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| author | Roger Frank <rfrank@pglaf.org> | 2025-10-15 02:37:44 -0700 |
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| committer | Roger Frank <rfrank@pglaf.org> | 2025-10-15 02:37:44 -0700 |
| commit | 884810ad94fa86eb0149a56efcddbd8dd6eef281 (patch) | |
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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/28198-8.txt b/28198-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..0649aeb --- /dev/null +++ b/28198-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,10768 @@ +The Project Gutenberg eBook of A Budget of Christmas Tales by Charles +Dickens and Others, by Various + + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: A Budget of Christmas Tales by Charles Dickens and Others + + +Author: Various + + + +Release Date: February 26, 2009 [eBook #28198] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A BUDGET OF CHRISTMAS TALES BY +CHARLES DICKENS AND OTHERS*** + + +E-text prepared by David Edwards, Martin Pettit, and the Project Gutenberg +Online Distributed Proofreading Team (http://www.pgdp.net) from digital +material generously made available by Internet Archive +(http://www.archive.org/) + + + +Note: Images of the original pages are available through + Internet Archive. See + http://www.archive.org/details/budgetofchristma00dick + + + + + +A BUDGET OF CHRISTMAS TALES. + +By Charles Dickens and Others. + + + + + + + +Published by The Christian Herald +Louis Klopsch, Proprietor. +Bible House, New York. + +Copyright 1895. +by Louis Klopsch. + +Press and Bindery of Historical Publishing Co., +Philadelphia. + + + + +TABLE OF CONTENTS. + + PAGE + +A Christmas Carol 13 +CHARLES DICKENS. + +The Christmas Babe 73 +MARGARET E. SANGSTER. + +A Western Christmas 74 +MRS. W. H. CORNING. + +Joe's Search for Santa Claus 83 +IRVING BACHELLER. + +Angela's Christmas 87 +JULIA SCHAYER. + +The First Puritan Christmas Tree 100 +(ANONYMOUS.) + +First New England Christmas 103 +HEZEKIAH BUTTERWORTH. + +The Chimes 106 +CHARLES DICKENS. + +Billy's Santa Claus Experience 170 +CORNELIA REDMOND. + +Christmas in Poganuc 173 +MRS. H. B. STOWE. + +The Christmas Princess 192 +MRS. MOLESWORTH. + +Widow Townsend's Visitor 210 +(ANONYMOUS.) + +The Old Man's Christmas 223 +ELLA WHEELER WILCOX. + +The Christmas Goblin 239 +CHARLES DICKENS. + +The Song of the Star 244 +C. H. MEAD. + +Indian Pete's Christmas Gift 252 +H. W. COLLINGWOOD. + +My Christmas Dinner 264 +(ANONYMOUS.) + +The Poor Traveler 272 +CHARLES DICKENS. + +The Legend of the Christmas Tree 287 +(ANONYMOUS.) + +The Peace Egg 290 +JULIANA HORATIA EWING. + + + + +CHRISTMAS TALES. + + + + +A CHRISTMAS CAROL. + +BY CHARLES DICKENS. + + +STAVE ONE. + +MARLEY'S GHOST. + + +Marley was dead, to begin with. There is no doubt whatever about that. +The register of his burial was signed by the clergyman, the clerk, the +undertaker, and the chief mourner. Scrooge signed it. And Scrooge's name +was good upon 'Change, for anything he chose to put his hand to. + +Old Marley was dead as a door-nail. + +Scrooge knew he was dead? Of course he did. How could it be otherwise? +Scrooge and he were partners for I don't know how many years. Scrooge +was his sole executor, his sole administrator, his sole assign, his sole +residuary legatee, his sole friend, and sole mourner. And even Scrooge +was not so dreadfully cut up by the sad event, but that he was an +excellent man of business on the very day of the funeral, and solemnized +it with an undoubted bargain. + +The mention of Marley's funeral brings me back to the point I started +from. There is no doubt that Marley was dead. This must be distinctly +understood, or nothing wonderful can come of the story I am going to +relate. + +Scrooge never painted out Old Marley's name. There it stood, years +afterward, above the warehouse door: Scrooge and Marley. The firm was +known as Scrooge and Marley. Sometimes people new to the business called +Scrooge Scrooge, and sometimes Marley, but he answered to both names. It +was all the same to him. + +Oh! But he was a tight-fisted hand at the grindstone, Scrooge! a +squeezing, wrenching, grasping, scraping, clutching, covetous, old +sinner! Hard and sharp as flint, from which no steel had ever struck out +generous fire; secret and self-contained, and solitary as an oyster. The +cold within him froze his old features, nipped his pointed nose, +shriveled his cheek, stiffened his gait; made his eyes red, his thin +lips blue; and spoke out shrewdly in his grating voice. A frosty rime on +his head, and on his eyebrows, and his wiry chin. + +External heat and cold had little influence on Scrooge. No warmth could +warm, no wintry weather chill him. No wind that blew was bitterer than +he, no falling snow was more intent upon its purpose, no pelting rain +less open to entreaty. Foul weather didn't know where to have him. The +heaviest rain, and snow, and hail, and sleet, could boast of the +advantage over him in only one respect. They often "came down" +handsomely, and Scrooge never did. + +Nobody ever stopped him in the street to say, with gladsome looks, "My +dear Scrooge, how are you? When will you come to see me?" No beggars +implored him to bestow a trifle, no children asked him what it was +o'clock, no man or woman ever once in all his life inquired the way to +such and such a place, of Scrooge. + +But what did Scrooge care? It was the very thing he liked. To edge his +way along the crowded paths of life, warning all human sympathy to keep +its distance, was what the knowing ones call "nuts" to Scrooge. + +Once upon a time--of all the good days in the year, on Christmas +Eve--old Scrooge sat busy in his counting-house. It was cold, bleak, +biting weather: foggy withal: and he could hear the people in the court +outside, go wheezing up and down, beating their hands upon their +breasts, and stamping their feet upon the pavement stones to warm them. +The city clocks had only just gone three, but it was quite dark +already--it had not been light all day--and candles were flaring in the +windows of the neighboring offices, like ruddy smears upon the palpable +brown air. + +The door of Scrooge's counting-house was open, that he might keep his +eye upon his clerk, who in a dismal little cell beyond, a sort of tank, +was copying letters. Scrooge had a very small fire, but the clerk's fire +was so very much smaller that it looked like one coal. But he couldn't +replenish it, for Scrooge kept the coal-box in his own room; and so +surely as the clerk came in with the shovel, the master predicted that +it would be necessary for them to part. Wherefore the clerk put on his +white comforter, and tried to warm himself at the candle; in which +effort, not being a man of strong imagination, he failed. + +"A merry Christmas, uncle! God save you!" cried a cheerful voice. It was +the voice of Scrooge's nephew, who came upon him so quickly that this +was the first intimation he had of his approach. + +"Bah!" said Scrooge. "Humbug!" + +He had so heated himself with rapid walking in the fog and frost, this +nephew of Scrooge's, that he was all in a glow; his face was ruddy and +handsome; his eyes sparkled, and his breath smoked again. + +"Christmas a humbug, uncle!" said Scrooge's nephew. "You don't mean +that, I am sure?" + +"I do," said Scrooge. "Merry Christmas! What right have you to be +merry? What reason have you to be merry? You're poor enough." + +"Come then," returned the nephew gaily. "What right have you to be +dismal? What reason have you to be morose? You're rich enough." + +Scrooge having no better answer ready on the spur of the moment, said, +"Bah!" again; and followed it up with, "Keep Christmas in your own way, +and let me keep it in mine." + +"Keep it!" repeated Scrooge's nephew. "But you don't keep it." + +"Let me leave it alone, then," said Scrooge. "Much good may it do you! +Much good it has ever done you!" + +"There are many things from which I might have derived good, by which I +have not profited, I dare say," returned the nephew, "Christmas among +the rest. But I am sure I have always thought of Christmas time, when it +has come round--apart from the veneration due to its sacred name and +origin, if anything belonging to it can be apart from that--as a good +time; a kind, forgiving, charitable, pleasant time; the only time I know +of, in the long calendar of the year, when men and women seem by one +consent to open their shut-up hearts freely, and to think of people +below them as if they really were fellow-passengers to the grave, and +not another race of creatures bound on other journeys. And therefore, +uncle, though it has never put a scrap of gold or silver in my pocket, I +believe that it _has_ done me good, and _will_ do me good; and I say, +God bless it!" + +The clerk in the tank involuntarily applauded. Becoming immediately +sensible of the impropriety, he poked the fire, and extinguished the +last frail spark for ever. + +"Let me hear another sound from _you_," said Scrooge, "and you'll keep +your Christmas by losing your situation. You're quite a powerful +speaker, sir," he added, turning to his nephew. "I wonder you don't go +into Parliament." + +"Don't be angry, uncle. Come! Dine with us to-morrow." + +Scrooge said that he would see him--yes, indeed he did. He went the +whole length of the expression, and said that he would see him in that +extremity first. + +"But why?" cried Scrooge's nephew, "Why?" + +"Why did you get married?" said Scrooge. + +"Because I fell in love." + +"Because you fell in love!" growled Scrooge, as if that were the only +one thing in the world more ridiculous than a merry Christmas. "Good +afternoon!" + +"Nay, uncle, but you never came to see me before that happened. Why give +it as a reason for not coming now?" + +"Good afternoon," said Scrooge. + +"I want nothing from you; I ask nothing of you; why cannot we be +friends?" + +"Good afternoon," said Scrooge. + +"I am sorry, with all my heart, to find you so resolute. We have never +had any quarrel, to which I have been a party. But I have made the trial +in homage to Christmas, and I'll keep my Christmas humor to the last. So +a Merry Christmas, uncle!" + +"Good afternoon!" said Scrooge. + +"And a Happy New Year!" + +"Good afternoon!" said Scrooge. + +His nephew left the room without an angry word, notwithstanding. He +stopped at the outer door to bestow the greetings of the season on the +clerk, who, cold as he was, was warmer than Scrooge; for he returned +them cordially. + +"There's another fellow," muttered Scrooge; who overheard him: "my +clerk, with fifteen shillings a week, and a wife and family, talking +about a merry Christmas. I'll retire to Bedlam." + +This lunatic, in letting Scrooge's nephew out, had let two other people +in. They were portly gentlemen, pleasant to behold, and now stood, with +their hats off, in Scrooge's office. They had books and papers in their +hands, and bowed to him. + +"Scrooge and Marley's, I believe," said one of the gentlemen, referring +to his list. "Have I the pleasure of addressing Mr. Scrooge, or Mr. +Marley?" + +"Mr. Marley has been dead these seven years," Scrooge replied. "He died +seven years ago, this very night." + +"We have no doubt his liberality is well represented by his surviving +partner," said the gentleman, presenting his credentials. + +It certainly was; for they had been two kindred spirits. At the ominous +word "liberality," Scrooge frowned, and shook his head, and handed the +credentials back. + +"At this festive season of the year, Mr. Scrooge," said the gentleman, +taking up a pen, "it is more than usually desirable that we should make +some slight provision for the poor and destitute, who suffer greatly at +the present time. Many thousands are in want of common necessaries; +hundreds of thousands are in want of common comforts, sir." + +"Are there no prisons?" asked Scrooge. + +"Plenty of prisons," said the gentleman, laying down the pen again. + +"And the Union workhouses?" demanded Scrooge. "Are they still in +operation?" + +"They are. Still," returned the gentleman, "I wish I could say they were +not. Under the impression that they scarcely furnish Christian cheer of +mind or body to the multitude, a few of us are endeavoring to raise a +fund to buy the poor some meat and drink, and means of warmth. We choose +this time, because it is a time, of all others, when Want is keenly +felt, and Abundance rejoices. What shall I put you down for?" + +"Nothing!" Scrooge replied. + +"You wish to be anonymous?" + +"I wish to be left alone," said Scrooge. "Since you ask me what I wish, +gentlemen, that is my answer. I don't make merry myself at Christmas, +and I can't afford to make idle people merry. I help to support the +establishments I have mentioned--they cost enough; and those who are +badly off must go there." + +"Many can't go there; and many would rather die." + +"If they would rather die," said Scrooge, "they had better do it, and +decrease the surplus population. Besides--excuse me--I don't know that." + +"But you might know it," observed the gentleman. + +"It's not my business," Scrooge returned. "It's enough for a man to +understand his own business, and not to interfere with other people's. +Mine occupies me constantly. Good afternoon, gentlemen!" + +Seeing clearly that it would be useless to pursue their point, the +gentlemen withdrew. Scrooge resumed his labors with an improved opinion +of himself, and in a more facetious temper than was usual with him. + +At length the hour of shutting up the counting-house arrived. With an +ill-will Scrooge dismounted from his stool, and tacitly admitted the +fact to the expectant clerk in the tank, who instantly snuffed his +candle out, and put on his hat. + +"You'll want all day to-morrow, I suppose?" said Scrooge. + +"If quite convenient, sir." + +"It's not convenient," said Scrooge, "and it's not fair. If I was to +stop half-a-crown for it, you'd think yourself ill-used, I'll be bound?" + +The clerk smiled faintly. + +"And yet," said Scrooge, "you don't think _me_ ill-used, when I pay a +day's wages for no work." + +The clerk observed that it was only once a year. + +"A poor excuse for picking a man's pocket every twenty-fifth of +December!" said Scrooge, buttoning his great coat to the chin. "But I +suppose you must have the whole day. Be here all the earlier next +morning." + +The clerk promised that he would; and Scrooge walked out with a growl. +The office was closed in a twinkling, and the clerk, with the long ends +of his white comforter dangling below his waist (for he boasted no great +coat), went down a slide on Cornhill, at the end of a lane of boys, +twenty times, in honor of its being Christmas-eve, and then ran home to +Camden Town as hard as he could pelt, to play at blindman's buff. + +Scrooge took his melancholy dinner in his usual melancholy tavern; and +having read all the newspapers, and beguiled the rest of the evening +with his banker's-book, went home to bed. He lived in chambers which had +once belonged to his deceased partner. They were a gloomy suite of +rooms, in a lowering pile of building up a yard, where it had so little +business to be, that one could scarcely help fancying it must have run +there when it was a young house, playing at hide-and-seek with other +houses, and have forgotten the way out again. It was old enough now, and +dreary enough; for nobody lived in it but Scrooge, the other rooms being +all let out as offices. + +Every room above, and every cask in the wine-merchant's cellars below, +appeared to have a separate peal of echoes of its own. Scrooge was not a +man to be frightened by echoes. He fastened the door, and walked across +the hall, and up the stairs; slowly too: trimming his candle as he went. +Half a dozen gas-lamps out of the street wouldn't have lighted the +entry too well, so you may suppose that it was pretty dark with +Scrooge's dip. + +Up Scrooge went, not caring a button for that. Darkness is cheap, and +Scrooge liked it. But before he shut his heavy door, he walked through +his rooms to see that all was right. + +Quite satisfied, he closed his door, and locked himself in; +double-locked himself in, which was not his custom. Thus secured against +surprise, he, took off his cravat; put on his dressing gown and +slippers, and his night-cap; and sat down before the fire to take his +gruel. As he threw his head back in the chair, his glance happened to +rest upon a bell, a disused bell, that hung in the room, and +communicated for some purpose now forgotten with a chamber in the +highest story of the building. It was with great astonishment, and with +a strange, inexplicable dread, that as he looked, he saw this bell begin +to swing. It swung so softly in the outset that it scarcely made a +sound; but soon it rang out loudly, and so did every bell in the house. + +This might have lasted half a minute, or a minute, but it seemed an +hour. The bells ceased as they had begun, together. They were succeeded +by a clanking noise deep down below, as if some person were dragging a +heavy chain over the casks in the wine-merchant's cellar. Scrooge then +remembered to have heard that ghosts in haunted houses were described as +dragging chains. + +The cellar-door flew open with a booming sound, and then he heard the +noise much louder, on the floors below; then coming up the stairs; then +coming straight toward his door. + +"It's humbug still!" said Scrooge. "I won't believe it." + +His color changed though, when, without a pause, it came on through the +heavy door, and passed into the room before his eyes. Upon its coming +in, the dying flame leaped up, as though it cried "I know him! Marley's +ghost!" and fell again. + +The same face: the very same. The chain he drew was clasped about his +middle. It was long and wound about him like a tail; and it was made +(for Scrooge observed it closely) of cash-boxes, keys, padlocks, +ledgers, deeds, and heavy purses wrought in steel. + +"How now" said Scrooge, caustic and cold as ever. "What do you want with +me?" + +"Much!"--Marley's voice, no doubt about it. + +"Who are you?" + +"Ask me who I _was_." + +"Who _were_ you then?" said Scrooge, raising his voice. "You're +particular, for a shade." He was going to say "_to_ a shade," but +substituted this, as more appropriate. + +"In life I was your partner, Jacob Marley." + +"Can you--can you sit down?" asked Scrooge, looking doubtfully at him. + +"I can." + +"Do it, then." + +Scrooge asked the question, because he didn't know whether a ghost so +transparent might find himself in a condition to take a chair; and felt +that in the event of its being impossible, it might involve the +necessity of an embarrassing explanation. But the Ghost sat down on the +opposite side of the fireplace, as if he were quite used to it. + +Scrooge fell upon his knees, and clasped his hands before his face. + +"Mercy!" he said, "Dreadful apparition, why do you trouble me?" + +"Man of the worldly mind!" replied the Ghost, "do you believe in me or +not?" + +"I do," said Scrooge. "I must. But why do spirits walk the earth, and +why do they come to me?" + +"It is required of every man," the Ghost returned, "that the spirit +within him should walk abroad among his fellow-men, and travel far and +wide; and if that spirit goes not forth in life, it is condemned to do +so after death. It is doomed to wander through the world--oh, woe is +me!--and witness what it cannot share, but might have shared on earth, +and turned to happiness!" + +The spectre raised a cry, and shook its chain and wrung its shadowy +hands. + +"You are fettered," said Scrooge, trembling. "Tell me why?" + +"I wear the chain I forged in life," replied the Ghost. "I made it link +by link, and yard by yard; I girded it on of my own free will, and of my +own free will I wore it. Is its pattern strange to _you_?" + +Scrooge trembled more and more. + +"Or would you know," pursued the Ghost, "the weight and length of the +strong coil you bear yourself? It was full as heavy and as long as this, +seven Christmas Eves ago. You have labored on it since. It is a +ponderous chain!" + +Scrooge glanced about him on the floor, in the expectation of finding +himself surrounded by some fifty or sixty fathoms of iron cable; but he +could see nothing. + +"Jacob," he said imploringly. "Old Jacob Marley, tell me more. Speak +comfort to me, Jacob!" + +"I have none to give," the Ghost replied. "It comes from other regions, +Ebenezer Scrooge, and is conveyed by other ministers, to other kinds of +men. Nor can I tell you what I would. A very little more, is all +permitted to me. I cannot rest, I cannot stay, I cannot linger anywhere. +My spirit never walked beyond our counting-house--mark me!--in life my +spirit never roved beyond the narrow limits of our money-changing hole; +and weary journeys lie before me!" + +It was a habit with Scrooge, whenever he became thoughtful, to put his +hands in his breeches' pockets. Pondering on what the Ghost had said, he +did so now, but without lifting up his eyes, or getting off his knees. + +"You must have been very slow about it, Jacob," Scrooge observed, in a +business-like manner, though with humility and deference. + +"Slow!" the Ghost repeated. + +"Seven years dead," mused Scrooge. "And traveling all the time?" + +"The whole time," said the Ghost. "No rest, no peace. Incessant torture +of remorse." + +"You travel fast?" said Scrooge. + +"On the wings of the wind," replied the Ghost. + +"You might have got over a great quantity of ground in seven years," +said Scrooge. + +The Ghost, on hearing this set up another cry, and clanked its chain +hideously. + +"Oh! captive, bound, and double-ironed," cried the Phantom, "not to know +that ages of incessant labor, by immortal creatures, for this earth must +pass into eternity before the good of which it is susceptible is all +developed. Not to know that any Christian spirit working kindly in its +little sphere, whatever it may be, will find its mortal life too short +for its vast means of usefulness. Not to know that no space of regret +can make amends for one life's opportunities misused! Yet such was I! +Oh! such was I!" + +"But you were always a good man of business, Jacob," faltered Scrooge, +who now began to apply this to himself. + +"Business!" cried the Ghost, wringing its hands again. "Mankind was my +business. The common welfare was my business; charity, mercy, +forbearance, and benevolence, were, all my business. The dealings of my +trade were but a drop of water in the comprehensive ocean of my +business!" + +It held up its chain at arm's length, as if that were the cause of all +its unavailing grief, and flung it heavily upon the ground again. + +"At this time of the rolling year," the Spectre said, "I suffer most. +Why did I walk through crowds of fellow-beings with my eyes turned down, +and never raise them to that blessed Star which led the Wise Men to a +poor abode? Were there no poor homes to which its light would have +conducted _me_?" + +Scrooge was very much dismayed to hear the Spectre going on at this +rate, and began to quake exceedingly. + +"Hear me!" cried the Ghost. "My time is nearly gone." + +"I will," said Scrooge. "But don't be hard upon me! Don't be flowery, +Jacob! Pray!" + +"How it is that I appear before you in a shape that you can see, I may +not tell. I have sat invisible beside you many and many a day." + +It was not an agreeable idea. Scrooge shivered, and wiped the +perspiration from his brow. + +"That is no light part of my penance," pursued the Ghost. "I am here +to-night to warn you, that you have yet a chance and hope of escaping my +fate. A chance and hope of my procuring, Ebenezer." + +"You were always a good friend to me," said Scrooge. "Thank'ee!" + +"You will be haunted," resumed the Ghost, "by Three Spirits." + +Scrooge's countenance fell. + +"Is that the chance and hope you mentioned. Jacob?" he demanded, in a +faltering voice. + +"It is." + +"I--I think I'd rather not," said Scrooge. + +"Without their visits," said the Ghost, "you cannot hope to shun the +path I tread. Expect the first to-morrow, when the bell tolls One." + +"Couldn't I take 'em all at once, and have it over, Jacob?" hinted +Scrooge. + +"Expect the second on the next night at the same hour. The third, upon +the next night when the last stroke of Twelve has ceased to vibrate. +Look to see me no more; and look that, for your own sake, you remember +what has passed between us!" + +The apparition walked backward from him toward the window, and floated +out upon the bleak, dark night. + +Scrooge followed to the window; desperate in his curiosity. He looked +out. + +The air was filled with phantoms, wandering hither and thither in +restless haste, and moaning as they went. Every one of them wore chains +like Marley's ghost; some few (they might be guilty governments) were +linked together; none were free. Many had been personally known to +Scrooge in their lives. He had been quite familiar with one old ghost, +in a white waistcoat, with a monstrous iron safe attached to its ankle, +who cried piteously at being unable to assist a wretched woman with an +infant, whom it saw below upon a door-step. The misery with them all +was, clearly, that they sought to interfere, for good, in human matters +and had lost the power for ever. + +Whether these creatures faded into mist, or mist enshrouded them, he +could not tell. But they and their spirit voices faded together; and the +night became as it had been when he walked home. + +Scrooge closed the window, and examined the door by which the Ghost had +entered. It was double-locked, as he had locked it with his own hands, +and the bolts were undisturbed. He tried to say "Humbug!" but stopped at +the first syllable. And being, from the emotion he had undergone, or the +fatigues of the day, or his glimpse of the Invisible World, or the dull +conversation of the Ghost, or the lateness of the hour, much in need of +repose, went straight to bed, without undressing, and fell asleep upon +the instant. + + +STAVE TWO. + +THE FIRST OF THE THREE SPIRITS. + + +When Scrooge awoke, it was so dark, that, looking out of bed, he could +scarcely distinguish the transparent window from the opaque walls of his +chamber. He was endeavoring to pierce the darkness with his ferret eyes, +when the chimes of a neighboring church clock struck twelve. + +"Why it isn't possible," said Scrooge, "that I can have slept through a +whole day and far into another night!" + +Scrooge lay and thought and thought it over and over, and could make +nothing of it. The more he thought, the more perplexed he was, and the +more he endeavored not to think, the more he thought. Marley's ghost +bothered him exceedingly. "Was it a dream or not?" + +Scrooge lay in this state until he remembered, on a sudden, that the +Ghost had warned him of a visitation when the bell tolled One. He +resolved to lie awake until the hour was passed; and considering that he +could not go to sleep, this was perhaps the wisest resolution in his +power. + +He was more than once convinced he must have sunk into a doze +unconsciously, and missed the clock. At length it broke upon his +listening ear. + +"The hour itself," said Scrooge, triumphantly, "nothing else!" + +He spoke before the hour bell sounded, which it now did with a deep, +dull, hollow, melancholy ONE. Light flashed up in the room upon the +instant, and the curtains of his bed were drawn. + +The curtains of his bed were drawn aside, I tell you, by a hand. Not the +curtains at his feet, nor the curtains at his back, but those to which +his face was addressed. The curtains of his bed were drawn aside; and +Scrooge, starting up into a half-recumbent attitude, found himself face +to face with the visitor who drew them. + +It was a strange figure--like a child: yet not so like a child as like +an old man, viewed through some supernatural medium, which gave him the +appearance of having receded from the view, and being diminished to a +child's proportions. Its hair, which hung about its neck and down its +back, was white as if with age; and yet the face had not a wrinkle in +it, and the tenderest bloom was on the skin. The arms were very long and +muscular; the hands the same, as if its hold were of uncommon strength. +Its legs and feet, most delicately formed, were, like those upper +members, bare. It wore a tunic of the purest white; and round its waist +was bound a lustrous belt, the sheen of which was beautiful. It held a +branch of fresh green holly in its hand; and, in singular contradiction +of that wintry emblem, had its dress trimmed with summer flowers. But +the strangest thing about it was, that from the crown of its head there +sprung a bright clear jet of light, by which all this was visible; and +which was doubtless the occasion of its using, in its duller moments, a +great extinguisher for a cap, which it now held under its arm. + +"Are you the Spirit, sir, whose coming was foretold to me?" asked +Scrooge. + +"I am!" + +The voice was soft and gentle. Singularly low, as if instead of being so +close beside him, it were at a distance. + +"Who, and what are you?" Scrooge demanded. + +"I am the Ghost of Christmas Past." + +"Long Past?" inquired Scrooge; observant of its dwarfish stature. + +"No. Your past." + +Scrooge then made bold to inquire what business brought him there. + +"Your welfare!" said the Ghost. + +Scrooge expressed himself much obliged, but could not help thinking that +a night of unbroken rest would have been more conducive to that end. The +Spirit must have heard him thinking, for it said immediately: + +"Your reclamation, then. Take heed!" + +It put out its strong hand as it spoke, and clasped him gently by the +arm. + +"Rise! and walk with me!" + +It would have been in vain for Scrooge to plead that the weather and the +hour were not adapted to pedestrian purposes; that bed was warm and the +thermometer a long way below freezing; that he was clad but lightly in +his slippers, dressing-gown, and night-cap; and that he had a cold upon +him at the time. The grasp, though gentle as a woman's hand, was not to +be resisted. He rose: but finding that the Spirit made toward the +window, clasped its robe in supplication. + +"I am a mortal," Scrooge remonstrated, "and liable to fall." + +"Bear but a touch of my hand _there_," said the Spirit, laying it upon +his heart, "and you shall be upheld in more than this!" + +As the words were spoken, they passed out, and stood upon an open +country road, with fields on either hand. The city had entirely +vanished. Not a vestige of it was to be seen. The darkness and the mist +had vanished with it, for it was a clear, cold, winter day, with snow +upon the ground. + +"Good Spirit!" said Scrooge, clasping his hands together, as he looked +about him. "I was bred in this place. I was a boy here!" + +The Spirit gazed upon him mildly. Its gentle touch, though it had been +light and instantaneous, appeared still present to the old man's sense +of feeling. He was conscious of a thousand odors floating in the air, +each one connected with a thousand thoughts, and hopes, and joys, and +cares long, long, forgotten! + +"Your lip is trembling," said the Ghost. "And what is that upon your +cheek?" + +Scrooge muttered, with an unusual catching in his voice, that it was a +pimple; and begged the Ghost to lead him where he would. + +"You recollect the way?" inquired the Spirit. + +"Remember it!" cried Scrooge with fervor; "I could walk it blindfold." + +"Strange to have forgotten it for so many years!" observed the Ghost. +"Let us go on." + +They walked along the road, Scrooge recognizing every gate, and post, +and tree; until a little market-town appeared in the distance, with its +bridge, its church, and winding river. Some shaggy ponies now were seen +trotting toward them with boys upon their backs, who called to other +boys in country gigs and carts, driven by farmers. All these boys were +in great spirits, and shouted to each other, until the broad fields were +so full of merry music, that the crisp air laughed to hear it. + +"These are but shadows of the things that have been," said the Ghost. +"They have no consciousness of us." + +The jocund travelers came on; and as they came, Scrooge knew and named +them every one. Why was he rejoiced beyond all bounds to see them? Why +did his cold eye glisten, and his heart leap up as they went past? Why +was he filled with gladness when he heard them give each other Merry +Christmas, as they parted