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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/26928-8.txt b/26928-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..1f77c8f --- /dev/null +++ b/26928-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,6596 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Ladies-In-Waiting, by Kate Douglas Wiggin + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Ladies-In-Waiting + +Author: Kate Douglas Wiggin + +Illustrator: Christine Tucke Curtiss + +Release Date: October 15, 2008 [EBook #26928] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LADIES-IN-WAITING *** + + + + +Produced by Roger Frank and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + + +LADIES-IN-WAITING + +By +KATE DOUGLAS WIGGIN + +WITH FRONTISPIECE BY +CHRISTINE TUCKE CURTISS + +BOSTON AND NEW YORK +HOUGHTON MIFFLIN COMPANY + +The Riverside Press Cambridge + + + + +COPYRIGHT, 1919, BY KATE DOUGLAS RIGGS +ALL RIGHTS RESERVED + + + + +FOREWORD + +It may be urged that all proper heroines go through a period of +uncertainty before giving their hands and hearts in marriage. +Occasionally, however, there are longer seasons of indecision, +incident to pride, high temper, or misunderstanding on the lady's +side, or to poverty, undue timidity, or lack of high pressure on the +part of the gentleman. I have christened the heroines of this volume +"Ladies-in-Waiting," and that no mental picture may be formed of Queen +and Court and Maids of Honor I have asked the artist to portray for +the frontispiece a marriageable maiden seated pensively upon a +hillside. Her attitude is plainly one of suspended animation while the +new moon above her shoulders suggests to the reader that she will not +wait in vain. + + KATE DOUGLAS WIGGIN + +August 11, 1919 + + + + +CONTENTS + +CHAPTER PAGE +Miss Thomasina Tucker 1 +The Turning-Point 97 +Huldah The Prophetess 145 +Two On A Tour 183 +Philippa's Nervous Prostration 275 + + + + +LADIES-IN-WAITING + +MISS THOMASINA TUCKER + +I + + +"Good-bye, Miss Tucker!" + +"Good luck, Miss Tommy!" + +"Bye, bye, Tomsie!" + +"Don't stay away too long!" + +These sentiments were being called from the Hoboken dock to the deck +of an ocean steamer, while a young lady, buried in bouquets and +bonbons, leaned over the rail, sparkling, inciting, compelling, +responding. + +"Take care of yourself, Tommy!" + +"I don't see but that I must! Nobody else to do it!" she responded +saucily. + +"You wouldn't let 'em if they tried!" This from a rosy-cheeked +youngster who was as close to the water's edge as safety permitted. +"Say, did you guess what my floral offering was to be when you trimmed +your hat? I _am_ flattered!" + +"Sorry! The hat was trimmed weeks ago, and I'm wearing your bouquet +because it matches." + +"Thanks, awfully," replied the crestfallen youth. "Plans for reduction +of head-size constantly on file in Miss Tucker's office." + +"Just Carl's luck to hit on a match." + +"Don't see any particular luck in being accessory to a hat trimming," +grumbled Carl. + +"Write now and then, Miss Tommy, won't you?" said a fellow with +eyeglasses and an air of fashion. + +"Won't promise! I'll wait till I'm rich enough to cable!" + +"Shilling a word's expensive, but you can send 'em to me collect. My +word is 'Hopeful,'"--at which the little party laughed. + +"Register another, and make it 'Uncertain,'" called the girl +roguishly, seeing that no one was paying any attention to her friends +and their nonsense. + +"London first, is it?" asked the rosy youth. "Decided on your hotel?" + +"Hotel? It's going to be my share of a modest Bloomsbury lodging," she +answered. "Got to sing my way from a third-floor-back in a side street +to a gorgeous suite at the Ritz!" + +"We'll watch you!" cried three in chorus. + +"But we'd rather hear you, darling," said a nice, tailor-made girl, +whose puffy eyelids looked as if she had been crying. + +"Blessed lamb! I hope I'll be better worth hearing! Oh, do go home, +all of you; especially you, Jessie! My courage is oozing out at the +heels of my shoes. Disappear! I've been farewelling actively for an +hour and casually for a week. If they don't take off the gangplank in +a minute or two I shan't have pluck enough to stick to the ship." + +"You can't expect us to brace you up, Tommy," said the rosy youth. +"We're losing too much by it. Come along back! What's the matter with +America?" + +"Don't talk to her that way, Carl,"--and the tailor-made girl looked +at him reproachfully. "You know she's got nobody and nothing to come +back to. She's given up her room. She's quarreled with her beastly +uncle at last; all her belongings are in the hold of the steamer, and +she's made up her mind." + +"All ashore that's going ashore!" The clarion tones of the steward +rang through the air for the third time, and the loud beating of the +ship's gong showed that the last moment had come. The gangplank was +removed and the great liner pushed off and slowly wended her way +down-river, some of the more faithful ones in the crowd waving +handkerchiefs until she was a blur in the distance. + +"Well, there's no truer way of showing loyalty than by going to +Hoboken to see a friend off," said the eyeglassed chap as he walked +beside Jessie Macleod to the ferry. "I wouldn't do it for anybody but +Tommy." + +"Nor I!" exclaimed the rosy youth. "Good old Tommy! I wonder whether +she'll sing and have a career, or fall in love over there?" + +"She might do both, I should think; at least it has been done, though +not, perhaps, with conspicuous success," was Carl's reply. + +"Whatever she does, we've lost her," sighed the girl; "and our little +set will be so dull without Tommy!" + + * * * * * + +Fergus Appleton had leaned over the deck rail for a few moments before +the ship started on her voyage; leaned there idly and indifferently, +as he did most things, smoking his cigarette with an air of complete +detachment from the world. He was going to no one, and leaving no one +behind. He had money enough to live on, but life had always been +something of a bore to him and he could not have endured it without +regular occupation. His occasional essays on subjects connected with +architecture, his critical articles in similar fields, his travels in +search of wider information, the book on which he was working at the +moment,--these kept him busy and gave him a sense of being tolerably +useful in his generation. The particular group of juveniles shouting +more or less intimate remarks to a girl passenger on board the steamer +attracted his attention for a moment. + +"They are very young," he thought, "or they would realize that they +are all revealing themselves with considerable frankness, although +nobody seems to be listening but me!" + +He would not have listened, as a matter of fact, had it not been for +the voice of the girl they called Tommy. It was not loud, but it had +the quality of a golden bell, and Fergus was susceptible to a +beautiful voice. One other thing--the slightest possible +thing--enlisted his notice. She wore a great bunch of mignonette stuck +in the waistband of her green cloth dress, and her small hat had a +flat wreath of the same flower. Mignonette was, perhaps, the only +growing thing of which Fergus Appleton ever took note, and its perfume +was the only one that particularly appealed to his rather dull sense +of smell; the reason being that in the old garden of the house in +which he was born there was always a huge straggling patch of +mignonette. His mother used to sit there on summer mornings and read +to him, and when he lay on his back in the sunshine he used to watch +the butterflies and humming-birds and trees, and sniff the fragrance +that filled the air. When his mother died, he wandered into the +garden, sought the familiar corner, and flung himself on the bed of +mignonette to cry his heart out--the lonely heart of an eight-year-old +boy. That was five and twenty years ago, but he never passed a +florist's open door in summer-time without remembering that despairing +hour and the fragrance of the flowers, bruised with his weight and +moist with his tears. + +The girl vanished the moment the steamer was out of sight of the dock, +and Fergus did not give her another thought for a day or two. He had +liked her green cloth dress and the hat that framed her young, +laughing, plucky face. He had thought her name suited her, and +wondered what dignified appellation had been edited, cut, and +metamorphosed to make "Tommy," deciding after a look at the passenger +list that it was Thomasina, and that the girl must be Miss Thomasina +Tucker, an alliterative combination which did not appeal to his +literary taste. + +The voyage was a rough one, and he saw her only now and then, always +alone, and generally standing on the end of the ship, her green cape +blowing in a gale of wind and showing a scarlet lining, her mignonette +hat exchanged for a soft green thing with an upstanding scarlet quill. +She was the only companionable person on board, but he did not know +her and sat nowhere near her at table, an assemblage of facts that +seemed to settle the matter, considering the sort of man he was and +the sort of girl she was. + +"She's too pretty and too young to be gallivanting about 'on her +own,'" he said to himself one morning, when Tommy stood on the upper +deck looking out to sea and, as far as he could judge, singing, though +there was such a gale blowing that he could not hear her voice. "But +all the girls are the same nowadays,"--and he puffed his pipe +disconsolately; "all the same; brisk, self-supporting, good fellows. +If I ever met a nice, unsuccessful-but-not-depressed sort of girl, +soft but not silly, mild but not tame, flexible but not docile, +spirited but not domineering, I think I should capitulate; but they're +all dead. The type has changed, and I haven't changed with it." + + * * * * * + +Fergus Appleton did not make acquaintances easily; no man does who has +had a lonely, neglected boyhood, his only companion a father who +seldom remembered his existence, and, when he did, apparently +regretted it. He had known girls, but he was a shy, silent, ugly boy, +and appealed as little to them as they to him. He did not live through +the twenties without discovering that a fine crop of sentiment was +growing in his heart; he also discovered that he didn't know in the +least what to do with it. George Meredith, speaking of Romance, says: +"The young who avoid that region escape the title of Fool at the cost +of a Celestial crown." Fergus Appleton wouldn't have minded being +called a fool if only he could have contrived to deserve the title, +and the glimmer of the crown celestial had been in his imagination +more than once until he turned thirty and decided it was not for his +head. Guileless school-girls did not appeal to him, and elderly sirens +certainly had no power to charm; he was even widow-proof, so he became +a thoroughfare for sisterly affection. Girls suffocated him with +friendliness, which was not the stuff of which his dreams were made. + +However, he had nothing to complain of, for he got as good as he gave, +and it occurred to him that he could not expect to start a disastrous +conflagration in any maiden bosom so long as he had no brimstone, nor +any substitute for it, on his own premises. + +"Anyway," he reflected (though perhaps not oftener than once a year), +"if I haven't a tie in the world, I have complete freedom to do as I +like!" And if the said freedom palled upon him occasionally, nobody +was the wiser, for Fergus Appleton did not wear his heart on his +sleeve. + +As for Tommy, there had been several Thomas Tuckers in genealogical +line, and the father of Thomasina was already Thomas Tucker the third. +Mr. and Mrs. Tucker, the parents of the first Thomas, must have been +somewhat lacking in humor, and somewhat ignorant of the classics, for +although they could not, perhaps, help being Tuckers, they needn't +have saddled their offspring with a Christian name which would suggest +Mother Goose to every properly educated person. However, the first +Thomas grew into a great man, healthy, wealthy, and wise, and his +descendants could hardly do less than keep his name alive. Thomas the +third was disappointed, not to say mortified, when his only child, +born in his old age, turned out to be a girl, but he bravely did the +best he could and named her Thomasina. Mrs. Tucker did not like the +name, but she died before the baby was three days old. The baby hated +it herself when she reached years of discretion, and when she found +that she possessed a voice and had a possible career before her, she +saw plainly that something more mellifluous must be substituted if +programmes should ever be in question. Meantime she was Tommy to her +friends, and the gay little name suited her to a T. The gay little +rhyme suited her, too, for like the Tommy Tucker in Mother Goose, she +had to "sing for her supper"; for her breakfast, and her dinner, and +her tea also, for that matter, if any were to be eaten. + +Her only relation, a disagreeable bachelor uncle, had given her a home +during her orphaned girlhood, and her first idea on growing up was to +get out of it. This she did promptly when she secured a place in a +Brooklyn choir. The salary was modest, but it provided a room and at +least one meal a day, not, of course, a Roman banquet, but something +to satisfy a youthful appetite. It seemed to the intrepid possessor of +a charming voice, an equally charming face, and a positive gift for +playing accompaniments, that the other two meals, and a few clothes +and sundries, might be forthcoming. As a matter of fact, they were, +although the uncle said that Tommy would starve, and he almost hoped +that she would, just to break the back of her obstinate independence. + + +II + + +Tommy had none too much to eat, and, according to her own æsthetic +ambitions, nothing at all to wear; but she was busy all day long and +absurdly happy. Her income was uncertain, but that was amusing and +thrilling rather than pitiful or tragic. She had two or three +"steadies" among singers, who gave her engagements as accompanist at +small drawing-room recitals or charitable entertainments. There was a +stout prima donna whose arias for dramatic soprano kept her practicing +until midnight, and a rich young lady amateur who needed a very +friendly and careful accompaniment because she sang flat and always +lost her breath before the end of a long phrase. The manner in which +Tommy concealed these defects was thoroughly ingenious and +sympathetic. When Miss Guggenheim paused for breath, Tommy filled the +gap with instrumental arabesques; when she was about to flat, Tommy +gave her the note suggestively. If she was too dreadfully below pitch, +and had breath enough to hang on to the note so long that the audience +(always composed of invited guests) writhed obviously, Tommy would +sometimes drop a sheet of music on the floor and create a diversion, +always apologizing profusely for her clumsiness. The third patron was +a young baritone, who liked Miss Tucker's appearance on the platform +and had her whenever he didn't sing Schubert's "Erl König," which +Tommy couldn't play. This was her most profitable engagement, but it +continued alas! for only three months, for the baritone wanted to +marry her, and she didn't like him because he was bald and his neck +was too fat. Also, she was afraid she would have to learn to play the +"Erl König" properly. + +All this time Tommy was longing to sing in public herself, and trying +to save money enough to take more lessons by way of preparation. + +When she lost the baritone, who was really peevish at being rejected +after suiting his programmes to her capacities for a whole season, +Tommy conceived a new idea. She influenced Jessie Macleod, who had a +fine contralto, and two other girls with well-trained voices, to form +a quartette. + +"We can't get anything to do separately; perhaps we can make a +pittance together," she said. "We'll do good simple things; our voices +blend well, and if we practice enough there's no reason why we +shouldn't sing beautifully." + +"Singing beautifully is one thing and getting engagements is another," +sighed Jessie Macleod. + +"As if I didn't know that! We can't hope to be superior to other +quartettes, so we must be different--unusual, unique--I can't think +just how at the moment, but I will before we make our début." + +And she did, for Tommy was nothing if not fertile in ideas. + +Every hour that the girls could spare in the month of October was +given to rehearsal, till the four fresh young voices were like one. +They had decided to give nothing but English songs, to sing entirely +from memory, and to make a specialty of good words well spoken. All +the selections but one or two were to be without accompaniment, and in +these Tommy would sit at the piano surrounded by the other three in a +little group. + +Miss Guggenheim was to give them their first appearance, invite fifty +or sixty people, and serve tea. She kindly offered to sing some solos +herself, but Tommy, shuddering inwardly, said she thought it was +better that the quartette should test its own strength unaided. + +Miss Guggenheim couldn't sing, but she could dress, and she had an +inspiration a week before the concert. + +"What are you going to wear, girls?" she asked. + +"Anything we have, is the general idea," said Tommy. "Mine is black." + +"Mine's blue"--"White"--"Pink!" came from the other three. + +"But must you wear those particular dresses? Can't you each compromise +a little so as to look better together?" + +"So hard to compromise when each of us has one dress hanging on one +nail; one neck and sleeves filled up for afternoons and ripped out for +evenings!" + +"I should get four simple dresses just alike," said Miss Guggenheim, +who had a dozen. + +"What if they should hang in our closets unworn and unpaid for?" asked +Jessie Macleod. + +"We're sure to get at least one engagement some time or other. Nothing +ventured, nothing have. We ought to earn enough to pay for the +dresses, if we do nothing more,"--and Tommy's vote settled it. + +Miss Guggenheim knew people, if she did sing flat, and her +drawing-room was full on the occasion of the début. Carl Bothwick, a +friend of Tommy's, was in a publishing office, and nobly presented +programmes for the occasion. The quartette had not thought of naming +itself, but Carl had grouped the songs under the heading, "The Singing +Girls," and luckily they liked the idea. + +At four o'clock the hum of conversation ceased at the sound of singing +voices in the distance. A sort of processional effect had been Tommy's +suggestion, and the quartette formed in the dressing-room and sang its +way to the audience. + + "Hark, hark, the lark at Heaven's gate sings, + And Phoebus 'gins to rise." + +The voices rang high and clear, coming nearer and nearer. All the +words could be heard and understood. The hall portières divided, and +the girls entered, all in soft gray crêpe, gardenias at the belt, +little brimmed hats of black velvet with a single gardenia on the +side, the flowers being the offering of the dramatic soprano, who +loved Tommy. They were young, they were pretty, they sang delightfully +in tune, and with quite bewitching effect. Several ladies fell in love +with them at first sight, and hoped that they would sing for nothing a +few times, "just to get themselves known." They had done nothing else +for two years, so that Tommy said they must be acquainted with the +entire State of New York, though nothing ever came of it. It was a +joyous surprise, then, when an old gentleman in the company (who was +seen to wipe tears away when the girls sang "Darby and Joan") engaged +them to sing at his golden wedding the next night. That was the +beginning of a season of modest prosperity. Tommy's baritone had +married his new accompanist (he seemed determined to have a +piano-playing wife), and wishing to show Miss Tucker that his heart +was not broken by her rejection, he gave a handsome party and engaged +the quartette, paying for their services in real coin of the realm. +Other appearances followed in and out of town, and Tommy paid for her +gray dress, spent a goodly sum for an attack of tonsillitis, the +result of overwork, and still saved two hundred dollars. The season +was over. She was fagged, but not disheartened. Who is at twenty-two? +But it was late April, and drawing-room entertainments were no more. +The two hundred dollars when augmented by the church salary would +barely take her through till October. + +"It is very annoying," thought Tommy, "when you have to eat, drink, +sleep, and dress twelve months in the year, that the income by which +you do these things should cease abruptly for four months. Still, +furriers can't sell furs in hot weather, and summer boarders can't +board in winter, so I suppose other people have to make enough money +in eight months to spend in twelve." + + "'Hark, hark, the lark at Heaven's gate sings, + And Phoebus 'gins to rise!'" + +she caroled, splashing about in her morning tub as she finished making +these reflections, the tub being an excellent place for trills and +scales. + +Proceeding from tub to her sitting-room to make things ready for +toilet and breakfast, her mind ran on her little problems. + +"I want to learn more, see more, hear more," she thought. "I have one +of those nasty, unserviceable, betwixt-and-between talents: voice not +high enough for 'Robert, toi que j'aime,' nor low enough for +'Ständchen'; not flexible enough for 'Caro Nome,' nor big enough for +'Ocean, Thou Mighty Monster'; poor French accent, worse German; +awfully good English, but that doesn't count. Can sing old ballads, +folk-songs, and nice, forgotten things that make dear old gentlemen +and ladies cry--but not pay. If I were billed at all, it ought to be + + "First Appearance in Public[[v:small-caps]] + of[[v:small-caps]] + Behind-the-Times Tommy"[[v:small-caps]] + +This appellation so tickled her fancy that she nearly upset the +coffee-pot, and she continued to laugh at her own wit until a fat +letter was pushed under her door from the hall outside. She picked it +up. It had an English postmark. + +"Helena Markham!" she cried, joyously. + + DEAR TOMMY: [the letter read] + + Don't you want to come over to London for the season? You never + make any money at home from June to October, and if by chance + you have a penny in the bank (I don't know why I say "if" when + none of us ever had such a thing!) I think I can put enough in + your way to pay part of your expenses. I am really beginning to + get on!--three engagements in the provincial towns all arranged. + My accompanist plays lots better than you do, but I don't sing + half so well with him as I used to with you. You somehow infuse + the spirit into me that I lack. I incline to be lumpy and heavy. + They may not notice it in the provinces, for I dare say they are + lumpy and heavy there, too. However, though I shall have to have + somebody well known over here for concerts of any great + pretensions, I could work you into smaller ones, and coach with + you, too, since I must have somebody. And you are so + good-looking, Tommy dear, and have such a winning profile! I am + plainer than ever, but no plainer than Madame Titiens, so the + papers say. I never saw or heard her, of course, but the critics + say I have the same large, "massive" style of voice and person. + My present accompanist would take first prize for ugliness in + any competition; he is more like a syndicate of plainness than + one single exemplification of it! I must have a noble nature to + think more of my audiences than of myself, but I should like to + give them something to please their eyes--I flatter myself I can + take care of their ears! + + Oh, do come, Tommy! Say you will! + + HELENA. + +Tommy pirouetted about the room like an intoxicated bird, waving the +letter, and trilling and running joyful chromatic scales, for the most +part badly done. + +"Will I go to London?" she warbled in a sort of improvised recitative. +"Will I take two or two and a half lessons of Georg Henschel? Will I +grace platforms in the English provinces? Will I take my two hundred +dollars out of the bank and risk it royally? Perhaps the bystanders +will glance in at my windows and observe me giving the landlady +notice, and packing my trunk, both of which delightful tasks I shall +be engaged in before the hour strikes." + + +III + + +Fergus Appleton thought he saw "the singing girl" of his voyage from +New York one May day in Wells, where he went to study the cathedral. +He noticed a hansom with a pink-clad figure in the opening, looking +like a rosebud of a new and odd sort on wheels. At least, it looked +like a rosebud at the moment the doors rolled back like the leaves of +a calyx, and the flower issued, triumphant and beautiful. She was +greeted by a tall, stout young lady, who climbed into the hansom, and +the two settled themselves quickly and drove off. + +Appleton's hansom followed on its own course, which chanced to be in +the same direction, and he saw the slim and the stout disappear up a +hilly street, at the top of which was a famous old house. He walked +that way in the afternoon, having nothing better to do, but could +observe no dwelling at which the two ladies might be staying. There +was a pretty cottage with a long, graveled pathway leading to it, and +a little sign on the locked gate reading: "Spring Cleaning. Please do +not knock or ring." Farther along was a more pretentious house, so +attractive that he was sorry he had never noticed it before, for the +sign "Apartments to Let" was in one of the front windows. He heard a +piano in the rear somewhere, but on reaching the front door another +sign confronted him: "The parlor maid is slightly deaf. If doorbell is +not answered at once, please step inside and ring the dinner bell on +the hall table." + +This somehow required more courage than Appleton possessed, though he +determined to look at the rooms on his next visit, so he stole down +the path and went about his business, wondering why in the world he +had done such a besotted thing as to take a walk among the furnished +lodgings of the cathedral town of Wells. + +The summer waxed. He had nearly finished his book, and feeling the +need of some peaceful retreat where he could do the last chapters and +work up his sketches, he took the advice of an English friend and went +down to Devonshire, intending to go from place to place until he found +a hotel and surroundings to his mind. + +The very first one pleased his exacting taste, and he felt that the +Bexley Sands Inn would be the very spot in which to write; comfortable +within, a trifle too large, perhaps, and at week-ends too full of +people, but clean, well-kept, and sunny. + +It was a Friday evening, and the number of guests who arrived on the +last train from Torquay was rather disturbing. The dining-room service +was not interfered with, but Appleton made up his mind to smoke his +pipe in his own sitting-room and go down to the lounge later to read +the papers, when the crowd might have dispersed. At nine o'clock, +accordingly, he descended, and was preparing to settle himself with +the last "Spectator" when the young lady in the office observed: +"There's a very good concert going on in the drawing-room, sir, if you +enjoy music. No admittance, you know; just a plate at the door as you +leave--quite optional." + +Appleton bowed his thanks, filled his pipe, and taking up his +newspaper with a sensation of comfortable idleness, was beginning an +article on the situation in the Balkans, when a voice floated out from +the distant drawing-room, down the long corridor, through the +writing-room into the lounge. It was not a little voice nor a big +voice, it seemed to have no extraordinarily high notes and no low +ones, it did not arrest attention by the agility of its use; but it +was as fresh and young as a bird's and sweeter than honey in the comb. +It began by caroling "My Love's an Arbutus," went on to "The Little +Red Lark" and "The Low-Backed Car," so that Appleton, his head thrown +back in the easy-chair, the smoke wreaths from his pipe circling in +the air, the Balkans forgotten, decided that the singer was Irish. + +"A pretty voice, sir," remarked the goddess of the hotel office. "I'm +sorry so many of our guests are playing bowls this evening, and +there's a bridge party of three tables in our first-floor private +sitting-room, or the young lady would have had an audience. She seems +a nice little thing, quite a stranger, with no experience." + +If the singer had even a small group of hearers, they were apparently +delighted with "The Low-Backed Car," for with only a second's pause +she gave "The Minstrel Boy." A certain individual quality of tone and +spirit managed to bridge the distance between the drawing-room and +lounge; or perhaps it was the piano accompaniment, so beautifully +played that one could almost imagine it a harp; or was it that the +words were so familiar to Appleton that every syllable was understood, +so that the passion and fire of the old song suffered no loss? + + "The minstrel fell, but the foeman's chain + Could not bring that proud soul under! + The harp he loved ne'er spoke again, + For he tore its chords asunder." + +"It's a pity her programme is so old-fashioned," said the young lady +of the office, passing his chair to give an order to the page. "It's +true only the elderly people went in, but our week-enders are very +up-to-date in everything. There's a lot of Londoners here, and those +from Torquay are frightfully musical. If they don't get Debewssy, it +seems they think nothing of the programme." + +"Well, I confess that Debussy seems a trifle alien to this time and +place," said Appleton, "and these old ballads suit my taste much +better. I think I'll take a nearer view." + +He shoved his pipe into its case and strolled down the corridor, +pausing behind the heavy velvet portières that shut off the +drawing-room. There was no buzz of conversation going on, because +there was not a sufficient number of persons to buzz. A very quiet, +stodgy audience it was, with no friendly grouping; just a few old +gentlemen here and a few old ladies there, sometimes with their +prematurely aged and chastened paid companions by their sides. There +were some girls of fifteen or sixteen, too, scattered about, a few of +them accompanied by prim governesses. + +Appleton heard the entrance of some one from the anteroom beyond the +grand piano, then a few chords, struck by hands that loved the ivory +keys and evoked a reciprocal tenderness every time they touched them; +then: + + "Near Woodstock Town in Oxfordshire + As I walked forth to take the air, + To view the fields and meadows round, + Methought I heard a mournful sound." + +So the chronicle ran on until the crisis came: + + "The lady round the meadow ran, + And gathered flowers as they sprang. + Of every sort she there did pull + Until she got her apron full." + +The history of the distracted lady's unhappy passion persevered: + + "The green ground served her as a bed, + The flowers a pillow for her head. + She laid her down and nothing spoke. + Alas! for love her heart was broke." + +Appleton was at first too enchanted with the mischievous yet +sympathetic rendition of this tragedy to do anything but listen. The +voice, the speech, were so full of color and personality he forgot for +the moment that there would be a face behind them; but there was an +irresistible something in the line, "Until she got her apron full," +that forced him to peep behind the curtain just in time to catch the +singer's smile. + +As this is not a story of plot, suspense, or mystery, there is no +earthly use in denying that the lady in question was Miss Thomasina +Tucker, nor any sense in affirming that her appearance in Fergus +Appleton's hotel was in the nature of a dramatic coincidence, since +Americans crossing the Atlantic on the same steamer are continually +meeting in the British Isles and on the Continent. + +Appleton was pleased to see the girl again because he had always liked +her face, and he was delighted to find that her voice not only +harmonized with it, but increased its charm a hundredfold. Miss Tommy +had several rather uncommon qualities in her equipment. One was that +when she sang a high note she did it without exposing any of the +avenues which led to her singing apparatus. She achieved her effects +without pain to herself or to the observer, just flinging them off as +gayly and irresponsibly as a bird on a bough, without showing any +_modus operandi_. She had tenderness also, and fire, and a sense of +humor which, while she never essayed a "comic" song, served her in +good stead in certain old ballads with an irresistibly quaint twist in +them. She made it perfectly clear that she was sorry for the poor lady +who was running around the meadow preparing her flowery bier, but the +conviction crept over you that she was secretly amused at the same +time. Appleton heard the smile in her voice before he pulled aside the +curtain and saw its counterpart on her face; heard and responded, for +when Tommy tossed a smile at you, you caught it gratefully and tossed +it back in the hope of getting a second and a third. + +Another arrow in Tommy's modest quiver was the establishment of an +instantaneous intimacy between herself and her audience. The singing +of her songs was precisely like the narration of so many stories, told +so simply and directly that the most hardened critic would have his +sting removed without being aware of it. He would know that Tommy +hadn't a remarkable voice, but he would forget to mention it because +space was limited. Sometimes he would say that she was an interpreter +rather than a singer, and Tommy, for her part, was glad to be called +anything, and grateful when she wasn't brutally arraigned for the +microscopic size of her talent. + +It was Tommy's captivating friendliness and the quality of her smile +that "did" for the shyest and stiffest of men, for by the time she had +finished her programme the thunderbolt, the classic, the eternal +thunderbolt, had fallen, and Fergus Appleton was in love. Tommy began +her unconscious depredations with "Near Woodstock Town" and "Phillida +Flouts Me," added fuel to the flames with "My Heart's in the +Highlands" and "Charlie Is My Darling," and reduced his heart to ashes +with "Allan Water" and "Has Sorrow Thy Young Days Shaded?" The smile +began it, but it was tears that worked the final miracle, though +moisture very rarely has this effect on fires of any sort. + +Tommy was tired and a bit disheartened; Appleton, the only responsive +person in the audience, was seated in a far corner of the room, +completely hidden behind a lady of formidable width and thickness, so +the singer could not be expected to feel the tidal waves of +appreciation he was sending toward her, although they ran so high at +one moment that he could have risen to his feet and begged her to +elope with him. The rest of her hearers sat heavily, stodgily in their +seats without moving a muscle, mental, emotional, or physical. They +had no private sitting-rooms, and they might as well be where they +were as anywhere else; that was the idea they conveyed in every +feature of their expressionless faces. An old gentleman in the front +row left the room during the last song on the programme, and Appleton +was beset by, and resisted, a vulgar temptation to put out his foot +and trip him up in the doorway. When Tommy sang: + + "Has hope, like the bird in the story, + That flitted from tree to tree + With the talisman's glitt'ring glory, + Has hope been that bird to thee? + On branch after branch alighting, + The gem did she still display, + And when nearest and most inviting, + Then waft the fair gem away." + +"Yes, yes, a thousand times yes," answered Fergus Appleton's heart, +for the first time in his life conscious of loneliness, lack of +purpose, lack of anchorage, lack of responsibilities, lack of +everything he had never wanted before, but wanted desperately all at +once, and quite independent of logic. + +He slipped out of the door and let the scattered units in the audience +assemble, pass him, and drift down the corridor toward the office and +lounge. To his astonishment and anger they dropped shillings on the +plate, and the young people sixpences and, great Heavens! even +pennies; one half-crown, the tacit apology of the old gentleman who +had left early, was the only respectable offering. Appleton took out a +sovereign, and then was afraid to put it in the collection for fear of +exciting the singer's curiosity, so he rummaged his pockets for +half-crowns and two-shilling pieces. Finding only two or three, he +changed his mind and put back the gold-piece just in time to avoid the +eye of the page, who came to take the offering back to Miss Tucker. +Appleton twisted his mustache nervously, and walked slowly toward the +anteroom with no definite idea in mind, save perhaps that she might +issue from her retreat and recognize him as she passed. (As a matter +of fact she had never once noticed him on the steamer, but the poor +wretch was unconscious of that misfortune!) The page came out, putting +something in his pocket, and left the door half open behind him. +Appleton wheeled swiftly, feeling like a spy, but not until he had +seen Miss Thomasina Tucker take a large copper coin from the plate, +fling it across the room, bury the plate of silver upside down in a +sofa cushion, and precipitate herself upon it with a little quivering +wail of shame, or disappointment, or rage, he could hardly determine +which. + +Appleton followed the unfeeling, unmusical, penurious old ladies and +gentlemen back into the lounge, glaring at them as belligerently and +offensively as a gentleman could and maintain his self-respect. Then +he went into the waiting-room and embarked upon a positive orgy of +letter-writing. Looking up from the last of his pile a half-hour +later, he observed the young lady who was unconsciously preventing a +proper flow of epistolary inspiration on his part, seated at a desk in +the opposite corner. A pen was in her right hand, and in her left she +held a tiny embroidered handkerchief, rather creased. Sometimes she +bit the corner of it, sometimes she leaned her cheek upon it, +sometimes she tapped the blotting-pad with the pen-handle, very much +as if she had no particular interest in what she was doing, or else +she was very doubtful about the wisdom of it. + +Presently she took some pennies from a small purse, and rising, took +her letters with her with the evident intention of posting them. +Appleton rose too, lifting his pile of correspondence, and followed +close at her heels. She went to the office, laid down threepence, with +her letters, turned, saw Fergus Appleton with the physical eye, but +looked directly through him as if he were a man of glass and poor +quality of glass at that, and sauntered upstairs as if she were +greatly bored with life. + +However, the top letter of her three was addressed very plainly to the +"Bishop of Bath and Wells," and Fergus Appleton had known the bishop, +and the bishop's wife, for several years. Accordingly, the post-bag +that night held two letters addressed to the Bishop's Palace, and +there was every prospect of an immediate answer to one of them. + + +IV + + +As for the country roundabout the Bexley Sands Inn, it is one of the +loveliest in Devonshire. It does not waste a moment, but, realizing +the brevity of week-end visits and the anxiety of tourists to see the +greatest amount of scenery in the shortest space, it begins its duty +at the very door of the inn and goes straight on from one stretch of +loveliness to another. + +If you have been there, you remember that if you turn to the right and +go over the stone bridge that crosses the sleepy river, you are in the +very heart of beauty. You pick your way daintily along the edge of the +road, for it is carpeted so thickly with sea-pinks and yellow and +crimson crow's-foot that you scarcely know where to step. Sea-poppies +there are, too, groves of them, growing in the sandy stretches that +lie close to and border the wide, shingly beach. In summer the long, +low, narrow stone bridge crosses no water, but just here is an acre or +two of tall green rushes. You walk down the bank a few steps and sit +under the shadow of a wall. The green garden of rushes stretches in +front of you, with a still, shallow pool between you and it, a pool +floating with blossoming water-weeds. On the edge of the rushes grow +tall yellow irises in great profusion; the cuckoo's note sounds in the +distance; the sun, the warmth, the intoxication of color, make you +drowsy, and you lean back among the green things, close your eyes, and +then begin listening to the wonderful music of the rushes. A million +million reeds stirred by the breeze bend to and fro, making a faint +silken sound like that of a summer wave lapping the shore, but far +more ethereal. + +Thomasina Tucker went down the road, laden with books, soon after +breakfast Monday morning. Appleton waited until after the post came +in, and having received much-desired letters and observed with joy the +week-enders setting forth, hither and thither on their return +journeys, followed what he supposed to be Miss Tucker's route; at +least, it was her route on Saturday and Sunday, and he could not +suppose her to harbor caprice or any other feminine weakness. + +Yes, there she was, in the very loveliest nook, the stone wall at her +back, and in front nice sandy levels for books and papers and +writing-pad. + +"Miss Tucker, may I invade your solitude for a moment? Our mutual +friend, the Bishop of Bath and Wells, has written asking me to look +you up as a fellow countryman and see if I can be of any service to +you so far away from home." + +Tommy looked up, observed a good-looking American holding a letter in +one hand and lifting a hat with the other, and bade him welcome. + +"How kind of the bishop! But he is always doing kind things; his wife, +too. I have seen much of them since I came to England." + +"My name is Appleton, Fergus Appleton, at your service." + +"Won't you take a stone, or make yourself a hollow in the sand?" asked +Tommy hospitably. "I came out here to read and study, and get rid of +the week-enders. Isn't Bexley Sands a lovely spot, and do you ever get +tired of the bacon and the kippered herring, and the fruit tarts with +Devonshire cream?" + +"I can't bear to begin an acquaintance with a lady by differing on +such vital points, but I do get tired of these Bexley delicacies." + +"Perhaps you have been here too long--or have you just come this +morning?" + +Appleton swallowed his disappointment and hurt vanity, and remarked: +"No, I came on Friday." (He laid some emphasis on Friday.) + +"The evening train is so incorrigibly slow! I only reached the hotel +at ten o'clock when I arrived on Thursday night." Miss Tucker shot a +rapid glance at the young man as she made this remark. + +"I came by the morning express and arrived here at three on Friday," +said Appleton. + +Miss Tucker, with a slight display of perhaps legitimate temper, +turned suddenly upon him. "There! I have been trying for two minutes +to find out when you came, and now I know you were at my beastly +concert on Friday evening!" + +"I certainly was, and very grateful I am, too." + +"I suppose all through my life people will be turning up who were in +that room!" said Miss Tucker ungraciously. "I must tell somebody what +I feel about that concert! I should prefer some one who wasn't a +stranger, but you are a great deal better than nobody. Do you mind?" + +Appleton laughed like a boy, and flung his hat a little distance into +a patch of sea-pinks. + +"Not a bit. Use me, or abuse me, as you like, so long as you don't +send me away, for this was my favorite spot before you chose it for +yours." + +"I live in New York, and I came abroad early in the summer," began +Tommy. + +"I know that already!" interrupted Appleton. + +"Oh, I suppose the bishop told you." + +"No, I came with you; that is, I was your fellow passenger." + +"Did you? Why, I never saw you on the boat." + +"My charms are not so dazzling that I expect them to be noted and +remembered," laughed Appleton. + +"It is true I was very tired, and excited, and full of anxieties," +said Tommy meekly. + +"Don't apologize! If you tried for an hour, you couldn't guess just +why I noticed and remembered _you_!" + +"I conclude then it was not for _my_ dazzling charms," Tommy answered +saucily. + +"It was because you wore the only flower I ever notice, one that is +associated with my earliest childhood. I never knew a woman to wear a +bunch of mignonette before." + +"Some one sent it to me, I remember, and it had some hideous scarlet +pinks in the middle. I put the pinks in my room and pinned on the +mignonette because it matched my dress. I am very fond of green." + +"My mother loved mignonette. We always had beds of it in our garden +and pots of it growing in the house in winter. I can smell it whenever +I close my eyes." + +Tommy glanced at him. She felt something in his voice that she liked, +something that attracted her and wakened an instantaneous response. + +"But go on," he said. "I only know as yet that you sailed from New +York in the early summer, as I did." + +"Well, I went to London to join a great friend, a singer, Helena +Markham. Have you heard of her?" + +"No; is she an American?" + +"Yes, a Western girl, from Montana, with oh! such a magnificent voice +and such a big talent!" (The outward sweep of Tommy's hands took in +the universe.) "We've had some heavenly weeks together. I play +accompaniments, and--" + +"I know you do!" + +"I forgot for the moment how much too much you know! I went with her +to Birmingham, and Manchester, and Leeds, and Liverpool. I wasn't +really grand enough for her, but the audiences didn't notice me, +Helena was so superb. In between I took some lessons of Henschel. He +told me I hadn't much voice, but very nice brains. I am always called +'intelligent,' and no one can imagine how I hate the word!" + +"It is offensive, but not so bad as some others. I, for example, have +been called a 'conscientious writer'!" + +"Oh, are you a writer?" + +"Of a sort, yes. But, as you were saying--" + +"As I was saying, everything was going so beautifully until ten days +ago, when Helena's people cabled her to come home. Her mother is +seriously ill and cannot live more than a few months. She went at +once, but I couldn't go with her--not very well, in midsummer--and so +here I am, all alone, high and dry." + +She leaned her chin in the cup of her hand and, looking +absent-mindedly at the shimmering rushes, fell into a spell of silence +that took no account of Appleton. + +To tell the truth, he didn't mind looking at her unobserved for a +moment or two. He had almost complete control of his senses, and he +didn't believe she could be as pretty as he thought she was. There was +no reason to think that she was better to look at than an out-and-out +beauty. Her nose wasn't Greek. It was just a trifle faulty, but it was +piquant and full of mischief. There was nothing to be said against her +mouth or her eyelashes, which were beyond criticism, and he +particularly liked the way her dark-brown hair grew round her temples +and her ears--but the quality in her face that appealed most to +Appleton was a soft and touching youthfulness. + +Suddenly she remembered herself, and began again: + +"Miss Markham and I had twice gone to large seaside hotels with great +success, but, of course, she had a manager and a reputation. I thought +I would try the same thing alone in some very quiet retreat, and see +if it would do. Oh! wasn't it funny!" (Here she broke into a perfectly +childlike fit of laughter.) "It was such a well-behaved, solemn little +audience, that never gave me an inkling of its liking or its +loathing." + +"Oh, yes, it did!" remonstrated Appleton. "They loved your Scotch +songs." + +"Silently!" cried Tommy. "I had dozens and dozens of other things +upstairs to sing to them, but I thought I was suiting my programme to +the place and the people. I looked at them during luncheon and made my +selections." + +"You are flattering the week-enders." + +"I believe you are musical," she ventured, looking up at him as she +played with a tuft of sea-pinks. + +"I am passionately fond of singing, so I seldom go to concerts," he +answered, somewhat enigmatically. "Your programme was an enchanting +one to me." + +"It was good of its kind, if the audience would have helped me,"--and +Tommy's lip trembled a little; "but perhaps I could have borne that, +if it hadn't been for the--plate." + +"Not a pleasant custom, and a new one to me," said Appleton. + +"And to me!" (Here she made a little grimace of disgust.) "I knew +beforehand I had to face the plate--but the contents! Where did you +sit?" + +"I was forced to stay a trifle in the background, I entered so late. +It was your 'Minstrel Boy' that dragged me out of my armchair in the +lounge." + +"Then perhaps you saw the plate? I know by your face that you did! You +saw the sixpences, which I shall never forget, and the pennies, which +I will never forgive! I thirst for the blood of those who put in +pennies!" + +"They would all have been sitting in boiling oil since Friday if I had +had my way," responded Appleton. + +Tommy laughed delightedly. "I know now who put in the sovereign! I +knew every face in that audience--that wasn't difficult in so small a +one--and I tried and tried to fix the sovereign on any one of them, +and couldn't. At last I determined that it was the old gentleman who +went out in the middle of 'Allan Water,' feeling that he would rather +pay anything than stay any longer. Confess! it _was_ you!" + +Appleton felt very sheepish as he met Tommy's dancing eyes and +heightened color. + +"I couldn't bear to let you see those pennies," he stammered, "but I +couldn't get them out before the page came to take the plate." + +"Perhaps you were 'pound foolish,' and the others were 'penny wise,' +but it was awfully nice of you. If I can pay my bill here without +spending that sovereign, I believe I'll keep it for a lucky piece. I +shall be very rich by Saturday night, anyway." + +"A legacy due?" + +"Goodness, no! I haven't a relation in the world except one, who +disapproves of me; not so much as I disapprove of him, however. No, +Albert Spalding and Donald Tovey have engaged me for a concert in +Torquay." + +"I have some business in Torquay which will keep me there for a few +days on my way back to Wells," said Appleton nonchalantly. (The +bishop's letter had been a pure and undefiled source of information on +all points.) + +"Why, how funny! I hope you'll be there on Saturday. There'll be no +plate! Tickets two and six to seven and six, but you shall be my +guest, my sovereign guest. I am going to Wells myself to stay +till--till I make up my mind about a few things." + +"America next?" inquired Appleton, keeping his voice as colorless as +possible. + +"I don't know. Helena made me resign my church position in Brooklyn, +and for the moment my 'career' is undecided." + +She laughed, but her eyes denied the mirth that her lips affirmed, and +Appleton had such a sudden, illogical desire to meddle with her +career, to help or hinder it, to have a hand in it at any rate, that +he could hardly hold his tongue. + +"The Torquay concert will be charming, I hope. You know what +Spalding's violin-playing is, and Donald Tovey is a young genius at +piano-playing and composing. He is going to accompany me in some of +his own songs, and he wants me to sing a group of American +ones--Macdowell, Chadwick, Nevin, Mrs. Beach, and Margaret Lang." + +"I hope you'll accompany yourself in some of your own ballads!" + +"No, the occasion is too grand; unless they should happen to like me +very much. Then I could play for myself, and sing 'Allan Water,' or +'Believe Me,' or 'Early One Morning,' or 'Barbara Allen.'" + +(Appleton wondered if a claque of sizable, trustworthy boys could be +secured in Torquay, and under his intelligent and inspired leadership +carry Miss Thomasina Tucker like a cork on the wave of success.) + +"Wouldn't it be lunch-time?" asked Miss Tucker, after a slight pause. + +"It is always time for something when I'm particularly enjoying +myself," grumbled Appleton, looking at his watch. "It's not quite one +o'clock. Must we go in?" + +"Oh, yes; we've ten minutes' walk,"--and Tommy scrambled up and began +to brush sand from her skirts. + +"Couldn't I sit at your table--under the chaperonage of the Bishop of +Bath and Wells?" And Appleton got on his feet and collected Tommy's +books. + +The girl's laugh was full-hearted this time. "Certainly not," she +said. "What does Bexley Sands know of the bishop and his interest in +us? But if you can find the drawing-room utterly deserted at any time, +I'll sing for you." + +"How about a tea-basket and a walk to Gray Rocks at four o'clock?" +asked Appleton as they strolled toward the hotel. + +"Charming! And I love singing out of doors without accompaniment. I'm +determined to earn that sovereign in course of time! Are you from New +England?" + +"Yes; and you?" + +"Oh, I'm from New York. I was born in a row of brown-stone fronts, in +a numbered street, twenty-five or thirty houses to a block, all +exactly alike. I wonder how I've outlived my start. And you?" + +"In the country, bless it,--in the eastern part of Massachusetts. We +had a garden and my mother and I lived in it during all the months of +my life that matter. That's where the mignonette grew." + +"'And He planted a garden eastward in Eden,'" quoted Tommy, half to +herself. + +"It's the only Eden I ever knew! Do you like it over here, Miss +Tucker, or are you homesick now that your friend is in America?" + +"Oh, I'm never homesick; for the reason that I have never had any home +since I was ten years old, when I was left an orphan. I haven't any +deep roots in New York; it's like the ocean, too big to love. I +respect and admire the ocean, but I love a little river. You know the +made-over aphorism: 'The home is where the hat is'? For 'hat' read +'trunk,' and you have my case, precisely." + +"That's because you are absurdly, riotously young! It won't suit you +forever." + +"Does anything suit one forever?" asked Tommy frivolously, not +cynically, but making Appleton a trifle uncomfortable nevertheless. +"Anything except singing, I mean? Perhaps you feel the same way about +writing? You haven't told me anything about your work, and I've +confided my past history, present prospects, and future aspirations to +you!" + +"There's not so much to say. It is good work, and it is growing +better. I studied architecture at the Beaux-Arts. I do art-criticism, +and I write about buildings chiefly. That would seem rather dull to a +warbler like you." + +"Not a bit. Doesn't somebody say that architecture is frozen music?" + +"I don't get as immediate response to my work as you do to yours." + +"No, but you never had sixpences and pennies put into your plate! Now +give me my books, please. I'll go in at the upper gate alone, and run +upstairs to my room. You enter by the lower one and go through the +lounge, where the guests chiefly congregate waiting for the opening of +the dining-room. Au revoir!" + +When Tommy opened her bedroom door she elevated her pretty, +impertinent little nose and sniffed the air. It was laden with a +delicate perfume that came from a huge bunch of mignonette on the +table. It was long-stemmed, fresh, and moist, loosely bound together, +and every one of its tiny brown blossoms was sending out fragrance +into the room. It did not need Fergus Appleton's card to identify the +giver, but there it was. + +"What a nice, kind, understanding person he is! And how cheerful it +makes life to have somebody from your own country taking an interest +in you, and liking your singing, and hating those beastly pennies!" +And Tommy, quickly merging artist in woman, slipped on a coatee of +dull-green crêpe over her old black taffeta, and taking down her hat +with the garland of mignonette from the shelf in her closet, tucked +some of the green sprays in her belt, and went down to luncheon. She +didn't know where Fergus Appleton's table was, but she would make her +seat face his. Then she could smile thanks at him over the +mulligatawny soup, or the filet of sole, or the boiled mutton, or the +apple tart. Even the Bishop of Bath and Wells couldn't object to +that! + + +V + + +Their friendship grew perceptibly during the next two days, though +constantly under the espionage of the permanent guests of the Bexley +Sands Inn, but on Wednesday night Miss Tucker left for Torquay, +according to schedule. Fergus Appleton remained behind, partly to make +up arrears in his literary work, and partly as a sop to decency and +common sense. He did not deem it either proper or dignified to escort +the young lady on her journey (particularly as he had not been asked +to do so), so he pined in solitary confinement at Bexley until +Saturday morning, when he followed her to the scene of her labors. + +After due reflection he gave up the idea of the claque, and rested +Tommy's case on the knees of the gods, where it transpired that it was +much safer, for Torquay liked Tommy, and the concert went off with +enormous éclat. From the moment that Miss Thomasina Tucker appeared on +the platform the audience looked pleased. She wore a quaint dress of +white flounced chiffon, with a girdle of green, and a broad white hat +with her old mignonette garland made into two little nosegays perched +on either side of the transparent brim. She could not wear the +mignonette that Appleton had sent to her dressing-room, because she +would have been obscured by the size of the offering, but she carried +as much of it as her strength permitted, and laid the fragrant bouquet +on the piano as she passed it. (A poem had come with it, but Tommy did +not dare read it until the ordeal was over, for no one had ever +written her a poem before. It had three long verses, and was signed +"F.A."--that was all she had time to note.) + +A long-haired gentleman sitting beside Appleton remarked to his +neighbor: "The girl looks like a flower; it's a pity she has such a +heathenish name! Why didn't they call her Hope, or Flora, or Egeria, +or Cecilia?" + +When the audience found that Miss Tucker's singing did not belie her +charming appearance, they cast discretion to the winds and loved her. +Appleton himself marveled at the beauty of her performance as it +budded and bloomed under the inspiration of her fellow artists and the +favor of the audience, and the more he admired the more depressed he +became. + +"She may be on the threshold of a modest 'career,' of a sort, after +all," he thought, "and she will never give it up for me. Would she be +willing to combine me with the career, and how would it work? I +shouldn't be churl enough to mind her singing now and then, but it +seems to me I couldn't stand 'tours.' Besides, hers is such a +childlike, winsome, fragrant little gift it ought not to be exploited +like a great, booming talent!" + +The audience went wild over Donald Tovey's songs. He played, and Tommy +sang them from memory, and it seemed as if they had been written then +and there, struck off at white heat; as if the composer happened to be +at the piano, and the singer chanced with his help to be interpreting +those particular verses for that particular moment. + +His setting of "Jock o'Hazeldean" proved irresistible: + + "They sought her baith by bower an ha'; + The ladie was not seen." + +And then with a swirl and a torrent of sound, a clangor of sword and a +clatter of hoofs: + + "She's o'er the Border and awa' + Wi' Jock o' Hazeldean." + +Appleton didn't see any valid reason why Tovey should kiss Tommy's +hand in responding to the third recall, but supposed it must be a +composer's privilege, and wished that he were one. + +Then the crowd made its way into the brilliant Torquay sunshine, and +Appleton lingered in the streets until the time came for the tea-party +arranged for the artists at the hotel. + +It was a gay little gathering, assisted by a charming lady of the +town, who always knew the celebrated people who flock there in all +seasons. Spalding and Tovey were the lions, but Miss Thomasina Tucker +did not lack for compliments. Her cheeks glowed and her eyes sparkled +under the white tulle brim of her hat. Her neck looked deliciously +white and young, rising from its transparent chiffons, and her bunch +of mignonette gave a note of delicate distinction. The long-haired +gentleman was present, and turned out to be a local poet. He told Miss +Tucker that she ought never to wear or to carry another flower. "Not, +at all events, till you pass thirty!" he said. "You belong +together--you, your songs, and the mignonette!"--at which she flung a +shy upward glance at Appleton, saying: "It is this American friend who +has really established the connection, though I have always worn green +and white and always loved the flower." + +"You sent me some verses, Mr. Appleton," she said, as the poet moved +away. "I have them safe" (and she touched her bodice), "but I haven't +had a quiet moment to read them." + +"Just a little tribute," Appleton answered carelessly. "Are you +leaving? If so, I'll get your flowers into a cab and drive you on." + +"No. I am going, quite unexpectedly, to Exeter to-night. Let us sit +down in this corner a moment and I'll tell you. Mr. Tovey has asked me +to substitute for a singer who is ill. The performance is on Monday +and I chance to know the cantata. I shall not be paid, but it will be +a fine audience and it may lead to something; after all, it's not out +of my way in going to Wells." + +"Aren't you overtired to travel any more to-night?" + +"No, I am treading air! I have no sense of being in the body at all. +Mrs. Cholmondeley, that dark-haired lady you were talking with a +moment ago, lives in Exeter and will take me to her house. And how +nice that I don't have to say good-bye, for you still mean to go to +Wells?" + +"Oh, yes! I haven't nearly finished with the cathedral--I shall be +there before you. Can I look up lodgings or do anything for you?" + +"Oh, no, thank you. I shall go to the old place where Miss Markham and +I lived before. The bishop and Mrs. Kennion sent us there because +there is a piano, and the old ladies, being deaf, don't mind musical +lodgers. Didn't the concert go off beautifully! Such artists, those +two men; so easy to do one's best in such company." + +"It was a triumph! Doesn't it completely efface the memory of the +plate and the pennies?" + +"Yes," Tommy answered. "I bear no ill-will to any living creature. The +only flaw is my horrid name. Can't you think of another for me? I've +just had an anonymous note. Hear it!" (taking it from her glove): + + DEAR MADAM: + + The name of Thomasina Tucker is one of those bizarre + Americanisms that pain us so frequently in England. I fancy you + must have assumed it for public use, and if so, I beg you will + change it now, before you become too famous. The grotesque name + of Thomasina Tucker belittles your exquisite art. + + Very truly yours, + A WELL WISHER. + +"What do you think of that?" + +Appleton laughed heartily and scanned the note. "It is from some +doddering old woman," he said. "The name given you by your sponsors in +baptism to be condemned as a 'bizarre Americanism'!" + +"I cannot think why the loyalty of my dear mother and father to +Tucker, and to Thomas, should have made them saddle me with such a +handicap! They might have known I was going to sing, for I bawled +incessantly from birth to the age of twelve months. I shall have to +change my name, and you must help me to choose. Au revoir!"--and she +darted away with a handshake and a friendly backward glance from the +door. + +"Can I think of another name for her?" apostrophized Appleton to +himself. "Can feminine unconsciousness and cruelty go farther than +that? Another name for her shrieks from the very housetops, and I +agree with 'Well Wisher' that she ought to take it before she becomes +too famous; before it would be necessary, for instance, to describe +her as Madame Tucker-Appleton!" + + +VI + + +These are the verses: + + TO MISS TOMMY TUCKER + (WITH A BUNCH OF MIGNONETTE) + + A garden and a yellow wedge + Of sunshine slipping through, + And there, beside a bit of hedge, + Forget-me-nots so blue, + Bright four-o'clocks and spicy pinks, + And sweet, old-fashioned roses, + With daffodils and crocuses, + And other fragrant posies, + And in a corner, 'neath the shade + By flowering apple branches made, + Grew mignonette. + + I do not know, I cannot say, + Why, when I hear you sing, + Those by-gone days come back to me, + And in their long train bring + To mind that dear old garden, with + Its hovering honey-bees, + And liquid-throated songsters on + The blossom-laden trees; + Nor why a fragrance, fresh and rare, + Should on a sudden fill the air, + Of mignonette! + + Your mem'ry seems a garden fair + Of old-time flowers of song. + There Annie Laurie lives and loves, + And Mary Morison, + And Black-eyed Susan, Alice Grey, + Phillida, with her frown-- + And Barbara Allen, false and fair, + From famous Scarlet Town. + What marvel such a garland rare + Should breathe sweet odors on the air, + Like mignonette? + F. A. + + +VII + + +There was never such a summer of enchanting weather as that particular +summer in Wells. The whole population of Somersetshire, save those who +had crops requiring rain, were in a heaven of delight from morning +till night. Miss Tommy Tucker was very busy with some girl pupils, and +as accompanist for oratorio practice; but there were blissful hours +when she "studied" the cathedral with Fergus Appleton, watching him +sketch the stately Central Tower, or the Lady Chapel, or the Chain +Gate. There were afternoon walks to Tor Hill, winding up almost daily +with tea at the palace, for the bishop and his wife were miracles of +hospitality to the two Americans. + +Fergus Appleton had declared the state of his mind and heart to Mrs. +Kennion a few days after his arrival, though after his confidence had +been received she said that it was quite unnecessary, as she had +guessed the entire situation the moment she saw them together. + +"If you do, it is more than Miss Tucker does," said Appleton, "for I +can't flatter myself that she suspects in the least what I am about." + +"You haven't said anything yet?" + +"My dear Mrs. Kennion, I've known her less than a fortnight! It's bad +enough for a man to fall in love in that absurd length of time, but I +wouldn't ask a girl to marry me on two weeks' acquaintance. It would +simply be courting refusal." + +"I am glad you feel that way about it, for we have grown greatly +attached to Miss Tucker," said the bishop's wife. "She is so simple +and unaffected, so lovable, and such good company! So alone in the +world, yet so courageous and independent. I hope it will come out all +right for your dear mother's son," she added affectionately, with a +squeeze of her kind hand. "Miss Tucker is dining here to-morrow, and +you must come, too, for she has offered to sing for our friends." + +Everybody agreed that Mrs. Kennion's party for the young American +singer was a delightful and memorable occasion. She gave them song +after song, accompanying herself on the Erard grand piano, at which +she always made such a pretty picture. It drifted into a request +programme, and Tommy, whose memory was inexhaustible, seemed always to +have the wished-for song at the tip of her tongue, were it English, +Scotch, Irish, or Welsh. There was general laughter and surprise when +Madame Eriksson, a Norwegian lady who was among the guests, asked her +for a certain song of Halfdan Kjerulf's. + +"I only know it in its English translation," Tommy said, "and I +haven't sung it for a year, but I think I remember it. Forgive me if I +halt in the words: + + "'I hardly know, my darling, + What mostly took my heart, + Unless perhaps your singing + Has done the greater part. + I've thrilled to many voices, + The passionate, the strong, + But I forgot the singer, + And I forgot the song. + But there's one song, my darling, + That I can ne'er forget. + I listened and I trembled, + And felt my cheek was wet; + It seemed my heart within me + Gave answer clear and low + When first I heard you sing, dear, + Then first I loved you so!'" + +Tommy had sung the song hundreds of times in earlier years, and she +had not the slightest self-consciousness when she began it; but just +as she reached the last four lines her eyes met Fergus Appleton's. He +was seated in a far corner of the room, leaning eagerly forward, with +one arm on the back of a chair in front of him. She was singing the +words to the company, but if ever a man was uttering and confirming +them it was Fergus Appleton at that moment. The blindest woman could +see, the deafest could hear, the avowal. + +Tommy caught her breath quickly, looked away, braced her memory, and +finished, to the keen delight of old Madame Eriksson, who rose and +kissed her on both cheeks. + +Tommy was glad that her part of the evening was over, and to cover her +confusion offered to sing something of her own composing, the Mother +Goose rhyme of "Little Tommy Tucker Sings for His Supper," arranged as +an operatic recitative and aria. The humor of this performance +penetrated even to the remotest fastnesses of the staid cathedral +circle, and the palace party ended in something that positively +resembled merriment, a consummation not always to be reached in +gatherings exclusively clerical in character. + +The bishop's coachman always drove Miss Tucker home, and Appleton +always walked to his lodgings, which were in the opposite direction, +so nothing could be done that night, but he determined that another +sun should not go down before he put his fate to the touch. + +How could he foresee what the morning post would bring and deposit, +like an unwelcome bomb, upon his breakfast tray? + +His London publishers wanted to see him at once, not only on a +multitude of details concerning his forthcoming book, but on a +subject, as they hoped, of great interest and importance to him. + +Thinking it a matter of a day or so, Appleton scribbled notes to Mrs. +Kennion and Miss Tucker, with whom he was to go on an excursion, and +departed forthwith to London. + +Everything happened in London. The American publishers wanted a +different title for the book and four more chapters to lengthen it to +a size selling (at a profit) for two dollars and a half. The English +publishers thought he had dealt rather slightingly with a certain very +interesting period, and he remembered, guiltily, that he had been at +Bexley Sands when he wrote the chapters in question. It would take +three days' labor to fill up these gaps, he calculated, and how +fortunate that Miss Thomasina Tucker was safely entrenched in the +heart of an ecclesiastical stronghold for the next month or two; a +town where he had not, so far as he knew, a single formidable rival. +He wrote her regarding his unexpected engagements, adding with +legitimate pride that one of England's foremost critics had offered to +write a preface for his book; then he settled to his desk and slaved +at his task until it was accomplished, when he departed with a beating +heart for the town and county that held Miss Thomasina Tucker in their +keeping. + +Alighting at the familiar railway station, he took a hansom, intending +to drop his portmanteau at his lodgings and go on to the palace for +news, but as he was driving by the deanery on the north side of +Cathedral Green, he encountered Mrs. Kennion in her victoria. She +signaled him with her hand and spoke to her coachman, who drew up his +horses. Alighting from his hansom, he strode forward to take her +welcoming hand, his face radiating the pleasure of a home-coming +traveler. + +"If you'll let the cabman take your luggage, I'd like to drive you +home myself. I have something to tell you," said Mrs. Kennion, making +room for him by her side. + +"Nothing has happened, I hope?" he asked anxiously. + +"Miss Tucker is leaving for America to-morrow morning." + +"Going away?" Appleton's tone was one of positive dismay. + +"Yes. It is all very sudden and unexpected." + +"Sailing to-morrow?" exclaimed Appleton, taking out his watch. "From +where? How can I get there?" + +"Not sailing to-morrow--leaving Wells to-morrow on an early train and +sailing Saturday from Southampton." + +"Oh, the world is not lost entirely, then!"--and Appleton leaned back +and wiped his forehead. "What has happened? I ought never to have gone +to London." + +"She had a cable yesterday from her Brooklyn church, offering her a +better position in the choir, but saying that they could hold it only +ten days. By post on the same day she received a letter from a New +York friend--" + +"Was it a Carl Bothwick?" + +"No; a Miss Macleod, who said that a much better position was in the +market in a church where Miss Tucker had influential friends. She was +sure that if Miss Tucker returned immediately to sing for the +committee she could secure a thousand-dollar salary. We could do +nothing but advise her to make the effort, you see." + +"Did she seem determined to go?" + +"No; she appeared a little undecided and timid. However, she said +frankly that, though she had earned enough in England to pay her +steamer passage to America, and a month's expenses afterward, she +could not be certain of continuing to do so much through a London +winter. 'If I only had a little more time to think it out,' she kept +saying, 'but I haven't, so I must go!'" + +"Where is she now?" + +"At her lodgings. The bishop is detained in Bath and I am dining with +friends in his stead. I thought you might go and take her to dinner at +the Swan, so that she shouldn't be alone, and then bring her to the +palace afterward--if--if all is well." + +"If I have any luck two churches will be lamenting her loss to-morrow +morning," said Fergus gloomily; "but she wouldn't have consented to go +if she cared anything about me!" + +"Nonsense, my dear boy! You were away. No self-respecting girl would +wire you to come back. She was helpless even if she did care. Here we +are! Shall I send a hansom back in half an hour?" + +"Twenty-five minutes will do it," Appleton answered briskly. "You are +an angel, dear lady!" + +"Keep your blarney! I hope you'll need it all for somebody else +to-night! Good fortune, dear boy!" + + +VIII + + +Appleton flung the contents of his portmanteau into his closet, rid +himself of the dust of travel, made a quick change, and in less than +forty minutes was at the door of Miss Tucker's lodgings. + +She had a little sitting-room on the first floor, and his loud +rat-a-tat brought her to the door instead of the parlor-maid. + +At the unexpected sight of him she turned pale. + +"Why--why, I thought it was the luggage-man. Where did you come from?" +she stammered. + +"From London, an hour ago. I met Mrs. Kennion on my way from the +station." + +"Oh! Then she told you I am going home?" + +"Yes, she told me. How could you go to America without saying +good-bye, Miss Tommy?" + +She flushed and looked perilously near tears. + +"I wrote to you this morning as soon as I had decided," she said. "I +don't like to dart off in this way, you can imagine, but it's a +question of must." + +He did not argue this with her; that was a bridge to be crossed when a +better understanding had been reached; so, as if taking the journey as +an inexorable fact, he said: "Come out and dine with me somewhere, and +let us have a good talk." + +"I'm afraid I can't. I'm eating now on a tray in my sitting-room,"--and +she waved a table napkin she was holding in her hand. "I am rather +tired, and Miss Scattergood gave me some bacon and an egg from the nest." + +"Give the bacon to the cat and put back the egg in the nest," he said +coaxingly. "Mrs. Kennion said: 'Don't let her eat her last dinner +alone. Take her to the Swan.'" + +"Oh, I am only in my traveling-clothes and the Swan is full of +strangers to-night." + +"The Green Dragon, then, near the cathedral. You look dressed for +Buckingham Palace." + +She hesitated a moment, and then melted at the eagerness of his wish. +"Well, then, if you'll wait five minutes." + +"Of course; I'll go along to the corner and whistle a hansom from the +stand. Don't hurry!" + +The mental processes of Miss Thomasina Tucker had been very confused +during the excitement of the last twenty-four hours. + +That she loved Fergus Appleton she was well aware since the arrival of +the cablegram calling her back to America. Up to that time she had +fenced with her love--parried it, pricked it, thrust it off, drawn it +back, telling herself that she had plenty of time to meet the issue if +it came. That Fergus Appleton loved her she was also fairly well +convinced, but that fact did not always mean--everything--she told +herself, with a pitiful little attempt at worldly wisdom. Perhaps he +preferred his liberty to any woman; perhaps he did not want to settle +down; perhaps he was engaged to some one whom he didn't care for now, +but would have to marry; perhaps he hadn't money enough to share with +a wife; perhaps he was a flirt--no, she would not admit that for an +instant. Anyway, she was alone in the world, and the guardian of her +own dignity. If she could have allowed matters to drift along in the +heavenly uncertainty of these last days, there would have been no +problem; but when she was forced to wake from her delicious dream and +fly from everything that held her close and warm, fly during Fergus +Appleton's absence, without his knowledge or consent--that indeed was +heart-breaking. And still her pride showed her but the one course. She +was alone in the world and without means save those earned by her own +exertions. A living income was offered her in America and she must +take it or leave it on the instant. She could not telegraph Fergus +Appleton in London and acquaint him with her plans, as if they +depended on him for solution; she could only write him a warm and +friendly good-bye. If he loved her as much as a man ought who loved at +all, he had time to follow her to Southampton before her ship sailed. +If business kept him from such a hurried journey, he could ask her to +marry him in a sixpenny wire, reply paid. If he neither came nor +wired, but sent a box of mignonette to the steamer with his card and +"Bon voyage" written on it, she would bury something unspeakably dear +and precious that had only just been born--bury it, and plant +mignonette over it. And she could always sing! Thank Heaven for the +gift of song! + +This was Tommy's mood when she was packing her belongings, after +hearing the bishop say that Appleton could not return till noon next +day. It had changed a trifle by the time that Fergus had gone to the +corner to whistle for a hansom. Her gray frieze jacket and skirt were +right enough when she hastily slipped on a better blouse with a deep +embroidered collar, pinned with Helena Markham's parting gift of an +emerald clover-leaf. Her gray straw hat had a becoming band of flat +green leaves, and she had a tinge of color. (Nothing better for roses +in the cheeks than hurrying to be ready for the right man.) Anyway, +such beauty as Tommy had was always there, and when she came to the +door she smote Appleton's eyes as if she were "the first beam from the +springing east." + +Once in the hansom, they talked gayly. They dared not stop, indeed, +for when they kept on whipping the stream they forgot the depth of the +waters underneath. + + * * * * * + +Meantime the Green Dragon, competitor of the Swan, had great need of +their lavish and interesting patronage. + +The Swiss head waiter, who was new to Wells, was a man of waxed +mustaches and sleepless ambitions. The other hotels had most of the +tourists, but he intended to retrieve the fortunes of his employer, +and bring prosperity back to the side streets. He adored his vocation, +and would have shed his heart's blood on the altar of any dining-room +of which he had charge. + +There were nine tables placed about the large room, though not more +than three had been occupied in his tenure of office; but all were +beautifully set with flowers and bright silver and napkins in +complicated foldings. Pasteboard cards with large black numbers from +one to eight stood erect on eight of the tables, and on the ninth an +imposing placard bore the sign: + + ENGAGED + +in letters two inches high, giving the idea that a hungry crowd was +waiting to surge in and take the seats. + +The second man, trained within an inch of his life, had been already +kindled by the enthusiasm of his superior, and shared his vigils. + +This very evening there had been hopes deferred and sickened hearts +over the indifference of the public to a menu fit for a king. Were +there not consommé royale, filet of sole, maître d'hôtel, poulet en +casserole, pommes de terres sautés, haricots verts, and a wonderful +Camembert? A savory could be inserted in an instant, and a sweet +arranged in the twinkling of an eye. + +"A carriage, Walter! Prepare!" + +Both flew silently to the window. + +"Two ladies; ah, they are not alighting! They wish to know if there is +evening service in the cathedral." + +"A gentleman, Walter! In a four-wheeler!" + +"No, he dines not. He has come to request his umbrella of the +porter." + +"A hansom, Walter!" + +"Ah, they alight. She is of an elegance unmistakable. They are young +married ones, and will dine well. Hasten, Walter, and order both sweet +and savory!" + +Fergus and Tommy looked about the cozy room with pleasure as they +entered, receiving the salute of Gustave and the English bow of Walter +as tributes to their deep, unspoken hopes. + +"Where will you sit, Miss Tucker?" asked Appleton, and as he spoke his +quick eye observed the "Engaged" placard, and with lightning dexterity +he steered his guest toward that table. (There _was_ an opening, if +you like!) Not quick enough for Tommy, though, for she had seen it and +dropped into a seat several feet away, declaring its position was +perfect. Gustave put menus before his distinguished clients with a +flourish, and indicated the wine card as conspicuously as was +consistent with good form. Then he paused and made mental notes of the +situation. + +"Ah, very good, very good," murmured Appleton. "You might move the +flowers, please; they rather hide--the view; and bring the soup, +please." + +"Very young married ones!" thought Gustave, summoning his slave and +retiring to a point where he could watch the wine card. Walter brought +the consommé, and then busied himself at the other tables. They would +never be occupied, but it was just as well to pretend, so he set +hideous colored wine-glasses, red, green, and amber, at the various +places, and polished them ostentatiously with a clean napkin in the +hope that the gentleman would experience a desire for liquid +refreshment. + +"This is very jolly, and very unexpected," said Appleton. + +"It is, indeed." + +"I hope you don't miss the nest-egg." + +"You mustn't call it a nest-egg! That's a stale thing, or a china one +that they leave in, I don't know why--for an example, or a pattern, or +a suggestion," said Tommy, laughing. "An egg from the nest is Miss +Scattergood's phrase, and it means a new-laid one." + +"Oh, I see!--well, do you regret it?" + +"Certainly not, with this sumptuous repast just beginning!" + +"You always give me an appetite," exclaimed Appleton. + +"It's a humble function, but not one to be despised," Tommy answered +mischievously, fencing, fencing every minute, with her heart beating +against her ribs like a sledge-hammer. + +Walter brought the fish and solicitously freed the wine card that had +somehow crept under a cover of knives and forks. + +"I beg ten thousand pardons. What will you drink, Miss Tucker? We must +have a drop of something to cheer us at a farewell dinner. Here is a +vintage champagne, a good honest wine that will hearten us up and +leave no headache in its train." + +"I couldn't to-night, Mr. Appleton; I really couldn't." + +"Then I refuse to be exhilarated alone," said Fergus gallantly; "and +you always have the effect of champagne on me anyway. I decline to say +good-bye. I can't even believe it is 'au revoir' between us. We had +such delightful days ahead, and so many plans." + +"Yes; it isn't nice to make up your mind so suddenly that it turns +everything topsy-turvy," sighed Tommy--"I won't have any meat, thank +you." + +Walter looked distinctly grieved. "I can recommend the +pulley-ong-cazzerole, miss, and there's potatoes sortey with it." + +Tommy's appetite kindled at the sound of his accent, and she relented. +"Yes, I'll have a small portion, please, after all." + +"When friends are together the world seems very small, and when they +are separated it becomes a space too vast for human comprehension--I +think I've heard that before, but it's true," said Appleton. + +"Yes," Tommy answered, for lack of anything better to say. + +"It seems as if we had known each other for years." + +"And it is less than three weeks," was Tommy's contribution to the +lagging conversation. + +"The bishop offered me a letter of introduction to you when he wrote +me at the Bexley Sands Inn, you remember, but he added in a postscript +that in case of accident he was not to be held responsible. Rather +cryptic, I thought--at the time." + +"A little Commonburg, sir?" asked Walter. "It is a very fine ripe one, +and we have some fresh water-cress." + +"'Commonburg,' Miss Tucker? No? Then bring the coffee, please." + +A desperate silence fell between them, they who had talked unendingly +for days and evenings! + +When Walter brought the tray with the coffee-pot and the two little +cups, Appleton suddenly pushed his chair back, saying: "Let us take +our coffee over by the window, shall we, and perhaps I may have a +cigarette later? Don't light the gas, waiter--we want to see the hills +and the afterglow." + +There was no avoiding it; Appleton and the waiter conveyed Tommy +helplessly over to a table commanding the view and the sunset, and it +was the one on which the huge "Engaged" placard reared itself +persuasively and suggestively. + +"We shall need nothing more, waiter; you may go; I think this will +cover the bill,"--and scorning the chair opposite Tommy, Appleton +seated himself beside her. + +"You have turned your back to the afterglow," she said, as she reached +forward to move "Engaged" to a position a trifle less obvious. + +"I don't care tuppence about the afterglow," and Appleton covered her +hand with his own. "Make it come true, dear, dear Tommy! Make it come +true!" + +"What?" she asked, between a smile and a tear. + +"The placard, dear, the placard! If you should travel the world over, +you couldn't find a man who loves you as I do." + +"What would be the use in my traveling about to find another man when +I am so satisfied with this one?" whispered Tommy. "Oh, remember! they +may come back at any moment!" + +"I will, I will, if only I may have the comfort of holding your hand +after all my miserable doubts! I never knew what companionship meant +before I met you! I never really cared about life until now." + +"I have always cared about it, but never like this," confessed Tommy. +"You see, I have always been alone, ever since I grew up." + +"And I! How wonderful of Fate to bring us together! And will you let +me cable to the churches that you cannot come home just yet?" + +"You think I'd better not go--so soon?" + +"Without me? Never! You shall go anywhere you like, any time you like, +so long as you take me with you. We'll settle all those things +to-morrow--the blessedest day that ever dawned, that's what to-morrow +will be! Couldn't you marry me to-morrow, Tommy?" + +"Certainly not! At any rate--not in the morning!" said Tommy +mischievously, withdrawing her hand and moving out of the danger +zone. + +"And you must remember that your talent is your own, to use as you +like!" Appleton continued after a well-filled pause. "Your voice is a +unique and precious gift. I'll try not to be selfish with it, or +jealous of it, though if it had half the effect on other men that it +has upon me, the floor would be strewn with broken hearts every time +you sing!"--and he hummed under his breath: + + "I hardly know, my darling, + What mostly took my heart, + Unless perhaps your singing + Has done the greater part." + +"Oh, you dear absurdity!" said Tommy, twinkling and sparkling +enchantingly.--"I wish the waiter wouldn't come in every time I want +to say something especially private!" + +"'Confound his politics, frustrate his knavish tricks,' but we shall +soon be out of his reach, spinning along to the palace." + +"Are we going there? Oh! I shall be afraid to tell the bishop and Mrs. +Kennion!" + +"You needn't be. I told Mrs. Kennion this afternoon that I loved you +to distraction. If the bishop is back from Bath, she'll have passed on +the information by now." + +"I was just going to say, when the waiter came so near, that it isn't +the public I love, it's the singing! Just to sing and sing, that's +what I long to do!" + +"And what you shall do, so help me! You know you wanted me to find a +new name for you? Wasn't I clever to think of Appleton?" + +"Very! And you're kindly freeing me of half of my 'bizarre +Americanism,' as my Torquay correspondent called it. How shall we deal +with Thomasina?" + +"We'll call her Tommy. A darling, kissable little name, Tommy!--No, +I'm not going to do anything!" + +"You don't think it's cowardly of me to marry you?" + +"Cowardly?" + +"Yes, when I haven't actually proved that I can earn my living; at +least, I haven't done it long enough, or well enough, yet." + +"I think it's brave of you to marry me." + +"Brave?" + +"To turn your back on a possible career." + +"It's not the 'careering' that I love; though it will seem very +strange when Tommy Tucker doesn't have to sing for her supper!--Shall +we go? The waiter is coming in again. I believe he thinks we are going +to run off with the spoons!" + +"So we are! At least, when we go, the spoons will go! I know it's a +poor joke, but I am too happy to be brilliant. Call the head waiter, +please,"--this to Walter, who despaired of ever getting rid of his +guests, and was agreeably disappointed that a gentleman who had not +ordered wine should ask for Gustave. + +Appleton took the "Engaged" placard off the table and used it +nonchalantly as a fan in crossing the room. Then as he drew near the +men he slipped two gold pieces into Tommy's hand. + +"May I carry away this placard, waiter?" he asked, as if it were quite +a sane request. "I've taken a fancy to it as a souvenir of a most +delightful and memorable dinner." + +"Assuredly, assuredly!" murmured Gustave. He knew that there was +romance in the air, although he did not perceive the exact point of +Appleton's request. + +"The young lady will reward you for your courtesy. No; I'll help with +her jacket, thank you." + +Tommy, overcome with laughter and confusion and blushes, pressed the +gold pieces into the hands of the astonished waiters, who bowed almost +to the floor. + +"You are always giving me sovereigns, dear Fergus," she whispered with +a laugh and something like a sob, as they drove along in the delicious +nearness provided by the hansom. + +"Never mind," said Fergus. "You will be giving me one when you marry +me!" + + + + +THE TURNING-POINT + + +Not far from the village of Bonny Eagle, on the west bank of the Saco, +stood two little low-roofed farmhouses; the only two that had survived +among others of the same kind that once dotted the green brink of the +river. + +Long years before, in 1795 or thereabouts, there had been a cluster of +log houses on this very spot, known then as the Dalton Right +Settlement, and these in turn had been succeeded at a later date by +the more comfortable frame-roof farmhouses of the period. + +In the old days, before the sound of the axe for the first time +disturbed the stillness of the forest, the otter swam in the shadowy +coves near the shore and the beaver built his huts near by. The red +deer came down to dip his antlers and cool his flanks in the still +shallows. The speckled grouse sat on her nest in the low pine boughs, +while her mate perched on the mossy logs by the riverside unmolested. + +The Sokokis built their bark wigwams here and there on the bank, +paddling their birch canoes over the river's smooth surface, or +threading the foamy torrents farther down its course. + +Here was the wonderful spring that fed, and still feeds, Aunt Judy's +Brook, the most turbulent little stream in the county. Many a moccasin +track has been made in the soft earth around the never-failing +fountain, and many the wooden bucket lowered into its crystal depths +by the Dalton Righters when in their turn they possessed the land. + +The day of the Indian was over now, and the day of the farmer who +succeeded him was over, too. The crash of the loom and the whir of the +spinning-wheel were heard no longer, but Amanda Dalton, +spinster,--descendant of the original Tristram Dalton, to whom the +claim belonged,--sat on alone in her house, and not far away sat Caleb +Kimball, sole living heir of the original Caleb, himself a Dalton +Righter, and contemporary of Tristram Dalton. + +Neither of these personages took any interest in pedigree or +genealogy. They knew that their ancestors had lived and died on the +same acres now possessed by them, but the acres had dwindled sadly, +and the ancestors had seemingly left little for which to be grateful. +Indeed, in Caleb's case they had been a distinct disadvantage, since +the local sense of humor, proverbially strong in York County, had +always preserved a set of Kimball stories among its most cherished +possessions. Some of them might have been forgotten in the century and +a half that had elapsed, if the Caleb of our story had not been the +inheritor of certain family traits famous in their day and +generation. + +Caleb the first had been the "cuss" of his fellow farmers, because in +coming from Scarboro to join the Dalton Righters he had brought +whiteweed with the bundle of hay for his cattle when he was clearing +the land. The soil of this particular region must have been especially +greedy for, and adapted to, this obnoxious grass-killer, for it +flourished as in no other part of the county; flourishes yet, +indeed--though, if one can forget that its presence means poor feed +for cattle where might be a crop of juicy hay, the blossoming fields +of the old Dalton Settlement look, in early June, the loveliest, most +ethereal, in New England. There, a million million feathery daisies +sway and dance in the breeze, lifting their snowy wheels to the blue +June sky. There they grow and thrive, the slender green stalks tossing +their pearly disks among sister groves of buttercups till the eye is +fairly dazzled with the symphony of white and gold. The back-aching +farmers of the original Dalton Settlement had indeed tried to root out +the lovely pests, but little did our Caleb care! If he had ever trod +his ancestral acres either for pleasure or profit he might in time +have "stomped out" the whiteweed, so the neighbors said, for he had +the family foot, the size of an anvil; but he much preferred a +sedentary life, and the whiteweed went on seeding itself from year to +year. + +Caleb was tall, loose-jointed, and black as a thunder-cloud--the +swarthy skin, like the big foot, having been bequeathed to him by the +original Caleb, whose long-legged, shaggy-haired sons had been known +as "Caleb's colts." Tall and black, all of them, the "colts," so black +that the village wits said the Kimball children must have eaten smut +and soot and drunk cinder tea during the years their parents were +clearing the land. Tall and black also were all the Kimball daughters, +so tall it was their boast to be able to look out over the tops of the +window curtains; and proud enough of their height to cry with rage +when any rival Amazon came into the neighborhood. + +Whatever else they were or were not, however, the Kimballs had always +been industrious and frugal. It had remained for the last scion of the +old stock to furnish a byword for slackness. In a village where +stories of outlandish, ungodly, or supernatural laziness were sacredly +preserved from year to year, Caleb Kimball's indolence easily took the +palm. His hay commonly went to seed in the field. His cow yielded her +morning's milk about noon, and her evening "mess" was taken from her +(when she was lucky) by the light of a lantern. He was a bachelor of +forty-five, dwelt alone, had no visitors and made his living, such as +it was, off the farm, with the help of a rack-o'-bones horse. He had +fifty acres of timber-land, and when his easy-going methods of farming +found him without money he simply sold a few trees. + +The house and barn were gradually falling into ruins; the farm +implements stood in the yard all winter, and the sleigh all summer. +The gate flapped on its hinges, the fences were broken down, and the +stone walls were full of gaps. His pipe, and a snarling rough-haired +dog, were his only companions. Hour after hour he sat on the side +steps looking across the sloping meadows that separated his place from +Amanda Dalton's; hour after hour he puffed his pipe and gazed on the +distant hills and the sparkling river; gazed and gazed--whether he saw +anything or thought anything, remembered anything, or even dreamed +anything, nobody could guess, not even Amanda Dalton, who was good at +guessing, having very few other mental recreations to keep her +mother-wit alive. + +Caleb Kimball, as seen on his doorstep from Amanda Dalton's sink +window, was but a speck, to be sure, but he was her nearest neighbor; +if a person whose threshold you never cross, and who never crosses +yours, can be called a neighbor. There were seldom or never meetings +or greetings between the two, yet each unconsciously was very much +alive to the existence of the other. In days or evenings of solitude +one can make neighbors of very curious things. + +The smoke of Amanda's morning fire cried "Shame" to Caleb's when it +issued languidly from his kitchen chimney an hour later. Amanda's +smoke was like herself, and betokened the brisk fire she would be +likely to build; Caleb's showed wet wood, poor draught, a fallen brick +in the chimney. + +Later on in the morning Caleb's dog would sometimes saunter down the +road and have a brief conversation with Amanda's cat. They were +neither friends nor enemies, but merely enlivened a deadly, dull +existence with a few casual remarks on current topics. + +Once Caleb had possessed a flock of hens, but in the course of a few +years they had dwindled to one lonely rooster, who stalked gloomily +through the wilderness of misplaced objects in the Kimball yard, and +wondered why he had been born. + +Amanda pitied him, and flung him a surreptitious handful of corn from +her apron pocket when she met him walking dejectedly in the road +halfway between the two houses. So encouraged he extended his rambles, +and one afternoon Amanda, looking out of her window, saw him stop at +her gate and hold a tête-à-tête with one of her Plymouth Rock hens. +The interview was brief but effective. In a twinkling he had told her +of his miserable life and his abject need of sympathy. + +"There are times," he said, "when, I give you my word, I would rather +be stewed for dinner than lead my present existence! It is weak for me +to trouble you with my difficulties, but you have always understood me +from the first." + +"Say no more," she replied. "I am a woman and pity is akin to love. +The fowls of Amanda Dalton's flock do not need me as you do. Eleven +eggs a day are laid here regularly, and I will go where my egg will be +a daily source of pleasure and profit." + +"The coop is draughty and the corn scarce," confessed the rooster, +doing his best to be noble. + +"I am of the sex created especially to supply companionship," returned +the hen, "therefore I will accompany you, regardless of personal +inconvenience." + +Amanda saw the departure of the eloping couple and pursued them not. + +"Land sakes!" she exclaimed, "if any male thing hereabouts has sprawl +enough to go courtin' I'm willin' to encourage 'em. She'll miss her +clean house and good food, I guess, but I ain't sure. She's +'women-folks' after all, and I shouldn't wonder a mite but she'd take +real comfort in makin' things pleasanter up there for that pindlin', +God-forsaken old rooster! She'll have her hands full, but there, I +know what 'tis to get along with empty ones!" + +There were not many such romances or comedies as these to enliven +Amanda's mornings. Then afternoon would slip into twilight, darkness +would creep over the landscape, and Amanda's light--clear, steady, +bright, serene--would gleam from its place on the sink shelf through +the kitchen window, over the meadow, "up to Kimball's." It was such a +light as would stream from a well-trimmed lamp with a crystal clean +chimney, but it met with small response from its neighbor's light +during many months of the year. In late autumn and winter there would +be a fugitive candle gleam upstairs in the Kimball house, and on +stormy evenings a dull, smoky light in the living-room. + +From the illumination in the Dalton sink window, Caleb thought Amanda +sat in the kitchen evenings, but she didn't. She said she kept the +second light there because she could afford it, and because the cat +liked it. The cat enjoyed the black haircloth sofa in the +sitting-room, afternoons, but she greatly preferred the kitchen for +evening use; it made a change, and the high-backed cushioned rocker +was then vacant. Amanda had nobody to consider but the cat, so she +naturally deferred to her in every possible way. It was bad for the +cat's character, but at least it kept Amanda from committing suicide, +so what would you? Here was a woman of insistent, unflagging, unending +activity. Amanda Dalton had energy enough to attend to a husband and +six children--cook, wash, iron, churn, sew, nurse--and she lived alone +with a cat. The village was a mile, and her nearest female neighbor, +the Widow Thatcher, a half-mile away. She had buried her only sister +in Lewiston years before, and she had not a relation in the world. All +her irrepressible zeal went into the conduct of her house and plot of +ground. Day after day, week after week, year after year, the +established routine was carried through. First the washing of the +breakfast dishes and the putting to rights of the kitchen, which was +radiantly clean before she began upon it. Next her bedroom; the +stirring-up of the cornhusk mattress, the shaking of the bed of live +geese feathers, the replacing of cotton sheets, homespun blankets, and +blue-and-white counterpane. Next came the sitting-room with its tall, +red, flag-bottomed chairs, its two-leaved table, its light stand that +held the Bible and work-basket and lamp. The chest of drawers and tall +clock were piously dusted, and the frames of the Family Register, +"Napoleon Crossing the Alps," and "Maidens Welcoming Washington in the +Streets of Alexandria," were carefully wiped off. Once a week the +parlor was cleaned, the tarlatan was lifted from the two plaster +Samuels on the mantelpiece, their kneeling forms were cleaned with a +damp cloth, the tarlatan replaced, and the parlor closed again +reverently. There was kindling to chop, wood to bring in, the modest +cooking, washing, ironing, and sewing to do, the flower-beds to weed, +and the little vegetable garden to keep in order. + +But Amanda had a quick foot, a neat hand, a light touch, and a +peculiar faculty of "turning off" work so that it simply would not +last through the day. Why did she never think of going to the nearest +city and linking her powers with those of some one who would put them +to larger uses? Simply because no one ever did that sort of thing in +Bonny Eagle in those days. Girls crowded out of home by poverty sought +employment here and there, but that a woman of forty, with a good home +and ten acres of land--to say nothing of coupon bonds that yielded a +hundred dollars a year in cash--that such a one should seek a larger +field in a strange place, would have been thought flying in the face +of Providence, as well as custom. + +Outside Bonny Eagle, in the roar and din and clamor of cities, were +all sorts of wrongs that needed righting, wounds that cried out to be +healed. There were motherless children, there were helpless sufferers +moaning for the sight of a green field, but the superfluous females of +Amanda Dalton's day had not awakened to any sense of responsibility +with regard to their unknown brothers and sisters. + +Amanda was a large-hearted woman. She would have shared her soda +biscuit, her bean soup, her dandelion greens, her hogshead cheese, her +boiled dinner, her custard pie, with any hungry mortal, but no one in +Bonny Eagle needed bite nor sup. Therefore she feather-stitched her +dish-towels, piled her kindling in a "wheel pattern" in the shed, +named her hens and made friends of them, put fourteen tucks in her +unbleached cotton petticoats, and fried a pancake every Saturday for +her cat. + +"It's either that or blow your brains out, if you've got a busy mind!" +she said grimly to Susan Benson, her best friend, who was passing a +Saturday afternoon with her. It was chilly and they liked the cheerful +warmth of the Saturday fire that was baking the beans and steaming the +brown bread. + +Susan unrolled her patchwork and, giving a flip to the cat with her +thimble finger, settled herself comfortably in the kitchen rocker. + +The cat leaped down and stalked into the next room with an air of +offended majesty, as much as to say: "Of all the manners I ever saw, +that woman has the worst! She contrives to pass by three empty chairs +and choose the one I chance to be occupying!" + +"You wouldn't be so lonesome if you could see a bit of life from your +house, Mandy," said Mrs. Benson. "William an' I were sayin' last night +you'd ought to move into the village winters, though nothin' could be +handsomer than the view from your sink window this minute. Daisies, +daisies everywhere! How do you manage to keep 'em out o' your place, +Mandy, when they're so thick on Caleb Kimball's?" + +"I just root an' root, an' keep on rootin'," Amanda responded +cheerfully, "though I don't take a mite o' pride out of it, for the +better my place looks the worse his does, by comparison." + +"It is a sight!" said Mrs. Benson, standing for a moment by the sink +and looking up to Kimball's. + +"I went up there one night after dark, when I knew Caleb 'd gone to +Hixam, an' I patched up some o' the holes in his stone wall, thinkin' +his whiteweed seeds wouldn't blow through quite so thick!"--and Amanda +joined Mrs. Benson at the window. "I'd 'a' done a day's work on his +side o' the wall as lief as not, only I knew folks would talk if they +saw me." + +"Land, no, they wouldn't, Mandy. Everybody knows you wouldn't take him +if he was the last man on earth; an' as for Caleb, I guess he wouldn't +marry any woman above ground, not if she was a seraphim. I used to +think he'd spunk up some time or other, when he got over his mother's +death; but it's too late now, I'm afraid." + +"Caleb set great store by his mother; that's one good thing about +him," said Amanda. + +"He did for certain," agreed Mrs. Benson. "If that girl he was engaged +to hadn't 'a' spoken disrespectful to her in his hearin' there'd 'a' +been a wife an' children up there now an' the place would 'a' looked +diff'rent." + +"Not so very diff'rent! He didn't lose much in Eliza Johnson. I guess +he knows that by now!" remarked Amanda serenely; "though I s'pose 't +was quarrelin' with her that set him runnin' down hill, all the +same." + +"I never thought he cared anything about Eliza. She was determined to +have him, an' he was too lazy to say no, but you see in the end she +only got her labor for her pains. The Kimball boys never had any luck +with their love affairs. When Caleb an' his mother was left alone, she +was terrible anxious for him to marry. She was allers findin' girls +for him, but part of 'em wouldn't look at him, and he wouldn't make up +to any of 'em." + +"I was livin' in Lewiston those years," said Amanda. + +"I remember you was. Well, when old Mrs. Kimball broke her arm, +Charles, the youngest son, that was a stage-driver, determined he'd +get somebody for Caleb, for his own wife wouldn't lift her finger to +help 'bout the house. He saw a girl up to Steep Falls that he kind o' +liked the looks of, an' he offered her a ride down to his mother's to +spend the day, thinkin' if the family liked her she might do for +Caleb. However, her eyes was weak an' she didn't know how to milk, so +they thought she'd better go home by train. That would 'a' been fair +enough for both parties, but when Charles drove her to the station he +charged her fifteen cents an' it made an awful sight o' talk. She had +a hot temper, an' she kind o' resented it!" + +"I dare say 't wa'n't so," commented Amanda; "but everybody's dead +that could deny it, except Caleb, and he wouldn't take the trouble." + +"It's one of the days when he's real drove, ain't it?" asked Susan +sarcastically, as she looked across the field to the wood-pile where a +gray-shirted figure sat motionless. "If ever a man needed a wife to +patch the seat of his pants, it's Caleb Kimball! I guess it's the only +part of his clothes he ever wears out. He wa'n't like that before his +mother died; the wheels seemed to stop in him then an' there. He was +queer an' strange an' shy, but I never used to think he'd develop into +a reg'lar hermit. She'd turn in her grave, Mis' Kimball would, to see +him look as he does. I don't s'pose he gets any proper nourishment. +The smartest man in the world won't take the trouble to make pie for +himself, yet he'll eat it 's long 's he can stan' up! Caleb's mother +was a great pie-baker. I can see her now, shovelin' 'em in an' out o' +the oven Saturdays, with her three great black lanky boys standin' +roun' waitin' for 'em to cool off.--'Only _one_, mother?' Caleb used +to say, kind o' wheedlin'ly, while she laughed up at him leanin' +against the door-frame.--'What's one blueb'ry pie amongst me?'" + +"He must 'a' had some fun in him once," smiled Amanda. + +"They say women-folks ain't got no sense o' humor," remarked Mrs. +Benson, with a twitch of her thread. "I notice the men that live +_without_ 'em don't seem to have any! We may not amount to much, but +we're somethin' to laugh _at_." + +"Why don't you bake him a pie now an' then, an' send it up, Susan?" +asked Amanda. + +"Well, there, I don't feel I hardly know him well enough, though +William does. I dare say he wouldn't like it, an' he'd never think to +return the plate, so far away.--Besides, there never _is_ an extry pie +in a house where there's a man an' three boys; which reminds me I've +got to go home an' make one for breakfast, with nothin' to make it out +of." + +"I could lend you a handful o' dried plums." + +"Thank you; I'll take 'em an' much obliged. I declare it seems to me, +now the rhubarb's 'bout gone, as if the apples on the trees never +would fill out enough to drop off. There does come a time in the early +summer, after you're sick of mince, 'n' squash, 'n' punkin, 'n' +cranberry, 'n' rhubarb, 'n' custard, 'n' 't ain't time for currant, or +green apple, or strawb'ry, or raspb'ry, or blackb'ry--there does come +a time when it seems as if Providence might 'a' had a little more +ingenuity in plannin' pie-fillin'!--You might bake a pie for Caleb now +an' then yourself, Mandy; you're so near." + +"Mrs. Thatcher lives half a mile away," replied Amanda; "but I +couldn't carry Caleb Kimball a pie without her knowin' it an' makin' +remarks. I'd bake one an' willin' if William 'd take it to him; but +there, 't would only make him want another. He's made his bed an' he's +got to lie on it." + +"He _lays_ on his bed sure enough, an' most o' the time probably--but +do you believe he ever makes it?" + +Amanda shuddered. "I don't know, Susan; it's one o' the things that +haunts me; whether he makes it or whether he don't." + +"Do you ever see any wash hung out?" Mrs. Benson's needle stopped in +midair while she waited for Amanda's answer. + +"Ye-es; now an' then." + +"What kind?" + +"Sheets; once a gray blanket; underclothes; but naturally I don't look +when they're hung out. He generally puts 'em on the grass, anyway." + +"Well, it's a sin for a man to live so in a Christian country, an' the +kindest thing to say about him is that he's crazy. Some o' the men +folks over to the store declare he is crazy; but William declares he +ain't. He says he's asleep. William kind o' likes him. Does he ever +pass the time o' day with you?" + +"Hardly ever. I meet him once or twice a year, maybe, in the road. He +bows when I go past on an errand an' holds on to his dog when he tries +to run out an' bite me." + +"That's real kind o' gentlemanly," observed Susan. + +"I never thought of it that way," said Amanda absently; "but perhaps +it is. All I can say is, Caleb Kimball's a regular thorn in my flesh. +I can't do anything for him, an' I can't forget him, right under foot +as he is--his land joinin' mine. Mornin', noon, an' night for years +I've wanted to get into that man's house an' make it decent for him; +wanted to milk the cow the right time o' day; feed the horse; weed the +garden; scrub the floor; wash the windows; black the stove." + +"How you do go on, Mandy!" exclaimed Mrs. Benson. "What diff'rence +does it make to you how dirty he is, so long's you're clean?" + +"It does make a diff'rence, an' it always will. I hate to see the +daisies growin' so thick, knowin' how he needs hay. I want to root 'em +out same's I did mine, after I'd been away three years in Lewiston. I +hate to take my pot o' beans out o' the oven Saturday nights an' know +he ain't had gumption enough to get himself a Christian meal. Livin' +alone 's I do, Susan, things 'bulk up' in my mind bigger'n they'd +ought to." + +"They do so," agreed Susan; "an' you mustn't let 'em. You must come +over to our house oftener. You know William loves to have you, an' so +do the boys. The Bible may insinuate we are our brother's keeper, but +we can't none of us help it if he won't _be_ kept!