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| author | Roger Frank <rfrank@pglaf.org> | 2025-10-15 02:20:05 -0700 |
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| committer | Roger Frank <rfrank@pglaf.org> | 2025-10-15 02:20:05 -0700 |
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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/26085-8.txt b/26085-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..f865bf1 --- /dev/null +++ b/26085-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,9360 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Robin Redbreast, by Mary Louisa Molesworth + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Robin Redbreast + A Story for Girls + +Author: Mary Louisa Molesworth + +Illustrator: Robert Barnes + +Release Date: July 18, 2008 [EBook #26085] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK ROBIN REDBREAST *** + + + + +Produced by Chris Curnow, Lindy Walsh, Josephine Paolucci +and the Online Distributed Proofreading Team at +https://www.pgdp.net. + + + + + + +[Illustration: The old lady tapped her stick impatiently on the hard +gravel. + +PAGE 36.] + + + + +ROBIN REDBREAST + +A STORY FOR GIRLS + +BY + +MRS MOLESWORTH + +AUTHOR OF 'CARROTS;' 'THE PALACE IN THE GARDEN;' 'A CHARGE FULFILLED;' +'IMOGEN;' 'THE BEWITCHED LAMP,' etc. + +WITH SIX ILLUSTRATIONS BY ROBERT BARNES + +W. & R. CHAMBERS, LIMITED +LONDON AND EDINBURGH + + + A good old country lodge, half hid with blooms + Of honeyed green, and quaint with straggling rooms. + + LEIGH HUNT. + + Give me simplicity, that I may know Thy ways, + Know them and practise them. + + GEORGE HERBERT. + + + + +CONTENTS. + + +CHAPTER PAGE + +I. THE HOUSE IN THE LANE 7 + +II. THE OLD LADY 23 + +III. TWO JACINTHS 39 + +IV. A LETTER AND A DISCUSSION 54 + +V. AN OLD STORY 69 + +VI. BESSIE'S MISGIVINGS 84 + +VII. AN INVITATION 99 + +VIII. DELICATE GROUND 116 + +IX. THE INDIAN MAIL 135 + +X. THE HARPERS' HOME 150 + +XI. GREAT NEWS 164 + +XII. '"CAMILLA" AND "MARGARET," YES' 181 + +XIII. MAMMA 192 + +XIV. A COURAGEOUS PLEADER 206 + +XV. LADY MYRTLE'S INTENTIONS 224 + +XVI. A BITTER DISAPPOINTMENT 239 + +XVII. TWO DEGREES OF HONESTY 255 + +XVIII. I WILL THINK IT OVER 270 + +XIX. UNCLE MARMY'S GATES 281 + + + + +LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS. + + +THE OLD LADY TAPPED HER STICK IMPATIENTLY ON THE +HARD GRAVEL _Frontispiece_ + +AND THEN FRANCES RELATED THE WHOLE, MARGARET LISTENING +INTENTLY TILL ALMOST THE END Page 75 + +JACINTH'S BROWS CONTRACTED, AND THE LINES OF HER +DELICATE FACE HARDENED, BUT SHE SAID NOTHING 141 + +JACINTH SAT DOWN ON A STOOL AT LADY MYRTLE'S FEET +AND LOOKED UP IN HER FACE 177 + +'IT IS SO GOOD OF YOU, MEETING ME LIKE THIS,' THE +YOUNGER WOMAN WHISPERED 207 + +'AH WELL!' SAID LADY MYRTLE, 'ANOTHER DREAM VANISHED!' 243 + + + + +ROBIN REDBREAST. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +THE HOUSE IN THE LANE. + + +It stood not very far from the corner--the corner where the lane turned +off from the high-road. And it suited its name, or its name suited it. +It was such a pretty, cosy-looking house, much larger really than it +seemed at the first glance, for it spread out wonderfully at the back. + +It was red too--the out-jutting front, where the deep porch was, looking +specially red, in contrast with the wings, which were entirely covered +with ivy, while this centre was kept clear of any creepers. And high up, +almost in the roof, two curious round windows, which caught and +reflected the sunset glow--for the front was due west--over the top of +the wall, itself so ivy grown that it seemed more like a hedge, might +easily have been taken as representing two bright, watchful eyes. For +these windows were, or always looked as if they were, spotlessly clean +and shining. + +'What a quaint name! how uncommon and picturesque!' people used to say +the first time they saw the house and heard what it was called. I don't +know if it will spoil the prettiness and the quaintness if I reveal its +real origin. Not so _very_ long ago, the old house was a queer, rambling +inn, and its sign was the redbreasted bird himself; somewhere up in the +attics, the ancient board that used to swing and creak of a windy night, +was still hidden--it may perhaps be there to this day! And somebody (it +does not matter who, for it was not any somebody that has to do with +this story) took a fancy to the house--fast growing dilapidated, and in +danger of sinking from a respectable old inn into a very undesirable +public-house, for the coaches had left off running, and the old traffic +was all at an end--and bought it just in time to save it from such +degradation. + +This somebody repaired and restored it to a certain extent, and then +sold it again. The new owner enlarged and improved it, and built the +high wall which now looked so venerable; for already this was many, many +years ago. The present owner of Robin Redbreast was the daughter of this +gentleman--or nobleman rather--and she had lived in it ever since the +death of her husband, fully twenty years ago. + +She was an old woman now. Her name was Lady Myrtle Goodacre. The +Goodacres, her husband's family, belonged to a distant county, and when +_her_ Mr Goodacre died, her connection with his part of the country +seemed to cease, for she had no children, and her thoughts turned to the +neighbourhood of her own old home, and the pretty quaint house not very +far from it, which had been left her by her father, the late earl. And +thither she came. But she was not exactly a sociable old lady, and few +of the Thetford people knew her. So that there grew to be a slight +flavour of mystery about Robin Redbreast. + +The lane was about three-quarters of a mile from the little town of +Thetford. Not that it was a little town in its own estimation; like +many small things, it thought itself decidedly important. It was a +pleasant, healthy place, and of late years it had wakened up a good deal +in some directions, of which education was one, so that several families +with boys and girls in want of schooling came and settled there. For the +grammar-school was now prospering under an excellent and energetic +head-master, and there was talk of a high-school for girls. + +But this latter institution was still in the clouds or the air, and so +far, the girls of Thetford families had to content themselves with the +teaching to be obtained at two steady-going, somewhat old-fashioned +private schools, of which the respective heads were, oddly enough, the +Misses Scarlett and the Misses Green. There were three Misses Scarlett +and two Misses Green (I fear they were more often described as 'The Miss +Scarletts' and 'The Miss Greens'), and all five were ladies of most +estimable character. + +There was no rivalry between the two schools. Each had and held its own +place and line. Ivy Lodge and Brook Bank were perfectly distinct, so +distinct that neither trod on the other's toes. The former, that +presided over by the Scarlett sisters, was recognisedly for the +daughters of the Thetford upper ten thousand; Brook Bank existed for the +little maidens belonging to the shopkeepers and small farmers of and +near the town. Nowadays a high-school would ignore such distinctions and +absorb them all--whether for better or worse is a matter of opinion. But +as things were, I don't think any harm came from the division of +classes; thanks in great measure, very probably, to the good sense and +feeling of the heads of the two schools. On the rare occasions on which +the Misses Scarlett met the Misses Green--at great parish entertainments +or fancy fairs--the latter gave precedence to the former with ready and +smiling deference, sure to be graciously acknowledged by old +white-haired Miss Scarlett with a kindly hand-shake or 'Many thanks, +Miss Green;' the younger sisters following suit. For the Scarletts were +well-born, much better born, indeed, than some of their pupils, and the +Greens had got themselves educated with difficulty, and in their present +position were higher on the social ladder than any of their progenitors +had ever been--higher socially and more successful practically than they +themselves had in past days dared to hope to be. Financially speaking, +it was well known in Thetford that the Greens had made a much better +thing of their school than the Scarletts. The Scarletts were inclined to +be too liberal and too generous. Their boarders were in many instances +the children of former friends or connections, who found it convenient +to trade upon such ties when the questions and difficulties of education +arose, and to suggest that _their_ daughters might be taken on a +different footing. + +In a side-street running out of the market-place stood a few well-built, +old, red-brick houses, which were considered among the 'best' residences +in Thetford. No two of them were exactly alike: some were nearly twice +as large as the others; one was high and narrow, its neighbour short and +broad. They were only alike in this, that they all opened straight on to +the wide pavement, and had walled-in, sunny gardens at the back. + +In one of the smaller of these houses--a prim, thin-looking house, too +tall for its breadth--lived a maiden lady, well known by some of the +Thetford folk, not indeed _unknown_ to any, for she had made her home in +the town for many years. Her name was Miss Mildmay, or to be quite +correct, Miss Alison Mildmay. For the actual Miss Mildmay was her +niece, a very young girl whom you will hear more about presently. + +Miss Alison Mildmay was a very old friend of the Misses Scarlett. + +At Number 9 Market Square Place--that was the name of the short row of +houses I have described--some six months or so before the date at which +I think this story may really be said to begin, there had been an +arrival one evening. + +It was late October: the days were drawing in; it was almost dark when +the fly from the two-miles-off railway station--I should have explained +that there was no station at Thetford; the inhabitants had petitioned +against the railway coming near them, and now their children had to +suffer the inconvenience of this shortsightedness as best they +might--drew up at Miss Mildmay's door, and out of it stepped four +people--three children, and a young man scarcely more than a boy. There +were two girls, looking about twelve and fourteen, a little fellow of +six or seven, and the young man. + +They were all in mourning, and they were all very silent, though in the +momentary delay before the door was opened, the eldest member of the +party found time to whisper to the girls a word or two of encouragement. + +'Try to be cheery, darlings,' he said. 'There's nothing to be afraid of, +you know.' + +'I'm not afraid, Uncle Marmy,' replied the elder; 'I'm only _awfully_ +dull. If--oh, if Francie and I were old enough for you to be going to +take us out to papa and mamma. Oh, if only'---- + +'Hush,' whispered Uncle Marmy. He looked young to be an uncle, younger +still to be, as he was, a full-fledged lieutenant in the 200th. 'Hush, +dear,' as the door opened. + +Miss Mildmay was at home--it would have been strange had she not been +so, considering that she had known for quite a week the exact day and +hour at which her guests were expected. But it would have seemed less +strange and more natural had she been there in the hall, hurrying +forward to meet them, instead of waiting, to all appearance calmly +enough, in the long bare drawing-room, into which the parlour-maid at +once ushered them. She was a small woman, neat and pleasing in +appearance, and her manner was sufficiently cordial as she came forward; +though the reverse of demonstrative, it was dry rather than cold. + +'You are very punctual,' she said as she kissed the children and shook +hands with their young escort, saying as she did so, 'Mr Denison, I +presume?' + +'Yes,' he replied; adding in a cheerful tone, 'it is a case of +introducing ourselves all round. You have never seen my--"our" I may +say--nieces and nephew before?' + +'No,' said Miss Mildmay. 'I am a very, an exceedingly busy person, and I +rarely leave home, and never have visitors. So, though my brother's +children have been so many years in England, they might have been as +many more without our meeting, but for--these unforeseen circumstances.' + +It seemed as if some less vague expression had been on her lips, but +glancing round, she had caught sight of a tremulous flutter amidst the +black garments of the two girls seated beside her--the elder stretching +out her hand to clasp her sister's. Miss Alison Mildmay dreaded 'scenes' +of all things; possibly, too, she felt conscious that her words sounded +harsh. For she added quickly, 'Of course, I don't count these young +folk as visitors. I hope they will very soon feel quite at home here, +and no doubt we shall fall into each other's ways nicely.' + +The little speech cost her an effort; but she was rewarded for it. +Marmaduke Denison could not restrain an audible sigh of relief. + +'Thank you,' he said, with what sounded almost exaggerated fervour, +'thank you so much. It is--it has been very good of you to--to arrange +as you have done. I assure you my sister and Mildmay appreciate it +thoroughly.' + +A shade of stiffness returned again to her manner. + +'I quite understand my brother,' she said coldly. And though Uncle Marmy +was too deeply in earnest to mind the snub, he wished he had answered +less effusively. + +'Do you think Eugene is like his father?' he said quietly, drawing +forward the little fellow, who had been standing somewhat in the +background. + +The aunt's face softened again. And truly the boy was a pleasant object +for her eyes to rest upon. He was very fair as to hair and complexion, +though his eyes were dark and wistful; he was an extremely pretty child. + +'Yes,' she said more cordially than she had yet spoken. 'He is like +Frank, but he has his mother's eyes.' + +Again the feeling of relief stole over the young man. + +'She can't be so cold as she seems,' he reflected. 'I fancy I could get +on with her, and I daresay Francie and Eugene will. It is Jacinth I am +anxious about.' And he glanced at the elder girl, as the thought passed +through his mind. So far neither she nor her sister had spoken. Jacinth +sat there with a grave, almost expressionless face, her lips compressed +in a way which her uncle knew well. And suddenly he became aware of a +curious thing. It almost made him smile. This was an undoubted +resemblance between his elder niece and her aunt! + +'I wonder how that will work,' he thought. 'I wonder if it is only +superficial or if it goes deeper? If so, I hope poor Jass will have a +wider life than has evidently fallen to the lot of this good lady.' And +then, as it struck him that they were all sitting silent in most +constrained discomfort, he thrust aside his reflections and forced his +attention to return to the present. + +'Perhaps I had better be looking up my quarters at the inn,' he said, +rising. 'I found I could get up to town practically almost as early by +the morning's express as by a night train. So if you will allow me, Miss +Mildmay, I will look in first thing to-morrow for another glimpse of +these little people.' + +'But you will return to dine--at least not to dine, but--well, call it +high tea or supper, whichever you like,' said his hostess, cordially. +'Unless, of course, you prefer'---- + +Marmaduke stood irresolute. He was desperately afraid of annoying Miss +Mildmay. + +'Oh no, of course not,' he began, 'but I'm'---- + +A sudden impulse seized Jacinth. She felt as if she must do +something--if she sat still a moment longer she would burst into tears. +She sprang to her feet and caught her uncle's arm. 'Oh, _do_ come back, +Marmy,' she said. 'You don't know.--Aunt Alison, do say he must.' + +'Of course he must,' said Miss Mildmay. 'I am not going out this evening +as I usually do. I have given myself a holiday in honour of your +arrival, so pray come back as soon as you have ordered your room at the +_Swan_, Mr Denison,' And Marmaduke smilingly consented. + +This little incident seemed to have thawed them all. + +'I will show you your rooms now,' said Miss Mildmay, when, the young man +had gone. 'You two girls are to be together of course, and Eugene's +little room is on the next floor.' + +Eugene, who was following with his sister Frances, whose hand he held, +here squeezed it while he looked up in her face with anxiety. + +'Never mind,' she whispered. 'It's quite a little house compared to +granny's, Eugene. You can't be far away. Very likely you'll be just +overhead, and so if you want us in the night you can knock on the +floor.' + +This seemed to satisfy the child, and the sight of his room, which +though small was bright and cheerful, went still further to reassure +him. + +'It will be nice to have a room of my own,' he said bravely. 'At +granny's I slept in the night nursery with nurse.' + +'But you're a big boy now, you know,' said Jacinth, hastily, as if +afraid of her aunt thinking him babyish. + +'Yes, of course,' agreed Miss Mildmay. 'I cannot promise you that you +will find everything here the same as at your poor grandmother's. You +always called her your grandmother, I suppose,' she went on, turning to +Jacinth, 'though she was not really any blood relation.' + +The girl's lip quivered, but she controlled herself. 'We--we never +thought about that,' she said. 'And then, of course, she was Uncle +Manny's own mother, and we are so _very_ fond of him.' + +'Ah! he seems a nice young fellow, but so very young, and Mrs Denison +was quite elderly. But she was more than middle-aged when she married, +of course,' said Miss Mildmay. + +There was a slight, almost indescribable tone of condescension or +disparagement in her voice, the reason of which I will explain. Both the +girls were conscious of it, but it affected them in different ways. + +'Ye--es,' began Jacinth, hesitatingly, 'I know'---- + +But Frances here broke in eagerly. + +'You are not explaining it properly to Aunt Alison, Jacinth. You know +you're not. It wasn't only or principally for Uncle Marmy's sake that we +loved dear granny. She was as sweet and good to us as she could be, and +I'd have loved her awfully if she hadn't been--been any relation--at +all;' but here the little girl ignominiously burst into tears. + +Miss Mildmay the elder glanced at her with scant sympathy. + +'I suppose she is over-tired, poor child,' she said to Jacinth. 'I will +leave you to take off your things. Come down as soon as you can; you +will feel better when you have had something to eat;' and she turned to +go. They were standing in the girls' own room. But at the door she +paused a moment. 'Shall I send up Phebe?' she said. 'That is the young +girl I have engaged to wait upon you three. No, perhaps,' as her eyes +fell on the still weeping Frances, 'it would be better to wait a little. +Just take off your outdoor things. The trunks will be brought up while +we are at tea, and then Phebe can begin to unpack.' + +She was scarcely out of hearing when Jacinth turned upon her sister. +'I'm ashamed of you, Frances,' she said. 'Crying and sobbing like that, +when you can see Aunt Alison isn't the sort of person to have any +patience with silliness! Such a beginning to have made! And it isn't as +if it was really about--about poor granny.' Here it must be owned her +voice faltered. 'It was just that you were vexed with me.' + +'Well, and if I was,' replied Frances, drying her eyes and swallowing +down her sobs. 'I don't like you to speak coldly of granny, for you did +love her in your heart, I know, dearly. Aunt Alison looks down upon her, +just because she wasn't quite--no, she _was_ quite a lady--but because +she wasn't at all grand. And there's some excuse for her, because she +didn't know her. But for us it would be _too_ horrid, when she was so +good to us, even all those years she was so suffering and feeble. And +then, for Uncle Manny's sake too.' + +'There now,' said Jacinth, not sorry to turn aside the reproach which +conscience told her she had merited. 'You are saying the very thing you +blamed me for--but truly, Francie, I didn't mean anything not nice to +dear granny. I felt that Aunt Alison couldn't _understand_ what she was; +and--and--it was no use seeming to take up the cudgels for our other +relations the moment we came.' + +There was something in this, and no doubt a reluctance to discuss their +grandmother with a stranger, and a prejudiced stranger, had mingled with +Jacinth's desire to propitiate her aunt. So the sisters kissed and made +friends, and when a few minutes afterwards they went down-stairs, and Mr +Denison made his appearance again, the traces of tears had all but +vanished from Frances's fair face. + +The two girls had been five years in England, little Eugene three; and +during all these years, owing to exceptional circumstances and unlucky +coincidences, they had never seen their parents. Nor was there any +prospect of their doing so for three or four years to come. All this +time had been spent under the care of their mother's step-mother, Mrs +Denison, whose recent death had thrown them again, in a sense, on the +world, and the best Colonel Mildmay could arrange for them was the +somewhat unwilling guardianship of his elder sister Alison. She was an +honourable and well-meaning woman, who had found her own sphere in +active good works among the poor of Thetford. But she did not understand +or care for children, and the charge of her nieces and nephew she only +accepted as a duty. + +'I will do my best,' she wrote to the parents in India, 'but I dare not +promise that it will be all you could wish. Still there are undoubtedly +advantages here, in the way of schools, and the place is healthy. I will +give what time I can to the children, but I cannot give up all my +present responsibilities and occupations. You would not expect it. I +fear the children may find my rules strict, for--owing to Mrs Denison's +long ill-health and peculiarly gentle character--I think it scarcely to +be expected that they are not somewhat spoilt.' + +She was right. It scarcely _was_ to be expected. It was marvellous that +the girls and their little brother were not more 'spoilt.' Mrs Denison +adored them, and could see no fault in them. Nor was she in any sense a +clever or strong-minded woman. Of inferior birth to her late +husband--the daughter of merely the village doctor--she had married him +when she was nearly forty, making the kindest of stepmothers to his only +child, now Mrs Mildmay; loving her in no sense less devotedly than she +loved her own son, Marmaduke, the child of Mr Denison's old age--the +Uncle Marmy, who was more like an elder brother than an uncle to the +little trio sent home to his mother's care. + +But Mrs Denison was so essentially _good_, so single-minded and +truthful, that her influence, even her too great unselfishness for their +sake, had not radically injured her grandchildren. Her death had been +preceded by a slow and gradual decline--none of those about her +suspected the extent of the sufferings she hid so resolutely under a +calm and cheerful exterior--and the end came gently with no bitterness +or shock. Even to Marmaduke, though he loved her devotedly, she had +seemed more like a grandmother than a mother, and her gradual enforced +withdrawal from the family life had prepared him and the girls for what +had to be. + +Perhaps the full realisation of their loss only came home to them, when +the question of where they were all to go was decided by a letter from +Colonel Mildmay, telling of his arrangement with his sister, and by +Marmaduke's receiving orders to start almost at once for India. + +'I'm glad they didn't come before,' he said. 'If only I could take you +all out with me;' for his regiment was that of his brother-in-law. + +'Yes indeed--if only!' said Jacinth, as she said again that first +evening at Thetford. + +Stannesley, the Denisons' old home, was to be let. Though not a very +large place, it was expensive to keep up, and Marmaduke was somewhat +short of ready money, and not as yet ambitious of the quiet life of a +country squire. His father had been easy-going, his mother no specially +endowed woman of business; things had suffered, and rents had gone down. +It would need some years' economy before the young man could retire to +live in the old liberal way. But he did not mind; the world was before +him, and he loved his profession. + +That first evening in Market Square Place passed on the whole more +cheerfully than might have been expected. Miss Mildmay was practically +kind--more self-denying than her guests realised, for out of +consideration for them, she had renounced attendance that evening at a +committee meeting of which she was the ruling spirit, and those who +knew her well would have seen that to sit for two or three hours 'with +her hands before her,' in her drawing-room, made her feel sadly like a +fish out of water. + +But the four new-comers were too preoccupied to observe her +restlessness; the younger ones were tired too, and anxious for them to +feel as cheerful as possible the next day, their uncle left early, +advising Miss Mildmay to send them all off to bed. + +'I am not leaving till twelve o'clock after all,' he said, 'so, if you +have no objection I'll call in about half-past ten, and take these three +young people a walk. I'd like to see something of Thetford: its looks so +pretty.' + +It was something to look forward to--another glimpse of the dear kind +boyish face. And with the thought of the next morning's walk together, +in their mind, the girls went to bed, and got up in good time for their +aunt's early breakfast, trying to look and feel as cheerful as they +could. + +Marmaduke was more than punctual. It was barely ten o'clock when he rang +at the door and came in briskly, saying it was such a lovely day he had +thought it a pity to lose any of it. + +It could not be anything but a sad walk, though they all tried to +pretend it was not, and Uncle Marmy talked very fast and made all sorts +of jokes, which Jacinth and Frances saw through, though they made Eugene +laugh. + +'Thetford's a very pretty place, really,' said Jacinth. 'There are +lovely walks on every side, I should think. Do you suppose we shall go +walks with the girls at our school, Uncle Marmy, or by ourselves with +Phebe?' + +'By yourselves, I should think. You are only to be at school till one +o'clock,' he replied. + +'Oh, that will be much nicer,' said both the girls; 'we shall explore +the neighbourhood. Oh what a pretty lane!' for they were just then +passing Robin Redbreast corner. 'Do let us go down it a little way, +uncle,' added Frances, 'I see what looks like a gate into a garden.' + +And a moment or two later, the four stood, breathless with admiration, +in front of the great gates in the high ivy-covered wall I have +described. + +The clear spring sunshine was falling brightly on the quaint old house; +what of the garden could be seen was exquisitely neat and trim; Robin +Redbreast was looking charming. + +'What a _delicious_ old house!' said Jacinth. 'I wonder who lives here?' +and she gave a little sigh. 'Now, Uncle Marmy, wouldn't it be perfectly +lovely if papa's time was out, and he and mamma had come home and we +were all going to live here--just _fancy_!' + +'It's awfully pretty,' said Marmaduke, 'but when your father's time's up +I want you all to come back to live at Stannesley with me.' + +Jacinth laughed. + +'No, that wouldn't do,' she said. 'You'd be getting married. No, it +would be much the nicest for us to live here and you at Stannesley, and +for us to pay each other lovely visits. Of course we'd always be +together at Christmas and times like that. And your wife must be very, +_very_ nice--like a sort of elder sister to us, you know, and'---- + +'My darlings,' said poor Marmy, to whom it had suddenly occurred to look +at his watch, 'time's up--or just about it. We must hurry back.' + +'Let's say good-bye here,' said Frances. 'Let's kiss you here, darling +uncle, not before Aunt Alison in her drawing-room. And, oh, I _will_ try +not to cry.' + +So it came to pass that almost their first memory of their new home was +associated for the three children with Robin Redbreast, the old house in +the lane. Often as they passed it, it always brought back to them Uncle +Marmy's sunburnt face and kind eyes, and again they seemed to hear his +'Good-bye, my darlings, good-bye,' which he strove hard to utter without +letting them hear the break in his usually hearty and cheery voice. + +Half-an-hour later he was gone. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +THE OLD LADY. + + +It was six months now since the arrival at the house in Market Square +Place. Mr Denison had been long with the regiment at----No, it does not +specially matter where it was in India. The sisters got letters from +him, as well as from their mother, by almost every mail, and in each he +repeated the same thing--that he had never in his life found himself a +person of so much consequence as Colonel and Mrs Mildmay considered him, +seeing that he could give them direct news and description of their +three children. And on their side, this seemed to make their parents +more real and to draw them nearer to Jacinth and Frances, increasing +more and more the intense longing for their return. + +It is autumn, a pleasant season in this part of the country--really +pleasanter perhaps, though one is reluctant to allow it, than the +lovely, fascinating, capriciously joyous spring--and it is a Friday. +Jacinth and Frances Mildmay are walking home from school, carrying their +little bag of books. For Saturday is a whole holiday--no going to school +that is to say--so, naturally, some lessons must be learnt at home for +Monday. + +'Aren't you glad to think to-morrow's Saturday, Jass?' said Frances. 'If +only Aunt Alison would let us stay in bed half-an-hour later on Saturday +mornings, it _would_ be nice.' + +'You lazy little thing!' said Jacinth, 'no, I don't think it would be +nice at all. I'd rather get up even earlier than usual on a holiday, and +feel we have the whole long day before us. It's one of the things I +admire Aunt Alison for--that she's so punctual and regular; we'd _never_ +have been in time at school every morning, Francie, if our home had +still been at poor granny's.' + +'I don't like you to say "poor" granny,' said Frances, rather irritably. +'Say "dear" granny. And Jacinth, whether it's true or not that in some +ways we were rather spoilt and--and--not methodical and all that, at +Stannesley, I wish you'd _never_ say it to Aunt Alison. She's quite +ready enough to be down on all the ways there.' + +'If ever I've said anything of the kind,' said Jacinth, 'it's only been +as a sort of excuse for _you_; for you know, Frances, you were +dreadfully unpunctual and careless in little ways when we first came, +though I do think you're getting better.' + +'Much obliged,' said Frances, rather snappishly, for she was a +quick-tempered girl. 'It's no thanks to Aunt Alison if I am. It's simply +that I see it is right to try and be more careful, and--partly too for +your sake, Jass. But it isn't for love of Aunt Alison. I don't love her. +I'd have--what wouldn't I have done for granny or Uncle Marmy?--they +loved us and Aunt Alison doesn't. She's good, in one way I daresay she's +very good, but it's all duty. Why, just think how she leaves us to +ourselves, once she's ordered our meals and told us what we are to do. +Evening after evening we're alone. _That_'s not loving us.' + +'I think you should be very glad indeed that she trusts us,' said +Jacinth. 'It's much better as it is than to have her fussing after us +out of duty, as you say. It would be very uncomfortable for us to feel +that she was always thinking we interrupted all the things she has to +do. She told me a while ago that it was the greatest possible relief to +her to find she _could_ trust us, and that having us interfered with her +life much less than she expected.' + +'Oh, _I_ don't want any more of her,' said Frances hastily. 'Don't think +that. But you must allow it's scarcely like having a home; sometimes I +really think I would rather be boarders at school, do you know, Jass? It +would be a good deal jollier. Don't you think so?' + +'No, indeed,' said Jacinth, very decidedly. 'I certainly wouldn't like +it at all. School's all very well for lessons, but I should hate to be +so tied up. I like being independent. Of course Aunt Alison knows we're +to be trusted, but if we were at school we should have to ask leave for +every single thing we wanted to do. And think of poor little Eugene +without us.' + +'Oh, it was only an idea,' said Frances. 'I didn't really mean it +seriously. But I like some of the girls very much, especially the +Harpers; don't you like the Harpers exceedingly, Jass? I've liked school +itself ever so much better since the two younger ones came. Of course +Camilla Harper wasn't much good to us, as she was quite one of the +biggest ones. But I think they're all nice. I _love_ Bessie and +Margaret.' + +'Yes,' her sister agreed. 'I think they're very nice. But they're rather +babyish; you see they've always lived at home, and never had to depend +on themselves at all. I think they're not at all rich.' + +'That makes them all the nicer, _I_ think,' said Frances. 'I don't know +if it's always the way, but it certainly is at school--the richest +girls aren't nearly as nice as some of the others.' + +'Oh, that's nonsense,' said Jacinth. 'It may just happen that some of +those we know to be richer are--well, rather commoner--but you can't +make any rule about it.' + +'I wish Aunt Alison would let us ask the Harpers to tea, sometimes,' +said Frances. 'I'm almost sure Miss Scarlett would let them come.' + +'But I'm _more_ sure that Aunt Alison wouldn't like anything of the +kind,' said Jacinth, and even she sighed a little. 'So it's no use +thinking of it. I hope you're prepared for a good long walk this +afternoon, Francie. It's a lovely day, and we've been so little out +lately. We needn't do our lessons till to-morrow. Ah, there's Eugene!' +as at that moment the boy came flying down the street to meet them. 'How +have you got on to-day, old man?' she said, fondly. 'Would you like to +go a good long walk this afternoon?' + +Eugene went to a small boys' school, a few doors only from his aunt's. +He was certainly the least to be pitied in the children's somewhat +lonely life, for his sisters were devoted to him, and their affection +made up to him for the absence of other love. Yet this sounds too severe +on Miss Mildmay, who in her own undemonstrative way _did_ love her +nephew and nieces. But she had mapped out her life on lines independent +of home ties, and she had not the breadth and nobility of nature to +recognise that the charge unexpectedly laid upon her was as much a +heaven-sent mission as the labours among the poor, which she fulfilled +with such devotion and enthusiastic self-denial. Her 'duty,' her dry +duty, she performed to the children, but it never entered her mind or +imagination that more than this could, under the circumstances, be +demanded of her. + +'Oh yes,' Eugene replied. 'I'm game for as many miles as you girls, any +way.' + +His sisters burst out laughing. Their seven-years' old brother was +developing fast. + +'Where shall we go to, then?' said Jacinth, as they rang at their own +door. 'I hope Phebe will be "game" too, Eugene, for we can't go without +her, and she doesn't love very long walks.' + +But Phebe proved to be in an unusually enterprising mood. She was a very +good-natured girl, honest and well-principled, her only important fault +being laziness, which her young charges did their best to conceal from +Miss Mildmay. + +'Aunt Alison would _certainly_ send her away, if she knew how late Phebe +sometimes calls us in the morning,' Jacinth used to say. 'There's +nothing that would vex her more than laziness, and it is very tiresome. +But then, very likely, she'd get us some prim maid that would be +ill-natured and crabbed, and perhaps not _really_ as good as Phebe.' + +So, though they shook the terrors of a probable dismissal over the +delinquent's head, they made no further complaint. And every time Phebe +had been specially in fault, she was so exceedingly penitent that she +almost persuaded her young mistresses as well as herself that it would +never happen again. + +She had been very late that Friday morning, and in consequence was now +doubly on the alert. Not only did she profess herself equal to walking +ten miles if the young ladies wished it, but she undertook to carry +Master Eugene pick-a-back, should he feel tired, a proposal which did +not find favour in Master Eugene's eyes, though her next suggestion that +she should escort the party to a lovely wood they had not yet visited, +'round by Aldersmere' was received with acclamations. + +'We've always wanted to go along the Aldersmere road,' said Frances. +'You remember, Jass, we went a tiny bit up it that morning--that first +morning with dear old Marmy.' + +'Yes,' said Jacinth, with a sigh, 'that first and last day.' + +'Is it the way along by Uncle Marmy's gates?' asked Eugene. + +Phebe did not understand him, but Jacinth explained. + +'He means past that lovely old house, Robin Redbreast, you know,' she +said. + +'We could come home by that lane; we can get into it by the other end +and come out at Robin Redbreast corner on to the high-road,' said Phebe; +'it's a very pretty way indeed, though it's a long walk,' her voice +sounding rather doleful. + +'Phebe's thinking better of it,' said Frances laughing. 'Ah well, if you +don't want to go a long walk, you'd better tell Aunt Alison that you +can't stand the hard work here--so late in bed, and up so _dreadfully_ +early in the morning.' + +The maid's face flushed scarlet. + +'Miss Frances!' she began reproachfully. + +Jacinth looked annoyed. In spite of her defence of her aunt's system and +her own love of independence and self-confidence, she did feel conscious +that the three of them were left in some ways too much to themselves: +her sister's tone was not quite what a young lady's should be in +speaking to a servant. + +'Frances,' she said. 'I think it's very bad taste to joke about serious +things, and being too late nearly every morning is a serious thing.' + +'I wasn't joking,' Frances replied. + +'Well, say no more about it. We'd better start if we're going to. Phebe, +do you think there's any chance of cook's giving us some cake, or even +some bread-and-butter, to take with us?' + +Phebe shook her head. + +'I'm afraid not, Miss Jacinth,' she replied. 'She'd only complain to +Miss Mildmay; it's best not to ask.' + +'And I really can't afford any more pennies for buns,' said Jacinth. 'We +must trust to getting a good tea when we come home.' + +'Will Aunt Alison be in for tea?' said Frances. 'Oh no--it's Friday. I +forgot,' with a distinct note of satisfaction in her voice. + +'So there'll be nobody to say we're greedy if we do eat a great lot,' +said Eugene, with satisfaction still less disguised. + +Friday was one of Miss Alison Mildmay's busiest days, as she went out +immediately after breakfast and did not return till the children were +about going to bed. They had had dinner by themselves, and were now in +the little room, half schoolroom, half nursery, appropriated to their +use, on the same floor as the sisters' bedroom. + +'Do let us go,' said Jacinth, impatiently, 'and don't even talk of being +greedy, Eugene; it's not nice.' + +Notwithstanding these little elements of discord before they started, +the walk turned out a great success. It was a delicious day, to begin +with, and lovely autumn weather is no doubt more soothing in its effect +on both old and young than that of any other season. The little party +stepped out bravely; the four miles to Aldersmere seemed only half the +real distance, and the place itself, when they reached it, would have +rewarded a much greater amount of exertion. + +It was a little lake, lying in a hollow; the trees, from which came its +name, growing almost into the water. There was a curious charm about the +intense loneliness of the place, none the less that it was not actually +very far removed from the haunts of men. The pool was said in the +neighbourhood to be exceedingly deep, and the dark still water looked +mysterious enough to be so; but then this is said of every pond or lake +of romantic appearance in all parts of the country, just as every +tumble-down ruin or gloomy deserted house is sure to have the name of +being haunted. + +At one side there was a little clearing and a tempting stretch of +velvety-looking grass, disfigured, however, by blackened patches where +gipsy-fires, amateur or professional, had recently been lighted. + +'It would be a jolly place for a picnic,' said Frances. 'I wonder if +it's picnickers who've been here, or gipsies.' + +'Real gipsies choose opener places generally,' said Jacinth. 'Still this +would be a very cosy place in hot weather, but I suspect it's only been +picnics. Let's remember it for next summer, Francie, and try to coax +Aunt Alison to let us bring our dinner or at least our tea with us one +nice hot day.' + +'It wouldn't be much fun all by ourselves,' said Frances. 'If we could +ask the Harpers to come too some holiday, _that_ would be fun.' + +'Oh how you tease about the Harpers!' replied Jacinth impatiently. 'I +daresay you'll have quarrelled with them long before next summer, as you +did with the Beckinghams.' + +'Jacinth, it's very unkind of you to say that,' said Frances, +indignantly. 'I _didn't_ quarrel with the Beckinghams, only you wouldn't +have had me stand Priscilla saying that papa and mamma can't care for +us much if they leave us all these years without troubling to come home +to see us.' + +'It was very impertinent,' said the elder sister, 'but I think you make +friends too quickly. You told Priscilla Beckingham our whole history +almost the first day we were at school. None of the girls would say such +a thing as that to _me_.' + +Frances was on the brink of a still more indignant reply, when +Phebe--one of whose best points was a very sweet temper, which made her +always ready to avert a storm if she could--broke in, just in time. + +'Miss Jacinth,' she said, 'I think we should be turning towards home. +We've been here longer than you'd think, and Master Eugene will be +getting tired.' + +'I'm not a bit tired,' said the little boy, 'but I'll tell you what I +am, or what I'm going to be, and that's awfully nungry. Talking of +bringing our dinner or tea out with us next summer has put it into my +head. If even I'd a bit of bread, I'd eat it.' + +'Come on, then,' said Jacinth, encouragingly, 'the sooner we go, the +sooner we'll be home. And we can have tea the minute we get in, can't +we, Phebe, even if it's not quite five o'clock.' + +'Certainly, miss, I don't think there'll be any difficulty about that,' +said Phebe, who was pretty well persuaded in her own mind that it would +be quite the orthodox tea-time before they could reach Market Square +Place. + +The first part of the way was pleasant walking, even though they were +beginning to be just a little tired, for it was over level ground; but +the next two miles were stiffer, for they were almost entirely up-hill, +which had naturally made the outstart down-hill, an easy commencement +of the expedition. + +Eugene was soon rather done up, though he would not hear of Phebe's +carrying him. + +'If it wasn't so climby, I wouldn't mind,' he said, 'but my legs does +get so tired of always shortening themselves up.' + +'Never mind, Master Eugene,' said the maid; 'we'll be at the back end of +the Redbreast Lane, directly, and after that, there's no more climbing.' + +'And once there we shall be less than a mile from home,' said Jacinth. +'Oh Francie, do you remember how nice it was at Stannesley with the old +donkey, whenever we were going a long walk?' + +'And granny watching for us at home with tea in her own sitting-room for +a treat, and those _exquisite_ little scones,' said Frances. 'Oh don't +speak of it.' + +'No, please don't,' said Eugene, 'for it makes me nungrier and nungrier. +And--I'm afraid I'm beginning to be _firsty_ too, and that's worser than +being nungry. It always says so in shipwreck stories. They read us one +at school the other day, and it said so.' + +'Eugene, how silly you are!' said Frances, 'as if your feeling a little +hungry and a tiny atom thirsty could compare with dreadful sufferings +like sailors have.' + +'And really, Eugene, considering you're past seven, you should try to +speak better,' added Jacinth. 'I hope you don't say "nungry and firsty" +at school. How they must laugh at you!' + +'They don't then,' said the little boy, 'and they don't need to. I'm +very pertickler at school, and I always say 'ungry and wursty properly. +But it's a great trouble to remember, and I like a rest from being +pertickler at home. You needn't be so cross. Why, there's a boy at +school, older than me, who calls the sun the "fun"--he does really.' + +'Well, I know papa and mamma would like you to speak well,' said +Jacinth, 'so you should try for their sake. "Ungry" is worse than +"nungry"; you mustn't get into the way of dropping your "h's," whatever +you do. That matters more than baby talking; it's _vulgar_.' + +'It's very unkind of you to call me vulgar,' said Eugene, in a very +plaintive voice, 'and I'll tell you what, Jass, I'm getting _so_ +fir--wursty, I mean, that I just can't go all the way back wifout a +drink.' + +Jacinth and Frances looked about them in despair; Eugene was a very good +little fellow generally, but he was rather delicate and nervous, and +notwithstanding the dignity of his seven years, they knew by experience +that once he was fairly started on a fit of crying, it was far from easy +to predict when it would be over. They were now in the long lane known +as Robin Redbreast Lane, or the Redbreast Lane; another quarter of a +mile at most would bring them out on to the high-road, where they were +at no great distance from Thetford. + +'I'm afraid it's been too long a walk for him,' said Jacinth. 'It's such +a pity, for it's so good for him to have a nice country walk, now that +he goes to school every day.' + +'I'm not tired,' said Eugene, 'I'm only firsty now; I can wait for being +nungry till tea-time, quite well, but I must have somefin to drink.' + +'Is there any cottage along this lane, that we could ask for a glass of +water at?' Jacinth inquired of Phebe. + +But the girl shook her head. + +'There's no cottage nor house of any kind between this and the +high-road, except the Robin Redbreast itself,' said she. 'And that's not +a place where one could ask for a glass of water even. The old lady's +very stiff in her ways, and the servants are just the same.' + +'Oh no,' said Jacinth, 'of course it wouldn't do to ask for anything at +a _gentleman's_ house. You must just bear it, Eugene dear, and perhaps +we'll pass some cottage when we leave the lane; though I'm not very fond +of drinking water at any cottage--one's never sure of its being good.' + +'There's the drinking fountain just outside the town; I daresay Master +Eugene can get along till we come to that,' said Phebe, encouragingly. + +And for a few moments nothing more was heard of the little boy's woes. +He plodded along silently, till just as they were approaching 'Uncle +Marmy's gate' as they called it, he burst out again. + +'I _must_ have a drink, Jass. I tell you I must. Let me go and ask for +one at this house. It wouldn't be naughty. I _can't_ go any furder.' + +The girls hesitated. It went very much against the grain with them--with +Jacinth especially--to let the boy go up to the front door of this +strange house to ask for the boon of even a glass of water. And yet it +wouldn't do to let him go to the back-door, 'as if we were beggars,' +said Frances. + +'Would it be better to send Phebe? Well, perhaps that would be best. +Phebe, will you go with Master Eugene--to the front door? But Eugene, +you are really very tiresome,' said the elder girl. + +'I _must_ have a drink, Jacinth. It's not my fault. I can't help being +firsty,' said the boy, in his doleful tone. 'If you say I mustn't, I'll +_try_ to bear it, but'---- + +At this moment an unexpected turn was given to the state of affairs by +the gate, a few feet in front of them, being pushed open, to allow some +one to come out. + +The sound interrupted the children's discussion; they all looked towards +the gate. + +The 'some one' was an elderly, more correctly speaking, perhaps, an old +lady. She was not _very_ tall, but she was thin, and, considering her +years, wonderfully erect. As she stood there at the gate, her thick +black silk skirt trailing a little, a large fleecy white shawl thrown +round her head and shoulders--her bright dark eyes glancing out all the +darker and brighter from the contrast with her snowy hair and +draperies--she looked both striking and stately. Not a person to take +liberties with, assuredly. + +Phebe shook in her shoes. As I have said, there was a considerable +amount of awe felt in Thetford for the somewhat mysterious inhabitant of +Robin Redbreast, and Phebe was a Thetford girl. + +As for the young Mildmays, they stood motionless, not overawed, but both +impressed and startled, gazing at the unexpected apparition in a way +which Jacinth afterwards hoped to herself had not seemed like ill-bred +staring. + +But the lady was looking at them too. She had a stick in her hand--a +polished black-wood stick, with a gold knob at the top--and for the +first moment or two she stood as if leaning on it. Then she raised it +with a little gesture, as if inviting them to come nearer. + +'What was that name I heard you say just now?' she began. 'I heard you +from the other side of my garden-wall. I have quick ears, though I am +old.' + +The mention of ears was unfortunate. Somehow it recalled the story of +Red Riding-hood and her grandmother to Eugene; tired and excited +already, he grew perfectly white and caught hold of his elder sister's +dress. And for a moment or two the presence of mind of the whole party +seemed to have deserted them. No one spoke. + +The old lady tapped her stick impatiently on the hard gravel. + +'Don't you understand me?' she said. 'You were talking fast enough just +now. The little boy was complaining of being thirsty. I think it was he +that said the--the name. What is the matter with him? does he think I am +going to eat him?' + +This last was addressed to Frances, now standing a little in front of +the others, partly with an instinct of coming between the terrified +little boy and those keen, searching eyes. + +'My brother is very tired--and very thirsty,' she said. 'It was he that +was speaking, and I daresay he said our names. Mine is Frances, but my +sister's is Jacinth. Perhaps you heard that name: it is very uncommon.' + +'Jacinth!' repeated the old lady, '_Jacinth!_' + +Her voice sounded far away and dreamy. A queer feeling came over the two +girls, as if by a strange chance they had strayed unawares into some +secret chamber, some long-closed deserted house; or as if a vague +momentary glimpse into some long-ago story, some old romance, of the +distant past had been suddenly opened to them. + +They could not themselves have put this feeling into words; it came to +them, I think, in the subtle way in which sometimes we are conscious of +the unexpressed emotions and sensations of those near us. Nevertheless +they stood silent, surprised and almost awe-struck. Then the old lady +seemed to rouse herself: with a little effort she came back into the +present, as it were. + +'Yes,' she said, 'that was the name I heard. Are you Jacinth?' she went +on, addressing the elder girl, and as she fixed her eyes on Jacinth, a +little tremor passed over her. 'I think,' she whispered to herself, but +the children caught the words, 'I think--I wonder if it is fancy--I +almost think I see a likeness.' + +Jacinth was tall and well grown for her age. She was not _pretty_--not +as pretty as fair, fluffy-haired Frances--but there was promise of more +than prettiness in her almost severely regular features, and her +colouring when one examined her carefully, was good too. Her hair a rich +dark brown, of a shade one hardly does justice to at the first careless +glance; her complexion healthily pale, with a tinge of sun-burning, +perhaps a few freckles; her eyes clear, strong, hazel eyes, with long +softening lashes. The whole was spoilt by a want of light--of the +sunshine one loves to see in a young face--the expression was too grave +and impassive; there was the suggestion of future hardness, unless time +should mellow instead of stiffening and accentuating the already +somewhat rigid lines. + +It must have been this expression, more than any actual resemblance in +feature, which had made Marmaduke Denison smile to himself at the +curious likeness which had struck him between Jacinth and her Aunt +Alison. + +The girl looked up in the old lady's face, and something--the oddity of +the whole situation, some indefinite sympathy which unconsciously sought +for an outlet--made her smile. Jacinth's smile was charming. Already to +her thin young face it gave the roundness and bloom it wanted--every +feature softened and the clear observant eyes grew sweet. + +A faint flush--the mere suggestion of colour which in the aged often +denotes intense emotion--rose to Lady Myrtle Goodacre's face, as she met +Jacinth's smile. She scarcely waited for the girl's reply to her +question. + +'Yes,' she went on, 'it must be. I cannot be mistaken. My dear,' she +added, 'I want to ask you several things, but this poor little fellow is +tired--and thirsty, didn't you say? Will you come in for a moment or +two? Not farther than the porch, if you prefer; perhaps you are in haste +to get home, and I must see you again.' + +She turned and walked quickly back towards the house--the door of which +stood open--along the straight smooth gravel path leading from the gate; +the children following her, without seeming quite to know why, and Phebe +bringing up the rear with a face which looked as if she were doubting +whether they were about to enter an ogre's castle or a white cats' +palace. + +'Miss Jacinth, Miss Frances,' she panted in vague remonstrance. But they +took no notice. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +TWO JACINTHS. + + +The porch was almost like a room. It had cushioned seats all round, a +rustic table at one side, and stained glass, tiny-paned windows. The old +lady hurried through it, looking back over her shoulder to say, 'Sit +down for a minute or two. I will order some milk for the little boy,' +and nothing loth, the children did so, though in silence. + +Then Eugene glanced round in triumph. + +'There now,' he said, 'you see I was right. She doesn't mind a bit. I +shouldn't wonder if she brought us out cakes too.' + +'_Hush_,' said Frances, 'you needn't talk like that, Eugene. You were as +frightened as anything when she first came out. And how can you be so +greedy?' + +'Hush,' said Jacinth in her turn, and still more authoritatively. 'Don't +you hear? she's coming back.' + +The door standing slightly ajar was pushed open more widely, disclosing +a trim-looking maid, carrying a tray with a large glass jug full of +milk, and--joyful sight!--a plate of small brown crisp-looking cakes. +Eugene's eyes glistened, though, poor little chap, it was more at the +sight of the milk than the cakes, for he was very thirsty indeed. But he +sat still, to outward appearance patiently enough, for just behind the +maid came the old lady again, looking quite eager and excited, a bright +spot of colour on each cheek. + +'Put the tray on the little table,' she said. 'Yes, that will do. You +need not stay;' and the trim maid disappeared again. + +Lady Myrtle poured out a glass of milk and gave it to Eugene. + +'Your sisters will excuse my attending to you first, I am sure,' she +said. 'You are very thirsty, I know.--Now, will you two have some milk +and some cake?' she went on, turning to Jacinth and Frances. + +Jacinth felt half inclined to refuse, but something in the old lady's +manner made it difficult to do so. She did not seem accustomed to have +even her suggestions disregarded, and her invitation was more like a +command. + +'After your brother has finished his milk,' their hostess went on, +'perhaps he would like to walk about the garden a little with your maid, +or if he is tired, there is a nice arbour over there in the corner. I +want to speak to you two a little. I have some questions to ask you, but +I want you to understand that I will not invite you to come in till you +have got leave from--from your parents or your guardians. When I was a +child I would not have entered any stranger's house without leave, and I +approve of strict ways of bringing up children.' + +The girls listened respectfully, making a little sign of assent. But +Eugene's whole attention had been given to the milk and cakes. Now that +his thirst was satisfied, he began to think about others, and for the +first time found his voice. + +'Mayn't Phebe have some milk and cake, too, please?' he said. 'We've +been a drefful long walk. I'm sure Phebe's firsty too.' + +Phebe blushed scarlet, but in spite of her terror, her good manners--and +she was a specially good-mannered girl--did not forsake her. + +'Master Eugene, my dear,' she said quietly. 'You forget I am not a +little young gentleman like you.--If I might take his glass and plate to +the arbour, my lady, he would be very happy, and out of the way.' + +Lady Myrtle smiled benignly. She liked 'tact.' + +'Certainly, my good girl,' she said, 'and take a glass and some cakes +for yourself too.--That is a nice-mannered girl,' she added to Jacinth +and Frances. 'She is both modest and sensible.' + +'Yes,' said Jacinth, 'we like her very much. Aunt Alison got her for us +before we came here.' + +Lady Myrtle's face grew grave. + +'Is Aunt Alison the relation you live with?' she asked. 'Is her name Mrs +Alison? And where and with whom did you live before? Have you no +parents? I am not asking out of curiosity, but because I think you must +be related to a very dear friend of mine--now dead.' Here her breath +seemed to catch her voice. 'I may be mistaken, but I do not think so.' + +'Our parents are in India,' said Jacinth. 'Our father is Colonel +Mildmay, and Aunt Alison is his sister. Alison is her first name. We +have only lived with her since our--grandmother, Mrs Denison, died.' + +'_Denison!_' repeated Lady Myrtle, 'I was sure of it. But _Mrs_ Denison? +I cannot understand it. Are you not making a mistake, my dear? Are you +sure that your grandmother was _Mrs_ Denison? Was she not'---- + +'Mrs Denison was only our _step_-grandmother,' interrupted Jacinth, +eagerly. Frances could not blame her now for explaining this! 'She was +very good to us, but--she wasn't our own grandmother. _She_ died before +we were born. She was mamma's mother, and I am called after her. She was +Lady Jacinth Denison, and'---- + +'I knew it,' exclaimed the old lady. 'And her name before she was +married was'---- + +Jacinth hesitated a little. It is sometimes rather confusing to remember +relations so far back. + +'I know,' said Frances; 'it was More'----but here she too stopped. + +'Moreland?' said Lady Myrtle. + +The girls' faces cleared. Yes, that was it. + +'But the Christian name--"Jacinth"--satisfied me,' said the old lady. +'The name, and your face, my dear,' to Jacinth herself. 'Thank you, for +answering my questions. Perhaps I must not keep you any longer to-day, +but I will write to your aunt--Miss Mildmay--Miss Alison Mildmay--I +think I have heard of her at Thetford--and ask her to allow you to come +to see me again very soon. If I keep you longer just now, she may be +uneasy.' + +'Oh no,' said Frances, 'she won't be at home when we get back. It's one +of the days she's out all day--till after we're in bed, generally.' + +'Dear me!' said Lady Myrtle, 'she must be a very busy person.' + +'Yes,' said Jacinth, 'she is. She is very, _very_ useful, I know. And +one couldn't have expected her to give up all the things she'd been at +so many years, all of a sudden, when we came. We don't mind, except that +it seems a little lonely sometimes; but--I don't think Aunt Alison +cares much for children or girls like us. She says she's got out of the +way of it. But she's quite kind.' + +'You have a governess, I suppose?' asked Lady Myrtle. + +'No,' said Jacinth, 'we go every day but Saturday to Miss Scarlett's +school.' + +She coloured a little as she said it, for she had an instinct that +'school' for girls was hardly one of the things that her hostess had +been accustomed to in _her_ youth, and notwithstanding Jacinth's +decision of character, she was apt to be much influenced by the opinions +and even prejudices of those about her. But still she knew that Miss +Scarlett's was really a somewhat exceptional school. + +'To Miss Scarlett's,' repeated Lady Myrtle. 'I have heard of it. I +believe it is very nice, but still--I prefer home education. But perhaps +I should not say so. No doubt your parents and guardians have acted for +the best. I should like you to tell Miss Alison Mildmay all I have asked +you, and I will write to her. And in the meantime, that she may not +think me too eccentric an old woman, pray tell her that I was--that your +own grandmother--I like you to call her that--Lady Jacinth Moreland, +afterwards Lady Jacinth Denison, and I, were the--yes, the very dearest +of friends when we were young. It is possible that Miss Alison Mildmay +may have heard my name from your mother. I think your mother--what is +her name--"Eugenia," oh yes, I remember--I think your mother must have +heard of me even in her childhood. My unmarried name was Harper, "Myrtle +Harper;" your grandmother and I first took to each other, I think, +because we had such uncommon names.' + +'Harper!' exclaimed Frances eagerly, 'there are some--what is it, +Jacinth?--I mean Bessie and Margar'---- + +'We must go,' said Jacinth, getting up, as she spoke. 'Frances, will you +call Eugene? and'--turning to her hostess, 'thank you _very_ much for +being so kind. And oh, if you will ask Aunt Alison to let us come again, +it would be such a pleasure.' + +She raised her beautiful eyes to Lady Myrtle's face. A mist came over +the keen bright old pair gazing at her in return. Partly perhaps to +conceal this sudden emotion, Lady Myrtle stooped--for, tall though +Jacinth was for her age, she was shorter than her grandmother's old +friend--and kissed the soft up-turned cheek. 'My dear, you are _so_ like +her--my Jacinth, sometimes,' she murmured, 'that it is almost too much +for me.' + +Then a practical thought struck her. + +'You have not told me your address at Thetford,' she said. 'I had better +have it, though no doubt Miss Alison Mildmay is well known in the +place.' + +Jacinth gave it. + +'Number 9, Market Square Place,' she said. + +'Oh, I know where it is--a row of rather nice quaint old houses. Still, +you must feel rather cooped up there sometimes, after Stannesley; was +not that the Denisons' place? I was there once.' + +'We miss the grounds, and--yes, we miss a good many things,' said +Jacinth simply. + +'Then I hope that Robin Redbreast will make up to you for some of them,' +said Lady Myrtle. 'You know the name of my funny old house, I daresay?' + +'Oh yes,' said Francis, who had just rejoined them with Eugene and +Phebe, 'we heard it the very first day. And we've always thought it +lovely--both the house and the name. And we always pass by this way when +we can, because of the gates. We call them 'Uncle Marmy's gates,' for +it was here we said good-bye to him--good-bye _properly_, I mean.' + +'Kissing, and trying not to cry,' added Eugene, by way of explanation. + +Lady Myrtle seemed a little startled. + +'Uncle Marmy!' she repeated, 'that was your grandfather's name. I +thought your mother was an only child.' + +'Yes,' said Jacinth, 'Uncle Marmaduke is not our real--not our full +uncle. He is mamma's half-brother only.' + +'Oh,' exclaimed the old lady, 'now I understand.' + +'But we love him just as much--_quite_ as much as if he was our whole +uncle,' said Frances, eagerly. 'He's perfectly--oh, he's as nice as he +can _possibly_ be.' + +Lady Myrtle smiled, and gave a little pat to Frances's shining tangle of +curly hair. + +'Good-bye then, my dears, for to-day,' she said. + +But she stood at the gate looking after them till they reached +the corner of the lane, when some happy impulse made +Jacinth--undemonstrative Jacinth--turn round and kiss her hand to the +solitary old figure. + +'She's like a sort of a grandmother to us,' said Eugene. 'What a good +thing,' with extreme self-complacency, 'I made you go in!--what a good +thing I was'--after a great effort--'wursty!' + +But Jacinth's face was slightly clouded. She drew Frances a little apart +from the others. + +'Frances,' she said severely, 'you must have more sense. How could you +begin about those girls at school?' Lady Myrtle, if she does notice us, +won't want to hear all the chatter and gossip of Miss Scarlett's. And +it's such a common sort of thing, the moment you hear a name, to start +up and say "Oh, _I_ know somebody called that," and then go on about +your somebodies that no one wants to hear anything of.' + +Frances looked rather ashamed. She was barely two years younger than her +sister, but on almost every subject--on questions of good manners and +propriety above all--Jacinth's verdict was always accepted by her as +infallible, though whence Jacinth had derived her knowledge on such +points it would have been difficult to say. No one could have been less +a woman of the world than the late Mrs Denison; indeed, the much misused +but really sweet old word 'homely' might have been applied to her in its +conventional sense without unkindly severity. And no life could have +been simpler, though from that very fact not without a certain dignity +of its own, than the family life at Stannesley, which was in reality the +only training these girls had ever known. + +'I'm very sorry, Jass,' said the younger sister, penitently. 'It was +only--it did seem funny that her name was Harper, when I am so fond of +Bessie and Marg'---- + +'I'm getting tired of your always talking of them,' said Jacinth. 'I +daresay they're nice enough'---- + +'And they're _quite_ ladies,' interposed Frances, 'though they are so +very poor.' + +'I wouldn't look down on them for _that_; I should think you might know +me better,' said Jacinth. 'We're not at all rich ourselves, though I +suppose papa and mamma seem so in India with all the parties and things +they're obliged to have. And I never said the girls weren't "quite +ladies," as you say. But I know how it will end: in a little while you +won't like Bessie and Margaret any better than Prissy Beckingham. You +fly at people so at first.' + +'I don't think it will be that way this time,' said Frances in a tone +of quiet conviction. 'There's something _different_ about the Harpers.' + +'It isn't a very uncommon name,' said Jacinth. 'There are all sorts of +Harpers. Why, at Stannesley, the village schoolmaster's wife was called +Harper before she married, I remember. And then Lord Elvedon's family +name is Harper.' + +They had drawn nearer to the other two by this time, and Phebe overheard +the last words. + +'If you please, Miss Jacinth, that is Lady Myrtle's family. Her father +was Lord Elvedon, two or three back, and the Lord Elvedon now is a +nephew or a cousin's son to her, though they never come near the place; +it's been let ever since I can remember.' + +'I wonder if she was brought up at Elvedon,' said Frances. 'It must seem +rather sad to her, if she was there when she was a little girl, to have +no one belonging to her there now.' + +Altogether the adventure--and a real adventure it was--gave them plenty +to think of and to talk about all the way home and after they got there. +Eugene forgot his fatigue, and chattered briskly about the goodness of +the little brown cakes, till he got a snub from Jacinth about being so +greedy. His appetite, however, did not seem to have suffered, and he was +quite ready to do justice to the tea waiting for them at home, though +not without some allusions to Lady Myrtle's delicious cakes, and wishes +that Aunt Alison would sometimes give them 'a change from bread and +butter.' + +For one of Miss Mildmay's fixed ideas about children was that they could +not be brought up too plainly. + +'We do have a change sometimes,' said Jacinth. 'We always have golden +syrup on Saturdays and jam on Sundays, and you know we've had buns two +or three times on birthdays.' + +'Other children have buns and cakes far oftener than us,' said Eugene. +'Like we used to at Stannesley.' + +'It was quite different there,' said Jacinth; 'a big country-house and +baking at home.' + +'_Everything_ was nice at Stannesley,' said Frances with a sigh. 'Granny +and Uncle Marmy really loved us; that makes the difference.' + +'Aunt Alison loves us in her way,' said Jacinth. 'Everybody can't be the +same. I think you're getting into a very bad habit of grumbling, +Frances. And this afternoon you really should be pleased. For I +shouldn't at all wonder if Lady Myrtle often asks us to go to see her, +and that would be a treat and a change. But what you say about poor +granny and Uncle Marmy reminds me to say something. You really needn't +fly up so on the defensive every time I name them; you did it again +to-day, and I'm sure Lady Myrtle must have thought it very queer, just +as if I'---- + +But this second reproof for her behaviour at Robin Redbreast did not +find Frances as meek as the former one, which, in deference to Jacinth's +superior knowledge on such subjects, she had felt she perhaps deserved. + +'I will "fly up" as you call it,' she interrupted angrily, 'when you +talk in that cold measured way about dear granny and Uncle Marmy, as if +you were almost ashamed of them. For one thing I can't bear you to say +"poor" granny; it's not right. She was a sort of a saint, and I'm quite +sure that now she's'----But here Frances burst into tears. + +Jacinth felt sorry, but annoyed and irritated also. She blamed herself +for having begun any private talk of the kind before Eugene and Phebe; +for, as sometimes happened when they had come in late, Phebe was having +tea with them this evening. And she felt conscious also of deserving, to +a certain extent, her sister's blame. But Jacinth had a good deal of +self-control. + +'I cannot understand,' she said quietly, though the colour rose to her +cheeks--'I cannot understand how you can think such things of me--as if +I--as if anybody could have loved _them_ more than I did; as if'----But +here the tears rose to her own eyes. + +Frances was at once melted. + +'I didn't mean _that_,' she said. 'I know you did. I wouldn't love _you_ +if I didn't know it. But it's your manner; you seem in such a hurry +always to explain that granny wasn't our own grandmother.' + +'I don't think that's fair,' said Jacinth. 'How could I possibly have +helped explaining about it when it is _only_ because of our own +grandmother that Lady Myrtle cares anything at all about us. And I +wasn't in a hurry to explain; don't you remember that Lady Myrtle kept +asking if we were sure our grandmother was only _Mrs_?' + +Yes, that had been so, but still the slightly hurt feeling which +Jacinth's tone about the dear Stannesley people had more than once given +Frances still remained, and she might have said more, had not her sister +prevented her doing so. + +'Anyway,' she said, 'we need not say any more about it just now.' + +After tea they got out their lesson-books, anxious to do all they could, +so as to wake on Saturday morning with the delightful sensation of a +real whole holiday. But their long walk, perhaps the excitement of their +adventure, had tired them. Lessons, with Frances especially, seemed more +difficult than usual, and after a good many yawns and not a few groans, +she decided that it was no use to attempt anything calling for a 'clear +head' that evening. + +'I'll just copy out my dictation and exercises,' she said, 'and do all +the fresh learning to-morrow morning. Won't you do so too, Jass, for +there are two or three things we can learn together?' + +'Very well,' said Jacinth, though with a little sigh, 'perhaps it would +be better.' + +It was not only that she was tired--her head was full of Robin Redbreast +and its owner, and all manner of fancies and castles in the air were +crowding upon her. It was really so romantic, she thought; it was not +silly to picture to herself the delightful possibilities of the future. + +'Suppose Lady Myrtle really gets very fond of us'--she said 'us,' but +'_me_' would perhaps have been more correct, and after all this was +scarcely unnatural, as it was she who had specially recalled the Jacinth +Moreland of her enthusiastic youthful affection to the old +lady--'supposing she in a sort of way adopted us--or me'--for Jacinth +was not selfish in the common acceptation of the word, though +self-important and fond of ruling, 'what happiness it might bring us! +She doesn't seem to have any relations, and she must be very well off. +Supposing she took us to live with her, and treated us just like her own +children, I wonder if mamma wouldn't come home then, and papa too +perhaps. For of course, if they knew we were going to be well off, papa +wouldn't worry so about staying out in India his full time and all that. +How I should _love_ to be the one to be able to do everything for them +all.' + +Still it would not do to begin speculating on what might happen in the +far future when--Jacinth felt shocked when she realised that, in +picturing herself as Lady Myrtle's possible heir, she was anticipating +the old lady's death; yet she certainly could not 'fit in' the idea of +their all living together at Robin Redbreast with its present +châtelaine. And she laughed at her own absurdity. + +'Papa is so independent,' she reflected. 'Even if _mamma_ had a lot of +money, I don't believe he'd be satisfied without working as hard as +ever. And of course he loves his profession.' + +Then she determined not to be silly, and to think no more about it. But +her dreams that night were very fantastic and rosy-hued. She awoke in +the morning from a vision of a wonderful room of which the walls were +painted all over with robins, which suddenly burst out singing her name, +'Jacinth, Jacinth,' to find that Frances was awake and calling to her. + +'Oh Francie, I was having _such_ an interesting dream,' she said. 'I +wish you hadn't awakened me: I can't remember what was dreams and what +wasn't,' she went on sleepily. 'Did we really go inside Uncle Marmy's +gates, and see?'---- + +'Of course we did,' said Frances, 'and I've got such a good thought. +Don't you think we might go that way again to-day and take mamma's last +photograph with us? Lady Myrtle would be sure to like to see it, and we +needn't ask for her, you know. And it would keep her from forgetting us, +and anyway we might walk round the garden, I should think.' + +'No,' said Jacinth, 'we can't do anything like that without Aunt +Alison's leave, and of course we can't ask for leave unless Lady Myrtle +writes to Aunt Alison. And there's no telling if she will. She may be +one of those whimsical old people that mean to do a thing, and then +think better of it and do nothing.' + +Frances's face fell. + +'Oh, I do hope not,' she said. 'Somehow I don't _think_ she's that sort +of old lady.' + +Nor in her heart did Jacinth. The expression of her misgivings had been +as much or more to damp or check herself as Frances. For she was +startled to find how wildly she had been indulging in building +air-castles. Few, if any, even of those she had spent her life among, +knew Jacinth Mildmay thoroughly, or had any suspicion of the +impressionableness, the almost fantastic imagination, hidden under her +quiet, almost cold exterior. But to some extent she knew herself better +than is often the case at her age. She was well aware that she needed +strict holding in hand; she sometimes even went too far in judging as +contemptible weaknesses, feelings and impulses which were full of good. + +But as regards the fancies which since yesterday had been so absorbing +her, she was in the right. Even apparently harmless hopes and wishes +dependent on the caprice, or, if carried where they _may_ lead to, +contingent on the life or death of others, are better checked at once. +Indulgence in such can do no good, and _may_ do harm. + +They had not seen their aunt the night before. And her manner was +somewhat 'carried' and preoccupied when she kissed the girls as they +entered the dining-room, where she was already seated at the table +waiting to read prayers. + +A slight misgiving came over Jacinth. She glanced at the sideboard where +the morning letters were always placed. Yes, one or two torn wrappers +were lying there: evidently the letters had come and been opened. For +Miss Alison Mildmay was, as Frances expressed it, 'a _dreadfully_ early +getter-up,' and had always an hour or more to herself before the younger +members of the household appeared. + +I am afraid Jacinth's attention that morning was rather distracted. She +sat glancing at her aunt's profile, cold and almost hard, as she was +accustomed to see it, but with just now the addition of some irritable +lines about the forehead which were certainly not _always_ there. + +'Something has vexed her, I am certain,' said Jacinth to herself. 'I do +wonder if it has anything to do with Lady Myrtle. Oh dear, if she has +written so as to vex Aunt Alison, and we get blamed for it, and +everything is spoilt!' + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +A LETTER AND A DISCUSSION. + + +'Were you very late last night, Aunt Alison? Are you tired?' + +The questions came from Frances, who had noticed the unusual silence at +the breakfast-table--not that they were ever very loquacious, for Eugene +had his meals up-stairs and he was the chatterbox of the party--but +without any of her sister's fears or misgivings. So that she looked up +at her aunt in happy freedom from any self-conscious embarrassment. + +'I was not later than I am usually on Fridays,' said Miss Mildmay. 'No, +thank you, I am not tired. Will you have some more tea, Jacinth?' + +'Yes, please,' said the elder girl. She was growing more and more +nervous, and yet her anxiety to know if Lady Myrtle really had written +already made her remain near her aunt as long as possible. + +Miss Mildmay had apparently finished her own breakfast, for after +handing Jacinth her cup, she took up a little pile of letters which lay +beside her, and drew out one, which she unfolded and glanced at with a +peculiar expression on her face. + +'Have you--have you nothing to tell me--no message to give me?' she said +at last, still fingering the letter. + +She spoke to both girls, but it seemed to Jacinth as if her words were +more specially addressed to her, and she started, while a flush rose to +her face. And suddenly she remembered--or realised rather--that Lady +Myrtle _had_ given them a message for their aunt; though, oddly enough, +in spite of her thoughts having been so much absorbed with the adventure +of the day before, it had never once occurred to her during that silent +breakfast that she should have spoken of it to her aunt--should, in +fact, have related all that had passed. There had been no reason for her +not doing so--the old lady had specially desired it--it was only that +her strong impression that Miss Mildmay had something to say to them had +made her wait. + +'Of course,' she exclaimed nervously. 'I really don't know what we've +been thinking of _not_ to tell you. For we _have_ a message for +you.--Frances, why didn't you remind me?' + +Frances stared. It was seldom her way to take the initiative, she was so +accustomed to follow Jacinth's lead; and just now she had been quite +contentedly waiting to speak of their visit to Robin Redbreast till her +sister saw fit to do so. + +'I--I didn't know. I thought'----began Frances confusedly. + +Miss Mildmay turned upon her sharply. + +'Have you been planning together not to speak of this--this curious +affair to me?' she said. 'I don't pretend not to know all about it. I +do,' and she touched the letter, 'by this, but I must say I think I +should not have heard of it _first_ from a stranger. There is one thing +I cannot and will not stand, I warn you, girls, and that is any approach +to want of candour.' + +'Aunt Alison,' exclaimed Jacinth in hot indignation, 'how can you? Did +you not hear me ask Frances why she had not reminded me to tell you?' + +'No, I cannot understand that,' said her aunt, still coldly. 'It is +quite impossible that you had _forgotten_ about it, when it only +happened'----She glanced at the letter and hesitated. 'When was it, it +happened?' + +'Only yesterday,' said Jacinth quietly. 'No, _of course_, I hadn't +forgotten. But I had forgotten that I had a message for you that I +should have given immediately I saw you. That I _had_ forgotten, and if +you don't believe me, I can't help it.' + +Her voice choked, and the tears rushed to her eyes, though with a strong +effort she kept them from falling. + +Frances glanced at her, her face working with sympathy. + +Miss Mildmay seemed perplexed. + +'Only yesterday!' she said. 'I don't see how I have got this letter so +quickly. I thought it was at least the day before.' + +'No,' said Frances, 'it was only yesterday. We went a long walk in the +afternoon, and of course we didn't see you till this morning. We +couldn't have told you till just now, and I thought--I think--I thought +Jass was waiting to speak to you alone after breakfast.' + +'It wasn't that,' said Jacinth. 'If you want to know exactly why I +didn't begin about it at breakfast, Aunt Alison, it was because I had a +sort of idea or fancy that you had heard already from Lady Myrtle. I +thought you looked just a little annoyed, and I kept expecting you to +say something about it, and then, of course, I would have told you +everything there was to tell.' + +Miss Alison Mildmay was severe, but she was not distrustful or +suspicious, and the candour of the two girls was unmistakable. + +'I am sorry,' she said, 'to have judged you unfairly. Tell me the whole +story now, and then I will read you what this eccentric old lady says.' + +She smiled a little. + +'That was just what she said you'd call her,' broke in Frances. 'But she +said her letter would make you understand.' + +'Oh yes, of course it does, to a certain extent,' replied her aunt. Then +her eyes fell on the envelope--'Miss Alison Mildmay.' + +'Considering I have lived twenty years at Thetford,' she said, rather +bitterly, 'I think it, to say the least, unnecessary to address me like +this, though of course I don't deny that it is, strictly speaking, +correct.' + +Jacinth glanced at it. + +'I am sure'--she began. 'You don't think _I_ had anything to do with +it?' + +'Oh no, I don't suppose you ever thought of it. But Lady Myrtle Goodacre +has never seen fit to call upon me, so it is all of a piece. I really +must not waste any more time, however; I have a dozen things waiting for +me to do. You say it was yesterday afternoon?' + +'Yes,' said Jacinth. 'We went a long walk--to Aldersmere, and coming +back, Eugene was tired and very thirsty, and he begged us to let him ask +for a drink just as we were getting near Robin Redbreast, and the old +lady heard us talking over the wall'---- + +'And she heard Jass's name,' interrupted Frances, 'and'---- + +'Let Jacinth tell it, if you please, Frances,' said Miss Mildmay. + +So Jacinth took up the story again, and related all that had happened. + +Her aunt listened attentively, her face softened. + +'I don't think I need read you what Lady Myrtle has written, after all,' +she said, when Jacinth had finished speaking. 'I understand it well +enough, and I have no doubt your father and mother would like you to go +to Robin Redbreast now and then; of course, not to any extreme, or so as +to interfere with your lessons or regular ways.' + +'Does Lady Myrtle ask you to go to see her too?' inquired Jacinth, half +timidly. + +'Oh dear, no,' replied Miss Mildmay: 'she is straightforward enough. She +does not pretend to want to make _my_ acquaintance, and after all why +should she? She has had plenty of time to do so if she had wished it +during all these years; and honestly,' and here again she smiled quite +naturally, 'I don't want to know her. I have no time for fresh +acquaintances. And her interest in you children, Jacinth especially, has +nothing to do with our side. It is entirely connected with the +Morelands.' + +'I wonder how she and our grandmother came to be such friends,' said +Jacinth. 'Lady Myrtle's old home was near here, and the Morelands didn't +belong to this neighbourhood.' + +'No, but the Elvedons have another place in the north near your +grandmother's old home,' said Miss Mildmay, who was very well posted up +in such matters. 'They have never lived all the year round at Elvedon, I +fancy, and now of course it is let.' + +'Lady Myrtle's name used to be Harper, she told us,' said Frances, who +never cared to be very long left out of the conversation, 'and there are +some girls called Harper at our school. But Jacinth says it's quite a +common name.' + +'No, Frances, I didn't say that,' said Jacinth. 'I said it wasn't an +_un_common name; that sounds quite different.' + +'Possibly the Harpers at Miss Scarlett's may be some +connection--distant, probably--of the Elvedons,' said Miss Mildmay, +carelessly. 'But of course it is not, as Jacinth says, an uncommon +name.' + +But her remark set Frances's imagination to work. + +'They are very, _very_ nice girls--the nicest at the school,' she said. +'Their names are Bessie and Margaret. If you could only see them, Aunt +Alison! I do _so_ wish you would let us ask them to tea some Saturday.' + +'Nonsense, child,' said Miss Mildmay, impatiently. 'I cannot begin +things of that kind, as you might understand. You have companionship at +school, and when you are at home you must be content with your own +society. Now you must leave me: I have to see the cook, and I have made +myself late already.' + +'Frances,' said Jacinth on their way up-stairs to their own little +sitting-room, 'I do think you are the _silliest_ girl I ever knew. Just +after all that discussion--and I can tell you I was shaking in my shoes +for ever so long--just when it had ended so well, you must go and vex +Aunt Alison by wanting to have the Harpers here at tea. I think you are +absurd about those girls, as you always are about new friends. _I_ don't +want them here at tea, or at anything.' + +'Well, I do, then, or rather I did,' said Frances doggedly. 'That's just +all the difference. No girls have as dull a life as we have.' + +'It's a very silly time for you to begin complaining, just when we have +a chance of some amusement and change,' said Jacinth. 'I'm almost sure +Lady Myrtle will ask us to spend the day, or something like that, very +soon.' + +'I don't want to go. It's you she cares for, and you may keep her to +yourself,' said Frances, waxing more and more cross. 'I wish I was a +boarder at school. I'd like it far better than being always scolded by +you.' + +It was not often that Frances so rebelled, or that their small squabbles +went so nearly the length of a quarrel. But this morning there seemed +disturbance in the air; and to add to it, when Frances had finished her +English lessons, and was about to begin her French translation, she +found, to her dismay, that she had forgotten to bring an important book +home with her. + +'What _shall_ I do?' she exclaimed, forgetting, in her distress, the +unfriendly state of feeling between herself and her sister. 'I really +must have it, or I shall miss all my marks in the French class, and you +know, Jacinth, I had set my heart on getting the prize.' + +Jacinth's sympathy was aroused. She herself was in a higher class than +her sister, but she was greatly interested in Frances's success. For +Frances was rather a giddy little person. Till the companionship and +emulation at school had roused her, she had never bestowed more +attention on her lessons than was absolutely unavoidable. + +'I don't know what to do,' said the elder girl after some reflection. 'I +don't see how you are to get the book till Monday.' + +For there was a strict rule at the school, that day-scholars were +neither to go there nor to send messages from their homes, out of school +hours. So that forgettings of books required for preparation, or other +carelessnesses of the kind, became serious matters. + +'If I don't get it till I go to school on Monday, I needn't get it at +all,' said Frances. 'There's no comfort in telling me that. You know the +class _is_ on Monday morning, so I've as good as lost my chance already, +and I needn't bother about it any more. I'll never try for a prize +again, I know that.' + +She began to hum a tune in a would-be-indifferent, reckless way, but +Jacinth knew that this was only bravado, and that it would be followed +by great vexation of spirit, and she felt sorry and anxious. + +'I'll tell you what, Frances,' she said at last, after sitting for some +time, her head resting on her hand, her own work at a standstill for the +moment--'I'll tell you what: the only plan is this--for you to go +straight to Miss Scarlett herself and tell her all about your having +forgotten the book, and how anxious you are about the prize. I daresay +she'd let you go to your shelf and fetch it; she would see you had not +broken her rule.' + +It was a good idea, and Frances recognised this, but all the same she +did not like it at all. + +'I'd have to go to the front-door,' she said reluctantly, as she sat +drumming her fingers on the table, 'and I can't go alone.' + +'There's no need for you to go alone: take Phebe. Aunt Alison wouldn't +mind your taking her in the morning for once. I'll help her to put away +our things from the laundress, or whatever it is she's busy about. And I +think you'd better go at once, Frances, if you're going.' + +'Aunt Alison won't be in till dinner-time, so I can't go till after +then,' said Frances. + +'Yes, you can,' Jacinth persisted. 'You know you can. I undertake to put +it all right with Aunt Alison. Do go at once. If I have half an hour +quietly to myself, I shall have finished my lessons by the time you come +in--it won't take you more than half an hour--and then I can help +Phebe.' + +'If I could see Miss Marcia Scarlett I shouldn't mind so much,' next +said Frances, still irresolutely. + +Jacinth's patience began to give way. + +'You are too bad, Frances,' she said. 'You are spoiling my work and +losing any chance you have of getting the book. If you wait till the +afternoon, most likely all the Miss Scarletts will be out or engaged, +and I rather think--yes, I am sure the boarders told me that the +school-books are locked up at noon on Saturday till Monday morning. Ask +for Miss Marcia, if you like; you've just as good a chance of seeing her +as the others. But you must decide. Are you going or not?' + +Frances got up slowly from her seat and moved towards the door. + +'I suppose I must,' she said in a martyrised tone. 'You do scurry one +so, Jacinth.' And then when, having borne this certainly unmerited +reproach in silence, Jacinth with relief heard the door close on her +sister and began to hope she was going to have a little peace, it was +opened again sufficiently to admit Frances's fluffy head, while she +asked, in a half-grumbling, half-conciliatory tone, if she might take +Eugene. + +'Of course,' said Jacinth; 'a little fresh air in the morning is always +good for him.' + +She heard no more except, ten minutes or so later, the closing of the +front-door, and the next three-quarters of an hour passed, rapidly, so +absorbed was she in her own work, till the old church clock striking +twelve--for St Blaise's in the Market Square was but a stone's-throw +from Miss Mildmay's house--made her look up suddenly, and at that moment +came a rushing of eager feet across the stone-tiled hall, quickly +followed by Frances's voice in great excitement. + +'Jacinth, Jass!' she exclaimed, and almost before the elder girl had +time to say to herself, 'I do hope nothing has gone wrong,' her sister's +bright face reassured her. + +Frances was like a veritable April day--gloom and sparkle, tears and +laughter, succeeded each other with her as swiftly as the clouds rushing +before the wind alternately veil and reveal the sun's bright face, +though underneath all this fitfulness and caprice lay a sturdy +foundation of principle and loyalty which circumstances, so far, had +scarcely brought out, and which Jacinth certainly did not as yet realise +or appreciate. + +'Oh Jass,' exclaimed the little girl, 'I am so glad I went. _Such_ a +nice thing has happened! I saw Miss Marcia--I asked for her at the door, +and she was crossing the hall; wasn't it lucky? She _was_ so kind about +the book, and she took me herself to the big schoolroom to fetch it. +None of the girls were there--it looked so funny all empty, you can't +think--they were out in the garden. And Jass, to-day they 're going to +have their last out-of-doors tea for this year, you know, as it's +getting cold. They have tea in the garden every fortnight all through +the fine weather. And she invited _me_, Jass--just fancy! She said she +was sure you wouldn't mind, as it's quite an extra thing to invite a +day-scholar, you see, and'---- + +Here Frances was forced to take breath, and Jacinth got a chance of +putting in a word. + +'Of course I don't mind,' she said. 'I'm very glad indeed, _very_ glad +for you to have a little fun. And we couldn't have gone much of a walk +this afternoon, as Eugene is still tired with yesterday.' + +'And you think Aunt Alison will let me go?' said Frances. + +'Oh yes, I'm sure she will. If you will get on with your lessons now, +Frances, so as to be able to say at dinner that you have quite finished, +I will go down-stairs and watch for Aunt Alison. She will be in by one, +to-day, and I'll ask her for you.' + +'Oh thank you, Jass,' said Frances gratefully. 'Yes, I'll hurry up. +But--Jass'---- + +'Well?' + +Francie's face grew very grave. + +'It's about my things, Jass. What do you think I should wear? I'm so +afraid Aunt Alison will be vexed if I put on my best things--and of +course black frocks do get spoilt if one runs about much--and yet my +every-day frock is so shabby now, and--I don't want the girls to think +we're never properly dressed.' + +Jacinth considered. They were still in deep mourning, for Miss Mildmay's +ideas on such subjects were 'old-fashioned,' and she quite recognised +that the late Mrs Denison's memory should be treated with the fullest +respect. But Jacinth sympathised with Frances's feelings. + +'I was looking at our dark-gray frocks with Phebe the other day,' she +said. 'The ones we had new just before--before our mourning. You know +they were got for half-mourning because of old Sir George +Mildmay's--papa's uncle's--death, and they look quite fresh and nice. I +don't think you've grown much, Francie--and oh, by-the-bye, I believe +there's a tuck that could be let down.' + +'Yes,' said Frances, 'there are little tucks--a lot--above the hem.' + +'Then I'll run up and tell Phebe to get them out, yours at least. I'll +explain to Aunt Alison; and if I lend you my wide black sash, I'm sure +it will look quite mourning enough.' + +'Oh Jass,' exclaimed Frances, '_how_ good of you!' + +The honour and glory of Jacinth's best black sash was almost too much +for her. + +'Really, I should never be cross to Jass. She is so very, very kind and +unselfish,' thought the grateful little girl. + +The gray frock was looked out and soon got ready. It was lying on a +chair in the girls' room when Jacinth, a little before half-past one, at +last heard her aunt's step in the hall, and ran forward to meet her, +primed with her request. + +Miss Mildmay was still in a somewhat conciliatory mood, and she listened +to Jacinth's story with as much kindliness as was in her nature to show. + +'Yes,' she said, 'I suppose she may as well go, though you know, my +dear, I cannot encourage any schoolgirl friendships. It would be +impossible for me to invite other children here, and yet I could not +accept attentions for you which I could not return.' + +'But this is different, being at Miss Scarlett's, where we go to school. +You didn't mind our going to the breaking-up party before the midsummer +holiday,' said Jacinth, trembling a little at the irresolution in her +aunt's face. + +'Oh, I don't mean to stop her going,' said Miss Mildmay. 'It is very +nice of you to be so eager for Frances to have the little pleasure. But +just warn her, if you can, not to get too intimate with the other girls. +It will only cause trouble and annoyance. Frances is an impulsive +little creature, but she is old enough to understand that she should be +discreet. The worst of any girls' school, even the best, is the chatter +and gossip that go on.' + +'I have often warned Frances about that kind of thing,' said Jacinth. +'The girls are all very nice and lady-like, but of course we don't see +very much of them; it is not as if we were boarders. Francie is more +sensible about making friends than she was at first. The only two she +really likes _very_ much are the Harpers--Bessie and Margaret +Harper--the girls she was speaking of to you.' + +'They are nice girls, I believe,' said Miss Mildmay. 'Miss Scarlett told +me about them. I don't think we need discourage her friendship with +them. After all, any gossip one would dislike is more probable with the +other day-scholars, and you have not much to do with them, I think.' + +'There are so few compared with the boarders,' said Jacinth, 'and +they're all great friends together. I don't think any of them are +particularly interesting. Thank you so much, Aunt Alison, for letting +Frances go. I'll run and tell her, she will be so delighted.' + +And so she was, delighted and grateful, so that she took in good part +the little lecture Jacinth proceeded to give her in accordance with her +aunt's wish. + +'I _am_ careful, I really am, Jass,' she maintained. 'I don't care a bit +for any of the day-scholars. They are rather common just because they +think they're not, and they do _so_ look down on Miss Green's scholars. +It's quite absurd. The only girls I really care for are the Harpers, +and--well, a little for Prissy Beckingham, though she's rather silly.' + +'It's the day-scholars Aunt Alison doesn't want you to be great friends +with,' said Jacinth. 'In a little place like this, there's always a lot +of chatter. She knows the Harpers are nice girls.' + +'Well, that's all I want,' said Frances, with satisfaction. 'I don't +want a lot of friends. Bessie and Margaret are quite enough for me--and +you, Jass. If I hadn't any one but you I should be content, especially +when you're so very kind to me as you've been to-day.' + +And at the appointed time, Frances made her appearance dressed for her +garden party, in great spirits, very conscious of the grand effect of +her sister's best black silk sash. + +'And what are you going to do with yourself, Jacinth?' inquired her +aunt, who happened to be crossing the hall at the moment that the two +girls came running down--Frances ready to start. 'Are you and Eugene +going a walk? or have you lessons to do still?' + +'No, I finished them all this morning, and Eugene is tired. I don't +quite know what I'm going to do,' said Jacinth. + +She was not the least of a complaining nature; she had no thought of +complaining just then, but as Miss Mildmay's glance fell on the young +figure standing there so interested in her sister's pleasure, it struck +her almost for the first time, in any thorough way, that the life with +her here at Thetford was somewhat lonely for her nieces, and that it was +not by any means every girl of Jacinth's age who would accommodate +herself to it so contentedly. + +'It is always a pity when parents and children have to be separated,' +she said to herself. 'It is unnatural. It should not have to be. From +the effects of such a separation in my childhood, I believe I have +suffered ever since. It made me hard and unable to understand family +life as I might have done.' + +And her tone was unusually kind and gentle when she spoke again. + +'Would you care'----she began. 'I scarcely think you would, but would +you care to come with me for once in a way to our girls' club? I shall +be there all the afternoon giving out the lending-library books, and a +good many volumes need re-covering. I could find you plenty to do, and +we can have a cup of tea there.' + +'Oh, I should like to come--very much,' said Jacinth, eagerly. + +Miss Mildmay seemed pleased. + +'Well, I think I had better make sure of you while I can have you for +this one Saturday afternoon,' she said. 'In future I shall not be +surprised if you spend Saturdays often with your old lady at Robin +Redbreast. I have written to her, Jacinth. I am just going to post the +letter.' + +'Oh, thank you,' said the girl.--'Good-bye, Francie; you see I shall not +be dull without you,' and the two kissed each other affectionately. + +Then Frances, escorted by Phebe, set off, and Jacinth ran up-stairs to +get ready for her expedition with her aunt. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +AN OLD STORY. + + +That Saturday afternoon passed very pleasantly for both the sisters. +Jacinth earned her aunt's commendation by her quick neat-handedness and +accuracy, and a modicum of praise from Miss Mildmay meant a good deal. +The little misunderstanding of the morning, ending as it had done in +making the aunt, an essentially just woman, blame herself for hasty +judgment, had drawn her and her elder niece closer together than had yet +been the case. And no doubt there was a substratum of resemblance in +their natures, deeper and more real than the curious capricious likeness +which had struck Marmaduke so oddly--which was indeed perhaps but a +casual coming to the surface of a real underlying similarity. + +Things were turning out quite other than the young uncle in his anxiety +had anticipated. + +'If fate had sent me Jacinth alone,' thought Miss Mildmay, 'I rather +think we should have got on very well, and have fitted into each other's +ways. There is so much more in her than in Frances. I strongly suspect, +in spite of her looks, that Jacinth takes after our side of the +house--she almost seems older than Eugenia in some ways--whereas +Frances, I suppose, is her mother over again.' + +But here she checked herself. Any implied disparagement of her +sister-in-law she did not, even in her secret thoughts, intend or +encourage, for Alison Mildmay was truly and firmly attached to her +brother's wife, widely different though their characters were. + +'Frances is really only a baby,' she went on thinking. 'There's no +telling as yet what she will turn out.' + +Jacinth on her side was conscious of a good deal of congeniality between +herself and her aunt. It was not the congeniality of affection, often +all the stronger for a certain amount of intellectual dissimilarity, or +differences of temperament, thus leaving scope for complementary +qualities which love welds together and cements; it was scarcely even +that of friendliness. It consisted in a certain satisfaction and +approval of Miss Mildmay's ways of seeing and doing things. The girl +felt positive pleasure in her aunt's perfect 'method;' in the clear and +well-considered manner in which her time was mapped out; in the quick +discrimination with which she divined what would be the right place and +treatment for each girl in her club; even in the beautiful order of the +book-shelves and the neat clerk-like writing of the savings-bank +entries. It was all so complete and accurate, with no loose ends left +about--all so perfect in its way, thought Jacinth, as she cut and folded +and manipulated the brown paper entrusted to her charge for the books' +new coats, rewarded by her aunt's 'Very nice--very nice indeed, my +dear,' when it was time to go home, and she pointed out the neat little +pile of clean tidy volumes. + +Frances on her side had enjoyed herself greatly. She was the only +outsider, otherwise day-scholar, at the garden tea, which fact in no way +lessened her satisfaction while it increased her importance. + +'I wish you were a boarder, Frances,' said Margaret Harper, the younger +of her two friends, as they were walking up and down a shady path in +the intervals of the games all the girls had joined in. 'Don't you? It +would be so nice, and I am sure we should be great, _great_ friends--you +and Bessie and I.' + +'And not Jass?' said Frances. 'I shouldn't like to be a boarder unless +Jass was too. Then, I daresay, I wouldn't mind.' + +'We'd like to be friends with Jacinth too,' said Margaret, 'but Bessie +and I don't think she cares very much about being great friends. She +seems so much older, though she's only a year more than Bessie, isn't +she?' + +'She's fifteen,' said Frances. 'She is old in some ways, but still she +and I do everything nearly together. She's very good to me. She's very +nice about you, and I'm quite happy about having you and Bessie for my +best friends, for Jacinth and Aunt Alison think you're the nicest girls +here.' + +Margaret coloured with pleasure, but with some shyness too. + +'I'm glad they think we're nice,' she said; 'and I'm sure, if your aunt +knew father and mother, they'd think we _should_ be far, far better than +we are, at least than I am. I don't think Bessie _could_ be much better +than she is. But a good many others of the girls are very nice indeed; +they are none of them not nice, except that Prissy Beckingham talks too +much and says rather rude things without meaning it, and Laura French +certainly has a very bad temper. But she's always sorry for it +afterwards. And who could be nicer than the Eves or Honor Falmouth.' + +'I don't know them much; they're too big for me, you see,' said Frances. +'Of course I'd know them better if we were boarders. Do you like my gray +frock, Margaret? It's the first day I've had on anything but black for +such a time; it does feel so funny.' + +'I think it's very pretty, and you've got such a beautiful sash!' said +Margaret admiringly. 'But I always think you and Jacinth are so nicely +dressed, even though you've been in black all the time. Bessie and I +can't have anything but very plain frocks, you know. Mother couldn't +afford it, for we're not _at all_ rich.' + +'I don't fancy we are, either,' said Frances; 'I shouldn't think papa +would stay out in India if we were. But at Stannesley, where we lived +before, granny always got us very nice dresses: she used often to send +to London for them. I don't believe Aunt Alison will care so much how we +are dressed. Do you have an allowance for your gloves, Margaret? We do. +I got a new pair yesterday, but I'm afraid they're not very good; where +are they, I wonder? Oh yes, here in my pocket; there are little whity +marks in the black kid already, as if they were going to split.' + +She drew the gloves out, as she spoke, but with them came something +else--a doubled-up, rather soiled white card. + +'What's this?' said Frances, as she unfolded it. 'Oh, I declare! Just +look, Margaret--it's an old Christmas card of last year. I remember one +of the children gave it me at the Sunday school, and I've never had this +frock on since. Isn't it strange?' + +She stood looking at the card--an ordinary enough little picture of a +robin on a bough, with 'Merry Christmas' in one corner--a mixture of +sadness and almost reverence in her young face. 'Last Christmas' seemed +so very long ago to Frances. And indeed, so much had happened since then +to change things for herself and her brother and sister, that it did +naturally seem like looking back to the other side of a lifetime to +recall the circumstances which then surrounded them. How well she +remembered that very Sunday, the last of the old year; how they had +chattered and laughed as they ran home over the frosty ground, and Uncle +Marmaduke, who had just joined them, had predicted skating before the +week was out! How tenderly granny had kissed them that night when they +went to bed, with some little remark about the ending of the year, and +how the next morning she was not well enough to get up, anxious though +she was in no way to cloud or damp their enjoyment; and how the doctor +had begun to come every day, and then--and then----The tears started to +Frances's eyes as she seemed to live through it all again, and for a +moment or two she did not speak; she forgot that Margaret was standing +beside her with sympathising face. + +'Dear Frances,' she said, 'does it remind you of something sad? Has it +to do with when you went into mourning?' + +'Yes,' said Frances, 'it was soon after last Christmas that granny--our +grandmother that we lived with--got ill and died, you know, Margaret. +It's for her we are still in mourning.' + +'And you were very fond of her, of course?' said Margaret. + +'Very, _very_,' said Frances. + +Then she almost seemed anxious to change the subject: she was afraid of +beginning to cry, which 'before all the girls' would have certainly been +ill-timed. And her glance fell on the card in her hand. + +'Robin Redbreast,' she said consideringly. 'Margaret, have you ever +passed that lovely old house, down the lane on the Crickthorne Road, +that's called "Robin Redbreast?" The bird on the card reminded me of it +just now.' + +'Oh yes,' said Margaret rather eagerly. 'I know it quite well. Once or +twice Bessie and I have stood at the gate and looked in. Isn't it a +delicious quaint old place?' + +'It's perfectly beautiful,' said Frances. 'You can't think what it looks +like from the inside.' + +'Have you ever been inside?' questioned Margaret, evidently intensely +interested. 'Do tell me about it.' + +Frances glanced round, as if to make sure that no one was within +hearing, partly perhaps from a feeling that Jacinth would not have liked +her to go 'chattering' about their yesterday's adventure, partly from a +childish love of importance and mystery. + +'Is it anything you shouldn't tell me, perhaps?' said Margaret, with +quick delicacy. 'Don't mind my having asked you; it wasn't--it wasn't +exactly curiosity, Frances.' + +And Frances, glancing at her friend, saw that her face had reddened all +over. Margaret was not a pretty child, but she was very sweet-looking, +with honest gray eyes and smooth brown hair. Her features were good, but +the cheeks were less round than one likes to see at her age; there was a +rather wistful expression about the whole face, almost suggesting +premature cares and anxiety. + +'Oh no, dear,' said Frances reassuringly. 'It's not that. It _was_ +rather queer, and you see we weren't quite sure at first how Aunt Alison +was going to take it. And Jacinth is always rather down upon me for +talking too much. But I know I may tell _you_, for it's quite fixed that +you and Bessie are to be my best friends: it's the day-scholars that +Aunt Alison doesn't want me to talk much to.' + +'Yes,' agreed Margaret, 'I quite understand.' + +[Illustration: And then Frances related the whole, Margaret listening +intently till almost the end.] + +She was in a fever, poor child, and from no selfish motive assuredly, to +hear more about the mysterious house. But she restrained herself, +scrupulously careful in no way to force the other's confidence. + +'When I said what Robin Redbreast looked like from the inside, I meant +from inside the gates,' began Frances, after a moment or two's +reflection. For she was scrupulously truthful. 'I've not been inside the +house--not farther than the porch. But the porch is like a little room, +it _is_ so pretty. I'll tell you how it all was; you may tell Bessie, +but not any one else, because, you see, there's quite a story about it.' + +And then Frances related the whole, Margaret listening intently till +almost the end, when the little narrator, stopping for a moment to take +breath, after 'So you see our grandmother was her very dearest friend, +and she really seemed as if she could scarcely bear to let Jacinth go, +and--_isn't_ it like a real story?' saw, to her surprise, that her +hearer's face, instead of being rosier than usual, had now grown quite +pale. + +'Why, Margaret, what's the matter? You look as if I had been telling you +a ghost-story, you're so white,' she exclaimed. + +Margaret gave a little gasp. + +'It is so strange,' she said. 'I'll tell you why it has made me feel so +queer. Mine is a sort of a secret, Frances; at least when we came here +to school mother told us not to talk about it. But I know I can trust +you, and what you've told me makes it seem as if somehow--I don't know +how to say what I mean--as if we must be a sort of relation to each +other, from our people long ago having been such friends. For, do you +know, Frances, Lady Myrtle Goodacre is our aunt--our great-aunt, that is +to say--father's own aunt?' + +Frances stopped short and _almost_ clapped her hands. + +'There now,' she said, 'I had a feeling there was something like that. I +_wish_ Jacinth hadn't stopped my speaking of you, when Lady Myrtle told +us her name used to be Harper.' + +'Were you going to speak of us?' asked Margaret. + +'Yes, it was on the very tip of my tongue. Indeed I believe I did get as +far as "There are some," when Jacinth stopped me. She said afterwards +that it is "common," when any one mentions a name, to say immediately, +"Oh, _I_ know somebody called that." I don't quite see why it should be +common; it's rather interesting, I think. Still I daresay it's true that +common people often do speak like that, when you come to think of it. +They've always got an aunt, or a cousin, or a friend's friend called +so-and-so, or living somewhere, if you mention a place.' + +'I daresay they do,' said Margaret; but she seemed to be giving only +half her attention. 'Frances,' she went on, 'I wonder what would have +happened if you _had_ spoken of us? I wonder if Lady Myrtle would have +taken any notice?' + +Frances stared. + +'Of course she would!' she exclaimed. 'Do you mean to say she wouldn't +have taken any notice of hearing that her own grand-nieces were so near +her? Why, she'----But suddenly the actual state of the case struck her. +'Do you--does she _not_ know you're here?' she went on, raising her blue +eyes in bewilderment to Margaret's face. 'No, I suppose she doesn't, or +of course you would be asked to Robin Redbreast on holidays and all that +sort of thing.' + +'No,' Margaret replied, 'she doesn't know anything about us. I'm not +even sure that she knows of our existence; anyway she has never heard +our names, or how many of us there are, and I can't believe she really +understands how--how very poor we are. For she is very, very rich, you +know, Frances, though she lives in that quiet way.' + +'_Is_ she?' said Frances. 'I do wish I had spoken of you, whether it was +"common" or not.' + +'She mightn't have thought that we were any relation,' said Margaret, +simply. 'Harper isn't a very particular name. And you see we're not very +near to the head of the family now. Lord Elvedon is only father's +cousin, and they never stay near here. Father and mother see them +sometimes in London, but they've got a very large family, and they're +not rich--not _extra_ rich themselves; for the one before this Lord +Elvedon, the one who was father's uncle, you see, was very extravagant, +though it was mostly his brother's fault--that was our grandfather. His +name was Bernard Harper, and'---- + +'It's awfully interesting,' said Frances, 'but I'm afraid I'm getting +rather muddled. Your _grandfather_--what was he, then, to Lady Myrtle?' + +'I'll begin at the other end,' said Margaret; 'that will make it +plainer. There was a Lord Elvedon who had two sons and a daughter; the +daughter was Lady Myrtle. The sons were younger than the daughter, and +they were both extravagant. The elder one was a weaker character than +his brother, and quite led by him, and before their father died they had +already wasted a lot of money, and given him a great deal of trouble, +especially Bernard, the second one. So old Lord Elvedon left all he +_could_ to his daughter, Lady Myrtle; of course the estates and a good +deal had to go with the title, but still the new Lord Elvedon was much +less rich than he should have been, you see, and our grandfather--that +was the son called Bernard--was really poor, and his children, our +father and his sisters, have always been poor. Father says a good deal +will go back to the title when Lady Myrtle dies, and she is quite +friends with the present Lord Elvedon, her nephew. But she couldn't bear +her brother Bernard--I believe he behaved very badly to her and to all +his people--and she has never taken the least notice of father, though +father is really a sort of an angel;' and Margaret's eyes glistened. +'You know it is like that sometimes,' she went on; 'a bad father--and I +am afraid our grandfather was a bad man, though I don't quite like +saying it--sometimes has very good children.' + +'But Lady Myrtle _can't_ know about you all--about your father +especially,' said Frances. 'I think he should write to her, or do +something. Very likely she's got quite wrong ideas about him.' + +'No,' said Margaret, 'she must know he is a very good man. He was in the +army, you know, like your father, and he was very brave and did lots of +things, but he had to leave because of a wound, when he was only a +captain. When he and mother married he hoped to stay on till he became a +general, and at first they weren't so badly off, for mother had some +money. But a good deal of it was lost somehow.' + +'I do think Lady Myrtle should be told--I really do,' said Frances, +stopping short and speaking with great energy. + +But Margaret only shook her head. + +'She does know a good deal,' she said. 'We are sure she does, for some +years ago my aunt--that's father's only sister--the other died quite +young--wrote to her about us. Aunt Flora isn't badly off in a way, for +she has no children, and her husband is a judge in India. But she can't +do much for us, and--you see it's her husband's money; it isn't as if it +was a relation of _ours_.' + +Frances had never thought of things in this way; she was years and years +younger in mind, or rather in experience and knowledge of life, than +Margaret Harper, her junior by nearly twelve months. For Margaret with +her older brothers and sisters had early had to face practical +difficulties and troubles, the very existence of which was unknown to +her young companion. + +'It's a shame--a regular shame; that's what it is!' said Frances +vehemently, her face flushing with indignation, 'and something should be +done.' + +Just at that moment a figure came running towards them. It was Bessie, +the elder of the Harper girls. + +'Margaret, Frances, where have you been? what have you been doing all +this time?' she exclaimed. 'We've had ever so many games, and now tea +will be ready directly. What are you looking so mournful about, +Margaret, and you so excited, Frances? You haven't--oh no, you couldn't +have been quarrelling.' + +The smile on both faces was sufficient answer--no, certainly they had +not been quarrelling! + +'What have you been talking about, then?' said Bessie again, and she +looked at them with considerable curiosity. + +Bessie was two years older than her sister. She was handsomer too, and +much stronger. There was a bright, fearless, resolute look about her, +very attractive and prepossessing. But she was less intellectual, less +thoughtful, more joyous and confident, though tenderly and devotedly +unselfish to those she loved, especially to all weak and dependent +creatures. + +'Margaret has been telling me _such_ interesting things,' began Frances +eagerly. + +'And Frances has been telling _me_ about--about Lady Myrtle and Robin +Redbreast. Just fancy, Bessie, they know her! She was a very, very old +friend of their grandmother's.' + +And between them the two girls soon put the elder one in possession of +all they had been discussing. + +Bessie Harper's bright face grew grave; she could not blame her sister +and Frances, but still, on the whole, she almost wished the discovery +had not been made, though 'it was bound to come some time or other, I +suppose,' she reflected. + +'I call it a perfect shame!' said Frances, her cheeks flaming up again. +'To think of that horrid old woman having more money than she knows what +to do with, and keeping it all to herself, when it _really_ belongs--a +good part of it, at least--to your father.' + +'No, no,' said Bessie, 'we can't say that. Our great-grandfather had a +right to do what he did with his money. And if he _had_ left it to our +grandfather, it would all have been wasted, most likely.' + +'If he had known how good _father_ was going to be, he'd have left it to +him, I daresay,' said Margaret. + +'He couldn't have known that,' said Bessie with a merry laugh. 'Father +wasn't born when he died.' + +'No, but just because of that, Lady Myrtle should make up for it now,' +said Frances. 'I daresay I shouldn't call her "horrid," and of course +she's your aunt, and I can scarcely believe she _does_ know all about +you. Perhaps she never got your other aunt's letter.' + +'Oh yes, she did,' said Bessie. 'She answered it by sending it back +with a note saying that none of the descendants of the late Bernard +Harper were kith or kin of hers.' + +'How wicked!' exclaimed Frances. + +'No, no, it's not right to say that, Frances dear,' said both sisters. +'Father says,' Bessie went on, 'that no one knows what her brothers made +her suffer, and how good she was to them, standing between them and her +father, and devoting herself to them, and hoping against hope, even +about our grandfather, till I suppose she _had_ to give him up. It is +awfully sad, and for her sake as well as ours, mother and I have often +said how we wished she knew father. He would make up to her for the +disappointment in her brothers.' + +'Isn't Lord Elvedon nice?' asked Frances; 'that's her other nephew, +isn't he?' + +'Oh yes, I think he's a good sort of a man, but not clever,' said +Bessie. 'Not like _father_.' + +'And then our boys,' added Margaret. 'They are so good and so clever.' + +Her pale little face flushed with rosy pleasure. + +'How nice!' said Frances, with ready sympathy. 'How many brothers have +you?' + +'Two big--older than we are, and one little one of eleven. There are six +of us,' Margaret replied. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +BESSIE'S MISGIVINGS. + + +But just then came the sound of approaching voices. + +'Bessie, Bessie, where are you? Haven't you found them? Tea's quite +ready.' + +And Bessie started. She had forgotten the errand on which she had come. + +'Oh, we must be quick!' she said. 'That's Honor and the others calling +us; I forgot how the time was going. But Frances, I must speak to you +for a moment before you go. Don't forget.' + +And then the three ran off to rejoin their companions. + +Never had Frances enjoyed herself more, her only regret being that +Jacinth was not there to share her pleasure. There was the element of +novelty to add zest to the whole, and then as the 'boarders' looked upon +her as in some sense their guest, they vied with each other in making +much of her--for her own sake too, for Frances was a great favourite, a +much greater favourite than her sister, among their companions. It is to +be doubted if Frances would have enjoyed herself quite as much had +Jacinth been with her. For not only did Jacinth's rather cold, stand-off +manner destroy any geniality towards herself; it often acted on Frances +as a sort of tacit reproach to her own overflowing spirits. + +And through all the little girl's fun and merriment there ran the +consciousness of the trust reposed in her by the Harpers. She was full +of intense interest in their family history; it was really quite like a +story in a book, she kept saying to herself, and she felt bursting with +eagerness to relate it all to Jacinth. + +How good and delightful they must all be, Bessie and Margaret's father +and mother, and brothers and sisters! It was easy to believe it, the +girls were so nice themselves! How lovely it would be if, somehow, she, +or Jacinth and she, could be the means of healing the family breach and +introducing her relations to Lady Myrtle, so that in the end they might +be restored to their lost rights. For 'rights' Frances was determined to +consider them, in her vehement young judgment and hot partisanship of +her friends. + +'It is not fair or just!' she said to herself; 'it is shameful that they +and their father should suffer for their _grandfather's_ fault. But +nobody could help seeing how good they are: if only Lady Myrtle knew +them it would all be right. I wonder how would be the best way to tell +her? Jacinth will know--she is so much cleverer than I, and then she is +sure to be Lady Myrtle's favourite. I am glad she is, for in spite of +what Bessie and Margaret say, I don't feel as if I could ever like that +old lady.' + +And her eagerness to go home and talk it all over with 'Jass,' made her, +notwithstanding her enjoyment of the afternoon, scarcely sorry when one +of Miss Scarlett's servants came out to tell her that her maid had +called to fetch her. + +She said good-bye to her companions and ran in for a moment, by old Miss +Scarlett's special desire, to the drawing-room, where the ladies were +sitting. They kissed her affectionately. + +'I've been so happy,' she said. 'We've had such beautiful games; I've +not had such fun for ever so long.' + +'I am so glad, my dear child,' said the eldest lady, and she smoothed +the little girl's soft hair. 'You must come again and see something of +your companions out of lesson hours as well as in the schoolroom.' + +Frances's eyes sparkled with pleasure. + +'I would like it very much,' she said. + +'What is your sister about this afternoon?' said Miss Marcia. 'Perhaps +she does not care so much about games and romping as you do?' + +'No, she doesn't,' replied Frances, bluntly. 'This afternoon she's gone +with Aunt Alison to the girls' club.' + +'Very nice,' said Miss Scarlett, approvingly. 'Jacinth is a thoughtful +girl and older than her years, in some ways. Is she interested already +in Miss Mildmay's good works?' + +The old lady was pleased to hear of any bond of sympathy likely to draw +the aunt and niece together, for much as she respected Miss Mildmay, she +had had strong doubts of her fitness for the charge of the girls, and +considerable misgivings as to their happiness with her. And Miss +Scarlett was old-fashioned, and but for her native kindliness of _heart_ +she might almost have been prejudiced and narrow-minded. She scarcely +belonged to the present generation. Her youth had been passed in a +somewhat restricted groove, where the Lady Bountiful notions of +benevolent work among the poor were still predominant. Her sisters, a +good many years her juniors, had to a certain extent assimilated modern +ideas. + +Frances hesitated. She could not bear in the least to decry her dear +'Jass,' and yet she knew that her sister had so far troubled her head +very little, if at all, about her aunt's girls' club or other +philanthropic undertakings. + +'Aunt Alison doesn't tell us much about all these things,' she said. +'To-day was the first time she asked Jacinth to go with her, but Jass +was very pleased indeed, and I'm sure she'll like to be of use.' + +Miss Scarlett smiled. She was quick of perception in some ways; she +understood the little girl's loyal admiration of her sister, and again +she patted her fair head. + +'Well,' she said, encouragingly, 'sometimes, I hope, Jacinth may like to +spend a holiday afternoon with us. But tell her and your aunt from me, +that if ever they are at a loss what to do with _you_, Frances, Miss +Mildmay must let me know. We can manage a good run in the garden even in +wintry weather, and there _are_ such things as blindman's-buff and +hide-and-seek in the house sometimes.' + +'Thank you _very_ much,' said Frances. 'I think--I would like to come +sometimes on Saturdays, for, besides going with Aunt Alison, I shouldn't +wonder if--I daresay Jass may have often to go'----She stopped and +hesitated, and finally blushed. 'I don't think I can explain,' she said. + +'Never mind, my dear,' said Miss Marcia, coming to the rescue, with a +vague idea that perhaps Jacinth had some private charities of her own in +prospect which she did not wish talked about. 'Give Miss Scarlett's +message to your aunt and sister, and good-bye till Monday morning.' + +Frances ran off, much relieved in her mind. + +'But I really must be careful how I talk,' she reflected sagely. 'I had +quite forgotten that I wasn't to chatter about Lady Myrtle--except to +Bessie and Margaret. Jacinth said I might really count them my friends, +and that means being able to tell them anything I like. Besides, how +could I have helped telling Margaret about Lady Myrtle, when she told me +all the story of her being their great-aunt?' + +Her conscience nevertheless was not absolutely at rest, and joined to +her eagerness to tell her sister all she had heard of the Harpers' +family history was now a slight fear of Jacinth's considering her +indiscreet, and she was so preoccupied that, as she hurried out to the +hall, where Phebe was waiting, she almost ran against Bessie, who was +eagerly watching for her. + +'Frances,' she said, 'I must speak to you a moment. I asked Miss Linley, +and she let me run in, and she said I might walk down to the gate with +you.' There was rather a long drive up to the door of Ivy Lodge. +'Listen, dear; it's this. I can't bear to ask you to keep anything a +secret from your aunt or your sister, but _sometimes_ secrets may be +right, if they concern other people and are not about anything in any +way wrong. And I don't see what else to do. It is this--would you mind +promising me not to tell _anybody_ about Lady Myrtle Goodacre being our +relation, till I have written home to mother and told her that you and +Jacinth know her, and about your grandmother having been her dear +friend? I am _so_ afraid of doing harm, or vexing father, for though he +is so good, he is--very proud, you know, and--he could not bear it +to--to come round to Lady Myrtle that we were talking about her, +or--thinking about her money.' + +Bessie's face by this time was crimson. Frances opened her mouth as if +about to speak, then shut it again, and gazed at Bessie with a variety +of contradictory feelings looking out of her blue eyes. There was +disappointment, strong disappointment that her wonderful schemes for +bringing the Harpers and their old relative together threatened thus to +be nipped in the bud; there was disappointment, too, that she was not to +have the pleasure and importance of relating the story 'just like one +in a book' to her sister; and yet there was considerable relief, born of +her recently aroused misgiving as to how Jacinth would look upon her +confidences with Margaret. + +Bessie meanwhile stood looking at her in undisguised anxiety. + +'It doesn't matter a bit about Aunt Alison,' Frances at last blurted +out. 'We're not at all bound to tell her everything; mamma knows she +wouldn't understand or take the trouble to listen. And so, when we came +here, mamma said we must just do the best we could. I've always told +Jass everything, and we write long, _long_ letters to mamma. We tell +her--at least I do--everything that puzzles us, even things I can't +understand about--about religion,' and here Frances grew red. 'Though +that's _one_ thing that's better here than at Stannesley; the Bible +classes are so nice.' + +'But Frances,' repeated Bessie, 'about not telling Jacinth? It is only +till I write to mother and get her answer. And I'm not asking you to +hide anything wrong; it's really our own family affairs.' + +'I know,' said Frances. 'No, I don't think it could be wrong to +promise.' + +'Put it this way,' said Bessie: 'suppose you had, by some sort of +accident, overheard anything about other people, you wouldn't at all +think you were bound to tell Jacinth. Well, you see it was a _little_ +like that; Margaret shouldn't by rights have told you without asking +mamma.' + +'I see,' said Frances. 'Well then, Bessie, I promise not to tell anybody +till you give me leave. Only, you won't count my writing it all to +mamma? I write the most of my weekly letter to her on Sunday, so I'd +like to know, because to-morrow's Sunday, you see.' + +'_Of course_,' said Bessie with the utmost heartiness, '_of course_ you +must write everything to your mother, just as I shall to mamma. Thank +you so much, dear Francie, for understanding so well. And--and--just one +other little thing--don't you think, just now, it will be better for you +and Margaret not to talk about Lady Myrtle to each other? I mean if she +invites you to Robin Redbreast and you go, I don't think you'd better +tell Margaret. She's not very strong, and she thinks of things so, once +she gets them in her head. She's different from me. I can put them right +away.' + +And Bessie gave herself a little shake and stood there, all the anxiety +gone out of her face, bright, fearless, and handsome as usual. + +Frances, however, gave a little sigh. + +'Very well,' she said, 'I won't speak about it any more to Margaret if +you think I'd better not. But it's rather hard not to have any one I can +tell about it, when I've been so interested.' + +And Frances's face grew very doleful. + +Bessie Harper looked and felt sorry for her. She knew what a warm +faithful little heart she had to do with, and unaware as she was of +Frances's slight fear of Jacinth's displeasure, she perhaps +overestimated the trial it was to the younger sister to be debarred from +giving her confidences to the elder one. + +'I'm very sorry,' she said, sympathisingly. 'I really am very sorry +indeed. But still I'm sure it's better for Jacinth not to know about it +till I hear what mother says. You see she _may_ be invited to Lady +Myrtle's any day, and if anything about the Elvedons or our family was +said, it would be impossible for her not to feel uncomfortable +and--and--not open, you know, unless she told what Margaret told you, +and that might be just what father would dislike.' + +'And suppose _I_ go to Robin Redbreast too,' said Frances, 'what am I to +do?' + +'I thought you said Jacinth was the one who would go,' said Bessie. + +'Oh well,' replied Frances, who had raised the difficulty partly out of +half-petulant contradiction, 'I am pretty sure it will be Jass. I don't +think Lady Myrtle noticed me much, and I don't want to go. I don't like +her; at least I don't care about her unless she could be made nice to +you. And any way she wouldn't ask _me_ questions, even if by chance she +did hear your name'---- + +'And Jacinth isn't the least likely to speak about us, as things are. So +it's all right; and any way, Frances, you can write a very long letter +to your mother to-morrow.' + +'Yes,' the little girl agreed. 'That's better than nothing; only, just +think of the weeks and weeks before I can get an answer! Whatever other +troubles you have, Bessie, you _are_ lucky to have your father and +mother in England, and to know them. I don't know mamma for myself a +bit; only by her letters, and because I just feel she _must_ be very +good and kind. When I was very little it seemed something like--no, +perhaps you wouldn't understand'---- + +'I think I would,' said Bessie, who was eager to make up by every means +in her power for any distress she was causing to her friend. 'Tell me.' + +'I was only thinking what queer feelings children have,' said Frances. +'When I was little, before I had ever seen mamma--of course I can +remember her since the time I _did_ see her, five years ago, and since +then she has seemed real--but before that, it was only a kind of faith. +Writing letters to her was a very little--don't think it's naughty of me +to say it--a very little like saying our prayers. They went out, away to +somewhere, to some one I'd never seen; just like, you know, when we +pray.' + +'Yes,' said Bessie gently, 'but the answers came.' + +'I know,' replied Frances simply. 'And sometimes I think it helped to +make me feel that there is something _real_ in saying our prayers. But I +must go.' + +'And so must I,' said Bessie. 'And thank you, dear Francie.' + +She kissed the little face affectionately, and then hastened back to her +companions. + +'I do love Frances,' she thought. 'Somehow, I don't feel as if I could +ever love Jacinth quite as much. I do hope all this won't bother the +poor little thing. I should make Margaret unhappy if I blamed her for +having told Frances, and I scarcely see how she could have helped it. It +isn't as if we were in disgrace,' and Bessie threw back her head +proudly. 'We have no secrets: father's whole life and character are +_grand_; and rather than have that horrid old Lady Myrtle--there, now, +I'm calling her just what I told Frances she mustn't--rather than have +her thinking _we_ want her money, I'd--I don't know what I wouldn't do. +If only'----And here poor Bessie's heroics broke down a little. There +came before her a vision of 'father' with his crutch--for he had been +wounded in the hip and was very lame--with the lines of suffering on his +face, showing through the cheery smile which it was seldom without; and +of 'mother' in her well-worn black poplin, which she used to declare +was 'never going to look shabby,' planning and contriving how to send +the two girls, neatly and sufficiently provided for, to school, when the +wonderful chance of a year at Miss Scarlett's had so unexpectedly come +in their way. + +Bessie's eyes filled with tears. + +'I'd do anything for them,' she thought. 'I'd go to be Lady Myrtle's +companion or lady's-maid or _anything_, if it would do any good. It's +all very well to be "proud," but I'm afraid my pride would melt very +quickly if I could see any way to help them. But I'm glad I stopped +Frances talking about it; it really might have done harm. I must write a +long letter to mother. I wonder if I can begin it to-night?' + +Frances, escorted by Phebe, made her way home in greater silence for +some minutes than was usual with her. She was revolving many things in +her fluffy little head. + +'Had they come in when you started to fetch me?' she inquired at last of +the maid. + +'Not yet, Miss Frances. Miss Mildmay gave me orders to go for you at +half-past six, before she went out. But I don't think they'll be long. +Late tea is ordered for half-past seven, and Miss Mildmay is never +behind time on Saturday evenings.' + +'I don't mind whether they're in or not--not much,' said Frances. 'I +don't want any more tea. I suppose Eugene has had his?' + +'Yes, Miss Frances, his tea and an egg. He was very pleased. Master +Eugene does enjoy a nice boiled fresh egg. I think you'll have to go +down to late tea, though, Miss Frances; perhaps Miss Mildmay wouldn't be +pleased if you didn't; and perhaps'---- + +'Nonsense, Phebe,' said her young mistress; 'Aunt Alison doesn't care. +You speak as if she was like a mamma, wanting to have us beside her +always. She's had Miss Jacinth all the afternoon, and she likes her +better than me. I'm sure she wouldn't care if she never saw me again. +Well, no; perhaps I shouldn't say that, for she's quite kind. She was +very kind about letting me go this afternoon, and sending you to take me +and to fetch me, Phebe.' + +'Yes, Miss Frances,' began Phebe, again with some hesitation, 'it was +just that I was thinking about. If you go down to tea just as usual, +nice and neat, it'll make it more likely that she will let you go again. +It will show that a little change now and then will do you no harm, nor +get you out of regular ways, so to say, Miss Frances.' + +'Very well,' the child agreed; 'I don't care much one way or another. Oh +Phebe,' she went on, brightening up again--it would have been difficult +to depress Francie for long--'we had such fun this afternoon;' and she +went into some particulars of the games, which Phebe listened to with +great interest. 'I wish Aunt Alison would _sometimes_ let us have +friends to play with us. We could have beautiful "I spy" in the garden.' + +'Yes, Miss Frances, so you could,' agreed Phebe. + +'You see at Stannesley there were really no children, no girls any way +near our age except the Vicar's daughter, and though she came to have +tea with us sometimes it wasn't much pleasure--not _fun_, at least. +She's a little older than Miss Jacinth, and oh, Phebe, she's so +_awfully_ deaf. It's almost like not hearing at all.' + +'Poor young lady!' said Phebe, sympathisingly. + +'Yes, isn't it sad? And so, you see, the one thing we were glad of about +coming here--I was, any way--was about going to school; just what some +girls wouldn't have liked. I've always wanted so to have some +companions, only it isn't half as much good having them if you only see +them at lessons. I don't think Miss Jacinth minds. She was pleased to go +to school because of learning better and finding out how much other +girls know compared with us, but I don't think she minds the way I do.' + +She had almost forgotten whom she was speaking to, or indeed that she +was speaking aloud, and half started when Phebe replied again to this +long speech. + +'It's just because of that, Miss Frances,' said the girl, 'that I was +thinking how nice it will be if you're invited sometimes to play with +the young ladies of a holiday afternoon like to-day. And if I were you, +I'd take care to show Miss Mildmay that it doesn't unsettle you, and I'd +just put out of my mind about having any young ladies to come to you. +It'd not suit your aunt's ways.' + +'No,' said Frances, 'I suppose not. It's only really the Harpers I care +about,' she added to herself. 'And now,' she went on thinking, 'with +this muddle about the old lady at Robin Redbreast--if their mother +doesn't want her to know about them, perhaps it's best for Jacinth not +to see them much. And I'll have to forget what Margaret told me, after +I've written to mamma. I want to remember it _exactly_ to tell her.' + +She sighed a little. Almost for the first time Frances began to realise +that, even when one is possessed of the purest motives and the best +intentions, life may be a complicated business. Right and wrong are not +always written up before us on conspicuous finger-posts, as we fancy in +childhood will be the case. There are shades and modifications, wisdom +and unwisdom; apparently, though, thank God, only 'apparently,' +conflicting duties, whose rival claims it is not always easy to measure. +And it is not till some stages later in our journey that we come to see +how our own prejudices or shortsightedness or self-will are really at +the root of the perplexity. For God demands no impossibilities. As has +been quaintly said, 'He neither expects us to be in two places at once, +nor to put twenty-five hours' work into twenty-four.' + +To do what is the least agreeable to us, though far from an invariable +rule, is often a safe one. Frances would have liked to run up-stairs to +the nursery, and to sit down there and then to the long letter to +'mamma,' to the outpouring of confidence to the almost unknown friend +she had learned to trust. But common-sense and a certain docility, which +was strongly developed in her, in spite of her superficial +self-assertion and blunt, even abrupt outspokenness, made her yield to +Phebe's advice. + +And it was a neat, composed-looking little maiden who met her aunt and +sister on their return half an hour or so later, somewhat tired and +fagged by their rather tedious afternoon's work. + +'I am glad you are back, my dear,' said her aunt. 'I wished afterwards I +had made a point of your not keeping Phebe waiting, as I had forgotten +that Eugene would be alone, and I am always afraid of any accident with +the fire, or anything of that kind.' + +'I did keep her waiting a little,' said Frances, honestly. 'But I've +been back a good while. I've heard Eugene his Sunday lessons: he knows +them quite well. And I think tea is quite ready, Aunt Alison.' + +'That's right,' Miss Mildmay replied. 'You may ring for it to be brought +in, while Jacinth and I take off our things.--Frances seems none the +worse for her visit,' she added to her elder niece as they made their +way up-stairs. 'I shall not object to her going to Ivy Lodge sometimes +in this way, if it does not make her rough or hoydenish.' + +'I don't think there is much fear of her learning anything of that kind +from the _boarders_,' said Jacinth, gratified by her aunt's confidential +tone. 'I shouldn't be so sure of the day-scholars, but you know, Aunt +Alison, the Miss Scarletts keep them very distinct. It is a--well,' with +a little smile, 'a great compliment for Francie to be asked this way.' + +'The Miss Scarletts have plenty of discrimination,' her aunt replied. +'They know that my nieces--your father's daughters--going to any school, +especially a day-school, is a great compliment to that school.' + +It was not often that Miss Mildmay indulged in any expression of her +underlying family pride. It suited Jacinth's ideas 'down to the ground.' + +'Yes, of course,' she agreed quietly. 'Still the school _is_ an +exceptional one. I think Frances is learning to understand some things +better,' she went on. 'But of course she is _very_ young for her age. At +first she was far too ready to rush into bosom friendships and +enthusiastic admirations and all that sort of thing. And she perfectly +adores games,' with a slight intonation of contempt. + +'_You_ don't?' said Miss Mildmay, smiling. 'There is nothing to be +ashamed of in liking games, if not allowed to go too far.' + +'I think it must be born in some people,' said Jacinth. 'It isn't +laziness that makes me not care for them. For I love riding and long +walks and dancing. Only, somehow, I feel so much _older_.' + +'I can sympathise with you,' said her aunt. 'I have never been able to +care for any game that ever was invented. So I have not been victimising +you this afternoon, you are sure?' + +'Oh indeed, no,' replied Jacinth heartily. + +On the whole the domestic atmosphere in Market Square Place seemed more +genial. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +AN INVITATION. + + +Jacinth was quick of observation. They had not been many minutes seated +at table before it struck her that Frances was unusually silent--or +rather, absent and preoccupied, for the mere fact of her not speaking +much in her aunt's presence was not remarkable. + +She glanced at Frances once or twice inquiringly, then she tried to draw +her into the conversation, but only succeeded in extracting +monosyllables in reply. Still her sister did not look depressed, +certainly not cross; it was much more as if her thoughts were elsewhere. + +'What are you dreaming about, Frances?' said Jacinth at last with a +touch of sharpness. 'Are you very tired?' + +'Did you not enjoy yourself this afternoon?' asked Miss Mildmay, +following suit. + +Frances started, and pulled herself together. + +'Oh yes,' she said, '_very_ much. I never enjoyed myself more. I was +only--oh, I was only thinking of things.' + +'What sort of things?' asked her aunt good-humouredly. 'Had you much +grave and learned discussion at Ivy Lodge?' + +Frances reddened a little. + +'We did talk quietly part of the time,' she said. 'We weren't playing +games _all_ the afternoon. I was a good while walking up and down with +Margaret, and afterwards with Bessie.' + +Miss Mildmay glanced inquiringly at her elder niece. + +'Yes,' said Jacinth, replying to the unspoken question. 'Those are the +girls Frances is so fond of--the Harpers.' + +'Oh yes, I remember,' said Miss Mildmay. 'Their mother is an old friend +of the Scarletts, and the good souls were delighted to take the girls +at'----She stopped suddenly, aware that she had been on the point of +betraying a confidence, realising, too, that the subject of it was +scarcely suited for her young auditors, for Frances especially. But in +her slight confusion she stumbled on the very thing she was anxious to +avoid, so that it required little 'putting of two and two together' for +Jacinth to complete to herself, with an inward smile, her aunt's +broken-off sentence. 'They are not--the Harpers, I mean--they are not at +all well off, and--a large family, I fancy,' Miss Mildmay went on. + +'No,' said Frances in her clear young voice, rather to her hearers' +surprise, 'no, they are not _at all_ rich.' + +Then she started, grew crimson, and looked round in affright: had she +said something she should not have said? A strange, silly, nervous +feeling came over her; as if she must, in another moment, burst into +tears. + +'Frances,' said Jacinth, 'what are you looking so terrified about? +There's no harm in what you said. It's no secret; Aunt Alison said it +herself first.' + +Her tone was not unkindly, though slightly sharp. But a look of relief +overspread her sister's face. + +'No, of course not. I'm very silly,' she murmured. + +'I think you must be a little over-tired,' said Miss Mildmay vaguely. +She had not specially noticed Frances's expression. 'I wonder,' she went +on, 'I wonder if those Harpers are any relation to the Elvedons? I +can't quite remember what Miss Scarlett said about them. It was their +mother she was interested in, though--not their father. If they were +Elvedon Harpers, Lady Myrtle would know about them; at least'---- + +'Harper isn't at all an uncommon name,' interrupted Jacinth. + +But Miss Mildmay did not resent the little discourtesy--her mind was +pursuing its own train of thought. 'I don't know that it _would_ follow +that she could know anything of them,' she said. 'Some of the last +generation of Harpers were sadly unsatisfactory, and I believe the old +man, Lady Myrtle's father, disinherited one or more of his sons. So if +you ever go to Robin Redbreast, girls, I think it would be just as well +not to mention your school-fellows of the name.' + +Jacinth shot a rather triumphant glance at her sister. + +'It is generally better, and more well-bred, not to begin about "Are you +related to the so-and-so's?" or "I have friends of your name," and +remarks like that; isn't it, Aunt Alison?' she said. 'I was telling +Frances so, only yesterday.' + +Frances reddened again. + +'Well, yes,' said Miss Mildmay. 'Still, one cannot make a hard and fast +rule about such matters. It calls for a little tact.' + +She was very inconsistent; who is not? Something in Jacinth's premature +wisdom--almost savouring of 'worldly' wisdom--rather repelled her, +careful and unimpulsive though she herself was. Then she felt annoyed +with her own annoyance: it was unjust to blame the girl, when she +herself had been inculcating caution. + +'In this case,' she added, 'I am sure it is best to keep off family +affairs, you being so young and Lady Myrtle Goodacre so old; and as I +know, there have been sore spots in her history.' + +Then she rose from the table. + +'Francie, dear, I think you had better go to bed early. You _are_ +looking tired,' she said kindly, and as she kissed the little girl she +almost fancied--was it fancy?--that she felt a touch of dew on her +cheek. + +'I'm afraid I don't understand children at all,' she thought to herself, +though with a little sigh. 'What in the world can Frances be crying +about?' + +Jacinth, once they were alone, did not spare her sister. + +'I do think you are too silly,' she said. 'If you go on so oddly after +having an afternoon's play, I am sure Aunt Alison won't let you go +again. First you seemed half asleep, then you jumped and looked +terrified for nothing at all, and now you are actually crying. What _is_ +the matter?' + +'I didn't mean'----began Frances. + +'I believe it's those girls,' continued Jacinth, working herself up to +rare irritation, for as a rule she was gentle to her sister. 'They +really seem to bewitch you. Are you crying because you're not a boarder +at school, so that you could be always beside them?' she added +ironically. + +'No, of course not. I wouldn't be so silly,' said Frances, with a touch +of her usual spirit. + +'Then what _are_ you crying about?' + +Frances murmured something about 'thinking Jacinth was vexed with her.' + +'Nonsense,' said Jacinth. 'You know I wasn't in the least till you got +so silly. I don't understand you to-night one bit, but I will say I +think it has something to do with the Harpers, and if they begin coming +between you and me, Frances, I shall end by really disliking them.' + +'I think you dislike them already,' retorted Frances, 'and I'm sure I +don't know why.' + +To this Jacinth vouchsafed no reply. She would have said the accusation +was not worth noticing. But yet at the bottom of her heart she knew +there was something in it. A vague, ridiculous, unfounded sort of +jealousy of the Harpers had begun to insinuate itself. + +'I wish their name had been anything else,' she said to herself. 'I +don't believe they are really any relation to Lady Myrtle--at least not +anything countable. But it is so disagreeable to have the feeling of +knowing anything of people who _may_ be--well, rather objectionable +relations of hers. Well, no; perhaps that's putting it too strong. I +mean relations she doesn't want to have to do with, and I don't see why +she _should_ want to have to do with them. I shall take care, I know, +not to speak of them to her, for it would only annoy her, and it's no +business of mine. I do wish Frances hadn't taken them up so, she is so +silly sometimes.' + +Frances on her side began to think she had gone too far. She glanced up +at Jacinth, and saw that her face was very grave. + +'Jass,' she said, stealing up to her and speaking in a soft apologetic +tone, 'I'm very sorry for being cross. I think I _am_ rather tired, +though I did so enjoy myself this afternoon. Perhaps I'd better go to +bed, for I want to write most of my letter to mamma to-morrow. I want to +write her a good long one this time.' + +'Very well,' said Jacinth as graciously as she could. 'I'm sure I +haven't meant to be cross either, Francie; but--I don't like the idea of +_any one_ coming between you and me.' + +'Of course not; nobody _could_, never,' said Frances eagerly. 'Kiss me, +Jass. I really don't know what made me begin to cry; it was a mixture.' + +Her voice trembled a little again. In terror of incurring Jacinth's +displeasure, Frances tugged at her pocket-handkerchief. Out came, for +the second time that day, the old Christmas card. + +'What's that?' said Jacinth. + +Frances smoothed it out and showed it her, reminding her of its history. + +'I think it was that that made me feel rather--queer--this afternoon, +first,' she said. 'It brought things back so.' + +'Well, dear, go to bed and have a good night. And to-morrow you'll be +fresh for a nice long letter to mamma in the afternoon, when we come +back from the children's service; there's always plenty of time. I want +to write her a long letter too.' + +The letters were written, neither sister reading the other's. This was a +recognised rule, and a wise one, as it kept each child more directly in +touch with the absent mother, and also enabled her to judge of her +children's gradually developing characters. The very way in which the +same occurrence was related by each threw many an unsuspected light on +the 'Jacinth' and 'Frances' she had personally so sadly little knowledge +of. + +And then for some days life at Number 9 Market Square Place, which had +been to a certain extent enlivened or disturbed, seemed to revert again +to its usual monotony. It was almost like a dream to Jacinth to recall +the strange visit to the quaint old house and the unexpected confidences +of Lady Myrtle Goodacre; the more so that she had at first allowed her +imagination to run wild on all the possibilities thus opened up. And to +Frances it was even more bewildering to remember the glimpse vouchsafed +to her by her young friends into their past family history. For though +they were both as affectionate and friendly as before--more so, indeed, +it seemed to her--neither by word nor allusion was the Saturday's +conversation referred to. Margaret had evidently promised Bessie to keep +off the subject, and Frances of course could but do the same. + +'Perhaps,' she thought to herself, 'they will never speak of it again to +me; perhaps that is what their mother has told them she wished. But +after all, it doesn't look as if this would much matter, for there is no +sign that Lady Myrtle means to take any more notice of us, not even of +poor Jass. I'm not surprised; any one that can be so unkind about her +own relations _can't_ be very nice.' + +Frances was sorry for Jacinth, and a little disappointed for herself, +and there had still lingered in her some dim hopes that possibly +_somehow_ their own acquaintance with the old lady might have been of +use to her friends. Jacinth, though she said nothing, was feeling very +chagrined indeed, and not a little bitter. + +What could have happened to change Lady Myrtle so? Could it be that she +was really very fanciful and whimsical? It scarcely seemed so, +considering that she had written so promptly to Miss Mildmay, not losing +even one post! And this thought suggested another explanation. Could +their aunt's letter in reply have contained something to annoy the old +lady? Jacinth began to be very much afraid it must be so, and it made +her very vexed with Miss Mildmay, though she did not in the least +suppose it had been done _intentionally_. + +'Aunt Alison is perfectly straightforward,' thought the girl. 'If she +meant to stop our going to Robin Redbreast, she would have said so right +out. But she may have written in a stiff, stuck-up way, as if it would +be a great favour to let us go, which would very likely offend Lady +Myrtle. I do think she might have told me what she said.' + +And but for Miss Mildmay's being particularly busy that week, and very +engrossed by some unexpected difficulties which had arisen in connection +with one of her benevolent works, she could scarcely have failed to +notice Jacinth's extremely icy manner and unusual silence. + +But on Friday morning came a thaw. + +Miss Mildmay looked up with a smile--her smiles were somewhat rare, but +not without a certain charm--as the girls entered the dining-room, +_even_ though they were too late for prayers. + +'We are so sorry, Aunt Alison,' said Frances eagerly. 'We _just_ got to +the door in time to be too late.' + +'Well, I must forgive you, for I cannot say that it often happens. +And--I have something to tell you, Jacinth,' was the gracious reply. + +Two things had pleased Miss Mildmay that morning: a letter with the +welcome news that, thanks to her judicious management, the difficulty +alluded to had been got over, and another letter from Lady Myrtle +Goodacre, with a cordial invitation to her elder niece. For Miss Mildmay +herself, though it was not her way to express such things, had felt a +little annoyed and considerably surprised at no further communication +from the owner of Robin Redbreast. + +Now, however, all was cleared up. The old lady had been ill, +'otherwise,' she wrote with studied courtesy, 'she had hoped before this +to have had the pleasure of calling.' But under the circumstances she +felt sure that Miss Mildmay would excuse her, and in proof of this, +would she allow her niece Jacinth to spend Sunday at Robin Redbreast? by +which she explained that she meant from Saturday to Monday morning. + +'My carriage shall call for her about noon,' wrote Lady Myrtle, 'and she +shall be sent home, or straight to school, at any hour she names on +Monday.' + +Jacinth's eyes sparkled. This was just the sort of thing she had been +hoping for, but with the self-restraint peculiar to her, unusual in one +so young, she said nothing till her aunt directly addressed her, after +reading aloud Lady Myrtle's note. + +'Well, what do you say to it? Would you like to go?' asked Miss Mildmay. + +'Very much indeed,' Jacinth replied, 'except'----And as her eyes fell on +her sister she hesitated. 'I wish Frances had been invited too,' she was +on the point of saying, but she changed the words into, 'I hope Frances +won't be dull without me.' + +'Oh no, don't think about that,' said the younger girl. 'I really and +truly would not like to go; I shouldn't care about it in the least, and +I am _very_ glad I'm not asked.' + +And Jacinth saw that Frances thoroughly meant what she said. + +Before the day was over, Frances felt still more glad that she had not +been included in the invitation, for as soon as morning lessons were +finished, and the day-scholars were getting ready to go, Bessie Harper +came running to her with a letter in her hand. + +'This is for you, Frances,' she said. 'It is from my sister Camilla, +who was here, you know, when you first came, for a little.' + +Frances was staring at the letter in surprise. + +'I scarcely knew your sister at all,' she said. 'She was so big compared +with me--even with Jacinth.' + +'Ah well, you will understand when you've read it. It came inside one to +me,' said Bessie. 'It'll be all right when you've read it. But I must +go.' And off she ran. + +Frances looked again at the envelope and then deposited the letter in +her pocket. She had a feeling that she would read it when she was alone, +for she began to have some idea what it was about. She read it at home +that afternoon. It ran as follows: + + + SOUTHCLIFF, _October 7th_. + + MY DEAR FRANCES--I am writing to you instead of my mother, + for as you and I were, though only for a short time, + school-fellows, we think perhaps I can explain better what + Bessie's letter makes us think necessary to say. Mother is + not vexed with Margaret for what she told you, for there is + nothing secret about us or our history, though there have + been sad things in father's family long ago, as you know. + Bessie told us of your kind feelings about us, and though I + saw so little of you, I can well believe them. But with + regard to our great-aunt, both my father and mother hope she + will hear nothing about us. Father has long left off any + thought of friendly relations with her. Of course there is + no reason why our name should not be mentioned to her by + yourself, or your sister, if it happened to come up in + conversation; but we should be sorry for her to think we + murmured about being poor, or that any of us ever thought of + her as a rich relation who might help us. So we shall all be + very glad indeed if you will try to forget that you know + anything of us Harpers except as school-fellows who will + always be pleased to count you a true friend. Mother wishes + you to do just what you think best about showing this + letter to your sister or not. And of course you will tell + your mother anything or everything about the matter. Yours + affectionately, + + CAMILLA HARPER. + +Frances gave a sigh. + +'I won't show it to Jacinth,' she thought. 'Aunt Alison said it was +better for her not to speak about the Harpers to Lady Myrtle, so there's +no use in saying anything about them. And it's more comfortable not to +have something in your head you're not to tell. I suppose I must try to +put it all out of my head, but it _would_ have been nice to help to make +that old aunt of theirs like them. I'll put the letter in an envelope +ready addressed to mamma--that'll keep any one from touching it--and +I'll send it to her in my next letter.' + +But it called for some self-control not to tell it all to her sister, +even at the risk of her displeasure. And Frances was conscious of a very +slight feeling of relief when Jacinth, evidently in high spirits, though +quiet as she always was, set off in state the next day for her visit to +Robin Redbreast. + +She had made up her mind to enjoy herself and to be pleased with +everything, and it was not difficult to carry out this programme. +Everything Lady Myrtle could think of to make her young guest feel at +home had been done, and Jacinth was both quick to see this and most +ready to appreciate it. + +She drew a deep breath of satisfaction when she found herself seated in +Lady Myrtle's comfortable brougham, which, though a trifle +old-fashioned, was, like everything belonging to the Robin Redbreast +establishment, thoroughly good of its kind. + +'It is like being at Stannesley again,' thought Jacinth, 'only poor +granny's carriage and horses, and old Simpson the coachman, weren't half +so nice as all this is.' + +And, to confess the truth, I think a passing regret went through her +that the road to her destination lay straight out from the town on the +Market Square Place side, so that there was no chance of her meeting any +of her school-fellows and giving them a smiling nod of recognition. + +The door was opened by the neat parlour-maid, but behind her +appeared--to do special honour to the young lady, no doubt--a +functionary whom Jacinth had not seen before--no less a personage than +Mr Thornley, Lady Myrtle's old, not to say aged butler. He came forward +gently rubbing his hands, and bending with a decorous mixture of +paternal solicitude and deference which Jacinth by no means objected to, +though it made her inclined to smile a little. + +'Miss Mildmay, I presume?' + +'Miss Mildmay' was quite equal to the occasion. She bent her head +graciously. + +'Her ladyship is awaiting you in her boudoir, if you will have the +goodness to follow me,' the old man proceeded. + +They were standing in the hall. It was large--at least it seemed so in +comparison with the impression given by the outside of the house, which +Jacinth knew so well, and which was really cottage-like. The hall was +wainscoted in oak half-way up, where the panels met a bluish-green +Japanese-looking paper. A really old oriental paper it was, such as is +not even nowadays to be procured in England, so thickly covered with +tracery of leaves and flowers and birds and butterflies in a delightful +tangle, that the underlying colour was more felt than seen. A short +staircase of wide shallow steps ran up one side, disappearing apparently +into the wall, and up this staircase, rather to Jacinth's surprise--for +there were several doors in the hall leading, no doubt, to the principal +ground-floor rooms--stepped Thornley in a gingerly manner till he +reached the little landing at the top. There he threw open a door, +papered like the walls so cleverly as to be invisible when closed, +though it was a good-sized door--wide and high. And as soon as the girl, +following behind, caught sight of the vista now revealed, she wondered +no more, as she had been doing, at Lady Myrtle's choosing an up-stairs +room for her boudoir. + +'In a town it would be different,' Jacinth had been saying to herself, +'but in the country it's so much nicer to be able to get out into the +garden at once.' + +But she did not understand the peculiar architecture of Robin Redbreast. +A glow of colour met her eyes, for the door in the wall opened on to a +gallery, three sides of which ran round an inner hall on the +ground-floor, while the fourth--that facing her--was all conservatory, +and conservatory of the most perfect kind. The girl started, +half-dazzled by the unexpected radiance, and drew a quick breath of +satisfaction, as the butler passed along the side of the gallery and +threw open a door leading in among the flowers--she, following closely, +lingered a moment while the old servant passed on, partly to give him +time to announce her, partly to enjoy for half an instant the fragrance +and beauty around her. + +Then came a voice, and a figure in the inner doorway--the figure that +already seemed so familiar to her, though she had seen it but once. + +'My dear child--my dear Jacinth,' and she felt two kind arms thrown +round her, and the soft withered cheek of the old lady pressed against +her own. 'This is delightful--to have you all to myself--my own child +for the time.' + +Jacinth's usually cold unimpulsive nature was strongly moved; there is +always something impressive and touching in the emotion of the aged. And +Lady Myrtle, one felt by instinct, was rarely demonstrative. + +The girl looked up in her face, and there came a slight mistiness over +the hazel eyes, which her new old friend seemed to know so well--oh so +well!--the sight of them carried her back half a century; and, above +all, when Jacinth began to speak, she felt as if all the intervening +years were a dream, and that she was again a girl herself, listening to +the voice of Jacinth Moreland. + +'I am so very pleased to come. I have been longing to see you again,' +said her young guest. Thornley had discreetly withdrawn. 'And how lovely +it is here! You don't know how I enjoy seeing flowers again like these.' + +'It _is_ pretty, isn't it?' said Lady Myrtle, pleased by the frank +admiration. 'In cold weather I am sometimes shut up a good deal, and my +garden is my great delight. So I tried to make myself a little winter +garden, you see. I have had to stay up here the last few days, but I +hope to go about again as usual to-morrow. And of course I shall go down +to luncheon and dinner to-day. I waited to ask you to come, my dear, +till I was better. I could not have let you be all by yourself in the +dining-room.' + +'Oh,' exclaimed Jacinth, with sudden compunction, 'I should have asked +if you were better. How could I forget?' + +'Why, you have not been two minutes here, my dear child. And I wrote +that I was better. It was only a cold. But at my age, "only a cold" may +come to be a great deal, and I have got into the way of taking care of +myself, I scarcely know why; it is natural, I suppose, and after all, +however alone one is, life is a gift. We must not throw it away. I am +not _quite_ well yet'--she had coughed more than once while +speaking--'but the weather is milder again.' + +'Yes,' said Jacinth, 'a sort of St Martin's summer. I hope,' she added +gently, 'you will let me wait upon you a little while I am here. +Wouldn't you like the door shut?' + +Lady Myrtle smiled. She liked the allusion to St Martin's summer; it +seemed like a good omen. Was this bright young life, so strangely +associated with her own youth, to bring back some spring-time to her +winter?--was Jacinth to be a St Martin's summer to her? + +'Thank you,' she said. 'Yes, please shut the outer door. Poor old +Thornley often thinks he has closed it when he hasn't; his hands are so +rheumatic. I like the door into the conservatory left open. Yes, that's +right. And now come and talk to me for a few minutes before you take off +your things. There is still half an hour to luncheon. Tell me what you +have been doing these last few days--busy at lessons? That fair-haired +little sister of yours doesn't look as if she _over_worked.' + +Jacinth smiled. + +'No,' she said, 'I don't think Francie _over_works, but she does very +well. The being at school has really been a good thing for her, for she +feels herself that she is the better for emulation.' + +'And the Scarletts are gentlewomen, thorough gentlewomen,' said Lady +Myrtle, musingly. 'That makes a difference. And I suppose a good many of +the pupils are really nice--lady-like and refined?' + +'Yes,' said Jacinth, readily. 'The boarders are all nice--some of them +really as nice in every way as they can be, clever, too, and anxious to +learn. I don't seem to know them quite as well as Frances does, for, +somehow, I am not very quick at making friends,' and she looked up at +Lady Myrtle with a slight questioning in her eyes. The confession did +not sound very amiable. But the old lady nodded reassuringly. + +'Just as well or better that it should be so,' she said. 'Few friends +and faithful has been my motto. Indeed, as for _great_ friends I never +had but one, and you know who that was, and I verily believe she never +had any one as much to her as I was.' She sighed a little. 'Your sister +is quite a child--a very nice child, I am sure, but she is not a +Moreland at all. I have heard of some girls at Miss Scarlett's--let me +see, who were they? What are the names of the ones you like best?' + +Jacinth hesitated. + +'There are the--the Eves,' she said, 'two sisters, and the Beckinghams, +and Miss Falmouth. She is almost too old for us.' + +But the Harpers she did not name, saying to herself that her aunt had +advised her not to do so. In this she deceived herself. Miss Mildmay +would never have counselled her direct avoidance of mention of the two +girls whom Frances--and she herself in her heart--thought the most +highly of among their companions. + +Lady Myrtle caught at the last name. + +'Falmouth,' she repeated. 