at cross-roads and bye-ways, for their several +homes? What was Merry Christmas to Scrooge? Out upon Merry Christmas! +What good had it ever done to him? + +"The school is not quite deserted," said the Ghost. "A solitary child, +neglected by his friends, is left there still." + +Scrooge said he knew it. And he sobbed. + +They left the high-road, by a well remembered lane, and soon approached +a mansion of dull red brick, with a little weathercock-surmounted +cupola, on the roof, and a bell hanging in it. It was a large house, but +one of broken fortunes; for the spacious offices were little used, their +walls were damp and mossy, their windows broken, and their gates +decayed. Fowls clucked and strutted in the stables; and the coach-houses +and sheds were overrun with grass. Nor was it more retentive of its +ancient state within; for entering the dreary hall, and glancing through +the open doors of many rooms, they found them poorly furnished, cold, +and vast. There was an earthy savor in the air, a chilly bareness in the +place, which associated itself somehow with too much getting up by +candle-light, and not too much to eat. + +They went, the Ghost and Scrooge, across the hall, to a door at the back +of the house. It opened before them, and disclosed a long, bare, +melancholy room, made barer still by lines of plain deal forms and +desks. At one of these a lonely boy was reading near a feeble fire; and +Scrooge sat down upon a form, and wept to see his poor forgotten self as +he had used to be. + +"I wish," Scrooge muttered, putting his hand in his pocket, and looking +about him, after drying his eyes with his cuff: "but it's too late now." + +"What is the matter?" asked the Spirit. + +"Nothing," said Scrooge. "Nothing. There was a boy singing a Christmas +Carol at my door last night. I should like to have given him something: +that's all." + +The Ghost smiled thoughtfully, and waved its hand: saying as it did so, +"Let us see another Christmas!" + +Scrooge's former self grew larger at the words, and the room became a +little darker and more dirty. The panels shrunk, the windows cracked; +fragments of plaster fell out of the ceiling, and the naked laths were +shown instead; but how all this was brought about, Scrooge knew no more +than you do. He only knew that it was quite correct: that everything had +happened so: that there he was, alone again, when all the other boys had +gone home for the jolly holidays. + +He was not reading now, but walking up and down despairingly. Scrooge +looked at the Ghost, and with a mournful shaking of his head, glanced +anxiously toward the door. + +It opened; and a little girl much younger than the boy, came darting in, +and putting her arms about his neck, and often kissing him, addressed +him as her "Dear, dear brother." + +"I have come to bring you home, dear brother!" said the child, clapping +her tiny hands, and bending down to laugh. "To bring you home, home, +home!" + +"Home, little Fan?" returned the boy. + +"Yes," said the child, brimful of glee. "Home, for good and all. Home, +for ever and ever. Father is so much kinder than he used to be, that +home's like Heaven! He spoke so gently to me one dear night when I was +going to bed, that I was not afraid to ask him once more if you might +come home; and he said Yes, you should; and sent me in a coach to bring +you. And you're to be a man!" said the child, opening her eyes; "and are +never to come back here: but first, we're to be together all the +Christmas long, and have the merriest time in all the world." + +"You are quite a woman, little Fan!" exclaimed the boy. + +She clapped her hands and laughed, and tried to touch his head; but +being too little, laughed again, and stood on tiptoe to embrace him. +Then she began to drag him, in her childish eagerness, toward the door; +and he, nothing loth to go, accompanied her. + +A terrible voice in the hall cried, "Bring down Master Scrooge's box, +there!" and in the hall appeared the schoolmaster himself, who glared on +Master Scrooge with a ferocious condescension, and threw him into a +dreadful state of mind by shaking hands with him. Master Scrooge's trunk +being tied on to the top of the chaise, the children bade the +schoolmaster good-bye right willingly; and getting into it, drove gaily +down the garden-sweep: the quick wheels dashing the hoar-frost and snow +from off the dark leaves of the evergreens like spray. + +"Always a delicate creature, whom a breath might have withered," said +the Ghost. "But she had a large heart!" + +"So she had," cried Scrooge. "You're right. I will not gainsay it +Spirit. God forbid!" + +"She died a woman," said the Ghost, "and had, as I think, children." + +"One child," Scrooge returned. + +"True," said the Ghost. "Your nephew!" + +Scrooge seemed uneasy in his mind; and answered briefly, "Yes." + +Although they had but that moment left the school behind them, they were +now in the busy thoroughfares of a city, where shadowy passengers passed +and repassed; where shadowy carts and coaches battled for the way, and +all the strife and tumult of a real city were. It was made plain +enough, by the dressing of the shops, that here too it was Christmas +time again; but it was evening, and the streets were lighted up. + +The Ghost stopped at a certain warehouse door, and asked Scrooge if he +knew it. + +"Know it!" said Scrooge. "Was not I apprenticed here!" + +They went in. At sight of an old gentleman in a Welsh wig, sitting +behind such a high desk, that if he had been two inches taller he must +have knocked his head against the ceiling, Scrooge cried in great +excitement: + +"Why, it's old Fezziwig! Bless his heart; it's Fezziwig alive again!" + +Old Fezziwig laid down his pen, and looked up at the clock, which +pointed to the hour of seven. He rubbed his hands; adjusted his +capacious waistcoat; laughed all over himself, from his shoes to his +organ of benevolence; and called out in a comfortable, oily, rich, fat, +jovial voice: + +"Yo ho, there! Ebenezer! Dick!" + +Scrooge's former self, now grown a young man, came briskly in, +accompanied by his fellow-'prentice. + +"Dick Wilkins, to be sure!" said Scrooge to the Ghost. "Bless me, yes. +There he is. He was very much attached to me, was Dick. Poor Dick! Dear, +dear!" + +"Yo ho, my boys!" said Fezziwig, "No more work to-night. Christmas Eve, +Dick, Christmas, Ebenezer. Let's have the shutters up," cried old +Fezziwig, with a sharp clap of his hands, "before a man can say Jack +Robinson!" + +You wouldn't believe how those two fellows went at it! They charged into +the street with the shutters--one, two, three--had 'em up in their +places--four, five, six--barred 'em and pinned 'em--seven, eight, +nine--and came back before you could have got to twelve, panting like +race-horses. + +"Hilli-ho!" cried old Fezziwig, skipping down from the high desk, with +wonderful agility. "Clear away, my lads, and let's have lots of room +here!" + +Clear away! There was nothing they wouldn't have cleared away, or +couldn't have cleared away, with old Fezziwig looking on. It was done in +a minute. Every movable was packed off, as if it were dismissed from +public life for evermore; the floor was swept and watered, the lamps +were trimmed, fuel was heaped upon the fire; and the warehouse was as +snug, and warm, and dry, and bright a play-room as you would desire to +see upon a winter's night. + +In came a fiddler with a music-book, and went up to the lofty desk, and +made an orchestra of it, and tuned like fifty stomach-aches. In came +Mrs. Fezziwig, one vast substantial smile. In came the three Miss +Fezziwigs, beaming and lovable. In came all the young men and women +employed in the business. In came the housemaid, with her cousin, the +baker. In came the cook, with her brother's particular friend, the +milkman. In they all came, one after another; some shyly, some boldly, +some gracefully, some awkwardly, some pushing, some pulling; in they all +came, anyhow and everyhow. + +There were dances, and there were forfeits, and more dances, and there +was cake, and there was a great piece of Cold Roast, and there was a +great piece of Cold Boiled, and there were mince-pies. + +When the clock struck eleven, this domestic ball broke up. Mr. and Mrs. +Fezziwig took their stations, one on either side the door, and shaking +hands with every person individually as he or she went out, wished him +or her a Merry Christmas. When everybody had retired but the two +'prentices they did the same to them; and thus the cheerful voices died +away, and the lads were left to their beds; which were under a counter +in the back-shop. + +During the whole of this time, Scrooge had acted like a man out of his +wits. His heart and soul were in the scene, and with his former self. He +corroborated everything, remembered everything, enjoyed everything, and +underwent the strangest agitation. It was not until now, when the bright +faces of his former self and Dick were turned from them, that he +remembered the Ghost, and became conscious that it was looking full upon +him, while the light upon its head burnt very clear. + +"A small matter," said the Ghost, "to make these silly folks so full of +gratitude." + +"Small!" echoed Scrooge. + +The spirit signed to him to listen to the two apprentices, who were +pouring out their hearts in praise of Fezziwig; and when he had done so +said, + +"Why! Is it not? He has spent but a few pounds of your mortal money: +three or four, perhaps. Is that so much that he deserves this praise?" + +"It isn't that," said Scrooge, heated by the remark, and speaking +unconsciously like his former, not his latter self. "It isn't that, +Spirit. He has the power to render us happy or unhappy; to make our +service light or burdensome; a pleasure or a toil. Say that his power +lies in words and looks; in things so slight and insignificant that it +is impossible to add and count 'em up; what then? The happiness he +gives, is quite as great as if it cost a fortune." + +He felt the Spirit's glance, and stopped. + +"What is the matter?" asked the Ghost. + +"Nothing particular," said Scrooge. + +"Something, I think?" the Ghost insisted. + +"No," said Scrooge, "No. I should like to be able to say a word or two +to my clerk just now. That's all." + +His former self turned down the lamps as he gave utterance to the wish: +and Scrooge and the Ghost again stood side by side in the open air. + +"My time grows short," observed the Spirit. "Quick!" + +This was not addressed to Scrooge, or to any one whom he could see, but +it produced an immediate effect. For again Scrooge saw himself. He was +older now; a man in the prime of life. His face had not the harsh and +rigid lines of later years; but it had begun to wear the signs of care +and avarice. There was an eager, greedy, restless motion in the eye, +which showed the passion that had taken root, and where the shadow of +the growing tree would fall. + +He was not alone, but sat by the side of a fair young girl in a +mourning-dress: in whose eyes there were tears, which sparkled in the +light that shone out of the Ghost of Christmas Past. + +"It matters little," she said, softly. "To you, very little. Another +idol has displaced me; and if it can cheer and comfort you in time to +come, as I would have tried to do, I have no just cause to grieve." + +"What idol has displaced you?" he rejoined. + +"A golden one." + +"This is the even-handed dealing of the world!" he said. "There is +nothing on which it is so hard as poverty; and there is nothing it +professes to condemn with such severity as the pursuit of wealth!" + +"You fear the world too much," she answered, gently. "All your other +hopes have merged into the hope of being beyond the chance of its sordid +reproach. I have seen your nobler aspirations fall off one by one, until +the master-passion, Gain, engrosses you. Have I not?" + +"What then?" he retorted. "Even if I have grown so much wiser, what +then? I am not changed toward you." + +She shook her head. + +"Am I?" + +"Our contract is an old one. It was made when we were both poor and +content to be so, until, in good season, we could improve our worldly +fortune by our patient industry. You _are_ changed. When it was made, +you were another man." + +"I was a boy," he said impatiently. + +"Your own feeling tells you that you were not what you are," she +returned. "I am. That which promised happiness when we were one in +heart, is fraught with misery now that we are two. How often and how +keenly I have thought of this, I will not say. It is enough that I +_have_ thought of it, and can release you." + +"Have I ever sought release?" + +"In words. No. Never." + +"In what, then?" + +"In a changed nature; in an altered spirit; in another atmosphere of +life; another Hope as its great end. In everything that made my love of +any worth or value in your sight. If this had never been between us," +said the girl, looking mildly, but with steadiness, upon him; "can even +I believe that you would choose a dowerless girl: or, choosing her, do I +not know that your repentance and regret would surely follow? I do; and +I release you. With a full heart, for the love of him you once were." + +He was about to speak; but she left him and they parted. + +"Spirit!" said Scrooge, "show me no more! Conduct me home. Why do you +delight to torture me?" + +"I told you these were shadows of the things that have been," said the +Ghost. "That they are what they are, do not blame me!" + +"Remove me!" Scrooge exclaimed. "I cannot bear it!" + +He turned upon the Ghost, and seeing that it looked upon him with a +face, in which some strange way there were fragments of all the faces it +had shown him, wrestled with it. + +"Leave me! Take me back. Haunt me no longer!" + +In the struggle--if that can be called a struggle in which the Ghost, +with no visible resistance on its own part was undisturbed by any effort +of its adversary--Scrooge was conscious of being exhausted, and overcome +by an irresistible drowsiness; and, further, of being in his own +bed-room. He had barely time to reel to bed, before he sank into a heavy +sleep. + + +STAVE THREE. + +THE SECOND OF THE THREE SPIRITS. + + +Awaking in the middle of a prodigiously tough snore, and sitting up in +bed to get his thoughts together, Scrooge had no occasion to be told +that the bell was again upon the stroke of One. He felt that he was +restored to consciousness in the right nick of time, for the especial +purpose of holding a conference with the second messenger despatched to +him through Jacob Marley's intervention. But, finding that he turned +uncomfortably cold when he began to wonder which of his curtains this +new spectre would draw back, he put them every one aside with his own +hands, and lying down again, established a sharp look-out all round the +bed. For he wished to challenge the Spirit on the moment of its +appearance, and did not wish to be taken by surprise and made nervous. + +Now, being prepared for almost anything, he was not by any means +prepared for nothing; and, consequently, when the bell struck One, and +no shape appeared, he was taken with a violent fit of trembling. Five +minutes, ten minutes a quarter of an hour went by, yet nothing came. All +this time, he lay upon his bed, the very core and centre of a blaze of +ruddy light, which streamed upon it when the clock proclaimed the hour; +and which, being only light, was more alarming than a dozen ghosts, as +he was powerless to make out what it meant. At last, however, he began +to think that the source and secret of this ghostly light might be in +the adjoining room, from whence, on further tracing it, it seemed to +shine. This idea taking full possession of his mind, he got up softly +and shuffled in his slippers to the door. + +The moment Scrooge's hand was on the lock, a strange voice called him by +his name, and bade him enter. He obeyed. + +It was his own room. There was no doubt about that. But it had undergone +a surprising transformation. The walls and ceiling were so hung with +living green, that it looked a perfect grove; from every part of which, +bright gleaming berries glistened. The crisp leaves of holly, mistletoe, +and ivy reflected back the light, as if so many little mirrors had been +scattered there; and such a mighty blaze went roaring up the chimney, as +that dull petrifaction of a hearth had never known in Scrooge's time, or +Marley's, or for many and many a winter season gone. Heaped up on the +floor, to form a kind of throne, were turkeys, geese, game, poultry, +brawn, great joints of meat, sucking-pigs, long wreaths of sausages, +mince-pies, plum-puddings, barrels of oysters, red hot chestnuts, +cherry-cheeked apples, juicy oranges, luscious pears and immense +twelfth-cakes, that made the chamber dim with their delicious steam. In +easy state upon this couch there sat a jolly Giant, glorious to see; who +bore a glowing torch, in shape not unlike Plenty's horn, and held it +up, high up, to shed its light on Scrooge, as he came peeping round the +door. + +"Come in!" exclaimed the Ghost "Come in! and know me better, man!" + +Scrooge entered timidly, and hung his head before this Spirit. He was +not the dogged Scrooge he had been; and though the Spirit's eyes were +clear and kind, he did not like to meet them. + +"I am the Ghost of Christmas Present," said the Spirit: "Look upon me! +You have never seen the like of me before!" exclaimed the Spirit. + +"Never," Scrooge made answer to it. + +"Have never walked forth with the younger members of my family; meaning +(for I am very young) my elder brothers born in these later years?" +pursued the Phantom. + +"I don't think I have," said Scrooge. "I am afraid I have not. Have you +had many brothers, Spirit?" + +"More than eighteen hundred," said the Ghost. + +"A tremendous family to provide for," muttered Scrooge. + +The Ghost of Christmas Present rose. + +"Spirit," said Scrooge, submissively, "conduct me where you will. I went +forth last night on compulsion, and I learnt a lesson which is working +now. To-night, if you have aught to teach me, let me profit by it." + +"Touch my robe!" + +Scrooge did as he was told, and held it fast. + +The whole scene vanished instantly and they stood in the city streets on +Christmas morning, where (for the weather was severe) the people made a +rough, but brisk and not unpleasant kind of music, in scraping the snow +from the pavement in front of their dwellings, and from the tops of +their houses, whence it was mad delight to the boys to see it come +plumping down into the road below, and splitting into artificial little +snowstorms. + +Perhaps it was the pleasure the good Spirit had in showing his sympathy +with all poor men, that led him straight to Scrooge's clerk's; for there +he went, and took Scrooge with him, holding to his robe; and on the +threshold of the door the spirit smiled, and stopped to bless Bob +Cratchit's dwelling with the sprinklings of his torch. + +Then up rose Mrs. Cratchit, Cratchit's wife, dressed out but poorly in a +twice-turned gown, but brave in ribbons, which are cheap and make a +goodly show; and she laid the cloth, assisted by Belinda Cratchit, +second of her daughters, also brave in ribbons; while Master Peter +Cratchit plunged a fork into the saucepan of potatoes. And now two +smaller Cratchits, boy and girl, came tearing in, screaming that outside +the baker's they had smelt the goose, and known it for their own. + +"What has ever got your precious father, then?" said Mrs. Cratchit. "And +your brother, Tiny Tim! And Martha warn't as late last Christmas Day by +half-an-hour!" + +"Here's Martha, mother," said a girl appearing as she spoke. + +"Here's Martha, mother," cried the two young Cratchits. "Hurrah! There's +_such_ a goose, Martha!" + +"Why, bless your heart alive, my dear, how late you are!" said Mrs. +Cratchit, kissing her a dozen times, and taking off her shawl and bonnet +for her with officious zeal. + +"We'd a deal of work to finish up last night," replied the girl, "and +had to clear away this morning, mother!" + +"Well! never mind so long as you are come," said Mrs. Cratchit. "Sit ye +down before the fire, my dear, and have a warm, Lord bless ye!" + +"No no! There's father coming," cried the two young Cratchits, who were +everywhere at once. "Hide, Martha, hide!" + +So Martha hid herself, and in came little Bob, the father, with at least +three feet of comforter exclusive of the fringe hanging down before him; +and his threadbare clothes darned up and brushed, to look seasonable; +and Tiny Tim upon his shoulder. Alas for Tiny Tim, he bore a little +crutch, and had his limbs supported by an iron frame! + +"Why, Where's our Martha?" cried Bob Cratchit looking round. + +"Not coming," said Mrs. Cratchit. + +"Not coming!" said Bob, with a sudden declension in his high spirits; +for he had been Tim's blood horse all the way from church, and had come +home rampant. "Not coming upon Christmas Day!" + +Martha didn't like to see him disappointed, if it were only in joke; so +she came out prematurely from behind the closet door, and ran into his +arms, while the two young Cratchits hustled Tiny Tim, and bore him off +into the wash-house, that he might hear the pudding singing in the +copper. + +"And how did little Tim behave?" asked Mrs. Cratchit, when she had +rallied Bob on his credulity, and Bob had hugged his daughter to his +heart's content. + +"As good as gold," said Bob, "and better. Somehow he gets thoughtful, +sitting by himself so much, and thinks the strangest things you ever +heard. He told me, coming home, that he hoped the people saw him in the +church, because he was a cripple, and it might be pleasant to them to +remember upon Christmas Day, who made lame beggars walk and blind men +see." + +Bob's voice was tremulous when he told them this, and trembled more when +he said that Tiny Tim was growing strong and hearty. + +His active little crutch was heard upon the floor, and back came Tiny +Tim before another word was spoken, escorted by his brother and sister +to his stool beside the fire; and Master Peter and the two ubiquitous +young Cratchits went to fetch the goose, with which they soon returned +in high procession. + +Mrs. Cratchit made the gravy (ready beforehand in a little saucepan) +hissing hot; Master Peter mashed the potatoes with incredible vigor; +Miss Belinda sweetened up the apple sauce; Martha dusted the hot-plates; +Bob took Tiny Tim beside him in a tiny corner at the table; the two +young Cratchits set chairs for everybody, not forgetting themselves, and +mounting guard upon their posts, crammed spoons into their mouths, lest +they should shriek for goose before their turn came to be helped. At +last the dishes were set on, and grace was said. It was succeeded by a +breathless pause, as Mrs. Cratchit, looking slowly all along the +carving-knife, prepared to plunge it in the breast; but when she did, +and when the long-expected gush of stuffing issued forth, one murmur of +delight arose all round the board, and even Tiny Tim, excited by the two +young Cratchits, beat on the table with the handle of his knife, and +feebly cried Hurrah! + +There never was such a goose. Bob said he didn't believe there ever was +such a goose cooked. Its tenderness and flavor, size and cheapness, were +the themes of universal admiration. Eked out by apple sauce and mashed +potatoes, it was a sufficient dinner for the whole family; indeed, as +Mrs. Cratchit said with great delight (surveying one small atom of a +bone upon the dish), they hadn't ate it all at last! Yet every one had +had enough. But now the plates being changed by Miss Belinda, Mrs. +Cratchit left the room alone--too nervous to bear witnesses--to take the +pudding up, and bring it in. + +Oh, a wonderful pudding! Bob Cratchit said, and calmly too, that he +regarded it as the greatest success achieved by Mrs. Cratchit since +their marriage. Mrs. Cratchit said that now the weight was off her mind, +she would confess she had her doubts about the quantity of flour. +Everybody had something to say about it, but nobody said or thought it +was at all a small pudding for a large family. It would have been flat +heresy to do so. Any Cratchit would have blushed to hint at such a +thing. + +At last the dinner was all done, the cloth was cleared, the hearth +swept, and the fire made up. Apples and oranges were put upon the table +and a shovelful of chestnuts on the fire. Then all the Cratchit family +drew round the hearth, in what Bob Cratchit called a circle, meaning +half a one. Then Bob proposed: "A Merry Christmas to all, my dears. God +bless us!" + +Which all the family re-echoed. + +"God bless us, every one!" said Tiny Tim, the last of all. + +He sat very close to his father's side, upon his little stool. Bob held +his withered little hand in his, as if he loved the child and wished to +keep him by his side, and dreaded that he might be taken from him. + +"Spirit," said Scrooge, with an interest he had never felt before, "tell +me if Tiny Tim will live." + +"I see a vacant seat," replied the Ghost, "in the poor chimney corner, +and a crutch without an owner, carefully preserved. If these shadows +remain unaltered by the Future the child will die." + +"No, no," said Scrooge. "Oh, no, kind Spirit! say he will be spared." + +"If these shadows remain unaltered by the Future none other of my race," +returned the Ghost, "will find him here. What then? If he be like to +die, he had better do it, and decrease the surplus population." + +Scrooge hung his head to hear his own words quoted by the Spirit, and +was overcome with penitence and grief. + +"Man," said the Ghost, "if man you be in heart, not adamant, forbear +that wicked cant until you have discovered what the surplus is and where +it is. Will you decide what men shall live, what men shall die? It may +be that in the sight of Heaven you are more worthless and less fit to +live than millions like this poor man's child. Oh, God! to hear the +insect on the leaf pronouncing on the too much life among his hungry +brothers in the dust!" + +Scrooge bent before the Ghost's rebuke, and trembling cast his eyes upon +the ground. But he raised them speedily on hearing his own name. + +"Mr. Scrooge!" said Bob; "I'll give you Mr. Scrooge, the Founder of the +Feast!" + +"The Founder of the Feast indeed!" cried Mrs. Cratchit, reddening. "I +wish I had him here. I'd give him a piece of my mind to feast upon, and +I hope he'd have a good appetite for it." + +"My dear," said Bob, "the children! Christmas day." + +Scrooge was the Ogre of the family. The mention of his name cast a dark +shadow on the party, which was not dispelled for full five minutes. + +After it had passed away, they were ten times merrier than before, from +the mere relief of Scrooge the Baleful being done with. Bob Cratchit +told them how he had a situation in his eye for Master Peter. The two +young Cratchits laughed tremendously at the idea of Peter's being a man +of business; and Peter himself looked thoughtfully at the fire from +between his collars, as if he were deliberating what particular +investments he should favor when he came into receipt of the bewildering +income. Martha, who was a poor apprentice at a milliner's, then told +them what kind of work she had to do, and how many hours she worked at +a stretch, and how she meant to be abed to-morrow morning for a good +long rest, to-morrow being a holiday she passed at home. Also how she +had seen a countess and a lord some days before, and how the lord "was +much about as tall as Peter," at which Peter pulled up his collars so +high that you couldn't have seen his head if you had been there. By and +by they had a song, about a lost child traveling in the snow, from Tiny +Tim, who had a plaintive little voice, and sang it very well indeed. + +There was nothing of high mark in this. They were not a handsome family; +they were not well dressed; their shoes were far from being waterproof; +their clothes were scanty; and Peter might have known, and very likely +did, the inside of a pawnbroker's. But they were happy, grateful, +pleased with one another, and contented with the time; and when they +faded, and looked happier yet in the bright sprinklings of the Spirit's +torch at parting, Scrooge had his eye upon them, and especially on Tiny +Tim, until the last. + +By this time it was getting dark and snowing pretty heavily; and as +Scrooge and the Spirit went along the streets, the brightness of the +roaring fires in kitchens, parlors, and all sorts of rooms, was +wonderful. Here, the flickering of the blaze showed preparations for a +cosy dinner, with hot plates baking through and through before the fire, +and deep red curtains, ready to be drawn to shut out cold and darkness. +There, all the children of the house were running out into the snow to +meet their married sisters, brothers, cousins, uncles, aunts, and be the +first to greet them. + +It was a great surprise to Scrooge, as he meditated on these scenes, to +hear a hearty laugh. It was a much greater surprise to Scrooge to +recognize it as his own nephew's, and to find himself in a bright, dry, +gleaming room, with the Spirit standing smiling by his side, and looking +at that same nephew with approving affability! + +"Ha! ha!" laughed Scrooge's nephew. "Ha! ha! ha!" + +If you should happen, by any unlikely chance, to know a man more blessed +in a laugh than Scrooge's nephew, all I can say is, I should like to +know him too. Introduce him to me, and I'll cultivate his acquaintance. + +It is a fair, even-handed, noble adjustment of things that while there +is infection in disease and sorrow, there is nothing in the world so +irresistibly contagious as laughter and good-humor. When Scrooge's +nephew laughed in this way, holding his sides, rolling his head, and +twisting his face into the most extravagant contortions, Scrooge's +niece, by marriage, laughed as heartily as he. And their assembled +friends being not a bit behindhand, roared out lustily. + +"Ha, ha! Ha, ha, ha, ha!" + +"He said that Christmas was a humbug, as I live!" cried Scrooge's +nephew. "He believed it, too." + +"More shame for him, Fred!" said Scrooge's niece, indignantly. Bless +those women! they never do anything by halves. They are always in +earnest. + +She was very pretty; exceedingly pretty. With a dimpled, +surprised-looking, capital face; a ripe little mouth that seemed made to +be kissed--as no doubt it was; all kinds of good little dots about her +chin, that melted into one another when she laughed; and the sunniest +pair of eyes you ever saw in any little creature's head. Altogether she +was what you would have called provoking, you know; but satisfactory, +too. Oh, perfectly satisfactory. + +"He's a comical old fellow," said Scrooge's nephew, "that's the truth: +and not so pleasant as he might be. However, his offences carry their +own punishment, and I have nothing to say against him." + +"I have no patience with him," observed Scrooge's niece. Scrooge's +niece's sisters, and all the other ladies, expressed the same opinion. + +"Oh, I have!" said Scrooge's nephew. "I am sorry for him; I couldn't be +angry with him if I tried. Who suffers by his ill whims! Himself, +always. Here, he takes it into his head to dislike us, and he won't come +and dine with us. What's the consequence? He don't lose much of a +dinner." + +"Indeed, I think he loses a very good dinner," interrupted Scrooge's +niece. Everybody else said the same, and they must be allowed to have +been competent judges, because they had just had dinner; and with the +dessert upon the table, were clustered round the fire, by lamp-light. + +"Well! I am very glad to hear it," said Scrooge's nephew, "because I +haven't any great faith in these young housekeepers. What do _you_ say, +Topper?" + +Topper had clearly got his eye upon one of Scrooge's niece's sisters, +for he answered that a bachelor was a wretched outcast, who had no right +to express an opinion on the subject. Whereat Scrooge's niece's +sister--the plump one with the lace tucker: not the one with the +roses--blushed. + +"Do go on, Fred," said Scrooge's niece, clapping her hands. "He never +finishes what he begins to say! He is such a ridiculous fellow!" + +"I was only going to say," said Scrooge's nephew, "that the consequence +of his taking a dislike to us, and not making merry with us, is, as I +think, that he loses some pleasant moments, which could do him no harm. +I am sure he loses pleasanter companions than he can find in