the +trifling variations in prominence did not matter."</p> + +<p>Winifred looked at her father in silent surprise. She had no idea that +he had made such a study of the younger man. He paused for a moment; +but meeting his daughter's absorbed gaze, he continued: "The thing +which gives me most hope of Flint is his genuine devotion to truth. +Positive or negative truth—it is all +<span class="left"><a name="Page_297" id="Page_297">[Pg 297]</a></span> +the same to him. Now, many a man is loyal to his convictions; but very +few are loyal to their doubts. He will 'come into port greatly or sail +with God the seas.' Fine line that, isn't it? The sound is quite +majestic if you say it over aloud—'Come into port—'"</p> + +<p>"But, Papa," interrupted Winifred a little impatiently, "you were +talking of Mr. Flint."</p> + +<p>"To be sure, so we were,—at least I was; but I should like to hear a +little of your opinion of him. A woman's estimate of a man is always +worth having, though not always worth heeding. You see too much in +high lights and deep shadows, not enough by clear daylight; still, I +should like to know how Flint strikes you. I remember at first you +found him absolutely disagreeable."</p> + +<p>"Yes, Papa."</p> + +<p>"But of late you have seemed to change your mind, or at least to feel +less prejudice against him."</p> + +<p>"Yes, Papa."</p> + +<p>A silence fell between them after this. At length Winifred rose and +turned down the lights. Then she drew a low stool to the side of her +father's chair, and sitting down by his knee began to rub her hand +gently up and down over the broadcloth.</p> + +<p>"Papa," she said after a while, "I haven't been very nice to you; have +I?"</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_298" id="Page_298">[Pg 298]</a></span> + +<p>"Nonsense, child,—what put such an idea into your head? As if I had +had any happiness in all these years since—since your mother +died—except through my children!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, I know you have found your happiness in taking care of us, +but I have found my happiness in being taken care of; and I have +enjoyed having my own way and doing the things I liked, and now I +would give—oh, so much!—if I had been different."</p> + +<p>"What does this mean?" exclaimed Professor Anstice, anxiously fumbling +about Winifred's wrist in the vain effort to find her pulse. "Are you +ill? You have not had a hemorrhage or anything, have you?"</p> + +<p>"Don't worry about me, dear! I shall live to plague you for many a +year yet. I'm as well as can be, except for the mind ache." Here she +gave a nervous little laugh. The Professor looked down at her, sitting +there on the stool, her head drooping to the side as he remembered to +have seen it years ago when she was a little chidden child. The waving +hair hid her face from his sight,—all but the delicate oval of the +cheek and the curve of the full, rounded chin.</p> + +<p>"Winifred," he said gently, "I think you have something to tell me."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I have, only I don't know how to begin."</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_299" id="Page_299">[Pg 299]</a></span> + +<p>"Is it, perhaps, about Mr. Flint?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, about Mr. Flint," Winifred admitted.</p> + +<p>"He has been asking you to marry him?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, asking me to marry him," Winifred repeated, still like a child +reciting her catechism.</p> + +<p>"And you promised."</p> + +<p>"No, I did not," Winifred answered with sudden energy; "I told him I +never could, would, or should marry him,—that I would go on being +friends with him as long as he liked, but on condition that he gave up +the other idea entirely."</p> + +<p>Professor Anstice reached out his thin white scholarly fingers and +stroked the rebellious waves of his daughter's hair.</p> + +<p>"Winifred," he said, "you are always acting on impulse. You never take +time to consider anything, but jump and plunge like a broncho. Now let +us talk this matter over calmly: I am afraid you have made a +mistake—a serious mistake, my dear, though it may not be too late to +remedy it."</p> + +<p>"There is nothing to remedy," said Winifred, with a tremulous attempt +at cheerfulness; "he asked me and I said 'No,' and he said he should +never ask me again, and I said I hoped he wouldn't, or something like +that, and so the matter ended; and I am always going to live with you +and be good to you,—and you won't be sorry for that, will you?"</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_300" id="Page_300">[Pg 300]</a></span> + +<p>"I should be very sorry if it came about so. Listen, Winifred. Because +you see me a delver in dusty old books, you think perhaps that I don't +know what love is; but I tell you as I grow older it comes to fill a +larger and larger part of the horizon, to seem perhaps the only +reality. I don't mean just the love of a man for a woman, but the +great throbbing bond of human affection and sympathy; and of all the +kinds of affection, there is none that has the strength and toughness +that belong to the love of husband and wife. I wish you to marry, +Winifred,—I have always wished it,—only let it be to a true man, my +dear,—let it be to a true man!"</p> + +<p>"Father, he <i>is</i> a true man," said Winifred, speaking low and with a +timidity wholly new to her.</p> + +<p>"I think so,—I earnestly believe it. He seems to me to have more +ability, more strength, and more tenderness than he has shown yet. +Some wrong ideas have twisted themselves persistently among the very +fibres of his life and warped it; but it is not yet too late to tear +them away."</p> + +<p>"Some one else may do it," said Winifred, in exaggerated +discouragement, "I let the opportunity slip by. He will never ask me +again, and as for me—do you think I will ever go to any man with the +offer of my love? Not if my heart broke for him!"</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_301" id="Page_301">[Pg 301]</a></span> + +<p>"He said he would never ask you again?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, Papa; he said it twice."</p> + +<p>"Well, if he said it twice fifty times, it was a lie, or would have +been if he had not believed it himself at the time. Never fear but you +will have a chance to tell him that you have changed your mind, and +without any wound to your pride either."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Papa!" cried Winifred, rising and throwing her arms about his +neck, "you are such a comfort!"</p> + +<p>The old clock on the landing of the stairway struck one.</p> + +<p>"There, it is morning already," said her father. "Off to bed with you, +else I shall have no one to pour out my cup of coffee to-morrow." As +he spoke, he gently unclasped her arms from about his neck, but she +would not go quite yet.</p> + +<p>"If—if—all this should ever come about, are you quite sure you would +be willing to have me leave you?"</p> + +<p>"Quite sure, my dear. It is the natural thing, and what is natural +must be right. Now, good-night."</p> + +<p>Winifred wiped away the tears which had been hanging on the fringe of +her eyelashes, and after a parting hug gathered up her wraps and swept +away to her room. Her father watched her tenderly till the last trace +of her gown had vanished +<span class="left"><a name="Page_302" id="Page_302">[Pg 302]</a></span> +up the stairs; then he closed the door softly, took a miniature from +its case in the drawer, laid it on the table, and bowed his head on +both arms above it.</p> + +<p>"'Father and Mother both.' Yes, that was what I promised, and that is +what I must be so far as I can, and may God help me!" he murmured.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_303" id="Page_303">[Pg 303]</a></span> +<h3><a name="CHAPTER_XIX" id="CHAPTER_XIX"></a>CHAPTER XIX</h3> + +<h4>A SLUM POST</h4> +<h6><a class="contents" href="#Page_vii">[Go to Table of Contents]</a></h6> + +<table align="center" summary=""> +<tr> +<td>"Sounding brass and a tinkling cymbal."</td> +</tr> +</table> +<br /> + +<p>Despair fells; suspense tortures. The forty odd hours which lay +between the ending of the Grahams' dinner and the promised interview +with Winifred Anstice stretched out into an eternity to the impatience +of Flint. By turns he tried occupation and diversion; yet his ear +caught every tick of the clock, which seemed to his exaggerated fancy +to have retarded its movement. He found it so impossible to work at +his office that he packed up his papers and started for home.</p> + +<p>"What! going so early?" called Brooke from his desk.</p> + +<p>"Yes, a man cannot do any work here with this everlasting steam-drill +outside."</p> + +<p>"You are growing too sensitive for this world, Flint. We shall have to +build you a padded room, like Carlyle's, on top of the building."</p> + +<p>Flint vouchsafed no answer. He posted out and up Broadway as if he +were in mad haste. Then suddenly recollecting that his chief purpose +<span class="left"><a name="Page_304" id="Page_304">[Pg 304]</a></span> +was to kill time, he moderated his stramming gait to a stroll. At a +jeweller's on Union Square he paused, and turned in, ostensibly to +order some cards; but passing out he stopped surreptitiously before +the case of jewels. The rubies interested him most. How well they +would look against a certain gray-silk gown! Should he ever dare— He +caught a meaning smile on the face of the clerk, and bolted out of the +door.</p> + +<p>He paused again at a fashionable florist's shop tucked deftly in among +the theatres of central Broadway. The men at the counter were busily +engaged over curiously incongruous tasks,—one binding up a cross of +lilies, another a wreath for a baby's coffin, and a third preparing a +beribboned basket, gay with chrysanthemums, for a dinner-table. +Heedless, like us all, of every one's experiences but his own, Flint +stood by, waiting impatiently for the clerk who was putting the last +lily in the cross. From the great heaps of roses which stood about he +selected an overflowing boxful of the longest-stemmed and most +fragrant. The clerk smiled as he watched his recklessness. "I've seen +'em like that," he said to himself, "and two or three years after +they'll come in and ask for carnations, and say it doesn't matter if +they <i>were</i> brought in yesterday."</p> + +<p>Unconscious of the florist's cynical reflections, +<span class="left"><a name="Page_305" id="Page_305">[Pg 305]</a></span> +Flint tossed him his card, and emerged once more to add one to the +moving mass of humanity on the street. At Madison Square he dropped in +at the club and looked over the latest numbers of "Life" and "Punch."</p> + +<p>Still time hung heavy on his hands. He looked at his watch; it was +just five o'clock,—exactly the time when that objectionable Blathwayt +was to call in Stuyvesant Square. Still two hours before dinner.</p> + +<p>He left the club, crossed over to Broadway, and jumped onto the +platform of the moving cable-car at imminent peril to life and limb. +He rode on in a sort of daze, till he was roused by a sudden jerk and +the conductor's call of: "Central Park—all out here!" Moving with the +moving stream of passengers, he stepped out of the car, and refusing a +green transfer ticket he crossed the street and entered the park at +the Seventh Avenue gate, where the path makes a sudden dip from the +level of the street. The sun was near its setting, and the chilly wind +had swept the walks clear of tricycles and baby carriages. The +gray-coated guardian of the peace blinked at him from his sentry box. +Otherwise he had the park to himself, and found an intense pleasure in +the solitude, the keen air, and the sharp outlines of the dreary +autumn branches against the gorgeous sky.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_306" id="Page_306">[Pg 306]</a></span> + +<p>The west had that peculiar brilliancy which the dwellers on Manhattan +would recognize as characteristic of their island in November, if +there were not so few who ever get a peep at the sky except +perpendicularly at noonday, as they emerge from rows of brownstone +houses or overshadowing buildings of fabulous height. Flint was in no +mood to sentimentalize over sunsets. The intensely human interests +before him drove Nature far away, as a cold abstraction akin to death; +yet half unconsciously the scene imprinted itself upon his senses, and +long afterward he recalled distinctly the pale grayish-blue of the +zenith shading into the rare, cold tint of green, and that again +barred over with light gossamer clouds, beneath which lay the glowing +bands of orange, red, and violet.</p> + +<p>As the sun dropped, the temperature followed it. The wind whistled +more keenly through the bare branches. Flint turned up the collar of +his overcoat, thrust his hands into his pockets, and quickened his +pace.</p> + +<p>The relief of rapid motion told upon his overstrained condition. By +the time he had rounded the lakes he was calmer. The ascent of the +steep, rock-hewn steps of the ramble rested his nerves as much as it +taxed his wind, and as he came stramming down the mall, his mind was +sufficiently detached from its own hopes +<span class="left"><a name="Page_307" id="Page_307">[Pg 307]</a></span> +and fears to be able to realize that the overhanging elms recalled +agreeably the long walk at Oxford, and that the Cathedral spires were +fine in the gathering dusk, as one emerged from the Fifth Avenue +entrance. The return to the world of men stimulated him, and the long +undulating waves of electric lights seemed to beckon to him hopefully +as he went on.</p> + +<p>The afternoon was gone. That was one comfort, he said, as he reached +his own room. It would take half-an-hour to dress for dinner, and that +meal might be prolonged to cover another hour; but the evening still +stretched onward, seeming interminable to his restless fancy. It was a +relief when Brady came in and suggested that they drop in at a meeting +of the Salvation Army to be held at a slum post in a region of the +city known as Berry Hill.</p> + +<p>"Will I go?" he said, echoing the question of his friend, who stood +looking out of the window with an appearance of indifference, which +deceived no one. "Yes, I will; but I want you to understand that I +don't go as you do, out of pure emotional piety, but only to see and +hear Nora Costello."</p> + +<p>"Well, she is worth it, isn't she?" Brady responded.</p> + +<p>"Worth a trip down-town? Without doubt; but that is not the question +that is lying down +<span class="left"><a name="Page_308" id="Page_308">[Pg 308]</a></span> +in the depths of the locality you are pleased to call your heart. +Come, now," he added, walking across to the window and throwing his +arm over Brady's shoulder with one of his rare exhibitions of +affection,—"come; make a clean breast of it, and let us talk the +thing out from A to Z. <i>Imprimis</i>, you are in love with Nora +Costello."</p> + +<p>Brady started and moved away a trifle, but made no effort at denial +till after a minute, when he said rather weakly, "What makes you think +so?"</p> + +<p>"<i>Think</i> so! Why, man, I must be deaf, dumb, and blind not to <i>know</i> +it. Do you suppose I believed that a man at your time of life, brought +up as you have been, had suddenly gone daft on this Salvation Army +business?"</p> + +<p>"It's a 'business', as you call it, that does more good than all the +churches put together," answered Brady, hotly.</p> + +<p>"Hear him!" echoed Flint, mockingly.</p> + +<p>"Hear this son of New England actually declaring that there may be a +way to heaven which does not lie between church-pews or start from a +pulpit!"</p> + +<p>"Flint, you are a scoffer."</p> + +<p>"What do I scoff at?"</p> + +<p>"Religion."</p> + +<p>"Pardon me, but I do not."</p> + +<p>"Well, theology, anyway."</p> + +<p>"Ah, that is a different matter."</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_309" id="Page_309">[Pg 309]</a></span> + +<p>"You call yourself an agnostic."</p> + +<p>"No, I don't. 'Agnostic' is too long and too pretentious a word. I +prefer to translate it and call myself a know-nothing."</p> + +<p>"Don't you believe in God and a future life—and—and all that sort of +thing?" Brady ended rather disjointedly.</p> + +<p>"Don't you believe Mars is inhabited? and that the lines on its +surface are canals for irrigation?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know," answered Brady, whose mental processes were simple.</p> + +<p>"Neither do I," said Flint; "and what is more, neither does any man, +any more than he knows about God and a future life; and so why should +we go to making up creeds and breaking the heads of people who don't +agree with us when we are all just guessers, and probably all of us +wrong?"</p> + +<p>"Then you would take away faith out of the world?"</p> + +<p>"Not I,—at least not unless I could see something to take its place, +which at present I don't; and as for these poor devils who are +consoling themselves for their hard lot in this world by the +expectation of a soft thing in the next, I would not be such a brute +as to shake their confidence if I could, and I don't blame them much +if in addition to their heaven they set up a hell where, in +imagination at least, they can put the folks +<span class="left"><a name="Page_310" id="Page_310">[Pg 310]</a></span> +who have been having a too good time here while they were grunting and +sweating under their weary load."</p> + +<p>"Then I wonder you have not more sympathy with an organization like +the Salvation Army, which is doing its best to lighten the burden of +the grunters and sweaters."</p> + +<p>"Ah," answered Flint, "I had forgotten the Salvation Army,—it seems +so small a branch of a big subject. I am glad you brought me back. But +let us go a little further back still, for you know it was not the +Army at all that we started to discuss, but only one of its officers, +with a slender little figure and a pale face and a big pair of rather +mournful dark eyes."</p> + +<p>"Oh!" said Brady, taken somewhat off his guard, "but you should see +her when she is pleased! They light up just as if a torch had been +kindled in them."</p> + +<p>"Oh, they do, do they?" said Flint, with genial raillery; "well, you +see I never saw her so pleased as that."</p> + +<p>"Why, don't you remember on her birthday, when I gave her back the +locket?"</p> + +<p>"I remember the occasion; but I had precious little chance to see how +her eyes looked, for you stood so close to her that nobody else could +catch a glimpse. I did see something, though."</p> + +<p>"What?"</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_311" id="Page_311">[Pg 311]</a></span> + +<p>"I saw <i>you</i>, and any one more palpably sentimental I never did see."</p> + +<p>"Well, what of it? It isn't a crime, I suppose—"</p> + +<p>"That depends," Flint answered dryly.</p> + +<p>Brady shook off his hand. "What do you mean by that?" he asked +angrily.</p> + +<p>"I mean," said Flint, folding his arms and looking at his friend +steadily, "that you have come to the cross-roads. You cannot go on as +you are. You must either give up hanging about Nora Costello, or you +must make up your mind to marry her."</p> + +<p>"And why not, pray, if I could induce her to accept me?"</p> + +<p>"Great Heavens!" cried Flint; "has it gone so far as that?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, it has," answered Brady, as defiantly as though Flint had +represented his whole family circle; "and if she will marry me I shall +be a proud and happy man."</p> + +<p>"And your relatives,—the Bradfords and Standishes and all?"</p> + +<p>"Plymouth Rock may fall on them for all I care," exclaimed Brady.</p> + +<p>"And how about the tambourines and torches?"</p> + +<p>Brady colored a little, but he stood his ground manfully.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_312" id="Page_312">[Pg 312]</a></span> + +<p>"I shall never presume to dictate," he answered. "I will go my way and +she shall go hers; and if I can lend a helping hand to any of the poor +wretches she is trying to save, I shall do it, if I have to take off +my kid gloves and get down into the gutter, as many a better man has +done before me."</p> + +<p>"Well," answered Flint, "if that is the way you take it I have nothing +more to say. But if you don't object I would like to be present when +you announce the engagement to Miss Standish."</p> + +<p>"Miss Standish be hanged!" cried Brady. "It is a question of Miss +Costello, I tell you. My only anxiety lies right there. If you had +ever been in love you would know how it feels."</p> + +<p>"I can imagine," Flint answered, taking up his pipe and looking +scrutinizingly into the bowl; "I have read about it in books. But +come! if we are going to the rally we must be about it. It is nearly +eight by my watch. How long is the confounded thing—excuse me—I mean +the gospel gathering?"</p> + +<p>"If you are going to make fun of it, Flint, you would better stay at +home," said Brady, stiffly.</p> + +<p>"No, no, forgive me, Brady! I meant nothing of the kind; it is my +accursed habit of joking +<span class="left"><a name="Page_313" id="Page_313">[Pg 313]</a></span> +when I am in earnest, and being so solemn when I try to be funny that +I am never in harmony with the occasion. Go on; I will close the door. +I ought not to go, for I half expect Brooke of the Magazine. No +matter; I will leave word for him."</p> + +<p>As they passed the janitor, Flint said, "I shall be back by ten. If +any one comes to see me you have the key of my rooms, and let any +visitor come in and wait."</p> + +<p>"All right, sir!"</p> + +<p>"And see that the fire is kept up."</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir."</p> + +<p>Flint shivered as he passed out of the warm, heavily carpeted halls +into the chilly night of late November.</p> + +<p>"To-morrow will be Thanksgiving, won't it?" Brady observed.</p> + +<p>"Yes, and judging by the number of turkeys on this avenue there will +be no family without one. I heard last year of a poor widow who had +<i>six</i> sent her by different charitable institutions. That is what I +call a pressure of subsistence on population."</p> + +<p>Something in Flint's manner jarred upon his companion. It seemed like +a determined opposition to any undue influence of sentiment or +emotion. Brady could not have defined the attitude of his friend's +mind; but he felt it, and +<span class="left"><a name="Page_314" id="Page_314">[Pg 314]</a></span> +resented it to the extent of keeping silence after they had taken +their seats in the car of the elevated road.</p> + +<p>There were few other passengers, and the car smelled of lamp-oil. All +surrounding influences tended to depress Brady's ordinarily buoyant +spirits, and he wished he had stayed at home, or at any rate had left +Flint behind. Meanwhile his companion, apparently wholly oblivious of +the frigidity of his companion's manner, sat with his hat pulled over +his eyes, and his face as undecipherable as the riddle of the Sphinx.</p> + +<p>As the cars stopped at a station half-way between the up-town +residences and the downtown offices, in the slum belt of the city, +Brady buttoned up his overcoat and rose, saying shortly, "We get out +here."</p> + +<p>"He has been here more than once," was Flint's inward comment; but he +made no reply, only followed in Brady's footsteps down the iron +stairs, and under the shadow of the elevated track for a block or two, +when Brady made a sharp wheel to eastward.</p> + +<p>"Is this our street?" asked Flint, speaking for the first time.</p> + +<p>"Yes, this is our street. Turn to the right—there where you see the +red lantern hanging out from the second story."</p> + +<p>"Ah, you know the neighborhood well, I see. +<span class="left"><a name="Page_315" id="Page_315">[Pg 315]</a></span> +Lead on, and I will follow. How dark it is down here!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, electric lights are reserved for the quarters where you rich +people live."</p> + +<p>"<i>You</i> rich people!" Flint smiled to himself. "Pretty soon," he +thought, "Brady will be classing me among the greedy capitalists who +are battening on the sorrows of the poor." He was almost conscious of +a feeling of guilt as he recalled the fresh, pure air of the park and +contrasted it with this atmosphere. The name of Berry Hill seemed +curiously inappropriate for the level streets lined with tumble-down +tenements; and its suggestion of the long-ago days when vine-clad +uplands swelled between the narrowing rivers, and little children +steeped their fingers in nothing more harmful than the blood of +berries, lent an added pathos to the gloom of the contrasting present.</p> + +<p>The slum post was a forlorn wooden building which had quite forgotten, +if it had ever owned, a coat of paint. The windows of the lower story +were guarded by a wire netting, behind which reposed the treasures of +the poor under the temporary guardianship of the pawnbroker. On one +side lay bits of finery, tawdry rings of plate and silver set with +sham diamonds and pearls, which if the product of nature, would have +bankrupted a Rothschild. In among them were +<span class="left"><a name="Page_316" id="Page_316">[Pg 316]</a></span> +infants' rattles and spoons marked for life with the impress of baby +teeth. Behind the smaller articles hung a row of musical instruments, +fifes and fiddles sadly silent, and hinting of moody, mirth-robbed +homes. Behind these again, by the dim light within, Flint caught a +glimpse of miscellaneous piles of household articles wrung from the +reluctant owners who had already parted with vanity and mirth, and now +must banish comfort too.</p> + +<p>The door on one side of the window stood open, and a rather dim light +within showed a bare hall-way with a worn shabby staircase leading to +the room above. Flint and Brady toiled up two flights. "The path to +heaven is not to be made too easy, is it?" said Flint, pausing to take +breath.</p> + +<p>"No; did you expect elevators?" his friend asked with some asperity.</p> + +<p>Flint's good humor was not to be shaken, however.</p> + +<p>"To heaven? Why, yes. Angels' wings I've always understood were to be +at our service. Here it seems not."</p> + +<p>At the door Brady stopped to drop a quarter into the basket labelled +"Silver contribution," held by a buxom and not unpleasing young woman +in the Army uniform.</p> + +<p>"They understand the first principles of the +<span class="left"><a name="Page_317" id="Page_317">[Pg 317]</a></span> +church, I see," Flint whispered. "They have dropped the communion, but +they keep the contribution-box."</p> + +<p>Brady did not attend to him. As the two men entered, several turned to +look at them. Clearly they were not of the class expected. Brady, +however, nodded to one or two, and he and his friend sat down on a +bench near the door, in the corner of the hall. Flint wished it were +in order to keep his hat on to shield his eyes from the unshaded gas, +which struck him full in the face. But he resigned himself to that, as +well as to the heat and the odor, and charged it off to the account of +a new experience.</p> + +<p>The interior was bare and cheerless, colorless save for the torn red +shades above the high dormer windows, and the crudely painted mottoes +over the platform and around the wall. "<i>Berry Hill for God!</i>" +sprawled along one side, flanked by "<i>Remember Your Mother's +Prayers!</i>" and in front the sinner's trembling gaze was met by the +depressing suggestion, "<i>What if you Was to Die To-night?</i>"</p> + +<p>The ceiling was low, and the air already over-heated and +over-breathed. Flint was an epicure in the matter of air. He looked +longingly at the door, which offered the only method of escape. But he +had come for the evening, and he made up his mind to endure to the +end.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_318" id="Page_318">[Pg 318]</a></span> + +<p>A Hindoo was speaking as they came in, shaking his white turban with +much vehemence, and waving his small delicate hands in the air as he +told of "The General's" work in India, and how he had been drawn by +the gospel (which he pronounced go-spell) to give up his rank in the +Brahmin caste, to wander over the world as an evangel.</p> + +<p>"Queer," muttered Flint, "that every converted Hindoo was a Brahmin. +Booth seems to have had great luck with the aristocracy."</p> + +<p>For a few moments the strangeness of the Hindoo's speech amused Flint; +then he grew bored, and finally irritated. He took out his watch, +looked at it conspicuously, then closed it with an audible click. If +there is a depressing sound on earth it is the click of a watch to the +ear of an orator. The speaker felt it, and looked round deprecatingly, +reflecting perhaps that however superior in morals, Occidentals have +something to learn of the Orientals in manners.</p> + +<p>When the high-caste Hindoo sat down, there was much clapping of hands +and shaking of tambourines, and then to the tune of Daisy Bell rose a +chorus of,—</p> + +<span style="margin-left: 3em;">"Sinner, Sinner, give me your answer, do!"</span><br /> + +<p>Flint felt a convulsive twitching at the corner of his mouth, but he +had sworn to himself that he +<span class="left"><a name="Page_319" id="Page_319">[Pg 319]</a></span> +would betray no levity. Brady looked so uncomfortable that his friend +pitied him. There is much which disturbs us, chiefly through the +sensibility of others. At the end of the singing, a man rose to tell +of what the Army had done for him in rescuing him from the gutter; but +his legs were so unsteady and his speech so frequently interrupted by +hiccoughs that an audible titter ran around the room, and there was +great propriety in the song following his remarks.</p> + +<span style="margin-left: 3em;">"If at first you don't succeed,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 3.5em;">Try, try again."</span><br /> + +<p>The room grew hotter, the lights more trying, the bench harder. The +humor of the situation began to die out in Flint's mind, and gave way +to a wave of repulsion and of pity for his friend who was about to +condemn himself to these associations for life. His mind, which had +wandered from the scene around him, was recalled by the sound of a +voice, so different from the preceeding ones that it fell like angelic +tones upon a world far beneath.</p> + +<p>"My friends," said the voice, which was of course Nora Costello's, +"you have listened this night to stories of sin and suffering, of +struggle, of victory, and sometimes of defeat."</p> + +<p>"Like the tipsy gent's," a man called out with a coarse laugh.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_320" id="Page_320">[Pg 320]</a></span> + +<p>"Yes, like his. Would you jeer and gibe if you saw a man sinking in +the waves time after time in spite o' rafts and life-preservers thrown +out to him from the ship?"</p> + +<p>A shamed silence showed that the question had struck; but the speaker +was not satisfied with silence. She went on driving the shaft home. +"Would you laugh if you saw a man trying to climb out of a burning +building and beaten back time after time by the flames?"</p> + +<p>(Cries of "No, no.")</p> + +<p>"Then why should you laugh over a poor wretch who is struggling with +worse flames and in danger of being dragged down to more terrible +fires of endless punishment?"</p> + +<p>"Fire! Fire!" cried some one in the hall. For a moment Flint took this +to be like the "No, no" of a moment before,—only a running comment on +the speaker's words,—but at the same instant his eye caught the +curling of a thin blue line of smoke in the corner, and he remembered +the furniture and flimsy flummery stored on the lower floor. He +measured the distance to the door. There was no one between him and +it. He would have little difficulty in escaping if he started on the +instant—<i>but these others!</i></p> + +<p>"The place will go up like a rocket," he said to Brady, "but a panic +is worse. Hold the door with me!"</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_321" id="Page_321">[Pg 321]</a></span> + +<p>"Take me, meester; I'm stronger nor him!" said a broad-shouldered +coal-heaver, who had overheard their whisper.</p> + +<p>With this the three men made a bolt for the door, and formed in line +in front of it, with their stout walking-sticks in hand.</p> + +<p>"Keep your seats. We will knock down the first man who moves. There's +no danger!" Flint shouted. For an instant the crowd wavered. It would +have taken only one more impulse to turn it into a mob. Nora Costello +saw the danger, and seizing her tambourine she began on a ringing Army +chorus. The audience fell in with such energy that it drowned the +rattle of the fire engines.</p> + +<p>"Don't be alarmed," said a fireman, sticking his head in at the door, +"the fire is out, and the danger over. Five minutes more, though," he +added in an undertone to Flint, "would have done the business, and +then, I reckon, we might have spent a week looking for bodies in the +ashes."</p> + +<p>"Come, Brady, let us go; I want some fresh air," said Flint, when the +excitement had subsided and another convert had begun his sing-song +confession and adjuration.</p> + +<p>"Go, then," answered his friend; "I shall wait to the end. I am going +to walk home with Miss Costello. Yes," he went on, in response to his +<span class="left"><a name="Page_322" id="Page_322">[Pg 322]</a></span> +friend's questioning glance, "it's to-night or never."</p> + +<p>"Then I won't wait," said Flint; "only come in to-morrow and tell me +how you fared."</p> + +<p>It was with a feeling of exultation that Flint found himself again on +the street. "How grewsome it would have been," he thought, "to be +carried off in a job lot like that! I can imagine nothing worse, +except perhaps to be killed in a crush at a bargain-counter."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_323" id="Page_323">[Pg 323]</a></span> +<h3><a name="CHAPTER_XX" id="CHAPTER_XX"></a>CHAPTER XX</h3> + +<h4>THE UNFORESEEN</h4> +<h6><a class="contents" href="#Page_vii">[Go to Table of Contents]</a></h6> + +<table align="center" summary=""> +<tr> +<td>"C'est toujours l'imprévu qui arrive."</td> +</tr> +</table> +<br /> + +<p>The ruling thought in Flint's mind as he emerged from the crowded room +and made his way down the shaky stairs to the outer door, was of the +physical delight of inhaling fresh air. He drew in two or three deep, +lung-filling breaths, then he opened his coat and shook it to the air +as he had seen doctors do after coming out of a sick-room.</p> + +<p>"Decidedly," he said to himself, "slumming is not my vocation. If I +were drafted into the Salvation Army, I should plead to be permitted +to join the open-air brigade. My sympathy with the poor in general, +and drunkards in particular, is in inverse proportion to the nearness. +Poor Brady! I wonder how he will endure being unequally yoked together +with a believer. Suppose Nora Costello refuses him. No, he is safe +enough, if it is being safe to have her return his love. I saw her +look up as we came in, and though she never glanced in our direction +again till the cry +<span class="left"><a name="Page_324" id="Page_324">[Pg 324]</a></span> +of 'Fire!' came, I saw her look of appeal then, and his response. Oh, +there is no doubt about her accepting him; but the question is, not +how does she feel now, but how will she feel a year or two years from +now? As I grow older, I grow more conservative on these things. There +is such an amount of wear and tear in the ordinary strain of married +life that I hate to see cruel and unusual ones added. If Winifred +Anstice should ever or could ever— There, I will not allow +myself even to think about it, for it would be so much harder to give +it up afterward if I am compelled to, and, after all, what chance is +there that a girl like Winifred would be willing to spend her whole +life with a man whose nature and character are so different from +hers!"</p> + +<p>Flint had been walking rapidly, and his musings had so filled his mind +that he saw with surprise that he had reached the corner where the +Sixth Avenue elevated and surface cars curve together for their +straight-away race to the Park at the end of the course. He was +conscious of a certain added rush of spirits at finding himself once +more on the edge of a familiar world,—a world where the sin was at +least conventionalized and the misery went about well dressed. Already +the scene at the slum post had taken on in his mind a distance which +enabled him to regard it humorously, and he amused himself in +rehearsing +<span class="left"><a name="Page_325" id="Page_325">[Pg 325]</a></span> +the scene as he would set it forth to Brooke when he reached "The +Chancellor."</p> + +<p>As he turned a corner, he noticed just in front of him in the side +street leading toward Fifth Avenue a young woman carrying a paper +parcel, and looking up a little nervously at one number after another. +She wore a Canada seal jacket, and a wide felt hat topped with nodding +plumes which made a large effect for the investment. Over the jacket +hung a gilt chain holding a coin purse, the latest fad of the +fashionable world.</p> + +<p>As Flint's footsteps quickened behind her, she turned her head a +little timorously. At last she stopped, and as he caught up with her +she began, "Could you tell me—" Then she stopped short.</p> + +<p>"Miss Marsden!" exclaimed Flint, in amazement. "What in the world +brings you here?"</p> + +<p>"To see New York," the girl began a little flippantly, but ended more +tremulously, "and to see you."</p> + +<p>"But where are you staying?"</p> + +<p>"Nowhere—that is, I came down on the train this afternoon, and I +thought I'd go to a hotel, and then I meant to write you a note +to-morrow and ask you to come and see me; but a lady I met on the +cars, she was real kind, and she said she guessed I'd find it cost +more 'n I reckoned on to go to a hotel, and so she gave +<span class="left"><a name="Page_326" id="Page_326">[Pg 326]</a></span> +me this address where a friend of hers lived. She said she was a +perfect lady, and would take good care of me. Not that I need anybody +to do that!"</p> + +<p>This last with that curious mixture of innocence, ignorance, and +sophistication, incredible outside America, where the self-dependent +girl so early becomes sufficient for herself and too much for every +one else.</p> + +<p>Flint took the address from her hand, and studied it for a minute. +"That will not do at all," he said quietly, as he threw the bit of +paper into the gutter. Then he took out his watch. "Half-past nine. +You have just time to catch the night train for South East."</p> + +<p>The girl's face fell. "I'm not going to South East," she said +sullenly. "I wrote Pa that I was going off for Thanksgiving, with a +friend from Boxbury."</p> + +<p>"Then why not go back to Boxbury? That's still an easier trip, and I +can let you have the money."</p> + +<p>Flint's tone, which was always low, had dropped still deeper; but the +earnestness of his manner made itself felt, and a casual passer-by, +catching the word "money," slowed up his walk, and turned his head for +an instant's inspection of the couple. Flint raged inwardly at the +vulgarity of the situation thus thrust upon him. +<span class="left"><a name="Page_327" id="Page_327">[Pg 327]</a></span> +To his companion, however, the glance of the passer-by conveyed +nothing more than a recognition of her good looks, to which she was +not averse. She stood still a moment, rubbing her ringed and ungloved +hand back and forward over the sanded iron imitation brownstone fence +by which she had paused. Then, as Flint, feeling the conspicuousness +of their stationary attitude, made a movement to walk on, she broke +out with a note of genuine feeling,—</p> + +<p>"It's no question of money. I came away because I couldn't stand it +any longer. I wanted so to see you and to tell you what a lot I cared +about you, and I thought perhaps—"</p> + +<p>"Don't go on!" said Flint, a trifle sternly. "You are a silly little +fool; but you ought to know better than to say things like that to a +man who never did and never could care anything for you."</p> + +<p>"Then you despise me and my love!" said Tilly, with passion half real, +half premeditated for effect. She had rehearsed this scene many times +in her own mind.</p> + +<p>"Despise you? Not I," Flint answered; "and as for your love, a real, +genuine affection is about the last thing in the world to be despised. +Whether it is returned or not, it does not matter; and besides," here +Flint paused a minute and then went on, "in that I have much sympathy +<span class="left"><a name="Page_328" id="Page_328">[Pg 328]</a></span> +with you, for I too love some one who has refused to marry me."</p> + +<p>It was with a sense of inward surprise that Flint heard himself +revealing the secrets of his inmost heart to this tawdry young girl; +but Brady's words were ringing in his ears: "I think I would try to +help save a soul, if I had to take off my kid gloves or even go down +in the gutter to do it."</p> + +<p>Tilly Marsden had not enough nobleness of nature to take in the spirit +of his confidence. To her his words implied some hope for herself.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps," she said brokenly, "if you couldn't get her you might take +me." As she looked up at him pleadingly, with real tears standing on +her long eyelashes and the flush of a genuine emotion on her cheeks, +Flint was conscious that she was very, very pretty.</p> + +<p>Her prettiness would not at any time have held any temptation for him. +The inherited austerity of his blood and a fastidiousness of +temperament beyond the appeal of this chromo beauty would have +prevented it in any case, but just now he was under the spell of an +exaltation which lifted him above even the possibility of such danger. +He had stood on the Mount of Transfiguration and looked into the eyes +of spiritual love. Its light still shone above and around him, and +shed its influence over the whole +<span class="left"><a name="Page_329" id="Page_329">[Pg 329]</a></span> +world. All dark thoughts, all basilar instincts shrank back abashed +before that white light. The old monogamous instinct of the +Anglo-Saxon race, which has kept it sound at the core in spite of a +thousand vices, held this man as true to the woman whom he wished to +marry as if she were indeed his wife.</p> + +<p>Tempted he was not, but most wofully disturbed in mind he certainly +was. Having destroyed the dubious address, he felt himself to have +assumed in a measure a responsibility for this foolish girl's future, +her immediate future at least. His mind traversed rapidly all the +possible courses open to him. He must take her somewhere. Hotels and +boarding-houses were alike impossible. He thought of Nora Costello; +but he could not bring himself to ask her to share the narrow limits +of her one room with this be-furbelowed young person, and then it +would involve so many awkward explanations. There was only one person +who would understand. By a process of exclusion, his thoughts were +driven more and more insistently toward seeking aid from Winifred +Anstice.</p> + +<p>He felt to the full the delicacy and difficulty, not to say the +absurdity, of his position, in seeking to place the woman who loved +him under the protection of the woman he loved, but it was the only +course which seemed even possible.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_330" id="Page_330">[Pg 330]</a></span> + +<p>"Come," he said suddenly to Tilly, with an authority which the girl's +will was powerless to resist. "Since you will not go home, you must be +cared for here. I will take you to a friend of mine, and you must do +as she tells you."</p> + +<p>"And what if I won't go?" said the girl, with a feeble effort at +self-assertion.</p> + +<p>"Then I will leave you here. Only never hold me responsible for the +ruin that lies before you clear as Hell."</p> + +<p>The girl quailed before the energy of his words.</p> + +<p>"Cab, sir?" called the driver of a hansom the lights of which had +twinkled from a judicious distance for some time past.</p> + +<p>Flint raised his finger in acquiescence, and the hansom rattled up to +the curbstone. Flint handed Tilly Marsden into it with his habitual +deference, gave a street and number to the driver, and, jumping in +himself, slammed to the half doors with a clang which echoed along the +silent street. The driver cracked his whip over the horse's head as if +he were about to drive him at a desperate pace; but the animal, +familiar with the noisy demonstration and recognizing it as intended +for the encouragement of the passengers within the vehicle and not +conveying any special warning to himself, set off at his customary +jog-trot.</p> + +<p>A man who had been standing in the shadow +<span class="left"><a name="Page_331" id="Page_331">[Pg 331]</a></span> +of a house moved out and stood a moment under the quivering nimbus of +the electric light. His brow darkened as he looked after the +retreating cab.</p> + +<p>"Curse him!" he muttered.</p> + +<p>Flint and his companion drove on unwitting of the vengeance-breeding +wrath behind them. For a time they kept silence, each absorbed in his +own thoughts. Flint was unpleasantly conscious that the girl was +crying behind her veil, but realizing that he had no consolation to +offer, he wisely let her alone, and before many minutes the novelty of +her surroundings began to tell upon Tilly's grief.</p> + +<p>"Whose house is that?" she asked in a broken voice, as they passed a +brilliantly lighted hotel. She had read so much of the palaces of the +millionnaires that a fourteen-story private dwelling did not strike +her as at all unexpected.</p> + +<p>"She will recover," Flint murmured cynically to himself. His mind was +working rapidly now. Like many contemplative men, once roused to +definite action he was capable of great energy and direct executive +ability. He planned every detail of the coming interview, met every +emergency, was prepared for every event.</p> + +<p>As the cab drew up before the Anstice door, he noted with relief that +the lights above were bright and those on the parlor floor subdued. +<span class="left"><a name="Page_332" id="Page_332">[Pg 332]</a></span> +"No company, thank Heaven! and the family upstairs," was his comment. +What he most dreaded now was Winifred's being out. He wondered if in +that event he should have courage to ask for Miss Standish, and had +almost persuaded himself that he would, when McGregor, to the comfort +of his soul, admitted that Miss Anstice was at home and without +visitors. Flint felt a little cut by McGregor's glance of suspicion at +his companion. It seemed to connote the opinion of the world, and to +make his position more difficult than ever. He determined, however, to +carry things with a high hand.</p> + +<p>"Show this young woman into the dining-room, McGregor, and close the +doors. Then take this card to Miss Anstice, and ask if I may see her +for a moment on important business."</p> + +<p>The old butler stumbled upstairs, murmuring, "Well, it's a queer +business, and I can't make it out; but he's the right sort, he is."</p> + +<p>As Flint waited in the drawing-room, he was dimly conscious of the +perfume from the roses in the jar on the piano, conscious too that he +was standing on the very spot where he had kissed Winifred's hand +yesterday. Was it really only yesterday? It seemed an age ago.</p> + +<p>The spell was broken by the sound of a light step on the stair, and +the appearance of Winifred herself in the doorway,—Winifred in her +gown +<span class="left"><a name="Page_333" id="Page_333">[Pg 333]</a></span> +of soft gray silk, with a bunch of his roses at her +belt,—Winifred as he had never seen her before, with the +gladness of unrestrained welcome in her eyes, with shy words of love +almost trembling on her lips.</p> + +<p>Flint started forward, then thought of the girl behind the closed +door, and hesitated. Surely they could postpone happiness for a time +to bind up the bruises of that foolish wayfarer who was none the less +to be pitied that her wounds were self-inflicted.</p> + +<p>Winifred's quick perception took in at once the agitation of his face +and manner.</p> + +<p>"You are in trouble!" she said, coming close to him with swift +sympathy.</p> + +<p>"Yes, in trouble and in perplexity. I have come to you for help."</p> + +<p>"I am glad you have come to me," the girl said simply, and stood with +uplifted eyes waiting for him to go on.</p> + +<p>"Don't look at me like that," Flint cried out; "when you do I can +think of nothing but you, and to-night we must both think about some +one else."</p> + +<p>"Who is it? What is it? Tell me from the beginning."</p> + +<p>Flint was profoundly moved by the instant putting aside of all +thoughts of self in the desire to be of service.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_334" id="Page_334">[Pg 334]</a></span> + +<p>"How dared I ask her to marry me?" he thought. Aloud he said: "Listen, +Winifred, and know that I am trying to tell you the white truth +without reserve or evasion. I come to you because you are the only +person who will need no explanation of the past, to unravel the evil +of the present. I went with Brady this evening to a meeting of the +Salvation Army at a slum post down on Berry Hill, where Nora Costello +was to speak—"</p> + +<p>"Oh, why didn't you let me go too?"</p> + +<p>"You shall go if you like sometime; but I am glad you were not there +to-night, for there was a fire, and something near a panic—"</p> + +<p>Winifred turned white and moved nearer to him.</p> + +<p>"Don't be alarmed!" he said; "nothing happened. The fire was soon put +out, and people settled back in their seats. But I grew restless, and +concluded not to wait for Brady; so I started to walk up alone—"</p> + +<p>"Alone?" echoed Winifred, "through that quarter! Why, Nora says it is +as bad as Whitechapel."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps," said Flint, with a nervous laugh; "but my walk was entirely +uneventful till I reached our own highly respectable part of the city. +As I was turning into Fifth Avenue, out of one of the side streets +above Washington +<span class="left"><a name="Page_335" id="Page_335">[Pg 335]</a></span> +Square, I saw a girl looking up at the houses. As I came along she +stopped to speak to me, and to my amazement I found it was Tilly +Marsden."</p> + +<p>"<i>Tilly Marsden?</i>"</p> + +<p>"Yes, she had come down to spend Thanksgiving here in the city. She +had been expecting, it seems, to go to a hotel; but a woman on the +train gave her the address of some friend, and she was looking up this +unknown landlady when I came along."</p> + +<p>"Little fool!" said Winifred, with finely feminine exasperation.</p> + +<p>"She is—beyond a doubt she is; but still—"</p> + +<p>"But still," said Winifred, with a vanishing smile, "you naturally +have more sympathy with her folly than I have." (At this moment +Winifred had forgotten the charge of lack of sympathy which she had +brought against the man before her three months ago.) "The question +is, of course, what is to be done with her?"</p> + +<p>Flint felt an immense sense of relief at Winifred's practical words, +which seemed to remove the situation from the element of tragedy to +rather sordid commonplace.</p> + +<p>"That's it exactly," he said helplessly. "I thought of taking her to +Nora Costello."</p> + +<p>"That would not do at all," said Winifred, +<span class="left"><a name="Page_336" id="Page_336">[Pg 336]</a></span> +positively. "I am disappointed in you. If you had trusted to my +proffer of friendship yesterday, you would have brought her to me."</p> + +<p>"I—I did," hesitated Flint; "she is in the rear room there. But the +more I think of it, the more I feel as if I could not have her here +near you. She is—"</p> + +<p>"You need not tell me what Tilly Marsden is," Winifred interrupted. "I +know her of old. She is silly and pert, and cheaply sensational; but +she is not vicious, and if she were, our duty would be the same. You +may leave her with Miss Standish and me. We will take care of her, and +try to make something of her."</p> + +<p>"I suppose I ought to say 'Good-by' to her?"</p> + +<p>"By no means. Go, and leave her to me."</p> + +<p>"Have you no word for me at parting?"</p> + +<p>"No, not now,—all that can wait."</p> + +<p>"Good-night, then, since you will let me say nothing more."</p> + +<p>Winifred answered with a farewell glance, full of confidence and of +love. Then the door closed after Flint, and Winifred threw open the +folding-doors into the dining-room.</p> + +<p>"How do you do, Miss Marsden?" she said, taking Tilly's hand.</p> + +<p>The girl looked at her, stupidly bewildered.</p> + +<p>"You do not recognize me, I see, but I +<span class="left"><a name="Page_337" id="Page_337">[Pg 337]</a></span> +remember you from seeing you with Leonard Davitt down at Nepaug."</p> + +<p>Tilly blushed painfully, but Winifred took no notice of her +embarrassment.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Flint said you were belated in your trip to the city, so he +brought you to us for the night," Winifred continued, as if it were +the most natural episode in the world.</p> + +<p>"And did he tell you—"</p> + +<p>"He told me nothing else. He was in a hurry, I suppose."</p> + +<p>"Then he is gone?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, he is gone, and I am glad, because it is time you went to bed +after you have had such a tiresome journey. Come upstairs. I am going +to give you the little room next Miss Standish's. You remember her +perhaps—she was at Nepaug too. To-morrow we will talk over anything +you wish to tell me. Come!"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_338" id="Page_338">[Pg 338]</a></span> +<h3><a name="CHAPTER_XXI" id="CHAPTER_XXI"></a>CHAPTER XXI</h3> + +<h4>GOD'S PUPPETS</h4> +<h6><a class="contents" href="#Page_vii">[Go to Table of Contents]</a></h6> + +<table align="center" summary=""> +<tr> +<td>"God's puppets best and worst are we,</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td>There is no last or first."</td> +</tr> +</table> +<br /> + +<p>The breakfast-hour in the Anstice household was regularly irregular. A +movable fast, Professor Anstice called it. On the morning of +Thanksgiving Day the hand of the old Dutch clock pointed to nine when +Winifred Anstice entered the dining-room.</p> + +<p>A freshly lighted fire blazed on the hearth. The lamp beneath the +silver urn blazed on the table. Toasted muffins and delicate dishes of +honey and marmalade stood upon the buffet.</p> + +<p>"Will you wait for Mr. Anstice?" McGregor asked as she entered.</p> + +<p>"No, McGregor, I am like time and tide, and wait for no man or woman +either; but you need not hurry, for I will look over my mail while the +eggs are boiling,—just four minutes, remember. I don't want them +bullets, nor yet those odious slimy trickling things which seem only +held together by the shell."</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_339" id="Page_339">[Pg 339]</a></span> + +<p>McGregor smiled,—a smile it had cost him twenty years of service in +the best families to acquire,—a smile which expressed respectful +appreciation of the facetiousness intended without any personal share +in it. He never allowed himself to be more amused than a butler should +be.</p> + +<p>Winifred Anstice dropped into the chair which he held for her, and +took up, one by one, the letters which lay on the silver tray by her +side. They proved a strange medley, as the morning mail of a New York +woman always is,—a dozen "At Home" cards, Receptions, Teas, "days" in +December, all put aside after a passing glance for future sorting; an +appeal for aid, by a widow who had done washing for the family twenty +years ago, and was sure for the sake of old times Miss Anstice would +lend her a small sum, to tide over the cruel winter when her son could +get no work; a note from Mrs. De Lancey Jones, stating that a few +excellent seats for a performance to be given for the benefit of the +"Manhattan Appendicitis Hospital" could be had from her; there was a +great rush for the tickets, but she wanted if possible to keep a few +for her friends, and would Miss Anstice kindly let her know at once if +she desired any?</p> + +<p>Miss Anstice smiled a sceptical smile, which +<span class="left"><a name="Page_340" id="Page_340">[Pg 340]</a></span> +deepened into a laugh when she picked up the next note, which stated +that Mrs. Brown-Livingston was also holding back a number of the same +much-sought tickets for her friends, but would part with a few to Miss +Anstice if informed at once.</p> + +<p>"What frauds these mortals be!" exclaimed Winifred, laying both +requests aside to amuse her father later.</p> + +<p>At the next envelope she colored hotly, for she recognized the +handwriting instantly. Indeed it was an easily recognizable +superscription and of very distinct individuality,—a back-hand which +at first glance gave the impression that it must be held up to the +mirror to be read, but on closer scrutiny looked plainer than the +upright round hand of the copy-books. It did not need the "F" upon the +seal to tell Winifred Anstice from whom it came. She opened it, as she +opened all sealed documents, with a hairpin, though two paper-cutters +of silver and ivory lay at her hand on the tray.</p> + +<p>The note was brief. It was dated "University Club, Midnight," and had +no beginning, as if the writer could think of none befitting his +feeling.</p> + +<p>"I am distracted," it began abruptly, "with the contest of fears and +hopes, regret and satisfaction. If I seem to have unloaded upon you a +burden of responsibility which was justly +<span class="left"><a name="Page_341" id="Page_341">[Pg 341]</a></span> +mine, I beg you to believe that I did it only because I could see no +other way, and even then I meant only to ask you to share it. In place +of this, with characteristic generosity you insisted upon assuming the +whole. This must not be. Pray name some hour when I may come to you, +and let it be to-morrow. You don't know how far off that seems."</p> + +<p>Only that, and then the signature. It was a strange note from a lover; +but to Winifred Anstice it was full of the assurance that the man to +whom she had given her heart (for she admitted it to herself now) was +of a nature large enough to put himself and his own feelings aside and +to believe that she too was capable of the larger vision, the +renunciation of present happiness for pressing duty. The highest plane +upon which those who love can meet is this of united work and united +self-sacrifice.</p> + +<p>Winifred's eyes glistened as she read, and when she had finished, she +slipped the note into her pocket for a second reading. As she did so, +Miss Standish entered.</p> + +<p>"I declare, Winifred, you get more morning mail than a Congressman."</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Winifred, "and my constituents make larger demands."</p> + +<p>"It seems to me," said Miss Standish, "that you engage in too many +projects. You do not +<span class="left"><a name="Page_342" id="Page_342">[Pg 342]</a></span> +give yourself time to attend to your own needs at all."</p> + +<p>"Oh, never fear for that!" answered Winifred. "One's own needs pound +at the door; the needs of others only tap. How did you sleep last +night?"</p> + +<p>"Finely. I was so tired after that picture exhibition that I could +hardly keep my eyes open. I was glad enough to creep off to bed by +nine o'clock; but do you know I had a confused dream of voices in the +room next mine,—the little one with the green and white hangings. I +thought I heard your voice, and then a stranger's, and I seemed to +catch the word 'Nepaug.' Isn't it curious how dreams come without any +reason whatever?"</p> + +<p>"H'm! Sometimes it is, as you say, very curious; but in this +particular instance there was nothing very miraculous about it, since +you did hear voices and you very likely caught the word 'Nepaug,' for +it was certainly mentioned."</p> + +<p>"How's that?" questioned Miss Standish, sharply. She did not relish +the idea of having missed any unusual happenings.</p> + +<p>Winifred was a little vexed by the note of curiosity in her voice, and +she answered without undue haste, "Yes, it was I and Tilly Marsden; +you remember her, perhaps,—the daughter of the inn-keeper."</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_343" id="Page_343">[Pg 343]</a></span> + +<p>There were two things most exasperating to Miss Standish,—one to be +supposed to know what she did not and thereby to be cheated of +acquiring the information, the other to be suspected of not knowing +what she remembered perfectly.</p> + +<p>"Not know Tilly Marsden! Well, you must think I am losing my +faculties. I wish you would not waste your time in telling things I +know as well as you do; but what I would like to hear is how she came +to be in this house."</p> + +<p>"Mr. Flint brought her," answered Winifred, with unkind brevity.</p> + +<p>"Ah!" commented Miss Standish, with an upward inflection, "and did he +explain how it happened that she was under his protection?"</p> + +<p>"I did not insult him by inquiring," flashed Winifred, "and I will not +have him insulted in my presence."</p> + +<p>Miss Standish looked at the girl over her glasses, as if she suspected +her of having lost her wits. We are all of us surprised by a response +which seems to us vehement beyond the proximate cause of the present +occasion; we fail to allow for the slow-gathering irritation, the +unseen sources of excitement which collect in the caverns of the mind +like fire-damp ready to explode at the naked flame of one flickering +candle. Winifred had the grace to be instantly ashamed +<span class="left"><a name="Page_344" id="Page_344">[Pg 344]</a></span> +of her impulsive irritability. She had already set before herself the +standard of self-control which she saw and reverenced in Flint.</p> + +<p>"Excuse me," she said. "I was awake almost all night, and am tired and +nervous. Mr. Flint met Tilly Marsden by accident in the street. She +did not know where to go, and so he brought her here. My father +approved," she added a little haughtily.</p> + +<p>"But why did she appeal to Mr. Flint?" pursued Miss Standish, who +clung to her inquiries like a burr.</p> + +<p>"Because she was in love with him," blurted out Winifred, irritated +beyond the power of silence. "Can't you see! <i>This</i> was why I asked +him to leave Nepaug last summer."</p> + +<p>"Tilly Marsden in love with Mr. Flint!" echoed Miss Standish, amazed +beyond the desire to appear to have suspected it all along. "I can't +understand it."</p> + +<p>"I can," said Winifred; "I can understand it perfectly. Poor girl! I +am heartily sorry for her."</p> + +<p>"Well, you needn't be," responded Miss Standish, with an asperity born +of impatience at her own lack of astuteness. "For my part, I have no +doubt she has enjoyed the situation thoroughly from beginning to end. +No, don't talk to me. I know those hysterical people. +<span class="left"><a name="Page_345" id="Page_345">[Pg 345]</a></span> +All they care about is making a sensation and being the centre of +attention. It is my opinion that she has made fools of you and Mr. +Flint too. As for her being in love with him, nonsense! She would have +fallen in love with a wax figure at the Eden Musée, if it wore +better clothes than she was accustomed to. It tickles her vanity to +fancy herself in love with a gentleman. It is the next best thing to +having him in love with her."</p> + +<p>"Don't you think you're a little hard on her?" asked Winifred, whose +feelings were unusually expansive this morning.</p> + +<p>"I think you are entirely too soft about her," Miss Standish answered. +"It is sickly sentimentalism like yours which is filling the hospitals +with hysterical patients. Let 'em alone and they'll come round fast +enough."</p> + +<p>"How do you account for my sickly sentimentalism when I have no heart, +as you told me the other day?" commented Winifred demurely, with +downcast eyes.</p> + +<p>"Most natural thing in the world," said Miss Standish, rising to an +argument like an old war-horse to the sound of a trumpet. +"Tenderheartedness is touched by the sufferings of others. +Sentimentality is touched by your feeling for them, which is the most +enjoyable form of sadness."</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_346" id="Page_346">[Pg 346]</a></span> + +<p>At this point McGregor, who with admirable discretion had retreated to +the pantry, reappeared, served Miss Standish with coffee and eggs, and +again vanished, closing the door behind him.