'Yes, it must have been of her I heard. I know +her aunt. Very nice people.' + +Then she went on to talk a little of Jacinth's own special tastes and +studies, to ask what news the girls had last had from India, how often +they wrote, and so on, to all of which Jacinth replied with her usual +simple directness, for she felt perfectly at ease with her hostess. And +the little reminiscences and allusions to the long-ago days when all the +young interests of Jacinth Moreland and Myrtle Harper were shared +together, with which the old lady's talk was so interspersed, in no way +bored or wearied this girl of to-day, as it might have done some of her +contemporaries. On the contrary, such allusions made Jacinth feel more +on a level with her companion, and flattered her by showing her the +confidence with which she was regarded. + +'I don't suppose she would speak of those past times to _any one_ but +me,' thought Jacinth proudly. 'Except, of course, perhaps to mamma.' + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +DELICATE GROUND. + + +The two days at Robin Redbreast passed most satisfactorily, and long +before they came to an end Jacinth felt completely at home. It would +have been almost impossible for her or for any girl not to feel grateful +for Lady Myrtle's extreme kindness, but besides this, everything in the +life suited Jacinth's peculiar character. She liked the perfect order, +the completeness of the arrangements, just as--in very different +surroundings--she liked and appreciated the same qualities in her aunt's +sphere. Mere luxury or display would not have pleased her in the same +way, and except in the one matter of flowers and all expenses connected +with her garden, Lady Myrtle lived simply. The house itself, though in +perfectly good taste, was decidedly plain; the furniture belonged to a +severe and unluxurious date. The colouring was harmonious, but +unobtrusive. + +But Jacinth thought it perfection. Her own room--the one which the old +lady had specially chosen for her, and which she impressed upon her she +must think of as appropriated to her--was exactly what she liked. The +chintz hangings--pale pink rosebuds on a white ground--the quaint +spindle-legged dressing-tables and chairs, the comfortably spacious but +undecorated wardrobe of dark old mahogany, the three-cornered bookcases +fitted in to the angles of the walls with their lozenge-paned glass +doors--all was just as she liked. + +'It's so beautifully _neat_,' she said to Lady Myrtle. 'I like a house +to be almost primly neat. Frances says she's sure I shall be an old +maid, and I daresay I shall be. I shouldn't mind, if I had a house of my +own like this to live in.' + +Lady Myrtle glanced at her with one of her peculiar but approving +smiles. + +'That is another point in common between us,' she said. 'I have always +felt like you, and when--let me see, it must be fully twenty years ago +now--when, for the first time I really was perfectly free to furnish a +house to suit myself, you see I carried out my own ideas.' + +'Oh, I thought Robin Redbreast was really old--furniture and all,' said +Jacinth with a slight tone of disappointment. + +'So it is,' said Lady Myrtle. 'A good deal of it was here in the house, +and I had it done up--and some things I brought from Goodacre. My +brother-in-law who succeeded there kindly let me choose out things of my +favourite date. And they did not suit Goodacre, which is very grand and +heavy, and, to my mind, ugly.' + +'I know what you mean,' said Jacinth, eagerly--'enormous mirrors with +huge gilt frames, and enormous gilt cornices over the window curtains, +and great big patterns on the carpets. There was a house near Stannesley +like that. It was interesting, something like an old palace, and grand; +but I shouldn't like to live in a house of that kind.' + +'No, there seems nothing personal about it. One's own little self makes +no impression; you feel that you are just passing through it for the +time. Elvedon was rather like that, though the present tenants have +managed to lighten it a good deal. But our other place--I mean my own +family's place, up in the north, where I knew your dear +grandmother--though not so grand, is much more homelike than Elvedon. My +nephew and his wife live there when they are not in London. It is not so +expensive as the place here.' + +Jacinth grew a little nervous and said exactly what she did not mean to +say. + +'Are they not very rich, then?' and instantly blushed crimson, which +Lady Myrtle took as an expression of fear lest she had been indiscreet. +And she hastened to answer so as to put the girl at ease again. + +'No,' she said; 'far from it. But they will be better off some day, and +it has been for their good that they have not been rich hitherto. The +sins of the fathers are visited on the children, as you cannot fail to +see for yourself, my dear, when you come to know more of life.' Lady +Myrtle sighed. 'My poor brother Elvedon was very weak and foolish, led +into all kinds of wild extravagance by--by another, much, much worse +than he;' and here the old lady's face hardened. 'And naturally,' she +went on, 'we--my father and I--dreaded what his son might turn out. Poor +Elvedon, my nephew I mean, is far from a clever man, but he is sensible +and steady, and so are his two sons. So, as I was saying, some day they +will be better off.' + +Jacinth listened with the utmost attention. She was much gratified by +her hostess's confidence, and relieved, too, that no mention had been +made of any other Harper relatives. + +'Bessie and Margaret are not Lord Elvedon's daughters, of course,' she +said to herself, 'so it does not seem as if they were near relations; +perhaps, after all, they are not relations at all. So I don't see that I +need bother my head about them; I might have mentioned them to Lady +Myrtle among the girls at school without her noticing it, I daresay.' + +'This is too old talk for you, my dear,' said the old lady, after a +little silence. + +'No, no indeed,' said Jacinth eagerly. 'I am so pleased you don't treat +me as a child, dear Lady Myrtle. And I love to think of you and my +grandmother long ago, when your families were almost relations, weren't +they?' + +'Yes, truly--Jacinth and I often said we loved each other more than if +we had been sisters. That reminds me, my dear, that nice little sister +of yours must come to see me some day soon, and the boy too, the next +time you come. When shall that be?' + +'Whenever you like, dear Lady Myrtle,' Jacinth replied. + +'Well then, supposing you come again in a fortnight--next Saturday week, +that is to say. I will send for you as before, and the two children must +come with you and stay till six or seven; then I will send them home +again and you will remain with me till Monday morning. I must not be +selfish, otherwise I would gladly have you every week. But that would +not be fair to your aunt.' + +'It wouldn't matter so much for Aunt Alison,' said Jacinth; 'I really +don't think she would mind. But Francie and Eugene would not like me to +be away every Sunday.' + +'Then let us try to make it every other,' said Lady Myrtle. 'My dearest +child,' and she pressed the girl's hand, 'how I wish I could have you +with me altogether. But no, that would not do--it would not be a right +life for her'--she seemed as if she were speaking to herself. 'Tell me, +dear,' she went on, 'you do feel already _at home_ at Robin Redbreast? +I want you to learn to love the little place as well as its old +owner--who can't be its owner for ever,' she added in a lower voice, so +that less quick ears than Jacinth's would scarcely have caught the +words. + +'I love it already dearly,' she replied. 'For your sake first of all, of +course, but for its own too. I couldn't imagine a more perfect old house +than it is.' + +They were walking in the garden, for the weather was mild and Lady +Myrtle had been able to go to church that morning. It was Sunday and +late afternoon. The long level rays of the evening sun fell on the large +lawn--smooth and even as a bowling-green--along one side of which, on +the broad terrace, the two were pacing up and down. Lady Myrtle stopped +short, she was holding the girl's arm, and looked up at the windows, +glinting cheerily in the red glow beginning to be reflected from the +sky. + +'Yes,' she said, 'it really is a dear old place. And for any one who +cared to fit it for a larger family there is plenty of space and +convenience for extending it.' + +'It seems a very good size already,' said Jacinth, 'though of course I +cannot judge very well.' + +'You must see it all,' said Lady Myrtle; 'the next time you come I hope +I shall be quite well and able to show you all over it. No, it would +scarcely need building to; but there are several rooms at the other side +in rather an unfinished condition, because I really had no use for them. +The last tenant was on the point of completing them when he left. He had +a large family, and it was getting too small for them, but he +unexpectedly came into a property elsewhere, and then my father gave me +this place. There are some very nice rooms you have not seen. Have you +been in the one where my old pensioners come for their dinner every +Saturday?' + +Jacinth shook her head. + +'That would make a capital billiard room,' Lady Myrtle went on, Jacinth +listening to all she said with the greatest interest. 'Indeed, Robin +Redbreast has everything needed for a comfortable roomy house. It is too +large for me, unless I had a good many visitors. When your father and +mother come from India, Jacinth, I must have you all to stay with me.' + +Jacinth's eyes sparkled. + +'Oh how delightful that would be!' she said. 'I have often thought how +they will miss Stannesley when they come home. For it is let for a long +time. And wasn't it funny, Lady Myrtle, that last morning when we were +saying good-bye to Uncle Marmy at the gate, we looked in at this garden, +and said how lovely it would be if papa and mamma had come home, and we +were all living together in a house like this! And to think it _may_ +come true, if you ask us all to stay with you.' + +Lady Myrtle stroked Jacinth's hand fondly. + +'Yes, dear,' she said, 'it may come true, and I trust it will.' + +This conversation took place, as I said, on the Sunday afternoon. Very +early the next morning the brougham took Jacinth back to Market Square +Place, in time for her to start for school with Frances at their usual +hour. + +Frances did not receive with rapturous delight the news of her +invitation to Robin Redbreast. + +'Must I go?' she said. 'Wouldn't it do for just Eugene to go with you, +Jacinth? He would enjoy it.' + +'Yes, I should,' said Eugene, 'pertickerly if we have some of those +little brown cakes for tea.' + +'Eugene,' said Frances in a tone of disgust, 'I'm sure Lady Myrtle would +not have asked you if she had known you were such a greedy little boy.' + +They were in the dining-room waiting for their aunt, who, for once, was +a few minutes late for dinner. Just then she came in. She greeted +Jacinth pleasantly, and seemed glad to hear that she had enjoyed +herself. Then she was told of the invitation for the following week, and +Frances appealed to her to say she 'needn't go.' But Frances's hopes +were speedily disappointed. + +'Not go!' said Miss Mildmay; 'of course you must go. It would be most +ungrateful to Lady Myrtle, and would, besides, put Jacinth in a very +disagreeable position. You are the grand-daughter of Lady Myrtle's old +friend as well as Jacinth, even though her special interest may be in +Jacinth.' + +'It would make me look so selfish too,' said Jacinth, who, now that she +felt sure of her own place with the old lady, was far from wishing to +deprive Frances of her share in the pleasures and advantages of their +acquaintance with Robin Redbreast. + +So Frances had to give in. + +And when the day came she enjoyed the visit, on the whole, very much. + +'If only,' she said to herself before starting, 'if only I could have +got mamma's letter in answer to mine before going. I would have known +then exactly how to do about the Harpers. Of course I can't tell +stories, and _they_ would never have wanted me to do that. I only hope +nothing will be said about school or about anything to do with them.' + +Then she tried to recall the exact words of Camilla Harper's letter, by +this time two-thirds on its way to India to her mother. + +Jacinth said nothing at all about the Harpers in connection with Lady +Myrtle, and Frances began to think her sister had forgotten all about +the question of their possible relationship, which in the meantime at +least the younger girl was not sorry for. + +It was again a lovely day--the weather seemed to favour the visits to +Robin Redbreast--even milder than the Saturday of Jacinth's first stay +there. And this time, instead of the brougham, a large roomy pony +carriage came to fetch them, a spring cart having already called for +Jacinth's portmanteau that morning. + +'How lovely!' said Frances, as she and Eugene took their seats with +great satisfaction opposite her sister and the coachman; 'I am so glad +it is an open carriage. I wish Lady Myrtle would send us home in it +again this evening: don't you, Eugene?' + +'I'm sure her ladyship will be quite pleased to do so, miss, if you just +mention that you would like it,' said the man, a staid unexceptionable +old servant, though many years younger than Thornley. + +'Oh well, I will. I may, mayn't I, Jass?' said Frances, her eyes +sparkling with pleasure, only damped by Jacinth's grave expression. Did +Jass think she was chattering too much already? High spirits were +Francie's native air: it was very difficult for her to be quiet and +subdued for long together. But Jacinth really loved to see Frances +happy, and she knew that Lady Myrtle would feel the same. + +'She thinks her such a mere child,' thought the elder girl. So she +smiled reassuringly as she replied: 'Of course, dear, you can ask Lady +Myrtle. I am sure she won't mind if it keeps fine; and there is no sign +of rain, is there?' she said turning to the coachman. + +'No indeed, ma'am,' he replied. 'We shall have no rain just yet a bit.' + +'It's a _perfect_ day,' said Frances. 'I really sometimes think I like +autumn as well as spring.' + +'I have always liked it much better,' said Jacinth calmly. + +Lady Myrtle was walking up and down the terrace, waiting for them. She +was much better--for her, indeed, quite well--she said, and her face +lighted up with pleasure as she kissed Jacinth tenderly. Then she turned +to the younger ones and kissed them too. + +'I must have a good look at you, Frances,' she said. 'No--you are not a +Moreland, and yet--yes, there is a slight _something_--in spite of your +blue eyes and shaggy hair,' and she patted Frances's head. 'And you, my +boy;' and she examined Eugene in his turn. 'His eyes are more like his +grandmother's; nothing approaching your eyes, Jacinth, but still they +are more of the colour.' + +'Eugene is very like mamma,' said Frances eagerly. 'Everybody says so.' + +'And I'm called after her,' added Eugene. + +'So that's quite as it should be,' said Lady Myrtle. 'And some day I +hope I may have the great pleasure of comparing mamma and her boy +together. Now dears, listen to my plan--would you like to go a drive +this afternoon, or would you rather play about the garden and the little +farm? I mean Frances and Eugene--Jacinth, of course, is quite at home +here.' + +The two younger ones looked at each other. + +'Oh please,' said Frances, 'if we may go home in the open carriage, I +think that would be enough driving. And--it's so long since we've had a +nice big place to run about in, and--pigs and cows, you know, like at +home? Wouldn't you like that best, Eugene?' + +'May we see the cows milked?' said Eugene, prudently making his +conditions, 'and, oh please, if we find any eggs, _might_ we take one +home for breakfast to-morrow?' + +Lady Myrtle looked much amused. + +'I will put you under Barnes's charge,' she said. 'Barnes is the +under-gardener, and whatever he lets you do will be quite right. You and +I, Jacinth, will have a long drive to-morrow, as I always go to Elvedon +church once a month, and to-morrow is the day. So I daresay you will +manage to entertain yourself at home to-day. We can go through the +houses in the afternoon.' + +'Yes, thank you,' said Jacinth. 'And the house--you said you would show +me all over the house, dear Lady Myrtle.' + +'Of course; that will amuse Frances and Eugene too, I daresay, when they +have had enough running about. Now your sister will go with you to your +room to take her things off;' and as the two set off, she added +playfully, 'Jacinth has a room of her very own here, you know, Frances.' + +The younger girl was breathless with interest and pleasure, and the +first sight of the interior of the quaint old house--above all, of the +lovely conservatory, past which Jacinth took care to convoy +her--impressed her as much as her sister. + +'Oh Jass,' she said, when they found themselves in the pleasant, rather +'old-world-looking' bedroom, where a tiny wood-fire sparkling in the +grate gave a cheery feeling of welcome as they entered--'Oh Jass, isn't +it like a _dream_? That we should really be here in this dear old house, +treated almost as if we were Lady Myrtle's own grandchildren, and you +staying here, and this called your room, and--and'---- + +She stopped, at a loss for words to express her feelings. + +Jacinth smiled, well pleased. + +'Yes,' she said, 'it really is like a fairy-tale. And'----She hesitated +a little. 'You don't know, Francie, what more may not come. Do you +remember our saying that morning to Marmy, how lovely it would be if +some day we had a house like this for our home, and how he and we would +pay visits to each other?' + +Frances's face grew rather pink. + +'Do you mean if,' she said, her voice growing lower and lower--'if Lady +Myrtle _left_ it to us, to you? I don't like, Jass, to'---- + +'Oh, how matter-of-fact you are!' said Jacinth impatiently; 'I don't +mean anything but what I say. Lady Myrtle says she is going to invite us +all--papa and mamma and us three--to stay with her when they come home, +and it's a very big house, and she has no relations she cares for. It +might get to be almost like our home. And Lady Myrtle is the sort of +person that often speaks of getting old and--and dying. I daresay she +makes plans for what she'd like to be done with her things--I know I +should--though I hope she'll live twenty years, and I daresay she will, +dear old thing.' + +Frances would have accepted this simply enough, and after all, Jacinth +felt as she said. The thought that 'some day' Robin Redbreast might be +her home would be quite enough for her, and she already loved her kind +old friend sincerely. But one sentence in her sister's speech startled +Frances with a quick sharp stab: 'No relations that she cares for.' + +Somehow, in the pleasure and excitement of coming to Robin Redbreast, +she had forgotten about the Harpers. Now all her old feelings of +chivalry for them, and wishes that she could be the means of helping +them, rushed back upon her, and she felt as if she had, in some queer +way, been faithless, even though she was debarred from doing anything, +debarred even from telling Jacinth all she knew. And Frances was +unaccustomed to hide her feelings; her face at once grew grave and +almost distressed looking. + +'What is the matter, Frances?' said Jacinth. 'You are such a kill-joy. +What are you looking so reproachful about?' + +'I didn't mean--I'm not looking reproachful,' said Frances; 'it was +only--oh, just something of my own I was thinking of.' + +'Well then, I wish you would think of something cheerful, and not screw +your face up as if you were going to cry. I don't want Lady Myrtle to +think we've been quarrelling up here.' + +Frances swallowed down a lump in her throat, which was far too apt to +come there on small provocation. + +'Of course Lady Myrtle would never think such a thing, or if she did, +she would only think I was naughty or silly or something. She'd never +dream of _you_ being anything but perfect, Jass. I do like her for +that,' said Frances. + +'You should like her for everything. I'm sure she's as kind as she can +possibly be,' said Jacinth. + +'Yes,' said Frances, 'she is.' + +Then they ran down-stairs again to the library, where Lady Myrtle had +told them she would be. They found her improving her acquaintance with +Eugene, who was chattering away in a most confiding and friendly +fashion, even retailing to her his self-congratulation at having been +the first cause of their making friends. + +'For you see if I hadn't been so fir--_wursty_,' with a great effort, +'that day, and _made_ Jacinth let me ask; no,' suddenly recollecting +himself, 'she didn't let me, but you heard me over the wall, Lady +Myrtle; that was it, wasn't it? So it did come of me being wursty, +didn't it?' + +'Yes, my dear, of course it did,' the old lady replied, with a smile. + +But just then the luncheon gong sounded and they all made their way into +the dining-room. All went well till about half-way through the meal, +when a sudden thought struck Lady Myrtle. + +'Oh Jacinth, my dear,' she said, 'I was forgetting to tell you. Your +young friend at school, Honor Falmouth, _is_ the niece of my friend. I +was writing to her husband the other day about a business matter--he is +one of my trustees--and I asked the question. I thought it would +interest you to hear it.' + +'Yes,' said Jacinth, 'of course it does. She is a very nice girl indeed, +but she is a good deal older than I. She plays beautifully, and next +term she is going somewhere--to Germany, I think--for the best music +lessons she can have. Did you play the harp, when you were a girl, Lady +Myrtle?' she went on rather eagerly. She was vaguely anxious to change +the conversation, for she had still a half-nervous fear of Frances's +indiscretion should the subject of their school-fellows be entered upon. + +'The harp!' repeated Lady Myrtle, half-absently; 'no, my love, I never +was very musical. But your grandmother sang charmingly.' And Jacinth, +believing she was launched on long-ago reminiscences, began to breathe +freely, when suddenly the old lady reverted to the former topic. + +'How much older than you is Honor?' she inquired. + +'About three years. I think she is eighteen, but I'm not quite sure,' +said Jacinth. + +'I was wondering,' said Lady Myrtle, 'if she would like to come to +luncheon some day when you are with me. Or is there any other among your +friends you care more for?' + +'No,' said Jacinth, 'I think I like Honor as much as any.' + +Frances was listening with the greatest interest; her mouth half-open, +her knife and fork suspended in their operations. Lady Myrtle caught +sight of her absorbed face and smiled. + +'Have _you_ any friend you would like to ask to come here some day?' she +said, kindly. 'If it were summer it would be different; we might have a +strawberry feast.' + +Frances grew crimson, painfully crimson. + +'Oh _how_ silly she is!' thought Jacinth. + +'Thank you,' stammered Frances. 'I--I don't know. I don't think so.' + +'Come, you must think it over,' said Lady Myrtle, imagining the child +was consumed with shyness. 'Who are your favourite friends, or have you +any special favourites?' + +'Yes,' replied Frances, in an agony, increased by the consciousness of +Jacinth's eye, but fully remembering, too, that in replying truthfully +she was violating no confidence; 'yes, I'm much the fondest of Bessie +and Margaret, but they mightn't come. I don't think it would be any use +inviting any of them, except a big one like Honor, thank you.' + +'Ah! well I know Miss Scarlett is strict, and rightly so, I daresay,' +said the old lady. 'Who are these friends of yours--Bessie and Margaret +what?' + +'Bessie and Margaret Harper,' said Frances, bluntly; 'that's their +name.' + +A look of perplexity crossed Lady Myrtle's face. 'Harper,' she repeated. +'Bessie and Margaret Harper. No, I never heard of them. But +still'----And the lines on her face seemed visibly to harden. 'Ah well, +I will only ask Honor Falmouth then. You must see about it, Jacinth, and +let me know when I should write to her or to Miss Scarlett.' + +And then they talked of other things, Jacinth exerting herself doubly, +to prevent Lady Myrtle's noticing Frances's silence and constraint. But +afterwards, when they were by themselves for a moment, she took her +sister to task. + +'Why did you speak of the Harpers?' she said; 'and why, still worse, if +you thought you shouldn't have named them, did you look so silly and +ashamed as if you had done something wrong? I daresay you felt +uncomfortable because, as Aunt Alison said, there have been such +disagreeables in Lady Myrtle's family, and these Harpers may be some +relations of hers. But--couldn't you have managed not to mention them?' + +Frances looked quite as distressed as Jacinth could have expected--or +more so. 'I'm sure I didn't mean to speak of them,' she said. Her +meekness disarmed Jacinth. + +'Well never mind,' she said reassuringly. 'I daresay Lady Myrtle didn't +notice; at least, if she did, she couldn't have thought you knew +anything about her family affairs. _I_ don't want to hear about them; +I'd rather not know what sort of relations the Harpers are, or if +they're any. Don't think any more about them.' + +And with this, Frances had to be or to appear content. But besides the +little Jacinth knew, she had her own sorer feelings. Though Bessie and +Margaret had scrupulously carried out the advice, Frances could see, +they had received from home, and while as affectionate as ever to her, +refrained from the very slightest allusion to family affairs or even to +Robin Redbreast, yet, now that her eyes were opened as it were, Frances +noticed many things that had not struck her before. As the season +advanced and the weather grew colder, most of the girls appeared in new +and comfortably warmer garments, for Thetford stands high and is a +'bracing' place. Well-lined ulsters, fur-trimmed jackets, muffs and +boas, were the order of the day. But not so for Bessie and Margaret. +They wore the same somewhat threadbare serges; the same not very +substantial gray tweeds on Sundays, which had done duty since they came +to school; the same little black cloth jackets out-of-doors, with only +the addition of a knitted 'cross-over' underneath. And one day, admiring +Frances's pretty muff, and congratulating her on the immunity from +chilblains it must afford, poor little Margaret confided to her +impulsively that she had never possessed such a treasure in her life. + +'It is one of the things I have always wished for so,' she said simply, +'though these woollen gloves that Camilla knits us are really very +good.' + +Then on another occasion both sisters consulted their friend on a most +important matter. It was going to be mother's birthday. They _must_ send +her something; they had never been away from her on her birthday before, +and at home one could always make something or find out what she wanted +a good while before, so as to prepare. _Could_ Frances think of +anything? She must be used to thinking of things that could go by post +because of her mother being in India; only--and here Bessie's eager face +flushed a little, and Margaret's grave eyes grew graver--'you see it +mustn't cost much; that's the worst of it.' + +Frances tried not to look too sympathising. + +'I know,' she said. 'I quite understand, for of course we haven't ever +much money to spend. I will try to think of something.' + +And for once she thoroughly enlisted Jacinth's sympathy for her friends. +Possibly, far down in Jacinth's heart, candid and loyal by nature, lay a +consciousness that, notwithstanding the plausible and, to a certain +extent, sound reasons for not meddling in other people's affairs, and +for refraining from all 'Harper' allusions to Lady Myrtle, she was going +farther than she needed in her avoidance of these girls, in her +determination not to know anything about their family or their possible +connection with her old lady. Her conscience was not entirely at rest. +And in a curious undefined way she was now and then grateful for +Frances's ready kindness to Bessie and Margaret: it seemed a vicarious +making up for the something which she felt she herself was withholding. +And this little appeal touched her sympathy; so that with a good deal of +tact--more tact than Frances, blunt and blundering, could have +shown--she helped to suggest and carry out a really charming little +birthday present, most of the materials for which she had 'by her,' +lying useless, only asking to be made into something. + +Never had Bessie Harper felt so ready to make a friend of the +undemonstrative girl; never had Francie herself felt more drawn to her +elder sister. + +And the little present was carefully packed and sent off; and the tender +mother's letter of thanks, when it came, was read to the Mildmays as but +their due, and for a while it seemed as if the friendship was to extend +from a trio into a quartette! + +But alas! a very few days after the cheery letter from Southcliff, +Frances, spending a holiday afternoon at Ivy Lodge, as often happened, +especially when Jacinth was with Lady Myrtle, found Bessie Harper pale +and anxious, and Margaret's eyes suspiciously red. What was the matter? + +'We didn't want to tell you about our home troubles,' said Bessie. 'I'm +sure it's better not, because of--you know what. But I must tell you a +little. It's--it's a letter from Camilla. Father has been so much worse +lately, and they didn't want to tell us. They hoped it was only +rheumatism with the cold weather. But--mother managed to get him up to +London to see the great doctor, and--he gave a very bad report.' + +Here Bessie's voice failed. + +'He's not going to die?--oh don't say that!' burst out Frances in her +heedless way. + +Margaret flung out her hands wildly. + +'Oh Bessie,' she cried, 'is that what it really means?' + +Bessie looked almost angrily at Frances. + +'No, no,' she exclaimed; 'of course not. Frances, why did you say that? +Margaret, you are so fanciful. Of course it is not that. It is just that +the doctor says his leg is getting stiffer and stiffer, and unless +something can be done--some treatment in London first, and afterwards a +course of German baths--he is afraid dad must become _quite_ a +cripple--quite helpless. And that would be dreadful. It's bad enough +when people are rich'--it was sad to hear the old sad 'refrain' of +poverty, from lips so young--'but when they're poor! Oh no, I can't face +the thoughts of it. What would his life be if he could never get out--he +is so active in spite of his lameness--if he had to lie always in his +poky little room? How would darling mother bear it?' + +And then brave Bessie herself broke down and fled away to the +house--they were in the garden--to hide herself till she had recovered +some degree of calm. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +THE INDIAN MAIL. + + +Frances went home that evening feeling very unhappy and terribly full of +sympathy, while painfully conscious the while that as yet she must not +unburden herself to any one, not even to Jacinth, of her whole thoughts +and feelings in connection with the Harpers. And in any case she could +not have done so, for Jacinth was away at Robin Redbreast till Monday. + +They met at school on Monday morning, but it was not till they were on +their way home at dinner-time that the sisters had any opportunity of +speaking to each other. Jacinth was looking almost brilliantly well, +and, for her, Frances saw in a moment, in extremely good spirits. No +wonder--every time she went to Lady Myrtle, the old lady showed her +increasing signs of affection and goodwill: she almost hinted that she +wished the girl to think of herself as in a sense adopted by her. + +'Francie,' said the elder sister, when they at last found themselves +alone, 'I have something so lovely to show you,' and she drew out a +little velvet-covered case from her pocket. 'See--this is what dear Lady +Myrtle has given me; isn't it splendid?' + +The 'it' was a small and evidently valuable watch. The back was +enamelled and set with diamonds, in the form of a 'J.' It was somewhat +old-fashioned, enough to enhance its beauty and uncommonness, and +Frances gazed at it in breathless admiration. + +'It was Lady Myrtle's own,' explained Jacinth. 'She told me that she and +our grandmother once had a fancy--rather a silly one, I think, though I +didn't say so--for having each other's initial on their things--things +like this, I mean. So when somebody gave them each a watch, two the +same, they exchanged them. Lady Myrtle doesn't know what became of our +grandmother's, but she thinks it was lost or stolen, otherwise mother +would have had it. And she has not worn this for ever so long. She says +she always hoped that _some_ day she'd find somebody belonging to +grandmother. Oh Francie, isn't it a good thing I was called "Jacinth?"' + +Frances murmured something in reply; her eyes were fixed on the watch. + +'The works are first-rate--_better_ than they make them now,' Jacinth +continued; 'and Lady Myrtle has had it thoroughly overhauled by her own +watchmaker in London, so she's sure it'll go perfectly, with any one +careful; and I am careful, am I not, Francie? Lady Myrtle says she could +see I was, almost the first time she spoke to me.' + +'Yes,' said Frances, absently, 'I am sure you are, and I am sure Lady +Myrtle thinks you almost perfect.' + +But still she gazed at the watch, as if it half-mesmerised her. + +'I've felt in such a hurry to tell you about it--to show it to you,' +said Jacinth. 'It seemed to be burning a hole in my pocket, as they say. +I did so wish I could have shown it to some of the girls, but I thought +it was better not.' + +This last remark seemed to arouse Frances. + +'Yes,' she agreed heartily, 'I think it was much better not.' Then, +after a moment or two's silence, 'I wonder how much it is worth?' she +went on; 'ten or twenty pounds, I daresay?' + +'Ten or twenty!' repeated Jacinth; 'oh, much more than that. Forty or +fifty at least, I should say.' + +Frances gasped. + +'What a lot of things one could do with as much money as that!' she +said. 'I daresay it would be enough to--to'---- + +'To what?' said Jacinth, a little impatience in her tone. + +'Oh--only something I was thinking of--some one who's ill and can't do +what the doctor says,' replied Frances, confusedly. + +Jacinth felt irritated. + +'I don't understand you, Frances,' she said. 'Do you want to take away +my pleasure in my watch? I've never had one before, you know, and lots +of girls have watches, quite young. Of course I know the value of it +would do lots of things--make some poor family quite rich for a year. +But when you get a new frock of some good stuff and nicely made, I don't +say to you that you might have had it of common print, run up anyhow, +and spent the rest on poor people. You don't see things fairly, +Frances.' + +Frances recognised the sense of Jacinth's argument, but she could not +explain herself. + +'I didn't mean that exactly,' she said. 'I know there have to be degrees +of things--rich and poor, and I suppose it's not wrong to be rich, +if--if one doesn't get selfish. That isn't what I meant. I'm very +pleased you've got the watch, Jass, and I wish I hadn't said that.' + +'I wish you hadn't too,' said her sister. 'It has taken away a good deal +of my pleasure; and somehow, Frances, very often now, I don't understand +you. I know you are never the least jealous, you haven't it in you, but +yet you don't seem to like to see me happy. I could almost think you are +what Aunt Alison would call "morbid."' + +'I don't think I know what that means,' said Frances, sadly, though she +had a sort of idea what Jacinth wished to express. + +'Sometimes,' continued Jacinth, 'I have a feeling that other girls have +come between you and me. If it could be--if I really thought it was the +Harpers, though they do seem nice, I would almost hate them. One way and +another, they do seem to have been the cause of a lot of worry.' + +'Oh Jass, it isn't their fault--truly it isn't,' pleaded Frances, almost +in tears. 'I haven't been very happy lately, but indeed it isn't that +I'm changed to you. Perhaps after a while you'll understand me better. +If only mamma was at home'---- + +'It's no good wishing for that,' replied Jacinth. 'And you are so queer, +I really don't know if you'd be pleased if things did happen to make +mamma come home. I was going to tell you some things,' she added +mysteriously, 'but I think I'd better not.' + +And, to her surprise, her hints, instead of whetting her sister's +curiosity, seemed rather to alarm her. + +'No,' she agreed, 'if it's anything about Lady----or, or _plans_, I'd +rather not know. I hate any sort of secret.' + +She said the last few words almost roughly, and Jacinth, in spite of +her irritation, felt sorry for her. It was evident that poor little +Frances had something on her mind. But the elder sister did not invite +her confidence. + +'I believe it _has_ to do with these girls,' she thought, 'and if it +has, I don't want to know it. So Frances and I are quits; she doesn't +want my secrets and I don't want hers. Honor Falmouth says it is +uncertain if the Harpers will stay after Christmas. I'm sure I hope they +won't. Frances would forget all about them once they were away. She is +such a baby.' + +But her own words had suggested some comfort to Frances. 'If only mamma +were here!' she had said. And suddenly she remembered that though mamma +herself could not be hoped for, a letter--a letter in answer to her own +long one enclosing Camilla Harper's--would soon be due. + +'It is five--no, six weeks since I sent it,' she thought joyfully. 'I +must hear soon. And then I do hope mamma will say it is best to tell +Jass all about it, whether Jass is vexed with me or not; and even if +there's _no_ chance of making Lady Myrtle kind to them, I'd far rather +Jass knew all I know.' + +She sighed, but there was relief in her sigh. And when in another moment +she began talking cheerfully about Jacinth's visit, and all she had done +at Robin Redbreast, her sister almost decided that she herself had been +fanciful and exaggerated about Frances--making mountains out of +molehills. Jacinth was very anxious to take this view of things; it was +much more comfortable to think that the Harpers had had nothing to do +with Frances's fits of depression. + +'And after all,' thought Jacinth, 'why should we bother about them? As +likely as not they're no relation to Lady Myrtle, or so distant that it +doesn't count. And it's really not our business.' + +It is seldom the case that a looked-for letter--especially from a great +distance--arrives when hoped for. And Frances had hoped for her mother's +reply by the very first date possible. + +She was not disappointed. They came--a good fat letter for her, a +thinner one for Jacinth. They lay on the hall table one day when the +girls came home from school; having arrived by the mid-day post, in +which Thetford now rejoiced. + +Frances seized her letter, her cheeks flushing with excitement. + +'What a thick letter you've got this time!' said Jacinth. But Frances +scarcely heard her. + +'Oh, I do so hope I shall have time to read it before dinner!' she said. + +'You've half--no, twenty-five minutes,' said Jacinth. 'Run and get ready +first; it won't take you any time, and then you can read your letter in +peace. That's what I'm going to do.' + +Frances took her sister's advice, and she managed to make her appearance +in the dining-room punctually, the precious letter in her pocket, its +contents already digested. She was rosier than usual, and Jacinth, who +knew her ways so well, could see that she was struggling to keep down +her excitement. Jacinth herself was not sorry when dinner was over and +she was free to talk to Frances, after answering a question or two from +her aunt about their Indian news. + +'Frances,' said her sister, when they found themselves in their own +little sitting-room, 'mamma tells me that she has written a good deal +more to you this time than to me, as there was something particular you +asked her about. And she says you will tell it me all, or show me her +letter.' + +[Illustration: Jacinth's brows contracted, and the lines of her delicate +face hardened, but she said nothing.] + +Frances drew out her packet. + +'There's more than one letter there, surely,' said Jacinth, with some +curiosity. + +'Yes,' said Frances, 'there's one I sent on to mamma to read, and she's +sent it back, so that you can see it now. I daresay you'll be angry with +me for not having told you about it before, but I can't help it if you +are. Mamma says I did the best I could; but I am so glad for you to know +all about it now,' and she gave a great sigh. + +Jacinth, more and more curious, took the letters which Frances gave her, +and began to read them eagerly. Rather unfortunately, the first she +began was Camilla Harper's, and she went to the end of it in spite of +Frances's 'Oh, do read mamma's first, Jass.' + +Jacinth's brows contracted, and the lines of her delicate face hardened, +but she said nothing--nothing really audible, that is to say, though a +murmur escaped her of, 'I knew it had something to do with them; it is +too bad.' + +When she had finished, she looked up at her sister. + +'There is a good deal more for you to explain,' she said, coldly. 'Mamma +says you will do so--not that I want to hear it. And as you have got so +thoroughly in the way of having secrets from me, and now that you have +friends you care for more than me, I really don't see why I need to be +mixed up in this affair at all.' + +'Oh Jass, dear Jass, don't speak like that,' exclaimed Frances, the +ever-ready tears starting to her eyes. 'I couldn't help it. Read again +what mamma says.' + +'I know what she says,' Jacinth replied. 'I don't need to read it +again. I am waiting for you to tell me the whole.' + +It was difficult, but Frances was eager to re-establish confidence with +her sister. She told the whole--even how the old Christmas card in her +pocket had brought up the subject of Robin Redbreast, and how Bessie had +asked her to tell no one but her mother, if she could help it; then how +Camilla's letter had repeated this, ending up by what had recently come +to her knowledge of the increased troubles of the Harper family. + +'Oh Jass,' she concluded, 'if we could help them somehow. I am so glad +mamma has met that aunt of theirs--_isn't_ it lucky? Perhaps she'll be +able now to manage something without vexing Captain and Mrs Harper.' + +Jacinth lifted her head and looked at Frances. She was paler than usual. + +'I really do think you must be a sort of an idiot,' she said. +'Otherwise, I should be forced to believe you had no real family +affection at all. Surely the Harpers might teach you to have _that_, +however much mischief they have made in other ways.' + +Frances stared at her, dumb with perplexity. + +'What _do_ you mean, Jacinth?' she said at last. + +Jacinth for once lost her self-control. + +'Do you not care for your own father and mother to get anything good?' +she said. 'Papa's life has been hard enough--so has ours--separated +almost ever since we can remember from our parents. And it is all a +question of money, to put it plainly, though it is horrid of you to +force me to say it. Do you think papa, who is far from a young man now, +stays out in that climate for pleasure--wearing himself out to be sure +of his pension? And if Lady Myrtle chooses to treat _us_ as her +relations--mamma, the daughter of her dearest friend--instead of the son +of that bad, wretched brother of hers--why shouldn't she? And you would +ruin everything by silly interference in behalf of people we have +nothing to do with: very likely you'd do no good to _them_, and only +offend her for ever with us. Do you understand _now_ what I mean?' + +Frances was trembling, but she would not cry. + +'Mamma does not see it that way,' she said. 'She is pleased and +delighted at Lady Myrtle being so kind, but she _does_ care about the +Harpers too. Read what she says,' and Frances hurriedly unfolded the +letter again till she found the passage she wanted. + +This was what Mrs Mildmay said, after expressing her sympathy with all +Frances had told her, and advising her now to tell the whole to Jacinth. +'I remember vaguely about the Harper family in the old days,' she wrote. +'I know that Lady Myrtle's two brothers caused her much trouble, +especially the younger, really embittering her life. But for many years +I have heard nothing of her or any of the family till just now, for a +curious coincidence has happened. A few days before I got your long +letter, enclosing Miss Harper's, and dear Jacinth's too, telling of her +invitation to Robin Redbreast, I had met a Mrs Lyle, whose husband has +got an appointment here. And Mrs Lyle is Captain Harper's sister. I like +her very much, and we have already made great friends. She is very +frank, and devoted to her brother and his family; and when she heard of +my children being at Thetford, in talking, one thing led to another, so +that I really knew all you tell me--and perhaps more. It will be rather +difficult for you and Jacinth--for Jassie especially--to avoid all +appearance of interference, as that would do harm on both sides. But +still you may find opportunities of speaking warmly and admiringly of +the Harper girls, whenever your school happens to be mentioned. That can +do _no_ harm, and may even help to pave the way for bringing about a +better state of things some day. For I do feel most interested in the +Harpers, and every time we meet, Mrs Lyle and I talk about them, and all +the troubles they have really so nobly borne.' + +Then Mrs Mildmay went on to speak of her pleasure in her children's +having won Lady Myrtle's kindness, adding that she would look forward +eagerly to the next letters, telling of Jacinth's visit. + +'Marmy says,' she wrote, 'that it must have been a presentiment which +made you all take such a fancy to that quaint old house, even though you +only saw it from the outside.' + +All this Frances read again boldly to her sister. Jacinth did not +interrupt her, but listened in silence. + +'Well,' she said, when Frances stopped, 'I told you I had read all mamma +said.' + +'Then why are you so angry with me?' demanded Frances bluntly. 'If I am +a sort of an idiot, mamma is too.' + +Jacinth did not reply. + +'Mamma says you are not to attempt to interfere,' she said at last. + +'I am not going to. I wouldn't do so for the Harpers' sake, much more +than for Lady Myrtle's. The Harpers have trusted me, and I won't do +anything they wouldn't like.' + +'Well,' said Jacinth bitterly, 'you'd better write it all to mamma--all +the horrid, calculating, selfish things I've said. You've got quite +separated from me now, so that it really doesn't matter what you say of +me.' + +This was too much. Frances at last dissolved into tears and flung +herself upon her sister, entreating her 'not to say such things,' to +believe that nobody in the world--not Bessie or Margaret or +_anybody_--could ever make up to her for her own dear Jass. + +'You're not selfish,' she said. 'You're far more unselfish, really, than +I am. For I never think of things. I see I've never thought enough of +poor papa and mamma, and how hard it's been for them in many ways, +though I did say to Bessie the other day that, whatever troubles they'd +had, they'd not been parted from each other the way we've been.' + +'I'm glad you said that,' Jacinth condescended to say, 'just to let them +see that they're not the only people in the world who have to bear +things.' + +'Oh, they _don't_ think that,' said Frances. 'And Jass,' she went on, +encouraged by her sister's softer tone, and encircling her neck fondly +with her two arms as she sat, half on Jacinth's knee, half on the edge +of her chair, 'I don't quite see why being sorry for the poor Harpers, +and--and--wishing we could make Lady Myrtle feel so too, need make her +leave off being kind to us too. That's how mamma sees it. I am not only +thinking of the Harpers, Jass; indeed, I'm not. I'm looking forward more +than I can tell you to what you said--that when papa and mamma come +home, Lady Myrtle is going to invite us all to stay with her. Oh, it +would be lovely!' and the little girl clasped her hands together. 'All +the same,' she went on, 'I don't think I want ever to go to Robin +Redbreast till that time comes. I can't feel natural there, and I'm +afraid of vexing you or doing harm somehow.' + +'It is not in our hands--not in mine, any way,' said Jacinth quietly. +'All you have told me makes no difference to me. I am not going to +meddle, and I shall not mention the Harpers at all, if I can help it.' + +'Not even in the way mamma says we might?' said Frances. + +'No--not at all, if I can help it. I do not want to spoil the happiness +of being with Lady Myrtle by bringing up disagreeable subjects. I shall +tell mamma so when I write.' + +Frances was silent. After all, she reflected, perhaps it did not much +matter. Jacinth did not know Bessie and Margaret as _she_ did, and now +that her sister understood the whole--the near relationship and the +whole story, perhaps it _would_ be very difficult for her to come upon +the subject naturally. + +'Honor Falmouth says,' remarked Jacinth in a moment or two, 'that she +has heard that perhaps the girls are not coming back to school after the +Christmas holidays.' + +'Oh,' exclaimed Frances, looking greatly troubled, 'oh, Jass, I do hope +it's not true.' + +'I should not be very sorry,' said Jacinth, 'except,' she added with +some effort, 'except for your sake. And of course I have never said that +they were not very nice girls. I know they are, only--it has been so +tiresome and unlucky. I just wish we had never known them.' + +'I wish sometimes we had never known Lady Myrtle,' said Frances. 'You +and I have _never_ been--like this--with each other before, Jass.' + +'Well, we needn't quarrel about it,' said her sister. 'Let's try to keep +off the subject of the Harper family. For _I_ can do them no good.' + +'Very well,' said Frances, though rather sadly. 'I wonder,' she went on +thinking to herself--'I wonder why Bessie and Margaret are perhaps to +leave school; they are getting on so well.' + +She was too unpractical to guess at the truth--which Jacinth had thought +it useless to mention as a part of Miss Falmouth's information--that +their parents could no longer afford to pay for them. + +'For to be gentlepeople, as they undoubtedly are in every sense of the +word,' the girl had said, 'they are really _awfully_ poor. I have heard +so from some people who know them at that place where they live. It is +quite a little seaside place, where people who want to be quiet go for +bathing in the summer. But the Harpers live there all the year round. It +must be fearfully dull.' + +'Yes,' Jacinth agreed, 'it can't be lively. Still, being poor isn't the +only trouble in the world.' + +'No,' Miss Falmouth replied, 'but I fear they have others too. Captain +Harper is so delicate.' + +Jacinth said no more. Honor Falmouth was a kind-hearted but not +particularly thoughtful girl, and she forgot all about the Harpers in +five minutes. Her visit to Robin Redbreast had never come to pass, and +Jacinth did not very specially regret it. She liked best to be alone +with Lady Myrtle. So the relationship of the young Harpers to the old +lady had never come to Honor's knowledge, as it might perhaps have done +if her attention had been drawn to Lady Myrtle by visiting at her house. +And at Christmas Honor was leaving school. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +THE HARPERS' HOME. + + +Southcliff was a very dull little place, especially so in winter, of +course. In fine weather there is always a charm about the seaside, even +on the barest and least picturesque coast. There are the endless +varieties of sky panorama--the wonderful sunsets, if you are lucky +enough to face seawards to the west; the constantly changing effects of +light and colour reflected in the water itself. And on a wild or rugged +coast, winter and stormy weather bring of course their own grand though +terrible displays. + +But Southcliff, despite its promising name, was tame in the extreme. The +'cliff' was so meagre and unimposing as to suggest the suspicion of +being only an artificial or semi-artificial erection; the shore had no +excitement about it, not even that of quicksands. It was the 'safest' +spot all along the coast; even the most suicidally disposed of small +boys could _scarcely_ come to mischief there. The tides went out and +came in with an almost bourgeois regularity and respectability; there +was no possibility of being 'surprised' by the waves; no lifeboat, +because within the memory of man no vessel of any description whatever +had been wrecked there; no lighthouse, no smugglers' caves of ancient +fame, no possibility of adventure of any kind--'no nothing,' Bessie +Harper was once heard to say, when she was very little, ''cept the sea +and the sky.' + +A grand exception those, however, as we have said. And dull though it +was, there were some people who loved the little place as their home, +and were most ready to be happy in it. + +It had some few distinct advantages. It was _very_ healthy, and for +these days very cheap. There was a good church, venerable and well cared +for; the few, very few residents were all estimable and some +interesting. Such as it was, take it all in all, it had seemed a very +haven of refuge to Captain Harper and his wife when, some eight or ten +years ago, they had pitched their tent there, after the last hopes of +recovering any of Mrs Harper's lost money--hopes which for long had +every now and then buoyed them up only to prove again delusive--had +finally deserted them. + +'At anyrate,' the wife, with her irrepressibly sanguine nature, had +said, 'we have the comfort of now knowing the worst. And Colin and +Bertram are started. _What_ a good thing the boys were the eldest! There +is only Fitz to think about, and we'll manage him somehow. For _of +course_ the three girls will turn out well. Look at Camilla already.' + +Fitz was then about five--the youngest son, the youngest of the family +excepting delicate little Margaret. He _was_ 'managed,' and not badly, +though a public school was an impossibility; his destination proved to +be the navy, and thither at the proper age he made his way in orthodox +fashion. The girls, helped by their mother, and by their father too, did +their best, and it was far from a bad best. They were naturally +intelligent; intensely anxious to seize all opportunities of learning, +so that a stray chance of half a dozen lessons in music or French did +more for them than as many years will do for most ordinary girls; they +were, the two elder ones at least, wonderfully healthy in mind and +body, bright-tempered, faithful, unselfish, inheriting from their father +the noble characteristics which in some mysterious way had in him so +flourished as to oust all the reckless and contemptible qualities of the +Bernard Harper who had half-broken his sister's heart, and brought down +in sorrow to the grave his gray-haired father. + +But alas! they had _not_ known the worst, as the loving, brave-spirited +wife and mother had believed. In some sense, it is true, they had not +known the _best_, for the years had brought many satisfactions, many +unlooked-for, though unimportant, mitigations of the poverty so hard to +bear cheerfully--people had been 'very kind.' But the poverty itself had +increased. There were literally unavoidable expenses for 'the boys,' if +they were not to be stranded in their careers; there was an unexpected +rising of the rent owing to their good landlord's sudden death by +accident; there was, worst of all, the terrible strain of Captain +Harper's ill-health. In itself this was sad enough for the wife and +daughters who adored him: it became almost an agony when, joined to the +knowledge that more money, and not so very much more, might both relieve +his suffering and hold out a reasonable prospect of comparative +restoration. + +One operation--now some years ago--had succeeded for the time; but not +being followed by the treatment at home and residence abroad prescribed, +the improvement had not been lasting. Then it was that Mrs Lyle had +written to her aunt, with the result that we know. Her letter was +returned unopened. + +Then there came a period of comparative comfort, and for two or three +years the family at Hedge End (such was the not very euphonious name of +the Harpers' house) took heart again, and began to be sure 'father was +going to get well all of himself, after all.' And during this time some +other cheering things came to pass. An old acquaintance of long-ago days +between Mrs Harper and the Misses Scarlett was renewed by the ladies of +Ivy Lodge coming to Southcliff one Midsummer holiday-time for sea-air, +and this resulted in their offering to take Camilla, then almost +grown-up, and later her younger sisters, on exceptionally moderate +terms. The news from and of the far-away 'boys' was regular and good. +The parents began to breathe freely, and to dare to hope that they had +passed the worst of their troubles. + +But alas! it was only an interlude. Scarcely had Bessie and Margaret +been settled at Ivy Lodge when there came anxiety about Colin--tidings +of his prostration by a bad attack of fever; then, when he was able to +write of his recovery, little Fitz broke his leg, and had to be brought +home at the cost of much expense as well as distress to be nursed well +again. And worst of all, through these many weeks a terrible suspicion +was dawning on poor Captain Harper--a suspicion all too soon to be +changed into a certainty--that he himself was falling back again, that +the very symptoms he had been warned of were reappearing, and that +unless something were done he might find himself a hopeless and complete +cripple. + +He kept it to himself till Fitz was all right again; then it had to be +told. And the painful journey to London, which Frances heard of at +school, followed, with the great doctor's terribly perplexing verdict. + +What was to be done? Every conceivable suggestion was made and +discussed, but so far no definite scheme had been hit upon. + +It was at this juncture that the mail which brought the letter from her +mother so anxiously looked for by Frances Mildmay, brought also tidings +from Mrs Lyle to her relations at Southcliff. + +_This_ letter came at breakfast-time; there was no mid-day post at the +little bathing-place, but it was nearer London than Thetford. + +'From Aunt Flora, mother,' said Camilla, the only one besides her young +brother now at home. 'I do hope it is cheerful, otherwise----No, I +suppose it would not do for you to read it first before giving it to +father?' + +Mrs Harper shook her head. She was a slight dark-haired woman, at first +sight more like her youngest daughter than the others, but with a much +more hopeful expression in her eyes, and far greater firmness and +determination in all the lines of her face, so that, in spite of +superficial dissimilarity, Bessie Harper really resembled her mother +more nearly than either Camilla, calm, gentle, by nature possibly, a +little indolent, or the nervous, anxious-minded Margaret. + +'No,' she replied, 'it is no use keeping anything from your father. He +has got an almost magic power of finding out things. Besides, your Aunt +Flora always tries to cheer him if she can. Put the letter on the tray +beside his breakfast, Camilla. I will take it up myself.' + +Camilla and Fitz had almost finished their meal before Mrs Harper +returned. + +'I do hope there's nothing wrong,' said Camilla, with the +apprehensiveness which reiterated experience of ill-tidings begets in +even the calmest nature. + +'It can't be my having broken my leg again,' said her brother, with a +not very successful attempt at a joke; 'it was horrid, but I wouldn't +mind breaking the other any day if it would save father's getting +worse.' + +But at that moment their mother came in. Her face was decidedly brighter +than when she had left the room. + +'Mother dear, do eat some breakfast. You'll be quite faint,' said +Camilla, tenderly; 'I was nearly going after you to see if anything were +the matter.' + +'No dear, thank you,' replied her mother. 'Your aunt's letter is +unusually interesting. Fancy! is it not a curious coincidence?--rather a +pleasant one, indeed--the Lyles have just made acquaintance at this new +place with Colonel and Mrs Mildmay, the parents of the two girls at Miss +Scarlett's.' + +Camilla looked up with a little misgiving. + +'Aunt Flora is not very discreet always, mother,' she said; 'I hope she +won't have confided too much to Mrs Mildmay. It might come round in some +disagreeable way to--Robin Redbreast.' + +'I think Mrs Mildmay must be particularly nice and sensible,' Mrs Harper +replied. 'Of course your aunt has talked to her about Lady Myrtle and +all the old story; it would scarcely have been in human nature, +certainly not in Flora's nature, not to do so, when she found that her +new friend was the daughter of Lady Jacinth Denison; but I don't see +that it can do any harm. Mrs Mildmay has seen nothing of Lady Myrtle +since she was a little child; it is only quite lately, as we know, that +your great-aunt has come across the Mildmay girls, really by accident. +Mrs Mildmay is pleased at it, for her mother's sake, but I am sure she +is not a person to make any mischief. Indeed,' she added with some +hesitation, 'it is just possible that indirectly it may do good. Not +that your aunt suggests anything of the kind.' + +Camilla's face flushed. + +'I should hope not, indeed,' she said indignantly; 'when you think of +the insult she exposed herself and us to, that time, mother, it would be +_impossible_ ever to accept any help from Lady Myrtle.' + +But Mrs Harper did not at once reply. Her face had grown very grave, and +her eyes seemed to be looking far into things. + +'I cannot quite say that,' she answered at last. 'There are times when I +am afraid to say what I would not accept, for your father's sake. I feel +as if I would consent to anything not wrong or sinful that could save +him. And remember, we must be just. As things are, Lady Myrtle knows +nothing of us except that we are poor. And there is every excuse for her +deep-seated prepossessions against her brother Bernard's family. Pride +must not blind our fair judgment, Camilla.' + +The girl did not reply. She felt the reasonableness of her mother's +argument. + +'But oh,' she thought to herself, 'I should _hate_ to be indebted to +Lady Myrtle for any help. What would I not do--what would we all not do, +rather than that!' + +Her feelings might almost have been written on her face, for Fitz, who +had been listening silently, though intently, to the conversation, here +made a remark which might have been a remonstrance with her unspoken +protest. + +'There's one thing to be said,' began the boy. 'Even though it's all +Lady Myrtle's by _law_, it came to her from father's own grandfather. If +our grandfather had been good, his share would have been his and then +father's and then ours. There's a sort of right about it. It isn't as if +it was all Lady Myrtle's own in any other way--through her husband, for +instance--and that she did anything for us just out of pity, because we +were relations. That _would_ be horrid.' + +Fitz was only fifteen, but he and Margaret seemed older than their +years, as is not unusual with the youngest members of a large family. +Besides, all the Harpers had grown up in full knowledge of and sympathy +with their parents' anxieties. Living as they did, in closest family +union, it would have been all but impossible to prevent its being so, +save by some forced and unnatural reticence, the evil of which would +have been greater than the risk of saddening the children by premature +cares. + +So neither Mrs Harper nor her daughter felt the least inclined to 'snub' +the boy for his observation, which contained a strong element of +common-sense. + +'Lady Myrtle's wealth comes _in part_ from her husband,' said Mrs +Harper. 'That makes one feel the more strongly that the Harper portion +should to some extent return to where it is so needed. But your father +has told me that the Elvedons are sure to inherit some of it, and that +is quite right.' + +'And,' said Camilla, with a little effort, anxious to show her mother +that she did wish to be quite 'fair-judging,' 'you know, Fitz, as we +have often said, if our grandfather, being what he was, had got his +share, it is most improbable that any of it would have come to father. +After all,' she added with an honest smile that lighted up her quiet +face and made it almost as bright as Bessie's--'after all, it was better +for the money to be kept together by Lady Myrtle, than for it to be +thrown away and _nobody_ to have any good of it. She is a generous old +woman, too, in outside ways. I see her name in connection with several +philanthropic institutions.' + +'And really good and well-managed things, your father says. She must be +a wise and considerate woman,' said Mrs Harper. + +'All the more pity, then, that she and father have never come together,' +said Camilla with a sigh. 'She would be able to appreciate him. I never +could imagine any one wiser and juster than father--though you come +pretty near him sometimes, I must say, mother;' and she smiled again. +'Neither of you is ever the least bit unfair to any one, and it does +take such a lot of self-control and--and--a wonderfully well-balanced +mind, I suppose, to be like that.' + +'I have only learned it--if I have learned it--from your father,' +replied Mrs Harper. 'At your age I was dreadfully impetuous and hasty. I +often wonder, dear child, how you can be so thoughtful and helpful as +you are.' + +Camilla's eyes sparkled with pleasure. + +'Mother,' she said, 'we mustn't degenerate into a mutual admiration +society. I shall tell father how we've been buttering each other up all +breakfast-time. It will amuse him. I'm going to see if he will have some +more tea.' + +And she ran off. + +By mid-day Captain Harper was established on his sofa in the little +drawing-room, which his wife and daughters still strove so _very_ hard +to keep fresh and pretty. From this sofa, alas! especially now that +winter was in the ascendant even at sheltered Southcliff, the invalid +was but seldom able to move. For walking had become exceedingly painful +and difficult, and so slow that even a little fresh air at the best part +of the day could only be procured at the risk of chill and cold--a risk +great and dangerous. And barely six months ago the tap of his crutch had +been one of the most familiar sounds in the little town; he had been +able to walk two or three miles with perfect ease and the hearty +enjoyment which his happy nature seemed to find under all circumstances. +It had not proved untrue to itself even now. There was a smile on his +somewhat worn face--a smile that was seen in the eyes too, as real +smiles should always be--as his daughter came into the room to see that +he had everything he wanted about him. + +'It is really getting colder at last, father,' she said. 'At Thetford, +Bessie writes, they have had some snow. And Margaret was delighted +because it made her think of Christmas, and Christmas means coming +home.' + +'Poor old Mag!' said Captain Harper. 'Mag' was his own special name for +his youngest daughter; and no one else was allowed to use it. 'Poor old +Mag! I really think she's very happy at school, though--don't you, +Camilla? Bessie, I knew, would be all right, but I had my misgivings +about Mag. And it is in every way such a splendid chance for them. It +would be'----And he hesitated. + +'What, father?' + +'Such a pity to break it up,' he said, 'as--we have almost come to think +must be done.' + +'They would be perfectly miserable to stay there, if they understood--as +indeed they do now,' Camilla replied, 'that it would be only at the cost +of what you _must_ have, father dear.' + +Her voice, though low, was very resolute. Captain Harper glanced at her +half-wistfully. + +'I wish you didn't all see things that way,' he said. 'You see it's +this, Camilla. If I go up to London to be under Maclean for three +months, it _may_ set me up again to a certain point, but unless it be +followed by the "kur" at the baths, and then by that other "massage" +business within a year or so, it would be just the old story, just what +it was before, only that I am three or four years older than I was, +and--certainly not stronger. So this is the question--is it _worth +while_? It will be at such a cost--stopping Bessie and Mag's schooling, +wearing out your mother and you--for what will be more trying than +letting this house for the spring, as must be done, and moving you girls +into poky lodgings. That, at least, we have hitherto managed not to do. +And then the strain on your poor mother being up alone with me in +London--so dreary for her too. And at best to think that a partial, +temporary cure is all we can hope for. No, my child, I cannot see that +it is worth it. I am happy at home, and more than content to bear what +must be, after all not so very bad. And I _may_ not get worse. Do, +darling, try to make your mother see it my way.' + +It was not often--very, very seldom indeed--that Captain Harper talked +so much or so long of himself. Now he lay back half-exhausted, his face, +which had been somewhat flushed, growing paler than before. + +Camilla wound her arms round him and hid her face on his shoulder. + +'Father dearest,' she whispered, doing her best to hide any sign of +tears in her voice, 'don't be vexed or disappointed, but I _can't_ see +it that way. It seems presumptuous for me to argue with you, but don't +you see?--the first duty seems so clear, to do what we _can_. Surely +there can be no doubt at all about that? And who knows--_something_ may +happen to make the rest of what is prescribed for you possible. And even +if not, and if the three months in London only do a little good, at +least we should all feel we had tried everything. Father dearest, if we +_didn't_ do it, do you think mother and Bessie and I--and the boys when +they hear of it, and even the two little ones--do you think we should +ever again feel one moment's peace of mind? Every time you looked paler +or feebler, every time we saw you give the least little wince of +pain--why, I think we should go out of our minds. It would be +unendurable.' + +Captain Harper stroked her fair soft hair fondly. + +'But, dear, suppose it doesn't do any good, or much? Suppose'--and his +voice grew very low and tender--'suppose all this increased suffering +and weakness is only the beginning of the end--and sometimes I cannot +help thinking it would be best so--my darling, it would _have_ to be +endured.' + +Camilla raised her tear-stained face and looked at her father bravely. + +'I know,' she said quietly. 'It may be. Mother and I don't deceive +ourselves, though it is no use dwelling upon terrible possibilities. But +even then, don't you see the difference? We should feel that we had done +our best, and--and that more was not God's will.' + +'Yes,' said her father, 'I see how you mean. I suppose I should feel the +same if it were about your mother or one of you.' + +'And father,' Camilla went on more cheerfully, 'don't worry about the +girls leaving school; it won't do them lasting harm. They have got a +good start, and they are still very young. Some time or other they may +have another opportunity, as I had. And Margaret is such a delicate +little creature. Father, I wouldn't have said it if they had been going +to stay at Thetford, but I have had my misgivings about her being fit +to be so far away. I fear she is very homesick sometimes.' + +'Do you really think so?' said Captain Harper with a start. 'Poor little +soul! If I thought so--ah dear, my home was not much, but still while my +mother lived it _was_ home, and oh how I remember what I suffered when I +left it! Who is it that speaks of "the fiend homesickness?" The mere +dread of it would reconcile me to having them back again.' + +'Then I am very thankful I told you,' said the girl. 'And father, is it +not nice to know that in spite of everything we girls have _not_ come +off badly? Bessie and Margaret took good places at once, and I did too, +you know. Indeed, Miss Scarlett said that if I had thought of being a +governess, she would have been very glad to have me.' + +'I know,' said her father. 'Well, there is no necessity for that as yet, +except for governessing the younger ones as you used to do. And if +things go better with me, even if I'm only not worse, when we come home +again I can take you all three for Latin and German and mathematics.' + +Camilla's eyes sparkled. She was so delighted to have talked him into +acquiescence and hopefulness. + +'We shall work so hard the three months we are by ourselves that you +will be quite astonished,' she said. 'And old Mrs Newing will make us +very comfortable; it's there we're to live, you know. It will really be +great fun.' + +So from this time the move to London was decided upon for Captain and +Mrs Harper. + +And when Bessie and Margaret bade their companions good-bye at the +beginning of the Christmas holidays, they knew, though it had been +thought best to say little about it, and the good Misses Scarlett +refused to look upon it as anything but a temporary break, that it was +good-bye for much longer than was supposed--good-bye perhaps and not +improbably for always, to Ivy Lodge and Thetford and all their friends. + +Bessie felt it sorely. Little Margaret was all absorbed in the delight +of going 'home' again. But both were at one in the real sorrow with +which they parted from their companions, among whom no one had won a +more lasting place in their affection than blunt, warm-hearted, honest +Frances Mildmay. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +GREAT NEWS. + + +The first Christmas at a strange place or in a new home is always full +of mingled feelings. Even when the change has been a happy one, not +brought about by sorrows of any kind, the old associations give a sort +of melancholy to the thankfulness and joy we all wish to feel at this +time. And for the young Mildmays it was more than natural that the +sadness should predominate. + +'Only a year ago _how_ different it was!' sighed Frances, the first +morning of the holidays, when there was no school to hurry off +to--nothing particular to do or look forward to. 'I shall be very glad +when it's time to begin lessons again.' + +'I don't see why you should feel so particularly gloomy just now,' said +Jacinth, not unkindly. 'Things might have been a good deal worse than +they are.' + +'People can always say that,' replied Frances. 'If you've got to have a +leg cut off, you can say to yourself it might have been both legs. I +daresay having Robin Redbreast to go to makes it much nicer for you; I +suppose you'll go there a good deal during the holidays. But it doesn't +make much difference to me. Lady Myrtle doesn't ask me often, and I +don't want her to. I'm quite glad for you to go there, but it's not the +same for me.' + +And again she sighed. + +'What _would_ make you happier, then?' asked Jacinth. + +'Oh, I don't know. Nothing that could be, I suppose. Nothing will make +very much difference till papa and mamma come home. There are one or two +things that are making me particularly unhappy, besides the thinking +it's Christmas and how changed everything is, but--I daresay it's no +good speaking of them.' + +'I know what one of them is,' said Jacinth. 'I can guess it: shall I +tell you what it is?' + +'If you like,' Frances replied. + +'It's about the Harpers--Bessie and Margaret--not coming back again to +school,' said her sister. + +'How did you know about it?' inquired Frances. 'They didn't tell even +me--not really. But I know they were very sad about their father being +so much worse, and once, a few days ago, Bessie said it was almost +settled they were going to let their house at that place where they +live, and that their father and mother were going to be a long time in +London, and of course that will cost a lot of money--the going to +London, I mean. And--I could tell,' and Frances's voice sounded rather +suspicious--'I could tell--by the way, they kissed me--when--when they +said good-bye--I could _tell_ they weren't coming back,' and here the +choking down of a sob was very audible. + +For a wonder Jacinth did not seem at all irritated. Truth to tell, she, +too, had felt very sorry for the Harper girls--Bessie especially--and as +we know, though she did not allow it to herself, her conscience was not +entirely at ease about them. Something had touched her, too, in Bessie's +manner when they bade each other good-bye. + +'Will you kiss me, Jacinth?' Bessie had said. 'I have been so glad to +know you.' + +'I have not felt sorry enough for them perhaps,' Jacinth had allowed to +herself. 'But really, there are so many sad things in the world, one +would wear one's self out with being sorry for everybody.' + +'How did you know about it?' Frances repeated. + +'I heard something a good while ago from Honor Falmouth; don't you +remember?' said Jacinth. 'And last week she told me more, only she said +they didn't want any fuss made about it. She heard it from friends. But +Frances, do try and cheer up. You've been as kind--at least as +affectionate--as you could be to the Harpers. We hadn't it in our power +to ask them here or anything like that. I'm sure you tried to get Aunt +Alison to ask them, over and over again. And you won't do them any good +by crying about their troubles, you know, dear. Perhaps they may come +back to school some time or other, even if they're away next term.' + +'Thank you, dear Jass,' said Frances, wiping her eyes. 'You're very +kind. I'll try and not be dull.' + +She would perhaps have been less grateful for Jacinth's sympathy had she +understood the relief it was to her sister, notwithstanding her genuine +pity for them, to know that the Harpers were not likely to be associated +with them any more. Their presence at Ivy Lodge, ever since the +acquaintance with Lady Myrtle--more especially since Jacinth herself had +become fully informed as to the whole history--had been a perpetual +irritation and almost a reproach to her. And the pertinacity with which +she repeated to herself that it was not her business to take up the +cudgels in the Harpers' behalf, of itself suggested a weak point +somewhere--a touch of the self-excusing which tries to whiten over the +unacknowledged self-blame. + +_Now_, Jacinth could afford to let herself feel sorry for Bessie and +Margaret and their family--could even picture to herself ways in which +some day, in some vague future, she and Frances might show kindness to +their former school-fellows. + +'If I were rich,' thought Jacinth, 'they're just the sort of people I'd +love to be good to; of course one would have to do it very carefully, so +as not to offend them.' + +Frances was still looking somewhat lugubrious when the door opened and +Miss Mildmay senior came in. It was not very often that their aunt paid +the girls a visit in their own little sitting-room, and they both looked +up with some curiosity. + +'I had a letter from Lady Myrtle this morning,' she said. 'I did not +want to speak about it before Eugene'--for Eugene had lately been +promoted to breakfast down-stairs--'as I was not sure what you and +Frances would wish about it. It is an invitation for you all--Eugene +too--to spend Christmas at Robin Redbreast. Christmas _time_, I should +say. Lady Myrtle invites you all three for a week, and Jacinth for a +fortnight. What do you say?' + +Frances said nothing, but Jacinth looked up quickly. + +'I think it would be unnatural for us all to go away from you for +Christmas, Aunt Alison,' she said. + +Miss Mildmay smiled. + +'A lonely Christmas would be nothing new to me, my dear child,' she +said; but she spoke without any bitterness. + +'_I'll_ stay with you, Aunt Alison,' said Frances, eagerly. 'I really +don't care about going to Robin Redbreast, and it's Jacinth Lady Myrtle +wants. Do let me and Eugene stay here; Eugene needn't be told about it +at all.' + +'Thank you, my dear,' said their aunt. 'Thank you both. But--do not +think me ungracious--when I spoke of a lonely Christmas, I only meant +that I have not been used to a family party. I am always very happy and +very busy on Christmas--and I think I should be missed if I were not +here. I should have told you that Lady Myrtle very kindly invites me +too--for Christmas Day--but that would not suit me at all. I _must_ be +here in the evening, and indeed I am wanted all day; but I was trying to +arrange to do less, so as to be with you three in the afternoon at +least.' + +'Then--to put it plainly--it would be rather a relief to you for us all +to be away?' asked Jacinth. + +'Well, yes--in a sense it would. That is to say, if I knew you were +happy and well looked after,' said Miss Mildmay, smiling again. + +'There, Francie,' said Jacinth, 'you see it is much the best thing that +could have happened. And of course you and Eugene must come. I suppose +we shall take Phebe, Aunt Alison?' + +'Certainly, my dear.' + +The mention of Phebe seemed to cheer Frances. 'I shouldn't mind so much, +if Eugene and I could go walks,' she said. 'But you know, Aunt Alison, +Jass _must_ be a great deal with Lady Myrtle, and I shouldn't know what +to do all day, and Eugene wouldn't either.' + +'It'll be all right, you'll see,' said Jacinth, who, now that she was +satisfied as to her aunt, felt in high spirits. 'You can go about just +as you like with Phebe, and it's only for a week. I don't think I should +stay more than a week, Aunt Alison?' + +'I cannot say,' her aunt replied. 'I almost think you should, if Lady +Myrtle wishes it. That week--the week after Christmas week--I think I +could help to amuse Frances and Eugene. We shall be having our +children's feasts, and they could be very useful.' + +'I _should_ like that!' said Frances eagerly. + +So all seemed satisfactory, and Miss Mildmay left them, to write her +answer to Lady Myrtle. Human nature is very inconsistent. The maiden +lady of a certain age could not repress a sigh as she sat down at her +desk: she had not realised till now that all was changed; how she had +been looking forward to something like an orthodox Christmas for once, +in her prim old house--how she had been planning about the plum-puddings +and cakes, even while groaning a little over the reversal of her usual +habits! + +'But it is much better as it is,' she decided. 'They will be quite +happy, and poor old Lady Myrtle will be less lonely than for many years. +She may be a good friend to Eugenia and the children in the future. And +as for me, I don't know how they would have managed without me at St +Blaise's, after all.' + +And the young Mildmays--Frances included--_were_ very happy at Robin +Redbreast. + +Things settled themselves very much as Jacinth had foreseen. Under +Phebe's care the two younger ones were left free to run about as they +chose during such parts of the day as Jacinth found that their hostess +liked to have her with herself. And the children were much more +accustomed to this sort of life than if they had ever known thorough +home care. For even at Stannesley Mrs Denison's age and fragile health +had often made it impossible for them to be with her as much as she +would have liked: they had early learned to be 'very good at amusing +themselves.' + +On Christmas Day the large landau, quite roomy enough for half a dozen +instead of four, took them all to Elvedon church, where they sat with +Lady Myrtle in the square, be-curtained pew--one of those appropriated +to the Court, which was kept for the lady from Robin Redbreast. + +'It felt very like Stannesley,' was the verdict of the two younger ones, +who had not been at Elvedon before, which seemed to please Lady Myrtle. + +'Yes,' she said. 'I think you will feel more at home than if you spent +the day at Thetford.' + +And the prettily decorated rooms, and the old folk who came in for +dinner in the servants' hall, and the roast turkey and flaming +plum-pudding and snapdragon afterwards--yes, though they were only such +a very small party, just they three and the old lady instead of their +own granny, and no Uncle Marmy to make his jokes--still it _was_ much +more homelike than No. 9 Market Square Place could possibly have been. +And when Frances went to bed that night, glancing with pleasure at the +pretty presents so thoughtfully provided for her--a dear little gold +pencil-case in a bracelet from Lady Myrtle, a pair of gloves from Aunt +Alison, and a handkerchief with a red embroidered border from Jacinth +and Eugene--the child felt that she had indeed a great many 'good +things' to be thankful for. + +'If only'----she thought. 'Oh, how I would like to think that Bessie and +Margaret are happy too! I am so afraid that they are very, very sad +about their father.' + +Christmas Day was a Thursday. It was always considered a lucky +coincidence by the young Mildmays when letters from their far-off +parents reached them on the very day of any anniversary. But this year +the Christmas budget only arrived the morning before Frances and Eugene +were returning to Thetford. Miss Mildmay sent it on by a special +messenger, knowing how anxious her nieces would be to get their letters. +And a mysterious allusion in the little note from her which accompanied +them made Jacinth start and call out to Frances. + +'Look at what Aunt Alison says, before you read your letter, Francie. +What can she mean?' + +This was what Jacinth pointed to: 'I have heard from your father and +mother also,' wrote Miss Mildmay. 'The great piece of news will surprise +you as much as it has surprised me. I shall be glad to have you back +again to talk it all over.' The sisters stared at each other, their lips +parted and their breath coming quickly. + +Then said Jacinth at last: 'It can't be anything _wrong_, Francie. Aunt +Alison never would have written of it like that, if it had been.' + +'No,' said Frances, though her voice was rather tremulous; 'of course it +can't be.' + +'And,' continued Jacinth, 'how silly we are to sit here wondering about +it, when we've only to look at our letters to know! Here goes, Francie!' +and she tore open her own envelope; 'let's see which of us will get at +it first.' + +Frances unfastened her letter more deliberately. It was a much shorter +one than Jacinth's, and she had scarcely glanced at the first few lines +when she sprang from her seat with a sort of shriek. + +'They're coming home, Jass! that's the secret. Oh Jass, Jass, listen: +"As I may hope to see you before long, my darling, I won't attempt to +write very much." That's it. Oh Jassie, sweet, they're coming home!' + +Jacinth's face had grown pink, then white again, whiter than usual, as +she rapidly ran through her own letter. + +'Yes,' she said at last, 'it's--no, it's not _quite_ so good as that. +Mamma's coming first: she'll be here in the spring; but papa's not +coming for some months later. He's got to go somewhere for some kind of +inspection, where mamma couldn't go with him, and after that, he's got +six months' leave, which may or may not--I don't quite understand. +Listen, Francie: "During this leave your father will have time to decide +as to the future. It is possible he may have the offer of an appointment +in England, which would obviate the necessity of our returning to India. +But even if he has this chance, there are fors and againsts to consider: +the appointment is not in some ways a very desirable one; it would +oblige us to live for some, perhaps for several years in a large +manufacturing town in the north of England, and it would be very hard +work for your father. Still, we might--we _should_ be all together."' + +Frances heaved a deep sigh of intense longing. + +'Oh yes,' she said, 'that would be _everything_.' + +'No, I don't see that it would be,' said Jacinth. 'I should _hate_ +living in a place like that; and then think of the hard work for papa. +When he does come home I want him to be quite his own master, and, +and--to be rather grand, you know. I should not mind his having an +appointment in London, or some county thing that wouldn't give him much +to do, about here perhaps. But to go and slave in some horrid dirty +place where there would be no one we could speak to; that would be a +come-down after the position he has had in India.' + +'Oh Jass,' said Frances, 'don't let us spoil this beautiful news by +thinking of anything disagreeable. Papa must know best, far better than +we can. Do go on reading the letter. Mamma says I'm to ask you +everything.' + +Jacinth's eyes returned to the sheets in her hand. Her face cleared a +little. + +'There's something else,' she said. 'Oh, I should like that _far_ +better. Listen, Frances: "Your father has also the certainty of a +good--as to position and agreeableness--appointment in London; but the +pay would be much, much less, so he is not taking this into +consideration. So the chances are that we may have to return to India +after his leave is over, and be joined by you, dear Jass, a year later; +though at worst I hope we shall be settled in England before my little +Francie would be ready to come out. But I don't mean to think of +anything at present but the unexpected joy of seeing you all three again +so soon. I am writing to your aunt, to know if she can find a little +house at Thetford where we can be together. You will just have been one +year with her, and I do thank her for her care of you. It all seems to +have fitted in so well. When you see Lady Myrtle Goodacre, thank her +again from me for her kindness to you, and tell her what a pleasure it +has been to me to think of it. Tell her, too, how much I am looking +forward to meeting again my mother's dearest friend."' + +'You will tell Lady Myrtle at once,' said Frances. + +'Yes, of course,' said Jacinth, but she spoke half absently. Her eyes +were still fixed on her mother's letter. + +'_I_ don't see why he shouldn't even "take it into consideration,"' she +repeated to herself. 'We can't be so desperately poor as all that. _I_ +shall take it into consideration, any way, my dear mother;' and she +smiled a little. 'Yes, Frances,' she went on, looking up, and speaking +more decidedly; 'of course I'll tell Lady Myrtle. I think I'll go and +tell her now. I know she is alone in the boudoir. And, Francie, you may +tell Eugene.' + +'May I?' exclaimed Frances, jumping up. 'Oh, thank you, Jass. I'm not +sure,' she went on, 'I'm not sure that Eugene can feel quite so--so +_wild_ with happiness as I do. Oh Jass, it is almost too much. It takes +my breath away.' She was running out of the room, when she looked back +for a moment. + +'Jass,' she began with a little hesitation, 'does mamma say anything +more about Mrs Lyle, _their_ aunt, you know? I wonder if she has seen +her again?' + +'She is sure to have seen her again. They are living close together,' +said Jacinth. 'But she doesn't say anything about her in this letter. +Why should she?' Jacinth's tone was growing a little acrid. 'May she not +for once be taken up with our own affairs? what can be more important +than all she has to tell us? I do wish, Frances, you wouldn't drag these +Harpers into everything; it is really bad taste.' + +Frances was not very clear as to what 'bad taste' meant, but she was +very sorry to have vexed Jacinth. + +'It was only,' she said, 'only that it seems as if all the happiness +were coming to us, and all the troubles to them. And I was so glad mamma +was sorry for them.' + +'You speak as if they were our nearest relations,' said Jacinth, +'instead of being, as they are, actual strangers.' + +But she was not sure if Frances heard her. She had already run off. + +Jacinth followed her down-stairs more slowly. They had been sitting in +the elder girl's bedroom, which, with its cheerful outlook and pleasant +arrangements of writing-table and bookcases and sofa, and fire burning +brightly, was rather a favourite resort of theirs in the morning, before +Lady Myrtle was free from her various occupations. For she was a busy +and methodical old lady. + +The staircase was one of the pretty features of Robin Redbreast: though +a spiral one, the steps were pleasantly shallow, and every here and +there it was lighted by quaintly shaped windows. + +'How I love this house!' said Jacinth to herself, as she passed out +round the gallery, already described, on into the conservatory, even at +that mid-winter season a blaze of lovely brilliant colour. 'If--oh, if +it were going to be our home some time or other, how beautiful it would +be to look forward to! how delightful it would make mamma's coming back! +I can't bear to think of papa's having that horrid appointment up in the +north. I'd rather keep on as we are, and go out to India when I'm old +enough.' + +She had loitered a moment among the flowers; the door of Lady Myrtle's +boudoir was slightly ajar; the old lady's ears were quick; she heard +even the slight rustle of Jacinth's skirts, and called out to her. + +'Is that you, dear Jacinth? Come in--I have finished my letters and +accounts, and was just going to send for you.' + +And as the girl hastened in, Lady Myrtle looked up with a bright smile +of welcome. It was pleasant to be thus greeted: a change from Aunt +Alison's calm unimpassioned placidity. + +'Dear Lady Myrtle,' said Jacinth, 'I don't know how to tell you our +news. We have got our Christmas letters from papa and mamma; Aunt Alison +sent out a messenger on purpose with them. And Francie and I have just +read them. And--what do you think?' + +She sat down on a stool at Lady Myrtle's feet and looked up in her face. +The old lady laid her hand fondly on the girl's soft hair. + +'Nothing wrong, dear; I can see by your face. What can it be? Not--it +can't be that they are coming home?' + +Jacinth's eyes sparkled. + +'Yes, indeed,' she said; 'that's just what it is. At least it's not +quite that they're coming home for good; I wish it were. But if you +like, if it won't bother you, I'll read you mamma's letter.' + +'Yes, do, dear,' said the old lady. + +And Jacinth did so, congratulating herself on what had disappointed +Frances, that there was no mention at all in this letter of the Harper +family or Mrs Lyle. + +Lady Myrtle listened with evidently extreme interest. When Jacinth had +finished, there was a moment or two's silence. Then Lady Myrtle said +quietly but decidedly: 'She must come straight here--your mother, I +mean. I shall write to her myself. Don't you think that will be best? It +will be the greatest satisfaction to me to see her--little Eugenia--how +proud your dear grandmother was of her! A fair-haired, brown-eyed little +creature. Not so like my Jacinth as you are, child. But that, one could +not expect. It is not often that one sees such a likeness as yours to +your grandmother. But I am so thankful to know I may hope to see your +mother. Sometimes I have feared'----But here Lady Myrtle broke off +without finishing her sentence. 'Jacinth, I want you to talk about it. +What can I say to ensure her coming to me? I want to make her feel that +it will be really like coming home?' + +'Say _that_ to her, dear Lady Myrtle,' Jacinth replied. 'Nothing could +touch her more. And I am sure she will love to come here, at any rate +for a while, at first. You see she speaks of living at Thetford till +papa comes--of having a little house there and us with her. There would +not be room in Aunt Alison's house, and besides, I think mamma would +like to feel more independent with us three.' + +[Illustration: Jacinth sat down on a stool at Lady Myrtle's feet and +looked up in her face.] + +'Of course. I would not at all advise her living in Market Square Place, +even if there were room,' said Lady Myrtle. 'In a small house, and with +your aunt being accustomed to be the authority--no, it would not do. But +there would be no such difficulties here. Your mother must come to me +first, and you three must be here, too, to meet her. And then, later on, +if she thinks it better to take a little house--well, I shall not oppose +her. I am not an unreasonable old woman, am I, my child?' + +'No, indeed,' said Jacinth warmly. 'And'--with a little smile--'I know +mamma is very _sensible_. I can tell it by her letters, and even by what +I remember of her. She is eager and hearty--sometimes Francie reminds me +of her--but she is never fanciful or obstinate. It sounds impertinent of +me talking like that of her, but I think you will understand. And I am +sure you and mamma will suit each other.' + +'I am sure we shall, dear, though, in a sense, _you_ will always seem +the _most_ of your grandmother to me, Jacinth. You see my most vivid +memory of her is about your age; it is really as if she had come back to +me, sometimes.' + +'I do so love you to say that,' said Jacinth. + +'But I want to speak of all your mother writes,' the old lady went on. +'I--there can be no harm in my talking to you quite frankly, for I see +your mother confides in you, and she is quite right to do so. Jacinth--I +don't like the idea of that post, whatever it is, at Barmettle.' + +Jacinth drew a deep breath of relief. + +'Oh, I am so glad you think so,' she said. 'I scarcely liked to say +it--it seems selfish--if it would save papa's going out again, and he +has had so much of India; but it _would_ be rather horrid, wouldn't it? +And almost a come-down, it seems to me. The other appointment in London +would be so much nicer, only living at all _nicely_ in London is so +dear, and the pay is smaller. Perhaps it will end after all in papa and +mamma going back to India, and my joining them in two or three years.' + +Lady Myrtle put out her hand, and clasped Jacinth's firmly in hers. + +'No, my child,' she said. 'That must not be. I think when one gets as +old as I am, one may be a little selfish; that is to say, if one's +selfishness does no one any harm. And your parents have had enough of +India; there can be no necessity for their return there, nor for your +joining them. No, I could not consent to lose you again--the one thing +that has been sent to cheer me! Put all such possibilities out of your +mind, my Jacinth. I will write to your mother.' + +'And what shall I say to her?' asked Jacinth. 'About all you have said, +I mean.' + +'Refer her to me. But tell her how you are all--_we_ are all--counting +on her coming first to Robin Redbreast, and that then we shall be able +to talk over everything. Tell her I cannot consent to giving you up; +tell her, as I hope you can, that this place is beginning to feel like +home to you.' + +'You know I feel it so, dear Lady Myrtle,' said Jacinth simply. 'I think +I have been happier here already than I have ever been anywhere else. +And I am so glad this news has come while we were here. It makes it +doubly delightful. And we shall remember that it came to us here--this +Christmas week.' + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +'"CAMILLA" AND "MARGARET," YES.' + + +There was a great writing of letters during the next day or two at Robin +Redbreast. And both Lady Myrtle and the children found it difficult to +give their attention to anything but the absorbing subject of Mrs +Mildmay's return. + +And in response to a pressing invitation from the old lady, Miss Mildmay +actually managed to spare or make time to come out to Robin Redbreast to +'spend the day'--that is to say, three or four hours of it, so that she +and Lady Myrtle might have a talk about the plans under discussion. + +The day chosen was the one in which Frances and Eugene were to return to +Market Square Place. The big carriage was to take them and their aunt +and Phebe home in the afternoon, leaving Jacinth for another week at +Robin Redbreast. + +Never had her nieces found Miss Mildmay so pleasant and almost genial. +She was greatly delighted at the news of her sister-in-law's +return--delighted and relieved. For it had begun to strike her rather +uncomfortably that what she had undertaken was all but an impossibility. +She was very conscientious, as I have said, and no self-deceiver. She +saw that the girls, as they grew older, were becoming not less but more +in need of sympathy and guidance in their out-of-school life--sympathy +and guidance which at best she felt very doubtful of being able to give +them, _even_ if she sacrificed all the other duties and occupations +which had for so many years made her life, for their sakes. And the +sacrifice would have been a very tremendous one. + +The doubts and perplexities were increasing daily in her mind when there +came this most welcome and little expected news, followed by the almost +as welcome tidings of Lady Myrtle's eager offer of hospitality to the +children's mother. + +'It is very good, very, very kind and good of her,' said Miss Mildmay to +herself. 'The children's making friends with her really seems to have +brought good-luck. And she may be of lasting and substantial help to +Frank and Eugenia. Not exactly because she is rich--Frank is far too +proud to take anybody's money--but she may have interest that would be +of use to him. And there would be nothing unnatural in her leaving +something to Eugenia or to Jacinth. I don't suppose she means to leave +everything to the Elvedons, for a good deal would have been her own +share in any case, and a good deal her husband must have left her. By +the bye, I have always forgotten to ask Miss Scarlett if the Harper +girls she has, or had--some one said they had left--were any relation to +the Elvedon family. Nice girls, evidently, but very badly off, I fancy.' + +And then she forgot about the Harpers again. + +But with her grateful feelings to Lady Myrtle, Miss Mildmay naturally +felt that the least she could do was to clear a day for herself by +working extra hard, so as to be able to spend part of it at Robin +Redbreast, as the old lady much wished her to do. + +And she was in her happiest and most cheerful mood, and all would have +gone just as Jacinth wished, but for one unfortunate allusion, which +came in the first place, strange to say, from considerate, cautious Miss +Alison Mildmay herself. + +Lady Myrtle and her new guest had a long talk by themselves in the first +place. Then Jacinth, anxiously waiting, heard the boudoir-bell ring, and +a message was brought to herself asking her to join them. + +'Come in, my dear child,' said her old friend; 'your aunt and I have +been enjoying a good talk. It is so pleasant when such things end in +people quite agreeing with each other, is it not?' she added, turning to +Miss Mildmay with a smile. + +Jacinth's anxious face cleared. + +'Then you do think Lady Myrtle's plan best, Aunt Alison?' she said. + +'I think it a delightful one, for all concerned,' said Miss Mildmay. 'I +have been explaining to Lady Myrtle all my--my conflicting feelings. For +much as I should like to have your mother with me, I know it would not +be as comfortable as I should wish, nor should I be able to see very +much of her, unless'---- + +'Forgive my interrupting you, my dear Miss Mildmay,' interposed Lady +Myrtle; 'but I wish you would not worry yourself about all these +questions, now that they are settled and done with. Eugenia shall come +straight to Robin Redbreast for as long as I can get her to stay, and +that will be as long as she wishes. The children, as well as Jacinth, +_my_ child'--and she glanced up affectionately at the young girl +standing beside her--'shall be here to receive her, and you too, Miss +Mildmay, if you will so far honour me. It will be about Easter +probably; there are holidays then, I believe, which will be all the +better. And there need never be any difficulty about sending you all +three to school and fetching you, even when it is not holiday time. Then +if Eugenia prefers to take a little house temporarily at Thetford, I +shall leave her free to do so, though I may have my private _hopes_ on +this matter.' + +Lady Myrtle's eyes were quite sparkling, and there was a bright colour +in her cheeks. It was very pleasant to see her so eager and happy. +Jacinth, in spite of her aunt's repressing presence, could not help +stooping down and gently kissing the soft old face. + +'And to look further forward still,' Lady Myrtle continued, holding +Jacinth's hand which she had possessed herself of, 'your aunt and I are +of accord on another point, my child. Your father must not return to +India; he has had enough of it. And your mother too.' + +'Then you think he should accept'----began Jacinth. + +'We will not go into particulars,' she replied, patting Jacinth's hand. +'To begin with, Colonel Mildmay has not consulted me. He must first get +to know me. But--no, of course that dreadful Barmettle is out of the +question. You might almost as well be all in India, as far as I am +concerned, for all I should see of you. But all that is some way off +still. The first thing to do is to get your mother's promise to come +straight here.' + +'I am sure she will,' said Jacinth. 'I don't feel any anxiety about +that.' + +'Nor do I,' said her aunt. + +Just then the luncheon gong sounded, and they all went down-stairs in +the best of spirits. In the dining-room they were joined by Frances and +Eugene, who thanks to the genial influences of the morning's news, ran +up to Miss Mildmay, and kissed her much more effusively than was usual +with them. + +'How well you are both looking!' she said, and Lady Myrtle glanced +round, pleased at the remark. 'I don't think his mother will recognise +Eugene,' Miss Mildmay went on. 'Well, no, she could scarcely do that in +any case. But I mean to say I think she will find it difficult to +believe we are not cheating her altogether when she sees this great, +strong, rosy fellow. He was such a poor little specimen!' + +'He must have been brought home in time, however,' said Lady Myrtle. +'Ah, yes, our Indian possessions cost us dear in some ways. Though it is +nothing to the old days; my people were soldiers for generations you +know, so we had full experience of these difficulties. I and my brothers +were born in India; my father was only captain in his regiment when he +came into the Elvedon title and property unexpectedly. He would have +lived to be very distinguished, I feel sure, if he had not left the +army;' and she sighed a little. + +'But you have distinguished relatives in the army still,' said Miss +Mildmay. 'The Captain Harper who was wounded at----after his most +gallant conduct. He is a relation, is he not? I heard about him from +Miss Scarlett: you know his daughters were at Ivy Lodge, and'---- + +'Indeed!' said Lady Myrtle, and a very strange expression came into her +voice--not annoyance, not even constraint--more like a sort of repressed +anxiety and painful apprehensiveness. 'Indeed! No, I do not +remember--what were you going to say?' + +For Miss Mildmay had stopped abruptly. She was seated opposite Jacinth, +and as she got to her last words, some consciousness made her glance +across the table at her elder niece. In an instant she saw her mistake, +and recalled her own vague warnings to the girls to avoid allusions to +Lady Myrtle's family history. But she was far from cowardly, and +essentially candid. And in her mind there had been no mingling of any +selfish motive; nothing but the desire to prevent any possible annoyance +to their kind old friend had prompted her few words of advice to the +girls. And now the strange look--a look almost of restrained anger--on +Jacinth's face positively startled her. + +'I may have been mistaken in my impression that the family in question +was in any way related to you,' she said quietly. 'One should be more +cautious in such matters.' + +'Yes,' said Lady Myrtle, nervously, 'I think you must have been +mistaken. I do not know anything of such people, and Harper is not a +very uncommon name. By the way, that reminds me--was it you, my dear?' +and she turned somewhat abruptly to Frances--'was it not you who once +mentioned some school-fellows of the name, and afterwards something was +said which removed the impression that they could possibly be Elvedon +Harpers? I am confused about it.' + +All this time Frances's eyes had been fixed on her plate; she had +scarcely dared to breathe since her aunt's allusion. Now she looked up, +bravely, though her cheeks were flaming and her heart beating as if to +choke her. An inner voice seemed to tell her that the moment had come +for _something_ to be said--the something which even Camilla Harper in +her letter had not debarred her from, which her own mother had hoped +some opportunity might arise for. + +And in spite of Jacinth's stony face, and her aunt's evident wish to +change the subject which she herself had brought on to the _tapis_, +Frances spoke out. + +'Yes, Lady Myrtle,' she said clearly. 'It was I that spoke about Bessie +and Margaret Harper. They were at school with us then, and before that, +their big sister Camilla was there. But they've left now, I'm afraid,' +and her voice trembled a little. 'I think it's because their father's +very ill, and it costs a lot, and they're not at all rich. They're the +very nicest girls in the world; oh, they _are_ so good and nice.--You +said so too, Jacinth?' + +Lady Myrtle's eyes turned to Jacinth. + +'Yes,' the elder girl replied coldly; 'I believe they are very nice +girls. But I did not know them nearly as well as you, Frances. I do not +care for making friends as you do.' + +'No,' said Frances, rather lamely. 'I know you don't; but still I'd like +you to tell Lady Myrtle how nice they are.' + +'Why should it interest Lady Myrtle to hear about your school-fellows, +my dear?' said Miss Mildmay, surprised and a little annoyed by Frances's +rather pertinacious manner. 'These girls are very nice, I have no doubt; +indeed I recollect Miss Scarlett speaking very highly of them; but no +one doubts it. I think all your school-fellows must be nice girls--not +only the Harpers. And the name may be a mere coincidence. I have never +heard certainly that they were of the Elvedon family.' + +Lady Myrtle had not seemed to be attending to what Miss Mildmay said. +She was speaking to herself. + +'"Camilla,"' she murmured softly, '"Camilla" and "Margaret." Not +"Bessie;" no I never heard of a Bessie, and "Margaret" is not uncommon. +But "Camilla"--yes, I suppose it must be.' + +But just as she said this, Miss Mildmay's last words--the good lady had +rather an emphatic way of speaking--rang out clearly: 'I have never +heard certainly that they were of the Elvedon family.' + +'That's just it,' said Frances, and by this time Lady Myrtle's attention +was fully caught. 'Of course I don't mean to contradict you, Aunt +Alison, but I _do_ know they're the same family, and so they are +relations of Lady Myrtle's. And it's not only that I like them. I'm so +very sorry for them, so _very_ sorry. They are all so good, and they +have so very, very many troubles,' and here the irrepressible tears rose +to poor Frances's eyes, and she turned her head away abruptly. + +Lady Myrtle glanced at her and then at Jacinth. Jacinth's face was quiet +and very grave. + +'You are a very loyal friend, I see, Frances,' said the old lady; and +rather to every one's surprise the words were accompanied by a little +smile, and then she turned to Jacinth. + +'I don't think you have ever named these--these Harpers--to me, have +you, my dear?' she asked. + +Jacinth looked up at once. + +'No,' she said; 'I have not, and I have refrained from doing so on +purpose. I--I did not think it concerned me, and you might not have +liked it. I--I should be so sorry to vex you.' + +The appeal in her eyes touched Lady Myrtle more than Frances's tears. +And in what she said, so far as it went, Jacinth was sincere. She did +shrink from any possible allusion that could annoy or upset her kind +friend; and the selfish motives underlying the prejudice, almost +amounting to positive dislike, which she had allowed to take root in her +feelings to the Harpers, she blinded herself to, or called by some other +name. + +Lady Myrtle was silent, but there was no resentment in her face. She +only looked sad--very, very sad. + +'You know these girls very much less well than Frances did,' said Miss +Mildmay, whose sympathies were just now all with Jacinth. 'You see,' she +went on, turning to her hostess, 'Frances has been in the habit of +spending holiday afternoons at school--sometimes when you had kindly +invited Jacinth here, on a Saturday, for instance.' + +Lady Myrtle started a little. Her thoughts had been far away. She leaned +forward and took hold of Jacinth's hand--Jacinth was sitting next to +her, and the servants had left the room--and patted it affectionately. + +'Of course. I know Jacinth is very, very thoughtful for me,' she said. +'And I see that you understand it, my dear Miss Mildmay. Not that I am +vexed with little Frances. I like children to be children, and of all +things I like a loyal friend.' + +Then she at once and with evident intention, which the others were quick +to read, changed the subject of conversation. On the whole, vexed though +she was with Frances's persistence--'self-willed obstinacy' as she +called it to herself--Jacinth felt that the dreaded crisis had passed +off better than might have been expected, and in some things it was a +relief. Things were on a clearer basis now. + +'It was bound to come, I suppose,' she said to herself. 'Mamma seems +almost as impulsive and quixotic as Frances--quite bewitched by these +people. But at worst there's nothing more to tell now, and Lady Myrtle +appreciates my feelings if no one else does.' + +Frances, on her side, though her heart was still beating tumultuously, +felt glad that she had had the courage and opportunity to say what she +had. But for her dread of a private reprimand from Jacinth afterwards, +the little girl would on the whole have had a somewhat lightened heart +about her friends. For, as she said to herself, 'Lady Myrtle had +certainly not seemed angry.' + +Strange to say, the anticipated reproof from Jacinth never came. It was +true there was not much time for any private talk between the sisters, +for Frances and Eugene went back to Market Square Place that same +afternoon with their aunt. But even when, a week later, Jacinth herself +rejoined them there a day or two before the reopening of Ivy Lodge +school, there was no mention of the Harpers, and no allusion to what had +passed at luncheon the day of Miss Mildmay's visit to Robin Redbreast. + +'Can it be that Lady Myrtle is really going to be kind to them, and that +she told Jacinth not to be vexed with me?' thought sanguine little +Frances. She would have felt less hopeful had she known that not one +word had passed between her sister and the old lady on the subject of +her unknown relations. And Jacinth had simply made up her mind to think +no more about them; her conscience now being, or so at least she told +herself, completely at rest--the matter entirely out of her hands. + +It was the easier to carry out this resolution that Bessie and +Margaret's places were vacant, though no one seemed very clearly to +understand why they had not returned, and the Misses Scarlett expressed +the heartiest regret that they had not done so. Honor Falmouth too had +left, but this had been known by anticipation to her companions for +some time. And in the little world of a school, as in the bigger world +outside, it is not for long that the circles in the waters of daily life +mark the spot of any disappearance; it has to be so, and does not +necessarily imply either heartlessness or caprice. We are limited as to +our powers in all directions--the more marvellous that somewhere, +invisible, unsuspected, our innermost self lives on. And far down, below +the surface restlessness and change, may we not hope that we shall find +again the fibres of loving friendships and pure affections whose roots +were deep and true, though at times it may seem that like other precious +and beautiful things they were but as a dream? + +Frances missed her friends sadly, the more so that not knowing their +exact address, and half afraid also to do such a thing on her own +responsibility, she could not write to them. But nothing depressed +Frances now for very long or very deeply. She had found a panacea. All +would be right soon, 'when mamma comes home.' + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +MAMMA. + + +At Thetford the weeks till Easter--it came in the middle of April that +year--passed quickly. It is true that every morning, when Frances scored +out one of the long row of little lines she had made to represent the +days till that of her mother's arrival, she could not repress a sigh at +the number yet remaining. But still the time, even for her, passed +quickly. For she was busy--working more steadily at her lessons than +ever before, in the hope of having satisfactory progress to show--and +full of the happiest anticipations. Morning and night the faithful, +simple-hearted girl added to her other petitions the special one that +things might be so over-ruled as to prevent the necessity of further +separation. + +'It can't be wrong to ask it,' she said to herself, 'for God made +fathers and mothers and children to be together. It's something wrong +somewhere when they can't be. And I've got a feeling that it _is_ going +to be like that for us now. I don't care a bit where we live--that place +in the north or anywhere--if only we're with them.' + +Jacinth, too, on the whole was happy in her own way. Personally, +perhaps, she longed less for her mother's presence and sympathy than +Frances did, for she was by nature more self-sufficing. And when one +scarcely knows till one is fifteen or sixteen what it is to have a +mother and a real home of one's own, small wonder if the inestimable +blessings of such possessions are barely realised. Then, too, Jacinth's +frequent visits to Lady Myrtle, and the old lady's ever-increasing +affection for and interest in her had almost filled up the voids the +girl had at first felt bitterly enough in her new life. She would in +many ways have been quite content for things to go on as they were for a +year or two. And if she built castles in the air, it must be allowed +that Lady Myrtle was to a great extent responsible for their +construction. + +'I can scarcely fancy feeling as if mamma were more of a mother to me +than you seem now,' she said one day to her old friend. + +'Nay,' Lady Myrtle replied, 'I must represent a grandmother. You really +do not know what a mother feels like, dear child.' + +'Well,' Jacinth went on, 'perhaps that's it. But somehow I think mamma +will seem more a sort of elder sister to me. And I hope she will take it +that way. We shall get on better if she does. I--I'm afraid I shouldn't +be very good about giving in. You see I've never had to do it much.' + +She smiled a little as she made the confession. + +'I can scarcely imagine you anything but docile, my dear,' said Lady +Myrtle; 'but then, of course, I know I have not seen you really tested. +I fancy, however, there will be a mingling of the elder-sisterly feeling +in your relations to your mother, and I hope there will be. I think she +has a high opinion of your good sense and judgment, and I don't expect +that she will have any cause to change her opinion.' + +Jacinth sat silent for a moment or two. She seemed to be thinking +deeply; her eyes were fixed on the fire, where the wooden logs were +throwing out brilliant gleams of varying colours, reflected on the +bright brasses of the grate and fender. + +'How pretty everything here always is!' she said at last. 'Even to the +burning wood. Look, Lady Myrtle, it is blue and purple and even green.' + +'They are old ship logs,' her friend replied. 'It is the brine in them +that makes the colours.' + +'Oh dear,' said Jacinth again with a little sigh, 'how I should love a +pretty home. Lady Myrtle, I am afraid you will be shocked at me, but do +you know I sometimes almost feel I would rather papa and mamma went back +to India next year than that we should have to go to live at that +horrible dingy Barmettle.' + +Lady Myrtle was not _shocked_. Still, she was too unselfish by nature +herself not to be quick to check any symptoms of an opposite character +in one she really cared for, glad though she was to have Jacinth's full +confidence. + +'I think you would bear such a trial as that, readily and cheerfully, if +it were for your father and mother's good,' she said. 'And after all, +where we live is not of the importance that I daresay it seems to you. +Some of the truly happiest people I have ever known have been so in +spite of the most uncongenial surroundings you can imagine.' + +'I'm not as good as that,' said Jacinth in a melancholy voice. 'I can't +bear ugly, messy places; above all, messy, untidy places make me +perfectly cross and miserable.' + +Lady Myrtle could not help laughing a little at her tragic tone. + +'I don't see that, even if you had to live at Barmettle, your home need +be ugly and untidy,' she said. + +'I don't know. I've been thinking a good deal about it,' Jacinth +replied. 'You see, mamma will have been so long in India that she will +have got out of English ways. She must be accustomed to lots of servants +and to have everything done for her. I'm afraid it will be very +difficult and uncomfortable.' + +'But she would have you and Frances to help her,' said Lady Myrtle. 'At +least--no, dear Jacinth, you really must not anticipate troubles that +may never, that I trust _will_ never come.' + +Then she hesitated and stopped short, and seemed to be thinking deeply. + +'My dearest child,' she said at last, 'you are very young, and I have a +great dread of forgetting how young you are. I have too, as you know, a +very great respect for parental authority. I would never take upon +myself to interfere in any real way with your life, unless I had your +father and mother's approval. But this I may say, so far as I can +possibly influence them and the whole circumstances, you may rely upon +it that this nightmare of Barmettle shall never be anything but a +nightmare. Though at the same time I am most strongly of opinion that +your father must _not_ return to India.' + +'Oh, thank you, dear Lady Myrtle, thank you a thousand times for what +you say,' said Jacinth. + +'It is your father's health I am thinking of too,' said the old lady. +'Your aunt feels sure that it is time for him to come home for good. He +has been out there so long, and he is not a young man. He is a good deal +older than your mother.' + +'Yes,' Jacinth replied. 'He is fifteen years older; and mamma has always +been wonderfully strong. But even for her it would be much nicer to +come home now. Seventeen years is a long time, and only one year and one +six-months at home! Oh, I do feel so much happier since you have spoken +so to me--even though it makes me rather frightened about papa. It would +be terrible for his health to fail.' + +'We must make him take it in time,' said Lady Myrtle cheerfully. 'I +don't think there is any cause for immediate anxiety. Yes--nothing is +sadder than when the head of a house breaks down prematurely.' + +Her words, following upon her own, struck Jacinth curiously. What was it +they made her think of? What family had she been hearing of whose father +was in bad health? Ah--yes, it was these Harpers! How tiresome it was +that they seemed always to be 'turning up,' as Jacinth expressed it to +herself! There were scores and scores of other families in as bad +trouble as they; the world was full of such cases. + +'If Frances had been here,' thought Jacinth, 'she would have been +certain to begin about them and their father--only annoying Lady Myrtle +and doing no good. Not but that I'm very sorry for them. I hope their +father is better, I'm sure.' + +Alas! these two or three months had not passed so quickly or so brightly +in the--no, I must not say in the Harpers' pleasant though plain old +house at Southcliff, for Hedge End was let, and the three girls were +living in Mrs Newing's tiny rooms in Harbour Street--the rooms where +Camilla had declared they would be so cosy and comfortable, enjoying a +rest from all housekeeping cares. + +And as far as the material details of their life was concerned they +would have been more than content, though it was a new experience to +them to be even temporarily without a home; and now and then Camilla +and Bessie grew a little anxious about Margaret, and wondered if they +were taking as good care of her as mother would have done. For the +little girl looked very pale and delicate sometimes, and her appetite +was fitful. + +'I wonder if it is Mrs Newing's cooking,' said Camilla to her +confidante, Bessie. 'At home we could always get some nice little thing; +mother is so clever in that way, with father having been so long ill. +But here it would be impossible to try to cook anything ourselves.' + +'And whatever we do, we mustn't worry mother about Margaret,' said +Bessie. 'Mother needs all the cheering possible to keep up her spirits, +with dear father being so suffering still. Oh, Camilla, I _wonder_ if we +shall soon have better news?' + +Things had not improved, even to the limited extent which was all that +Captain Harper had counted upon, as rapidly as the former time that he +had been an inmate of the private hospital for three months. He was +weaker than then, and perhaps his intense anxiety to benefit by the +effort that had in every sense cost them all so dear, was against him. + +The doctors, so wrote Mrs Harper to her elder girls, now spoke of three +months more, not as desirable but as a necessity. And how it was to be +managed she could not see. Furthermore, to give a chance of anything +approaching cure, or rather lasting improvement, the regulation visit to +the German baths _must_, they now declared, be followed up by a winter +in a mild, dry climate. + +'Of this,' said the mother, 'we are not even _thinking_. The three more +months here are all we can contemplate, and I dare not tell your father +how impossible even that seems. It is out of the question, as he is, to +move him to an ordinary hospital where I could not be with him. I +believe if we did so he would give up the struggle and quietly resign +himself to leaving us.' + +'Camilla, he _must_ stay,' said Bessie. 'There is one thing, these +people do want to keep on the house longer?' + +'For two months--not three,' said Camilla, 'and we have not yet given +them a decided answer.' + +'Then let us take it upon ourselves _to_ decide,' said Bessie. 'And we +will write and tell mother that is settled. And what else _can_ we do, +Camilla? Father _must_ stay as long as the doctors think necessary. It +is the middle of March now; he has been there two months. I suppose he +should stay till the middle or end of July.' + +'And then go abroad,' said Camilla. + +'Ah well, we scarcely can hope for that. But I think, Camilla, you +should write to Aunt Flora: father will never do it, and mother would +not without his leave. But _we_ can. Ask her to lend us some money, +whatever is strictly necessary, and tell her that _somehow_ we will +repay her. She is very generous, and she would never forgive us if we +let father lose the last chance, for want of anything she could do.' + +'But she has so little ready money,' said Camilla. 'I don't know if they +are bad managers, for they have a good income, but it all seems to go.' + +'Father says they cannot help it. Uncle Lyle has so much to keep up out +there--entertaining and all sorts of things,' said Bessie. 'But I am +sure they would manage to lend us--how much?--fifty or a hundred pounds? +And Camilla, we _will_ repay it. Can we not save a little on our living? +I suppose we couldn't do with a room less; it would not be wholesome +for Margaret. And for her sake too we must not attempt still plainer +food.' + +'No,' said Camilla, 'I fear that is impossible. You see Margaret is so +quick. She would notice in a moment if you and I eat less or at all +differently from her. But--yes, perhaps the time has come when we must +apply definitely to Aunt Flora. I will write by the next mail.' + +'And Camilla, if we tide over this present trouble,' said Bessie, 'I +think you or I must do something--something to earn money by. I am too +young to be a governess yet, but I know--she almost said it to me--that +Miss Scarlett would take me even now as a sort of pupil-teacher, and two +years hence I think I might be a governess--to young children.' + +'It may have to be,' the elder sister agreed. 'But the question is +_which_ of us should go. I could be a governess already, but then that +stops your and Margaret's education. And, Bessie, it would be rather +additionally trying to father and mother--father especially--for you to +be in that kind of position at _Thetford_, the very part of the country +our family comes from. And so near to Robin Redbreast too.' + +Bessie reared her head. '_I_ don't mind that,' she said. 'I should +rather like it the better.' + +'But _father_?' said Camilla gently. And brave Bessie was silent. + +The letter to Mrs Lyle was written and sent. It reached her in her new +Indian quarters about ten days before Mrs Mildmay started on her return +home. + + * * * * * + +It was May; the charming capricious month we dream of all the year +round, always believing--thanks to poets and childish remembrances +rose-coloured by the lapse of time--that if the weather is cold and +gray and generally disappointing this year, it is quite an exception and +never has been so before: it was May before the day came on which Lady +Myrtle Goodacre's landau set off in state for Thetford railway station, +with Jacinth, Frances, and Eugene already occupying it, and a vacant +seat for Miss Alison Mildmay whom they were to call for on the way. + +Frances and even Eugene were almost speechless with excitement: Jacinth, +though wound up to a tremendous pitch, was too proud and too +self-contained by habit to show what she was feeling. + +'Lady Myrtle _hopes_ you will come back with us, Aunt Alison,' she said +quietly, 'at least to spend the rest of the day, as you wouldn't consent +to come to stay for two or three.' + +Miss Mildmay, before replying, glanced at her niece with a curious sort +of admiration, not altogether free from disappointment. + +'Jacinth certainly is extraordinarily self-controlled,' she thought. +Very self-controlled, like very reserved people do not always entirely +appreciate their own characteristics in another! But aloud she replied +much in the same matter-of-fact tone. + +'It is very good of her, but I would rather find my own way home from +the station. I will come out to Robin Redbreast to-morrow or the day +after to have a talk with your mother. She will have more than enough to +occupy her to-day.' + +Jacinth secretly commended her aunt's good sense, but the younger ones +seemed a little sorry. They wanted everybody to be as happy as +themselves. + +'It isn't that you don't think there'd be room enough in the carriage, +Aunt Alison, is it?' said Frances, anxiously. 'For the closed wagonette +is coming too for mamma's maid and the luggage, and I wouldn't mind the +least bit getting into it.' + +'Or I could go on the box,' suggested Eugene. 'I could _quite_ squeeze +in between Bailey and Fred, and I'm sure they wouldn't mind.' + +'Thank you, dears,' said Miss Mildmay, more warmly than she had spoken +to Jacinth; 'thank you very much. No; it is not on that account. And +indeed there is plenty of room in here for Eugene extra. But I shall +enjoy more, coming to-morrow or the day after, and then you must all +spare me your mother for an hour or so.' + +The train was late of course. There was that strange odd bit of time we +all know so well--of waiting and expectancy, intensified of course in +the present case by the fact that the mother they were about to meet was +literally a stranger to the three children. Even Jacinth was a good deal +paler than her wont, when at last the train slowly steamed into the +station and drew up beside the platform where they were standing. + +Would she have known her mother, she asked herself afterwards? Scarcely; +there were several passengers who _might_ have been _the_ one. She felt +almost bewildered when Aunt Alison turned from all, to hurry forward to +greet a slight, girlish-looking figure--girlish in herself, though not +in attire or bearing--who was gazing about her with eager eyes. + +'Eugenia.' + +'Alison,' and the two sisters-in-law had caught each other's hands and +kissed each other before Jacinth had really taken in that this was +'mamma!' + +Then Miss Mildmay drew back without another word than 'Here they are! I +did want to give them over to you, myself, you see,' and her usually +calm voice trembled a little. + +And Jacinth felt an arm thrown round her, and the words whispered into +her ear, 'My darling child!' and for almost the first time in her life a +choking sensation that was not pain, and a rush to her eyes of tears +that were not sorrow, made her dimly conscious that she knew her own +nature and its depths less fully than she had imagined. + +And then in turn she fell back a little while the two younger ones, with +a glad cry from Francie of 'Mamma, mamma!' and a solemn 'It's me; I'm +Eugene,' from the small brother, were drawn close, close, by the arms +that had not held them for so long, and kissed as they never remembered +having been kissed before. + +And somehow--I don't think any of them could ever clearly have told how; +perhaps Mrs Mildmay's maid had a head on her shoulders and was equal to +the occasion--they all found themselves in the landau again; all, that +is to say, except Aunt Alison, who stood waving good-bye to them all +from the curbstone, her face for once actually rosy with excitement. + +'Mamma!' said Frances, and then she stopped short. 'It's too lovely, I +can't speak.' + +Eugene was stroking his mother's mantle. It was of soft downy material, +rich in colour and texture. + +'How pretty!' he said. + +Jacinth glanced at it and the rest of her mother's attire, and at her +mother herself. She felt proud of her, of her undeniable beauty and air +of distinction--proud to present her to Lady Myrtle--and yet---- + +'I wonder if mamma is very much taken up with her clothes,' she thought. +'I wonder if she is extravagant. I expect I _shall_ have to take a good +deal upon me, as Lady Myrtle said. I suppose people in India really grow +very unpractical.' + +Poor Lady Myrtle! Little had she intended her words to be thus +travestied. + +But the reflection was not disagreeable to Jacinth, to whom a position +of responsibility and management was always congenial. She took her +mother's hand in hers, and smiling at Eugene replied: 'Yes indeed. What +lovely fur trimming, mamma! And what a pretty bonnet! You couldn't have +had that in India, surely?' + +'No,' said Mrs Mildmay, smiling back at her children, 'I got one or two +things in London yesterday. I thought you would like me to look nice, +especially as I was going straight to Robin Redbreast. I don't believe +poor dear Aunt Alison would have seen any difference if I had come back +in the same clothes I went away in all those years ago.' + +'No,' agreed Frances, 'I don't believe she would.' + +But Jacinth looked a little grave; she could not quite 'make out' her +mother. + +'Aunt Alison spends almost nothing on herself,' she said. 'She gives +away every farthing she possibly can.' + +'I know she does, dear. She is the most self-denying person in those +ways that I have ever met,' said Mrs Mildmay heartily, though mentally +hoping to herself that Jacinth was not very matter-of-fact. But Eugene +was looking very solemn. + +'What are you thinking of, my boy? his mother asked. + +'Those clothes,' he said, 'those clothes what you went away with. They +must be wored out. I was only two when you went away, mamma?' + +This made them all laugh, which was perhaps a good thing--a slight +relief to the over-excitement which in their different ways all had been +experiencing. + +'Mamma,' said Frances earnestly, when the laughter had calmed down, 'I +_must_ tell you, I had no idea you were so pretty. I think you are the +very prettiest person I ever saw.' + +'So do I,' Eugene chimed in. + +Mrs Mildmay could not resist kissing again the two sweet flushed faces. + +'My darlings,' she said, 'I hope you will always think so, in one way, +even when my hair is white and my face old and wrinkled.' + +'I hope,' thought Jacinth to herself, 'I hope mamma isn't--not vain, +it's such a contemptible word--but I hope she doesn't care too much for +looks and outside things of that kind.' + +But the very defining her thoughts startled her. She knew she had no +right to begin criticising her mother in this way, and she pulled +herself up. + +'Mamma,' she said, and her tone was both perfectly natural and simple, +and more unconstrained than Mrs Mildmay had yet heard it--'mamma, isn't +it really delightful, and isn't it almost wonderful that we should be +all staying with Lady Myrtle and taking you to her? Isn't it really like +a fairy story?' + +'It is indeed,' said Mrs Mildmay. 'It _is_ wonderful. The way that she +seemed to start up just when--so soon after we had lost dear granny, and +in a sense our home.' + +'It would have been lovely, of course, for you to come back to us +anyway,' said Frances, 'but it wouldn't have been _so_ lovely if we'd +all been going to Aunt Alison's. It's _rather_ a poky place, you know, +mamma, and in India I suppose the houses are all _enormous_. I can only +remember like in a dream, about very big, very white rooms.' + +'The last house we've had was far from _enormous_,' said her mother with +a smile, 'still it was very nice. I often wished you and Jassie could +have been with us there.' + +'But--oh mamma, you'll never go back again,' pleaded Frances. 'We've got +dear papa's coming to look forward to now, and after that--never mind +_where_ we live, if only we stay together.' + +Mrs Mildmay smiled, though for the first time with a touch of sadness. + +'Don't let us spoil to-day by looking forward, dear; except, as you say, +to your father's coming. If he were here, everything _would_ seem +perfect.' + +'And here's Robin Redbreast,' exclaimed Jacinth, as they turned the +corner of the lane, 'and "Uncle Marmy's gates" wide open in your honour. +Generally we drive in at the side. Now, mamma, take a good look. First +impressions are everything, you know. Isn't _this_ perfect?' + +She seemed full of enthusiasm, which her mother was glad to see and +quick to respond to. + +'It _is_ beautiful: I have never seen anything like it,' she replied +warmly. 'And _could_ there have been a more exquisite day?' + +'And mamma, mamma,' cried Eugene, 'you know, don't you, it was all me +that got friends with Lady Myrtle; me, with getting--_wursty_, that day, +you know?' + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +A COURAGEOUS PLEADER. + + +Lady Myrtle was standing in the porch. It seemed to her only fitting +that she should come thus far to welcome such a guest, and something in +her almost tremulously affectionate greeting touched Mrs Mildmay keenly. + +'It is _so_ good of you--meeting me like this,' the younger woman +whispered, as she threw her arms round her old friend. 'And, oh, how +delightful it is to have you and this to come to!' + +'My dear, my dear,' said Lady Myrtle, 'don't thank me. Only let me see +that you and your children are happy and at home with me; that is _all_ +I care about.' + +And again she kissed the Eugenia she had not seen since her childhood. + +Mrs Mildmay was very like Frances; correctly speaking, one should put it +the other way, but as a new actor on the scene of this little story it +is natural thus to express it. Her face had something indescribably +childlike about it; her blue eyes were almost wistful, though the whole +expression was bright and happy and very changeful. Yet there was plenty +of 'character'--no dearth of good firm lines, with yet an entire absence +of anything denoting hardness or obstinacy; the whole giving from the +first candid glance an impression of extreme ingenuousness and +single-mindedness. + +[Illustration: 'It is so good of you, meeting me like this,' the younger +woman whispered, as she threw her arms round her old friend.] + +'You are not like your mother,' said Lady Myrtle, when the little group +had made its way into the drawing-room where tea was already waiting. 'I +knew you were not. Yet something in your voice recalls her. I suppose +you can _scarcely_ remember her,' she went on, 'not well enough to see +the really marvellous resemblance between her and my child here--my +child as well as yours?' and she smiled at Jacinth who was standing by, +and laid her hand affectionately on the girl's arm. + +'Oh yes,' Mrs Mildmay replied, 'I remember enough for that. And then I +have one or two excellent portraits, besides the large one at +Stannesley; at least my father always told me they were excellent. And +even when Jassie was quite tiny, he saw the likeness and was delighted +at it. But I--I am quite "Denison" I know, and so are Francie and +Eugene. The odd thing is that Jassie is also in some ways more like the +Mildmays than the two others.' + +'I have never seen your husband, you know,' said Lady Myrtle. 'I can't +say that the likeness to good Miss Alison Mildmay has ever struck me.' + +The quaint way in which the old lady said it made them all smile a +little--all, that is to say, except Jacinth. She had not altogether +relished her mother's remark. + +But that evening was a most happy one--perhaps the very happiest the two +younger children had ever known--and one certainly to be marked with a +white stone in the memory of all the five who spent it together. By a +tacit agreement no uncertain or anxious questions were touched upon. Mrs +Mildmay was able to give a good account of their father's health at the +time of her leaving him, to the children, and made them all laugh by her +account of her brother Marmaduke's description of the terrible formality +of that first evening at Market Square Place. She seemed gifted with a +wonderful amount of fun and merriment: Jacinth caught herself laughing +after a fashion which was very rare with her. + +'Mamma is ever so much _younger_ than I,' she said to herself when she +found herself alone for the night. 'She is as charming and sweet as she +can be. But I can foresee some things pretty clearly. It is a good thing +I am of a different character. What would happen if we were all as +impulsive and'--'childish' was the word in her thoughts, but again she +felt a little startled at the length to which her criticism of her +mother was going, and pulled herself up--'as impulsive as Francie, and +as mamma must be by nature?' + +And she fell asleep in the midst of a not unpleasing picture of herself +as the wise, considerate prop of the whole family, looked up to by her +parents, leant upon by Lady Myrtle, a Lady Bountiful to all within her +reach, a----But here I think her imaginings probably faded into the +phantasmagoria of dreams. + +Mrs Mildmay had bidden her elder girl a fond good-night; then she +hastened along the passage for a moment's peep into Frances's little +room. + +'The child will be asleep, I daresay,' she thought to herself. 'It is +almost selfish of me to risk waking her. But I will be very careful, and +I really cannot resist the delight of seeing them in bed, of knowing +they are under the same roof again at last.' + +And she stole in. It was a moonlight night. Francie had been in bed some +little time, but she was not asleep. She was lying with her eyes wide +open gazing out through the unshaded window, which was within her view, +at the tree tops, illumined by the silvery radiance, and swaying gently +in the soft night breeze; her shaggy hair making a background on the +pillow for her sweet, childish face. And at the faint sound her mother +made on entering she started up. + +'Mamma, mamma!' she cried, as Mrs Mildmay knelt down and threw her arms +round the little figure. 'My own little mamma, my own, my own! to think +it _is_ you, to think I really and truly have you. Oh, can I _ever_ be +so happy again! Oh, mamma darling, I don't know _how_ to thank God +enough; that was what I was thinking about when you came in. No, no, you +didn't wake me. I haven't been asleep.' + +'My darling, my own little girl!' whispered Mrs Mildmay. + +'Mamma dear,' Frances went on, after a moment's beautiful silence. 'I +feel already that I can tell you _everything_. Now there's one thing; +it's come into my mind again since I've been in bed; I'm afraid I forgot +about it in the first _rush_ of happiness, you know, but now I've +remembered. Mamma, don't you think when we're awfully happy we should +try to do something for other people--that God means us to? Well, it's +about the Harpers. Oh, mamma, I'm afraid they are having such very bad +troubles just now.' + +Mrs Mildmay started a little. + +'You don't mean, dear--you haven't heard anything _quite_ lately, about +the father, Captain Harper, have you?' + +'No,' said Frances, 'I've not heard anything. Miss Falmouth was the only +girl who knew about them away from school, and she has left. But you +remember I wrote to you that Bessie and Margaret mightn't come back, and +they haven't. And I'm _sure_ it's because they've got poorer with their +father being so ill. Mamma, did you hear anything more from their aunt +before you left?' + +'Yes,' said Mrs Mildmay sadly. 'I heard a good deal. All there is to +hear, indeed. A letter from the eldest daughter, Camilla Harper--the one +who wrote to you--came to Mrs Lyle just before I left. She showed it to +me. I am afraid it is as you say, Francie; they have very heavy troubles +and anxieties indeed.' + +'And _don't_ you think they're good, really very good people, mamma?' +asked the child eagerly. + +'I think they seem quite wonderfully good,' said her mother, warmly. 'I +cannot understand; I mean I can scarcely realise, how they can all be so +brave and cheerful, when one thing after another--one misfortune after +another--has come to try them so terribly. Yes, it almost frightens me +to think of our happiness in comparison with their troubles, Francie.' + +'But mamma,' and Frances hesitated. 'If we can do anything to help them? +Wouldn't that make it seem _righter_? I mean as if we were meant to do +it.' + +'I _am_ going to try,' said Mrs Mildmay. Her voice was low and quiet, +but it carried assurance with it. 'Your father and I talked a great deal +about it after we heard the worst of things from Mrs Lyle. And we +decided that it would be only right, even at the risk of annoying or +even offending Lady Myrtle. It seems "meant" as you say, Francie--the +coincidences of it all--my coming straight here, and that letter +reaching Mrs Lyle just before I left. So we quite made up our minds +about it.' + +Frances drew a deep breath of thankfulness. + +'It does seem as if everything I have most wanted was going to come,' +she said. + +Then, as her mother, after kissing her again, was turning to leave the +room, telling her she really 'must go to sleep,' the little girl called +her back for a moment. + +'Mamma, dear,' she said. 'If you don't mind, would you please not say +anything to Jass about what we've been talking of.' + +Mrs Mildmay looked a little surprised. + +'Why not, dear? Why should I not tell her as well as you?' + +'Oh well, because Jass didn't know Bessie and Margaret nearly as well as +I did, and you must have seen by her letters that she didn't care about +them like me,' said Frances. + +'But that does not, in one way, much signify,' replied her mother. 'Once +Jacinth knows all about them she will feel as we do: your father and I +do not know any of them personally. It is not as friends of ours that I +would in any way plead their cause with their own near relation.' + +'No, of course not,' said Frances. But still she did not seem satisfied. +'Jacinth has always been so afraid of vexing Lady Myrtle by seeming to +interfere,' she said. 'And even Aunt Alison said it was better not.' + +'Very likely not. You are both too young to have it in your power to do +anything. Still, I am sure you have lost no opportunity of speaking +highly of the girls whom you _do_ think so highly of.' + +'Yes,' said Frances, quietly. 'I have done that. But somehow, mamma, I +have vexed Jass about it several times. I shouldn't like her to think I +had "spoilt" your first evening, by beginning about the Harpers. That's +what she might say.' + +'I will give her no reason for being vexed with you, dear. I can +understand her fear of vexing Lady Myrtle--I feel the same myself--and +when I tell her, Jacinth, all about it, it will be in no way mixed up +with you, Francie. She will only need to understand the whole thing +thoroughly to agree with us.' + +And Frances fell asleep in happy confidence that 'mamma' would put it +all right. How delightful it was to have her at hand to lean upon! + +But Mrs Mildmay had spoken rather more confidently about Jacinth than +she quite felt. Frances's words reminded her of the cold, unsympathising +way in which her elder daughter had alluded in her letters to the +Harpers; after knowing all that Frances had written to her mother. + +'Jacinth is thoughtful and considerate beyond her years,' thought she, +'but I do trust she is no way selfish or calculating. Oh no, that is +impossible. I must not be fanciful. Marmy warned me that I might find +her self-contained and even self-opinionated, but that is very different +from anything mean or selfish. It is sad, all the same, to know nothing +of one's own child for one's self, at first hand. Whatever the poor +Harpers' trials have been,' she went on, as Frances had once said to +Bessie, 'at least they have been spared this terrible, unnatural +separation.' + +And the thought brought back to her again the task that was before her +on the morrow. She was not a little nervous about it. 'But I must not +delay,' she said to herself. 'If anything is to be done to help them in +this present crisis, it must be at once. And I promised Mrs Lyle not to +put off. I wonder when I shall have the best chance of a good talk with +Lady Myrtle. Alison is coming over in the morning, she said. Naturally +she is anxious to hear all about Frank. I wish it had not happened that +I was obliged to begin upon a certainly _painful_, a possibly offensive +topic with the dear old lady just at the very first! And when she is so +very, very good to us!' + +But Eugenia Mildmay was not the type of woman to shrink from what she +believed to be an undoubted duty because it was painful to herself, or +even to others. + +'Dear little Frances,' was almost her last waking thought, 'I feel as if +I already understood _her_ perfectly. And oh, I do hope I shall be wise +and judicious with my Jassie too.' + +Every trace of fatigue had vanished from Mrs Mildmay's bright face when +they all met at breakfast the next morning; the 'all' including Lady +Myrtle, who had now begun again to come down early, since the fine mild +weather had, for the time, dispelled her chronic bronchitis. She looked +round the table with a beaming face. + +'It is long since I have had such a party at breakfast,' she said. +'Never before, I think, indeed, since I have been settled at Robin +Redbreast, and that is a good while ago. To make it perfect we only want +your husband, Eugenia, whom you know, I have never seen.' + +'Well, I hope it will not be very long before you do see him; and I can +assure you he is very eager to see you, dear Lady Myrtle,' replied Mrs +Mildmay. + +'_How_ like mamma is to Frances!' thought Jacinth. It struck her even +more forcibly this morning than the day before. + +'Is Colonel Mildmay dark or fair? Does he resemble his sister?' inquired +the old lady. + +Mrs Mildmay considered. + +'No; I scarcely think so,' she said. 'And yet there is a family +likeness. The odd thing is, as I was saying, that though Jacinth "takes +after" my mother's family so decidedly, yet she is more like the +Mildmays than either Francie or Eugene.' + +'I don't see it, I confess,' said Lady Myrtle drily, and Mrs Mildmay +caught for the first time a glimpse of the cold manner the old lady +could assume if not altogether well pleased. But in less than an instant +Lady Myrtle seemed herself to regret it. 'I mean to say I see no +resemblance in Jacinth to Miss Alison Mildmay. Of course I cannot judge +as to her having any to her father.' + +'Papa has dark hair, like Jass,' said Frances. 'But he's very +nice-looking.' + +'The "but" doesn't sound very complimentary to me, Francie,' said +Jacinth laughingly; and her mother, glancing at her, was struck by the +wonderful charm of the smile that overspread her face. + +'I wasn't thinking of you that way,' said Frances, bluntly. 'I was +thinking of Aunt Alison.' + +'Aunt Alison's not pretty,' said Eugene. 'Her's too--not smiley enough, +not like mamma.' + +'Eugene!' said his mother. But Eugene did not seem at all snubbed. + +'_À propos_ of Miss Alison Mildmay,' said Lady Myrtle, 'she is coming to +see you to-day, is she not? She must be anxious to hear all about her +brother.' + +'Yes,' said Mrs Mildmay, 'she will be coming quite early. Jassie told us +you are often busy in the morning, so I thought that would be the best +time for me to be with her.' + +'Jacinth knows all my ways,' said Lady Myrtle with a smile of approval. +'Yes, that will do nicely; Miss Mildmay must stay to luncheon, and then +you and I, Eugenia, can drive her back. Will you drive with me this +afternoon? I always enjoy a talk in a carriage along our quiet roads.' + +'Thank you; that will be very pleasant,' said Mrs Mildmay. And no one +would have suspected the slight sinking of heart with which she said to +herself that this would clearly be the best opportunity for what she had +to lay before her kind hostess as to the poor Harpers. + +'We begin school again on Monday,' said Frances. 'I do hope it will be +fine till then. Jass, won't you stay with Eugene and me this afternoon? +We do so want to get the house we are building finished so that we can +have tea in it on Lady Myrtle's birthday.' + +'Yes,' Mrs Mildmay interposed quickly, 'that will do very well, and +to-morrow perhaps Jassie may drive with you, Lady Myrtle, and then I +will invite myself to spend the afternoon with you two, shall I?' + +Her quick tact, founded on sympathy, warned her of the possibility of +the elder girl feeling herself thrown out of the place she had naturally +come to feel as her own beside the old lady. + +'And Lady Myrtle is so devoted to Jacinth too. She would miss her, even +though she would not like to seem to prefer her to me,' thought the +mother; and the expression in the two faces rewarded her for her +consideration. + +Frances had her own ideas as to her mother's intentions in connection +with the proposed drive that afternoon. But she was already perfectly at +rest in the delightful certainty that 'mamma would know what was best to +do.' So, though deeply interested and in a sense anxious, she had no +nervous misgiving as to the result of the effort which she felt sure was +going to be made in behalf of her friends, and she spent the afternoon +very happily with her sister and brother, working at the famous house +they had been allowed to build in a corner of the garden. It was very +interesting, and even Jacinth, in some ways less 'grown-up' than she +liked to fancy herself, found it very absorbing. By half-past four +o'clock they had all worked so hard that they really began to be very +tired and rather hot. + +'I wish it was tea-time,' said Jacinth. 'We are all to have tea together +while the holidays last. Lady Myrtle thought mamma would like it. And, +of course, you and Eugene, Francie, will come in at the end of dinner as +you did last night. I wonder why Lady Myrtle and mamma are so long. I +suppose they've gone a long drive.' + +'They started rather late,' said Frances. 'Aunt Alison was talking to +Lady Myrtle a good while after the carriage was at the door. But I +wonder they're not back by now. Don't you think we'd better go in now +and get tidy, so as to be quite ready when they come?' + +They did so. But for once Frances was the more expeditious of the two. +When Mrs Mildmay entered her own room on returning from the drive, a +little figure, unexceptionably neat as to hair and hands and garments, +darted out from behind the window-curtains whence she had been watching +the drive up to the house. + +'Mamma, dear,' she exclaimed, 'don't ring for Syme. Mayn't I help you to +take off your things for once? I do so want to ask you--you don't mind, +do you?--_have_ you been able to say anything to Lady Myrtle? I had a +feeling that you meant to speak about it the very first chance you +could.' + +Mrs Mildmay looked a little agitated. + +'Francie, dear,' she said, 'I haven't time to tell you about it just +now. We must hurry down to tea. But I have done _something_, and I +almost hope I have made a beginning towards more. All I can, all it +would be right for me to tell you, I will. But I scarcely think I can do +so to-day. Come to my room quite early to-morrow morning, half an hour +or so before breakfast. As soon as we have had tea just now, I have +promised to help--at least she puts it so--Lady Myrtle to write a rather +difficult letter.' + +'Is it to the Harpers?' half whispered Frances. + +Her mother nodded. + +Frances gave a sort of skip of joy. + +'Oh, mamma, how lovely!' she exclaimed. 'How clever you are! I do +believe everything's going to come right.' + +'Don't be too hopeful, dear. But at least their _present_ terrible +difficulties will be a little smoothed, I trust. + +And it was no use telling Frances not to be too hopeful. She seemed +almost to dance as she followed her mother down-stairs, and the +drawing-room at Robin Redbreast had rarely, if ever, heard brighter talk +and merrier laughter than went on this afternoon round the tea-table, +where Jacinth did the honours as if she were the recognised daughter of +the house. + +It went perhaps somewhat against the grain with her to be told, though +in the kindest manner, that Lady Myrtle and Mrs Mildmay had some +business letters to write in the boudoir, and must not be disturbed till +post-time. But she was a sensible girl on the whole, and really glad to +see the cordial understanding between her mother and the friend who +seemed to her now by adoption almost a second mother. And she was +without the slightest suspicion that the letters in question concerned +the Harpers, of whom indeed for some time past she had almost left off +thinking at all. + +'Possibly it's already something about the London appointment for papa,' +she thought. 'Lady Myrtle is always so energetic and business-like. I +daresay she would have _liked_ to consult me about it, but then it would +scarcely have seemed right not to make mamma the first of course.' + +And she answered so pleasantly that she and Frances had a duet they +wanted to practise before playing it to their mother, that Mrs Mildmay's +slight instinctive misgiving as to her elder daughter's docility and +reasonableness was for the time completely dispersed. + +'To-morrow, you know, dear Jacinth, you are to drive with me,' said Lady +Myrtle, 'while your mother is going to have Francie and Eugene all to +herself.' + +Perhaps the result of Mrs Mildmay's conversation with her hostess during +their drive that afternoon will be best shown by one of the letters +which the Robin Redbreast postbag carried off that very evening. It was +addressed to Mrs Harper at a certain number in a quiet bye-street in the +north-west of London, and ran thus: + + ROBIN REDBREAST, THETFORD, + _May_ 4, 187-. + + MY DEAR MRS HARPER--I write to you instead of to your + husband, Captain Harper, who is by birth my nephew, as I + understand that he might be upset by an unexpected letter, + being at present in a critical state of health. I regret + that it should be so, and that your anxieties should be + increased by other difficulties, and I enclose a draft on my + London bankers for £500, which will, I trust, relieve you + from your most pressing cares. I ask you to accept this in a + kindly spirit, though from a complete stranger. It is the + gift of an aged woman who is always glad to have the + privilege of helping those whose difficulties may become + privately known to her, as well as of responding to the many + public appeals for assistance. But it is not the gift of a + relative. From a certain date, now many years ago, my + brother Bernard Harper and all connected with him died to me + as completely as though he had never existed, and I feel it + only honest to put the matter in its true light at the risk + of wounding not unnatural susceptibilities. I ask you also + to accept my sincere good wishes for Captain Harper's + restoration to health, and I remain, yours faithfully, + + MYRTLE CAMILLA GOODACRE. + +It was a strange letter. And strange as it was, it had been more +eccentric still, but for Mrs Mildmay's strenuous efforts to soften its +expressions and accentuate the real sympathy which had dictated the +gift. It was a strange position altogether. The tears had risen into the +old lady's bright eyes when her old friend Jacinth Moreland's daughter +laid before her the sad facts of the case, and the life or death that +not improbably hung upon her response. Never had good cause a better +advocate. She read aloud the letter written by Camilla Harper to her +aunt in India, and confided by Mrs Lyle to Mrs Mildmay; she told of +Captain Harper's honourable career, and of the brave struggle made by +him and his wife against the overwhelming difficulties which had come +upon them through no fault--no imprudence even--of their own; she +described the good promise of their children, how the sons were all +already more or less 'distinguished, the daughters models of girlish +excellence.' + +'I quite believe it all,' the old lady calmly replied. 'It is very +wonderful; there must be a good strain somewhere in the blood, and +struggle and adversity are grand teachers, we are told. It is very +interesting, and I am most ready to help them in any way you advise, my +dear Eugenia, or that you think would be accepted. But understand me, I +would do the same if I had never heard their name till to-day. It is +_not_ as relations; Bernard Harper's descendants are neither kith nor +kin of mine, and this must be understood.' + +Mrs Mildmay seemed about to speak, but hesitated. + +'What is it, my dear? Do not be afraid of vexing me: do say what is in +your mind,' said the old lady. + +'You are so good, dear Lady Myrtle, so good and kind, that it seems +impertinence for me to differ from you,' the younger woman replied. 'It +was only that your words struck me curiously. _Can_ we decide and alter +things in that way? Our relations _are_ our relations; can we, when it +suits us, say they are not? Can we throw off the duties and +responsibilities of relationship? Of course they vary enormously; +sometimes they scarcely exist, and one can lay down no rule. But still, +in the present case, it _is_ because the Harpers are your relations, and +yet by no fault of their own entirely alienated from you, that I have +told you about them. These are solid substantial facts; we cannot undo +_facts_.' + +Lady Myrtle was silent. Mrs Mildmay glanced at her anxiously, very +anxiously. But there was no sign of irritation in the quiet old +face--only of thought, deep thought. And there was a grave softness in +the usually keen eyes, as if they were reviewing far distant or far past +scenes. + +At last, 'Thank you, my dear, for your candour,' she said. 'Well, leave +that question alone. I will help this family and at once, because it +seems to me a clear duty to do so. Can you not be satisfied with this +practical response to your appeal, my dear?' + +'I thank you with all my heart,' said Mrs Mildmay earnestly, 'both for +your generosity and for your patience with my presumption.' + +But she evaded a direct reply to Lady Myrtle's question, and her friend +did not press her farther. + +The result of this conversation we have seen in the letter with its +enclosure which was posted that very evening. The former was not a +source of unmitigated satisfaction to Mrs Mildmay. For Lady Myrtle +insisted on the insertion of the last few lines. + +It would not be honest, she maintained, to withhold the expression of +her true sentiments. + +So with what she _had_ achieved, Mrs Mildmay was forced to be content, +though there were times during the next day or two in which she asked +herself if perhaps she had not done more harm than good? And times +again, when with the rebound of her naturally buoyant nature, she +allowed herself to hope that she had succeeded in inserting the thin +edge of the wedge; in 'making,' as she had expressed it to Francie, 'a +beginning towards more.' + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +LADY MYRTLE'S INTENTIONS. + + +And Francie, during those few days, was her mother's only confidante. +Various reasons made Mrs Mildmay decide not as yet to come upon the +subject with Jacinth. While still to all intents and purposes so much of +a stranger to her daughter, she felt anxious to avoid all sore or +fretted ground; all discussion which might lead her prematurely to judge +or misjudge Jacinth. To Lady Myrtle, of course, she said nothing of +this; but she suspected, as was indeed the case, that the old lady would +feel no inclination to talk about the Harpers to her young companion. +There were plenty of pleasanter things to talk about during the long +drives on which, on most alternate afternoons, Jacinth accompanied their +hostess; there were reminiscences of the past, always interesting to the +girl, awakened to fresh vividness by Mrs Mildmay's own recollections of +her mother and her own childhood; there were, more engrossing still, +plans for the future, when 'papa' should return and be skilfully +persuaded into renouncing India. And Lady Myrtle was nearly as great at +castle-in-the-air building as Jacinth herself, and though too wise to +discuss as yet with any one, especially with a girl who was really, +notwithstanding her precocity, little more than a child, her still +immatured intentions, Jacinth was far too acute, and Lady Myrtle too +open and affectionate, for her young favourite not to be well aware how +much her own future occupied and interested the old lady. Yet Jacinth +was scarcely selfish in the common sense. She was capable, on the +contrary, of great self-sacrifice for those she loved; her happy visions +for days to come were by no means confined to, even though they might to +a great extent revolve around, Jacinth Mildmay. + +As seems often to happen when a looked-for letter, or reply to a letter, +is of any peculiar importance, there was some delay in the +acknowledgment of Lady Myrtle's communication by Mrs Harper. The old +lady herself took it calmly enough. 'It should, as a business letter, +have been replied to at once, but perhaps they are not business-like +people, and are thinking it over,' was all she said. + +Mrs Mildmay, on the contrary, and, so far as she understood it all, +Frances, felt uneasy and perplexed. Mrs Mildmay was sorry for the +Harpers to lay themselves open to the slightest appearance of disrespect +or unpunctuality, and at the same time she had attacks of fear that Lady +Myrtle's letter had hurt and wounded her relatives so deeply that they +had decided to ignore it. Only, in that case, they would have returned +the cheque. + +'It is very absurd,' she said one evening to Frances. 'I don't generally +"worry" about things at all, and I am quite sure I have never worried +about any matter of our own as much. Except, perhaps, that time you all +had scarlet fever at Stannesley, and somehow Marmy's letter missed the +mail, and we were out of reach of telegraphing. Oh dear, I shall never +forget that week!' + +'Dear mamma,' said Francie, 'I quite know how you feel. I was so fidgety +that time I sent on Camilla Harper's letter to you, though it wasn't +anything like as important.' + +But the very next morning the mystery was explained, and quite simply. + +After breakfast Lady Myrtle sent for Mrs Mildmay to her boudoir, where +she always interviewed her steward and transacted her business for the +day. + +'I have just got this, my dear,' she said, handing a letter to her +guest, 'and I knew you would be anxious to see it. The delay, you see, +was accidental.' + +Her tone of voice somewhat reassured Mrs Mildmay; it was calm and +unruffled. Nevertheless it was not without considerable anxiety that she +took the sheet of paper from the old lady's hands and began to read it. +It was from Mrs Harper--a touching yet dignified letter, and the cheque +was not returned. Mrs Harper began by thanking Lady Myrtle warmly for +her kindness; the money she had sent seemed indeed a 'godsend' in the +real sense of the word, and no secondary considerations could make her +think it would be right to refuse what might--what, she trusted and +almost believed, _would_ save her husband's life and restore him to +health--'even,' she went on to say, 'if it were _possible_ after this, +for us to think of you as an utter stranger, even then I would not dare +to refuse this wonderful help. But at the same time you will allow us, I +feel sure, to accept it as a loan, even though several years may pass +before it is possible for us to repay it. Your agreeing to this will +only immeasurably deepen, instead of lessening our inexpressible +obligation.' The letter then went on to give a few details of her +husband's condition, and the hopes and fears attendant on it. 'I am +writing in my lodgings,' Mrs Harper went on, 'before going to him as +usual at the hospital. So he does not yet know of this wonderful gift. +And I think, as in your kind thoughtfulness you wrote to _me_, not to +him, I am justified in accepting your aid without consulting him, so +that I may tell him it is _done_. Not that in my heart I have any +misgiving as to the view he will take of my action.' And lastly came a +simple explanation of the delay. Mrs Harper had been for a day or two at +Southcliff, as little Margaret was not well, and the rather stupid +landlady of her London lodgings had never thought of forwarding the +letter, knowing she was so soon to return. This with a few earnest words +of repeated thanks made the whole. + +Mrs Mildmay looked up eagerly after she had finished it. + +'You are pleased, dear Lady Myrtle?' she said. 'At least I mean,' and +she grew a little confused, for the old lady remained rather ominously +silent, 'you think it is a nice letter, don't you? It seems to me to +show peculiarly good feeling and good taste, for it cannot have been an +easy letter to write.' + +'Oh yes, my dear, I quite agree with you,' said Lady Myrtle with just a +faint touch of impatience. 