--There, I must be +gettin' home. I've had considerable many reminders the last half-hour +that it's about time! It's none o' my business, Mandy, but you do +spoil that cat, an' the time's not far off when he won't be a mite o' +comfort to you. Of course, I'm too intimate here to take offense, but +if the minister should happen to set in this chair when he calls, an' +see that cat promenade round an' round the rockers an' then rustle off +into the settin'-room as mad as Cuffy, he'd certainly take notice an' +think he wa'n't a welcome visitor." + +"Like mistress, like cat!" sighed Amanda. "Tristram an' I get awful +set in our ways." + +"Kind o' queer, Mandy, namin' a cat for your grandfather," Mrs. Benson +observed anxiously as she opened the door. "William an' me don't want +you to get queer." + +"I ain't got anything better 'n a cat to name for grandfather," said +poor Amanda, in a tone that set her friend Susan thinking as she +walked homeward. + +The summer wore along and there came a certain Tuesday different from +all the other Tuesdays in that year, or in all the forty years that +had gone before--a Tuesday when the Kimball side door was not opened +in the morning. No smoke issued from the chimney all day. The rooster +and his kidnapped hen flew up from the steps and pecked at the door +panels vigorously. Seven o'clock in the evening came, then eight, and +no light to be seen anywhere. The dog howled; the horse neighed; the +cow lowed ominously in the closed barn. At nine o'clock Amanda took a +lantern and sped across the field, found a pail in the shed, slipped +into the barn, milked the cow, gave the beasts hay and water, and +leaving the pail of milk on the steps, went quietly home again, +anxious lest she had done too much, anxious also lest she had not done +enough. + +Next morning she stationed herself at her kitchen window and took +account of her signs. The milk-pail was overturned on the steps, the +rooster and hen perching on the rim, but there was no smoke coming +from the chimney. She thought quickly as she did everything else. She +waited long enough to make a cup of coffee, then she slipped out of +her door and up to Kimball's. Her apron was full of kindling, and on +her arm she carried a basket with a package of herbs, a tiny bottle of +brandy, one of cologne, some arrowroot and matches, a cake of hard +soap and a clean towel, bones for the dog and corn for the hen. + +Caleb's door was unlocked. The dog came out of the shed evincing no +desire to bark or bite. The kitchen was empty, and--she thanked the +Lord silently, as she gave a hasty glance about--not as dreadful as +she had anticipated. Untidy beyond words, bare, dreary, cheerless, but +not repulsively dirty. She stole softly through the lower part of the +house, and then with a beating heart went up the uncarpeted stairs. At +the head was an open door that showed her all she expected and feared +to find. The sun streamed in at the dusty, uncurtained window over the +motionless body of Caleb Kimball, who lay in a strange, deep sleep, +unconscious, on the bed. His hair was raven black against the pillow +and the lashes on his cheeks looked more 'n a yard long, Amanda told +Susan Benson. (She afterward confessed that this was a slight +exaggeration due to extreme excitement.) She spoke his name three +times, but he did not stir. She must get the doctor and send for +William Benson, that was clear; but first she must try her hand at +improving the immediate situation. + +Stealing downstairs she tied on her apron and lighted a fire in the +kitchen stove, with the view of making things respectable before +gossipy neighbors came in. Her sister used to say that the minute +Amanda tied on her apron things began to move and take a turn for the +better, and it was so now. She poured a few drops of cologne into a +basin of water, and putting the towel over her arm went upstairs to +Caleb's bedside. + +"I've done him wrong," she thought remorsefully as she noted his +decent night-clothing and bedding. "He ain't lost his self-respect in +all these years, and every soul in Bonny Eagle thought he was living +like an animal!" + +She bathed his face and throat and hands, then moistened and smoothed +his hair without provoking a movement or a sound. He seemed in a +profound stupor, but there was no stertorous breathing. Straightening +the bedclothes and giving a hasty wipe to the tops of the pine bureau +and table, she opened the window and closed the blinds. At this moment +she spied one of the Thatcher boys going along the road, and ran down +to the gate to ask him to send William Benson and the doctor as soon +as possible. + +"Tell them Miss Dalton says please to come quick; Caleb Kimball's very +sick," she said. + +"Don't you need mother, too?" asked the boy. "She's wanted to git into +his house for years, and she'd do most anything for the chance." + +"No, thank you," said Amanda pitilessly. "I can do everything for the +present, and Mr. Benson will probably want his wife, if anybody." + +"All right," said the boy as he started off on a dog-trot. News was +rare in Bonny Eagle, and Caleb Kimball was a distinguished and +interesting figure in village gossip. + +Amanda Dalton had never had to hurry in her life. That was one of her +crosses, for there probably never was a woman who could do more in +less time. It was an hour and a half before William Benson came, and +in those ninety minutes she had swept the kitchen and poured a pail or +two of hot soap-suds over the floor, that may have felt a mop, but +certainly had not known a scrubbing-brush for years. She tore down the +fly-specked, tattered, buff shades, and washed the three windows; +blackened the stove; fed the dog and horse; milked the cow; strained +the milk and carried it down cellar; making three trips upstairs in +the meantime to find no change in the patient. His lids stayed down as +though they were weighted with lead, his long arms lay motionless on +the counterpane. + +Amanda's blood coursed through her veins like lightning. Here was work +to her hand; blessed, healing work for days, perhaps weeks to come. In +these first moments of emotional excitement I fear she hoped it would +be a long case of helpless invalidism, during which it would be her +Christian duty to clean the lower part of the house and perhaps make +some impression on the shed; but this tempting thought was quickly +banished as she reflected that Caleb Kimball was a bachelor, and the +Widow Thatcher the person marked out by a just but unsympathetic +Providence for sick-nurse and housekeeper. + +"She shan't come!" thought Amanda passionately. "I'll make the doctor +ask me to take charge. William Benson shall stay here nights an' Susan +will run in now an' then daytimes, or I'll get little Abby Thatcher to +do the rough work an' keep me company; then her mother won't make +talk." + +"I don't know exactly what's the matter with the man," confessed the +doctor, when he came. "There's a mark and a swelling on the back of +his head as if he might have fallen somewhere. He hasn't got any pulse +and he's all skin and bone. He's starved out, I guess, and his +machinery has just stopped. He wants nursing and feeding and all the +things a woman can do for him. The Lord never intended men-folks to +live alone!" + +"If they ain't got wit enough to find that out for themselves it ain't +likely any woman'll take the trouble to tell 'em!" exclaimed Amanda +with some spirit. + +"Don't get stuffy, Amanda! Just be a good Christian and take hold here +for a few days till we see whether we've got to have a nurse from +Portland. Man's extremity is God's opportunity; maybe Caleb'll come to +his senses before he gets over this sickness." + +"I wonder if he ever had any senses?" said Amanda. + +"Plenty," the doctor answered as he prepared the medicines; "but he +hasn't used them for twenty years.--I'll come back in an hour and +fetch Bill Benson with me. Then I'll stay till I can bring Caleb back +to consciousness. We shall have to get him downstairs as soon as he +can be moved; it will be much easier to take care of him there." + + * * * * * + +The details of Caleb Kimball's illness would be such as fill a nurse's +bedside record book. The mainspring of life had been snapped and the +machinery refused to move for a long time. When he recovered +consciousness his solemn black eyes followed Amanda Dalton's movements +as if fascinated, but he spoke no word save a faltering phrase or two +at night to William Benson. + +Meantime much had been happening below-stairs, where Amanda Dalton +reigned supreme, with Susan Benson and Abby Thatcher taking turns in +housework or nursing. William Benson was a painter by trade, and +Amanda's ingenious idea was to persuade him to paint and paper the +Kimball kitchen before Caleb was moved downstairs. + +This struck William as a most extraordinary and unnecessary +performance. + +"Israel in Egypt!" he exclaimed. "What's the matter with you women? I +never heard o' such goin's-on in my life! I might lay abed a thousand +years an' nobody'd paint my premises. Let Caleb git his strength back +an' then use a little elbow grease on his own house--you can't teach +an old dog new tricks, Susan!" + +"'Pends on how old the dog is, an' what kind o' tricks you want to +teach him," Susan replied. "It'd be a queer dog that wouldn't take to +a clean kennel, or three good meals a day 'stead o' starvation +vittles. Amanda says it may be a kind of a turnin'-point in Caleb's +life, an' she thinks we'd ought to encourage him a little." + +"Ain't I encouragin' him by sleepin' on his settin'-room lounge every +night an' givin' him medicine every two hours by the alarm clock? I've +got my own day's work to do; when would I paint his kitchen, I'd like +to know?" + +"We thought probably you'd like to do it nights," suggested his wife +timidly. + +"Saul in Tarsus! Don't that beat the devil?" ejaculated William. +"Caleb Kimball ain't done a good day's work for years, an' I'm to set +up nights paintin' his kitchen!" Nevertheless the magnificent +impertinence of the idea so paralyzed his will that he ended by +putting on twelve single rolls of fawn-colored paper and painting the +woodwork yellow to harmonize, working from eight to twelve several +nights and swearing freely at his own foolishness. + +By this time Amanda had made the downstairs chamber all tidy and +comfortable for the patient. She had contributed a window shade and +dimity curtains; Susan a braided rug and a chair cushion. The chamber +(the one in which Caleb's mother had died) opened from the kitchen and +commanded an enticing view of the fresh yellow walls and shining +cook-stove. On the day before Caleb's removal Amanda sat on the foot +of the bed and looked through the doorway with silent joy, going to +and fro to move a bright tin dipper into plainer view or retire a +drying dish-cloth to greater privacy. + +Even Abby Thatcher was by this time a trifle exhilarated. She did not +understand the situation very well, being of a sternly practical +nature herself, but she caught the enthusiasm of the two women and +scrubbed the kitchen floor faithfully every morning in order to remove +the stains of years of neglect. + +"You wouldn't think your old hen 'd be such a fool, Miss Dalton," she +said; "but I kind o' surmised the reason she's been missin', an' I +found her to-day in a corner o' the haymow sittin' on five eggs. Now, +wouldn't you s'pose at her age she'd know better than to try an' raise +chickens in October?" + +"I'm afraid they'll die if it should be a cold fall, with nobody to +look after 'em; but maybe I can take 'em home to my shed an' lend Mr. +Kimball another hen." (Amanda's tone was motherly.) "I never like to +break up a hen's nest, somehow; it seems as if they must have feelin's +like other folks." + +"I'd take her off quicker'n scat, an' keep takin' her off, till she +got some sense," said Abby, with the Chinese cruelty of sixteen. + +"Well, you let her be till Mr. Kimball gets well enough to ask; an' I +think, Abby, you might clean up the dooryard just a little mite this +mornin'," suggested Amanda. "If you could straighten up the fence an' +find a couple of old hinges to hang the gate with, it would kind o' +put new heart into Mr. Kimball when he's sittin' up an' lookin' out +the window." + +"Why didn't he put heart into hisself by hangin' his _own_ gate, +before he took sick?" grumbled Abby, reducing Amanda to momentary +silence by her pitiless logic. + +"Why didn't he, indeed?" echoed her heart gloomily, receiving nothing +in the way of answer from her limited experience of men. + +Caleb had spoken more frequently the last few days. When by the +combined exertions of the Bensons and the doctor he had been brought +down into his mother's old room, Amanda closed the kitchen door, +thinking one experience at a time was enough for a man in his weak and +exhausted condition. William Benson couldn't see any sense in this +precaution, but he never did see much sense in what women-folks did. +He wanted to show Caleb the new paint and paper immediately, and +remark casually that he had done all the work while he was +"night-nursin'." + +The next morning Amanda had seized a good opportunity to open the door +between the two rooms, straightway retiring to the side entry to await +developments. In a few moments she heard Caleb moving, and going in +found him half sitting up in bed, leaning on his elbow. + +"What's the matter with the kitchen?" he asked feebly, staring with +wide-open eyes at the unaccustomed prospect. + +"Only fresh paint an' paper; that's William's work." + +"O God, I ain't worth it! I ain't worth it!" he groaned as he hid his +face in the pillow. + +"Have you been here all the time?" he asked Amanda when she brought +him his gruel later in the day. + +"Yes, off an' on, when I could get away from my own work." + +"Who found me?" + +"I did. I knew by the looks somethin' was wrong up here." + +"Somethin' wrong, sure enough, an' always was!" Amanda heard him +mutter as he turned his face to the wall. + +The next day he opened his eyes suddenly as she was passing through +the room. + +"Did you make that pie William Benson brought me last month?" + +"What made you think I did?" + +"Oh, I don't know; it looked, an' it tasted like one o' yours," he +said, closing his eyes again. "If you know a woman, you can tell her +pie, somehow!" + +When had Caleb Kimball ever tasted any of her cooking? A mysterious +remark, but everything he said sounded a trifle lightheaded. + +His questions came back to her when she was waiting for William Benson +at twilight that same day. + +Caleb had been sleeping quietly for an hour or more. Amanda was +standing at the stove stirring his arrowroot gruel. The kitchen was +still. + +A smothered "_miaow_" and the scratching of claws on wood arrested her +attention, and she went hurriedly to the door. + +"Tristram Dalton; what _are_ you up here for, away from your own +home?" she exclaimed. + +Tristram vouchsafed no explanation of his appearance, but his demeanor +spoke louder than words to Amanda's guilty conscience, as he walked +in. + +"No shelter for me but the shed these days!" he seemed to say. +"Instead of well-served meals, a cup of milk set here or there!" + +He made the circuit of the kitchen discontentedly and finding nothing +to his taste went into the adjoining room, and after walking over the +full length of Caleb's prostrate form curled himself up in a hollow at +the foot of the bed. + +"I've neglected him!" thought Amanda; "but his turn'll come again soon +enough," and she bent her eyes on the gruel. + +The blue bowl sat in the pan of hot water on the stove, and she +stirred and stirred, slowly, regularly, continuously, in order that +the arrowroot should be of a velvety smoothness. + +The days were drawing in, and the October sun was setting very yellow, +sending a flood of light over her head and shoulders. She wore her +afternoon dress of alpaca, with a worked muslin collar and cuffs and a +white apron tied round her trim waist. She was one of your wholesome +shining women and her bright brown hair glistened like satin. + +Caleb's black eyes looked yearningly at her as she stood there all +unconscious, doing one of her innumerable neighborly kindnesses for +him. + +She made a picture of sweet, strong, steady womanliness, although she +did not know it. Caleb knew something extraordinary was going on +inside of him, but under what impulse he was too puzzled and +inexperienced to say. + +"Amanda." + +Amanda turned sharply at the sound of his voice as she was lifting the +steaming arrowroot out of the water. + +"Whose cat is this?" + +"Mine.--Come off that bed, Tristram!" + +"Don't disturb him; I like to have him there.--Where's Abby +Thatcher?" + +"She's gone home on an errand; she'll be back in fifteen minutes +now." + +"Where's William?" + +"It's only five o'clock. He don't come till six. What can I get for +you? Have you had a good sleep?" + +She set the gruel on the back of the stove and went in to his +bedside. + +"I don't sleep much; I just lie an' think ... Amanda, ... now, they're +all away, ... if I get over this spell, ... an' take a year to +straighten up an' get hold o' things like other folks, ... do you +think ... you'd risk ... marryin' me?" + +There was a moment's dead silence; then Amanda said, turning pale: +"Are you in your right mind, Caleb Kimball?" + +"I am, but I don't wonder at your askin'," said the man humbly. "I've +kind o' fancied you for years; but you've always been way down there +across the fields, out o' reach!" + +"I'm too amazed to think it out," faltered Amanda. + +"Don't you think it out, for God's sake, or you'll never do it!" He +caught at her hand as if it had been a life-line--her kind, smooth +hand, the helpful hand with the bit of white cambric bound round a +finger burned in his service. + +"It was the kitchen that put the courage into me," he went on +feverishly. "I laid here an' thought: 'If she can make a house look so +different in a week, what could she do with a man?'" + +"I ain't afraid but I could," stammered Amanda; "if the man would +help--not hinder." + +"Just try me, Amanda. I wouldn't need a year--honest, I wouldn't--I +could show you in three months!" + +Caleb's strength was waning now. His head dropped forward and Amanda +caught it on her breast. She put one arm round his shoulders to keep +him from falling back, while her other hand supported his head. His +cheek was wet and as she felt the tears on her palm, mutely calling to +her strength, all the woman in her gathered itself together and rushed +to meet the man's need. + +"If only ... you could take me ... now ... right off," he faltered; +"before anything happens ... to prevent? I'd be good to you ... till +the day I die!" + +"I ain't afraid to risk it, Caleb," said Amanda. "I'll take you now +when you need me the most. We'll just put our two forlorn houses +together an' see if we can make 'em into a home!" + +Caleb gave one choking sob of content and gratitude. His hand relaxed +its clasp of Amanda's; his head dropped and he fainted. + +William Benson came in just then. + +"What's the matter?" he cried, coming quickly toward the bed. "Has he +had a spell? He was so much better last night I expected to see him +settin' up!" + +"He'll come to in a minute," said Amanda. "Give me the palm-leaf fan. +We're goin' to be married in a day or so, an' he got kind of excited +talkin' it over." + +"Moses in the bulrushes!" ejaculated William Benson, sitting down +heavily in the nearest chair. + +William Benson was not a sentimental or imaginative person, and he +confessed he couldn't make head nor tail out o' the affair; said it +was the queerest an' beatin'est weddin' that ever took place in Bonny +Eagle; didn't know when they fixed it up, nor how, nor why, if you +come to that. Amanda Dalton had never had a beau, but she was the +likeliest woman in the village, spite o' that, an' Caleb Kimball was +the onlikeliest man. Amanda was the smartest woman, an' Caleb the +laziest man. He kind o' thought Amanda 'd married Caleb so 't she +could clean house for him; but it seemed an awful high price to pay +for a job. He guessed she couldn't bear to have his everlastin' +whiteweed seedin' itself into her hayfield, an' the only way she could +stop it was to marry him an' weed it out. He thought, too, that Caleb +had kind o' got int' the habit o' watchin' Mandy flyin' about down to +her place. There's nothin' so fascinatin' as to set still an' see +other folks work. The critter was so busy, an' so diff'rent from him, +mebbe it kind o' tantalized him. + +The Widow Thatcher was convinced that Mandy must have gone for Caleb +hammer 'n' tongs when he was too weak to hold out against her. No +woman in her sober senses would paper a man's kitchen for him unless +she intended to get some use out of it herself. "We don't know what +the disciples would 'a' done," she said, "nor the apostles, nor the +saints, nor the archangels; we only know what women-folks would 'a' +done, and there ain't one above ground that would 'a' cleaned Caleb +Kimball's house without she expected to live in it." + +Susan Benson had a vague instinct with regard to the real facts of the +case, but even she mustered up courage to ask Amanda once how the +wonderful matter came about. + +Amanda looked at Mrs. Benson with some embarrassment, for she was not +good at confidences. + +"Susan, you an' I've been brought up together, gone to school +together, experienced religion an' joined the church together, an' I +stood up with you an' William when you was married, so 't I'd speak +out freer to you than I would to most." + +"I hope so, I'm sure." + +"Though I wouldn't want you to repeat anything, Susan." + +"'Tain't likely I would, Mandy." + +"Well, I'd no sooner got Caleb into a clean bed an' a clean room an' +begun to feed him good food than I begun to like him. There's things +in human hearts that I ain't wise enough to explain, Susan, an' I +ain't goin' to try. Caleb Kimball seemed to me like a man that was +drownin', all because there wa'n't anybody near to put a hand under +his chin an' keep his head out o' water. I didn't suspicion he'd let +me do it! I thought he'd just lie there an' drown, but it didn't turn +out that way." + +"Well, it does kind o' seem as if you'd gone through the woods o' life +to pick up a crooked stick at last," sighed Susan; "though I will say, +now I've been under Caleb Kimball's roof, he's an awful sight nicer +man close to than he is fur off. So, take it all in all, life an' +men-folks bein' so uncertain, an' old age a-creepin' on first thing +you know, perhaps it's for the best; an' I do hope you'll make out to +be happy, Mandy." + +There was a quiver of real feeling in Susan Benson's voice, though she +made no movement to touch her friend's hand. + +"I'm goin' to be happy!" said Amanda cheerfully. "I always did like +plenty to do, an' now I've got it for the rest o' my life!" + +"I only hope you can stan' his ways, Amandy," and Susan's voice was +still doubtful. "That's all I'm afraid of; that you're so diff'rent +you can't never stan' his ways." + +"He won't have so many ways when we've been married a spell," said +Amanda. + + + + +HULDAH THE PROPHETESS + + + "And they went unto Huldah the + Prophetess and communed with her" + +Huldah Rumford leaned from her bedroom window as she finished plaiting +her hair. + +The crowing of the white Brahma rooster had interrupted her toilet and +she craned her neck impatiently until she discovered that he had come +from the hen-yard in the rear and established himself on the +doorsteps, from which dominating position he was announcing his +message. + +"That means company coming, and I hope it's true," she said to +herself, as she looked absent-mindedly in the old-fashioned looking +glass, with its picture of Washington crossing the Delaware. + +Her thoughts were evidently wandering, for she took her petticoat from +a hook in the closet and pulling it over her head found, when she +searched for the buttons in the waistband, that she had it on +wrong-side out. + +"I don't care!" she exclaimed, giving the unoffending garment an angry +twitch, "but it does seem as if I was possessed! I can't keep my mind +on my clothes long enough to get them on straight! I turned my +petticoat yesterday, in spite of knowing it brings bad luck, but +to-day I just won't take the chance." + +The pink calico morning dress went on without adventure. Then she +carefully emptied the water from the wash-bowl into the jar, wiped it +neatly and hung the towel to dry; straightened the photograph of her +deceased father in its black-walnut frame; shook the feather bed and +tightened a sagging cord under the cornhusk mattress; took the +candlestick from the light-stand by her bedside and tripped down the +attic stairs two at a time. + +Huldah was seventeen, which is a good thing; she was bewitchingly +pretty, which is a better thing; and she was in love, which is +probably the best thing of all, making due allowance, of course, for +the occasions in which it is the worst possible thing that can happen +to anybody. + +Mrs. Rumford was in the kitchen frying doughnuts for breakfast. She +was a comfortable figure as she stood over the brimming "spider" with +her three-pronged fork poised in the air. She turned the yellow rings +in the hissing fat until they were nut-brown, then dropped them for a +moment into a bowl of powdered sugar, from which they issued the most +delicious conspirators against the human stomach that can be found in +the catalogue of New England cookery. + +The table was neatly laid near the screen door that opened from the +kitchen into the apple-orchard. A pan of buttermilk biscuits was +sitting on the back of the stove, and half a custard pie, left from +the previous night's supper, held the position of honor in front of +Mrs. Rumford's seat. If the pie had been cereal, the doughnuts +omelette, and the saleratus biscuits leavened bread, the plot and the +course of this tale might have been different; but that is neither +here nor there. + +"Did you hear the Brahma rooster crowing on the doorstep, mother?" +asked Huldah. + +"No; but I ain't surprised, for I can't seem to keep my dish-cloth in +my hand this morning; if I've dropped it once I've dropped it a dozen +times: there's company coming, sure." + +"That rooster was crowin' on the fence last time I seen him, and he's +up there ag'in now," said little Jimmy Rumford, with the most +offensive skepticism. + +"What if he is?" asked his sister sharply. "That means fair weather, +and don't interfere with the sign of company coming; it makes it all +the more certain." + +"I bet he ain't crowin' about Pitt Packard," retorted Jimmy, with a +large joy illuminating his sunburnt face. "Pitt ain't comin' home from +Moderation this week; he's gone to work on the covered bridge up +there." + +Huldah's face fell. + +"I'd ought to have known better than to turn my white skirt +yesterday," she sighed. "I never knew it to fail bringing bad luck. I +vow I'll never do it again." + +"That's one o' the signs I haven't got so much confidence in," said +Mrs. Rumford, skimming the cream from a pan of milk into the churn and +putting the skimmed milk on the table. "It don't come true with me +more 'n three times out o' five, but there's others that never fails. +You jest hold on, Huldy; the dish-cloth and the rooster knows as much +'bout what's goin' to happen as your white petticoat does." + +"Jest about as much," interpolated Jimmy, with his utterance somewhat +choked by hot doughnut. + +Huldah sat down at the table and made a pretense of eating something, +but her heart was heavy within her. + +"What are you churning for on Friday, mother?" she asked. + +"Why, I told you I am looking for strangers. It ain't Pitt Packard +only that I expect. Yesterday mornin' I swept a black mark on the +floor; in the afternoon I found two o' the settin'-room chairs +standin' back to back, and my right hand kep' itchin' all day, so't I +knew I was goin' to shake hands with somebody." + +"You told me 't was the left hand," said Jimmy. + +"I never told you no such thing, Jimmy Rumford. Eat your breakfast, +and don't contradict your mother, or I'll send you to bed quick 's you +finish eatin'. Don't you tell me what I said nor what I didn't say, +for I won't have it. Do you hear me?" + +"You did!" responded Jimmy obstinately, preparing to dodge under the +table in case of sudden necessity. "You said your left hand itched, +and it meant money comin', and you hoped Rube Hobson was goin' to pay +you for the turkey he bought a year ago last Thanksgivin'-time, so +there!" + +"So I did," said the widow reflectively. "Come to think of it, so I +did; it must 'a' been a Wednesday my right hand kep' itchin' so." + +"And comp'ny didn't come a Wednesday neither," persevered Jimmy. + +"Jimmy Rumford, if you don't behave yourself and speak when you're +spoken to, and not before, you'll git a trouncin' that you'll remember +consid'able of a spell afterwards." + +"I'm ready for it!" replied the youngster, darting into the shed and +peeping back into the kitchen with a malignant smile. "I dreamt o' +Baldwin apples last night. + + 'Dream fruit out o' season, + That's anger without reason.' + +I knew when I got up you'd get mad with me the first thing this +morning, and I'm all prepared--when you ketch me!" + +Both women gave a sigh of relief when the boy's flying figure +disappeared around the corner of the barn. He was morally certain to +be in mischief wherever he was, but if he was out of sight there was +one point gained at least. + +"Why do you care so dreadfully whether Pitt comes or not?" asked Mrs. +Rumford, now that quiet was restored, "If he don't come to-day, then +he'll come a Sunday; and if he don't come this Sunday, then he'll come +the next one, so what's the odds? You and him didn't have a fallin' +out last time he was home, did you?" + +"Yes, if you must know it, we did." + +"Haven't you got any common sense, Huldy? Sakes alive! I thought when +I married Daniel Rumford, if I could stand his temper it was nobody's +business but my own. I didn't foresee that he had so much he could +keep plenty for his own use, and then have a lot left to hand down to +his children, so 't I should have to live in the house with it to the +day of my death! Seems to me if I was a girl and lived in a village +where men-folks is as scarce as they be here, I'd be turrible careful +to keep holt of a beau after I'd got him. What in the name o' goodness +did you quarrel about?" + +Huldah got up from the table and carried her plate and cup to the +sink. She looked out of the window to conceal her embarrassment, and +busied herself with preparations for the dish-washing, so that she +could talk with greater freedom. + +"We've had words before this, plenty of times, but they didn't amount +to anything. Pitt's good, and he's handsome, and he's smart; but he's +awful dictatorial and fault-finding, and I just ain't goin' to eat too +much humble-pie before I'm married, for fear I won't have anything +else to eat afterwards, and it ain't very fattening for a steady diet. +And if there ever was a hateful old woman in the world it's his +stepmother. I've heard of her saying mean things about our family +every once in a while, but I wouldn't tell you for fear you'd flare up +and say Pitt couldn't come to see me. She's tried to set him against +me ever since we began to keep company together. She's never quite +managed to do it, but she's succeeded well enough to keep me in +continual trouble." + +"What's she got to say?" inquired Mrs. Rumford hotly. "She never had a +silk dress in the world, till Eben Packard married her, and everybody +knows her father was a horse-doctor and mine was a reg'lar one!" + +"She didn't say anything about fathers, but she did tell Almira Berry +that no member of the church in good standing could believe in signs +as you did and have hope of salvation. She said I was a chip off the +old block, and had been raised like a heathen. It seems when I was +over there on Sunday I refused to stand up and have my height measured +against the wall, and I told 'em if you measured heights on Sunday +you'd like as not die before the year was out. I didn't know then she +had such a prejudice against signs, but since that time I've dragged +'em in every chance I got, just to spite her." + +"More fool you!" said her mother, beginning to move the dasher of the +churn up and down with a steady motion. "You might have waited until +she was your mother-in-law before you began to spite her. The first +thing you know you won't get any mother-in-law." + +"That's the only thing that would console me for losing Pitt!" +exclaimed Huldah. "If I can't marry him I don't have to live with her, +that's one comfort! The last thing she did was to tell Aunt Hitty +Tarbox she'd as lief have Pitt bring one of the original Salem witches +into the house as one of the Daniel Rumford tribe." + +"The land sakes!" ejaculated the widow, giving a desperate and +impassioned plunge to the churn-dasher. "Now I know why I dreamt of +snakes and muddy water the night before she come here to the Ladies' +Aid Club. Well, she's seventy, and she can't live forever; she can't +take Eben Packard's money into the next world with her, either, and I +guess if she could 't would melt as soon as it got there." + +Huldah persevered with her confession, dropping an occasional tear in +the dishwater. + +"Last time Pitt came here he said he should have three or four days' +vacation the 12th of August, and he thought we'd better get married +then, if 't was agreeable to me. I was kind of shy, and the almanac +was hanging alongside of the table, so I took it up and looked to see +what day of the week the 12th fell on. 'Oh, Pitt,' I said, 'we can't +be married on Friday; it's dreadful unlucky.' He began to scold then, +and said I didn't care anything about him if I wouldn't marry him when +it was most convenient; and I said I would if 't was any day but +Friday; and he said that was all moonshine, and nobody but foolish old +women believed in such nonsense; and I said there wasn't a girl in +town that would marry him on a Friday; and he said there was; and I +asked him to come right out and tell who he meant; and he said he +didn't mean anybody in particular; and I said he did; and he said, +well, Jennie Perkins would, on Friday or Sunday or wash-day or any +other day; and I said if I was a man I vow I wouldn't take a girl that +was so anxious as all that; and he said he'd rather take one that was +a little too anxious than one that wasn't anxious enough; and so we +had it, back and forth, till I got so mad I couldn't see the almanac. +Then, just to show him I had more good reasons than one, I said, +'Besides, if we should be married on a Friday we'd have to go away on +a Saturday, and ten to one 't would rain on our wedding-trip.' + +"'Why would it rain Saturday more than any other day?' said he; and +then I mistrusted I was getting into fresh trouble, but I was too mad +to back out, and said I, 'They say it rains more Saturdays in the year +than any other day'; and he got red in the face and said, 'Where'd you +get that silly notion?' Then I said it wasn't any silly notion, it was +Gospel truth, and anybody that took notice of anything knew it was so; +and he said he never heard of it in his life; and I said there was +considerable many things that he'd never heard of that he'd be all the +better for knowing; and he said he was like Josh Billings, he'd rather +know a few things well than know so many things that wa'n't so." + +"You might have told him how we compared notes about rainy days at the +Aid Club," said her mother. "You remember Hannah Sophia Palmer hadn't +noticed it, but the minute you mentioned it she remembered how, when +she was a child, she was always worryin' for fear she couldn't wear +her new hat a Sunday, and it must have been because it was threatening +weather a Saturday, and she was afraid it would keep up for Sunday. +And the widow Buzzell said she always picked up her apples for +pie-baking on Friday, it was so apt to be dull or wet on a Saturday." + +"I told him all of that," continued Huldah, "and how old Mrs. Bascom +said they had a literary society over to Edgewood that used to meet +twice a month on Saturday afternoons, and it rained or snowed so often +they had to change their meetings to a Wednesday. + +"Then the first thing I knew Pitt stood up so straight he looked more +than ten feet tall, and says he, 'If you don't marry me a Friday, +Huldah Rumford, you don't marry me at all. You're nothing but a mass +of superstition, and if you're so scared for fear it will rain on your +wedding-bonnet a Saturday, you can stay home under cover the rest of +your life, for all I care. I'll wash the top buggy, put the umbrella +under the seat, and take Jennie Perkins; she won't be afraid of a +wetting so long as she gets it in good company.' + +"'You're right,' I said, 'she won't, especially if the company's a +man, for she'll be so dumfounded at getting one of 'em to sit beside +her she won't notice if it rains pitchforks, and so far as I'm +concerned she's welcome to my leavings.' Then he went out and slammed +the kitchen door after him, but not so quick that I didn't get a good +slam on the sitting-room door first." + +"He'll come back," churned Mrs. Rumford philosophically. "Jennie +Perkins has got a pug nose, and a good-sized mole on one side of it. A +mole on the nose is a sure sign of bad luck in love-affairs, +particularly if it's well to one side. He'll come back." + + * * * * * + +But, as a matter of fact, the days went by, the maple-trees turned +red, and Pitt Packard did not come back to the Rumford farm. His +comings and his goings were all known to Huldah. She knew that he took +Jennie Perkins to the Sunday-School picnic, and escorted her home from +evening meetings. She knew that old Mrs. Packard had given her a +garnet pin, a glass handkerchief-box, and a wreath of hair flowers +made from the intertwined tresses of the Packards and the Doolittles. +If these symptoms could by any possibility be misinterpreted, there +were various other details of an alarmingly corroborative character, +culminating in the marriage of Pitt to Jennie on a certain Friday +evening at eight o'clock. He not only married her on a Friday, but he +drove her to Portland on a Saturday morning; and the Fates, who are +never above taking a little extra trouble when they are dealing out +misery, decreed that it should be one of the freshest, brightest, most +golden mornings of the early autumn. + +Pitt thought Portland preferable to Biddeford or Saco as a place to +pass the brief honeymoon, if for no other reason than because the road +thither lay past the Rumford house. But the Rumfords' blinds were +tightly closed on the eventful Saturday, and an unnecessarily large +placard hung ostentatiously on the front gate, announcing to +passers-by that the family had gone to Old Orchard Beach, and would be +home at sundown. This was a bitter blow to the bridegroom, for he had +put down the back of the buggy with the intention of kissing the bride +within full view of the Rumford windows. When he found it was of no +use, he abandoned the idea, as the operation never afforded him any +especial pleasure. He asked Mrs. Pitt if she preferred to go to the +beach for her trip, but she decidedly favored the gayeties of a +metropolis. + +The excitement of passing the Rumford house having faded, Jennie's +nose became so oppressive to Pitt that he finally changed places with +her, explaining that he generally drove on the left side. He was more +tranquil then, for her left profile was more pleasing, though for the +life of him he could not help remembering Huldah's sweet outlines, the +dimple in her chin, her kissable mouth, her delicate ear. Why, oh, +why, had she inherited her father's temper and her mother's gift of +prophecy, to say nothing of her grandfather's obstinacy and her +grandmother's nimble tongue! All at once it dawned upon him that he +might have jilted Huldah without marrying Jennie. It would, it is +true, have been only a half revenge; but his appetite for revenge was +so dulled by satisfaction he thought he could have been perfectly +comfortable with half the quantity, even if Huldah were not quite so +uncomfortable as he wished her to be. He dismissed these base and +disloyal sentiments, however, as bravely as he could, and kissed +Jennie twice, in a little stretch of wood road that fell in +opportunely with his mood of silent penitence. + +About two o'clock clouds began to gather in the sky, and there was a +muttering of thunder. Pitt endured all the signs of a shower with such +fortitude as he could command, and did not put up the buggy-top or +unstrap the boot until the rain came down in good earnest. + +"Who'd have suspicioned this kind of weather?" he growled as he got +the last strap into place and shook the water from his new straw hat. + +"I was afraid of it, but I didn't like to speak out," said Jennie +primly; "they say it gen'ally does rain Saturdays." + + * * * * * + +Meanwhile Huldah lay in the spare room at the back of the house and +sobbed quietly. Mrs. Rumford and the skeptical Jimmy had gone to Old +Orchard, and Huldah had slipped out of the front door, tacked the +obtrusive placard on the gate-post, and closed all the blinds in honor +of the buried hopes that lay like a dead weight at the bottom of her +heart. + +She was a silly little thing, a vain little thing, and a spitfire to +boot, but that did not prevent her suffering an appreciable amount, +all that her nature would allow; and if it was not as much as a larger +nature would have suffered, neither had she much philosophy or +strength to bear it. The burden is fitted to the back as often as the +back to the burden. + +She frequently declared to herself afterwards that she should have had +"a fit of sickness" if it had not been for the thunderstorm that came +up on that never-to-be-forgotten Saturday afternoon. She had waked +that morning with a dull pain in her heart--a dull pain that had grown +keener when she looked from her attic window and saw the sun shining +clear in the sky. Not a cloud sullied the surface of that fair blue +canopy on this day of the faithless Pitt's wedding-journey. A sweet +wind blew the tail feathers of the golden cock on the squire's barn +till he stared the west directly in the eye. What a day to drive to +Portland! She would have worn tan-colored low shoes and brown openwork +stockings (what ugly feet Jennie Perkins had!), a buff challie dress +with little brown autumn leaves on it, a belt and sash of brown +watered ribbon (Jennie had a waist like a flour-barrel!), and a sailor +hat with a bunch of yellow roses on one side--or would two brown +quills, standing up coquettishly, have been more attractive? Then she +would have taken a brown cloth shoulder-cape, trimmed with rows upon +rows of cream-colored lace, and a brown parasol with an acorn of +polished wood on the handle. Oh, what was the use of living when she +could wear none of this bridal apparel, but must put on her old pink +calico and go down to meet Jimmy's brotherly sneers? Was there ever +such a cruelly sunshiny morning? A spot of flickering light danced and +quivered on her blue wallpaper until she could bear it no longer, and +pinned a towel over it. She sat down by the open window and leaned +dejectedly on the sill, the prettiest picture of spiteful, unnecessary +misery that the eye of mortal man ever rested upon, with her bright +hair tumbling over her unbleached nightgown, and her little bare feet +curled about the chair-rounds like those of a disconsolate child. +Nobody could have approved of, or even sympathized with, so trivial a +creature, but plenty of people would have been so sorry for her that +they would have taken sensible, conscientious, unattractive Jennie +Perkins out of Pitt Packard's buggy and substituted the heedless +little Huldah, just for the pleasure of seeing her smile and blush. +There was, however, no guardian imp to look after her ruined fortunes, +and she went downstairs as usual to help about the breakfast, +wondering to herself if there were any tragedies in life too terrible +to be coexistent with three meals a day and the dishes washed after +each one of them. + +An infant hope stirred in her heart when she saw a red sparkle here +and there on the sooty bottom of the tea-kettle, and it grew a little +when her mother remarked that the dishwater boiled away so fast and +the cows lay down so much that she believed it would rain the next +day. When, that same afternoon, the welcome shower came with scarce +ten minutes' warning, Huldah could hardly believe her eyes and ears. +She jumped from her couch of anguish and remorse like an excited +kitten, darted out of the house unmindful of the lightning, drove the +Jersey calf under cover, chased the chickens into the coop, bolstered +up the tomatoes so that the wind and rain would not blow the fruit +from the heavily laden plants, opened the blinds and closed the +windows. + +"It comes from the east," she cried, dancing up and down in a glow of +childish glee--"it comes from the east, and it's blowing in on +Jennie's side of the buggy!" She did not know that Pitt had changed +places with his bride, and that his broad shoulder was shielding her +from the "angry airt." + +Then she flew into the kitchen and pinned up her blown hair in front +of the cracked looking-glass, thinking with sympathetic tenderness how +pretty she looked, with her crown of chestnut tendrils tightened by +the dampness, her round young cheeks crimsoned by the wind, and her +still tearful eyes brightened by unchristian joy. She remembered with +naughty satisfaction how rain invariably straightened Jennie Perkins's +frizzes, and was glad, _glad_ that it did. Her angry passions were so +beautifying that the radiant vision in the glass almost dazzled her. +It made her very sorry for Pitt too. She hated to think that his +ill-temper and stubborn pride and obstinacy had lost him such a lovely +creature as herself, and had forced him to waste his charms on so +unappreciative and plain a person as Jennie Perkins. She remembered +that Pitt had asked her to marry him coming home from the fair in a +rainstorm. If he meant anything he said on that occasion, he must be +suffering pangs of regret to-day. Oh, how good, how sweet, how kind of +it to rain and support her in what she had prophesied of Saturday +weather! + +All at once a healing thought popped into her head. "I shall not live +many years," she reflected--"not after losing Pitt, and having his +mother crow over me, and that hateful Jennie Perkins, having the +family hair wreath hanging over her sofa, and my wedding ring on her +hand; but so long as I live I will keep account of rainy Saturdays, +and find a way to send the record to Pitt every New Year's Day just to +prove that I was right. Then I shall die young, and perhaps he will +plant something on my grave, and water it with his tears; and perhaps +he will put up a marble gravestone over me, unbeknownst to Jennie, and +have an appropriate verse of Scripture carved on it, something like: + + she openeth her mouth with wisdom; + and in her tongue is the law of kindness + +I can see it as plain as if it was written. I hope they will make it +come out even on the edges, and that he will think to have a white +marble dove perched on the top, unless it costs too much." + + * * * * * + +The years went on. Huldah surprised everybody by going away from home +to get an education. She would have preferred marriage at that stage +of her development, but to her mind there was no one worth marrying in +Pleasant River save Pitt Packard, and, failing him, study would fill +up the time as well as anything else. + +The education forced a good many helpful ideas into pretty Huldah's +somewhat empty pate, though it by no means cured her of all her +superstitions. She continued to keep a record of Saturday weather, and +it proved as interesting and harmless a hobby as the collecting of +china or postage-stamps. + +In course of time Pitt Packard moved to Goshen, Indiana, where he made +a comfortable fortune by the invention of an estimable pump, after +which he was known by his full name of W. Pitt Fessenden Packard. In +course of time the impish and incredulous Jimmy Rumford became James, +and espoused the daughter of a wealthy Boston merchant. His social +advancement was no surprise to Huldah and her mother, for, from the +moment he had left home, they had never dreamed of him save in +conjunction with horned cattle, which is well known to signify +unexampled prosperity. + +In course of time, too, old Mrs. Rumford was gathered to her fathers +after a long illness, in which Huldah nursed her dutifully and well. +Her death was not entirely unexpected, for Hannah Sophia Palmer +observed spots like iron rust on her fingers, a dog howled every night +under Almira Berry's window, and Huldah broke the kitchen +looking-glass. No invalid could hope for recovery under these sinister +circumstances, and Mrs. Rumford would have been the last woman in the +world to fly in the face of such unmistakable signs of death. It is +even rumored that when she heard the crash of glass in the kitchen she +murmured piously, "Now lettest Thou Thy servant depart in peace," and +expired within the hour. + + * * * * * + +Nineteen summers and winters had passed since Pitt Packard drove "her +that was Jennie Perkins" to Portland on her wedding-trip. He had been +a good and loyal husband; she had been a good and faithful wife; and +never once in the nineteen years had they so much as touched the hem +of the garment of happiness. + +Huldah the Prophetess lived on in the old house alone. Time would have +gone slowly and drearily enough had it not been for her ruling +passion. If the first part of the week were fair, she was hopeful that +there was greater chance of rain or snow by Saturday; if it were +rainy, she hoped there would be a long storm. She kept an elaborate +table showing the weather on every day of the year. Fair Saturdays +were printed in red ink, foul Saturdays in jet-black. The last days of +December were generally spent in preparing a succinct statement from +these daily entries. Then in the month of January a neat document, +presenting facts and figures, but no word of personal comment or +communication, was addressed at first to Mr. W. P. Packard, and of +late years to W. Pitt Fessenden Packard, and sent to Goshen, Indiana. + +Mr. Packard was a good and loyal husband, as I have said, but there +was certainly no disloyalty in the annual perusal of statistical +weather tables. That these tables, though made out by one of the +weaker sex, were accurate and authentic, he had reason to believe, +because he kept a rigid account of the weather himself, and compared +Huldah's yearly record with his own. The weather in Pleasant River did +not, it is true, agree absolutely with the weather in Goshen, but the +similarity between Maine and Indiana Saturdays was remarkable. The +first five years of Pitt's married life Huldah had the advantage, and +the perusal of her tables afforded Pitt little satisfaction, since it +proved that her superstitions had some apparent basis of reason. The +next five years his turn came, and the fair Saturdays predominated. He +was not any happier, however, on the whole, because, although he had +the pleasure of being right himself, he lost the pleasure of believing +Huldah right. So time went on until Mrs. Pitt died, and was buried +under the handsomest granite monument that could be purchased by the +sale of pumps. Not only were the funeral arrangements carried out with +the liveliest consideration for the departed, but Mr. Packard +abstained from all gay society and conducted himself with the greatest +propriety. Nevertheless, when his partner and only confidential friend +extolled Jennie's virtues as wife, housekeeper, companion, and church +member, he remarked absently: "She was all that, Jim, but somehow I +never liked her." + +For two years after his bereavement Huldah omitted sending her weather +statistics to Mr. Packard, thinking, with some truth, that it might +seem too marked an attention from an attractive Maine spinster to a +"likely" Indiana widower. + + * * * * * + +Matters were in this state when Mr. Packard alighted at the Edgewood +station one bright day in August. He declined the offer of a drive, +and soon found himself on the well-remembered road to Pleasant River. +He had not trodden that dusty thoroughfare for many a year, and every +tree and shrub and rock had a message for him, though he was a plain, +matter-of-fact maker of pumps. There was no old home to revisit, for +his stepmother had died long ago, and Jennie had conscientiously +removed the family wreath from the glass case and woven some of the +departed lady's hair into the funereal garland. He walked with the +brisk step of a man who knew what he wanted, but there was a kind of +breathless suspense in his manner which showed that he was uncertain +of getting it. He passed the Whippoorwill Mill, the bubbling spring, +the old moss-covered watering-trough, and then cut across the widow +Buzzell's field straight to the Rumford farm. He kept rehearsing the +subject-matter of a certain speech he intended to make. He knew it by +heart, having repeated it once a day for several months, but nobody +realized better than he that he would forget every word of it the +moment he saw Huldah--at least, if the Huldah of to-day were anything +like the Huldah of the olden time. + +The house came in sight. It used to be painted white; it was drab now, +and there was a bay-window in the sitting-room. There was a new pump +in the old place, and, happy omen, he discovered it was one of his own +manufacture. He made his way by sheer force of habit past the kitchen +windows to the side door. That was where they had quarreled mostly. He +had a kind of sentiment about that side door. He paused a moment to +hide his traveling-bag under the grapevine that shaded the porch, and +as he raised his hand to grasp the knocker the blood rushed to his +face and his heart leaped into his throat. Huldah stood near the +window winding the old clock. In her right hand was a "Farmer's +Almanac." How well he knew the yellow cover! and how like to the +Huldah of seventeen was the Huldah of thirty-six! It was incredible +that the pangs of disappointed love could make so little inroad on a +woman's charms. Rosy cheeks, plump figure, clear eyes, with a little +more snap in them than was necessary for connubial comfort, but not a +whit too much for beauty; brown hair curling round her ears and +temples--what an ornament to a certain house he knew in Goshen, +Indiana! + +She closed the wooden door of the clock, and, turning, took a generous +bite from the side of a mellow August sweeting that lay on the table. +At this rather inauspicious moment her eye caught Pitt's. The sight of +her old lover drove all prudence and reserve from her mind, and she +came to the door with such an intoxicating smile and such welcoming +hands that he would have kissed her then and there, even if he had not +come to Pleasant River for that especial purpose. Of course he forgot +the speech, but his gestures were convincing, and he mumbled a +sufficient number of extracts from it to convince Huldah that he was +in a proper frame of mind--this phrase meaning to a woman the one in +which she can do anything she likes with a man. + +They were too old, doubtless, to cry and laugh in each other's arms, +and ask forgiveness for past follies, and regret the wasted years, and +be thankful for present hope and life and love; but that is what they +did, old as they were. + +"I wouldn't have any business to ask you to marry such a dictatorial +fool as I used to be, Huldah," said Pitt; "but I've got over +considerable of my foolishness, and do say you will. Say, too, you +won't make me wait any longer, but marry me Sunday or Monday. This is +Thursday, and I must be back in Goshen next week at this time. Will +you, Huldah?" + +Huldah blushed, but shook her head. She looked lovely when she +blushed, and she hadn't lost the trick of it even at thirty-six. + +"I know it's soon; but never mind getting ready. If you won't say +Monday, make it Tuesday--do." + +She shook her head again. + +"Wednesday, then. _Do_ say Wednesday, Huldy dear." + +The same smile of gentle negation. + +He dropped her hand disconsolately. + +"Then I'll have to come back at Christmas-time, I s'pose. It's just my +busy season now, or I would stay right here on this doorstep till you +was ready, for it seems to me as if I'd been waiting for you ever +since I was born, and couldn't get you too soon." + +"Do you really want me to marry you so much, Pitt?" + +"Never wanted anything so bad in my life." + +"Didn't you wonder I wasn't more surprised to see you to-day?" + +"Nothing surprises me in women-folks." + +"Well, it was because I've dreamed of a funeral three nights running. +Do you know what that's a sign of?" + +Pitt never winked an eyelash; he had learned his lesson. With a sigh +of relief that his respected stepmother was out of hearing, he +responded easily, "I s'pose it's a sign somebody's dead or going to +die." + +"No, it isn't: dreams go by contraries. It's a sign there's going to +be a wedding." + +"I'm glad to know that much, but I wish while you was about it you'd +have dreamt a little more, and found out when the wedding was going to +be." + +"I did; and if you weren't the stupidest man alive you could guess." + +"I know I'm slow-witted," said Pitt meekly, for he was in a mood to +endure anything, "but I've asked you to have me on every day there is +except the one I'm afraid to name." + +"You know I've had plenty of offers." + +"Unless all the men-folks are blind, you must have had a thousand, +Huldah." + +Huldah was distinctly pleased. As a matter of fact she had had only +five; but five offers in the State of Maine implies a superhuman power +of attraction not to be measured by the casual reader. + +"Are you sorry you called me a mass of superstition?" + +"I wish I'd been horsewhipped where I stood." + +"Very well, then. The first time you wouldn't marry me at all unless +you could have me Friday, and of course I wouldn't take you Friday +under those circumstances. Now you say you're glad and willing to +marry me any day in the week, and so I'll choose Friday of my own +accord. I'll marry you to-morrow, Pitt: and"--here she darted a +roguishly sibylline glance at the clouds--"I have a water-proof; have +you an umbrella for Saturday?" + +Pitt took her at her word, you may be sure, and married her the next +day, but I wish you could have seen it rain on Saturday! There never +was such a storm in Pleasant River. The road to the Edgewood station +was a raging flood; but though the bride and groom were drenched to +the skin they didn't take cold--they were too happy. Love within is a +beautiful counter-irritant. + +Huldah didn't mind waiting a little matter of nineteen years, so long +as her maiden flag sank in a sea of triumph at the end; and it is but +simple justice to an erring but attractive woman to remark that she +never said "I told you so!" to her husband. + + + + +TWO ON A TOUR + + +LOG-BOOK OF CHARLOTTE AMALIA CLIFFORD + + S.S. Diana, January 21, 1918 + On the way to the Virgin Islands + +I engrossed the above heading in my journal shortly after we left the +dock in New York, but from what has occurred in the past few days I +think my occasional entries in the log-book are likely to be records +of Dorothea Valentine's love-affairs as they occur to her day by day, +and as unluckily they are poured into my ear for lack of a better or +more convenient vessel. + +We are dear friends, Dolly and I. Her name is Dorothea, but apparently +she will have to grow up to it, for at present everybody calls her +Dolly, Dora, Dot, or Dodo, according to his or her sex, color, or +previous condition of servitude. Dolly is twenty and I am thirty; +indeed, her mother is only forty, so that I am rather her contemporary +than Dolly's, but friendship is more a matter of sympathy than +relative age, and Mrs. Valentine and I are by no means twin souls. As +a matter of fact, that lady would never have noticed me, the private +secretary of Clive Winthrop, a government official in Washington, had +it not been that, through him and his sister, I had access to a more +interesting group in society than had Mrs. Valentine, a widow of large +means but a stranger in the Capital. Clive Winthrop is a person of +distinction and influence, and Miss Ellen Winthrop, an old friend of +my mother's, is one of the most charming hostesses in Washington, +while I am in reality nothing but a paid scribe; the glad, willing, +ardent, but silent assistant of a man who is serving the +Administration with all his heart; but neither he nor his sister will +have it so considered. I almost think that Miss Ellen Winthrop, still +vivacious and vigorous at seventy, is ready to give up to me her place +as head of the household if I consent to say the word; but I am not +sure enough yet to say it; and because of that uncertainty I cannot +trust myself in the daily company of the two persons most deeply +concerned in my decision. + +A sea voyage is the best thing in the world to blow away doubts or +difficulties; it also clears the air so that one can see one's course, +whether it be toward the north of duty or the south of desire. + +My work for a long time has been to report interviews, take +stenographic records, and write hundreds of letters for Mr. Winthrop +during the somewhat protracted discussion that preceded the +acquisition of the Virgin Islands by the United States. It is odd that +these tasks should have fallen to me, who added below Clive Winthrop's +signature to many communications the typed initials C. A. C., for I +have a special interest in these new possessions of ours, a very close +and sentimental one, since I was born on St. Thomas, one of the Virgin +Islands, and christened Charlotte Amalia after the little red-roofed +town on the shore of the perfect harbor. My birth in St. Thomas was +entirely unpremeditated, and I was taken away as soon as my mother was +able to travel; nevertheless, I have always longed during the twelve +years of my loneliness, without father or mother, to see the place +where they were so happy in each other and so blissful in the prospect +of my appearance. + +I, then, have a right to this particular holiday and this opportunity +to decide my future. Miss Dorothea Valentine, on the contrary, is a +wholly unexpected, I will not say an unwelcome, companion, although +when I wish to be thinking of my own problems she generally desires to +discuss hers, which are trivial, though interesting and unique. + +Everything about the girl piques interest; her beauty, her charm, her +childlike gayety and inconsequence, which are but the upper current of +a deeper sea of sincerity and common sense. Somebody says: "Ladies +vary in looks; they're like military flags for a funeral or a +celebration--one day furled, next day streaming. Men are ships; +figureheads, about the same in a storm or a calm, and not too +handsome, thanks to the ocean." The last phrases are peculiarly true +of Clive Winthrop, who is sometimes called the ugliest man in +Washington, yet who commands attention in any room that he enters +because of his fine physique, his noble head, and his distinction of +bearing and speech. Rugged he is, "thanks to the ocean," but he looks +as if he could swim against the strongest current. On the other hand, +it cannot be said that Dolly Valentine varies. She is lovely at +breakfast, lovelier at luncheon, and loveliest at dinner when the +dazzling whiteness of her neck and shoulders is revealed. Only a +tolerably generous woman would suffer herself to be in the almost +daily companionship of such a charmer, and that I am in that dangerous +juxtaposition is her fault, not mine. + +"You must take me with you on your sea voyage, Charlotte," she said. +"I must get away from Washington and from mother. No, don't raise your +eye-brows and begin to scold before you know what I mean! I am not +going to criticize my maternal parent, but I am so under her thumb at +the moment that I am a flabby mass of indecision. I have no more mind +than a jellyfish, yet I have to decide a matter of vital importance +within a month. How can I make up a non-existent mind? Answer me that. +Your life is so fixed and serene and settled; so full of absorbing +work; you are so flattered and appreciated that you are like a big +ship anchored in a safe harbor, and you can't think what it's like to +be a silly little yacht bobbing about on the open sea!" (Such is the +uncomprehending viewpoint of twenty toward thirty; the calm assumption +that ladies of that mature age can have no love-affairs of their own +to perplex them!) + +"There is no need of your being a silly little yacht, Dolly!" I +answered. "If you want to make a real voyage you have the power to +choose your craft." + +"Mother always chooses for me," she said with a pout. "She doesn't gag +me and put me in irons and lead me up the gangplank by brute force, +but she dominates me. I start out each morning like a nice, fat, pink +balloon and by evening, though I haven't felt any violent pin-pricks, +I am nothing but a little shrunken heap of shriveled rubber. You know +it, Charlotte! You have seen me bouncing at breakfast and seen me flat +at dinner!" + +It was impossible not to laugh at her. "Don't be ridiculous!" I +expostulated. "There is nothing between you and happiness but a little +cloud so diaphanous that a breath of common sense would blow it away. +Now read your magazine and let me write in my log-book. It is intended +to be an informal report to my chief, of the islands we are to visit. +We shall be at St. Thomas to-morrow morning and in the four days we +have been journeying from New York the only topic of conversation in +which you have shown the slightest enthusiasm is whether you should or +should not marry Marmaduke Hogg!" + +"Don't call him all of it, Charlotte," and she shuddered. "Mother is +always doing it and I can't bear it!" whereupon she flounced about on +her deck-chair and hid her face in her steamer-rug. + + * * * * * + +It was a foolish little love-story, that of Dorothea Valentine. Her +mother was a mass of polite and unnecessary conventions; a pretty sort +of person with a clear profile like that of a cold, old little bird. +Her small, sharp nose resembled a beak; her eyes were like two black +beads; and her conversation was a lengthy series of twitterings. +Charlotte Clifford used to tell Miss Winthrop that if Mrs. Valentine +had been a canary, people would have forever been putting a towel over +her cage to secure silence. She was always idle, save for a +bewildering succession of reconstruction periods, apparently +forestalling ruins that no one else could have prophesied. She dieted +and reduced her hips; had violet rays applied to her scalp; had her +wrinkles ironed out by some mysterious process. If you caught her +before ten in the morning you would find her with crescent-shaped bits +of court-plaster beside her eyes, in front of her ears, and between +her brows. She was beautifully clothed, shod, gloved, massaged, +manicured, and marcelled. She lived on the best sides of the streets +and at the proper hotels. She answered notes, returned calls, and gave +wedding presents punctiliously. She never used the telephone for +invitations, nor had anything but contempt for abbreviations, +carefully writing out Philadelphia, Pennsylvania, and Minneapolis, +Minnesota, when she addressed her sisters in those cities. A mass of +the most glaring virtues was Mrs. Reginald Valentine, impeccable and +unassailable, with views on all subjects as rigid as the laws of the +Medes and Persians. She had ordered her husband's life during their +ten years of marriage, he being a gentle and artistic soul, and she +had more or less directed his exercise, amusements, diet, as well as +his political and religious opinions. She nursed him faithfully in his +last illness, but when he timidly begged to be cremated instead of +buried, she reminded him that it was a radical, ultra-modern idea; +that the Valentine lot and monument were very beautiful; that there +never had been any cremations in the family connection; and that she +hoped he would not break a long-established custom and leave behind +him a positively irreligious request. Various stories of Mr. +Valentine's docility had crept into circulation, and it is said that +on this occasion he turned his head meekly to the wall and sighed: +"Very well, Emma! Do just as you think best; it's your funeral!" + +Just how Dorothea blossomed on this stalk it is difficult to say. A +bright-eyed, sunshiny, willful baby, she had grown into an unaffected, +attractive, breezy young woman, outwardly obedient, inwardly mutinous. +She was generally calm in her mother's presence, never criticizing her +openly, and her merry heart kept her from being really unhappy in a +relationship that many girls would have found intolerable. Beaux she +had a-plenty and lovers not a few. As cream or honey to flies, so was +Dorothea Valentine to mankind in general; but she took them on gayly +and cast them off lightly, little harm being done on either side by +the brief experience. + +Of course the suits of some of the suitors had been hard-pressed by +Mrs. Valentine. "You will go through the woods to find a crooked stick +at last, Dorothea," she would say. "You don't know a desirable _parti_ +when you see one. You must have an extraordinary opinion of your own +charms to think that you have only to pick and choose. Those charms +will fade, rather prematurely, I fear, and when your looked-for ideal +comes along it may be that he will not regard you as flawless." + +"I don't expect him to, mother! I only expect him to find my own flaws +interesting." + +"There is no certainty of that, my dear,"--and Mrs. Valentine's tone +was touched with cynicism. "I had an intimate friend once, Clara +Wyman, a very nice girl she was, who had been in love with my cousin +Roger Benson for years. He seemed much attached to her and when time +went by and nothing happened, I spoke to him plainly one night and +asked him if he didn't intend to propose to her, and if not, what were +his reasons. What do you suppose they were?" + +Mrs. Valentine's tone implied that a shock was coming. + +Dolly sat erect on her mother's Italian day-bed as one prepared. + +"I'm sure I have no idea--how could I have?" she asked. + +"Roger said that he didn't like her wiping her nose through her +veil!!" + +Dolly flung herself at length on the couch and buried her face in the +cushions, her whole body shaking convulsively with silent mirth. + +"You may laugh, Dorothea, but this incident, which I have told many +times, shows how fantastic, erratic, despotic, and hypercritical men +generally are. You will come to your senses some time and realize that +no one is likely to bear with your perversities more patiently than +Arthur Wilde or Lee Wadsworth, who have both wasted a winter dangling +about you." + +Dolly raised her head, patted her hair, and wiped her streaming eyes. + +"I realize the dangerous obstacles between me and the altar as I never +did before,"--and the girl's voice was full of laughter. "But I should +have to lock Arthur Wilde in the basement whenever professors came to +dinner. I couldn't marry Arthur's vocabulary, mother,--I couldn't!" + +"He is a wonderful son, and a millionaire; he has three houses, four +motors, and a steam yacht!" + +"Sure, but that don't 'enthuse me,' 'tremenjous' as it sounds! (I am +imitating Mr. Wilde's style of conversation.) And as for Lee Wadsworth +he is bow-legged!" + +"Lee's reputation is straight at any rate, and his income all that +could be desired," responded Mrs. Valentine loftily. "I wish I could +convince you, Dorothea, that there are no perfect husbands. You are +looking for the impossible! Indeed, I have always found men singularly +imperfect, even as friends and companions, and in a more intimate +relation they leave still more to be desired. You dismissed Sir Thomas +Scott because he was too dictatorial, although you knew he intended to +have the family diamonds reset for you." + +"He'd have had them reset in Sheffield or Birmingham, but, anyhow, one +doesn't marry diamonds, mother." + +"One might at least make the effort, Dorothea! I notice that most of +the people who disdain diamonds generally possess three garnets, two +amethysts, and one Mexican opal." + +Dolly laughed. "You know I did emulate the celebrated Mrs. Dombey, +mother." + +"I know you made a very brief and feeble effort to be sensible, and +you might have conquered yourself had it not been for the sudden +appearance of this young Hogg on your horizon." + +"You shall not call him a young Hogg!" cried Dolly passionately. "It +isn't fair; I won't endure it!" + +"I thought that was his name," remarked Mrs. Valentine, placidly +shifting a wrinkle-plaster from one place to another. "You wouldn't +object if I had alluded to young Benham or young Wadsworth. You show +by your very excitement how disagreeable his name is to your ears. It +isn't a question of argument; Marmaduke Hogg is an outrageous, +offensive name; if he had been Charles or James it would have been +more decent. The 'Marmaduke' simply calls attention to the 'Hogg.' If +any one had asked to introduce a person named Hogg to me I should have +declined." + +"I've told you a dozen times, mother, that the Wilmots' house-party +was at breakfast when I arrived from the night train. There was a +perfect Babel and everybody was calling him 'Duke.' He looked like +one, and nobody said--the other. I didn't even hear his last name till +evening, and then it was too late." + +"'Too late!' Really, Dorothea, if you have no sense of propriety you +may leave the room!"--and Mrs. Valentine applied the smelling-bottle +to her birdlike nose as a sign that her nerves were racked to the +limit and she might at any moment succumb. + +"All I know is," continued Dorothea obstinately, "that he was the +best-looking, the most interesting, the cleverest, the most +companionable man in the house-party, or for that matter in the +universe. You don't ask the last name of Orlando, or Benedick, or +Marcus Aurelius, or Albert of Belgium." + +"It wouldn't be necessary." (Here Mrs. Valentine was quite +imperturbable.) "The Valentines have never been required to associate +with theatrical people or foreigners. In some ways I dislike the name +of Marmaduke as much as Hogg. It is so bombastic that it seems somehow +like an assumed name, or as if the creature had been born on the +stage. When coupled with Hogg it loses what little distinction it +might have had by itself. One almost wishes it had been Marmalade. +Marmalade Hogg suggests a quite nauseating combination of food, but +there is a certain appropriateness about it." + +Dorothea's face was flaming. "You will never allow Duke to explain +himself, mother, nor hear me through when I attempt to make things +clear to you. You never acknowledge that you know, but you do know, +that Duke's people were English a long way back, and 'Marmaduke' is an +old family name. The Winthrops will tell you that Duke's father and +mother were named Forrest and that they changed it to Hogg to pacify +an old bachelor uncle who wanted to leave Duke six thousand dollars a +year. He had no voice in the matter; he was only twelve years old." + +"It was a very short-sighted business proposition, and your Duke must +have been very young for his age,"--and Mrs. Valentine took another +deep sniff of lavender. "Sixty thousand a year wouldn't induce me to +be named Hogg, and I shall never consent to have one in my family!" + +Dorothea burst into tears, a most uncommon occurrence. + +"You have dwelt so long on this purely immaterial objection," she +sobbed, "that you have finally inoculated me with something of your +own feeling and made me miserable and ashamed. I dare say, too, I have +hurt Duke's pride by trying to give him a reason for your indifferent +attitude, yet never having courage for the real, piffling explanation. +I am mortified at my despicable weakness and I will overcome it by +realizing how unworthy I am to bear Duke's honorable, unstained name, +even if it is Hogg. You might as well give up, mother! If the dearest, +best, most delightful man in the world loves me, I shall marry him, +name and all." + +"I do not regard it as settled," replied Mrs. Valentine calmly. "The +young man may not think you so desirable when he learns that my +refusal to accept him as a son-in-law means that he must take you +without any income. Your dear father must have foreseen some such +tragedy when he left all his money in my care!" + +"Duke will take me without a penny!" cried Dorothea hotly. "I would +stake my life on that!" + +"Don't be melodramatic, Dorothea. We shall see in time. It is just +possible that the young man may not be greedy, and so belie his name." +This was Mrs. Valentine's last shaft as Dorothea walked out of the +room with her chin in the air. + + * * * * * + + S.S. Diana, January 26, 1918 + +St. Thomas, and Charlotte Amalia, the little town for which I was +named, looked so lovely when we landed early this morning that I felt +a positive thrill of pride. + +This halfway house of the sea, this gateway of the Caribbean, as it +has been picturesquely called, seemed, as Dolly and I climbed the +hills and the stone stairways, to materialize into a birthplace +instead of a vague dream. A year ago, with the _Dannebrog_, the +scarlet, white-crossed banner of Denmark, floating over the red Danish +fortress on the water-front, I might have felt an alien, but the Stars +and Stripes made me feel at home and I could only remember that my +father and mother met and loved each other in this little Paradise, +and that when I was born there they were the two happiest people under +the sun. If they could have seen their daughter saluting the American +flag so near the very spot in which she first saw the light, they +would have been comforted, I am sure, instead of repining that they +had both been taken away when she most needed their love and +protection. + +Such a view from Diana's deck as we crept into the wonderful harbor! A +background of towering green hills and a dazzling blue of velvet sky +and crystal sea, like that of Algiers, greeted our enchanted gaze! +Like some of the coast towns of Italy, Charlotte Amalia is gay with +color, and its white, red-roofed villas nestle among their luxuriant +gardens and tropical foliage, standing out in a perfect riot of orange +and yellow, blue and red. + +Never, save in Venice, have I seen such a gorgeous array of color in a +landscape. + +Five hours we had in St. Thomas while the Diana put off hundreds of +barrels of cement; but what with the gayly painted boats and their +dark-skinned crews, the naked brown boys diving and swimming for +pennies and dimes in the harbor, a walk to Bluebeard's Tower and +Blackbeard's Castle, we were well amused. Particularly so was +Dorothea, who disappeared from my side for a half-hour while I chatted +with the captain, rejoining me in the tiny palm-bordered park near the +landing. + +She was glowing with happiness. + +"What do you think, Charlotte?" she exclaimed. "I have a letter from +Duke. Not written after we sailed, of course, for it couldn't have +reached me. He bearded mother in her fortress the morning we left +Washington. She was out, or said she was, but sent a note saying that +I had gone on a journey and would be absent for a month. He went +directly to the Winthrops for news and they told him I was with you +and that if he wrote at once by special delivery he could reach the +ship before it left New York dock. He sent the letter to the captain +and asked him to give it to me at St. Thomas for a surprise. The +captain is such a nice man, though a good deal of a tease! Mr. +Winthrop was delighted to hear you were not alone. Poor Miss Winthrop +has influenza and they both wish they had taken this trip. It seems +they are thinking of it just a little." + +"The Winthrops coming on this voyage," I exclaimed. "Impossible! They +hadn't an idea of it." + +"Mightn't he want to interview the governor and look at the island?" + +"He hasn't time. I chose this journey instead of another so that I +could interview the governor and look at the islands myself." + +"Well, I dare say there's nothing in it. Duke didn't speak of it as +anything settled, and he may have misunderstood, his mind being on me. +May I read you the letter--I mean parts of it?" + +"I shouldn't expect to hear all of it," I replied dryly. + +"Yet the bits I leave out are the ones that show him as he is," she +said, looking off into the grove of palms. "Duke is so conscientious +that until we succeed in melting mother--that would be a good title +for a story, 'Melting Mother'!--and until she sanctions an engagement +he won't let himself go, even on paper. So I get only a lovely sort of +'seepage' that breaks through in spite of him!" + +"Skip the seepage," I said unsympathetically, "and give the news." + +She re-read the first paragraphs to herself with a good deal of +dimpling and with eyes that suffused with feeling now and then, and +turning the page began to read aloud: + + Knowing that you were on the high seas far away from me, though + safe with your charming Miss Clifford (Duke admires you + extravagantly, Charlotte!), I concluded to burn my ships and + have a straightforward talk with your mother, although you have + repeatedly warned me that this was not the best method of + approach and that only patience would win my cause. I sent up my + card at the New Willard, and doubtless she would have refused to + receive me, but, going from the office to one of the reception + rooms to await her, I found her seated there with your + Philadelphia aunt and another lady. There had evidently been + confidences, so they scented trouble and took to their heels + when I had been introduced to them somewhat informally as a + friend of Dorothea's, my name not being mentioned. + + I asked your mother, when we were left alone, if she had any + objection to me other than my uneuphonious and suggestive + surname. + + She replied guardedly, no, or at least nothing in particular, + though she might say without conceit that Dorothea might aspire + to anybody, even the highest. + + I cordially agreed, saying that if the male sex had any eye for + beauty, charm or loveliness of character, Dorothea might marry + not only anybody but everybody. + + She said she thought persiflage was out of taste when the + happiness of a mother's whole life was in question. + + I begged pardon, but said it was necessary for me to whistle to + keep my courage up, for the happiness of _my_ whole life was in + question. + + She said that was beside the point and her daughter's happiness + must also be considered. + + I remarked that her daughter, to my infinite surprise and + gratitude, assured me that her happiness lay in the same + direction as my own. + + She vouchsafed the information that Dorothea was a romantic + fool. + + I denied it. + + She dealt what she considered to be a body-blow by affirming + that your property would not be in your hands till you were + twenty-one. + + I replied that I didn't care if it didn't reach you till you + were a hundred and twenty-one. + + She said, "Don't be silly," and asked me if I had ever thought + of changing my name back to Forrest from Hogg. + + I inquired in return if she would mind the loss of six thousand + dollars a year, supposing that I should take such a step. + + She reflected and said that she should, but she would rather + lose it than take the name; and that we could rub along on + Dorothea's money, she supposed, if that was my idea of a + pleasant life. + + I hastened to say that I would relinquish the six thousand + without a pang, confident that I could make a living anyway; but + that it would be disloyal to my good old uncle, whose bounty had + given me a college course, two years at Oxford and three at + Harvard Law School. It had also permitted me to give my services + to the United States Shipping Board without compensation. + + She said she thought it was very selfish in a government to + accept a man's whole time and give him no remuneration; that the + Secretary of the Treasury had only to say to the banks, "Let + there be money," and there was money. There would be plenty for + everybody if only the engravers and laborers at the Mint would + not strike. + + I reminded her that men were remunerated sufficiently in being + allowed to serve their country in time of war. + + She returned that she thought that point of view foolish and + fantastic, but if she found, after a year, that her daughter's + peace of mind was threatened, would I then change my name and + live on Dorothea's income until I could establish myself in the + practice of the law? She said that I must acknowledge that this + was a ridiculously generous proposition and one that neither my + talents nor my station in life merited. + + I replied that the proposition meant to me that I should simply + be selling myself and buying her daughter, and that I declined + to accept it. + +("Oh, Charlotte!" the girl interrupted with a catch in her throat, +"don't you think that was splendid and clever, too?") + + Your mother said that she wished to take the matter into + consideration during your absence [so the letter ran on], and + just as we were rising the Philadelphia aunt came in from one + door and General X, Senator Y, and Lord Z from another. + + They are at the moment three of the most significant figures in + the moving picture of Washington society, and all women pursue + them. They beamed at me as if they had been commandeered for + that special purpose, and Senator Y said jovially: "How are you, + Duke? Glad to see you. Are you free to dine with us?" + + I hastily turned to your mother, saying: "I was just going to + ask you and your sister if you would dine with me." + + Lord Z, who was at Balliol with me, you remember, said: "Then + perhaps you will allow us to come to your table for coffee, + Hogg?" Your mother gazed at him, astounded that his noble tongue + could utter the name. Then she actually and gracefully "fell" + for the dinner, lured by the bait of the post-prandial coffee + with the distinguished trio, and the Philadelphia aunt kept + things going serenely. She is a delightful person and will be a + perfect companion for your mother when--you know when--when she + needs one--and I no longer do! + +("There never was a man who said things like Duke!" interpolated Dolly +ecstatically.) + + All would have gone swimmingly to the end had not a page + suddenly entered the room bawling: "Mr. Hogg wanted at the + telephone: Mr. Hogg? Telephone message for Mr. HOGG!" + + Only capitals can give an idea of the volume of voice. My + ear-drum, grown painfully sensitive since I met your mother, + echoed and reëchoed with the tone as I threaded my way through + the crowded room, followed by every eye, while I imagined people + saying: "I wonder if he's called to the stockyard?" (It is + queer, but I never felt this way in Oxford, for they still + remember Hogg, the Scottish poet, and I hung myself to his + revered coat-tails.) + + The telephone message was from my secretary, and healed my + wounded vanity, for it came from the British Embassy conveying + the thanks of the Foreign Office for Mr. Hogg's friendly and + helpful action in conducting negotiations for the chartering of + ex-enemy ships lying in South American ports. + +("You see what he is!" exclaimed Dolly, looking up from the letter +with eyes full of unshed tears! "Of course he has five or six +superiors in office but I suppose really that Duke's extraordinary +talent keeps that whole shipping board going! You mark my words, +Charlotte, when Duke gives up his position and goes to Plattsburg +there'll be an absolute slump in that office! But just hear what +follows; it is so discouraging!") + + But when, glowing with the delight that always comes to me when + I have any little tribute to lay with my love at your charming + number-three feet, when I returned to my table your mother had + gone to her room and the Philadelphia aunt remained to explain + that she had been taken suddenly ill. + + "It will all come right, Mr.--my dear boy!" she said. "My sister + has one weakness, an abnormal sensitiveness to public opinion. + She thinks constantly what people will say of this, that, or the + other trifling thing, and in that way perpetually loses sight of + the realities of life. There is a great deal of good in her that + you have never seen because for the moment she is absolutely + obsessed by her objection to your name and her conviction that + Dorothea might and should marry a title. My sister married + Reginald Valentine more for the effect on her future + visiting-card than anything else, but Dorothea's father + bequeathed his good looks, his sunny disposition, his charm, and + his generous nature to his daughter. You have chosen wisely, my + dear Mr.--boy, but not more wisely, to my mind, than Dorothea + has!" + + So it ended, but I somehow hope that I may have converted your + mother from an enemy alien to an armed neutral! + +"There is nothing more of--of--general interest," said Dolly +tearfully, as she slipped the letter in the envelope. "Aunt Maggie is +a trump. Oh, Charlotte! if only you had ever had a love-problem like +mine and could advise me! Duke always wondered that you never +married." + +(Dorothea ought to be cuffed for impertinence, but she is too +unconscious and too pretty and lovable for corporal punishment.) + +"Perhaps there may still be hope even at thirty!" I said stiffly. + +"Oh, I didn't mean that! You might have anybody by lifting your +finger! We only wonder you've never lifted it! But you could be happy +only with a very learned and prominent man, you are so clever!" + +"I'm clever enough to prefer love to learning, if I have to choose, +Dolly, my dear." + +"I'm so sorry you didn't get a letter, Charlotte," said the girl, +snuggling sympathetically to my side on the bench. + +This was more than flesh and blood or angel could bear! + +I kissed her, and, shaking her off my shoulder vigorously, I said, as +I straightened my hat: "As a matter of fact, Miss Valentine, I have +had a letter every day since we left New York; a letter delivered +before breakfast by the steward. You have had but one, yet you are +twenty and I am thirty!" + +"_Charlotte!_" + +"Don't add to your impudence by being too astonished, darling," I +continued. "Come! let's go and pick bananas and pineapples and +tamarinds and shaddocks and star-apples and sapodillas!" + +"I won't budge a step till you tell me all about it!" + +"Then you'll grow to this green bench and have to be cut away by your +faithful Marmaduke!" + +"Is it a secret?" + +"It doesn't exist at all for you. You are not of age, Dolly." + +"I'm old enough to know the things one can learn by heart!" was +Dolly's comment. + +When the Diana was leaving St. Thomas at sunset and we were well on +our way to St. Croix, Dolly made a half confidence. + +"You are not my chaperon, Charlotte, because in my hour of need I +simply fastened myself to you like a limpet, or an albatross, or a +barnacle, or any other form of nautical vampire that you prefer. +Still, I might as well confess that I cabled to Duke, or wirelessed, +or did something awfully expensive of that sort at St. Thomas while +you were having that interminable talk with the captain, who, by the +way, is married and devoted to his wife, they say." + +"That was foolish and extravagant, my child," I answered. "I don't +know what you said, but I have the most absolute confidence in your +indiscretion. I hope you remembered that all messages are censored in +war-time?" + +"I did, indeed," she sighed. "I was never so hampered and handicapped +in my life, but I think I have outwitted the censors. I wish I were as +sure about--mother!" + + * * * * * + + S.S. Diana, January 26 + +St. Croix was delightful, with a motor-ride across the island from +Frederikstad to Christianstad, where we lunched. + +Dolly's mind is not in a state especially favorable for instruction, +but I took a guidebook, and, sitting under a wonderful tamarind tree, +read her Alexander Hamilton's well-known letter describing a West +Indian hurricane, written from St. Croix in 1772. + +We were with a party of Canadian acquaintances made on shipboard and +greatly interested in our first visits to sugar plantations. Vast +cane-fields of waving green stretched mile after mile on the right and +on the left, making it seem incredible that a Food Commissioner need +beg the sweet tooth to deny itself in the midst of such riotous +plenty. + +There was a dazzling glare from the white buildings of the town and +the coral roads, but the moment we reached the outlying country all +was verdant and restful. The beautiful hard roads ran like white +ribbons over velvet hills and through rich valleys; tall windmills, +belonging to the earlier days of sugar-making, rose picturesquely from +the magnificent palms and other shade-trees; there were brilliant +flowers and blossoming vines breaking through hedges here and there, +and acres of pineapples and orange groves. Truly, our Canadian +companions might wish us luck in our new possessions! + + * * * * * + + Later in the day + +We have left the Virgin Islands now and at dawn we neared St. Kitts, +of the Leeward group, anchoring a half-mile away from the landing and +putting passengers ashore in the small boats that ranged themselves +near the steamer. There was a very bedlam of chatter, argument, and +recrimination among the black boatmen, mounting at times to furious +invective in a patois we failed wholly to understand, for though the +majority of the natives speak English on all the islands, whether +Dutch, French, or British, they use a language of their own vintage on +these undress occasions. I could see Dolly's bright head and laughing +eyes peeping through her porthole, nodding good-morning to me as I +viewed the scene from my own little stateroom opposite hers. + +The St. Kitts boatmaster was a superb personage in white linen uniform +and cap. He stood at the top of the steps lowered from our steamer to +the ocean, and from that serene height of power commanded his +clamorous and refractory legions. + +It was his voice that called me irresistibly from my berth and kept my +ears, as well as my eyes, glued to the porthole of my cabin. It was a +deep, rich barytone, as full of color as his own native skies and sea. +The white cap set off his dark skin, and a pair of eyes that shot +lightnings of authority gleamed from under his vizor. He ought to have +been singing the "Pagliacci" prologue at the Metropolitan Opera House, +but instead he was calling resonantly (his private megaphone seemed to +be located in his own throat): "_Don't crowd, Edward.... Push in, +Victoria.... Get away, George.... Come nearer, come nearer, Mary.... +Show your number, Albert, or meet me in court to-morrow at eleven!_" + +As a matter of fact, these were the names painted on the boats +crowding and jamming their way to the most favorable places for +securing passengers or freight; but the quality of his voice made it +seem as if, in calling Victoria, Edward, George, Mary, and Albert, he +were summoning a corporeal bevy of kings and queens to do his instant +bidding. The excitement reached its climax when an aged bishop +descended the stairway, which was under some circumstances as perilous +as a ladder. The bishop's quaint hat and gown and hood of various +colors made him seem like a benign figure in comic opera; and perhaps +because of his dignity or his multiplicity of luggage, all the boats +ardently desired him as a passenger. Two green boxes, carrying much +information painted in white on the sides, gave us all details of his +rank, ancestry, and place of residence. These were projected down the +stairway and then followed an imposing procession of servitors bearing +potted plants, packages done up in linen cloth, baskets of eggs, +limes, lemons, grapefruit, a canary in a cage, some white mice, and a +Persian cat; the last three, it is needless to say, being in separate +crates. + +Majestic being, that St. Kitts boatmaster; never more impressive than +when he successfully landed a bishop of the isles! Dolly and I +recalled the "Admirable Crichton" in Barrie's whimsical play, who, as +butler in a titled English family, was wrecked with the entire +household on a desert island. It needed only the emergencies of +twenty-four hours to establish him as the dominant intellectual force +and the practical governor of the sadly inefficient earls, countesses, +ladies, and honorables; and before long he assumed the authority +properly belonging to him. That the earl's daughter finally fell in +love with him seemed not so much dramatic license as a tribute to his +obvious superiority. In London the lady would have been criticized as +marrying beneath her; on the desert island it actually appeared as if +she were doing particularly well for herself; indeed, Dolly confessed +that though she would prefer marrying Marmaduke Hogg she would rather +be wrecked in the company of the St. Kitts boatmaster. + + * * * * * + + S.S. Diana, Sunday, January 27 + +After breakfast, on our way to anchor at Antigua for the night, we saw +in the distance the towering cone of Nevis, the "Gorgeous Isle" of +Alexander Hamilton's birth and the famous scene of Lord Nelson's +marriage. It has fallen from its proud estate of former years into +poverty and neglect, but it is still marvelously beautiful to the eye. +We sat on deck reading, or at least glancing drowsily over the pages +of our books to the sapphire sea and the emerald forests of the island +shores with a never-ceasing delight. There were three Roman Catholic +priests on board, also four Protestant missionaries, one of them with +a wife and a family of charming children--Samuel, Naomi, Esther, +Daniel. Piously they were named and never once did they bring contempt +on the Holy Scriptures! From below in a far end of the boat we could +hear echoes of gospel hymns in some little cabin where a +Sunday-morning service was being held. + +Dorothea gave a deep sigh. + +"It is all so peaceful, Charlotte! One day just like another and all +beautiful and tranquil. We haven't seen anybody hurry since we left +New York. Do you remember Rudyard Kipling saying, when he came back +there after a long absence, that he was afraid to step slowly lest the +man behind him should walk up his back? Nobody ever seems nervous in +these islands. The natives can be ragged and hungry without being much +concerned. Work never appears to be a delight to them for its own +sake, but only as a means to get food. I feel slip--slip--slipping +into a heavenly state of coma. Does anything ever stir the tropics +except hurricanes and earthquakes, I wonder? How can women fight for +suffrage in this climate? How can a man be awakened to great +ambitions?" + +"Alexander Hamilton was born on Nevis and passed all his boyhood and +youthful days on what is now our own St. Croix," I said. + +"Yes, but he wasn't Washington's aide-de-camp nor secretary of the +treasury in the tropics!" + +"True; nevertheless, when he was Nicholas Cruger's bookkeeper at the +age of twelve he wrote to an American friend: 'I contemn the groveling +condition of a clerk to which my fortunes condemn me, and I would +willingly risk my life, though not my character, to exalt my +station.... My youth excludes me from any hope of immediate +preferment, but I mean to prepare the way for futurity.' You see the +yeast was stirring, even in the tropics, Dolly!" + +"Well, I feel no yeast stirring in me," she said languidly. "All the +morning I have been trying to recapture a certain 'Ode to a Cow' +written by a man of action in a country hotel where mother and I were +sojourning last summer. I could have echoed it when I first regarded +the inhabitants of these islands, and now anybody might say it of me, +for I grow more and more cow-like with every passing day. It runs this +way: + + + "'ODE TO A CUD-CHEWING COW + + "'Why, Cow, art thou so satisfied, + So well content with all things here below, + So meek, so lazy, and so awful slow? + Dost thou not know that men's affairs are mixed? + That grievously the world needs to be fixed? + That nothing we can do has any worth? + That life is care and trouble and untowardness? + Prit, Cow! This is no time for idleness! + The cud thou chewest is not what it seems. + Get up and moo! Tear round and quit thy dreams!'" + +By this time Dorothea was asleep. Her book slid to the floor, I shaded +her face with my green umbrella, pulled down her muslin frock over her +pretty ankles, and gave myself up to vagrant thoughts of her probable +future. + +Sunday on shipboard is a good day for reflections and heart-searchings. +My own problem, after all, is not so baffling as Dolly's. She is as +loyal as a charming and sensible girl can be to a mother like Mrs. +Valentine, whose soul, if the truth were told, is about the size of a +mustard-seed. A frivolous, useless, bird-minded woman is Dolly's +mother; a woman pecking at life as a canary pecks at its cuttlefish, +simply to sharpen its bill. How the girl can respect her I cannot +imagine! I suppose flesh calls to flesh and she loves her without too +much analysis, but they seem to have come to the parting of the ways. +It is Dolly's highest self that is in love with Marmaduke Hogg, and I +don't believe she will sacrifice it to a maternal whim and call it +filial obedience. Perhaps the absence that makes the heart grow +fonder is working like a philter in this journey planned by Mrs. +Valentine with a far different purpose. + +"Let her go with you, Charlotte," she begged me with tears in her +eyes. "I must get her away from this attractive but undesirable young +man! That absurd uncle who didn't want his name to die out must have +been a lunatic or an imbecile. Why shouldn't such a vulgar name become +extinct? And to think that my exquisite Dorothea--whose figure and +eyelashes have been remarked by royalty--to think that she should be +expected to graft herself on to that family tree of all others! To +think that she may take that name herself and, for aught we know, add +half a dozen more to the list; all boys, probably, who would marry in +course of time and produce others, piling Hoggs on Hoggs, as it were! +It is like one of those horrible endless chains that are condemned by +the government!" + +I gave way to peals of laughter at this impassioned speech, evidently +annoying Mrs. Valentine, who expected sympathy. I tried to placate her +with reference to the poet of the name which had none but delightful +associations in Scotland. + +"Then if they choose to defy me and marry each other, let them go and +live in Scotland!" she snapped. + +"Would you have minded Dolly's marrying Lord Bacon?" I asked. + +This gave her food for thought. + +"No," she said reflectively, "for, of course, he was a lord, which is +something." + +"But how about the associations?" + +"I can't explain, but somehow they are not as repulsive to me," she +insisted. "I always think of bacon cooked, not raw, and--the other is +alive!" + +As for my own difficulty, it is, after all, a conventional one. I +cannot bear the idea of marrying my employer; a man known by sight and +reputation to everybody in Washington, while I am a relatively unknown +person without fortune, kith, or kin. The thought brings to mind +sensational headlines in cheap newspapers regarding the wedding of +some aged millionaire with his youthful stenographer, and the +consequent alarms of his household; or the alliance of some scion of a +wealthy house with a trained nurse of obscure lineage and vaulting +ambition. I am all alone in the world, and though my father, who died +when he was only five and twenty, left me but the barest support, I +have gloried in my independence and rejoiced in my modest successes. + +My people on both sides were of good stock. Even the Winthrops could +climb my family tree and find no bad fruit on it, but the world will +say: "What a splendid match for Charlotte Clifford." ... "I wonder how +Ellen Winthrop will take it?" ... "I shouldn't have thought Clive +Winthrop would marry his secretary, somehow, though there's nothing +against her; but he could look higher!" + +The world would be quite right. It is a splendid marriage for +Charlotte Clifford, and Clive Winthrop could look higher. He is my +superior and that is the reason I love him. That he loves me proves +that there is something in me that will rise to his level. All the +same, I wrote him when I came away that I could never cross the bridge +between us (there is a bridge, although he does not see it) until I +was no longer his secretary and until I was sure his sister would +welcome me into the household that has been so harmonious and +delightful to every human being that has ever crossed its threshold. +Nobody could equal Ellen Winthrop as a hostess, with her fine, +spirited face, lovely even at seventy; her gift of repartee, her +stately manner, her simple, trailing dress, always of black or gray, +and always reaching the floor, when most of the feminine world looks, +in its best clothes, as if mounted on stilts, with a skimpy, +semi-detached tail wriggling its silly length behind! I could never +scale the heights on which the splendid Ellen perpetually dwells, but +I could sit at the foot of them and admire with all my heart, and +perhaps that attitude, if fully understood, might win her affection. + + * * * * * + + S.S. Diana, January 28, 1918 + +At Antigua we anchored and took a steam launch to see the town, where +we visited a very fine sugar-cane factory, watching the whole process +from the cane-field to the market. + +We did not land at Guadeloupe, the hour not being favorable and the +stay being too brief to compensate for the effort involved. But this +morning at eight we approached Dominica, the largest of the Leeward +group, the loftiest of the Lesser Antilles, and the loveliest--if one +could or ought to make comparison--the loveliest of the West Indian +Isles. The guidebook calls it "The Caribbean Wonderland," and Dolly +and I were not disposed to quarrel with the phrase, after hanging over +the deck-rail for an hour before breakfast and marveling at the beauty +of the view. Mountains shimmered in the distance like visions seen in +dreams, mountains like towering emeralds springing from a sapphire +sea! We passed tiny hamlets, half-hidden in lime orchards, and +cocoa-groves with yellow patches of cane gleaming here and there +against a background of forest. As we drew nearer we could see white +torrents dashing tempestuously down through green valleys, for +Dominica has a too plenteous water-supply, since in some districts +three hundred inches a year is the average rainfall. It rained seven +times in the three hours that we passed on shore, but the showers were +gentle ones, and we found generous shelter in the wonderful Botanical +Garden, where we spent most of our time. + +Nature is sometimes a kindly mother; often she wears a tragic mask, +and now and then she indulges in melodrama; but I never conceived the +possibility of her having a sense of humor until we witnessed her +freakish mood in the Dominica garden. There were the usual varieties +of magnificent palms and brilliant flowering shrubs; but the joy of +joys was the Sausage-Tree, around which we walked in helpless mirth at +the incredible veracity of the imitation. It reached a goodly height, +and had a splendid girth and circumference of shade; but no factory in +Bologna or Frankfort, or any other possible birthplace of the real +article, could rival this amazing, this funny, tree in fertility. Its +product was just a trifle large, save for the omnivorous lover of +sausage; but in other respects it was a faithful copy of the +original--unless, indeed, the first sausage-maker borrowed the idea +from the tree, instead of the other way about. These vegetable +sausages hung in hundreds of strings and festoons and clusters from +the topmost to the lowest branches. Because of the way they hung, the +way they were strung, their shape and color, and the very manner in +which the skin was neatly drawn over each one and fastened, no one +possessing a sense of the ridiculous but would sit down under the tree +and laugh at the joke. Oddly enough we could find no pictorial +postcard of this phenomenon to bring home for the enlivening of winter +evenings, though we bought a capital one of the Cannon-Ball Tree, just +as unique in its way but not so absurd. + +Dorothea was enchanted with Dominica, and kept exclaiming every few +minutes: "Oh, if only Great Britain would sell us this island! I think +I'd choose to live in Dominica, because if I had a sausage-tree in my +garden I should laugh every day, and the children wouldn't need any +playthings." + + * * * * * + + S.S. Diana, February 1, 1918 + +We have had a glimpse of France through a day at Martinique. The +principal feature of our visit was a wild motor-drive up an +eighteen-hundred-foot mountain. It was a steady climb from glory to +glory, with tropical forests on every side. Our method of progress was +not quite serene, for there was not a sufficient number of cars to +satisfy the demand. + +After a long wait Dolly and I took a small mongrel sort of motor that +had been refused by all the Diana's passengers. The Creole driver, +handsome, debonair, persuasive, and fluent, though unintelligible, +assured us that he had ascended and descended the mountain hundreds of +times, a fact only too obvious to one who examined his means of +transportation. None of the tires matched, and two of them looked like +wounded soldiers just home from the front, displaying patches of +adhesive plaster and bandages of cotton and woolen rags of every +color, with an occasional inset of an alien material into the rubber. +One could catch a glimpse of a tin tomato-can neatly introduced in the +place of some vital bit of machinery; a Waterbury alarm-clock figured +in an unexpected position, apparently adding its power to the engine; +and there were stout ropes, here and there, which I never observed +before in the rigging of any motor. + +I hesitated to enter, for the future, though not absolutely certain, +looked full of hope and promise; but Dolly was firm and reckless. I am +ten years her senior, but still young to be called a "'fraid cat" with +impunity; so I finally mounted the vehicle. The driver gave a gay, +insouciant tap to a front tire, as much as to say: "Courage, mon +enfant! C'est la dernière fois!"--then flung himself into his seat, +and, blowing a horn, started his base-hospital up the mountain at a +breakneck pace. The motor's own horn was out of commission, but there +was a substitute by the driver's side. It was easy for him to blow it +because he had no particular use for either of his hands, his steering +being left largely to chance. Repeated expostulations in +boarding-school French only elicited a reply that sounded like: "Soyez +tranquilles, mesdames. You speak American? Bien! Leezy est +parfaitement docile!" + +This conveyed no idea to me, although his broad grin convinced me that +in his own opinion it was a subtle witticism. At length, however, it +burst upon Dolly, who went off into irrepressible gales of laughter. + +"You have lived so continuously in a rarefied Winthrop atmosphere, +Charlotte, that you haven't any modern vocabulary. He is telling you +the pet name of his car, to give you confidence. Nobody ever dies in a +tin 'Lizzie.' Not only is the machine indestructible, but the people +that ride in it. Isn't the driver a witty, reckless darling?" + +He was, indeed; and, incredible as it may seem, Lizzie ascended and +descended the mountain in safety--though only because a kind +Providence watched over us. Then, when we had paid the reckless, +danger-proof darling twice the sum he should have demanded, we sat on +a bench in the Savanna, where we could be quietly grateful that we +were alive and watch the coming and going of the Fort-de-France +townspeople, so unmistakably French, with the bright costumes of the +women, the pose of their turbans or hats, their sparkle and chatter +and vivacious gestures. + +Here in the Savanna travelers always gather to look at the marble +statue of the Empress Josephine, which is called the greatest work of +art in the West Indies. That is not fatuous praise, perhaps, but the +figure needed the hand of no master sculptor to hold the eye and +captivate the imagination. It is mounted on a huge pedestal and is of +heroic size, the white glitter of its marble enhanced by its truly +magnificent setting, a circle of towering royal palms. There she +stands, the lovely Creole woman of Martinique, forever looking at +"Trois Islets," as if she were remembering her birth in an overseer's +shack and her girlhood passed in a sugar-mill. Straightway the crowds +of native men and women chaffering in the market-place, the mothers +holding up their crowing babies to the statue, the nursemaids and +groups of playing children, all vanished, and we re-lived in spirit +poor Josephine's past, thrilling anew at the remembrance of her +romance, her triumph, and her bitter sorrow--the Creole girl who +crossed the sea to become Empress of France and share a throne with +Napoleon, but who sailed back to her island home a brokenhearted +woman. + +Good-bye, Martinique, land of Josephine; and land of St. Pierre, the +scene of one of the greatest tragedies of modern times, when the fury +of Mont Pelée engulfed the growth of centuries and buried forty +thousand human creatures in its scalding lava. St. Lucia, of the +Windward group, to-morrow, and then Barbados, from whence the Diana +goes on to Demerara and returns a week or so later, so that we are +able to rejoin her, taking up our former comfortable cabins and our +much-liked captain. + + * * * * * + + S.S. Diana + Between Barbados and New York + February 11 + +Here we are again on our homeward trip, making fewer landings and +briefer stops, principally to take on passengers and thousands of +barrels of limes. + +Barbados, with its charming hotel at Hastings, was an unalloyed +delight; and Dorothea, who had determined to live in each of the +islands as it came along, would finally have transferred her +allegiance for good and all had it not seemed more loyal for an +American to choose one of our own possessions and "grow up with the +country." We found ourselves in the midst of pleasant, even +distinguished, society--British officials, ex-governors, and +judge-advocates of the various islands, English and Canadian soldiers +on sick-leave, and officers commanding the U-boat chasers in near-by +waters. Dorothea danced nightly and held court daily on the broad +piazzas, reminding me of Rudyard Kipling's fascinating heroine in an +Indian army post, who, whenever she appeared, caused the horizon to +become black with majors. Her head and heart remained true to the +absent Marmaduke--I am not so sure about her dancing feet! + +Now that that experience is over, with the many others, we are at sea +and quiet again, with one tranquil day just like the other. + +"What a honeymoon journey it would make, Charlotte!" said Dolly one +moonlight evening on deck. "It is so difficult to grow in knowledge of +people in New York or Washington. One doesn't even know one's self." + +"All journeys must be good for honeymooners, don't you think?" + +"Yes, in a way; but some places are created for lovers and newlyweds, +who are, after all, only explorers, Charlotte, forever discovering new +lands and annexing new territories." + +"Yes; and sometimes falling into the hands of savages and cannibals, I +suppose." + +"Yes; that must be terrible--the awakening to find that one has been +mistaken in a man!" sighed Dolly. + +"I dare say we ought to worry lest men be mistaken in us; it might +happen, you know." + +"Your mind is so logical, Charlotte! However, this voyage wouldn't +have to be idealized to meet the needs of honeymooners. In a Vermont +village where I sometimes stay I remember a girl who had to be married +on Sunday because she could not give up her position as +telegraph-operator till Saturday night. That was dull enough in all +conscience, but she was married in her high-school graduating dress, +and went to her grandmother's house, ten miles away, for her +wedding-journey. I think it required considerable inward felicity to +exalt that situation!" + +I sat upright in my steamer chair. "Dorothea," I said sharply, "you +have been manufacturing conversation for the last five minutes--just +killing time for fear that I should ask you questions. Is there +anything on your mind? You have been absentminded and nervous for +days." + +"Your imagination is working overtime, Charlotte," she answered. "We +are nearing home, that is all; and life presses closer." + +I could not gainsay her, for every mile of ocean crossed makes my +heart beat faster. I seem to be living just now in a sort of pause +between my different lives. There is the heaven of my childhood in the +vague background; then the building of my "career," if so modest a +thing can be called by so shining a name; then the steady, +half-conscious growth of a love that illumines my labors, yet makes +them difficult and perplexing; and now there is a sense of suspended +activity, of waiting, with a glimmering air-castle rising like an +iridescent bubble out of the hazy future. Sometimes there are two +welcoming faces at a window and sometimes the indistinct figure of a +woman stretching out a forbidding hand, my chief's sister, who may not +want a third person in the family! + + * * * * * + + S.S. Diana, February 13, 1918 + +Dolly went on the bridge this afternoon and stayed a half-hour with +the captain, giving no reason save that she liked to talk with him, +which seemed plausible, but did not satisfy me. At bedtime I +discovered her unpacking and laying out in her upper berth a dazzling +toilet for our landing at St. Thomas to-morrow. She blushed when I +looked in upon her. + +"Do dress 'up to me,' Charlotte," she coaxed. "I don't want to be +conspicuous. Wear your gray georgette and the broad hat with the +roses." + +"Why this sudden display of vanity and good clothes?" + +"Hasn't your letter of introduction to Governor Oliver brought us an +invitation to luncheon at Government House?" + +"Yes; but I don't suppose it is a banquet." + +"Charlotte, I must confide in you." + +"I should think it was about time." + +"What do you mean?" + +"I have known for days that you were concealing something." + +"I didn't want to be secretive, but I thought it was only fair to you +to keep my own counsel. Now you can report to mother that you knew +nothing, and that therefore you couldn't interfere." + +"But what have you done? You can't be secretly married--with your +chosen man in Washington and you on the vasty deep." + +"No; but I'm next door to it." + +"What do you mean by 'next door'? Have you a groom and a minister +waiting on the New York dock?" + +"No; mother will be there, but I fear she won't bring a minister. I'm +so glad you imagined something far, far worse than I ever intended. It +shows that you are more audacious than I--though nobody would believe +it." + +"I don't like your tone; but go on." + +"I've been communicating rather frequently with Duke." + +"So I fancied, from your changing money at every stop and doing +continual sums on paper." + +"It has made me a pauper--this telegraphing in war-time. The messages +go by Jamaica or Porto Rico or Trinidad or Bermuda and lots of other +islands, and I think some of the messages must be personally conducted +straight to New York by powerful swimmers, judging by the cost." + +"Go on. Don't temporize." + +"I needn't repeat all of them, and in fact I haven't copies. Duke, +after he had my first telegram from St. Thomas, wired back to St. +Croix, '_You are willing to take my name. Why, after all, shouldn't I +refuse your sacrifice and make one of my own by taking yours?_' Wasn't +that noble?" + +"It would have softened the heart of a suffragette or a feminist. What +did you reply?" + +"I said: '_Never in the world!_'" + +"'Never' would have been enough. You wasted three words at a dollar or +so apiece." + +"I wanted to be strong. I said: '_Never in the world! I am not going +to have you criticized and nagged and made unhappy, as if your name +were a crime!_' Then he wired: '_But it would remove objections, and +cost only six thousand a year._' I had to wait two whole days and +nights before I could cable: '_Objector will surely meet me in New +York. She will probably forgive if we are both firm. My mind is made +up. I would rather be a you-know-what than remain a Valentine._'" + +"That was strong enough." + +"I meant it to be. He has been scurrilously treated, and somebody must +stand by him. Now, to-morrow, February 14th, is his birthday. I +remember it because we met on St. Valentine's day, and it wasn't many +hours afterward that I guessed how he felt about me." + +"Dorothea! Do you mean to tell me that a man spoke to you of his +feelings within twenty-four hours of the time you met?" + +"No, I do not." + +"You certainly intimated as much. If it wasn't many hours after you +met on the 14th it must have been on the 15th." + +"No, you are wrong, Charlotte. It was the evening of the same day. We +met in the early morning." + +"It sounds like a children's party with an exchange of those +snapping-mottoes." + +"Duke is nearly twenty-eight, you know, Charlotte; so it is simply +nonsense to jeer at him. You ought to be able to imagine what sort of +things would be said between two persons mutually attracted to each +other--when you remember that he was born on February 14th and my name +is Valentine. The coincidence simply put ideas into our heads; but I +won't go on if you don't sympathize." + +"I don't actually disapprove, not at heart. Now, what has his birthday +got to do with to-morrow and St. Thomas?" + +"Why, I cabled him as soon as we arrived at Barbados: '_What would you +like for a birthday present from the West Indies?