</p> + +<p>"Really," cried Winifred, half laughing, half vexed, "you're as bad as +Mr. Flint, with your fine-spun differences."</p> + +<p>"There, Winifred, you've said enough. Whatever the provocation, you +could not have hit back harder,—to say I am like Mr. Flint."</p> + +<p>"It <i>was</i> rather more than the truth warrants," answered Winifred, +with a little spot of color flaming up in her cheeks like a +danger-signal.</p> + +<p>"I hope so," Miss Standish continued, oblivious of the red flag. "I +must say, Winifred, I think you let him come here too much."</p> + +<p>"You don't like him?"</p> + +<p>"No, I confess I don't."</p> + +<p>"Then you needn't like me, either, for <i>I</i> like him so much that I am +going to marry him."</p> + +<p>Miss Standish laid down her egg-spoon, and sat staring at Winifred.</p> + +<p>"Well!" she exclaimed at length, "this does beat all."</p> + +<p>Winifred opened her lips to reply, when her attention was called to +the maid who came hurrying into the room with her cheesecloth duster +in one hand and a folded piece of paper in the other.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_347" id="Page_347">[Pg 347]</a></span> + +<p>"The young woman, mum, as you said I was to call at nine,—well, she +isn't in her room, and the bed doesn't look as if it had been slept in +at all, and I found this on the bureau."</p> + +<p>Winifred caught at the paper and read it breathlessly. It was +addressed to herself.</p> + +<p>"Good-by," it said, "and thank you for taking me in. I suppose I ought +to be very grateful. I came here because I could not help it, and I am +going away without taking a meal, or sleeping in your bed. I don't +like being taken on charity. If it had not been for you, Mr. Flint +might have cared for me, same as the hero did in 'The Unequal +Marriage.' I saw last night it was you he was talking about when he +said there was somebody he wanted to marry who wouldn't have him. My +heart is broken; but I mean to have <i>some</i> enjoyment, which I +couldn't, if I stayed here with you and that poky Miss Standish. I +think it was real mean of Mr. Flint to bring me here anyhow."</p> + +<span style="margin-left: 10em;">Yours truly,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 13.5em;">"MATILDA MARSDEN."</span><br /> + +<p>She tossed the letter across the table to Miss Standish, and touched +the bell under her foot.</p> + +<p>"McGregor," she said, as the man appeared, "did you hear any one go +out of the house this morning?"</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_348" id="Page_348">[Pg 348]</a></span> + +<p>"I thought I did, Miss Winifred, about six o'clock, before +light,—that is, I was justly sure I heard the front door shut; but +when I got there it was all right, except the outer door was unlocked, +and that often happens when your father is at the Club. He do forget +now and then."</p> + +<p>"Three hours' start!" said Winifred to herself, then aloud: "McGregor, +go at once to 'The Chancellor' and leave word for Mr. Flint to come +here. Wait—I will send a note. Oh dear! why didn't I foresee this +possibility?"</p> + +<p>"Come!" said Miss Standish, who, even in her excitement, could swallow +the last of her cup of hot coffee,—"come, let us go upstairs and see +if the foolish girl has not left some clew!"</p> + +<p>As Winifred and Miss Standish passed out at the parlor door, Master +Jimmy entered from the hall, sleek and smiling in his holiday attire. +"Great Scott!" he ejaculated. "What started Miss Standish off like +that? Our stairs make the old lady puff when she takes 'em on the +slow, and at this rate Fred will have to carry her half-way. +Something's up, that's evident. Never mind, I'm not in it. McGregor," +he called, "bring on those griddle-cakes; I smell 'em cooking. Quick +now, while there's no one here to count how many I eat! Hurrah for +Thanksgiving!"</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_349" id="Page_349">[Pg 349]</a></span> + +<p>McGregor failed to appear at Master Jimmy's call, and when Maria came, +she said he had been sent out on an errand.</p> + +<p>"What's up?" asked Jimmy, between mouthfuls.</p> + +<p>"Oh, nothing—nothing—I wonder will they have the police?"</p> + +<p>"Cops!" cried Jimmy, waking up for the first time to a genuine +interest in the family excitement. "Has any one gone off with the +spoons? It would be just my luck to have had a burglar in the house +last night and me never got a pop at him with my air-gun loaded and +close by the bed."</p> + +<p>"It's no burglar," said the maid, with mystery in her tones.</p> + +<p>"Not McGregor drunk!" shouted Jimmy, with a scream of delight. "That +would be too good a joke."</p> + +<p>"McGregor drunk, indeed!" sniffed Maria, indignantly. "If every one as +came to this house was as good as McGregor, it would be a fine thing; +but when it comes to takin' in all sorts and making a Harbor of Refuge +out of a respectable home—I'm not surprised <i>whatever</i> may happen."</p> + +<p>"Oh, hold your tongue, Maria. Don't be a fool! Get me some more cakes, +while I go up and ask Fred what's the matter. It won't take <i>her</i> half +an hour to get it out, I'll bet."</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_350" id="Page_350">[Pg 350]</a></span> + +<p>With this cheerful observation Jimmy vanished, and Maria disappeared +down the kitchen stairs, declaring that that boy was "a perfect +gintleman."</p> + +<p>When Flint entered the Anstices' drawing-room a little later, Winifred +was standing by the window, and though she turned away quickly, it was +evident that she had been watching for him.</p> + +<p>The thought thrilled him.</p> + +<p>"What shall we do? Oh, what shall we do?" she broke out, as he came up +to her.</p> + +<p>He took her hands; they were burning hot.</p> + +<p>"First of all, I will tell you what <i>not</i> to do," Flint answered. "You +are not to work yourself into a fever of distress over this +unfortunate business. The responsibility is not yours but mine, and +the burden of anxiety is to be mine and not yours."</p> + +<p>"Oh, never mind me! What about Tilly Marsden? It is dreadful to think +of her wandering about this great city entirely alone—and she such a +simpleton. Of course, it's hopeless to try to find her. Papa says so."</p> + +<p>"Not so hopeless as you think," said Flint, with a trifle more +assurance than he felt in his inmost heart. "New York stands for two +things to a girl like her,—the shops and the theatres,—her ideas of +the 'amusement' she speaks of in the note you sent me would be limited +to one of +<span class="left"><a name="Page_351" id="Page_351">[Pg 351]</a></span> +these. Now, as this is a holiday, none of the shops would be open, and +that limits it to the theatres. I shall have detectives at the door of +every theatre this afternoon."</p> + +<p>"How clever you are," murmured Winifred, "how clever and how +sympathetic! You have such feeling for everybody in trouble."</p> + +<p>This was too much for even Flint's sense of humor, which had suffered +somewhat, as every one's does, from the process of falling in love. +His lips twitched.</p> + +<p>"Then I am not more obtuse than any one you ever saw, when the +sufferings of others are involved?"</p> + +<p>"Don't, pray, don't bring up the things I said that night!" cried +Winifred, blushing rosy red.</p> + +<p>"This is no time for jesting, dear, I know," Flint answered, coming +close to her as she stood against the filmy lace curtain. "No time +either for jesting or hoping; only your words did give me a gleam of +encouragement to think that perhaps a girl who changed her mind so +much in a few weeks might have wavered a little in a few days. Is it +possible—Winifred, before I go away, as I must at once—could you +find it in your heart to say 'I love you'?"</p> + +<p>Winifred made him no answer, at least in words; but she came close to +him, and laid both +<span class="left"><a name="Page_352" id="Page_352">[Pg 352]</a></span> +hands on his arm with a touching gesture of trustful affection.</p> + +<p>So absorbed were they in one another that they did not notice how near +they stood to the window, or that the curtain was too diaphanous quite +to conceal them from view. Suddenly into their world of ecstatic +oblivion came a crash, a sound of falling glass, a dull thud against +the wall opposite to the window.</p> + +<p>"Great Heavens!" cried Flint, looking anxiously at Winifred. "What was +that? Are you sure you're not hurt, my darling?"</p> + +<p>Even as he spoke, another report was heard outside, and, throwing open +the curtains, they saw a man on the other side of the street stagger +and fall. Flint rushed to the door, down the steps and across the +sidewalk. A crowd had already collected.</p> + +<p>"He is dead,—stone dead," said one, kneeling with his hand over his +heart.</p> + +<p>"Queer, isn't it—on Thanksgiving Day too?" said another.</p> + +<p>"Who is he?—a countryman by his looks," said a third. "Fine-looking +chap, too, with that crop of curly hair and these broad shoulders."</p> + +<p>"Faith!" murmured an old woman, "it's some mother's heart 'ull bleed +this day." And pulling out her beads, she knelt on the sidewalk to say +a prayer over the parting soul.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_353" id="Page_353">[Pg 353]</a></span> + +<p>The prostrate form lying along the pavement had a certain tragic +dignity, almost majesty, in its attitude. One arm was pressed to the +heart, the other thrown out in a gesture of abandonment to despair. +The revolver, which had dropped from the nerveless hand, lay still +smoking beside the still figure. From a wound in the left temple under +the dark curls the blood trickled in a red stream. Death was in his +look. The lips were turning blue, and the eyes glazing rapidly.</p> + +<p>Flint came close to the dying man, and then shrank back with an +involuntary start of horror. "Leonard Davitt!" he murmured below his +breath. In an instant the whole situation was clear to him. By one of +those flashlights which the mind sometimes sheds on a scene before it, +making the hidden places clear and turning darkness to daylight, he +grasped the truth. He knew that by some unlucky chance Leonard had +come to New York, had seen him and Tilly Marsden in conversation, had +seen them come here together, had fancied that he was wronged. Then +this morning again he must have seen him with Winifred at the +window,—Winifred mistaken for the girl he loved,—and then jealousy +quite mastered the brooding brain, and the end was <i>this</i>.</p> + +<p>As Flint stood over the boy's body, a great +<span class="left"><a name="Page_354" id="Page_354">[Pg 354]</a></span> +weight of sadness fell upon him. He felt like one of the figures in a +Greek tragedy, innocent in intent, but drawn into a fatal entanglement +of evil, and made an instrument of woe to others as innocent as +himself. The blue sky above in its azure clearness seemed a type of +the indifference of Heaven, the chill of the pavement a symbol of the +coldness of earth. These thoughts, chasing each other through his +brain with lightning rapidity, still left it clear for action.</p> + +<p>"Stand away there, and give the man air!" he cried, clearing a little +space. "Go for a doctor, somebody,—quick!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, can it be Leonard Davitt!" whispered Winifred under her breath, +as pale and trembling with emotion she drew near the edge of the +crowd. "Poor boy! What shall we say to his mother?"</p> + +<p>"Hush!" Flint answered. "May we carry him into the house?"</p> + +<p>"Of course—of course. Oh, do hurry with the doctor. Perhaps he is not +dead, after all."</p> + +<p>With that ready adaptiveness which in Americans so often supplies the +place of training, four of the men stepped forward, and lifting the +body gently bore it up the steps and through the open door into the +drawing-room, and laid it on the lounge just under the bullet-hole in +the wall.</p> + +<p>A doctor bustled in, box in hand. He made +<span class="left"><a name="Page_355" id="Page_355">[Pg 355]</a></span> +no effort to open his case, however. One look was sufficient.</p> + +<p>"Death must have been instantaneous," he said. "What a queer thing,—a +suicide on Thanksgiving Day!"</p> + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_356" id="Page_356">[Pg 356]</a></span> +<h3><a name="CHAPTER_XXII" id="CHAPTER_XXII"></a>CHAPTER XXII</h3> + +<h4>THE END</h4> +<h6><a class="contents" href="#Page_vii">[Go to Table of Contents]</a></h6> + +<table align="center" summary=""> +<tr> +<td><i>Extract from the Journal of Miss Susan Standish, Oldburyport, December 1.</i></td> +</tr> +</table> +<br /> + +<p>It is good to be at home again. I said it over to myself many a time +yesterday, as I was helping Mary to take the covers off the family +portraits, and sitting in front of the old andirons with the firelight +dancing in their great brass balls. I felt it when I sat down at my +mahogany table and laid my fingers on the ebony handle of the old +silver coffee-pot. Things come to have a distinct individuality, +almost a personality, and we unconsciously impute to them a response +to our feeling for them. It seemed to me that the old claw-foot sofa +was as glad to get me back as the cat herself, and the door swung wide +with a squeak of welcome. My desk too stood open with friendly +invitation, and on it lay a couple of letters. The first was from Ben +Bradford. It was so long since I had heard from the boy that I opened +his letter first. I wrote him last month, sending him some news and +more good +<span class="left"><a name="Page_357" id="Page_357">[Pg 357]</a></span> +advice. I counselled him to stop thinking about Winifred +Anstice or any other girl, and throw himself into his studies, to make +a record which should do credit to the Bradford name. He replies that +the advice is excellent; only one drawback,—it cannot be done. He has +tried throwing himself into his studies, but they closed over him +without a trace. Talk about records,—he will be glad enough if he +gets through his examinations without a dead flunk. As for not +thinking about Winifred, he says I have not helped him to the desired +end by what I wrote about Mr. Flint and his attentions. Of course, Ben +says, he could not expect that Winifred would wait for him. In these +days no man could hope to marry until he was white-headed like that +Flint; but as for himself he never did or should see any woman whom he +could love except Winifred Anstice.</p> + +<p>To try to throw off his depression and discouragement, he had gone +around last evening to call on Fanny Winthrop, who was studying at +Radcliffe this year and staying on Mount Vernon Street. She sent her +love to her "dear Miss Standish," and if I had any message to send in +return he would be happy to carry it, as he and she were to act in +"The Loan of a Lover," and he was likely to see a good deal of her in +the course of the next week or two.</p> +<span class="left"><a name="Page_358" id="Page_358">[Pg 358]</a></span> + +<p>This letter has relieved my mind greatly. It is evident that Ben's +heart is built like a modern ship, in compartments, so that though one +bulkhead suffers wreck, the vessel may still come safe to a +matrimonial haven.</p> + +<p>Fanny Winthrop is a plain little girl with a round face and the +traditional student spectacles; but a merry pair of dimples twinkling +with a fund of cheery humor, and then—a Winthrop! That will please +his mother, I am sure. But I am no matchmaker. I never think of such +things unless they are forced upon me, as they have been lately.</p> + +<p>The other letter on my desk was from Philip Brady. I had missed his +call that last evening in New York. He writes, as if it were a +surprising piece of information, that he is going to marry Nora +Costello, provided she can gain the consent of her superior officers, +and he delegates to me the pleasant duty of breaking the news to his +family circle. "This," he says, "will be easy for you who have known +Nora, and who were the first to discover her charm and the solid merit +which goes so much deeper than charm."</p> + +<p>Here is a pretty state of things!</p> + +<p>What am I to do? I can see Cousin John's face when he hears the words +"Salvation Army." He has always scoffed and scolded and sworn +<span class="left"><a name="Page_359" id="Page_359">[Pg 359]</a></span> +at the mere mention of the business, and his opinions are very "sot," +as the Oldbury farmers say. He is, in fact, the only obstinate member +of our family; but I will let him know that he cannot talk down Susan +Standish. I mean to go right over to his house after dinner and have +it out with him. I shall tell him that Nora Costello is a +daughter-in-law to be proud of (as she is), and that I dare say, if he +wishes it, she will leave the Salvation Army (which she never will); +that, at any rate, he must send for the girl to come on to visit him; +that if he does not, <i>I</i> shall; and that I heartily approve the match.</p> + +<p>I call myself a truthful woman, and the proof of it is that when I do +start out to tell a lie, it is a good honest one, not a deft little +evasion such as runs trippingly from the tongue of practised +deceivers.</p> + +<p>I suppose the news of Philip's engagement will be spread all over town +before night. I feel now as though I should not object to a little of +that indifference to the affairs of one's neighbors which I found so +depressing when I was in New York. Not that I am any less loyal to +Oldburyport; if anything, I have grown more loyal than ever.</p> + +<p>I love the deep snow and the trees bare as they are, and the square +down the road a piece, and the post-office, and the trolley cars. Our +<span class="left"><a name="Page_360" id="Page_360">[Pg 360]</a></span> +cars go fast, but not too fast,—just fast enough, and they have no +dead man's curve. Folks in Oldburyport die a natural death. They are +not killed by the cable or run over by bicycles, or, what is quite as +bad, hurried and worried to death by the rush of life, as people are +in New York. I declare I felt as if I had lived an age in the month I +was there; but then, why shouldn't I, with so much happening and such +exciting and distressing things too! It seems as if everything went +crooked. Now, if my advice had been taken in the beginning—but nobody +ever will take advice except in Oldburyport.</p> + +<p>It makes me wrathy to think of Winifred Anstice marrying that Mr. +Flint, who is so dangerously irreligious, and Philip Brady marrying +Nora Costello, who is so injudiciously religious, and then poor +Leonard Davitt throwing away his life for that pert, forward, foolish +Tilly Marsden, who has gone back to her shop-counter, pleased, for all +I know, with all the excitement she raised! If corporal punishment in +early youth were strictly adhered to, there would be fewer Tilly +Marsdens in the world. In Oldburyport, I am happy to say, we believe +in corporal punishment.</p> + +<p>Poor Leonard! I have not got over his death yet. It was all so sad and +so unnecessary. +<span class="left"><a name="Page_361" id="Page_361">[Pg 361]</a></span> +But I am not sure that he is not better off as he is than he would +have been married to that girl. His mother took to her bed when she +heard the news, and the doctor thinks she will not live long. So Tilly +Marsden will have that death on her conscience, too, or would if she +had a conscience to have it on.</p> + +<p>There might very easily have been a third, for they said the first +bullet which Leonard fired must have come within an inch of Jonathan +Flint's head. I should have supposed such an escape must have softened +even him. I thought it was a good time to impress the lesson, so I +pointed to the bullet buried in the wall.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Flint," said I, "can you look at that and not believe in +Providence?"</p> + +<p>Instead of being convinced, as I thought he would, he only pointed to +Leonard's body lying under it and said nothing.</p> + +<p>I hate these people who are given to expressive silences. It takes one +at a disadvantage. Silence is the only argument to which there is no +answer. At the time I could not think of anything to say to him, +though, since I got home, I've thought of ever so many. It is easier +to think, I find, in Oldburyport.</p> + +<p>Except for the last terrible days I had a beautiful time in the city, +and as I look over my diary I am quite overwhelmed to see how many +things +<span class="left"><a name="Page_362" id="Page_362">[Pg 362]</a></span> +Winifred did for me. She is a dear girl! I have promised to embroider +all the table linen for her wedding outfit. I console myself by +reflecting that Mr. Flint is a descendant of Jonathan Edwards, and if +she wants me to like him, I suppose I must try, though I may confess +right here to my diary that for years I have been wanting her to marry +Philip Brady. She ought to have done it, but we are all fools where +matrimony is concerned.</p> + +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">P. S. 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whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Flint + His Faults, His Friendships and His Fortunes + +Author: Maud Wilder Goodwin + +Release Date: June 6, 2007 [EBook #21690] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK FLINT *** + + + + +Produced by David T. Jones and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This file was +produced from images generously made available by The +Internet Archive/American Libraries.) + + + + + + + + + + FLINT + + HIS FAULTS, HIS FRIENDSHIPS + AND HIS FORTUNES + + + + + FLINT + + His Faults, His Friendships + and His Fortunes + + + + BY + + MAUD WILDER GOODWIN + + AUTHOR OF "THE HEAD OF A HUNDRED," "WHITE + APRONS," "THE COLONIAL CAVALIER," ETC. + + + + + BOSTON + LITTLE, BROWN, AND COMPANY + + 1897 + + + + + _Published_, _1897_, + BY LITTLE, BROWN, AND COMPANY. + + + + University Press: + JOHN WILSON AND SON, CAMBRIDGE, U.S.A. + + + + Dedicated to Miriam. + + + + + TABLE OF CONTENTS. + + + * * * * * * + + + CHAPTER PAGE + + I. THE DAY OF SMALL THINGS 1 + + II. MINGLED YARN 11 + + III. OLD FRIENDS 35 + + IV. THE DAVITTS 57 + + V. THE OLD SHOP 71 + + VI. THE GLORIOUS FOURTH 87 + + VII. ON THE BEACH 102 + + VIII. THE MARY ANN 125 + + IX. NORA COSTELLO 139 + + X. FLYING POINT 154 + + XI. THE POINT OF VIEW 174 + + XII. "PIPPA PASSES" 188 + + XIII. A SOLDIER 205 + + XIV. TWO SOUL-SIDES 218 + + XV. A BIRTHDAY 236 + + XVI. YES OR NO 252 + + XVII. A LITTLE DINNER 270 + +XVIII. A MAIDEN'S VOW 289 + + XIX. A SLUM POST 303 + + XX. THE UNFORESEEN 323 + + XXI. GOD'S PUPPETS 338 + + XXII. THE END 356 + + + + + Flint: + + His Faults, His Friendships, and + His Fortunes + + + + + CHAPTER I + + THE DAY OF SMALL THINGS + + + "Say not 'a small event.' Why 'small'? + Costs it more pain that this ye call + 'A great event' should come to pass + Than that? Untwine me from the mass + Of deeds which make up life, one deed + Power should fall short in, or exceed." + + + + _The following chapter is an Extract from the Journal + of Miss Susan Standish, dated Nepaug, July 1, 189-._ + +We are a house-party. + +To be sure we find pinned to our cushions on Saturday nights a grayish +slip of paper, uncertain of size and ragged of edge, stating with +characteristic New England brevity and conciseness the amount of our +indebtedness to our hostess; but what of that? The guests in those +stately villas whose lights twinkle at us on clear evenings from the +point along the coast, have their scores to settle likewise, and +though the account is rendered less regularly, it is settled less +easily and for my part, I prefer our Nepaug plan. + +We are congenial. + +I don't know why we should be, except that no one expects it of us. We +have no tie, sacred or secular, to bind our hearts in Christian love. +We have in fact few points in common, save good birth, good breeding, +and the ability to pay our board-bills as they fall due; but +nevertheless we coalesce admirably. + +We are Bohemian. + +That is, our souls are above the standards of fashion, and our incomes +below them, and of such is the kingdom of Bohemia. A life near to +Nature's heart, at eight dollars a week, appeals to us all alike. + +We are cross. + +Yes, there is no denying it. Not one of us has escaped the irritation +of temper naturally resulting from ten days experience of the fog +which has been clinging with suffocating affection to earth and sea, +putting an end to outdoor sport and indoor comfort, taking the curl +out of hair, the starch out of dresses, the sweetness out of +dispositions, and hanging like a pall over all efforts at jollity. + +Irritation shows itself differently in each individual of our +community. As is the temperament, so is the temper. + +Master Jimmy Anstice, aged twelve, spends his time in beating a tattoo +on the sofa-legs with the backs of his heels. His father says: "Stop +that!" at regular intervals with much sharpness of manner; but lacks +the persistent vitality to enforce his command. + +My nephew, Ben Bradford, permanently a resident of Oldburyport, and +temporarily of Cambridge, sits in a grandfather's chair in the corner, +"Civil Government" in his lap, and "Good-Bye, Sweetheart," in his +hand. Even this profound work cannot wholly absorb his attention; for +he fidgets, and looks up every few minutes as if he expected the +sunshine to walk in, and feared that he might miss its first +appearance. + +I, for occupation, have betaken myself to writing in this diary, +having caught myself cheating at solitaire,--a deed I scorn when I am +at my best. + +Doctor Cricket, his hands nervously clasped behind him, has been +walking up and down the room, now overlooking my game and +remonstrating against the liberties I was taking with the cards (as if +I had not a right to cheat myself if I like!) and then flying off to +peer through his gold-bowed spectacles at the hygrometer, which will +not budge, though he thrusts out his chin-whisker at it for the +fortieth time. + +"The weather is in a nasty, chilly sweat," he says grumpily; "if it +were my patient, I would roll it in a blanket, and put it to bed with +ten grains of quinine." + +"Not being your patient, and not being dosed with quinine, it may be +better to-morrow," Ben retorts saucily. + +Ordinarily, the Doctor takes Ben's sallies with good-humored contempt. +To-day, he is in other mood. He smiles--always a bad sign with him, as +the natural expression of his truly benignant mood is a fierce little +terrier-like frown. + +"My poor boy!" he says sympathetically. "The brain is going fast, I +observe. Steep a love-story, and apply it over the affected part!" + +I see Ben wrestling with a retort; but before he has it to his mind, +something happens. The door opens and a girl enters. Ben's face lights +up. The sunshine has come. + +There is something more than a suggestion of sunshine about Winifred +Anstice, even to those of us who are neither of the age nor the sex to +fall under the glamour of sentimental illusions. I have often +speculated on the precise nature of her charm, without being able to +satisfy myself. She is not so extraordinarily pretty, though her hair +ripples away from her forehead after the American classic fashion, to +which style also belongs the little nose, straight in itself, but set +on at an angle from the brow, which, to my thinking, forms a pleasing +variation from the heavier, antique type. The classic repose is wholly +lacking. The eyes are arch, bright, and a little daring; the mouth +always on the verge of laughter, which is not quite agreeable, for +sometimes when there is no visible cause for amusement, it gives one +an uncomfortable feeling that perhaps he is being laughed at +unbeknown, and a person need not be very stingy not to relish a joke +at his expense. + +Perhaps this sounds as if Winifred were hard, which she is not, and +unsympathetic, which she never could be; but it is not that at all. It +comes, I think, of a kind of bubbling over of the fun and spirits +which belong to perfect physical condition and which few girls have +nowadays. I suppose I ought not to wonder if a little of this vigor +clings to her manner, making it not hoidenish exactly, but different +from the manner of Beacon Street girls, who, after all said and done, +have certainly the best breeding of any girls the world over. Ben +doesn't admire Boston young ladies; but then he hates girls who are +what he calls "stiff," as much as I dislike those whom he commends as +"easy." Of course he gets on admirably with Winifred, who accepts his +adoration as a matter of course, and rewards him with a +semi-occasional smile, or a friendly note in her voice. + +After all, Winifred's chief charm lies in her voice. For myself, I +confess to a peculiar sensitiveness in the matter of voices,--an +unfortunate peculiarity for one condemned to spend her life in a +sea-board town of the United States. Like Ulysses, I have endured +greatly, have suffered greatly; but when this girl speaks, I am +repaid. I often lose the sense of what she is saying, in the pure +physical pleasure of listening to her speech. It has in it a +suggestion of joy, and little delicate trills of hidden laughter +which, after all, is not laughter, but rather the mingling of a +reminiscence and an anticipation of mirth. I cannot conceive where she +picked up such a voice, any more than where she came by that carriage +of the head, and that manner, gracious, yet imperative like a young +queen's. Professor Anstice is a worthy man and a learned scholar; but +the grand air is not acquired from books. + +"How glum you all look!" Winifred exclaims, as she looks in upon us. + +At his daughter's entrance, the face of Professor Anstice relaxes by a +wrinkle or two; but he answers her words as academically as though she +had been one of his class in English. + +"_Glum_ is hardly the word, my dear; it conveys the impression of +unamiability." + +"Precisely," persists Mistress Winifred, not to be put down, "that is +just the idea you all convey to me." + +"Why shouldn't we be unamiable," answers Ben, eager to get into the +conversation, "when there is nothing to amuse us, and you go off +upstairs to write letters?" + +"You should follow my example, and _do_ something. When I went +upstairs Miss Standish was in a terrible temper, scowling at the ace +of spades as if it were her natural enemy; but since she has taken to +writing in that little green diary that she never will let me peep +into, she has a positively beatified, not to say sanctified, +expression. And there is Ellen Davitt hard at work too, and as +cheerful as a squirrel--just listen to her!" + +With this the girl stands still, and we listen. The waitress in the +next room, apparently in the blithest of spirits, is setting the +tea-table to the accompaniment of her favorite tune, sung in a high, +sharp, nasal voice, and emphasized by the slapping down of plates. + + "Tell me _one_ thing--tell me trooly; + Tell me _why_ you scorn me so. + Tell me _why_, when asked the question, + You will always answer '_No_'-- + No, sir! No, sir! No-o-o, sir--No!" + +The voice is lost in the pantry. Smiles dawn upon all our faces. + +"A beautiful illustration of the power of imagination!" says Dr. +Cricket. "Ellen is contentedly doing the housework because she fancies +herself an heiress haughtily repulsing a host of suitors. It is the +same spirit which keeps the poet cheerful in his garret, or a young +Napoleon in his cellar, where he dines on a crust and fancies himself +an emperor." + +"Steep an illustration and apply it over the affected part!" drawls +Ben. + +The Doctor prepares to be angry; but Winifred, scenting the battle and +eager to keep the peace, claps her hands and cries out, "Excellent!" +with that pretty enthusiasm which makes the author of a remark feel +that there must have been more in his observation than he himself had +discovered. + +"There, Ben, if you are wise you will act on this clever suggestion of +Dr. Cricket's, and travel off to the land of fancy, where you can make +the weather to suit yourself, where fogs never fall, and fish always +bite, and sails always fill with breezes from the right quarter, and +whiff about at a convenient moment when you want to come home--oh, I +say!" she adds with a joyful upward inflection, "there's the sun, and +I am going for the mail." + +"I'll go with you," volunteers Master Ben. + +"Thank you, but Mr. Marsden said that I might drive his colt in the +sulky." + +"Not the _colt_!" we all cry in chorus. + +"The _colt_," she answers with decision. + +"Not in the sulky?" + +"Yes, in the sulky." + +"Surely, Professor Anstice--" I begin; but before I have time for +more, Winifred is out of the room, and reappears, after ten minutes, +strangely transformed by her short corduroy skirt and gaiters, her cap +and gauntleted gloves, to a Lady Gay Spanker. I do not like to see her +so; but then I am fifty years old, and I live in Massachusetts. +Perhaps my aversion to the sporting proclivities of the modern woman +is only an inheritance of the prejudices of my ancestors, who thought +all worldly amusements sinful, and worst of all in a woman. Even the +Mayflower saints and heroes had their cast-iron limitations, and we +can't escape from them, try as we will. We may throw over creed and +catechism; but inherited instinct remains. The shadow of Plymouth Rock +is over us all. + +Just here I look up to see Winifred spin along the road before the +house, seated in a yellow-wheeled sulky, behind the most unmanageable +colt on this side of the Mississippi, as I verily believe. Of course +Mr. Marsden is very glad to have the breaking process taken off his +hands; but if I were Professor Anstice I don't think I should like to +have my daughter take up the profession of a jockey. I must admit, +however, that she looks well in that tight-fitting jacket, with the +bit of scarlet at her throat, and her hair rippling up over the edges +of her gray cap. + +I wonder why I chronicle all this small beer about Winifred Anstice +and old Marsden's colt. I suppose because nothing really worth noting +has occurred, and it is not for nothing that a diary is called a +commonplace book. I find that if I wait for clever thoughts and +important events, my journal shows portentous gaps at the end of the +week, and I promised myself that I would write something in it every +day while I was at Nepaug. For my part, I enjoy the old-fashioned +diary,--a sort of almanac, confessional, receipt-book, and daily paper +rolled together; so I will just go on in my humdrum way. As it is only +for myself, I need not fear to be as garrulous and egotistical as I +please. Besides, a journal is such a good escape-valve for one's +feelings! Having written them out, one is so much less impelled to +confide them, and confidences are generally a mistake--yes, I am sure +of it. They only intensify feelings, and at my age that is not +desirable. At twenty, we put spurs into our emotions. At fifty, we put +poultices onto them. + + + + + CHAPTER II + + MINGLED YARN + + "The web of our life is of a mingled yarn, good and ill together." + + +The road from the station at South East to Nepaug Beach was long and +dusty, tedious enough to the traveller at any time, but especially on +this July afternoon when the sun beat down pitilessly upon its arid +stretches, and the dust, stirred by passing wheels, rose in choking +masses. + +Jonathan Flint, however, surveyed the uninteresting length of highway +with grim satisfaction. It was the inaccessibility and general lack of +popular attractions which had led him to select Nepaug as a summering +place. Mosquitoes and sand-fleas abounded; but one need not say +"good-morning" to mosquitoes and sand-fleas, it is true. The fare at +the inn was poor; but one was spared that exchange of inanities which +makes the average hotel appear a kindergarten for a lunatic asylum; +and, finally, the tediousness of the journey was a safeguard against +the far greater tedium resulting from the companionship of "nauseous +intruders," striding in white duck, or simpering under rose-lined +parasols. + +The horse which was drawing the ramshackle carryall in which Flint +sat, toiled on with sweating haunches, switching his tail, impatient +of the flies, and now and then shaking his head deprecatingly, as if +in remonstrance against the fate which destined him to work so hard +for the benefit of a lazy human being reclining at ease behind him. + +Flint was, indeed, the image of slothful content, as he sat silent by +the side of old Marsden, who drove like a woman, with a rein in each +hand, twitching them uselessly from time to time, and clucking like a +hen to urge on his horse when the sand grew unusually deep and +discouraging. + +Ignoring his companion, or dreading perhaps to let loose the floods of +his garrulity by making any gap in the dam of silence, Flint sat idly +inspecting his fishing-tackle, shutting it up, then drawing it out, +and finally topping it with the last, light, slender tip, quivering +like the outmost delicate twig of an aspen as he shook it over the +side of the carryall. In fancy, he saw it bending beneath the weight +of a black bass such as haunted the translucent depths of a +freshwater pond a mile or two away. In fancy, he could feel the +twitch at the end of the line, then the run, then the steady pull, +growing weaker and weaker as the strength of the fish was exhausted. +Suddenly into the idler's lotus-eating Paradise came a rushing sound. +A sharp swerve of the horse was followed by an exasperating crackle, +and, lo! the beloved fishing-rod was broken,--yes, broken, and that +delicate, quivering, responsive, tapering end lay trailing in the dust +which whirled in eddies around a flying vehicle. + +Flint saw flashing past him a racing sulky drawn by a half-tamed colt, +and driven by a girl--if indeed it was a girl and not, as he was at +first inclined to think, a boy in petticoats. + +The young woman took the situation jauntily. She reined in the colt, +adjusted her jockey-cap, and pulled her dog-skin gauntlets further +over her sleeves. + +"I beg your pardon," she called out as Flint's wagon overtook her. +"I'm awfully sorry to have broken your rod; but I saw that we had room +to pass, and I didn't see the pole hanging out. It never occurred to +me," she added with a dimpling smile, "that any one would be fishing +on the Nepaug road." + +Flint had labored hard to subdue the outburst of profanity which was +the first impulse of the natural man, and had almost achieved a +passing civility, but the smile and the jest put his good resolutions +to flight. The milk of human kindness curdled within him. + +"You could hardly," he answered, raising his hat, "have been more +surprised than I was to see a horse-race." + +A trace of resentment lingered in his tone. The mirth died out of the +girl's eyes. She returned his bow quietly, leaned forward and touched +the colt with the tassel of her whip. The creature reared and plunged. + +"Great Heavens!" exclaimed Flint, preparing to jump out and go to her +assistance. + +"Let her alone!" said Marsden, with unmoved calmness, shifting the +tobacco from one side of his mouth to the other. "That girl don't need +no guardeen. She's been a-drivin' raound here all summer, and I reckon +she knows more about managin' that there colt'n you do. It's my colt, +and I wouldn't let her drive it ef she didn't." + +"I hope to thunder you won't again, at least while I'm about, unless +you intend to pay for damage to life and property," Flint answered +testily. + +By this time colt and driver had been whirled away in a cloud, +Elijah-like. + +"Nice kind of a girl that!" said Flint to himself with savage, +solitaire sarcasm. He felt that he had appeared like a fool; and it +must be a generous soul which can forgive one who has been both cause +and witness of such humiliation. To conquer his irritation, Flint +proceeded to take his injured rod to pieces, and repack it gloomily in +its bag of green felt. When he looked up again, all petty annoyances +faded out of his mind, for there ahead of him, behind the little patch +of pines, lay the great cool, cobalt stretch of ocean, unfathomably +deep, unutterably blue. + +The young man felt a vague awe and exaltation tugging at his heart. +But the only outward expression they gained was a throwing back of the +head, and a deep indrawing of the breath, followed by the quite +uninspired exclamation, "Holloa, there's the ocean!" + +"Why shouldn't it be there?" inquired the practical Marsden. "You +didn't think it had got up and moved inland after you left, did you?" + +"Well, I didn't know," Flint answered carelessly. "I've seen it come +in a good two hundred feet while I was here, and I couldn't tell how +far it might have been carried, allowing for its swelling emotions +over my departure. But I'm glad to see it at the old stand still; and +there's the pond too, and the cross-roads and the Nepaug Inn. I +declare, Marsden, it is like its owner,--grows better looking as it +gets old and gray." + +Marsden's face assumed that grim New England smile which gives notice +that a compliment has been received and its contents noted, but that +the recipient does not commit himself to undue satisfaction therein. + +"Yes," he responded, "the old inn weathers the winters down here +pretty middlin' well; but it's gettin' kind o' broken down, and its +doors creak in a storm like bones that's got the rheumatiz. I wish I +could afford to give it a coat o' paint." + +"Ah!" said Flint, with a shrug, "I hope, for my part, you never can! I +can see it now as it would be if you had your way--spick and span in +odious, glaring freshness, insulting the gray old ocean. The only +respectable buildings in America are those which the owner is too poor +to improve." + +Marsden turned sulky. He did not more than half understand Flint's +remarks; but he had a dim impression that he was being lectured, and +he did not enjoy it; few of us do. + +Flint, however, was wholly unconscious of having given offence. It +would have been difficult to make him understand what there was +objectionable in his remark, and indeed the offence lay more in the +tone than in the words. Flint's sympathies were imperfect, and he had +no gift for discerning the sensitiveness which lay outside his sphere +of vision. To all that came within that rather limited range, he was +kind and considerate; beyond, he saw nothing and therefore felt +nothing. + +Yet he himself was keenly sensitive, especially to anything +approaching ridicule. He had not yet forgiven his parents, for +instance, for naming him Jonathan Edwards. He was perpetually alive to +the absurdity of the contrast. + +"What if the great Jonathan _was_ an ancestor! Why flaunt one's +degeneracy in the face of the public?" As soon as he arrived at years +of discretion, he had proceeded to drop the Jonathan from his name; +but it was continually cropping up in unexpected places to annoy him. +The very trunk strapped onto the back of the carryall, that +sole-leather trunk which had travelled with him ever since he started +off as a freshman for the university, was marked, in odiously +prominent letters, "Jonathan Edwards Flint." + +It provoked him now as he reflected that that female Jehu must have +seen it as she drove by. Perhaps that accounted for the suspicion of a +smile on her face. He didn't care a fig what she thought, and he +longed to tell her so. + +The most tedious road has an ending, and the Nepaug highway was no +exception, except that instead of a dignified and impressive ending, +it only narrowed to a grass-grown track, and finally pulled up in the +backyard of the Nepaug Inn. The inn had stood in this same spot since +the days of Washington, and there was a tradition that he had spent a +night beneath its roof, though it puzzled even legend-mongers to +invent an errand which could have taken him there, unless he was +seized with a sudden desire for salt-water bathing, and even then it +must have been of a peculiar kind, for the inn stood far back from the +ocean, at the head of a salt-water pond, shadeless and low-banked, a +mere inlet of the sea. + +This pond, however, was the great attraction of Nepaug to Flint, for +in one of its coves lay an ungainly boat of which he was the happy +owner. She was a bargain, and, like most bargains, had proved a dear +purchase. True, the hull had cost only five dollars and the sails ten; +but she yawed so badly that a new rudder had become a necessity, and +that article, being imported, cost almost more than hull and sails +together. When all was done, however, and a new coat of paint applied, +Flint vowed she was worth any sixty-dollar boat on the pond. Once +afloat in "The Aquidneck" (for so Flint had christened her, finding +her a veritable "isle of peace" to his tired nerves) he seemed to +become a boy again. The Jonathan in him got the upper hand. All the +super-subtleties of self-analysis which in other conditions paralyzed +his will, and congealed his manner, gave place here to the genial glow +of careless happiness. + +It was his fate to be dominated alternately through life by the +differing strains in his blood: one, flowing through the veins of the +old Puritans, chilled by the creed of Calvin; the other, of a more +expansive strain perpetually mocking the strenuousness of its +companion mood. Flint's friends were wont to say, "Flint will do +something some day." His enemies, or rather his indifferents, +scoffingly asked, "What _has_ Flint ever done anyway?" Flint himself +would have answered, "Nothing, my friends, less than nothing; but more +than you, because he is aware that he has done nothing." + +The morning after Flint's arrival at Nepaug broke clear and cloudless, +yet he was in no haste to be up and actively enjoying it. Instead, he +lay a-bed, taking an indolent satisfaction in the thought that no +bustling duty beckoned him, and amusing himself by a leisurely survey +of the various corners of his bed-room. + +It was scarcely eight feet in height, and the heavy, whitewashed beams +made it look still lower. In the narrow space between the ceiling and +wainscot, the wall was covered with an old-fashioned paper, florid of +design, and musty of odor. On the mantel-shelf stood two brass +candle-sticks with snuffer and extinguisher. As Flint stared idly at +them, wondering what varied scenes their candles had shone upon, his +eyes were drawn above them to a picture which, once having seen, he +wondered that he could ever have overlooked so long. It was a portrait +of great beauty. He propped himself on his elbows to study it more +closely. + +"It looks like a Copley," he said to himself, "or perhaps a Gilbert +Stuart. How the devil could such a picture get here, and how could I +have failed to see it last year? I must have it--of course I must! It +is absurd that it should be wasted here! I wonder if Marsden knows +anything of its value?" + +Here Flint fell back upon his pillow and found, to his disgust, that +his metaphysical conscience was already at work on the problem of the +equity of a bargain in which the seller is ignorant of facts known to +the buyer, and whether the buyer is in honor bound not to take +advantage of his professional training. + +The picture which had given rise to this long and complicated train of +thought was the portrait of a young woman in Quaker dress, her hair +rolled back above a low and subtle brow, her lace kerchief demurely +folded over a white neck. Her head was bent a little to one side, and +rested upon her hand. At her breast sparkled a ruby,--a spot of rich, +luminous flame. + +"That is odd," thought Flint. "I fancied Quakers never wore +jewels--conscientiously opposed to them, and all that sort of thing. +Perhaps this damsel was a renegade from the faith, or perhaps this was +some heirloom,--a protest against the colorless limitations of the +creed. Queer thing the human soul. Can't be formulated, not even to +ourselves. Sometimes I've seen people show more of their real selves +to utter strangers at odd moments than their nearest and dearest get +at in a life-time." + +This disjointed philosophy beguiled so much time, that Flint was late +to breakfast. His fellow-boarders, a pedler and a fisherman, had gone +about their business, and he sat down alone at the oilcloth-covered +table, and twirled the pewter caster while he waited for his egg to be +boiled. It was one of his beliefs that a merciful Heaven had granted +eggs and oranges to earth for the benefit of fastidious travellers who +could wreak their appetites in comparative security, especially if +they did their own cracking and peeling. At length the breakfast +appeared, and with it the innkeeper, who sat down opposite Flint. + +He had many weighty questions to put. + +Should oakum or putty be used in the seams of "The Aquidneck"? + +Should he pack the dinner-basket with beef or ham sandwiches? + +Would Flint take lines for fishing, or a net for crabbing? + +When all these were settled, Flint's thoughts drifted back to the +portrait in the bed-room overhead. He began his questioning somewhat +warily. "I suppose you've lived in this house for some time?" + +"Wall, ever since I wuz born." + +"And your father before you?" + +"Yes, and my gran'father before him, and hisn fust." + +"Ah, I see--an old homestead; and that portrait in my room is the wife +of 'hisn'?" + +"Not exactly--we never had no womenfolks in our family ez looked like +that--stronger built is ourn, with more backbone, and none of that +lackadaisical look raound the eyes." + +"Pre-cisely," answered Flint. "And how does it happen that this +lackadaisical-eyed portrait has hung so long without getting packed +off to the garret?" + +"Wall, you see," began Marsden, slowly and with evident relish, +"thet's quite a story about thet theer." + +"Yes?" said Flint, with a rising inflection which invited further +confidence. + +"Yes, indeed," answered Marsden, expanding still further and stroking +his chin-whisker as he proceeded. "You see 't wuz this way--Captain +Wagstaff--he wuz the portrait's uncle--wall, he wuz in command of a +fleet that lay in the harbor up yonder, in the Revolutionary War. When +he wuz ashore, he spent most of his time to this haouse; and when his +sister down to Philadelphy died, leavin' this daughter and no one to +take care on her, he brought her on here to live with him. He'd been +brought up a Quaker,--'Friend,' he called it,--though he did fight for +his country, and right enough, sez I. Wall, this girl,--Ruth, her name +wuz,--she came here and stopped awhile; and then there wuz a fight off +the shore between the Captain's ship and a British cruiser. The +cruiser wuz run down and sunk; but one of the officers they picked up +waounded and brought ashore, to this house, and Miss Ruth she set to +work takin' care on him. + +"Wall, what with cossettin' of him, and all sorts of philanderin', she +got kinder soft on him, and one day, fust any one knowed, she'd jest +run off with him." + +"And what did the Captain say to that?" asked Flint, more interested +than he was wont to be in Marsden's narratives. + +"The Captain? Oh, they say he took on about it like thunder, and swore +he'd never forgive her. But Ruth, she sent him her marriage lines, and +wrote him what a good husband she'd got; and after the war wuz over, +she kep' a-beggin' the Captain to come over and live with them. He +wouldn't go; and I don't know ez I blame him any. Europe is so fur +off, and such a wicked place--seems onsafer ez you get old. New +England's the best place in the world to die in, and so he thought. + +"Howsumever, she kep' a-sendin' him money and things; and one day ther +came this here box--I've often heard my gran'mother tell how she +looked on when 't wuz opened, and this picter turned out. Gran'ma wuz +only a little thing, and she didn't know what to make of it all; for +the Cap'n, he cried like a baby when he seen it. He had it taken up +right away to his room (thet's whar you're a-sleepin') and hung over +the mantel jest whar he could see it from his bed. Thar it stayed ez +long ez he stayed on airth, and when he lay a-dyin',--He died, you +know, in that very bed you're a-sleepin' in--only o' course the +mattress is new--the old one wuz a feather-bed. My gran'mother wuz +with him at the end, and she said he stretched out his arms to the +pictur, same ez ef 't ed been his niece herself; and he sort o' cried +out, 'God bless you, Ruth! I wish I'd 'a' understood you better!' +Wuzn't that a queer thing for him to say when he wuz a-dyin'?" + +"Poor Ruth!" murmured Flint, with that placid, mild melancholy born of +a sad story heard under comfortable circumstances. His fancy travelled +back to the damsel in her Quaker dress, and he fell to wondering if +the garb had been donned, with innocent hypocrisy, to please her old +uncle, or if she always wore it in her faraway new home. + +When he had got so far in his musings, his host recalled him to the +present by continuing, "I dunno ez we've a very good claim to the +pictur; but there ain't no heirs turned up, so ez the Cap'n wuz a +little behind in his board bills, we sort o' kep' it." + +Flint sat drumming with his fingers on the table, while his host still +maundered on after the fashion of old age, which has so few topics +that it cannot drop them with the light touch-and-go of youth. + +Flint had already firmly determined that he would be the possessor of +that portrait; but he was too shrewd to make any further advances now. + +Instead, he turned again to the subject of "The Aquidneck," and, +rising, made his way to the porch, where he almost walked over a +speckled hen so nearly a match for the floor that his near-sighted +eyes failed to perceive her, paying as little heed to her clucking and +fluttering as he bestowed upon the smiles of a girl who stood in the +doorway and moved, with conspicuous civility as he passed. He stalked +around to the corner of the porch where stood his long boots, for +which he exchanged his low ties of russet leather, and, picking up +fishing-tackle and crabbing nets, started off at a brisk pace for the +shore of the pond, leaving Marsden to follow with the pail of dinner. + +When all these were stowed away in the locker of "The Aquidneck," +together with a straw-covered flask and a volume of Omar Khayyam, +Flint bade a cheerful good-bye to Marsden, who stood rolling up his +shirt-sleeves, and giving copious advice. The amateur skipper cast off +from the little dock, lowered the centreboard, and stretched himself +lazily in the stern, with one hand on the tiller. Peace was in his +heart, and a pipe in his mouth--what could man ask more of the gods? + +The white sails of "The Aquidneck" fluttered in the light breeze as if +tremulous with the ecstasy of motion. The sea, beyond the low +grass-covered sand-bar which enclosed the pond, lay bright and smooth +to southward, its surface dotted with craft of various sizes. Here +skimmed a white-winged schooner; there panted and puffed a tug +absurdly inadequate to its tow of low-lying coal-barges. Far on the +horizon, a swelling island raised its bulk, purple as Capri, against +the golden haze. + +Flint might have been a better sailor had he not been so good a +swimmer; but, having no fear of the consequences of a sudden bath, he +took all risks, sailed into the very apple of the eye of the wind, and +habitually fastened his sheet,--a practice strongly reprehended by old +Marsden. + +"There's a new boat on the pond," said Flint to himself, as a +cat-rigged craft, white-hulled with a band of olive, shot out from +behind a point of rock. "Her lines are rather good. A good sailor +aboard too, I should say, for she runs free and yet steady. I'd like +to try a race with the chap some day; maybe it would be hardly fair if +he's a new comer, for I know the pond like--Damn it! what's that?" + +_That_ was a sunken rock which Flint, in his self-satisfied musings, +had failed to keep a lookout for. It had struck "The Aquidneck" full +(or _vice versa_, which amounts to the same thing); and here was a +pretty pickle. Navigation is like flirtation: all goes smoothly till +the shock comes, and then everything capsizes, with no chance for +explanation. + +"The Aquidneck" began to fill, and then to sink so rapidly that +Flint, not caring to risk entanglement in the sheets, thought it +prudent to jump overboard, and struck out lustily for the shore. +Fortunately for Flint, the shore was near and the water shallow. +Unfortunately, the shore was at the end further from the inn, his +clothes were soaking, and his tobacco and whiskey flask in the locker, +already under water in the midst of mud and eel-grass. + +Determined to make the best of a bad situation, Flint swam ashore, +calmly disposed his coat and knickerbockers over the bayberry bushes, +and seated himself, in his dripping under-garments, to dry in the sun +to consider his next move. + +"Certainly things couldn't be much nastier," he grumbled. "Yes, they +could too," he added, as he heard a female voice calling from beyond +the screen of bayberry bushes. + +"Boat ahoy! What's the matter?" + +Flint's first impulse was to hide; but fearing the voice and its owner +might come ashore to investigate the extent of the calamity, he +hastily donned his outer clothing and emerged, like a dripping seal, +from his retreat. "All right!" he called out. + +"All wrong! I should say," the voice replied; and in an instant he +knew it for the voice which had called to him from the sulky on the +previous afternoon. + +"That girl is a hoodoo!" he muttered. + +"Can I do anything for you?" inquired the voice, with that +super-solemnity which results from the effort to conceal amusement,--a +solemnity doubly insulting to its object, implying at once his +absurdity and his vanity. + +"Thank you!" answered Flint, stiffly; "if you will be kind enough to +send some one over to give me a lift, I will be greatly obliged." + +"Why not get in with us? Luff her in, Jim!" With this the girl and her +companion, a boy of twelve years old, bare of leg and freckled of +face, brought the boat around, and Flint climbed aboard with rather a +bad grace. + +To tell the truth, he was in a fit of the sulks. I admit that the +sulks are not heroic; but Homer permitted them to Achilles, and why +should I conceal the fact, unpleasing though it be, about my lesser +hero. + +Doubtless his ancestor, Jonathan Edwards, would have felt a like +discomposure, had his pulpit given way under him in the presence of +his congregation; and even that other fiery orator, Patrick The Great, +might have lost his balance had his new peach-colored coat split up +the back, when he was hurling death and destruction upon tyrants and +pleading for liberty or death. To be ridiculous with equanimity is the +crowning achievement of philosophy. + +The boy addressed as "Jim" stared at Flint with open-mouthed +enjoyment. + +"You didn't fetch where you meant to, did you?" + +"Hush, Jim!" + +"Why, Fred, what am I saying wrong now? You're always hushing me up. I +didn't mean to guy him, but he did look so jolly glum." + +Seeing that intervention was vain in this quarter, his sister essayed +a change of topic, and, womanlike, rushed on to the one she had most +steadfastly promised herself to avoid. + +"Were you fishing when the accident happened?" She stopped and colored +nervously. + +"No," observed Flint, dryly. (His remarks were the only dry things +about him.) "My fishing-rod happened to be broken. It is of no +consequence however," he hastened to add, seeing her blush deepen +painfully. "The fish about here are not gamey enough to make fishing +an exciting sport. Do you find it so?" + +"I never fish." + +"Ah, I am surprised." + +"I hate to see the poor things suffer--" + +"You are too tender-hearted?" + +"Say rather too weak-nerved--I should not care if every fish in the +sea died a violent death after prolonged suffering, provided I was not +obliged to watch the process." + +Flint smiled. + +"But don't you know these cold-blooded creatures can't be made to +suffer? I dare say the keenest enjoyment a fish ever feels is when his +nervous system is gently stimulated by a hook in his mouth." + +"Perhaps--I don't know--I tell you it is no question of sympathy. It +is simply physical repulsion; and then I loathe the soft slipperiness +of the bait." + +"That's so," put in the boy at the tiller. "Fred groans every time I +put a worm on the hook, and squeals when the fish flop round in the +bottom of the boat, especially if they come anywhere near her skirts." + +"Fred," repeated Flint to himself, "I might have known she would have +a boy's name--" Aloud, he said: "I suppose, Master Jim, you have found +all the best fishing-grounds in the pond." + +Jim softened visibly at this tribute to his skill. + +"Well, I know one good one over at Brightman's, and I'll show it to +you to-morrow, if you like." + +His sister shot a warning glance from under her level eyebrows. + +"Don't make plans too far ahead, Jim. Sufficient unto the day, you +remember--and unless this gentleman gets dry and warm soon, I am +afraid he will spend some days to come under the doctor's care. +Haven't you some brandy or whiskey?" she asked, turning more fully +toward Flint, and noticing for the first time that his lips were blue +and his teeth chattering in spite of his efforts at unconcerned +conversation. + +"Yes," he answered; "a flask full of excellent old whiskey--over +there," and he pointed disconsolately to the line of green water where +the tell-tale fluttered above the wrecks of "The Aquidneck." + +The young lady knit her brows in puzzled thought, "What is in our +locker, Jim?" + +"Bread and butter, cocoanut balls and ginger-ale." + +"Get out the ginger-ale." + +"But it is your luncheon," deprecated Flint. + +"No, it isn't--it is your medicine. Try it." + +Flint pressed the iron spring, and poured down the spluttering liquid, +striving to conceal his wry face. + +"Bully, ain't it?" exclaimed Jim, not without a tinge of regret for +lost joys in his tone. + +"Excellent!" returned Flint, perjuring himself like a gentleman. + +"It is better than nothing," Miss Fred answered judicially. "I will +send Jim up to the inn with some brandy; Marsden's stuff is rank +poison. I had some once this summer when I was ill, and straightway +sent off to town for a private supply. If you feel able to exercise, I +should advise you to let us put you off at this point, and make a run +across country to Marsden's." + +"I don't know how to thank you," Flint murmured as Jimmy pulled the +row-boat up, and the young man prepared to climb in after him. + +"There is no occasion for thanks. But if you insist on a debit and +credit account, please charge it off against the ruin of your +fishing-rod." + +"I am humiliated." + +"You?" + +"Yes; I must have been a model of incivility." + +"No; it was I who was in fault, rushing about the country like a +jockey riding down everything in sight." + +"Who except a fool would have had a fishing-rod trailing half-way +across the road?" + +"Look here," grumbled Jim, "I can't hold this dory bumping against the +side of the boat forever--" + +"Don't be impertinent, Jim. Besides apologies never last long. It is +only explanations which take time--" + +Flint jumped from the gunwale of the sail-boat into the dory, and took +the oars. As he headed for shore, he turned his eyes once more to the +sail-boat, and the glimpse that he had of its skipper he carried for +long after--the vision of her standing there in the stern, against the +stretch of blue water, her soft handkerchief of some red stuff knotted +about her throat above the gray jacket, her felt hat thrust up in +front above the waves of her hair, and her eyes smiling with frank +mirthfulness. + + + + + CHAPTER III + + OLD FRIENDS + + "It's an ower-come sooth + For age and youth, + And it brooks wi' nae denial, + That the oldest friends + Are the dearest friends, + And the new are just on trial." + + +Flint was glad enough on reaching the inn to creep into bed. In spite +of his cross-country run he was chilled through. Little shivers ran +down his back, and his hands and feet seemed separated by spaces of +numbness from the warmth of his body. The brandy arrived, and he +swallowed some eagerly; but it had little effect on his chilly apathy. +The dinner-bell clanged below. Flint heard it, but he paid no heed to +the summons. He had forgotten what it was to desire food. A blur +before his eyes, and an iron band about his head, occupied his +attention to the exclusion of the outside world. + +By three o'clock the headache-fiend had entered into full possession, +had perched itself in the centre of consciousness, and seemed to +Flint's excited nerves to be working its octopus claws in and out +among the folds of his brain. + +Waves