'I don't see how any one could think +otherwise of the letter. I am perfectly satisfied that--she,' as if she +shrank from naming the old name, 'is an excellent woman; refined and +cultivated, and everything she should be. And I have no doubt they are +all thoroughly deserving of the high character they bear. I thank you--I +really do--for having given me the opportunity of serving people who so +clearly deserve help. And these cases of bravely endured, almost +unsuspected poverty among the gently born appeal to one almost more than +the sufferings of the recognised "poor," though, of course, it is right +to help both.' + +'Yes,' said Mrs Mildmay, 'I often feel it so. And it is very good of you +to put things in this way, Lady Myrtle. It takes away my qualms about +having interfered,' and she smiled a little. + +'But, my dear, I have not done,' Lady Myrtle went on, a trifle testily, +'you must quite understand me. It is not _the very least_--no, no; quite +the other way--not the very least because they are Harpers that I am +glad to be of use to them. Neither this letter, nor your own +arguments--nothing, my dear, will alter the facts I stated to you the +other day.' + +'No,' agreed Mrs Mildmay, and she could scarcely repress a little smile; +'that was what I said myself, dear Lady Myrtle; nothing _can_ alter +facts.' + +'Your facts and mine are scarcely synonymous,' said Lady Myrtle, drily, +a little annoyed with herself perhaps, for having unconsciously made use +of Mrs Mildmay's own expression. But the annoyance was not deep, for in +another moment she added cheerfully, 'We are quite together on one +point, however, and that is in rejoicing that this help has come in +time, as we may hope, to save a valuable life and much sorrow to those +who cherish it. If _this_ prove a fact, I think, my dear Eugenia, we may +rest content.' + +'Yes, indeed,' replied Mrs Mildmay, touched by her old friend's +gentleness, though to herself she added, 'for the present, that is to +say.' + +And when to eager little Frances she related the upshot of her +intervention, she did not retract her former words about having made a +beginning. + +'I _think_,' she said, 'I have got in the thin end of the wedge. When +honest-minded people are a little shaken in anything, they try hard to +persuade themselves by extra vehemence that they are not so.' + +'Mamma, dear,' said Frances, 'I am beginning to believe not only that +you are the best but the very cleverest woman in the world.' + +And Mrs Mildmay laughed the joyous laugh which was one of her charms. +The success which had attended this attempt of hers so far, did seem a +happy omen with which to begin again her home life. + + * * * * * + +It would be interesting here to shift the scene and follow the reception +of the good news by the three anxious girls at Southcliff. It would--to +me at least it would--be so pleasant to tell of the happy faces that +looked at each other with questioning eyes, as if the tidings in their +mother's letter were almost too good to be true. It would be gratifying +to watch the progress made by Captain Harper towards the recovery of +greater health and strength than had been his for so many years, but +even in telling a story--and the simplest of stories--one cannot always +do as one is inclined. The time has not yet come for visiting the +Harpers again. I must hurry on with some necessary explanations before +leaving Thetford and dear old Robin Redbreast for very different +surroundings. + +That spring and early summer passed on the whole very happily for Mrs +Mildmay and her three children. As far as Frances and her little brother +were concerned, there were, I think, no drawbacks, except the fear--not, +however, a very great one--that this delightful state of things might +not last if papa should be obliged to return to India. But to a great +extent their mother was able to reassure them, for in every letter +Colonel Mildmay wrote more and more strongly of his earnest desire to +settle at home, even though his doing so should lead to some privations +falling on his family. + +'_Everything_ would be made up for by being together,' said Frances +over and over again. 'I wouldn't care if we all had to live in quite a +tiny cottage; would you, Jass?' + +But Jacinth replied rather coldly that Frances was a silly child who +didn't know what she was talking about. And Mrs Mildmay smiled, and +endeavoured to prevent any approach to quarrelling, as she assured +Frances that at all events they would be able to afford a comfortable +house. + +'I should rather think so,' said Jacinth in an authoritative and yet +mysterious tone. 'I do wish, mamma, you would make Frances leave off +speaking as if we were paupers.' + +It is scarcely necessary to say that this conversation and others of a +similar kind did not take place in Lady Myrtle's presence. + +And towards the end of July, sooner than he had hoped for, Colonel +Mildmay arrived. They were all still at Robin Redbreast to receive him, +for on hearing how much earlier his leave was to begin than had been +anticipated, Mrs Mildmay gave in to their kind hostess's earnest wish +that they should remain there at least till her husband's coming. + +'And as much longer as we can persuade him to stay,' Lady Myrtle added. +'He can so easily run up to town from this, as he is sure to have to be +there often, about these appointments. And then it will be such a +pleasure to his sister to have him near.' + +'Oh yes, Thetford is as good a headquarters as we could have at +present,' agreed Mrs Mildmay. 'But Thetford, dear Lady Myrtle, need not +necessarily mean Robin Redbreast, you know! And it would not be +difficult for us to find a nice little house there that would suit us +for the time.' + +'Well, well, it will be time enough to see to that when your husband is +here,' replied the old lady. + +And Mrs Mildmay, whose nature was not one to anticipate or dwell upon +difficulties or uncertainties in the future which she could not in the +present take action about, gratefully accepted her kind friend's +hospitality, happy in the knowledge that her doing so really gave +happiness to Lady Myrtle in return. + +It was very strange to have papa in person, 'as large as life or a +little larger,' said Frances. For they had not pictured to themselves +quite such a tall, grave, rather awe-inspiring personage as he seemed at +first. And they could scarcely understand how their mother could be so +entirely at ease with him; how she could even laugh at him, and tease +him now and then as if she was not 'the least atom' afraid of him. + +But there was plenty of fun and humour hidden in the depths of Colonel +Mildmay's dark eyes; it was not altogether wanting even in his sister +Alison, though the circumstances of her life had not brought out several +of the qualities developed by his wider and larger experiences. And +before long his children, the two younger ones especially, got to know +this, and to count upon their father's ever-ready sympathy in even the +more childish of their interests and amusements. And Jacinth for her +part was intensely proud of her father. He suited her in every way; +except that now and then a slight suspicion insinuated itself that this +very grand and dignified papa of hers, affectionate and even caressing +as he could be when he laid his hand on her head and smoothed her soft +hair, was laughing at her a little, which did not at all suit Jacinth's +princess-like ideas of herself. + +Still all was very happy, very happy indeed, the sweet summer days +passing only too quickly; and for some two or three weeks nothing was +said about 'plans,' though Colonel Mildmay went up to town more than +once to visit his doctor and the War Office. + +Then came an evening on which he returned from a hot day in London, +fagged and rather knocked up, though with a certain expression on his +face which told his watchful and observant wife that he had come to a +decision, which she quietly waited to hear till he sought a good +opportunity for telling it. The opportunity came later, when Lady +Myrtle, a little tired by the unusual heat, had gone to her own room +earlier than her wont, and the girls and Eugene had also said +good-night. + +'Come out into the garden, Eugenia. We can talk better there; it seems, +even compared with India, such an airless night.' + +'But the stars are beautiful, aren't they, Frank? I do love this place +so,' said Mrs Mildmay as she seated herself on a rustic chair on the +edge of the smooth bowling-green-like old lawn. + +'You always find the stars--the bright spots in every sky, I think, +dear,' said her husband. 'I confess I am feeling a little gloomy +to-night, and yet I am glad it is decided.' + +'It _is_ decided, then? I thought so,' said Mrs Mildmay gently. + +'Yes. It is quite certain that it would be madness for me ever to think +of India again, now or years hence. So I have accepted Barmettle. I send +in the formal papers to-morrow,' and he sighed a little. + +'I expected it,' she said. 'I am very thankful, Frank, though you know +how I sympathise with you about your having to--to--come _down_ at all +in position as it were.' + +'Doing right can never be really coming down,' he replied. 'And it is +right. The other thing in London would have been impossible, on our +means, and not work enough either. And there is nothing against +Barmettle; the place is healthy and cheap, and good education for +Eugene, and no doubt--the two generally go together--good masters and +governesses for the girls. Socially speaking, of course, there is not +much to recommend the place, though there may be a few nice people +there. But the girls are still very young; we must just do our best, and +make as happy a home for them as we can.' + +'Lady Myrtle is sure often to invite them here,' said Mrs Mildmay, +'Jacinth especially. When shall we have to go there, Frank? Will it be +worth while to look out for a temporary house at Thetford, as we had +thought of?' + +'Scarcely,' said Colonel Mildmay. This was the question--'When shall we +have to go there?'--which he had been the most dreading. He was glad to +have it over. 'I fear,' he went on, 'you will be rather upset at finding +how soon we have to go. I, at least. You and the children can stay on +here awhile if you like, as dear old Lady Myrtle is sure to want you. +But I myself must be at Barmettle the end of next month.' + +'And you certainly shall not go alone,' said Mrs Mildmay, brightly. 'Do +you think I would trust you to choose a house and all the rest of it? If +Lady Myrtle will keep Eugene and one of the girls for a week or two, I +and the other child will go north with you of course, and get settled +before the others join us. There is only one thing I want to ask you, +Frank; don't think it is that I have the faintest idea of making you +change your intention; I do not even _wish_ it. But you have not +actually--officially--accepted the appointment yet?' + +'No, not till to-morrow,' he replied. + +'Then let me ask you this: Lady Myrtle has been so very, so more than +good to us, that I should like to gratify her in every way we can. So +before _actually_ accepting this, I think we owe it to her to tell her +about it. I know she is dying for you to take the London thing, and I +would like her thoroughly to understand the reasons why you don't.' + +'They are very simple and unanswerable,' said Colonel Mildmay, curtly. + +'Yes, but Frank, though she has never said it actually, I have +suspicions that she wants to help us practically--to increase our +income,' said Mrs Mildmay with some hesitation. + +'My dear child, I could never consent to anything of the kind,' +exclaimed Colonel Mildmay, starting up. 'Her hospitality I am most +grateful for; she may even do things for the children in the future, for +Jacinth, I suppose, especially, as a godmother or a very old friend +might. I am not foolishly proud. If she likes to leave you or Jacinth a +little remembrance in her will, it would not be unnatural. But beyond +that'---- + +'I know, I know,' interposed his wife, hurriedly. 'Of course I feel the +same. But you see, if we talk this over with her, it will both gratify +her and put things for always in their proper light.' + +'Very well; I will do so, then,' said Colonel Mildmay. And then he +turned and looked at his wife, for there was moonlight by this time, +very earnestly. 'I don't doubt you, Eugenia,' he said; 'you _know_ I +never could. But you agree with me entirely, my dearest, do you not? I +could never accept a position of the kind. And above all, when we know +that there are others--the Harpers, I mean--who _have_ claims upon her. +For, but for the grandfather's misconduct, he would have had a good +proportion of what is now Lady Myrtle's.' + +'I absolutely agree with you, Frank,' Mrs Mildmay replied. 'And my most +earnest hope is that our good old friend may come to see things in the +right light with regard to her own family. This very conversation which +I am urging may be a means of leading her to do so.' + +Mrs Mildmay's courage would perhaps have failed her had she known what +the 'conversation' she alluded to so lightly was really to consist of. +It began by the most strenuous opposition on the old lady's side to the +Barmettle plan. She had set her heart on Colonel Mildmay's accepting the +post in London which was, according to her, 'the very thing to be +desired for him.' + +'You would be so near me,' she said. 'Any or all of you could come down +at any time. Robin Redbreast would be your country home.' + +Colonel Mildmay smiled gently while he thanked her, and then he reminded +her of the overwhelming difference of the two appointments as regarded +the 'pay.' + +'But that needn't--that _would_ not signify,' Lady Myrtle began, though +with evident difficulty in expressing herself, while Mrs Mildmay's heart +beat faster as she realised that they were approaching 'the tug of war.' +'I--you must know--it is only natural;' and with other confused +expressions about Jacinth being to her 'as her own child,' 'no one of +her own kith or kin except the Elvedons,' whose affairs were long ago +definitely arranged, and references to her unforgotten devotion to the +Jacinth of her youth, the old lady plunged into the thick of things. She +had not meant to speak so soon, she said; she had wished her intentions +to be _faits accomplis_ before she disclosed them, but all this had +upset her and she must explain. + +And then she told the whole, and Colonel and Mrs Mildmay, though a +little prepared for some announcement of proposed benefit to Jacinth in +the future, listened in appalled and almost stunned silence to Lady +Myrtle Goodacre's eccentric and, in their eyes, extravagant +determination. + +Jacinth was to be her heir--all that she had to dispose of, and it was +still a great deal, even without that portion of her wealth which, with +the knowledge that the old lord would have approved of her doing so, she +meant to restore to the title; even shorn of that and of some other +property on the Goodacre side which she only liferented, Lady Myrtle was +a rich old woman. And all she had to leave, short of legacies to certain +hospitals and other benevolent institutions which she had interested +herself in, all was to be Jacinth's. The only landed property was Robin +Redbreast and the small farm belonging to it, but in money there would +be more than enough to keep up three or four places of its size. + +Mrs Mildmay's heart sank, as she listened, but so far neither she nor +her husband had interrupted the speaker by word or movement. And she, +gaining confidence by their silence, at last came to the final +announcement. + +'So you see, my dear friends, that looking upon Jacinth as I do, it is +only consistent--consistent, and I may say _necessary_--that you consent +to my at once arranging for a proper allowance, whatever you like to +call it, being arranged for her. And this--of course you will agree with +me, that this must be an amount sufficient not only for a thoroughly +good education, but for her to be surrounded by everything right and +fitting for the position she will be called upon to occupy, perhaps not +so very long hence, for I am an old woman. And I do not want to teach or +induce any selfishness or self-assertion; I have the very greatest +respect for parental authority; I will tell her nothing, or only what +you approve of her knowing. But you see how it affects the present +position of things, and your present decision, my dear Colonel Mildmay.' + +Colonel Mildmay moved uneasily in his chair, but still he did not speak. + +'You must see,' Lady Myrtle proceeded, 'that it would be entirely +inconsistent in these circumstances for you to bury yourself and Eugenia +and the children in a dreadful place like Barmettle. You will, I feel +satisfied, agree that in anticipating the future a little, as it were, +and allowing me at once to--to place a certain income at your +disposal--an income which I am sure Jacinth will continue when things +are in her own hands--you are only acting reasonably and--justly, I may +say, as well as in a manner really to earn my gratitude.' + +The old lady's voice trembled ominously: this strange continued silence +was beginning to rouse some apprehension. As she uttered the last +word--'gratitude'--Mrs Mildmay, hitherto entirely quiescent till her +husband thought well to speak, could no longer restrain herself. She +leant forward and caught Lady Myrtle's hand in hers. + +'My dear, most kind friend,' she said, and her own voice was tremulous, +'how can you use such an expression? _You_ grateful to us! Ah, no +indeed; as long as we live we shall be at a loss how to show our +gratitude to you.' + +'Yes indeed,' said Colonel Mildmay. 'I do not know how to express my +appreciation of all your goodness. I'---- + +'Then you consent,' exclaimed Lady Myrtle, her bright eyes sparkling. +'You will be my children; you will let me feel that my lonely life is to +have some joy before its close.' + +'Indeed, indeed, all we _can_ do, we shall,' said Colonel Mildmay very +gently. 'You cannot ask more affection than we are most ready to give. +But'----He hesitated, and the look of eager satisfaction faded out of +the old lady's face. + +'But!' she repeated sharply. 'What "buts" can there be in so simple a +matter?' + +It was a distressing position. Colonel Mildmay, essentially a +kind-hearted man and most averse to giving pain, felt it acutely. But he +was not one to temporise. It was a case demanding the plainest speaking. + +'My dear Lady Myrtle,' he said, 'if I am blunt or rough, forgive me. It +is just this. I cannot agree to what I think wrong, and I could never +feel it right to agree to what you propose. I am still young enough and +strong enough to work for my family in my profession, and the day I +began to lead an idle, or even a comparatively idle life, would see me a +miserable man. If you are so good as to continue your interest in my +children--Jacinth especially--by asking them to visit you sometimes, we +shall be _most_ grateful. If--if you like to leave Jacinth some little +sum of money in your will which would help or increase any provision I +can make for her, I would be foolish and ungracious in the extreme to +object. But more than this--no, my dear friend, no. For--and here I must +crave your pardon beforehand for what must seem impertinence and +intrusion--not only have we, we Mildmays, _no_ claim upon you, +but--there are those who have.' + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +A BITTER DISAPPOINTMENT. + + +There was an awful pause. Such at least it seemed to poor Mrs Mildmay, +who, now that she was not called upon to act for herself, and felt under +the protection of her husband, dared to tremble! Then came Lady Myrtle's +reply, short, cold, and decisive. + +'I deny it,' she said. + +Colonel Mildmay did not speak. + +The old lady glanced at him. His eyes were fixed on the table beside +which he was seated; he tapped it lightly with a paper-cutter which he +held in his hand. And after a moment's waiting she spoke again. + +'I know what you refer to,' she said. 'It would be nonsense to pretend I +do not. And I can--even--understand how to you it may seem that the +claim you allude to exists. But, if you have talked together about +these--these people, as no doubt you have done, has not Eugenia told you +what I have told her, that on a certain day my father and I shook +ourselves free from the bonds which had become shackles of shame; that +from that time Bernard Harper and all belonging to him ceased to be more +to us than any stranger we might brush against in the street?' + +Colonel Mildmay raised his head and looked at her quietly. + +'It could not be done; the bonds do exist and must exist,' he said. 'The +great thing is that, however cruelly they may have torn and wounded you +in the past, they may now be to you a cause of happiness and +satisfaction.' + +But Lady Myrtle shook her head. + +'I will never acknowledge even the possibility of my recognising these +descendants of my former brother as anything to me,' she said. And the +quietness with which she spoke was very impressive. 'I have given them +assistance because I believe them to be worthy people in sore need. I +may even do so again if you tell me their need continues. But that is +all. I should be false to my dead father if I did otherwise. + +'Still, the late Lord Elvedon--your father, I mean--looked forward to +his _elder_ son's children being reinstated,' Colonel Mildmay ventured +to say. 'Why then, in the actual circumstances of his _younger_ +grandchildren being to the full as worthy and in far greater need, why +treat them so differently?' + +Lady Myrtle hesitated, for half a second only, but even that was +something. + +'My father could not have contemplated the _possibility_ of Bernard's +descendants being--of their wiping out his disgrace,' she said at last +confusedly. + +'Exactly,' Colonel Mildmay replied quickly. 'And it was only natural. +But as he did _not_ contemplate a state of things which has actually +come to pass, how can his directions affect you with regard to these +facts?' + +Lady Myrtle again shook her head. She had grown very pale, but otherwise +she was completely self-controlled. + +'I cannot argue in that way. I do not even pretend to be logical,' she +said. 'I can only repeat--so it is. So now you understand. If I did not +leave that part of my property which I conscientiously believe to be at +my own disposal to the one I have chosen--the child who it seemed to me +had been sent to brighten in some measure the loneliness of my old age;' +and here her firm clear voice trembled, 'then--my will must stand as it +is, and all destined for Jacinth, and in a sense for you yourselves, +shall go to the two hospitals I have selected as the most worthy of +help. I will have no compromises, no half measures.' + +Colonel Mildmay bowed. + +'Then let it be so,' he said. 'It is certainly not for me to dictate to +you, dear Lady Myrtle.' + +She seemed a little perplexed by his manner. + +'Why should I give in to you?' she said inconsequently. 'Why should I +not leave my fortune to Jacinth all the same? Why do you take for +granted that I shall not do so? should she be punished for your--your +obstinacy and quixotry?' and in spite of herself a smile crept over the +old lady's face. + +'I do not take it for granted,' said Colonel Mildmay. 'I know that you +would not act towards Jacinth in such a way as to place her in +opposition to her parents. I know that you respect our way of viewing +the matter, however you may disagree with it.' + +Lady Myrtle seemed mollified. + +'You judge me rightly,' she said. 'If one feeling is stronger than +another in me, it is respect for parental authority and influence. You +are right. I would not so act to your child as to sow discord and +disunion between her and those nearest and dearest to her after I am +gone. But, let me ask you one thing--is your present decision quite +irreversible?' + +Colonel Mildmay sat silent for a minute considering deeply. + +'Yes,' he said; 'I do not see any choice. I cannot take the London +appointment--to live in reality, my dear lady, on your bounty. For that +is what it would be. And even if such a position had been possible for +me--and I confess I cannot conceive its being so--still less possible +would it be now that you know our mind as to the ultimate disposal of +things, and that we have been forced to thwart your more than generous, +your unprecedented goodness to us.' + +'Then you will go to Barmettle?' + +Colonel Mildmay bent his head. + +'Ah well,' said Lady Myrtle, 'another dream vanished!' + +Mrs Mildmay started up at this. + +'Oh, dear Lady Myrtle, dear, dear friend,' she said, and the tears were +in her eyes, 'don't speak like that. I cannot bear it. You say there can +be no sort of compromise, but surely there can be of one kind; you will +not, you cannot expect us to leave off looking to you and feeling to you +as our best and dearest friend?' + +And she threw her arms round the old lady as Francie might have done, +and was not repulsed. + +'You will let me have Jacinth sometimes?' whispered Lady Myrtle. + +'Of course, of course; whenever you like and as much as you like,' said +Mrs Mildmay eagerly. + +'I will not be unreasonable,' the old lady said with one of the +half-wistful smiles that were so touching. 'Even if--if everything had +been going to be as I hoped, I would never have wished or expected +anything which could have interfered with her home ties and duties. And +I need scarcely say I will never come upon this subject that we have +been discussing, with her. I will leave it entirely to you, her parents, +to tell her what you think right, though I own I should like her to +realise how I have been thinking of her.' + +[Illustration: 'Ah well!' said Lady Myrtle, 'another dream vanished!'] + +'That she certainly shall,' exclaimed Mrs Mildmay impulsively. And +though a moment afterwards she was tempted to murmur to herself 'at all +costs,' she did not repent of her promise. 'It would not be fair to Lady +Myrtle for Jacinth to be told nothing,' she reflected. 'And scarcely +indeed fair to the child herself. For I cannot but believe she will see +it all as we do.' + +So that afternoon Colonel Mildmay wrote to accept the appointment +offered him up at gloomy, smoky Barmettle in the dreary north country. + +'I doubt if we have done much to forward the poor Harpers' cause,' said +his wife as she watched him closing and sealing the big blue official +envelope. + +'Very possibly not,' he replied calmly. 'But we have, I hope and +believe, done _right_. And so we must not feel over much concern for the +poor Harpers' future any more than for that of our own children, my dear +Eugenia.' + +And though Mrs Mildmay agreed with him, she was human enough, and woman +enough, to sigh a little at certain visions of what might have been, +which _would_ intrude themselves! + +'But what,' she began again after a little pause, 'what are we to say to +Jacinth?' + +It is to be confessed that Colonel Mildmay's reply was not quite so +ready this time. + +'We must consider well about that,' he said. 'Of course we must tell her +soon about Barmettle. It would not be treating her fairly, for she is a +remarkably sensible girl, and has behaved excellently in rather +difficult circumstances. Alison's little house and odd ways must have +been somewhat trying after the liberal easy-going life at Stannesley. It +would not be treating Jacinth as she deserves, not to take her into our +confidence as to our plans.' + +'And the mere mention of Barmettle will lead on to the whole,' said Mrs +Mildmay. 'Frank, you must help me to put it to her wisely. I fear, +though very little has been said about it, that Jassie has an intense +dislike to the idea of Barmettle; and I fear still more, that in spite +of Lady Myrtle's good sense and extreme wish to cause no trouble, she +has somehow or other allowed some hint of her intentions to escape her.' + +Colonel Mildmay looked very grave at this; graver than he had yet done. + +'Jacinth is extremely quick,' he said, 'and notwithstanding her quiet +undemonstrative manner I suspect that she has a very lively imagination. +But surely all she has got in her head is only childish; looking forward +to long visits here and a continuance of Lady Myrtle's kindness? As +regards Barmettle, I have no doubt she would prefer my taking the London +appointment, but she is sensible; we only need to put it to her.' + +'I hope so,' said Mrs Mildmay with a sigh. 'But the whole is so +complicated: she is prejudiced against the Harpers; just the opposite of +Frances.' + +'That _is_ unfortunate,' said Colonel Mildmay. But after a moment's +silence he spoke again more cheerfully. 'We must not spoil Jacinth,' he +said. 'If she has been led to cherish any brilliant hopes, the sooner +she gives them up the better. I shall be sorry for her disappointment, +but I am sure she is not really selfish. If she sees that you and I are +happier--infinitely happier--as things are, she will not take it to +heart. And it may not be necessary to say much; not to enter into +mercenary details, to a child like her.' + +'I hope so,' said Mrs Mildmay again. But again her sigh somewhat belied +her words. + +The very next day brought the dreaded opportunity. Some little allusion +was made to Colonel Mildmay's intention of running up to London again +the following week. + +'Shall you have any commissions for me, Lady Myrtle?' he said lightly. + +The old lady shook her head, but without her usual smile. + +'I think not, Colonel Mildmay, thank you,' she said. 'I _had_ thought of +asking you to see my agent about my house in Brook Street. The present +tenant's lease expires nine months hence, and I must make up my mind +what I am going to do.' + +'I fear I am not very _au fait_ of such matters,' he replied. 'But I +could at least hear what the agent has to say more satisfactorily than +by letter. So pray let me call; give me all your instructions. I should +be more than delighted to be of any use, you must know,' he ended +earnestly. + +Lady Myrtle seemed pleased. + +'Thank you,' she said. 'Well, yes then; I will tell you what I want to +know.' + +This conversation took place at luncheon. That afternoon Jacinth sought +her mother in her own room. + +'Mamma,' she said, 'are you busy? May I talk to you a little?' + +Mrs Mildmay laid down her pen. + +'I was writing to Marmy,' she said, 'but I have plenty of time. What is +it, dear? I am glad to have a little quiet talk together. I have been +wishing for it, too.' + +But Jacinth scarcely seemed to listen. + +'Mamma,' she began again, somewhat irrelevantly it might have seemed. +'Brook Street isn't a _very_ grand part of London, is it? At least all +the houses in it are not tremendously grand, are they? I was thinking +about Lady Myrtle's house. Couldn't it be arranged for _us_ to be her +tenants? I'm sure she would like it if she thought we would. Mightn't I +say something about it to her? She likes me to say whatever I think of, +but I thought--for such a thing as a _house_, perhaps I had better ask +you first.' + +'But, my dearest child, we don't want any house in London,' said Mrs +Mildmay with a smile which she strove to make unconstrained. 'You +forget, dear, the choice was never between Barmettle and _London_, but +between Barmettle and India again, and'---- + +'But mamma,' interrupted Jacinth, 'please answer my question first. Is +Brook Street very grand? Would a house there be out of the question for +us, even if we--if we had one there for nothing?' + +'Yes; unless we had another thousand a year at least, we could not +possibly live there on our income with any comfort or consistency,' Mrs +Mildmay replied quietly. + +The girl's face fell. + +'A thousand a year! that's a good deal,' she said. 'I had thought'---- + +'But why worry yourself about things that can never be, dear Jassie?' +said her mother. 'We were going to tell you--even your Aunt Alison does +not know yet--that it is all decided, and oh, I am so thankful that the +long separation is over at last. Your father wrote yesterday to accept +the Barmettle appointment.' + +Jacinth grew scarlet, then very, very pale. + +'Mamma,' she exclaimed, and the low repression in her tone was more +unnatural--more alarming, I had almost said--in one so young, than any +even violent ebullition of temper. 'Mamma, it _can't_ be true. You are +saying it to tease me. You--you and papa would never have settled it +without telling me, without consulting Lady Myrtle, after all her +goodness?' + +'No,' replied Mrs Mildmay, arming herself for the contest by a resolute +determination not to lose her self-control, however it might be tried; +'no, though a little reflection would show you that you should have more +trust in your parents, dear Jacinth; it was _not_ done without +consulting our kind old friend. And however she may regret it, I _know_ +she respects your father's decision.' + +Jacinth looked up eagerly; a reaction of hope came over her. + +'Mamma,' she said breathlessly, 'believe me, I don't mean to be either +disrespectful or distrustful, but did Lady Myrtle say nothing against +it? Is she perhaps going to do so when--when she has thought everything +over?' + +'She did say everything she could; she did use the strongest arguments +she had: but she could not but see that your father's _motives_ were +right, and so she saw it must be as he said,' replied Mrs Mildmay. + +A harder look crept over Jacinth's face; the eager, almost nervous, +anxiety died out of it. + +'There is something about all this that I do not understand,' she said. +'Unless you and papa mean to treat me as a baby, I think I have a right +to know. I think Lady Myrtle would say so.' + +Mrs Mildmay felt much perplexed. Any approach to diplomacy, anything but +perfect candour and frankness, was so foreign to her nature, that it was +difficult for her not at once to speak out and explain the whole. But +then, if she did so, she might be only sowing seeds of future +bitterness. It was improbable, to say the least, that Jacinth had +realised in any definite way Lady Myrtle's intentions with regard to +her, seeing that the old lady had not announced them to her. + +'All she can know is only that Lady Myrtle meant to do _something_,' +reflected Jacinth's mother. 'It would be for her happiness, and for that +of us all, that she should never know more.' + +Jacinth saw the trouble in her mother's face. + +'Mamma,' she said, 'if you won't speak to me openly, I will ask Lady +Myrtle herself.' + +Mrs Mildmay flushed. + +'Jassie,' she said quietly, 'you do not mean it, but your tone sounds +almost like a threat--to me--to your mother?' And in spite of herself, +her voice trembled a little. + +But still Jacinth repeated coldly, 'I think I have a right to know.' + +At that moment the door opened, and to Mrs Mildmay's immense relief her +husband entered. + +'What is the matter?' he asked quickly. 'Am I interrupting you?' + +'On the contrary,' said his wife, 'I am very glad you have come. Jacinth +is, as I half feared she would be, exceedingly upset by the news about +Barmettle, and she seems to think we have not treated her with the +confidence she deserves.' + +'You cannot feel that, when I tell you that my decision was only made +yesterday,' said her father to Jacinth. + +'Yes. I think you might have--have consulted me a little before making +it,' the girl replied. 'It is something to me personally; to have to +live at a place like that now I am nearly grown up.' + +She seemed to be purposely emphasising the selfish part of her +dissatisfaction out of a kind of reckless defiance. + +'Do you quite understand that it was a choice between this appointment +and an indefinite return to India?' said Colonel Mildmay. + +'I understand that you think so. But I don't see it. There was the +London thing. And even if not, I would rather have had India.' + +'No, no, Jassie, don't do yourself injustice,' exclaimed her mother. +'Not when you think of the risk to your father's health.' + +Jacinth hesitated. + +'But there _was_ a choice,' she said; and now there was a touch of +timidity in her voice. + +Colonel Mildmay considered; they were approaching the crucial point, and +he took his resolution. + +'No, Jacinth,' he said. 'To my mind, as an honourable man, there was no +choice. I should have forfeited for ever my own self-respect had I +agreed to Lady Myrtle's proposal.' + +And then he rapidly, but clearly, put before her the substance of their +old friend's intentions and wishes, and his reasons for refusing to fall +in with them. + +'Lady Myrtle is too good a woman to sow discord in a family,' he said, +'between a child and her parents. And it was impossible for us to +approve of the apportionment of her property she proposed, knowing that +there exist at this very time those who _have_ a claim on her, who most +thoroughly deserve the restoration of what should have been theirs +always; who have suffered, indeed, already only too severely for the sin +and wrong-doing of another.' + +Jacinth started, and the lines of her face hardened again. + +'I thought it was that,' she exclaimed. 'Those people--they are at the +bottom of it, then.' + +'Jacinth!' said her mother. + +'I beg your pardon, mamma,' said the girl quickly. 'It must sound very +strange for me to speak like that; but, you don't know how I have been +teased about these Harpers. And mamma, Lady Myrtle doesn't look upon +them as you and papa do, so why should you expect me to do so? Do you +suppose she will leave _them_ anything she would have left us--me?' + +'Very likely not,' said Colonel Mildmay. + +'Then for everybody's sake, why not have left things as Lady Myrtle +meant? I--we, I mean,' and Jacinth's face crimsoned, 'could have been +good to them; it would have been better for them in the end.' + +'Do you suppose they would have accepted help--money, to put it +coarsely--from strangers?' said Colonel Mildmay. 'It is not _help_ they +should have, but actual practical restoration of what should be theirs. +And even supposing our decision does them no good, can't you see, +Jacinth, that anything else would be _wrong_?' + +'No,' said Jacinth, 'I don't see it.' + +'Then I am sorry for you,' said her father coldly. + +'I know,' said Jacinth, 'that Lady Myrtle likes things one way or +another. I suppose she will give us up altogether now. I suppose she +will leave off caring anything about me. You think very badly of me, +papa, I can see; you think me mercenary and selfish and everything +horrid; but--it _wasn't_ only for myself, and it isn't only because of +what she was doing for us, and meant to do for us. I have got to love +Lady Myrtle very much, and I shall feel dreadfully the never seeing her +any more, and--and'---- + +Here, not altogether to her mother's distress, Jacinth broke down and +began to sob bitterly. Mrs Mildmay got up from her seat, and came close +to where the girl was sitting by the table. + +'My poor dear child,' she said, 'we have never thought you selfish in +_that_ sort of way.' + +'No,' agreed her father; 'that you may believe. You have had of late too +much responsibility thrown upon you, and it has given you the feeling +that the whole fortunes of your family depended upon you in some sense. +Be content to be a child a little longer, my Jacinth, and to trust your +parents. And there is no need for you to anticipate any change with Lady +Myrtle. She will care for you, and for us all, as much as ever--more +perhaps; and as much time as it will be right for you to spend away from +your own home, you shall have our heartiest consent to spending with +her. If you can in any way give her pleasure--and I know you can--it +will be the very least we can do in return for her really wonderful +goodness to us.' + +'I should like to see her; to be with her sometimes,' said Jacinth, +whose sobs had now calmed down into quiet crying. 'But I don't +want--once we go away to that place--I don't want ever to see Robin +Redbreast again. Ever since'--and here she had to stop a moment--'ever +since that first day when we passed it with Uncle Marmy, I have had a +sort of feeling to this house--a kind of presentiment. I can't bear to +think of its going to strangers, or--or people that know nothing about +Lady Myrtle. And very likely, if she leaves all she has to big hospitals +or something like that, very likely this place will be sold.' + +'It may be so,' said Colonel Mildmay; and he added with a smile, 'I wish +for your sake I were rich enough to buy it, my poor dear child.' + +So Jacinth's castles in the air were somewhat rudely destroyed. There +was but one consolation to her. Lady Myrtle was even more loving than +hitherto, though she said nothing about the collapse of her plans. For +Mrs Mildmay gave her to understand that matters, so far as was fitting, +had been explained to her elder daughter. + +'Humph!' said the old lady. 'That seals _my_ lips. For of course I +cannot express disapproval of her parents to the child.' + +But her tenderness and marked affection went some way to soothe the +smarting of the girl's sore feelings. + +'She understands me far better than papa and mamma do,' thought Jacinth. +'If they meant me to see everything through their eyes, they shouldn't +have left me away from them all these years.' + +Still a curious strain of pride in her father's stern honesty, in his +utter disinterestedness, now and then mingled with her feelings of +disappointment. She could not help feeling proud of him! Nevertheless +the tears were many and bitter which Jacinth shed when the last night of +their stay at Robin Redbreast came. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +TWO DEGREES OF HONESTY. + + +Barmettle is not an attractive place; though like most places in this +varied world it has its interests and even no doubt its charm for many +of its inhabitants--its bright and happy homes, as well as its thousands +of hard, if not overworked, pale-faced artisans, men and women, of many +grades and classes. + +And the sun can shine there sometimes; and not so many miles from the +very centre of the town, you can escape from the heavy pall of +smoke-filled air, into fresh and picturesque country, whose beauties, to +my thinking, strike one all the more vividly from the force of contrast +with the ugliness and griminess which you cannot forget are so near. + +There had been some talk--when the Mildmay family first contemplated the +pitching of their tent in this unknown land--there had been some talk of +a house in the neighbourhood of the town, a few miles out, where a +garden and a field or two would have been possible, to reconcile the +children and their mother, to some extent, to the great change from all +their former experiences. But Colonel Mildmay had been obliged to give +up hopes of this. There were several difficulties in the way, and _the_ +house which sometimes at such crises turns up with such undeniable +advantages as to over-ride the less immediate objections, had not +offered itself. So, considering the inconvenience of scanty +communication between the barracks and the 'pretty' side of the +outskirts, the impossibility of day-school arrangements for Eugene, and +a very certain amount of loneliness and isolation, especially in the +winter months, the fairly desirable house in St Wilfred's Place which +_did_ offer itself carried the day. + +It was but five minutes' walk from Colonel Mildmay's official quarters, +and conveniently near Eugene's school; it was very much in the minds of +the teachers who now replaced the Misses Scarlett's institution as +regarded the girls; it was not duller as to outlook and surroundings +than had to be at Barmettle, for it faced St Wilfred's Church, one of +the oldest and most interesting structures in the modern town, which had +once been a pleasant straggling north-country village; and last, though +not least, its rent was moderate. + +And Mrs Mildmay, unspoilt by her long residence in the East--as full of +energy and resources as when she arranged the drawing-rooms at +Stannesley in her careless girlish days, and laughed merrily at her kind +step-mother's old-fashioned notions--exerted herself to make the house +as pretty as she possibly could. + +'I am glad it is cheap,' she said to her husband, 'for we can afford to +spend rather more in making it comfortable and nice, especially for +Jassie.' + +And Jacinth's room was all a girl could wish, and at night, when the +outer world was shut off, and the dark square hall and wide quaint +staircase, which had attracted the new tenants in their house-hunting, +were lighted up, looking bright and cheerful with the crimson carpets +and curtains which Barmettle smoke had not as yet had time to dull, +Frances's expression of approval, 'Really it looks so nice that you +might fancy it wasn't Barmettle at all,' could scarcely be contradicted. + +But Frances, like her mother, was born with the happy faculty for seeing +the best side of things. It was all, naturally, much harder on Jacinth. +And as Jacinth stood one morning in November looking out into the dreary +street, where rain had been pouring down ever since daybreak, and was +still dripping monotonously, she did feel that her lines had not of late +fallen in pleasant places. Yet she was not so selfish as this sounds. +She had made a struggle to see things as her parents did, and in this +she had not been entirely unsuccessful, and the constant love and +watchful sympathy which were now a part of her daily life, unconsciously +influenced her in good and gentle ways which she scarcely realised. + +Some ground she had gained. She had come to see that if her father and +mother felt about the Harper family as they did, they could not have +acted otherwise. And her own conscience was not, it will be remembered, +entirely clear. 'Of course,' she said to herself, 'if Lady Myrtle had +been left to do as she wished, I should have felt it my duty to do +something for the Harpers. I'm sure I should have found some way of +managing it.' But no doubt there was a kind of relief in feeling it was +taken out of her hands, for Jacinth was growing gradually less confident +in her own powers: for the first time in her life she was realising the +delight and privilege of having others wiser than herself to whom she +could look up. + +'Mamma,' she said, on the morning in question, 'do you think there +really are places where it rains ever so much more than at others? or is +it only that we notice it more at some? I really could almost think +that it rains here _every_ day.' + +Mrs Mildmay smiled. + +'No, dear, it really does not. I don't think the rainfall here is much +greater than in London or at Thetford, but the heavy air and the +grayness make us, as you say, notice it more. In many places where there +actually is more rain than the average, the country is peculiarly bright +and fresh. Think of the grass in Ireland.' + +But Jacinth's thoughts were already wandering elsewhere. + +'Mamma,' she began again, 'do you think we shall have to stay here for +Christmas?' + +'I suppose so,' replied Mrs Mildmay. 'Even if Lady Myrtle wished it--as +indeed I am sure she does--it would hardly be worth while for us to go +to her for only two or three days, which is all the leave your father +could get. And there are a good many things we have to see to here.' + +'Yes,' said Frances, 'there's the Christmas treat for the barracks +children. It's never been properly done. And Miss Lettice Piers is going +to invite us to their treat at St Wilfred's first, so that we may see. +I'd like best to have our visits to Robin Redbreast in the summer, +except that it must be rather dull for Lady Myrtle. She was so pleased +to have us there last Christmas.' + +'I wish we could have her here,' said Mrs Mildmay. 'But she would never +be allowed to come up north in the winter.' + +Jacinth sighed. + +'It seems a good while since we heard from Lady Myrtle,' she said. 'I +hope she's not ill. I did think she would have _tried_ to get us there +for Christmas.' + +'I don't think she can be ill,' said Mrs Mildmay, 'for your aunt would +have known it. She goes to see Lady Myrtle regularly. I shall be hearing +from Alison in a day or two, however.' + +'Jassie,' said Frances, a moment or two later, when their mother had +left the room, 'I wish you wouldn't look so melancholy. Just think what +a lot of nice things have come to us, as well as the sad ones. Just +fancy how we should have been ready to jump out of our skins for joy if +we had known, when we left Stannesley, how soon papa and mamma would be +at home with us.' + +'I know,' said Jacinth. 'I do try to think of all that. But I do so +dislike this gloomy place, Francie, and I think papa looks so fagged, +and we have scarcely any friends we care for; the people are all so +stupid, and so'---- + +'So what?' + +'So rich,' said Jacinth, rather at a loss apparently what crime to lay +at the doors of the good folk of the manufacturing town who had incurred +her displeasure. + +Frances laughed. + +'That's not a sin,' she said. 'Lady Myrtle's rich, and so in a way, I +suppose, is Uncle Marmy.' + +'I mean they seem to think of it so. Once or twice, when I've paid calls +with mamma, they were so fussy and show-off. You know how I mean,' said +Jacinth. + +'Well, there are plenty of poor too, if that would make you like +Barmettle any better. Amy Piers says there are some dreadfully poor, and +she says that even the ones who get very big wages don't save at all, +and then if there comes a bad time--a bad time for trade, when some of +the people have to be turned off: it does come like that now and then, +she says, though I don't understand why--they are really starving.' + +'They should be taught to save, then,' said Jacinth. 'Why don't the +Piers teach them? If I were the vicar, I'd preach sermons about it. If +people are so silly, they must expect to suffer for it.' + +'But think of the poor little children!' said Frances, whose sympathy +was readier than her sister's. 'It isn't _their_ fault, and they suffer +the most. Amy says it's a good deal owing to the people spending so much +on beer and brandy and horrid tipsifying things. I'm sure the Piers do +all they possibly can, and you know how papa says that, even with all +the strict rules in the army, it's awfully difficult to keep the men +sober. If I were the Queen, Jass, I'd make a law against having so many +public-houses; I would indeed.' + +'The Queen can't make laws all by herself like that, Frances. You don't +understand. If the people were taught how horrid it is to get drunk, +they'd leave off wanting to buy too much beer and things like that, and +then the public-houses would have to give up because they wouldn't have +customers enough. That's the best way.' + +'Well, I think it should be done both ways,' said Frances. 'If there +weren't so many public-houses, there wouldn't be so much temptation;' +and the little reformer nodded her head sagely. + +Just then Mrs Mildmay re-entered the room. + +'Jassie dear,' she said, 'it's Saturday morning. You have no lessons, +and though it's so rainy I know you're not afraid of the weather. +Frances has a cold, so she mustn't come out. Will you wrap yourself up +well, and come a little way with me to help me to carry some things to +Mrs Wake? She has gone to stay with her mother, you know, for a little +change, but they are very poor people, and I must help them as much as I +can.' + +Jacinth sprang to her feet eagerly. + +'Oh yes, mamma,' she exclaimed, 'I should like very much to come. I'll +be ready directly. I'll put on a thick jacket and my waterproof cape +over that.' + +And in a few minutes the mother and daughter were making their way, each +laden with some parcels as well as the unavoidable umbrella, along the +muddy pavement in the direction of a poorer part of the town. Mrs Wake +was the wife of one of Colonel Mildmay's soldier servants; she happened +to belong to a Barmettle family, which was just now very fortunate for +her, as she had had a most serious illness in the barracks, and had +lately been moved for greater quiet to her own old home. + +'Francie and I were just talking about the poor people here,' said +Jacinth. 'Amy Piers tells her about them. I shall be very glad to see +one of the homes they live in.' + +'It will be rather a good specimen, though they are very poor people,' +said Mrs Mildmay; 'for they are thrifty and most respectable. But for +many years the father has not been able to earn full wages, as he was +crippled by an accident. Indeed, but for the kindness of the head of the +factory where he worked, he would have been turned off altogether on a +very small pension. It was true kindness to let him stay on to do what +work he could, for it kept up his spirits.' + +'The master must be a good man,' said Jacinth. + +'I believe he is--one of the best in Barmettle,' said Mrs Mildmay. 'But +here we are, Jassie,' and as she spoke she turned down a small passage, +not wide enough to be called by a more important name, leading out of +the already poor and narrow street they were in, and knocked at a door a +few steps on. + +It was quickly opened. A rather gaunt and careworn, but clean and +honest-looking, elderly woman stood before them. Her eyes were red with +crying, but she welcomed Mrs Mildmay very civilly, though with a sort of +reserve of manner which struck Jacinth as very different from the +extremely hearty, though respectful, deference with which, as her +grandmother's messenger, she used to be received by their own villagers +at Stannesley. + +'You'll be come to ask for my daughter,' said the woman. She had been a +domestic servant, and had but little north-country accent. 'You're +welcome, I'm sure, and she'll take it kindly. Take a seat,' and she led +them into the little kitchen, tidy and clean, though encumbered with +some pieces of treasured furniture decidedly too big for it. 'Yes, she's +fairly--th' doctor's main content.' + +'Oh,' said Mrs Mildmay, 'I am glad to hear it. I was afraid when I saw +you'----But she stopped suddenly, for before she could say more the old +woman had sunk into a chair, and, flinging her apron over her head, was +giving way to bitter weeping. Jacinth felt both distressed and alarmed. +Like her mother she had noticed the signs of tears on Mrs Burton's face. + +'I am so sorry,' said Mrs Mildmay, getting up as she said the words, and +standing beside the woman, she gently laid her hand on her arm. 'Is it +some new trouble--your husband?' + +'Nay, nay,' sobbed the poor thing. 'Burton is finely--for him, that's to +say. But have ye not heard th' ill news?' and she raised her head in +surprise. 'Th' measter,' and as she grew absorbed in what she had to +tell, she fell back into the kind of talk she had accustomed herself to +discard when with 'gentry.' 'He's gone!' and her sobs broke out again. + +'What! good Mr Fairfield,' said Mrs Mildmay. 'No, I had not heard it. +What a loss he will be! Was it very sudden?' + +And Jacinth standing by, listened eagerly to all Mrs Burton told. + +He had been struck by paralysis--the kind friend of so many years--only +two days before, and had never rallied. And the grief was widespread and +deep. It would throw many into sorrow and anxiety too, the old woman +said; for though he left two sons to succeed him, it remained to be seen +if they would follow in his footsteps. + +'They will be very rich; they may not care to carry on the business, of +course,' said Mrs Mildmay. 'No doubt Mr Fairfield has left a large +fortune.' + +But Mrs Burton shook her head. It was far from the case. The business +was doing well, as it deserved to do, but beyond its good prospects he +left but little. And then she went on to explain why it was so; thus +entering into the circumstances which had so specially endeared the dead +man to his workpeople. A good many years ago, she related, when Mr +Fairfield had first inherited the 'works,' a terrible accident had +occurred, in which, with several others, Burton had suffered. The +accident, though in those days such inquiries were less searching, had +revealed a certain danger in a part of the machinery recently introduced +at great expense, as a wonderful improvement. The danger was remote; it +was perfectly possible no damage might ever again occur from the same +cause; no pressure of any kind was put upon the master, no suggestion +even, of change; his own workpeople would not have blamed him had he +'let things be.' But such was not Mr Fairfield's way of viewing a +master's responsibilities. He had almost all the machinery changed, for +the one alteration he deemed absolutely necessary involved others. And +the outlay had been something immense, especially as a run of bad years +had followed it. And even when times improved again, and he began to +feel his head above water, he never himself benefited by the profits as +most would have done. + +''Twas always summat for his people, as he called 'em, bless him. +Reading-rooms, or clubs, or schools. Year in, year out, 'twas his first +thought and his last. What else was he there for? he'd say, mony's the +time. Ah, well; he's gone where _his_ Master'll have good thought for +_him_,' the old woman added quaintly, 'the master he served so faithful. +For ye see, ma'am,' she went on, forgetting for the moment her grief in +her earnestness, 'I take it as it's this way. There's honesty to God as +well as honesty to men. None would 'a blamed Measter Fairfield if he'd +let things be; no man could 'a done so. But he looked higher nor the +judging o' men.' + +'Yes, truly,' Mrs Mildmay heartily agreed, 'that was the secret, Mrs +Burton.' + +'But, oh dear, dear;' cried the poor woman, relapsing again into the +tears which did her credit, 'it's mony a sore heart he'll leave behind +him.' + +'Mamma,' said Jacinth softly and half timidly, when a quarter of an hour +or so later they were wending their way home relieved of their packages, +through the muddy streets--'mamma, do you know that what she said--old +Mrs Burton, I mean--about the two kinds of honesty has helped to--to +make me understand better than I did before what papa felt, and you too, +of course, about--about Lady Myrtle and the Harpers, you know.' + +Mrs Mildmay, in spite of the rain and her umbrella, managed to give +Jacinth's arm a little loving squeeze. + +'I am so glad, so very glad, dear,' she said. + +'Mamma,' said Jacinth, again, after a little silence, in a more assured +voice this time, 'if papa had been in Mr Fairfield's place, he would +have done just like him, wouldn't he?' + +'I am quite sure he would,' agreed her mother. + +And notwithstanding the cold and the rain and the grimness of +everything, I think Jacinth felt happier that day than since they had +come to Barmettle. + +A day or two later another little event helped to confirm Jacinth's +better and truer views of her great disappointment. This was the arrival +of a letter for Frances, forwarded from Thetford by their Aunt Alison. + +'A letter for me!' exclaimed the little girl, when at the +breakfast-table her mother handed it to her. 'Whom can it be from? I +hardly ever get any letters.' But as her eye fell on the address her +face flushed and brightened. + +'Oh, I do believe,' she said, 'I do believe it's from Bessie--Bessie +Harper. And of course she'd have to send it to Aunt Alison's; she +doesn't know we've left Thetford.' + +'I'm not so sure of that,' said Mrs Mildmay. 'When I wrote to Mrs Lyle +some time ago, I told her we were coming to Barmettle, but very likely +she did not think of sending our address to her nieces, for they have +not been in the habit of writing to you or Jacinth.' + +'No,' Frances replied, rather incoherently, for she was already buried +in her letter, 'that's what she says. "Aunt Flora"--is that Mrs Lyle, +mamma?--"Aunt Flora told us you had gone to live up in the north. I am +afraid it can't be as bright and pretty there as at Thetford, but still +it must be lovely to have your father and mother with you for always +now. I think I can understand far better than ever what a very great +trouble it must have been to you and your sister to be without them all +those years, for oh, we did so miss father and mother when they were in +London for six months, and then in Germany. They took Margaret with them +to Germany, and it did her such a lot of good. I have wanted to write to +you ever so often, and so has Camilla, but mother wasn't quite sure how +we could say what we wished. But now she has had another letter from +Aunt Flora, and this has made her give me leave to write and tell you +all our beautiful news. Just fancy, dear Francie, father is _almost_ +quite well. Of course he will always be lame, but he counts that +nothing, and it's really not so bad nearly as it was. All he had done at +the London hospital and then the German baths has turned out _so well_, +and now to make it--the cure, I mean--quite lasting, we are +_all_--though I write it, I can scarcely believe it--going abroad to +some mild place for the winter. We have not quite fixed where; but we +have let Hedge End till next May, and we shall start very soon. If you +write to me, please address it to Hedge End. And now I want to say +something that is rather difficult to say. What has made everything come +right has been the goodness of father's aunt, Lady Myrtle Goodacre. Just +when we were almost in despair, and it seemed as if nothing _could_ save +father, she sent mother a lot of money: she said it was a present, but +_we_ all count it a loan. It was enough to do everything, and more than +enough, and we can never, never thank her too much. But in our hearts we +all feel sure that, though you kept exactly to what mother and Camilla +asked, yet some of you, _somehow_, have been our good fairies. Perhaps +it was your sister Jacinth, perhaps it was Mrs Mildmay; and I am sure, +dear Francie, that if ever _you_ had a chance you spoke kindly of us; +perhaps we shall never know exactly who did it, or how it was done, so +wisely and carefully as it must have been. But oh, we _do_ thank you; if +you could see the difference in everything about us now, how we are all +as happy as the day's long, _you_ would all feel happy just to see it. +Nearly every night, when we say our prayers, Margaret and I thank God +for having sent you and Jacinth to be our school-fellows at Miss +Scarlett's, and for the wonderful way things have come right."' + +Then followed a few details more interesting to Frances than of +consequence in themselves, about the lessons Bessie and Margaret had +been doing, and how well Camilla managed to teach them, and hopes that +'some day' the former school-fellows might meet again; ending up with +repetitions of the gratitude they felt _sure_ they owed to somebody, and +'much love' from 'your affectionate friend, Elizabeth Vandeleur Harper.' + +'"Vandeleur" was Bessie's mother's name. She's very proud of it,' said +Frances, gazing admiringly at the pretty writing. Then she looked up +with glistening eyes. 'Mamma, Jass, isn't it _beautiful_? Isn't it +lovely to think they're so much happier?' + +Mrs Mildmay's own face was nearly as bright as Francie's. + +'I cannot _tell_ you how glad and thankful I am,' she said. And she took +hold gently of Jacinth's hand. 'Doesn't it seem to follow up what we +were saying the other day after we had been at old Mrs Burton's?' she +whispered. + +But Jacinth's face looked pale, and her eyes had tears in them. + +'Mamma,' she said, 'I suppose you thought I wouldn't have been nice +about it, but I think you might have told me that you did get Lady +Myrtle to do something to help the Harpers. I can see that Francie knew +about it, and it is horrid to be in a way _thanked_ by them, when--when +I have really been more a sort of enemy to them than a friend.' + +Mrs Mildmay had started a little at Jacinth's first words, for she had +in fact forgotten, in the consciousness of increasing sympathy between +her elder daughter and herself, how, at the time of her first appeal to +Lady Myrtle, she had judged it wiser to say nothing about it to Jacinth. +And now to her candid and naturally confiding nature this reticence gave +her almost a guilty feeling. But as Jacinth went on speaking, her mother +realised that she had done wisely. + +'Dear Jassie,' she said quietly, 'at that time I did think it better not +to tell you that I had interfered. I wanted to avoid all possibilities +of irritation till you got to know me better. And I did see that you +were prejudiced to some extent. But now I feel quite differently about +it, and I wish I had thought of telling you lately, though you must take +my not having done so as a proof of my feeling at one with you. For till +this minute I thought you did know. At least I forgot you did not. I +will tell you exactly how it came about.' And she did so, adding rather +sadly, as she concluded, 'And after all, dear, you see I was able to do +very little. Lady Myrtle will _not_ think of them as her relations, and +grateful though they are for this present help, of course it is not +anything lasting; not what we would like to make sure of for their +future.' + +'No,' Jacinth agreed, 'I understand how you mean. Still, it is a very +good thing their father is so much better. I think they have a great +deal to thank you for, mamma--you, and Francie too, in her way. I think +they should know _I_ have not helped at all; it makes me feel +almost--dishonest. If Francie writes to Bessie, couldn't she say +something?' + +'Whatever she says about the matter at all must only be very slight and +vague,' said Mrs Mildmay. 'And, Jassie dear, you _do_ feel kindly to +them now?' + +'I want to feel whatever's right,' Jacinth replied, and her tone was +wonderfully humble. + +'Then there is no need to enter into any explanations,' said Mrs +Mildmay. 'It would only hurt poor Bessie if you made any sort of +disclaimer of the friendliness they credit us all with. The only thing +you could ever do might perhaps be'----She hesitated. + +'What, mamma?' asked Jacinth. + +'Some day,' said her mother, 'you _may_ have an opportunity of saying to +Lady Myrtle that you think you were a little prejudiced against them.' + +'Yes,' Jacinth agreed, 'perhaps it would be right. For, you see, mamma, +_she_ thought I avoided speaking of them because I did not want to annoy +her, and I think I made myself believe that too. But now I see it wasn't +only that. It was partly a--I feel ashamed to think of it--a sort of +horrid jealousy, I am afraid, mamma.' + +And though she reddened as she made what to her was really a painful +confession, Jacinth's heart felt lighter from that moment. There was now +no shadow of misunderstanding between her mother and herself. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +'I WILL THINK IT OVER.' + + +The very faint hope which the Mildmays--Jacinth especially--had +cherished that, after all, the coming Christmas might 'somehow' be spent +by them and Lady Myrtle together, soon faded. + +There was no question of the old lady's coming north, though in one of +her letters she spoke of the gladness with which she would have made the +effort had it been possible; and there was even no question of their all +joining her at Robin Redbreast, though but for a short visit, for in +November the fiat went forth which each winter she had secretly for some +years past been dreading--she must not remain in England. For her +chronic bronchitis was on her again, and a premature taste of winter in +the late autumn threatened for a week or two to turn this into something +worse. + +'For myself,' she wrote, 'I would rather stay at home and take the risk, +but I suppose it would be wrong, though really at my age I have little +sympathy with that excessive clinging to life one sees where one would +little expect it. But there is nothing to detain me here specially, and +it may be that I shall benefit by the change. I want to choose one of +the winter places I was so happy at more than once long ago, with _your_ +mother, when she and I travelled together with my parents.' + +For the letter was to Mrs Mildmay. + +And a fortnight or so later came another, which threw great excitement +into the house in St Wilfred's Place, where the children were doing +their best to give something of a festive and country look to the rather +dark rooms with the help of plenty of holly and mistletoe, which had +come in a Christmas hamper from Robin Redbreast, by Lady Myrtle's +orders, though she was no longer there. For by this time it was +Christmas Eve. + +This new letter was from abroad. The old lady was already settled in her +winter quarters. Which of the many southern resorts she had chosen +matters little, as it is no part of this simple story to describe +continental towns or foreign travel. And in this particular case there +would be little interest in either, seeing that these places are so well +known nowadays to the mass of English folk of the well-to-do classes, +that accounts of them are pretty sure to be monotonous repetitions. We +will call the spot selected 'Basse.' + +Lady Myrtle wrote cheerfully. She was better, and she was enjoying, as +old people learn to do, the chastened pleasure of recalling happy days +in the scenes she was now revisiting. + +'It is all wonderfully little changed,' she wrote. 'I drive along the +same roads, and walk slowly up and down the same terraces, where Lady +Jacinth and I used to talk together by the hour in our light-hearted +girlhood. I even fancy I recognise some of the shops we pass, for I am +able to stroll about the quieter streets a little with the help of my +good Clayton's arm. I have actually done a little shopping, the results +of which will, I trust, please you, trifling as they are. I am sending +off a little box by the Globe Express, which will, I hope, reach you by +Christmas Day. And now, dear Eugenia, for the point of my letter. It is +Clayton's idea; she burst out with it the other day when we were busy +about this same shopping. "Oh, my lady, if only Miss Jacinth--Miss +Mildmay I should say--were here it would be nice! She's just the young +lady to enjoy the change and not mind the quiet life, and she _would_ +brighten you up." So will you spare her to me for the three or four +months I shall be here? I hesitate to ask it; you will miss her so. But +I am emboldened by the belief that it might be for the dear child's own +good. She could have excellent lessons of any or every kind, and some +amount of French talking, as I have a few old French friends in the +neighbourhood, near enough to spend a day with now and then. Her father +would bring her out, and, for my sake, I trust, not grudge the time and +fatigue. The whole expenses you would surely let me defray? You cannot +be hard-hearted enough to refuse _this_, dearest Eugenia.' + +Mrs Mildmay thought it over and talked it over with her husband: then +they laid it before Jacinth herself, giving her indeed the letter itself +to read. Jacinth's face crimsoned with pleasure and excitement, and her +eyes glistened. But in a moment or two they grew dewy. + +'Oh, mamma,' she exclaimed, 'it would be delightful. But--I cannot bear +to think of leaving you for so long.' + +These were sweet and grateful words to the mother's ears. But, as ever, +she took the cheerful and sensible view of the matter. The separation +would be but a short one, and it might really be of great advantage to +Jacinth. Besides which--and this argument, I think, had the most weight +with them all--was it not a duty to do what they could to please their +dear old friend? + +So a favourable and grateful answer was sent without much delay, and +before the new year was many days old, Jacinth and her father found +themselves speeding across France as fast as the _train de luxe_ could +take them, to join Lady Myrtle in her winter home. + +Jacinth enjoyed it all, and there was a considerable amount of freshness +to her in the experience, though it was not entirely unknown ground. +For, as a young child, she had spent some time in the south of France +with her mother on her way to England, and she had once in later years +passed a week or two in Paris with Uncle Marmy and 'Granny.' But the +special place which Lady Myrtle had chosen was quite new to her, and it +had its own peculiar beauties and attractions. + +'Tell mamma,' she said to her father the morning before he was to leave, +'tell dear mamma and Francie that I am as happy as I can be anywhere +away from them. And I will work really hard at French and music, so that +I may be able to help Francie with hers. And it will please mamma, won't +it, papa, to hear how glad Lady Myrtle seems to have me?' + +'Yes, dear, I am sure it will,' said Colonel Mildmay cordially. 'I +cannot help feeling, personally, great pleasure in having been able to +do anything to gratify her. It was generous of her to give us the +opportunity of doing so.' + +'She _is_ so generous,' said Jacinth warmly, 'so large hearted about +everything, isn't she, papa?' + +'She is indeed,' her father agreed with a little sigh, 'about everything +except _one_ thing. It is curious and sad to see how very deep down are +her prepossessions on that subject. And I am the more hopeless about +them, because there is really no personal vindictiveness, or even, I may +say, prejudice mixed up with these convictions.' + +'It _is_ sad,' Jacinth agreed. + +The next morning saw Colonel Mildmay's departure for home. + +Then began for Jacinth a quiet, regular, but far from unenjoyable life. +Lady Myrtle had already made inquiries about the best teachers, and such +of these as undertook the special subjects the girl wished to give her +time to were engaged for her. So several hours of each day were soon +told off for lessons and preparation for them. As a rule, Lady Myrtle +drove out in the afternoon, her young guest accompanying her, sometimes +to pay calls to such of the visitors to the place as were old friends, +or in some few cases new acquaintances of hers; sometimes out into the +beautiful country in the neighbourhood, beautiful even in mid-winter, +where the views were as varied as charming. + +And as a rule, between twelve and one o'clock, sometimes too in the +afternoon if the old lady were not feeling well enough for a drive, +Jacinth went for a brisk walk with Clayton as her duenna. + +It was during one of these walks that something most unexpected happened +one day. Lady Myrtle had caught a slight cold and been forbidden to go +out. It was a bright but somewhat treacherous day, for though the +sunshine was warm there was a sharp, almost icy, 'under air' painfully +perceptible in the shade. + +'I feel roasted and frozen at once; don't you, Clayton?' said Jacinth +laughingly, as they crossed the road to get into the warmth, such as it +was, again. + +'Yes, indeed, Miss Mildmay,' the maid agreed. 'It's a day when you need +both a parasol and a muff together. For there is such a glare.' + +A glare there was, truly. Snow had been falling now and then during the +last day or two, and though but in light and short showers, the ground +was sufficiently frozen for it to 'lie;' so that the sunshine, not +powerful enough to melt it, save here and there very superficially, was +reflected from the gleaming surface with extraordinary brilliancy. + +'We really should have snow spectacles,' Jacinth was saying, when a +sudden shock made her aware that in her dazzled state she had run foul +of some one or something standing on the pathway just in front of her. + +'I beg your pardon,' she exclaimed instinctively, and the stranger +turning sharply--for she had been looking in the forward +direction--almost at the same moment made the same apology, adding +quickly, when she heard Jacinth's English voice, 'I should not be +blocking up the'----But her sentence was never completed. 'Oh, can it be +you? Jacinth--Jacinth Mildmay? Is Frances here? Oh, how +delightful.--Camilla,' as an older girl came across the road in her +direction, 'Camilla, just fancy--this is Jacinth. I can scarcely believe +it,' and before Jacinth had had time to say a word, she felt two +clinging arms thrown round her neck, and kisses pressed on her burning +cheeks, by the sweet, loving lips of Bessie Harper. + +The blood had rushed to Jacinth's face in a torrent, and for a moment +she almost gasped for breath. + +'Bessie, Bessie dear, you are such a whirlwind. You have startled Miss +Mildmay terribly.' + +'I am so sorry,' said Bessie penitently, and then at last Jacinth was +able to answer the girl's inquiries, and explain how it had come about +that she alone of her family was here so far from home. + +'And are _you_ all here?' she asked in return. + +'Yes,' Miss Harper answered, 'all of us except my eldest brother. The +two others are here temporarily; the little one who is going into the +navy got his Christmas holidays, and the other has his long leave just +now. And my father is so wonderfully better; you heard, you saw Bessie's +letter to Frances?' and Camilla's face grew rosy in its turn. + +'Oh yes,' Jacinth replied. 'We were very, very glad. Frances wrote +almost at once.' + +Bessie shook her head. + +'I never got the letter,' she said; 'but we have missed several, I am +afraid. We have been moving about so. Cannot you come to see us, +Jacinth? Mother, and father too, would love to see you. We are living a +little way out in the country at the village of St Rémi; we have got a +dear little house there. Camilla and I came in for shopping this +morning. Couldn't you come back with us to luncheon? We could bring you +home this afternoon, and your maid would take back word to--to Lady +Myrtle Goodacre.' + +'I am afraid I cannot,' said Jacinth, with some constraint in her voice. +'I never go out anywhere without asking Lady Myrtle's leave.' + +'Of course not,' Camilla interposed. 'It would not do at all. You must +do as you think best, Miss Mildmay, about getting permission to come to +see us. I beg you to believe that, if you think it better not to ask +it,' she spoke in a lowered tone, so as to be unheard by Clayton, 'we +shall neither blame you nor misunderstand you. And now, perhaps, we had +best not keep you waiting longer.' + +She held out her hand with the same quiet friendliness as appeared in +her words; not perhaps _quite_ without a touch of dignity almost +approaching to _hauteur_ in the pose of her pretty head as she gave the +unasked assurance. Jacinth thanked her--what else could she do?--feeling +curiously small. There was something refreshing in the parting hug +which Bessie bestowed upon her, ere they separated to follow their +respective roads, but Jacinth was very silent all the way home. + +'Nice young ladies,' remarked Clayton. 'They are old friends of yours, +Miss Jacinth, no doubt?' + +'The younger one was at school with my sister and me,' the girl replied, +for Clayton's position as a very old and valued servant removed all +flavour of freedom or presumingness from her observations. 'But I +scarcely know the older one.' + +And for the rest of the way home she was unusually silent. Her mind was +hard at work. Jacinth was passing through a crisis. Should she tell Lady +Myrtle of the Harpers being in the near neighbourhood, or should she +not? There was no obligation upon her to do so; their name had not been +alluded to, even if Clayton should mention to her mistress the meeting +with the young ladies, nothing would be easier than for Jacinth to pass +it off with some light remark. And with the temptation to act this +negatively unfriendly part awoke again the sort of jealous irritation at +the whole position, which she believed herself to have quite overcome. + +'They perfectly haunt us,' she said to herself: 'why in the world should +they have chosen Basse out of all the quantity of places there are? And +to think'--this was a very ugly thought--'that but for mamma they +wouldn't have been able to come abroad at all! Why should they spoil my +little happy time with Lady Myrtle? And very likely no good would come +to them of my telling her that they are here. She would be sure to +refuse to see them.' + +But what if it were so? Did that affect her own present duty? + +'It might annoy Lady Myrtle,' whispered an insidious voice; but had not +Mrs Mildmay risked far more in her outspoken appeal, when still almost a +stranger to her mother's friend? Would not the concealment of so simple +a circumstance as her meeting the Harper girls be more than negative +unfriendliness? would it not savour of want of candour and selfish +calculation, such as in after years Jacinth would blush to remember? And +again there sounded in her ears the old north-country woman's quaint +words: 'It do seem to me, ma'am, as there's two kinds of honesty.' + +And Jacinth lifted her head and took her resolution. + +That afternoon there was to be no drive, as the old lady had caught a +slight cold. And after luncheon Jacinth came and sat beside her in her +favourite position, a low stool beside Lady Myrtle's chair, whence she +could rest one elbow on her friend's knee and look up into her kind old +face with the strangely familiar dark eyes, which were dearer to Robin +Redbreast's owner than even the girl herself suspected. + +'I want to talk to you, dear Lady Myrtle,' she began. 'I want to tell +you whom I met this morning,' and she related simply what had occurred. + +The old lady started a little as Jacinth spoke the names 'Camilla and +Bessie Harper.' But then she answered quietly: 'It was right of you to +tell me, dear,' she said. 'And you need not fear its annoying me. It is +strange that they should have chosen Basse, but really it does not +matter to us in the least. I am very glad the father is so much better. +Now let us talk of something else, dear.' + +Now came the hard bit of Jacinth's task. + +'Dear Lady Myrtle, that isn't all; it's only the first part of what I +have to say,' she began tremulously. 'I want to tell you _everything_, +more even than I told mamma, for till to-day I don't think I saw it +quite so plainly. I have not been as good and true as you have thought +me; nothing like Frances, or mamma, of course. And I feel now that you +must know the worst of me. I shall never be happy till you do, even +though it is horrible to own how mean I have been.' + +Lady Myrtle sat silent, too bewildered at first to speak. What had come +to Jacinth, so quiet and self-controlled as she usually was? But she +held the girl's hand and said gently, 'Tell me anything that is on your +mind, dear child, though I think--I cannot help thinking--that you are +exaggerating whatever it is that you think you have done wrong.' + +Then out it all came: the confession that many would hardly have +understood--would have called morbid and fanciful, perhaps. But Lady +Myrtle's perceptions were keen, her moral ideal very high, her sympathy +great; and she did not make the mistake of crushing back the girl's +confidence by making light of the feelings and even actions which +Jacinth's own conscience told her had been wrong. One thing only she +could not resist suggesting as a touch of comfort. + +'I think, latterly at any rate, dear, you _were_ influenced by the fear +of troubling me. You must allow that.' + +'Well, yes,' Jacinth agreed. 'But even then I should not have let even +that make me uncandid and--and--almost plotting against them.' + +'No, no, dear; don't say such things of yourself. And now you may put it +quite out of your mind for ever. You have been only too severe on +yourself. But try to understand one thing, dear; _no_ child could be to +me what you are. Even--even if these young people had been in happy +relations with me, as of course, but for past miseries, might have been +the case, they would not have been _Jacinth_.' + +'No; I know it is for grandmother's sake you care for me so much more +than I deserve,' said the girl, as she wiped away her tears, 'and even +in that way I should not have been jealous. I did not know it was +jealousy. I have never realised before that I could be jealous. But I +cannot put it quite off my mind till you let me feel I have done +something to make up. Lady Myrtle, dear Lady Myrtle, _may_ I ask them to +come to see you? I know they are longing to thank you. And oh, it would +make me so happy!' + +'I will think it over, my dear,' was all Lady Myrtle would commit +herself to. But even that was something. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +UNCLE MARMY'S GATES. + + +When people really and thoroughly want to do right, and do not content +themselves by _saying_ they want to do so, I doubt if they are ever for +long left in perplexity. Jacinth Mildmay had found it so. She had +courageously dismissed all the specious arguments about 'troubling Lady +Myrtle,' 'not going out of her way to dictate to her elders,' or +'interfering in their affairs,' and had simply and honestly done what +her innermost conscience dictated. And now, as to how she was to act +about and towards the Harpers, she was content to wait. + +But Lady Myrtle did not keep her very long in suspense. She too had put +aside every consideration but the one--what was her duty to the Harper +family?--and she had found solid ground. + +'My dear Jacinth,' she said, the second morning after the unexpected +meeting of the former school-fellows, 'I have decided that it would be +unkind and ungracious to keep Captain and Mrs Harper and their children +at arm's length, if--if it would be any satisfaction to them to see me, +as they like to think I have been of help to them. So I intend to drive +out to St Rémi to call upon them.' + +Jacinth looked up with a bright smile. + +'I am so glad, Lady Myrtle,' she added impulsively; 'I do think you are +so very good.' + +The old lady shook her head sadly. + +'My dear,' she said, 'the bitterest part of approaching the end of life +is the realising how terribly, how overwhelmingly other than "good" one +has been, and how little time remains in which to make amends. As +regards one's self the recognising this is salutary; the more one feels +it, the more thankful one should be. But it is about others: it is +terrible to think of the harm one has done, the good one has left +undone. If I had been more patient--more pitiful--more ready to make +allowance for their strange weakness of character--with--with my poor +brothers'---- + +Her voice broke; the last words were almost inaudible: it was very +wonderful for her to say so much. And a new ray of light seemed to flash +on Jacinth's path as she listened. If such a thing were possible, if it +could come to pass that Lady Myrtle should reinstate her nephew and his +family in their natural place in her affection and regard, what +happiness, what softening of past sorrows might such a change not bring +to the sorely tried heart of her old friend. And a rush of unselfish +enthusiasm came over the young girl. + +'Anything _I_ can do to further it, I shall do,' she determined, and at +that moment died away the last fast-withering remains of jealousy in her +heart that the Harpers might in any way replace her in Lady Myrtle's +regard. + +It seemed like an encouragement--an endorsement of this secretly +registered vow--when Lady Myrtle spoke again. + +'Does it make you happy, dear child, to hear what I have resolved to do? +I hope so; for your feelings, your self-blame so honestly avowed, +though I think you exaggerate the need of it, have helped to influence +me. I know how bitter such self-blame may grow to be, and my darling +Jacinth, I want to feel, when I come to die, that at least I have +brought nothing but good into _your_ young life.' + +'Dear Lady Myrtle,' said Jacinth, 'what you tell me makes me happier +than I can express; far, far happier than I have deserved to be.' + + * * * * * + +They went the next day. Lady Myrtle's cold was better, and for the +season, the weather was wonderfully mild. Jacinth had hesitated about +accompanying her old friend, but Lady Myrtle insisted upon her doing so. + +'It will make it far easier and less constrained for me,' she said, 'and +considering everything it seems to me only natural.' + +They had luncheon early, and set off immediately after. Less than half +an hour's drive brought them to the picturesque little village, which +was in fact scarcely more than a suburb of the town of Basse. + +'Villa Malmaison' was the direction, and soon the coachman drew up at a +gate opening on to the road, for there was no drive up to the house. The +footman was preparing to enter, but when he came round for his +instructions, Lady Myrtle stopped him. + +'No,' she said, 'you can wait here. We will get out at once.--I have a +fancy,' she said to Jacinth, 'for going straight up to the house without +being announced.' + +It was a small and simple place; a balcony ran round the ground floor, +and there in a long chair--a deck chair--a gentleman was half lying, +half sitting, for the day was mild, and the house had a south exposure. +At the sound of their slow footsteps--for Lady Myrtle was feebler than +of yore--he looked up, then rose courteously, and came forward to meet +them. He was a tall thin man with gray hair, and with evident traces of +delicate health and suffering upon him, and he walked lame. But his +smile was both bright and sweet; his keen dark eyes not unlike Lady +Myrtle's own. + +'Can I'----he began, for the first instant's glance revealed to him that +the new-comers were English, but a sort of exclamation from Lady Myrtle +arrested him. + +'Jacinth,' she had just whispered, and for a second she leant so heavily +on the girl's arm that Jacinth feared she was going to faint, 'it must +be he--my nephew--he is so, so _wonderfully_ like my father.' + +And before Jacinth could reply, the old lady straightened herself again, +and drawing her arm away from her young guide, seemed to hurry forward +with a little cry. + +'Are you Reginald?' she said. 'My nephew? You must be. Oh Reginald, I am +your old Aunt Myrtle.' + +And then--all the plans and formalities were set at naught. The two tall +figures enfolded each other in an embrace like that of an aged mother +and a long absent son. + +'Aunt Myrtle, my dear aunt!' Jacinth heard the kind, cheery voice +exclaim, though in accents broken by sudden emotion. 'You who have been +so good to us, to whom I owe my life. But this--this coming yourself is +the kindest of all.' + +Then Jacinth turned and fled--fled down a path leading somewhere or +nowhere, till she found herself at the other side of the house, and ran +full tilt against Bessie, who was coming out to see what was happening. +For sounds carried far in the clear frosty air, and visitors were an +event at the little St Rémi villa. + +'Jacinth,' she exclaimed, catching hold of the flying girl, 'what is +it?' + +'Oh Bessie, it's everything--everything beautiful and wonderful. But we +mustn't interrupt them. Take me into the house and call Camilla and your +mother, and I'll explain it all.' + + * * * * * + +That was the beginning, but by no means the end. Far from it indeed. For +even if Jacinth lives to be a very old woman, I think she will always +look back upon the next few weeks at Basse--the weeks before the Harpers +returned to England, which they did before the doctors considered it +quite safe for Lady Myrtle to face the northern spring--as among the +happiest she ever knew. There were several reasons for this. There was +the great and unselfish pleasure of seeing the quiet restful content on +her dear old friend's face, and knowing that in some measure she had +been the means of bringing it there; there was the delight of writing +home with the news of the happy state of things that had come about, and +receiving her full meed of sympathy and appreciation from her father and +mother and faithful little Frances; and lastly, there was the, to +Jacinth, really new pleasure of thoroughly congenial companionship of +her own age. For at school her habit of reserve and self-dependence had +come in the way of her making friends, and she was so accustomed to +taking the lead and being the elder, that she was slow to enter into the +give and take on more or less equal ground that is an essential +condition of pleasant and profitable intercourse between the young. + +And her ideal friend--much as she learned to love and esteem hearty +generous Bessie and gentle little Margaret--Jacinth's friend of friends +came to be Camilla, whose two or three years' seniority seemed only to +bring them closer, for Jacinth was in many ways 'old for her age.' + +Yes, it was a happy time, even though now and then some twinges of +self-reproach made Jacinth feel how little she had at one time merited +the loving confidence with which her new friends treated her. + +'But that you must bear, my dear,' said Lady Myrtle, when on one or two +occasions this feeling grew so acute that she had to express it to some +one. 'Take it as your punishment if you think you deserve it. For it +would be cruel to distress these candid, unselfish girls by confessions +of ill-will or prejudice which no longer exist. For my sake, dear +Jacinth, for my sake too, try now to "let the dead past bury its dead."' + +And the girl did so. + + * * * * * + +Some happy years followed this good beginning. Years not untouched by +trouble and trials, but with an undercurrent of good. Barmettle never +became a congenial home, but Jacinth as she grew older lost her extreme +dislike to it, in the happiness of being all together, and knowing that +not only was her father satisfied with his work, but that many +opportunities for helping others were open to herself and Frances, as +well as to their active unselfish mother. + +And bright holidays with Lady Myrtle, when old Robin Redbreast stretched +his wings in some wonderful way so as to take in his kind owner's +grand-nephews and nieces as well as the Mildmay party, went far to +reconcile Jacinth and Frances to the gloom and chill of their home in +the north. + +Perhaps Christmas was the most trying time. For a merry family party +would have been something to look forward to at that season. But the +dear old lady, alas! had spent her last Christmas in England that +year--that first year at Thetford--when Jacinth and Frances and Eugene +were her guests. For her health grew more and more fragile, and every +season her time at Robin Redbreast had to be cut shorter and shorter, +till at length barely six months of the twelve could be spent by her in +England. + +Most winters Jacinth spent some part of with her at Basse, and sometimes +Camilla or Bessie replaced her. One year the whole Mildmay family joined +her for two months. So there were many pleasant mitigations of her +enforced banishment, though it gradually became impossible for those who +had learned to love her so dearly to blind themselves to the fact that +the gentle old woman was not far from the end of her chequered and at +one time lonely life. + +And one day in the early spring-time, when the sunshine was already warm +and the sky already deeply blue in the genial south, when the snowdrops +were raising their pretty timid heads in the garden at Robin Redbreast, +and the birds were beginning to hope that the winter was over and gone, +Lady Myrtle died. There was no one with her at the time. Captain Harper +had left her but the week before, and Jacinth Mildmay was to have joined +her a few days later. + +'If I could but have been with her, mamma,' said the girl among her +tears. + +But perhaps it was better not. To some natures the sorrow of others is +very hard to see, and I think Lady Myrtle was one of those. Jacinth was +nineteen at the time of her old friend's death. Two years of Colonel +Mildmay's time at Barmettle had yet to expire. + +'We shall miss our summers at Robin Redbreast sadly, mamma, shall we +not?' she said one day. 'What is to be done about it? Is it to be sold, +or are the Harpers to have it? I hope so. Does papa know?' + +'He has only heard about it recently,' said her mother. 'He and Captain +Harper are Lady Myrtle's executors, but there has been a good deal of +trouble and delay, for owing to her death having taken place abroad, +some difficulties occurred about proving the will. But now I believe all +is right, and your father is going to tell you about it.' + +At that moment the door opened and Colonel Mildmay came in. He glanced +at his wife with a half-inquiry in his eyes when he saw that she and his +daughter were talking seriously. + +'Yes,' replied Mrs Mildmay to his unspoken question, 'I was just saying +to Jacinth that you were going to explain to her about our dear old +friend's disposal of things.' + +'I happened to ask mamma if the Harpers were going to live at Robin +Redbreast,' said Jacinth. 'Somehow I hadn't thought about it before.' + +'It must have been a "brain wave,"' said her father, 'for only this +morning I decided to have a talk with you about it.' + +Jacinth looked up with a slight feeling of apprehension. Colonel +Mildmay's tone was very grave. But she had no reason for misgiving: she +knew she had never--since her eyes had been awakened to the prejudice +and jealousy she was in danger of yielding to--never felt or expressed +anything but sincere esteem and affection for Lady Myrtle's relations. + +'I don't want to hear anything in particular, papa,' she said gently, +'but just as you like, of course. It was only,' and her voice faltered a +little, 'the associations with Robin Redbreast. We have been so happy +there: I shouldn't like strangers to have it.' + +'Strangers are not going to have it,' Colonel Mildmay replied. 'But it +is not left to the Harpers. They did not wish it. They have no special +liking for that neighbourhood, and it suits them far better to make +their headquarters farther south. But I know you will be glad to hear, +Jacinth, that their aunt has left them a most fair and equitable +proportion of the property at her disposal. They have no cause for +future anxiety at all. Captain Harper is more than satisfied; he had +expected nothing of the kind, and I perfectly believe that if, as he +says, "just a little token of her restored goodwill" had been all that +was to come to them, he would have been content. I never met with more +truly unworldly and unselfish people.' + +He stopped for a moment. + +'I am so glad, so very glad,' said Jacinth. + +'And the Elvedons too are very grateful,' continued her father, 'for +besides what they knew was to be theirs, she has left them her town +house--a much better one than they have had hitherto. Then her favourite +charities have no reason to complain; she has forgotten nothing and no +one'---- + +Again he hesitated, and for some undefined reason Jacinth's heart began +to beat faster. + +'And Robin Redbreast, my dear child; Robin Redbreast is--is to be +yours.' + +'Oh, papa,' exclaimed the girl with a curious choking sensation. 'Oh, +papa; is it right? Do you and mamma think it is?' + +'Yes, dear. I think it is right. It is depriving no one of anything they +had a claim upon. For Lady Myrtle had considerable savings: some part of +those she surely had every right to leave as her own feelings prompted. +Some of the land is to be sold; just enough kept to make the little +place complete of its kind and not too expensive to manage. Enough money +will be yours--or ours--Lady Myrtle wished it to be considered our home +in the meantime, anyway, and she has managed all so that, if or when you +marry, a certain separation of income can be easily made--for real +comfort without extravagance or display. And some of her private +charities she has left in your hands, trusting to your good judgment and +unselfishness. All has been excellently thought over and wisely +arranged.' + +'Oh, papa; oh, mamma!' was still all that Jacinth could say. But after a +moment or two she asked the question which she had so much at heart, +'Shall we all go to live there?' + +'Part of the year certainly. And when my time here is out--you will be +of age by then, Jass--perhaps I may feel that the day for taking it +easier has come, and I may get some less onerous post nearer Thetford. +But there is time enough for these details. Now run and tell Francie. I +know you are longing to do so.' + +So the curious prevision of the future which had come over them all at +'Uncle Marmy's gates' was actually fulfilled. And kind Uncle Marmy +himself came home before very long to find it so. + +There is talk of his leaving off soldiering--he has seen some active +service in the East of late--and taking up his abode in his own home at +Stannesley. For he has been economical to some purpose. And Jacinth, who +still builds castles in the air in her quiet way, has one under +construction on the completed roof of which a flag _may_ fly some day. +It is that the very nicest and most entirely delightful wife Marmaduke +Denison could possibly find, were he to search all the four quarters of +the globe, would be Camilla Harper. + +THE END. + +Edinburgh: +Printed by W. & R. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Robin Redbreast + A Story for Girls + +Author: Mary Louisa Molesworth + +Illustrator: Robert Barnes + +Release Date: July 18, 2008 [EBook #26085] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK ROBIN REDBREAST *** + + + + +Produced by Chris Curnow, Lindy Walsh, Josephine Paolucci +and the Online Distributed Proofreading Team at +https://www.pgdp.net. + + + + + + +</pre> + + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 413px;"> +<img src="images/icover.jpg" width="413" height="600" alt="" title="" /> +</div> +<p><br /><br /></p> +<p><a name="front" id="front"></a></p> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 446px;"> +<img src="images/i002.jpg" width="446" height="601" alt="The old lady tapped her stick impatiently on the hard +gravel." title="" /> +<span class="caption">The old lady tapped her stick impatiently on the hard +gravel.<br /><br />Page 36.</span> +</div> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h1>ROBIN REDBREAST</h1> + +<h3>A STORY FOR GIRLS</h3> + +<h4>BY</h4> + +<h2>MRS MOLESWORTH</h2> + +<h5>AUTHOR OF 'CARROTS;' 'THE PALACE IN THE GARDEN;' 'A CHARGE FULFILLED;' +'IMOGEN;' 'THE BEWITCHED LAMP,' etc.</h5> + +<h3>WITH SIX ILLUSTRATIONS BY ROBERT BARNES</h3> + +<p class="center"> +W. & R. CHAMBERS, LIMITED<br /> +LONDON AND EDINBURGH<br /> +</p> + + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">A good old country lodge, half hid with blooms<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Of honeyed green, and quaint with straggling rooms.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i30"><span class="smcap">Leigh Hunt.</span><br /></span> +</div></div> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Give me simplicity, that I may know Thy ways,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Know them and practise them.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i30"><span class="smcap">George Herbert.</span><br /></span> +</div></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/i007.jpg" width="550" height="212" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + +<p> +<span class="smcap">Chapter </span> <span class="tocnum">Page</span><br /> +<br /> +I. THE HOUSE IN THE LANE <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_7'>7</a></span><br /> +<br /> +II. THE OLD LADY <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_23'>23</a></span><br /> +<br /> +III. TWO JACINTHS <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_39'>39</a></span><br /> +<br /> +IV. A LETTER AND A DISCUSSION <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_54'>54</a></span><br /> +<br /> +V. AN OLD STORY <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_69'>69</a></span><br /> +<br /> +VI. BESSIE'S MISGIVINGS <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_84'>84</a></span><br /> +<br /> +VII. AN INVITATION <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_99'>99</a></span><br /> +<br /> +VIII. DELICATE GROUND <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_116'>116</a></span><br /> +<br /> +IX. THE INDIAN MAIL <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_135'>135</a></span><br /> +<br /> +X. THE HARPERS' HOME <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_150'>150</a></span><br /> +<br /> +XI. GREAT NEWS <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_164'>164</a></span><br /> +<br /> +XII. '"CAMILLA" AND "MARGARET," YES' <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_181'>181</a></span><br /> +<br /> +XIII. MAMMA <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_192'>192</a></span><br /> +<br /> +XIV. A COURAGEOUS PLEADER <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_206'>206</a></span><br /> +<br /> +XV. LADY MYRTLE'S INTENTIONS <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_224'>224</a></span><br /> +<br /> +XVI. A BITTER DISAPPOINTMENT <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_239'>239</a></span><br /> +<br /> +XVII. TWO DEGREES OF HONESTY <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_255'>255</a></span><br /> +<br /> +XVIII. I WILL THINK IT OVER <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_270'>270</a></span><br /> +<br /> +XIX. UNCLE MARMY'S GATES <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_281'>281</a></span><br /> +</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS.</h2> + + +<p> +THE OLD LADY TAPPED HER STICK IMPATIENTLY ON THE +HARD GRAVEL <span class="tocnum"><i><a href="#front">Frontispiece</a></i></span><br /> +<br /> +AND THEN FRANCES RELATED THE WHOLE, MARGARET LISTENING +INTENTLY TILL ALMOST THE END <span class="tocnum">Page <a href="#Page_75">75</a></span><br /> +<br /> +JACINTH'S BROWS CONTRACTED, AND THE LINES OF HER +DELICATE FACE HARDENED, BUT SHE SAID NOTHING <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_141'>141</a></span><br /> +<br /> +JACINTH SAT DOWN ON A STOOL AT LADY MYRTLE'S FEET +AND LOOKED UP IN HER FACE <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_177'>177</a></span><br /> +<br /> +'IT IS SO GOOD OF YOU, MEETING ME LIKE THIS,' THE +YOUNGER WOMAN WHISPERED <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_207'>207</a></span><br /> +<br /> +'AH WELL!' SAID LADY MYRTLE, 'ANOTHER DREAM VANISHED!' <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_243'>243</a></span><br /> +</p> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/i009.jpg" width="550" height="174" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_7" id="Page_7">[Pg 7]</a></span></p> +<h2>ROBIN REDBREAST.</h2> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CHAPTER I.</h2> + +<h3>THE HOUSE IN THE LANE.</h3> + + +<p>It stood not very far from the corner—the corner where the lane turned +off from the high-road. And it suited its name, or its name suited it. +It was such a pretty, cosy-looking house, much larger really than it +seemed at the first glance, for it spread out wonderfully at the back.</p> + +<p>It was red too—the out-jutting front, where the deep porch was, looking +specially red, in contrast with the wings, which were entirely covered +with ivy, while this centre was kept clear of any creepers. And high up, +almost in the roof, two curious round windows, which caught and +reflected the sunset glow—for the front was due west—over the top of +the wall, itself so ivy grown that it seemed more like a hedge, might +easily have been taken as representing two bright, watchful eyes. For +these windows were, or always looked as if they were, spotlessly clean +and shining.</p> + +<p>'What a quaint name! how uncommon and picturesque!' people used to say +the first time they saw the house and heard what it was called. I don't +know if it will spoil<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_8" id="Page_8">[Pg 8]</a></span> the prettiness and the quaintness if I reveal its +real origin. Not so <i>very</i> long ago, the old house was a queer, rambling +inn, and its sign was the redbreasted bird himself; somewhere up in the +attics, the ancient board that used to swing and creak of a windy night, +was still hidden—it may perhaps be there to this day! And somebody (it +does not matter who, for it was not any somebody that has to do with +this story) took a fancy to the house—fast growing dilapidated, and in +danger of sinking from a respectable old inn into a very undesirable +public-house, for the coaches had left off running, and the old traffic +was all at an end—and bought it just in time to save it from such +degradation.</p> + +<p>This somebody repaired and restored it to a certain extent, and then +sold it again. The new owner enlarged and improved it, and built the +high wall which now looked so venerable; for already this was many, many +years ago. The present owner of Robin Redbreast was the daughter of this +gentleman—or nobleman rather—and she had lived in it ever since the +death of her husband, fully twenty years ago.</p> + +<p>She was an old woman now. Her name was Lady Myrtle Goodacre. The +Goodacres, her husband's family, belonged to a distant county, and when +<i>her</i> Mr Goodacre died, her connection with his part of the country +seemed to cease, for she had no children, and her thoughts turned to the +neighbourhood of her own old home, and the pretty quaint house not very +far from it, which had been left her by her father, the late earl. And +thither she came. But she was not exactly a sociable old lady, and few +of the Thetford people knew her. So that there grew to be a slight +flavour of mystery about Robin Redbreast.</p> + +<p>The lane was about three-quarters of a mile from the little town of +Thetford. Not that it was a little town in its own<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_9" id="Page_9">[Pg 9]</a></span> estimation; like +many small things, it thought itself decidedly important. It was a +pleasant, healthy place, and of late years it had wakened up a good deal +in some directions, of which education was one, so that several families +with boys and girls in want of schooling came and settled there. For the +grammar-school was now prospering under an excellent and energetic +head-master, and there was talk of a high-school for girls.</p> + +<p>But this latter institution was still in the clouds or the air, and so +far, the girls of Thetford families had to content themselves with the +teaching to be obtained at two steady-going, somewhat old-fashioned +private schools, of which the respective heads were, oddly enough, the +Misses Scarlett and the Misses Green. There were three Misses Scarlett +and two Misses Green (I fear they were more often described as 'The Miss +Scarletts' and 'The Miss Greens'), and all five were ladies of most +estimable character.</p> + +<p>There was no rivalry between the two schools. Each had and held its own +place and line. Ivy Lodge and Brook Bank were perfectly distinct, so +distinct that neither trod on the other's toes. The former, that +presided over by the Scarlett sisters, was recognisedly for the +daughters of the Thetford upper ten thousand; Brook Bank existed for the +little maidens belonging to the shopkeepers and small farmers of and +near the town. Nowadays a high-school would ignore such distinctions and +absorb them all—whether for better or worse is a matter of opinion. But +as things were, I don't think any harm came from the division of +classes; thanks in great measure, very probably, to the good sense and +feeling of the heads of the two schools. On the rare occasions on which +the Misses Scarlett met the Misses Green—at great parish entertainments +or fancy fairs—the latter<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_10" id="Page_10">[Pg 10]</a></span> gave precedence to the former with ready and +smiling deference, sure to be graciously acknowledged by old +white-haired Miss Scarlett with a kindly hand-shake or 'Many thanks, +Miss Green;' the younger sisters following suit. For the Scarletts were +well-born, much better born, indeed, than some of their pupils, and the +Greens had got themselves educated with difficulty, and in their present +position were higher on the social ladder than any of their progenitors +had ever been—higher socially and more successful practically than they +themselves had in past days dared to hope to be. Financially speaking, +it was well known in Thetford that the Greens had made a much better +thing of their school than the Scarletts. The Scarletts were inclined to +be too liberal and too generous. Their boarders were in many instances +the children of former friends or connections, who found it convenient +to trade upon such ties when the questions and difficulties of education +arose, and to suggest that <i>their</i> daughters might be taken on a +different footing.</p> + +<p>In a side-street running out of the market-place stood a few well-built, +old, red-brick houses, which were considered among the 'best' residences +in Thetford. No two of them were exactly alike: some were nearly twice +as large as the others; one was high and narrow, its neighbour short and +broad. They were only alike in this, that they all opened straight on to +the wide pavement, and had walled-in, sunny gardens at the back.</p> + +<p>In one of the smaller of these houses—a prim, thin-looking house, too +tall for its breadth—lived a maiden lady, well known by some of the +Thetford folk, not indeed <i>unknown</i> to any, for she had made her home in +the town for many years. Her name was Miss Mildmay, or to be quite +correct,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11">[Pg 11]</a></span> Miss Alison Mildmay. For the actual Miss Mildmay was her +niece, a very young girl whom you will hear more about presently.</p> + +<p>Miss Alison Mildmay was a very old friend of the Misses Scarlett.</p> + +<p>At Number 9 Market Square Place—that was the name of the short row of +houses I have described—some six months or so before the date at which +I think this story may really be said to begin, there had been an +arrival one evening.</p> + +<p>It was late October: the days were drawing in; it was almost dark when +the fly from the two-miles-off railway station—I should have explained +that there was no station at Thetford; the inhabitants had petitioned +against the railway coming near them, and now their children had to +suffer the inconvenience of this shortsightedness as best they +might—drew up at Miss Mildmay's door, and out of it stepped four +people—three children, and a young man scarcely more than a boy. There +were two girls, looking about twelve and fourteen, a little fellow of +six or seven, and the young man.</p> + +<p>They were all in mourning, and they were all very silent, though in the +momentary delay before the door was opened, the eldest member of the +party found time to whisper to the girls a word or two of encouragement.</p> + +<p>'Try to be cheery, darlings,' he said. 'There's nothing to be afraid of, +you know.'</p> + +<p>'I'm not afraid, Uncle Marmy,' replied the elder; 'I'm only <i>awfully</i> +dull. If—oh, if Francie and I were old enough for you to be going to +take us out to papa and mamma. Oh, if only'——</p> + +<p>'Hush,' whispered Uncle Marmy. He looked young to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12">[Pg 12]</a></span> be an uncle, younger +still to be, as he was, a full-fledged lieutenant in the 200th. 'Hush, +dear,' as the door opened.</p> + +<p>Miss Mildmay was at home—it would have been strange had she not been +so, considering that she had known for quite a week the exact day and +hour at which her guests were expected. But it would have seemed less +strange and more natural had she been there in the hall, hurrying +forward to meet them, instead of waiting, to all appearance calmly +enough, in the long bare drawing-room, into which the parlour-maid at +once ushered them. She was a small woman, neat and pleasing in +appearance, and her manner was sufficiently cordial as she came forward; +though the reverse of demonstrative, it was dry rather than cold.</p> + +<p>'You are very punctual,' she said as she kissed the children and shook +hands with their young escort, saying as she did so, 'Mr Denison, I +presume?'</p> + +<p>'Yes,' he replied; adding in a cheerful tone, 'it is a case of +introducing ourselves all round. You have never seen my—"our" I may +say—nieces and nephew before?'</p> + +<p>'No,' said Miss Mildmay. 'I am a very, an exceedingly busy person, and I +rarely leave home, and never have visitors. So, though my brother's +children have been so many years in England, they might have been as +many more without our meeting, but for—these unforeseen circumstances.'</p> + +<p>It seemed as if some less vague expression had been on her lips, but +glancing round, she had caught sight of a tremulous flutter amidst the +black garments of the two girls seated beside her—the elder stretching +out her hand to clasp her sister's. Miss Alison Mildmay dreaded 'scenes' +of all things; possibly, too, she felt conscious that her words sounded +harsh. For she added quickly, 'Of course, I don't<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13">[Pg 13]</a></span> count these young +folk as visitors. I hope they will very soon feel quite at home here, +and no doubt we shall fall into each other's ways nicely.'</p> + +<p>The little speech cost her an effort; but she was rewarded for it. +Marmaduke Denison could not restrain an audible sigh of relief.</p> + +<p>'Thank you,' he said, with what sounded almost exaggerated fervour, +'thank you so much. It is—it has been very good of you to—to arrange +as you have done. I assure you my sister and Mildmay appreciate it +thoroughly.'</p> + +<p>A shade of stiffness returned again to her manner.</p> + +<p>'I quite understand my brother,' she said coldly. And though Uncle Marmy +was too deeply in earnest to mind the snub, he wished he had answered +less effusively.</p> + +<p>'Do you think Eugene is like his father?' he said quietly, drawing +forward the little fellow, who had been standing somewhat in the +background.</p> + +<p>The aunt's face softened again. And truly the boy was a pleasant object +for her eyes to rest upon. He was very fair as to hair and complexion, +though his eyes were dark and wistful; he was an extremely pretty child.</p> + +<p>'Yes,' she said more cordially than she had yet spoken. 'He is like +Frank, but he has his mother's eyes.'</p> + +<p>Again the feeling of relief stole over the young man.</p> + +<p>'She can't be so cold as she seems,' he reflected. 'I fancy I could get +on with her, and I daresay Francie and Eugene will. It is Jacinth I am +anxious about.' And he glanced at the elder girl, as the thought passed +through his mind. So far neither she nor her sister had spoken. Jacinth +sat there with a grave, almost expressionless face, her lips compressed +in a way which her uncle knew well. And suddenly he became aware of a +curious thing. It almost made him<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14">[Pg 14]</a></span> smile. This was an undoubted +resemblance between his elder niece and her aunt!</p> + +<p>'I wonder how that will work,' he thought. 'I wonder if it is only +superficial or if it goes deeper? If so, I hope poor Jass will have a +wider life than has evidently fallen to the lot of this good lady.' And +then, as it struck him that they were all sitting silent in most +constrained discomfort, he thrust aside his reflections and forced his +attention to return to the present.</p> + +<p>'Perhaps I had better be looking up my quarters at the inn,' he said, +rising. 'I found I could get up to town practically almost as early by +the morning's express as by a night train. So if you will allow me, Miss +Mildmay, I will look in first thing to-morrow for another glimpse of +these little people.'</p> + +<p>'But you will return to dine—at least not to dine, but—well, call it +high tea or supper, whichever you like,' said his hostess, cordially. +'Unless, of course, you prefer'——</p> + +<p>Marmaduke stood irresolute. He was desperately afraid of annoying Miss +Mildmay.</p> + +<p>'Oh no, of course not,' he began, 'but I'm'——</p> + +<p>A sudden impulse seized Jacinth. She felt as if she must do +something—if she sat still a moment longer she would burst into tears. +She sprang to her feet and caught her uncle's arm. 'Oh, <i>do</i> come back, +Marmy,' she said. 'You don't know.—Aunt Alison, do say he must.'</p> + +<p>'Of course he must,' said Miss Mildmay. 'I am not going out this evening +as I usually do. I have given myself a holiday in honour of your +arrival, so pray come back as soon as you have ordered your room at the +<i>Swan</i>, Mr Denison,' And Marmaduke smilingly consented.</p> + +<p>This little incident seemed to have thawed them all.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15">[Pg 15]</a></span></p> + +<p>'I will show you your rooms now,' said Miss Mildmay, when, the young man +had gone. 'You two girls are to be together of course, and Eugene's +little room is on the next floor.'</p> + +<p>Eugene, who was following with his sister Frances, whose hand he held, +here squeezed it while he looked up in her face with anxiety.</p> + +<p>'Never mind,' she whispered. 'It's quite a little house compared to +granny's, Eugene. You can't be far away. Very likely you'll be just +overhead, and so if you want us in the night you can knock on the +floor.'</p> + +<p>This seemed to satisfy the child, and the sight of his room, which +though small was bright and cheerful, went still further to reassure +him.</p> + +<p>'It will be nice to have a room of my own,' he said bravely. 'At +granny's I slept in the night nursery with nurse.'</p> + +<p>'But you're a big boy now, you know,' said Jacinth, hastily, as if +afraid of her aunt thinking him babyish.</p> + +<p>'Yes, of course,' agreed Miss Mildmay. 'I cannot promise you that you +will find everything here the same as at your poor grandmother's. You +always called her your grandmother, I suppose,' she went on, turning to +Jacinth, 'though she was not really any blood relation.'</p> + +<p>The girl's lip quivered, but she controlled herself. 'We—we never +thought about that,' she said. 'And then, of course, she was Uncle +Manny's own mother, and we are so <i>very</i> fond of him.'</p> + +<p>'Ah! he seems a nice young fellow, but so very young, and Mrs Denison +was quite elderly. But she was more than middle-aged when she married, +of course,' said Miss Mildmay.</p> + +<p>There was a slight, almost indescribable tone of condescension<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16">[Pg 16]</a></span> or +disparagement in her voice, the reason of which I will explain. Both the +girls were conscious of it, but it affected them in different ways.</p> + +<p>'Ye—es,' began Jacinth, hesitatingly, 'I know'——</p> + +<p>But Frances here broke in eagerly.</p> + +<p>'You are not explaining it properly to Aunt Alison, Jacinth. You know +you're not. It wasn't only or principally for Uncle Marmy's sake that we +loved dear granny. She was as sweet and good to us as she could be, and +I'd have loved her awfully if she hadn't been—been any relation—at +all;' but here the little girl ignominiously burst into tears.</p> + +<p>Miss Mildmay the elder glanced at her with scant sympathy.</p> + +<p>'I suppose she is over-tired, poor child,' she said to Jacinth. 'I will +leave you to take off your things. Come down as soon as you can; you +will feel better when you have had something to eat;' and she turned to +go. They were standing in the girls' own room. But at the door she +paused a moment. 'Shall I send up Phebe?' she said. 'That is the young +girl I have engaged to wait upon you three. No, perhaps,' as her eyes +fell on the still weeping Frances, 'it would be better to wait a little. +Just take off your outdoor things. The trunks will be brought up while +we are at tea, and then Phebe can begin to unpack.'</p> + +<p>She was scarcely out of hearing when Jacinth turned upon her sister. +'I'm ashamed of you, Frances,' she said. 'Crying and sobbing like that, +when you can see Aunt Alison isn't the sort of person to have any +patience with silliness! Such a beginning to have made! And it isn't as +if it was really about—about poor granny.' Here it must be owned her +voice faltered. 'It was just that you were vexed with me.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17">[Pg 17]</a></span></p> + +<p>'Well, and if I was,' replied Frances, drying her eyes and swallowing +down her sobs. 'I don't like you to speak coldly of granny, for you did +love her in your heart, I know, dearly. Aunt Alison looks down upon her, +just because she wasn't quite—no, she <i>was</i> quite a lady—but because +she wasn't at all grand. And there's some excuse for her, because she +didn't know her. But for us it would be <i>too</i> horrid, when she was so +good to us, even all those years she was so suffering and feeble. And +then, for Uncle Manny's sake too.'</p> + +<p>'There now,' said Jacinth, not sorry to turn aside the reproach which +conscience told her she had merited. 'You are saying the very thing you +blamed me for—but truly, Francie, I didn't mean anything not nice to +dear granny. I felt that Aunt Alison couldn't <i>understand</i> what she was; +and—and—it was no use seeming to take up the cudgels for our other +relations the moment we came.'</p> + +<p>There was something in this, and no doubt a reluctance to discuss their +grandmother with a stranger, and a prejudiced stranger, had mingled with +Jacinth's desire to propitiate her aunt. So the sisters kissed and made +friends, and when a few minutes afterwards they went down-stairs, and Mr +Denison made his appearance again, the traces of tears had all but +vanished from Frances's fair face.</p> + +<p>The two girls had been five years in England, little Eugene three; and +during all these years, owing to exceptional circumstances and unlucky +coincidences, they had never seen their parents. Nor was there any +prospect of their doing so for three or four years to come. All this +time had been spent under the care of their mother's step-mother, Mrs +Denison, whose recent death had thrown them again, in a sense, on the +world, and the best Colonel Mildmay could arrange for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18">[Pg 18]</a></span> them was the +somewhat unwilling guardianship of his elder sister Alison. She was an +honourable and well-meaning woman, who had found her own sphere in +active good works among the poor of Thetford. But she did not understand +or care for children, and the charge of her nieces and nephew she only +accepted as a duty.</p> + +<p>'I will do my best,' she wrote to the parents in India, 'but I dare not +promise that it will be all you could wish. Still there are undoubtedly +advantages here, in the way of schools, and the place is healthy. I will +give what time I can to the children, but I cannot give up all my +present responsibilities and occupations. You would not expect it. I +fear the children may find my rules strict, for—owing to Mrs Denison's +long ill-health and peculiarly gentle character—I think it scarcely to +be expected that they are not somewhat spoilt.'</p> + +<p>She was right. It scarcely <i>was</i> to be expected. It was marvellous that +the girls and their little brother were not more 'spoilt.' Mrs Denison +adored them, and could see no fault in them. Nor was she in any sense a +clever or strong-minded woman. Of inferior birth to her late +husband—the daughter of merely the village doctor—she had married him +when she was nearly forty, making the kindest of stepmothers to his only +child, now Mrs Mildmay; loving her in no sense less devotedly than she +loved her own son, Marmaduke, the child of Mr Denison's old age—the +Uncle Marmy, who was more like an elder brother than an uncle to the +little trio sent home to his mother's care.</p> + +<p>But Mrs Denison was so essentially <i>good</i>, so single-minded and +truthful, that her influence, even her too great unselfishness for their +sake, had not radically injured her grandchildren. Her death had been +preceded by a slow and gradual decline—none<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19">[Pg 19]</a></span> of those about her +suspected the extent of the sufferings she hid so resolutely under a +calm and cheerful exterior—and the end came gently with no bitterness +or shock. Even to Marmaduke, though he loved her devotedly, she had +seemed more like a grandmother than a mother, and her gradual enforced +withdrawal from the family life had prepared him and the girls for what +had to be.</p> + +<p>Perhaps the full realisation of their loss only came home to them, when +the question of where they were all to go was decided by a letter from +Colonel Mildmay, telling of his arrangement with his sister, and by +Marmaduke's receiving orders to start almost at once for India.</p> + +<p>'I'm glad they didn't come before,' he said. 'If only I could take you +all out with me;' for his regiment was that of his brother-in-law.</p> + +<p>'Yes indeed—if only!' said Jacinth, as she said again that first +evening at Thetford.</p> + +<p>Stannesley, the Denisons' old home, was to be let. Though not a very +large place, it was expensive to keep up, and Marmaduke was somewhat +short of ready money, and not as yet ambitious of the quiet life of a +country squire. His father had been easy-going, his mother no specially +endowed woman of business; things had suffered, and rents had gone down. +It would need some years' economy before the young man could retire to +live in the old liberal way. But he did not mind; the world was before +him, and he loved his profession.</p> + +<p>That first evening in Market Square Place passed on the whole more +cheerfully than might have been expected. Miss Mildmay was practically +kind—more self-denying than her guests realised, for out of +consideration for them, she had renounced attendance that evening at a +committee meeting of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20">[Pg 20]</a></span> which she was the ruling spirit, and those who +knew her well would have seen that to sit for two or three hours 'with +her hands before her,' in her drawing-room, made her feel sadly like a +fish out of water.</p> + +<p>But the four new-comers were too preoccupied to observe her +restlessness; the younger ones were tired too, and anxious for them to +feel as cheerful as possible the next day, their uncle left early, +advising Miss Mildmay to send them all off to bed.</p> + +<p>'I am not leaving till twelve o'clock after all,' he said, 'so, if you +have no objection I'll call in about half-past ten, and take these three +young people a walk. I'd like to see something of Thetford: its looks so +pretty.'</p> + +<p>It was something to look forward to—another glimpse of the dear kind +boyish face. And with the thought of the next morning's walk together, +in their mind, the girls went to bed, and got up in good time for their +aunt's early breakfast, trying to look and feel as cheerful as they +could.</p> + +<p>Marmaduke was more than punctual. It was barely ten o'clock when he rang +at the door and came in briskly, saying it was such a lovely day he had +thought it a pity to lose any of it.</p> + +<p>It could not be anything but a sad walk, though they all tried to +pretend it was not, and Uncle Marmy talked very fast and made all sorts +of jokes, which Jacinth and Frances saw through, though they made Eugene +laugh.</p> + +<p>'Thetford's a very pretty place, really,' said Jacinth. 'There are +lovely walks on every side, I should think. Do you suppose we shall go +walks with the girls at our school, Uncle Marmy, or by ourselves with +Phebe?'</p> + +<p>'By yourselves, I should think. You are only to be at school till one +o'clock,' he replied.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21">[Pg 21]</a></span></p> + +<p>'Oh, that will be much nicer,' said both the girls; 'we shall explore +the neighbourhood. Oh what a pretty lane!' for they were just then +passing Robin Redbreast corner. 'Do let us go down it a little way, +uncle,' added Frances, 'I see what looks like a gate into a garden.'</p> + +<p>And a moment or two later, the four stood, breathless with admiration, +in front of the great gates in the high ivy-covered wall I have +described.</p> + +<p>The clear spring sunshine was falling brightly on the quaint old house; +what of the garden could be seen was exquisitely neat and trim; Robin +Redbreast was looking charming.</p> + +<p>'What a <i>delicious</i> old house!' said Jacinth. 'I wonder who lives here?' +and she gave a little sigh. 'Now, Uncle Marmy, wouldn't it be perfectly +lovely if papa's time was out, and he and mamma had come home and we +were all going to live here—just <i>fancy</i>!'</p> + +<p>'It's awfully pretty,' said Marmaduke, 'but when your father's time's up +I want you all to come back to live at Stannesley with me.'</p> + +<p>Jacinth laughed.</p> + +<p>'No, that wouldn't do,' she said. 'You'd be getting married. No, it +would be much the nicest for us to live here and you at Stannesley, and +for us to pay each other lovely visits. Of course we'd always be +together at Christmas and times like that. And your wife must be very, +<i>very</i> nice—like a sort of elder sister to us, you know, and'——</p> + +<p>'My darlings,' said poor Marmy, to whom it had suddenly occurred to look +at his watch, 'time's up—or just about it. We must hurry back.'</p> + +<p>'Let's say good-bye here,' said Frances. 'Let's kiss you here, darling +uncle, not before Aunt Alison in her drawing-room. And, oh, I <i>will</i> try +not to cry.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22">[Pg 22]</a></span></p> + +<p>So it came to pass that almost their first memory of their new home was +associated for the three children with Robin Redbreast, the old house in +the lane. Often as they passed it, it always brought back to them Uncle +Marmy's sunburnt face and kind eyes, and again they seemed to hear his +'Good-bye, my darlings, good-bye,' which he strove hard to utter without +letting them hear the break in his usually hearty and cheery voice.</p> + +<p>Half-an-hour later he was gone.</p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 250px;"> +<img src="images/i024.jpg" width="250" height="116" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23">[Pg 23]</a></span></p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/i025.jpg" width="550" height="136" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + +<h2>CHAPTER II.</h2> + +<h3>THE OLD LADY.</h3> + + +<p>It was six months now since the arrival at the house in Market Square +Place. Mr Denison had been long with the regiment at——No, it does not +specially matter where it was in India. The sisters got letters from +him, as well as from their mother, by almost every mail, and in each he +repeated the same thing—that he had never in his life found himself a +person of so much consequence as Colonel and Mrs Mildmay considered him, +seeing that he could give them direct news and description of their +three children. And on their side, this seemed to make their parents +more real and to draw them nearer to Jacinth and Frances, increasing +more and more the intense longing for their return.</p> + +<p>It is autumn, a pleasant season in this part of the country—really +pleasanter perhaps, though one is reluctant to allow it, than the +lovely, fascinating, capriciously joyous spring—and it is a Friday. +Jacinth and Frances Mildmay are walking home from school, carrying their +little bag of books. For Saturday is a whole holiday—no going to school +that is to say—so, naturally, some lessons must be learnt at home for +Monday.</p> + +<p>'Aren't you glad to think to-morrow's Saturday, Jass?' said Frances. 'If +only Aunt Alison would let us stay in bed half-an-hour later on Saturday +mornings, it <i>would</i> be nice.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24">[Pg 24]</a></span></p> + +<p>'You lazy little thing!' said Jacinth, 'no, I don't think it would be +nice at all. I'd rather get up even earlier than usual on a holiday, and +feel we have the whole long day before us. It's one of the things I +admire Aunt Alison for—that she's so punctual and regular; we'd <i>never</i> +have been in time at school every morning, Francie, if our home had +still been at poor granny's.'</p> + +<p>'I don't like you to say "poor" granny,' said Frances, rather irritably. +'Say "dear" granny. And Jacinth, whether it's true or not that in some +ways we were rather spoilt and—and—not methodical and all that, at +Stannesley, I wish you'd <i>never</i> say it to Aunt Alison. She's quite +ready enough to be down on all the ways there.'</p> + +<p>'If ever I've said anything of the kind,' said Jacinth, 'it's only been +as a sort of excuse for <i>you</i>; for you know, Frances, you were +dreadfully unpunctual and careless in little ways when we first came, +though I do think you're getting better.'</p> + +<p>'Much obliged,' said Frances, rather snappishly, for she was a +quick-tempered girl. 'It's no thanks to Aunt Alison if I am. It's simply +that I see it is right to try and be more careful, and—partly too for +your sake, Jass. But it isn't for love of Aunt Alison. I don't love her. +I'd have—what wouldn't I have done for granny or Uncle Marmy?—they +loved us and Aunt Alison doesn't. She's good, in one way I daresay she's +very good, but it's all duty. Why, just think how she leaves us to +ourselves, once she's ordered our meals and told us what we are to do. +Evening after evening we're alone. <i>That</i>'s not loving us.'</p> + +<p>'I think you should be very glad indeed that she trusts us,' said +Jacinth. 'It's much better as it is than to have<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25">[Pg 25]</a></span> her fussing after us +out of duty, as you say. It would be very uncomfortable for us to feel +that she was always thinking we interrupted all the things she has to +do. She told me a while ago that it was the greatest possible relief to +her to find she <i>could</i> trust us, and that having us interfered with her +life much less than she expected.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, <i>I</i> don't want any more of her,' said Frances hastily. 'Don't think +that. But you must allow it's scarcely like having a home; sometimes I +really think I would rather be boarders at school, do you know, Jass? It +would be a good deal jollier. Don't you think so?'</p> + +<p>'No, indeed,' said Jacinth, very decidedly. 'I certainly wouldn't like +it at all. School's all very well for lessons, but I should hate to be +so tied up. I like being independent. Of course Aunt Alison knows we're +to be trusted, but if we were at school we should have to ask leave for +every single thing we wanted to do. And think of poor little Eugene +without us.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, it was only an idea,' said Frances. 'I didn't really mean it +seriously. But I like some of the girls very much, especially the +Harpers; don't you like the Harpers exceedingly, Jass? I've liked school +itself ever so much better since the two younger ones came. Of course +Camilla Harper wasn't much good to us, as she was quite one of the +biggest ones. But I think they're all nice. I <i>love</i> Bessie and +Margaret.'</p> + +<p>'Yes,' her sister agreed. 'I think they're very nice. But they're rather +babyish; you see they've always lived at home, and never had to depend +on themselves at all. I think they're not at all rich.'</p> + +<p>'That makes them all the nicer, <i>I</i> think,' said Frances. 'I don't know +if it's always the way, but it certainly is<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26">[Pg 26]</a></span> at school—the richest +girls aren't nearly as nice as some of the others.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, that's nonsense,' said Jacinth. 'It may just happen that some of +those we know to be richer are—well, rather commoner—but you can't +make any rule about it.'</p> + +<p>'I wish Aunt Alison would let us ask the Harpers to tea, sometimes,' +said Frances. 'I'm almost sure Miss Scarlett would let them come.'</p> + +<p>'But I'm <i>more</i> sure that Aunt Alison wouldn't like anything of the +kind,' said Jacinth, and even she sighed a little. 'So it's no use +thinking of it. I hope you're prepared for a good long walk this +afternoon, Francie. It's a lovely day, and we've been so little out +lately. We needn't do our lessons till to-morrow. Ah, there's Eugene!' +as at that moment the boy came flying down the street to meet them. 'How +have you got on to-day, old man?' she said, fondly. 'Would you like to +go a good long walk this afternoon?'</p> + +<p>Eugene went to a small boys' school, a few doors only from his aunt's. +He was certainly the least to be pitied in the children's somewhat +lonely life, for his sisters were devoted to him, and their affection +made up to him for the absence of other love. Yet this sounds too severe +on Miss Mildmay, who in her own undemonstrative way <i>did</i> love her +nephew and nieces. But she had mapped out her life on lines independent +of home ties, and she had not the breadth and nobility of nature to +recognise that the charge unexpectedly laid upon her was as much a +heaven-sent mission as the labours among the poor, which she fulfilled +with such devotion and enthusiastic self-denial. Her 'duty,' her dry +duty, she performed to the children, but it never entered her mind or +imagination that more than this could, under the circumstances, be +demanded of her.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_27" id="Page_27">[Pg 27]</a></span></p> + +<p>'Oh yes,' Eugene replied. 'I'm game for as many miles as you girls, any +way.'</p> + +<p>His sisters burst out laughing. Their seven-years' old brother was +developing fast.</p> + +<p>'Where shall we go to, then?' said Jacinth, as they rang at their own +door. 'I hope Phebe will be "game" too, Eugene, for we can't go without +her, and she doesn't love very long walks.'</p> + +<p>But Phebe proved to be in an unusually enterprising mood. She was a very +good-natured girl, honest and well-principled, her only important fault +being laziness, which her young charges did their best to conceal from +Miss Mildmay.</p> + +<p>'Aunt Alison would <i>certainly</i> send her away, if she knew how late Phebe +sometimes calls us in the morning,' Jacinth used to say. 'There's +nothing that would vex her more than laziness, and it is very tiresome. +But then, very likely, she'd get us some prim maid that would be +ill-natured and crabbed, and perhaps not <i>really</i> as good as Phebe.'</p> + +<p>So, though they shook the terrors of a probable dismissal over the +delinquent's head, they made no further complaint. And every time Phebe +had been specially in fault, she was so exceedingly penitent that she +almost persuaded her young mistresses as well as herself that it would +never happen again.</p> + +<p>She had been very late that Friday morning, and in consequence was now +doubly on the alert. Not only did she profess herself equal to walking +ten miles if the young ladies wished it, but she undertook to carry +Master Eugene pick-a-back, should he feel tired, a proposal which did +not find favour in Master Eugene's eyes, though her next suggestion that +she should escort the party to a lovely wood<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28">[Pg 28]</a></span> they had not yet visited, +'round by Aldersmere' was received with acclamations.</p> + +<p>'We've always wanted to go along the Aldersmere road,' said Frances. +'You remember, Jass, we went a tiny bit up it that morning—that first +morning with dear old Marmy.'</p> + +<p>'Yes,' said Jacinth, with a sigh, 'that first and last day.'</p> + +<p>'Is it the way along by Uncle Marmy's gates?' asked Eugene.</p> + +<p>Phebe did not understand him, but Jacinth explained.</p> + +<p>'He means past that lovely old house, Robin Redbreast, you know,' she +said.</p> + +<p>'We could come home by that lane; we can get into it by the other end +and come out at Robin Redbreast corner on to the high-road,' said Phebe; +'it's a very pretty way indeed, though it's a long walk,' her voice +sounding rather doleful.</p> + +<p>'Phebe's thinking better of it,' said Frances laughing. 'Ah well, if you +don't want to go a long walk, you'd better tell Aunt Alison that you +can't stand the hard work here—so late in bed, and up so <i>dreadfully</i> +early in the morning.'</p> + +<p>The maid's face flushed scarlet.</p> + +<p>'Miss Frances!' she began reproachfully.</p> + +<p>Jacinth looked annoyed. In spite of her defence of her aunt's system and +her own love of independence and self-confidence, she did feel conscious +that the three of them were left in some ways too much to themselves: +her sister's tone was not quite what a young lady's should be in +speaking to a servant.</p> + +<p>'Frances,' she said. 'I think it's very bad taste to joke about serious +things, and being too late nearly every morning is a serious thing.'</p> + +<p>'I wasn't joking,' Frances replied.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29">[Pg 29]</a></span></p> + +<p>'Well, say no more about it. We'd better start if we're going to. Phebe, +do you think there's any chance of cook's giving us some cake, or even +some bread-and-butter, to take with us?'</p> + +<p>Phebe shook her head.</p> + +<p>'I'm afraid not, Miss Jacinth,' she replied. 'She'd only complain to +Miss Mildmay; it's best not to ask.'</p> + +<p>'And I really can't afford any more pennies for buns,' said Jacinth. 'We +must trust to getting a good tea when we come home.'</p> + +<p>'Will Aunt Alison be in for tea?' said Frances. 'Oh no—it's Friday. I +forgot,' with a distinct note of satisfaction in her voice.</p> + +<p>'So there'll be nobody to say we're greedy if we do eat a great lot,' +said Eugene, with satisfaction still less disguised.</p> + +<p>Friday was one of Miss Alison Mildmay's busiest days, as she went out +immediately after breakfast and did not return till the children were +about going to bed. They had had dinner by themselves, and were now in +the little room, half schoolroom, half nursery, appropriated to their +use, on the same floor as the sisters' bedroom.</p> + +<p>'Do let us go,' said Jacinth, impatiently, 'and don't even talk of being +greedy, Eugene; it's not nice.'</p> + +<p>Notwithstanding these little elements of discord before they started, +the walk turned out a great success. It was a delicious day, to begin +with, and lovely autumn weather is no doubt more soothing in its effect +on both old and young than that of any other season. The little party +stepped out bravely; the four miles to Aldersmere seemed only half the +real distance, and the place itself, when they reached it, would have +rewarded a much greater amount of exertion.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30">[Pg 30]</a></span></p> + +<p>It was a little lake, lying in a hollow; the trees, from which came its +name, growing almost into the water. There was a curious charm about the +intense loneliness of the place, none the less that it was not actually +very far removed from the haunts of men. The pool was said in the +neighbourhood to be exceedingly deep, and the dark still water looked +mysterious enough to be so; but then this is said of every pond or lake +of romantic appearance in all parts of the country, just as every +tumble-down ruin or gloomy deserted house is sure to have the name of +being haunted.</p> + +<p>At one side there was a little clearing and a tempting stretch of +velvety-looking grass, disfigured, however, by blackened patches where +gipsy-fires, amateur or professional, had recently been lighted.</p> + +<p>'It would be a jolly place for a picnic,' said Frances. 'I wonder if +it's picnickers who've been here, or gipsies.'</p> + +<p>'Real gipsies choose opener places generally,' said Jacinth. 'Still this +would be a very cosy place in hot weather, but I suspect it's only been +picnics. Let's remember it for next summer, Francie, and try to coax +Aunt Alison to let us bring our dinner or at least our tea with us one +nice hot day.'</p> + +<p>'It wouldn't be much fun all by ourselves,' said Frances. 'If we could +ask the Harpers to come too some holiday, <i>that</i> would be fun.'</p> + +<p>'Oh how you tease about the Harpers!' replied Jacinth impatiently. 'I +daresay you'll have quarrelled with them long before next summer, as you +did with the Beckinghams.'</p> + +<p>'Jacinth, it's very unkind of you to say that,' said Frances, +indignantly. 'I <i>didn't</i> quarrel with the Beckinghams, only you wouldn't +have had me stand Priscilla saying that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31">[Pg 31]</a></span> papa and mamma can't care for +us much if they leave us all these years without troubling to come home +to see us.'</p> + +<p>'It was very impertinent,' said the elder sister, 'but I think you make +friends too quickly. You told Priscilla Beckingham our whole history +almost the first day we were at school. None of the girls would say such +a thing as that to <i>me</i>.'</p> + +<p>Frances was on the brink of a still more indignant reply, when +Phebe—one of whose best points was a very sweet temper, which made her +always ready to avert a storm if she could—broke in, just in time.</p> + +<p>'Miss Jacinth,' she said, 'I think we should be turning towards home. +We've been here longer than you'd think, and Master Eugene will be +getting tired.'</p> + +<p>'I'm not a bit tired,' said the little boy, 'but I'll tell you what I +am, or what I'm going to be, and that's awfully nungry. Talking of +bringing our dinner or tea out with us next summer has put it into my +head. If even I'd a bit of bread, I'd eat it.'</p> + +<p>'Come on, then,' said Jacinth, encouragingly, 'the sooner we go, the +sooner we'll be home. And we can have tea the minute we get in, can't +we, Phebe, even if it's not quite five o'clock.'</p> + +<p>'Certainly, miss, I don't think there'll be any difficulty about that,' +said Phebe, who was pretty well persuaded in her own mind that it would +be quite the orthodox tea-time before they could reach Market Square +Place.</p> + +<p>The first part of the way was pleasant walking, even though they were +beginning to be just a little tired, for it was over level ground; but +the next two miles were stiffer, for they were almost entirely up-hill, +which had naturally made<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32">[Pg 32]</a></span> the outstart down-hill, an easy commencement +of the expedition.</p> + +<p>Eugene was soon rather done up, though he would not hear of Phebe's +carrying him.</p> + +<p>'If it wasn't so climby, I wouldn't mind,' he said, 'but my legs does +get so tired of always shortening themselves up.'</p> + +<p>'Never mind, Master Eugene,' said the maid; 'we'll be at the back end of +the Redbreast Lane, directly, and after that, there's no more climbing.'</p> + +<p>'And once there we shall be less than a mile from home,' said Jacinth. +'Oh Francie, do you remember how nice it was at Stannesley with the old +donkey, whenever we were going a long walk?'</p> + +<p>'And granny watching for us at home with tea in her own sitting-room for +a treat, and those <i>exquisite</i> little scones,' said Frances. 'Oh don't +speak of it.'</p> + +<p>'No, please don't,' said Eugene, 'for it makes me nungrier and nungrier. +And—I'm afraid I'm beginning to be <i>firsty</i> too, and that's worser than +being nungry. It always says so in shipwreck stories. They read us one +at school the other day, and it said so.'</p> + +<p>'Eugene, how silly you are!' said Frances, 'as if your feeling a little +hungry and a tiny atom thirsty could compare with dreadful sufferings +like sailors have.'</p> + +<p>'And really, Eugene, considering you're past seven, you should try to +speak better,' added Jacinth. 'I hope you don't say "nungry and firsty" +at school. How they must laugh at you!'</p> + +<p>'They don't then,' said the little boy, 'and they don't need to. I'm +very pertickler at school, and I always say 'ungry and wursty properly. +But it's a great trouble to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33">[Pg 33]</a></span> remember, and I like a rest from being +pertickler at home. You needn't be so cross. Why, there's a boy at +school, older than me, who calls the sun the "fun"—he does really.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I know papa and mamma would like you to speak well,' said +Jacinth, 'so you should try for their sake. "Ungry" is worse than +"nungry"; you mustn't get into the way of dropping your "h's," whatever +you do. That matters more than baby talking; it's <i>vulgar</i>.'</p> + +<p>'It's very unkind of you to call me vulgar,' said Eugene, in a very +plaintive voice, 'and I'll tell you what, Jass, I'm getting <i>so</i> +fir—wursty, I mean, that I just can't go all the way back wifout a +drink.'</p> + +<p>Jacinth and Frances looked about them in despair; Eugene was a very good +little fellow generally, but he was rather delicate and nervous, and +notwithstanding the dignity of his seven years, they knew by experience +that once he was fairly started on a fit of crying, it was far from easy +to predict when it would be over. They were now in the long lane known +as Robin Redbreast Lane, or the Redbreast Lane; another quarter of a +mile at most would bring them out on to the high-road, where they were +at no great distance from Thetford.</p> + +<p>'I'm afraid it's been too long a walk for him,' said Jacinth. 'It's such +a pity, for it's so good for him to have a nice country walk, now that +he goes to school every day.'</p> + +<p>'I'm not tired,' said Eugene, 'I'm only firsty now; I can wait for being +nungry till tea-time, quite well, but I must have somefin to drink.'</p> + +<p>'Is there any cottage along this lane, that we could ask for a glass of +water at?' Jacinth inquired of Phebe.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34">[Pg 34]</a></span></p> + +<p>But the girl shook her head.</p> + +<p>'There's no cottage nor house of any kind between this and the +high-road, except the Robin Redbreast itself,' said she. 'And that's not +a place where one could ask for a glass of water even. The old lady's +very stiff in her ways, and the servants are just the same.'</p> + +<p>'Oh no,' said Jacinth, 'of course it wouldn't do to ask for anything at +a <i>gentleman's</i> house. You must just bear it, Eugene dear, and perhaps +we'll pass some cottage when we leave the lane; though I'm not very fond +of drinking water at any cottage—one's never sure of its being good.'</p> + +<p>'There's the drinking fountain just outside the town; I daresay Master +Eugene can get along till we come to that,' said Phebe, encouragingly.</p> + +<p>And for a few moments nothing more was heard of the little boy's woes. +He plodded along silently, till just as they were approaching 'Uncle +Marmy's gate' as they called it, he burst out again.</p> + +<p>'I <i>must</i> have a drink, Jass. I tell you I must. Let me go and ask for +one at this house. It wouldn't be naughty. I <i>can't</i> go any furder.'</p> + +<p>The girls hesitated. It went very much against the grain with them—with +Jacinth especially—to let the boy go up to the front door of this +strange house to ask for the boon of even a glass of water. And yet it +wouldn't do to let him go to the back-door, 'as if we were beggars,' +said Frances.</p> + +<p>'Would it be better to send Phebe? Well, perhaps that would be best. +Phebe, will you go with Master Eugene—to the front door? But Eugene, +you are really very tiresome,' said the elder girl.</p> + +<p>'I <i>must</i> have a drink, Jacinth. It's not my fault. I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35">[Pg 35]</a></span> can't help being +firsty,' said the boy, in his doleful tone. 'If you say I mustn't, I'll +<i>try</i> to bear it, but'——</p> + +<p>At this moment an unexpected turn was given to the state of affairs by +the gate, a few feet in front of them, being pushed open, to allow some +one to come out.</p> + +<p>The sound interrupted the children's discussion; they all looked towards +the gate.</p> + +<p>The 'some one' was an elderly, more correctly speaking, perhaps, an old +lady. She was not <i>very</i> tall, but she was thin, and, considering her +years, wonderfully erect. As she stood there at the gate, her thick +black silk skirt trailing a little, a large fleecy white shawl thrown +round her head and shoulders—her bright dark eyes glancing out all the +darker and brighter from the contrast with her snowy hair and +draperies—she looked both striking and stately. Not a person to take +liberties with, assuredly.</p> + +<p>Phebe shook in her shoes. As I have said, there was a considerable +amount of awe felt in Thetford for the somewhat mysterious inhabitant of +Robin Redbreast, and Phebe was a Thetford girl.</p> + +<p>As for the young Mildmays, they stood motionless, not overawed, but both +impressed and startled, gazing at the unexpected apparition in a way +which Jacinth afterwards hoped to herself had not seemed like ill-bred +staring.</p> + +<p>But the lady was looking at them too. She had a stick in her hand—a +polished black-wood stick, with a gold knob at the top—and for the +first moment or two she stood as if leaning on it. Then she raised it +with a little gesture, as if inviting them to come nearer.</p> + +<p>'What was that name I heard you say just now?' she began. 'I heard you +from the other side of my garden-wall. I have quick ears, though I am +old.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36">[Pg 36]</a></span></p> + +<p>The mention of ears was unfortunate. Somehow it recalled the story of +Red Riding-hood and her grandmother to Eugene; tired and excited +already, he grew perfectly white and caught hold of his elder sister's +dress. And for a moment or two the presence of mind of the whole party +seemed to have deserted them. No one spoke.</p> + +<p>The old lady tapped her stick impatiently on the hard gravel.</p> + +<p>'Don't you understand me?' she said. 'You were talking fast enough just +now. The little boy was complaining of being thirsty. I think it was he +that said the—the name. What is the matter with him? does he think I am +going to eat him?'</p> + +<p>This last was addressed to Frances, now standing a little in front of +the others, partly with an instinct of coming between the terrified +little boy and those keen, searching eyes.</p> + +<p>'My brother is very tired—and very thirsty,' she said. 'It was he that +was speaking, and I daresay he said our names. Mine is Frances, but my +sister's is Jacinth. Perhaps you heard that name: it is very uncommon.'</p> + +<p>'Jacinth!' repeated the old lady, '<i>Jacinth!</i>'</p> + +<p>Her voice sounded far away and dreamy. A queer feeling came over the two +girls, as if by a strange chance they had strayed unawares into some +secret chamber, some long-closed deserted house; or as if a vague +momentary glimpse into some long-ago story, some old romance, of the +distant past had been suddenly opened to them.</p> + +<p>They could not themselves have put this feeling into words; it came to +them, I think, in the subtle way in which sometimes we are conscious of +the unexpressed emotions and sensations of those near us. Nevertheless +they stood silent,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37">[Pg 37]</a></span> surprised and almost awe-struck. Then the old lady +seemed to rouse herself: with a little effort she came back into the +present, as it were.</p> + +<p>'Yes,' she said, 'that was the name I heard. Are you Jacinth?' she went +on, addressing the elder girl, and as she fixed her eyes on Jacinth, a +little tremor passed over her. 'I think,' she whispered to herself, but +the children caught the words, 'I think—I wonder if it is fancy—I +almost think I see a likeness.'</p> + +<p>Jacinth was tall and well grown for her age. She was not <i>pretty</i>—not +as pretty as fair, fluffy-haired Frances—but there was promise of more +than prettiness in her almost severely regular features, and her +colouring when one examined her carefully, was good too. Her hair a rich +dark brown, of a shade one hardly does justice to at the first careless +glance; her complexion healthily pale, with a tinge of sun-burning, +perhaps a few freckles; her eyes clear, strong, hazel eyes, with long +softening lashes. The whole was spoilt by a want of light—of the +sunshine one loves to see in a young face—the expression was too grave +and impassive; there was the suggestion of future hardness, unless time +should mellow instead of stiffening and accentuating the already +somewhat rigid lines.</p> + +<p>It must have been this expression, more than any actual resemblance in +feature, which had made Marmaduke Denison smile to himself at the +curious likeness which had struck him between Jacinth and her Aunt +Alison.</p> + +<p>The girl looked up in the old lady's face, and something—the oddity of +the whole situation, some indefinite sympathy which unconsciously sought +for an outlet—made her smile. Jacinth's smile was charming. Already to +her thin young face it gave the roundness and bloom it wanted—every<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38">[Pg 38]</a></span> +feature softened and the clear observant eyes grew sweet.</p> + +<p>A faint flush—the mere suggestion of colour which in the aged often +denotes intense emotion—rose to Lady Myrtle Goodacre's face, as she met +Jacinth's smile. She scarcely waited for the girl's reply to her +question.</p> + +<p>'Yes,' she went on, 'it must be. I cannot be mistaken. My dear,' she +added, 'I want to ask you several things, but this poor little fellow is +tired—and thirsty, didn't you say? Will you come in for a moment or +two? Not farther than the porch, if you prefer; perhaps you are in haste +to get home, and I must see you again.'</p> + +<p>She turned and walked quickly back towards the house—the door of which +stood open—along the straight smooth gravel path leading from the gate; +the children following her, without seeming quite to know why, and Phebe +bringing up the rear with a face which looked as if she were doubting +whether they were about to enter an ogre's castle or a white cats' +palace.</p> + +<p>'Miss Jacinth, Miss Frances,' she panted in vague remonstrance. But they +took no notice.</p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 273px;"> +<img src="images/i040.jpg" width="273" height="75" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39">[Pg 39]</a></span></p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/i041.jpg" width="550" height="135" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + +<h2>CHAPTER III.</h2> + +<h3>TWO JACINTHS.</h3> + + +<p>The porch was almost like a room. It had cushioned seats all round, a +rustic table at one side, and stained glass, tiny-paned windows. The old +lady hurried through it, looking back over her shoulder to say, 'Sit +down for a minute or two. I will order some milk for the little boy,' +and nothing loth, the children did so, though in silence.</p> + +<p>Then Eugene glanced round in triumph.</p> + +<p>'There now,' he said, 'you see I was right. She doesn't mind a bit. I +shouldn't wonder if she brought us out cakes too.'</p> + +<p>'<i>Hush</i>,' said Frances, 'you needn't talk like that, Eugene. You were as +frightened as anything when she first came out. And how can you be so +greedy?'</p> + +<p>'Hush,' said Jacinth in her turn, and still more authoritatively. 'Don't +you hear? she's coming back.'</p> + +<p>The door standing slightly ajar was pushed open more widely, disclosing +a trim-looking maid, carrying a tray with a large glass jug full of +milk, and—joyful sight!—a plate of small brown crisp-looking cakes. +Eugene's eyes glistened, though, poor little chap, it was more at the +sight of the milk than the cakes, for he was very thirsty indeed. But he +sat still, to outward appearance patiently enough, for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40">[Pg 40]</a></span> just behind the +maid came the old lady again, looking quite eager and excited, a bright +spot of colour on each cheek.</p> + +<p>'Put the tray on the little table,' she said. 'Yes, that will do. You +need not stay;' and the trim maid disappeared again.</p> + +<p>Lady Myrtle poured out a glass of milk and gave it to Eugene.</p> + +<p>'Your sisters will excuse my attending to you first, I am sure,' she +said. 'You are very thirsty, I know.—Now, will you two have some milk +and some cake?' she went on, turning to Jacinth and Frances.</p> + +<p>Jacinth felt half inclined to refuse, but something in the old lady's +manner made it difficult to do so. She did not seem accustomed to have +even her suggestions disregarded, and her invitation was more like a +command.</p> + +<p>'After your brother has finished his milk,' their hostess went on, +'perhaps he would like to walk about the garden a little with your maid, +or if he is tired, there is a nice arbour over there in the corner. I +want to speak to you two a little. I have some questions to ask you, but +I want you to understand that I will not invite you to come in till you +have got leave from—from your parents or your guardians. When I was a +child I would not have entered any stranger's house without leave, and I +approve of strict ways of bringing up children.'</p> + +<p>The girls listened respectfully, making a little sign of assent. But +Eugene's whole attention had been given to the milk and cakes. Now that +his thirst was satisfied, he began to think about others, and for the +first time found his voice.</p> + +<p>'Mayn't Phebe have some milk and cake, too, please?'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41">[Pg 41]</a></span> he said. 'We've +been a drefful long walk. I'm sure Phebe's firsty too.'</p> + +<p>Phebe blushed scarlet, but in spite of her terror, her good manners—and +she was a specially good-mannered girl—did not forsake her.</p> + +<p>'Master Eugene, my dear,' she said quietly. 'You forget I am not a +little young gentleman like you.—If I might take his glass and plate to +the arbour, my lady, he would be very happy, and out of the way.'</p> + +<p>Lady Myrtle smiled benignly. She liked 'tact.'</p> + +<p>'Certainly, my good girl,' she said, 'and take a glass and some cakes +for yourself too.—That is a nice-mannered girl,' she added to Jacinth +and Frances. 'She is both modest and sensible.'</p> + +<p>'Yes,' said Jacinth, 'we like her very much. Aunt Alison got her for us +before we came here.'</p> + +<p>Lady Myrtle's face grew grave.</p> + +<p>'Is Aunt Alison the relation you live with?' she asked. 'Is her name Mrs +Alison? And where and with whom did you live before? Have you no +parents? I am not asking out of curiosity, but because I think you must +be related to a very dear friend of mine—now dead.' Here her breath +seemed to catch her voice. 'I may be mistaken, but I do not think so.'</p> + +<p>'Our parents are in India,' said Jacinth. 'Our father is Colonel +Mildmay, and Aunt Alison is his sister. Alison is her first name. We +have only lived with her since our—grandmother, Mrs Denison, died.'</p> + +<p>'<i>Denison!</i>' repeated Lady Myrtle, 'I was sure of it. But <i>Mrs</i> Denison? +I cannot understand it. Are you not making a mistake, my dear? Are you +sure that your grandmother was <i>Mrs</i> Denison? Was she not'—<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42">[Pg 42]</a></span>—</p> + +<p>'Mrs Denison was only our <i>step</i>-grandmother,' interrupted Jacinth, +eagerly. Frances could not blame her now for explaining this! 'She was +very good to us, but—she wasn't our own grandmother. <i>She</i> died before +we were born. She was mamma's mother, and I am called after her. She was +Lady Jacinth Denison, and'——</p> + +<p>'I knew it,' exclaimed the old lady. 'And her name before she was +married was'——</p> + +<p>Jacinth hesitated a little. It is sometimes rather confusing to remember +relations so far back.</p> + +<p>'I know,' said Frances; 'it was More'——but here she too stopped.</p> + +<p>'Moreland?' said Lady Myrtle.</p> + +<p>The girls' faces cleared. Yes, that was it.</p> + +<p>'But the Christian name—"Jacinth"—satisfied me,' said the old lady. +'The name, and your face, my dear,' to Jacinth herself. 'Thank you, for +answering my questions. Perhaps I must not keep you any longer to-day, +but I will write to your aunt—Miss Mildmay—Miss Alison Mildmay—I +think I have heard of her at Thetford—and ask her to allow you to come +to see me again very soon. If I keep you longer just now, she may be +uneasy.'</p> + +<p>'Oh no,' said Frances, 'she won't be at home when we get back. It's one +of the days she's out all day—till after we're in bed, generally.'</p> + +<p>'Dear me!' said Lady Myrtle, 'she must be a very busy person.'</p> + +<p>'Yes,' said Jacinth, 'she is. She is very, <i>very</i> useful, I know. And +one couldn't have expected her to give up all the things she'd been at +so many years, all of a sudden, when we came. We don't mind, except that +it seems a little lonely sometimes; but—I don't think Aunt Alison<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43">[Pg 43]</a></span> +cares much for children or girls like us. She says she's got out of the +way of it. But she's quite kind.'</p> + +<p>'You have a governess, I suppose?' asked Lady Myrtle.</p> + +<p>'No,' said Jacinth, 'we go every day but Saturday to Miss Scarlett's +school.'</p> + +<p>She coloured a little as she said it, for she had an instinct that +'school' for girls was hardly one of the things that her hostess had +been accustomed to in <i>her</i> youth, and notwithstanding Jacinth's +decision of character, she was apt to be much influenced by the opinions +and even prejudices of those about her. But still she knew that Miss +Scarlett's was really a somewhat exceptional school.</p> + +<p>'To Miss Scarlett's,' repeated Lady Myrtle. 'I have heard of it. I +believe it is very nice, but still—I prefer home education. But perhaps +I should not say so. No doubt your parents and guardians have acted for +the best. I should like you to tell Miss Alison Mildmay all I have asked +you, and I will write to her. And in the meantime, that she may not +think me too eccentric an old woman, pray tell her that I was—that your +own grandmother—I like you to call her that—Lady Jacinth Moreland, +afterwards Lady Jacinth Denison, and I, were the—yes, the very dearest +of friends when we were young. It is possible that Miss Alison Mildmay +may have heard my name from your mother. I think your mother—what is +her name—"Eugenia," oh yes, I remember—I think your mother must have +heard of me even in her childhood. My unmarried name was Harper, "Myrtle +Harper;" your grandmother and I first took to each other, I think, +because we had such uncommon names.'</p> + +<p>'Harper!' exclaimed Frances eagerly, 'there are some—what is it, +Jacinth?—I mean Bessie and Margar'—<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44">[Pg 44]</a></span>—</p> + +<p>'We must go,' said Jacinth, getting up, as she spoke. 'Frances, will you +call Eugene? and'—turning to her hostess, 'thank you <i>very</i> much for +being so kind. And oh, if you will ask Aunt Alison to let us come again, +it would be such a pleasure.'</p> + +<p>She raised her beautiful eyes to Lady Myrtle's face. A mist came over +the keen bright old pair gazing at her in return. Partly perhaps to +conceal this sudden emotion, Lady Myrtle stooped—for, tall though +Jacinth was for her age, she was shorter than her grandmother's old +friend—and kissed the soft up-turned cheek. 'My dear, you are <i>so</i> like +her—my Jacinth, sometimes,' she murmured, 'that it is almost too much +for me.'</p> + +<p>Then a practical thought struck her.</p> + +<p>'You have not told me your address at Thetford,' she said. 'I had better +have it, though no doubt Miss Alison Mildmay is well known in the +place.'</p> + +<p>Jacinth gave it.</p> + +<p>'Number 9, Market Square Place,' she said.</p> + +<p>'Oh, I know where it is—a row of rather nice quaint old houses. Still, +you must feel rather cooped up there sometimes, after Stannesley; was +not that the Denisons' place? I was there once.'</p> + +<p>'We miss the grounds, and—yes, we miss a good many things,' said +Jacinth simply.</p> + +<p>'Then I hope that Robin Redbreast will make up to you for some of them,' +said Lady Myrtle. 'You know the name of my funny old house, I daresay?'</p> + +<p>'Oh yes,' said Francis, who had just rejoined them with Eugene and +Phebe, 'we heard it the very first day. And we've always thought it +lovely—both the house and the name. And we always pass by this way when +we can,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45">[Pg 45]</a></span> because of the gates. We call them 'Uncle Marmy's gates,' for +it was here we said good-bye to him—good-bye <i>properly</i>, I mean.'</p> + +<p>'Kissing, and trying not to cry,' added Eugene, by way of explanation.</p> + +<p>Lady Myrtle seemed a little startled.</p> + +<p>'Uncle Marmy!' she repeated, 'that was your grandfather's name. I +thought your mother was an only child.'</p> + +<p>'Yes,' said Jacinth, 'Uncle Marmaduke is not our real—not our full +uncle. He is mamma's half-brother only.'</p> + +<p>'Oh,' exclaimed the old lady, 'now I understand.'</p> + +<p>'But we love him just as much—<i>quite</i> as much as if he was our whole +uncle,' said Frances, eagerly. 'He's perfectly—oh, he's as nice as he +can <i>possibly</i> be.'</p> + +<p>Lady Myrtle smiled, and gave a little pat to Frances's shining tangle of +curly hair.</p> + +<p>'Good-bye then, my dears, for to-day,' she said.</p> + +<p>But she stood at the gate looking after them till they reached the +corner of the lane, when some happy impulse made +Jacinth—undemonstrative Jacinth—turn round and kiss her hand to the +solitary old figure.</p> + +<p>'She's like a sort of a grandmother to us,' said Eugene. 'What a good +thing,' with extreme self-complacency, 'I made you go in!—what a good +thing I was'—after a great effort—'wursty!'</p> + +<p>But Jacinth's face was slightly clouded. She drew Frances a little apart +from the others.