_' I knew that he +would remember we met on St. Valentine's day and an answer could reach +me at St. Thomas." + +"Couldn't you buy him a souvenir without inquiring at great expense +what he'd prefer?" + +"Ye-es; but I thought it was a nice, affectionate question." + +"Well?" + +"Well, he cabled one word, Charlotte." + +"I guessed that the moment you quoted your message. When you asked: +'_What shall I bring you from the West Indies?_' Duke promptly +answered, '_Yourself._'" + +"Charlotte, you are positively uncanny! How did you manage to hit upon +it?" + +"It doesn't take as much intellect as you fancy. You are as +transparent as a plate of glass. Well, when he said '_Yourself_,' how +did you answer him?" + +"It's the only thing I don't like to tell you, but I must. I reflected +a full half-hour at Barbados. It was one of those heavenly moonlight +nights not suitable for reflection. Then I wrote a message and sent it +to the office by one of the colored waiters so that the hotel people +shouldn't read it. It said" (and here she turned her face away from +me): "'_Deliveries from the West Indies are uncertain and expensive; +come and get me._'--Do you think that was forward?" + +I laughed irresistibly and a long time. "It certainly was not +backward, but it was delicious," I said at length, wiping the tears +from my eyes. "However, he seems as impetuous and tempestuous as you, +so perhaps it doesn't matter." + +"You see, Charlotte, I knew that probably he couldn't meet this boat +to save his life, so I was willing to say, '_Come and get me_,' just +for fun. I hadn't the slightest clue as to when he would receive my +message or the sailing dates of steamers from New York, everything is +so changed in war-times. I know only that the time is slipping away, +and Duke may leave the Shipping Board at any moment for the +training-camp. I intend to have one brief, straightforward talk with +mother, and declare my purpose. We are going to get your Mr. Winthrop +to intercede for us, too. I shall be of age in March, and I don't +intend to let a mere name stand between me and happiness." + +"I think you are right, and that your mother will finally agree with +you; but I still don't see the need of an unusual toilet for +to-morrow." + +"It's for the Governor," said Dolly, "and one never knows what may +happen." + +"If a bromidic remark may also be cryptic, Dorothea, you have achieved +the combination. Now I must ask you a direct question, for, although I +am not your keeper, but your friend, I am not disposed to let you do +anything reckless. Why did you put that idea into Duke's head--the +idea of meeting you in St. Thomas?" + +"I wanted to talk things over before seeing mother. I knew I could +trust him. He has some elderly cousins and a sister-in-law; surely, +between them, he could find somebody to bring along with him; and I +have you, safest and wisest of Charlottes! Duke is one of the legal +advisers of the Shipping Board. Why shouldn't he have business in +these islands? Besides, it is a practical impossibility that he should +be able to reach St. Thomas on a given date." + +"Then why did you suggest it?" + +"I think, Charlotte, it must have been empty-mindedness." + +"I regard it as a pure lack of self-control." + +"I've practiced self-control for one whole, endless year." + +"You have practiced filial obedience, I grant that. But what good do +you expect to achieve if Duke does surmount the insurmountable and +meet you to-morrow?" + +"What good?" Dolly almost shrieked the question. "What good, do you +ask? You callous, cold-hearted Charlotte! Why, four heavenly days +spent in his society, to be sure--with you and his chaperon having a +lovely time together somewhere not too near." + +"And you haven't any sneaking idea of marrying him in St. Thomas? +Because I won't allow it." + +"No such luck! He wouldn't let me, unless mother's attitude has been +miraculously changed." + +"Well, I can only say that you have made me very nervous and +uncomfortable, Dolly," and I prepared to leave her cabin and cross the +narrow space that divided it from mine. + +"Darling Charlotte!" Here she drew me back. "If you are nervous and +uncomfortable, it seems that you think there's a bare chance that Duke +will be in St. Thomas." + +"I know nothing about the possibilities," I replied. "He might +persuade the Shipping Board that he could be of use in this vicinity, +and, of course, he would have advantages not possessed by ordinary +tourists." + +"If you had had any experience with shipping boards, Charlotte, you +would know that they can only be moved by chloroform or dynamite. +Besides, Duke would never do anything underhanded; he is too +patriotic; though, of course, he is inventive." + +"Of course! And inventiveness is only one of his gifts, while his +virtues are those of Sir Galahad, King Arthur, Marcus Aurelius, +Abraham Lincoln, and a few others." + +"Charlotte, I don't want to seem harsh, but I hope some time you will +get a faint inkling of what love really is. Your heart reminds me of +the Rock of Gibraltar!" + +"One doesn't wear the Rock of Gibraltar on one's sleeve, at all +events," I remarked. + +"Do you mean that if you ever did have a love-affair you wouldn't +confide in me, when I adore you so, Charlotte?" + +"I mean something of the sort, my child." At which she made a feint of +beating me with her little silver hair-brush, but ended in kissing my +cheek and whispering: "Good-night! You are a darling, even if you have +no sentiment." + + * * * * * + +Morning came. We anchored outside St. Croix at five o'clock; went +through medical inspection at six, and if there was anything the +matter with Dolly's heart or mine the physician did not offer any +comment. Then about ten we approached St. Thomas for the second time. + +If the Virgin Islands looked beautiful when we first saw them, they +had grown in beauty during our brief absence, and my birthplace, in +the shining distance, was a very dream of loveliness. We saw its +outline rising above a rim of azure sea, with the mountains of Porto +Rico standing out to the westward. The great palm groves on the shore +led the eye upward to the green hills and the clouds topping the +higher peaks. Gayly painted boats began to come near the Diana, and +naked diving boys, slender shapes of brown mahogany, plunged into the +sea to catch our pennies. Then we saw the red roofs of Charlotte +Amalia, the little park near the landing, and the pink, toy-like +fortress with the Stars and Stripes floating over it. + +Dorothea and I stood near the deck-rail, her hand in mine. In her +white dress, her broad hat wreathed with corn-flowers, and a scarlet +sunshade, she looked a youthful Columbia, so radiant and bewitching +that for the first time I secretly hoped Marmaduke Hogg might triumph +over the obstacles in the way and come to meet his ladylove, although +I saw many embarrassing and awkward situations arising from such a +meeting. I could not be jealous of so bright and joyous a creature, +and anyway my own happiness was only a few days distant, if I chose to +put out my arms and take it. + +There seemed to be a crowd on the dock, which was made most +unattractive by a colossal mountain of coal that concealed everything +behind it. The Diana made a slow approach, but we finally passed the +coal-heap and came within thirty feet of the shore. I could feel +Dolly's heart beat through her pulse that lay under my hand. Then +suddenly her quick eyes searched the outer edge of the crowd and found +the shape they were looking for. + +"I think I see him! I think I am going to faint, for I didn't really +expect him! Yes; I know it is he, though he is wearing summer clothes +that I never saw before. Look, Charlotte! Away back near that grove of +cocoanut-trees! He's with other people--I knew he would find somebody! +Give me the glasses. There's an elderly man in a Panama hat, and two +ladies, and--why, Charlotte, take the glasses yourself. It can't be, +but it looks like your Winthrop!" + +My hand trembled so that I could hardly hold the glass. I could +scarcely believe Dolly's eyes or my own; but the Diana crept nearer, +and it was true! Inch by inch the picture grew clearer, and then a +pathetic surprise met my gaze. + +I could see Clive plainly now, and felt that he was searching the line +of passengers on the Diana's deck to find me. My heart gave a furious +leap to think that a man like my chief would look for only one woman's +face in that crowd, and regard it, with all its blemishes, as a +precious thing. + +Duke had separated himself from the little group and was swinging his +hat to Dorothea; but I could not explain why the two men were not +standing nearer together and what was the meaning of the wheeled +chair, with the nurse's head rising above the back. The identity of +the person in the chair was hidden by a tiny black frilled parasol +with a handle bent in the middle so that it could be used for a +shield. Did I know that little old-fashioned sunshade? I did! It was +the property of some one whose belongings had a certain air of +difference from those of other people. She lifted it at last, as we +came close to the dock, and I met Ellen Winthrop's affectionate, +welcoming glance. Her eyes swam in unshed tears, and mine were so wet +I could see only dimly that her beautiful hair was a shade whiter, her +face paler and thinner, that she had aged mysteriously in a month, and +the hand that was holding the parasol trembled like a leaf. She had +been very ill; there was no doubt of that. She had been ordered a +voyage, and I felt that she had chosen this one because she knew +Clive's wish. That meant she was willing to welcome me into the heart +of the family; perhaps even that she wished to help me fit myself to +take her own unique place in her brother's life. Oh, what joy to feel +that I could not only take freely all that my chief wanted to give me, +but that I could be of real service to her! + +Down the precipitous landing-steps we went, Dolly, as usual, well in +the front. Clive and Duke were at the foot awaiting us, and, as we +felt a sense of safety in the midst of strangers, Dolly flung herself +at once into Duke's arms, while all the male watchers on deck or dock +gazed at him with envy. Finding myself unobserved in this spectacular +tableau, I could give Clive my own greeting as my heart dictated, +while I told him that his sister's presence answered my last doubt. + +When Dolly withdrew from the embrace of her adoring swain--rosy, +joyous, unabashed--she adjusted her hat from its perilous position on +one side of her head, and gazed upon Clive and me with unflattering +astonishment mixed with awe. + +"You, too, perfidious Charlotte! You needn't deny it; I saw you +both--just finishing!" + +"Not at all, Miss Valentine," laughed Clive, putting out his hand to +shake hers. "We were, in fact, only just beginning." + +"And to think I never suspected, when I might have known that you are +the only man in the world learned enough and good enough for +Charlotte." + +"You were too absorbed in your own affairs to think about mine, +missy," I said. "Now, will you be modest and grateful for the rest of +your life, since you see that my Mr. Winthrop has brought your young +man to St. Thomas in a discreet manner that you never could have +achieved by yourself? Take me to your sister, Clive; I want her to +know without a moment's delay how I appreciate her coming with you." + +"She has been terribly ill, Charlotte. For ten days after you left it +was almost hopeless, but at length she rallied, and since the doctor +insisted on a change of climate her whole heart was bent on coming +here. She has long suspected our feeling for each other, and you will +be such a joy to her as well as to me, my dear." + +"It makes me so happy, so happy!" I faltered, my eyes swimming with +tears. "I was so unwilling to take all and give so little--now it will +be more!" + +"Don't go off by yourselves," said Dolly. "Be dignified and +indifferent, like us. Take Mr. Winthrop's arm and I'll take Duke's." +(Here she suited the action to the word.) "There's the Governor, +expecting us to luncheon and not knowing us by sight. He won't suspect +what has happened; but after saluting him and asking him to put some +more plates on the table, we'll all walk up to Miss Winthrop's chair, +and you and I will say: 'Good-morning, dear lady. Let us introduce to +you "our new possessions," our spoils of travel, our souvenirs of a +sea-voyage.' Then Duke and Mr. Winthrop will make a profound +obeisance, and all will be over." + +And so it turned out! Everybody laughed and chatted; Dorothea kissed +Ellen Winthrop's hand prettily, coquetted with Clive, and began to lay +siege to the nurse's heart, while she riveted the chains by which she +held Marmaduke Hogg in bondage. She was in high spirits, but she was +distinctly nervous, and whenever she introduced her fiancé to one of +her fellow voyagers she showed a heightened color as she slid quickly +over his surname. + +Presently Clive withdrew a little distance to talk with the Governor's +secretary, and Dorothea caught the captain on his way from the ship +and entangled him in a merry conversation with Miss Winthrop. This +gave Marmaduke an opportunity to take me aside. I suspected that he +wanted to confide in me that Mrs. Valentine had made one last +determined refusal to receive him as a son-in-law, and that after the +next few days of sea-voyaging we should meet an irate parent at the +landing in New York and that there would be metaphorical "wigs on the +green." + +I confess in that moment, as I envisaged the recalcitrant Dolly locked +in her room and fed upon bread and water, that I wished Mr. Marmaduke +Hogg had remained in Washington, which is the scene of so many battles +that one more or less would not be obvious on the horizon. On the +contrary, his first words were a surprise. + +"Miss Clifford," he said, "no one knows what Dolly and I owe to you!" + +"But what have I done?" I inquired laughingly. + +"Oh, a thousand things! Taken my part gently and kindly with Mrs. +Valentine; and above all, allowed Dolly to come on this journey with +you, when she was so utterly confused by her mother's objections to +our marriage that she did not know which way to turn.--It's rather a +big job for a girl to decide whether she'll break her mother's heart, +or her lover's!" + +"Mrs. Valentine has no heart, save in the physiological sense," I +interrupted. + +"Well, I have cut the Gordian knot," continued Marmaduke. "I don't +want Dolly to know just at first, but I have set plans in motion for +changing my name back to Forrest!" + +"But you lose six thousand dollars a year!" I exclaimed. + +"It doesn't matter. I am offered a New York partnership when the war +is over and it won't be very long before I make it up." + +"And what about your dear old uncle?" + +"That hurts me, I confess. But I think if departed spirits know +nothing of our doings, it doesn't matter, and if they know everything, +uncle must have kept an eye on Mrs. Valentine and will understand." + +"I never thought of leaving the whole matter to 'uncle,'" I observed. + +"I'm not shifting the responsibility; I'm simply counting on him. I +always counted on him and he always trusted me. If I could get him on +a spiritual long-distance telephone, he would see that I cannot part +an only daughter from her only mother." + +"Yes, I've often thought only children were a mistake; they bulk too +heavily in the foreground. Where there are six, each one cannot take +up so much room." + +"Exactly. You see we've got to go to her mother's to dinner every +other Sunday when our cook's out. I've learned that much about +matrimony in advance." + +"Perhaps you won't be invited!" + +"Well, that would be even worse. Besides, she has given up her +apartment and leased a charming house." + +"Does she think that you and Dolly are to live with her?" + +"If she does she is mistaken, but to do her justice I don't believe +that's her idea at all. However, she is all settled and awaiting +Dorothea. The house is going to be a surprise." + +"Dolly will like it; the apartment didn't suit her taste." + +"A pompous butler is installed. I discovered all this when I went to +call, and conscientiously told her I was going to St. Thomas with the +Winthrops. He is elderly, of course, as all the middle-aged and young +butlers are in khaki; and wonderful to relate, there is also an aged +but well-preserved footman. He dwells on the lower floor, and +communicates with the butler on the floor above, where the drawing- +and dining-rooms are, by means of a speaking-tube. The moment the +footman approached me with his 'What name, sir?' and bawled 'MR. +HOGG!' through the tube, the butler repeating it resonantly to the +boudoir where Mrs. Valentine was sitting; at that moment I knew why +she had taken the house. It was for the speaking-tubes! I have never +before seen a small house in Washington with these annunciators. The +butler and footman were engaged for the same purpose, that of bawling +'MR. HOGG' whenever I called upon Dolly. After my interview with Mrs. +Valentine, which was placid, for she thanked me coldly for telling her +of my proposed journey and said she should go herself, but imagined +that the steamers were small and uncomfortable, and the food +villainous; however, we would talk the whole matter over in New York +and come to some decision; she then went to the speaking-tube and +called, 'Brown! Ask Jenkins to show Mr. Hogg out, please!' + +"I left the lady and went at once to Clive Winthrop for advice and +began the process of amputating my surname. Perhaps I shall not call +at the X Street house till the wedding is over, and when the footman +asks: 'What name, sir?' I shall say: 'My bachelor name, as you may +remember, was Hogg, but I am now married and it is Forrest!'" + + + + +PHILIPPA'S NERVOUS PROSTRATION + + +A STUDY IN NOBLENESS + + Stanwood Sanitarium, + Mapleton, Pennsylvania, + June,19-- + +FIRST WEEK + + Monday + +The door has just closed behind one of the most eminent physicians in +the State, and I am no longer Philippa Armstrong, but a case of +neurasthenia, an inmate of Room Number 17, which has a yellow placard +over its entrance; a placard announcing that no callers are allowed +within, save with the special permission of Dr. Levi Stanwood. At +present the placard is the only thing I enjoy about the institution; +that, at least, promises peace; at all events, such peace as can be +found outside of one's own soul. + +I am counseled to have complete rest, cheerful surroundings, +abstinence from newspapers and letters, sound sleep, careful and +nourishing diet, freedom from anxiety, gentle tonics, with electrical +and other treatments underlined upon a printed list. + +The head physician (who is a genius in the way of diagnosis, seeing +through the human system as if it were plate glass) has made a careful +study of my symptoms and written my Cousin Sarah that all I need is +six or eight weeks of his care to be quite myself again. + +How little they understand us women, after all--poor, blind, +unsuspicious doctors! My heart-beats, my color, my temperature, my +pulse, my blood pressure, even my tongue, all these have told no tales +to the scientific eye, and as it was literally impossible for Dr. +Stanwood to discern my malady, it was equally beyond him to suggest a +remedy. As a matter of fact, all I need to make and keep me well is +large and constant doses of Richard Morton, Esq., of Baltimore; but +who would confess that to a doctor? + +Cousin Sarah does not suspect the state of things, the gentleman +himself is, I trust, quite ignorant, and the doctor will waste upon me +all the wealth of curative agencies at his command without effecting +the least change in my condition. + +Richard Morton is an orphan; so am I. He is young, strong, +good-looking, clever, and poor. I am the first, second, and fifth; as +to one's own beauty and cleverness it is difficult to speak +impartially. + +I have thought for nearly six months, and indeed I am still inclined +to think, that Richard Morton loves me, and I was equally certain, +until a few weeks ago, that he was only awaiting a suitable +opportunity to declare his love and ask me to marry him. I had made up +my mind, whenever he should put the important question, to answer him +frankly and joyously in the affirmative; not because he is the +handsomest or most brilliant or most desirable person in the world, +but because for sheer lovableness and husbandliness he is unsurpassed +and unsurpassable. + +In March Cousin Sarah made a visit to Germantown and met there a Mrs. +Taunton, Richard Morton's widowed aunt. When the intimacy had +progressed sufficiently Mrs. Taunton told Cousin Sarah one day that +she hoped her nephew would eventually marry a certain Amy Darling, a +near neighbor of hers; that Miss Darling's father and Richard's had +been friends from boyhood; and that they had always planned a marriage +between the two young people, each an only child. + +Of course, Mr. Darling, who died only this winter, did not indulge in +any such melodramatic or bookish nonsense as setting down commands or +desires in his will, nor were any of his bequests dependent upon them. +He did talk with his daughter, however, during his last illness, and +he did leave Richard Morton a letter expressing his regard and +confidence, and saying that as his daughter was entirely without +relatives he should have felt much happier had he seen her married +before his death. If he had stopped there all would have been well, +but he went on. He knew, he said, that Amy was one of the sweetest and +most attractive girls in the world, and if a mutual affection should +grow out of her acquaintance with Richard he would be glad to know +that the fortune he had made by his own energy might be a basis for +the future prosperity and business success of his old friend's son. + +Cousin Sarah came home from Germantown quite excited by this romance +and discussed it with me daily, in exasperating unconsciousness that I +could feel the least distaste for the subject. + +"It seems almost providential, Philippa," she said, over her +knitting. + +"Providential for which of them?" I asked, stabbing my sheet of music +paper with the pen, while I tried in vain to think how many eighth +notes would fill a measure. + +"For both; though I was really thinking of Mr. Morton. His business is +one that peculiarly requires capital; then again he has many interests +in Philadelphia, and there is that beautiful place in Germantown with +house, stable, horses, and gardens all ready for him." + +"And the girl, too; don't forget her," I responded. "Though some men +don't care for these ready-to-wear wives; they prefer to look about +and to choose." + +"He would have to look a long distance before he found any one to +compare with Miss Darling, either in beauty or suitableness," said +Cousin Sarah, thereby injecting the first drop of poison in my blood +and starting me on the downward path toward nervous prostration. + +"Miss Darling is a man's woman," she continued, unconsciously giving +me another push; "the type with which neither you nor I have anything +in common, but which we know to be irresistible." + +Now Cousin Sarah is fifty-five, thin, angular, erect, uncompromising. +I love and respect her, but do not care to be lumped with her in +affairs of the heart, at least not for thirty years to come; and +although I think it is disgusting to be labeled a "man's woman" it is +insufferable to be told that one is _not_! + +"I can see Amy Darling in my mind's eye," I ventured; "blonde, dimply, +fluffy as to head, willowy as to figure so as to cling the better, +blue eyes swimming in unshed tears, and a manner so exquisitely +feminine that she makes all the other women in her vicinity appear +independent and mannish. But not all men care for pets, Cousin +Sarah--some of them prefer companions." + +"A pet _is_ a companion," remarked Cousin Sarah casually as she left +the room, giving me thereby an entirely new and most unpleasant +thought. + +I have known Richard Morton for many months, and although I have met +him very often at other places, he has been a constant visitor at our +house. If he has had any resemblance to a possible suitor why hasn't +Cousin Sarah discovered it? Is _she_ deaf and blind, or have my ears +and eyes played me false? Am I so undesirable that it would never +cross her mind that a man might fall in love with me? Hardly, for she +is well aware that several men have expressed their willingness to +annex my poverty-stricken charms. + +As I look back upon the weeks that followed the interview with Cousin +Sarah I see that Richard was never the same after he received Mr. +Darling's letter. I felt a nameless difference. It was not only that I +saw him less frequently, but that he gave me less of himself when I +did see him. I, too, was on guard and never succeeded in being quite +natural. I am not so foolish as to give up to another girl a man who +loves me, simply because she is rich. The thought that worries me +night and day is this: if at the moment he only feels for me +friendship, ought I to let it grow into love when there is another +woman who could give him with herself everything he needs to assure +his career? With Philippa Armstrong for a wife he will have to work +unceasingly, and unless fortune is particularly kind he may not +achieve a large success for many years. If he marries Amy Darling +(soft, silly, spineless little name!) he has house, lands, and money, +all the influence of her father's former business associates, and has, +besides, carried out his own father's wishes. + +This is considerable; quite enough to make a man reflect and +vacillate, unless he is so deeply in love already that no temptation +is strong enough to assail him. + +Richard Morton, I know, likes to dance with me, sing with me, golf +with me, talk with me, consult with me about his affairs, write +letters to me; and more than that, he doesn't like to have other men +usurp these privileges; but I am not prepared to say that he would +pine away if circumstances removed me altogether from his path. At any +rate, these perplexities have been too much for my peace of mind, and +when Richard Morton announced that he had business which would keep +him in Philadelphia for a month I began to feel physically ill and +unable to bear Cousin Sarah's sympathy, her curiosity, even at last +her proximity. When the doctor advised my coming here to this quiet, +restful place I eagerly embraced the opportunity simply because I +could be alone, and because I need not meet Richard until he had +enjoyed a full month of Amy Darling's society, either succumbing to +its fascination or resisting it, as the case might be. + +Would it be nobler of me to give him up before he is really mine, +knowing that in this way I am advancing his worldly interests? This is +the question that I hope solitude will help me to answer, but its +complications and side-issues are so many that I feel dazed by their +number and their difficulty. I went to sleep last night echoing the +old negro's prayer: "Thou knowest what's about right, Lord. Now do +it!" + + * * * * * + + Tuesday + +8 A.M.--Nurse gives me an alcohol bath. + +8.30--She takes my pulse and temperature and enters them in the +Bedside Record Book, afterwards reading me my diet-list. It seems I do +not belong to the favored class, which, to be cured, is stuffed with +pleasant things to eat; my symptoms demand a simple, unexciting bill +of fare. + +9 o'clock--Breakfast. + +Fruit in season. + +(This is its only name, but everybody knows it +by sight.) + +Poweretta Grits with Cream. +Graham Muffins. +Wheatoata Process Coffee. + +10.30--Hot fomentations. + +11.15--Drop of blood extracted from ear and subjected to examination. + +11.30--Glass of Certified Milk. + +12--Visit from physician. + +1--Dinner. + +Barley Broth. +Lamb Chop--Hominy or Rice. +Bread-and-butter Pudding +Custard Sauce. + +2 to 3--Silent hour. + +3.30--Static electricity. + +4.15--Weight taken. + +4.30--Cold pack. + +5--Cup of Predigested Maltese Milk. + +5.30--Visit from head nurse. + +6.30--Supper. + +Cornetta Mush. +Poached Egg on Whole-Wheat Toast. +Sterilized Stewed Apples--Zephyrettes. +Cup of Somnolina. +(A beverage from which everything pleasant and +harmful has been extracted by a beneficent process.) + +7.30--Miss Blossom, the nurse, insists on reading to me. It is not a +good performance but it doesn't matter. I know that Dick and Amy +Darling are just starting for the theater. + +8.30--Tepid sponge bath. + +9--Massage. + +9.30--Glass of peptonized water. + +9.45--Temperature and pulse taken. + +10--Lights out. + +Never in all my twenty-five years of life have I passed a busier or +more exhausting day. + + * * * * * + + Wednesday + +Precisely like Tuesday save for some new experiences in diet. There +was a mild process-drink called Cocoatina; Teaette also made its +appearance. There were dolls' mattresses of shredded excelsior +moistened with milk; nut salad, and Grahamata mush. I could never have +supposed so many new cereals could be invented. + + There is mush in the evening, mush in the morning, + Mush when it's looked for and mush without warning. + +It is rather like the immortal "Charge of the Light Brigade": + + Oats to the right of them, + Corn to the left of them, + Wheat to the north of them, + Grits to the south of them, + Into the Valley of Mush rode the two hundred. + + * * * * * + + Thursday + +I was allowed to sit on my balcony for an hour this morning. This +would have been a pleasant change had I not heartily disliked at first +sight my next-door neighbor who was sitting on the adjoining balcony. +At noon she sent me a bunch of pansies and her card: Mrs. Grosvenor +Chittenden-Ffollette. + +Among fifty or sixty attendants there are always a few who gossip in +spite of repeated warnings from the authorities. Sometimes it is a +young nurse, sometimes a masseuse, a manicure or a shampooer, but +there are always those who retail the news, mostly innocent news, of +an institution like this. Cold-packing, or rubbing, or spraying, or +electrifying, or brushing, or polishing--all these operations open the +flood-gates of speech and no damming process is effectual. Miss Phoebe +Blossom is the herald who proclaims tidings of various kinds in my +room, and there is also a neophyte in the electricity department who +is always full of information and quite unable to retain it. It would +be almost more than human to ask them to be silent when they are the +only links with the world outside. A system reduced to nothingness by +a supper of Wheatoata Coffee, Cracker-dust Croquettes, Cosmos with +milk, and a choice of Cerealina, Nuttetta, Proteinetta, or Glucosa is +in no fit state to resist gossip. + +It seems that Mrs. Chittenden-Ffollette is more than a mere woman--she +is a remarkable "case," and has proved a worldwide advertisement for +this sanitarium. Dr. Stanwood has almost effected a cure; her disease +has had to be named and her symptoms have been written up in all the +medical journals. I don't know what sort of person she was before she +became a case, but she is now a greater tyrant than Caligula or +Catherine of Russia. As to her disease, she has those things that she +ought not to have, and she has not those things that she ought to +have, and there is no health in her; or at least there was not until +she came here a year ago. Now she is strong enough to perambulate in +the corridor a little while each morning or be wheeled along the +board-walk in the afternoon, and when she hears that some of the other +patients are suffering, she sneers at their modest, uninteresting +ailments and glances in at their doors with half-disguised contempt. +You know the expression of the prize dog who is borne from the show +hung with medals and ribbons--how he gazes on the little mongrel curs +that gather with the crowd in the streets? + +Her name, Chittenden-Ffollette, is of as vital importance as her +medical-journal malady. When the third floor is in dire confusion; when +Mrs. Parks has hysterics and Miss Simmons is crying for her mother, and +Mrs. Bell's hot-water bottle has burst in the bed, and Miss Phipps has +discovered that the undergraduate has bandaged the wrong ankle, Miss +Blossom sometimes becomes flustered and hurried and calls her patient +Mrs. Follett, whereupon she says, "_Chittenden_-Ffoll_ette, if_ you +please!" + +If by any chance she sees the Chittenden-Ffollette without the hyphen +in the Nurses' Bedside Record Book or scribbled on the morning paper +she doesn't need any stimulant the rest of the day. The omission of +the hyphen sends up her pulse and temperature to the required point +for several hours, though there is always a reaction afterward. I've +told Dr. Levi that I should name one of her complaints hyphenitis. The +occasional operation performed on the hyphen by Miss Blossom, or the +young lady at the stationery counter, might be called hyphenotomy. +Everybody detests Mrs. Chittenden-Ffollette, but as the banner patient +of the sanitarium she must be treated with respectful consideration. +All America's most skillful physicians have struggled with her +organism. They have tried to get her symptoms into line, so to speak, +so as to deduce some theory from the grand array of phenomena, but the +symptoms courteously decline to point in any one direction. When the +doctors get seven eighths of them in satisfactory relation there are +always two or three that stay out and sulk, refusing to collaborate in +any sort of harmony. They act precisely like an obstinate jury, in +that they calmly refuse to agree, and then Mrs. Chittenden-Ffollette +appeals to a higher court where flaws in the testimony are always +found, judgment is reversed, and a new trial ordered. The greatest +surgeons in Europe have left the bedsides of crowned heads to ponder +over her inscrutable mysteries, and have returned to their sovereigns +crushed and humbled. All this attention would have upset a stronger +character than hers, and now that she is in a fair way to recover, her +pride will have its inevitable fall. Though much more agreeable and +docile than when she entered, she is in uniformly low spirits. The +truth is, she liked being an unsolved mystery and she is a good deal +nettled at being found at last both soluble and curable--obliged to +live, like an ex-president, on the glories of the past. + + * * * * * + + Friday + +Buckle, in his "History of Civilization," claims that men and women +are divided into three classes. The first and lowest talks of persons, +the second of things, and the third and highest, of ideas. I should +divide the human race into four, instead of three classes, and name as +the lowest those persons who discuss their symptoms. The patients here +are counseled not to do it, so the vice is reduced to a minimum, being +practiced, say, not more than three out of the fourteen waking hours. + +Swinging in a hammock in a shady nook this afternoon the conversation +that floated to me under my distant tree was somewhat after this +fashion. + +Mrs. A. "Once I had neurasthenia. For three months I couldn't be moved +in bed, and for nine weeks I couldn't turn my head on the pillow." + +_Mrs. B._ } "Mercy!" +_Mrs. C._ } "Oh, Mrs. A.!" +_Mrs. D._ } "Good gracious!" + +Mrs. E. "Cerebro-spinal meningitis is worse than neurasthenia. I had +it four years ago, and the doctor said he'd never seen a woman live +that was as ill as I was. One night my temperature was 167." + +_Mrs. C._ } "Goodness!" +_Mrs. B._ } "That's pretty high!" +_Mrs. A._ } "Are you sure?" + +Mrs. E. "Yes, I'm perfectly sure, or at least I think I am; I am +seldom wrong on figures." + +Mrs. A. "I asked, because I've noticed here that the thermometers +register only 110, and I wondered how they measured the temperature +when it rose above that point." + +Mrs. E. (huffily). "Probably they have extra long thermometers for +extreme cases." + +Mrs. F. "I am glad that in this sanitarium they take the temperature +by tucking the barometer-thing under the arm. My doctor at home always +puts it under the tongue, and it is a perfect nuisance. He never gets +it well placed but that I think of something I want to say. Then, of +course, I have to keep still for three minutes, which seem three +hundred, and by that time I have either forgotten it or changed my +mind, so there I am!" + +Mrs. G. "Just after my youngest child was three years old--" + +Mrs. F. (interrupting). "I was going to say, when Mrs. E. spoke about +the barometer, that after I was engaged to Mr. F. I had a dreadful +attack of brain fever. I was ill in bed three months and they couldn't +touch a brush to my hair for nine days." + +Mrs. D. } "Horrors!" +Mrs. E. } "Dreadful!" +Mrs. C. } "Heavens!" + +Mrs. G. (bravely). "Just after my youngest child was three--" + +Mrs. X. "A man patient was brought on to our floor this morning." + +Mrs. S. "_Our_ floor? I wish they _would_ have separate corridors for +male patients." + +Mrs. X. "This gentleman is an old friend of Dr. Levi's. His wife has +been here four weeks, and now he's been taken ill, so they've put him +next her on the first floor." + +Mrs. S. "I don't care, I hate to have him near us." + +Mrs. B. "Why? He's perfectly harmless; he is too ill to move." + +Mrs. C. "I'm sure I wish he could! Anything to relieve this hideous +dullness. What's the matter with him, I wonder!" + +Mrs. D. "I'll ask Miss Oaks when I have my hot fomentations this +afternoon; she knows everything and she's as generous as a prince with +her knowledge." + +Mrs. G. (patiently). "Just after my youngest child was--" + +A nurse passes through the grove, bearing a sterilized tray with +peptonized preparations on it. + +Mrs. Y. (calling her). "Nurse! what's the matter with the new +man-patient on our floor?" + +Nurse (discreetly). "I don't know, Mrs. Y." + +Mrs. X. (as the nurse vanishes). "She does, but she's a stiff thing! +Anyway, I heard the attendants whispering about him in the corridor +before breakfast. Something--I think it's an organ--is floating about +in him." + +All. "_Floating?_ What kind of an organ? Horrors!" + +Mrs. X. "I couldn't understand exactly. You know people always roar if +they have nothing particular to say, but if it is interesting they +whisper. I distinctly heard the word '_floating_.' I don't know +whether it's one of his regular organs, or something he swallowed +accidentally." + +Mrs. C. (plaintively). "Doctors are never satisfied. If anything +floats they want to get it stationary, and if it's stationary they +want to cut it loose." + +Mrs. G. "_Just after my youngest child_--" + +Mrs. B. "They say Mrs. H. is going to leave to-morrow; she doesn't +like the food or the service." + +Mrs. E. "Goodness, she has all the service there is on our floor! +Nobody else gets a chance! She spends her whole silent hour pushing +the electric button." + +Mrs. D. "Yes, Miss Oaks declares she 'lays' on it. She says that the +head nurse told Mrs. H. she must ring less frequently, or the bell +would be removed. Miss Oaks says the patients that pay the smallest +rates always ring the bells most. It isn't fair that a thirty-dollar +patient should annoy a whole row of eighty-dollar ones and prevent +their bells from being answered." + +Mrs. X. "There's nothing made out of Mrs. H. at thirty dollars a week. +She was as contented as possible last night, but this morning she +wanted her bed in the other corner, awnings put on the windows, and +the bureau changed for a chiffonier. Come, we must all go in for +treatment--it wants five minutes of four." + +Mrs. G., in despair, as she sees the occupants of the hammocks +dispersing, almost shrieks: "JUST AFTER MY YOUNGEST--" + +But the ladies, for some reason or other, do not care to hear anything +about Mrs. G.'s youngest, and she is obliged to seek another +audience. + + * * * * * + + Saturday + +The doctor found me "over-treated" this morning and advised a day of +quiet, with a couple of hours on the roof-garden or under the trees. + +I have heard at various times sighs of weariness or discontent or pain +issuing from the room opposite mine, and this afternoon when Miss +Blossom had gone into Number 19 to sit with the haughty Mrs. +Chittenden-Ffollette I stole across the corridor and glanced in at the +half-open door of Number 18. + +The quaintest girl raised herself from a mound of sofa-pillows and +exclaimed: "Why, you beautiful thing! Are you Number 17? I didn't know +you looked like that!" + +"It's very kind of you," I answered, blushing at this outspoken +greeting; "but I am not beautiful in the least; it is because you do +not expect much from a person who has just crept out of bed. I don't +look any better when I am dressed for a party." + +"You don't need to," she said. "Now get on my bed and cuddle under the +afghan and we'll talk till Miss Blossom comes back. Won't she beat you +for being out of your room? Why are you here? You haven't the least +resemblance to a rest cure! What is the matter with you?" + +"Backache, sideache, shoulderache, headache, sensation of handcuffs on +wrists, balls and chains on ankles, lack of appetite, and insomnia." + +"Is that all? Haven't you any disease?" + +"I believe not," I answered humbly, "but the effect is the same as if +I had. Why are you here?" I asked in return, as I looked admiringly at +her shining brown hair, plump, rosy cheeks, and dancing eyes. + +"I came here, so to speak, in response to an ideal; not my ideal--I +never have any--but Laura Simonds's. She is my dearest friend and one +of the noblest girls you ever knew. She said the separation from the +world would do us both good, and so it might if she could have stayed +to keep me company. Now she has the world and I have the separation." + +"She isn't here, then?" + +"No, worse luck! She is always working and planning for the good of +others, but she is constantly meeting with ingratitude and +misunderstanding. She had just brought me here when she was +telegraphed for to turn about and go home. You see she had sent two +ailing slum children to be taken care of at her house, and it proved +to be scarlet fever, and, of course, her stepmother took it the first +thing--she's a hateful person and takes everything she can get--and +then the cook followed suit. Now they blame Laura and she has to find +trained nurses and settle everything before she comes back to me." + +"Then you're not an invalid? I thought you were in pain and couldn't +reach the bell. That's the reason I looked in." + +"Oh, dear, no, I was only yawning! I came for what Laura calls the +healing influence of solitude, but Laura thought as the place was so +expensive, and treatment was included, we'd better take Turkish baths, +massage, and electricity, they're so good for the complexion. I have a +little table to myself in the convalescents' dining-room and haven't +made any acquaintances. I can't stand their sweetbread complexions and +their double chins. The patients are all so fat they might sing Isaac +Watts' hymn in unison: 'Much of my time has run to waist.'" + +"It is not an inspiring assemblage," I agreed, "though I haven't seen +them all together, as you have." + +"And they think of nothing but themselves, which is exactly what I +want to think about--myself, I mean. There's one charming girl on this +floor. Something's the matter with her solar plexus and they won't +allow her to talk, so we have had some nice conversations in the +silent hour. They've told me now I mustn't call again; it seems that I +was too exciting. Tell me something about yourself, Vashti--I am sure +that's your name, or Semiramis or Zenobia or Judith, and if it isn't +one or another of those I don't want to hear what it is, for you +wouldn't look like it." + +Just here a page brought in a letter which she glanced through with an +"Excuse me, please." + +"Oh, dear! Now Laura can't come to-morrow! She is certainly the most +unfortunate being in the universe. She became very much interested in +a deaf man that she met in her settlement work, and so as to give the +poor thing employment she appointed him Superintendent of the Working +Boys' Club. Now the working boys refuse to play with him and the +directors have had a meeting asking Laura to remove him at once. I do +think they might have endured him one season when I gave him a +twenty-dollar ear-trumpet, but some people are utterly unreasonable; +and here I am, in need of advice every moment, and Laura kept in the +city!" + +"Haven't you any family?" + +"Not a soul; have you?" + +"No one but a cousin." + +"I believe nobody nice and interesting has a family nowadays. Laura +has no one but an uncongenial stepmother, and that is the reason we +are so intimate. I am so giddy and frivolous, and Laura is so noble +and self-sacrificing that I try to form myself on her now and then, +when I'm not too busy." + +"You live with her, do you?" + +"Oh, no! I don't live anywhere in particular. Of course I have a house +and a lady housekeeper, but she doesn't count. I've been staying +mostly with a Mrs. Beckett, an old friend of my mother's. She is the +dearest and loveliest woman in the world and I can't bear to be away +from her." + +"Why can't she join forces with you if you are so alone in the +world?" + +"Because there's a son." + +"Is he too young, or too old, to join forces?" + +"No, he's just right, and he'd be only too glad to join forces, or +anything else that had me in it, but he mustn't, and that's the reason +Laura made me come here!" And with this she punched the sofa-pillows +rebelliously, looking more like an enraged Angora kitten than anything +else. + +"It's your hour for cold spray," said Jimmy, the page-boy, peeping in +at the crack of the door. + +"I'll come!" she responded unwillingly. "Now do steal in again," she +whispered, turning to me, "for I must talk to somebody, and if Laura +could see you I know she would think you safer than anybody here." + +That afternoon, as I swung in my hammock in the grove below the +sanitarium, I looked up at its three stories of height and its rows +upon rows of windows, and wondered how many cases of neurasthenia +under its roof were traceable to a conflict between love and +conscience. "I begin to have an interest in that chatterbox neighbor +of mine," I thought drowsily, "and that, after vowing not to make an +acquaintance in this place. Love will be a side dish, not the roast, +in her bill of fare, if I am any judge of character, and why does her +Laura attempt to stem the natural tide of events? It is almost wicked +of the Fates to give such a featherhead any problems to solve; she +ought to have her what's-his-name, Beckett, if she wants him, +particularly if he wants her. As for the noble Laura, I long to make +her acquaintance. I can almost hear the uncongenial stepmother, the +feverish cook, and the infuriated directors, clamoring for a +providence to remove her from their field of vision, and substitute +some thoroughly practical and ignoble person in her stead." + + * * * * * + + Sunday + +I was very happy all the morning; so happy that I forgot my tonics, +massage, and sedative tablets; but the doctor called at noon and spoke +of the wonderful way in which my system responded to his remedies, so +I said nothing. + +Cousin Sarah forwarded me a letter from Richard Morton, who is +superintending some surveying near a small town in Pennsylvania. He +knows that I am not well and away from home on a visit to the country, +but, of course, he is not aware of my exact whereabouts. It was just +one of his gay, friendly letters, with an undertone of something +warmer in it. Among other things he said: + + How weak a thing is man! Now that you are so far away and I am + exiled in a village where there is but one post a day I suffer + pangs of hunger for a word from you. So far the one daily mail + would have been all too ample for your desires, since you have + not written a word as yet; but there is always the hope! I have + been speculating to-night upon the frightful risks and dangers + surrounding the man who is waiting for a letter. It seems to me + the very best postal service is inadequate to take care of a + letter from you to me! Think of the uncertainties and perils to + which it is exposed in transit! You give it to a maid to drop in + a pillar post-box, but she may forget and leave it in her + pocket, or she may lose it. Or say she drops it in; it must be + removed from the box by an ordinary human being who has no + conception of the issues involved in the rigid performance of + this particular duty. The letter is then taken to the branch + office of your section, then to the general post, and then to + the railway, where new dangers menace its precious existence. + The train may be robbed; and if a single letter is stolen it + will be yours to me. No man alive could resist a letter of yours + after he had once read one. + +Is there not a note of tenderness here, a note that has crept in only +during the last few months? But what if there is? It occurred to me +after dinner that the question of his feeling for me is not the only, +nor even the principal one to be considered. The point under +advisement is, shall I allow him to love me when there is something +better in store for him? + +Miss Blossom had scarcely left my room this evening when I heard a +pattering step and a hurried tap on my door. On my saying "Come," my +opposite neighbor slipped in and turned the key in the lock. It was an +unconventional and amusing performance, but I didn't mind. Somehow one +couldn't mind anything with such a spoiled baby. + +"Good-evening, Zuleika!" she said. "No, you needn't smile and raise +your finger at me as if you were dying to tell me your name is +Abigail! Miss Blossom has gone for the night, hasn't she? I thought +so. You know it's the nurses' ball this evening, and there's only one +attendant on duty in each corridor from now to half-past nine. May I +have this big chair by the window? I am so bored with this place that +it excites me even to think how stupid it is. I almost wish I had a +symptom or two, just by way of sensation. Did you have Somnolina for +supper? I did, and some time I shall make a scene in the dining-room +when I watch the hundred and fifty dyspeptics simultaneously lifting +cups of Teaette or Somnolina to their parched lips." + +"You ought to be ashamed," I chided, "when you know almost every one +who is here needs to be put upon a diet. You wouldn't expect +champagne, terrapin, and canvasback ducks?" + +"I know it; don't scold, it makes you look like Cassandra. Isn't the +moonlight enchanting, and if this weren't a health resort wouldn't it +be a heaven upon earth?" + +The broad, unscreened windows were wide open and vines of woodbine or +honeysuckle framed them on every side. A lake shone like a silver +mirror in the distant landscape and the elms and maples and chestnuts +swayed in the summer breeze. Little groups chatted on the broad +piazzas, and here and there on a rustic bench in the moonlight sat a +man and a woman--two minds with but a single thought, and that thought +his or her own solar plexus. + +It was an hour for confidences, and I remember that my troubled heart +cried out for a strong, tried friendship on which to draw for counsel +and sympathy. What wonder, then, that the Angora kitten, deprived of +her Laura, emptied her silky little head of some of its worries, +divining that I was older and graver and perhaps would find her lost +ball and give it to her to play with again. + +"There's no telling when Laura will be here!" she exclaimed +despairingly. "When there is any duty within a thousand miles she +stays to perform it. Mrs. Beckett has poisoned herself with mercury +and Laura thinks she ought to go and nurse her for a day or two--as if +Mrs. Beckett hadn't six maids and twenty thousand a year to spend in +nurses! Laura can't bear Tom, his incurable levity gets on her nerves, +and why she wants to martyr herself by staying in the house with him +when I'd be only too glad to go, passes my comprehension!" + +(I can't explain it, but at this juncture I seemed to have visions of +Laura flirting with the Beckett during the Kitten's absence.) + +"Sometimes," she continued, rippling along as if natural speech had +been denied her for hours, "sometimes I wish I hadn't selected such a +superior being for a bosom friend, and then again I despise myself for +harboring such a mean feeling. I'm forever trying to climb, and Laura +is continually trying to drag me to her level, but I suppose I don't +belong there, and that's the reason I keep slipping off and sliding +down. At this minute, if she'd let me be the groveling little +earthworm I am by nature, I could marry Tom Beckett and be as happy as +the day is long." + +"What is the matter?" I asked sympathetically, though rather ashamed +to drop a plummet into so shallow a brook. "If you love his mother so +dearly, and love him too, and are sure of his affection, why don't you +marry him? Isn't he suitable?" + +"Oh, yes; he's almost too suitable; that's one of the lions in the +way. His family is good, he is as handsome as Apollo, and he has a +much larger income than mine, but you see there's another man." + +"Another man! You didn't mention him yesterday." + +"Didn't I? How funny! But after all it was our very first interview, +and even silly I have my reserves." + +"Do you love them both equally?" I asked, trying to keep the note of +sarcasm out of my voice. + +"Certainly not. I care nothing about anybody but Tom Beckett, but +Laura says that such a marriage will simply mean a life of +self-indulgent luxury, idleness, and pleasure. She says marriage is +something loftier and nobler than pleasing one's self; that it ought +to mean growth and development both to the man and the woman. She says +that I should have no influence on Tom, and that I need somebody +strong and serious to steady me. She says Tom and I would only frisk +through life and leave the world no better or wiser than we found it. +She even says" (and here she turned her face to the honeysuckles)--"I +don't like to repeat it, but Laura is so advanced she makes my +embarrassment seem simply idiotic--she even says that the children of +such a union would be incurably light-minded and trivial; and oh, +Zuleika, if one isn't a bit advanced in any way, doesn't it seem hard +to keep from marrying somebody you love just for the good of a few +frivolous children you've never seen in your life?" + +It was neither the place, the hour, nor the subject for laughter, but +I forgot my neurasthenia and gave way to a burst of wholehearted +mirth! Every second of time seemed to increase the unconscious humor +of her point of view, and only fear of the nurse on duty in the +corridor enabled me to control myself at all. + +"Have I been funny?" she asked delightedly, as she drew her head in +the window. "I never can see my own jokes, but I'm glad to have amused +you, only I did hope for a little sympathy. Everybody can't be +Zenobias and Vashtis and Lauras, superior to common weaknesses!" + +"I do, I do sympathize," I said, wiping the tears of merriment from my +eyes, "and I agree with you much more than with Laura. Now the 'other +man' is, I suppose, all that is grave and reverend--a complete +contrast to the too trivial Thomas?" + +"Yes, and he's as good as good can be; trustworthy, talented, +honorable, everything; you know the kind? I never get on with them." + +"Does he love you?" + +"Laura thinks he does, but I've no reason to suppose so. We've always +been friends, while Tom Beckett and I squabble and make up twice a +week; but anyway, even if he doesn't adore me in Tom's silly way, +Laura says I ought not to mind. She says it would be noble of me to +help him to a splendid and prosperous career, and thinks I ought to +remember how much my father wanted him for a son-in-law--you see he is +awfully poor." + +At this coupling of fathers and poverty a sudden light blazed in upon +my consciousness and I sat bolt upright among the sofa-pillows. How +could I have guessed that the love-affairs of this rosy-cheeked +dumpling, the casual acquaintance of a rest-cure, could have any +connection with my own? If she hadn't been the sort of person who +confides at first sight we should have learned each other's names at +the beginning and been on guard. The truth is, I had thought of no one +but Tom Beckett in her confessions; the personality of "the other man" +had stolen into the chronicle so late in the day that I had taken no +interest in him. + +"Are you Amy Darling?" I asked her plump. + +"Yes, but how mean of you to pump Blossom! I wanted to go on thinking +of you as Zuleika and have you call me something imaginary and +romantic." + +"I am Philippa Armstrong. Did you ever hear the name?" + +"No, but it's all right; it looks like you, and it's nearly as pretty +as Zenobia. Now if Tom Beckett had only chosen you and I could have +obliged Laura by falling in love with--" + +"Don't mention the other man's name!" I cried hastily; "it just comes +to me that I may have met him." + +"Met Dick Morton?" + +It was true then! Here was the girl whom Richard ought, for his +worldly good, to marry, and she was not a woman at all, only an Angora +kitten, and moreover a kitten in love with Tom Beckett! + +"Yes, I have met him, but I only this moment suspected it!" + +"Have you known him long?" + +"Less than a year." + +"That settles it!" she cried, leaping to her feet excitedly. "If Dick +Morton has known you for a year he won't want me and I can marry Tom! +Goody, goody, goody!" + +"Stuff and nonsense!" I said quickly. "Richard Morton is only a very +dear friend." + +"Stuff and nonsense yourself! No man with an eye in his head could be +a dear friend to you! And Dick Morton is the hero sort who doesn't +care for Dottie Dimples, but worships Vashtis and Zuleika-Zenobias. +Have you any money?" + +"Not a penny!" + +"Oh, dear! I might have known you wouldn't have, with that hair and +those eyes. Never mind! I'm certain that Dick would rather have a +pauper goddess than a rich little earthworm." + +"You mustn't talk any more about the matter," I said with as much +dignity as I could muster in the midst of her laughter-provoking +nonsense, which made the most sacred subjects seem a natural matter of +discussion. "I know through Mrs. Taunton all about the +circumstances--your father's wishes and his letter to Richard. If you +can possibly love him you must accept him, advance his fortunes, and +do your duty by your father. I am determined to be as noble as Laura +Simonds in this matter and I refuse to be a stumbling-block!" + +The girl fell limply into the lounging-chair. + +"Oh," she said despondently, "if _you_ are going to be noble, too, +there's no use discussing the matter. What an example we shall be for +the heathen nations! You will be noble and give up Dick Morton; I +shall be noble and marry him; and be noble at the same time in giving +up Tom; Tom will be noble in suffering me to marry anybody but +himself; Dick will be noble in obliging my father and marrying me +instead of you; Laura is always noble! We could use up a whole order +of nobility among us! And it is all so silly! Do you suppose my dear +father would want four of us to be unhappy, his own daughter among +them? It's really only Laura who matters, and if you had any ingenuity +you could pacify her and persuade her that it is my duty for once to +follow my ignoble inclinations. I am afraid of her, but _you_ needn't +be! You could blaze and flash and tower, if you only would, and save +us all!" + +"You seem to forget," I urged, "that Mr. Morton has never asked me to +marry him." + +"That's nothing; he has probably been thinking how he could get me +nicely disposed of, or how he could earn a roof under which he could +ask you to step in wet weather. He's been too stupid and moody and +dull this last winter for any use, and now I understand him. Has he +ever seen you like this with your Rebecca-at-the-well hair down?" + +"Certainly not!" + +"I thought so; or he'd have forgotten the necessary roof!--Come +in!--Goodness! it's your room and I locked the door! Do excuse me; +I'll open it. A telegram for you.--Wait outside for an answer, +Jimmy." + +I tore open the envelope, confidently expecting that Cousin Sarah had +been struck with paralysis; instead of which I read: + + Archville, Pennsylvania, + June 16 + + Have this moment secured a large and important contract assuring + two years' lucrative work. May I come to see you immediately? + Name earliest day. + + R. M. + +I handed the message to the Kitten, who read it and exclaimed: "I knew +he was only waiting for the roof! You see he doesn't worry about _my_ +prospects--selfish pig! Answer it and say Thursday--you can get well +by Thursday, can't you?--for I want to send for Tom on the same day. +There's a polo game at home on Saturday, and Tom has a new motor car. +Tell Dick the best hotel in the town is the Brooks House. I must wire +to Laura, too. I shall say, let me see: I shall say: '_You shouldn't +have left me. I couldn't be noble alone._' That's just ten words. +She'll understand fast enough, and it will pave the way for you when +you explain the situation to her. We'll leave the sanitarium Friday +and get your Cousin Sarah to chaperon us on the journey home. Here, +I've written my messages, now do yours--hurry! There!--Jimmy, you're +too old to play with matches, aren't you?" + +"Yes, marm." + +"Very well, then, you can be trusted with these two telegrams. Don't +hold them near the fire; there's a match in each of them." + + * * * * * + +SECOND WEEK + +As a patient Dr. Levi says I am almost as great a credit to the +institution as Mrs. Chittenden-Ffollette herself. + +Monday.--I slept all day, waking only for meals. + +Tuesday.--The handcuffs slipped off my wrists and the balls and chains +off my ankles. + +Wednesday.--My headache, sideache, backache, and shoulderache +disappeared. Breakfasted with the doctor on coffee, hot biscuits, +beefsteak, and griddle cakes with sausage. + +Thursday.--Richard Morton came. + +Friday.--Dismissed as completely cured. + +"The dimensions of this mercy are above my thoughts," as Cromwell +wrote after the Worcester fight. + +THE END + + + + +The Riverside Press +CAMBRIDGE · MASSACHUSSETTS +U · S · A + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's Ladies-In-Waiting, by Kate Douglas Wiggin + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LADIES-IN-WAITING *** + +***** This file should be named 26928-8.txt or 26928-8.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/2/6/9/2/26928/ + +Produced by Roger Frank and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Ladies-In-Waiting + +Author: Kate Douglas Wiggin + +Illustrator: Christine Tucke Curtiss + +Release Date: October 15, 2008 [EBook #26928] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LADIES-IN-WAITING *** + + + + +Produced by Roger Frank and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + +</pre> + + +<hr class='silver' /> + +<div class='figcenter'> +<img src='images/illus-fpc.jpg' alt='' title='' style='width: 264px; height: 517px;' /><br /> +</div> + +<hr class='silver' /> + +<div class='ce'> +<p style=' font-size:1.8em; margin-top:2em; margin-bottom:1.2em;'>LADIES-IN-WAITING</p> +<p><i>By</i></p> +<p style=' font-size:1.2em; margin-bottom:2em;'>KATE DOUGLAS WIGGIN</p> +<p>WITH FRONTISPIECE BY</p> +<p style=' margin-bottom:3em;'>CHRISTINE TUCKE CURTISS</p> +</div> + +<div class='figcenter'> +<img src='images/illus-emb.png' alt='' title='' /><br /> +</div> + +<div class='ce'> +<p style=' margin-top:3em;'>BOSTON AND NEW YORK</p> +<p style=' font-size:1.2em;'>HOUGHTON MIFFLIN COMPANY</p> +<p style=' margin-bottom:3em; font-style:italic;'>The Riverside Press Cambridge</p> +</div> + +<hr class='silver' /> + +<div class='ce'> +<p style=' font-size:0.8em; margin-top:2em;'>COPYRIGHT, 1919, BY KATE DOUGLAS RIGGS</p> +<p style=' font-size:0.8em; margin-bottom:2em;'>ALL RIGHTS RESERVED</p> +</div> + +<hr class='silver' /> + +<div class='ce'> +<p style=' font-size:1.4em;'>FOREWORD</p> +</div> + +<p>It may be urged that all proper heroines go +through a period of uncertainty before giving +their hands and hearts in marriage. Occasionally, +however, there are longer seasons +of indecision, incident to pride, high temper, +or misunderstanding on the lady’s side, or +to poverty, undue timidity, or lack of high +pressure on the part of the gentleman. I +have christened the heroines of this volume +“Ladies-in-Waiting,” and that no mental +picture may be formed of Queen and Court +and Maids of Honor I have asked the artist +to portray for the frontispiece a marriageable +maiden seated pensively upon a hillside. +Her attitude is plainly one of suspended +animation while the new moon above her +shoulders suggests to the reader that she +will not wait in vain.</p> +<div class='ra'> +<p><span style='font-variant: small-caps'>Kate Douglas Wiggin</span></p> +</div> + +<p><i>August 11, 1919</i></p> +<hr class='silver' /> + +<div class='ce'> +<p style=' font-size:1.4em; margin-bottom:1em;'>Contents</p> +</div> + +<table border='0' width='500' cellpadding='2' cellspacing='0' summary='Contents' style='margin:1em auto;'> +<tr> + <td align='left'><span style='font-size:small;'>CHAPTER</span></td> + <td align='right'><span style='font-size:small;'>PAGE</span></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td valign='top' align='left' style='padding-right:1em;'><span style='font-variant: small-caps'>Miss Thomasina Tucker</span></td> + <td valign='bottom' align='right'><a href='#MISS_THOMASINA_TUCKER'>1</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td valign='top' align='left' style='padding-right:1em;'><span style='font-variant: small-caps'>The Turning-Point</span></td> + <td valign='bottom' align='right'><a href='#THE_TURNINGPOINT'>97</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td valign='top' align='left' style='padding-right:1em;'><span style='font-variant: small-caps'>Huldah The Prophetess</span></td> + <td valign='bottom' align='right'><a href='#HULDAH_THE_PROPHETESS'>145</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td valign='top' align='left' style='padding-right:1em;'><span style='font-variant: small-caps'>Two On A Tour</span></td> + <td valign='bottom' align='right'><a href='#TWO_ON_A_TOUR'>183</a></td> +</tr> +<tr> + <td valign='top' align='left' style='padding-right:1em;'><span style='font-variant: small-caps'>Philippa’s Nervous Prostration</span></td> + <td valign='bottom' align='right'><a href='#PHILIPPA_S_NERVOUS_PROSTRATION'>275</a></td> +</tr> +</table> +<div><span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_1' name='page_1'></a>1</span></div> +<hr class='silver' /> + +<div class='ce'> +<p style=' font-size:1.4em;'>LADIES-IN-WAITING</p> +</div> + +<div style='margin: auto; text-align: center; padding-top: 0em; padding-bottom: 0em'> +<a name='MISS_THOMASINA_TUCKER' id='MISS_THOMASINA_TUCKER'></a> +<h2>MISS THOMASINA TUCKER</h2> +</div> + +<div class='ce'> +<p style=' font-size:1.4em;'>I</p> +</div> + +<p>“Good-bye, Miss Tucker!”</p> +<p>“Good luck, Miss Tommy!”</p> +<p>“Bye, bye, Tomsie!”</p> +<p>“Don’t stay away too long!”</p> +<p>These sentiments were being called from +the Hoboken dock to the deck of an ocean +steamer, while a young lady, buried in bouquets +and bonbons, leaned over the rail, +sparkling, inciting, compelling, responding.</p> +<p>“Take care of yourself, Tommy!”</p> +<p>“I don’t see but that I must! Nobody else +to do it!” she responded saucily.</p> +<p>“You wouldn’t let ’em if they tried!” +This from a rosy-cheeked youngster who +was as close to the water’s edge as safety permitted. +“Say, did you guess what my floral +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_2' name='page_2'></a>2</span> +offering was to be when you trimmed your +hat? I <i>am</i> flattered!”</p> +<p>“Sorry! The hat was trimmed weeks ago, +and I’m wearing your bouquet because it +matches.”</p> +<p>“Thanks, awfully,” replied the crestfallen +youth. “Plans for reduction of head-size +constantly on file in Miss Tucker’s office.”</p> +<p>“Just Carl’s luck to hit on a match.”</p> +<p>“Don’t see any particular luck in being +accessory to a hat trimming,” grumbled +Carl.</p> +<p>“Write now and then, Miss Tommy, won’t +you?” said a fellow with eyeglasses and an +air of fashion.</p> +<p>“Won’t promise! I’ll wait till I’m rich +enough to cable!”</p> +<p>“Shilling a word’s expensive, but you can +send ’em to me collect. My word is ‘Hopeful,’”—at +which the little party laughed.</p> +<p>“Register another, and make it ‘Uncertain,’” +called the girl roguishly, seeing that +no one was paying any attention to her +friends and their nonsense. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_3' name='page_3'></a>3</span></p> +<p>“London first, is it?” asked the rosy youth. +“Decided on your hotel?”</p> +<p>“Hotel? It’s going to be my share of a +modest Bloomsbury lodging,” she answered. +“Got to sing my way from a third-floor-back +in a side street to a gorgeous suite at the +Ritz!”</p> +<p>“We’ll watch you!” cried three in chorus.</p> +<p>“But we’d rather hear you, darling,” said +a nice, tailor-made girl, whose puffy eyelids +looked as if she had been crying.</p> +<p>“Blessed lamb! I hope I’ll be better worth +hearing! Oh, do go home, all of you; especially +you, Jessie! My courage is oozing out +at the heels of my shoes. Disappear! I’ve +been farewelling actively for an hour and +casually for a week. If they don’t take off +the gangplank in a minute or two I shan’t +have pluck enough to stick to the ship.”</p> +<p>“You can’t expect us to brace you up, +Tommy,” said the rosy youth. “We’re losing +too much by it. Come along back! What’s +the matter with America?”</p> +<p>“Don’t talk to her that way, Carl,”—and +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_4' name='page_4'></a>4</span> +the tailor-made girl looked at him reproachfully. +“You know she’s got nobody +and nothing to come back to. She’s given +up her room. She’s quarreled with her beastly +uncle at last; all her belongings are in the hold +of the steamer, and she’s made up her mind.”</p> +<p>“All ashore that’s going ashore!” The +clarion tones of the steward rang through the +air for the third time, and the loud beating +of the ship’s gong showed that the last moment +had come. The gangplank was removed +and the great liner pushed off and slowly +wended her way down-river, some of the +more faithful ones in the crowd waving handkerchiefs +until she was a blur in the distance.</p> +<p>“Well, there’s no truer way of showing +loyalty than by going to Hoboken to see a +friend off,” said the eyeglassed chap as he +walked beside Jessie Macleod to the ferry. +“I wouldn’t do it for anybody but Tommy.”</p> +<p>“Nor I!” exclaimed the rosy youth. +“Good old Tommy! I wonder whether she’ll +sing and have a career, or fall in love over +there?” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_5' name='page_5'></a>5</span></p> +<p>“She might do both, I should think; at +least it has been done, though not, perhaps, +with conspicuous success,” was Carl’s reply.</p> +<p>“Whatever she does, we’ve lost her,” +sighed the girl; “and our little set will be so +dull without Tommy!”</p> +<hr class='tb' /> + +<p>Fergus Appleton had leaned over the deck +rail for a few moments before the ship started +on her voyage; leaned there idly and indifferently, +as he did most things, smoking his +cigarette with an air of complete detachment +from the world. He was going to no one, +and leaving no one behind. He had money +enough to live on, but life had always been +something of a bore to him and he could not +have endured it without regular occupation. +His occasional essays on subjects connected +with architecture, his critical articles in similar +fields, his travels in search of wider information, +the book on which he was working +at the moment,—these kept him busy +and gave him a sense of being tolerably useful +in his generation. The particular group +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_6' name='page_6'></a>6</span> +of juveniles shouting more or less intimate +remarks to a girl passenger on board the +steamer attracted his attention for a moment.</p> +<p>“They are very young,” he thought, “or +they would realize that they are all revealing +themselves with considerable frankness, although +nobody seems to be listening but me!”</p> +<p>He would not have listened, as a matter +of fact, had it not been for the voice of the +girl they called Tommy. It was not loud, but +it had the quality of a golden bell, and Fergus +was susceptible to a beautiful voice. One +other thing—the slightest possible thing—enlisted +his notice. She wore a great bunch +of mignonette stuck in the waistband of her +green cloth dress, and her small hat had a +flat wreath of the same flower. Mignonette +was, perhaps, the only growing thing of +which Fergus Appleton ever took note, and +its perfume was the only one that particularly +appealed to his rather dull sense of smell; +the reason being that in the old garden of +the house in which he was born there was +always a huge straggling patch of mignonette. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_7' name='page_7'></a>7</span> +His mother used to sit there on summer +mornings and read to him, and when he +lay on his back in the sunshine he used to +watch the butterflies and humming-birds +and trees, and sniff the fragrance that filled +the air. When his mother died, he wandered +into the garden, sought the familiar corner, +and flung himself on the bed of mignonette +to cry his heart out—the lonely heart of an +eight-year-old boy. That was five and twenty +years ago, but he never passed a florist’s +open door in summer-time without remembering +that despairing hour and the fragrance +of the flowers, bruised with his weight and +moist with his tears.</p> +<p>The girl vanished the moment the steamer +was out of sight of the dock, and Fergus did +not give her another thought for a day or two. +He had liked her green cloth dress and the +hat that framed her young, laughing, plucky +face. He had thought her name suited her, +and wondered what dignified appellation +had been edited, cut, and metamorphosed +to make “Tommy,” deciding after a look +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_8' name='page_8'></a>8</span> +at the passenger list that it was Thomasina, +and that the girl must be Miss Thomasina +Tucker, an alliterative combination which +did not appeal to his literary taste.</p> +<p>The voyage was a rough one, and he saw +her only now and then, always alone, and +generally standing on the end of the ship, her +green cape blowing in a gale of wind and +showing a scarlet lining, her mignonette hat +exchanged for a soft green thing with an upstanding +scarlet quill. She was the only companionable +person on board, but he did not +know her and sat nowhere near her at table, +an assemblage of facts that seemed to settle +the matter, considering the sort of man he +was and the sort of girl she was.</p> +<p>“She’s too pretty and too young to be +gallivanting about ‘on her own,’” he said +to himself one morning, when Tommy stood +on the upper deck looking out to sea and, as +far as he could judge, singing, though there +was such a gale blowing that he could not +hear her voice. “But all the girls are the same +nowadays,”—and he puffed his pipe disconsolately; +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_9' name='page_9'></a>9</span> +“all the same; brisk, self-supporting, +good fellows. If I ever met a nice, +unsuccessful-but-not-depressed sort of girl, +soft but not silly, mild but not tame, flexible +but not docile, spirited but not domineering, +I think I should capitulate; but they’re all +dead. The type has changed, and I haven’t +changed with it.”</p> +<hr class='tb' /> + +<p>Fergus Appleton did not make acquaintances +easily; no man does who has had a +lonely, neglected boyhood, his only companion +a father who seldom remembered his +existence, and, when he did, apparently regretted +it. He had known girls, but he was a +shy, silent, ugly boy, and appealed as little +to them as they to him. He did not live +through the twenties without discovering +that a fine crop of sentiment was growing in +his heart; he also discovered that he didn’t +know in the least what to do with it. George +Meredith, speaking of Romance, says: “The +young who avoid that region escape the title +of Fool at the cost of a Celestial crown.” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_10' name='page_10'></a>10</span> +Fergus Appleton wouldn’t have minded being +called a fool if only he could have contrived +to deserve the title, and the glimmer +of the crown celestial had been in his imagination +more than once until he turned thirty +and decided it was not for his head. Guileless +school-girls did not appeal to him, and +elderly sirens certainly had no power to +charm; he was even widow-proof, so he became +a thoroughfare for sisterly affection. +Girls suffocated him with friendliness, which +was not the stuff of which his dreams were +made.</p> +<p>However, he had nothing to complain of, +for he got as good as he gave, and it occurred +to him that he could not expect to +start a disastrous conflagration in any maiden +bosom so long as he had no brimstone, nor +any substitute for it, on his own premises.</p> +<p>“Anyway,” he reflected (though perhaps +not oftener than once a year), “if I +haven’t a tie in the world, I have complete +freedom to do as I like!” And if the said +freedom palled upon him occasionally, nobody +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_11' name='page_11'></a>11</span> +was the wiser, for Fergus Appleton did +not wear his heart on his sleeve.</p> +<p>As for Tommy, there had been several +Thomas Tuckers in genealogical line, and +the father of Thomasina was already Thomas +Tucker the third. Mr. and Mrs. Tucker, the +parents of the first Thomas, must have been +somewhat lacking in humor, and somewhat +ignorant of the classics, for although +they could not, perhaps, help being Tuckers, +they needn’t have saddled their offspring +with a Christian name which would suggest +Mother Goose to every properly educated +person. However, the first Thomas grew into +a great man, healthy, wealthy, and wise, and +his descendants could hardly do less than +keep his name alive. Thomas the third was +disappointed, not to say mortified, when his +only child, born in his old age, turned out to +be a girl, but he bravely did the best he could +and named her Thomasina. Mrs. Tucker did +not like the name, but she died before the +baby was three days old. The baby hated +it herself when she reached years of discretion, +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_12' name='page_12'></a>12</span> +and when she found that she possessed +a voice and had a possible career before +her, she saw plainly that something +more mellifluous must be substituted if programmes +should ever be in question. Meantime +she was Tommy to her friends, and the +gay little name suited her to a T. The gay +little rhyme suited her, too, for like the +Tommy Tucker in Mother Goose, she had +to “sing for her supper”; for her breakfast, +and her dinner, and her tea also, for that +matter, if any were to be eaten.</p> +<p>Her only relation, a disagreeable bachelor +uncle, had given her a home during her +orphaned girlhood, and her first idea on growing +up was to get out of it. This she did +promptly when she secured a place in a +Brooklyn choir. The salary was modest, but +it provided a room and at least one meal a +day, not, of course, a Roman banquet, but +something to satisfy a youthful appetite. It +seemed to the intrepid possessor of a charming +voice, an equally charming face, and a +positive gift for playing accompaniments, +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_13' name='page_13'></a>13</span> +that the other two meals, and a few clothes +and sundries, might be forthcoming. As a +matter of fact, they were, although the uncle +said that Tommy would starve, and he almost +hoped that she would, just to break the +back of her obstinate independence.</p> +<div class='ce'> +<p style=' font-size:1.4em;'>II</p> +</div> + +<p>Tommy had none too much to eat, and, according +to her own æsthetic ambitions, nothing +at all to wear; but she was busy all +day long and absurdly happy. Her income +was uncertain, but that was amusing and +thrilling rather than pitiful or tragic. She +had two or three “steadies” among singers, +who gave her engagements as accompanist +at small drawing-room recitals or charitable +entertainments. There was a stout prima +donna whose arias for dramatic soprano kept +her practicing until midnight, and a rich young +lady amateur who needed a very friendly +and careful accompaniment because she sang +flat and always lost her breath before the +end of a long phrase. The manner in which +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_14' name='page_14'></a>14</span> +Tommy concealed these defects was thoroughly +ingenious and sympathetic. When +Miss Guggenheim paused for breath, Tommy +filled the gap with instrumental arabesques; +when she was about to flat, Tommy gave her +the note suggestively. If she was too dreadfully +below pitch, and had breath enough to +hang on to the note so long that the audience +(always composed of invited guests) writhed +obviously, Tommy would sometimes drop +a sheet of music on the floor and create a +diversion, always apologizing profusely for +her clumsiness. The third patron was a young +baritone, who liked Miss Tucker’s appearance +on the platform and had her whenever +he didn’t sing Schubert’s “Erl König,” +which Tommy couldn’t play. This was her +most profitable engagement, but it continued +alas! for only three months, for the baritone +wanted to marry her, and she didn’t like him +because he was bald and his neck was too fat. +Also, she was afraid she would have to learn +to play the “Erl König” properly.</p> +<p>All this time Tommy was longing to sing +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_15' name='page_15'></a>15</span> +in public herself, and trying to save money +enough to take more lessons by way of preparation.</p> +<p>When she lost the baritone, who was really +peevish at being rejected after suiting his +programmes to her capacities for a whole +season, Tommy conceived a new idea. She +influenced Jessie Macleod, who had a fine +contralto, and two other girls with well-trained +voices, to form a quartette.</p> +<p>“We can’t get anything to do separately; +perhaps we can make a pittance together,” +she said. “We’ll do good simple things; our +voices blend well, and if we practice enough +there’s no reason why we shouldn’t sing +beautifully.”</p> +<p>“Singing beautifully is one thing and getting +engagements is another,” sighed Jessie +Macleod.</p> +<p>“As if I didn’t know that! We can’t hope +to be superior to other quartettes, so we must +be different—unusual, unique—I can’t +think just how at the moment, but I will before +we make our début.” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_16' name='page_16'></a>16</span></p> +<p>And she did, for Tommy was nothing if +not fertile in ideas.</p> +<p>Every hour that the girls could spare in the +month of October was given to rehearsal, till +the four fresh young voices were like one. +They had decided to give nothing but English +songs, to sing entirely from memory, and to +make a specialty of good words well spoken. +All the selections but one or two were to be +without accompaniment, and in these Tommy +would sit at the piano surrounded by the +other three in a little group.</p> +<p>Miss Guggenheim was to give them their +first appearance, invite fifty or sixty people, +and serve tea. She kindly offered to sing some +solos herself, but Tommy, shuddering inwardly, +said she thought it was better that +the quartette should test its own strength +unaided.</p> +<p>Miss Guggenheim couldn’t sing, but she +could dress, and she had an inspiration a +week before the concert.</p> +<p>“What are you going to wear, girls?” she +asked. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_17' name='page_17'></a>17</span></p> +<p>“Anything we have, is the general idea,” +said Tommy. “Mine is black.”</p> +<p>“Mine’s blue”—“White”—“Pink!” +came from the other three.</p> +<p>“But must you wear those particular +dresses? Can’t you each compromise a little +so as to look better together?”</p> +<p>“So hard to compromise when each of us +has one dress hanging on one nail; one neck +and sleeves filled up for afternoons and +ripped out for evenings!”</p> +<p>“I should get four simple dresses just +alike,” said Miss Guggenheim, who had a +dozen.</p> +<p>“What if they should hang in our closets +unworn and unpaid for?” asked Jessie +Macleod.</p> +<p>“We’re sure to get at least one engagement +some time or other. Nothing ventured, +nothing have. We ought to earn enough to +pay for the dresses, if we do nothing more,”—and +Tommy’s vote settled it.</p> +<p>Miss Guggenheim knew people, if she did +sing flat, and her drawing-room was full on +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_18' name='page_18'></a>18</span> +the occasion of the début. Carl Bothwick, a +friend of Tommy’s, was in a publishing office, +and nobly presented programmes for the +occasion. The quartette had not thought +of naming itself, but Carl had grouped the +songs under the heading, “The Singing +Girls,” and luckily they liked the idea.</p> +<p>At four o’clock the hum of conversation +ceased at the sound of singing voices in the +distance. A sort of processional effect had +been Tommy’s suggestion, and the quartette +formed in the dressing-room and sang its +way to the audience.</p> +<table summary='poetry' style='margin:0 auto'><tr><td> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>“Hark, hark, the lark at Heaven’s gate sings,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>And Phœbus ’gins to rise.”</p> +</td></tr></table> + +<p>The voices rang high and clear, coming +nearer and nearer. All the words could be +heard and understood. The hall portières divided, +and the girls entered, all in soft gray +crêpe, gardenias at the belt, little brimmed +hats of black velvet with a single gardenia on +the side, the flowers being the offering of the +dramatic soprano, who loved Tommy. They +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_19' name='page_19'></a>19</span> +were young, they were pretty, they sang delightfully +in tune, and with quite bewitching +effect. Several ladies fell in love with them at +first sight, and hoped that they would sing +for nothing a few times, “just to get themselves +known.” They had done nothing else +for two years, so that Tommy said they must +be acquainted with the entire State of New +York, though nothing ever came of it. It was +a joyous surprise, then, when an old gentleman +in the company (who was seen to wipe +tears away when the girls sang “Darby and +Joan”) engaged them to sing at his golden +wedding the next night. That was the beginning +of a season of modest prosperity. Tommy’s +baritone had married his new accompanist +(he seemed determined to have a piano-playing +wife), and wishing to show Miss +Tucker that his heart was not broken by her +rejection, he gave a handsome party and engaged +the quartette, paying for their services +in real coin of the realm. Other appearances +followed in and out of town, and Tommy +paid for her gray dress, spent a goodly sum +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_20' name='page_20'></a>20</span> +for an attack of tonsillitis, the result of overwork, +and still saved two hundred dollars. +The season was over. She was fagged, but +not disheartened. Who is at twenty-two? +But it was late April, and drawing-room entertainments +were no more. The two hundred +dollars when augmented by the church +salary would barely take her through till +October.</p> +<p>“It is very annoying,” thought Tommy, +“when you have to eat, drink, sleep, and +dress twelve months in the year, that the +income by which you do these things should +cease abruptly for four months. Still, furriers +can’t sell furs in hot weather, and summer +boarders can’t board in winter, so I suppose +other people have to make enough money in +eight months to spend in twelve.”</p> +<table summary='poetry' style='margin:0 auto'><tr><td> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>“‘Hark, hark, the lark at Heaven’s gate sings,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>And Phœbus ’gins to rise!’”</p> +</td></tr></table> + +<p>she caroled, splashing about in her morning +tub as she finished making these reflections, +the tub being an excellent place for trills and +scales. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_21' name='page_21'></a>21</span></p> +<p>Proceeding from tub to her sitting-room to +make things ready for toilet and breakfast, +her mind ran on her little problems.</p> +<p>“I want to learn more, see more, hear +more,” she thought. “I have one of those +nasty, unserviceable, betwixt-and-between +talents: voice not high enough for ‘Robert, +toi que j’aime,’ nor low enough for ‘Ständchen’; +not flexible enough for ‘Caro Nome,’ +nor big enough for ‘Ocean, Thou Mighty +Monster’; poor French accent, worse German; +awfully good English, but that doesn’t +count. Can sing old ballads, folk-songs, +and nice, forgotten things that make dear +old gentlemen and ladies cry—but not pay. +If I were billed at all, it ought to be</p> +<div class='ce'> +<p style=' font-variant:small-caps;'>“First Appearance in Public</p> +<p style=' font-variant:small-caps;'>of</p> +<p style=' font-variant:small-caps;'>Behind-the-Times Tommy”</p> +</div> + +<p>This appellation so tickled her fancy that +she nearly upset the coffee-pot, and she continued +to laugh at her own wit until a fat +letter was pushed under her door from the +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_22' name='page_22'></a>22</span> +hall outside. She picked it up. It had an +English postmark.</p> +<p>“Helena Markham!” she cried, joyously.</p> +<div class='blockquot'> +<p><span style='font-variant: small-caps'>Dear Tommy</span>: [the letter read]</p> +<p>Don’t you want to come over to London for the +season? You never make any money at home from +June to October, and if by chance you have a +penny in the bank (I don’t know why I say “if” +when none of us ever had such a thing!) I think +I can put enough in your way to pay part of your +expenses. I am really beginning to get on!—three +engagements in the provincial towns all arranged. +My accompanist plays lots better than +you do, but I don’t sing half so well with him +as I used to with you. You somehow infuse the +spirit into me that I lack. I incline to be lumpy +and heavy. They may not notice it in the +provinces, for I dare say they are lumpy and +heavy there, too. However, though I shall have +to have somebody well known over here for concerts +of any great pretensions, I could work you +into smaller ones, and coach with you, too, since +I must have somebody. And you are so good-looking, +Tommy dear, and have such a winning +profile! I am plainer than ever, but no plainer +than Madame Titiens, so the papers say. I never +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_23' name='page_23'></a>23</span> +saw or heard her, of course, but the critics say +I have the same large, “massive” style of voice +and person. My present accompanist would take +first prize for ugliness in any competition; he is +more like a syndicate of plainness than one single +exemplification of it! I must have a noble nature +to think more of my audiences than of myself, +but I should like to give them something to please +their eyes—I flatter myself I can take care of +their ears!</p> +<p>Oh, do come, Tommy! Say you will!</p> +<div class='ra'> +<p><span style='font-variant: small-caps'>Helena</span>.</p> +</div> + +</div> +<p>Tommy pirouetted about the room like +an intoxicated bird, waving the letter, and +trilling and running joyful chromatic scales, +for the most part badly done.</p> +<p>“Will I go to London?” she warbled in a +sort of improvised recitative. “Will I take +two or two and a half lessons of Georg Henschel? +Will I grace platforms in the English +provinces? Will I take my two hundred dollars +out of the bank and risk it royally? Perhaps +the bystanders will glance in at my +windows and observe me giving the landlady +notice, and packing my trunk, both of +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_24' name='page_24'></a>24</span> +which delightful tasks I shall be engaged in +before the hour strikes.”</p> +<div class='ce'> +<p style=' font-size:1.4em;'>III</p> +</div> + +<p>Fergus Appleton thought he saw “the singing +girl” of his voyage from New York one +May day in Wells, where he went to study +the cathedral. He noticed a hansom with a +pink-clad figure in the opening, looking like +a rosebud of a new and odd sort on wheels. +At least, it looked like a rosebud at the moment +the doors rolled back like the leaves of +a calyx, and the flower issued, triumphant +and beautiful. She was greeted by a tall, +stout young lady, who climbed into the hansom, +and the two settled themselves quickly +and drove off.</p> +<p>Appleton’s hansom followed on its own +course, which chanced to be in the same direction, +and he saw the slim and the stout +disappear up a hilly street, at the top of +which was a famous old house. He walked +that way in the afternoon, having nothing +better to do, but could observe no dwelling +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_25' name='page_25'></a>25</span> +at which the two ladies might be staying. +There was a pretty cottage with a long, +graveled pathway leading to it, and a little +sign on the locked gate reading: “Spring +Cleaning. Please do not knock or ring.” +Farther along was a more pretentious house, +so attractive that he was sorry he had never +noticed it before, for the sign “Apartments +to Let” was in one of the front windows. He +heard a piano in the rear somewhere, but on +reaching the front door another sign confronted +him: “The parlor maid is slightly +deaf. If doorbell is not answered at once, +please step inside and ring the dinner bell +on the hall table.”</p> +<p>This somehow required more courage than +Appleton possessed, though he determined +to look at the rooms on his next visit, so he +stole down the path and went about his business, +wondering why in the world he had +done such a besotted thing as to take a walk +among the furnished lodgings of the cathedral +town of Wells.</p> +<p>The summer waxed. He had nearly finished +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_26' name='page_26'></a>26</span> +his book, and feeling the need of some +peaceful retreat where he could do the last +chapters and work up his sketches, he took +the advice of an English friend and went +down to Devonshire, intending to go from +place to place until he found a hotel and +surroundings to his mind.</p> +<p>The very first one pleased his exacting +taste, and he felt that the Bexley Sands Inn +would be the very spot in which to write; +comfortable within, a trifle too large, perhaps, +and at week-ends too full of people, +but clean, well-kept, and sunny.</p> +<p>It was a Friday evening, and the number +of guests who arrived on the last train from +Torquay was rather disturbing. The dining-room +service was not interfered with, but +Appleton made up his mind to smoke his +pipe in his own sitting-room and go down to +the lounge later to read the papers, when the +crowd might have dispersed. At nine o’clock, +accordingly, he descended, and was preparing +to settle himself with the last “Spectator” +when the young lady in the office observed: +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_27' name='page_27'></a>27</span> +“There’s a very good concert going on in +the drawing-room, sir, if you enjoy music. +No admittance, you know; just a plate at +the door as you leave—quite optional.”</p> +<p>Appleton bowed his thanks, filled his pipe, +and taking up his newspaper with a sensation +of comfortable idleness, was beginning an +article on the situation in the Balkans, when +a voice floated out from the distant drawing-room, +down the long corridor, through the +writing-room into the lounge. It was not a +little voice nor a big voice, it seemed to have +no extraordinarily high notes and no low ones, +it did not arrest attention by the agility of its +use; but it was as fresh and young as a bird’s +and sweeter than honey in the comb. It began +by caroling “My Love’s an Arbutus,” +went on to “The Little Red Lark” and +“The Low-Backed Car,” so that Appleton, +his head thrown back in the easy-chair, the +smoke wreaths from his pipe circling in the +air, the Balkans forgotten, decided that the +singer was Irish.</p> +<p>“A pretty voice, sir,” remarked the goddess +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_28' name='page_28'></a>28</span> +of the hotel office. “I’m sorry so many +of our guests are playing bowls this evening, +and there’s a bridge party of three tables +in our first-floor private sitting-room, or the +young lady would have had an audience. +She seems a nice little thing, quite a stranger, +with no experience.”</p> +<p>If the singer had even a small group of +hearers, they were apparently delighted with +“The Low-Backed Car,” for with only a +second’s pause she gave “The Minstrel Boy.” +A certain individual quality of tone and +spirit managed to bridge the distance between +the drawing-room and lounge; or perhaps +it was the piano accompaniment, so +beautifully played that one could almost +imagine it a harp; or was it that the words +were so familiar to Appleton that every +syllable was understood, so that the passion +and fire of the old song suffered no loss?</p> +<table summary='poetry' style='margin:0 auto'><tr><td> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>“The minstrel fell, but the foeman’s chain</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.735835172921266em;'>Could not bring that proud soul under!</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>The harp he loved ne’er spoke again,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.735835172921266em;'>For he tore its chords asunder.”</p> +</td></tr></table> + +<div><span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_29' name='page_29'></a>29</span></div> +<p>“It’s a pity her programme is so old-fashioned,” +said the young lady of the office, +passing his chair to give an order to the page. +“It’s true only the elderly people went in, +but our week-enders are very up-to-date +in everything. There’s a lot of Londoners +here, and those from Torquay are frightfully +musical. If they don’t get Debewssy, it +seems they think nothing of the programme.”</p> +<p>“Well, I confess that Debussy seems a +trifle alien to this time and place,” said Appleton, +“and these old ballads suit my taste +much better. I think I’ll take a nearer view.”</p> +<p>He shoved his pipe into its case and +strolled down the corridor, pausing behind +the heavy velvet portières that shut off the +drawing-room. There was no buzz of conversation +going on, because there was not +a sufficient number of persons to buzz. A +very quiet, stodgy audience it was, with no +friendly grouping; just a few old gentlemen +here and a few old ladies there, sometimes +with their prematurely aged and chastened +paid companions by their sides. There were +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_30' name='page_30'></a>30</span> +some girls of fifteen or sixteen, too, scattered +about, a few of them accompanied by prim +governesses.</p> +<p>Appleton heard the entrance of some one +from the anteroom beyond the grand piano, +then a few chords, struck by hands that loved +the ivory keys and evoked a reciprocal tenderness +every time they touched them; then:</p> +<table summary='poetry' style='margin:0 auto'><tr><td> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>“Near Woodstock Town in Oxfordshire</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>As I walked forth to take the air,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>To view the fields and meadows round,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>Methought I heard a mournful sound.”</p> +</td></tr></table> + +<p>So the chronicle ran on until the crisis came:</p> +<table summary='poetry' style='margin:0 auto'><tr><td> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>“The lady round the meadow ran,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>And gathered flowers as they sprang.</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>Of every sort she there did pull</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>Until she got her apron full.”</p> +</td></tr></table> + +<p>The history of the distracted lady’s unhappy +passion persevered:</p> +<table summary='poetry' style='margin:0 auto'><tr><td> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>“The green ground served her as a bed,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>The flowers a pillow for her head.</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>She laid her down and nothing spoke.</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>Alas! for love her heart was broke.”</p> +</td></tr></table> + +<p>Appleton was at first too enchanted with +the mischievous yet sympathetic rendition of +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_31' name='page_31'></a>31</span> +this tragedy to do anything but listen. The +voice, the speech, were so full of color and personality +he forgot for the moment that there +would be a face behind them; but there was +an irresistible something in the line, “Until +she got her apron full,” that forced him to +peep behind the curtain just in time to catch +the singer’s smile.</p> +<p>As this is not a story of plot, suspense, or +mystery, there is no earthly use in denying +that the lady in question was Miss Thomasina +Tucker, nor any sense in affirming that +her appearance in Fergus Appleton’s hotel +was in the nature of a dramatic coincidence, +since Americans crossing the Atlantic on the +same steamer are continually meeting in the +British Isles and on the Continent.</p> +<p>Appleton was pleased to see the girl again +because he had always liked her face, and he +was delighted to find that her voice not only +harmonized with it, but increased its charm a +hundredfold. Miss Tommy had several rather +uncommon qualities in her equipment. One +was that when she sang a high note she did it +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_32' name='page_32'></a>32</span> +without exposing any of the avenues which +led to her singing apparatus. She achieved her +effects without pain to herself or to the observer, +just flinging them off as gayly and +irresponsibly as a bird on a bough, without +showing any <i>modus operandi</i>. She had tenderness +also, and fire, and a sense of humor which, +while she never essayed a “comic” song, +served her in good stead in certain old ballads +with an irresistibly quaint twist in them. +She made it perfectly clear that she was +sorry for the poor lady who was running +around the meadow preparing her flowery +bier, but the conviction crept over you that +she was secretly amused at the same time. +Appleton heard the smile in her voice before +he pulled aside the curtain and saw its counterpart +on her face; heard and responded, for +when Tommy tossed a smile at you, you +caught it gratefully and tossed it back in the +hope of getting a second and a third.</p> +<p>Another arrow in Tommy’s modest quiver +was the establishment of an instantaneous +intimacy between herself and her audience. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_33' name='page_33'></a>33</span> +The singing of her songs was precisely like +the narration of so many stories, told so simply +and directly that the most hardened critic +would have his sting removed without being +aware of it. He would know that Tommy +hadn’t a remarkable voice, but he would forget +to mention it because space was limited. +Sometimes he would say that she was an interpreter +rather than a singer, and Tommy, +for her part, was glad to be called anything, +and grateful when she wasn’t brutally arraigned +for the microscopic size of her talent.</p> +<p>It was Tommy’s captivating friendliness +and the quality of her smile that “did” for +the shyest and stiffest of men, for by the time +she had finished her programme the thunderbolt, +the classic, the eternal thunderbolt, had +fallen, and Fergus Appleton was in love. +Tommy began her unconscious depredations +with “Near Woodstock Town” and “Phillida +Flouts Me,” added fuel to the flames with +“My Heart’s in the Highlands” and “Charlie +Is My Darling,” and reduced his heart to +ashes with “Allan Water” and “Has Sorrow +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_34' name='page_34'></a>34</span> +Thy Young Days Shaded?” The smile +began it, but it was tears that worked the +final miracle, though moisture very rarely +has this effect on fires of any sort.</p> +<p>Tommy was tired and a bit disheartened; +Appleton, the only responsive person in the +audience, was seated in a far corner of the +room, completely hidden behind a lady of +formidable width and thickness, so the singer +could not be expected to feel the tidal waves +of appreciation he was sending toward her, although +they ran so high at one moment that +he could have risen to his feet and begged her +to elope with him. The rest of her hearers sat +heavily, stodgily in their seats without moving +a muscle, mental, emotional, or physical. +They had no private sitting-rooms, and they +might as well be where they were as anywhere +else; that was the idea they conveyed +in every feature of their expressionless faces. +An old gentleman in the front row left the +room during the last song on the programme, +and Appleton was beset by, and resisted, a +vulgar temptation to put out his foot and +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_35' name='page_35'></a>35</span> +trip him up in the doorway. When Tommy +sang:</p> +<table summary='poetry' style='margin:0 auto'><tr><td> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>“Has hope, like the bird in the story,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>That flitted from tree to tree</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>With the talisman’s glitt’ring glory,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>Has hope been that bird to thee?</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>On branch after branch alighting,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>The gem did she still display,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>And when nearest and most inviting,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>Then waft the fair gem away.”</p> +</td></tr></table> + +<p>“Yes, yes, a thousand times yes,” answered +Fergus Appleton’s heart, for the first time in +his life conscious of loneliness, lack of purpose, +lack of anchorage, lack of responsibilities, +lack of everything he had never wanted +before, but wanted desperately all at once, +and quite independent of logic.</p> +<p>He slipped out of the door and let the scattered +units in the audience assemble, pass +him, and drift down the corridor toward the +office and lounge. To his astonishment and +anger they dropped shillings on the plate, +and the young people sixpences and, great +Heavens! even pennies; one half-crown, the +tacit apology of the old gentleman who had +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_36' name='page_36'></a>36</span> +left early, was the only respectable offering. +Appleton took out a sovereign, and then was +afraid to put it in the collection for fear of +exciting the singer’s curiosity, so he rummaged +his pockets for half-crowns and two-shilling +pieces. Finding only two or three, he changed +his mind and put back the gold-piece just in +time to avoid the eye of the page, who came +to take the offering back to Miss Tucker. +Appleton twisted his mustache nervously, +and walked slowly toward the anteroom with +no definite idea in mind, save perhaps that +she might issue from her retreat and recognize +him as she passed. (As a matter of fact she +had never once noticed him on the steamer, +but the poor wretch was unconscious of that +misfortune!) The page came out, putting +something in his pocket, and left the door +half open behind him. Appleton wheeled +swiftly, feeling like a spy, but not until he +had seen Miss Thomasina Tucker take a large +copper coin from the plate, fling it across the +room, bury the plate of silver upside down in a +sofa cushion, and precipitate herself upon it +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_37' name='page_37'></a>37</span> +with a little quivering wail of shame, or disappointment, +or rage, he could hardly determine +which.</p> +<p>Appleton followed the unfeeling, unmusical, +penurious old ladies and gentlemen back +into the lounge, glaring at them as belligerently +and offensively as a gentleman could +and maintain his self-respect. Then he went +into the waiting-room and embarked upon a +positive orgy of letter-writing. Looking up +from the last of his pile a half-hour later, he +observed the young lady who was unconsciously +preventing a proper flow of epistolary +inspiration on his part, seated at a desk in the +opposite corner. A pen was in her right hand, +and in her left she held a tiny embroidered +handkerchief, rather creased. Sometimes she +bit the corner of it, sometimes she leaned her +cheek upon it, sometimes she tapped the blotting-pad +with the pen-handle, very much as +if she had no particular interest in what she +was doing, or else she was very doubtful +about the wisdom of it.</p> +<p>Presently she took some pennies from a +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_38' name='page_38'></a>38</span> +small purse, and rising, took her letters with +her with the evident intention of posting +them. Appleton rose too, lifting his pile of +correspondence, and followed close at her +heels. She went to the office, laid down threepence, +with her letters, turned, saw Fergus +Appleton with the physical eye, but looked +directly through him as if he were a man of +glass and poor quality of glass at that, and +sauntered upstairs as if she were greatly +bored with life.</p> +<p>However, the top letter of her three was +addressed very plainly to the “Bishop of +Bath and Wells,” and Fergus Appleton had +known the bishop, and the bishop’s wife, +for several years. Accordingly, the post-bag +that night held two letters addressed to the +Bishop’s Palace, and there was every prospect +of an immediate answer to one of them.</p> +<div class='ce'> +<p style=' font-size:1.4em;'>IV</p> +</div> + +<p>As for the country roundabout the Bexley +Sands Inn, it is one of the loveliest in Devonshire. +It does not waste a moment, but, realizing +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_39' name='page_39'></a>39</span> +the brevity of week-end visits and the +anxiety of tourists to see the greatest amount +of scenery in the shortest space, it begins its +duty at the very door of the inn and goes +straight on from one stretch of loveliness to +another.</p> +<p>If you have been there, you remember that +if you turn to the right and go over the stone +bridge that crosses the sleepy river, you are +in the very heart of beauty. You pick your +way daintily along the edge of the road, for it +is carpeted so thickly with sea-pinks and yellow +and crimson crow’s-foot that you scarcely +know where to step. Sea-poppies there are, +too, groves of them, growing in the sandy +stretches that lie close to and border the wide, +shingly beach. In summer the long, low, narrow +stone bridge crosses no water, but just +here is an acre or two of tall green rushes. +You walk down the bank a few steps and sit +under the shadow of a wall. The green garden +of rushes stretches in front of you, with a still, +shallow pool between you and it, a pool floating +with blossoming water-weeds. On the +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_40' name='page_40'></a>40</span> +edge of the rushes grow tall yellow irises in +great profusion; the cuckoo’s note sounds in +the distance; the sun, the warmth, the intoxication +of color, make you drowsy, and you lean +back among the green things, close your eyes, +and then begin listening to the wonderful +music of the rushes. A million million reeds +stirred by the breeze bend to and fro, making +a faint silken sound like that of a summer +wave lapping the shore, but far more +ethereal.</p> +<p>Thomasina Tucker went down the road, +laden with books, soon after breakfast Monday +morning. Appleton waited until after the +post came in, and having received much-desired +letters and observed with joy the week-enders +setting forth, hither and thither on +their return journeys, followed what he supposed +to be Miss Tucker’s route; at least, it +was her route on Saturday and Sunday, and +he could not suppose her to harbor caprice +or any other feminine weakness.</p> +<p>Yes, there she was, in the very loveliest +nook, the stone wall at her back, and in front +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_41' name='page_41'></a>41</span> +nice sandy levels for books and papers and +writing-pad.</p> +<p>“Miss Tucker, may I invade your solitude +for a moment? Our mutual friend, the Bishop +of Bath and Wells, has written asking me to +look you up as a fellow countryman and see +if I can be of any service to you so far away +from home.”</p> +<p>Tommy looked up, observed a good-looking +American holding a letter in one hand and +lifting a hat with the other, and bade him +welcome.</p> +<p>“How kind of the bishop! But he is always +doing kind things; his wife, too. I have seen +much of them since I came to England.”</p> +<p>“My name is Appleton, Fergus Appleton, +at your service.”</p> +<p>“Won’t you take a stone, or make yourself +a hollow in the sand?” asked Tommy hospitably. +“I came out here to read and study, +and get rid of the week-enders. Isn’t Bexley +Sands a lovely spot, and do you ever get tired +of the bacon and the kippered herring, and +the fruit tarts with Devonshire cream?” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_42' name='page_42'></a>42</span></p> +<p>“I can’t bear to begin an acquaintance +with a lady by differing on such vital points, +but I do get tired of these Bexley delicacies.”</p> +<p>“Perhaps you have been here too long—or +have you just come this morning?”</p> +<p>Appleton swallowed his disappointment +and hurt vanity, and remarked: “No, I came +on Friday.” (He laid some emphasis on Friday.)</p> +<p>“The evening train is so incorrigibly slow! +I only reached the hotel at ten o’clock when +I arrived on Thursday night.” Miss Tucker +shot a rapid glance at the young man as she +made this remark.</p> +<p>“I came by the morning express and arrived +here at three on Friday,” said Appleton.</p> +<p>Miss Tucker, with a slight display of perhaps +legitimate temper, turned suddenly +upon him. “There! I have been trying for +two minutes to find out when you came, and +now I know you were at my beastly concert +on Friday evening!”</p> +<p>“I certainly was, and very grateful I am, +too.” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_43' name='page_43'></a>43</span></p> +<p>“I suppose all through my life people will +be turning up who were in that room!” said +Miss Tucker ungraciously. “I must tell somebody +what I feel about that concert! I should +prefer some one who wasn’t a stranger, but +you are a great deal better than nobody. Do +you mind?”</p> +<p>Appleton laughed like a boy, and flung +his hat a little distance into a patch of sea-pinks.</p> +<p>“Not a bit. Use me, or abuse me, as you +like, so long as you don’t send me away, for +this was my favorite spot before you chose +it for yours.”</p> +<p>“I live in New York, and I came abroad +early in the summer,” began Tommy.</p> +<p>“I know that already!” interrupted Appleton.</p> +<p>“Oh, I suppose the bishop told you.”</p> +<p>“No, I came with you; that is, I was your +fellow passenger.”</p> +<p>“Did you? Why, I never saw you on the +boat.”</p> +<p>“My charms are not so dazzling that I +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_44' name='page_44'></a>44</span> +expect them to be noted and remembered,” +laughed Appleton.</p> +<p>“It is true I was very tired, and excited, +and full of anxieties,” said Tommy meekly.</p> +<p>“Don’t apologize! If you tried for an hour, +you couldn’t guess just why I noticed and +remembered <i>you</i>!”</p> +<p>“I conclude then it was not for <i>my</i> dazzling +charms,” Tommy answered saucily.</p> +<p>“It was because you wore the only flower +I ever notice, one that is associated with my +earliest childhood. I never knew a woman +to wear a bunch of mignonette before.”</p> +<p>“Some one sent it to me, I remember, and +it had some hideous scarlet pinks in the middle. +I put the pinks in my room and pinned +on the mignonette because it matched my +dress. I am very fond of green.”</p> +<p>“My mother loved mignonette. We always +had beds of it in our garden and pots of +it growing in the house in winter. I can smell +it whenever I close my eyes.”</p> +<p>Tommy glanced at him. She felt something +in his voice that she liked, something that +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_45' name='page_45'></a>45</span> +attracted her and wakened an instantaneous +response.</p> +<p>“But go on,” he said. “I only know as yet +that you sailed from New York in the early +summer, as I did.”</p> +<p>“Well, I went to London to join a great +friend, a singer, Helena Markham. Have you +heard of her?”</p> +<p>“No; is she an American?”</p> +<p>“Yes, a Western girl, from Montana, with +oh! such a magnificent voice and such a big +talent!” (The outward sweep of Tommy’s +hands took in the universe.) “We’ve had +some heavenly weeks together. I play accompaniments, +and—”</p> +<p>“I know you do!”