of pain vibrated outward to his ears and eyes. He watched the +shade against the blindless window flap to and fro. Each streak of +light admitted, struck the sufferer like a blow. He got up, went to +the washbasin and sopped a towel, which he bound about his head and +lay down again--no relief. He could endure it no longer. He dropped +his boots one after the other on the floor, till at length Marsden +heard the signal of distress, came lumbering up the stairs, and +thumped upon his door. + +Flint bade him come in and state in the fewest possible words whether +there was any doctor within reach. + +"There was." + +"How long would it take to fetch him?" + +"About half an hour." + +"Let it be done." + +Again Flint sank into a sort of stupor, from which he was awakened by +a knock, and the entrance of a nervous, little wiry gentleman whose +clothes of rusty black had the effect of having been purchased in a +fit of absence of mind. + +The sufferer roused himself as the physician came in. + +"The doctor?" + +"Yes." + +"My name is Flint, and I sent for you to give me a dose of morphine." + +"My name, sir, is Cricket, and I'm damned if I do any such thing." + +"Why did they send for you then?" + +"They sent for me to see what I thought you needed--not to take your +orders for a drug. I am not an apothecary." + +"More's the pity!" returned Flint, flouncing across to the inner side +of the bed, and turning his back unceremoniously upon his visitor. + +Dr. Cricket received this demonstration with unconcern. He took out +his thermometer and shook it against his wrist. Then resting one knee +on the bed he thrust the thermometer into his recalcitrant patient's +mouth, saying: "Don't crunch on it, unless you want your mouth full of +glass, and your belly full of mercury. Now for the pulse. Ah! too +fast--I expected as much." + +He took out the thermometer and held it to the light. "Over one +hundred--see here, young man, it's well you sent for me when you did." + +"I wish I hadn't." + +"So do I, from a professional point of view. Nothing so good for +doctors' business as delay in sending for us. As it is, I fear I can't +conscientiously make more than two calls, or keep you in bed after +to-morrow." + +"But what are you going to do for this accursed pain in the head?" + +"Oh, that's of no consequence--only a symptom. It's the fever that +worries me." + +"Oh, it is--is it? Well, it is the pain that worries me, and if you +don't do something about it, I'll fire your old bottles out of the +window." + +"Very good. Then I will send back to Mrs. White's for more bottles and +a straight-jacket to boot--" + +"So you live at Mrs. White's, do you?" + +"No, sir, I do not _live_ anywhere in summer--I board." + +The doctor chuckled over his little joke as genially as if it had +never seen the light before; but humor does not appeal to a man with a +headache, and antique humor least of all. + +"That's where Miss Fred and that freckled-faced brother of hers +stay--isn't it?" Flint continued. + +"Ah, do you know the Anstices?" + +"Not I--that is, I never saw the young woman till yesterday; but to +the best of my belief she is not human at all, only an evil genius of +the region who goes about with incantations which cause fishing-rods +to break at the end, and boats to run onto rocks." + +"So--ho! You were the skipper of 'The Aquidneck,' were you? Well, +well! no wonder you're laid up with a chill. We nearly burst our +blood-vessels, laughing over Miss Fred's account of you, rising up +like a ghost out of the eel-grass, and the topmast of your boat +sticking up out of the water like a dead man's finger." + +Dr. Cricket's little black eyes twinkled with enjoyment as he recalled +the scene. The misguided man fancied he was helping to take his +patient's thoughts off himself, and, having measured out his powders +and potions, he took his departure, leaving Flint inwardly raging. + +To be made the butt of a boarding-house table! Really it was too much; +and this girl, of whom he had begun to think rather well--this girl +doubtless mimicked his disconsolate tones and his chattering teeth, +and made all manner of fun of his sorry plight. + +Folk with a headache see life quite out of focus; and at the moment it +really would have been a comfort to Flint to know that this mocking +maid had been drowned, or struck by lightning, or in any fashion +disabled from repeating the story of his discomfiture. He writhed and +twisted, and at last fell asleep, still alternately vowing never to +forgive, and never to give her another thought. + +In the morning when he woke, free from pain and, except for a certain +languor, quite himself again, he wondered at his childishness of the +night before, though in spite of reason a certain sub-conscious +resentment lingered still. + +At seven o'clock Matilda Marsden knocked at his door and gave warning +that the breakfast-hour drew near. + +"I say," he called in response, "will you please send some one with a +pitcher of hot water? I'll have my breakfast in bed." + +Flint knew perfectly well that she would bring the water herself; but +it was necessary to keep up the fiction of intermediate agency in +deference to her position. + +From October until June she was "Miss Marsden," in a shop of a small +New England town; and when from June to October she condescended to +become plain "Tilly," and to lend her assistance to her parents at the +Nepaug Inn, she made it distinctly understood that she did so without +prejudice to her social claims. + +She waited at the table to be sure; but she shaded her manner with +nice precision to meet the condition of the guest she served. To the +timid pedler, she was encouraging; to the encroaching commercial +traveller, she was haughty, and to Flint gently and insinuatingly +sympathetic. + +Flint, on his part, treated her with the deference which he accorded +to all women; but it never occurred to him to consider her as an +individual at all. To him she was simply an agency for procuring food +and towels; and when she lingered on the stairs, or at the doorway, +making little efforts at conversation, he cut her ruthlessly short. + +The result of this mingling of courtesy and neglect was of course that +the girl fell promptly and deeply in love with the young man, cut out +from the current magazines every picture which bore the slightest +resemblance to his features, and went about sighing sighs and dreaming +dreams, in a fashion at once pathetic and ridiculous. Flint, +meanwhile, always obtuse on the side of sympathy, went his way wholly +oblivious of her state of mind. How should he know that his rolls were +hotter and his coffee stronger than those of his fellow-boarders, or +that to him alone was accorded the friendly advice as to the +comparative merits of "Injun pudd'n" and huckleberry pie, which +constituted the staple of desserts at the inn? + +This morning, as usual, he was wholly unconscious of the effort to +beautify the tray set down outside his door. It meant nothing to him, +that the pitcher holding the hot water was of red and yellow majolica, +that the coarse napkin was embroidered with a wreath of impossible +roses, and the coffee-cup bore the legend "Think of me" in gilt +lettering. In fact the only thing which attracted his attention at all +was a pile of letters on the tray. He glanced hastily over the +envelopes, swallowed his breakfast, and returned to closer inspection +of the correspondence. The first letter which he opened was written by +the editor of an English "Quarterly," informing him that his recent +critique on Balzac had found favor in high places, and that the +"Quarterly" would like to engage a series. + +Flint tried not to seem, even to himself, as pleased as he felt. + +The next note was of a different tone, a grieved rejoinder from a +young author whose book had been reviewed by Flint with more light +than sweetness. Less stoical to reproaches than to compliment, Flint +kicked vigorously at the bedclothes, as though they had been the +offending note-writer. + +"Great Heavens!" he growled. "Does the man think his budding genius +must be fed on sugar-plums? What I said about him and his book was +either true or false; and here he spends his whole sheet prating about +'sensitive feelings,' as if they had anything to do with the matter." + +Oh, imperfect sympathies! How large a part you play in the unhappiness +of the world! + +The third envelope on the tray was yellow, and contained a large, +careless scrawl on a half-sheet of business paper; but it seemed to +afford Flint unalloyed delight. + +"Brady coming to-day!" he almost shouted aloud. "That is what I call +jolly. I would like to see forty Dr. Crickets keep me in bed." + +Brady and Flint had been college friends in the old days, at Harvard, +and after that for years had drifted apart. Flint betaking himself to +a German university, and Brady to a business career in Bison, a +flourishing town of the great Northwest, wherein he too had flourished +mightily, and whence he sent imploring messages to Flint, begging him +not to waste his life in the effete civilization of New York, but to +come out and get a view of real folks in the fresh new world of the +West. + +To these messages Flint had replied with more candor than courtesy, +that the only fault he had to find with New York was its lack of +civilization, that he was saving every nickel in hopes of getting away +from it to eastward, and that if he were condemned to spend his life +in Bison, or any other prairie town, he would make short work of +matters with a derringer. + +This slight difference of opinion had not at all interfered with the +attachment of the two; and few things would have roused Flint to such +enthusiasm as this expectation of a fortnight--a leisurely, +gossiping, garrulous, quarrelsome fortnight--with his old friend. The +prospect of the visit was a better tonic than any contained in the +little doctor's black-box. Indeed it drove all thoughts of doctors and +their medicines so completely out of his head that he was quite +surprised when, having dressed and descended to the ground-floor, he +saw Dr. Cricket standing at the foot of the stairs, wiping the +perspiration off his forehead with a large silk handkerchief. + +The Doctor looked fiercely at him from under his shaggy eyebrows. + +"Is this Mr. Flint?" he asked, as if unable to believe the testimony +of his eyes. + +"It is," Flint answered with unconcern. + +"Why did you get up?" + +"Because I formed the habit in my youth." + +"Didn't I tell you to lie in bed till I came?" + +"I don't remember." + +The Doctor quivered with rage. + +"I am an old man, sir," he said, "and I've walked a mile in the heat +of this devilish sun, and all for a patient who is determined to kill +himself, and such a fool that it doesn't matter much whether he does +or not." + +Flint smiled. + +"Every man, you know, must be either a fool or a physician when he +reaches maturity. Some may be both. However, since you were kind +enough to come to my assistance last night, I cannot be induced to +quarrel with you this morning, and you ought to be the last man to +find fault with me for feeling the benefit of your medicine sooner +than you expected." + +Dr. Cricket was as easy to be placated as to be stirred to anger; and +when Flint urged him to come into the stuffy little office and partake +of a lemonade with the addition of a stronger fluid from a bottle in +Flint's room, he forgot his wrath or drowned it in the cooling drink, +and at length parted in kindliness, only bidding his patient wear +cabbage-leaves in his hat, and be sure to take wraps in case of a +change in the weather, not forgetting to put on his "gums" if he +walked on the wet beach. + +When he had gone, Flint found the Doctor's gold-bowed spectacles in a +chair. "Brady and I will walk up with them this evening," he said to +himself. "Perhaps I was not as civil to the old gentleman as I might +have been." + +When Marsden learned that Flint was planning an expedition to South +East, he suggested that he would "take it kindly" if Flint could make +it convenient to bring down a few packages of groceries, as some of +the store supplies had run out, and the relays were not expected until +the next day. + +Flint reproached himself for weakness in complying, and growled still +further when he saw the length of the list which Marsden handed to him +as he took his seat in the carryall. + +"What a cursed fool I am," he muttered as he drove off, "to hire this +man's beast for the privilege of doing his errands!" + +The three-o'clock train puffed into the station at South East nearly +an hour behind time. The period of waiting in the intense mid-day heat +had not improved Flint's temper. For all his hearty greeting to Brady, +he could not shake off a sense of irritation, intensified by the fact +that he had no one on whom to wreak it. + +Brady's trunk was strapped onto the carryall, the various bottles, +jugs, and packages which Flint, with such unusual urbanity, had +consented to bring down to the Beach for Marsden, were stowed away +under the seat, and nothing remained but the mail. To get this Flint +drew up at the post-office. The postmaster was a grouty old +store-keeper who, through political influence, retained his position +in spite of the efforts of the town's-folk to oust him. This afternoon +a line of wagons stood at the door, and a line of men stood at the +little window within. Seeing his own name in the list of those for +whom there were letters, Flint waited for the window to open, and took +his place in the line. When he reached the window, he asked for his +letter. + +"No letter for you," growled the postmaster. + +Flint stepped out of line and consulted the list. There was no +mistake. Again he presented himself before the window. + +"What cher want?" + +"My letter." + +"Ain't no letter, I told cher." + +"Perhaps you will be kind enough to look at the list." + +The postman, in the worst of humors, went to a drawer of his desk, +and, after much hunting about and turning over of parcels, he found a +letter which he threw out at Flint without a remark. Flint took it +also in silence, turned away and resumed his place at the end of the +line. Again he returned to his old post before the little window. This +time the postman grew purple with rage. + +"Get out o' this you! What cher want now?" + +"I simply wish," answered Flint, in his low, clear, gentlemanly voice, +"to tell you that you have behaved like an insolent blackguard, and +deserve to be removed from office." + +Flint's words were the signal for a storm of applause from the +loiterers, and he walked out a hero. He was in a more amiable frame of +mind when he climbed into the carryall. The old horse, feeling his +head turned homeward, needed less urging than usual, and the young men +lolled back, talking busily of old times and new. + +Brady was a typical business-man of the West,--cheerful, practical, a +bit boastful, square-shouldered, clear-eyed and ruddy-faced, confident +of himself, proud of his surroundings, sure that there were no +problems of earth or Heaven with which America in general, and Philip +Brady in particular, were not fitted to cope. + +Before he had uttered a dozen sentences, Flint began to realize how +far apart they had drifted in the ten years since they had met. He +experienced a vaguely hopeless sense of complexity in the presence of +his friend's bustling frankness. He felt almost a hypocrite, and yet +it seemed to him that any attempt at self-revelation would be useless, +because the relative value, the _chiaro-oscuro_ of life, was so +different to each. He took refuge, as we all do under such +circumstances, in objectivity--asked heartily for the health of each +member of Brady's family, listened with polite interest to the +statistics of the growth of Bison, and then began to wonder what he +should talk about next. As he cast his eye downward, a very practical +subject suggested itself, for he saw with dismay that the cork was +out of the molasses jug, from which the sticky fluid had already oozed +forth, and was rapidly spreading itself over the floor of the +carryall. + +"This is what comes of being obliging. Just look at this mess! What in +time are we going to do about it, Brady?" + +Brady, being a man of action, wasted no energy in discussion. He +jumped to the ground, pulled out first his overcoat and gripsack, +fortunately unharmed, then the paper parcels of oatmeal and hominy, +sticky and dripping. Swiftly corking the jug, he lifted it out of the +carryall, together with the oilcloth strip, and deftly stood both +against a fence by the roadside. Flint watched him with admiration. He +felt himself supremely helpless in the presence of the direful +calamity. How was he ever to get these bundles into condition to be +put back into the wagon? How cleanse the oilcloth and the fatal jug? + +No house was in sight. + +Flint stood gloomily gazing down at his boots covered with the oozy +brown fluid. "Jupiter aid us!" he exclaimed; and as if in answer to +his call, "a daughter of the gods, divinely tall," rose on their +sight, coming towards them from over the ridge of the hill. She came +on swiftly, yet without hurry. She walked (a process little understood +by the feminine half of the world, hampered as they are by their stays +and tenpenny heels). This woman neither hobbled, nor waddled, nor +tripped. With the leg swinging out from the hip (no awkward +knee-movement, yet no stride), she swept down the hill as serenely as +though she were indeed a messenger sent by Jupiter to their +assistance. Beside her trotted a large dog who now and again +excursionized in search of tempting adventure, but as constantly +returned to rub his head lovingly against his mistress's skirt, and +lick her hand, as if to assure her that, in spite of his wandering +propensities, his heart remained faithful. + +"The hoodoo!" muttered Flint. + +"What a pretty girl!" exclaimed Brady. + +The object of these widely differing criticisms moved steadily nearer. +She wore a white gown. A basket was on her arm, and her wide-brimmed +straw hat was pulled low over her eyes to shield them from the sun. +She was close upon the scene of accident before she discerned it. +Catching at the same moment a look of annoyance on Flint's face, she +swerved a little, as if with intent to pass by, like the priest and +the Levite, on the other side; then, reassured by Brady's look of +half-comic despair, she set down her basket and paused. + +"You have met with an accident, I see," she observed, as casually as +though she had never before heard of any catastrophe in connection +with Flint. "The molasses worked, I suppose. It will, sometimes, if it +is not tightly corked. It was stupid in the grocer not to warn you." + +"It is kind of you," said Brady, "to lay the accusation of stupidity +so far off; but, wherever it lies, the results are the same, and we +are in a bad way." + +"What can we find to wipe these things off with?" the good Samaritan +asked, making common cause in the misfortune. + +"Nothing," answered Flint, with extravagant gloom, striving as he +spoke to cleanse his shoes by rubbing them against the grass-grown +bank. + +The girl put her finger to her lips,--a characteristic gesture when +she was puzzled. Then, unfastening her basket with sudden energy, she +exclaimed: "Why won't this do? Here is some sea-moss which I was +taking to an old woman who lives a little further down the road. She +makes some stuff which she calls farina out of it, and grieves +bitterly that she is no longer young and spry enough to gather it for +herself along the shore. My basket is full of this moss, and if we +could wet it in the brook down yonder, we might sponge off the things +with it, and then dry them with big leaves, backed up by those +newspapers which I see you have in your parcel of mail." + +"What a clever notion!" Brady said, as he plunged down to the brook, +and came up again with the dripping moss. He and the Samaritan +scrubbed merrily away, while Flint stood by with an uncomfortable +sense that he was out of it all, and that no one but himself knew or +cared. + +When comparative cleanliness was restored, and the bundles returned to +the bottom of the wagon, the girl scrambled down to the brook, and, +pushing back her wide cuffs, knelt by the water, where she washed the +traces of sticky substance from her long slender fingers. + +"You have relieved us from a very awkward situation," said Flint, as +she rose; "but your basket of moss is spoiled and your long walk +rendered futile. Surely you will permit us at least to drive you +home." + +"Thank you, no. Mrs. Davitt will like to talk a while, and to know +that I have not forgotten her and her farina. So I will bid you 'good +afternoon.'" + +"That is the most charming girl I ever met," observed Brady, as he +stood watching her disappear around the turn of the road. + +"Did you ever meet one who was not?" asked Flint. + +"The way she took hold was magnificent," continued Brady, unmoved by +his companion's raillery. "And then when it was all over she was so +unself-conscious; and the best of all was her politeness in never +laughing at us, for really, you know, we must have looked rather +ridiculous, standing gawking there like two escaped imbeciles." + +This allusion irritated Flint, as he remembered the last two +occasions, when she had borne herself less seriously. The recollection +colored his first remark, after they had clambered into the carryall, +and persuaded Dobbin to resume his leisurely trot. + +"I am afraid myself, inconsistent as it seems, I should have liked her +better if she had not taken hold in such a capable, mannish fashion. +There is a certain appealing dependence which is rather becoming to a +woman--to my thinking, that is--it is an old-fashioned notion, I +admit." + +"Well, I must say I don't think an attitude of appealing dependence +would have been very serviceable to us to-day; and as an habitual +state of mind, while it may be very attractive, it seems to imply +having some one at hand to appealingly depend upon. Our sex must have +reciprocal duties; but I don't notice that you have offered yourself +as a support for any of these clinging natures." + +"Nevertheless," answered Flint, "if I ever did fall in love, it would +be with a woman of the clinging kind. But don't let us get to talking +like a couple of sentimental schoolgirls! Here we are, anyway, at the +last turn of the road, and there is Nepaug Beach. How does it strike +you?" + +"It reminds me," said Brady, smiling, "of the Walrus and the +Carpenter:-- + + "'They wept like anything to see + Such quantities of sand. + If this were only cleared away + They said it would be grand.'" + +"Brady, you are a sentimentalist! You sigh for brooks and willows and, +for all I know, _people_." + +"Flint, you are a misanthrope! You have searched out this God-forsaken +stretch of sand just for the purpose of getting away from your kind. +Now I have hunted you to your lair, and I propose to stay with you for +a fortnight; but I am not to be dragooned into saying that I think +your resort is a scene of beauty, for I don't; but that is a jolly, +old, gray, tumbled-down building over there--a barn, I suppose." + +"No, sir; that is the Nepaug Inn. As it has neither porters, waiters, +nor electric bells, you are expected to shoulder your own luggage and +march upstairs--second room to the right. Whoa, there!" he called out +to the old horse a full minute after the animal had come to a dead +halt in front of the inn door. The noise, however, served its purpose +in bringing Marsden to the door, and loading the old inn-keeper with +imprecations for their unlucky experience with the molasses, Flint +left him to struggle with the contents of the wagon, while he himself +escorted Brady up the narrow, sagging stairs, and ensconced him in a +room next his own,--a room whose windows looked out like his over the +purple stretch of ocean, now opalescent with reflection of the clouds. + +"Where do you take your bath?" Brady asked, looking round somewhat +helplessly. + +"In there, you land-lubber!" answered Flint, pointing out to sea; +"isn't the tub big enough?" + +Brady laughed, a hearty, boyish, infectious laugh. "All right," he +said, "only it seems rather odd to come East for pioneering. Did you +know, by the way, that I am to be in New York this winter?" + +"No!" + +"Yes. Our house is just establishing a branch office there, and I am +to be at the head of it." + +Flint chuckled. + +"Bison establishing a branch office in New York! The humor of the +thing delights me." + +"I don't see anything so very funny about it," answered Brady, rather +testily; "but I have no stomach for a quarrel till I have had some +supper--unless you sup _out there_," he added with a lordly wave of +his hand towards the ocean in imitation of Flint's gesture. "I hope, +at any rate, our evening meal is not to be of farina. The associations +might be a little too strong even for my appetite." + + + + + CHAPTER IV + + THE DAVITTS + + "The short and simple annals of the poor." + + +After taking leave of Flint and his companion in misfortune, Winifred +quickened her pace. The lengthening shadows warned her that if she +intended to return to the White House before supper was over, she had +no time to lose. + +"Come, Paddy!" she said, laying her hand with a light, caressing +gesture on the shaggy red-brown head of the Irish setter, which had +kept closer guard than ever since the meeting with the strangers in +the road,--"come, Paddy! we must make a sprint for it." + +The dog, glad enough to be allowed the luxury of a gallop, set off +pell-mell, and Winifred followed at a gait which soon brought her, +flushed and out of breath, before the unpainted house where the Davitt +family made their abode. It was not characterized by great order or +tidiness. Clothes-lines, hung with underwear of various shapes and +sizes, decorated the side-yard, and proclaimed Mrs. Davitt's calling. +A whole section of the front fence had taken itself off. The gate +swung aimlessly on one rusty hinge, and a brood of chickens wandered +at will over the unmown grass before the house: yet the place was not +wholly unattractive, for it bore evidences of human love and +happiness; and, after all, these are the objects for which the most +orderly and elegant mansions exist, if indeed they are so fortunate as +to attain them. These are the essence of a home. + +An old dory filled with geranium and nasturtium brightened the centre +of the yard. Beneath the wide spreading maples, which lent their +unbought adornment to the shabby old house, hung a child's swing, and +near by stood a rickety express-cart, to which an unlucky goat was +tethered by a multi-colored harness made of rope, tape, and bits of +calico. The driver of this equipage, a tow-headed lad of some five +years old, stood with his thumb in his mouth, gazing with open-eyed +amazement at the young lady who thought it worth while to walk so +fast. + +"Good afternoon, John!" said Winifred, when she had regained her +breath. "Is your mother at home?" + +The practice of answering questions is an acquired habit, and comes +only after long acquaintance with society. Children left in a state of +nature rarely think it necessary or even safe to commit themselves so +far. John Davitt only pulled his thumb out of his mouth, poked his +pink toes deeper into the grass, and gave a hitch at the single +suspender supporting the ragged knickerbockers which formed two-thirds +of his costume. + +"Oh!" continued the visitor, not in the least disconcerted by the lack +of response to her advances, "you don't want to leave your goat long +enough to go and ask about your mother, do you? Well, I should not +like to be asked to leave my colt if I were driving. People should do +their own errands, I think, and not be bothering other folks with +their business. You will not be afraid of my dog if I leave him here +while I go into the house, will you?" + +"Whath hith name?" asked John, discovering for the first time that he +had a tongue and knew its use. + +"Paddy," answered the visitor. + +"I uthed to have a brother Paddy. He died." + +"Then you must make friends with the dog for his sake. Would you like +to see how my Paddy can chase a stone?" With this Winifred picked up a +large pebble, and threw it far down the road. Paddy, with a bark of +animated enjoyment, made after it, with wagging tail and ears laid +back against his head. John laughed loud, wrinkled up his little pug +nose and showed his white teeth. + +"Now when he brings it back, you throw it again, and I will go in and +try to find your mother; I think I see her now," she added, as she +turned the angle of the house and caught a glimpse of Mrs. Davitt, +seated in the wooden rocking-chair beside the kitchen-table, paring +potatoes. + +To the casual glance she was only a homely old Irish woman who might +have been the original of "The shape which shape had none." The only +semblance of waist was the line drawn by her gingham apron-string. Her +form bulged where it should have been straight, and was straight where +it should have curved. Her face, however, had a gentle motherliness, +and still bore traces of the comeliness which had marked it a quarter +of a century earlier, when, as Bridget O'Hara, she had set sail from +"the owld counthry" to try her fortune in the new. + +After a few months' experience of city life over here, she had drifted +to South East, where she found employment in a thread factory which +stood on the bank of the tiniest stream that ever, outside of England, +called itself a river. Its current ran swiftly, however; its mimic +falls were forced into the service of trade; and the wheels of the +thread factory whirred busily, except when bad times brought wheels +and bobbins to a standstill. + +For three years after her arrival in South East, Bridget O'Hara stood +beside her wheel, and fed her bobbin faithfully. Her blue Irish eyes +were bright in those days, and her cheeks red as the roses of County +Meath, where the thatched homestead of the O'Haras lifted its humble +head. More than one of the men working in the factory took notice of +the blue eyes and the red cheeks, and would have been glad to secure +their owner for a wife; but she was not for any of them. Before she +had been in the village six months, she had given her faithful heart +to Michael Davitt, the young New England fisherman whose boat lay +below the bridge which she crossed every morning on her way to her +work in the factory. Many a time on bright spring mornings she +loitered on the bridge, leaning over its wooden railing to watch +Michael as he washed out his boat, and made ready for the day's sail. +Sometimes the talk grew so absorbing that the factory bell sounded out +its last warning call before Bridget could tear herself away, and +afterward, through the long day, shut up among the whirring wheels, in +the dust and heat of the big dreary room, she kept the vision of the +white flapping sail, and of Michael Davitt standing by the tiller of +the boat under the bridge. + +At last the fisherman asked her to marry him, and she accepted him +joyously, undismayed by the diminutive proportions of their united +incomes. + +"Sure, Mike dear," Bridget had declared cheerfully, "what's enough for +wan will be enough for two, and you'll never feel the bit I'll be +afther atin'." + +This specious theory of political economy has beguiled into matrimony +many a young couple who fail to take account of the important +difference that what is enough for two may not be enough for three, +and still less for three times three. So it fell out with the Davitts. +For the first year of their married life, Bridget went on working in +the factory, and kept her tiny tenement tidy, and Michael mended nets +on the doorstep, and sold fish in summer, and loafed in the winter in +contented assurance that life would continue to treat him well. But +the next year opened less prosperously. Bridget was compelled to give +up her work in the factory, and when, in the middle of a particularly +rigorous winter, a baby was born to the house of Davitt, the outlook +would have appeared discouraging to any one less optimistic than +Bridget. But she found much cause for satisfaction in the thought that +the baby had come at this particular time, when Michael could be at +home to help take care of the house; and above all in the reflection +that the baby was a boy, "who'd not be thrubblin' any wan long, for +before we know it, Mike, me jewel, he'll be lookin' afther you and +me." + +Part of her self-congratulation had justified itself, for the baby +Leonard had grown up into one of those helpful, "handy" lads who +sometimes are sent to be the salvation of impecunious households. At +an incredibly early age, he began to feel the responsibilities of the +family on his manly little shoulders, and as the procession of small +Davitts entered the world, he took each one under his protecting care. +Dennis, Ellen, Maggie, Tommy, Katie, and John had found their way into +the family circle, and no one hinted that there was not place and +porridge for the last as well as the first. + +As the years went on, Michael Davitt lost whatever alertness of +temperament he might once have possessed. New England seems to endow +some of her children with such a surplus of energy, that she is +compelled to subtract a corresponding amount from the share of others. +Michael Davitt was one of the others. His experiences as a fisherman +had persuaded him that it was useless to put forth effort, unless he +had wind and tide in his favor. Consequently, his life was spent in +waiting for encouragement from the forces of nature,--encouragement +which never came; so that at last he gave up the struggle, and sat by +the chimney-corner all winter, as contentedly as he sat on the stern +of his boat all summer, ready to move if circumstances favored, but +serene under all conditions. His silence was as marked as his +serenity. On occasions, he could be moved to smiles, but seldom to +speech. He sat quiet and unmoved amid the family hubbub, his long +limbs twisted together, his arms folded above his somewhat hollow +chest, and his protruding tusks of teeth firmly fastened over his +nether lip, as if constraining it to silence. + +Tommy might lift off the cover of the beehive, and rush into the house +shrieking with wrath and terror over the result; Maggie might upset +the milk, and John drag the kitten about the room by its tail,--no +matter! the father of the family continued to sit unmoved as Brahma. +But when Leonard entered the door, some appearance of life began to +show itself in Michael. He untwisted his legs, moved a little to make +room on the settle, and even went so far as to make an entering wedge +of conversation with a "Well, Leon!" + +Leonard Davitt was a boy to warm any father's heart,--stout and +strong, hearty and frank, cheerful as the day was long, with the smile +and jest of his race ready for any chance comer. This light-heartedness +had made him a favorite not only in his own family, but among all the +youth and maidens who dwelt in the outlying farmhouses around South +East; but of late an unaccountable change had come over the lad. This +merry, careless happiness had deserted him. He had taken to going +about with hair unbrushed, and a "dejected 'havior of his visage." + +The noisy mirth of his little brothers and sisters irritated him, and +their noisier quarrels exasperated him. He kept away from them as much +as he could, and when he was not off in his boat, he sat on the fence +under the maples as taciturn as Michael himself. The children wondered +at him, and gradually began to draw away at his approach, instead of +rushing toward him as of old. Maggie, who was fifteen now, and worked +in the factory, suspected the cause of his trouble, and once ventured +to rally him on "the girl that was so cool she'd give a man the mitten +in summer;" but her pleasantry was ill-received. Leonard scowled at +her, and stalked away muttering to himself. + +His mother saw him from her window, and she too knew what was the +trouble with her boy; but she only dropped a few tears among the +potato-parings, and resolved to make griddle-cakes for supper,--as +though Leonard were still a child whose heart could be cheered +through his stomach. As Mrs. Davitt laid down her knife to wipe her +eyes, she heard the barking of a dog, and then a rapid double knock on +the half-open kitchen-door. + +"Come in, Miss," she said, rising and wiping her hands on her gingham +apron. "Come in and take the rocker. Don't be standin' when sittin' +down is chape enough, even for the poor. It's yourself hezn't forgot +me, nor me bit o' farina." + +"No, indeed, Mrs. Davitt, I did not forget you: but you won't get your +farina after all; for I met some poor men in distress, and I handed +over all the sea-moss to them." + +"Poor craytyurs! Wuz they that hungry they could ate it raw?" + +"Hardly," answered Winifred, smiling at her remembrance of the +peculiarly well-fed looking recipients of her bounty, "they were not +hungry at all; but they had come to grief with a molasses jug. The +carriage and everything in it was sticky, and I don't know what they +would have done to get it clean without your moss; but you shall +surely have some more to-morrow, and now tell me how you are feeling." + +"Is it meself? Thank ye kindly, me dear. I'm jest accordin' to the +common, save where I'm worse; me legs ache me nights, and I fale the +washin' in me back some days; but if me moind wuz right, it's little +I'd moind the thrubble in me bones." + +"Why, what is wrong, Mrs. Davitt?" Winifred asked with sympathy in her +voice. "The children all look well. John's cheeks are red as apples, +and Katie is as round as a butter-ball." + +"Oh, the childers is all right," answered Mrs. Davitt, with an air of +mystery, but evidently not unwilling to be pressed further as to the +source of her trouble. + +"Surely it is not your husband? He looked better than usual this +morning when he came around to the White House, and he had as fine a +catch of fish as I have seen this summer." + +"Yea, himself's all right." + +"Then it must be Leonard; but I am sure he is a boy of whom any mother +might be proud." + +"Proud? Yea, but many's the proud heart is the sore heart." + +"Tell me all about it," said her young visitor, laying her delicate +hand on the red fingers which still clasped the bone-handled steel +knife. Mrs. Davitt looked down for a moment in silence, playing with +the bent joint of her stiff third finger, then she broke out with a +fierceness in curious contrast to her usual gentle speech. + +"It's that Tilly Marsden. Bad luck to her for a bowld hussy! She's +put the insult on Leonard." + +"The insult?" + +"Yea, 'tis the same as an insult for all the neighbors to take notice +of, whin a gurrl ez hez been kapin' company with a man fur goin' on +two years, walks by him now with her nose in the air, lek wan wuz too +good to be shpakin' with the praste himself." + +"Don't be too hard on Tilly, Mrs. Davitt," remonstrated Winifred, +soothingly. "Perhaps she is fond of Leonard still, but does not want +him to feel too sure of her. I dare say you were a little like that +yourself, when you were a girl." + +"Thrue fer ye, me dear!" Mrs. Davitt answered, with that delightful +Irish readiness to be diverted from her woes to a more cheerful frame +of mind. "Thrue fer ye! I'd never let Michael be sayin' me heart wuz +caught before ever he'd shpread the net." + +"Then, depend upon it, Tilly feels the same." + +"Mebbe it's the thruth you're afther findin' out; but I misthrust, and +it's meself will never fergive her if she breaks the heart of the best +by in the counthry." + +The possibility was too much for the sorrowful mother. She threw her +apron over her head, and abandoned herself once more to despair, +swaying to and fro disconsolately in the black wooden chair from the +back of which the gilt had been half rubbed away by quarter of a +century of rocking. + +"Do you think it could possibly do any good for me to talk with +Leonard?" Winifred ventured, quite dubious in her own mind of the +wisdom of the proceeding. + +"Ow, if yez would, 'twould like be the savin' o' the by. He'll not +bear any of us to shpake wid him at all at all." + +"Very well then, I will try to get him to talk about it. Only don't be +disappointed if I do not succeed! The chances are that he will not +listen to me." + +"Not listen to yoursilf, is it!" cried Mrs. Davitt, once more +transported to the heights of hope. "Sure, the saints in Hiven would +lay down their harps to hear your swate vice. Yes, and aven to look at +ye, as ye shtand there, in that white dhress, jist like what wan o' +thimsilves 'ud be wearin'! How becomin' ye are to your clothes!" + +Winifred smiled at the subtle flattery; but before she could muster an +appropriate acknowledgment, she caught sight of Leonard loitering at +the gate. + +"There is Leon now; I will ask him to walk part way home with me. It +is growing dark, and you know," she added, laughing, "how timid I +am!" + +Mrs. Davitt smiled in answer to the laugh, for Winifred's daring was +the talk of the countryside. She dried her eyes, and peered over her +spectacles at her visitor as she picked her way among the chickens, +feathered and human, who thronged about the doorstep, to the spot +where Leonard stood, listlessly hanging over the gate gazing idly up +and down the road. + +Mrs. Davitt's heart beat anxiously as she marked the girl stop to +speak to him, and when at last she saw him turn and walk beside her up +the road, followed suspiciously by Paddy with the basket in his mouth, +she burst out into a tearful torrent of joy and thanksgiving. + + + + + CHAPTER V + + THE OLD SHOP + + "Ah! poor Real Life, which I love, can I make others share + the delight I find in thy foolish and insipid face?" + + +The sun was already low in the west, when Flint and Brady, having +supped heartily on boiled lobster and corn bread, lighted their pipes +and strolled toward the door of the tiny shop which leaned up against +the inn as if for support. A bird, looking down upon it in his flight, +might have mistaken it for some great mud-turtle, so close did it +sprawl along the ground. + +For some years it had served as a turkey-house on the farm; but as +Marsden had begun to discover possibilities of profit in a shop which +should both draw custom to the inn, and find customers in the chance +guests of the tavern, he had turned his attention to the work of +transforming the poultry-house into a village store, and had been +surprised to find how well it adapted itself to its new purpose. True, +the beams ran across only a few inches above Marsden's head; but that +was rather an advantage than otherwise, for they thus made an +excellent substitute for counters, and the wares were well displayed +and within easy reach. Along one beam hung a row of boots of every +style and size,--from giant rubbers, reaching to the thighs, in which +the Nepaug farmers went wading for seaweed fertilizer, to the clumsy +baby shoes, jauntily set off with a scarlet tassel at the top, in that +pathetic effort of the poor to express in their children's dress the +poetry so scantily supplied in their own lives. Another beam was hung +with wooden pails, and a third gleamed with the reflections of +bright-new tinware. + +On the shelves opposite the door lay bright hued calicoes flanked by +jars of peppermint candies, some of which were rendered doubly +irresistible to youthful customers by being cut in heart-shape and +decorated with sentimental mottoes chiefly in verse. + +Marsden fitted his shop so well, that he seemed little more than an +animated bundle of secondhand goods. His cowhide boots were the +fellows of those that dangled from the fourth beam. His gayly checked +flannel shirt harmonized delightfully with the carriage robes in the +corner, and the soft brown-felt hat toned aesthetically with the plug +tobacco in the case behind him. + +When Flint and Brady looked in at the door, a girl was standing at the +counter, turning over the pile of calicoes. She had brought with her +a pailful of blueberries which she evidently wished to barter for a +remnant of the prints. She showed much disappointment when Marsden +declined to trade except upon a cash basis. + +"What might this be wuth?" she asked at length, pointing to a red and +white calico on the second shelf. Marsden, Yankee-like, answered her +question by another. "What'll ye give fur it? It's the end of the +piece, and I dunno but I'd as lives you'd hev it ez anybody." + +"Wall," answered the girl, cautiously, "I wouldn't give no more'n six +cents a yard for it." + +"Take it along," said Marsden, wrapping it, as he spoke, in coarse +brown paper. As he handed it to her he said: "I _wuz_ goin' to offer +it to you for five cent." + +The girl's face fell. + +"You see," whispered Flint to Brady, "there never was a woman who +could really enjoy anything unless she thought she had paid less than +it was worth. It is my own belief that Eve bought the apple from the +Serpent as a bargain, and that Satan assured her that he would not +have sold it to Adam at double the price." + +As the maiden withdrew, a buggy rattled up to the door of the little +shop. In the broad strip of light formed by the lamp opposite the +door, the creaking vehicle stopped short. A dumpy female in a +nondescript black garment took the reins, while her male companion +descended heavily, putting both feet upon the step, and cautiously +lowering himself to the ground close beside the spot where Flint and +Brady stood. Once assured that he had reached the ground in safety, he +proceeded to take off his wrinkled duster, fold it tenderly, and lay +it on the seat, from beneath which he pulled out a bulky bundle, +securely tied up in bed-ticking. + +Flint watched the rustic with idle curiosity, as the old man entered +the store and deposited his bundle on the counter. Marsden sat on a +chair with no back, nursing his knee and assuming indifference to the +entrance of the new-comer. + +"Be thar any market naow for _quilts_, or _be_ thar?" asked the old +farmer, somewhat anxiously, while untying the knots of his parcel. + +"I dunno ez thar be, and I dunno _ez_ thar be," Marsden answered. + +Both parties seemed to understand each other perfectly. They +approached as warily as two foxes. When the roll was finally spread +out on the counter, the dim lamplight flickered over a patchwork quilt +of the familiar log-cabin pattern, gay with colors as varied as those +of Joseph's coat. + +"What cher s'pose yer could give fur this?" the new-comer asked with +a relapse into unwary eagerness, and an irrepressible pride in this +evidence of the household industry of his women folk. + +"Dunno, I'm sure," said Marsden, slowly, shifting his quid of tobacco +and spitting meditatively on the floor. "Shop-keepin' 's all a resk +anyhow. I'll give yer seventy-five cents for it though, jest for a +gamble; but nobody has much use for quilts in this weather, except to +hide their heads under from the skeeters." + +"Truth will out," whispered Flint. "Marsden always declares that +mosquitoes are unknown at Nepaug." + +The owner of the quilt shook his head dubiously. + +"Couldn't you go a dollar on it?" he queried. "It took my wife a month +to make it, sewin' evenin's." + +"Did--did it?" + +"Yaas, 'n' it's made out of pieces of the children's clothes, and some +on 'em 's dead--and associations ought to caount for somethin'." + +"Will it last?" questioned the cautious Marsden, twitching it this way +and that, and testing the material with his thumb-nail, which he kept +long and sharp apparently for the purpose of detecting flaws in +dry-goods. + +"Wall," assumed the other, somewhat nettled by the purchaser's +skepticism, "I reckon it'll last ez long ez a dollar will." + +"Mebbe," said Marsden, quite impressed by the logic of this last +statement. "Anyhaow I'll give you ninety cents, and that's my last +figger." + +The man glanced furtively over his shoulder at the female in the +buggy, who sat twitching the reins impatiently, then he hitched up +closer to Marsden and held out a dime. + +"Take it," he whispered, "'n' give me the greenback. I promised I +wouldn't let it go fur less'n a dollar, 'n' I dassent." + +The two men winked at each other like brothers in the freemasonry of +married life, and the knight of the duster disappeared in the +gathering dusk. His departure emptied the little shop, and Flint and +Brady entered and seated themselves on a couple of kegs on opposite +sides of the door. + +"Ef it's all the same, gentlemen," drawled Marsden. "I'd recommend you +to take another seat with yore pipes, fur one of them kags is filled +with ile, and the other with gun-paowder." + +Brady jumped up in haste, and felt of his coat-tails as though they +might even then be on fire. + +Even Flint moved with greater alacrity than usual, quite concurring in +the wisdom of seeking another seat, especially as the new one brought +him opposite the low doorway, through which he could see the sky, and +watch the night drawing in over bay and cove. + +On the fence-rail opposite, a flock of turkeys had composed themselves +to sleep. The crickets in the corn-field were tuning their wings for +their habitual evening concert. The night-moth flapped heavily against +the small, square window-pane. + +It was a scene bare but tranquil; and Flint was possessed by its +dreary charm. The dim quiet of the twilight suited him; and it struck +him jarringly, like a false note in an orchestra, when there fell on +his ear a high, shrill voice, exclaiming,-- + +"Pa, ma wants to know if the yeast-cakes have come." + +Tilly Marsden gave a little start of surprise, as she came down the +steps from the house-door, at the sight of Flint and Brady, who rose +at her entrance, and removed their pipes from their mouths. + +"Enter woman--exit comfort," thought Flint. + +"I hope you're better, Mr. Flint," said Tilly, edging a little nearer +him while her father searched among the blue boxes for the desired +yeast-cakes. + +"Thanks." + +"Wasn't the sun awful hot up to town?" + +"Quite so." + +"But you didn't get sun-struck?" + +"No." + +"I'm awful glad. I says to ma this morning, 'I do hope,' says I, 'Mr. +Flint has taken Pa's big white umbrella lined with green. You know his +head is so weak.'" + +Flint felt Brady's amused glance upon him. "Thank you," he answered +stiffly, "my head is quite well again. Come, Brady," he added, turning +to his friend, "if you are ready, we'll get our stroll before we turn +in." + +"Here, Tilly," said Marsden, at the same time, "here's the yeast-cake; +but I don't see what ma wants with it, fur I gev her two this +arfternoon." + +Tilly blushed, and looked furtively toward the doorway where the young +men stood. The girl had a kind of flimsy prettiness which suggested a +cotillon favor. Her hair was fluffy, and coquettishly knotted at the +back with blue ribbon. Her freshly ironed white dress set off her +hourglass figure, and the fingers on which she was continually +twisting the rings were white and slender. Her lips were set in a +somewhat simpering smile, and her voice was soft with a view to +effect. Brady watched her artless artfulness with some amusement. When +they had gone out, he hinted something to Flint in regard to the +conquest he appeared to have made; but found him so loftily +unconscious that his jest fell flat, and he dropped the subject to +take up a more serious theme as they strolled along the road, and at +length seated themselves where the turkeys had made their roost, on +the gray rail-fence in the moonlight. + +"I wonder, Flint," said Brady, "if we shall be able to take up our old +association where we dropped it." + +"Of course not," Flint answered, "don't imagine it for a moment!" + +"I don't see why we should not." + +"You don't?" + +"No, I do not." + +"Well, that fact alone is enough to show the gap between us. I can see +it plainly enough. You have spent these last ten years in active, +quick decisions, accumulating energy, push, drive--what you call +hustling; while I have been trying to see into things a little, trying +to find out what is worth hustling for--whether anything is. Now do +you suppose that two people with such opposite training are going to +fit together like a cup and ball, as they used to do when they were +chums in college, and had had no training at all?" + +"I don't know," said Brady, more dubiously. Then he went on, with the +air of one who is not to be balked in speaking his mind, "I am not +quite sure that I think your training has improved you." + +"Very likely not," said Flint, imperturbably puffing away at his pipe. + +"I suppose," continued Brady, "that it is very cultivating, and +philosophical, and up-to-date to lie back like that, and let your soul +expand, to wonder whether anything is worth while, and smile at the +struggle of the dull people around you who are foolish enough to +believe that something is worth while; but I'll be hanged if I like +it. I would rather be the lowest of the warm-blooded animals than the +highest of the cold-blooded. I beg your pardon," he added a little +lamely, "I did not mean to put it quite so strong as that." + +"You have made a very clear statement, my dear fellow. Don't weaken it +by apologies. What you say of me is as true as gospel--truer perhaps. +The only mistake you make is in ascribing to training what is really +to be attributed to temperament. What is bred in the bone, you know-- +But never mind, I detest talking of myself. Now you have had +experiences worth talking of; let us hear some of your doings out +West, there!" + +Long and late that night the two friends sat together. Now that the +first strangeness had worn off, and with it the consciousness of the +divergence of the roads which they had travelled since the old days, +Flint began to find his liking springing up as strong as ever, only +the liking was of a different kind. It was after midnight when he came +into the house, and betook himself to his own room. As he was pulling +off his coat, he suddenly remembered his unopened letter. He smiled +grimly, as it recalled the scene at the post-office, the glowering +official, and the grinning bystanders. He was still smiling as he took +the candle from the mantel-shelf and set it on the bureau, to which he +drew up his one rickety chair. He sat down and scrutinized the letter +again, and more closely. + +The envelope was a large, square one, with the editorial address of +the "Transcontinental Magazine" in the left-hand corner. The writing +was in the large, loose scrawl of Brooke, the junior editor. He wrote +in haste as usual. All at the office was going well, new subscriptions +were coming in fast, and if Flint would keep away long enough, the +success of the "Transcontinental" would be secure. The letter which he +enclosed had been opened by mistake, being apparently a business +communication with no other address than "To the Editor;" but finding +it personal in character, he forwarded it unread, and remained as +always, Flint's faithful friend, C. Brooke. + +The enclosed letter to which Brooke alluded presented a +curious contrast to his own. The handwriting was firm, but +delicate--distinctively feminine. + +"I want to thank you," so the letter began, "not only for accepting my +verses on 'A Thimble,' but also for the words of encouragement with +which you accompany the acceptance. You say that you are especially +glad to print the verses because they suggest a return to the type of +womanhood of an earlier day, for which you retain an old-fashioned +admiration. Now, I scarcely know whether my verses are very deceitful, +or whether it is the realest and truest side of my nature which finds +expression when I take my pen in hand. + +"I wonder if a bit of autobiography would bore you. I should feel that +it would most men; but I think of you as a genial, elderly gentleman +with a face like Thackeray's, and with a broad human interest in all +phases of life." + +Flint grinned. "So much," he said to himself, "for the intuitions of +woman." Yet he felt a trifle vexed at being set down as elderly, and +secretly elated at the allusion to Thackeray,--as if a wide mouth, a +turned-up nose, and eye-glasses carried with them fee-simple to "Henry +Esmond" and the "Newcomes." + +"I am twenty-two years old!" the letter went on. "As a young girl I +knew nothing of city life. My father owned a sheep ranch in the +Northwest, and there I grew up, roaming about as freely as the sheep +themselves. I learned to ride and to shoot. Until I was a woman grown, +I never took a needle in my hand. Perhaps it may seem strange to you, +but out of this aloofness from feminine pursuits there grew up within +me a sort of reverence for the feminine ideal. I felt a vague awe, +such as I imagine strikes a man at sight of a rose-lined parasol, or a +thimble laid on a pile of stitchery. It is this sense of the poetry of +women's occupation which must give what little value they possess to +my verses; and perhaps you will not care for any more now that you +know they are no part of the real _me_, but only an ideal." + +The letter was signed "Amy Bell," and the only address given, a New +York post-office box. + +"A pretty name," said Flint to himself, as he studied it, "a very +pretty name!" Then he fell to musing on how this girl must look; and +he found himself making a likeness from the picture over the mantel, +only he would have the face a trifle rounder, with a dimple in either +cheek, and a hint more of tenderness in that firm under-lip, whose +smile savored of delicate irony. His thoughts unconsciously reverted +to the reflections of the morning, as he looked at the portrait. + +"How shy we all are of self-revelation!" he murmured, as he folded the +letter slowly, and slid it into his vest-pocket; "and then, when we +have gone about for years hedging ourselves in with barriers of ice, +suddenly some emotion thaws them, and out flow all the tides of +feeling which we have been damming up so long." Flint's musings ended +in a determination to answer this letter, and to answer it now while +the genial mood was on him. The writer had taken pains to give little +clue to her identity. Well, he would answer her from behind the same +veil of impersonality. She need never know how widely she had missed +her guess in her picture of him. She might keep her poor little +illusions--yes, "elderly gentleman" and all. He would speak to her, as +one soul might speak to another, unhampered by all the trammels of +outward circumstance. It was his to offer help, sympathy, +encouragement, and he dispensed it in no stinted measure. + +As he drew pen and paper towards him, there swept over him a sense of +the oneness of humanity, and a vision of what the world might be, if +man were tenderer, and woman held the wider vision. Such a training as +hers, he wrote to Amy Bell, might give her something of both, might +grant her a standpoint from which she could see clearer than most +women, just because she saw life in larger outlines, undimmed by +detail,--a life as different from that of the average woman as the +sweep of the garments of the Greek caryatides from the fussy, +beruffled gowns of the nineteenth-century women. The question, the +vital pressing question in her case, was how she would use this +freedom. Should it slip into the hardness of the new woman, on the one +hand, or, on the other, allow itself to be fettered to the dulness of +every-day decorum, her opportunity would be lost; but if she could +hold the delicate equilibrium where she stood,--self-poised, and yet +swaying to the influences which must work on every soul for its +highest development, plastic yet firm,--then he believed, firmly +believed, that there might lie in her a power for which the world +would be the better and the richer. + +"There!" said he, as he blotted and sealed the letter. "That, I should +say, is as prosy and didactic as a discourse of my venerated ancestor. +I wonder if the tendency to sermonize runs in the blood. I dare say if +I had the good fortune to have any religious convictions, I should +dogmatize over them in the pulpit, and pound the cushions as +vigorously as any itinerant evangelist. Well, well! heredity is a +queer thing. We think we get away from it, but it is always cropping +up in unexpected places. Our ancestors are like _atra cura_, and ride +behind every man's saddle." + +The clock struck three as he finished his musings. He pushed away his +chair, and set back the lamp on the mantel. The light, flaring a +little in the draught from the open window, lent a startling look of +life to the portrait above it. Flint seemed almost to hear the voice +of the dying sea-captain whispering: "God bless you, Ruth--I wish I +had understood you better!" + +Upon his exalted mood the morning voice of a barnyard cock broke +mockingly. + +"Pshaw!" he exclaimed, "what a fool I am!