</p> + +<p>'Frances,' she said severely, 'you must have more sense. How could you +begin about those girls at school?' Lady Myrtle, if she does notice us, +won't want to hear all the chatter and gossip of Miss Scarlett's. And +it's such a common sort of thing, the moment you hear a name, to start<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46">[Pg 46]</a></span> +up and say "Oh, <i>I</i> know somebody called that," and then go on about +your somebodies that no one wants to hear anything of.'</p> + +<p>Frances looked rather ashamed. She was barely two years younger than her +sister, but on almost every subject—on questions of good manners and +propriety above all—Jacinth's verdict was always accepted by her as +infallible, though whence Jacinth had derived her knowledge on such +points it would have been difficult to say. No one could have been less +a woman of the world than the late Mrs Denison; indeed, the much misused +but really sweet old word 'homely' might have been applied to her in its +conventional sense without unkindly severity. And no life could have +been simpler, though from that very fact not without a certain dignity +of its own, than the family life at Stannesley, which was in reality the +only training these girls had ever known.</p> + +<p>'I'm very sorry, Jass,' said the younger sister, penitently. 'It was +only—it did seem funny that her name was Harper, when I am so fond of +Bessie and Marg'——</p> + +<p>'I'm getting tired of your always talking of them,' said Jacinth. 'I +daresay they're nice enough'——</p> + +<p>'And they're <i>quite</i> ladies,' interposed Frances, 'though they are so +very poor.'</p> + +<p>'I wouldn't look down on them for <i>that</i>; I should think you might know +me better,' said Jacinth. 'We're not at all rich ourselves, though I +suppose papa and mamma seem so in India with all the parties and things +they're obliged to have. And I never said the girls weren't "quite +ladies," as you say. But I know how it will end: in a little while you +won't like Bessie and Margaret any better than Prissy Beckingham. You +fly at people so at first.'</p> + +<p>'I don't think it will be that way this time,' said Frances<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47">[Pg 47]</a></span> in a tone +of quiet conviction. 'There's something <i>different</i> about the Harpers.'</p> + +<p>'It isn't a very uncommon name,' said Jacinth. 'There are all sorts of +Harpers. Why, at Stannesley, the village schoolmaster's wife was called +Harper before she married, I remember. And then Lord Elvedon's family +name is Harper.'</p> + +<p>They had drawn nearer to the other two by this time, and Phebe overheard +the last words.</p> + +<p>'If you please, Miss Jacinth, that is Lady Myrtle's family. Her father +was Lord Elvedon, two or three back, and the Lord Elvedon now is a +nephew or a cousin's son to her, though they never come near the place; +it's been let ever since I can remember.'</p> + +<p>'I wonder if she was brought up at Elvedon,' said Frances. 'It must seem +rather sad to her, if she was there when she was a little girl, to have +no one belonging to her there now.'</p> + +<p>Altogether the adventure—and a real adventure it was—gave them plenty +to think of and to talk about all the way home and after they got there. +Eugene forgot his fatigue, and chattered briskly about the goodness of +the little brown cakes, till he got a snub from Jacinth about being so +greedy. His appetite, however, did not seem to have suffered, and he was +quite ready to do justice to the tea waiting for them at home, though +not without some allusions to Lady Myrtle's delicious cakes, and wishes +that Aunt Alison would sometimes give them 'a change from bread and +butter.'</p> + +<p>For one of Miss Mildmay's fixed ideas about children was that they could +not be brought up too plainly.</p> + +<p>'We do have a change sometimes,' said Jacinth. 'We always have golden +syrup on Saturdays and jam on Sundays,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48">[Pg 48]</a></span> and you know we've had buns two +or three times on birthdays.'</p> + +<p>'Other children have buns and cakes far oftener than us,' said Eugene. +'Like we used to at Stannesley.'</p> + +<p>'It was quite different there,' said Jacinth; 'a big country-house and +baking at home.'</p> + +<p>'<i>Everything</i> was nice at Stannesley,' said Frances with a sigh. 'Granny +and Uncle Marmy really loved us; that makes the difference.'</p> + +<p>'Aunt Alison loves us in her way,' said Jacinth. 'Everybody can't be the +same. I think you're getting into a very bad habit of grumbling, +Frances. And this afternoon you really should be pleased. For I +shouldn't at all wonder if Lady Myrtle often asks us to go to see her, +and that would be a treat and a change. But what you say about poor +granny and Uncle Marmy reminds me to say something. You really needn't +fly up so on the defensive every time I name them; you did it again +to-day, and I'm sure Lady Myrtle must have thought it very queer, just +as if I'——</p> + +<p>But this second reproof for her behaviour at Robin Redbreast did not +find Frances as meek as the former one, which, in deference to Jacinth's +superior knowledge on such subjects, she had felt she perhaps deserved.</p> + +<p>'I will "fly up" as you call it,' she interrupted angrily, 'when you +talk in that cold measured way about dear granny and Uncle Marmy, as if +you were almost ashamed of them. For one thing I can't bear you to say +"poor" granny; it's not right. She was a sort of a saint, and I'm quite +sure that now she's'——But here Frances burst into tears.</p> + +<p>Jacinth felt sorry, but annoyed and irritated also. She blamed herself +for having begun any private talk of the kind before Eugene and Phebe; +for, as sometimes happened<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49">[Pg 49]</a></span> when they had come in late, Phebe was having +tea with them this evening. And she felt conscious also of deserving, to +a certain extent, her sister's blame. But Jacinth had a good deal of +self-control.</p> + +<p>'I cannot understand,' she said quietly, though the colour rose to her +cheeks—'I cannot understand how you can think such things of me—as if +I—as if anybody could have loved <i>them</i> more than I did; as if'——But +here the tears rose to her own eyes.</p> + +<p>Frances was at once melted.</p> + +<p>'I didn't mean <i>that</i>,' she said. 'I know you did. I wouldn't love <i>you</i> +if I didn't know it. But it's your manner; you seem in such a hurry +always to explain that granny wasn't our own grandmother.'</p> + +<p>'I don't think that's fair,' said Jacinth. 'How could I possibly have +helped explaining about it when it is <i>only</i> because of our own +grandmother that Lady Myrtle cares anything at all about us. And I +wasn't in a hurry to explain; don't you remember that Lady Myrtle kept +asking if we were sure our grandmother was only <i>Mrs</i>?'</p> + +<p>Yes, that had been so, but still the slightly hurt feeling which +Jacinth's tone about the dear Stannesley people had more than once given +Frances still remained, and she might have said more, had not her sister +prevented her doing so.</p> + +<p>'Anyway,' she said, 'we need not say any more about it just now.'</p> + +<p>After tea they got out their lesson-books, anxious to do all they could, +so as to wake on Saturday morning with the delightful sensation of a +real whole holiday. But their long walk, perhaps the excitement of their +adventure, had tired them. Lessons, with Frances especially, seemed more +difficult than usual, and after a good many yawns and not<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50">[Pg 50]</a></span> a few groans, +she decided that it was no use to attempt anything calling for a 'clear +head' that evening.</p> + +<p>'I'll just copy out my dictation and exercises,' she said, 'and do all +the fresh learning to-morrow morning. Won't you do so too, Jass, for +there are two or three things we can learn together?'</p> + +<p>'Very well,' said Jacinth, though with a little sigh, 'perhaps it would +be better.'</p> + +<p>It was not only that she was tired—her head was full of Robin Redbreast +and its owner, and all manner of fancies and castles in the air were +crowding upon her. It was really so romantic, she thought; it was not +silly to picture to herself the delightful possibilities of the future.</p> + +<p>'Suppose Lady Myrtle really gets very fond of us'—she said 'us,' but +'<i>me</i>' would perhaps have been more correct, and after all this was +scarcely unnatural, as it was she who had specially recalled the Jacinth +Moreland of her enthusiastic youthful affection to the old +lady—'supposing she in a sort of way adopted us—or me'—for Jacinth +was not selfish in the common acceptation of the word, though +self-important and fond of ruling, 'what happiness it might bring us! +She doesn't seem to have any relations, and she must be very well off. +Supposing she took us to live with her, and treated us just like her own +children, I wonder if mamma wouldn't come home then, and papa too +perhaps. For of course, if they knew we were going to be well off, papa +wouldn't worry so about staying out in India his full time and all that. +How I should <i>love</i> to be the one to be able to do everything for them +all.'</p> + +<p>Still it would not do to begin speculating on what might happen in the +far future when—Jacinth felt shocked when she realised that, in +picturing herself as Lady Myrtle's<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51">[Pg 51]</a></span> possible heir, she was anticipating +the old lady's death; yet she certainly could not 'fit in' the idea of +their all living together at Robin Redbreast with its present +châtelaine. And she laughed at her own absurdity.</p> + +<p>'Papa is so independent,' she reflected. 'Even if <i>mamma</i> had a lot of +money, I don't believe he'd be satisfied without working as hard as +ever. And of course he loves his profession.'</p> + +<p>Then she determined not to be silly, and to think no more about it. But +her dreams that night were very fantastic and rosy-hued. She awoke in +the morning from a vision of a wonderful room of which the walls were +painted all over with robins, which suddenly burst out singing her name, +'Jacinth, Jacinth,' to find that Frances was awake and calling to her.</p> + +<p>'Oh Francie, I was having <i>such</i> an interesting dream,' she said. 'I +wish you hadn't awakened me: I can't remember what was dreams and what +wasn't,' she went on sleepily. 'Did we really go inside Uncle Marmy's +gates, and see?'——</p> + +<p>'Of course we did,' said Frances, 'and I've got such a good thought. +Don't you think we might go that way again to-day and take mamma's last +photograph with us? Lady Myrtle would be sure to like to see it, and we +needn't ask for her, you know. And it would keep her from forgetting us, +and anyway we might walk round the garden, I should think.'</p> + +<p>'No,' said Jacinth, 'we can't do anything like that without Aunt +Alison's leave, and of course we can't ask for leave unless Lady Myrtle +writes to Aunt Alison. And there's no telling if she will. She may be +one of those whimsical old people that mean to do a thing, and then +think better of it and do nothing.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52">[Pg 52]</a></span></p> + +<p>Frances's face fell.</p> + +<p>'Oh, I do hope not,' she said. 'Somehow I don't <i>think</i> she's that sort +of old lady.'</p> + +<p>Nor in her heart did Jacinth. The expression of her misgivings had been +as much or more to damp or check herself as Frances. For she was +startled to find how wildly she had been indulging in building +air-castles. Few, if any, even of those she had spent her life among, +knew Jacinth Mildmay thoroughly, or had any suspicion of the +impressionableness, the almost fantastic imagination, hidden under her +quiet, almost cold exterior. But to some extent she knew herself better +than is often the case at her age. She was well aware that she needed +strict holding in hand; she sometimes even went too far in judging as +contemptible weaknesses, feelings and impulses which were full of good.</p> + +<p>But as regards the fancies which since yesterday had been so absorbing +her, she was in the right. Even apparently harmless hopes and wishes +dependent on the caprice, or, if carried where they <i>may</i> lead to, +contingent on the life or death of others, are better checked at once. +Indulgence in such can do no good, and <i>may</i> do harm.</p> + +<p>They had not seen their aunt the night before. And her manner was +somewhat 'carried' and preoccupied when she kissed the girls as they +entered the dining-room, where she was already seated at the table +waiting to read prayers.</p> + +<p>A slight misgiving came over Jacinth. She glanced at the sideboard where +the morning letters were always placed. Yes, one or two torn wrappers +were lying there: evidently the letters had come and been opened. For +Miss Alison Mildmay was, as Frances expressed it, 'a <i>dreadfully</i> early +getter-up,' and had always an hour or more to herself before the younger +members of the household appeared.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53">[Pg 53]</a></span></p> + +<p>I am afraid Jacinth's attention that morning was rather distracted. She +sat glancing at her aunt's profile, cold and almost hard, as she was +accustomed to see it, but with just now the addition of some irritable +lines about the forehead which were certainly not <i>always</i> there.</p> + +<p>'Something has vexed her, I am certain,' said Jacinth to herself. 'I do +wonder if it has anything to do with Lady Myrtle. Oh dear, if she has +written so as to vex Aunt Alison, and we get blamed for it, and +everything is spoilt!'</p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 250px;"> +<img src="images/i055.jpg" width="250" height="142" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54">[Pg 54]</a></span></p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/i056.jpg" width="550" height="138" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + + +<h2>CHAPTER IV.</h2> + +<h3>A LETTER AND A DISCUSSION.</h3> + + +<p>'Were you very late last night, Aunt Alison? Are you tired?'</p> + +<p>The questions came from Frances, who had noticed the unusual silence at +the breakfast-table—not that they were ever very loquacious, for Eugene +had his meals up-stairs and he was the chatterbox of the party—but +without any of her sister's fears or misgivings. So that she looked up +at her aunt in happy freedom from any self-conscious embarrassment.</p> + +<p>'I was not later than I am usually on Fridays,' said Miss Mildmay. 'No, +thank you, I am not tired. Will you have some more tea, Jacinth?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, please,' said the elder girl. She was growing more and more +nervous, and yet her anxiety to know if Lady Myrtle really had written +already made her remain near her aunt as long as possible.</p> + +<p>Miss Mildmay had apparently finished her own breakfast, for after +handing Jacinth her cup, she took up a little pile of letters which lay +beside her, and drew out one, which she unfolded and glanced at with a +peculiar expression on her face.</p> + +<p>'Have you—have you nothing to tell me—no message to give me?' she said +at last, still fingering the letter.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55">[Pg 55]</a></span></p> + +<p>She spoke to both girls, but it seemed to Jacinth as if her words were +more specially addressed to her, and she started, while a flush rose to +her face. And suddenly she remembered—or realised rather—that Lady +Myrtle <i>had</i> given them a message for their aunt; though, oddly enough, +in spite of her thoughts having been so much absorbed with the adventure +of the day before, it had never once occurred to her during that silent +breakfast that she should have spoken of it to her aunt—should, in +fact, have related all that had passed. There had been no reason for her +not doing so—the old lady had specially desired it—it was only that +her strong impression that Miss Mildmay had something to say to them had +made her wait.</p> + +<p>'Of course,' she exclaimed nervously. 'I really don't know what we've +been thinking of <i>not</i> to tell you. For we <i>have</i> a message for +you.—Frances, why didn't you remind me?'</p> + +<p>Frances stared. It was seldom her way to take the initiative, she was so +accustomed to follow Jacinth's lead; and just now she had been quite +contentedly waiting to speak of their visit to Robin Redbreast till her +sister saw fit to do so.</p> + +<p>'I—I didn't know. I thought'——began Frances confusedly.</p> + +<p>Miss Mildmay turned upon her sharply.</p> + +<p>'Have you been planning together not to speak of this—this curious +affair to me?' she said. 'I don't pretend not to know all about it. I +do,' and she touched the letter, 'by this, but I must say I think I +should not have heard of it <i>first</i> from a stranger. There is one thing +I cannot and will not stand, I warn you, girls, and that is any approach +to want of candour.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56">[Pg 56]</a></span></p> + +<p>'Aunt Alison,' exclaimed Jacinth in hot indignation, 'how can you? Did +you not hear me ask Frances why she had not reminded me to tell you?'</p> + +<p>'No, I cannot understand that,' said her aunt, still coldly. 'It is +quite impossible that you had <i>forgotten</i> about it, when it only +happened'——She glanced at the letter and hesitated. 'When was it, it +happened?'</p> + +<p>'Only yesterday,' said Jacinth quietly. 'No, <i>of course</i>, I hadn't +forgotten. But I had forgotten that I had a message for you that I +should have given immediately I saw you. That I <i>had</i> forgotten, and if +you don't believe me, I can't help it.'</p> + +<p>Her voice choked, and the tears rushed to her eyes, though with a strong +effort she kept them from falling.</p> + +<p>Frances glanced at her, her face working with sympathy.</p> + +<p>Miss Mildmay seemed perplexed.</p> + +<p>'Only yesterday!' she said. 'I don't see how I have got this letter so +quickly. I thought it was at least the day before.'</p> + +<p>'No,' said Frances, 'it was only yesterday. We went a long walk in the +afternoon, and of course we didn't see you till this morning. We +couldn't have told you till just now, and I thought—I think—I thought +Jass was waiting to speak to you alone after breakfast.'</p> + +<p>'It wasn't that,' said Jacinth. 'If you want to know exactly why I +didn't begin about it at breakfast, Aunt Alison, it was because I had a +sort of idea or fancy that you had heard already from Lady Myrtle. I +thought you looked just a little annoyed, and I kept expecting you to +say something about it, and then, of course, I would have told you +everything there was to tell.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57">[Pg 57]</a></span></p> + +<p>Miss Alison Mildmay was severe, but she was not distrustful or +suspicious, and the candour of the two girls was unmistakable.</p> + +<p>'I am sorry,' she said, 'to have judged you unfairly. Tell me the whole +story now, and then I will read you what this eccentric old lady says.'</p> + +<p>She smiled a little.</p> + +<p>'That was just what she said you'd call her,' broke in Frances. 'But she +said her letter would make you understand.'</p> + +<p>'Oh yes, of course it does, to a certain extent,' replied her aunt. Then +her eyes fell on the envelope—'Miss Alison Mildmay.'</p> + +<p>'Considering I have lived twenty years at Thetford,' she said, rather +bitterly, 'I think it, to say the least, unnecessary to address me like +this, though of course I don't deny that it is, strictly speaking, +correct.'</p> + +<p>Jacinth glanced at it.</p> + +<p>'I am sure'—she began. 'You don't think <i>I</i> had anything to do with +it?'</p> + +<p>'Oh no, I don't suppose you ever thought of it. But Lady Myrtle Goodacre +has never seen fit to call upon me, so it is all of a piece. I really +must not waste any more time, however; I have a dozen things waiting for +me to do. You say it was yesterday afternoon?'</p> + +<p>'Yes,' said Jacinth. 'We went a long walk—to Aldersmere, and coming +back, Eugene was tired and very thirsty, and he begged us to let him ask +for a drink just as we were getting near Robin Redbreast, and the old +lady heard us talking over the wall'——</p> + +<p>'And she heard Jass's name,' interrupted Frances, 'and'—<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58">[Pg 58]</a></span>—</p> + +<p>'Let Jacinth tell it, if you please, Frances,' said Miss Mildmay.</p> + +<p>So Jacinth took up the story again, and related all that had happened.</p> + +<p>Her aunt listened attentively, her face softened.</p> + +<p>'I don't think I need read you what Lady Myrtle has written, after all,' +she said, when Jacinth had finished speaking. 'I understand it well +enough, and I have no doubt your father and mother would like you to go +to Robin Redbreast now and then; of course, not to any extreme, or so as +to interfere with your lessons or regular ways.'</p> + +<p>'Does Lady Myrtle ask you to go to see her too?' inquired Jacinth, half +timidly.</p> + +<p>'Oh dear, no,' replied Miss Mildmay: 'she is straightforward enough. She +does not pretend to want to make <i>my</i> acquaintance, and after all why +should she? She has had plenty of time to do so if she had wished it +during all these years; and honestly,' and here again she smiled quite +naturally, 'I don't want to know her. I have no time for fresh +acquaintances. And her interest in you children, Jacinth especially, has +nothing to do with our side. It is entirely connected with the +Morelands.'</p> + +<p>'I wonder how she and our grandmother came to be such friends,' said +Jacinth. 'Lady Myrtle's old home was near here, and the Morelands didn't +belong to this neighbourhood.'</p> + +<p>'No, but the Elvedons have another place in the north near your +grandmother's old home,' said Miss Mildmay, who was very well posted up +in such matters. 'They have never lived all the year round at Elvedon, I +fancy, and now of course it is let.'</p> + +<p>'Lady Myrtle's name used to be Harper, she told us,'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[Pg 59]</a></span> said Frances, who +never cared to be very long left out of the conversation, 'and there are +some girls called Harper at our school. But Jacinth says it's quite a +common name.'</p> + +<p>'No, Frances, I didn't say that,' said Jacinth. 'I said it wasn't an +<i>un</i>common name; that sounds quite different.'</p> + +<p>'Possibly the Harpers at Miss Scarlett's may be some +connection—distant, probably—of the Elvedons,' said Miss Mildmay, +carelessly. 'But of course it is not, as Jacinth says, an uncommon +name.'</p> + +<p>But her remark set Frances's imagination to work.</p> + +<p>'They are very, <i>very</i> nice girls—the nicest at the school,' she said. +'Their names are Bessie and Margaret. If you could only see them, Aunt +Alison! I do <i>so</i> wish you would let us ask them to tea some Saturday.'</p> + +<p>'Nonsense, child,' said Miss Mildmay, impatiently. 'I cannot begin +things of that kind, as you might understand. You have companionship at +school, and when you are at home you must be content with your own +society. Now you must leave me: I have to see the cook, and I have made +myself late already.'</p> + +<p>'Frances,' said Jacinth on their way up-stairs to their own little +sitting-room, 'I do think you are the <i>silliest</i> girl I ever knew. Just +after all that discussion—and I can tell you I was shaking in my shoes +for ever so long—just when it had ended so well, you must go and vex +Aunt Alison by wanting to have the Harpers here at tea. I think you are +absurd about those girls, as you always are about new friends. <i>I</i> don't +want them here at tea, or at anything.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I do, then, or rather I did,' said Frances doggedly. 'That's just +all the difference. No girls have as dull a life as we have.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[Pg 60]</a></span></p> + +<p>'It's a very silly time for you to begin complaining, just when we have +a chance of some amusement and change,' said Jacinth. 'I'm almost sure +Lady Myrtle will ask us to spend the day, or something like that, very +soon.'</p> + +<p>'I don't want to go. It's you she cares for, and you may keep her to +yourself,' said Frances, waxing more and more cross. 'I wish I was a +boarder at school. I'd like it far better than being always scolded by +you.'</p> + +<p>It was not often that Frances so rebelled, or that their small squabbles +went so nearly the length of a quarrel. But this morning there seemed +disturbance in the air; and to add to it, when Frances had finished her +English lessons, and was about to begin her French translation, she +found, to her dismay, that she had forgotten to bring an important book +home with her.</p> + +<p>'What <i>shall</i> I do?' she exclaimed, forgetting, in her distress, the +unfriendly state of feeling between herself and her sister. 'I really +must have it, or I shall miss all my marks in the French class, and you +know, Jacinth, I had set my heart on getting the prize.'</p> + +<p>Jacinth's sympathy was aroused. She herself was in a higher class than +her sister, but she was greatly interested in Frances's success. For +Frances was rather a giddy little person. Till the companionship and +emulation at school had roused her, she had never bestowed more +attention on her lessons than was absolutely unavoidable.</p> + +<p>'I don't know what to do,' said the elder girl after some reflection. 'I +don't see how you are to get the book till Monday.'</p> + +<p>For there was a strict rule at the school, that day-scholars were +neither to go there nor to send messages from their homes, out of school +hours. So that forgettings of books<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[Pg 61]</a></span> required for preparation, or other +carelessnesses of the kind, became serious matters.</p> + +<p>'If I don't get it till I go to school on Monday, I needn't get it at +all,' said Frances. 'There's no comfort in telling me that. You know the +class <i>is</i> on Monday morning, so I've as good as lost my chance already, +and I needn't bother about it any more. I'll never try for a prize +again, I know that.'</p> + +<p>She began to hum a tune in a would-be-indifferent, reckless way, but +Jacinth knew that this was only bravado, and that it would be followed +by great vexation of spirit, and she felt sorry and anxious.</p> + +<p>'I'll tell you what, Frances,' she said at last, after sitting for some +time, her head resting on her hand, her own work at a standstill for the +moment—'I'll tell you what: the only plan is this—for you to go +straight to Miss Scarlett herself and tell her all about your having +forgotten the book, and how anxious you are about the prize. I daresay +she'd let you go to your shelf and fetch it; she would see you had not +broken her rule.'</p> + +<p>It was a good idea, and Frances recognised this, but all the same she +did not like it at all.</p> + +<p>'I'd have to go to the front-door,' she said reluctantly, as she sat +drumming her fingers on the table, 'and I can't go alone.'</p> + +<p>'There's no need for you to go alone: take Phebe. Aunt Alison wouldn't +mind your taking her in the morning for once. I'll help her to put away +our things from the laundress, or whatever it is she's busy about. And I +think you'd better go at once, Frances, if you're going.'</p> + +<p>'Aunt Alison won't be in till dinner-time, so I can't go till after +then,' said Frances.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[Pg 62]</a></span></p> + +<p>'Yes, you can,' Jacinth persisted. 'You know you can. I undertake to put +it all right with Aunt Alison. Do go at once. If I have half an hour +quietly to myself, I shall have finished my lessons by the time you come +in—it won't take you more than half an hour—and then I can help +Phebe.'</p> + +<p>'If I could see Miss Marcia Scarlett I shouldn't mind so much,' next +said Frances, still irresolutely.</p> + +<p>Jacinth's patience began to give way.</p> + +<p>'You are too bad, Frances,' she said. 'You are spoiling my work and +losing any chance you have of getting the book. If you wait till the +afternoon, most likely all the Miss Scarletts will be out or engaged, +and I rather think—yes, I am sure the boarders told me that the +school-books are locked up at noon on Saturday till Monday morning. Ask +for Miss Marcia, if you like; you've just as good a chance of seeing her +as the others. But you must decide. Are you going or not?'</p> + +<p>Frances got up slowly from her seat and moved towards the door.</p> + +<p>'I suppose I must,' she said in a martyrised tone. 'You do scurry one +so, Jacinth.' And then when, having borne this certainly unmerited +reproach in silence, Jacinth with relief heard the door close on her +sister and began to hope she was going to have a little peace, it was +opened again sufficiently to admit Frances's fluffy head, while she +asked, in a half-grumbling, half-conciliatory tone, if she might take +Eugene.</p> + +<p>'Of course,' said Jacinth; 'a little fresh air in the morning is always +good for him.'</p> + +<p>She heard no more except, ten minutes or so later, the closing of the +front-door, and the next three-quarters of an<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[Pg 63]</a></span> hour passed, rapidly, so +absorbed was she in her own work, till the old church clock striking +twelve—for St Blaise's in the Market Square was but a stone's-throw +from Miss Mildmay's house—made her look up suddenly, and at that moment +came a rushing of eager feet across the stone-tiled hall, quickly +followed by Frances's voice in great excitement.</p> + +<p>'Jacinth, Jass!' she exclaimed, and almost before the elder girl had +time to say to herself, 'I do hope nothing has gone wrong,' her sister's +bright face reassured her.</p> + +<p>Frances was like a veritable April day—gloom and sparkle, tears and +laughter, succeeded each other with her as swiftly as the clouds rushing +before the wind alternately veil and reveal the sun's bright face, +though underneath all this fitfulness and caprice lay a sturdy +foundation of principle and loyalty which circumstances, so far, had +scarcely brought out, and which Jacinth certainly did not as yet realise +or appreciate.</p> + +<p>'Oh Jass,' exclaimed the little girl, 'I am so glad I went. <i>Such</i> a +nice thing has happened! I saw Miss Marcia—I asked for her at the door, +and she was crossing the hall; wasn't it lucky? She <i>was</i> so kind about +the book, and she took me herself to the big schoolroom to fetch it. +None of the girls were there—it looked so funny all empty, you can't +think—they were out in the garden. And Jass, to-day they 're going to +have their last out-of-doors tea for this year, you know, as it's +getting cold. They have tea in the garden every fortnight all through +the fine weather. And she invited <i>me</i>, Jass—just fancy! She said she +was sure you wouldn't mind, as it's quite an extra thing to invite a +day-scholar, you see, and'——</p> + +<p>Here Frances was forced to take breath, and Jacinth got a chance of +putting in a word.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_64" id="Page_64">[Pg 64]</a></span></p> + +<p>'Of course I don't mind,' she said. 'I'm very glad indeed, <i>very</i> glad +for you to have a little fun. And we couldn't have gone much of a walk +this afternoon, as Eugene is still tired with yesterday.'</p> + +<p>'And you think Aunt Alison will let me go?' said Frances.</p> + +<p>'Oh yes, I'm sure she will. If you will get on with your lessons now, +Frances, so as to be able to say at dinner that you have quite finished, +I will go down-stairs and watch for Aunt Alison. She will be in by one, +to-day, and I'll ask her for you.'</p> + +<p>'Oh thank you, Jass,' said Frances gratefully. 'Yes, I'll hurry up. +But—Jass'——</p> + +<p>'Well?'</p> + +<p>Francie's face grew very grave.</p> + +<p>'It's about my things, Jass. What do you think I should wear? I'm so +afraid Aunt Alison will be vexed if I put on my best things—and of +course black frocks do get spoilt if one runs about much—and yet my +every-day frock is so shabby now, and—I don't want the girls to think +we're never properly dressed.'</p> + +<p>Jacinth considered. They were still in deep mourning, for Miss Mildmay's +ideas on such subjects were 'old-fashioned,' and she quite recognised +that the late Mrs Denison's memory should be treated with the fullest +respect. But Jacinth sympathised with Frances's feelings.</p> + +<p>'I was looking at our dark-gray frocks with Phebe the other day,' she +said. 'The ones we had new just before—before our mourning. You know +they were got for half-mourning because of old Sir George +Mildmay's—papa's uncle's—death, and they look quite fresh and nice. I +don't think you've grown much, Francie—and oh, by-the-bye, I believe +there's a tuck that could be let down.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65">[Pg 65]</a></span></p> + +<p>'Yes,' said Frances, 'there are little tucks—a lot—above the hem.'</p> + +<p>'Then I'll run up and tell Phebe to get them out, yours at least. I'll +explain to Aunt Alison; and if I lend you my wide black sash, I'm sure +it will look quite mourning enough.'</p> + +<p>'Oh Jass,' exclaimed Frances, '<i>how</i> good of you!'</p> + +<p>The honour and glory of Jacinth's best black sash was almost too much +for her.</p> + +<p>'Really, I should never be cross to Jass. She is so very, very kind and +unselfish,' thought the grateful little girl.</p> + +<p>The gray frock was looked out and soon got ready. It was lying on a +chair in the girls' room when Jacinth, a little before half-past one, at +last heard her aunt's step in the hall, and ran forward to meet her, +primed with her request.</p> + +<p>Miss Mildmay was still in a somewhat conciliatory mood, and she listened +to Jacinth's story with as much kindliness as was in her nature to show.</p> + +<p>'Yes,' she said, 'I suppose she may as well go, though you know, my +dear, I cannot encourage any schoolgirl friendships. It would be +impossible for me to invite other children here, and yet I could not +accept attentions for you which I could not return.'</p> + +<p>'But this is different, being at Miss Scarlett's, where we go to school. +You didn't mind our going to the breaking-up party before the midsummer +holiday,' said Jacinth, trembling a little at the irresolution in her +aunt's face.</p> + +<p>'Oh, I don't mean to stop her going,' said Miss Mildmay. 'It is very +nice of you to be so eager for Frances to have the little pleasure. But +just warn her, if you can, not to get too intimate with the other girls. +It will only cause<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66">[Pg 66]</a></span> trouble and annoyance. Frances is an impulsive +little creature, but she is old enough to understand that she should be +discreet. The worst of any girls' school, even the best, is the chatter +and gossip that go on.'</p> + +<p>'I have often warned Frances about that kind of thing,' said Jacinth. +'The girls are all very nice and lady-like, but of course we don't see +very much of them; it is not as if we were boarders. Francie is more +sensible about making friends than she was at first. The only two she +really likes <i>very</i> much are the Harpers—Bessie and Margaret +Harper—the girls she was speaking of to you.'</p> + +<p>'They are nice girls, I believe,' said Miss Mildmay. 'Miss Scarlett told +me about them. I don't think we need discourage her friendship with +them. After all, any gossip one would dislike is more probable with the +other day-scholars, and you have not much to do with them, I think.'</p> + +<p>'There are so few compared with the boarders,' said Jacinth, 'and +they're all great friends together. I don't think any of them are +particularly interesting. Thank you so much, Aunt Alison, for letting +Frances go. I'll run and tell her, she will be so delighted.'</p> + +<p>And so she was, delighted and grateful, so that she took in good part +the little lecture Jacinth proceeded to give her in accordance with her +aunt's wish.</p> + +<p>'I <i>am</i> careful, I really am, Jass,' she maintained. 'I don't care a bit +for any of the day-scholars. They are rather common just because they +think they're not, and they do <i>so</i> look down on Miss Green's scholars. +It's quite absurd. The only girls I really care for are the Harpers, +and—well, a little for Prissy Beckingham, though she's rather silly.'</p> + +<p>'It's the day-scholars Aunt Alison doesn't want you to be great friends +with,' said Jacinth. 'In a little place like this,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67">[Pg 67]</a></span> there's always a lot +of chatter. She knows the Harpers are nice girls.'</p> + +<p>'Well, that's all I want,' said Frances, with satisfaction. 'I don't +want a lot of friends. Bessie and Margaret are quite enough for me—and +you, Jass. If I hadn't any one but you I should be content, especially +when you're so very kind to me as you've been to-day.'</p> + +<p>And at the appointed time, Frances made her appearance dressed for her +garden party, in great spirits, very conscious of the grand effect of +her sister's best black silk sash.</p> + +<p>'And what are you going to do with yourself, Jacinth?' inquired her +aunt, who happened to be crossing the hall at the moment that the two +girls came running down—Frances ready to start. 'Are you and Eugene +going a walk? or have you lessons to do still?'</p> + +<p>'No, I finished them all this morning, and Eugene is tired. I don't +quite know what I'm going to do,' said Jacinth.</p> + +<p>She was not the least of a complaining nature; she had no thought of +complaining just then, but as Miss Mildmay's glance fell on the young +figure standing there so interested in her sister's pleasure, it struck +her almost for the first time, in any thorough way, that the life with +her here at Thetford was somewhat lonely for her nieces, and that it was +not by any means every girl of Jacinth's age who would accommodate +herself to it so contentedly.</p> + +<p>'It is always a pity when parents and children have to be separated,' +she said to herself. 'It is unnatural. It should not have to be. From +the effects of such a separation in my childhood, I believe I have +suffered ever since. It made me hard and unable to understand family +life as I might have done.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68">[Pg 68]</a></span></p> + +<p>And her tone was unusually kind and gentle when she spoke again.</p> + +<p>'Would you care'——she began. 'I scarcely think you would, but would +you care to come with me for once in a way to our girls' club? I shall +be there all the afternoon giving out the lending-library books, and a +good many volumes need re-covering. I could find you plenty to do, and +we can have a cup of tea there.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, I should like to come—very much,' said Jacinth, eagerly.</p> + +<p>Miss Mildmay seemed pleased.</p> + +<p>'Well, I think I had better make sure of you while I can have you for +this one Saturday afternoon,' she said. 'In future I shall not be +surprised if you spend Saturdays often with your old lady at Robin +Redbreast. I have written to her, Jacinth. I am just going to post the +letter.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, thank you,' said the girl.—'Good-bye, Francie; you see I shall not +be dull without you,' and the two kissed each other affectionately.</p> + +<p>Then Frances, escorted by Phebe, set off, and Jacinth ran up-stairs to +get ready for her expedition with her aunt.</p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 250px;"> +<img src="images/i070.jpg" width="250" height="52" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69">[Pg 69]</a></span></p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/i071.jpg" width="550" height="139" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + + +<h2>CHAPTER V.</h2> + +<h3>AN OLD STORY.</h3> + + +<p>That Saturday afternoon passed very pleasantly for both the sisters. +Jacinth earned her aunt's commendation by her quick neat-handedness and +accuracy, and a modicum of praise from Miss Mildmay meant a good deal. +The little misunderstanding of the morning, ending as it had done in +making the aunt, an essentially just woman, blame herself for hasty +judgment, had drawn her and her elder niece closer together than had yet +been the case. And no doubt there was a substratum of resemblance in +their natures, deeper and more real than the curious capricious likeness +which had struck Marmaduke so oddly—which was indeed perhaps but a +casual coming to the surface of a real underlying similarity.</p> + +<p>Things were turning out quite other than the young uncle in his anxiety +had anticipated.</p> + +<p>'If fate had sent me Jacinth alone,' thought Miss Mildmay, 'I rather +think we should have got on very well, and have fitted into each other's +ways. There is so much more in her than in Frances. I strongly suspect, +in spite of her looks, that Jacinth takes after our side of the +house—she almost seems older than Eugenia in some ways—whereas +Frances, I suppose, is her mother over again.'</p> + +<p>But here she checked herself. Any implied disparagement of her +sister-in-law she did not, even in her secret thoughts,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70">[Pg 70]</a></span> intend or +encourage, for Alison Mildmay was truly and firmly attached to her +brother's wife, widely different though their characters were.</p> + +<p>'Frances is really only a baby,' she went on thinking. 'There's no +telling as yet what she will turn out.'</p> + +<p>Jacinth on her side was conscious of a good deal of congeniality between +herself and her aunt. It was not the congeniality of affection, often +all the stronger for a certain amount of intellectual dissimilarity, or +differences of temperament, thus leaving scope for complementary +qualities which love welds together and cements; it was scarcely even +that of friendliness. It consisted in a certain satisfaction and +approval of Miss Mildmay's ways of seeing and doing things. The girl +felt positive pleasure in her aunt's perfect 'method;' in the clear and +well-considered manner in which her time was mapped out; in the quick +discrimination with which she divined what would be the right place and +treatment for each girl in her club; even in the beautiful order of the +book-shelves and the neat clerk-like writing of the savings-bank +entries. It was all so complete and accurate, with no loose ends left +about—all so perfect in its way, thought Jacinth, as she cut and folded +and manipulated the brown paper entrusted to her charge for the books' +new coats, rewarded by her aunt's 'Very nice—very nice indeed, my +dear,' when it was time to go home, and she pointed out the neat little +pile of clean tidy volumes.</p> + +<p>Frances on her side had enjoyed herself greatly. She was the only +outsider, otherwise day-scholar, at the garden tea, which fact in no way +lessened her satisfaction while it increased her importance.</p> + +<p>'I wish you were a boarder, Frances,' said Margaret Harper, the younger +of her two friends, as they were walking up and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71">[Pg 71]</a></span> down a shady path in +the intervals of the games all the girls had joined in. 'Don't you? It +would be so nice, and I am sure we should be great, <i>great</i> friends—you +and Bessie and I.'</p> + +<p>'And not Jass?' said Frances. 'I shouldn't like to be a boarder unless +Jass was too. Then, I daresay, I wouldn't mind.'</p> + +<p>'We'd like to be friends with Jacinth too,' said Margaret, 'but Bessie +and I don't think she cares very much about being great friends. She +seems so much older, though she's only a year more than Bessie, isn't +she?'</p> + +<p>'She's fifteen,' said Frances. 'She is old in some ways, but still she +and I do everything nearly together. She's very good to me. She's very +nice about you, and I'm quite happy about having you and Bessie for my +best friends, for Jacinth and Aunt Alison think you're the nicest girls +here.'</p> + +<p>Margaret coloured with pleasure, but with some shyness too.</p> + +<p>'I'm glad they think we're nice,' she said; 'and I'm sure, if your aunt +knew father and mother, they'd think we <i>should</i> be far, far better than +we are, at least than I am. I don't think Bessie <i>could</i> be much better +than she is. But a good many others of the girls are very nice indeed; +they are none of them not nice, except that Prissy Beckingham talks too +much and says rather rude things without meaning it, and Laura French +certainly has a very bad temper. But she's always sorry for it +afterwards. And who could be nicer than the Eves or Honor Falmouth.'</p> + +<p>'I don't know them much; they're too big for me, you see,' said Frances. +'Of course I'd know them better if we were boarders. Do you like my gray +frock, Margaret? It's<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72">[Pg 72]</a></span> the first day I've had on anything but black for +such a time; it does feel so funny.'</p> + +<p>'I think it's very pretty, and you've got such a beautiful sash!' said +Margaret admiringly. 'But I always think you and Jacinth are so nicely +dressed, even though you've been in black all the time. Bessie and I +can't have anything but very plain frocks, you know. Mother couldn't +afford it, for we're not <i>at all</i> rich.'</p> + +<p>'I don't fancy we are, either,' said Frances; 'I shouldn't think papa +would stay out in India if we were. But at Stannesley, where we lived +before, granny always got us very nice dresses: she used often to send +to London for them. I don't believe Aunt Alison will care so much how we +are dressed. Do you have an allowance for your gloves, Margaret? We do. +I got a new pair yesterday, but I'm afraid they're not very good; where +are they, I wonder? Oh yes, here in my pocket; there are little whity +marks in the black kid already, as if they were going to split.'</p> + +<p>She drew the gloves out, as she spoke, but with them came something +else—a doubled-up, rather soiled white card.</p> + +<p>'What's this?' said Frances, as she unfolded it. 'Oh, I declare! Just +look, Margaret—it's an old Christmas card of last year. I remember one +of the children gave it me at the Sunday school, and I've never had this +frock on since. Isn't it strange?'</p> + +<p>She stood looking at the card—an ordinary enough little picture of a +robin on a bough, with 'Merry Christmas' in one corner—a mixture of +sadness and almost reverence in her young face. 'Last Christmas' seemed +so very long ago to Frances. And indeed, so much had happened since then +to change things for herself and her brother and sister, that it did +naturally seem like looking back to the other<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73">[Pg 73]</a></span> side of a lifetime to +recall the circumstances which then surrounded them. How well she +remembered that very Sunday, the last of the old year; how they had +chattered and laughed as they ran home over the frosty ground, and Uncle +Marmaduke, who had just joined them, had predicted skating before the +week was out! How tenderly granny had kissed them that night when they +went to bed, with some little remark about the ending of the year, and +how the next morning she was not well enough to get up, anxious though +she was in no way to cloud or damp their enjoyment; and how the doctor +had begun to come every day, and then—and then——The tears started to +Frances's eyes as she seemed to live through it all again, and for a +moment or two she did not speak; she forgot that Margaret was standing +beside her with sympathising face.</p> + +<p>'Dear Frances,' she said, 'does it remind you of something sad? Has it +to do with when you went into mourning?'</p> + +<p>'Yes,' said Frances, 'it was soon after last Christmas that granny—our +grandmother that we lived with—got ill and died, you know, Margaret. +It's for her we are still in mourning.'</p> + +<p>'And you were very fond of her, of course?' said Margaret.</p> + +<p>'Very, <i>very</i>,' said Frances.</p> + +<p>Then she almost seemed anxious to change the subject: she was afraid of +beginning to cry, which 'before all the girls' would have certainly been +ill-timed. And her glance fell on the card in her hand.</p> + +<p>'Robin Redbreast,' she said consideringly. 'Margaret, have you ever +passed that lovely old house, down the lane on the Crickthorne Road, +that's called "Robin Redbreast?" The bird on the card reminded me of it +just now.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74">[Pg 74]</a></span></p> + +<p>'Oh yes,' said Margaret rather eagerly. 'I know it quite well. Once or +twice Bessie and I have stood at the gate and looked in. Isn't it a +delicious quaint old place?'</p> + +<p>'It's perfectly beautiful,' said Frances. 'You can't think what it looks +like from the inside.'</p> + +<p>'Have you ever been inside?' questioned Margaret, evidently intensely +interested. 'Do tell me about it.'</p> + +<p>Frances glanced round, as if to make sure that no one was within +hearing, partly perhaps from a feeling that Jacinth would not have liked +her to go 'chattering' about their yesterday's adventure, partly from a +childish love of importance and mystery.</p> + +<p>'Is it anything you shouldn't tell me, perhaps?' said Margaret, with +quick delicacy. 'Don't mind my having asked you; it wasn't—it wasn't +exactly curiosity, Frances.'</p> + +<p>And Frances, glancing at her friend, saw that her face had reddened all +over. Margaret was not a pretty child, but she was very sweet-looking, +with honest gray eyes and smooth brown hair. Her features were good, but +the cheeks were less round than one likes to see at her age; there was a +rather wistful expression about the whole face, almost suggesting +premature cares and anxiety.</p> + +<p>'Oh no, dear,' said Frances reassuringly. 'It's not that. It <i>was</i> +rather queer, and you see we weren't quite sure at first how Aunt Alison +was going to take it. And Jacinth is always rather down upon me for +talking too much. But I know I may tell <i>you</i>, for it's quite fixed that +you and Bessie are to be my best friends: it's the day-scholars that +Aunt Alison doesn't want me to talk much to.'</p> + +<p>'Yes,' agreed Margaret, 'I quite understand.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75">[Pg 75]</a></span></p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 438px;"> +<img src="images/i077.jpg" width="438" height="600" alt="And then Frances related the whole, Margaret listening +intently till almost the end." title="" /> +<span class="caption">And then Frances related the whole, Margaret listening +intently till almost the end.</span> +</div><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77">[Pg 77]</a></span></p> + +<p>She was in a fever, poor child, and from no selfish motive assuredly, to +hear more about the mysterious house. But she restrained herself, +scrupulously careful in no way to force the other's confidence.</p> + +<p>'When I said what Robin Redbreast looked like from the inside, I meant +from inside the gates,' began Frances, after a moment or two's +reflection. For she was scrupulously truthful. 'I've not been inside the +house—not farther than the porch. But the porch is like a little room, +it <i>is</i> so pretty. I'll tell you how it all was; you may tell Bessie, +but not any one else, because, you see, there's quite a story about it.'</p> + +<p>And then Frances related the whole, Margaret listening intently till +almost the end, when the little narrator, stopping for a moment to take +breath, after 'So you see our grandmother was her very dearest friend, +and she really seemed as if she could scarcely bear to let Jacinth go, +and—<i>isn't</i> it like a real story?' saw, to her surprise, that her +hearer's face, instead of being rosier than usual, had now grown quite +pale.</p> + +<p>'Why, Margaret, what's the matter? You look as if I had been telling you +a ghost-story, you're so white,' she exclaimed.</p> + +<p>Margaret gave a little gasp.</p> + +<p>'It is so strange,' she said. 'I'll tell you why it has made me feel so +queer. Mine is a sort of a secret, Frances; at least when we came here +to school mother told us not to talk about it. But I know I can trust +you, and what you've told me makes it seem as if somehow—I don't know +how to say what I mean—as if we must be a sort of relation to each +other, from our people long ago having been such friends. For, do you +know, Frances, Lady Myrtle Goodacre is our aunt—our great-aunt, that is +to say—father's own aunt?'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78">[Pg 78]</a></span></p> + +<p>Frances stopped short and <i>almost</i> clapped her hands.</p> + +<p>'There now,' she said, 'I had a feeling there was something like that. I +<i>wish</i> Jacinth hadn't stopped my speaking of you, when Lady Myrtle told +us her name used to be Harper.'</p> + +<p>'Were you going to speak of us?' asked Margaret.</p> + +<p>'Yes, it was on the very tip of my tongue. Indeed I believe I did get as +far as "There are some," when Jacinth stopped me. She said afterwards +that it is "common," when any one mentions a name, to say immediately, +"Oh, <i>I</i> know somebody called that." I don't quite see why it should be +common; it's rather interesting, I think. Still I daresay it's true that +common people often do speak like that, when you come to think of it. +They've always got an aunt, or a cousin, or a friend's friend called +so-and-so, or living somewhere, if you mention a place.'</p> + +<p>'I daresay they do,' said Margaret; but she seemed to be giving only +half her attention. 'Frances,' she went on, 'I wonder what would have +happened if you <i>had</i> spoken of us? I wonder if Lady Myrtle would have +taken any notice?'</p> + +<p>Frances stared.</p> + +<p>'Of course she would!' she exclaimed. 'Do you mean to say she wouldn't +have taken any notice of hearing that her own grand-nieces were so near +her? Why, she'——But suddenly the actual state of the case struck her. +'Do you—does she <i>not</i> know you're here?' she went on, raising her blue +eyes in bewilderment to Margaret's face. 'No, I suppose she doesn't, or +of course you would be asked to Robin Redbreast on holidays and all that +sort of thing.'</p> + +<p>'No,' Margaret replied, 'she doesn't know anything about us. I'm not +even sure that she knows of our existence;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79">[Pg 79]</a></span> anyway she has never heard +our names, or how many of us there are, and I can't believe she really +understands how—how very poor we are. For she is very, very rich, you +know, Frances, though she lives in that quiet way.'</p> + +<p>'<i>Is</i> she?' said Frances. 'I do wish I had spoken of you, whether it was +"common" or not.'</p> + +<p>'She mightn't have thought that we were any relation,' said Margaret, +simply. 'Harper isn't a very particular name. And you see we're not very +near to the head of the family now. Lord Elvedon is only father's +cousin, and they never stay near here. Father and mother see them +sometimes in London, but they've got a very large family, and they're +not rich—not <i>extra</i> rich themselves; for the one before this Lord +Elvedon, the one who was father's uncle, you see, was very extravagant, +though it was mostly his brother's fault—that was our grandfather. His +name was Bernard Harper, and'——</p> + +<p>'It's awfully interesting,' said Frances, 'but I'm afraid I'm getting +rather muddled. Your <i>grandfather</i>—what was he, then, to Lady Myrtle?'</p> + +<p>'I'll begin at the other end,' said Margaret; 'that will make it +plainer. There was a Lord Elvedon who had two sons and a daughter; the +daughter was Lady Myrtle. The sons were younger than the daughter, and +they were both extravagant. The elder one was a weaker character than +his brother, and quite led by him, and before their father died they had +already wasted a lot of money, and given him a great deal of trouble, +especially Bernard, the second one. So old Lord Elvedon left all he +<i>could</i> to his daughter, Lady Myrtle; of course the estates and a good +deal had to go with the title, but still the new Lord Elvedon was much +less rich than he should have been, you see, and our grandfather—that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80">[Pg 80]</a></span> +was the son called Bernard—was really poor, and his children, our +father and his sisters, have always been poor. Father says a good deal +will go back to the title when Lady Myrtle dies, and she is quite +friends with the present Lord Elvedon, her nephew. But she couldn't bear +her brother Bernard—I believe he behaved very badly to her and to all +his people—and she has never taken the least notice of father, though +father is really a sort of an angel;' and Margaret's eyes glistened. +'You know it is like that sometimes,' she went on; 'a bad father—and I +am afraid our grandfather was a bad man, though I don't quite like +saying it—sometimes has very good children.'</p> + +<p>'But Lady Myrtle <i>can't</i> know about you all—about your father +especially,' said Frances. 'I think he should write to her, or do +something. Very likely she's got quite wrong ideas about him.'</p> + +<p>'No,' said Margaret, 'she must know he is a very good man. He was in the +army, you know, like your father, and he was very brave and did lots of +things, but he had to leave because of a wound, when he was only a +captain. When he and mother married he hoped to stay on till he became a +general, and at first they weren't so badly off, for mother had some +money. But a good deal of it was lost somehow.'</p> + +<p>'I do think Lady Myrtle should be told—I really do,' said Frances, +stopping short and speaking with great energy.</p> + +<p>But Margaret only shook her head.</p> + +<p>'She does know a good deal,' she said. 'We are sure she does, for some +years ago my aunt—that's father's only sister—the other died quite +young—wrote to her about us. Aunt Flora isn't badly off in a way, for +she has no children, and her<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81">[Pg 81]</a></span> husband is a judge in India. But she can't +do much for us, and—you see it's her husband's money; it isn't as if it +was a relation of <i>ours</i>.'</p> + +<p>Frances had never thought of things in this way; she was years and years +younger in mind, or rather in experience and knowledge of life, than +Margaret Harper, her junior by nearly twelve months. For Margaret with +her older brothers and sisters had early had to face practical +difficulties and troubles, the very existence of which was unknown to +her young companion.</p> + +<p>'It's a shame—a regular shame; that's what it is!' said Frances +vehemently, her face flushing with indignation, 'and something should be +done.'</p> + +<p>Just at that moment a figure came running towards them. It was Bessie, +the elder of the Harper girls.</p> + +<p>'Margaret, Frances, where have you been? what have you been doing all +this time?' she exclaimed. 'We've had ever so many games, and now tea +will be ready directly. What are you looking so mournful about, +Margaret, and you so excited, Frances? You haven't—oh no, you couldn't +have been quarrelling.'</p> + +<p>The smile on both faces was sufficient answer—no, certainly they had +not been quarrelling!</p> + +<p>'What have you been talking about, then?' said Bessie again, and she +looked at them with considerable curiosity.</p> + +<p>Bessie was two years older than her sister. She was handsomer too, and +much stronger. There was a bright, fearless, resolute look about her, +very attractive and prepossessing. But she was less intellectual, less +thoughtful, more joyous and confident, though tenderly and devotedly +unselfish to those she loved, especially to all weak and dependent +creatures.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82">[Pg 82]</a></span></p> + +<p>'Margaret has been telling me <i>such</i> interesting things,' began Frances +eagerly.</p> + +<p>'And Frances has been telling <i>me</i> about—about Lady Myrtle and Robin +Redbreast. Just fancy, Bessie, they know her! She was a very, very old +friend of their grandmother's.'</p> + +<p>And between them the two girls soon put the elder one in possession of +all they had been discussing.</p> + +<p>Bessie Harper's bright face grew grave; she could not blame her sister +and Frances, but still, on the whole, she almost wished the discovery +had not been made, though 'it was bound to come some time or other, I +suppose,' she reflected.</p> + +<p>'I call it a perfect shame!' said Frances, her cheeks flaming up again. +'To think of that horrid old woman having more money than she knows what +to do with, and keeping it all to herself, when it <i>really</i> belongs—a +good part of it, at least—to your father.'</p> + +<p>'No, no,' said Bessie, 'we can't say that. Our great-grandfather had a +right to do what he did with his money. And if he <i>had</i> left it to our +grandfather, it would all have been wasted, most likely.'</p> + +<p>'If he had known how good <i>father</i> was going to be, he'd have left it to +him, I daresay,' said Margaret.</p> + +<p>'He couldn't have known that,' said Bessie with a merry laugh. 'Father +wasn't born when he died.'</p> + +<p>'No, but just because of that, Lady Myrtle should make up for it now,' +said Frances. 'I daresay I shouldn't call her "horrid," and of course +she's your aunt, and I can scarcely believe she <i>does</i> know all about +you. Perhaps she never got your other aunt's letter.'</p> + +<p>'Oh yes, she did,' said Bessie. 'She answered it by sending<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[Pg 83]</a></span> it back +with a note saying that none of the descendants of the late Bernard +Harper were kith or kin of hers.'</p> + +<p>'How wicked!' exclaimed Frances.</p> + +<p>'No, no, it's not right to say that, Frances dear,' said both sisters. +'Father says,' Bessie went on, 'that no one knows what her brothers made +her suffer, and how good she was to them, standing between them and her +father, and devoting herself to them, and hoping against hope, even +about our grandfather, till I suppose she <i>had</i> to give him up. It is +awfully sad, and for her sake as well as ours, mother and I have often +said how we wished she knew father. He would make up to her for the +disappointment in her brothers.'</p> + +<p>'Isn't Lord Elvedon nice?' asked Frances; 'that's her other nephew, +isn't he?'</p> + +<p>'Oh yes, I think he's a good sort of a man, but not clever,' said +Bessie. 'Not like <i>father</i>.'</p> + +<p>'And then our boys,' added Margaret. 'They are so good and so clever.'</p> + +<p>Her pale little face flushed with rosy pleasure.</p> + +<p>'How nice!' said Frances, with ready sympathy. 'How many brothers have +you?'</p> + +<p>'Two big—older than we are, and one little one of eleven. There are six +of us,' Margaret replied.</p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 250px;"> +<img src="images/i085.jpg" width="250" height="120" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[Pg 84]</a></span></p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/i086.jpg" width="550" height="141" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + + +<h2>CHAPTER VI.</h2> + +<h3>BESSIE'S MISGIVINGS.</h3> + + +<p>But just then came the sound of approaching voices.</p> + +<p>'Bessie, Bessie, where are you? Haven't you found them? Tea's quite +ready.'</p> + +<p>And Bessie started. She had forgotten the errand on which she had come.</p> + +<p>'Oh, we must be quick!' she said. 'That's Honor and the others calling +us; I forgot how the time was going. But Frances, I must speak to you +for a moment before you go. Don't forget.'</p> + +<p>And then the three ran off to rejoin their companions.</p> + +<p>Never had Frances enjoyed herself more, her only regret being that +Jacinth was not there to share her pleasure. There was the element of +novelty to add zest to the whole, and then as the 'boarders' looked upon +her as in some sense their guest, they vied with each other in making +much of her—for her own sake too, for Frances was a great favourite, a +much greater favourite than her sister, among their companions. It is to +be doubted if Frances would have enjoyed herself quite as much had +Jacinth been with her. For not only did Jacinth's rather cold, stand-off +manner destroy any geniality towards herself; it often acted on Frances +as a sort of tacit reproach to her own overflowing spirits.</p> + +<p>And through all the little girl's fun and merriment there<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[Pg 85]</a></span> ran the +consciousness of the trust reposed in her by the Harpers. She was full +of intense interest in their family history; it was really quite like a +story in a book, she kept saying to herself, and she felt bursting with +eagerness to relate it all to Jacinth.</p> + +<p>How good and delightful they must all be, Bessie and Margaret's father +and mother, and brothers and sisters! It was easy to believe it, the +girls were so nice themselves! How lovely it would be if, somehow, she, +or Jacinth and she, could be the means of healing the family breach and +introducing her relations to Lady Myrtle, so that in the end they might +be restored to their lost rights. For 'rights' Frances was determined to +consider them, in her vehement young judgment and hot partisanship of +her friends.</p> + +<p>'It is not fair or just!' she said to herself; 'it is shameful that they +and their father should suffer for their <i>grandfather's</i> fault. But +nobody could help seeing how good they are: if only Lady Myrtle knew +them it would all be right. I wonder how would be the best way to tell +her? Jacinth will know—she is so much cleverer than I, and then she is +sure to be Lady Myrtle's favourite. I am glad she is, for in spite of +what Bessie and Margaret say, I don't feel as if I could ever like that +old lady.'</p> + +<p>And her eagerness to go home and talk it all over with 'Jass,' made her, +notwithstanding her enjoyment of the afternoon, scarcely sorry when one +of Miss Scarlett's servants came out to tell her that her maid had +called to fetch her.</p> + +<p>She said good-bye to her companions and ran in for a moment, by old Miss +Scarlett's special desire, to the drawing-room, where the ladies were +sitting. They kissed her affectionately.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_86" id="Page_86">[Pg 86]</a></span></p> + +<p>'I've been so happy,' she said. 'We've had such beautiful games; I've +not had such fun for ever so long.'</p> + +<p>'I am so glad, my dear child,' said the eldest lady, and she smoothed +the little girl's soft hair. 'You must come again and see something of +your companions out of lesson hours as well as in the schoolroom.'</p> + +<p>Frances's eyes sparkled with pleasure.</p> + +<p>'I would like it very much,' she said.</p> + +<p>'What is your sister about this afternoon?' said Miss Marcia. 'Perhaps +she does not care so much about games and romping as you do?'</p> + +<p>'No, she doesn't,' replied Frances, bluntly. 'This afternoon she's gone +with Aunt Alison to the girls' club.'</p> + +<p>'Very nice,' said Miss Scarlett, approvingly. 'Jacinth is a thoughtful +girl and older than her years, in some ways. Is she interested already +in Miss Mildmay's good works?'</p> + +<p>The old lady was pleased to hear of any bond of sympathy likely to draw +the aunt and niece together, for much as she respected Miss Mildmay, she +had had strong doubts of her fitness for the charge of the girls, and +considerable misgivings as to their happiness with her. And Miss +Scarlett was old-fashioned, and but for her native kindliness of <i>heart</i> +she might almost have been prejudiced and narrow-minded. She scarcely +belonged to the present generation. Her youth had been passed in a +somewhat restricted groove, where the Lady Bountiful notions of +benevolent work among the poor were still predominant. Her sisters, a +good many years her juniors, had to a certain extent assimilated modern +ideas.</p> + +<p>Frances hesitated. She could not bear in the least to decry her dear +'Jass,' and yet she knew that her sister had so far troubled her head +very little, if at all, about her aunt's girls' club or other +philanthropic undertakings.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_87" id="Page_87">[Pg 87]</a></span></p> + +<p>'Aunt Alison doesn't tell us much about all these things,' she said. +'To-day was the first time she asked Jacinth to go with her, but Jass +was very pleased indeed, and I'm sure she'll like to be of use.'</p> + +<p>Miss Scarlett smiled. She was quick of perception in some ways; she +understood the little girl's loyal admiration of her sister, and again +she patted her fair head.</p> + +<p>'Well,' she said, encouragingly, 'sometimes, I hope, Jacinth may like to +spend a holiday afternoon with us. But tell her and your aunt from me, +that if ever they are at a loss what to do with <i>you</i>, Frances, Miss +Mildmay must let me know. We can manage a good run in the garden even in +wintry weather, and there <i>are</i> such things as blindman's-buff and +hide-and-seek in the house sometimes.'</p> + +<p>'Thank you <i>very</i> much,' said Frances. 'I think—I would like to come +sometimes on Saturdays, for, besides going with Aunt Alison, I shouldn't +wonder if—I daresay Jass may have often to go'——She stopped and +hesitated, and finally blushed. 'I don't think I can explain,' she said.</p> + +<p>'Never mind, my dear,' said Miss Marcia, coming to the rescue, with a +vague idea that perhaps Jacinth had some private charities of her own in +prospect which she did not wish talked about. 'Give Miss Scarlett's +message to your aunt and sister, and good-bye till Monday morning.'</p> + +<p>Frances ran off, much relieved in her mind.</p> + +<p>'But I really must be careful how I talk,' she reflected sagely. 'I had +quite forgotten that I wasn't to chatter about Lady Myrtle—except to +Bessie and Margaret. Jacinth said I might really count them my friends, +and that means being able to tell them anything I like. Besides, how +could I have helped telling Margaret about Lady Myrtle, when she told me +all the story of her being their great-aunt?'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_88" id="Page_88">[Pg 88]</a></span></p> + +<p>Her conscience nevertheless was not absolutely at rest, and joined to +her eagerness to tell her sister all she had heard of the Harpers' +family history was now a slight fear of Jacinth's considering her +indiscreet, and she was so preoccupied that, as she hurried out to the +hall, where Phebe was waiting, she almost ran against Bessie, who was +eagerly watching for her.</p> + +<p>'Frances,' she said, 'I must speak to you a moment. I asked Miss Linley, +and she let me run in, and she said I might walk down to the gate with +you.' There was rather a long drive up to the door of Ivy Lodge. +'Listen, dear; it's this. I can't bear to ask you to keep anything a +secret from your aunt or your sister, but <i>sometimes</i> secrets may be +right, if they concern other people and are not about anything in any +way wrong. And I don't see what else to do. It is this—would you mind +promising me not to tell <i>anybody</i> about Lady Myrtle Goodacre being our +relation, till I have written home to mother and told her that you and +Jacinth know her, and about your grandmother having been her dear +friend? I am <i>so</i> afraid of doing harm, or vexing father, for though he +is so good, he is—very proud, you know, and—he could not bear it +to—to come round to Lady Myrtle that we were talking about her, +or—thinking about her money.'</p> + +<p>Bessie's face by this time was crimson. Frances opened her mouth as if +about to speak, then shut it again, and gazed at Bessie with a variety +of contradictory feelings looking out of her blue eyes. There was +disappointment, strong disappointment that her wonderful schemes for +bringing the Harpers and their old relative together threatened thus to +be nipped in the bud; there was disappointment, too, that she was not to +have the pleasure<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89">[Pg 89]</a></span> and importance of relating the story 'just like one +in a book' to her sister; and yet there was considerable relief, born of +her recently aroused misgiving as to how Jacinth would look upon her +confidences with Margaret.</p> + +<p>Bessie meanwhile stood looking at her in undisguised anxiety.</p> + +<p>'It doesn't matter a bit about Aunt Alison,' Frances at last blurted +out. 'We're not at all bound to tell her everything; mamma knows she +wouldn't understand or take the trouble to listen. And so, when we came +here, mamma said we must just do the best we could. I've always told +Jass everything, and we write long, <i>long</i> letters to mamma. We tell +her—at least I do—everything that puzzles us, even things I can't +understand about—about religion,' and here Frances grew red. 'Though +that's <i>one</i> thing that's better here than at Stannesley; the Bible +classes are so nice.'</p> + +<p>'But Frances,' repeated Bessie, 'about not telling Jacinth? It is only +till I write to mother and get her answer. And I'm not asking you to +hide anything wrong; it's really our own family affairs.'</p> + +<p>'I know,' said Frances. 'No, I don't think it could be wrong to +promise.'</p> + +<p>'Put it this way,' said Bessie: 'suppose you had, by some sort of +accident, overheard anything about other people, you wouldn't at all +think you were bound to tell Jacinth. Well, you see it was a <i>little</i> +like that; Margaret shouldn't by rights have told you without asking +mamma.'</p> + +<p>'I see,' said Frances. 'Well then, Bessie, I promise not to tell anybody +till you give me leave. Only, you won't count my writing it all to +mamma? I write the most of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_90" id="Page_90">[Pg 90]</a></span> my weekly letter to her on Sunday, so I'd +like to know, because to-morrow's Sunday, you see.'</p> + +<p>'<i>Of course</i>,' said Bessie with the utmost heartiness, '<i>of course</i> you +must write everything to your mother, just as I shall to mamma. Thank +you so much, dear Francie, for understanding so well. And—and—just one +other little thing—don't you think, just now, it will be better for you +and Margaret not to talk about Lady Myrtle to each other? I mean if she +invites you to Robin Redbreast and you go, I don't think you'd better +tell Margaret. She's not very strong, and she thinks of things so, once +she gets them in her head. She's different from me. I can put them right +away.'</p> + +<p>And Bessie gave herself a little shake and stood there, all the anxiety +gone out of her face, bright, fearless, and handsome as usual.</p> + +<p>Frances, however, gave a little sigh.</p> + +<p>'Very well,' she said, 'I won't speak about it any more to Margaret if +you think I'd better not. But it's rather hard not to have any one I can +tell about it, when I've been so interested.'</p> + +<p>And Frances's face grew very doleful.</p> + +<p>Bessie Harper looked and felt sorry for her. She knew what a warm +faithful little heart she had to do with, and unaware as she was of +Frances's slight fear of Jacinth's displeasure, she perhaps +overestimated the trial it was to the younger sister to be debarred from +giving her confidences to the elder one.</p> + +<p>'I'm very sorry,' she said, sympathisingly. 'I really am very sorry +indeed. But still I'm sure it's better for Jacinth not to know about it +till I hear what mother says. You see she <i>may</i> be invited to Lady +Myrtle's any<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_91" id="Page_91">[Pg 91]</a></span> day, and if anything about the Elvedons or our family was +said, it would be impossible for her not to feel uncomfortable +and—and—not open, you know, unless she told what Margaret told you, +and that might be just what father would dislike.'</p> + +<p>'And suppose <i>I</i> go to Robin Redbreast too,' said Frances, 'what am I to +do?'</p> + +<p>'I thought you said Jacinth was the one who would go,' said Bessie.</p> + +<p>'Oh well,' replied Frances, who had raised the difficulty partly out of +half-petulant contradiction, 'I am pretty sure it will be Jass. I don't +think Lady Myrtle noticed me much, and I don't want to go. I don't like +her; at least I don't care about her unless she could be made nice to +you. And any way she wouldn't ask <i>me</i> questions, even if by chance she +did hear your name'——</p> + +<p>'And Jacinth isn't the least likely to speak about us, as things are. So +it's all right; and any way, Frances, you can write a very long letter +to your mother to-morrow.'</p> + +<p>'Yes,' the little girl agreed. 'That's better than nothing; only, just +think of the weeks and weeks before I can get an answer! Whatever other +troubles you have, Bessie, you <i>are</i> lucky to have your father and +mother in England, and to know them. I don't know mamma for myself a +bit; only by her letters, and because I just feel she <i>must</i> be very +good and kind. When I was very little it seemed something like—no, +perhaps you wouldn't understand'——</p> + +<p>'I think I would,' said Bessie, who was eager to make up by every means +in her power for any distress she was causing to her friend. 'Tell me.'</p> + +<p>'I was only thinking what queer feelings children have,' said Frances. +'When I was little, before I had ever seen<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_92" id="Page_92">[Pg 92]</a></span> mamma—of course I can +remember her since the time I <i>did</i> see her, five years ago, and since +then she has seemed real—but before that, it was only a kind of faith. +Writing letters to her was a very little—don't think it's naughty of me +to say it—a very little like saying our prayers. They went out, away to +somewhere, to some one I'd never seen; just like, you know, when we +pray.'</p> + +<p>'Yes,' said Bessie gently, 'but the answers came.'</p> + +<p>'I know,' replied Frances simply. 'And sometimes I think it helped to +make me feel that there is something <i>real</i> in saying our prayers. But I +must go.'</p> + +<p>'And so must I,' said Bessie. 'And thank you, dear Francie.'</p> + +<p>She kissed the little face affectionately, and then hastened back to her +companions.</p> + +<p>'I do love Frances,' she thought. 'Somehow, I don't feel as if I could +ever love Jacinth quite as much. I do hope all this won't bother the +poor little thing. I should make Margaret unhappy if I blamed her for +having told Frances, and I scarcely see how she could have helped it. It +isn't as if we were in disgrace,' and Bessie threw back her head +proudly. 'We have no secrets: father's whole life and character are +<i>grand</i>; and rather than have that horrid old Lady Myrtle—there, now, +I'm calling her just what I told Frances she mustn't—rather than have +her thinking <i>we</i> want her money, I'd—I don't know what I wouldn't do. +If only'——And here poor Bessie's heroics broke down a little. There +came before her a vision of 'father' with his crutch—for he had been +wounded in the hip and was very lame—with the lines of suffering on his +face, showing through the cheery smile which it was seldom without; and +of 'mother' in her well-worn black poplin,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93">[Pg 93]</a></span> which she used to declare +was 'never going to look shabby,' planning and contriving how to send +the two girls, neatly and sufficiently provided for, to school, when the +wonderful chance of a year at Miss Scarlett's had so unexpectedly come +in their way.</p> + +<p>Bessie's eyes filled with tears.</p> + +<p>'I'd do anything for them,' she thought. 'I'd go to be Lady Myrtle's +companion or lady's-maid or <i>anything</i>, if it would do any good. It's +all very well to be "proud," but I'm afraid my pride would melt very +quickly if I could see any way to help them. But I'm glad I stopped +Frances talking about it; it really might have done harm. I must write a +long letter to mother. I wonder if I can begin it to-night?'</p> + +<p>Frances, escorted by Phebe, made her way home in greater silence for +some minutes than was usual with her. She was revolving many things in +her fluffy little head.</p> + +<p>'Had they come in when you started to fetch me?' she inquired at last of +the maid.</p> + +<p>'Not yet, Miss Frances. Miss Mildmay gave me orders to go for you at +half-past six, before she went out. But I don't think they'll be long. +Late tea is ordered for half-past seven, and Miss Mildmay is never +behind time on Saturday evenings.'</p> + +<p>'I don't mind whether they're in or not—not much,' said Frances. 'I +don't want any more tea. I suppose Eugene has had his?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, Miss Frances, his tea and an egg. He was very pleased. Master +Eugene does enjoy a nice boiled fresh egg. I think you'll have to go +down to late tea, though, Miss Frances; perhaps Miss Mildmay wouldn't be +pleased if you didn't; and perhaps'—<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_94" id="Page_94">[Pg 94]</a></span>—</p> + +<p>'Nonsense, Phebe,' said her young mistress; 'Aunt Alison doesn't care. +You speak as if she was like a mamma, wanting to have us beside her +always. She's had Miss Jacinth all the afternoon, and she likes her +better than me. I'm sure she wouldn't care if she never saw me again. +Well, no; perhaps I shouldn't say that, for she's quite kind. She was +very kind about letting me go this afternoon, and sending you to take me +and to fetch me, Phebe.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, Miss Frances,' began Phebe, again with some hesitation, 'it was +just that I was thinking about. If you go down to tea just as usual, +nice and neat, it'll make it more likely that she will let you go again. +It will show that a little change now and then will do you no harm, nor +get you out of regular ways, so to say, Miss Frances.'</p> + +<p>'Very well,' the child agreed; 'I don't care much one way or another. Oh +Phebe,' she went on, brightening up again—it would have been difficult +to depress Francie for long—'we had such fun this afternoon;' and she +went into some particulars of the games, which Phebe listened to with +great interest. 'I wish Aunt Alison would <i>sometimes</i> let us have +friends to play with us. We could have beautiful "I spy" in the garden.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, Miss Frances, so you could,' agreed Phebe.</p> + +<p>'You see at Stannesley there were really no children, no girls any way +near our age except the Vicar's daughter, and though she came to have +tea with us sometimes it wasn't much pleasure—not <i>fun</i>, at least. +She's a little older than Miss Jacinth, and oh, Phebe, she's so +<i>awfully</i> deaf. It's almost like not hearing at all.'</p> + +<p>'Poor young lady!' said Phebe, sympathisingly.</p> + +<p>'Yes, isn't it sad? And so, you see, the one thing we were glad of about +coming here—I was, any way—was about going<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_95" id="Page_95">[Pg 95]</a></span> to school; just what some +girls wouldn't have liked. I've always wanted so to have some +companions, only it isn't half as much good having them if you only see +them at lessons. I don't think Miss Jacinth minds. She was pleased to go +to school because of learning better and finding out how much other +girls know compared with us, but I don't think she minds the way I do.'</p> + +<p>She had almost forgotten whom she was speaking to, or indeed that she +was speaking aloud, and half started when Phebe replied again to this +long speech.</p> + +<p>'It's just because of that, Miss Frances,' said the girl, 'that I was +thinking how nice it will be if you're invited sometimes to play with +the young ladies of a holiday afternoon like to-day. And if I were you, +I'd take care to show Miss Mildmay that it doesn't unsettle you, and I'd +just put out of my mind about having any young ladies to come to you. +It'd not suit your aunt's ways.'</p> + +<p>'No,' said Frances, 'I suppose not. It's only really the Harpers I care +about,' she added to herself. 'And now,' she went on thinking, 'with +this muddle about the old lady at Robin Redbreast—if their mother +doesn't want her to know about them, perhaps it's best for Jacinth not +to see them much. And I'll have to forget what Margaret told me, after +I've written to mamma. I want to remember it <i>exactly</i> to tell her.'</p> + +<p>She sighed a little. Almost for the first time Frances began to realise +that, even when one is possessed of the purest motives and the best +intentions, life may be a complicated business. Right and wrong are not +always written up before us on conspicuous finger-posts, as we fancy in +childhood will be the case. There are shades and modifications, wisdom +and unwisdom; apparently, though, thank God,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_96" id="Page_96">[Pg 96]</a></span> only 'apparently,' +conflicting duties, whose rival claims it is not always easy to measure. +And it is not till some stages later in our journey that we come to see +how our own prejudices or shortsightedness or self-will are really at +the root of the perplexity. For God demands no impossibilities. As has +been quaintly said, 'He neither expects us to be in two places at once, +nor to put twenty-five hours' work into twenty-four.'</p> + +<p>To do what is the least agreeable to us, though far from an invariable +rule, is often a safe one. Frances would have liked to run up-stairs to +the nursery, and to sit down there and then to the long letter to +'mamma,' to the outpouring of confidence to the almost unknown friend +she had learned to trust. But common-sense and a certain docility, which +was strongly developed in her, in spite of her superficial +self-assertion and blunt, even abrupt outspokenness, made her yield to +Phebe's advice.</p> + +<p>And it was a neat, composed-looking little maiden who met her aunt and +sister on their return half an hour or so later, somewhat tired and +fagged by their rather tedious afternoon's work.</p> + +<p>'I am glad you are back, my dear,' said her aunt. 'I wished afterwards I +had made a point of your not keeping Phebe waiting, as I had forgotten +that Eugene would be alone, and I am always afraid of any accident with +the fire, or anything of that kind.'</p> + +<p>'I did keep her waiting a little,' said Frances, honestly. 'But I've +been back a good while. I've heard Eugene his Sunday lessons: he knows +them quite well. And I think tea is quite ready, Aunt Alison.'</p> + +<p>'That's right,' Miss Mildmay replied. 'You may ring for it to be brought +in, while Jacinth and I take off our things.—Frances<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_97" id="Page_97">[Pg 97]</a></span> seems none the +worse for her visit,' she added to her elder niece as they made their +way up-stairs. 'I shall not object to her going to Ivy Lodge sometimes +in this way, if it does not make her rough or hoydenish.'</p> + +<p>'I don't think there is much fear of her learning anything of that kind +from the <i>boarders</i>,' said Jacinth, gratified by her aunt's confidential +tone. 'I shouldn't be so sure of the day-scholars, but you know, Aunt +Alison, the Miss Scarletts keep them very distinct. It is a—well,' with +a little smile, 'a great compliment for Francie to be asked this way.'</p> + +<p>'The Miss Scarletts have plenty of discrimination,' her aunt replied. +'They know that my nieces—your father's daughters—going to any school, +especially a day-school, is a great compliment to that school.'</p> + +<p>It was not often that Miss Mildmay indulged in any expression of her +underlying family pride. It suited Jacinth's ideas 'down to the ground.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, of course,' she agreed quietly. 'Still the school <i>is</i> an +exceptional one. I think Frances is learning to understand some things +better,' she went on. 'But of course she is <i>very</i> young for her age. At +first she was far too ready to rush into bosom friendships and +enthusiastic admirations and all that sort of thing. And she perfectly +adores games,' with a slight intonation of contempt.</p> + +<p>'<i>You</i> don't?' said Miss Mildmay, smiling. 'There is nothing to be +ashamed of in liking games, if not allowed to go too far.'</p> + +<p>'I think it must be born in some people,' said Jacinth. 'It isn't +laziness that makes me not care for them. For I love riding and long +walks and dancing. Only, somehow, I feel so much <i>older</i>.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_98" id="Page_98">[Pg 98]</a></span></p> + +<p>'I can sympathise with you,' said her aunt. 'I have never been able to +care for any game that ever was invented. So I have not been victimising +you this afternoon, you are sure?'</p> + +<p>'Oh indeed, no,' replied Jacinth heartily.</p> + +<p>On the whole the domestic atmosphere in Market Square Place seemed more +genial.</p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 250px;"> +<img src="images/i100.jpg" width="250" height="251" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_99" id="Page_99">[Pg 99]</a></span></p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/i101.jpg" width="550" height="139" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + + +<h2>CHAPTER VII.</h2> + +<h3>AN INVITATION.</h3> + + +<p>Jacinth was quick of observation. They had not been many minutes seated +at table before it struck her that Frances was unusually silent—or +rather, absent and preoccupied, for the mere fact of her not speaking +much in her aunt's presence was not remarkable.</p> + +<p>She glanced at Frances once or twice inquiringly, then she tried to draw +her into the conversation, but only succeeded in extracting +monosyllables in reply. Still her sister did not look depressed, +certainly not cross; it was much more as if her thoughts were elsewhere.</p> + +<p>'What are you dreaming about, Frances?' said Jacinth at last with a +touch of sharpness. 'Are you very tired?'</p> + +<p>'Did you not enjoy yourself this afternoon?' asked Miss Mildmay, +following suit.</p> + +<p>Frances started, and pulled herself together.</p> + +<p>'Oh yes,' she said, '<i>very</i> much. I never enjoyed myself more. I was +only—oh, I was only thinking of things.'</p> + +<p>'What sort of things?' asked her aunt good-humouredly. 'Had you much +grave and learned discussion at Ivy Lodge?'</p> + +<p>Frances reddened a little.</p> + +<p>'We did talk quietly part of the time,' she said. 'We weren't playing +games <i>all</i> the afternoon. I was a good<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_100" id="Page_100">[Pg 100]</a></span> while walking up and down with +Margaret, and afterwards with Bessie.'</p> + +<p>Miss Mildmay glanced inquiringly at her elder niece.</p> + +<p>'Yes,' said Jacinth, replying to the unspoken question. 'Those are the +girls Frances is so fond of—the Harpers.'</p> + +<p>'Oh yes, I remember,' said Miss Mildmay. 'Their mother is an old friend +of the Scarletts, and the good souls were delighted to take the girls +at'——She stopped suddenly, aware that she had been on the point of +betraying a confidence, realising, too, that the subject of it was +scarcely suited for her young auditors, for Frances especially. But in +her slight confusion she stumbled on the very thing she was anxious to +avoid, so that it required little 'putting of two and two together' for +Jacinth to complete to herself, with an inward smile, her aunt's +broken-off sentence. 'They are not—the Harpers, I mean—they are not at +all well off, and—a large family, I fancy,' Miss Mildmay went on.</p> + +<p>'No,' said Frances in her clear young voice, rather to her hearers' +surprise, 'no, they are not <i>at all</i> rich.'</p> + +<p>Then she started, grew crimson, and looked round in affright: had she +said something she should not have said? A strange, silly, nervous +feeling came over her; as if she must, in another moment, burst into +tears.</p> + +<p>'Frances,' said Jacinth, 'what are you looking so terrified about? +There's no harm in what you said. It's no secret; Aunt Alison said it +herself first.'</p> + +<p>Her tone was not unkindly, though slightly sharp. But a look of relief +overspread her sister's face.</p> + +<p>'No, of course not. I'm very silly,' she murmured.</p> + +<p>'I think you must be a little over-tired,' said Miss Mildmay vaguely. +She had not specially noticed Frances's expression. 'I wonder,' she went +on, 'I wonder if those Harpers<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101">[Pg 101]</a></span> are any relation to the Elvedons? I +can't quite remember what Miss Scarlett said about them. It was their +mother she was interested in, though—not their father. If they were +Elvedon Harpers, Lady Myrtle would know about them; at least'——</p> + +<p>'Harper isn't at all an uncommon name,' interrupted Jacinth.</p> + +<p>But Miss Mildmay did not resent the little discourtesy—her mind was +pursuing its own train of thought. 'I don't know that it <i>would</i> follow +that she could know anything of them,' she said. 'Some of the last +generation of Harpers were sadly unsatisfactory, and I believe the old +man, Lady Myrtle's father, disinherited one or more of his sons. So if +you ever go to Robin Redbreast, girls, I think it would be just as well +not to mention your school-fellows of the name.'</p> + +<p>Jacinth shot a rather triumphant glance at her sister.</p> + +<p>'It is generally better, and more well-bred, not to begin about "Are you +related to the so-and-so's?" or "I have friends of your name," and +remarks like that; isn't it, Aunt Alison?' she said. 'I was telling +Frances so, only yesterday.'</p> + +<p>Frances reddened again.</p> + +<p>'Well, yes,' said Miss Mildmay. 'Still, one cannot make a hard and fast +rule about such matters. It calls for a little tact.'</p> + +<p>She was very inconsistent; who is not? Something in Jacinth's premature +wisdom—almost savouring of 'worldly' wisdom—rather repelled her, +careful and unimpulsive though she herself was. Then she felt annoyed +with her own annoyance: it was unjust to blame the girl, when she +herself had been inculcating caution.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_102" id="Page_102">[Pg 102]</a></span></p> + +<p>'In this case,' she added, 'I am sure it is best to keep off family +affairs, you being so young and Lady Myrtle Goodacre so old; and as I +know, there have been sore spots in her history.'</p> + +<p>Then she rose from the table.</p> + +<p>'Francie, dear, I think you had better go to bed early. You <i>are</i> +looking tired,' she said kindly, and as she kissed the little girl she +almost fancied—was it fancy?—that she felt a touch of dew on her +cheek.</p> + +<p>'I'm afraid I don't understand children at all,' she thought to herself, +though with a little sigh. 'What in the world can Frances be crying +about?'</p> + +<p>Jacinth, once they were alone, did not spare her sister.</p> + +<p>'I do think you are too silly,' she said. 'If you go on so oddly after +having an afternoon's play, I am sure Aunt Alison won't let you go +again. First you seemed half asleep, then you jumped and looked +terrified for nothing at all, and now you are actually crying. What <i>is</i> +the matter?'</p> + +<p>'I didn't mean'——began Frances.</p> + +<p>'I believe it's those girls,' continued Jacinth, working herself up to +rare irritation, for as a rule she was gentle to her sister. 'They +really seem to bewitch you. Are you crying because you're not a boarder +at school, so that you could be always beside them?' she added +ironically.</p> + +<p>'No, of course not. I wouldn't be so silly,' said Frances, with a touch +of her usual spirit.</p> + +<p>'Then what <i>are</i> you crying about?'</p> + +<p>Frances murmured something about 'thinking Jacinth was vexed with her.'</p> + +<p>'Nonsense,' said Jacinth. 'You know I wasn't in the least till you got +so silly. I don't understand you to-night one bit, but I will say I +think it has something to do with<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_103" id="Page_103">[Pg 103]</a></span> the Harpers, and if they begin coming +between you and me, Frances, I shall end by really disliking them.'</p> + +<p>'I think you dislike them already,' retorted Frances, 'and I'm sure I +don't know why.'</p> + +<p>To this Jacinth vouchsafed no reply. She would have said the accusation +was not worth noticing. But yet at the bottom of her heart she knew +there was something in it. A vague, ridiculous, unfounded sort of +jealousy of the Harpers had begun to insinuate itself.</p> + +<p>'I wish their name had been anything else,' she said to herself. 'I +don't believe they are really any relation to Lady Myrtle—at least not +anything countable. But it is so disagreeable to have the feeling of +knowing anything of people who <i>may</i> be—well, rather objectionable +relations of hers. Well, no; perhaps that's putting it too strong. I +mean relations she doesn't want to have to do with, and I don't see why +she <i>should</i> want to have to do with them. I shall take care, I know, +not to speak of them to her, for it would only annoy her, and it's no +business of mine. I do wish Frances hadn't taken them up so, she is so +silly sometimes.'</p> + +<p>Frances on her side began to think she had gone too far. She glanced up +at Jacinth, and saw that her face was very grave.</p> + +<p>'Jass,' she said, stealing up to her and speaking in a soft apologetic +tone, 'I'm very sorry for being cross. I think I <i>am</i> rather tired, +though I did so enjoy myself this afternoon. Perhaps I'd better go to +bed, for I want to write most of my letter to mamma to-morrow. I want to +write her a good long one this time.'</p> + +<p>'Very well,' said Jacinth as graciously as she could. 'I'm sure I +haven't meant to be cross either, Francie; but—I don't like the idea of +<i>any one</i> coming between you and me.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_104" id="Page_104">[Pg 104]</a></span></p> + +<p>'Of course not; nobody <i>could</i>, never,' said Frances eagerly. 'Kiss me, +Jass. I really don't know what made me begin to cry; it was a mixture.'</p> + +<p>Her voice trembled a little again. In terror of incurring Jacinth's +displeasure, Frances tugged at her pocket-handkerchief. Out came, for +the second time that day, the old Christmas card.</p> + +<p>'What's that?' said Jacinth.</p> + +<p>Frances smoothed it out and showed it her, reminding her of its history.</p> + +<p>'I think it was that that made me feel rather—queer—this afternoon, +first,' she said. 'It brought things back so.'</p> + +<p>'Well, dear, go to bed and have a good night. And to-morrow you'll be +fresh for a nice long letter to mamma in the afternoon, when we come +back from the children's service; there's always plenty of time. I want +to write her a long letter too.'</p> + +<p>The letters were written, neither sister reading the other's. This was a +recognised rule, and a wise one, as it kept each child more directly in +touch with the absent mother, and also enabled her to judge of her +children's gradually developing characters. The very way in which the +same occurrence was related by each threw many an unsuspected light on +the 'Jacinth' and 'Frances' she had personally so sadly little knowledge +of.</p> + +<p>And then for some days life at Number 9 Market Square Place, which had +been to a certain extent enlivened or disturbed, seemed to revert again +to its usual monotony. It was almost like a dream to Jacinth to recall +the strange visit to the quaint old house and the unexpected confidences +of Lady Myrtle Goodacre; the more so that she had at first allowed her +imagination to run wild on all the possibilities<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_105" id="Page_105">[Pg 105]</a></span> thus opened up. And to +Frances it was even more bewildering to remember the glimpse vouchsafed +to her by her young friends into their past family history. For though +they were both as affectionate and friendly as before—more so, indeed, +it seemed to her—neither by word nor allusion was the Saturday's +conversation referred to. Margaret had evidently promised Bessie to keep +off the subject, and Frances of course could but do the same.</p> + +<p>'Perhaps,' she thought to herself, 'they will never speak of it again to +me; perhaps that is what their mother has told them she wished. But +after all, it doesn't look as if this would much matter, for there is no +sign that Lady Myrtle means to take any more notice of us, not even of +poor Jass. I'm not surprised; any one that can be so unkind about her +own relations <i>can't</i> be very nice.'</p> + +<p>Frances was sorry for Jacinth, and a little disappointed for herself, +and there had still lingered in her some dim hopes that possibly +<i>somehow</i> their own acquaintance with the old lady might have been of +use to her friends. Jacinth, though she said nothing, was feeling very +chagrined indeed, and not a little bitter.</p> + +<p>What could have happened to change Lady Myrtle so? Could it be that she +was really very fanciful and whimsical? It scarcely seemed so, +considering that she had written so promptly to Miss Mildmay, not losing +even one post! And this thought suggested another explanation. Could +their aunt's letter in reply have contained something to annoy the old +lady? Jacinth began to be very much afraid it must be so, and it made +her very vexed with Miss Mildmay, though she did not in the least +suppose it had been done <i>intentionally</i>.</p> + +<p>'Aunt Alison is perfectly straightforward,' thought the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_106" id="Page_106">[Pg 106]</a></span> girl. 'If she +meant to stop our going to Robin Redbreast, she would have said so right +out. But she may have written in a stiff, stuck-up way, as if it would +be a great favour to let us go, which would very likely offend Lady +Myrtle. I do think she might have told me what she said.'</p> + +<p>And but for Miss Mildmay's being particularly busy that week, and very +engrossed by some unexpected difficulties which had arisen in connection +with one of her benevolent works, she could scarcely have failed to +notice Jacinth's extremely icy manner and unusual silence.</p> + +<p>But on Friday morning came a thaw.</p> + +<p>Miss Mildmay looked up with a smile—her smiles were somewhat rare, but +not without a certain charm—as the girls entered the dining-room, +<i>even</i> though they were too late for prayers.</p> + +<p>'We are so sorry, Aunt Alison,' said Frances eagerly. 'We <i>just</i> got to +the door in time to be too late.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I must forgive you, for I cannot say that it often happens. +And—I have something to tell you, Jacinth,' was the gracious reply.</p> + +<p>Two things had pleased Miss Mildmay that morning: a letter with the +welcome news that, thanks to her judicious management, the difficulty +alluded to had been got over, and another letter from Lady Myrtle +Goodacre, with a cordial invitation to her elder niece. For Miss Mildmay +herself, though it was not her way to express such things, had felt a +little annoyed and considerably surprised at no further communication +from the owner of Robin Redbreast.</p> + +<p>Now, however, all was cleared up. The old lady had been ill, +'otherwise,' she wrote with studied courtesy, 'she had hoped before this +to have had the pleasure of calling.' But<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_107" id="Page_107">[Pg 107]</a></span> under the circumstances she +felt sure that Miss Mildmay would excuse her, and in proof of this, +would she allow her niece Jacinth to spend Sunday at Robin Redbreast? by +which she explained that she meant from Saturday to Monday morning.</p> + +<p>'My carriage shall call for her about noon,' wrote Lady Myrtle, 'and she +shall be sent home, or straight to school, at any hour she names on +Monday.'</p> + +<p>Jacinth's eyes sparkled. This was just the sort of thing she had been +hoping for, but with the self-restraint peculiar to her, unusual in one +so young, she said nothing till her aunt directly addressed her, after +reading aloud Lady Myrtle's note.</p> + +<p>'Well, what do you say to it? Would you like to go?' asked Miss Mildmay.</p> + +<p>'Very much indeed,' Jacinth replied, 'except'——And as her eyes fell on +her sister she hesitated. 'I wish Frances had been invited too,' she was +on the point of saying, but she changed the words into, 'I hope Frances +won't be dull without me.'</p> + +<p>'Oh no, don't think about that,' said the younger girl. 'I really and +truly would not like to go; I shouldn't care about it in the least, and +I am <i>very</i> glad I'm not asked.'</p> + +<p>And Jacinth saw that Frances thoroughly meant what she said.</p> + +<p>Before the day was over, Frances felt still more glad that she had not +been included in the invitation, for as soon as morning lessons were +finished, and the day-scholars were getting ready to go, Bessie Harper +came running to her with a letter in her hand.</p> + +<p>'This is for you, Frances,' she said. 'It is from my<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_108" id="Page_108">[Pg 108]</a></span> sister Camilla, +who was here, you know, when you first came, for a little.'</p> + +<p>Frances was staring at the letter in surprise.</p> + +<p>'I scarcely knew your sister at all,' she said. 'She was so big compared +with me—even with Jacinth.'</p> + +<p>'Ah well, you will understand when you've read it. It came inside one to +me,' said Bessie. 'It'll be all right when you've read it. But I must +go.' And off she ran.</p> + +<p>Frances looked again at the envelope and then deposited the letter in +her pocket. She had a feeling that she would read it when she was alone, +for she began to have some idea what it was about. She read it at home +that afternoon. It ran as follows:</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i28"><span class="smcap">Southcliff</span>, <i>October 7th</i>.<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p><span class="smcap">My dear Frances</span>—I am writing to you instead of my mother, +for as you and I were, though only for a short time, +school-fellows, we think perhaps I can explain better what +Bessie's letter makes us think necessary to say. Mother is +not vexed with Margaret for what she told you, for there is +nothing secret about us or our history, though there have +been sad things in father's family long ago, as you know. +Bessie told us of your kind feelings about us, and though I +saw so little of you, I can well believe them. But with +regard to our great-aunt, both my father and mother hope she +will hear nothing about us. Father has long left off any +thought of friendly relations with her. Of course there is +no reason why our name should not be mentioned to her by +yourself, or your sister, if it happened to come up in +conversation; but we should be sorry for her to think we +murmured about being poor, or that any of us ever thought of +her as a rich relation who might help us. So we shall all be +very glad indeed if you will try to forget that you know +anything of us Harpers except as school-fellows who will +always be pleased to count you a true friend. Mother wishes +you to do just what you think best about<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_109" id="Page_109">[Pg 109]</a></span> showing this +letter to your sister or not. And of course you will tell +your mother anything or everything about the matter. Yours +affectionately,</p></div> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i32"><span class="smcap">Camilla Harper.</span><br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>Frances gave a sigh.</p> + +<p>'I won't show it to Jacinth,' she thought. 'Aunt Alison said it was +better for her not to speak about the Harpers to Lady Myrtle, so there's +no use in saying anything about them. And it's more comfortable not to +have something in your head you're not to tell. I suppose I must try to +put it all out of my head, but it <i>would</i> have been nice to help to make +that old aunt of theirs like them. I'll put the letter in an envelope +ready addressed to mamma—that'll keep any one from touching it—and +I'll send it to her in my next letter.'</p> + +<p>But it called for some self-control not to tell it all to her sister, +even at the risk of her displeasure. And Frances was conscious of a very +slight feeling of relief when Jacinth, evidently in high spirits, though +quiet as she always was, set off in state the next day for her visit to +Robin Redbreast.</p> + +<p>She had made up her mind to enjoy herself and to be pleased with +everything, and it was not difficult to carry out this programme. +Everything Lady Myrtle could think of to make her young guest feel at +home had been done, and Jacinth was both quick to see this and most +ready to appreciate it.</p> + +<p>She drew a deep breath of satisfaction when she found herself seated in +Lady Myrtle's comfortable brougham, which, though a trifle +old-fashioned, was, like everything belonging to the Robin Redbreast +establishment, thoroughly good of its kind.</p> + +<p>'It is like being at Stannesley again,' thought Jacinth,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_110" id="Page_110">[Pg 110]</a></span> 'only poor +granny's carriage and horses, and old Simpson the coachman, weren't half +so nice as all this is.'</p> + +<p>And, to confess the truth, I think a passing regret went through her +that the road to her destination lay straight out from the town on the +Market Square Place side, so that there was no chance of her meeting any +of her school-fellows and giving them a smiling nod of recognition.</p> + +<p>The door was opened by the neat parlour-maid, but behind her +appeared—to do special honour to the young lady, no doubt—a +functionary whom Jacinth had not seen before—no less a personage than +Mr Thornley, Lady Myrtle's old, not to say aged butler. He came forward +gently rubbing his hands, and bending with a decorous mixture of +paternal solicitude and deference which Jacinth by no means objected to, +though it made her inclined to smile a little.</p> + +<p>'Miss Mildmay, I presume?'</p> + +<p>'Miss Mildmay' was quite equal to the occasion. She bent her head +graciously.</p> + +<p>'Her ladyship is awaiting you in her boudoir, if you will have the +goodness to follow me,' the old man proceeded.</p> + +<p>They were standing in the hall. It was large—at least it seemed so in +comparison with the impression given by the outside of the house, which +Jacinth knew so well, and which was really cottage-like. The hall was +wainscoted in oak half-way up, where the panels met a bluish-green +Japanese-looking paper. A really old oriental paper it was, such as is +not even nowadays to be procured in England, so thickly covered with +tracery of leaves and flowers and birds and butterflies in a delightful +tangle, that the underlying colour was more felt than seen. A short +staircase of wide shallow steps ran up one side, disappearing apparently +into the wall, and up this staircase, rather to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_111" id="Page_111">[Pg 111]</a></span> Jacinth's surprise—for +there were several doors in the hall leading, no doubt, to the principal +ground-floor rooms—stepped Thornley in a gingerly manner till he +reached the little landing at the top. There he threw open a door, +papered like the walls so cleverly as to be invisible when closed, +though it was a good-sized door—wide and high. And as soon as the girl, +following behind, caught sight of the vista now revealed, she wondered +no more, as she had been doing, at Lady Myrtle's choosing an up-stairs +room for her boudoir.</p> + +<p>'In a town it would be different,' Jacinth had been saying to herself, +'but in the country it's so much nicer to be able to get out into the +garden at once.'</p> + +<p>But she did not understand the peculiar architecture of Robin Redbreast. +A glow of colour met her eyes, for the door in the wall opened on to a +gallery, three sides of which ran round an inner hall on the +ground-floor, while the fourth—that facing her—was all conservatory, +and conservatory of the most perfect kind. The girl started, +half-dazzled by the unexpected radiance, and drew a quick breath of +satisfaction, as the butler passed along the side of the gallery and +threw open a door leading in among the flowers—she, following closely, +lingered a moment while the old servant passed on, partly to give him +time to announce her, partly to enjoy for half an instant the fragrance +and beauty around her.</p> + +<p>Then came a voice, and a figure in the inner doorway—the figure that +already seemed so familiar to her, though she had seen it but once.</p> + +<p>'My dear child—my dear Jacinth,' and she felt two kind arms thrown +round her, and the soft withered cheek of the old lady pressed against +her own. 'This is delightful—to have you all to myself—my own child +for the time.'</p> + +<p>Jacinth's usually cold unimpulsive nature was strongly<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_112" id="Page_112">[Pg 112]</a></span> moved; there is +always something impressive and touching in the emotion of the aged. And +Lady Myrtle, one felt by instinct, was rarely demonstrative.</p> + +<p>The girl looked up in her face, and there came a slight mistiness over +the hazel eyes, which her new old friend seemed to know so well—oh so +well!—the sight of them carried her back half a century; and, above +all, when Jacinth began to speak, she felt as if all the intervening +years were a dream, and that she was again a girl herself, listening to +the voice of Jacinth Moreland.</p> + +<p>'I am so very pleased to come. I have been longing to see you again,' +said her young guest. Thornley had discreetly withdrawn. 'And how lovely +it is here! You don't know how I enjoy seeing flowers again like these.'</p> + +<p>'It <i>is</i> pretty, isn't it?' said Lady Myrtle, pleased by the frank +admiration. 'In cold weather I am sometimes shut up a good deal, and my +garden is my great delight. So I tried to make myself a little winter +garden, you see. I have had to stay up here the last few days, but I +hope to go about again as usual to-morrow. And of course I shall go down +to luncheon and dinner to-day. I waited to ask you to come, my dear, +till I was better. I could not have let you be all by yourself in the +dining-room.'</p> + +<p>'Oh,' exclaimed Jacinth, with sudden compunction, 'I should have asked +if you were better. How could I forget?'</p> + +<p>'Why, you have not been two minutes here, my dear child. And I wrote +that I was better. It was only a cold. But at my age, "only a cold" may +come to be a great deal, and I have got into the way of taking care of +myself, I scarcely know why; it is natural, I suppose, and after all, +however alone one is, life is a gift. We must<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_113" id="Page_113">[Pg 113]</a></span> not throw it away. I am +not <i>quite</i> well yet'—she had coughed more than once while +speaking—'but the weather is milder again.'</p> + +<p>'Yes,' said Jacinth, 'a sort of St Martin's summer. I hope,' she added +gently, 'you will let me wait upon you a little while I am here. +Wouldn't you like the door shut?'</p> + +<p>Lady Myrtle smiled. She liked the allusion to St Martin's summer; it +seemed like a good omen. Was this bright young life, so strangely +associated with her own youth, to bring back some spring-time to her +winter?—was Jacinth to be a St Martin's summer to her?</p> + +<p>'Thank you,' she said. 'Yes, please shut the outer door. Poor old +Thornley often thinks he has closed it when he hasn't; his hands are so +rheumatic. I like the door into the conservatory left open. Yes, that's +right. And now come and talk to me for a few minutes before you take off +your things. There is still half an hour to luncheon. Tell me what you +have been doing these last few days—busy at lessons? That fair-haired +little sister of yours doesn't look as if she <i>over</i>worked.'</p> + +<p>Jacinth smiled.</p> + +<p>'No,' she said, 'I don't think Francie <i>over</i>works, but she does very +well. The being at school has really been a good thing for her, for she +feels herself that she is the better for emulation.'</p> + +<p>'And the Scarletts are gentlewomen, thorough gentlewomen,' said Lady +Myrtle, musingly. 'That makes a difference. And I suppose a good many of +the pupils are really nice—lady-like and refined?'</p> + +<p>'Yes,' said Jacinth, readily. 'The boarders are all nice—some of them +really as nice in every way as they can be,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_114" id="Page_114">[Pg 114]</a></span> clever, too, and anxious to +learn. I don't seem to know them quite as well as Frances does, for, +somehow, I am not very quick at making friends,' and she looked up at +Lady Myrtle with a slight questioning in her eyes. The confession did +not sound very amiable. But the old lady nodded reassuringly.</p> + +<p>'Just as well or better that it should be so,' she said. 'Few friends +and faithful has been my motto. Indeed, as for <i>great</i> friends I never +had but one, and you know who that was, and I verily believe she never +had any one as much to her as I was.' She sighed a little. 'Your sister +is quite a child—a very nice child, I am sure, but she is not a +Moreland at all. I have heard of some girls at Miss Scarlett's—let me +see, who were they? What are the names of the ones you like best?'</p> + +<p>Jacinth hesitated.</p> + +<p>'There are the—the Eves,' she said, 'two sisters, and the Beckinghams, +and Miss Falmouth. She is almost too old for us.'</p> + +<p>But the Harpers she did not name, saying to herself that her aunt had +advised her not to do so. In this she deceived herself. Miss Mildmay +would never have counselled her direct avoidance of mention of the two +girls whom Frances—and she herself in her heart—thought the most +highly of among their companions.</p> + +<p>Lady Myrtle caught at the last name.</p> + +<p>'Falmouth,' she repeated. 'Yes, it must have been of her I heard. I know +her aunt. Very nice people.'</p> + +<p>Then she went on to talk a little of Jacinth's own special tastes and +studies, to ask what news the girls had last had from India, how often +they wrote, and so on, to all of which Jacinth replied with her usual +simple directness,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_115" id="Page_115">[Pg 115]</a></span> for she felt perfectly at ease with her hostess. And +the little reminiscences and allusions to the long-ago days when all the +young interests of Jacinth Moreland and Myrtle Harper were shared +together, with which the old lady's talk was so interspersed, in no way +bored or wearied this girl of to-day, as it might have done some of her +contemporaries. On the contrary, such allusions made Jacinth feel more +on a level with her companion, and flattered her by showing her the +confidence with which she was regarded.</p> + +<p>'I don't suppose she would speak of those past times to <i>any one</i> but +me,' thought Jacinth proudly. 'Except, of course, perhaps to mamma.'</p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 250px;"> +<img src="images/i117.jpg" width="250" height="142" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_116" id="Page_116">[Pg 116]</a></span></p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/i118.jpg" width="550" height="128" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + + +<h2>CHAPTER VIII.</h2> + +<h3>DELICATE GROUND.</h3> + + +<p>The two days at Robin Redbreast passed most satisfactorily, and long +before they came to an end Jacinth felt completely at home. It would +have been almost impossible for her or for any girl not to feel grateful +for Lady Myrtle's extreme kindness, but besides this, everything in the +life suited Jacinth's peculiar character. She liked the perfect order, +the completeness of the arrangements, just as—in very different +surroundings—she liked and appreciated the same qualities in her aunt's +sphere. Mere luxury or display would not have pleased her in the same +way, and except in the one matter of flowers and all expenses connected +with her garden, Lady Myrtle lived simply. The house itself, though in +perfectly good taste, was decidedly plain; the furniture belonged to a +severe and unluxurious date. The colouring was harmonious, but +unobtrusive.</p> + +<p>But Jacinth thought it perfection. Her own room—the one which the old +lady had specially chosen for her, and which she impressed upon her she +must think of as appropriated to her—was exactly what she liked. The +chintz hangings—pale pink rosebuds on a white ground—the quaint +spindle-legged dressing-tables and chairs, the comfortably spacious but +undecorated wardrobe of dark old mahogany, the three-cornered bookcases +fitted in to the angles of the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_117" id="Page_117">[Pg 117]</a></span> walls with their lozenge-paned glass +doors—all was just as she liked.</p> + +<p>'It's so beautifully <i>neat</i>,' she said to Lady Myrtle. 'I like a house +to be almost primly neat. Frances says she's sure I shall be an old +maid, and I daresay I shall be. I shouldn't mind, if I had a house of my +own like this to live in.'</p> + +<p>Lady Myrtle glanced at her with one of her peculiar but approving +smiles.</p> + +<p>'That is another point in common between us,' she said. 'I have always +felt like you, and when—let me see, it must be fully twenty years ago +now—when, for the first time I really was perfectly free to furnish a +house to suit myself, you see I carried out my own ideas.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, I thought Robin Redbreast was really old—furniture and all,' said +Jacinth with a slight tone of disappointment.</p> + +<p>'So it is,' said Lady Myrtle. 'A good deal of it was here in the house, +and I had it done up—and some things I brought from Goodacre. My +brother-in-law who succeeded there kindly let me choose out things of my +favourite date. And they did not suit Goodacre, which is very grand and +heavy, and, to my mind, ugly.'</p> + +<p>'I know what you mean,' said Jacinth, eagerly—'enormous mirrors with +huge gilt frames, and enormous gilt cornices over the window curtains, +and great big patterns on the carpets. There was a house near Stannesley +like that. It was interesting, something like an old palace, and grand; +but I shouldn't like to live in a house of that kind.'</p> + +<p>'No, there seems nothing personal about it. One's own little self makes +no impression; you feel that you are just passing through it for the +time. Elvedon was rather like that,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_118" id="Page_118">[Pg 118]</a></span> though the present tenants have +managed to lighten it a good deal. But our other place—I mean my own +family's place, up in the north, where I knew your dear +grandmother—though not so grand, is much more homelike than Elvedon. My +nephew and his wife live there when they are not in London. It is not so +expensive as the place here.'</p> + +<p>Jacinth grew a little nervous and said exactly what she did not mean to +say.</p> + +<p>'Are they not very rich, then?' and instantly blushed crimson, which +Lady Myrtle took as an expression of fear lest she had been indiscreet. +And she hastened to answer so as to put the girl at ease again.</p> + +<p>'No,' she said; 'far from it. But they will be better off some day, and +it has been for their good that they have not been rich hitherto. The +sins of the fathers are visited on the children, as you cannot fail to +see for yourself, my dear, when you come to know more of life.' Lady +Myrtle sighed. 'My poor brother Elvedon was very weak and foolish, led +into all kinds of wild extravagance by—by another, much, much worse +than he;' and here the old lady's face hardened. 'And naturally,' she +went on, 'we—my father and I—dreaded what his son might turn out. Poor +Elvedon, my nephew I mean, is far from a clever man, but he is sensible +and steady, and so are his two sons. So, as I was saying, some day they +will be better off.'</p> + +<p>Jacinth listened with the utmost attention. She was much gratified by +her hostess's confidence, and relieved, too, that no mention had been +made of any other Harper relatives.</p> + +<p>'Bessie and Margaret are not Lord Elvedon's daughters, of course,' she +said to herself, 'so it does not seem as if<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_119" id="Page_119">[Pg 119]</a></span> they were near relations; +perhaps, after all, they are not relations at all. So I don't see that I +need bother my head about them; I might have mentioned them to Lady +Myrtle among the girls at school without her noticing it, I daresay.'</p> + +<p>'This is too old talk for you, my dear,' said the old lady, after a +little silence.</p> + +<p>'No, no indeed,' said Jacinth eagerly. 'I am so pleased you don't treat +me as a child, dear Lady Myrtle. And I love to think of you and my +grandmother long ago, when your families were almost relations, weren't +they?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, truly—Jacinth and I often said we loved each other more than if +we had been sisters. That reminds me, my dear, that nice little sister +of yours must come to see me some day soon, and the boy too, the next +time you come. When shall that be?'</p> + +<p>'Whenever you like, dear Lady Myrtle,' Jacinth replied.</p> + +<p>'Well then, supposing you come again in a fortnight—next Saturday week, +that is to say. I will send for you as before, and the two children must +come with you and stay till six or seven; then I will send them home +again and you will remain with me till Monday morning. I must not be +selfish, otherwise I would gladly have you every week. But that would +not be fair to your aunt.'</p> + +<p>'It wouldn't matter so much for Aunt Alison,' said Jacinth; 'I really +don't think she would mind. But Francie and Eugene would not like me to +be away every Sunday.'</p> + +<p>'Then let us try to make it every other,' said Lady Myrtle. 'My dearest +child,' and she pressed the girl's hand, 'how I wish I could have you +with me altogether. But no, that would not do—it would not be a right +life for her'—she seemed as if she were speaking to herself. 'Tell me, +dear,'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_120" id="Page_120">[Pg 120]</a></span> she went on, 'you do feel already <i>at home</i> at Robin Redbreast? +I want you to learn to love the little place as well as its old +owner—who can't be its owner for ever,' she added in a lower voice, so +that less quick ears than Jacinth's would scarcely have caught the +words.</p> + +<p>'I love it already dearly,' she replied. 'For your sake first of all, of +course, but for its own too. I couldn't imagine a more perfect old house +than it is.'</p> + +<p>They were walking in the garden, for the weather was mild and Lady +Myrtle had been able to go to church that morning. It was Sunday and +late afternoon. The long level rays of the evening sun fell on the large +lawn—smooth and even as a bowling-green—along one side of which, on +the broad terrace, the two were pacing up and down. Lady Myrtle stopped +short, she was holding the girl's arm, and looked up at the windows, +glinting cheerily in the red glow beginning to be reflected from the +sky.</p> + +<p>'Yes,' she said, 'it really is a dear old place. And for any one who +cared to fit it for a larger family there is plenty of space and +convenience for extending it.'</p> + +<p>'It seems a very good size already,' said Jacinth, 'though of course I +cannot judge very well.'</p> + +<p>'You must see it all,' said Lady Myrtle; 'the next time you come I hope +I shall be quite well and able to show you all over it. No, it would +scarcely need building to; but there are several rooms at the other side +in rather an unfinished condition, because I really had no use for them. +The last tenant was on the point of completing them when he left. He had +a large family, and it was getting too small for them, but he +unexpectedly came into a property elsewhere, and then my father gave me +this place. There are some very nice rooms you have not seen. Have you<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_121" id="Page_121">[Pg 121]</a></span> +been in the one where my old pensioners come for their dinner every +Saturday?'</p> + +<p>Jacinth shook her head.</p> + +<p>'That would make a capital billiard room,' Lady Myrtle went on, Jacinth +listening to all she said with the greatest interest. 'Indeed, Robin +Redbreast has everything needed for a comfortable roomy house. It is too +large for me, unless I had a good many visitors. When your father and +mother come from India, Jacinth, I must have you all to stay with me.'</p> + +<p>Jacinth's eyes sparkled.</p> + +<p>'Oh how delightful that would be!' she said. 'I have often thought how +they will miss Stannesley when they come home. For it is let for a long +time. And wasn't it funny, Lady Myrtle, that last morning when we were +saying good-bye to Uncle Marmy at the gate, we looked in at this garden, +and said how lovely it would be if papa and mamma had come home, and we +were all living together in a house like this! And to think it <i>may</i> +come true, if you ask us all to stay with you.'</p> + +<p>Lady Myrtle stroked Jacinth's hand fondly.</p> + +<p>'Yes, dear,' she said, 'it may come true, and I trust it will.'</p> + +<p>This conversation took place, as I said, on the Sunday afternoon. Very +early the next morning the brougham took Jacinth back to Market Square +Place, in time for her to start for school with Frances at their usual +hour.</p> + +<p>Frances did not receive with rapturous delight the news of her +invitation to Robin Redbreast.</p> + +<p>'Must I go?' she said. 'Wouldn't it do for just Eugene to go with you, +Jacinth? He would enjoy it.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, I should,' said Eugene, 'pertickerly if we have some of those +little brown cakes for tea.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_122" id="Page_122">[Pg 122]</a></span></p> + +<p>'Eugene,' said Frances in a tone of disgust, 'I'm sure Lady Myrtle would +not have asked you if she had known you were such a greedy little boy.'</p> + +<p>They were in the dining-room waiting for their aunt, who, for once, was +a few minutes late for dinner. Just then she came in. She greeted +Jacinth pleasantly, and seemed glad to hear that she had enjoyed +herself. Then she was told of the invitation for the following week, and +Frances appealed to her to say she 'needn't go.' But Frances's hopes +were speedily disappointed.</p> + +<p>'Not go!' said Miss Mildmay; 'of course you must go. It would be most +ungrateful to Lady Myrtle, and would, besides, put Jacinth in a very +disagreeable position. You are the grand-daughter of Lady Myrtle's old +friend as well as Jacinth, even though her special interest may be in +Jacinth.'</p> + +<p>'It would make me look so selfish too,' said Jacinth, who, now that she +felt sure of her own place with the old lady, was far from wishing to +deprive Frances of her share in the pleasures and advantages of their +acquaintance with Robin Redbreast.</p> + +<p>So Frances had to give in.</p> + +<p>And when the day came she enjoyed the visit, on the whole, very much.</p> + +<p>'If only,' she said to herself before starting, 'if only I could have +got mamma's letter in answer to mine before going. I would have known +then exactly how to do about the Harpers. Of course I can't tell +stories, and <i>they</i> would never have wanted me to do that. I only hope +nothing will be said about school or about anything to do with them.'</p> + +<p>Then she tried to recall the exact words of Camilla<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123">[Pg 123]</a></span> Harper's letter, by +this time two-thirds on its way to India to her mother.</p> + +<p>Jacinth said nothing at all about the Harpers in connection with Lady +Myrtle, and Frances began to think her sister had forgotten all about +the question of their possible relationship, which in the meantime at +least the younger girl was not sorry for.</p> + +<p>It was again a lovely day—the weather seemed to favour the visits to +Robin Redbreast—even milder than the Saturday of Jacinth's first stay +there. And this time, instead of the brougham, a large roomy pony +carriage came to fetch them, a spring cart having already called for +Jacinth's portmanteau that morning.</p> + +<p>'How lovely!' said Frances, as she and Eugene took their seats with +great satisfaction opposite her sister and the coachman; 'I am so glad +it is an open carriage. I wish Lady Myrtle would send us home in it +again this evening: don't you, Eugene?'</p> + +<p>'I'm sure her ladyship will be quite pleased to do so, miss, if you just +mention that you would like it,' said the man, a staid unexceptionable +old servant, though many years younger than Thornley.</p> + +<p>'Oh well, I will. I may, mayn't I, Jass?' said Frances, her eyes +sparkling with pleasure, only damped by Jacinth's grave expression. Did +Jass think she was chattering too much already? High spirits were +Francie's native air: it was very difficult for her to be quiet and +subdued for long together. But Jacinth really loved to see Frances +happy, and she knew that Lady Myrtle would feel the same.</p> + +<p>'She thinks her such a mere child,' thought the elder girl. So she +smiled reassuringly as she replied: 'Of course, dear,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_124" id="Page_124">[Pg 124]</a></span> you can ask Lady +Myrtle. I am sure she won't mind if it keeps fine; and there is no sign +of rain, is there?' she said turning to the coachman.</p> + +<p>'No indeed, ma'am,' he replied. 'We shall have no rain just yet a bit.'</p> + +<p>'It's a <i>perfect</i> day,' said Frances. 'I really sometimes think I like +autumn as well as spring.'</p> + +<p>'I have always liked it much better,' said Jacinth calmly.</p> + +<p>Lady Myrtle was walking up and down the terrace, waiting for them. She +was much better—for her, indeed, quite well—she said, and her face +lighted up with pleasure as she kissed Jacinth tenderly. Then she turned +to the younger ones and kissed them too.</p> + +<p>'I must have a good look at you, Frances,' she said. 'No—you are not a +Moreland, and yet—yes, there is a slight <i>something</i>—in spite of your +blue eyes and shaggy hair,' and she patted Frances's head. 'And you, my +boy;' and she examined Eugene in his turn. 'His eyes are more like his +grandmother's; nothing approaching your eyes, Jacinth, but still they +are more of the colour.'</p> + +<p>'Eugene is very like mamma,' said Frances eagerly. 'Everybody says so.'</p> + +<p>'And I'm called after her,' added Eugene.</p> + +<p>'So that's quite as it should be,' said Lady Myrtle. 'And some day I +hope I may have the great pleasure of comparing mamma and her boy +together. Now dears, listen to my plan—would you like to go a drive +this afternoon, or would you rather play about the garden and the little +farm? I mean Frances and Eugene—Jacinth, of course, is quite at home +here.'</p> + +<p>The two younger ones looked at each other.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_125" id="Page_125">[Pg 125]</a></span></p> + +<p>'Oh please,' said Frances, 'if we may go home in the open carriage, I +think that would be enough driving. And—it's so long since we've had a +nice big place to run about in, and—pigs and cows, you know, like at +home? Wouldn't you like that best, Eugene?'</p> + +<p>'May we see the cows milked?' said Eugene, prudently making his +conditions, 'and, oh please, if we find any eggs, <i>might</i> we take one +home for breakfast to-morrow?'</p> + +<p>Lady Myrtle looked much amused.</p> + +<p>'I will put you under Barnes's charge,' she said. 'Barnes is the +under-gardener, and whatever he lets you do will be quite right. You and +I, Jacinth, will have a long drive to-morrow, as I always go to Elvedon +church once a month, and to-morrow is the day. So I daresay you will +manage to entertain yourself at home to-day. We can go through the +houses in the afternoon.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, thank you,' said Jacinth. 'And the house—you said you would show +me all over the house, dear Lady Myrtle.'</p> + +<p>'Of course; that will amuse Frances and Eugene too, I daresay, when they +have had enough running about. Now your sister will go with you to your +room to take her things off;' and as the two set off, she added +playfully, 'Jacinth has a room of her very own here, you know, Frances.'</p> + +<p>The younger girl was breathless with interest and pleasure, and the +first sight of the interior of the quaint old house—above all, of the +lovely conservatory, past which Jacinth took care to convoy +her—impressed her as much as her sister.</p> + +<p>'Oh Jass,' she said, when they found themselves in the pleasant, rather +'old-world-looking' bedroom, where a tiny wood-fire sparkling in the +grate gave a cheery feeling of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_126" id="Page_126">[Pg 126]</a></span> welcome as they entered—'Oh Jass, isn't +it like a <i>dream</i>? That we should really be here in this dear old house, +treated almost as if we were Lady Myrtle's own grandchildren, and you +staying here, and this called your room, and—and'——</p> + +<p>She stopped, at a loss for words to express her feelings.</p> + +<p>Jacinth smiled, well pleased.</p> + +<p>'Yes,' she said, 'it really is like a fairy-tale. And'——She hesitated +a little. 'You don't know, Francie, what more may not come. Do you +remember our saying that morning to Marmy, how lovely it would be if +some day we had a house like this for our home, and how he and we would +pay visits to each other?'</p> + +<p>Frances's face grew rather pink.</p> + +<p>'Do you mean if,' she said, her voice growing lower and lower—'if Lady +Myrtle <i>left</i> it to us, to you? I don't like, Jass, to'——</p> + +<p>'Oh, how matter-of-fact you are!' said Jacinth impatiently; 'I don't +mean anything but what I say. Lady Myrtle says she is going to invite us +all—papa and mamma and us three—to stay with her when they come home, +and it's a very big house, and she has no relations she cares for. It +might get to be almost like our home. And Lady Myrtle is the sort of +person that often speaks of getting old and—and dying. I daresay she +makes plans for what she'd like to be done with her things—I know I +should—though I hope she'll live twenty years, and I daresay she will, +dear old thing.'</p> + +<p>Frances would have accepted this simply enough, and after all, Jacinth +felt as she said. The thought that 'some day' Robin Redbreast might be +her home would be quite enough for her, and she already loved her kind +old friend sincerely. But one sentence in her sister's speech startled +Frances with a quick sharp stab: 'No relations that she cares for.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_127" id="Page_127">[Pg 127]</a></span></p> + +<p>Somehow, in the pleasure and excitement of coming to Robin Redbreast, +she had forgotten about the Harpers. Now all her old feelings of +chivalry for them, and wishes that she could be the means of helping +them, rushed back upon her, and she felt as if she had, in some queer +way, been faithless, even though she was debarred from doing anything, +debarred even from telling Jacinth all she knew. And Frances was +unaccustomed to hide her feelings; her face at once grew grave and +almost distressed looking.</p> + +<p>'What is the matter, Frances?' said Jacinth. 'You are such a kill-joy. +What are you looking so reproachful about?'</p> + +<p>'I didn't mean—I'm not looking reproachful,' said Frances; 'it was +only—oh, just something of my own I was thinking of.'</p> + +<p>'Well then, I wish you would think of something cheerful, and not screw +your face up as if you were going to cry. I don't want Lady Myrtle to +think we've been quarrelling up here.'</p> + +<p>Frances swallowed down a lump in her throat, which was far too apt to +come there on small provocation.</p> + +<p>'Of course Lady Myrtle would never think such a thing, or if she did, +she would only think I was naughty or silly or something. She'd never +dream of <i>you</i> being anything but perfect, Jass. I do like her for +that,' said Frances.</p> + +<p>'You should like her for everything. I'm sure she's as kind as she can +possibly be,' said Jacinth.</p> + +<p>'Yes,' said Frances, 'she is.'</p> + +<p>Then they ran down-stairs again to the library, where Lady Myrtle had +told them she would be. They found her improving her acquaintance with +Eugene, who was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_128" id="Page_128">[Pg 128]</a></span> chattering away in a most confiding and friendly +fashion, even retailing to her his self-congratulation at having been +the first cause of their making friends.</p> + +<p>'For you see if I hadn't been so fir—<i>wursty</i>,' with a great effort, +'that day, and <i>made</i> Jacinth let me ask; no,' suddenly recollecting +himself, 'she didn't let me, but you heard me over the wall, Lady +Myrtle; that was it, wasn't it? So it did come of me being wursty, +didn't it?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, my dear, of course it did,' the old lady replied, with a smile.</p> + +<p>But just then the luncheon gong sounded and they all made their way into +the dining-room. All went well till about half-way through the meal, +when a sudden thought struck Lady Myrtle.</p> + +<p>'Oh Jacinth, my dear,' she said, 'I was forgetting to tell you. Your +young friend at school, Honor Falmouth, <i>is</i> the niece of my friend. I +was writing to her husband the other day about a business matter—he is +one of my trustees—and I asked the question. I thought it would +interest you to hear it.'</p> + +<p>'Yes,' said Jacinth, 'of course it does. She is a very nice girl indeed, +but she is a good deal older than I. She plays beautifully, and next +term she is going somewhere—to Germany, I think—for the best music +lessons she can have. Did you play the harp, when you were a girl, Lady +Myrtle?' she went on rather eagerly. She was vaguely anxious to change +the conversation, for she had still a half-nervous fear of Frances's +indiscretion should the subject of their school-fellows be entered upon.</p> + +<p>'The harp!' repeated Lady Myrtle, half-absently; 'no, my love, I never +was very musical. But your grandmother sang charmingly.' And Jacinth, +believing she was launched<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_129" id="Page_129">[Pg 129]</a></span> on long-ago reminiscences, began to breathe +freely, when suddenly the old lady reverted to the former topic.</p> + +<p>'How much older than you is Honor?' she inquired.</p> + +<p>'About three years. I think she is eighteen, but I'm not quite sure,' +said Jacinth.</p> + +<p>'I was wondering,' said Lady Myrtle, 'if she would like to come to +luncheon some day when you are with me. Or is there any other among your +friends you care more for?'</p> + +<p>'No,' said Jacinth, 'I think I like Honor as much as any.'</p> + +<p>Frances was listening with the greatest interest; her mouth half-open, +her knife and fork suspended in their operations. Lady Myrtle caught +sight of her absorbed face and smiled.</p> + +<p>'Have <i>you</i> any friend you would like to ask to come here some day?' she +said, kindly. 'If it were summer it would be different; we might have a +strawberry feast.'</p> + +<p>Frances grew crimson, painfully crimson.</p> + +<p>'Oh <i>how</i> silly she is!' thought Jacinth.</p> + +<p>'Thank you,' stammered Frances. 'I—I don't know. I don't think so.'</p> + +<p>'Come, you must think it over,' said Lady Myrtle, imagining the child +was consumed with shyness. 'Who are your favourite friends, or have you +any special favourites?'</p> + +<p>'Yes,' replied Frances, in an agony, increased by the consciousness of +Jacinth's eye, but fully remembering, too, that in replying truthfully +she was violating no confidence; 'yes, I'm much the fondest of Bessie +and Margaret, but they mightn't come. I don't think it would be any use +inviting any of them, except a big one like Honor, thank you.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_130" id="Page_130">[Pg 130]</a></span></p> + +<p>'Ah! well I know Miss Scarlett is strict, and rightly so, I daresay,' +said the old lady. 'Who are these friends of yours—Bessie and Margaret +what?'</p> + +<p>'Bessie and Margaret Harper,' said Frances, bluntly; 'that's their +name.'</p> + +<p>A look of perplexity crossed Lady Myrtle's face. 'Harper,' she repeated. +'Bessie and Margaret Harper. No, I never heard of them. But +still'——And the lines on her face seemed visibly to harden. 'Ah well, +I will only ask Honor Falmouth then. You must see about it, Jacinth, and +let me know when I should write to her or to Miss Scarlett.'</p> + +<p>And then they talked of other things, Jacinth exerting herself doubly, +to prevent Lady Myrtle's noticing Frances's silence and constraint. But +afterwards, when they were by themselves for a moment, she took her +sister to task.</p> + +<p>'Why did you speak of the Harpers?' she said; 'and why, still worse, if +you thought you shouldn't have named them, did you look so silly and +ashamed as if you had done something wrong? I daresay you felt +uncomfortable because, as Aunt Alison said, there have been such +disagreeables in Lady Myrtle's family, and these Harpers may be some +relations of hers. But—couldn't you have managed not to mention them?'</p> + +<p>Frances looked quite as distressed as Jacinth could have expected—or +more so. 'I'm sure I didn't mean to speak of them,' she said. Her +meekness disarmed Jacinth.</p> + +<p>'Well never mind,' she said reassuringly. 'I daresay Lady Myrtle didn't +notice; at least, if she did, she couldn't have thought you knew +anything about her family affairs. <i>I</i> don't want to hear about them; +I'd rather not know<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_131" id="Page_131">[Pg 131]</a></span> what sort of relations the Harpers are, or if +they're any. Don't think any more about them.'</p> + +<p>And with this, Frances had to be or to appear content. But besides the +little Jacinth knew, she had her own sorer feelings. Though Bessie and +Margaret had scrupulously carried out the advice, Frances could see, +they had received from home, and while as affectionate as ever to her, +refrained from the very slightest allusion to family affairs or even to +Robin Redbreast, yet, now that her eyes were opened as it were, Frances +noticed many things that had not struck her before. As the season +advanced and the weather grew colder, most of the girls appeared in new +and comfortably warmer garments, for Thetford stands high and is a +'bracing' place. Well-lined ulsters, fur-trimmed jackets, muffs and +boas, were the order of the day. But not so for Bessie and Margaret. +They wore the same somewhat threadbare serges; the same not very +substantial gray tweeds on Sundays, which had done duty since they came +to school; the same little black cloth jackets out-of-doors, with only +the addition of a knitted 'cross-over' underneath. And one day, admiring +Frances's pretty muff, and congratulating her on the immunity from +chilblains it must afford, poor little Margaret confided to her +impulsively that she had never possessed such a treasure in her life.</p> + +<p>'It is one of the things I have always wished for so,' she said simply, +'though these woollen gloves that Camilla knits us are really very +good.'</p> + +<p>Then on another occasion both sisters consulted their friend on a most +important matter. It was going to be mother's birthday. They <i>must</i> send +her something; they had never been away from her on her birthday before, +and at home one could always make something or find out what she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_132" id="Page_132">[Pg 132]</a></span> wanted +a good while before, so as to prepare. <i>Could</i> Frances think of +anything? She must be used to thinking of things that could go by post +because of her mother being in India; only—and here Bessie's eager face +flushed a little, and Margaret's grave eyes grew graver—'you see it +mustn't cost much; that's the worst of it.'</p> + +<p>Frances tried not to look too sympathising.</p> + +<p>'I know,' she said. 'I quite understand, for of course we haven't ever +much money to spend. I will try to think of something.'</p> + +<p>And for once she thoroughly enlisted Jacinth's sympathy for her friends. +Possibly, far down in Jacinth's heart, candid and loyal by nature, lay a +consciousness that, notwithstanding the plausible and, to a certain +extent, sound reasons for not meddling in other people's affairs, and +for refraining from all 'Harper' allusions to Lady Myrtle, she was going +farther than she needed in her avoidance of these girls, in her +determination not to know anything about their family or their possible +connection with her old lady. Her conscience was not entirely at rest. +And in a curious undefined way she was now and then grateful for +Frances's ready kindness to Bessie and Margaret: it seemed a vicarious +making up for the something which she felt she herself was withholding. +And this little appeal touched her sympathy; so that with a good deal of +tact—more tact than Frances, blunt and blundering, could have +shown—she helped to suggest and carry out a really charming little +birthday present, most of the materials for which she had 'by her,' +lying useless, only asking to be made into something.</p> + +<p>Never had Bessie Harper felt so ready to make a friend of the +undemonstrative girl; never had Francie herself felt more drawn to her +elder sister.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_133" id="Page_133">[Pg 133]</a></span></p> + +<p>And the little present was carefully packed and sent off; and the tender +mother's letter of thanks, when it came, was read to the Mildmays as but +their due, and for a while it seemed as if the friendship was to extend +from a trio into a quartette!</p> + +<p>But alas! a very few days after the cheery letter from Southcliff, +Frances, spending a holiday afternoon at Ivy Lodge, as often happened, +especially when Jacinth was with Lady Myrtle, found Bessie Harper pale +and anxious, and Margaret's eyes suspiciously red. What was the matter?</p> + +<p>'We didn't want to tell you about our home troubles,' said Bessie. 'I'm +sure it's better not, because of—you know what. But I must tell you a +little. It's—it's a letter from Camilla. Father has been so much worse +lately, and they didn't want to tell us. They hoped it was only +rheumatism with the cold weather. But—mother managed to get him up to +London to see the great doctor, and—he gave a very bad report.'</p> + +<p>Here Bessie's voice failed.</p> + +<p>'He's not going to die?—oh don't say that!' burst out Frances in her +heedless way.</p> + +<p>Margaret flung out her hands wildly.</p> + +<p>'Oh Bessie,' she cried, 'is that what it really means?'</p> + +<p>Bessie looked almost angrily at Frances.</p> + +<p>'No, no,' she exclaimed; 'of course not. Frances, why did you say that? +Margaret, you are so fanciful. Of course it is not that. It is just that +the doctor says his leg is getting stiffer and stiffer, and unless +something can be done—some treatment in London first, and afterwards a +course of German baths—he is afraid dad must become <i>quite</i> a +cripple—quite helpless. And that would be dreadful. It's bad enough +when people are rich'—it was sad to hear the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_134" id="Page_134">[Pg 134]</a></span> old sad 'refrain' of +poverty, from lips so young—'but when they're poor! Oh no, I can't face +the thoughts of it. What would his life be if he could never get out—he +is so active in spite of his lameness—if he had to lie always in his +poky little room? How would darling mother bear it?'</p> + +<p>And then brave Bessie herself broke down and fled away to the +house—they were in the garden—to hide herself till she had recovered +some degree of calm.</p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 228px;"> +<img src="images/i136.jpg" width="228" height="300" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_135" id="Page_135">[Pg 135]</a></span></p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/i137.jpg" width="550" height="133" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + + +<h2>CHAPTER IX.</h2> + +<h3>THE INDIAN MAIL.</h3> + + +<p>Frances went home that evening feeling very unhappy and terribly full of +sympathy, while painfully conscious the while that as yet she must not +unburden herself to any one, not even to Jacinth, of her whole thoughts +and feelings in connection with the Harpers. And in any case she could +not have done so, for Jacinth was away at Robin Redbreast till Monday.</p> + +<p>They met at school on Monday morning, but it was not till they were on +their way home at dinner-time that the sisters had any opportunity of +speaking to each other. Jacinth was looking almost brilliantly well, +and, for her, Frances saw in a moment, in extremely good spirits. No +wonder—every time she went to Lady Myrtle, the old lady showed her +increasing signs of affection and goodwill: she almost hinted that she +wished the girl to think of herself as in a sense adopted by her.</p> + +<p>'Francie,' said the elder sister, when they at last found themselves +alone, 'I have something so lovely to show you,' and she drew out a +little velvet-covered case from her pocket. 'See—this is what dear Lady +Myrtle has given me; isn't it splendid?'</p> + +<p>The 'it' was a small and evidently valuable watch. The back was +enamelled and set with diamonds, in the form<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_136" id="Page_136">[Pg 136]</a></span> of a 'J.' It was somewhat +old-fashioned, enough to enhance its beauty and uncommonness, and +Frances gazed at it in breathless admiration.</p> + +<p>'It was Lady Myrtle's own,' explained Jacinth. 'She told me that she and +our grandmother once had a fancy—rather a silly one, I think, though I +didn't say so—for having each other's initial on their things—things +like this, I mean. So when somebody gave them each a watch, two the +same, they exchanged them. Lady Myrtle doesn't know what became of our +grandmother's, but she thinks it was lost or stolen, otherwise mother +would have had it. And she has not worn this for ever so long. She says +she always hoped that <i>some</i> day she'd find somebody belonging to +grandmother. Oh Francie, isn't it a good thing I was called "Jacinth?"'</p> + +<p>Frances murmured something in reply; her eyes were fixed on the watch.</p> + +<p>'The works are first-rate—<i>better</i> than they make them now,' Jacinth +continued; 'and Lady Myrtle has had it thoroughly overhauled by her own +watchmaker in London, so she's sure it'll go perfectly, with any one +careful; and I am careful, am I not, Francie? Lady Myrtle says she could +see I was, almost the first time she spoke to me.'</p> + +<p>'Yes,' said Frances, absently, 'I am sure you are, and I am sure Lady +Myrtle thinks you almost perfect.'</p> + +<p>But still she gazed at the watch, as if it half-mesmerised her.</p> + +<p>'I've felt in such a hurry to tell you about it—to show it to you,' +said Jacinth. 'It seemed to be burning a hole in my pocket, as they say. +I did so wish I could have shown it to some of the girls, but I thought +it was better not.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_137" id="Page_137">[Pg 137]</a></span></p> + +<p>This last remark seemed to arouse Frances.</p> + +<p>'Yes,' she agreed heartily, 'I think it was much better not.' Then, +after a moment or two's silence, 'I wonder how much it is worth?' she +went on; 'ten or twenty pounds, I daresay?'</p> + +<p>'Ten or twenty!' repeated Jacinth; 'oh, much more than that. Forty or +fifty at least, I should say.'</p> + +<p>Frances gasped.</p> + +<p>'What a lot of things one could do with as much money as that!' she +said. 'I daresay it would be enough to—to'——</p> + +<p>'To what?' said Jacinth, a little impatience in her tone.</p> + +<p>'Oh—only something I was thinking of—some one who's ill and can't do +what the doctor says,' replied Frances, confusedly.</p> + +<p>Jacinth felt irritated.</p> + +<p>'I don't understand you, Frances,' she said. 'Do you want to take away +my pleasure in my watch? I've never had one before, you know, and lots +of girls have watches, quite young. Of course I know the value of it +would do lots of things—make some poor family quite rich for a year. +But when you get a new frock of some good stuff and nicely made, I don't +say to you that you might have had it of common print, run up anyhow, +and spent the rest on poor people. You don't see things fairly, +Frances.'</p> + +<p>Frances recognised the sense of Jacinth's argument, but she could not +explain herself.</p> + +<p>'I didn't mean that exactly,' she said. 'I know there have to be degrees +of things—rich and poor, and I suppose it's not wrong to be rich, +if—if one doesn't get selfish.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_138" id="Page_138">[Pg 138]</a></span> That isn't what I meant. I'm very +pleased you've got the watch, Jass, and I wish I hadn't said that.'</p> + +<p>'I wish you hadn't too,' said her sister. 'It has taken away a good deal +of my pleasure; and somehow, Frances, very often now, I don't understand +you. I know you are never the least jealous, you haven't it in you, but +yet you don't seem to like to see me happy. I could almost think you are +what Aunt Alison would call "morbid."'</p> + +<p>'I don't think I know what that means,' said Frances, sadly, though she +had a sort of idea what Jacinth wished to express.</p> + +<p>'Sometimes,' continued Jacinth, 'I have a feeling that other girls have +come between you and me. If it could be—if I really thought it was the +Harpers, though they do seem nice, I would almost hate them. One way and +another, they do seem to have been the cause of a lot of worry.'</p> + +<p>'Oh Jass, it isn't their fault—truly it isn't,' pleaded Frances, almost +in tears. 'I haven't been very happy lately, but indeed it isn't that +I'm changed to you. Perhaps after a while you'll understand me better. +If only mamma was at home'——</p> + +<p>'It's no good wishing for that,' replied Jacinth. 'And you are so queer, +I really don't know if you'd be pleased if things did happen to make +mamma come home. I was going to tell you some things,' she added +mysteriously, 'but I think I'd better not.'</p> + +<p>And, to her surprise, her hints, instead of whetting her sister's +curiosity, seemed rather to alarm her.</p> + +<p>'No,' she agreed, 'if it's anything about Lady——or, or <i>plans</i>, I'd +rather not know. I hate any sort of secret.'</p> + +<p>She said the last few words almost roughly, and Jacinth,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_139" id="Page_139">[Pg 139]</a></span> in spite of +her irritation, felt sorry for her. It was evident that poor little +Frances had something on her mind. But the elder sister did not invite +her confidence.</p> + +<p>'I believe it <i>has</i> to do with these girls,' she thought, 'and if it +has, I don't want to know it. So Frances and I are quits; she doesn't +want my secrets and I don't want hers. Honor Falmouth says it is +uncertain if the Harpers will stay after Christmas. I'm sure I hope they +won't. Frances would forget all about them once they were away. She is +such a baby.'</p> + +<p>But her own words had suggested some comfort to Frances. 'If only mamma +were here!' she had said. And suddenly she remembered that though mamma +herself could not be hoped for, a letter—a letter in answer to her own +long one enclosing Camilla Harper's—would soon be due.</p> + +<p>'It is five—no, six weeks since I sent it,' she thought joyfully. 'I +must hear soon. And then I do hope mamma will say it is best to tell +Jass all about it, whether Jass is vexed with me or not; and even if +there's <i>no</i> chance of making Lady Myrtle kind to them, I'd far rather +Jass knew all I know.'</p> + +<p>She sighed, but there was relief in her sigh. And when in another moment +she began talking cheerfully about Jacinth's visit, and all she had done +at Robin Redbreast, her sister almost decided that she herself had been +fanciful and exaggerated about Frances—making mountains out of +molehills. Jacinth was very anxious to take this view of things; it was +much more comfortable to think that the Harpers had had nothing to do +with Frances's fits of depression.</p> + +<p>'And after all,' thought Jacinth, 'why should we bother about them? As +likely as not they're no relation to Lady<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_140" id="Page_140">[Pg 140]</a></span> Myrtle, or so distant that it +doesn't count. And it's really not our business.'</p> + +<p>It is seldom the case that a looked-for letter—especially from a great +distance—arrives when hoped for. And Frances had hoped for her mother's +reply by the very first date possible.</p> + +<p>She was not disappointed. They came—a good fat letter for her, a +thinner one for Jacinth. They lay on the hall table one day when the +girls came home from school; having arrived by the mid-day post, in +which Thetford now rejoiced.</p> + +<p>Frances seized her letter, her cheeks flushing with excitement.</p> + +<p>'What a thick letter you've got this time!' said Jacinth. But Frances +scarcely heard her.</p> + +<p>'Oh, I do so hope I shall have time to read it before dinner!' she said.</p> + +<p>'You've half—no, twenty-five minutes,' said Jacinth. 'Run and get ready +first; it won't take you any time, and then you can read your letter in +peace. That's what I'm going to do.'</p> + +<p>Frances took her sister's advice, and she managed to make her appearance +in the dining-room punctually, the precious letter in her pocket, its +contents already digested. She was rosier than usual, and Jacinth, who +knew her ways so well, could see that she was struggling to keep down +her excitement. Jacinth herself was not sorry when dinner was over and +she was free to talk to Frances, after answering a question or two from +her aunt about their Indian news.</p> + +<p>'Frances,' said her sister, when they found themselves in their own +little sitting-room, 'mamma tells me that she has written a good deal +more to you this time than to me, as there was something particular you +asked her about. And she says you will tell it me all, or show me her +letter.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_141" id="Page_141">[Pg 141]</a></span></p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 439px;"> +<img src="images/i143.jpg" width="439" height="600" alt="Jacinth's brows contracted, and the lines of her delicate +face hardened, but she said nothing." title="" /> +<span class="caption">Jacinth's brows contracted, and the lines of her delicate +face hardened, but she said nothing.</span> +</div><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_143" id="Page_143">[Pg 143]</a></span></p> + +<p>Frances drew out her packet.</p> + +<p>'There's more than one letter there, surely,' said Jacinth, with some +curiosity.</p> + +<p>'Yes,' said Frances, 'there's one I sent on to mamma to read, and she's +sent it back, so that you can see it now. I daresay you'll be angry with +me for not having told you about it before, but I can't help it if you +are. Mamma says I did the best I could; but I am so glad for you to know +all about it now,' and she gave a great sigh.</p> + +<p>Jacinth, more and more curious, took the letters which Frances gave her, +and began to read them eagerly. Rather unfortunately, the first she +began was Camilla Harper's, and she went to the end of it in spite of +Frances's 'Oh, do read mamma's first, Jass.'</p> + +<p>Jacinth's brows contracted, and the lines of her delicate face hardened, +but she said nothing—nothing really audible, that is to say, though a +murmur escaped her of, 'I knew it had something to do with them; it is +too bad.'</p> + +<p>When she had finished, she looked up at her sister.</p> + +<p>'There is a good deal more for you to explain,' she said, coldly. 'Mamma +says you will do so—not that I want to hear it. And as you have got so +thoroughly in the way of having secrets from me, and now that you have +friends you care for more than me, I really don't see why I need to be +mixed up in this affair at all.'</p> + +<p>'Oh Jass, dear Jass, don't speak like that,' exclaimed Frances, the +ever-ready tears starting to her eyes. 'I couldn't help it. Read again +what mamma says.'</p> + +<p>'I know what she says,' Jacinth replied. 'I don't need<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_144" id="Page_144">[Pg 144]</a></span> to read it +again. I am waiting for you to tell me the whole.'</p> + +<p>It was difficult, but Frances was eager to re-establish confidence with +her sister. She told the whole—even how the old Christmas card in her +pocket had brought up the subject of Robin Redbreast, and how Bessie had +asked her to tell no one but her mother, if she could help it; then how +Camilla's letter had repeated this, ending up by what had recently come +to her knowledge of the increased troubles of the Harper family.</p> + +<p>'Oh Jass,' she concluded, 'if we could help them somehow. I am so glad +mamma has met that aunt of theirs—<i>isn't</i> it lucky? Perhaps she'll be +able now to manage something without vexing Captain and Mrs Harper.'</p> + +<p>Jacinth lifted her head and looked at Frances. She was paler than usual.</p> + +<p>'I really do think you must be a sort of an idiot,' she said. +'Otherwise, I should be forced to believe you had no real family +affection at all. Surely the Harpers might teach you to have <i>that</i>, +however much mischief they have made in other ways.'</p> + +<p>Frances stared at her, dumb with perplexity.</p> + +<p>'What <i>do</i> you mean, Jacinth?' she said at last.</p> + +<p>Jacinth for once lost her self-control.</p> + +<p>'Do you not care for your own father and mother to get anything good?' +she said. 'Papa's life has been hard enough—so has ours—separated +almost ever since we can remember from our parents. And it is all a +question of money, to put it plainly, though it is horrid of you to +force me to say it. Do you think papa, who is far from a young man now, +stays out in that climate for pleasure—wearing himself out to be sure +of his pension? And if Lady Myrtle chooses<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_145" id="Page_145">[Pg 145]</a></span> to treat <i>us</i> as her +relations—mamma, the daughter of her dearest friend—instead of the son +of that bad, wretched brother of hers—why shouldn't she? And you would +ruin everything by silly interference in behalf of people we have +nothing to do with: very likely you'd do no good to <i>them</i>, and only +offend her for ever with us. Do you understand <i>now</i> what I mean?'</p> + +<p>Frances was trembling, but she would not cry.</p> + +<p>'Mamma does not see it that way,' she said. 'She is pleased and +delighted at Lady Myrtle being so kind, but she <i>does</i> care about the +Harpers too. Read what she says,' and Frances hurriedly unfolded the +letter again till she found the passage she wanted.</p> + +<p>This was what Mrs Mildmay said, after expressing her sympathy with all +Frances had told her, and advising her now to tell the whole to Jacinth. +'I remember vaguely about the Harper family in the old days,' she wrote. +'I know that Lady Myrtle's two brothers caused her much trouble, +especially the younger, really embittering her life. But for many years +I have heard nothing of her or any of the family till just now, for a +curious coincidence has happened. A few days before I got your long +letter, enclosing Miss Harper's, and dear Jacinth's too, telling of her +invitation to Robin Redbreast, I had met a Mrs Lyle, whose husband has +got an appointment here. And Mrs Lyle is Captain Harper's sister. I like +her very much, and we have already made great friends. She is very +frank, and devoted to her brother and his family; and when she heard of +my children being at Thetford, in talking, one thing led to another, so +that I really knew all you tell me—and perhaps more. It will be rather +difficult for you and Jacinth—for Jassie especially—to avoid all +appearance of interference,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_146" id="Page_146">[Pg 146]</a></span> as that would do harm on both sides. But +still you may find opportunities of speaking warmly and admiringly of +the Harper girls, whenever your school happens to be mentioned. That can +do <i>no</i> harm, and may even help to pave the way for bringing about a +better state of things some day. For I do feel most interested in the +Harpers, and every time we meet, Mrs Lyle and I talk about them, and all +the troubles they have really so nobly borne.'</p> + +<p>Then Mrs Mildmay went on to speak of her pleasure in her children's +having won Lady Myrtle's kindness, adding that she would look forward +eagerly to the next letters, telling of Jacinth's visit.</p> + +<p>'Marmy says,' she wrote, 'that it must have been a presentiment which +made you all take such a fancy to that quaint old house, even though you +only saw it from the outside.'</p> + +<p>All this Frances read again boldly to her sister. Jacinth did not +interrupt her, but listened in silence.</p> + +<p>'Well,' she said, when Frances stopped, 'I told you I had read all mamma +said.'</p> + +<p>'Then why are you so angry with me?' demanded Frances bluntly. 'If I am +a sort of an idiot, mamma is too.'</p> + +<p>Jacinth did not reply.</p> + +<p>'Mamma says you are not to attempt to interfere,' she said at last.</p> + +<p>'I am not going to. I wouldn't do so for the Harpers' sake, much more +than for Lady Myrtle's. The Harpers have trusted me, and I won't do +anything they wouldn't like.'</p> + +<p>'Well,' said Jacinth bitterly, 'you'd better write it all to mamma—all +the horrid, calculating, selfish things I've said. You've got quite +separated from me now, so that it really doesn't matter what you say of +me.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_147" id="Page_147">[Pg 147]</a></span></p> + +<p>This was too much. Frances at last dissolved into tears and flung +herself upon her sister, entreating her 'not to say such things,' to +believe that nobody in the world—not Bessie or Margaret or +<i>anybody</i>—could ever make up to her for her own dear Jass.</p> + +<p>'You're not selfish,' she said. 'You're far more unselfish, really, than +I am. For I never think of things. I see I've never thought enough of +poor papa and mamma, and how hard it's been for them in many ways, +though I did say to Bessie the other day that, whatever troubles they'd +had, they'd not been parted from each other the way we've been.'</p> + +<p>'I'm glad you said that,' Jacinth condescended to say, 'just to let them +see that they're not the only people in the world who have to bear +things.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, they <i>don't</i> think that,' said Frances. 'And Jass,' she went on, +encouraged by her sister's softer tone, and encircling her neck fondly +with her two arms as she sat, half on Jacinth's knee, half on the edge +of her chair, 'I don't quite see why being sorry for the poor Harpers, +and—and—wishing we could make Lady Myrtle feel so too, need make her +leave off being kind to us too. That's how mamma sees it. I am not only +thinking of the Harpers, Jass; indeed, I'm not. I'm looking forward more +than I can tell you to what you said—that when papa and mamma come +home, Lady Myrtle is going to invite us all to stay with her. Oh, it +would be lovely!' and the little girl clasped her hands together. 'All +the same,' she went on, 'I don't think I want ever to go to Robin +Redbreast till that time comes. I can't feel natural there, and I'm +afraid of vexing you or doing harm somehow.'