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diff --git a/27804.txt b/27804.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..47fc7ba --- /dev/null +++ b/27804.txt @@ -0,0 +1,2927 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Boarding School, by Unknown + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Boarding School + Familiar conversations between a governess and her pupils. + Written for the amusement and instruction of young ladies. + +Author: Unknown + +Release Date: January 14, 2009 [EBook #27804] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE BOARDING SCHOOL *** + + + + +Produced by Jacqueline Jeremy and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net (This file was +produced from images generously made available by The +Internet Archive/American Libraries.) + + + + + + + + + + THE + BOARDING SCHOOL; + + OR + + FAMILIAR CONVERSATIONS + BETWEEN A + _GOVERNESS AND HER PUPILS._ + + WRITTEN FOR THE + AMUSEMENT AND INSTRUCTION + OF + YOUNG LADIES. + + LONDON: + PRINTED FOR G. AND W. B. WHITTAKER, + AVE-MARIA LANE. + 1823. + + + LONDON: + + PRINTED BY COX AND BAYLIS, GREAT QUEEN STREET, + LINCOLN'S-INN FIELDS. + + + + +PREFACE. + + +Those persons whose time is devoted to the instruction of youth, have +not only abundant opportunities of ascertaining the capacities of their +pupils, but of observing their various dispositions, and of noticing the +effects which have been produced on them by previous habit and example. +It seldom happens that amiability of temper, respectful behaviour to +superiors, or kindness to inferiors, distinguish children who in their +infancy have been left to the care of menials, or who have been +suffered, by the blind indulgence of parents, to gratify their forward +inclinations; and it as rarely occurs that those who have had the +benefit of good example and parental admonition in the "bud of life," +display much propensity to vice as they grow up, unless their morals +become contaminated by afterwards forming improper companions. With +reference to the effects of early education, it has been most truly +said, that + + "Just as the twig is bent, the tree's inclin'd." + +And though a variety of causes may operate to form the character, or +give a bias to the mind, it is a fact not to be controverted, that early +impressions are never wholly eradicated, and the magic of some well +remembered maxim or parental caution will often come very seasonably to +the aid of the most experienced. + +In pourtraying the characters which are introduced in "THE BOARDING +SCHOOL," the Author has endeavoured to represent, by contrast, the +amiable and unamiable passions; and, by exhibiting them in their true +colours, to render her fair and youthful readers as emulous to imitate +the one, as they will doubtless be to avoid the other; while the +narrative, being of the most familiar kind, will, it is hoped, +contribute to their amusement. + + + + +THE BOARDING SCHOOL. + +CHAPTER I. + + +Elizabeth Adair was stooping to prop a rose-tree in a viranda, when she +hastily turned to her sister, and exclaimed, "it is useless attending +either to plants or flowers now: I must give up all my favourite +pursuits." + +"But you will have others to engage your attention," returned Jane. + +"And will they afford me pleasure? You may as well say that I shall +listen with joy to the foolish commands of some parents, and the +haughty remarks of others." + +"Let this be our comfort," said Jane, "sensible people always treat the +instructors of youth with respect; they neither command with pride, nor +complain with insolence." + +"But think of the change! We, who have had every indulgence, and no +cares to perplex us!" + +"My dear Elizabeth, in the day of prosperity we seldom rejoice with +thankfulness; but in the time of adversity, when our path is darkened, +then we can bitterly repine. Surely we should place our joys and our +sorrows against each other, as a defence from a murmuring spirit." + +"It is not late trials that trouble me, but future vexations that I +dread. You know that I have never been accustomed to stupid, drawling, +spoiled children." + +"I hope," said Jane, "you will not have a class of this description to +instruct." + +"O, all things will be easy to you, for you love children and love +teaching; but I have never applied my mind to any thing of the kind: I +shall not know how to ask the most simple question in nature." + +Jane smiled, as she said, "Since you are so very doubtful of your +abilities, I think I will give a short lesson upon teaching. Suppose you +ask your pupil if she has learned grammar: if she replies in the +affirmative, desire her to explain the nature of the different parts of +speech. Then try her abilities in the arithmetical tables, or from the +history of England; tell her to relate some particular event in the +reign of one of our kings, and go on to other subjects in a similar +manner. In the first instance, however, always hear your pupil read; +clear, distinct reading, with proper emphasis--I do not mean in a +theatrical style--is one test of abilities; give her some pointed +passage from history, or from any suitable book." + +"I want an example," said Elizabeth. + +"Now, sister, you are trifling, and will lead me to trifle in return." + +"In 1199 John signed Magna Charta, the bulwark of English liberty;" or, +"the king wept when he found himself a prisoner; but the master of +Glamis said--" + +"Go on, my dear Jane: the master of Glamis I will not have any thing to +say to." + +"You forget," said Jane, "that we are not to finish a sentence with to, +or for, or any word so insignificant. Let a little girl read, 'remember +now thy Creator in the days of thy youth,' or something in the same +easy, impressive style. But consult my mother: she will give you the +best information upon the subject of teaching." + +"Ah," said Elizabeth, "my spirits fail when I think of the task! I only +wish the first week were over." + +"It will pass away like all other things. We have only to be resolute in +doing our duty, and leave the rest to Providence. Let us at all times +remember our own excellent instructress: her 'authority, when most +severe, and mustering all its force, was but the graver countenance of +love, watering at once and nourishing the plant.'" + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +It will, perhaps, here be necessary to say something of Mrs. Adair; I +will not, however, enter upon her motive for opening a boarding-school. +It is a well known fact that the loss of fortune, contracted incomes, or +troubles in one shape or another, are the origin of almost all female +seminaries. I never heard but of one lady beginning a school, and +persevering to the conclusion of a protracted life, without any motive +but benefiting a friend. To her credit let me remark, that she never +regretted this, as it may justly be styled, "labour of love." + +Mrs. Adair's personal appearance and manner were calculated to excite +respect and deference from pupils. The general cast of her countenance +was serious, to a degree bordering upon severity; but when she did +unbend, the cheerfulness that beamed in her features, and the benevolent +expression of her dark and pleasing eyes, invited confidence and regard +from every beholder. She had been a widow several years, and was going +to commence a school patronized by respectable friends. I shall not +attempt to describe her daughters, for beauty is of so perishable a +nature, and of so little value without good qualities, it is but time +wasted dwelling on the subject. Jane, the youngest, had been some time +in a delicate and declining state of health; and, viewing life as +uncertain in its tenor, had wisely adapted her mind to passing +circumstances. Next to her brightest hopes, was her desire to be useful +whilst she remained upon earth. + +Elizabeth had high health and spirits, and could ill brook the idea of +the restraint and confinement of a school. But the evening was now +arrived previous to beginning "the irksome task," as she styled it. + +Mrs. Adair had been looking over her folio, and her daughters were +seated at their work, when she observed, "We may consider ourselves +particularly fortunate, for I have now the promise of fifteen pupils. +Several things, however, we must take into consideration. Elizabeth, you +are sometimes a little petulant in temper: remember you must never be +rash in deciding, or hasty in punishing; curb the bold, but encourage +the timid. We must likewise be cautious to treat the parents of every +child with equal respect; not allow ourselves to be dazzled with +glittering equipages, or dashing manners. And let us be tender and +careful of children who are deprived of a mother: give them all the aid +in our power, to make them a credit to their father's house." + +"And I think, my dear mother," said Elizabeth, "it will be necessary to +fix children of weak capacities in one class: let all the dunces go +together." + +"But we must first weigh their talents justly," returned Mrs. Adair; +"and always recollect, that 'children of the present age are the hope of +the one to come.' + +"There is one thing I particularly charge you to avoid: never speak in a +tone of ridicule of any lady who has previously instructed a pupil; +there is something contemptible in trying to depreciate the talents of +another. We are not to consider ourselves as supreme in wisdom, for our +abilities are moderate; if we can do good, I believe it is the chief +merit we can claim." + +"I hope one thing," said Elizabeth, "that the young ladies must never be +allowed to learn their lessons at meals; for I am persuaded they will +think more of the present participle _loving_ than of declining the verb +_to love_. And I trust likewise, my dear mother, that you will never let +them read their own themes at public examinations: for the voice I am +certain will tremble when hundreds are listening." + +"We will not talk of public examinations, my dear, until we have tried +our own abilities at teaching. But I must caution you never to criticize +letters from parents or friends; nor look upon a teacher as a solitary +being, without friends and without feelings." + +"I hope you do not think I would exact too much, or be unreasonable in +any command to a teacher," said Elizabeth. + +"I do not say that you will do so; I only wish to remind you, that we +should have due consideration for those persons who are dependent upon +us. And now I have only to observe, that we must not think entirely of +the time our pupils are to be with us, but extend our thoughts to the +period when they will be enabled to judge by what spirit we were +actuated. In teaching, punishing, or rewarding, let us always consider +whether the means we then pursue will be useful to the young lady in +future life." + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +Elizabeth with some degree of impatience stood at the drawing-room +window, looking for their first pupil, on the morning the school was +opened. At length a carriage drove hastily to the door, and she returned +to her seat. + +With a flushed and agitated countenance she had now to welcome one of +her mother's earliest friends. Colonel Vincent advanced into the room +with two daughters, and in a cheerful tone exclaimed, "I hope, my dear +Miss Adair, we are your first scholars; we have strained every nerve to +surprise you with an early visit, and an auspicious one I hope it will +prove." + +"I hope so too, Sir," said Elizabeth quickly; "but I thought we should +have had the pleasure of seeing Mrs. Vincent." + +"She was obliged to go down into the country to visit her father," +returned the Colonel, "and deputed me to act for her. I have to beg that +you will treat our children as the children of strangers: reward them +with favour when they are good, and punish them when they are otherwise. +We have confidence in our friends, therefore shall never listen to any +idle tales; but my little girl," he continued, as he fondly stroked the +hair from the forehead of his youngest daughter, "will I know be +tractable and very good." + +"That I will, Papa; only I wish I had my doll, and the cradle. My cousin +Eliza has a barrel-organ, a garden-chair, and I don't know how many +things, at her school." + +"Your cousin has a large fortune, and is a simpleton," cried Caroline, +the eldest daughter. "But pray, ma'am, who is to teach music?" + +"I shall make the attempt," said Elizabeth; "how far I shall succeed +will depend upon my abilities to instruct, and your patience and +perseverance in gaining instruction." + +"O, ma'am, I have learned seven years of the first masters." + +"There has been a wonderful waste of time, and money!" cried the +Colonel. "You rattle the keys, as blundering soldiers when commanded to +fire: no taste, feeling, or judgment in the execution." + +"But at Madame La Blond's, Papa, I was allowed to play in the very first +style, and was always called upon to exhibit to strangers." + +A servant at this moment announced "Mrs. Towers;" and a stately female, +dressed in the extreme of fashion, with a measured step entered the +room, followed by a delicate, interesting looking young lady, but with a +very dark complexion. Mrs. Towers moved very profoundly to Elizabeth. +"Permit me to introduce Miss Arden as a pupil," she said. "She is from +the East, and under our guardianship. For certain causes we removed her +from her last seminary; we did not consider it (as she is a young lady +of large fortune) sufficiently fashionable. As we understand Colonel +Vincent, a man whom every one must applaud, has declared that he and his +noble lady will patronize Mrs. Adair, from this circumstance alone I +have brought Miss Arden hither." + +Colonel Vincent smiled, and stepped to the window to converse with his +youngest daughter. "It is particularly unfortunate, ma'am," added Mrs. +Towers, "that the young lady has so very dark a look; but I assure you +she is not a creole." Tears started into Miss Arden's eyes, and her +cheeks were tinged with a deep blush. Mrs. Towers now made another very +low curtsey, with "a good morning, ma'am; I have several visits to pay +in this neighbourhood." As she passed the young lady, she whispered +something respecting mixture and composition. + +Colonel Vincent now led his daughters to Miss Arden. "Let me introduce +the young people to each other," said he; "who I hope will be friends +and pleasant companions." + +Isabella, his youngest daughter, looked up in her face; and taking her +hand, said, "I am sure I shall love this lady, if she will love me." + +Her sister turned her head, and with a scornful smile exclaimed, "You +are always taken with strangers! I wish Miss Russel would come! I +thought she would have been here early." + +"This is an insolent young lady," said the Colonel, looking at his +daughter with displeasure. "But my Isabella, Miss Arden, will