his own +thoughts, either in his mouldy old office, or his dusty chambers. I mean +to give him the same chance every year, whether he likes it or not, for +I pity him. He may rail at Christmas till he dies, but he can't help +thinking better of it--I defy him--if he finds me going there, in good +temper, year after year, and saying, 'Uncle Scrooge, how are you?' If it +only puts him in the vein to leave his poor clerk fifty pounds, _that's_ +something; and I think I shook him yesterday." + +It was their turn to laugh now, at the notion of his shaking Scrooge. +But being thoroughly goodnatured, and not much caring what they laughed +at, so that they laughed at any rate, he encouraged them in their +merriment. + +After tea they had some music, Scrooge's niece played well; and played +among other tunes a simple little air (a mere nothing: you might learn +to whistle it in two minutes), which had been familiar to the child who +fetched Scrooge from the boarding-school, as he had been reminded by the +Ghost of Christmas Past. When this strain of music sounded, all the +things that the Ghost had shown him, came upon his mind; he softened +more and more; and thought that if he could have listened to it often, +years ago, he might have cultivated the kindnesses of life for his own +happiness with his own hands, without resorting to the sexton's spade +that buried Jacob Marley. + +But they didn't devote the whole evening to music. After awhile they +played at forfeits; for it is good to be children sometimes, and never +better than at Christmas, when its mighty founder was a child himself. + +Stop! There was first a glorious game at blindman's buff. Of course +there was. And I no more believe Topper was really blind than I believe +he had eyes in his boots. My opinion is, that it was a done thing +between him and Scrooge's nephew; and that the Ghost of Christmas +Present knew it. The way he went after that plump sister in the lace +tucker, was an outrage on the credulity of human nature. Knocking down +the fire-irons, tumbling over the chairs, bumping up against the piano, +smothering himself amongst the curtains, wherever she went, there went +he! He always knew where the plump sister was. He wouldn't catch anybody +else. If you had fallen up against him, (as some of them did) on +purpose, he would have made a feint of endeavoring to seize you, which +would have been an affront to your understanding, and would instantly +have sidled off in the direction of the plump sister. She often cried +out that it wasn't fair; and it really was not. But when at last, he +caught her; when, in spite of all her silken rustlings, and her rapid +flutterings past him, he got her into a corner whence there was no +escape; then his conduct was the most execrable. For his pretending not +to know her; his pretending that it was necessary to touch her +head-dress, and further to assure himself of her identity by pressing a +certain ring upon her finger, and a certain chain about her neck; was +vile, monstrous! No doubt she told him her opinion of it when, another +blind-man being in office, they were so very confidential together, +behind the curtains. + +Scrooge's niece was not one of the blind-man's buff party, but was made +comfortable with a large chair and a footstool, in a snug corner where +the Ghost and Scrooge were close behind her. But she joined in the +forfeits, and loved her love to admiration with all the letters of the +alphabet. Likewise at the game of How, When, and Where, she was very +great, and, to the secret joy of Scrooge's nephew, beat her sisters +hollow: though they were sharp girls too, as Topper could have told you. +There might have been twenty people there, young and old, but they all +played, and so did Scrooge; for, wholly forgetting in the interest he +had in what was going on, that his voice made no sound in their ears, he +sometimes came out with his guess quite loud, and very often guessed +right, too; for the sharpest needle, warranted not to cut in the eye, +was not sharper than Scrooge; blunt as he took it in his head to be. + +The Ghost was greatly pleased to find him in this mood, and looked upon +him with such favor, that he begged like a boy to be allowed to stay +until the guests departed. But this the Spirit said could not be done. +The whole scene passed off; and he and the Spirit were again upon their +travels. + +Much they saw, and far they went, and many homes they visited, but +always with a happy end. The Spirit stood beside sick beds, and they +were cheerful; on foreign lands, and they were close at home; by +struggling men, and they were patient in their greater hope; by poverty, +and it was rich. In almshouse, hospital, and jail, in misery's every +refuge, where vain man in his little brief authority had not made fast +the door, and barred the Spirit out, he left his blessing, and taught +Scrooge his precepts. + +It was a long night, if it were only a night; but Scrooge had his doubts +of this, because the Christmas Holidays appeared to be condensed into +the space of time they passed together. It was strange, too, that while +Scrooge remained unaltered in his outward form, the Ghost grew older, +clearly older! + +"Forgive me if I am not justified in what I ask," said Scrooge, looking +intently at the Spirit's robe, "but I see something strange, and not +belonging to yourself, protruding from your skirts. Is it a foot or a +claw?" + +"It might be a claw, for the flesh there is upon it," was the Spirit's +sorrowful reply. "Look here." + +From the foldings of its robe, it brought two children; wretched, +abject, frightful, hideous, miserable. They knelt down at its feet, and +clung upon the outside of its garment. + +They were a boy and girl. Yellow, meagre, ragged, scowling, wolfish; but +prostrate, too, in their humility. Where graceful youth should have +filled their features out, and touched them with its freshest tints, a +stale and shriveled hand, like that of age, had pinched, and twisted +them, and pulled them into shreds. Where angels might have sat +enthroned, devils lurked, and glared out menacing. No change, no +degradation, no perversion of humanity, in any grade, through all the +mysteries of wonderful creation, has monsters half so horrible and +dread. + +Scrooge started back, appalled. Having them shown to him in this way, he +tried to say they were fine children, but the words choked themselves, +rather than be parties to a lie of such enormous magnitude. + +"Spirit, are they yours?" Scrooge could say no more. + +"They are Man's," said the Spirit, looking down upon them. "And they +cling to me, appealing from their fathers. This boy is Ignorance. This +girl is Want. Beware of them both, and all of their degree, but most of +all beware of this boy." + +"Have they no refuge or resource?" cried Scrooge. + +"Are there no prisons?" said the Spirit, turning on him for the last +time with his own words. "Are there no work-houses?" + +The bell struck twelve. + +Scrooge looked about him for the Ghost, and saw it not. As the last +stroke ceased to vibrate, he remembered the prediction of old Jacob +Marley, and lifting up his eyes, beheld a solemn Phantom, draped and +hooded, coming like a mist along the ground toward him. + + +STAVE FOUR. + +THE LAST OF THE SPIRITS. + + +The Phantom slowly, gravely, silently, approached. When it came near +him, Scrooge bent down upon his knee; for in the very air through which +this Spirit moved it seemed to scatter gloom and mystery. + +It was shrouded in a deep black garment, which concealed its head, its +face, its form, and left nothing of it visible, save one outstretched +hand. But for this it would have been difficult to detach its figure +from the night, and separate it from the darkness by which it was +surrounded. + +He felt that it was tall and stately when it came beside him, and that +its mysterious presence filled him with a solemn dread. He knew no more, +for the Spirit neither spoke nor moved. + +"I am in the presence of the Ghost of Christmas Yet To Come?" said +Scrooge. + +The Spirit answered not, but pointed onward with its hand. + +"You are about to show me shadows of the things that have not happened, +but will happen in the time before us," Scrooge pursued. "Is that so, +Spirit?" + +The upper portion of the garment was contracted for an instant in its +folds, as if the Spirit had inclined its head. That was the only answer +he received. + +Although well used to ghostly company by this time, Scrooge feared the +silent shape so much that his legs trembled beneath him, and he found +that he could hardly stand when he prepared to follow it. The Spirit +paused a moment, as observing his condition, and giving him time to +recover. + +But Scrooge was all the worse for this. It thrilled him with a vague +uncertain horror, to know that behind the dusky shroud, there were +ghostly eyes intently fixed upon him, while he, though he stretched his +own to the utmost, could see nothing but a spectral hand and one great +heap of black. + +"Ghost of the Future!" he exclaimed, "I fear you more than any spectre I +have seen. But as I know your purpose is to do me good and as I hope to +live to be another man from what I was, I am prepared to bear you +company, and do it with a thankful heart. Will you not speak to me?" + +It gave him no reply. The hand was pointed straight before them. + +"Lead on!" said Scrooge. "Lead on! The night is waning fast, and it is +precious time to me, I know. Lead on, Spirit!" + +The Phantom moved away as it had come toward him. Scrooge followed in +the shadow of its dress, which bore him up, he thought, and carried him +along. + +They scarcely seemed to enter the city; for the city rather seemed to +spring up about them, and encompass them of its own act. But there they +were in the heart of it; on 'Change, amongst the merchants; who hurried +up and down, and chinked the money in their pockets, and conversed in +groups, and looked at their watches, and trifled thoughtfully with their +great gold seals; and so forth, as Scrooge had seen them often. + +The Spirit stopped beside one little knot of business men. Observing +that the hand was pointed to them, Scrooge advanced to listen to their +talk. + +"No," said a great fat man with a monstrous chin, "I don't know much +about it either way. I only know he's dead." + +"When did he die?" inquired another. + +"Last night, I believe." + +"What has he done with his money?" asked a red-faced gentleman with a +pendulous excrescence on the end of his nose, that shook like the gills +of a turkey-cock. + +"I haven't heard," said the man with the large chin, yawning again. +"Left it to his company, perhaps. He hasn't left it to _me_. That's all +I know." + +This pleasantry was received with a general laugh. + +"It's likely to be a very cheap funeral," said the same speaker; "for +upon my life I don't know of anybody to go to it. Suppose we make up a +party and volunteer?" + +"I don't mind going if a lunch is provided," observed the gentleman with +the excrescence on his nose. "But I must be fed, if I make one." + +Another laugh. + +"Well, I am the most disinterested among you, after all," said the first +speaker, "for I never wear black gloves, and I never eat lunch. But I'll +offer to go, if anybody else will. When I come to think of it, I'm not +at all sure that I wasn't his most particular friend; for we used to +stop and speak whenever we met. Bye, bye!" + +Speakers and listeners strolled away, and mixed with other groups. +Scrooge knew the men, and looked toward the Spirit for explanation. He +was at first inclined to be surprised that the Spirit should attach +importance to conversations apparently so trivial; but feeling assured +that they must have some hidden purpose, he set himself to consider what +it was likely to be. They could scarcely be supposed to have any bearing +on the death of Jacob, his old partner, for that was past, and this +Ghost's province was the future. Nor could he think of any one +immediately connected with himself, to whom he could apply them. + +They left the busy scene, and went into an obscure part of the town, +where Scrooge had never penetrated before, although he recognized its +situation and its bad repute. The ways were foul and narrow; the shops +and houses wretched; the people half-naked, drunken, slipshod, ugly. +Alleys and archways, like so many cesspools, disgorged their offences of +smell, and dirt, and life, upon the straggling streets; and the whole +quarter reeked with crime, with filth and misery. + +Far in this den of infamous resort, there was a low-browed, beetling +shop, below a pent-house roof, where iron, old rags, bottles, bones, and +greasy offal were bought. Upon the floor within, were piled up heaps of +rusty keys, nails, chains, hinges, files, scales, weights, and refuse +iron of all kinds. Secrets that few would like to scrutinize were bred +and hidden in mountains of unseemly rags, masses of corrupted fat, and +sepulchres of bones. Sitting in among the wares he dealt in, by a +charcoal stove, made of old bricks, was a grey-haired rascal, nearly +seventy years of age; who had screened himself from the cold air +without, by a frowsy curtaining of miscellaneous tatters hung upon a +line; and smoked his pipe in all the luxury of calm retirement. + +Scrooge and the Phantom came into the presence of this man, just as a +woman with a heavy bundle slunk into the shop. But she had scarcely +entered, when another woman, similarly laden, came in too; and she was +closely followed by a man in faded black, who was no less startled by +the sight of them, than they had been upon the recognition of each +other. After a short period of blank astonishment, in which the old man +with a pipe had joined them, they all three burst into a laugh. + +"Let the charwoman alone to be the first!" cried she who had entered +first. "Let the laundress alone to be the second; and let the +undertaker's man alone to be the third. Look here, old Joe, here's a +chance! If we haven't all three met here without meaning it!" + +"You couldn't have met in a better place," said old Joe, removing his +pipe from his mouth. "Come into the parlor." + +The parlor was the space behind the screen of rags. The old man raked +the fire together with an old stair-rod, and having trimmed his smoky +lamp (for it was night), with the stem of his pipe, put it into his +mouth again. + +While he did this, the woman who had already spoken threw her bundle on +the floor and sat down in a flaunting manner on a stool; crossing her +elbows on her knees, and looking with a bold defiance at the other two. +"Now, then!" cried the woman. "Who's the worse for the loss of a few +things like these? Not a dead man, I suppose." + +"No, indeed," said Mrs. Dilber, laughing. + +"If he wanted to keep 'em after he was dead, a wicked old screw," +pursued the woman, "why wasn't he natural in his lifetime? If he had +been, he'd have had somebody to look after him when he was struck with +Death, instead of lying gasping out his last there, alone by himself." + +"It's the truest word that ever was spoke," said Mrs. Dilber. "It's a +judgment on him." + +"I wish it was a little heavier judgment," replied the woman; "and it +should have been, you may depend upon it, if I could have laid my hands +on anything else. Open that bundle, old Joe, and let me know the value +of it. Speak out plain. I'm not afraid to be the first, nor afraid for +them to see it. We knew pretty well that we were helping ourselves, +before we met here, I believe. Open the bundle, Joe." + +But the gallantry of her friends would not allow of this; and the man in +faded black, mounting the breach first, produced _his_ plunder. It was +not extensive. A seal or two, a pencil-case, a pair of sleeve buttons, +and a brooch of no great value, were all. They were severally examined +and appraised by old Joe, who chalked the sums he was disposed to give +for each, upon the wall, and added them up into a total when he found +that there was nothing more to come. + +"That's your account," said Joe, "and I wouldn't give another sixpence, +if I was to be boiled for not doing it. Who's next?" + +Mrs. Dilber was next. Sheets and towels, a little wearing apparel, two +old-fashioned silver teaspoons, a pair of sugar-tongs, and a few boots. +Her account was stated on the wall in the same manner. + +"I always give too much to ladies. It's a weakness of mine, and that's +the way I ruin myself," said old Joe. "That's your account. If you asked +me for another penny, and made it an open question, I'd repent of being +so liberal, and knock off half-a-crown." + +"And now undo _my_ bundle, Joe," said the first woman. + +Joe went down on his knees for the greater convenience of opening it, +and having unfastened a great many knots, dragged out a large heavy roll +of some dark stuff. + +"What do you call this?" said Joe. "Bed curtains!" + +"Ah!" returned the woman, laughing and leaning forward on her crossed +arms. "Bed curtains!" + +"You don't mean to say you took 'em down rings and all, with him lying +there?" said Joe. + +"Yes, I do," replied the woman. "Why not?" + +"You were born to make your fortune," said Joe, "and you'll certainly do +it." + +"I certainly shan't hold my hand, when I can get anything in it by +reaching it out, for the sake of such a man as he was, I promise you, +Joe," returned the woman coolly. "Don't drop that oil upon the blankets, +now." + +"His blankets?" asked Joe. + +"Whose else's do you think?" replied the woman. "He isn't likely to take +cold without 'em, I dare say." + +"I hope he didn't die of anything catching? Eh?" said old Joe, stopping +in his work, and looking up. + +"Don't you be afraid of that," returned the woman. "I an't so fond of +his company that I'd loiter about him for such things, if he did. Ah! +you may look through that shirt till your eyes ache; but you won't find +a hole in it, nor a threadbare place. It's the best he had, and a fine +one too. They'd have wasted it, if it hadn't been for me." + +"What do you call wasting of it?" asked old Joe. + +"Putting it on him to be buried in, to be sure," replied the woman with +a laugh. "Somebody was fool enough to do it, but I took it off again. If +calico ain't good enough for such a purpose, it isn't good enough for +anything. It's quite as becoming to the body. He can't look uglier than +he did in that one." + +Scrooge listened to this dialogue in horror. As they sat grouped about +their spoil, in the scanty light afforded by the old man's lamp, he +viewed them with a detestation and disgust, which could hardly have been +greater, though they had been obscene demons, marketing the corpse +itself. + +"Ha, ha!" laughed the same woman, when old Joe, producing a flannel bag +with money in it, told out their several gains upon the ground. "This is +the end of it, you see? He frightened everyone away from him when he was +alive, to profit us when he was dead! Ha! ha! ha!" + +"Spirit!" said Scrooge, shuddering from head to foot, "I see, I see. The +case of this unhappy man might be my own. My life tends that way, now. +Merciful Heaven, what is this?" + +He recoiled in terror, for the scene had changed, and now he almost +touched a bed: a bare, uncurtained bed: on which, beneath a ragged +sheet, there lay a something covered up which, though it was dumb, +announced itself in awful language. + +The room was very dark, too dark to be observed with any accuracy, +though Scrooge glanced round it in obedience to a secret impulse, +anxious to know what kind of room it was. A pale light rising in the +outer air, fell straight upon the bed: and on it, plundered and bereft, +unwatched, unwept, uncared for, was the body of this man. + +Scrooge glanced toward the Phantom. Its steady hand was pointed to the +head. The cover was so carelessly adjusted that the slightest raising of +it, the motion of a finger upon Scrooge's part, would have disclosed the +face. He thought of it, felt how easy it would be to do, and longed to +do it; but had no more power to withdraw the veil than to dismiss the +spectre at his side. + +"Spirit!" he said, "this is a fearful place. In leaving it, I shall not +leave its lesson, trust me. Let us go!" + +Still the Ghost pointed with an unmoved finger to the head. + +"I understand you," Scrooge returned, "and I would do it if I could. But +I have not the power, Spirit. I have not the power." + +Again it seemed to look upon him. + +"If there is any person in the town, who feels emotion caused by this +man's death," said Scrooge, quite agonized, "show that person to me, +Spirit, I beseech you!" + +The phantom spread its dark robe before him for a moment, like a wing; +and withdrawing it, revealed a room by daylight, where a mother and her +children were. + +She was expecting some one, and with anxious eagerness; for she walked +up and down the room; started at every sound; looked out from the +window; glanced at the clock; tried, but in vain, to work with her +needle; and could hardly bear the voices of her children in their play. + +At length the long-expected knock was heard. She hurried to the door and +met her husband; a man whose face was care-worn and depressed, though he +was young. There was a remarkable expression in it now; a kind of +serious delight of which he felt ashamed, and which he struggled to +repress. + +He sat down to the dinner that had been hoarding for him by the fire, +and when she asked him faintly what news (which was not until after a +long silence), he appeared embarrassed how to answer. + +"Is it good," she said, "or bad?"--to help him. + +"Bad," he answered. + +"We are quite ruined?" + +"No. There is hope yet, Caroline." + +"If _he_ relents," she said, amazed, "there is! Nothing is past hope, if +such a miracle has happened." + +"He is past relenting," said her husband. "He is dead." + +She was a mild and patient creature, if her face spoke truth; but she +was thankful in her soul to hear it, and she said so, with clasped +hands. She prayed forgiveness the next moment, and was sorry: but the +first was the emotion of her heart. + +"What the half-drunken woman, whom I told you of last night, said to +me, when I tried to see him and obtain a week's delay: and what I +thought was a mere excuse to avoid me, turns out to have been quite +true. He was not only very ill, but dying, then." + +"To whom will our debt be transferred?" + +"I don't know. But before that time we shall be ready with the money; +and even though we were not, it would be bad fortune indeed to find so +merciless a creditor in his successor. We may sleep to-night with light +hearts, Caroline!" + +Yes. Soften it as they would, their hearts were lighter. The children's +faces, hushed and clustered round to hear what they so little +understood, were brighter; and it was a happier house for this man's +death! The only emotion that the Ghost could show him, caused by the +event, was one of pleasure. + +"Let me see some tenderness connected with the death," said Scrooge; "or +that dark chamber, Spirit, which we left just now, will be for ever +present to me." + +The Ghost conducted him through several streets to poor Bob Cratchit's +house; the dwelling he had visited before: and found the mother and the +children seated round the fire. + +Quiet. Very quiet. The noisy little Cratchits were as still as statues +in one corner, and sat looking up at Peter, who had a book before him. +The mother and her daughters were sewing. But surely they were very +quiet! + +"'And He took a child, and set him in the midst of them.'" + +Where had Scrooge heard those words? He had not dreamed them. The boy +must have read them out, as he and the Spirit crossed the threshold. Why +did he not go on? + +The mother laid her work upon the table, and put her hand up to her +face. + +"The color hurts my eyes," she said. + +The color? Ah, poor Tiny Tim! + +"They're better now again," said Cratchit's wife. "It makes them weak by +candle-light; and I wouldn't show weak eyes to your father when he comes +home, for the world. It must be near his time." + +"Past it rather," Peter answered, shutting up his book. "But I think he +has walked a little slower than he used, these few last evenings, +mother." + +They were very quiet again. At last she said, and in a steady, cheerful +voice, that only faltered once: + +"I have known him walk with--I have known him walk with Tiny Tim upon +his shoulder, very fast indeed." + +"And so have I," cried Peter. "Often." + +"And so have I," exclaimed another. So had all. + +"But he was very light to carry," she resumed, intent upon her work, +"and his father loved him so, that it was no trouble: no trouble. And +there is your father at the door!" + +She hurried out to meet him; and little Bob in his comforter--he had +need of it, poor fellow--came in. His tea was ready for him, and they +all tried who should help him to it most. Then the two young Cratchits +got upon his knees and laid, each child, a little cheek against his +face, as if they said, "Don't mind it, father. Don't be grieved!" + +Bob was very cheerful with them, and spoke pleasantly to all the family. +He looked at the work upon the table, and praised the industry and speed +of Mrs. Cratchit and the girls. They would be done long before Sunday, +he said. + +"Sunday! You went to-day, then, Robert?" said his wife. + +"Yes, my dear," returned Bob. "I wish you could have gone. It would +have done you good to see how green a place it is. But you'll see it +often. I promised him that I would walk there on a Sunday. My little, +little child!" cried Bob. "My little child!" + +He broke down all at once. He couldn't help it. If he could have helped +it, he and his child would have been farther apart perhaps than they +were. + +"Spectre," said Scrooge, "something informs me that our parting moment +is at hand. I know it, but I know not how. Tell me what man that was +whom we saw lying dead?" + +The Ghost of Christmas Yet to Come conveyed him as before into the +resorts of business men, but showed him not himself. Indeed, the Spirit +did not stay for anything, but went straight on, as to the end just now +desired, until besought by Scrooge to tarry for a moment. + +"This court," said Scrooge, "through which we hurry now, is where my +place of occupation is, and has been for a length of time. I see the +house. Let me behold what I shall be, in days to come." + +The Spirit stopped; the hand was pointed elsewhere. + +"The house is yonder" Scrooge exclaimed. "Why do you point away?" + +The inexorable finger underwent no change. + +Scrooge hastened to the window of his office, and looked in. It was an +office still, but not his. The furniture was not the same, and the +figure in the chair was not himself. The Phantom pointed as before. + +He joined it once again, and wondering why and whither he had gone, +accompanied it until they reached an iron gate. He paused to look round +before entering. + +A churchyard. Here, then, the wretched man whose name he had now to +learn, lay underneath the ground. It was a worthy place. Walled in by +houses; overrun by grass and weeds, the growth of vegetation's death, +not life; choked up with too much burying; fat with repleted appetite. A +worthy place! + +The Spirit stood among the graves, and pointed down to one. He advanced +toward it trembling. The Phantom was exactly as it had been, but he +dreaded that he saw new meaning in its solemn shape. + +"Before I draw nearer to that stone to which you point," said Scrooge, +"answer me one question. Are these the shadows of the things that will +be, or are they shadows of the things that may be, only?" + +Still the Ghost pointed downward to the grave by which it stood. + +"Men's courses will foreshadow certain ends, to which, if persevered in, +they must lead," said Scrooge, "But if the courses be departed from, the +ends will change. Say it is thus with what you show me!" + +The Spirit was immovable as ever. + +Scrooge crept toward it, trembling as he went; and following the finger, +read upon the stone of the neglected grave his own name, EBENEZER +SCROOGE. + +"Am _I_ that man who lay upon the bed?" he cried, upon his knees. + +The finger pointed from the grave to him, and back again. + +"No, Spirit! Oh, no, no!" + +The finger still was there. + +Holding up his hands in a last prayer to have his fate reversed, he saw +an alteration in the Phantom's hood and dress. It shrunk, collapsed, and +dwindled down into a bedpost. + + +STAVE FIVE. + +THE END OF IT. + + +Yes! and the bedpost was his own. The bed was his own, and the room was +his own. Best and happiest of all, the time before him was his own, to +make amends in! + +He was so fluttered and so glowing with his good intentions, that his +broken voice would scarcely answer to his call. He had been sobbing +violently in his conflict with the Spirit, and his face was wet with +tears. + +"They are not torn down," cried Scrooge, folding one of his bed curtains +in his arms, "they are not torn down, rings and all. They are here--I am +here--the shadows of the things that would have been, may be dispelled. +They will be. I know they will!" + +He had frisked into the sitting-room, and was now standing there: +perfectly winded. + +"There's the saucepan that the gruel was in!" cried Scrooge, starting +off again, and going round the fire-place. "There's the door by which +the Ghost of Jacob Marley entered! There's the corner where the Ghost of +Christmas Present sat! There's the window where I saw the wandering +Spirits! It's all right, it's all true, it all happened. Ha, ha, ha!" + +Really, for a man who had been out of practice for so many years, it was +a splendid laugh, a most illustrious laugh. The father of a long, long +line of brilliant laughs! + +"I don't know what day of the month it is," said Scrooge. "I don't know +how long I have been among the Spirits. I don't know anything. I'm quite +a baby. Never mind. I don't care. I'd rather be a baby. Hallo! Whoop! +Hallo here!" + +He was checked in his transports by the churches ringing out the +lustiest peals he had ever heard. Clash, clash, hammer; ding, dong, +bell. Bell, dong, ding; hammer, clang, clash! Oh, glorious, glorious! + +Running to the window, he opened it and put out his head. + +"What's to-day?" cried Scrooge, calling downward to a boy in Sunday +clothes, who perhaps had loitered in to look about him. + +"Eh?" returned the boy, with all his might of wonder. + +"What's to-day, my fine fellow?" said Scrooge. + +"To-day!" replied the boy. "Why, CHRISTMAS DAY." + +"It's Christmas Day!" said Scrooge to himself. "I haven't missed it. The +Spirits have done it all in one night. Hallo, my fine fellow!" + +"Hallo!" returned the boy. + +"Do you know the Poulterer's, in the next street but one, at the +corner?" Scrooge inquired. + +"I should hope I did," replied the lad. + +"An intelligent boy!" said Scrooge. "A remarkable boy! Do you know +whether they've sold the prize turkey that was hanging up there?" + +"It's hanging there now," replied the boy. + +"Is it?" said Scrooge. "Go and buy it." + +"Walk-ER!" exclaimed the boy. + +"No, no," said Scrooge, "I am in earnest. Go and buy it, and tell 'em to +bring it here, that I may give them the directions where to take it. +Come back with the man, and I'll give you a shilling." + +The boy was off like a shot. + +"I'll send it to Bob Cratchit's," whispered Scrooge, rubbing his hands, +and splitting with a laugh. "He shan't know who sends it. It's twice the +size of Tiny Tim." + +The hand in which he wrote the address was not a steady one; but write +it he did, somehow, and went down-stairs to open the street door, ready +for the coming of the poulterer's man. + +The chuckle with which he paid for the Turkey, and the chuckle with +which he recompensed the boy, were only to be exceeded by the chuckle +with which he sat down breathless in his chair again, and chuckled till +he cried. + +He dressed himself "all in his best," and got out into the streets. The +people were by this time pouring forth, as he had seen them with the +Ghost of Christmas Present; and walking with his hands behind him, +Scrooge regarded every one with a delighted smile. He looked so +irresistibly pleasant, in a word, that three or four good-humored +fellows said "Good morning, sir! A Merry Christmas to you!" And Scrooge +said often afterward, that of all the blithe sounds he ever heard, those +were the blithest in his ears. + +He had not gone far, when coming on toward him he beheld the portly +gentleman, who had walked into his counting-house the day before, and +said "Scrooge and Marley's, I believe?" It sent a pang across his heart +to think how this old gentleman would look upon him when they met; but +he knew what path lay straight before him, and he took it. + +"My dear sir," said Scrooge, quickening his pace, and taking the old +gentleman by both his hands, "how do you do? I hope you succeeded +yesterday. It was very kind of you. A Merry Christmas to you, sir!" + +"Mr. Scrooge?" + +"Yes," said Scrooge. "That is my name, and I fear it may not be pleasant +to you. Allow me to ask your pardon. And will you have the +goodness"--here Scrooge whispered in his ear. + +"Lord bless me!" cried the gentleman, as if his breath were taken away. +"My dear Mr. Scrooge, are you serious?" + +"If you please," said Scrooge. "Not a farthing less. A great many back +payments are included in it, I assure you. Will you do me that favor?" + +"My dear sir," said the other, shaking hands with him, "I don't know +what to say to such munifi--" + +"Don't say anything, please," retorted Scrooge. "Come and see me. Will +you come and see me?" + +"I will!" cried the old gentleman. And it was clear he meant to do it. + +"Thank'ee," said Scrooge. "I am much obliged to you. I thank you fifty +times. Bless you!" + +He went to church, and walked about the streets and watched the people +hurrying to and fro, and patted the children on the head, and looked +down into the kitchens of houses, and up to the windows; and found +everything could yield him pleasure. He had never dreamed that any +walk--that any thing--could give him so much happiness. In the +afternoon, he turned his steps toward his nephew's house. + +He passed the door a dozen times, before he had the courage to go up and +knock. But he made a dash, and did it. + +"Is your master at home, my dear?" said Scrooge to the girl. Nice girl! +Very. + +"Yes, sir." + +"Where is he?" said Scrooge. + +"He's in the dining-room, sir, along with mistress. I'll show you +up-stairs, if you please." + +"Thank'ee. He knows me," said Scrooge, with his hand already on the +dining-room lock. "I'll go in here, my dear." + +He turned it gently, and sidled his face in, round the door. They were +looking at the table (which was spread out in great array); for these +young housekeepers are always nervous on such points, and like to see +that everything is right. + +"Fred!" said Scrooge. + +"Why, bless my soul!" cried Fred, "who's that?" + +"It's I. Your Uncle Scrooge. I have come to dinner. Will you let me in, +Fred?" + +Let him in! It is a mercy he didn't shake his arm off. He was at home in +five minutes. Nothing could be heartier. + +But he was early at the office next morning. Oh, he was early there. If +he could only be there first, and catch Bob Cratchit coming late! That +was the thing he had set his heart upon. + +And he did it; yes, he did! The clock struck nine. No Bob. A quarter +past. No Bob. He was full eighteen minutes and a half behind his time. +Scrooge sat with his door wide open, that he might see him come into the +tank. + +His hat was off, before he opened the door; his comforter too. He was on +his stool in a jiffy; driving away with his pen, as if he were trying to +overtake nine o'clock. + +"Hallo!" growled Scrooge, in his accustomed voice as near as he could +feign it. "What do you mean by coming here at this time of day?" + +"I am very sorry, sir," said Bob. "I _am_ behind my time." + +"You are!" repeated Scrooge. "Yes. I think you are. Step this way, sir, +if you please." + +"It's only once a year, sir," pleaded Bob, appearing from the tank. "It +shall not be repeated. I was making rather merry yesterday, sir." + +"Now, I'll tell you what, my friend," said Scrooge. "I am not going to +stand this sort of thing any longer. And therefore I am about to raise +your salary!" + +"A Merry Christmas, Bob!" said Scrooge, with an earnestness that could +not be mistaken, as he clapped him on the back, "A Merrier Christmas, +Bob, my good fellow, than I have given you for many a year! I'll raise +your salary, and endeavor to assist your struggling family, and we will +discuss your affairs this very afternoon. Make up the fires, and buy +another coal scuttle before you dot another i, Bob Cratchit!" + +Scrooge was better than his word. He did it all, and infinitely more; +and to Tiny Tim, who did NOT die, he was a second father. He became as +good a friend, as good a master, and as good a man, as the good old city +knew, or any other good old city, town, or borough, in the good old +world. Some people laughed to see the alteration in him, but he let them +laugh, and little heeded them; for he was wise enough to know that +nothing ever happened on this globe, for good, at which some people did +not have their fill of laughter in the outset; and knowing that such as +these would be blind anyway, he thought it quite as well that they +should wrinkle up their eyes in grins, as have the malady in less +attractive forms. His own heart laughed: and that was quite enough for +him. + +He had no further intercourse with Spirits, but lived upon the Total +Abstinence Principle, ever afterward; and it was always said of him, +that he knew how to keep Christmas well, if any man alive possessed the +knowledge. May that be truly said of us, and all of us! And so, as Tiny +Tim observed, God bless Us, Every One! + + + + +THE CHRISTMAS BABE. + +BY MARGARET E. SANGSTER. + + + We love to think of Bethlehem, + That little mountain town, + To which, on earth's first Christmas Day, + Our blessed Lord came down. + A lowly manger for His bed, + The cattle near in stall, + There, cradled close in Mary's arms, + He slept, the Lord of all. + + If we had been in Bethlehem, + We too had hasted fain + To see the Babe whose little face + Knew neither care nor pain. + Like any little child of ours, + He came unto His own, + Through Cross and shame before Him stretched,-- + His pathway to His Throne. + + If we had dwelt in Bethlehem, + We would have followed fast, + And where the Star had led our feet + Have knelt ere dawn was past. + Our gifts, our songs, our prayers had been + An offering, as He lay, + The blessed Babe of Bethlehem, + In Mary's arms that day. + + Now breaks the latest Christmas Morn! + Again the angels sing, + And far and near the children throng + Their happy hymns to bring. + All heaven is stirred! All earth is glad! + For down the shining way, + The Lord who came to Bethlehem, + Comes yet, on Christmas Day. + + + + +A WESTERN CHRISTMAS IN THE OLD DAYS. + +BY MRS. W. H. CORNING. + + +Christmas week there was no school, but such a succession of dining +days, and visiting days, and day parties, and night parties, that Fanny, +who looked forward to the week as a season of rest, thought that the +regular routine of school duties would be less fatiguing. + +Christmas at La Belle Prairie was the one jubilee of the year, something +to be talked about for six months beforehand, and to be remembered as +long after. It was a time of feasting and recreation for both master and +servant. Days before, preparations commenced in the kitchen. Various +smells issued from thence--savory smells of boiled, baked, and roasted +meats; and sweet delicious smells of warm pastry and steaming cakes. +Aunt Tibby was rolling pie-crust or stirring cake all day long, and the +chopping of sausage-meat, the pounding of spices, and the beating of +eggs were constantly heard. Everything was carried on with the greatest +secrecy. The children were all kept out of the kitchen, and when +"somefin' good" was to be transferred therefrom to Miss Car'line's +store-room, Aunt Tibby came sailing in, holding it high above the reach +of the curious little heads. + +"I don't care," said Cal. "There's six pound-cakes all in a row on the +store-room shelf. I see 'em when ma opened the door; and Marthy says one +of 'em got currants in it, and there's a little shoat thar roasted +whole. O! how I wish Christmas was come." + +Coming suddenly upon Maud one day, Fanny found her with her apron half +full of bran, while her fingers were busily at work upon a few pieces of +faded silk. Maud tried to hide them at first, but finding by Fanny's +question of "What is it, Maud?" that it was too late, she had looked up +with a tired, flushed face and said: + +"Miss Fanny, don't you tell now! will you? I'm makin' a pin-cushion for +Aunt Phoebe, but it won't come square, all I can do. It acts awfully." + +"Let me see what the trouble is," said Fanny, and sitting down, she +examined the poor cushion; which, indeed, under Maud's hands, was not +soon likely to come into shape. + +"You see," said Maud, "I want to give aunty a Christmas gift, and I +thought a cushion would be so nice, 'cause her old one that she wears +pinned to her waist, you know, has burst a great hole, and the bran +keeps tumbling out. I'm going to make her a right nice one, only I wish +'twas brighter, 'cause aunty likes red, and yellow, and all them, so +bad." + +Fanny searched her piece bag and brought forth bits of gay ribbon, the +sight of which threw Maud into ecstasies of delight, then giving up the +morning to the job, she cut and planned, and fitted and basted together, +getting all in order, so that Maud could do the sewing herself. + +"Aunty wouldn't think half so much of it if I didn't," said the child. + +Well and faithfully Maud performed her labor of love, giving up her +much-prized runs on the prairie, and resisting all the children's +entreaties to play with them, till the Christmas gift was finished. It +was no small task, for Maud most heartily hated to sew, and her fingers +were anything but nimble in the operation. "I always did despise to sew, +Miss Fanny," she said, "but I'm going to make this cushion for aunty +anyhow." + +It was finished at last, and, as Maud expressed it, "was just as +beautiful as it could be." There never was a prouder, happier child. She +did not thank Fanny in words for her assistance, but that night she came +softly behind her, and putting her arms around her neck, gave her an +earnest kiss, a proceeding which called forth an exclamation of surprise +from Mrs. Catlett, for Maud was very chary of her caresses. + +Christmas morning came, and long before daylight, every child upon the +place, both black and white, was up ready to "march in Christmas." There +had been mysterious preparations the night before, such as the hiding of +tin pans and glass bottles under the bed, and the faint tooting of an +old horn, heard down at the quarters, as though some one was rehearsing +a part. Fanny was also astonished by an application from little "darky +Tom" for permission to use her school-bell, the said cow-tinkler not +being remarkable for sweetness of sound. + +"O, yes, Tom, you may take it; but what can you want of it?" + +"Couldn't tell no ways, Miss Fanny," said Tom, with a grin. "Mebbe Miss +Fanny know in de mornin'." + +Morning did indeed bring an explanation of the mystery. Assembling in +the yard, the children marshaled themselves into marching order; Maud, +of course, being captain, and taking the lead, bearing an old tin horn, +while little black Tom brought up the rear with Fanny's unfortunate +cow-bell. + +In this order they commenced "marching in Christmas" to the music of the +horn, the beating of tin pans, the rattling of bits of iron and pieces +of wood, the jingling of bells, and the clapping of hands. Into the +house, and up-stairs to the very doors of the sleeping-rooms, they all +marched with their horrid din. It was received with tolerable +good-humor by all but Nanny, who, deprived of her morning nap by the +tumult, raved at the juvenile disturbers of the peace, and finally threw +her shoes at them as they stood on the stairway. These were directly +seized upon as trophies, and carried off in triumph to the quarters, +where the young performers went through with the same operations. + +"Christmas gift! Christmas gift!" was the first salutation from the +servants this morning, and it was well worth while to give them some +trifling present, were it only to hear their extravagant expressions of +gratitude and delight. It was impossible to forget for a moment that it +was Christmas. One could see it in the faces of the servants, released +for a whole week from their daily tasks, and rejoicing in the prospect +of dances, and parties, and visits to friends and kindred on distant +plantations. The children, too, with their boisterous merriment and +constant talk about the holidays, seemed determined to bear it in mind, +and the great dinner--the one dinner of the year--in the preparation of +which Aunt Tibby had exercised all her skill; this, in itself, seemed to +proclaim that it was Christmas. + +"Oh, Miss Fanny," said little Joy, "don't you wish Christmas lasted the +whole year round?" + +The short December day was fast drawing to a close, as a party of four +rode leisurely along the road crossing La Belle Prairie. The ladies, +though scarcely recognizable in their close hoods, long blue cotton +riding skirts, and thick gloves, were none other than Miss Nancy Catlett +and our friend Fanny, while their attendants were Mr. Chester, the town +gentleman, and Massa Dave Catlett, who had come over from his new home +in Kansas, on purpose to enjoy the Christmas festivities on the prairie. +One of those night parties, of which Nanny had talked so much, was to +come off at Col. Turner's, and this was the place of their destination. +In accordance with the customs of society in these parts, they were to +remain until the next day, and, accordingly, black Viny rode a little in +the rear, mounted upon old "Poke Neck," and bearing sundry carpet-bags +and valises, containing the ladies' party-dresses. + +Just at dusk, our party reached their journey's end, and dismounting one +by one from the horse-block in front of the house, they walked up the +road, and were met in the porch by Miss Bell Turner, Nanny's particular +friend. This young lady, with long curls and a very slender waist, +performed the duties of hostess in a free and easy manner, ushering the +gentlemen into the parlor, where a fire was blazing on the hearth, while +the ladies, with their attendants, were conducted up-stairs to the +dressing-room. + +Here a dozen or more were engaged in the mysteries of the toilet, +braiding, twisting, and curling, while as many servants were flying +about, stumbling over each other, and creating the most dire confusion +in their efforts to supply the wants of their respective mistresses. The +beds and chairs were covered with dresses, capes, ribbons, +curling-irons, flowers, combs, and brushes, and all the paraphernalia of +the toilet, while the ladies themselves kept up a continual stream of +conversation with each other and their attendants. + +Into this scene Nanny entered with great spirit. Shaking hands all +round, and introducing Fanny, she hastily threw off her bonnet and +shawl, and bidding Viny unpack the things, she set about dressing in +good earnest. + +"How nice to get here so early," she said. "Now we can have a chance at +the glass, and plenty of room to move about in." + +Fanny wondered what she called plenty of room, but had yet to learn the +signification of the term when applied to the dressing-room of a western +party. Thicker and faster came the arrivals, and it being necessary that +each lady should undergo a thorough transformation in dress, before +making her appearance down-stairs, the labor and confusion necessary to +bring this about can be imagined. Such hurryings to and fro, such +knockings down and pickings up, such scolding and laughing, in short +such a Babel of sounds as filled the room for an hour or two, Fanny had +never heard before. Completing her own toilet as soon as possible, she +seated herself upon one of the beds, and watched the proceedings with +great interest. + +"You Suke, bring me some more pins, directly." "O please, Miss Ellen, +mind my wreath!" "Jule, how much longer are you goin' to keep the +wash-bowl?" "Dar now, Miss Eveline done get her coat all wet." "Did you +know Tom Walton was here? I see him in the passage." "Miss Belle, that's +_my_ starch-bag." "There, now! don't them slippers fit beautiful?" "Why +don't that girl come back?" "O, Liza, just fasten up my dress, that's a +dear girl!" "Come, girls, do hurry, we shan't be dressed to-night." + +How it was all brought about, Fanny could not tell, but at last the +ladies were dressed, the last sash pinned, and the last curl adjusted. +Dresses of thin material, cut low in the neck, with short sleeves, +seemed to be the order of the night, which with wreaths, and bunches of +artificial flowers in the hair, gave the ladies a handsome appearance. +With Miss Belle at the head, they all descended to the parlor, and found +the gentlemen strolling about, employing themselves as they could, till +the night's amusements commenced; and, indeed, both ladies and gentlemen +manifested such eagerness to adjourn to the play-room, that the signal +was soon given, and they proceeded forthwith to a log building in the +yard, formerly used as a school-room. + +Games soon commenced, and were carried on with great vigor, the young +people making up in activity what was lacking in gracefulness of motion. +Game after game was made out, the ladies vying with each other to see +who should laugh the most, while those who were left chatted gayly +together in groups, or tried their powers of fascination upon some +long-limbed specimen of humanity. + +"What calls the gentlemen up-stairs so frequently?" inquired Fanny, +innocently, as groups of two and three disappeared up the steps leading +to the room above. + +"You are not aware, then, what a formidable rival the ladies have up in +the loft?" said Mr. Chester, gravely, though there was a comical +expression about the corners of his mouth. + +"No, indeed." + +"Well, I only hope you may not witness the overpowering influence +sometimes exerted by this same rival," said Mr. Chester; "but honestly, +Miss Hunter, there is serious danger that some of these light-footed +young gentlemen may, ere long, be obliged to relinquish their places in +our party, all through the attractions presented to them up yonder." + +"I don't in the least know what you mean." + +"In plain words, then, they are talking about horses up there; men are +crazy over horses you know." + +"Are you in earnest, Mr. Chester?" + +"Certainly I am. It would not answer, I suppose, for ladies to intrude +upon their modest retirement, or I could convince you in a moment." + +"How can you joke about it, Mr. Chester? I think it is perfectly +scandalous." + +"Well, it is bad enough," said her companion, more gravely. "One living +at the west becomes accustomed to such things." + +"_I_ never will," said Fanny. "If I had known these Christmas parties +countenanced such impoliteness, I would have stayed at home." + +"A set supper," Nanny had several times expressed a hope that Mrs. +Turner would provide, and she was not disappointed. The long table was +bountifully spread with the substantials of this life, and though not in +the style of an entertainment in Fifth Avenue, it was admirably suited +to the guests who partook of it. A roasted "shoat" graced each end of +the board, a side of bacon the centre, while salted beef, cut in thin +slices, with pickles and cheese, constituted the side-dishes. Hot +coffee, corn bread and biscuit were passed to each guest, and a piece of +pound-cake and a little preserved fruit for dessert. + +There was plenty of laughter and hearty joking at the table, and the +flushed faces and increased volubility of the gentlemen gave too certain +evidence of the truth of Mr. Chester's assertions. + +"The langest day maun hae an end," says the old Scotch proverb, audit +was with a sigh of relief that Fanny at last saw Uncle Jake lay down the +tortured fiddle, and the guests with lingering steps and wishful eyes +retire to seek the few hours of repose that were left of the night. +"Confusion worse confounded" reigned for a time in the apartment +appropriated to the ladies' use, and the numerous couches spread upon +the floor increased the difficulty of navigation. At last, when quiet +seemed restored, and Fanny was sinking into a peaceful sleep, she was +aroused by her neighbors in an adjoining bed, three young ladies who +declared that they were "all but starved, and must have something to eat +before they could go to sleep." One of the black women was despatched to +the store-room for some slices of cold bacon, and sitting up in bed, +with the candle before them, they made a hearty repast. + +"Of course, you can't eat half as much as you want at table," said one +of the young ladies, apologetically; "one always wants to appear +delicate-like before the gentlemen." + +"What in goodness' name, Nan, made breakfast so late?" said Dave the +next morning, or rather noon, as they were returning home; "I thought +one while we wasn't goin' to get any." "Why, you see, they hadn't any +wheat flour in the house for the biscuit," said Nanny, "and they had to +send three miles over the prairie to Mr. John Turner's to borrow some." + +"Twenty people invited to stay over night, and no flour in the house?" +said Fanny, in amazement. + +"It rather shocks your Yankee ideas of looking out ahead, Miss Hunter," +said Mr. Chester, laughing. "We are used to such things out this way." + +"Oh! Miss Fanny, people can't remember everything, you know," said +Nanny; "Belle says they never thought a word about it till this +morning." + + + + +JOE'S SEARCH FOR SANTA CLAUS. + +BY IRVING BACHELLER + + + A story, my child? Well, there's none that I know + As good as the story about little Joe. + He lived with his mother, just under the eaves + Of a tenement high, where the telegraph weaves + Its highway of wire, that everywhere goes, + And makes the night musical when the wind blows. + Their home had no father--the two were bereft + Of all but their appetites--those never left! + Joe's grew with his thought; a day never passed + He spent not in hunger to make the food last; + And days when his mother silently went + And stood by the windows--Joe knew what it meant. + They'd nothing for supper! The words were so sad + That somehow they drowned all the hunger he had. + And surely God's miracles never have ceased-- + Joe's hunger grew less when his sorrows increased. + When the coal ran out in winter's worst storm, + The fire burnt the harder that kept their hearts warm. + Their windows revealed many wonderful sights, + Long acres of roofing and high-flying kites; + At sunset, the great vault of heaven aglow, + The lining of gold on the clouds hanging low, + The cross on the top of St. Mary's high tower + Ablaze with the light of that magical hour; + And still, as the arrows of light slanted higher, + The last thing in sight was the great cross of fire. + Each day, as it vanished, the history old + Of Christ's crucifixion was reverently told; + To Him the boy learned to confide all his woes, + But oftenest prayed for a new suit of clothes, + Since those that he wore didn't fit him at all-- + The coat was too large and the trousers too small, + And Joe looked so queer, from his head to his feet, + It grieved his proud soul to be seen in the street. + And sometimes he cherished a secret desire + To own a hand-sled, or to build a bonfire; + But reached one conclusion by various routes-- + He could have better fun with a new pair of boots. + He thought how the old pair, when shiny and whole. + Had squeaked in a way that delighted his soul, + And remembrance grew sad as he strutted around + And tried hard, but vainly, to waken that sound. + The day before Christmas brought trouble for Joe, + A thousand times worse. 'Twas a terrible blow + To hear that old Santa Claus, god of his dreams. + Would not come that year with his fleet-footed teams. + He'd seen them. Why, once, of a night's witching hour + He saw them jump over the cross on the tower + And scamper away o'er the snow-covered roofs, + His heart beating time to the sound of their hoofs. + Not coming this year? Santa Claus must be dead, + He thought, as with sad tears he crept into bed. + And, as he lay thinking, the long strings of wire + Sang low in the wind like a deep-sounding lyre, + And Joe caught the notes of this solemn refrain-- + "He'll not come again! no, he'll not come again!" + And oh! how the depths of his spirit were stirred + By thoughts that were born of the music he heard! + How cold were the winds, and they sang in their strife, + Of storms yet to come in the winters of life. + They mocked him, but mark how the faith of the child + Stood firm as a fortress, its hope undefiled; + For still the boy thought that, if Santa Claus knew + How great were their needs and their comforts how few, + He would come; and at length, when the first rays of light + Had fathomed the infinite depths of the night, + And brightened the windows, Joe cautiously crept + Out of bed: and he dressed while his mother still slept, + And down the long stairways on tiptoe he ran; + Then out in the snow, with the will of a man, + He went, looking hither and thither, because, + Poor boy! he was trying to find Santa Claus. + He hurried along through the snow-burdened street + As if the good angels were guiding his feet; + And as the sun rose in the heavens apace, + A radiance fell on his uplifted face + That came from the cross gleaming far overhead-- + A symbol of hope for the living and dead. + A moment he looked at the great house of prayer, + Then slyly peeked in to see what was there; + And entering softly he wandered at will + Through pathways of velvet, deserted and still, + And saw the light grow on a wonderful scene + Of ivy-twined columns and arches of green, + And back of the rail, where the clergyman knelt, + He sat on the cushions to see how they felt. + How soft was that velvet he stroked with his hand! + But when he lay down, oh, the feeling was grand! + And while he was musing the walls seemed to sway, + And slowly the windows went moving away. + What, ho! there he comes! with his big pack and all, + Down the sunbeams that slope from the high-windowed wall, + And Joe tried to speak, but could not, if he died, + When Santa Claus came and sat down by his side. + "A tenement boy! humph! he probably swears." + (Joe trembled, and tried hard to think of his prayers.) + He lifted Joe's eyelids, he patted his brow, + And said. "He is not a bad boy, anyhow." + But hark! there is music; a deep-swelling sound + Is sweeping on high as if heavenward bound. + And suddenly waking, Joe saw kneeling there + The rector, long-robed, who was reading a prayer. + "Provide for the fatherless children," said he + "The widowed, the helpless, the bond and the free." + The rector stops praying--his face wears a frown; + A ragged young gamin is pulling his gown. + "I knowed you would come," said the boy, half in fright-- + "I knowed you would come--I was watchin' all night. + Say! what are ye goin' t'give mother an' me? + Le'me see what 'tis, Santa Claus--please le'me see!" + The rector looked down into Joe's honest face, + And a great wave of feeling swept over the place; + And tenderly laying his hand on Joe's head, + He turned to the people and solemnly said: + "We pray that the poor may be sheltered and fed, + And we leave it to Heaven to furnish the bread. + Ye know, while He feedeth the fowls in the air. + The children of mankind He leaves to man's care;" + And kissing Joe's face the preacher said then; + "Of such is the kingdom of Heaven. Amen!" + That day Santa Claus came to many a door + He'd forgotten to call at the evening before. + Was little Joe lucky? Well, now, you are right. + And the wires sang merrily all the next night. + + + + +ANGELA'S CHRISTMAS. + +BY JULIA SCHAYER. + + +"Then it is 'yes,' father dear?" said Angela, looking across the +breakfast table with a smile. It was her mother's smile, and the girl +had filled her mother's vacant chair for more than a year. + +The eyes of the father and daughter met, and Angela knew, before a word +was said, that she had conquered. + +"I hate to see you at your age, beginning to worry over these things," +Ephraim Frazier said, regretfully. "Let the _old_ women take care of the +charities, dear. You keep on dancing in the sunshine a while longer, +daughter." + +Angela's smile grew graver, but not less sweet. + +"I am twenty, dear," she said. "Too old to dance _all_ the time, and I +cannot help _thinking_, you know. And--it's no use, papa dear! I _must_ +do something! It _is_ 'yes,' isn't it?" + +"You are sure you won't mind being criticised and ridiculed?" + +"Quite sure!" answered Angela. + +"And sure you won't take your failures and disappointments to heart too +deeply?" + +"Quite sure I can bear them bravely," answered the girl. "If only one, +_just one_, of those poor creatures may be helped, and lifted up, and +brought out of darkness, it will be worth trying for!" + +"And what does Robert Johns say about it?" + +A glow kindled in Angela's face. + +"Robert is in perfect sympathy with me," she said softly. Then again, +this time having risen and gone around to his side, to speak with her +face against the old banker's smoothly shaven cheek, "It _is_ 'yes,' +isn't it, daddy dear?" + +"Well, yes! Only you must go slow, dear. You are not over strong, you +know." + +And soon it came to pass that on a vacant lot, hitherto given over to +refuse heaps, haunted by stray cats, ragpickers, and vagrant children, +in one of the vilest quarters of the metropolis, there sprang up, with +magic swiftness, a commodious frame building, surrounded by smooth green +sod, known in the lower circles as the Locust Street Home; in upper +circles, laughingly denominated "Angela's Experiment." + +Angela did not mind. It was mostly goodnatured laughter, and many of the +laughers ended by lending willing hands and hearts to the cause. It was +wonderful how the news spread through the city's purlieus that here was +a sanctuary into which cold, hunger, and fatigue dared not intrude; a +place which the lowest might enter and be made welcome, and go +unquestioned, his personal rights as carefully respected as though he +were one of the Four Hundred. + +That was Angela's theory. No man, woman, or child should be _compelled_ +to anything. First make their bodies comfortable, then surround them +with ennobling influences and examples, entertain them, arouse them, +stimulate them, hold out the helping hand, _and leave the rest to God_. +"They shall not even be _compelled_ to be clean!" she said, laughing. +"If the beautiful clean bathrooms and clean clothing do not tempt them +to cleanliness, then so be it! I will have no rules; only influences. +You will see!" + +And people did see, and wondered. + +Sometimes, on warm, pleasant evenings, the spacious, cheerful hall, with +its tables and chairs, would be almost empty; but on nights like that on +which this story opens, a dark, cold December night, the seats were apt +to be well filled, mostly with slatternly, hard-featured women, and +dull-faced children, who sat staring stolidly about, while the music and +speaking went on; half stupefied by the warmth and tranquillity so +foreign to their lives. + +Outside, a dismal sleet was falling, but from the open door of the +vestibule a great sheet of light fell upon the wet pavement, and above +it glowed a transparency bearing the words: + +"A Merry Christmas to all! Come in!" + +It was while the singing was going on, led by a high, sweet girl's +voice, that a human figure came hobbling out from a side street, and +stopped short at the very edge of the lighted space. + +A woman by her dress, an old, old woman, with a seamed, blotched face; +an ugly, human wreck, all torn and battered and discolored by the storms +of life. Such was old Marg--"Luny Marg," as she was called in the haunts +that knew her best. Her history? She had forgotten it herself, very +likely, and there was no one to know or care--no one in the wide world +to care if she should at any moment be trampled to death, or slip from +the dock into the black river. The garret which lodged her would find +another tenant; the children of the gutters another target for their +missiles. Not that she was worse than others--only that she was old and +ugly and sharp of tongue, and the world--even _her_ world--has no use +for such as she. + +For some time this forlorn creature continued to hover on the edge of +the lighted space. The sleet had become snow, and already