</p> + +<p>'It is not in our hands—not in mine, any way,' said Jacinth<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_148" id="Page_148">[Pg 148]</a></span> quietly. +'All you have told me makes no difference to me. I am not going to +meddle, and I shall not mention the Harpers at all, if I can help it.'</p> + +<p>'Not even in the way mamma says we might?' said Frances.</p> + +<p>'No—not at all, if I can help it. I do not want to spoil the happiness +of being with Lady Myrtle by bringing up disagreeable subjects. I shall +tell mamma so when I write.'</p> + +<p>Frances was silent. After all, she reflected, perhaps it did not much +matter. Jacinth did not know Bessie and Margaret as <i>she</i> did, and now +that her sister understood the whole—the near relationship and the +whole story, perhaps it <i>would</i> be very difficult for her to come upon +the subject naturally.</p> + +<p>'Honor Falmouth says,' remarked Jacinth in a moment or two, 'that she +has heard that perhaps the girls are not coming back to school after the +Christmas holidays.'</p> + +<p>'Oh,' exclaimed Frances, looking greatly troubled, 'oh, Jass, I do hope +it's not true.'</p> + +<p>'I should not be very sorry,' said Jacinth, 'except,' she added with +some effort, 'except for your sake. And of course I have never said that +they were not very nice girls. I know they are, only—it has been so +tiresome and unlucky. I just wish we had never known them.'</p> + +<p>'I wish sometimes we had never known Lady Myrtle,' said Frances. 'You +and I have <i>never</i> been—like this—with each other before, Jass.'</p> + +<p>'Well, we needn't quarrel about it,' said her sister. 'Let's try to keep +off the subject of the Harper family. For <i>I</i> can do them no good.'</p> + +<p>'Very well,' said Frances, though rather sadly. 'I wonder,' she went on +thinking to herself—'I wonder why Bessie<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_149" id="Page_149">[Pg 149]</a></span> and Margaret are perhaps to +leave school; they are getting on so well.'</p> + +<p>She was too unpractical to guess at the truth—which Jacinth had thought +it useless to mention as a part of Miss Falmouth's information—that +their parents could no longer afford to pay for them.</p> + +<p>'For to be gentlepeople, as they undoubtedly are in every sense of the +word,' the girl had said, 'they are really <i>awfully</i> poor. I have heard +so from some people who know them at that place where they live. It is +quite a little seaside place, where people who want to be quiet go for +bathing in the summer. But the Harpers live there all the year round. It +must be fearfully dull.'</p> + +<p>'Yes,' Jacinth agreed, 'it can't be lively. Still, being poor isn't the +only trouble in the world.'</p> + +<p>'No,' Miss Falmouth replied, 'but I fear they have others too. Captain +Harper is so delicate.'</p> + +<p>Jacinth said no more. Honor Falmouth was a kind-hearted but not +particularly thoughtful girl, and she forgot all about the Harpers in +five minutes. Her visit to Robin Redbreast had never come to pass, and +Jacinth did not very specially regret it. She liked best to be alone +with Lady Myrtle. So the relationship of the young Harpers to the old +lady had never come to Honor's knowledge, as it might perhaps have done +if her attention had been drawn to Lady Myrtle by visiting at her house. +And at Christmas Honor was leaving school.</p> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_150" id="Page_150">[Pg 150]</a></span></p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/i152.jpg" width="550" height="135" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + + +<h2>CHAPTER X.</h2> + +<h3>THE HARPERS' HOME.</h3> + + +<p>Southcliff was a very dull little place, especially so in winter, of +course. In fine weather there is always a charm about the seaside, even +on the barest and least picturesque coast. There are the endless +varieties of sky panorama—the wonderful sunsets, if you are lucky +enough to face seawards to the west; the constantly changing effects of +light and colour reflected in the water itself. And on a wild or rugged +coast, winter and stormy weather bring of course their own grand though +terrible displays.</p> + +<p>But Southcliff, despite its promising name, was tame in the extreme. The +'cliff' was so meagre and unimposing as to suggest the suspicion of +being only an artificial or semi-artificial erection; the shore had no +excitement about it, not even that of quicksands. It was the 'safest' +spot all along the coast; even the most suicidally disposed of small +boys could <i>scarcely</i> come to mischief there. The tides went out and +came in with an almost bourgeois regularity and respectability; there +was no possibility of being 'surprised' by the waves; no lifeboat, +because within the memory of man no vessel of any description whatever +had been wrecked there; no lighthouse, no smugglers' caves of ancient +fame, no possibility of adventure of any kind—'no nothing,' Bessie +Harper was once heard to say, when she was very little, ''cept the sea +and the sky.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_151" id="Page_151">[Pg 151]</a></span></p> + +<p>A grand exception those, however, as we have said. And dull though it +was, there were some people who loved the little place as their home, +and were most ready to be happy in it.</p> + +<p>It had some few distinct advantages. It was <i>very</i> healthy, and for +these days very cheap. There was a good church, venerable and well cared +for; the few, very few residents were all estimable and some +interesting. Such as it was, take it all in all, it had seemed a very +haven of refuge to Captain Harper and his wife when, some eight or ten +years ago, they had pitched their tent there, after the last hopes of +recovering any of Mrs Harper's lost money—hopes which for long had +every now and then buoyed them up only to prove again delusive—had +finally deserted them.</p> + +<p>'At anyrate,' the wife, with her irrepressibly sanguine nature, had +said, 'we have the comfort of now knowing the worst. And Colin and +Bertram are started. <i>What</i> a good thing the boys were the eldest! There +is only Fitz to think about, and we'll manage him somehow. For <i>of +course</i> the three girls will turn out well. Look at Camilla already.'</p> + +<p>Fitz was then about five—the youngest son, the youngest of the family +excepting delicate little Margaret. He <i>was</i> 'managed,' and not badly, +though a public school was an impossibility; his destination proved to +be the navy, and thither at the proper age he made his way in orthodox +fashion. The girls, helped by their mother, and by their father too, did +their best, and it was far from a bad best. They were naturally +intelligent; intensely anxious to seize all opportunities of learning, +so that a stray chance of half a dozen lessons in music or French did +more for them than as many years will do for most ordinary girls; they +were, the two elder ones at least, wonderfully healthy in mind and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_152" id="Page_152">[Pg 152]</a></span> +body, bright-tempered, faithful, unselfish, inheriting from their father +the noble characteristics which in some mysterious way had in him so +flourished as to oust all the reckless and contemptible qualities of the +Bernard Harper who had half-broken his sister's heart, and brought down +in sorrow to the grave his gray-haired father.</p> + +<p>But alas! they had <i>not</i> known the worst, as the loving, brave-spirited +wife and mother had believed. In some sense, it is true, they had not +known the <i>best</i>, for the years had brought many satisfactions, many +unlooked-for, though unimportant, mitigations of the poverty so hard to +bear cheerfully—people had been 'very kind.' But the poverty itself had +increased. There were literally unavoidable expenses for 'the boys,' if +they were not to be stranded in their careers; there was an unexpected +rising of the rent owing to their good landlord's sudden death by +accident; there was, worst of all, the terrible strain of Captain +Harper's ill-health. In itself this was sad enough for the wife and +daughters who adored him: it became almost an agony when, joined to the +knowledge that more money, and not so very much more, might both relieve +his suffering and hold out a reasonable prospect of comparative +restoration.</p> + +<p>One operation—now some years ago—had succeeded for the time; but not +being followed by the treatment at home and residence abroad prescribed, +the improvement had not been lasting. Then it was that Mrs Lyle had +written to her aunt, with the result that we know. Her letter was +returned unopened.</p> + +<p>Then there came a period of comparative comfort, and for two or three +years the family at Hedge End (such was the not very euphonious name of +the Harpers' house) took heart again, and began to be sure 'father was +going<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_153" id="Page_153">[Pg 153]</a></span> to get well all of himself, after all.' And during this time some +other cheering things came to pass. An old acquaintance of long-ago days +between Mrs Harper and the Misses Scarlett was renewed by the ladies of +Ivy Lodge coming to Southcliff one Midsummer holiday-time for sea-air, +and this resulted in their offering to take Camilla, then almost +grown-up, and later her younger sisters, on exceptionally moderate +terms. The news from and of the far-away 'boys' was regular and good. +The parents began to breathe freely, and to dare to hope that they had +passed the worst of their troubles.</p> + +<p>But alas! it was only an interlude. Scarcely had Bessie and Margaret +been settled at Ivy Lodge when there came anxiety about Colin—tidings +of his prostration by a bad attack of fever; then, when he was able to +write of his recovery, little Fitz broke his leg, and had to be brought +home at the cost of much expense as well as distress to be nursed well +again. And worst of all, through these many weeks a terrible suspicion +was dawning on poor Captain Harper—a suspicion all too soon to be +changed into a certainty—that he himself was falling back again, that +the very symptoms he had been warned of were reappearing, and that +unless something were done he might find himself a hopeless and complete +cripple.</p> + +<p>He kept it to himself till Fitz was all right again; then it had to be +told. And the painful journey to London, which Frances heard of at +school, followed, with the great doctor's terribly perplexing verdict.</p> + +<p>What was to be done? Every conceivable suggestion was made and +discussed, but so far no definite scheme had been hit upon.</p> + +<p>It was at this juncture that the mail which brought the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_154" id="Page_154">[Pg 154]</a></span> letter from her +mother so anxiously looked for by Frances Mildmay, brought also tidings +from Mrs Lyle to her relations at Southcliff.</p> + +<p><i>This</i> letter came at breakfast-time; there was no mid-day post at the +little bathing-place, but it was nearer London than Thetford.</p> + +<p>'From Aunt Flora, mother,' said Camilla, the only one besides her young +brother now at home. 'I do hope it is cheerful, otherwise——No, I +suppose it would not do for you to read it first before giving it to +father?'</p> + +<p>Mrs Harper shook her head. She was a slight dark-haired woman, at first +sight more like her youngest daughter than the others, but with a much +more hopeful expression in her eyes, and far greater firmness and +determination in all the lines of her face, so that, in spite of +superficial dissimilarity, Bessie Harper really resembled her mother +more nearly than either Camilla, calm, gentle, by nature possibly, a +little indolent, or the nervous, anxious-minded Margaret.</p> + +<p>'No,' she replied, 'it is no use keeping anything from your father. He +has got an almost magic power of finding out things. Besides, your Aunt +Flora always tries to cheer him if she can. Put the letter on the tray +beside his breakfast, Camilla. I will take it up myself.'</p> + +<p>Camilla and Fitz had almost finished their meal before Mrs Harper +returned.</p> + +<p>'I do hope there's nothing wrong,' said Camilla, with the +apprehensiveness which reiterated experience of ill-tidings begets in +even the calmest nature.</p> + +<p>'It can't be my having broken my leg again,' said her brother, with a +not very successful attempt at a joke; 'it was horrid, but I wouldn't +mind breaking the other any day if it would save father's getting +worse.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_155" id="Page_155">[Pg 155]</a></span></p> + +<p>But at that moment their mother came in. Her face was decidedly brighter +than when she had left the room.</p> + +<p>'Mother dear, do eat some breakfast. You'll be quite faint,' said +Camilla, tenderly; 'I was nearly going after you to see if anything were +the matter.'</p> + +<p>'No dear, thank you,' replied her mother. 'Your aunt's letter is +unusually interesting. Fancy! is it not a curious coincidence?—rather a +pleasant one, indeed—the Lyles have just made acquaintance at this new +place with Colonel and Mrs Mildmay, the parents of the two girls at Miss +Scarlett's.'</p> + +<p>Camilla looked up with a little misgiving.</p> + +<p>'Aunt Flora is not very discreet always, mother,' she said; 'I hope she +won't have confided too much to Mrs Mildmay. It might come round in some +disagreeable way to—Robin Redbreast.'</p> + +<p>'I think Mrs Mildmay must be particularly nice and sensible,' Mrs Harper +replied. 'Of course your aunt has talked to her about Lady Myrtle and +all the old story; it would scarcely have been in human nature, +certainly not in Flora's nature, not to do so, when she found that her +new friend was the daughter of Lady Jacinth Denison; but I don't see +that it can do any harm. Mrs Mildmay has seen nothing of Lady Myrtle +since she was a little child; it is only quite lately, as we know, that +your great-aunt has come across the Mildmay girls, really by accident. +Mrs Mildmay is pleased at it, for her mother's sake, but I am sure she +is not a person to make any mischief. Indeed,' she added with some +hesitation, 'it is just possible that indirectly it may do good. Not +that your aunt suggests anything of the kind.'</p> + +<p>Camilla's face flushed.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_156" id="Page_156">[Pg 156]</a></span></p> + +<p>'I should hope not, indeed,' she said indignantly; 'when you think of +the insult she exposed herself and us to, that time, mother, it would be +<i>impossible</i> ever to accept any help from Lady Myrtle.'</p> + +<p>But Mrs Harper did not at once reply. Her face had grown very grave, and +her eyes seemed to be looking far into things.</p> + +<p>'I cannot quite say that,' she answered at last. 'There are times when I +am afraid to say what I would not accept, for your father's sake. I feel +as if I would consent to anything not wrong or sinful that could save +him. And remember, we must be just. As things are, Lady Myrtle knows +nothing of us except that we are poor. And there is every excuse for her +deep-seated prepossessions against her brother Bernard's family. Pride +must not blind our fair judgment, Camilla.'</p> + +<p>The girl did not reply. She felt the reasonableness of her mother's +argument.</p> + +<p>'But oh,' she thought to herself, 'I should <i>hate</i> to be indebted to +Lady Myrtle for any help. What would I not do—what would we all not do, +rather than that!'</p> + +<p>Her feelings might almost have been written on her face, for Fitz, who +had been listening silently, though intently, to the conversation, here +made a remark which might have been a remonstrance with her unspoken +protest.</p> + +<p>'There's one thing to be said,' began the boy. 'Even though it's all +Lady Myrtle's by <i>law</i>, it came to her from father's own grandfather. If +our grandfather had been good, his share would have been his and then +father's and then ours. There's a sort of right about it. It isn't as if +it was all Lady Myrtle's own in any other way—through her husband, for +instance—and that she did anything for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_157" id="Page_157">[Pg 157]</a></span> us just out of pity, because we +were relations. That <i>would</i> be horrid.'</p> + +<p>Fitz was only fifteen, but he and Margaret seemed older than their +years, as is not unusual with the youngest members of a large family. +Besides, all the Harpers had grown up in full knowledge of and sympathy +with their parents' anxieties. Living as they did, in closest family +union, it would have been all but impossible to prevent its being so, +save by some forced and unnatural reticence, the evil of which would +have been greater than the risk of saddening the children by premature +cares.</p> + +<p>So neither Mrs Harper nor her daughter felt the least inclined to 'snub' +the boy for his observation, which contained a strong element of +common-sense.</p> + +<p>'Lady Myrtle's wealth comes <i>in part</i> from her husband,' said Mrs +Harper. 'That makes one feel the more strongly that the Harper portion +should to some extent return to where it is so needed. But your father +has told me that the Elvedons are sure to inherit some of it, and that +is quite right.'</p> + +<p>'And,' said Camilla, with a little effort, anxious to show her mother +that she did wish to be quite 'fair-judging,' 'you know, Fitz, as we +have often said, if our grandfather, being what he was, had got his +share, it is most improbable that any of it would have come to father. +After all,' she added with an honest smile that lighted up her quiet +face and made it almost as bright as Bessie's—'after all, it was better +for the money to be kept together by Lady Myrtle, than for it to be +thrown away and <i>nobody</i> to have any good of it. She is a generous old +woman, too, in outside ways. I see her name in connection with several +philanthropic institutions.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_158" id="Page_158">[Pg 158]</a></span></p> + +<p>'And really good and well-managed things, your father says. She must be +a wise and considerate woman,' said Mrs Harper.</p> + +<p>'All the more pity, then, that she and father have never come together,' +said Camilla with a sigh. 'She would be able to appreciate him. I never +could imagine any one wiser and juster than father—though you come +pretty near him sometimes, I must say, mother;' and she smiled again. +'Neither of you is ever the least bit unfair to any one, and it does +take such a lot of self-control and—and—a wonderfully well-balanced +mind, I suppose, to be like that.'</p> + +<p>'I have only learned it—if I have learned it—from your father,' +replied Mrs Harper. 'At your age I was dreadfully impetuous and hasty. I +often wonder, dear child, how you can be so thoughtful and helpful as +you are.'</p> + +<p>Camilla's eyes sparkled with pleasure.</p> + +<p>'Mother,' she said, 'we mustn't degenerate into a mutual admiration +society. I shall tell father how we've been buttering each other up all +breakfast-time. It will amuse him. I'm going to see if he will have some +more tea.'</p> + +<p>And she ran off.</p> + +<p>By mid-day Captain Harper was established on his sofa in the little +drawing-room, which his wife and daughters still strove so <i>very</i> hard +to keep fresh and pretty. From this sofa, alas! especially now that +winter was in the ascendant even at sheltered Southcliff, the invalid +was but seldom able to move. For walking had become exceedingly painful +and difficult, and so slow that even a little fresh air at the best part +of the day could only be procured at the risk of chill and cold—a risk +great and dangerous. And barely six months ago the tap of his crutch had +been one<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_159" id="Page_159">[Pg 159]</a></span> of the most familiar sounds in the little town; he had been +able to walk two or three miles with perfect ease and the hearty +enjoyment which his happy nature seemed to find under all circumstances. +It had not proved untrue to itself even now. There was a smile on his +somewhat worn face—a smile that was seen in the eyes too, as real +smiles should always be—as his daughter came into the room to see that +he had everything he wanted about him.</p> + +<p>'It is really getting colder at last, father,' she said. 'At Thetford, +Bessie writes, they have had some snow. And Margaret was delighted +because it made her think of Christmas, and Christmas means coming +home.'</p> + +<p>'Poor old Mag!' said Captain Harper. 'Mag' was his own special name for +his youngest daughter; and no one else was allowed to use it. 'Poor old +Mag! I really think she's very happy at school, though—don't you, +Camilla? Bessie, I knew, would be all right, but I had my misgivings +about Mag. And it is in every way such a splendid chance for them. It +would be'——And he hesitated.</p> + +<p>'What, father?'</p> + +<p>'Such a pity to break it up,' he said, 'as—we have almost come to think +must be done.'</p> + +<p>'They would be perfectly miserable to stay there, if they understood—as +indeed they do now,' Camilla replied, 'that it would be only at the cost +of what you <i>must</i> have, father dear.'</p> + +<p>Her voice, though low, was very resolute. Captain Harper glanced at her +half-wistfully.</p> + +<p>'I wish you didn't all see things that way,' he said. 'You see it's +this, Camilla. If I go up to London to be under Maclean for three +months, it <i>may</i> set me up again to a certain point, but unless it be +followed by the "kur" at<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_160" id="Page_160">[Pg 160]</a></span> the baths, and then by that other "massage" +business within a year or so, it would be just the old story, just what +it was before, only that I am three or four years older than I was, +and—certainly not stronger. So this is the question—is it <i>worth +while</i>? It will be at such a cost—stopping Bessie and Mag's schooling, +wearing out your mother and you—for what will be more trying than +letting this house for the spring, as must be done, and moving you girls +into poky lodgings. That, at least, we have hitherto managed not to do. +And then the strain on your poor mother being up alone with me in +London—so dreary for her too. And at best to think that a partial, +temporary cure is all we can hope for. No, my child, I cannot see that +it is worth it. I am happy at home, and more than content to bear what +must be, after all not so very bad. And I <i>may</i> not get worse. Do, +darling, try to make your mother see it my way.'</p> + +<p>It was not often—very, very seldom indeed—that Captain Harper talked +so much or so long of himself. Now he lay back half-exhausted, his face, +which had been somewhat flushed, growing paler than before.</p> + +<p>Camilla wound her arms round him and hid her face on his shoulder.</p> + +<p>'Father dearest,' she whispered, doing her best to hide any sign of +tears in her voice, 'don't be vexed or disappointed, but I <i>can't</i> see +it that way. It seems presumptuous for me to argue with you, but don't +you see?—the first duty seems so clear, to do what we <i>can</i>. Surely +there can be no doubt at all about that? And who knows—<i>something</i> may +happen to make the rest of what is prescribed for you possible. And even +if not, and if the three months in London only do a little good, at +least we should all feel we<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_161" id="Page_161">[Pg 161]</a></span> had tried everything. Father dearest, if we +<i>didn't</i> do it, do you think mother and Bessie and I—and the boys when +they hear of it, and even the two little ones—do you think we should +ever again feel one moment's peace of mind? Every time you looked paler +or feebler, every time we saw you give the least little wince of +pain—why, I think we should go out of our minds. It would be +unendurable.'</p> + +<p>Captain Harper stroked her fair soft hair fondly.</p> + +<p>'But, dear, suppose it doesn't do any good, or much? Suppose'—and his +voice grew very low and tender—'suppose all this increased suffering +and weakness is only the beginning of the end—and sometimes I cannot +help thinking it would be best so—my darling, it would <i>have</i> to be +endured.'</p> + +<p>Camilla raised her tear-stained face and looked at her father bravely.</p> + +<p>'I know,' she said quietly. 'It may be. Mother and I don't deceive +ourselves, though it is no use dwelling upon terrible possibilities. But +even then, don't you see the difference? We should feel that we had done +our best, and—and that more was not God's will.'</p> + +<p>'Yes,' said her father, 'I see how you mean. I suppose I should feel the +same if it were about your mother or one of you.'</p> + +<p>'And father,' Camilla went on more cheerfully, 'don't worry about the +girls leaving school; it won't do them lasting harm. They have got a +good start, and they are still very young. Some time or other they may +have another opportunity, as I had. And Margaret is such a delicate +little creature. Father, I wouldn't have said it if they had been going +to stay at Thetford, but I have had my<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_162" id="Page_162">[Pg 162]</a></span> misgivings about her being fit +to be so far away. I fear she is very homesick sometimes.'</p> + +<p>'Do you really think so?' said Captain Harper with a start. 'Poor little +soul! If I thought so—ah dear, my home was not much, but still while my +mother lived it <i>was</i> home, and oh how I remember what I suffered when I +left it! Who is it that speaks of "the fiend homesickness?" The mere +dread of it would reconcile me to having them back again.'</p> + +<p>'Then I am very thankful I told you,' said the girl. 'And father, is it +not nice to know that in spite of everything we girls have <i>not</i> come +off badly? Bessie and Margaret took good places at once, and I did too, +you know. Indeed, Miss Scarlett said that if I had thought of being a +governess, she would have been very glad to have me.'</p> + +<p>'I know,' said her father. 'Well, there is no necessity for that as yet, +except for governessing the younger ones as you used to do. And if +things go better with me, even if I'm only not worse, when we come home +again I can take you all three for Latin and German and mathematics.'</p> + +<p>Camilla's eyes sparkled. She was so delighted to have talked him into +acquiescence and hopefulness.</p> + +<p>'We shall work so hard the three months we are by ourselves that you +will be quite astonished,' she said. 'And old Mrs Newing will make us +very comfortable; it's there we're to live, you know. It will really be +great fun.'</p> + +<p>So from this time the move to London was decided upon for Captain and +Mrs Harper.</p> + +<p>And when Bessie and Margaret bade their companions good-bye at the +beginning of the Christmas holidays, they knew, though it had been +thought best to say little about it, and the good Misses Scarlett +refused to look upon it as<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_163" id="Page_163">[Pg 163]</a></span> anything but a temporary break, that it was +good-bye for much longer than was supposed—good-bye perhaps and not +improbably for always, to Ivy Lodge and Thetford and all their friends.</p> + +<p>Bessie felt it sorely. Little Margaret was all absorbed in the delight +of going 'home' again. But both were at one in the real sorrow with +which they parted from their companions, among whom no one had won a +more lasting place in their affection than blunt, warm-hearted, honest +Frances Mildmay.</p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 250px;"> +<img src="images/i165.jpg" width="250" height="127" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_164" id="Page_164">[Pg 164]</a></span></p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/i166.jpg" width="550" height="135" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + + +<h2>CHAPTER XI.</h2> + +<h3>GREAT NEWS.</h3> + + +<p>The first Christmas at a strange place or in a new home is always full +of mingled feelings. Even when the change has been a happy one, not +brought about by sorrows of any kind, the old associations give a sort +of melancholy to the thankfulness and joy we all wish to feel at this +time. And for the young Mildmays it was more than natural that the +sadness should predominate.</p> + +<p>'Only a year ago <i>how</i> different it was!' sighed Frances, the first +morning of the holidays, when there was no school to hurry off +to—nothing particular to do or look forward to. 'I shall be very glad +when it's time to begin lessons again.'</p> + +<p>'I don't see why you should feel so particularly gloomy just now,' said +Jacinth, not unkindly. 'Things might have been a good deal worse than +they are.'</p> + +<p>'People can always say that,' replied Frances. 'If you've got to have a +leg cut off, you can say to yourself it might have been both legs. I +daresay having Robin Redbreast to go to makes it much nicer for you; I +suppose you'll go there a good deal during the holidays. But it doesn't +make much difference to me. Lady Myrtle doesn't ask me often, and I +don't want her to. I'm quite glad for you to go there, but it's not the +same for me.'</p> + +<p>And again she sighed.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_165" id="Page_165">[Pg 165]</a></span></p> + +<p>'What <i>would</i> make you happier, then?' asked Jacinth.</p> + +<p>'Oh, I don't know. Nothing that could be, I suppose. Nothing will make +very much difference till papa and mamma come home. There are one or two +things that are making me particularly unhappy, besides the thinking +it's Christmas and how changed everything is, but—I daresay it's no +good speaking of them.'</p> + +<p>'I know what one of them is,' said Jacinth. 'I can guess it: shall I +tell you what it is?'</p> + +<p>'If you like,' Frances replied.</p> + +<p>'It's about the Harpers—Bessie and Margaret—not coming back again to +school,' said her sister.</p> + +<p>'How did you know about it?' inquired Frances. 'They didn't tell even +me—not really. But I know they were very sad about their father being +so much worse, and once, a few days ago, Bessie said it was almost +settled they were going to let their house at that place where they +live, and that their father and mother were going to be a long time in +London, and of course that will cost a lot of money—the going to +London, I mean. And—I could tell,' and Frances's voice sounded rather +suspicious—'I could tell—by the way, they kissed me—when—when they +said good-bye—I could <i>tell</i> they weren't coming back,' and here the +choking down of a sob was very audible.</p> + +<p>For a wonder Jacinth did not seem at all irritated. Truth to tell, she, +too, had felt very sorry for the Harper girls—Bessie especially—and as +we know, though she did not allow it to herself, her conscience was not +entirely at ease about them. Something had touched her, too, in Bessie's +manner when they bade each other good-bye.</p> + +<p>'Will you kiss me, Jacinth?' Bessie had said. 'I have been so glad to +know you.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_166" id="Page_166">[Pg 166]</a></span></p> + +<p>'I have not felt sorry enough for them perhaps,' Jacinth had allowed to +herself. 'But really, there are so many sad things in the world, one +would wear one's self out with being sorry for everybody.'</p> + +<p>'How did you know about it?' Frances repeated.</p> + +<p>'I heard something a good while ago from Honor Falmouth; don't you +remember?' said Jacinth. 'And last week she told me more, only she said +they didn't want any fuss made about it. She heard it from friends. But +Frances, do try and cheer up. You've been as kind—at least as +affectionate—as you could be to the Harpers. We hadn't it in our power +to ask them here or anything like that. I'm sure you tried to get Aunt +Alison to ask them, over and over again. And you won't do them any good +by crying about their troubles, you know, dear. Perhaps they may come +back to school some time or other, even if they're away next term.'</p> + +<p>'Thank you, dear Jass,' said Frances, wiping her eyes. 'You're very +kind. I'll try and not be dull.'</p> + +<p>She would perhaps have been less grateful for Jacinth's sympathy had she +understood the relief it was to her sister, notwithstanding her genuine +pity for them, to know that the Harpers were not likely to be associated +with them any more. Their presence at Ivy Lodge, ever since the +acquaintance with Lady Myrtle—more especially since Jacinth herself had +become fully informed as to the whole history—had been a perpetual +irritation and almost a reproach to her. And the pertinacity with which +she repeated to herself that it was not her business to take up the +cudgels in the Harpers' behalf, of itself suggested a weak point +somewhere—a touch of the self-excusing which tries to whiten over the +unacknowledged self-blame.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_167" id="Page_167">[Pg 167]</a></span></p> + +<p><i>Now</i>, Jacinth could afford to let herself feel sorry for Bessie and +Margaret and their family—could even picture to herself ways in which +some day, in some vague future, she and Frances might show kindness to +their former school-fellows.</p> + +<p>'If I were rich,' thought Jacinth, 'they're just the sort of people I'd +love to be good to; of course one would have to do it very carefully, so +as not to offend them.'</p> + +<p>Frances was still looking somewhat lugubrious when the door opened and +Miss Mildmay senior came in. It was not very often that their aunt paid +the girls a visit in their own little sitting-room, and they both looked +up with some curiosity.</p> + +<p>'I had a letter from Lady Myrtle this morning,' she said. 'I did not +want to speak about it before Eugene'—for Eugene had lately been +promoted to breakfast down-stairs—'as I was not sure what you and +Frances would wish about it. It is an invitation for you all—Eugene +too—to spend Christmas at Robin Redbreast. Christmas <i>time</i>, I should +say. Lady Myrtle invites you all three for a week, and Jacinth for a +fortnight. What do you say?'</p> + +<p>Frances said nothing, but Jacinth looked up quickly.</p> + +<p>'I think it would be unnatural for us all to go away from you for +Christmas, Aunt Alison,' she said.</p> + +<p>Miss Mildmay smiled.</p> + +<p>'A lonely Christmas would be nothing new to me, my dear child,' she +said; but she spoke without any bitterness.</p> + +<p>'<i>I'll</i> stay with you, Aunt Alison,' said Frances, eagerly. 'I really +don't care about going to Robin Redbreast, and it's Jacinth Lady Myrtle +wants. Do let me and Eugene stay here; Eugene needn't be told about it +at all.'</p> + +<p>'Thank you, my dear,' said their aunt. 'Thank you<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_168" id="Page_168">[Pg 168]</a></span> both. But—do not +think me ungracious—when I spoke of a lonely Christmas, I only meant +that I have not been used to a family party. I am always very happy and +very busy on Christmas—and I think I should be missed if I were not +here. I should have told you that Lady Myrtle very kindly invites me +too—for Christmas Day—but that would not suit me at all. I <i>must</i> be +here in the evening, and indeed I am wanted all day; but I was trying to +arrange to do less, so as to be with you three in the afternoon at +least.'</p> + +<p>'Then—to put it plainly—it would be rather a relief to you for us all +to be away?' asked Jacinth.</p> + +<p>'Well, yes—in a sense it would. That is to say, if I knew you were +happy and well looked after,' said Miss Mildmay, smiling again.</p> + +<p>'There, Francie,' said Jacinth, 'you see it is much the best thing that +could have happened. And of course you and Eugene must come. I suppose +we shall take Phebe, Aunt Alison?'</p> + +<p>'Certainly, my dear.'</p> + +<p>The mention of Phebe seemed to cheer Frances. 'I shouldn't mind so much, +if Eugene and I could go walks,' she said. 'But you know, Aunt Alison, +Jass <i>must</i> be a great deal with Lady Myrtle, and I shouldn't know what +to do all day, and Eugene wouldn't either.'</p> + +<p>'It'll be all right, you'll see,' said Jacinth, who, now that she was +satisfied as to her aunt, felt in high spirits. 'You can go about just +as you like with Phebe, and it's only for a week. I don't think I should +stay more than a week, Aunt Alison?'</p> + +<p>'I cannot say,' her aunt replied. 'I almost think you should, if Lady +Myrtle wishes it. That week—the week<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_169" id="Page_169">[Pg 169]</a></span> after Christmas week—I think I +could help to amuse Frances and Eugene. We shall be having our +children's feasts, and they could be very useful.'</p> + +<p>'I <i>should</i> like that!' said Frances eagerly.</p> + +<p>So all seemed satisfactory, and Miss Mildmay left them, to write her +answer to Lady Myrtle. Human nature is very inconsistent. The maiden +lady of a certain age could not repress a sigh as she sat down at her +desk: she had not realised till now that all was changed; how she had +been looking forward to something like an orthodox Christmas for once, +in her prim old house—how she had been planning about the plum-puddings +and cakes, even while groaning a little over the reversal of her usual +habits!</p> + +<p>'But it is much better as it is,' she decided. 'They will be quite +happy, and poor old Lady Myrtle will be less lonely than for many years. +She may be a good friend to Eugenia and the children in the future. And +as for me, I don't know how they would have managed without me at St +Blaise's, after all.'</p> + +<p>And the young Mildmays—Frances included—<i>were</i> very happy at Robin +Redbreast.</p> + +<p>Things settled themselves very much as Jacinth had foreseen. Under +Phebe's care the two younger ones were left free to run about as they +chose during such parts of the day as Jacinth found that their hostess +liked to have her with herself. And the children were much more +accustomed to this sort of life than if they had ever known thorough +home care. For even at Stannesley Mrs Denison's age and fragile health +had often made it impossible for them to be with her as much as she +would have liked: they had early learned to be 'very good at amusing +themselves.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_170" id="Page_170">[Pg 170]</a></span></p> + +<p>On Christmas Day the large landau, quite roomy enough for half a dozen +instead of four, took them all to Elvedon church, where they sat with +Lady Myrtle in the square, be-curtained pew—one of those appropriated +to the Court, which was kept for the lady from Robin Redbreast.</p> + +<p>'It felt very like Stannesley,' was the verdict of the two younger ones, +who had not been at Elvedon before, which seemed to please Lady Myrtle.</p> + +<p>'Yes,' she said. 'I think you will feel more at home than if you spent +the day at Thetford.'</p> + +<p>And the prettily decorated rooms, and the old folk who came in for +dinner in the servants' hall, and the roast turkey and flaming +plum-pudding and snapdragon afterwards—yes, though they were only such +a very small party, just they three and the old lady instead of their +own granny, and no Uncle Marmy to make his jokes—still it <i>was</i> much +more homelike than No. 9 Market Square Place could possibly have been. +And when Frances went to bed that night, glancing with pleasure at the +pretty presents so thoughtfully provided for her—a dear little gold +pencil-case in a bracelet from Lady Myrtle, a pair of gloves from Aunt +Alison, and a handkerchief with a red embroidered border from Jacinth +and Eugene—the child felt that she had indeed a great many 'good +things' to be thankful for.</p> + +<p>'If only'——she thought. 'Oh, how I would like to think that Bessie and +Margaret are happy too! I am so afraid that they are very, very sad +about their father.'</p> + +<p>Christmas Day was a Thursday. It was always considered a lucky +coincidence by the young Mildmays when letters from their far-off +parents reached them on the very day of any anniversary. But this year +the Christmas budget only arrived the morning before Frances and Eugene +were<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_171" id="Page_171">[Pg 171]</a></span> returning to Thetford. Miss Mildmay sent it on by a special +messenger, knowing how anxious her nieces would be to get their letters. +And a mysterious allusion in the little note from her which accompanied +them made Jacinth start and call out to Frances.</p> + +<p>'Look at what Aunt Alison says, before you read your letter, Francie. +What can she mean?'</p> + +<p>This was what Jacinth pointed to: 'I have heard from your father and +mother also,' wrote Miss Mildmay. 'The great piece of news will surprise +you as much as it has surprised me. I shall be glad to have you back +again to talk it all over.' The sisters stared at each other, their lips +parted and their breath coming quickly.</p> + +<p>Then said Jacinth at last: 'It can't be anything <i>wrong</i>, Francie. Aunt +Alison never would have written of it like that, if it had been.'</p> + +<p>'No,' said Frances, though her voice was rather tremulous; 'of course it +can't be.'</p> + +<p>'And,' continued Jacinth, 'how silly we are to sit here wondering about +it, when we've only to look at our letters to know! Here goes, Francie!' +and she tore open her own envelope; 'let's see which of us will get at +it first.'</p> + +<p>Frances unfastened her letter more deliberately. It was a much shorter +one than Jacinth's, and she had scarcely glanced at the first few lines +when she sprang from her seat with a sort of shriek.</p> + +<p>'They're coming home, Jass! that's the secret. Oh Jass, Jass, listen: +"As I may hope to see you before long, my darling, I won't attempt to +write very much." That's it. Oh Jassie, sweet, they're coming home!'</p> + +<p>Jacinth's face had grown pink, then white again, whiter than usual, as +she rapidly ran through her own letter.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_172" id="Page_172">[Pg 172]</a></span></p> + +<p>'Yes,' she said at last, 'it's—no, it's not <i>quite</i> so good as that. +Mamma's coming first: she'll be here in the spring; but papa's not +coming for some months later. He's got to go somewhere for some kind of +inspection, where mamma couldn't go with him, and after that, he's got +six months' leave, which may or may not—I don't quite understand. +Listen, Francie: "During this leave your father will have time to decide +as to the future. It is possible he may have the offer of an appointment +in England, which would obviate the necessity of our returning to India. +But even if he has this chance, there are fors and againsts to consider: +the appointment is not in some ways a very desirable one; it would +oblige us to live for some, perhaps for several years in a large +manufacturing town in the north of England, and it would be very hard +work for your father. Still, we might—we <i>should</i> be all together."'</p> + +<p>Frances heaved a deep sigh of intense longing.</p> + +<p>'Oh yes,' she said, 'that would be <i>everything</i>.'</p> + +<p>'No, I don't see that it would be,' said Jacinth. 'I should <i>hate</i> +living in a place like that; and then think of the hard work for papa. +When he does come home I want him to be quite his own master, and, +and—to be rather grand, you know. I should not mind his having an +appointment in London, or some county thing that wouldn't give him much +to do, about here perhaps. But to go and slave in some horrid dirty +place where there would be no one we could speak to; that would be a +come-down after the position he has had in India.'</p> + +<p>'Oh Jass,' said Frances, 'don't let us spoil this beautiful news by +thinking of anything disagreeable. Papa must know best, far better than +we can. Do go on reading the letter. Mamma says I'm to ask you +everything.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_173" id="Page_173">[Pg 173]</a></span></p> + +<p>Jacinth's eyes returned to the sheets in her hand. Her face cleared a +little.</p> + +<p>'There's something else,' she said. 'Oh, I should like that <i>far</i> +better. Listen, Frances: "Your father has also the certainty of a +good—as to position and agreeableness—appointment in London; but the +pay would be much, much less, so he is not taking this into +consideration. So the chances are that we may have to return to India +after his leave is over, and be joined by you, dear Jass, a year later; +though at worst I hope we shall be settled in England before my little +Francie would be ready to come out. But I don't mean to think of +anything at present but the unexpected joy of seeing you all three again +so soon. I am writing to your aunt, to know if she can find a little +house at Thetford where we can be together. You will just have been one +year with her, and I do thank her for her care of you. It all seems to +have fitted in so well. When you see Lady Myrtle Goodacre, thank her +again from me for her kindness to you, and tell her what a pleasure it +has been to me to think of it. Tell her, too, how much I am looking +forward to meeting again my mother's dearest friend."'</p> + +<p>'You will tell Lady Myrtle at once,' said Frances.</p> + +<p>'Yes, of course,' said Jacinth, but she spoke half absently. Her eyes +were still fixed on her mother's letter.</p> + +<p>'<i>I</i> don't see why he shouldn't even "take it into consideration,"' she +repeated to herself. 'We can't be so desperately poor as all that. <i>I</i> +shall take it into consideration, any way, my dear mother;' and she +smiled a little. 'Yes, Frances,' she went on, looking up, and speaking +more decidedly; 'of course I'll tell Lady Myrtle. I think I'll go and +tell her now. I know she is alone in the boudoir. And, Francie, you may +tell Eugene.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_174" id="Page_174">[Pg 174]</a></span></p> + +<p>'May I?' exclaimed Frances, jumping up. 'Oh, thank you, Jass. I'm not +sure,' she went on, 'I'm not sure that Eugene can feel quite so—so +<i>wild</i> with happiness as I do. Oh Jass, it is almost too much. It takes +my breath away.' She was running out of the room, when she looked back +for a moment.</p> + +<p>'Jass,' she began with a little hesitation, 'does mamma say anything +more about Mrs Lyle, <i>their</i> aunt, you know? I wonder if she has seen +her again?'</p> + +<p>'She is sure to have seen her again. They are living close together,' +said Jacinth. 'But she doesn't say anything about her in this letter. +Why should she?' Jacinth's tone was growing a little acrid. 'May she not +for once be taken up with our own affairs? what can be more important +than all she has to tell us? I do wish, Frances, you wouldn't drag these +Harpers into everything; it is really bad taste.'</p> + +<p>Frances was not very clear as to what 'bad taste' meant, but she was +very sorry to have vexed Jacinth.</p> + +<p>'It was only,' she said, 'only that it seems as if all the happiness +were coming to us, and all the troubles to them. And I was so glad mamma +was sorry for them.'</p> + +<p>'You speak as if they were our nearest relations,' said Jacinth, +'instead of being, as they are, actual strangers.'</p> + +<p>But she was not sure if Frances heard her. She had already run off.</p> + +<p>Jacinth followed her down-stairs more slowly. They had been sitting in +the elder girl's bedroom, which, with its cheerful outlook and pleasant +arrangements of writing-table and bookcases and sofa, and fire burning +brightly, was rather a favourite resort of theirs in the morning, before +Lady Myrtle was free from her various occupations. For she was a busy +and methodical old lady.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_175" id="Page_175">[Pg 175]</a></span></p> + +<p>The staircase was one of the pretty features of Robin Redbreast: though +a spiral one, the steps were pleasantly shallow, and every here and +there it was lighted by quaintly shaped windows.</p> + +<p>'How I love this house!' said Jacinth to herself, as she passed out +round the gallery, already described, on into the conservatory, even at +that mid-winter season a blaze of lovely brilliant colour. 'If—oh, if +it were going to be our home some time or other, how beautiful it would +be to look forward to! how delightful it would make mamma's coming back! +I can't bear to think of papa's having that horrid appointment up in the +north. I'd rather keep on as we are, and go out to India when I'm old +enough.'</p> + +<p>She had loitered a moment among the flowers; the door of Lady Myrtle's +boudoir was slightly ajar; the old lady's ears were quick; she heard +even the slight rustle of Jacinth's skirts, and called out to her.</p> + +<p>'Is that you, dear Jacinth? Come in—I have finished my letters and +accounts, and was just going to send for you.'</p> + +<p>And as the girl hastened in, Lady Myrtle looked up with a bright smile +of welcome. It was pleasant to be thus greeted: a change from Aunt +Alison's calm unimpassioned placidity.</p> + +<p>'Dear Lady Myrtle,' said Jacinth, 'I don't know how to tell you our +news. We have got our Christmas letters from papa and mamma; Aunt Alison +sent out a messenger on purpose with them. And Francie and I have just +read them. And—what do you think?'</p> + +<p>She sat down on a stool at Lady Myrtle's feet and looked up in her face. +The old lady laid her hand fondly on the girl's soft hair.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_176" id="Page_176">[Pg 176]</a></span></p> + +<p>'Nothing wrong, dear; I can see by your face. What can it be? Not—it +can't be that they are coming home?'</p> + +<p>Jacinth's eyes sparkled.</p> + +<p>'Yes, indeed,' she said; 'that's just what it is. At least it's not +quite that they're coming home for good; I wish it were. But if you +like, if it won't bother you, I'll read you mamma's letter.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, do, dear,' said the old lady.</p> + +<p>And Jacinth did so, congratulating herself on what had disappointed +Frances, that there was no mention at all in this letter of the Harper +family or Mrs Lyle.</p> + +<p>Lady Myrtle listened with evidently extreme interest. When Jacinth had +finished, there was a moment or two's silence. Then Lady Myrtle said +quietly but decidedly: 'She must come straight here—your mother, I +mean. I shall write to her myself. Don't you think that will be best? It +will be the greatest satisfaction to me to see her—little Eugenia—how +proud your dear grandmother was of her! A fair-haired, brown-eyed little +creature. Not so like my Jacinth as you are, child. But that, one could +not expect. It is not often that one sees such a likeness as yours to +your grandmother. But I am so thankful to know I may hope to see your +mother. Sometimes I have feared'——But here Lady Myrtle broke off +without finishing her sentence. 'Jacinth, I want you to talk about it. +What can I say to ensure her coming to me? I want to make her feel that +it will be really like coming home?'</p> + +<p>'Say <i>that</i> to her, dear Lady Myrtle,' Jacinth replied. 'Nothing could +touch her more. And I am sure she will love to come here, at any rate +for a while, at first. You see she speaks of living at Thetford till +papa comes—of having a little house there and us with her. There would +not be room in Aunt Alison's house, and besides, I think mamma would +like to feel more independent with us three.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_177" id="Page_177">[Pg 177]</a></span></p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 447px;"> +<img src="images/i179.jpg" width="447" height="600" alt="Jacinth sat down on a stool at Lady Myrtle's feet and +looked up in her face." title="" /> +<span class="caption">Jacinth sat down on a stool at Lady Myrtle's feet and +looked up in her face.</span> +</div><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_179" id="Page_179">[Pg 179]</a></span></p> + +<p>'Of course. I would not at all advise her living in Market Square Place, +even if there were room,' said Lady Myrtle. 'In a small house, and with +your aunt being accustomed to be the authority—no, it would not do. But +there would be no such difficulties here. Your mother must come to me +first, and you three must be here, too, to meet her. And then, later on, +if she thinks it better to take a little house—well, I shall not oppose +her. I am not an unreasonable old woman, am I, my child?'</p> + +<p>'No, indeed,' said Jacinth warmly. 'And'—with a little smile—'I know +mamma is very <i>sensible</i>. I can tell it by her letters, and even by what +I remember of her. She is eager and hearty—sometimes Francie reminds me +of her—but she is never fanciful or obstinate. It sounds impertinent of +me talking like that of her, but I think you will understand. And I am +sure you and mamma will suit each other.'</p> + +<p>'I am sure we shall, dear, though, in a sense, <i>you</i> will always seem +the <i>most</i> of your grandmother to me, Jacinth. You see my most vivid +memory of her is about your age; it is really as if she had come back to +me, sometimes.'</p> + +<p>'I do so love you to say that,' said Jacinth.</p> + +<p>'But I want to speak of all your mother writes,' the old lady went on. +'I—there can be no harm in my talking to you quite frankly, for I see +your mother confides in you, and she is quite right to do so. Jacinth—I +don't like the idea of that post, whatever it is, at Barmettle.'</p> + +<p>Jacinth drew a deep breath of relief.</p> + +<p>'Oh, I am so glad you think so,' she said. 'I scarcely liked to say +it—it seems selfish—if it would save papa's<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_180" id="Page_180">[Pg 180]</a></span> going out again, and he +has had so much of India; but it <i>would</i> be rather horrid, wouldn't it? +And almost a come-down, it seems to me. The other appointment in London +would be so much nicer, only living at all <i>nicely</i> in London is so +dear, and the pay is smaller. Perhaps it will end after all in papa and +mamma going back to India, and my joining them in two or three years.'</p> + +<p>Lady Myrtle put out her hand, and clasped Jacinth's firmly in hers.</p> + +<p>'No, my child,' she said. 'That must not be. I think when one gets as +old as I am, one may be a little selfish; that is to say, if one's +selfishness does no one any harm. And your parents have had enough of +India; there can be no necessity for their return there, nor for your +joining them. No, I could not consent to lose you again—the one thing +that has been sent to cheer me! Put all such possibilities out of your +mind, my Jacinth. I will write to your mother.'</p> + +<p>'And what shall I say to her?' asked Jacinth. 'About all you have said, +I mean.'</p> + +<p>'Refer her to me. But tell her how you are all—<i>we</i> are all—counting +on her coming first to Robin Redbreast, and that then we shall be able +to talk over everything. Tell her I cannot consent to giving you up; +tell her, as I hope you can, that this place is beginning to feel like +home to you.'</p> + +<p>'You know I feel it so, dear Lady Myrtle,' said Jacinth simply. 'I think +I have been happier here already than I have ever been anywhere else. +And I am so glad this news has come while we were here. It makes it +doubly delightful. And we shall remember that it came to us here—this +Christmas week.'</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_181" id="Page_181">[Pg 181]</a></span></p> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/i183.jpg" width="550" height="136" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + + +<h2>CHAPTER XII.</h2> + +<h3>'"CAMILLA" AND "MARGARET," YES.'</h3> + + +<p>There was a great writing of letters during the next day or two at Robin +Redbreast. And both Lady Myrtle and the children found it difficult to +give their attention to anything but the absorbing subject of Mrs +Mildmay's return.</p> + +<p>And in response to a pressing invitation from the old lady, Miss Mildmay +actually managed to spare or make time to come out to Robin Redbreast to +'spend the day'—that is to say, three or four hours of it, so that she +and Lady Myrtle might have a talk about the plans under discussion.</p> + +<p>The day chosen was the one in which Frances and Eugene were to return to +Market Square Place. The big carriage was to take them and their aunt +and Phebe home in the afternoon, leaving Jacinth for another week at +Robin Redbreast.</p> + +<p>Never had her nieces found Miss Mildmay so pleasant and almost genial. +She was greatly delighted at the news of her sister-in-law's +return—delighted and relieved. For it had begun to strike her rather +uncomfortably that what she had undertaken was all but an impossibility. +She was very conscientious, as I have said, and no self-deceiver. She +saw that the girls, as they grew older, were becoming not less but more +in need of sympathy and guidance in their<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_182" id="Page_182">[Pg 182]</a></span> out-of-school life—sympathy +and guidance which at best she felt very doubtful of being able to give +them, <i>even</i> if she sacrificed all the other duties and occupations +which had for so many years made her life, for their sakes. And the +sacrifice would have been a very tremendous one.</p> + +<p>The doubts and perplexities were increasing daily in her mind when there +came this most welcome and little expected news, followed by the almost +as welcome tidings of Lady Myrtle's eager offer of hospitality to the +children's mother.</p> + +<p>'It is very good, very, very kind and good of her,' said Miss Mildmay to +herself. 'The children's making friends with her really seems to have +brought good-luck. And she may be of lasting and substantial help to +Frank and Eugenia. Not exactly because she is rich—Frank is far too +proud to take anybody's money—but she may have interest that would be +of use to him. And there would be nothing unnatural in her leaving +something to Eugenia or to Jacinth. I don't suppose she means to leave +everything to the Elvedons, for a good deal would have been her own +share in any case, and a good deal her husband must have left her. By +the bye, I have always forgotten to ask Miss Scarlett if the Harper +girls she has, or had—some one said they had left—were any relation to +the Elvedon family. Nice girls, evidently, but very badly off, I fancy.'</p> + +<p>And then she forgot about the Harpers again.</p> + +<p>But with her grateful feelings to Lady Myrtle, Miss Mildmay naturally +felt that the least she could do was to clear a day for herself by +working extra hard, so as to be able to spend part of it at Robin +Redbreast, as the old lady much wished her to do.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_183" id="Page_183">[Pg 183]</a></span></p> + +<p>And she was in her happiest and most cheerful mood, and all would have +gone just as Jacinth wished, but for one unfortunate allusion, which +came in the first place, strange to say, from considerate, cautious Miss +Alison Mildmay herself.</p> + +<p>Lady Myrtle and her new guest had a long talk by themselves in the first +place. Then Jacinth, anxiously waiting, heard the boudoir-bell ring, and +a message was brought to herself asking her to join them.</p> + +<p>'Come in, my dear child,' said her old friend; 'your aunt and I have +been enjoying a good talk. It is so pleasant when such things end in +people quite agreeing with each other, is it not?' she added, turning to +Miss Mildmay with a smile.</p> + +<p>Jacinth's anxious face cleared.</p> + +<p>'Then you do think Lady Myrtle's plan best, Aunt Alison?' she said.</p> + +<p>'I think it a delightful one, for all concerned,' said Miss Mildmay. 'I +have been explaining to Lady Myrtle all my—my conflicting feelings. For +much as I should like to have your mother with me, I know it would not +be as comfortable as I should wish, nor should I be able to see very +much of her, unless'——</p> + +<p>'Forgive my interrupting you, my dear Miss Mildmay,' interposed Lady +Myrtle; 'but I wish you would not worry yourself about all these +questions, now that they are settled and done with. Eugenia shall come +straight to Robin Redbreast for as long as I can get her to stay, and +that will be as long as she wishes. The children, as well as Jacinth, +<i>my</i> child'—and she glanced up affectionately at the young girl +standing beside her—'shall be here to receive her, and you too, Miss +Mildmay, if you will so far honour me.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_184" id="Page_184">[Pg 184]</a></span> It will be about Easter +probably; there are holidays then, I believe, which will be all the +better. And there need never be any difficulty about sending you all +three to school and fetching you, even when it is not holiday time. Then +if Eugenia prefers to take a little house temporarily at Thetford, I +shall leave her free to do so, though I may have my private <i>hopes</i> on +this matter.'</p> + +<p>Lady Myrtle's eyes were quite sparkling, and there was a bright colour +in her cheeks. It was very pleasant to see her so eager and happy. +Jacinth, in spite of her aunt's repressing presence, could not help +stooping down and gently kissing the soft old face.</p> + +<p>'And to look further forward still,' Lady Myrtle continued, holding +Jacinth's hand which she had possessed herself of, 'your aunt and I are +of accord on another point, my child. Your father must not return to +India; he has had enough of it. And your mother too.'</p> + +<p>'Then you think he should accept'——began Jacinth.</p> + +<p>'We will not go into particulars,' she replied, patting Jacinth's hand. +'To begin with, Colonel Mildmay has not consulted me. He must first get +to know me. But—no, of course that dreadful Barmettle is out of the +question. You might almost as well be all in India, as far as I am +concerned, for all I should see of you. But all that is some way off +still. The first thing to do is to get your mother's promise to come +straight here.'</p> + +<p>'I am sure she will,' said Jacinth. 'I don't feel any anxiety about +that.'</p> + +<p>'Nor do I,' said her aunt.</p> + +<p>Just then the luncheon gong sounded, and they all went down-stairs in +the best of spirits. In the dining-room they were joined by Frances and +Eugene, who thanks to the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_185" id="Page_185">[Pg 185]</a></span> genial influences of the morning's news, ran +up to Miss Mildmay, and kissed her much more effusively than was usual +with them.</p> + +<p>'How well you are both looking!' she said, and Lady Myrtle glanced +round, pleased at the remark. 'I don't think his mother will recognise +Eugene,' Miss Mildmay went on. 'Well, no, she could scarcely do that in +any case. But I mean to say I think she will find it difficult to +believe we are not cheating her altogether when she sees this great, +strong, rosy fellow. He was such a poor little specimen!'</p> + +<p>'He must have been brought home in time, however,' said Lady Myrtle. +'Ah, yes, our Indian possessions cost us dear in some ways. Though it is +nothing to the old days; my people were soldiers for generations you +know, so we had full experience of these difficulties. I and my brothers +were born in India; my father was only captain in his regiment when he +came into the Elvedon title and property unexpectedly. He would have +lived to be very distinguished, I feel sure, if he had not left the +army;' and she sighed a little.</p> + +<p>'But you have distinguished relatives in the army still,' said Miss +Mildmay. 'The Captain Harper who was wounded at——after his most +gallant conduct. He is a relation, is he not? I heard about him from +Miss Scarlett: you know his daughters were at Ivy Lodge, and'——</p> + +<p>'Indeed!' said Lady Myrtle, and a very strange expression came into her +voice—not annoyance, not even constraint—more like a sort of repressed +anxiety and painful apprehensiveness. 'Indeed! No, I do not +remember—what were you going to say?'</p> + +<p>For Miss Mildmay had stopped abruptly. She was seated<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_186" id="Page_186">[Pg 186]</a></span> opposite Jacinth, +and as she got to her last words, some consciousness made her glance +across the table at her elder niece. In an instant she saw her mistake, +and recalled her own vague warnings to the girls to avoid allusions to +Lady Myrtle's family history. But she was far from cowardly, and +essentially candid. And in her mind there had been no mingling of any +selfish motive; nothing but the desire to prevent any possible annoyance +to their kind old friend had prompted her few words of advice to the +girls. And now the strange look—a look almost of restrained anger—on +Jacinth's face positively startled her.</p> + +<p>'I may have been mistaken in my impression that the family in question +was in any way related to you,' she said quietly. 'One should be more +cautious in such matters.'</p> + +<p>'Yes,' said Lady Myrtle, nervously, 'I think you must have been +mistaken. I do not know anything of such people, and Harper is not a +very uncommon name. By the way, that reminds me—was it you, my dear?' +and she turned somewhat abruptly to Frances—'was it not you who once +mentioned some school-fellows of the name, and afterwards something was +said which removed the impression that they could possibly be Elvedon +Harpers? I am confused about it.'</p> + +<p>All this time Frances's eyes had been fixed on her plate; she had +scarcely dared to breathe since her aunt's allusion. Now she looked up, +bravely, though her cheeks were flaming and her heart beating as if to +choke her. An inner voice seemed to tell her that the moment had come +for <i>something</i> to be said—the something which even Camilla Harper in +her letter had not debarred her from, which her own mother had hoped +some opportunity might arise for.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_187" id="Page_187">[Pg 187]</a></span></p> + +<p>And in spite of Jacinth's stony face, and her aunt's evident wish to +change the subject which she herself had brought on to the <i>tapis</i>, +Frances spoke out.</p> + +<p>'Yes, Lady Myrtle,' she said clearly. 'It was I that spoke about Bessie +and Margaret Harper. They were at school with us then, and before that, +their big sister Camilla was there. But they've left now, I'm afraid,' +and her voice trembled a little. 'I think it's because their father's +very ill, and it costs a lot, and they're not at all rich. They're the +very nicest girls in the world; oh, they <i>are</i> so good and nice.—You +said so too, Jacinth?'</p> + +<p>Lady Myrtle's eyes turned to Jacinth.</p> + +<p>'Yes,' the elder girl replied coldly; 'I believe they are very nice +girls. But I did not know them nearly as well as you, Frances. I do not +care for making friends as you do.'</p> + +<p>'No,' said Frances, rather lamely. 'I know you don't; but still I'd like +you to tell Lady Myrtle how nice they are.'</p> + +<p>'Why should it interest Lady Myrtle to hear about your school-fellows, +my dear?' said Miss Mildmay, surprised and a little annoyed by Frances's +rather pertinacious manner. 'These girls are very nice, I have no doubt; +indeed I recollect Miss Scarlett speaking very highly of them; but no +one doubts it. I think all your school-fellows must be nice girls—not +only the Harpers. And the name may be a mere coincidence. I have never +heard certainly that they were of the Elvedon family.'</p> + +<p>Lady Myrtle had not seemed to be attending to what Miss Mildmay said. +She was speaking to herself.</p> + +<p>'"Camilla,"' she murmured softly, '"Camilla" and "Margaret." Not +"Bessie;" no I never heard of a Bessie, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_188" id="Page_188">[Pg 188]</a></span> "Margaret" is not uncommon. +But "Camilla"—yes, I suppose it must be.'</p> + +<p>But just as she said this, Miss Mildmay's last words—the good lady had +rather an emphatic way of speaking—rang out clearly: 'I have never +heard certainly that they were of the Elvedon family.'</p> + +<p>'That's just it,' said Frances, and by this time Lady Myrtle's attention +was fully caught. 'Of course I don't mean to contradict you, Aunt +Alison, but I <i>do</i> know they're the same family, and so they are +relations of Lady Myrtle's. And it's not only that I like them. I'm so +very sorry for them, so <i>very</i> sorry. They are all so good, and they +have so very, very many troubles,' and here the irrepressible tears rose +to poor Frances's eyes, and she turned her head away abruptly.</p> + +<p>Lady Myrtle glanced at her and then at Jacinth. Jacinth's face was quiet +and very grave.</p> + +<p>'You are a very loyal friend, I see, Frances,' said the old lady; and +rather to every one's surprise the words were accompanied by a little +smile, and then she turned to Jacinth.</p> + +<p>'I don't think you have ever named these—these Harpers—to me, have +you, my dear?' she asked.</p> + +<p>Jacinth looked up at once.</p> + +<p>'No,' she said; 'I have not, and I have refrained from doing so on +purpose. I—I did not think it concerned me, and you might not have +liked it. I—I should be so sorry to vex you.'</p> + +<p>The appeal in her eyes touched Lady Myrtle more than Frances's tears. +And in what she said, so far as it went, Jacinth was sincere. She did +shrink from any possible allusion that could annoy or upset her kind +friend; and the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_189" id="Page_189">[Pg 189]</a></span> selfish motives underlying the prejudice, almost +amounting to positive dislike, which she had allowed to take root in her +feelings to the Harpers, she blinded herself to, or called by some other +name.</p> + +<p>Lady Myrtle was silent, but there was no resentment in her face. She +only looked sad—very, very sad.</p> + +<p>'You know these girls very much less well than Frances did,' said Miss +Mildmay, whose sympathies were just now all with Jacinth. 'You see,' she +went on, turning to her hostess, 'Frances has been in the habit of +spending holiday afternoons at school—sometimes when you had kindly +invited Jacinth here, on a Saturday, for instance.'</p> + +<p>Lady Myrtle started a little. Her thoughts had been far away. She leaned +forward and took hold of Jacinth's hand—Jacinth was sitting next to +her, and the servants had left the room—and patted it affectionately.</p> + +<p>'Of course. I know Jacinth is very, very thoughtful for me,' she said. +'And I see that you understand it, my dear Miss Mildmay. Not that I am +vexed with little Frances. I like children to be children, and of all +things I like a loyal friend.'</p> + +<p>Then she at once and with evident intention, which the others were quick +to read, changed the subject of conversation. On the whole, vexed though +she was with Frances's persistence—'self-willed obstinacy' as she +called it to herself—Jacinth felt that the dreaded crisis had passed +off better than might have been expected, and in some things it was a +relief. Things were on a clearer basis now.</p> + +<p>'It was bound to come, I suppose,' she said to herself. 'Mamma seems +almost as impulsive and quixotic as Frances—quite bewitched by these +people. But at worst there's<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_190" id="Page_190">[Pg 190]</a></span> nothing more to tell now, and Lady Myrtle +appreciates my feelings if no one else does.'</p> + +<p>Frances, on her side, though her heart was still beating tumultuously, +felt glad that she had had the courage and opportunity to say what she +had. But for her dread of a private reprimand from Jacinth afterwards, +the little girl would on the whole have had a somewhat lightened heart +about her friends. For, as she said to herself, 'Lady Myrtle had +certainly not seemed angry.'</p> + +<p>Strange to say, the anticipated reproof from Jacinth never came. It was +true there was not much time for any private talk between the sisters, +for Frances and Eugene went back to Market Square Place that same +afternoon with their aunt. But even when, a week later, Jacinth herself +rejoined them there a day or two before the reopening of Ivy Lodge +school, there was no mention of the Harpers, and no allusion to what had +passed at luncheon the day of Miss Mildmay's visit to Robin Redbreast.</p> + +<p>'Can it be that Lady Myrtle is really going to be kind to them, and that +she told Jacinth not to be vexed with me?' thought sanguine little +Frances. She would have felt less hopeful had she known that not one +word had passed between her sister and the old lady on the subject of +her unknown relations. And Jacinth had simply made up her mind to think +no more about them; her conscience now being, or so at least she told +herself, completely at rest—the matter entirely out of her hands.</p> + +<p>It was the easier to carry out this resolution that Bessie and +Margaret's places were vacant, though no one seemed very clearly to +understand why they had not returned, and the Misses Scarlett expressed +the heartiest regret that they had not done so. Honor Falmouth too had +left, but this<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_191" id="Page_191">[Pg 191]</a></span> had been known by anticipation to her companions for +some time. And in the little world of a school, as in the bigger world +outside, it is not for long that the circles in the waters of daily life +mark the spot of any disappearance; it has to be so, and does not +necessarily imply either heartlessness or caprice. We are limited as to +our powers in all directions—the more marvellous that somewhere, +invisible, unsuspected, our innermost self lives on. And far down, below +the surface restlessness and change, may we not hope that we shall find +again the fibres of loving friendships and pure affections whose roots +were deep and true, though at times it may seem that like other precious +and beautiful things they were but as a dream?</p> + +<p>Frances missed her friends sadly, the more so that not knowing their +exact address, and half afraid also to do such a thing on her own +responsibility, she could not write to them. But nothing depressed +Frances now for very long or very deeply. She had found a panacea. All +would be right soon, 'when mamma comes home.'</p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 276px;"> +<img src="images/i193.jpg" width="276" height="75" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_192" id="Page_192">[Pg 192]</a></span></p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/i194.jpg" width="550" height="139" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + + +<h2>CHAPTER XIII.</h2> + +<h3>MAMMA.</h3> + + +<p>At Thetford the weeks till Easter—it came in the middle of April that +year—passed quickly. It is true that every morning, when Frances scored +out one of the long row of little lines she had made to represent the +days till that of her mother's arrival, she could not repress a sigh at +the number yet remaining. But still the time, even for her, passed +quickly. For she was busy—working more steadily at her lessons than +ever before, in the hope of having satisfactory progress to show—and +full of the happiest anticipations. Morning and night the faithful, +simple-hearted girl added to her other petitions the special one that +things might be so over-ruled as to prevent the necessity of further +separation.</p> + +<p>'It can't be wrong to ask it,' she said to herself, 'for God made +fathers and mothers and children to be together. It's something wrong +somewhere when they can't be. And I've got a feeling that it <i>is</i> going +to be like that for us now. I don't care a bit where we live—that place +in the north or anywhere—if only we're with them.'</p> + +<p>Jacinth, too, on the whole was happy in her own way. Personally, +perhaps, she longed less for her mother's presence and sympathy than +Frances did, for she was by nature more self-sufficing. And when one +scarcely knows till one is fifteen or sixteen what it is to have a +mother and a real home<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_193" id="Page_193">[Pg 193]</a></span> of one's own, small wonder if the inestimable +blessings of such possessions are barely realised. Then, too, Jacinth's +frequent visits to Lady Myrtle, and the old lady's ever-increasing +affection for and interest in her had almost filled up the voids the +girl had at first felt bitterly enough in her new life. She would in +many ways have been quite content for things to go on as they were for a +year or two. And if she built castles in the air, it must be allowed +that Lady Myrtle was to a great extent responsible for their +construction.</p> + +<p>'I can scarcely fancy feeling as if mamma were more of a mother to me +than you seem now,' she said one day to her old friend.</p> + +<p>'Nay,' Lady Myrtle replied, 'I must represent a grandmother. You really +do not know what a mother feels like, dear child.'</p> + +<p>'Well,' Jacinth went on, 'perhaps that's it. But somehow I think mamma +will seem more a sort of elder sister to me. And I hope she will take it +that way. We shall get on better if she does. I—I'm afraid I shouldn't +be very good about giving in. You see I've never had to do it much.'</p> + +<p>She smiled a little as she made the confession.</p> + +<p>'I can scarcely imagine you anything but docile, my dear,' said Lady +Myrtle; 'but then, of course, I know I have not seen you really tested. +I fancy, however, there will be a mingling of the elder-sisterly feeling +in your relations to your mother, and I hope there will be. I think she +has a high opinion of your good sense and judgment, and I don't expect +that she will have any cause to change her opinion.'</p> + +<p>Jacinth sat silent for a moment or two. She seemed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_194" id="Page_194">[Pg 194]</a></span> to be thinking +deeply; her eyes were fixed on the fire, where the wooden logs were +throwing out brilliant gleams of varying colours, reflected on the +bright brasses of the grate and fender.</p> + +<p>'How pretty everything here always is!' she said at last. 'Even to the +burning wood. Look, Lady Myrtle, it is blue and purple and even green.'</p> + +<p>'They are old ship logs,' her friend replied. 'It is the brine in them +that makes the colours.'</p> + +<p>'Oh dear,' said Jacinth again with a little sigh, 'how I should love a +pretty home. Lady Myrtle, I am afraid you will be shocked at me, but do +you know I sometimes almost feel I would rather papa and mamma went back +to India next year than that we should have to go to live at that +horrible dingy Barmettle.'</p> + +<p>Lady Myrtle was not <i>shocked</i>. Still, she was too unselfish by nature +herself not to be quick to check any symptoms of an opposite character +in one she really cared for, glad though she was to have Jacinth's full +confidence.</p> + +<p>'I think you would bear such a trial as that, readily and cheerfully, if +it were for your father and mother's good,' she said. 'And after all, +where we live is not of the importance that I daresay it seems to you. +Some of the truly happiest people I have ever known have been so in +spite of the most uncongenial surroundings you can imagine.'</p> + +<p>'I'm not as good as that,' said Jacinth in a melancholy voice. 'I can't +bear ugly, messy places; above all, messy, untidy places make me +perfectly cross and miserable.'</p> + +<p>Lady Myrtle could not help laughing a little at her tragic tone.</p> + +<p>'I don't see that, even if you had to live at Barmettle, your home need +be ugly and untidy,' she said.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_195" id="Page_195">[Pg 195]</a></span></p> + +<p>'I don't know. I've been thinking a good deal about it,' Jacinth +replied. 'You see, mamma will have been so long in India that she will +have got out of English ways. She must be accustomed to lots of servants +and to have everything done for her. I'm afraid it will be very +difficult and uncomfortable.'</p> + +<p>'But she would have you and Frances to help her,' said Lady Myrtle. 'At +least—no, dear Jacinth, you really must not anticipate troubles that +may never, that I trust <i>will</i> never come.'</p> + +<p>Then she hesitated and stopped short, and seemed to be thinking deeply.</p> + +<p>'My dearest child,' she said at last, 'you are very young, and I have a +great dread of forgetting how young you are. I have too, as you know, a +very great respect for parental authority. I would never take upon +myself to interfere in any real way with your life, unless I had your +father and mother's approval. But this I may say, so far as I can +possibly influence them and the whole circumstances, you may rely upon +it that this nightmare of Barmettle shall never be anything but a +nightmare. Though at the same time I am most strongly of opinion that +your father must <i>not</i> return to India.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, thank you, dear Lady Myrtle, thank you a thousand times for what +you say,' said Jacinth.</p> + +<p>'It is your father's health I am thinking of too,' said the old lady. +'Your aunt feels sure that it is time for him to come home for good. He +has been out there so long, and he is not a young man. He is a good deal +older than your mother.'</p> + +<p>'Yes,' Jacinth replied. 'He is fifteen years older; and mamma has always +been wonderfully strong. But even for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_196" id="Page_196">[Pg 196]</a></span> her it would be much nicer to +come home now. Seventeen years is a long time, and only one year and one +six-months at home! Oh, I do feel so much happier since you have spoken +so to me—even though it makes me rather frightened about papa. It would +be terrible for his health to fail.'</p> + +<p>'We must make him take it in time,' said Lady Myrtle cheerfully. 'I +don't think there is any cause for immediate anxiety. Yes—nothing is +sadder than when the head of a house breaks down prematurely.'</p> + +<p>Her words, following upon her own, struck Jacinth curiously. What was it +they made her think of? What family had she been hearing of whose father +was in bad health? Ah—yes, it was these Harpers! How tiresome it was +that they seemed always to be 'turning up,' as Jacinth expressed it to +herself! There were scores and scores of other families in as bad +trouble as they; the world was full of such cases.</p> + +<p>'If Frances had been here,' thought Jacinth, 'she would have been +certain to begin about them and their father—only annoying Lady Myrtle +and doing no good. Not but that I'm very sorry for them. I hope their +father is better, I'm sure.'</p> + +<p>Alas! these two or three months had not passed so quickly or so brightly +in the—no, I must not say in the Harpers' pleasant though plain old +house at Southcliff, for Hedge End was let, and the three girls were +living in Mrs Newing's tiny rooms in Harbour Street—the rooms where +Camilla had declared they would be so cosy and comfortable, enjoying a +rest from all housekeeping cares.</p> + +<p>And as far as the material details of their life was concerned they +would have been more than content, though it was a new experience to +them to be even temporarily<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_197" id="Page_197">[Pg 197]</a></span> without a home; and now and then Camilla +and Bessie grew a little anxious about Margaret, and wondered if they +were taking as good care of her as mother would have done. For the +little girl looked very pale and delicate sometimes, and her appetite +was fitful.</p> + +<p>'I wonder if it is Mrs Newing's cooking,' said Camilla to her +confidante, Bessie. 'At home we could always get some nice little thing; +mother is so clever in that way, with father having been so long ill. +But here it would be impossible to try to cook anything ourselves.'</p> + +<p>'And whatever we do, we mustn't worry mother about Margaret,' said +Bessie. 'Mother needs all the cheering possible to keep up her spirits, +with dear father being so suffering still. Oh, Camilla, I <i>wonder</i> if we +shall soon have better news?'</p> + +<p>Things had not improved, even to the limited extent which was all that +Captain Harper had counted upon, as rapidly as the former time that he +had been an inmate of the private hospital for three months. He was +weaker than then, and perhaps his intense anxiety to benefit by the +effort that had in every sense cost them all so dear, was against him.</p> + +<p>The doctors, so wrote Mrs Harper to her elder girls, now spoke of three +months more, not as desirable but as a necessity. And how it was to be +managed she could not see. Furthermore, to give a chance of anything +approaching cure, or rather lasting improvement, the regulation visit to +the German baths <i>must</i>, they now declared, be followed up by a winter +in a mild, dry climate.</p> + +<p>'Of this,' said the mother, 'we are not even <i>thinking</i>. The three more +months here are all we can contemplate, and I dare not tell your father +how impossible even that seems.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_198" id="Page_198">[Pg 198]</a></span> It is out of the question, as he is, to +move him to an ordinary hospital where I could not be with him. I +believe if we did so he would give up the struggle and quietly resign +himself to leaving us.'</p> + +<p>'Camilla, he <i>must</i> stay,' said Bessie. 'There is one thing, these +people do want to keep on the house longer?'</p> + +<p>'For two months—not three,' said Camilla, 'and we have not yet given +them a decided answer.'</p> + +<p>'Then let us take it upon ourselves <i>to</i> decide,' said Bessie. 'And we +will write and tell mother that is settled. And what else <i>can</i> we do, +Camilla? Father <i>must</i> stay as long as the doctors think necessary. It +is the middle of March now; he has been there two months. I suppose he +should stay till the middle or end of July.'</p> + +<p>'And then go abroad,' said Camilla.</p> + +<p>'Ah well, we scarcely can hope for that. But I think, Camilla, you +should write to Aunt Flora: father will never do it, and mother would +not without his leave. But <i>we</i> can. Ask her to lend us some money, +whatever is strictly necessary, and tell her that <i>somehow</i> we will +repay her. She is very generous, and she would never forgive us if we +let father lose the last chance, for want of anything she could do.'</p> + +<p>'But she has so little ready money,' said Camilla. 'I don't know if they +are bad managers, for they have a good income, but it all seems to go.'</p> + +<p>'Father says they cannot help it. Uncle Lyle has so much to keep up out +there—entertaining and all sorts of things,' said Bessie. 'But I am +sure they would manage to lend us—how much?—fifty or a hundred pounds? +And Camilla, we <i>will</i> repay it. Can we not save a little on our living? +I suppose we couldn't do with a room less; it would<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_199" id="Page_199">[Pg 199]</a></span> not be wholesome +for Margaret. And for her sake too we must not attempt still plainer +food.'</p> + +<p>'No,' said Camilla, 'I fear that is impossible. You see Margaret is so +quick. She would notice in a moment if you and I eat less or at all +differently from her. But—yes, perhaps the time has come when we must +apply definitely to Aunt Flora. I will write by the next mail.'</p> + +<p>'And Camilla, if we tide over this present trouble,' said Bessie, 'I +think you or I must do something—something to earn money by. I am too +young to be a governess yet, but I know—she almost said it to me—that +Miss Scarlett would take me even now as a sort of pupil-teacher, and two +years hence I think I might be a governess—to young children.'</p> + +<p>'It may have to be,' the elder sister agreed. 'But the question is +<i>which</i> of us should go. I could be a governess already, but then that +stops your and Margaret's education. And, Bessie, it would be rather +additionally trying to father and mother—father especially—for you to +be in that kind of position at <i>Thetford</i>, the very part of the country +our family comes from. And so near to Robin Redbreast too.'</p> + +<p>Bessie reared her head. '<i>I</i> don't mind that,' she said. 'I should +rather like it the better.'</p> + +<p>'But <i>father</i>?' said Camilla gently. And brave Bessie was silent.</p> + +<p>The letter to Mrs Lyle was written and sent. It reached her in her new +Indian quarters about ten days before Mrs Mildmay started on her return +home.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>It was May; the charming capricious month we dream of all the year +round, always believing—thanks to poets and childish remembrances +rose-coloured by the lapse of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_200" id="Page_200">[Pg 200]</a></span> time—that if the weather is cold and +gray and generally disappointing this year, it is quite an exception and +never has been so before: it was May before the day came on which Lady +Myrtle Goodacre's landau set off in state for Thetford railway station, +with Jacinth, Frances, and Eugene already occupying it, and a vacant +seat for Miss Alison Mildmay whom they were to call for on the way.</p> + +<p>Frances and even Eugene were almost speechless with excitement: Jacinth, +though wound up to a tremendous pitch, was too proud and too +self-contained by habit to show what she was feeling.</p> + +<p>'Lady Myrtle <i>hopes</i> you will come back with us, Aunt Alison,' she said +quietly, 'at least to spend the rest of the day, as you wouldn't consent +to come to stay for two or three.'</p> + +<p>Miss Mildmay, before replying, glanced at her niece with a curious sort +of admiration, not altogether free from disappointment.</p> + +<p>'Jacinth certainly is extraordinarily self-controlled,' she thought. +Very self-controlled, like very reserved people do not always entirely +appreciate their own characteristics in another! But aloud she replied +much in the same matter-of-fact tone.</p> + +<p>'It is very good of her, but I would rather find my own way home from +the station. I will come out to Robin Redbreast to-morrow or the day +after to have a talk with your mother. She will have more than enough to +occupy her to-day.'</p> + +<p>Jacinth secretly commended her aunt's good sense, but the younger ones +seemed a little sorry. They wanted everybody to be as happy as +themselves.</p> + +<p>'It isn't that you don't think there'd be room enough in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_201" id="Page_201">[Pg 201]</a></span> the carriage, +Aunt Alison, is it?' said Frances, anxiously. 'For the closed wagonette +is coming too for mamma's maid and the luggage, and I wouldn't mind the +least bit getting into it.'</p> + +<p>'Or I could go on the box,' suggested Eugene. 'I could <i>quite</i> squeeze +in between Bailey and Fred, and I'm sure they wouldn't mind.'</p> + +<p>'Thank you, dears,' said Miss Mildmay, more warmly than she had spoken +to Jacinth; 'thank you very much. No; it is not on that account. And +indeed there is plenty of room in here for Eugene extra. But I shall +enjoy more, coming to-morrow or the day after, and then you must all +spare me your mother for an hour or so.'</p> + +<p>The train was late of course. There was that strange odd bit of time we +all know so well—of waiting and expectancy, intensified of course in +the present case by the fact that the mother they were about to meet was +literally a stranger to the three children. Even Jacinth was a good deal +paler than her wont, when at last the train slowly steamed into the +station and drew up beside the platform where they were standing.</p> + +<p>Would she have known her mother, she asked herself afterwards? Scarcely; +there were several passengers who <i>might</i> have been <i>the</i> one. She felt +almost bewildered when Aunt Alison turned from all, to hurry forward to +greet a slight, girlish-looking figure—girlish in herself, though not +in attire or bearing—who was gazing about her with eager eyes.</p> + +<p>'Eugenia.'</p> + +<p>'Alison,' and the two sisters-in-law had caught each other's hands and +kissed each other before Jacinth had really taken in that this was +'mamma!'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_202" id="Page_202">[Pg 202]</a></span></p> + +<p>Then Miss Mildmay drew back without another word than 'Here they are! I +did want to give them over to you, myself, you see,' and her usually +calm voice trembled a little.</p> + +<p>And Jacinth felt an arm thrown round her, and the words whispered into +her ear, 'My darling child!' and for almost the first time in her life a +choking sensation that was not pain, and a rush to her eyes of tears +that were not sorrow, made her dimly conscious that she knew her own +nature and its depths less fully than she had imagined.</p> + +<p>And then in turn she fell back a little while the two younger ones, with +a glad cry from Francie of 'Mamma, mamma!' and a solemn 'It's me; I'm +Eugene,' from the small brother, were drawn close, close, by the arms +that had not held them for so long, and kissed as they never remembered +having been kissed before.</p> + +<p>And somehow—I don't think any of them could ever clearly have told how; +perhaps Mrs Mildmay's maid had a head on her shoulders and was equal to +the occasion—they all found themselves in the landau again; all, that +is to say, except Aunt Alison, who stood waving good-bye to them all +from the curbstone, her face for once actually rosy with excitement.</p> + +<p>'Mamma!' said Frances, and then she stopped short. 'It's too lovely, I +can't speak.'</p> + +<p>Eugene was stroking his mother's mantle. It was of soft downy material, +rich in colour and texture.</p> + +<p>'How pretty!' he said.</p> + +<p>Jacinth glanced at it and the rest of her mother's attire, and at her +mother herself. She felt proud of her, of her undeniable beauty and air +of distinction—proud to present her to Lady Myrtle—and yet—<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_203" id="Page_203">[Pg 203]</a></span>—</p> + +<p>'I wonder if mamma is very much taken up with her clothes,' she thought. +'I wonder if she is extravagant. I expect I <i>shall</i> have to take a good +deal upon me, as Lady Myrtle said. I suppose people in India really grow +very unpractical.'</p> + +<p>Poor Lady Myrtle! Little had she intended her words to be thus +travestied.</p> + +<p>But the reflection was not disagreeable to Jacinth, to whom a position +of responsibility and management was always congenial. She took her +mother's hand in hers, and smiling at Eugene replied: 'Yes indeed. What +lovely fur trimming, mamma! And what a pretty bonnet! You couldn't have +had that in India, surely?'</p> + +<p>'No,' said Mrs Mildmay, smiling back at her children, 'I got one or two +things in London yesterday. I thought you would like me to look nice, +especially as I was going straight to Robin Redbreast. I don't believe +poor dear Aunt Alison would have seen any difference if I had come back +in the same clothes I went away in all those years ago.'</p> + +<p>'No,' agreed Frances, 'I don't believe she would.'</p> + +<p>But Jacinth looked a little grave; she could not quite 'make out' her +mother.</p> + +<p>'Aunt Alison spends almost nothing on herself,' she said. 'She gives +away every farthing she possibly can.'</p> + +<p>'I know she does, dear. She is the most self-denying person in those +ways that I have ever met,' said Mrs Mildmay heartily, though mentally +hoping to herself that Jacinth was not very matter-of-fact. But Eugene +was looking very solemn.</p> + +<p>'What are you thinking of, my boy? his mother asked.</p> + +<p>'Those clothes,' he said, 'those clothes what you went<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_204" id="Page_204">[Pg 204]</a></span> away with. They +must be wored out. I was only two when you went away, mamma?'</p> + +<p>This made them all laugh, which was perhaps a good thing—a slight +relief to the over-excitement which in their different ways all had been +experiencing.</p> + +<p>'Mamma,' said Frances earnestly, when the laughter had calmed down, 'I +<i>must</i> tell you, I had no idea you were so pretty. I think you are the +very prettiest person I ever saw.'</p> + +<p>'So do I,' Eugene chimed in.</p> + +<p>Mrs Mildmay could not resist kissing again the two sweet flushed faces.</p> + +<p>'My darlings,' she said, 'I hope you will always think so, in one way, +even when my hair is white and my face old and wrinkled.'</p> + +<p>'I hope,' thought Jacinth to herself, 'I hope mamma isn't—not vain, +it's such a contemptible word—but I hope she doesn't care too much for +looks and outside things of that kind.'</p> + +<p>But the very defining her thoughts startled her. She knew she had no +right to begin criticising her mother in this way, and she pulled +herself up.</p> + +<p>'Mamma,' she said, and her tone was both perfectly natural and simple, +and more unconstrained than Mrs Mildmay had yet heard it—'mamma, isn't +it really delightful, and isn't it almost wonderful that we should be +all staying with Lady Myrtle and taking you to her? Isn't it really like +a fairy story?'</p> + +<p>'It is indeed,' said Mrs Mildmay. 'It <i>is</i> wonderful. The way that she +seemed to start up just when—so soon after we had lost dear granny, and +in a sense our home.'</p> + +<p>'It would have been lovely, of course, for you to come<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_205" id="Page_205">[Pg 205]</a></span> back to us +anyway,' said Frances, 'but it wouldn't have been <i>so</i> lovely if we'd +all been going to Aunt Alison's. It's <i>rather</i> a poky place, you know, +mamma, and in India I suppose the houses are all <i>enormous</i>. I can only +remember like in a dream, about very big, very white rooms.'</p> + +<p>'The last house we've had was far from <i>enormous</i>,' said her mother with +a smile, 'still it was very nice. I often wished you and Jassie could +have been with us there.'</p> + +<p>'But—oh mamma, you'll never go back again,' pleaded Frances. 'We've got +dear papa's coming to look forward to now, and after that—never mind +<i>where</i> we live, if only we stay together.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Mildmay smiled, though for the first time with a touch of sadness.</p> + +<p>'Don't let us spoil to-day by looking forward, dear; except, as you say, +to your father's coming. If he were here, everything <i>would</i> seem +perfect.'</p> + +<p>'And here's Robin Redbreast,' exclaimed Jacinth, as they turned the +corner of the lane, 'and "Uncle Marmy's gates" wide open in your honour. +Generally we drive in at the side. Now, mamma, take a good look. First +impressions are everything, you know. Isn't <i>this</i> perfect?'</p> + +<p>She seemed full of enthusiasm, which her mother was glad to see and +quick to respond to.</p> + +<p>'It <i>is</i> beautiful: I have never seen anything like it,' she replied +warmly. 'And <i>could</i> there have been a more exquisite day?'</p> + +<p>'And mamma, mamma,' cried Eugene, 'you know, don't you, it was all me +that got friends with Lady Myrtle; me, with getting—<i>wursty</i>, that day, +you know?'</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_206" id="Page_206">[Pg 206]</a></span></p> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/i208.jpg" width="550" height="133" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + + +<h2>CHAPTER XIV.</h2> + +<h3>A COURAGEOUS PLEADER.</h3> + + +<p>Lady Myrtle was standing in the porch. It seemed to her only fitting +that she should come thus far to welcome such a guest, and something in +her almost tremulously affectionate greeting touched Mrs Mildmay keenly.</p> + +<p>'It is <i>so</i> good of you—meeting me like this,' the younger woman +whispered, as she threw her arms round her old friend. 'And, oh, how +delightful it is to have you and this to come to!'</p> + +<p>'My dear, my dear,' said Lady Myrtle, 'don't thank me. Only let me see +that you and your children are happy and at home with me; that is <i>all</i> +I care about.'</p> + +<p>And again she kissed the Eugenia she had not seen since her childhood.</p> + +<p>Mrs Mildmay was very like Frances; correctly speaking, one should put it +the other way, but as a new actor on the scene of this little story it +is natural thus to express it. Her face had something indescribably +childlike about it; her blue eyes were almost wistful, though the whole +expression was bright and happy and very changeful. Yet there was plenty +of 'character'—no dearth of good firm lines, with yet an entire absence +of anything denoting hardness or obstinacy; the whole giving from the +first candid glance an impression of extreme ingenuousness and +single-mindedness.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_207" id="Page_207">[Pg 207]</a></span></p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 442px;"> +<img src="images/i209.jpg" width="442" height="600" alt="'It is so good of you, meeting me like this,' the younger +woman whispered, as she threw her arms round her old friend." title="" /> +<span class="caption">'It is so good of you, meeting me like this,' the younger +woman whispered, as she threw her arms round her old friend.</span> +</div><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_209" id="Page_209">[Pg 209]</a></span></p> + +<p>'You are not like your mother,' said Lady Myrtle, when the little group +had made its way into the drawing-room where tea was already waiting. 'I +knew you were not. Yet something in your voice recalls her. I suppose +you can <i>scarcely</i> remember her,' she went on, 'not well enough to see +the really marvellous resemblance between her and my child here—my +child as well as yours?' and she smiled at Jacinth who was standing by, +and laid her hand affectionately on the girl's arm.</p> + +<p>'Oh yes,' Mrs Mildmay replied, 'I remember enough for that. And then I +have one or two excellent portraits, besides the large one at +Stannesley; at least my father always told me they were excellent. And +even when Jassie was quite tiny, he saw the likeness and was delighted +at it. But I—I am quite "Denison" I know, and so are Francie and +Eugene. The odd thing is that Jassie is also in some ways more like the +Mildmays than the two others.'</p> + +<p>'I have never seen your husband, you know,' said Lady Myrtle. 'I can't +say that the likeness to good Miss Alison Mildmay has ever struck me.'</p> + +<p>The quaint way in which the old lady said it made them all smile a +little—all, that is to say, except Jacinth. She had not altogether +relished her mother's remark.</p> + +<p>But that evening was a most happy one—perhaps the very happiest the two +younger children had ever known—and one certainly to be marked with a +white stone in the memory of all the five who spent it together. By a +tacit agreement no uncertain or anxious questions were touched upon. Mrs +Mildmay was able to give a good account of their father's health at the +time of her leaving him, to the children, and made them all laugh by her +account of her brother Marmaduke's description of the terrible formality +of that first<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_210" id="Page_210">[Pg 210]</a></span> evening at Market Square Place. She seemed gifted with a +wonderful amount of fun and merriment: Jacinth caught herself laughing +after a fashion which was very rare with her.</p> + +<p>'Mamma is ever so much <i>younger</i> than I,' she said to herself when she +found herself alone for the night. 'She is as charming and sweet as she +can be. But I can foresee some things pretty clearly. It is a good thing +I am of a different character. What would happen if we were all as +impulsive and'—'childish' was the word in her thoughts, but again she +felt a little startled at the length to which her criticism of her +mother was going, and pulled herself up—'as impulsive as Francie, and +as mamma must be by nature?'</p> + +<p>And she fell asleep in the midst of a not unpleasing picture of herself +as the wise, considerate prop of the whole family, looked up to by her +parents, leant upon by Lady Myrtle, a Lady Bountiful to all within her +reach, a——But here I think her imaginings probably faded into the +phantasmagoria of dreams.</p> + +<p>Mrs Mildmay had bidden her elder girl a fond good-night; then she +hastened along the passage for a moment's peep into Frances's little +room.</p> + +<p>'The child will be asleep, I daresay,' she thought to herself. 'It is +almost selfish of me to risk waking her. But I will be very careful, and +I really cannot resist the delight of seeing them in bed, of knowing +they are under the same roof again at last.'</p> + +<p>And she stole in. It was a moonlight night. Francie had been in bed some +little time, but she was not asleep. She was lying with her eyes wide +open gazing out through the unshaded window, which was within her view, +at the tree<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_211" id="Page_211">[Pg 211]</a></span> tops, illumined by the silvery radiance, and swaying gently +in the soft night breeze; her shaggy hair making a background on the +pillow for her sweet, childish face. And at the faint sound her mother +made on entering she started up.</p> + +<p>'Mamma, mamma!' she cried, as Mrs Mildmay knelt down and threw her arms +round the little figure. 'My own little mamma, my own, my own! to think +it <i>is</i> you, to think I really and truly have you. Oh, can I <i>ever</i> be +so happy again! Oh, mamma darling, I don't know <i>how</i> to thank God +enough; that was what I was thinking about when you came in. No, no, you +didn't wake me. I haven't been asleep.'</p> + +<p>'My darling, my own little girl!' whispered Mrs Mildmay.</p> + +<p>'Mamma dear,' Frances went on, after a moment's beautiful silence. 'I +feel already that I can tell you <i>everything</i>. Now there's one thing; +it's come into my mind again since I've been in bed; I'm afraid I forgot +about it in the first <i>rush</i> of happiness, you know, but now I've +remembered. Mamma, don't you think when we're awfully happy we should +try to do something for other people—that God means us to? Well, it's +about the Harpers. Oh, mamma, I'm afraid they are having such very bad +troubles just now.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Mildmay started a little.</p> + +<p>'You don't mean, dear—you haven't heard anything <i>quite</i> lately, about +the father, Captain Harper, have you?'</p> + +<p>'No,' said Frances, 'I've not heard anything. Miss Falmouth was the only +girl who knew about them away from school, and she has left. But you +remember I wrote to you that Bessie and Margaret mightn't come back, and +they haven't. And I'm <i>sure</i> it's because they've got poorer<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_212" id="Page_212">[Pg 212]</a></span> with their +father being so ill. Mamma, did you hear anything more from their aunt +before you left?'</p> + +<p>'Yes,' said Mrs Mildmay sadly. 'I heard a good deal. All there is to +hear, indeed. A letter from the eldest daughter, Camilla Harper—the one +who wrote to you—came to Mrs Lyle just before I left. She showed it to +me. I am afraid it is as you say, Francie; they have very heavy troubles +and anxieties indeed.'</p> + +<p>'And <i>don't</i> you think they're good, really very good people, mamma?' +asked the child eagerly.</p> + +<p>'I think they seem quite wonderfully good,' said her mother, warmly. 'I +cannot understand; I mean I can scarcely realise, how they can all be so +brave and cheerful, when one thing after another—one misfortune after +another—has come to try them so terribly. Yes, it almost frightens me +to think of our happiness in comparison with their troubles, Francie.'</p> + +<p>'But mamma,' and Frances hesitated. 'If we can do anything to help them? +Wouldn't that make it seem <i>righter</i>? I mean as if we were meant to do +it.'</p> + +<p>'I <i>am</i> going to try,' said Mrs Mildmay. Her voice was low and quiet, +but it carried assurance with it. 'Your father and I talked a great deal +about it after we heard the worst of things from Mrs Lyle. And we +decided that it would be only right, even at the risk of annoying or +even offending Lady Myrtle. It seems "meant" as you say, Francie—the +coincidences of it all—my coming straight here, and that letter +reaching Mrs Lyle just before I left. So we quite made up our minds +about it.'</p> + +<p>Frances drew a deep breath of thankfulness.</p> + +<p>'It does seem as if everything I have most wanted was going to come,' +she said.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_213" id="Page_213">[Pg 213]</a></span></p> + +<p>Then, as her mother, after kissing her again, was turning to leave the +room, telling her she really 'must go to sleep,' the little girl called +her back for a moment.</p> + +<p>'Mamma, dear,' she said. 'If you don't mind, would you please not say +anything to Jass about what we've been talking of.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Mildmay looked a little surprised.</p> + +<p>'Why not, dear? Why should I not tell her as well as you?'</p> + +<p>'Oh well, because Jass didn't know Bessie and Margaret nearly as well as +I did, and you must have seen by her letters that she didn't care about +them like me,' said Frances.</p> + +<p>'But that does not, in one way, much signify,' replied her mother. 'Once +Jacinth knows all about them she will feel as we do: your father and I +do not know any of them personally. It is not as friends of ours that I +would in any way plead their cause with their own near relation.'</p> + +<p>'No, of course not,' said Frances. But still she did not seem satisfied. +'Jacinth has always been so afraid of vexing Lady Myrtle by seeming to +interfere,' she said. 'And even Aunt Alison said it was better not.'</p> + +<p>'Very likely not. You are both too young to have it in your power to do +anything. Still, I am sure you have lost no opportunity of speaking +highly of the girls whom you <i>do</i> think so highly of.'</p> + +<p>'Yes,' said Frances, quietly. 'I have done that. But somehow, mamma, I +have vexed Jass about it several times. I shouldn't like her to think I +had "spoilt" your first evening, by beginning about the Harpers. That's +what she might say.'</p> + +<p>'I will give her no reason for being vexed with you, dear. I can +understand her fear of vexing Lady Myrtle—I feel<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_214" id="Page_214">[Pg 214]</a></span> the same myself—and +when I tell her, Jacinth, all about it, it will be in no way mixed up +with you, Francie. She will only need to understand the whole thing +thoroughly to agree with us.'</p> + +<p>And Frances fell asleep in happy confidence that 'mamma' would put it +all right. How delightful it was to have her at hand to lean upon!</p> + +<p>But Mrs Mildmay had spoken rather more confidently about Jacinth than +she quite felt. Frances's words reminded her of the cold, unsympathising +way in which her elder daughter had alluded in her letters to the +Harpers; after knowing all that Frances had written to her mother.</p> + +<p>'Jacinth is thoughtful and considerate beyond her years,' thought she, +'but I do trust she is no way selfish or calculating. Oh no, that is +impossible. I must not be fanciful. Marmy warned me that I might find +her self-contained and even self-opinionated, but that is very different +from anything mean or selfish. It is sad, all the same, to know nothing +of one's own child for one's self, at first hand. Whatever the poor +Harpers' trials have been,' she went on, as Frances had once said to +Bessie, 'at least they have been spared this terrible, unnatural +separation.'</p> + +<p>And the thought brought back to her again the task that was before her +on the morrow. She was not a little nervous about it. 'But I must not +delay,' she said to herself. 'If anything is to be done to help them in +this present crisis, it must be at once. And I promised Mrs Lyle not to +put off. I wonder when I shall have the best chance of a good talk with +Lady Myrtle. Alison is coming over in the morning, she said. Naturally +she is anxious to hear all about Frank. I wish it had not happened that +I was obliged to begin upon a certainly <i>painful</i>, a possibly offensive +topic with the dear<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_215" id="Page_215">[Pg 215]</a></span> old lady just at the very first! And when she is so +very, very good to us!'</p> + +<p>But Eugenia Mildmay was not the type of woman to shrink from what she +believed to be an undoubted duty because it was painful to herself, or +even to others.</p> + +<p>'Dear little Frances,' was almost her last waking thought, 'I feel as if +I already understood <i>her</i> perfectly. And oh, I do hope I shall be wise +and judicious with my Jassie too.'</p> + +<p>Every trace of fatigue had vanished from Mrs Mildmay's bright face when +they all met at breakfast the next morning; the 'all' including Lady +Myrtle, who had now begun again to come down early, since the fine mild +weather had, for the time, dispelled her chronic bronchitis. She looked +round the table with a beaming face.</p> + +<p>'It is long since I have had such a party at breakfast,' she said. +'Never before, I think, indeed, since I have been settled at Robin +Redbreast, and that is a good while ago. To make it perfect we only want +your husband, Eugenia, whom you know, I have never seen.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I hope it will not be very long before you do see him; and I can +assure you he is very eager to see you, dear Lady Myrtle,' replied Mrs +Mildmay.</p> + +<p>'<i>How</i> like mamma is to Frances!' thought Jacinth. It struck her even +more forcibly this morning than the day before.</p> + +<p>'Is Colonel Mildmay dark or fair? Does he resemble his sister?' inquired +the old lady.</p> + +<p>Mrs Mildmay considered.</p> + +<p>'No; I scarcely think so,' she said. 'And yet there is a family +likeness. The odd thing is, as I was saying, that though Jacinth "takes +after" my mother's family so<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_216" id="Page_216">[Pg 216]</a></span> decidedly, yet she is more like the +Mildmays than either Francie or Eugene.'</p> + +<p>'I don't see it, I confess,' said Lady Myrtle drily, and Mrs Mildmay +caught for the first time a glimpse of the cold manner the old lady +could assume if not altogether well pleased. But in less than an instant +Lady Myrtle seemed herself to regret it. 'I mean to say I see no +resemblance in Jacinth to Miss Alison Mildmay. Of course I cannot judge +as to her having any to her father.'</p> + +<p>'Papa has dark hair, like Jass,' said Frances. 'But he's very +nice-looking.'</p> + +<p>'The "but" doesn't sound very complimentary to me, Francie,' said +Jacinth laughingly; and her mother, glancing at her, was struck by the +wonderful charm of the smile that overspread her face.</p> + +<p>'I wasn't thinking of you that way,' said Frances, bluntly. 'I was +thinking of Aunt Alison.'</p> + +<p>'Aunt Alison's not pretty,' said Eugene. 'Her's too—not smiley enough, +not like mamma.'</p> + +<p>'Eugene!' said his mother. But Eugene did not seem at all snubbed.</p> + +<p>'<i>À propos</i> of Miss Alison Mildmay,' said Lady Myrtle, 'she is coming to +see you to-day, is she not? She must be anxious to hear all about her +brother.'</p> + +<p>'Yes,' said Mrs Mildmay, 'she will be coming quite early. Jassie told us +you are often busy in the morning, so I thought that would be the best +time for me to be with her.'</p> + +<p>'Jacinth knows all my ways,' said Lady Myrtle with a smile of approval. +'Yes, that will do nicely; Miss Mildmay must stay to luncheon, and then +you and I, Eugenia, can drive her back. Will you drive with me this +afternoon?<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_217" id="Page_217">[Pg 217]</a></span> I always enjoy a talk in a carriage along our quiet roads.'</p> + +<p>'Thank you; that will be very pleasant,' said Mrs Mildmay. And no one +would have suspected the slight sinking of heart with which she said to +herself that this would clearly be the best opportunity for what she had +to lay before her kind hostess as to the poor Harpers.</p> + +<p>'We begin school again on Monday,' said Frances. 'I do hope it will be +fine till then. Jass, won't you stay with Eugene and me this afternoon? +We do so want to get the house we are building finished so that we can +have tea in it on Lady Myrtle's birthday.'</p> + +<p>'Yes,' Mrs Mildmay interposed quickly, 'that will do very well, and +to-morrow perhaps Jassie may drive with you, Lady Myrtle, and then I +will invite myself to spend the afternoon with you two, shall I?'</p> + +<p>Her quick tact, founded on sympathy, warned her of the possibility of +the elder girl feeling herself thrown out of the place she had naturally +come to feel as her own beside the old lady.</p> + +<p>'And Lady Myrtle is so devoted to Jacinth too. She would miss her, even +though she would not like to seem to prefer her to me,' thought the +mother; and the expression in the two faces rewarded her for her +consideration.</p> + +<p>Frances had her own ideas as to her mother's intentions in connection +with the proposed drive that afternoon. But she was already perfectly at +rest in the delightful certainty that 'mamma would know what was best to +do.' So, though deeply interested and in a sense anxious, she had no +nervous misgiving as to the result of the effort which she felt sure was +going to be made in behalf of her friends, and she spent the afternoon +very happily with her sister and brother,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_218" id="Page_218">[Pg 218]</a></span> working at the famous house +they had been allowed to build in a corner of the garden. It was very +interesting, and even Jacinth, in some ways less 'grown-up' than she +liked to fancy herself, found it very absorbing. By half-past four +o'clock they had all worked so hard that they really began to be very +tired and rather hot.</p> + +<p>'I wish it was tea-time,' said Jacinth. 'We are all to have tea together +while the holidays last. Lady Myrtle thought mamma would like it. And, +of course, you and Eugene, Francie, will come in at the end of dinner as +you did last night. I wonder why Lady Myrtle and mamma are so long. I +suppose they've gone a long drive.'</p> + +<p>'They started rather late,' said Frances. 'Aunt Alison was talking to +Lady Myrtle a good while after the carriage was at the door. But I +wonder they're not back by now. Don't you think we'd better go in now +and get tidy, so as to be quite ready when they come?'</p> + +<p>They did so. But for once Frances was the more expeditious of the two. +When Mrs Mildmay entered her own room on returning from the drive, a +little figure, unexceptionably neat as to hair and hands and garments, +darted out from behind the window-curtains whence she had been watching +the drive up to the house.</p> + +<p>'Mamma, dear,' she exclaimed, 'don't ring for Syme. Mayn't I help you to +take off your things for once? I do so want to ask you—you don't mind, +do you?—<i>have</i> you been able to say anything to Lady Myrtle? I had a +feeling that you meant to speak about it the very first chance you +could.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Mildmay looked a little agitated.</p> + +<p>'Francie, dear,' she said, 'I haven't time to tell you about it just +now. We must hurry down to tea. But I have done<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_219" id="Page_219">[Pg 219]</a></span> <i>something</i>, and I +almost hope I have made a beginning towards more. All I can, all it +would be right for me to tell you, I will. But I scarcely think I can do +so to-day. Come to my room quite early to-morrow morning, half an hour +or so before breakfast. As soon as we have had tea just now, I have +promised to help—at least she puts it so—Lady Myrtle to write a rather +difficult letter.'</p> + +<p>'Is it to the Harpers?' half whispered Frances.</p> + +<p>Her mother nodded.</p> + +<p>Frances gave a sort of skip of joy.</p> + +<p>'Oh, mamma, how lovely!' she exclaimed. 'How clever you are! I do +believe everything's going to come right.'</p> + +<p>'Don't be too hopeful, dear. But at least their <i>present</i> terrible +difficulties will be a little smoothed, I trust.</p> + +<p>And it was no use telling Frances not to be too hopeful. She seemed +almost to dance as she followed her mother down-stairs, and the +drawing-room at Robin Redbreast had rarely, if ever, heard brighter talk +and merrier laughter than went on this afternoon round the tea-table, +where Jacinth did the honours as if she were the recognised daughter of +the house.</p> + +<p>It went perhaps somewhat against the grain with her to be told, though +in the kindest manner, that Lady Myrtle and Mrs Mildmay had some +business letters to write in the boudoir, and must not be disturbed till +post-time. But she was a sensible girl on the whole, and really glad to +see the cordial understanding between her mother and the friend who +seemed to her now by adoption almost a second mother. And she was +without the slightest suspicion that the letters in question concerned +the Harpers, of whom indeed for some time past she had almost left off +thinking at all.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_220" id="Page_220">[Pg 220]</a></span></p> + +<p>'Possibly it's already something about the London appointment for papa,' +she thought. 'Lady Myrtle is always so energetic and business-like. I +daresay she would have <i>liked</i> to consult me about it, but then it would +scarcely have seemed right not to make mamma the first of course.'</p> + +<p>And she answered so pleasantly that she and Frances had a duet they +wanted to practise before playing it to their mother, that Mrs Mildmay's +slight instinctive misgiving as to her elder daughter's docility and +reasonableness was for the time completely dispersed.</p> + +<p>'To-morrow, you know, dear Jacinth, you are to drive with me,' said Lady +Myrtle, 'while your mother is going to have Francie and Eugene all to +herself.'</p> + +<p>Perhaps the result of Mrs Mildmay's conversation with her hostess during +their drive that afternoon will be best shown by one of the letters +which the Robin Redbreast postbag carried off that very evening. It was +addressed to Mrs Harper at a certain number in a quiet bye-street in the +north-west of London, and ran thus:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i30"><span class="smcap">Robin Redbreast, Thetford,</span><br /></span> +<span class="i30"><i>May 4, 187-.</i><br /></span> +</div></div> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><span class="smcap">My dear Mrs Harper</span>—I write to you instead of to your +husband, Captain Harper, who is by birth my nephew, as I +understand that he might be upset by an unexpected letter, +being at present in a critical state of health. I regret +that it should be so, and that your anxieties should be +increased by other difficulties, and I enclose a draft on my +London bankers for £500, which will, I trust, relieve you +from your most pressing cares. I ask you to accept this in a +kindly spirit, though from a complete stranger. It is the +gift of an aged woman who is always glad to have the +privilege of helping those whose difficulties may become +privately known to her, as well as of responding to the many +public appeals for assistance. But it is not the gift of a +relative.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_221" id="Page_221">[Pg 221]</a></span> From a certain date, now many years ago, my +brother Bernard Harper and all connected with him died to me +as completely as though he had never existed, and I feel it +only honest to put the matter in its true light at the risk +of wounding not unnatural susceptibilities. I ask you also +to accept my sincere good wishes for Captain Harper's +restoration to health, and I remain, yours faithfully,</p></div> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i30"><span class="smcap">Myrtle Camilla Goodacre.</span><br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>It was a strange letter. And strange as it was, it had been more +eccentric still, but for Mrs Mildmay's strenuous efforts to soften its +expressions and accentuate the real sympathy which had dictated the +gift. It was a strange position altogether. The tears had risen into the +old lady's bright eyes when her old friend Jacinth Moreland's daughter +laid before her the sad facts of the case, and the life or death that +not improbably hung upon her response. Never had good cause a better +advocate. She read aloud the letter written by Camilla Harper to her +aunt in India, and confided by Mrs Lyle to Mrs Mildmay; she told of +Captain Harper's honourable career, and of the brave struggle made by +him and his wife against the overwhelming difficulties which had come +upon them through no fault—no imprudence even—of their own; she +described the good promise of their children, how the sons were all +already more or less 'distinguished, the daughters models of girlish +excellence.'</p> + +<p>'I quite believe it all,' the old lady calmly replied. 'It is very +wonderful; there must be a good strain somewhere in the blood, and +struggle and adversity are grand teachers, we are told. It is very +interesting, and I am most ready to help them in any way you advise, my +dear Eugenia, or that you think would be accepted. But understand me, I +would do the same if I had never heard their name till<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_222" id="Page_222">[Pg 222]</a></span> to-day. It is +<i>not</i> as relations; Bernard Harper's descendants are neither kith nor +kin of mine, and this must be understood.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Mildmay seemed about to speak, but hesitated.</p> + +<p>'What is it, my dear? Do not be afraid of vexing me: do say what is in +your mind,' said the old lady.</p> + +<p>'You are so good, dear Lady Myrtle, so good and kind, that it seems +impertinence for me to differ from you,' the younger woman replied. 'It +was only that your words struck me curiously. <i>Can</i> we decide and alter +things in that way? Our relations <i>are</i> our relations; can we, when it +suits us, say they are not? Can we throw off the duties and +responsibilities of relationship? Of course they vary enormously; +sometimes they scarcely exist, and one can lay down no rule. But still, +in the present case, it <i>is</i> because the Harpers are your relations, and +yet by no fault of their own entirely alienated from you, that I have +told you about them. These are solid substantial facts; we cannot undo +<i>facts</i>.'</p> + +<p>Lady Myrtle was silent. Mrs Mildmay glanced at her anxiously, very +anxiously. But there was no sign of irritation in the quiet old +face—only of thought, deep thought. And there was a grave softness in +the usually keen eyes, as if they were reviewing far distant or far past +scenes.</p> + +<p>At last, 'Thank you, my dear, for your candour,' she said. 'Well, leave +that question alone. I will help this family and at once, because it +seems to me a clear duty to do so. Can you not be satisfied with this +practical response to your appeal, my dear?'</p> + +<p>'I thank you with all my heart,' said Mrs Mildmay earnestly, 'both for +your generosity and for your patience with my presumption.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_223" id="Page_223">[Pg 223]</a></span></p> + +<p>But she evaded a direct reply to Lady Myrtle's question, and her friend +did not press her farther.</p> + +<p>The result of this conversation we have seen in the letter with its +enclosure which was posted that very evening. The former was not a +source of unmitigated satisfaction to Mrs Mildmay. For Lady Myrtle +insisted on the insertion of the last few lines.</p> + +<p>It would not be honest, she maintained, to withhold the expression of +her true sentiments.</p> + +<p>So with what she <i>had</i> achieved, Mrs Mildmay was forced to be content, +though there were times during the next day or two in which she asked +herself if perhaps she had not done more harm than good? And times +again, when with the rebound of her naturally buoyant nature, she +allowed herself to hope that she had succeeded in inserting the thin +edge of the wedge; in 'making,' as she had expressed it to Francie, 'a +beginning towards more.'</p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 250px;"> +<img src="images/i225.jpg" width="250" height="198" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_224" id="Page_224">[Pg 224]</a></span></p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/i226.jpg" width="550" height="135" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + +<h2>CHAPTER XV.</h2> + +<h3>LADY MYRTLE'S INTENTIONS.</h3> + + +<p>And Francie, during those few days, was her mother's only confidante. +Various reasons made Mrs Mildmay decide not as yet to come upon the +subject with Jacinth. While still to all intents and purposes so much of +a stranger to her daughter, she felt anxious to avoid all sore or +fretted ground; all discussion which might lead her prematurely to judge +or misjudge Jacinth. To Lady Myrtle, of course, she said nothing of +this; but she suspected, as was indeed the case, that the old lady would +feel no inclination to talk about the Harpers to her young companion. +There were plenty of pleasanter things to talk about during the long +drives on which, on most alternate afternoons, Jacinth accompanied their +hostess; there were reminiscences of the past, always interesting to the +girl, awakened to fresh vividness by Mrs Mildmay's own recollections of +her mother and her own childhood; there were, more engrossing still, +plans for the future, when 'papa' should return and be skilfully +persuaded into renouncing India. And Lady Myrtle was nearly as great at +castle-in-the-air building as Jacinth herself, and though too wise to +discuss as yet with any one, especially with a girl who was really, +notwithstanding her precocity, little more than a child, her still +immatured intentions, Jacinth was far too acute, and Lady Myrtle too +open and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_225" id="Page_225">[Pg 225]</a></span> affectionate, for her young favourite not to be well aware how +much her own future occupied and interested the old lady. Yet Jacinth +was scarcely selfish in the common sense. She was capable, on the +contrary, of great self-sacrifice for those she loved; her happy visions +for days to come were by no means confined to, even though they might to +a great extent revolve around, Jacinth Mildmay.</p> + +<p>As seems often to happen when a looked-for letter, or reply to a letter, +is of any peculiar importance, there was some delay in the +acknowledgment of Lady Myrtle's communication by Mrs Harper. The old +lady herself took it calmly enough. 'It should, as a business letter, +have been replied to at once, but perhaps they are not business-like +people, and are thinking it over,' was all she said.</p> + +<p>Mrs Mildmay, on the contrary, and, so far as she understood it all, +Frances, felt uneasy and perplexed. Mrs Mildmay was sorry for the +Harpers to lay themselves open to the slightest appearance of disrespect +or unpunctuality, and at the same time she had attacks of fear that Lady +Myrtle's letter had hurt and wounded her relatives so deeply that they +had decided to ignore it. Only, in that case, they would have returned +the cheque.</p> + +<p>'It is very absurd,' she said one evening to Frances. 'I don't generally +"worry" about things at all, and I am quite sure I have never worried +about any matter of our own as much. Except, perhaps, that time you all +had scarlet fever at Stannesley, and somehow Marmy's letter missed the +mail, and we were out of reach of telegraphing. Oh dear, I shall never +forget that week!'</p> + +<p>'Dear mamma,' said Francie, 'I quite know how you feel. I was so fidgety +that time I sent on Camilla Harper's letter to you, though it wasn't +anything like as important.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_226" id="Page_226">[Pg 226]</a></span></p> + +<p>But the very next morning the mystery was explained, and quite simply.</p> + +<p>After breakfast Lady Myrtle sent for Mrs Mildmay to her boudoir, where +she always interviewed her steward and transacted her business for the +day.</p> + +<p>'I have just got this, my dear,' she said, handing a letter to her +guest, 'and I knew you would be anxious to see it. The delay, you see, +was accidental.'</p> + +<p>Her tone of voice somewhat reassured Mrs Mildmay; it was calm and +unruffled. Nevertheless it was not without considerable anxiety that she +took the sheet of paper from the old lady's hands and began to read it. +It was from Mrs Harper—a touching yet dignified letter, and the cheque +was not returned. Mrs Harper began by thanking Lady Myrtle warmly for +her kindness; the money she had sent seemed indeed a 'godsend' in the +real sense of the word, and no secondary considerations could make her +think it would be right to refuse what might—what, she trusted and +almost believed, <i>would</i> save her husband's life and restore him to +health—'even,' she went on to say, 'if it were <i>possible</i> after this, +for us to think of you as an utter stranger, even then I would not dare +to refuse this wonderful help. But at the same time you will allow us, I +feel sure, to accept it as a loan, even though several years may pass +before it is possible for us to repay it. Your agreeing to this will +only immeasurably deepen, instead of lessening our inexpressible +obligation.' The letter then went on to give a few details of her +husband's condition, and the hopes and fears attendant on it. 'I am +writing in my lodgings,' Mrs Harper went on, 'before going to him as +usual at the hospital. So he does not yet know of this wonderful gift. +And I think, as in your kind thoughtfulness you wrote to <i>me</i>, not to +him, I am justified<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_227" id="Page_227">[Pg 227]</a></span> in accepting your aid without consulting him, so +that I may tell him it is <i>done</i>. Not that in my heart I have any +misgiving as to the view he will take of my action.' And lastly came a +simple explanation of the delay. Mrs Harper had been for a day or two at +Southcliff, as little Margaret was not well, and the rather stupid +landlady of her London lodgings had never thought of forwarding the +letter, knowing she was so soon to return. This with a few earnest words +of repeated thanks made the whole.</p> + +<p>Mrs Mildmay looked up eagerly after she had finished it.</p> + +<p>'You are pleased, dear Lady Myrtle?' she said. 'At least I mean,' and +she grew a little confused, for the old lady remained rather ominously +silent, 'you think it is a nice letter, don't you? It seems to me to +show peculiarly good feeling and good taste, for it cannot have been an +easy letter to write.'</p> + +<p>'Oh yes, my dear, I quite agree with you,' said Lady Myrtle with just a +faint touch of impatience. 'I don't see how any one could think +otherwise of the letter. I am perfectly satisfied that—she,' as if she +shrank from naming the old name, 'is an excellent woman; refined and +cultivated, and everything she should be. And I have no doubt they are +all thoroughly deserving of the high character they bear. I thank you—I +really do—for having given me the opportunity of serving people who so +clearly deserve help. And these cases of bravely endured, almost +unsuspected poverty among the gently born appeal to one almost more than +the sufferings of the recognised "poor," though, of course, it is right +to help both.'</p> + +<p>'Yes,' said Mrs Mildmay, 'I often feel it so. And it is very good of you +to put things in this way, Lady Myrtle.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_228" id="Page_228">[Pg 228]</a></span> It takes away my qualms about +having interfered,' and she smiled a little.</p> + +<p>'But, my dear, I have not done,' Lady Myrtle went on, a trifle testily, +'you must quite understand me. It is not <i>the very least</i>—no, no; quite +the other way—not the very least because they are Harpers that I am +glad to be of use to them. Neither this letter, nor your own +arguments—nothing, my dear, will alter the facts I stated to you the +other day.'</p> + +<p>'No,' agreed Mrs Mildmay, and she could scarcely repress a little smile; +'that was what I said myself, dear Lady Myrtle; nothing <i>can</i> alter +facts.'</p> + +<p>'Your facts and mine are scarcely synonymous,' said Lady Myrtle, drily, +a little annoyed with herself perhaps, for having unconsciously made use +of Mrs Mildmay's own expression. But the annoyance was not deep, for in +another moment she added cheerfully, 'We are quite together on one +point, however, and that is in rejoicing that this help has come in +time, as we may hope, to save a valuable life and much sorrow to those +who cherish it. If <i>this</i> prove a fact, I think, my dear Eugenia, we may +rest content.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, indeed,' replied Mrs Mildmay, touched by her old friend's +gentleness, though to herself she added, 'for the present, that is to +say.'</p> + +<p>And when to eager little Frances she related the upshot of her +intervention, she did not retract her former words about having made a +beginning.</p> + +<p>'I <i>think</i>,' she said, 'I have got in the thin end of the wedge. When +honest-minded people are a little shaken in anything, they try hard to +persuade themselves by extra vehemence that they are not so.'</p> + +<p>'Mamma, dear,' said Frances, 'I am beginning to believe<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_229" id="Page_229">[Pg 229]</a></span> not only that +you are the best but the very cleverest woman in the world.'</p> + +<p>And Mrs Mildmay laughed the joyous laugh which was one of her charms. +The success which had attended this attempt of hers so far, did seem a +happy omen with which to begin again her home life.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>It would be interesting here to shift the scene and follow the reception +of the good news by the three anxious girls at Southcliff. It would—to +me at least it would—be so pleasant to tell of the happy faces that +looked at each other with questioning eyes, as if the tidings in their +mother's letter were almost too good to be true. It would be gratifying +to watch the progress made by Captain Harper towards the recovery of +greater health and strength than had been his for so many years, but +even in telling a story—and the simplest of stories—one cannot always +do as one is inclined. The time has not yet come for visiting the +Harpers again. I must hurry on with some necessary explanations before +leaving Thetford and dear old Robin Redbreast for very different +surroundings.</p> + +<p>That spring and early summer passed on the whole very happily for Mrs +Mildmay and her three children. As far as Frances and her little brother +were concerned, there were, I think, no drawbacks, except the fear—not, +however, a very great one—that this delightful state of things might +not last if papa should be obliged to return to India. But to a great +extent their mother was able to reassure them, for in every letter +Colonel Mildmay wrote more and more strongly of his earnest desire to +settle at home, even though his doing so should lead to some privations +falling on his family.</p> + +<p>'<i>Everything</i> would be made up for by being together,' said<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_230" id="Page_230">[Pg 230]</a></span> Frances +over and over again. 'I wouldn't care if we all had to live in quite a +tiny cottage; would you, Jass?'</p> + +<p>But Jacinth replied rather coldly that Frances was a silly child who +didn't know what she was talking about. And Mrs Mildmay smiled, and +endeavoured to prevent any approach to quarrelling, as she assured +Frances that at all events they would be able to afford a comfortable +house.</p> + +<p>'I should rather think so,' said Jacinth in an authoritative and yet +mysterious tone. 'I do wish, mamma, you would make Frances leave off +speaking as if we were paupers.'</p> + +<p>It is scarcely necessary to say that this conversation and others of a +similar kind did not take place in Lady Myrtle's presence.</p> + +<p>And towards the end of July, sooner than he had hoped for, Colonel +Mildmay arrived. They were all still at Robin Redbreast to receive him, +for on hearing how much earlier his leave was to begin than had been +anticipated, Mrs Mildmay gave in to their kind hostess's earnest wish +that they should remain there at least till her husband's coming.</p> + +<p>'And as much longer as we can persuade him to stay,' Lady Myrtle added. +'He can so easily run up to town from this, as he is sure to have to be +there often, about these appointments. And then it will be such a +pleasure to his sister to have him near.'</p> + +<p>'Oh yes, Thetford is as good a headquarters as we could have at +present,' agreed Mrs Mildmay. 'But Thetford, dear Lady Myrtle, need not +necessarily mean Robin Redbreast, you know! And it would not be +difficult for us to find a nice little house there that would suit us +for the time.'</p> + +<p>'Well, well, it will be time enough to see to that when your husband is +here,' replied the old lady.</p> + +<p>And Mrs Mildmay, whose nature was not one to anticipate<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_231" id="Page_231">[Pg 231]</a></span> or dwell upon +difficulties or uncertainties in the future which she could not in the +present take action about, gratefully accepted her kind friend's +hospitality, happy in the knowledge that her doing so really gave +happiness to Lady Myrtle in return.</p> + +<p>It was very strange to have papa in person, 'as large as life or a +little larger,' said Frances. For they had not pictured to themselves +quite such a tall, grave, rather awe-inspiring personage as he seemed at +first. And they could scarcely understand how their mother could be so +entirely at ease with him; how she could even laugh at him, and tease +him now and then as if she was not 'the least atom' afraid of him.</p> + +<p>But there was plenty of fun and humour hidden in the depths of Colonel +Mildmay's dark eyes; it was not altogether wanting even in his sister +Alison, though the circumstances of her life had not brought out several +of the qualities developed by his wider and larger experiences. And +before long his children, the two younger ones especially, got to know +this, and to count upon their father's ever-ready sympathy in even the +more childish of their interests and amusements. And Jacinth for her +part was intensely proud of her father. He suited her in every way; +except that now and then a slight suspicion insinuated itself that this +very grand and dignified papa of hers, affectionate and even caressing +as he could be when he laid his hand on her head and smoothed her soft +hair, was laughing at her a little, which did not at all suit Jacinth's +princess-like ideas of herself.</p> + +<p>Still all was very happy, very happy indeed, the sweet summer days +passing only too quickly; and for some two or three weeks nothing was +said about 'plans,' though Colonel Mildmay went up to town more than +once to visit his doctor and the War Office.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_232" id="Page_232">[Pg 232]</a></span></p> + +<p>Then came an evening on which he returned from a hot day in London, +fagged and rather knocked up, though with a certain expression on his +face which told his watchful and observant wife that he had come to a +decision, which she quietly waited to hear till he sought a good +opportunity for telling it. The opportunity came later, when Lady +Myrtle, a little tired by the unusual heat, had gone to her own room +earlier than her wont, and the girls and Eugene had also said +good-night.</p> + +<p>'Come out into the garden, Eugenia. We can talk better there; it seems, +even compared with India, such an airless night.'</p> + +<p>'But the stars are beautiful, aren't they, Frank? I do love this place +so,' said Mrs Mildmay as she seated herself on a rustic chair on the +edge of the smooth bowling-green-like old lawn.</p> + +<p>'You always find the stars—the bright spots in every sky, I think, +dear,' said her husband. 'I confess I am feeling a little gloomy +to-night, and yet I am glad it is decided.'</p> + +<p>'It <i>is</i> decided, then? I thought so,' said Mrs Mildmay gently.</p> + +<p>'Yes. It is quite certain that it would be madness for me ever to think +of India again, now or years hence. So I have accepted Barmettle. I send +in the formal papers to-morrow,' and he sighed a little.</p> + +<p>'I expected it,' she said. 'I am very thankful, Frank, though you know +how I sympathise with you about your having to—to—come <i>down</i> at all +in position as it were.'</p> + +<p>'Doing right can never be really coming down,' he replied. 'And it is +right. The other thing in London would have been impossible, on our +means, and not work enough either. And there is nothing against +Barmettle; the place is healthy<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_233" id="Page_233">[Pg 233]</a></span> and cheap, and good education for +Eugene, and no doubt—the two generally go together—good masters and +governesses for the girls. Socially speaking, of course, there is not +much to recommend the place, though there may be a few nice people +there. But the girls are still very young; we must just do our best, and +make as happy a home for them as we can.'</p> + +<p>'Lady Myrtle is sure often to invite them here,' said Mrs Mildmay, +'Jacinth especially. When shall we have to go there, Frank? Will it be +worth while to look out for a temporary house at Thetford, as we had +thought of?'</p> + +<p>'Scarcely,' said Colonel Mildmay. This was the question—'When shall we +have to go there?'—which he had been the most dreading. He was glad to +have it over. 'I fear,' he went on, 'you will be rather upset at finding +how soon we have to go. I, at least. You and the children can stay on +here awhile if you like, as dear old Lady Myrtle is sure to want you. +But I myself must be at Barmettle the end of next month.'</p> + +<p>'And you certainly shall not go alone,' said Mrs Mildmay, brightly. 'Do +you think I would trust you to choose a house and all the rest of it? If +Lady Myrtle will keep Eugene and one of the girls for a week or two, I +and the other child will go north with you of course, and get settled +before the others join us. There is only one thing I want to ask you, +Frank; don't think it is that I have the faintest idea of making you +change your intention; I do not even <i>wish</i> it. But you have not +actually—officially—accepted the appointment yet?'</p> + +<p>'No, not till to-morrow,' he replied.</p> + +<p>'Then let me ask you this: Lady Myrtle has been so very, so more than +good to us, that I should like to gratify her in every way we can. So +before <i>actually</i> accepting this, I think<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_234" id="Page_234">[Pg 234]</a></span> we owe it to her to tell her +about it. I know she is dying for you to take the London thing, and I +would like her thoroughly to understand the reasons why you don't.'</p> + +<p>'They are very simple and unanswerable,' said Colonel Mildmay, curtly.</p> + +<p>'Yes, but Frank, though she has never said it actually, I have +suspicions that she wants to help us practically—to increase our +income,' said Mrs Mildmay with some hesitation.</p> + +<p>'My dear child, I could never consent to anything of the kind,' +exclaimed Colonel Mildmay, starting up. 'Her hospitality I am most +grateful for; she may even do things for the children in the future, for +Jacinth, I suppose, especially, as a godmother or a very old friend +might. I am not foolishly proud. If she likes to leave you or Jacinth a +little remembrance in her will, it would not be unnatural. But beyond +that'——</p> + +<p>'I know, I know,' interposed his wife, hurriedly. 'Of course I feel the +same. But you see, if we talk this over with her, it will both gratify +her and put things for always in their proper light.'</p> + +<p>'Very well; I will do so, then,' said Colonel Mildmay. And then he +turned and looked at his wife, for there was moonlight by this time, +very earnestly. 'I don't doubt you, Eugenia,' he said; 'you <i>know</i> I +never could. But you agree with me entirely, my dearest, do you not? I +could never accept a position of the kind. And above all, when we know +that there are others—the Harpers, I mean—who <i>have</i> claims upon her. +For, but for the grandfather's misconduct, he would have had a good +proportion of what is now Lady Myrtle's.'</p> + +<p>'I absolutely agree with you, Frank,' Mrs Mildmay<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_235" id="Page_235">[Pg 235]</a></span> replied. 'And my most +earnest hope is that our good old friend may come to see things in the +right light with regard to her own family. This very conversation which +I am urging may be a means of leading her to do so.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Mildmay's courage would perhaps have failed her had she known what +the 'conversation' she alluded to so lightly was really to consist of. +It began by the most strenuous opposition on the old lady's side to the +Barmettle plan. She had set her heart on Colonel Mildmay's accepting the +post in London which was, according to her, 'the very thing to be +desired for him.'</p> + +<p>'You would be so near me,' she said. 'Any or all of you could come down +at any time. Robin Redbreast would be your country home.'</p> + +<p>Colonel Mildmay smiled gently while he thanked her, and then he reminded +her of the overwhelming difference of the two appointments as regarded +the 'pay.'</p> + +<p>'But that needn't—that <i>would</i> not signify,' Lady Myrtle began, though +with evident difficulty in expressing herself, while Mrs Mildmay's heart +beat faster as she realised that they were approaching 'the tug of war.' +'I—you must know—it is only natural;' and with other confused +expressions about Jacinth being to her 'as her own child,' 'no one of +her own kith or kin except the Elvedons,' whose affairs were long ago +definitely arranged, and references to her unforgotten devotion to the +Jacinth of her youth, the old lady plunged into the thick of things. She +had not meant to speak so soon, she said; she had wished her intentions +to be <i>faits accomplis</i> before she disclosed them, but all this had +upset her and she must explain.</p> + +<p>And then she told the whole, and Colonel and Mrs Mildmay, though a +little prepared for some announcement of proposed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_236" id="Page_236">[Pg 236]</a></span> benefit to Jacinth in +the future, listened in appalled and almost stunned silence to Lady +Myrtle Goodacre's eccentric and, in their eyes, extravagant +determination.</p> + +<p>Jacinth was to be her heir—all that she had to dispose of, and it was +still a great deal, even without that portion of her wealth which, with +the knowledge that the old lord would have approved of her doing so, she +meant to restore to the title; even shorn of that and of some other +property on the Goodacre side which she only liferented, Lady Myrtle was +a rich old woman. And all she had to leave, short of legacies to certain +hospitals and other benevolent institutions which she had interested +herself in, all was to be Jacinth's. The only landed property was Robin +Redbreast and the small farm belonging to it, but in money there would +be more than enough to keep up three or four places of its size.</p> + +<p>Mrs Mildmay's heart sank, as she listened, but so far neither she nor +her husband had interrupted the speaker by word or movement. And she, +gaining confidence by their silence, at last came to the final +announcement.</p> + +<p>'So you see, my dear friends, that looking upon Jacinth as I do, it is +only consistent—consistent, and I may say <i>necessary</i>—that you consent +to my at once arranging for a proper allowance, whatever you like to +call it, being arranged for her. And this—of course you will agree with +me, that this must be an amount sufficient not only for a thoroughly +good education, but for her to be surrounded by everything right and +fitting for the position she will be called upon to occupy, perhaps not +so very long hence, for I am an old woman. And I do not want to teach or +induce any selfishness or self-assertion; I have the very greatest +respect for parental authority; I will tell her nothing, or only what +you approve of her knowing. But you see how it affects the present<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_237" id="Page_237">[Pg 237]</a></span> +position of things, and your present decision, my dear Colonel Mildmay.'</p> + +<p>Colonel Mildmay moved uneasily in his chair, but still he did not speak.</p> + +<p>'You must see,' Lady Myrtle proceeded, 'that it would be entirely +inconsistent in these circumstances for you to bury yourself and Eugenia +and the children in a dreadful place like Barmettle. You will, I feel +satisfied, agree that in anticipating the future a little, as it were, +and allowing me at once to—to place a certain income at your +disposal—an income which I am sure Jacinth will continue when things +are in her own hands—you are only acting reasonably and—justly, I may +say, as well as in a manner really to earn my gratitude.'</p> + +<p>The old lady's voice trembled ominously: this strange continued silence +was beginning to rouse some apprehension. As she uttered the last +word—'gratitude'—Mrs Mildmay, hitherto entirely quiescent till her +husband thought well to speak, could no longer restrain herself. She +leant forward and caught Lady Myrtle's hand in hers.</p> + +<p>'My dear, most kind friend,' she said, and her own voice was tremulous, +'how can you use such an expression? <i>You</i> grateful to us! Ah, no +indeed; as long as we live we shall be at a loss how to show our +gratitude to you.'</p> + +<p>'Yes indeed,' said Colonel Mildmay. 'I do not know how to express my +appreciation of all your goodness. I'——</p> + +<p>'Then you consent,' exclaimed Lady Myrtle, her bright eyes sparkling. +'You will be my children; you will let me feel that my lonely life is to +have some joy before its close.'</p> + +<p>'Indeed, indeed, all we <i>can</i> do, we shall,' said Colonel Mildmay very +gently. 'You cannot ask more affection than<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_238" id="Page_238">[Pg 238]</a></span> we are most ready to give. +But'——He hesitated, and the look of eager satisfaction faded out of +the old lady's face.</p> + +<p>'But!' she repeated sharply. 'What "buts" can there be in so simple a +matter?'</p> + +<p>It was a distressing position. Colonel Mildmay, essentially a +kind-hearted man and most averse to giving pain, felt it acutely. But he +was not one to temporise. It was a case demanding the plainest speaking.</p> + +<p>'My dear Lady Myrtle,' he said, 'if I am blunt or rough, forgive me. It +is just this. I cannot agree to what I think wrong, and I could never +feel it right to agree to what you propose. I am still young enough and +strong enough to work for my family in my profession, and the day I +began to lead an idle, or even a comparatively idle life, would see me a +miserable man. If you are so good as to continue your interest in my +children—Jacinth especially—by asking them to visit you sometimes, we +shall be <i>most</i> grateful. If—if you like to leave Jacinth some little +sum of money in your will which would help or increase any provision I +can make for her, I would be foolish and ungracious in the extreme to +object. But more than this—no, my dear friend, no. For—and here I must +crave your pardon beforehand for what must seem impertinence and +intrusion—not only have we, we Mildmays, <i>no</i> claim upon you, +but—there are those who have.'</p> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_239" id="Page_239">[Pg 239]</a></span></p> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/i241.jpg" width="550" height="135" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + +<h2>CHAPTER XVI.</h2> + +<h3>A BITTER DISAPPOINTMENT.</h3> + + +<p>There was an awful pause. Such at least it seemed to poor Mrs Mildmay, +who, now that she was not called upon to act for herself, and felt under +the protection of her husband, dared to tremble! Then came Lady Myrtle's +reply, short, cold, and decisive.</p> + +<p>'I deny it,' she said.</p> + +<p>Colonel Mildmay did not speak.</p> + +<p>The old lady glanced at him. His eyes were fixed on the table beside +which he was seated; he tapped it lightly with a paper-cutter which he +held in his hand. And after a moment's waiting she spoke again.</p> + +<p>'I know what you refer to,' she said. 'It would be nonsense to pretend I +do not. And I can—even—understand how to you it may seem that the +claim you allude to exists. But, if you have talked together about +these—these people, as no doubt you have done, has not Eugenia told you +what I have told her, that on a certain day my father and I shook +ourselves free from the bonds which had become shackles of shame; that +from that time Bernard Harper and all belonging to him ceased to be more +to us than any stranger we might brush against in the street?'</p> + +<p>Colonel Mildmay raised his head and looked at her quietly.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_240" id="Page_240">[Pg 240]</a></span></p> + +<p>'It could not be done; the bonds do exist and must exist,' he said. 'The +great thing is that, however cruelly they may have torn and wounded you +in the past, they may now be to you a cause of happiness and +satisfaction.'</p> + +<p>But Lady Myrtle shook her head.</p> + +<p>'I will never acknowledge even the possibility of my recognising these +descendants of my former brother as anything to me,' she said. And the +quietness with which she spoke was very impressive. 'I have given them +assistance because I believe them to be worthy people in sore need. I +may even do so again if you tell me their need continues. But that is +all. I should be false to my dead father if I did otherwise.</p> + +<p>'Still, the late Lord Elvedon—your father, I mean—looked forward to +his <i>elder</i> son's children being reinstated,' Colonel Mildmay ventured +to say. 'Why then, in the actual circumstances of his <i>younger</i> +grandchildren being to the full as worthy and in far greater need, why +treat them so differently?'</p> + +<p>Lady Myrtle hesitated, for half a second only, but even that was +something.</p> + +<p>'My father could not have contemplated the <i>possibility</i> of Bernard's +descendants being—of their wiping out his disgrace,' she said at last +confusedly.</p> + +<p>'Exactly,' Colonel Mildmay replied quickly. 'And it was only natural. +But as he did <i>not</i> contemplate a state of things which has actually +come to pass, how can his directions affect you with regard to these +facts?'</p> + +<p>Lady Myrtle again shook her head. She had grown very pale, but otherwise +she was completely self-controlled.</p> + +<p>'I cannot argue in that way. I do not even pretend to be logical,' she +said. 'I can only repeat—so it is. So<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_241" id="Page_241">[Pg 241]</a></span> now you understand. If I did not +leave that part of my property which I conscientiously believe to be at +my own disposal to the one I have chosen—the child who it seemed to me +had been sent to brighten in some measure the loneliness of my old age;' +and here her firm clear voice trembled, 'then—my will must stand as it +is, and all destined for Jacinth, and in a sense for you yourselves, +shall go to the two hospitals I have selected as the most worthy of +help. I will have no compromises, no half measures.'</p> + +<p>Colonel Mildmay bowed.</p> + +<p>'Then let it be so,' he said. 'It is certainly not for me to dictate to +you, dear Lady Myrtle.'</p> + +<p>She seemed a little perplexed by his manner.</p> + +<p>'Why should I give in to you?' she said inconsequently. 'Why should I +not leave my fortune to Jacinth all the same? Why do you take for +granted that I shall not do so? should she be punished for your—your +obstinacy and quixotry?' and in spite of herself a smile crept over the +old lady's face.</p> + +<p>'I do not take it for granted,' said Colonel Mildmay. 'I know that you +would not act towards Jacinth in such a way as to place her in +opposition to her parents. I know that you respect our way of viewing +the matter, however you may disagree with it.'</p> + +<p>Lady Myrtle seemed mollified.</p> + +<p>'You judge me rightly,' she said. 'If one feeling is stronger than +another in me, it is respect for parental authority and influence. You +are right. I would not so act to your child as to sow discord and +disunion between her and those nearest and dearest to her after I am +gone. But, let me ask you one thing—is your present decision quite +irreversible?'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_242" id="Page_242">[Pg 242]</a></span></p> + +<p>Colonel Mildmay sat silent for a minute considering deeply.</p> + +<p>'Yes,' he said; 'I do not see any choice. I cannot take the London +appointment—to live in reality, my dear lady, on your bounty. For that +is what it would be. And even if such a position had been possible for +me—and I confess I cannot conceive its being so—still less possible +would it be now that you know our mind as to the ultimate disposal of +things, and that we have been forced to thwart your more than generous, +your unprecedented goodness to us.'</p> + +<p>'Then you will go to Barmettle?'</p> + +<p>Colonel Mildmay bent his head.</p> + +<p>'Ah well,' said Lady Myrtle, 'another dream vanished!'</p> + +<p>Mrs Mildmay started up at this.</p> + +<p>'Oh, dear Lady Myrtle, dear, dear friend,' she said, and the tears were +in her eyes, 'don't speak like that. I cannot bear it. You say there can +be no sort of compromise, but surely there can be of one kind; you will +not, you cannot expect us to leave off looking to you and feeling to you +as our best and dearest friend?'</p> + +<p>And she threw her arms round the old lady as Francie might have done, +and was not repulsed.</p> + +<p>'You will let me have Jacinth sometimes?' whispered Lady Myrtle.</p> + +<p>'Of course, of course; whenever you like and as much as you like,' said +Mrs Mildmay eagerly.</p> + +<p>'I will not be unreasonable,' the old lady said with one of the +half-wistful smiles that were so touching. 'Even if—if everything had +been going to be as I hoped, I would never have wished or expected +anything which could have interfered with her home ties and duties. And +I need scarcely say I will never come upon this subject that we have +been discussing, with her. I will leave it entirely to you, her parents, +to tell her what you think right, though I own I should like her to +realise how I have been thinking of her.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_243" id="Page_243">[Pg 243]</a></span></p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 452px;"> +<img src="images/i245.jpg" width="452" height="600" alt="'Ah well!' said Lady Myrtle, 'another dream vanished!'" title="" /> +<span class="caption">'Ah well!' said Lady Myrtle, 'another dream vanished!'</span> +</div><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_245" id="Page_245">[Pg 245]</a></span></p> + +<p>'That she certainly shall,' exclaimed Mrs Mildmay impulsively. And +though a moment afterwards she was tempted to murmur to herself 'at all +costs,' she did not repent of her promise. 'It would not be fair to Lady +Myrtle for Jacinth to be told nothing,' she reflected. 'And scarcely +indeed fair to the child herself. For I cannot but believe she will see +it all as we do.'</p> + +<p>So that afternoon Colonel Mildmay wrote to accept the appointment +offered him up at gloomy, smoky Barmettle in the dreary north country.</p> + +<p>'I doubt if we have done much to forward the poor Harpers' cause,' said +his wife as she watched him closing and sealing the big blue official +envelope.</p> + +<p>'Very possibly not,' he replied calmly. 'But we have, I hope and +believe, done <i>right</i>. And so we must not feel over much concern for the +poor Harpers' future any more than for that of our own children, my dear +Eugenia.'</p> + +<p>And though Mrs Mildmay agreed with him, she was human enough, and woman +enough, to sigh a little at certain visions of what might have been, +which <i>would</i> intrude themselves!</p> + +<p>'But what,' she began again after a little pause, 'what are we to say to +Jacinth?'</p> + +<p>It is to be confessed that Colonel Mildmay's reply was not quite so +ready this time.</p> + +<p>'We must consider well about that,' he said. 'Of course we must tell her +soon about Barmettle. It would not be treating her fairly, for she is a +remarkably sensible girl,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_246" id="Page_246">[Pg 246]</a></span> and has behaved excellently in rather +difficult circumstances. Alison's little house and odd ways must have +been somewhat trying after the liberal easy-going life at Stannesley. It +would not be treating Jacinth as she deserves, not to take her into our +confidence as to our plans.'</p> + +<p>'And the mere mention of Barmettle will lead on to the whole,' said Mrs +Mildmay. 'Frank, you must help me to put it to her wisely. I fear, +though very little has been said about it, that Jassie has an intense +dislike to the idea of Barmettle; and I fear still more, that in spite +of Lady Myrtle's good sense and extreme wish to cause no trouble, she +has somehow or other allowed some hint of her intentions to escape her.'</p> + +<p>Colonel Mildmay looked very grave at this; graver than he had yet done.</p> + +<p>'Jacinth is extremely quick,' he said, 'and notwithstanding her quiet +undemonstrative manner I suspect that she has a very lively imagination. +But surely all she has got in her head is only childish; looking forward +to long visits here and a continuance of Lady Myrtle's kindness? As +regards Barmettle, I have no doubt she would prefer my taking the London +appointment, but she is sensible; we only need to put it to her.'</p> + +<p>'I hope so,' said Mrs Mildmay with a sigh. 'But the whole is so +complicated: she is prejudiced against the Harpers; just the opposite of +Frances.'</p> + +<p>'That <i>is</i> unfortunate,' said Colonel Mildmay. But after a moment's +silence he spoke again more cheerfully. 'We must not spoil Jacinth,' he +said. 'If she has been led to cherish any brilliant hopes, the sooner +she gives them up the better. I shall be sorry for her disappointment, +but I am sure she is not really selfish. If she sees that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_247" id="Page_247">[Pg 247]</a></span> you and I are +happier—infinitely happier—as things are, she will not take it to +heart. And it may not be necessary to say much; not to enter into +mercenary details, to a child like her.'</p> + +<p>'I hope so,' said Mrs Mildmay again. But again her sigh somewhat belied +her words.</p> + +<p>The very next day brought the dreaded opportunity. Some little allusion +was made to Colonel Mildmay's intention of running up to London again +the following week.</p> + +<p>'Shall you have any commissions for me, Lady Myrtle?' he said lightly.</p> + +<p>The old lady shook her head, but without her usual smile.</p> + +<p>'I think not, Colonel Mildmay, thank you,' she said. 'I <i>had</i> thought of +asking you to see my agent about my house in Brook Street. The present +tenant's lease expires nine months hence, and I must make up my mind +what I am going to do.'</p> + +<p>'I fear I am not very <i>au fait</i> of such matters,' he replied. 'But I +could at least hear what the agent has to say more satisfactorily than +by letter. So pray let me call; give me all your instructions. I should +be more than delighted to be of any use, you must know,' he ended +earnestly.</p> + +<p>Lady Myrtle seemed pleased.</p> + +<p>'Thank you,' she said. 'Well, yes then; I will tell you what I want to +know.'</p> + +<p>This conversation took place at luncheon. That afternoon Jacinth sought +her mother in her own room.</p> + +<p>'Mamma,' she said, 'are you busy? May I talk to you a little?'</p> + +<p>Mrs Mildmay laid down her pen.</p> + +<p>'I was writing to Marmy,' she said, 'but I have plenty<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_248" id="Page_248">[Pg 248]</a></span> of time. What is +it, dear? I am glad to have a little quiet talk together. I have been +wishing for it, too.'</p> + +<p>But Jacinth scarcely seemed to listen.</p> + +<p>'Mamma,' she began again, somewhat irrelevantly it might have seemed. +'Brook Street isn't a <i>very</i> grand part of London, is it? At least all +the houses in it are not tremendously grand, are they? I was thinking +about Lady Myrtle's house. Couldn't it be arranged for <i>us</i> to be her +tenants? I'm sure she would like it if she thought we would. Mightn't I +say something about it to her? She likes me to say whatever I think of, +but I thought—for such a thing as a <i>house</i>, perhaps I had better ask +you first.'</p> + +<p>'But, my dearest child, we don't want any house in London,' said Mrs +Mildmay with a smile which she strove to make unconstrained. 'You +forget, dear, the choice was never between Barmettle and <i>London</i>, but +between Barmettle and India again, and'——</p> + +<p>'But mamma,' interrupted Jacinth, 'please answer my question first. Is +Brook Street very grand? Would a house there be out of the question for +us, even if we—if we had one there for nothing?'</p> + +<p>'Yes; unless we had another thousand a year at least, we could not +possibly live there on our income with any comfort or consistency,' Mrs +Mildmay replied quietly.</p> + +<p>The girl's face fell.</p> + +<p>'A thousand a year! that's a good deal,' she said. 'I had thought'——</p> + +<p>'But why worry yourself about things that can never be, dear Jassie?' +said her mother. 'We were going to tell you—even your Aunt Alison does +not know yet—that it is all decided, and oh, I am so thankful that the +long separation<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_249" id="Page_249">[Pg 249]</a></span> is over at last. Your father wrote yesterday to accept +the Barmettle appointment.'</p> + +<p>Jacinth grew scarlet, then very, very pale.</p> + +<p>'Mamma,' she exclaimed, and the low repression in her tone was more +unnatural—more alarming, I had almost said—in one so young, than any +even violent ebullition of temper. 'Mamma, it <i>can't</i> be true. You are +saying it to tease me. You—you and papa would never have settled it +without telling me, without consulting Lady Myrtle, after all her +goodness?'</p> + +<p>'No,' replied Mrs Mildmay, arming herself for the contest by a resolute +determination not to lose her self-control, however it might be tried; +'no, though a little reflection would show you that you should have more +trust in your parents, dear Jacinth; it was <i>not</i> done without +consulting our kind old friend. And however she may regret it, I <i>know</i> +she respects your father's decision.'</p> + +<p>Jacinth looked up eagerly; a reaction of hope came over her.</p> + +<p>'Mamma,' she said breathlessly, 'believe me, I don't mean to be either +disrespectful or distrustful, but did Lady Myrtle say nothing against +it? Is she perhaps going to do so when—when she has thought everything +over?'</p> + +<p>'She did say everything she could; she did use the strongest arguments +she had: but she could not but see that your father's <i>motives</i> were +right, and so she saw it must be as he said,' replied Mrs Mildmay.</p> + +<p>A harder look crept over Jacinth's face; the eager, almost nervous, +anxiety died out of it.</p> + +<p>'There is something about all this that I do not understand,' she said. +'Unless you and papa mean to treat me<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_250" id="Page_250">[Pg 250]</a></span> as a baby, I think I have a right +to know. I think Lady Myrtle would say so.