be +grateful for your kindness." + +"I have so few, Sir, to regard me," said Miss Arden, "that I shall +indeed be happy to gain the love of this little girl." + +Elizabeth now asked if she would walk in the garden. "Come, my little +pet," said the Colonel, "give me one kiss; and go with this young lady, +and try to divert her. And do not forget to bring her with you the +first holiday, and we will have a merry day; all your young friends +shall be invited to meet you." + +In the course of the morning most of the young ladies arrived. It was a +complete day of bustle. There were trunks and packages to be removed +from the hall into the dressing-room; then one wanted her reticule, and +another a book from her bag; and a third was searching her basket for +good things, either for her own private eating, or to give to some one +to whom she had taken a fancy. Then there were so many conjectures, "who +and who such ladies were?" Miss Vincent and Miss Russel, who were +declared friends, kept apart from their companions. There were few, +indeed, they would deign to notice; and no one, unless her Papa had a +carriage. There was an air of scorn in their countenances, which seemed +to say, "here is a motley group, indeed!" + +Jane had been confined to her chamber the whole of the morning, but in +the afternoon strolled into the garden to converse with the young +ladies. She soon felt fatigued, and went into the summer-house to rest. +There, to her surprise, she beheld a young lady with a melancholy +aspect, seated, with her eyes fixed intently upon the floor. + +"My dear, why are you here alone?" asked Jane in a tone of kindness; +"was there no young lady to walk with you?" + +"No, ma'am; the ladies do not wish to associate with me. They object to +my complexion: and, I believe, they think that I am without feelings. +The little girl would have remained with me, but her sister would not +allow her." + +A loud laugh now proclaimed a party approaching the summer-house. Jane +was shocked when she heard Miss Vincent exclaim, "Oh, do come in and +behold her! she is a complete creole! I never saw so frightful a +complexion!" + +"The young lady is a stranger to me," said another, "and I am sure I +would not insult her upon any account." + +"That is a voice I know," said Jane, stepping to the door. "My dear Miss +Damer, I wish to speak to you." Miss Vincent and her friend instantly +retreated, and the young lady entered the summer-house with a blushing +face. + +"Here is a young lady," said Jane, "who is a stranger; and I may add, +that she is in a strange land. In introducing her to you, Miss Damer, I +hope I am securing a friend for her: one who will not behold her +insulted." + +Tears now rushed from Miss Arden's eyes. "O! ma'am, I cannot thank you +as I feel! Hitherto, I have only known rudeness and unkindness! When I +lost my father, I thought, in coming to England--England, so famed for +every thing great and noble--that I should be a stranger to all sorrow +but that of remembrance." + +Miss Damer was too much moved to express herself as she wished. "Come," +said Jane, in a cheerful voice, "we must not have sorrow at this our +first meeting. I perceive that Miss Damer and you will be friends, so +come with me; you shall be my guests this evening, and we will leave the +other young ladies to my sister." + +With a countenance expressive of kindness, Jane took an arm of each of +the young ladies, and walked with them up the garden. As she passed Miss +Vincent and her companion, she said very quietly, "Young ladies, I hope +you will conduct yourselves better to-morrow." + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +When Miss Vincent entered the music-room to receive her first lesson, +with haughty indifference she seated herself at the piano, and in a +careless manner began a voluntary. Elizabeth, who was reading a letter, +now closed it, leisurely opened a book, and desired her to play the +lesson to which she pointed. + +"This piece, ma'am! Gravana thinks English music despicable." + +"And English manners, I presume?" + +"Manners, ma'am! Madame La Blond's was a fashionable seminary." + +"And what is fashion, my dear?" + +"Oh, nothing--nothing, ma'am, but doing as we please: we seldom saw +Madame except in evening parties." + +"Then to whom were you indebted for instruction?" + +"To our masters, ma'am," said Miss Vincent, in a tone of surprise. "At +Madame La Blond's we were instructed in all the sciences; in the nature +of valves; the specific gravity of bodies; the astonishing properties of +magnetic steel; and how many thousand miles the sun was from the earth." + +"And perhaps you were told, by what means Archimedes burned the ships of +Marcellus, at the siege of Syracuse?" + +"O no, ma'am; but we learned the art of memorizing by hieroglyphics. +This formed a part of our morning exercises." + +"Pray, my dear," said Elizabeth very gravely, "can you repeat the +multiplication table throughout?" + +Miss Vincent hesitated. "I know very little, ma'am, of figures: our +studies were in general of the highest order. But it was a charming +seminary! We had no particular rules; we could go to rest, or rise when +we pleased; and favourites were always asked to dance with select +parties in an evening." + +"I seriously regret," said Elizabeth, "that we have robbed Madame La +Blond of so amiable a pupil." + +"Madame, I assure you, ma'am, lamented it. She told Papa I was the +chief ornament of her school. But he was very angry,--I don't know why; +but he questioned me so closely, that I might as well have been before a +court-martial. Indeed I am certain he would have ordered me, had I been +a private soldier, to the triangle, merely because I said that Madame +despised people in trade." + +"And your Papa really vindicated trade!" + +"Oh, ma'am, the Colonel has strange plebeian notions. I never saw him so +angry as he was when I told him that we--I mean ladies of a certain +rank--had been the means of sending a merchant's daughter from school, +by styling her 'Miss Thimbleton,' and 'the little seamstress.' Her +mamma had the meanness, I may say the impertinence, to send vulgar check +muslin to be made into a frock, at Madame La Blond's! We took care, +however, to break the needles, and burn the thread." + +"I hope you have finished your remarks: be pleased, now, to listen to +me. In consequence of the close intimacy that exists between our +families, I pass over your presuming manner this morning; but +recollect," said Elizabeth with firmness, "that it shall never be +repeated. If you dare to disobey, expect punishment. From this time you +are never to speak to me, unless I ask a question. Now play the lesson I +proposed." + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +Mrs. Adair had selected from the first class four young ladies, to +regulate the younger pupils. They were to hear them repeat their lessons +before they entered the school-room; they were likewise to mark the +errors in their exercises, and endeavour, not only to instruct but +amuse. + +It has been said that by teaching others we gain knowledge ourselves. +Miss Damer was fully aware of this truth; all her leisure time, +therefore, was devoted to the young people under her care. She had only +three, and they had very different abilities: Miss Bruce's capacity was +bright, but she loved to defer all to the last moment; there was a +mixture of good sense and childishness in her character, and she was +warm and impetuous. Isabella Vincent had moderate abilities, but a very +persevering temper; whatever she had to learn, she laboured at it with +her whole heart, and her disposition was placid and amiable. Miss Grey +was a clever girl; she had been at an excellent school, and was +proficient in most of the minor branches of education. She was fond of +exercising her ingenuity to amuse her companions. One evening she had +collected a party round her, intending to divert them with new +grammatical exercises. + +"Now, ladies," she cried, as she held a paper in her hand, "are you all +ready, all prepared to listen and to learn? Miss Isabella Vincent, what +are you doing? I am certain you do not mean to attend." + +"If she will not attend," said Miss Damer, stepping into the circle, "I +am quite prepared--" + +"Oh, Miss Damer, are _you_ here?" cried Miss Bruce: "we shall have no +fun now! I thought you were in the drawing-room." + +"Cheerfulness is one thing, fun another; but when they both come +together, they are often noisy companions so we must do without them +here." + +"But we did not think you would come to us this evening," said Miss +Grey. "Oh, do, Miss Damer, leave us to ourselves one half hour." + +"First let me read the paper you are trying to conceal." + +"You will only think it nonsense," said Miss Grey; "but don't be angry, +I beg, for it was only for our diversion." + +Miss Damer began to read: + +'Mrs. Adair, substantive proper.' + +"Very improper to take this liberty." 'Singular number, feminine gender, +indicative mood, perfect tense; face, mind, and figure, in the +superlative degree.--Miss Warner inclining to the acute accent.' + +"But what is she?" asked Miss Damer. + +"A noun proper, certainly, and of the singular number." + +'Miss Cotton, demonstrative pronoun; compare _good_, and she is in the +superlative degree. + +'Miss Hilton, voice semi-vowels; in the primitive order by nature, +governed by a queer looking definite article. + +'Miss Vincent, manner the imperative mood; self, first person singular; +mind, imperfect tense; eyes, positive; voice, in the superlative degree; +nose, the interrogative point. + +'Miss Bruce, an interjection, or an interrogative.' + +"True," said Miss Damer, "particularly where books are concerned." + +"Well, I do love books!" said Miss Bruce; "I do think I could read +every one in Mr. Chiswell's shop without being tired. Have you a new one +to lend me, Miss Damer?" + +"If you say all your lessons well, and are good this week, I will lend +you a very amusing and instructive tale." + +"But what is the title?" asked Miss Bruce. + +"It is one word, meaning a mark of folly in young ladies. But I must +finish the grammatical exercise." + +'Miss Rothman, a section sufficiently curved.' + +"You should not have made this remark, Miss Grey. When you ridicule +deformity you shew a want of feeling; and, what is of more consequence, +you prove that you treat with contempt the works of your Creator. Miss +Rothman's talents, and amiable temper, we cannot too highly prize." + +'Miss Russel, an index to point out disagreeables; make her an article, +and she will prove a bad one of the definite order.' + +'The little Rhymer, a brace; and Miss Wise, a verb neuter. + +'Miss Damer, auxiliary verb, or substantive proper; first person +singular, face--' Miss Darner stopped a moment, and then went on with, +'Miss Jane Adair,--temper, syntax; consisting of concord and government; +speech, a preposition; voice, liquids; face, mind, and figure, in the +superlative degree; as the verb to be loved, second person singular, +indicative mood, present tense, to myself and others. The remainder, +excepting Miss Arden, may be classed with mutes, crotchets, irregular +verbs, quotations, and parallels.' + +"I wish," cried Isabella, "I could write exercises, or a theme, or +something, I don't care what." + +"And what is to prevent you, my dear?" + +"Oh, nothing at all, Miss Damer, if I could but tell what to write." + +"Tell how the world was made," said Miss Bruce, "that would be a very +good subject." + +"I cannot do that, I am sure! I do not know what stars are made of, +they twinkle so; nor what makes flowers look so pretty, and smell so +sweet; nor where the wind comes from, or what it is: it touches me, but +I cannot touch it." + +"You have never read 'Evenings at Home,'" said Miss Bruce, "or you would +know that 'wind is but a quantity of air put into violent motion.'" + +"But what is the air? Tell me this." + +"A clear thin fluid, certainly, and the earth is a vast ball; it would +soon break its bounds, were it not attracted by the sun." + +"But who preserves it in its regular motion?" asked Miss Damer. + +"Oh, Miss Damer," exclaimed Miss Bruce, "all the stars, and the moon, +and the trees, and all that we behold had but one to make them, and one +to support them--the Great Almighty Maker, who gave me my voice to +speak, my mind to think, and my eyes to look at the wonders of his +works." + +"I wish I knew how I speak, and look, and think," said Isabella. + +"My dear little girl," said Miss Damer, "very wise people are ignorant +in many things. Learn to be good: it is the best knowledge." + +"I do say my prayers every night and morning, and I'm sure I love papa +and mamma dearly, and I try to love every body." + +"This is one way certainly to be good, if you obey your parents as well +as love them, and think of your prayers when you are repeating them." + +"I am sure, Miss Damer, I should love you, you are so good. I never +could learn my lessons without you assisted me." + +"Because you are a dunce," said Miss Bruce. + +"We shall see who will be the best girl and the best scholar, 'the +bright and idle one,' or my little friend, with 'patience and +perseverance.'" + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +A carriage and four, as it is styled, stopping suddenly at the gate, +caused a little bustle. Amongst Mrs. Adair's pupils, some were ready to +look, and others to exclaim, "who can they be?" "what a beautiful girl!" +and "what a nice little boy! but I fear he is lame!" "Oh, look! do look +at that queer old lady following them out of the carriage! How oddly her +nose is turned! and what a droll bonnet!" "I wonder whether they will +dine with us!" "I should like to know who they are." + +While these exclamations were uttered, Miss Vincent pursued other means +of gaining intelligence of the new comers. She stole softly into the +hall, and screened herself from observation, in a narrow passage leading +to the store-room. The next moment she beheld a tall girl, an elderly +lady, and a little boy ushered into the parlour. She listened to hear +their names announced, but in vain. As she was returning to the +school-room, the hall door was opened by Elizabeth. She hastily +retreated into the passage: but betrayed herself by stumbling over a +stand of plants, that had been placed there, till they could be +conveniently removed. + +Elizabeth, hearing the noise, quickly stepped towards the passage, and +perceiving her pupil, said very coolly: + +"Botanizing, my dear! I fear you require light upon the subject; if +there is any rare, very curious plant, give it the name of 'Caroline +Vincent,' unless you prefer 'the Spy detected.'" + +Mortified at the discovery, Miss Vincent hastened to the school-room, +her face flushed with vexation; and as she rushed past Miss Damer, who +was standing near the door, exclaimed, "go out of my way, can't you?" + +"Certainly! But