a thin white +film covered the pavement, promising "a white Christmas," and the cold +increased from moment to moment. + +The woman drew her filthy shawl closer; her jaws chattered, yet she +seemed unable to tear herself from the spot. Her eyes, alert under +their gray brows, as a rat's, were fixed now upon the open door, now +upon the transparency, yet she made no motion toward the proffered +shelter. Two men, hirsute and ragged, stopped near her and, after a +moments consultation, slunk across the square of light and disappeared +in the building. As the door was opened, there came a fuller burst of +song, and a rush of warm air, fragrant with the aroma of coffee and +oysters. + +The old woman's body quivered with desire; food, warmth, rest--all that +her miserable frame demanded--were there within easy reach, for the mere +asking; nay for the mere taking; yet still the devils of stubbornness +and spite would not let go their hold upon her. But finally, as a bitter +blast swept the snow stingingly against her face, she uttered a hoarse +snarl, and glancing about to see that no jeering eye was upon her, the +poor creature crept across the pavement, clambered up the stone steps, +and, pushing open the door, slipped into the nearest vacant seat. + +The chairs and benches were unusually well filled. Numbers of women and +children were in the foreground. A few men were also present, sitting +with their bodies hanging forward, their hats tightly clutched between +their knees, their eyes fixed on the floor. The women and children, on +the contrary, followed every movement of the young women on the platform +with furtive eagerness. + +The simplicity of attire which Angela and her friends had assumed did +not deceive even the tiniest gutter-child present--these were "ladies," +and one and all accorded them the same tribute of genuine, if reluctant, +admiration. + +Old Marg, after the embarrassment of the first moment, took everything +in with one hawk-like glance--the Christmas greens upon the clean, white +walls, the curtained space in the rear which hid some pleasant mystery, +the men and women on the platform. + +At the organ sat a young girl, leaning upon the now silent keys, her +face toward the young man who was speaking. Old Marg could not take her +eyes from this face--white, serious, sweet, set in a halo of pale golden +hair. The sight of it aroused strange feelings in the bosom of the old +outcast. Fascinated, tortured, bewildered, she sat and gazed. It was +long since she had thought of her youth. This girl reminded her of that +forgotten time. Like a violet flung upon a refuse-heap, the thought of +her own innocent girlhood lay for an instant upon the foul mass of +memories accumulated by sixty-miserable years. "_I_ was light-haired, +too!" ran old Marg's thoughts. "Light-haired, an' light-complected, like +her!" + +The perfume of that thought breathed across her soul, and was gone. +Still she gazed from under her shaggy brows, and, without meaning to +listen, found herself hearing what the speaker was saying. He was +telling without rhetoric or cant the story of Christ, and with +simplicity and tact presenting the lesson of His life. + +"This joy of giving, of sacrificing for others," the young man was +saying in his earnest, musical voice, "so far beyond the joy of +receiving, is within the reach of every human being. Think of that! The +poorest man or woman or child who breathes on earth to-night may know +this joy, may give some pleasure, some help, some comfort, to some +fellow-creature. Whether it be a human creature or a dumb beast, matters +not. It is all one in God's sight, being an act of love and kindness and +sacrifice." + +Old Marg looked down upon her squalid rags; her rough features writhed +with a scornful smile. "That's a lie!" she muttered. "What could the +likes of _me_ do for anybody, I'd like to know!" + +Still she listened; but at last, as the warmth stole through her sodden +garments, and into her chilled veins, and the peace of the place +penetrated the turbulent recesses of her soul, the man's voice became +like a voice heard in a dream, and the old outcast slept. + + +A confused sound greeted her awakening. Some one was playing the organ +jubilantly; people were moving about--girls with trays loaded with +steaming dishes; children were talking and laughing excitedly. The +curtain had been drawn, and a great Christmas-tree almost blinded her +with its splendor. She stared about in bewilderment. She looked at the +tree, at the people, at her own foul rags. A fierce revulsion of feeling +swept over her. Rage, shame, a desire to get out of sight, to be +swallowed up in the darkness and misery which were her proper element, +seized and mastered her. She staggered to her feet. A young girl +approached her with a tray of tempting food. The sight and smell of it +goaded the starved creature to madness. She could have fallen upon it +like a wolf, but instead she pushed the girl roughly aside and fumbled +dizzily at the door-knob. + +A hand was laid upon her arm. The girl with the sweet, white face was +looking at her with a friendly smile. + +"Won't you stay and have something warm to eat before going into the +cold?" the girl asked gently. + +Old Marg shook the hand from her arm. + +"No!" she snarled. "I don't want nothin'! Let me go!" + +With a patient smile Angela opened the door. + +"I am sorry you will not stay," she said softly. "It would give me great +pleasure. There is a gift for you on the tree, too. It is Christmas Eve, +you know!" + +A hoarse, choking sound came from the woman's lips. She pushed by into +the vestibule. Angela followed. + +"If you should feel differently to-morrow," she said, in her kind, +gentle voice, "come here again, about eleven o'clock. I shall be here." +Without waiting for a reply, she re-entered the hall. A young man, the +same who had been speaking, met her at the door. + +"Angela!" he exclaimed. "You should not be out there in the cold!" She +smiled absently. "Did you see her, Robert?" + +"That terrible old woman? Yes, I saw her. A hopeless case, I fear." + +Angela's eyes kept their absent look. + +"It was awful to see her go away like that, into the cold and snow, +hungry and half-clad!" she said. + +The young man leaned nearer. "Angela," he whispered. "You must not let +these things sink into your heart as you do, or you cannot bear the work +you have undertaken. As for that old creature, it is terrible to think +of her, but she seemed to me beyond our reach." + +"But not beyond God's reach _through us_!" said Angela. + + +Meantime old Marg was facing the storm with rage and pain in her face +and in her heart. The streets were deserted, and lighted only by such +beams as found their way through the dirty windows of shops and saloons. +From these last came sounds of revelry and contention, and at one or +another the poor creature paused, listening without fear to the familiar +hubbub. Should she go in? Some one might give her a drink, to ease for a +time the terrible gnawing at her breast. Might? Yes; but more likely she +would be thrust out with jeers and curses, and, for some reason, old +Marg was in no mood to use the caustic wit and ready tongue that were +her only weapons. So she staggered on until the swarming tenement was +reached, stumbled up the five flights of unillumined stairs, and almost +fell headlong into the dismal garret which she called her home. + +Feeling about in the darkness, she found a match and lit a bit of candle +which stopped the neck of an empty bottle. It burned uncertainly as if +reluctant to disclose the scene upon which its light fell. A +smoke-stained, sloping ceiling, a blackened floor, a shapeless mattress +heaped with rags, a deal box, a rusty stove resting upon two bricks, +supporting in its turn an ancient frying-pan, a chipped saucer, and a +battered tin can from which, when the scavenger business was good, old +Marg served afternoon tea--such were her home and all her personal +belongings. + +There was no fire, nor any means of producing one, but upon the box was +spread a piece of paper containing a slice of bread and a soup-bone, +whereto clung some fragments of meat--the gift of a neighbor hardly less +wretched than herself. + +The old woman's eyes glittered at the sight, and, seizing the food, she +sank weakly upon the box and began gnawing at it; but her toothless +jaws, stiff with cold, made no impression upon the tough meat and hard +crust, and letting them drop to the floor, the poor creature fell to +rocking to and fro, whimpering tearlessly, like a suffering dog. +Strangely enough, within the withered bosom of this most wretched +creature there had welled up, from some hidden source of womanly +feeling, a passionate self-pity, a no less passionate self-loathing. +This was what a moment's contact with all that she had so long +abjured--purity, order, gentleness--had brought to pass. + +That fair young girl-tall, pale, sweet as an Easter lily--stood before +her like an incarnate memory, pointing toward the past, the far-distant +past, when she, too, was young, and pretty, and innocent, and gay--too +pretty and too gay for a poor working girl! That was where the trouble +began. + +"I was light haired, too," moaned old Marg, twisting her withered +fingers restlessly. "Light-haired, and light-complected! A pretty girl, +an' a good girl, too! Not like _her_. No! How could I be? Little the +likes o' her knows what the likes o' me has to face! Lord!" + +The bit of candle guttered and went out. The cold increased. It had +ceased snowing, and a keen wind had arisen, tearing the clouds into +shreds through which the stars gleamed. And presently the moon climbed +up behind the belfry of the old church across the square, and sent one +broad white ray through the dingy window and across the floor. All at +once the great bell began to strike the midnight hour, its mingled +vibrations filling the garret with tumultuous sounds. The vision of the +fair girl faded, and old Marg was herself again, a hard, bitter, +rebellious old woman, with a burning care where her heart had been, and +only one thought, one desire, left in her desperate mind--the thought +and the desire of death. + +In young and passionate days she had often thought of seeking that way +out of life's agonies, but at its worst there is always some sweetness +left in the cup--when one is young! It was not so now. The dregs only +had been hers for many a year, and she had enough. Death--yes, that was +best. + +Her eyes glittered as she cast a look about the silent room. Bare, even +of the means to this end! Ah, the window! + +With an inarticulate cry the woman arose and hobbled along the shining +moon-ray to the window, and threw open the sash. Awed by the stern +beauty of the heavens, the splendor of the moon tangled in the lace-like +carvings of the belfry as in a net, she leaned some moments against the +sill, looking out and down. Far below lay the deserted square, its white +bosom traced with the sharp shadow of the tower. With a keen eye old +Marg measured the distance, a sheer descent of fifty feet. Nothing to +break the fall--nothing! + +One movement, a swift fall, and that white surface would be broken by a +black shapeless heap. A policeman would find it on his next round, or +some drunken reveler would stumble over it, or the good people on their +way to early mass--ah! The seamed countenance lit up suddenly with a +malignant joy. + +Why not wait until they began to pass--those pious, respectable people +in their comfortable furs and wools--and cast herself into their midst, +a ghastly Christmas offering from Poverty to Riches, from Sin to Virtue? +This suggestion commended itself highly to her sense of humor. With a +hoarse chuckle she was about to close the window when a portion of the +shadow that lay alongside the chimney showed signs of life, and, rising +on four long and skinny legs, became a cat--a lean, black cat, which +crept meekly toward the window, its phosphorescent eyes gleaming, its +lank jaws parted in a vain effort to mew. Startled, old Marg drew back +for an instant; then, glancing from the animal to the pavement below, a +brutal cunning, a malicious pleasure, lit up the witch-like features. +Reaching out one skinny arm, she called coaxingly: "Puss! Puss!" + +The cat dragged herself up to the outstretched arm, rubbing her lank +body caressingly against it. + +The cruel, cunning old face softened suddenly. "Lord!" muttered old +Marg, "if she ain't a-tryin' to _purr_! Wall, that beats me!" + +The poor beast continued its piteous appeal for aid, arching its +starved frame, waving its tail, fawning unsuspectingly against the arm +that had threatened. + +With an impulse new to her misery-hardened heart, old Marg drew the +animal in and closed the window. Far from resisting, the cat nestled +against her with every sign of pleasure. + +"She's been somebody's pet," said the old woman, placing her on the +floor. "She ain't always been like this." + +The divine emotion of pity, so new to this forlorn creature, grew and +swelled in her bosom. The man at the hall had _not_ lied, after all. +Here was another of God's creatures as miserable as herself--nay, more +so, for she had a roof to shelter her! And she could share it with this +homeless one. + +"Poor puss!" muttered old Marg, stroking the rough fur. "You're +starvin', too, ain't ye? an' I ain't got nothin' to give ye, not a bite +or a sup. Ah!" + +Her eyes had fallen upon the discarded food. Eagerly she seized it and +placed it before the cat; the starving creature gnawed greedily at the +bone an instant, then looked up with a hopeless mew. + +The old woman felt a keener pang of pity. + +"Poor beast!" she said, with a bitter smile. "Ye can't eat 'em, can ye? +No more could I! We're in the same box, puss! Old, an' toothless, an' +nobody belongin' to us. We'll have to starve together, I guess. An' it's +Christmas day! Did ye know that, puss? Christmas day! Lord! Lord!" + +The cat rubbed against her skirts, her eyes fixed upon her benefactor's. +"Seems to understand every word I say!" old Marg muttered. "If only I +had a drop o' milk for her now!" + +Hobbling to the stove, she examined the battered tin can, letting the +moonlight shine into its rusty depths. A little water or tea remained in +it, and with this she moistened some of the bread and placed it before +the cat, which devoured it now eagerly. Then she took the animal in her +arms and laid herself down on the mattress, drawing the ragged covers +over them. The cat nestled against her side; the warmth of the two poor +bodies mingled, and both slept. + +The moon-ray crept along and spread itself over the heap of rags, the +knotted fingers resting on the cat's rough fur, the seamed old face; it +passed away, and morning dawned, with a peal of bells and the sound of +footsteps on the pavement below, and still the two slept on. + + +Angela stood near the door, receiving her Christmas guests. They came +straggling in, in twos and threes, some boldly and impudently, some +shame-faced and shy, some eager, some indifferent, but all +poverty-pinched. Each one was pleasantly welcomed, and passed on to the +feast. Angela watched and waited, and at last the door opened slowly to +admit old Marg, who stopped short on the threshold, with a look at once +stubborn, appealing, suspicious, ashamed. Like a wild animal on the +alert for the faintest sign of repulsion or danger, she stood there, but +Angela only smiled, proffering her white, soft hand, destitute of +jewels, but the hand of a lady. + +"A Merry Christmas!" she said brightly. + +"I was ugly to ye last night," said old Marg huskily, ignoring the +beautiful hand she dared not touch. + +"Never mind!" Angela answered sweetly. "You were tired." + +"I am a bad old woman!" said old Marg, mistrustfully. + +"Never mind that, either!" said Angela. "Let me be your friend. If you +will, you shall never be cold or hungry again." + +A profound wonder came into the old face--then it began to writhe, and +from each eye oozed scant tears, seeking a channel amid the seams and +wrinkles of the sunken cheeks. + +"You will let me be your friend," urged Angela. + +Still old Marg wept silently, the scant tears of age. + +"You shall have a pleasant home and----" + +A swift, suspicious glance darted from the wet eyes. + +"Not a 'sylum, miss, please!" said the old woman. + +"No," said Angela quietly. "Not an asylum, A home--a bright, clean, +comfortable home----" + +"I can work, miss!" put in old Marg, doubling her knotted hands to show +their strength. "I can wash, an' scrub----" + +"Yes," said Angela, "you may work all you are able, helping to keep +things clean and comfortable." + +Still old Marg looked doubtful. Wiping her cheeks with a corner of the +shawl, she half turned toward the door. + +"Have you a family, or any one belonging to you?" asked Angela, thinking +to have reached the root of the difficulty. + +"Yes," said the old woman stoutly. "I have a cat. Where I go, she must +go, too!" + +Angela patted the grimy hand, with a laugh which was good to hear. + +"I understand you perfectly," she said. "I have a cat of my own. You and +_your_ cat shall not be separated." + + +A half-hour later entered the young man Robert. Angela pointed silently +to old Marg, sitting in a warm corner, contentedly munching her +Christmas dinner. "What have you done to her?" he asked. "She looks more +human already." + +Angela laughed again, that same laugh which goes to one's heart so. "I +have adopted her--and her cat!" she answered. "That's all!" + + + + +THE FIRST PURITAN CHRISTMAS TREE. + +(ANONYMOUS.) + + +Mrs. Olcott called her boys, and bade them go to the pine woods and get +the finest, handsomest young hemlock tree that they could find. + +"Get one that is straight and tall, with well-boughed branches on it, +and put it where you can draw it under the wood-shed after dark," she +added. + +The boys went to Pine Hill, and there they picked out the finest young +tree on all the hill, and said, "We will take this one." So, with their +hatchets they hewed it down and brought it safely home the next night +when all was dark. And when Roger was quietly sleeping in the adjoining +room, they dragged the tree into the kitchen. It was too tall, so they +took it out again and cut it off two or three feet at the base. Then +they propped it up, and the curtains being down over the windows, and +blankets being fastened over the curtains to prevent any one looking in, +and the door being doubly barred to prevent any one coming in, they all +went to bed. + +Very early the next morning, while the stars shone on the snow-covered +hills--the same stars that shone sixteen hundred years before on the +hills when Christ was born in Bethlehem--the little Puritan mother in +New England arose very softly. She went out and lit the kitchen fire +anew from the ash-covered embers. She fastened upon the twigs of the +tree the gifts she had bought in Boston for her boys and girl. Then she +took as many as twenty pieces of candle and fixed them upon the +branches. After that she softly called Rupert, Robert and Lucy, and told +them to get up and come into the kitchen. + +Hurrying back, she began, with a bit of a burning stick, to light the +candles. Just as the last one was set aflame, in trooped the three +children. + +Before they had time to say a word, they were silenced by their mother's +warning. + +"I wish to fetch Roger in and wake him up before it," she said. "Keep +still until I come back!" + +The little lad, fast asleep, was lifted in a blanket and gently carried +by his mother into the beautiful presence. + +"See! Roger, my boy, see!" she said, arousing him. "It is Christmas +morning now! In England they only have Christmas-boughs, but here in New +England we have a whole Christmas-tree." + +"O mother!" he cried. "O Lucy! Is it really, really true, and no dream +at all? Yes, I see! I see! O mother, it is so beautiful! Were all the +trees on all the hills lighted up that way when Christ was born? And, +mother," he added, clapping his little hands with joy at the thought, +"why, yes, the stars did sing when Christ was born! They must be glad, +then, and keep Christmas, too, in heaven. I know they must, and there +will be good times there." + +"Yes," said his mother; "there will be good times there, Roger." + +"Then," said the boy, "I sha'n't mind going, now that I've seen the +Christmas-bough. I--What is that, mother?" + +What was it that they heard? The little Olcott home had never before +seemed to tremble so. There were taps at the window, there were knocks +at the door--and it was as yet scarcely the break of day! There were +voices also, shouting something to somebody. + +"Shall I put out the candles, mother?" whispered Robert. + +"What will they do to us for having the tree? I wish we hadn't it," +regretted Rupert; while Lucy clung to her mother's gown and shrieked +with all her strength, "It's Indians!" + +Pale and white and still, ready to meet her fate, stood Mrs. Olcott, +until, out of the knocking and the tapping at her door, her heart caught +a sound. It was a voice calling, "Rachel! Rachel! Rachel!" + +"Unbar the door!" she cried back to her boys; "it's your father +calling!" Down came the blankets; up went the curtain; open flew the +door, and in walked Captain Olcott, followed by every man and woman in +Plymouth who had heard at break of day the glorious news that the +expected ship had arrived at Boston, and with it the long lost Captain +Olcott. For an instant nothing was thought of except the joyous +welcoming of the Captain in his new home. + +"What's this? What is it? What does this mean?" was asked again and +again, when the first excitement was passed, as the tall young pine +stood aloft, its candles ablaze, its gifts still hanging. + +"It's welcome home to father!" said Lucy, her only thought to screen her +mother. + +"No, child, no!" sternly spoke Mrs. Olcott. "Tell the truth!" + +"It's--a--Christmas-tree!" faltered poor Lucy. + +One and another and another, Pilgrims and Puritans all, drew near with +faces stern and forbidding, and gazed and gazed, until one and another +and yet another softened slowly into a smile as little Roger's piping +voice sung out: + +"She made it for me, mother did. But you may have it now, and all the +pretty things that are on it, too, because you've brought my father back +again; if mother will let you," he added. + +Neither Pilgrim nor Puritan frowned at the gift. One man, the sternest +there, broke off a little twig and said: + +"I'll take it for the sake of the good old times at home." + + + + +THE FIRST CHRISTMAS IN NEW ENGLAND. + +BY HEZEKIAH BUTTERWORTH. + + + They thought they had come to their port that day, + But not yet was their journey done; + And they drifted away from Provincetown Bay + In the fireless light of the sun. + With rain and sleet were the tall masts iced, + And gloomy and chill was the air, + But they looked from the crystal sails to Christ, + And they came to a harbor fair. + The white hills silent lay,-- + For there were no ancient bells to ring, + No priests to chant, no choirs to sing, + No chapel of baron, or lord, or king, + That gray, cold winter day. + + The snow came down on the vacant seas, + And white on the lone rocks lay,-- + But rang the axe 'mong the evergreen trees + And followed the Sabbath day. + Then rose the sun in a crimson haze, + And the workmen said at dawn: + "Shall our axes swing on this day of days, + When the Lord of Life was born?" + The white hills silent lay,-- + For there were no ancient bells to ring, + No priests to chant, no choirs to sing, + No chapel of baron, or lord, or king, + That gray, cold Christmas Day. + + "The old town's bells we seem to hear: + They are ringing sweet on the Dee; + They are ringing sweet on the Harlem Meer, + And sweet on the Zuyder Zee. + The pines are frosted with snow and sleet. + Shall we our axes wield + When the chimes at Lincoln are ringing sweet + And the bells of Austerfield?" + The air was cold and gray,-- + And there were no ancient bells to ring, + No priests to chant, no choirs to sing, + No chapel of baron, or lord, or king, + That gray, cold Christmas Day. + + Then the master said, "Your axes wield, + Remember ye Malabarre Bay; + And the covenant there with the Lord ye sealed; + Let your axes ring to-day. + You may talk of the old town's bells to-night, + When your work for the Lord is done, + And your boats return, and the shallop's light + Shall follow the light of the sun. + The sky is cold and gray,-- + And here are no ancient bells to ring, + No priests to chant, no choirs to sing, + No chapel of baron, or lord, or king. + This gray, cold Christmas Day. + + "If Christ was born on Christmas Day, + And the day by Him is blest, + Then low at His feet the evergreens lay + And cradle His church in the West. + Immanuel waits at the temple gates + Of the nation to-day ye found, + And the Lord delights in no formal rites; + To-day let your axes sound!" + The sky was cold and gray,-- + And there were no ancient bells to ring, + No priests to chant, no choirs to sing, + No chapel of baron, or lord, or king, + That gray, cold Christmas Day. + + Their axes rang through the evergreen trees + Like the bells on the Thames and Tay; + And they cheerily sang by the windy seas, + And they thought of Malabarre Bay. + On the lonely heights of Burial Hill + The old Precisioners sleep; + But did ever men with a nobler will + A holier Christmas keep, + When the sky was cold and gray,-- + And there were no ancient bells to ring, + No priests to chant, no choirs to sing, + No chapel of baron, or lord, or king, + That gray, cold Christmas Day? + + + + +THE CHIMES. + +BY CHARLES DICKENS. + + +FIRST QUARTER. + +There are not many people--and as it is desirable that a story-teller +and a story-reader should establish a mutual understanding as soon as +possible, I beg it to be noticed that I confine this observation neither +to young people nor to little people, but extend it to all conditions of +people: little and big, young and old: yet growing up, or already +growing down again--there are not, I say, many people who would care to +sleep in a church. I don't mean at sermon time in warm weather (when the +thing has actually been done, once or twice), but in the night, and +alone. A great multitude of persons will be violently astonished, I +know, by this position, in the broad bold Day. But it applies to Night. +It must be argued by night. And I will undertake to maintain it +successfully on any gusty winter's night appointed for the purpose, with +any one opponent chosen from the rest, who will meet me singly in an old +churchyard, before an old church door; and will previously empower me to +lock him in, if needful to his satisfaction, until morning. + +For the night-wind has a dismal trick of wandering round and round a +building of that sort, and moaning as it goes; and of trying with its +unseen hand, the windows and the doors; and seeking out some crevices by +which to enter. And when it has got in; as one not finding what it +seeks, whatever that may be, it wails and howls to issue forth again; +and not content with stalking through the aisles, and gliding round and +round the pillars, and tempting the deep organ, soars up to the roof, +and strives to rend the rafters; then flings itself despairingly upon +the stones below, and passes, muttering, into the vaults. Ugh! Heaven +preserve us, sitting snugly round the fire! It has an awful voice, that +wind at midnight, singing in a church! + +But, high up in the steeple! There the foul blast roars and whistles! +High up in the steeple, where it is free to come and go through many an +airy arch and loophole, and to twist and twine itself about the giddy +stair, and twirl the groaning weathercock, and make the very tower shake +and shiver! + +High up in the steeple of an old church, far above the light and murmur +of the town and far below the flying clouds that shadow it, is the wild +and dreary place at night: and high up in the steeple of an old church, +dwelt the Chimes I tell of. + +They were old Chimes, trust me. Centuries ago, these Bells had been +baptized by bishops: so many centuries ago, that the register of their +baptism was lost long, long before the memory of man, and no one knew +their names. They had had their Godfathers and Godmothers, these Bells +(for my part, by the way, I would rather incur the responsibility of +being Godfather to a Bell than a Boy), and had had their silver mugs, no +doubt, besides. But Time had mowed down their sponsors, and Henry the +Eighth had melted down their mugs; and they now hung, nameless and +mugless, in the church tower. + +Not speechless, though. Far from it. They had clear, loud, lusty, +sounding voices, had these Bells; and far and wide they might be heard +upon the wind. Much too sturdy Chimes were they, to be dependent on the +pleasure of the wind, moreover; for, fighting gallantly against it when +it took an adverse whim, they would pour their cheerful notes into a +listening ear right royally; and bent on being heard, on stormy nights, +by some poor mother watching a sick child, or some lone wife whose +husband was at sea, they had been sometimes known to beat a blustering +Nor'Wester; ay, "all to fits," as Toby Veck said;--for though they chose +to call him Trotty Veck, his name was Toby, and nobody could make it +anything else either (except Tobias); he having been as lawfully +christened in his day as the bells had been in theirs, though with not +quite so much of solemnity or public rejoicing. + +For my part, I confess myself of Toby Veck's belief, for I am sure he +had opportunities enough of forming a correct one. And whatever Toby +Veck said, I say. And I take my stand by Toby Veck, although he _did_ +stand all day long (and weary work it was) just outside the church-door. +In fact he was a ticket-porter, Toby Veck, and waited there for jobs. + +And a breezy, goose-skinned, blue-nosed, red-eyed, stony-toed, +tooth-chattering place it was to wait in, in the winter-time, as Toby +Veck well knew. The wind came tearing round the corner--especially the +east wind--as if it had sallied forth, express, from the confines of the +earth, to have a blow at Toby. And oftentimes it seemed to come upon him +sooner than it had expected, for bouncing round the corner, and passing +Toby, it would suddenly wheel round again, as if it cried "Why, here he +is!" + +Toby was curious about the Bells because there were points of +resemblance between them and him. They hung there in all weathers, with +the wind and rain driving in upon them; facing only the outsides of all +the houses; never getting any nearer to the blazing fires that gleamed +and shone upon the windows or came puffing out of the chimney tops; and +incapable of participating in any of the good things that were +constantly being handed through the street doors and iron railings to +prodigious cooks. Being but a simple man, he invested the Bells with a +strange and solemn character. They were so mysterious, often heard and +never seen; so high up, so far off, so full of such a deep, strong +melody, that he regarded them with a species of awe; and sometimes when +he looked up at the dark arched windows in the tower, he half expected +to be beckoned to by something which was not a Bell, and yet was what he +heard so often sounding in the Chimes. For all this Toby scouted with +indignation a certain flying rumor that the Chimes were haunted, as +implying the possibility of their being connected with any Evil thing. +In short, they were very often in his ears, and very often in his +thoughts, but always in his good opinion; and he very often got such a +crick in his neck by staring with his mouth wide open, at the steeple +where they hung, that he was fain to take an extra trot or two, +afterward, to cure it. + +The very thing he was in the act of doing one cold day, when the last +drowsy sound of Twelve o'clock, just struck, was humming like a +melodious monster of a Bee, and not by any means a busy Bee, all through +the steeple? + +"Dinner time, eh!" said Toby, trotting up and down before the church. +"Ah!" + +Toby's nose was very red, and his eyelids were very red, and he winked +very much, and his shoulders were very near his ears, and his legs were +very stiff, and altogether he was evidently a long way upon the frosty +side of cool. + +"Dinner time, eh!" repeated Toby, using his right hand muffler like an +infantine