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Mildmay felt much perplexed. Any approach to diplomacy, anything but +perfect candour and frankness, was so foreign to her nature, that it was +difficult for her not at once to speak out and explain the whole. But +then, if she did so, she might be only sowing seeds of future +bitterness. It was improbable, to say the least, that Jacinth had +realised in any definite way Lady Myrtle's intentions with regard to +her, seeing that the old lady had not announced them to her.</p> + +<p>'All she can know is only that Lady Myrtle meant to do <i>something</i>,' +reflected Jacinth's mother. 'It would be for her happiness, and for that +of us all, that she should never know more.'</p> + +<p>Jacinth saw the trouble in her mother's face.</p> + +<p>'Mamma,' she said, 'if you won't speak to me openly, I will ask Lady +Myrtle herself.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Mildmay flushed.</p> + +<p>'Jassie,' she said quietly, 'you do not mean it, but your tone sounds +almost like a threat—to me—to your mother?' And in spite of herself, +her voice trembled a little.</p> + +<p>But still Jacinth repeated coldly, 'I think I have a right to know.'</p> + +<p>At that moment the door opened, and to Mrs Mildmay's immense relief her +husband entered.</p> + +<p>'What is the matter?' he asked quickly. 'Am I interrupting you?'</p> + +<p>'On the contrary,' said his wife, 'I am very glad you have come. Jacinth +is, as I half feared she would be, exceedingly upset by the news about +Barmettle, and she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_251" id="Page_251">[Pg 251]</a></span> seems to think we have not treated her with the +confidence she deserves.'</p> + +<p>'You cannot feel that, when I tell you that my decision was only made +yesterday,' said her father to Jacinth.</p> + +<p>'Yes. I think you might have—have consulted me a little before making +it,' the girl replied. 'It is something to me personally; to have to +live at a place like that now I am nearly grown up.'</p> + +<p>She seemed to be purposely emphasising the selfish part of her +dissatisfaction out of a kind of reckless defiance.</p> + +<p>'Do you quite understand that it was a choice between this appointment +and an indefinite return to India?' said Colonel Mildmay.</p> + +<p>'I understand that you think so. But I don't see it. There was the +London thing. And even if not, I would rather have had India.'</p> + +<p>'No, no, Jassie, don't do yourself injustice,' exclaimed her mother. +'Not when you think of the risk to your father's health.'</p> + +<p>Jacinth hesitated.</p> + +<p>'But there <i>was</i> a choice,' she said; and now there was a touch of +timidity in her voice.</p> + +<p>Colonel Mildmay considered; they were approaching the crucial point, and +he took his resolution.</p> + +<p>'No, Jacinth,' he said. 'To my mind, as an honourable man, there was no +choice. I should have forfeited for ever my own self-respect had I +agreed to Lady Myrtle's proposal.'</p> + +<p>And then he rapidly, but clearly, put before her the substance of their +old friend's intentions and wishes, and his reasons for refusing to fall +in with them.</p> + +<p>'Lady Myrtle is too good a woman to sow discord in a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_252" id="Page_252">[Pg 252]</a></span> family,' he said, +'between a child and her parents. And it was impossible for us to +approve of the apportionment of her property she proposed, knowing that +there exist at this very time those who <i>have</i> a claim on her, who most +thoroughly deserve the restoration of what should have been theirs +always; who have suffered, indeed, already only too severely for the sin +and wrong-doing of another.'</p> + +<p>Jacinth started, and the lines of her face hardened again.</p> + +<p>'I thought it was that,' she exclaimed. 'Those people—they are at the +bottom of it, then.'</p> + +<p>'Jacinth!' said her mother.</p> + +<p>'I beg your pardon, mamma,' said the girl quickly. 'It must sound very +strange for me to speak like that; but, you don't know how I have been +teased about these Harpers. And mamma, Lady Myrtle doesn't look upon +them as you and papa do, so why should you expect me to do so? Do you +suppose she will leave <i>them</i> anything she would have left us—me?'</p> + +<p>'Very likely not,' said Colonel Mildmay.</p> + +<p>'Then for everybody's sake, why not have left things as Lady Myrtle +meant? I—we, I mean,' and Jacinth's face crimsoned, 'could have been +good to them; it would have been better for them in the end.'</p> + +<p>'Do you suppose they would have accepted help—money, to put it +coarsely—from strangers?' said Colonel Mildmay. 'It is not <i>help</i> they +should have, but actual practical restoration of what should be theirs. +And even supposing our decision does them no good, can't you see, +Jacinth, that anything else would be <i>wrong</i>?'</p> + +<p>'No,' said Jacinth, 'I don't see it.'</p> + +<p>'Then I am sorry for you,' said her father coldly.</p> + +<p>'I know,' said Jacinth, 'that Lady Myrtle likes things one<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_253" id="Page_253">[Pg 253]</a></span> way or +another. I suppose she will give us up altogether now. I suppose she +will leave off caring anything about me. You think very badly of me, +papa, I can see; you think me mercenary and selfish and everything +horrid; but—it <i>wasn't</i> only for myself, and it isn't only because of +what she was doing for us, and meant to do for us. I have got to love +Lady Myrtle very much, and I shall feel dreadfully the never seeing her +any more, and—and'——</p> + +<p>Here, not altogether to her mother's distress, Jacinth broke down and +began to sob bitterly. Mrs Mildmay got up from her seat, and came close +to where the girl was sitting by the table.</p> + +<p>'My poor dear child,' she said, 'we have never thought you selfish in +<i>that</i> sort of way.'</p> + +<p>'No,' agreed her father; 'that you may believe. You have had of late too +much responsibility thrown upon you, and it has given you the feeling +that the whole fortunes of your family depended upon you in some sense. +Be content to be a child a little longer, my Jacinth, and to trust your +parents. And there is no need for you to anticipate any change with Lady +Myrtle. She will care for you, and for us all, as much as ever—more +perhaps; and as much time as it will be right for you to spend away from +your own home, you shall have our heartiest consent to spending with +her. If you can in any way give her pleasure—and I know you can—it +will be the very least we can do in return for her really wonderful +goodness to us.'</p> + +<p>'I should like to see her; to be with her sometimes,' said Jacinth, +whose sobs had now calmed down into quiet crying. 'But I don't +want—once we go away to that place—I don't want ever to see Robin +Redbreast again. Ever<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_254" id="Page_254">[Pg 254]</a></span> since'—and here she had to stop a moment—'ever +since that first day when we passed it with Uncle Marmy, I have had a +sort of feeling to this house—a kind of presentiment. I can't bear to +think of its going to strangers, or—or people that know nothing about +Lady Myrtle. And very likely, if she leaves all she has to big hospitals +or something like that, very likely this place will be sold.'</p> + +<p>'It may be so,' said Colonel Mildmay; and he added with a smile, 'I wish +for your sake I were rich enough to buy it, my poor dear child.'</p> + +<p>So Jacinth's castles in the air were somewhat rudely destroyed. There +was but one consolation to her. Lady Myrtle was even more loving than +hitherto, though she said nothing about the collapse of her plans. For +Mrs Mildmay gave her to understand that matters, so far as was fitting, +had been explained to her elder daughter.</p> + +<p>'Humph!' said the old lady. 'That seals <i>my</i> lips. For of course I +cannot express disapproval of her parents to the child.'</p> + +<p>But her tenderness and marked affection went some way to soothe the +smarting of the girl's sore feelings.</p> + +<p>'She understands me far better than papa and mamma do,' thought Jacinth. +'If they meant me to see everything through their eyes, they shouldn't +have left me away from them all these years.'</p> + +<p>Still a curious strain of pride in her father's stern honesty, in his +utter disinterestedness, now and then mingled with her feelings of +disappointment. She could not help feeling proud of him! Nevertheless +the tears were many and bitter which Jacinth shed when the last night of +their stay at Robin Redbreast came.</p> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_255" id="Page_255">[Pg 255]</a></span></p> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/i257.jpg" width="550" height="139" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + + +<h2>CHAPTER XVII.</h2> + +<h3>TWO DEGREES OF HONESTY.</h3> + + +<p>Barmettle is not an attractive place; though like most places in this +varied world it has its interests and even no doubt its charm for many +of its inhabitants—its bright and happy homes, as well as its thousands +of hard, if not overworked, pale-faced artisans, men and women, of many +grades and classes.</p> + +<p>And the sun can shine there sometimes; and not so many miles from the +very centre of the town, you can escape from the heavy pall of +smoke-filled air, into fresh and picturesque country, whose beauties, to +my thinking, strike one all the more vividly from the force of contrast +with the ugliness and griminess which you cannot forget are so near.</p> + +<p>There had been some talk—when the Mildmay family first contemplated the +pitching of their tent in this unknown land—there had been some talk of +a house in the neighbourhood of the town, a few miles out, where a +garden and a field or two would have been possible, to reconcile the +children and their mother, to some extent, to the great change from all +their former experiences. But Colonel Mildmay had been obliged to give +up hopes of this. There were several difficulties in the way, and <i>the</i> +house which sometimes at such crises turns up with such undeniable +advantages as to over-ride the less immediate objections,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_256" id="Page_256">[Pg 256]</a></span> had not +offered itself. So, considering the inconvenience of scanty +communication between the barracks and the 'pretty' side of the +outskirts, the impossibility of day-school arrangements for Eugene, and +a very certain amount of loneliness and isolation, especially in the +winter months, the fairly desirable house in St Wilfred's Place which +<i>did</i> offer itself carried the day.</p> + +<p>It was but five minutes' walk from Colonel Mildmay's official quarters, +and conveniently near Eugene's school; it was very much in the minds of +the teachers who now replaced the Misses Scarlett's institution as +regarded the girls; it was not duller as to outlook and surroundings +than had to be at Barmettle, for it faced St Wilfred's Church, one of +the oldest and most interesting structures in the modern town, which had +once been a pleasant straggling north-country village; and last, though +not least, its rent was moderate.</p> + +<p>And Mrs Mildmay, unspoilt by her long residence in the East—as full of +energy and resources as when she arranged the drawing-rooms at +Stannesley in her careless girlish days, and laughed merrily at her kind +step-mother's old-fashioned notions—exerted herself to make the house +as pretty as she possibly could.</p> + +<p>'I am glad it is cheap,' she said to her husband, 'for we can afford to +spend rather more in making it comfortable and nice, especially for +Jassie.'</p> + +<p>And Jacinth's room was all a girl could wish, and at night, when the +outer world was shut off, and the dark square hall and wide quaint +staircase, which had attracted the new tenants in their house-hunting, +were lighted up, looking bright and cheerful with the crimson carpets +and curtains which Barmettle smoke had not as yet had time to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_257" id="Page_257">[Pg 257]</a></span> dull, +Frances's expression of approval, 'Really it looks so nice that you +might fancy it wasn't Barmettle at all,' could scarcely be contradicted.</p> + +<p>But Frances, like her mother, was born with the happy faculty for seeing +the best side of things. It was all, naturally, much harder on Jacinth. +And as Jacinth stood one morning in November looking out into the dreary +street, where rain had been pouring down ever since daybreak, and was +still dripping monotonously, she did feel that her lines had not of late +fallen in pleasant places. Yet she was not so selfish as this sounds. +She had made a struggle to see things as her parents did, and in this +she had not been entirely unsuccessful, and the constant love and +watchful sympathy which were now a part of her daily life, unconsciously +influenced her in good and gentle ways which she scarcely realised.</p> + +<p>Some ground she had gained. She had come to see that if her father and +mother felt about the Harper family as they did, they could not have +acted otherwise. And her own conscience was not, it will be remembered, +entirely clear. 'Of course,' she said to herself, 'if Lady Myrtle had +been left to do as she wished, I should have felt it my duty to do +something for the Harpers. I'm sure I should have found some way of +managing it.' But no doubt there was a kind of relief in feeling it was +taken out of her hands, for Jacinth was growing gradually less confident +in her own powers: for the first time in her life she was realising the +delight and privilege of having others wiser than herself to whom she +could look up.</p> + +<p>'Mamma,' she said, on the morning in question, 'do you think there +really are places where it rains ever so much more than at others? or is +it only that we notice it more<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_258" id="Page_258">[Pg 258]</a></span> at some? I really could almost think +that it rains here <i>every</i> day.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Mildmay smiled.</p> + +<p>'No, dear, it really does not. I don't think the rainfall here is much +greater than in London or at Thetford, but the heavy air and the +grayness make us, as you say, notice it more. In many places where there +actually is more rain than the average, the country is peculiarly bright +and fresh. Think of the grass in Ireland.'</p> + +<p>But Jacinth's thoughts were already wandering elsewhere.</p> + +<p>'Mamma,' she began again, 'do you think we shall have to stay here for +Christmas?'</p> + +<p>'I suppose so,' replied Mrs Mildmay. 'Even if Lady Myrtle wished it—as +indeed I am sure she does—it would hardly be worth while for us to go +to her for only two or three days, which is all the leave your father +could get. And there are a good many things we have to see to here.'</p> + +<p>'Yes,' said Frances, 'there's the Christmas treat for the barracks +children. It's never been properly done. And Miss Lettice Piers is going +to invite us to their treat at St Wilfred's first, so that we may see. +I'd like best to have our visits to Robin Redbreast in the summer, +except that it must be rather dull for Lady Myrtle. She was so pleased +to have us there last Christmas.'</p> + +<p>'I wish we could have her here,' said Mrs Mildmay. 'But she would never +be allowed to come up north in the winter.'</p> + +<p>Jacinth sighed.</p> + +<p>'It seems a good while since we heard from Lady Myrtle,' she said. 'I +hope she's not ill. I did think she would have <i>tried</i> to get us there +for Christmas.'</p> + +<p>'I don't think she can be ill,' said Mrs Mildmay, 'for your<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_259" id="Page_259">[Pg 259]</a></span> aunt would +have known it. She goes to see Lady Myrtle regularly. I shall be hearing +from Alison in a day or two, however.'</p> + +<p>'Jassie,' said Frances, a moment or two later, when their mother had +left the room, 'I wish you wouldn't look so melancholy. Just think what +a lot of nice things have come to us, as well as the sad ones. Just +fancy how we should have been ready to jump out of our skins for joy if +we had known, when we left Stannesley, how soon papa and mamma would be +at home with us.'</p> + +<p>'I know,' said Jacinth. 'I do try to think of all that. But I do so +dislike this gloomy place, Francie, and I think papa looks so fagged, +and we have scarcely any friends we care for; the people are all so +stupid, and so'——</p> + +<p>'So what?'</p> + +<p>'So rich,' said Jacinth, rather at a loss apparently what crime to lay +at the doors of the good folk of the manufacturing town who had incurred +her displeasure.</p> + +<p>Frances laughed.</p> + +<p>'That's not a sin,' she said. 'Lady Myrtle's rich, and so in a way, I +suppose, is Uncle Marmy.'</p> + +<p>'I mean they seem to think of it so. Once or twice, when I've paid calls +with mamma, they were so fussy and show-off. You know how I mean,' said +Jacinth.</p> + +<p>'Well, there are plenty of poor too, if that would make you like +Barmettle any better. Amy Piers says there are some dreadfully poor, and +she says that even the ones who get very big wages don't save at all, +and then if there comes a bad time—a bad time for trade, when some of +the people have to be turned off: it does come like that now and then, +she says, though I don't understand why—they are really starving.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_260" id="Page_260">[Pg 260]</a></span></p> + +<p>'They should be taught to save, then,' said Jacinth. 'Why don't the +Piers teach them? If I were the vicar, I'd preach sermons about it. If +people are so silly, they must expect to suffer for it.'</p> + +<p>'But think of the poor little children!' said Frances, whose sympathy +was readier than her sister's. 'It isn't <i>their</i> fault, and they suffer +the most. Amy says it's a good deal owing to the people spending so much +on beer and brandy and horrid tipsifying things. I'm sure the Piers do +all they possibly can, and you know how papa says that, even with all +the strict rules in the army, it's awfully difficult to keep the men +sober. If I were the Queen, Jass, I'd make a law against having so many +public-houses; I would indeed.'</p> + +<p>'The Queen can't make laws all by herself like that, Frances. You don't +understand. If the people were taught how horrid it is to get drunk, +they'd leave off wanting to buy too much beer and things like that, and +then the public-houses would have to give up because they wouldn't have +customers enough. That's the best way.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I think it should be done both ways,' said Frances. 'If there +weren't so many public-houses, there wouldn't be so much temptation;' +and the little reformer nodded her head sagely.</p> + +<p>Just then Mrs Mildmay re-entered the room.</p> + +<p>'Jassie dear,' she said, 'it's Saturday morning. You have no lessons, +and though it's so rainy I know you're not afraid of the weather. +Frances has a cold, so she mustn't come out. Will you wrap yourself up +well, and come a little way with me to help me to carry some things to +Mrs Wake? She has gone to stay with her mother, you know, for a little +change, but they are very poor people, and I must help them as much as I +can.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_261" id="Page_261">[Pg 261]</a></span></p> + +<p>Jacinth sprang to her feet eagerly.</p> + +<p>'Oh yes, mamma,' she exclaimed, 'I should like very much to come. I'll +be ready directly. I'll put on a thick jacket and my waterproof cape +over that.'</p> + +<p>And in a few minutes the mother and daughter were making their way, each +laden with some parcels as well as the unavoidable umbrella, along the +muddy pavement in the direction of a poorer part of the town. Mrs Wake +was the wife of one of Colonel Mildmay's soldier servants; she happened +to belong to a Barmettle family, which was just now very fortunate for +her, as she had had a most serious illness in the barracks, and had +lately been moved for greater quiet to her own old home.</p> + +<p>'Francie and I were just talking about the poor people here,' said +Jacinth. 'Amy Piers tells her about them. I shall be very glad to see +one of the homes they live in.'</p> + +<p>'It will be rather a good specimen, though they are very poor people,' +said Mrs Mildmay; 'for they are thrifty and most respectable. But for +many years the father has not been able to earn full wages, as he was +crippled by an accident. Indeed, but for the kindness of the head of the +factory where he worked, he would have been turned off altogether on a +very small pension. It was true kindness to let him stay on to do what +work he could, for it kept up his spirits.'</p> + +<p>'The master must be a good man,' said Jacinth.</p> + +<p>'I believe he is—one of the best in Barmettle,' said Mrs Mildmay. 'But +here we are, Jassie,' and as she spoke she turned down a small passage, +not wide enough to be called by a more important name, leading out of +the already poor and narrow street they were in, and knocked at a door a +few steps on.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_262" id="Page_262">[Pg 262]</a></span></p> + +<p>It was quickly opened. A rather gaunt and careworn, but clean and +honest-looking, elderly woman stood before them. Her eyes were red with +crying, but she welcomed Mrs Mildmay very civilly, though with a sort of +reserve of manner which struck Jacinth as very different from the +extremely hearty, though respectful, deference with which, as her +grandmother's messenger, she used to be received by their own villagers +at Stannesley.</p> + +<p>'You'll be come to ask for my daughter,' said the woman. She had been a +domestic servant, and had but little north-country accent. 'You're +welcome, I'm sure, and she'll take it kindly. Take a seat,' and she led +them into the little kitchen, tidy and clean, though encumbered with +some pieces of treasured furniture decidedly too big for it. 'Yes, she's +fairly—th' doctor's main content.'</p> + +<p>'Oh,' said Mrs Mildmay, 'I am glad to hear it. I was afraid when I saw +you'——But she stopped suddenly, for before she could say more the old +woman had sunk into a chair, and, flinging her apron over her head, was +giving way to bitter weeping. Jacinth felt both distressed and alarmed. +Like her mother she had noticed the signs of tears on Mrs Burton's face.</p> + +<p>'I am so sorry,' said Mrs Mildmay, getting up as she said the words, and +standing beside the woman, she gently laid her hand on her arm. 'Is it +some new trouble—your husband?'</p> + +<p>'Nay, nay,' sobbed the poor thing. 'Burton is finely—for him, that's to +say. But have ye not heard th' ill news?' and she raised her head in +surprise. 'Th' measter,' and as she grew absorbed in what she had to +tell, she fell back into the kind of talk she had accustomed herself to +discard when with 'gentry.' 'He's gone!' and her sobs broke out again.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_263" id="Page_263">[Pg 263]</a></span></p> + +<p>'What! good Mr Fairfield,' said Mrs Mildmay. 'No, I had not heard it. +What a loss he will be! Was it very sudden?'</p> + +<p>And Jacinth standing by, listened eagerly to all Mrs Burton told.</p> + +<p>He had been struck by paralysis—the kind friend of so many years—only +two days before, and had never rallied. And the grief was widespread and +deep. It would throw many into sorrow and anxiety too, the old woman +said; for though he left two sons to succeed him, it remained to be seen +if they would follow in his footsteps.</p> + +<p>'They will be very rich; they may not care to carry on the business, of +course,' said Mrs Mildmay. 'No doubt Mr Fairfield has left a large +fortune.'</p> + +<p>But Mrs Burton shook her head. It was far from the case. The business +was doing well, as it deserved to do, but beyond its good prospects he +left but little. And then she went on to explain why it was so; thus +entering into the circumstances which had so specially endeared the dead +man to his workpeople. A good many years ago, she related, when Mr +Fairfield had first inherited the 'works,' a terrible accident had +occurred, in which, with several others, Burton had suffered. The +accident, though in those days such inquiries were less searching, had +revealed a certain danger in a part of the machinery recently introduced +at great expense, as a wonderful improvement. The danger was remote; it +was perfectly possible no damage might ever again occur from the same +cause; no pressure of any kind was put upon the master, no suggestion +even, of change; his own workpeople would not have blamed him had he +'let things be.' But such was not Mr Fairfield's way of viewing a +master's responsibilities. He had almost all the machinery changed, for +the one alteration he deemed absolutely necessary<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_264" id="Page_264">[Pg 264]</a></span> involved others. And +the outlay had been something immense, especially as a run of bad years +had followed it. And even when times improved again, and he began to +feel his head above water, he never himself benefited by the profits as +most would have done.</p> + +<p>''Twas always summat for his people, as he called 'em, bless him. +Reading-rooms, or clubs, or schools. Year in, year out, 'twas his first +thought and his last. What else was he there for? he'd say, mony's the +time. Ah, well; he's gone where <i>his</i> Master'll have good thought for +<i>him</i>,' the old woman added quaintly, 'the master he served so faithful. +For ye see, ma'am,' she went on, forgetting for the moment her grief in +her earnestness, 'I take it as it's this way. There's honesty to God as +well as honesty to men. None would 'a blamed Measter Fairfield if he'd +let things be; no man could 'a done so. But he looked higher nor the +judging o' men.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, truly,' Mrs Mildmay heartily agreed, 'that was the secret, Mrs +Burton.'</p> + +<p>'But, oh dear, dear;' cried the poor woman, relapsing again into the +tears which did her credit, 'it's mony a sore heart he'll leave behind +him.'</p> + +<p>'Mamma,' said Jacinth softly and half timidly, when a quarter of an hour +or so later they were wending their way home relieved of their packages, +through the muddy streets—'mamma, do you know that what she said—old +Mrs Burton, I mean—about the two kinds of honesty has helped to—to +make me understand better than I did before what papa felt, and you too, +of course, about—about Lady Myrtle and the Harpers, you know.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Mildmay, in spite of the rain and her umbrella, managed to give +Jacinth's arm a little loving squeeze.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_265" id="Page_265">[Pg 265]</a></span></p> + +<p>'I am so glad, so very glad, dear,' she said.</p> + +<p>'Mamma,' said Jacinth, again, after a little silence, in a more assured +voice this time, 'if papa had been in Mr Fairfield's place, he would +have done just like him, wouldn't he?'</p> + +<p>'I am quite sure he would,' agreed her mother.</p> + +<p>And notwithstanding the cold and the rain and the grimness of +everything, I think Jacinth felt happier that day than since they had +come to Barmettle.</p> + +<p>A day or two later another little event helped to confirm Jacinth's +better and truer views of her great disappointment. This was the arrival +of a letter for Frances, forwarded from Thetford by their Aunt Alison.</p> + +<p>'A letter for me!' exclaimed the little girl, when at the +breakfast-table her mother handed it to her. 'Whom can it be from? I +hardly ever get any letters.' But as her eye fell on the address her +face flushed and brightened.</p> + +<p>'Oh, I do believe,' she said, 'I do believe it's from Bessie—Bessie +Harper. And of course she'd have to send it to Aunt Alison's; she +doesn't know we've left Thetford.'</p> + +<p>'I'm not so sure of that,' said Mrs Mildmay. 'When I wrote to Mrs Lyle +some time ago, I told her we were coming to Barmettle, but very likely +she did not think of sending our address to her nieces, for they have +not been in the habit of writing to you or Jacinth.'</p> + +<p>'No,' Frances replied, rather incoherently, for she was already buried +in her letter, 'that's what she says. "Aunt Flora"—is that Mrs Lyle, +mamma?—"Aunt Flora told us you had gone to live up in the north. I am +afraid it can't be as bright and pretty there as at Thetford, but still +it must be lovely to have your father and mother with you for always +now. I think I can understand far better than<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_266" id="Page_266">[Pg 266]</a></span> ever what a very great +trouble it must have been to you and your sister to be without them all +those years, for oh, we did so miss father and mother when they were in +London for six months, and then in Germany. They took Margaret with them +to Germany, and it did her such a lot of good. I have wanted to write to +you ever so often, and so has Camilla, but mother wasn't quite sure how +we could say what we wished. But now she has had another letter from +Aunt Flora, and this has made her give me leave to write and tell you +all our beautiful news. Just fancy, dear Francie, father is <i>almost</i> +quite well. Of course he will always be lame, but he counts that +nothing, and it's really not so bad nearly as it was. All he had done at +the London hospital and then the German baths has turned out <i>so well</i>, +and now to make it—the cure, I mean—quite lasting, we are +<i>all</i>—though I write it, I can scarcely believe it—going abroad to +some mild place for the winter. We have not quite fixed where; but we +have let Hedge End till next May, and we shall start very soon. If you +write to me, please address it to Hedge End. And now I want to say +something that is rather difficult to say. What has made everything come +right has been the goodness of father's aunt, Lady Myrtle Goodacre. Just +when we were almost in despair, and it seemed as if nothing <i>could</i> save +father, she sent mother a lot of money: she said it was a present, but +<i>we</i> all count it a loan. It was enough to do everything, and more than +enough, and we can never, never thank her too much. But in our hearts we +all feel sure that, though you kept exactly to what mother and Camilla +asked, yet some of you, <i>somehow</i>, have been our good fairies. Perhaps +it was your sister Jacinth, perhaps it was Mrs Mildmay; and I am sure, +dear Francie, that if<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_267" id="Page_267">[Pg 267]</a></span> ever <i>you</i> had a chance you spoke kindly of us; +perhaps we shall never know exactly who did it, or how it was done, so +wisely and carefully as it must have been. But oh, we <i>do</i> thank you; if +you could see the difference in everything about us now, how we are all +as happy as the day's long, <i>you</i> would all feel happy just to see it. +Nearly every night, when we say our prayers, Margaret and I thank God +for having sent you and Jacinth to be our school-fellows at Miss +Scarlett's, and for the wonderful way things have come right."'</p> + +<p>Then followed a few details more interesting to Frances than of +consequence in themselves, about the lessons Bessie and Margaret had +been doing, and how well Camilla managed to teach them, and hopes that +'some day' the former school-fellows might meet again; ending up with +repetitions of the gratitude they felt <i>sure</i> they owed to somebody, and +'much love' from 'your affectionate friend, Elizabeth Vandeleur Harper.'</p> + +<p>'"Vandeleur" was Bessie's mother's name. She's very proud of it,' said +Frances, gazing admiringly at the pretty writing. Then she looked up +with glistening eyes. 'Mamma, Jass, isn't it <i>beautiful</i>? Isn't it +lovely to think they're so much happier?'</p> + +<p>Mrs Mildmay's own face was nearly as bright as Francie's.</p> + +<p>'I cannot <i>tell</i> you how glad and thankful I am,' she said. And she took +hold gently of Jacinth's hand. 'Doesn't it seem to follow up what we +were saying the other day after we had been at old Mrs Burton's?' she +whispered.</p> + +<p>But Jacinth's face looked pale, and her eyes had tears in them.</p> + +<p>'Mamma,' she said, 'I suppose you thought I wouldn't have been nice +about it, but I think you might have told<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_268" id="Page_268">[Pg 268]</a></span> me that you did get Lady +Myrtle to do something to help the Harpers. I can see that Francie knew +about it, and it is horrid to be in a way <i>thanked</i> by them, when—when +I have really been more a sort of enemy to them than a friend.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Mildmay had started a little at Jacinth's first words, for she had +in fact forgotten, in the consciousness of increasing sympathy between +her elder daughter and herself, how, at the time of her first appeal to +Lady Myrtle, she had judged it wiser to say nothing about it to Jacinth. +And now to her candid and naturally confiding nature this reticence gave +her almost a guilty feeling. But as Jacinth went on speaking, her mother +realised that she had done wisely.</p> + +<p>'Dear Jassie,' she said quietly, 'at that time I did think it better not +to tell you that I had interfered. I wanted to avoid all possibilities +of irritation till you got to know me better. And I did see that you +were prejudiced to some extent. But now I feel quite differently about +it, and I wish I had thought of telling you lately, though you must take +my not having done so as a proof of my feeling at one with you. For till +this minute I thought you did know. At least I forgot you did not. I +will tell you exactly how it came about.' And she did so, adding rather +sadly, as she concluded, 'And after all, dear, you see I was able to do +very little. Lady Myrtle will <i>not</i> think of them as her relations, and +grateful though they are for this present help, of course it is not +anything lasting; not what we would like to make sure of for their +future.'</p> + +<p>'No,' Jacinth agreed, 'I understand how you mean. Still, it is a very +good thing their father is so much better. I think they have a great +deal to thank you for, mamma—you, and Francie too, in her way. I think +they should know <i>I</i><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_269" id="Page_269">[Pg 269]</a></span> have not helped at all; it makes me feel +almost—dishonest. If Francie writes to Bessie, couldn't she say +something?'</p> + +<p>'Whatever she says about the matter at all must only be very slight and +vague,' said Mrs Mildmay. 'And, Jassie dear, you <i>do</i> feel kindly to +them now?'</p> + +<p>'I want to feel whatever's right,' Jacinth replied, and her tone was +wonderfully humble.</p> + +<p>'Then there is no need to enter into any explanations,' said Mrs +Mildmay. 'It would only hurt poor Bessie if you made any sort of +disclaimer of the friendliness they credit us all with. The only thing +you could ever do might perhaps be'——She hesitated.</p> + +<p>'What, mamma?' asked Jacinth.</p> + +<p>'Some day,' said her mother, 'you <i>may</i> have an opportunity of saying to +Lady Myrtle that you think you were a little prejudiced against them.'</p> + +<p>'Yes,' Jacinth agreed, 'perhaps it would be right. For, you see, mamma, +<i>she</i> thought I avoided speaking of them because I did not want to annoy +her, and I think I made myself believe that too. But now I see it wasn't +only that. It was partly a—I feel ashamed to think of it—a sort of +horrid jealousy, I am afraid, mamma.'</p> + +<p>And though she reddened as she made what to her was really a painful +confession, Jacinth's heart felt lighter from that moment. There was now +no shadow of misunderstanding between her mother and herself.</p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 228px;"> +<img src="images/i271.jpg" width="228" height="75" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_270" id="Page_270">[Pg 270]</a></span></p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/i272.jpg" width="550" height="137" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + +<h2>CHAPTER XVIII.</h2> + +<h3>'I WILL THINK IT OVER.'</h3> + + +<p>The very faint hope which the Mildmays—Jacinth especially—had +cherished that, after all, the coming Christmas might 'somehow' be spent +by them and Lady Myrtle together, soon faded.</p> + +<p>There was no question of the old lady's coming north, though in one of +her letters she spoke of the gladness with which she would have made the +effort had it been possible; and there was even no question of their all +joining her at Robin Redbreast, though but for a short visit, for in +November the fiat went forth which each winter she had secretly for some +years past been dreading—she must not remain in England. For her +chronic bronchitis was on her again, and a premature taste of winter in +the late autumn threatened for a week or two to turn this into something +worse.</p> + +<p>'For myself,' she wrote, 'I would rather stay at home and take the risk, +but I suppose it would be wrong, though really at my age I have little +sympathy with that excessive clinging to life one sees where one would +little expect it. But there is nothing to detain me here specially, and +it may be that I shall benefit by the change. I want to choose one of +the winter places I was so happy at more than once long ago, with <i>your</i> +mother, when she and I travelled together with my parents.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_271" id="Page_271">[Pg 271]</a></span></p> + +<p>For the letter was to Mrs Mildmay.</p> + +<p>And a fortnight or so later came another, which threw great excitement +into the house in St Wilfred's Place, where the children were doing +their best to give something of a festive and country look to the rather +dark rooms with the help of plenty of holly and mistletoe, which had +come in a Christmas hamper from Robin Redbreast, by Lady Myrtle's +orders, though she was no longer there. For by this time it was +Christmas Eve.</p> + +<p>This new letter was from abroad. The old lady was already settled in her +winter quarters. Which of the many southern resorts she had chosen +matters little, as it is no part of this simple story to describe +continental towns or foreign travel. And in this particular case there +would be little interest in either, seeing that these places are so well +known nowadays to the mass of English folk of the well-to-do classes, +that accounts of them are pretty sure to be monotonous repetitions. We +will call the spot selected 'Basse.'</p> + +<p>Lady Myrtle wrote cheerfully. She was better, and she was enjoying, as +old people learn to do, the chastened pleasure of recalling happy days +in the scenes she was now revisiting.</p> + +<p>'It is all wonderfully little changed,' she wrote. 'I drive along the +same roads, and walk slowly up and down the same terraces, where Lady +Jacinth and I used to talk together by the hour in our light-hearted +girlhood. I even fancy I recognise some of the shops we pass, for I am +able to stroll about the quieter streets a little with the help of my +good Clayton's arm. I have actually done a little shopping, the results +of which will, I trust, please you, trifling as they are. I am sending +off a little box by the Globe Express, which will, I hope, reach you by +Christmas Day. And now, dear<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_272" id="Page_272">[Pg 272]</a></span> Eugenia, for the point of my letter. It is +Clayton's idea; she burst out with it the other day when we were busy +about this same shopping. "Oh, my lady, if only Miss Jacinth—Miss +Mildmay I should say—were here it would be nice! She's just the young +lady to enjoy the change and not mind the quiet life, and she <i>would</i> +brighten you up." So will you spare her to me for the three or four +months I shall be here? I hesitate to ask it; you will miss her so. But +I am emboldened by the belief that it might be for the dear child's own +good. She could have excellent lessons of any or every kind, and some +amount of French talking, as I have a few old French friends in the +neighbourhood, near enough to spend a day with now and then. Her father +would bring her out, and, for my sake, I trust, not grudge the time and +fatigue. The whole expenses you would surely let me defray? You cannot +be hard-hearted enough to refuse <i>this</i>, dearest Eugenia.'</p> + +<p>Mrs Mildmay thought it over and talked it over with her husband: then +they laid it before Jacinth herself, giving her indeed the letter itself +to read. Jacinth's face crimsoned with pleasure and excitement, and her +eyes glistened. But in a moment or two they grew dewy.</p> + +<p>'Oh, mamma,' she exclaimed, 'it would be delightful. But—I cannot bear +to think of leaving you for so long.'</p> + +<p>These were sweet and grateful words to the mother's ears. But, as ever, +she took the cheerful and sensible view of the matter. The separation +would be but a short one, and it might really be of great advantage to +Jacinth. Besides which—and this argument, I think, had the most weight +with them all—was it not a duty to do what they could to please their +dear old friend?</p> + +<p>So a favourable and grateful answer was sent without<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_273" id="Page_273">[Pg 273]</a></span> much delay, and +before the new year was many days old, Jacinth and her father found +themselves speeding across France as fast as the <i>train de luxe</i> could +take them, to join Lady Myrtle in her winter home.</p> + +<p>Jacinth enjoyed it all, and there was a considerable amount of freshness +to her in the experience, though it was not entirely unknown ground. +For, as a young child, she had spent some time in the south of France +with her mother on her way to England, and she had once in later years +passed a week or two in Paris with Uncle Marmy and 'Granny.' But the +special place which Lady Myrtle had chosen was quite new to her, and it +had its own peculiar beauties and attractions.</p> + +<p>'Tell mamma,' she said to her father the morning before he was to leave, +'tell dear mamma and Francie that I am as happy as I can be anywhere +away from them. And I will work really hard at French and music, so that +I may be able to help Francie with hers. And it will please mamma, won't +it, papa, to hear how glad Lady Myrtle seems to have me?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, dear, I am sure it will,' said Colonel Mildmay cordially. 'I +cannot help feeling, personally, great pleasure in having been able to +do anything to gratify her. It was generous of her to give us the +opportunity of doing so.'</p> + +<p>'She <i>is</i> so generous,' said Jacinth warmly, 'so large hearted about +everything, isn't she, papa?'</p> + +<p>'She is indeed,' her father agreed with a little sigh, 'about everything +except <i>one</i> thing. It is curious and sad to see how very deep down are +her prepossessions on that subject. And I am the more hopeless about +them, because there is really no personal vindictiveness, or even, I may +say, prejudice mixed up with these convictions.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_274" id="Page_274">[Pg 274]</a></span></p> + +<p>'It <i>is</i> sad,' Jacinth agreed.</p> + +<p>The next morning saw Colonel Mildmay's departure for home.</p> + +<p>Then began for Jacinth a quiet, regular, but far from unenjoyable life. +Lady Myrtle had already made inquiries about the best teachers, and such +of these as undertook the special subjects the girl wished to give her +time to were engaged for her. So several hours of each day were soon +told off for lessons and preparation for them. As a rule, Lady Myrtle +drove out in the afternoon, her young guest accompanying her, sometimes +to pay calls to such of the visitors to the place as were old friends, +or in some few cases new acquaintances of hers; sometimes out into the +beautiful country in the neighbourhood, beautiful even in mid-winter, +where the views were as varied as charming.</p> + +<p>And as a rule, between twelve and one o'clock, sometimes too in the +afternoon if the old lady were not feeling well enough for a drive, +Jacinth went for a brisk walk with Clayton as her duenna.</p> + +<p>It was during one of these walks that something most unexpected happened +one day. Lady Myrtle had caught a slight cold and been forbidden to go +out. It was a bright but somewhat treacherous day, for though the +sunshine was warm there was a sharp, almost icy, 'under air' painfully +perceptible in the shade.</p> + +<p>'I feel roasted and frozen at once; don't you, Clayton?' said Jacinth +laughingly, as they crossed the road to get into the warmth, such as it +was, again.</p> + +<p>'Yes, indeed, Miss Mildmay,' the maid agreed. 'It's a day when you need +both a parasol and a muff together. For there is such a glare.'</p> + +<p>A glare there was, truly. Snow had been falling now and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_275" id="Page_275">[Pg 275]</a></span> then during the +last day or two, and though but in light and short showers, the ground +was sufficiently frozen for it to 'lie;' so that the sunshine, not +powerful enough to melt it, save here and there very superficially, was +reflected from the gleaming surface with extraordinary brilliancy.</p> + +<p>'We really should have snow spectacles,' Jacinth was saying, when a +sudden shock made her aware that in her dazzled state she had run foul +of some one or something standing on the pathway just in front of her.</p> + +<p>'I beg your pardon,' she exclaimed instinctively, and the stranger +turning sharply—for she had been looking in the forward +direction—almost at the same moment made the same apology, adding +quickly, when she heard Jacinth's English voice, 'I should not be +blocking up the'——But her sentence was never completed. 'Oh, can it be +you? Jacinth—Jacinth Mildmay? Is Frances here? Oh, how +delightful.—Camilla,' as an older girl came across the road in her +direction, 'Camilla, just fancy—this is Jacinth. I can scarcely believe +it,' and before Jacinth had had time to say a word, she felt two +clinging arms thrown round her neck, and kisses pressed on her burning +cheeks, by the sweet, loving lips of Bessie Harper.</p> + +<p>The blood had rushed to Jacinth's face in a torrent, and for a moment +she almost gasped for breath.</p> + +<p>'Bessie, Bessie dear, you are such a whirlwind. You have startled Miss +Mildmay terribly.'</p> + +<p>'I am so sorry,' said Bessie penitently, and then at last Jacinth was +able to answer the girl's inquiries, and explain how it had come about +that she alone of her family was here so far from home.</p> + +<p>'And are <i>you</i> all here?' she asked in return.</p> + +<p>'Yes,' Miss Harper answered, 'all of us except my eldest<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_276" id="Page_276">[Pg 276]</a></span> brother. The +two others are here temporarily; the little one who is going into the +navy got his Christmas holidays, and the other has his long leave just +now. And my father is so wonderfully better; you heard, you saw Bessie's +letter to Frances?' and Camilla's face grew rosy in its turn.</p> + +<p>'Oh yes,' Jacinth replied. 'We were very, very glad. Frances wrote +almost at once.'</p> + +<p>Bessie shook her head.</p> + +<p>'I never got the letter,' she said; 'but we have missed several, I am +afraid. We have been moving about so. Cannot you come to see us, +Jacinth? Mother, and father too, would love to see you. We are living a +little way out in the country at the village of St Rémi; we have got a +dear little house there. Camilla and I came in for shopping this +morning. Couldn't you come back with us to luncheon? We could bring you +home this afternoon, and your maid would take back word to—to Lady +Myrtle Goodacre.'</p> + +<p>'I am afraid I cannot,' said Jacinth, with some constraint in her voice. +'I never go out anywhere without asking Lady Myrtle's leave.'</p> + +<p>'Of course not,' Camilla interposed. 'It would not do at all. You must +do as you think best, Miss Mildmay, about getting permission to come to +see us. I beg you to believe that, if you think it better not to ask +it,' she spoke in a lowered tone, so as to be unheard by Clayton, 'we +shall neither blame you nor misunderstand you. And now, perhaps, we had +best not keep you waiting longer.'</p> + +<p>She held out her hand with the same quiet friendliness as appeared in +her words; not perhaps <i>quite</i> without a touch of dignity almost +approaching to <i>hauteur</i> in the pose of her pretty head as she gave the +unasked assurance. Jacinth thanked her—what else could she do?—feeling +curiously<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_277" id="Page_277">[Pg 277]</a></span> small. There was something refreshing in the parting hug +which Bessie bestowed upon her, ere they separated to follow their +respective roads, but Jacinth was very silent all the way home.</p> + +<p>'Nice young ladies,' remarked Clayton. 'They are old friends of yours, +Miss Jacinth, no doubt?'</p> + +<p>'The younger one was at school with my sister and me,' the girl replied, +for Clayton's position as a very old and valued servant removed all +flavour of freedom or presumingness from her observations. 'But I +scarcely know the older one.'</p> + +<p>And for the rest of the way home she was unusually silent. Her mind was +hard at work. Jacinth was passing through a crisis. Should she tell Lady +Myrtle of the Harpers being in the near neighbourhood, or should she +not? There was no obligation upon her to do so; their name had not been +alluded to, even if Clayton should mention to her mistress the meeting +with the young ladies, nothing would be easier than for Jacinth to pass +it off with some light remark. And with the temptation to act this +negatively unfriendly part awoke again the sort of jealous irritation at +the whole position, which she believed herself to have quite overcome.</p> + +<p>'They perfectly haunt us,' she said to herself: 'why in the world should +they have chosen Basse out of all the quantity of places there are? And +to think'—this was a very ugly thought—'that but for mamma they +wouldn't have been able to come abroad at all! Why should they spoil my +little happy time with Lady Myrtle? And very likely no good would come +to them of my telling her that they are here. She would be sure to +refuse to see them.'</p> + +<p>But what if it were so? Did that affect her own present duty?<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_278" id="Page_278">[Pg 278]</a></span></p> + +<p>'It might annoy Lady Myrtle,' whispered an insidious voice; but had not +Mrs Mildmay risked far more in her outspoken appeal, when still almost a +stranger to her mother's friend? Would not the concealment of so simple +a circumstance as her meeting the Harper girls be more than negative +unfriendliness? would it not savour of want of candour and selfish +calculation, such as in after years Jacinth would blush to remember? And +again there sounded in her ears the old north-country woman's quaint +words: 'It do seem to me, ma'am, as there's two kinds of honesty.'</p> + +<p>And Jacinth lifted her head and took her resolution.</p> + +<p>That afternoon there was to be no drive, as the old lady had caught a +slight cold. And after luncheon Jacinth came and sat beside her in her +favourite position, a low stool beside Lady Myrtle's chair, whence she +could rest one elbow on her friend's knee and look up into her kind old +face with the strangely familiar dark eyes, which were dearer to Robin +Redbreast's owner than even the girl herself suspected.</p> + +<p>'I want to talk to you, dear Lady Myrtle,' she began. 'I want to tell +you whom I met this morning,' and she related simply what had occurred.</p> + +<p>The old lady started a little as Jacinth spoke the names 'Camilla and +Bessie Harper.' But then she answered quietly: 'It was right of you to +tell me, dear,' she said. 'And you need not fear its annoying me. It is +strange that they should have chosen Basse, but really it does not +matter to us in the least. I am very glad the father is so much better. +Now let us talk of something else, dear.'</p> + +<p>Now came the hard bit of Jacinth's task.</p> + +<p>'Dear Lady Myrtle, that isn't all; it's only the first part of what I +have to say,' she began tremulously. 'I want to tell you <i>everything</i>, +more even than I told mamma, for till<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_279" id="Page_279">[Pg 279]</a></span> to-day I don't think I saw it +quite so plainly. I have not been as good and true as you have thought +me; nothing like Frances, or mamma, of course. And I feel now that you +must know the worst of me. I shall never be happy till you do, even +though it is horrible to own how mean I have been.'</p> + +<p>Lady Myrtle sat silent, too bewildered at first to speak. What had come +to Jacinth, so quiet and self-controlled as she usually was? But she +held the girl's hand and said gently, 'Tell me anything that is on your +mind, dear child, though I think—I cannot help thinking—that you are +exaggerating whatever it is that you think you have done wrong.'</p> + +<p>Then out it all came: the confession that many would hardly have +understood—would have called morbid and fanciful, perhaps. But Lady +Myrtle's perceptions were keen, her moral ideal very high, her sympathy +great; and she did not make the mistake of crushing back the girl's +confidence by making light of the feelings and even actions which +Jacinth's own conscience told her had been wrong. One thing only she +could not resist suggesting as a touch of comfort.</p> + +<p>'I think, latterly at any rate, dear, you <i>were</i> influenced by the fear +of troubling me. You must allow that.'</p> + +<p>'Well, yes,' Jacinth agreed. 'But even then I should not have let even +that make me uncandid and—and—almost plotting against them.'</p> + +<p>'No, no, dear; don't say such things of yourself. And now you may put it +quite out of your mind for ever. You have been only too severe on +yourself. But try to understand one thing, dear; <i>no</i> child could be to +me what you are. Even—even if these young people had been in happy +relations with me, as of course, but for past miseries, might have been +the case, they would not have been <i>Jacinth</i>.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_280" id="Page_280">[Pg 280]</a></span></p> + +<p>'No; I know it is for grandmother's sake you care for me so much more +than I deserve,' said the girl, as she wiped away her tears, 'and even +in that way I should not have been jealous. I did not know it was +jealousy. I have never realised before that I could be jealous. But I +cannot put it quite off my mind till you let me feel I have done +something to make up. Lady Myrtle, dear Lady Myrtle, <i>may</i> I ask them to +come to see you? I know they are longing to thank you. And oh, it would +make me so happy!'</p> + +<p>'I will think it over, my dear,' was all Lady Myrtle would commit +herself to. But even that was something.</p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 250px;"> +<img src="images/i282.jpg" width="250" height="251" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_281" id="Page_281">[Pg 281]</a></span></p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/i283.jpg" width="550" height="135" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + + +<h2>CHAPTER XIX.</h2> + +<h3>UNCLE MARMY'S GATES.</h3> + + +<p>When people really and thoroughly want to do right, and do not content +themselves by <i>saying</i> they want to do so, I doubt if they are ever for +long left in perplexity. Jacinth Mildmay had found it so. She had +courageously dismissed all the specious arguments about 'troubling Lady +Myrtle,' 'not going out of her way to dictate to her elders,' or +'interfering in their affairs,' and had simply and honestly done what +her innermost conscience dictated. And now, as to how she was to act +about and towards the Harpers, she was content to wait.</p> + +<p>But Lady Myrtle did not keep her very long in suspense. She too had put +aside every consideration but the one—what was her duty to the Harper +family?—and she had found solid ground.</p> + +<p>'My dear Jacinth,' she said, the second morning after the unexpected +meeting of the former school-fellows, 'I have decided that it would be +unkind and ungracious to keep Captain and Mrs Harper and their children +at arm's length, if—if it would be any satisfaction to them to see me, +as they like to think I have been of help to them. So I intend to drive +out to St Rémi to call upon them.'</p> + +<p>Jacinth looked up with a bright smile.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_282" id="Page_282">[Pg 282]</a></span></p> + +<p>'I am so glad, Lady Myrtle,' she added impulsively; 'I do think you are +so very good.'</p> + +<p>The old lady shook her head sadly.</p> + +<p>'My dear,' she said, 'the bitterest part of approaching the end of life +is the realising how terribly, how overwhelmingly other than "good" one +has been, and how little time remains in which to make amends. As +regards one's self the recognising this is salutary; the more one feels +it, the more thankful one should be. But it is about others: it is +terrible to think of the harm one has done, the good one has left +undone. If I had been more patient—more pitiful—more ready to make +allowance for their strange weakness of character—with—with my poor +brothers'——</p> + +<p>Her voice broke; the last words were almost inaudible: it was very +wonderful for her to say so much. And a new ray of light seemed to flash +on Jacinth's path as she listened. If such a thing were possible, if it +could come to pass that Lady Myrtle should reinstate her nephew and his +family in their natural place in her affection and regard, what +happiness, what softening of past sorrows might such a change not bring +to the sorely tried heart of her old friend. And a rush of unselfish +enthusiasm came over the young girl.</p> + +<p>'Anything <i>I</i> can do to further it, I shall do,' she determined, and at +that moment died away the last fast-withering remains of jealousy in her +heart that the Harpers might in any way replace her in Lady Myrtle's +regard.</p> + +<p>It seemed like an encouragement—an endorsement of this secretly +registered vow—when Lady Myrtle spoke again.</p> + +<p>'Does it make you happy, dear child, to hear what I have resolved to do? +I hope so; for your feelings, your self-blame<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_283" id="Page_283">[Pg 283]</a></span> so honestly avowed, +though I think you exaggerate the need of it, have helped to influence +me. I know how bitter such self-blame may grow to be, and my darling +Jacinth, I want to feel, when I come to die, that at least I have +brought nothing but good into <i>your</i> young life.'</p> + +<p>'Dear Lady Myrtle,' said Jacinth, 'what you tell me makes me happier +than I can express; far, far happier than I have deserved to be.'</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>They went the next day. Lady Myrtle's cold was better, and for the +season, the weather was wonderfully mild. Jacinth had hesitated about +accompanying her old friend, but Lady Myrtle insisted upon her doing so.</p> + +<p>'It will make it far easier and less constrained for me,' she said, 'and +considering everything it seems to me only natural.'</p> + +<p>They had luncheon early, and set off immediately after. Less than half +an hour's drive brought them to the picturesque little village, which +was in fact scarcely more than a suburb of the town of Basse.</p> + +<p>'Villa Malmaison' was the direction, and soon the coachman drew up at a +gate opening on to the road, for there was no drive up to the house. The +footman was preparing to enter, but when he came round for his +instructions, Lady Myrtle stopped him.</p> + +<p>'No,' she said, 'you can wait here. We will get out at once.—I have a +fancy,' she said to Jacinth, 'for going straight up to the house without +being announced.'</p> + +<p>It was a small and simple place; a balcony ran round the ground floor, +and there in a long chair—a deck chair—a gentleman was half lying, +half sitting, for the day was mild, and the house had a south exposure. +At the sound<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_284" id="Page_284">[Pg 284]</a></span> of their slow footsteps—for Lady Myrtle was feebler than +of yore—he looked up, then rose courteously, and came forward to meet +them. He was a tall thin man with gray hair, and with evident traces of +delicate health and suffering upon him, and he walked lame. But his +smile was both bright and sweet; his keen dark eyes not unlike Lady +Myrtle's own.</p> + +<p>'Can I'——he began, for the first instant's glance revealed to him that +the new-comers were English, but a sort of exclamation from Lady Myrtle +arrested him.</p> + +<p>'Jacinth,' she had just whispered, and for a second she leant so heavily +on the girl's arm that Jacinth feared she was going to faint, 'it must +be he—my nephew—he is so, so <i>wonderfully</i> like my father.'</p> + +<p>And before Jacinth could reply, the old lady straightened herself again, +and drawing her arm away from her young guide, seemed to hurry forward +with a little cry.</p> + +<p>'Are you Reginald?' she said. 'My nephew? You must be. Oh Reginald, I am +your old Aunt Myrtle.'</p> + +<p>And then—all the plans and formalities were set at naught. The two tall +figures enfolded each other in an embrace like that of an aged mother +and a long absent son.</p> + +<p>'Aunt Myrtle, my dear aunt!' Jacinth heard the kind, cheery voice +exclaim, though in accents broken by sudden emotion. 'You who have been +so good to us, to whom I owe my life. But this—this coming yourself is +the kindest of all.'</p> + +<p>Then Jacinth turned and fled—fled down a path leading somewhere or +nowhere, till she found herself at the other side of the house, and ran +full tilt against Bessie, who was coming out to see what was happening. +For sounds carried<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_285" id="Page_285">[Pg 285]</a></span> far in the clear frosty air, and visitors were an +event at the little St Rémi villa.</p> + +<p>'Jacinth,' she exclaimed, catching hold of the flying girl, 'what is +it?'</p> + +<p>'Oh Bessie, it's everything—everything beautiful and wonderful. But we +mustn't interrupt them. Take me into the house and call Camilla and your +mother, and I'll explain it all.'</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>That was the beginning, but by no means the end. Far from it indeed. For +even if Jacinth lives to be a very old woman, I think she will always +look back upon the next few weeks at Basse—the weeks before the Harpers +returned to England, which they did before the doctors considered it +quite safe for Lady Myrtle to face the northern spring—as among the +happiest she ever knew. There were several reasons for this. There was +the great and unselfish pleasure of seeing the quiet restful content on +her dear old friend's face, and knowing that in some measure she had +been the means of bringing it there; there was the delight of writing +home with the news of the happy state of things that had come about, and +receiving her full meed of sympathy and appreciation from her father and +mother and faithful little Frances; and lastly, there was the, to +Jacinth, really new pleasure of thoroughly congenial companionship of +her own age. For at school her habit of reserve and self-dependence had +come in the way of her making friends, and she was so accustomed to +taking the lead and being the elder, that she was slow to enter into the +give and take on more or less equal ground that is an essential +condition of pleasant and profitable intercourse between the young.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_286" id="Page_286">[Pg 286]</a></span></p> + +<p>And her ideal friend—much as she learned to love and esteem hearty +generous Bessie and gentle little Margaret—Jacinth's friend of friends +came to be Camilla, whose two or three years' seniority seemed only to +bring them closer, for Jacinth was in many ways 'old for her age.'</p> + +<p>Yes, it was a happy time, even though now and then some twinges of +self-reproach made Jacinth feel how little she had at one time merited +the loving confidence with which her new friends treated her.</p> + +<p>'But that you must bear, my dear,' said Lady Myrtle, when on one or two +occasions this feeling grew so acute that she had to express it to some +one. 'Take it as your punishment if you think you deserve it. For it +would be cruel to distress these candid, unselfish girls by confessions +of ill-will or prejudice which no longer exist. For my sake, dear +Jacinth, for my sake too, try now to "let the dead past bury its dead."'</p> + +<p>And the girl did so.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>Some happy years followed this good beginning. Years not untouched by +trouble and trials, but with an undercurrent of good. Barmettle never +became a congenial home, but Jacinth as she grew older lost her extreme +dislike to it, in the happiness of being all together, and knowing that +not only was her father satisfied with his work, but that many +opportunities for helping others were open to herself and Frances, as +well as to their active unselfish mother.</p> + +<p>And bright holidays with Lady Myrtle, when old Robin Redbreast stretched +his wings in some wonderful way so as to take in his kind owner's +grand-nephews and nieces as well as the Mildmay party, went far to +reconcile Jacinth<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_287" id="Page_287">[Pg 287]</a></span> and Frances to the gloom and chill of their home in +the north.</p> + +<p>Perhaps Christmas was the most trying time. For a merry family party +would have been something to look forward to at that season. But the +dear old lady, alas! had spent her last Christmas in England that +year—that first year at Thetford—when Jacinth and Frances and Eugene +were her guests. For her health grew more and more fragile, and every +season her time at Robin Redbreast had to be cut shorter and shorter, +till at length barely six months of the twelve could be spent by her in +England.</p> + +<p>Most winters Jacinth spent some part of with her at Basse, and sometimes +Camilla or Bessie replaced her. One year the whole Mildmay family joined +her for two months. So there were many pleasant mitigations of her +enforced banishment, though it gradually became impossible for those who +had learned to love her so dearly to blind themselves to the fact that +the gentle old woman was not far from the end of her chequered and at +one time lonely life.</p> + +<p>And one day in the early spring-time, when the sunshine was already warm +and the sky already deeply blue in the genial south, when the snowdrops +were raising their pretty timid heads in the garden at Robin Redbreast, +and the birds were beginning to hope that the winter was over and gone, +Lady Myrtle died. There was no one with her at the time. Captain Harper +had left her but the week before, and Jacinth Mildmay was to have joined +her a few days later.</p> + +<p>'If I could but have been with her, mamma,' said the girl among her +tears.</p> + +<p>But perhaps it was better not. To some natures the sorrow of others is +very hard to see, and I think Lady Myrtle was one of those. Jacinth was +nineteen at the time<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_288" id="Page_288">[Pg 288]</a></span> of her old friend's death. Two years of Colonel +Mildmay's time at Barmettle had yet to expire.</p> + +<p>'We shall miss our summers at Robin Redbreast sadly, mamma, shall we +not?' she said one day. 'What is to be done about it? Is it to be sold, +or are the Harpers to have it? I hope so. Does papa know?'</p> + +<p>'He has only heard about it recently,' said her mother. 'He and Captain +Harper are Lady Myrtle's executors, but there has been a good deal of +trouble and delay, for owing to her death having taken place abroad, +some difficulties occurred about proving the will. But now I believe all +is right, and your father is going to tell you about it.'</p> + +<p>At that moment the door opened and Colonel Mildmay came in. He glanced +at his wife with a half-inquiry in his eyes when he saw that she and his +daughter were talking seriously.</p> + +<p>'Yes,' replied Mrs Mildmay to his unspoken question, 'I was just saying +to Jacinth that you were going to explain to her about our dear old +friend's disposal of things.'</p> + +<p>'I happened to ask mamma if the Harpers were going to live at Robin +Redbreast,' said Jacinth. 'Somehow I hadn't thought about it before.'</p> + +<p>'It must have been a "brain wave,"' said her father, 'for only this +morning I decided to have a talk with you about it.'</p> + +<p>Jacinth looked up with a slight feeling of apprehension. Colonel +Mildmay's tone was very grave. But she had no reason for misgiving: she +knew she had never—since her eyes had been awakened to the prejudice +and jealousy she was in danger of yielding to—never felt or expressed +anything<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_289" id="Page_289">[Pg 289]</a></span> but sincere esteem and affection for Lady Myrtle's relations.</p> + +<p>'I don't want to hear anything in particular, papa,' she said gently, +'but just as you like, of course. It was only,' and her voice faltered a +little, 'the associations with Robin Redbreast. We have been so happy +there: I shouldn't like strangers to have it.'</p> + +<p>'Strangers are not going to have it,' Colonel Mildmay replied. 'But it +is not left to the Harpers. They did not wish it. They have no special +liking for that neighbourhood, and it suits them far better to make +their headquarters farther south. But I know you will be glad to hear, +Jacinth, that their aunt has left them a most fair and equitable +proportion of the property at her disposal. They have no cause for +future anxiety at all. Captain Harper is more than satisfied; he had +expected nothing of the kind, and I perfectly believe that if, as he +says, "just a little token of her restored goodwill" had been all that +was to come to them, he would have been content. I never met with more +truly unworldly and unselfish people.'</p> + +<p>He stopped for a moment.</p> + +<p>'I am so glad, so very glad,' said Jacinth.</p> + +<p>'And the Elvedons too are very grateful,' continued her father, 'for +besides what they knew was to be theirs, she has left them her town +house—a much better one than they have had hitherto. Then her favourite +charities have no reason to complain; she has forgotten nothing and no +one'——</p> + +<p>Again he hesitated, and for some undefined reason Jacinth's heart began +to beat faster.</p> + +<p>'And Robin Redbreast, my dear child; Robin Redbreast is—is to be +yours.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_290" id="Page_290">[Pg 290]</a></span></p> + +<p>'Oh, papa,' exclaimed the girl with a curious choking sensation. 'Oh, +papa; is it right? Do you and mamma think it is?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, dear. I think it is right. It is depriving no one of anything they +had a claim upon. For Lady Myrtle had considerable savings: some part of +those she surely had every right to leave as her own feelings prompted. +Some of the land is to be sold; just enough kept to make the little +place complete of its kind and not too expensive to manage. Enough money +will be yours—or ours—Lady Myrtle wished it to be considered our home +in the meantime, anyway, and she has managed all so that, if or when you +marry, a certain separation of income can be easily made—for real +comfort without extravagance or display. And some of her private +charities she has left in your hands, trusting to your good judgment and +unselfishness. All has been excellently thought over and wisely +arranged.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, papa; oh, mamma!' was still all that Jacinth could say. But after a +moment or two she asked the question which she had so much at heart, +'Shall we all go to live there?'</p> + +<p>'Part of the year certainly. And when my time here is out—you will be +of age by then, Jass—perhaps I may feel that the day for taking it +easier has come, and I may get some less onerous post nearer Thetford. +But there is time enough for these details. Now run and tell Francie. I +know you are longing to do so.'</p> + +<p>So the curious prevision of the future which had come over them all at +'Uncle Marmy's gates' was actually fulfilled. And kind Uncle Marmy +himself came home before very long to find it so.</p> + +<p>There is talk of his leaving off soldiering—he has seen<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_291" id="Page_291">[Pg 291]</a></span> some active +service in the East of late—and taking up his abode in his own home at +Stannesley. For he has been economical to some purpose. And Jacinth, who +still builds castles in the air in her quiet way, has one under +construction on the completed roof of which a flag <i>may</i> fly some day. +It is that the very nicest and most entirely delightful wife Marmaduke +Denison could possibly find, were he to search all the four quarters of +the globe, would be Camilla Harper.</p> + +<h4>THE END.</h4> + +<p class="center"> +Edinburgh:<br /> +Printed by W. & R. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Robin Redbreast + A Story for Girls + +Author: Mary Louisa Molesworth + +Illustrator: Robert Barnes + +Release Date: July 18, 2008 [EBook #26085] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK ROBIN REDBREAST *** + + + + +Produced by Chris Curnow, Lindy Walsh, Josephine Paolucci +and the Online Distributed Proofreading Team at +https://www.pgdp.net. + + + + + + +[Illustration: The old lady tapped her stick impatiently on the hard +gravel. + +PAGE 36.] + + + + +ROBIN REDBREAST + +A STORY FOR GIRLS + +BY + +MRS MOLESWORTH + +AUTHOR OF 'CARROTS;' 'THE PALACE IN THE GARDEN;' 'A CHARGE FULFILLED;' +'IMOGEN;' 'THE BEWITCHED LAMP,' etc. + +WITH SIX ILLUSTRATIONS BY ROBERT BARNES + +W. & R. CHAMBERS, LIMITED +LONDON AND EDINBURGH + + + A good old country lodge, half hid with blooms + Of honeyed green, and quaint with straggling rooms. + + LEIGH HUNT. + + Give me simplicity, that I may know Thy ways, + Know them and practise them. + + GEORGE HERBERT. + + + + +CONTENTS. + + +CHAPTER PAGE + +I. THE HOUSE IN THE LANE 7 + +II. THE OLD LADY 23 + +III. TWO JACINTHS 39 + +IV. A LETTER AND A DISCUSSION 54 + +V. AN OLD STORY 69 + +VI. BESSIE'S MISGIVINGS 84 + +VII. AN INVITATION 99 + +VIII. DELICATE GROUND 116 + +IX. THE INDIAN MAIL 135 + +X. THE HARPERS' HOME 150 + +XI. GREAT NEWS 164 + +XII. '"CAMILLA" AND "MARGARET," YES' 181 + +XIII. MAMMA 192 + +XIV. A COURAGEOUS PLEADER 206 + +XV. LADY MYRTLE'S INTENTIONS 224 + +XVI. A BITTER DISAPPOINTMENT 239 + +XVII. TWO DEGREES OF HONESTY 255 + +XVIII. I WILL THINK IT OVER 270 + +XIX. UNCLE MARMY'S GATES 281 + + + + +LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS. + + +THE OLD LADY TAPPED HER STICK IMPATIENTLY ON THE +HARD GRAVEL _Frontispiece_ + +AND THEN FRANCES RELATED THE WHOLE, MARGARET LISTENING +INTENTLY TILL ALMOST THE END Page 75 + +JACINTH'S BROWS CONTRACTED, AND THE LINES OF HER +DELICATE FACE HARDENED, BUT SHE SAID NOTHING 141 + +JACINTH SAT DOWN ON A STOOL AT LADY MYRTLE'S FEET +AND LOOKED UP IN HER FACE 177 + +'IT IS SO GOOD OF YOU, MEETING ME LIKE THIS,' THE +YOUNGER WOMAN WHISPERED 207 + +'AH WELL!' SAID LADY MYRTLE, 'ANOTHER DREAM VANISHED!' 243 + + + + +ROBIN REDBREAST. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +THE HOUSE IN THE LANE. + + +It stood not very far from the corner--the corner where the lane turned +off from the high-road. And it suited its name, or its name suited it. +It was such a pretty, cosy-looking house, much larger really than it +seemed at the first glance, for it spread out wonderfully at the back. + +It was red too--the out-jutting front, where the deep porch was, looking +specially red, in contrast with the wings, which were entirely covered +with ivy, while this centre was kept clear of any creepers. And high up, +almost in the roof, two curious round windows, which caught and +reflected the sunset glow--for the front was due west--over the top of +the wall, itself so ivy grown that it seemed more like a hedge, might +easily have been taken as representing two bright, watchful eyes. For +these windows were, or always looked as if they were, spotlessly clean +and shining. + +'What a quaint name! how uncommon and picturesque!' people used to say +the first time they saw the house and heard what it was called. I don't +know if it will spoil the prettiness and the quaintness if I reveal its +real origin. Not so _very_ long ago, the old house was a queer, rambling +inn, and its sign was the redbreasted bird himself; somewhere up in the +attics, the ancient board that used to swing and creak of a windy night, +was still hidden--it may perhaps be there to this day! And somebody (it +does not matter who, for it was not any somebody that has to do with +this story) took a fancy to the house--fast growing dilapidated, and in +danger of sinking from a respectable old inn into a very undesirable +public-house, for the coaches had left off running, and the old traffic +was all at an end--and bought it just in time to save it from such +degradation. + +This somebody repaired and restored it to a certain extent, and then +sold it again. The new owner enlarged and improved it, and built the +high wall which now looked so venerable; for already this was many, many +years ago. The present owner of Robin Redbreast was the daughter of this +gentleman--or nobleman rather--and she had lived in it ever since the +death of her husband, fully twenty years ago. + +She was an old woman now. Her name was Lady Myrtle Goodacre. The +Goodacres, her husband's family, belonged to a distant county, and when +_her_ Mr Goodacre died, her connection with his part of the country +seemed to cease, for she had no children, and her thoughts turned to the +neighbourhood of her own old home, and the pretty quaint house not very +far from it, which had been left her by her father, the late earl. And +thither she came. But she was not exactly a sociable old lady, and few +of the Thetford people knew her. So that there grew to be a slight +flavour of mystery about Robin Redbreast. + +The lane was about three-quarters of a mile from the little town of +Thetford. Not that it was a little town in its own estimation; like +many small things, it thought itself decidedly important. It was a +pleasant, healthy place, and of late years it had wakened up a good deal +in some directions, of which education was one, so that several families +with boys and girls in want of schooling came and settled there. For the +grammar-school was now prospering under an excellent and energetic +head-master, and there was talk of a high-school for girls. + +But this latter institution was still in the clouds or the air, and so +far, the girls of Thetford families had to content themselves with the +teaching to be obtained at two steady-going, somewhat old-fashioned +private schools, of which the respective heads were, oddly enough, the +Misses Scarlett and the Misses Green. There were three Misses Scarlett +and two Misses Green (I fear they were more often described as 'The Miss +Scarletts' and 'The Miss Greens'), and all five were ladies of most +estimable character. + +There was no rivalry between the two schools. Each had and held its own +place and line. Ivy Lodge and Brook Bank were perfectly distinct, so +distinct that neither trod on the other's toes. The former, that +presided over by the Scarlett sisters, was recognisedly for the +daughters of the Thetford upper ten thousand; Brook Bank existed for the +little maidens belonging to the shopkeepers and small farmers of and +near the town. Nowadays a high-school would ignore such distinctions and +absorb them all--whether for better or worse is a matter of opinion. But +as things were, I don't think any harm came from the division of +classes; thanks in great measure, very probably, to the good sense and +feeling of the heads of the two schools. On the rare occasions on which +the Misses Scarlett met the Misses Green--at great parish entertainments +or fancy fairs--the latter gave precedence to the former with ready and +smiling deference, sure to be graciously acknowledged by old +white-haired Miss Scarlett with a kindly hand-shake or 'Many thanks, +Miss Green;' the younger sisters following suit. For the Scarletts were +well-born, much better born, indeed, than some of their pupils, and the +Greens had got themselves educated with difficulty, and in their present +position were higher on the social ladder than any of their progenitors +had ever been--higher socially and more successful practically than they +themselves had in past days dared to hope to be. Financially speaking, +it was well known in Thetford that the Greens had made a much better +thing of their school than the Scarletts. The Scarletts were inclined to +be too liberal and too generous. Their boarders were in many instances +the children of former friends or connections, who found it convenient +to trade upon such ties when the questions and difficulties of education +arose, and to suggest that _their_ daughters might be taken on a +different footing. + +In a side-street running out of the market-place stood a few well-built, +old, red-brick houses, which were considered among the 'best' residences +in Thetford. No two of them were exactly alike: some were nearly twice +as large as the others; one was high and narrow, its neighbour short and +broad. They were only alike in this, that they all opened straight on to +the wide pavement, and had walled-in, sunny gardens at the back. + +In one of the smaller of these houses--a prim, thin-looking house, too +tall for its breadth--lived a maiden lady, well known by some of the +Thetford folk, not indeed _unknown_ to any, for she had made her home in +the town for many years. Her name was Miss Mildmay, or to be quite +correct, Miss Alison Mildmay. For the actual Miss Mildmay was her +niece, a very young girl whom you will hear more about presently. + +Miss Alison Mildmay was a very old friend of the Misses Scarlett. + +At Number 9 Market Square Place--that was the name of the short row of +houses I have described--some six months or so before the date at which +I think this story may really be said to begin, there had been an +arrival one evening. + +It was late October: the days were drawing in; it was almost dark when +the fly from the two-miles-off railway station--I should have explained +that there was no station at Thetford; the inhabitants had petitioned +against the railway coming near them, and now their children had to +suffer the inconvenience of this shortsightedness as best they +might--drew up at Miss Mildmay's door, and out of it stepped four +people--three children, and a young man scarcely more than a boy. There +were two girls, looking about twelve and fourteen, a little fellow of +six or seven, and the young man. + +They were all in mourning, and they were all very silent, though in the +momentary delay before the door was opened, the eldest member of the +party found time to whisper to the girls a word or two of encouragement. + +'Try to be cheery, darlings,' he said. 'There's nothing to be afraid of, +you know.' + +'I'm not afraid, Uncle Marmy,' replied the elder; 'I'm only _awfully_ +dull. If--oh, if Francie and I were old enough for you to be going to +take us out to papa and mamma. Oh, if only'---- + +'Hush,' whispered Uncle Marmy. He looked young to be an uncle, younger +still to be, as he was, a full-fledged lieutenant in the 200th. 'Hush, +dear,' as the door opened. + +Miss Mildmay was at home--it would have been strange had she not been +so, considering that she had known for quite a week the exact day and +hour at which her guests were expected. But it would have seemed less +strange and more natural had she been there in the hall, hurrying +forward to meet them, instead of waiting, to all appearance calmly +enough, in the long bare drawing-room, into which the parlour-maid at +once ushered them. She was a small woman, neat and pleasing in +appearance, and her manner was sufficiently cordial as she came forward; +though the reverse of demonstrative, it was dry rather than cold. + +'You are very punctual,' she said as she kissed the children and shook +hands with their young escort, saying as she did so, 'Mr Denison, I +presume?' + +'Yes,' he replied; adding in a cheerful tone, 'it is a case of +introducing ourselves all round. You have never seen my--"our" I may +say--nieces and nephew before?' + +'No,' said Miss Mildmay. 'I am a very, an exceedingly busy person, and I +rarely leave home, and never have visitors. So, though my brother's +children have been so many years in England, they might have been as +many more without our meeting, but for--these unforeseen circumstances.' + +It seemed as if some less vague expression had been on her lips, but +glancing round, she had caught sight of a tremulous flutter amidst the +black garments of the two girls seated beside her--the elder stretching +out her hand to clasp her sister's. Miss Alison Mildmay dreaded 'scenes' +of all things; possibly, too, she felt conscious that her words sounded +harsh. For she added quickly, 'Of course, I don't count these young +folk as visitors. I hope they will very soon feel quite at home here, +and no doubt we shall fall into each other's ways nicely.' + +The little speech cost her an effort; but she was rewarded for it. +Marmaduke Denison could not restrain an audible sigh of relief. + +'Thank you,' he said, with what sounded almost exaggerated fervour, +'thank you so much. It is--it has been very good of you to--to arrange +as you have done. I assure you my sister and Mildmay appreciate it +thoroughly.' + +A shade of stiffness returned again to her manner. + +'I quite understand my brother,' she said coldly. And though Uncle Marmy +was too deeply in earnest to mind the snub, he wished he had answered +less effusively. + +'Do you think Eugene is like his father?' he said quietly, drawing +forward the little fellow, who had been standing somewhat in the +background. + +The aunt's face softened again. And truly the boy was a pleasant object +for her eyes to rest upon. He was very fair as to hair and complexion, +though his eyes were dark and wistful; he was an extremely pretty child. + +'Yes,' she said more cordially than she had yet spoken. 'He is like +Frank, but he has his mother's eyes.' + +Again the feeling of relief stole over the young man. + +'She can't be so cold as she seems,' he reflected. 'I fancy I could get +on with her, and I daresay Francie and Eugene will. It is Jacinth I am +anxious about.' And he glanced at the elder girl, as the thought passed +through his mind. So far neither she nor her sister had spoken. Jacinth +sat there with a grave, almost expressionless face, her lips compressed +in a way which her uncle knew well. And suddenly he became aware of a +curious thing. It almost made him smile. This was an undoubted +resemblance between his elder niece and her aunt! + +'I wonder how that will work,' he thought. 'I wonder if it is only +superficial or if it goes deeper? If so, I hope poor Jass will have a +wider life than has evidently fallen to the lot of this good lady.' And +then, as it struck him that they were all sitting silent in most +constrained discomfort, he thrust aside his reflections and forced his +attention to return to the present. + +'Perhaps I had better be looking up my quarters at the inn,' he said, +rising. 'I found I could get up to town practically almost as early by +the morning's express as by a night train. So if you will allow me, Miss +Mildmay, I will look in first thing to-morrow for another glimpse of +these little people.' + +'But you will return to dine--at least not to dine, but--well, call it +high tea or supper, whichever you like,' said his hostess, cordially. +'Unless, of course, you prefer'---- + +Marmaduke stood irresolute. He was desperately afraid of annoying Miss +Mildmay. + +'Oh no, of course not,' he began, 'but I'm'---- + +A sudden impulse seized Jacinth. She felt as if she must do +something--if she sat still a moment longer she would burst into tears. +She sprang to her feet and caught her uncle's arm. 'Oh, _do_ come back, +Marmy,' she said. 'You don't know.--Aunt Alison, do say he must.' + +'Of course he must,' said Miss Mildmay. 'I am not going out this evening +as I usually do. I have given myself a holiday in honour of your +arrival, so pray come back as soon as you have ordered your room at the +_Swan_, Mr Denison,' And Marmaduke smilingly consented. + +This little incident seemed to have thawed them all. + +'I will show you your rooms now,' said Miss Mildmay, when, the young man +had gone. 'You two girls are to be together of course, and Eugene's +little room is on the next floor.' + +Eugene, who was following with his sister Frances, whose hand he held, +here squeezed it while he looked up in her face with anxiety. + +'Never mind,' she whispered. 'It's quite a little house compared to +granny's, Eugene. You can't be far away. Very likely you'll be just +overhead, and so if you want us in the night you can knock on the +floor.' + +This seemed to satisfy the child, and the sight of his room, which +though small was bright and cheerful, went still further to reassure +him. + +'It will be nice to have a room of my own,' he said bravely. 'At +granny's I slept in the night nursery with nurse.' + +'But you're a big boy now, you know,' said Jacinth, hastily, as if +afraid of her aunt thinking him babyish. + +'Yes, of course,' agreed Miss Mildmay. 'I cannot promise you that you +will find everything here the same as at your poor grandmother's. You +always called her your grandmother, I suppose,' she went on, turning to +Jacinth, 'though she was not really any blood relation.' + +The girl's lip quivered, but she controlled herself. 'We--we never +thought about that,' she said. 'And then, of course, she was Uncle +Manny's own mother, and we are so _very_ fond of him.' + +'Ah! he seems a nice young fellow, but so very young, and Mrs Denison +was quite elderly. But she was more than middle-aged when she married, +of course,' said Miss Mildmay. + +There was a slight, almost indescribable tone of condescension or +disparagement in her voice, the reason of which I will explain. Both the +girls were conscious of it, but it affected them in different ways. + +'Ye--es,' began Jacinth, hesitatingly, 'I know'---- + +But Frances here broke in eagerly. + +'You are not explaining it properly to Aunt Alison, Jacinth. You know +you're not. It wasn't only or principally for Uncle Marmy's sake that we +loved dear granny. She was as sweet and good to us as she could be, and +I'd have loved her awfully if she hadn't been--been any relation--at +all;' but here the little girl ignominiously burst into tears. + +Miss Mildmay the elder glanced at her with scant sympathy. + +'I suppose she is over-tired, poor child,' she said to Jacinth. 'I will +leave you to take off your things. Come down as soon as you can; you +will feel better when you have had something to eat;' and she turned to +go. They were standing in the girls' own room. But at the door she +paused a moment. 'Shall I send up Phebe?' she said. 'That is the young +girl I have engaged to wait upon you three. No, perhaps,' as her eyes +fell on the still weeping Frances, 'it would be better to wait a little. +Just take off your outdoor things. The trunks will be brought up while +we are at tea, and then Phebe can begin to unpack.' + +She was scarcely out of hearing when Jacinth turned upon her sister. +'I'm ashamed of you, Frances,' she said. 'Crying and sobbing like that, +when you can see Aunt Alison isn't the sort of person to have any +patience with silliness! Such a beginning to have made! And it isn't as +if it was really about--about poor granny.' Here it must be owned her +voice faltered. 'It was just that you were vexed with me.' + +'Well, and if I was,' replied Frances, drying her eyes and swallowing +down her sobs. 'I don't like you to speak coldly of granny, for you did +love her in your heart, I know, dearly. Aunt Alison looks down upon her, +just because she wasn't quite--no, she _was_ quite a lady--but because +she wasn't at all grand. And there's some excuse for her, because she +didn't know her. But for us it would be _too_ horrid, when she was so +good to us, even all those years she was so suffering and feeble. And +then, for Uncle Manny's sake too.' + +'There now,' said Jacinth, not sorry to turn aside the reproach which +conscience told her she had merited. 'You are saying the very thing you +blamed me for--but truly, Francie, I didn't mean anything not nice to +dear granny. I felt that Aunt Alison couldn't _understand_ what she was; +and--and--it was no use seeming to take up the cudgels for our other +relations the moment we came.' + +There was something in this, and no doubt a reluctance to discuss their +grandmother with a stranger, and a prejudiced stranger, had mingled with +Jacinth's desire to propitiate her aunt. So the sisters kissed and made +friends, and when a few minutes afterwards they went down-stairs, and Mr +Denison made his appearance again, the traces of tears had all but +vanished from Frances's fair face. + +The two girls had been five years in England, little Eugene three; and +during all these years, owing to exceptional circumstances and unlucky +coincidences, they had never seen their parents. Nor was there any +prospect of their doing so for three or four years to come. All this +time had been spent under the care of their mother's step-mother, Mrs +Denison, whose recent death had thrown them again, in a sense, on the +world, and the best Colonel Mildmay could arrange for them was the +somewhat unwilling guardianship of his elder sister Alison. She was an +honourable and well-meaning woman, who had found her own sphere in +active good works among the poor of Thetford. But she did not understand +or care for children, and the charge of her nieces and nephew she only +accepted as a duty. + +'I will do my best,' she wrote to the parents in India, 'but I dare not +promise that it will be all you could wish. Still there are undoubtedly +advantages here, in the way of schools, and the place is healthy. I will +give what time I can to the children, but I cannot give up all my +present responsibilities and occupations. You would not expect it. I +fear the children may find my rules strict, for--owing to Mrs Denison's +long ill-health and peculiarly gentle character--I think it scarcely to +be expected that they are not somewhat spoilt.' + +She was right. It scarcely _was_ to be expected. It was marvellous that +the girls and their little brother were not more 'spoilt.' Mrs Denison +adored them, and could see no fault in them. Nor was she in any sense a +clever or strong-minded woman. Of inferior birth to her late +husband--the daughter of merely the village doctor--she had married him +when she was nearly forty, making the kindest of stepmothers to his only +child, now Mrs Mildmay; loving her in no sense less devotedly than she +loved her own son, Marmaduke, the child of Mr Denison's old age--the +Uncle Marmy, who was more like an elder brother than an uncle to the +little trio sent home to his mother's care. + +But Mrs Denison was so essentially _good_, so single-minded and +truthful, that her influence, even her too great unselfishness for their +sake, had not radically injured her grandchildren. Her death had been +preceded by a slow and gradual decline--none of those about her +suspected the extent of the sufferings she hid so resolutely under a +calm and cheerful exterior--and the end came gently with no bitterness +or shock. Even to Marmaduke, though he loved her devotedly, she had +seemed more like a grandmother than a mother, and her gradual enforced +withdrawal from the family life had prepared him and the girls for what +had to be. + +Perhaps the full realisation of their loss only came home to them, when +the question of where they were all to go was decided by a letter from +Colonel Mildmay, telling of his arrangement with his sister, and by +Marmaduke's receiving orders to start almost at once for India. + +'I'm glad they didn't come before,' he said. 'If only I could take you +all out with me;' for his regiment was that of his brother-in-law. + +'Yes indeed--if only!' said Jacinth, as she said again that first +evening at Thetford. + +Stannesley, the Denisons' old home, was to be let. Though not a very +large place, it was expensive to keep up, and Marmaduke was somewhat +short of ready money, and not as yet ambitious of the quiet life of a +country squire. His father had been easy-going, his mother no specially +endowed woman of business; things had suffered, and rents had gone down. +It would need some years' economy before the young man could retire to +live in the old liberal way. But he did not mind; the world was before +him, and he loved his profession. + +That first evening in Market Square Place passed on the whole more +cheerfully than might have been expected. Miss Mildmay was practically +kind--more self-denying than her guests realised, for out of +consideration for them, she had renounced attendance that evening at a +committee meeting of which she was the ruling spirit, and those who +knew her well would have seen that to sit for two or three hours 'with +her hands before her,' in her drawing-room, made her feel sadly like a +fish out of water. + +But the four new-comers were too preoccupied to observe her +restlessness; the younger ones were tired too, and anxious for them to +feel as cheerful as possible the next day, their uncle left early, +advising Miss Mildmay to send them all off to bed. + +'I am not leaving till twelve o'clock after all,' he said, 'so, if you +have no objection I'll call in about half-past ten, and take these three +young people a walk. I'd like to see something of Thetford: its looks so +pretty.' + +It was something to look forward to--another glimpse of the dear kind +boyish face. And with the thought of the next morning's walk together, +in their mind, the girls went to bed, and got up in good time for their +aunt's early breakfast, trying to look and feel as cheerful as they +could. + +Marmaduke was more than punctual. It was barely ten o'clock when he rang +at the door and came in briskly, saying it was such a lovely day he had +thought it a pity to lose any of it. + +It could not be anything but a sad walk, though they all tried to +pretend it was not, and Uncle Marmy talked very fast and made all sorts +of jokes, which Jacinth and Frances saw through, though they made Eugene +laugh. + +'Thetford's a very pretty place, really,' said Jacinth. 'There are +lovely walks on every side, I should think. Do you suppose we shall go +walks with the girls at our school, Uncle Marmy, or by ourselves with +Phebe?' + +'By yourselves, I should think. You are only to be at school till one +o'clock,' he replied. + +'Oh, that will be much nicer,' said both the girls; 'we shall explore +the neighbourhood. Oh what a pretty lane!' for they were just then +passing Robin Redbreast corner. 'Do let us go down it a little way, +uncle,' added Frances, 'I see what looks like a gate into a garden.' + +And a moment or two later, the four stood, breathless with admiration, +in front of the great gates in the high ivy-covered wall I have +described. + +The clear spring sunshine was falling brightly on the quaint old house; +what of the garden could be seen was exquisitely neat and trim; Robin +Redbreast was looking charming. + +'What a _delicious_ old house!' said Jacinth. 'I wonder who lives here?' +and she gave a little sigh. 'Now, Uncle Marmy, wouldn't it be perfectly +lovely if papa's time was out, and he and mamma had come home and we +were all going to live here--just _fancy_!' + +'It's awfully pretty,' said Marmaduke, 'but when your father's time's up +I want you all to come back to live at Stannesley with me.' + +Jacinth laughed. + +'No, that wouldn't do,' she said. 'You'd be getting married. No, it +would be much the nicest for us to live here and you at Stannesley, and +for us to pay each other lovely visits. Of course we'd always be +together at Christmas and times like that. And your wife must be very, +_very_ nice--like a sort of elder sister to us, you know, and'---- + +'My darlings,' said poor Marmy, to whom it had suddenly occurred to look +at his watch, 'time's up--or just about it. We must hurry back.' + +'Let's say good-bye here,' said Frances. 'Let's kiss you here, darling +uncle, not before Aunt Alison in her drawing-room. And, oh, I _will_ try +not to cry.' + +So it came to pass that almost their first memory of their new home was +associated for the three children with Robin Redbreast, the old house in +the lane. Often as they passed it, it always brought back to them Uncle +Marmy's sunburnt face and kind eyes, and again they seemed to hear his +'Good-bye, my darlings, good-bye,' which he strove hard to utter without +letting them hear the break in his usually hearty and cheery voice. + +Half-an-hour later he was gone. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +THE OLD LADY. + + +It was six months now since the arrival at the house in Market Square +Place. Mr Denison had been long with the regiment at----No, it does not +specially matter where it was in India. The sisters got letters from +him, as well as from their mother, by almost every mail, and in each he +repeated the same thing--that he had never in his life found himself a +person of so much consequence as Colonel and Mrs Mildmay considered him, +seeing that he could give them direct news and description of their +three children. And on their side, this seemed to make their parents +more real and to draw them nearer to Jacinth and Frances, increasing +more and more the intense longing for their return. + +It is autumn, a pleasant season in this part of the country--really +pleasanter perhaps, though one is reluctant to allow it, than the +lovely, fascinating, capriciously joyous spring--and it is a Friday. +Jacinth and Frances Mildmay are walking home from school, carrying their +little bag of books. For Saturday is a whole holiday--no going to school +that is to say--so, naturally, some lessons must be learnt at home for +Monday. + +'Aren't you glad to think to-morrow's Saturday, Jass?' said Frances. 'If +only Aunt Alison would let us stay in bed half-an-hour later on Saturday +mornings, it _would_ be nice.' + +'You lazy little thing!' said Jacinth, 'no, I don't think it would be +nice at all. I'd rather get up even earlier than usual on a holiday, and +feel we have the whole long day before us. It's one of the things I +admire Aunt Alison for--that she's so punctual and regular; we'd _never_ +have been in time at school every morning, Francie, if our home had +still been at poor granny's.' + +'I don't like you to say "poor" granny,' said Frances, rather irritably. +'Say "dear" granny. And Jacinth, whether it's true or not that in some +ways we were rather spoilt and--and--not methodical and all that, at +Stannesley, I wish you'd _never_ say it to Aunt Alison. She's quite +ready enough to be down on all the ways there.' + +'If ever I've said anything of the kind,' said Jacinth, 'it's only been +as a sort of excuse for _you_; for you know, Frances, you were +dreadfully unpunctual and careless in little ways when we first came, +though I do think you're getting better.' + +'Much obliged,' said Frances, rather snappishly, for she was a +quick-tempered girl. 'It's no thanks to Aunt Alison if I am. It's simply +that I see it is right to try and be more careful, and--partly too for +your sake, Jass. But it isn't for love of Aunt Alison. I don't love her. +I'd have--what wouldn't I have done for granny or Uncle Marmy?--they +loved us and Aunt Alison doesn't. She's good, in one way I daresay she's +very good, but it's all duty. Why, just think how she leaves us to +ourselves, once she's ordered our meals and told us what we are to do. +Evening after evening we're alone. _That_'s not loving us.' + +'I think you should be very glad indeed that she trusts us,' said +Jacinth. 'It's much better as it is than to have her fussing after us +out of duty, as you say. It would be very uncomfortable for us to feel +that she was always thinking we interrupted all the things she has to +do. She told me a while ago that it was the greatest possible relief to +her to find she _could_ trust us, and that having us interfered with her +life much less than she expected.' + +'Oh, _I_ don't want any more of her,' said Frances hastily. 'Don't think +that. But you must allow it's scarcely like having a home; sometimes I +really think I would rather be boarders at school, do you know, Jass? It +would be a good deal jollier. Don't you think so?' + +'No, indeed,' said Jacinth, very decidedly. 'I certainly wouldn't like +it at all. School's all very well for lessons, but I should hate to be +so tied up. I like being independent. Of course Aunt Alison knows we're +to be trusted, but if we were at school we should have to ask leave for +every single thing we wanted to do. And think of poor little Eugene +without us.' + +'Oh, it was only an idea,' said Frances. 'I didn't really mean it +seriously. But I like some of the girls very much, especially the +Harpers; don't you like the Harpers exceedingly, Jass? I've liked school +itself ever so much better since the two younger ones came. Of course +Camilla Harper wasn't much good to us, as she was quite one of the +biggest ones. But I think they're all nice. I _love_ Bessie and +Margaret.' + +'Yes,' her sister agreed. 'I think they're very nice. But they're rather +babyish; you see they've always lived at home, and never had to depend +on themselves at all. I think they're not at all rich.' + +'That makes them all the nicer, _I_ think,' said Frances. 'I don't know +if it's always the way, but it certainly is at school--the richest +girls aren't nearly as nice as some of the others.' + +'Oh, that's nonsense,' said Jacinth. 'It may just happen that some of +those we know to be richer are--well, rather commoner--but you can't +make any rule about it.' + +'I wish Aunt Alison would let us ask the Harpers to tea, sometimes,' +said Frances. 'I'm almost sure Miss Scarlett would let them come.' + +'But I'm _more_ sure that Aunt Alison wouldn't like anything of the +kind,' said Jacinth, and even she sighed a little. 'So it's no use +thinking of it. I hope you're prepared for a good long walk this +afternoon, Francie. It's a lovely day, and we've been so little out +lately. We needn't do our lessons till to-morrow. Ah, there's Eugene!' +as at that moment the boy came flying down the street to meet them. 'How +have you got on to-day, old man?' she said, fondly. 'Would you like to +go a good long walk this afternoon?' + +Eugene went to a small boys' school, a few doors only from his aunt's. +He was certainly the least to be pitied in the children's somewhat +lonely life, for his sisters were devoted to him, and their affection +made up to him for the absence of other love. Yet this sounds too severe +on Miss Mildmay, who in her own undemonstrative way _did_ love her +nephew and nieces. But she had mapped out her life on lines independent +of home ties, and she had not the breadth and nobility of nature to +recognise that the charge unexpectedly laid upon her was as much a +heaven-sent mission as the labours among the poor, which she fulfilled +with such devotion and enthusiastic self-denial. Her 'duty,' her dry +duty, she performed to the children, but it never entered her mind or +imagination that more than this could, under the circumstances, be +demanded of her. + +'Oh yes,' Eugene replied. 'I'm game for as many miles as you girls, any +way.' + +His sisters burst out laughing. Their seven-years' old brother was +developing fast. + +'Where shall we go to, then?' said Jacinth, as they rang at their own +door. 'I hope Phebe will be "game" too, Eugene, for we can't go without +her, and she doesn't love very long walks.' + +But Phebe proved to be in an unusually enterprising mood. She was a very +good-natured girl, honest and well-principled, her only important fault +being laziness, which her young charges did their best to conceal from +Miss Mildmay. + +'Aunt Alison would _certainly_ send her away, if she knew how late Phebe +sometimes calls us in the morning,' Jacinth used to say. 'There's +nothing that would vex her more than laziness, and it is very tiresome. +But then, very likely, she'd get us some prim maid that would be +ill-natured and crabbed, and perhaps not _really_ as good as Phebe.' + +So, though they shook the terrors of a probable dismissal over the +delinquent's head, they made no further complaint. And every time Phebe +had been specially in fault, she was so exceedingly penitent that she +almost persuaded her young mistresses as well as herself that it would +never happen again. + +She had been very late that Friday morning, and in consequence was now +doubly on the alert. Not only did she profess herself equal to walking +ten miles if the young ladies wished it, but she undertook to carry +Master Eugene pick-a-back, should he feel tired, a proposal which did +not find favour in Master Eugene's eyes, though her next suggestion that +she should escort the party to a lovely wood they had not yet visited, +'round by Aldersmere' was received with acclamations. + +'We've always wanted to go along the Aldersmere road,' said Frances. +'You remember, Jass, we went a tiny bit up it that morning--that first +morning with dear old Marmy.' + +'Yes,' said Jacinth, with a sigh, 'that first and last day.' + +'Is it the way along by Uncle Marmy's gates?' asked Eugene. + +Phebe did not understand him, but Jacinth explained. + +'He means past that lovely old house, Robin Redbreast, you know,' she +said. + +'We could come home by that lane; we can get into it by the other end +and come out at Robin Redbreast corner on to the high-road,' said Phebe; +'it's a very pretty way indeed, though it's a long walk,' her voice +sounding rather doleful. + +'Phebe's thinking better of it,' said Frances laughing. 'Ah well, if you +don't want to go a long walk, you'd better tell Aunt Alison that you +can't stand the hard work here--so late in bed, and up so _dreadfully_ +early in the morning.' + +The maid's face flushed scarlet. + +'Miss Frances!' she began reproachfully. + +Jacinth looked annoyed. In spite of her defence of her aunt's system and +her own love of independence and self-confidence, she did feel conscious +that the three of them were left in some ways too much to themselves: +her sister's tone was not quite what a young lady's should be in +speaking to a servant. + +'Frances,' she said. 'I think it's very bad taste to joke about serious +things, and being too late nearly every morning is a serious thing.' + +'I wasn't joking,' Frances replied. + +'Well, say no more about it. We'd better start if we're going to. Phebe, +do you think there's any chance of cook's giving us some cake, or even +some bread-and-butter, to take with us?' + +Phebe shook her head. + +'I'm afraid not, Miss Jacinth,' she replied. 'She'd only complain to +Miss Mildmay; it's best not to ask.' + +'And I really can't afford any more pennies for buns,' said Jacinth. 'We +must trust to getting a good tea when we come home.' + +'Will Aunt Alison be in for tea?' said Frances. 'Oh no--it's Friday. I +forgot,' with a distinct note of satisfaction in her voice. + +'So there'll be nobody to say we're greedy if we do eat a great lot,' +said Eugene, with satisfaction still less disguised. + +Friday was one of Miss Alison Mildmay's busiest days, as she went out +immediately after breakfast and did not return till the children were +about going to bed. They had had dinner by themselves, and were now in +the little room, half schoolroom, half nursery, appropriated to their +use, on the same floor as the sisters' bedroom. + +'Do let us go,' said Jacinth, impatiently, 'and don't even talk of being +greedy, Eugene; it's not nice.' + +Notwithstanding these little elements of discord before they started, +the walk turned out a great success. It was a delicious day, to begin +with, and lovely autumn weather is no doubt more soothing in its effect +on both old and young than that of any other season. The little party +stepped out bravely; the four miles to Aldersmere seemed only half the +real distance, and the place itself, when they reached it, would have +rewarded a much greater amount of exertion. + +It was a little lake, lying in a hollow; the trees, from which came its +name, growing almost into the water. There was a curious charm about the +intense loneliness of the place, none the less that it was not actually +very far removed from the haunts of men. The pool was said in the +neighbourhood to be exceedingly deep, and the dark still water looked +mysterious enough to be so; but then this is said of every pond or lake +of romantic appearance in all parts of the country, just as every +tumble-down ruin or gloomy deserted house is sure to have the name of +being haunted. + +At one side there was a little clearing and a tempting stretch of +velvety-looking grass, disfigured, however, by blackened patches where +gipsy-fires, amateur or professional, had recently been lighted. + +'It would be a jolly place for a picnic,' said Frances. 'I wonder if +it's picnickers who've been here, or gipsies.' + +'Real gipsies choose opener places generally,' said Jacinth. 'Still this +would be a very cosy place in hot weather, but I suspect it's only been +picnics. Let's remember it for next summer, Francie, and try to coax +Aunt Alison to let us bring our dinner or at least our tea with us one +nice hot day.' + +'It wouldn't be much fun all by ourselves,' said Frances. 'If we could +ask the Harpers to come too some holiday, _that_ would be fun.' + +'Oh how you tease about the Harpers!' replied Jacinth impatiently. 'I +daresay you'll have quarrelled with them long before next summer, as you +did with the Beckinghams.' + +'Jacinth, it's very unkind of you to say that,' said Frances, +indignantly. 'I _didn't_ quarrel with the Beckinghams, only you wouldn't +have had me stand Priscilla saying that papa and mamma can't care for +us much if they leave us all these years without troubling to come home +to see us.' + +'It was very impertinent,' said the elder sister, 'but I think you make +friends too quickly. You told Priscilla Beckingham our whole history +almost the first day we were at school. None of the girls would say such +a thing as that to _me_.' + +Frances was on the brink of a still more indignant reply, when +Phebe--one of whose best points was a very sweet temper, which made her +always ready to avert a storm if she could--broke in, just in time. + +'Miss Jacinth,' she said, 'I think we should be turning towards home. +We've been here longer than you'd think, and Master Eugene will be +getting tired.' + +'I'm not a bit tired,' said the little boy, 'but I'll tell you what I +am, or what I'm going to be, and that's awfully nungry. Talking of +bringing our dinner or tea out with us next summer has put it into my +head. If even I'd a bit of bread, I'd eat it.' + +'Come on, then,' said Jacinth, encouragingly, 'the sooner we go, the +sooner we'll be home. And we can have tea the minute we get in, can't +we, Phebe, even if it's not quite five o'clock.' + +'Certainly, miss, I don't think there'll be any difficulty about that,' +said Phebe, who was pretty well persuaded in her own mind that it would +be quite the orthodox tea-time before they could reach Market Square +Place. + +The first part of the way was pleasant walking, even though they were +beginning to be just a little tired, for it was over level ground; but +the next two miles were stiffer, for they were almost entirely up-hill, +which had naturally made the outstart down-hill, an easy commencement +of the expedition. + +Eugene was soon rather done up, though he would not hear of Phebe's +carrying him. + +'If it wasn't so climby, I wouldn't mind,' he said, 'but my legs does +get so tired of always shortening themselves up.' + +'Never mind, Master Eugene,' said the maid; 'we'll be at the back end of +the Redbreast Lane, directly, and after that, there's no more climbing.' + +'And once there we shall be less than a mile from home,' said Jacinth. +'Oh Francie, do you remember how nice it was at Stannesley with the old +donkey, whenever we were going a long walk?' + +'And granny watching for us at home with tea in her own sitting-room for +a treat, and those _exquisite_ little scones,' said Frances. 'Oh don't +speak of it.' + +'No, please don't,' said Eugene, 'for it makes me nungrier and nungrier. +And--I'm afraid I'm beginning to be _firsty_ too, and that's worser than +being nungry. It always says so in shipwreck stories. They read us one +at school the other day, and it said so.' + +'Eugene, how silly you are!' said Frances, 'as if your feeling a little +hungry and a tiny atom thirsty could compare with dreadful sufferings +like sailors have.' + +'And really, Eugene, considering you're past seven, you should try to +speak better,' added Jacinth. 'I hope you don't say "nungry and firsty" +at school. How they must laugh at you!' + +'They don't then,' said the little boy, 'and they don't need to. I'm +very pertickler at school, and I always say 'ungry and wursty properly. +But it's a great trouble to remember, and I like a rest from being +pertickler at home. You needn't be so cross. Why, there's a boy at +school, older than me, who calls the sun the "fun"--he does really.' + +'Well, I know papa and mamma would like you to speak well,' said +Jacinth, 'so you should try for their sake. "Ungry" is worse than +"nungry"; you mustn't get into the way of dropping your "h's," whatever +you do. That matters more than baby talking; it's _vulgar_.' + +'It's very unkind of you to call me vulgar,' said Eugene, in a very +plaintive voice, 'and I'll tell you what, Jass, I'm getting _so_ +fir--wursty, I mean, that I just can't go all the way back wifout a +drink.' + +Jacinth and Frances looked about them in despair; Eugene was a very good +little fellow generally, but he was rather delicate and nervous, and +notwithstanding the dignity of his seven years, they knew by experience +that once he was fairly started on a fit of crying, it was far from easy +to predict when it would be over. They were now in the long lane known +as Robin Redbreast Lane, or the Redbreast Lane; another quarter of a +mile at most would bring them out on to the high-road, where they were +at no great distance from Thetford. + +'I'm afraid it's been too long a walk for him,' said Jacinth. 'It's such +a pity, for it's so good for him to have a nice country walk, now that +he goes to school every day.' + +'I'm not tired,' said Eugene, 'I'm only firsty now; I can wait for being +nungry till tea-time, quite well, but I must have somefin to drink.' + +'Is there any cottage along this lane, that we could ask for a glass of +water at?' Jacinth inquired of Phebe. + +But the girl shook her head. + +'There's no cottage nor house of any kind between this and the +high-road, except the Robin Redbreast itself,' said she. 'And that's not +a place where one could ask for a glass of water even. The old lady's +very stiff in her ways, and the servants are just the same.' + +'Oh no,' said Jacinth, 'of course it wouldn't do to ask for anything at +a _gentleman's_ house. You must just bear it, Eugene dear, and perhaps +we'll pass some cottage when we leave the lane; though I'm not very fond +of drinking water at any cottage--one's never sure of its being good.' + +'There's the drinking fountain just outside the town; I daresay Master +Eugene can get along till we come to that,' said Phebe, encouragingly. + +And for a few moments nothing more was heard of the little boy's woes. +He plodded along silently, till just as they were approaching 'Uncle +Marmy's gate' as they called it, he burst out again. + +'I _must_ have a drink, Jass. I tell you I must. Let me go and ask for +one at this house. It wouldn't be naughty. I _can't_ go any furder.' + +The girls hesitated. It went very much against the grain with them--with +Jacinth especially--to let the boy go up to the front door of this +strange house to ask for the boon of even a glass of water. And yet it +wouldn't do to let him go to the back-door, 'as if we were beggars,' +said Frances. + +'Would it be better to send Phebe? Well, perhaps that would be best. +Phebe, will you go with Master Eugene--to the front door? But Eugene, +you are really very tiresome,' said the elder girl. + +'I _must_ have a drink, Jacinth. It's not my fault. I can't help being +firsty,' said the boy, in his doleful tone. 'If you say I mustn't, I'll +_try_ to bear it, but'---- + +At this moment an unexpected turn was given to the state of affairs by +the gate, a few feet in front of them, being pushed open, to allow some +one to come out. + +The sound interrupted the children's discussion; they all looked towards +the gate. + +The 'some one' was an elderly, more correctly speaking, perhaps, an old +lady. She was not _very_ tall, but she was thin, and, considering her +years, wonderfully erect. As she stood there at the gate, her thick +black silk skirt trailing a little, a large fleecy white shawl thrown +round her head and shoulders--her bright dark eyes glancing out all the +darker and brighter from the contrast with her snowy hair and +draperies--she looked both striking and stately. Not a person to take +liberties with, assuredly. + +Phebe shook in her shoes. As I have said, there was a considerable +amount of awe felt in Thetford for the somewhat mysterious inhabitant of +Robin Redbreast, and Phebe was a Thetford girl. + +As for the young Mildmays, they stood motionless, not overawed, but both +impressed and startled, gazing at the unexpected apparition in a way +which Jacinth afterwards hoped to herself had not seemed like ill-bred +staring. + +But the lady was looking at them too. She had a stick in her hand--a +polished black-wood stick, with a gold knob at the top--and for the +first moment or two she stood as if leaning on it. Then she raised it +with a little gesture, as if inviting them to come nearer. + +'What was that name I heard you say just now?' she began. 'I heard you +from the other side of my garden-wall. I have quick ears, though I am +old.' + +The mention of ears was unfortunate. Somehow it recalled the story of +Red Riding-hood and her grandmother to Eugene; tired and excited +already, he grew perfectly white and caught hold of his elder sister's +dress. And for a moment or two the presence of mind of the whole party +seemed to have deserted them. No one spoke. + +The old lady tapped her stick impatiently on the hard gravel. + +'Don't you understand me?' she said. 'You were talking fast enough just +now. The little boy was complaining of being thirsty. I think it was he +that said the--the name. What is the matter with him? does he think I am +going to eat him?' + +This last was addressed to Frances, now standing a little in front of +the others, partly with an instinct of coming between the terrified +little boy and those keen, searching eyes. + +'My brother is very tired--and very thirsty,' she said. 'It was he that +was speaking, and I daresay he said our names. Mine is Frances, but my +sister's is Jacinth. Perhaps you heard that name: it is very uncommon.' + +'Jacinth!' repeated the old lady, '_Jacinth!_' + +Her voice sounded far away and dreamy. A queer feeling came over the two +girls, as if by a strange chance they had strayed unawares into some +secret chamber, some long-closed deserted house; or as if a vague +momentary glimpse into some long-ago story, some old romance, of the +distant past had been suddenly opened to them. + +They could not themselves have put this feeling into words; it came to +them, I think, in the subtle way in which sometimes we are conscious of +the unexpressed emotions and sensations of those near us. Nevertheless +they stood silent, surprised and almost awe-struck. Then the old lady +seemed to rouse herself: with a little effort she came back into the +present, as it were. + +'Yes,' she said, 'that was the name I heard. Are you Jacinth?' she went +on, addressing the elder girl, and as she fixed her eyes on Jacinth, a +little tremor passed over her. 'I think,' she whispered to herself, but +the children caught the words, 'I think--I wonder if it is fancy--I +almost think I see a likeness.' + +Jacinth was tall and well grown for her age. She was not _pretty_--not +as pretty as fair, fluffy-haired Frances--but there was promise of more +than prettiness in her almost severely regular features, and her +colouring when one examined her carefully, was good too. Her hair a rich +dark brown, of a shade one hardly does justice to at the first careless +glance; her complexion healthily pale, with a tinge of sun-burning, +perhaps a few freckles; her eyes clear, strong, hazel eyes, with long +softening lashes. The whole was spoilt by a want of light--of the +sunshine one loves to see in a young face--the expression was too grave +and impassive; there was the suggestion of future hardness, unless time +should mellow instead of stiffening and accentuating the already +somewhat rigid lines. + +It must have been this expression, more than any actual resemblance in +feature, which had made Marmaduke Denison smile to himself at the +curious likeness which had struck him between Jacinth and her Aunt +Alison. + +The girl looked up in the old lady's face, and something--the oddity of +the whole situation, some indefinite sympathy which unconsciously sought +for an outlet--made her smile. Jacinth's smile was charming. Already to +her thin young face it gave the roundness and bloom it wanted--every +feature softened and the clear observant eyes grew sweet. + +A faint flush--the mere suggestion of colour which in the aged often +denotes intense emotion--rose to Lady Myrtle Goodacre's face, as she met +Jacinth's smile. She scarcely waited for the girl's reply to her +question. + +'Yes,' she went on, 'it must be. I cannot be mistaken. My dear,' she +added, 'I want to ask you several things, but this poor little fellow is +tired--and thirsty, didn't you say? Will you come in for a moment or +two? Not farther than the porch, if you prefer; perhaps you are in haste +to get home, and I must see you again.' + +She turned and walked quickly back towards the house--the door of which +stood open--along the straight smooth gravel path leading from the gate; +the children following her, without seeming quite to know why, and Phebe +bringing up the rear with a face which looked as if she were doubting +whether they were about to enter an ogre's castle or a white cats' +palace. + +'Miss Jacinth, Miss Frances,' she panted in vague remonstrance. But they +took no notice. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +TWO JACINTHS. + + +The porch was almost like a room. It had cushioned seats all round, a +rustic table at one side, and stained glass, tiny-paned windows. The old +lady hurried through it, looking back over her shoulder to say, 'Sit +down for a minute or two. I will order some milk for the little boy,' +and nothing loth, the children did so, though in silence. + +Then Eugene glanced round in triumph. + +'There now,' he said, 'you see I was right. She doesn't mind a bit. I +shouldn't wonder if she brought us out cakes too.' + +'_Hush_,' said Frances, 'you needn't talk like that, Eugene. You were as +frightened as anything when she first came out. And how can you be so +greedy?' + +'Hush,' said Jacinth in her turn, and still more authoritatively. 'Don't +you hear? she's coming back.' + +The door standing slightly ajar was pushed open more widely, disclosing +a trim-looking maid, carrying a tray with a large glass jug full of +milk, and--joyful sight!--a plate of small brown crisp-looking cakes. +Eugene's eyes glistened, though, poor little chap, it was more at the +sight of the milk than the cakes, for he was very thirsty indeed. But he +sat still, to outward appearance patiently enough, for just behind the +maid came the old lady again, looking quite eager and excited, a bright +spot of colour on each cheek. + +'Put the tray on the little table,' she said. 'Yes, that will do. You +need not stay;' and the trim maid disappeared again. + +Lady Myrtle poured out a glass of milk and gave it to Eugene. + +'Your sisters will excuse my attending to you first, I am sure,' she +said. 'You are very thirsty, I know.--Now, will you two have some milk +and some cake?' she went on, turning to Jacinth and Frances. + +Jacinth felt half inclined to refuse, but something in the old lady's +manner made it difficult to do so. She did not seem accustomed to have +even her suggestions disregarded, and her invitation was more like a +command. + +'After your brother has finished his milk,' their hostess went on, +'perhaps he would like to walk about the garden a little with your maid, +or if he is tired, there is a nice arbour over there in the corner. I +want to speak to you two a little. I have some questions to ask you, but +I want you to understand that I will not invite you to come in till you +have got leave from--from your parents or your guardians. When I was a +child I would not have entered any stranger's house without leave, and I +approve of strict ways of bringing up children.' + +The girls listened respectfully, making a little sign of assent. But +Eugene's whole attention had been given to the milk and cakes. Now that +his thirst was satisfied, he began to think about others, and for the +first time found his voice. + +'Mayn't Phebe have some milk and cake, too, please?' he said. 'We've +been a drefful long walk. I'm sure Phebe's firsty too.' + +Phebe blushed scarlet, but in spite of her terror, her good manners--and +she was a specially good-mannered girl--did not forsake her. + +'Master Eugene, my dear,' she said quietly. 'You forget I am not a +little young gentleman like you.--If I might take his glass and plate to +the arbour, my lady, he would be very happy, and out of the way.' + +Lady Myrtle smiled benignly. She liked 'tact.' + +'Certainly, my good girl,' she said, 'and take a glass and some cakes +for yourself too.--That is a nice-mannered girl,' she added to Jacinth +and Frances. 'She is both modest and sensible.' + +'Yes,' said Jacinth, 'we like her very much. Aunt Alison got her for us +before we came here.' + +Lady Myrtle's face grew grave. + +'Is Aunt Alison the relation you live with?' she asked. 'Is her name Mrs +Alison? And where and with whom did you live before? Have you no +parents? I am not asking out of curiosity, but because I think you must +be related to a very dear friend of mine--now dead.' Here her breath +seemed to catch her voice. 'I may be mistaken, but I do not think so.' + +'Our parents are in India,' said Jacinth. 'Our father is Colonel +Mildmay, and Aunt Alison is his sister. Alison is her first name. We +have only lived with her since our--grandmother, Mrs Denison, died.' + +'_Denison!_' repeated Lady Myrtle, 'I was sure of it. But _Mrs_ Denison? +I cannot understand it. Are you not making a mistake, my dear? Are you +sure that your grandmother was _Mrs_ Denison? Was she not'---- + +'Mrs Denison was only our _step_-grandmother,' interrupted Jacinth, +eagerly. Frances could not blame her now for explaining this! 'She was +very good to us, but--she wasn't our own grandmother. _She_ died before +we were born. She was mamma's mother, and I am called after her. She was +Lady Jacinth Denison, and'---- + +'I knew it,' exclaimed the old lady. 'And her name before she was +married was'---- + +Jacinth hesitated a little. It is sometimes rather confusing to remember +relations so far back. + +'I know,' said Frances; 'it was More'----but here she too stopped. + +'Moreland?' said Lady Myrtle. + +The girls' faces cleared. Yes, that was it. + +'But the Christian name--"Jacinth"--satisfied me,' said the old lady. +'The name, and your face, my dear,' to Jacinth herself. 'Thank you, for +answering my questions. Perhaps I must not keep you any longer to-day, +but I will write to your aunt--Miss Mildmay--Miss Alison Mildmay--I +think I have heard of her at Thetford--and ask her to allow you to come +to see me again very soon. If I keep you longer just now, she may be +uneasy.' + +'Oh no,' said Frances, 'she won't be at home when we get back. It's one +of the days she's out all day--till after we're in bed, generally.' + +'Dear me!' said Lady Myrtle, 'she must be a very busy person.' + +'Yes,' said Jacinth, 'she is. She is very, _very_ useful, I know. And +one couldn't have expected her to give up all the things she'd been at +so many years, all of a sudden, when we came. We don't mind, except that +it seems a little lonely sometimes; but--I don't think Aunt Alison +cares much for children or girls like us. She says she's got out of the +way of it. But she's quite kind.' + +'You have a governess, I suppose?' asked Lady Myrtle. + +'No,' said Jacinth, 'we go every day but Saturday to Miss Scarlett's +school.' + +She coloured a little as she said it, for she had an instinct that +'school' for girls was hardly one of the things that her hostess had +been accustomed to in _her_ youth, and notwithstanding Jacinth's +decision of character, she was apt to be much influenced by the opinions +and even prejudices of those about her. But still she knew that Miss +Scarlett's was really a somewhat exceptional school. + +'To Miss Scarlett's,' repeated Lady Myrtle. 'I have heard of it. I +believe it is very nice, but still--I prefer home education. But perhaps +I should not say so. No doubt your parents and guardians have acted for +the best. I should like you to tell Miss Alison Mildmay all I have asked +you, and I will write to her. And in the meantime, that she may not +think me too eccentric an old woman, pray tell her that I was--that your +own grandmother--I like you to call her that--Lady Jacinth Moreland, +afterwards Lady Jacinth Denison, and I, were the--yes, the very dearest +of friends when we were young. It is possible that Miss Alison Mildmay +may have heard my name from your mother. I think your mother--what is +her name--"Eugenia," oh yes, I remember--I think your mother must have +heard of me even in her childhood. My unmarried name was Harper, "Myrtle +Harper;" your grandmother and I first took to each other, I think, +because we had such uncommon names.' + +'Harper!' exclaimed Frances eagerly, 'there are some--what is it, +Jacinth?--I mean Bessie and Margar'---- + +'We must go,' said Jacinth, getting up, as she spoke. 'Frances, will you +call Eugene? and'--turning to her hostess, 'thank you _very_ much for +being so kind. And oh, if you will ask Aunt Alison to let us come again, +it would be such a pleasure.' + +She raised her beautiful eyes to Lady Myrtle's face. A mist came over +the keen bright old pair gazing at her in return. Partly perhaps to +conceal this sudden emotion, Lady Myrtle stooped--for, tall though +Jacinth was for her age, she was shorter than her grandmother's old +friend--and kissed the soft up-turned cheek. 'My dear, you are _so_ like +her--my Jacinth, sometimes,' she murmured, 'that it is almost too much +for me.' + +Then a practical thought struck her. + +'You have not told me your address at Thetford,' she said. 'I had better +have it, though no doubt Miss Alison Mildmay is well known in the +place.' + +Jacinth gave it. + +'Number 9, Market Square Place,' she said. + +'Oh, I know where it is--a row of rather nice quaint old houses. Still, +you must feel rather cooped up there sometimes, after Stannesley; was +not that the Denisons' place? I was there once.' + +'We miss the grounds, and--yes, we miss a good many things,' said +Jacinth simply. + +'Then I hope that Robin Redbreast will make up to you for some of them,' +said Lady Myrtle. 'You know the name of my funny old house, I daresay?' + +'Oh yes,' said Francis, who had just rejoined them with Eugene and +Phebe, 'we heard it the very first day. And we've always thought it +lovely--both the house and the name. And we always pass by this way when +we can, because of the gates. We call them 'Uncle Marmy's gates,' for +it was here we said good-bye to him--good-bye _properly_, I mean.' + +'Kissing, and trying not to cry,' added Eugene, by way of explanation. + +Lady Myrtle seemed a little startled. + +'Uncle Marmy!' she repeated, 'that was your grandfather's name. I +thought your mother was an only child.' + +'Yes,' said Jacinth, 'Uncle Marmaduke is not our real--not our full +uncle. He is mamma's half-brother only.' + +'Oh,' exclaimed the old lady, 'now I understand.' + +'But we love him just as much--_quite_ as much as if he was our whole +uncle,' said Frances, eagerly. 'He's perfectly--oh, he's as nice as he +can _possibly_ be.' + +Lady Myrtle smiled, and gave a little pat to Frances's shining tangle of +curly hair. + +'Good-bye then, my dears, for to-day,' she said. + +But she stood at the gate looking after them till they reached +the corner of the lane, when some happy impulse made +Jacinth--undemonstrative Jacinth--turn round and kiss her hand to the +solitary old figure. + +'She's like a sort of a grandmother to us,' said Eugene. 'What a good +thing,' with extreme self-complacency, 'I made you go in!--what a good +thing I was'--after a great effort--'wursty!' + +But Jacinth's face was slightly clouded. She drew Frances a little apart +from the others. + +'Frances,' she said severely, 'you must have more sense. How could you +begin about those girls at school?' Lady Myrtle, if she does notice us, +won't want to hear all the chatter and gossip of Miss Scarlett's. And +it's such a common sort of thing, the moment you hear a name, to start +up and say "Oh, _I_ know somebody called that," and then go on about +your somebodies that no one wants to hear anything of.' + +Frances looked rather ashamed. She was barely two years younger than her +sister, but on almost every subject--on questions of good manners and +propriety above all--Jacinth's verdict was always accepted by her as +infallible, though whence Jacinth had derived her knowledge on such +points it would have been difficult to say. No one could have been less +a woman of the world than the late Mrs Denison; indeed, the much misused +but really sweet old word 'homely' might have been applied to her in its +conventional sense without unkindly severity. And no life could have +been simpler, though from that very fact not without a certain dignity +of its own, than the family life at Stannesley, which was in reality the +only training these girls had ever known. + +'I'm very sorry, Jass,' said the younger sister, penitently. 'It was +only--it did seem funny that her name was Harper, when I am so fond of +Bessie and Marg'---- + +'I'm getting tired of your always talking of them,' said Jacinth. 'I +daresay they're nice enough'---- + +'And they're _quite_ ladies,' interposed Frances, 'though they are so +very poor.' + +'I wouldn't look down on them for _that_; I should think you might know +me better,' said Jacinth. 'We're not at all rich ourselves, though I +suppose papa and mamma seem so in India with all the parties and things +they're obliged to have. And I never said the girls weren't "quite +ladies," as you say. But I know how it will end: in a little while you +won't like Bessie and Margaret any better than Prissy Beckingham. You +fly at people so at first.' + +'I don't think it will be that way this time,' said Frances in a tone +of quiet conviction. 'There's something _different_ about the Harpers.' + +'It isn't a very uncommon name,' said Jacinth. 'There are all sorts of +Harpers. Why, at Stannesley, the village schoolmaster's wife was called +Harper before she married, I remember. And then Lord Elvedon's family +name is Harper.' + +They had drawn nearer to the other two by this time, and Phebe overheard +the last words. + +'If you please, Miss Jacinth, that is Lady Myrtle's family. Her father +was Lord Elvedon, two or three back, and the Lord Elvedon now is a +nephew or a cousin's son to her, though they never come near the place; +it's been let ever since I can remember.' + +'I wonder if she was brought up at Elvedon,' said Frances. 'It must seem +rather sad to her, if she was there when she was a little girl, to have +no one belonging to her there now.' + +Altogether the adventure--and a real adventure it was--gave them plenty +to think of and to talk about all the way home and after they got there. +Eugene forgot his fatigue, and chattered briskly about the goodness of +the little brown cakes, till he got a snub from Jacinth about being so +greedy. His appetite, however, did not seem to have suffered, and he was +quite ready to do justice to the tea waiting for them at home, though +not without some allusions to Lady Myrtle's delicious cakes, and wishes +that Aunt Alison would sometimes give them 'a change from bread and +butter.' + +For one of Miss Mildmay's fixed ideas about children was that they could +not be brought up too plainly. + +'We do have a change sometimes,' said Jacinth. 'We always have golden +syrup on Saturdays and jam on Sundays, and you know we've had buns two +or three times on birthdays.' + +'Other children have buns and cakes far oftener than us,' said Eugene. +'Like we used to at Stannesley.' + +'It was quite different there,' said Jacinth; 'a big country-house and +baking at home.' + +'_Everything_ was nice at Stannesley,' said Frances with a sigh. 'Granny +and Uncle Marmy really loved us; that makes the difference.' + +'Aunt Alison loves us in her way,' said Jacinth. 'Everybody can't be the +same. I think you're getting into a very bad habit of grumbling, +Frances. And this afternoon you really should be pleased. For I +shouldn't at all wonder if Lady Myrtle often asks us to go to see her, +and that would be a treat and a change. But what you say about poor +granny and Uncle Marmy reminds me to say something. You really needn't +fly up so on the defensive every time I name them; you did it again +to-day, and I'm sure Lady Myrtle must have thought it very queer, just +as if I'---- + +But this second reproof for her behaviour at Robin Redbreast did not +find Frances as meek as the former one, which, in deference to Jacinth's +superior knowledge on such subjects, she had felt she perhaps deserved. + +'I will "fly up" as you call it,' she interrupted angrily, 'when you +talk in that cold measured way about dear granny and Uncle Marmy, as if +you were almost ashamed of them. For one thing I can't bear you to say +"poor" granny; it's not right. She was a sort of a saint, and I'm quite +sure that now she's'----But here Frances burst into tears. + +Jacinth felt sorry, but annoyed and irritated also. She blamed herself +for having begun any private talk of the kind before Eugene and Phebe; +for, as sometimes happened when they had come in late, Phebe was having +tea with them this evening. And she felt conscious also of deserving, to +a certain extent, her sister's blame. But Jacinth had a good deal of +self-control. + +'I cannot understand,' she said quietly, though the colour rose to her +cheeks--'I cannot understand how you can think such things of me--as if +I--as if anybody could have loved _them_ more than I did; as if'----But +here the tears rose to her own eyes. + +Frances was at once melted. + +'I didn't mean _that_,' she said. 'I know you did. I wouldn't love _you_ +if I didn't know it. But it's your manner; you seem in such a hurry +always to explain that granny wasn't our own grandmother.' + +'I don't think that's fair,' said Jacinth. 'How could I possibly have +helped explaining about it when it is _only_ because of our own +grandmother that Lady Myrtle cares anything at all about us. And I +wasn't in a hurry to explain; don't you remember that Lady Myrtle kept +asking if we were sure our grandmother was only _Mrs_?' + +Yes, that had been so, but still the slightly hurt feeling which +Jacinth's tone about the dear Stannesley people had more than once given +Frances still remained, and she might have said more, had not her sister +prevented her doing so. + +'Anyway,' she said, 'we need not say any more about it just now.' + +After tea they got out their lesson-books, anxious to do all they could, +so as to wake on Saturday morning with the delightful sensation of a +real whole holiday. But their long walk, perhaps the excitement of their +adventure, had tired them. Lessons, with Frances especially, seemed more +difficult than usual, and after a good many yawns and not a few groans, +she decided that it was no use to attempt anything calling for a 'clear +head' that evening. + +'I'll just copy out my dictation and exercises,' she said, 'and do all +the fresh learning to-morrow morning. Won't you do so too, Jass, for +there are two or three things we can learn together?' + +'Very well,' said Jacinth, though with a little sigh, 'perhaps it would +be better.' + +It was not only that she was tired--her head was full of Robin Redbreast +and its owner, and all manner of fancies and castles in the air were +crowding upon her. It was really so romantic, she thought; it was not +silly to picture to herself the delightful possibilities of the future. + +'Suppose Lady Myrtle really gets very fond of us'--she said 'us,' but +'_me_' would perhaps have been more correct, and after all this was +scarcely unnatural, as it was she who had specially recalled the Jacinth +Moreland of her enthusiastic youthful affection to the old +lady--'supposing she in a sort of way adopted us--or me'--for Jacinth +was not selfish in the common acceptation of the word, though +self-important and fond of ruling, 'what happiness it might bring us! +She doesn't seem to have any relations, and she must be very well off. +Supposing she took us to live with her, and treated us just like her own +children, I wonder if mamma wouldn't come home then, and papa too +perhaps. For of course, if they knew we were going to be well off, papa +wouldn't worry so about staying out in India his full time and all that. +How I should _love_ to be the one to be able to do everything for them +all.' + +Still it would not do to begin speculating on what might happen in the +far future when--Jacinth felt shocked when she realised that, in +picturing herself as Lady Myrtle's possible heir, she was anticipating +the old lady's death; yet she certainly could not 'fit in' the idea of +their all living together at Robin Redbreast with its present +chatelaine. And she laughed at her own absurdity. + +'Papa is so independent,' she reflected. 'Even if _mamma_ had a lot of +money, I don't believe he'd be satisfied without working as hard as +ever. And of course he loves his profession.' + +Then she determined not to be silly, and to think no more about it. But +her dreams that night were very fantastic and rosy-hued. She awoke in +the morning from a vision of a wonderful room of which the walls were +painted all over with robins, which suddenly burst out singing her name, +'Jacinth, Jacinth,' to find that Frances was awake and calling to her. + +'Oh Francie, I was having _such_ an interesting dream,' she said. 'I +wish you hadn't awakened me: I can't remember what was dreams and what +wasn't,' she went on sleepily. 'Did we really go inside Uncle Marmy's +gates, and see?'---- + +'Of course we did,' said Frances, 'and I've got such a good thought. +Don't you think we might go that way again to-day and take mamma's last +photograph with us? Lady Myrtle would be sure to like to see it, and we +needn't ask for her, you know. And it would keep her from forgetting us, +and anyway we might walk round the garden, I should think.' + +'No,' said Jacinth, 'we can't do anything like that without Aunt +Alison's leave, and of course we can't ask for leave unless Lady Myrtle +writes to Aunt Alison. And there's no telling if she will. She may be +one of those whimsical old people that mean to do a thing, and then +think better of it and do nothing.' + +Frances's face fell. + +'Oh, I do hope not,' she said. 'Somehow I don't _think_ she's that sort +of old lady.' + +Nor in her heart did Jacinth. The expression of her misgivings had been +as much or more to damp or check herself as Frances. For she was +startled to find how wildly she had been indulging in building +air-castles. Few, if any, even of those she had spent her life among, +knew Jacinth Mildmay thoroughly, or had any suspicion of the +impressionableness, the almost fantastic imagination, hidden under her +quiet, almost cold exterior. But to some extent she knew herself better +than is often the case at her age. She was well aware that she needed +strict holding in hand; she sometimes even went too far in judging as +contemptible weaknesses, feelings and impulses which were full of good. + +But as regards the fancies which since yesterday had been so absorbing +her, she was in the right. Even apparently harmless hopes and wishes +dependent on the caprice, or, if carried where they _may_ lead to, +contingent on the life or death of others, are better checked at once. +Indulgence in such can do no good, and _may_ do harm. + +They had not seen their aunt the night before. And her manner was +somewhat 'carried' and preoccupied when she kissed the girls as they +entered the dining-room, where she was already seated at the table +waiting to read prayers. + +A slight misgiving came over Jacinth. She glanced at the sideboard where +the morning letters were always placed. Yes, one or two torn wrappers +were lying there: evidently the letters had come and been opened. For +Miss Alison Mildmay was, as Frances expressed it, 'a _dreadfully_ early +getter-up,' and had always an hour or more to herself before the younger +members of the household appeared. + +I am afraid Jacinth's attention that morning was rather distracted. She +sat glancing at her aunt's profile, cold and almost hard, as she was +accustomed to see it, but with just now the addition of some irritable +lines about the forehead which were certainly not _always_ there. + +'Something has vexed her, I am certain,' said Jacinth to herself. 'I do +wonder if it has anything to do with Lady Myrtle. Oh dear, if she has +written so as to vex Aunt Alison, and we get blamed for it, and +everything is spoilt!' + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +A LETTER AND A DISCUSSION. + + +'Were you very late last night, Aunt Alison? Are you tired?' + +The questions came from Frances, who had noticed the unusual silence at +the breakfast-table--not that they were ever very loquacious, for Eugene +had his meals up-stairs and he was the chatterbox of the party--but +without any of her sister's fears or misgivings. So that she looked up +at her aunt in happy freedom from any self-conscious embarrassment. + +'I was not later than I am usually on Fridays,' said Miss Mildmay. 'No, +thank you, I am not tired. Will you have some more tea, Jacinth?' + +'Yes, please,' said the elder girl. She was growing more and more +nervous, and yet her anxiety to know if Lady Myrtle really had written +already made her remain near her aunt as long as possible. + +Miss Mildmay had apparently finished her own breakfast, for after +handing Jacinth her cup, she took up a little pile of letters which lay +beside her, and drew out one, which she unfolded and glanced at with a +peculiar expression on her face. + +'Have you--have you nothing to tell me--no message to give me?' she said +at last, still fingering the letter. + +She spoke to both girls, but it seemed to Jacinth as if her words were +more specially addressed to her, and she started, while a flush rose to +her face. And suddenly she remembered--or realised rather--that Lady +Myrtle _had_ given them a message for their aunt; though, oddly enough, +in spite of her thoughts having been so much absorbed with the adventure +of the day before, it had never once occurred to her during that silent +breakfast that she should have spoken of it to her aunt--should, in +fact, have related all that had passed. There had been no reason for her +not doing so--the old lady had specially desired it--it was only that +her strong impression that Miss Mildmay had something to say to them had +made her wait. + +'Of course,' she exclaimed nervously. 'I really don't know what we've +been thinking of _not_ to tell you. For we _have_ a message for +you.--Frances, why didn't you remind me?' + +Frances stared. It was seldom her way to take the initiative, she was so +accustomed to follow Jacinth's lead; and just now she had been quite +contentedly waiting to speak of their visit to Robin Redbreast till her +sister saw fit to do so. + +'I--I didn't know. I thought'----began Frances confusedly. + +Miss Mildmay turned upon her sharply. + +'Have you been planning together not to speak of this--this curious +affair to me?' she said. 'I don't pretend not to know all about it. I +do,' and she touched the letter, 'by this, but I must say I think I +should not have heard of it _first_ from a stranger. There is one thing +I cannot and will not stand, I warn you, girls, and that is any approach +to want of candour.' + +'Aunt Alison,' exclaimed Jacinth in hot indignation, 'how can you? Did +you not hear me ask Frances why she had not reminded me to tell you?' + +'No, I cannot understand that,' said her aunt, still coldly. 'It is +quite impossible that you had _forgotten_ about it, when it only +happened'----She glanced at the letter and hesitated. 'When was it, it +happened?' + +'Only yesterday,' said Jacinth quietly. 'No, _of course_, I hadn't +forgotten. But I had forgotten that I had a message for you that I +should have given immediately I saw you. That I _had_ forgotten, and if +you don't believe me, I can't help it.' + +Her voice choked, and the tears rushed to her eyes, though with a strong +effort she kept them from falling. + +Frances glanced at her, her face working with sympathy. + +Miss Mildmay seemed perplexed. + +'Only yesterday!' she said. 'I don't see how I have got this letter so +quickly. I thought it was at least the day before.' + +'No,' said Frances, 'it was only yesterday. We went a long walk in the +afternoon, and of course we didn't see you till this morning. We +couldn't have told you till just now, and I thought--I think--I thought +Jass was waiting to speak to you alone after breakfast.' + +'It wasn't that,' said Jacinth. 'If you want to know exactly why I +didn't begin about it at breakfast, Aunt Alison, it was because I had a +sort of idea or fancy that you had heard already from Lady Myrtle. I +thought you looked just a little annoyed, and I kept expecting you to +say something about it, and then, of course, I would have told you +everything there was to tell.' + +Miss Alison Mildmay was severe, but she was not distrustful or +suspicious, and the candour of the two girls was unmistakable. + +'I am sorry,' she said, 'to have judged you unfairly. Tell me the whole +story now, and then I will read you what this eccentric old lady says.' + +She smiled a little. + +'That was just what she said you'd call her,' broke in Frances. 'But she +said her letter would make you understand.' + +'Oh yes, of course it does, to a certain extent,' replied her aunt. Then +her eyes fell on the envelope--'Miss Alison Mildmay.' + +'Considering I have lived twenty years at Thetford,' she said, rather +bitterly, 'I think it, to say the least, unnecessary to address me like +this, though of course I don't deny that it is, strictly speaking, +correct.' + +Jacinth glanced at it. + +'I am sure'--she began. 'You don't think _I_ had anything to do with +it?' + +'Oh no, I don't suppose you ever thought of it. But Lady Myrtle Goodacre +has never seen fit to call upon me, so it is all of a piece. I really +must not waste any more time, however; I have a dozen things waiting for +me to do. You say it was yesterday afternoon?' + +'Yes,' said Jacinth. 'We went a long walk--to Aldersmere, and coming +back, Eugene was tired and very thirsty, and he begged us to let him ask +for a drink just as we were getting near Robin Redbreast, and the old +lady heard us talking over the wall'---- + +'And she heard Jass's name,' interrupted Frances, 'and'---- + +'Let Jacinth tell it, if you please, Frances,' said Miss Mildmay. + +So Jacinth took up the story again, and related all that had happened. + +Her aunt listened attentively, her face softened. + +'I don't think I need read you what Lady Myrtle has written, after all,' +she said, when Jacinth had finished speaking. 'I understand it well +enough, and I have no doubt your father and mother would like you to go +to Robin Redbreast now and then; of course, not to any extreme, or so as +to interfere with your lessons or regular ways.' + +'Does Lady Myrtle ask you to go to see her too?' inquired Jacinth, half +timidly. + +'Oh dear, no,' replied Miss Mildmay: 'she is straightforward enough. She +does not pretend to want to make _my_ acquaintance, and after all why +should she? She has had plenty of time to do so if she had wished it +during all these years; and honestly,' and here again she smiled quite +naturally, 'I don't want to know her. I have no time for fresh +acquaintances. And her interest in you children, Jacinth especially, has +nothing to do with our side. It is entirely connected with the +Morelands.' + +'I wonder how she and our grandmother came to be such friends,' said +Jacinth. 'Lady Myrtle's old home was near here, and the Morelands didn't +belong to this neighbourhood.' + +'No, but the Elvedons have another place in the north near your +grandmother's old home,' said Miss Mildmay, who was very well posted up +in such matters. 'They have never lived all the year round at Elvedon, I +fancy, and now of course it is let.' + +'Lady Myrtle's name used to be Harper, she told us,' said Frances, who +never cared to be very long left out of the conversation, 'and there are +some girls called Harper at our school. But Jacinth says it's quite a +common name.' + +'No, Frances, I didn't say that,' said Jacinth. 'I said it wasn't an +_un_common name; that sounds quite different.' + +'Possibly the Harpers at Miss Scarlett's may be some +connection--distant, probably--of the Elvedons,' said Miss Mildmay, +carelessly. 'But of course it is not, as Jacinth says, an uncommon +name.' + +But her remark set Frances's imagination to work. + +'They are very, _very_ nice girls--the nicest at the school,' she said. +'Their names are Bessie and Margaret. If you could only see them, Aunt +Alison! I do _so_ wish you would let us ask them to tea some Saturday.' + +'Nonsense, child,' said Miss Mildmay, impatiently. 'I cannot begin +things of that kind, as you might understand. You have companionship at +school, and when you are at home you must be content with your own +society. Now you must leave me: I have to see the cook, and I have made +myself late already.' + +'Frances,' said Jacinth on their way up-stairs to their own little +sitting-room, 'I do think you are the _silliest_ girl I ever knew. Just +after all that discussion--and I can tell you I was shaking in my shoes +for ever so long--just when it had ended so well, you must go and vex +Aunt Alison by wanting to have the Harpers here at tea. I think you are +absurd about those girls, as you always are about new friends. _I_ don't +want them here at tea, or at anything.' + +'Well, I do, then, or rather I did,' said Frances doggedly. 'That's just +all the difference. No girls have as dull a life as we have.' + +'It's a very silly time for you to begin complaining, just when we have +a chance of some amusement and change,' said Jacinth. 'I'm almost sure +Lady Myrtle will ask us to spend the day, or something like that, very +soon.' + +'I don't want to go. It's you she cares for, and you may keep her to +yourself,' said Frances, waxing more and more cross. 'I wish I was a +boarder at school. I'd like it far better than being always scolded by +you.' + +It was not often that Frances so rebelled, or that their small squabbles +went so nearly the length of a quarrel. But this morning there seemed +disturbance in the air; and to add to it, when Frances had finished her +English lessons, and was about to begin her French translation, she +found, to her dismay, that she had forgotten to bring an important book +home with her. + +'What _shall_ I do?' she exclaimed, forgetting, in her distress, the +unfriendly state of feeling between herself and her sister. 'I really +must have it, or I shall miss all my marks in the French class, and you +know, Jacinth, I had set my heart on getting the prize.' + +Jacinth's sympathy was aroused. She herself was in a higher class than +her sister, but she was greatly interested in Frances's success. For +Frances was rather a giddy little person. Till the companionship and +emulation at school had roused her, she had never bestowed more +attention on her lessons than was absolutely unavoidable. + +'I don't know what to do,' said the elder girl after some reflection. 'I +don't see how you are to get the book till Monday.' + +For there was a strict rule at the school, that day-scholars were +neither to go there nor to send messages from their homes, out of school +hours. So that forgettings of books required for preparation, or other +carelessnesses of the kind, became serious matters. + +'If I don't get it till I go to school on Monday, I needn't get it at +all,' said Frances. 'There's no comfort in telling me that. You know the +class _is_ on Monday morning, so I've as good as lost my chance already, +and I needn't bother about it any more. I'll never try for a prize +again, I know that.' + +She began to hum a tune in a would-be-indifferent, reckless way, but +Jacinth knew that this was only bravado, and that it would be followed +by great vexation of spirit, and she felt sorry and anxious. + +'I'll tell you what, Frances,' she said at last, after sitting for some +time, her head resting on her hand, her own work at a standstill for the +moment--'I'll tell you what: the only plan is this--for you to go +straight to Miss Scarlett herself and tell her all about your having +forgotten the book, and how anxious you are about the prize. I daresay +she'd let you go to your shelf and fetch it; she would see you had not +broken her rule.' + +It was a good idea, and Frances recognised this, but all the same she +did not like it at all. + +'I'd have to go to the front-door,' she said reluctantly, as she sat +drumming her fingers on the table, 'and I can't go alone.' + +'There's no need for you to go alone: take Phebe. Aunt Alison wouldn't +mind your taking her in the morning for once. I'll help her to put away +our things from the laundress, or whatever it is she's busy about. And I +think you'd better go at once, Frances, if you're going.' + +'Aunt Alison won't be in till dinner-time, so I can't go till after +then,' said Frances. + +'Yes, you can,' Jacinth persisted. 'You know you can. I undertake to put +it all right with Aunt Alison. Do go at once. If I have half an hour +quietly to myself, I shall have finished my lessons by the time you come +in--it won't take you more than half an hour--and then I can help +Phebe.' + +'If I could see Miss Marcia Scarlett I shouldn't mind so much,' next +said Frances, still irresolutely. + +Jacinth's patience began to give way. + +'You are too bad, Frances,' she said. 'You are spoiling my work and +losing any chance you have of getting the book. If you wait till the +afternoon, most likely all the Miss Scarletts will be out or engaged, +and I rather think--yes, I am sure the boarders told me that the +school-books are locked up at noon on Saturday till Monday morning. Ask +for Miss Marcia, if you like; you've just as good a chance of seeing her +as the others. But you must decide. Are you going or not?' + +Frances got up slowly from her seat and moved towards the door. + +'I suppose I must,' she said in a martyrised tone. 'You do scurry one +so, Jacinth.' And then when, having borne this certainly unmerited +reproach in silence, Jacinth with relief heard the door close on her +sister and began to hope she was going to have a little peace, it was +opened again sufficiently to admit Frances's fluffy head, while she +asked, in a half-grumbling, half-conciliatory tone, if she might take +Eugene. + +'Of course,' said Jacinth; 'a little fresh air in the morning is always +good for him.' + +She heard no more except, ten minutes or so later, the closing of the +front-door, and the next three-quarters of an hour passed, rapidly, so +absorbed was she in her own work, till the old church clock striking +twelve--for St Blaise's in the Market Square was but a stone's-throw +from Miss Mildmay's house--made her look up suddenly, and at that moment +came a rushing of eager feet across the stone-tiled hall, quickly +followed by Frances's voice in great excitement. + +'Jacinth, Jass!' she exclaimed, and almost before the elder girl had +time to say to herself, 'I do hope nothing has gone wrong,' her sister's +bright face reassured her. + +Frances was like a veritable April day--gloom and sparkle, tears and +laughter, succeeded each other with her as swiftly as the clouds rushing +before the wind alternately veil and reveal the sun's bright face, +though underneath all this fitfulness and caprice lay a sturdy +foundation of principle and loyalty which circumstances, so far, had +scarcely brought out, and which Jacinth certainly did not as yet realise +or appreciate. + +'Oh Jass,' exclaimed the little girl, 'I am so glad I went. _Such_ a +nice thing has happened! I saw Miss Marcia--I asked for her at the door, +and she was crossing the hall; wasn't it lucky? She _was_ so kind about +the book, and she took me herself to the big schoolroom to fetch it. +None of the girls were there--it looked so funny all empty, you can't +think--they were out in the garden. And Jass, to-day they 're going to +have their last out-of-doors tea for this year, you know, as it's +getting cold. They have tea in the garden every fortnight all through +the fine weather. And she invited _me_, Jass--just fancy! She said she +was sure you wouldn't mind, as it's quite an extra thing to invite a +day-scholar, you see, and'---- + +Here Frances was forced to take breath, and Jacinth got a chance of +putting in a word. + +'Of course I don't mind,' she said. 'I'm very glad indeed, _very_ glad +for you to have a little fun. And we couldn't have gone much of a walk +this afternoon, as Eugene is still tired with yesterday.' + +'And you think Aunt Alison will let me go?' said Frances. + +'Oh yes, I'm sure she will. If you will get on with your lessons now, +Frances, so as to be able to say at dinner that you have quite finished, +I will go down-stairs and watch for Aunt Alison. She will be in by one, +to-day, and I'll ask her for you.' + +'Oh thank you, Jass,' said Frances gratefully. 'Yes, I'll hurry up. +But--Jass'---- + +'Well?' + +Francie's face grew very grave. + +'It's about my things, Jass. What do you think I should wear? I'm so +afraid Aunt Alison will be vexed if I put on my best things--and of +course black frocks do get spoilt if one runs about much--and yet my +every-day frock is so shabby now, and--I don't want the girls to think +we're never properly dressed.' + +Jacinth considered. They were still in deep mourning, for Miss Mildmay's +ideas on such subjects were 'old-fashioned,' and she quite recognised +that the late Mrs Denison's memory should be treated with the fullest +respect. But Jacinth sympathised with Frances's feelings. + +'I was looking at our dark-gray frocks with Phebe the other day,' she +said. 'The ones we had new just before--before our mourning. You know +they were got for half-mourning because of old Sir George +Mildmay's--papa's uncle's--death, and they look quite fresh and nice. I +don't think you've grown much, Francie--and oh, by-the-bye, I believe +there's a tuck that could be let down.' + +'Yes,' said Frances, 'there are little tucks--a lot--above the hem.' + +'Then I'll run up and tell Phebe to get them out, yours at least. I'll +explain to Aunt Alison; and if I lend you my wide black sash, I'm sure +it will look quite mourning enough.' + +'Oh Jass,' exclaimed Frances, '_how_ good of you!' + +The honour and glory of Jacinth's best black sash was almost too much +for her. + +'Really, I should never be cross to Jass. She is so very, very kind and +unselfish,' thought the grateful little girl. + +The gray frock was looked out and soon got ready. It was lying on a +chair in the girls' room when Jacinth, a little before half-past one, at +last heard her aunt's step in the hall, and ran forward to meet her, +primed with her request. + +Miss Mildmay was still in a somewhat conciliatory mood, and she listened +to Jacinth's story with as much kindliness as was in her nature to show. + +'Yes,' she said, 'I suppose she may as well go, though you know, my +dear, I cannot encourage any schoolgirl friendships. It would be +impossible for me to invite other children here, and yet I could not +accept attentions for you which I could not return.' + +'But this is different, being at Miss Scarlett's, where we go to school. +You didn't mind our going to the breaking-up party before the midsummer +holiday,' said Jacinth, trembling a little at the irresolution in her +aunt's face. + +'Oh, I don't mean to stop her going,' said Miss Mildmay. 'It is very +nice of you to be so eager for Frances to have the little pleasure. But +just warn her, if you can, not to get too intimate with the other girls. +It will only cause trouble and annoyance. Frances is an impulsive +little creature, but she is old enough to understand that she should be +discreet. The worst of any girls' school, even the best, is the chatter +and gossip that go on.' + +'I have often warned Frances about that kind of thing,' said Jacinth. +'The girls are all very nice and lady-like, but of course we don't see +very much of them; it is not as if we were boarders. Francie is more +sensible about making friends than she was at first. The only two she +really likes _very_ much are the Harpers--Bessie and Margaret +Harper--the girls she was speaking of to you.' + +'They are nice girls, I believe,' said Miss Mildmay. 'Miss Scarlett told +me about them. I don't think we need discourage her friendship with +them. After all, any gossip one would dislike is more probable with the +other day-scholars, and you have not much to do with them, I think.' + +'There are so few compared with the boarders,' said Jacinth, 'and +they're all great friends together. I don't think any of them are +particularly interesting. Thank you so much, Aunt Alison, for letting +Frances go. I'll run and tell her, she will be so delighted.' + +And so she was, delighted and grateful, so that she took in good part +the little lecture Jacinth proceeded to give her in accordance with her +aunt's wish. + +'I _am_ careful, I really am, Jass,' she maintained. 'I don't care a bit +for any of the day-scholars. They are rather common just because they +think they're not, and they do _so_ look down on Miss Green's scholars. +It's quite absurd. The only girls I really care for are the Harpers, +and--well, a little for Prissy Beckingham, though she's rather silly.' + +'It's the day-scholars Aunt Alison doesn't want you to be great friends +with,' said Jacinth. 'In a little place like this, there's always a lot +of chatter. She knows the Harpers are nice girls.' + +'Well, that's all I want,' said Frances, with satisfaction. 'I don't +want a lot of friends. Bessie and Margaret are quite enough for me--and +you, Jass. If I hadn't any one but you I should be content, especially +when you're so very kind to me as you've been to-day.' + +And at the appointed time, Frances made her appearance dressed for her +garden party, in great spirits, very conscious of the grand effect of +her sister's best black silk sash. + +'And what are you going to do with yourself, Jacinth?' inquired her +aunt, who happened to be crossing the hall at the moment that the two +girls came running down--Frances ready to start. 