what has alarmed you so?" + +Jane now entered the room; and Miss Russel, who had been leaning through +the window, hastily turned to Miss Vincent, and exclaimed, "I do +believe, Caroline, there is a coronet upon the carriage! but I cannot +make out either the strawberry leaves or the balls." Jane mildly +reproved her for leaning through the window, contrary to the rules of +the school. + +The moment she had quitted the room Miss Russel exclaimed, "These +teachers give themselves strange airs!" + +"You should speak with more respect of Mrs. Adair's daughter, I think," +said Miss Damer; "excepting in fortune, Miss Jane Adair is superior to +any person here." + +"But you will allow that she is a teacher, I hope." + +"And does it lessen her merit? If any particular class of females are +worthy of respect, surely ladies who instruct young people are entitled +to it; they are the guardians of morals and of manners. But in every +school there are one or two ungrateful ones." + +"Hear the oracle!" cried Miss Vincent. "Another Daniel come to +judgment!" + +"Rude manners and loud words do not intimidate me," said Miss Damer, +with modest firmness. "I again repeat, that a person who can instruct us +in any one branch of education is entitled to--" + +"What?" asked Miss Vincent imperiously. + +"Deference. More I cannot urge, to a young lady who has been at Madame +La Blond's. But I must not say more: for I should not deserve this," +extending her medal towards Miss Vincent, "were I to be the promoter of +quarrels." + +Miss Vincent hastily caught the medal, broke the ribbon, and threw them +across the room, exclaiming, "it is these baubles that make you so +insolent!" + +The young ladies with one accord flew to the medal. Miss Arden however, +was the fortunate person. On securing it, and returning it to her +companion, she said, "accept this symbol of peace from my hand, my dear +friend. As for Miss Vincent, I just view her as the passengers in the +mail coach viewed the fly, for she makes herself equally ridiculous." + +"It is a pity that Miss Vincent is the daughter of so brave a man!" +cried Miss Cotton. "Who would suppose that one of our greatest heroes +was her father!" + +"Father! how vulgar!" returned Miss Russel. "Pray who is your papa, Miss +Cotton, that you presume to give yourself these airs, and speak in this +manner?" + +"My papa, Miss Russel, is a plain country gentleman, and I may say with +truth that he reigns in the hearts of his children, and has taught them +to 'honour and obey their father and their mother, that their days may +be long in the land.' But you fashionable young ladies, 'who press to +bear such haughty sway,' are exempt from this code, for there is no +express command to honour _pas_ and _mas_." + +"I hope Mrs. Adair will never give another medal," said Miss Damer. + +"You deserved it," cried Miss Cotton with warmth, "and I hope you will +always be rewarded for excelling, in every thing you attempt." + +"A person must be envious indeed," said Miss Arden, "who can for a +moment feel hurt at another being rewarded!" + +"Had they your temper," cried Miss Cotton, "envy would indeed be +unknown; but medals of merit, as they are styled, certainly create +strife." + +"But heroes, poets, and artists are distinguished by many proofs of +regard," observed Miss Arden; "why should we be against a reward to +merit here?" + +"You do not consider," said Miss Cotton, "great men, have great minds; +but we have very little ones." + +"I can only say, I pity any one with a malicious temper: and a person +must have one, indeed, who can envy Miss Damer; for she never provokes +to anger, or gives offence." + +"And pray how are you to answer for Miss Damer?" asked Miss Vincent. + +"I wonder you ask this question," returned Miss Arden. "From the first +day I came into this house I had reason to dread you; and love, and +esteem, Miss Damer. Though I was a stranger to every one, you made me a +subject of ridicule;--but I will not tell you of all your unkindness." + +"Pray how long have you been, in studying this set speech?" + +"Only whilst you were setting your face to look contemptuously." + +"Wonderful! I could not have supposed that a creole had wit! But I +forget, you are the heiress of a rich nabob! Pray to what black knight, +or noble emperor, are you allied?" + +"Oh, fie! fie! how can you be so insolent!" cried Miss Damer. + +"Miss Vincent's words do not trouble me: they have lost their power; let +her be as severe as she pleases. If she could not display her talent in +satire, we should say she was the simple one of Mrs. Adair's school: +there are drones and dunces every where." + +"My dear Miss Arden, let us cease all disputes," said Miss Cotton; "Miss +Vincent and her friend are the most suitable persons to be together, +when they are in a quarrelsome mood: let us forbear speaking to them." + +"Cotton would make an admirable methodist parson," cried Miss Vincent. + +"I wish I could return the compliment; for a good method leads to proper +conduct." + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +The young ladies had always to write an extract from one of the +sermons they had heard at church on the sabbath day. In this +exercise of memory Miss Damer particularly excelled; the most +difficult sermon she could transcribe almost word for word. This had +excited the spirit of envy in Miss Vincent. The week after the +dispute upon the medal, when Miss Damer opened her book, wherein she +had written a sermon with extreme neatness, she found every line so +scrawled, that one word could not be distinguished from another. +Surprised at this proof of secret malice, she involuntarily gave the +book to Miss Cotton, who was seated by her. Mrs. Adair, however, +desired to look at it. After examining every page, she said, and at +the same time fixed her eyes upon Miss Vincent, "I pity the young +lady who has done this; she has betrayed one of the meanest passions +of the human mind." She now looked anxiously round the room; "I see +few countenances," she added, "where envy reigns. + +"Miss Vincent, had you ever this book in your hand? speak in a +moment--yes, or no: I want no other word!" + +"No, ma'am; I never had the book in my hand, I can declare with truth." + +"Miss Bruce, is this your work? for I know you are a little busy-body." + +"O no, ma'am! I would not blot any lady's book for the world." + +Mrs. Adair now turned to Miss Arden: "my dear, have you been amusing +yourself with your companion's book?" + +"No, ma'am." + +"The mystery, I think, will soon be explained: and I fear I shall find +that there has been more artifice than truth in a young lady's +assertion. Come hither, Isabella, I wish to speak to you." + +Little Isabella's features betrayed confusion and terror: and as she +slowly walked up the room, she burst into tears. "Do not be afraid," +said Mrs. Adair, in a soothing tone of voice, "I am not angry with you. +Tell me plainly how it was. What did your sister say to you?" + +"O, ma'am, she said--O dear, I wish I were at home--" + +"Come, speak the truth, my dear. You know you are one of my best little +girls. Tell me how you were led into this error. Speak openly, and do +not be afraid." + +"I have not done it--I mean, I have--O dear, where is mamma?" + +"Happy at home, I make no doubt. But were papa and mamma here, it would +make no difference, for I must have the truth. Did you mark this book?" + +"O dear, yes, ma'am! but I would not have done it, but I must do it. O, +sister, you know--you do know--and you will pinch me so! Do, dear, good +Mrs. Adair, tell her not to pinch me, for I know I shall scream!" + +"This is a strange account! We must have a little conversation, my +dear, in the evening. Correction, or advice, will have no effect +with you, Miss Vincent. You are not aware that your conduct will be +deeply impressed upon the mind of every young lady present: it will +be remembered when you have forgotten the circumstance yourself. I +shall expect to see you with your sister." + +Mrs. Adair looked round upon her pupils with a countenance of affection +and concern. "Young ladies," she added, "it behoves you to conduct +yourselves in this house in a manner, that you may go forth into the +world with modest confidence, arising from the pleasing reflection that +you have fulfilled your duty in all things. Then, in future life, when +you unexpectedly meet a school-companion and friend, how pleasant will +be the greeting! And when I am old and infirm, should you recollect me, +and call upon me as the friend of your youth, how gratifying will it be +to my heart to think that I have been one means, in the hands of +Providence, of giving to society discreet and amiable women." + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +The vacation now commenced. The physician had ordered change of air for +Jane, or rather change of scene: she therefore accompanied Miss Cotton +to spend a month with her parents. Elizabeth, however, would not accept +any invitation. Mrs. Adair was surprised at the circumstance, knowing +that young people are fond of novelty, particularly after the +confinement of a school. + +"It is strange that you have refused all our friends," she said to her +daughter, "especially your old favourite!" + +Elizabeth coloured highly. "My dear mother, teaching has given me the +wisdom to value a comfortable home. How quiet we are this evening! and +what a cheerful, blazing fire! and as for this tea, I think I never +tasted any thing so fragrant." + +"And are these your reasons for remaining at home?" + +"O no! but only think how pleasant it is to be free from monotonous +voices buzzing in one's ears! To-night I shall go to rest without the +fear of being disturbed 'with the sound of the school-going bell,' and +shall rise to-morrow an independent being." + +"Ah, Elizabeth! is there no vexation, or lurking regret, dwelling upon +your mind? your countenance will betray you. Believe me, there are many +obstacles to the fulfilment of our wishes in this world. In all things +it may be said, 'we look through a glass darkly.' But no more on this +head: you have reason, and you must exert it. Be assured of one thing, +we are often wisely disappointed in our plans of happiness; if we attain +our wishes, we must not expect to be wholly free from care." + +"I have promised to spend a few days with Colonel Vincent's family. You +shall go with me to town on Thursday." + +"But, my dear mother, you know--" + +"I understand you," said Mrs. Adair. "I do not mean that you shall be +their visitor; I have another plan in view. I know that Miss Damer is +very uncomfortably situated at home, therefore you can call for her, to +spend the time here whilst I am absent." + +The morning Mrs. Adair and her daughter arrived in London, Elizabeth sat +a few minutes with Mrs. Vincent, and then proceeded to B---- Square, +where Mr. Damer resided. As she entered the house she beheld all things +in confusion; men were employed in packing up china and chandeliers; +straw and cord were strewed over the hall floor; and people were running +in every direction, carrying trunks, chairs and sofas. Elizabeth +inquired for Miss Damer: and was answered by a footman in a very surly +tone, that "he knew nothing of her." An elderly, respectable looking +female now stepped forward, and begged Elizabeth would follow her. They +passed through two empty apartments, and she then gently opened a door +into a room which was little more than a closet, the light issuing from +a small casement. A band-box, a bookshelf, and a trunk, upon which Miss +Damer was seated, close to a grate, containing the dying embers of a +fire, were all that Elizabeth could discern. Her pupil started from her +seat, with eyes red with weeping, and in a confused tone exclaimed, +"Miss Adair here!" + +"I am here, indeed," said Elizabeth; "and I hope I am come to a good +purpose. But what has caused this strange confusion? But I beg your +pardon," perceiving the distress of her pupil, "I was not aware of what +I was saying. You must come with me; I came hither on purpose for you." + +"Then you have heard of our troubles, ma'am?" + +"I see them all. But we have not a moment to spare." Guided by the +impulse of the moment, Elizabeth dropped upon one knee, opened the +band-box, took out a bonnet, and then searched the trunk for a pelisse. +Miss Damer looked down upon her dress-- + +"Never mind your morning dress, my dear: this will cover all," said she, +as she assisted Miss Damer with her pelisse; and as she tied the strings +of her bonnet, exclaimed, "Now we shall do; but we must go immediately, +for the days are short." As they were leaving the room, the elderly +female came up to them: "Where are you going, my dear young lady?" + +"Ah, my good nurse, I had forgotten you in my surprise! This is Miss +Adair: but I am so confused, I scarcely know what I am doing--only that +I am going where I have been most happy! But you will write to me, or +see me, or something." + +"If you wish to see Miss Damer, come in one of the morning coaches," +said Elizabeth. + +"I thank you, ma'am, kindly," said the nurse. "You are now in good +hands, my dear young lady, so do not fret; Providence, I have often told +you, would never desert so dutiful a daughter; and you find an old +woman's words may be true. We shall be happy yet, never fear. People +cannot forget their own. Never mind if they do: there is an eye over you +in all your ways. And there is a death-bed, too," said she in a low +voice; "then conscience will be heard--there is no saying, I won't hear; +no creeping into corners, and running away. When the arms drop, and the +head is weary with anguish, coaxing and paint will not give one jot of +comfort; no, nor the sight of the most beautiful face upon earth. Be +good, then, my dear young lady, for the evil day will come to us; and +what a blessing it will be, if we can say with sincerity, 'the Lord's +will be done.'" + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +As Elizabeth was stepping into the chaise she suddenly recollected the +trunk; and turning to the nurse, desired it might be instantly corded, +and given to the driver. A man who was standing at the hall door +exclaimed, "but we must first search it." + +"Search it, then," cried Elizabeth, haughtily, "but do not detain us in +the cold." + +"Cold, forsooth!" said the man; "I wonder what people would be at, with +their fine carriages! I shall take my own time, I can assure you, +ma'am, though your feathers are so high!" + +"There is no arguing with vulgar, obstinate people," said Elizabeth, as +she drew up the chaise window; she did not consider, that civility is +due to every person; it is, however, too much the case with young ladies +that they think they have a right to command with authority, and, +however unreasonable, that their command must be obeyed. + +Elizabeth saw that her pupil was too deeply affected to