boxing-glove, and punishing his chest for being cold. +"Ah-h-h-h!" + +He took a silent trot, after that, for a minute or two. + +"There's nothing," said Toby, "more regular in its coming round than +dinner time, and nothing less regular in its coming round than dinner. +That's the great difference between 'em. It's took me a long time to +find it out. I wonder whether it would be worth any gentleman's while, +now, to buy that obserwation for the Papers; or the Parliament!" + +Tony was only joking, for he gravely shook his head in +self-depreciation. + +"Why! Lord!" said Toby. "The Papers is full of obserwations as it is; +and so's the Parliament. Here's last week's paper, now;" taking a very +dirty one from his pocket, and holding it from him at arm's length; +"full of obserwations! Full of obserwations! I like to know the news as +well as any man," said Toby, slowly; folding it a little smaller, and +putting it in his pocket again: "but it almost goes against the grain +with me to read a paper now. It frightens me almost. I don't know what +we poor people are coming to. Lord send we may be coming to something +better in the New Year nigh upon us!" + +"Why, father, father!" said a pleasant voice, hard by. + +But Toby, not hearing it continued to trot backward and forward: musing +as he went, and talking to himself. + +"It seems as if we can't go right, or do right, or be righted," said +Toby. "I hadn't much schooling, myself, when I was young; and I can't +make out whether we have any business on the face of the earth, or not. +Sometimes I think we must have--a little; and sometimes I think we must +be intruding. I get so puzzled sometimes that I am not even able to make +up my mind whether there is any good at all in us, or whether we are +born bad. We seem to do dreadful things; we seem to give a deal of +trouble; we are always being complained of and guarded against. One way +or another, we fill the papers. Talk of a New Year!" said Toby, +mournfully. "I can bear up as well as another man at most times; better +than a good many, for I am as strong as a lion, and all men an't; but +supposing it should really be that we have no right to a New +Year--supposing we really _are_ intruding----" + +"Why, father, father!" said the pleasant voice again. + +Toby heard it this time; started; stopped; and shortening his sight, +which had been directed a long way off as seeking for enlightenment in +the very heart of the approaching year, found himself face to face with +his own child, and looking close into her eyes. + +Bright eyes they were. Eyes that would bear a world of looking in, +before their depth was fathomed. Dark eyes, that reflected back the eyes +which searched them; not flashingly or at the owner's will, but with a +clear, calm, honest, patient radiance, claiming kindred with that light +which Heaven called into being. Eyes that were beautiful and true, and +beaming with Hope. With Hope so young and fresh; with Hope so buoyant, +vigorous and bright, despite the twenty years of work and poverty on +which they had looked; that they became a voice to Trotty Veck, and +said: "I think we have some business here--a little!" + +Trotty kissed the lips belonging to the eyes, and squeezed the blooming +face between his hands. + +"Why, Pet," said Trotty. "What's to-do? I didn't expect you, to-day, +Meg." + +"Neither did I expect to come, father," cried the girl, nodding her head +and smiling as she spoke. "But here I am! And not alone; not alone!" + +"Why you don't mean to say," observed Trotty, looking curiously at a +covered basket which she carried in her hand, "that you----" + +"Smell it, father dear," said Meg, "Only smell it!" + +Trotty was going to lift up the cover at once, in a great hurry, when +she gayly interposed her hand. + +"No, no, no," said Meg, with the glee of a child. "Lengthen it out a +little. Let me just lift up the corner; just the lit-tle ti-ny cor-ner, +you know," said Meg, suiting the action to the word with the utmost +gentleness, and speaking very softly, as if she were afraid of being +overheard by something inside the basket; "there. Now. What's that!" + +Toby took the shortest possible sniff at the edge of the basket, and +cried out in a rapture: + +"Why, it's hot!" + +"It is burning hot!" cried Meg. "Ha, ha, ha! It's scalding hot!" + +"Ha, ha, ha!" roared Toby, with a sort of kick. "It's scalding hot!" + +"But what is it father?" said Meg. "Come! you haven't guessed what it +is. And you must guess what it is. I can't think of taking it out till +you guess what it is. Don't be in such a hurry! Wait a minute! A little +bit more of the cover. Now guess!" + +Meg was in a perfect fright lest he should guess right too soon; +shrinking away, as she held the basket toward him; curling up her pretty +shoulders; stopping her ear with her hand, as if by so doing she could +keep the right word out of Toby's lips; and laughing softly the whole +time. + +Meanwhile Toby, putting a hand on each knee, bent down his nose to the +basket, and took a long inspiration at the lid; the grin upon his +withered face expanded in the process, as if he were inhaling laughing +gas. + +"Ah! It's very nice," said Toby. "It ain't--I suppose it ain't +Polonies?" + +"No, no, no!" cried Meg, delighted. "Nothing like Polonies!" + +"No," said Toby, after another sniff. "It's--it's mellower than +Polonies. It's very nice. It improves every moment. It's too decided for +Trotters. Ain't it?" + +Meg was in ecstasy. He could _not_ have gone wider of the mark than +Trotters--except Polonies. + +"Liver?" said Toby, communing with himself. "No. There's a mildness +about it that don't answer to liver. Pettitoes? No. It an't faint enough +for pettitoes. It wants the stringiness of Cocks' heads. And I know it +an't sausages. I'll tell you what it is. It's chitterlings!" + +"No, it an't!" cried Meg, in a burst of delight "No, it an't!" + +"Why, what am I a thinking of!" said Toby, suddenly recovering a +position as near the perpendicular as it was possible for him to assume. +"I shall forget my own name next. It's tripe!" + +Tripe it was; and Meg, in high joy, protested he should say, in half a +minute more, it was the best tripe ever stewed. + +"And so," said Meg, busying herself exultingly with her basket; "I'll +lay the cloth at once, father; for I have brought the tripe in a basin, +and tied the basin up in a pocket-handkerchief; and if I like to be +proud for once, and spread that for a cloth, and call it a cloth, +there's no law to prevent me; is there father?" + +"Not that I know of, my dear," said Toby. "But they're always a bringing +up some new law or other." + +"And according to what I was reading you in the paper the other day, +father; what the Judge said, you know; we poor people are supposed to +know them all. Ha, ha! What a mistake! My goodness me, how clever they +think us!" + +"Yes, my dear," cried Trotty; "and they'd be very fond of any one of us +that _did_ know 'em all. He'd grow fat upon the work he'd get, that man, +and be popular with the gentlefolks in his neighborhood. Very much so!" + +"He'd eat his dinner with an appetite, whoever he was, if it smelt like +this," said Meg, cheerfully. "Make haste, for there's a potato besides. +Where will you dine, father? On the Post, or on the Steps? Dear, dear, +how grand we are. Two places to choose from!" + +"The steps to day, my Pet," said Trotty. "Steps in dry weather. Post in +wet. There's a great conveniency in the steps at all times, because of +the sitting down; but they're rheumatic in the damp." + +"Then here," said Meg, clapping her hands, after a moment's bustle; +"here it is, all ready! And beautiful it looks! Come, father. Eat it +while it's hot. Come!" + +Since his discovery of the contents of the basket, Trotty had been +standing looking at her--and had been speaking too--in an abstracted +manner, which showed that though she was the object of his thoughts and +eyes, to the exclusion even of tripe, he neither saw nor thought about +her as she was at that moment, but had before him some imaginary rough +sketch or drama of her future life. Roused, now, by her cheerful +summons, he shook off a melancholy shake of the head which was just +coming upon him, and trotted to her side. As he was stooping to sit +down, the Chimes rang. + +"Amen!" said Trotty, pulling off his hat and looking up toward them. + +"Amen to the Bells, father?" cried Meg. + +"They broke in like a grace, my dear," said Trotty, taking his seat. +"They'd say a good one, I am sure, if they could. Many's the kind thing +they say to me." + +"The Bells do, father!" laughed Meg, as she set the basin, and a knife +and fork before him. "Well!" + +"Seem to, my Pet," said Trotty, falling to with great vigor. "And +where's the difference? If I hear 'em, what does it matter whether they +speak it or not? Why bless you, my dear," said Toby, pointing at the +tower with his fork, and becoming more animated under the influence of +dinner, "how often have I heard them bells say, 'Toby Veck, Toby Veck, +keep a good heart Toby! Toby Veck, Toby Veck, keep a good heart Toby!' A +million times? More!" + +"Well, I never!" cried Meg. + +She had, though--over and over again. For it was Toby's constant topic. + +"When things is very bad," said Trotty; "very bad indeed, I mean; almost +at the worst; then it's 'Toby Veck, Toby Veck, job coming soon, Toby! +Toby Veck, Toby Veck, job coming soon, Toby!' That way." + +"And it comes--at last, father," said Meg, with a touch of sadness in +her pleasant voice. + +"Always," answered the unconscious Toby. "Never fails." + +While this discourse was holding, Trotty made no pause in his attack +upon the savory meat before him, but cut and ate, and cut and drank, and +cut and chewed, and dodged about, from tripe to hot potato, and from hot +potato back again to tripe, with an unctuous and unflagging relish. But +happening now to look all round the street--in case anybody should be +beckoning from any door or window, for a porter--his eyes, in coming +back again, encountered Meg: sitting opposite to him, with her arms +folded; and only busy in watching his progress with a smile of +happiness. + +"Why, Lord forgive me!" said Trotty, dropping his knife and fork. "My +love! Meg! why didn't you tell me what a beast I was?" + +"Father?" + +"Sitting here," said Trotty, in penitent explanation, "cramming and +stuffing, and gorging myself; and you before me there, never so much as +breaking your precious fast, nor wanting to, when----" + +"But I have broken it, father," interposed his daughter, laughing, "all +to bits. I have had my dinner." + +"Nonsense," said Trotty. "Two dinners in one day! It an't possible! You +might as well tell me that two New Year's Days will come together, or +that I have had a gold head all my life, and never changed it." + +"I have had my dinner, father, for all that," said Meg, coming nearer to +him. "And if you'll go on with yours, I'll tell you how and where; and +how your dinner came to be brought; and--something else besides." + +Toby still appeared incredulous; but she looked into his face with her +clear eyes, and laying her hand upon his shoulder, motioned him to go on +while the meat was hot. So Trotty took up his knife and fork again, and +went to work. But much more slowly than before, and shaking his head, as +if he were not at all pleased with himself. + +"I had my dinner, father," said Meg, after a little hesitation, +"with--with Richard. His dinner-time was early; and as he brought his +dinner with him when he came to see me, we--we had it together, father." + +Trotty said, "Oh!"--because she waited. + +"And Richard says, father--" Meg resumed. Then stopped. + +"What does Richard say, Meg?" asked Toby. + +"Richard says, father--" Another stoppage. + +"Richard's a long time saying it," said Toby. + +"He says then, father," Meg continued, lifting up her eyes at last, and +speaking in a tremble, but quite plainly; "another year is nearly gone, +and where is the use of waiting on from year to year, when it is so +unlikely we shall ever be better off than we are now? He says we are +poor now, father, and we shall be poor then, but we are young now, and +years will make us old before we know it. He says that if we wait, +people in our condition, until we see our way quite clearly, the way +will be a narrow one indeed--the common way--the Grave, father." + +A bolder man than Trotty Veck must needs have drawn upon his boldness +largely, to deny it. Trotty held his peace. + +"And how hard, father, to grow old and die, and think we might have +cheered and helped each other! How hard in all our lives to love each +other; and to grieve, apart, to see each other working, changing, +growing old and gray. Even if I got the better of it, and forgot him +(which I never could), oh, father dear, how hard to have a heart so full +as mine is now, and live to have it slowly drained out every drop, +without the recollection of one happy moment of a woman's life, to stay +behind and comfort me, and make me better!" + +Trotty sat quite still, Meg dried her eyes, and said more gayly: that is +to say, with here a laugh, and there a sob, and here a laugh and sob +together: + +"So Richard says, father; as his work was yesterday made certain for +some time to come, and as I love him and have loved him fully three +years--ah! longer than that, if he knew it!--will I marry him on New +Year's Day; the best and happiest day, he says, in the whole year, and +one that is almost sure to bring good fortune with it. It's a short +notice, father--isn't it?--but I haven't my fortune to be settled, or my +wedding dresses to be made, like the great ladies, father, have I? And +he said so much, and said it in his way; so strong and earnest, and all +the time so kind and gentle; that I said I'd come and talk to you, +father. And as they paid the money for that work of mine this morning +(unexpectedly, I am sure!), and as you have fared very poorly for a +whole week, and as I couldn't help wishing there should be something to +make this day a sort of holiday to you as well as a dear and happy day +to me, father, I made a little treat and brought it to surprise you." + +"And see how he leaves it cooling on the step!" said another voice. + +It was the voice of the same Richard, who had come upon them unobserved, +and stood before the father and daughter; looking down upon them with a +face as glowing as the iron on which his stout sledge-hammer daily rung. +A handsome, well-made, powerful youngster he was; with eyes that +sparkled like the red-hot droppings from a furnace fire; black hair that +curled about his swarthy temples rarely; and a smile--a smile that bore +out Meg's eulogium on his style of conversation. + +"See how he leaves it cooling on the step!" said Richard. "Meg don't +know what he likes. Not she!" + +Trotty, all action and enthusiasm, immediately reached up his hand to +Richard, and was going to address him in a great hurry, when the +house-door opened without any warning, and a footman very nearly put his +foot in the tripe. + +"Out of the vays here, will you! You must always go and be a-settin on +our steps, must you! You can't go and give a turn to none of the +neighbors never, can't you? _Will_ you clear the road, or won't you?" + +Strictly speaking, the last question was irrelevant, as they had already +done it. + +"What's the matter, what's the matter?" said the gentleman for whom the +door was opened; coming out of the house at that kind of light, heavy +pace--that peculiar compromise between a walk and jog-trot--with which a +gentleman upon the smooth down-hill of life, wearing creaking boots, a +watch-chain, and clean linen, _may_ come out of his house: not only +without any abatement of his dignity, but with an expression of having +important and wealthy engagements elsewhere. "What's the matter? What's +the matter?" + +"You're always a-being begged, and prayed, upon your bended knees, you +are," said the footman with great emphasis to Trotty Veck, "to let our +door-steps be. Why don't you let 'em be? CAN'T you let 'em be?" + +"There! That'll do, that'll do!" said the gentleman, "Halloa there! +Porter!" beckoning with his head to Trotty Veck, "Come here. What's +that? Your dinner?" + +"Yes, sir," said Trotty, leaving it behind him in a corner. + +"Don't leave it there!" exclaimed the gentleman. "Bring it here, bring +it here! So! this is your dinner, is it?" + +"Yes, sir," repeated Trotty, looking with a fixed eye and a watery mouth +at the piece of tripe he had reserved for a last delicious tit-bit, +which the gentleman was now turning over and over on the end of a fork. + +Two other gentlemen had come out with him. One was a low-spirited +gentleman of middle age, of a meagre habit, and a disconsolate face; who +kept his hands continually in the pockets of his scanty pepper-and-salt +trousers, very large and dog's-eared from that custom; and was not +particularly well brushed or washed. The other, a full sized, sleek, +well-conditioned gentleman, in a blue coat, with bright buttons, and a +white cravat. This gentleman had a very red face, as if an undue +proportion of the blood in his body were squeezed up into his head, +which perhaps accounted for his having also the appearance of being +rather cold about the heart. + +He who had Toby's meat upon the fork called to the first one by the name +of Filer, and they both drew near together. Mr. Filer being exceedingly +short sighted, was obliged to go so close to the remnant of Toby's +dinner before he could make out what it was, that Toby's heart leaped up +into his mouth. But Mr. Filer didn't eat it. + +"This is a description of animal food, Alderman," said Filer, making +little punches in it with a pencil-case, "commonly known to the laboring +population of this country by the name of tripe." + +The Alderman laughed, and winked; for he was a merry fellow. Alderman +Cute. Oh, and a sly fellow too! A knowing fellow. Up to everything. Not +to be imposed upon. Deep in the people's hearts! He knew them, Cute did. +I believe you! + +"But who eats tripe?" said Mr. Filer, looking round. "Tripe is without +an exception the least economical, and the most wasteful article of +consumption that the markets of this country can by possibility produce. +The loss upon a pound of tripe has been found to be, in the boiling, +seven-eighths of a fifth more than the loss upon a pound of any other +animal substance whatever. Tripe is more expensive, properly understood, +than the hot-house pine-apple. Taking into account the number of animals +slaughtered yearly within the bills of mortality alone; and forming a +low estimate of the quantity of tripe which the carcases of these +animals, reasonably well butchered, would yield--I find that the waste +on that amount of tripe, if boiled, would victual a garrison of five +hundred men for five months of thirty-one days each, and a February +over. The Waste, the Waste!" + +Trotty stood aghast, and his legs shook under him. He seemed to have +starved a garrison of five hundred men with his own hand. + +"Who eats tripe?" said Mr. Filer, warmly. "Who eats tripe?" + +Trotty made a miserable bow. + +"You do, do you?" said Mr. Filer. "Then I'll tell you something. You +snatch your tripe, my friend, out of the mouths of widows and orphans." + +"I hope not, sir," said Trotty, faintly. "I'd sooner die of want!" + +"Divide the amount of tripe before-mentioned, Alderman," said Mr. Filer, +"by the estimated number of existing widows and orphans, and the result +will be one pennyweight of tripe to each. Not a grain is left for that +man. Consequently, he's a robber." + +Trotty was so shocked that it gave him no concern to see the Alderman +finish the tripe himself. It was a relief to get rid of it, anyhow. + +"And what do you say?" asked the Alderman, jocosely, of the red-faced +gentleman in the blue coat. "You have heard friend Filer. What do _you_ +say?" + +"What's it possible to say?" returned the gentleman. "What _is_ to be +said? Who can take any interest in a fellow like this," meaning Trotty, +"in such degenerate times as these? Look at him! What an object! The +good old times, the grand old times, the great old times! _Those_ were +the times for a bold peasantry, and all that sort of thing. Those were +the times for every sort of thing, in fact. There's nothing now-a-days. +Ah!" sighed the red-faced gentleman. "The good old times, the good old +times!" + +It is possible that poor Trotty's faith in these very vague Old Times +was not entirely destroyed, for he felt vague enough, at that moment. +One thing, however, was plain to him, in the midst of his distress; to +wit, that however these gentlemen might differ in details, his +misgivings of that morning, and of many other mornings, were well +founded. "No, no. We can't go right or do right," thought Trotty in +despair. "There is no good in us. We are born bad!" + +But Trotty had a father's heart within him; which had somehow got into +his breast in spite of this decree; and he could not bear that Meg, in +the blush of her brief joy, should have her fortune read by these wise +gentlemen. "God help her," thought poor Trotty. "She will know it soon +enough." + +He anxiously signed, therefore, to the young smith, to take her away. +But he was so busy, talking to her softly at a little distance, that he +only became conscious of this desire, simultaneously with Alderman Cute. +Now, the Alderman had not yet had his say, but _he_ was a philosopher, +too--practical though! Oh, very practical!--and, as he had no idea of +losing any portion of his audience, he cried "Stop!" + +Trotty took Meg's hand and drew it through his arm. He didn't seem to +know what he was doing though. + +"Your daughter, eh?" said the Alderman, chucking her familiarly under +the chin. + +"And you're making love to her, are you?" said Cute to the young smith. + +"Yes," returned Richard quickly, for he was nettled by the question. +"And we are going to be married on New Year's Day." + +"What do you mean?" cried Filer sharply. "Married!" + +"Why, yes, we were thinking of it. Master," said Richard. "We're rather +in a hurry you see, in case it should be Put Down first." + +"Ah!" cried Filer, with a groan. "Put _that_ down indeed. Alderman, and +you'll do something. Married! Married!! The ignorance of the first +principles of political economy on the part of these people; their +improvidence; their wickedness is by Heavens! enough to--Now look at +that couple, will you!" + +Well! They were worth looking at. And marriage seemed as reasonable and +fair a deed as they need have in contemplation. + +"A man may live to be as old as Methuselah," said Mr. Filer, "and may +labor all his life for the benefit of such people as those; and may heap +up facts on figures, facts on figures, facts on figures, mountains high +and dry; and he can no more hope to persuade 'em that they have no right +or business to be married than he can hope to persuade 'em that they +have no earthly right or business to be born. And _that_ we know they +haven't. We reduced that to a mathematical certainty long ago!" + +"Come here, my girl!" said Alderman Cute. + +The young blood of her lover had been mounting, wrathfully, within the +last few minutes; and he was indisposed to let her come. But, setting a +constraint upon himself, he came forward with a stride as Meg approached +and stood beside her. Trotty kept her hand within his arm still, but +looked from face to face as wildly as a sleeper in a dream. + +"Now, I'm going to give you a word or two of good advice, my girl," said +the Alderman, in his nice easy way. "It's my place to give advice, you +know, because I'm a Justice. You know I'm a Justice, don't you?" + +Meg timidly said, "Yes." But everybody knew Alderman Cute was a Justice! +Oh dear, so active a Justice always! Who such a mote of brightness in +the public eye, as Cute! + +"You are going to be married, you say," pursued the Alderman. "Very +unbecoming and indelicate in one of your sex! But never mind that. +After you're married, you'll quarrel with your husband, and come to be a +distressed wife. You may think not; but you will, because I tell you so. +Now, I give you fair warning, that I have made up my mind to Put +distressed wives Down. So, don't be brought before me. You'll have +children--boys. Those boys will grow up bad, of course, and run wild in +the streets without shoes or stockings. Mind, my young friend! I'll +convict 'em summarily every one, for I am determined to Put boys without +shoes or stockings, Down. Perhaps your husband will die young (most +likely) and leave you with a baby. Then you'll be turned out of doors, +and wander up and down the streets. Now don't wander near me, my dear, +for I am resolved to Put all wandering mothers Down. All young mothers, +of all sorts and kinds, it's my determination to Put Down. Don't think +to plead illness as an excuse with me; or babies as an excuse with me; +for all sick persons and young children (I hope you know the +church-service, but I'm afraid not) I am determined to Put Down. And if +you attempt, desperately and ungratefully, and impiously, and +fraudulently attempt, to drown yourself, or hang yourself, I'll have no +pity on you, for I have made up my mind to Put all suicide Down! If +there is one thing," said the Alderman, with his self-satisfied smile, +"on which I can be said to have made up my mind more than on another, it +is to Put suicide Down. So don't try it on. That's the phrase, isn't it! +Ha, ha! now we understand each other." + +Toby knew not whether to be agonized or glad, to see that Meg had turned +deadly white, and dropped her lover's hand. + +"As for you, you dull dog," said the Alderman, turning with even +increased cheerfulness and urbanity to the young smith, "what are you +thinking of being married for? What do you want to be married for, you +silly fellow? If I was a fine, young, strapping chap like you, I should +be ashamed of being milksop enough to pin myself to a woman's +apron-strings! Why, she'll be an old woman before you're a middle-aged +man! And a pretty figure you'll cut then, with a draggle-tailed wife and +a crowd of squalling children crying after you wherever you go!" + +Oh, he knew how to banter the common people, Alderman Cute! + +"There! Go along with you," said the Alderman, "and repent. Don't make +such a fool of yourself as to get married on New Year's Day. You'll +think very differently of it, long before next New Year's Day: a trim +young fellow like you, with all the girls looking after you. There! Go +along with you!" + +They went along. Not arm in arm, or hand in hand, or interchanging +bright glances; but she in tears; he gloomy and down-looking. Were these +the hearts that had so lately made old Toby's leap up from its +faintness? No, no. The Alderman (a blessing on his head!) had Put _them_ +Down. + +"As you happen to be here," said the Alderman to Toby, "you shall carry +a letter for me. Can you be quick? You're an old man." + +Toby, who had been looking after Meg, quite stupidly, made shift to +murmur out that he was very quick, and very strong. + +"How old are you?" inquired the Alderman. + +"I am over sixty, sir," said Toby. + +"Oh! This man's a great deal past the average age, you know," cried Mr. +Filer, breaking in as if his patience would bear some trying, but this +was really carrying matters a little too far. + +"I feel I'm intruding, sir," said Toby. "I--I misdoubted it this +morning. Oh dear me!" + +The Alderman cut him short by giving him the letter from his pocket. +Toby would have got a shilling too; but Mr. Filer clearly showing that +in that case he would rob a certain given number of persons of +ninepence-half-penny a-piece, he only got sixpence; and thought himself +very well off to get that. + +Then the Alderman gave an arm to each of his friends, and walked off in +high feather; but, he immediately came hurrying back alone, as if he had +forgotten something. + +"Porter!" said the Alderman. + +"Sir!" said Toby. + +"Take care of that daughter of yours. She's much too handsome." + +"Even her good looks are stolen from somebody or other I suppose," +thought Toby, looking at the sixpence in his hand, and thinking of the +tripe. "She's been and robbed five hundred ladies of a bloom a-piece, I +shouldn't wonder. It's very dreadful!" + +"She's much too handsome, my man," repeated the Alderman. "The chances +are, that she'll come to no good, I clearly see. Observe what I say. +Take care of her!" With which, he hurried off again. + +"Wrong every way. Wrong every way!" said Trotty clasping his hands. +"Born bad. No business here!" + +The Chimes came clashing in upon him as he said the last words. Full, +loud, and sounding--but with no encouragement. No, not a drop. + +"The tune's changed," cried the old man, as he listened. "There's not a +word of all that fancy in it. Why should there be? I have no business +with the New Year nor with the old one neither. Let me die!" + +Still the Bells, pealing forth their changes, made the very air spin. +Put 'em down. Put 'em down! Good old Times, Good old Times! Facts and +Figures, Facts and Figures! Put 'em down, Put 'em down! If they said +anything they said this, until the brain of Toby reeled. + +He pressed his bewildered head between his hands as if to keep it from +splitting asunder. A well-timed action, as it happened; for finding the +letter in one of them, and being by that means reminded of his charge, +he fell, mechanically, into his usual trot, and trotted off. + + +SECOND QUARTER. + +The letter Toby had received from Alderman Cute, was addressed to a +great man in the great district of the town. The greatest district of +the town. It must have been the greatest district of the town, because +it was commonly called "the world" by its inhabitants. + +The Year was Old, that day. The patient Year had lived through the +reproaches and misuses of its slanderers, and faithfully performed its +work. Spring, summer, autumn, winter. It had labored through the +destined round, and now laid down its weary head to die. + +Trotty had no portion, to his thinking, in the New Year or the Old. + +"Put 'em down. Put 'em down! Facts and Figures, Facts and Figures! Good +old Times, Good old Times! Put 'em down, Put 'em down!"