</p> +<p>“I forgot for the moment how much too +much you know! I went with her to Birmingham, +and Manchester, and Leeds, and Liverpool. +I wasn’t really grand enough for her, +but the audiences didn’t notice me, Helena +was so superb. In between I took some lessons +of Henschel. He told me I hadn’t much +voice, but very nice brains. I am always called +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_46' name='page_46'></a>46</span> +‘intelligent,’ and no one can imagine how +I hate the word!”</p> +<p>“It is offensive, but not so bad as some +others. I, for example, have been called a +‘conscientious writer’!”</p> +<p>“Oh, are you a writer?”</p> +<p>“Of a sort, yes. But, as you were saying—”</p> +<p>“As I was saying, everything was going so +beautifully until ten days ago, when Helena’s +people cabled her to come home. Her mother +is seriously ill and cannot live more than a +few months. She went at once, but I couldn’t +go with her—not very well, in midsummer—and +so here I am, all alone, high and dry.”</p> +<p>She leaned her chin in the cup of her hand +and, looking absent-mindedly at the shimmering +rushes, fell into a spell of silence that took +no account of Appleton.</p> +<p>To tell the truth, he didn’t mind looking +at her unobserved for a moment or two. He +had almost complete control of his senses, +and he didn’t believe she could be as pretty +as he thought she was. There was no reason +to think that she was better to look at than +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_47' name='page_47'></a>47</span> +an out-and-out beauty. Her nose wasn’t +Greek. It was just a trifle faulty, but it was +piquant and full of mischief. There was nothing +to be said against her mouth or her eyelashes, +which were beyond criticism, and he +particularly liked the way her dark-brown +hair grew round her temples and her ears—but +the quality in her face that appealed most +to Appleton was a soft and touching youthfulness.</p> +<p>Suddenly she remembered herself, and began +again:</p> +<p>“Miss Markham and I had twice gone to +large seaside hotels with great success, but, +of course, she had a manager and a reputation. +I thought I would try the same thing +alone in some very quiet retreat, and see if +it would do. Oh! wasn’t it funny!” (Here she +broke into a perfectly childlike fit of laughter.) +“It was such a well-behaved, solemn +little audience, that never gave me an inkling +of its liking or its loathing.”</p> +<p>“Oh, yes, it did!” remonstrated Appleton. +“They loved your Scotch songs.” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_48' name='page_48'></a>48</span></p> +<p>“Silently!” cried Tommy. “I had dozens +and dozens of other things upstairs to sing to +them, but I thought I was suiting my programme +to the place and the people. I looked +at them during luncheon and made my selections.”</p> +<p>“You are flattering the week-enders.”</p> +<p>“I believe you are musical,” she ventured, +looking up at him as she played with a tuft +of sea-pinks.</p> +<p>“I am passionately fond of singing, so I +seldom go to concerts,” he answered, somewhat +enigmatically. “Your programme was +an enchanting one to me.”</p> +<p>“It was good of its kind, if the audience +would have helped me,”—and Tommy’s lip +trembled a little; “but perhaps I could have +borne that, if it hadn’t been for the—plate.”</p> +<p>“Not a pleasant custom, and a new one to +me,” said Appleton.</p> +<p>“And to me!” (Here she made a little +grimace of disgust.) “I knew beforehand I +had to face the plate—but the contents! +Where did you sit?” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_49' name='page_49'></a>49</span></p> +<p>“I was forced to stay a trifle in the background, +I entered so late. It was your ‘Minstrel +Boy’ that dragged me out of my armchair +in the lounge.”</p> +<p>“Then perhaps you saw the plate? I know +by your face that you did! You saw the sixpences, +which I shall never forget, and the +pennies, which I will never forgive! I thirst for +the blood of those who put in pennies!”</p> +<p>“They would all have been sitting in boiling +oil since Friday if I had had my way,” +responded Appleton.</p> +<p>Tommy laughed delightedly. “I know now +who put in the sovereign! I knew every face +in that audience—that wasn’t difficult in +so small a one—and I tried and tried to fix +the sovereign on any one of them, and couldn’t. +At last I determined that it was the old +gentleman who went out in the middle of +‘Allan Water,’ feeling that he would rather +pay anything than stay any longer. Confess! +it <i>was</i> you!”</p> +<p>Appleton felt very sheepish as he met +Tommy’s dancing eyes and heightened color. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_50' name='page_50'></a>50</span></p> +<p>“I couldn’t bear to let you see those pennies,” +he stammered, “but I couldn’t get +them out before the page came to take the +plate.”</p> +<p>“Perhaps you were ‘pound foolish,’ and +the others were ‘penny wise,’ but it was awfully +nice of you. If I can pay my bill here +without spending that sovereign, I believe +I’ll keep it for a lucky piece. I shall be very +rich by Saturday night, anyway.”</p> +<p>“A legacy due?”</p> +<p>“Goodness, no! I haven’t a relation in +the world except one, who disapproves of me; +not so much as I disapprove of him, however. +No, Albert Spalding and Donald Tovey have +engaged me for a concert in Torquay.”</p> +<p>“I have some business in Torquay which +will keep me there for a few days on my way +back to Wells,” said Appleton nonchalantly. +(The bishop’s letter had been a pure and undefiled +source of information on all points.)</p> +<p>“Why, how funny! I hope you’ll be there +on Saturday. There’ll be no plate! Tickets +two and six to seven and six, but you shall +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_51' name='page_51'></a>51</span> +be my guest, my sovereign guest. I am going +to Wells myself to stay till—till I make up +my mind about a few things.”</p> +<p>“America next?” inquired Appleton, keeping +his voice as colorless as possible.</p> +<p>“I don’t know. Helena made me resign my +church position in Brooklyn, and for the moment +my ‘career’ is undecided.”</p> +<p>She laughed, but her eyes denied the mirth +that her lips affirmed, and Appleton had such +a sudden, illogical desire to meddle with her +career, to help or hinder it, to have a hand +in it at any rate, that he could hardly hold his +tongue.</p> +<p>“The Torquay concert will be charming, +I hope. You know what Spalding’s violin-playing +is, and Donald Tovey is a young +genius at piano-playing and composing. He +is going to accompany me in some of his +own songs, and he wants me to sing a group +of American ones—Macdowell, Chadwick, +Nevin, Mrs. Beach, and Margaret Lang.”</p> +<p>“I hope you’ll accompany yourself in some +of your own ballads!” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_52' name='page_52'></a>52</span></p> +<p>“No, the occasion is too grand; unless +they should happen to like me very much. +Then I could play for myself, and sing +‘Allan Water,’ or ‘Believe Me,’ or ‘Early +One Morning,’ or ‘Barbara Allen.’”</p> +<p>(Appleton wondered if a claque of sizable, +trustworthy boys could be secured in Torquay, +and under his intelligent and inspired +leadership carry Miss Thomasina Tucker +like a cork on the wave of success.)</p> +<p>“Wouldn’t it be lunch-time?” asked Miss +Tucker, after a slight pause.</p> +<p>“It is always time for something when I’m +particularly enjoying myself,” grumbled Appleton, +looking at his watch. “It’s not quite +one o’clock. Must we go in?”</p> +<p>“Oh, yes; we’ve ten minutes’ walk,”—and +Tommy scrambled up and began to +brush sand from her skirts.</p> +<p>“Couldn’t I sit at your table—under +the chaperonage of the Bishop of Bath and +Wells?” And Appleton got on his feet and +collected Tommy’s books.</p> +<p>The girl’s laugh was full-hearted this time. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_53' name='page_53'></a>53</span> +“Certainly not,” she said. “What does Bexley +Sands know of the bishop and his interest in +us? But if you can find the drawing-room utterly +deserted at any time, I’ll sing for you.”</p> +<p>“How about a tea-basket and a walk to +Gray Rocks at four o’clock?” asked Appleton +as they strolled toward the hotel.</p> +<p>“Charming! And I love singing out of +doors without accompaniment. I’m determined +to earn that sovereign in course of +time! Are you from New England?”</p> +<p>“Yes; and you?”</p> +<p>“Oh, I’m from New York. I was born in +a row of brown-stone fronts, in a numbered +street, twenty-five or thirty houses to a +block, all exactly alike. I wonder how I’ve +outlived my start. And you?”</p> +<p>“In the country, bless it,—in the eastern +part of Massachusetts. We had a garden and +my mother and I lived in it during all the +months of my life that matter. That’s where +the mignonette grew.”</p> +<p>“‘And He planted a garden eastward in +Eden,’” quoted Tommy, half to herself. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_54' name='page_54'></a>54</span></p> +<p>“It’s the only Eden I ever knew! Do you +like it over here, Miss Tucker, or are you +homesick now that your friend is in America?”</p> +<p>“Oh, I’m never homesick; for the reason +that I have never had any home since I was +ten years old, when I was left an orphan. I +haven’t any deep roots in New York; it’s +like the ocean, too big to love. I respect and +admire the ocean, but I love a little river. +You know the made-over aphorism: ‘The +home is where the hat is’? For ‘hat’ read +‘trunk,’ and you have my case, precisely.”</p> +<p>“That’s because you are absurdly, riotously +young! It won’t suit you forever.”</p> +<p>“Does anything suit one forever?” asked +Tommy frivolously, not cynically, but making +Appleton a trifle uncomfortable nevertheless. +“Anything except singing, I mean? Perhaps +you feel the same way about writing? +You haven’t told me anything about your +work, and I’ve confided my past history, +present prospects, and future aspirations to +you!” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_55' name='page_55'></a>55</span></p> +<p>“There’s not so much to say. It is good +work, and it is growing better. I studied architecture +at the Beaux-Arts. I do art-criticism, +and I write about buildings chiefly. That +would seem rather dull to a warbler like you.”</p> +<p>“Not a bit. Doesn’t somebody say that +architecture is frozen music?”</p> +<p>“I don’t get as immediate response to my +work as you do to yours.”</p> +<p>“No, but you never had sixpences and +pennies put into your plate! Now give me +my books, please. I’ll go in at the upper gate +alone, and run upstairs to my room. You +enter by the lower one and go through the +lounge, where the guests chiefly congregate +waiting for the opening of the dining-room. +Au revoir!”</p> +<p>When Tommy opened her bedroom door +she elevated her pretty, impertinent little +nose and sniffed the air. It was laden with +a delicate perfume that came from a huge +bunch of mignonette on the table. It was +long-stemmed, fresh, and moist, loosely bound +together, and every one of its tiny brown blossoms +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_56' name='page_56'></a>56</span> +was sending out fragrance into the room. +It did not need Fergus Appleton’s card to +identify the giver, but there it was.</p> +<p>“What a nice, kind, understanding person +he is! And how cheerful it makes life to have +somebody from your own country taking an +interest in you, and liking your singing, and +hating those beastly pennies!” And Tommy, +quickly merging artist in woman, slipped on +a coatee of dull-green crêpe over her old black +taffeta, and taking down her hat with the garland +of mignonette from the shelf in her closet, +tucked some of the green sprays in her belt, +and went down to luncheon. She didn’t know +where Fergus Appleton’s table was, but she +would make her seat face his. Then she could +smile thanks at him over the mulligatawny +soup, or the filet of sole, or the boiled mutton, +or the apple tart. Even the Bishop of Bath +and Wells couldn’t object to that!</p> +<div class='ce'> +<p style=' font-size:1.4em;'>V</p> +</div> + +<p>Their friendship grew perceptibly during +the next two days, though constantly under +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_57' name='page_57'></a>57</span> +the espionage of the permanent guests of the +Bexley Sands Inn, but on Wednesday night +Miss Tucker left for Torquay, according to +schedule. Fergus Appleton remained behind, +partly to make up arrears in his literary work, +and partly as a sop to decency and common +sense. He did not deem it either proper or +dignified to escort the young lady on her +journey (particularly as he had not been asked +to do so), so he pined in solitary confinement +at Bexley until Saturday morning, when he +followed her to the scene of her labors.</p> +<p>After due reflection he gave up the idea of +the claque, and rested Tommy’s case on the +knees of the gods, where it transpired that +it was much safer, for Torquay liked Tommy, +and the concert went off with enormous éclat. +From the moment that Miss Thomasina +Tucker appeared on the platform the audience +looked pleased. She wore a quaint dress +of white flounced chiffon, with a girdle of +green, and a broad white hat with her old +mignonette garland made into two little nosegays +perched on either side of the transparent +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_58' name='page_58'></a>58</span> +brim. She could not wear the mignonette +that Appleton had sent to her dressing-room, +because she would have been obscured by +the size of the offering, but she carried as +much of it as her strength permitted, and +laid the fragrant bouquet on the piano as she +passed it. (A poem had come with it, but +Tommy did not dare read it until the ordeal +was over, for no one had ever written her a +poem before. It had three long verses, and +was signed “F.A.”—that was all she had +time to note.)</p> +<p>A long-haired gentleman sitting beside +Appleton remarked to his neighbor: “The +girl looks like a flower; it’s a pity she has such +a heathenish name! Why didn’t they call her +Hope, or Flora, or Egeria, or Cecilia?”</p> +<p>When the audience found that Miss Tucker’s +singing did not belie her charming appearance, +they cast discretion to the winds +and loved her. Appleton himself marveled at +the beauty of her performance as it budded +and bloomed under the inspiration of her fellow +artists and the favor of the audience, and +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_59' name='page_59'></a>59</span> +the more he admired the more depressed he +became.</p> +<p>“She may be on the threshold of a modest +‘career,’ of a sort, after all,” he thought, “and +she will never give it up for me. Would she +be willing to combine me with the career, and +how would it work? I shouldn’t be churl +enough to mind her singing now and then, +but it seems to me I couldn’t stand ‘tours.’ +Besides, hers is such a childlike, winsome, +fragrant little gift it ought not to be exploited +like a great, booming talent!”</p> +<p>The audience went wild over Donald +Tovey’s songs. He played, and Tommy sang +them from memory, and it seemed as if they +had been written then and there, struck off +at white heat; as if the composer happened +to be at the piano, and the singer chanced +with his help to be interpreting those particular +verses for that particular moment.</p> +<p>His setting of “Jock o’Hazeldean” proved +irresistible:</p> +<table summary='poetry' style='margin:0 auto'><tr><td> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>“They sought her baith by bower an ha’;</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 1.1037527593819em;'>The ladie was not seen.”</p> +</td></tr></table> + +<div><span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_60' name='page_60'></a>60</span></div> +<p>And then with a swirl and a torrent of +sound, a clangor of sword and a clatter of +hoofs:</p> +<table summary='poetry' style='margin:0 auto'><tr><td> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>“She’s o’er the Border and awa’</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 1.83958793230316em;'>Wi’ Jock o’ Hazeldean.”</p> +</td></tr></table> + +<p>Appleton didn’t see any valid reason why +Tovey should kiss Tommy’s hand in responding +to the third recall, but supposed it must +be a composer’s privilege, and wished that +he were one.</p> +<p>Then the crowd made its way into the +brilliant Torquay sunshine, and Appleton +lingered in the streets until the time came for +the tea-party arranged for the artists at the +hotel.</p> +<p>It was a gay little gathering, assisted by a +charming lady of the town, who always knew +the celebrated people who flock there in all +seasons. Spalding and Tovey were the lions, +but Miss Thomasina Tucker did not lack for +compliments. Her cheeks glowed and her +eyes sparkled under the white tulle brim of +her hat. Her neck looked deliciously white +and young, rising from its transparent chiffons, +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_61' name='page_61'></a>61</span> +and her bunch of mignonette gave a +note of delicate distinction. The long-haired +gentleman was present, and turned out to +be a local poet. He told Miss Tucker that +she ought never to wear or to carry another +flower. “Not, at all events, till you pass +thirty!” he said. “You belong together—you, +your songs, and the mignonette!”—at +which she flung a shy upward glance at Appleton, +saying: “It is this American friend +who has really established the connection, +though I have always worn green and white +and always loved the flower.”</p> +<p>“You sent me some verses, Mr. Appleton,” +she said, as the poet moved away. “I have +them safe” (and she touched her bodice), +“but I haven’t had a quiet moment to read +them.”</p> +<p>“Just a little tribute,” Appleton answered +carelessly. “Are you leaving? If so, I’ll get +your flowers into a cab and drive you on.”</p> +<p>“No. I am going, quite unexpectedly, to +Exeter to-night. Let us sit down in this +corner a moment and I’ll tell you. Mr. Tovey +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_62' name='page_62'></a>62</span> +has asked me to substitute for a singer who +is ill. The performance is on Monday and I +chance to know the cantata. I shall not be +paid, but it will be a fine audience and it may +lead to something; after all, it’s not out of +my way in going to Wells.”</p> +<p>“Aren’t you overtired to travel any more +to-night?”</p> +<p>“No, I am treading air! I have no sense +of being in the body at all. Mrs. Cholmondeley, +that dark-haired lady you were talking +with a moment ago, lives in Exeter and +will take me to her house. And how nice that +I don’t have to say good-bye, for you still +mean to go to Wells?”</p> +<p>“Oh, yes! I haven’t nearly finished with +the cathedral—I shall be there before you. +Can I look up lodgings or do anything for +you?”</p> +<p>“Oh, no, thank you. I shall go to the old +place where Miss Markham and I lived before. +The bishop and Mrs. Kennion sent us +there because there is a piano, and the old +ladies, being deaf, don’t mind musical lodgers. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_63' name='page_63'></a>63</span> +Didn’t the concert go off beautifully! Such +artists, those two men; so easy to do one’s +best in such company.”</p> +<p>“It was a triumph! Doesn’t it completely +efface the memory of the plate and the +pennies?”</p> +<p>“Yes,” Tommy answered. “I bear no ill-will +to any living creature. The only flaw is +my horrid name. Can’t you think of another +for me? I’ve just had an anonymous +note. Hear it!” (taking it from her glove):</p> +<div class='blockquot'> +<p><span style='font-variant: small-caps'>Dear Madam</span>:</p> +<p>The name of Thomasina Tucker is one of those +bizarre Americanisms that pain us so frequently +in England. I fancy you must have assumed it for +public use, and if so, I beg you will change it now, +before you become too famous. The grotesque +name of Thomasina Tucker belittles your exquisite +art.</p> +<div class='ra'> +<p style=' margin-right:4em;'>Very truly yours,</p> +<p><span style='font-variant: small-caps'>A Well Wisher.</span></p> +</div> + +</div> +<p>“What do you think of that?”</p> +<p>Appleton laughed heartily and scanned +the note. “It is from some doddering old +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_64' name='page_64'></a>64</span> +woman,” he said. “The name given you +by your sponsors in baptism to be condemned +as a ‘bizarre Americanism’!”</p> +<p>“I cannot think why the loyalty of my +dear mother and father to Tucker, and to +Thomas, should have made them saddle me +with such a handicap! They might have +known I was going to sing, for I bawled +incessantly from birth to the age of twelve +months. I shall have to change my name, +and you must help me to choose. Au revoir!”—and +she darted away with a handshake +and a friendly backward glance from the +door.</p> +<p>“Can I think of another name for her?” +apostrophized Appleton to himself. “Can +feminine unconsciousness and cruelty go +farther than that? Another name for her +shrieks from the very housetops, and I agree +with ‘Well Wisher’ that she ought to take +it before she becomes too famous; before +it would be necessary, for instance, to describe +her as Madame Tucker-Appleton!” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_65' name='page_65'></a>65</span></p> +<div class='ce'> +<p style=' font-size:1.4em;'>VI</p> +</div> + +<p>These are the verses:</p> +<table summary='poetry' style='margin:0 auto'><tr><td> +<p style='text-align: center;'><span style='font-variant: small-caps'>To Miss Tommy Tucker</span></p> +<p style='text-align: center;'>(<span style='font-variant: small-caps'>with a bunch of mignonette</span>)</p> +<br /> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>A garden and a yellow wedge</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 1.1037527593819em;'>Of sunshine slipping through,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>And there, beside a bit of hedge,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 1.1037527593819em;'>Forget-me-nots so blue,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>Bright four-o’clocks and spicy pinks,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 1.1037527593819em;'>And sweet, old-fashioned roses,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>With daffodils and crocuses,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 1.1037527593819em;'>And other fragrant posies,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>And in a corner, ’neath the shade</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>By flowering apple branches made,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 2.57542310522443em;'>Grew mignonette.</p> +<br /> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>I do not know, I cannot say,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 1.1037527593819em;'>Why, when I hear you sing,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>Those by-gone days come back to me,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 1.1037527593819em;'>And in their long train bring</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>To mind that dear old garden, with</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 1.1037527593819em;'>Its hovering honey-bees,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>And liquid-throated songsters on</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 1.1037527593819em;'>The blossom-laden trees;</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>Nor why a fragrance, fresh and rare,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>Should on a sudden fill the air,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 2.57542310522443em;'>Of mignonette!</p> +<br /> +<div><span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_66' name='page_66'></a>66</span></div> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>Your mem’ry seems a garden fair</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 1.1037527593819em;'>Of old-time flowers of song.</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>There Annie Laurie lives and loves,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 1.1037527593819em;'>And Mary Morison,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>And Black-eyed Susan, Alice Grey,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 1.1037527593819em;'>Phillida, with her frown—</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>And Barbara Allen, false and fair,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 1.1037527593819em;'>From famous Scarlet Town.</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>What marvel such a garland rare</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>Should breathe sweet odors on the air,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 2.57542310522443em;'>Like mignonette?</p> +<p style='text-align: right;'>F. A. </p> +</td></tr></table> + +<div class='ce'> +<p style=' font-size:1.4em;'>VII</p> +</div> + +<p>There was never such a summer of enchanting +weather as that particular summer +in Wells. The whole population of Somersetshire, +save those who had crops requiring +rain, were in a heaven of delight from +morning till night. Miss Tommy Tucker +was very busy with some girl pupils, and as +accompanist for oratorio practice; but there +were blissful hours when she “studied” the +cathedral with Fergus Appleton, watching +him sketch the stately Central Tower, or +the Lady Chapel, or the Chain Gate. There +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_67' name='page_67'></a>67</span> +were afternoon walks to Tor Hill, winding +up almost daily with tea at the palace, for +the bishop and his wife were miracles of +hospitality to the two Americans.</p> +<p>Fergus Appleton had declared the state of +his mind and heart to Mrs. Kennion a few days +after his arrival, though after his confidence +had been received she said that it was quite +unnecessary, as she had guessed the entire situation +the moment she saw them together.</p> +<p>“If you do, it is more than Miss Tucker +does,” said Appleton, “for I can’t flatter +myself that she suspects in the least what I +am about.”</p> +<p>“You haven’t said anything yet?”</p> +<p>“My dear Mrs. Kennion, I’ve known +her less than a fortnight! It’s bad enough +for a man to fall in love in that absurd +length of time, but I wouldn’t ask a girl +to marry me on two weeks’ acquaintance. +It would simply be courting refusal.”</p> +<p>“I am glad you feel that way about it, +for we have grown greatly attached to Miss +Tucker,” said the bishop’s wife. “She is +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_68' name='page_68'></a>68</span> +so simple and unaffected, so lovable, and +such good company! So alone in the world, +yet so courageous and independent. I +hope it will come out all right for your dear +mother’s son,” she added affectionately, +with a squeeze of her kind hand. “Miss +Tucker is dining here to-morrow, and you +must come, too, for she has offered to sing +for our friends.”</p> +<p>Everybody agreed that Mrs. Kennion’s +party for the young American singer was +a delightful and memorable occasion. She +gave them song after song, accompanying +herself on the Erard grand piano, at which +she always made such a pretty picture. It +drifted into a request programme, and +Tommy, whose memory was inexhaustible, +seemed always to have the wished-for song +at the tip of her tongue, were it English, +Scotch, Irish, or Welsh. There was general +laughter and surprise when Madame Eriksson, +a Norwegian lady who was among the +guests, asked her for a certain song of Halfdan +Kjerulf’s. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_69' name='page_69'></a>69</span></p> +<p>“I only know it in its English translation,” +Tommy said, “and I haven’t sung +it for a year, but I think I remember it. +Forgive me if I halt in the words:</p> +<table summary='poetry' style='margin:0 auto'><tr><td> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>“‘I hardly know, my darling,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>What mostly took my heart,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>Unless perhaps your singing</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>Has done the greater part.</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>I’ve thrilled to many voices,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>The passionate, the strong,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>But I forgot the singer,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>And I forgot the song.</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>But there’s one song, my darling,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>That I can ne’er forget.</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>I listened and I trembled,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>And felt my cheek was wet;</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>It seemed my heart within me</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>Gave answer clear and low</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>When first I heard you sing, dear,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>Then first I loved you so!’”</p> +</td></tr></table> + +<p>Tommy had sung the song hundreds of +times in earlier years, and she had not the +slightest self-consciousness when she began +it; but just as she reached the last four +lines her eyes met Fergus Appleton’s. He +was seated in a far corner of the room, +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_70' name='page_70'></a>70</span> +leaning eagerly forward, with one arm on the +back of a chair in front of him. She was +singing the words to the company, but if +ever a man was uttering and confirming +them it was Fergus Appleton at that moment. +The blindest woman could see, the +deafest could hear, the avowal.</p> +<p>Tommy caught her breath quickly, looked +away, braced her memory, and finished, to +the keen delight of old Madame Eriksson, +who rose and kissed her on both cheeks.</p> +<p>Tommy was glad that her part of the +evening was over, and to cover her confusion +offered to sing something of her +own composing, the Mother Goose rhyme +of “Little Tommy Tucker Sings for His +Supper,” arranged as an operatic recitative +and aria. The humor of this performance +penetrated even to the remotest fastnesses +of the staid cathedral circle, and the palace +party ended in something that positively +resembled merriment, a consummation not +always to be reached in gatherings exclusively +clerical in character. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_71' name='page_71'></a>71</span></p> +<p>The bishop’s coachman always drove +Miss Tucker home, and Appleton always +walked to his lodgings, which were in the +opposite direction, so nothing could be +done that night, but he determined that +another sun should not go down before he +put his fate to the touch.</p> +<p>How could he foresee what the morning +post would bring and deposit, like an unwelcome +bomb, upon his breakfast tray?</p> +<p>His London publishers wanted to see him +at once, not only on a multitude of details +concerning his forthcoming book, but on a +subject, as they hoped, of great interest and +importance to him.</p> +<p>Thinking it a matter of a day or so, +Appleton scribbled notes to Mrs. Kennion +and Miss Tucker, with whom he was to go +on an excursion, and departed forthwith to +London.</p> +<p>Everything happened in London. The +American publishers wanted a different +title for the book and four more chapters +to lengthen it to a size selling (at a profit) +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_72' name='page_72'></a>72</span> +for two dollars and a half. The English +publishers thought he had dealt rather +slightingly with a certain very interesting +period, and he remembered, guiltily, that +he had been at Bexley Sands when he wrote +the chapters in question. It would take +three days’ labor to fill up these gaps, he +calculated, and how fortunate that Miss +Thomasina Tucker was safely entrenched in +the heart of an ecclesiastical stronghold for +the next month or two; a town where he +had not, so far as he knew, a single formidable +rival. He wrote her regarding his unexpected +engagements, adding with legitimate +pride that one of England’s foremost +critics had offered to write a preface for his +book; then he settled to his desk and slaved +at his task until it was accomplished, when +he departed with a beating heart for the +town and county that held Miss Thomasina +Tucker in their keeping.</p> +<p>Alighting at the familiar railway station, +he took a hansom, intending to drop his portmanteau +at his lodgings and go on to the palace +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_73' name='page_73'></a>73</span> +for news, but as he was driving by the +deanery on the north side of Cathedral Green, +he encountered Mrs. Kennion in her victoria. +She signaled him with her hand and spoke +to her coachman, who drew up his horses. +Alighting from his hansom, he strode forward +to take her welcoming hand, his face radiating +the pleasure of a home-coming traveler.</p> +<p>“If you’ll let the cabman take your luggage, +I’d like to drive you home myself. I +have something to tell you,” said Mrs. +Kennion, making room for him by her side.</p> +<p>“Nothing has happened, I hope?” he +asked anxiously.</p> +<p>“Miss Tucker is leaving for America +to-morrow morning.”</p> +<p>“Going away?” Appleton’s tone was one +of positive dismay.</p> +<p>“Yes. It is all very sudden and unexpected.”</p> +<p>“Sailing to-morrow?” exclaimed Appleton, +taking out his watch. “From where? +How can I get there?”</p> +<p>“Not sailing to-morrow—leaving Wells +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_74' name='page_74'></a>74</span> +to-morrow on an early train and sailing +Saturday from Southampton.”</p> +<p>“Oh, the world is not lost entirely, then!”—and +Appleton leaned back and wiped his +forehead. “What has happened? I ought +never to have gone to London.”</p> +<p>“She had a cable yesterday from her +Brooklyn church, offering her a better +position in the choir, but saying that they +could hold it only ten days. By post on +the same day she received a letter from a +New York friend—”</p> +<p>“Was it a Carl Bothwick?”</p> +<p>“No; a Miss Macleod, who said that a +much better position was in the market in a +church where Miss Tucker had influential +friends. She was sure that if Miss Tucker +returned immediately to sing for the committee +she could secure a thousand-dollar +salary. We could do nothing but advise her +to make the effort, you see.”</p> +<p>“Did she seem determined to go?”</p> +<p>“No; she appeared a little undecided and +timid. However, she said frankly that, +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_75' name='page_75'></a>75</span> +though she had earned enough in England +to pay her steamer passage to America, and +a month’s expenses afterward, she could +not be certain of continuing to do so much +through a London winter. ‘If I only had a +little more time to think it out,’ she kept +saying, ‘but I haven’t, so I must go!’”</p> +<p>“Where is she now?”</p> +<p>“At her lodgings. The bishop is detained +in Bath and I am dining with friends +in his stead. I thought you might go and +take her to dinner at the Swan, so that she +shouldn’t be alone, and then bring her to +the palace afterward—if—if all is well.”</p> +<p>“If I have any luck two churches will be +lamenting her loss to-morrow morning,” +said Fergus gloomily; “but she wouldn’t +have consented to go if she cared anything +about me!”</p> +<p>“Nonsense, my dear boy! You were +away. No self-respecting girl would wire +you to come back. She was helpless even +if she did care. Here we are! Shall I send +a hansom back in half an hour?” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_76' name='page_76'></a>76</span></p> +<p>“Twenty-five minutes will do it,” Appleton +answered briskly. “You are an +angel, dear lady!”</p> +<p>“Keep your blarney! I hope you’ll need +it all for somebody else to-night! Good +fortune, dear boy!”</p> +<div class='ce'> +<p style=' font-size:1.4em;'>VIII</p> +</div> + +<p>Appleton flung the contents of his portmanteau +into his closet, rid himself of the +dust of travel, made a quick change, and in +less than forty minutes was at the door of +Miss Tucker’s lodgings.</p> +<p>She had a little sitting-room on the first +floor, and his loud rat-a-tat brought her to +the door instead of the parlor-maid.</p> +<p>At the unexpected sight of him she turned +pale.</p> +<p>“Why—why, I thought it was the luggage-man. +Where did you come from?” +she stammered.</p> +<p>“From London, an hour ago. I met Mrs. +Kennion on my way from the station.”</p> +<p>“Oh! Then she told you I am going home?” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_77' name='page_77'></a>77</span></p> +<p>“Yes, she told me. How could you go +to America without saying good-bye, Miss +Tommy?”</p> +<p>She flushed and looked perilously near +tears.</p> +<p>“I wrote to you this morning as soon as +I had decided,” she said. “I don’t like to +dart off in this way, you can imagine, but +it’s a question of must.”</p> +<p>He did not argue this with her; that was +a bridge to be crossed when a better understanding +had been reached; so, as if taking +the journey as an inexorable fact, he said: +“Come out and dine with me somewhere, +and let us have a good talk.”</p> +<p>“I’m afraid I can’t. I’m eating now on a +tray in my sitting-room,”—and she waved +a table napkin she was holding in her hand. +“I am rather tired, and Miss Scattergood +gave me some bacon and an egg from the +nest.”</p> +<p>“Give the bacon to the cat and put back +the egg in the nest,” he said coaxingly. +“Mrs. Kennion said: ‘Don’t let her eat +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_78' name='page_78'></a>78</span> +her last dinner alone. Take her to the +Swan.’”</p> +<p>“Oh, I am only in my traveling-clothes +and the Swan is full of strangers to-night.”</p> +<p>“The Green Dragon, then, near the cathedral. +You look dressed for Buckingham +Palace.”</p> +<p>She hesitated a moment, and then melted +at the eagerness of his wish. “Well, then, +if you’ll wait five minutes.”</p> +<p>“Of course; I’ll go along to the corner +and whistle a hansom from the stand. +Don’t hurry!”</p> +<p>The mental processes of Miss Thomasina +Tucker had been very confused during +the excitement of the last twenty-four hours.</p> +<p>That she loved Fergus Appleton she was +well aware since the arrival of the cablegram +calling her back to America. Up to +that time she had fenced with her love—parried +it, pricked it, thrust it off, drawn +it back, telling herself that she had plenty +of time to meet the issue if it came. That +Fergus Appleton loved her she was also +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_79' name='page_79'></a>79</span> +fairly well convinced, but that fact did not +always mean—everything—she told herself, +with a pitiful little attempt at worldly +wisdom. Perhaps he preferred his liberty +to any woman; perhaps he did not want to +settle down; perhaps he was engaged to +some one whom he didn’t care for now, but +would have to marry; perhaps he hadn’t +money enough to share with a wife; perhaps +he was a flirt—no, she would not +admit that for an instant. Anyway, she +was alone in the world, and the guardian of +her own dignity. If she could have allowed +matters to drift along in the heavenly uncertainty +of these last days, there would have +been no problem; but when she was forced +to wake from her delicious dream and fly +from everything that held her close and +warm, fly during Fergus Appleton’s absence, +without his knowledge or consent—that +indeed was heart-breaking. And still +her pride showed her but the one course. +She was alone in the world and without +means save those earned by her own exertions. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_80' name='page_80'></a>80</span> +A living income was offered her in +America and she must take it or leave it on +the instant. She could not telegraph Fergus +Appleton in London and acquaint him with +her plans, as if they depended on him for +solution; she could only write him a warm +and friendly good-bye. If he loved her as +much as a man ought who loved at all, he +had time to follow her to Southampton before +her ship sailed. If business kept him +from such a hurried journey, he could ask +her to marry him in a sixpenny wire, reply +paid. If he neither came nor wired, but sent +a box of mignonette to the steamer with his +card and “Bon voyage” written on it, she +would bury something unspeakably dear and +precious that had only just been born—bury +it, and plant mignonette over it. And +she could always sing! Thank Heaven for the +gift of song!</p> +<p>This was Tommy’s mood when she was +packing her belongings, after hearing the +bishop say that Appleton could not return +till noon next day. It had changed a trifle by +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_81' name='page_81'></a>81</span> +the time that Fergus had gone to the corner +to whistle for a hansom. Her gray frieze +jacket and skirt were right enough when she +hastily slipped on a better blouse with a deep +embroidered collar, pinned with Helena +Markham’s parting gift of an emerald clover-leaf. +Her gray straw hat had a becoming band +of flat green leaves, and she had a tinge of +color. (Nothing better for roses in the cheeks +than hurrying to be ready for the right man.) +Anyway, such beauty as Tommy had was +always there, and when she came to the +door she smote Appleton’s eyes as if she +were “the first beam from the springing +east.”</p> +<p>Once in the hansom, they talked gayly. +They dared not stop, indeed, for when they +kept on whipping the stream they forgot the +depth of the waters underneath.</p> +<hr class='tb' /> + +<p>Meantime the Green Dragon, competitor +of the Swan, had great need of their lavish +and interesting patronage.</p> +<p>The Swiss head waiter, who was new to +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_82' name='page_82'></a>82</span> +Wells, was a man of waxed mustaches and +sleepless ambitions. The other hotels had +most of the tourists, but he intended to +retrieve the fortunes of his employer, and +bring prosperity back to the side streets. +He adored his vocation, and would have +shed his heart’s blood on the altar of any +dining-room of which he had charge.</p> +<p>There were nine tables placed about the +large room, though not more than three had +been occupied in his tenure of office; but all +were beautifully set with flowers and bright +silver and napkins in complicated foldings. +Pasteboard cards with large black numbers +from one to eight stood erect on eight of the +tables, and on the ninth an imposing placard +bore the sign:</p> +<div class='ce'> +<p>ENGAGED</p> +</div> + +<p>in letters two inches high, giving the idea +that a hungry crowd was waiting to surge in +and take the seats.</p> +<p>The second man, trained within an inch +of his life, had been already kindled by the +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_83' name='page_83'></a>83</span> +enthusiasm of his superior, and shared his +vigils.</p> +<p>This very evening there had been hopes +deferred and sickened hearts over the indifference +of the public to a menu fit for a +king. Were there not consommé royale, filet +of sole, maître d’hôtel, poulet en casserole, +pommes de terres sautés, haricots verts, and +a wonderful Camembert? A savory could be +inserted in an instant, and a sweet arranged +in the twinkling of an eye.</p> +<p>“A carriage, Walter! Prepare!”</p> +<p>Both flew silently to the window.</p> +<p>“Two ladies; ah, they are not alighting! +They wish to know if there is evening service +in the cathedral.”</p> +<p>“A gentleman, Walter! In a four-wheeler!”</p> +<p>“No, he dines not. He has come to request +his umbrella of the porter.”</p> +<p>“A hansom, Walter!”</p> +<p>“Ah, they alight. She is of an elegance +unmistakable. They are young married ones, +and will dine well. Hasten, Walter, and order +both sweet and savory!” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_84' name='page_84'></a>84</span></p> +<p>Fergus and Tommy looked about the cozy +room with pleasure as they entered, receiving +the salute of Gustave and the English +bow of Walter as tributes to their deep, unspoken +hopes.</p> +<p>“Where will you sit, Miss Tucker?” +asked Appleton, and as he spoke his quick +eye observed the “Engaged” placard, and +with lightning dexterity he steered his guest +toward that table. (There <i>was</i> an opening, +if you like!) Not quick enough for Tommy, +though, for she had seen it and dropped into +a seat several feet away, declaring its position +was perfect. Gustave put menus before +his distinguished clients with a flourish, and +indicated the wine card as conspicuously as +was consistent with good form. Then he +paused and made mental notes of the situation.</p> +<p>“Ah, very good, very good,” murmured +Appleton. “You might move the flowers, +please; they rather hide—the view; and +bring the soup, please.”</p> +<p>“Very young married ones!” thought Gustave, +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_85' name='page_85'></a>85</span> +summoning his slave and retiring to a +point where he could watch the wine card. +Walter brought the consommé, and then +busied himself at the other tables. They +would never be occupied, but it was just as +well to pretend, so he set hideous colored +wine-glasses, red, green, and amber, at the +various places, and polished them ostentatiously +with a clean napkin in the hope that +the gentleman would experience a desire for +liquid refreshment.</p> +<p>“This is very jolly, and very unexpected,” +said Appleton.</p> +<p>“It is, indeed.”</p> +<p>“I hope you don’t miss the nest-egg.”</p> +<p>“You mustn’t call it a nest-egg! That’s +a stale thing, or a china one that they leave +in, I don’t know why—for an example, or a +pattern, or a suggestion,” said Tommy, laughing. +“An egg from the nest is Miss Scattergood’s +phrase, and it means a new-laid one.”</p> +<p>“Oh, I see!—well, do you regret it?”</p> +<p>“Certainly not, with this sumptuous repast +just beginning!” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_86' name='page_86'></a>86</span></p> +<p>“You always give me an appetite,” exclaimed +Appleton.</p> +<p>“It’s a humble function, but not one to +be despised,” Tommy answered mischievously, +fencing, fencing every minute, with +her heart beating against her ribs like a +sledge-hammer.</p> +<p>Walter brought the fish and solicitously +freed the wine card that had somehow crept +under a cover of knives and forks.</p> +<p>“I beg ten thousand pardons. What will +you drink, Miss Tucker? We must have a +drop of something to cheer us at a farewell +dinner. Here is a vintage champagne, a good +honest wine that will hearten us up and +leave no headache in its train.”</p> +<p>“I couldn’t to-night, Mr. Appleton; I +really couldn’t.”</p> +<p>“Then I refuse to be exhilarated alone,” +said Fergus gallantly; “and you always have +the effect of champagne on me anyway. I +decline to say good-bye. I can’t even believe +it is ‘au revoir’ between us. We had such +delightful days ahead, and so many plans.” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_87' name='page_87'></a>87</span></p> +<p>“Yes; it isn’t nice to make up your mind +so suddenly that it turns everything topsy-turvy,” +sighed Tommy—“I won’t have +any meat, thank you.”</p> +<p>Walter looked distinctly grieved. “I can +recommend the pulley-ong-cazzerole, miss, +and there’s potatoes sortey with it.”</p> +<p>Tommy’s appetite kindled at the sound +of his accent, and she relented. “Yes, I’ll +have a small portion, please, after all.”</p> +<p>“When friends are together the world +seems very small, and when they are separated +it becomes a space too vast for human +comprehension—I think I’ve heard that +before, but it’s true,” said Appleton.</p> +<p>“Yes,” Tommy answered, for lack of anything +better to say.</p> +<p>“It seems as if we had known each other +for years.”</p> +<p>“And it is less than three weeks,” was +Tommy’s contribution to the lagging conversation.</p> +<p>“The bishop offered me a letter of introduction +to you when he wrote me at the +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_88' name='page_88'></a>88</span> +Bexley Sands Inn, you remember, but he +added in a postscript that in case of accident +he was not to be held responsible. Rather +cryptic, I thought—at the time.”</p> +<p>“A little Commonburg, sir?” asked Walter. +“It is a very fine ripe one, and we have +some fresh water-cress.”</p> +<p>“‘Commonburg,’ Miss Tucker? No? Then +bring the coffee, please.”</p> +<p>A desperate silence fell between them, +they who had talked unendingly for days +and evenings!</p> +<p>When Walter brought the tray with the +coffee-pot and the two little cups, Appleton +suddenly pushed his chair back, saying: +“Let us take our coffee over by the +window, shall we, and perhaps I may have +a cigarette later? Don’t light the gas, +waiter—we want to see the hills and the +afterglow.”</p> +<p>There was no avoiding it; Appleton and +the waiter conveyed Tommy helplessly over +to a table commanding the view and the +sunset, and it was the one on which the huge +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_89' name='page_89'></a>89</span> +“Engaged” placard reared itself persuasively +and suggestively.</p> +<p>“We shall need nothing more, waiter; you +may go; I think this will cover the bill,”—and +scorning the chair opposite Tommy, +Appleton seated himself beside her.</p> +<p>“You have turned your back to the afterglow,” +she said, as she reached forward to +move “Engaged” to a position a trifle less +obvious.</p> +<p>“I don’t care tuppence about the afterglow,” +and Appleton covered her hand with +his own. “Make it come true, dear, dear +Tommy! Make it come true!”</p> +<p>“What?” she asked, between a smile and +a tear.</p> +<p>“The placard, dear, the placard! If you +should travel the world over, you couldn’t +find a man who loves you as I do.”</p> +<p>“What would be the use in my traveling +about to find another man when I am so +satisfied with this one?” whispered Tommy. +“Oh, remember! they may come back at +any moment!” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_90' name='page_90'></a>90</span></p> +<p>“I will, I will, if only I may have the comfort +of holding your hand after all my miserable +doubts! I never knew what companionship +meant before I met you! I never really +cared about life until now.”</p> +<p>“I have always cared about it, but never +like this,” confessed Tommy. “You see, I +have always been alone, ever since I grew up.”</p> +<p>“And I! How wonderful of Fate to bring +us together! And will you let me cable to the +churches that you cannot come home just +yet?”</p> +<p>“You think I’d better not go—so soon?”</p> +<p>“Without me? Never! You shall go anywhere +you like, any time you like, so long as +you take me with you. We’ll settle all those +things to-morrow—the blessedest day that +ever dawned, that’s what to-morrow will +be! Couldn’t you marry me to-morrow, +Tommy?”</p> +<p>“Certainly not! At any rate—not in the +morning!” said Tommy mischievously, withdrawing +her hand and moving out of the +danger zone. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_91' name='page_91'></a>91</span></p> +<p>“And you must remember that your +talent is your own, to use as you like!” Appleton +continued after a well-filled pause. +“Your voice is a unique and precious gift. +I’ll try not to be selfish with it, or jealous of +it, though if it had half the effect on other +men that it has upon me, the floor would be +strewn with broken hearts every time you +sing!”—and he hummed under his breath:</p> +<table summary='poetry' style='margin:0 auto'><tr><td> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>“I hardly know, my darling,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>What mostly took my heart,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>Unless perhaps your singing</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>Has done the greater part.”</p> +</td></tr></table> + +<p>“Oh, you dear absurdity!” said Tommy, +twinkling and sparkling enchantingly.—“I +wish the waiter wouldn’t come in every +time I want to say something especially +private!”</p> +<p>“‘Confound his politics, frustrate his +knavish tricks,’ but we shall soon be out of +his reach, spinning along to the palace.”</p> +<p>“Are we going there? Oh! I shall be afraid +to tell the bishop and Mrs. Kennion!”</p> +<p>“You needn’t be. I told Mrs. Kennion +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_92' name='page_92'></a>92</span> +this afternoon that I loved you to distraction. +If the bishop is back from Bath, she’ll +have passed on the information by now.”</p> +<p>“I was just going to say, when the waiter +came so near, that it isn’t the public I love, +it’s the singing! Just to sing and sing, that’s +what I long to do!”</p> +<p>“And what you shall do, so help me! You +know you wanted me to find a new name for +you? Wasn’t I clever to think of Appleton?”</p> +<p>“Very! And you’re kindly freeing me of +half of my ‘bizarre Americanism,’ as my +Torquay correspondent called it. How shall +we deal with Thomasina?”</p> +<p>“We’ll call her Tommy. A darling, kissable +little name, Tommy!—No, I’m not +going to do anything!”</p> +<p>“You don’t think it’s cowardly of me to +marry you?”</p> +<p>“Cowardly?”</p> +<p>“Yes, when I haven’t actually proved +that I can earn my living; at least, I haven’t +done it long enough, or well enough, yet.” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_93' name='page_93'></a>93</span></p> +<p>“I think it’s brave of you to marry me.”</p> +<p>“Brave?”</p> +<p>“To turn your back on a possible career.”</p> +<p>“It’s not the ‘careering’ that I love; +though it will seem very strange when +Tommy Tucker doesn’t have to sing for +her supper!—Shall we go? The waiter is +coming in again. I believe he thinks we are +going to run off with the spoons!”</p> +<p>“So we are! At least, when we go, the +spoons will go! I know it’s a poor joke, but +I am too happy to be brilliant. Call the head +waiter, please,”—this to Walter, who despaired +of ever getting rid of his guests, and +was agreeably disappointed that a gentleman +who had not ordered wine should ask for +Gustave.</p> +<p>Appleton took the “Engaged” placard off +the table and used it nonchalantly as a fan +in crossing the room. Then as he drew near +the men he slipped two gold pieces into +Tommy’s hand.</p> +<p>“May I carry away this placard, waiter?” +he asked, as if it were quite a sane request. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_94' name='page_94'></a>94</span> +“I’ve taken a fancy to it as a souvenir of a +most delightful and memorable dinner.”</p> +<p>“Assuredly, assuredly!” murmured Gustave. +He knew that there was romance in the +air, although he did not perceive the exact +point of Appleton’s request.</p> +<p>“The young lady will reward you for +your courtesy. No; I’ll help with her jacket, +thank you.”</p> +<p>Tommy, overcome with laughter and confusion +and blushes, pressed the gold pieces +into the hands of the astonished waiters, who +bowed almost to the floor.</p> +<p>“You are always giving me sovereigns, +dear Fergus,” she whispered with a laugh +and something like a sob, as they drove +along in the delicious nearness provided by +the hansom.</p> +<p>“Never mind,” said Fergus. “You will +be giving me one when you marry me!”</p> +<hr class='major' /> +<div style='margin: auto; text-align: center; padding-top: 2em; padding-bottom: 1em'> +<a name='THE_TURNINGPOINT' id='THE_TURNINGPOINT'></a> +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_97' name='page_97'></a>97</span> +<h2>THE TURNING-POINT</h2> +</div> + +<p>Not far from the village of Bonny Eagle, +on the west bank of the Saco, stood two +little low-roofed farmhouses; the only two +that had survived among others of the same +kind that once dotted the green brink of the +river.</p> +<p>Long years before, in 1795 or thereabouts, +there had been a cluster of log +houses on this very spot, known then as the +Dalton Right Settlement, and these in turn +had been succeeded at a later date by the +more comfortable frame-roof farmhouses of +the period.</p> +<p>In the old days, before the sound of the +axe for the first time disturbed the stillness +of the forest, the otter swam in the shadowy +coves near the shore and the beaver built +his huts near by. The red deer came down to +dip his antlers and cool his flanks in the still +shallows. The speckled grouse sat on her +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_98' name='page_98'></a>98</span> +nest in the low pine boughs, while her mate +perched on the mossy logs by the riverside +unmolested.</p> +<p>The Sokokis built their bark wigwams +here and there on the bank, paddling their +birch canoes over the river’s smooth surface, +or threading the foamy torrents farther +down its course.</p> +<p>Here was the wonderful spring that fed, +and still feeds, Aunt Judy’s Brook, the most +turbulent little stream in the county. Many +a moccasin track has been made in the +soft earth around the never-failing fountain, +and many the wooden bucket lowered into +its crystal depths by the Dalton Righters +when in their turn they possessed the land.</p> +<p>The day of the Indian was over now, and +the day of the farmer who succeeded him +was over, too. The crash of the loom and +the whir of the spinning-wheel were heard +no longer, but Amanda Dalton, spinster,—descendant +of the original Tristram Dalton, +to whom the claim belonged,—sat on alone +in her house, and not far away sat Caleb +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_99' name='page_99'></a>99</span> +Kimball, sole living heir of the original Caleb, +himself a Dalton Righter, and contemporary +of Tristram Dalton.</p> +<p>Neither of these personages took any interest +in pedigree or genealogy. They knew +that their ancestors had lived and died on the +same acres now possessed by them, but the +acres had dwindled sadly, and the ancestors +had seemingly left little for which to be +grateful. Indeed, in Caleb’s case they had +been a distinct disadvantage, since the local +sense of humor, proverbially strong in York +County, had always preserved a set of Kimball +stories among its most cherished possessions. +Some of them might have been forgotten +in the century and a half that had +elapsed, if the Caleb of our story had not +been the inheritor of certain family traits +famous in their day and generation.</p> +<p>Caleb the first had been the “cuss” of +his fellow farmers, because in coming from +Scarboro to join the Dalton Righters he had +brought whiteweed with the bundle of hay +for his cattle when he was clearing the land. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_100' name='page_100'></a>100</span> +The soil of this particular region must have +been especially greedy for, and adapted to, +this obnoxious grass-killer, for it flourished as +in no other part of the county; flourishes +yet, indeed—though, if one can forget +that its presence means poor feed for cattle +where might be a crop of juicy hay, the +blossoming fields of the old Dalton Settlement +look, in early June, the loveliest, most +ethereal, in New England. There, a million +million feathery daisies sway and dance in +the breeze, lifting their snowy wheels to the +blue June sky. There they grow and thrive, +the slender green stalks tossing their pearly +disks among sister groves of buttercups till +the eye is fairly dazzled with the symphony +of white and gold. The back-aching farmers +of the original Dalton Settlement had +indeed tried to root out the lovely pests, but +little did our Caleb care! If he had ever trod +his ancestral acres either for pleasure or +profit he might in time have “stomped out” +the whiteweed, so the neighbors said, for he +had the family foot, the size of an anvil; but +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_101' name='page_101'></a>101</span> +he much preferred a sedentary life, and the +whiteweed went on seeding itself from year +to year.</p> +<p>Caleb was tall, loose-jointed, and black +as a thunder-cloud—the swarthy skin, like +the big foot, having been bequeathed to him +by the original Caleb, whose long-legged, +shaggy-haired sons had been known as +“Caleb’s colts.” Tall and black, all of them, +the “colts,” so black that the village wits +said the Kimball children must have eaten +smut and soot and drunk cinder tea during +the years their parents were clearing the +land. Tall and black also were all the Kimball +daughters, so tall it was their boast to +be able to look out over the tops of the window +curtains; and proud enough of their +height to cry with rage when any rival Amazon +came into the neighborhood.</p> +<p>Whatever else they were or were not, however, +the Kimballs had always been industrious +and frugal. It had remained for the +last scion of the old stock to furnish a byword +for slackness. In a village where stories +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_102' name='page_102'></a>102</span> +of outlandish, ungodly, or supernatural +laziness were sacredly preserved from year +to year, Caleb Kimball’s indolence easily +took the palm. His hay commonly went to +seed in the field. His cow yielded her morning’s +milk about noon, and her evening +“mess” was taken from her (when she was +lucky) by the light of a lantern. He was a +bachelor of forty-five, dwelt alone, had no +visitors and made his living, such as it was, +off the farm, with the help of a rack-o’-bones +horse. He had fifty acres of timber-land, and +when his easy-going methods of farming +found him without money he simply sold a +few trees.</p> +<p>The house and barn were gradually falling +into ruins; the farm implements stood in the +yard all winter, and the sleigh all summer. +The gate flapped on its hinges, the fences +were broken down, and the stone walls were +full of gaps. His pipe, and a snarling rough-haired +dog, were his only companions. Hour +after hour he sat on the side steps looking +across the sloping meadows that separated +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_103' name='page_103'></a>103</span> +his place from Amanda Dalton’s; hour after +hour he puffed his pipe and gazed on the +distant hills and the sparkling river; gazed +and gazed—whether he saw anything or +thought anything, remembered anything, or +even dreamed anything, nobody could guess, +not even Amanda Dalton, who was good +at guessing, having very few other mental +recreations to keep her mother-wit alive.</p> +<p>Caleb Kimball, as seen on his doorstep +from Amanda Dalton’s sink window, was +but a speck, to be sure, but he was her nearest +neighbor; if a person whose threshold +you never cross, and who never crosses +yours, can be called a neighbor. There were +seldom or never meetings or greetings between +the two, yet each unconsciously was +very much alive to the existence of the other. +In days or evenings of solitude one can make +neighbors of very curious things.</p> +<p>The smoke of Amanda’s morning fire +cried “Shame” to Caleb’s when it issued +languidly from his kitchen chimney an hour +later. Amanda’s smoke was like herself, +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_104' name='page_104'></a>104</span> +and betokened the brisk fire she would be +likely to build; Caleb’s showed wet wood, +poor draught, a fallen brick in the chimney.</p> +<p>Later on in the morning Caleb’s dog would +sometimes saunter down the road and have a +brief conversation with Amanda’s cat. They +were neither friends nor enemies, but merely +enlivened a deadly, dull existence with a few +casual remarks on current topics.</p> +<p>Once Caleb had possessed a flock of hens, +but in the course of a few years they had +dwindled to one lonely rooster, who stalked +gloomily through the wilderness of misplaced +objects in the Kimball yard, and +wondered why he had been born.</p> +<p>Amanda pitied him, and flung him a +surreptitious handful of corn from her apron +pocket when she met him walking dejectedly +in the road halfway between the two houses. +So encouraged he extended his rambles, and +one afternoon Amanda, looking out of her +window, saw him stop at her gate and hold +a tête-à-tête with one of her Plymouth Rock +hens. The interview was brief but effective. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_105' name='page_105'></a>105</span> +In a twinkling he had told her of his miserable +life and his abject need of sympathy.</p> +<p>“There are times,” he said, “when, I give +you my word, I would rather be stewed for +dinner than lead my present existence! It +is weak for me to trouble you with my difficulties, +but you have always understood me +from the first.”</p> +<p>“Say no more,” she replied. “I am a +woman and pity is akin to love. The fowls +of Amanda Dalton’s flock do not need me +as you do. Eleven eggs a day are laid here +regularly, and I will go where my egg will be +a daily source of pleasure and profit.”</p> +<p>“The coop is draughty and the corn +scarce,” confessed the rooster, doing his best +to be noble.</p> +<p>“I am of the sex created especially to +supply companionship,” returned the hen, +“therefore I will accompany you, regardless +of personal inconvenience.”</p> +<p>Amanda saw the departure of the eloping +couple and pursued them not.</p> +<p>“Land sakes!” she exclaimed, “if any +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_106' name='page_106'></a>106</span> +male thing hereabouts has sprawl enough +to go courtin’ I’m willin’ to encourage ’em. +She’ll miss her clean house and good food, I +guess, but I ain’t sure. She’s ‘women-folks’ +after all, and I shouldn’t wonder a mite but +she’d take real comfort in makin’ things +pleasanter up there for that pindlin’, God-forsaken +old rooster! She’ll have her hands +full, but there, I know what ’tis to get +along with empty ones!”</p> +<p>There were not many such romances or +comedies as these to enliven Amanda’s +mornings. Then afternoon would slip into +twilight, darkness would creep over the +landscape, and Amanda’s light—clear, +steady, bright, serene—would gleam from +its place on the sink shelf through the kitchen +window, over the meadow, “up to Kimball’s.” +It was such a light as would stream +from a well-trimmed lamp with a crystal +clean chimney, but it met with small response +from its neighbor’s light during many +months of the year. In late autumn and winter +there would be a fugitive candle gleam upstairs +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_107' name='page_107'></a>107</span> +in the Kimball house, and on stormy +evenings a dull, smoky light in the living-room.</p> +<p>From the illumination in the Dalton sink +window, Caleb thought Amanda sat in the +kitchen evenings, but she didn’t. She said +she kept the second light there because she +could afford it, and because the cat liked it. +The cat enjoyed the black haircloth sofa in +the sitting-room, afternoons, but she greatly +preferred the kitchen for evening use; it +made a change, and the high-backed cushioned +rocker was then vacant. Amanda had +nobody to consider but the cat, so she naturally +deferred to her in every possible +way. It was bad for the cat’s character, but +at least it kept Amanda from committing +suicide, so what would you? Here was a +woman of insistent, unflagging, unending +activity. Amanda Dalton had energy enough +to attend to a husband and six children—cook, +wash, iron, churn, sew, nurse—and +she lived alone with a cat. The village was +a mile, and her nearest female neighbor, the +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_108' name='page_108'></a>108</span> +Widow Thatcher, a half-mile away. She had +buried her only sister in Lewiston years before, +and she had not a relation in the world. +All her irrepressible zeal went into the conduct +of her house and plot of ground. Day +after day, week after week, year after year, +the established routine was carried through. +First the washing of the breakfast dishes +and the putting to rights of the kitchen, +which was radiantly clean before she began +upon it. Next her bedroom; the stirring-up +of the cornhusk mattress, the shaking of +the bed of live geese feathers, the replacing +of cotton sheets, homespun blankets, and +blue-and-white counterpane. Next came the +sitting-room with its tall, red, flag-bottomed +chairs, its two-leaved table, its light stand +that held the Bible and work-basket and +lamp. The chest of drawers and tall clock +were piously dusted, and the frames of the +Family Register, “Napoleon Crossing the +Alps,” and “Maidens Welcoming Washington +in the Streets of Alexandria,” were +carefully wiped off. Once a week the parlor +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_109' name='page_109'></a>109</span> +was cleaned, the tarlatan was lifted from the +two plaster Samuels on the mantelpiece, +their kneeling forms were cleaned with a +damp cloth, the tarlatan replaced, and the +parlor closed again reverently. There was +kindling to chop, wood to bring in, the +modest cooking, washing, ironing, and sewing +to do, the flower-beds to weed, and the +little vegetable garden to keep in order.</p> +<p>But Amanda had a quick foot, a neat +hand, a light touch, and a peculiar faculty +of “turning off” work so that it simply would +not last through the day. Why did she +never think of going to the nearest city and +linking her powers with those of some one +who would put them to larger uses? Simply +because no one ever did that sort of thing +in Bonny Eagle in those days. Girls crowded +out of home by poverty sought employment +here and there, but that a woman of forty, +with a good home and ten acres of land—to +say nothing of coupon bonds that yielded +a hundred dollars a year in cash—that such +a one should seek a larger field in a strange +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_110' name='page_110'></a>110</span> +place, would have been thought flying in the +face of Providence, as well as custom.</p> +<p>Outside Bonny Eagle, in the roar and din +and clamor of cities, were all sorts of wrongs +that needed righting, wounds that cried out +to be healed. There were motherless children, +there were helpless sufferers moaning +for the sight of a green field, but the superfluous +females of Amanda Dalton’s day had +not awakened to any sense of responsibility +with regard to their unknown brothers and +sisters.</p> +<p>Amanda was a large-hearted woman. She +would have shared her soda biscuit, her bean +soup, her dandelion greens, her hogshead +cheese, her boiled dinner, her custard pie, +with any hungry mortal, but no one in +Bonny Eagle needed bite nor sup. Therefore +she feather-stitched her dish-towels, piled +her kindling in a “wheel pattern” in the +shed, named her hens and made friends of +them, put fourteen tucks in her unbleached +cotton petticoats, and fried a pancake every +Saturday for her cat. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_111' name='page_111'></a>111</span></p> +<p>“It’s either that or blow your brains out, +if you’ve got a busy mind!” she said grimly +to Susan Benson, her best friend, who was +passing a Saturday afternoon with her. It +was chilly and they liked the cheerful +warmth of the Saturday fire that was baking +the beans and steaming the brown bread.</p> +<p>Susan unrolled her patchwork and, giving +a flip to the cat with her thimble finger, +settled herself comfortably in the kitchen +rocker.</p> +<p>The cat leaped down and stalked into the +next room with an air of offended majesty, +as much as to say: “Of all the manners I +ever saw, that woman has the worst! She +contrives to pass by three empty chairs and +choose the one I chance to be occupying!”</p> +<p>“You wouldn’t be so lonesome if you +could see a bit of life from your house, +Mandy,” said Mrs. Benson. “William an’ +I were sayin’ last night you’d ought to +move into the village winters, though nothin’ +could be handsomer than the view from +your sink window this minute. Daisies, +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_112' name='page_112'></a>112</span> +daisies everywhere! How do you manage +to keep ’em out o’ your place, Mandy, when +they’re so thick on Caleb Kimball’s?”</p> +<p>“I just root an’ root, an’ keep on rootin’,” +Amanda responded cheerfully, “though I +don’t take a mite o’ pride out of it, for the +better my place looks the worse his does, by +comparison.”</p> +<p>“It is a sight!” said Mrs. Benson, standing +for a moment by the sink and looking up +to Kimball’s.</p> +<p>“I went up there one night after dark, +when I knew Caleb ’d gone to Hixam, an’ I +patched up some o’ the holes in his stone +wall, thinkin’ his whiteweed seeds wouldn’t +blow through quite so thick!”—and +Amanda joined Mrs. Benson at the window. +“I’d ’a’ done a day’s work on his side o’ the +wall as lief as not, only I knew folks would +talk if they saw me.”</p> +<p>“Land, no, they wouldn’t, Mandy. Everybody +knows you wouldn’t take him if +he was the last man on earth; an’ as for +Caleb, I guess he wouldn’t marry any +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_113' name='page_113'></a>113</span> +woman above ground, not if she was a +seraphim. I used to think he’d spunk up +some time or other, when he got over his +mother’s death; but it’s too late now, I’m +afraid.”</p> +<p>“Caleb set great store by his mother; +that’s one good thing about him,” said +Amanda.</p> +<p>“He did for certain,” agreed Mrs. Benson. +“If that girl he was engaged to hadn’t +’a’ spoken disrespectful to her in his hearin’ +there’d ’a’ been a wife an’ children up there +now an’ the place would ’a’ looked diff’rent.”</p> +<p>“Not so very diff’rent! He didn’t lose +much in Eliza Johnson. I guess he knows +that by now!” remarked Amanda serenely; +“though I s’pose ’t was quarrelin’ with her +that set him runnin’ down hill, all the +same.”</p> +<p>“I never thought he cared anything about +Eliza. She was determined to have him, an’ +he was too lazy to say no, but you see in the +end she only got her labor for her pains. +The Kimball boys never had any luck with +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_114' name='page_114'></a>114</span> +their love affairs. When Caleb an’ his mother +was left alone, she was terrible anxious for +him to marry. She was allers findin’ girls for +him, but part of ’em wouldn’t look at him, +and he wouldn’t make up to any of ’em.”</p> +<p>“I was livin’ in Lewiston those years,” +said Amanda.</p> +<p>“I remember you was. Well, when old +Mrs. Kimball broke her arm, Charles, the +youngest son, that was a stage-driver, determined +he’d get somebody for Caleb, for +his own wife wouldn’t lift her finger to help +’bout the house. He saw a girl up to Steep +Falls that he kind o’ liked the looks of, an’ +he offered her a ride down to his mother’s +to spend the day, thinkin’ if the family liked +her she might do for Caleb. However, her +eyes was weak an’ she didn’t know how to +milk, so they thought she’d better go home +by train. That would ’a’ been fair enough +for both parties, but when Charles drove her +to the station he charged her fifteen cents an’ +it made an awful sight o’ talk. She had a hot +temper, an’ she kind o’ resented it!” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_115' name='page_115'></a>115</span></p> +<p>“I dare say ’t wa’n’t so,” commented +Amanda; “but everybody’s dead that could +deny it, except Caleb, and he wouldn’t +take the trouble.”</p> +<p>“It’s one of the days when he’s real drove, +ain’t it?” asked Susan sarcastically, as she +looked across the field to the wood-pile +where a gray-shirted figure sat motionless. +“If ever a man needed a wife to patch the +seat of his pants, it’s Caleb Kimball! I guess +it’s the only part of his clothes he ever +wears out. He wa’n’t like that before his +mother died; the wheels seemed to stop in +him then an’ there. He was queer an’ strange +an’ shy, but I never used to think he’d +develop into a reg’lar hermit. She’d turn in +her grave, Mis’ Kimball would, to see him +look as he does. I don’t s’pose he gets any +proper nourishment. The smartest man in +the world won’t take the trouble to make +pie for himself, yet he’ll eat it ’s long ’s he +can stan’ up! Caleb’s mother was a great +pie-baker. I can see her now, shovelin’ ’em +in an’ out o’ the oven Saturdays, with +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_116' name='page_116'></a>116</span> +her three great black lanky boys standin’ +roun’ waitin’ for ’em to cool off.—‘Only +<i>one</i>, mother?’ Caleb used to say, kind o’ +wheedlin’ly, while she laughed up at him +leanin’ against the door-frame.—‘What’s +one blueb’ry pie amongst me?’”</p> +<p>“He must ’a’ had some fun in him once,” +smiled Amanda.</p> +<p>“They say women-folks ain’t got no sense +o’ humor,” remarked Mrs. Benson, with a +twitch of her thread. “I notice the men that +live <i>without</i> ’em don’t seem to have any! We +may not amount to much, but we’re somethin’ +to laugh <i>at</i>.”</p> +<p>“Why don’t you bake him a pie now +an’ then, an’ send it up, Susan?” asked +Amanda.</p> +<p>“Well, there, I don’t feel I hardly know +him well enough, though William does. I +dare say he wouldn’t like it, an’ he’d never +think to return the plate, so far away.—Besides, +there never <i>is</i> an extry pie in a +house where there’s a man an’ three boys; +which reminds me I’ve got to go home an’ +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_117' name='page_117'></a>117</span> +make one for breakfast, with nothin’ to +make it out of.”</p> +<p>“I could lend you a handful o’ dried +plums.”</p> +<p>“Thank you; I’ll take ’em an’ much +obliged. I declare it seems to me, now the +rhubarb’s ’bout gone, as if the apples on the +trees never would fill out enough to drop +off. There does come a time in the early +summer, after you’re sick of mince, ’n’ +squash, ’n’ punkin, ’n’ cranberry, ’n’ rhubarb, +’n’ custard, ’n’ ’t ain’t time for currant, +or green apple, or strawb’ry, or +raspb’ry, or blackb’ry—there does come a +time when it seems as if Providence might +’a’ had a little more ingenuity in plannin’ +pie-fillin’!—You might bake a pie for +Caleb now an’ then yourself, Mandy; you’re +so near.”</p> +<p>“Mrs. Thatcher lives half a mile away,” +replied Amanda; “but I couldn’t carry +Caleb Kimball a pie without her knowin’ it +an’ makin’ remarks. I’d bake one an’ willin’ +if William ’d take it to him; but there, +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_118' name='page_118'></a>118</span> +’t would only make him want another. He’s +made his bed an’ he’s got to lie on it.”</p> +<p>“He <i>lays</i> on his bed sure enough, an’ most +o’ the time probably—but do you believe +he ever makes it?”</p> +<p>Amanda shuddered. “I don’t know, Susan; +it’s one o’ the things that haunts me; +whether he makes it or whether he don’t.”</p> +<p>“Do you ever see any wash hung out?” +Mrs. Benson’s needle stopped in midair +while she waited for Amanda’s answer.</p> +<p>“Ye-es; now an’ then.”</p> +<p>“What kind?”</p> +<p>“Sheets; once a gray blanket; underclothes; +but naturally I don’t look when +they’re hung out. He generally puts ’em +on the grass, anyway.”</p> +<p>“Well, it’s a sin for a man to live so in a +Christian country, an’ the kindest thing to +say about him is that he’s crazy. Some o’ +the men folks over to the store declare he is +crazy; but William declares he ain’t. He +says he’s asleep. William kind o’ likes him. +Does he ever pass the time o’ day with you?” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_119' name='page_119'></a>119</span></p> +<p>“Hardly ever. I meet him once or twice +a year, maybe, in the road. He bows when +I go past on an errand an’ holds on to his +dog when he tries to run out an’ bite me.”</p> +<p>“That’s real kind o’ gentlemanly,” observed +Susan.</p> +<p>“I never thought of it that way,” said +Amanda absently; “but perhaps it is. All I +can say is, Caleb Kimball’s a regular thorn +in my flesh. I can’t do anything for him, an’ +I can’t forget him, right under foot as he +is—his land joinin’ mine. Mornin’, noon, +an’ night for years I’ve wanted to get into +that man’s house an’ make it decent for him; +wanted to milk the cow the right time o’ day; +feed the horse; weed the garden; scrub the +floor; wash the windows; black the stove.”</p> +<p>“How you do go on, Mandy!” exclaimed +Mrs. Benson. “What diff’rence does it make +to you how dirty he is, so long’s you’re +clean?”</p> +<p>“It does make a diff’rence, an’ it always +will. I hate to see the daisies growin’ so +thick, knowin’ how he needs hay. I want to +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_120' name='page_120'></a>120</span> +root ’em out same’s I did mine, after I’d +been away three years in Lewiston. I hate +to take my pot o’ beans out o’ the oven +Saturday nights an’ know he ain’t had +gumption enough to get himself a Christian +meal. Livin’ alone ’s I do, Susan, things +‘bulk up’ in my mind bigger’n they’d +ought to.”</p> +<p>“They do so,” agreed Susan; “an’ you +mustn’t let ’em. You must come over to +our house oftener. You know William loves +to have you, an’ so do the boys. The Bible +may insinuate we are our brother’s keeper, +but we can’t none of us help it if he won’t +<i>be</i> kept!—There, I must be gettin’ home. +I’ve had considerable many reminders the +last half-hour that it’s about time! It’s none +o’ my business, Mandy, but you do spoil that +cat, an’ the time’s not far off when he won’t +be a mite o’ comfort to you. Of course, I’m +too intimate here to take offense, but if the +minister should happen to set in this chair +when he calls, an’ see that cat promenade +round an’ round the rockers an’ then rustle +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_121' name='page_121'></a>121</span> +off into the settin’-room as mad as Cuffy, +he’d certainly take notice an’ think he +wa’n’t a welcome visitor.”</p> +<p>“Like mistress, like cat!” sighed Amanda. +“Tristram an’ I get awful set in our ways.”</p> +<p>“Kind o’ queer, Mandy, namin’ a cat for +your grandfather,” Mrs. Benson observed +anxiously as she opened the door. “William +an’ me don’t want you to get queer.”</p> +<p>“I ain’t got anything better ’n a cat to +name for grandfather,” said poor Amanda, +in a tone that set her friend Susan thinking +as she walked homeward.</p> +<p>The summer wore along and there came +a certain Tuesday different from all the +other Tuesdays in that year, or in all the +forty years that had gone before—a Tuesday +when the Kimball side door was not +opened in the morning. No smoke issued +from the chimney all day. The rooster and +his kidnapped hen flew up from the steps +and pecked at the door panels vigorously. +Seven o’clock in the evening came, then eight, +and no light to be seen anywhere. The dog +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_122' name='page_122'></a>122</span> +howled; the horse neighed; the cow lowed +ominously in the closed barn. At nine o’clock +Amanda took a lantern and sped across the +field, found a pail in the shed, slipped into the +barn, milked the cow, gave the beasts hay +and water, and leaving the pail of milk on the +steps, went quietly home again, anxious +lest she had done too much, anxious also +lest she had not done enough.</p> +<p>Next morning she stationed herself at her +kitchen window and took account of her +signs. The milk-pail was overturned on the +steps, the rooster and hen perching on the +rim, but there was no smoke coming from +the chimney. She thought quickly as she +did everything else. She waited long enough +to make a cup of coffee, then she slipped out +of her door and up to Kimball’s. Her apron +was full of kindling, and on her arm she +carried a basket with a package of herbs, a +tiny bottle of brandy, one of cologne, some +arrowroot and matches, a cake of hard soap +and a clean towel, bones for the dog and +corn for the hen. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_123' name='page_123'></a>123</span></p> +<p>Caleb’s door was unlocked. The dog +came out of the shed evincing no desire to +bark or bite. The kitchen was empty, and—she +thanked the Lord silently, as she +gave a hasty glance about—not as dreadful +as she had anticipated. Untidy beyond +words, bare, dreary, cheerless, but not +repulsively dirty. She stole softly through +the lower part of the house, and then with +a beating heart went up the uncarpeted +stairs. At the head was an open door that +showed her all she expected and feared to +find. The sun streamed in at the dusty, uncurtained +window over the motionless body +of Caleb Kimball, who lay in a strange, deep +sleep, unconscious, on the bed. His hair was +raven black against the pillow and the lashes +on his cheeks looked more ’n a yard long, +Amanda told Susan Benson. (She afterward +confessed that this was a slight exaggeration +due to extreme excitement.) She spoke +his name three times, but he did not stir. +She must get the doctor and send for William +Benson, that was clear; but first she +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_124' name='page_124'></a>124</span> +must try her hand at improving the immediate +situation.</p> +<p>Stealing downstairs she tied on her apron +and lighted a fire in the kitchen stove, with +the view of making things respectable before +gossipy neighbors came in. Her sister +used to say that the minute Amanda tied +on her apron things began to move and take +a turn for the better, and it was so now. She +poured a few drops of cologne into a basin +of water, and putting the towel over her arm +went upstairs to Caleb’s bedside.</p> +<p>“I’ve done him wrong,” she thought remorsefully +as she noted his decent night-clothing +and bedding. “He ain’t lost his +self-respect in all these years, and every soul +in Bonny Eagle thought he was living like +an animal!”</p> +<p>She bathed his face and throat and hands, +then moistened and smoothed his hair without +provoking a movement or a sound. He +seemed in a profound stupor, but there was +no stertorous breathing. Straightening the +bedclothes and giving a hasty wipe to the +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_125' name='page_125'></a>125</span> +tops of the pine bureau and table, she opened +the window and closed the blinds. At this +moment she spied one of the Thatcher boys +going along the road, and ran down to the +gate to ask him to send William Benson and +the doctor as soon as possible.</p> +<p>“Tell them Miss Dalton says please to +come quick; Caleb Kimball’s very sick,” +she said.</p> +<p>“Don’t you need mother, too?” asked +the boy. “She’s wanted to git into his house +for years, and she’d do most anything for the +chance.”</p> +<p>“No, thank you,” said Amanda pitilessly. +“I can do everything for the present, and +Mr. Benson will probably want his wife, if +anybody.”</p> +<p>“All right,” said the boy as he started +off on a dog-trot. News was rare in Bonny +Eagle, and Caleb Kimball was a distinguished +and interesting figure in village gossip.</p> +<p>Amanda Dalton had never had to hurry +in her life. That was one of her crosses, for +there probably never was a woman who +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_126' name='page_126'></a>126</span> +could do more in less time. It was an hour +and a half before William Benson came, +and in those ninety minutes she had swept +the kitchen and poured a pail or two of hot +soap-suds over the floor, that may have +felt a mop, but certainly had not known a +scrubbing-brush for years. She tore down the +fly-specked, tattered, buff shades, and washed +the three windows; blackened the stove; +fed the dog and horse; milked the cow; +strained the milk and carried it down cellar; +making three trips upstairs in the meantime +to find no change in the patient. His lids +stayed down as though they were weighted +with lead, his long arms lay motionless on +the counterpane.</p> +<p>Amanda’s blood coursed through her +veins like lightning. Here was work to her +hand; blessed, healing work for days, perhaps +weeks to come. In these first moments +of emotional excitement I fear she hoped it +would be a long case of helpless invalidism, +during which it would be her Christian +duty to clean the lower part of the house +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_127' name='page_127'></a>127</span> +and perhaps make some impression on the +shed; but this tempting thought was quickly +banished as she reflected that Caleb Kimball +was a bachelor, and the Widow Thatcher +the person marked out by a just but unsympathetic +Providence for sick-nurse and housekeeper.</p> +<p>“She shan’t come!” thought Amanda +passionately. “I’ll make the doctor ask me +to take charge. William Benson shall stay +here nights an’ Susan will run in now an’ +then daytimes, or I’ll get little Abby Thatcher +to do the rough work an’ keep me company; +then her mother won’t make talk.”</p> +<p>“I don’t know exactly what’s the matter +with the man,” confessed the doctor, when +he came. “There’s a mark and a swelling on +the back of his head as if he might have +fallen somewhere. He hasn’t got any pulse +and he’s all skin and bone. He’s starved out, +I guess, and his machinery has just stopped. +He wants nursing and feeding and all the +things a woman can do for him. The Lord +never intended men-folks to live alone!” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_128' name='page_128'></a>128</span></p> +<p>“If they ain’t got wit enough to find that +out for themselves it ain’t likely any woman’ll +take the trouble to tell ’em!” exclaimed +Amanda with some spirit.</p> +<p>“Don’t get stuffy, Amanda! Just be a +good Christian and take hold here for a few +days till we see whether we’ve got to have +a nurse from Portland. Man’s extremity is +God’s opportunity; maybe Caleb’ll come +to his senses before he gets over this sickness.”</p> +<p>“I wonder if he ever had any senses?” +said Amanda.</p> +<p>“Plenty,” the doctor answered as he prepared +the medicines; “but he hasn’t used +them for twenty years.—I’ll come back in +an hour and fetch Bill Benson with me. Then +I’ll stay till I can bring Caleb back to consciousness. +We shall have to get him downstairs +as soon as he can be moved; it will be +much easier to take care of him there.”</p> +<hr class='tb' /> + +<p>The details of Caleb Kimball’s illness +would be such as fill a nurse’s bedside record +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_129' name='page_129'></a>129</span> +book. The mainspring of life had been +snapped and the machinery refused to move +for a long time. When he recovered consciousness +his solemn black eyes followed +Amanda Dalton’s movements as if fascinated, +but he spoke no word save a faltering phrase +or two at night to William Benson.</p> +<p>Meantime much had been happening below-stairs, +where Amanda Dalton reigned +supreme, with Susan Benson and Abby +Thatcher taking turns in housework or +nursing. William Benson was a painter by +trade, and Amanda’s ingenious idea was to +persuade him to paint and paper the Kimball +kitchen before Caleb was moved downstairs.</p> +<p>This struck William as a most extraordinary +and unnecessary performance.</p> +<p>“Israel in Egypt!” he exclaimed. “What’s +the matter with you women? I never heard +o’ such goin’s-on in my life! I might lay abed +a thousand years an’ nobody’d paint my +premises. Let Caleb git his strength back +an’ then use a little elbow grease on his own +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_130' name='page_130'></a>130</span> +house—you can’t teach an old dog new +tricks, Susan!”</p> +<p>“’Pends on how old the dog is, an’ what +kind o’ tricks you want to teach him,” Susan +replied. “It’d be a queer dog that wouldn’t +take to a clean kennel, or three good +meals a day ’stead o’ starvation vittles. +Amanda says it may be a kind of a turnin’-point +in Caleb’s life, an’ she thinks we’d +ought to encourage him a little.”</p> +<p>“Ain’t I encouragin’ him by sleepin’ on +his settin’-room lounge every night an’ givin’ +him medicine every two hours by the alarm +clock? I’ve got my own day’s work to do; +when would I paint his kitchen, I’d like +to know?”</p> +<p>“We thought probably you’d like to do +it nights,” suggested his wife timidly.</p> +<p>“Saul in Tarsus! Don’t that beat the +devil?” ejaculated William. “Caleb Kimball +ain’t done a good day’s work for years, +an’ I’m to set up nights paintin’ his kitchen!” +Nevertheless the magnificent impertinence +of the idea so paralyzed his will that +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_131' name='page_131'></a>131</span> +he ended by putting on twelve single rolls +of fawn-colored paper and painting the woodwork +yellow to harmonize, working from +eight to twelve several nights and swearing +freely at his own foolishness.</p> +<p>By this time Amanda had made the +downstairs chamber all tidy and comfortable +for the patient. She had contributed a window +shade and dimity curtains; Susan a +braided rug and a chair cushion. The chamber +(the one in which Caleb’s mother had +died) opened from the kitchen and commanded +an enticing view of the fresh yellow +walls and shining cook-stove. On the day +before Caleb’s removal Amanda sat on the +foot of the bed and looked through the doorway +with silent joy, going to and fro to +move a bright tin dipper into plainer view +or retire a drying dish-cloth to greater +privacy.</p> +<p>Even Abby Thatcher was by this time a +trifle exhilarated. She did not understand +the situation very well, being of a sternly +practical nature herself, but she caught the +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_132' name='page_132'></a>132</span> +enthusiasm of the two women and scrubbed +the kitchen floor faithfully every morning +in order to remove the stains of years of +neglect.</p> +<p>“You wouldn’t think your old hen ’d be +such a fool, Miss Dalton,” she said; “but +I kind o’ surmised the reason she’s been +missin’, an’ I found her to-day in a corner +o’ the haymow sittin’ on five eggs. Now, +wouldn’t you s’pose at her age she’d know +better than to try an’ raise chickens in +October?”</p> +<p>“I’m afraid they’ll die if it should be a +cold fall, with nobody to look after ’em; but +maybe I can take ’em home to my shed an’ +lend Mr. Kimball another hen.” (Amanda’s +tone was motherly.) “I never like to break +up a hen’s nest, somehow; it seems as if +they must have feelin’s like other folks.”</p> +<p>“I’d take her off quicker’n scat, an’ keep +takin’ her off, till she got some sense,” said +Abby, with the Chinese cruelty of sixteen.</p> +<p>“Well, you let her be till Mr. Kimball gets +well enough to ask; an’ I think, Abby, you +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_133' name='page_133'></a>133</span> +might clean up the dooryard just a little +mite this mornin’,” suggested Amanda. +“If you could straighten up the fence an’ +find a couple of old hinges to hang the gate +with, it would kind o’ put new heart into +Mr. Kimball when he’s sittin’ up an’ lookin’ +out the window.”</p> +<p>“Why didn’t he put heart into hisself by +hangin’ his <i>own</i> gate, before he took sick?” +grumbled Abby, reducing Amanda to momentary +silence by her pitiless logic.</p> +<p>“Why didn’t he, indeed?” echoed her +heart gloomily, receiving nothing in the way +of answer from her limited experience of men.</p> +<p>Caleb had spoken more frequently the +last few days. When by the combined exertions +of the Bensons and the doctor he +had been brought down into his mother’s +old room, Amanda closed the kitchen door, +thinking one experience at a time was +enough for a man in his weak and exhausted +condition. William Benson couldn’t +see any sense in this precaution, but he never +did see much sense in what women-folks +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_134' name='page_134'></a>134</span> +did. He wanted to show Caleb the new paint +and paper immediately, and remark casually +that he had done all the work while he +was “night-nursin’.”</p> +<p>The next morning Amanda had seized a +good opportunity to open the door between +the two rooms, straightway retiring to the +side entry to await developments. In a few +moments she heard Caleb moving, and going +in found him half sitting up in bed, leaning +on his elbow.</p> +<p>“What’s the matter with the kitchen?” +he asked feebly, staring with wide-open eyes +at the unaccustomed prospect.</p> +<p>“Only fresh paint an’ paper; that’s William’s +work.”</p> +<p>“O God, I ain’t worth it! I ain’t worth +it!” he groaned as he hid his face in the +pillow.</p> +<p>“Have you been here all the time?” he +asked Amanda when she brought him his +gruel later in the day.</p> +<p>“Yes, off an’ on, when I could get away +from my own work.” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_135' name='page_135'></a>135</span></p> +<p>“Who found me?”</p> +<p>“I did. I knew by the looks somethin’ was +wrong up here.”</p> +<p>“Somethin’ wrong, sure enough, an’ always +was!” Amanda heard him mutter as +he turned his face to the wall.</p> +<p>The next day he opened his eyes suddenly +as she was passing through the room.</p> +<p>“Did you make that pie William Benson +brought me last month?”</p> +<p>“What made you think I did?”</p> +<p>“Oh, I don’t know; it looked, an’ it +tasted like one o’ yours,” he said, closing +his eyes again. “If you know a woman, you +can tell her pie, somehow!”</p> +<p>When had Caleb Kimball ever tasted any +of her cooking? A mysterious remark, but +everything he said sounded a trifle lightheaded.</p> +<p>His questions came back to her when she +was waiting for William Benson at twilight +that same day.</p> +<p>Caleb had been sleeping quietly for an +hour or more. Amanda was standing at the +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_136' name='page_136'></a>136</span> +stove stirring his arrowroot gruel. The +kitchen was still.</p> +<p>A smothered “<i>miaow</i>” and the scratching +of claws on wood arrested her attention, +and she went hurriedly to the door.</p> +<p>“Tristram Dalton; what <i>are</i> you up here +for, away from your own home?” she exclaimed.</p> +<p>Tristram vouchsafed no explanation of +his appearance, but his demeanor spoke +louder than words to Amanda’s guilty conscience, +as he walked in.</p> +<p>“No shelter for me but the shed these +days!” he seemed to say. “Instead of well-served +meals, a cup of milk set here or there!”</p> +<p>He made the circuit of the kitchen discontentedly +and finding nothing to his taste +went into the adjoining room, and after +walking over the full length of Caleb’s +prostrate form curled himself up in a hollow +at the foot of the bed.</p> +<p>“I’ve neglected him!” thought Amanda; +“but his turn’ll come again soon enough,” +and she bent her eyes on the gruel. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_137' name='page_137'></a>137</span></p> +<p>The blue bowl sat in the pan of hot water +on the stove, and she stirred and stirred, +slowly, regularly, continuously, in order +that the arrowroot should be of a velvety +smoothness.</p> +<p>The days were drawing in, and the October +sun was setting very yellow, sending a +flood of light over her head and shoulders. +She wore her afternoon dress of alpaca, with +a worked muslin collar and cuffs and a white +apron tied round her trim waist. She was +one of your wholesome shining women and +her bright brown hair glistened like satin.</p> +<p>Caleb’s black eyes looked yearningly at +her as she stood there all unconscious, doing +one of her innumerable neighborly kindnesses +for him.</p> +<p>She made a picture of sweet, strong, +steady womanliness, although she did not +know it. Caleb knew something extraordinary +was going on inside of him, but under +what impulse he was too puzzled and inexperienced +to say.</p> +<p>“Amanda.” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_138' name='page_138'></a>138</span></p> +<p>Amanda turned sharply at the sound of +his voice as she was lifting the steaming +arrowroot out of the water.</p> +<p>“Whose cat is this?”</p> +<p>“Mine.—Come off that bed, Tristram!”</p> +<p>“Don’t disturb him; I like to have him +there.—Where’s Abby Thatcher?”</p> +<p>“She’s gone home on an errand; she’ll +be back in fifteen minutes now.”</p> +<p>“Where’s William?”</p> +<p>“It’s only five o’clock. He don’t come till +six. What can I get for you? Have you had +a good sleep?”</p> +<p>She set the gruel on the back of the stove +and went in to his bedside.</p> +<p>“I don’t sleep much; I just lie an’ think +... Amanda, ... now, they’re all away, +... if I get over this spell, ... an’ take +a year to straighten up an’ get hold o’ things +like other folks, ... do you think ... you’d +risk ... marryin’ me?”</p> +<p>There was a moment’s dead silence; then +Amanda said, turning pale: “Are you in +your right mind, Caleb Kimball?” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_139' name='page_139'></a>139</span></p> +<p>“I am, but I don’t wonder at your askin’,” +said the man humbly. “I’ve kind o’ +fancied you for years; but you’ve always +been way down there across the fields, out +o’ reach!”</p> +<p>“I’m too amazed to think it out,” faltered +Amanda.</p> +<p>“Don’t you think it out, for God’s sake, +or you’ll never do it!” He caught at her +hand as if it had been a life-line—her kind, +smooth hand, the helpful hand with the +bit of white cambric bound round a finger +burned in his service.</p> +<p>“It was the kitchen that put the courage +into me,” he went on feverishly. “I laid +here an’ thought: ‘If she can make a house +look so different in a week, what could she do +with a man?’”</p> +<p>“I ain’t afraid but I could,” stammered +Amanda; “if the man would help—not +hinder.”</p> +<p>“Just try me, Amanda. I wouldn’t need +a year—honest, I wouldn’t—I could show +you in three months!” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_140' name='page_140'></a>140</span></p> +<p>Caleb’s strength was waning now. His +head dropped forward and Amanda caught +it on her breast. She put one arm round +his shoulders to keep him from falling back, +while her other hand supported his head. +His cheek was wet and as she felt the tears +on her palm, mutely calling to her strength, +all the woman in her gathered itself together +and rushed to meet the man’s need.</p> +<p>“If only ... you could take me ... +now ... right off,” he faltered; “before +anything happens ... to prevent? I’d be +good to you ... till the day I die!”</p> +<p>“I ain’t afraid to risk it, Caleb,” said +Amanda. “I’ll take you now when you need +me the most. We’ll just put our two forlorn +houses together an’ see if we can make ’em +into a home!”</p> +<p>Caleb gave one choking sob of content +and gratitude. His hand relaxed its clasp of +Amanda’s; his head dropped and he fainted.</p> +<p>William Benson came in just then.</p> +<p>“What’s the matter?” he cried, coming +quickly toward the bed. “Has he had a +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_141' name='page_141'></a>141</span> +spell? He was so much better last night I +expected to see him settin’ up!”</p> +<p>“He’ll come to in a minute,” said Amanda. +“Give me the palm-leaf fan. We’re goin’ to +be married in a day or so, an’ he got kind of +excited talkin’ it over.”</p> +<p>“Moses in the bulrushes!” ejaculated +William Benson, sitting down heavily in +the nearest chair.</p> +<p>William Benson was not a sentimental +or imaginative person, and he confessed he +couldn’t make head nor tail out o’ the affair; +said it was the queerest an’ beatin’est weddin’ +that ever took place in Bonny Eagle; +didn’t know when they fixed it up, nor how, +nor why, if you come to that. Amanda Dalton +had never had a beau, but she was the +likeliest woman in the village, spite o’ that, +an’ Caleb Kimball was the onlikeliest man. +Amanda was the smartest woman, an’ +Caleb the laziest man. He kind o’ thought +Amanda ’d married Caleb so ’t she could +clean house for him; but it seemed an awful +high price to pay for a job. He guessed she +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_142' name='page_142'></a>142</span> +couldn’t bear to have his everlastin’ whiteweed +seedin’ itself into her hayfield, an’ the +only way she could stop it was to marry +him an’ weed it out. He thought, too, that +Caleb had kind o’ got int’ the habit o’ +watchin’ Mandy flyin’ about down to her +place. There’s nothin’ so fascinatin’ as to +set still an’ see other folks work. The critter +was so busy, an’ so diff’rent from him, +mebbe it kind o’ tantalized him.</p> +<p>The Widow Thatcher was convinced +that Mandy must have gone for Caleb +hammer ’n’ tongs when he was too weak +to hold out against her. No woman in her +sober senses would paper a man’s kitchen +for him unless she intended to get some use +out of it herself. “We don’t know what the +disciples would ’a’ done,” she said, “nor +the apostles, nor the saints, nor the archangels; +we only know what women-folks +would ’a’ done, and there ain’t one above +ground that would ’a’ cleaned Caleb Kimball’s +house without she expected to live +in it.” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_143' name='page_143'></a>143</span></p> +<p>Susan Benson had a vague instinct with +regard to the real facts of the case, but even +she mustered up courage to ask Amanda +once how the wonderful matter came about.</p> +<p>Amanda looked at Mrs. Benson with +some embarrassment, for she was not good +at confidences.</p> +<p>“Susan, you an’ I’ve been brought up +together, gone to school together, experienced +religion an’ joined the church together, +an’ I stood up with you an’ William +when you was married, so ’t I’d speak out +freer to you than I would to most.”</p> +<p>“I hope so, I’m sure.”</p> +<p>“Though I wouldn’t want you to repeat +anything, Susan.”</p> +<p>“’Tain’t likely I would, Mandy.”</p> +<p>“Well, I’d no sooner got Caleb into a +clean bed an’ a clean room an’ begun to feed +him good food than I begun to like him. +There’s things in human hearts that I ain’t +wise enough to explain, Susan, an’ I ain’t +goin’ to try. Caleb Kimball seemed to me +like a man that was drownin’, all because +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_144' name='page_144'></a>144</span> +there wa’n’t anybody near to put a hand +under his chin an’ keep his head out o’ water. +I didn’t suspicion he’d let me do it! I thought +he’d just lie there an’ drown, but it didn’t +turn out that way.”</p> +<p>“Well, it does kind o’ seem as if you’d +gone through the woods o’ life to pick up a +crooked stick at last,” sighed Susan; “though +I will say, now I’ve been under Caleb Kimball’s +roof, he’s an awful sight nicer man +close to than he is fur off. So, take it all in +all, life an’ men-folks bein’ so uncertain, an’ +old age a-creepin’ on first thing you know, +perhaps it’s for the best; an’ I do hope you’ll +make out to be happy, Mandy.”</p> +<p>There was a quiver of real feeling in Susan +Benson’s voice, though she made no +movement to touch her friend’s hand.</p> +<p>“I’m goin’ to be happy!” said Amanda +cheerfully. “I always did like plenty to do, +an’ now I’ve got it for the rest o’ my +life!”</p> +<p>“I only hope you can stan’ his ways, +Amandy,” and Susan’s voice was still doubtful. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_145' name='page_145'></a>145</span> +“That’s all I’m afraid of; that you’re +so diff’rent you can’t never stan’ his ways.”</p> +<p>“He won’t have so many ways when +we’ve been married a spell,” said Amanda.</p> +<hr class='major' /> +<div style='margin: auto; text-align: center; padding-top: 2em; padding-bottom: 1em'> +<a name='HULDAH_THE_PROPHETESS' id='HULDAH_THE_PROPHETESS'></a> +<h2>HULDAH THE PROPHETESS</h2> +</div> + +<div class='ce'> +<p>“And they went unto Huldah the</p> +<p>Prophetess and communed with her”</p> +</div> + +<p>Huldah Rumford leaned from her bedroom +window as she finished plaiting her +hair.</p> +<p>The crowing of the white Brahma rooster +had interrupted her toilet and she craned +her neck impatiently until she discovered +that he had come from the hen-yard in +the rear and established himself on the +doorsteps, from which dominating position +he was announcing his message.</p> +<p>“That means company coming, and I +hope it’s true,” she said to herself, as she +looked absent-mindedly in the old-fashioned +looking glass, with its picture of Washington +crossing the Delaware.</p> +<p>Her thoughts were evidently wandering, +for she took her petticoat from a hook in the +closet and pulling it over her head found, +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_146' name='page_146'></a>146</span> +when she searched for the buttons in the +waistband, that she had it on wrong-side +out.</p> +<p>“I don’t care!” she exclaimed, giving +the unoffending garment an angry twitch, +“but it does seem as if I was possessed! +I can’t keep my mind on my clothes long +enough to get them on straight! I turned my +petticoat yesterday, in spite of knowing it +brings bad luck, but to-day I just won’t take +the chance.”</p> +<p>The pink calico morning dress went +on without adventure. Then she carefully +emptied the water from the wash-bowl into +the jar, wiped it neatly and hung the towel +to dry; straightened the photograph of her +deceased father in its black-walnut frame; +shook the feather bed and tightened a sagging +cord under the cornhusk mattress; took +the candlestick from the light-stand by her +bedside and tripped down the attic stairs +two at a time.</p> +<p>Huldah was seventeen, which is a good +thing; she was bewitchingly pretty, which is +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_147' name='page_147'></a>147</span> +a better thing; and she was in love, which is +probably the best thing of all, making due +allowance, of course, for the occasions in +which it is the worst possible thing that can +happen to anybody.</p> +<p>Mrs. Rumford was in the kitchen frying +doughnuts for breakfast. She was a comfortable +figure as she stood over the brimming +“spider” with her three-pronged fork +poised in the air. She turned the yellow +rings in the hissing fat until they were nut-brown, +then dropped them for a moment +into a bowl of powdered sugar, from which +they issued the most delicious conspirators +against the human stomach that can be +found in the catalogue of New England +cookery.</p> +<p>The table was neatly laid near the screen +door that opened from the kitchen into the +apple-orchard. A pan of buttermilk biscuits +was sitting on the back of the stove, and +half a custard pie, left from the previous +night’s supper, held the position of honor in +front of Mrs. Rumford’s seat. If the pie had +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_148' name='page_148'></a>148</span> +been cereal, the doughnuts omelette, and the +saleratus biscuits leavened bread, the plot +and the course of this tale might have been +different; but that is neither here nor there.</p> +<p>“Did you hear the Brahma rooster crowing +on the doorstep, mother?” asked Huldah.</p> +<p>“No; but I ain’t surprised, for I can’t seem +to keep my dish-cloth in my hand this morning; +if I’ve dropped it once I’ve dropped it a +dozen times: there’s company coming, sure.”</p> +<p>“That rooster was crowin’ on the fence +last time I seen him, and he’s up there ag’in +now,” said little Jimmy Rumford, with the +most offensive skepticism.</p> +<p>“What if he is?” asked his sister sharply. +“That means fair weather, and don’t interfere +with the sign of company coming; it +makes it all the more certain.”</p> +<p>“I bet he ain’t crowin’ about Pitt Packard,” +retorted Jimmy, with a large joy +illuminating his sunburnt face. “Pitt ain’t +comin’ home from Moderation this week; +he’s gone to work on the covered bridge up +there.” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_149' name='page_149'></a>149</span></p> +<p>Huldah’s face fell.</p> +<p>“I’d ought to have known better than to +turn my white skirt yesterday,” she sighed. +“I never knew it to fail bringing bad luck. I +vow I’ll never do it again.”</p> +<p>“That’s one o’ the signs I haven’t got so +much confidence in,” said Mrs. Rumford, +skimming the cream from a pan of milk into +the churn and putting the skimmed milk +on the table. “It don’t come true with me +more ’n three times out o’ five, but there’s +others that never fails. You jest hold on, +Huldy; the dish-cloth and the rooster knows +as much ’bout what’s goin’ to happen as +your white petticoat does.”</p> +<p>“Jest about as much,” interpolated Jimmy, +with his utterance somewhat choked by +hot doughnut.</p> +<p>Huldah sat down at the table and made +a pretense of eating something, but her +heart was heavy within her.</p> +<p>“What are you churning for on Friday, +mother?” she asked.</p> +<p>“Why, I told you I am looking for strangers. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_150' name='page_150'></a>150</span> +It ain’t Pitt Packard only that I expect. +Yesterday mornin’ I swept a black mark on +the floor; in the afternoon I found two o’ the +settin’-room chairs standin’ back to back, +and my right hand kep’ itchin’ all day, so’t +I knew I was goin’ to shake hands with somebody.”</p> +<p>“You told me ’t was the left hand,” said +Jimmy.</p> +<p>“I never told you no such thing, Jimmy +Rumford. Eat your breakfast, and don’t +contradict your mother, or I’ll send you to +bed quick ’s you finish eatin’. Don’t you tell +me what I said nor what I didn’t say, for I +won’t have it. Do you hear me?”</p> +<p>“You did!” responded Jimmy obstinately, +preparing to dodge under the table in case +of sudden necessity. “You said your left +hand itched, and it meant money comin’, +and you hoped Rube Hobson was goin’ to +pay you for the turkey he bought a year ago +last Thanksgivin’-time, so there!”</p> +<p>“So I did,” said the widow reflectively. +“Come to think of it, so I did; it must ’a’ +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_151' name='page_151'></a>151</span> +been a Wednesday my right hand kep’ +itchin’ so.”</p> +<p>“And comp’ny didn’t come a Wednesday +neither,” persevered Jimmy.</p> +<p>“Jimmy Rumford, if you don’t behave +yourself and speak when you’re spoken to, +and not before, you’ll git a trouncin’ that +you’ll remember consid’able of a spell +afterwards.”</p> +<p>“I’m ready for it!” replied the youngster, +darting into the shed and peeping back +into the kitchen with a malignant smile. “I +dreamt o’ Baldwin apples last night.</p> +<table summary='poetry' style='margin:0 auto'><tr><td> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>‘Dream fruit out o’ season,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>That’s anger without reason.’</p> +</td></tr></table> + +<p>I knew when I got up you’d get mad with +me the first thing this morning, and I’m all +prepared—when you ketch me!”</p> +<p>Both women gave a sigh of relief when the +boy’s flying figure disappeared around the +corner of the barn. He was morally certain +to be in mischief wherever he was, but if +he was out of sight there was one point +gained at least. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_152' name='page_152'></a>152</span></p> +<p>“Why do you care so dreadfully whether +Pitt comes or not?” asked Mrs. Rumford, +now that quiet was restored, “If he don’t +come to-day, then he’ll come a Sunday; and +if he don’t come this Sunday, then he’ll +come the next one, so what’s the odds? You +and him didn’t have a fallin’ out last time +he was home, did you?”</p> +<p>“Yes, if you must know it, we did.”</p> +<p>“Haven’t you got any common sense, +Huldy? Sakes alive! I thought when I married +Daniel Rumford, if I could stand his +temper it was nobody’s business but my +own. I didn’t foresee that he had so much +he could keep plenty for his own use, and +then have a lot left to hand down to his +children, so ’t I should have to live in the +house with it to the day of my death! Seems +to me if I was a girl and lived in a village +where men-folks is as scarce as they be here, +I’d be turrible careful to keep holt of a beau +after I’d got him. What in the name o’ +goodness did you quarrel about?”</p> +<p>Huldah got up from the table and carried +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_153' name='page_153'></a>153</span> +her plate and cup to the sink. She looked +out of the window to conceal her embarrassment, +and busied herself with preparations +for the dish-washing, so that she +could talk with greater freedom.</p> +<p>“We’ve had words before this, plenty +of times, but they didn’t amount to anything. +Pitt’s good, and he’s handsome, and +he’s smart; but he’s awful dictatorial and +fault-finding, and I just ain’t goin’ to eat +too much humble-pie before I’m married, +for fear I won’t have anything else to eat +afterwards, and it ain’t very fattening for +a steady diet. And if there ever was a hateful +old woman in the world it’s his stepmother. +I’ve heard of her saying mean +things about our family every once in a +while, but I wouldn’t tell you for fear you’d +flare up and say Pitt couldn’t come to see +me. She’s tried to set him against me ever +since we began to keep company together. +She’s never quite managed to do it, but +she’s succeeded well enough to keep me in +continual trouble.” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_154' name='page_154'></a>154</span></p> +<p>“What’s she got to say?” inquired Mrs. +Rumford hotly. “She never had a silk dress +in the world, till Eben Packard married +her, and everybody knows her father was a +horse-doctor and mine was a reg’lar one!”</p> +<p>“She didn’t say anything about fathers, +but she did tell Almira Berry that no member +of the church in good standing could +believe in signs as you did and have hope +of salvation. She said I was a chip off the +old block, and had been raised like a heathen. +It seems when I was over there on Sunday +I refused to stand up and have my height +measured against the wall, and I told ’em +if you measured heights on Sunday you’d +like as not die before the year was out. I +didn’t know then she had such a prejudice +against signs, but since that time I’ve +dragged ’em in every chance I got, just to +spite her.”</p> +<p>“More fool you!” said her mother, beginning +to move the dasher of the churn +up and down with a steady motion. “You +might have waited until she was your +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_155' name='page_155'></a>155</span> +mother-in-law before you began to spite her. +The first thing you know you won’t get any +mother-in-law.”