answer any +questions, therefore during the ride remained silent. In the evening, +however, Miss Damer mentioned that her father had left the kingdom, and +with a trembling voice added, "there are circumstances, ma'am, which it +would not become me to reveal; when Mrs. Adair returns home, as far as I +am at liberty, I will explain the cause of our distress." + +"Not another word upon the subject," cried Elizabeth; "I was not +attending to you, for this teasing kitten has ruffled all my silks." +Elizabeth turned the kitten out of the room, and began to put her +netting balls in order, saying at the time, "what have I to do with your +father's affairs, my dear? I will not hear any family secrets; for I do +not love secrets of any kind. You are in the house of friends: therefore +try to be happy. My mother and sister never make professions: by their +actions you must judge them. For my part, I would rather have one act +of kindness than a thousand promises, or words of praise and comfort. +But come and assist me with my silk, for I can do no good with it." + +Elizabeth wrote the particulars to Mrs. Adair, and finished her letter +with the hope that the promise she had given to their pupil, of having a +home with them, would not be disapproved. + +Mrs. Adair received this letter with some degree of displeasure. She was +not one who was generous for worldly fame; she justly considered that +her pupil's friends were the most proper persons to provide for her, and +lost no time in calling at her late residence. On her arrival at the +house, she found all the shutters closed; an elderly female, however, +at the moment stopped and unlocked the door, who proved to be the nurse +Elizabeth had seen. + +Mrs. Adair followed her into the house, which was quite desolate: not a +piece of furniture was remaining. She inquired if Miss Damer had any +relations or friends to take care of her. "No, indeed, madam," said the +nurse; "her mother's sister is the only near relation, and she has +married somebody. It was a sad day for my poor young lady! she was +stupified with grief! Her father fled--and the sheriff's officers in the +house! All things were in confusion! chairs in one place, carpets upon +dining-room tables, satin curtains upon the floor, nothing in its +place; and then to see the nice things my good mistress had once so +highly prized, handled so roughly! Ah, madam, ladies little think, when +they are so delicate in handling their finery, into what brutish hands +it may fall at last! But a happy thing it was, that my mistress did not +live to see the confusion." + +"The young lady!" said Mrs. Adair; "other affairs I have not any thing +to do with." + +"My young lady, madam! Ah, from a child she knew the right from wrong; +but sorrowful was her life, after her mamma's death. She was no +squanderer of her father's money--she knew the value of every thing; no +waste, no scantiness was her mode. But it was a sad day when she ceased +to rule in her father's house. O, Madam, I have seen her so treated! But +it will come home at last to those who have triumphed in their +wickedness; justice overtakes sinners in the long-run." + +Mrs. Adair now inquired if Miss Damer had heard from her father. + +"No, Madam; nor dare he return to England; he is too profligate to think +of any person but himself, and the painted, gaudy creature and her +children who are gone with him. But I hope my young lady will find a +friend with you, Madam, for I am sure you are Mrs. Adair." + +Mrs. Adair told her to make herself easy respecting Miss Damer, and +desired she would go down and spend a day at her house. "It will be a +satisfaction to the young lady to see you," she added. + +Scarcely was Mrs. Adair seated, on the evening she returned home, when +Elizabeth, in a tone of fretful impatience, asked "why her letter had +not been answered?" + +"I pass over your question," said Mrs. Adair, "to ask why you did not +consult me, respecting a provision for Miss Damer?" + +"It was impossible! I could not keep her in a state of suspense." + +"But do you consider, that bills must be discharged, and that servants' +wages and taxes must be paid, before we make even an ideal division of +the sums we are to receive from parents? And for Miss Damer, we shall +not receive sixpence! And who is to pay for the harp, the pelisse, the +bonnet, and the books that her father requested us to purchase? Likewise +her washing bills, and many other extras, which of course add to the +account." + +"O, my dear mother," said Elizabeth with astonishment, "I could not have +supposed that you would have thought of these petty things." + +"I have more than thought, for they have dwelt upon my mind. Great +affairs women seldom have anything to do with; it is in the petty, +every-day concerns of life, that we are called upon to be prudent. How +many men date their troubles to the thoughtless extravagance and want +of economy in a wife! But, for the sake of bringing the subject home to +your own bosom, we will suppose that you are a young married woman." +Elizabeth blushed, and was attempting to speak, but Mrs. Adair checked +her. "You receive your friends, and return your parties in bridal +finery; one excursion takes place of another, and gaiety upon gaiety +succeeds; this passes over, and with faded dresses, faded looks begin. +At least, care sits a little heavy on your husband's brow; he perceives +that you are deficient in all the requisites for a good wife; and when +he looks round the uncomfortable apartment in which he is seated, his +thoughts naturally revert to the home of his youth, and his prudent, +excellent mother; you are too much the lady to attend to domestic +concerns. 'Servants receive high wages: and they must do their duty.' +And what is their duty? Just to please themselves; and tease you for +money for trifles, and to go to market. You supply all their wants, +without considering what is wasted, and what is really wanted. + +"Next we will suppose that a young family demands your aid: nay, your +constant care. 'But the fatigue, and the bustle, and the noise of +children distract you,' Poor, helpless little things; they have not +reason to take care of themselves: additional servants must therefore +be engaged. And they are constantly with nurses, who sometimes coax +them, sometimes beat them, and sometimes scold them; so, through their +mother's idleness, they learn many vicious tricks. Evil grows upon evil. +Through your extravagance, and your husband's misfortunes, you are +brought to beggary. How do you like this picture?" + +"O, mother! you do not think so ill of me! I would do every thing, and +submit to every inconvenience, rather than involve the man I should +marry in misery." + +"Depend upon it, Elizabeth, people live in an ideal world, when they do +not think of proper ways and means to provide for a family. The word +liberal, in its modern sense, means profuseness to needy adventurers, +and idle friends; indifference to the nearest and dearest ties, +originate in this misapplied term. A liberal spirit runs into debt to +honest tradesmen, and with an unruffled countenance hears of their +bankruptcy. The liberal treat as lords, when they know they are only +beggars. Believe me, the most estimable characters are those with whom +there is the least tendency to this overflowing prodigality of kindness. +It is, however, my wish to serve Miss Damer. She shall be educated for a +governess. But let us not neglect the old despised adage: 'Be just +before you are generous.'" + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +From the first day that Miss Vincent entered Mrs. Adair's house as a +pupil, she was anxious to return to Madame La Blond's. Whilst the +Colonel was at home, she knew it would be in vain to mention the +subject; but no sooner was he called abroad, than she wrote in the most +urgent terms to her mamma to remove her. "I shall never be happy here," +she added, in her letter, "for Mrs. Adair is so strict, and tiresome! +You will be surprised, mamma, when I assure you that she is quite a +sanctified Methodist: we have prayers in a morning, and prayers in an +evening, and are obliged to write sermons! She is not by any means a +suitable person to finish my education; and there are not five young +ladies in the school, whose parents drive four horses. At Blazon Lodge +how different! They were all fashionable, excepting two. Do, my good +mamma, let me return to my dear Madame La Blond. Miss Adair has actually +put me into Murray's small grammar, and I am only in the third class." + +In passing through the gallery, Mrs. Adair found the copy of the letter; +and whilst she was reading it, Miss Vincent cautiously advanced, looking +earnestly upon the floor. On seeing the paper in Mrs. Adair's hands, +she hastily exclaimed, + +"O, ma'am, that is mine! I have just dropped it: it is a copy of music, +I believe!" + +"Then I will look it over again," said Mrs. Adair, as she entered the +school-room with the paper in her hand. + +Miss Vincent followed, with a countenance of scorn and vexation. + +"Take your seat, Miss Vincent." Here there was a long pause; the young +ladies looked at each other, wondering what was to come next. Mrs. Adair +read the copy again. "Why do you censure us so severely?" she asked. + +"I only think, ma'am--I think--" and here she hesitated; but at length +her former assurance returned, and she said in a more audible voice, "I +think, ma'am, we have too much religion introduced. In the circles where +mamma presides, it is never mentioned." + +"From my own knowledge of your mamma, I do not think you are exactly +correct. But let that pass: and now answer one question: no doubt you +are anticipating the time when you will be released from all school +duties: when you enter the gay world, how many years do you expect to +partake of the joys of a fashionable life?" + +Miss Vincent was silent. + +"Bating all casualties," continued Mrs. Adair, "forty years of gaiety +is the utmost that a female can expect; and in scenes of pleasure, +days, months, and years glide swiftly away. The value of time is +unknown: at least, it is not properly estimated, till grey hairs, +wrinkled features, and a debilitated frame check the career; then +eternity, with all its hopes and fears, opens to the view. We will for a +moment consider you upon the bed of sickness, surrounded by your family; +a physician, with an air of irresolution, writing a prescription, and +your anxious countenance denoting the insufficiency of all earthly aid; +will the remembrance of balls, routs, and artificial scenes, cheer the +dying hour? The moment arrives when you close your eyes upon this world +and its vanities; 'ashes to ashes, and dust to dust,' finish the scene! +The mouldering earth is lightly scattered over the coffin, and the tomb +is deserted by survivors. But remember, a day will come when you will be +called to judgment, to answer for your deeds upon earth. In what manner +will days, months, and years of folly be justified, in the presence of +your Creator and Judge?" + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +A little time after the discovery of the letter Miss Vincent returned +home to her mamma, who had been some time seriously indisposed; and, to +the great joy of Mrs. Adair, the following week Miss Russel left the +school, to accompany her parents to the Continent. + +"Now we shall go on pleasantly," said Mrs. Adair to her daughters; "the +only two disagreeable girls we had under our care are removed: and if +ever I have another of a similar description, I will send her home +immediately, whatever be the consequence." + +Mrs. Adair's mind, at the time she said this, was a little irritated, +for she had heard something particularly unpleasant respecting the +conduct of her late pupils. She now resolved to be strict in future; +never allow the young ladies to be alone, even in the play-ground, nor +permit them to spend an hour from the school between the vacations, +except by the express desire of parents in particular cases. + +When the young ladies heard there would be no half-day holydays between +the vacations, there was a general consternation amongst them. Some +murmured, and others were satisfied that Mrs. Adair must have good +reason for her proceeding. When Miss Bruce heard the new rule, she said +to Isabella Vincent, "I never knew such a thing! Not visit this half +year! And my Aunt promised to take me to the exhibition, and Miss +Linwood's works, and I don't know where! I never knew any thing so +provoking! But I will be revenged, that I will!" + +"And what will you do?" asked Isabella; "what do you mean by revenge? I +am sure it is something very wrong." + +"It is only making others feel as well as ourselves, that's all." + +"But if they vex us, why should we vex them? I know I always feel sorry +when I have made people angry." + +"Don't talk to me--I will write such a theme!" + +"Ah, Miss Bruce! mamma says we should never do wrong." + +"I wish you would not mention your mamma, for it is a very ugly word." + +"O, Miss Bruce, I never heard such a thing!" + +"I once loved it dearly," said Miss Bruce, in a softened tone. "Those +were happy days! I can fancy I see somebody now, sitting up in bed, with +her nice white cap, so pale, and so pretty; and somebody kneeling by +her, and praying for her, and blessing her. But all would not do, to +save one I loved!" Here tears trickled from her eyes: but she suddenly +recollected herself; "I must not think of it; it is over, and for ever +gone! And now for my theme." + +"Poor Miss Bruce," said Isabella, in a soothing tone, "I wish you were +my sister, and then you would have my mamma, and she would love you so!" + +"And do you think I would give up some one, for all the mammas in the +world! No, no--there is no one like him. But I will mortify Mrs. Adair, +that I will! To think that I must not go to my Aunt's on Thursday! And +there will be my cousins, and Edward Warner, and Margaret James, and +some one who is worth them all; though I don't talk of him as you talk +of your Papa." + +After musing a few minutes, with her pencil in her hand, and her head +resting upon a slate, she joyfully exclaimed, "I have it, I have it +indeed!" + +"And what have you got?" cried Isabella, as she sprang from her seat, +and looked over Miss Bruce's shoulder. + +"Only my ideas; neither apples nor plums. But I wish you would not wipe +my face with your curls. I have got the clue to my fable; I will have +Mrs. Adair, and I think your papa too." + +"I am sure you never shall: you never saw papa!" + +"Indeed Miss Isabella, you are quite mistaken; I have seen him in shop +windows, in magazines, and I am certain he is in a fine gilt frame in +our study." + +"I wish people would not take such liberties. Papa has no business to +be in windows, and other people's frames." + +"Why, don't you know that only great writers, and great fighters, and +very good men, and very bad men, are noticed that way! If your papa was +not good as well as great, he would not be fixed in our house, unless in +the servant's room, with Jemmy and Sandy, and the Storm, and Auld Robin +Grey. Whatever you may think, it is a very great honour to be noticed by +somebody that I could name." + +"I have not any thing to do with honour," cried Isabella, "and talking +of things I don't know." + +"Hush! don't speak! Can't you see that I am busy. I wish I knew what +people do when they have great books to write. My thoughts jumble so +together, I can't tell what to make of them; it is sad teasing work." + +"If Caroline was here, she could tell you what to write." + +"And do you think that I should ask a dunce? If I could but begin, I +know I could go on." Here Miss Bruce considered a little. "I must think +of my thoughts: no, I must write them down." + +"O, Miss Bruce, Miss Bruce!" cried Isabella, eagerly, "do look through +the window; there is a balloon flying, and a paper boy tied to it!" + +"I wish you were flying too: don't you see that I want to write my +fable. Let me see: Ass, 1; Farmer Killwell, 2; somebody's papa, but not +mine. Turkey, 3; Barn-fowls, 4; Little schoolgirl, 5. O, how shall I put +all these words together to make any thing of them! O, that I could but +begin! There it is!" said Miss Bruce joyfully; and she wrote several +words upon her slate. "Well, there is nothing like a good beginning! I +will finish to-night; so now let us go to the ladies," and Miss Bruce +skipped out of the room, with her slate and Isabella. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +With some surprise, Miss Damer, in looking over the themes, read the +following fable: + +"One bleak, cold winter morning, an ass and her foals were loitering +upon the edge of a wild common; not a tree was to be seen, and scarcely +a bit of herbage for their breakfast to be found. 'This is a comfortless +life!' said the ass; 'the winds are chilly, the snow will soon fall, and +we have not a shed to cover us! What shall we do? for I fear we shall +be lost.' The ass turned her head, for she heard the tinkling of bells, +and saw a shepherd driving sheep from the common. 'Ah! a happy thought! +we will go to Farmer Killwell, and tell our sorrows unto him.' No sooner +said than done; they plodded through miry lanes, waded through shallow +brooks, and at length arrived at the farmer's gate. The tale was soon +told. The farmer pitied their piteous case; 'but,' said he, 'idleness +bringeth want. Exert yourselves, and you will find friends. Begin a +school at once; here are my poultry, my birds, and my young cattle to +teach: not a moment is to be lost.'--'It is a good thing to have a good +friend!' said the ass, as she stalked into the farm-yard. Here she +brayed with a most audible voice: 'Hearken to me, parents and little +ones!' she cried; 'I am come hither to inspire you all with wisdom.' + +"The goose, as wise as a goose can be, stared at the speaker; tossed her +head on one side, gave a loud quack, and returned to comfort her +goslings, who were fluttering in every direction. + +"'You little ducklings,' continued the ass, 'don't spread your feet so +vulgarly. Mrs. Turkey, I have long sighed for the honour of your +patronage: the charming little poults, I hope, will gain new beauties +from our exertions. Mrs. Barn-fowl, your chickens are too timid; we +shall soon teach them to hop with grace. As for these awkward maudlin +rabbits, I fear we cannot do any thing with them; and these ill-bred +creatures, Mrs. Sow's progeny, we cannot attempt to teach.' A sturdy +mastiff, who had followed the group of gazers, now barked furiously; +dispersed the poultry, pushed Mrs. Sow and her family into the mud; and, +spite of Farmer Killwell, drove the ass and her foals out of the +farm-yard. A little girl, who was witness to the hubbub, exclaimed, 'Ah! +this is excellent! Mrs. Adair has borrowed a garment from the ass, to +teach simple ones wisdom; but she will never teach little girls to love +new rules.'" + +"Where is the moral to your fable?" asked Miss Damer, with some degree +of anger. + +"I never thought of the moral; of what use would it be to my theme?" +returned Miss Bruce. + +"And of what use is any theme or fable without a moral? But I wish to +know your motive for writing this ridiculous piece." + +"To vex Mrs. Adair, certainly, because she won't let me go to my Aunt's +on Thursday." + +"And do you really think that it is in your power to vex Mrs. Adair with +this trifling nonsense? You may be assured of this, Miss Bruce, the only +notice she will take of this childish, insignificant fable, will be to +make you read it to the ladies." + +"I won't be talked to in this way, though you are my monitress. I will +write what I please;" so saying, she snatched the slate from Miss Damer, +and in haste rubbed off the words. + +"The wisest thing you could do," said Miss Damer. "Now sit down, and +reflect seriously upon your conduct, and then tell me whether you feel +quite satisfied with yourself, or whether you are grateful to Mrs. Adair +for her care of you, and attention to you. You are the only little girl +who has not a mamma: who would be so indulgent, so tender to you, as +Mrs. Adair?" + +At these words Miss Bruce sobbed violently; but her sorrow was of short +duration: "You would vex any thing, Miss Damer, with talking so +quietly. I like people to be angry with me, and then I can be angry +myself." + +"My dear, I shall not listen to you, so I advise you to cease talking: +it is my plan never to argue with unruly little girls. Come, Miss Grey, +and Isabella; we will go into the play-ground." + +Isabella whispered to Miss Bruce as she passed her; "do, dear Miss +Bruce, be good. Why should you vex Miss Damer when she is so kind to +you?" Miss Bruce pushed her companion's hand from her shoulder, and +turned her face to the wall, and there they found her on their return. + +When the bell rang for prayers, Miss Bruce sprang across the room to +Miss Damer, who was seated, talking to Miss Arden, and throwing her +arms round her neck, she exclaimed, "You must indeed forgive me; I +cannot sleep unless you say, 'good night.'" + +Miss Damer turned round, and kissed her: "Now, my dear, I hope you will +never offend me again." + +"Oh, Miss Damer! I will love you for ever, for forgiving me so soon." +The bell rang, and she hastened out of the room. + +"Should you not have been a little more stern?" said Miss Arden. + +"My dear friend, ask yourself whether you could be so to a little girl +who has no mother." + +Tears started into Miss Arden's eyes. "I did not think of that." + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + +One evening after school-hours, Mrs. Adair went into Jane's apartment, +who at this time was chiefly confined to her chamber, and found her +busily employed sealing small parcels. One was directed, "For my friend +Miss Damer;" another, "For my dear little Isabella Vincent;" and a +third, "For my amiable young friend Miss Arden." Mrs. Adair seated +herself with the work in which she was engaged: and as her eyes glanced +to the sealed parcels, tears stole down her cheeks. + +"My dear mother," said Jane with tenderness, "I am only making a little +preparation before my journey. You must have been aware, some time, that +the days of my life were numbered; and they will now be very few. But do +not grieve on my account: it is the appointment of One, who is unerring +in his ways. Excepting the separation from you and my sister, I feel +that I have no regret at leaving this world. + +"Death is a subject that I have often contemplated. The grave, and the +last perishable garment in which I shall be clothed, have now lost all +their terrors. The evening I first arrived at school, when my mind was +filled with grief at our separation, I remember being greatly shocked +at the slow, solemn, deep tones of the village church-bell. I cannot +describe my feelings at the time. Sorrow at leaving home rendered the +awful muffled peal more dismal to my ears: but from that night I may +date my first serious thoughts of another world. I have never troubled +my friends with my reflections, but that bell was as a monitor, to warn +me that I was not for this world." + +Miss Arden now entered the room; and Mrs. Adair gladly escaped, to +indulge her tears in secret. With a calm collected countenance she then +re-joined her pupils; but at the same time experienced the sorrow of a +parent, who knows she is soon to be deprived of a beloved child. For +Jane's appearance too plainly denoted, that the period was at hand +"when the keepers of the house would tremble." At this time her +uneasiness was increased by a melancholy, distressing letter from Mrs. +Vincent, urging her not to delay a moment coming to her; that she was to +undergo an operation, that would either close life or restore her to her +family. Various feelings agitated Mrs. Adair's mind as she read the +letter. After a little reflection, she fixed upon the proper mode of +acting, and in an hour a chaise was at the door, to convey her to her +old friend. + +Jane had now been confined wholly to her chamber a fortnight. Her +disease was of a fluctuating nature: sometimes she appeared almost in +perfect health; at others, as one dropping into the grave. She was +seated in an arm-chair, supported with pillows. When Mrs. Adair entered +the chamber, one hand rested upon a book that lay open upon a small +table, and near the book was her watch; her head was thrown back, and +her face was covered with a muslin handkerchief. Mrs. Adair, who had +slowly opened the door, now as cautiously advanced; listened to hear her +daughter breathe; and then gently raised the handkerchief. Jane started. +Afraid of disturbing her, Mrs. Adair remained some time with fixed +attention, holding the handkerchief from her face. A hectic flush was +upon her cheeks; but her countenance was placid and happy. When she +returned into her own chamber, Elizabeth was there, who anxiously +inquired if she had seen her sister. "But have you taken leave of her?" +she cried. + +Mrs. Adair drew the veil of her bonnet over her face, as she said, +"taking leave is a trial of all others--" and here she paused; "this is +not of any consequence to you." + +"O, my dear mother, we have no earthly hope, no support but yourself; +let my sister's eyes rest for the last time upon the mother she has so +tenderly loved; she will not die in peace unless you are with her." + +"My feelings are as irritable as your own," said Mrs. Adair; "leave me +to act according to my own judgment: not another word. Bring Isabella +to me, for the chaise is at the door." + +While the ladies were walking with Miss Wilkins, the teacher, Elizabeth +went into her sister's chamber; and at the door met Mrs. Lloyd, the +housekeeper, who had been ordered by Mrs. Adair to explain the motive +of the journey to Jane. + +"O, sister," cried Elizabeth, "how could my mother, so considerate and +good as she is, leave you in this state!" + +"We cannot tell all her motives," said Jane; "only consider what were my +mother's feelings, when she fixed her eyes upon this poor emaciated +frame, as she supposed, for the last time." + +"It was cruelty in the extreme," cried Elizabeth. + +"Do no speak rashly, my dear Elizabeth; we will hope--" and her eyes +brightened with an expression of joy, "that all will yet be well; that, +through the mercy of Providence, Mrs. Vincent will be restored to +health, and that I shall be permitted to remain a little longer with +you." + +"O, that it were to the day of my own death," exclaimed Elizabeth with +fervency. "There are few persons to whom my heart earnestly inclines, +and I would have them with me through this life, and all eternity." + +"My dear sister, these things are not at our disposal. But let us +consider the subject: every night we experience temporary dissolution: +and then we are separated, even as if the hand of death had smitten us; +when we go to rest, we have no positive assurance that we are to open +our eyes again upon the objects of this world; still we project schemes; +calculate upon probable and improbable events; but the entire suspension +of our faculties is never taken into the account. Yet we are ignorant +whether we are to open our eyes on the objects of this world, or that +which is to come. I own I have not any desponding thoughts; I rest alone +upon the mercies and the merits of a suffering and a redeeming Saviour; +he is my sole refuge. To our mother, my conscience acquits me either of +intentional errors, or errors of omission. This is a source of the +purest consolation; it clears the rough, the thorny path to the valley +of death. Elizabeth, my dearest sister, listen to me before I go hence, +and be no more seen. Every night recall to mind the actions of the day. +Let this be the question you put to yourself: "Have I done my duty in +all things?" Where you have failed, let the morning sun, as it rises, be +a token to you that another day is given for wise and good purposes; in +the grave there is no remembrance of error, no atonement to be made for +transgression, for neglect of the social duties of life." + +Elizabeth gazed at her sister with feelings of tenderness and sorrow. + +"All things pass away," said Jane, as she raised her eyes to her +sister's agitated face; "but 'when this mortal has put on immortality,' +then Elizabeth, when we meet again, it will not be for transient days, +and years, but for ages of eternity." + +Exhausted with speaking so long, she pointed to the book upon the table. +"The spirit is willing," said she, faintly, "but my voice is weak; will +you oblige me, sister?" + +"From my heart I will," exclaimed Elizabeth; "would that I could not +only oblige, but retain you for our comfort, for this world to my mother +will be a wilderness indeed." + +"Not so," said Jane, tears flowing into her eyes; "my affectionate, my +warm-hearted sister will be my substitute! O, Elizabeth, friend dearest +to me, may you be blessed where your heart is fixed." + +Elizabeth started, and her countenance became pale as death. + +"Sister," Jane slowly added, "you could not keep the secret from me; I +have traced it in all your actions; but, rest assured, it will descend +with me to the grave." + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + + +Elizabeth was restless and uneasy the whole of the day that her mother +had taken her departure for Colonel Vincent's. The evening was wet and +gloomy; the young people could not, therefore, take their usual exercise +in the play-ground. After sitting some time with her sister and Miss +Arden, she sauntered into the school-room, to observe how they were +employed. Some of the young ladies were attending to their lessons for +the following day. One party had spread the road to happiness upon a +work-box; all anxious to attain the desired haven. Another