--his trot went +to that measure, and would fit itself to nothing else. + +But, even that one, melancholy as it was, brought him, in due time, to +the end of his journey. To the mansion of Sir Joseph Bowley, Member of +Parliament. + +The door was opened by a Porter. Such a Porter! Not of Toby's order. +Quite another thing. His place was the ticket, though; not Toby's. + +This Porter underwent some hard panting before he could speak; having +breathed himself by coming incautiously out of his chair, without first +taking time to think about it and compose his mind. When he had found +his voice--which it took him some time to do, for it was a long way off +and hidden under a load of meat--he said in a fat whisper: + +"Who's it from?" + +Toby told him. + +"You're to take it in yourself," said the Porter, pointing to a room at +the end of a long passage, opening from the hall. "Everything goes +straight in, on this day of the year. You're not a bit too soon; for the +carriage is at the door now, and they have only come to town for a +couple of hours, a'purpose." + +Toby wiped his feet (which were quite dry already) with great care, and +took the way pointed out to him, observing as he went that it was an +awfully grand house, but hushed and covered up, as if the family were in +the country. Knocking at the room door, he was told to enter from +within; and doing so found himself in a spacious library, where, at a +table strewn with files and papers, were a stately lady in a bonnet, and +a not very stately gentleman in black, who wrote from her dictation; +while another, and an older, and a much statelier gentleman, whose hat +and cane were on the table, walked up and down, with one hand in his +breast, and looked complacently from time to time at his own picture--a +full length; a very full length--hanging over the fire-place. + +"What is this?" said the last-named gentleman. "Mr. Fish, will you have +the goodness to attend?" + +Mr. Fish begged pardon, and taking the letter from Toby, handed it, with +great respect. + +"From Alderman Cute, Sir Joseph." + +"Is this all? Have you nothing else, Porter?" inquired Sir Joseph. + +Toby replied in the negative. + +"You have no bill or demand upon me--my name is Bowley, Sir Joseph +Bowley--of any kind from anybody, have you?" said Sir Joseph. "If you +have, present it. There is a cheque-book by the side of Mr. Fish. I +allow nothing to be carried into the New Year. Every description of +account is settled in this house at the close of the old one. So that if +death was to--to--" + +"To cut," suggested Mr. Fish. + +"To sever, sir," returned Sir Joseph, with great asperity, "the cord of +existence--my affairs would be found, I hope, in a state of +preparation." + +"My dear Sir Joseph!" said the lady, who was greatly younger than the +gentleman. "How shocking!" + +"My Lady Bowley," returned Sir Joseph, floundering now and then, as in +the great depth of his observations, "at this season of the year we +should think of--of--ourselves. We should look into our--our accounts. +We should feel that every return of so eventful a period in human +transactions involves matter of deep moment between a man and his--and +his banker." + +Sir Joseph delivered these words as if he felt the full morality of what +he was saying, and desired that even Trotty should have an opportunity +of being improved by such discourse. Possibly he had this end before him +in still forbearing to break the seal of the letter, and in telling +Trotty to wait where he was a minute. + +"I _am_ the Poor Man's Friend," observed Sir Joseph, glancing at the +poor man present. "As such I may be taunted. As such I have been +taunted. But I ask no other title." + +"Bless him for a noble gentleman!" thought Trotty. + +"I don't agree with Cute here, for instance," said Sir Joseph, holding +out the letter. "I don't agree with the Filer party. I don't agree with +any party. My friend, the Poor Man, has no business with any thing of +that sort, and nothing of that sort has any business with him. My +friend, the Poor Man, in my district, is my business. No man or body of +men has any right to interfere between my friend and me. That is the +ground I take. I assume a--a paternal character toward my friend. I say, +'My good fellow, I will treat you paternally.'" + +With that great sentiment, he opened the Alderman's letter, and read it. + +"Very polite and attentive, I am sure!" exclaimed Sir Joseph. "My lady, +the Alderman is so obliging as to remind me that he has had 'the +distinguished honor'--he is very good--of meeting me at the house of our +mutual friend Deedles, the banker, and he does me the favor to inquire +whether it will be agreeable to me to have Will Fern put down. He came +up to London, it seems, to look for employment (trying to better +himself--that's his story), and being found at night asleep in a shed, +was taken into custody, and carried next morning before the Alderman. +The Alderman observes (very properly) that he is determined to put this +sort of thing down, and that if it will be agreeable to me to have Will +Fern put down, he will be happy to begin with him." + +"Let him be made an example of, by all means," returned the lady. "Last +winter, when I introduced pinking and eyelet-holing among the men and +boys in the village as a nice evening employment, and had the lines, + + + Oh let us love our occupations, + Bless the squire and his relations, + Live upon our daily rations, + And always know our proper stations, + + +set to music on the new system, for them to sing the while; this very +Fern--I see him now--touched that hat of his, and said, 'I humbly ask +your pardon, my lady, but _an't_ I something different from a great +girl?' I expected it, of course; who can expect anything but insolence +and ingratitude from that class of people? That is not to the purpose, +however. Sir Joseph! Make an example of him!" + +Trotty, who had long ago relapsed, and was very low-spirited, stepped +forward with a rueful face to take the letter Sir Joseph held out to +him. + +"You have heard, perhaps," said Sir Joseph, oracularly, "certain remarks +into which I have been led respecting the solemn period of time at which +we have arrived, and the duty imposed upon us of settling our affairs, +and being prepared. Now, my friend, can you lay your hand upon your +heart, and say that you also have made preparation for a New Year?" + +"I am afraid, sir," stammered Trotty, looking meekly at him, "that I am +a--a--little behind-hand with the world." + +"Behind-hand with the world!" repeated Sir Joseph Bowley, in a tone of +terrible distinctness. + +"I am afraid, sir," faltered Trotty, "that there's a matter of ten or +twelve shillings owing to Mrs. Chickenstalker." + +"To Mrs. Chickenstalker!" repeated Sir Joseph, in the same tone as +before. + +"A shop, sir," exclaimed Toby, "in the general line. Also a--a little +money on account of rent. A very little, sir. It oughtn't to be owing, I +know, but we have been hard put to it, indeed!" + +Sir Joseph looked at his lady, and at Mr. Fish, and at Trotty, one after +another, twice all round. He then made a despondent gesture with both +hands at once, as if he gave the thing up altogether. + +"How a man, even among this improvident and impracticable race; an old +man; a man grown grey; can look a New Year in the face with his affairs +in this condition; how he can lie down on his bed at night, and get up +again in the morning, and--There!" he said, turning his back on Trotty. + +"Take the letter! Take the letter!" + +"I heartily wish it was otherwise, sir," said Trotty, anxious to excuse +himself. "We have been tried very hard." + +Sir Joseph still repeating "Take the letter, take the letter!" and Mr. +Fish not only saying the same thing, but giving additional force to the +request by motioning the bearer to the door, he had nothing for it but +to make his bow and leave the house. And in the street, poor Trotty +pulled his worn old hat down on his head to hide the grief he felt at +getting no hold on the New Year, anywhere. + +He didn't even lift his hat to look up at the Bell tower when he came to +the old church on his return. He halted there a moment, from habit; and +knew that it was growing dark and that the steeple rose above him +indistinct and faint in the murky air. He knew, too, that the Chimes +would ring immediately, and that they sounded to his fancy, at such a +time, like voices in the clouds. But he only made the more haste to +deliver the Alderman's letter and get out of the way before they began; +for he dreaded to hear them tagging "Friends and Fathers, Friends and +Fathers," to the burden they had rung out last. + +Toby discharged himself of his commission, therefore, with all possible +speed and set off trotting homeward. But what with his pace, which was +at best an awkward one in the street; and what with his hat, which +didn't improve it; he trotted against somebody in less than no time and +was sent staggering out into the road. + +"I beg your pardon, I'm sure!" said Trotty, pulling up his hat in great +confusion, and between the hat and the torn lining, fixing his head +into a kind of bee-hive. "I hope I haven't hurt you." + +As to hurting anybody, Toby was not such an absolute Samson, but that he +was much more likely to be hurt himself; and indeed he had flown out +into the road like a shuttle-cock. He had such an opinion of his own +strength, however, that he was in real concern for the other party, and +said again, + +"I hope I haven't hurt you?" + +The man against whom he had run, a sun-browned, sinewy, country-looking +man, with grizzled hair and a rough chin, stared at him for a moment, as +if he suspected him to be in jest. But, satisfied of his good faith, he +answered: + +"No, friend. You have not hurt me." + +"Nor the child, I hope?" said Trotty. + +"Nor the child," returned the man. "I thank you kindly." + +As he said so, he glanced at a little girl he carried in his arms, +asleep, and shading her face with the long end of the poor handkerchief +he wore about his throat, went slowly on. + +The tone in which he said "I thank you kindly," penetrated Trotty's +heart. He was so jaded and foot sore, and so soiled with travel, and +looked about him so forlorn and strange, that it was a comfort to him to +be able to thank anyone, no matter for how little. Toby stood gazing +after him as he plodded wearily away, with the child's arm clinging +round his neck. + +At the figure in the worn shoes--now the very shade and ghost of +shoes--rough leather leggings, common frock and broad slouched hat, +Trotty stood gazing, blind to the whole street. And at the child's arm, +clinging round its neck. + +Before he merged into the darkness the traveler stopped, and looking +round and seeing Trotty standing there yet, seemed undecided whether to +return or go on. After doing first the one and then the other, he came +back, and Trotty went half way to meet him. + +"You can tell me, perhaps," said the man with a faint smile, "and if you +can I am sure will, and I'd rather ask you than another--where Alderman +Cute lives." + +"Close at hand," replied Toby, "I'll show you his house with pleasure." + +"I was to have gone to him elsewhere to-morrow," said the man, +accompanying Toby, "but I am uneasy under suspicion, and want to clear +myself and to be free to go and seek my bread--I don't know where. So, +maybe he'll forgive my going to his house to-night." + +"It's impossible," cried Toby with a start, "that your name's Fern!" + +"Eh!" cried the other, turning on him in astonishment. + +"Fern! Will Fern!" said Trotty. + +"That's my name," replied the other. + +"Why, then," cried Trotty, seizing him by the arm and looking cautiously +round, "for Heaven's sake don't go to him! Don't go to him! He'll put +you down as sure as ever you were born. Here, come up this alley, and +I'll tell you what I mean. Don't go to _him_." + +His new acquaintance looked as if he thought him mad, but he bore him +company, nevertheless. When they were shrouded from observation, Trotty +told him what he knew, and what character he had received, and all about +it. + +The subject of his history listened to it with a calmness that surprised +him. He did not contradict or interrupt it once. He nodded his head now +and then--more in corroboration of an old and worn-out story, it +appeared, than in refutation of it; and once or twice threw back his +hat, and passed his freckled hand over a brow, where every furrow he +had ploughed seemed to have set its image in little. But he did no more. + +"It's true enough in the main," he said, "master, I could sift grain +from the husk here and there, but let it be as 'tis. What odds? I have +gone against his plans; to my misfortun'. I can't help it; I should do +the like to-morrow. As to character, them gentlefolks will search and +search, and pry and pry, and have it as free from spot or speck in us, +afore they'll help us to a dry good word!--Well! I hope they don't lose +good opinion as easy as we do, or their lives is strict indeed, and +hardly worth the keeping. For myself, master, I never took with that +hand"--holding it before him--"what wasn't my own; and never held it +back from work, however hard, or poorly paid. Whoever can deny it, let +him chop it off! But when work won't maintain me like a human creetur; +when my living is so bad, that I am Hungry, out of doors and in; when I +see a whole working life begin that way, go on that way, and end that +way, without a chance or change; then I say to the gentlefolks 'Keep +away from me! Let my cottage be. My doors is dark enough without your +darkening of 'em more. Don't look for me to come up into the Park to +help the show when there's a Birthday, or a fine Speechmaking, or what +not. Act your Plays and Games without me, and be welcome to 'em and +enjoy 'em. We've now to do with one another. I'm best let alone!'" + +Seeing that the child in his arms had opened her eyes, and was looking +about in wonder, he checked himself to say a word or two of foolish +prattle in her ear, and stand her on the ground beside him. Then slowly +winding one of her long tresses round and round his rough forefinger +like a ring, while she hung about his dusty leg, he said to Trotty, + +"I'm not a cross-grained man by natur', I believe; and easy satisfied, +I'm sure. I bear no ill will against none of 'em. I only want to live +like one of the Almighty's creeturs. I can't--I don't--and so there's a +pit dug between me, and them that can and do. There's others like me. +You might tell 'em off by hundreds and by thousands, sooner than by +ones." + +Trotty knew that he spoke the truth in this, and shook his head to +signify as much. + +"I've got a bad name this way," said Fern; "and I'm not likely, I'm +afeared, to get a better. 'Tan't lawful to be out of sorts, and I AM out +of sorts, though God knows, I'd sooner bear a cheerful spirit if I +could. Well! I don't know as this Alderman could hurt _me_ much by +sending me to gaol; but without a friend to speak a word for me, he +might do it; and you see--!" pointing downward with his finger, at the +child. + +He sunk his voice so low, and gazed upon her with an air so stern and +strange, that Toby, to divert the current of his thoughts, inquired if +his wife were living. + +"I never had one," he returned, shaking his head. "She's my brother's +child: a orphan. Nine year old, though you'd hardly think it; but she's +tired and worn out now. They'd have taken care on her in the +Union--eight and twenty mile away from where we live--between four walls +(as they took care of my old father when he couldn't work no more, +though he didn't trouble 'em long); but I took her instead, and she's +lived with me ever since. Her mother had a friend once, in London here. +We are trying to find her, and to find work too; but it's a large place. +Never mind. More room for us to walk about in, Lilly!" + +Meeting the child's eyes with a smile which melted Toby more than tears, +he shook him by the hand. + +"I don't so much as know your name," he said, "but I've opened my heart +free to you, for I'm thankful to you; with good reason. I'll take your +advice and keep clear of this--" + +"Justice," suggested Toby. + +"Ah!" he said. "If that's the name they give him. This Justice. And +to-morrow will try whether there's better fortun' to be met with +somewheres near London. Goodnight. A Happy New Year!" + +"Stay!" cried Trotty, catching at his hand, as he relaxed his grip. +"Stay! The New Year never can be happy to me, if we part like this. The +New Year can never be happy to me, if I see the child and you go +wandering away, you don't know where, without a shelter for your heads. +Come home with me! I'm a poor man, living in a poor place; but I can +give you lodging for one night and never miss it. Come home with me! +Here! I'll take her!" cried Trotty, lifting up the child. "A pretty one! +I'd carry twenty times her weight, and never know I'd got it. Tell me if +I go too quick for you. I'm very fast. I always was!" Trotty said this, +taking about six of his trotting paces to one stride of his fatigued +companion; and with his thin legs quivering again, beneath the load he +bore. + +"Down the Mews here, Uncle Will, and step at the black door, with 'T. +Veck, Ticket Porter,' wrote upon a board; and here we are, and here we +go, and here we are indeed, my precious Meg, surprising you!" + +With which words Trotty, in a breathless state, set the child down +before his daughter in the middle of the floor. The little visitor +looked once at Meg; and doubting nothing in that face, but trusting +everything she saw there; ran into her arms. + +"Here we are, and here we go!" cried Trotty, running round the room and +choking audibly. "Here, Uncle Will, here's a fire you know! Why don't +you come to the fire? Oh here we are and here we go! Meg, my precious +darling, where's the kettle? Here it is and here it goes, and it'll bile +in no time!" + +Trotty really had picked up the kettle somewhere or other in the course +of his wild career, and now put it on the fire; while Meg, seating the +child in a warm corner, knelt down on the ground before her, and pulled +off her shoes, and dried her wet feet on a cloth. Ay, and she laughed at +Trotty too--so pleasantly, so cheerfully, that Trotty could have blessed +her where she kneeled; for he had seen that, when they entered, she was +sitting by the fire in tears. + +"Why, father!" said Meg. "You're crazy to-night, I think. I don't know +what the Bells would say to that." + +Meg looked toward him and saw that he had elaborately stationed himself +behind the chair of their male visitor, where with many mysterious +gestures he was holding up the six-pence he had earned. + +"I see, my dear," said Trotty, "as I was coming in, half an ounce of tea +lying somewhere on the stairs; and I'm pretty sure there was a bit of +bacon too. As I don't remember where it was exactly, I'll go myself and +try to find 'em." + +With this inscrutable artifice, Toby withdrew to purchase the viands he +had spoken of, for ready money, at Mrs. Chickenstalker's; and presently +came back, pretending that he had not been able to find them, at first +in the dark. + +"But here they are at last," said Trotty, setting out the tea things, +"all correct! I was pretty sure it was tea and a rasher. So it is. Meg +my pet, if you'll just make the tea, while your unworthy father toasts +the bacon, we shall be ready immediate. It's a curious circumstance," +said Trotty, proceeding in his cookery, with the assistance of the +toasting-fork, "curious, but well known to my friends, that I never +care, myself, for rashers, nor for tea. I like to see other people enjoy +'em," said Trotty, speaking very loud to impress the fact upon his +guest, "but to me, as food, they are disagreeable." + +Yet Trotty sniffed the savor of the hissing bacon--ah!--as if he liked +it; and when he poured the boiling water in the tea-pot, looked lovingly +down into the depths of that snug caldron, and suffering the fragrant +steam to curl about his nose, and wreathe his head and face in a thick +cloud. However, for all this, he neither ate nor drank, except at the +very beginning, a mere morsel for form's sake, which he appeared to eat +with infinite relish, but declared was perfectly uninteresting to him. + +"Now, I'll tell you what," said Trotty after tea. "The little one, she +sleeps with Meg, I know." + +"With good Meg!" cried the child, caressing her. "With Meg." + +"That's right," said Trotty. "And I shouldn't wonder if she'll kiss +Meg's father, won't she? _I_'m Meg's father." + +Mightily delighted Trotty was, when the child went timidly toward him, +and having kissed him, fell back upon Meg again. + +Meg looked toward their guest, who leaned upon her chair, and with his +face turned from her, fondled the child's head, half hidden in her lap. + +"To be sure," said Toby. "To be sure! I don't know what I am rambling on +about, to-night. My wits are wool-gathering, I think. Will Fern, you +come along with me. You're tired to death, and broken down for want of +rest. You come along with me." + +The hand released from the child's hair, had fallen, trembling, into +Trotty's hand. So Trotty, talking without intermission, led him out as +tenderly and easily as if he had been a child himself. + +Returning before Meg, he listened for an instant at the door of her +little chamber; an adjoining room. The child was murmuring a simple +Prayer before lying down to sleep; and when she had remembered Meg's +name, "Dearly, Dearly"--so her words ran--Trotty heard her stop and ask +for his. + +It was some short time before the foolish little old fellow could +compose himself to mend the fire, and draw his chair to the warm hearth. +But when he had done so, and had trimmed the light, he took his +newspaper from his pocket and began to read. Carelessly at first, and +skimming up and down the columns; but with an earnest and a sad +attention, very soon. + +For this same dreaded paper re-directed Trotty's thoughts into the +channel they had taken all that day, and which the day's events had so +marked out and shaped. His interest in the two wanderers had set him on +another course of thinking, and a happier one, for the time; but being +alone again, and reading of the crimes and violences of the people, he +relapsed into his former train. + +"It's too true, all I've heard to-day," Toby muttered; "too just, too +full of proof. We're Bad!" + +The Chimes took up the words so suddenly--burst out so loud, and clear, +and sonorous--that the Bells seemed to strike him in his chair. + +And what was that, they said? + +"Toby Veck, Toby Veck, waiting for you Toby! Toby Veck, Toby Veck, +waiting for you Toby! Come and see us, come and see us, Drag him to us, +drag him to us, Haunt and hunt him, haunt and hunt him, Break his +slumbers, break his slumbers! Toby Veck, Toby Veck, door open wide Toby, +Toby Veck, Toby Veck, door open wide Toby--" then fiercely back to their +impetuous strain again, and ringing in the very bricks and plaster on +the walls. + +Toby listened. Fancy, fancy! His remorse for having run away from them +that afternoon! No, no. Nothing of the kind. Again, again, and yet a +dozen times again. "Haunt and hunt him, haunt and hunt him, Drag him to +us, drag him to us!" Deafening the whole town! + +"Meg," said Trotty, softly; tapping at her door. "Do you hear anything?" + +"I hear the Bells, father. Surely they're very loud to-night." + +"Is she asleep?" said Toby, making an excuse for peeping in. + +"So peacefully and happily! I can't leave her yet though, father. Look +how she holds my hand!" + +"Meg!" whispered Trotty. "Listen to the Bells!" + +She listened, with her face toward him all the time. But it underwent no +change. She didn't understand them. + +Trotty withdrew, resumed his seat by the fire, and once more listened by +himself. He remained here a little time. + +It was impossible to bear it; their energy was dreadful. + +"If the tower-door is really open," said Toby, hastily laying aside his +apron, but never thinking of his hat, "what's to hinder me from going up +in the steeple and satisfying myself? If it's shut, I don't want any +other satisfaction. That's enough." + +He was pretty certain as he slipped out quietly into the street that he +should find it shut and locked, for he knew the door well, and had so +rarely seen it open, that he couldn't reckon above three times in all. +It was a low-arched portal outside the church, in a dark nook behind a +column; and had such great iron hinges, and such a monstrous lock, that +there was more hinge and lock than door. + +But what was his astonishment when, coming bare-headed to the church, +and putting his hand into this dark nook, with a certain misgiving that +it might be unexpectedly seized, and a shivering propensity to draw it +back again, he found that the door, which opened outward, actually stood +ajar! + +He thought, on the first surprise, of going back; or of getting a light, +or a companion; but his courage aided him immediately, and he determined +to ascend alone. + +"What have I to fear?" said Trotty. "It's a church! Besides the ringers +may be there, and have forgotten to shut the door." + +So he went in, feeling his way as he went, like a blind man; for it was +very dark. And very quiet, for the Chimes were silent. + +The dust from the street had blown into the recess; and lying there, +heaped up, made it so soft and velvet-like to the foot, that there was +something startling even in that. The narrow stair was so close to the +door, too, that he stumbled at the very first; and shutting the door +upon himself by striking it with his foot, and causing it to rebound +back heavily, he couldn't open it again. + +This was another reason, however, for going on. Trotty groped his way, +and went on. Up, up, up, and round and round; and up, up, up, higher, +higher, higher up! + +Until, ascending through the floor, and pausing with his head just +raised above its beams, he came among the Bells. It was barely possible +to make out their great shapes in the gloom; but there they were. +Shadowy, and dark, and dumb. + +A heavy sense of dread and loneliness fell instantly upon him, as he +climbed into this airy nest of stone and metal. His head went round and +round. He listened and then raised a wild "Halloa!" + +Halloa! was mournfully protracted by the echoes. + +Giddy, confused, and out of breath, and frightened, Toby looked about +him vacantly, and sunk down in a swoon. + + +THIRD QUARTER. + +When and how the darkness of the night-black steeple changed to shining +light; and how the solitary tower was peopled with a myriad figures; +when and how the whispered "Haunt and hunt him," breathing monotonously +through his sleep or swoon, became a voice exclaiming in the waking ears +of Trotty, "Break his slumbers;" when and how he ceased to have a +sluggish and confused idea that such things were, companioning a host of +others that were not; there are no dates or means to tell. But, awake, +and standing on his feet upon the boards where he had lately lain, he +saw this Goblin Sight. + +Then and not before, did Trotty see in every Bell a bearded figure of +the bulk and stature of the Bell--incomprehensibly, a figure and the +Bell itself. Gigantic, grave, and darkly watchful of him, as he stood +rooted to the ground. + +Mysterious and awful figures! Resting on nothing; poised in the night +air of the tower, with their draped and hooded heads merged in the dim +roof; motionless and shadowy. Shadowy and dark, although he saw them by +some light belonging to themselves--none else was there--each with its +muffled hand upon its goblin mouth. + +He could not plunge down wildly through the opening in the floor; for, +all power of motion had deserted him. Otherwise he would have done +so--ay, would have thrown himself, head-foremost, from the steeple-top, +rather than have seen them watching him with eyes that would have waked +and watched, although the pupils had been taken out. + +A blast of air--how cold and shrill!--came moaning through the tower. As +it died away, the Great Bell, or the Goblin of the Great Bell, spoke. + +"What visitor is this?" it said. The voice was low and deep, and Trotty +fancied that it sounded in the other figures as well. + +"I thought my name was called by the Chimes!" said Trotty, raising his +hands in an attitude of supplication. "I hardly know why I am here, or +how I came. I have listened to the Chimes these many years. They have +cheered me often." + +"And you have thanked them?" said the bell. + +"A thousand times!" cried Trotty. + +"How?" + +"I am a poor man," faltered Trotty, "and could only thank them in +words." + +"And always so?" inquired the Goblin of the Bell. "Have you never done +us wrong in words?" + +"No!" cried Trotty, eagerly. + +"Never done us foul, and false, and wicked wrong, in words?" pursued the +Goblin of the Bell. + +Trotty was about to answer "Never!" But he stopped and was confused. + +"The voice of Time," said the Phantom, "cries to man, Advance! Time is +for his advancement and improvement; for his greater worth, his greater +happiness, his better life; his progress onward to that goal within its +knowledge and its view, and set there, in the period when Time and he +began. Ages of darkness, wickedness, and violence, have come and +gone--millions uncountable, have suffered, lived, and died--to point +the way before him. Who seeks to turn him back, or stay him on his +course, arrests a mighty engine which will strike the meddler dead; and +be the fiercer and the wilder, ever, for its momentary check!" + +"I never did so to my knowledge, sir," said Trotty. "It was quite by +accident if I did. I wouldn't go to do it, I'm sure." + +"Who puts into the mouth of Time, or of its servants," said the Goblin +of the Bell, "a cry of lamentation for days which have had their trial +and their failure, and have left deep traces of it which the blind may +see--a cry that only serves the present time, by showing men how much it +needs their help when any ears can listen to regrets for such a +past--who does this, does a wrong. And you have done that wrong to us, +the Chimes." + +Trotty's first excess of fear was gone. But he had felt tenderly and +gratefully toward the Bells, as you have seen; and when he heard himself +arraigned as one who had offended them so weightily, his heart was +touched with penitence and grief. + +"If you knew," said Trotty, clasping his hands earnestly--"or perhaps +you do know--if you know how often you have kept me company; how often +you have cheered me up when I've been low; how you were quite the +plaything of my little daughter Meg (almost the only one she ever had) +when first her mother died, and she and me were left alone; you won't +bear malice for a hasty word!" + +"Who hears in us, the Chimes, one note bespeaking disregard, or stern +regard, of any hope, or joy, or pain, or sorrow, of the many-sorrowed +throng; who hears us make response to any creed that gauges human +passions and affections, as it gauges the amount of miserable food on +which humanity may pine and wither; does us wrong. That wrong you have +done us!" said the Bell. + +"I have!" said Trotty. "Oh, forgive me!" + +"Spare me," cried Trotty, falling on his knees; "for Mercy's sake!" + +"Listen!" said the Shadow. + +"Listen!" cried the other Shadows. + +"Listen!" said a clear and child-like voice, which Trotty thought he +recognized as having heard before. + +The organ sounded faintly in the church below. Swelling by degrees, the +melody ascended to the roof, and filled the choir and nave. Expanding +more and more, it rose up, up, up, up; higher, higher, higher up; +awakening agitated hearts within the burly piles of oak, the hollow +bells, the iron-bound doors, the stairs of solid stone; until the tower +walls were insufficient to contain it, and it soared into the sky. + +No wonder that an old man's breast could not contain a sound so vast and +mighty. It broke from that weak prison in a rush of tears; and Trotty +put his hands before his face. + +"Listen!" said the Shadow. + +"Listen!" said the other Shadows. + +"Listen!" said the child's voice. + +A solemn strain of blended voices rose into the tower. + +It was a very low and mournful strain--a Dirge--and as he listened, +Trotty heard his child among the singers. + +"She is dead!" exclaimed the old man. "Meg is dead. Her spirit calls to +me. I hear it!" + +"The Spirit of your child bewails the dead, and mingles with the +dead--dead hopes, dead fancies, dead imaginings of youth," returned the +Bell, "but she is living. Learn from her life, a living truth. Learn +from the creature dearest to your heart, how bad the bad are born. See +every bud and leaf plucked one by one from off the fairest stem, and +know how bare and wretched it may be. Follow her! To desperation!" + +Each of the shadowy figures stretched its right arm forth, and pointed +downward. + +"The Spirit of the Chimes is your companion," said the figure. "Go! It +stands behind you!" + +Trotty turned, and saw--the child! The child Will Fern had carried in +the street; the child whom Meg had watched, but now, asleep! + +"I carried her myself, to-night," said Trotty. "In these arms!" + +"Show him what he calls himself," said the dark figures, one and all. + +The tower opened at his feet. He looked down, and beheld his own form, +lying at the bottom, on the outside: crushed and motionless. + +"No more a living man!" cried Trotty. "Dead!" + +"Dead!" said the figures altogether. + +"Gracious Heaven! And the New Year--' + +"Past," said the figures. + +"What!" he cried, shuddering, "I missed my way, and coming on the +outside of this tower in the dark, fell down--a year ago?" + +"Nine years ago!" replied the figures. + +As they gave the answer, they recalled their outstretched hands; and +where their figures had been, there the Bells were. + +"What are these?" he asked his guide. "If I am not mad, what are these?" + +"Spirits of the Bells. Their sound upon the air," returned the child. +"They take such shapes and occupations as the hopes and thoughts of +mortals, and the recollections they have stored up, give them." + +"And you," said Trotty, wildly. "What are you?" + +"Hush, hush!" returned the child. "Look here!" + +In a poor, mean room; working at the same kind of embroidery, which he +had often, often, seen before her; Meg, his own dear daughter, was +presented to his view. He made no effort to imprint his kisses on her +face; he did not strive to clasp her to his loving heart; he knew that +such endearments were, for him, no more. But he held his trembling +breath, and brushed away the blinding tears, that