'Are you and Eugene +going a walk? or have you lessons to do still?' + +'No, I finished them all this morning, and Eugene is tired. I don't +quite know what I'm going to do,' said Jacinth. + +She was not the least of a complaining nature; she had no thought of +complaining just then, but as Miss Mildmay's glance fell on the young +figure standing there so interested in her sister's pleasure, it struck +her almost for the first time, in any thorough way, that the life with +her here at Thetford was somewhat lonely for her nieces, and that it was +not by any means every girl of Jacinth's age who would accommodate +herself to it so contentedly. + +'It is always a pity when parents and children have to be separated,' +she said to herself. 'It is unnatural. It should not have to be. From +the effects of such a separation in my childhood, I believe I have +suffered ever since. It made me hard and unable to understand family +life as I might have done.' + +And her tone was unusually kind and gentle when she spoke again. + +'Would you care'----she began. 'I scarcely think you would, but would +you care to come with me for once in a way to our girls' club? I shall +be there all the afternoon giving out the lending-library books, and a +good many volumes need re-covering. I could find you plenty to do, and +we can have a cup of tea there.' + +'Oh, I should like to come--very much,' said Jacinth, eagerly. + +Miss Mildmay seemed pleased. + +'Well, I think I had better make sure of you while I can have you for +this one Saturday afternoon,' she said. 'In future I shall not be +surprised if you spend Saturdays often with your old lady at Robin +Redbreast. I have written to her, Jacinth. I am just going to post the +letter.' + +'Oh, thank you,' said the girl.--'Good-bye, Francie; you see I shall not +be dull without you,' and the two kissed each other affectionately. + +Then Frances, escorted by Phebe, set off, and Jacinth ran up-stairs to +get ready for her expedition with her aunt. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +AN OLD STORY. + + +That Saturday afternoon passed very pleasantly for both the sisters. +Jacinth earned her aunt's commendation by her quick neat-handedness and +accuracy, and a modicum of praise from Miss Mildmay meant a good deal. +The little misunderstanding of the morning, ending as it had done in +making the aunt, an essentially just woman, blame herself for hasty +judgment, had drawn her and her elder niece closer together than had yet +been the case. And no doubt there was a substratum of resemblance in +their natures, deeper and more real than the curious capricious likeness +which had struck Marmaduke so oddly--which was indeed perhaps but a +casual coming to the surface of a real underlying similarity. + +Things were turning out quite other than the young uncle in his anxiety +had anticipated. + +'If fate had sent me Jacinth alone,' thought Miss Mildmay, 'I rather +think we should have got on very well, and have fitted into each other's +ways. There is so much more in her than in Frances. I strongly suspect, +in spite of her looks, that Jacinth takes after our side of the +house--she almost seems older than Eugenia in some ways--whereas +Frances, I suppose, is her mother over again.' + +But here she checked herself. Any implied disparagement of her +sister-in-law she did not, even in her secret thoughts, intend or +encourage, for Alison Mildmay was truly and firmly attached to her +brother's wife, widely different though their characters were. + +'Frances is really only a baby,' she went on thinking. 'There's no +telling as yet what she will turn out.' + +Jacinth on her side was conscious of a good deal of congeniality between +herself and her aunt. It was not the congeniality of affection, often +all the stronger for a certain amount of intellectual dissimilarity, or +differences of temperament, thus leaving scope for complementary +qualities which love welds together and cements; it was scarcely even +that of friendliness. It consisted in a certain satisfaction and +approval of Miss Mildmay's ways of seeing and doing things. The girl +felt positive pleasure in her aunt's perfect 'method;' in the clear and +well-considered manner in which her time was mapped out; in the quick +discrimination with which she divined what would be the right place and +treatment for each girl in her club; even in the beautiful order of the +book-shelves and the neat clerk-like writing of the savings-bank +entries. It was all so complete and accurate, with no loose ends left +about--all so perfect in its way, thought Jacinth, as she cut and folded +and manipulated the brown paper entrusted to her charge for the books' +new coats, rewarded by her aunt's 'Very nice--very nice indeed, my +dear,' when it was time to go home, and she pointed out the neat little +pile of clean tidy volumes. + +Frances on her side had enjoyed herself greatly. She was the only +outsider, otherwise day-scholar, at the garden tea, which fact in no way +lessened her satisfaction while it increased her importance. + +'I wish you were a boarder, Frances,' said Margaret Harper, the younger +of her two friends, as they were walking up and down a shady path in +the intervals of the games all the girls had joined in. 'Don't you? It +would be so nice, and I am sure we should be great, _great_ friends--you +and Bessie and I.' + +'And not Jass?' said Frances. 'I shouldn't like to be a boarder unless +Jass was too. Then, I daresay, I wouldn't mind.' + +'We'd like to be friends with Jacinth too,' said Margaret, 'but Bessie +and I don't think she cares very much about being great friends. She +seems so much older, though she's only a year more than Bessie, isn't +she?' + +'She's fifteen,' said Frances. 'She is old in some ways, but still she +and I do everything nearly together. She's very good to me. She's very +nice about you, and I'm quite happy about having you and Bessie for my +best friends, for Jacinth and Aunt Alison think you're the nicest girls +here.' + +Margaret coloured with pleasure, but with some shyness too. + +'I'm glad they think we're nice,' she said; 'and I'm sure, if your aunt +knew father and mother, they'd think we _should_ be far, far better than +we are, at least than I am. I don't think Bessie _could_ be much better +than she is. But a good many others of the girls are very nice indeed; +they are none of them not nice, except that Prissy Beckingham talks too +much and says rather rude things without meaning it, and Laura French +certainly has a very bad temper. But she's always sorry for it +afterwards. And who could be nicer than the Eves or Honor Falmouth.' + +'I don't know them much; they're too big for me, you see,' said Frances. +'Of course I'd know them better if we were boarders. Do you like my gray +frock, Margaret? It's the first day I've had on anything but black for +such a time; it does feel so funny.' + +'I think it's very pretty, and you've got such a beautiful sash!' said +Margaret admiringly. 'But I always think you and Jacinth are so nicely +dressed, even though you've been in black all the time. Bessie and I +can't have anything but very plain frocks, you know. Mother couldn't +afford it, for we're not _at all_ rich.' + +'I don't fancy we are, either,' said Frances; 'I shouldn't think papa +would stay out in India if we were. But at Stannesley, where we lived +before, granny always got us very nice dresses: she used often to send +to London for them. I don't believe Aunt Alison will care so much how we +are dressed. Do you have an allowance for your gloves, Margaret? We do. +I got a new pair yesterday, but I'm afraid they're not very good; where +are they, I wonder? Oh yes, here in my pocket; there are little whity +marks in the black kid already, as if they were going to split.' + +She drew the gloves out, as she spoke, but with them came something +else--a doubled-up, rather soiled white card. + +'What's this?' said Frances, as she unfolded it. 'Oh, I declare! Just +look, Margaret--it's an old Christmas card of last year. I remember one +of the children gave it me at the Sunday school, and I've never had this +frock on since. Isn't it strange?' + +She stood looking at the card--an ordinary enough little picture of a +robin on a bough, with 'Merry Christmas' in one corner--a mixture of +sadness and almost reverence in her young face. 'Last Christmas' seemed +so very long ago to Frances. And indeed, so much had happened since then +to change things for herself and her brother and sister, that it did +naturally seem like looking back to the other side of a lifetime to +recall the circumstances which then surrounded them. How well she +remembered that very Sunday, the last of the old year; how they had +chattered and laughed as they ran home over the frosty ground, and Uncle +Marmaduke, who had just joined them, had predicted skating before the +week was out! How tenderly granny had kissed them that night when they +went to bed, with some little remark about the ending of the year, and +how the next morning she was not well enough to get up, anxious though +she was in no way to cloud or damp their enjoyment; and how the doctor +had begun to come every day, and then--and then----The tears started to +Frances's eyes as she seemed to live through it all again, and for a +moment or two she did not speak; she forgot that Margaret was standing +beside her with sympathising face. + +'Dear Frances,' she said, 'does it remind you of something sad? Has it +to do with when you went into mourning?' + +'Yes,' said Frances, 'it was soon after last Christmas that granny--our +grandmother that we lived with--got ill and died, you know, Margaret. +It's for her we are still in mourning.' + +'And you were very fond of her, of course?' said Margaret. + +'Very, _very_,' said Frances. + +Then she almost seemed anxious to change the subject: she was afraid of +beginning to cry, which 'before all the girls' would have certainly been +ill-timed. And her glance fell on the card in her hand. + +'Robin Redbreast,' she said consideringly. 'Margaret, have you ever +passed that lovely old house, down the lane on the Crickthorne Road, +that's called "Robin Redbreast?" The bird on the card reminded me of it +just now.' + +'Oh yes,' said Margaret rather eagerly. 'I know it quite well. Once or +twice Bessie and I have stood at the gate and looked in. Isn't it a +delicious quaint old place?' + +'It's perfectly beautiful,' said Frances. 'You can't think what it looks +like from the inside.' + +'Have you ever been inside?' questioned Margaret, evidently intensely +interested. 'Do tell me about it.' + +Frances glanced round, as if to make sure that no one was within +hearing, partly perhaps from a feeling that Jacinth would not have liked +her to go 'chattering' about their yesterday's adventure, partly from a +childish love of importance and mystery. + +'Is it anything you shouldn't tell me, perhaps?' said Margaret, with +quick delicacy. 'Don't mind my having asked you; it wasn't--it wasn't +exactly curiosity, Frances.' + +And Frances, glancing at her friend, saw that her face had reddened all +over. Margaret was not a pretty child, but she was very sweet-looking, +with honest gray eyes and smooth brown hair. Her features were good, but +the cheeks were less round than one likes to see at her age; there was a +rather wistful expression about the whole face, almost suggesting +premature cares and anxiety. + +'Oh no, dear,' said Frances reassuringly. 'It's not that. It _was_ +rather queer, and you see we weren't quite sure at first how Aunt Alison +was going to take it. And Jacinth is always rather down upon me for +talking too much. But I know I may tell _you_, for it's quite fixed that +you and Bessie are to be my best friends: it's the day-scholars that +Aunt Alison doesn't want me to talk much to.' + +'Yes,' agreed Margaret, 'I quite understand.' + +[Illustration: And then Frances related the whole, Margaret listening +intently till almost the end.] + +She was in a fever, poor child, and from no selfish motive assuredly, to +hear more about the mysterious house. But she restrained herself, +scrupulously careful in no way to force the other's confidence. + +'When I said what Robin Redbreast looked like from the inside, I meant +from inside the gates,' began Frances, after a moment or two's +reflection. For she was scrupulously truthful. 'I've not been inside the +house--not farther than the porch. But the porch is like a little room, +it _is_ so pretty. I'll tell you how it all was; you may tell Bessie, +but not any one else, because, you see, there's quite a story about it.' + +And then Frances related the whole, Margaret listening intently till +almost the end, when the little narrator, stopping for a moment to take +breath, after 'So you see our grandmother was her very dearest friend, +and she really seemed as if she could scarcely bear to let Jacinth go, +and--_isn't_ it like a real story?' saw, to her surprise, that her +hearer's face, instead of being rosier than usual, had now grown quite +pale. + +'Why, Margaret, what's the matter? You look as if I had been telling you +a ghost-story, you're so white,' she exclaimed. + +Margaret gave a little gasp. + +'It is so strange,' she said. 'I'll tell you why it has made me feel so +queer. Mine is a sort of a secret, Frances; at least when we came here +to school mother told us not to talk about it. But I know I can trust +you, and what you've told me makes it seem as if somehow--I don't know +how to say what I mean--as if we must be a sort of relation to each +other, from our people long ago having been such friends. For, do you +know, Frances, Lady Myrtle Goodacre is our aunt--our great-aunt, that is +to say--father's own aunt?' + +Frances stopped short and _almost_ clapped her hands. + +'There now,' she said, 'I had a feeling there was something like that. I +_wish_ Jacinth hadn't stopped my speaking of you, when Lady Myrtle told +us her name used to be Harper.' + +'Were you going to speak of us?' asked Margaret. + +'Yes, it was on the very tip of my tongue. Indeed I believe I did get as +far as "There are some," when Jacinth stopped me. She said afterwards +that it is "common," when any one mentions a name, to say immediately, +"Oh, _I_ know somebody called that." I don't quite see why it should be +common; it's rather interesting, I think. Still I daresay it's true that +common people often do speak like that, when you come to think of it. +They've always got an aunt, or a cousin, or a friend's friend called +so-and-so, or living somewhere, if you mention a place.' + +'I daresay they do,' said Margaret; but she seemed to be giving only +half her attention. 'Frances,' she went on, 'I wonder what would have +happened if you _had_ spoken of us? I wonder if Lady Myrtle would have +taken any notice?' + +Frances stared. + +'Of course she would!' she exclaimed. 'Do you mean to say she wouldn't +have taken any notice of hearing that her own grand-nieces were so near +her? Why, she'----But suddenly the actual state of the case struck her. +'Do you--does she _not_ know you're here?' she went on, raising her blue +eyes in bewilderment to Margaret's face. 'No, I suppose she doesn't, or +of course you would be asked to Robin Redbreast on holidays and all that +sort of thing.' + +'No,' Margaret replied, 'she doesn't know anything about us. I'm not +even sure that she knows of our existence; anyway she has never heard +our names, or how many of us there are, and I can't believe she really +understands how--how very poor we are. For she is very, very rich, you +know, Frances, though she lives in that quiet way.' + +'_Is_ she?' said Frances. 'I do wish I had spoken of you, whether it was +"common" or not.' + +'She mightn't have thought that we were any relation,' said Margaret, +simply. 'Harper isn't a very particular name. And you see we're not very +near to the head of the family now. Lord Elvedon is only father's +cousin, and they never stay near here. Father and mother see them +sometimes in London, but they've got a very large family, and they're +not rich--not _extra_ rich themselves; for the one before this Lord +Elvedon, the one who was father's uncle, you see, was very extravagant, +though it was mostly his brother's fault--that was our grandfather. His +name was Bernard Harper, and'---- + +'It's awfully interesting,' said Frances, 'but I'm afraid I'm getting +rather muddled. Your _grandfather_--what was he, then, to Lady Myrtle?' + +'I'll begin at the other end,' said Margaret; 'that will make it +plainer. There was a Lord Elvedon who had two sons and a daughter; the +daughter was Lady Myrtle. The sons were younger than the daughter, and +they were both extravagant. The elder one was a weaker character than +his brother, and quite led by him, and before their father died they had +already wasted a lot of money, and given him a great deal of trouble, +especially Bernard, the second one. So old Lord Elvedon left all he +_could_ to his daughter, Lady Myrtle; of course the estates and a good +deal had to go with the title, but still the new Lord Elvedon was much +less rich than he should have been, you see, and our grandfather--that +was the son called Bernard--was really poor, and his children, our +father and his sisters, have always been poor. Father says a good deal +will go back to the title when Lady Myrtle dies, and she is quite +friends with the present Lord Elvedon, her nephew. But she couldn't bear +her brother Bernard--I believe he behaved very badly to her and to all +his people--and she has never taken the least notice of father, though +father is really a sort of an angel;' and Margaret's eyes glistened. +'You know it is like that sometimes,' she went on; 'a bad father--and I +am afraid our grandfather was a bad man, though I don't quite like +saying it--sometimes has very good children.' + +'But Lady Myrtle _can't_ know about you all--about your father +especially,' said Frances. 'I think he should write to her, or do +something. Very likely she's got quite wrong ideas about him.' + +'No,' said Margaret, 'she must know he is a very good man. He was in the +army, you know, like your father, and he was very brave and did lots of +things, but he had to leave because of a wound, when he was only a +captain. When he and mother married he hoped to stay on till he became a +general, and at first they weren't so badly off, for mother had some +money. But a good deal of it was lost somehow.' + +'I do think Lady Myrtle should be told--I really do,' said Frances, +stopping short and speaking with great energy. + +But Margaret only shook her head. + +'She does know a good deal,' she said. 'We are sure she does, for some +years ago my aunt--that's father's only sister--the other died quite +young--wrote to her about us. Aunt Flora isn't badly off in a way, for +she has no children, and her husband is a judge in India. But she can't +do much for us, and--you see it's her husband's money; it isn't as if it +was a relation of _ours_.' + +Frances had never thought of things in this way; she was years and years +younger in mind, or rather in experience and knowledge of life, than +Margaret Harper, her junior by nearly twelve months. For Margaret with +her older brothers and sisters had early had to face practical +difficulties and troubles, the very existence of which was unknown to +her young companion. + +'It's a shame--a regular shame; that's what it is!' said Frances +vehemently, her face flushing with indignation, 'and something should be +done.' + +Just at that moment a figure came running towards them. It was Bessie, +the elder of the Harper girls. + +'Margaret, Frances, where have you been? what have you been doing all +this time?' she exclaimed. 'We've had ever so many games, and now tea +will be ready directly. What are you looking so mournful about, +Margaret, and you so excited, Frances? You haven't--oh no, you couldn't +have been quarrelling.' + +The smile on both faces was sufficient answer--no, certainly they had +not been quarrelling! + +'What have you been talking about, then?' said Bessie again, and she +looked at them with considerable curiosity. + +Bessie was two years older than her sister. She was handsomer too, and +much stronger. There was a bright, fearless, resolute look about her, +very attractive and prepossessing. But she was less intellectual, less +thoughtful, more joyous and confident, though tenderly and devotedly +unselfish to those she loved, especially to all weak and dependent +creatures. + +'Margaret has been telling me _such_ interesting things,' began Frances +eagerly. + +'And Frances has been telling _me_ about--about Lady Myrtle and Robin +Redbreast. Just fancy, Bessie, they know her! She was a very, very old +friend of their grandmother's.' + +And between them the two girls soon put the elder one in possession of +all they had been discussing. + +Bessie Harper's bright face grew grave; she could not blame her sister +and Frances, but still, on the whole, she almost wished the discovery +had not been made, though 'it was bound to come some time or other, I +suppose,' she reflected. + +'I call it a perfect shame!' said Frances, her cheeks flaming up again. +'To think of that horrid old woman having more money than she knows what +to do with, and keeping it all to herself, when it _really_ belongs--a +good part of it, at least--to your father.' + +'No, no,' said Bessie, 'we can't say that. Our great-grandfather had a +right to do what he did with his money. And if he _had_ left it to our +grandfather, it would all have been wasted, most likely.' + +'If he had known how good _father_ was going to be, he'd have left it to +him, I daresay,' said Margaret. + +'He couldn't have known that,' said Bessie with a merry laugh. 'Father +wasn't born when he died.' + +'No, but just because of that, Lady Myrtle should make up for it now,' +said Frances. 'I daresay I shouldn't call her "horrid," and of course +she's your aunt, and I can scarcely believe she _does_ know all about +you. Perhaps she never got your other aunt's letter.' + +'Oh yes, she did,' said Bessie. 'She answered it by sending it back +with a note saying that none of the descendants of the late Bernard +Harper were kith or kin of hers.' + +'How wicked!' exclaimed Frances. + +'No, no, it's not right to say that, Frances dear,' said both sisters. +'Father says,' Bessie went on, 'that no one knows what her brothers made +her suffer, and how good she was to them, standing between them and her +father, and devoting herself to them, and hoping against hope, even +about our grandfather, till I suppose she _had_ to give him up. It is +awfully sad, and for her sake as well as ours, mother and I have often +said how we wished she knew father. He would make up to her for the +disappointment in her brothers.' + +'Isn't Lord Elvedon nice?' asked Frances; 'that's her other nephew, +isn't he?' + +'Oh yes, I think he's a good sort of a man, but not clever,' said +Bessie. 'Not like _father_.' + +'And then our boys,' added Margaret. 'They are so good and so clever.' + +Her pale little face flushed with rosy pleasure. + +'How nice!' said Frances, with ready sympathy. 'How many brothers have +you?' + +'Two big--older than we are, and one little one of eleven. There are six +of us,' Margaret replied. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +BESSIE'S MISGIVINGS. + + +But just then came the sound of approaching voices. + +'Bessie, Bessie, where are you? Haven't you found them? Tea's quite +ready.' + +And Bessie started. She had forgotten the errand on which she had come. + +'Oh, we must be quick!' she said. 'That's Honor and the others calling +us; I forgot how the time was going. But Frances, I must speak to you +for a moment before you go. Don't forget.' + +And then the three ran off to rejoin their companions. + +Never had Frances enjoyed herself more, her only regret being that +Jacinth was not there to share her pleasure. There was the element of +novelty to add zest to the whole, and then as the 'boarders' looked upon +her as in some sense their guest, they vied with each other in making +much of her--for her own sake too, for Frances was a great favourite, a +much greater favourite than her sister, among their companions. It is to +be doubted if Frances would have enjoyed herself quite as much had +Jacinth been with her. For not only did Jacinth's rather cold, stand-off +manner destroy any geniality towards herself; it often acted on Frances +as a sort of tacit reproach to her own overflowing spirits. + +And through all the little girl's fun and merriment there ran the +consciousness of the trust reposed in her by the Harpers. She was full +of intense interest in their family history; it was really quite like a +story in a book, she kept saying to herself, and she felt bursting with +eagerness to relate it all to Jacinth. + +How good and delightful they must all be, Bessie and Margaret's father +and mother, and brothers and sisters! It was easy to believe it, the +girls were so nice themselves! How lovely it would be if, somehow, she, +or Jacinth and she, could be the means of healing the family breach and +introducing her relations to Lady Myrtle, so that in the end they might +be restored to their lost rights. For 'rights' Frances was determined to +consider them, in her vehement young judgment and hot partisanship of +her friends. + +'It is not fair or just!' she said to herself; 'it is shameful that they +and their father should suffer for their _grandfather's_ fault. But +nobody could help seeing how good they are: if only Lady Myrtle knew +them it would all be right. I wonder how would be the best way to tell +her? Jacinth will know--she is so much cleverer than I, and then she is +sure to be Lady Myrtle's favourite. I am glad she is, for in spite of +what Bessie and Margaret say, I don't feel as if I could ever like that +old lady.' + +And her eagerness to go home and talk it all over with 'Jass,' made her, +notwithstanding her enjoyment of the afternoon, scarcely sorry when one +of Miss Scarlett's servants came out to tell her that her maid had +called to fetch her. + +She said good-bye to her companions and ran in for a moment, by old Miss +Scarlett's special desire, to the drawing-room, where the ladies were +sitting. They kissed her affectionately. + +'I've been so happy,' she said. 'We've had such beautiful games; I've +not had such fun for ever so long.' + +'I am so glad, my dear child,' said the eldest lady, and she smoothed +the little girl's soft hair. 'You must come again and see something of +your companions out of lesson hours as well as in the schoolroom.' + +Frances's eyes sparkled with pleasure. + +'I would like it very much,' she said. + +'What is your sister about this afternoon?' said Miss Marcia. 'Perhaps +she does not care so much about games and romping as you do?' + +'No, she doesn't,' replied Frances, bluntly. 'This afternoon she's gone +with Aunt Alison to the girls' club.' + +'Very nice,' said Miss Scarlett, approvingly. 'Jacinth is a thoughtful +girl and older than her years, in some ways. Is she interested already +in Miss Mildmay's good works?' + +The old lady was pleased to hear of any bond of sympathy likely to draw +the aunt and niece together, for much as she respected Miss Mildmay, she +had had strong doubts of her fitness for the charge of the girls, and +considerable misgivings as to their happiness with her. And Miss +Scarlett was old-fashioned, and but for her native kindliness of _heart_ +she might almost have been prejudiced and narrow-minded. She scarcely +belonged to the present generation. Her youth had been passed in a +somewhat restricted groove, where the Lady Bountiful notions of +benevolent work among the poor were still predominant. Her sisters, a +good many years her juniors, had to a certain extent assimilated modern +ideas. + +Frances hesitated. She could not bear in the least to decry her dear +'Jass,' and yet she knew that her sister had so far troubled her head +very little, if at all, about her aunt's girls' club or other +philanthropic undertakings. + +'Aunt Alison doesn't tell us much about all these things,' she said. +'To-day was the first time she asked Jacinth to go with her, but Jass +was very pleased indeed, and I'm sure she'll like to be of use.' + +Miss Scarlett smiled. She was quick of perception in some ways; she +understood the little girl's loyal admiration of her sister, and again +she patted her fair head. + +'Well,' she said, encouragingly, 'sometimes, I hope, Jacinth may like to +spend a holiday afternoon with us. But tell her and your aunt from me, +that if ever they are at a loss what to do with _you_, Frances, Miss +Mildmay must let me know. We can manage a good run in the garden even in +wintry weather, and there _are_ such things as blindman's-buff and +hide-and-seek in the house sometimes.' + +'Thank you _very_ much,' said Frances. 'I think--I would like to come +sometimes on Saturdays, for, besides going with Aunt Alison, I shouldn't +wonder if--I daresay Jass may have often to go'----She stopped and +hesitated, and finally blushed. 'I don't think I can explain,' she said. + +'Never mind, my dear,' said Miss Marcia, coming to the rescue, with a +vague idea that perhaps Jacinth had some private charities of her own in +prospect which she did not wish talked about. 'Give Miss Scarlett's +message to your aunt and sister, and good-bye till Monday morning.' + +Frances ran off, much relieved in her mind. + +'But I really must be careful how I talk,' she reflected sagely. 'I had +quite forgotten that I wasn't to chatter about Lady Myrtle--except to +Bessie and Margaret. Jacinth said I might really count them my friends, +and that means being able to tell them anything I like. Besides, how +could I have helped telling Margaret about Lady Myrtle, when she told me +all the story of her being their great-aunt?' + +Her conscience nevertheless was not absolutely at rest, and joined to +her eagerness to tell her sister all she had heard of the Harpers' +family history was now a slight fear of Jacinth's considering her +indiscreet, and she was so preoccupied that, as she hurried out to the +hall, where Phebe was waiting, she almost ran against Bessie, who was +eagerly watching for her. + +'Frances,' she said, 'I must speak to you a moment. I asked Miss Linley, +and she let me run in, and she said I might walk down to the gate with +you.' There was rather a long drive up to the door of Ivy Lodge. +'Listen, dear; it's this. I can't bear to ask you to keep anything a +secret from your aunt or your sister, but _sometimes_ secrets may be +right, if they concern other people and are not about anything in any +way wrong. And I don't see what else to do. It is this--would you mind +promising me not to tell _anybody_ about Lady Myrtle Goodacre being our +relation, till I have written home to mother and told her that you and +Jacinth know her, and about your grandmother having been her dear +friend? I am _so_ afraid of doing harm, or vexing father, for though he +is so good, he is--very proud, you know, and--he could not bear it +to--to come round to Lady Myrtle that we were talking about her, +or--thinking about her money.' + +Bessie's face by this time was crimson. Frances opened her mouth as if +about to speak, then shut it again, and gazed at Bessie with a variety +of contradictory feelings looking out of her blue eyes. There was +disappointment, strong disappointment that her wonderful schemes for +bringing the Harpers and their old relative together threatened thus to +be nipped in the bud; there was disappointment, too, that she was not to +have the pleasure and importance of relating the story 'just like one +in a book' to her sister; and yet there was considerable relief, born of +her recently aroused misgiving as to how Jacinth would look upon her +confidences with Margaret. + +Bessie meanwhile stood looking at her in undisguised anxiety. + +'It doesn't matter a bit about Aunt Alison,' Frances at last blurted +out. 'We're not at all bound to tell her everything; mamma knows she +wouldn't understand or take the trouble to listen. And so, when we came +here, mamma said we must just do the best we could. I've always told +Jass everything, and we write long, _long_ letters to mamma. We tell +her--at least I do--everything that puzzles us, even things I can't +understand about--about religion,' and here Frances grew red. 'Though +that's _one_ thing that's better here than at Stannesley; the Bible +classes are so nice.' + +'But Frances,' repeated Bessie, 'about not telling Jacinth? It is only +till I write to mother and get her answer. And I'm not asking you to +hide anything wrong; it's really our own family affairs.' + +'I know,' said Frances. 'No, I don't think it could be wrong to +promise.' + +'Put it this way,' said Bessie: 'suppose you had, by some sort of +accident, overheard anything about other people, you wouldn't at all +think you were bound to tell Jacinth. Well, you see it was a _little_ +like that; Margaret shouldn't by rights have told you without asking +mamma.' + +'I see,' said Frances. 'Well then, Bessie, I promise not to tell anybody +till you give me leave. Only, you won't count my writing it all to +mamma? I write the most of my weekly letter to her on Sunday, so I'd +like to know, because to-morrow's Sunday, you see.' + +'_Of course_,' said Bessie with the utmost heartiness, '_of course_ you +must write everything to your mother, just as I shall to mamma. Thank +you so much, dear Francie, for understanding so well. And--and--just one +other little thing--don't you think, just now, it will be better for you +and Margaret not to talk about Lady Myrtle to each other? I mean if she +invites you to Robin Redbreast and you go, I don't think you'd better +tell Margaret. She's not very strong, and she thinks of things so, once +she gets them in her head. She's different from me. I can put them right +away.' + +And Bessie gave herself a little shake and stood there, all the anxiety +gone out of her face, bright, fearless, and handsome as usual. + +Frances, however, gave a little sigh. + +'Very well,' she said, 'I won't speak about it any more to Margaret if +you think I'd better not. But it's rather hard not to have any one I can +tell about it, when I've been so interested.' + +And Frances's face grew very doleful. + +Bessie Harper looked and felt sorry for her. She knew what a warm +faithful little heart she had to do with, and unaware as she was of +Frances's slight fear of Jacinth's displeasure, she perhaps +overestimated the trial it was to the younger sister to be debarred from +giving her confidences to the elder one. + +'I'm very sorry,' she said, sympathisingly. 'I really am very sorry +indeed. But still I'm sure it's better for Jacinth not to know about it +till I hear what mother says. You see she _may_ be invited to Lady +Myrtle's any day, and if anything about the Elvedons or our family was +said, it would be impossible for her not to feel uncomfortable +and--and--not open, you know, unless she told what Margaret told you, +and that might be just what father would dislike.' + +'And suppose _I_ go to Robin Redbreast too,' said Frances, 'what am I to +do?' + +'I thought you said Jacinth was the one who would go,' said Bessie. + +'Oh well,' replied Frances, who had raised the difficulty partly out of +half-petulant contradiction, 'I am pretty sure it will be Jass. I don't +think Lady Myrtle noticed me much, and I don't want to go. I don't like +her; at least I don't care about her unless she could be made nice to +you. And any way she wouldn't ask _me_ questions, even if by chance she +did hear your name'---- + +'And Jacinth isn't the least likely to speak about us, as things are. So +it's all right; and any way, Frances, you can write a very long letter +to your mother to-morrow.' + +'Yes,' the little girl agreed. 'That's better than nothing; only, just +think of the weeks and weeks before I can get an answer! Whatever other +troubles you have, Bessie, you _are_ lucky to have your father and +mother in England, and to know them. I don't know mamma for myself a +bit; only by her letters, and because I just feel she _must_ be very +good and kind. When I was very little it seemed something like--no, +perhaps you wouldn't understand'---- + +'I think I would,' said Bessie, who was eager to make up by every means +in her power for any distress she was causing to her friend. 'Tell me.' + +'I was only thinking what queer feelings children have,' said Frances. +'When I was little, before I had ever seen mamma--of course I can +remember her since the time I _did_ see her, five years ago, and since +then she has seemed real--but before that, it was only a kind of faith. +Writing letters to her was a very little--don't think it's naughty of me +to say it--a very little like saying our prayers. They went out, away to +somewhere, to some one I'd never seen; just like, you know, when we +pray.' + +'Yes,' said Bessie gently, 'but the answers came.' + +'I know,' replied Frances simply. 'And sometimes I think it helped to +make me feel that there is something _real_ in saying our prayers. But I +must go.' + +'And so must I,' said Bessie. 'And thank you, dear Francie.' + +She kissed the little face affectionately, and then hastened back to her +companions. + +'I do love Frances,' she thought. 'Somehow, I don't feel as if I could +ever love Jacinth quite as much. I do hope all this won't bother the +poor little thing. I should make Margaret unhappy if I blamed her for +having told Frances, and I scarcely see how she could have helped it. It +isn't as if we were in disgrace,' and Bessie threw back her head +proudly. 'We have no secrets: father's whole life and character are +_grand_; and rather than have that horrid old Lady Myrtle--there, now, +I'm calling her just what I told Frances she mustn't--rather than have +her thinking _we_ want her money, I'd--I don't know what I wouldn't do. +If only'----And here poor Bessie's heroics broke down a little. There +came before her a vision of 'father' with his crutch--for he had been +wounded in the hip and was very lame--with the lines of suffering on his +face, showing through the cheery smile which it was seldom without; and +of 'mother' in her well-worn black poplin, which she used to declare +was 'never going to look shabby,' planning and contriving how to send +the two girls, neatly and sufficiently provided for, to school, when the +wonderful chance of a year at Miss Scarlett's had so unexpectedly come +in their way. + +Bessie's eyes filled with tears. + +'I'd do anything for them,' she thought. 'I'd go to be Lady Myrtle's +companion or lady's-maid or _anything_, if it would do any good. It's +all very well to be "proud," but I'm afraid my pride would melt very +quickly if I could see any way to help them. But I'm glad I stopped +Frances talking about it; it really might have done harm. I must write a +long letter to mother. I wonder if I can begin it to-night?' + +Frances, escorted by Phebe, made her way home in greater silence for +some minutes than was usual with her. She was revolving many things in +her fluffy little head. + +'Had they come in when you started to fetch me?' she inquired at last of +the maid. + +'Not yet, Miss Frances. Miss Mildmay gave me orders to go for you at +half-past six, before she went out. But I don't think they'll be long. +Late tea is ordered for half-past seven, and Miss Mildmay is never +behind time on Saturday evenings.' + +'I don't mind whether they're in or not--not much,' said Frances. 'I +don't want any more tea. I suppose Eugene has had his?' + +'Yes, Miss Frances, his tea and an egg. He was very pleased. Master +Eugene does enjoy a nice boiled fresh egg. I think you'll have to go +down to late tea, though, Miss Frances; perhaps Miss Mildmay wouldn't be +pleased if you didn't; and perhaps'---- + +'Nonsense, Phebe,' said her young mistress; 'Aunt Alison doesn't care. +You speak as if she was like a mamma, wanting to have us beside her +always. She's had Miss Jacinth all the afternoon, and she likes her +better than me. I'm sure she wouldn't care if she never saw me again. +Well, no; perhaps I shouldn't say that, for she's quite kind. She was +very kind about letting me go this afternoon, and sending you to take me +and to fetch me, Phebe.' + +'Yes, Miss Frances,' began Phebe, again with some hesitation, 'it was +just that I was thinking about. If you go down to tea just as usual, +nice and neat, it'll make it more likely that she will let you go again. +It will show that a little change now and then will do you no harm, nor +get you out of regular ways, so to say, Miss Frances.' + +'Very well,' the child agreed; 'I don't care much one way or another. Oh +Phebe,' she went on, brightening up again--it would have been difficult +to depress Francie for long--'we had such fun this afternoon;' and she +went into some particulars of the games, which Phebe listened to with +great interest. 'I wish Aunt Alison would _sometimes_ let us have +friends to play with us. We could have beautiful "I spy" in the garden.' + +'Yes, Miss Frances, so you could,' agreed Phebe. + +'You see at Stannesley there were really no children, no girls any way +near our age except the Vicar's daughter, and though she came to have +tea with us sometimes it wasn't much pleasure--not _fun_, at least. +She's a little older than Miss Jacinth, and oh, Phebe, she's so +_awfully_ deaf. It's almost like not hearing at all.' + +'Poor young lady!' said Phebe, sympathisingly. + +'Yes, isn't it sad? And so, you see, the one thing we were glad of about +coming here--I was, any way--was about going to school; just what some +girls wouldn't have liked. I've always wanted so to have some +companions, only it isn't half as much good having them if you only see +them at lessons. I don't think Miss Jacinth minds. She was pleased to go +to school because of learning better and finding out how much other +girls know compared with us, but I don't think she minds the way I do.' + +She had almost forgotten whom she was speaking to, or indeed that she +was speaking aloud, and half started when Phebe replied again to this +long speech. + +'It's just because of that, Miss Frances,' said the girl, 'that I was +thinking how nice it will be if you're invited sometimes to play with +the young ladies of a holiday afternoon like to-day. And if I were you, +I'd take care to show Miss Mildmay that it doesn't unsettle you, and I'd +just put out of my mind about having any young ladies to come to you. +It'd not suit your aunt's ways.' + +'No,' said Frances, 'I suppose not. It's only really the Harpers I care +about,' she added to herself. 'And now,' she went on thinking, 'with +this muddle about the old lady at Robin Redbreast--if their mother +doesn't want her to know about them, perhaps it's best for Jacinth not +to see them much. And I'll have to forget what Margaret told me, after +I've written to mamma. I want to remember it _exactly_ to tell her.' + +She sighed a little. Almost for the first time Frances began to realise +that, even when one is possessed of the purest motives and the best +intentions, life may be a complicated business. Right and wrong are not +always written up before us on conspicuous finger-posts, as we fancy in +childhood will be the case. There are shades and modifications, wisdom +and unwisdom; apparently, though, thank God, only 'apparently,' +conflicting duties, whose rival claims it is not always easy to measure. +And it is not till some stages later in our journey that we come to see +how our own prejudices or shortsightedness or self-will are really at +the root of the perplexity. For God demands no impossibilities. As has +been quaintly said, 'He neither expects us to be in two places at once, +nor to put twenty-five hours' work into twenty-four.' + +To do what is the least agreeable to us, though far from an invariable +rule, is often a safe one. Frances would have liked to run up-stairs to +the nursery, and to sit down there and then to the long letter to +'mamma,' to the outpouring of confidence to the almost unknown friend +she had learned to trust. But common-sense and a certain docility, which +was strongly developed in her, in spite of her superficial +self-assertion and blunt, even abrupt outspokenness, made her yield to +Phebe's advice. + +And it was a neat, composed-looking little maiden who met her aunt and +sister on their return half an hour or so later, somewhat tired and +fagged by their rather tedious afternoon's work. + +'I am glad you are back, my dear,' said her aunt. 'I wished afterwards I +had made a point of your not keeping Phebe waiting, as I had forgotten +that Eugene would be alone, and I am always afraid of any accident with +the fire, or anything of that kind.' + +'I did keep her waiting a little,' said Frances, honestly. 'But I've +been back a good while. I've heard Eugene his Sunday lessons: he knows +them quite well. And I think tea is quite ready, Aunt Alison.' + +'That's right,' Miss Mildmay replied. 'You may ring for it to be brought +in, while Jacinth and I take off our things.--Frances seems none the +worse for her visit,' she added to her elder niece as they made their +way up-stairs. 'I shall not object to her going to Ivy Lodge sometimes +in this way, if it does not make her rough or hoydenish.' + +'I don't think there is much fear of her learning anything of that kind +from the _boarders_,' said Jacinth, gratified by her aunt's confidential +tone. 'I shouldn't be so sure of the day-scholars, but you know, Aunt +Alison, the Miss Scarletts keep them very distinct. It is a--well,' with +a little smile, 'a great compliment for Francie to be asked this way.' + +'The Miss Scarletts have plenty of discrimination,' her aunt replied. +'They know that my nieces--your father's daughters--going to any school, +especially a day-school, is a great compliment to that school.' + +It was not often that Miss Mildmay indulged in any expression of her +underlying family pride. It suited Jacinth's ideas 'down to the ground.' + +'Yes, of course,' she agreed quietly. 'Still the school _is_ an +exceptional one. I think Frances is learning to understand some things +better,' she went on. 'But of course she is _very_ young for her age. At +first she was far too ready to rush into bosom friendships and +enthusiastic admirations and all that sort of thing. And she perfectly +adores games,' with a slight intonation of contempt. + +'_You_ don't?' said Miss Mildmay, smiling. 'There is nothing to be +ashamed of in liking games, if not allowed to go too far.' + +'I think it must be born in some people,' said Jacinth. 'It isn't +laziness that makes me not care for them. For I love riding and long +walks and dancing. Only, somehow, I feel so much _older_.' + +'I can sympathise with you,' said her aunt. 'I have never been able to +care for any game that ever was invented. So I have not been victimising +you this afternoon, you are sure?' + +'Oh indeed, no,' replied Jacinth heartily. + +On the whole the domestic atmosphere in Market Square Place seemed more +genial. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +AN INVITATION. + + +Jacinth was quick of observation. They had not been many minutes seated +at table before it struck her that Frances was unusually silent--or +rather, absent and preoccupied, for the mere fact of her not speaking +much in her aunt's presence was not remarkable. + +She glanced at Frances once or twice inquiringly, then she tried to draw +her into the conversation, but only succeeded in extracting +monosyllables in reply. Still her sister did not look depressed, +certainly not cross; it was much more as if her thoughts were elsewhere. + +'What are you dreaming about, Frances?' said Jacinth at last with a +touch of sharpness. 'Are you very tired?' + +'Did you not enjoy yourself this afternoon?' asked Miss Mildmay, +following suit. + +Frances started, and pulled herself together. + +'Oh yes,' she said, '_very_ much. I never enjoyed myself more. I was +only--oh, I was only thinking of things.' + +'What sort of things?' asked her aunt good-humouredly. 'Had you much +grave and learned discussion at Ivy Lodge?' + +Frances reddened a little. + +'We did talk quietly part of the time,' she said. 'We weren't playing +games _all_ the afternoon. I was a good while walking up and down with +Margaret, and afterwards with Bessie.' + +Miss Mildmay glanced inquiringly at her elder niece. + +'Yes,' said Jacinth, replying to the unspoken question. 'Those are the +girls Frances is so fond of--the Harpers.' + +'Oh yes, I remember,' said Miss Mildmay. 'Their mother is an old friend +of the Scarletts, and the good souls were delighted to take the girls +at'----She stopped suddenly, aware that she had been on the point of +betraying a confidence, realising, too, that the subject of it was +scarcely suited for her young auditors, for Frances especially. But in +her slight confusion she stumbled on the very thing she was anxious to +avoid, so that it required little 'putting of two and two together' for +Jacinth to complete to herself, with an inward smile, her aunt's +broken-off sentence. 'They are not--the Harpers, I mean--they are not at +all well off, and--a large family, I fancy,' Miss Mildmay went on. + +'No,' said Frances in her clear young voice, rather to her hearers' +surprise, 'no, they are not _at all_ rich.' + +Then she started, grew crimson, and looked round in affright: had she +said something she should not have said? A strange, silly, nervous +feeling came over her; as if she must, in another moment, burst into +tears. + +'Frances,' said Jacinth, 'what are you looking so terrified about? +There's no harm in what you said. It's no secret; Aunt Alison said it +herself first.' + +Her tone was not unkindly, though slightly sharp. But a look of relief +overspread her sister's face. + +'No, of course not. I'm very silly,' she murmured. + +'I think you must be a little over-tired,' said Miss Mildmay vaguely. +She had not specially noticed Frances's expression. 'I wonder,' she went +on, 'I wonder if those Harpers are any relation to the Elvedons? I +can't quite remember what Miss Scarlett said about them. It was their +mother she was interested in, though--not their father. If they were +Elvedon Harpers, Lady Myrtle would know about them; at least'---- + +'Harper isn't at all an uncommon name,' interrupted Jacinth. + +But Miss Mildmay did not resent the little discourtesy--her mind was +pursuing its own train of thought. 'I don't know that it _would_ follow +that she could know anything of them,' she said. 'Some of the last +generation of Harpers were sadly unsatisfactory, and I believe the old +man, Lady Myrtle's father, disinherited one or more of his sons. So if +you ever go to Robin Redbreast, girls, I think it would be just as well +not to mention your school-fellows of the name.' + +Jacinth shot a rather triumphant glance at her sister. + +'It is generally better, and more well-bred, not to begin about "Are you +related to the so-and-so's?" or "I have friends of your name," and +remarks like that; isn't it, Aunt Alison?' she said. 'I was telling +Frances so, only yesterday.' + +Frances reddened again. + +'Well, yes,' said Miss Mildmay. 'Still, one cannot make a hard and fast +rule about such matters. It calls for a little tact.' + +She was very inconsistent; who is not? Something in Jacinth's premature +wisdom--almost savouring of 'worldly' wisdom--rather repelled her, +careful and unimpulsive though she herself was. Then she felt annoyed +with her own annoyance: it was unjust to blame the girl, when she +herself had been inculcating caution. + +'In this case,' she added, 'I am sure it is best to keep off family +affairs, you being so young and Lady Myrtle Goodacre so old; and as I +know, there have been sore spots in her history.' + +Then she rose from the table. + +'Francie, dear, I think you had better go to bed early. You _are_ +looking tired,' she said kindly, and as she kissed the little girl she +almost fancied--was it fancy?--that she felt a touch of dew on her +cheek. + +'I'm afraid I don't understand children at all,' she thought to herself, +though with a little sigh. 'What in the world can Frances be crying +about?' + +Jacinth, once they were alone, did not spare her sister. + +'I do think you are too silly,' she said. 'If you go on so oddly after +having an afternoon's play, I am sure Aunt Alison won't let you go +again. First you seemed half asleep, then you jumped and looked +terrified for nothing at all, and now you are actually crying. What _is_ +the matter?' + +'I didn't mean'----began Frances. + +'I believe it's those girls,' continued Jacinth, working herself up to +rare irritation, for as a rule she was gentle to her sister. 'They +really seem to bewitch you. Are you crying because you're not a boarder +at school, so that you could be always beside them?' she added +ironically. + +'No, of course not. I wouldn't be so silly,' said Frances, with a touch +of her usual spirit. + +'Then what _are_ you crying about?' + +Frances murmured something about 'thinking Jacinth was vexed with her.' + +'Nonsense,' said Jacinth. 'You know I wasn't in the least till you got +so silly. I don't understand you to-night one bit, but I will say I +think it has something to do with the Harpers, and if they begin coming +between you and me, Frances, I shall end by really disliking them.' + +'I think you dislike them already,' retorted Frances, 'and I'm sure I +don't know why.' + +To this Jacinth vouchsafed no reply. She would have said the accusation +was not worth noticing. But yet at the bottom of her heart she knew +there was something in it. A vague, ridiculous, unfounded sort of +jealousy of the Harpers had begun to insinuate itself. + +'I wish their name had been anything else,' she said to herself. 'I +don't believe they are really any relation to Lady Myrtle--at least not +anything countable. But it is so disagreeable to have the feeling of +knowing anything of people who _may_ be--well, rather objectionable +relations of hers. Well, no; perhaps that's putting it too strong. I +mean relations she doesn't want to have to do with, and I don't see why +she _should_ want to have to do with them. I shall take care, I know, +not to speak of them to her, for it would only annoy her, and it's no +business of mine. I do wish Frances hadn't taken them up so, she is so +silly sometimes.' + +Frances on her side began to think she had gone too far. She glanced up +at Jacinth, and saw that her face was very grave. + +'Jass,' she said, stealing up to her and speaking in a soft apologetic +tone, 'I'm very sorry for being cross. I think I _am_ rather tired, +though I did so enjoy myself this afternoon. Perhaps I'd better go to +bed, for I want to write most of my letter to mamma to-morrow. I want to +write her a good long one this time.' + +'Very well,' said Jacinth as graciously as she could. 'I'm sure I +haven't meant to be cross either, Francie; but--I don't like the idea of +_any one_ coming between you and me.' + +'Of course not; nobody _could_, never,' said Frances eagerly. 'Kiss me, +Jass. I really don't know what made me begin to cry; it was a mixture.' + +Her voice trembled a little again. In terror of incurring Jacinth's +displeasure, Frances tugged at her pocket-handkerchief. Out came, for +the second time that day, the old Christmas card. + +'What's that?' said Jacinth. + +Frances smoothed it out and showed it her, reminding her of its history. + +'I think it was that that made me feel rather--queer--this afternoon, +first,' she said. 'It brought things back so.' + +'Well, dear, go to bed and have a good night. And to-morrow you'll be +fresh for a nice long letter to mamma in the afternoon, when we come +back from the children's service; there's always plenty of time. I want +to write her a long letter too.' + +The letters were written, neither sister reading the other's. This was a +recognised rule, and a wise one, as it kept each child more directly in +touch with the absent mother, and also enabled her to judge of her +children's gradually developing characters. The very way in which the +same occurrence was related by each threw many an unsuspected light on +the 'Jacinth' and 'Frances' she had personally so sadly little knowledge +of. + +And then for some days life at Number 9 Market Square Place, which had +been to a certain extent enlivened or disturbed, seemed to revert again +to its usual monotony. It was almost like a dream to Jacinth to recall +the strange visit to the quaint old house and the unexpected confidences +of Lady Myrtle Goodacre; the more so that she had at first allowed her +imagination to run wild on all the possibilities thus opened up. And to +Frances it was even more bewildering to remember the glimpse vouchsafed +to her by her young friends into their past family history. For though +they were both as affectionate and friendly as before--more so, indeed, +it seemed to her--neither by word nor allusion was the Saturday's +conversation referred to. Margaret had evidently promised Bessie to keep +off the subject, and Frances of course could but do the same. + +'Perhaps,' she thought to herself, 'they will never speak of it again to +me; perhaps that is what their mother has told them she wished. But +after all, it doesn't look as if this would much matter, for there is no +sign that Lady Myrtle means to take any more notice of us, not even of +poor Jass. I'm not surprised; any one that can be so unkind about her +own relations _can't_ be very nice.' + +Frances was sorry for Jacinth, and a little disappointed for herself, +and there had still lingered in her some dim hopes that possibly +_somehow_ their own acquaintance with the old lady might have been of +use to her friends. Jacinth, though she said nothing, was feeling very +chagrined indeed, and not a little bitter. + +What could have happened to change Lady Myrtle so? Could it be that she +was really very fanciful and whimsical? It scarcely seemed so, +considering that she had written so promptly to Miss Mildmay, not losing +even one post! And this thought suggested another explanation. Could +their aunt's letter in reply have contained something to annoy the old +lady? Jacinth began to be very much afraid it must be so, and it made +her very vexed with Miss Mildmay, though she did not in the least +suppose it had been done _intentionally_. + +'Aunt Alison is perfectly straightforward,' thought the girl. 'If she +meant to stop our going to Robin Redbreast, she would have said so right +out. But she may have written in a stiff, stuck-up way, as if it would +be a great favour to let us go, which would very likely offend Lady +Myrtle. I do think she might have told me what she said.' + +And but for Miss Mildmay's being particularly busy that week, and very +engrossed by some unexpected difficulties which had arisen in connection +with one of her benevolent works, she could scarcely have failed to +notice Jacinth's extremely icy manner and unusual silence. + +But on Friday morning came a thaw. + +Miss Mildmay looked up with a smile--her smiles were somewhat rare, but +not without a certain charm--as the girls entered the dining-room, +_even_ though they were too late for prayers. + +'We are so sorry, Aunt Alison,' said Frances eagerly. 'We _just_ got to +the door in time to be too late.' + +'Well, I must forgive you, for I cannot say that it often happens. +And--I have something to tell you, Jacinth,' was the gracious reply. + +Two things had pleased Miss Mildmay that morning: a letter with the +welcome news that, thanks to her judicious management, the difficulty +alluded to had been got over, and another letter from Lady Myrtle +Goodacre, with a cordial invitation to her elder niece. For Miss Mildmay +herself, though it was not her way to express such things, had felt a +little annoyed and considerably surprised at no further communication +from the owner of Robin Redbreast. + +Now, however, all was cleared up. The old lady had been ill, +'otherwise,' she wrote with studied courtesy, 'she had hoped before this +to have had the pleasure of calling.' But under the circumstances she +felt sure that Miss Mildmay would excuse her, and in proof of this, +would she allow her niece Jacinth to spend Sunday at Robin Redbreast? by +which she explained that she meant from Saturday to Monday morning. + +'My carriage shall call for her about noon,' wrote Lady Myrtle, 'and she +shall be sent home, or straight to school, at any hour she names on +Monday.' + +Jacinth's eyes sparkled. This was just the sort of thing she had been +hoping for, but with the self-restraint peculiar to her, unusual in one +so young, she said nothing till her aunt directly addressed her, after +reading aloud Lady Myrtle's note. + +'Well, what do you say to it? Would you like to go?' asked Miss Mildmay. + +'Very much indeed,' Jacinth replied, 'except'----And as her eyes fell on +her sister she hesitated. 'I wish Frances had been invited too,' she was +on the point of saying, but she changed the words into, 'I hope Frances +won't be dull without me.' + +'Oh no, don't think about that,' said the younger girl. 'I really and +truly would not like to go; I shouldn't care about it in the least, and +I am _very_ glad I'm not asked.' + +And Jacinth saw that Frances thoroughly meant what she said. + +Before the day was over, Frances felt still more glad that she had not +been included in the invitation, for as soon as morning lessons were +finished, and the day-scholars were getting ready to go, Bessie Harper +came running to her with a letter in her hand. + +'This is for you, Frances,' she said. 'It is from my sister Camilla, +who was here, you know, when you first came, for a little.' + +Frances was staring at the letter in surprise. + +'I scarcely knew your sister at all,' she said. 'She was so big compared +with me--even with Jacinth.' + +'Ah well, you will understand when you've read it. It came inside one to +me,' said Bessie. 'It'll be all right when you've read it. But I must +go.' And off she ran. + +Frances looked again at the envelope and then deposited the letter in +her pocket. She had a feeling that she would read it when she was alone, +for she began to have some idea what it was about. She read it at home +that afternoon. It ran as follows: + + + SOUTHCLIFF, _October 7th_. + + MY DEAR FRANCES--I am writing to you instead of my mother, + for as you and I were, though only for a short time, + school-fellows, we think perhaps I can explain better what + Bessie's letter makes us think necessary to say. Mother is + not vexed with Margaret for what she told you, for there is + nothing secret about us or our history, though there have + been sad things in father's family long ago, as you know. + Bessie told us of your kind feelings about us, and though I + saw so little of you, I can well believe them. But with + regard to our great-aunt, both my father and mother hope she + will hear nothing about us. Father has long left off any + thought of friendly relations with her. Of course there is + no reason why our name should not be mentioned to her by + yourself, or your sister, if it happened to come up in + conversation; but we should be sorry for her to think we + murmured about being poor, or that any of us ever thought of + her as a rich relation who might help us. So we shall all be + very glad indeed if you will try to forget that you know + anything of us Harpers except as school-fellows who will + always be pleased to count you a true friend. Mother wishes + you to do just what you think best about showing this + letter to your sister or not. And of course you will tell + your mother anything or everything about the matter. Yours + affectionately, + + CAMILLA HARPER. + +Frances gave a sigh. + +'I won't show it to Jacinth,' she thought. 'Aunt Alison said it was +better for her not to speak about the Harpers to Lady Myrtle, so there's +no use in saying anything about them. And it's more comfortable not to +have something in your head you're not to tell. I suppose I must try to +put it all out of my head, but it _would_ have been nice to help to make +that old aunt of theirs like them. I'll put the letter in an envelope +ready addressed to mamma--that'll keep any one from touching it--and +I'll send it to her in my next letter.' + +But it called for some self-control not to tell it all to her sister, +even at the risk of her displeasure. And Frances was conscious of a very +slight feeling of relief when Jacinth, evidently in high spirits, though +quiet as she always was, set off in state the next day for her visit to +Robin Redbreast. + +She had made up her mind to enjoy herself and to be pleased with +everything, and it was not difficult to carry out this programme. +Everything Lady Myrtle could think of to make her young guest feel at +home had been done, and Jacinth was both quick to see this and most +ready to appreciate it. + +She drew a deep breath of satisfaction when she found herself seated in +Lady Myrtle's comfortable brougham, which, though a trifle +old-fashioned, was, like everything belonging to the Robin Redbreast +establishment, thoroughly good of its kind. + +'It is like being at Stannesley again,' thought Jacinth, 'only poor +granny's carriage and horses, and old Simpson the coachman, weren't half +so nice as all this is.' + +And, to confess the truth, I think a passing regret went through her +that the road to her destination lay straight out from the town on the +Market Square Place side, so that there was no chance of her meeting any +of her school-fellows and giving them a smiling nod of recognition. + +The door was opened by the neat parlour-maid, but behind her +appeared--to do special honour to the young lady, no doubt--a +functionary whom Jacinth had not seen before--no less a personage than +Mr Thornley, Lady Myrtle's old, not to say aged butler. He came forward +gently rubbing his hands, and bending with a decorous mixture of +paternal solicitude and deference which Jacinth by no means objected to, +though it made her inclined to smile a little. + +'Miss Mildmay, I presume?' + +'Miss Mildmay' was quite equal to the occasion. She bent her head +graciously. + +'Her ladyship is awaiting you in her boudoir, if you will have the +goodness to follow me,' the old man proceeded. + +They were standing in the hall. It was large--at least it seemed so in +comparison with the impression given by the outside of the house, which +Jacinth knew so well, and which was really cottage-like. The hall was +wainscoted in oak half-way up, where the panels met a bluish-green +Japanese-looking paper. A really old oriental paper it was, such as is +not even nowadays to be procured in England, so thickly covered with +tracery of leaves and flowers and birds and butterflies in a delightful +tangle, that the underlying colour was more felt than seen. A short +staircase of wide shallow steps ran up one side, disappearing apparently +into the wall, and up this staircase, rather to Jacinth's surprise--for +there were several doors in the hall leading, no doubt, to the principal +ground-floor rooms--stepped Thornley in a gingerly manner till he +reached the little landing at the top. There he threw open a door, +papered like the walls so cleverly as to be invisible when closed, +though it was a good-sized door--wide and high. And as soon as the girl, +following behind, caught sight of the vista now revealed, she wondered +no more, as she had been doing, at Lady Myrtle's choosing an up-stairs +room for her boudoir. + +'In a town it would be different,' Jacinth had been saying to herself, +'but in the country it's so much nicer to be able to get out into the +garden at once.' + +But she did not understand the peculiar architecture of Robin Redbreast. +A glow of colour met her eyes, for the door in the wall opened on to a +gallery, three sides of which ran round an inner hall on the +ground-floor, while the fourth--that facing her--was all conservatory, +and conservatory of the most perfect kind. The girl started, +half-dazzled by the unexpected radiance, and drew a quick breath of +satisfaction, as the butler passed along the side of the gallery and +threw open a door leading in among the flowers--she, following closely, +lingered a moment while the old servant passed on, partly to give him +time to announce her, partly to enjoy for half an instant the fragrance +and beauty around her. + +Then came a voice, and a figure in the inner doorway--the figure that +already seemed so familiar to her, though she had seen it but once. + +'My dear child--my dear Jacinth,' and she felt two kind arms thrown +round her, and the soft withered cheek of the old lady pressed against +her own. 'This is delightful--to have you all to myself--my own child +for the time.' + +Jacinth's usually cold unimpulsive nature was strongly moved; there is +always something impressive and touching in the emotion of the aged. And +Lady Myrtle, one felt by instinct, was rarely demonstrative. + +The girl looked up in her face, and there came a slight mistiness over +the hazel eyes, which her new old friend seemed to know so well--oh so +well!--the sight of them carried her back half a century; and, above +all, when Jacinth began to speak, she felt as if all the intervening +years were a dream, and that she was again a girl herself, listening to +the voice of Jacinth Moreland. + +'I am so very pleased to come. I have been longing to see you again,' +said her young guest. Thornley had discreetly withdrawn. 'And how lovely +it is here! You don't know how I enjoy seeing flowers again like these.' + +'It _is_ pretty, isn't it?' said Lady Myrtle, pleased by the frank +admiration. 'In cold weather I am sometimes shut up a good deal, and my +garden is my great delight. So I tried to make myself a little winter +garden, you see. I have had to stay up here the last few days, but I +hope to go about again as usual to-morrow. And of course I shall go down +to luncheon and dinner to-day. I waited to ask you to come, my dear, +till I was better. I could not have let you be all by yourself in the +dining-room.' + +'Oh,' exclaimed Jacinth, with sudden compunction, 'I should have asked +if you were better. How could I forget?' + +'Why, you have not been two minutes here, my dear child. And I wrote +that I was better. It was only a cold. But at my age, "only a cold" may +come to be a great deal, and I have got into the way of taking care of +myself, I scarcely know why; it is natural, I suppose, and after all, +however alone one is, life is a gift. We must not throw it away. I am +not _quite_ well yet'--she had coughed more than once while +speaking--'but the weather is milder again.' + +'Yes,' said Jacinth, 'a sort of St Martin's summer. I hope,' she added +gently, 'you will let me wait upon you a little while I am here. +Wouldn't you like the door shut?' + +Lady Myrtle smiled. She liked the allusion to St Martin's summer; it +seemed like a good omen. Was this bright young life, so strangely +associated with her own youth, to bring back some spring-time to her +winter?--was Jacinth to be a St Martin's summer to her? + +'Thank you,' she said. 'Yes, please shut the outer door. Poor old +Thornley often thinks he has closed it when he hasn't; his hands are so +rheumatic. I like the door into the conservatory left open. Yes, that's +right. And now come and talk to me for a few minutes before you take off +your things. There is still half an hour to luncheon. Tell me what you +have been doing these last few days--busy at lessons? That fair-haired +little sister of yours doesn't look as if she _over_worked.' + +Jacinth smiled. + +'No,' she said, 'I don't think Francie _over_works, but she does very +well. The being at school has really been a good thing for her, for she +feels herself that she is the better for emulation.' + +'And the Scarletts are gentlewomen, thorough gentlewomen,' said Lady +Myrtle, musingly. 'That makes a difference. And I suppose a good many of +the pupils are really nice--lady-like and refined?' + +'Yes,' said Jacinth, readily. 'The boarders are all nice--some of them +really as nice in every way as they can be, clever, too, and anxious to +learn. I don't seem to know them quite as well as Frances does, for, +somehow, I am not very quick at making friends,' and she looked up at +Lady Myrtle with a slight questioning in her eyes. The confession did +not sound very amiable. But the old lady nodded reassuringly. + +'Just as well or better that it should be so,' she said. 'Few friends +and faithful has been my motto. Indeed, as for _great_ friends I never +had but one, and you know who that was, and I verily believe she never +had any one as much to her as I was.' She sighed a little. 'Your sister +is quite a child--a very nice child, I am sure, but she is not a +Moreland at all. I have heard of some girls at Miss Scarlett's--let me +see, who were they? What are the names of the ones you like best?' + +Jacinth hesitated. + +'There are the--the Eves,' she said, 'two sisters, and the Beckinghams, +and Miss Falmouth. She is almost too old for us.' + +But the Harpers she did not name, saying to herself that her aunt had +advised her not to do so. In this she deceived herself. Miss Mildmay +would never have counselled her direct avoidance of mention of the two +girls whom Frances--and she herself in her heart--thought the most +highly of among their companions. + +Lady Myrtle caught at the last name. + +'Falmouth,' she repeated. 'Yes, it must have been of her I heard. I know +her aunt. Very nice people.' + +Then she went on to talk a little of Jacinth's own special tastes and +studies, to ask what news the girls had last had from India, how often +they wrote, and so on, to all of which Jacinth replied with her usual +simple directness, for she felt perfectly at ease with her hostess. And +the little reminiscences and allusions to the long-ago days when all the +young interests of Jacinth Moreland and Myrtle Harper were shared +together, with which the old lady's talk was so interspersed, in no way +bored or wearied this girl of to-day, as it might have done some of her +contemporaries. On the contrary, such allusions made Jacinth feel more +on a level with her companion, and flattered her by showing her the +confidence with which she was regarded. + +'I don't suppose she would speak of those past times to _any one_ but +me,' thought Jacinth proudly. 'Except, of course, perhaps to mamma.' + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +DELICATE GROUND. + + +The two days at Robin Redbreast passed most satisfactorily, and long +before they came to an end Jacinth felt completely at home. It would +have been almost impossible for her or for any girl not to feel grateful +for Lady Myrtle's extreme kindness, but besides this, everything in the +life suited Jacinth's peculiar character. She liked the perfect order, +the completeness of the arrangements, just as--in very different +surroundings--she liked and appreciated the same qualities in her aunt's +sphere. Mere luxury or display would not have pleased her in the same +way, and except in the one matter of flowers and all expenses connected +with her garden, Lady Myrtle lived simply. The house itself, though in +perfectly good taste, was decidedly plain; the furniture belonged to a +severe and unluxurious date. The colouring was harmonious, but +unobtrusive. + +But Jacinth thought it perfection. Her own room--the one which the old +lady had specially chosen for her, and which she impressed upon her she +must think of as appropriated to her--was exactly what she liked. The +chintz hangings--pale pink rosebuds on a white ground--the quaint +spindle-legged dressing-tables and chairs, the comfortably spacious but +undecorated wardrobe of dark old mahogany, the three-cornered bookcases +fitted in to the angles of the walls with their lozenge-paned glass +doors--all was just as she liked. + +'It's so beautifully _neat_,' she said to Lady Myrtle. 'I like a house +to be almost primly neat. Frances says she's sure I shall be an old +maid, and I daresay I shall be. I shouldn't mind, if I had a house of my +own like this to live in.' + +Lady Myrtle glanced at her with one of her peculiar but approving +smiles. + +'That is another point in common between us,' she said. 'I have always +felt like you, and when--let me see, it must be fully twenty years ago +now--when, for the first time I really was perfectly free to furnish a +house to suit myself, you see I carried out my own ideas.' + +'Oh, I thought Robin Redbreast was really old--furniture and all,' said +Jacinth with a slight tone of disappointment. + +'So it is,' said Lady Myrtle. 'A good deal of it was here in the house, +and I had it done up--and some things I brought from Goodacre. My +brother-in-law who succeeded there kindly let me choose out things of my +favourite date. And they did not suit Goodacre, which is very grand and +heavy, and, to my mind, ugly.' + +'I know what you mean,' said Jacinth, eagerly--'enormous mirrors with +huge gilt frames, and enormous gilt cornices over the window curtains, +and great big patterns on the carpets. There was a house near Stannesley +like that. It was interesting, something like an old palace, and grand; +but I shouldn't like to live in a house of that kind.' + +'No, there seems nothing personal about it. One's own little self makes +no impression; you feel that you are just passing through it for the +time. Elvedon was rather like that, though the present tenants have +managed to lighten it a good deal. But our other place--I mean my own +family's place, up in the north, where I knew your dear +grandmother--though not so grand, is much more homelike than Elvedon. My +nephew and his wife live there when they are not in London. It is not so +expensive as the place here.' + +Jacinth grew a little nervous and said exactly what she did not mean to +say. + +'Are they not very rich, then?' and instantly blushed crimson, which +Lady Myrtle took as an expression of fear lest she had been indiscreet. +And she hastened to answer so as to put the girl at ease again. + +'No,' she said; 'far from it. But they will be better off some day, and +it has been for their good that they have not been rich hitherto. The +sins of the fathers are visited on the children, as you cannot fail to +see for yourself, my dear, when you come to know more of life.' Lady +Myrtle sighed. 'My poor brother Elvedon was very weak and foolish, led +into all kinds of wild extravagance by--by another, much, much worse +than he;' and here the old lady's face hardened. 'And naturally,' she +went on, 'we--my father and I--dreaded what his son might turn out. Poor +Elvedon, my nephew I mean, is far from a clever man, but he is sensible +and steady, and so are his two sons. So, as I was saying, some day they +will be better off.' + +Jacinth listened with the utmost attention. She was much gratified by +her hostess's confidence, and relieved, too, that no mention had been +made of any other Harper relatives. + +'Bessie and Margaret are not Lord Elvedon's daughters, of course,' she +said to herself, 'so it does not seem as if they were near relations; +perhaps, after all, they are not relations at all. So I don't see that I +need bother my head about them; I might have mentioned them to Lady +Myrtle among the girls at school without her noticing it, I daresay.' + +'This is too old talk for you, my dear,' said the old lady, after a +little silence. + +'No, no indeed,' said Jacinth eagerly. 'I am so pleased you don't treat +me as a child, dear Lady Myrtle. And I love to think of you and my +grandmother long ago, when your families were almost relations, weren't +they?' + +'Yes, truly--Jacinth and I often said we loved each other more than if +we had been sisters. That reminds me, my dear, that nice little sister +of yours must come to see me some day soon, and the boy too, the next +time you come. When shall that be?' + +'Whenever you like, dear Lady Myrtle,' Jacinth replied. + +'Well then, supposing you come again in a fortnight--next Saturday week, +that is to say. I will send for you as before, and the two children must +come with you and stay till six or seven; then I will send them home +again and you will remain with me till Monday morning. I must not be +selfish, otherwise I would gladly have you every week. But that would +not be fair to your aunt.' + +'It wouldn't matter so much for Aunt Alison,' said Jacinth; 'I really +don't think she would mind. But Francie and Eugene would not like me to +be away every Sunday.' + +'Then let us try to make it every other,' said Lady Myrtle. 'My dearest +child,' and she pressed the girl's hand, 'how I wish I could have you +with me altogether. But no, that would not do--it would not be a right +life for her'--she seemed as if she were speaking to herself. 'Tell me, +dear,' she went on, 'you do feel already _at home_ at Robin Redbreast? +I want you to learn to love the little place as well as its old +owner--who can't be its owner for ever,' she added in a lower voice, so +that less quick ears than Jacinth's would scarcely have caught the +words. + +'I love it already dearly,' she replied. 'For your sake first of all, of +course, but for its own too. I couldn't imagine a more perfect old house +than it is.' + +They were walking in the garden, for the weather was mild and Lady +Myrtle had been able to go to church that morning. It was Sunday and +late afternoon. The long level rays of the evening sun fell on the large +lawn--smooth and even as a bowling-green--along one side of which, on +the broad terrace, the two were pacing up and down. Lady Myrtle stopped +short, she was holding the girl's arm, and looked up at the windows, +glinting cheerily in the red glow beginning to be reflected from the +sky. + +'Yes,' she said, 'it really is a dear old place. And for any one who +cared to fit it for a larger family there is plenty of space and +convenience for extending it.' + +'It seems a very good size already,' said Jacinth, 'though of course I +cannot judge very well.' + +'You must see it all,' said Lady Myrtle; 'the next time you come I hope +I shall be quite well and able to show you all over it. No, it would +scarcely need building to; but there are several rooms at the other side +in rather an unfinished condition, because I really had no use for them. +The last tenant was on the point of completing them when he left. He had +a large family, and it was getting too small for them, but he +unexpectedly came into a property elsewhere, and then my father gave me +this place. There are some very nice rooms you have not seen. Have you +been in the one where my old pensioners come for their dinner every +Saturday?' + +Jacinth shook her head. + +'That would make a capital billiard room,' Lady Myrtle went on, Jacinth +listening to all she said with the greatest interest. 'Indeed, Robin +Redbreast has everything needed for a comfortable roomy house. It is too +large for me, unless I had a good many visitors. When your father and +mother come from India, Jacinth, I must have you all to stay with me.' + +Jacinth's eyes sparkled. + +'Oh how delightful that would be!' she said. 'I have often thought how +they will miss Stannesley when they come home. For it is let for a long +time. And wasn't it funny, Lady Myrtle, that last morning when we were +saying good-bye to Uncle Marmy at the gate, we looked in at this garden, +and said how lovely it would be if papa and mamma had come home, and we +were all living together in a house like this! And to think it _may_ +come true, if you ask us all to stay with you.' + +Lady Myrtle stroked Jacinth's hand fondly. + +'Yes, dear,' she said, 'it may come true, and I trust it will.' + +This conversation took place, as I said, on the Sunday afternoon. Very +early the next morning the brougham took Jacinth back to Market Square +Place, in time for her to start for school with Frances at their usual +hour. + +Frances did not receive with rapturous delight the news of her +invitation to Robin Redbreast. + +'Must I go?' she said. 'Wouldn't it do for just Eugene to go with you, +Jacinth? He would enjoy it.' + +'Yes, I should,' said Eugene, 'pertickerly if we have some of those +little brown cakes for tea.' + +'Eugene,' said Frances in a tone of disgust, 'I'm sure Lady Myrtle would +not have asked you if she had known you were such a greedy little boy.' + +They were in the dining-room waiting for their aunt, who, for once, was +a few minutes late for dinner. Just then she came in. She greeted +Jacinth pleasantly, and seemed glad to hear that she had enjoyed +herself. Then she was told of the invitation for the following week, and +Frances appealed to her to say she 'needn't go.' But Frances's hopes +were speedily disappointed. + +'Not go!' said Miss Mildmay; 'of course you must go. It would be most +ungrateful to Lady Myrtle, and would, besides, put Jacinth in a very +disagreeable position. You are the grand-daughter of Lady Myrtle's old +friend as well as Jacinth, even though her special interest may be in +Jacinth.' + +'It would make me look so selfish too,' said Jacinth, who, now that she +felt sure of her own place with the old lady, was far from wishing to +deprive Frances of her share in the pleasures and advantages of their +acquaintance with Robin Redbreast. + +So Frances had to give in. + +And when the day came she enjoyed the visit, on the whole, very much. + +'If only,' she said to herself before starting, 'if only I could have +got mamma's letter in answer to mine before going. I would have known +then exactly how to do about the Harpers. Of course I can't tell +stories, and _they_ would never have wanted me to do that. I only hope +nothing will be said about school or about anything to do with them.' + +Then she tried to recall the exact words of Camilla Harper's letter, by +this time two-thirds on its way to India to her mother. + +Jacinth said nothing at all about the Harpers in connection with Lady +Myrtle, and Frances began to think her sister had forgotten all about +the question of their possible relationship, which in the meantime at +least the younger girl was not sorry for. + +It was again a lovely day--the weather seemed to favour the visits to +Robin Redbreast--even milder than the Saturday of Jacinth's first stay +there. And this time, instead of the brougham, a large roomy pony +carriage came to fetch them, a spring cart having already called for +Jacinth's portmanteau that morning. + +'How lovely!' said Frances, as she and Eugene took their seats with +great satisfaction opposite her sister and the coachman; 'I am so glad +it is an open carriage. I wish Lady Myrtle would send us home in it +again this evening: don't you, Eugene?' + +'I'm sure her ladyship will be quite pleased to do so, miss, if you just +mention that you would like it,' said the man, a staid unexceptionable +old servant, though many years younger than Thornley. + +'Oh well, I will. I may, mayn't I, Jass?' said Frances, her eyes +sparkling with pleasure, only damped by Jacinth's grave expression. Did +Jass think she was chattering too much already? High spirits were +Francie's native air: it was very difficult for her to be quiet and +subdued for long together. But Jacinth really loved to see Frances +happy, and she knew that Lady Myrtle would feel the same. + +'She thinks her such a mere child,' thought the elder girl. So she +smiled reassuringly as she replied: 'Of course, dear, you can ask Lady +Myrtle. I am sure she won't mind if it keeps fine; and there is no sign +of rain, is there?' she said turning to the coachman. + +'No indeed, ma'am,' he replied. 'We shall have no rain just yet a bit.' + +'It's a _perfect_ day,' said Frances. 'I really sometimes think I like +autumn as well as spring.' + +'I have always liked it much better,' said Jacinth calmly. + +Lady Myrtle was walking up and down the terrace, waiting for them. She +was much better--for her, indeed, quite well--she said, and her face +lighted up with pleasure as she kissed Jacinth tenderly. Then she turned +to the younger ones and kissed them too. + +'I must have a good look at you, Frances,' she said. 'No--you are not a +Moreland, and yet--yes, there is a slight _something_--in spite of your +blue eyes and shaggy hair,' and she patted Frances's head. 'And you, my +boy;' and she examined Eugene in his turn. 'His eyes are more like his +grandmother's; nothing approaching your eyes, Jacinth, but still they +are more of the colour.' + +'Eugene is very like mamma,' said Frances eagerly. 'Everybody says so.' + +'And I'm called after her,' added Eugene. + +'So that's quite as it should be,' said Lady Myrtle. 'And some day I +hope I may have the great pleasure of comparing mamma and her boy +together. Now dears, listen to my plan--would you like to go a drive +this afternoon, or would you rather play about the garden and the little +farm? I mean Frances and Eugene--Jacinth, of course, is quite at home +here.' + +The two younger ones looked at each other. + +'Oh please,' said Frances, 'if we may go home in the open carriage, I +think that would be enough driving. And--it's so long since we've had a +nice big place to run about in, and--pigs and cows, you know, like at +home? Wouldn't you like that best, Eugene?' + +'May we see the cows milked?' said Eugene, prudently making his +conditions, 'and, oh please, if we find any eggs, _might_ we take one +home for breakfast to-morrow?' + +Lady Myrtle looked much amused. + +'I will put you under Barnes's charge,' she said. 'Barnes is the +under-gardener, and whatever he lets you do will be quite right. You and +I, Jacinth, will have a long drive to-morrow, as I always go to Elvedon +church once a month, and to-morrow is the day. So I daresay you will +manage to entertain yourself at home to-day. We can go through the +houses in the afternoon.' + +'Yes, thank you,' said Jacinth. 'And the house--you said you would show +me all over the house, dear Lady Myrtle.' + +'Of course; that will amuse Frances and Eugene too, I daresay, when they +have had enough running about. Now your sister will go with you to your +room to take her things off;' and as the two set off, she added +playfully, 'Jacinth has a room of her very own here, you know, Frances.' + +The younger girl was breathless with interest and pleasure, and the +first sight of the interior of the quaint old house--above all, of the +lovely conservatory, past which Jacinth took care to convoy +her--impressed her as much as her sister. + +'Oh Jass,' she said, when they found themselves in the pleasant, rather +'old-world-looking' bedroom, where a tiny wood-fire sparkling in the +grate gave a cheery feeling of welcome as they entered--'Oh Jass, isn't +it like a _dream_? That we should really be here in this dear old house, +treated almost as if we were Lady Myrtle's own grandchildren, and you +staying here, and this called your room, and--and'---- + +She stopped, at a loss for words to express her feelings. + +Jacinth smiled, well pleased. + +'Yes,' she said, 'it really is like a fairy-tale. And'----She hesitated +a little. 'You don't know, Francie, what more may not come. Do you +remember our saying that morning to Marmy, how lovely it would be if +some day we had a house like this for our home, and how he and we would +pay visits to each other?' + +Frances's face grew rather pink. + +'Do you mean if,' she said, her voice growing lower and lower--'if Lady +Myrtle _left_ it to us, to you? I don't like, Jass, to'---- + +'Oh, how matter-of-fact you are!' said Jacinth impatiently; 'I don't +mean anything but what I say. Lady Myrtle says she is going to invite us +all--papa and mamma and us three--to stay with her when they come home, +and it's a very big house, and she has no relations she cares for. It +might get to be almost like our home. And Lady Myrtle is the sort of +person that often speaks of getting old and--and dying. I daresay she +makes plans for what she'd like to be done with her things--I know I +should--though I hope she'll live twenty years, and I daresay she will, +dear old thing.' + +Frances would have accepted this simply enough, and after all, Jacinth +felt as she said. The thought that 'some day' Robin Redbreast might be +her home would be quite enough for her, and she already loved her kind +old friend sincerely. But one sentence in her sister's speech startled +Frances with a quick sharp stab: 'No relations that she cares for.' + +Somehow, in the pleasure and excitement of coming to Robin Redbreast, +she had forgotten about the Harpers. Now all her old feelings of +chivalry for them, and wishes that she could be the means of helping +them, rushed back upon her, and she felt as if she had, in some queer +way, been faithless, even though she was debarred from doing anything, +debarred even from telling Jacinth all she knew. And Frances was +unaccustomed to hide her feelings; her face at once grew grave and +almost distressed looking. + +'What is the matter, Frances?' said Jacinth. 'You are such a kill-joy. +What are you looking so reproachful about?' + +'I didn't mean--I'm not looking reproachful,' said Frances; 'it was +only--oh, just something of my own I was thinking of.' + +'Well then, I wish you would think of something cheerful, and not screw +your face up as if you were going to cry. I don't want Lady Myrtle to +think we've been quarrelling up here.' + +Frances swallowed down a lump in her throat, which was far too apt to +come there on small provocation. + +'Of course Lady Myrtle would never think such a thing, or if she did, +she would only think I was naughty or silly or something. She'd never +dream of _you_ being anything but perfect, Jass. I do like her for +that,' said Frances. + +'You should like her for everything. I'm sure she's as kind as she can +possibly be,' said Jacinth. + +'Yes,' said Frances, 'she is.' + +Then they ran down-stairs again to the library, where Lady Myrtle had +told them she would be. They found her improving her acquaintance with +Eugene, who was chattering away in a most confiding and friendly +fashion, even retailing to her his self-congratulation at having been +the first cause of their making friends. + +'For you see if I hadn't been so fir--_wursty_,' with a great effort, +'that day, and _made_ Jacinth let me ask; no,' suddenly recollecting +himself, 'she didn't let me, but you heard me over the wall, Lady +Myrtle; that was it, wasn't it? So it did come of me being wursty, +didn't it?' + +'Yes, my dear, of course it did,' the old lady replied, with a smile. + +But just then the luncheon gong sounded and they all made their way into +the dining-room. All went well till about half-way through the meal, +when a sudden thought struck Lady Myrtle. + +'Oh Jacinth, my dear,' she said, 'I was forgetting to tell you. Your +young friend at school, Honor Falmouth, _is_ the niece of my friend. I +was writing to her husband the other day about a business matter--he is +one of my trustees--and I asked the question. I thought it would +interest you to hear it.' + +'Yes,' said Jacinth, 'of course it does. She is a very nice girl indeed, +but she is a good deal older than I. She plays beautifully, and next +term she is going somewhere--to Germany, I think--for the best music +lessons she can have. Did you play the harp, when you were a girl, Lady +Myrtle?' she went on rather eagerly. She was vaguely anxious to change +the conversation, for she had still a half-nervous fear of Frances's +indiscretion should the subject of their school-fellows be entered upon. + +'The harp!' repeated Lady Myrtle, half-absently; 'no, my love, I never +was very musical. But your grandmother sang charmingly.' And Jacinth, +believing she was launched on long-ago reminiscences, began to breathe +freely, when suddenly the old lady reverted to the former topic. + +'How much older than you is Honor?' she inquired. + +'About three years. I think she is eighteen, but I'm not quite sure,' +said Jacinth. + +'I was wondering,' said Lady Myrtle, 'if she would like to come to +luncheon some day when you are with me. Or is there any other among your +friends you care more for?' + +'No,' said Jacinth, 'I think I like Honor as much as any.' + +Frances was listening with the greatest interest; her mouth half-open, +her knife and fork suspended in their operations. Lady Myrtle caught +sight of her absorbed face and smiled. + +'Have _you_ any friend you would like to ask to come here some day?' she +said, kindly. 'If it were summer it would be different; we might have a +strawberry feast.' + +Frances grew crimson, painfully crimson. + +'Oh _how_ silly she is!' thought Jacinth. + +'Thank you,' stammered Frances. 'I--I don't know. I don't think so.' + +'Come, you must think it over,' said Lady Myrtle, imagining the child +was consumed with shyness. 'Who are your favourite friends, or have you +any special favourites?' + +'Yes,' replied Frances, in an agony, increased by the consciousness of +Jacinth's eye, but fully remembering, too, that in replying truthfully +she was violating no confidence; 'yes, I'm much the fondest of Bessie +and Margaret, but they mightn't come. I don't think it would be any use +inviting any of them, except a big one like Honor, thank you.' + +'Ah! well I know Miss Scarlett is strict, and rightly so, I daresay,' +said the old lady. 'Who are these friends of yours--Bessie and Margaret +what?' + +'Bessie and Margaret Harper,' said Frances, bluntly; 'that's their +name.' + +A look of perplexity crossed Lady Myrtle's face. 'Harper,' she repeated. +'Bessie and Margaret Harper. No, I never heard of them. But +still'----And the lines on her face seemed visibly to harden. 'Ah well, +I will only ask Honor Falmouth then. You must see about it, Jacinth, and +let me know when I should write to her or to Miss Scarlett.' + +And then they talked of other things, Jacinth exerting herself doubly, +to prevent Lady Myrtle's noticing Frances's silence and constraint. But +afterwards, when they were by themselves for a moment, she took her +sister to task. + +'Why did you speak of the Harpers?' she said; 'and why, still worse, if +you thought you shouldn't have named them, did you look so silly and +ashamed as if you had done something wrong? I daresay you felt +uncomfortable because, as Aunt Alison said, there have been such +disagreeables in Lady Myrtle's family, and these Harpers may be some +relations of hers. But--couldn't you have managed not to mention them?' + +Frances looked quite as distressed as Jacinth could have expected--or +more so. 'I'm sure I didn't mean to speak of them,' she said. Her +meekness disarmed Jacinth. + +'Well never mind,' she said reassuringly. 'I daresay Lady Myrtle didn't +notice; at least, if she did, she couldn't have thought you knew +anything about her family affairs. _I_ don't want to hear about them; +I'd rather not know what sort of relations the Harpers are, or if +they're any. Don't think any more about them.' + +And with this, Frances had to be or to appear content. But besides the +little Jacinth knew, she had her own sorer feelings. Though Bessie and +Margaret had scrupulously carried out the advice, Frances could see, +they had received from home, and while as affectionate as ever to her, +refrained from the very slightest allusion to family affairs or even to +Robin Redbreast, yet, now that her eyes were opened as it were, Frances +noticed many things that had not struck her before. As the season +advanced and the weather grew colder, most of the girls appeared in new +and comfortably warmer garments, for Thetford stands high and is a +'bracing' place. Well-lined ulsters, fur-trimmed jackets, muffs and +boas, were the order of the day. But not so for Bessie and Margaret. +They wore the same somewhat threadbare serges; the same not very +substantial gray tweeds on Sundays, which had done duty since they came +to school; the same little black cloth jackets out-of-doors, with only +the addition of a knitted 'cross-over' underneath. And one day, admiring +Frances's pretty muff, and congratulating her on the immunity from +chilblains it must afford, poor little Margaret confided to her +impulsively that she had never possessed such a treasure in her life. + +'It is one of the things I have always wished for so,' she said simply, +'though these woollen gloves that Camilla knits us are really very +good.' + +Then on another occasion both sisters consulted their friend on a most +important matter. It was going to be mother's birthday. They _must_ send +her something; they had never been away from her on her birthday before, +and at home one could always make something or find out what she wanted +a good while before, so as to prepare. _Could_ Frances think of +anything? She must be used to thinking of things that could go by post +because of her mother being in India; only--and here Bessie's eager face +flushed a little, and Margaret's grave eyes grew graver--'you see it +mustn't cost much; that's the worst of it.' + +Frances tried not to look too sympathising. + +'I know,' she said. 'I quite understand, for of course we haven't ever +much money to spend. I will try to think of something.' + +And for once she thoroughly enlisted Jacinth's sympathy for her friends. +Possibly, far down in Jacinth's heart, candid and loyal by nature, lay a +consciousness that, notwithstanding the plausible and, to a certain +extent, sound reasons for not meddling in other people's affairs, and +for refraining from all 'Harper' allusions to Lady Myrtle, she was going +farther than she needed in her avoidance of these girls, in her +determination not to know anything about their family or their possible +connection with her old lady. Her conscience was not entirely at rest. +And in a curious undefined way she was now and then grateful for +Frances's ready kindness to Bessie and Margaret: it seemed a vicarious +making up for the something which she felt she herself was withholding. +And this little appeal touched her sympathy; so that with a good deal of +tact--more tact than Frances, blunt and blundering, could have +shown--she helped to suggest and carry out a really charming little +birthday present, most of the materials for which she had 'by her,' +lying useless, only asking to be made into something. + +Never had Bessie Harper felt so ready to make a friend of the +undemonstrative girl; never had Francie herself felt more drawn to her +elder sister. + +And the little present was carefully packed and sent off; and the tender +mother's letter of thanks, when it came, was read to the Mildmays as but +their due, and for a while it seemed as if the friendship was to extend +from a trio into a quartette! + +But alas! a very few days after the cheery letter from Southcliff, +Frances, spending a holiday afternoon at Ivy Lodge, as often happened, +especially when Jacinth was with Lady Myrtle, found Bessie Harper pale +and anxious, and Margaret's eyes suspiciously red. What was the matter? + +'We didn't want to tell you about our home troubles,' said Bessie. 'I'm +sure it's better not, because of--you know what. But I must tell you a +little. It's--it's a letter from Camilla. Father has been so much worse +lately, and they didn't want to tell us. They hoped it was only +rheumatism with the cold weather. But--mother managed to get him up to +London to see the great doctor, and--he gave a very bad report.' + +Here Bessie's voice failed. + +'He's not going to die?--oh don't say that!' burst out Frances in her +heedless way. + +Margaret flung out her hands wildly. + +'Oh Bessie,' she cried, 'is that what it really means?' + +Bessie looked almost angrily at Frances. + +'No, no,' she exclaimed; 'of course not. Frances, why did you say that? +Margaret, you are so fanciful. Of course it is not that. It is just that +the doctor says his leg is getting stiffer and stiffer, and unless +something can be done--some treatment in London first, and afterwards a +course of German baths--he is afraid dad must become _quite_ a +cripple--quite helpless. And that would be dreadful. It's bad enough +when people are rich'--it was sad to hear the old sad 'refrain' of +poverty, from lips so young--'but when they're poor! Oh no, I can't face +the thoughts of it. What would his life be if he could never get out--he +is so active in spite of his lameness--if he had to lie always in his +poky little room? How would darling mother bear it?' + +And then brave Bessie herself broke down and fled away to the +house--they were in the garden--to hide herself till she had recovered +some degree of calm. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +THE INDIAN MAIL. + + +Frances went home that evening feeling very unhappy and terribly full of +sympathy, while painfully conscious the while that as yet she must not +unburden herself to any one, not even to Jacinth, of her whole thoughts +and feelings in connection with the Harpers. And in any case she could +not have done so, for Jacinth was away at Robin Redbreast till Monday. + +They met at school on Monday morning, but it was not till they were on +their way home at dinner-time that the sisters had any opportunity of +speaking to each other. Jacinth was looking almost brilliantly well, +and, for her, Frances saw in a moment, in extremely good spirits. No +wonder--every time she went to Lady Myrtle, the old lady showed her +increasing signs of affection and goodwill: she almost hinted that she +wished the girl to think of herself as in a sense adopted by her. + +'Francie,' said the elder sister, when they at last found themselves +alone, 'I have something so lovely to show you,' and she drew out a +little velvet-covered case from her pocket. 'See--this is what dear Lady +Myrtle has given me; isn't it splendid?' + +The 'it' was a small and evidently valuable watch. The back was +enamelled and set with diamonds, in the form of a 'J.' It was somewhat +old-fashioned, enough to enhance its beauty and uncommonness, and +Frances gazed at it in breathless admiration. + +'It was Lady Myrtle's own,' explained Jacinth. 'She told me that she and +our grandmother once had a fancy--rather a silly one, I think, though I +didn't say so--for having each other's initial on their things--things +like this, I mean. So when somebody gave them each a watch, two the +same, they exchanged them. Lady Myrtle doesn't know what became of our +grandmother's, but she thinks it was lost or stolen, otherwise mother +would have had it. And she has not worn this for ever so long. She says +she always hoped that _some_ day she'd find somebody belonging to +grandmother. Oh Francie, isn't it a good thing I was called "Jacinth?"' + +Frances murmured something in reply; her eyes were fixed on the watch. + +'The works are first-rate--_better_ than they make them now,' Jacinth +continued; 'and Lady Myrtle has had it thoroughly overhauled by her own +watchmaker in London, so she's sure it'll go perfectly, with any one +careful; and I am careful, am I not, Francie? Lady Myrtle says she could +see I was, almost the first time she spoke to me.' + +'Yes,' said Frances, absently, 'I am sure you are, and I am sure Lady +Myrtle thinks you almost perfect.' + +But still she gazed at the watch, as if it half-mesmerised her. + +'I've felt in such a hurry to tell you about it--to show it to you,' +said Jacinth. 'It seemed to be burning a hole in my pocket, as they say. +I did so wish I could have shown it to some of the girls, but I thought +it was better not.' + +This last remark seemed to arouse Frances. + +'Yes,' she agreed heartily, 'I think it was much better not.' Then, +after a moment or two's silence, 'I wonder how much it is worth?' she +went on; 'ten or twenty pounds, I daresay?' + +'Ten or twenty!' repeated Jacinth; 'oh, much more than that. Forty or +fifty at least, I should say.' + +Frances gasped. + +'What a lot of things one could do with as much money as that!' she +said. 'I daresay it would be enough to--to'---- + +'To what?' said Jacinth, a little impatience in her tone. + +'Oh--only something I was thinking of--some one who's ill and can't do +what the doctor says,' replied Frances, confusedly. + +Jacinth felt irritated. + +'I don't understand you, Frances,' she said. 'Do you want to take away +my pleasure in my watch? I've never had one before, you know, and lots +of girls have watches, quite young. Of course I know the value of it +would do lots of things--make some poor family quite rich for a year. +But when you get a new frock of some good stuff and nicely made, I don't +say to you that you might have had it of common print, run up anyhow, +and spent the rest on poor people. You don't see things fairly, +Frances.' + +Frances recognised the sense of Jacinth's argument, but she could not +explain herself. + +'I didn't mean that exactly,' she said. 'I know there have to be degrees +of things--rich and poor, and I suppose it's not wrong to be rich, +if--if one doesn't get selfish. That isn't what I meant. I'm very +pleased you've got the watch, Jass, and I wish I hadn't said that.' + +'I wish you hadn't too,' said her sister. 'It has taken away a good deal +of my pleasure; and somehow, Frances, very often now, I don't understand +you. I know you are never the least jealous, you haven't it in you, but +yet you don't seem to like to see me happy. I could almost think you are +what Aunt Alison would call "morbid."' + +'I don't think I know what that means,' said Frances, sadly, though she +had a sort of idea what Jacinth wished to express. + +'Sometimes,' continued Jacinth, 'I have a feeling that other girls have +come between you and me. If it could be--if I really thought it was the +Harpers, though they do seem nice, I would almost hate them. One way and +another, they do seem to have been the cause of a lot of worry.' + +'Oh Jass, it isn't their fault--truly it isn't,' pleaded Frances, almost +in tears. 'I haven't been very happy lately, but indeed it isn't that +I'm changed to you. Perhaps after a while you'll understand me better. +If only mamma was at home'---- + +'It's no good wishing for that,' replied Jacinth. 'And you are so queer, +I really don't know if you'd be pleased if things did happen to make +mamma come home. I was going to tell you some things,' she added +mysteriously, 'but I think I'd better not.' + +And, to her surprise, her hints, instead of whetting her sister's +curiosity, seemed rather to alarm her. + +'No,' she agreed, 'if it's anything about Lady----or, or _plans_, I'd +rather not know. I hate any sort of secret.' + +She said the last few words almost roughly, and Jacinth, in spite of +her irritation, felt sorry for her. It was evident that poor little +Frances had something on her mind. But the elder sister did not invite +her confidence. + +'I believe it _has_ to do with these girls,' she thought, 'and if it +has, I don't want to know it. So Frances and I are quits; she doesn't +want my secrets and I don't want hers. Honor Falmouth says it is +uncertain if the Harpers will stay after Christmas. I'm sure I hope they +won't. Frances would forget all about them once they were away. She is +such a baby.' + +But her own words had suggested some comfort to Frances. 'If only mamma +were here!' she had said. And suddenly she remembered that though mamma +herself could not be hoped for, a letter--a letter in answer to her own +long one enclosing Camilla Harper's--would soon be due. + +'It is five--no, six weeks since I sent it,' she thought joyfully. 'I +must hear soon. And then I do hope mamma will say it is best to tell +Jass all about it, whether Jass is vexed with me or not; and even if +there's _no_ chance of making Lady Myrtle kind to them, I'd far rather +Jass knew all I know.' + +She sighed, but there was relief in her sigh. And when in another moment +she began talking cheerfully about Jacinth's visit, and all she had done +at Robin Redbreast, her sister almost decided that she herself had been +fanciful and exaggerated about Frances--making mountains out of +molehills. Jacinth was very anxious to take this view of things; it was +much more comfortable to think that the Harpers had had nothing to do +with Frances's fits of depression. + +'And after all,' thought Jacinth, 'why should we bother about them? As +likely as not they're no relation to Lady Myrtle, or so distant that it +doesn't count. And it's really not our business.' + +It is seldom the case that a looked-for letter--especially from a great +distance--arrives when hoped for. And Frances had hoped for her mother's +reply by the very first date possible. + +She was not disappointed. They came--a good fat letter for her, a +thinner one for Jacinth. They lay on the hall table one day when the +girls came home from school; having arrived by the mid-day post, in +which Thetford now rejoiced. + +Frances seized her letter, her cheeks flushing with excitement. + +'What a thick letter you've got this time!' said Jacinth. But Frances +scarcely heard her. + +'Oh, I do so hope I shall have time to read it before dinner!' she said. + +'You've half--no, twenty-five minutes,' said Jacinth. 'Run and get ready +first; it won't take you any time, and then you can read your letter in +peace. That's what I'm going to do.' + +Frances took her sister's advice, and she managed to make her appearance +in the dining-room punctually, the precious letter in her pocket, its +contents already digested. She was rosier than usual, and Jacinth, who +knew her ways so well, could see that she was struggling to keep down +her excitement. Jacinth herself was not sorry when dinner was over and +she was free to talk to Frances, after answering a question or two from +her aunt about their Indian news. + +'Frances,' said her sister, when they found themselves in their own +little sitting-room, 'mamma tells me that she has written a good deal +more to you this time than to me, as there was something particular you +asked her about. And she says you will tell it me all, or show me her +letter.' + +[Illustration: Jacinth's brows contracted, and the lines of her delicate +face hardened, but she said nothing.] + +Frances drew out her packet. + +'There's more than one letter there, surely,' said Jacinth, with some +curiosity. + +'Yes,' said Frances, 'there's one I sent on to mamma to read, and she's +sent it back, so that you can see it now. I daresay you'll be angry with +me for not having told you about it before, but I can't help it if you +are. Mamma says I did the best I could; but I am so glad for you to know +all about it now,' and she gave a great sigh. + +Jacinth, more and more curious, took the letters which Frances gave her, +and began to read them eagerly. Rather unfortunately, the first she +began was Camilla Harper's, and she went to the end of it in spite of +Frances's 'Oh, do read mamma's first, Jass.' + +Jacinth's brows contracted, and the lines of her delicate face hardened, +but she said nothing--nothing really audible, that is to say, though a +murmur escaped her of, 'I knew it had something to do with them; it is +too bad.' + +When she had finished, she looked up at her sister. + +'There is a good deal more for you to explain,' she said, coldly. 'Mamma +says you will do so--not that I want to hear it. And as you have got so +thoroughly in the way of having secrets from me, and now that you have +friends you care for more than me, I really don't see why I need to be +mixed up in this affair at all.' + +'Oh Jass, dear Jass, don't speak like that,' exclaimed Frances, the +ever-ready tears starting to her eyes. 'I couldn't help it. Read again +what mamma says.' + +'I know what she says,' Jacinth replied. 'I don't need to read it +again. I am waiting for you to tell me the whole.' + +It was difficult, but Frances was eager to re-establish confidence with +her sister. She told the whole--even how the old Christmas card in her +pocket had brought up the subject of Robin Redbreast, and how Bessie had +asked her to tell no one but her mother, if she could help it; then how +Camilla's letter had repeated this, ending up by what had recently come +to her knowledge of the increased troubles of the Harper family. + +'Oh Jass,' she concluded, 'if we could help them somehow. I am so glad +mamma has met that aunt of theirs--_isn't_ it lucky? Perhaps she'll be +able now to manage something without vexing Captain and Mrs Harper.' + +Jacinth lifted her head and looked at Frances. She was paler than usual. + +'I really do think you must be a sort of an idiot,' she said. +'Otherwise, I should be forced to believe you had no real family +affection at all. Surely the Harpers might teach you to have _that_, +however much mischief they have made in other ways.' + +Frances stared at her, dumb with perplexity. + +'What _do_ you mean, Jacinth?' she said at last. + +Jacinth for once lost her self-control. + +'Do you not care for your own father and mother to get anything good?' +she said. 'Papa's life has been hard enough--so has ours--separated +almost ever since we can remember from our parents. And it is all a +question of money, to put it plainly, though it is horrid of you to +force me to say it. Do you think papa, who is far from a young man now, +stays out in that climate for pleasure--wearing himself out to be sure +of his pension? And if Lady Myrtle chooses to treat _us_ as her +relations--mamma, the daughter of her dearest friend--instead of the son +of that bad, wretched brother of hers--why shouldn't she? And you would +ruin everything by silly interference in behalf of people we have +nothing to do with: very likely you'd do no good to _them_, and only +offend her for ever with us. Do you understand _now_ what I mean?' + +Frances was trembling, but she would not cry. + +'Mamma does not see it that way,' she said. 'She is pleased and +delighted at Lady Myrtle being so kind, but she _does_ care about the +Harpers too. Read what she says,' and Frances hurriedly unfolded the +letter again till she found the passage she wanted. + +This was what Mrs Mildmay said, after expressing her sympathy with all +Frances had told her, and advising her now to tell the whole to Jacinth. +'I remember vaguely about the Harper family in the old days,' she wrote. +'I know that Lady Myrtle's two brothers caused her much trouble, +especially the younger, really embittering her life. But for many years +I have heard nothing of her or any of the family till just now, for a +curious coincidence has happened. A few days before I got your long +letter, enclosing Miss Harper's, and dear Jacinth's too, telling of her +invitation to Robin Redbreast, I had met a Mrs Lyle, whose husband has +got an appointment here. And Mrs Lyle is Captain Harper's sister. I like +her very much, and we have already made great friends. She is very +frank, and devoted to her brother and his family; and when she heard of +my children being at Thetford, in talking, one thing led to another, so +that I really knew all you tell me--and perhaps more. It will be rather +difficult for you and Jacinth--for Jassie especially--to avoid all +appearance of interference, as that would do harm on both sides. But +still you may find opportunities of speaking warmly and admiringly of +the Harper girls, whenever your school happens to be mentioned. That can +do _no_ harm, and may even help to pave the way for bringing about a +better state of things some day. For I do feel most interested in the +Harpers, and every time we meet, Mrs Lyle and I talk about them, and all +the troubles they have really so nobly borne.' + +Then Mrs Mildmay went on to speak of her pleasure in her children's +having won Lady Myrtle's kindness, adding that she would look forward +eagerly to the next letters, telling of Jacinth's visit. + +'Marmy says,' she wrote, 'that it must have been a presentiment which +made you all take such a fancy to that quaint old house, even though you +only saw it from the outside.' + +All this Frances read again boldly to her sister. Jacinth did not +interrupt her, but listened in silence. + +'Well,' she said, when Frances stopped, 'I told you I had read all mamma +said.' + +'Then why are you so angry with me?' demanded Frances bluntly. 'If I am +a sort of an idiot, mamma is too.' + +Jacinth did not reply. + +'Mamma says you are not to attempt to interfere,' she said at last. + +'I am not going to. I wouldn't do so for the Harpers' sake, much more +than for Lady Myrtle's. The Harpers have trusted me, and I won't do +anything they wouldn't like.' + +'Well,' said Jacinth bitterly, 'you'd better write it all to mamma--all +the horrid, calculating, selfish things I've said. You've got quite +separated from me now, so that it really doesn't matter what you say of +me.' + +This was too much. Frances at last dissolved into tears and flung +herself upon her sister, entreating her 'not to say such things,' to +believe that nobody in the world--not Bessie or Margaret or +_anybody_--could ever make up to her for her own dear Jass. + +'You're not selfish,' she said. 'You're far more unselfish, really, than +I am. For I never think of things. I see I've never thought enough of +poor papa and mamma, and how hard it's been for them in many ways, +though I did say to Bessie the other day that, whatever troubles they'd +had, they'd not been parted from each other the way we've been.' + +'I'm glad you said that,' Jacinth condescended to say, 'just to let them +see that they're not the only people in the world who have to bear +things.' + +'Oh, they _don't_ think that,' said Frances. 'And Jass,' she went on, +encouraged by her sister's softer tone, and encircling her neck fondly +with her two arms as she sat, half on Jacinth's knee, half on the edge +of her chair, 'I don't quite see why being sorry for the poor Harpers, +and--and--wishing we could make Lady Myrtle feel so too, need make her +leave off being kind to us too. That's how mamma sees it. I am not only +thinking of the Harpers, Jass; indeed, I'm not. I'm looking forward more +than I can tell you to what you said--that when papa and mamma come +home, Lady Myrtle is going to invite us all to stay with her. Oh, it +would be lovely!' and the little girl clasped her hands together. 'All +the same,' she went on, 'I don't think I want ever to go to Robin +Redbreast till that time comes. I can't feel natural there, and I'm +afraid of vexing you or doing harm somehow.' + +'It is not in our hands--not in mine, any way,' said Jacinth quietly. +'All you have told me makes no difference to me. I am not going to +meddle, and I shall not mention the Harpers at all, if I can help it.' + +'Not even in the way mamma says we might?' said Frances. + +'No--not at all, if I can help it. I do not want to spoil the happiness +of being with Lady Myrtle by bringing up disagreeable subjects. I shall +tell mamma so when I write.' + +Frances was silent. After all, she reflected, perhaps it did not much +matter. Jacinth did not know Bessie and Margaret as _she_ did, and now +that her sister understood the whole--the near relationship and the +whole story, perhaps it _would_ be very difficult for her to come upon +the subject naturally. + +'Honor Falmouth says,' remarked Jacinth in a moment or two, 'that she +has heard that perhaps the girls are not coming back to school after the +Christmas holidays.' + +'Oh,' exclaimed Frances, looking greatly troubled, 'oh, Jass, I do hope +it's not true.' + +'I should not be very sorry,' said Jacinth, 'except,' she added with +some effort, 'except for your sake. And of course I have never said that +they were not very nice girls. I know they are, only--it has been so +tiresome and unlucky. I just wish we had never known them.' + +'I wish sometimes we had never known Lady Myrtle,' said Frances. 'You +and I have _never_ been--like this--with each other before, Jass.' + +'Well, we needn't quarrel about it,' said her sister. 'Let's try to keep +off the subject of the Harper family. For _I_ can do them no good.' + +'Very well,' said Frances, though rather sadly. 'I wonder,' she went on +thinking to herself--'I wonder why Bessie and Margaret are perhaps to +leave school; they are getting on so well.' + +She was too unpractical to guess at the truth--which Jacinth had thought +it useless to mention as a part of Miss Falmouth's information--that +their parents could no longer afford to pay for them. + +'For to be gentlepeople, as they undoubtedly are in every sense of the +word,' the girl had said, 'they are really _awfully_ poor. I have heard +so from some people who know them at that place where they live. It is +quite a little seaside place, where people who want to be quiet go for +bathing in the summer. But the Harpers live there all the year round. It +must be fearfully dull.' + +'Yes,' Jacinth agreed, 'it can't be lively. Still, being poor isn't the +only trouble in the world.' + +'No,' Miss Falmouth replied, 'but I fear they have others too. Captain +Harper is so delicate.' + +Jacinth said no more. Honor Falmouth was a kind-hearted but not +particularly thoughtful girl, and she forgot all about the Harpers in +five minutes. Her visit to Robin Redbreast had never come to pass, and +Jacinth did not very specially regret it. She liked best to be alone +with Lady Myrtle. So the relationship of the young Harpers to the old +lady had never come to Honor's knowledge, as it might perhaps have done +if her attention had been drawn to Lady Myrtle by visiting at her house. +And at Christmas Honor was leaving school. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +THE HARPERS' HOME. + + +Southcliff was a very dull little place, especially so in winter, of +course. In fine weather there is always a charm about the seaside, even +on the barest and least picturesque coast. There are the endless +varieties of sky panorama--the wonderful sunsets, if you are lucky +enough to face seawards to the west; the constantly changing effects of +light and colour reflected in the water itself. And on a wild or rugged +coast, winter and stormy weather bring of course their own grand though +terrible displays. + +But Southcliff, despite its promising name, was tame in the extreme. The +'cliff' was so meagre and unimposing as to suggest the suspicion of +being only an artificial or semi-artificial erection; the shore had no +excitement about it, not even that of quicksands. It was the 'safest' +spot all along the coast; even the most suicidally disposed of small +boys could _scarcely_ come to mischief there. The tides went out and +came in with an almost bourgeois regularity and respectability; there +was no possibility of being 'surprised' by the waves; no lifeboat, +because within the memory of man no vessel of any description whatever +had been wrecked there; no lighthouse, no smugglers' caves of ancient +fame, no possibility of adventure of any kind--'no nothing,' Bessie +Harper was once heard to say, when she was very little, ''cept the sea +and the sky.' + +A grand exception those, however, as we have said. And dull though it +was, there were some people who loved the little place as their home, +and were most ready to be happy in it. + +It had some few distinct advantages. It was _very_ healthy, and for +these days very cheap. There was a good church, venerable and well cared +for; the few, very few residents were all estimable and some +interesting. Such as it was, take it all in all, it had seemed a very +haven of refuge to Captain Harper and his wife when, some eight or ten +years ago, they had pitched their tent there, after the last hopes of +recovering any of Mrs Harper's lost money--hopes which for long had +every now and then buoyed them up only to prove again delusive--had +finally deserted them. + +'At anyrate,' the wife, with her irrepressibly sanguine nature, had +said, 'we have the comfort of now knowing the worst. And Colin and +Bertram are started. _What_ a good thing the boys were the eldest! There +is only Fitz to think about, and we'll manage him somehow. For _of +course_ the three girls will turn out well. Look at Camilla already.' + +Fitz was then about five--the youngest son, the youngest of the family +excepting delicate little Margaret. He _was_ 'managed,' and not badly, +though a public school was an impossibility; his destination proved to +be the navy, and thither at the proper age he made his way in orthodox +fashion. The girls, helped by their mother, and by their father too, did +their best, and it was far from a bad best. They were naturally +intelligent; intensely anxious to seize all opportunities of learning, +so that a stray chance of half a dozen lessons in music or French did +more for them than as many years will do for most ordinary girls; they +were, the two elder ones at least, wonderfully healthy in mind and +body, bright-tempered, faithful, unselfish, inheriting from their father +the noble characteristics which in some mysterious way had in him so +flourished as to oust all the reckless and contemptible qualities of the +Bernard Harper who had half-broken his sister's heart, and brought down +in sorrow to the grave his gray-haired father. + +But alas! they had _not_ known the worst, as the loving, brave-spirited +wife and mother had believed. In some sense, it is true, they had not +known the _best_, for the years had brought many satisfactions, many +unlooked-for, though unimportant, mitigations of the poverty so hard to +bear cheerfully--people had been 'very kind.' But the poverty itself had +increased. There were literally unavoidable expenses for 'the boys,' if +they were not to be stranded in their careers; there was an unexpected +rising of the rent owing to their good landlord's sudden death by +accident; there was, worst of all, the terrible strain of Captain +Harper's ill-health. In itself this was sad enough for the wife and +daughters who adored him: it became almost an agony when, joined to the +knowledge that more money, and not so very much more, might both relieve +his suffering and hold out a reasonable prospect of comparative +restoration. + +One operation--now some years ago--had succeeded for the time; but not +being followed by the treatment at home and residence abroad prescribed, +the improvement had not been lasting. Then it was that Mrs Lyle had +written to her aunt, with the result that we know. Her letter was +returned unopened. + +Then there came a period of comparative comfort, and for two or three +years the family at Hedge End (such was the not very euphonious name of +the Harpers' house) took heart again, and began to be sure 'father was +going to get well all of himself, after all.' And during this time some +other cheering things came to pass. An old acquaintance of long-ago days +between Mrs Harper and the Misses Scarlett was renewed by the ladies of +Ivy Lodge coming to Southcliff one Midsummer holiday-time for sea-air, +and this resulted in their offering to take Camilla, then almost +grown-up, and later her younger sisters, on exceptionally moderate +terms. The news from and of the far-away 'boys' was regular and good. +The parents began to breathe freely, and to dare to hope that they had +passed the worst of their troubles. + +But alas! it was only an interlude. Scarcely had Bessie and Margaret +been settled at Ivy Lodge when there came anxiety about Colin--tidings +of his prostration by a bad attack of fever; then, when he was able to +write of his recovery, little Fitz broke his leg, and had to be brought +home at the cost of much expense as well as distress to be nursed well +again. And worst of all, through these many weeks a terrible suspicion +was dawning on poor Captain Harper--a suspicion all too soon to be +changed into a certainty--that he himself was falling back again, that +the very symptoms he had been warned of were reappearing, and that +unless something were done he might find himself a hopeless and complete +cripple. + +He kept it to himself till Fitz was all right again; then it had to be +told. And the painful journey to London, which Frances heard of at +school, followed, with the great doctor's terribly perplexing verdict. + +What was to be done? Every conceivable suggestion was made and +discussed, but so far no definite scheme had been hit upon. + +It was at this juncture that the mail which brought the letter from her +mother so anxiously looked for by Frances Mildmay, brought also tidings +from Mrs Lyle to her relations at Southcliff. + +_This_ letter came at breakfast-time; there was no mid-day post at the +little bathing-place, but it was nearer London than Thetford. + +'From Aunt Flora, mother,' said Camilla, the only one besides her young +brother now at home. 'I do hope it is cheerful, otherwise----No, I +suppose it would not do for you to read it first before giving it to +father?' + +Mrs Harper shook her head. She was a slight dark-haired woman, at first +sight more like her youngest daughter than the others, but with a much +more hopeful expression in her eyes, and far greater firmness and +determination in all the lines of her face, so that, in spite of +superficial dissimilarity, Bessie Harper really resembled her mother +more nearly than either Camilla, calm, gentle, by nature possibly, a +little indolent, or the nervous, anxious-minded Margaret. + +'No,' she replied, 'it is no use keeping anything from your father. He +has got an almost magic power of finding out things. Besides, your Aunt +Flora always tries to cheer him if she can. Put the letter on the tray +beside his breakfast, Camilla. I will take it up myself.' + +Camilla and Fitz had almost finished their meal before Mrs Harper +returned. + +'I do hope there's nothing wrong,' said Camilla, with the +apprehensiveness which reiterated experience of ill-tidings begets in +even the calmest nature. + +'It can't be my having broken my leg again,' said her brother, with a +not very successful attempt at a joke; 'it was horrid, but I wouldn't +mind breaking the other any day if it would save father's getting +worse.' + +But at that moment their mother came in. Her face was decidedly brighter +than when she had left the room. + +'Mother dear, do eat some breakfast. You'll be quite faint,' said +Camilla, tenderly; 'I was nearly going after you to see if anything were +the matter.' + +'No dear, thank you,' replied her mother. 'Your aunt's letter is +unusually interesting. Fancy! is it not a curious coincidence?--rather a +pleasant one, indeed--the Lyles have just made acquaintance at this new +place with Colonel and Mrs Mildmay, the parents of the two girls at Miss +Scarlett's.' + +Camilla looked up with a little misgiving. + +'Aunt Flora is not very discreet always, mother,' she said; 'I hope she +won't have confided too much to Mrs Mildmay. It might come round in some +disagreeable way to--Robin Redbreast.' + +'I think Mrs Mildmay must be particularly nice and sensible,' Mrs Harper +replied. 'Of course your aunt has talked to her about Lady Myrtle and +all the old story; it would scarcely have been in human nature, +certainly not in Flora's nature, not to do so, when she found that her +new friend was the daughter of Lady Jacinth Denison; but I don't see +that it can do any harm. Mrs Mildmay has seen nothing of Lady Myrtle +since she was a little child; it is only quite lately, as we know, that +your great-aunt has come across the Mildmay girls, really by accident. +Mrs Mildmay is pleased at it, for her mother's sake, but I am sure she +is not a person to make any mischief. Indeed,' she added with some +hesitation, 'it is just possible that indirectly it may do good. Not +that your aunt suggests anything of the kind.' + +Camilla's face flushed. + +'I should hope not, indeed,' she said indignantly; 'when you think of +the insult she exposed herself and us to, that time, mother, it would be +_impossible_ ever to accept any help from Lady Myrtle.' + +But Mrs Harper did not at once reply. Her face had grown very grave, and +her eyes seemed to be looking far into things. + +'I cannot quite say that,' she answered at last. 'There are times when I +am afraid to say what I would not accept, for your father's sake. I feel +as if I would consent to anything not wrong or sinful that could save +him. And remember, we must be just. As things are, Lady Myrtle knows +nothing of us except that we are poor. And there is every excuse for her +deep-seated prepossessions against her brother Bernard's family. Pride +must not blind our fair judgment, Camilla.' + +The girl did not reply. She felt the reasonableness of her mother's +argument. + +'But oh,' she thought to herself, 'I should _hate_ to be indebted to +Lady Myrtle for any help. What would I not do--what would we all not do, +rather than that!' + +Her feelings might almost have been written on her face, for Fitz, who +had been listening silently, though intently, to the conversation, here +made a remark which might have been a remonstrance with her unspoken +protest. + +'There's one thing to be said,' began the boy. 'Even though it's all +Lady Myrtle's by _law_, it came to her from father's own grandfather. If +our grandfather had been good, his share would have been his and then +father's and then ours. There's a sort of right about it. It isn't as if +it was all Lady Myrtle's own in any other way--through her husband, for +instance--and that she did anything for us just out of pity, because we +were relations. That _would_ be horrid.' + +Fitz was only fifteen, but he and Margaret seemed older than their +years, as is not unusual with the youngest members of a large family. +Besides, all the Harpers had grown up in full knowledge of and sympathy +with their parents' anxieties. Living as they did, in closest family +union, it would have been all but impossible to prevent its being so, +save by some forced and unnatural reticence, the evil of which would +have been greater than the risk of saddening the children by premature +cares. + +So neither Mrs Harper nor her daughter felt the least inclined to 'snub' +the boy for his observation, which contained a strong element of +common-sense. + +'Lady Myrtle's wealth comes _in part_ from her husband,' said Mrs +Harper. 'That makes one feel the more strongly that the Harper portion +should to some extent return to where it is so needed. But your father +has told me that the Elvedons are sure to inherit some of it, and that +is quite right.' + +'And,' said Camilla, with a little effort, anxious to show her mother +that she did wish to be quite 'fair-judging,' 'you know, Fitz, as we +have often said, if our grandfather, being what he was, had got his +share, it is most improbable that any of it would have come to father. +After all,' she added with an honest smile that lighted up her quiet +face and made it almost as bright as Bessie's--'after all, it was better +for the money to be kept together by Lady Myrtle, than for it to be +thrown away and _nobody_ to have any good of it. She is a generous old +woman, too, in outside ways. I see her name in connection with several +philanthropic institutions.' + +'And really good and well-managed things, your father says. She must be +a wise and considerate woman,' said Mrs Harper. + +'All the more pity, then, that she and father have never come together,' +said Camilla with a sigh. 'She would be able to appreciate him. I never +could imagine any one wiser and juster than father--though you come +pretty near him sometimes, I must say, mother;' and she smiled again. +'Neither of you is ever the least bit unfair to any one, and it does +take such a lot of self-control and--and--a wonderfully well-balanced +mind, I suppose, to be like that.' + +'I have only learned it--if I have learned it--from your father,' +replied Mrs Harper. 'At your age I was dreadfully impetuous and hasty. I +often wonder, dear child, how you can be so thoughtful and helpful as +you are.' + +Camilla's eyes sparkled with pleasure. + +'Mother,' she said, 'we mustn't degenerate into a mutual admiration +society. I shall tell father how we've been buttering each other up all +breakfast-time. It will amuse him. I'm going to see if he will have some +more tea.' + +And she ran off. + +By mid-day Captain Harper was established on his sofa in the little +drawing-room, which his wife and daughters still strove so _very_ hard +to keep fresh and pretty. From this sofa, alas! especially now that +winter was in the ascendant even at sheltered Southcliff, the invalid +was but seldom able to move. For walking had become exceedingly painful +and difficult, and so slow that even a little fresh air at the best part +of the day could only be procured at the risk of chill and cold--a risk +great and dangerous. And barely six months ago the tap of his crutch had +been one of the most familiar sounds in the little town; he had been +able to walk two or three miles with perfect ease and the hearty +enjoyment which his happy nature seemed to find under all circumstances. +It had not proved untrue to itself even now. There was a smile on his +somewhat worn face--a smile that was seen in the eyes too, as real +smiles should always be--as his daughter came into the room to see that +he had everything he wanted about him. + +'It is really getting colder at last, father,' she said. 'At Thetford, +Bessie writes, they have had some snow. And Margaret was delighted +because it made her think of Christmas, and Christmas means coming +home.' + +'Poor old Mag!' said Captain Harper. 'Mag' was his own special name for +his youngest daughter; and no one else was allowed to use it. 'Poor old +Mag! I really think she's very happy at school, though--don't you, +Camilla? Bessie, I knew, would be all right, but I had my misgivings +about Mag. And it is in every way such a splendid chance for them. It +would be'----And he hesitated. + +'What, father?' + +'Such a pity to break it up,' he said, 'as--we have almost come to think +must be done.' + +'They would be perfectly miserable to stay there, if they understood--as +indeed they do now,' Camilla replied, 'that it would be only at the cost +of what you _must_ have, father dear.' + +Her voice, though low, was very resolute. Captain Harper glanced at her +half-wistfully. + +'I wish you didn't all see things that way,' he said. 'You see it's +this, Camilla. If I go up to London to be under Maclean for three +months, it _may_ set me up again to a certain point, but unless it be +followed by the "kur" at the baths, and then by that other "massage" +business within a year or so, it would be just the old story, just what +it was before, only that I am three or four years older than I was, +and--certainly not stronger. So this is the question--is it _worth +while_? It will be at such a cost--stopping Bessie and Mag's schooling, +wearing out your mother and you--for what will be more trying than +letting this house for the spring, as must be done, and moving you girls +into poky lodgings. That, at least, we have hitherto managed not to do. +And then the strain on your poor mother being up alone with me in +London--so dreary for her too. And at best to think that a partial, +temporary cure is all we can hope for. No, my child, I cannot see that +it is worth it. I am happy at home, and more than content to bear what +must be, after all not so very bad. And I _may_ not get worse. Do, +darling, try to make your mother see it my way.' + +It was not often--very, very seldom indeed--that Captain Harper talked +so much or so long of himself. Now he lay back half-exhausted, his face, +which had been somewhat flushed, growing paler than before. + +Camilla wound her arms round him and hid her face on his shoulder. + +'Father dearest,' she whispered, doing her best to hide any sign of +tears in her voice, 'don't be vexed or disappointed, but I _can't_ see +it that way. It seems presumptuous for me to argue with you, but don't +you see?--the first duty seems so clear, to do what we _can_. Surely +there can be no doubt at all about that? And who knows--_something_ may +happen to make the rest of what is prescribed for you possible. And even +if not, and if the three months in London only do a little good, at +least we should all feel we had tried everything. Father dearest, if we +_didn't_ do it, do you think mother and Bessie and I--and the boys when +they hear of it, and even the two little ones--do you think we should +ever again feel one moment's peace of mind? Every time you looked paler +or feebler, every time we saw you give the least little wince of +pain--why, I think we should go out of our minds. It would be +unendurable.' + +Captain Harper stroked her fair soft hair fondly. + +'But, dear, suppose it doesn't do any good, or much? Suppose'--and his +voice grew very low and tender--'suppose all this increased suffering +and weakness is only the beginning of the end--and sometimes I cannot +help thinking it would be best so--my darling, it would _have_ to be +endured.' + +Camilla raised her tear-stained face and looked at her father bravely. + +'I know,' she said quietly. 'It may be. Mother and I don't deceive +ourselves, though it is no use dwelling upon terrible possibilities. But +even then, don't you see the difference? We should feel that we had done +our best, and--and that more was not God's will.' + +'Yes,' said her father, 'I see how you mean. I suppose I should feel the +same if it were about your mother or one of you.' + +'And father,' Camilla went on more cheerfully, 'don't worry about the +girls leaving school; it won't do them lasting harm. They have got a +good start, and they are still very young. Some time or other they may +have another opportunity, as I had. And Margaret is such a delicate +little creature. Father, I wouldn't have said it if they had been going +to stay at Thetford, but I have had my misgivings about her being fit +to be so far away. I fear she is very homesick sometimes.' + +'Do you really think so?' said Captain Harper with a start. 'Poor little +soul! If I thought so--ah dear, my home was not much, but still while my +mother lived it _was_ home, and oh how I remember what I suffered when I +left it! Who is it that speaks of "the fiend homesickness?" The mere +dread of it would reconcile me to having them back again.' + +'Then I am very thankful I told you,' said the girl. 'And father, is it +not nice to know that in spite of everything we girls have _not_ come +off badly? Bessie and Margaret took good places at once, and I did too, +you know. Indeed, Miss Scarlett said that if I had thought of being a +governess, she would have been very glad to have me.' + +'I know,' said her father. 'Well, there is no necessity for that as yet, +except for governessing the younger ones as you used to do. And if +things go better with me, even if I'm only not worse, when we come home +again I can take you all three for Latin and German and mathematics.' + +Camilla's eyes sparkled. She was so delighted to have talked him into +acquiescence and hopefulness. + +'We shall work so hard the three months we are by ourselves that you +will be quite astonished,' she said. 'And old Mrs Newing will make us +very comfortable; it's there we're to live, you know. It will really be +great fun.' + +So from this time the move to London was decided upon for Captain and +Mrs Harper. + +And when Bessie and Margaret bade their companions good-bye at the +beginning of the Christmas holidays, they knew, though it had been +thought best to say little about it, and the good Misses Scarlett +refused to look upon it as anything but a temporary break, that it was +good-bye for much longer than was supposed--good-bye perhaps and not +improbably for always, to Ivy Lodge and Thetford and all their friends. + +Bessie felt it sorely. Little Margaret was all absorbed in the delight +of going 'home' again. But both were at one in the real sorrow with +which they parted from their companions, among whom no one had won a +more lasting place in their affection than blunt, warm-hearted, honest +Frances Mildmay. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +GREAT NEWS. + + +The first Christmas at a strange place or in a new home is always full +of mingled feelings. Even when the change has been a happy one, not +brought about by sorrows of any kind, the old associations give a sort +of melancholy to the thankfulness and joy we all wish to feel at this +time. And for the young Mildmays it was more than natural that the +sadness should predominate. + +'Only a year ago _how_ different it was!' sighed Frances, the first +morning of the holidays, when there was no school to hurry off +to--nothing particular to do or look forward to. 'I shall be very glad +when it's time to begin lessons again.' + +'I don't see why you should feel so particularly gloomy just now,' said +Jacinth, not unkindly. 'Things might have been a good deal worse than +they are.' + +'People can always say that,' replied Frances. 'If you've got to have a +leg cut off, you can say to yourself it might have been both legs. I +daresay having Robin Redbreast to go to makes it much nicer for you; I +suppose you'll go there a good deal during the holidays. But it doesn't +make much difference to me. Lady Myrtle doesn't ask me often, and I +don't want her to. I'm quite glad for you to go there, but it's not the +same for me.' + +And again she sighed. + +'What _would_ make you happier, then?' asked Jacinth. + +'Oh, I don't know. Nothing that could be, I suppose. Nothing will make +very much difference till papa and mamma come home. There are one or two +things that are making me particularly unhappy, besides the thinking +it's Christmas and how changed everything is, but--I daresay it's no +good speaking of them.' + +'I know what one of them is,' said Jacinth. 'I can guess it: shall I +tell you what it is?' + +'If you like,' Frances replied. + +'It's about the Harpers--Bessie and Margaret--not coming back again to +school,' said her sister. + +'How did you know about it?' inquired Frances. 'They didn't tell even +me--not really. But I know they were very sad about their father being +so much worse, and once, a few days ago, Bessie said it was almost +settled they were going to let their house at that place where they +live, and that their father and mother were going to be a long time in +London, and of course that will cost a lot of money--the going to +London, I mean. And--I could tell,' and Frances's voice sounded rather +suspicious--'I could tell--by the way, they kissed me--when--when they +said good-bye--I could _tell_ they weren't coming back,' and here the +choking down of a sob was very audible. + +For a wonder Jacinth did not seem at all irritated. Truth to tell, she, +too, had felt very sorry for the Harper girls--Bessie especially--and as +we know, though she did not allow it to herself, her conscience was not +entirely at ease about them. Something had touched her, too, in Bessie's +manner when they bade each other good-bye. + +'Will you kiss me, Jacinth?' Bessie had said. 'I have been so glad to +know you.' + +'I have not felt sorry enough for them perhaps,' Jacinth had allowed to +herself. 'But really, there are so many sad things in the world, one +would wear one's self out with being sorry for everybody.' + +'How did you know about it?' Frances repeated. + +'I heard something a good while ago from Honor Falmouth; don't you +remember?' said Jacinth. 'And last week she told me more, only she said +they didn't want any fuss made about it. She heard it from friends. But +Frances, do try and cheer up. You've been as kind--at least as +affectionate--as you could be to the Harpers. We hadn't it in our power +to ask them here or anything like that. I'm sure you tried to get Aunt +Alison to ask them, over and over again. And you won't do them any good +by crying about their troubles, you know, dear. Perhaps they may come +back to school some time or other, even if they're away next term.' + +'Thank you, dear Jass,' said Frances, wiping her eyes. 'You're very +kind. I'll try and not be dull.' + +She would perhaps have been less grateful for Jacinth's sympathy had she +understood the relief it was to her sister, notwithstanding her genuine +pity for them, to know that the Harpers were not likely to be associated +with them any more. Their presence at Ivy Lodge, ever since the +acquaintance with Lady Myrtle--more especially since Jacinth herself had +become fully informed as to the whole history--had been a perpetual +irritation and almost a reproach to her. And the pertinacity with which +she repeated to herself that it was not her business to take up the +cudgels in the Harpers' behalf, of itself suggested a weak point +somewhere--a touch of the self-excusing which tries to whiten over the +unacknowledged self-blame. + +_Now_, Jacinth could afford to let herself feel sorry for Bessie and +Margaret and their family--could even picture to herself ways in which +some day, in some vague future, she and Frances might show kindness to +their former school-fellows. + +'If I were rich,' thought Jacinth, 'they're just the sort of people I'd +love to be good to; of course one would have to do it very carefully, so +as not to offend them.' + +Frances was still looking somewhat lugubrious when the door opened and +Miss Mildmay senior came in. It was not very often that their aunt paid +the girls a visit in their own little sitting-room, and they both looked +up with some curiosity. + +'I had a letter from Lady Myrtle this morning,' she said. 'I did not +want to speak about it before Eugene'--for Eugene had lately been +promoted to breakfast down-stairs--'as I was not sure what you and +Frances would wish about it. It is an invitation for you all--Eugene +too--to spend Christmas at Robin Redbreast. Christmas _time_, I should +say. Lady Myrtle invites you all three for a week, and Jacinth for a +fortnight. What do you say?' + +Frances said nothing, but Jacinth looked up quickly. + +'I think it would be unnatural for us all to go away from you for +Christmas, Aunt Alison,' she said. + +Miss Mildmay smiled. + +'A lonely Christmas would be nothing new to me, my dear child,' she +said; but she spoke without any bitterness. + +'_I'll_ stay with you, Aunt Alison,' said Frances, eagerly. 'I really +don't care about going to Robin Redbreast, and it's Jacinth Lady Myrtle +wants. Do let me and Eugene stay here; Eugene needn't be told about it +at all.' + +'Thank you, my dear,' said their aunt. 'Thank you both. But--do not +think me ungracious--when I spoke of a lonely Christmas, I only meant +that I have not been used to a family party. I am always very happy and +very busy on Christmas--and I think I should be missed if I were not +here. I should have told you that Lady Myrtle very kindly invites me +too--for Christmas Day--but that would not suit me at all. I _must_ be +here in the evening, and indeed I am wanted all day; but I was trying to +arrange to do less, so as to be with you three in the afternoon at +least.' + +'Then--to put it plainly--it would be rather a relief to you for us all +to be away?' asked Jacinth. + +'Well, yes--in a sense it would. That is to say, if I knew you were +happy and well looked after,' said Miss Mildmay, smiling again. + +'There, Francie,' said Jacinth, 'you see it is much the best thing that +could have happened. And of course you and Eugene must come. I suppose +we shall take Phebe, Aunt Alison?' + +'Certainly, my dear.' + +The mention of Phebe seemed to cheer Frances. 'I shouldn't mind so much, +if Eugene and I could go walks,' she said. 'But you know, Aunt Alison, +Jass _must_ be a great deal with Lady Myrtle, and I shouldn't know what +to do all day, and Eugene wouldn't either.' + +'It'll be all right, you'll see,' said Jacinth, who, now that she was +satisfied as to her aunt, felt in high spirits. 'You can go about just +as you like with Phebe, and it's only for a week. I don't think I should +stay more than a week, Aunt Alison?' + +'I cannot say,' her aunt replied. 'I almost think you should, if Lady +Myrtle wishes it. That week--the week after Christmas week--I think I +could help to amuse Frances and Eugene. We shall be having our +children's feasts, and they could be very useful.' + +'I _should_ like that!' said Frances eagerly. + +So all seemed satisfactory, and Miss Mildmay left them, to write her +answer to Lady Myrtle. Human nature is very inconsistent. The maiden +lady of a certain age could not repress a sigh as she sat down at her +desk: she had not realised till now that all was changed; how she had +been looking forward to something like an orthodox Christmas for once, +in her prim old house--how she had been planning about the plum-puddings +and cakes, even while groaning a little over the reversal of her usual +habits! + +'But it is much better as it is,' she decided. 'They will be quite +happy, and poor old Lady Myrtle will be less lonely than for many years. +She may be a good friend to Eugenia and the children in the future. And +as for me, I don't know how they would have managed without me at St +Blaise's, after all.' + +And the young Mildmays--Frances included--_were_ very happy at Robin +Redbreast. + +Things settled themselves very much as Jacinth had foreseen. Under +Phebe's care the two younger ones were left free to run about as they +chose during such parts of the day as Jacinth found that their hostess +liked to have her with herself. And the children were much more +accustomed to this sort of life than if they had ever known thorough +home care. For even at Stannesley Mrs Denison's age and fragile health +had often made it impossible for them to be with her as much as she +would have liked: they had early learned to be 'very good at amusing +themselves.' + +On Christmas Day the large landau, quite roomy enough for half a dozen +instead of four, took them all to Elvedon church, where they sat with +Lady Myrtle in the square, be-curtained pew--one of those appropriated +to the Court, which was kept for the lady from Robin Redbreast. + +'It felt very like Stannesley,' was the verdict of the two younger ones, +who had not been at Elvedon before, which seemed to please Lady Myrtle. + +'Yes,' she said. 'I think you will feel more at home than if you spent +the day at Thetford.' + +And the prettily decorated rooms, and the old folk who came in for +dinner in the servants' hall, and the roast turkey and flaming +plum-pudding and snapdragon afterwards--yes, though they were only such +a very small party, just they three and the old lady instead of their +own granny, and no Uncle Marmy to make his jokes--still it _was_ much +more homelike than No. 9 Market Square Place could possibly have been. +And when Frances went to bed that night, glancing with pleasure at the +pretty presents so thoughtfully provided for her--a dear little gold +pencil-case in a bracelet from Lady Myrtle, a pair of gloves from Aunt +Alison, and a handkerchief with a red embroidered border from Jacinth +and Eugene--the child felt that she had indeed a great many 'good +things' to be thankful for. + +'If only'----she thought. 'Oh, how I would like to think that Bessie and +Margaret are happy too! I am so afraid that they are very, very sad +about their father.' + +Christmas Day was a Thursday. It was always considered a lucky +coincidence by the young Mildmays when letters from their far-off +parents reached them on the very day of any anniversary. But this year +the Christmas budget only arrived the morning before Frances and Eugene +were returning to Thetford. Miss Mildmay sent it on by a special +messenger, knowing how anxious her nieces would be to get their letters. +And a mysterious allusion in the little note from her which accompanied +them made Jacinth start and call out to Frances. + +'Look at what Aunt Alison says, before you read your letter, Francie. +What can she mean?' + +This was what Jacinth pointed to: 'I have heard from your father and +mother also,' wrote Miss Mildmay. 'The great piece of news will surprise +you as much as it has surprised me. I shall be glad to have you back +again to talk it all over.' The sisters stared at each other, their lips +parted and their breath coming quickly. + +Then said Jacinth at last: 'It can't be anything _wrong_, Francie. Aunt +Alison never would have written of it like that, if it had been.' + +'No,' said Frances, though her voice was rather tremulous; 'of course it +can't be.' + +'And,' continued Jacinth, 'how silly we are to sit here wondering about +it, when we've only to look at our letters to know! Here goes, Francie!' +and she tore open her own envelope; 'let's see which of us will get at +it first.' + +Frances unfastened her letter more deliberately. It was a much shorter +one than Jacinth's, and she had scarcely glanced at the first few lines +when she sprang from her seat with a sort of shriek. + +'They're coming home, Jass! that's the secret. Oh Jass, Jass, listen: +"As I may hope to see you before long, my darling, I won't attempt to +write very much." That's it. Oh Jassie, sweet, they're coming home!' + +Jacinth's face had grown pink, then white again, whiter than usual, as +she rapidly ran through her own letter. + +'Yes,' she said at last, 'it's--no, it's not _quite_ so good as that. +Mamma's coming first: she'll be here in the spring; but papa's not +coming for some months later. He's got to go somewhere for some kind of +inspection, where mamma couldn't go with him, and after that, he's got +six months' leave, which may or may not--I don't quite understand. +Listen, Francie: "During this leave your father will have time to decide +as to the future. It is possible he may have the offer of an appointment +in England, which would obviate the necessity of our returning to India. +But even if he has this chance, there are fors and againsts to consider: +the appointment is not in some ways a very desirable one; it would +oblige us to live for some, perhaps for several years in a large +manufacturing town in the north of England, and it would be very hard +work for your father. Still, we might--we _should_ be all together."' + +Frances heaved a deep sigh of intense longing. + +'Oh yes,' she said, 'that would be _everything_.' + +'No, I don't see that it would be,' said Jacinth. 'I should _hate_ +living in a place like that; and then think of the hard work for papa. +When he does come home I want him to be quite his own master, and, +and--to be rather grand, you know. I should not mind his having an +appointment in London, or some county thing that wouldn't give him much +to do, about here perhaps. But to go and slave in some horrid dirty +place where there would be no one we could speak to; that would be a +come-down after the position he has had in India.' + +'Oh Jass,' said Frances, 'don't let us spoil this beautiful news by +thinking of anything disagreeable. Papa must know best, far better than +we can. Do go on reading the letter. Mamma says I'm to ask you +everything.' + +Jacinth's eyes returned to the sheets in her hand. Her face cleared a +little. + +'There's something else,' she said. 'Oh, I should like that _far_ +better. Listen, Frances: "Your father has also the certainty of a +good--as to position and agreeableness--appointment in London; but the +pay would be much, much less, so he is not taking this into +consideration. So the chances are that we may have to return to India +after his leave is over, and be joined by you, dear Jass, a year later; +though at worst I hope we shall be settled in England before my little +Francie would be ready to come out. But I don't mean to think of +anything at present but the unexpected joy of seeing you all three again +so soon. I am writing to your aunt, to know if she can find a little +house at Thetford where we can be together. You will just have been one +year with her, and I do thank her for her care of you. It all seems to +have fitted in so well. When you see Lady Myrtle Goodacre, thank her +again from me for her kindness to you, and tell her what a pleasure it +has been to me to think of it. Tell her, too, how much I am looking +forward to meeting again my mother's dearest friend."' + +'You will tell Lady Myrtle at once,' said Frances. + +'Yes, of course,' said Jacinth, but she spoke half absently. Her eyes +were still fixed on her mother's letter. + +'_I_ don't see why he shouldn't even "take it into consideration,"' she +repeated to herself. 'We can't be so desperately poor as all that. _I_ +shall take it into consideration, any way, my dear mother;' and she +smiled a little. 'Yes, Frances,' she went on, looking up, and speaking +more decidedly; 'of course I'll tell Lady Myrtle. I think I'll go and +tell her now. I know she is alone in the boudoir. And, Francie, you may +tell Eugene.' + +'May I?' exclaimed Frances, jumping up. 'Oh, thank you, Jass. I'm not +sure,' she went on, 'I'm not sure that Eugene can feel quite so--so +_wild_ with happiness as I do. Oh Jass, it is almost too much. It takes +my breath away.' She was running out of the room, when she looked back +for a moment. + +'Jass,' she began with a little hesitation, 'does mamma say anything +more about Mrs Lyle, _their_ aunt, you know? I wonder if she has seen +her again?' + +'She is sure to have seen her again. They are living close together,' +said Jacinth. 'But she doesn't say anything about her in this letter. +Why should she?' Jacinth's tone was growing a little acrid. 'May she not +for once be taken up with our own affairs? what can be more important +than all she has to tell us? I do wish, Frances, you wouldn't drag these +Harpers into everything; it is really bad taste.' + +Frances was not very clear as to what 'bad taste' meant, but she was +very sorry to have vexed Jacinth. + +'It was only,' she said, 'only that it seems as if all the happiness +were coming to us, and all the troubles to them. And I was so glad mamma +was sorry for them.' + +'You speak as if they were our nearest relations,' said Jacinth, +'instead of being, as they are, actual strangers.' + +But she was not sure if Frances heard her. She had already run off. + +Jacinth followed her down-stairs more slowly. They had been sitting in +the elder girl's bedroom, which, with its cheerful outlook and pleasant +arrangements of writing-table and bookcases and sofa, and fire burning +brightly, was rather a favourite resort of theirs in the morning, before +Lady Myrtle was free from her various occupations. For she was a busy +and methodical old lady. + +The staircase was one of the pretty features of Robin Redbreast: though +a spiral one, the steps were pleasantly shallow, and every here and +there it was lighted by quaintly shaped windows. + +'How I love this house!' said Jacinth to herself, as she passed out +round the gallery, already described, on into the conservatory, even at +that mid-winter season a blaze of lovely brilliant colour. 'If--oh, if +it were going to be our home some time or other, how beautiful it would +be to look forward to! how delightful it would make mamma's coming back! +I can't bear to think of papa's having that horrid appointment up in the +north. I'd rather keep on as we are, and go out to India when I'm old +enough.' + +She had loitered a moment among the flowers; the door of Lady Myrtle's +boudoir was slightly ajar; the old lady's ears were quick; she heard +even the slight rustle of Jacinth's skirts, and called out to her. + +'Is that you, dear Jacinth? Come in--I have finished my letters and +accounts, and was just going to send for you.' + +And as the girl hastened in, Lady Myrtle looked up with a bright smile +of welcome. It was pleasant to be thus greeted: a change from Aunt +Alison's calm unimpassioned placidity. + +'Dear Lady Myrtle,' said Jacinth, 'I don't know how to tell you our +news. We have got our Christmas letters from papa and mamma; Aunt Alison +sent out a messenger on purpose with them. And Francie and I have just +read them. And--what do you think?' + +She sat down on a stool at Lady Myrtle's feet and looked up in her face. +The old lady laid her hand fondly on the girl's soft hair. + +'Nothing wrong, dear; I can see by your face. What can it be? Not--it +can't be that they are coming home?' + +Jacinth's eyes sparkled. + +'Yes, indeed,' she said; 'that's just what it is. At least it's not +quite that they're coming home for good; I wish it were. But if you +like, if it won't bother you, I'll read you mamma's letter.' + +'Yes, do, dear,' said the old lady. + +And Jacinth did so, congratulating herself on what had disappointed +Frances, that there was no mention at all in this letter of the Harper +family or Mrs Lyle. + +Lady Myrtle listened with evidently extreme interest. When Jacinth had +finished, there was a moment or two's silence. Then Lady Myrtle said +quietly but decidedly: 'She must come straight here--your mother, I +mean. I shall write to her myself. Don't you think that will be best? It +will be the greatest satisfaction to me to see her--little Eugenia--how +proud your dear grandmother was of her! A fair-haired, brown-eyed little +creature. Not so like my Jacinth as you are, child. But that, one could +not expect. It is not often that one sees such a likeness as yours to +your grandmother. But I am so thankful to know I may hope to see your +mother. Sometimes I have feared'----But here Lady Myrtle broke off +without finishing her sentence. 'Jacinth, I want you to talk about it. +What can I say to ensure her coming to me? I want to make her feel that +it will be really like coming home?' + +'Say _that_ to her, dear Lady Myrtle,' Jacinth replied. 'Nothing could +touch her more. And I am sure she will love to come here, at any rate +for a while, at first. You see she speaks of living at Thetford till +papa comes--of having a little house there and us with her. There would +not be room in Aunt Alison's house, and besides, I think mamma would +like to feel more independent with us three.' + +[Illustration: Jacinth sat down on a stool at Lady Myrtle's feet and +looked up in her face.] + +'Of course. I would not at all advise her living in Market Square Place, +even if there were room,' said Lady Myrtle. 'In a small house, and with +your aunt being accustomed to be the authority--no, it would not do. But +there would be no such difficulties here. Your mother must come to me +first, and you three must be here, too, to meet her. And then, later on, +if she thinks it better to take a little house--well, I shall not oppose +her. I am not an unreasonable old woman, am I, my child?' + +'No, indeed,' said Jacinth warmly. 'And'--with a little smile--'I know +mamma is very _sensible_. I can tell it by her letters, and even by what +I remember of her. She is eager and hearty--sometimes Francie reminds me +of her--but she is never fanciful or obstinate. It sounds impertinent of +me talking like that of her, but I think you will understand. And I am +sure you and mamma will suit each other.' + +'I am sure we shall, dear, though, in a sense, _you_ will always seem +the _most_ of your grandmother to me, Jacinth. You see my most vivid +memory of her is about your age; it is really as if she had come back to +me, sometimes.' + +'I do so love you to say that,' said Jacinth. + +'But I want to speak of all your mother writes,' the old lady went on. +'I--there can be no harm in my talking to you quite frankly, for I see +your mother confides in you, and she is quite right to do so. Jacinth--I +don't like the idea of that post, whatever it is, at Barmettle.' + +Jacinth drew a deep breath of relief. + +'Oh, I am so glad you think so,' she said. 'I scarcely liked to say +it--it seems selfish--if it would save papa's going out again, and he +has had so much of India; but it _would_ be rather horrid, wouldn't it? +And almost a come-down, it seems to me. The other appointment in London +would be so much nicer, only living at all _nicely_ in London is so +dear, and the pay is smaller. Perhaps it will end after all in papa and +mamma going back to India, and my joining them in two or three years.' + +Lady Myrtle put out her hand, and clasped Jacinth's firmly in hers. + +'No, my child,' she said. 'That must not be. I think when one gets as +old as I am, one may be a little selfish; that is to say, if one's +selfishness does no one any harm. And your parents have had enough of +India; there can be no necessity for their return there, nor for your +joining them. No, I could not consent to lose you again--the one thing +that has been sent to cheer me! Put all such possibilities out of your +mind, my Jacinth. I will write to your mother.' + +'And what shall I say to her?' asked Jacinth. 'About all you have said, +I mean.' + +'Refer her to me. But tell her how you are all--_we_ are all--counting +on her coming first to Robin Redbreast, and that then we shall be able +to talk over everything. Tell her I cannot consent to giving you up; +tell her, as I hope you can, that this place is beginning to feel like +home to you.' + +'You know I feel it so, dear Lady Myrtle,' said Jacinth simply. 