young lady +was seated alone, joining the map of Europe. In a corner of the room, +apart from all her companions, Miss Bruce was reading the admirable +instructive tale "Display." Elizabeth looked over her shoulder, "My +dear, I thought you had read that book six months ago." + +"O yes, ma'am; but I can read it over and over again: there is not a new +book now in the school." + +"You mean," said Elizabeth, smiling, "that you have read them all. But +can you explain the word "Display?" for I think most young ladies are +partial to it, in one shape or another." A carriage now stopped at the +door; and Elizabeth exclaimed, "who is in that carriage?" Miss Grey, who +was near the window, raised herself upon a box, and looking over the +blind, cried, "Mrs. Adair, ma'am, and Miss Isabella Vincent." + +Elizabeth hastened from the room, and met her mother at the hall door, +joyfully exclaiming, "O, my dear mother, this is an unexpected, welcome +pleasure! But how is Mrs. Vincent?" + +"Composed and comfortable; the operation was performed yesterday: but it +was not my intention to desert you: how could you think so?" + +The truth was, Mrs. Adair had called upon the physician, and begged that +he would inform her daughter that she would return in the evening: but +a press of engagements had prevented his visit to Jane, who now with joy +beheld her mother enter her chamber. + +"I thought you would return to see me on my journey," she exclaimed; +"and you are returned, my dear mother. Blessed be this hour!" + +Miss Arden and Miss Damer, from the hour they met in the summer-house, +were strict friends. Their capacities were similar, and they were at the +head of the different classes. On the days appointed for geography, the +young ladies were in a room called the study. Miss Arden had observed +that one of the servants, a respectable looking young woman, generally +contrived to enter the apartment, and busy herself with one thing or +another: but always looked, anxiously at the globes, or the maps, and +stopped a moment to listen, either to the teacher or the pupils. Miss +Arden noticed the circumstance to her friend; "I will certainly ask +Catherine," she said, "if she has any motive in attending to our +pursuits; there is something in her countenance that excites my +curiosity." + +The first time she met her alone, she made the inquiry. + +"I have, indeed, ma'am, a motive," said Catherine; "I would give all my +wages, could I but learn as you do." + +"But of what use, Catherine, would learning be to you? You can read your +Bible; and it will shew you all that is necessary for you to know. Your +duty as a servant, and the way to heaven, the place where we all hope to +meet, when we have done with this world, and its cares." + +"Ah, ma'am, I am not satisfied even with knowing this, though it is all +that a servant should know." + +"I do not understand you, Catherine. Tell me why you wish to gain other +knowledge?" + +"Because, ma'am, I am most wishful to be useful to my parents. They are +poor, and have a large family to bring up. If I could but open a little +school in our village, what a blessing should I be to them!" + +"Well, Catherine," said Miss Arden, after considering a little, "I will +do what I can for you--I mean if Miss Damer approves; for I dare not +trust to my own judgment. Meet me in the school-room early to-morrow +morning, and I well tell you how it is to be." + +When the friends met in the play-ground, they talked the subject over. + +"There cannot, I think, be any thing wrong in doing good to a +fellow-creature," said Miss Damer, "therefore I think we may venture; +but we must rise an hour earlier than usual." + +Catherine was delighted when she heard the result of their conference; +and, with many expressions of thankfulness, promised to leave a lamp at +their door. + +The young ladies began the employment of teaching with alacrity. They +endeavoured to ground Catherine in those things that would be useful in +a village school. But geography her mind was bent upon, so Miss Arden +presented to her a book; likewise several little works, which she +thought would be useful. + +One morning, however, they were surprised in the midst of their lessons. +"Begin that line again," said Miss Arden. Elizabeth had walked gently +into the room, and now stood by the table where the two young ladies +were seated, and Catherine standing. When they beheld her, they all +started, and looked aghast. "You are very early at your tasks, young +ladies! But I did not know that we had a new pupil. Pray when did she +arrive?" + +"I beg you a thousand pardons, ma'am, for leading the young ladies to do +wrong! It was all my fault," said Catherine. + +Miss Arden related the matter plainly as it was. + +"I commend Catherine," said Elizabeth, "for her wish to serve her +parents; nor am I offended with you, young ladies, for wishing to serve +her. But you must beware that we are not to do a wrong thing, even with +the very best motives. There is always something mean in acting +clandestinely. Why could you not have been candid, and told me her +wish? You must not meet here again. Catherine, when you have leisure, +continue your lessons; and I will fix upon some other mode of +instructing you; at least a proper time, not by the light of a lamp." + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + + +When the physician was first called in to attend Jane, he strictly +forbad any person sleeping with her: Elizabeth, therefore, removed to a +small camp bed, which was placed by her sister. + +A few mornings after Mrs. Adair's visit to Mrs. Vincent, Jane suddenly +awoke; and in an earnest, quick tone of voice, begged that her sister +would come to her. "But first draw aside the window curtain," said she, +"That is right. Now come into my bed--only this morning--never--never +again." + +Surprised at a request so unusual, Elizabeth instantly obeyed. "Do not +sit up, sister, nor creep from me; lay your head upon my pillow." + +Jane now folded her arms round her sister's neck, and kissed her +tenderly.--"This is my first and last proof of affection! O, sister! +where--and when shall we meet again?" + +The sun had risen, and gilded every part of the room. Jane raised +herself, as if by magic. "Let me behold every thing--for I shall never +behold any objects upon earth again! This day my soul will be required +by my Heavenly Father! Ah, my soul! it is an awful thing to die; even +with hope and trust in thy Almighty Power! But Thou art mighty to +strike,--merciful and gracious in raising thy servants unto glory." + +Jane now paused; other thoughts seemed to arise. Her glazed eyes +wandered from object to object. "Ah! there is my writing-desk; give that +to my mother! There is my Bible; that is for my dear little favourite! +Here is my watch; but I cannot see the minute finger move. It is of no +consequence: time will soon be over! Keep it, my dear Elizabeth, and +when you look upon it, remember we are to meet again!--Ah! thou bright +luminary!" she exclaimed, with fervency, "I hail thee, this, my last +morning upon earth, as the evidence of that Being, who will lead me +through the valley of the shadow of death, to never-ending glory! What +is this life, my dearest Elizabeth, when we come to die? But where is my +mother? I am weak--very weak, and faint." + +"Let me support you, dear Jane," said Elizabeth, trembling with emotion. + +"Well, sister," said Jane, faintly, "you shall support me. I will die in +your arms!" + +Jane dropped in a state of insensibility upon her pillow. Elizabeth rang +the bell; and the next minute Mrs. Adair was in the room. She stepped to +the side of the bed where her youngest daughter lay; and, stooping, +listened to hear her breathe. "My affectionate, my dutiful child!" Here +she ceased, for tears checked her utterance. Jane sighed deeply; her +eyes gradually opened, and, at length, rested upon her mother: by slow +degrees recollection returned. + +"Where could my thoughts be!" she exclaimed in hurried accents. "Is my +mother here? Ah, yes! I behold her! I did not know you, indeed I did +not! But bless me; bless your daughter." + +Mrs. Adair tenderly embraced Jane; and in faltering accents blessed her. + +"My dearest, kindest mother, be comforted! We are parting--but to meet +again! The trial will soon be over! My hope is fixed upon the promises +of a merciful Redeemer! I am only going a little--a very little while +before you! How joyful is the thought, that we are not separating for +ever!--this is my joy," and her eyes brightened as she spoke, "that I +have reverenced my God, and loved my mother. But this pain;--O, it is +violent!--Mother--"...Here the voice ceased; not a sigh, not a whisper +was heard. + +Mrs. Adair, who had been supporting her daughter, now gently placed her +head upon the pillow, and silently led Elizabeth out of the room. + +At the door of her own apartment she saw Mrs. Lloyd; and desiring her to +take the charge of Elizabeth, who appeared almost convulsed with +anguish, instantly returned into the chamber she had so recently +quitted. After indulging that grief, which the most unfeeling in some +measure experience, when they behold the lifeless remains of a being +they had loved, she calmly proceeded to accomplish the desire of the +departed, in preparing her for that narrow spot, which confines all that +was mighty, rich, noble, excellent--the despised of the world, the +neglected of the world; that spot which is the boundary of ambition, and +the sure refuge for the distressed. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + + +When Mrs. Adair had retired to her own chamber, on the night of her +daughter's decease, and was reflecting upon the awful event of the +morning, her attention was drawn from the subject by a low whispering +sound. Aware that the teachers and servants were retired to rest, she +could not account for the circumstance; she now heard doors slowly +opening, and was persuaded that different persons were passing her room. +Alarmed, but at the same time collected, she cautiously opened her own +door; and perceiving a glimmering light proceed from the chamber where +her daughter's remains were laid, resolved to be satisfied, and with +light, slow steps, advanced to the spot. There, with surprise, she +beheld several of her pupils. At the head of the bed stood Miss Arden, +with eyes mournfully bent upon the face of the departed; Miss Damer +stooped to kiss the corpse, and then burst into a violent flood of +tears. "That smile," said Miss Cotton, "proves that the soul is +rejoicing in heaven. Where shall we again behold upon earth one so +amiable or so lovely?" + +"O, that I may be equally prepared, when my hour comes," cried Miss +Arden. + +"Hush! hush!" cried Isabella Vincent, in a tone of terror, "did you not +hear some one breathe? O, do hide me." She now covered her face with her +frock. + +Miss Grey took her passive hand, and tried to comfort her. "Look at Miss +Jane, and then you will not be frightened; now do look--it is so simple +to be afraid; she appears only as if she were asleep. There is not any +thing terrible in death, only to wicked people; I am sure I should not +be afraid to die to-night." + +"I dare not look! indeed I dare not! do take me to my own room." + +"You must look at Miss Jane, or you will always be frightened at being +alone. You know I am but a little girl as well as yourself; but I should +not be afraid to sleep here to-night. Think how good she was! living or +dead, she would never injure us." + +"O, take me away: I don't know what you are saying; why does not some +one speak? O, do somebody speak, or I shall be frightened to death." + +Miss Grey whispered to her companion that Mrs. Adair was come into the +room. + +"Is she? O how glad I am! Now I don't mind." Saying this, she uncovered +her face, and crept quietly to Mrs. Adair; who was asking why they had +assembled in the chamber at so improper an hour. + +"We should have been miserable, ma'am," said Miss Cotton, "unless we had +seen Miss Jane to-night; and as we shall never behold her again, we +thought, ma'am, you would pardon us. I could not have slept; and the +other ladies declared the same." + +"But wherefore did you come, Isabella?" + +"O, ma'am, because I dared not to be alone." + +"But why are you afraid to look at my daughter?" + +"O, I am not afraid now; I will look at Miss Jane," said Isabella with +assumed courage; "but do let me take hold of your hand, ma'am; then I +know I shall be safe." + +"You have better protection than mine, my little girl, or you would be +poorly defended. He who made you, he alone can guard you: but there is +not any thing to fear from the dead." + +Mrs. Adair led her pupil to the head of the bed. + +"Look, my dear, how happy and composed she appears; as quiet and sound +as your little brother, when he is asleep." + +By degrees, Isabella ventured to turn her eyes upon the corpse; "I am +not afraid, I am not afraid indeed," said she, almost gasping for +breath. At length her eyes were fixed upon the face of the deceased: +"She can't be dead--she must be asleep! But hush! I do not hear her +breathe! Where is Miss Jane's breath now, ma'am?" As she said this, she +timidly stretched forth her hand, and lightly touched the face of the +departed; then hastily starting back, cried; "must we all be so cold--as +cold as marble?" + +"We must all be so, indeed! There is no warmth, my little girl, when the +soul is fled." + +"But what is the soul, ma'am? and where is it?" asked Miss Bruce. + +"Your question is beyond my power to answer. The vital spirit, which we +call the soul, is given by God, to direct us to do that which is right; +and, from childhood to the grave, is our faithful friend. My daughter, +whose lifeless remains you are now contemplating, was in all her ways +actuated by this spirit, to obedience, and to goodness; and in a state +of glory she will again exist, with a mind purified and exalted. What +would be the use of life, and of the wonderful powers with which we are +gifted, were we to lie down in the grave, as the beasts that perish?" + +"But how will Miss Jane rise again, ma'am?" asked Miss Bruce. "It is in +the Bible, that at the last day we shall be 'raised in the twinkling of +an eye.' O, that I could behold Miss Jane rise now; then I should never +die!" + +"We read," said Mrs. Adair, "that the seed is cast into the earth, and +rises up wheat, or any other grain: but we do not know how this comes to +pass. The seed, that looks so insignificant in our eyes, after it has +been in the earth the appointed time, gradually breaks forth in all its +glory. We likewise shall be put into the earth; no longer valued, but by +the remembrance of our worth; there we shall moulder and decay, and in +time be forgotten by all the inhabitants upon earth. But the season of +the resurrection will come: the soul will resume her influence; we shall +burst the fetters of the tomb, and appear before the Judge of nations, +to answer for our deeds upon earth. Be good, then, my dear young +friends; and, you will then neither have cause to fear death, or future +judgment. And now take your leave--your final leave of one, who was in +all things worthy of imitation; and learn with equal ease, to sleep or +die." + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + + +The Sunday after the funeral, the young ladies appeared at church, with +very serious and sorrowful countenances; and afterwards, with Miss Arden +and Miss Damer, Jane was often a subject of conversation: they loved to +recall her to remembrance; and the proofs she had left of her regard +were particularly prized by them. + +But serious impressions seldom remain long upon the minds of very young +people. Miss Bruce was almost the first to return to her old pursuits +with gaiety of heart. + +One evening, unknown to the teacher, she had strolled to the front +garden gate, apparently on the watch for mischief. Isabella, who was +intent upon learning her lessons for the following day, had likewise +passed the boundary of the play-ground, and had sauntered the same way. + +Miss Bruce in a moment caught her hand, opened the gate, and ran with +her into the lane. + +"Where are you taking me to?" exclaimed Isabella; "you have frightened +me so!" + +"Nonsense! I only want you to go with me to the cake shop: we shan't be +five minutes away." + +"But I have no business at the cake shop. And don't you see that I am +learning my lessons! You will make me forget all! 