--and at my age, too. I am +ashamed. And, by the way, we never took back Dr. Beetle's--no--Dr. +Cricket's spectacles. Well-to-morrow will answer as well." + + + + + CHAPTER VI + + THE GLORIOUS FOURTH + + +_Extract from the Journal of Miss Susan Standish. Nepaug, July 4, 189-._ + + +A holiday, for some reason or other, is always longer than other days, +even for people like me who live a life of ease and comparative +idleness, and who can make every day a holiday by abstaining from +unnecessary and self-imposed work. It certainly is curious that this +morning we rose an hour later, by way of compliment to our ancestors, +who doubtless rose several hours earlier than usual on the day we +celebrate, and certainly did a hard day's work. + +After breakfast Mr. Anstice read the Declaration of Independence +aloud, signatures and all. Then Jimmy recited part of a highly +patriotic address, beginning, "Give up the Union? Never!" He worked +his arm in the gestures with all the grace and agility of a +pump-handle. His voice, to be sure, came out very strong on the +prepositions and conjunctions, and sank to a whisper on the explosive +climaxes; but we all voted it a masterpiece of elocution, and his +father really thought so. When these exercises were over, Dr. Cricket +and I played a game of chess, in which he insisted that I should take +the part of the British, while he represented the Americans. + +In spite of a severe struggle with my patriotic emotions, I felt +compelled to do justice to the side thus thrust upon me, and I +conducted my campaign with such vigor, that it was Washington who was +compelled to hand over his sword to Cornwallis, and I swept the last +American pawn triumphantly off the board as the dinner-bell rang. + +The afternoon rather dragged. I came to the conclusion that the secret +of the length of a holiday lies in the severity of the effort to enjoy +one's self. At our age the truest happiness lies in absorption in +work,--a kind of active and bustling Nirvana. Having come to this +conclusion, I pulled out the golf-stockings I am knitting for Ben, and +fell to work, with the result that it was tea-time before I knew it. + +Winifred made quite a diversion by coming down dressed as Columbia, in +a white muslin with blue sashes and a big bunch of red roses. She had +made a helmet of card-board and covered it with gold paper. In one +hand she held a long lance of the same shiny stuff, and in the other +a big flag. We all laughed and sang and shouted, and had a fine +old-fashioned, emotional Fourth. It did me good. + +After tea, I had a surprise in a call from Cousin John's son. In fact, +the call was a surprise on both sides. This is how it came about. The +day before yesterday, Dr. Cricket, who is a good creature, though +self-opinionated and always differing from me, was called to see a +patient over at the inn; and yesterday, making his second call, he +left his gold-bowed glasses, and spent the afternoon bewailing his +loss, for he fancied they had slipped out of his pocket when he sat +down on the beach to rest. The patient, who is a young man (of some +pretensions to gentility, I understand, although a New Yorker), +discovered them in the office (otherwise bar-room) of the inn, and +walked over to bring them this evening. With him was Philip Brady, +whom I have not seen these ten years; but I should have known him in a +moment from his likeness to Cousin John. He is a fine young man, and +does credit to the family. I think Winifred will like him. + +Dr. Cricket was on the porch when they came; and when he saw the +glasses, he was ready to fall upon the young men's necks while they +were yet a long way off. He really was quite ridiculous with his +"Bless my soul!" "Very kind upon my honor!" "Now Richard is himself +again!" and I don't know what more, hopping about meanwhile like the +cricket, who was no doubt his ancestor in pre-historic times, and +pulling up chairs for men twenty years younger than himself. I have no +patience with too much vivacity in middle-aged people; when we turn +fifty, dignity is all we have left, and we'd better make the most of +it. + +When the Doctor had thanked his visitors five times over for what was +really a small matter for two able-bodied young men, he insisted on +their sitting down, and turned round to me,--I hate being dragged into +a situation,--"Miss Standish," said he, "I want you to know Mr. +um--ah--Flint, I believe? and his friend, Mr. um--ah--What is the +name, may I ask?" + +"I can tell you," said I, coming forward and really looking up for the +first time (for I am trying to train myself not to stare and peer as +some of my age do when their sight is failing)--"I can tell you and +save your visitor the trouble. His name is Philip Brady, and his +father is my cousin." + +Dr. Cricket looked thoroughly taken aback. This I rather enjoyed, for +he is always prying into affairs and saying, "I rather suspect so and +so," with his nose held out as if he got at his intuitions by the +sense of smell. + +"You don't say so," was all he could get out this time; and meanwhile +Philip called out, in his hearty voice, "Holloa, Cousin Susan!" and +kissed me a little louder than I liked; but that is the difference +between Bison and Boston. Perhaps I am hard to suit, for his +companion's manner seemed to me as much too repressed as Philip's was +too exuberant. He had the air of holding his mental hands behind him +and warning off social intruders with a "Let us not enter upon too +familiar a basis of mutual acquaintance," and yet he was not brought +up on Beacon Street, and I was, which makes it all the worse. He is a +handsome man,--that is, his features are regular, his teeth are fine, +and the little tuft of white hair above the temple gives a marked air +of distinction. Altogether, he has a peculiarly well-groomed effect; +but his face is like a mask,--one does not get any inkling of what is +going on behind it. The eye-glasses too seem to take all expression +out of the eyes, and leave them mere inquisitors for discovering the +sentiments revealed by those who don't wear similar shields. I notice +the same thing about Dr. Cricket. I can always get the best of him in +argument unless he has his spectacles on. Then I become confused, +forget my point, and the Doctor comes off triumphant. + +Of course, when the Doctor urged the young men to stay, they sat +down, and Philip began at once to ask about the people in Oldburyport, +whom he remembered very well, except their names. Everything was +pleasant until Jimmy Anstice came along, as he always does when not +especially wanted, and began to tease about having the fire-works set +off. Nothing could be allowed to go on until they were brought out. If +he had been my child, he should have been soundly punished and sent to +bed for whining and pulling at his father's coat-tails; but Mr. +Anstice is amiable to the verge of inanity where Jimmy is concerned, +and after saying, "My dear!" and "Yes, in a minute," he allowed +himself to be fairly pulled out of his chair and into the house, from +which he shortly emerged with Jimmy, bearing between them an oblong +pine box filled with packages of every shape and size, and smelling +objectionably of gunpowder. + +Of course this put an end to all rational conversation. Philip jumped +up to inspect the crackers and pin-wheels. To my surprise, Mr. Flint +showed no annoyance, but began to poke about among the Roman candles +and rockets, as if he rather liked it. Jimmy has taken a great fancy +to him, it seems. I must admit that it is in a man's favor to be liked +by boys and dogs. So they drove stakes into the grass, and set up +inclined planes for the rockets; and, when it grew dark enough, Jimmy +set off his first pin-wheel, amid a chorus of shouts of that +artificially enthusiastic sort common among older people at a junior +entertainment. + +The shouts brought Winifred out to the porch. She had taken off her +helmet, for which I was sorry, as it was very becoming. I introduced +Philip, who said, with a smile, that he thought they had met before; +but Winifred did not seem to remember it. Now, if Winifred has a +failing, it is thinking she knows just how everything ought to be +done; and after fidgeting about in her chair for a minute or two, she +called out: "Why don't you set the rocket against that stone?" and +down she ran to arrange it herself. + +The rocket did go better in her way, but she was not satisfied even +then. She must show them how to hold the Roman candles, which was very +imprudent with the loose sleeves of her muslin dress. Mr. Flint called +out: "Hold it out away from you! Further away!" but instead of paying +any heed, she held it straight up in the air. She had forgotten +herself entirely; and we were all watching the little fountain of fire +sending out its red, white, and blue colored balls when, all of a +sudden, I saw a line of fire creeping up Winifred's sleeve. She threw +away the candle, which lay sputtering on the ground; but that line of +fire on her arm seemed to grow and grow, and I watched it in helpless +agitation. I suppose the thing was over in two minutes, though they +seemed hours to me. The instant Flint saw the accident, he stripped +off his coat, and, rushing up to Winifred, bound it tightly about her. +Dr. Cricket brought out his bandages and liniments, and the arm was +bound up and in a sling before the girl really knew what had happened. + +She was quite bewildered, and looked about like a little child, from +one to the other. Then she turned to Mr. Flint, with a smile which +seemed to me not so very far from tears, and said:-- + +"This time, it was your turn." + +"This time, it was my fault." + +"Your fault?" + +"Yes; it was stupid, my letting you hold it so. I knew it was +dangerous." + +Winifred shook her head, in a wilful little way of hers which always +reminds me of a Shetland pony. + +"Pardon me, but I think I should have done it whether you had let me +or not. I should have had to pay pretty dearly for my venture though, +if you had not been so quick, and as for the poor coat--" Here she +picked it up from the floor where it had fallen. "What a pity it +should have a hole right in front!--but Miss Standish will make it as +good as new, though. You never saw any one who can darn like Miss +Standish" (which is quite true). + +"Papa," she added, turning to her father, who had been utterly +unnerved by the accident, and was now walking up and down with a vain +pretence of calmness. "Papa, you can lend Mr. Flint a coat for +to-night, can't you?" + +"Oh, certainly, certainly! what will he have--a dressing-gown or a +Tuxedo?" + +"Thank you," said Flint, with gravity; "but, if the etiquette of +Nepaug will not be violated by a shirt-sleeve costume, I can go as I +am, though indeed I do not like giving Miss Standish so much trouble, +and the coat is a veteran anyway, only promoted to the Nepaug station +after long service elsewhere." + +"Veterans always command my respect," I answered, "and deserve at +least repairs at the hands of their country." + +"All very fine," said Dr. Cricket; "but I advise you to wear your coat +home to-night, even if you send it back to-morrow. It is easier to +mend coats than constitutions." + +"And cheaper," I suggested. + +"I'll tell you," Winifred broke in, seeing Dr. Cricket glowering at +me. "He shall neither risk a cold by going home in this night air +without his coat, nor tear the sleeves out of papa's, which would +surely be half-a-dozen sizes too small. He shall wear my golf cape. Go +up to my closet and get it, Jimmy!--the blue one lined with red." + +Jimmy, who having once been relieved of anxiety as to his sister's +life, had spent his time in maligning her as the cause of stopping his +fire-works exhibition, turned somewhat sulkily to obey her command; as +he went he fired a parting shot: "This is what comes of girls meddling +with things they don't understand." + +"James!" + +When Mr. Anstice says "_James_," he is not to be trifled with; and his +son ventured no further remarks, only emphasized his feelings by a +vicious stamp on each separate stair as he ascended. While he was +prosecuting his search for the cloak, his sister sat in the big chair +by the fireside, her head thrown back a little against the angle +formed by the back and the side, which curves out like a great ear. I +saw Philip and Mr. Flint looking at her as the firelight climbed over +her dress and touched her cheek, and I wondered what they thought of +her. + +To me, her face is one of the most interesting I have ever seen. It +evades description, and yet I feel tempted to try to describe it again +and again, and to analyze its charms for myself. It is full of +distinction, though the only really beautiful feature in it is the +brow, broad and low, from which her hair rolls back in that long, full +sweep. About her lips, there is the fulness that Leonardo gave his +Mona Lisa, and the lips have the same subtle curves, with a smile +whose meaning is often of dubious interpretation, and tempts the eyes +of her companion to return to them again and again to confirm his last +impression. + +As for her character, I do not yet feel sure of it, though I have +known her for years. Dr. Cricket says he understands her perfectly. +Pshaw! + +Ben says he and she agree in everything. Poor boy! The fact is, that +the girl has one of those curious natures, absolutely unmoved and +unmovable at the centre, but on the surface reflecting every one and +everything that comes in her way. + +Many men have loved her. I don't think she has ever cared for any one. +The Mona Lisa smile comes over her lips when I question her about this +one or that. + +"Tell me now," I said the other day, "did you never love any one?" + +"Yes, and I do now." + +"Excellent. At last we shall have confidences." + +"And you like confidences?" + +"I do--but no diversions--who is the youth?" + +"I did not say it was a youth." + +"Well, it is not a dotard, I trust; but who is the man?" + +"I did not say it was a man." + +"But you said--" + +"I said I loved somebody, and that somebody is you, dear Miss +Standish. Indeed I do, and I am ready to fight a duel, if necessary, +with Dr. Cricket to prove that my affection is deeper and loftier, and +generally better worth having, than his." + +What can one do with a girl like that, who winds up with a little +mocking laugh and goes off whistling? + +I wish she would not whistle. It is one of those mannish tricks of +hers which give a wrong impression. Her father ought to stop it; but +he is so fond of the girl, and thinks her so altogether perfect and +beyond cavil, that he lets everything go. She needs to have some one +stronger than herself come into her life. I wonder if he ever will. + +It took Jimmy Anstice a long while to find that cloak. When he +returned with it, he was still sulky. + +"I don't see why I should have to go on Fred's errands, when she +spoiled my fire-works." + +"Ah!" said Flint, "it was a pity about those fire-works. Suppose you +bring them down to the inn to-morrow night, and we will set them off +there." + +Jimmy brightened up; but his sister rather resented the suggestion. +"You need not be afraid to do it here," she said; "I promise not to +interfere again." + +Mr. Flint ought to have said something civil; but he only turned to +Jimmy and proposed that they go out and gather up the rockets before +the dampness spoiled the powder. + +"Here, are you going without the cloak after all?" + +"Oh, thank you!" answered Flint, with sufficient graciousness, as he +took it from Professor Anstice's hand. + +To reach the door, he passed near Winifred's chair. As he did so he +bent over and spoke to her. I could not hear what he said; but I saw +an angry color come into her cheeks, and she answered:-- + +"Yes, as you say, we seem fated to bring each other ill luck. Let us +hope we shall not meet often." + +I never heard Winifred make so rude a speech before. But, to my +surprise, it seemed to develop an unsuspected amiability in Mr. Flint. + +"That might be the worst luck of all," he answered, still in that +provoking half-tone of his, and, waiting no answer, he followed Jimmy +out of doors. It seemed to me that Philip Brady would have liked to +take advantage of the general stir to get in a word with Winifred; but +I saw that the girl was really suffering with the burn on her arm, so +I told him, without ceremony, that it was time he went home. + +Dr. Cricket, who seems to feel personally responsible for these young +men, evidently thought my behavior ungracious and inhospitable. To +make amends, he followed Philip to the door, and called out after him +and Mr. Flint:-- + +"Oh, by the way, we're going up to Flying Point for a clam-bake some +evening this week. Would you care to go too?" + +"By all means, if you will be good enough to take us into the party," +Philip answered heartily. If his friend said anything, it was lost in +the fog which was rolling in thick from the ocean. + +I never take prejudices; but I often have an instinct about people +before I know them, and this instinct tells me that I am not going to +like this Mr. Flint. He is so self-sufficient,--not conceited, but +completely satisfied with his own judgments. When he asks any one's +opinion, he does it as if it were a mere matter of curiosity how such +a person might feel, not with any idea of being influenced. I can +stand this from a person with strong convictions; but this young man +seems to have none. He actually smiled when I quoted Dr. Channing. + +"Perhaps you never heard of him," I said, a little irritated by that +supercilious smile of his. + +"Oh, yes," he answered; "but he was at such pains to set himself up in +opposition to my ancestors, that family pride compels me to resent it, +though my personal prejudices may be in his favor." + +I cannot abide such trifling. It seems to make it ridiculous in any +one to be in earnest. + +P. S.--Dr. Cricket asked me to-day if I would marry him. I told him he +was an old fool; but I could not make him believe it. + + + + + CHAPTER VII + + ON THE BEACH + + "The curving land, with its cool white sand, + Lies like a sickle beside the sea." + + +The next morning dawned cloudless. Nature, radiant in her bountiful +splendor, seemed to give herself to man, who, in response, thrilled +with something of the primal impulse which stirred his pulses in the +golden days before he had separated himself from the beneficent +currents of the Earth Mother's vitality to shut himself up within +brick walls with artificial heat, artificial light, and artificial +stimulants. + +On such a day, it is good to be alive. Flint felt the sunshine in his +blood as he stepped out into the fresh, open air. For a while he +hesitated as to the use to which he should put the morning in order to +secure the utmost of its bounty. Then he bethought him of his duty in +returning the blue golf cape which he reproached himself as an idiot +for having taken. Brady had gone crabbing with Marsden, so Flint could +not delegate the duty to him, as he had intended. Accordingly, +slinging the wrap over his shoulder, in the middle of the morning, he +started on the path which ran along among the scrub-oak and blueberry +patches, to lose itself on the curving stretch of beach which lay +between the inn and Captain's Point, where stood the Whites' house +known in the region of Nepaug as "The White-House." + +The Point stretched along at the mouth of the little harbor, one side +thrust boldly out cliffwise into the ocean, the other sliding by soft +degrees to the margin of the salt-water lagoon. On the crest of the +cliff, and commanding a fine view of both sea and shore, rose the +White-House, originally owned and built by a sea-captain who could not +live without the sea, even when he had ceased to live on it. For years +the Captain took his daily walk on the little platform railed in from +the slanting roof, and scanned the horizon with his glass, taking note +of every sail, till at length he walked and gazed no more, and his +grave was made in the little hollow that dips behind the house. The +places which had known him knew him no more, and the house was let to +strangers. + +The Point, however, retained his name; and the white railing around +the Captain's walk gleamed in the sunlight from the crest of the cliff +as bright as when he leaned upon it to sweep the face of the waters +with his glass. + +Flint did the Captain the honor to bestow a passing thought on him +this morning, to be vaguely sorry for him, and to reflect that it was +really a fine thing to be above ground when the sun was shining like +this. To be sure, life had its vexations; but they were so brief, and +there was so much time in which to be dead! + +Flint had not gone many paces along the beach before he saw Jimmy +Anstice digging clams out on the oozy flats left bare by the receding +tides, his knickerbockers rolled well up on his legs, and a great pail +set on the mud beside him. + +The boy's hat was pushed far back on his head, and the sun fell full +on his face. Even at this distance, the resemblance to his sister was +so marked as to be almost comical. The eyes were the same. The nose, +with its unmistakable upward turn, a burlesque on the short, straight +one which lent piquancy to Winifred's face. The soft, subtle curve of +her cheek developed in Jimmy to a hardened rotundity inevitably +suggesting the desire to pinch it, which one feels toward the tomato +pin-cushions on exhibition at church fairs. + +Nevertheless, despite freckles bestowed by nature, and grime +artificially acquired, Jimmy Anstice was a well-looking lad, and added +a distinct note of human interest to the barren flats, as he stood, +spade in hand, staring at Flint. + +"Come out here!" he called. + +"No, thank you," answered Flint. "Not with my boots on. What are you +about? Clamming, I suppose." + +"Oh, no--fishing!" answered Jimmy, with fine sarcasm. "Come and help +me pull in the mackerel, can't you?" Then he turned his back and began +his digging once more. At the same moment Flint caught a glimpse of a +red hat against a seaweed covered rock. Obeying an impulse which was +rather a surprise to himself, he directed his course toward it. He +found, as he surmised, that it belonged to Winifred Anstice, who sat +reading, comfortably ensconced with her back against the low sandbank, +and her feet stretched out in front of her. She looked up at Flint's +approach, but made no change in her attitude as he came and stood over +her. He found it a little harder than he had expected to make a +conversational beginning. After a second's hesitation he asked: + +"How is the wrist?" + +"Better, thanks! but still in close confinement," Winifred answered, +throwing back her shawl and revealing the bandaged arm. + +"You had a narrow escape." + +"Very." + +"I hope you have not felt the need of the cape you were kind enough to +lend me. I was just on my way to carry it home." + +"And, having found the owner, you need not pursue your journey any +further." + +Flint felt inwardly chagrined. This, then, was her interpretation of +his stopping to speak to her,--that he might be rid of his trouble. + +"Thank you," he said stiffly; "but unless you need it, I prefer to +take it back to the house." + +"Very well," said his companion, "as you please." Then, moved +evidently by a prick of conscience, "Perhaps you will rest awhile +before climbing the hill." + +As she spoke, she moved a little that he might share the shadow of the +bank. + +"Don't move on my account," Flint said. + +"Oh," answered Winifred, smiling, "I owe you a decent civility, since +you saved my life last night." + +"Don't mention it. Actions should be judged by what they cost, not +what they come to; and mine cost nothing but the hole in my coat, +which I don't doubt is already better than repaired under Miss +Standish's skilful handiwork, so pray dismiss the subject from your +thoughts. There are few, I fancy, who find it so hard as you to accept +anything at the hand of another. It vexes you not to be the one always +to give aid and comfort. If I knew you better, I might venture to +hint that it smacks of spiritual pride." + +"You generalize widely after an acquaintance of four days." + +"One sees character more clearly sometimes by the flashlight of a +first meeting, than when the perception is blurred by more frequent +opportunities." + +Again the smile, inscrutable and mocking; the eyes looked into his +with a gay defiance. + +"Perhaps you will be good enough to give me the benefit of these first +impressions of my character. They are as comprehensive, no doubt, as +those of the British traveller in America. Tell on, as the children +say." + +"Pardon me, I have said too much already, under the circumstances. +Praise would be impertinence, and criticism insolence." + +"You shall have absolution in advance. Begin then!" she added, with a +little nod of command. "What is the most striking trait of my +character on first acquaintance?" + +"Well, if you will have it, I should say it was a restlessness which +you probably call energy; but it is a different thing. Energy is +absorbed in the object which it seeks to attain. Restlessness is +absorbed in the attaining." + +"Hm! what next?" + +"Next? Next, comes a quality almost invariably allied to such +restlessness as yours,--ambition. You may have all sorts of fine +theories about equality and that kind of thing; but you want +power--power over the lives with which you come in contact--power for +good of course; but it must be yours and wielded by you. It is not +enough that things should get along somehow. They must go right in +your way." + +Winifred laughed. + +"Ah! you say that because I wanted to show you how to set off a rocket +last night." + +"I should say you showed us quite satisfactorily how _not_ to set off +a rocket last night." + +"Don't let us revert to that episode, about which we shall probably +not agree. But go on. Let me hear more of your impressions. They are +quite diverting." + +"No more. I dare not presume further upon my advance absolution. +Rather let me ask you to return candor for candor, and give me your +impressions of me and my character, or lack of it." + +"I have formed none." + +"Is that quite true?" + +"No," said Winifred, looking up, "it is not true at all. I formed +impressions within the first ten minutes after I had seen you, only I +called them, more modestly, prejudices." + +"Prejudices? They were unfavorable then. Good! Let us have them!" and +Flint settled himself more comfortably, bracing his head against his +clasped hands; and, leaning back against the bank of sand, he sat +watching the little tufts of coarse grass springing up close beside +him. Still Winifred was silent. At last Flint began himself:-- + +"You thought me rude and churlish, I suppose?" + +"I certainly did not think you were Bayard and Sidney rolled together; +but I admit you had some provocation," she answered lightly, "at least +in our first meeting. When I demolished your new fishing-rod, I think +you might have accepted my apologies more gracefully; and I think you +need not have been so particularly uncivil when Jimmy and I tried to +come to your assistance on the pond. I have not yet recovered from the +reproof conveyed on that occasion by your manner, which plainly +indicated that, in your opinion, it would have been more tactful for +us to sail by, and ignore your disaster, or treat it as an episode +which did not call for explanation or remark. I should have felt duly +humiliated, no doubt; but I have become hardened to rebuffs, since I +have been at Nepaug, for I meet with many, as I go about like a beggar +from door to door in South East." + +"Distributing tracts?" Flint asked, with eyebrows raised a little. + +"No." + +"Collecting statistics, perhaps?" + +"Not at all; my errand is neither philanthropic nor scientific." + +"Private and personal, that is, and not to be farther pursued by +impertinent inquiry?" + +"Oh, I have no objection to telling you, since you are not a native. I +am searching for my great-great-grandmother." + +Flint looked at his companion uneasily. She smiled. + +"No, I have not lost my senses. Such as they are, I have them all. I +do not expect to find this ancestress of mine in the flesh, nor +sitting in any one of the splint rockers behind the checkered +window-panes of the old South East houses. It is only her portrait for +which I am searching as for hid treasure." + +"Ah!" + +"Yes, her portrait. I feel certain it is hidden away somewhere in +South East." + +"How very odd!" + +"Odd? Not at all, as you will say when you come to hear the story of +the original. But perhaps it would bore you to listen?" + +"Go on; I am all attention." + +"Well, to begin with, my great-great-grandmother was a very pretty +girl." + +"I can believe it." + +Winifred looked quickly round, but her companion's eyes were fixed +upon the horizon with an abstracted gaze which lent an air of +impersonality to his words. So she began again: + +"Yes, she was a young Quakeress, born, I believe, in Philadelphia; but +her father and mother died, and she came to South East, to live with +her uncle, when she was about eighteen. The story of her girlhood is +rather vague; but somehow she fell in love with an English officer, +and made a runaway match which turned out better than such affairs +usually do; for his relatives received her favorably, and she made her +home with them at Temple Court in Yorkshire--doesn't that sound like a +book? Well, her uncle died, and she never came back to this country; +but her grandson came in the early part of the century, and, following +the traditions of his race, fell in love with an American girl. They +were married and settled in Massachusetts. But once, when they were +visiting at the old home, my grandmother saw a portrait of her +husband's grandmother hanging in the great hall at Temple Court. She +was fascinated by its beauty; and when she heard the story of the +runaway bride, who was an American like herself, she determined to +have a copy of the portrait, and talked of engaging one of the London +artists to make it for her. An old servant told my grandfather that +he remembered seeing another, painted at the same time and sent over +to this uncle in America. The man was sure that the address of the +uncle was South East. Many a time I have heard my grandmother tell the +story, which so fired my youthful fancy that I dreamed of it for +years, and at last I persuaded papa to come down here this summer, and +let me hunt for the picture. But I am tiring you, I am afraid." + +Flint pulled his hat lower over his eyes. + +"Pray go on; I am immensely interested." + +"Thank you. Well, the desire for the recovery of the portrait is no +longer a sentiment with me,--it is a passion. My daily occupation now +is driving about and asking for a drink of water, or inquiring about +early vegetables, chickens, goslings,--anything which will afford a +plausible excuse for penetrating into the dark halls or stuffy +fore-rooms. Of course I rule out the modern houses. I have even tried +the tavern here at the beach; but the only decorations of the walls +were 'Wide Awake' and 'Fast Asleep,' and other chromos of the same +pronounced and distressing variety." + +Flint took off his eye-glasses, and began to wipe them tenderly with +his delicate handkerchief. + +"Perhaps," he began, when he was interrupted by a wild whoop just +above. It was from Jimmy Anstice, who shared the delusion, common to +his age and sex, that nothing is so amusing as a sudden and unexpected +noise. + +"Oh, Jimmy!" his sister exclaimed. + +"Oh, Jimmy!" mocked the boy. "I am glad to find that you are alive. +I've been watching you two these ten minutes, and you've sat as still +as if Mrs. Jarley hadn't wound you up yet." + +"She hasn't," said Winifred, somewhat inconsequently. "Have you +finished digging your clams? What time is it?" + +"I've dug all the clams I'm going to; don't intend to get all the food +for the boarding-house," answered Jimmy, somewhat sulkily, leaving +Flint to answer the last question. + +"It is ten minutes after twelve," he said, looking at his watch. + +"Dear me!" ejaculated Winifred, "I had no idea it was so late. I +promised Dr. Cricket to play chess with him at twelve." + +She rose as she spoke, and stretched out her hand for the golf cape; +but Flint kept it quietly, and started on by her side. + +"Are you going all the way to the house?" Jimmy asked. + +"If your sister permits." + +"Oh, then, you might as well take the other handle of this basket." + +"Jimmy!" exclaimed Winifred, "I'm ashamed of you." + +"Well, you needn't be. You'd better be ashamed of yourself, saying one +thing to a fellow's face, and another behind his back. Sitting there +for an hour talking with Mr. Flint, as if he were your best friend, +when only last night you said--" + +"Jim, how near the shore should you say that sloop lay?" Flint +inquired in even tones. + +"'T ain't a sloop at all; it's a schooner," returned Jim, +contemptuously. + +"Why, to be sure, so it is. How stupid in me! I suppose all my +nautical learning went down in 'The Aquidneck.' By the way, Mr. Brady +and I are talking of going up to the wreck soon to try what can be got +out of her by diving. Wouldn't you like to go along?" + +"Wouldn't I!" responded Jimmy, _con brio_. "Don't you forget it!" + +His sister gave a dubious glance over the boy's head at Flint; but he +only smiled in return. This smile so transformed his face that the +girl beside him fell secretly to wondering whether her instinct of +character-reading, upon which she prided herself, had not played her +false in the case of this man, and whether she might not be called +upon for a complete reversal of judgment,--so apt we are to mistake +the momentary mood for the index of character. + +They walked on in silence along the margin of the bank, Flint with the +cape thrown over one arm, while he and Jimmy carried the basket, heavy +with clams, between them. The blue water shoaled into emerald at their +feet; a single white gull soared and swooped above their heads. The +long sunburned grasses swayed in the summer wind, and the clouds +floated tranquilly over all. + +How tiny the three human figures seemed in the wide setting of earth, +sea, and sky! + +As they passed the bluff on the other side of the cove from Captain's +Hill, Jimmy suddenly dropped his side of the basket of clams. "Hi!" he +exclaimed. "Why can't we go up into the light-house, now Mr. Flint is +with us?" + +"Not to-day," answered his sister, repressively. "Mr. Flint may have +other engagements, and then, you know, Dr. Cricket is waiting for his +game of chess." + +"As for me," said Flint, "I was never more at leisure; and as for your +appointment with the Doctor, I advise you to adopt my motto: 'Better +never than late.'" + +Winifred hesitated. + +"Oh, come on!" persisted her small brother. "Don't be a chump, Fred. +You never used to be." + +"Lead on," answered his sister; "rather than be considered anything so +ignominious, I would scale more alarming heights than those of the +light-house, though I confess its winding staircase is not without its +perils." + +The path to the light-house led through a patch of bayberry bushes. +Winifred stooped, as she passed, and gathered a handful, which she +crushed in both hands, taking in a deep breath of their spicy aroma. + +"Are they so good?" Flint asked, smiling at her childish enjoyment. + +"Try and see!" she answered, holding them out to him in the cup of her +joined hands. + +Flint bent his face over them for an instant. Then Winifred suddenly +dropped her hands and shook the fragrant leaves to the four winds. +Flint smiled again, for her gesture said as plainly as words: "Here I +am being friendly with this man, to whom I intended to be as frigid as +an iceberg." + +Flint responded as if she had spoken. + +"Do you never forgive?" he asked. + +"No," answered Winifred, impetuously. "I never forgive; but I have a +horrid facility for forgetting." + +"Cherish it!" exclaimed her companion. "It is the foundation of many +of the Christian graces." + +As they drew nearer the light-house, they felt the salt sea-wind +strong in their faces. The bluff was so gale-swept that the trees, +few, small, and scrubby, had caught a slant to westward, and the +scanty vegetation clung timidly to the ground, like some tiny state +whose existence depends upon its humility. From the edge of the bluff +rose the light-house,--a round stone building, dazzling in its coat of +whitewash. Far up in the air its plate-glass windows gleamed in the +morning sun. + +The keeper was standing in the open door, and cheerfully consented to +show the visitors over the premises. Loneliness is a great promoter of +hospitality. + +As they peeped into the tiny kitchen, with its shining brasses and its +white deal floor, Winifred exclaimed at the exquisite neatness of the +housekeeping. + +"It is a man's, you see," Flint commented with pride. "No doubt we +shall drive you from the domestic field yet." + +"I should think the position of light-house-keeper would suit you +excellently," Winifred replied, oblivious of the slant at her sex. +"Your desire for solitude would surely find its full satisfaction +here." + +"There might be much worse occupations certainly," Flint began; but he +saw that Winifred's attention had been diverted by the keeper, who had +already begun to mount the stairs, talking, as he moved, with a +fluency which denoted a long restrained flow of sociability. Winifred +was glad to be saved the trouble of replying, for the unceasing +climbing put her out of breath, and she felt that she might have been +dizzy, but for the railing under her left hand. + +At last they arrived in the little room with its giant reflectors of +silvered copper, and its great lamp set on a circular table. Outside, +ran a narrow balcony with iron railing. Winifred stepped out onto the +ledge, clinging nervously to Jimmy, who professed a great desire to +sit on the railing. The wind here was so strong that it gave one a +feeling that the building was swaying, though it stood firm as a cliff +of granite. + +Flint leaned over the railing. "See!" he said, "there is a great white +gull which has beaten itself to death against the light, and fallen +there, close to that fringy line of mottled seaweed on the beach." + +"Don't!" exclaimed Winifred, turning pale, and leaning further back +against the light-house wall. + +Flint saw in an instant that she was feeling dizzy, but thought it +best for her to ignore the fact. + +"Come," he said, "we must be going down now, unless Dr. Cricket is to +lose his game entirely. You go first, Jim! I will come next." + +Jimmy started down, whooping as he went, for the pleasure of hearing +his voice echo and re-echo from the bare walls. + +Flint glanced somewhat anxiously at Winifred. He saw her put her foot +upon the first stair and then draw back. At the same instant he caught +the cause of her terror. Her bandaged wrist prevented her grasping the +balustrade, or getting any better support than the smooth wall to +which to cling. + +"Put your hand on my shoulder, and count the steps aloud as you go." +He spoke like one who does not question obedience; and, somewhat to +her own surprise, Winifred found herself meekly doing as she was bid. + +The last part of his advice was even better than the first, for it +occupied her mind, and also gave her the encouragement of feeling that +at each step she had lessened the distance between her and _terra +firma_ by one. + +Flint felt the hand upon his shoulder tremble like a leaf; but he +never turned his head, only moved steadily onward and downward, with a +regularity and solidity which soon told upon Winifred's nervous +dizziness. + +When she reached the ground, and stood once more in the sunlight of +the open doorway, she looked at him with a little tremulous smile. "A +hundred and seventeen!" she exclaimed. "I am sure I shall never +forget how many steps there are leading to the Bug Light." + +"What a fool you are, Fred!" Jimmy remarked, with family frankness. + +"I am," admitted Winifred. "No one knows it better than I, except, +perhaps, Mr. Flint." + +"I know nothing of the kind," her companion answered with unwonted +cordiality. "Any one may be subject to a fit of dizziness, and to be +minus an arm under such circumstances makes the situation really +uncomfortable. We must try it again some day, to give you an +opportunity to prove to yourself that it was only an affair of the +moment." + +"Dear me!" thought Winifred to herself, "why can't he always be nice +like that! He seems to be a queer kind of stratified rock; you never +know what you are going to strike next." + +Aloud, she said, "I fancy, Jim, it must be past the White-House dinner +hour, and papa has grown worried and sent out scouts to look for you +and me. See, here is Ben Bradford!" + +Looking down the road, Flint saw approaching them a tall, long-legged +youth whom he dimly remembered among the group on the porch of the +White-House the night before. His hair was parted in the middle, and +thickly pomaded to restrain its natural inclination towards curling. +His ears were large, and set on at right angles to his face. His nose +was Roman, and its prominence had rendered it peculiarly sensitive to +sunburn. His manners were too frank to be polished. As he joined them +now, he succeeded in making it evident at once that Flint's further +presence was entirely superfluous. This juvenile candor would have had +no effect, had not Winifred supplemented it by saying:-- + +"Mr. Bradford will take charge of me and my cape, Mr. Flint; I really +cannot consent to trouble you further." + +Her manner was equivalent to a dismissal. Flint handed over the cape, +as she bade him, to young Bradford's eager grasp, bowed, and turned +his steps homeward. As he strolled along, he felt a curiously sudden +change of mood, from the elation of the morning to a depression half +physical, half mental. + +"I wonder," he said to himself, "if this is not another phase of my +inheritance from Dr. Jonathan. I remember the old gentleman used to +complain that his constitution was an unhappy one from birth, attended +with 'flaccid solids, sizy and scarce fluids, and a low tide of +spirits.' The description amused me in my youth; but I begin to have +an uncomfortably sympathetic sense of his state of mind and body. I +wonder, by the way, what _he_ would have done about that portrait. I +never heard that he or any other Puritan gave away his property to +any extent; and this portrait I regard as virtually mine. To be sure, +I have not paid for it; but I had fully determined to purchase it, +and--Yes, to all intents and purposes, it belongs to me. Now, to be +expected to give it up, just because I happen to hear of some one else +who wants it too, is asking a little too much. If I had avoided the +girl, as I intended, I should never have heard of her search for her +beloved great-grandmother. No, my mind is made up; I shall keep that +picture--of course I shall. I am glad I put it into the closet before +Brady came." + + + + + CHAPTER VIII + + THE MARY ANN + + "Our deeds are like children that are born to us: + they live and act apart from one's own will." + + +The weather of the morning, with its golden clearness, was too +beautiful to last. By noon the gold had paled. The high wind which had +prevailed earlier in the day subsided; but the swelling waves, which +broke with thud after thud upon the shelving beach, gave evidence of a +gale still whirling somewhere off the coast. The clear-cut lines of +the distant cliffs faded to dim, quiet masses. Far out on the horizon +rose a line of phantom hills,--a line which, as night drew in, moved +slowly shoreward, rising as it came, shutting out sail after sail, +point after point, till at last it met the land and shut out the sea +itself. There is something weird and uncanny about the approach of a +fog, stealing thus unperceived out of the heart of sunshine and blue +weather. It has in it a hint of death. + +Flint felt the weight of it. His mind was shut in upon its own +resources, and did not find them altogether satisfactory. Brady added +little to the gayety of nations. He came in from his day on the water +sunburned, tired, and as nearly cross as it lay in his genial +disposition to be. He swallowed his supper, and made haste to stow +himself away in bed, leaving Flint to choose between a conversation +with Marsden and the self-communion which was his least congenial +occupation. + +For an hour or so, he loitered in the little shop, listening idly to +the yarns which Marsden rolled as sweet morsels under his tongue: of +the whale which the fishermen had caught off the beach, a sea-monster +of untold length, breadth, and thickness, which had been sold for a +thousand dollars; of the marvellous experiences of his father, as +captain of a trading-vessel in the "East Injies;" and finally of the +fire-ship which he himself had seen hanging between sea and sky, out +yonder between the island and the mainland. + +"You say you saw it yourself?" Flint asked, partly from listless +curiosity, and partly with an eye to the society of psychical +research. + +"True as yo' 're a settin' thar. 'Twas one night nigh onto fifteen +years ago,--good deal such a night as this heer. The old cow wuz sick +that night, and as I wuz out to the barn, puttin' hot cloths on her +till past midnight. Ez I wuz comin' into the house, I looked out, and +there, jest where the mist was breakin' away, hung a ship, lookin' +like a light under a cloud." + +"Did you call any one?" queried Flint. + +"Call any one? Lord! I was too scared to move hand or foot; I jest +stood gapin' at her till she faded clean out o' sight." + +"Mirage, I suppose," Flint murmured to himself, "unless the old fellow +is lying out and out, which is not likely." Then, aloud, as he rose, +stretching himself lazily, "If you ever see the fire-ship again, while +I am here, let me know. I have always wanted to see a wreck, and a +phantom wreck is better than none." + +"Don't go to talkin' too much about it," said Marsden, mysteriously. +"They say it brings bad luck." + +"Apparently it brings bad luck for anybody but you to do the talking. +Well, I think I will leave you before I am tempted to a loquaciousness +which might bring down a curse on the house of Marsden." + +Smiling to himself over the old man's superstition, Flint climbed the +stairs to his own room, as softly as possible, lest Brady's wrath at +being waked descend upon him. Having closed his door cautiously, he +sat down by the open window, enjoying the soothing dampness of the fog +as it came rolling in laden with the pungent fragrance of the salt +marshes. + +He sat a long while in the darkness. Even the Bug Light, which shone +on ordinary nights from the tip end of Bluff Point, this evening +formed only a paler shade in the universal grayness. + +His thoughts turned to the scene of the morning. He remembered the +wide-stretching purple of the sea, the yellow shell-strewn sand, the +patch of coarse grass on the bank against which Winifred Anstice +leaned. He remembered to have noted how perfectly her dun-colored +dress had harmonized with the environment, so much so, that, but for +the patch of red in her hat, he might have passed her as a part of the +inanimate nature of the beach. He remembered, too, the touch of her +hand on his shoulder there in the light-house, and the sound of her +voice as she counted the steps, "One--two--three--four." Then he fell +to thinking more closely than he had yet done of the girl +herself,--that curious blending of subtlety and simplicity, of reserve +and frankness; he had never seen anything quite like it. What a queer +coincidence that she should be a descendant of this Ruth, in the room +behind him! Now she spoke of it, there was a suggestion of +resemblance, faint, but haunting. This must have been the secret of +his desire to study her face again, and yet again, that day on the +pond, to determine the source of the sense of familiarity which even +their first meeting had given him. + +How charming her frankness about the portrait had been! Ah, there the +recollection ceased to be altogether agreeable! He twisted a little in +his chair, and screwed the end of his moustache into his mouth, as he +recalled his own lack of response when the portrait was mentioned. Had +he been deceitful? No, certainly not that, for he had conveyed no +false impression by word or gesture. Disingenuous? Perhaps, but after +all he was in nowise pledged to equal frankness, because his companion +chose to be confidential. Suppose, though, Winifred Anstice should +come to the inn; should hear from old Marsden of the portrait; should +learn that it was hanging in his room, and he had made no sign! + +The train of thought was perplexing, and not altogether pleasing. +Flint was not sorry to have it interrupted by a call upon his +attention in the appearance of two figures below, looming dim and +ghostlike in the fog. Just beneath his window, they paused in their +walk, and their voices came up to him first indistinctly, then with +more and more clearness. The tones Flint recognized at once as +belonging to Tilly Marsden and to Leonard Davitt, the young fisherman +whose scarlet shirt was often to be seen on the clamming grounds, and +whose rich baritone voice came ringing over the pond as he sat in his +boat hauling in his nets. + +To-night, it was subdued, and at first scarcely rose above a murmur; +at length Flint caught the words:-- + +"I shall never ask you again." + +"I hope to goodness you won't!" answered the shriller tones of the +innkeeper's daughter. + +"That isn't a very nice way to speak, Tilly." + +"Well, it's _my_ way, and my name isn't 'Tilly;' it is Matilda +Marsden, and very polite folks call me 'Miss.'" + +"Some day you'll find out that it isn't the politest folks that's the +trustiest, or sticks to you the faithfullest. Don't you remember two +years ago, Tilly, when I was going to the Banks, how you kissed me +good-bye, and how you promised--" + +"Never mind what I promised. I was only a child anyway." + +"Well, you didn't think so then, and neither did I. Mebbe, the time +will come when you'll think you acted wiser then, than you're a-doin' +now." + +"Oh, you needn't take the trouble to warn me, Mr. Leonard, about my +being foolish to give you up. You're not the only man in the world." + +"Oh, yes," responded Leonard, nettled at last, "I knew very well that +was the trouble; and I know who the other man is; and all I can say +is--" + +"Hush," cried Tilly, with a little turning of her head, and quickly +laying her hand on Leonard's arm. "Don't you say another word, Leonard +Davitt, if you ever want me to speak to you again." + +At this, Flint's conscience got the better of him, and he rose and +closed the window noisily enough to startle the speakers below, as he +perceived with some amusement. + +"What a little minx that girl is!" he said to himself as he turned to +light the lamps. "I have half a mind to devote myself to convincing +Leonard that she would make his life miserable if she married him, and +that he is worth ten of her; but I don't suppose he could be made to +believe either. Men are such fools when they are in love! By Jove! +that portrait is like Miss Anstice!" + +This last ejaculation escaped him as he held the lamp above the mantel +where all his books were piled in heterogeneous confusion. One by one +he scanned their covers, with the half intention of the idler who +reads for pure diversion, and at length he drew out a volume of Dumas. +He set his lamp--a large one with double burners--on the table by the +window; and tilting his chair on the back legs, resting his shoulders +against the wall, he plunged into the mysteries of "The Forty-Five." + +In a few minutes he was absorbed, as only Dumas has power to absorb +his readers. The man of action in that great romancer exercised a sort +of hypnotic power over Flint. The robust virility passed into the +sinew of his soul. The romance possessed him utterly, and left him +without even the power to criticise. It was he himself who stood in +Queen Catherine's box, and watched the spouting of Salcide's blood, as +he was drawn by the horses in the arena beneath. He sat secreted +beside Chicot in the great arm-chair in the King's bed-room. He took +part in the serenade beneath the balcony of the mysterious lady in the +Rue des Augustines. He joined the hunting of the wolf in Navarre; and +finally he had plunged into the fight between the French and Flemings, +with such intensity of reality that it scarcely surprised him to hear +the booming of a gun. + +"It is those rascally Flemings!" he thought for a moment. "Up and at +them, Joyeuse!" Then suddenly he rubbed his head like one striving to +recall wandering wits. His chair came down with a crash. He took out +his watch. It marked three. Again the gun! He threw up the window. The +fog was breaking fast, and lights were visible too far out for the +the land, too near for a vessel at sea; unless, Great Heavens! it was, +it must be, a ship grounded off the Point. For an instant, the thought +of Marsden's fire-ship flashed across his mind; but his head was too +clear to be fooled in such fashion. + +Banging on Brady's door, he shouted: + +"A wreck off the Point! I'm going down to the shore!" + +"Hold on! Wait for me, can't you?" called Brady, still half asleep. + +"No; there's no time to lose. I may be of use. Come on as fast as you +can!" + +As Flint rushed downstairs, he met Marsden coming out of his room, +lantern in hand. The old man's face was ashen gray, and his fingers +fumbled at the buttons of his coat. + +"Did you hear it?" he said in a trembling, shaken voice. "It's the gun +of a ship in distress. Many's the time I've laid awake a-listenin' for +it when the wind was wild and the sea lashin' up over the rocks; and +now it's come on a night as ca'm as a prayer-meetin'. I told you no +good would come of our talk this evenin'." + +"Is there any life-saving station near?" Flint asked, as they stumbled +along the road in the dark. + +"No, not near as you might say. Ten miles away is as bad as a +hundred." + +Once out of doors, they started on a run down the road which led to +the shore. The booming of the gun grew louder in their ears; and dimly +through the mist they caught sight of a vessel lying keeled over on +her side well in shore. Flint was conscious of a not wholly unpleasing +excitement as he watched her. As yet his mind had found no room for +thoughts of individual suffering. It was a wreck, and he had always +wished to see a wreck. + +The thoughts passing through his mind did not delay his footsteps, and +he made such good speed that, half way to the shore, he had left +Marsden far behind, and struggled on alone through the last few rods +of heavy sand. + +When he reached the beach, several people were gathered there already: +Ben Bradford and Dr. Cricket, with that dishevelled air which always +marks a midnight alarm; Michael and Leonard Davitt, who slept in their +fisherman's hut by the pond, in order to get an early morning start, +and were therefore first at the scene of excitement. + +Michael felt all the importance of his position as first witness, and +with unusual loquacity was giving an account of the catastrophe to the +group around. + +"I can't nohow account for it," he said; "that captain must be an +escaped idjit to go on a lee-shore a night like this." + +"Had the fog lifted when she struck?" queried Marsden. + +"Well, it was jest a-waverin', breakin' up like, and then shuttin' +down agin. The idjit must er thought he was off the Bug Light, where +the water's deep right up close in; but why should he a-thought +so?--that's the question." + +"Well, it is a question that can wait, I should think," said Brady, +who had come up panting from his run. "The most important question is, +what are you going to do about it? There's not much danger, I suppose, +as long as the night is as calm as this; though there's such a ground +swell on it looks as if there must have been a big storm at sea. See +how she pounds on the reef out there! She is likely to go to pieces +before many hours, I should say, and if a wind springs up, as it's +pretty sure to do with morning, it would be an ugly lookout." + +"Is there a life-boat anywhere?" asked Flint. + +"Yes," said Leonard, somewhat scornfully, "in the pond." (He +pronounced it pawnd.) + +"They must have boats on the ship," said Marsden; "seems to me I see +'em launchin' one now." At this the men on shore huddled closer +together, as though four could see farther than one. + +Yes, there was no doubt of it. The misty dawn showed forms standing on +the slanting deck of the ship, and a boat hoisted, held out, and then +dropped into the waves, which were already rising with the rising +wind. + +"They'd best make haste," muttered Michael, uneasily; "if the sea gets +up, they'll go down." + +It seemed an age to the little waiting group before the boat put off +from the ship. The wind had begun to blow in cold and strong. Flint +buttoned his coat tight to his chin, and still he shivered. On the +little boat came, now dipping almost out of sight in the hollow of the +big green waves, now rising like a cork upon their crest. + +"Hurrah!" cried Brady, "they're almost in." + +"Hm!" said Michael, "not yet, by a long sight! The danger comes when +they git into the breakers." + +Flint was enough of a sailor to know that the fisherman spoke truth. A +little later, he saw the white, combing foam break over the boat. He +drew his breath quicker, and caught his under-lip between his teeth. + +"There's four men in her," said Marsden, making a telescope of his +closed hands. + +"Five," said Leonard,--"five, and one of 'em is a woman!" + +Flint unbuttoned his coat and threw it off. + +"What are you about?" asked Brady. "You'll get your death of cold." + +Flint made no answer, but, stooping, unfastened his boots, and kicked +them off. Rapidly as he undressed, he was too slow; for, as the boat +reached the tenth breaker, a great wave struck her a little on the +side, and over she went, spilling out her contents as heedlessly as +though they had been iron or lead in place of flesh and blood. In an +instant, Flint was in the surf, and striking out for the spot where he +had seen a woman's shawl. + +"Curse it!" cried Leonard, "why can't I swim, and me a sailor!" + +"I'd orter a-learned yer, Leon, and thet's a fact. Look at him! He's +got her. He's a pullin' of her in. Make a line, men! Make a line! +Quick as thunder, and the last man grab 'em when they come within +reach!" + +In answer to Michael's words, the men hastily formed in line, and +moved out till Brady stood chest-deep in water. It was a wise +precaution, for Flint, though a good swimmer, found his task too hard +for him. He felt like a man in a nightmare with a weight of lead upon +his chest; and arms that must move, and could not move, and yet must +again. + +Dimly, a sense of possible escape for himself came over him. Why +should two drown in place of one? He had but to let go this weight and +strike out. Why not? + +Why not indeed? This man held to no altruistic creed. His doctrines, +had he expounded them quite coolly, would have claimed that +self-preservation was the first law of Nature, and that Nature was the +best guide. But now, with no time for reason, by the flashlight of +instinct, intuition, inheritance,--call it what you will,--he found +himself absolutely physically unable to let his load slip. With this +stranger he would live or die, most likely die! + +With the last thought, he felt a numbness creep over him. The limbs +refused to obey the will. The will itself was paralyzed. Blank +darkness fell around; the end had come. + +He awoke to consciousness with a painful gasp, to find himself +stretched out on the sand, and to hear Dr. Cricket's voice sounding +far away, saying: "He'll be all right soon. Keep on working his arms, +Ben! Here comes Marsden with the brandy and warm blankets." Then +followed a vague sensation of swallowing fire, and a blissful warmth +creeping along his veins as though Nature had taken him to her heart +once more. + +Languidly, he unclosed his eyes. What did it all mean: the waves +roaring close at hand; the driftwood fire burning hard by; the circle +of anxious faces? Through his dim senses ran the lines long familiar, +never till now fully realized: + + "The tall masts flickered as they lay afloat + The crowds, the temples wavered, and the shore." + +What made everything wobble about like that? Was he dying? What had +brought him here, anyhow? Then, with a rush, it all came back. Raising +himself on one elbow, he looked about inquiringly. "Where is she?" he +asked, and fell back exhausted by the effort of speech. + +"Here and safe," answered a woman's voice which he recognized as that +of Winifred Anstice. "The captain and crew are saved too." + +"Could they all swim?" Flint questioned feebly. + +"Hold your tongue!" cried Dr. Cricket, with more good sense than good +manners. "Your business now is to save your strength. Leave questions +for later in the day. If that coffee is done, Ben, pass it round. We +will all have a pull at it." + +The commonplace of the daily routine is a blessed relief after the +overstrained excitement of a great catastrophe. We eat and drink, and +life seems real once more. Even Dr. Cricket was drawn for a moment +from his patient's side to the circle gathered about Ben Bradford, +who stood with the steaming coffee-pot in one hand, and a tin dipper +in the other. Nectar and ambrosia, served from jewelled plate, could +not have offered more temptation to the appetite of the weary group. +Flint, lying a little apart, was conscious that Leonard Davitt was +standing beside him, staring down into his face. As the young +fisherman turned away, Flint heard him say, below his breath: "Damn +him!" + + + + + CHAPTER IX + + NORA COSTELLO + +"We pass through life separated from many people as by a wall of glass. + We see them, we are conscious of their presence; but we never touch." + + +The evening following the wreck of "The Mary Ann" found the friends in +council, who included most of the summer population of Nepaug, +gathered around the White-House hearth, on which blazed a hospitable +fire, doubly cheering in its radiant contrast to the gathering +darkness without. The wind, which had risen to half a gale, rattled at +the window panes and roared down the chimney. The sound of the booming +surf, as the great waves hurled themselves against the dunes, made +itself heard, even through the heavy pine doors and shutters. The +foam, which yesterday curved in lines of delicate spray below the +headland, was now lashed into a lather of white terror. Above it +through the twilight rose, dim and ghostlike, the masts of the +wrecked vessel. + +The dreariness outside lent an added charm to the snug and cheerful +cosiness within the little parlor, the inmates of which drew closer +than usual, as they talked in somewhat subdued voices. + +Jimmy Anstice lay on his back upon the hearth-rug, his head pillowed +upon Paddy, and his knees braced one on top of the other. Ben Bradford +sat on a chair tipped back against the wall, with his thumbs thrust +through the armholes of his corduroy vest. Winifred lounged upon the +haircloth sofa with one foot surreptitiously tucked under her. Every +one's attitude suggested a degree of comfort rare in society. A +wonderful sense of intimacy is imparted by perils undergone together, +or profound experiences shared. They seem to sweep away, as with a +whirlwind breath, that thick veil of convention and commonplace which +shroud many acquaintances from beginning to end. At these times the +real nature has shown itself, as it does only in the great crises of +life; and, once revealed, it can never wholly conceal itself again. + +At the White-House that evening, the wreck was discussed over and over +from every point of view. Each person wished to describe the moment +when he awoke to the apprehension of the calamity,--what he said and +did, thought and planned. Such conversations lead one to believe that +the chief pleasure of the resurrection will lie in the comparison of +post-mortem experiences on first awakening. + +Dr. Cricket said that when he first heard the booming of guns, +half-asleep as he was, he dreamed that the statue of William Penn was +falling off the dome of the Philadelphia city hall. + +Miss Standisth said that she was broad awake; but had happened not to +catch any sound till she heard the commotion of people moving about +downstairs. This she took to mean that breakfast-time had arrived, and +that this was destined to be another dark day like the freak of nature +famous in the colonial annals. + +"I heard Fred call out--" Jimmy Anstice began; but his sister +interrupted, "Please, Jimmy, leave me out. You know Papa forbade you +to talk about me in company." + +"My dear," remonstrated her father, mildly, "don't speak so abruptly +to your little brother." + +Thus, in one shape and another, every one said his say. + +Flint alone, of the entire group, was silent, almost surly. He +submitted without comment to being ensconced in the great +chintz-covered chair. He even swallowed, under protest, the various +pills and potions which Dr. Cricket presented to him at intervals; but +the most adroit questioning on the part of Miss Standish failed to +elicit any information as to his sensations or emotions, past or +present. Brady, who understood his friend better than all the rest, +strove to shelter him by talking longer and laughing louder than +usual; but this Miss Standish resented as much as Flint's silence, and +set it down to flippancy. Her ethical training impelled her to strive +to improve the occasion to these young people. She shook her gray +curls, and cleared her throat several times before her conversational +opening arrived. + +"I hope, Mr. Flint," she said at last, "that you feel as strongly as +that poor girl upstairs, the mercy of the divine Providence which +brought you to the rescue at that critical moment, and enabled you to +save a life." + +Something in Miss Standish's tone irritated Flint. + +"If, for 'divine Providence,' you will substitute 'lucky accident,' I +will agree to it as heartily as either you or she. If you persist in +dragging in Providence, I must really beg leave to inquire where +Providence was when the ship struck." + +The silence which reigned in the room was like the space cleared for a +sparring-match. The old combative instinct of the primitive man arises +in the most civilized, and makes him delight in a fight. Brady looked +amused; Winifred a little apprehensive; Mr. Anstice preserved a +dignified neutrality; and Miss Standish fumbled with her cameo brooch, +and smoothed the folds of her skirt, as if to make sure that all was +in order before entering upon a possibly ruffling contest. + +"I suppose--" she began; but old Marsden, who sat on the other side of +the fire, and who was no respecter of persons, broke in: "I've heerd a +deal about how you all felt, and what you all thought; but what I'd +like to know is what really happened. The men at the inn wont talk +without their captain gives them leave; and Dr. Cricket has got him +and his sister shut up in their rooms, to git over the shawk. Now +perhaps the Doctor can tell us how it wuz thet thet air ship went +aground on a sandy coast, in a ca'm night like the last." + +"Captain Costello says it was the light in the tavern-window which he +mistook for the Bug Light off the point; but how could that have been, +when it was past two o'clock, and I'll answer for it that no one at +Nepaug was ever found awake after nine?" + +Dr. Cricket questioned with the inflection of a man who neither +expects nor desires an answer. Indeed, he had only paused for breath, +when Flint, from his easy chair on the other side of the fireplace, +broke in:-- + +"So I am to blame for the whole thing." + +"You!" + +"You don't say so!" + +"Was the light yours?" + +"What on earth were you doing at that hour?" + +"Not quite so many questions at once, friends, if you please. My brain +is still a little waterlogged, and my thoughts work slowly. I only +remember sitting down about ten o'clock to read a novel, and the first +thing that roused me was the gun, which for the moment I took for the +attack of the enemy of whom I was reading. I rushed out, half +expecting to find the tavern surrounded, and to have to risk my life +in its defence, and instead--" + +"Instead," put in Winifred Anstice, very quietly, "you risked your +life to save some one else,--Nora Costello, the Captain's sister, +spent the whole morning in tears, because Dr. Cricket would not let +her leave her room to go and tell you how grateful she was." + +"Hysterical, I suppose," said