</p> +<p>“That’s the only thing that would console +me for losing Pitt!” exclaimed Huldah. +“If I can’t marry him I don’t have to live +with her, that’s one comfort! The last thing +she did was to tell Aunt Hitty Tarbox she’d +as lief have Pitt bring one of the original +Salem witches into the house as one of the +Daniel Rumford tribe.”</p> +<p>“The land sakes!” ejaculated the widow, +giving a desperate and impassioned plunge +to the churn-dasher. “Now I know why I +dreamt of snakes and muddy water the +night before she come here to the Ladies’ +Aid Club. Well, she’s seventy, and she +can’t live forever; she can’t take Eben +Packard’s money into the next world with +her, either, and I guess if she could ’t would +melt as soon as it got there.”</p> +<p>Huldah persevered with her confession, +dropping an occasional tear in the dishwater. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_156' name='page_156'></a>156</span></p> +<p>“Last time Pitt came here he said he +should have three or four days’ vacation +the 12th of August, and he thought we’d +better get married then, if ’t was agreeable +to me. I was kind of shy, and the almanac +was hanging alongside of the table, so I took +it up and looked to see what day of the week +the 12th fell on. ‘Oh, Pitt,’ I said, ‘we can’t +be married on Friday; it’s dreadful unlucky.’ +He began to scold then, and said I didn’t +care anything about him if I wouldn’t +marry him when it was most convenient; +and I said I would if ’t was any day but +Friday; and he said that was all moonshine, +and nobody but foolish old women believed +in such nonsense; and I said there wasn’t a +girl in town that would marry him on a Friday; +and he said there was; and I asked him +to come right out and tell who he meant; +and he said he didn’t mean anybody in +particular; and I said he did; and he said, +well, Jennie Perkins would, on Friday or +Sunday or wash-day or any other day; and I +said if I was a man I vow I wouldn’t take a +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_157' name='page_157'></a>157</span> +girl that was so anxious as all that; and he +said he’d rather take one that was a little +too anxious than one that wasn’t anxious +enough; and so we had it, back and forth, +till I got so mad I couldn’t see the almanac. +Then, just to show him I had more good +reasons than one, I said, ‘Besides, if we +should be married on a Friday we’d have to +go away on a Saturday, and ten to one +’t would rain on our wedding-trip.’</p> +<p>“‘Why would it rain Saturday more than +any other day?’ said he; and then I mistrusted +I was getting into fresh trouble, but +I was too mad to back out, and said I, +‘They say it rains more Saturdays in the +year than any other day’; and he got red +in the face and said, ‘Where’d you get +that silly notion?’ Then I said it wasn’t +any silly notion, it was Gospel truth, and +anybody that took notice of anything knew +it was so; and he said he never heard of it +in his life; and I said there was considerable +many things that he’d never heard of that +he’d be all the better for knowing; and he +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_158' name='page_158'></a>158</span> +said he was like Josh Billings, he’d rather +know a few things well than know so many +things that wa’n’t so.”</p> +<p>“You might have told him how we compared +notes about rainy days at the Aid +Club,” said her mother. “You remember +Hannah Sophia Palmer hadn’t noticed it, +but the minute you mentioned it she remembered +how, when she was a child, she +was always worryin’ for fear she couldn’t +wear her new hat a Sunday, and it must have +been because it was threatening weather a +Saturday, and she was afraid it would keep +up for Sunday. And the widow Buzzell said +she always picked up her apples for pie-baking +on Friday, it was so apt to be dull +or wet on a Saturday.”</p> +<p>“I told him all of that,” continued Huldah, +“and how old Mrs. Bascom said they +had a literary society over to Edgewood that +used to meet twice a month on Saturday +afternoons, and it rained or snowed so often +they had to change their meetings to a +Wednesday. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_159' name='page_159'></a>159</span></p> +<p>“Then the first thing I knew Pitt stood +up so straight he looked more than ten +feet tall, and says he, ‘If you don’t marry +me a Friday, Huldah Rumford, you don’t +marry me at all. You’re nothing but a mass +of superstition, and if you’re so scared for +fear it will rain on your wedding-bonnet a +Saturday, you can stay home under cover the +rest of your life, for all I care. I’ll wash the +top buggy, put the umbrella under the seat, +and take Jennie Perkins; she won’t be +afraid of a wetting so long as she gets it in +good company.’</p> +<p>“‘You’re right,’ I said, ‘she won’t, especially +if the company’s a man, for she’ll +be so dumfounded at getting one of ’em to +sit beside her she won’t notice if it rains +pitchforks, and so far as I’m concerned she’s +welcome to my leavings.’ Then he went out +and slammed the kitchen door after him, +but not so quick that I didn’t get a good +slam on the sitting-room door first.”</p> +<p>“He’ll come back,” churned Mrs. Rumford +philosophically. “Jennie Perkins has +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_160' name='page_160'></a>160</span> +got a pug nose, and a good-sized mole on +one side of it. A mole on the nose is a sure +sign of bad luck in love-affairs, particularly +if it’s well to one side. He’ll come back.”</p> +<hr class='tb' /> + +<p>But, as a matter of fact, the days went by, +the maple-trees turned red, and Pitt Packard +did not come back to the Rumford farm. +His comings and his goings were all known +to Huldah. She knew that he took Jennie +Perkins to the Sunday-School picnic, and +escorted her home from evening meetings. +She knew that old Mrs. Packard had given +her a garnet pin, a glass handkerchief-box, +and a wreath of hair flowers made from the +intertwined tresses of the Packards and the +Doolittles. If these symptoms could by any +possibility be misinterpreted, there were various +other details of an alarmingly corroborative +character, culminating in the marriage +of Pitt to Jennie on a certain Friday +evening at eight o’clock. He not only married +her on a Friday, but he drove her to Portland +on a Saturday morning; and the Fates, who +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_161' name='page_161'></a>161</span> +are never above taking a little extra trouble +when they are dealing out misery, decreed +that it should be one of the freshest, brightest, +most golden mornings of the early autumn.</p> +<p>Pitt thought Portland preferable to Biddeford +or Saco as a place to pass the brief +honeymoon, if for no other reason than because +the road thither lay past the Rumford +house. But the Rumfords’ blinds were +tightly closed on the eventful Saturday, and +an unnecessarily large placard hung ostentatiously +on the front gate, announcing to +passers-by that the family had gone to Old +Orchard Beach, and would be home at sundown. +This was a bitter blow to the bridegroom, +for he had put down the back of the +buggy with the intention of kissing the bride +within full view of the Rumford windows. +When he found it was of no use, he abandoned +the idea, as the operation never afforded +him any especial pleasure. He asked +Mrs. Pitt if she preferred to go to the beach +for her trip, but she decidedly favored the +gayeties of a metropolis. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_162' name='page_162'></a>162</span></p> +<p>The excitement of passing the Rumford +house having faded, Jennie’s nose became +so oppressive to Pitt that he finally changed +places with her, explaining that he generally +drove on the left side. He was more tranquil +then, for her left profile was more pleasing, +though for the life of him he could not help +remembering Huldah’s sweet outlines, the +dimple in her chin, her kissable mouth, her +delicate ear. Why, oh, why, had she inherited +her father’s temper and her mother’s +gift of prophecy, to say nothing of her grandfather’s +obstinacy and her grandmother’s +nimble tongue! All at once it dawned upon +him that he might have jilted Huldah without +marrying Jennie. It would, it is true, +have been only a half revenge; but his appetite +for revenge was so dulled by satisfaction +he thought he could have been perfectly +comfortable with half the quantity, +even if Huldah were not quite so uncomfortable +as he wished her to be. He dismissed +these base and disloyal sentiments, +however, as bravely as he could, and kissed +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_163' name='page_163'></a>163</span> +Jennie twice, in a little stretch of wood road +that fell in opportunely with his mood of +silent penitence.</p> +<p>About two o’clock clouds began to gather +in the sky, and there was a muttering of +thunder. Pitt endured all the signs of a +shower with such fortitude as he could +command, and did not put up the buggy-top +or unstrap the boot until the rain came down +in good earnest.</p> +<p>“Who’d have suspicioned this kind of +weather?” he growled as he got the last +strap into place and shook the water from +his new straw hat.</p> +<p>“I was afraid of it, but I didn’t like to +speak out,” said Jennie primly; “they say +it gen’ally does rain Saturdays.”</p> +<hr class='tb' /> + +<p>Meanwhile Huldah lay in the spare room +at the back of the house and sobbed quietly. +Mrs. Rumford and the skeptical Jimmy +had gone to Old Orchard, and Huldah had +slipped out of the front door, tacked the obtrusive +placard on the gate-post, and closed +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_164' name='page_164'></a>164</span> +all the blinds in honor of the buried hopes +that lay like a dead weight at the bottom of +her heart.</p> +<p>She was a silly little thing, a vain little +thing, and a spitfire to boot, but that did +not prevent her suffering an appreciable +amount, all that her nature would allow; +and if it was not as much as a larger nature +would have suffered, neither had she much +philosophy or strength to bear it. The burden +is fitted to the back as often as the back +to the burden.</p> +<p>She frequently declared to herself afterwards +that she should have had “a fit of +sickness” if it had not been for the thunderstorm +that came up on that never-to-be-forgotten +Saturday afternoon. She had +waked that morning with a dull pain in her +heart—a dull pain that had grown keener +when she looked from her attic window and +saw the sun shining clear in the sky. Not a +cloud sullied the surface of that fair blue +canopy on this day of the faithless Pitt’s +wedding-journey. A sweet wind blew the +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_165' name='page_165'></a>165</span> +tail feathers of the golden cock on the +squire’s barn till he stared the west directly +in the eye. What a day to drive to Portland! +She would have worn tan-colored low shoes +and brown openwork stockings (what ugly +feet Jennie Perkins had!), a buff challie +dress with little brown autumn leaves on it, +a belt and sash of brown watered ribbon +(Jennie had a waist like a flour-barrel!), +and a sailor hat with a bunch of yellow roses +on one side—or would two brown quills, +standing up coquettishly, have been more +attractive? Then she would have taken a +brown cloth shoulder-cape, trimmed with +rows upon rows of cream-colored lace, and a +brown parasol with an acorn of polished wood +on the handle. Oh, what was the use of living +when she could wear none of this bridal +apparel, but must put on her old pink +calico and go down to meet Jimmy’s brotherly +sneers? Was there ever such a cruelly +sunshiny morning? A spot of flickering light +danced and quivered on her blue wallpaper +until she could bear it no longer, and +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_166' name='page_166'></a>166</span> +pinned a towel over it. She sat down by the +open window and leaned dejectedly on the +sill, the prettiest picture of spiteful, unnecessary +misery that the eye of mortal man +ever rested upon, with her bright hair +tumbling over her unbleached nightgown, +and her little bare feet curled about the +chair-rounds like those of a disconsolate +child. Nobody could have approved of, or +even sympathized with, so trivial a creature, +but plenty of people would have been +so sorry for her that they would have taken +sensible, conscientious, unattractive Jennie +Perkins out of Pitt Packard’s buggy and +substituted the heedless little Huldah, just +for the pleasure of seeing her smile and +blush. There was, however, no guardian +imp to look after her ruined fortunes, and +she went downstairs as usual to help about +the breakfast, wondering to herself if there +were any tragedies in life too terrible to be +coexistent with three meals a day and the +dishes washed after each one of them.</p> +<p>An infant hope stirred in her heart when +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_167' name='page_167'></a>167</span> +she saw a red sparkle here and there on the +sooty bottom of the tea-kettle, and it grew +a little when her mother remarked that the +dishwater boiled away so fast and the cows +lay down so much that she believed it would +rain the next day. When, that same afternoon, +the welcome shower came with scarce +ten minutes’ warning, Huldah could hardly +believe her eyes and ears. She jumped from +her couch of anguish and remorse like an excited +kitten, darted out of the house unmindful +of the lightning, drove the Jersey calf +under cover, chased the chickens into the +coop, bolstered up the tomatoes so that the +wind and rain would not blow the fruit from +the heavily laden plants, opened the blinds +and closed the windows.</p> +<p>“It comes from the east,” she cried, dancing +up and down in a glow of childish glee—“it +comes from the east, and it’s blowing in +on Jennie’s side of the buggy!” She did not +know that Pitt had changed places with his +bride, and that his broad shoulder was shielding +her from the “angry airt.” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_168' name='page_168'></a>168</span></p> +<p>Then she flew into the kitchen and pinned +up her blown hair in front of the cracked +looking-glass, thinking with sympathetic +tenderness how pretty she looked, with her +crown of chestnut tendrils tightened by the +dampness, her round young cheeks crimsoned +by the wind, and her still tearful eyes +brightened by unchristian joy. She remembered +with naughty satisfaction how rain +invariably straightened Jennie Perkins’s +frizzes, and was glad, <i>glad</i> that it did. Her +angry passions were so beautifying that the +radiant vision in the glass almost dazzled +her. It made her very sorry for Pitt too. She +hated to think that his ill-temper and stubborn +pride and obstinacy had lost him such +a lovely creature as herself, and had forced +him to waste his charms on so unappreciative +and plain a person as Jennie Perkins. +She remembered that Pitt had asked her to +marry him coming home from the fair in a +rainstorm. If he meant anything he said on +that occasion, he must be suffering pangs of +regret to-day. Oh, how good, how sweet, how +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_169' name='page_169'></a>169</span> +kind of it to rain and support her in what +she had prophesied of Saturday weather!</p> +<p>All at once a healing thought popped into +her head. “I shall not live many years,” she +reflected—“not after losing Pitt, and having +his mother crow over me, and that hateful +Jennie Perkins, having the family hair wreath +hanging over her sofa, and my wedding ring +on her hand; but so long as I live I will keep +account of rainy Saturdays, and find a way +to send the record to Pitt every New Year’s +Day just to prove that I was right. Then I +shall die young, and perhaps he will plant +something on my grave, and water it with +his tears; and perhaps he will put up a marble +gravestone over me, unbeknownst to +Jennie, and have an appropriate verse of +Scripture carved on it, something like:</p> +<table summary='poetry' style=' font-variant:small-caps;'><tr><td> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>she openeth her mouth with wisdom;</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>and in her tongue is the law of kindness</p> +</td></tr></table> + +<p>I can see it as plain as if it was written. I hope +they will make it come out even on the edges, +and that he will think to have a white marble +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_170' name='page_170'></a>170</span> +dove perched on the top, unless it costs too +much.”</p> +<hr class='tb' /> + +<p>The years went on. Huldah surprised +everybody by going away from home to get +an education. She would have preferred marriage +at that stage of her development, but +to her mind there was no one worth marrying +in Pleasant River save Pitt Packard, and, +failing him, study would fill up the time as +well as anything else.</p> +<p>The education forced a good many helpful +ideas into pretty Huldah’s somewhat +empty pate, though it by no means cured +her of all her superstitions. She continued +to keep a record of Saturday weather, and +it proved as interesting and harmless a +hobby as the collecting of china or postage-stamps.</p> +<p>In course of time Pitt Packard moved to +Goshen, Indiana, where he made a comfortable +fortune by the invention of an estimable +pump, after which he was known by his full +name of W. Pitt Fessenden Packard. In course +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_171' name='page_171'></a>171</span> +of time the impish and incredulous Jimmy +Rumford became James, and espoused the +daughter of a wealthy Boston merchant. His +social advancement was no surprise to Huldah +and her mother, for, from the moment +he had left home, they had never dreamed of +him save in conjunction with horned cattle, +which is well known to signify unexampled +prosperity.</p> +<p>In course of time, too, old Mrs. Rumford +was gathered to her fathers after a long illness, +in which Huldah nursed her dutifully +and well. Her death was not entirely unexpected, +for Hannah Sophia Palmer observed +spots like iron rust on her fingers, a dog +howled every night under Almira Berry’s +window, and Huldah broke the kitchen +looking-glass. No invalid could hope for recovery +under these sinister circumstances, +and Mrs. Rumford would have been the +last woman in the world to fly in the face of +such unmistakable signs of death. It is even +rumored that when she heard the crash of +glass in the kitchen she murmured piously, +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_172' name='page_172'></a>172</span> +“Now lettest Thou Thy servant depart in +peace,” and expired within the hour.</p> +<hr class='tb' /> + +<p>Nineteen summers and winters had passed +since Pitt Packard drove “her that was Jennie +Perkins” to Portland on her wedding-trip. +He had been a good and loyal husband; +she had been a good and faithful wife; and +never once in the nineteen years had they +so much as touched the hem of the garment +of happiness.</p> +<p>Huldah the Prophetess lived on in the old +house alone. Time would have gone slowly +and drearily enough had it not been for her +ruling passion. If the first part of the week +were fair, she was hopeful that there was +greater chance of rain or snow by Saturday; +if it were rainy, she hoped there would be a +long storm. She kept an elaborate table showing +the weather on every day of the year. +Fair Saturdays were printed in red ink, foul +Saturdays in jet-black. The last days of December +were generally spent in preparing a +succinct statement from these daily entries. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_173' name='page_173'></a>173</span> +Then in the month of January a neat document, +presenting facts and figures, but no +word of personal comment or communication, +was addressed at first to Mr. W. P. +Packard, and of late years to W. Pitt Fessenden +Packard, and sent to Goshen, Indiana.</p> +<p>Mr. Packard was a good and loyal husband, +as I have said, but there was certainly +no disloyalty in the annual perusal of statistical +weather tables. That these tables, +though made out by one of the weaker sex, +were accurate and authentic, he had reason +to believe, because he kept a rigid account +of the weather himself, and compared +Huldah’s yearly record with his own. The +weather in Pleasant River did not, it is true, +agree absolutely with the weather in Goshen, +but the similarity between Maine and Indiana +Saturdays was remarkable. The first five +years of Pitt’s married life Huldah had the +advantage, and the perusal of her tables afforded +Pitt little satisfaction, since it proved +that her superstitions had some apparent +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_174' name='page_174'></a>174</span> +basis of reason. The next five years his turn +came, and the fair Saturdays predominated. +He was not any happier, however, on the +whole, because, although he had the pleasure +of being right himself, he lost the pleasure +of believing Huldah right. So time went +on until Mrs. Pitt died, and was buried under +the handsomest granite monument that +could be purchased by the sale of pumps. +Not only were the funeral arrangements +carried out with the liveliest consideration +for the departed, but Mr. Packard abstained +from all gay society and conducted himself +with the greatest propriety. Nevertheless, +when his partner and only confidential +friend extolled Jennie’s virtues as wife, +housekeeper, companion, and church member, +he remarked absently: “She was all +that, Jim, but somehow I never liked +her.”</p> +<p>For two years after his bereavement Huldah +omitted sending her weather statistics +to Mr. Packard, thinking, with some truth, +that it might seem too marked an attention +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_175' name='page_175'></a>175</span> +from an attractive Maine spinster to a +“likely” Indiana widower.</p> +<hr class='tb' /> + +<p>Matters were in this state when Mr. Packard +alighted at the Edgewood station one +bright day in August. He declined the offer +of a drive, and soon found himself on the +well-remembered road to Pleasant River. +He had not trodden that dusty thoroughfare +for many a year, and every tree and shrub +and rock had a message for him, though he +was a plain, matter-of-fact maker of pumps. +There was no old home to revisit, for his +stepmother had died long ago, and Jennie +had conscientiously removed the family +wreath from the glass case and woven some +of the departed lady’s hair into the funereal +garland. He walked with the brisk step of a +man who knew what he wanted, but there +was a kind of breathless suspense in his manner +which showed that he was uncertain of +getting it. He passed the Whippoorwill Mill, +the bubbling spring, the old moss-covered +watering-trough, and then cut across the +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_176' name='page_176'></a>176</span> +widow Buzzell’s field straight to the Rumford +farm. He kept rehearsing the subject-matter +of a certain speech he intended to +make. He knew it by heart, having repeated +it once a day for several months, but nobody +realized better than he that he would +forget every word of it the moment he saw +Huldah—at least, if the Huldah of to-day +were anything like the Huldah of the olden +time.</p> +<p>The house came in sight. It used to be +painted white; it was drab now, and there +was a bay-window in the sitting-room. There +was a new pump in the old place, and, happy +omen, he discovered it was one of his own +manufacture. He made his way by sheer +force of habit past the kitchen windows to +the side door. That was where they had quarreled +mostly. He had a kind of sentiment +about that side door. He paused a moment +to hide his traveling-bag under the grapevine +that shaded the porch, and as he raised +his hand to grasp the knocker the blood +rushed to his face and his heart leaped into +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_177' name='page_177'></a>177</span> +his throat. Huldah stood near the window +winding the old clock. In her right hand was +a “Farmer’s Almanac.” How well he knew +the yellow cover! and how like to the Huldah +of seventeen was the Huldah of thirty-six! +It was incredible that the pangs of disappointed +love could make so little inroad on +a woman’s charms. Rosy cheeks, plump figure, +clear eyes, with a little more snap in +them than was necessary for connubial comfort, +but not a whit too much for beauty; +brown hair curling round her ears and temples—what +an ornament to a certain house +he knew in Goshen, Indiana!</p> +<p>She closed the wooden door of the clock, +and, turning, took a generous bite from the +side of a mellow August sweeting that lay +on the table. At this rather inauspicious moment +her eye caught Pitt’s. The sight of her +old lover drove all prudence and reserve from +her mind, and she came to the door with +such an intoxicating smile and such welcoming +hands that he would have kissed her +then and there, even if he had not come to +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_178' name='page_178'></a>178</span> +Pleasant River for that especial purpose. Of +course he forgot the speech, but his gestures +were convincing, and he mumbled a sufficient +number of extracts from it to convince +Huldah that he was in a proper frame of +mind—this phrase meaning to a woman +the one in which she can do anything she +likes with a man.</p> +<p>They were too old, doubtless, to cry and +laugh in each other’s arms, and ask forgiveness +for past follies, and regret the wasted +years, and be thankful for present hope and +life and love; but that is what they did, old +as they were.</p> +<p>“I wouldn’t have any business to ask you +to marry such a dictatorial fool as I used to +be, Huldah,” said Pitt; “but I’ve got over +considerable of my foolishness, and do say +you will. Say, too, you won’t make me wait +any longer, but marry me Sunday or Monday. +This is Thursday, and I must be back +in Goshen next week at this time. Will you, +Huldah?”</p> +<p>Huldah blushed, but shook her head. She +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_179' name='page_179'></a>179</span> +looked lovely when she blushed, and she +hadn’t lost the trick of it even at thirty-six.</p> +<p>“I know it’s soon; but never mind getting +ready. If you won’t say Monday, make it +Tuesday—do.”</p> +<p>She shook her head again.</p> +<p>“Wednesday, then. <i>Do</i> say Wednesday, +Huldy dear.”</p> +<p>The same smile of gentle negation.</p> +<p>He dropped her hand disconsolately.</p> +<p>“Then I’ll have to come back at Christmas-time, +I s’pose. It’s just my busy season +now, or I would stay right here on this doorstep +till you was ready, for it seems to me +as if I’d been waiting for you ever since I +was born, and couldn’t get you too soon.”</p> +<p>“Do you really want me to marry you so +much, Pitt?”</p> +<p>“Never wanted anything so bad in my +life.”</p> +<p>“Didn’t you wonder I wasn’t more surprised +to see you to-day?”</p> +<p>“Nothing surprises me in women-folks.”</p> +<p>“Well, it was because I’ve dreamed of a +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_180' name='page_180'></a>180</span> +funeral three nights running. Do you know +what that’s a sign of?”</p> +<p>Pitt never winked an eyelash; he had +learned his lesson. With a sigh of relief that +his respected stepmother was out of hearing, +he responded easily, “I s’pose it’s a sign +somebody’s dead or going to die.”</p> +<p>“No, it isn’t: dreams go by contraries. +It’s a sign there’s going to be a wedding.”</p> +<p>“I’m glad to know that much, but I wish +while you was about it you’d have dreamt +a little more, and found out when the wedding +was going to be.”</p> +<p>“I did; and if you weren’t the stupidest +man alive you could guess.”</p> +<p>“I know I’m slow-witted,” said Pitt meekly, +for he was in a mood to endure anything, +“but I’ve asked you to have me on every +day there is except the one I’m afraid to +name.”</p> +<p>“You know I’ve had plenty of offers.”</p> +<p>“Unless all the men-folks are blind, you +must have had a thousand, Huldah.”</p> +<p>Huldah was distinctly pleased. As a matter +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_181' name='page_181'></a>181</span> +of fact she had had only five; but five +offers in the State of Maine implies a superhuman +power of attraction not to be measured +by the casual reader.</p> +<p>“Are you sorry you called me a mass of +superstition?”</p> +<p>“I wish I’d been horsewhipped where I +stood.”</p> +<p>“Very well, then. The first time you +wouldn’t marry me at all unless you could +have me Friday, and of course I wouldn’t +take you Friday under those circumstances. +Now you say you’re glad and willing to +marry me any day in the week, and so I’ll +choose Friday of my own accord. I’ll marry +you to-morrow, Pitt: and”—here she +darted a roguishly sibylline glance at the +clouds—“I have a water-proof; have you +an umbrella for Saturday?”</p> +<p>Pitt took her at her word, you may be +sure, and married her the next day, but I +wish you could have seen it rain on Saturday! +There never was such a storm in Pleasant +River. The road to the Edgewood station +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_182' name='page_182'></a>182</span> +was a raging flood; but though the bride +and groom were drenched to the skin they +didn’t take cold—they were too happy. +Love within is a beautiful counter-irritant.</p> +<p>Huldah didn’t mind waiting a little matter +of nineteen years, so long as her maiden flag +sank in a sea of triumph at the end; and it +is but simple justice to an erring but attractive +woman to remark that she never +said “I told you so!” to her husband.</p> +<hr class='major' /> +<div style='margin: auto; text-align: center; padding-top: 2em; padding-bottom: 1em'> +<a name='TWO_ON_A_TOUR' id='TWO_ON_A_TOUR'></a> +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_183' name='page_183'></a>183</span> +<h2>TWO ON A TOUR</h2> +</div> + +<div class='ce'> +<p style=' font-size:1.2em;'>LOG-BOOK OF</p> +<p style=' font-size:1.2em; margin-bottom:2em;'>CHARLOTTE AMALIA CLIFFORD</p> +</div> + +<div class='ra'> +<p><i>S.S. Diana, January 21, 1918</i></p> +<p><i>On the way to the Virgin Islands</i></p> +</div> + +<p>I engrossed the above heading in my journal +shortly after we left the dock in New +York, but from what has occurred in the +past few days I think my occasional entries +in the log-book are likely to be records of +Dorothea Valentine’s love-affairs as they +occur to her day by day, and as unluckily +they are poured into my ear for lack of a +better or more convenient vessel.</p> +<p>We are dear friends, Dolly and I. Her +name is Dorothea, but apparently she will +have to grow up to it, for at present everybody +calls her Dolly, Dora, Dot, or Dodo, +according to his or her sex, color, or previous +condition of servitude. Dolly is twenty and +I am thirty; indeed, her mother is only forty, +so that I am rather her contemporary than +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_184' name='page_184'></a>184</span> +Dolly’s, but friendship is more a matter of +sympathy than relative age, and Mrs. Valentine +and I are by no means twin souls. As a +matter of fact, that lady would never have +noticed me, the private secretary of Clive +Winthrop, a government official in Washington, +had it not been that, through him and +his sister, I had access to a more interesting +group in society than had Mrs. Valentine, a +widow of large means but a stranger in the +Capital. Clive Winthrop is a person of distinction +and influence, and Miss Ellen Winthrop, +an old friend of my mother’s, is one +of the most charming hostesses in Washington, +while I am in reality nothing but a paid +scribe; the glad, willing, ardent, but silent +assistant of a man who is serving the Administration +with all his heart; but neither +he nor his sister will have it so considered. +I almost think that Miss Ellen Winthrop, +still vivacious and vigorous at seventy, is +ready to give up to me her place as head of +the household if I consent to say the word; +but I am not sure enough yet to say it; and +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_185' name='page_185'></a>185</span> +because of that uncertainty I cannot trust +myself in the daily company of the two persons +most deeply concerned in my decision.</p> +<p>A sea voyage is the best thing in the world +to blow away doubts or difficulties; it also +clears the air so that one can see one’s course, +whether it be toward the north of duty or +the south of desire.</p> +<p>My work for a long time has been to report +interviews, take stenographic records, +and write hundreds of letters for Mr. Winthrop +during the somewhat protracted discussion +that preceded the acquisition of the +Virgin Islands by the United States. It is +odd that these tasks should have fallen to +me, who added below Clive Winthrop’s signature +to many communications the typed +initials C. A. C., for I have a special interest +in these new possessions of ours, a very close +and sentimental one, since I was born on +St. Thomas, one of the Virgin Islands, and +christened Charlotte Amalia after the little +red-roofed town on the shore of the perfect +harbor. My birth in St. Thomas was entirely +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_186' name='page_186'></a>186</span> +unpremeditated, and I was taken away as +soon as my mother was able to travel; nevertheless, +I have always longed during the +twelve years of my loneliness, without father +or mother, to see the place where they were +so happy in each other and so blissful in the +prospect of my appearance.</p> +<p>I, then, have a right to this particular holiday +and this opportunity to decide my future. +Miss Dorothea Valentine, on the contrary, +is a wholly unexpected, I will not say +an unwelcome, companion, although when +I wish to be thinking of my own problems +she generally desires to discuss hers, which +are trivial, though interesting and unique.</p> +<p>Everything about the girl piques interest; +her beauty, her charm, her childlike gayety +and inconsequence, which are but the upper +current of a deeper sea of sincerity and common +sense. Somebody says: “Ladies vary +in looks; they’re like military flags for a +funeral or a celebration—one day furled, +next day streaming. Men are ships; figureheads, +about the same in a storm or a calm, +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_187' name='page_187'></a>187</span> +and not too handsome, thanks to the ocean.” +The last phrases are peculiarly true of Clive +Winthrop, who is sometimes called the ugliest +man in Washington, yet who commands +attention in any room that he enters because +of his fine physique, his noble head, and his +distinction of bearing and speech. Rugged +he is, “thanks to the ocean,” but he looks as +if he could swim against the strongest current. +On the other hand, it cannot be said +that Dolly Valentine varies. She is lovely at +breakfast, lovelier at luncheon, and loveliest +at dinner when the dazzling whiteness of her +neck and shoulders is revealed. Only a tolerably +generous woman would suffer herself to +be in the almost daily companionship of such +a charmer, and that I am in that dangerous +juxtaposition is her fault, not mine.</p> +<p>“You must take me with you on your sea +voyage, Charlotte,” she said. “I must get +away from Washington and from mother. +No, don’t raise your eye-brows and begin +to scold before you know what I mean! I +am not going to criticize my maternal parent, +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_188' name='page_188'></a>188</span> +but I am so under her thumb at the +moment that I am a flabby mass of indecision. +I have no more mind than a jellyfish, +yet I have to decide a matter of vital importance +within a month. How can I make +up a non-existent mind? Answer me that. +Your life is so fixed and serene and settled; +so full of absorbing work; you are so flattered +and appreciated that you are like a big ship +anchored in a safe harbor, and you can’t +think what it’s like to be a silly little yacht +bobbing about on the open sea!” (Such is +the uncomprehending viewpoint of twenty +toward thirty; the calm assumption that +ladies of that mature age can have no love-affairs +of their own to perplex them!)</p> +<p>“There is no need of your being a silly +little yacht, Dolly!” I answered. “If you +want to make a real voyage you have the +power to choose your craft.”</p> +<p>“Mother always chooses for me,” she +said with a pout. “She doesn’t gag me and +put me in irons and lead me up the gangplank +by brute force, but she dominates me. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_189' name='page_189'></a>189</span> +I start out each morning like a nice, fat, pink +balloon and by evening, though I haven’t +felt any violent pin-pricks, I am nothing but +a little shrunken heap of shriveled rubber. +You know it, Charlotte! You have seen me +bouncing at breakfast and seen me flat at +dinner!”</p> +<p>It was impossible not to laugh at her. +“Don’t be ridiculous!” I expostulated. +“There is nothing between you and happiness +but a little cloud so diaphanous that a +breath of common sense would blow it away. +Now read your magazine and let me write +in my log-book. It is intended to be an informal +report to my chief, of the islands we +are to visit. We shall be at St. Thomas to-morrow +morning and in the four days we +have been journeying from New York the +only topic of conversation in which you +have shown the slightest enthusiasm is +whether you should or should not marry +Marmaduke Hogg!”</p> +<p>“Don’t call him all of it, Charlotte,” and +she shuddered. “Mother is always doing it +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_190' name='page_190'></a>190</span> +and I can’t bear it!” whereupon she flounced +about on her deck-chair and hid her face in +her steamer-rug.</p> +<hr class='tb' /> + +<p>It was a foolish little love-story, that of +Dorothea Valentine. Her mother was a mass +of polite and unnecessary conventions; a +pretty sort of person with a clear profile like +that of a cold, old little bird. Her small, sharp +nose resembled a beak; her eyes were like +two black beads; and her conversation was +a lengthy series of twitterings. Charlotte +Clifford used to tell Miss Winthrop that if +Mrs. Valentine had been a canary, people +would have forever been putting a towel +over her cage to secure silence. She was always +idle, save for a bewildering succession +of reconstruction periods, apparently forestalling +ruins that no one else could have +prophesied. She dieted and reduced her hips; +had violet rays applied to her scalp; had +her wrinkles ironed out by some mysterious +process. If you caught her before ten in the +morning you would find her with crescent-shaped +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_191' name='page_191'></a>191</span> +bits of court-plaster beside her eyes, +in front of her ears, and between her brows. +She was beautifully clothed, shod, gloved, +massaged, manicured, and marcelled. She +lived on the best sides of the streets and +at the proper hotels. She answered notes, +returned calls, and gave wedding presents +punctiliously. She never used the telephone +for invitations, nor had anything but contempt +for abbreviations, carefully writing +out Philadelphia, Pennsylvania, and Minneapolis, +Minnesota, when she addressed her +sisters in those cities. A mass of the most +glaring virtues was Mrs. Reginald Valentine, +impeccable and unassailable, with views on +all subjects as rigid as the laws of the Medes +and Persians. She had ordered her husband’s +life during their ten years of marriage, he +being a gentle and artistic soul, and she had +more or less directed his exercise, amusements, +diet, as well as his political and religious +opinions. She nursed him faithfully +in his last illness, but when he timidly begged +to be cremated instead of buried, she reminded +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_192' name='page_192'></a>192</span> +him that it was a radical, ultra-modern +idea; that the Valentine lot and monument +were very beautiful; that there never +had been any cremations in the family connection; +and that she hoped he would not +break a long-established custom and leave +behind him a positively irreligious request. +Various stories of Mr. Valentine’s docility +had crept into circulation, and it is said that +on this occasion he turned his head meekly +to the wall and sighed: “Very well, Emma! +Do just as you think best; it’s your funeral!”</p> +<p>Just how Dorothea blossomed on this stalk +it is difficult to say. A bright-eyed, sunshiny, +willful baby, she had grown into an unaffected, +attractive, breezy young woman, +outwardly obedient, inwardly mutinous. She +was generally calm in her mother’s presence, +never criticizing her openly, and her merry +heart kept her from being really unhappy +in a relationship that many girls would have +found intolerable. Beaux she had a-plenty +and lovers not a few. As cream or honey to +flies, so was Dorothea Valentine to mankind +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_193' name='page_193'></a>193</span> +in general; but she took them on gayly and +cast them off lightly, little harm being done +on either side by the brief experience.</p> +<p>Of course the suits of some of the suitors +had been hard-pressed by Mrs. Valentine. +“You will go through the woods to find a +crooked stick at last, Dorothea,” she would +say. “You don’t know a desirable <i>parti</i> when +you see one. You must have an extraordinary +opinion of your own charms to think that you +have only to pick and choose. Those charms +will fade, rather prematurely, I fear, and +when your looked-for ideal comes along it +may be that he will not regard you as flawless.”</p> +<p>“I don’t expect him to, mother! I only expect +him to find my own flaws interesting.”</p> +<p>“There is no certainty of that, my dear,”—and +Mrs. Valentine’s tone was touched +with cynicism. “I had an intimate friend +once, Clara Wyman, a very nice girl she was, +who had been in love with my cousin Roger +Benson for years. He seemed much attached +to her and when time went by and nothing +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_194' name='page_194'></a>194</span> +happened, I spoke to him plainly one night +and asked him if he didn’t intend to propose +to her, and if not, what were his reasons. +What do you suppose they were?”</p> +<p>Mrs. Valentine’s tone implied that a +shock was coming.</p> +<p>Dolly sat erect on her mother’s Italian +day-bed as one prepared.</p> +<p>“I’m sure I have no idea—how could I +have?” she asked.</p> +<p>“Roger said that he didn’t like her wiping +her nose through her veil!!”</p> +<p>Dolly flung herself at length on the couch +and buried her face in the cushions, her whole +body shaking convulsively with silent mirth.</p> +<p>“You may laugh, Dorothea, but this incident, +which I have told many times, shows +how fantastic, erratic, despotic, and hypercritical +men generally are. You will come +to your senses some time and realize that +no one is likely to bear with your perversities +more patiently than Arthur Wilde or +Lee Wadsworth, who have both wasted a +winter dangling about you.” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_195' name='page_195'></a>195</span></p> +<p>Dolly raised her head, patted her hair, +and wiped her streaming eyes.</p> +<p>“I realize the dangerous obstacles between +me and the altar as I never did before,”—and +the girl’s voice was full of laughter. +“But I should have to lock Arthur Wilde +in the basement whenever professors came +to dinner. I couldn’t marry Arthur’s vocabulary, +mother,—I couldn’t!”</p> +<p>“He is a wonderful son, and a millionaire; +he has three houses, four motors, and a steam +yacht!”</p> +<p>“Sure, but that don’t ‘enthuse me,’ ‘tremenjous’ +as it sounds! (I am imitating Mr. +Wilde’s style of conversation.) And as for +Lee Wadsworth he is bow-legged!”</p> +<p>“Lee’s reputation is straight at any rate, +and his income all that could be desired,” +responded Mrs. Valentine loftily. “I wish +I could convince you, Dorothea, that there +are no perfect husbands. You are looking +for the impossible! Indeed, I have always +found men singularly imperfect, even as +friends and companions, and in a more intimate +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_196' name='page_196'></a>196</span> +relation they leave still more to be +desired. You dismissed Sir Thomas Scott +because he was too dictatorial, although +you knew he intended to have the family +diamonds reset for you.”</p> +<p>“He’d have had them reset in Sheffield +or Birmingham, but, anyhow, one doesn’t +marry diamonds, mother.”</p> +<p>“One might at least make the effort, Dorothea! +I notice that most of the people who +disdain diamonds generally possess three +garnets, two amethysts, and one Mexican +opal.”</p> +<p>Dolly laughed. “You know I did emulate +the celebrated Mrs. Dombey, mother.”</p> +<p>“I know you made a very brief and feeble +effort to be sensible, and you might have +conquered yourself had it not been for the +sudden appearance of this young Hogg on +your horizon.”</p> +<p>“You shall not call him a young Hogg!” +cried Dolly passionately. “It isn’t fair; I +won’t endure it!”</p> +<p>“I thought that was his name,” remarked +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_197' name='page_197'></a>197</span> +Mrs. Valentine, placidly shifting a wrinkle-plaster +from one place to another. “You +wouldn’t object if I had alluded to young +Benham or young Wadsworth. You show +by your very excitement how disagreeable his +name is to your ears. It isn’t a question of +argument; Marmaduke Hogg is an outrageous, +offensive name; if he had been Charles +or James it would have been more decent. +The ‘Marmaduke’ simply calls attention to +the ‘Hogg.’ If any one had asked to introduce +a person named Hogg to me I should +have declined.”</p> +<p>“I’ve told you a dozen times, mother, +that the Wilmots’ house-party was at breakfast +when I arrived from the night train. +There was a perfect Babel and everybody +was calling him ‘Duke.’ He looked like one, +and nobody said—the other. I didn’t even +hear his last name till evening, and then it +was too late.”</p> +<p>“‘Too late!’ Really, Dorothea, if you +have no sense of propriety you may leave +the room!”—and Mrs. Valentine applied the +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_198' name='page_198'></a>198</span> +smelling-bottle to her birdlike nose as a sign +that her nerves were racked to the limit and +she might at any moment succumb.</p> +<p>“All I know is,” continued Dorothea obstinately, +“that he was the best-looking, +the most interesting, the cleverest, the most +companionable man in the house-party, or +for that matter in the universe. You don’t +ask the last name of Orlando, or Benedick, +or Marcus Aurelius, or Albert of Belgium.”</p> +<p>“It wouldn’t be necessary.” (Here Mrs. +Valentine was quite imperturbable.) “The +Valentines have never been required to associate +with theatrical people or foreigners. In +some ways I dislike the name of Marmaduke +as much as Hogg. It is so bombastic that it +seems somehow like an assumed name, or as +if the creature had been born on the stage. +When coupled with Hogg it loses what little +distinction it might have had by itself. One +almost wishes it had been Marmalade. Marmalade +Hogg suggests a quite nauseating +combination of food, but there is a certain +appropriateness about it.” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_199' name='page_199'></a>199</span></p> +<p>Dorothea’s face was flaming. “You will +never allow Duke to explain himself, mother, +nor hear me through when I attempt to make +things clear to you. You never acknowledge +that you know, but you do know, that Duke’s +people were English a long way back, and +‘Marmaduke’ is an old family name. The +Winthrops will tell you that Duke’s father +and mother were named Forrest and that +they changed it to Hogg to pacify an old +bachelor uncle who wanted to leave Duke six +thousand dollars a year. He had no voice in +the matter; he was only twelve years old.”</p> +<p>“It was a very short-sighted business +proposition, and your Duke must have been +very young for his age,”—and Mrs. Valentine +took another deep sniff of lavender. +“Sixty thousand a year wouldn’t induce me +to be named Hogg, and I shall never consent +to have one in my family!”</p> +<p>Dorothea burst into tears, a most uncommon +occurrence.</p> +<p>“You have dwelt so long on this purely immaterial +objection,” she sobbed, “that you +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_200' name='page_200'></a>200</span> +have finally inoculated me with something of +your own feeling and made me miserable and +ashamed. I dare say, too, I have hurt Duke’s +pride by trying to give him a reason for your +indifferent attitude, yet never having courage +for the real, piffling explanation. I am +mortified at my despicable weakness and I +will overcome it by realizing how unworthy +I am to bear Duke’s honorable, unstained +name, even if it is Hogg. You might as well +give up, mother! If the dearest, best, most +delightful man in the world loves me, I shall +marry him, name and all.”</p> +<p>“I do not regard it as settled,” replied Mrs. +Valentine calmly. “The young man may not +think you so desirable when he learns that +my refusal to accept him as a son-in-law +means that he must take you without any income. +Your dear father must have foreseen +some such tragedy when he left all his money +in my care!”</p> +<p>“Duke will take me without a penny!” +cried Dorothea hotly. “I would stake my life +on that!” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_201' name='page_201'></a>201</span></p> +<p>“Don’t be melodramatic, Dorothea. We +shall see in time. It is just possible that the +young man may not be greedy, and so belie +his name.” This was Mrs. Valentine’s last +shaft as Dorothea walked out of the room +with her chin in the air.</p> +<hr class='tb' /> + +<div class='ra'> +<p><i>S.S. Diana, January 26, 1918</i></p> +</div> + +<p>St. Thomas, and Charlotte Amalia, the little +town for which I was named, looked so +lovely when we landed early this morning +that I felt a positive thrill of pride.</p> +<p>This halfway house of the sea, this gateway +of the Caribbean, as it has been picturesquely +called, seemed, as Dolly and I +climbed the hills and the stone stairways, +to materialize into a birthplace instead of a +vague dream. A year ago, with the <i>Dannebrog</i>, +the scarlet, white-crossed banner of Denmark, +floating over the red Danish fortress on the +water-front, I might have felt an alien, but +the Stars and Stripes made me feel at home +and I could only remember that my father +and mother met and loved each other in this +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_202' name='page_202'></a>202</span> +little Paradise, and that when I was born +there they were the two happiest people under +the sun. If they could have seen their +daughter saluting the American flag so near +the very spot in which she first saw the light, +they would have been comforted, I am sure, +instead of repining that they had both been +taken away when she most needed their love +and protection.</p> +<p>Such a view from Diana’s deck as we crept +into the wonderful harbor! A background of +towering green hills and a dazzling blue of +velvet sky and crystal sea, like that of Algiers, +greeted our enchanted gaze! Like some +of the coast towns of Italy, Charlotte Amalia +is gay with color, and its white, red-roofed +villas nestle among their luxuriant gardens +and tropical foliage, standing out in a perfect +riot of orange and yellow, blue and red.</p> +<p>Never, save in Venice, have I seen such a +gorgeous array of color in a landscape.</p> +<p>Five hours we had in St. Thomas while +the Diana put off hundreds of barrels of +cement; but what with the gayly painted +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_203' name='page_203'></a>203</span> +boats and their dark-skinned crews, the +naked brown boys diving and swimming for +pennies and dimes in the harbor, a walk to +Bluebeard’s Tower and Blackbeard’s Castle, +we were well amused. Particularly so was +Dorothea, who disappeared from my side +for a half-hour while I chatted with the +captain, rejoining me in the tiny palm-bordered +park near the landing.</p> +<p>She was glowing with happiness.</p> +<p>“What do you think, Charlotte?” she +exclaimed. “I have a letter from Duke. Not +written after we sailed, of course, for it +couldn’t have reached me. He bearded +mother in her fortress the morning we left +Washington. She was out, or said she was, +but sent a note saying that I had gone on a +journey and would be absent for a month. +He went directly to the Winthrops for news +and they told him I was with you and that +if he wrote at once by special delivery he +could reach the ship before it left New York +dock. He sent the letter to the captain and +asked him to give it to me at St. Thomas for +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_204' name='page_204'></a>204</span> +a surprise. The captain is such a nice man, +though a good deal of a tease! Mr. Winthrop +was delighted to hear you were not alone. +Poor Miss Winthrop has influenza and they +both wish they had taken this trip. It seems +they are thinking of it just a little.”</p> +<p>“The Winthrops coming on this voyage,” +I exclaimed. “Impossible! They hadn’t an +idea of it.”</p> +<p>“Mightn’t he want to interview the +governor and look at the island?”</p> +<p>“He hasn’t time. I chose this journey +instead of another so that I could interview +the governor and look at the islands myself.”</p> +<p>“Well, I dare say there’s nothing in it. +Duke didn’t speak of it as anything settled, +and he may have misunderstood, his mind +being on me. May I read you the letter—I +mean parts of it?”</p> +<p>“I shouldn’t expect to hear all of it,” I +replied dryly.</p> +<p>“Yet the bits I leave out are the ones +that show him as he is,” she said, looking +off into the grove of palms. “Duke is so +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_205' name='page_205'></a>205</span> +conscientious that until we succeed in melting +mother—that would be a good title for +a story, ‘Melting Mother’!—and until she +sanctions an engagement he won’t let himself +go, even on paper. So I get only a lovely +sort of ‘seepage’ that breaks through in +spite of him!”</p> +<p>“Skip the seepage,” I said unsympathetically, +“and give the news.”</p> +<p>She re-read the first paragraphs to herself +with a good deal of dimpling and with +eyes that suffused with feeling now and then, +and turning the page began to read aloud:</p> +<div class='blockquot'> +<p>Knowing that you were on the high seas far +away from me, though safe with your charming +Miss Clifford (Duke admires you extravagantly, +Charlotte!), I concluded to burn my ships and +have a straightforward talk with your mother, +although you have repeatedly warned me that +this was not the best method of approach and +that only patience would win my cause. I sent +up my card at the New Willard, and doubtless she +would have refused to receive me, but, going from +the office to one of the reception rooms to await +her, I found her seated there with your Philadelphia +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_206' name='page_206'></a>206</span> +aunt and another lady. There had evidently +been confidences, so they scented trouble and took +to their heels when I had been introduced to them +somewhat informally as a friend of Dorothea’s, +my name not being mentioned.</p> +<p>I asked your mother, when we were left alone, +if she had any objection to me other than my uneuphonious +and suggestive surname.</p> +<p>She replied guardedly, no, or at least nothing +in particular, though she might say without conceit +that Dorothea might aspire to anybody, even +the highest.</p> +<p>I cordially agreed, saying that if the male sex +had any eye for beauty, charm or loveliness of +character, Dorothea might marry not only anybody +but everybody.</p> +<p>She said she thought persiflage was out of taste +when the happiness of a mother’s whole life was +in question.</p> +<p>I begged pardon, but said it was necessary for +me to whistle to keep my courage up, for the happiness +of <i>my</i> whole life was in question.</p> +<p>She said that was beside the point and her +daughter’s happiness must also be considered.</p> +<p>I remarked that her daughter, to my infinite +surprise and gratitude, assured me that her happiness +lay in the same direction as my own. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_207' name='page_207'></a>207</span></p> +<p>She vouchsafed the information that Dorothea +was a romantic fool.</p> +<p>I denied it.</p> +<p>She dealt what she considered to be a body-blow +by affirming that your property would not +be in your hands till you were twenty-one.</p> +<p>I replied that I didn’t care if it didn’t reach +you till you were a hundred and twenty-one.</p> +<p>She said, “Don’t be silly,” and asked me if +I had ever thought of changing my name back to +Forrest from Hogg.</p> +<p>I inquired in return if she would mind the loss +of six thousand dollars a year, supposing that I +should take such a step.</p> +<p>She reflected and said that she should, but +she would rather lose it than take the name; and +that we could rub along on Dorothea’s money, +she supposed, if that was my idea of a pleasant +life.</p> +<p>I hastened to say that I would relinquish the +six thousand without a pang, confident that I +could make a living anyway; but that it would be +disloyal to my good old uncle, whose bounty had +given me a college course, two years at Oxford +and three at Harvard Law School. It had also +permitted me to give my services to the United +States Shipping Board without compensation.</p> +<div><span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_208' name='page_208'></a>208</span></div> +<p>She said she thought it was very selfish in a +government to accept a man’s whole time and +give him no remuneration; that the Secretary of +the Treasury had only to say to the banks, “Let +there be money,” and there was money. There +would be plenty for everybody if only the engravers +and laborers at the Mint would not +strike.</p> +<p>I reminded her that men were remunerated +sufficiently in being allowed to serve their country +in time of war.</p> +<p>She returned that she thought that point of +view foolish and fantastic, but if she found, after +a year, that her daughter’s peace of mind was +threatened, would I then change my name and +live on Dorothea’s income until I could establish +myself in the practice of the law? She said that +I must acknowledge that this was a ridiculously +generous proposition and one that neither my +talents nor my station in life merited.</p> +<p>I replied that the proposition meant to me that +I should simply be selling myself and buying her +daughter, and that I declined to accept it.</p> +</div> +<p>(“Oh, Charlotte!” the girl interrupted +with a catch in her throat, “don’t you think +that was splendid and clever, too?”) +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_209' name='page_209'></a>209</span></p> +<div class='blockquot'> +<p>Your mother said that she wished to take the +matter into consideration during your absence +[so the letter ran on], and just as we were rising +the Philadelphia aunt came in from one door and +General X, Senator Y, and Lord Z from another.</p> +<p>They are at the moment three of the most significant +figures in the moving picture of Washington +society, and all women pursue them. They +beamed at me as if they had been commandeered +for that special purpose, and Senator Y said +jovially: “How are you, Duke? Glad to see you. +Are you free to dine with us?”</p> +<p>I hastily turned to your mother, saying: “I +was just going to ask you and your sister if you +would dine with me.”</p> +<p>Lord Z, who was at Balliol with me, you remember, +said: “Then perhaps you will allow us +to come to your table for coffee, Hogg?” Your +mother gazed at him, astounded that his noble +tongue could utter the name. Then she actually +and gracefully “fell” for the dinner, lured by +the bait of the post-prandial coffee with the distinguished +trio, and the Philadelphia aunt kept +things going serenely. She is a delightful person +and will be a perfect companion for your mother +when—you know when—when she needs one—and +I no longer do!</p> +</div> +<div><span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_210' name='page_210'></a>210</span></div> +<p>(“There never was a man who said things +like Duke!” interpolated Dolly ecstatically.)</p> +<div class='blockquot'> +<p>All would have gone swimmingly to the end +had not a page suddenly entered the room bawling: +“<i>Mr. Hogg wanted at the telephone: Mr. Hogg? +Telephone message for Mr. HOGG!</i>”</p> +<p>Only capitals can give an idea of the volume of +voice. My ear-drum, grown painfully sensitive +since I met your mother, echoed and reëchoed +with the tone as I threaded my way through the +crowded room, followed by every eye, while I +imagined people saying: “I wonder if he’s called +to the stockyard?” (It is queer, but I never felt +this way in Oxford, for they still remember Hogg, +the Scottish poet, and I hung myself to his revered +coat-tails.)</p> +<p>The telephone message was from my secretary, +and healed my wounded vanity, for it came +from the British Embassy conveying the thanks +of the Foreign Office for Mr. Hogg’s friendly +and helpful action in conducting negotiations for +the chartering of ex-enemy ships lying in South +American ports.</p> +</div> +<p>(“You see what he is!” exclaimed Dolly, +looking up from the letter with eyes full of +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_211' name='page_211'></a>211</span> +unshed tears! “Of course he has five or six +superiors in office but I suppose really that +Duke’s extraordinary talent keeps that +whole shipping board going! You mark my +words, Charlotte, when Duke gives up his +position and goes to Plattsburg there’ll be +an absolute slump in that office! But just +hear what follows; it is so discouraging!”)</p> +<div class='blockquot'> +<p>But when, glowing with the delight that always +comes to me when I have any little tribute to lay +with my love at your charming number-three +feet, when I returned to my table your mother +had gone to her room and the Philadelphia aunt +remained to explain that she had been taken suddenly +ill.</p> +<p>“It will all come right, Mr.—my dear boy!” +she said. “My sister has one weakness, an abnormal +sensitiveness to public opinion. She thinks +constantly what people will say of this, that, or +the other trifling thing, and in that way perpetually +loses sight of the realities of life. There is a +great deal of good in her that you have never seen +because for the moment she is absolutely obsessed +by her objection to your name and her conviction +that Dorothea might and should marry a +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_212' name='page_212'></a>212</span> +title. My sister married Reginald Valentine more +for the effect on her future visiting-card than anything +else, but Dorothea’s father bequeathed his +good looks, his sunny disposition, his charm, and +his generous nature to his daughter. You have +chosen wisely, my dear Mr.—boy, but not more +wisely, to my mind, than Dorothea has!”</p> +<p>So it ended, but I somehow hope that I may +have converted your mother from an enemy alien +to an armed neutral!</p> +</div> +<p>“There is nothing more of—of—general +interest,” said Dolly tearfully, as she slipped +the letter in the envelope. “Aunt Maggie is a +trump. Oh, Charlotte! if only you had ever +had a love-problem like mine and could +advise me! Duke always wondered that you +never married.”</p> +<p>(Dorothea ought to be cuffed for impertinence, +but she is too unconscious and too +pretty and lovable for corporal punishment.)</p> +<p>“Perhaps there may still be hope even at +thirty!” I said stiffly.</p> +<p>“Oh, I didn’t mean that! You might +have anybody by lifting your finger! We +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_213' name='page_213'></a>213</span> +only wonder you’ve never lifted it! But you +could be happy only with a very learned +and prominent man, you are so clever!”</p> +<p>“I’m clever enough to prefer love to +learning, if I have to choose, Dolly, my +dear.”</p> +<p>“I’m so sorry you didn’t get a letter, +Charlotte,” said the girl, snuggling sympathetically +to my side on the bench.</p> +<p>This was more than flesh and blood or +angel could bear!</p> +<p>I kissed her, and, shaking her off my +shoulder vigorously, I said, as I straightened +my hat: “As a matter of fact, Miss +Valentine, I have had a letter every day since +we left New York; a letter delivered before +breakfast by the steward. You have had but +one, yet you are twenty and I am thirty!”</p> +<p>“<i>Charlotte!</i>”</p> +<p>“Don’t add to your impudence by being +too astonished, darling,” I continued. +“Come! let’s go and pick bananas and pineapples +and tamarinds and shaddocks and +star-apples and sapodillas!” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_214' name='page_214'></a>214</span></p> +<p>“I won’t budge a step till you tell me all +about it!”</p> +<p>“Then you’ll grow to this green bench +and have to be cut away by your faithful +Marmaduke!”</p> +<p>“Is it a secret?”</p> +<p>“It doesn’t exist at all for you. You are +not of age, Dolly.”</p> +<p>“I’m old enough to know the things one +can learn by heart!” was Dolly’s comment.</p> +<p>When the Diana was leaving St. Thomas +at sunset and we were well on our way to +St. Croix, Dolly made a half confidence.</p> +<p>“You are not my chaperon, Charlotte, +because in my hour of need I simply fastened +myself to you like a limpet, or an albatross, +or a barnacle, or any other form of nautical +vampire that you prefer. Still, I might as +well confess that I cabled to Duke, or wirelessed, +or did something awfully expensive +of that sort at St. Thomas while you were +having that interminable talk with the +captain, who, by the way, is married and +devoted to his wife, they say.” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_215' name='page_215'></a>215</span></p> +<p>“That was foolish and extravagant, my +child,” I answered. “I don’t know what you +said, but I have the most absolute confidence +in your indiscretion. I hope you remembered +that all messages are censored in war-time?”</p> +<p>“I did, indeed,” she sighed. “I was never +so hampered and handicapped in my life, +but I think I have outwitted the censors. I +wish I were as sure about—mother!”</p> +<hr class='tb' /> + +<div class='ra'> +<p><i>S.S. Diana, January</i> 26</p> +</div> + +<p>St. Croix was delightful, with a motor-ride +across the island from Frederikstad to +Christianstad, where we lunched.</p> +<p>Dolly’s mind is not in a state especially +favorable for instruction, but I took a guidebook, +and, sitting under a wonderful tamarind +tree, read her Alexander Hamilton’s +well-known letter describing a West Indian +hurricane, written from St. Croix in 1772.</p> +<p>We were with a party of Canadian acquaintances +made on shipboard and greatly +interested in our first visits to sugar plantations. +Vast cane-fields of waving green +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_216' name='page_216'></a>216</span> +stretched mile after mile on the right and +on the left, making it seem incredible that +a Food Commissioner need beg the sweet +tooth to deny itself in the midst of such +riotous plenty.</p> +<p>There was a dazzling glare from the +white buildings of the town and the coral +roads, but the moment we reached the outlying +country all was verdant and restful. +The beautiful hard roads ran like white +ribbons over velvet hills and through rich +valleys; tall windmills, belonging to the +earlier days of sugar-making, rose picturesquely +from the magnificent palms and +other shade-trees; there were brilliant flowers +and blossoming vines breaking through +hedges here and there, and acres of pineapples +and orange groves. Truly, our Canadian +companions might wish us luck in our +new possessions!</p> +<hr class='tb' /> + +<div class='ra'> +<p><i>Later in the day</i></p> +</div> + +<p>We have left the Virgin Islands now and +at dawn we neared St. Kitts, of the Leeward +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_217' name='page_217'></a>217</span> +group, anchoring a half-mile away from the +landing and putting passengers ashore in +the small boats that ranged themselves +near the steamer. There was a very bedlam +of chatter, argument, and recrimination +among the black boatmen, mounting at +times to furious invective in a patois we +failed wholly to understand, for though the +majority of the natives speak English on +all the islands, whether Dutch, French, or +British, they use a language of their own +vintage on these undress occasions. I could +see Dolly’s bright head and laughing eyes +peeping through her porthole, nodding good-morning +to me as I viewed the scene from +my own little stateroom opposite hers.</p> +<p>The St. Kitts boatmaster was a superb +personage in white linen uniform and cap. +He stood at the top of the steps lowered +from our steamer to the ocean, and from +that serene height of power commanded +his clamorous and refractory legions.</p> +<p>It was his voice that called me irresistibly +from my berth and kept my ears, as +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_218' name='page_218'></a>218</span> +well as my eyes, glued to the porthole of my +cabin. It was a deep, rich barytone, as full +of color as his own native skies and sea. +The white cap set off his dark skin, and a +pair of eyes that shot lightnings of authority +gleamed from under his vizor. He ought to +have been singing the “Pagliacci” prologue +at the Metropolitan Opera House, but instead +he was calling resonantly (his private +megaphone seemed to be located in his own +throat): “<i>Don’t crowd, Edward.... Push +in, Victoria.... Get away, George.... Come +nearer, come nearer, Mary.... Show your +number, Albert, or meet me in court to-morrow +at eleven!</i>”</p> +<p>As a matter of fact, these were the names +painted on the boats crowding and jamming +their way to the most favorable places for +securing passengers or freight; but the +quality of his voice made it seem as if, in +calling Victoria, Edward, George, Mary, and +Albert, he were summoning a corporeal +bevy of kings and queens to do his instant +bidding. The excitement reached its climax +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_219' name='page_219'></a>219</span> +when an aged bishop descended the stairway, +which was under some circumstances as perilous +as a ladder. The bishop’s quaint hat +and gown and hood of various colors made +him seem like a benign figure in comic opera; +and perhaps because of his dignity or his +multiplicity of luggage, all the boats ardently +desired him as a passenger. Two green boxes, +carrying much information painted in white +on the sides, gave us all details of his rank, +ancestry, and place of residence. These +were projected down the stairway and then +followed an imposing procession of servitors +bearing potted plants, packages done up in +linen cloth, baskets of eggs, limes, lemons, +grapefruit, a canary in a cage, some white +mice, and a Persian cat; the last three, it is +needless to say, being in separate crates.</p> +<p>Majestic being, that St. Kitts boatmaster; +never more impressive than when he successfully +landed a bishop of the isles! Dolly +and I recalled the “Admirable Crichton” +in Barrie’s whimsical play, who, as butler +in a titled English family, was wrecked with +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_220' name='page_220'></a>220</span> +the entire household on a desert island. It +needed only the emergencies of twenty-four +hours to establish him as the dominant intellectual +force and the practical governor +of the sadly inefficient earls, countesses, +ladies, and honorables; and before long he +assumed the authority properly belonging +to him. That the earl’s daughter finally fell +in love with him seemed not so much dramatic +license as a tribute to his obvious superiority. +In London the lady would have been +criticized as marrying beneath her; on the +desert island it actually appeared as if she +were doing particularly well for herself; +indeed, Dolly confessed that though she +would prefer marrying Marmaduke Hogg +she would rather be wrecked in the company +of the St. Kitts boatmaster.</p> +<hr class='tb' /> + +<div class='ra'> +<p><i>S.S. Diana, Sunday, January 27</i></p> +</div> + +<p>After breakfast, on our way to anchor at +Antigua for the night, we saw in the distance +the towering cone of Nevis, the “Gorgeous +Isle” of Alexander Hamilton’s birth +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_221' name='page_221'></a>221</span> +and the famous scene of Lord Nelson’s +marriage. It has fallen from its proud estate +of former years into poverty and neglect, +but it is still marvelously beautiful to the +eye. We sat on deck reading, or at least +glancing drowsily over the pages of our +books to the sapphire sea and the emerald +forests of the island shores with a never-ceasing +delight. There were three Roman +Catholic priests on board, also four Protestant +missionaries, one of them with a wife +and a family of charming children—Samuel, +Naomi, Esther, Daniel. Piously they were +named and never once did they bring contempt +on the Holy Scriptures! From below +in a far end of the boat we could hear echoes +of gospel hymns in some little cabin where +a Sunday-morning service was being held.</p> +<p>Dorothea gave a deep sigh.</p> +<p>“It is all so peaceful, Charlotte! One day +just like another and all beautiful and tranquil. +We haven’t seen anybody hurry since +we left New York. Do you remember Rudyard +Kipling saying, when he came back +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_222' name='page_222'></a>222</span> +there after a long absence, that he was afraid +to step slowly lest the man behind him +should walk up his back? Nobody ever +seems nervous in these islands. The natives +can be ragged and hungry without being +much concerned. Work never appears to be +a delight to them for its own sake, but only +as a means to get food. I feel slip—slip—slipping +into a heavenly state of coma. Does +anything ever stir the tropics except hurricanes +and earthquakes, I wonder? How can +women fight for suffrage in this climate? +How can a man be awakened to great ambitions?”</p> +<p>“Alexander Hamilton was born on Nevis +and passed all his boyhood and youthful +days on what is now our own St. Croix,” I +said.</p> +<p>“Yes, but he wasn’t Washington’s aide-de-camp +nor secretary of the treasury in the +tropics!”</p> +<p>“True; nevertheless, when he was Nicholas +Cruger’s bookkeeper at the age of +twelve he wrote to an American friend: ‘I +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_223' name='page_223'></a>223</span> +contemn the groveling condition of a clerk +to which my fortunes condemn me, and I +would willingly risk my life, though not +my character, to exalt my station.... My +youth excludes me from any hope of immediate +preferment, but I mean to prepare the +way for futurity.’ You see the yeast was +stirring, even in the tropics, Dolly!”</p> +<p>“Well, I feel no yeast stirring in me,” she +said languidly. “All the morning I have been +trying to recapture a certain ‘Ode to a Cow’ +written by a man of action in a country hotel +where mother and I were sojourning last +summer. I could have echoed it when I first +regarded the inhabitants of these islands, +and now anybody might say it of me, for I +grow more and more cow-like with every +passing day. It runs this way:</p> +<table summary='poetry' style='margin:0 auto'><tr><td> +<br /> +<p style='text-align: center;'>“‘ODE TO A CUD-CHEWING COW</p> +<br /> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>“‘Why, Cow, art thou so satisfied,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>So well content with all things here below,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>So meek, so lazy, and so awful slow?</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>Dost thou not know that men’s affairs are mixed?</p> +<div><span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_224' name='page_224'></a>224</span></div> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>That grievously the world needs to be fixed?</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>That nothing we can do has any worth?</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>That life is care and trouble and untowardness?</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>Prit, Cow! This is no time for idleness!</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>The cud thou chewest is not what it seems.</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>Get up and moo! Tear round and quit thy dreams!’”</p> +</td></tr></table> + +<p>By this time Dorothea was asleep. Her +book slid to the floor, I shaded her face with +my green umbrella, pulled down her muslin +frock over her pretty ankles, and gave myself +up to vagrant thoughts of her probable +future.</p> +<p>Sunday on shipboard is a good day for +reflections and heart-searchings. My own +problem, after all, is not so baffling as Dolly’s. +She is as loyal as a charming and sensible +girl can be to a mother like Mrs. Valentine, +whose soul, if the truth were told, is about +the size of a mustard-seed. A frivolous, useless, +bird-minded woman is Dolly’s mother; +a woman pecking at life as a canary pecks +at its cuttlefish, simply to sharpen its bill. +How the girl can respect her I cannot +imagine! I suppose flesh calls to flesh and +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_225' name='page_225'></a>225</span> +she loves her without too much analysis, +but they seem to have come to the parting +of the ways. It is Dolly’s highest self that is +in love with Marmaduke Hogg, and I don’t +believe she will sacrifice it to a maternal +whim and call it filial obedience. Perhaps +the absence that makes the heart grow +fonder is working like a philter in this +journey planned by Mrs. Valentine with a +far different purpose.</p> +<p>“Let her go with you, Charlotte,” she +begged me with tears in her eyes. “I must +get her away from this attractive but undesirable +young man! That absurd uncle +who didn’t want his name to die out must +have been a lunatic or an imbecile. Why +shouldn’t such a vulgar name become extinct? +And to think that my exquisite +Dorothea—whose figure and eyelashes +have been remarked by royalty—to think +that she should be expected to graft herself +on to that family tree of all others! To think +that she may take that name herself and, for +aught we know, add half a dozen more to +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_226' name='page_226'></a>226</span> +the list; all boys, probably, who would marry +in course of time and produce others, piling +Hoggs on Hoggs, as it were! It is like one of +those horrible endless chains that are condemned +by the government!”</p> +<p>I gave way to peals of laughter at this +impassioned speech, evidently annoying +Mrs. Valentine, who expected sympathy. +I tried to placate her with reference to the +poet of the name which had none but delightful +associations in Scotland.</p> +<p>“Then if they choose to defy me and +marry each other, let them go and live in +Scotland!” she snapped.</p> +<p>“Would you have minded Dolly’s marrying +Lord Bacon?” I asked.</p> +<p>This gave her food for thought.</p> +<p>“No,” she said reflectively, “for, of +course, he was a lord, which is something.”</p> +<p>“But how about the associations?”</p> +<p>“I can’t explain, but somehow they are +not as repulsive to me,” she insisted. “I +always think of bacon cooked, not raw, and—the +other is alive!” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_227' name='page_227'></a>227</span></p> +<p>As for my own difficulty, it is, after all, +a conventional one. I cannot bear the idea +of marrying my employer; a man known +by sight and reputation to everybody in +Washington, while I am a relatively unknown +person without fortune, kith, or kin. +The thought brings to mind sensational +headlines in cheap newspapers regarding the +wedding of some aged millionaire with his +youthful stenographer, and the consequent +alarms of his household; or the alliance of +some scion of a wealthy house with a trained +nurse of obscure lineage and vaulting ambition. +I am all alone in the world, and +though my father, who died when he was +only five and twenty, left me but the barest +support, I have gloried in my independence +and rejoiced in my modest successes.</p> +<p>My people on both sides were of good +stock. Even the Winthrops could climb my +family tree and find no bad fruit on it, +but the world will say: “What a splendid +match for Charlotte Clifford.” ... “I wonder +how Ellen Winthrop will take it?” ... +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_228' name='page_228'></a>228</span> +“I shouldn’t have thought Clive Winthrop +would marry his secretary, somehow, though +there’s nothing against her; but he could +look higher!”</p> +<p>The world would be quite right. It is a +splendid marriage for Charlotte Clifford, +and Clive Winthrop could look higher. He +is my superior and that is the reason I love +him. That he loves me proves that there is +something in me that will rise to his level. +All the same, I wrote him when I came away +that I could never cross the bridge between +us (there is a bridge, although he does not +see it) until I was no longer his secretary +and until I was sure his sister would welcome +me into the household that has been so +harmonious and delightful to every human +being that has ever crossed its threshold. +Nobody could equal Ellen Winthrop as a +hostess, with her fine, spirited face, lovely +even at seventy; her gift of repartee, her +stately manner, her simple, trailing dress, +always of black or gray, and always reaching +the floor, when most of the feminine world +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_229' name='page_229'></a>229</span> +looks, in its best clothes, as if mounted on +stilts, with a skimpy, semi-detached tail +wriggling its silly length behind! I could +never scale the heights on which the splendid +Ellen perpetually dwells, but I could sit at +the foot of them and admire with all my +heart, and perhaps that attitude, if fully +understood, might win her affection.</p> +<hr class='tb' /> + +<div class='ra'> +<p><i>S.S. Diana, January 28, 1918</i></p> +</div> + +<p>At Antigua we anchored and took a steam +launch to see the town, where we visited a +very fine sugar-cane factory, watching the +whole process from the cane-field to the +market.</p> +<p>We did not land at Guadeloupe, the hour +not being favorable and the stay being too +brief to compensate for the effort involved. +But this morning at eight we approached +Dominica, the largest of the Leeward group, +the loftiest of the Lesser Antilles, and the +loveliest—if one could or ought to make +comparison—the loveliest of the West +Indian Isles. The guidebook calls it “The +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_230' name='page_230'></a>230</span> +Caribbean Wonderland,” and Dolly and +I were not disposed to quarrel with the +phrase, after hanging over the deck-rail +for an hour before breakfast and marveling +at the beauty of the view. Mountains shimmered +in the distance like visions seen in +dreams, mountains like towering emeralds +springing from a sapphire sea! We passed +tiny hamlets, half-hidden in lime orchards, +and cocoa-groves with yellow patches of +cane gleaming here and there against a +background of forest. As we drew nearer +we could see white torrents dashing tempestuously +down through green valleys, for +Dominica has a too plenteous water-supply, +since in some districts three hundred inches +a year is the average rainfall. It rained seven +times in the three hours that we passed on +shore, but the showers were gentle ones, and +we found generous shelter in the wonderful +Botanical Garden, where we spent most of +our time.</p> +<p>Nature is sometimes a kindly mother; +often she wears a tragic mask, and now and +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_231' name='page_231'></a>231</span> +then she indulges in melodrama; but I never +conceived the possibility of her having a +sense of humor until we witnessed her freakish +mood in the Dominica garden. There +were the usual varieties of magnificent palms +and brilliant flowering shrubs; but the joy +of joys was the Sausage-Tree, around which +we walked in helpless mirth at the incredible +veracity of the imitation. It reached a goodly +height, and had a splendid girth and circumference +of shade; but no factory in +Bologna or Frankfort, or any other possible +birthplace of the real article, could rival +this amazing, this funny, tree in fertility. +Its product was just a trifle large, save for +the omnivorous lover of sausage; but in +other respects it was a faithful copy of the +original—unless, indeed, the first sausage-maker +borrowed the idea from the tree, instead +of the other way about. These vegetable +sausages hung in hundreds of strings +and festoons and clusters from the topmost +to the lowest branches. Because of the way +they hung, the way they were strung, their +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_232' name='page_232'></a>232</span> +shape and color, and the very manner in +which the skin was neatly drawn over each +one and fastened, no one possessing a sense +of the ridiculous but would sit down under +the tree and laugh at the joke. Oddly enough +we could find no pictorial postcard of this +phenomenon to bring home for the enlivening +of winter evenings, though we bought a +capital one of the Cannon-Ball Tree, just as +unique in its way but not so absurd.</p> +<p>Dorothea was enchanted with Dominica, +and kept exclaiming every few minutes: +“Oh, if only Great Britain would sell us +this island! I think I’d choose to live in +Dominica, because if I had a sausage-tree +in my garden I should laugh every day, and +the children wouldn’t need any playthings.”</p> +<hr class='tb' /> + +<div class='ra'> +<p><i> S.S. Diana, February 1, 1918</i></p> +</div> + +<p>We have had a glimpse of France through +a day at Martinique. The principal feature +of our visit was a wild motor-drive up an +eighteen-hundred-foot mountain. It was a +steady climb from glory to glory, with tropical +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_233' name='page_233'></a>233</span> +forests on every side. Our method of +progress was not quite serene, for there was +not a sufficient number of cars to satisfy the +demand.</p> +<p>After a long wait Dolly and I took a +small mongrel sort of motor that had been +refused by all the Diana’s passengers. The +Creole driver, handsome, debonair, persuasive, +and fluent, though unintelligible, assured +us that he had ascended and descended +the mountain hundreds of times, a fact only +too obvious to one who examined his means +of transportation. None of the tires matched, +and two of them looked like wounded +soldiers just home from the front, displaying +patches of adhesive plaster and bandages +of cotton and woolen rags of every +color, with an occasional inset of an alien +material into the rubber. One could catch +a glimpse of a tin tomato-can neatly introduced +in the place of some vital bit of +machinery; a Waterbury alarm-clock figured +in an unexpected position, apparently adding +its power to the engine; and there were +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_234' name='page_234'></a>234</span> +stout ropes, here and there, which I never +observed before in the rigging of any motor.</p> +<p>I hesitated to enter, for the future, though +not absolutely certain, looked full of hope +and promise; but Dolly was firm and reckless. +I am ten years her senior, but still +young to be called a “’fraid cat” with impunity; +so I finally mounted the vehicle. +The driver gave a gay, insouciant tap to a +front tire, as much as to say: “Courage, +mon enfant! C’est la dernière fois!”—then +flung himself into his seat, and, blowing a +horn, started his base-hospital up the mountain +at a breakneck pace. The motor’s own +horn was out of commission, but there was a +substitute by the driver’s side. It was easy +for him to blow it because he had no particular +use for either of his hands, his steering +being left largely to chance. Repeated expostulations +in boarding-school French only +elicited a reply that sounded like: “Soyez +tranquilles, mesdames. You speak American? +Bien! Leezy est parfaitement docile!”</p> +<p>This conveyed no idea to me, although +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_235' name='page_235'></a>235</span> +his broad grin convinced me that in his +own opinion it was a subtle witticism. At +length, however, it burst upon Dolly, who +went off into irrepressible gales of laughter.</p> +<p>“You have lived so continuously in a +rarefied Winthrop atmosphere, Charlotte, +that you haven’t any modern vocabulary. +He is telling you the pet name of his car, to +give you confidence. Nobody ever dies in a +tin ‘Lizzie.’ Not only is the machine indestructible, +but the people that ride in it. +Isn’t the driver a witty, reckless darling?”</p> +<p>He was, indeed; and, incredible as it may +seem, Lizzie ascended and descended the +mountain in safety—though only because +a kind Providence watched over us. Then, +when we had paid the reckless, danger-proof +darling twice the sum he should have demanded, +we sat on a bench in the Savanna, +where we could be quietly grateful that we +were alive and watch the coming and going +of the Fort-de-France townspeople, so unmistakably +French, with the bright costumes +of the women, the pose of their turbans or +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_236' name='page_236'></a>236</span> +hats, their sparkle and chatter and vivacious +gestures.</p> +<p>Here in the Savanna travelers always +gather to look at the marble statue of the +Empress Josephine, which is called the +greatest work of art in the West Indies. +That is not fatuous praise, perhaps, but the +figure needed the hand of no master sculptor +to hold the eye and captivate the imagination. +It is mounted on a huge pedestal +and is of heroic size, the white glitter of its +marble enhanced by its truly magnificent +setting, a circle of towering royal palms. +There she stands, the lovely Creole woman +of Martinique, forever looking at “Trois +Islets,” as if she were remembering her +birth in an overseer’s shack and her girlhood +passed in a sugar-mill. Straightway the +crowds of native men and women chaffering +in the market-place, the mothers holding +up their crowing babies to the statue, the +nursemaids and groups of playing children, +all vanished, and we re-lived in spirit poor +Josephine’s past, thrilling anew at the remembrance +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_237' name='page_237'></a>237</span> +of her romance, her triumph, +and her bitter sorrow—the Creole girl who +crossed the sea to become Empress of France +and share a throne with Napoleon, but who +sailed back to her island home a brokenhearted +woman.</p> +<p>Good-bye, Martinique, land of Josephine; +and land of St. Pierre, the scene of one +of the greatest tragedies of modern times, +when the fury of Mont Pelée engulfed the +growth of centuries and buried forty thousand +human creatures in its scalding lava. +St. Lucia, of the Windward group, to-morrow, +and then Barbados, from whence the +Diana goes on to Demerara and returns +a week or so later, so that we are able to +rejoin her, taking up our former comfortable +cabins and our much-liked captain.</p> +<hr class='tb' /> + +<div class='ra'> +<p style=' margin-right:4em;'><i>S.S. Diana</i></p> +<p><i>Between Barbados and New York</i></p> +<p style=' margin-right:4em;'><i>February</i> 11</p> +</div> + +<p>Here we are again on our homeward trip, +making fewer landings and briefer stops, +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_238' name='page_238'></a>238</span> +principally to take on passengers and thousands +of barrels of limes.</p> +<p>Barbados, with its charming hotel at +Hastings, was an unalloyed delight; and +Dorothea, who had determined to live in +each of the islands as it came along, would +finally have transferred her allegiance for +good and all had it not seemed more loyal +for an American to choose one of our own +possessions and “grow up with the country.” +We found ourselves in the midst of pleasant, +even distinguished, society—British officials, +ex-governors, and judge-advocates of +the various islands, English and Canadian +soldiers on sick-leave, and officers commanding +the U-boat chasers in near-by waters. +Dorothea danced nightly and held court +daily on the broad piazzas, reminding me +of Rudyard Kipling’s fascinating heroine +in an Indian army post, who, whenever she +appeared, caused the horizon to become +black with majors. Her head and heart remained +true to the absent Marmaduke—I +am not so sure about her dancing feet! +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_239' name='page_239'></a>239</span></p> +<p>Now that that experience is over, with +the many others, we are at sea and quiet +again, with one tranquil day just like the +other.</p> +<p>“What a honeymoon journey it would +make, Charlotte!” said Dolly one moonlight +evening on deck. “It is so difficult to +grow in knowledge of people in New York +or Washington. One doesn’t even know +one’s self.”</p> +<p>“All journeys must be good for honeymooners, +don’t you think?”</p> +<p>“Yes, in a way; but some places are +created for lovers and newlyweds, who are, +after all, only explorers, Charlotte, forever +discovering new lands and annexing new +territories.”</p> +<p>“Yes; and sometimes falling into the +hands of savages and cannibals, I suppose.”</p> +<p>“Yes; that must be terrible—the awakening +to find that one has been mistaken in +a man!” sighed Dolly.</p> +<p>“I dare say we ought to worry lest men be +mistaken in us; it might happen, you know.” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_240' name='page_240'></a>240</span></p> +<p>“Your mind is so logical, Charlotte! +However, this voyage wouldn’t have to be +idealized to meet the needs of honeymooners. +In a Vermont village where I sometimes stay +I remember a girl who had to be married +on Sunday because she could not give up +her position as telegraph-operator till Saturday +night. That was dull enough in all conscience, +but she was married in her high-school +graduating dress, and went to her +grandmother’s house, ten miles away, for +her wedding-journey. I think it required +considerable inward felicity to exalt that +situation!”</p> +<p>I sat upright in my steamer chair. “Dorothea,” +I said sharply, “you have been +manufacturing conversation for the last five +minutes—just killing time for fear that I +should ask you questions. Is there anything +on your mind? You have been absentminded +and nervous for days.”</p> +<p>“Your imagination is working overtime, +Charlotte,” she answered. “We are nearing +home, that is all; and life presses closer.” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_241' name='page_241'></a>241</span></p> +<p>I could not gainsay her, for every mile +of ocean crossed makes my heart beat +faster. I seem to be living just now in a +sort of pause between my different lives. +There is the heaven of my childhood in +the vague background; then the building of +my “career,” if so modest a thing can be +called by so shining a name; then the steady, +half-conscious growth of a love that illumines +my labors, yet makes them difficult +and perplexing; and now there is a sense of +suspended activity, of waiting, with a glimmering +air-castle rising like an iridescent +bubble out of the hazy future. Sometimes +there are two welcoming faces at a window +and sometimes the indistinct figure of a +woman stretching out a forbidding hand, +my chief’s sister, who may not want a third +person in the family!</p> +<hr class='tb' /> + +<div class='ra'> +<p><i>S.S. Diana, February 13, 1918</i></p> +</div> + +<p>Dolly went on the bridge this afternoon +and stayed a half-hour with the captain, +giving no reason save that she liked to talk +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_242' name='page_242'></a>242</span> +with him, which seemed plausible, but did +not satisfy me. At bedtime I discovered her +unpacking and laying out in her upper berth +a dazzling toilet for our landing at St. +Thomas to-morrow. She blushed when I +looked in upon her.</p> +<p>“Do dress ‘up to me,’ Charlotte,” she +coaxed. “I don’t want to be conspicuous. +Wear your gray georgette and the broad hat +with the roses.”</p> +<p>“Why this sudden display of vanity and +good clothes?”</p> +<p>“Hasn’t your letter of introduction to +Governor Oliver brought us an invitation +to luncheon at Government House?”</p> +<p>“Yes; but I don’t suppose it is a banquet.”</p> +<p>“Charlotte, I must confide in you.”</p> +<p>“I should think it was about time.”</p> +<p>“What do you mean?”</p> +<p>“I have known for days that you were +concealing something.”</p> +<p>“I didn’t want to be secretive, but I +thought it was only fair to you to keep my +own counsel. Now you can report to mother +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_243' name='page_243'></a>243</span> +that you knew nothing, and that therefore +you couldn’t interfere.”</p> +<p>“But what have you done? You can’t +be secretly married—with your chosen +man in Washington and you on the vasty +deep.”</p> +<p>“No; but I’m next door to it.”</p> +<p>“What do you mean by ‘next door’? +Have you a groom and a minister waiting +on the New York dock?”</p> +<p>“No; mother will be there, but I fear +she won’t bring a minister. I’m so glad +you imagined something far, far worse +than I ever intended. It shows that you +are more audacious than I—though nobody +would believe it.”</p> +<p>“I don’t like your tone; but go on.”</p> +<p>“I’ve been communicating rather frequently +with Duke.”</p> +<p>“So I fancied, from your changing money +at every stop and doing continual sums on +paper.”</p> +<p>“It has made me a pauper—this telegraphing +in war-time. The messages go +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_244' name='page_244'></a>244</span> +by Jamaica or Porto Rico or Trinidad or +Bermuda and lots of other islands, and I +think some of the messages must be personally +conducted straight to New York by +powerful swimmers, judging by the cost.”</p> +<p>“Go on. Don’t temporize.”</p> +<p>“I needn’t repeat all of them, and in +fact I haven’t copies. Duke, after he had +my first telegram from St. Thomas, wired +back to St. Croix, ‘<i>You are willing to take +my name. Why, after all, shouldn’t I refuse +your sacrifice and make one of my own by +taking yours?</i>’ Wasn’t that noble?”</p> +<p>“It would have softened the heart of a +suffragette or a feminist. What did you +reply?”</p> +<p>“I said: ‘<i>Never in the world!</i>’”</p> +<p>“‘Never’ would have been enough. You +wasted three words at a dollar or so apiece.”</p> +<p>“I wanted to be strong. I said: ‘<i>Never in +the world! I am not going to have you criticized +and nagged and made unhappy, as if your +name were a crime!</i>’ Then he wired: ‘<i>But it +would remove objections, and cost only six +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_245' name='page_245'></a>245</span> +thousand a year.</i>’ I had to wait two whole +days and nights before I could cable: ‘<i>Objector +will surely meet me in New York. She +will probably forgive if we are both firm. My +mind is made up. I would rather be a you-know-what +than remain a Valentine.</i>’”</p> +<p>“That was strong enough.”</p> +<p>“I meant it to be. He has been scurrilously +treated, and somebody must stand by him. +Now, to-morrow, February 14th, is his +birthday. I remember it because we met +on St. Valentine’s day, and it wasn’t many +hours afterward that I guessed how he felt +about me.”</p> +<p>“Dorothea! Do you mean to tell me that +a man spoke to you of his feelings within +twenty-four hours of the time you met?”</p> +<p>“No, I do not.”</p> +<p>“You certainly intimated as much. If it +wasn’t many hours after you met on the +14th it must have been on the 15th.”</p> +<p>“No, you are wrong, Charlotte. It was +the evening of the same day. We met in the +early morning.” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_246' name='page_246'></a>246</span></p> +<p>“It sounds like a children’s party with an +exchange of those snapping-mottoes.”</p> +<p>“Duke is nearly twenty-eight, you know, +Charlotte; so it is simply nonsense to jeer +at him. You ought to be able to imagine +what sort of things would be said between +two persons mutually attracted to each +other—when you remember that he was +born on February 14th and my name is +Valentine. The coincidence simply put ideas +into our heads; but I won’t go on if you +don’t sympathize.”</p> +<p>“I don’t actually disapprove, not at +heart. Now, what has his birthday got to +do with to-morrow and St. Thomas?”</p> +<p>“Why, I cabled him as soon as we arrived +at Barbados: ‘<i>What would you like +for a birthday present from the West Indies?</i>’ +I knew that he would remember we met on +St. Valentine’s day and an answer could +reach me at St. Thomas.”</p> +<p>“Couldn’t you buy him a souvenir without +inquiring at great expense what he’d +prefer?” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_247' name='page_247'></a>247</span></p> +<p>“Ye-es; but I thought it was a nice, affectionate +question.”</p> +<p>“Well?”</p> +<p>“Well, he cabled one word, Charlotte.”</p> +<p>“I guessed that the moment you quoted +your message. When you asked: ‘<i>What shall +I bring you from the West Indies?</i>’ Duke +promptly answered, ‘<i>Yourself.</i>’”</p> +<p>“Charlotte, you are positively uncanny! +How did you manage to hit upon it?”</p> +<p>“It doesn’t take as much intellect as you +fancy. You are as transparent as a plate of +glass. Well, when he said ‘<i>Yourself</i>,’ how did +you answer him?”</p> +<p>“It’s the only thing I don’t like to tell +you, but I must. I reflected a full half-hour +at Barbados. It was one of those +heavenly moonlight nights not suitable for +reflection. Then I wrote a message and sent +it to the office by one of the colored waiters +so that the hotel people shouldn’t read +it. It said” (and here she turned her face +away from me): “‘<i>Deliveries from the West +Indies are uncertain and expensive; come +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_248' name='page_248'></a>248</span> +and get me.</i>’—Do you think that was forward?”</p> +<p>I laughed irresistibly and a long time. +“It certainly was not backward, but it was +delicious,” I said at length, wiping the tears +from my eyes. “However, he seems as impetuous +and tempestuous as you, so perhaps +it doesn’t matter.”</p> +<p>“You see, Charlotte, I knew that probably +he couldn’t meet this boat to save his +life, so I was willing to say, ‘<i>Come and get +me</i>,’ just for fun. I hadn’t the slightest clue +as to when he would receive my message +or the sailing dates of steamers from New +York, everything is so changed in war-times. +I know only that the time is slipping away, +and Duke may leave the Shipping Board at +any moment for the training-camp. I intend +to have one brief, straightforward talk with +mother, and declare my purpose. We are +going to get your Mr. Winthrop to intercede +for us, too. I shall be of age in March, +and I don’t intend to let a mere name stand +between me and happiness.” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_249' name='page_249'></a>249</span></p> +<p>“I think you are right, and that your +mother will finally agree with you; but I +still don’t see the need of an unusual toilet +for to-morrow.”</p> +<p>“It’s for the Governor,” said Dolly, “and +one never knows what may happen.”</p> +<p>“If a bromidic remark may also be cryptic, +Dorothea, you have achieved the combination. +Now I must ask you a direct question, +for, although I am not your keeper, but +your friend, I am not disposed to let you do +anything reckless. Why did you put that +idea into Duke’s head—the idea of meeting +you in St. Thomas?”</p> +<p>“I wanted to talk things over before +seeing mother. I knew I could trust him. +He has some elderly cousins and a sister-in-law; +surely, between them, he could +find somebody to bring along with him; +and I have you, safest and wisest of Charlottes! +Duke is one of the legal advisers +of the Shipping Board. Why shouldn’t he +have business in these islands? Besides, it +is a practical impossibility that he should +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_250' name='page_250'></a>250</span> +be able to reach St. Thomas on a given +date.”</p> +<p>“Then why did you suggest it?”</p> +<p>“I think, Charlotte, it must have been +empty-mindedness.”</p> +<p>“I regard it as a pure lack of self-control.”</p> +<p>“I’ve practiced self-control for one whole, +endless year.”</p> +<p>“You have practiced filial obedience, I +grant that. But what good do you expect +to achieve if Duke does surmount the insurmountable +and meet you to-morrow?”</p> +<p>“What good?” Dolly almost shrieked the +question. “What good, do you ask? You +callous, cold-hearted Charlotte! Why, four +heavenly days spent in his society, to be +sure—with you and his chaperon having +a lovely time together somewhere not too +near.”</p> +<p>“And you haven’t any sneaking idea +of marrying him in St. Thomas? Because +I won’t allow it.”</p> +<p>“No such luck! He wouldn’t let me, +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_251' name='page_251'></a>251</span> +unless mother’s attitude has been miraculously +changed.”</p> +<p>“Well, I can only say that you have +made me very nervous and uncomfortable, +Dolly,” and I prepared to leave her cabin +and cross the narrow space that divided it +from mine.</p> +<p>“Darling Charlotte!” Here she drew me +back. “If you are nervous and uncomfortable, +it seems that you think there’s a bare +chance that Duke will be in St. Thomas.”</p> +<p>“I know nothing about the possibilities,” +I replied. “He might persuade the Shipping +Board that he could be of use in this vicinity, +and, of course, he would have advantages +not possessed by ordinary tourists.”</p> +<p>“If you had had any experience with +shipping boards, Charlotte, you would +know that they can only be moved by +chloroform or dynamite. Besides, Duke +would never do anything underhanded; he +is too patriotic; though, of course, he is +inventive.”</p> +<p>“Of course! And inventiveness is only +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_252' name='page_252'></a>252</span> +one of his gifts, while his virtues are those +of Sir Galahad, King Arthur, Marcus +Aurelius, Abraham Lincoln, and a few +others.”</p> +<p>“Charlotte, I don’t want to seem harsh, +but I hope some time you will get a faint +inkling of what love really is. Your heart +reminds me of the Rock of Gibraltar!”</p> +<p>“One doesn’t wear the Rock of Gibraltar +on one’s sleeve, at all events,” I remarked.</p> +<p>“Do you mean that if you ever did have +a love-affair you wouldn’t confide in me, +when I adore you so, Charlotte?”</p> +<p>“I mean something of the sort, my child.” +At which she made a feint of beating me +with her little silver hair-brush, but ended +in kissing my cheek and whispering: “Good-night! +You are a darling, even if you have +no sentiment.”</p> +<hr class='tb' /> + +<p>Morning came. We anchored outside St. +Croix at five o’clock; went through medical +inspection at six, and if there was anything +the matter with Dolly’s heart or mine the +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_253' name='page_253'></a>253</span> +physician did not offer any comment. Then +about ten we approached St. Thomas for +the second time.</p> +<p>If the Virgin Islands looked beautiful +when we first saw them, they had grown +in beauty during our brief absence, and +my birthplace, in the shining distance, was +a very dream of loveliness. We saw its outline +rising above a rim of azure sea, with +the mountains of Porto Rico standing out +to the westward. The great palm groves on +the shore led the eye upward to the green +hills and the clouds topping the higher +peaks. Gayly painted boats began to come +near the Diana, and naked diving boys, +slender shapes of brown mahogany, plunged +into the sea to catch our pennies. Then we +saw the red roofs of Charlotte Amalia, the +little park near the landing, and the pink, +toy-like fortress with the Stars and Stripes +floating over it.</p> +<p>Dorothea and I stood near the deck-rail, +her hand in mine. In her white dress, her +broad hat wreathed with corn-flowers, and +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_254' name='page_254'></a>254</span> +a scarlet sunshade, she looked a youthful +Columbia, so radiant and bewitching that +for the first time I secretly hoped Marmaduke +Hogg might triumph over the obstacles +in the way and come to meet his ladylove, +although I saw many embarrassing +and awkward situations arising from such a +meeting. I could not be jealous of so bright +and joyous a creature, and anyway my own +happiness was only a few days distant, if I +chose to put out my arms and take it.</p> +<p>There seemed to be a crowd on the dock, +which was made most unattractive by a +colossal mountain of coal that concealed +everything behind it. The Diana made a +slow approach, but we finally passed the +coal-heap and came within thirty feet of the +shore. I could feel Dolly’s heart beat through +her pulse that lay under my hand. Then +suddenly her quick eyes searched the outer +edge of the crowd and found the shape they +were looking for.</p> +<p>“I think I see him! I think I am going to +faint, for I didn’t really expect him! Yes; +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_255' name='page_255'></a>255</span> +I know it is he, though he is wearing summer +clothes that I never saw before. Look, Charlotte! +Away back near that grove of cocoanut-trees! +He’s with other people—I knew +he would find somebody! Give me the +glasses. There’s an elderly man in a Panama +hat, and two ladies, and—why, Charlotte, +take the glasses yourself. It can’t be, but it +looks like your Winthrop!”</p> +<p>My hand trembled so that I could hardly +hold the glass. I could scarcely believe Dolly’s +eyes or my own; but the Diana crept nearer, +and it was true! Inch by inch the picture +grew clearer, and then a pathetic surprise +met my gaze.</p> +<p>I could see Clive plainly now, and felt that +he was searching the line of passengers on +the Diana’s deck to find me. My heart gave +a furious leap to think that a man like my +chief would look for only one woman’s face +in that crowd, and regard it, with all its +blemishes, as a precious thing.</p> +<p>Duke had separated himself from the +little group and was swinging his hat to +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_256' name='page_256'></a>256</span> +Dorothea; but I could not explain why the +two men were not standing nearer together +and what was the meaning of the wheeled +chair, with the nurse’s head rising above +the back. The identity of the person in the +chair was hidden by a tiny black frilled +parasol with a handle bent in the middle so +that it could be used for a shield. Did I know +that little old-fashioned sunshade? I did! It +was the property of some one whose belongings +had a certain air of difference from +those of other people. She lifted it at last, as +we came close to the dock, and I met Ellen +Winthrop’s affectionate, welcoming glance. +Her eyes swam in unshed tears, and mine +were so wet I could see only dimly that her +beautiful hair was a shade whiter, her face +paler and thinner, that she had aged mysteriously +in a month, and the hand that was +holding the parasol trembled like a leaf. She +had been very ill; there was no doubt of that. +She had been ordered a voyage, and I felt +that she had chosen this one because she +knew Clive’s wish. That meant she was willing +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_257' name='page_257'></a>257</span> +to welcome me into the heart of the +family; perhaps even that she wished to help +me fit myself to take her own unique place +in her brother’s life. Oh, what joy to feel that +I could not only take freely all that my +chief wanted to give me, but that I could +be of real service to her!</p> +<p>Down the precipitous landing-steps we +went, Dolly, as usual, well in the front. Clive +and Duke were at the foot awaiting us, and, +as we felt a sense of safety in the midst of +strangers, Dolly flung herself at once into +Duke’s arms, while all the male watchers on +deck or dock gazed at him with envy. Finding +myself unobserved in this spectacular +tableau, I could give Clive my own greeting +as my heart dictated, while I told him that +his sister’s presence answered my last doubt.</p> +<p>When Dolly withdrew from the embrace +of her adoring swain—rosy, joyous, unabashed—she +adjusted her hat from its +perilous position on one side of her head, +and gazed upon Clive and me with unflattering +astonishment mixed with awe. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_258' name='page_258'></a>258</span></p> +<p>“You, too, perfidious Charlotte! You +needn’t deny it; I saw you both—just +finishing!”</p> +<p>“Not at all, Miss Valentine,” laughed +Clive, putting out his hand to shake hers. +“We were, in fact, only just beginning.”</p> +<p>“And to think I never suspected, when +I might have known that you are the only +man in the world learned enough and good +enough for Charlotte.”</p> +<p>“You were too absorbed in your own +affairs to think about mine, missy,” I said. +“Now, will you be modest and grateful for +the rest of your life, since you see that my +Mr. Winthrop has brought your young man +to St. Thomas in a discreet manner that +you never could have achieved by yourself? +Take me to your sister, Clive; I want her to +know without a moment’s delay how I appreciate +her coming with you.”</p> +<p>“She has been terribly ill, Charlotte. For +ten days after you left it was almost hopeless, +but at length she rallied, and since the +doctor insisted on a change of climate her +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_259' name='page_259'></a>259</span> +whole heart was bent on coming here. She +has long suspected our feeling for each other, +and you will be such a joy to her as well as +to me, my dear.”</p> +<p>“It makes me so happy, so happy!” I +faltered, my eyes swimming with tears. “I +was so unwilling to take all and give so little—now +it will be more!”</p> +<p>“Don’t go off by yourselves,” said Dolly. +“Be dignified and indifferent, like us. Take +Mr. Winthrop’s arm and I’ll take Duke’s.” +(Here she suited the action to the word.) +“There’s the Governor, expecting us to +luncheon and not knowing us by sight. He +won’t suspect what has happened; but after +saluting him and asking him to put some +more plates on the table, we’ll all walk up +to Miss Winthrop’s chair, and you and I will +say: ‘Good-morning, dear lady. Let us introduce +to you “our new possessions,” our spoils +of travel, our souvenirs of a sea-voyage.’ +Then Duke and Mr. Winthrop will make a +profound obeisance, and all will be over.”</p> +<p>And so it turned out! Everybody laughed +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_260' name='page_260'></a>260</span> +and chatted; Dorothea kissed Ellen Winthrop’s +hand prettily, coquetted with Clive, +and began to lay siege to the nurse’s heart, +while she riveted the chains by which she +held Marmaduke Hogg in bondage. She +was in high spirits, but she was distinctly +nervous, and whenever she introduced her +fiancé to one of her fellow voyagers she +showed a heightened color as she slid quickly +over his surname.</p> +<p>Presently Clive withdrew a little distance +to talk with the Governor’s secretary, and +Dorothea caught the captain on his way +from the ship and entangled him in a +merry conversation with Miss Winthrop. +This gave Marmaduke an opportunity to +take me aside. I suspected that he wanted +to confide in me that Mrs. Valentine had +made one last determined refusal to receive +him as a son-in-law, and that after the next +few days of sea-voyaging we should meet an +irate parent at the landing in New York and +that there would be metaphorical “wigs on +the green.” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_261' name='page_261'></a>261</span></p> +<p>I confess in that moment, as I envisaged +the recalcitrant Dolly locked in her room +and fed upon bread and water, that I wished +Mr. Marmaduke Hogg had remained in +Washington, which is the scene of so many +battles that one more or less would not be +obvious on the horizon. On the contrary, his +first words were a surprise.</p> +<p>“Miss Clifford,” he said, “no one knows +what Dolly and I owe to you!”</p> +<p>“But what have I done?” I inquired +laughingly.</p> +<p>“Oh, a thousand things! Taken my part +gently and kindly with Mrs. Valentine; and +above all, allowed Dolly to come on this +journey with you, when she was so utterly +confused by her mother’s objections to our +marriage that she did not know which way +to turn.—It’s rather a big job for a girl to +decide whether she’ll break her mother’s +heart, or her lover’s!”</p> +<p>“Mrs. Valentine has no heart, save in the +physiological sense,” I interrupted.</p> +<p>“Well, I have cut the Gordian knot,” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_262' name='page_262'></a>262</span> +continued Marmaduke. “I don’t want Dolly +to know just at first, but I have set plans +in motion for changing my name back to +Forrest!”