'Five times nine, +forty-five.' O, dear, I shall forget every thing!" + +"What a dunce!" cried Miss Bruce; "only at forty-five! I will teach you +ten times further; and to add, and to subtract, if you will come with +me. I do believe Miss Wilkins is there! Come along, or we shall be +finely punished!" Saying this, Miss Bruce dragged Isabella down the +lane, whilst she struggled to make her escape. + +"I will not go, Miss Bruce! you have no right to take me! I declare you +have made me drop my questions!" + +"Never mind; I will give you question and answer too. Don't you see that +stile? and that nice white cottage by that large pool of water, where +those children are throwing stones? We have only to turn down by those +tall trees, and we shall be there in a moment." + +"I dare not go: I know Mrs. Adair will be so angry!" + +"I am determined you shall come! you are the most stupid little thing in +England!" As Miss Bruce said this, she took firm hold of her companion's +frock and arm, and drew her towards the water. Isabella in vain tried to +escape. By this time, they had almost reach the pool; a boy, who had +been amusing two children, making circles with stones in the water, +stepped from the edge of the pond, and marching boldly up to Miss Bruce, +as boldly asked her, "what business she had to tease the little lady?" + +"Do you think, Sir, I shall answer a rude, vulgar boy like you?" + +The boy looked at her with contempt, and stooping to Isabella, said, +"Do, little lady, tell me what this great girl is holding your frock +for?" + +"She wants me to go with her for cakes, and I want to learn my lessons." + +"O, you are the ladies, then, from the great school! I thought I had +seen you before. I see how it is; this great girl is like Jack Ranger; +she wants to get you into a scrape, that you may be marked as well as +herself! But I'll defend you, never fear! It is not a crab-stick that +can frighten me! Come with me, and see who dares to hinder us!" He now +caught her hand, and tried to draw her from her companion. + +"You shall not go with her, against your mind, were she as big as +Hercules! We are English, and are not to be conquered." Miss Bruce +suddenly let go her companion's frock, and gave the boy a violent slap +upon the face. "Go home, you little ragged creature, mend your coat, and +do not talk to ladies." + +The boy instantly recovered himself from the blow; and looking at Miss +Bruce with scorn, exclaimed, "I am not a mender of old clothes, Miss! +Take that for your pains, and your boarding-school manners!" + +The blow he returned made blood to gush violently from Miss Bruce's +nose. Isabella screamed; the children cried out, "very well, Tom! I +would not be you for something." + +A pretty woman, but with a stern countenance, now came forth from the +cottage, and asked what the rout was about. + +"Only our Tom and the lady boxing," cried the children. + +"For shame of yourself, Sir! How dare you behave so to your betters?" + +"I would have struck her," said the boy, sullenly, "had she been as tall +as the steeple, and as great as King George But come, little Miss, with +me, and let that great girl do what she likes." + +He now ran off with Isabella. + +"Very well, Sir! but I shall tell your father of this, or my name's not +Grace Johnson! But come into the cottage, Miss; and let us see what we +can do with your frock, for it is in a sad state." + +Miss Bruce followed the cottager, a little ashamed of her appearance; +but more afraid of consequences. She was, however, one of those +self-willed young ladies, who think upon a thing one moment, and act +upon it the next. + +When Isabella and her champion arrived at the garden-gate, behold it was +locked! What was to be done was now the consideration. + +"We'll tell the truth at once," said the boy: "it may be blamed, but, as +the copy says, it never can be shamed. But don't look so down, Miss: +never mind a bit of a thrashing! Father gives me many a one; but I never +flinch!" + +"If I am not afraid of that, I am afraid of Mrs. Adair looking serious; +and not wishing me good-night. But do look and see if you can see +monitrix." + +"Monitrix! what, in the name of goodness, is that? Have you a great dog +at school?" + +"O dear, no; I mean the lady who hears my lessons before I say them to +Miss Adair." + +"Is that all!" The boy stepped on one side, and looked up at the house. +"No, I see nobody; there is not a creature in the windows. But I'll tell +you what, you shall stop here, and I'll go to the lady of the school. +You shan't get anger, if I can help it; and I have helped it many a time +at our school, that the lads know, to my sorrow." + +The boy hastily ran to the front door, and rang the bell. In the mean +time Isabella crept under the court railing to conceal herself. When the +servant opened the door, he asked if the lady was in. + +"Do you mean my mistress?" + +"To be sure I do; the mistress of the school; and must see her in a +moment." + +Mrs. Adair was passing through the hall; and made her appearance, with a +countenance not a little forbidding. + +"What do you want with me?" she asked. + +"Only, madam," and here the boy hesitated; "I beg your pardon, madam; +somehow, I have a little lady here: and I don't know what to do with +her." + +"You mean something respecting one of my scholars; what is it? for I am +at a loss to understand you." + +"Bless me! surely she's not run away!" + +The boy sprang to the gate, and quickly returned. + +"She is quite snug; I thought she had given me the slip. A great girl, +ma'am, ran away with her. She did not come down to the pond of her own +free good will. This is as true as truth is. She pulled, and the great +girl pulled; but with all her might, madam, the little lady could not +get away. So then I marched up to the big girl; and asked her what +business she had with the little one? So she was angry and vexed with my +ragged coat; and made my face ring again: and I gave her a good hard +blow in return, and ran off with little Miss. I looked up for Miss +Monitrix, but could not find her; so here she is, under the rails." + +This was all a puzzle to Mrs. Adair; but she stepped into the lane with +the boy, and there she saw Isabella, seated, in great trouble, upon a +stone. The affair was now explained. Isabella was taken to Elizabeth, +with the assurance that no one would be angry with her; but that she +must not mention the affair to any person. + +Mrs. Adair now proposed going with the boy to his father's. There was an +expression of honest warmth in his countenance, which, in a moment, +changed her own manner; and, as they were going down the lane, she asked +how far they were from his father's house. + +"'Tis but a cottage, madam. Grandmother says we were once well off in +the world; but things will go wrong some how or another: but I'll make +good what I wrote to-day." + +"And what was it, my good boy?" + +"Only to work while I am able, madam; and then when I am old, I will +rest from my labour. But there is our cottage. I wish you could have +seen my own mother, for she was a nice woman. Don't you see that clump +of trees, and a barn with red tiles, and a little boy wheeling a barrow? +That's my own brother, ma'am, and there's my father at the stile, +looking about him." + +As they drew nearer the cottage, they saw the man and his son step over +the stile into the field, followed by a female. + +"Well, I declare," said the boy, "there is mother with her bonnet! I +wonder what they are all after! And there's grandmother come to the +door!" + +He now called out: "Grandmother! here is the lady from the great school, +coming to look for Miss." + +"Then I fear, madam, you are coming to look for what you will not find. +Whilst my daughter went down to the pond, to the children, she slipped +off. My son thinks that the young lady is gone to London in one of the +stage-coaches. If so, Tom, I fear thou wilt be well paid." + +"Ah, grandmother, that's nothing new! If my own mother was living, it +would not be so." + +"With your permission," said Mrs. Adair, as she entered the cottage, "I +will take a seat till your daughter returns." + +"Certainly, madam; here is a comfortable seat. But we are not the +neatest people in the world," said the old woman, as she took up a +child's frock from the floor. Mrs. Adair looked round, and thought she +had never been in any place that had so little the appearance of +comfort. + +The boy looked at her, and seemed to read her countenance. + +"It was not always so, madam: I remember we were once happy folks; but +it was a sad day for Dick and I, when father's wife took place of +father's love." + +"Thou shouldst think well of thy father's wife, and honour his choice. +Stepmothers, child, have a hard task: they cannot please, do what they +will." + +"Grandmother," said the boy, "kindness makes kindness, all the world +over. But, come what will, when uncle comes home, Dick and I will go to +Plymouth, if we walk barefoot. I am sure he would break his heart, if he +had not me to fight his battles; but I will never forsake him by land or +by sea." + +"Go to the children, and take care of them," said the old woman. + +"And come to my house at four o'clock on Saturday afternoon, and ask for +Mrs. Adair." + +The boy made a bow in a blunt manner; but, as he waved his hand in +passing her, she thought there was an appearance of good breeding, that +would not have disgraced a boy in a much higher sphere. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + + +Mrs. Adair waited a considerable time in the cottage, and then returned +home without receiving any satisfactory account of her pupil. All that +she could learn was, that a little girl in a green bonnet had been seen +stepping into a stage-coach. As coaches were continually passing the end +of the village, she knew it was in vain making further inquiries. She +wrote, however, immediately to Mr. Bruce, and sent a messenger with the +letter, that he might meet them in town. + +It has been observed, that Miss Bruce, in most cases, acted without +reflection. The idea that she had done wrong did not strike her with +full force, until the carriage in which she had placed herself arrived +in London: the lights from the lamps, however, seemed to throw light +upon her thoughts. When the coach stopped at the inn, the bustle of +people gathering their luggage together, the idea that she did not know +the road to her father's house, the certainty that she had acted in a +very foolish manner, and fear of the reception from her father, excited +many disagreeable thoughts. She was seated in a corner of the coach, at +a loss how to proceed, when the coachman came to the door. "Miss," said +he "won't you alight? perhaps you are waiting for somebody?" + +"I will thank you to take me home," and this was said in a very humble +tone. + +The man whistled at the request. "I don't know, Miss, whether I can or +no. Did not your friends know that you were coming? But now I think of +it, you seemed in a fright when you got into the coach: what, was you +running away, Miss?" + +Vexed at the question, Miss Bruce quickly answered, "I am going to see +my papa. I have business with him." + +"Well, your business is not mine, Miss; but somehow, I think you have +been cheating your schoolmistress. But come your way, till I can see for +somebody to go with you." + +I only wish some of my young readers could have seen Miss Bruce, how +simple she looked when she followed the coachman into the inn. She +wished to be at school, and with Miss Damer again--but it was then too +late. + +And here I would advise young people to beware of the first wrong step, +for it generally leads to trouble and mortification, and often to +disgrace. + +Miss Bruce stood some time unnoticed at the entrance of a large room, +partitioned into boxes. Waiters and travellers just looked at the young +lady, and then passed on: people were too much engaged, with dishes, +papers, packages, and glasses, to attend to the little stranger. + +At length, however, one solitary gentleman, who perhaps had daughters +of his own, took compassion upon the forlorn traveller. + +"Come hither, my dear, and sit by me." + +Miss Bruce gladly accepted the offer, for she was a strange figure for a +stage coach passenger. Her white frock was rumpled, and in a sad state +from the blow she had received; the tippet was in the same style; her +old green silk garden bonnet hung half off her head. One of her long +sleeves she had untied from her tippet, and taken it off; the other +remained. Garden gloves, cut at the fingers, completed the dress. Thus +neatly attired, in an hour and ten minutes after her arrival in London +she was ushered by a new footman into her father's study, where he was +seated reading a pamphlet. In a moment he turned the book open upon the +table, raised one of the candlesticks above his head, and with a keen +satirical look exclaimed, "what runaway is this?" + +"Papa, it is I!" This was said in a very trembling accent. + +"And pray who is I, that comes thus attired, and unasked at this +unseasonable hour? Only wants three minutes of eleven," said Mr. Bruce +as he fixed his eyes upon the time-piece. "With whom did you travel?" + +"With a little boy, and a great man, papa, and a little woman, with a +baby and a lapdog." + +As Miss Bruce was speaking, she would have given a trifle