Flint. + +Winifred, who had opened her lips to say something more, shut them +closely again, and sat back with the air of a person determined to +have no further share in the conversation. + +Dr. Cricket hastened to occupy the floor. "A charming girl--upon my +word, a charming girl--if she _is_ a Hallelujah lassie." + +"A what?" ejaculated Brady. + +"A Hallelujah lassie--Feminine of Salvation Soldier, don't you know! +Why, she had one of the coal-scuttle bonnets hanging by its draggled +strings round her neck when Flint pulled her in, and a number of 'The +War Cry' was in the pocket of her dress, when we stripped it off." + +"Oh," said Brady, with a touch of disappointment in his tone, "I took +her for a different sort of a person; she looked quite the lady." + +"So she is, young man," answered Dr. Cricket, with his fierce little +frown. "There is no doubt of that. She told me her story this morning. +I wanted her to rest; but the poor thing was so nervous I thought it +would hurt her less to talk than to keep still." + +Flint smiled sardonically. The Doctor's little foible of curiosity had +not escaped his observant eye. + +"You would have done much better to shut her up; but what did she +say?" queried Miss Standish. + +Flint smiled again. But the Doctor began briskly:-- + +"Why, it seems that the Costellos are the children of a Scotch +minister; though, from his name, I should guess that he had a drop +more or less of Irish blood in his veins, and their looks show it too. +They were brought up in a manse on one of those brown and bare Scotch +moors. The boy was to be educated for the church, like his father; +but when he was seventeen, he grew restive under the strictness of his +training, turned wild, and ran away. For ten years they had no word of +him. The father reproached himself for having been too hard on the +boy; and he never stopped loving and praying for him. On his +death-bed, he charged Nora--that's the girl's name you know--to sell +all the things in the manse, and start out into the world to find her +brother, and never to give up the search as long as she lived." + +"That is always the way," said Flint, with a shrug: "the reward of +virtue is to be appointed trustee of vice--no assets--assume all the +liabilities." + +"Hm! wide, of the mark this time, Mr. Flint. The very day after her +father's death, Nora Costello received a letter from her brother, +saying that he was ashamed to come home without first securing +forgiveness, and asking his sister to intercede for him, and to meet +him in London with the news of his pardon." + +"Exactly," resumed Flint with irritating calmness. "Prodigal son sends +postal card stating that he is prepared to receive overtures looking +to a resumption of family relations. No questions asked." + +"He has not seen Captain Costello, has he, Dr. Cricket? or he would +be more sparing of his jibes." + +"Never mind, Miss Winifred, Mr. Flint is ashamed of having played the +humanitarian this morning, so he is trying to atone by double cynicism +this evening; but don't let him interrupt my story again, under pain +of being sent back to the tavern, instead of taken care of in Mrs. +White's best bed-room, under the charge of the best doctor (though I +do say it) in Philadelphia. + +"Well, as I was about to say, Nora Costello came up to London; and +there she found her brother, a brown and bearded man in command of a +schooner, 'The Mary Ann,' plying between New York and Nova Scotia. He +had been looking forward joyfully to his homecoming; but when he +learned of his father's death, he was all broken up, and talked about +its being a judgment of God on himself." + +"Rather severe on his father," grumbled Flint; but no one heeded him, +and the Doctor continued:-- + +"Costello felt so awfully cut up, that one night he came near drowning +himself; and after that his sister did not dare leave him alone, but +went about everywhere with him; and one night they came upon a +Salvation Army meeting, with drums and torches and things, in the +streets of the East End. General Booth was there; and, my soul! to +hear that girl talk, you would think he was the archangel Gabriel, +with the sword of the Lord in his hand." + +"It was Michael who carried the sword," came from Flint's corner, +exasperating even Brady beyond endurance. + +"Come, Flint, you're too bad. Hold your tongue, can't you, and let the +rest of us hear the story! That girl is a trump." + +"You 're right, sir," echoed the Doctor, cordially, "a trump she was, +and her brother too, for that matter. General Booth preached that day, +as it happened, about remnants, and argued how a man might make the +most of the remnants of a life, as well as of a meal, even if the best +part was gone. Well, the talk sort of heartened up Angus Costello; +and, after the meeting, he and his sister went up to the General, and +Nora asked to be taken into the Army. She went in as a private; and +when Angus came back to Nova Scotia, Nora came with him, and was +assigned to duty, first in Montreal, and then in New York. She has +risen already to be an officer, and, I judge, a valuable one. She was +off this month on sick-leave for her brother's ship, taking a vacation +from overwork, I suspect." + +"What is her work?" asked Brady, leaning forward with his square chin +propped on his hands, which, in their turn, were supported by his +knees,--an attitude to which he was prone when self-forgetful. + +"Her work? Oh, I don't know! Everything I suppose. Taking care of sick +people in tenements, talking, and singing, and selling copies of the +'War Cry,' in offices and liquor-saloons." + +Brady frowned. "I don't like it," he said. "She's too pretty, with +those little curly rings of hair round her pale face, and with those +big blue eyes. Why don't they send some old maid on such errands?" + +"Because they want to sell their papers," answered Miss Standish, +dryly. + +The talk around the fire had gone on so eagerly that the attention of +the group was utterly absorbed; and every one started as if an +apparition had appeared in their midst, when a slim figure in a dark +dress, against which her face looked doubly white, glided noiselessly +into the room. With eyes fixed in almost trance-like far-sightedness, +she moved towards Brady, and laid her hand upon his sleeve. + +"My brother," she said, "it is you have risked your life to save mine. +God gave you back both. What will you be doing with your share?" + +"I--I--I'm awfully sorry, don't you know!" stammered Brady, terribly +embarrassed; "but it wasn't I who did it." + +"Here is the man, Miss Costello, to whom you owe your life," said the +Doctor, who dearly loved a "situation," turning as he spoke, with a +little flourish, to the place where Flint had stood; but that +gentleman had taken advantage of the mistake to bolt into the bed-room +behind him. He would have bolted into the pond, rather than submit to +be thanked publicly in this fashion. + +"He's gone!" exclaimed Dr. Cricket, in disappointment. + +"Ah!" said Nora Costello, with a quick, sympathetic smile, "it's verra +natural. He did not wish to be thanked. Perhaps he is right. After +all, it is to the good God himsel' that our thanks are owing." + +She knelt on the rug, as simply as she would have taken an offered +chair, and spoke to some invisible presence, as naturally as she would +have spoken to any of those in the room. Brady was shocked at first, +at the conversational tone. It was so realistic that he opened his +eyes, half expecting to see the Someone--the Something--so evidently +apparent to the girl herself. + +Having once opened his eyes, he forgot to close them again. The actual +so pursued him, that he ceased to seek the spiritual presence. The +firelight, playing over the girl's face, threw strange lights, and +shadows half unearthly. She seemed a spirit, of whom no ordinary +restraints of the familiar social life were to be expected. + +When her prayer was finished, she rose as simply as she had knelt, +though now two large tears stood on the long fringe of her eyes. + +"Good-night, friends!" she said with a confiding glance around. "I +think I shall be able to get the sleep now. God bless you all!" + +When she was gone, the hush was unbroken for several minutes. At last +Winifred spoke. + +"I don't know how the rest of you feel, but somehow I have a sensation +of being a lay figure in the shop-window of life, and having all of a +sudden seen a real woman go by." + +"Jove! what eyes she has!" said Brady, continuing thoughts of his own, +rather than answering Winifred's speech. + +"Really," said Ben Bradford, "it wasn't unpleasant at all." + +"Unpleasant!" exclaimed his aunt. "Well, I should say not, unless +heaven is unpleasant, and angels, and the Judgment Day, which I +daresay it will be for you, Ben Bradford, unless you mend your ways. +Good-night! I'm going up to see that the child has a hot-water bag to +her feet, and a mustard plaster on her chest. The Salvation Army needs +an efficient ambulance corps." + +"Hm!" said Dr. Cricket, as Miss Standish disappeared. "Mary may have +chosen the better part; but I pity the household that's all Marys. +Give me a Martha in mine every time! + +"That reminds me," he added briskly, "that I must look after my +patient, and not let him pitch himself into that bed, which has not +been aired for a week; and nobody in this house knows the difference +between damp sheets and dry ones. Do you know, Mr. Brady," he +continued, as he rose from his chair with a little rheumatic hitch, "I +have taken a great shine to that queer friend of yours. I don't know +how it is, but I suspect it is because he is such a contrast to most +folks. It's a comfort to meet a man who keeps his best foot back." + +"Oh, Flint is a brick!" said Brady, with enthusiasm. "I have known him +to do the nicest things. There was a fellow once in college--he was +rather pushing socially, and nobody liked him--but he was 'a dig,'" +and he got sick from studying too much. None of the rest of us ever +fell ill of that trouble; but he did, and he was so poor he didn't +want to let any one know about it, for fear he would be obliged to +send for a doctor. It was found out though; and one day a doctor and +nurse turned up at the fellow's room,--said they'd been asked not to +say who sent them; but they stayed and pulled him through. He never +knew who his benefactor was; but I did, and you may judge of my +surprise, when the fellow got about, to see Flint cut him on the +street. + +"'What in thunder did you do that for?' I asked, for I was dumfounded +to see him do it. + +"'Because the fellow is a cad, and would be taking all sorts of +advantages. Better ignore the acquaintance at the start.' + +"'Then why did you do what you did for him?' + +"'I don't know, I'm sure!' Flint answered. + +"That's just the sort of fellow Flint is. He may seem crusty, but in +any emergency he is a man to tie to." + +"If life were a series of emergencies," said Winifred, reflectively, +"Mr. Flint would be invaluable; but in every-day existence, one does +not quite know what to do with him." + +"I can put up with a great deal," said Ben Bradford, "from a chap like +that, who shows real sand and pluck when a crisis comes. I mean to +tell Mr. Flint to-morrow that I think he's a daisy, and go down on my +marrow bones for the things I have thought and said about him before." + +"I wouldn't, if I were you, Ben," observed Winifred, with an amused +smile; "for I doubt if Mr. Flint has ever had the dimmest idea that +you have not been thinking well of him all along." + + + + + CHAPTER X + + FLYING POINT + + "We'll maybe return to Lochaber no more." + + +Far up the pond, at no great distance from the spot where "The +Aquidneck" had met her untimely and ignominious end, Flying Point +thrust out its tongue of land into the rippling water, which stole in +and out between its tiny coves so gently that scarcely a murmur could +be heard, except when a northeaster lashed the pond into a mimic sea; +and then the teapot tempest was so outdone by the giant waves outside +the bar, that it passed unnoticed, like the fury of a child beside the +rage of a grown man. + +The Point took its name from the flights of ducks which passed over it +in vast numbers in the spring and autumn, their dark, irregular +squadrons black against the intense blue of sea and sky. Its low bluff +of gleaming sand was crowned by a grove of tall pines, through which +purled a tiny brook perpetually prattling to the sea of its little +inland life. Below the bank, stretched out a rod or more of level +beach where fires might be lighted and cloths spread by those who +wished to return to the gypsy habits of their forebears and sit down +as Nature's guests, to simple fare of their own cooking and serving. + +A midsummer pilgrimage to Flying Point was a regular feature of the +season with the dwellers at the White-House; and it was a point of +honor for the old-timers to declare that last year's expedition was in +every way more successful than that of the present season. Newcomers +endured this superiority in silence, consoled by the prospect of +enjoying the same triumph themselves next summer. + +Several times the date of this year's expedition had been set, and as +often changed. The last date had been fixed for the eighth of July; +but the excitement of the wreck, and the reaction of lassitude which +followed that catastrophe, put to flight, for a time, all thoughts of +amusement, and a fortnight elapsed without an apparent ripple on the +calm of existence at Nepaug. + +On the second day after the wreck, Angus Costello and his sister took +their departure for New York,--he to collect the insurance on the +ill-fated "Mary Ann," she to report again for duty in the Army. With +the going of the Costellos, quiet settled down once more; but the +dwellers on the Point found themselves impatient of the very repose +for which they had sought Nepaug. Rest had turned to inanimation, +quiet to dulness, peace to stagnation. + +Flint, usually unaffected by environment, found himself incapable of +any intellectual or physical exertion. He could not work. He could not +even loaf alone. Brady was an indifferent companion, subject to fits +of absence of mind,--more unsocial than absence of body. + +There was only one resource left; the young men betook themselves to +the White-House. Life there could not be wholly dull, while a +perpetual sparring match was going on between Miss Standish and Dr. +Cricket, while Professor Anstice smoked his pipe serenely on the +corner of the piazza, and Ben Bradford openly adored Winifred, +heedless of outside observation or amusement. + +Ben himself was an endless source of entertainment to Flint, so +vividly did his demeanor recall the rapidly receding days of his own +youth, when he too had felt the constraint which is born of the +assurance that all the world is fixing its gaze upon us and our +actions. + +Ben never dreamed that he could be taken humorously. He regarded +himself with a deep seriousness, and planned innocent little +hypocrisies with a view to their effect on the public. He was anxious +to be supposed to handle a large correspondence, and took pains to +sort his mail in public, fingering a number of letters in his leather +case with a reflective air, as if he were considering what replies +they demanded, although their worn envelopes revealed them to the most +casual observation as at least a fortnight old. + +He had the sensitiveness of youth, and spent much useless effort in +the endeavor to discover what people meant by their words and deeds; +when, nine times out of ten, they meant nothing at all, but were only +striving to fill up the gaps of life with idle observations or +diversions. He himself was fond of side remarks, intended to be +satirical, but falling rather flat, if dragged out into the prosaic +light of general conversation, as sometimes happened when Miss +Standish caught a word or two and exclaimed aloud: "What was that, +Ben? Won't you give us all the benefit of that last observation?" + +Ben loved his aunt; but he did not like her. + +She interfered sadly with his pose as a man of the world, by relating +anecdotes of his infancy, and stating the precise number of years +which had elapsed since the occurrence. + +On the occasion of one of the daily visits of Flint and Brady, they +were made aware of unmistakable signs of a domestic unpleasantness. +They were no sooner seated, than Ben picked up again the grievance +which their arrival had compelled him to drop. + +"You have told that story four times already this summer, Aunt Susan," +he remarked truculently; "and I don't think it is of great interest to +the public at any time to know that I took a bite out of each one of +the Thanksgiving pies when I was five years old." + +"I have _not_ told it before, and you were _six_ when it happened, +which was fourteen years ago next November," Miss Standish answered. + +Winifred Anstice, foreseeing a battle, made haste to the rescue. She +called out from her hammock:-- + +"When are we going to Flying Point? I think we all need change of air +for our--ahem!--nerves." + +Woe to the person who undertakes to divert the lightning from meeting +thunder-clouds; unless he be well insulated, he is sure to fall victim +to his own well meant efforts. + +"Winifred, my dear," sniffed Miss Standish, "you may remember that it +was only this morning when _I_ asked when we were going to Flying +Point that you answered, 'Never, I hope--I detest picnics.'" + +"Did I?" laughed Winifred; "well, it's true, and I cannot deny it." + +"I must agree with you there," said Ben. "A picnic is an occasion +when all the food is picked and all the china nicked." + +"A picnic," said Winifred, "is a place where you can accumulate an +indigestion without incurring an obligation. In this, it is an advance +upon a tea-party." + +"Picnicking with people you know is a bore, Picnicking with people you +don't know is a feat of endurance," echoed Flint. + +"Professionally, I am in favor of them," threw in Dr. Cricket. "I +often feel like saying, with the old Roman, 'This day's work shall +breed prescriptions.'" + +"Oh, come now!" said Brady, "you're all trying to be clever. This is +only talk. I think a picnic is great fun, especially a tea-picnic, +where you boil coffee, and light a camp-fire, and perch about on the +rocks over the water. You would appreciate that last privilege, if you +lived out on the prairies, where there is no water, and the rocks are +all imported." + +"Bully for you!" shouted Jimmy Anstice, who had been sitting by with +his hands clasped over the knees of his stockings to conceal the holes +from his sister's observant eye, but none the less eagerly following +the conversation. "You're a peach; and why can't we go to-night?" + +"That boy is all right," said Brady, smiling. "He knows enough to +take the current when it serves. Off with you, Jim, while the tide is +out, and dig your basket of clams! Come on, Flint, and we will join +them at the Point! How will you go, and when?" + +"I think we'd better go up in the Whites' sail-boat. There'll be room +for one of you," said Miss Standish, looking meaningly at her nephew, +for she had not yet forgiven Flint's indifference. + +"That's good," Flint said cheerfully. "You take Brady. He's better +ballast; and I'll row up in my dory." + +"A good excuse for coming late and leaving early," said Winifred, +mockingly. + +Flint bowed and smiled imperturbably, without troubling himself to +offer a contradiction. + +Miss Standish swept past him with her Plymouth Rock manner. "I will go +and look after the supper," she remarked, and added, as she reached +the door, "however much people may sniff, there's nobody, so far as I +know, who is superior to food." + +Nepaug picnic suppers had been reduced to scientific principles under +Miss Standish's rule. There was a picnic coffee-pot and a +picnic-dipper, a set of wooden plates and a pile of Japanese paper +napkins. All these went into one basket, together with cups and +glasses and knives and forks. Another, still more capacious, held the +sandwiches and biscuit, the cake and coffee, the pepper and salt, +beside the jar of orange marmalade, and the pies surreptitiously +borrowed from the pantry, where they were reposing upon the larder +shelf, tranquilly awaiting the morrow's dessert. Everything was neatly +stowed away,--no crowding, no crumbling. Miss Standish was willing to +take any amount of trouble; all she asked was to be appreciated. + +Flint certainly did not appreciate her. Her particularity he found +"fussiness," her energy annoyed him, and her well-meant interest in +others appeared to him insufferable busy-bodyism. More than once that +afternoon he remembered her with a sense of irritation. "A confounded +old maid," he called her to himself as he pushed off his dory from the +beach below the inn. + +But no matter how irritable the frame of mind in which he started, he +could not help being soothed by the tranquillity of the scene around +him as he went on. The west was one sheet of orange. The brilliancy of +the sunset had faded to a tenderer tone. The spikes of the pointed +firs on the mainland stood dark against it. Over in the east, the moon +was rising, pale and spectral, with all her ribs showing like a +skeleton leaf. Jupiter shone out more clearly as the darkness +deepened and the shadows fell more heavily along the strip of shore. + + "The gray sea and the long black land; + And the yellow half-moon, large and low," + +Flint quoted to himself. "What is it that comes +next? Something about + + "'A mile of warm sea-scented beach.' + +Must have been curiously like this. Where is Flying Point anyhow? Oh, +yes; there's the camp-fire." + +"Here comes Flint," cried Brady, as he heard the grating of the prow +of the dory on the gravel. + +"I should think it was time," grumbled Miss Standish, who had been +making great sacrifices to keep the coffee hot. For some inscrutable +reason, all the people with whom Flint came in contact felt impelled +to do their best for him, let their opinion of him be what it would. + +"Well, we thought you must be lost!" called Brady from the height of +the rocks. "We have all had supper; but we have kept some for you." + +"Thanks," answered Flint, from below, "I am sorry you had the trouble, +for I took mine at the tavern before I started." + +This was more than the descendant of Miles Standish could bear. With +a bang, she emptied the coffee-pot and knocked out the grounds, as her +ancestor had shaken the arrows out of the snake-skin to replace them +with bullets. Henceforth, she was implacable; and yet Flint never +dreamed that he had given offence. Imperfect sympathies again! + +Winifred Anstice, whose misfortune it was to be peculiarly sensitive +to disturbances in the atmosphere, jumped up from under the pine where +she had been sitting with Brady. "Come," she said, "let's all sit down +around the fire. I want Leonard to recite for us. Will you, Leon?" + +Flattered, yet embarrassed, the young fisherman rose from his +occupation of tying up the baskets, and drew nearer. As he stood in +front of the fire, Flint looked at him with a thrill of aesthetic +admiration. His red shirt, open at the throat, showed a splendid chest +and a neck on which his head was firmly and strongly poised. His hair, +curling tightly, revealed the well-shaped outline of the skull, and +the profile was classic in its regularity. "And that little fool +doesn't know enough to fall in love with him!" thought Flint. + +"What'll you have, Miss Fred?" asked Leonard. + +"Whatever you like." + +"Wal, then, ef you'd jes ez lief, I'll say 'Marmion.' I was learned +it at school." Throwing off his cap and striking a dramatic pose, he +began:-- + + "The Douglas round him drew his cloak." + +It is marvellous, the power of strong feeling to communicate itself +through all barriers. True emotion is the X-ray which can penetrate +all matter,--yes, and all spirit too. + +The hackneyed words burned again with the freshness of their primal +enthusiasm. Again Douglas spurned, and Marmion flung him back scorn +for scorn. It was not acting. Leonard Davitt could never have thrown +fire into a role which did not appeal to him; but this lived. He put +his soul into it, and he drew out the soul from his audience. + +"I must go now," he said, when he had finished, having ducked his head +shyly in response to the applause, and picked up his cap. "I'm goin' +off at sunrise." + +"Where are you going, Leon?" queried Winifred Anstice, coming up to +him where he stood not far off from the spot where Flint, in dead +shadow, leaned against the trunk of a giant pine. + +"Goin' off bars-fishin' for a week with the men from the Pint," +Leonard answered, and then added in a lower tone, "you won't forget +your promise, Miss Fred." + +"No, I will not forget; but you must try not to cherish hard feeling." + +"Oh, I don't say it's his fault. Mebbe it's hers." + +"Perhaps it's nobody's, and perhaps there's no harm done after +all,--at any rate, none that can't be undone." + +"Yes, there is," Leonard answered gloomily. "The past can't never come +back, and things won't never be the same." + +"Oh, cheer up!" Winifred answered more hopefully. "Your going away is +the best thing under the circumstances, and I'll do what I can for +you; but I wish it were anything else." + +"Thank you, marm, and good-bye!" With another shy duck, Leonard let +himself down over the rocks and sculled out into the strip of rippling +moonlight which stretched across the bay. + +The moonlight fell also upon Winifred Anstice's face as she stood +looking after him, and showed a pathetic little quiver about the +mouth. An instant later, she dashed the back of her hand across her +eyes, and exclaimed, half aloud, "It's too bad; I've no patience with +him." + +"What a clear night it is!" said Flint, stepping out from the shadows. + +Winifred started a little. "I thought you were sitting by the fire," +she said rather abruptly. + +"Indeed," Flint answered. It was one of his peculiarities never to be +drawn on to the explanations to which most people are driven by the +mere necessity of saying something. After all, he had as good a right +to the place where he was as Miss Anstice herself. Miss Anstice +perhaps was thinking the same thought, for she made no response, only +stood twisting and untwisting a bit of lawn handkerchief which bade +fair to be worn out before it reached home. At length, with the air of +one nerving herself to a difficult task, she turned about and faced +Flint. Lifting her clear gray eyes full to his, she began +hesitatingly:-- + +"Mr. Flint." + +"Yes, Miss Anstice." + +"Will you do me a favor?" + +"Assuredly." + +"No, not an 'assuredly' favor, but a real favor." + +"If I can." + +"Will you do it blindly?" + +"No, I will do it with my eyes open." + +"You cannot." + +"Try me!" + +The girl shifted her eyes from his face to the path of moon beams in +which Leonard's boat floated far off like a dark speck against the +ripples of light. When she went on, it was in a lower tone, with a +note in her voice which Flint had never heard there before,--the note +of appeal. + +"I am going to ask you a very strange thing," she said; "I would not +ask it if I could see any other way." + +"Surely, Miss Anstice, you cannot doubt my willingness to oblige you +in any way. You have only to command me." + +"But it is not to oblige me. It is--oh, dear! I can't explain, but I +want you to go away." + +Flint rose instantly. + +"No, no, not away from this spot, but from Nepaug. That's it," she +went on insistently; "I want you to leave Nepaug." + +Flint stared at her for a moment, as if in doubt whether to question +her sanity or her seriousness. The latter he could not doubt, as he +looked at her eager attitude, her hands tightly interlaced, her head +bent a little forward, and a spot of deep red sharply outlined on +either cheek. Suddenly the meaning of her conversation with Leonard +flashed across his mind; but it brought only further puzzlement. He +motioned Winifred to sit down upon the great tree which lay its length +on the earth, overthrown by the last storm, and with stones and +upturned dirt still clinging to its branching roots. + +"Are you sure," he said gravely, as he took a seat beside her,--"are +you sure that you are doing right to keep me in the dark?" + +"I think so; I hope so." + +"Of course I know you would not ask such a thing if there were not +something serious back of it all; and since it so nearly concerns me, +it seems to me I have a right to know it." + +Dead silence reigned for some minutes. Then Winifred said, speaking +low and hurriedly: + +"Yes, you are right; I ought to tell you,--I know I ought; but it is +so hard. Why isn't it Mr. Brady! He would understand." + +"Perhaps if you would explain," Flint began with unusual patience. + +"Well, then, it is about Tilly Marsden, who has been engaged these two +years to Leonard Davitt; and now she refuses to marry him, and he +thinks it is because she is in love with someone else. _Surely_ you +understand _now_." + +"No, upon my soul, I don't. You can't mean that the little +shop-girl--the maid-of-all-work at the inn--is--thinks she is in love +with--" + +"With you; exactly." + +"But I have hardly spoken to her." + +The silence which followed implied that the situation was none the +less likely on that account. The implication tinged Flint's manner +with irritation. + +"I suppose I am very dull; but I confess I don't understand these +people." + +"Have you ever tried to understand them?" returned Winifred, with a +sudden outburst of the indignation which had long been gathering in +her heart against the man before her. + +"Haven't you always thought of them only as they ministered to your +comfort, like the other farm animals? Is it really anything to you +that this narrow-minded girl has conceived a very silly, but none the +less unhappy, sentiment for you?" + +"I--" began Flint, but the flood would have its way. + +"Oh, yes, it annoys you, I dare say. You feel your dignity a little +touched by it; but does it move your pity, your chivalry? If it +does--Oh, go away!" + +Flint would have given much to feel a fever heat of anger, to flame +out against the audacity of the girl with an indignation overtopping +her own; but he only felt himself growing more cold and rigid. He told +himself that she had misunderstood him hopelessly, utterly. There was +a certain aggrieved satisfaction in the thought. He had risen, and +stood leaning against a tree. Winifred wondered at her own courage, as +she saw him standing there stiff and haughty. + +"I shall go, of course," he said at length. "My absence seems to be +the only sure method of producing universal content. But let me ask +you one question before I go. Do you consider me to blame in this +unlucky business?" + +Winifred parried the question by another. + +"Why should I tell you, when you don't care in the least what I +think?" + +"If I did not, I should not ask you, and I think I have a right to +demand an answer." + +"I can hardly answer you fairly. Is ice to blame for being ice and not +sun? We cannot say. We only know that we are chilled. I always have +the feeling that with those you consider your equals, you might be +genial and responsive; but the joys and sorrows of the great world of +uninteresting, commonplace people about you have no power to touch +your sympathies. Of course, in a way, it is not your fault that you +never noticed Tilly Marsden's manner--" + +"I am not a cad who goes about investigating the sentiments of--of +women like that. But you have your impressions of my character fully +formed, and I shall not be guilty of the folly of trying to change +them. To-morrow, I shall relieve Nepaug of my objectionable presence, +and, I hope, you will cease to fear me as a disturbing element when I +am far away at my office-desk." + +"You are going back to New York?" echoed Winifred, uncertainly, +realizing all of a sudden what it was that she was sending him away +from, and to what she was consigning him. + +"Yes, of course," Flint answered a little impatiently. + +"I am sorry," the girl began lamely. It was just dawning upon her that +it was not so easy to control the destinies of other people, as she +had fancied. + +"Oh, that is all right!" her companion responded more cheerfully; "New +York in summer is not half so bad as you people who never stay there +probably imagine." + +"I don't know," said Winifred; "to me it seems dreadful to be shut up +inside brick walls, or walking on hot paving-stones, when one might be +sitting under green trees, or by rolling waves, breathing in the fresh +country air. But I suppose I feel so because while I was growing up I +never lived in a large city." + +"Indeed! How was that? I should think your father's profession would +have kept him in the city." + +"Oh, it does now, of course; but for years after my mother's death he +was so broken down that he could not bear to mix with people at all, +and he chose to bury himself out on a Western ranch, and there I grew +up with no more training than the little Indian girls who used to come +to the house with beads and things to sell. It was a queer life for a +girl; but it was great sport." + +Winifred had almost forgotten her companion for the moment in her +thoughts of the past; but as he rubbed his hand across his forehead in +the effort to recall something, she mistook the gesture for a sign of +weariness, and reproached herself for her egotistical garrulity. + +"I do wish," she said hastily, "that there were some way out of this +unlucky matter,--some way which would not send you back so +unseasonably." + +"Never mind that," Flint answered; "my vacation was almost at an end, +anyway. I am really needed now at the office of the 'Trans-Continental.'" + +"The 'Trans-Continental'?" echoed Winifred. "Do you work on that +magazine?" + +"Yes, I do a little writing for it occasionally." + +"Then perhaps you know the editor--the chief editor, I mean." + +"Yes, he is a friend of mine." + +"I envy you the privilege of calling such a man your friend. Oh, you +may smile if you choose, but perhaps, after all, you do not know him +as well as I do. I have never seen him, I don't even know his name, +and yet I have a clear picture of him in my mind. And he has been so +kind--so good to me. His letters have helped me more than he will ever +know." Here a sudden thought seemed to strike the girl, and she +lifted beseeching eyes to his face. + +"You won't try to make him dislike me, will you? I know you never did +like me. I saw it the first time we met, when I was driving that +wretched colt, and we ran over your fishing-rod, and then, the next +day on the pond, and ever since, things have steadily kept going wrong +between us. So, of course, it would be quite natural for you to talk +about it all to him; and then he would never like me any more, and I +do want him to." + +For an instant Flint felt a mad desire to keep up the illusion; but he +himself was too much shaken to have played his part if he would. + +"Miss Anstice," he said, "_I_ am the editor of the +'Trans-Continental.'" + +Without another word, he swung himself down by the pine-bough to the +gravelly beach, and, pushing off the dory, slipped out over the same +moonlit course which Leonard had travelled. Winifred watched him till +his boat had rounded the Point; then she turned back to the camp-fire +in a daze. Do what she would, she could not shake off the spell of +those last words: "_I_ am the editor of the 'Trans-Continental.'" + + + + + CHAPTER XI + + THE POINT OF VIEW + + +_Extract from the Journal of Miss Susan Standish. Nepaug, August First._ + + [_From which it will appear that contemporary + journals are not always trustworthy._] + + +This August weather is really unbearable. Nobody but flies can be +happy in it, and they are part of the general misery. I sleep with a +handkerchief over my face to keep off the pests; but I invariably wake +to find one perching on every unprotected spot, and the others buzzing +about my ears, and making such a noise that I can't sleep a wink after +five o'clock. + +It is a very long time between five o'clock and breakfast. It would be +a sufficient incentive to a blameless life, to know beforehand that +you were to be condemned to think over your past for three mortal +hours every morning. + +This is what I do; and though I suppose I have been as respectable as +most people, I find cold shivers running down my back when I remember +some things, and the blushes of a girl of sixteen mounting to my +wrinkled forehead, when I think of others. On the whole, the silly +things are the worst. I think at the Judgment Day I would rather +answer up to my sins than my sillinesses--especially if my relatives +were waiting round. The only way I can turn my thoughts out of the +uncomfortable reminiscent channel which they make for themselves at +five o'clock in the morning, is to think as hard as I can about +somebody else. Lately, I don't find this so difficult; for our +household here at Nepaug includes some interesting people, and, +moreover, some very queer things have happened lately, I thank Heaven, +I have none of Dr. Cricket's curiosity; but I should be ashamed if I +were so indifferent to those about me as not to take an interest in +their concerns. This interest has led me of late to ponder on recent +events, and speculate as to their causes. + +When I asked some very simple and natural questions of Winifred +Anstice, she snapped at me like a snapping-turtle; but I did not +discontinue my investigation on that account. On the contrary, I +resolved to be all the more watchful; and when it comes to putting two +and two together, there are few who have a more mathematical mind than +Susan Standish. + +On Friday evening, we had a picnic supper at Eagle Rock. + +Mr. Flint (superior as usual) preferred to go in the only society +which interests him, and therefore set off _alone_ in his dory. His +absence did not have any visibly depressing effect on the party in the +sail-boat. Winifred was at her very best; and Philip Brady seemed to +appreciate her. If I were a matchmaker, I should have tried to throw +them together, for they do seem just cut out for each other; in spite +of all my efforts to give them opportunities of making each other's +acquaintance on intimate terms, they never appeared to take advantage +of them. But on Friday it was different. In the first place, anything +more warm-blooded than an oyster must have fallen in love with +Winifred at first sight on that evening. She wore a white flannel +yachting-dress, and a red-felt hat cocked up on one side, and as she +stood against the sail in the sunset, she was--Well, I'm too old to be +silly; but really that girl is something worth looking at when she is +nice. To-day, she looked like a frump, and talked like a fury. + +The wind on Friday died out soon after we started; and at one time I +was afraid Mr. Flint would have the satisfaction of getting to the +Point before us; but, providentially, it sprang up again and, indeed, +I need not have worried, for it seemed he was afraid of being bored, +and did not start till six o'clock. Brady says he was always like +that, even in college; that when they were invited anywhere, Flint +would always put off the start, and would say, "Your coming away +depends on your hostess; but your going depends upon yourself." + +"If it had been _my_ house," said I, "his _staying_ away would have +depended on his hostess. I have no patience with a rude man." + +"Flint rude?" said Philip. + +"Most decidedly rude, I should say." + +"Oh, but he is not rude. He is only indifferent." + +"Indifference is rudeness." + +"Then I'm afraid, Miss Standish," broke in Winifred, "we must all be +rude to most of the world. That is, unless we belong to the Salvation +Army, like Nora Costello, and take an interest in everybody or rather +every soul." + +"Very remarkable girl, that Nora Costello," said Philip. "I don't +quite know what it was that made her so interesting." + +"_I_ know," answered Winifred, with a little laugh; "it was her +looks." + +"Or her manner," suggested Philip. + +"Oh, her manner without her looks would not have carried at all. +Manners are only thunder. It is looks that strike." + +"You should know," Philip said quite low. Just at this moment Jimmy +Anstice, with that exasperatingly inopportune way of his, called +out:-- + +"Look, Fred! Did you see that fish jump? Gracious! He must have gone +up two feet! What makes a fish jump? Papa, Papa, do you hear me? What +makes a fish jump?" + +"I don't know, my dear; I suppose to get food, or because he wants +air." + +"Then why doesn't he jump oftener?" + +It has always been one of Professor Anstice's pet theories that a +child's mental development is promoted by the stimulation of +intellectual curiosity. As a result, Jimmy has been encouraged to ask +questions to an extent which the world at large finds somewhat +tiresome. For my part, I think one of the most useful accomplishments +connected with the tongue is the art of holding it; and I believe in +its early acquirement by the young. + +After Jimmy's curiosity in regard to the habits of fish had expended +itself, there was no more _tete-a-tete_. Everybody was shouting this +way and that; and then the boat brought up at the rocks, and those of +us who could jump, jumped out, and those who couldn't, clambered out; +and Jimmy Anstice flopped into the water above his knees, as usual, +and had to sit by the fire getting dry, when he should have been +running errands and making himself useful. Small boys, being neither +ornamental nor interesting, should be either useful or absent. + +Winifred and Brady started off after driftwood. I invited Ben to help +me with the coffee; but he said, "Presently," and made off after the +other two. Really, that boy may come to something if he selects his +profession with care. He can't see when he's not wanted, which may +make him a success in the ministry. + +Well, at last, we got our two fires started, and the tablecloth +spread; and the coffee tasted so good I just hoped Mr. Flint would +come to have some, because he made some disagreeable remarks in the +morning on the subject of picnics. Some people are never satisfied +unless they can spoil the enjoyment of others. + +While we were eating, everybody was jolly and all went well, except +that Philip would tell stories,--Western stories about "commercial +gents" and "drummer hotels" and such things. He tells a story very +well; but he also tells it very long. With the tact upon which I +justly pride myself, I tried to shut him up or draw him off; but each +time Winifred would bring him right back, with "What was it you were +just going to tell, Mr. Brady?" or "As you were saying when Miss +Standish began," I was a good deal annoyed, for I couldn't quite make +out whether she was really interested, or whether she was making fun +of us both. Now I have a very keen sense of humor; but I don't like a +joke at my expense. At last Philip offered to give us a comic poem +from the "Bison Spike;" but _that_ I _couldn't_ stand; and I pretended +that the coffee was boiling over, and Winifred jumped up to attend to +it. Philip, of course, went to her assistance, and afterward, as he +stood before the fire with Winifred beside him, I could not help +thinking what a fine looking couple they would make. His golf suit +brought out the fine proportions of his stalwart figure. The firelight +played over his firm chin, his broad, square forehead, and his frank, +kind eyes. He would make a good husband for any girl; and a judicious +wife could soon break him of his habit of telling stories. + +I dare say they would have had an interesting talk, if Ben Bradford +had not come up with his hands full of stone chips, which he calls +arrowheads. That ridiculous boy walks the furrows of old Marsden's +potato-fields for hours together, with the sun blistering the back of +his neck, quite contented if he brings home a dirty bit of stone, +which his imagination fits out with points and grooves. At Flying +Point, he had apparently reaped a rich harvest of these treasures. His +companions inspected them with civil but languid curiosity. While they +were turning them this way and that, and striving hard to be +convinced that the bulkiest had undoubtedly been employed by the +Indians as a pestle for corn-grinding, we heard the grating of a boat +on the beach. Of course it was Mr. Flint. + +Ben called out to him to hurry up and have some coffee before it was +cold; to which he coolly answered that he had had supper before he +started; and there I had put off ours half an hour for him, and then +kept the coffee boiling another half hour! I would have liked to shake +him. + +Winifred saw that I was justly indignant; and though she can be as +peppery as anybody over her own quarrels, she is always bent on +smoothing down other people; so she called out:-- + +"Well, fortunately, Mr. Flint, you are not too late for 'the feast of +reason and the flow of soul;' and I am sure you did not get that all +alone there at the inn." I wondered if he appreciated that rather neat +little stab. Winifred does those things well, with a demure manner +which leaves people in doubt whether her remarks are vicious or simply +blundering. "Come, Leon," she added, turning to young Davitt, "you +know you promised to recite something for us." + +Leonard stood up like a boy at school, and recited the speech from +"Marmion" where he and Douglas give it to each other like Dr. Cricket +and a hom[oe]opathic physician. Then he bobbed his head, just like a +schoolboy again, and said he must go. Winifred followed him, and +spoke to him, almost in a whisper. What they were talking about I +could not catch; but I heard her say, "I will do it for you, Leon; but +I wish to goodness it were anything else." Then Leonard answered, just +as if she had given him some great thing: "Oh, thank you, thank you!" +and then he disappeared. At the same moment Mr. Flint took his place +by her side. + +Instead of joining us all, and making a jolly party, what does he do +but stand in the shadow of the three big pines talking to Winifred in +that insultingly low voice which seems to imply that people are +listening. I did, however, catch one or two things. I distinctly heard +Winifred say: "Oh, do go away!" and I heard him say: "I hope you will +cease to fear me when--" There I lost it again; but what could it +mean? Winifred _fear_ him!--fear _him_! She, who never feared the face +of clay! There is only one explanation, and yet that is too wildly +improbable! + +I never saw any one more unlikely to inspire an affection. Flint by +name and Flint by nature,--cold and hard as rock itself; and for a +girl like Winifred! It never could be!--and yet, I confess, I don't +know what to think. + +After they had talked together for some time, he swung himself down +the bank, pushed off the dory, and we saw him pulling rapidly into the +middle of the bay. + +"Well, if that doesn't beat the Dutch!" said Dr. Cricket. + +"Hi, there!" cried Ben; and Brady, standing up, waved his hat, and +hallooed through his hand with a volume of voice that could be heard +all the way to Nepaug. But though Flint hallooed in return, he never +changed his course, nor slackened his speed. + +When Winifred came back to us, a color like flame burned in her +cheeks, and her eyes were bright with unshed tears. No one but me +noticed it. Every one fell upon her with questions. + +"What's the matter?" + +"Why did he leave so suddenly?" + +"Why did he come at all?" + +"What did he have to say for himself?" + +"Was this rude, or only indifferent?" + +"Don't bury me under such an avalanche of inquiry," said Winifred, +with a little artificial laugh. "There really is nothing very +mysterious about Mr. Flint's departure. He is not a flying Dutchman. I +don't think he wanted to come at all; but he was afraid we might +think something had happened if he failed to appear. Ben, the fire +needs another log. Mr. Brady, did you bring your banjo, as you +promised?" + +This was a master-stroke,--divert and conquer,--presto, Ben was off +after wood, and Philip tuning up for alleged "melodies;" but I was not +so easily put off the track. + +"It took him some time to make his excuses," I said to her aside. She +looked up quickly. + +"You are too shrewd to be put off like the others, Miss Standish; but +don't say anything more,--I'm so awfully tired." + +The poor girl did look used up, and I knew she was longing to get +home, so I coughed violently, and asked Dr. Cricket for my shawl. + +"You are taking cold," said he. + +"Oh, don't mention it," I answered. + +"But I will mention it," persisted the dear old goose. "You mustn't +stay out in this damp air." + +"Don't let me break up the party." + +"The party is all ready to break up, and it's time it did." + +"Oh, yes," added Winifred in a tone of relief. "Do let us be going." + +So that was the end of our Flying Point expedition. I might have +forgotten the episode in the shadow of the three pines, or at any rate +have come to the conclusion that I had failed to catch the true +meaning of the words I heard; but for the sequel. + +The next morning Mr. Flint appeared on the porch as usual, but instead +of the cap and flannel shirt, the knickerbockers and canvas shoes +which formed his familiar Nepaug costume, he was attired in ordinary +citizen's dress. I must admit that the straw hat, linen collar, and +close-fitting blue suit were decidedly becoming; and, bitter as I felt +against him on Winifred's account (she came down to breakfast +confessing that she had not slept a wink), I was forced to admit that +Mr. Flint was a gentleman,--even a gentleman with a certain +distinction. + +"Yes," he answered to the chorus of questions which met him, "I am +going back to town to-day. Yes, as you say, Mr. Anstice, quite +unexpected; but business men can't expect the vacations that fall to +the lot of college professors. Dr. Cricket, I believe you said you +were going on to New York to-night. I shall be glad if you will drop +in and have breakfast with me to-morrow morning at 'The Chancellor.' +That will give me the latest budget of news from Nepaug. Have you any +commissions, Miss Standish? What, none? I assure you, my eye for +matching silks is quite trustworthy. Now you, Jim, have more +confidence in me,--what can I send you from town?" + +"A fishing-rod." + +Flint and Winifred Anstice turned and looked at each other. What it +meant, I don't know; but I saw her color up to her hair. The others +had turned away for a moment to watch a schooner which had just come +in sight round the Point. Flint went up close to Winifred and said: +"And you--what will you have?" + +"Your pardon." + +"That you cannot have, for you don't need it. Will you take my thanks +instead?" + +"You are too generous." + +"With thanks?--that is easy. They are 'the exchequer of the poor.'" + +"I trust, Mr. Flint," said Professor Anstice, who, having withdrawn +his attention from the schooner, could now bring it to bear nearer +home,--"I trust we may not altogether lose sight of you after these +pleasant days together, I shall be glad--" + +"Papa!" + +"Yes, my dear, I know you should be included. My daughter and I will +be glad to see you at our house on Stuyvesant Square." With this he +pulled out a card, but, discovering in time that it contained the +address of his typewriter, he returned it to his pocket and +substituted his own. + +"I thank you," said Flint, with more of human heartiness in his voice +than I had ever heard before,--"I thank you, and I shall not fail to +avail myself of the privilege. Here comes the carryall! Good-bye!" + +A moment later he was gone. Dr. Cricket goes by the night boat this +evening, and Philip Brady leaves on Monday. How dull we shall be! + + + + + CHAPTER XII + + "PIPPA PASSES" + + +The train for New York came along duly, and Flint clambered into it as +quickly as the impediment of his luggage permitted. He stowed away his +belongings in the car-rack,--his bag, umbrella, and the overcoat which +seemed a sarcasm upon the torrid heat of the car. A flat, square +package which formed part of his luggage he treated with more +respectful courtesy, giving it the window-seat, and watching with care +lest it slip from the position in which he had propped it. + +When the engine ceased to puff, and the bell to ring, when the wheels +began to revolve and the landscape to move slowly out of sight, Flint +leaned out of the window for one more glance at the dull little +cluster of houses, beautiful only for what it connoted; then he drew +in his head, and settled himself against the cushions of wool plush to +which railroad companies treat their passengers in August. + +He was not in an enviable frame of mind. He felt like a fool who had +been masquerading as a martyr. He had given up two weeks of vacation, +of rest and comfort and health-giving breezes fresh from the +uncontaminable ocean, to go back to the noisy pavements, the clanging +car-bells, the noisome odors of the city,--and all for what? Simply +because a jealous fisherman and a hysterically sympathetic young woman +chose to foist it upon him as his duty. + +Duty? Why was it his duty? What was duty after all? Did it not include +doing to yourself as others would have you do unto them? Decidedly, he +had been a fool. As for Tilly Marsden--here a vague and--shall I +confess it?--not wholly uncomplacent pang smote him, as he remembered +her red eyes, and the trembling of her hand as she set the doughnuts +before him this morning. There was one who would for a day or two, at +least, genuinely regret his departure. Let that be set off against the +aggressive benevolence of Miss Standish's parting, indicating, as it +did, unalloyed satisfaction. + +From Miss Standish, his thoughts wandered to the other inmates of the +White-House. Ben Bradford at this hour would be lounging over the golf +field, driver in hand, making himself believe that he was taking +exercise. Dr. Cricket, no doubt, was playing chess with Miss Standish +(beating her, he hoped); and Winifred Anstice--what was she doing? +Leaning back, perhaps, in the hammock, as he had seen her so often +lately, with one arm thrown over her head, pillowed against the mass +of cardinal cushions. Was she feeling a little remorseful, and +bestowing a regretful thought upon the man whom she was driving away +from all the coolness and comfort which she was experiencing? If he +could be sure of that, he could forgive her; but, as likely as not, +she was driving cheerfully about the country behind Marsden's colt, +smiling, perhaps, as she recalled the series of misadventures which +had marked her acquaintance with the supercilious stranger whose +civility she and her colt had put to rout. + +Flint's morbid musings had taken more time than he realized, for at +this point, to his surprise, the conductor thrust his head in at the +door shouting, _New_ London, as if the passengers were likely to +mistake it for the older city on the other Thames. Here a boy came +aboard the train with a basket laden with oranges, scalloped +gingerbread, and papers of popcorn labelled, "Take some home." + +The misguided youth tried to insinuate a package into Flint's lap, but +was met with an abrupt demand to remove it with haste. His successor, +bearing a load of New York afternoon papers, fared better. Flint +selected an "Evening Post," and, leaning back in his corner, strove +to find oblivion from the wriggling of the small child in front, and +the wailing of the infant in the rear of the car. + +Hotter and hotter, the blistering sun beat upon the station; and, as +though the misery were not already great enough, an engine, panting +apparently with the heat, must needs draw up close beside Flint's +window. + +In vain did he try to concentrate his attention upon the Condition of +the Finances, the Great Strike in Pittsburg, or the Latest Dynamite +Plot in Russia. Between him and the printed page rose the vision of +cool, translucent waves crawling up the long reach of damp sand to +break at last upon the little shelf of slippery stones. Could it be +that only yesterday he was tumbling about in that surf, and to-day +_here_? He thought vaguely what a good moral the contrast would have +pointed to the sixteenthly of one of his great ancestor's sermons; +then he fell to wondering if the old gentleman's theology would have +stood the strain of an experience like this. Fancy even this carful +doomed to an eternal August journey! Ah, the car is moving again! +Thank Heaven for that! Purgatory after Hell approaches Paradise. + +On and on the train jogs, over flat marshes, past white-spired +churches, and factory chimneys belching forth their quota of heat and +smoke. The twin rocks, which guard New Haven, loom in view at last; +and Flint feels that he is drawing towards home. If it were not for +the square, flat package, he would get out and stretch his legs by a +walk on the platform. As it is, he picks up the package tenderly, and +transports it to the smoking-car. The air here, although filled with +smoke, seems more bearable. The leather seats, too, are more +tolerable, as his hand falls on them, and, best of all, he can light +his pipe here. With the first puff dawns a serenity with which neither +faith nor philosophy had been able to endue the journey hitherto. + +After all, what are two weeks?