</p> +<p>“But you lose six thousand dollars a year!” +I exclaimed.</p> +<p>“It doesn’t matter. I am offered a New +York partnership when the war is over and +it won’t be very long before I make it up.”</p> +<p>“And what about your dear old uncle?”</p> +<p>“That hurts me, I confess. But I think if +departed spirits know nothing of our doings, +it doesn’t matter, and if they know everything, +uncle must have kept an eye on Mrs. +Valentine and will understand.”</p> +<p>“I never thought of leaving the whole +matter to ‘uncle,’” I observed.</p> +<p>“I’m not shifting the responsibility; I’m +simply counting on him. I always counted +on him and he always trusted me. If I could +get him on a spiritual long-distance telephone, +he would see that I cannot part an +only daughter from her only mother.”</p> +<p>“Yes, I’ve often thought only children +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_263' name='page_263'></a>263</span> +were a mistake; they bulk too heavily in the +foreground. Where there are six, each one +cannot take up so much room.”</p> +<p>“Exactly. You see we’ve got to go to her +mother’s to dinner every other Sunday when +our cook’s out. I’ve learned that much +about matrimony in advance.”</p> +<p>“Perhaps you won’t be invited!”</p> +<p>“Well, that would be even worse. Besides, +she has given up her apartment and leased +a charming house.”</p> +<p>“Does she think that you and Dolly are to +live with her?”</p> +<p>“If she does she is mistaken, but to do +her justice I don’t believe that’s her idea at +all. However, she is all settled and awaiting +Dorothea. The house is going to be a +surprise.”</p> +<p>“Dolly will like it; the apartment didn’t +suit her taste.”</p> +<p>“A pompous butler is installed. I discovered +all this when I went to call, and +conscientiously told her I was going to St. +Thomas with the Winthrops. He is elderly, +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_264' name='page_264'></a>264</span> +of course, as all the middle-aged and young +butlers are in khaki; and wonderful to relate, +there is also an aged but well-preserved +footman. He dwells on the lower floor, +and communicates with the butler on the +floor above, where the drawing- and dining-rooms +are, by means of a speaking-tube. +The moment the footman approached me +with his ‘What name, sir?’ and bawled +‘MR. <span style='font-variant: small-caps'>Hogg</span>!’ through the tube, the butler repeating +it resonantly to the boudoir where +Mrs. Valentine was sitting; at that moment +I knew why she had taken the house. +It was for the speaking-tubes! I have never +before seen a small house in Washington +with these annunciators. The butler and +footman were engaged for the same purpose, +that of bawling ‘<span style='font-variant: small-caps'>Mr. Hogg</span>’ whenever I +called upon Dolly. After my interview with +Mrs. Valentine, which was placid, for she +thanked me coldly for telling her of my proposed +journey and said she should go herself, +but imagined that the steamers were +small and uncomfortable, and the food villainous; +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_265' name='page_265'></a>265</span> +however, we would talk the whole +matter over in New York and come to some +decision; she then went to the speaking-tube +and called, ‘Brown! Ask Jenkins to +show Mr. Hogg out, please!’</p> +<p>“I left the lady and went at once to Clive +Winthrop for advice and began the process +of amputating my surname. Perhaps I shall +not call at the X Street house till the wedding +is over, and when the footman asks: +‘What name, sir?’ I shall say: ‘My bachelor +name, as you may remember, was Hogg, but +I am now married and it is Forrest!’”</p> +<hr class='major' /> +<div style='margin: auto; text-align: center; padding-top: 2em; padding-bottom: 1em'> +<a name='PHILIPPA_S_NERVOUS_PROSTRATION' id='PHILIPPA_S_NERVOUS_PROSTRATION'></a> +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_275' name='page_275'></a>275</span> +<h2>PHILIPPA’S NERVOUS PROSTRATION</h2> +</div> + +<div class='ce'> +<p style=' font-size:1.4em;'>A STUDY IN NOBLENESS</p> +</div> + +<div class='ra'> +<p style=' margin-right:4em;'><i>Stanwood Sanitarium,</i></p> +<p style=' margin-right:2em;'><i>Mapleton, Pennsylvania</i>,</p> +<p><i>June</i>,19—</p> +</div> + +<div class='ce'> +<p style=' font-size:1.4em;'>FIRST WEEK</p> +</div> + +<div class='ra'> +<p><i>Monday</i></p> +</div> + +<p>The door has just closed behind one of the +most eminent physicians in the State, and +I am no longer Philippa Armstrong, but a +case of neurasthenia, an inmate of Room +Number 17, which has a yellow placard +over its entrance; a placard announcing that +no callers are allowed within, save with the +special permission of Dr. Levi Stanwood. +At present the placard is the only thing I +enjoy about the institution; that, at least, +promises peace; at all events, such peace as +can be found outside of one’s own soul.</p> +<p>I am counseled to have complete rest, +cheerful surroundings, abstinence from newspapers +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_276' name='page_276'></a>276</span> +and letters, sound sleep, careful and +nourishing diet, freedom from anxiety, gentle +tonics, with electrical and other treatments +underlined upon a printed list.</p> +<p>The head physician (who is a genius in +the way of diagnosis, seeing through the +human system as if it were plate glass) has +made a careful study of my symptoms and +written my Cousin Sarah that all I need is +six or eight weeks of his care to be quite +myself again.</p> +<p>How little they understand us women, +after all—poor, blind, unsuspicious doctors! +My heart-beats, my color, my temperature, +my pulse, my blood pressure, even my +tongue, all these have told no tales to the +scientific eye, and as it was literally impossible +for Dr. Stanwood to discern my +malady, it was equally beyond him to suggest +a remedy. As a matter of fact, all I need +to make and keep me well is large and +constant doses of Richard Morton, Esq., of +Baltimore; but who would confess that to +a doctor? +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_277' name='page_277'></a>277</span></p> +<p>Cousin Sarah does not suspect the state +of things, the gentleman himself is, I trust, +quite ignorant, and the doctor will waste +upon me all the wealth of curative agencies +at his command without effecting the least +change in my condition.</p> +<p>Richard Morton is an orphan; so am I. +He is young, strong, good-looking, clever, +and poor. I am the first, second, and fifth; as +to one’s own beauty and cleverness it is difficult +to speak impartially.</p> +<p>I have thought for nearly six months, and +indeed I am still inclined to think, that Richard +Morton loves me, and I was equally certain, +until a few weeks ago, that he was only +awaiting a suitable opportunity to declare his +love and ask me to marry him. I had made +up my mind, whenever he should put the +important question, to answer him frankly +and joyously in the affirmative; not because +he is the handsomest or most brilliant or +most desirable person in the world, but because +for sheer lovableness and husbandliness +he is unsurpassed and unsurpassable. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_278' name='page_278'></a>278</span></p> +<p>In March Cousin Sarah made a visit to +Germantown and met there a Mrs. Taunton, +Richard Morton’s widowed aunt. When the +intimacy had progressed sufficiently Mrs. +Taunton told Cousin Sarah one day that she +hoped her nephew would eventually marry a +certain Amy Darling, a near neighbor of hers; +that Miss Darling’s father and Richard’s had +been friends from boyhood; and that they had +always planned a marriage between the two +young people, each an only child.</p> +<p>Of course, Mr. Darling, who died only this +winter, did not indulge in any such melodramatic +or bookish nonsense as setting down +commands or desires in his will, nor were any +of his bequests dependent upon them. He did +talk with his daughter, however, during his +last illness, and he did leave Richard Morton +a letter expressing his regard and confidence, +and saying that as his daughter was entirely +without relatives he should have felt much +happier had he seen her married before his +death. If he had stopped there all would have +been well, but he went on. He knew, he said, +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_279' name='page_279'></a>279</span> +that Amy was one of the sweetest and most +attractive girls in the world, and if a mutual +affection should grow out of her acquaintance +with Richard he would be glad to know that +the fortune he had made by his own energy +might be a basis for the future prosperity +and business success of his old friend’s +son.</p> +<p>Cousin Sarah came home from Germantown +quite excited by this romance and +discussed it with me daily, in exasperating +unconsciousness that I could feel the least +distaste for the subject.</p> +<p>“It seems almost providential, Philippa,” +she said, over her knitting.</p> +<p>“Providential for which of them?” I +asked, stabbing my sheet of music paper +with the pen, while I tried in vain to think +how many eighth notes would fill a measure.</p> +<p>“For both; though I was really thinking of +Mr. Morton. His business is one that peculiarly +requires capital; then again he has +many interests in Philadelphia, and there is +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_280' name='page_280'></a>280</span> +that beautiful place in Germantown with +house, stable, horses, and gardens all ready +for him.”</p> +<p>“And the girl, too; don’t forget her,” I +responded. “Though some men don’t care +for these ready-to-wear wives; they prefer +to look about and to choose.”</p> +<p>“He would have to look a long distance before +he found any one to compare with Miss +Darling, either in beauty or suitableness,” +said Cousin Sarah, thereby injecting the first +drop of poison in my blood and starting me +on the downward path toward nervous prostration.</p> +<p>“Miss Darling is a man’s woman,” she +continued, unconsciously giving me another +push; “the type with which neither you nor +I have anything in common, but which we +know to be irresistible.”</p> +<p>Now Cousin Sarah is fifty-five, thin, angular, +erect, uncompromising. I love and respect +her, but do not care to be lumped with +her in affairs of the heart, at least not for +thirty years to come; and although I think it +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_281' name='page_281'></a>281</span> +is disgusting to be labeled a “man’s woman” +it is insufferable to be told that one is <i>not</i>!</p> +<p>“I can see Amy Darling in my mind’s eye,” +I ventured; “blonde, dimply, fluffy as to +head, willowy as to figure so as to cling the +better, blue eyes swimming in unshed tears, +and a manner so exquisitely feminine that +she makes all the other women in her vicinity +appear independent and mannish. But +not all men care for pets, Cousin Sarah—some +of them prefer companions.”</p> +<p>“A pet <i>is</i> a companion,” remarked Cousin +Sarah casually as she left the room, giving me +thereby an entirely new and most unpleasant +thought.</p> +<p>I have known Richard Morton for many +months, and although I have met him very +often at other places, he has been a constant +visitor at our house. If he has had any resemblance +to a possible suitor why hasn’t Cousin +Sarah discovered it? Is <i>she</i> deaf and blind, or +have my ears and eyes played me false? Am I +so undesirable that it would never cross her +mind that a man might fall in love with me? +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_282' name='page_282'></a>282</span> +Hardly, for she is well aware that several men +have expressed their willingness to annex my +poverty-stricken charms.</p> +<p>As I look back upon the weeks that followed +the interview with Cousin Sarah I see +that Richard was never the same after he +received Mr. Darling’s letter. I felt a nameless +difference. It was not only that I saw +him less frequently, but that he gave me less +of himself when I did see him. I, too, was on +guard and never succeeded in being quite +natural. I am not so foolish as to give up to +another girl a man who loves me, simply because +she is rich. The thought that worries +me night and day is this: if at the moment he +only feels for me friendship, ought I to let it +grow into love when there is another woman +who could give him with herself everything +he needs to assure his career? With Philippa +Armstrong for a wife he will have to work unceasingly, +and unless fortune is particularly +kind he may not achieve a large success for +many years. If he marries Amy Darling (soft, +silly, spineless little name!) he has house, +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_283' name='page_283'></a>283</span> +lands, and money, all the influence of her +father’s former business associates, and has, +besides, carried out his own father’s wishes.</p> +<p>This is considerable; quite enough to make +a man reflect and vacillate, unless he is so +deeply in love already that no temptation is +strong enough to assail him.</p> +<p>Richard Morton, I know, likes to dance +with me, sing with me, golf with me, talk +with me, consult with me about his affairs, +write letters to me; and more than that, he +doesn’t like to have other men usurp these +privileges; but I am not prepared to say +that he would pine away if circumstances +removed me altogether from his path. At any +rate, these perplexities have been too much +for my peace of mind, and when Richard +Morton announced that he had business +which would keep him in Philadelphia for a +month I began to feel physically ill and unable +to bear Cousin Sarah’s sympathy, her +curiosity, even at last her proximity. When +the doctor advised my coming here to this +quiet, restful place I eagerly embraced the +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_284' name='page_284'></a>284</span> +opportunity simply because I could be alone, +and because I need not meet Richard until he +had enjoyed a full month of Amy Darling’s +society, either succumbing to its fascination +or resisting it, as the case might be.</p> +<p>Would it be nobler of me to give him up +before he is really mine, knowing that in this +way I am advancing his worldly interests? +This is the question that I hope solitude +will help me to answer, but its complications +and side-issues are so many that I feel dazed +by their number and their difficulty. I went +to sleep last night echoing the old negro’s +prayer: “Thou knowest what’s about right, +Lord. Now do it!”</p> +<hr class='tb' /> + +<div class='ra'> +<p><i>Tuesday</i></p> +</div> + +<p>8 <span style='font-variant: small-caps'>a.m.</span>—Nurse gives me an alcohol bath.</p> +<p>8.30—She takes my pulse and temperature +and enters them in the Bedside Record +Book, afterwards reading me my diet-list. It +seems I do not belong to the favored class, +which, to be cured, is stuffed with pleasant +things to eat; my symptoms demand a simple, +unexciting bill of fare. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_285' name='page_285'></a>285</span></p> +<p>9 o’clock—Breakfast.</p> +<div class='ce'> +<p>Fruit in season.</p> +<div style='margin-top:1em'></div> +<p>(This is its only name, but everybody knows it</p> +<p>by sight.)</p> +<div style='margin-top:1em'></div> +<p>Poweretta Grits with Cream.</p> +<p>Graham Muffins.</p> +<p>Wheatoata Process Coffee.</p> +</div> + +<p>10.30—Hot fomentations.</p> +<p>11.15—Drop of blood extracted from ear +and subjected to examination.</p> +<p>11.30—Glass of Certified Milk.</p> +<p>12—Visit from physician.</p> +<p>1—Dinner.</p> +<div class='ce'> +<p>Barley Broth.</p> +<p>Lamb Chop—Hominy or Rice.</p> +<p>Bread-and-butter Pudding</p> +<p>Custard Sauce.</p> +</div> + +<p>2 to 3—Silent hour.</p> +<p>3.30—Static electricity.</p> +<p>4.15—Weight taken.</p> +<p>4.30—Cold pack.</p> +<p>5—Cup of Predigested Maltese Milk.</p> +<p>5.30—Visit from head nurse. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_286' name='page_286'></a>286</span></p> +<p>6.30—Supper.</p> +<div class='ce'> +<p>Cornetta Mush.</p> +<p>Poached Egg on Whole-Wheat Toast.</p> +<p>Sterilized Stewed Apples—Zephyrettes.</p> +<p>Cup of Somnolina.</p> +<p>(A beverage from which everything pleasant and</p> +<p>harmful has been extracted by a beneficent process.)</p> +</div> + +<p>7.30—Miss Blossom, the nurse, insists on +reading to me. It is not a good performance +but it doesn’t matter. I know that Dick and +Amy Darling are just starting for the theater.</p> +<p>8.30—Tepid sponge bath.</p> +<p>9—Massage.</p> +<p>9.30—Glass of peptonized water.</p> +<p>9.45—Temperature and pulse taken.</p> +<p>10—Lights out.</p> +<p>Never in all my twenty-five years of life +have I passed a busier or more exhausting +day.</p> +<hr class='tb' /> + +<div class='ra'> +<p><i>Wednesday</i></p> +</div> + +<p>Precisely like Tuesday save for some new +experiences in diet. There was a mild process-drink +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_287' name='page_287'></a>287</span> +called Cocoatina; Teaette also made +its appearance. There were dolls’ mattresses +of shredded excelsior moistened with milk; +nut salad, and Grahamata mush. I could +never have supposed so many new cereals +could be invented.</p> +<table summary='poetry' style='margin:0 auto'><tr><td> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>There is mush in the evening, mush in the morning,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>Mush when it’s looked for and mush without warning.</p> +</td></tr></table> + +<p>It is rather like the immortal “Charge of +the Light Brigade”:</p> +<table summary='poetry' style='margin:0 auto'><tr><td> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>Oats to the right of them,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>Corn to the left of them,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>Wheat to the north of them,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>Grits to the south of them,</p> +<p style='margin: 0 0 0 0.0em;'>Into the Valley of Mush rode the two hundred.</p> +</td></tr></table> + +<hr class='tb' /> + +<div class='ra'> +<p><i>Thursday</i></p> +</div> + +<p>I was allowed to sit on my balcony for an +hour this morning. This would have been a +pleasant change had I not heartily disliked at +first sight my next-door neighbor who was +sitting on the adjoining balcony. At noon she +sent me a bunch of pansies and her card: +Mrs. Grosvenor Chittenden-Ffollette. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_288' name='page_288'></a>288</span></p> +<p>Among fifty or sixty attendants there are +always a few who gossip in spite of repeated +warnings from the authorities. Sometimes it is +a young nurse, sometimes a masseuse, a manicure +or a shampooer, but there are always +those who retail the news, mostly innocent +news, of an institution like this. Cold-packing, +or rubbing, or spraying, or electrifying, or +brushing, or polishing—all these operations +open the flood-gates of speech and no damming +process is effectual. Miss Phœbe Blossom +is the herald who proclaims tidings of +various kinds in my room, and there is also a +neophyte in the electricity department who +is always full of information and quite unable +to retain it. It would be almost more than human +to ask them to be silent when they are +the only links with the world outside. A system +reduced to nothingness by a supper of +Wheatoata Coffee, Cracker-dust Croquettes, +Cosmos with milk, and a choice of Cerealina, +Nuttetta, Proteinetta, or Glucosa is in no +fit state to resist gossip.</p> +<p>It seems that Mrs. Chittenden-Ffollette +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_289' name='page_289'></a>289</span> +is more than a mere woman—she is a remarkable +“case,” and has proved a worldwide +advertisement for this sanitarium. Dr. +Stanwood has almost effected a cure; her disease +has had to be named and her symptoms +have been written up in all the medical journals. +I don’t know what sort of person she +was before she became a case, but she is now +a greater tyrant than Caligula or Catherine +of Russia. As to her disease, she has those +things that she ought not to have, and she +has not those things that she ought to have, +and there is no health in her; or at least there +was not until she came here a year ago. Now +she is strong enough to perambulate in the +corridor a little while each morning or be +wheeled along the board-walk in the afternoon, +and when she hears that some of the +other patients are suffering, she sneers at +their modest, uninteresting ailments and +glances in at their doors with half-disguised +contempt. You know the expression of the +prize dog who is borne from the show hung +with medals and ribbons—how he gazes +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_290' name='page_290'></a>290</span> +on the little mongrel curs that gather with +the crowd in the streets?</p> +<p>Her name, Chittenden-Ffollette, is of as +vital importance as her medical-journal malady. +When the third floor is in dire confusion; +when Mrs. Parks has hysterics and Miss +Simmons is crying for her mother, and Mrs. +Bell’s hot-water bottle has burst in the bed, +and Miss Phipps has discovered that the undergraduate +has bandaged the wrong ankle, +Miss Blossom sometimes becomes flustered +and hurried and calls her patient Mrs. Follett, +whereupon she says, “<i>Chittenden</i>-Ffoll<i>ette, +if</i> you please!”</p> +<p>If by any chance she sees the Chittenden-Ffollette +without the hyphen in the Nurses’ +Bedside Record Book or scribbled on the +morning paper she doesn’t need any stimulant +the rest of the day. The omission of the +hyphen sends up her pulse and temperature +to the required point for several hours, +though there is always a reaction afterward. +I’ve told Dr. Levi that I should name one +of her complaints hyphenitis. The occasional +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_291' name='page_291'></a>291</span> +operation performed on the hyphen by Miss +Blossom, or the young lady at the stationery +counter, might be called hyphenotomy. +Everybody detests Mrs. Chittenden-Ffollette, +but as the banner patient of the sanitarium +she must be treated with respectful +consideration. All America’s most skillful +physicians have struggled with her organism. +They have tried to get her symptoms into +line, so to speak, so as to deduce some theory +from the grand array of phenomena, but +the symptoms courteously decline to point +in any one direction. When the doctors get +seven eighths of them in satisfactory relation +there are always two or three that stay out +and sulk, refusing to collaborate in any sort of +harmony. They act precisely like an obstinate +jury, in that they calmly refuse to agree, +and then Mrs. Chittenden-Ffollette appeals +to a higher court where flaws in the testimony +are always found, judgment is reversed, +and a new trial ordered. The greatest surgeons +in Europe have left the bedsides of +crowned heads to ponder over her inscrutable +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_292' name='page_292'></a>292</span> +mysteries, and have returned to their +sovereigns crushed and humbled. All this attention +would have upset a stronger character +than hers, and now that she is in a fair +way to recover, her pride will have its inevitable +fall. Though much more agreeable and +docile than when she entered, she is in uniformly +low spirits. The truth is, she liked +being an unsolved mystery and she is a good +deal nettled at being found at last both soluble +and curable—obliged to live, like an +ex-president, on the glories of the past.</p> +<hr class='tb' /> + +<div class='ra'> +<p><i>Friday</i></p> +</div> + +<p>Buckle, in his “History of Civilization,” +claims that men and women are divided into +three classes. The first and lowest talks of +persons, the second of things, and the third +and highest, of ideas. I should divide the human +race into four, instead of three classes, +and name as the lowest those persons who +discuss their symptoms. The patients here +are counseled not to do it, so the vice is reduced +to a minimum, being practiced, say, +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_293' name='page_293'></a>293</span> +not more than three out of the fourteen waking +hours.</p> +<p>Swinging in a hammock in a shady nook +this afternoon the conversation that floated +to me under my distant tree was somewhat +after this fashion.</p> +<p><i>Mrs. A.</i> “Once I had neurasthenia. For +three months I couldn’t be moved in bed, +and for nine weeks I couldn’t turn my head +on the pillow.”</p> +<div class='la'> +<p><i>Mrs. B.</i> } “Mercy!”</p> +<p><i>Mrs. C.</i> } “Oh, Mrs. A.!”</p> +<p><i>Mrs. D.</i> } “Good gracious!”</p> +</div> + +<p><i>Mrs. E.</i> “Cerebro-spinal meningitis is +worse than neurasthenia. I had it four years +ago, and the doctor said he’d never seen a +woman live that was as ill as I was. One +night my temperature was 167.”</p> +<div class='la'> +<p><i>Mrs. C.</i> } “Goodness!”</p> +<p><i>Mrs. B.</i> } “That’s pretty high!”</p> +<p><i>Mrs. A.</i> } “Are you sure?”</p> +</div> + +<p><i>Mrs. E.</i> “Yes, I’m perfectly sure, or at +least I think I am; I am seldom wrong on figures.” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_294' name='page_294'></a>294</span></p> +<p><i>Mrs. A.</i> “I asked, because I’ve noticed +here that the thermometers register only 110, +and I wondered how they measured the temperature +when it rose above that point.”</p> +<p><i>Mrs. E. (huffily).</i> “Probably they have +extra long thermometers for extreme cases.”</p> +<p><i>Mrs. F.</i> “I am glad that in this sanitarium +they take the temperature by tucking the +barometer-thing under the arm. My doctor +at home always puts it under the tongue, and +it is a perfect nuisance. He never gets it well +placed but that I think of something I want +to say. Then, of course, I have to keep still +for three minutes, which seem three hundred, +and by that time I have either forgotten it or +changed my mind, so there I am!”</p> +<p><i>Mrs. G.</i> “Just after my youngest child was +three years old—”</p> +<p><i>Mrs. F. (interrupting).</i> “I was going to say, +when Mrs. E. spoke about the barometer, +that after I was engaged to Mr. F. I had a +dreadful attack of brain fever. I was ill in bed +three months and they couldn’t touch a +brush to my hair for nine days.” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_295' name='page_295'></a>295</span></p> +<div class='la'> +<p><i>Mrs. D.</i> } “Horrors!”</p> +<p><i>Mrs. E.</i> } “Dreadful!”</p> +<p><i>Mrs. C.</i> } “Heavens!”</p> +</div> + +<p><i>Mrs. G. (bravely).</i> “Just after my youngest +child was three—”</p> +<p><i>Mrs. X.</i> “A man patient was brought on +to our floor this morning.”</p> +<p><i>Mrs. S.</i> “<i>Our</i> floor? I wish they <i>would</i> have +separate corridors for male patients.”</p> +<p><i>Mrs. X.</i> “This gentleman is an old friend +of Dr. Levi’s. His wife has been here four +weeks, and now he’s been taken ill, so they’ve +put him next her on the first floor.”</p> +<p><i>Mrs. S.</i> “I don’t care, I hate to have him +near us.”</p> +<p><i>Mrs. B.</i> “Why? He’s perfectly harmless; +he is too ill to move.”</p> +<p><i>Mrs. C.</i> “I’m sure I wish he could! Anything +to relieve this hideous dullness. What’s +the matter with him, I wonder!”</p> +<p><i>Mrs. D.</i> “I’ll ask Miss Oaks when I have +my hot fomentations this afternoon; she +knows everything and she’s as generous as a +prince with her knowledge.” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_296' name='page_296'></a>296</span></p> +<p><i>Mrs. G. (patiently).</i> “Just after my youngest +child was—”</p> +<p>A nurse passes through the grove, bearing +a sterilized tray with peptonized preparations +on it.</p> +<p><i>Mrs. Y. (calling her).</i> “Nurse! what’s the +matter with the new man-patient on our +floor?”</p> +<p><i>Nurse (discreetly).</i> “I don’t know, Mrs. Y.”</p> +<p><i>Mrs. X. (as the nurse vanishes).</i> “She does, +but she’s a stiff thing! Anyway, I heard the +attendants whispering about him in the corridor +before breakfast. Something—I think +it’s an organ—is floating about in him.”</p> +<p><i>All.</i> “<i>Floating?</i> What kind of an organ? +Horrors!”</p> +<p><i>Mrs. X.</i> “I couldn’t understand exactly. +You know people always roar if they have +nothing particular to say, but if it is interesting +they whisper. I distinctly heard the +word ‘<i>floating</i>.’ I don’t know whether it’s one +of his regular organs, or something he swallowed +accidentally.”</p> +<p><i>Mrs. C. (plaintively).</i> “Doctors are never +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_297' name='page_297'></a>297</span> +satisfied. If anything floats they want to get +it stationary, and if it’s stationary they want +to cut it loose.”</p> +<p><i>Mrs. G.</i> “<i>Just after my youngest child</i>—”</p> +<p><i>Mrs. B.</i> “They say Mrs. H. is going to +leave to-morrow; she doesn’t like the food or +the service.”</p> +<p><i>Mrs. E.</i> “Goodness, she has all the service +there is on our floor! Nobody else gets +a chance! She spends her whole silent hour +pushing the electric button.”</p> +<p><i>Mrs. D.</i> “Yes, Miss Oaks declares she +‘lays’ on it. She says that the head nurse +told Mrs. H. she must ring less frequently, +or the bell would be removed. Miss Oaks says +the patients that pay the smallest rates always +ring the bells most. It isn’t fair that a +thirty-dollar patient should annoy a whole +row of eighty-dollar ones and prevent their +bells from being answered.”</p> +<p><i>Mrs. X.</i> “There’s nothing made out of +Mrs. H. at thirty dollars a week. She was as +contented as possible last night, but this +morning she wanted her bed in the other +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_298' name='page_298'></a>298</span> +corner, awnings put on the windows, and the +bureau changed for a chiffonier. Come, we +must all go in for treatment—it wants five +minutes of four.”</p> +<p>Mrs. G., in despair, as she sees the occupants +of the hammocks dispersing, almost +shrieks: “<span style='font-variant: small-caps'>Just after my youngest</span>—”</p> +<p>But the ladies, for some reason or other, do +not care to hear anything about Mrs. G.’s +youngest, and she is obliged to seek another +audience.</p> +<hr class='tb' /> + +<div class='ra'> +<p><i>Saturday</i></p> +</div> + +<p>The doctor found me “over-treated” this +morning and advised a day of quiet, with a +couple of hours on the roof-garden or under +the trees.</p> +<p>I have heard at various times sighs of weariness +or discontent or pain issuing from the +room opposite mine, and this afternoon when +Miss Blossom had gone into Number 19 to sit +with the haughty Mrs. Chittenden-Ffollette +I stole across the corridor and glanced in at +the half-open door of Number 18. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_299' name='page_299'></a>299</span></p> +<p>The quaintest girl raised herself from a +mound of sofa-pillows and exclaimed: “Why, +you beautiful thing! Are you Number 17? +I didn’t know you looked like that!”</p> +<p>“It’s very kind of you,” I answered, +blushing at this outspoken greeting; “but I +am not beautiful in the least; it is because +you do not expect much from a person who +has just crept out of bed. I don’t look any +better when I am dressed for a party.”</p> +<p>“You don’t need to,” she said. “Now get +on my bed and cuddle under the afghan and +we’ll talk till Miss Blossom comes back. +Won’t she beat you for being out of your +room? Why are you here? You haven’t the +least resemblance to a rest cure! What is the +matter with you?”</p> +<p>“Backache, sideache, shoulderache, headache, +sensation of handcuffs on wrists, balls +and chains on ankles, lack of appetite, and +insomnia.”</p> +<p>“Is that all? Haven’t you any disease?”</p> +<p>“I believe not,” I answered humbly, “but +the effect is the same as if I had. Why are you +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_300' name='page_300'></a>300</span> +here?” I asked in return, as I looked admiringly +at her shining brown hair, plump, rosy +cheeks, and dancing eyes.</p> +<p>“I came here, so to speak, in response to +an ideal; not my ideal—I never have any—but +Laura Simonds’s. She is my dearest +friend and one of the noblest girls you ever +knew. She said the separation from the world +would do us both good, and so it might if she +could have stayed to keep me company. Now +she has the world and I have the separation.”</p> +<p>“She isn’t here, then?”</p> +<p>“No, worse luck! She is always working +and planning for the good of others, but she +is constantly meeting with ingratitude and +misunderstanding. She had just brought me +here when she was telegraphed for to turn +about and go home. You see she had sent two +ailing slum children to be taken care of at her +house, and it proved to be scarlet fever, +and, of course, her stepmother took it the +first thing—she’s a hateful person and takes +everything she can get—and then the cook +followed suit. Now they blame Laura and +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_301' name='page_301'></a>301</span> +she has to find trained nurses and settle +everything before she comes back to me.”</p> +<p>“Then you’re not an invalid? I thought +you were in pain and couldn’t reach the bell. +That’s the reason I looked in.”</p> +<p>“Oh, dear, no, I was only yawning! I came +for what Laura calls the healing influence of +solitude, but Laura thought as the place was +so expensive, and treatment was included, +we’d better take Turkish baths, massage, +and electricity, they’re so good for the complexion. +I have a little table to myself in +the convalescents’ dining-room and haven’t +made any acquaintances. I can’t stand their +sweetbread complexions and their double +chins. The patients are all so fat they might +sing Isaac Watts’ hymn in unison: ‘Much of +my time has run to waist.’”</p> +<p>“It is not an inspiring assemblage,” I +agreed, “though I haven’t seen them all +together, as you have.”</p> +<p>“And they think of nothing but themselves, +which is exactly what I want to think +about—myself, I mean. There’s one charming +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_302' name='page_302'></a>302</span> +girl on this floor. Something’s the matter +with her solar plexus and they won’t allow +her to talk, so we have had some nice conversations +in the silent hour. They’ve told +me now I mustn’t call again; it seems that I +was too exciting. Tell me something about +yourself, Vashti—I am sure that’s your +name, or Semiramis or Zenobia or Judith, +and if it isn’t one or another of those I don’t +want to hear what it is, for you wouldn’t +look like it.”</p> +<p>Just here a page brought in a letter which +she glanced through with an “Excuse me, +please.”</p> +<p>“Oh, dear! Now Laura can’t come to-morrow! +She is certainly the most unfortunate +being in the universe. She became very much +interested in a deaf man that she met in her +settlement work, and so as to give the poor +thing employment she appointed him Superintendent +of the Working Boys’ Club. Now +the working boys refuse to play with him and +the directors have had a meeting asking +Laura to remove him at once. I do think they +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_303' name='page_303'></a>303</span> +might have endured him one season when +I gave him a twenty-dollar ear-trumpet, +but some people are utterly unreasonable; +and here I am, in need of advice every moment, +and Laura kept in the city!”</p> +<p>“Haven’t you any family?”</p> +<p>“Not a soul; have you?”</p> +<p>“No one but a cousin.”</p> +<p>“I believe nobody nice and interesting +has a family nowadays. Laura has no one +but an uncongenial stepmother, and that +is the reason we are so intimate. I am so +giddy and frivolous, and Laura is so noble +and self-sacrificing that I try to form myself +on her now and then, when I’m not too +busy.”</p> +<p>“You live with her, do you?”</p> +<p>“Oh, no! I don’t live anywhere in particular. +Of course I have a house and a lady +housekeeper, but she doesn’t count. I’ve +been staying mostly with a Mrs. Beckett, an +old friend of my mother’s. She is the dearest +and loveliest woman in the world and I can’t +bear to be away from her.” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_304' name='page_304'></a>304</span></p> +<p>“Why can’t she join forces with you if you +are so alone in the world?”</p> +<p>“Because there’s a son.”</p> +<p>“Is he too young, or too old, to join +forces?”</p> +<p>“No, he’s just right, and he’d be only too +glad to join forces, or anything else that had +me in it, but he mustn’t, and that’s the reason +Laura made me come here!” And with +this she punched the sofa-pillows rebelliously, +looking more like an enraged Angora kitten +than anything else.</p> +<p>“It’s your hour for cold spray,” said Jimmy, +the page-boy, peeping in at the crack of +the door.</p> +<p>“I’ll come!” she responded unwillingly. +“Now do steal in again,” she whispered, +turning to me, “for I must talk to somebody, +and if Laura could see you I know she would +think you safer than anybody here.”</p> +<p>That afternoon, as I swung in my hammock +in the grove below the sanitarium, I +looked up at its three stories of height and +its rows upon rows of windows, and wondered +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_305' name='page_305'></a>305</span> +how many cases of neurasthenia under its roof +were traceable to a conflict between love and +conscience. “I begin to have an interest in +that chatterbox neighbor of mine,” I thought +drowsily, “and that, after vowing not to make +an acquaintance in this place. Love will be a +side dish, not the roast, in her bill of fare, if +I am any judge of character, and why does +her Laura attempt to stem the natural tide +of events? It is almost wicked of the Fates +to give such a featherhead any problems to +solve; she ought to have her what’s-his-name, +Beckett, if she wants him, particularly if he +wants her. As for the noble Laura, I long to +make her acquaintance. I can almost hear +the uncongenial stepmother, the feverish +cook, and the infuriated directors, clamoring +for a providence to remove her from their +field of vision, and substitute some thoroughly +practical and ignoble person in her +stead.”</p> +<hr class='tb' /> + +<div class='ra'> +<p><i>Sunday</i></p> +</div> + +<p>I was very happy all the morning; so happy +that I forgot my tonics, massage, and sedative +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_306' name='page_306'></a>306</span> +tablets; but the doctor called at noon +and spoke of the wonderful way in which my +system responded to his remedies, so I said +nothing.</p> +<p>Cousin Sarah forwarded me a letter from +Richard Morton, who is superintending some +surveying near a small town in Pennsylvania. +He knows that I am not well and away from +home on a visit to the country, but, of course, +he is not aware of my exact whereabouts. It +was just one of his gay, friendly letters, with +an undertone of something warmer in it. +Among other things he said:</p> +<div class='blockquot'> +<p>How weak a thing is man! Now that you are so +far away and I am exiled in a village where there +is but one post a day I suffer pangs of hunger for +a word from you. So far the one daily mail would +have been all too ample for your desires, since +you have not written a word as yet; but there is +always the hope! I have been speculating to-night +upon the frightful risks and dangers surrounding +the man who is waiting for a letter. It seems to +me the very best postal service is inadequate to +take care of a letter from you to me! Think of the +uncertainties and perils to which it is exposed in +.pm +1 +transit! You give it to a maid to drop in a pillar +post-box, but she may forget and leave it in her +pocket, or she may lose it. Or say she drops it in; +it must be removed from the box by an ordinary +human being who has no conception of the issues +involved in the rigid performance of this particular +duty. The letter is then taken to the branch +office of your section, then to the general post, and +then to the railway, where new dangers menace +its precious existence. The train may be robbed; +and if a single letter is stolen it will be yours to +me. No man alive could resist a letter of yours +after he had once read one.</p> +</div> +<p>Is there not a note of tenderness here, a +note that has crept in only during the last +few months? But what if there is? It occurred +to me after dinner that the question of his +feeling for me is not the only, nor even the +principal one to be considered. The point +under advisement is, shall I allow him to love +me when there is something better in store +for him?</p> +<p>Miss Blossom had scarcely left my room +this evening when I heard a pattering step +and a hurried tap on my door. On my saying +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_307' name='page_307'></a>307</span> +“Come,” my opposite neighbor slipped in +and turned the key in the lock. It was an +unconventional and amusing performance, +but I didn’t mind. Somehow one couldn’t +mind anything with such a spoiled baby.</p> +<p>“Good-evening, Zuleika!” she said. “No, +you needn’t smile and raise your finger at me +as if you were dying to tell me your name is +Abigail! Miss Blossom has gone for the night, +hasn’t she? I thought so. You know it’s the +nurses’ ball this evening, and there’s only +one attendant on duty in each corridor from +now to half-past nine. May I have this big +chair by the window? I am so bored with this +place that it excites me even to think how +stupid it is. I almost wish I had a symptom +or two, just by way of sensation. Did you +have Somnolina for supper? I did, and some +time I shall make a scene in the dining-room +when I watch the hundred and fifty dyspeptics +simultaneously lifting cups of Teaette +or Somnolina to their parched lips.”</p> +<p>“You ought to be ashamed,” I chided, +“when you know almost every one who is +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_308' name='page_308'></a>308</span> +here needs to be put upon a diet. You wouldn’t +expect champagne, terrapin, and canvasback +ducks?”</p> +<p>“I know it; don’t scold, it makes you look +like Cassandra. Isn’t the moonlight enchanting, +and if this weren’t a health resort +wouldn’t it be a heaven upon earth?”</p> +<p>The broad, unscreened windows were wide +open and vines of woodbine or honeysuckle +framed them on every side. A lake shone like +a silver mirror in the distant landscape and +the elms and maples and chestnuts swayed +in the summer breeze. Little groups chatted +on the broad piazzas, and here and there on +a rustic bench in the moonlight sat a man +and a woman—two minds with but a single +thought, and that thought his or her own solar +plexus.</p> +<p>It was an hour for confidences, and I remember +that my troubled heart cried out +for a strong, tried friendship on which to +draw for counsel and sympathy. What wonder, +then, that the Angora kitten, deprived +of her Laura, emptied her silky little head +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_309' name='page_309'></a>309</span> +of some of its worries, divining that I was +older and graver and perhaps would find her +lost ball and give it to her to play with +again.</p> +<p>“There’s no telling when Laura will be +here!” she exclaimed despairingly. “When +there is any duty within a thousand miles she +stays to perform it. Mrs. Beckett has poisoned +herself with mercury and Laura thinks she +ought to go and nurse her for a day or two—as +if Mrs. Beckett hadn’t six maids and +twenty thousand a year to spend in nurses! +Laura can’t bear Tom, his incurable levity +gets on her nerves, and why she wants to martyr +herself by staying in the house with him +when I’d be only too glad to go, passes my +comprehension!”</p> +<p>(I can’t explain it, but at this juncture I +seemed to have visions of Laura flirting with +the Beckett during the Kitten’s absence.)</p> +<p>“Sometimes,” she continued, rippling +along as if natural speech had been denied +her for hours, “sometimes I wish I hadn’t +selected such a superior being for a bosom +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_310' name='page_310'></a>310</span> +friend, and then again I despise myself for +harboring such a mean feeling. I’m forever +trying to climb, and Laura is continually +trying to drag me to her level, but I suppose +I don’t belong there, and that’s the reason +I keep slipping off and sliding down. At this +minute, if she’d let me be the groveling little +earthworm I am by nature, I could marry +Tom Beckett and be as happy as the day is +long.”</p> +<p>“What is the matter?” I asked sympathetically, +though rather ashamed to drop +a plummet into so shallow a brook. “If you +love his mother so dearly, and love him too, +and are sure of his affection, why don’t you +marry him? Isn’t he suitable?”</p> +<p>“Oh, yes; he’s almost too suitable; that’s +one of the lions in the way. His family is good, +he is as handsome as Apollo, and he has a +much larger income than mine, but you see +there’s another man.”</p> +<p>“Another man! You didn’t mention him +yesterday.”</p> +<p>“Didn’t I? How funny! But after all it was +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_311' name='page_311'></a>311</span> +our very first interview, and even silly I have +my reserves.”</p> +<p>“Do you love them both equally?” I +asked, trying to keep the note of sarcasm +out of my voice.</p> +<p>“Certainly not. I care nothing about anybody +but Tom Beckett, but Laura says that +such a marriage will simply mean a life of +self-indulgent luxury, idleness, and pleasure. +She says marriage is something loftier and +nobler than pleasing one’s self; that it ought +to mean growth and development both to +the man and the woman. She says that I +should have no influence on Tom, and that +I need somebody strong and serious to +steady me. She says Tom and I would only +frisk through life and leave the world no better +or wiser than we found it. She even says” +(and here she turned her face to the honeysuckles)—“I +don’t like to repeat it, but +Laura is so advanced she makes my embarrassment +seem simply idiotic—she even +says that the children of such a union would +be incurably light-minded and trivial; and +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_312' name='page_312'></a>312</span> +oh, Zuleika, if one isn’t a bit advanced in +any way, doesn’t it seem hard to keep from +marrying somebody you love just for the +good of a few frivolous children you’ve never +seen in your life?”</p> +<p>It was neither the place, the hour, nor the +subject for laughter, but I forgot my neurasthenia +and gave way to a burst of wholehearted +mirth! Every second of time seemed +to increase the unconscious humor of her +point of view, and only fear of the nurse on +duty in the corridor enabled me to control +myself at all.</p> +<p>“Have I been funny?” she asked delightedly, +as she drew her head in the window. +“I never can see my own jokes, but I’m +glad to have amused you, only I did hope +for a little sympathy. Everybody can’t be +Zenobias and Vashtis and Lauras, superior +to common weaknesses!”</p> +<p>“I do, I do sympathize,” I said, wiping +the tears of merriment from my eyes, “and +I agree with you much more than with +Laura. Now the ‘other man’ is, I suppose, +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_313' name='page_313'></a>313</span> +all that is grave and reverend—a complete +contrast to the too trivial Thomas?”</p> +<p>“Yes, and he’s as good as good can be; +trustworthy, talented, honorable, everything; +you know the kind? I never get on +with them.”</p> +<p>“Does he love you?”</p> +<p>“Laura thinks he does, but I’ve no reason +to suppose so. We’ve always been friends, +while Tom Beckett and I squabble and make +up twice a week; but anyway, even if he +doesn’t adore me in Tom’s silly way, Laura +says I ought not to mind. She says it would +be noble of me to help him to a splendid and +prosperous career, and thinks I ought to remember +how much my father wanted him +for a son-in-law—you see he is awfully poor.”</p> +<p>At this coupling of fathers and poverty a +sudden light blazed in upon my consciousness +and I sat bolt upright among the sofa-pillows. +How could I have guessed that the +love-affairs of this rosy-cheeked dumpling, +the casual acquaintance of a rest-cure, could +have any connection with my own? If she +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_314' name='page_314'></a>314</span> +hadn’t been the sort of person who confides +at first sight we should have learned each +other’s names at the beginning and been on +guard. The truth is, I had thought of no one +but Tom Beckett in her confessions; the personality +of “the other man” had stolen into +the chronicle so late in the day that I had +taken no interest in him.</p> +<p>“Are you Amy Darling?” I asked her +plump.</p> +<p>“Yes, but how mean of you to pump Blossom! +I wanted to go on thinking of you as +Zuleika and have you call me something +imaginary and romantic.”</p> +<p>“I am Philippa Armstrong. Did you ever +hear the name?”</p> +<p>“No, but it’s all right; it looks like you, +and it’s nearly as pretty as Zenobia. Now if +Tom Beckett had only chosen you and I +could have obliged Laura by falling in love +with—”</p> +<p>“Don’t mention the other man’s name!” +I cried hastily; “it just comes to me that I +may have met him.” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_315' name='page_315'></a>315</span></p> +<p>“Met Dick Morton?”</p> +<p>It was true then! Here was the girl whom +Richard ought, for his worldly good, to +marry, and she was not a woman at all, only +an Angora kitten, and moreover a kitten in +love with Tom Beckett!</p> +<p>“Yes, I have met him, but I only this moment +suspected it!”</p> +<p>“Have you known him long?”</p> +<p>“Less than a year.”</p> +<p>“That settles it!” she cried, leaping to her +feet excitedly. “If Dick Morton has known +you for a year he won’t want me and I can +marry Tom! Goody, goody, goody!”</p> +<p>“Stuff and nonsense!” I said quickly. +“Richard Morton is only a very dear +friend.”</p> +<p>“Stuff and nonsense yourself! No man +with an eye in his head could be a dear friend +to you! And Dick Morton is the hero +sort who doesn’t care for Dottie Dimples, +but worships Vashtis and Zuleika-Zenobias. +Have you any money?”</p> +<p>“Not a penny!” +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_316' name='page_316'></a>316</span></p> +<p>“Oh, dear! I might have known you +wouldn’t have, with that hair and those eyes. +Never mind! I’m certain that Dick would +rather have a pauper goddess than a rich +little earthworm.”</p> +<p>“You mustn’t talk any more about the +matter,” I said with as much dignity as I +could muster in the midst of her laughter-provoking +nonsense, which made the most +sacred subjects seem a natural matter of +discussion. “I know through Mrs. Taunton +all about the circumstances—your father’s +wishes and his letter to Richard. If you can +possibly love him you must accept him, advance +his fortunes, and do your duty by +your father. I am determined to be as noble +as Laura Simonds in this matter and I refuse +to be a stumbling-block!”</p> +<p>The girl fell limply into the lounging-chair.</p> +<p>“Oh,” she said despondently, “if <i>you</i> are +going to be noble, too, there’s no use discussing +the matter. What an example we +shall be for the heathen nations! You will +be noble and give up Dick Morton; I shall +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_317' name='page_317'></a>317</span> +be noble and marry him; and be noble at +the same time in giving up Tom; Tom will be +noble in suffering me to marry anybody but +himself; Dick will be noble in obliging my +father and marrying me instead of you; Laura +is always noble! We could use up a whole +order of nobility among us! And it is all so +silly! Do you suppose my dear father would +want four of us to be unhappy, his own +daughter among them? It’s really only Laura +who matters, and if you had any ingenuity +you could pacify her and persuade her that +it is my duty for once to follow my ignoble +inclinations. I am afraid of her, but <i>you</i> +needn’t be! You could blaze and flash and +tower, if you only would, and save us all!”</p> +<p>“You seem to forget,” I urged, “that Mr. +Morton has never asked me to marry him.”</p> +<p>“That’s nothing; he has probably been +thinking how he could get me nicely disposed +of, or how he could earn a roof under which +he could ask you to step in wet weather. He’s +been too stupid and moody and dull this last +winter for any use, and now I understand +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_318' name='page_318'></a>318</span> +him. Has he ever seen you like this with your +Rebecca-at-the-well hair down?”</p> +<p>“Certainly not!”</p> +<p>“I thought so; or he’d have forgotten the +necessary roof!—Come in!—Goodness! +it’s your room and I locked the door! Do excuse +me; I’ll open it. A telegram for you.—Wait +outside for an answer, Jimmy.”</p> +<p>I tore open the envelope, confidently expecting +that Cousin Sarah had been struck +with paralysis; instead of which I read:</p> +<div class='blockquot'> +<div class='ra'> +<p><i>Archville, Pennsylvania</i>,</p> +<p><i>June</i> 16</p> +</div> + +<p>Have this moment secured a large and important +contract assuring two years’ lucrative work. +May I come to see you immediately? Name earliest +day.</p> +<div class='ra'> +<p>R. M.</p> +</div> + +</div> +<p>I handed the message to the Kitten, who +read it and exclaimed: “I knew he was only +waiting for the roof! You see he doesn’t +worry about <i>my</i> prospects—selfish pig! +Answer it and say Thursday—you can get +well by Thursday, can’t you?—for I want +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_319' name='page_319'></a>319</span> +to send for Tom on the same day. There’s a +polo game at home on Saturday, and Tom +has a new motor car. Tell Dick the best +hotel in the town is the Brooks House. I +must wire to Laura, too. I shall say, let me +see: I shall say: ‘<i>You shouldn’t have left me. +I couldn’t be noble alone.</i>’ That’s just ten +words. She’ll understand fast enough, and it +will pave the way for you when you explain +the situation to her. We’ll leave the sanitarium +Friday and get your Cousin Sarah to +chaperon us on the journey home. Here, +I’ve written my messages, now do yours—hurry! +There!—Jimmy, you’re too old to +play with matches, aren’t you?”</p> +<p>“Yes, marm.”</p> +<p>“Very well, then, you can be trusted with +these two telegrams. Don’t hold them near +the fire; there’s a match in each of them.”</p> +<hr class='tb' /> + +<div class='ce'> +<p style=' font-size:1.4em;'>SECOND WEEK</p> +</div> + +<p>As a patient Dr. Levi says I am almost +as great a credit to the institution as Mrs. +Chittenden-Ffollette herself. +<span class='pagenum pncolor'><a id='page_320' name='page_320'></a>320</span></p> +<p><i>Monday</i>.—I slept all day, waking only +for meals.</p> +<p><i>Tuesday</i>.—The handcuffs slipped off my +wrists and the balls and chains off my ankles.</p> +<p><i>Wednesday</i>.—My headache, sideache, +backache, and shoulderache disappeared. +Breakfasted with the doctor on coffee, hot +biscuits, beefsteak, and griddle cakes with +sausage.</p> +<p><i>Thursday</i>.—Richard Morton came.</p> +<p><i>Friday</i>.—Dismissed as completely cured.</p> +<p>“The dimensions of this mercy are above +my thoughts,” as Cromwell wrote after the +Worcester fight.</p> +<div class='ce'> +<p style=' margin-top:2em; margin-bottom:3em;'><b>THE END</b></p> +</div> + +<hr class='silver' /> + +<div class='ce'> +<p>The Riverside Press</p> +<p>CAMBRIDGE · MASSACHUSSETTS</p> +<p>U · S · A</p> +</div> + +<!-- generated by ppgen.rb version: 2.27 --> +<!-- timestamp: Wed Oct 15 10:51:15 -0400 2008 --> + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's Ladies-In-Waiting, by Kate Douglas Wiggin + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LADIES-IN-WAITING *** + +***** This file should be named 26928-h.htm or 26928-h.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/2/6/9/2/26928/ + +Produced by Roger Frank and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Ladies-In-Waiting + +Author: Kate Douglas Wiggin + +Illustrator: Christine Tucke Curtiss + +Release Date: October 15, 2008 [EBook #26928] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LADIES-IN-WAITING *** + + + + +Produced by Roger Frank and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + + +LADIES-IN-WAITING + +By +KATE DOUGLAS WIGGIN + +WITH FRONTISPIECE BY +CHRISTINE TUCKE CURTISS + +BOSTON AND NEW YORK +HOUGHTON MIFFLIN COMPANY + +The Riverside Press Cambridge + + + + +COPYRIGHT, 1919, BY KATE DOUGLAS RIGGS +ALL RIGHTS RESERVED + + + + +FOREWORD + +It may be urged that all proper heroines go through a period of +uncertainty before giving their hands and hearts in marriage. +Occasionally, however, there are longer seasons of indecision, +incident to pride, high temper, or misunderstanding on the lady's +side, or to poverty, undue timidity, or lack of high pressure on the +part of the gentleman. I have christened the heroines of this volume +"Ladies-in-Waiting," and that no mental picture may be formed of Queen +and Court and Maids of Honor I have asked the artist to portray for +the frontispiece a marriageable maiden seated pensively upon a +hillside. Her attitude is plainly one of suspended animation while the +new moon above her shoulders suggests to the reader that she will not +wait in vain. + + KATE DOUGLAS WIGGIN + +August 11, 1919 + + + + +CONTENTS + +CHAPTER PAGE +Miss Thomasina Tucker 1 +The Turning-Point 97 +Huldah The Prophetess 145 +Two On A Tour 183 +Philippa's Nervous Prostration 275 + + + + +LADIES-IN-WAITING + +MISS THOMASINA TUCKER + +I + + +"Good-bye, Miss Tucker!" + +"Good luck, Miss Tommy!" + +"Bye, bye, Tomsie!" + +"Don't stay away too long!" + +These sentiments were being called from the Hoboken dock to the deck +of an ocean steamer, while a young lady, buried in bouquets and +bonbons, leaned over the rail, sparkling, inciting, compelling, +responding. + +"Take care of yourself, Tommy!" + +"I don't see but that I must! Nobody else to do it!" she responded +saucily. + +"You wouldn't let 'em if they tried!" This from a rosy-cheeked +youngster who was as close to the water's edge as safety permitted. +"Say, did you guess what my floral offering was to be when you trimmed +your hat? I _am_ flattered!" + +"Sorry! The hat was trimmed weeks ago, and I'm wearing your bouquet +because it matches." + +"Thanks, awfully," replied the crestfallen youth. "Plans for reduction +of head-size constantly on file in Miss Tucker's office." + +"Just Carl's luck to hit on a match." + +"Don't see any particular luck in being accessory to a hat trimming," +grumbled Carl. + +"Write now and then, Miss Tommy, won't you?" said a fellow with +eyeglasses and an air of fashion. + +"Won't promise! I'll wait till I'm rich enough to cable!" + +"Shilling a word's expensive, but you can send 'em to me collect. My +word is 'Hopeful,'"--at which the little party laughed. + +"Register another, and make it 'Uncertain,'" called the girl +roguishly, seeing that no one was paying any attention to her friends +and their nonsense. + +"London first, is it?" asked the rosy youth. "Decided on your hotel?" + +"Hotel? It's going to be my share of a modest Bloomsbury lodging," she +answered. "Got to sing my way from a third-floor-back in a side street +to a gorgeous suite at the Ritz!" + +"We'll watch you!" cried three in chorus. + +"But we'd rather hear you, darling," said a nice, tailor-made girl, +whose puffy eyelids looked as if she had been crying. + +"Blessed lamb! I hope I'll be better worth hearing! Oh, do go home, +all of you; especially you, Jessie! My courage is oozing out at the +heels of my shoes. Disappear! I've been farewelling actively for an +hour and casually for a week. If they don't take off the gangplank in +a minute or two I shan't have pluck enough to stick to the ship." + +"You can't expect us to brace you up, Tommy," said the rosy youth. +"We're losing too much by it. Come along back! What's the matter with +America?" + +"Don't talk to her that way, Carl,"--and the tailor-made girl looked +at him reproachfully. "You know she's got nobody and nothing to come +back to. She's given up her room. She's quarreled with her beastly +uncle at last; all her belongings are in the hold of the steamer, and +she's made up her mind." + +"All ashore that's going ashore!" The clarion tones of the steward +rang through the air for the third time, and the loud beating of the +ship's gong showed that the last moment had come. The gangplank was +removed and the great liner pushed off and slowly wended her way +down-river, some of the more faithful ones in the crowd waving +handkerchiefs until she was a blur in the distance. + +"Well, there's no truer way of showing loyalty than by going to +Hoboken to see a friend off," said the eyeglassed chap as he walked +beside Jessie Macleod to the ferry. "I wouldn't do it for anybody but +Tommy." + +"Nor I!" exclaimed the rosy youth. "Good old Tommy! I wonder whether +she'll sing and have a career, or fall in love over there?" + +"She might do both, I should think; at least it has been done, though +not, perhaps, with conspicuous success," was Carl's reply. + +"Whatever she does, we've lost her," sighed the girl; "and our little +set will be so dull without Tommy!" + + * * * * * + +Fergus Appleton had leaned over the deck rail for a few moments before +the ship started on her voyage; leaned there idly and indifferently, +as he did most things, smoking his cigarette with an air of complete +detachment from the world. He was going to no one, and leaving no one +behind. He had money enough to live on, but life had always been +something of a bore to him and he could not have endured it without +regular occupation. His occasional essays on subjects connected with +architecture, his critical articles in similar fields, his travels in +search of wider information, the book on which he was working at the +moment,--these kept him busy and gave him a sense of being tolerably +useful in his generation. The particular group of juveniles shouting +more or less intimate remarks to a girl passenger on board the steamer +attracted his attention for a moment. + +"They are very young," he thought, "or they would realize that they +are all revealing themselves with considerable frankness, although +nobody seems to be listening but me!" + +He would not have listened, as a matter of fact, had it not been for +the voice of the girl they called Tommy. It was not loud, but it had +the quality of a golden bell, and Fergus was susceptible to a +beautiful voice. One other thing--the slightest possible +thing--enlisted his notice. She wore a great bunch of mignonette stuck +in the waistband of her green cloth dress, and her small hat had a +flat wreath of the same flower. Mignonette was, perhaps, the only +growing thing of which Fergus Appleton ever took note, and its perfume +was the only one that particularly appealed to his rather dull sense +of smell; the reason being that in the old garden of the house in +which he was born there was always a huge straggling patch of +mignonette. His mother used to sit there on summer mornings and read +to him, and when he lay on his back in the sunshine he used to watch +the butterflies and humming-birds and trees, and sniff the fragrance +that filled the air. When his mother died, he wandered into the +garden, sought the familiar corner, and flung himself on the bed of +mignonette to cry his heart out--the lonely heart of an eight-year-old +boy. That was five and twenty years ago, but he never passed a +florist's open door in summer-time without remembering that despairing +hour and the fragrance of the flowers, bruised with his weight and +moist with his tears. + +The girl vanished the moment the steamer was out of sight of the dock, +and Fergus did not give her another thought for a day or two. He had +liked her green cloth dress and the hat that framed her young, +laughing, plucky face. He had thought her name suited her, and +wondered what dignified appellation had been edited, cut, and +metamorphosed to make "Tommy," deciding after a look at the passenger +list that it was Thomasina, and that the girl must be Miss Thomasina +Tucker, an alliterative combination which did not appeal to his +literary taste. + +The voyage was a rough one, and he saw her only now and then, always +alone, and generally standing on the end of the ship, her green cape +blowing in a gale of wind and showing a scarlet lining, her mignonette +hat exchanged for a soft green thing with an upstanding scarlet quill. +She was the only companionable person on board, but he did not know +her and sat nowhere near her at table, an assemblage of facts that +seemed to settle the matter, considering the sort of man he was and +the sort of girl she was. + +"She's too pretty and too young to be gallivanting about 'on her +own,'" he said to himself one morning, when Tommy stood on the upper +deck looking out to sea and, as far as he could judge, singing, though +there was such a gale blowing that he could not hear her voice. "But +all the girls are the same nowadays,"--and he puffed his pipe +disconsolately; "all the same; brisk, self-supporting, good fellows. +If I ever met a nice, unsuccessful-but-not-depressed sort of girl, +soft but not silly, mild but not tame, flexible but not docile, +spirited but not domineering, I think I should capitulate; but they're +all dead. The type has changed, and I haven't changed with it." + + * * * * * + +Fergus Appleton did not make acquaintances easily; no man does who has +had a lonely, neglected boyhood, his only companion a father who +seldom remembered his existence, and, when he did, apparently +regretted it. He had known girls, but he was a shy, silent, ugly boy, +and appealed as little to them as they to him. He did not live through +the twenties without discovering that a fine crop of sentiment was +growing in his heart; he also discovered that he didn't know in the +least what to do with it. George Meredith, speaking of Romance, says: +"The young who avoid that region escape the title of Fool at the cost +of a Celestial crown." Fergus Appleton wouldn't have minded being +called a fool if only he could have contrived to deserve the title, +and the glimmer of the crown celestial had been in his imagination +more than once until he turned thirty and decided it was not for his +head. Guileless school-girls did not appeal to him, and elderly sirens +certainly had no power to charm; he was even widow-proof, so he became +a thoroughfare for sisterly affection. Girls suffocated him with +friendliness, which was not the stuff of which his dreams were made. + +However, he had nothing to complain of, for he got as good as he gave, +and it occurred to him that he could not expect to start a disastrous +conflagration in any maiden bosom so long as he had no brimstone, nor +any substitute for it, on his own premises. + +"Anyway," he reflected (though perhaps not oftener than once a year), +"if I haven't a tie in the world, I have complete freedom to do as I +like!" And if the said freedom palled upon him occasionally, nobody +was the wiser, for Fergus Appleton did not wear his heart on his +sleeve. + +As for Tommy, there had been several Thomas Tuckers in genealogical +line, and the father of Thomasina was already Thomas Tucker the third. +Mr. and Mrs. Tucker, the parents of the first Thomas, must have been +somewhat lacking in humor, and somewhat ignorant of the classics, for +although they could not, perhaps, help being Tuckers, they needn't +have saddled their offspring with a Christian name which would suggest +Mother Goose to every properly educated person. However, the first +Thomas grew into a great man, healthy, wealthy, and wise, and his +descendants could hardly do less than keep his name alive. Thomas the +third was disappointed, not to say mortified, when his only child, +born in his old age, turned out to be a girl, but he bravely did the +best he could and named her Thomasina. Mrs. Tucker did not like the +name, but she died before the baby was three days old. The baby hated +it herself when she reached years of discretion, and when she found +that she possessed a voice and had a possible career before her, she +saw plainly that something more mellifluous must be substituted if +programmes should ever be in question. Meantime she was Tommy to her +friends, and the gay little name suited her to a T. The gay little +rhyme suited her, too, for like the Tommy Tucker in Mother Goose, she +had to "sing for her supper"; for her breakfast, and her dinner, and +her tea also, for that matter, if any were to be eaten. + +Her only relation, a disagreeable bachelor uncle, had given her a home +during her orphaned girlhood, and her first idea on growing up was to +get out of it. This she did promptly when she secured a place in a +Brooklyn choir. The salary was modest, but it provided a room and at +least one meal a day, not, of course, a Roman banquet, but something +to satisfy a youthful appetite. It seemed to the intrepid possessor of +a charming voice, an equally charming face, and a positive gift for +playing accompaniments, that the other two meals, and a few clothes +and sundries, might be forthcoming. As a matter of fact, they were, +although the uncle said that Tommy would starve, and he almost hoped +that she would, just to break the back of her obstinate independence. + + +II + + +Tommy had none too much to eat, and, according to her own aesthetic +ambitions, nothing at all to wear; but she was busy all day long and +absurdly happy. Her income was uncertain, but that was amusing and +thrilling rather than pitiful or tragic. She had two or three +"steadies" among singers, who gave her engagements as accompanist at +small drawing-room recitals or charitable entertainments. There was a +stout prima donna whose arias for dramatic soprano kept her practicing +until midnight, and a rich young lady amateur who needed a very +friendly and careful accompaniment because she sang flat and always +lost her breath before the end of a long phrase. The manner in which +Tommy concealed these defects was thoroughly ingenious and +sympathetic. When Miss Guggenheim paused for breath, Tommy filled the +gap with instrumental arabesques; when she was about to flat, Tommy +gave her the note suggestively. If she was too dreadfully below pitch, +and had breath enough to hang on to the note so long that the audience +(always composed of invited guests) writhed obviously, Tommy would +sometimes drop a sheet of music on the floor and create a diversion, +always apologizing profusely for her clumsiness. The third patron was +a young baritone, who liked Miss Tucker's appearance on the platform +and had her whenever he didn't sing Schubert's "Erl Koenig," which +Tommy couldn't play. This was her most profitable engagement, but it +continued alas! for only three months, for the baritone wanted to +marry her, and she didn't like him because he was bald and his neck +was too fat. Also, she was afraid she would have to learn to play the +"Erl Koenig" properly. + +All this time Tommy was longing to sing in public herself, and trying +to save money enough to take more lessons by way of preparation. + +When she lost the baritone, who was really peevish at being rejected +after suiting his programmes to her capacities for a whole season, +Tommy conceived a new idea. She influenced Jessie Macleod, who had a +fine contralto, and two other girls with well-trained voices, to form +a quartette. + +"We can't get anything to do separately; perhaps we can make a +pittance together," she said. "We'll do good simple things; our voices +blend well, and if we practice enough there's no reason why we +shouldn't sing beautifully." + +"Singing beautifully is one thing and getting engagements is another," +sighed Jessie Macleod. + +"As if I didn't know that! We can't hope to be superior to other +quartettes, so we must be different--unusual, unique--I can't think +just how at the moment, but I will before we make our debut." + +And she did, for Tommy was nothing if not fertile in ideas. + +Every hour that the girls could spare in the month of October was +given to rehearsal, till the four fresh young voices were like one. +They had decided to give nothing but English songs, to sing entirely +from memory, and to make a specialty of good words well spoken. All +the selections but one or two were to be without accompaniment, and in +these Tommy would sit at the piano surrounded by the other three in a +little group. + +Miss Guggenheim was to give them their first appearance, invite fifty +or sixty people, and serve tea. She kindly offered to sing some solos +herself, but Tommy, shuddering inwardly, said she thought it was +better that the quartette should test its own strength unaided. + +Miss Guggenheim couldn't sing, but she could dress, and she had an +inspiration a week before the concert. + +"What are you going to wear, girls?" she asked. + +"Anything we have, is the general idea," said Tommy. "Mine is black." + +"Mine's blue"--"White"--"Pink!" came from the other three. + +"But must you wear those particular dresses? Can't you each compromise +a little so as to look better together?" + +"So hard to compromise when each of us has one dress hanging on one +nail; one neck and sleeves filled up for afternoons and ripped out for +evenings!" + +"I should get four simple dresses just alike," said Miss Guggenheim, +who had a dozen. + +"What if they should hang in our closets unworn and unpaid for?" asked +Jessie Macleod. + +"We're sure to get at least one engagement some time or other. Nothing +ventured, nothing have. We ought to earn enough to pay for the +dresses, if we do nothing more,"--and Tommy's vote settled it. + +Miss Guggenheim knew people, if she did sing flat, and her +drawing-room was full on the occasion of the debut. Carl Bothwick, a +friend of Tommy's, was in a publishing office, and nobly presented +programmes for the occasion. The quartette had not thought of naming +itself, but Carl had grouped the songs under the heading, "The Singing +Girls," and luckily they liked the idea. + +At four o'clock the hum of conversation ceased at the sound of singing +voices in the distance. A sort of processional effect had been Tommy's +suggestion, and the quartette formed in the dressing-room and sang its +way to the audience. + + "Hark, hark, the lark at Heaven's gate sings, + And Phoebus 'gins to rise." + +The voices rang high and clear, coming nearer and nearer. All the +words could be heard and understood. The hall portieres divided, and +the girls entered, all in soft gray crepe, gardenias at the belt, +little brimmed hats of black velvet with a single gardenia on the +side, the flowers being the offering of the dramatic soprano, who +loved Tommy. They were young, they were pretty, they sang delightfully +in tune, and with quite bewitching effect. Several ladies fell in love +with them at first sight, and hoped that they would sing for nothing a +few times, "just to get themselves known." They had done nothing else +for two years, so that Tommy said they must be acquainted with the +entire State of New York, though nothing ever came of it. It was a +joyous surprise, then, when an old gentleman in the company (who was +seen to wipe tears away when the girls sang "Darby and Joan") engaged +them to sing at his golden wedding the next night. That was the +beginning of a season of modest prosperity. Tommy's baritone had +married his new accompanist (he seemed determined to have a +piano-playing wife), and wishing to show Miss Tucker that his heart +was not broken by her rejection, he gave a handsome party and engaged +the quartette, paying for their services in real coin of the realm. +Other appearances followed in and out of town, and Tommy paid for her +gray dress, spent a goodly sum for an attack of tonsillitis, the +result of overwork, and still saved two hundred dollars. The season +was over. She was fagged, but not disheartened. Who is at twenty-two? +But it was late April, and drawing-room entertainments were no more. +The two hundred dollars when augmented by the church salary would +barely take her through till October. + +"It is very annoying," thought Tommy, "when you have to eat, drink, +sleep, and dress twelve months in the year, that the income by which +you do these things should cease abruptly for four months. Still, +furriers can't sell furs in hot weather, and summer boarders can't +board in winter, so I suppose other people have to make enough money +in eight months to spend in twelve." + + "'Hark, hark, the lark at Heaven's gate sings, + And Phoebus 'gins to rise!'" + +she caroled, splashing about in her morning tub as she finished making +these reflections, the tub being an excellent place for trills and +scales. + +Proceeding from tub to her sitting-room to make things ready for +toilet and breakfast, her mind ran on her little problems. + +"I want to learn more, see more, hear more," she thought. "I have one +of those nasty, unserviceable, betwixt-and-between talents: voice not +high enough for 'Robert, toi que j'aime,' nor low enough for +'Staendchen'; not flexible enough for 'Caro Nome,' nor big enough for +'Ocean, Thou Mighty Monster'; poor French accent, worse German; +awfully good English, but that doesn't count. Can sing old ballads, +folk-songs, and nice, forgotten things that make dear old gentlemen +and ladies cry--but not pay. If I were billed at all, it ought to be + + "First Appearance in Public[[v:small-caps]] + of[[v:small-caps]] + Behind-the-Times Tommy"[[v:small-caps]] + +This appellation so tickled her fancy that she nearly upset the +coffee-pot, and she continued to laugh at her own wit until a fat +letter was pushed under her door from the hall outside. She picked it +up. It had an English postmark. + +"Helena Markham!" she cried, joyously. + + DEAR TOMMY: [the letter read] + + Don't you want to come over to London for the season? You never + make any money at home from June to October, and if by chance + you have a penny in the bank (I don't know why I say "if" when + none of us ever had such a thing!) I think I can put enough in + your way to pay part of your expenses. I am really beginning to + get on!--three engagements in the provincial towns all arranged. + My accompanist plays lots better than you do, but I don't sing + half so well with him as I used to with you. You somehow infuse + the spirit into me that I lack. I incline to be lumpy and heavy. + They may not notice it in the provinces, for I dare say they are + lumpy and heavy there, too. However, though I shall have to have + somebody well known over here for concerts of any great + pretensions, I could work you into smaller ones, and coach with + you, too, since I must have somebody. And you are so + good-looking, Tommy dear, and have such a winning profile! I am + plainer than ever, but no plainer than Madame Titiens, so the + papers say. I never saw or heard her, of course, but the critics + say I have the same large, "massive" style of voice and person. + My present accompanist would take first prize for ugliness in + any competition; he is more like a syndicate of plainness than + one single exemplification of it! I must have a noble nature to + think more of my audiences than of myself, but I should like to + give them something to please their eyes--I flatter myself I can + take care of their ears! + + Oh, do come, Tommy! Say you will! + + HELENA. + +Tommy pirouetted about the room like an intoxicated bird, waving the +letter, and trilling and running joyful chromatic scales, for the most +part badly done. + +"Will I go to London?" she warbled in a sort of improvised recitative. +"Will I take two or two and a half lessons of Georg Henschel? Will I +grace platforms in the English provinces? Will I take my two hundred +dollars out of the bank and risk it royally? Perhaps the bystanders +will glance in at my windows and observe me giving the landlady +notice, and packing my trunk, both of which delightful tasks I shall +be engaged in before the hour strikes." + + +III + + +Fergus Appleton thought he saw "the singing girl" of his voyage from +New York one May day in Wells, where he went to study the cathedral. +He noticed a hansom with a pink-clad figure in the opening, looking +like a rosebud of a new and odd sort on wheels. At least, it looked +like a rosebud at the moment the doors rolled back like the leaves of +a calyx, and the flower issued, triumphant and beautiful. She was +greeted by a tall, stout young lady, who climbed into the hansom, and +the two settled themselves quickly and drove off. + +Appleton's hansom followed on its own course, which chanced to be in +the same direction, and he saw the slim and the stout disappear up a +hilly street, at the top of which was a famous old house. He walked +that way in the afternoon, having nothing better to do, but could +observe no dwelling at which the two ladies might be staying. There +was a pretty cottage with a long, graveled pathway leading to it, and +a little sign on the locked gate reading: "Spring Cleaning. Please do +not knock or ring." Farther along was a more pretentious house, so +attractive that he was sorry he had never noticed it before, for the +sign "Apartments to Let" was in one of the front windows. He heard a +piano in the rear somewhere, but on reaching the front door another +sign confronted him: "The parlor maid is slightly deaf. If doorbell is +not answered at once, please step inside and ring the dinner bell on +the hall table." + +This somehow required more courage than Appleton possessed, though he +determined to look at the rooms on his next visit, so he stole down +the path and went about his business, wondering why in the world he +had done such a besotted thing as to take a walk among the furnished +lodgings of the cathedral town of Wells. + +The summer waxed. He had nearly finished his book, and feeling the +need of some peaceful retreat where he could do the last chapters and +work up his sketches, he took the advice of an English friend and went +down to Devonshire, intending to go from place to place until he found +a hotel and surroundings to his mind. + +The very first one pleased his exacting taste, and he felt that the +Bexley Sands Inn would be the very spot in which to write; comfortable +within, a trifle too large, perhaps, and at week-ends too full of +people, but clean, well-kept, and sunny. + +It was a Friday evening, and the number of guests who arrived on the +last train from Torquay was rather disturbing. The dining-room service +was not interfered with, but Appleton made up his mind to smoke his +pipe in his own sitting-room and go down to the lounge later to read +the papers, when the crowd might have dispersed. At nine o'clock, +accordingly, he descended, and was preparing to settle himself with +the last "Spectator" when the young lady in the office observed: +"There's a very good concert going on in the drawing-room, sir, if you +enjoy music. No admittance, you know; just a plate at the door as you +leave--quite optional." + +Appleton bowed his thanks, filled his pipe, and taking up his +newspaper with a sensation of comfortable idleness, was beginning an +article on the situation in the Balkans, when a voice floated out from +the distant drawing-room, down the long corridor, through the +writing-room into the lounge. It was not a little voice nor a big +voice, it seemed to have no extraordinarily high notes and no low +ones, it did not arrest attention by the agility of its use; but it +was as fresh and young as a bird's and sweeter than honey in the comb. +It began by caroling "My Love's an Arbutus," went on to "The Little +Red Lark" and "The Low-Backed Car," so that Appleton, his head thrown +back in the easy-chair, the smoke wreaths from his pipe circling in +the air, the Balkans forgotten, decided that the singer was Irish. + +"A pretty voice, sir," remarked the goddess of the hotel office. "I'm +sorry so many of our guests are playing bowls this evening, and +there's a bridge party of three tables in our first-floor private +sitting-room, or the young lady would have had an audience. She seems +a nice little thing, quite a stranger, with no experience." + +If the singer had even a small group of hearers, they were apparently +delighted with "The Low-Backed Car," for with only a second's pause +she gave "The Minstrel Boy." A certain individual quality of tone and +spirit managed to bridge the distance between the drawing-room and +lounge; or perhaps it was the piano accompaniment, so beautifully +played that one could almost imagine it a harp; or was it that the +words were so familiar to Appleton that every syllable was understood, +so that the passion and fire of the old song suffered no loss? + + "The minstrel fell, but the foeman's chain + Could not bring that proud soul under! + The harp he loved ne'er spoke again, + For he tore its chords asunder." + +"It's a pity her programme is so old-fashioned," said the young lady +of the office, passing his chair to give an order to the page. "It's +true only the elderly people went in, but our week-enders are very +up-to-date in everything. There's a lot of Londoners here, and those +from Torquay are frightfully musical. If they don't get Debewssy, it +seems they think nothing of the programme." + +"Well, I confess that Debussy seems a trifle alien to this time and +place," said Appleton, "and these old ballads suit my taste much +better. I think I'll take a nearer view." + +He shoved his pipe into its case and strolled down the corridor, +pausing behind the heavy velvet portieres that shut off the +drawing-room. There was no buzz of conversation going on, because +there was not a sufficient number of persons to buzz. A very quiet, +stodgy audience it was, with no friendly grouping; just a few old +gentlemen here and a few old ladies there, sometimes with their +prematurely aged and chastened paid companions by their sides. There +were some girls of fifteen or sixteen, too, scattered about, a few of +them accompanied by prim governesses. + +Appleton heard the entrance of some one from the anteroom beyond the +grand piano, then a few chords, struck by hands that loved the ivory +keys and evoked a reciprocal tenderness every time they touched them; +then: + + "Near Woodstock Town in Oxfordshire + As I walked forth to take the air, + To view the fields and meadows round, + Methought I heard a mournful sound." + +So the chronicle ran on until the crisis came: + + "The lady round the meadow ran, + And gathered flowers as they sprang. + Of every sort she there did pull + Until she got her apron full." + +The history of the distracted lady's unhappy passion persevered: + + "The green ground served her as a bed, + The flowers a pillow for her head. + She laid her down and nothing spoke. + Alas! for love her heart was broke." + +Appleton was at first too enchanted with the mischievous yet +sympathetic rendition of this tragedy to do anything but listen. The +voice, the speech, were so full of color and personality he forgot for +the moment that there would be a face behind them; but there was an +irresistible something in the line, "Until she got her apron full," +that forced him to peep behind the curtain just in time to catch the +singer's smile. + +As this is not a story of plot, suspense, or mystery, there is no +earthly use in denying that the lady in question was Miss Thomasina +Tucker, nor any sense in affirming that her appearance in Fergus +Appleton's hotel was in the nature of a dramatic coincidence, since +Americans crossing the Atlantic on the same steamer are continually +meeting in the British Isles and on the Continent. + +Appleton was pleased to see the girl again because he had always liked +her face, and he was delighted to find that her voice not only +harmonized with it, but increased its charm a hundredfold. Miss Tommy +had several rather uncommon qualities in her equipment. One was that +when she sang a high note she did it without exposing any of the +avenues which led to her singing apparatus. She achieved her effects +without pain to herself or to the observer, just flinging them off as +gayly and irresponsibly as a bird on a bough, without showing any +_modus operandi_. She had tenderness also, and fire, and a sense of +humor which, while she never essayed a "comic" song, served her in +good stead in certain old ballads with an irresistibly quaint twist in +them. She made it perfectly clear that she was sorry for the poor lady +who was running around the meadow preparing her flowery bier, but the +conviction crept over you that she was secretly amused at the same +time. Appleton heard the smile in her voice before he pulled aside the +curtain and saw its counterpart on her face; heard and responded, for +when Tommy tossed a smile at you, you caught it gratefully and tossed +it back in the hope of getting a second and a third. + +Another arrow in Tommy's modest quiver was the establishment of an +instantaneous intimacy between herself and her audience. The singing +of her songs was precisely like the narration of so many stories, told +so simply and directly that the most hardened critic would have his +sting removed without being aware of it. He would know that Tommy +hadn't a remarkable voice, but he would forget to mention it because +space was limited. Sometimes he would say that she was an interpreter +rather than a singer, and Tommy, for her part, was glad to be called +anything, and grateful when she wasn't brutally arraigned for the +microscopic size of her talent. + +It was Tommy's captivating friendliness and the quality of her smile +that "did" for the shyest and stiffest of men, for by the time she had +finished her programme the thunderbolt, the classic, the eternal +thunderbolt, had fallen, and Fergus Appleton was in love. Tommy began +her unconscious depredations with "Near Woodstock Town" and "Phillida +Flouts Me," added fuel to the flames with "My Heart's in the +Highlands" and "Charlie Is My Darling," and reduced his heart to ashes +with "Allan Water" and "Has Sorrow Thy Young Days Shaded?" The smile +began it, but it was tears that worked the final miracle, though +moisture very rarely has this effect on fires of any sort. + +Tommy was tired and a bit disheartened; Appleton, the only responsive +person in the audience, was seated in a far corner of the room, +completely hidden behind a lady of formidable width and thickness, so +the singer could not be expected to feel the tidal waves of +appreciation he was sending toward her, although they ran so high at +one moment that he could have risen to his feet and begged her to +elope with him. The rest of her hearers sat heavily, stodgily in their +seats without moving a muscle, mental, emotional, or physical. They +had no private sitting-rooms, and they might as well be where they +were as anywhere else; that was the idea they conveyed in every +feature of their expressionless faces. An old gentleman in the front +row left the room during the last song on the programme, and Appleton +was beset by, and resisted, a vulgar temptation to put out his foot +and trip him up in the doorway. When Tommy sang: + + "Has hope, like the bird in the story, + That flitted from tree to tree + With the talisman's glitt'ring glory, + Has hope been that bird to thee? + On branch after branch alighting, + The gem did she still display, + And when nearest and most inviting, + Then waft the fair gem away." + +"Yes, yes, a thousand times yes," answered Fergus Appleton's heart, +for the first time in his life conscious of loneliness, lack of +purpose, lack of anchorage, lack of responsibilities, lack of +everything he had never wanted before, but wanted desperately all at +once, and quite independent of logic. + +He slipped out of the door and let the scattered units in the audience +assemble, pass him, and drift down the corridor toward the office and +lounge. To his astonishment and anger they dropped shillings on the +plate, and the young people sixpences and, great Heavens! even +pennies; one half-crown, the tacit apology of the old gentleman who +had left early, was the only respectable offering. Appleton took out a +sovereign, and then was afraid to put it in the collection for fear of +exciting the singer's curiosity, so he rummaged his pockets for +half-crowns and two-shilling pieces. Finding only two or three, he +changed his mind and put back the gold-piece just in time to avoid the +eye of the page, who came to take the offering back to Miss Tucker. +Appleton twisted his mustache nervously, and walked slowly toward the +anteroom with no definite idea in mind, save perhaps that she might +issue from her retreat and recognize him as she passed. (As a matter +of fact she had never once noticed him on the steamer, but the poor +wretch was unconscious of that misfortune!) The page came out, putting +something in his pocket, and left the door half open behind him. +Appleton wheeled swiftly, feeling like a spy, but not until he had +seen Miss Thomasina Tucker take a large copper coin from the plate, +fling it across the room, bury the plate of silver upside down in a +sofa cushion, and precipitate herself upon it with a little quivering +wail of shame, or disappointment, or rage, he could hardly determine +which. + +Appleton followed the unfeeling, unmusical, penurious old ladies and +gentlemen back into the lounge, glaring at them as belligerently and +offensively as a gentleman could and maintain his self-respect. Then +he went into the waiting-room and embarked upon a positive orgy of +letter-writing. Looking up from the last of his pile a half-hour +later, he observed the young lady who was unconsciously preventing a +proper flow of epistolary inspiration on his part, seated at a desk in +the opposite corner. A pen was in her right hand, and in her left she +held a tiny embroidered handkerchief, rather creased. Sometimes she +bit the corner of it, sometimes she leaned her cheek upon it, +sometimes she tapped the blotting-pad with the pen-handle, very much +as if she had no particular interest in what she was doing, or else +she was very doubtful about the wisdom of it. + +Presently she took some pennies from a small purse, and rising, took +her letters with her with the evident intention of posting them. +Appleton rose too, lifting his pile of correspondence, and followed +close at her heels. She went to the office, laid down threepence, with +her letters, turned, saw Fergus Appleton with the physical eye, but +looked directly through him as if he were a man of glass and poor +quality of glass at that, and sauntered upstairs as if she were +greatly bored with life. + +However, the top letter of her three was addressed very plainly to the +"Bishop of Bath and Wells," and Fergus Appleton had known the bishop, +and the bishop's wife, for several years. Accordingly, the post-bag +that night held two letters addressed to the Bishop's Palace, and +there was every prospect of an immediate answer to one of them. + + +IV + + +As for the country roundabout the Bexley Sands Inn, it is one of the +loveliest in Devonshire. It does not waste a moment, but, realizing +the brevity of week-end visits and the anxiety of tourists to see the +greatest amount of scenery in the shortest space, it begins its duty +at the very door of the inn and goes straight on from one stretch of +loveliness to another. + +If you have been there, you remember that if you turn to the right and +go over the stone bridge that crosses the sleepy river, you are in the +very heart of beauty. You pick your way daintily along the edge of the +road, for it is carpeted so thickly with sea-pinks and yellow and +crimson crow's-foot that you scarcely know where to step. Sea-poppies +there are, too, groves of them, growing in the sandy stretches that +lie close to and border the wide, shingly beach. In summer the long, +low, narrow stone bridge crosses no water, but just here is an acre or +two of tall green rushes. You walk down the bank a few steps and sit +under the shadow of a wall. The green garden of rushes stretches in +front of you, with a still, shallow pool between you and it, a pool +floating with blossoming water-weeds. On the edge of the rushes grow +tall yellow irises in great profusion; the cuckoo's note sounds in the +distance; the sun, the warmth, the intoxication of color, make you +drowsy, and you lean back among the green things, close your eyes, and +then begin listening to the wonderful music of the rushes. A million +million reeds stirred by the breeze bend to and fro, making a faint +silken sound like that of a summer wave lapping the shore, but far +more ethereal. + +Thomasina Tucker went down the road, laden with books, soon after +breakfast Monday morning. Appleton waited until after the post came +in, and having received much-desired letters and observed with joy the +week-enders setting forth, hither and thither on their return +journeys, followed what he supposed to be Miss Tucker's route; at +least, it was her route on Saturday and Sunday, and he could not +suppose her to harbor caprice or any other feminine weakness. + +Yes, there she was, in the very loveliest nook, the stone wall at her +back, and in front nice sandy levels for books and papers and +writing-pad. + +"Miss Tucker, may I invade your solitude for a moment? Our mutual +friend, the Bishop of Bath and Wells, has written asking me to look +you up as a fellow countryman and see if I can be of any service to +you so far away from home." + +Tommy looked up, observed a good-looking American holding a letter in +one hand and lifting a hat with the other, and bade him welcome. + +"How kind of the bishop! But he is always doing kind things; his wife, +too. I have seen much of them since I came to England." + +"My name is Appleton, Fergus Appleton, at your service." + +"Won't you take a stone, or make yourself a hollow in the sand?" asked +Tommy hospitably. "I came out here to read and study, and get rid of +the week-enders. Isn't Bexley Sands a lovely spot, and do you ever get +tired of the bacon and the kippered herring, and the fruit tarts with +Devonshire cream?" + +"I can't bear to begin an acquaintance with a lady by differing on +such vital points, but I do get tired of these Bexley delicacies." + +"Perhaps you have been here too long--or have you just come this +morning?" + +Appleton swallowed his disappointment and hurt vanity, and remarked: +"No, I came on Friday." (He laid some emphasis on Friday.) + +"The evening train is so incorrigibly slow! I only reached the hotel +at ten o'clock when I arrived on Thursday night." Miss Tucker shot a +rapid glance at the young man as she made this remark. + +"I came by the morning express and arrived here at three on Friday," +said Appleton. + +Miss Tucker, with a slight display of perhaps legitimate temper, +turned suddenly upon him. "There! I have been trying for two minutes +to find out when you came, and now I know you were at my beastly +concert on Friday evening!" + +"I certainly was, and very grateful I am, too." + +"I suppose all through my life people will be turning up who were in +that room!" said Miss Tucker ungraciously. "I must tell somebody what +I feel about that concert! I should prefer some one who wasn't a +stranger, but you are a great deal better than nobody. Do you mind?" + +Appleton laughed like a boy, and flung his hat a little distance into +a patch of sea-pinks. + +"Not a bit. Use me, or abuse me, as you like, so long as you don't +send me away, for this was my favorite spot before you chose it for +yours." + +"I live in New York, and I came abroad early in the summer," began +Tommy. + +"I know that already!" interrupted Appleton. + +"Oh, I suppose the bishop told you." + +"No, I came with you; that is, I was your fellow passenger." + +"Did you? Why, I never saw you on the boat." + +"My charms are not so dazzling that I expect them to be noted and +remembered," laughed Appleton. + +"It is true I was very tired, and excited, and full of anxieties," +said Tommy meekly. + +"Don't apologize! If you tried for an hour, you couldn't guess just +why I noticed and remembered _you_!" + +"I conclude then it was not for _my_ dazzling charms," Tommy answered +saucily. + +"It was because you wore the only flower I ever notice, one that is +associated with my earliest childhood. I never knew a woman to wear a +bunch of mignonette before." + +"Some one sent it to me, I remember, and it had some hideous scarlet +pinks in the middle. I put the pinks in my room and pinned on the +mignonette because it matched my dress. I am very fond of green." + +"My mother loved mignonette. We always had beds of it in our garden +and pots of it growing in the house in winter. I can smell it whenever +I close my eyes." + +Tommy glanced at him. She felt something in his voice that she liked, +something that attracted her and wakened an instantaneous response. + +"But go on," he said. "I only know as yet that you sailed from New +York in the early summer, as I did." + +"Well, I went to London to join a great friend, a singer, Helena +Markham. Have you heard of her?" + +"No; is she an American?" + +"Yes, a Western girl, from Montana, with oh! such a magnificent voice +and such a big talent!" (The outward sweep of Tommy's hands took in +the universe.) "We've had some heavenly weeks together. I play +accompaniments, and--" + +"I know you do!" + +"I forgot for the moment how much too much you know! I went with her +to Birmingham, and Manchester, and Leeds, and Liverpool. I wasn't +really grand enough for her, but the audiences didn't notice me, +Helena was so superb. In between I took some lessons of Henschel. He +told me I hadn't much voice, but very nice brains. I am always called +'intelligent,' and no one can imagine how I hate the word!" + +"It is offensive, but not so bad as some others. I, for example, have +been called a 'conscientious writer'!" + +"Oh, are you a writer?" + +"Of a sort, yes. But, as you were saying--" + +"As I was saying, everything was going so beautifully until ten days +ago, when Helena's people cabled her to come home. Her mother is +seriously ill and cannot live more than a few months. She went at +once, but I couldn't go with her--not very well, in midsummer--and so +here I am, all alone, high and dry." + +She leaned her chin in the cup of her hand and, looking +absent-mindedly at the shimmering rushes, fell into a spell of silence +that took no account of Appleton. + +To tell the truth, he didn't mind looking at her unobserved for a +moment or two. He had almost complete control of his senses, and he +didn't believe she could be as pretty as he thought she was. There was +no reason to think that she was better to look at than an out-and-out +beauty. Her nose wasn't Greek. It was just a trifle faulty, but it was +piquant and full of mischief. There was nothing to be said against her +mouth or her eyelashes, which were beyond criticism, and he +particularly liked the way her dark-brown hair grew round her temples +and her ears--but the quality in her face that appealed most to +Appleton was a soft and touching youthfulness. + +Suddenly she remembered herself, and began again: + +"Miss Markham and I had twice gone to large seaside hotels with great +success, but, of course, she had a manager and a reputation. I thought +I would try the same thing alone in some very quiet retreat, and see +if it would do. Oh! wasn't it funny!" (Here she broke into a perfectly +childlike fit of laughter.) "It was such a well-behaved, solemn little +audience, that never gave me an inkling of its liking or its +loathing." + +"Oh, yes, it did!" remonstrated Appleton. "They loved your Scotch +songs." + +"Silently!" cried Tommy. "I had dozens and dozens of other things +upstairs to sing to them, but I thought I was suiting my programme to +the place and the people. I looked at them during luncheon and made my +selections." + +"You are flattering the week-enders." + +"I believe you are musical," she ventured, looking up at him as she +played with a tuft of sea-pinks. + +"I am passionately fond of singing, so I seldom go to concerts," he +answered, somewhat enigmatically. "Your programme was an enchanting +one to me." + +"It was good of its kind, if the audience would have helped me,"--and +Tommy's lip trembled a little; "but perhaps I could have borne that, +if it hadn't been for the--plate." + +"Not a pleasant custom, and a new one to me," said Appleton. + +"And to me!" (Here she made a little grimace of disgust.) "I knew +beforehand I had to face the plate--but the contents! Where did you +sit?" + +"I was forced to stay a trifle in the background, I entered so late. +It was your 'Minstrel Boy' that dragged me out of my armchair in the +lounge." + +"Then perhaps you saw the plate? I know by your face that you did! You +saw the sixpences, which I shall never forget, and the pennies, which +I will never forgive! I thirst for the blood of those who put in +pennies!" + +"They would all have been sitting in boiling oil since Friday if I had +had my way," responded Appleton. + +Tommy laughed delightedly. "I know now who put in the sovereign! I +knew every face in that audience--that wasn't difficult in so small a +one--and I tried and tried to fix the sovereign on any one of them, +and couldn't. At last I determined that it was the old gentleman who +went out in the middle of 'Allan Water,' feeling that he would rather +pay anything than stay any longer. Confess! it _was_ you!" + +Appleton felt very sheepish as he met Tommy's dancing eyes and +heightened color. + +"I couldn't bear to let you see those pennies," he stammered, "but I +couldn't get them out before the page came to take the plate." + +"Perhaps you were 'pound foolish,' and the others were 'penny wise,' +but it was awfully nice of you. If I can pay my bill here without +spending that sovereign, I believe I'll keep it for a lucky piece. I +shall be very rich by Saturday night, anyway." + +"A legacy due?" + +"Goodness, no! I haven't a relation in the world except one, who +disapproves of me; not so much as I disapprove of him, however. No, +Albert Spalding and Donald Tovey have engaged me for a concert in +Torquay." + +"I have some business in Torquay which will keep me there for a few +days on my way back to Wells," said Appleton nonchalantly. (The +bishop's letter had been a pure and undefiled source of information on +all points.) + +"Why, how funny! I hope you'll be there on Saturday. There'll be no +plate! Tickets two and six to seven and six, but you shall be my +guest, my sovereign guest. I am going to Wells myself to stay +till--till I make up my mind about a few things." + +"America next?" inquired Appleton, keeping his voice as colorless as +possible. + +"I don't know. Helena made me resign my church position in Brooklyn, +and for the moment my 'career' is undecided." + +She laughed, but her eyes denied the mirth that her lips affirmed, and +Appleton had such a sudden, illogical desire to meddle with her +career, to help or hinder it, to have a hand in it at any rate, that +he could hardly hold his tongue. + +"The Torquay concert will be charming, I hope. You know what +Spalding's violin-playing is, and Donald Tovey is a young genius at +piano-playing and composing. He is going to accompany me in some of +his own songs, and he wants me to sing a group of American +ones--Macdowell, Chadwick, Nevin, Mrs. Beach, and Margaret Lang." + +"I hope you'll accompany yourself in some of your own ballads!" + +"No, the occasion is too grand; unless they should happen to like me +very much. Then I could play for myself, and sing 'Allan Water,' or +'Believe Me,' or 'Early One Morning,' or 'Barbara Allen.'" + +(Appleton wondered if a claque of sizable, trustworthy boys could be +secured in Torquay, and under his intelligent and inspired leadership +carry Miss Thomasina Tucker like a cork on the wave of success.) + +"Wouldn't it be lunch-time?" asked Miss Tucker, after a slight pause. + +"It is always time for something when I'm particularly enjoying +myself," grumbled Appleton, looking at his watch. "It's not quite one +o'clock. Must we go in?" + +"Oh, yes; we've ten minutes' walk,"--and Tommy scrambled up and began +to brush sand from her skirts. + +"Couldn't I sit at your table--under the chaperonage of the Bishop of +Bath and Wells?" And Appleton got on his feet and collected Tommy's +books. + +The girl's laugh was full-hearted this time. "Certainly not," she +said. "What does Bexley Sands know of the bishop and his interest in +us? But if you can find the drawing-room utterly deserted at any time, +I'll sing for you." + +"How about a tea-basket and a walk to Gray Rocks at four o'clock?" +asked Appleton as they strolled toward the hotel. + +"Charming! And I love singing out of doors without accompaniment. I'm +determined to earn that sovereign in course of time! Are you from New +England?" + +"Yes; and you?" + +"Oh, I'm from New York. I was born in a row of brown-stone fronts, in +a numbered street, twenty-five or thirty houses to a block, all +exactly alike. I wonder how I've outlived my start. And you?" + +"In the country, bless it,--in the eastern part of Massachusetts. We +had a garden and my mother and I lived in it during all the months of +my life that matter. That's where the mignonette grew." + +"'And He planted a garden eastward in Eden,'" quoted Tommy, half to +herself. + +"It's the only Eden I ever knew! Do you like it over here, Miss +Tucker, or are you homesick now that your friend is in America?" + +"Oh, I'm never homesick; for the reason that I have never had any home +since I was ten years old, when I was left an orphan. I haven't any +deep roots in New York; it's like the ocean, too big to love. I +respect and admire the ocean, but I love a little river. You know the +made-over aphorism: 'The home is where the hat is'? For 'hat' read +'trunk,' and you have my case, precisely." + +"That's because you are absurdly, riotously young! It won't suit you +forever." + +"Does anything suit one forever?" asked Tommy frivolously, not +cynically, but making Appleton a trifle uncomfortable nevertheless. +"Anything except singing, I mean? Perhaps you feel the same way about +writing? You haven't told me anything about your work, and I've +confided my past history, present prospects, and future aspirations to +you!" + +"There's not so much to say. It is good work, and it is growing +better. I studied architecture at the Beaux-Arts. I do art-criticism, +and I write about buildings chiefly. That would seem rather dull to a +warbler like you." + +"Not a bit. Doesn't somebody say that architecture is frozen music?" + +"I don't get as immediate response to my work as you do to yours." + +"No, but you never had sixpences and pennies put into your plate! Now +give me my books, please. I'll go in at the upper gate alone, and run +upstairs to my room. You enter by the lower one and go through the +lounge, where the guests chiefly congregate waiting for the opening of +the dining-room. Au revoir!" + +When Tommy opened her bedroom door she elevated her pretty, +impertinent little nose and sniffed the air. It was laden with a +delicate perfume that came from a huge bunch of mignonette on the +table. It was long-stemmed, fresh, and moist, loosely bound together, +and every one of its tiny brown blossoms was sending out fragrance +into the room. It did not need Fergus Appleton's card to identify the +giver, but there it was. + +"What a nice, kind, understanding person he is! And how cheerful it +makes life to have somebody from your own country taking an interest +in you, and liking your singing, and hating those beastly pennies!" +And Tommy, quickly merging artist in woman, slipped on a coatee of +dull-green crepe over her old black taffeta, and taking down her hat +with the garland of mignonette from the shelf in her closet, tucked +some of the green sprays in her belt, and went down to luncheon. She +didn't know where Fergus Appleton's table was, but she would make her +seat face his. Then she could smile thanks at him over the +mulligatawny soup, or the filet of sole, or the boiled mutton, or the +apple tart. Even the Bishop of Bath and Wells couldn't object to +that! + + +V + + +Their friendship grew perceptibly during the next two days, though +constantly under the espionage of the permanent guests of the Bexley +Sands Inn, but on Wednesday night Miss Tucker left for Torquay, +according to schedule. Fergus Appleton remained behind, partly to make +up arrears in his literary work, and partly as a sop to decency and +common sense. He did not deem it either proper or dignified to escort +the young lady on her journey (particularly as he had not been asked +to do so), so he pined in solitary confinement at Bexley until +Saturday morning, when he followed her to the scene of her labors. + +After due reflection he gave up the idea of the claque, and rested +Tommy's case on the knees of the gods, where it transpired that it was +much safer, for Torquay liked Tommy, and the concert went off with +enormous eclat. From the moment that Miss Thomasina Tucker appeared on +the platform the audience looked pleased. She wore a quaint dress of +white flounced chiffon, with a girdle of green, and a broad white hat +with her old mignonette garland made into two little nosegays perched +on either side of the transparent brim. She could not wear the +mignonette that Appleton had sent to her dressing-room, because she +would have been obscured by the size of the offering, but she carried +as much of it as her strength permitted, and laid the fragrant bouquet +on the piano as she passed it. (A poem had come with it, but Tommy did +not dare read it until the ordeal was over, for no one had ever +written her a poem before. It had three long verses, and was signed +"F.A."--that was all she had time to note.) + +A long-haired gentleman sitting beside Appleton remarked to his +neighbor: "The girl looks like a flower; it's a pity she has such a +heathenish name! Why didn't they call her Hope, or Flora, or Egeria, +or Cecilia?" + +When the audience found that Miss Tucker's singing did not belie her +charming appearance, they cast discretion to the winds and loved her. +Appleton himself marveled at the beauty of her performance as it +budded and bloomed under the inspiration of her fellow artists and the +favor of the audience, and the more he admired the more depressed he +became. + +"She may be on the threshold of a modest 'career,' of a sort, after +all," he thought, "and she will never give it up for me. Would she be +willing to combine me with the career, and how would it work? I +shouldn't be churl enough to mind her singing now and then, but it +seems to me I couldn't stand 'tours.' Besides, hers is such a +childlike, winsome, fragrant little gift it ought not to be exploited +like a great, booming talent!" + +The audience went wild over Donald Tovey's songs. He played, and Tommy +sang them from memory, and it seemed as if they had been written then +and there, struck off at white heat; as if the composer happened to be +at the piano, and the singer chanced with his help to be interpreting +those particular verses for that particular moment. + +His setting of "Jock o'Hazeldean" proved irresistible: + + "They sought her baith by bower an ha'; + The ladie was not seen." + +And then with a swirl and a torrent of sound, a clangor of sword and a +clatter of hoofs: + + "She's o'er the Border and awa' + Wi' Jock o' Hazeldean." + +Appleton didn't see any valid reason why Tovey should kiss Tommy's +hand in responding to the third recall, but supposed it must be a +composer's privilege, and wished that he were one. + +Then the crowd made its way into the brilliant Torquay sunshine, and +Appleton lingered in the streets until the time came for the tea-party +arranged for the artists at the hotel. + +It was a gay little gathering, assisted by a charming lady of the +town, who always knew the celebrated people who flock there in all +seasons. Spalding and Tovey were the lions, but Miss Thomasina Tucker +did not lack for compliments. Her cheeks glowed and her eyes sparkled +under the white tulle brim of her hat. Her neck looked deliciously +white and young, rising from its transparent chiffons, and her bunch +of mignonette gave a note of delicate distinction. The long-haired +gentleman was present, and turned out to be a local poet. He told Miss +Tucker that she ought never to wear or to carry another flower. "Not, +at all events, till you pass thirty!" he said. "You belong +together--you, your songs, and the mignonette!"--at which she flung a +shy upward glance at Appleton, saying: "It is this American friend who +has really established the connection, though I have always worn green +and white and always loved the flower." + +"You sent me some verses, Mr. Appleton," she said, as the poet moved +away. "I have them safe" (and she touched her bodice), "but I haven't +had a quiet moment to read them." + +"Just a little tribute," Appleton answered carelessly. "Are you +leaving? If so, I'll get your flowers into a cab and drive you on." + +"No. I am going, quite unexpectedly, to Exeter to-night. Let us sit +down in this corner a moment and I'll tell you. Mr. Tovey has asked me +to substitute for a singer who is ill. The performance is on Monday +and I chance to know the cantata. I shall not be paid, but it will be +a fine audience and it may lead to something; after all, it's not out +of my way in going to Wells." + +"Aren't you overtired to travel any more to-night?" + +"No, I am treading air! I have no sense of being in the body at all. +Mrs. Cholmondeley, that dark-haired lady you were talking with a +moment ago, lives in Exeter and will take me to her house. And how +nice that I don't have to say good-bye, for you still mean to go to +Wells?" + +"Oh, yes! I haven't nearly finished with the cathedral--I shall be +there before you. Can I look up lodgings or do anything for you?" + +"Oh, no, thank you. I shall go to the old place where Miss Markham and +I lived before. The bishop and Mrs. Kennion sent us there because +there is a piano, and the old ladies, being deaf, don't mind musical +lodgers. Didn't the concert go off beautifully! Such artists, those +two men; so easy to do one's best in such company." + +"It was a triumph! Doesn't it completely efface the memory of the +plate and the pennies?" + +"Yes," Tommy answered. "I bear no ill-will to any living creature. The +only flaw is my horrid name. Can't you think of another for me? I've +just had an anonymous note. Hear it!" (taking it from her glove): + + DEAR MADAM: + + The name of Thomasina Tucker is one of those bizarre + Americanisms that pain us so frequently in England. I fancy you + must have assumed it for public use, and if so, I beg you will + change it now, before you become too famous. The grotesque name + of Thomasina Tucker belittles your exquisite art. + + Very truly yours, + A WELL WISHER. + +"What do you think of that?" + +Appleton laughed heartily and scanned the note. "It is from some +doddering old woman," he said. "The name given you by your sponsors in +baptism to be condemned as a 'bizarre Americanism'!" + +"I cannot think why the loyalty of my dear mother and father to +Tucker, and to Thomas, should have made them saddle me with such a +handicap! They might have known I was going to sing, for I bawled +incessantly from birth to the age of twelve months. I shall have to +change my name, and you must help me to choose. Au revoir!"