'I think +I have been happier here already than I have ever been anywhere else. +And I am so glad this news has come while we were here. It makes it +doubly delightful. And we shall remember that it came to us here--this +Christmas week.' + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +'"CAMILLA" AND "MARGARET," YES.' + + +There was a great writing of letters during the next day or two at Robin +Redbreast. And both Lady Myrtle and the children found it difficult to +give their attention to anything but the absorbing subject of Mrs +Mildmay's return. + +And in response to a pressing invitation from the old lady, Miss Mildmay +actually managed to spare or make time to come out to Robin Redbreast to +'spend the day'--that is to say, three or four hours of it, so that she +and Lady Myrtle might have a talk about the plans under discussion. + +The day chosen was the one in which Frances and Eugene were to return to +Market Square Place. The big carriage was to take them and their aunt +and Phebe home in the afternoon, leaving Jacinth for another week at +Robin Redbreast. + +Never had her nieces found Miss Mildmay so pleasant and almost genial. +She was greatly delighted at the news of her sister-in-law's +return--delighted and relieved. For it had begun to strike her rather +uncomfortably that what she had undertaken was all but an impossibility. +She was very conscientious, as I have said, and no self-deceiver. She +saw that the girls, as they grew older, were becoming not less but more +in need of sympathy and guidance in their out-of-school life--sympathy +and guidance which at best she felt very doubtful of being able to give +them, _even_ if she sacrificed all the other duties and occupations +which had for so many years made her life, for their sakes. And the +sacrifice would have been a very tremendous one. + +The doubts and perplexities were increasing daily in her mind when there +came this most welcome and little expected news, followed by the almost +as welcome tidings of Lady Myrtle's eager offer of hospitality to the +children's mother. + +'It is very good, very, very kind and good of her,' said Miss Mildmay to +herself. 'The children's making friends with her really seems to have +brought good-luck. And she may be of lasting and substantial help to +Frank and Eugenia. Not exactly because she is rich--Frank is far too +proud to take anybody's money--but she may have interest that would be +of use to him. And there would be nothing unnatural in her leaving +something to Eugenia or to Jacinth. I don't suppose she means to leave +everything to the Elvedons, for a good deal would have been her own +share in any case, and a good deal her husband must have left her. By +the bye, I have always forgotten to ask Miss Scarlett if the Harper +girls she has, or had--some one said they had left--were any relation to +the Elvedon family. Nice girls, evidently, but very badly off, I fancy.' + +And then she forgot about the Harpers again. + +But with her grateful feelings to Lady Myrtle, Miss Mildmay naturally +felt that the least she could do was to clear a day for herself by +working extra hard, so as to be able to spend part of it at Robin +Redbreast, as the old lady much wished her to do. + +And she was in her happiest and most cheerful mood, and all would have +gone just as Jacinth wished, but for one unfortunate allusion, which +came in the first place, strange to say, from considerate, cautious Miss +Alison Mildmay herself. + +Lady Myrtle and her new guest had a long talk by themselves in the first +place. Then Jacinth, anxiously waiting, heard the boudoir-bell ring, and +a message was brought to herself asking her to join them. + +'Come in, my dear child,' said her old friend; 'your aunt and I have +been enjoying a good talk. It is so pleasant when such things end in +people quite agreeing with each other, is it not?' she added, turning to +Miss Mildmay with a smile. + +Jacinth's anxious face cleared. + +'Then you do think Lady Myrtle's plan best, Aunt Alison?' she said. + +'I think it a delightful one, for all concerned,' said Miss Mildmay. 'I +have been explaining to Lady Myrtle all my--my conflicting feelings. For +much as I should like to have your mother with me, I know it would not +be as comfortable as I should wish, nor should I be able to see very +much of her, unless'---- + +'Forgive my interrupting you, my dear Miss Mildmay,' interposed Lady +Myrtle; 'but I wish you would not worry yourself about all these +questions, now that they are settled and done with. Eugenia shall come +straight to Robin Redbreast for as long as I can get her to stay, and +that will be as long as she wishes. The children, as well as Jacinth, +_my_ child'--and she glanced up affectionately at the young girl +standing beside her--'shall be here to receive her, and you too, Miss +Mildmay, if you will so far honour me. It will be about Easter +probably; there are holidays then, I believe, which will be all the +better. And there need never be any difficulty about sending you all +three to school and fetching you, even when it is not holiday time. Then +if Eugenia prefers to take a little house temporarily at Thetford, I +shall leave her free to do so, though I may have my private _hopes_ on +this matter.' + +Lady Myrtle's eyes were quite sparkling, and there was a bright colour +in her cheeks. It was very pleasant to see her so eager and happy. +Jacinth, in spite of her aunt's repressing presence, could not help +stooping down and gently kissing the soft old face. + +'And to look further forward still,' Lady Myrtle continued, holding +Jacinth's hand which she had possessed herself of, 'your aunt and I are +of accord on another point, my child. Your father must not return to +India; he has had enough of it. And your mother too.' + +'Then you think he should accept'----began Jacinth. + +'We will not go into particulars,' she replied, patting Jacinth's hand. +'To begin with, Colonel Mildmay has not consulted me. He must first get +to know me. But--no, of course that dreadful Barmettle is out of the +question. You might almost as well be all in India, as far as I am +concerned, for all I should see of you. But all that is some way off +still. The first thing to do is to get your mother's promise to come +straight here.' + +'I am sure she will,' said Jacinth. 'I don't feel any anxiety about +that.' + +'Nor do I,' said her aunt. + +Just then the luncheon gong sounded, and they all went down-stairs in +the best of spirits. In the dining-room they were joined by Frances and +Eugene, who thanks to the genial influences of the morning's news, ran +up to Miss Mildmay, and kissed her much more effusively than was usual +with them. + +'How well you are both looking!' she said, and Lady Myrtle glanced +round, pleased at the remark. 'I don't think his mother will recognise +Eugene,' Miss Mildmay went on. 'Well, no, she could scarcely do that in +any case. But I mean to say I think she will find it difficult to +believe we are not cheating her altogether when she sees this great, +strong, rosy fellow. He was such a poor little specimen!' + +'He must have been brought home in time, however,' said Lady Myrtle. +'Ah, yes, our Indian possessions cost us dear in some ways. Though it is +nothing to the old days; my people were soldiers for generations you +know, so we had full experience of these difficulties. I and my brothers +were born in India; my father was only captain in his regiment when he +came into the Elvedon title and property unexpectedly. He would have +lived to be very distinguished, I feel sure, if he had not left the +army;' and she sighed a little. + +'But you have distinguished relatives in the army still,' said Miss +Mildmay. 'The Captain Harper who was wounded at----after his most +gallant conduct. He is a relation, is he not? I heard about him from +Miss Scarlett: you know his daughters were at Ivy Lodge, and'---- + +'Indeed!' said Lady Myrtle, and a very strange expression came into her +voice--not annoyance, not even constraint--more like a sort of repressed +anxiety and painful apprehensiveness. 'Indeed! No, I do not +remember--what were you going to say?' + +For Miss Mildmay had stopped abruptly. She was seated opposite Jacinth, +and as she got to her last words, some consciousness made her glance +across the table at her elder niece. In an instant she saw her mistake, +and recalled her own vague warnings to the girls to avoid allusions to +Lady Myrtle's family history. But she was far from cowardly, and +essentially candid. And in her mind there had been no mingling of any +selfish motive; nothing but the desire to prevent any possible annoyance +to their kind old friend had prompted her few words of advice to the +girls. And now the strange look--a look almost of restrained anger--on +Jacinth's face positively startled her. + +'I may have been mistaken in my impression that the family in question +was in any way related to you,' she said quietly. 'One should be more +cautious in such matters.' + +'Yes,' said Lady Myrtle, nervously, 'I think you must have been +mistaken. I do not know anything of such people, and Harper is not a +very uncommon name. By the way, that reminds me--was it you, my dear?' +and she turned somewhat abruptly to Frances--'was it not you who once +mentioned some school-fellows of the name, and afterwards something was +said which removed the impression that they could possibly be Elvedon +Harpers? I am confused about it.' + +All this time Frances's eyes had been fixed on her plate; she had +scarcely dared to breathe since her aunt's allusion. Now she looked up, +bravely, though her cheeks were flaming and her heart beating as if to +choke her. An inner voice seemed to tell her that the moment had come +for _something_ to be said--the something which even Camilla Harper in +her letter had not debarred her from, which her own mother had hoped +some opportunity might arise for. + +And in spite of Jacinth's stony face, and her aunt's evident wish to +change the subject which she herself had brought on to the _tapis_, +Frances spoke out. + +'Yes, Lady Myrtle,' she said clearly. 'It was I that spoke about Bessie +and Margaret Harper. They were at school with us then, and before that, +their big sister Camilla was there. But they've left now, I'm afraid,' +and her voice trembled a little. 'I think it's because their father's +very ill, and it costs a lot, and they're not at all rich. They're the +very nicest girls in the world; oh, they _are_ so good and nice.--You +said so too, Jacinth?' + +Lady Myrtle's eyes turned to Jacinth. + +'Yes,' the elder girl replied coldly; 'I believe they are very nice +girls. But I did not know them nearly as well as you, Frances. I do not +care for making friends as you do.' + +'No,' said Frances, rather lamely. 'I know you don't; but still I'd like +you to tell Lady Myrtle how nice they are.' + +'Why should it interest Lady Myrtle to hear about your school-fellows, +my dear?' said Miss Mildmay, surprised and a little annoyed by Frances's +rather pertinacious manner. 'These girls are very nice, I have no doubt; +indeed I recollect Miss Scarlett speaking very highly of them; but no +one doubts it. I think all your school-fellows must be nice girls--not +only the Harpers. And the name may be a mere coincidence. I have never +heard certainly that they were of the Elvedon family.' + +Lady Myrtle had not seemed to be attending to what Miss Mildmay said. +She was speaking to herself. + +'"Camilla,"' she murmured softly, '"Camilla" and "Margaret." Not +"Bessie;" no I never heard of a Bessie, and "Margaret" is not uncommon. +But "Camilla"--yes, I suppose it must be.' + +But just as she said this, Miss Mildmay's last words--the good lady had +rather an emphatic way of speaking--rang out clearly: 'I have never +heard certainly that they were of the Elvedon family.' + +'That's just it,' said Frances, and by this time Lady Myrtle's attention +was fully caught. 'Of course I don't mean to contradict you, Aunt +Alison, but I _do_ know they're the same family, and so they are +relations of Lady Myrtle's. And it's not only that I like them. I'm so +very sorry for them, so _very_ sorry. They are all so good, and they +have so very, very many troubles,' and here the irrepressible tears rose +to poor Frances's eyes, and she turned her head away abruptly. + +Lady Myrtle glanced at her and then at Jacinth. Jacinth's face was quiet +and very grave. + +'You are a very loyal friend, I see, Frances,' said the old lady; and +rather to every one's surprise the words were accompanied by a little +smile, and then she turned to Jacinth. + +'I don't think you have ever named these--these Harpers--to me, have +you, my dear?' she asked. + +Jacinth looked up at once. + +'No,' she said; 'I have not, and I have refrained from doing so on +purpose. I--I did not think it concerned me, and you might not have +liked it. I--I should be so sorry to vex you.' + +The appeal in her eyes touched Lady Myrtle more than Frances's tears. +And in what she said, so far as it went, Jacinth was sincere. She did +shrink from any possible allusion that could annoy or upset her kind +friend; and the selfish motives underlying the prejudice, almost +amounting to positive dislike, which she had allowed to take root in her +feelings to the Harpers, she blinded herself to, or called by some other +name. + +Lady Myrtle was silent, but there was no resentment in her face. She +only looked sad--very, very sad. + +'You know these girls very much less well than Frances did,' said Miss +Mildmay, whose sympathies were just now all with Jacinth. 'You see,' she +went on, turning to her hostess, 'Frances has been in the habit of +spending holiday afternoons at school--sometimes when you had kindly +invited Jacinth here, on a Saturday, for instance.' + +Lady Myrtle started a little. Her thoughts had been far away. She leaned +forward and took hold of Jacinth's hand--Jacinth was sitting next to +her, and the servants had left the room--and patted it affectionately. + +'Of course. I know Jacinth is very, very thoughtful for me,' she said. +'And I see that you understand it, my dear Miss Mildmay. Not that I am +vexed with little Frances. I like children to be children, and of all +things I like a loyal friend.' + +Then she at once and with evident intention, which the others were quick +to read, changed the subject of conversation. On the whole, vexed though +she was with Frances's persistence--'self-willed obstinacy' as she +called it to herself--Jacinth felt that the dreaded crisis had passed +off better than might have been expected, and in some things it was a +relief. Things were on a clearer basis now. + +'It was bound to come, I suppose,' she said to herself. 'Mamma seems +almost as impulsive and quixotic as Frances--quite bewitched by these +people. But at worst there's nothing more to tell now, and Lady Myrtle +appreciates my feelings if no one else does.' + +Frances, on her side, though her heart was still beating tumultuously, +felt glad that she had had the courage and opportunity to say what she +had. But for her dread of a private reprimand from Jacinth afterwards, +the little girl would on the whole have had a somewhat lightened heart +about her friends. For, as she said to herself, 'Lady Myrtle had +certainly not seemed angry.' + +Strange to say, the anticipated reproof from Jacinth never came. It was +true there was not much time for any private talk between the sisters, +for Frances and Eugene went back to Market Square Place that same +afternoon with their aunt. But even when, a week later, Jacinth herself +rejoined them there a day or two before the reopening of Ivy Lodge +school, there was no mention of the Harpers, and no allusion to what had +passed at luncheon the day of Miss Mildmay's visit to Robin Redbreast. + +'Can it be that Lady Myrtle is really going to be kind to them, and that +she told Jacinth not to be vexed with me?' thought sanguine little +Frances. She would have felt less hopeful had she known that not one +word had passed between her sister and the old lady on the subject of +her unknown relations. And Jacinth had simply made up her mind to think +no more about them; her conscience now being, or so at least she told +herself, completely at rest--the matter entirely out of her hands. + +It was the easier to carry out this resolution that Bessie and +Margaret's places were vacant, though no one seemed very clearly to +understand why they had not returned, and the Misses Scarlett expressed +the heartiest regret that they had not done so. Honor Falmouth too had +left, but this had been known by anticipation to her companions for +some time. And in the little world of a school, as in the bigger world +outside, it is not for long that the circles in the waters of daily life +mark the spot of any disappearance; it has to be so, and does not +necessarily imply either heartlessness or caprice. We are limited as to +our powers in all directions--the more marvellous that somewhere, +invisible, unsuspected, our innermost self lives on. And far down, below +the surface restlessness and change, may we not hope that we shall find +again the fibres of loving friendships and pure affections whose roots +were deep and true, though at times it may seem that like other precious +and beautiful things they were but as a dream? + +Frances missed her friends sadly, the more so that not knowing their +exact address, and half afraid also to do such a thing on her own +responsibility, she could not write to them. But nothing depressed +Frances now for very long or very deeply. She had found a panacea. All +would be right soon, 'when mamma comes home.' + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +MAMMA. + + +At Thetford the weeks till Easter--it came in the middle of April that +year--passed quickly. It is true that every morning, when Frances scored +out one of the long row of little lines she had made to represent the +days till that of her mother's arrival, she could not repress a sigh at +the number yet remaining. But still the time, even for her, passed +quickly. For she was busy--working more steadily at her lessons than +ever before, in the hope of having satisfactory progress to show--and +full of the happiest anticipations. Morning and night the faithful, +simple-hearted girl added to her other petitions the special one that +things might be so over-ruled as to prevent the necessity of further +separation. + +'It can't be wrong to ask it,' she said to herself, 'for God made +fathers and mothers and children to be together. It's something wrong +somewhere when they can't be. And I've got a feeling that it _is_ going +to be like that for us now. I don't care a bit where we live--that place +in the north or anywhere--if only we're with them.' + +Jacinth, too, on the whole was happy in her own way. Personally, +perhaps, she longed less for her mother's presence and sympathy than +Frances did, for she was by nature more self-sufficing. And when one +scarcely knows till one is fifteen or sixteen what it is to have a +mother and a real home of one's own, small wonder if the inestimable +blessings of such possessions are barely realised. Then, too, Jacinth's +frequent visits to Lady Myrtle, and the old lady's ever-increasing +affection for and interest in her had almost filled up the voids the +girl had at first felt bitterly enough in her new life. She would in +many ways have been quite content for things to go on as they were for a +year or two. And if she built castles in the air, it must be allowed +that Lady Myrtle was to a great extent responsible for their +construction. + +'I can scarcely fancy feeling as if mamma were more of a mother to me +than you seem now,' she said one day to her old friend. + +'Nay,' Lady Myrtle replied, 'I must represent a grandmother. You really +do not know what a mother feels like, dear child.' + +'Well,' Jacinth went on, 'perhaps that's it. But somehow I think mamma +will seem more a sort of elder sister to me. And I hope she will take it +that way. We shall get on better if she does. I--I'm afraid I shouldn't +be very good about giving in. You see I've never had to do it much.' + +She smiled a little as she made the confession. + +'I can scarcely imagine you anything but docile, my dear,' said Lady +Myrtle; 'but then, of course, I know I have not seen you really tested. +I fancy, however, there will be a mingling of the elder-sisterly feeling +in your relations to your mother, and I hope there will be. I think she +has a high opinion of your good sense and judgment, and I don't expect +that she will have any cause to change her opinion.' + +Jacinth sat silent for a moment or two. She seemed to be thinking +deeply; her eyes were fixed on the fire, where the wooden logs were +throwing out brilliant gleams of varying colours, reflected on the +bright brasses of the grate and fender. + +'How pretty everything here always is!' she said at last. 'Even to the +burning wood. Look, Lady Myrtle, it is blue and purple and even green.' + +'They are old ship logs,' her friend replied. 'It is the brine in them +that makes the colours.' + +'Oh dear,' said Jacinth again with a little sigh, 'how I should love a +pretty home. Lady Myrtle, I am afraid you will be shocked at me, but do +you know I sometimes almost feel I would rather papa and mamma went back +to India next year than that we should have to go to live at that +horrible dingy Barmettle.' + +Lady Myrtle was not _shocked_. Still, she was too unselfish by nature +herself not to be quick to check any symptoms of an opposite character +in one she really cared for, glad though she was to have Jacinth's full +confidence. + +'I think you would bear such a trial as that, readily and cheerfully, if +it were for your father and mother's good,' she said. 'And after all, +where we live is not of the importance that I daresay it seems to you. +Some of the truly happiest people I have ever known have been so in +spite of the most uncongenial surroundings you can imagine.' + +'I'm not as good as that,' said Jacinth in a melancholy voice. 'I can't +bear ugly, messy places; above all, messy, untidy places make me +perfectly cross and miserable.' + +Lady Myrtle could not help laughing a little at her tragic tone. + +'I don't see that, even if you had to live at Barmettle, your home need +be ugly and untidy,' she said. + +'I don't know. I've been thinking a good deal about it,' Jacinth +replied. 'You see, mamma will have been so long in India that she will +have got out of English ways. She must be accustomed to lots of servants +and to have everything done for her. I'm afraid it will be very +difficult and uncomfortable.' + +'But she would have you and Frances to help her,' said Lady Myrtle. 'At +least--no, dear Jacinth, you really must not anticipate troubles that +may never, that I trust _will_ never come.' + +Then she hesitated and stopped short, and seemed to be thinking deeply. + +'My dearest child,' she said at last, 'you are very young, and I have a +great dread of forgetting how young you are. I have too, as you know, a +very great respect for parental authority. I would never take upon +myself to interfere in any real way with your life, unless I had your +father and mother's approval. But this I may say, so far as I can +possibly influence them and the whole circumstances, you may rely upon +it that this nightmare of Barmettle shall never be anything but a +nightmare. Though at the same time I am most strongly of opinion that +your father must _not_ return to India.' + +'Oh, thank you, dear Lady Myrtle, thank you a thousand times for what +you say,' said Jacinth. + +'It is your father's health I am thinking of too,' said the old lady. +'Your aunt feels sure that it is time for him to come home for good. He +has been out there so long, and he is not a young man. He is a good deal +older than your mother.' + +'Yes,' Jacinth replied. 'He is fifteen years older; and mamma has always +been wonderfully strong. But even for her it would be much nicer to +come home now. Seventeen years is a long time, and only one year and one +six-months at home! Oh, I do feel so much happier since you have spoken +so to me--even though it makes me rather frightened about papa. It would +be terrible for his health to fail.' + +'We must make him take it in time,' said Lady Myrtle cheerfully. 'I +don't think there is any cause for immediate anxiety. Yes--nothing is +sadder than when the head of a house breaks down prematurely.' + +Her words, following upon her own, struck Jacinth curiously. What was it +they made her think of? What family had she been hearing of whose father +was in bad health? Ah--yes, it was these Harpers! How tiresome it was +that they seemed always to be 'turning up,' as Jacinth expressed it to +herself! There were scores and scores of other families in as bad +trouble as they; the world was full of such cases. + +'If Frances had been here,' thought Jacinth, 'she would have been +certain to begin about them and their father--only annoying Lady Myrtle +and doing no good. Not but that I'm very sorry for them. I hope their +father is better, I'm sure.' + +Alas! these two or three months had not passed so quickly or so brightly +in the--no, I must not say in the Harpers' pleasant though plain old +house at Southcliff, for Hedge End was let, and the three girls were +living in Mrs Newing's tiny rooms in Harbour Street--the rooms where +Camilla had declared they would be so cosy and comfortable, enjoying a +rest from all housekeeping cares. + +And as far as the material details of their life was concerned they +would have been more than content, though it was a new experience to +them to be even temporarily without a home; and now and then Camilla +and Bessie grew a little anxious about Margaret, and wondered if they +were taking as good care of her as mother would have done. For the +little girl looked very pale and delicate sometimes, and her appetite +was fitful. + +'I wonder if it is Mrs Newing's cooking,' said Camilla to her +confidante, Bessie. 'At home we could always get some nice little thing; +mother is so clever in that way, with father having been so long ill. +But here it would be impossible to try to cook anything ourselves.' + +'And whatever we do, we mustn't worry mother about Margaret,' said +Bessie. 'Mother needs all the cheering possible to keep up her spirits, +with dear father being so suffering still. Oh, Camilla, I _wonder_ if we +shall soon have better news?' + +Things had not improved, even to the limited extent which was all that +Captain Harper had counted upon, as rapidly as the former time that he +had been an inmate of the private hospital for three months. He was +weaker than then, and perhaps his intense anxiety to benefit by the +effort that had in every sense cost them all so dear, was against him. + +The doctors, so wrote Mrs Harper to her elder girls, now spoke of three +months more, not as desirable but as a necessity. And how it was to be +managed she could not see. Furthermore, to give a chance of anything +approaching cure, or rather lasting improvement, the regulation visit to +the German baths _must_, they now declared, be followed up by a winter +in a mild, dry climate. + +'Of this,' said the mother, 'we are not even _thinking_. The three more +months here are all we can contemplate, and I dare not tell your father +how impossible even that seems. It is out of the question, as he is, to +move him to an ordinary hospital where I could not be with him. I +believe if we did so he would give up the struggle and quietly resign +himself to leaving us.' + +'Camilla, he _must_ stay,' said Bessie. 'There is one thing, these +people do want to keep on the house longer?' + +'For two months--not three,' said Camilla, 'and we have not yet given +them a decided answer.' + +'Then let us take it upon ourselves _to_ decide,' said Bessie. 'And we +will write and tell mother that is settled. And what else _can_ we do, +Camilla? Father _must_ stay as long as the doctors think necessary. It +is the middle of March now; he has been there two months. I suppose he +should stay till the middle or end of July.' + +'And then go abroad,' said Camilla. + +'Ah well, we scarcely can hope for that. But I think, Camilla, you +should write to Aunt Flora: father will never do it, and mother would +not without his leave. But _we_ can. Ask her to lend us some money, +whatever is strictly necessary, and tell her that _somehow_ we will +repay her. She is very generous, and she would never forgive us if we +let father lose the last chance, for want of anything she could do.' + +'But she has so little ready money,' said Camilla. 'I don't know if they +are bad managers, for they have a good income, but it all seems to go.' + +'Father says they cannot help it. Uncle Lyle has so much to keep up out +there--entertaining and all sorts of things,' said Bessie. 'But I am +sure they would manage to lend us--how much?--fifty or a hundred pounds? +And Camilla, we _will_ repay it. Can we not save a little on our living? +I suppose we couldn't do with a room less; it would not be wholesome +for Margaret. And for her sake too we must not attempt still plainer +food.' + +'No,' said Camilla, 'I fear that is impossible. You see Margaret is so +quick. She would notice in a moment if you and I eat less or at all +differently from her. But--yes, perhaps the time has come when we must +apply definitely to Aunt Flora. I will write by the next mail.' + +'And Camilla, if we tide over this present trouble,' said Bessie, 'I +think you or I must do something--something to earn money by. I am too +young to be a governess yet, but I know--she almost said it to me--that +Miss Scarlett would take me even now as a sort of pupil-teacher, and two +years hence I think I might be a governess--to young children.' + +'It may have to be,' the elder sister agreed. 'But the question is +_which_ of us should go. I could be a governess already, but then that +stops your and Margaret's education. And, Bessie, it would be rather +additionally trying to father and mother--father especially--for you to +be in that kind of position at _Thetford_, the very part of the country +our family comes from. And so near to Robin Redbreast too.' + +Bessie reared her head. '_I_ don't mind that,' she said. 'I should +rather like it the better.' + +'But _father_?' said Camilla gently. And brave Bessie was silent. + +The letter to Mrs Lyle was written and sent. It reached her in her new +Indian quarters about ten days before Mrs Mildmay started on her return +home. + + * * * * * + +It was May; the charming capricious month we dream of all the year +round, always believing--thanks to poets and childish remembrances +rose-coloured by the lapse of time--that if the weather is cold and +gray and generally disappointing this year, it is quite an exception and +never has been so before: it was May before the day came on which Lady +Myrtle Goodacre's landau set off in state for Thetford railway station, +with Jacinth, Frances, and Eugene already occupying it, and a vacant +seat for Miss Alison Mildmay whom they were to call for on the way. + +Frances and even Eugene were almost speechless with excitement: Jacinth, +though wound up to a tremendous pitch, was too proud and too +self-contained by habit to show what she was feeling. + +'Lady Myrtle _hopes_ you will come back with us, Aunt Alison,' she said +quietly, 'at least to spend the rest of the day, as you wouldn't consent +to come to stay for two or three.' + +Miss Mildmay, before replying, glanced at her niece with a curious sort +of admiration, not altogether free from disappointment. + +'Jacinth certainly is extraordinarily self-controlled,' she thought. +Very self-controlled, like very reserved people do not always entirely +appreciate their own characteristics in another! But aloud she replied +much in the same matter-of-fact tone. + +'It is very good of her, but I would rather find my own way home from +the station. I will come out to Robin Redbreast to-morrow or the day +after to have a talk with your mother. She will have more than enough to +occupy her to-day.' + +Jacinth secretly commended her aunt's good sense, but the younger ones +seemed a little sorry. They wanted everybody to be as happy as +themselves. + +'It isn't that you don't think there'd be room enough in the carriage, +Aunt Alison, is it?' said Frances, anxiously. 'For the closed wagonette +is coming too for mamma's maid and the luggage, and I wouldn't mind the +least bit getting into it.' + +'Or I could go on the box,' suggested Eugene. 'I could _quite_ squeeze +in between Bailey and Fred, and I'm sure they wouldn't mind.' + +'Thank you, dears,' said Miss Mildmay, more warmly than she had spoken +to Jacinth; 'thank you very much. No; it is not on that account. And +indeed there is plenty of room in here for Eugene extra. But I shall +enjoy more, coming to-morrow or the day after, and then you must all +spare me your mother for an hour or so.' + +The train was late of course. There was that strange odd bit of time we +all know so well--of waiting and expectancy, intensified of course in +the present case by the fact that the mother they were about to meet was +literally a stranger to the three children. Even Jacinth was a good deal +paler than her wont, when at last the train slowly steamed into the +station and drew up beside the platform where they were standing. + +Would she have known her mother, she asked herself afterwards? Scarcely; +there were several passengers who _might_ have been _the_ one. She felt +almost bewildered when Aunt Alison turned from all, to hurry forward to +greet a slight, girlish-looking figure--girlish in herself, though not +in attire or bearing--who was gazing about her with eager eyes. + +'Eugenia.' + +'Alison,' and the two sisters-in-law had caught each other's hands and +kissed each other before Jacinth had really taken in that this was +'mamma!' + +Then Miss Mildmay drew back without another word than 'Here they are! I +did want to give them over to you, myself, you see,' and her usually +calm voice trembled a little. + +And Jacinth felt an arm thrown round her, and the words whispered into +her ear, 'My darling child!' and for almost the first time in her life a +choking sensation that was not pain, and a rush to her eyes of tears +that were not sorrow, made her dimly conscious that she knew her own +nature and its depths less fully than she had imagined. + +And then in turn she fell back a little while the two younger ones, with +a glad cry from Francie of 'Mamma, mamma!' and a solemn 'It's me; I'm +Eugene,' from the small brother, were drawn close, close, by the arms +that had not held them for so long, and kissed as they never remembered +having been kissed before. + +And somehow--I don't think any of them could ever clearly have told how; +perhaps Mrs Mildmay's maid had a head on her shoulders and was equal to +the occasion--they all found themselves in the landau again; all, that +is to say, except Aunt Alison, who stood waving good-bye to them all +from the curbstone, her face for once actually rosy with excitement. + +'Mamma!' said Frances, and then she stopped short. 'It's too lovely, I +can't speak.' + +Eugene was stroking his mother's mantle. It was of soft downy material, +rich in colour and texture. + +'How pretty!' he said. + +Jacinth glanced at it and the rest of her mother's attire, and at her +mother herself. She felt proud of her, of her undeniable beauty and air +of distinction--proud to present her to Lady Myrtle--and yet---- + +'I wonder if mamma is very much taken up with her clothes,' she thought. +'I wonder if she is extravagant. I expect I _shall_ have to take a good +deal upon me, as Lady Myrtle said. I suppose people in India really grow +very unpractical.' + +Poor Lady Myrtle! Little had she intended her words to be thus +travestied. + +But the reflection was not disagreeable to Jacinth, to whom a position +of responsibility and management was always congenial. She took her +mother's hand in hers, and smiling at Eugene replied: 'Yes indeed. What +lovely fur trimming, mamma! And what a pretty bonnet! You couldn't have +had that in India, surely?' + +'No,' said Mrs Mildmay, smiling back at her children, 'I got one or two +things in London yesterday. I thought you would like me to look nice, +especially as I was going straight to Robin Redbreast. I don't believe +poor dear Aunt Alison would have seen any difference if I had come back +in the same clothes I went away in all those years ago.' + +'No,' agreed Frances, 'I don't believe she would.' + +But Jacinth looked a little grave; she could not quite 'make out' her +mother. + +'Aunt Alison spends almost nothing on herself,' she said. 'She gives +away every farthing she possibly can.' + +'I know she does, dear. She is the most self-denying person in those +ways that I have ever met,' said Mrs Mildmay heartily, though mentally +hoping to herself that Jacinth was not very matter-of-fact. But Eugene +was looking very solemn. + +'What are you thinking of, my boy? his mother asked. + +'Those clothes,' he said, 'those clothes what you went away with. They +must be wored out. I was only two when you went away, mamma?' + +This made them all laugh, which was perhaps a good thing--a slight +relief to the over-excitement which in their different ways all had been +experiencing. + +'Mamma,' said Frances earnestly, when the laughter had calmed down, 'I +_must_ tell you, I had no idea you were so pretty. I think you are the +very prettiest person I ever saw.' + +'So do I,' Eugene chimed in. + +Mrs Mildmay could not resist kissing again the two sweet flushed faces. + +'My darlings,' she said, 'I hope you will always think so, in one way, +even when my hair is white and my face old and wrinkled.' + +'I hope,' thought Jacinth to herself, 'I hope mamma isn't--not vain, +it's such a contemptible word--but I hope she doesn't care too much for +looks and outside things of that kind.' + +But the very defining her thoughts startled her. She knew she had no +right to begin criticising her mother in this way, and she pulled +herself up. + +'Mamma,' she said, and her tone was both perfectly natural and simple, +and more unconstrained than Mrs Mildmay had yet heard it--'mamma, isn't +it really delightful, and isn't it almost wonderful that we should be +all staying with Lady Myrtle and taking you to her? Isn't it really like +a fairy story?' + +'It is indeed,' said Mrs Mildmay. 'It _is_ wonderful. The way that she +seemed to start up just when--so soon after we had lost dear granny, and +in a sense our home.' + +'It would have been lovely, of course, for you to come back to us +anyway,' said Frances, 'but it wouldn't have been _so_ lovely if we'd +all been going to Aunt Alison's. It's _rather_ a poky place, you know, +mamma, and in India I suppose the houses are all _enormous_. I can only +remember like in a dream, about very big, very white rooms.' + +'The last house we've had was far from _enormous_,' said her mother with +a smile, 'still it was very nice. I often wished you and Jassie could +have been with us there.' + +'But--oh mamma, you'll never go back again,' pleaded Frances. 'We've got +dear papa's coming to look forward to now, and after that--never mind +_where_ we live, if only we stay together.' + +Mrs Mildmay smiled, though for the first time with a touch of sadness. + +'Don't let us spoil to-day by looking forward, dear; except, as you say, +to your father's coming. If he were here, everything _would_ seem +perfect.' + +'And here's Robin Redbreast,' exclaimed Jacinth, as they turned the +corner of the lane, 'and "Uncle Marmy's gates" wide open in your honour. +Generally we drive in at the side. Now, mamma, take a good look. First +impressions are everything, you know. Isn't _this_ perfect?' + +She seemed full of enthusiasm, which her mother was glad to see and +quick to respond to. + +'It _is_ beautiful: I have never seen anything like it,' she replied +warmly. 'And _could_ there have been a more exquisite day?' + +'And mamma, mamma,' cried Eugene, 'you know, don't you, it was all me +that got friends with Lady Myrtle; me, with getting--_wursty_, that day, +you know?' + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +A COURAGEOUS PLEADER. + + +Lady Myrtle was standing in the porch. It seemed to her only fitting +that she should come thus far to welcome such a guest, and something in +her almost tremulously affectionate greeting touched Mrs Mildmay keenly. + +'It is _so_ good of you--meeting me like this,' the younger woman +whispered, as she threw her arms round her old friend. 'And, oh, how +delightful it is to have you and this to come to!' + +'My dear, my dear,' said Lady Myrtle, 'don't thank me. Only let me see +that you and your children are happy and at home with me; that is _all_ +I care about.' + +And again she kissed the Eugenia she had not seen since her childhood. + +Mrs Mildmay was very like Frances; correctly speaking, one should put it +the other way, but as a new actor on the scene of this little story it +is natural thus to express it. Her face had something indescribably +childlike about it; her blue eyes were almost wistful, though the whole +expression was bright and happy and very changeful. Yet there was plenty +of 'character'--no dearth of good firm lines, with yet an entire absence +of anything denoting hardness or obstinacy; the whole giving from the +first candid glance an impression of extreme ingenuousness and +single-mindedness. + +[Illustration: 'It is so good of you, meeting me like this,' the younger +woman whispered, as she threw her arms round her old friend.] + +'You are not like your mother,' said Lady Myrtle, when the little group +had made its way into the drawing-room where tea was already waiting. 'I +knew you were not. Yet something in your voice recalls her. I suppose +you can _scarcely_ remember her,' she went on, 'not well enough to see +the really marvellous resemblance between her and my child here--my +child as well as yours?' and she smiled at Jacinth who was standing by, +and laid her hand affectionately on the girl's arm. + +'Oh yes,' Mrs Mildmay replied, 'I remember enough for that. And then I +have one or two excellent portraits, besides the large one at +Stannesley; at least my father always told me they were excellent. And +even when Jassie was quite tiny, he saw the likeness and was delighted +at it. But I--I am quite "Denison" I know, and so are Francie and +Eugene. The odd thing is that Jassie is also in some ways more like the +Mildmays than the two others.' + +'I have never seen your husband, you know,' said Lady Myrtle. 'I can't +say that the likeness to good Miss Alison Mildmay has ever struck me.' + +The quaint way in which the old lady said it made them all smile a +little--all, that is to say, except Jacinth. She had not altogether +relished her mother's remark. + +But that evening was a most happy one--perhaps the very happiest the two +younger children had ever known--and one certainly to be marked with a +white stone in the memory of all the five who spent it together. By a +tacit agreement no uncertain or anxious questions were touched upon. Mrs +Mildmay was able to give a good account of their father's health at the +time of her leaving him, to the children, and made them all laugh by her +account of her brother Marmaduke's description of the terrible formality +of that first evening at Market Square Place. She seemed gifted with a +wonderful amount of fun and merriment: Jacinth caught herself laughing +after a fashion which was very rare with her. + +'Mamma is ever so much _younger_ than I,' she said to herself when she +found herself alone for the night. 'She is as charming and sweet as she +can be. But I can foresee some things pretty clearly. It is a good thing +I am of a different character. What would happen if we were all as +impulsive and'--'childish' was the word in her thoughts, but again she +felt a little startled at the length to which her criticism of her +mother was going, and pulled herself up--'as impulsive as Francie, and +as mamma must be by nature?' + +And she fell asleep in the midst of a not unpleasing picture of herself +as the wise, considerate prop of the whole family, looked up to by her +parents, leant upon by Lady Myrtle, a Lady Bountiful to all within her +reach, a----But here I think her imaginings probably faded into the +phantasmagoria of dreams. + +Mrs Mildmay had bidden her elder girl a fond good-night; then she +hastened along the passage for a moment's peep into Frances's little +room. + +'The child will be asleep, I daresay,' she thought to herself. 'It is +almost selfish of me to risk waking her. But I will be very careful, and +I really cannot resist the delight of seeing them in bed, of knowing +they are under the same roof again at last.' + +And she stole in. It was a moonlight night. Francie had been in bed some +little time, but she was not asleep. She was lying with her eyes wide +open gazing out through the unshaded window, which was within her view, +at the tree tops, illumined by the silvery radiance, and swaying gently +in the soft night breeze; her shaggy hair making a background on the +pillow for her sweet, childish face. And at the faint sound her mother +made on entering she started up. + +'Mamma, mamma!' she cried, as Mrs Mildmay knelt down and threw her arms +round the little figure. 'My own little mamma, my own, my own! to think +it _is_ you, to think I really and truly have you. Oh, can I _ever_ be +so happy again! Oh, mamma darling, I don't know _how_ to thank God +enough; that was what I was thinking about when you came in. No, no, you +didn't wake me. I haven't been asleep.' + +'My darling, my own little girl!' whispered Mrs Mildmay. + +'Mamma dear,' Frances went on, after a moment's beautiful silence. 'I +feel already that I can tell you _everything_. Now there's one thing; +it's come into my mind again since I've been in bed; I'm afraid I forgot +about it in the first _rush_ of happiness, you know, but now I've +remembered. Mamma, don't you think when we're awfully happy we should +try to do something for other people--that God means us to? Well, it's +about the Harpers. Oh, mamma, I'm afraid they are having such very bad +troubles just now.' + +Mrs Mildmay started a little. + +'You don't mean, dear--you haven't heard anything _quite_ lately, about +the father, Captain Harper, have you?' + +'No,' said Frances, 'I've not heard anything. Miss Falmouth was the only +girl who knew about them away from school, and she has left. But you +remember I wrote to you that Bessie and Margaret mightn't come back, and +they haven't. And I'm _sure_ it's because they've got poorer with their +father being so ill. Mamma, did you hear anything more from their aunt +before you left?' + +'Yes,' said Mrs Mildmay sadly. 'I heard a good deal. All there is to +hear, indeed. A letter from the eldest daughter, Camilla Harper--the one +who wrote to you--came to Mrs Lyle just before I left. She showed it to +me. I am afraid it is as you say, Francie; they have very heavy troubles +and anxieties indeed.' + +'And _don't_ you think they're good, really very good people, mamma?' +asked the child eagerly. + +'I think they seem quite wonderfully good,' said her mother, warmly. 'I +cannot understand; I mean I can scarcely realise, how they can all be so +brave and cheerful, when one thing after another--one misfortune after +another--has come to try them so terribly. Yes, it almost frightens me +to think of our happiness in comparison with their troubles, Francie.' + +'But mamma,' and Frances hesitated. 'If we can do anything to help them? +Wouldn't that make it seem _righter_? I mean as if we were meant to do +it.' + +'I _am_ going to try,' said Mrs Mildmay. Her voice was low and quiet, +but it carried assurance with it. 'Your father and I talked a great deal +about it after we heard the worst of things from Mrs Lyle. And we +decided that it would be only right, even at the risk of annoying or +even offending Lady Myrtle. It seems "meant" as you say, Francie--the +coincidences of it all--my coming straight here, and that letter +reaching Mrs Lyle just before I left. So we quite made up our minds +about it.' + +Frances drew a deep breath of thankfulness. + +'It does seem as if everything I have most wanted was going to come,' +she said. + +Then, as her mother, after kissing her again, was turning to leave the +room, telling her she really 'must go to sleep,' the little girl called +her back for a moment. + +'Mamma, dear,' she said. 'If you don't mind, would you please not say +anything to Jass about what we've been talking of.' + +Mrs Mildmay looked a little surprised. + +'Why not, dear? Why should I not tell her as well as you?' + +'Oh well, because Jass didn't know Bessie and Margaret nearly as well as +I did, and you must have seen by her letters that she didn't care about +them like me,' said Frances. + +'But that does not, in one way, much signify,' replied her mother. 'Once +Jacinth knows all about them she will feel as we do: your father and I +do not know any of them personally. It is not as friends of ours that I +would in any way plead their cause with their own near relation.' + +'No, of course not,' said Frances. But still she did not seem satisfied. +'Jacinth has always been so afraid of vexing Lady Myrtle by seeming to +interfere,' she said. 'And even Aunt Alison said it was better not.' + +'Very likely not. You are both too young to have it in your power to do +anything. Still, I am sure you have lost no opportunity of speaking +highly of the girls whom you _do_ think so highly of.' + +'Yes,' said Frances, quietly. 'I have done that. But somehow, mamma, I +have vexed Jass about it several times. I shouldn't like her to think I +had "spoilt" your first evening, by beginning about the Harpers. That's +what she might say.' + +'I will give her no reason for being vexed with you, dear. I can +understand her fear of vexing Lady Myrtle--I feel the same myself--and +when I tell her, Jacinth, all about it, it will be in no way mixed up +with you, Francie. She will only need to understand the whole thing +thoroughly to agree with us.' + +And Frances fell asleep in happy confidence that 'mamma' would put it +all right. How delightful it was to have her at hand to lean upon! + +But Mrs Mildmay had spoken rather more confidently about Jacinth than +she quite felt. Frances's words reminded her of the cold, unsympathising +way in which her elder daughter had alluded in her letters to the +Harpers; after knowing all that Frances had written to her mother. + +'Jacinth is thoughtful and considerate beyond her years,' thought she, +'but I do trust she is no way selfish or calculating. Oh no, that is +impossible. I must not be fanciful. Marmy warned me that I might find +her self-contained and even self-opinionated, but that is very different +from anything mean or selfish. It is sad, all the same, to know nothing +of one's own child for one's self, at first hand. Whatever the poor +Harpers' trials have been,' she went on, as Frances had once said to +Bessie, 'at least they have been spared this terrible, unnatural +separation.' + +And the thought brought back to her again the task that was before her +on the morrow. She was not a little nervous about it. 'But I must not +delay,' she said to herself. 'If anything is to be done to help them in +this present crisis, it must be at once. And I promised Mrs Lyle not to +put off. I wonder when I shall have the best chance of a good talk with +Lady Myrtle. Alison is coming over in the morning, she said. Naturally +she is anxious to hear all about Frank. I wish it had not happened that +I was obliged to begin upon a certainly _painful_, a possibly offensive +topic with the dear old lady just at the very first! And when she is so +very, very good to us!' + +But Eugenia Mildmay was not the type of woman to shrink from what she +believed to be an undoubted duty because it was painful to herself, or +even to others. + +'Dear little Frances,' was almost her last waking thought, 'I feel as if +I already understood _her_ perfectly. And oh, I do hope I shall be wise +and judicious with my Jassie too.' + +Every trace of fatigue had vanished from Mrs Mildmay's bright face when +they all met at breakfast the next morning; the 'all' including Lady +Myrtle, who had now begun again to come down early, since the fine mild +weather had, for the time, dispelled her chronic bronchitis. She looked +round the table with a beaming face. + +'It is long since I have had such a party at breakfast,' she said. +'Never before, I think, indeed, since I have been settled at Robin +Redbreast, and that is a good while ago. To make it perfect we only want +your husband, Eugenia, whom you know, I have never seen.' + +'Well, I hope it will not be very long before you do see him; and I can +assure you he is very eager to see you, dear Lady Myrtle,' replied Mrs +Mildmay. + +'_How_ like mamma is to Frances!' thought Jacinth. It struck her even +more forcibly this morning than the day before. + +'Is Colonel Mildmay dark or fair? Does he resemble his sister?' inquired +the old lady. + +Mrs Mildmay considered. + +'No; I scarcely think so,' she said. 'And yet there is a family +likeness. The odd thing is, as I was saying, that though Jacinth "takes +after" my mother's family so decidedly, yet she is more like the +Mildmays than either Francie or Eugene.' + +'I don't see it, I confess,' said Lady Myrtle drily, and Mrs Mildmay +caught for the first time a glimpse of the cold manner the old lady +could assume if not altogether well pleased. But in less than an instant +Lady Myrtle seemed herself to regret it. 'I mean to say I see no +resemblance in Jacinth to Miss Alison Mildmay. Of course I cannot judge +as to her having any to her father.' + +'Papa has dark hair, like Jass,' said Frances. 'But he's very +nice-looking.' + +'The "but" doesn't sound very complimentary to me, Francie,' said +Jacinth laughingly; and her mother, glancing at her, was struck by the +wonderful charm of the smile that overspread her face. + +'I wasn't thinking of you that way,' said Frances, bluntly. 'I was +thinking of Aunt Alison.' + +'Aunt Alison's not pretty,' said Eugene. 'Her's too--not smiley enough, +not like mamma.' + +'Eugene!' said his mother. But Eugene did not seem at all snubbed. + +'_A propos_ of Miss Alison Mildmay,' said Lady Myrtle, 'she is coming to +see you to-day, is she not? She must be anxious to hear all about her +brother.' + +'Yes,' said Mrs Mildmay, 'she will be coming quite early. Jassie told us +you are often busy in the morning, so I thought that would be the best +time for me to be with her.' + +'Jacinth knows all my ways,' said Lady Myrtle with a smile of approval. +'Yes, that will do nicely; Miss Mildmay must stay to luncheon, and then +you and I, Eugenia, can drive her back. Will you drive with me this +afternoon? I always enjoy a talk in a carriage along our quiet roads.' + +'Thank you; that will be very pleasant,' said Mrs Mildmay. And no one +would have suspected the slight sinking of heart with which she said to +herself that this would clearly be the best opportunity for what she had +to lay before her kind hostess as to the poor Harpers. + +'We begin school again on Monday,' said Frances. 'I do hope it will be +fine till then. Jass, won't you stay with Eugene and me this afternoon? +We do so want to get the house we are building finished so that we can +have tea in it on Lady Myrtle's birthday.' + +'Yes,' Mrs Mildmay interposed quickly, 'that will do very well, and +to-morrow perhaps Jassie may drive with you, Lady Myrtle, and then I +will invite myself to spend the afternoon with you two, shall I?' + +Her quick tact, founded on sympathy, warned her of the possibility of +the elder girl feeling herself thrown out of the place she had naturally +come to feel as her own beside the old lady. + +'And Lady Myrtle is so devoted to Jacinth too. She would miss her, even +though she would not like to seem to prefer her to me,' thought the +mother; and the expression in the two faces rewarded her for her +consideration. + +Frances had her own ideas as to her mother's intentions in connection +with the proposed drive that afternoon. But she was already perfectly at +rest in the delightful certainty that 'mamma would know what was best to +do.' So, though deeply interested and in a sense anxious, she had no +nervous misgiving as to the result of the effort which she felt sure was +going to be made in behalf of her friends, and she spent the afternoon +very happily with her sister and brother, working at the famous house +they had been allowed to build in a corner of the garden. It was very +interesting, and even Jacinth, in some ways less 'grown-up' than she +liked to fancy herself, found it very absorbing. By half-past four +o'clock they had all worked so hard that they really began to be very +tired and rather hot. + +'I wish it was tea-time,' said Jacinth. 'We are all to have tea together +while the holidays last. Lady Myrtle thought mamma would like it. And, +of course, you and Eugene, Francie, will come in at the end of dinner as +you did last night. I wonder why Lady Myrtle and mamma are so long. I +suppose they've gone a long drive.' + +'They started rather late,' said Frances. 'Aunt Alison was talking to +Lady Myrtle a good while after the carriage was at the door. But I +wonder they're not back by now. Don't you think we'd better go in now +and get tidy, so as to be quite ready when they come?' + +They did so. But for once Frances was the more expeditious of the two. +When Mrs Mildmay entered her own room on returning from the drive, a +little figure, unexceptionably neat as to hair and hands and garments, +darted out from behind the window-curtains whence she had been watching +the drive up to the house. + +'Mamma, dear,' she exclaimed, 'don't ring for Syme. Mayn't I help you to +take off your things for once? I do so want to ask you--you don't mind, +do you?--_have_ you been able to say anything to Lady Myrtle? I had a +feeling that you meant to speak about it the very first chance you +could.' + +Mrs Mildmay looked a little agitated. + +'Francie, dear,' she said, 'I haven't time to tell you about it just +now. We must hurry down to tea. But I have done _something_, and I +almost hope I have made a beginning towards more. All I can, all it +would be right for me to tell you, I will. But I scarcely think I can do +so to-day. Come to my room quite early to-morrow morning, half an hour +or so before breakfast. As soon as we have had tea just now, I have +promised to help--at least she puts it so--Lady Myrtle to write a rather +difficult letter.' + +'Is it to the Harpers?' half whispered Frances. + +Her mother nodded. + +Frances gave a sort of skip of joy. + +'Oh, mamma, how lovely!' she exclaimed. 'How clever you are! I do +believe everything's going to come right.' + +'Don't be too hopeful, dear. But at least their _present_ terrible +difficulties will be a little smoothed, I trust. + +And it was no use telling Frances not to be too hopeful. She seemed +almost to dance as she followed her mother down-stairs, and the +drawing-room at Robin Redbreast had rarely, if ever, heard brighter talk +and merrier laughter than went on this afternoon round the tea-table, +where Jacinth did the honours as if she were the recognised daughter of +the house. + +It went perhaps somewhat against the grain with her to be told, though +in the kindest manner, that Lady Myrtle and Mrs Mildmay had some +business letters to write in the boudoir, and must not be disturbed till +post-time. But she was a sensible girl on the whole, and really glad to +see the cordial understanding between her mother and the friend who +seemed to her now by adoption almost a second mother. And she was +without the slightest suspicion that the letters in question concerned +the Harpers, of whom indeed for some time past she had almost left off +thinking at all. + +'Possibly it's already something about the London appointment for papa,' +she thought. 'Lady Myrtle is always so energetic and business-like. I +daresay she would have _liked_ to consult me about it, but then it would +scarcely have seemed right not to make mamma the first of course.' + +And she answered so pleasantly that she and Frances had a duet they +wanted to practise before playing it to their mother, that Mrs Mildmay's +slight instinctive misgiving as to her elder daughter's docility and +reasonableness was for the time completely dispersed. + +'To-morrow, you know, dear Jacinth, you are to drive with me,' said Lady +Myrtle, 'while your mother is going to have Francie and Eugene all to +herself.' + +Perhaps the result of Mrs Mildmay's conversation with her hostess during +their drive that afternoon will be best shown by one of the letters +which the Robin Redbreast postbag carried off that very evening. It was +addressed to Mrs Harper at a certain number in a quiet bye-street in the +north-west of London, and ran thus: + + ROBIN REDBREAST, THETFORD, + _May_ 4, 187-. + + MY DEAR MRS HARPER--I write to you instead of to your + husband, Captain Harper, who is by birth my nephew, as I + understand that he might be upset by an unexpected letter, + being at present in a critical state of health. I regret + that it should be so, and that your anxieties should be + increased by other difficulties, and I enclose a draft on my + London bankers for L500, which will, I trust, relieve you + from your most pressing cares. I ask you to accept this in a + kindly spirit, though from a complete stranger. It is the + gift of an aged woman who is always glad to have the + privilege of helping those whose difficulties may become + privately known to her, as well as of responding to the many + public appeals for assistance. But it is not the gift of a + relative. From a certain date, now many years ago, my + brother Bernard Harper and all connected with him died to me + as completely as though he had never existed, and I feel it + only honest to put the matter in its true light at the risk + of wounding not unnatural susceptibilities. I ask you also + to accept my sincere good wishes for Captain Harper's + restoration to health, and I remain, yours faithfully, + + MYRTLE CAMILLA GOODACRE. + +It was a strange letter. And strange as it was, it had been more +eccentric still, but for Mrs Mildmay's strenuous efforts to soften its +expressions and accentuate the real sympathy which had dictated the +gift. It was a strange position altogether. The tears had risen into the +old lady's bright eyes when her old friend Jacinth Moreland's daughter +laid before her the sad facts of the case, and the life or death that +not improbably hung upon her response. Never had good cause a better +advocate. She read aloud the letter written by Camilla Harper to her +aunt in India, and confided by Mrs Lyle to Mrs Mildmay; she told of +Captain Harper's honourable career, and of the brave struggle made by +him and his wife against the overwhelming difficulties which had come +upon them through no fault--no imprudence even--of their own; she +described the good promise of their children, how the sons were all +already more or less 'distinguished, the daughters models of girlish +excellence.' + +'I quite believe it all,' the old lady calmly replied. 'It is very +wonderful; there must be a good strain somewhere in the blood, and +struggle and adversity are grand teachers, we are told. It is very +interesting, and I am most ready to help them in any way you advise, my +dear Eugenia, or that you think would be accepted. But understand me, I +would do the same if I had never heard their name till to-day. It is +_not_ as relations; Bernard Harper's descendants are neither kith nor +kin of mine, and this must be understood.' + +Mrs Mildmay seemed about to speak, but hesitated. + +'What is it, my dear? Do not be afraid of vexing me: do say what is in +your mind,' said the old lady. + +'You are so good, dear Lady Myrtle, so good and kind, that it seems +impertinence for me to differ from you,' the younger woman replied. 'It +was only that your words struck me curiously. _Can_ we decide and alter +things in that way? Our relations _are_ our relations; can we, when it +suits us, say they are not? Can we throw off the duties and +responsibilities of relationship? Of course they vary enormously; +sometimes they scarcely exist, and one can lay down no rule. But still, +in the present case, it _is_ because the Harpers are your relations, and +yet by no fault of their own entirely alienated from you, that I have +told you about them. These are solid substantial facts; we cannot undo +_facts_.' + +Lady Myrtle was silent. Mrs Mildmay glanced at her anxiously, very +anxiously. But there was no sign of irritation in the quiet old +face--only of thought, deep thought. And there was a grave softness in +the usually keen eyes, as if they were reviewing far distant or far past +scenes. + +At last, 'Thank you, my dear, for your candour,' she said. 'Well, leave +that question alone. I will help this family and at once, because it +seems to me a clear duty to do so. Can you not be satisfied with this +practical response to your appeal, my dear?' + +'I thank you with all my heart,' said Mrs Mildmay earnestly, 'both for +your generosity and for your patience with my presumption.' + +But she evaded a direct reply to Lady Myrtle's question, and her friend +did not press her farther. + +The result of this conversation we have seen in the letter with its +enclosure which was posted that very evening. The former was not a +source of unmitigated satisfaction to Mrs Mildmay. For Lady Myrtle +insisted on the insertion of the last few lines. + +It would not be honest, she maintained, to withhold the expression of +her true sentiments. + +So with what she _had_ achieved, Mrs Mildmay was forced to be content, +though there were times during the next day or two in which she asked +herself if perhaps she had not done more harm than good? And times +again, when with the rebound of her naturally buoyant nature, she +allowed herself to hope that she had succeeded in inserting the thin +edge of the wedge; in 'making,' as she had expressed it to Francie, 'a +beginning towards more.' + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +LADY MYRTLE'S INTENTIONS. + + +And Francie, during those few days, was her mother's only confidante. +Various reasons made Mrs Mildmay decide not as yet to come upon the +subject with Jacinth. While still to all intents and purposes so much of +a stranger to her daughter, she felt anxious to avoid all sore or +fretted ground; all discussion which might lead her prematurely to judge +or misjudge Jacinth. To Lady Myrtle, of course, she said nothing of +this; but she suspected, as was indeed the case, that the old lady would +feel no inclination to talk about the Harpers to her young companion. +There were plenty of pleasanter things to talk about during the long +drives on which, on most alternate afternoons, Jacinth accompanied their +hostess; there were reminiscences of the past, always interesting to the +girl, awakened to fresh vividness by Mrs Mildmay's own recollections of +her mother and her own childhood; there were, more engrossing still, +plans for the future, when 'papa' should return and be skilfully +persuaded into renouncing India. And Lady Myrtle was nearly as great at +castle-in-the-air building as Jacinth herself, and though too wise to +discuss as yet with any one, especially with a girl who was really, +notwithstanding her precocity, little more than a child, her still +immatured intentions, Jacinth was far too acute, and Lady Myrtle too +open and affectionate, for her young favourite not to be well aware how +much her own future occupied and interested the old lady. Yet Jacinth +was scarcely selfish in the common sense. She was capable, on the +contrary, of great self-sacrifice for those she loved; her happy visions +for days to come were by no means confined to, even though they might to +a great extent revolve around, Jacinth Mildmay. + +As seems often to happen when a looked-for letter, or reply to a letter, +is of any peculiar importance, there was some delay in the +acknowledgment of Lady Myrtle's communication by Mrs Harper. The old +lady herself took it calmly enough. 'It should, as a business letter, +have been replied to at once, but perhaps they are not business-like +people, and are thinking it over,' was all she said. + +Mrs Mildmay, on the contrary, and, so far as she understood it all, +Frances, felt uneasy and perplexed. Mrs Mildmay was sorry for the +Harpers to lay themselves open to the slightest appearance of disrespect +or unpunctuality, and at the same time she had attacks of fear that Lady +Myrtle's letter had hurt and wounded her relatives so deeply that they +had decided to ignore it. Only, in that case, they would have returned +the cheque. + +'It is very absurd,' she said one evening to Frances. 'I don't generally +"worry" about things at all, and I am quite sure I have never worried +about any matter of our own as much. Except, perhaps, that time you all +had scarlet fever at Stannesley, and somehow Marmy's letter missed the +mail, and we were out of reach of telegraphing. Oh dear, I shall never +forget that week!' + +'Dear mamma,' said Francie, 'I quite know how you feel. I was so fidgety +that time I sent on Camilla Harper's letter to you, though it wasn't +anything like as important.' + +But the very next morning the mystery was explained, and quite simply. + +After breakfast Lady Myrtle sent for Mrs Mildmay to her boudoir, where +she always interviewed her steward and transacted her business for the +day. + +'I have just got this, my dear,' she said, handing a letter to her +guest, 'and I knew you would be anxious to see it. The delay, you see, +was accidental.' + +Her tone of voice somewhat reassured Mrs Mildmay; it was calm and +unruffled. Nevertheless it was not without considerable anxiety that she +took the sheet of paper from the old lady's hands and began to read it. +It was from Mrs Harper--a touching yet dignified letter, and the cheque +was not returned. Mrs Harper began by thanking Lady Myrtle warmly for +her kindness; the money she had sent seemed indeed a 'godsend' in the +real sense of the word, and no secondary considerations could make her +think it would be right to refuse what might--what, she trusted and +almost believed, _would_ save her husband's life and restore him to +health--'even,' she went on to say, 'if it were _possible_ after this, +for us to think of you as an utter stranger, even then I would not dare +to refuse this wonderful help. But at the same time you will allow us, I +feel sure, to accept it as a loan, even though several years may pass +before it is possible for us to repay it. Your agreeing to this will +only immeasurably deepen, instead of lessening our inexpressible +obligation.' The letter then went on to give a few details of her +husband's condition, and the hopes and fears attendant on it. 'I am +writing in my lodgings,' Mrs Harper went on, 'before going to him as +usual at the hospital. So he does not yet know of this wonderful gift. +And I think, as in your kind thoughtfulness you wrote to _me_, not to +him, I am justified in accepting your aid without consulting him, so +that I may tell him it is _done_. Not that in my heart I have any +misgiving as to the view he will take of my action.' And lastly came a +simple explanation of the delay. Mrs Harper had been for a day or two at +Southcliff, as little Margaret was not well, and the rather stupid +landlady of her London lodgings had never thought of forwarding the +letter, knowing she was so soon to return. This with a few earnest words +of repeated thanks made the whole. + +Mrs Mildmay looked up eagerly after she had finished it. + +'You are pleased, dear Lady Myrtle?' she said. 'At least I mean,' and +she grew a little confused, for the old lady remained rather ominously +silent, 'you think it is a nice letter, don't you? It seems to me to +show peculiarly good feeling and good taste, for it cannot have been an +easy letter to write.' + +'Oh yes, my dear, I quite agree with you,' said Lady Myrtle with just a +faint touch of impatience. 'I don't see how any one could think +otherwise of the letter. I am perfectly satisfied that--she,' as if she +shrank from naming the old name, 'is an excellent woman; refined and +cultivated, and everything she should be. And I have no doubt they are +all thoroughly deserving of the high character they bear. I thank you--I +really do--for having given me the opportunity of serving people who so +clearly deserve help. And these cases of bravely endured, almost +unsuspected poverty among the gently born appeal to one almost more than +the sufferings of the recognised "poor," though, of course, it is right +to help both.' + +'Yes,' said Mrs Mildmay, 'I often feel it so. And it is very good of you +to put things in this way, Lady Myrtle. It takes away my qualms about +having interfered,' and she smiled a little. + +'But, my dear, I have not done,' Lady Myrtle went on, a trifle testily, +'you must quite understand me. It is not _the very least_--no, no; quite +the other way--not the very least because they are Harpers that I am +glad to be of use to them. Neither this letter, nor your own +arguments--nothing, my dear, will alter the facts I stated to you the +other day.' + +'No,' agreed Mrs Mildmay, and she could scarcely repress a little smile; +'that was what I said myself, dear Lady Myrtle; nothing _can_ alter +facts.' + +'Your facts and mine are scarcely synonymous,' said Lady Myrtle, drily, +a little annoyed with herself perhaps, for having unconsciously made use +of Mrs Mildmay's own expression. But the annoyance was not deep, for in +another moment she added cheerfully, 'We are quite together on one +point, however, and that is in rejoicing that this help has come in +time, as we may hope, to save a valuable life and much sorrow to those +who cherish it. If _this_ prove a fact, I think, my dear Eugenia, we may +rest content.' + +'Yes, indeed,' replied Mrs Mildmay, touched by her old friend's +gentleness, though to herself she added, 'for the present, that is to +say.' + +And when to eager little Frances she related the upshot of her +intervention, she did not retract her former words about having made a +beginning. + +'I _think_,' she said, 'I have got in the thin end of the wedge. When +honest-minded people are a little shaken in anything, they try hard to +persuade themselves by extra vehemence that they are not so.' + +'Mamma, dear,' said Frances, 'I am beginning to believe not only that +you are the best but the very cleverest woman in the world.' + +And Mrs Mildmay laughed the joyous laugh which was one of her charms. +The success which had attended this attempt of hers so far, did seem a +happy omen with which to begin again her home life. + + * * * * * + +It would be interesting here to shift the scene and follow the reception +of the good news by the three anxious girls at Southcliff. It would--to +me at least it would--be so pleasant to tell of the happy faces that +looked at each other with questioning eyes, as if the tidings in their +mother's letter were almost too good to be true. It would be gratifying +to watch the progress made by Captain Harper towards the recovery of +greater health and strength than had been his for so many years, but +even in telling a story--and the simplest of stories--one cannot always +do as one is inclined. The time has not yet come for visiting the +Harpers again. I must hurry on with some necessary explanations before +leaving Thetford and dear old Robin Redbreast for very different +surroundings. + +That spring and early summer passed on the whole very happily for Mrs +Mildmay and her three children. As far as Frances and her little brother +were concerned, there were, I think, no drawbacks, except the fear--not, +however, a very great one--that this delightful state of things might +not last if papa should be obliged to return to India. But to a great +extent their mother was able to reassure them, for in every letter +Colonel Mildmay wrote more and more strongly of his earnest desire to +settle at home, even though his doing so should lead to some privations +falling on his family. + +'_Everything_ would be made up for by being together,' said Frances +over and over again. 'I wouldn't care if we all had to live in quite a +tiny cottage; would you, Jass?' + +But Jacinth replied rather coldly that Frances was a silly child who +didn't know what she was talking about. And Mrs Mildmay smiled, and +endeavoured to prevent any approach to quarrelling, as she assured +Frances that at all events they would be able to afford a comfortable +house. + +'I should rather think so,' said Jacinth in an authoritative and yet +mysterious tone. 'I do wish, mamma, you would make Frances leave off +speaking as if we were paupers.' + +It is scarcely necessary to say that this conversation and others of a +similar kind did not take place in Lady Myrtle's presence. + +And towards the end of July, sooner than he had hoped for, Colonel +Mildmay arrived. They were all still at Robin Redbreast to receive him, +for on hearing how much earlier his leave was to begin than had been +anticipated, Mrs Mildmay gave in to their kind hostess's earnest wish +that they should remain there at least till her husband's coming. + +'And as much longer as we can persuade him to stay,' Lady Myrtle added. +'He can so easily run up to town from this, as he is sure to have to be +there often, about these appointments. And then it will be such a +pleasure to his sister to have him near.' + +'Oh yes, Thetford is as good a headquarters as we could have at +present,' agreed Mrs Mildmay. 'But Thetford, dear Lady Myrtle, need not +necessarily mean Robin Redbreast, you know! And it would not be +difficult for us to find a nice little house there that would suit us +for the time.' + +'Well, well, it will be time enough to see to that when your husband is +here,' replied the old lady. + +And Mrs Mildmay, whose nature was not one to anticipate or dwell upon +difficulties or uncertainties in the future which she could not in the +present take action about, gratefully accepted her kind friend's +hospitality, happy in the knowledge that her doing so really gave +happiness to Lady Myrtle in return. + +It was very strange to have papa in person, 'as large as life or a +little larger,' said Frances. For they had not pictured to themselves +quite such a tall, grave, rather awe-inspiring personage as he seemed at +first. And they could scarcely understand how their mother could be so +entirely at ease with him; how she could even laugh at him, and tease +him now and then as if she was not 'the least atom' afraid of him. + +But there was plenty of fun and humour hidden in the depths of Colonel +Mildmay's dark eyes; it was not altogether wanting even in his sister +Alison, though the circumstances of her life had not brought out several +of the qualities developed by his wider and larger experiences. And +before long his children, the two younger ones especially, got to know +this, and to count upon their father's ever-ready sympathy in even the +more childish of their interests and amusements. And Jacinth for her +part was intensely proud of her father. He suited her in every way; +except that now and then a slight suspicion insinuated itself that this +very grand and dignified papa of hers, affectionate and even caressing +as he could be when he laid his hand on her head and smoothed her soft +hair, was laughing at her a little, which did not at all suit Jacinth's +princess-like ideas of herself. + +Still all was very happy, very happy indeed, the sweet summer days +passing only too quickly; and for some two or three weeks nothing was +said about 'plans,' though Colonel Mildmay went up to town more than +once to visit his doctor and the War Office. + +Then came an evening on which he returned from a hot day in London, +fagged and rather knocked up, though with a certain expression on his +face which told his watchful and observant wife that he had come to a +decision, which she quietly waited to hear till he sought a good +opportunity for telling it. The opportunity came later, when Lady +Myrtle, a little tired by the unusual heat, had gone to her own room +earlier than her wont, and the girls and Eugene had also said +good-night. + +'Come out into the garden, Eugenia. We can talk better there; it seems, +even compared with India, such an airless night.' + +'But the stars are beautiful, aren't they, Frank? I do love this place +so,' said Mrs Mildmay as she seated herself on a rustic chair on the +edge of the smooth bowling-green-like old lawn. + +'You always find the stars--the bright spots in every sky, I think, +dear,' said her husband. 'I confess I am feeling a little gloomy +to-night, and yet I am glad it is decided.' + +'It _is_ decided, then? I thought so,' said Mrs Mildmay gently. + +'Yes. It is quite certain that it would be madness for me ever to think +of India again, now or years hence. So I have accepted Barmettle. I send +in the formal papers to-morrow,' and he sighed a little. + +'I expected it,' she said. 'I am very thankful, Frank, though you know +how I sympathise with you about your having to--to--come _down_ at all +in position as it were.' + +'Doing right can never be really coming down,' he replied. 'And it is +right. The other thing in London would have been impossible, on our +means, and not work enough either. And there is nothing against +Barmettle; the place is healthy and cheap, and good education for +Eugene, and no doubt--the two generally go together--good masters and +governesses for the girls. Socially speaking, of course, there is not +much to recommend the place, though there may be a few nice people +there. But the girls are still very young; we must just do our best, and +make as happy a home for them as we can.' + +'Lady Myrtle is sure often to invite them here,' said Mrs Mildmay, +'Jacinth especially. When shall we have to go there, Frank? Will it be +worth while to look out for a temporary house at Thetford, as we had +thought of?' + +'Scarcely,' said Colonel Mildmay. This was the question--'When shall we +have to go there?'--which he had been the most dreading. He was glad to +have it over. 'I fear,' he went on, 'you will be rather upset at finding +how soon we have to go. I, at least. You and the children can stay on +here awhile if you like, as dear old Lady Myrtle is sure to want you. +But I myself must be at Barmettle the end of next month.' + +'And you certainly shall not go alone,' said Mrs Mildmay, brightly. 'Do +you think I would trust you to choose a house and all the rest of it? If +Lady Myrtle will keep Eugene and one of the girls for a week or two, I +and the other child will go north with you of course, and get settled +before the others join us. There is only one thing I want to ask you, +Frank; don't think it is that I have the faintest idea of making you +change your intention; I do not even _wish_ it. But you have not +actually--officially--accepted the appointment yet?' + +'No, not till to-morrow,' he replied. + +'Then let me ask you this: Lady Myrtle has been so very, so more than +good to us, that I should like to gratify her in every way we can. So +before _actually_ accepting this, I think we owe it to her to tell her +about it. I know she is dying for you to take the London thing, and I +would like her thoroughly to understand the reasons why you don't.' + +'They are very simple and unanswerable,' said Colonel Mildmay, curtly. + +'Yes, but Frank, though she has never said it actually, I have +suspicions that she wants to help us practically--to increase our +income,' said Mrs Mildmay with some hesitation. + +'My dear child, I could never consent to anything of the kind,' +exclaimed Colonel Mildmay, starting up. 'Her hospitality I am most +grateful for; she may even do things for the children in the future, for +Jacinth, I suppose, especially, as a godmother or a very old friend +might. I am not foolishly proud. If she likes to leave you or Jacinth a +little remembrance in her will, it would not be unnatural. But beyond +that'---- + +'I know, I know,' interposed his wife, hurriedly. 'Of course I feel the +same. But you see, if we talk this over with her, it will both gratify +her and put things for always in their proper light.' + +'Very well; I will do so, then,' said Colonel Mildmay. And then he +turned and looked at his wife, for there was moonlight by this time, +very earnestly. 'I don't doubt you, Eugenia,' he said; 'you _know_ I +never could. But you agree with me entirely, my dearest, do you not? I +could never accept a position of the kind. And above all, when we know +that there are others--the Harpers, I mean--who _have_ claims upon her. +For, but for the grandfather's misconduct, he would have had a good +proportion of what is now Lady Myrtle's.' + +'I absolutely agree with you, Frank,' Mrs Mildmay replied. 'And my most +earnest hope is that our good old friend may come to see things in the +right light with regard to her own family. This very conversation which +I am urging may be a means of leading her to do so.' + +Mrs Mildmay's courage would perhaps have failed her had she known what +the 'conversation' she alluded to so lightly was really to consist of. +It began by the most strenuous opposition on the old lady's side to the +Barmettle plan. She had set her heart on Colonel Mildmay's accepting the +post in London which was, according to her, 'the very thing to be +desired for him.' + +'You would be so near me,' she said. 'Any or all of you could come down +at any time. Robin Redbreast would be your country home.' + +Colonel Mildmay smiled gently while he thanked her, and then he reminded +her of the overwhelming difference of the two appointments as regarded +the 'pay.' + +'But that needn't--that _would_ not signify,' Lady Myrtle began, though +with evident difficulty in expressing herself, while Mrs Mildmay's heart +beat faster as she realised that they were approaching 'the tug of war.' +'I--you must know--it is only natural;' and with other confused +expressions about Jacinth being to her 'as her own child,' 'no one of +her own kith or kin except the Elvedons,' whose affairs were long ago +definitely arranged, and references to her unforgotten devotion to the +Jacinth of her youth, the old lady plunged into the thick of things. She +had not meant to speak so soon, she said; she had wished her intentions +to be _faits accomplis_ before she disclosed them, but all this had +upset her and she must explain. + +And then she told the whole, and Colonel and Mrs Mildmay, though a +little prepared for some announcement of proposed benefit to Jacinth in +the future, listened in appalled and almost stunned silence to Lady +Myrtle Goodacre's eccentric and, in their eyes, extravagant +determination. + +Jacinth was to be her heir--all that she had to dispose of, and it was +still a great deal, even without that portion of her wealth which, with +the knowledge that the old lord would have approved of her doing so, she +meant to restore to the title; even shorn of that and of some other +property on the Goodacre side which she only liferented, Lady Myrtle was +a rich old woman. And all she had to leave, short of legacies to certain +hospitals and other benevolent institutions which she had interested +herself in, all was to be Jacinth's. The only landed property was Robin +Redbreast and the small farm belonging to it, but in money there would +be more than enough to keep up three or four places of its size. + +Mrs Mildmay's heart sank, as she listened, but so far neither she nor +her husband had interrupted the speaker by word or movement. And she, +gaining confidence by their silence, at last came to the final +announcement. + +'So you see, my dear friends, that looking upon Jacinth as I do, it is +only consistent--consistent, and I may say _necessary_--that you consent +to my at once arranging for a proper allowance, whatever you like to +call it, being arranged for her. And this--of course you will agree with +me, that this must be an amount sufficient not only for a thoroughly +good education, but for her to be surrounded by everything right and +fitting for the position she will be called upon to occupy, perhaps not +so very long hence, for I am an old woman. And I do not want to teach or +induce any selfishness or self-assertion; I have the very greatest +respect for parental authority; I will tell her nothing, or only what +you approve of her knowing. But you see how it affects the present +position of things, and your present decision, my dear Colonel Mildmay.' + +Colonel Mildmay moved uneasily in his chair, but still he did not speak. + +'You must see,' Lady Myrtle proceeded, 'that it would be entirely +inconsistent in these circumstances for you to bury yourself and Eugenia +and the children in a dreadful place like Barmettle. You will, I feel +satisfied, agree that in anticipating the future a little, as it were, +and allowing me at once to--to place a certain income at your +disposal--an income which I am sure Jacinth will continue when things +are in her own hands--you are only acting reasonably and--justly, I may +say, as well as in a manner really to earn my gratitude.' + +The old lady's voice trembled ominously: this strange continued silence +was beginning to rouse some apprehension. As she uttered the last +word--'gratitude'--Mrs Mildmay, hitherto entirely quiescent till her +husband thought well to speak, could no longer restrain herself. She +leant forward and caught Lady Myrtle's hand in hers. + +'My dear, most kind friend,' she said, and her own voice was tremulous, +'how can you use such an expression? _You_ grateful to us! Ah, no +indeed; as long as we live we shall be at a loss how to show our +gratitude to you.' + +'Yes indeed,' said Colonel Mildmay. 'I do not know how to express my +appreciation of all your goodness. I'---- + +'Then you consent,' exclaimed Lady Myrtle, her bright eyes sparkling. +'You will be my children; you will let me feel that my lonely life is to +have some joy before its close.' + +'Indeed, indeed, all we _can_ do, we shall,' said Colonel Mildmay very +gently. 'You cannot ask more affection than we are most ready to give. +But'----He hesitated, and the look of eager satisfaction faded out of +the old lady's face. + +'But!' she repeated sharply. 'What "buts" can there be in so simple a +matter?' + +It was a distressing position. Colonel Mildmay, essentially a +kind-hearted man and most averse to giving pain, felt it acutely. But he +was not one to temporise. It was a case demanding the plainest speaking. + +'My dear Lady Myrtle,' he said, 'if I am blunt or rough, forgive me. It +is just this. I cannot agree to what I think wrong, and I could never +feel it right to agree to what you propose. I am still young enough and +strong enough to work for my family in my profession, and the day I +began to lead an idle, or even a comparatively idle life, would see me a +miserable man. If you are so good as to continue your interest in my +children--Jacinth especially--by asking them to visit you sometimes, we +shall be _most_ grateful. If--if you like to leave Jacinth some little +sum of money in your will which would help or increase any provision I +can make for her, I would be foolish and ungracious in the extreme to +object. But more than this--no, my dear friend, no. For--and here I must +crave your pardon beforehand for what must seem impertinence and +intrusion--not only have we, we Mildmays, _no_ claim upon you, +but--there are those who have.' + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +A BITTER DISAPPOINTMENT. + + +There was an awful pause. Such at least it seemed to poor Mrs Mildmay, +who, now that she was not called upon to act for herself, and felt under +the protection of her husband, dared to tremble! Then came Lady Myrtle's +reply, short, cold, and decisive. + +'I deny it,' she said. + +Colonel Mildmay did not speak. + +The old lady glanced at him. His eyes were fixed on the table beside +which he was seated; he tapped it lightly with a paper-cutter which he +held in his hand. And after a moment's waiting she spoke again. + +'I know what you refer to,' she said. 'It would be nonsense to pretend I +do not. And I can--even--understand how to you it may seem that the +claim you allude to exists. But, if you have talked together about +these--these people, as no doubt you have done, has not Eugenia told you +what I have told her, that on a certain day my father and I shook +ourselves free from the bonds which had become shackles of shame; that +from that time Bernard Harper and all belonging to him ceased to be more +to us than any stranger we might brush against in the street?' + +Colonel Mildmay raised his head and looked at her quietly. + +'It could not be done; the bonds do exist and must exist,' he said. 'The +great thing is that, however cruelly they may have torn and wounded you +in the past, they may now be to you a cause of happiness and +satisfaction.' + +But Lady Myrtle shook her head. + +'I will never acknowledge even the possibility of my recognising these +descendants of my former brother as anything to me,' she said. And the +quietness with which she spoke was very impressive. 'I have given them +assistance because I believe them to be worthy people in sore need. I +may even do so again if you tell me their need continues. But that is +all. I should be false to my dead father if I did otherwise. + +'Still, the late Lord Elvedon--your father, I mean--looked forward to +his _elder_ son's children being reinstated,' Colonel Mildmay ventured +to say. 'Why then, in the actual circumstances of his _younger_ +grandchildren being to the full as worthy and in far greater need, why +treat them so differently?' + +Lady Myrtle hesitated, for half a second only, but even that was +something. + +'My father could not have contemplated the _possibility_ of Bernard's +descendants being--of their wiping out his disgrace,' she said at last +confusedly. + +'Exactly,' Colonel Mildmay replied quickly. 'And it was only natural. +But as he did _not_ contemplate a state of things which has actually +come to pass, how can his directions affect you with regard to these +facts?' + +Lady Myrtle again shook her head. She had grown very pale, but otherwise +she was completely self-controlled. + +'I cannot argue in that way. I do not even pretend to be logical,' she +said. 'I can only repeat--so it is. So now you understand. If I did not +leave that part of my property which I conscientiously believe to be at +my own disposal to the one I have chosen--the child who it seemed to me +had been sent to brighten in some measure the loneliness of my old age;' +and here her firm clear voice trembled, 'then--my will must stand as it +is, and all destined for Jacinth, and in a sense for you yourselves, +shall go to the two hospitals I have selected as the most worthy of +help. I will have no compromises, no half measures.' + +Colonel Mildmay bowed. + +'Then let it be so,' he said. 'It is certainly not for me to dictate to +you, dear Lady Myrtle.' + +She seemed a little perplexed by his manner. + +'Why should I give in to you?' she said inconsequently. 'Why should I +not leave my fortune to Jacinth all the same? Why do you take for +granted that I shall not do so? should she be punished for your--your +obstinacy and quixotry?' and in spite of herself a smile crept over the +old lady's face. + +'I do not take it for granted,' said Colonel Mildmay. 'I know that you +would not act towards Jacinth in such a way as to place her in +opposition to her parents. I know that you respect our way of viewing +the matter, however you may disagree with it.' + +Lady Myrtle seemed mollified. + +'You judge me rightly,' she said. 'If one feeling is stronger than +another in me, it is respect for parental authority and influence. You +are right. I would not so act to your child as to sow discord and +disunion between her and those nearest and dearest to her after I am +gone. But, let me ask you one thing--is your present decision quite +irreversible?' + +Colonel Mildmay sat silent for a minute considering deeply. + +'Yes,' he said; 'I do not see any choice. I cannot take the London +appointment--to live in reality, my dear lady, on your bounty. For that +is what it would be. And even if such a position had been possible for +me--and I confess I cannot conceive its being so--still less possible +would it be now that you know our mind as to the ultimate disposal of +things, and that we have been forced to thwart your more than generous, +your unprecedented goodness to us.' + +'Then you will go to Barmettle?' + +Colonel Mildmay bent his head. + +'Ah well,' said Lady Myrtle, 'another dream vanished!' + +Mrs Mildmay started up at this. + +'Oh, dear Lady Myrtle, dear, dear friend,' she said, and the tears were +in her eyes, 'don't speak like that. I cannot bear it. You say there can +be no sort of compromise, but surely there can be of one kind; you will +not, you cannot expect us to leave off looking to you and feeling to you +as our best and dearest friend?' + +And she threw her arms round the old lady as Francie might have done, +and was not repulsed. + +'You will let me have Jacinth sometimes?' whispered Lady Myrtle. + +'Of course, of course; whenever you like and as much as you like,' said +Mrs Mildmay eagerly. + +'I will not be unreasonable,' the old lady said with one of the +half-wistful smiles that were so touching. 'Even if--if everything had +been going to be as I hoped, I would never have wished or expected +anything which could have interfered with her home ties and duties. And +I need scarcely say I will never come upon this subject that we have +been discussing, with her. I will leave it entirely to you, her parents, +to tell her what you think right, though I own I should like her to +realise how I have been thinking of her.' + +[Illustration: 'Ah well!' said Lady Myrtle, 'another dream vanished!'] + +'That she certainly shall,' exclaimed Mrs Mildmay impulsively. And +though a moment afterwards she was tempted to murmur to herself 'at all +costs,' she did not repent of her promise. 'It would not be fair to Lady +Myrtle for Jacinth to be told nothing,' she reflected. 'And scarcely +indeed fair to the child herself. For I cannot but believe she will see +it all as we do.' + +So that afternoon Colonel Mildmay wrote to accept the appointment +offered him up at gloomy, smoky Barmettle in the dreary north country. + +'I doubt if we have done much to forward the poor Harpers' cause,' said +his wife as she watched him closing and sealing the big blue official +envelope. + +'Very possibly not,' he replied calmly. 'But we have, I hope and +believe, done _right_. And so we must not feel over much concern for the +poor Harpers' future any more than for that of our own children, my dear +Eugenia.' + +And though Mrs Mildmay agreed with him, she was human enough, and woman +enough, to sigh a little at certain visions of what might have been, +which _would_ intrude themselves! + +'But what,' she began again after a little pause, 'what are we to say to +Jacinth?' + +It is to be confessed that Colonel Mildmay's reply was not quite so +ready this time. + +'We must consider well about that,' he said. 'Of course we must tell her +soon about Barmettle. It would not be treating her fairly, for she is a +remarkably sensible girl, and has behaved excellently in rather +difficult circumstances. Alison's little house and odd ways must have +been somewhat trying after the liberal easy-going life at Stannesley. It +would not be treating Jacinth as she deserves, not to take her into our +confidence as to our plans.' + +'And the mere mention of Barmettle will lead on to the whole,' said Mrs +Mildmay. 'Frank, you must help me to put it to her wisely. I fear, +though very little has been said about it, that Jassie has an intense +dislike to the idea of Barmettle; and I fear still more, that in spite +of Lady Myrtle's good sense and extreme wish to cause no trouble, she +has somehow or other allowed some hint of her intentions to escape her.' + +Colonel Mildmay looked very grave at this; graver than he had yet done. + +'Jacinth is extremely quick,' he said, 'and notwithstanding her quiet +undemonstrative manner I suspect that she has a very lively imagination. +But surely all she has got in her head is only childish; looking forward +to long visits here and a continuance of Lady Myrtle's kindness? As +regards Barmettle, I have no doubt she would prefer my taking the London +appointment, but she is sensible; we only need to put it to her.' + +'I hope so,' said Mrs Mildmay with a sigh. 'But the whole is so +complicated: she is prejudiced against the Harpers; just the opposite of +Frances.' + +'That _is_ unfortunate,' said Colonel Mildmay. But after a moment's +silence he spoke again more cheerfully. 'We must not spoil Jacinth,' he +said. 'If she has been led to cherish any brilliant hopes, the sooner +she gives them up the better. I shall be sorry for her disappointment, +but I am sure she is not really selfish. If she sees that you and I are +happier--infinitely happier--as things are, she will not take it to +heart. And it may not be necessary to say much; not to enter into +mercenary details, to a child like her.' + +'I hope so,' said Mrs Mildmay again. But again her sigh somewhat belied +her words. + +The very next day brought the dreaded opportunity. Some little allusion +was made to Colonel Mildmay's intention of running up to London again +the following week. + +'Shall you have any commissions for me, Lady Myrtle?' he said lightly. + +The old lady shook her head, but without her usual smile. + +'I think not, Colonel Mildmay, thank you,' she said. 'I _had_ thought of +asking you to see my agent about my house in Brook Street. The present +tenant's lease expires nine months hence, and I must make up my mind +what I am going to do.' + +'I fear I am not very _au fait_ of such matters,' he replied. 'But I +could at least hear what the agent has to say more satisfactorily than +by letter. So pray let me call; give me all your instructions. I should +be more than delighted to be of any use, you must know,' he ended +earnestly. + +Lady Myrtle seemed pleased. + +'Thank you,' she said. 'Well, yes then; I will tell you what I want to +know.' + +This conversation took place at luncheon. That afternoon Jacinth sought +her mother in her own room. + +'Mamma,' she said, 'are you busy? May I talk to you a little?' + +Mrs Mildmay laid down her pen. + +'I was writing to Marmy,' she said, 'but I have plenty of time. What is +it, dear? I am glad to have a little quiet talk together. I have been +wishing for it, too.' + +But Jacinth scarcely seemed to listen. + +'Mamma,' she began again, somewhat irrelevantly it might have seemed. +'Brook Street isn't a _very_ grand part of London, is it? At least all +the houses in it are not tremendously grand, are they? I was thinking +about Lady Myrtle's house. Couldn't it be arranged for _us_ to be her +tenants? I'm sure she would like it if she thought we would. Mightn't I +say something about it to her? She likes me to say whatever I think of, +but I thought--for such a thing as a _house_, perhaps I had better ask +you first.' + +'But, my dearest child, we don't want any house in London,' said Mrs +Mildmay with a smile which she strove to make unconstrained. 'You +forget, dear, the choice was never between Barmettle and _London_, but +between Barmettle and India again, and'---- + +'But mamma,' interrupted Jacinth, 'please answer my question first. Is +Brook Street very grand? Would a house there be out of the question for +us, even if we--if we had one there for nothing?' + +'Yes; unless we had another thousand a year at least, we could not +possibly live there on our income with any comfort or consistency,' Mrs +Mildmay replied quietly. + +The girl's face fell. + +'A thousand a year! that's a good deal,' she said. 'I had thought'---- + +'But why worry yourself about things that can never be, dear Jassie?' +said her mother. 'We were going to tell you--even your Aunt Alison does +not know yet--that it is all decided, and oh, I am so thankful that the +long separation is over at last. Your father wrote yesterday to accept +the Barmettle appointment.' + +Jacinth grew scarlet, then very, very pale. + +'Mamma,' she exclaimed, and the low repression in her tone was more +unnatural--more alarming, I had almost said--in one so young, than any +even violent ebullition of temper. 'Mamma, it _can't_ be true. You are +saying it to tease me. You--you and papa would never have settled it +without telling me, without consulting Lady Myrtle, after all her +goodness?' + +'No,' replied Mrs Mildmay, arming herself for the contest by a resolute +determination not to lose her self-control, however it might be tried; +'no, though a little reflection would show you that you should have more +trust in your parents, dear Jacinth; it was _not_ done without +consulting our kind old friend. And however she may regret it, I _know_ +she respects your father's decision.' + +Jacinth looked up eagerly; a reaction of hope came over her. + +'Mamma,' she said breathlessly, 'believe me, I don't mean to be either +disrespectful or distrustful, but did Lady Myrtle say nothing against +it? Is she perhaps going to do so when--when she has thought everything +over?' + +'She did say everything she could; she did use the strongest arguments +she had: but she could not but see that your father's _motives_ were +right, and so she saw it must be as he said,' replied Mrs Mildmay. + +A harder look crept over Jacinth's face; the eager, almost nervous, +anxiety died out of it. + +'There is something about all this that I do not understand,' she said. +'Unless you and papa mean to treat me as a baby, I think I have a right +to know. I think Lady Myrtle would say so.' + +Mrs Mildmay felt much perplexed. Any approach to diplomacy, anything but +perfect candour and frankness, was so foreign to her nature, that it was +difficult for her not at once to speak out and explain the whole. But +then, if she did so, she might be only sowing seeds of future +bitterness. It was improbable, to say the least, that Jacinth had +realised in any definite way Lady Myrtle's intentions with regard to +her, seeing that the old lady had not announced them to her. + +'All she can know is only that Lady Myrtle meant to do _something_,' +reflected Jacinth's mother. 'It would be for her happiness, and for that +of us all, that she should never know more.' + +Jacinth saw the trouble in her mother's face. + +'Mamma,' she said, 'if you won't speak to me openly, I will ask Lady +Myrtle herself.' + +Mrs Mildmay flushed. + +'Jassie,' she said quietly, 'you do not mean it, but your tone sounds +almost like a threat--to me--to your mother?' And in spite of herself, +her voice trembled a little. + +But still Jacinth repeated coldly, 'I think I have a right to know.' + +At that moment the door opened, and to Mrs Mildmay's immense relief her +husband entered. + +'What is the matter?' he asked quickly. 'Am I interrupting you?' + +'On the contrary,' said his wife, 'I am very glad you have come. Jacinth +is, as I half feared she would be, exceedingly upset by the news about +Barmettle, and she seems to think we have not treated her with the +confidence she deserves.' + +'You cannot feel that, when I tell you that my decision was only made +yesterday,' said her father to Jacinth. + +'Yes. I think you might have--have consulted me a little before making +it,' the girl replied. 'It is something to me personally; to have to +live at a place like that now I am nearly grown up.' + +She seemed to be purposely emphasising the selfish part of her +dissatisfaction out of a kind of reckless defiance. + +'Do you quite understand that it was a choice between this appointment +and an indefinite return to India?' said Colonel Mildmay. + +'I understand that you think so. But I don't see it. There was the +London thing. And even if not, I would rather have had India.' + +'No, no, Jassie, don't do yourself injustice,' exclaimed her mother. +'Not when you think of the risk to your father's health.' + +Jacinth hesitated. + +'But there _was_ a choice,' she said; and now there was a touch of +timidity in her voice. + +Colonel Mildmay considered; they were approaching the crucial point, and +he took his resolution. + +'No, Jacinth,' he said. 'To my mind, as an honourable man, there was no +choice. I should have forfeited for ever my own self-respect had I +agreed to Lady Myrtle's proposal.' + +And then he rapidly, but clearly, put before her the substance of their +old friend's intentions and wishes, and his reasons for refusing to fall +in with them. + +'Lady Myrtle is too good a woman to sow discord in a family,' he said, +'between a child and her parents. And it was impossible for us to +approve of the apportionment of her property she proposed, knowing that +there exist at this very time those who _have_ a claim on her, who most +thoroughly deserve the restoration of what should have been theirs +always; who have suffered, indeed, already only too severely for the sin +and wrong-doing of another.' + +Jacinth started, and the lines of her face hardened again. + +'I thought it was that,' she exclaimed. 'Those people--they are at the +bottom of it, then.' + +'Jacinth!' said her mother. + +'I beg your pardon, mamma,' said the girl quickly. 'It must sound very +strange for me to speak like that; but, you don't know how I have been +teased about these Harpers. And mamma, Lady Myrtle doesn't look upon +them as you and papa do, so why should you expect me to do so? Do you +suppose she will leave _them_ anything she would have left us--me?' + +'Very likely not,' said Colonel Mildmay. + +'Then for everybody's sake, why not have left things as Lady Myrtle +meant? I--we, I mean,' and Jacinth's face crimsoned, 'could have been +good to them; it would have been better for them in the end.' + +'Do you suppose they would have accepted help--money, to put it +coarsely--from strangers?' said Colonel Mildmay. 'It is not _help_ they +should have, but actual practical restoration of what should be theirs. +And even supposing our decision does them no good, can't you see, +Jacinth, that anything else would be _wrong_?' + +'No,' said Jacinth, 'I don't see it.' + +'Then I am sorry for you,' said her father coldly. + +'I know,' said Jacinth, 'that Lady Myrtle likes things one way or +another. I suppose she will give us up altogether now. I suppose she +will leave off caring anything about me. You think very badly of me, +papa, I can see; you think me mercenary and selfish and everything +horrid; but--it _wasn't_ only for myself, and it isn't only because of +what she was doing for us, and meant to do for us. I have got to love +Lady Myrtle very much, and I shall feel dreadfully the never seeing her +any more, and--and'---- + +Here, not altogether to her mother's distress, Jacinth broke down and +began to sob bitterly. Mrs Mildmay got up from her seat, and came close +to where the girl was sitting by the table. + +'My poor dear child,' she said, 'we have never thought you selfish in +_that_ sort of way.' + +'No,' agreed her father; 'that you may believe. You have had of late too +much responsibility thrown upon you, and it has given you the feeling +that the whole fortunes of your family depended upon you in some sense. +Be content to be a child a little longer, my Jacinth, and to trust your +parents. And there is no need for you to anticipate any change with Lady +Myrtle. She will care for you, and for us all, as much as ever--more +perhaps; and as much time as it will be right for you to spend away from +your own home, you shall have our heartiest consent to spending with +her. If you can in any way give her pleasure--and I know you can--it +will be the very least we can do in return for her really wonderful +goodness to us.' + +'I should like to see her; to be with her sometimes,' said Jacinth, +whose sobs had now calmed down into quiet crying. 'But I don't +want--once we go away to that place--I don't want ever to see Robin +Redbreast again. Ever since'--and here she had to stop a moment--'ever +since that first day when we passed it with Uncle Marmy, I have had a +sort of feeling to this house--a kind of presentiment. I can't bear to +think of its going to strangers, or--or people that know nothing about +Lady Myrtle. And very likely, if she leaves all she has to big hospitals +or something like that, very likely this place will be sold.' + +'It may be so,' said Colonel Mildmay; and he added with a smile, 'I wish +for your sake I were rich enough to buy it, my poor dear child.' + +So Jacinth's castles in the air were somewhat rudely destroyed. There +was but one consolation to her. Lady Myrtle was even more loving than +hitherto, though she said nothing about the collapse of her plans. For +Mrs Mildmay gave her to understand that matters, so far as was fitting, +had been explained to her elder daughter. + +'Humph!' said the old lady. 'That seals _my_ lips. For of course I +cannot express disapproval of her parents to the child.' + +But her tenderness and marked affection went some way to soothe the +smarting of the girl's sore feelings. + +'She understands me far better than papa and mamma do,' thought Jacinth. +'If they meant me to see everything through their eyes, they shouldn't +have left me away from them all these years.' + +Still a curious strain of pride in her father's stern honesty, in his +utter disinterestedness, now and then mingled with her feelings of +disappointment. She could not help feeling proud of him! Nevertheless +the tears were many and bitter which Jacinth shed when the last night of +their stay at Robin Redbreast came. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +TWO DEGREES OF HONESTY. + + +Barmettle is not an attractive place; though like most places in this +varied world it has its interests and even no doubt its charm for many +of its inhabitants--its bright and happy homes, as well as its thousands +of hard, if not overworked, pale-faced artisans, men and women, of many +grades and classes. + +And the sun can shine there sometimes; and not so many miles from the +very centre of the town, you can escape from the heavy pall of +smoke-filled air, into fresh and picturesque country, whose beauties, to +my thinking, strike one all the more vividly from the force of contrast +with the ugliness and griminess which you cannot forget are so near. + +There had been some talk--when the Mildmay family first contemplated the +pitching of their tent in this unknown land--there had been some talk of +a house in the neighbourhood of the town, a few miles out, where a +garden and a field or two would have been possible, to reconcile the +children and their mother, to some extent, to the great change from all +their former experiences. But Colonel Mildmay had been obliged to give +up hopes of this. There were several difficulties in the way, and _the_ +house which sometimes at such crises turns up with such undeniable +advantages as to over-ride the less immediate objections, had not +offered itself. So, considering the inconvenience of scanty +communication between the barracks and the 'pretty' side of the +outskirts, the impossibility of day-school arrangements for Eugene, and +a very certain amount of loneliness and isolation, especially in the +winter months, the fairly desirable house in St Wilfred's Place which +_did_ offer itself carried the day. + +It was but five minutes' walk from Colonel Mildmay's official quarters, +and conveniently near Eugene's school; it was very much in the minds of +the teachers who now replaced the Misses Scarlett's institution as +regarded the girls; it was not duller as to outlook and surroundings +than had to be at Barmettle, for it faced St Wilfred's Church, one of +the oldest and most interesting structures in the modern town, which had +once been a pleasant straggling north-country village; and last, though +not least, its rent was moderate. + +And Mrs Mildmay, unspoilt by her long residence in the East--as full of +energy and resources as when she arranged the drawing-rooms at +Stannesley in her careless girlish days, and laughed merrily at her kind +step-mother's old-fashioned notions--exerted herself to make the house +as pretty as she possibly could. + +'I am glad it is cheap,' she said to her husband, 'for we can afford to +spend rather more in making it comfortable and nice, especially for +Jassie.' + +And Jacinth's room was all a girl could wish, and at night, when the +outer world was shut off, and the dark square hall and wide quaint +staircase, which had attracted the new tenants in their house-hunting, +were lighted up, looking bright and cheerful with the crimson carpets +and curtains which Barmettle smoke had not as yet had time to dull, +Frances's expression of approval, 'Really it looks so nice that you +might fancy it wasn't Barmettle at all,' could scarcely be contradicted. + +But Frances, like her mother, was born with the happy faculty for seeing +the best side of things. It was all, naturally, much harder on Jacinth. +And as Jacinth stood one morning in November looking out into the dreary +street, where rain had been pouring down ever since daybreak, and was +still dripping monotonously, she did feel that her lines had not of late +fallen in pleasant places. Yet she was not so selfish as this sounds. +She had made a struggle to see things as her parents did, and in this +she had not been entirely unsuccessful, and the constant love and +watchful sympathy which were now a part of her daily life, unconsciously +influenced her in good and gentle ways which she scarcely realised. + +Some ground she had gained. She had come to see that if her father and +mother felt about the Harper family as they did, they could not have +acted otherwise. And her own conscience was not, it will be remembered, +entirely clear. 'Of course,' she said to herself, 'if Lady Myrtle had +been left to do as she wished, I should have felt it my duty to do +something for the Harpers. I'm sure I should have found some way of +managing it.' But no doubt there was a kind of relief in feeling it was +taken out of her hands, for Jacinth was growing gradually less confident +in her own powers: for the first time in her life she was realising the +delight and privilege of having others wiser than herself to whom she +could look up. + +'Mamma,' she said, on the morning in question, 'do you think there +really are places where it rains ever so much more than at others? or is +it only that we notice it more at some? I really could almost think +that it rains here _every_ day.' + +Mrs Mildmay smiled. + +'No, dear, it really does not. I don't think the rainfall here is much +greater than in London or at Thetford, but the heavy air and the +grayness make us, as you say, notice it more. In many places where there +actually is more rain than the average, the country is peculiarly bright +and fresh. Think of the grass in Ireland.' + +But Jacinth's thoughts were already wandering elsewhere. + +'Mamma,' she began again, 'do you think we shall have to stay here for +Christmas?' + +'I suppose so,' replied Mrs Mildmay. 'Even if Lady Myrtle wished it--as +indeed I am sure she does--it would hardly be worth while for us to go +to her for only two or three days, which is all the leave your father +could get. And there are a good many things we have to see to here.' + +'Yes,' said Frances, 'there's the Christmas treat for the barracks +children. It's never been properly done. And Miss Lettice Piers is going +to invite us to their treat at St Wilfred's first, so that we may see. +I'd like best to have our visits to Robin Redbreast in the summer, +except that it must be rather dull for Lady Myrtle. She was so pleased +to have us there last Christmas.' + +'I wish we could have her here,' said Mrs Mildmay. 'But she would never +be allowed to come up north in the winter.' + +Jacinth sighed. + +'It seems a good while since we heard from Lady Myrtle,' she said. 'I +hope she's not ill. I did think she would have _tried_ to get us there +for Christmas.' + +'I don't think she can be ill,' said Mrs Mildmay, 'for your aunt would +have known it. She goes to see Lady Myrtle regularly. I shall be hearing +from Alison in a day or two, however.' + +'Jassie,' said Frances, a moment or two later, when their mother had +left the room, 'I wish you wouldn't look so melancholy. Just think what +a lot of nice things have come to us, as well as the sad ones. Just +fancy how we should have been ready to jump out of our skins for joy if +we had known, when we left Stannesley, how soon papa and mamma would be +at home with us.' + +'I know,' said Jacinth. 'I do try to think of all that. But I do so +dislike this gloomy place, Francie, and I think papa looks so fagged, +and we have scarcely any friends we care for; the people are all so +stupid, and so'---- + +'So what?' + +'So rich,' said Jacinth, rather at a loss apparently what crime to lay +at the doors of the good folk of the manufacturing town who had incurred +her displeasure. + +Frances laughed. + +'That's not a sin,' she said. 'Lady Myrtle's rich, and so in a way, I +suppose, is Uncle Marmy.' + +'I mean they seem to think of it so. Once or twice, when I've paid calls +with mamma, they were so fussy and show-off. You know how I mean,' said +Jacinth. + +'Well, there are plenty of poor too, if that would make you like +Barmettle any better. Amy Piers says there are some dreadfully poor, and +she says that even the ones who get very big wages don't save at all, +and then if there comes a bad time--a bad time for trade, when some of +the people have to be turned off: it does come like that now and then, +she says, though I don't understand why--they are really starving.' + +'They should be taught to save, then,' said Jacinth. 'Why don't the +Piers teach them? If I were the vicar, I'd preach sermons about it. If +people are so silly, they must expect to suffer for it.' + +'But think of the poor little children!' said Frances, whose sympathy +was readier than her sister's. 'It isn't _their_ fault, and they suffer +the most. Amy says it's a good deal owing to the people spending so much +on beer and brandy and horrid tipsifying things. I'm sure the Piers do +all they possibly can, and you know how papa says that, even with all +the strict rules in the army, it's awfully difficult to keep the men +sober. If I were the Queen, Jass, I'd make a law against having so many +public-houses; I would indeed.' + +'The Queen can't make laws all by herself like that, Frances. You don't +understand. If the people were taught how horrid it is to get drunk, +they'd leave off wanting to buy too much beer and things like that, and +then the public-houses would have to give up because they wouldn't have +customers enough. That's the best way.' + +'Well, I think it should be done both ways,' said Frances. 'If there +weren't so many public-houses, there wouldn't be so much temptation;' +and the little reformer nodded her head sagely. + +Just then Mrs Mildmay re-entered the room. + +'Jassie dear,' she said, 'it's Saturday morning. You have no lessons, +and though it's so rainy I know you're not afraid of the weather. +Frances has a cold, so she mustn't come out. Will you wrap yourself up +well, and come a little way with me to help me to carry some things to +Mrs Wake? She has gone to stay with her mother, you know, for a little +change, but they are very poor people, and I must help them as much as I +can.' + +Jacinth sprang to her feet eagerly. + +'Oh yes, mamma,' she exclaimed, 'I should like very much to come. I'll +be ready directly. I'll put on a thick jacket and my waterproof cape +over that.' + +And in a few minutes the mother and daughter were making their way, each +laden with some parcels as well as the unavoidable umbrella, along the +muddy pavement in the direction of a poorer part of the town. Mrs Wake +was the wife of one of Colonel Mildmay's soldier servants; she happened +to belong to a Barmettle family, which was just now very fortunate for +her, as she had had a most serious illness in the barracks, and had +lately been moved for greater quiet to her own old home. + +'Francie and I were just talking about the poor people here,' said +Jacinth. 'Amy Piers tells her about them. I shall be very glad to see +one of the homes they live in.' + +'It will be rather a good specimen, though they are very poor people,' +said Mrs Mildmay; 'for they are thrifty and most respectable. But for +many years the father has not been able to earn full wages, as he was +crippled by an accident. Indeed, but for the kindness of the head of the +factory where he worked, he would have been turned off altogether on a +very small pension. It was true kindness to let him stay on to do what +work he could, for it kept up his spirits.' + +'The master must be a good man,' said Jacinth. + +'I believe he is--one of the best in Barmettle,' said Mrs Mildmay. 'But +here we are, Jassie,' and as she spoke she turned down a small passage, +not wide enough to be called by a more important name, leading out of +the already poor and narrow street they were in, and knocked at a door a +few steps on. + +It was quickly opened. A rather gaunt and careworn, but clean and +honest-looking, elderly woman stood before them. Her eyes were red with +crying, but she welcomed Mrs Mildmay very civilly, though with a sort of +reserve of manner which struck Jacinth as very different from the +extremely hearty, though respectful, deference with which, as her +grandmother's messenger, she used to be received by their own villagers +at Stannesley. + +'You'll be come to ask for my daughter,' said the woman. She had been a +domestic servant, and had but little north-country accent. 'You're +welcome, I'm sure, and she'll take it kindly. Take a seat,' and she led +them into the little kitchen, tidy and clean, though encumbered with +some pieces of treasured furniture decidedly too big for it. 'Yes, she's +fairly--th' doctor's main content.' + +'Oh,' said Mrs Mildmay, 'I am glad to hear it. I was afraid when I saw +you'----But she stopped suddenly, for before she could say more the old +woman had sunk into a chair, and, flinging her apron over her head, was +giving way to bitter weeping. Jacinth felt both distressed and alarmed. +Like her mother she had noticed the signs of tears on Mrs Burton's face. + +'I am so sorry,' said Mrs Mildmay, getting up as she said the words, and +standing beside the woman, she gently laid her hand on her arm. 'Is it +some new trouble--your husband?' + +'Nay, nay,' sobbed the poor thing. 'Burton is finely--for him, that's to +say. But have ye not heard th' ill news?' and she raised her head in +surprise. 'Th' measter,' and as she grew absorbed in what she had to +tell, she fell back into the kind of talk she had accustomed herself to +discard when with 'gentry.' 'He's gone!' and her sobs broke out again. + +'What! good Mr Fairfield,' said Mrs Mildmay. 'No, I had not heard it. +What a loss he will be! Was it very sudden?' + +And Jacinth standing by, listened eagerly to all Mrs Burton told. + +He had been struck by paralysis--the kind friend of so many years--only +two days before, and had never rallied. And the grief was widespread and +deep. It would throw many into sorrow and anxiety too, the old woman +said; for though he left two sons to succeed him, it remained to be seen +if they would follow in his footsteps. + +'They will be very rich; they may not care to carry on the business, of +course,' said Mrs Mildmay. 'No doubt Mr Fairfield has left a large +fortune.' + +But Mrs Burton shook her head. It was far from the case. The business +was doing well, as it deserved to do, but beyond its good prospects he +left but little. And then she went on to explain why it was so; thus +entering into the circumstances which had so specially endeared the dead +man to his workpeople. A good many years ago, she related, when Mr +Fairfield had first inherited the 'works,' a terrible accident had +occurred, in which, with several others, Burton had suffered. The +accident, though in those days such inquiries were less searching, had +revealed a certain danger in a part of the machinery recently introduced +at great expense, as a wonderful improvement. The danger was remote; it +was perfectly possible no damage might ever again occur from the same +cause; no pressure of any kind was put upon the master, no suggestion +even, of change; his own workpeople would not have blamed him had he +'let things be.' But such was not Mr Fairfield's way of viewing a +master's responsibilities. He had almost all the machinery changed, for +the one alteration he deemed absolutely necessary involved others. And +the outlay had been something immense, especially as a run of bad years +had followed it. And even when times improved again, and he began to +feel his head above water, he never himself benefited by the profits as +most would have done. + +''Twas always summat for his people, as he called 'em, bless him. +Reading-rooms, or clubs, or schools. Year in, year out, 'twas his first +thought and his last. What else was he there for? he'd say, mony's the +time. Ah, well; he's gone where _his_ Master'll have good thought for +_him_,' the old woman added quaintly, 'the master he served so faithful. +For ye see, ma'am,' she went on, forgetting for the moment her grief in +her earnestness, 'I take it as it's this way. There's honesty to God as +well as honesty to men. None would 'a blamed Measter Fairfield if he'd +let things be; no man could 'a done so. But he looked higher nor the +judging o' men.' + +'Yes, truly,' Mrs Mildmay heartily agreed, 'that was the secret, Mrs +Burton.' + +'But, oh dear, dear;' cried the poor woman, relapsing again into the +tears which did her credit, 'it's mony a sore heart he'll leave behind +him.' + +'Mamma,' said Jacinth softly and half timidly, when a quarter of an hour +or so later they were wending their way home relieved of their packages, +through the muddy streets--'mamma, do you know that what she said--old +Mrs Burton, I mean--about the two kinds of honesty has helped to--to +make me understand better than I did before what papa felt, and you too, +of course, about--about Lady Myrtle and the Harpers, you know.' + +Mrs Mildmay, in spite of the rain and her umbrella, managed to give +Jacinth's arm a little loving squeeze. + +'I am so glad, so very glad, dear,' she said. + +'Mamma,' said Jacinth, again, after a little silence, in a more assured +voice this time, 'if papa had been in Mr Fairfield's place, he would +have done just like him, wouldn't he?' + +'I am quite sure he would,' agreed her mother. + +And notwithstanding the cold and the rain and the grimness of +everything, I think Jacinth felt happier that day than since they had +come to Barmettle. + +A day or two later another little event helped to confirm Jacinth's +better and truer views of her great disappointment. This was the arrival +of a letter for Frances, forwarded from Thetford by their Aunt Alison. + +'A letter for me!' exclaimed the little girl, when at the +breakfast-table her mother handed it to her. 'Whom can it be from? I +hardly ever get any letters.' But as her eye fell on the address her +face flushed and brightened. + +'Oh, I do believe,' she said, 'I do believe it's from Bessie--Bessie +Harper. And of course she'd have to send it to Aunt Alison's; she +doesn't know we've left Thetford.' + +'I'm not so sure of that,' said Mrs Mildmay. 'When I wrote to Mrs Lyle +some time ago, I told her we were coming to Barmettle, but very likely +she did not think of sending our address to her nieces, for they have +not been in the habit of writing to you or Jacinth.' + +'No,' Frances replied, rather incoherently, for she was already buried +in her letter, 'that's what she says. "Aunt Flora"--is that Mrs Lyle, +mamma?--"Aunt Flora told us you had gone to live up in the north. I am +afraid it can't be as bright and pretty there as at Thetford, but still +it must be lovely to have your father and mother with you for always +now. I think I can understand far better than ever what a very great +trouble it must have been to you and your sister to be without them all +those years, for oh, we did so miss father and mother when they were in +London for six months, and then in Germany. They took Margaret with them +to Germany, and it did her such a lot of good. I have wanted to write to +you ever so often, and so has Camilla, but mother wasn't quite sure how +we could say what we wished. But now she has had another letter from +Aunt Flora, and this has made her give me leave to write and tell you +all our beautiful news. Just fancy, dear Francie, father is _almost_ +quite well. Of course he will always be lame, but he counts that +nothing, and it's really not so bad nearly as it was. All he had done at +the London hospital and then the German baths has turned out _so well_, +and now to make it--the cure, I mean--quite lasting, we are +_all_--though I write it, I can scarcely believe it--going abroad to +some mild place for the winter. We have not quite fixed where; but we +have let Hedge End till next May, and we shall start very soon. If you +write to me, please address it to Hedge End. And now I want to say +something that is rather difficult to say. What has made everything come +right has been the goodness of father's aunt, Lady Myrtle Goodacre. Just +when we were almost in despair, and it seemed as if nothing _could_ save +father, she sent mother a lot of money: she said it was a present, but +_we_ all count it a loan. It was enough to do everything, and more than +enough, and we can never, never thank her too much. But in our hearts we +all feel sure that, though you kept exactly to what mother and Camilla +asked, yet some of you, _somehow_, have been our good fairies. Perhaps +it was your sister Jacinth, perhaps it was Mrs Mildmay; and I am sure, +dear Francie, that if ever _you_ had a chance you spoke kindly of us; +perhaps we shall never know exactly who did it, or how it was done, so +wisely and carefully as it must have been. But oh, we _do_ thank you; if +you could see the difference in everything about us now, how we are all +as happy as the day's long, _you_ would all feel happy just to see it. +Nearly every night, when we say our prayers, Margaret and I thank God +for having sent you and Jacinth to be our school-fellows at Miss +Scarlett's, and for the wonderful way things have come right."' + +Then followed a few details more interesting to Frances than of +consequence in themselves, about the lessons Bessie and Margaret had +been doing, and how well Camilla managed to teach them, and hopes that +'some day' the former school-fellows might meet again; ending up with +repetitions of the gratitude they felt _sure_ they owed to somebody, and +'much love' from 'your affectionate friend, Elizabeth Vandeleur Harper.' + +'"Vandeleur" was Bessie's mother's name. She's very proud of it,' said +Frances, gazing admiringly at the pretty writing. Then she looked up +with glistening eyes. 'Mamma, Jass, isn't it _beautiful_? Isn't it +lovely to think they're so much happier?' + +Mrs Mildmay's own face was nearly as bright as Francie's. + +'I cannot _tell_ you how glad and thankful I am,' she said. And she took +hold gently of Jacinth's hand. 'Doesn't it seem to follow up what we +were saying the other day after we had been at old Mrs Burton's?' she +whispered. + +But Jacinth's face looked pale, and her eyes had tears in them. + +'Mamma,' she said, 'I suppose you thought I wouldn't have been nice +about it, but I think you might have told me that you did get Lady +Myrtle to do something to help the Harpers. I can see that Francie knew +about it, and it is horrid to be in a way _thanked_ by them, when--when +I have really been more a sort of enemy to them than a friend.' + +Mrs Mildmay had started a little at Jacinth's first words, for she had +in fact forgotten, in the consciousness of increasing sympathy between +her elder daughter and herself, how, at the time of her first appeal to +Lady Myrtle, she had judged it wiser to say nothing about it to Jacinth. +And now to her candid and naturally confiding nature this reticence gave +her almost a guilty feeling. But as Jacinth went on speaking, her mother +realised that she had done wisely. + +'Dear Jassie,' she said quietly, 'at that time I did think it better not +to tell you that I had interfered. I wanted to avoid all possibilities +of irritation till you got to know me better. And I did see that you +were prejudiced to some extent. But now I feel quite differently about +it, and I wish I had thought of telling you lately, though you must take +my not having done so as a proof of my feeling at one with you. For till +this minute I thought you did know. At least I forgot you did not. I +will tell you exactly how it came about.' And she did so, adding rather +sadly, as she concluded, 'And after all, dear, you see I was able to do +very little. Lady Myrtle will _not_ think of them as her relations, and +grateful though they are for this present help, of course it is not +anything lasting; not what we would like to make sure of for their +future.' + +'No,' Jacinth agreed, 'I understand how you mean. Still, it is a very +good thing their father is so much better. I think they have a great +deal to thank you for, mamma--you, and Francie too, in her way. I think +they should know _I_ have not helped at all; it makes me feel +almost--dishonest. If Francie writes to Bessie, couldn't she say +something?' + +'Whatever she says about the matter at all must only be very slight and +vague,' said Mrs Mildmay. 'And, Jassie dear, you _do_ feel kindly to +them now?' + +'I want to feel whatever's right,' Jacinth replied, and her tone was +wonderfully humble. + +'Then there is no need to enter into any explanations,' said Mrs +Mildmay. 'It would only hurt poor Bessie if you made any sort of +disclaimer of the friendliness they credit us all with. The only thing +you could ever do might perhaps be'----She hesitated. + +'What, mamma?' asked Jacinth. + +'Some day,' said her mother, 'you _may_ have an opportunity of saying to +Lady Myrtle that you think you were a little prejudiced against them.' + +'Yes,' Jacinth agreed, 'perhaps it would be right. For, you see, mamma, +_she_ thought I avoided speaking of them because I did not want to annoy +her, and I think I made myself believe that too. But now I see it wasn't +only that. It was partly a--I feel ashamed to think of it--a sort of +horrid jealousy, I am afraid, mamma.' + +And though she reddened as she made what to her was really a painful +confession, Jacinth's heart felt lighter from that moment. There was now +no shadow of misunderstanding between her mother and herself. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +'I WILL THINK IT OVER.' + + +The very faint hope which the Mildmays--Jacinth especially--had +cherished that, after all, the coming Christmas might 'somehow' be spent +by them and Lady Myrtle together, soon faded. + +There was no question of the old lady's coming north, though in one of +her letters she spoke of the gladness with which she would have made the +effort had it been possible; and there was even no question of their all +joining her at Robin Redbreast, though but for a short visit, for in +November the fiat went forth which each winter she had secretly for some +years past been dreading--she must not remain in England. For her +chronic bronchitis was on her again, and a premature taste of winter in +the late autumn threatened for a week or two to turn this into something +worse. + +'For myself,' she wrote, 'I would rather stay at home and take the risk, +but I suppose it would be wrong, though really at my age I have little +sympathy with that excessive clinging to life one sees where one would +little expect it. But there is nothing to detain me here specially, and +it may be that I shall benefit by the change. I want to choose one of +the winter places I was so happy at more than once long ago, with _your_ +mother, when she and I travelled together with my parents.' + +For the letter was to Mrs Mildmay. + +And a fortnight or so later came another, which threw great excitement +into the house in St Wilfred's Place, where the children were doing +their best to give something of a festive and country look to the rather +dark rooms with the help of plenty of holly and mistletoe, which had +come in a Christmas hamper from Robin Redbreast, by Lady Myrtle's +orders, though she was no longer there. For by this time it was +Christmas Eve. + +This new letter was from abroad. The old lady was already settled in her +winter quarters. Which of the many southern resorts she had chosen +matters little, as it is no part of this simple story to describe +continental towns or foreign travel. And in this particular case there +would be little interest in either, seeing that these places are so well +known nowadays to the mass of English folk of the well-to-do classes, +that accounts of them are pretty sure to be monotonous repetitions. We +will call the spot selected 'Basse.' + +Lady Myrtle wrote cheerfully. She was better, and she was enjoying, as +old people learn to do, the chastened pleasure of recalling happy days +in the scenes she was now revisiting. + +'It is all wonderfully little changed,' she wrote. 'I drive along the +same roads, and walk slowly up and down the same terraces, where Lady +Jacinth and I used to talk together by the hour in our light-hearted +girlhood. I even fancy I recognise some of the shops we pass, for I am +able to stroll about the quieter streets a little with the help of my +good Clayton's arm. I have actually done a little shopping, the results +of which will, I trust, please you, trifling as they are. I am sending +off a little box by the Globe Express, which will, I hope, reach you by +Christmas Day. And now, dear Eugenia, for the point of my letter. It is +Clayton's idea; she burst out with it the other day when we were busy +about this same shopping. "Oh, my lady, if only Miss Jacinth--Miss +Mildmay I should say--were here it would be nice! She's just the young +lady to enjoy the change and not mind the quiet life, and she _would_ +brighten you up." So will you spare her to me for the three or four +months I shall be here? I hesitate to ask it; you will miss her so. But +I am emboldened by the belief that it might be for the dear child's own +good. She could have excellent lessons of any or every kind, and some +amount of French talking, as I have a few old French friends in the +neighbourhood, near enough to spend a day with now and then. Her father +would bring her out, and, for my sake, I trust, not grudge the time and +fatigue. The whole expenses you would surely let me defray? You cannot +be hard-hearted enough to refuse _this_, dearest Eugenia.' + +Mrs Mildmay thought it over and talked it over with her husband: then +they laid it before Jacinth herself, giving her indeed the letter itself +to read. Jacinth's face crimsoned with pleasure and excitement, and her +eyes glistened. But in a moment or two they grew dewy. + +'Oh, mamma,' she exclaimed, 'it would be delightful. But--I cannot bear +to think of leaving you for so long.' + +These were sweet and grateful words to the mother's ears. But, as ever, +she took the cheerful and sensible view of the matter. The separation +would be but a short one, and it might really be of great advantage to +Jacinth. Besides which--and this argument, I think, had the most weight +with them all--was it not a duty to do what they could to please their +dear old friend? + +So a favourable and grateful answer was sent without much delay, and +before the new year was many days old, Jacinth and her father found +themselves speeding across France as fast as the _train de luxe_ could +take them, to join Lady Myrtle in her winter home. + +Jacinth enjoyed it all, and there was a considerable amount of freshness +to her in the experience, though it was not entirely unknown ground. +For, as a young child, she had spent some time in the south of France +with her mother on her way to England, and she had once in later years +passed a week or two in Paris with Uncle Marmy and 'Granny.' But the +special place which Lady Myrtle had chosen was quite new to her, and it +had its own peculiar beauties and attractions. + +'Tell mamma,' she said to her father the morning before he was to leave, +'tell dear mamma and Francie that I am as happy as I can be anywhere +away from them. And I will work really hard at French and music, so that +I may be able to help Francie with hers. And it will please mamma, won't +it, papa, to hear how glad Lady Myrtle seems to have me?' + +'Yes, dear, I am sure it will,' said Colonel Mildmay cordially. 'I +cannot help feeling, personally, great pleasure in having been able to +do anything to gratify her. It was generous of her to give us the +opportunity of doing so.' + +'She _is_ so generous,' said Jacinth warmly, 'so large hearted about +everything, isn't she, papa?' + +'She is indeed,' her father agreed with a little sigh, 'about everything +except _one_ thing. It is curious and sad to see how very deep down are +her prepossessions on that subject. And I am the more hopeless about +them, because there is really no personal vindictiveness, or even, I may +say, prejudice mixed up with these convictions.' + +'It _is_ sad,' Jacinth agreed. + +The next morning saw Colonel Mildmay's departure for home. + +Then began for Jacinth a quiet, regular, but far from unenjoyable life. +Lady Myrtle had already made inquiries about the best teachers, and such +of these as undertook the special subjects the girl wished to give her +time to were engaged for her. So several hours of each day were soon +told off for lessons and preparation for them. As a rule, Lady Myrtle +drove out in the afternoon, her young guest accompanying her, sometimes +to pay calls to such of the visitors to the place as were old friends, +or in some few cases new acquaintances of hers; sometimes out into the +beautiful country in the neighbourhood, beautiful even in mid-winter, +where the views were as varied as charming. + +And as a rule, between twelve and one o'clock, sometimes too in the +afternoon if the old lady were not feeling well enough for a drive, +Jacinth went for a brisk walk with Clayton as her duenna. + +It was during one of these walks that something most unexpected happened +one day. Lady Myrtle had caught a slight cold and been forbidden to go +out. It was a bright but somewhat treacherous day, for though the +sunshine was warm there was a sharp, almost icy, 'under air' painfully +perceptible in the shade. + +'I feel roasted and frozen at once; don't you, Clayton?' said Jacinth +laughingly, as they crossed the road to get into the warmth, such as it +was, again. + +'Yes, indeed, Miss Mildmay,' the maid agreed. 'It's a day when you need +both a parasol and a muff together. For there is such a glare.' + +A glare there was, truly. Snow had been falling now and then during the +last day or two, and though but in light and short showers, the ground +was sufficiently frozen for it to 'lie;' so that the sunshine, not +powerful enough to melt it, save here and there very superficially, was +reflected from the gleaming surface with extraordinary brilliancy. + +'We really should have snow spectacles,' Jacinth was saying, when a +sudden shock made her aware that in her dazzled state she had run foul +of some one or something standing on the pathway just in front of her. + +'I beg your pardon,' she exclaimed instinctively, and the stranger +turning sharply--for she had been looking in the forward +direction--almost at the same moment made the same apology, adding +quickly, when she heard Jacinth's English voice, 'I should not be +blocking up the'----But her sentence was never completed. 'Oh, can it be +you? Jacinth--Jacinth Mildmay? Is Frances here? Oh, how +delightful.--Camilla,' as an older girl came across the road in her +direction, 'Camilla, just fancy--this is Jacinth. I can scarcely believe +it,' and before Jacinth had had time to say a word, she felt two +clinging arms thrown round her neck, and kisses pressed on her burning +cheeks, by the sweet, loving lips of Bessie Harper. + +The blood had rushed to Jacinth's face in a torrent, and for a moment +she almost gasped for breath. + +'Bessie, Bessie dear, you are such a whirlwind. You have startled Miss +Mildmay terribly.' + +'I am so sorry,' said Bessie penitently, and then at last Jacinth was +able to answer the girl's inquiries, and explain how it had come about +that she alone of her family was here so far from home. + +'And are _you_ all here?' she asked in return. + +'Yes,' Miss Harper answered, 'all of us except my eldest brother. The +two others are here temporarily; the little one who is going into the +navy got his Christmas holidays, and the other has his long leave just +now. And my father is so wonderfully better; you heard, you saw Bessie's +letter to Frances?' and Camilla's face grew rosy in its turn. + +'Oh yes,' Jacinth replied. 'We were very, very glad. Frances wrote +almost at once.' + +Bessie shook her head. + +'I never got the letter,' she said; 'but we have missed several, I am +afraid. We have been moving about so. Cannot you come to see us, +Jacinth? Mother, and father too, would love to see you. We are living a +little way out in the country at the village of St Remi; we have got a +dear little house there. Camilla and I came in for shopping this +morning. Couldn't you come back with us to luncheon? We could bring you +home this afternoon, and your maid would take back word to--to Lady +Myrtle Goodacre.' + +'I am afraid I cannot,' said Jacinth, with some constraint in her voice. +'I never go out anywhere without asking Lady Myrtle's leave.' + +'Of course not,' Camilla interposed. 'It would not do at all. You must +do as you think best, Miss Mildmay, about getting permission to come to +see us. I beg you to believe that, if you think it better not to ask +it,' she spoke in a lowered tone, so as to be unheard by Clayton, 'we +shall neither blame you nor misunderstand you. And now, perhaps, we had +best not keep you waiting longer.' + +She held out her hand with the same quiet friendliness as appeared in +her words; not perhaps _quite_ without a touch of dignity almost +approaching to _hauteur_ in the pose of her pretty head as she gave the +unasked assurance. Jacinth thanked her--what else could she do?--feeling +curiously small. There was something refreshing in the parting hug +which Bessie bestowed upon her, ere they separated to follow their +respective roads, but Jacinth was very silent all the way home. + +'Nice young ladies,' remarked Clayton. 'They are old friends of yours, +Miss Jacinth, no doubt?' + +'The younger one was at school with my sister and me,' the girl replied, +for Clayton's position as a very old and valued servant removed all +flavour of freedom or presumingness from her observations. 'But I +scarcely know the older one.' + +And for the rest of the way home she was unusually silent. Her mind was +hard at work. Jacinth was passing through a crisis. Should she tell Lady +Myrtle of the Harpers being in the near neighbourhood, or should she +not? There was no obligation upon her to do so; their name had not been +alluded to, even if Clayton should mention to her mistress the meeting +with the young ladies, nothing would be easier than for Jacinth to pass +it off with some light remark. And with the temptation to act this +negatively unfriendly part awoke again the sort of jealous irritation at +the whole position, which she believed herself to have quite overcome. + +'They perfectly haunt us,' she said to herself: 'why in the world should +they have chosen Basse out of all the quantity of places there are? And +to think'--this was a very ugly thought--'that but for mamma they +wouldn't have been able to come abroad at all! Why should they spoil my +little happy time with Lady Myrtle? And very likely no good would come +to them of my telling her that they are here. She would be sure to +refuse to see them.' + +But what if it were so? Did that affect her own present duty? + +'It might annoy Lady Myrtle,' whispered an insidious voice; but had not +Mrs Mildmay risked far more in her outspoken appeal, when still almost a +stranger to her mother's friend? Would not the concealment of so simple +a circumstance as her meeting the Harper girls be more than negative +unfriendliness? would it not savour of want of candour and selfish +calculation, such as in after years Jacinth would blush to remember? And +again there sounded in her ears the old north-country woman's quaint +words: 'It do seem to me, ma'am, as there's two kinds of honesty.' + +And Jacinth lifted her head and took her resolution. + +That afternoon there was to be no drive, as the old lady had caught a +slight cold. And after luncheon Jacinth came and sat beside her in her +favourite position, a low stool beside Lady Myrtle's chair, whence she +could rest one elbow on her friend's knee and look up into her kind old +face with the strangely familiar dark eyes, which were dearer to Robin +Redbreast's owner than even the girl herself suspected. + +'I want to talk to you, dear Lady Myrtle,' she began. 'I want to tell +you whom I met this morning,' and she related simply what had occurred. + +The old lady started a little as Jacinth spoke the names 'Camilla and +Bessie Harper.' But then she answered quietly: 'It was right of you to +tell me, dear,' she said. 'And you need not fear its annoying me. It is +strange that they should have chosen Basse, but really it does not +matter to us in the least. I am very glad the father is so much better. +Now let us talk of something else, dear.' + +Now came the hard bit of Jacinth's task. + +'Dear Lady Myrtle, that isn't all; it's only the first part of what I +have to say,' she began tremulously. 'I want to tell you _everything_, +more even than I told mamma, for till to-day I don't think I saw it +quite so plainly. I have not been as good and true as you have thought +me; nothing like Frances, or mamma, of course. And I feel now that you +must know the worst of me. I shall never be happy till you do, even +though it is horrible to own how mean I have been.' + +Lady Myrtle sat silent, too bewildered at first to speak. What had come +to Jacinth, so quiet and self-controlled as she usually was? But she +held the girl's hand and said gently, 'Tell me anything that is on your +mind, dear child, though I think--I cannot help thinking--that you are +exaggerating whatever it is that you think you have done wrong.' + +Then out it all came: the confession that many would hardly have +understood--would have called morbid and fanciful, perhaps. But Lady +Myrtle's perceptions were keen, her moral ideal very high, her sympathy +great; and she did not make the mistake of crushing back the girl's +confidence by making light of the feelings and even actions which +Jacinth's own conscience told her had been wrong. One thing only she +could not resist suggesting as a touch of comfort. + +'I think, latterly at any rate, dear, you _were_ influenced by the fear +of troubling me. You must allow that.' + +'Well, yes,' Jacinth agreed. 'But even then I should not have let even +that make me uncandid and--and--almost plotting against them.' + +'No, no, dear; don't say such things of yourself. And now you may put it +quite out of your mind for ever. You have been only too severe on +yourself. But try to understand one thing, dear; _no_ child could be to +me what you are. Even--even if these young people had been in happy +relations with me, as of course, but for past miseries, might have been +the case, they would not have been _Jacinth_.' + +'No; I know it is for grandmother's sake you care for me so much more +than I deserve,' said the girl, as she wiped away her tears, 'and even +in that way I should not have been jealous. I did not know it was +jealousy. I have never realised before that I could be jealous. But I +cannot put it quite off my mind till you let me feel I have done +something to make up. Lady Myrtle, dear Lady Myrtle, _may_ I ask them to +come to see you? I know they are longing to thank you. And oh, it would +make me so happy!' + +'I will think it over, my dear,' was all Lady Myrtle would commit +herself to. But even that was something. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +UNCLE MARMY'S GATES. + + +When people really and thoroughly want to do right, and do not content +themselves by _saying_ they want to do so, I doubt if they are ever for +long left in perplexity. Jacinth Mildmay had found it so. She had +courageously dismissed all the specious arguments about 'troubling Lady +Myrtle,' 'not going out of her way to dictate to her elders,' or +'interfering in their affairs,' and had simply and honestly done what +her innermost conscience dictated. And now, as to how she was to act +about and towards the Harpers, she was content to wait. + +But Lady Myrtle did not keep her very long in suspense. She too had put +aside every consideration but the one--what was her duty to the Harper +family?--and she had found solid ground. + +'My dear Jacinth,' she said, the second morning after the unexpected +meeting of the former school-fellows, 'I have decided that it would be +unkind and ungracious to keep Captain and Mrs Harper and their children +at arm's length, if--if it would be any satisfaction to them to see me, +as they like to think I have been of help to them. So I intend to drive +out to St Remi to call upon them.' + +Jacinth looked up with a bright smile. + +'I am so glad, Lady Myrtle,' she added impulsively; 'I do think you are +so very good.' + +The old lady shook her head sadly. + +'My dear,' she said, 'the bitterest part of approaching the end of life +is the realising how terribly, how overwhelmingly other than "good" one +has been, and how little time remains in which to make amends. As +regards one's self the recognising this is salutary; the more one feels +it, the more thankful one should be. But it is about others: it is +terrible to think of the harm one has done, the good one has left +undone. If I had been more patient--more pitiful--more ready to make +allowance for their strange weakness of character--with--with my poor +brothers'---- + +Her voice broke; the last words were almost inaudible: it was very +wonderful for her to say so much. And a new ray of light seemed to flash +on Jacinth's path as she listened. If such a thing were possible, if it +could come to pass that Lady Myrtle should reinstate her nephew and his +family in their natural place in her affection and regard, what +happiness, what softening of past sorrows might such a change not bring +to the sorely tried heart of her old friend. And a rush of unselfish +enthusiasm came over the young girl. + +'Anything _I_ can do to further it, I shall do,' she determined, and at +that moment died away the last fast-withering remains of jealousy in her +heart that the Harpers might in any way replace her in Lady Myrtle's +regard. + +It seemed like an encouragement--an endorsement of this secretly +registered vow--when Lady Myrtle spoke again. + +'Does it make you happy, dear child, to hear what I have resolved to do? +I hope so; for your feelings, your self-blame so honestly avowed, +though I think you exaggerate the need of it, have helped to influence +me. I know how bitter such self-blame may grow to be, and my darling +Jacinth, I want to feel, when I come to die, that at least I have +brought nothing but good into _your_ young life.' + +'Dear Lady Myrtle,' said Jacinth, 'what you tell me makes me happier +than I can express; far, far happier than I have deserved to be.' + + * * * * * + +They went the next day. Lady Myrtle's cold was better, and for the +season, the weather was wonderfully mild. Jacinth had hesitated about +accompanying her old friend, but Lady Myrtle insisted upon her doing so. + +'It will make it far easier and less constrained for me,' she said, 'and +considering everything it seems to me only natural.' + +They had luncheon early, and set off immediately after. Less than half +an hour's drive brought them to the picturesque little village, which +was in fact scarcely more than a suburb of the town of Basse. + +'Villa Malmaison' was the direction, and soon the coachman drew up at a +gate opening on to the road, for there was no drive up to the house. The +footman was preparing to enter, but when he came round for his +instructions, Lady Myrtle stopped him. + +'No,' she said, 'you can wait here. We will get out at once.--I have a +fancy,' she said to Jacinth, 'for going straight up to the house without +being announced.' + +It was a small and simple place; a balcony ran round the ground floor, +and there in a long chair--a deck chair--a gentleman was half lying, +half sitting, for the day was mild, and the house had a south exposure. +At the sound of their slow footsteps--for Lady Myrtle was feebler than +of yore--he looked up, then rose courteously, and came forward to meet +them. He was a tall thin man with gray hair, and with evident traces of +delicate health and suffering upon him, and he walked lame. But his +smile was both bright and sweet; his keen dark eyes not unlike Lady +Myrtle's own. + +'Can I'----he began, for the first instant's glance revealed to him that +the new-comers were English, but a sort of exclamation from Lady Myrtle +arrested him. + +'Jacinth,' she had just whispered, and for a second she leant so heavily +on the girl's arm that Jacinth feared she was going to faint, 'it must +be he--my nephew--he is so, so _wonderfully_ like my father.' + +And before Jacinth could reply, the old lady straightened herself again, +and drawing her arm away from her young guide, seemed to hurry forward +with a little cry. + +'Are you Reginald?' she said. 'My nephew? You must be. Oh Reginald, I am +your old Aunt Myrtle.' + +And then--all the plans and formalities were set at naught. The two tall +figures enfolded each other in an embrace like that of an aged mother +and a long absent son. + +'Aunt Myrtle, my dear aunt!' Jacinth heard the kind, cheery voice +exclaim, though in accents broken by sudden emotion. 'You who have been +so good to us, to whom I owe my life. But this--this coming yourself is +the kindest of all.' + +Then Jacinth turned and fled--fled down a path leading somewhere or +nowhere, till she found herself at the other side of the house, and ran +full tilt against Bessie, who was coming out to see what was happening. +For sounds carried far in the clear frosty air, and visitors were an +event at the little St Remi villa. + +'Jacinth,' she exclaimed, catching hold of the flying girl, 'what is +it?' + +'Oh Bessie, it's everything--everything beautiful and wonderful. But we +mustn't interrupt them. Take me into the house and call Camilla and your +mother, and I'll explain it all.' + + * * * * * + +That was the beginning, but by no means the end. Far from it indeed. For +even if Jacinth lives to be a very old woman, I think she will always +look back upon the next few weeks at Basse--the weeks before the Harpers +returned to England, which they did before the doctors considered it +quite safe for Lady Myrtle to face the northern spring--as among the +happiest she ever knew. There were several reasons for this. There was +the great and unselfish pleasure of seeing the quiet restful content on +her dear old friend's face, and knowing that in some measure she had +been the means of bringing it there; there was the delight of writing +home with the news of the happy state of things that had come about, and +receiving her full meed of sympathy and appreciation from her father and +mother and faithful little Frances; and lastly, there was the, to +Jacinth, really new pleasure of thoroughly congenial companionship of +her own age. For at school her habit of reserve and self-dependence had +come in the way of her making friends, and she was so accustomed to +taking the lead and being the elder, that she was slow to enter into the +give and take on more or less equal ground that is an essential +condition of pleasant and profitable intercourse between the young. + +And her ideal friend--much as she learned to love and esteem hearty +generous Bessie and gentle little Margaret--Jacinth's friend of friends +came to be Camilla, whose two or three years' seniority seemed only to +bring them closer, for Jacinth was in many ways 'old for her age.' + +Yes, it was a happy time, even though now and then some twinges of +self-reproach made Jacinth feel how little she had at one time merited +the loving confidence with which her new friends treated her. + +'But that you must bear, my dear,' said Lady Myrtle, when on one or two +occasions this feeling grew so acute that she had to express it to some +one. 'Take it as your punishment if you think you deserve it. For it +would be cruel to distress these candid, unselfish girls by confessions +of ill-will or prejudice which no longer exist. For my sake, dear +Jacinth, for my sake too, try now to "let the dead past bury its dead."' + +And the girl did so. + + * * * * * + +Some happy years followed this good beginning. Years not untouched by +trouble and trials, but with an undercurrent of good. Barmettle never +became a congenial home, but Jacinth as she grew older lost her extreme +dislike to it, in the happiness of being all together, and knowing that +not only was her father satisfied with his work, but that many +opportunities for helping others were open to herself and Frances, as +well as to their active unselfish mother. + +And bright holidays with Lady Myrtle, when old Robin Redbreast stretched +his wings in some wonderful way so as to take in his kind owner's +grand-nephews and nieces as well as the Mildmay party, went far to +reconcile Jacinth and Frances to the gloom and chill of their home in +the north. + +Perhaps Christmas was the most trying time. For a merry family party +would have been something to look forward to at that season. But the +dear old lady, alas! had spent her last Christmas in England that +year--that first year at Thetford--when Jacinth and Frances and Eugene +were her guests. For her health grew more and more fragile, and every +season her time at Robin Redbreast had to be cut shorter and shorter, +till at length barely six months of the twelve could be spent by her in +England. + +Most winters Jacinth spent some part of with her at Basse, and sometimes +Camilla or Bessie replaced her. One year the whole Mildmay family joined +her for two months. So there were many pleasant mitigations of her +enforced banishment, though it gradually became impossible for those who +had learned to love her so dearly to blind themselves to the fact that +the gentle old woman was not far from the end of her chequered and at +one time lonely life. + +And one day in the early spring-time, when the sunshine was already warm +and the sky already deeply blue in the genial south, when the snowdrops +were raising their pretty timid heads in the garden at Robin Redbreast, +and the birds were beginning to hope that the winter was over and gone, +Lady Myrtle died. There was no one with her at the time. Captain Harper +had left her but the week before, and Jacinth Mildmay was to have joined +her a few days later. + +'If I could but have been with her, mamma,' said the girl among her +tears. + +But perhaps it was better not. To some natures the sorrow of others is +very hard to see, and I think Lady Myrtle was one of those. Jacinth was +nineteen at the time of her old friend's death. Two years of Colonel +Mildmay's time at Barmettle had yet to expire. + +'We shall miss our summers at Robin Redbreast sadly, mamma, shall we +not?' she said one day. 'What is to be done about it? Is it to be sold, +or are the Harpers to have it? I hope so. Does papa know?' + +'He has only heard about it recently,' said her mother. 'He and Captain +Harper are Lady Myrtle's executors, but there has been a good deal of +trouble and delay, for owing to her death having taken place abroad, +some difficulties occurred about proving the will. But now I believe all +is right, and your father is going to tell you about it.' + +At that moment the door opened and Colonel Mildmay came in. He glanced +at his wife with a half-inquiry in his eyes when he saw that she and his +daughter were talking seriously. + +'Yes,' replied Mrs Mildmay to his unspoken question, 'I was just saying +to Jacinth that you were going to explain to her about our dear old +friend's disposal of things.' + +'I happened to ask mamma if the Harpers were going to live at Robin +Redbreast,' said Jacinth. 'Somehow I hadn't thought about it before.' + +'It must have been a "brain wave,"' said her father, 'for only this +morning I decided to have a talk with you about it.' + +Jacinth looked up with a slight feeling of apprehension. Colonel +Mildmay's tone was very grave. But she had no reason for misgiving: she +knew she had never--since her eyes had been awakened to the prejudice +and jealousy she was in danger of yielding to--never felt or expressed +anything but sincere esteem and affection for Lady Myrtle's relations. + +'I don't want to hear anything in particular, papa,' she said gently, +'but just as you like, of course. It was only,' and her voice faltered a +little, 'the associations with Robin Redbreast. We have been so happy +there: I shouldn't like strangers to have it.' + +'Strangers are not going to have it,' Colonel Mildmay replied. 'But it +is not left to the Harpers. They did not wish it. They have no special +liking for that neighbourhood, and it suits them far better to make +their headquarters farther south. But I know you will be glad to hear, +Jacinth, that their aunt has left them a most fair and equitable +proportion of the property at her disposal. They have no cause for +future anxiety at all. Captain Harper is more than satisfied; he had +expected nothing of the kind, and I perfectly believe that if, as he +says, "just a little token of her restored goodwill" had been all that +was to come to them, he would have been content. I never met with more +truly unworldly and unselfish people.' + +He stopped for a moment. + +'I am so glad, so very glad,' said Jacinth. + +'And the Elvedons too are very grateful,' continued her father, 'for +besides what they knew was to be theirs, she has left them her town +house--a much better one than they have had hitherto. Then her favourite +charities have no reason to complain; she has forgotten nothing and no +one'---- + +Again he hesitated, and for some undefined reason Jacinth's heart began +to beat faster. + +'And Robin Redbreast, my dear child; Robin Redbreast is--is to be +yours.' + +'Oh, papa,' exclaimed the girl with a curious choking sensation. 'Oh, +papa; is it right? Do you and mamma think it is?' + +'Yes, dear. I think it is right. It is depriving no one of anything they +had a claim upon. For Lady Myrtle had considerable savings: some part of +those she surely had every right to leave as her own feelings prompted. +Some of the land is to be sold; just enough kept to make the little +place complete of its kind and not too expensive to manage. Enough money +will be yours--or ours--Lady Myrtle wished it to be considered our home +in the meantime, anyway, and she has managed all so that, if or when you +marry, a certain separation of income can be easily made--for real +comfort without extravagance or display. And some of her private +charities she has left in your hands, trusting to your good judgment and +unselfishness. All has been excellently thought over and wisely +arranged.' + +'Oh, papa; oh, mamma!' was still all that Jacinth could say. But after a +moment or two she asked the question which she had so much at heart, +'Shall we all go to live there?' + +'Part of the year certainly. And when my time here is out--you will be +of age by then, Jass--perhaps I may feel that the day for taking it +easier has come, and I may get some less onerous post nearer Thetford. +But there is time enough for these details. Now run and tell Francie. I +know you are longing to do so.' + +So the curious prevision of the future which had come over them all at +'Uncle Marmy's gates' was actually fulfilled. And kind Uncle Marmy +himself came home before very long to find it so. + +There is talk of his leaving off soldiering--he has seen some active +service in the East of late--and taking up his abode in his own home at +Stannesley. For he has been economical to some purpose. And Jacinth, who +still builds castles in the air in her quiet way, has one under +construction on the completed roof of which a flag _may_ fly some day. +It is that the very nicest and most entirely delightful wife Marmaduke +Denison could possibly find, were he to search all the four quarters of +the globe, would be Camilla Harper. + +THE END. + +Edinburgh: +Printed by W. & R. 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