to have been +at school again. + +"A goodly company indeed, young lady! By this I conclude that you have +disgraced yourself! Sit here" (pointing to a chair behind the door); "it +is the only place for idle, thoughtless truants. And now give a reason +for your conduct: But there is no reason, with foolish, giddy girls! I +will have every word correct: no varnishing, or lies." + +After much hesitation, and many tears, Miss Bruce went through the whole +of her story. While she was speaking, her father seemed lost in thought. +No sooner had she finished, but he started from his chair, and with his +eyes fixed upon the floor, walked some time from one end of the study +to the other. He then stopped, and looked sternly at his daughter. +"And so you have been trying your skill at boxing! An admirable +accomplishment for a young lady! You have taken upon yourself to be +rude to your school companion; to be ungrateful to Mrs. Adair, and +ventured to ride ten miles in a stage-coach! And in what a dress! You +are indeed an enterprizing young lady! Now let me tell you, Miss Bruce, +one simple truth: you have acted in all things contrary to that which +you know is right. But pray what is the meaning of the word right?" + +"To do all things that I know I should do; I do not know any thing more, +papa; indeed I do not." + +"You know the right, but a perverse and wilful disposition leads you to +do wrong." + +Mr. Bruce rang the bell, and ordered the housekeeper into his presence. +When she entered the room, he commanded her to close the door. "Take my +daughter," said he, "to the chamber that was occupied last night. You +are not to speak to her, nor allow any servant in the house to do so. +Give her a little bread and milk: go, child." + +"Papa,"--here Miss Bruce sobbed; and would have added, "O, do forgive +me!" but her father sternly bade her leave him. + +Mr. Bruce looked at his daughter when she was asleep. He heard her +murmuring and intreating; and listened to words that affected him +deeply. He sat down by her bed-side until she was tranquil: and whether +he shed tears of tenderness over her is best known to himself; but the +following morning, though his feelings were softened, his countenance +was equally stern. His carriage was at the door; and at ten o'clock he +and his daughter arrived at Mrs. Adair's. Neither at breakfast nor +during the ride had he uttered one word. "Madam," said he, the moment he +beheld the mistress of his child, "I have brought a runaway. I will not +make an apology for her conduct: it is not in my way; it rests entirely +with yourself whether she will be accepted or rejected. Providence, in +the justness of his ways, has deprived her of an excellent mother. How +far servants are capable of giving right ideas of female decorum, you +are yourself to judge. When I fixed Margaret with you, it was not to +education alone that I looked; my views and hopes extended to +principles, temper, and conduct. The mere mechanical parts of education +may at all times be purchased for money; automatons may be made to +perform wonders. But we all know that something more is wanting to give +solidity and consequence to character. If you refuse my daughter, she +will lose her best friend." + +"Not another word, Sir, on the subject; I still expect to make something +of this little girl. She is rash, careless, and perhaps a little +mischievous: but I am not without hope; and past grievances we will now +forget. Go," said Mrs. Adair, turning to her pupil, "bring a frock to +me; remember I pardon you now, but I shall never do so again; and take +care that you do not tell any person that you ran away, and were so +foolish.--It is well she is my god-daughter, and my namesake," said Mrs. +Adair, as her pupil crossed the hall: then, addressing Mr. Bruce, she +added, "Depend upon my word, Sir; I will be the friend of your daughter +in remembrance of her mother; this is the strongest claim upon my +attention; far more so than that of a name." + +"I bless you again and again for your kindness," said Mr. Bruce with +warmth. "I have now no fears for Margaret; she must remain with you, +until you can say, 'your daughter is now all I can desire.'" + +"This is exacting too much; 'all that you can desire,' is beyond my +power to make her; but I will try to make her a comfort to you. I have +good ground to work upon, and I hope you will have reason to think, that +I have not neglected the soil." + +As Mr. Bruce was returning to his carriage, his daughter, who was +descending the stairs with a clean frock, flew to him, exclaiming, "do +say you forgive me! I will never vex you again; O, dear papa, say you +will but forgive me." + +"Well, child, I do forgive you." + +"O, how good and kind you are! I will never forget it. But, dear papa, +won't you say something more?" + +"God bless you, child! and may he always bless you." + +Mr. Bruce hastened to the carriage, drew up the window, and the boy +drove off. Tears streamed from Miss Bruce's eyes; "O, that papa would +but have given me one kiss, I should have been so happy!" + +"If you are good," said Mrs. Adair, "when next he sees you he will give +you two." + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + + +The time had arrived for Miss Damer to go into a private family as a +governess: all the young ladies were anxious to give her a proof of +remembrance, and these tokens of esteem had chiefly been the work of +leisure hours. + +As Miss Damer was collecting her painted boxes, velvet bags, and all her +little presents together, she thought, "who can say that there is no +kindness or friendship in the world? I have been in sorrow, perhaps for +a good purpose; at least, it has shewn me the disinterested regard of +others." + +While similar reflections were passing in her mind, Miss Arden hastily +entered the chamber, and stepping towards her, abruptly put into her +hand a small parcel. "I have not a moment to speak to you," she +exclaimed, with tears in her eyes, "I cannot for the world take a formal +farewell; so when you leave us do not notice me: God bless you, Damer!" +and she hurried out of the room. + +Miss Damer looked at the parcel with a countenance of sorrow, and as she +opened it a note dropped upon the floor; she took it up, and read the +paper she held in her hand. + + "Accept these notes, my dear Damer, they are all that I have + been able to save from my scanty allowance; remit them to your + father, whose troubles I know have grieved you, and when I can I + will send you more. In fourteen months I shall be my own + mistress. How joyfully do I anticipate the time! Then, my dear + Damer, I shall have a home to offer you, and a purse to relieve + every care, as far as wealth can go. Farewell, my kind friend; + you and Mrs. Adair have all my affections in this world. + + "ANN ARDEN." + + + * * * * * + + +As young people are always anxious to learn the destination of the +characters in the book they have been perusing,--in closing this little +work, I will give you a short sketch of those I have attempted to +delineate. And here let me observe, that the incidents are chiefly +drawn from facts. + +The name of one of the principal characters was given, by the desire of +a young friend, two days before her death. + +Miss Russel has lost her parents, and is wandering upon the Continent, +as companion or friend to a lady well known in the fashionable world. + +Miss Vincent is removed from her family by her marriage to a gentleman +of consequence in Ireland. She is still the same character, haughty and +insolent. + +Her sister Isabella, is improving in all the graces of mind and person; +she is the general favourite of the school. + +Miss Bruce is becoming all that her father can desire. + +When Miss Damer went into the situation as a governess, it was with the +hope of remaining some time, perhaps years. We can easily fix our plans, +but we are strangers to the future; it is not for us to say by what +means they are to be frustrated. When Miss Damer had been two months a +governess, she was told by the gentleman's sister in whose family she +was placed, that several friends were to dine with them, and she begged +that she would join their party. On that day she attracted the notice of +a gentleman who was one of the guests. When she entered the +drawing-room, and he heard her name announced, he turned quickly to look +at her; he beheld the same dark pensive eyes, the same noble features, +and modest, dignified manner, which seventeen years before had struck +him in another. But it was not her personal appearance altogether that +interested him: it was the character that had been given of her by Mrs. +Adair; and the remembrance of his feelings, when his daughter in her +troubled sleep exclaimed, "O, my dear Miss Damer, do come to me! Papa +then won't punish me, you are so like mamma!" + +But I will not prolong this subject; I have only to add, that Miss Damer +is the happy wife of Mr. Bruce; and that few persons are more attached +to each other than the mother and the daughter Mr. Bruce, though several +years older than his wife, was exactly the person calculated to make +her happy, being a man of excellent character and good sense; giving +part of his time to the world, but considering home the chief place for +happiness. + +When Miss Arden came into possession of her fortune, she remained as a +parlour boarder with Mrs. Adair, but the principal part of her time was +spent with Mrs. Bruce. A lingering disease, however, came on, and she +could not be happy separated from her friend: she therefore removed to +her house. After experiencing the most affectionate attention from Mr. +and Mrs. Bruce, she at length resigned her life, with hopes full of +immortality. Mrs. Adair and her friend were with her in her last +moments. She expressed her gratitude to them with all the energy of +health; and then, clasping a hand of each, died serenely, hoping to meet +them hereafter. To the father of her friend she left a very handsome +annuity for life. "I know," she had stated in her will, "that I cannot +oblige my friend in any other shape but by contributing to her father's +comfort, and oh, may he see the error of his ways, before it is too +late." + +Most of her school companions she had remembered; but particularly a +young lady, whose parents had been unfortunate. After leaving tokens of +regard to every one to whom she had considered herself the least +indebted, she left the remainder of her fortune, to be equally divided +between Mrs. Adair, her daughter, and Miss Bruce. And here let me remind +young ladies of fortune, that they are too apt to neglect the +instructress under whose care they have spent the early part of life. +Surely, when young people have been years under one roof, gaining +knowledge, and daily indebted for care and kindness, they should not +discard from their thoughts one of their best friends; but how often is +this the case! The moment a young lady steps into a carriage, and drives +off for the last time from the dwelling of her instructress, she seems +to forget that there had ever been such a person in existence. Perhaps, +when her nuptial favours are preparing, and her hopes are bright, she +may exclaim in a careless tone, "O, we must not forget--" here she +mentions the lady to whom, next to her parents she is most indebted; and +here finishes her remembrance of school, and the friend of her youth: in +bridal favours, or flimsy letters, all her gratitude is shewn. + +In giving a sketch of the young ladies, I must not forget Elizabeth, who +is now the happy wife of Colonel Vincent's brother. It had been her lot +to be doubtful of his regard several years. Her spirits had been elated +or depressed, as she had judged Mr. Vincent's feelings interested +towards herself. Had not that language which poets describe betrayed his +sentiments, she might justly have concluded that, of all persons +living, she would be the one to whom his affections would never +seriously incline; but no sooner did fortune second his wishes, and a +living was presented unto him, but his heart and hand were offered to +the object of his earliest regard under the happiest auspices; therefore +Elizabeth exchanged the useful employment of a teacher, for the +meritorious duties of a wife. + +When Mrs. Adair received the fortune due to her from her pupil's will, +her friends concluded that she would resign the school. To the +intreaties of her daughter on the subject she gave this reply: + +"Why should I give up an employment which is a relief to my mind? In my +earliest and brightest days, I never particularly relished the gaieties +of the world; with my friends, my chief happiness centred; the +associates of my youth are, to my fancy, as friends departed. The later +objects of my care are likewise withdrawn from me; but though I have +lost one dear to my heart by death, and another by marriage, still I +have affections warm and tender towards youth. + +"There must be something to attach us to life, something to occupy time, +and interest our regard. As worldly beings, with worldly thoughts, we +must have resources independent of those in a religious point of view. I +trust I have chosen the wiser part, in preferring an active to an idle +life. At home, in the midst of my children (for so they are in my +esteem), I shall always have something to excite interest; and if +watchful care, tenderness, and exertion, can reclaim the stubborn, or +add to the happiness of my pupils, I shall think that I have not lived +in vain. When my course is finished upon earth, may you, my dear +Elizabeth, be enabled to say with truth to your daughters, 'Never was an +instructress more happy with her pupils, or pupils happier with an +instructress.'" + + +FINIS. + + + LONDON: + PRINTED BY COX AND BAYLIS, GREAT QUEEN STREET. + + + + + Transcriber's Note: + + Archaic spelling of pourtrayed, viranda, Magna Charta, stupified, + shewn and Auld have been retained as they appear in the original + publication. Changes to the original have been made as follows: + + Page 5 froward inclinations + forward inclinations + + Page 18 a look: but I assure + a look; but I assure + + Page 20 I have so few + "I have so few + + Page 34 for our diverson + for our diversion + + Page 44 prefer 'the Spy detected.' + prefer 'the Spy detected.'" + + Page 54 I see few countenances + "I see few countenances + + Page 63 and I hope I am + "and I hope I am + + Page 71 inqured if Miss Damer + inquired if Miss Damer + + Page 87 in particular cases." + in particular cases. + + Page 93 I must think of my + "I must think of my + + Page 101 into the play-ground.' + into the play-ground." + + Page 102 her: "Now, my dear + "e" in her inverted + + Page 109 who had been been ordered by + who had been ordered by + + Page 105 her pupils.: but at + her pupils; but at + + Page 139 Miss Bruce. It is in + Miss Bruce. 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