--and she +darted away with a handshake and a friendly backward glance from the +door. + +"Can I think of another name for her?" apostrophized Appleton to +himself. "Can feminine unconsciousness and cruelty go farther than +that? Another name for her shrieks from the very housetops, and I +agree with 'Well Wisher' that she ought to take it before she becomes +too famous; before it would be necessary, for instance, to describe +her as Madame Tucker-Appleton!" + + +VI + + +These are the verses: + + TO MISS TOMMY TUCKER + (WITH A BUNCH OF MIGNONETTE) + + A garden and a yellow wedge + Of sunshine slipping through, + And there, beside a bit of hedge, + Forget-me-nots so blue, + Bright four-o'clocks and spicy pinks, + And sweet, old-fashioned roses, + With daffodils and crocuses, + And other fragrant posies, + And in a corner, 'neath the shade + By flowering apple branches made, + Grew mignonette. + + I do not know, I cannot say, + Why, when I hear you sing, + Those by-gone days come back to me, + And in their long train bring + To mind that dear old garden, with + Its hovering honey-bees, + And liquid-throated songsters on + The blossom-laden trees; + Nor why a fragrance, fresh and rare, + Should on a sudden fill the air, + Of mignonette! + + Your mem'ry seems a garden fair + Of old-time flowers of song. + There Annie Laurie lives and loves, + And Mary Morison, + And Black-eyed Susan, Alice Grey, + Phillida, with her frown-- + And Barbara Allen, false and fair, + From famous Scarlet Town. + What marvel such a garland rare + Should breathe sweet odors on the air, + Like mignonette? + F. A. + + +VII + + +There was never such a summer of enchanting weather as that particular +summer in Wells. The whole population of Somersetshire, save those who +had crops requiring rain, were in a heaven of delight from morning +till night. Miss Tommy Tucker was very busy with some girl pupils, and +as accompanist for oratorio practice; but there were blissful hours +when she "studied" the cathedral with Fergus Appleton, watching him +sketch the stately Central Tower, or the Lady Chapel, or the Chain +Gate. There were afternoon walks to Tor Hill, winding up almost daily +with tea at the palace, for the bishop and his wife were miracles of +hospitality to the two Americans. + +Fergus Appleton had declared the state of his mind and heart to Mrs. +Kennion a few days after his arrival, though after his confidence had +been received she said that it was quite unnecessary, as she had +guessed the entire situation the moment she saw them together. + +"If you do, it is more than Miss Tucker does," said Appleton, "for I +can't flatter myself that she suspects in the least what I am about." + +"You haven't said anything yet?" + +"My dear Mrs. Kennion, I've known her less than a fortnight! It's bad +enough for a man to fall in love in that absurd length of time, but I +wouldn't ask a girl to marry me on two weeks' acquaintance. It would +simply be courting refusal." + +"I am glad you feel that way about it, for we have grown greatly +attached to Miss Tucker," said the bishop's wife. "She is so simple +and unaffected, so lovable, and such good company! So alone in the +world, yet so courageous and independent. I hope it will come out all +right for your dear mother's son," she added affectionately, with a +squeeze of her kind hand. "Miss Tucker is dining here to-morrow, and +you must come, too, for she has offered to sing for our friends." + +Everybody agreed that Mrs. Kennion's party for the young American +singer was a delightful and memorable occasion. She gave them song +after song, accompanying herself on the Erard grand piano, at which +she always made such a pretty picture. It drifted into a request +programme, and Tommy, whose memory was inexhaustible, seemed always to +have the wished-for song at the tip of her tongue, were it English, +Scotch, Irish, or Welsh. There was general laughter and surprise when +Madame Eriksson, a Norwegian lady who was among the guests, asked her +for a certain song of Halfdan Kjerulf's. + +"I only know it in its English translation," Tommy said, "and I +haven't sung it for a year, but I think I remember it. Forgive me if I +halt in the words: + + "'I hardly know, my darling, + What mostly took my heart, + Unless perhaps your singing + Has done the greater part. + I've thrilled to many voices, + The passionate, the strong, + But I forgot the singer, + And I forgot the song. + But there's one song, my darling, + That I can ne'er forget. + I listened and I trembled, + And felt my cheek was wet; + It seemed my heart within me + Gave answer clear and low + When first I heard you sing, dear, + Then first I loved you so!'" + +Tommy had sung the song hundreds of times in earlier years, and she +had not the slightest self-consciousness when she began it; but just +as she reached the last four lines her eyes met Fergus Appleton's. He +was seated in a far corner of the room, leaning eagerly forward, with +one arm on the back of a chair in front of him. She was singing the +words to the company, but if ever a man was uttering and confirming +them it was Fergus Appleton at that moment. The blindest woman could +see, the deafest could hear, the avowal. + +Tommy caught her breath quickly, looked away, braced her memory, and +finished, to the keen delight of old Madame Eriksson, who rose and +kissed her on both cheeks. + +Tommy was glad that her part of the evening was over, and to cover her +confusion offered to sing something of her own composing, the Mother +Goose rhyme of "Little Tommy Tucker Sings for His Supper," arranged as +an operatic recitative and aria. The humor of this performance +penetrated even to the remotest fastnesses of the staid cathedral +circle, and the palace party ended in something that positively +resembled merriment, a consummation not always to be reached in +gatherings exclusively clerical in character. + +The bishop's coachman always drove Miss Tucker home, and Appleton +always walked to his lodgings, which were in the opposite direction, +so nothing could be done that night, but he determined that another +sun should not go down before he put his fate to the touch. + +How could he foresee what the morning post would bring and deposit, +like an unwelcome bomb, upon his breakfast tray? + +His London publishers wanted to see him at once, not only on a +multitude of details concerning his forthcoming book, but on a +subject, as they hoped, of great interest and importance to him. + +Thinking it a matter of a day or so, Appleton scribbled notes to Mrs. +Kennion and Miss Tucker, with whom he was to go on an excursion, and +departed forthwith to London. + +Everything happened in London. The American publishers wanted a +different title for the book and four more chapters to lengthen it to +a size selling (at a profit) for two dollars and a half. The English +publishers thought he had dealt rather slightingly with a certain very +interesting period, and he remembered, guiltily, that he had been at +Bexley Sands when he wrote the chapters in question. It would take +three days' labor to fill up these gaps, he calculated, and how +fortunate that Miss Thomasina Tucker was safely entrenched in the +heart of an ecclesiastical stronghold for the next month or two; a +town where he had not, so far as he knew, a single formidable rival. +He wrote her regarding his unexpected engagements, adding with +legitimate pride that one of England's foremost critics had offered to +write a preface for his book; then he settled to his desk and slaved +at his task until it was accomplished, when he departed with a beating +heart for the town and county that held Miss Thomasina Tucker in their +keeping. + +Alighting at the familiar railway station, he took a hansom, intending +to drop his portmanteau at his lodgings and go on to the palace for +news, but as he was driving by the deanery on the north side of +Cathedral Green, he encountered Mrs. Kennion in her victoria. She +signaled him with her hand and spoke to her coachman, who drew up his +horses. Alighting from his hansom, he strode forward to take her +welcoming hand, his face radiating the pleasure of a home-coming +traveler. + +"If you'll let the cabman take your luggage, I'd like to drive you +home myself. I have something to tell you," said Mrs. Kennion, making +room for him by her side. + +"Nothing has happened, I hope?" he asked anxiously. + +"Miss Tucker is leaving for America to-morrow morning." + +"Going away?" Appleton's tone was one of positive dismay. + +"Yes. It is all very sudden and unexpected." + +"Sailing to-morrow?" exclaimed Appleton, taking out his watch. "From +where? How can I get there?" + +"Not sailing to-morrow--leaving Wells to-morrow on an early train and +sailing Saturday from Southampton." + +"Oh, the world is not lost entirely, then!"--and Appleton leaned back +and wiped his forehead. "What has happened? I ought never to have gone +to London." + +"She had a cable yesterday from her Brooklyn church, offering her a +better position in the choir, but saying that they could hold it only +ten days. By post on the same day she received a letter from a New +York friend--" + +"Was it a Carl Bothwick?" + +"No; a Miss Macleod, who said that a much better position was in the +market in a church where Miss Tucker had influential friends. She was +sure that if Miss Tucker returned immediately to sing for the +committee she could secure a thousand-dollar salary. We could do +nothing but advise her to make the effort, you see." + +"Did she seem determined to go?" + +"No; she appeared a little undecided and timid. However, she said +frankly that, though she had earned enough in England to pay her +steamer passage to America, and a month's expenses afterward, she +could not be certain of continuing to do so much through a London +winter. 'If I only had a little more time to think it out,' she kept +saying, 'but I haven't, so I must go!'" + +"Where is she now?" + +"At her lodgings. The bishop is detained in Bath and I am dining with +friends in his stead. I thought you might go and take her to dinner at +the Swan, so that she shouldn't be alone, and then bring her to the +palace afterward--if--if all is well." + +"If I have any luck two churches will be lamenting her loss to-morrow +morning," said Fergus gloomily; "but she wouldn't have consented to go +if she cared anything about me!" + +"Nonsense, my dear boy! You were away. No self-respecting girl would +wire you to come back. She was helpless even if she did care. Here we +are! Shall I send a hansom back in half an hour?" + +"Twenty-five minutes will do it," Appleton answered briskly. "You are +an angel, dear lady!" + +"Keep your blarney! I hope you'll need it all for somebody else +to-night! Good fortune, dear boy!" + + +VIII + + +Appleton flung the contents of his portmanteau into his closet, rid +himself of the dust of travel, made a quick change, and in less than +forty minutes was at the door of Miss Tucker's lodgings. + +She had a little sitting-room on the first floor, and his loud +rat-a-tat brought her to the door instead of the parlor-maid. + +At the unexpected sight of him she turned pale. + +"Why--why, I thought it was the luggage-man. Where did you come from?" +she stammered. + +"From London, an hour ago. I met Mrs. Kennion on my way from the +station." + +"Oh! Then she told you I am going home?" + +"Yes, she told me. How could you go to America without saying +good-bye, Miss Tommy?" + +She flushed and looked perilously near tears. + +"I wrote to you this morning as soon as I had decided," she said. "I +don't like to dart off in this way, you can imagine, but it's a +question of must." + +He did not argue this with her; that was a bridge to be crossed when a +better understanding had been reached; so, as if taking the journey as +an inexorable fact, he said: "Come out and dine with me somewhere, and +let us have a good talk." + +"I'm afraid I can't. I'm eating now on a tray in my sitting-room,"--and +she waved a table napkin she was holding in her hand. "I am rather +tired, and Miss Scattergood gave me some bacon and an egg from the nest." + +"Give the bacon to the cat and put back the egg in the nest," he said +coaxingly. "Mrs. Kennion said: 'Don't let her eat her last dinner +alone. Take her to the Swan.'" + +"Oh, I am only in my traveling-clothes and the Swan is full of +strangers to-night." + +"The Green Dragon, then, near the cathedral. You look dressed for +Buckingham Palace." + +She hesitated a moment, and then melted at the eagerness of his wish. +"Well, then, if you'll wait five minutes." + +"Of course; I'll go along to the corner and whistle a hansom from the +stand. Don't hurry!" + +The mental processes of Miss Thomasina Tucker had been very confused +during the excitement of the last twenty-four hours. + +That she loved Fergus Appleton she was well aware since the arrival of +the cablegram calling her back to America. Up to that time she had +fenced with her love--parried it, pricked it, thrust it off, drawn it +back, telling herself that she had plenty of time to meet the issue if +it came. That Fergus Appleton loved her she was also fairly well +convinced, but that fact did not always mean--everything--she told +herself, with a pitiful little attempt at worldly wisdom. Perhaps he +preferred his liberty to any woman; perhaps he did not want to settle +down; perhaps he was engaged to some one whom he didn't care for now, +but would have to marry; perhaps he hadn't money enough to share with +a wife; perhaps he was a flirt--no, she would not admit that for an +instant. Anyway, she was alone in the world, and the guardian of her +own dignity. If she could have allowed matters to drift along in the +heavenly uncertainty of these last days, there would have been no +problem; but when she was forced to wake from her delicious dream and +fly from everything that held her close and warm, fly during Fergus +Appleton's absence, without his knowledge or consent--that indeed was +heart-breaking. And still her pride showed her but the one course. She +was alone in the world and without means save those earned by her own +exertions. A living income was offered her in America and she must +take it or leave it on the instant. She could not telegraph Fergus +Appleton in London and acquaint him with her plans, as if they +depended on him for solution; she could only write him a warm and +friendly good-bye. If he loved her as much as a man ought who loved at +all, he had time to follow her to Southampton before her ship sailed. +If business kept him from such a hurried journey, he could ask her to +marry him in a sixpenny wire, reply paid. If he neither came nor +wired, but sent a box of mignonette to the steamer with his card and +"Bon voyage" written on it, she would bury something unspeakably dear +and precious that had only just been born--bury it, and plant +mignonette over it. And she could always sing! Thank Heaven for the +gift of song! + +This was Tommy's mood when she was packing her belongings, after +hearing the bishop say that Appleton could not return till noon next +day. It had changed a trifle by the time that Fergus had gone to the +corner to whistle for a hansom. Her gray frieze jacket and skirt were +right enough when she hastily slipped on a better blouse with a deep +embroidered collar, pinned with Helena Markham's parting gift of an +emerald clover-leaf. Her gray straw hat had a becoming band of flat +green leaves, and she had a tinge of color. (Nothing better for roses +in the cheeks than hurrying to be ready for the right man.) Anyway, +such beauty as Tommy had was always there, and when she came to the +door she smote Appleton's eyes as if she were "the first beam from the +springing east." + +Once in the hansom, they talked gayly. They dared not stop, indeed, +for when they kept on whipping the stream they forgot the depth of the +waters underneath. + + * * * * * + +Meantime the Green Dragon, competitor of the Swan, had great need of +their lavish and interesting patronage. + +The Swiss head waiter, who was new to Wells, was a man of waxed +mustaches and sleepless ambitions. The other hotels had most of the +tourists, but he intended to retrieve the fortunes of his employer, +and bring prosperity back to the side streets. He adored his vocation, +and would have shed his heart's blood on the altar of any dining-room +of which he had charge. + +There were nine tables placed about the large room, though not more +than three had been occupied in his tenure of office; but all were +beautifully set with flowers and bright silver and napkins in +complicated foldings. Pasteboard cards with large black numbers from +one to eight stood erect on eight of the tables, and on the ninth an +imposing placard bore the sign: + + ENGAGED + +in letters two inches high, giving the idea that a hungry crowd was +waiting to surge in and take the seats. + +The second man, trained within an inch of his life, had been already +kindled by the enthusiasm of his superior, and shared his vigils. + +This very evening there had been hopes deferred and sickened hearts +over the indifference of the public to a menu fit for a king. Were +there not consomme royale, filet of sole, maitre d'hotel, poulet en +casserole, pommes de terres sautes, haricots verts, and a wonderful +Camembert? A savory could be inserted in an instant, and a sweet +arranged in the twinkling of an eye. + +"A carriage, Walter! Prepare!" + +Both flew silently to the window. + +"Two ladies; ah, they are not alighting! They wish to know if there is +evening service in the cathedral." + +"A gentleman, Walter! In a four-wheeler!" + +"No, he dines not. He has come to request his umbrella of the +porter." + +"A hansom, Walter!" + +"Ah, they alight. She is of an elegance unmistakable. They are young +married ones, and will dine well. Hasten, Walter, and order both sweet +and savory!" + +Fergus and Tommy looked about the cozy room with pleasure as they +entered, receiving the salute of Gustave and the English bow of Walter +as tributes to their deep, unspoken hopes. + +"Where will you sit, Miss Tucker?" asked Appleton, and as he spoke his +quick eye observed the "Engaged" placard, and with lightning dexterity +he steered his guest toward that table. (There _was_ an opening, if +you like!) Not quick enough for Tommy, though, for she had seen it and +dropped into a seat several feet away, declaring its position was +perfect. Gustave put menus before his distinguished clients with a +flourish, and indicated the wine card as conspicuously as was +consistent with good form. Then he paused and made mental notes of the +situation. + +"Ah, very good, very good," murmured Appleton. "You might move the +flowers, please; they rather hide--the view; and bring the soup, +please." + +"Very young married ones!" thought Gustave, summoning his slave and +retiring to a point where he could watch the wine card. Walter brought +the consomme, and then busied himself at the other tables. They would +never be occupied, but it was just as well to pretend, so he set +hideous colored wine-glasses, red, green, and amber, at the various +places, and polished them ostentatiously with a clean napkin in the +hope that the gentleman would experience a desire for liquid +refreshment. + +"This is very jolly, and very unexpected," said Appleton. + +"It is, indeed." + +"I hope you don't miss the nest-egg." + +"You mustn't call it a nest-egg! That's a stale thing, or a china one +that they leave in, I don't know why--for an example, or a pattern, or +a suggestion," said Tommy, laughing. "An egg from the nest is Miss +Scattergood's phrase, and it means a new-laid one." + +"Oh, I see!--well, do you regret it?" + +"Certainly not, with this sumptuous repast just beginning!" + +"You always give me an appetite," exclaimed Appleton. + +"It's a humble function, but not one to be despised," Tommy answered +mischievously, fencing, fencing every minute, with her heart beating +against her ribs like a sledge-hammer. + +Walter brought the fish and solicitously freed the wine card that had +somehow crept under a cover of knives and forks. + +"I beg ten thousand pardons. What will you drink, Miss Tucker? We must +have a drop of something to cheer us at a farewell dinner. Here is a +vintage champagne, a good honest wine that will hearten us up and +leave no headache in its train." + +"I couldn't to-night, Mr. Appleton; I really couldn't." + +"Then I refuse to be exhilarated alone," said Fergus gallantly; "and +you always have the effect of champagne on me anyway. I decline to say +good-bye. I can't even believe it is 'au revoir' between us. We had +such delightful days ahead, and so many plans." + +"Yes; it isn't nice to make up your mind so suddenly that it turns +everything topsy-turvy," sighed Tommy--"I won't have any meat, thank +you." + +Walter looked distinctly grieved. "I can recommend the +pulley-ong-cazzerole, miss, and there's potatoes sortey with it." + +Tommy's appetite kindled at the sound of his accent, and she relented. +"Yes, I'll have a small portion, please, after all." + +"When friends are together the world seems very small, and when they +are separated it becomes a space too vast for human comprehension--I +think I've heard that before, but it's true," said Appleton. + +"Yes," Tommy answered, for lack of anything better to say. + +"It seems as if we had known each other for years." + +"And it is less than three weeks," was Tommy's contribution to the +lagging conversation. + +"The bishop offered me a letter of introduction to you when he wrote +me at the Bexley Sands Inn, you remember, but he added in a postscript +that in case of accident he was not to be held responsible. Rather +cryptic, I thought--at the time." + +"A little Commonburg, sir?" asked Walter. "It is a very fine ripe one, +and we have some fresh water-cress." + +"'Commonburg,' Miss Tucker? No? Then bring the coffee, please." + +A desperate silence fell between them, they who had talked unendingly +for days and evenings! + +When Walter brought the tray with the coffee-pot and the two little +cups, Appleton suddenly pushed his chair back, saying: "Let us take +our coffee over by the window, shall we, and perhaps I may have a +cigarette later? Don't light the gas, waiter--we want to see the hills +and the afterglow." + +There was no avoiding it; Appleton and the waiter conveyed Tommy +helplessly over to a table commanding the view and the sunset, and it +was the one on which the huge "Engaged" placard reared itself +persuasively and suggestively. + +"We shall need nothing more, waiter; you may go; I think this will +cover the bill,"--and scorning the chair opposite Tommy, Appleton +seated himself beside her. + +"You have turned your back to the afterglow," she said, as she reached +forward to move "Engaged" to a position a trifle less obvious. + +"I don't care tuppence about the afterglow," and Appleton covered her +hand with his own. "Make it come true, dear, dear Tommy! Make it come +true!" + +"What?" she asked, between a smile and a tear. + +"The placard, dear, the placard! If you should travel the world over, +you couldn't find a man who loves you as I do." + +"What would be the use in my traveling about to find another man when +I am so satisfied with this one?" whispered Tommy. "Oh, remember! they +may come back at any moment!" + +"I will, I will, if only I may have the comfort of holding your hand +after all my miserable doubts! I never knew what companionship meant +before I met you! I never really cared about life until now." + +"I have always cared about it, but never like this," confessed Tommy. +"You see, I have always been alone, ever since I grew up." + +"And I! How wonderful of Fate to bring us together! And will you let +me cable to the churches that you cannot come home just yet?" + +"You think I'd better not go--so soon?" + +"Without me? Never! You shall go anywhere you like, any time you like, +so long as you take me with you. We'll settle all those things +to-morrow--the blessedest day that ever dawned, that's what to-morrow +will be! Couldn't you marry me to-morrow, Tommy?" + +"Certainly not! At any rate--not in the morning!" said Tommy +mischievously, withdrawing her hand and moving out of the danger +zone. + +"And you must remember that your talent is your own, to use as you +like!" Appleton continued after a well-filled pause. "Your voice is a +unique and precious gift. I'll try not to be selfish with it, or +jealous of it, though if it had half the effect on other men that it +has upon me, the floor would be strewn with broken hearts every time +you sing!"--and he hummed under his breath: + + "I hardly know, my darling, + What mostly took my heart, + Unless perhaps your singing + Has done the greater part." + +"Oh, you dear absurdity!" said Tommy, twinkling and sparkling +enchantingly.--"I wish the waiter wouldn't come in every time I want +to say something especially private!" + +"'Confound his politics, frustrate his knavish tricks,' but we shall +soon be out of his reach, spinning along to the palace." + +"Are we going there? Oh! I shall be afraid to tell the bishop and Mrs. +Kennion!" + +"You needn't be. I told Mrs. Kennion this afternoon that I loved you +to distraction. If the bishop is back from Bath, she'll have passed on +the information by now." + +"I was just going to say, when the waiter came so near, that it isn't +the public I love, it's the singing! Just to sing and sing, that's +what I long to do!" + +"And what you shall do, so help me! You know you wanted me to find a +new name for you? Wasn't I clever to think of Appleton?" + +"Very! And you're kindly freeing me of half of my 'bizarre +Americanism,' as my Torquay correspondent called it. How shall we deal +with Thomasina?" + +"We'll call her Tommy. A darling, kissable little name, Tommy!--No, +I'm not going to do anything!" + +"You don't think it's cowardly of me to marry you?" + +"Cowardly?" + +"Yes, when I haven't actually proved that I can earn my living; at +least, I haven't done it long enough, or well enough, yet." + +"I think it's brave of you to marry me." + +"Brave?" + +"To turn your back on a possible career." + +"It's not the 'careering' that I love; though it will seem very +strange when Tommy Tucker doesn't have to sing for her supper!--Shall +we go? The waiter is coming in again. I believe he thinks we are going +to run off with the spoons!" + +"So we are! At least, when we go, the spoons will go! I know it's a +poor joke, but I am too happy to be brilliant. Call the head waiter, +please,"--this to Walter, who despaired of ever getting rid of his +guests, and was agreeably disappointed that a gentleman who had not +ordered wine should ask for Gustave. + +Appleton took the "Engaged" placard off the table and used it +nonchalantly as a fan in crossing the room. Then as he drew near the +men he slipped two gold pieces into Tommy's hand. + +"May I carry away this placard, waiter?" he asked, as if it were quite +a sane request. "I've taken a fancy to it as a souvenir of a most +delightful and memorable dinner." + +"Assuredly, assuredly!" murmured Gustave. He knew that there was +romance in the air, although he did not perceive the exact point of +Appleton's request. + +"The young lady will reward you for your courtesy. No; I'll help with +her jacket, thank you." + +Tommy, overcome with laughter and confusion and blushes, pressed the +gold pieces into the hands of the astonished waiters, who bowed almost +to the floor. + +"You are always giving me sovereigns, dear Fergus," she whispered with +a laugh and something like a sob, as they drove along in the delicious +nearness provided by the hansom. + +"Never mind," said Fergus. "You will be giving me one when you marry +me!" + + + + +THE TURNING-POINT + + +Not far from the village of Bonny Eagle, on the west bank of the Saco, +stood two little low-roofed farmhouses; the only two that had survived +among others of the same kind that once dotted the green brink of the +river. + +Long years before, in 1795 or thereabouts, there had been a cluster of +log houses on this very spot, known then as the Dalton Right +Settlement, and these in turn had been succeeded at a later date by +the more comfortable frame-roof farmhouses of the period. + +In the old days, before the sound of the axe for the first time +disturbed the stillness of the forest, the otter swam in the shadowy +coves near the shore and the beaver built his huts near by. The red +deer came down to dip his antlers and cool his flanks in the still +shallows. The speckled grouse sat on her nest in the low pine boughs, +while her mate perched on the mossy logs by the riverside unmolested. + +The Sokokis built their bark wigwams here and there on the bank, +paddling their birch canoes over the river's smooth surface, or +threading the foamy torrents farther down its course. + +Here was the wonderful spring that fed, and still feeds, Aunt Judy's +Brook, the most turbulent little stream in the county. Many a moccasin +track has been made in the soft earth around the never-failing +fountain, and many the wooden bucket lowered into its crystal depths +by the Dalton Righters when in their turn they possessed the land. + +The day of the Indian was over now, and the day of the farmer who +succeeded him was over, too. The crash of the loom and the whir of the +spinning-wheel were heard no longer, but Amanda Dalton, +spinster,--descendant of the original Tristram Dalton, to whom the +claim belonged,--sat on alone in her house, and not far away sat Caleb +Kimball, sole living heir of the original Caleb, himself a Dalton +Righter, and contemporary of Tristram Dalton. + +Neither of these personages took any interest in pedigree or +genealogy. They knew that their ancestors had lived and died on the +same acres now possessed by them, but the acres had dwindled sadly, +and the ancestors had seemingly left little for which to be grateful. +Indeed, in Caleb's case they had been a distinct disadvantage, since +the local sense of humor, proverbially strong in York County, had +always preserved a set of Kimball stories among its most cherished +possessions. Some of them might have been forgotten in the century and +a half that had elapsed, if the Caleb of our story had not been the +inheritor of certain family traits famous in their day and +generation. + +Caleb the first had been the "cuss" of his fellow farmers, because in +coming from Scarboro to join the Dalton Righters he had brought +whiteweed with the bundle of hay for his cattle when he was clearing +the land. The soil of this particular region must have been especially +greedy for, and adapted to, this obnoxious grass-killer, for it +flourished as in no other part of the county; flourishes yet, +indeed--though, if one can forget that its presence means poor feed +for cattle where might be a crop of juicy hay, the blossoming fields +of the old Dalton Settlement look, in early June, the loveliest, most +ethereal, in New England. There, a million million feathery daisies +sway and dance in the breeze, lifting their snowy wheels to the blue +June sky. There they grow and thrive, the slender green stalks tossing +their pearly disks among sister groves of buttercups till the eye is +fairly dazzled with the symphony of white and gold. The back-aching +farmers of the original Dalton Settlement had indeed tried to root out +the lovely pests, but little did our Caleb care! If he had ever trod +his ancestral acres either for pleasure or profit he might in time +have "stomped out" the whiteweed, so the neighbors said, for he had +the family foot, the size of an anvil; but he much preferred a +sedentary life, and the whiteweed went on seeding itself from year to +year. + +Caleb was tall, loose-jointed, and black as a thunder-cloud--the +swarthy skin, like the big foot, having been bequeathed to him by the +original Caleb, whose long-legged, shaggy-haired sons had been known +as "Caleb's colts." Tall and black, all of them, the "colts," so black +that the village wits said the Kimball children must have eaten smut +and soot and drunk cinder tea during the years their parents were +clearing the land. Tall and black also were all the Kimball daughters, +so tall it was their boast to be able to look out over the tops of the +window curtains; and proud enough of their height to cry with rage +when any rival Amazon came into the neighborhood. + +Whatever else they were or were not, however, the Kimballs had always +been industrious and frugal. It had remained for the last scion of the +old stock to furnish a byword for slackness. In a village where +stories of outlandish, ungodly, or supernatural laziness were sacredly +preserved from year to year, Caleb Kimball's indolence easily took the +palm. His hay commonly went to seed in the field. His cow yielded her +morning's milk about noon, and her evening "mess" was taken from her +(when she was lucky) by the light of a lantern. He was a bachelor of +forty-five, dwelt alone, had no visitors and made his living, such as +it was, off the farm, with the help of a rack-o'-bones horse. He had +fifty acres of timber-land, and when his easy-going methods of farming +found him without money he simply sold a few trees. + +The house and barn were gradually falling into ruins; the farm +implements stood in the yard all winter, and the sleigh all summer. +The gate flapped on its hinges, the fences were broken down, and the +stone walls were full of gaps. His pipe, and a snarling rough-haired +dog, were his only companions. Hour after hour he sat on the side +steps looking across the sloping meadows that separated his place from +Amanda Dalton's; hour after hour he puffed his pipe and gazed on the +distant hills and the sparkling river; gazed and gazed--whether he saw +anything or thought anything, remembered anything, or even dreamed +anything, nobody could guess, not even Amanda Dalton, who was good at +guessing, having very few other mental recreations to keep her +mother-wit alive. + +Caleb Kimball, as seen on his doorstep from Amanda Dalton's sink +window, was but a speck, to be sure, but he was her nearest neighbor; +if a person whose threshold you never cross, and who never crosses +yours, can be called a neighbor. There were seldom or never meetings +or greetings between the two, yet each unconsciously was very much +alive to the existence of the other. In days or evenings of solitude +one can make neighbors of very curious things. + +The smoke of Amanda's morning fire cried "Shame" to Caleb's when it +issued languidly from his kitchen chimney an hour later. Amanda's +smoke was like herself, and betokened the brisk fire she would be +likely to build; Caleb's showed wet wood, poor draught, a fallen brick +in the chimney. + +Later on in the morning Caleb's dog would sometimes saunter down the +road and have a brief conversation with Amanda's cat. They were +neither friends nor enemies, but merely enlivened a deadly, dull +existence with a few casual remarks on current topics. + +Once Caleb had possessed a flock of hens, but in the course of a few +years they had dwindled to one lonely rooster, who stalked gloomily +through the wilderness of misplaced objects in the Kimball yard, and +wondered why he had been born. + +Amanda pitied him, and flung him a surreptitious handful of corn from +her apron pocket when she met him walking dejectedly in the road +halfway between the two houses. So encouraged he extended his rambles, +and one afternoon Amanda, looking out of her window, saw him stop at +her gate and hold a tete-a-tete with one of her Plymouth Rock hens. +The interview was brief but effective. In a twinkling he had told her +of his miserable life and his abject need of sympathy. + +"There are times," he said, "when, I give you my word, I would rather +be stewed for dinner than lead my present existence! It is weak for me +to trouble you with my difficulties, but you have always understood me +from the first." + +"Say no more," she replied. "I am a woman and pity is akin to love. +The fowls of Amanda Dalton's flock do not need me as you do. Eleven +eggs a day are laid here regularly, and I will go where my egg will be +a daily source of pleasure and profit." + +"The coop is draughty and the corn scarce," confessed the rooster, +doing his best to be noble. + +"I am of the sex created especially to supply companionship," returned +the hen, "therefore I will accompany you, regardless of personal +inconvenience." + +Amanda saw the departure of the eloping couple and pursued them not. + +"Land sakes!" she exclaimed, "if any male thing hereabouts has sprawl +enough to go courtin' I'm willin' to encourage 'em. She'll miss her +clean house and good food, I guess, but I ain't sure. She's +'women-folks' after all, and I shouldn't wonder a mite but she'd take +real comfort in makin' things pleasanter up there for that pindlin', +God-forsaken old rooster! She'll have her hands full, but there, I +know what 'tis to get along with empty ones!" + +There were not many such romances or comedies as these to enliven +Amanda's mornings. Then afternoon would slip into twilight, darkness +would creep over the landscape, and Amanda's light--clear, steady, +bright, serene--would gleam from its place on the sink shelf through +the kitchen window, over the meadow, "up to Kimball's." It was such a +light as would stream from a well-trimmed lamp with a crystal clean +chimney, but it met with small response from its neighbor's light +during many months of the year. In late autumn and winter there would +be a fugitive candle gleam upstairs in the Kimball house, and on +stormy evenings a dull, smoky light in the living-room. + +From the illumination in the Dalton sink window, Caleb thought Amanda +sat in the kitchen evenings, but she didn't. She said she kept the +second light there because she could afford it, and because the cat +liked it. The cat enjoyed the black haircloth sofa in the +sitting-room, afternoons, but she greatly preferred the kitchen for +evening use; it made a change, and the high-backed cushioned rocker +was then vacant. Amanda had nobody to consider but the cat, so she +naturally deferred to her in every possible way. It was bad for the +cat's character, but at least it kept Amanda from committing suicide, +so what would you? Here was a woman of insistent, unflagging, unending +activity. Amanda Dalton had energy enough to attend to a husband and +six children--cook, wash, iron, churn, sew, nurse--and she lived alone +with a cat. The village was a mile, and her nearest female neighbor, +the Widow Thatcher, a half-mile away. She had buried her only sister +in Lewiston years before, and she had not a relation in the world. All +her irrepressible zeal went into the conduct of her house and plot of +ground. Day after day, week after week, year after year, the +established routine was carried through. First the washing of the +breakfast dishes and the putting to rights of the kitchen, which was +radiantly clean before she began upon it. Next her bedroom; the +stirring-up of the cornhusk mattress, the shaking of the bed of live +geese feathers, the replacing of cotton sheets, homespun blankets, and +blue-and-white counterpane. Next came the sitting-room with its tall, +red, flag-bottomed chairs, its two-leaved table, its light stand that +held the Bible and work-basket and lamp. The chest of drawers and tall +clock were piously dusted, and the frames of the Family Register, +"Napoleon Crossing the Alps," and "Maidens Welcoming Washington in the +Streets of Alexandria," were carefully wiped off. Once a week the +parlor was cleaned, the tarlatan was lifted from the two plaster +Samuels on the mantelpiece, their kneeling forms were cleaned with a +damp cloth, the tarlatan replaced, and the parlor closed again +reverently. There was kindling to chop, wood to bring in, the modest +cooking, washing, ironing, and sewing to do, the flower-beds to weed, +and the little vegetable garden to keep in order. + +But Amanda had a quick foot, a neat hand, a light touch, and a +peculiar faculty of "turning off" work so that it simply would not +last through the day. Why did she never think of going to the nearest +city and linking her powers with those of some one who would put them +to larger uses? Simply because no one ever did that sort of thing in +Bonny Eagle in those days. Girls crowded out of home by poverty sought +employment here and there, but that a woman of forty, with a good home +and ten acres of land--to say nothing of coupon bonds that yielded a +hundred dollars a year in cash--that such a one should seek a larger +field in a strange place, would have been thought flying in the face +of Providence, as well as custom. + +Outside Bonny Eagle, in the roar and din and clamor of cities, were +all sorts of wrongs that needed righting, wounds that cried out to be +healed. There were motherless children, there were helpless sufferers +moaning for the sight of a green field, but the superfluous females of +Amanda Dalton's day had not awakened to any sense of responsibility +with regard to their unknown brothers and sisters. + +Amanda was a large-hearted woman. She would have shared her soda +biscuit, her bean soup, her dandelion greens, her hogshead cheese, her +boiled dinner, her custard pie, with any hungry mortal, but no one in +Bonny Eagle needed bite nor sup. Therefore she feather-stitched her +dish-towels, piled her kindling in a "wheel pattern" in the shed, +named her hens and made friends of them, put fourteen tucks in her +unbleached cotton petticoats, and fried a pancake every Saturday for +her cat. + +"It's either that or blow your brains out, if you've got a busy mind!" +she said grimly to Susan Benson, her best friend, who was passing a +Saturday afternoon with her. It was chilly and they liked the cheerful +warmth of the Saturday fire that was baking the beans and steaming the +brown bread. + +Susan unrolled her patchwork and, giving a flip to the cat with her +thimble finger, settled herself comfortably in the kitchen rocker. + +The cat leaped down and stalked into the next room with an air of +offended majesty, as much as to say: "Of all the manners I ever saw, +that woman has the worst! She contrives to pass by three empty chairs +and choose the one I chance to be occupying!" + +"You wouldn't be so lonesome if you could see a bit of life from your +house, Mandy," said Mrs. Benson. "William an' I were sayin' last night +you'd ought to move into the village winters, though nothin' could be +handsomer than the view from your sink window this minute. Daisies, +daisies everywhere! How do you manage to keep 'em out o' your place, +Mandy, when they're so thick on Caleb Kimball's?" + +"I just root an' root, an' keep on rootin'," Amanda responded +cheerfully, "though I don't take a mite o' pride out of it, for the +better my place looks the worse his does, by comparison." + +"It is a sight!" said Mrs. Benson, standing for a moment by the sink +and looking up to Kimball's. + +"I went up there one night after dark, when I knew Caleb 'd gone to +Hixam, an' I patched up some o' the holes in his stone wall, thinkin' +his whiteweed seeds wouldn't blow through quite so thick!"--and Amanda +joined Mrs. Benson at the window. "I'd 'a' done a day's work on his +side o' the wall as lief as not, only I knew folks would talk if they +saw me." + +"Land, no, they wouldn't, Mandy. Everybody knows you wouldn't take him +if he was the last man on earth; an' as for Caleb, I guess he wouldn't +marry any woman above ground, not if she was a seraphim. I used to +think he'd spunk up some time or other, when he got over his mother's +death; but it's too late now, I'm afraid." + +"Caleb set great store by his mother; that's one good thing about +him," said Amanda. + +"He did for certain," agreed Mrs. Benson. "If that girl he was engaged +to hadn't 'a' spoken disrespectful to her in his hearin' there'd 'a' +been a wife an' children up there now an' the place would 'a' looked +diff'rent." + +"Not so very diff'rent! He didn't lose much in Eliza Johnson. I guess +he knows that by now!" remarked Amanda serenely; "though I s'pose 't +was quarrelin' with her that set him runnin' down hill, all the +same." + +"I never thought he cared anything about Eliza. She was determined to +have him, an' he was too lazy to say no, but you see in the end she +only got her labor for her pains. The Kimball boys never had any luck +with their love affairs. When Caleb an' his mother was left alone, she +was terrible anxious for him to marry. She was allers findin' girls +for him, but part of 'em wouldn't look at him, and he wouldn't make up +to any of 'em." + +"I was livin' in Lewiston those years," said Amanda. + +"I remember you was. Well, when old Mrs. Kimball broke her arm, +Charles, the youngest son, that was a stage-driver, determined he'd +get somebody for Caleb, for his own wife wouldn't lift her finger to +help 'bout the house. He saw a girl up to Steep Falls that he kind o' +liked the looks of, an' he offered her a ride down to his mother's to +spend the day, thinkin' if the family liked her she might do for +Caleb. However, her eyes was weak an' she didn't know how to milk, so +they thought she'd better go home by train. That would 'a' been fair +enough for both parties, but when Charles drove her to the station he +charged her fifteen cents an' it made an awful sight o' talk. She had +a hot temper, an' she kind o' resented it!" + +"I dare say 't wa'n't so," commented Amanda; "but everybody's dead +that could deny it, except Caleb, and he wouldn't take the trouble." + +"It's one of the days when he's real drove, ain't it?" asked Susan +sarcastically, as she looked across the field to the wood-pile where a +gray-shirted figure sat motionless. "If ever a man needed a wife to +patch the seat of his pants, it's Caleb Kimball! I guess it's the only +part of his clothes he ever wears out. He wa'n't like that before his +mother died; the wheels seemed to stop in him then an' there. He was +queer an' strange an' shy, but I never used to think he'd develop into +a reg'lar hermit. She'd turn in her grave, Mis' Kimball would, to see +him look as he does. I don't s'pose he gets any proper nourishment. +The smartest man in the world won't take the trouble to make pie for +himself, yet he'll eat it 's long 's he can stan' up! Caleb's mother +was a great pie-baker. I can see her now, shovelin' 'em in an' out o' +the oven Saturdays, with her three great black lanky boys standin' +roun' waitin' for 'em to cool off.--'Only _one_, mother?' Caleb used +to say, kind o' wheedlin'ly, while she laughed up at him leanin' +against the door-frame.--'What's one blueb'ry pie amongst me?'" + +"He must 'a' had some fun in him once," smiled Amanda. + +"They say women-folks ain't got no sense o' humor," remarked Mrs. +Benson, with a twitch of her thread. "I notice the men that live +_without_ 'em don't seem to have any! We may not amount to much, but +we're somethin' to laugh _at_." + +"Why don't you bake him a pie now an' then, an' send it up, Susan?" +asked Amanda. + +"Well, there, I don't feel I hardly know him well enough, though +William does. I dare say he wouldn't like it, an' he'd never think to +return the plate, so far away.--Besides, there never _is_ an extry pie +in a house where there's a man an' three boys; which reminds me I've +got to go home an' make one for breakfast, with nothin' to make it out +of." + +"I could lend you a handful o' dried plums." + +"Thank you; I'll take 'em an' much obliged. I declare it seems to me, +now the rhubarb's 'bout gone, as if the apples on the trees never +would fill out enough to drop off. There does come a time in the early +summer, after you're sick of mince, 'n' squash, 'n' punkin, 'n' +cranberry, 'n' rhubarb, 'n' custard, 'n' 't ain't time for currant, or +green apple, or strawb'ry, or raspb'ry, or blackb'ry--there does come +a time when it seems as if Providence might 'a' had a little more +ingenuity in plannin' pie-fillin'!--You might bake a pie for Caleb now +an' then yourself, Mandy; you're so near." + +"Mrs. Thatcher lives half a mile away," replied Amanda; "but I +couldn't carry Caleb Kimball a pie without her knowin' it an' makin' +remarks. I'd bake one an' willin' if William 'd take it to him; but +there, 't would only make him want another. He's made his bed an' he's +got to lie on it." + +"He _lays_ on his bed sure enough, an' most o' the time probably--but +do you believe he ever makes it?" + +Amanda shuddered. "I don't know, Susan; it's one o' the things that +haunts me; whether he makes it or whether he don't." + +"Do you ever see any wash hung out?" Mrs. Benson's needle stopped in +midair while she waited for Amanda's answer. + +"Ye-es; now an' then." + +"What kind?" + +"Sheets; once a gray blanket; underclothes; but naturally I don't look +when they're hung out. He generally puts 'em on the grass, anyway." + +"Well, it's a sin for a man to live so in a Christian country, an' the +kindest thing to say about him is that he's crazy. Some o' the men +folks over to the store declare he is crazy; but William declares he +ain't. He says he's asleep. William kind o' likes him. Does he ever +pass the time o' day with you?" + +"Hardly ever. I meet him once or twice a year, maybe, in the road. He +bows when I go past on an errand an' holds on to his dog when he tries +to run out an' bite me." + +"That's real kind o' gentlemanly," observed Susan. + +"I never thought of it that way," said Amanda absently; "but perhaps +it is. All I can say is, Caleb Kimball's a regular thorn in my flesh. +I can't do anything for him, an' I can't forget him, right under foot +as he is--his land joinin' mine. Mornin', noon, an' night for years +I've wanted to get into that man's house an' make it decent for him; +wanted to milk the cow the right time o' day; feed the horse; weed the +garden; scrub the floor; wash the windows; black the stove." + +"How you do go on, Mandy!" exclaimed Mrs. Benson. "What diff'rence +does it make to you how dirty he is, so long's you're clean?" + +"It does make a diff'rence, an' it always will. I hate to see the +daisies growin' so thick, knowin' how he needs hay. I want to root 'em +out same's I did mine, after I'd been away three years in Lewiston. I +hate to take my pot o' beans out o' the oven Saturday nights an' know +he ain't had gumption enough to get himself a Christian meal. Livin' +alone 's I do, Susan, things 'bulk up' in my mind bigger'n they'd +ought to." + +"They do so," agreed Susan; "an' you mustn't let 'em. You must come +over to our house oftener. You know William loves to have you, an' so +do the boys. The Bible may insinuate we are our brother's keeper, but +we can't none of us help it if he won't _be_ kept!--There, I must be +gettin' home. I've had considerable many reminders the last half-hour +that it's about time! It's none o' my business, Mandy, but you do +spoil that cat, an' the time's not far off when he won't be a mite o' +comfort to you. Of course, I'm too intimate here to take offense, but +if the minister should happen to set in this chair when he calls, an' +see that cat promenade round an' round the rockers an' then rustle off +into the settin'-room as mad as Cuffy, he'd certainly take notice an' +think he wa'n't a welcome visitor." + +"Like mistress, like cat!" sighed Amanda. "Tristram an' I get awful +set in our ways." + +"Kind o' queer, Mandy, namin' a cat for your grandfather," Mrs. Benson +observed anxiously as she opened the door. "William an' me don't want +you to get queer." + +"I ain't got anything better 'n a cat to name for grandfather," said +poor Amanda, in a tone that set her friend Susan thinking as she +walked homeward. + +The summer wore along and there came a certain Tuesday different from +all the other Tuesdays in that year, or in all the forty years that +had gone before--a Tuesday when the Kimball side door was not opened +in the morning. No smoke issued from the chimney all day. The rooster +and his kidnapped hen flew up from the steps and pecked at the door +panels vigorously. Seven o'clock in the evening came, then eight, and +no light to be seen anywhere. The dog howled; the horse neighed; the +cow lowed ominously in the closed barn. At nine o'clock Amanda took a +lantern and sped across the field, found a pail in the shed, slipped +into the barn, milked the cow, gave the beasts hay and water, and +leaving the pail of milk on the steps, went quietly home again, +anxious lest she had done too much, anxious also lest she had not done +enough. + +Next morning she stationed herself at her kitchen window and took +account of her signs. The milk-pail was overturned on the steps, the +rooster and hen perching on the rim, but there was no smoke coming +from the chimney. She thought quickly as she did everything else. She +waited long enough to make a cup of coffee, then she slipped out of +her door and up to Kimball's. Her apron was full of kindling, and on +her arm she carried a basket with a package of herbs, a tiny bottle of +brandy, one of cologne, some arrowroot and matches, a cake of hard +soap and a clean towel, bones for the dog and corn for the hen. + +Caleb's door was unlocked. The dog came out of the shed evincing no +desire to bark or bite. The kitchen was empty, and--she thanked the +Lord silently, as she gave a hasty glance about--not as dreadful as +she had anticipated. Untidy beyond words, bare, dreary, cheerless, but +not repulsively dirty. She stole softly through the lower part of the +house, and then with a beating heart went up the uncarpeted stairs. At +the head was an open door that showed her all she expected and feared +to find. The sun streamed in at the dusty, uncurtained window over the +motionless body of Caleb Kimball, who lay in a strange, deep sleep, +unconscious, on the bed. His hair was raven black against the pillow +and the lashes on his cheeks looked more 'n a yard long, Amanda told +Susan Benson. (She afterward confessed that this was a slight +exaggeration due to extreme excitement.) She spoke his name three +times, but he did not stir. She must get the doctor and send for +William Benson, that was clear; but first she must try her hand at +improving the immediate situation. + +Stealing downstairs she tied on her apron and lighted a fire in the +kitchen stove, with the view of making things respectable before +gossipy neighbors came in. Her sister used to say that the minute +Amanda tied on her apron things began to move and take a turn for the +better, and it was so now. She poured a few drops of cologne into a +basin of water, and putting the towel over her arm went upstairs to +Caleb's bedside. + +"I've done him wrong," she thought remorsefully as she noted his +decent night-clothing and bedding. "He ain't lost his self-respect in +all these years, and every soul in Bonny Eagle thought he was living +like an animal!" + +She bathed his face and throat and hands, then moistened and smoothed +his hair without provoking a movement or a sound. He seemed in a +profound stupor, but there was no stertorous breathing. Straightening +the bedclothes and giving a hasty wipe to the tops of the pine bureau +and table, she opened the window and closed the blinds. At this moment +she spied one of the Thatcher boys going along the road, and ran down +to the gate to ask him to send William Benson and the doctor as soon +as possible. + +"Tell them Miss Dalton says please to come quick; Caleb Kimball's very +sick," she said. + +"Don't you need mother, too?" asked the boy. "She's wanted to git into +his house for years, and she'd do most anything for the chance." + +"No, thank you," said Amanda pitilessly. "I can do everything for the +present, and Mr. Benson will probably want his wife, if anybody." + +"All right," said the boy as he started off on a dog-trot. News was +rare in Bonny Eagle, and Caleb Kimball was a distinguished and +interesting figure in village gossip. + +Amanda Dalton had never had to hurry in her life. That was one of her +crosses, for there probably never was a woman who could do more in +less time. It was an hour and a half before William Benson came, and +in those ninety minutes she had swept the kitchen and poured a pail or +two of hot soap-suds over the floor, that may have felt a mop, but +certainly had not known a scrubbing-brush for years. She tore down the +fly-specked, tattered, buff shades, and washed the three windows; +blackened the stove; fed the dog and horse; milked the cow; strained +the milk and carried it down cellar; making three trips upstairs in +the meantime to find no change in the patient. His lids stayed down as +though they were weighted with lead, his long arms lay motionless on +the counterpane. + +Amanda's blood coursed through her veins like lightning. Here was work +to her hand; blessed, healing work for days, perhaps weeks to come. In +these first moments of emotional excitement I fear she hoped it would +be a long case of helpless invalidism, during which it would be her +Christian duty to clean the lower part of the house and perhaps make +some impression on the shed; but this tempting thought was quickly +banished as she reflected that Caleb Kimball was a bachelor, and the +Widow Thatcher the person marked out by a just but unsympathetic +Providence for sick-nurse and housekeeper. + +"She shan't come!" thought Amanda passionately. "I'll make the doctor +ask me to take charge. William Benson shall stay here nights an' Susan +will run in now an' then daytimes, or I'll get little Abby Thatcher to +do the rough work an' keep me company; then her mother won't make +talk." + +"I don't know exactly what's the matter with the man," confessed the +doctor, when he came. "There's a mark and a swelling on the back of +his head as if he might have fallen somewhere. He hasn't got any pulse +and he's all skin and bone. He's starved out, I guess, and his +machinery has just stopped. He wants nursing and feeding and all the +things a woman can do for him. The Lord never intended men-folks to +live alone!" + +"If they ain't got wit enough to find that out for themselves it ain't +likely any woman'll take the trouble to tell 'em!" exclaimed Amanda +with some spirit. + +"Don't get stuffy, Amanda! Just be a good Christian and take hold here +for a few days till we see whether we've got to have a nurse from +Portland. Man's extremity is God's opportunity; maybe Caleb'll come to +his senses before he gets over this sickness." + +"I wonder if he ever had any senses?" said Amanda. + +"Plenty," the doctor answered as he prepared the medicines; "but he +hasn't used them for twenty years.--I'll come back in an hour and +fetch Bill Benson with me. Then I'll stay till I can bring Caleb back +to consciousness. We shall have to get him downstairs as soon as he +can be moved; it will be much easier to take care of him there." + + * * * * * + +The details of Caleb Kimball's illness would be such as fill a nurse's +bedside record book. The mainspring of life had been snapped and the +machinery refused to move for a long time. When he recovered +consciousness his solemn black eyes followed Amanda Dalton's movements +as if fascinated, but he spoke no word save a faltering phrase or two +at night to William Benson. + +Meantime much had been happening below-stairs, where Amanda Dalton +reigned supreme, with Susan Benson and Abby Thatcher taking turns in +housework or nursing. William Benson was a painter by trade, and +Amanda's ingenious idea was to persuade him to paint and paper the +Kimball kitchen before Caleb was moved downstairs. + +This struck William as a most extraordinary and unnecessary +performance. + +"Israel in Egypt!" he exclaimed. "What's the matter with you women? I +never heard o' such goin's-on in my life! I might lay abed a thousand +years an' nobody'd paint my premises. Let Caleb git his strength back +an' then use a little elbow grease on his own house--you can't teach +an old dog new tricks, Susan!" + +"'Pends on how old the dog is, an' what kind o' tricks you want to +teach him," Susan replied. "It'd be a queer dog that wouldn't take to +a clean kennel, or three good meals a day 'stead o' starvation +vittles. Amanda says it may be a kind of a turnin'-point in Caleb's +life, an' she thinks we'd ought to encourage him a little." + +"Ain't I encouragin' him by sleepin' on his settin'-room lounge every +night an' givin' him medicine every two hours by the alarm clock? I've +got my own day's work to do; when would I paint his kitchen, I'd like +to know?" + +"We thought probably you'd like to do it nights," suggested his wife +timidly. + +"Saul in Tarsus! Don't that beat the devil?" ejaculated William. +"Caleb Kimball ain't done a good day's work for years, an' I'm to set +up nights paintin' his kitchen!" Nevertheless the magnificent +impertinence of the idea so paralyzed his will that he ended by +putting on twelve single rolls of fawn-colored paper and painting the +woodwork yellow to harmonize, working from eight to twelve several +nights and swearing freely at his own foolishness. + +By this time Amanda had made the downstairs chamber all tidy and +comfortable for the patient. She had contributed a window shade and +dimity curtains; Susan a braided rug and a chair cushion. The chamber +(the one in which Caleb's mother had died) opened from the kitchen and +commanded an enticing view of the fresh yellow walls and shining +cook-stove. On the day before Caleb's removal Amanda sat on the foot +of the bed and looked through the doorway with silent joy, going to +and fro to move a bright tin dipper into plainer view or retire a +drying dish-cloth to greater privacy. + +Even Abby Thatcher was by this time a trifle exhilarated. She did not +understand the situation very well, being of a sternly practical +nature herself, but she caught the enthusiasm of the two women and +scrubbed the kitchen floor faithfully every morning in order to remove +the stains of years of neglect. + +"You wouldn't think your old hen 'd be such a fool, Miss Dalton," she +said; "but I kind o' surmised the reason she's been missin', an' I +found her to-day in a corner o' the haymow sittin' on five eggs. Now, +wouldn't you s'pose at her age she'd know better than to try an' raise +chickens in October?" + +"I'm afraid they'll die if it should be a cold fall, with nobody to +look after 'em; but maybe I can take 'em home to my shed an' lend Mr. +Kimball another hen." (Amanda's tone was motherly.) "I never like to +break up a hen's nest, somehow; it seems as if they must have feelin's +like other folks." + +"I'd take her off quicker'n scat, an' keep takin' her off, till she +got some sense," said Abby, with the Chinese cruelty of sixteen. + +"Well, you let her be till Mr. Kimball gets well enough to ask; an' I +think, Abby, you might clean up the dooryard just a little mite this +mornin'," suggested Amanda. "If you could straighten up the fence an' +find a couple of old hinges to hang the gate with, it would kind o' +put new heart into Mr. Kimball when he's sittin' up an' lookin' out +the window." + +"Why didn't he put heart into hisself by hangin' his _own_ gate, +before he took sick?" grumbled Abby, reducing Amanda to momentary +silence by her pitiless logic. + +"Why didn't he, indeed?" echoed her heart gloomily, receiving nothing +in the way of answer from her limited experience of men. + +Caleb had spoken more frequently the last few days. When by the +combined exertions of the Bensons and the doctor he had been brought +down into his mother's old room, Amanda closed the kitchen door, +thinking one experience at a time was enough for a man in his weak and +exhausted condition. William Benson couldn't see any sense in this +precaution, but he never did see much sense in what women-folks did. +He wanted to show Caleb the new paint and paper immediately, and +remark casually that he had done all the work while he was +"night-nursin'." + +The next morning Amanda had seized a good opportunity to open the door +between the two rooms, straightway retiring to the side entry to await +developments. In a few moments she heard Caleb moving, and going in +found him half sitting up in bed, leaning on his elbow. + +"What's the matter with the kitchen?" he asked feebly, staring with +wide-open eyes at the unaccustomed prospect. + +"Only fresh paint an' paper; that's William's work." + +"O God, I ain't worth it! I ain't worth it!" he groaned as he hid his +face in the pillow. + +"Have you been here all the time?" he asked Amanda when she brought +him his gruel later in the day. + +"Yes, off an' on, when I could get away from my own work." + +"Who found me?" + +"I did. I knew by the looks somethin' was wrong up here." + +"Somethin' wrong, sure enough, an' always was!" Amanda heard him +mutter as he turned his face to the wall. + +The next day he opened his eyes suddenly as she was passing through +the room. + +"Did you make that pie William Benson brought me last month?" + +"What made you think I did?" + +"Oh, I don't know; it looked, an' it tasted like one o' yours," he +said, closing his eyes again. "If you know a woman, you can tell her +pie, somehow!" + +When had Caleb Kimball ever tasted any of her cooking? A mysterious +remark, but everything he said sounded a trifle lightheaded. + +His questions came back to her when she was waiting for William Benson +at twilight that same day. + +Caleb had been sleeping quietly for an hour or more. Amanda was +standing at the stove stirring his arrowroot gruel. The kitchen was +still. + +A smothered "_miaow_" and the scratching of claws on wood arrested her +attention, and she went hurriedly to the door. + +"Tristram Dalton; what _are_ you up here for, away from your own +home?" she exclaimed. + +Tristram vouchsafed no explanation of his appearance, but his demeanor +spoke louder than words to Amanda's guilty conscience, as he walked +in. + +"No shelter for me but the shed these days!" he seemed to say. +"Instead of well-served meals, a cup of milk set here or there!" + +He made the circuit of the kitchen discontentedly and finding nothing +to his taste went into the adjoining room, and after walking over the +full length of Caleb's prostrate form curled himself up in a hollow at +the foot of the bed. + +"I've neglected him!" thought Amanda; "but his turn'll come again soon +enough," and she bent her eyes on the gruel. + +The blue bowl sat in the pan of hot water on the stove, and she +stirred and stirred, slowly, regularly, continuously, in order that +the arrowroot should be of a velvety smoothness. + +The days were drawing in, and the October sun was setting very yellow, +sending a flood of light over her head and shoulders. She wore her +afternoon dress of alpaca, with a worked muslin collar and cuffs and a +white apron tied round her trim waist. She was one of your wholesome +shining women and her bright brown hair glistened like satin. + +Caleb's black eyes looked yearningly at her as she stood there all +unconscious, doing one of her innumerable neighborly kindnesses for +him. + +She made a picture of sweet, strong, steady womanliness, although she +did not know it. Caleb knew something extraordinary was going on +inside of him, but under what impulse he was too puzzled and +inexperienced to say. + +"Amanda." + +Amanda turned sharply at the sound of his voice as she was lifting the +steaming arrowroot out of the water. + +"Whose cat is this?" + +"Mine.--Come off that bed, Tristram!" + +"Don't disturb him; I like to have him there.--Where's Abby +Thatcher?" + +"She's gone home on an errand; she'll be back in fifteen minutes +now." + +"Where's William?" + +"It's only five o'clock. He don't come till six. What can I get for +you? Have you had a good sleep?" + +She set the gruel on the back of the stove and went in to his +bedside. + +"I don't sleep much; I just lie an' think ... Amanda, ... now, they're +all away, ... if I get over this spell, ... an' take a year to +straighten up an' get hold o' things like other folks, ... do you +think ... you'd risk ... marryin' me?" + +There was a moment's dead silence; then Amanda said, turning pale: +"Are you in your right mind, Caleb Kimball?" + +"I am, but I don't wonder at your askin'," said the man humbly. "I've +kind o' fancied you for years; but you've always been way down there +across the fields, out o' reach!" + +"I'm too amazed to think it out," faltered Amanda. + +"Don't you think it out, for God's sake, or you'll never do it!" He +caught at her hand as if it had been a life-line--her kind, smooth +hand, the helpful hand with the bit of white cambric bound round a +finger burned in his service. + +"It was the kitchen that put the courage into me," he went on +feverishly. "I laid here an' thought: 'If she can make a house look so +different in a week, what could she do with a man?'" + +"I ain't afraid but I could," stammered Amanda; "if the man would +help--not hinder." + +"Just try me, Amanda. I wouldn't need a year--honest, I wouldn't--I +could show you in three months!" + +Caleb's strength was waning now. His head dropped forward and Amanda +caught it on her breast. She put one arm round his shoulders to keep +him from falling back, while her other hand supported his head. His +cheek was wet and as she felt the tears on her palm, mutely calling to +her strength, all the woman in her gathered itself together and rushed +to meet the man's need. + +"If only ... you could take me ... now ... right off," he faltered; +"before anything happens ... to prevent? I'd be good to you ... till +the day I die!" + +"I ain't afraid to risk it, Caleb," said Amanda. "I'll take you now +when you need me the most. We'll just put our two forlorn houses +together an' see if we can make 'em into a home!" + +Caleb gave one choking sob of content and gratitude. His hand relaxed +its clasp of Amanda's; his head dropped and he fainted. + +William Benson came in just then. + +"What's the matter?" he cried, coming quickly toward the bed. "Has he +had a spell? He was so much better last night I expected to see him +settin' up!" + +"He'll come to in a minute," said Amanda. "Give me the palm-leaf fan. +We're goin' to be married in a day or so, an' he got kind of excited +talkin' it over." + +"Moses in the bulrushes!" ejaculated William Benson, sitting down +heavily in the nearest chair. + +William Benson was not a sentimental or imaginative person, and he +confessed he couldn't make head nor tail out o' the affair; said it +was the queerest an' beatin'est weddin' that ever took place in Bonny +Eagle; didn't know when they fixed it up, nor how, nor why, if you +come to that. Amanda Dalton had never had a beau, but she was the +likeliest woman in the village, spite o' that, an' Caleb Kimball was +the onlikeliest man. Amanda was the smartest woman, an' Caleb the +laziest man. He kind o' thought Amanda 'd married Caleb so 't she +could clean house for him; but it seemed an awful high price to pay +for a job. He guessed she couldn't bear to have his everlastin' +whiteweed seedin' itself into her hayfield, an' the only way she could +stop it was to marry him an' weed it out. He thought, too, that Caleb +had kind o' got int' the habit o' watchin' Mandy flyin' about down to +her place. There's nothin' so fascinatin' as to set still an' see +other folks work. The critter was so busy, an' so diff'rent from him, +mebbe it kind o' tantalized him. + +The Widow Thatcher was convinced that Mandy must have gone for Caleb +hammer 'n' tongs when he was too weak to hold out against her. No +woman in her sober senses would paper a man's kitchen for him unless +she intended to get some use out of it herself. "We don't know what +the disciples would 'a' done," she said, "nor the apostles, nor the +saints, nor the archangels; we only know what women-folks would 'a' +done, and there ain't one above ground that would 'a' cleaned Caleb +Kimball's house without she expected to live in it." + +Susan Benson had a vague instinct with regard to the real facts of the +case, but even she mustered up courage to ask Amanda once how the +wonderful matter came about. + +Amanda looked at Mrs. Benson with some embarrassment, for she was not +good at confidences. + +"Susan, you an' I've been brought up together, gone to school +together, experienced religion an' joined the church together, an' I +stood up with you an' William when you was married, so 't I'd speak +out freer to you than I would to most." + +"I hope so, I'm sure." + +"Though I wouldn't want you to repeat anything, Susan." + +"'Tain't likely I would, Mandy." + +"Well, I'd no sooner got Caleb into a clean bed an' a clean room an' +begun to feed him good food than I begun to like him. There's things +in human hearts that I ain't wise enough to explain, Susan, an' I +ain't goin' to try. Caleb Kimball seemed to me like a man that was +drownin', all because there wa'n't anybody near to put a hand under +his chin an' keep his head out o' water. I didn't suspicion he'd let +me do it! I thought he'd just lie there an' drown, but it didn't turn +out that way." + +"Well, it does kind o' seem as if you'd gone through the woods o' life +to pick up a crooked stick at last," sighed Susan; "though I will say, +now I've been under Caleb Kimball's roof, he's an awful sight nicer +man close to than he is fur off. So, take it all in all, life an' +men-folks bein' so uncertain, an' old age a-creepin' on first thing +you know, perhaps it's for the best; an' I do hope you'll make out to +be happy, Mandy." + +There was a quiver of real feeling in Susan Benson's voice, though she +made no movement to touch her friend's hand. + +"I'm goin' to be happy!" said Amanda cheerfully. "I always did like +plenty to do, an' now I've got it for the rest o' my life!" + +"I only hope you can stan' his ways, Amandy," and Susan's voice was +still doubtful. "That's all I'm afraid of; that you're so diff'rent +you can't never stan' his ways." + +"He won't have so many ways when we've been married a spell," said +Amanda. + + + + +HULDAH THE PROPHETESS + + + "And they went unto Huldah the + Prophetess and communed with her" + +Huldah Rumford leaned from her bedroom window as she finished plaiting +her hair. + +The crowing of the white Brahma rooster had interrupted her toilet and +she craned her neck impatiently until she discovered that he had come +from the hen-yard in the rear and established himself on the +doorsteps, from which dominating position he was announcing his +message. + +"That means company coming, and I hope it's true," she said to +herself, as she looked absent-mindedly in the old-fashioned looking +glass, with its picture of Washington crossing the Delaware. + +Her thoughts were evidently wandering, for she took her petticoat from +a hook in the closet and pulling it over her head found, when she +searched for the buttons in the waistband, that she had it on +wrong-side out. + +"I don't care!" she exclaimed, giving the unoffending garment an angry +twitch, "but it does seem as if I was possessed! I can't keep my mind +on my clothes long enough to get them on straight! I turned my +petticoat yesterday, in spite of knowing it brings bad luck, but +to-day I just won't take the chance." + +The pink calico morning dress went on without adventure. Then she +carefully emptied the water from the wash-bowl into the jar, wiped it +neatly and hung the towel to dry; straightened the photograph of her +deceased father in its black-walnut frame; shook the feather bed and +tightened a sagging cord under the cornhusk mattress; took the +candlestick from the light-stand by her bedside and tripped down the +attic stairs two at a time. + +Huldah was seventeen, which is a good thing; she was bewitchingly +pretty, which is a better thing; and she was in love, which is +probably the best thing of all, making due allowance, of course, for +the occasions in which it is the worst possible thing that can happen +to anybody. + +Mrs. Rumford was in the kitchen frying doughnuts for breakfast. She +was a comfortable figure as she stood over the brimming "spider" with +her three-pronged fork poised in the air. She turned the yellow rings +in the hissing fat until they were nut-brown, then dropped them for a +moment into a bowl of powdered sugar, from which they issued the most +delicious conspirators against the human stomach that can be found in +the catalogue of New England cookery. + +The table was neatly laid near the screen door that opened from the +kitchen into the apple-orchard. A pan of buttermilk biscuits was +sitting on the back of the stove, and half a custard pie, left from +the previous night's supper, held the position of honor in front of +Mrs. Rumford's seat. If the pie had been cereal, the doughnuts +omelette, and the saleratus biscuits leavened bread, the plot and the +course of this tale might have been different; but that is neither +here nor there. + +"Did you hear the Brahma rooster crowing on the doorstep, mother?" +asked Huldah. + +"No; but I ain't surprised, for I can't seem to keep my dish-cloth in +my hand this morning; if I've dropped it once I've dropped it a dozen +times: there's company coming, sure." + +"That rooster was crowin' on the fence last time I seen him, and he's +up there ag'in now," said little Jimmy Rumford, with the most +offensive skepticism. + +"What if he is?" asked his sister sharply. "That means fair weather, +and don't interfere with the sign of company coming; it makes it all +the more certain." + +"I bet he ain't crowin' about Pitt Packard," retorted Jimmy, with a +large joy illuminating his sunburnt face. "Pitt ain't comin' home from +Moderation this week; he's gone to work on the covered bridge up +there." + +Huldah's face fell. + +"I'd ought to have known better than to turn my white skirt +yesterday," she sighed. "I never knew it to fail bringing bad luck. I +vow I'll never do it again." + +"That's one o' the signs I haven't got so much confidence in," said +Mrs. Rumford, skimming the cream from a pan of milk into the churn and +putting the skimmed milk on the table. "It don't come true with me +more 'n three times out o' five, but there's others that never fails. +You jest hold on, Huldy; the dish-cloth and the rooster knows as much +'bout what's goin' to happen as your white petticoat does." + +"Jest about as much," interpolated Jimmy, with his utterance somewhat +choked by hot doughnut. + +Huldah sat down at the table and made a pretense of eating something, +but her heart was heavy within her. + +"What are you churning for on Friday, mother?" she asked. + +"Why, I told you I am looking for strangers. It ain't Pitt Packard +only that I expect. Yesterday mornin' I swept a black mark on the +floor; in the afternoon I found two o' the settin'-room chairs +standin' back to back, and my right hand kep' itchin' all day, so't I +knew I was goin' to shake hands with somebody." + +"You told me 't was the left hand," said Jimmy. + +"I never told you no such thing, Jimmy Rumford. Eat your breakfast, +and don't contradict your mother, or I'll send you to bed quick 's you +finish eatin'. Don't you tell me what I said nor what I didn't say, +for I won't have it. Do you hear me?" + +"You did!" responded Jimmy obstinately, preparing to dodge under the +table in case of sudden necessity. "You said your left hand itched, +and it meant money comin', and you hoped Rube Hobson was goin' to pay +you for the turkey he bought a year ago last Thanksgivin'-time, so +there!" + +"So I did," said the widow reflectively. "Come to think of it, so I +did; it must 'a' been a Wednesday my right hand kep' itchin' so." + +"And comp'ny didn't come a Wednesday neither," persevered Jimmy. + +"Jimmy Rumford, if you don't behave yourself and speak when you're +spoken to, and not before, you'll git a trouncin' that you'll remember +consid'able of a spell afterwards." + +"I'm ready for it!" replied the youngster, darting into the shed and +peeping back into the kitchen with a malignant smile. "I dreamt o' +Baldwin apples last night. + + 'Dream fruit out o' season, + That's anger without reason.' + +I knew when I got up you'd get mad with me the first thing this +morning, and I'm all prepared--when you ketch me!" + +Both women gave a sigh of relief when the boy's flying figure +disappeared around the corner of the barn. He was morally certain to +be in mischief wherever he was, but if he was out of sight there was +one point gained at least. + +"Why do you care so dreadfully whether Pitt comes or not?" asked Mrs. +Rumford, now that quiet was restored, "If he don't come to-day, then +he'll come a Sunday; and if he don't come this Sunday, then he'll come +the next one, so what's the odds? You and him didn't have a fallin' +out last time he was home, did you?" + +"Yes, if you must know it, we did." + +"Haven't you got any common sense, Huldy? Sakes alive! I thought when +I married Daniel Rumford, if I could stand his temper it was nobody's +business but my own. I didn't foresee that he had so much he could +keep plenty for his own use, and then have a lot left to hand down to +his children, so 't I should have to live in the house with it to the +day of my death! Seems to me if I was a girl and lived in a village +where men-folks is as scarce as they be here, I'd be turrible careful +to keep holt of a beau after I'd got him. What in the name o' goodness +did you quarrel about?" + +Huldah got up from the table and carried her plate and cup to the +sink. She looked out of the window to conceal her embarrassment, and +busied herself with preparations for the dish-washing, so that she +could talk with greater freedom. + +"We've had words before this, plenty of times, but they didn't amount +to anything. Pitt's good, and he's handsome, and he's smart; but he's +awful dictatorial and fault-finding, and I just ain't goin' to eat too +much humble-pie before I'm married, for fear I won't have anything +else to eat afterwards, and it ain't very fattening for a steady diet. +And if there ever was a hateful old woman in the world it's his +stepmother. I've heard of her saying mean things about our family +every once in a while, but I wouldn't tell you for fear you'd flare up +and say Pitt couldn't come to see me. She's tried to set him against +me ever since we began to keep company together. She's never quite +managed to do it, but she's succeeded well enough to keep me in +continual trouble." + +"What's she got to say?" inquired Mrs. Rumford hotly. "She never had a +silk dress in the world, till Eben Packard married her, and everybody +knows her father was a horse-doctor and mine was a reg'lar one!" + +"She didn't say anything about fathers, but she did tell Almira Berry +that no member of the church in good standing could believe in signs +as you did and have hope of salvation. She said I was a chip off the +old block, and had been raised like a heathen. It seems when I was +over there on Sunday I refused to stand up and have my height measured +against the wall, and I told 'em if you measured heights on Sunday +you'd like as not die before the year was out. I didn't know then she +had such a prejudice against signs, but since that time I've dragged +'em in every chance I got, just to spite her." + +"More fool you!" said her mother, beginning to move the dasher of the +churn up and down with a steady motion. "You might have waited until +she was your mother-in-law before you began to spite her. The first +thing you know you won't get any mother-in-law." + +"That's the only thing that would console me for losing Pitt!" +exclaimed Huldah. "If I can't marry him I don't have to live with her, +that's one comfort! The last thing she did was to tell Aunt Hitty +Tarbox she'd as lief have Pitt bring one of the original Salem witches +into the house as one of the Daniel Rumford tribe." + +"The land sakes!" ejaculated the widow, giving a desperate and +impassioned plunge to the churn-dasher. "Now I know why I dreamt of +snakes and muddy water the night before she come here to the Ladies' +Aid Club. Well, she's seventy, and she can't live forever; she can't +take Eben Packard's money into the next world with her, either, and I +guess if she could 't would melt as soon as it got there." + +Huldah persevered with her confession, dropping an occasional tear in +the dishwater. + +"Last time Pitt came here he said he should have three or four days' +vacation the 12th of August, and he thought we'd better get married +then, if 't was agreeable to me. I was kind of shy, and the almanac +was hanging alongside of the table, so I took it up and looked to see +what day of the week the 12th fell on. 'Oh, Pitt,' I said, 'we can't +be married on Friday; it's dreadful unlucky.' He began to scold then, +and said I didn't care anything about him if I wouldn't marry him when +it was most convenient; and I said I would if 't was any day but +Friday; and he said that was all moonshine, and nobody but foolish old +women believed in such nonsense; and I said there wasn't a girl in +town that would marry him on a Friday; and he said there was; and I +asked him to come right out and tell who he meant; and he said he +didn't mean anybody in particular; and I said he did; and he said, +well, Jennie Perkins would, on Friday or Sunday or wash-day or any +other day; and I said if I was a man I vow I wouldn't take a girl that +was so anxious as all that; and he said he'd rather take one that was +a little too anxious than one that wasn't anxious enough; and so we +had it, back and forth, till I got so mad I couldn't see the almanac. +Then, just to show him I had more good reasons than one, I said, +'Besides, if we should be married on a Friday we'd have to go away on +a Saturday, and ten to one 't would rain on our wedding-trip.' + +"'Why would it rain Saturday more than any other day?' said he; and +then I mistrusted I was getting into fresh trouble, but I was too mad +to back out, and said I, 'They say it rains more Saturdays in the year +than any other day'; and he got red in the face and said, 'Where'd you +get that silly notion?' Then I said it wasn't any silly notion, it was +Gospel truth, and anybody that took notice of anything knew it was so; +and he said he never heard of it in his life; and I said there was +considerable many things that he'd never heard of that he'd be all the +better for knowing; and he said he was like Josh Billings, he'd rather +know a few things well than know so many things that wa'n't so." + +"You might have told him how we compared notes about rainy days at the +Aid Club," said her mother. "You remember Hannah Sophia Palmer hadn't +noticed it, but the minute you mentioned it she remembered how, when +she was a child, she was always worryin' for fear she couldn't wear +her new hat a Sunday, and it must have been because it was threatening +weather a Saturday, and she was afraid it would keep up for Sunday. +And the widow Buzzell said she always picked up her apples for +pie-baking on Friday, it was so apt to be dull or wet on a Saturday." + +"I told him all of that," continued Huldah, "and how old Mrs. Bascom +said they had a literary society over to Edgewood that used to meet +twice a month on Saturday afternoons, and it rained or snowed so often +they had to change their meetings to a Wednesday. + +"Then the first thing I knew Pitt stood up so straight he looked more +than ten feet tall, and says he, 'If you don't marry me a Friday, +Huldah Rumford, you don't marry me at all. You're nothing but a mass +of superstition, and if you're so scared for fear it will rain on your +wedding-bonnet a Saturday, you can stay home under cover the rest of +your life, for all I care. I'll wash the top buggy, put the umbrella +under the seat, and take Jennie Perkins; she won't be afraid of a +wetting so long as she gets it in good company.' + +"'You're right,' I said, 'she won't, especially if the company's a +man, for she'll be so dumfounded at getting one of 'em to sit beside +her she won't notice if it rains pitchforks, and so far as I'm +concerned she's welcome to my leavings.' Then he went out and slammed +the kitchen door after him, but not so quick that I didn't get a good +slam on the sitting-room door first." + +"He'll come back," churned Mrs. Rumford philosophically. "Jennie +Perkins has got a pug nose, and a good-sized mole on one side of it. A +mole on the nose is a sure sign of bad luck in love-affairs, +particularly if it's well to one side. He'll come back." + + * * * * * + +But, as a matter of fact, the days went by, the maple-trees turned +red, and Pitt Packard did not come back to the Rumford farm. His +comings and his goings were all known to Huldah. She knew that he took +Jennie Perkins to the Sunday-School picnic, and escorted her home from +evening meetings. She knew that old Mrs. Packard had given her a +garnet pin, a glass handkerchief-box, and a wreath of hair flowers +made from the intertwined tresses of the Packards and the Doolittles. +If these symptoms could by any possibility be misinterpreted, there +were various other details of an alarmingly corroborative character, +culminating in the marriage of Pitt to Jennie on a certain Friday +evening at eight o'clock. He not only married her on a Friday, but he +drove her to Portland on a Saturday morning; and the Fates, who are +never above taking a little extra trouble when they are dealing out +misery, decreed that it should be one of the freshest, brightest, most +golden mornings of the early autumn. + +Pitt thought Portland preferable to Biddeford or Saco as a place to +pass the brief honeymoon, if for no other reason than because the road +thither lay past the Rumford house. But the Rumfords' blinds were +tightly closed on the eventful Saturday, and an unnecessarily large +placard hung ostentatiously on the front gate, announcing to +passers-by that the family had gone to Old Orchard Beach, and would be +home at sundown. This was a bitter blow to the bridegroom, for he had +put down the back of the buggy with the intention of kissing the bride +within full view of the Rumford windows. When he found it was of no +use, he abandoned the idea, as the operation never afforded him any +especial pleasure. He asked Mrs. Pitt if she preferred to go to the +beach for her trip, but she decidedly favored the gayeties of a +metropolis. + +The excitement of passing the Rumford house having faded, Jennie's +nose became so oppressive to Pitt that he finally changed places with +her, explaining that he generally drove on the left side. He was more +tranquil then, for her left profile was more pleasing, though for the +life of him he could not help remembering Huldah's sweet outlines, the +dimple in her chin, her kissable mouth, her delicate ear. Why, oh, +why, had she inherited her father's temper and her mother's gift of +prophecy, to say nothing of her grandfather's obstinacy and her +grandmother's nimble tongue! All at once it dawned upon him that he +might have jilted Huldah without marrying Jennie. It would, it is +true, have been only a half revenge; but his appetite for revenge was +so dulled by satisfaction he thought he could have been perfectly +comfortable with half the quantity, even if Huldah were not quite so +uncomfortable as he wished her to be. He dismissed these base and +disloyal sentiments, however, as bravely as he could, and kissed +Jennie twice, in a little stretch of wood road that fell in +opportunely with his mood of silent penitence. + +About two o'clock clouds began to gather in the sky, and there was a +muttering of thunder. Pitt endured all the signs of a shower with such +fortitude as he could command, and did not put up the buggy-top or +unstrap the boot until the rain came down in good earnest. + +"Who'd have suspicioned this kind of weather?" he growled as he got +the last strap into place and shook the water from his new straw hat. + +"I was afraid of it, but I didn't like to speak out," said Jennie +primly; "they say it gen'ally does rain Saturdays." + + * * * * * + +Meanwhile Huldah lay in the spare room at the back of the house and +sobbed quietly. Mrs. Rumford and the skeptical Jimmy had gone to Old +Orchard, and Huldah had slipped out of the front door, tacked the +obtrusive placard on the gate-post, and closed all the blinds in honor +of the buried hopes that lay like a dead weight at the bottom of her +heart. + +She was a silly little thing, a vain little thing, and a spitfire to +boot, but that did not prevent her suffering an appreciable amount, +all that her nature would allow; and if it was not as much as a larger +nature would have suffered, neither had she much philosophy or +strength to bear it. The burden is fitted to the back as often as the +back to the burden. + +She frequently declared to herself afterwards that she should have had +"a fit of sickness" if it had not been for the thunderstorm that came +up on that never-to-be-forgotten Saturday afternoon. She had waked +that morning with a dull pain in her heart--a dull pain that had grown +keener when she looked from her attic window and saw the sun shining +clear in the sky. Not a cloud sullied the surface of that fair blue +canopy on this day of the faithless Pitt's wedding-journey. A sweet +wind blew the tail feathers of the golden cock on the squire's barn +till he stared the west directly in the eye. What a day to drive to +Portland! She would have worn tan-colored low shoes and brown openwork +stockings (what ugly feet Jennie Perkins had!), a buff challie dress +with little brown autumn leaves on it, a belt and sash of brown +watered ribbon (Jennie had a waist like a flour-barrel!), and a sailor +hat with a bunch of yellow roses on one side--or would two brown +quills, standing up coquettishly, have been more attractive? Then she +would have taken a brown cloth shoulder-cape, trimmed with rows upon +rows of cream-colored lace, and a brown parasol with an acorn of +polished wood on the handle. Oh, what was the use of living when she +could wear none of this bridal apparel, but must put on her old pink +calico and go down to meet Jimmy's brotherly sneers? Was there ever +such a cruelly sunshiny morning? A spot of flickering light danced and +quivered on her blue wallpaper until she could bear it no longer, and +pinned a towel over it. She sat down by the open window and leaned +dejectedly on the sill, the prettiest picture of spiteful, unnecessary +misery that the eye of mortal man ever rested upon, with her bright +hair tumbling over her unbleached nightgown, and her little bare feet +curled about the chair-rounds like those of a disconsolate child. +Nobody could have approved of, or even sympathized with, so trivial a +creature, but plenty of people would have been so sorry for her that +they would have taken sensible, conscientious, unattractive Jennie +Perkins out of Pitt Packard's buggy and substituted the heedless +little Huldah, just for the pleasure of seeing her smile and blush. +There was, however, no guardian imp to look after her ruined fortunes, +and she went downstairs as usual to help about the breakfast, +wondering to herself if there were any tragedies in life too terrible +to be coexistent with three meals a day and the dishes washed after +each one of them. + +An infant hope stirred in her heart when she saw a red sparkle here +and there on the sooty bottom of the tea-kettle, and it grew a little +when her mother remarked that the dishwater boiled away so fast and +the cows lay down so much that she believed it would rain the next +day. When, that same afternoon, the welcome shower came with scarce +ten minutes' warning, Huldah could hardly believe her eyes and ears. +She jumped from her couch of anguish and remorse like an excited +kitten, darted out of the house unmindful of the lightning, drove the +Jersey calf under cover, chased the chickens into the coop, bolstered +up the tomatoes so that the wind and rain would not blow the fruit +from the heavily laden plants, opened the blinds and closed the +windows. + +"It comes from the east," she cried, dancing up and down in a glow of +childish glee--"it comes from the east, and it's blowing in on +Jennie's side of the buggy!" She did not know that Pitt had changed +places with his bride, and that his broad shoulder was shielding her +from the "angry airt." + +Then she flew into the kitchen and pinned up her blown hair in front +of the cracked looking-glass, thinking with sympathetic tenderness how +pretty she looked, with her crown of chestnut tendrils tightened by +the dampness, her round young cheeks crimsoned by the wind, and her +still tearful eyes brightened by unchristian joy. She remembered with +naughty satisfaction how rain invariably straightened Jennie Perkins's +frizzes, and was glad, _glad_ that it did. Her angry passions were so +beautifying that the radiant vision in the glass almost dazzled her. +It made her very sorry for Pitt too. She hated to think that his +ill-temper and stubborn pride and obstinacy had lost him such a lovely +creature as herself, and had forced him to waste his charms on so +unappreciative and plain a person as Jennie Perkins. She remembered +that Pitt had asked her to marry him coming home from the fair in a +rainstorm. If he meant anything he said on that occasion, he must be +suffering pangs of regret to-day. Oh, how good, how sweet, how kind of +it to rain and support her in what she had prophesied of Saturday +weather! + +All at once a healing thought popped into her head. "I shall not live +many years," she reflected--"not after losing Pitt, and having his +mother crow over me, and that hateful Jennie Perkins, having the +family hair wreath hanging over her sofa, and my wedding ring on her +hand; but so long as I live I will keep account of rainy Saturdays, +and find a way to send the record to Pitt every New Year's Day just to +prove that I was right. Then I shall die young, and perhaps he will +plant something on my grave, and water it with his tears; and perhaps +he will put up a marble gravestone over me, unbeknownst to Jennie, and +have an appropriate verse of Scripture carved on it, something like: + + she openeth her mouth with wisdom; + and in her tongue is the law of kindness + +I can see it as plain as if it was written. I hope they will make it +come out even on the edges, and that he will think to have a white +marble dove perched on the top, unless it costs too much." + + * * * * * + +The years went on. Huldah surprised everybody by going away from home +to get an education. She would have preferred marriage at that stage +of her development, but to her mind there was no one worth marrying in +Pleasant River save Pitt Packard, and, failing him, study would fill +up the time as well as anything else. + +The education forced a good many helpful ideas into pretty Huldah's +somewhat empty pate, though it by no means cured her of all her +superstitions. She continued to keep a record of Saturday weather, and +it proved as interesting and harmless a hobby as the collecting of +china or postage-stamps. + +In course of time Pitt Packard moved to Goshen, Indiana, where he made +a comfortable fortune by the invention of an estimable pump, after +which he was known by his full name of W. Pitt Fessenden Packard. In +course of time the impish and incredulous Jimmy Rumford became James, +and espoused the daughter of a wealthy Boston merchant. His social +advancement was no surprise to Huldah and her mother, for, from the +moment he had left home, they had never dreamed of him save in +conjunction with horned cattle, which is well known to signify +unexampled prosperity. + +In course of time, too, old Mrs. Rumford was gathered to her fathers +after a long illness, in which Huldah nursed her dutifully and well. +Her death was not entirely unexpected, for Hannah Sophia Palmer +observed spots like iron rust on her fingers, a dog howled every night +under Almira Berry's window, and Huldah broke the kitchen +looking-glass. No invalid could hope for recovery under these sinister +circumstances, and Mrs. Rumford would have been the last woman in the +world to fly in the face of such unmistakable signs of death. It is +even rumored that when she heard the crash of glass in the kitchen she +murmured piously, "Now lettest Thou Thy servant depart in peace," and +expired within the hour. + + * * * * * + +Nineteen summers and winters had passed since Pitt Packard drove "her +that was Jennie Perkins" to Portland on her wedding-trip. He had been +a good and loyal husband; she had been a good and faithful wife; and +never once in the nineteen years had they so much as touched the hem +of the garment of happiness. + +Huldah the Prophetess lived on in the old house alone. Time would have +gone slowly and drearily enough had it not been for her ruling +passion. If the first part of the week were fair, she was hopeful that +there was greater chance of rain or snow by Saturday; if it were +rainy, she hoped there would be a long storm. She kept an elaborate +table showing the weather on every day of the year. Fair Saturdays +were printed in red ink, foul Saturdays in jet-black. The last days of +December were generally spent in preparing a succinct statement from +these daily entries. Then in the month of January a neat document, +presenting facts and figures, but no word of personal comment or +communication, was addressed at first to Mr. W. P. Packard, and of +late years to W. Pitt Fessenden Packard, and sent to Goshen, Indiana. + +Mr. Packard was a good and loyal husband, as I have said, but there +was certainly no disloyalty in the annual perusal of statistical +weather tables. That these tables, though made out by one of the +weaker sex, were accurate and authentic, he had reason to believe, +because he kept a rigid account of the weather himself, and compared +Huldah's yearly record with his own. The weather in Pleasant River did +not, it is true, agree absolutely with the weather in Goshen, but the +similarity between Maine and Indiana Saturdays was remarkable. The +first five years of Pitt's married life Huldah had the advantage, and +the perusal of her tables afforded Pitt little satisfaction, since it +proved that her superstitions had some apparent basis of reason. The +next five years his turn came, and the fair Saturdays predominated. He +was not any happier, however, on the whole, because, although he had +the pleasure of being right himself, he lost the pleasure of believing +Huldah right. So time went on until Mrs. Pitt died, and was buried +under the handsomest granite monument that could be purchased by the +sale of pumps. Not only were the funeral arrangements carried out with +the liveliest consideration for the departed, but Mr. Packard +abstained from all gay society and conducted himself with the greatest +propriety. Nevertheless, when his partner and only confidential friend +extolled Jennie's virtues as wife, housekeeper, companion, and church +member, he remarked absently: "She was all that, Jim, but somehow I +never liked her." + +For two years after his bereavement Huldah omitted sending her weather +statistics to Mr. Packard, thinking, with some truth, that it might +seem too marked an attention from an attractive Maine spinster to a +"likely" Indiana widower. + + * * * * * + +Matters were in this state when Mr. Packard alighted at the Edgewood +station one bright day in August. He declined the offer of a drive, +and soon found himself on the well-remembered road to Pleasant River. +He had not trodden that dusty thoroughfare for many a year, and every +tree and shrub and rock had a message for him, though he was a plain, +matter-of-fact maker of pumps. There was no old home to revisit, for +his stepmother had died long ago, and Jennie had conscientiously +removed the family wreath from the glass case and woven some of the +departed lady's hair into the funereal garland. He walked with the +brisk step of a man who knew what he wanted, but there was a kind of +breathless suspense in his manner which showed that he was uncertain +of getting it. He passed the Whippoorwill Mill, the bubbling spring, +the old moss-covered watering-trough, and then cut across the widow +Buzzell's field straight to the Rumford farm. He kept rehearsing the +subject-matter of a certain speech he intended to make. He knew it by +heart, having repeated it once a day for several months, but nobody +realized better than he that he would forget every word of it the +moment he saw Huldah--at least, if the Huldah of to-day were anything +like the Huldah of the olden time. + +The house came in sight. It used to be painted white; it was drab now, +and there was a bay-window in the sitting-room. There was a new pump +in the old place, and, happy omen, he discovered it was one of his own +manufacture. He made his way by sheer force of habit past the kitchen +windows to the side door. That was where they had quarreled mostly. He +had a kind of sentiment about that side door. He paused a moment to +hide his traveling-bag under the grapevine that shaded the porch, and +as he raised his hand to grasp the knocker the blood rushed to his +face and his heart leaped into his throat. Huldah stood near the +window winding the old clock. In her right hand was a "Farmer's +Almanac." How well he knew the yellow cover! and how like to the +Huldah of seventeen was the Huldah of thirty-six! It was incredible +that the pangs of disappointed love could make so little inroad on a +woman's charms. Rosy cheeks, plump figure, clear eyes, with a little +more snap in them than was necessary for connubial comfort, but not a +whit too much for beauty; brown hair curling round her ears and +temples--what an ornament to a certain house he knew in Goshen, +Indiana! + +She closed the wooden door of the clock, and, turning, took a generous +bite from the side of a mellow August sweeting that lay on the table. +At this rather inauspicious moment her eye caught Pitt's. The sight of +her old lover drove all prudence and reserve from her mind, and she +came to the door with such an intoxicating smile and such welcoming +hands that he would have kissed her then and there, even if he had not +come to Pleasant River for that especial purpose. Of course he forgot +the speech, but his gestures were convincing, and he mumbled a +sufficient number of extracts from it to convince Huldah that he was +in a proper frame of mind--this phrase meaning to a woman the one in +which she can do anything she likes with a man. + +They were too old, doubtless, to cry and laugh in each other's arms, +and ask forgiveness for past follies, and regret the wasted years, and +be thankful for present hope and life and love; but that is what they +did, old as they were. + +"I wouldn't have any business to ask you to marry such a dictatorial +fool as I used to be, Huldah," said Pitt; "but I've got over +considerable of my foolishness, and do say you will. Say, too, you +won't make me wait any longer, but marry me Sunday or Monday. This is +Thursday, and I must be back in Goshen next week at this time. Will +you, Huldah?" + +Huldah blushed, but shook her head. She looked lovely when she +blushed, and she hadn't lost the trick of it even at thirty-six. + +"I know it's soon; but never mind getting ready. If you won't say +Monday, make it Tuesday--do." + +She shook her head again. + +"Wednesday, then. _Do_ say Wednesday, Huldy dear." + +The same smile of gentle negation. + +He dropped her hand disconsolately. + +"Then I'll have to come back at Christmas-time, I s'pose. It's just my +busy season now, or I would stay right here on this doorstep till you +was ready, for it seems to me as if I'd been waiting for you ever +since I was born, and couldn't get you too soon." + +"Do you really want me to marry you so much, Pitt?" + +"Never wanted anything so bad in my life." + +"Didn't you wonder I wasn't more surprised to see you to-day?" + +"Nothing surprises me in women-folks." + +"Well, it was because I've dreamed of a funeral three nights running. +Do you know what that's a sign of?" + +Pitt never winked an eyelash; he had learned his lesson. With a sigh +of relief that his respected stepmother was out of hearing, he +responded easily, "I s'pose it's a sign somebody's dead or going to +die." + +"No, it isn't: dreams go by contraries. It's a sign there's going to +be a wedding." + +"I'm glad to know that much, but I wish while you was about it you'd +have dreamt a little more, and found out when the wedding was going to +be." + +"I did; and if you weren't the stupidest man alive you could guess." + +"I know I'm slow-witted," said Pitt meekly, for he was in a mood to +endure anything, "but I've asked you to have me on every day there is +except the one I'm afraid to name." + +"You know I've had plenty of offers." + +"Unless all the men-folks are blind, you must have had a thousand, +Huldah." + +Huldah was distinctly pleased. As a matter of fact she had had only +five; but five offers in the State of Maine implies a superhuman power +of attraction not to be measured by the casual reader. + +"Are you sorry you called me a mass of superstition?" + +"I wish I'd been horsewhipped where I stood." + +"Very well, then. The first time you wouldn't marry me at all unless +you could have me Friday, and of course I wouldn't take you Friday +under those circumstances. Now you say you're glad and willing to +marry me any day in the week, and so I'll choose Friday of my own +accord. I'll marry you to-morrow, Pitt: and"--here she darted a +roguishly sibylline glance at the clouds--"I have a water-proof; have +you an umbrella for Saturday?" + +Pitt took her at her word, you may be sure, and married her the next +day, but I wish you could have seen it rain on Saturday! There never +was such a storm in Pleasant River. The road to the Edgewood station +was a raging flood; but though the bride and groom were drenched to +the skin they didn't take cold--they were too happy. Love within is a +beautiful counter-irritant. + +Huldah didn't mind waiting a little matter of nineteen years, so long +as her maiden flag sank in a sea of triumph at the end; and it is but +simple justice to an erring but attractive woman to remark that she +never said "I told you so!" to her husband. + + + + +TWO ON A TOUR + + +LOG-BOOK OF CHARLOTTE AMALIA CLIFFORD + + S.S. Diana, January 21, 1918 + On the way to the Virgin Islands + +I engrossed the above heading in my journal shortly after we left the +dock in New York, but from what has occurred in the past few days I +think my occasional entries in the log-book are likely to be records +of Dorothea Valentine's love-affairs as they occur to her day by day, +and as unluckily they are poured into my ear for lack of a better or +more convenient vessel. + +We are dear friends, Dolly and I. Her name is Dorothea, but apparently +she will have to grow up to it, for at present everybody calls her +Dolly, Dora, Dot, or Dodo, according to his or her sex, color, or +previous condition of servitude. Dolly is twenty and I am thirty; +indeed, her mother is only forty, so that I am rather her contemporary +than Dolly's, but friendship is more a matter of sympathy than +relative age, and Mrs. Valentine and I are by no means twin souls. As +a matter of fact, that lady would never have noticed me, the private +secretary of Clive Winthrop, a government official in Washington, had +it not been that, through him and his sister, I had access to a more +interesting group in society than had Mrs. Valentine, a widow of large +means but a stranger in the Capital. Clive Winthrop is a person of +distinction and influence, and Miss Ellen Winthrop, an old friend of +my mother's, is one of the most charming hostesses in Washington, +while I am in reality nothing but a paid scribe; the glad, willing, +ardent, but silent assistant of a man who is serving the +Administration with all his heart; but neither he nor his sister will +have it so considered. I almost think that Miss Ellen Winthrop, still +vivacious and vigorous at seventy, is ready to give up to me her place +as head of the household if I consent to say the word; but I am not +sure enough yet to say it; and because of that uncertainty I cannot +trust myself in the daily company of the two persons most deeply +concerned in my decision. + +A sea voyage is the best thing in the world to blow away doubts or +difficulties; it also clears the air so that one can see one's course, +whether it be toward the north of duty or the south of desire. + +My work for a long time has been to report interviews, take +stenographic records, and write hundreds of letters for Mr. Winthrop +during the somewhat protracted discussion that preceded the +acquisition of the Virgin Islands by the United States. It is odd that +these tasks should have fallen to me, who added below Clive Winthrop's +signature to many communications the typed initials C. A. C., for I +have a special interest in these new possessions of ours, a very close +and sentimental one, since I was born on St. Thomas, one of the Virgin +Islands, and christened Charlotte Amalia after the little red-roofed +town on the shore of the perfect harbor. My birth in St. Thomas was +entirely unpremeditated, and I was taken away as soon as my mother was +able to travel; nevertheless, I have always longed during the twelve +years of my loneliness, without father or mother, to see the place +where they were so happy in each other and so blissful in the prospect +of my appearance. + +I, then, have a right to this particular holiday and this opportunity +to decide my future. Miss Dorothea Valentine, on the contrary, is a +wholly unexpected, I will not say an unwelcome, companion, although +when I wish to be thinking of my own problems she generally desires to +discuss hers, which are trivial, though interesting and unique. + +Everything about the girl piques interest; her beauty, her charm, her +childlike gayety and inconsequence, which are but the upper current of +a deeper sea of sincerity and common sense. Somebody says: "Ladies +vary in looks; they're like military flags for a funeral or a +celebration--one day furled, next day streaming. Men are ships; +figureheads, about the same in a storm or a calm, and not too +handsome, thanks to the ocean." The last phrases are peculiarly true +of Clive Winthrop, who is sometimes called the ugliest man in +Washington, yet who commands attention in any room that he enters +because of his fine physique, his noble head, and his distinction of +bearing and speech. Rugged he is, "thanks to the ocean," but he looks +as if he could swim against the strongest current. On the other hand, +it cannot be said that Dolly Valentine varies. She is lovely at +breakfast, lovelier at luncheon, and loveliest at dinner when the +dazzling whiteness of her neck and shoulders is revealed. Only a +tolerably generous woman would suffer herself to be in the almost +daily companionship of such a charmer, and that I am in that dangerous +juxtaposition is her fault, not mine. + +"You must take me with you on your sea voyage, Charlotte," she said. +"I must get away from Washington and from mother. No, don't raise your +eye-brows and begin to scold before you know what I mean! I am not +going to criticize my maternal parent, but I am so under her thumb at +the moment that I am a flabby mass of indecision. I have no more mind +than a jellyfish, yet I have to decide a matter of vital importance +within a month. How can I make up a non-existent mind? Answer me that. +Your life is so fixed and serene and settled; so full of absorbing +work; you are so flattered and appreciated that you are like a big +ship anchored in a safe harbor, and you can't think what it's like to +be a silly little yacht bobbing about on the open sea!" (Such is the +uncomprehending viewpoint of twenty toward thirty; the calm assumption +that ladies of that mature age can have no love-affairs of their own +to perplex them!) + +"There is no need of your being a silly little yacht, Dolly!" I +answered. "If you want to make a real voyage you have the power to +choose your craft." + +"Mother always chooses for me," she said with a pout. "She doesn't gag +me and put me in irons and lead me up the gangplank by brute force, +but she dominates me. I start out each morning like a nice, fat, pink +balloon and by evening, though I haven't felt any violent pin-pricks, +I am nothing but a little shrunken heap of shriveled rubber. You know +it, Charlotte! You have seen me bouncing at breakfast and seen me flat +at dinner!" + +It was impossible not to laugh at her. "Don't be ridiculous!" I +expostulated. "There is nothing between you and happiness but a little +cloud so diaphanous that a breath of common sense would blow it away. +Now read your magazine and let me write in my log-book. It is intended +to be an informal report to my chief, of the islands we are to visit. +We shall be at St. Thomas to-morrow morning and in the four days we +have been journeying from New York the only topic of conversation in +which you have shown the slightest enthusiasm is whether you should or +should not marry Marmaduke Hogg!" + +"Don't call him all of it, Charlotte," and she shuddered. "Mother is +always doing it and I can't bear it!" whereupon she flounced about on +her deck-chair and hid her face in her steamer-rug. + + * * * * * + +It was a foolish little love-story, that of Dorothea Valentine. Her +mother was a mass of polite and unnecessary conventions; a pretty sort +of person with a clear profile like that of a cold, old little bird. +Her small, sharp nose resembled a beak; her eyes were like two black +beads; and her conversation was a lengthy series of twitterings. +Charlotte Clifford used to tell Miss Winthrop that if Mrs. Valentine +had been a canary, people would have forever been putting a towel over +her cage to secure silence. She was always idle, save for a +bewildering succession of reconstruction periods, apparently +forestalling ruins that no one else could have prophesied. She dieted +and reduced her hips; had violet rays applied to her scalp; had her +wrinkles ironed out by some mysterious process. If you caught her +before ten in the morning you would find her with crescent-shaped bits +of court-plaster beside her eyes, in front of her ears, and between +her brows. She was beautifully clothed, shod, gloved, massaged, +manicured, and marcelled. She lived on the best sides of the streets +and at the proper hotels. She answered notes, returned calls, and gave +wedding presents punctiliously. She never used the telephone for +invitations, nor had anything but contempt for abbreviations, +carefully writing out Philadelphia, Pennsylvania, and Minneapolis, +Minnesota, when she addressed her sisters in those cities. A mass of +the most glaring virtues was Mrs. Reginald Valentine, impeccable and +unassailable, with views on all subjects as rigid as the laws of the +Medes and Persians. She had ordered her husband's life during their +ten years of marriage, he being a gentle and artistic soul, and she +had more or less directed his exercise, amusements, diet, as well as +his political and religious opinions. She nursed him faithfully in his +last illness, but when he timidly begged to be cremated instead of +buried, she reminded him that it was a radical, ultra-modern idea; +that the Valentine lot and monument were very beautiful; that there +never had been any cremations in the family connection; and that she +hoped he would not break a long-established custom and leave behind +him a positively irreligious request. Various stories of Mr. +Valentine's docility had crept into circulation, and it is said that +on this occasion he turned his head meekly to the wall and sighed: +"Very well, Emma! Do just as you think best; it's your funeral!" + +Just how Dorothea blossomed on this stalk it is difficult to say. A +bright-eyed, sunshiny, willful baby, she had grown into an unaffected, +attractive, breezy young woman, outwardly obedient, inwardly mutinous. +She was generally calm in her mother's presence, never criticizing her +openly, and her merry heart kept her from being really unhappy in a +relationship that many girls would have found intolerable. Beaux she +had a-plenty and lovers not a few. As cream or honey to flies, so was +Dorothea Valentine to mankind in general; but she took them on gayly +and cast them off lightly, little harm being done on either side by +the brief experience. + +Of course the suits of some of the suitors had been hard-pressed by +Mrs. Valentine. "You will go through the woods to find a crooked stick +at last, Dorothea," she would say. "You don't know a desirable _parti_ +when you see one. You must have an extraordinary opinion of your own +charms to think that you have only to pick and choose. Those charms +will fade, rather prematurely, I fear, and when your looked-for ideal +comes along it may be that he will not regard you as flawless." + +"I don't expect him to, mother! I only expect him to find my own flaws +interesting." + +"There is no certainty of that, my dear,"--and Mrs. Valentine's tone +was touched with cynicism. "I had an intimate friend once, Clara +Wyman, a very nice girl she was, who had been in love with my cousin +Roger Benson for years. He seemed much attached to her and when time +went by and nothing happened, I spoke to him plainly one night and +asked him if he didn't intend to propose to her, and if not, what were +his reasons. What do you suppose they were?" + +Mrs. Valentine's tone implied that a shock was coming. + +Dolly sat erect on her mother's Italian day-bed as one prepared. + +"I'm sure I have no idea--how could I have?" she asked. + +"Roger said that he didn't like her wiping her nose through her +veil!!" + +Dolly flung herself at length on the couch and buried her face in the +cushions, her whole body shaking convulsively with silent mirth. + +"You may laugh, Dorothea, but this incident, which I have told many +times, shows how fantastic, erratic, despotic, and hypercritical men +generally are. You will come to your senses some time and realize that +no one is likely to bear with your perversities more patiently than +Arthur Wilde or Lee Wadsworth, who have both wasted a winter dangling +about you." + +Dolly raised her head, patted her hair, and wiped her streaming eyes. + +"I realize the dangerous obstacles between me and the altar as I never +did before,"--and the girl's voice was full of laughter. "But I should +have to lock Arthur Wilde in the basement whenever professors came to +dinner. I couldn't marry Arthur's vocabulary, mother,--I couldn't!" + +"He is a wonderful son, and a millionaire; he has three houses, four +motors, and a steam yacht!" + +"Sure, but that don't 'enthuse me,' 'tremenjous' as it sounds! (I am +imitating Mr. Wilde's style of conversation.) And as for Lee Wadsworth +he is bow-legged!" + +"Lee's reputation is straight at any rate, and his income all that +could be desired," responded Mrs. Valentine loftily. "I wish I could +convince you, Dorothea, that there are no perfect husbands. You are +looking for the impossible! Indeed, I have always found men singularly +imperfect, even as friends and companions, and in a more intimate +relation they leave still more to be desired. You dismissed Sir Thomas +Scott because he was too dictatorial, although you knew he intended to +have the family diamonds reset for you." + +"He'd have had them reset in Sheffield or Birmingham, but, anyhow, one +doesn't marry diamonds, mother." + +"One might at least make the effort, Dorothea! I notice that most of +the people who disdain diamonds generally possess three garnets, two +amethysts, and one Mexican opal." + +Dolly laughed. "You know I did emulate the celebrated Mrs. Dombey, +mother." + +"I know you made a very brief and feeble effort to be sensible, and +you might have conquered yourself had it not been for the sudden +appearance of this young Hogg on your horizon." + +"You shall not call him a young Hogg!" cried Dolly passionately. "It +isn't fair; I won't endure it!" + +"I thought that was his name," remarked Mrs. Valentine, placidly +shifting a wrinkle-plaster from one place to another. "You wouldn't +object if I had alluded to young Benham or young Wadsworth. You show +by your very excitement how disagreeable his name is to your ears. It +isn't a question of argument; Marmaduke Hogg is an outrageous, +offensive name; if he had been Charles or James it would have been +more decent. The 'Marmaduke' simply calls attention to the 'Hogg.' If +any one had asked to introduce a person named Hogg to me I should have +declined." + +"I've told you a dozen times, mother, that the Wilmots' house-party +was at breakfast when I arrived from the night train. There was a +perfect Babel and everybody was calling him 'Duke.' He looked like +one, and nobody said--the other. I didn't even hear his last name till +evening, and then it was too late." + +"'Too late!' Really, Dorothea, if you have no sense of propriety you +may leave the room!"