--a mere trifle; and he can make it up +by a run down to the Virginia Springs in October. This will give a +good quiet time too, for the foreign "Review" critiques. The libraries +are empty at this time of year, and he can study in peace. Of course +there will be a pile of letters waiting for him. + +With that reflection, came, irresistibly, the thought of Winifred +Anstice, and their curious, mutually deceptive correspondence. In the +swiftly thronging events of the last twenty-four hours, he had +scarcely had time to let his mind dwell upon that strange clearing up +between them last night. He smiled, unconsciously, as he remembered +the look of utter bewilderment in those great eyes of hers. + +"Candy, sir, peanuts, oranges, and gingerbread! Popcorn in papers! +Take some home?" With this the train-boy, quite oblivious that this +was the same person who had met his advances so cavalierly in the +other car, again held out an olive branch, this time a cornucopia +marked "Ridley, best broken candy." + +To his own surprise, Flint felt himself fingering in his pocket for a +dime, and heard himself say, "That's all right, I don't want the +stuff. Take it in to that little chap in a striped suit, in the next +car,--dirty little beggar, wriggled like an eel all day. This will +probably make him wriggle all night. Never mind, serves him right." + +The boy grinned. + +A passenger in the next seat turned round. + +"It is pleasant," he said with a smile, "to see such kindness of heart +survive on a day like this." + +"Sir," answered Flint, "don't mistake me for a philanthropist. I make +a small, but honest livelihood at a different calling." + +The man's smile died out in a little disappointment; and he turned +again to his paper. Imperfect sympathies! Flint took up his paper +also, and read until the sudden shutting off of light warned him that +the train had entered the tunnel. Through the checkered darkness, he +made his way back; his flat, square package under his arm, to the +other car, where all was in the confusion of preparation for arrival. +The pale little mother of the wriggling boy looked up, as he entered. + +"Thank you, sir," she began; "it was very kind in you--" + +"Not at all, madam; the boy would have been much better without it," +Flint answered. The art of being thanked gracefully is a difficult +one, and Flint had never acquired it. + +The train came to a standstill with a jerk which, but for Flint's hand +put out to steady her, would have thrown the pale little woman to the +floor. He stopped at the car-steps, lifted her and her bundles, her +boy and her bird-cage, to the platform, then, touching his hat +hurriedly, as if in nervous fear of being thanked again, he made off +at full speed to the outlet, where his ears were greeted with the +familiar sounds of-- + +"Cab, sir? Cab? Cab? Have a cab?" which sounded like the chorus of a +Chinese opera. "No, I won't have a cab, unless you intend to treat me +to a free ride," Flint remarked, ironically, to the nearest applicant, +and then swung himself aboard the yellow car at the corner. + +As it made its way downtown, he was struck with the strangeness which +the city had assumed, after so short an absence. It did not look like +New York at all; and he could not remember noticing before how large +a part of the population lived on the street. It reminded him of +Naples. He was forced to admit, too, that it had a certain charm of +its own,--a charm which deepened as he reached "The Chancellor," the +bachelor apartment-house which did duty for a home to a score of +unmarried men. He was met by the janitor with a cordiality born of the +remembrance of many past gratuities. Yes, his telegram ("wire," the +man in uniform called it) had been received, and his rooms were in +order. He pulled out his latch-key and turned it in the lock. The door +opened on an interior pleasantly familiar, yet piquantly removed from +the dulness of every-day acquaintance. The matting was agreeable to +his foot. The green bronze Narcissus in the corner beckoned +invitingly; above all, the porcelain tub in the bath-room beyond, with +its unlimited supply of water, and sybaritic variety of towels, +appealed to him irresistibly. Into it he plunged with all despatch, +and emerged more cheerful, as well as less begrimed. + +An hour later, clad in fresh linen, white vest, and thin summer suit, +he sallied forth in search of dinner. He felt that he had earned a +good one, and did not intend to scrimp himself. After a moment's +deliberation, he turned into Fifth Avenue, and, at Twenty-sixth +Street, made his way through the open door of Delmonico's. He saw +with pleasure that his favorite table (the second from the corner on +the street, not too conspicuous, and yet commanding the avenue) was +vacant. He slipped into the chair which the waiter drew out for him, +and took up the bill of fare. With the sight of the menu, he felt his +flickering appetite revive; but it was still capricious, and would not +brook the thought of meat. Little-Neck clams, of course. They seemed +to convey a delicate intimation to the waiting stomach of favors to +come. Soup? No, too hot for soup. Frogs' legs a la McVickar? Yes, he +would have those, though he did not exactly know what "a la McVickar" +indicated, and felt that he should lose caste with the waiter by +inquiring. When that functionary recommended a bite of broiled +tenderloin, prepared with Madeira sauce, and the addition of fresh +mushrooms and a small sweetbread, he allowed himself to be persuaded. +An English snipe, with chicory salad and some cheese, with coffee, +completed his order. Oh, and a pint of Rudesheimer with it! + +The waiter departed; and Flint, not hungry enough to be impatient, +settled back in his chair with the damp evening paper unopened beside +him. The sigh he gave was one of satisfaction, rather than regret. His +gastronomic taste was to some extent feminine. He cared as much for +the service as for the thing served, and found a carnal gratification +in the shining glass and the table linen, smoothed to the verge of +slipperiness. Really, he wondered how he could have endured the Nepaug +Inn so long. + +A hand laid upon his shoulder caused him to turn his head quickly. + +"Halloa, Graham! You here?" + +"Yes, we sail on the 'Etruria' to-morrow,--only in town over night. +Beastly hot, isn't it? My wife is here. Come over, won't you, and let +me present you?" + +Now Mr. Jonas Harrington Graham, though one of the most fashionable, +was by no means the best beloved of Flint's acquaintance; and it was +with an inward conviction of perjury that he murmured, "Most happy, +I'm sure," and made his way to the table by the centre window which +the Grahams had selected. The lady already seated there was sleek and +well appointed. Flint noticed that the people at the other tables did +her the honor to prolong their casual glance to an instant's critical +inspection. The women studied her costume of black with white lace as +if wondering whether the confection of a Parisian artist might not be +successfully duplicated by a domestic dressmaker (as it never can, +ladies). The men's gaze generalized more, but had in it a hint of +approbation which Flint found offensive. He did not relish the idea +of making one of a restaurant party which challenged observation; but +he perceived at once that it was unavoidable. Mrs. Graham was very +gracious, and insisted, with much emphasis, that he should take his +dinner with them. + +"You _must_ come and dine with us at our table. You look _so_ lonely +over there," she remarked. "I have some sympathy with bachelors. My +husband was one once." + +"Yes," answered Flint; "I knew him in those pre-madamite days." + +This allusion was too occult for Mrs. Graham. She smiled the smile of +assent without apprehension, and asked if Flint had been at Bar Harbor +this summer. He should have been; it was _so_ pleasant. The young man +felt a wild desire to set forth the rival charms of Nepaug, and urge +her to try it next season. The thought of her and her husband settled +at the inn made him smile as he saw her lift a roll in her delicately +ringed fingers, and smooth back the lace of her cuffs. What would +happen, he wondered, if she were seated before a Nepaug dinner, with a +Nepaug tablecloth and napkin? + +"I have not been so far afield as Mount Desert," he answered, with an +irrepressible smile at his own thoughts. "I stayed in town till July, +and then I went to Nepaug. Perhaps you never heard of that delightful +summer resort?" + +"Nepaug? Nepaug?" repeated Mrs. Graham, with as near an approach to +reflection as she ever permitted herself. "Why, that's where Winifred +Anstice was going! Do you know Winifred Anstice?" + +"Do _you_ know her?" Flint questioned in his turn, in some surprise. + +"Oh, dear, yes; we met her one summer when we were travelling in the +West. We were visiting on the same ranch. Mr. Graham quite lost his +head over her; didn't you, dear?" + +"Well, I was a little touched. She showed up uncommonly well out +there,--rode a broncho, and beat all the men firing a pistol." + +"Yes," his wife added, "and then so clever--so _frightfully_ clever. +Why, I've seen her _reading_ before breakfast, and not a novel either. +You and she must have enjoyed each other; for Mr. Graham tells me you +are--" + +"Frightfully clever, too? Don't believe any such slander, I beg of +you, Mrs. Graham! It is not fair to blast a man's reputation like that +at the very outset. What chance would there be for me in society, if +such a rumor got abroad?" + +"Well," responded Mrs. Graham, "there's a great deal of truth in what +you say. It's very nice of course to be lively and good company, and +all that; but when it comes to right down cleverness, and particularly +bookish cleverness, it does stand in a man's way socially. At the +smartest houses, they don't want to be talked down, and still less to +be written up afterward. I don't feel so myself. I just _dote_ on +literary people; but then I am called positively blue." + +"What was there to do at Nepaug?" asked Mr. Graham, who had not +followed the intricacies of his wife's remarks. "Any good shooting?" + +"I'm afraid not, unless you rode a cow and shot at a goat," Flint +answered, and was rather relieved to have the conversation drift away +on to the comparative merits, as hunting-grounds, of the different +sections of the country. The subject was not specially exciting to +Flint; but it was at least impersonal, and he felt an unaccountable +aversion to hearing any further discussion of Winifred Anstice. + +The diners had advanced to the meat course,--Graham having +complimented Flint so far as to duplicate his order, with the addition +of an ice for Mrs. Graham and Pommery Sec for the party,--when a noise +was heard further up the avenue. The sound drew nearer, and the notes +of a brass band tooted a lively tune which re-echoed from the walls of +the Brunswick, and drew a crowd from the benches of the square. +Several people in the restaurant left their places, and came to the +window to investigate the commotion. Flint himself rose, napkin in +hand, and stood under the blaze of the lights, looking out. + +"Oh!" exclaimed Mrs. Graham, raising her lorgnon as the procession +came in sight, "it's that horrid Salvation Army!" + +"Bless me! so it is," assented her husband, adjusting his eye-glass. +"Pretty girl, though, that--in the front row with the tambourine." + +Flint's eyes followed his companion's, and saw Nora Costello walking a +few paces in advance of her comrades, the electric light from the +northern edge of the square falling on her pale face and rings of +dark, curling hair. + +The tambourines jangled discordantly; the brass instruments were out +of tune; the rag-tag crowd surged about, some jeering, some +cheering,--everything in the environment was repellent, but in the +midst shone that pale face like a star. + +Attracted by the brilliant lights within, or perhaps impelled by that +curious psychic law which arrests the attention of one closely +watched, the girl turned her head as she passed their corner, and her +eyes met those of Flint; she smiled gravely, and he bowed. + +Graham saw the interchange of glances, and looked at the man beside +him, with the raised eyebrows of amused comprehension. Flint could +have shot him. + +"I don't see," said Mrs. Graham, returning to her venison, "why they +let those creatures go about like that, making everybody +uncomfortable. They are very annoying." + +"Yes, very. So were the early Christians," murmured Flint, as he +helped himself to the mushrooms. + +"I never studied church history," said Mrs. Graham, a little +repressively. She felt that the conversation was bordering on +blasphemy, and sought to turn it into safer channels. She begged +Flint, whom, she looked upon, in spite of his denials, as alarmingly +cultivated, to recommend a course of reading for the steamer, so that +she might be "up" on the associations of the English lakes. + +"You know," she said, "I just _adore_ Wordsworth. I think 'Lucy Grey' +and 'Peter Bell' are too sweet for anything, and the 'Picnic'--no, I +mean the 'Excursion' is my favorite of them all. So light and +cheerful; I'm glad the dear man did take a day off once in a while." + +Flint gravely promised a Life of Wordsworth, to be sent to the +"Etruria" to-morrow, and then, bidding his companions adieu, he passed +out into the night. + +His mood, as he strolled up the avenue, was far from complacent. He +felt a contempt for himself, as the sport of every passing impression. +It was not enough, it seemed, that he should have cut short a summer +vacation, and come hurrying back to the city at Winifred Anstice's +behest. He must vibrate to every whim about him. He had found, with +inward disgust, that he was raising his elbow to shake hands with the +Grahams, instead of holding his hand at the customary, self-respecting +angle; and that he might be still further convicted of weak +mindedness, he had a sense of being in some inexplicable fashion +dominated by the vision of Nora Costello and her comrades. Not that he +experienced any sudden drawing to the Salvation Army; he felt, to the +core, its crudeness, its limitations, its social dangers. His reason +assured him that its methods threatened socialism and anarchy. He +could have demolished all General Booth's pet theories by an appeal to +the simplest logical processes, but that it seemed absurd to apply +logic to so crude a scheme. "Nevertheless," said conscience, "these +people are striving, however blunderingly, to better the condition of +the forlorn, the wicked, and the wretched. What are _you_ doing about +it?" He had almost framed a defence, when it suddenly occurred to him +that he was under no accusations, except from his own soul, and such +thoughts and impulses as had arisen at sight of Nora Costello, moving +in the world outside the social wall behind which he had intrenched +himself. + +"I suppose," he said to himself, with a shrug, "if I were living in +the Massachusetts of a hundred years ago, I should be considered in a +hopeful way to conversion. Now, we have learned just how far we may +indulge an emotion, without allowing it to eventuate in action." + +Yet the passing of Nora Costello, like the passing of Pippa in the +poem, had left its light, ineffaceable touch on at least one life that +night. + + + + + CHAPTER XIII + + A SOLDIER + + "'T was August, and the fierce sun overhead + Smote on the squalid streets of Bethnal Green; + And the pale weaver, through his windows seen + In Spitalfields, look'd thrice dispirited. + + "I met a preacher there I knew, and said: + 'Ill and o'erworked, how fare you in this scene?' + 'Bravely!' he said; 'for I of late have been + Much cheered with thoughts of Christ, the _living bread_.'" + + +Nora Costello was even more moved than Flint by their chance meeting, +if meeting it could be called, under the white light of the lamps of +Madison Square. On leaving Nepaug, she had resolutely shut out of her +mental horizon the acquaintances that she had made in her few days +there. She felt instinctively that any further continuance of the +associations would be fraught with embarrassing complications, if not +actual perils. These people belonged to a world to which she was as +dead as though she had taken the black veil in a convent. + +As the daughter of the manse, in her young girlhood she had come in +contact with people of refinement and some wealth; people of keen +perceptions if somewhat pronounced limitations; and she realized that +in enlisting in the Salvation Army, she had not only shocked their +prejudices beyond repair, but had wrenched herself out of their +sympathies in a degree which could not have been exceeded by an actual +crime on her part. + +Time had in some measure healed the sensitiveness which had been +sorely wounded by the withdrawal and disapproval of these early +friends; but she seemed to feel all reflected and renewed in her brief +acquaintance with the strangers at Nepaug, especially in her +intercourse with Miss Standish. There is a curious resemblance, which +lies deeper than outward circumstances, between New England and +Scotland. The same outward environment of frugal poverty, the same +inward experience of intense religious exaltation, continued from +generation to generation, produced in early New England a type closely +allied to the Scotch Covenanters, and many resemblances still linger +among their descendants, widely as they may be removed from the +primitive conditions which formed their ancestors. + +Miss Standish's manner was marked by all the old Covenanters' +directness, and in spite of her prepossession in Nora Costello's +favor, showed clearly that she looked upon her as an extremist, if not +a fanatic. + +"What took you into that Salvation Army?" she had asked, as she sat by +Nora's bedside in the upper front chamber of the White-House. + +"A divine call, I hope," Nora had answered. + +"Couldn't you have done just as much good in some of the churches?" + +"Very likely, but there's many will be doing that work, and there's no +over-crowding among us highway-and-hedgers." + +Nora remembered a curious little look on Miss Standish's face, as if +she thought the answer savored of sarcasm. This expression had led her +on to further explanation:-- + +"I know just how folk will be feeling about the Army. I know how I +felt myself before I signed the Articles of War,--as if it was much +like joining a circus-troop, going about so with a brass band." + +"Well, isn't it?" asked Miss Standish, bluntly. + +Nora colored, but answered amiably: "No, it does not look so to me +now,--whiles there's things in the Army work for which I've no liking +myself, the noise and a'; but such things are not for you and me. We +can get our spiritual aid and comfort somewhere else; but these are +like a snare spread for the souls we are hunting, and when you see the +rough men come round us like those in the London streets, it's fair +wonderfu' how they be taken wi' the drums and torches." + +"Humph!" sniffed Miss Standish, "it is as easy to gather converts with +a drum as to collect flies round a lump of sugar,--men will always +come buzzing about where there is any excitement. The question is, +Have you got the fly-paper to make 'em stick?" + +At Nepaug Nora had smiled at Miss Standish's blunt questions; but +here, in the depression of spirits caused by overwork and the deadened +atmosphere, the words came back to her with overwhelming force. When +she rose on the morning after seeing Flint standing in the window at +Delmonico's, she found more than one importunate question arising in +her mind. Was it worth while after all--the sacrifice she was making, +the work, the worry, and above all the contact with so much that +offended her taste and judgment? + +Were not those people behind the curtains, with their purple and fine +linen, more nearly right than she? They at least found and gave +pleasure for the moment--while she--? Then there swept over her the +recollection of the drunkard who had shouted loudest in the hallelujah +chorus and reeled home drunk after the meeting, of the penitent girl +whom she had seen one night dissolved in tears, the next out on the +streets again at her old calling,--"Yes," she admitted sadly, "Miss +Standish is right. It is one thing to catch them, but another to keep +them." If it had been only the sinners, she would not have minded so +much, but there were some things about her fellow-officers-- Here +she stopped, for her loyalty would not allow her to go on, even in +thought. This mood of depression was not an uncommon thing in Nora +Costello's life, but she sought the antidote in prayer and work. + +After her morning devotions, she spent an hour in setting her room to +rights; watering the plants on the window-sill, feeding the bird in +the cage, and then, after a breakfast of the most frugal sort, she +started on her way to her post. Although it was not yet eight o'clock +when she emerged from the door of the tenement-house where she lodged, +a haze of heat hung over the city like a pall, the sun was already +beating with a sickening glare upon the sidewalk, which still showed +signs of having been made a sleeping place by those who found their +crowded quarters within too suffocating for endurance. On the +doorstep, worn with the feet of the frequent passers, sat a weary +woman, nursing her baby. Nora's heart sank as she noticed the deathly +pallor of the little thing. She stopped, bent over, and listened to +its breathing. Then she lifted the eyelid streaked with blue, and +looked into the fast dimming eye. + +"That bairn needs a doctor," she said to the mother. "Come with me; +there is a dispensary on the next block." + +Rising stupidly, with her infant in her arms, the woman in dull +obedience followed her down the sun-baked block to the door marked: + + "DISPENSARY. + + "PATIENTS TREATED FREE FROM TEN TO TWELVE O'CLOCK." + +Nora looked at the sign in discouragement; instinct told her that two +hours of delay would be fatal. The child was evidently nearing a state +of collapse. Turning about entirely baffled, Nora's eyes fell upon an +elderly man coming down the street at a brisk trot, a travelling bag +in one hand and a large white umbrella in the other. He was evidently +a gentleman,--which was strange, for gentlemen did not often appear in +Bayard Street. What was stranger still, he looked up at the numbers of +the houses as if he were seeking a friend, and, strangest of all, at +the sight of herself he took off his hat, and her astonished gaze +rested upon Dr. Cricket. + +"Well, well, Captain," the little Doctor cried, peering at her with +his near-sighted frown. "I _am_ in luck. I came down on the night +boat, and hurried over here right away; but we were so late I was +afraid you might have got off to headquarters to report for duty. I +promised Miss Standish when I left Nepaug that I would surely see you +on my way through New York. She felt so worried about your coming back +so soon to this town, which is like a bake-oven,--or would be if it +smelled better." + +All this the good Doctor poured forth so rapidly that Nora could not +get in a word edgewise. When at length she found space to utter a +reply, she cried out, "Oh, Doctor, never mind me, but take pity on +this bairn! It's in an awfu' way." + +"Pooh, Pooh, nothing of the sort!" answered the Doctor, with +professional cheerfulness, before he had fairly glanced at the child. +Then aside to Nora: "We must get into the dispensary somehow. Water, +hot and cold, are what the child needs. It is near a convulsion." + +At this juncture, as eight o'clock was striking, the dispensary clerk +arrived, key in hand, and, seeing the emergency, put all the resources +of the building at the disposal of Dr. Cricket, who soon brought a +better color to the little face, and handing the child, rolled in a +blanket, to the mother, bade her keep it cool. The woman looked +blankly at the rising wave of heat outside; Dr. Cricket too looked +out, and felt the shadow of her hopelessness fall on himself. "Here," +he said suddenly, pressing a bill into her hand, "take that; get your +baby dressed and onto the Coney Island boat as quick as you can." + +The woman took the bill and crumpled it in her fingers; but she turned +away without uttering either thanks or protest. + +"You must na mind the ongraciousness o' the puir mither," Nora said, +as they turned away. "She is too fashed and clear worn out to have any +sense o' gratitude left." In her excitement the girl dropped into a +nearer approach to dialect than marked her ordinary speech. + +"My dear young lady," said the Doctor, "do you suppose I hold you +responsible for the manners of Bayard Street? You won't be here to be +held responsible for anything long if this heat lasts. I wish to the +devil (excuse me!) I could get you out of the hole. We need just such +a person as you at our Sanatorium in Germantown. What do you say to +coming to try it for two months at least?" + +The offer chimed in so with her morning thoughts that it seemed to +Nora a direct temptation of the devil, and she thrust it away almost +angrily. + +"Never be speaking o' such a thing! Do you think I would desert now +when the war is raging?" + +"I don't know anything about your Salvation Army jargon," answered the +Doctor, with equal brusqueness; "if it's the war with sin you're +talking about, you needn't be afraid of lack of fighting wherever you +go--I'll wager Philadelphia can furnish as lively service as New +York." + +Nora laughed, showing her white teeth in genuine amusement. + +"Well, I'm fearing you're richt, Doctor, and you must na fancy I dinna +recognise your kindness in wanting to get me out of 'this hole;' but +I'm called to work right here, and I must 'stay by the stuff,' like +the men in the Bible." + +"Then my taking the trouble to come here without any breakfast goes +for nothing," said the Doctor, a little crossly. He liked his own way, +and he liked to help people, and this girl was balking him in both +desires. + +"Good for nothing!" cried Nora. "You must na say so. You dare na say +so, when God put it into your hands to save a life! Dinna ye remember +the story of Abdallah, and how the golden leaf of his clover, the most +precious leaf he found on earth, was the life which it was given to +him to save?" + +Nora stopped in her words, as in her walk, for they had reached the +corner where her division headquarters stood. Dr. Cricket made no +answer to her little sermon--only put out his hands in response to +hers, and gave her a grip like a freemason's. "Maybe you're right +after all," he said, "and I like your pluck, right or wrong. Only +remember, if you want help, or think better of my offer, just drop a +line to Dr. Alonzo Cricket at the Sanatorium." + +When the good-byes were said, Nora stood a moment watching the +Doctor's little figure moving jerkily down the street under its white +umbrella. "I believe he was sent," she said to herself. "I must try to +be to some other puir soul what he has been to me this day." + +At her desk at headquarters Nora found a memorandum of four letters to +be written,--three to men in the prison at Sing-Sing. These she +despatched speedily, with the aid of a typewriter; but the fourth she +wrote with her own hand, for it was in answer to one from an orphan +girl who was coming to New York in search of work, and who desired to +be put in the way of finding a safe boarding-place. Nora's heart was +touched by a peculiar sympathy at the thought of the girl's +loneliness, so closely allied to her own, and she wanted her to feel +that it was a friend, and not merely an officer of the Army, who +responded to her appeal, and held out the right hand of fellowship. + +It was eleven o'clock when the letters were written, and Nora ran +downstairs to vary her industry by cutting out baby-clothes in the +workroom. Just as she was taking the shears in hand, however, news was +brought in of an accident to a factory-girl who had crushed her foot +in the machinery, and had been brought home to her lodgings in the +house on the next corner. + +To this house Nora went, and found the girl alone, and weeping more +from loneliness than suffering. The doctor had left, promising to come +again, and to send an ambulance later in the day, to take the sufferer +to the hospital. Nora knocked gently at the chamber door. + +"Come in!" a voice from within answered wearily. + +The visitor, standing in the doorway, was impressed by the dreariness +of disorder which reigned inside. Such a room would have been +impossible to Nora herself while hands and knees and a scrubbing-brush +were left to her. In one sweeping glance she took in the hastily +dumped clothing on the floor, the bureau heaped with mussy finery, the +fly-specked window-pane, and soiled bed-spread. + +"Who are you?" asked the girl, raising her head from the pillow. "Oh, +one of those Salvation Army women," she added, as she caught sight of +the dark bonnet. + +"Yes," answered Nora, "I heard of your accident and that you were all +alone. I have come to try to help you." + +"You can't. Nobody can help me. I wish I was dead." With this the girl +buried her face in the pillow and resumed her half-hysterical weeping. + +Nora wisely wasted no words in trying to prove her ability to help, +but began quietly to hang up the clothes, to slip the soiled lace and +brass chains from the top of the bureau into the drawer, to close the +blinds, and fold a towel over a basin on the chair within reach of the +sufferer. + +"There," she said, "maybe if you could wash you'd feel a bit more +comfortable, and I'll run round to my lodgings--they're not far +off--and back in no time." + +When she reappeared, it was with a snowy white dimity spread taken +from her own bed, a pitcher of ice-water, and a large palm-leaf fan. +When the bed was re-made, the self-appointed nurse seated herself by +the bedside of the sick girl, promising to stay until the coming of +the ambulance, and settling down to listen to all the details of the +accident, which seemed to give the victim a grewsome satisfaction in +rehearsing. + +When the ambulance arrived, and the patient departed, the nurse began +to realize that it was three o'clock, and that she had had no food +since seven. As the Bible-reading was at four, she had time only for a +hastily swallowed cup of tea, and a slice of bread and butter, with a +bit of cold meat, before the reading, after which she went home, +bathed, rested, and supped, before presenting herself again at +headquarters for the night duty, which called her to patrol the +streets with a companion officer (a dull, rather coarse woman, who +"exhorted" and sang through her nose) until after midnight. + +Then she went home and to bed, inwardly thanking Heaven for her happy +day. She felt, as she would have said, that she had been "awfu' +favored." + + + + + CHAPTER XIV + + TWO SOUL-SIDES + + "Thanks to God, the meanest of his creatures + Boasts two soul-sides--one to face the world with, + One to show a woman when he loves her." + + +A man's character is like the body of a child,--it grows unequally and +in sections. Certain qualities in Flint had lain throughout these +thirty-three years wholly undeveloped and unaffected by the culture of +other characteristics. In his case the dormancy of the sympathetic +side of his nature was no doubt largely due to the absence of those +close family ties which call out in most of us our first sense of the +kinship of the race. + +Flint had no recollection of either father or mother, and he was an +only child. On his mother's death, he was sent to the home of an uncle +and aunt in Syracuse. They received him without enthusiasm, and only +because it was inevitable that the child should be cared for, and +there was no one else to undertake the task. Flint sometimes recalled, +with a feeling of bitterness against Fate, those early years of +repression, when silence and self-obliteration were the only merits or +attractions asked for in the orphan boy. + +Those formative years might have proved a much drearier period but for +the circumstance that his uncle's house was provided with a library, +made up of books of all grades and qualities. To these volumes young +Jonathan was at liberty to help himself without let or hindrance, +provided he handled them with care. + +Mr. Mullett Flint was a collector of books, but not a reader. Elzevirs +and Aldines and first editions bound by Riviere pleased him as so much +pottery might have pleased him, and he took great pride in relating +how the value of his purchases had increased on his hands. His +guidance in the paths of literature would not have been of great +benefit to his nephew had he been disposed to offer it; but, in fact, +he wasted little thought either on the contents of books or on his +nephew's mental progress. His tastes, interests, and ambitions lay +wholly in the business world, in the making of money, and the handling +of mercantile affairs of magnitude. Had Jonathan, as he grew older, +shown more sharpness and sagacity, some bond of sympathy, if not +attachment, might have formed itself between the two. As it was, they +drifted farther and farther apart. The uncle looked with a shrug of +his shoulders at the boy curled up in one of the library arm-chairs on +a Saturday morning, poring over a volume of the Waverley Novels, when +he himself was briskly making ready to betake himself to business. + +"I wish that boy had any enterprise. I'd rather see him breaking +windows or shooting cats out the back door than dawdling like that," +he said once to his wife. + +"Yes," answered that worthy lady,--"and he wears out the furniture +so!" + +Mrs. Mullett Flint was one of those heavy, apathetic women who seem to +have a special attraction for brisk, energetic men of Mr. Flint's +type. If he ever made the discovery that apathy and amiability are not +identical, he never revealed his disappointment to the world,--perhaps +for the same reason that he kept silence over the failure of other +investments, lest the rumor should injure his reputation for +shrewdness as a business-man. + +From the beginning Mrs. Mullett Flint had taken one of her apathetic +dislikes to the little Jonathan. He was no kindred of hers, and she +thought it rather hard at her time of life to have her housekeeping +put about by a boy whose feet were always muddy and who had a +reprehensible habit of tucking them under him when he sat down, as he +did with utter lack of discrimination in the matter of relative values +in furniture. Her manner toward the child was not intentionally +unkind, but it was wholly devoid of the tenderness which is as +necessary to the growth of a child as air and sunshine to a plant. She +always called him by his full name, which sounded strangely prim and +formal applied to the little kilted figure with its thatch of black +hair. He recalled distinctly once going up to the long pier-glass +between the two windows and stroking his own hair as he had seen a +mother across the street do for her boy at the window opposite, and +then saying softly, in imitation of supposed maternal tones, "Johnny! +Dear little Johnny!" + +Such moods of sentiment were exceedingly rare in Flint's earliest +infancy, and grew rarer as he advanced in life. At twelve he was sent +to boarding-school, and thence to college, with scarcely an interval +of home life. In college he formed several friendships; but in each he +was and felt himself the superior, whereby he lost the inestimable +privilege of looking up. + +There had been a decided difference of opinion between Mr. Mullett +Flint and his nephew in regard to the choice of a college. Mr. Flint +strongly urged that the family traditions should be preserved, and +that Jonathan should pursue his education under the shadow of old +Nassau, "where giant Edwards stamped his iron heel." The nephew was as +strongly prejudiced against Princeton as the uncle in its favor. He +declared that the educative effect of living for four years within +sight of his venerated ancestor's grave in President's Row was more +than offset by other considerations, and that if the influence of the +departed still lingered about the college halls he was as likely to +fall under the spell of Aaron Burr as under that of Jonathan Edwards. +With all the headstrong will of youth he determined to go to Harvard, +and carried his point, though not without a degree of friction, which +alienated him still farther from his uncle. + +It was, therefore, with immense surprise that, on Mr. Flint's death, +which occurred in Jonathan's junior year at college, the young man +learned that his uncle had left him his library and a substantial +share of his fortune. The terms of the will were not flattering. "To +my nephew, Jonathan Edwards Flint," so it ran, "I leave this amount, +realizing that the money left him by his father is inadequate for his +support, and that he will never have the energy to make a living for +himself." + +The widow wrote a conventional note of combined self-condolence and +congratulation for Jonathan over his inheritance. Between the lines +Flint quite easily read that her latent aversion to him was augmented +by her husband's bequest. + +"I have decided," she wrote, "to go at once to London, where I shall +probably reside for some years. I shall therefore strip my house of +furniture preparatory to renting. I will pack up the books which now +belong to you, and await your instructions as to the address to which +you would like them forwarded. Should we not meet again--and I presume +you will agree with me that it is hardly worth while to interrupt your +studies at Cambridge for a trip to New York before the steamer +sails--pray accept my best wishes for your future happiness and +prosperous career." + +With this cool leave-taking Flint's association with his aunt had come +to an end. The books, which were his earliest friends, followed him +about from place to place, until at length they had found a home on +the walls of his study in "The Chancellor." + +The work of his first solitary evening after his return from Nepaug +was to pull off the sheets and newspapers with which the caretaker of +his room had vainly striven to protect them against the all-pervading +dust of summer. He sat in his easy-chair, running over the titles with +the endeared eye of long familiarity. + +There stood a set of Edwards's treatises, in eight ponderous volumes; +their leaves yellow with age, and cut only here and there at irregular +intervals. "Freedom of the Will" and "The Nature of Virtue" jostled +"Original Sin;" and "The History of Redemption" leaned up against +"God's Last End in the Creation of the World." + +On the same shelf, as if with sarcastic attempt to mark the logical +sequence, Flint had placed a black-clad row of John Stuart Mill's +essays, while Hume and Hobbes looked out above and below. It amused +Flint, as he sat there alone, to fancy these polemical gentlemen +issuing from their bindings and sitting down together around his +evening lamp, to talk things over. "Probably," he mused, with that +idle pensiveness which is the lazy man's apology to himself for not +thinking, "the thing which would surprise them most would be to see +how much they held in common. If they could get rid of the cant of +theology and the jargon of metaphysics, they would find that they were +not so far apart after all. But I don't know that that would gratify +them so much,--certainly not the old parson, for he belonged to the +Church Militant if ever any one did, and dearly loved to belabor his +enemies with the spiritual weapons too heavy for any but him to +handle. Well, it _was_ a temptation to let something fly, be it Bible +or brickbat, at the head of the average dullard. How was it that some +people did not find the average man dull? There was Winifred Anstice, +for instance,--she seemed to find something interesting in every one +she met. Perhaps because she did not try to approach them on the +intellectual side at all, but took them into her sympathies and +soothed their troubles, as he remembered that mother across the way +from his uncle's house soothing the little son and wiping away his +tears." + +_Perhaps, after all, she was right and he was wrong._ It was almost +the first time in Flint's life that he had ever definitely formulated +a confession that his attitude towards life in general was not what it +might be. Once formulated, it began to grow upon him curiously. He +found himself reviewing whole courses of conduct, and testing them by +new rules and standards. + +At first these rules and standards were cold and rigid abstractions; +but gradually they took on a faint echo of personality, and he found +himself speculating on what Winifred Anstice would have done or said, +on occasions when he felt himself to have been harsh and hard. This +haunting influence was intensified by the presence of the portrait +which he had brought away from Nepaug; the picture of the gray-robed +Quakeress, with the soft dark eyes, and the white lace, and the point +of flame at her breast. + +He had lost all appreciation of its artistic qualities. The mottled +softness of the curtained background against the folds of the woollen +stuff gave him no pleasure now,--at least, he never thought of it. His +whole attention was absorbed in that faint hint of resemblance to +Winifred Anstice which lay chiefly in the full eyelids and the subtle, +shadowy, evanescent smile which said at once so much and so little. + +He could not tell how it fell out, but at last the time came when he +admitted the source of its charm. He recalled the time sharply long +after, and how he had risen hastily, and paced the floor with his +hands thrust deep into his pockets. That it should come to this--he, +Jonathan Flint, a man whose gray hairs--here he stepped before the +mirror and studied the tuft of prematurely white locks upon his +forehead--whose gray hairs ought to have brought with them wisdom, or +at least common sense,--that he should fall to sitting for hours in +front of a picture like any schoolboy of eighteen! Really, it was too +absurd! + +He would send off the portrait to the cleaner to-morrow, and then when +it was properly framed, it should be sent to Miss Anstice with his +compliments, and so an end of the whole matter. He would never see it +again. + +_Nor the original?_ + +This query was so insistent that it seemed to come from outside his +consciousness, and to demand an answer. He stopped short in his walk +as it struck him. Then, alone as he was, he colored to the temples, +and gave a little gasp. Like an overwhelming tidal wave there swept +over him the realization that his will was mastered by a power above +it, mightier than itself; that his seeing Winifred Anstice again was +hardly a question of volition any longer, any more than breathing was +a matter of will--that he _must_ see her--that the chief question of +his future was whether she cared to see him. + +This train of thought did not tend to anything very cheerful. One +after another he recalled their interviews, on the road, in the boat, +on the beach, and again at Flying Point. Her manner on each of these +occasions had been sufficiently pronounced to leave him in no doubt of +her opinion; and at the last two meetings her words had been even more +explicit. She had called him a man of ice. She had taxed him with the +narrow limits of his sympathies. "Well," said Reason, "did you not +give her cause for all she said and more? Weren't you an odious, +crabbed, supercilious cad?" + +Flint took a savage satisfaction in admitting every accusation which +he could bring against himself, in recalling the light irony with +which Winifred Anstice had witnessed his blunders, and the direct, +downright anger with which she had dealt out her judgments there at +the Point. Only one drop of comfort could Flint extract from the +memory of that interview, and he smiled cynically as he remembered the +warmth which marked her description of her friend, the editor of the +"Trans-Continental." When the surprises of the sudden enlightenment +and the emotion of the moment had passed away, which feeling, he asked +himself, would remain in her mind,--the liking for the ideal or the +disliking of the experienced? For both there was not room, yet each +was intense. It was a curious psychological problem. At a further +remove it would have afforded him a keen intellectual pleasure to +speculate upon the probable working of a woman's heart under such +conditions. As it was, he found himself incapable either of solving +the problem or of letting it alone. His mind dwelt upon it +continuously. He was almost inclined, like Eugene Aram, to tell his +story disguised to strangers, and listen to their idle speculations. +Brady was a comfort at this time. He was so responsive in his +sympathies and so obtuse in his perceptions. It was possible to talk +all round a subject to him with no fear that his imagination would +travel a step farther than it was led. It needed no urging, either, +for he appeared to have a sentiment of his own for Nepaug and all its +associations, and drew towards it as naturally as a moth to a flame or +a woman to a mirror. + +Indeed, Brady often dwelt spontaneously upon the various episodes of +the days at the beach,--the fireworks, the shipwreck, the evening at +Flying Point. He was a capital mimic, and loved to imitate Dr. Cricket +striding up and down the room, with his hands clasping his elbows +behind his back and his chin-whiskers thrust out before as a herald of +his approach. Then casting aside all the scruples which should have +been raised within him by ties of blood, he would give a burlesque of +Miss Standish peering out from beneath her little gray curls at the +world, and rapping out her opinion of those around her in good set +terms. + +After her came Mr. Anstice, looking busily in every corner for the +book he had in his hand. This the mimic followed by a representation +of Ben Bradford, with hand propped on knee and chin on hand, glooming +from his corner upon Winifred Anstice, when she ventured to address +some one else. + +"I cannot do Miss Anstice," Brady confessed one evening. It was +October then, and the two friends were sitting together in Flint's +room. "She has too much humor. The more humor there is in an original +poem, for instance, the harder it is to parody, and so with people. +The grand, gloomy, and peculiar are easy enough, let them be ever so +august; but the light, delicately ironical manner is a difficult thing +to exaggerate." + +"Yes," assented Flint, "the heaviness of touch necessary to caricature +spoils the effect." + +"Precisely," said Brady, "and it is as difficult to take off her looks +as her manner. Her expression is too changeable to leave any +characteristic fixed in the mind. The fact is, Miss Anstice is almost +a beauty at times." + +"You think so?" responded Flint, with half-closed eyes. + +"Yes, I do really--in a way--not like that Madonna-type of Nora +Costello." + +"No, certainly not like her." + +"But still she has a style of her own." + +"Oh, yes, quite so--as you say, she has a style of her own." + +"You are very cool on the subject; but you should have heard a man at +the club go on about her, when he heard that we had spent our vacation +at Nepaug." + +"I should scarcely think," said Flint, opening and closing his +match-box with a quick, nervous movement, "that you would have allowed +her name to come up at the club." + +"Oh, hang it, Flint, that is going pretty far! I don't know that Miss +Anstice's name is too sacred to be mentioned in general society; and +as for the club,--why, if it is not made up of gentlemen, what did you +put me up for?" + +It was seldom that Brady got off so much of a speech, and he felt a +little elated by seeing his friend without an answer for the moment. + +"Besides," he continued, "nothing was said, except about what a +stunning girl she was. 'Handsomer than ever,' Livingston said, 'since +she came home.'" + +"So the Anstices are at home?" + +"Yes, and Cousin Susan is coming down next week to visit them. She +wrote me to be sure to call." + +"I shall try to go before Miss Standish arrives." + +Brady laughed. + +"You and Cousin Susan never did hit it off very well." + +"Excuse me, I think she hit me off very well; the fact is, the _femme +sole_ after fifty becomes either pious or pugnacious. Miss Standish is +both." + +"You are prejudiced, as usual, and malicious, too, under the guise of +impartiality. Miss Standish is a benevolent woman, with an +irresistible bent towards doing people good even against their will." + +Flint groaned assent. "Alas, yes," he muttered. + +"She is a fine woman," continued Brady, "and a fine-looking one too, +as Dr. Cricket will testify, for on my soul I think the old duffer +wants to marry her." + +"I wish he would, and rid the world of an officious old maid." + +"'Old maid' is an opprobrious term. Miss Standist is a well-preserved +single woman." + +"Hold there, Brady! She is really not sugary enough for a preserve; I +should say rather well canned. But never mind, I can forgive her some +acidity toward myself, in consideration of her sweetness to Nora +Costello. She has really been good to that girl." + +"Who could help it!" exclaimed Brady, unguardedly. Then he cleared his +throat with a nervous little cough, and began again with would-be +unconcern: "By the way, I don't know whether I told you, that the day +after you left Nepaug, Jimmy Anstice picked up a gold brooch on the +beach, just where you came ashore after the wreck. It was a homely, +old-fashioned thing, with a gold-stone centre big enough for a +tombstone; but Jim brought it to me with all the pride of a +discoverer. I turned it over, and on the back I saw engraved in the +gold, 'To Nora from her Mother, on her birthday, November tenth,' Of +course I knew in an instant that it belonged to Nora Costello. Then it +came to me how the girl spent most of the day while she was at Nepaug +wandering up and down on the beach. Of course she was looking for her +brooch; but she was afraid, if she said anything, it would look like +accusing somebody; and besides, very likely with her queer ideas she +felt that she ought not to have kept any piece of jewelry, even if it +was her mother's." + +"You seem to have studied her feelings rather closely." + +"Why, of course, when one meets a pretty girl like that--and really +you know she is the prettiest I ever saw--" + +"How long is it since you said the same of Miss Anstice?" + +"Ah! that was before I met Nora Costello. 'Time's noblest offspring is +his last.' But if you will keep still and listen, instead of +interrupting all the time, you will hear something about the little +plot which Miss Anstice and Cousin Susan and I have laid among us." + +"Well--" + +"I should say it was well. Just you wait and see. Cousin Susan is to +write to Nora." + +"Nora?" commented Flint, with raised eyebrows. + +"Yes, Nora," repeated Brady, somewhat defiantly. "If I said Captain +Costello you would not know whether I was talking of her or her +brother." + +"Oh, yes, I should," said Flint, "for you never talk of him at all; +but never mind that--go on with your revelations of this deep +conspiracy." + +"You don't deserve to hear; but as it gives me pleasure to tell you, I +will. Cousin Susan writes to the Costellos to come to the Anstices' +house on the evening of November tenth. They arrive. We are there +already. Tableau--old Nepaug minus Dr. Cricket and Ben Bradford--and a +bouquet for Mistress Nora, with her brooch hanging from it in a little +bag which Miss Standish was manufacturing when I came away. Now isn't +that a scheme?" + +"The tenth of November," responded Flint, as though the latter part of +the sentence had escaped him--"and am I to be invited?" + +"Why, of course!" exclaimed Brady, impatiently. "Weren't you the one +to save her life? Worse luck to you for having the honor fall to your +share!" + +"Then," said Flint, with that curious obliviousness of the important +parts of his companion's remarks,--"then in common civility I ought to +call there beforehand." + +"Ah! Flint, I'm glad to see you waking up to some decent sense of +social observances." + +"What time is it?" asked his friend, absently, oblivious of the watch +in his pocket. + +"Quarter before eight," Brady answered. + +"Then out of my room with you, for I have just time to dress and get +down there. If one must do these things, the sooner they are out of +the way the better." + + + + + CHAPTER XV + + A BIRTHDAY + + _An Extract from the Journal of Miss Susan + Standish, New York, November 12._ + + +It is nearly two weeks since I left Oldburyport, and in spite of the +Anstices' hospitality I have been homesick ever since. When we reach +middle age nothing suits us so well as village life. The small events +occupy and divert our minds without wearying them with the bewildering +whirl of the city. The interest of our neighbors in us and our +affairs, which is annoying in youth, becomes more grateful as life +goes on, and we discover how little real thoughtfulness and interest +in others the world contains. As for the narrowing influences of +village life, I don't see that people in Oldburyport are any more +provincial or prejudiced than they are in New York,--not so much so, I +really think, for they are forced by the very smallness of their +circle to find their interests in the affairs of the great world, and +the lack of social excitements gives them so much more time for +reading. To be sure, when people are unhappy there is less to divert +their minds, and when they are irritable they feel more at liberty to +vent their tempers, because they know folks cannot get away from them +so easily. I confess I was not sorry to take leave of Cousin John, +though I did feel sorry for him, as he sat there all alone with his +gouty foot up on the chair in front of the Franklin stove in the +sitting-room. He is not satisfied with Philip, and seems to hold me +responsible. He would like to have Phil come home to live and be +cashier of the bank. + +Cousin John thinks the world revolves round the Oldbury bank; and I +suppose it is natural he should, seeing how long he has been +president, and what a fine reputation it has the country round. + +Of course Philip does not see it in the same light, and it seems he +made some ill-advised speech,--said he would rather turn sexton and +bury other people than be buried alive himself in a hole like that, +which was not a nice thing for him to say to his father,--but that was +no reason why Cousin John should swear at him, and tell him he was +sick of his capitalist airs, and he for one should not be surprised if +he came some day to beg for aid from the bank he thought too +insignificant to be worthy of his attention. + +Philip was furious. "Bankrupt I may be some day," he answered, "but I +promise you I will go to the poorhouse before ever I ask help of you +and your infernal bank." + +This was the state of mind in which they parted, when Philip had come +home for his first visit in years. I could have shaken them both for +their obstinacy and lack of common sense; but it is always so when men +live alone. They need a woman about the house to accustom them to +being contradicted. Now if Philip married a girl like Winifred, she +would soon straighten things out. I can see now how Cousin John would +dote on her and pretend not to care very much, and scold sometimes +when he had the gout; but all the while be her slave and spend his +life trying to give her pleasure. That is what ought to happen, so of +course it won't. Instead, Philip will go and marry some uncomfortable +sort of person with a mission. Oh, dear! what if it should be--? +There, I will not allow my mind to turn in _that_ direction. I have a +sort of superstition that thinking too much about any unfortunate +thing helps to bring it about. I think it must be this city life which +makes me feel so blue and discouraged. The fact is, I do not like New +York. In the first place, because it is not Boston; and in the second +place, because it _is_ New York. There is too much of everything +here--too much money, too much show, too many lamps, and +sofa-pillows, and courses at dinner. Then everybody seems to be +everlastingly at work getting ready to live. Here is Winifred, for +instance, tearing up and down for hours after upholsterers and +paper-hangers, toiling about from shop to shop, and from Broadway to +Sixth Avenue, matching samples and trying aesthetic effects which no +one but herself cares anything for when they are accomplished. And by +the end of the day she is so tired that she falls asleep when I read +aloud to her in the evening. + +"Why do you fuss so about everything?" I asked her the other day. "We +don't fuss in Boston." + +"That accounts," she answered,--which was not very civil, I +thought. She has certainly grown very queer this fall. She told me +this morning that she thought the Unitarians were as bigoted as +anybody. Now she never would have said a thing like that this summer +when she was living in the open air. It's my opinion that two things +are telling upon her,--furnace heat and the influence of that Mr. +Flint--especially the last. Why, it just seems to me as if she were +trying to make herself over into the kind of woman he would be likely +to like. She has dropped her old hoidenish ways and goes about as prim +as a Puritan. She says she is always like that in the city, and that +her Nepaug ways are only a reaction; but I don't believe it. He comes +here a great deal, that is certain; and I don't think it is very +gentlemanly, after her begging him, as I heard her with my own ears, +to go away. But he is too selfish to care what any one wants but +himself. For some reason or other it suits his plans just now to try +to please Winifred. + +The first night I was here Winifred was telling him about Maria +Polonati, the little Italian girl who sells flowers at the corner of +the Square, and how she had made friends with her, and learned all +about her "padre" and her "madre" and the playmates she had left +behind her in the "bella Napoli." Winifred knows how to tell a thing +so it seems to stand right out like the old Dutch women in the +pictures, and I could see that Mr. Flint was taking it all in, for all +he said so little; and so he was, for the next time he came he walked +right up to Winifred's chair and dropped a great bunch of violets into +her lap. + +"The little girl at the corner sent you these," he said; and Winifred +smiled as if it were the most natural thing in the world for that +cross-grained egotist to do a thing like that. He did it rather +gracefully, I admit; but a Boston man would have done it just as well, +if he had only thought of it. + +Of late Mr. Flint has taken to dropping in once or twice a week of an +evening to play whist,--he and Winifred against her father and me. Now +I like to beat as well as any one; but I do like some show of +organized resistance, and this young man's playing is what I call +impertinently poor, as if he did not think it worth while to try. +Winifred seems just as well satisfied to be beaten as to beat, and the +Professor takes a guileless and childlike satisfaction in his triumph +which is quite pitiable. I take pains to let Mr. Flint see that I at +least am not taken in; but he only smiles in that exasperatingly +non-committal way of his, as if it mattered little enough to him what +I thought one way or the other. After the game is over he gets a +chance for a few minutes' talk with Winifred while I am hunting up my +knitting and her father his pipe, and it is my belief that it's just +those few minutes that he looks forward to all the evening, while he +is ignoring his partner's trump-signal and leading from his weak suit. + +Winifred has caught a very annoying trick of turning to him on all +occasions, as if waiting to know what he thought before making up her +mind. Altogether I don't like the look of things at all. + +Of course there was no getting out of inviting Mr. Flint to the little +birthday party which we were planning for Nora Costello. To tell the +truth, nobody but me seemed to want to get out of it. Professor +Anstice says he is the most agreeable man that comes to the house, and +when I confided to him that I was afraid Winifred would fall in love +with him, he answered: "She might do worse. She might do much worse." +That was all the consolation I got in that quarter, and with Winifred +herself it was as bad. I thought it might do good to recall some of +her early impressions, which seem to have changed so mightily of late. + +"Don't you remember," I said, "how you called him a refrigerator?" + +"Did I?" she said with a little laugh. "Well, he was rather frigid in +those days." + +"Yes, and you said how disagreeable his manners were, and how +thoughtless he was of every one but himself." + +At this Winifred colored up as if they hadn't been her own very words. +"If I said it," she answered with a little toss of her head, "or if +anybody else said it, it was a stupid slander, which grows stupider +every time it is repeated." + +I was a little nettled myself at her answering me like that. "You +didn't think so," I said, "when you begged him to go away from +Nepaug." + +At this Winifred jumped straight up from her chair, running her hand +through her hair in a way she has when she is excited--"Did you hear +that? Then you must have been listening," she cried out, as if she +were accusing me of chicken-stealing. + +"If you think that of me, Winifred, the sooner my trunk is packed the +better," I answered, as stiff as the Captain's monument on Duxbury +Hill. + +In an instant Winifred was on her knees by my side, and had thrown her +arms around my neck. + +"No, no, dear Miss Standish, I do not think it, and I ought not to +have said it. It only made me feel so badly to think of any one's +having overheard my secret, which after all was not my own." + +Now here was my chance to find out the very thing which had been +bothering my old head all these weeks. I had only to pretend to know +and I should hear it all, for Winifred was in one of her rare +confidential moods. But that inconvenient New England conscience of +mine not only would not let me pretend, but it pricked me a little +with Winifred's accusation of having listened. Perhaps if my ears had +not been strained just a trifle, I should not have caught as much as I +did of the conversation at Flying Point. Anyway, I felt bound to +confess now. + +"I did not hear anything but just your asking him to go away, and his +answering rather reluctantly that he did not want to, but he would." + +"Then," said Winifred, "you are bound to take my word for the meaning +of the snatch of talk you heard, and I tell you that he acted like a +gentleman and a very honorable gentleman; moreover, that from that +good hour I began to be ashamed of my rash estimate of him (I always +do jump in overhead in my judgments) and am only waiting for a chance +to tell him so frankly, and to ask him to forget all my rude +speeches." + +After this there was no more to be said. I only pray to be kept from +arguing. The habit of making comments has brought me into more trouble +than all my other vices put together. Well, this time grace was given +me to hold my tongue. When I saw a note addressed in Winifred's hand +to "J. Edwards Flint, Esq.," I did not even observe that it would have +been as well to let her father write it, nor did I say what I +think,--that I hate to see a man chop off his first name with a +capital and write his middle name in full. It always looks like an +alias. The man who does it is either trying to attract attention or +trying to get rid of it. + +Everything else about the birthday scheme ran as smooth as a ribbon +from Jordan & Marsh's. I begged leave to make the cake, and it came +out of the oven done to a turn, white as snow inside and a golden +brown on the crust. Nora Costello and her brother came at eight +o'clock just as they had promised, with unfashionable promptness. They +looked somewhat surprised to see the house so lighted up, and Nora +gave a timid little glance at Winifred's rose-colored waist (a woman +doesn't forget how clothes look just because she joins the Salvation +Army); but she herself was a picture in spite of her dress--perhaps +because of it, for the close-fitting blue gown, with its plain band at +the neck and sleeves, set off her fine features and the noble carriage +of her head. The chief decoration of her dress was a scarlet ribbon +coming diagonally from the shoulder to the belt, marked "Jesus is My +Helper." I did wish she had not felt called to make a guy of herself +with that thing; but she seemed so unconscious of it herself that I +should have forgotten it too if Mr. Flint had not been coming; but I +hate to see a scoffer like him get hold of anything ridiculous in +religion. Now we Unitarians stand midway between scepticism and +superstition. I wonder everybody can't see it as we do. + +I am bound to say, however, that Mr. Flint behaved exceedingly well. A +thorough acquaintance with the world seems to give pleasanter manners +sometimes than a religious nature. Anyway, he came forward and greeted +her very handsomely. He handed her a little volume of Thomas a Kempis, +"For those leisure hours which you never have," he said. The girl +looked mightily pleased but a little bewildered, and still more so +when Philip Brady followed with a great bunch of the reddest of red +roses (trust men for always picking out red flowers--I don't believe +they know there is any other color). Tied by a satin ribbon to the +flowers was the little blue bag which I made at Nepaug, and inside it +lay the lost brooch. I never saw any such delight as shone on Nora +Costello's face when she drew out the pin. She looked from one to +another of us, then at the pin in her hand, which she turned about and +about, crying over it softly. At length she brushed away her tears and +smiled a real child's smile of pure pleasure. "Look, Angus!" she +exclaimed, holding out her treasure to her brother, "the lost is +found. Do you mind the day Mither gave it me, and how she bade me have +a care, for that I was a heedless lass and like to lose it?" + +"Ay, I mind it," answered her brother, a flush of gratified pride and +affection mounting to his high cheekbones. "How can we thank these +kind folks?" + +"How indeed!" echoed Nora. "Oh, how good it is to have it back!" she +exclaimed, fondling the brooch as though it had life and could feel. +"But where did you find it, and why--Ah! I see," she added, as she +turned it in her hand--"you dear, good folks--and here it was only +this morning I thought the Lord had clean forgot 't was my birthday." + +I wish I could recall on paper the little foreign accent of the Scotch +girl which seemed to add so much to the charm of her simple speech. +Her big drooping eyes were wet with tears, and the little homesick +note in her voice made an irresistible appeal to the hearts of those +who heard it,--at least it did to mine, and I sneaked away behind the +lid of the grand piano, which was open, to get out my pocket +handkerchief, for I did not choose to make a spectacle of myself, and +I don't know how to cry prettily, like Nora Costello. My nose gets +red, and my eyes look as if I were addicted to the use of intoxicating +liquors. + +When I emerged from behind the screen of the piano, I saw Philip Brady +standing over Nora Costello, and looking down at her in a way that +made my heart jump. She is a sweet girl, and a good girl, and a +beautiful girl; but really this wouldn't do at all. Fancy Cousin +John's son going round with a drum, keeping company with a +tambourine. Shades of Dr. Charming forbid! Now why couldn't it have +been Mr. Flint? That would have been poetic justice. Conversion of an +atheist--marriage on the platform in presence of the Army. She is too +good for him; but still I would have given my blessing--but here +everything is snarled up and getting worse all the time. + +The surprises of the evening were not over yet, for the most +remarkable remains to tell. While we were all sitting at table +(Winifred did look startlingly handsome under the pink candle-shades) +the bell rang, and a messenger boy appeared. + +Could he not leave the package? Professor Anstice asked, when he had +signed the ticket the boy took out of his hat, where for some +inscrutable reason New York messengers carry everything. + +No, he was ordered to give it to Miss Anstice herself. + +"Very well," said Winifred, "bring it in by all means. Perhaps some +one has mixed things a little, and fancies that it is _my_ birthday +that we are celebrating." + +So in came the package, and with it a great bunch of violets, and a +card which said, "The little girl at the corner sends you these." + +I saw Winifred's hands tremble as she untied the ends of the package. +The wrappings fell off and she saw a picture. + +"What--who is it?" Winifred asked, turning from one to another of us +with bewilderment in her eyes. + +"A relative of yours, I believe," Mr. Flint answered quietly. "Her +name is Ruth. She formed the habit of eloping in her youth, and had +not the heart to refuse my entreaties to run away with me when I left +Nepaug." + +Then in an instant it flashed across Winifred and all of us +that this was the portrait for which she had been searching all +summer (any one might have recognized it, for the resemblance to +Winifred about the eyes and mouth is unmistakable), and she knew of +course that Mr. Flint had been the one to find it. Her way of taking +the affair was very characteristic. There was no tearful tremulous +gratitude like Nora Costello's, but a great overflow of pride and +gladness. Rising, with her just filled wine glass in her hand, and her +head thrown back a little as if in a pride which had a shade of +defiance in it, she called out, "A health!--a health! Here's to my +great-great-grandmother, the runaway bride, and to the generous man +who restored her to the bosom of her family!" + +Every one looked bewildered, but all laughed and drank the toast (I +noticed that the Costellos drank theirs in water), and then began to +ask questions as fast as they could talk. The health broke up the +feast, and every one crowded about the portrait. As Winifred and Mr. +Flint stood close behind me, I overheard, this time without intention, +upon my honor, an exchange of remarks between them. + +"You have shown yourself very generous, Mr. Flint," Winifred remarked. +"You will not surely be so _un_generous as not to let us make some +little return for your gift. I am not ignorant that such a portrait +has a value besides that of sentiment." + +"You touch me there on a sore point, Miss Anstice," Mr. Flint +answered. "I am afraid the person to whom you are really indebted is +old Marsden, for I knew if I offered him anything like the real value +of the picture, he would hold it for the price of a Raphael. So I made +him set his own price, which the sly old dog thought a staggering one, +and which I found so absurdly low that I shall feel bound to remember +him handsomely at Christmas." + +"You are jesting," Winifred answered, speaking lower; "but I am in +earnest. Can we not persuade you to let us pay for this picture? For +the pleasure you have given us we never could repay you." + +"If it is a question of payment," said Mr. Flint, sinking his voice +still lower, "I am so deep in your debt that it would bankrupt me to +straighten our accounts. If it is a question of generosity, and I +should come to you some day and ask--" + +"Did you say it was a Copley?" + +This question from Philip broke in upon Mr. Flint's aside. He answered +with some asperity, "No, it was painted in England before Copley's +time. It is unsigned, but the artist, I should say, was first-rate." + +After this response Mr. Flint turned his head in an instant; but the +charm was snapped. Winifred had slipped away, and the company was +breaking up. How the man would hate me if he knew that it was I who +set Brady on to ask that question! + +Winifred is tired to-day, and took her breakfast in bed. I +wonder--Pshaw, what good does it do to wonder? + + + + + CHAPTER XVI + + YES OR NO + + "A man's homage may be delightful until he asks straight for + love, by which a woman renders homage." + + +The Anstices' house stood on the sunny side of Stuyvesant Square. It +belonged to the type common in the lower part of the city fifty years +ago,--a type borrowed from Beacon Street, as Miss Standish was fond of +pointing out, and never improved upon for comfort. Its red-brick front +swelled outward, not in the awkward proportions of the modern +bay-window, which suggests some uncomfortable protuberance; but with a +gracious sweep from the front door to the limits of the next property. +In front ran a balcony with a finely wrought iron balustrade, over +which clambered a wistaria vine hung with purple clusters in the +spring, and green with foliage throughout the summer. + +The front door was framed by glass side-lights set in delicate oval +mouldings, and above, the colonial fan-light lined with silk fluted in +a rising-sun pattern, gave additional cheerfulness to the hall +within. + +This hall was of generous proportions, and suggestive of land sold by +the foot rather than by the inch. At the back a white staircase railed +with mahogany wound its way to the second story, and at the right a +broad silver-knobbed mahogany door opened invitingly into the +drawing-room. + +The charm of the Anstice drawing-room lay in its being no drawing-room +at all, but just a living-room, reflecting the taste and habits of the +people who occupied it. Jim's parrot usurped the window, where he +chattered in the sun all day, and flew about at his will, much to the +injury of the curtains. Between the windows and the white casing of +the mahogany door, stood an old desk strewn with papers in some +confusion; for Professor Anstice was fond of bringing his writing from +the study on the upper floor to Winifred's domain. The piano occupied +the opposite side of the room, the coffin-like gloom of its polished +rosewood enlivened by a tall vase brilliant now with the +chrysanthemums which autumn had brought. A shaded lamp glowed on a +table loaded with books and drawn cosily to the side of a deep couch, +and on the other side of the fire, which shot out little hisses of +heat on this chilly afternoon, stood the tea-table, with its delicate +old-fashioned silver, its transparent china cups, and the plates of +hot toasted muffins and ethereally thin bread-and-butter sandwiches +which McGregor brought in punctually at five every day. + +The old butler was the one extravagance of the Anstice menage, and as +Winifred said, she saved his wages out of the china that he didn't +break,--which was one way of looking at it,--and then, McGregor was so +much more than a butler! He was housekeeper and parent's assistant and +family counsellor all in one. He advised Professor Anstice as to the +weight of overcoat called for by the temperature outside. He reminded +Jimmy of his mittens and rubbers, and his respectful but significant +glances informed Winifred of the exact estimation in which he held her +guests. + +Flint was a special favorite, and the bow he accorded him was +equivalent to a benediction. + +"Yes, sir," he said this afternoon, "Miss Anstice is in the parlor. I +am just taking in the tea." Having relieved the visitor of his hat and +coat, he ushered him in with the air of a protector, and then, after +drawing the curtains and lighting the alcohol lamp under the silver +kettle, he withdrew noiselessly and deferentially. + +"What a treasure that man is!" said Flint, looking after him as he +disappeared. "He is better than forty coats of arms as a guarantee of +respectability, and the welcome which he extends to callers is a +perpetual testimonial to the hospitality of the household." + +"Ah," Winifred answered, smiling, "you say that because you belong to +the most favored nations. You might not think him so genial if you saw +the frigidity with which he receives some of our guests." + +"Then I suppose I have only to be thankful that McGregor has not yet +caught a hint of my real character, as set forth last summer so +vividly by his mistress, and I think I have one more friend in the +household; what do you say to that, Paddy?" + +The dog had risen from his comfortable doze in front of the fire, and +stood stretching himself, with two shaggy paws thrust out in front. +When he heard his name called he wagged his tail and came up to +Flint's chair, by which he squatted, laying his tawny head cosily +across the visitor's lap. + +"Come here, Paddy; don't make yourself a nuisance!" + +The dog listened calmly to his mistress's invitation, wagged his tail +again, and winked his sleepy eyes, but made no motion to obey. + +Flint patted the dog's head. + +"This is too bad!" Winifred exclaimed, in assumed indignation. "Jimmy +has already learned to oppose my opinions by quotations from what Mr. +Flint thinks and says; but I will not have Paddy taught to defy my +authority." + +"Go, Paddy!" said Flint, moving his chair further back. "Your mistress +regards me as a dangerous character, and considers it her solemn duty +to remove every one in her charge from the risk of the injurious +effects of my society." + +In spite of Flint's jesting tone there was a hint of bitterness in his +voice. The dog, in some surprise at the sudden withdrawal of his +head-rest, stood up, looking from one to the other, apparently in +doubt as to the rival claims. At length old habits of allegiance +asserted themselves, and he seated himself in the angle between the +tea-table and his mistress's chair. + +Winifred's mood suddenly seemed to have changed from gay to grave. She +sat for a moment or two in silence, her hand softly playing with +Paddy's long ear, and her head bent ever so little to one side. + +"Mr. Flint," she said at last, somewhat abruptly, "I want to tell you +a little story; but first let me make your tea. Do you take lemon?" + +"Yes, if you please." + +"And sugar?" + +"One lump--no, thanks--no more." + +"Try this brown-bread sandwich. Now, lean back in your chair and +listen. Once there was a girl--" + +"No!" + +"Yes, there was, and she was a very stupid girl, and all the stupider +that she thought herself rather clever. She fancied that she was very +acute in reading character, and she trusted a great deal to instinct, +and first impressions, and all that sort of rubbish by which women +excuse themselves from taking the trouble to use their reason. Well, +once upon a time, this girl met a man whom she did not like. Her +vanity was touched, in the first place, because he disapproved of her +and showed his disapproval." + +"What a cad he must have been!" Flint put in. + +"Now you are no better than the girl I am telling you about--going off +like that on insufficient evidence. The girl made up her mind at once +that the man must be at fault, since he failed to appreciate her,--all +our estimates are based on vanity, you see in the last analysis,--so +she proceeded to fit him out with a character to match her ideal of +him. He was to be selfish and cold, and regardless of everybody but +himself, and supercilious and domineering, and endowed with all the +other agreeable qualities which go with those engaging epithets. This +answered very well for a while, and I am bound to admit that at first +you--I mean he--seemed to play the part which she had assigned to him +very satisfactorily; but presently little things began to come to her +knowledge which refused to fit into the picture she had made of him. +He had a friend who let slip stories of inconsistently kind things he +had done for a man whom he had known in college, pooh-poohing them all +the time as folly." + +"Rubbish!" + +"Exactly what the girl said. They didn't go with the character of the +kind of man that she had made up her mind this was to be, so she would +not believe them, and kept repeating every disagreeable thing she had +ever heard him say as an antidote against any change of impression. +But stupid as she was, she was not quite dishonest, even with herself, +and when gradually her eyes were opened to the wrong which she had +done him in her own mind, she longed for an opportunity to make him +some amends; but all the opportunities came to him, and the coals of +fire were heaped on her head till she began to feel them quite too hot +for comfort. So at last she resolved, on the first occasion when she +saw him alone, to ask his pardon very humbly for all her misdoings and +misthinkings. Now, if she did, what do you think the man would say?" + +Flint had set down his tea untasted, and sat staring steadily into +the fire, yet no detail of Winifred's dress or attitude escaped him. +He noted the glint of the firelight playing on the buckle of her +little slipper; he watched it climb over the sheen of the gray-silk +dress, higher, higher, till it reached the bare throat, and flushed +the already flushed cheek to a deeper carnation. He felt the appeal in +the girl's attitude as she leaned ever so little towards him. He +caught the tremulous note in her voice. His own was less steady than +its wont as he answered:-- + +"How do you know that the girl was not right in her first +estimate? For my part, I think a man who presumed to show the +disapproval you speak of, and to say disagreeable things on slight +acquaintance, fully justified her opinion of him; and if he seemed to +change later, I should think it probable that something in her had +shamed him out of his coldness and his selfishness. As for the +superciliousness, I should be inclined to set down the appearance of +that to the charge of an unconquerable shyness masquerading in the +guise of self-assertion,--I have known men like that,--but the other +qualities I believe were there. I suspect it was a reversal of the old +story of Pygmalion and Galatea, as if he were slowly turning from +stone to flesh, yet still held back by the old chill of stony +habit,--an imprisonment which could only be broken by a word from +her. Is there any chance that you will ever speak it--Winifred?" + +"Oh, no--no!" the girl answered brokenly. "Don't say anything more!" + +"I love you," Flint continued, as if the statement were necessary to +his vindication. + +"Oh, but why do you tell me?" + +"Because I choose to have you know,--because I must tell it. I love +you. I love you." He repeated the words with a persistence not to be +put aside. Winifred was inwardly furious with herself for her own +stupidity in giving him such an opening; but then, as she told +herself, who could have foreseen it, with this man of all men! The +shock of the surprise took her breath away, and robbed her of her +usual self-command. She still strove to take the situation lightly, to +treat it picturesquely, like a love-scene on a Watteau fan. + +"Here is another proof of your generosity," she said, with a half +tremulous, wholly adorable little smile. "I asked for pardon and you +offer love." + +Flint would not be put off so. "Ah, but I ask for so much more than I +offer," he said. + +"And--if I cannot give it?" + +"Why, then," he answered steadily, "I shall still carry with me +through life something you cannot take away if you would,--the ideal +which these weeks have held up before me. If it is not for your best +happiness to marry me, loving you as I do, I would not have you do it. +The matter is in your hands--a simple 'Yes' or 'No' is all I ask." + +"But life is too complicated to be settled by a word like that. It +could not be 'Yes'--but what if it is 'No'?" + +She paused a moment, and then, hurried on by a tidal wave of feeling, +she burst out: "Oh, I don't suppose you can understand it; but much as +I like you,--and I do like you now,--I feel as though if I promised to +marry you, I might absolutely hate you." + +"Oh, yes," Flint answered quietly, "I can quite understand it; I think +I should feel in the same way if I were not perfectly sure I loved a +person." + +Winifred felt herself touched by his quick response and perfect +comprehension of her state of mind; but her feeling was too intense, +too direct and too importunate, to be stayed in its utterance. + +"I cannot marry you. I never could promise. I am sure of it. Forgive +me!" + +Flint rose and stood by the mantel, toying absently with a bronze +model of the Praxiteles Faun which rested on its shelf. + +"It is all right," he said, "and I shall always thank you for it all, +and say God bless you, whatever happens; only for a while I must go +away and make my life over a bit in the light of all this." + +"Why must you go away?" + +"Because--" Here Flint paused, and began to walk the floor +impatiently. "Oh, if you can ask that, I could not make you +understand. It is useless to go on talking." + +"No," said Winifred, now with fuller command of herself, "it is not +useless; it is necessary. We must make each other understand. If we +cannot do it now, how much less afterward! It always seems to me as if +it were selfish folly in men and women to act as if their love were +the only reality in the world, so that they forget everything that +they owe to other people. Yes," she added, gathering strength as she +went on, "I think it would be selfish in you to consider only +yourself, or even yourself and me, in this matter, and I think it +would be foolish if--if you really care for me, as you say you do, to +throw away all my interest and regard and sympathy just because I do +not consent to marry you. If you would only put that idea out of your +head, I think I could be of some service to you. I know you could be +of great service to me." + +As Winifred uttered these words she sat looking up at him with +wide-open, childlike eyes, a hint of pathetic appeal in her voice. + +Flint paused a moment, as one who counted the cost of his words. Then +he said slowly: "It shall be as you wish; but on your own head lie the +risks. When a man has once said, 'I love you,' the woman to whom he +says it sees it in his eyes and hears it in his voice forever after. I +tell you," he went on, setting down the faun hard on the mantel, "love +is like the spirit which the Arabian fisherman let out of the shell. +It can never be shut up again--never--never--never!" + +Winifred stirred a little, but did not lift her eyes. + +"You shall try this precious scheme of friendship," Flint continued +hotly. "It is not a new experiment. It is well worn, and so far in the +world's history it has not proved a great success; but try it if you +will, only you shall make me one return. I shall never ask you again +for your love. It is not a plaything to be teased for in such childish +fashion. You tell me you will not give it to me. Well and good. But if +ever--" here he paused and shut his eyes for an instant, as if upon +some inward vision,--"if ever you should come to feel differently, I +demand it as my right that you shall tell me so honestly. You know me +too well to think I could ever change." + +"I accept the risk," Winifred answered steadily. "You shall never +regret this concession, and by-and-by, when we both grow old, you will +look back and see that such a friendship is the best thing that could +befall you and me." + +The girl spoke with quick decision of manner. It was characteristic of +her not to question for a moment the wisdom of her decision, the +infallibility of her own judgment, or her power to regulate the life +and destiny of those around her. + +Flint smiled, as one smiles at the eager illusions of a child. He was +going to speak further; but the ringing of the door-bell warned him +that the interview was at an end. + +"So be it!" he said, coming over to the side of the fireplace where +Winifred stood,--for she too had risen. "Since it is not to be +good-bye, then, I will bid you good-night." + +He took the hand which she extended, and raised its slender +finger-tips to his lips. "That is for friendship," he murmured; then +turning it, he laid a swift kiss upon the delicate pink palm,--"and +that is for love," he whispered, and was gone. + +On his way out he passed Miss Standish, who had just come in from a +concert. She gave a little nod of scant civility, suggestive of +disapproval, and instead of turning in at the parlor door, made her +way directly to her room. + +As the hall door closed after Flint, Winifred Anstice felt as if some +door had closed also in her life. She sat for some time in her low +chair, leaning forward, with her hands clasped about her knees, and +her pretty brows knit, gazing into the embers. At length, with a +little vexed shake of the head, she rose, and paced the long room; but +the whirl and rush of thought were too importunate for her present +mood, and she paused in her walk at last, and betook herself to the +table, with its litter of new books and magazines. She picked up the +"Fortnightly Review," and opened mechanically where a silver book-mark +pointed to an article on "Balzac and his Followers" marked with +emphatic notes of assent or protest. It was another reminder. She +impatiently shut the covers sharply together and returned to her +vigils before the fire. + +There is no woman living who is not somewhat shaken by a proposal of +marriage. It is a peremptory challenge, which forces her, for the +moment at least, to consider a certain man not as one of a class,--as +a member of the conventional, calling, smiling, chaffing circle,--but +as an individual, passing suddenly from all this surface trifling to a +life and death reality--saying as Jonathan Flint had said this night: +"Give me all or nothing. I will have no half loaves. Let us have an +end of pretences and evasions. For once at least you shall listen, and +be told the truth flowing at lava heat out of a man's heart." It was +by no means a new experience to Winifred Anstice. As a younger girl, +although no coquette, she had found a certain charm of romance in +finding herself the heroine of a love-affair in real life; but as she +grew older she felt more and more shrinking from such sentimental +crises, and a more and more genuine regret as she saw the candid +comradeship of one friendship after another sacrificed to the +absorbing egotism of passion. + +One by one she had let these lovers slip out of her life, and +acknowledged to herself that it was better so; but when it came to +Jonathan Flint, she had found herself impelled to the impetuous +protest for which she already half blamed herself in her heart. But in +self-exculpation she argued with the embers, which seemed to wink at +her from the hearth, that there were more considerations than one in +the matter; that as she had told Mr. Flint, modern life was too +complex to be compressed into a "Yes" or "No." + +As she was pondering, her eyes fell upon the portrait,--Ruth's +portrait, hanging there over the mantel. + +"I wish you were here, Grandmamma," Winifred exclaimed, looking up at +it, "to help me clear up the muddle in my mind! I have a kind of +feeling that _you_ would understand." + +The girl's sentimental musings were rudely interrupted by a race +between Jimmy and Paddy, who came rushing through the room, regardless +of tea-tables or rugs. + +"Jump for it, Paddy!" cried Jim, snatching a piece of cake from the +tray, and holding it high in air. + +"Don't, Jimmy! You will upset the table." + +"Come on then, Paddy, we'll jump in the hall, where there is no girl +to be nervous--I hate nervous people." + +"Whose cane is that, McGregor?" he asked, as he saw an unfamiliar +walking-stick on the hall table. + +"It belongs to Mr. Flint--he must have forgot it," the butler +answered. + +"I say, Fred, has Mr. Flint been here?" Jimmy called out from the +baluster, over which he was leaning at imminent risk to life and limb. + +"He has," Winifred answered repressively. + +"Did he say anything about seats for the football game on Thanksgiving +Day?" + +"He did not." + +"Then I think I'd better sit right down and write to him, for he told +me not to let him forget about it, and all the best seats will be +taken if he does not attend to it soon." + +"Papa," appealed Winifred to her father, who had come in and was +taking off his coat in the hall, "you won't let Jimmy write to Mr. +Flint, will you?" + +"I _will_ write," said the voice from the stairs, "and I'll tell him +how cross you are. I did once, and he only laughed." + +"Jimmy!" + +"Yes, I did. It was that day when you would not let me go fishing with +him. I told him you were quite nice sometimes, but you could be horrid +to people when they did things that didn't suit you, and he said that +was just the way you struck him." + +"Papa!" cried Winifred, now thoroughly out of temper, "will you forbid +Jimmy to talk me over with strangers? It is really too much, the way +that boy's tongue runs on." + +"You understand him, don't you?" the Professor asked mildly, looking +over his gold-bowed spectacles. + +"Yes, but other people don't." + +"Are they so much less clear-sighted than you?" With this gentle +sarcasm her father slowly mounted the stairs, leaving Jimmy making +faces of triumph through the open door. + +It is often a curious experience in the contrasts of life for a girl +to see herself from the family point of view, after catching the +rose-colored reflections which the admiration of an outsider throws +upon her character. + + + + + CHAPTER XVII + + A LITTLE DINNER + + "Wreathe the bowl with flowers of soul." + + +The suppressed excitement of the afternoon lent an added flush and +sparkle to Winifred's face as she entered the study where her father +and Miss Standish were playing chess together after the family dinner. +Self-absorbed as she was at the moment, she found leisure to be struck +with the picture of the two sitting there; her father's head, with its +austere profile outlined against the green curtain, which cast +softened reflections over his white hair, and Miss Standish, crisp and +dainty as a sprig of dried lavender, her gray curls quivering with the +excitement, and her white hands hovering anxiously over rooks and +pawns. + +Miss Standish looked up as Winifred came in, radiant in her new +evening gown, for she was to dine with the Hartington Grahams, who had +recently returned from England and opened their town house for the +season. + +"I thought it was to be a _little_ dinner," said Miss Standish, +looking with some disapproval at the bare shoulders rising above the +billowy ruffles of rose-colored chiffon. + +"It is--'just a small affair,' Mrs. Graham wrote me. Besides, it is +too early in the season for anything formal. In fact, she would hardly +ask her most fashionable friends at this time of year. But she must +get round somehow," Winifred finished with a little laugh. + +"In Boston," said Miss Standish, "you would be overdoing it to wear +that kind of a gown to such an affair, but here people seem to have no +sense of gradation. They take literally Longfellow's advice to the +young poet seeking success: 'Do your best every time.'" + +"I don't see," said Winifred, "why the advice is not just as good for +dress as for poetry,--except that gowns wear out and poems don't. Is +the carriage there, McGregor, and Maria ready? Well, good-night, Papa; +look out for your queen, and don't let Miss Standish checkmate you +with any of her Boston tricks!" + +"I think," Jimmy called out after her from the corner of the big sofa, +where he lay curled up like a dormouse, "if you would do your best on +_my_ dress, instead of making me wear this old suit, it would strike a +better average in the family." + +As McGregor closed the carriage door, Winifred was conscious of a +certain satisfaction that she was not to spend the evening at home +with the family. Her restlessness craved a vent, and she wanted to +postpone =all= opportunity for reflection. + +There was something about the Grahams which always appealed +to the girl. Their environment suited her aesthetically. For +themselves,--why, one could not have everything--and then they were +never alone. + +The carriage stopped before Mrs. Graham's house, and the door opened +almost before she had mounted the steps. + +As she passed along the hall, a wave of fragrance from lavishly +disposed flowers floated out to her through the drawn portieres, and +she caught a glimpse of the softened light of many lamps-shaded to the +eye but festive to the fancy. "Decidedly," thought Winifred, "it is +agreeable to be rich, and next to being rich one's self, the best +thing is to associate with rich people. Money is such a smoother of +rough ways! and then the vast opportunities of being nice to other +people that come of a purse at leisure from itself to soothe and +sympathize." She smiled to herself at her bold adaptation of the +poet's sentiments, and mounted the stairs with a quickened step, +reflecting suddenly that she had not marked the time accurately and +might be late. Her glance in at the door of the dressing-room +reassured her. At least she was not the last, for in front of the +mirror stood a portly, bediamonded dame, gazing intently into the +glass and putting the last touches to her toilet with stolid +equanimity. + +"Want to come here?" she asked, pausing in her elaboration of her +water-waves, and nodding affably to Winifred. + +"No, =I= thank you," Winifred answered, seating herself in the low +easy-chair, while the maid pulled off her velvet overshoes. + +"Chilly to-night, isn't it?" the lady continued pleasantly, desirous +of putting the new-comer at her ease. + +Winifred acquiesced in the views of the weather expressed, and a hint +of the chilliness seemed to have crept into the interior. Her +agreeable anticipations of the evening were vaguely dampened, and she +could not quite forgive the innocent cause. "Why will women with red +necks wear light blue and diamonds!" she wondered, "and what can +reconcile her to looking in the glass?" + +With a little shake of the head to make sure that her hairpins were +firmly anchored, and a futile effort to smooth the rebellious curls at +her neck, Winifred glided past the lady in front of the mirror, who +seemed no nearer the completion of her toilet than when she had +entered. At the door of the rear room stood a short, bald-headed man +with a patient expression on his face, as of one who had spent a large +share of his life waiting for his wife. He glanced with some surprise +at the swift reappearance of the girl whom he had watched as she came +up the stairs so short a time before. + +"That girl beats the ticker," he said to himself as she passed him; +"she'll make some man happy if she keeps it up." + +The clock was striking eight as Winifred entered the drawing-room. "It +is quite a feat to be on time in this city of long distances," said +her hostess. + +"How delightful to be appreciated!" responded Winifred, with a +brilliant smile. "I was just pluming myself on being so prompt, but I +see the others are still more so." Here she swept a rapid glance over +a seated group at the other end of the room. + +"I suppose it is hardly more prompt to be too early than too late, so +you are still entitled to the palm." + +The voice which came from close beside her drew the blood to her +cheek; but as the words went on, her nervous tremor subdued itself, +for the tone said to her as clearly as words, "Everything is to be +ignored. We are on the social stage, and must play our parts. You may +trust me." + +Winifred felt a wave of relief sweep over her. She thanked the speaker +with her eyes. To her hostess she said lightly, "Mr. Flint is as much +of a purist as ever--no; don't leave us together. He and I have been +quarrelling over the tea-cups this afternoon. I will let you take up +the defence, while I go over to speak to your sister, Miss Wabash, in +the corner--and isn't that Captain Blathwayt with her?" + +"Yes, he crossed with us on the 'Lucania'; remembered meeting you in +Cheyenne or some other outlandish Western town--thinks you the most +charming American he ever met." + +"How clever of you!" said Winifred over her shoulder, as she moved +away. "Reflected flattery is the most alluring kind." + +As Mrs. Graham turned to greet two newcomers, Flint was left alone, +with no hindrance to the occupation of watching Winifred Anstice. She +stood with her back toward him and her head slightly turned, so that +his eye took in the delicate line of cheek and chin, broken by the +shadows of a dimple, the curve of the neck, and the soft little curls +that nestled at the base of the hair. A woman is always much handsomer +or much plainer than usual in evening dress. + +As Flint looked at Winifred, he felt an absurd jealousy of the +monocled Englishman who presumed to show his admiration so plainly. +His reflections were ended for the time being by the voice of his +hostess saying, "Will you take my sister in to dinner?" As he moved +across the room, Winifred and Captain Blathwayt passed out together, +just ahead of Miss Wabash and himself. He scarcely knew whether to +feel regret or relief to find that the width of the table was to be +between him and Winifred. It certainly had the advantage of shutting +off all necessity for the conversation _farcie_ of the conventional +dinner, which he felt would be an impossibility between him and her +to-night. + +With Miss Wabash the _vol-au-vent_ of talk seemed the most natural +thing; and Flint dashed at once into a jesting, somewhat daring tone, +which she took quite in good part, and when her attention was claimed +by the bald-headed broker on the other side, his neighbor on the left, +a double-chinned dowager, with a pearl necklace half hidden in the +creases of her neck and a diamond aigrette in her hair, proved no less +garrulous if somewhat less sprightly. + +She had much to tell of the loss of her diamonds by a burglary last +week, and of their recovery through the agency of detectives whose +charges were exorbitant. She acquainted Flint with every detail of +the conduct of the family and the servants, the police and the +detectives. As she went on, people began to listen, and the talk +around the table, which had lagged a little, started up more briskly +than before. + +"I have noticed," said Winifred to Captain Blathwayt, "that there are +two subjects which will make even dull people lively,--burglaries and +mind-cure." + +"Aw, I don't know much about burglaries,--never had one in the family; +but I think a lot about mind-cure and all that sort of thing." + +"Confirmation of my theory!" said Winifred, with an impertinence which +felt safe in banking on the lack of perception in the person whose +dignity was assailed. + +"Do you believe in the mind-cure?" asked Miss Wabash, who had caught +the phrase across the table. + +"It depends on the mind," Flint answered. + +"Oh, no, it doesn't; not at all. That's the first principle of the +science. You only need to resign yourself and let the influence flow +over you." + +"Does it make any difference whose influence it is?" + +"Oh, I suppose so. It must be trained influence, and it seems to work +better when it is paid for." + +"Most things do," observed Flint. + +"My cousin says--" + +Flint never knew exactly what Miss Wabash's cousin did say, for at +that point in the conversation his attention was irresistibly +attracted by the talk of his opposite neighbors. + +"Now there's a lot in it, I'm sure," the man of the monocle was +saying, bending toward Winifred with what Flint considered +objectionable propinquity,--"telepathy, don't you know, and--and all +that sort of thing. I had no idea I was to meet you to-night, but as I +was standing on the doorstep I remembered how you looked at that +dinner out in Cheyenne, and a remark you made to me--do you +recollect?" + +"The dinner, perfectly; the remark, not at all." + +"Well, I sha'n't repeat it, for it was deucedly severe on the English. +Really, you know, we're not half bad; but you don't care for your +cousins over the water, I am afraid. Do you?" + +"I think the cousins over the water are much like those on this +side,--the relationship is simply an opportunity for intimate +acquaintance. Some Englishmen are the most charming of their sex; +others are--well, quite the reverse." + +"To which do _I_ belong?" asked the Captain, turning toward her more +openly and leaving his terrapin untasted, which meant much with +Blathwayt. + +"Can you doubt?" Winifred responded with a radiant but wholly +non-committal smile. Self-possessed as she was outwardly, however, she +felt Flint's eyes upon her, and experienced a sense of annoyance at +the attitude of both men. + +Her host on the other side came to her relief at the moment. + +"Blathwayt," he said, leaning over, "you must try this wine. It is +some my wine-merchant in Paris sent over ten years ago,--a special +vintage,--and don't let the terrapin go by, for there's nothing else +worth while before the canvas-backs. I'll let you into the secret too, +Miss Anstice," he added with an expression closely approaching a wink. + +"Thanks," said Winifred, rather wearily, "I am not an epicure." + +"Oh, but you can be trained to be!" Graham answered encouragingly. "It +is mainly a question of practice, though I must say that I was born +with the taste,--inherited from my father, I believe; and I've heard +him tell how once when I was five years old I scolded the butler for +sending up the Burgundy iced." + +"How precocious!" murmured Winifred. + +"Well, of course, that was unusual; but if children were taken young +and had half the attention paid to their palates that folks give to +their eyes and ears, with their fool drawing-teachers and +music-masters in the attempt to enable them to bore somebody with +their twopenny accomplishments, we should soon have a race of +gourmets; and gourmets make cooks. No chef can do his best without +appreciation. For the matter of that, a cook must be born,--he must +have the feeling for his business. Now there was a fellow in +England--My dear," he called out to his wife at the other end of the +table, "was it Windermere or Grassmere where we had those excellent +breaded trout?" + +"I forget," Mrs. Graham answered; "but I know it was the one where +Wordsworth lived. Which was that, Mr. Flint?" + +"Now don't interrupt us," Miss Wabash said in her loud, unshaded +tones; "Mr. Flint has just consented to let me tell his fortune by his +hand." + +Flint looked rather foolish. He was in that awkward position where it +seemed equally fatuous to assent or decline; but deciding on the +former course, he held out his hand, saying, "Spare my character as +far as you conscientiously can, Miss Wabash, and remember in +extenuation of my shortcomings that I did not have the advantage of +being brought up in Chicago." + +All tete-a-tete conversation now ceased, and the attention of the +company was riveted upon Flint and his neighbor. Winifred felt herself +growing intensely nervous. She had no fear of Miss Wabash's +extraordinary power of divination, but she had still less confidence +in the delicacy of her perceptions, and she dreaded some remark which +would embarrass her through Flint's embarrassment. + +In her present high-strung condition, her apprehension made her a +little faint for a moment. The centrepiece of orchids and roses seemed +a vague mass of rather oppressive color and perfume. The women's faces +and necks looked like reddish blobs with flashes of light where the +jewels came. The broad white expanse of the men's shirt fronts alone +retained a certain steadiness. Hastily she grasped her glass of +champagne and drained it dry. It was the first wine she had tasted +that night, and it braced her nerves at once. Fortunately no one +observed her paleness, for everybody's attention was fixed upon Miss +Wabash as she bent over Flint's open palm. + +"A surprising hand!" that young lady was saying; "really in some ways +quite the most interesting I ever came across. I must report it to +Chiro. The fingers very pointed--that ought to indicate idealism, but +the knots on the joints imply practical critical sense. It looks as +though the mind were always grasping at some ideal and were held back +by the critical faculty." + +"Don't blink your points, Mamie!" called out the host, facetiously. At +this allusion to sporting reminiscences, all the men laughed, but the +women rather resented the interruption, as a frivolous treatment of a +serious subject. + +"You have learned your profession thoroughly," said Flint, coloring a +little in spite of himself. "I shall begin to be afraid of you in +earnest, if you are so discerning." + +"Oh, I have only begun!" answered Miss Wabash, kindled by success to +greater vivacity. "That thumb shows marked firmness (see, I can +scarcely bend it back at all); perhaps, if I knew you better, I should +say obstinacy." + +Every one laughed. + +"The fingers," she went on, "show more sensitiveness; and the +mounds--oh, those mean a great deal! Mars is firm and prominent--what +you undertake you will carry through, if it kills you and everybody +else." + +"What a fellow to buy on margin!" said the broker. + +"He doesn't seem to have succeeded in getting married for all his +perseverance," laughed Mr. Graham. + +Winifred, in spite of her emotion, found time to reflect on the +vulgarity of the phrase, and shivered a little. Flint colored, though +he held his hand quite steady. + +"Perhaps he'll buy her sixty," chuckled the broker, pleased with his +technical wit. + +"He'd better hurry up," said Miss Wabash, "for his life-line is short. +He's had experiences though. May I tell them, Mr. Flint?" + +"I give you permission." + +"Well, then, you were in love once a long time ago, but there were +reasons why you couldn't marry, and so you gave up the affair and have +never really cared for any one since; but two or three women have been +desperately in love with you." + +"Mademoiselle, respect the seal of the confessional!" said Flint, +smiling, but drawing away his hand with a quick instinctive motion +which did not escape Winifred. + +"Ho! ho!" called out Graham, "perhaps there is more in palmistry than +I thought. Go on, Mamie, and give us the history of the Salvation Army +episode and the Hallelujah lassie!" + +Flint cursed inwardly, cursed everything and almost everybody, himself +most of all. What was he here for? What if Graham _was_ the chief +stockholder in the "Trans-Continental," he was a coarse-grained +sensualist, with whom no gentleman should associate. (This estimate by +no means did Graham justice, but Flint was not in a judicial mood.) +Then this crack-brained girl with her foolish fake of a theory--and he +had been idiot enough to fall into this trap, and now Winifred would +think he had boasted of Nora Costello as a conquest, perhaps bragged +about saving her life. Oh, the whole thing was past endurance! +Meanwhile everything around moved on mechanically. He heard his host +say impatiently, "My dear, if you keep that epigramme of lamb waiting +much longer, we'd better give up dining and take to holding hands all +round." + +At this there was a general taking up of forks and a subdued buzz of +conversation. It was rather a relief when the candle-shade took fire +and Flint had an excuse for rising to seize it before the butler could +reach it. + +The dinner ended at last, though it seemed as if it never would. As he +held aside the velvet curtains for the ladies to pass, Flint strove to +catch Winifred's eyes, to judge, if he might, what impression Graham's +remark had made; but Blathwayt held her in talk till the threshold was +reached, and the curtain dropped behind her without a glance in +Flint's direction. + +She held her head a little higher than usual as she moved beside Mrs. +Graham into the music-room. A wave of contempt was sweeping over her, +as she reviewed the dinner, its gilding, its gluttony, and its +unspeakable dulness, and she felt that she had sold her birthright of +self-respect for a mess of pottage. + +Miss Wabash sat down at the piano and sang "Oh, Promise Me," and one +or two other gems from DeKoven's latest opera, and then the ladies +adjourned once more to the library. + +The Grahams' library was a large square room, diversified by two +shallow bay-windows such as only a corner house permits. It was ceiled +and finished in heavy Flemish oak, and the walls above the low +bookcases were hung with tapestry. Easy-chairs and softly upholstered +divans filled every nook and corner. It was really, Winifred decided, +an ideal library,--or would have been if there had been any books +behind the silk curtains hung over the shelves. + +As they entered the room Miss Wabash drew Winifred to a seat near +herself on the sofa. + +"Green mint or Chartreuse?" the hostess asked, as the little +ice-filled glasses were set on the low table by her side. + +Winifred declined the cordials, but sat sipping the coffee out of the +tiny Dresden cup, while she listened to the wearisome platitudes of +Mrs. Graham and her guests. From time to time her eye was caught by +the flashing of the jewelled pendulum of the clock on the mantel, in +the drawing-room across the hall, and her mind dwelt ironically on +some lines she had read somewhere:-- + + "Ah! who with clear account remarks + The ebbing of Time's glass, + When all his sands are diamond sparks + That dazzle as they pass!" + +She smiled a derisive little smile, all to herself, as she thought how +small a power lay in jewelled pendulums to make a brilliant evening, +and she felt a certain thrill of pride at the thought that her +associations lay in a world removed from all this smothering +materialism. The lavish sumptuousness which till now had appealed to +her rather strongly, seemed suddenly tainted with vulgarity, and her +thoughts wandered half unconsciously to the bare little room where she +had gone to see Nora Costello. The name brought a slight quickening of +her pulses, and she wanted time to think over things alone. + +As the men came in from the dining-room Miss Anstice's carriage was +announced, and she rose to bid her hostess good-night. + +"Must you run away so early, my dear?" + +"Thank you, yes; I promised Papa to come home early. He likes to see +me before he goes to bed, and to hear an account of my evening." + +"You will be at home at five to-morrow, and I may bring Captain +Blathwayt?" + +"Any friend of yours, of course," murmured Winifred, in a tone which +could hardly have proved encouraging to the vanity or incipient +sentiment of the guardsman. + +"If you will permit me," said Flint to Graham as Winifred came down +the stairs, "I will put Miss Anstice into her carriage, and then come +back for that last cigar." + +Never in his life had Flint so raved against his own lack of readiness +as now, when he felt the passing moments slipping by, and could find +no words to set himself right in the eyes of the woman he loved,--the +woman whose little gloved hand rested on his arm. Judge then of his +feeling when, smiling up into his eyes with perfect friendliness, +Winifred said under her breath, "Why do we go there--you and I? They +really aren't our kind at all." + +The remark carried with it full assurance that no words uttered by +Hartington Graham had power to shake for an instant her faith in the +man whom she had called her friend; but beyond that her confident use +of the word _our_, as if their interests and associations were the +same, thrilled him with a sort of intoxication. + +"Oh, thank you!" was all that he could find to say to express his +complicated state of mind. + +"I do not deserve any thanks at all," Winifred answered. "I ought to +be well scolded for speaking slightingly of people whom I have just +been visiting. I do not often do such ill-mannered things, and I +should not have said it to any one but you." + +Again Flint thrilled at the unconscious flattery. + +"Will you come in to-morrow afternoon?" she asked, as he shut the +carriage door. + +"To meet Captain Blathwayt? No, thank you." + +"The day after then." + +"So be it--till then, farewell!" + +Flint re-entered the house with his heart beating like a trip-hammer. + + + + + CHAPTER XVIII + + A MAIDEN'S VOW + + "A maiden's vow, old Calham spoke, + Is lightly made and lightly broke." + + +As the cab rattled down the avenue, Winifred sank back against the +cushions. She sat in the corner in a sort of daze, marking the glimmer +of the electric lights, which seemed so many milestones in her life, +as she passed them one after another. After all, it is experience +which marks time, and in this day Winifred Anstice had tasted more of +life than in many a year before. Crashing into her world of calm +commonplace had fallen the dynamite bomb of an overwhelming emotion. +Her present, with all its preoccupying trifles, lay in wrecks about +her. For the future--it was too tumultuous to be faced. + +She was like a person who has been walking in the darkness along a +familiar road, and suddenly feels himself plunging over an unsuspected +precipice. She was conscious of nothing but a gasping sense of +dizziness--all control of herself and her life seemed passing out of +her hands into those of another, and she scarcely knew whether to be +glad or sorry. Was it only this afternoon that she had looked upon a +marriage with Jonathan Flint as impossible? If she had thought so a +few hours ago, why not now? Nothing had occurred since. No +transcendent change had come over him or her--why should it all look +so different to her now? Perhaps, she told herself, this mood too +would pass like its precursor. She dared not feel sure of +anything--she who had swung round the whole compass of feeling like a +weather-vane before a thunder-storm. + +These introspective reflections brought back irresistibly the feelings +with which she had read Flint's letter, little dreaming that it was +his,--the letter so full of wise and friendly counsel. She remembered +how, as she read, she had been filled with a yearning desire to rise +to the ideal her unknown counsellor had set before her, and filled too +with a longing that Fate might send it in her way, to be something to +him, to return in some measure the spiritual aid and comfort which she +had received at his hands. + +"Well," she told herself gloomily, "the opportunity had come, and this +was how she had used it--not only by denying his petition,--that, of +course, was inevitable, feeling as she did,--but by accusing him of +selfishness, by insisting that he should accept her terms of +friendship. _Friendship_, bah!--how stale and flat it sounded! Could +she not have devised some newer way of wounding an honorable man who +had offered her his heart?" + +It seemed to her excited consciousness that she must appear to him a +vain and empty coquette, eager to retain a homage for which she +intended no return. When once he awoke to that view, his love would +die out, for he was not a man to continue devotion where he had lost +respect; and so it was all over, or as good as over, between her and +him. + +The cab lurched sharply across the tracks at Twenty-Third Street, +jostling Winifred's flowers and fan out of her lap. The maid stooped +to pick them up. As she returned them she caught a glimpse of the set +look in the face of her mistress. + +"Are you feelin' bad?" she asked. + +"No, no, I am quite well, Maria, only a little tired--are we near +home?" + +"Yes'm, we've passed Gramercy Park, and there's the steeples of St. +George's that you see from your windows." + +"Yes, yes, I see. Here we are close at home. You may go to bed, Maria, +after you have lighted the lamp in my room. I shall not need you +to-night." + +"Well, well," thought the maid, "something's the matter sure. I never +knew no one more fussy about the unhooking of her gown. She can't do +much herself, but she does know how things ought to be done, and +that's what I calls a real lady." + +"Winifred, my dear, is that you?" Professor Anstice called, as the +rustle of his daughter's dress caught his ear on the stair. + +"Oh, Papa, are you awake still?" + +"_Still!_ Why it is not so very late!" said her father, as Winifred +entered the study and threw herself into the deep upholstered chair +beside the fire, which was just graying into ashes in the grate. + +Her father was sitting in his cane-seated study-chair with a +conglomeration of volumes piled about the table. His face, perhaps +from the reflection of the green-shaded student-lamp, looked pale and +worn. His shoulders, too, seemed to Winifred's abnormally quickened +perception to have caught a new stoop. The fact forced itself upon her +consciousness with a sudden, swift pang, that her father was growing +old. She had never thought of age in connection with him before. To +her he had been simply and sufficiently "my father," without thought +of other relations or conditions; but now it rushed upon her with a +wave of insistent remorse, that his life was slipping by, while she +was doing so little for his happiness. A rather bare and dreary life +it seemed to her now, as she contemplated its monotony; for Winifred +had no appreciation of "the still air of delightful studies." Her +world was peopled with live, active figures, always pushing forward, +seeking, striving, loving. And her father had loved once. Yes, that +too struck her now, almost with a shock of surprise. He, too, had +asked for some one's love as ardently, perhaps, as Jonathan Flint for +hers. More than that, he had won the love he sought. Won it and lost +it again. Could it ever come to that for her? The thought smote her +with an intolerable sharpness. + +Mr. Anstice was a strange man to be the parent and guardian of such a +girl as Winifred. The world for him was bounded by the walls of his +study. Even his teaching seemed an interruption to the real business +of his life, and he turned his back upon his class-room with a +sensation of relief. + +He was not a popular professor among the body of the students; but the +unfailing courtesy of his manner, and the solidity of his scholarship, +won the respect of the many, and the esteem and warm admiration of the +few. + +His bearing, in spite of the scholar's stoop, was marked by a certain +distinction, and the lines of his worn face curiously suggested the +fresh curves which marked his daughter's brow and cheek. The beauty of +youth is an ivorytype; the beauty of age is an etching, bitten out by +the burin and acid of thought, experience, and sorrow. + +The prevailing mood with James Anstice was one of gentle weariness. He +felt that his life was ended, and that the years were going on in a +sort of monotonous anti-climax. Yet, in spite of this undertone of +depression, his manner was responsive, genial, even gay at times, and +he lived much in the reflected light of Winifred's youth and energy. + +If it caused him some surprise that any one should want anything as +much as Winifred wanted everything for which she cared at all, he +treated her enthusiasms with amused toleration, and made as much +effort to secure for her the successive desires of her heart as though +they had assumed the same importance in his own mind as in hers. + +To-night he forced himself away from his own train of thought with an +effort, to throw himself into Winifred's evening experiences. He +watched her for some time as she sat in silence, with head bent +forward and gloved hands clasped about her knee. + +"Well, little girl," he said at last, "you seem to have fallen into a +brown study. Was the dinner so dull?" + +"No, Papa, not dull exactly; rather brilliant in some ways." + +"I understand--brilliant materially, dull spiritually, like the +mantles those fellows wore in the Inferno--gilt on the outside, and +lead within. 'Oh, everlastingly fatiguing mantle!' I am gladder than +ever that I stayed at home." + +"I am glad too, for I think you would have been bored, and when you +are bored you make no concealment of the fact." + +"Of course not,--why should I? If I seemed to be having a good time, I +should be compelled to go through it again. No, society is organized +for people under twenty-five. They really enjoy it. For the rest of +the world it is a sham." + +Winifred smiled absently. + +"Who was there?" Professor Anstice asked at length, pushing away his +books as if bidding them a reluctant good-night. + +"Oh, no one whom you know, I think, except Mr. Flint." + +"Flint? Does he go to such things?" + +"Yes, and appears to find them sufficiently entertaining, though I +fancy he must be decidedly over twenty-five. By the way," she added, +with an elaborately careless aside, "what do you think of Mr. Flint, +on the whole?" + +"I think, for a clever man, he plays the worst game of whist I ever +saw." + +"Yes, yes," admitted Winifred, with light mockery in her tone; "but +what do you think of him in lesser matters,--general character, for +instance?" + +The Professor looked at his daughter with a little quizzical sadness +in his faded gray eyes. He began to perceive the drift of her banter. + +"It would be difficult to state exactly what I think of him when you +put it so broadly as that," he answered. "Flint's character is +complex. He has in him the making of a fine man; but the question is, +will it ever be made? He seems to me abnormally lacking in personal +ambition,--does not seem to care whether he is heard of or not,--has a +sort of contempt for the little neighborhood notorieties which give +most men pleasure. It is as if he were taking a bird's-eye view of +himself, and every one else, and they all looked so small that the +trifling variations in prominence did not matter." + +Winifred looked at her father in silent surprise. She had no idea that +he had made such a study of the younger man. He paused for a moment; +but meeting his daughter's absorbed gaze, he continued: "The thing +which gives me most hope of Flint is his genuine devotion to truth. +Positive or negative truth--it is all the same to him. Now, many a +man is loyal to his convictions; but very few are loyal to their +doubts. He will 'come into port greatly or sail with God the seas.' +Fine line that, isn't it? The sound is quite majestic if you say it +over aloud--'Come into port--'" + +"But, Papa," interrupted Winifred a little impatiently, "you were +talking of Mr. Flint." + +"To be sure, so we were,--at least I was; but I should like to hear a +little of your opinion of him. A woman's estimate of a man is always +worth having, though not always worth heeding. You see too much in +high lights and deep shadows, not enough by clear daylight; still, I +should like to know how Flint strikes you. I remember at first you +found him absolutely disagreeable." + +"Yes, Papa." + +"But of late you have seemed to change your mind, or at least to feel +less prejudice against him." + +"Yes, Papa." + +A silence fell between them after this. At length Winifred rose and +turned down the lights. Then she drew a low stool to the side of her +father's chair, and sitting down by his knee began to rub her hand +gently up and down over the broadcloth. + +"Papa," she said after a while, "I haven't been very nice to you; have +I?" + +"Nonsense, child,--what put such an idea into your head? As if I had +had any happiness in all these years since--since your mother +died--except through my children!" + +"Oh, yes, I know you have found your happiness in taking care of us, +but I have found my happiness in being taken care of; and I have +enjoyed having my own way and doing the things I liked, and now I +would give--oh, so much!--if I had been different." + +"What does this mean?" exclaimed Professor Anstice, anxiously fumbling +about Winifred's wrist in the vain effort to find her pulse. "Are you +ill? You have not had a hemorrhage or anything, have you?" + +"Don't worry about me, dear! I shall live to plague you for many a +year yet. I'm as well as can be, except for the mind ache." Here she +gave a nervous little laugh. The Professor looked down at her, sitting +there on the stool, her head drooping to the side as he remembered to +have seen it years ago when she was a little chidden child. The waving +hair hid her face from his sight,--all but the delicate oval of the +cheek and the curve of the full, rounded chin. + +"Winifred," he said gently, "I think you have something to tell me." + +"Yes, I have, only I don't know how to begin." + +"Is it, perhaps, about Mr. Flint?" + +"Yes, about Mr. Flint," Winifred admitted. + +"He has been asking you to marry him?" + +"Yes, asking me to marry him," Winifred repeated, still like a child +reciting her catechism. + +"And you promised." + +"No, I did not," Winifred answered with sudden energy; "I told him I +never could, would, or should marry him,--that I would go on being +friends with him as long as he liked, but on condition that he gave up +the other idea entirely." + +Professor Anstice reached out his thin white scholarly fingers and +stroked the rebellious waves of his daughter's hair. + +"Winifred," he said, "you are always acting on impulse. You never take +time to consider anything, but jump and plunge like a broncho. Now let +us talk this matter over calmly: I am afraid you have made a +mistake--a serious mistake, my dear, though it may not be too late to +remedy it." + +"There is nothing to remedy," said Winifred, with a tremulous attempt +at cheerfulness; "he asked me and I said 'No,' and he said he should +never ask me again, and I said I hoped he wouldn't, or something like +that, and so the matter ended; and I am always going to live with you +and be good to you,--and you won't be sorry for that, will you?" + +"I should be very sorry if it came about so. Listen, Winifred. Because +you see me a delver in dusty old books, you think perhaps that I don't +know what love is; but I tell you as I grow older it comes to fill a +larger and larger part of the horizon, to seem perhaps the only +reality. I don't mean just the love of a man for a woman, but the +great throbbing bond of human affection and sympathy; and of all the +kinds of affection, there is none that has the strength and toughness +that belong to the love of husband and wife. I wish you to marry, +Winifred,--I have always wished it,--only let it be to a true man, my +dear,--let it be to a true man!" + +"Father, he _is_ a true man," said Winifred, speaking low and with a +timidity wholly new to her. + +"I think so,--I earnestly believe it. He seems to me to have more +ability, more strength, and more tenderness than he has shown yet. +Some wrong ideas have twisted themselves persistently among the very +fibres of his life and warped it; but it is not yet too late to tear +them away." + +"Some one else may do it," said Winifred, in exaggerated +discouragement, "I let the opportunity slip by. He will never ask me +again, and as for me--do you think I will ever go to any man with the +offer of my love? Not if my heart broke for him!" + +"He said he would never ask you again?" + +"Yes, Papa; he said it twice." + +"Well, if he said it twice fifty times, it was a lie, or would have +been if he had not believed it himself at the time. Never fear but you +will have a chance to tell him that you have changed your mind, and +without any wound to your pride either." + +"Oh, Papa!" cried Winifred, rising and throwing her arms about his +neck, "you are such a comfort!" + +The old clock on the landing of the stairway struck one. + +"There, it is morning already," said her father. "Off to bed with you, +else I shall have no one to pour out my cup of coffee to-morrow." As +he spoke, he gently unclasped her arms from about his neck, but she +would not go quite yet. + +"If--if--all this should ever come about, are you quite sure you would +be willing to have me leave you?" + +"Quite sure, my dear. It is the natural thing, and what is natural +must be right. Now, good-night." + +Winifred wiped away the tears which had been hanging on the fringe of +her eyelashes, and after a parting hug gathered up her wraps and swept +away to her room. Her father watched her tenderly till the last trace +of her gown had vanished up the stairs; then he closed the door +softly, took a miniature from its case in the drawer, laid it on the +table, and bowed his head on both arms above it. + +"'Father and Mother both.' Yes, that was what I promised, and that is +what I must be so far as I can, and may God help me!" he murmured. + + + + + CHAPTER XIX + + A SLUM POST + + "Sounding brass and a tinkling cymbal." + + +Despair fells; suspense tortures. The forty odd hours which lay +between the ending of the Grahams' dinner and the promised interview +with Winifred Anstice stretched out into an eternity to the impatience +of Flint. By turns he tried occupation and diversion; yet his ear +caught every tick of the clock, which seemed to his exaggerated fancy +to have retarded its movement. He found it so impossible to work at +his office that he packed up his papers and started for home. + +"What! going so early?" called Brooke from his desk. + +"Yes, a man cannot do any work here with this everlasting steam-drill +outside." + +"You are growing too sensitive for this world, Flint. We shall have to +build you a padded room, like Carlyle's, on top of the building." + +Flint vouchsafed no answer. He posted out and up Broadway as if he +were in mad haste. Then suddenly recollecting that his chief purpose +was to kill time, he moderated his stramming gait to a stroll. At a +jeweller's on Union Square he paused, and turned in, ostensibly to +order some cards; but passing out he stopped surreptitiously before +the case of jewels. The rubies interested him most. How well they +would look against a certain gray-silk gown! Should he ever dare-- He +caught a meaning smile on the face of the clerk, and bolted out of the +door. + +He paused again at a fashionable florist's shop tucked deftly in among +the theatres of central Broadway. The men at the counter were busily +engaged over curiously incongruous tasks,--one binding up a cross of +lilies, another a wreath for a baby's coffin, and a third preparing a +beribboned basket, gay with chrysanthemums, for a dinner-table. +Heedless, like us all, of every one's experiences but his own, Flint +stood by, waiting impatiently for the clerk who was putting the last +lily in the cross. From the great heaps of roses which stood about he +selected an overflowing boxful of the longest-stemmed and most +fragrant. The clerk smiled as he watched his recklessness. "I've seen +'em like that," he said to himself, "and two or three years after +they'll come in and ask for carnations, and say it doesn't matter if +they _were_ brought in yesterday." + +Unconscious of the florist's cynical reflections, Flint tossed him +his card, and emerged once more to add one to the moving mass of +humanity on the street. At Madison Square he dropped in at the club +and looked over the latest numbers of "Life" and "Punch." + +Still time hung heavy on his hands. He looked at his watch; it was +just five o'clock,--exactly the time when that objectionable Blathwayt +was to call in Stuyvesant Square. Still two hours before dinner. + +He left the club, crossed over to Broadway, and jumped onto the +platform of the moving cable-car at imminent peril to life and limb. +He rode on in a sort of daze, till he was roused by a sudden jerk and +the conductor's call of: "Central Park--all out here!" Moving with the +moving stream of passengers, he stepped out of the car, and refusing a +green transfer ticket he crossed the street and entered the park at +the Seventh Avenue gate, where the path makes a sudden dip from the +level of the street. The sun was near its setting, and the chilly wind +had swept the walks clear of tricycles and baby carriages. The +gray-coated guardian of the peace blinked at him from his sentry box. +Otherwise he had the park to himself, and found an intense pleasure in +the solitude, the keen air, and the sharp outlines of the dreary +autumn branches against the gorgeous sky. + +The west had that peculiar brilliancy which the dwellers on Manhattan +would recognize as characteristic of their island in November, if +there were not so few who ever get a peep at the sky except +perpendicularly at noonday, as they emerge from rows of brownstone +houses or overshadowing buildings of fabulous height. Flint was in no +mood to sentimentalize over sunsets. The intensely human interests +before him drove Nature far away, as a cold abstraction akin to death; +yet half unconsciously the scene imprinted itself upon his senses, and +long afterward he recalled distinctly the pale grayish-blue of the +zenith shading into the rare, cold tint of green, and that again +barred over with light gossamer clouds, beneath which lay the glowing +bands of orange, red, and violet. + +As the sun dropped, the temperature followed it. The wind whistled +more keenly through the bare branches. Flint turned up the collar of +his overcoat, thrust his hands into his pockets, and quickened his +pace. + +The relief of rapid motion told upon his overstrained condition. By +the time he had rounded the lakes he was calmer. The ascent of the +steep, rock-hewn steps of the ramble rested his nerves as much as it +taxed his wind, and as he came stramming down the mall, his mind was +sufficiently detached from its own hopes and fears to be able to +realize that the overhanging elms recalled agreeably the long walk at +Oxford, and that the Cathedral spires were fine in the gathering dusk, +as one emerged from the Fifth Avenue entrance. The return to the world +of men stimulated him, and the long undulating waves of electric +lights seemed to beckon to him hopefully as he went on. + +The afternoon was gone. That was one comfort, he said, as he reached +his own room. It would take half-an-hour to dress for dinner, and that +meal might be prolonged to cover another hour; but the evening still +stretched onward, seeming interminable to his restless fancy. It was a +relief when Brady came in and suggested that they drop in at a meeting +of the Salvation Army to be held at a slum post in a region of the +city known as Berry Hill. + +"Will I go?" he said, echoing the question of his friend, who stood +looking out of the window with an appearance of indifference, which +deceived no one. "Yes, I will; but I want you to understand that I +don't go as you do, out of pure emotional piety, but only to see and +hear Nora Costello." + +"Well, she is worth it, isn't she?" Brady responded. + +"Worth a trip down-town? Without doubt; but that is not the question +that is lying down in the depths of the locality you are pleased to +call your heart. Come, now," he added, walking across to the window +and throwing his arm over Brady's shoulder with one of his rare +exhibitions of affection,--"come; make a clean breast of it, and let +us talk the thing out from A to Z. _Imprimis_, you are in love with +Nora Costello." + +Brady started and moved away a trifle, but made no effort at denial +till after a minute, when he said rather weakly, "What makes you think +so?" + +"_Think_ so! Why, man, I must be deaf, dumb, and blind not to _know_ +it. Do you suppose I believed that a man at your time of life, brought +up as you have been, had suddenly gone daft on this Salvation Army +business?" + +"It's a 'business', as you call it, that does more good than all the +churches put together," answered Brady, hotly. + +"Hear him!" echoed Flint, mockingly. + +"Hear this son of New England actually declaring that there may be a +way to heaven which does not lie between church-pews or start from a +pulpit!" + +"Flint, you are a scoffer." + +"What do I scoff at?" + +"Religion." + +"Pardon me, but I do not." + +"Well, theology, anyway." + +"Ah, that is a different matter." + +"You call yourself an agnostic." + +"No, I don't. 