--and Mrs. Valentine applied the smelling-bottle +to her birdlike nose as a sign that her nerves were racked to the +limit and she might at any moment succumb. + +"All I know is," continued Dorothea obstinately, "that he was the +best-looking, the most interesting, the cleverest, the most +companionable man in the house-party, or for that matter in the +universe. You don't ask the last name of Orlando, or Benedick, or +Marcus Aurelius, or Albert of Belgium." + +"It wouldn't be necessary." (Here Mrs. Valentine was quite +imperturbable.) "The Valentines have never been required to associate +with theatrical people or foreigners. In some ways I dislike the name +of Marmaduke as much as Hogg. It is so bombastic that it seems somehow +like an assumed name, or as if the creature had been born on the +stage. When coupled with Hogg it loses what little distinction it +might have had by itself. One almost wishes it had been Marmalade. +Marmalade Hogg suggests a quite nauseating combination of food, but +there is a certain appropriateness about it." + +Dorothea's face was flaming. "You will never allow Duke to explain +himself, mother, nor hear me through when I attempt to make things +clear to you. You never acknowledge that you know, but you do know, +that Duke's people were English a long way back, and 'Marmaduke' is an +old family name. The Winthrops will tell you that Duke's father and +mother were named Forrest and that they changed it to Hogg to pacify +an old bachelor uncle who wanted to leave Duke six thousand dollars a +year. He had no voice in the matter; he was only twelve years old." + +"It was a very short-sighted business proposition, and your Duke must +have been very young for his age,"--and Mrs. Valentine took another +deep sniff of lavender. "Sixty thousand a year wouldn't induce me to +be named Hogg, and I shall never consent to have one in my family!" + +Dorothea burst into tears, a most uncommon occurrence. + +"You have dwelt so long on this purely immaterial objection," she +sobbed, "that you have finally inoculated me with something of your +own feeling and made me miserable and ashamed. I dare say, too, I have +hurt Duke's pride by trying to give him a reason for your indifferent +attitude, yet never having courage for the real, piffling explanation. +I am mortified at my despicable weakness and I will overcome it by +realizing how unworthy I am to bear Duke's honorable, unstained name, +even if it is Hogg. You might as well give up, mother! If the dearest, +best, most delightful man in the world loves me, I shall marry him, +name and all." + +"I do not regard it as settled," replied Mrs. Valentine calmly. "The +young man may not think you so desirable when he learns that my +refusal to accept him as a son-in-law means that he must take you +without any income. Your dear father must have foreseen some such +tragedy when he left all his money in my care!" + +"Duke will take me without a penny!" cried Dorothea hotly. "I would +stake my life on that!" + +"Don't be melodramatic, Dorothea. We shall see in time. It is just +possible that the young man may not be greedy, and so belie his name." +This was Mrs. Valentine's last shaft as Dorothea walked out of the +room with her chin in the air. + + * * * * * + + S.S. Diana, January 26, 1918 + +St. Thomas, and Charlotte Amalia, the little town for which I was +named, looked so lovely when we landed early this morning that I felt +a positive thrill of pride. + +This halfway house of the sea, this gateway of the Caribbean, as it +has been picturesquely called, seemed, as Dolly and I climbed the +hills and the stone stairways, to materialize into a birthplace +instead of a vague dream. A year ago, with the _Dannebrog_, the +scarlet, white-crossed banner of Denmark, floating over the red Danish +fortress on the water-front, I might have felt an alien, but the Stars +and Stripes made me feel at home and I could only remember that my +father and mother met and loved each other in this little Paradise, +and that when I was born there they were the two happiest people under +the sun. If they could have seen their daughter saluting the American +flag so near the very spot in which she first saw the light, they +would have been comforted, I am sure, instead of repining that they +had both been taken away when she most needed their love and +protection. + +Such a view from Diana's deck as we crept into the wonderful harbor! A +background of towering green hills and a dazzling blue of velvet sky +and crystal sea, like that of Algiers, greeted our enchanted gaze! +Like some of the coast towns of Italy, Charlotte Amalia is gay with +color, and its white, red-roofed villas nestle among their luxuriant +gardens and tropical foliage, standing out in a perfect riot of orange +and yellow, blue and red. + +Never, save in Venice, have I seen such a gorgeous array of color in a +landscape. + +Five hours we had in St. Thomas while the Diana put off hundreds of +barrels of cement; but what with the gayly painted boats and their +dark-skinned crews, the naked brown boys diving and swimming for +pennies and dimes in the harbor, a walk to Bluebeard's Tower and +Blackbeard's Castle, we were well amused. Particularly so was +Dorothea, who disappeared from my side for a half-hour while I chatted +with the captain, rejoining me in the tiny palm-bordered park near the +landing. + +She was glowing with happiness. + +"What do you think, Charlotte?" she exclaimed. "I have a letter from +Duke. Not written after we sailed, of course, for it couldn't have +reached me. He bearded mother in her fortress the morning we left +Washington. She was out, or said she was, but sent a note saying that +I had gone on a journey and would be absent for a month. He went +directly to the Winthrops for news and they told him I was with you +and that if he wrote at once by special delivery he could reach the +ship before it left New York dock. He sent the letter to the captain +and asked him to give it to me at St. Thomas for a surprise. The +captain is such a nice man, though a good deal of a tease! Mr. +Winthrop was delighted to hear you were not alone. Poor Miss Winthrop +has influenza and they both wish they had taken this trip. It seems +they are thinking of it just a little." + +"The Winthrops coming on this voyage," I exclaimed. "Impossible! They +hadn't an idea of it." + +"Mightn't he want to interview the governor and look at the island?" + +"He hasn't time. I chose this journey instead of another so that I +could interview the governor and look at the islands myself." + +"Well, I dare say there's nothing in it. Duke didn't speak of it as +anything settled, and he may have misunderstood, his mind being on me. +May I read you the letter--I mean parts of it?" + +"I shouldn't expect to hear all of it," I replied dryly. + +"Yet the bits I leave out are the ones that show him as he is," she +said, looking off into the grove of palms. "Duke is so conscientious +that until we succeed in melting mother--that would be a good title +for a story, 'Melting Mother'!--and until she sanctions an engagement +he won't let himself go, even on paper. So I get only a lovely sort of +'seepage' that breaks through in spite of him!" + +"Skip the seepage," I said unsympathetically, "and give the news." + +She re-read the first paragraphs to herself with a good deal of +dimpling and with eyes that suffused with feeling now and then, and +turning the page began to read aloud: + + Knowing that you were on the high seas far away from me, though + safe with your charming Miss Clifford (Duke admires you + extravagantly, Charlotte!), I concluded to burn my ships and + have a straightforward talk with your mother, although you have + repeatedly warned me that this was not the best method of + approach and that only patience would win my cause. I sent up my + card at the New Willard, and doubtless she would have refused to + receive me, but, going from the office to one of the reception + rooms to await her, I found her seated there with your + Philadelphia aunt and another lady. There had evidently been + confidences, so they scented trouble and took to their heels + when I had been introduced to them somewhat informally as a + friend of Dorothea's, my name not being mentioned. + + I asked your mother, when we were left alone, if she had any + objection to me other than my uneuphonious and suggestive + surname. + + She replied guardedly, no, or at least nothing in particular, + though she might say without conceit that Dorothea might aspire + to anybody, even the highest. + + I cordially agreed, saying that if the male sex had any eye for + beauty, charm or loveliness of character, Dorothea might marry + not only anybody but everybody. + + She said she thought persiflage was out of taste when the + happiness of a mother's whole life was in question. + + I begged pardon, but said it was necessary for me to whistle to + keep my courage up, for the happiness of _my_ whole life was in + question. + + She said that was beside the point and her daughter's happiness + must also be considered. + + I remarked that her daughter, to my infinite surprise and + gratitude, assured me that her happiness lay in the same + direction as my own. + + She vouchsafed the information that Dorothea was a romantic + fool. + + I denied it. + + She dealt what she considered to be a body-blow by affirming + that your property would not be in your hands till you were + twenty-one. + + I replied that I didn't care if it didn't reach you till you + were a hundred and twenty-one. + + She said, "Don't be silly," and asked me if I had ever thought + of changing my name back to Forrest from Hogg. + + I inquired in return if she would mind the loss of six thousand + dollars a year, supposing that I should take such a step. + + She reflected and said that she should, but she would rather + lose it than take the name; and that we could rub along on + Dorothea's money, she supposed, if that was my idea of a + pleasant life. + + I hastened to say that I would relinquish the six thousand + without a pang, confident that I could make a living anyway; but + that it would be disloyal to my good old uncle, whose bounty had + given me a college course, two years at Oxford and three at + Harvard Law School. It had also permitted me to give my services + to the United States Shipping Board without compensation. + + She said she thought it was very selfish in a government to + accept a man's whole time and give him no remuneration; that the + Secretary of the Treasury had only to say to the banks, "Let + there be money," and there was money. There would be plenty for + everybody if only the engravers and laborers at the Mint would + not strike. + + I reminded her that men were remunerated sufficiently in being + allowed to serve their country in time of war. + + She returned that she thought that point of view foolish and + fantastic, but if she found, after a year, that her daughter's + peace of mind was threatened, would I then change my name and + live on Dorothea's income until I could establish myself in the + practice of the law? She said that I must acknowledge that this + was a ridiculously generous proposition and one that neither my + talents nor my station in life merited. + + I replied that the proposition meant to me that I should simply + be selling myself and buying her daughter, and that I declined + to accept it. + +("Oh, Charlotte!" the girl interrupted with a catch in her throat, +"don't you think that was splendid and clever, too?") + + Your mother said that she wished to take the matter into + consideration during your absence [so the letter ran on], and + just as we were rising the Philadelphia aunt came in from one + door and General X, Senator Y, and Lord Z from another. + + They are at the moment three of the most significant figures in + the moving picture of Washington society, and all women pursue + them. They beamed at me as if they had been commandeered for + that special purpose, and Senator Y said jovially: "How are you, + Duke? Glad to see you. Are you free to dine with us?" + + I hastily turned to your mother, saying: "I was just going to + ask you and your sister if you would dine with me." + + Lord Z, who was at Balliol with me, you remember, said: "Then + perhaps you will allow us to come to your table for coffee, + Hogg?" Your mother gazed at him, astounded that his noble tongue + could utter the name. Then she actually and gracefully "fell" + for the dinner, lured by the bait of the post-prandial coffee + with the distinguished trio, and the Philadelphia aunt kept + things going serenely. She is a delightful person and will be a + perfect companion for your mother when--you know when--when she + needs one--and I no longer do! + +("There never was a man who said things like Duke!" interpolated Dolly +ecstatically.) + + All would have gone swimmingly to the end had not a page + suddenly entered the room bawling: "Mr. Hogg wanted at the + telephone: Mr. Hogg? Telephone message for Mr. HOGG!" + + Only capitals can give an idea of the volume of voice. My + ear-drum, grown painfully sensitive since I met your mother, + echoed and reechoed with the tone as I threaded my way through + the crowded room, followed by every eye, while I imagined people + saying: "I wonder if he's called to the stockyard?" (It is + queer, but I never felt this way in Oxford, for they still + remember Hogg, the Scottish poet, and I hung myself to his + revered coat-tails.) + + The telephone message was from my secretary, and healed my + wounded vanity, for it came from the British Embassy conveying + the thanks of the Foreign Office for Mr. Hogg's friendly and + helpful action in conducting negotiations for the chartering of + ex-enemy ships lying in South American ports. + +("You see what he is!" exclaimed Dolly, looking up from the letter +with eyes full of unshed tears! "Of course he has five or six +superiors in office but I suppose really that Duke's extraordinary +talent keeps that whole shipping board going! You mark my words, +Charlotte, when Duke gives up his position and goes to Plattsburg +there'll be an absolute slump in that office! But just hear what +follows; it is so discouraging!") + + But when, glowing with the delight that always comes to me when + I have any little tribute to lay with my love at your charming + number-three feet, when I returned to my table your mother had + gone to her room and the Philadelphia aunt remained to explain + that she had been taken suddenly ill. + + "It will all come right, Mr.--my dear boy!" she said. "My sister + has one weakness, an abnormal sensitiveness to public opinion. + She thinks constantly what people will say of this, that, or the + other trifling thing, and in that way perpetually loses sight of + the realities of life. There is a great deal of good in her that + you have never seen because for the moment she is absolutely + obsessed by her objection to your name and her conviction that + Dorothea might and should marry a title. My sister married + Reginald Valentine more for the effect on her future + visiting-card than anything else, but Dorothea's father + bequeathed his good looks, his sunny disposition, his charm, and + his generous nature to his daughter. You have chosen wisely, my + dear Mr.--boy, but not more wisely, to my mind, than Dorothea + has!" + + So it ended, but I somehow hope that I may have converted your + mother from an enemy alien to an armed neutral! + +"There is nothing more of--of--general interest," said Dolly +tearfully, as she slipped the letter in the envelope. "Aunt Maggie is +a trump. Oh, Charlotte! if only you had ever had a love-problem like +mine and could advise me! Duke always wondered that you never +married." + +(Dorothea ought to be cuffed for impertinence, but she is too +unconscious and too pretty and lovable for corporal punishment.) + +"Perhaps there may still be hope even at thirty!" I said stiffly. + +"Oh, I didn't mean that! You might have anybody by lifting your +finger! We only wonder you've never lifted it! But you could be happy +only with a very learned and prominent man, you are so clever!" + +"I'm clever enough to prefer love to learning, if I have to choose, +Dolly, my dear." + +"I'm so sorry you didn't get a letter, Charlotte," said the girl, +snuggling sympathetically to my side on the bench. + +This was more than flesh and blood or angel could bear! + +I kissed her, and, shaking her off my shoulder vigorously, I said, as +I straightened my hat: "As a matter of fact, Miss Valentine, I have +had a letter every day since we left New York; a letter delivered +before breakfast by the steward. You have had but one, yet you are +twenty and I am thirty!" + +"_Charlotte!_" + +"Don't add to your impudence by being too astonished, darling," I +continued. "Come! let's go and pick bananas and pineapples and +tamarinds and shaddocks and star-apples and sapodillas!" + +"I won't budge a step till you tell me all about it!" + +"Then you'll grow to this green bench and have to be cut away by your +faithful Marmaduke!" + +"Is it a secret?" + +"It doesn't exist at all for you. You are not of age, Dolly." + +"I'm old enough to know the things one can learn by heart!" was +Dolly's comment. + +When the Diana was leaving St. Thomas at sunset and we were well on +our way to St. Croix, Dolly made a half confidence. + +"You are not my chaperon, Charlotte, because in my hour of need I +simply fastened myself to you like a limpet, or an albatross, or a +barnacle, or any other form of nautical vampire that you prefer. +Still, I might as well confess that I cabled to Duke, or wirelessed, +or did something awfully expensive of that sort at St. Thomas while +you were having that interminable talk with the captain, who, by the +way, is married and devoted to his wife, they say." + +"That was foolish and extravagant, my child," I answered. "I don't +know what you said, but I have the most absolute confidence in your +indiscretion. I hope you remembered that all messages are censored in +war-time?" + +"I did, indeed," she sighed. "I was never so hampered and handicapped +in my life, but I think I have outwitted the censors. I wish I were as +sure about--mother!" + + * * * * * + + S.S. Diana, January 26 + +St. Croix was delightful, with a motor-ride across the island from +Frederikstad to Christianstad, where we lunched. + +Dolly's mind is not in a state especially favorable for instruction, +but I took a guidebook, and, sitting under a wonderful tamarind tree, +read her Alexander Hamilton's well-known letter describing a West +Indian hurricane, written from St. Croix in 1772. + +We were with a party of Canadian acquaintances made on shipboard and +greatly interested in our first visits to sugar plantations. Vast +cane-fields of waving green stretched mile after mile on the right and +on the left, making it seem incredible that a Food Commissioner need +beg the sweet tooth to deny itself in the midst of such riotous +plenty. + +There was a dazzling glare from the white buildings of the town and +the coral roads, but the moment we reached the outlying country all +was verdant and restful. The beautiful hard roads ran like white +ribbons over velvet hills and through rich valleys; tall windmills, +belonging to the earlier days of sugar-making, rose picturesquely from +the magnificent palms and other shade-trees; there were brilliant +flowers and blossoming vines breaking through hedges here and there, +and acres of pineapples and orange groves. Truly, our Canadian +companions might wish us luck in our new possessions! + + * * * * * + + Later in the day + +We have left the Virgin Islands now and at dawn we neared St. Kitts, +of the Leeward group, anchoring a half-mile away from the landing and +putting passengers ashore in the small boats that ranged themselves +near the steamer. There was a very bedlam of chatter, argument, and +recrimination among the black boatmen, mounting at times to furious +invective in a patois we failed wholly to understand, for though the +majority of the natives speak English on all the islands, whether +Dutch, French, or British, they use a language of their own vintage on +these undress occasions. I could see Dolly's bright head and laughing +eyes peeping through her porthole, nodding good-morning to me as I +viewed the scene from my own little stateroom opposite hers. + +The St. Kitts boatmaster was a superb personage in white linen uniform +and cap. He stood at the top of the steps lowered from our steamer to +the ocean, and from that serene height of power commanded his +clamorous and refractory legions. + +It was his voice that called me irresistibly from my berth and kept my +ears, as well as my eyes, glued to the porthole of my cabin. It was a +deep, rich barytone, as full of color as his own native skies and sea. +The white cap set off his dark skin, and a pair of eyes that shot +lightnings of authority gleamed from under his vizor. He ought to have +been singing the "Pagliacci" prologue at the Metropolitan Opera House, +but instead he was calling resonantly (his private megaphone seemed to +be located in his own throat): "_Don't crowd, Edward.... Push in, +Victoria.... Get away, George.... Come nearer, come nearer, Mary.... +Show your number, Albert, or meet me in court to-morrow at eleven!_" + +As a matter of fact, these were the names painted on the boats +crowding and jamming their way to the most favorable places for +securing passengers or freight; but the quality of his voice made it +seem as if, in calling Victoria, Edward, George, Mary, and Albert, he +were summoning a corporeal bevy of kings and queens to do his instant +bidding. The excitement reached its climax when an aged bishop +descended the stairway, which was under some circumstances as perilous +as a ladder. The bishop's quaint hat and gown and hood of various +colors made him seem like a benign figure in comic opera; and perhaps +because of his dignity or his multiplicity of luggage, all the boats +ardently desired him as a passenger. Two green boxes, carrying much +information painted in white on the sides, gave us all details of his +rank, ancestry, and place of residence. These were projected down the +stairway and then followed an imposing procession of servitors bearing +potted plants, packages done up in linen cloth, baskets of eggs, +limes, lemons, grapefruit, a canary in a cage, some white mice, and a +Persian cat; the last three, it is needless to say, being in separate +crates. + +Majestic being, that St. Kitts boatmaster; never more impressive than +when he successfully landed a bishop of the isles! Dolly and I +recalled the "Admirable Crichton" in Barrie's whimsical play, who, as +butler in a titled English family, was wrecked with the entire +household on a desert island. It needed only the emergencies of +twenty-four hours to establish him as the dominant intellectual force +and the practical governor of the sadly inefficient earls, countesses, +ladies, and honorables; and before long he assumed the authority +properly belonging to him. That the earl's daughter finally fell in +love with him seemed not so much dramatic license as a tribute to his +obvious superiority. In London the lady would have been criticized as +marrying beneath her; on the desert island it actually appeared as if +she were doing particularly well for herself; indeed, Dolly confessed +that though she would prefer marrying Marmaduke Hogg she would rather +be wrecked in the company of the St. Kitts boatmaster. + + * * * * * + + S.S. Diana, Sunday, January 27 + +After breakfast, on our way to anchor at Antigua for the night, we saw +in the distance the towering cone of Nevis, the "Gorgeous Isle" of +Alexander Hamilton's birth and the famous scene of Lord Nelson's +marriage. It has fallen from its proud estate of former years into +poverty and neglect, but it is still marvelously beautiful to the eye. +We sat on deck reading, or at least glancing drowsily over the pages +of our books to the sapphire sea and the emerald forests of the island +shores with a never-ceasing delight. There were three Roman Catholic +priests on board, also four Protestant missionaries, one of them with +a wife and a family of charming children--Samuel, Naomi, Esther, +Daniel. Piously they were named and never once did they bring contempt +on the Holy Scriptures! From below in a far end of the boat we could +hear echoes of gospel hymns in some little cabin where a +Sunday-morning service was being held. + +Dorothea gave a deep sigh. + +"It is all so peaceful, Charlotte! One day just like another and all +beautiful and tranquil. We haven't seen anybody hurry since we left +New York. Do you remember Rudyard Kipling saying, when he came back +there after a long absence, that he was afraid to step slowly lest the +man behind him should walk up his back? Nobody ever seems nervous in +these islands. The natives can be ragged and hungry without being much +concerned. Work never appears to be a delight to them for its own +sake, but only as a means to get food. I feel slip--slip--slipping +into a heavenly state of coma. Does anything ever stir the tropics +except hurricanes and earthquakes, I wonder? How can women fight for +suffrage in this climate? How can a man be awakened to great +ambitions?" + +"Alexander Hamilton was born on Nevis and passed all his boyhood and +youthful days on what is now our own St. Croix," I said. + +"Yes, but he wasn't Washington's aide-de-camp nor secretary of the +treasury in the tropics!" + +"True; nevertheless, when he was Nicholas Cruger's bookkeeper at the +age of twelve he wrote to an American friend: 'I contemn the groveling +condition of a clerk to which my fortunes condemn me, and I would +willingly risk my life, though not my character, to exalt my +station.... My youth excludes me from any hope of immediate +preferment, but I mean to prepare the way for futurity.' You see the +yeast was stirring, even in the tropics, Dolly!" + +"Well, I feel no yeast stirring in me," she said languidly. "All the +morning I have been trying to recapture a certain 'Ode to a Cow' +written by a man of action in a country hotel where mother and I were +sojourning last summer. I could have echoed it when I first regarded +the inhabitants of these islands, and now anybody might say it of me, +for I grow more and more cow-like with every passing day. It runs this +way: + + + "'ODE TO A CUD-CHEWING COW + + "'Why, Cow, art thou so satisfied, + So well content with all things here below, + So meek, so lazy, and so awful slow? + Dost thou not know that men's affairs are mixed? + That grievously the world needs to be fixed? + That nothing we can do has any worth? + That life is care and trouble and untowardness? + Prit, Cow! This is no time for idleness! + The cud thou chewest is not what it seems. + Get up and moo! Tear round and quit thy dreams!'" + +By this time Dorothea was asleep. Her book slid to the floor, I shaded +her face with my green umbrella, pulled down her muslin frock over her +pretty ankles, and gave myself up to vagrant thoughts of her probable +future. + +Sunday on shipboard is a good day for reflections and heart-searchings. +My own problem, after all, is not so baffling as Dolly's. She is as +loyal as a charming and sensible girl can be to a mother like Mrs. +Valentine, whose soul, if the truth were told, is about the size of a +mustard-seed. A frivolous, useless, bird-minded woman is Dolly's +mother; a woman pecking at life as a canary pecks at its cuttlefish, +simply to sharpen its bill. How the girl can respect her I cannot +imagine! I suppose flesh calls to flesh and she loves her without too +much analysis, but they seem to have come to the parting of the ways. +It is Dolly's highest self that is in love with Marmaduke Hogg, and I +don't believe she will sacrifice it to a maternal whim and call it +filial obedience. Perhaps the absence that makes the heart grow +fonder is working like a philter in this journey planned by Mrs. +Valentine with a far different purpose. + +"Let her go with you, Charlotte," she begged me with tears in her +eyes. "I must get her away from this attractive but undesirable young +man! That absurd uncle who didn't want his name to die out must have +been a lunatic or an imbecile. Why shouldn't such a vulgar name become +extinct? And to think that my exquisite Dorothea--whose figure and +eyelashes have been remarked by royalty--to think that she should be +expected to graft herself on to that family tree of all others! To +think that she may take that name herself and, for aught we know, add +half a dozen more to the list; all boys, probably, who would marry in +course of time and produce others, piling Hoggs on Hoggs, as it were! +It is like one of those horrible endless chains that are condemned by +the government!" + +I gave way to peals of laughter at this impassioned speech, evidently +annoying Mrs. Valentine, who expected sympathy. I tried to placate her +with reference to the poet of the name which had none but delightful +associations in Scotland. + +"Then if they choose to defy me and marry each other, let them go and +live in Scotland!" she snapped. + +"Would you have minded Dolly's marrying Lord Bacon?" I asked. + +This gave her food for thought. + +"No," she said reflectively, "for, of course, he was a lord, which is +something." + +"But how about the associations?" + +"I can't explain, but somehow they are not as repulsive to me," she +insisted. "I always think of bacon cooked, not raw, and--the other is +alive!" + +As for my own difficulty, it is, after all, a conventional one. I +cannot bear the idea of marrying my employer; a man known by sight and +reputation to everybody in Washington, while I am a relatively unknown +person without fortune, kith, or kin. The thought brings to mind +sensational headlines in cheap newspapers regarding the wedding of +some aged millionaire with his youthful stenographer, and the +consequent alarms of his household; or the alliance of some scion of a +wealthy house with a trained nurse of obscure lineage and vaulting +ambition. I am all alone in the world, and though my father, who died +when he was only five and twenty, left me but the barest support, I +have gloried in my independence and rejoiced in my modest successes. + +My people on both sides were of good stock. Even the Winthrops could +climb my family tree and find no bad fruit on it, but the world will +say: "What a splendid match for Charlotte Clifford." ... "I wonder how +Ellen Winthrop will take it?" ... "I shouldn't have thought Clive +Winthrop would marry his secretary, somehow, though there's nothing +against her; but he could look higher!" + +The world would be quite right. It is a splendid marriage for +Charlotte Clifford, and Clive Winthrop could look higher. He is my +superior and that is the reason I love him. That he loves me proves +that there is something in me that will rise to his level. All the +same, I wrote him when I came away that I could never cross the bridge +between us (there is a bridge, although he does not see it) until I +was no longer his secretary and until I was sure his sister would +welcome me into the household that has been so harmonious and +delightful to every human being that has ever crossed its threshold. +Nobody could equal Ellen Winthrop as a hostess, with her fine, +spirited face, lovely even at seventy; her gift of repartee, her +stately manner, her simple, trailing dress, always of black or gray, +and always reaching the floor, when most of the feminine world looks, +in its best clothes, as if mounted on stilts, with a skimpy, +semi-detached tail wriggling its silly length behind! I could never +scale the heights on which the splendid Ellen perpetually dwells, but +I could sit at the foot of them and admire with all my heart, and +perhaps that attitude, if fully understood, might win her affection. + + * * * * * + + S.S. Diana, January 28, 1918 + +At Antigua we anchored and took a steam launch to see the town, where +we visited a very fine sugar-cane factory, watching the whole process +from the cane-field to the market. + +We did not land at Guadeloupe, the hour not being favorable and the +stay being too brief to compensate for the effort involved. But this +morning at eight we approached Dominica, the largest of the Leeward +group, the loftiest of the Lesser Antilles, and the loveliest--if one +could or ought to make comparison--the loveliest of the West Indian +Isles. The guidebook calls it "The Caribbean Wonderland," and Dolly +and I were not disposed to quarrel with the phrase, after hanging over +the deck-rail for an hour before breakfast and marveling at the beauty +of the view. Mountains shimmered in the distance like visions seen in +dreams, mountains like towering emeralds springing from a sapphire +sea! We passed tiny hamlets, half-hidden in lime orchards, and +cocoa-groves with yellow patches of cane gleaming here and there +against a background of forest. As we drew nearer we could see white +torrents dashing tempestuously down through green valleys, for +Dominica has a too plenteous water-supply, since in some districts +three hundred inches a year is the average rainfall. It rained seven +times in the three hours that we passed on shore, but the showers were +gentle ones, and we found generous shelter in the wonderful Botanical +Garden, where we spent most of our time. + +Nature is sometimes a kindly mother; often she wears a tragic mask, +and now and then she indulges in melodrama; but I never conceived the +possibility of her having a sense of humor until we witnessed her +freakish mood in the Dominica garden. There were the usual varieties +of magnificent palms and brilliant flowering shrubs; but the joy of +joys was the Sausage-Tree, around which we walked in helpless mirth at +the incredible veracity of the imitation. It reached a goodly height, +and had a splendid girth and circumference of shade; but no factory in +Bologna or Frankfort, or any other possible birthplace of the real +article, could rival this amazing, this funny, tree in fertility. Its +product was just a trifle large, save for the omnivorous lover of +sausage; but in other respects it was a faithful copy of the +original--unless, indeed, the first sausage-maker borrowed the idea +from the tree, instead of the other way about. These vegetable +sausages hung in hundreds of strings and festoons and clusters from +the topmost to the lowest branches. Because of the way they hung, the +way they were strung, their shape and color, and the very manner in +which the skin was neatly drawn over each one and fastened, no one +possessing a sense of the ridiculous but would sit down under the tree +and laugh at the joke. Oddly enough we could find no pictorial +postcard of this phenomenon to bring home for the enlivening of winter +evenings, though we bought a capital one of the Cannon-Ball Tree, just +as unique in its way but not so absurd. + +Dorothea was enchanted with Dominica, and kept exclaiming every few +minutes: "Oh, if only Great Britain would sell us this island! I think +I'd choose to live in Dominica, because if I had a sausage-tree in my +garden I should laugh every day, and the children wouldn't need any +playthings." + + * * * * * + + S.S. Diana, February 1, 1918 + +We have had a glimpse of France through a day at Martinique. The +principal feature of our visit was a wild motor-drive up an +eighteen-hundred-foot mountain. It was a steady climb from glory to +glory, with tropical forests on every side. Our method of progress was +not quite serene, for there was not a sufficient number of cars to +satisfy the demand. + +After a long wait Dolly and I took a small mongrel sort of motor that +had been refused by all the Diana's passengers. The Creole driver, +handsome, debonair, persuasive, and fluent, though unintelligible, +assured us that he had ascended and descended the mountain hundreds of +times, a fact only too obvious to one who examined his means of +transportation. None of the tires matched, and two of them looked like +wounded soldiers just home from the front, displaying patches of +adhesive plaster and bandages of cotton and woolen rags of every +color, with an occasional inset of an alien material into the rubber. +One could catch a glimpse of a tin tomato-can neatly introduced in the +place of some vital bit of machinery; a Waterbury alarm-clock figured +in an unexpected position, apparently adding its power to the engine; +and there were stout ropes, here and there, which I never observed +before in the rigging of any motor. + +I hesitated to enter, for the future, though not absolutely certain, +looked full of hope and promise; but Dolly was firm and reckless. I am +ten years her senior, but still young to be called a "'fraid cat" with +impunity; so I finally mounted the vehicle. The driver gave a gay, +insouciant tap to a front tire, as much as to say: "Courage, mon +enfant! C'est la derniere fois!"--then flung himself into his seat, +and, blowing a horn, started his base-hospital up the mountain at a +breakneck pace. The motor's own horn was out of commission, but there +was a substitute by the driver's side. It was easy for him to blow it +because he had no particular use for either of his hands, his steering +being left largely to chance. Repeated expostulations in +boarding-school French only elicited a reply that sounded like: "Soyez +tranquilles, mesdames. You speak American? Bien! Leezy est +parfaitement docile!" + +This conveyed no idea to me, although his broad grin convinced me that +in his own opinion it was a subtle witticism. At length, however, it +burst upon Dolly, who went off into irrepressible gales of laughter. + +"You have lived so continuously in a rarefied Winthrop atmosphere, +Charlotte, that you haven't any modern vocabulary. He is telling you +the pet name of his car, to give you confidence. Nobody ever dies in a +tin 'Lizzie.' Not only is the machine indestructible, but the people +that ride in it. Isn't the driver a witty, reckless darling?" + +He was, indeed; and, incredible as it may seem, Lizzie ascended and +descended the mountain in safety--though only because a kind +Providence watched over us. Then, when we had paid the reckless, +danger-proof darling twice the sum he should have demanded, we sat on +a bench in the Savanna, where we could be quietly grateful that we +were alive and watch the coming and going of the Fort-de-France +townspeople, so unmistakably French, with the bright costumes of the +women, the pose of their turbans or hats, their sparkle and chatter +and vivacious gestures. + +Here in the Savanna travelers always gather to look at the marble +statue of the Empress Josephine, which is called the greatest work of +art in the West Indies. That is not fatuous praise, perhaps, but the +figure needed the hand of no master sculptor to hold the eye and +captivate the imagination. It is mounted on a huge pedestal and is of +heroic size, the white glitter of its marble enhanced by its truly +magnificent setting, a circle of towering royal palms. There she +stands, the lovely Creole woman of Martinique, forever looking at +"Trois Islets," as if she were remembering her birth in an overseer's +shack and her girlhood passed in a sugar-mill. Straightway the crowds +of native men and women chaffering in the market-place, the mothers +holding up their crowing babies to the statue, the nursemaids and +groups of playing children, all vanished, and we re-lived in spirit +poor Josephine's past, thrilling anew at the remembrance of her +romance, her triumph, and her bitter sorrow--the Creole girl who +crossed the sea to become Empress of France and share a throne with +Napoleon, but who sailed back to her island home a brokenhearted +woman. + +Good-bye, Martinique, land of Josephine; and land of St. Pierre, the +scene of one of the greatest tragedies of modern times, when the fury +of Mont Pelee engulfed the growth of centuries and buried forty +thousand human creatures in its scalding lava. St. Lucia, of the +Windward group, to-morrow, and then Barbados, from whence the Diana +goes on to Demerara and returns a week or so later, so that we are +able to rejoin her, taking up our former comfortable cabins and our +much-liked captain. + + * * * * * + + S.S. Diana + Between Barbados and New York + February 11 + +Here we are again on our homeward trip, making fewer landings and +briefer stops, principally to take on passengers and thousands of +barrels of limes. + +Barbados, with its charming hotel at Hastings, was an unalloyed +delight; and Dorothea, who had determined to live in each of the +islands as it came along, would finally have transferred her +allegiance for good and all had it not seemed more loyal for an +American to choose one of our own possessions and "grow up with the +country." We found ourselves in the midst of pleasant, even +distinguished, society--British officials, ex-governors, and +judge-advocates of the various islands, English and Canadian soldiers +on sick-leave, and officers commanding the U-boat chasers in near-by +waters. Dorothea danced nightly and held court daily on the broad +piazzas, reminding me of Rudyard Kipling's fascinating heroine in an +Indian army post, who, whenever she appeared, caused the horizon to +become black with majors. Her head and heart remained true to the +absent Marmaduke--I am not so sure about her dancing feet! + +Now that that experience is over, with the many others, we are at sea +and quiet again, with one tranquil day just like the other. + +"What a honeymoon journey it would make, Charlotte!" said Dolly one +moonlight evening on deck. "It is so difficult to grow in knowledge of +people in New York or Washington. One doesn't even know one's self." + +"All journeys must be good for honeymooners, don't you think?" + +"Yes, in a way; but some places are created for lovers and newlyweds, +who are, after all, only explorers, Charlotte, forever discovering new +lands and annexing new territories." + +"Yes; and sometimes falling into the hands of savages and cannibals, I +suppose." + +"Yes; that must be terrible--the awakening to find that one has been +mistaken in a man!" sighed Dolly. + +"I dare say we ought to worry lest men be mistaken in us; it might +happen, you know." + +"Your mind is so logical, Charlotte! However, this voyage wouldn't +have to be idealized to meet the needs of honeymooners. In a Vermont +village where I sometimes stay I remember a girl who had to be married +on Sunday because she could not give up her position as +telegraph-operator till Saturday night. That was dull enough in all +conscience, but she was married in her high-school graduating dress, +and went to her grandmother's house, ten miles away, for her +wedding-journey. I think it required considerable inward felicity to +exalt that situation!" + +I sat upright in my steamer chair. "Dorothea," I said sharply, "you +have been manufacturing conversation for the last five minutes--just +killing time for fear that I should ask you questions. Is there +anything on your mind? You have been absentminded and nervous for +days." + +"Your imagination is working overtime, Charlotte," she answered. "We +are nearing home, that is all; and life presses closer." + +I could not gainsay her, for every mile of ocean crossed makes my +heart beat faster. I seem to be living just now in a sort of pause +between my different lives. There is the heaven of my childhood in the +vague background; then the building of my "career," if so modest a +thing can be called by so shining a name; then the steady, +half-conscious growth of a love that illumines my labors, yet makes +them difficult and perplexing; and now there is a sense of suspended +activity, of waiting, with a glimmering air-castle rising like an +iridescent bubble out of the hazy future. Sometimes there are two +welcoming faces at a window and sometimes the indistinct figure of a +woman stretching out a forbidding hand, my chief's sister, who may not +want a third person in the family! + + * * * * * + + S.S. Diana, February 13, 1918 + +Dolly went on the bridge this afternoon and stayed a half-hour with +the captain, giving no reason save that she liked to talk with him, +which seemed plausible, but did not satisfy me. At bedtime I +discovered her unpacking and laying out in her upper berth a dazzling +toilet for our landing at St. Thomas to-morrow. She blushed when I +looked in upon her. + +"Do dress 'up to me,' Charlotte," she coaxed. "I don't want to be +conspicuous. Wear your gray georgette and the broad hat with the +roses." + +"Why this sudden display of vanity and good clothes?" + +"Hasn't your letter of introduction to Governor Oliver brought us an +invitation to luncheon at Government House?" + +"Yes; but I don't suppose it is a banquet." + +"Charlotte, I must confide in you." + +"I should think it was about time." + +"What do you mean?" + +"I have known for days that you were concealing something." + +"I didn't want to be secretive, but I thought it was only fair to you +to keep my own counsel. Now you can report to mother that you knew +nothing, and that therefore you couldn't interfere." + +"But what have you done? You can't be secretly married--with your +chosen man in Washington and you on the vasty deep." + +"No; but I'm next door to it." + +"What do you mean by 'next door'? Have you a groom and a minister +waiting on the New York dock?" + +"No; mother will be there, but I fear she won't bring a minister. I'm +so glad you imagined something far, far worse than I ever intended. It +shows that you are more audacious than I--though nobody would believe +it." + +"I don't like your tone; but go on." + +"I've been communicating rather frequently with Duke." + +"So I fancied, from your changing money at every stop and doing +continual sums on paper." + +"It has made me a pauper--this telegraphing in war-time. The messages +go by Jamaica or Porto Rico or Trinidad or Bermuda and lots of other +islands, and I think some of the messages must be personally conducted +straight to New York by powerful swimmers, judging by the cost." + +"Go on. Don't temporize." + +"I needn't repeat all of them, and in fact I haven't copies. Duke, +after he had my first telegram from St. Thomas, wired back to St. +Croix, '_You are willing to take my name. Why, after all, shouldn't I +refuse your sacrifice and make one of my own by taking yours?_' Wasn't +that noble?" + +"It would have softened the heart of a suffragette or a feminist. What +did you reply?" + +"I said: '_Never in the world!_'" + +"'Never' would have been enough. You wasted three words at a dollar or +so apiece." + +"I wanted to be strong. I said: '_Never in the world! I am not going +to have you criticized and nagged and made unhappy, as if your name +were a crime!_' Then he wired: '_But it would remove objections, and +cost only six thousand a year._' I had to wait two whole days and +nights before I could cable: '_Objector will surely meet me in New +York. She will probably forgive if we are both firm. My mind is made +up. I would rather be a you-know-what than remain a Valentine._'" + +"That was strong enough." + +"I meant it to be. He has been scurrilously treated, and somebody must +stand by him. Now, to-morrow, February 14th, is his birthday. I +remember it because we met on St. Valentine's day, and it wasn't many +hours afterward that I guessed how he felt about me." + +"Dorothea! Do you mean to tell me that a man spoke to you of his +feelings within twenty-four hours of the time you met?" + +"No, I do not." + +"You certainly intimated as much. If it wasn't many hours after you +met on the 14th it must have been on the 15th." + +"No, you are wrong, Charlotte. It was the evening of the same day. We +met in the early morning." + +"It sounds like a children's party with an exchange of those +snapping-mottoes." + +"Duke is nearly twenty-eight, you know, Charlotte; so it is simply +nonsense to jeer at him. You ought to be able to imagine what sort of +things would be said between two persons mutually attracted to each +other--when you remember that he was born on February 14th and my name +is Valentine. The coincidence simply put ideas into our heads; but I +won't go on if you don't sympathize." + +"I don't actually disapprove, not at heart. Now, what has his birthday +got to do with to-morrow and St. Thomas?" + +"Why, I cabled him as soon as we arrived at Barbados: '_What would you +like for a birthday present from the West Indies?_' I knew that he +would remember we met on St. Valentine's day and an answer could reach +me at St. Thomas." + +"Couldn't you buy him a souvenir without inquiring at great expense +what he'd prefer?" + +"Ye-es; but I thought it was a nice, affectionate question." + +"Well?" + +"Well, he cabled one word, Charlotte." + +"I guessed that the moment you quoted your message. When you asked: +'_What shall I bring you from the West Indies?_' Duke promptly +answered, '_Yourself._'" + +"Charlotte, you are positively uncanny! How did you manage to hit upon +it?" + +"It doesn't take as much intellect as you fancy. You are as +transparent as a plate of glass. Well, when he said '_Yourself_,' how +did you answer him?" + +"It's the only thing I don't like to tell you, but I must. I reflected +a full half-hour at Barbados. It was one of those heavenly moonlight +nights not suitable for reflection. Then I wrote a message and sent it +to the office by one of the colored waiters so that the hotel people +shouldn't read it. It said" (and here she turned her face away from +me): "'_Deliveries from the West Indies are uncertain and expensive; +come and get me._'--Do you think that was forward?" + +I laughed irresistibly and a long time. "It certainly was not +backward, but it was delicious," I said at length, wiping the tears +from my eyes. "However, he seems as impetuous and tempestuous as you, +so perhaps it doesn't matter." + +"You see, Charlotte, I knew that probably he couldn't meet this boat +to save his life, so I was willing to say, '_Come and get me_,' just +for fun. I hadn't the slightest clue as to when he would receive my +message or the sailing dates of steamers from New York, everything is +so changed in war-times. I know only that the time is slipping away, +and Duke may leave the Shipping Board at any moment for the +training-camp. I intend to have one brief, straightforward talk with +mother, and declare my purpose. We are going to get your Mr. Winthrop +to intercede for us, too. I shall be of age in March, and I don't +intend to let a mere name stand between me and happiness." + +"I think you are right, and that your mother will finally agree with +you; but I still don't see the need of an unusual toilet for +to-morrow." + +"It's for the Governor," said Dolly, "and one never knows what may +happen." + +"If a bromidic remark may also be cryptic, Dorothea, you have achieved +the combination. Now I must ask you a direct question, for, although I +am not your keeper, but your friend, I am not disposed to let you do +anything reckless. Why did you put that idea into Duke's head--the +idea of meeting you in St. Thomas?" + +"I wanted to talk things over before seeing mother. I knew I could +trust him. He has some elderly cousins and a sister-in-law; surely, +between them, he could find somebody to bring along with him; and I +have you, safest and wisest of Charlottes! Duke is one of the legal +advisers of the Shipping Board. Why shouldn't he have business in +these islands? Besides, it is a practical impossibility that he should +be able to reach St. Thomas on a given date." + +"Then why did you suggest it?" + +"I think, Charlotte, it must have been empty-mindedness." + +"I regard it as a pure lack of self-control." + +"I've practiced self-control for one whole, endless year." + +"You have practiced filial obedience, I grant that. But what good do +you expect to achieve if Duke does surmount the insurmountable and +meet you to-morrow?" + +"What good?" Dolly almost shrieked the question. "What good, do you +ask? You callous, cold-hearted Charlotte! Why, four heavenly days +spent in his society, to be sure--with you and his chaperon having a +lovely time together somewhere not too near." + +"And you haven't any sneaking idea of marrying him in St. Thomas? +Because I won't allow it." + +"No such luck! He wouldn't let me, unless mother's attitude has been +miraculously changed." + +"Well, I can only say that you have made me very nervous and +uncomfortable, Dolly," and I prepared to leave her cabin and cross the +narrow space that divided it from mine. + +"Darling Charlotte!" Here she drew me back. "If you are nervous and +uncomfortable, it seems that you think there's a bare chance that Duke +will be in St. Thomas." + +"I know nothing about the possibilities," I replied. "He might +persuade the Shipping Board that he could be of use in this vicinity, +and, of course, he would have advantages not possessed by ordinary +tourists." + +"If you had had any experience with shipping boards, Charlotte, you +would know that they can only be moved by chloroform or dynamite. +Besides, Duke would never do anything underhanded; he is too +patriotic; though, of course, he is inventive." + +"Of course! And inventiveness is only one of his gifts, while his +virtues are those of Sir Galahad, King Arthur, Marcus Aurelius, +Abraham Lincoln, and a few others." + +"Charlotte, I don't want to seem harsh, but I hope some time you will +get a faint inkling of what love really is. Your heart reminds me of +the Rock of Gibraltar!" + +"One doesn't wear the Rock of Gibraltar on one's sleeve, at all +events," I remarked. + +"Do you mean that if you ever did have a love-affair you wouldn't +confide in me, when I adore you so, Charlotte?" + +"I mean something of the sort, my child." At which she made a feint of +beating me with her little silver hair-brush, but ended in kissing my +cheek and whispering: "Good-night! You are a darling, even if you have +no sentiment." + + * * * * * + +Morning came. We anchored outside St. Croix at five o'clock; went +through medical inspection at six, and if there was anything the +matter with Dolly's heart or mine the physician did not offer any +comment. Then about ten we approached St. Thomas for the second time. + +If the Virgin Islands looked beautiful when we first saw them, they +had grown in beauty during our brief absence, and my birthplace, in +the shining distance, was a very dream of loveliness. We saw its +outline rising above a rim of azure sea, with the mountains of Porto +Rico standing out to the westward. The great palm groves on the shore +led the eye upward to the green hills and the clouds topping the +higher peaks. Gayly painted boats began to come near the Diana, and +naked diving boys, slender shapes of brown mahogany, plunged into the +sea to catch our pennies. Then we saw the red roofs of Charlotte +Amalia, the little park near the landing, and the pink, toy-like +fortress with the Stars and Stripes floating over it. + +Dorothea and I stood near the deck-rail, her hand in mine. In her +white dress, her broad hat wreathed with corn-flowers, and a scarlet +sunshade, she looked a youthful Columbia, so radiant and bewitching +that for the first time I secretly hoped Marmaduke Hogg might triumph +over the obstacles in the way and come to meet his ladylove, although +I saw many embarrassing and awkward situations arising from such a +meeting. I could not be jealous of so bright and joyous a creature, +and anyway my own happiness was only a few days distant, if I chose to +put out my arms and take it. + +There seemed to be a crowd on the dock, which was made most +unattractive by a colossal mountain of coal that concealed everything +behind it. The Diana made a slow approach, but we finally passed the +coal-heap and came within thirty feet of the shore. I could feel +Dolly's heart beat through her pulse that lay under my hand. Then +suddenly her quick eyes searched the outer edge of the crowd and found +the shape they were looking for. + +"I think I see him! I think I am going to faint, for I didn't really +expect him! Yes; I know it is he, though he is wearing summer clothes +that I never saw before. Look, Charlotte! Away back near that grove of +cocoanut-trees! He's with other people--I knew he would find somebody! +Give me the glasses. There's an elderly man in a Panama hat, and two +ladies, and--why, Charlotte, take the glasses yourself. It can't be, +but it looks like your Winthrop!" + +My hand trembled so that I could hardly hold the glass. I could +scarcely believe Dolly's eyes or my own; but the Diana crept nearer, +and it was true! Inch by inch the picture grew clearer, and then a +pathetic surprise met my gaze. + +I could see Clive plainly now, and felt that he was searching the line +of passengers on the Diana's deck to find me. My heart gave a furious +leap to think that a man like my chief would look for only one woman's +face in that crowd, and regard it, with all its blemishes, as a +precious thing. + +Duke had separated himself from the little group and was swinging his +hat to Dorothea; but I could not explain why the two men were not +standing nearer together and what was the meaning of the wheeled +chair, with the nurse's head rising above the back. The identity of +the person in the chair was hidden by a tiny black frilled parasol +with a handle bent in the middle so that it could be used for a +shield. Did I know that little old-fashioned sunshade? I did! It was +the property of some one whose belongings had a certain air of +difference from those of other people. She lifted it at last, as we +came close to the dock, and I met Ellen Winthrop's affectionate, +welcoming glance. Her eyes swam in unshed tears, and mine were so wet +I could see only dimly that her beautiful hair was a shade whiter, her +face paler and thinner, that she had aged mysteriously in a month, and +the hand that was holding the parasol trembled like a leaf. She had +been very ill; there was no doubt of that. She had been ordered a +voyage, and I felt that she had chosen this one because she knew +Clive's wish. That meant she was willing to welcome me into the heart +of the family; perhaps even that she wished to help me fit myself to +take her own unique place in her brother's life. Oh, what joy to feel +that I could not only take freely all that my chief wanted to give me, +but that I could be of real service to her! + +Down the precipitous landing-steps we went, Dolly, as usual, well in +the front. Clive and Duke were at the foot awaiting us, and, as we +felt a sense of safety in the midst of strangers, Dolly flung herself +at once into Duke's arms, while all the male watchers on deck or dock +gazed at him with envy. Finding myself unobserved in this spectacular +tableau, I could give Clive my own greeting as my heart dictated, +while I told him that his sister's presence answered my last doubt. + +When Dolly withdrew from the embrace of her adoring swain--rosy, +joyous, unabashed--she adjusted her hat from its perilous position on +one side of her head, and gazed upon Clive and me with unflattering +astonishment mixed with awe. + +"You, too, perfidious Charlotte! You needn't deny it; I saw you +both--just finishing!" + +"Not at all, Miss Valentine," laughed Clive, putting out his hand to +shake hers. "We were, in fact, only just beginning." + +"And to think I never suspected, when I might have known that you are +the only man in the world learned enough and good enough for +Charlotte." + +"You were too absorbed in your own affairs to think about mine, +missy," I said. "Now, will you be modest and grateful for the rest of +your life, since you see that my Mr. Winthrop has brought your young +man to St. Thomas in a discreet manner that you never could have +achieved by yourself? Take me to your sister, Clive; I want her to +know without a moment's delay how I appreciate her coming with you." + +"She has been terribly ill, Charlotte. For ten days after you left it +was almost hopeless, but at length she rallied, and since the doctor +insisted on a change of climate her whole heart was bent on coming +here. She has long suspected our feeling for each other, and you will +be such a joy to her as well as to me, my dear." + +"It makes me so happy, so happy!" I faltered, my eyes swimming with +tears. "I was so unwilling to take all and give so little--now it will +be more!" + +"Don't go off by yourselves," said Dolly. "Be dignified and +indifferent, like us. Take Mr. Winthrop's arm and I'll take Duke's." +(Here she suited the action to the word.) "There's the Governor, +expecting us to luncheon and not knowing us by sight. He won't suspect +what has happened; but after saluting him and asking him to put some +more plates on the table, we'll all walk up to Miss Winthrop's chair, +and you and I will say: 'Good-morning, dear lady. Let us introduce to +you "our new possessions," our spoils of travel, our souvenirs of a +sea-voyage.' Then Duke and Mr. Winthrop will make a profound +obeisance, and all will be over." + +And so it turned out! Everybody laughed and chatted; Dorothea kissed +Ellen Winthrop's hand prettily, coquetted with Clive, and began to lay +siege to the nurse's heart, while she riveted the chains by which she +held Marmaduke Hogg in bondage. She was in high spirits, but she was +distinctly nervous, and whenever she introduced her fiance to one of +her fellow voyagers she showed a heightened color as she slid quickly +over his surname. + +Presently Clive withdrew a little distance to talk with the Governor's +secretary, and Dorothea caught the captain on his way from the ship +and entangled him in a merry conversation with Miss Winthrop. This +gave Marmaduke an opportunity to take me aside. I suspected that he +wanted to confide in me that Mrs. Valentine had made one last +determined refusal to receive him as a son-in-law, and that after the +next few days of sea-voyaging we should meet an irate parent at the +landing in New York and that there would be metaphorical "wigs on the +green." + +I confess in that moment, as I envisaged the recalcitrant Dolly locked +in her room and fed upon bread and water, that I wished Mr. Marmaduke +Hogg had remained in Washington, which is the scene of so many battles +that one more or less would not be obvious on the horizon. On the +contrary, his first words were a surprise. + +"Miss Clifford," he said, "no one knows what Dolly and I owe to you!" + +"But what have I done?" I inquired laughingly. + +"Oh, a thousand things! Taken my part gently and kindly with Mrs. +Valentine; and above all, allowed Dolly to come on this journey with +you, when she was so utterly confused by her mother's objections to +our marriage that she did not know which way to turn.--It's rather a +big job for a girl to decide whether she'll break her mother's heart, +or her lover's!" + +"Mrs. Valentine has no heart, save in the physiological sense," I +interrupted. + +"Well, I have cut the Gordian knot," continued Marmaduke. "I don't +want Dolly to know just at first, but I have set plans in motion for +changing my name back to Forrest!" + +"But you lose six thousand dollars a year!" I exclaimed. + +"It doesn't matter. I am offered a New York partnership when the war +is over and it won't be very long before I make it up." + +"And what about your dear old uncle?" + +"That hurts me, I confess. But I think if departed spirits know +nothing of our doings, it doesn't matter, and if they know everything, +uncle must have kept an eye on Mrs. Valentine and will understand." + +"I never thought of leaving the whole matter to 'uncle,'" I observed. + +"I'm not shifting the responsibility; I'm simply counting on him. I +always counted on him and he always trusted me. If I could get him on +a spiritual long-distance telephone, he would see that I cannot part +an only daughter from her only mother." + +"Yes, I've often thought only children were a mistake; they bulk too +heavily in the foreground. Where there are six, each one cannot take +up so much room." + +"Exactly. You see we've got to go to her mother's to dinner every +other Sunday when our cook's out. I've learned that much about +matrimony in advance." + +"Perhaps you won't be invited!" + +"Well, that would be even worse. Besides, she has given up her +apartment and leased a charming house." + +"Does she think that you and Dolly are to live with her?" + +"If she does she is mistaken, but to do her justice I don't believe +that's her idea at all. However, she is all settled and awaiting +Dorothea. The house is going to be a surprise." + +"Dolly will like it; the apartment didn't suit her taste." + +"A pompous butler is installed. I discovered all this when I went to +call, and conscientiously told her I was going to St. Thomas with the +Winthrops. He is elderly, of course, as all the middle-aged and young +butlers are in khaki; and wonderful to relate, there is also an aged +but well-preserved footman. He dwells on the lower floor, and +communicates with the butler on the floor above, where the drawing- +and dining-rooms are, by means of a speaking-tube. The moment the +footman approached me with his 'What name, sir?' and bawled 'MR. +HOGG!' through the tube, the butler repeating it resonantly to the +boudoir where Mrs. Valentine was sitting; at that moment I knew why +she had taken the house. It was for the speaking-tubes! I have never +before seen a small house in Washington with these annunciators. The +butler and footman were engaged for the same purpose, that of bawling +'MR. HOGG' whenever I called upon Dolly. After my interview with Mrs. +Valentine, which was placid, for she thanked me coldly for telling her +of my proposed journey and said she should go herself, but imagined +that the steamers were small and uncomfortable, and the food +villainous; however, we would talk the whole matter over in New York +and come to some decision; she then went to the speaking-tube and +called, 'Brown! Ask Jenkins to show Mr. Hogg out, please!' + +"I left the lady and went at once to Clive Winthrop for advice and +began the process of amputating my surname. Perhaps I shall not call +at the X Street house till the wedding is over, and when the footman +asks: 'What name, sir?' I shall say: 'My bachelor name, as you may +remember, was Hogg, but I am now married and it is Forrest!'" + + + + +PHILIPPA'S NERVOUS PROSTRATION + + +A STUDY IN NOBLENESS + + Stanwood Sanitarium, + Mapleton, Pennsylvania, + June,19-- + +FIRST WEEK + + Monday + +The door has just closed behind one of the most eminent physicians in +the State, and I am no longer Philippa Armstrong, but a case of +neurasthenia, an inmate of Room Number 17, which has a yellow placard +over its entrance; a placard announcing that no callers are allowed +within, save with the special permission of Dr. Levi Stanwood. At +present the placard is the only thing I enjoy about the institution; +that, at least, promises peace; at all events, such peace as can be +found outside of one's own soul. + +I am counseled to have complete rest, cheerful surroundings, +abstinence from newspapers and letters, sound sleep, careful and +nourishing diet, freedom from anxiety, gentle tonics, with electrical +and other treatments underlined upon a printed list. + +The head physician (who is a genius in the way of diagnosis, seeing +through the human system as if it were plate glass) has made a careful +study of my symptoms and written my Cousin Sarah that all I need is +six or eight weeks of his care to be quite myself again. + +How little they understand us women, after all--poor, blind, +unsuspicious doctors! My heart-beats, my color, my temperature, my +pulse, my blood pressure, even my tongue, all these have told no tales +to the scientific eye, and as it was literally impossible for Dr. +Stanwood to discern my malady, it was equally beyond him to suggest a +remedy. As a matter of fact, all I need to make and keep me well is +large and constant doses of Richard Morton, Esq., of Baltimore; but +who would confess that to a doctor? + +Cousin Sarah does not suspect the state of things, the gentleman +himself is, I trust, quite ignorant, and the doctor will waste upon me +all the wealth of curative agencies at his command without effecting +the least change in my condition. + +Richard Morton is an orphan; so am I. He is young, strong, +good-looking, clever, and poor. I am the first, second, and fifth; as +to one's own beauty and cleverness it is difficult to speak +impartially. + +I have thought for nearly six months, and indeed I am still inclined +to think, that Richard Morton loves me, and I was equally certain, +until a few weeks ago, that he was only awaiting a suitable +opportunity to declare his love and ask me to marry him. I had made up +my mind, whenever he should put the important question, to answer him +frankly and joyously in the affirmative; not because he is the +handsomest or most brilliant or most desirable person in the world, +but because for sheer lovableness and husbandliness he is unsurpassed +and unsurpassable. + +In March Cousin Sarah made a visit to Germantown and met there a Mrs. +Taunton, Richard Morton's widowed aunt. When the intimacy had +progressed sufficiently Mrs. Taunton told Cousin Sarah one day that +she hoped her nephew would eventually marry a certain Amy Darling, a +near neighbor of hers; that Miss Darling's father and Richard's had +been friends from boyhood; and that they had always planned a marriage +between the two young people, each an only child. + +Of course, Mr. Darling, who died only this winter, did not indulge in +any such melodramatic or bookish nonsense as setting down commands or +desires in his will, nor were any of his bequests dependent upon them. +He did talk with his daughter, however, during his last illness, and +he did leave Richard Morton a letter expressing his regard and +confidence, and saying that as his daughter was entirely without +relatives he should have felt much happier had he seen her married +before his death. If he had stopped there all would have been well, +but he went on. He knew, he said, that Amy was one of the sweetest and +most attractive girls in the world, and if a mutual affection should +grow out of her acquaintance with Richard he would be glad to know +that the fortune he had made by his own energy might be a basis for +the future prosperity and business success of his old friend's son. + +Cousin Sarah came home from Germantown quite excited by this romance +and discussed it with me daily, in exasperating unconsciousness that I +could feel the least distaste for the subject. + +"It seems almost providential, Philippa," she said, over her +knitting. + +"Providential for which of them?" I asked, stabbing my sheet of music +paper with the pen, while I tried in vain to think how many eighth +notes would fill a measure. + +"For both; though I was really thinking of Mr. Morton. His business is +one that peculiarly requires capital; then again he has many interests +in Philadelphia, and there is that beautiful place in Germantown with +house, stable, horses, and gardens all ready for him." + +"And the girl, too; don't forget her," I responded. "Though some men +don't care for these ready-to-wear wives; they prefer to look about +and to choose." + +"He would have to look a long distance before he found any one to +compare with Miss Darling, either in beauty or suitableness," said +Cousin Sarah, thereby injecting the first drop of poison in my blood +and starting me on the downward path toward nervous prostration. + +"Miss Darling is a man's woman," she continued, unconsciously giving +me another push; "the type with which neither you nor I have anything +in common, but which we know to be irresistible." + +Now Cousin Sarah is fifty-five, thin, angular, erect, uncompromising. +I love and respect her, but do not care to be lumped with her in +affairs of the heart, at least not for thirty years to come; and +although I think it is disgusting to be labeled a "man's woman" it is +insufferable to be told that one is _not_! + +"I can see Amy Darling in my mind's eye," I ventured; "blonde, dimply, +fluffy as to head, willowy as to figure so as to cling the better, +blue eyes swimming in unshed tears, and a manner so exquisitely +feminine that she makes all the other women in her vicinity appear +independent and mannish. But not all men care for pets, Cousin +Sarah--some of them prefer companions." + +"A pet _is_ a companion," remarked Cousin Sarah casually as she left +the room, giving me thereby an entirely new and most unpleasant +thought. + +I have known Richard Morton for many months, and although I have met +him very often at other places, he has been a constant visitor at our +house. If he has had any resemblance to a possible suitor why hasn't +Cousin Sarah discovered it? Is _she_ deaf and blind, or have my ears +and eyes played me false? Am I so undesirable that it would never +cross her mind that a man might fall in love with me? Hardly, for she +is well aware that several men have expressed their willingness to +annex my poverty-stricken charms. + +As I look back upon the weeks that followed the interview with Cousin +Sarah I see that Richard was never the same after he received Mr. +Darling's letter. I felt a nameless difference. It was not only that I +saw him less frequently, but that he gave me less of himself when I +did see him. I, too, was on guard and never succeeded in being quite +natural. I am not so foolish as to give up to another girl a man who +loves me, simply because she is rich. The thought that worries me +night and day is this: if at the moment he only feels for me +friendship, ought I to let it grow into love when there is another +woman who could give him with herself everything he needs to assure +his career? With Philippa Armstrong for a wife he will have to work +unceasingly, and unless fortune is particularly kind he may not +achieve a large success for many years. If he marries Amy Darling +(soft, silly, spineless little name!) he has house, lands, and money, +all the influence of her father's former business associates, and has, +besides, carried out his own father's wishes. + +This is considerable; quite enough to make a man reflect and +vacillate, unless he is so deeply in love already that no temptation +is strong enough to assail him. + +Richard Morton, I know, likes to dance with me, sing with me, golf +with me, talk with me, consult with me about his affairs, write +letters to me; and more than that, he doesn't like to have other men +usurp these privileges; but I am not prepared to say that he would +pine away if circumstances removed me altogether from his path. At any +rate, these perplexities have been too much for my peace of mind, and +when Richard Morton announced that he had business which would keep +him in Philadelphia for a month I began to feel physically ill and +unable to bear Cousin Sarah's sympathy, her curiosity, even at last +her proximity. When the doctor advised my coming here to this quiet, +restful place I eagerly embraced the opportunity simply because I +could be alone, and because I need not meet Richard until he had +enjoyed a full month of Amy Darling's society, either succumbing to +its fascination or resisting it, as the case might be. + +Would it be nobler of me to give him up before he is really mine, +knowing that in this way I am advancing his worldly interests? This is +the question that I hope solitude will help me to answer, but its +complications and side-issues are so many that I feel dazed by their +number and their difficulty. I went to sleep last night echoing the +old negro's prayer: "Thou knowest what's about right, Lord. Now do +it!" + + * * * * * + + Tuesday + +8 A.M.--Nurse gives me an alcohol bath. + +8.30--She takes my pulse and temperature and enters them in the +Bedside Record Book, afterwards reading me my diet-list. It seems I do +not belong to the favored class, which, to be cured, is stuffed with +pleasant things to eat; my symptoms demand a simple, unexciting bill +of fare. + +9 o'clock--Breakfast. + +Fruit in season. + +(This is its only name, but everybody knows it +by sight.) + +Poweretta Grits with Cream. +Graham Muffins. +Wheatoata Process Coffee. + +10.30--Hot fomentations. + +11.15--Drop of blood extracted from ear and subjected to examination. + +11.30--Glass of Certified Milk. + +12--Visit from physician. + +1--Dinner. + +Barley Broth. +Lamb Chop--Hominy or Rice. +Bread-and-butter Pudding +Custard Sauce. + +2 to 3--Silent hour. + +3.30--Static electricity. + +4.15--Weight taken. + +4.30--Cold pack. + +5--Cup of Predigested Maltese Milk. + +5.30--Visit from head nurse. + +6.30--Supper. + +Cornetta Mush. +Poached Egg on Whole-Wheat Toast. +Sterilized Stewed Apples--Zephyrettes. +Cup of Somnolina. +(A beverage from which everything pleasant and +harmful has been extracted by a beneficent process.) + +7.30--Miss Blossom, the nurse, insists on reading to me. It is not a +good performance but it doesn't matter. I know that Dick and Amy +Darling are just starting for the theater. + +8.30--Tepid sponge bath. + +9--Massage. + +9.30--Glass of peptonized water. + +9.45--Temperature and pulse taken. + +10--Lights out. + +Never in all my twenty-five years of life have I passed a busier or +more exhausting day. + + * * * * * + + Wednesday + +Precisely like Tuesday save for some new experiences in diet. There +was a mild process-drink called Cocoatina; Teaette also made its +appearance. There were dolls' mattresses of shredded excelsior +moistened with milk; nut salad, and Grahamata mush. I could never have +supposed so many new cereals could be invented. + + There is mush in the evening, mush in the morning, + Mush when it's looked for and mush without warning. + +It is rather like the immortal "Charge of the Light Brigade": + + Oats to the right of them, + Corn to the left of them, + Wheat to the north of them, + Grits to the south of them, + Into the Valley of Mush rode the two hundred. + + * * * * * + + Thursday + +I was allowed to sit on my balcony for an hour this morning. This +would have been a pleasant change had I not heartily disliked at first +sight my next-door neighbor who was sitting on the adjoining balcony. +At noon she sent me a bunch of pansies and her card: Mrs. Grosvenor +Chittenden-Ffollette. + +Among fifty or sixty attendants there are always a few who gossip in +spite of repeated warnings from the authorities. Sometimes it is a +young nurse, sometimes a masseuse, a manicure or a shampooer, but +there are always those who retail the news, mostly innocent news, of +an institution like this. Cold-packing, or rubbing, or spraying, or +electrifying, or brushing, or polishing--all these operations open the +flood-gates of speech and no damming process is effectual. Miss Phoebe +Blossom is the herald who proclaims tidings of various kinds in my +room, and there is also a neophyte in the electricity department who +is always full of information and quite unable to retain it. It would +be almost more than human to ask them to be silent when they are the +only links with the world outside. A system reduced to nothingness by +a supper of Wheatoata Coffee, Cracker-dust Croquettes, Cosmos with +milk, and a choice of Cerealina, Nuttetta, Proteinetta, or Glucosa is +in no fit state to resist gossip. + +It seems that Mrs. Chittenden-Ffollette is more than a mere woman--she +is a remarkable "case," and has proved a worldwide advertisement for +this sanitarium. Dr. Stanwood has almost effected a cure; her disease +has had to be named and her symptoms have been written up in all the +medical journals. I don't know what sort of person she was before she +became a case, but she is now a greater tyrant than Caligula or +Catherine of Russia. As to her disease, she has those things that she +ought not to have, and she has not those things that she ought to +have, and there is no health in her; or at least there was not until +she came here a year ago. Now she is strong enough to perambulate in +the corridor a little while each morning or be wheeled along the +board-walk in the afternoon, and when she hears that some of the other +patients are suffering, she sneers at their modest, uninteresting +ailments and glances in at their doors with half-disguised contempt. +You know the expression of the prize dog who is borne from the show +hung with medals and ribbons--how he gazes on the little mongrel curs +that gather with the crowd in the streets? + +Her name, Chittenden-Ffollette, is of as vital importance as her +medical-journal malady. When the third floor is in dire confusion; when +Mrs. Parks has hysterics and Miss Simmons is crying for her mother, and +Mrs. Bell's hot-water bottle has burst in the bed, and Miss Phipps has +discovered that the undergraduate has bandaged the wrong ankle, Miss +Blossom sometimes becomes flustered and hurried and calls her patient +Mrs. Follett, whereupon she says, "_Chittenden_-Ffoll_ette, if_ you +please!" + +If by any chance she sees the Chittenden-Ffollette without the hyphen +in the Nurses' Bedside Record Book or scribbled on the morning paper +she doesn't need any stimulant the rest of the day. The omission of +the hyphen sends up her pulse and temperature to the required point +for several hours, though there is always a reaction afterward. I've +told Dr. Levi that I should name one of her complaints hyphenitis. The +occasional operation performed on the hyphen by Miss Blossom, or the +young lady at the stationery counter, might be called hyphenotomy. +Everybody detests Mrs. Chittenden-Ffollette, but as the banner patient +of the sanitarium she must be treated with respectful consideration. +All America's most skillful physicians have struggled with her +organism. They have tried to get her symptoms into line, so to speak, +so as to deduce some theory from the grand array of phenomena, but the +symptoms courteously decline to point in any one direction. When the +doctors get seven eighths of them in satisfactory relation there are +always two or three that stay out and sulk, refusing to collaborate in +any sort of harmony. They act precisely like an obstinate jury, in +that they calmly refuse to agree, and then Mrs. Chittenden-Ffollette +appeals to a higher court where flaws in the testimony are always +found, judgment is reversed, and a new trial ordered. The greatest +surgeons in Europe have left the bedsides of crowned heads to ponder +over her inscrutable mysteries, and have returned to their sovereigns +crushed and humbled. All this attention would have upset a stronger +character than hers, and now that she is in a fair way to recover, her +pride will have its inevitable fall. Though much more agreeable and +docile than when she entered, she is in uniformly low spirits. The +truth is, she liked being an unsolved mystery and she is a good deal +nettled at being found at last both soluble and curable--obliged to +live, like an ex-president, on the glories of the past. + + * * * * * + + Friday + +Buckle, in his "History of Civilization," claims that men and women +are divided into three classes. The first and lowest talks of persons, +the second of things, and the third and highest, of ideas. I should +divide the human race into four, instead of three classes, and name as +the lowest those persons who discuss their symptoms. The patients here +are counseled not to do it, so the vice is reduced to a minimum, being +practiced, say, not more than three out of the fourteen waking hours. + +Swinging in a hammock in a shady nook this afternoon the conversation +that floated to me under my distant tree was somewhat after this +fashion. + +Mrs. A. "Once I had neurasthenia. For three months I couldn't be moved +in bed, and for nine weeks I couldn't turn my head on the pillow." + +_Mrs. B._ } "Mercy!" +_Mrs. C._ } "Oh, Mrs. A.!" +_Mrs. D._ } "Good gracious!" + +Mrs. E. "Cerebro-spinal meningitis is worse than neurasthenia. I had +it four years ago, and the doctor said he'd never seen a woman live +that was as ill as I was. One night my temperature was 167." + +_Mrs. C._ } "Goodness!" +_Mrs. B._ } "That's pretty high!" +_Mrs. A._ } "Are you sure?" + +Mrs. E. "Yes, I'm perfectly sure, or at least I think I am; I am +seldom wrong on figures." + +Mrs. A. "I asked, because I've noticed here that the thermometers +register only 110, and I wondered how they measured the temperature +when it rose above that point." + +Mrs. E. (huffily). "Probably they have extra long thermometers for +extreme cases." + +Mrs. F. "I am glad that in this sanitarium they take the temperature +by tucking the barometer-thing under the arm. My doctor at home always +puts it under the tongue, and it is a perfect nuisance. He never gets +it well placed but that I think of something I want to say. Then, of +course, I have to keep still for three minutes, which seem three +hundred, and by that time I have either forgotten it or changed my +mind, so there I am!" + +Mrs. G. "Just after my youngest child was three years old--" + +Mrs. F. (interrupting). "I was going to say, when Mrs. E. spoke about +the barometer, that after I was engaged to Mr. F. I had a dreadful +attack of brain fever. I was ill in bed three months and they couldn't +touch a brush to my hair for nine days." + +Mrs. D. } "Horrors!" +Mrs. E. } "Dreadful!" +Mrs. C. } "Heavens!" + +Mrs. G. (bravely). "Just after my youngest child was three--" + +Mrs. X. "A man patient was brought on to our floor this morning." + +Mrs. S. "_Our_ floor? I wish they _would_ have separate corridors for +male patients." + +Mrs. X. "This gentleman is an old friend of Dr. Levi's. His wife has +been here four weeks, and now he's been taken ill, so they've put him +next her on the first floor." + +Mrs. S. "I don't care, I hate to have him near us." + +Mrs. B. "Why? He's perfectly harmless; he is too ill to move." + +Mrs. C. "I'm sure I wish he could! Anything to relieve this hideous +dullness. What's the matter with him, I wonder!" + +Mrs. D. "I'll ask Miss Oaks when I have my hot fomentations this +afternoon; she knows everything and she's as generous as a prince with +her knowledge." + +Mrs. G. (patiently). "Just after my youngest child was--" + +A nurse passes through the grove, bearing a sterilized tray with +peptonized preparations on it. + +Mrs. Y. (calling her). "Nurse! what's the matter with the new +man-patient on our floor?" + +Nurse (discreetly). "I don't know, Mrs. Y." + +Mrs. X. (as the nurse vanishes). "She does, but she's a stiff thing! +Anyway, I heard the attendants whispering about him in the corridor +before breakfast. Something--I think it's an organ--is floating about +in him." + +All. "_Floating?_ What kind of an organ? Horrors!" + +Mrs. X. "I couldn't understand exactly. You know people always roar if +they have nothing particular to say, but if it is interesting they +whisper. I distinctly heard the word '_floating_.' I don't know +whether it's one of his regular organs, or something he swallowed +accidentally." + +Mrs. C. (plaintively). "Doctors are never satisfied. If anything +floats they want to get it stationary, and if it's stationary they +want to cut it loose." + +Mrs. G. "_Just after my youngest child_--" + +Mrs. B. "They say Mrs. H. is going to leave to-morrow; she doesn't +like the food or the service." + +Mrs. E. "Goodness, she has all the service there is on our floor! +Nobody else gets a chance! She spends her whole silent hour pushing +the electric button." + +Mrs. D. "Yes, Miss Oaks declares she 'lays' on it. She says that the +head nurse told Mrs. H. she must ring less frequently, or the bell +would be removed. Miss Oaks says the patients that pay the smallest +rates always ring the bells most. It isn't fair that a thirty-dollar +patient should annoy a whole row of eighty-dollar ones and prevent +their bells from being answered." + +Mrs. X. "There's nothing made out of Mrs. H. at thirty dollars a week. +She was as contented as possible last night, but this morning she +wanted her bed in the other corner, awnings put on the windows, and +the bureau changed for a chiffonier. Come, we must all go in for +treatment--it wants five minutes of four." + +Mrs. G., in despair, as she sees the occupants of the hammocks +dispersing, almost shrieks: "JUST AFTER MY YOUNGEST--" + +But the ladies, for some reason or other, do not care to hear anything +about Mrs. G.'s youngest, and she is obliged to seek another +audience. + + * * * * * + + Saturday + +The doctor found me "over-treated" this morning and advised a day of +quiet, with a couple of hours on the roof-garden or under the trees. + +I have heard at various times sighs of weariness or discontent or pain +issuing from the room opposite mine, and this afternoon when Miss +Blossom had gone into Number 19 to sit with the haughty Mrs. +Chittenden-Ffollette I stole across the corridor and glanced in at the +half-open door of Number 18. + +The quaintest girl raised herself from a mound of sofa-pillows and +exclaimed: "Why, you beautiful thing! Are you Number 17? I didn't know +you looked like that!" + +"It's very kind of you," I answered, blushing at this outspoken +greeting; "but I am not beautiful in the least; it is because you do +not expect much from a person who has just crept out of bed. I don't +look any better when I am dressed for a party." + +"You don't need to," she said. "Now get on my bed and cuddle under the +afghan and we'll talk till Miss Blossom comes back. Won't she beat you +for being out of your room? Why are you here? You haven't the least +resemblance to a rest cure! What is the matter with you?" + +"Backache, sideache, shoulderache, headache, sensation of handcuffs on +wrists, balls and chains on ankles, lack of appetite, and insomnia." + +"Is that all? Haven't you any disease?" + +"I believe not," I answered humbly, "but the effect is the same as if +I had. Why are you here?" I asked in return, as I looked admiringly at +her shining brown hair, plump, rosy cheeks, and dancing eyes. + +"I came here, so to speak, in response to an ideal; not my ideal--I +never have any--but Laura Simonds's. She is my dearest friend and one +of the noblest girls you ever knew. She said the separation from the +world would do us both good, and so it might if she could have stayed +to keep me company. Now she has the world and I have the separation." + +"She isn't here, then?" + +"No, worse luck! She is always working and planning for the good of +others, but she is constantly meeting with ingratitude and +misunderstanding. She had just brought me here when she was +telegraphed for to turn about and go home. You see she had sent two +ailing slum children to be taken care of at her house, and it proved +to be scarlet fever, and, of course, her stepmother took it the first +thing--she's a hateful person and takes everything she can get--and +then the cook followed suit. Now they blame Laura and she has to find +trained nurses and settle everything before she comes back to me." + +"Then you're not an invalid? I thought you were in pain and couldn't +reach the bell. That's the reason I looked in." + +"Oh, dear, no, I was only yawning! I came for what Laura calls the +healing influence of solitude, but Laura thought as the place was so +expensive, and treatment was included, we'd better take Turkish baths, +massage, and electricity, they're so good for the complexion. I have a +little table to myself in the convalescents' dining-room and haven't +made any acquaintances. I can't stand their sweetbread complexions and +their double chins. The patients are all so fat they might sing Isaac +Watts' hymn in unison: 'Much of my time has run to waist.'" + +"It is not an inspiring assemblage," I agreed, "though I haven't seen +them all together, as you have." + +"And they think of nothing but themselves, which is exactly what I +want to think about--myself, I mean. There's one charming girl on this +floor. Something's the matter with her solar plexus and they won't +allow her to talk, so we have had some nice conversations in the +silent hour. They've told me now I mustn't call again; it seems that I +was too exciting. Tell me something about yourself, Vashti--I am sure +that's your name, or Semiramis or Zenobia or Judith, and if it isn't +one or another of those I don't want to hear what it is, for you +wouldn't look like it." + +Just here a page brought in a letter which she glanced through with an +"Excuse me, please." + +"Oh, dear! Now Laura can't come to-morrow! She is certainly the most +unfortunate being in the universe. She became very much interested in +a deaf man that she met in her settlement work, and so as to give the +poor thing employment she appointed him Superintendent of the Working +Boys' Club. Now the working boys refuse to play with him and the +directors have had a meeting asking Laura to remove him at once. I do +think they might have endured him one season when I gave him a +twenty-dollar ear-trumpet, but some people are utterly unreasonable; +and here I am, in need of advice every moment, and Laura kept in the +city!" + +"Haven't you any family?" + +"Not a soul; have you?" + +"No one but a cousin." + +"I believe nobody nice and interesting has a family nowadays. Laura +has no one but an uncongenial stepmother, and that is the reason we +are so intimate. I am so giddy and frivolous, and Laura is so noble +and self-sacrificing that I try to form myself on her now and then, +when I'm not too busy." + +"You live with her, do you?" + +"Oh, no! I don't live anywhere in particular. Of course I have a house +and a lady housekeeper, but she doesn't count. I've been staying +mostly with a Mrs. Beckett, an old friend of my mother's. She is the +dearest and loveliest woman in the world and I can't bear to be away +from her." + +"Why can't she join forces with you if you are so alone in the +world?" + +"Because there's a son." + +"Is he too young, or too old, to join forces?" + +"No, he's just right, and he'd be only too glad to join forces, or +anything else that had me in it, but he mustn't, and that's the reason +Laura made me come here!" And with this she punched the sofa-pillows +rebelliously, looking more like an enraged Angora kitten than anything +else. + +"It's your hour for cold spray," said Jimmy, the page-boy, peeping in +at the crack of the door. + +"I'll come!" she responded unwillingly. "Now do steal in again," she +whispered, turning to me, "for I must talk to somebody, and if Laura +could see you I know she would think you safer than anybody here." + +That afternoon, as I swung in my hammock in the grove below the +sanitarium, I looked up at its three stories of height and its rows +upon rows of windows, and wondered how many cases of neurasthenia +under its roof were traceable to a conflict between love and +conscience. "I begin to have an interest in that chatterbox neighbor +of mine," I thought drowsily, "and that, after vowing not to make an +acquaintance in this place. Love will be a side dish, not the roast, +in her bill of fare, if I am any judge of character, and why does her +Laura attempt to stem the natural tide of events? It is almost wicked +of the Fates to give such a featherhead any problems to solve; she +ought to have her what's-his-name, Beckett, if she wants him, +particularly if he wants her. As for the noble Laura, I long to make +her acquaintance. I can almost hear the uncongenial stepmother, the +feverish cook, and the infuriated directors, clamoring for a +providence to remove her from their field of vision, and substitute +some thoroughly practical and ignoble person in her stead." + + * * * * * + + Sunday + +I was very happy all the morning; so happy that I forgot my tonics, +massage, and sedative tablets; but the doctor called at noon and spoke +of the wonderful way in which my system responded to his remedies, so +I said nothing. + +Cousin Sarah forwarded me a letter from Richard Morton, who is +superintending some surveying near a small town in Pennsylvania. He +knows that I am not well and away from home on a visit to the country, +but, of course, he is not aware of my exact whereabouts. It was just +one of his gay, friendly letters, with an undertone of something +warmer in it. Among other things he said: + + How weak a thing is man! Now that you are so far away and I am + exiled in a village where there is but one post a day I suffer + pangs of hunger for a word from you. So far the one daily mail + would have been all too ample for your desires, since you have + not written a word as yet; but there is always the hope! I have + been speculating to-night upon the frightful risks and dangers + surrounding the man who is waiting for a letter. It seems to me + the very best postal service is inadequate to take care of a + letter from you to me! Think of the uncertainties and perils to + which it is exposed in transit! You give it to a maid to drop in + a pillar post-box, but she may forget and leave it in her + pocket, or she may lose it. Or say she drops it in; it must be + removed from the box by an ordinary human being who has no + conception of the issues involved in the rigid performance of + this particular duty. The letter is then taken to the branch + office of your section, then to the general post, and then to + the railway, where new dangers menace its precious existence. + The train may be robbed; and if a single letter is stolen it + will be yours to me. No man alive could resist a letter of yours + after he had once read one. + +Is there not a note of tenderness here, a note that has crept in only +during the last few months? But what if there is? It occurred to me +after dinner that the question of his feeling for me is not the only, +nor even the principal one to be considered. The point under +advisement is, shall I allow him to love me when there is something +better in store for him? + +Miss Blossom had scarcely left my room this evening when I heard a +pattering step and a hurried tap on my door. On my saying "Come," my +opposite neighbor slipped in and turned the key in the lock. It was an +unconventional and amusing performance, but I didn't mind. Somehow one +couldn't mind anything with such a spoiled baby. + +"Good-evening, Zuleika!" she said. "No, you needn't smile and raise +your finger at me as if you were dying to tell me your name is +Abigail! Miss Blossom has gone for the night, hasn't she? I thought +so. You know it's the nurses' ball this evening, and there's only one +attendant on duty in each corridor from now to half-past nine. May I +have this big chair by the window? I am so bored with this place that +it excites me even to think how stupid it is. I almost wish I had a +symptom or two, just by way of sensation. Did you have Somnolina for +supper? I did, and some time I shall make a scene in the dining-room +when I watch the hundred and fifty dyspeptics simultaneously lifting +cups of Teaette or Somnolina to their parched lips." + +"You ought to be ashamed," I chided, "when you know almost every one +who is here needs to be put upon a diet. You wouldn't expect +champagne, terrapin, and canvasback ducks?" + +"I know it; don't scold, it makes you look like Cassandra. Isn't the +moonlight enchanting, and if this weren't a health resort wouldn't it +be a heaven upon earth?" + +The broad, unscreened windows were wide open and vines of woodbine or +honeysuckle framed them on every side. A lake shone like a silver +mirror in the distant landscape and the elms and maples and chestnuts +swayed in the summer breeze. Little groups chatted on the broad +piazzas, and here and there on a rustic bench in the moonlight sat a +man and a woman--two minds with but a single thought, and that thought +his or her own solar plexus. + +It was an hour for confidences, and I remember that my troubled heart +cried out for a strong, tried friendship on which to draw for counsel +and sympathy. What wonder, then, that the Angora kitten, deprived of +her Laura, emptied her silky little head of some of its worries, +divining that I was older and graver and perhaps would find her lost +ball and give it to her to play with again. + +"There's no telling when Laura will be here!" she exclaimed +despairingly. "When there is any duty within a thousand miles she +stays to perform it. Mrs. Beckett has poisoned herself with mercury +and Laura thinks she ought to go and nurse her for a day or two--as if +Mrs. Beckett hadn't six maids and twenty thousand a year to spend in +nurses! Laura can't bear Tom, his incurable levity gets on her nerves, +and why she wants to martyr herself by staying in the house with him +when I'd be only too glad to go, passes my comprehension!" + +(I can't explain it, but at this juncture I seemed to have visions of +Laura flirting with the Beckett during the Kitten's absence.) + +"Sometimes," she continued, rippling along as if natural speech had +been denied her for hours, "sometimes I wish I hadn't selected such a +superior being for a bosom friend, and then again I despise myself for +harboring such a mean feeling. I'm forever trying to climb, and Laura +is continually trying to drag me to her level, but I suppose I don't +belong there, and that's the reason I keep slipping off and sliding +down. At this minute, if she'd let me be the groveling little +earthworm I am by nature, I could marry Tom Beckett and be as happy as +the day is long." + +"What is the matter?" I asked sympathetically, though rather ashamed +to drop a plummet into so shallow a brook. "If you love his mother so +dearly, and love him too, and are sure of his affection, why don't you +marry him? Isn't he suitable?" + +"Oh, yes; he's almost too suitable; that's one of the lions in the +way. His family is good, he is as handsome as Apollo, and he has a +much larger income than mine, but you see there's another man." + +"Another man! You didn't mention him yesterday." + +"Didn't I? How funny! But after all it was our very first interview, +and even silly I have my reserves." + +"Do you love them both equally?" I asked, trying to keep the note of +sarcasm out of my voice. + +"Certainly not. I care nothing about anybody but Tom Beckett, but +Laura says that such a marriage will simply mean a life of +self-indulgent luxury, idleness, and pleasure. She says marriage is +something loftier and nobler than pleasing one's self; that it ought +to mean growth and development both to the man and the woman. She says +that I should have no influence on Tom, and that I need somebody +strong and serious to steady me. She says Tom and I would only frisk +through life and leave the world no better or wiser than we found it. +She even says" (and here she turned her face to the honeysuckles)--"I +don't like to repeat it, but Laura is so advanced she makes my +embarrassment seem simply idiotic--she even says that the children of +such a union would be incurably light-minded and trivial; and oh, +Zuleika, if one isn't a bit advanced in any way, doesn't it seem hard +to keep from marrying somebody you love just for the good of a few +frivolous children you've never seen in your life?" + +It was neither the place, the hour, nor the subject for laughter, but +I forgot my neurasthenia and gave way to a burst of wholehearted +mirth! Every second of time seemed to increase the unconscious humor +of her point of view, and only fear of the nurse on duty in the +corridor enabled me to control myself at all. + +"Have I been funny?" she asked delightedly, as she drew her head in +the window. "I never can see my own jokes, but I'm glad to have amused +you, only I did hope for a little sympathy. Everybody can't be +Zenobias and Vashtis and Lauras, superior to common weaknesses!" + +"I do, I do sympathize," I said, wiping the tears of merriment from my +eyes, "and I agree with you much more than with Laura. Now the 'other +man' is, I suppose, all that is grave and reverend--a complete +contrast to the too trivial Thomas?" + +"Yes, and he's as good as good can be; trustworthy, talented, +honorable, everything; you know the kind? I never get on with them." + +"Does he love you?" + +"Laura thinks he does, but I've no reason to suppose so. We've always +been friends, while Tom Beckett and I squabble and make up twice a +week; but anyway, even if he doesn't adore me in Tom's silly way, +Laura says I ought not to mind. She says it would be noble of me to +help him to a splendid and prosperous career, and thinks I ought to +remember how much my father wanted him for a son-in-law--you see he is +awfully poor." + +At this coupling of fathers and poverty a sudden light blazed in upon +my consciousness and I sat bolt upright among the sofa-pillows. How +could I have guessed that the love-affairs of this rosy-cheeked +dumpling, the casual acquaintance of a rest-cure, could have any +connection with my own? If she hadn't been the sort of person who +confides at first sight we should have learned each other's names at +the beginning and been on guard. The truth is, I had thought of no one +but Tom Beckett in her confessions; the personality of "the other man" +had stolen into the chronicle so late in the day that I had taken no +interest in him. + +"Are you Amy Darling?" I asked her plump. + +"Yes, but how mean of you to pump Blossom! I wanted to go on thinking +of you as Zuleika and have you call me something imaginary and +romantic." + +"I am Philippa Armstrong. Did you ever hear the name?" + +"No, but it's all right; it looks like you, and it's nearly as pretty +as Zenobia. Now if Tom Beckett had only chosen you and I could have +obliged Laura by falling in love with--" + +"Don't mention the other man's name!" I cried hastily; "it just comes +to me that I may have met him." + +"Met Dick Morton?" + +It was true then! Here was the girl whom Richard ought, for his +worldly good, to marry, and she was not a woman at all, only an Angora +kitten, and moreover a kitten in love with Tom Beckett! + +"Yes, I have met him, but I only this moment suspected it!" + +"Have you known him long?" + +"Less than a year." + +"That settles it!" she cried, leaping to her feet excitedly. "If Dick +Morton has known you for a year he won't want me and I can marry Tom! +Goody, goody, goody!" + +"Stuff and nonsense!" I said quickly. "Richard Morton is only a very +dear friend." + +"Stuff and nonsense yourself! No man with an eye in his head could be +a dear friend to you! And Dick Morton is the hero sort who doesn't +care for Dottie Dimples, but worships Vashtis and Zuleika-Zenobias. +Have you any money?" + +"Not a penny!" + +"Oh, dear! I might have known you wouldn't have, with that hair and +those eyes. Never mind! I'm certain that Dick would rather have a +pauper goddess than a rich little earthworm." + +"You mustn't talk any more about the matter," I said with as much +dignity as I could muster in the midst of her laughter-provoking +nonsense, which made the most sacred subjects seem a natural matter of +discussion. "I know through Mrs. Taunton all about the +circumstances--your father's wishes and his letter to Richard. If you +can possibly love him you must accept him, advance his fortunes, and +do your duty by your father. I am determined to be as noble as Laura +Simonds in this matter and I refuse to be a stumbling-block!" + +The girl fell limply into the lounging-chair. + +"Oh," she said despondently, "if _you_ are going to be noble, too, +there's no use discussing the matter. What an example we shall be for +the heathen nations! You will be noble and give up Dick Morton; I +shall be noble and marry him; and be noble at the same time in giving +up Tom; Tom will be noble in suffering me to marry anybody but +himself; Dick will be noble in obliging my father and marrying me +instead of you; Laura is always noble! We could use up a whole order +of nobility among us! And it is all so silly! Do you suppose my dear +father would want four of us to be unhappy, his own daughter among +them? It's really only Laura who matters, and if you had any ingenuity +you could pacify her and persuade her that it is my duty for once to +follow my ignoble inclinations. I am afraid of her, but _you_ needn't +be! You could blaze and flash and tower, if you only would, and save +us all!" + +"You seem to forget," I urged, "that Mr. Morton has never asked me to +marry him." + +"That's nothing; he has probably been thinking how he could get me +nicely disposed of, or how he could earn a roof under which he could +ask you to step in wet weather. He's been too stupid and moody and +dull this last winter for any use, and now I understand him. Has he +ever seen you like this with your Rebecca-at-the-well hair down?" + +"Certainly not!" + +"I thought so; or he'd have forgotten the necessary roof!--Come +in!--Goodness! it's your room and I locked the door! Do excuse me; +I'll open it. A telegram for you.--Wait outside for an answer, +Jimmy." + +I tore open the envelope, confidently expecting that Cousin Sarah had +been struck with paralysis; instead of which I read: + + Archville, Pennsylvania, + June 16 + + Have this moment secured a large and important contract assuring + two years' lucrative work. May I come to see you immediately? + Name earliest day. + + R. M. + +I handed the message to the Kitten, who read it and exclaimed: "I knew +he was only waiting for the roof! You see he doesn't worry about _my_ +prospects--selfish pig! Answer it and say Thursday--you can get well +by Thursday, can't you?--for I want to send for Tom on the same day. +There's a polo game at home on Saturday, and Tom has a new motor car. +Tell Dick the best hotel in the town is the Brooks House. I must wire +to Laura, too. I shall say, let me see: I shall say: '_You shouldn't +have left me. I couldn't be noble alone._' That's just ten words. +She'll understand fast enough, and it will pave the way for you when +you explain the situation to her. We'll leave the sanitarium Friday +and get your Cousin Sarah to chaperon us on the journey home. Here, +I've written my messages, now do yours--hurry! There!--Jimmy, you're +too old to play with matches, aren't you?" + +"Yes, marm." + +"Very well, then, you can be trusted with these two telegrams. Don't +hold them near the fire; there's a match in each of them." + + * * * * * + +SECOND WEEK + +As a patient Dr. Levi says I am almost as great a credit to the +institution as Mrs. Chittenden-Ffollette herself. + +Monday.--I slept all day, waking only for meals. + +Tuesday.--The handcuffs slipped off my wrists and the balls and chains +off my ankles. + +Wednesday.--My headache, sideache, backache, and shoulderache +disappeared. Breakfasted with the doctor on coffee, hot biscuits, +beefsteak, and griddle cakes with sausage. + +Thursday.--Richard Morton came. + +Friday.--Dismissed as completely cured. + +"The dimensions of this mercy are above my thoughts," as Cromwell +wrote after the Worcester fight. + +THE END + + + + +The Riverside Press +CAMBRIDGE . MASSACHUSSETTS +U . S . 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