'Agnostic' is too long and too pretentious a word. I +prefer to translate it and call myself a know-nothing." + +"Don't you believe in God and a future life--and--and all that sort of +thing?" Brady ended rather disjointedly. + +"Don't you believe Mars is inhabited? and that the lines on its +surface are canals for irrigation?" + +"I don't know," answered Brady, whose mental processes were simple. + +"Neither do I," said Flint; "and what is more, neither does any man, +any more than he knows about God and a future life; and so why should +we go to making up creeds and breaking the heads of people who don't +agree with us when we are all just guessers, and probably all of us +wrong?" + +"Then you would take away faith out of the world?" + +"Not I,--at least not unless I could see something to take its place, +which at present I don't; and as for these poor devils who are +consoling themselves for their hard lot in this world by the +expectation of a soft thing in the next, I would not be such a brute +as to shake their confidence if I could, and I don't blame them much +if in addition to their heaven they set up a hell where, in +imagination at least, they can put the folks who have been having a +too good time here while they were grunting and sweating under their +weary load." + +"Then I wonder you have not more sympathy with an organization like +the Salvation Army, which is doing its best to lighten the burden of +the grunters and sweaters." + +"Ah," answered Flint, "I had forgotten the Salvation Army,--it seems +so small a branch of a big subject. I am glad you brought me back. But +let us go a little further back still, for you know it was not the +Army at all that we started to discuss, but only one of its officers, +with a slender little figure and a pale face and a big pair of rather +mournful dark eyes." + +"Oh!" said Brady, taken somewhat off his guard, "but you should see +her when she is pleased! They light up just as if a torch had been +kindled in them." + +"Oh, they do, do they?" said Flint, with genial raillery; "well, you +see I never saw her so pleased as that." + +"Why, don't you remember on her birthday, when I gave her back the +locket?" + +"I remember the occasion; but I had precious little chance to see how +her eyes looked, for you stood so close to her that nobody else could +catch a glimpse. I did see something, though." + +"What?" + +"I saw _you_, and any one more palpably sentimental I never did see." + +"Well, what of it? It isn't a crime, I suppose--" + +"That depends," Flint answered dryly. + +Brady shook off his hand. "What do you mean by that?" he asked +angrily. + +"I mean," said Flint, folding his arms and looking at his friend +steadily, "that you have come to the cross-roads. You cannot go on as +you are. You must either give up hanging about Nora Costello, or you +must make up your mind to marry her." + +"And why not, pray, if I could induce her to accept me?" + +"Great Heavens!" cried Flint; "has it gone so far as that?" + +"Yes, it has," answered Brady, as defiantly as though Flint had +represented his whole family circle; "and if she will marry me I shall +be a proud and happy man." + +"And your relatives,--the Bradfords and Standishes and all?" + +"Plymouth Rock may fall on them for all I care," exclaimed Brady. + +"And how about the tambourines and torches?" + +Brady colored a little, but he stood his ground manfully. + +"I shall never presume to dictate," he answered. "I will go my way and +she shall go hers; and if I can lend a helping hand to any of the poor +wretches she is trying to save, I shall do it, if I have to take off +my kid gloves and get down into the gutter, as many a better man has +done before me." + +"Well," answered Flint, "if that is the way you take it I have nothing +more to say. But if you don't object I would like to be present when +you announce the engagement to Miss Standish." + +"Miss Standish be hanged!" cried Brady. "It is a question of Miss +Costello, I tell you. My only anxiety lies right there. If you had +ever been in love you would know how it feels." + +"I can imagine," Flint answered, taking up his pipe and looking +scrutinizingly into the bowl; "I have read about it in books. But +come! if we are going to the rally we must be about it. It is nearly +eight by my watch. How long is the confounded thing--excuse me--I mean +the gospel gathering?" + +"If you are going to make fun of it, Flint, you would better stay at +home," said Brady, stiffly. + +"No, no, forgive me, Brady! I meant nothing of the kind; it is my +accursed habit of joking when I am in earnest, and being so solemn +when I try to be funny that I am never in harmony with the occasion. +Go on; I will close the door. I ought not to go, for I half expect +Brooke of the Magazine. No matter; I will leave word for him." + +As they passed the janitor, Flint said, "I shall be back by ten. If +any one comes to see me you have the key of my rooms, and let any +visitor come in and wait." + +"All right, sir!" + +"And see that the fire is kept up." + +"Yes, sir." + +Flint shivered as he passed out of the warm, heavily carpeted halls +into the chilly night of late November. + +"To-morrow will be Thanksgiving, won't it?" Brady observed. + +"Yes, and judging by the number of turkeys on this avenue there will +be no family without one. I heard last year of a poor widow who had +_six_ sent her by different charitable institutions. That is what I +call a pressure of subsistence on population." + +Something in Flint's manner jarred upon his companion. It seemed like +a determined opposition to any undue influence of sentiment or +emotion. Brady could not have defined the attitude of his friend's +mind; but he felt it, and resented it to the extent of keeping +silence after they had taken their seats in the car of the elevated +road. + +There were few other passengers, and the car smelled of lamp-oil. All +surrounding influences tended to depress Brady's ordinarily buoyant +spirits, and he wished he had stayed at home, or at any rate had left +Flint behind. Meanwhile his companion, apparently wholly oblivious of +the frigidity of his companion's manner, sat with his hat pulled over +his eyes, and his face as undecipherable as the riddle of the Sphinx. + +As the cars stopped at a station half-way between the up-town +residences and the downtown offices, in the slum belt of the city, +Brady buttoned up his overcoat and rose, saying shortly, "We get out +here." + +"He has been here more than once," was Flint's inward comment; but he +made no reply, only followed in Brady's footsteps down the iron +stairs, and under the shadow of the elevated track for a block or two, +when Brady made a sharp wheel to eastward. + +"Is this our street?" asked Flint, speaking for the first time. + +"Yes, this is our street. Turn to the right--there where you see the +red lantern hanging out from the second story." + +"Ah, you know the neighborhood well, I see. Lead on, and I will +follow. How dark it is down here!" + +"Yes, electric lights are reserved for the quarters where you rich +people live." + +"_You_ rich people!" Flint smiled to himself. "Pretty soon," he +thought, "Brady will be classing me among the greedy capitalists who +are battening on the sorrows of the poor." He was almost conscious of +a feeling of guilt as he recalled the fresh, pure air of the park and +contrasted it with this atmosphere. The name of Berry Hill seemed +curiously inappropriate for the level streets lined with tumble-down +tenements; and its suggestion of the long-ago days when vine-clad +uplands swelled between the narrowing rivers, and little children +steeped their fingers in nothing more harmful than the blood of +berries, lent an added pathos to the gloom of the contrasting present. + +The slum post was a forlorn wooden building which had quite forgotten, +if it had ever owned, a coat of paint. The windows of the lower story +were guarded by a wire netting, behind which reposed the treasures of +the poor under the temporary guardianship of the pawnbroker. On one +side lay bits of finery, tawdry rings of plate and silver set with +sham diamonds and pearls, which if the product of nature, would have +bankrupted a Rothschild. In among them were infants' rattles and +spoons marked for life with the impress of baby teeth. Behind the +smaller articles hung a row of musical instruments, fifes and fiddles +sadly silent, and hinting of moody, mirth-robbed homes. Behind these +again, by the dim light within, Flint caught a glimpse of +miscellaneous piles of household articles wrung from the reluctant +owners who had already parted with vanity and mirth, and now must +banish comfort too. + +The door on one side of the window stood open, and a rather dim light +within showed a bare hall-way with a worn shabby staircase leading to +the room above. Flint and Brady toiled up two flights. "The path to +heaven is not to be made too easy, is it?" said Flint, pausing to take +breath. + +"No; did you expect elevators?" his friend asked with some asperity. + +Flint's good humor was not to be shaken, however. + +"To heaven? Why, yes. Angels' wings I've always understood were to be +at our service. Here it seems not." + +At the door Brady stopped to drop a quarter into the basket labelled +"Silver contribution," held by a buxom and not unpleasing young woman +in the Army uniform. + +"They understand the first principles of the church, I see," Flint +whispered. "They have dropped the communion, but they keep the +contribution-box." + +Brady did not attend to him. As the two men entered, several turned to +look at them. Clearly they were not of the class expected. Brady, +however, nodded to one or two, and he and his friend sat down on a +bench near the door, in the corner of the hall. Flint wished it were +in order to keep his hat on to shield his eyes from the unshaded gas, +which struck him full in the face. But he resigned himself to that, as +well as to the heat and the odor, and charged it off to the account of +a new experience. + +The interior was bare and cheerless, colorless save for the torn red +shades above the high dormer windows, and the crudely painted mottoes +over the platform and around the wall. "_Berry Hill for God!_" +sprawled along one side, flanked by "_Remember Your Mother's +Prayers!_" and in front the sinner's trembling gaze was met by the +depressing suggestion, "_What if you Was to Die To-night?_" + +The ceiling was low, and the air already over-heated and +over-breathed. Flint was an epicure in the matter of air. He looked +longingly at the door, which offered the only method of escape. But he +had come for the evening, and he made up his mind to endure to the +end. + +A Hindoo was speaking as they came in, shaking his white turban with +much vehemence, and waving his small delicate hands in the air as he +told of "The General's" work in India, and how he had been drawn by +the gospel (which he pronounced go-spell) to give up his rank in the +Brahmin caste, to wander over the world as an evangel. + +"Queer," muttered Flint, "that every converted Hindoo was a Brahmin. +Booth seems to have had great luck with the aristocracy." + +For a few moments the strangeness of the Hindoo's speech amused Flint; +then he grew bored, and finally irritated. He took out his watch, +looked at it conspicuously, then closed it with an audible click. If +there is a depressing sound on earth it is the click of a watch to the +ear of an orator. The speaker felt it, and looked round deprecatingly, +reflecting perhaps that however superior in morals, Occidentals have +something to learn of the Orientals in manners. + +When the high-caste Hindoo sat down, there was much clapping of hands +and shaking of tambourines, and then to the tune of Daisy Bell rose a +chorus of,-- + + "Sinner, Sinner, give me your answer, do!" + +Flint felt a convulsive twitching at the corner of his mouth, but he +had sworn to himself that he would betray no levity. Brady looked so +uncomfortable that his friend pitied him. There is much which disturbs +us, chiefly through the sensibility of others. At the end of the +singing, a man rose to tell of what the Army had done for him in +rescuing him from the gutter; but his legs were so unsteady and his +speech so frequently interrupted by hiccoughs that an audible titter +ran around the room, and there was great propriety in the song +following his remarks. + + "If at first you don't succeed, + Try, try again." + +The room grew hotter, the lights more trying, the bench harder. The +humor of the situation began to die out in Flint's mind, and gave way +to a wave of repulsion and of pity for his friend who was about to +condemn himself to these associations for life. His mind, which had +wandered from the scene around him, was recalled by the sound of a +voice, so different from the preceeding ones that it fell like angelic +tones upon a world far beneath. + +"My friends," said the voice, which was of course Nora Costello's, +"you have listened this night to stories of sin and suffering, of +struggle, of victory, and sometimes of defeat." + +"Like the tipsy gent's," a man called out with a coarse laugh. + +"Yes, like his. Would you jeer and gibe if you saw a man sinking in +the waves time after time in spite o' rafts and life-preservers thrown +out to him from the ship?" + +A shamed silence showed that the question had struck; but the speaker +was not satisfied with silence. She went on driving the shaft home. +"Would you laugh if you saw a man trying to climb out of a burning +building and beaten back time after time by the flames?" + +(Cries of "No, no.") + +"Then why should you laugh over a poor wretch who is struggling with +worse flames and in danger of being dragged down to more terrible +fires of endless punishment?" + +"Fire! Fire!" cried some one in the hall. For a moment Flint took this +to be like the "No, no" of a moment before,--only a running comment on +the speaker's words,--but at the same instant his eye caught the +curling of a thin blue line of smoke in the corner, and he remembered +the furniture and flimsy flummery stored on the lower floor. He +measured the distance to the door. There was no one between him and +it. He would have little difficulty in escaping if he started on the +instant--_but these others!_ + +"The place will go up like a rocket," he said to Brady, "but a panic +is worse. Hold the door with me!" + +"Take me, meester; I'm stronger nor him!" said a broad-shouldered +coal-heaver, who had overheard their whisper. + +With this the three men made a bolt for the door, and formed in line +in front of it, with their stout walking-sticks in hand. + +"Keep your seats. We will knock down the first man who moves. There's +no danger!" Flint shouted. For an instant the crowd wavered. It would +have taken only one more impulse to turn it into a mob. Nora Costello +saw the danger, and seizing her tambourine she began on a ringing Army +chorus. The audience fell in with such energy that it drowned the +rattle of the fire engines. + +"Don't be alarmed," said a fireman, sticking his head in at the door, +"the fire is out, and the danger over. Five minutes more, though," he +added in an undertone to Flint, "would have done the business, and +then, I reckon, we might have spent a week looking for bodies in the +ashes." + +"Come, Brady, let us go; I want some fresh air," said Flint, when the +excitement had subsided and another convert had begun his sing-song +confession and adjuration. + +"Go, then," answered his friend; "I shall wait to the end. I am going +to walk home with Miss Costello. Yes," he went on, in response to his +friend's questioning glance, "it's to-night or never." + +"Then I won't wait," said Flint; "only come in to-morrow and tell me +how you fared." + +It was with a feeling of exultation that Flint found himself again on +the street. "How grewsome it would have been," he thought, "to be +carried off in a job lot like that! I can imagine nothing worse, +except perhaps to be killed in a crush at a bargain-counter." + + + + + CHAPTER XX + + THE UNFORESEEN + + "C'est toujours l'imprevu qui arrive." + + +The ruling thought in Flint's mind as he emerged from the crowded room +and made his way down the shaky stairs to the outer door, was of the +physical delight of inhaling fresh air. He drew in two or three deep, +lung-filling breaths, then he opened his coat and shook it to the air +as he had seen doctors do after coming out of a sick-room. + +"Decidedly," he said to himself, "slumming is not my vocation. If I +were drafted into the Salvation Army, I should plead to be permitted +to join the open-air brigade. My sympathy with the poor in general, +and drunkards in particular, is in inverse proportion to the nearness. +Poor Brady! I wonder how he will endure being unequally yoked together +with a believer. Suppose Nora Costello refuses him. No, he is safe +enough, if it is being safe to have her return his love. I saw her +look up as we came in, and though she never glanced in our direction +again till the cry of 'Fire!' came, I saw her look of appeal then, +and his response. Oh, there is no doubt about her accepting him; but +the question is, not how does she feel now, but how will she feel a +year or two years from now? As I grow older, I grow more conservative +on these things. There is such an amount of wear and tear in the +ordinary strain of married life that I hate to see cruel and unusual +ones added. If Winifred Anstice should ever or could ever-- There, I +will not allow myself even to think about it, for it would be so much +harder to give it up afterward if I am compelled to, and, after all, +what chance is there that a girl like Winifred would be willing to +spend her whole life with a man whose nature and character are so +different from hers!" + +Flint had been walking rapidly, and his musings had so filled his mind +that he saw with surprise that he had reached the corner where the +Sixth Avenue elevated and surface cars curve together for their +straight-away race to the Park at the end of the course. He was +conscious of a certain added rush of spirits at finding himself once +more on the edge of a familiar world,--a world where the sin was at +least conventionalized and the misery went about well dressed. Already +the scene at the slum post had taken on in his mind a distance which +enabled him to regard it humorously, and he amused himself in +rehearsing the scene as he would set it forth to Brooke when he +reached "The Chancellor." + +As he turned a corner, he noticed just in front of him in the side +street leading toward Fifth Avenue a young woman carrying a paper +parcel, and looking up a little nervously at one number after another. +She wore a Canada seal jacket, and a wide felt hat topped with nodding +plumes which made a large effect for the investment. Over the jacket +hung a gilt chain holding a coin purse, the latest fad of the +fashionable world. + +As Flint's footsteps quickened behind her, she turned her head a +little timorously. At last she stopped, and as he caught up with her +she began, "Could you tell me--" Then she stopped short. + +"Miss Marsden!" exclaimed Flint, in amazement. "What in the world +brings you here?" + +"To see New York," the girl began a little flippantly, but ended more +tremulously, "and to see you." + +"But where are you staying?" + +"Nowhere--that is, I came down on the train this afternoon, and I +thought I'd go to a hotel, and then I meant to write you a note +to-morrow and ask you to come and see me; but a lady I met on the +cars, she was real kind, and she said she guessed I'd find it cost +more 'n I reckoned on to go to a hotel, and so she gave me this +address where a friend of hers lived. She said she was a perfect lady, +and would take good care of me. Not that I need anybody to do that!" + +This last with that curious mixture of innocence, ignorance, and +sophistication, incredible outside America, where the self-dependent +girl so early becomes sufficient for herself and too much for every +one else. + +Flint took the address from her hand, and studied it for a minute. +"That will not do at all," he said quietly, as he threw the bit of +paper into the gutter. Then he took out his watch. "Half-past nine. +You have just time to catch the night train for South East." + +The girl's face fell. "I'm not going to South East," she said +sullenly. "I wrote Pa that I was going off for Thanksgiving, with a +friend from Boxbury." + +"Then why not go back to Boxbury? That's still an easier trip, and I +can let you have the money." + +Flint's tone, which was always low, had dropped still deeper; but the +earnestness of his manner made itself felt, and a casual passer-by, +catching the word "money," slowed up his walk, and turned his head for +an instant's inspection of the couple. Flint raged inwardly at the +vulgarity of the situation thus thrust upon him. To his companion, +however, the glance of the passer-by conveyed nothing more than a +recognition of her good looks, to which she was not averse. She stood +still a moment, rubbing her ringed and ungloved hand back and forward +over the sanded iron imitation brownstone fence by which she had +paused. Then, as Flint, feeling the conspicuousness of their +stationary attitude, made a movement to walk on, she broke out with a +note of genuine feeling,-- + +"It's no question of money. I came away because I couldn't stand it +any longer. I wanted so to see you and to tell you what a lot I cared +about you, and I thought perhaps--" + +"Don't go on!" said Flint, a trifle sternly. "You are a silly little +fool; but you ought to know better than to say things like that to a +man who never did and never could care anything for you." + +"Then you despise me and my love!" said Tilly, with passion half real, +half premeditated for effect. She had rehearsed this scene many times +in her own mind. + +"Despise you? Not I," Flint answered; "and as for your love, a real, +genuine affection is about the last thing in the world to be despised. +Whether it is returned or not, it does not matter; and besides," here +Flint paused a minute and then went on, "in that I have much sympathy +with you, for I too love some one who has refused to marry me." + +It was with a sense of inward surprise that Flint heard himself +revealing the secrets of his inmost heart to this tawdry young girl; +but Brady's words were ringing in his ears: "I think I would try to +help save a soul, if I had to take off my kid gloves or even go down +in the gutter to do it." + +Tilly Marsden had not enough nobleness of nature to take in the spirit +of his confidence. To her his words implied some hope for herself. + +"Perhaps," she said brokenly, "if you couldn't get her you might take +me." As she looked up at him pleadingly, with real tears standing on +her long eyelashes and the flush of a genuine emotion on her cheeks, +Flint was conscious that she was very, very pretty. + +Her prettiness would not at any time have held any temptation for him. +The inherited austerity of his blood and a fastidiousness of +temperament beyond the appeal of this chromo beauty would have +prevented it in any case, but just now he was under the spell of an +exaltation which lifted him above even the possibility of such danger. +He had stood on the Mount of Transfiguration and looked into the eyes +of spiritual love. Its light still shone above and around him, and +shed its influence over the whole world. All dark thoughts, all +basilar instincts shrank back abashed before that white light. The old +monogamous instinct of the Anglo-Saxon race, which has kept it sound +at the core in spite of a thousand vices, held this man as true to the +woman whom he wished to marry as if she were indeed his wife. + +Tempted he was not, but most wofully disturbed in mind he certainly +was. Having destroyed the dubious address, he felt himself to have +assumed in a measure a responsibility for this foolish girl's future, +her immediate future at least. His mind traversed rapidly all the +possible courses open to him. He must take her somewhere. Hotels and +boarding-houses were alike impossible. He thought of Nora Costello; +but he could not bring himself to ask her to share the narrow limits +of her one room with this be-furbelowed young person, and then it +would involve so many awkward explanations. There was only one person +who would understand. By a process of exclusion, his thoughts were +driven more and more insistently toward seeking aid from Winifred +Anstice. + +He felt to the full the delicacy and difficulty, not to say the +absurdity, of his position, in seeking to place the woman who loved +him under the protection of the woman he loved, but it was the only +course which seemed even possible. + +"Come," he said suddenly to Tilly, with an authority which the girl's +will was powerless to resist. "Since you will not go home, you must be +cared for here. I will take you to a friend of mine, and you must do +as she tells you." + +"And what if I won't go?" said the girl, with a feeble effort at +self-assertion. + +"Then I will leave you here. Only never hold me responsible for the +ruin that lies before you clear as Hell." + +The girl quailed before the energy of his words. + +"Cab, sir?" called the driver of a hansom the lights of which had +twinkled from a judicious distance for some time past. + +Flint raised his finger in acquiescence, and the hansom rattled up to +the curbstone. Flint handed Tilly Marsden into it with his habitual +deference, gave a street and number to the driver, and, jumping in +himself, slammed to the half doors with a clang which echoed along the +silent street. The driver cracked his whip over the horse's head as if +he were about to drive him at a desperate pace; but the animal, +familiar with the noisy demonstration and recognizing it as intended +for the encouragement of the passengers within the vehicle and not +conveying any special warning to himself, set off at his customary +jog-trot. + +A man who had been standing in the shadow of a house moved out and +stood a moment under the quivering nimbus of the electric light. His +brow darkened as he looked after the retreating cab. + +"Curse him!" he muttered. + +Flint and his companion drove on unwitting of the vengeance-breeding +wrath behind them. For a time they kept silence, each absorbed in his +own thoughts. Flint was unpleasantly conscious that the girl was +crying behind her veil, but realizing that he had no consolation to +offer, he wisely let her alone, and before many minutes the novelty of +her surroundings began to tell upon Tilly's grief. + +"Whose house is that?" she asked in a broken voice, as they passed a +brilliantly lighted hotel. She had read so much of the palaces of the +millionnaires that a fourteen-story private dwelling did not strike +her as at all unexpected. + +"She will recover," Flint murmured cynically to himself. His mind was +working rapidly now. Like many contemplative men, once roused to +definite action he was capable of great energy and direct executive +ability. He planned every detail of the coming interview, met every +emergency, was prepared for every event. + +As the cab drew up before the Anstice door, he noted with relief that +the lights above were bright and those on the parlor floor subdued. +"No company, thank Heaven! and the family upstairs," was his comment. +What he most dreaded now was Winifred's being out. He wondered if in +that event he should have courage to ask for Miss Standish, and had +almost persuaded himself that he would, when McGregor, to the comfort +of his soul, admitted that Miss Anstice was at home and without +visitors. Flint felt a little cut by McGregor's glance of suspicion at +his companion. It seemed to connote the opinion of the world, and to +make his position more difficult than ever. He determined, however, to +carry things with a high hand. + +"Show this young woman into the dining-room, McGregor, and close the +doors. Then take this card to Miss Anstice, and ask if I may see her +for a moment on important business." + +The old butler stumbled upstairs, murmuring, "Well, it's a queer +business, and I can't make it out; but he's the right sort, he is." + +As Flint waited in the drawing-room, he was dimly conscious of the +perfume from the roses in the jar on the piano, conscious too that he +was standing on the very spot where he had kissed Winifred's hand +yesterday. Was it really only yesterday? It seemed an age ago. + +The spell was broken by the sound of a light step on the stair, and +the appearance of Winifred herself in the doorway,--Winifred in her +gown of soft gray silk, with a bunch of his roses at her +belt,--Winifred as he had never seen her before, with the gladness of +unrestrained welcome in her eyes, with shy words of love almost +trembling on her lips. + +Flint started forward, then thought of the girl behind the closed +door, and hesitated. Surely they could postpone happiness for a time +to bind up the bruises of that foolish wayfarer who was none the less +to be pitied that her wounds were self-inflicted. + +Winifred's quick perception took in at once the agitation of his face +and manner. + +"You are in trouble!" she said, coming close to him with swift +sympathy. + +"Yes, in trouble and in perplexity. I have come to you for help." + +"I am glad you have come to me," the girl said simply, and stood with +uplifted eyes waiting for him to go on. + +"Don't look at me like that," Flint cried out; "when you do I can +think of nothing but you, and to-night we must both think about some +one else." + +"Who is it? What is it? Tell me from the beginning." + +Flint was profoundly moved by the instant putting aside of all +thoughts of self in the desire to be of service. + +"How dared I ask her to marry me?" he thought. Aloud he said: "Listen, +Winifred, and know that I am trying to tell you the white truth +without reserve or evasion. I come to you because you are the only +person who will need no explanation of the past, to unravel the evil +of the present. I went with Brady this evening to a meeting of the +Salvation Army at a slum post down on Berry Hill, where Nora Costello +was to speak--" + +"Oh, why didn't you let me go too?" + +"You shall go if you like sometime; but I am glad you were not there +to-night, for there was a fire, and something near a panic--" + +Winifred turned white and moved nearer to him. + +"Don't be alarmed!" he said; "nothing happened. The fire was soon put +out, and people settled back in their seats. But I grew restless, and +concluded not to wait for Brady; so I started to walk up alone--" + +"Alone?" echoed Winifred, "through that quarter! Why, Nora says it is +as bad as Whitechapel." + +"Perhaps," said Flint, with a nervous laugh; "but my walk was entirely +uneventful till I reached our own highly respectable part of the city. +As I was turning into Fifth Avenue, out of one of the side streets +above Washington Square, I saw a girl looking up at the houses. As I +came along she stopped to speak to me, and to my amazement I found it +was Tilly Marsden." + +"_Tilly Marsden?_" + +"Yes, she had come down to spend Thanksgiving here in the city. She +had been expecting, it seems, to go to a hotel; but a woman on the +train gave her the address of some friend, and she was looking up this +unknown landlady when I came along." + +"Little fool!" said Winifred, with finely feminine exasperation. + +"She is--beyond a doubt she is; but still--" + +"But still," said Winifred, with a vanishing smile, "you naturally +have more sympathy with her folly than I have." (At this moment +Winifred had forgotten the charge of lack of sympathy which she had +brought against the man before her three months ago.) "The question +is, of course, what is to be done with her?" + +Flint felt an immense sense of relief at Winifred's practical words, +which seemed to remove the situation from the element of tragedy to +rather sordid commonplace. + +"That's it exactly," he said helplessly. "I thought of taking her to +Nora Costello." + +"That would not do at all," said Winifred, positively. "I am +disappointed in you. If you had trusted to my proffer of friendship +yesterday, you would have brought her to me." + +"I--I did," hesitated Flint; "she is in the rear room there. But the +more I think of it, the more I feel as if I could not have her here +near you. She is--" + +"You need not tell me what Tilly Marsden is," Winifred interrupted. "I +know her of old. She is silly and pert, and cheaply sensational; but +she is not vicious, and if she were, our duty would be the same. You +may leave her with Miss Standish and me. We will take care of her, and +try to make something of her." + +"I suppose I ought to say 'Good-by' to her?" + +"By no means. Go, and leave her to me." + +"Have you no word for me at parting?" + +"No, not now,--all that can wait." + +"Good-night, then, since you will let me say nothing more." + +Winifred answered with a farewell glance, full of confidence and of +love. Then the door closed after Flint, and Winifred threw open the +folding-doors into the dining-room. + +"How do you do, Miss Marsden?" she said, taking Tilly's hand. + +The girl looked at her, stupidly bewildered. + +"You do not recognize me, I see, but I remember you from seeing you +with Leonard Davitt down at Nepaug." + +Tilly blushed painfully, but Winifred took no notice of her +embarrassment. + +"Mr. Flint said you were belated in your trip to the city, so he +brought you to us for the night," Winifred continued, as if it were +the most natural episode in the world. + +"And did he tell you--" + +"He told me nothing else. He was in a hurry, I suppose." + +"Then he is gone?" + +"Yes, he is gone, and I am glad, because it is time you went to bed +after you have had such a tiresome journey. Come upstairs. I am going +to give you the little room next Miss Standish's. You remember her +perhaps--she was at Nepaug too. To-morrow we will talk over anything +you wish to tell me. Come!" + + + + + CHAPTER XXI + + GOD'S PUPPETS + + "God's puppets best and worst are we, + There is no last or first." + + +The breakfast-hour in the Anstice household was regularly irregular. A +movable fast, Professor Anstice called it. On the morning of +Thanksgiving Day the hand of the old Dutch clock pointed to nine when +Winifred Anstice entered the dining-room. + +A freshly lighted fire blazed on the hearth. The lamp beneath the +silver urn blazed on the table. Toasted muffins and delicate dishes of +honey and marmalade stood upon the buffet. + +"Will you wait for Mr. Anstice?" McGregor asked as she entered. + +"No, McGregor, I am like time and tide, and wait for no man or woman +either; but you need not hurry, for I will look over my mail while the +eggs are boiling,--just four minutes, remember. I don't want them +bullets, nor yet those odious slimy trickling things which seem only +held together by the shell." + +McGregor smiled,--a smile it had cost him twenty years of service in +the best families to acquire,--a smile which expressed respectful +appreciation of the facetiousness intended without any personal share +in it. He never allowed himself to be more amused than a butler should +be. + +Winifred Anstice dropped into the chair which he held for her, and +took up, one by one, the letters which lay on the silver tray by her +side. They proved a strange medley, as the morning mail of a New York +woman always is,--a dozen "At Home" cards, Receptions, Teas, "days" in +December, all put aside after a passing glance for future sorting; an +appeal for aid, by a widow who had done washing for the family twenty +years ago, and was sure for the sake of old times Miss Anstice would +lend her a small sum, to tide over the cruel winter when her son could +get no work; a note from Mrs. De Lancey Jones, stating that a few +excellent seats for a performance to be given for the benefit of the +"Manhattan Appendicitis Hospital" could be had from her; there was a +great rush for the tickets, but she wanted if possible to keep a few +for her friends, and would Miss Anstice kindly let her know at once if +she desired any? + +Miss Anstice smiled a sceptical smile, which deepened into a laugh +when she picked up the next note, which stated that Mrs. +Brown-Livingston was also holding back a number of the same +much-sought tickets for her friends, but would part with a few to Miss +Anstice if informed at once. + +"What frauds these mortals be!" exclaimed Winifred, laying both +requests aside to amuse her father later. + +At the next envelope she colored hotly, for she recognized the +handwriting instantly. Indeed it was an easily recognizable +superscription and of very distinct individuality,--a back-hand which +at first glance gave the impression that it must be held up to the +mirror to be read, but on closer scrutiny looked plainer than the +upright round hand of the copy-books. It did not need the "F" upon the +seal to tell Winifred Anstice from whom it came. She opened it, as she +opened all sealed documents, with a hairpin, though two paper-cutters +of silver and ivory lay at her hand on the tray. + +The note was brief. It was dated "University Club, Midnight," and had +no beginning, as if the writer could think of none befitting his +feeling. + +"I am distracted," it began abruptly, "with the contest of fears and +hopes, regret and satisfaction. If I seem to have unloaded upon you a +burden of responsibility which was justly mine, I beg you to believe +that I did it only because I could see no other way, and even then I +meant only to ask you to share it. In place of this, with +characteristic generosity you insisted upon assuming the whole. This +must not be. Pray name some hour when I may come to you, and let it be +to-morrow. You don't know how far off that seems." + +Only that, and then the signature. It was a strange note from a lover; +but to Winifred Anstice it was full of the assurance that the man to +whom she had given her heart (for she admitted it to herself now) was +of a nature large enough to put himself and his own feelings aside and +to believe that she too was capable of the larger vision, the +renunciation of present happiness for pressing duty. The highest plane +upon which those who love can meet is this of united work and united +self-sacrifice. + +Winifred's eyes glistened as she read, and when she had finished, she +slipped the note into her pocket for a second reading. As she did so, +Miss Standish entered. + +"I declare, Winifred, you get more morning mail than a Congressman." + +"Yes," said Winifred, "and my constituents make larger demands." + +"It seems to me," said Miss Standish, "that you engage in too many +projects. You do not give yourself time to attend to your own needs +at all." + +"Oh, never fear for that!" answered Winifred. "One's own needs pound +at the door; the needs of others only tap. How did you sleep last +night?" + +"Finely. I was so tired after that picture exhibition that I could +hardly keep my eyes open. I was glad enough to creep off to bed by +nine o'clock; but do you know I had a confused dream of voices in the +room next mine,--the little one with the green and white hangings. I +thought I heard your voice, and then a stranger's, and I seemed to +catch the word 'Nepaug.' Isn't it curious how dreams come without any +reason whatever?" + +"H'm! Sometimes it is, as you say, very curious; but in this +particular instance there was nothing very miraculous about it, since +you did hear voices and you very likely caught the word 'Nepaug,' for +it was certainly mentioned." + +"How's that?" questioned Miss Standish, sharply. She did not relish +the idea of having missed any unusual happenings. + +Winifred was a little vexed by the note of curiosity in her voice, and +she answered without undue haste, "Yes, it was I and Tilly Marsden; +you remember her, perhaps,--the daughter of the inn-keeper." + +There were two things most exasperating to Miss Standish,--one to be +supposed to know what she did not and thereby to be cheated of +acquiring the information, the other to be suspected of not knowing +what she remembered perfectly. + +"Not know Tilly Marsden! Well, you must think I am losing my +faculties. I wish you would not waste your time in telling things I +know as well as you do; but what I would like to hear is how she came +to be in this house." + +"Mr. Flint brought her," answered Winifred, with unkind brevity. + +"Ah!" commented Miss Standish, with an upward inflection, "and did he +explain how it happened that she was under his protection?" + +"I did not insult him by inquiring," flashed Winifred, "and I will not +have him insulted in my presence." + +Miss Standish looked at the girl over her glasses, as if she suspected +her of having lost her wits. We are all of us surprised by a response +which seems to us vehement beyond the proximate cause of the present +occasion; we fail to allow for the slow-gathering irritation, the +unseen sources of excitement which collect in the caverns of the mind +like fire-damp ready to explode at the naked flame of one flickering +candle. Winifred had the grace to be instantly ashamed of her +impulsive irritability. She had already set before herself the +standard of self-control which she saw and reverenced in Flint. + +"Excuse me," she said. "I was awake almost all night, and am tired and +nervous. Mr. Flint met Tilly Marsden by accident in the street. She +did not know where to go, and so he brought her here. My father +approved," she added a little haughtily. + +"But why did she appeal to Mr. Flint?" pursued Miss Standish, who +clung to her inquiries like a burr. + +"Because she was in love with him," blurted out Winifred, irritated +beyond the power of silence. "Can't you see! _This_ was why I asked +him to leave Nepaug last summer." + +"Tilly Marsden in love with Mr. Flint!" echoed Miss Standish, amazed +beyond the desire to appear to have suspected it all along. "I can't +understand it." + +"I can," said Winifred; "I can understand it perfectly. Poor girl! I +am heartily sorry for her." + +"Well, you needn't be," responded Miss Standish, with an asperity born +of impatience at her own lack of astuteness. "For my part, I have no +doubt she has enjoyed the situation thoroughly from beginning to end. +No, don't talk to me. I know those hysterical people. All they care +about is making a sensation and being the centre of attention. It is +my opinion that she has made fools of you and Mr. Flint too. As for +her being in love with him, nonsense! She would have fallen in love +with a wax figure at the Eden Musee, if it wore better clothes than +she was accustomed to. It tickles her vanity to fancy herself in love +with a gentleman. It is the next best thing to having him in love with +her." + +"Don't you think you're a little hard on her?" asked Winifred, whose +feelings were unusually expansive this morning. + +"I think you are entirely too soft about her," Miss Standish answered. +"It is sickly sentimentalism like yours which is filling the hospitals +with hysterical patients. Let 'em alone and they'll come round fast +enough." + +"How do you account for my sickly sentimentalism when I have no heart, +as you told me the other day?" commented Winifred demurely, with +downcast eyes. + +"Most natural thing in the world," said Miss Standish, rising to an +argument like an old war-horse to the sound of a trumpet. +"Tenderheartedness is touched by the sufferings of others. +Sentimentality is touched by your feeling for them, which is the most +enjoyable form of sadness." + +At this point McGregor, who with admirable discretion had retreated to +the pantry, reappeared, served Miss Standish with coffee and eggs, and +again vanished, closing the door behind him. + +"Really," cried Winifred, half laughing, half vexed, "you're as bad as +Mr. Flint, with your fine-spun differences." + +"There, Winifred, you've said enough. Whatever the provocation, you +could not have hit back harder,--to say I am like Mr. Flint." + +"It _was_ rather more than the truth warrants," answered Winifred, +with a little spot of color flaming up in her cheeks like a +danger-signal. + +"I hope so," Miss Standish continued, oblivious of the red flag. "I +must say, Winifred, I think you let him come here too much." + +"You don't like him?" + +"No, I confess I don't." + +"Then you needn't like me, either, for _I_ like him so much that I am +going to marry him." + +Miss Standish laid down her egg-spoon, and sat staring at Winifred. + +"Well!" she exclaimed at length, "this does beat all." + +Winifred opened her lips to reply, when her attention was called to +the maid who came hurrying into the room with her cheesecloth duster +in one hand and a folded piece of paper in the other. + +"The young woman, mum, as you said I was to call at nine,--well, she +isn't in her room, and the bed doesn't look as if it had been slept in +at all, and I found this on the bureau." + +Winifred caught at the paper and read it breathlessly. It was +addressed to herself. + +"Good-by," it said, "and thank you for taking me in. I suppose I ought +to be very grateful. I came here because I could not help it, and I am +going away without taking a meal, or sleeping in your bed. I don't +like being taken on charity. If it had not been for you, Mr. Flint +might have cared for me, same as the hero did in 'The Unequal +Marriage.' I saw last night it was you he was talking about when he +said there was somebody he wanted to marry who wouldn't have him. My +heart is broken; but I mean to have _some_ enjoyment, which I +couldn't, if I stayed here with you and that poky Miss Standish. I +think it was real mean of Mr. Flint to bring me here anyhow." + + Yours truly, + "MATILDA MARSDEN" + +She tossed the letter across the table to Miss Standish, and touched +the bell under her foot. + +"McGregor," she said, as the man appeared, "did you hear any one go +out of the house this morning?" + +"I thought I did, Miss Winifred, about six o'clock, before +light,--that is, I was justly sure I heard the front door shut; but +when I got there it was all right, except the outer door was unlocked, +and that often happens when your father is at the Club. He do forget +now and then." + +"Three hours' start!" said Winifred to herself, then aloud: "McGregor, +go at once to 'The Chancellor' and leave word for Mr. Flint to come +here. Wait--I will send a note. Oh dear! why didn't I foresee this +possibility?" + +"Come!" said Miss Standish, who, even in her excitement, could swallow +the last of her cup of hot coffee,--"come, let us go upstairs and see +if the foolish girl has not left some clew!" + +As Winifred and Miss Standish passed out at the parlor door, Master +Jimmy entered from the hall, sleek and smiling in his holiday attire. +"Great Scott!" he ejaculated. "What started Miss Standish off like +that? Our stairs make the old lady puff when she takes 'em on the +slow, and at this rate Fred will have to carry her half-way. +Something's up, that's evident. Never mind, I'm not in it. McGregor," +he called, "bring on those griddle-cakes; I smell 'em cooking. Quick +now, while there's no one here to count how many I eat! Hurrah for +Thanksgiving!" + +McGregor failed to appear at Master Jimmy's call, and when Maria came, +she said he had been sent out on an errand. + +"What's up?" asked Jimmy, between mouthfuls. + +"Oh, nothing--nothing--I wonder will they have the police?" + +"Cops!" cried Jimmy, waking up for the first time to a genuine +interest in the family excitement. "Has any one gone off with the +spoons? It would be just my luck to have had a burglar in the house +last night and me never got a pop at him with my air-gun loaded and +close by the bed." + +"It's no burglar," said the maid, with mystery in her tones. + +"Not McGregor drunk!" shouted Jimmy, with a scream of delight. "That +would be too good a joke." + +"McGregor drunk, indeed!" sniffed Maria, indignantly. "If every one as +came to this house was as good as McGregor, it would be a fine thing; +but when it comes to takin' in all sorts and making a Harbor of Refuge +out of a respectable home--I'm not surprised _whatever_ may happen." + +"Oh, hold your tongue, Maria. Don't be a fool! Get me some more cakes, +while I go up and ask Fred what's the matter. It won't take _her_ half +an hour to get it out, I'll bet." + +With this cheerful observation Jimmy vanished, and Maria disappeared +down the kitchen stairs, declaring that that boy was "a perfect +gintleman." + +When Flint entered the Anstices' drawing-room a little later, Winifred +was standing by the window, and though she turned away quickly, it was +evident that she had been watching for him. + +The thought thrilled him. + +"What shall we do? Oh, what shall we do?" she broke out, as he came up +to her. + +He took her hands; they were burning hot. + +"First of all, I will tell you what _not_ to do," Flint answered. "You +are not to work yourself into a fever of distress over this +unfortunate business. The responsibility is not yours but mine, and +the burden of anxiety is to be mine and not yours." + +"Oh, never mind me! What about Tilly Marsden? It is dreadful to think +of her wandering about this great city entirely alone--and she such a +simpleton. Of course, it's hopeless to try to find her. Papa says so." + +"Not so hopeless as you think," said Flint, with a trifle more +assurance than he felt in his inmost heart. "New York stands for two +things to a girl like her,--the shops and the theatres,--her ideas of +the 'amusement' she speaks of in the note you sent me would be limited +to one of these. Now, as this is a holiday, none of the shops would +be open, and that limits it to the theatres. I shall have detectives +at the door of every theatre this afternoon." + +"How clever you are," murmured Winifred, "how clever and how +sympathetic! You have such feeling for everybody in trouble." + +This was too much for even Flint's sense of humor, which had suffered +somewhat, as every one's does, from the process of falling in love. +His lips twitched. + +"Then I am not more obtuse than any one you ever saw, when the +sufferings of others are involved?" + +"Don't, pray, don't bring up the things I said that night!" cried +Winifred, blushing rosy red. + +"This is no time for jesting, dear, I know," Flint answered, coming +close to her as she stood against the filmy lace curtain. "No time +either for jesting or hoping; only your words did give me a gleam of +encouragement to think that perhaps a girl who changed her mind so +much in a few weeks might have wavered a little in a few days. Is it +possible--Winifred, before I go away, as I must at once--could you +find it in your heart to say 'I love you'?" + +Winifred made him no answer, at least in words; but she came close to +him, and laid both hands on his arm with a touching gesture of +trustful affection. + +So absorbed were they in one another that they did not notice how near +they stood to the window, or that the curtain was too diaphanous quite +to conceal them from view. Suddenly into their world of ecstatic +oblivion came a crash, a sound of falling glass, a dull thud against +the wall opposite to the window. + +"Great Heavens!" cried Flint, looking anxiously at Winifred. "What was +that? Are you sure you're not hurt, my darling?" + +Even as he spoke, another report was heard outside, and, throwing open +the curtains, they saw a man on the other side of the street stagger +and fall. Flint rushed to the door, down the steps and across the +sidewalk. A crowd had already collected. + +"He is dead,--stone dead," said one, kneeling with his hand over his +heart. + +"Queer, isn't it--on Thanksgiving Day too?" said another. + +"Who is he?--a countryman by his looks," said a third. "Fine-looking +chap, too, with that crop of curly hair and these broad shoulders." + +"Faith!" murmured an old woman, "it's some mother's heart 'ull bleed +this day." And pulling out her beads, she knelt on the sidewalk to say +a prayer over the parting soul. + +The prostrate form lying along the pavement had a certain tragic +dignity, almost majesty, in its attitude. One arm was pressed to the +heart, the other thrown out in a gesture of abandonment to despair. +The revolver, which had dropped from the nerveless hand, lay still +smoking beside the still figure. From a wound in the left temple under +the dark curls the blood trickled in a red stream. Death was in his +look. The lips were turning blue, and the eyes glazing rapidly. + +Flint came close to the dying man, and then shrank back with an +involuntary start of horror. "Leonard Davitt!" he murmured below his +breath. In an instant the whole situation was clear to him. By one of +those flashlights which the mind sometimes sheds on a scene before it, +making the hidden places clear and turning darkness to daylight, he +grasped the truth. He knew that by some unlucky chance Leonard had +come to New York, had seen him and Tilly Marsden in conversation, had +seen them come here together, had fancied that he was wronged. Then +this morning again he must have seen him with Winifred at the +window,--Winifred mistaken for the girl he loved,--and then jealousy +quite mastered the brooding brain, and the end was _this_. + +As Flint stood over the boy's body, a great weight of sadness fell +upon him. He felt like one of the figures in a Greek tragedy, innocent +in intent, but drawn into a fatal entanglement of evil, and made an +instrument of woe to others as innocent as himself. The blue sky above +in its azure clearness seemed a type of the indifference of Heaven, +the chill of the pavement a symbol of the coldness of earth. These +thoughts, chasing each other through his brain with lightning +rapidity, still left it clear for action. + +"Stand away there, and give the man air!" he cried, clearing a little +space. "Go for a doctor, somebody,--quick!" + +"Oh, can it be Leonard Davitt!" whispered Winifred under her breath, +as pale and trembling with emotion she drew near the edge of the +crowd. "Poor boy! What shall we say to his mother?" + +"Hush!" Flint answered. "May we carry him into the house?" + +"Of course--of course. Oh, do hurry with the doctor. Perhaps he is not +dead, after all." + +With that ready adaptiveness which in Americans so often supplies the +place of training, four of the men stepped forward, and lifting the +body gently bore it up the steps and through the open door into the +drawing-room, and laid it on the lounge just under the bullet-hole in +the wall. + +A doctor bustled in, box in hand. He made no effort to open his case, +however. One look was sufficient. + +"Death must have been instantaneous," he said. "What a queer thing,--a +suicide on Thanksgiving Day!" + + + + + CHAPTER XXII + + THE END + + _Extract from the Journal of Miss Susan + Standish, Oldburyport, December 1._ + + +It is good to be at home again. I said it over to myself many a time +yesterday, as I was helping Mary to take the covers off the family +portraits, and sitting in front of the old andirons with the firelight +dancing in their great brass balls. I felt it when I sat down at my +mahogany table and laid my fingers on the ebony handle of the old +silver coffee-pot. Things come to have a distinct individuality, +almost a personality, and we unconsciously impute to them a response +to our feeling for them. It seemed to me that the old claw-foot sofa +was as glad to get me back as the cat herself, and the door swung wide +with a squeak of welcome. My desk too stood open with friendly +invitation, and on it lay a couple of letters. The first was from Ben +Bradford. It was so long since I had heard from the boy that I opened +his letter first. I wrote him last month, sending him some news and +more good advice. I counselled him to stop thinking about Winifred +Anstice or any other girl, and throw himself into his studies, to make +a record which should do credit to the Bradford name. He replies that +the advice is excellent; only one drawback,--it cannot be done. He has +tried throwing himself into his studies, but they closed over him +without a trace. Talk about records,--he will be glad enough if he +gets through his examinations without a dead flunk. As for not +thinking about Winifred, he says I have not helped him to the desired +end by what I wrote about Mr. Flint and his attentions. Of course, Ben +says, he could not expect that Winifred would wait for him. In these +days no man could hope to marry until he was white-headed like that +Flint; but as for himself he never did or should see any woman whom he +could love except Winifred Anstice. + +To try to throw off his depression and discouragement, he had gone +around last evening to call on Fanny Winthrop, who was studying at +Radcliffe this year and staying on Mount Vernon Street. She sent her +love to her "dear Miss Standish," and if I had any message to send in +return he would be happy to carry it, as he and she were to act in +"The Loan of a Lover," and he was likely to see a good deal of her in +the course of the next week or two. + +This letter has relieved my mind greatly. It is evident that Ben's +heart is built like a modern ship, in compartments, so that though one +bulkhead suffers wreck, the vessel may still come safe to a +matrimonial haven. + +Fanny Winthrop is a plain little girl with a round face and the +traditional student spectacles; but a merry pair of dimples twinkling +with a fund of cheery humor, and then--a Winthrop! That will please +his mother, I am sure. But I am no matchmaker. I never think of such +things unless they are forced upon me, as they have been lately. + +The other letter on my desk was from Philip Brady. I had missed his +call that last evening in New York. He writes, as if it were a +surprising piece of information, that he is going to marry Nora +Costello, provided she can gain the consent of her superior officers, +and he delegates to me the pleasant duty of breaking the news to his +family circle. "This," he says, "will be easy for you who have known +Nora, and who were the first to discover her charm and the solid merit +which goes so much deeper than charm." + +Here is a pretty state of things! + +What am I to do? I can see Cousin John's face when he hears the words +"Salvation Army." He has always scoffed and scolded and sworn at the +mere mention of the business, and his opinions are very "sot," as the +Oldbury farmers say. He is, in fact, the only obstinate member of our +family; but I will let him know that he cannot talk down Susan +Standish. I mean to go right over to his house after dinner and have +it out with him. I shall tell him that Nora Costello is a +daughter-in-law to be proud of (as she is), and that I dare say, if he +wishes it, she will leave the Salvation Army (which she never will); +that, at any rate, he must send for the girl to come on to visit him; +that if he does not, _I_ shall; and that I heartily approve the match. + +I call myself a truthful woman, and the proof of it is that when I do +start out to tell a lie, it is a good honest one, not a deft little +evasion such as runs trippingly from the tongue of practised +deceivers. + +I suppose the news of Philip's engagement will be spread all over town +before night. I feel now as though I should not object to a little of +that indifference to the affairs of one's neighbors which I found so +depressing when I was in New York. Not that I am any less loyal to +Oldburyport; if anything, I have grown more loyal than ever. + +I love the deep snow and the trees bare as they are, and the square +down the road a piece, and the post-office, and the trolley cars. Our +cars go fast, but not too fast,--just fast enough, and they have no +dead man's curve. Folks in Oldburyport die a natural death. They are +not killed by the cable or run over by bicycles, or, what is quite as +bad, hurried and worried to death by the rush of life, as people are +in New York. I declare I felt as if I had lived an age in the month I +was there; but then, why shouldn't I, with so much happening and such +exciting and distressing things too! It seems as if everything went +crooked. Now, if my advice had been taken in the beginning--but nobody +ever will take advice except in Oldburyport. + +It makes me wrathy to think of Winifred Anstice marrying that Mr. +Flint, who is so dangerously irreligious, and Philip Brady marrying +Nora Costello, who is so injudiciously religious, and then poor +Leonard Davitt throwing away his life for that pert, forward, foolish +Tilly Marsden, who has gone back to her shop-counter, pleased, for all +I know, with all the excitement she raised! If corporal punishment in +early youth were strictly adhered to, there would be fewer Tilly +Marsdens in the world. In Oldburyport, I am happy to say, we believe +in corporal punishment. + +Poor Leonard! I have not got over his death yet. It was all so sad and +so unnecessary. But I am not sure that he is not better off as he is +than he would have been married to that girl. His mother took to her +bed when she heard the news, and the doctor thinks she will not live +long. So Tilly Marsden will have that death on her conscience, too, or +would if she had a conscience to have it on. + +There might very easily have been a third, for they said the first +bullet which Leonard fired must have come within an inch of Jonathan +Flint's head. I should have supposed such an escape must have softened +even him. I thought it was a good time to impress the lesson, so I +pointed to the bullet buried in the wall. + +"Mr. Flint," said I, "can you look at that and not believe in +Providence?" + +Instead of being convinced, as I thought he would, he only pointed to +Leonard's body lying under it and said nothing. + +I hate these people who are given to expressive silences. It takes one +at a disadvantage. Silence is the only argument to which there is no +answer. At the time I could not think of anything to say to him, +though, since I got home, I've thought of ever so many. It is easier +to think, I find, in Oldburyport. + +Except for the last terrible days I had a beautiful time in the city, +and as I look over my diary I am quite overwhelmed to see how many +things Winifred did for me. She is a dear girl! I have promised to +embroider all the table linen for her wedding outfit. I console myself +by reflecting that Mr. Flint is a descendant of Jonathan Edwards, and +if she wants me to like him, I suppose I must try, though I may +confess right here to my diary that for years I have been wanting her +to marry Philip Brady. She ought to have done it, but we are all fools +where matrimony is concerned. + + P. S. 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