he might look upon +her; that he might only see her. + +Ah! Changed. Changed. The light of the clear eye, how dimmed. The bloom, +how faded from the cheek. Beautiful she was, as she had ever been, but +Hope, Hope, Hope, oh, where was the fresh Hope that had spoken to him +like a voice! + +She looked up from her work, at a companion. Following her eyes, the old +man started back. + +In the woman grown, he recognized her at a glance. In the long silken +hair, he saw the self-same curls; around the lips, the child's +expression lingering still. See! In the eyes, now turned inquiringly on +Meg, there shone the very look that scanned those features when he +brought her home! + +Then what was this, beside him? + +Looking with awe into its face, he saw a something reigning there: a +lofty something, undefined and indistinct, which made it hardly more +than a remembrance of that child--as yonder figure might be--yet it was +the same: the same: and wore the dress. + +Hark! They were speaking! + +"Meg," said Lilian, hesitating. "How often you raise your head from your +work to look at me!" + +"Are my looks so altered, that they frighten you?" asked Meg. + +"Nay, dear! But you smile at that yourself! Why not smile when you look +at me, Meg?" + +"I do so. Do I not?" she answered: smiling on her. + +"Now you do," said Lilian, "but not usually. When you think I'm busy, +and don't see you, you look so anxious and so doubtful, that I hardly +like to raise my eyes. There is little cause for smiling in this hard +and toilsome life, but you were once so cheerful." + +"Am I not now?" cried Meg, speaking in a tone of strange alarm, and +rising to embrace her. "Do _I_ make our weary life more weary to you, +Lilian?" + +"You have been the only thing that made it life," said Lilian, fervently +kissing her; "sometimes the only thing that made me care to live so, +Meg. Such work, such work! So many hours, so many days, so many long, +long nights of hopeless, cheerless, never-ending work--not to heap up +riches, not to live grandly or gayly, not to live upon enough, however +coarse; but to earn bare bread; to scrape together just enough to toil +upon, and want upon, and keep alive in us the consciousness of our hard +fate! Oh, Meg, Meg!" she raised her voice and twined her arms about her +as she spoke, like one in pain. "How can the cruel world go round, and +bear to look upon such lives!" + +"Lilly!" said Meg, soothing her, and putting back her hair from her wet +face. "Why, Lilly! You! So pretty and so young!" + +"Oh, Meg!" she interrupted, holding her at arm's-length, and looking in +her face imploringly. "The worst of all! The worst of all! Strike me +old, Meg! Wither me and shrivel me, and free me from the dreadful +thoughts that tempt me in my youth!" + +Trotty turned to look upon his guide. But, the Spirit of the child had +taken flight. Was gone. + + * * * * * + + +FOURTH QUARTER. + +Some new remembrance of the ghostly figures in the Bells; some faint +impression of the ringing of the Chimes; some giddy consciousness of +having seen the swarm of phantoms reproduced and reproduced until the +recollection of them lost itself in the confusion of their numbers; some +hurried knowledge, how conveyed to him he knew not, that more years had +passed; and Trotty, with the Spirit of the child attending him, stood +looking on at mortal company. + +Fat company, rosy-cheeked company, comfortable company. They were but +two, but they were red enough for ten. They sat before a bright fire, +with a small low table between them; and unless the fragrance of hot tea +and muffins lingered longer in that room than in most others, the table +had seen service very lately. But all the cups and saucers being clean, +and in their proper places in the corner cupboard; and the brass +toasting fork hanging in its usual nook, and spreading its four idle +fingers out, as if it wanted to be measured for a glove; there remained +no other visible tokens of the meal just finished, than such as purred +and washed their whiskers in the person of the basking cat, and +glistened in the gracious, not to say the greasy, faces of her patrons. + +This cosy couple (married, evidently) had made a fair division of the +fire between them, and sat looking at the glowing sparks that dropped +into the grate; now nodding off into a doze; now waking up again when +some hot fragment, larger than the rest, came rattling down, as if the +fire were coming with it. + +It was in no danger of sudden extinction, however; for it gleamed not +only in the little room, and on the panes of window-glass in the door, +and on the curtain half drawn across them, but in the little shop +beyond. A little shop, quite crammed and choked with the abundance of +its stock; a perfectly voracious little shop, with a maw as +accommodating and full as any shark's. Cheese, butter, firewood, soap, +pickles, matches, bacon, table-beer, peg-tops, sweetmeats, boys' kites, +bird-seed, cold ham, birch brooms, hearth-stones, salt, vinegar, +blacking, red herrings, stationery, lard, mushroom ketchup, stay-laces, +loaves of bread, shuttlecocks, eggs, and slate-pencils; everything was +fish that came to the net of this greedy little shop, and all articles +were in its net. + +Glancing at such of these items as were visible in the shining of the +blaze, and the less cheerful radiance of two smoky lamps which burnt but +dimly in the shop itself, as though its plethora sat heavy on their +lungs; and glancing, then, at one of the two faces by the parlor-fire, +Trotty had small difficulty in recognizing in the stout old lady, Mrs. +Chickenstalker: always inclined to corpulency, even in the days when he +had known her as established in the general line, and having a small +balance against him in her books. + +The features of her companion were less easy to him. The great broad +chin, with creases in it large enough to hide a finger in; the +astonished eyes, that seemed to expostulate with themselves for sinking +deeper and deeper into the yielding fat of the soft face; the nose +afflicted with that disordered action of its functions which is +generally termed The Snuffles; the short thick throat and laboring +chest, with other beauties of the like description, though calculated to +impress the memory, Trotty could at first allot to nobody he had ever +known: and yet he had some recollection of them too. At length, in Mrs. +Chickenstalker's partner in the general line, and in the crooked and +eccentric line of life, he recognized the former porter of Sir Joseph +Bowley; an apoplectic innocent, who had connected himself in Trotty's +mind with Mrs. Chickenstalker years ago, by giving him admission to the +mansion where he had confessed his obligations to that lady, and drawn +on his unlucky head such grave reproach. + +Trotty had little interest in a change like this, after the changes he +had seen; but association is very strong sometimes; and he looked +involuntarily behind the parlor-door, where the accounts of credit +customers were usually kept in chalk. There was no record of his name. +Some names were there, but they were strange to him, and infinitely +fewer than of old; from which he argued that the porter was an advocate +of ready money transactions, and on coming into the business had looked +pretty sharp after the Chickenstalker defaulters. + +So desolate was Trotty, and so mournful for the youth and promise of his +blighted child, that it was a sorrow to him, even to have no place in +Mrs. Chickenstalker's ledger. + +"What sort of a night is it, Anne?" inquired the former porter of Sir +Joseph Bowley, stretching out his legs before the fire, and rubbing as +much of them as his short arms could reach; with an air that added, +"Here I am if it's bad, and I don't want to go out if it's good." + +"Hard weather indeed," returned his wife, shaking her head. + +"Ay, ay! Years," said Mr. Tugby, "are like Christians in that respect. +Some of 'em die hard; some of 'em die easy. This one hasn't many days to +run, and is making a fight for it. I like him all the better. There's a +customer, my love!" + +Attentive to the rattling door, Mrs. Tugby had already risen. + +"Now, then!" said that lady, passing out into the little shop. "What's +wanted? Oh! I beg your pardon, sir, I'm sure. I didn't think it was +you." + +She made this apology to a gentleman in black, who, with his wristbands +tucked up, and his hat cocked loungingly on one side, and his hand in +his pocket, sat down astride on the table-beer barrel, and nodded in +return. + +"This is a bad business up-stairs, Mrs. Tugby," said the gentleman. +"The man can't live." + +"Not the back-attic can't!" cried Tugby, coming out into the shop to +join the conference. + +"The back-attic, Mr. Tugby," said the gentleman, "is coming down-stairs +fast, and will be below the basement very soon." + +Looking by turns at Tugby and his wife, he sounded the barrel with his +knuckles for the depth of beer, and having found it, played a tune upon +the empty part. + +"The back-attic, Mr. Tugby," said the gentleman: Tugby having stood in +silent consternation for some time; "is Going." + +"Then," said Tugby, turning to his wife, "he must Go, you know, before +he's Gone." + +"I don't think you can move him," said the gentleman, shaking his head. +"I wouldn't take the responsibility of saying it could be done, myself. +You had better leave him where he is. He can't live long." + +"It's the only subject," said Tugby, bringing the butter-scale down upon +the counter with a crash, by weighing his fist on it, "that we've ever +had a word upon; she and me; and look what it comes to! He's going to +die here, after all. Going to die upon the premises. Going to die in our +house!" + +"And where should he have died, Tugby?" cried his wife. + +"In the workhouse," he returned. "What are workhouses made for?" + +"Not for that!" said Mrs. Tugby, with great energy. "Not for that! +Neither did I marry you for that. Don't think it, Tugby. I won't have +it. I won't allow it. I'd be separated first, and never see your face +again. When my widow's name stood over that door, as it did for many, +many years: the house being known as Mrs. Chickenstalker's far and +wide, and never known but to its honest credit and its good report: when +my widow's name stood over that door, Tugby, I knew him as a handsome, +steady, manly, independent youth; I knew her as the sweetest looking, +sweetest tempered girl, eyes ever saw; I knew her father (poor old +creetur, he fell down from the steeple walking in his sleep, and killed +himself), for the simplest, hardest working, childest-hearted man, that +ever drew the breath of life; and when I turn them out of house and +home, may angels turn me out of heaven. As they would! And serve me +right!" + +Her old face, which had been a plump and dimpled one before the changes +which had come to pass, seemed to shine out of her as she said these +words; and when she dried her eyes, and shook her head and her +handkerchief at Tugby, with an expression of firmness which it was quite +clear was not to be easily resisted, Trotty said, "Bless her! Bless +her!" + +Then he listened, with a panting heart, for what should follow. Knowing +nothing yet, but that they spoke of Meg. + +The gentleman upon the table-beer cask, who appeared to be some +authorized medical attendant upon the poor, was far too well accustomed, +evidently, to little differences of opinion between man and wife, to +interpose any remark in this instance. He sat softly whistling, and +turning little drops of beer out of the tap upon the ground, until there +was a perfect calm: when he raised his head and said to Mrs. Tugby, late +Chickenstalker: + +"There's something interesting about the woman, even now. How did she +come to marry him?" + +"Why, that," said Mrs. Tugby, taking a seat near him, "is not the least +cruel part of her story, sir. You see they kept company, she and +Richard, many years ago. When they were a young and beautiful couple, +everything was settled, and they were to have been married on a New +Year's Day. But, somehow, Richard got it into his head, through what the +gentleman told him, that he might do better, and that he'd soon repent +it, and that she wasn't good enough for him, and that a young man of +spirit had no business to be married. And the gentleman frightened her, +and made her melancholy, and timid of his deserting her, and of her +children coming to the gallows, and of its being wicked to be man and +wife, and a good deal more of it. And in short, they lingered and +lingered, and their trust in one another was broken, and so at last was +the match. But the fault was his. She would have married him, sir, +joyfully. I've seen her heart swell, many times afterwards, when he +passed her in a proud and careless way; and never did a woman grieve +more truly for a man, than she for Richard when he first went wrong." + +"Oh! he went wrong, did he?" said the gentleman, pulling out the +vent-peg of the table-beer, and trying to peep down into the barrel +through the hole. + +"Well, sir, I don't know that he rightly understood himself, you see. I +think his mind was troubled by their having broke with one another; and +that but for being ashamed before the gentlemen, and perhaps for being +uncertain too, how she might take it, he'd have gone through any +suffering or trial to have had Meg's promise, and Meg's hand again. +That's my belief. He never said so; more's the pity! He took to +drinking, idling, bad companions: all the fine resources that were to be +so much better for him than the Home he might have had. He lost his +looks, his character, his health, his strength, his friends, his work: +everything!" + +"He didn't lose everything, Mrs. Tugby," returned the gentleman, +"because he gained a wife; and I want to know how he gained her." + +"I'm coming to it, sir, in a moment. This went on for years and years; +he sinking lower and lower; she enduring, poor thing, miseries enough to +wear her life away. At last he was so cast down, and cast out, that no +one would employ or notice him; and doors were shut upon him, go where +he would. Applying from place to place, and door to door; and coming for +the hundredth time to one gentleman, who had often and often tried him +(he was a good workman to the very end); that gentleman, who knew his +history, said, 'I believe you are incorrigible; there's only one person +in the world who has a chance of reclaiming you; ask me to trust you no +more, until she tries to do it.' Something like that, in his anger and +vexation." + +"Ah!" said the gentleman. "Well?" + +"Well, sir, he went to her, and kneeled to her; said it was so; said it +ever had been so; and made a prayer to her to save him." + +"And she?--Don't distress yourself, Mrs. Tugby." + +"She came to me that night to ask me about living here. 'What he was +once to me,' she said, 'is buried in a grave, side by side with what I +was to him. But I have thought of this; and I will make the trial. In +the hope of saving him; for the love of the light-hearted girl (you +remember her) who was to have been married on a New Year's Day; and for +the love of her Richard.' And he said he had come to her from Lilian, +and Lilian had trusted to him, and she never could forget that. So they +were married; and when they came home here, and I saw them, I hoped that +such prophecies as parted them when they were young, may not often +fulfill themselves as they did in this case, or I wouldn't be the +makers of them for a Mine of Gold." + +The gentleman got off the cask, and stretched himself, observing: + +"I suppose he used her ill, as soon as they were married?" + +"I don't think he ever did that," said Mrs. Tugby, shaking her head and +wiping her eyes. "He went on better for a short time; but, his habits +were too old and strong to be got rid of; he soon fell back a little; +and was falling fast back, when his illness came so strong upon him. I +think he has always felt for her. I am sure he has. I've seen him in his +crying fits and tremblings, try to kiss her hand; and I have heard him +call her 'Meg,' and say it was her nineteenth birthday. There he has +been lying, now, these weeks and months. Between him and her baby, she +has not been able to do her old work; and by not being able to be +regular, she has lost it, even if she could have done it. How they have +lived, I hardly know!" + +"_I_ know," muttered Mr. Tugby, looking at the till, and round the shop, +and at his wife; and rolling his head with immense intelligence. + +He was interrupted by a cry--a sound of lamentation--from the upper +story of the house. The gentleman moved hurriedly to the door. + +"My friend," he said, looking back, "you needn't discuss whether he +shall be removed or not. He has spared you that trouble, I believe." + +Saying so, he ran up-stairs, followed by Mrs. Tugby; while Mr. Tugby +panted and grumbled after them at leisure: being rendered more than +commonly short-winded by the weight of the till, in which there had been +an inconvenient quantity of copper. Trotty, with the child beside him, +floated up the staircase like mere air. + +"Follow her! Follow her! Follow her!" He heard the ghostly voices in +the Bells repeat their words as he ascended. "Learn it, from the +creature dearest to your heart!" + +It was over. It was over. And this was she, her father's pride and joy! +This haggard, wretched woman, weeping by the bed, if it deserved that +name, and pressing to her breast, and hanging down her head upon, an +infant? Who can tell how spare, how sickly, and how poor an infant? Who +can tell how dear? + +"Thank God!" cried Trotty, holding up his folded hands. "O, God be +thanked! She loves her child!" + +Again Trotty heard the voices, saying, "Follow her!" He turned toward +his guide, and saw it rising from him, passing through the air. "Follow +her!" it said. And vanished. + +He hovered round her; sat down at her feet; looked up into her face for +one trace of her old self; listened for one note of her old pleasant +voice. He flitted round the child: so wan, so prematurely old, so +dreadful in its gravity, so plaintive in its feeble, mournful, miserable +wail. He almost worshiped it. He clung to it as her only safeguard; as +the last unbroken link that bound her to endurance. He set his father's +hope and trust on the frail baby; watched her every look upon it as she +held it in her arms; and cried a thousand times, "She loves it! God be +thanked, she loves it!" + +He saw the woman tend her in the night; return to her when her grudging +husband was asleep, and all was still; encourage her, shed tears with +her, set nourishment before her. He saw the day come, and the night +again; the day, the night; the time go by; the house of death relieved +of death; the room left to herself and to the child; he heard it moan +and cry; he saw it harass her, and tire her out, and when she slumbered +in exhaustion, drag her back to consciousness, and hold her with its +little hands upon the rack; but she was constant to it, gentle with it, +patient with it. Patient! Was its loving mother in her inmost heart and +soul, and had its Being knitted up with hers as when she carried it +unborn. + +All this time, she was in want: languishing away, in dire and pining +want. With the baby in her arms, she wandered here and there in quest of +occupation; and with its thin face lying in her lap, and looking up in +hers, did any work for any wretched sum: a day and night of labor for as +many farthings as there were figures on the dial. If she had quarreled +with it; if she had neglected it; if she had looked upon it with a +moment's hate! if, in the frenzy of an instant, she had struck it! No! +His comfort was, She loved it always. + +She told no one of her extremity, and wandered abroad in the day lest +she should be questioned by her only friend: for any help she received +from her hands, occasioned fresh disputes between the good woman and her +husband; and it was new bitterness to be the daily cause of strife and +discord, where she owed so much. + +She loved it still. She loved it more and more. But a change fell on the +aspect of her love. + +One night she was singing faintly to it in its sleep and walking to and +fro to hush it, when her door was softly opened, and a man looked in. + +"For the last time," he said. + +"William Fern!" + +"For the last time." + +He listened like a man pursued: and spoke in whispers. + +"Margaret, my race is nearly run, I couldn't finish it, without a +parting word with you. Without one grateful word." + +"What have you done?" she asked: regarding him with terror. + +He looked at her but gave no answer. + +After a short silence, he made a gesture with his hand, as if he set her +question by; as if he brushed it aside; and said: + +"It's long ago, Margaret, now; but that night is as fresh in my memory +as ever 'twas. We little thought then," he added, looking round, "that +we should ever meet like this. Your child, Margaret? Let me have it in +my arms. Let me hold your child." + +He put his hat upon the floor, and took it. And he trembled as he took +it, from head to foot. + +"Is it a girl?" + +"Yes." + +He put his hand before its little face. + +"See how weak I'm grown, Margaret, when I want the courage to look at +it! Let her be, a moment. I won't hurt her. It's long ago, but--What's +her name?" + +"Margaret," she answered quickly. + +"I'm glad of that," he said. "I'm glad of that!" + +He seemed to breathe more freely; and after pausing for an instant, took +away his hand, and looked upon the infant's face. But covered it again, +immediately. + +"Margaret!" he said; and gave her back the child. "It's Lilian's." + +"Lilian's!" + +"I held the same face in my arms when Lilian's mother died and left +her." + +"When Lilian's mother died and left her!" she repeated, wildly. + +"How shrill you speak! Why do you fix your eyes upon me so? Margaret!" + +She sunk down in a chair, and pressed the infant to her breast, and wept +over it. Sometimes, she released it from her embrace, to look anxiously +in its face: then strained it to her bosom again. At those times, when +she gazed upon it, then it was that something fierce and terrible began +to mingle with her love. Then it was that her old father quailed. + +"Follow her!" was sounded through the house. "Learn it, from the +creature dearest to your heart!" + +"Margaret," said Fern, bending over her, and kissing her upon the brow: +"I thank you for the last time. Good night. Good bye! Put your hand in +mine, and tell me you'll forget me from this hour, and try to think the +end of me was here." + +She called to him; but he was gone. She sat down stupefied, until her +infant roused her to a sense of hunger, cold, and darkness. She paced +the room with it the livelong night, hushing it and soothing it. She +said at intervals, "Like Lilian when her mother died and left her!" Why +was her step so quick, her eyes so wild, her love so fierce and +terrible, whenever she repeated those words? + +"But, it is Love," said Trotty. "It is Love. She'll never cease to love +it. My poor Meg!" + +She dressed the child next morning with unusual care--ah, vain +expenditure of care upon such squalid robes!--and once more tried to +find some means of life. It was the last day of the Old Year. She tried +till night, and never broke her fast. She tried in vain. + +She mingled with an abject crowd, who tarried in the snow, until it +pleased some officer appointed to dispense the public charity (the +lawful charity; not that once preached upon a Mount), to call them in, +and question them, and say to this one, "Go to such a place," to that +one, "Come next week;" to make a foot-ball of another wretch, and pass +him here and there, from hand to hand, from house to house, until he +wearied and lay down to die; or started up and robbed, and so became a +higher sort of criminal, whose claims allowed of no delay. Here, too, +she failed. + +She loved her child, and wished to have it lying on her breast. And that +was quite enough. + +It was night: a bleak, dark, cutting night: when pressing the child +close to her for warmth, she arrived outside the house she called her +home. She was so faint and giddy, that she saw no one standing in the +doorway until she was close upon it, and about to enter. Then, she +recognized the master of the house, who had so disposed himself--with +his person it was not difficult--as to fill up the whole entry. + +"Oh!" he said softly. "You have come back?" + +She looked at the child and shook her head. + +"Don't you think you have lived here long enough without paying any +rent? Don't you think that, without any money, you've been a pretty +constant customer at this shop, now?" said Mr. Tugby. + +She repeated the same mute appeal. + +"Suppose you try and deal somewhere else," he said. "And suppose you +provide yourself with another lodging. Come! Don't you think you could +manage it?" + +She said, in a low voice, that it was very late. To-morrow. + +"Now I see what you want," said Tugby; "and what you mean. You know +there are two parties in this house about you, and you delight in +setting them by the ears. I don't want any quarrels; I'm speaking softly +to avoid a quarrel; but if you don't go away, I'll speak out loud, and +you shall cause words loud enough to please you. But you shan't come in, +that I am determined." + +She put her hair back with her hand, and looked in a sudden manner at +the sky, and the dark lowering distance. + +"This is the last night of an Old Year, and I won't carry ill-blood and +quarrelings and disturbances into a New One, to please you nor anybody +else," said Tugby, who was quite a retail Friend and Father. "I wonder +you an't ashamed of yourself, to carry such practices into a New Year. +If you haven't any business in the world, but to be always giving way, +and always making disturbances between man and wife, you'd be better out +of it. Go along with you!" + +"Follow her! To desperation!" + +Again the old man heard the voices. Looking up, he saw the figures +hovering in the air, and pointing where she went, down the dark street. + +"She loves it!" he exclaimed in agonized entreaty for her. "Chimes! she +loves it still!" + +"Follow her!" The shadows swept upon the track she had taken like a +cloud. + +Oh, for something to awaken her! For any sight or sound, or scent, to +call up tender recollections in a brain on fire! For any gentle image of +the Past, to rise up before her! + +"I was her father! I was her father!" cried the old man, stretching out +his hands to the dark shadows flying on above. "Have mercy on her, and +on me! Where does she go? Turn her back! I was her father!" + +But, they only pointed to her, as she hurried on; "To desperation! Learn +it from the creature dearest to your heart!" + +A hundred voices echoed it. The air was made of breath expended in those +words. He seemed to take them in, at every gasp he drew. They were +everywhere, and not to be escaped. And still she hurried on; the same +light in her eyes. + +All at once she stopped. + +"Now, turn her back!" exclaimed the old man, tearing his white hair. "My +child! Meg! Turn her back! Great Father, turn her back!" + +In her own scanty shawl, she wrapped the baby warm. With her fevered +hands, she smoothed its limbs, composed its face, arranged its mean +attire. In her wasted arms she folded it, as though she never would +resign it more. And with her dry lips, kissed it in a final pang, and +last long agony of Love. + +Putting its tiny hand up to her neck, and holding it there, within her +dress, next to her distracted heart, she set its sleeping face against +her: closely, steadily against her: and sped onward to the river. + +To the rolling River, swift and dim, where Winter Night sat brooding +like the last dark thoughts of many who had sought a refuge there before +her. Where scattered lights upon the banks gleamed sullen, red and dull, +as torches that were burning there to show the way to Death. Where no +abode of living people cast its shadow, on the deep, impenetrable, +melancholy shade. + +To the River! To that portal of Eternity, her desperate footsteps tended +with the swiftness of its rapid waters running to the sea. He tried to +touch her as she passed him, going down to its dark level; but, the wild +distempered form, the fierce and terrible love, the desperation that had +left all human check or hold behind, swept by him like the wind. + +He followed her. She paused a moment on the brink, before the dreadful +plunge. He fell down on his knees, and in a shriek addressed the figures +in the Bells now hovering above them. + +"Have mercy on her!" he exclaimed, "as one in whom this dreadful crime +has sprung from Love perverted; from the strongest, deepest Love we +fallen creatures know! Think what her misery must have been, when such +seed bears such fruit. Heaven meant her to be good. There is no loving +mother on the earth who might not come to this, if such a life had gone +before. Oh, have mercy on my child, who, even at this pass, means mercy +to her own, and dies herself, and perils her immortal soul, to save +it!" + +She was in his arms. He held her now. His strength was like a giant's. + +He might have said more; but the Bells, the old familiar Bells, his own +dear, constant, steady friends, the Chimes, began to ring the joy-peals +for a New Year; so lustily, so merrily, so happily, so gayly, that he +leapt upon his feet, and broke the spell that bound him. + + * * * * * + +"And whatever you do, father," said Meg, "don't eat tripe again without +asking some doctor whether it's likely to agree with you; for how you +_have_ been going on, Good gracious!" + +She was working with her needle at the little table by the fire, +dressing her simple gown with ribbons for her wedding. So quietly happy, +so blooming and youthful, so full of beautiful promise, that he uttered +a great cry as if it were an Angel in his house; then flew to clasp her +in his arms. + +But he caught his feet in the newspaper, which had fallen on the hearth, +and somebody came rushing in between them. + +"No!" cried the voice of this same somebody; a generous and jolly voice +it was. "Not even you. Not even you. The first kiss of Meg in the New +Year is mine. Mine! I have been waiting outside the house this hour to +hear the Bells and claim it. Meg, my precious prize, a happy year! A +life of happy years, my darling wife!" + +And Richard smothered her with kisses. + +You never in all your life saw anything like Trotty after this. I don't +care where you have lived or what you have seen, you never in all your +life saw anything at all approaching him! He sat down in his chair and +beat his knees and cried; he sat down in his chair and beat his knees +and laughed; he sat down in his chair and beat his knees and laughed and +cried together; he got out of his chair and hugged Meg; he got out of +his chair and hugged Richard; he got out of his chair and hugged them +both at once; he kept running up to Meg and squeezing her fresh face +between his hands and kissing it, going from her backward not to lose +sight of it, and running up again like a figure in a magic lantern; and +whatever he did, he was constantly sitting himself down in this chair, +and never stopping in it for one single moment, being--that's the +truth--beside himself with joy. + +"And to-morrow's your wedding-day, my pet!" cried Trotty. "Your real, +happy wedding-day!" + +"To-day!" cried Richard, shaking hands with him. "To-day. The Chimes are +ringing in the New Year. Hear them!" + +They WERE ringing! Bless their sturdy hearts, they WERE ringing! Great +Bells as they were; melodious, deep-mouthed, noble Bells; cast in no +common metal; made by no common founder; when had they ever chimed like +that before? + +"But to-day, my pet," said Trotty. "You and Richard had some words +to-day." + +"Because he's such a bad fellow, father," said Meg. "An't you, Richard? +Such a headstrong, violent man! He'd have made no more of speaking his +mind to that great Alderman, and putting _him_ down I don't know where, +than he would of--" + +"--Kissing Meg," suggested Richard. Doing it, too. + +"No. Not a bit more," said Meg. "But I wouldn't let him, father. Where +would have been the use?" + +"Richard, my boy!" cried Trotty. "You was turned up Trumps originally, +and Trumps you must be until you die! But you were crying by the fire +to-night, my pet, when I came home. Why did you cry by the fire?" + +"I was thinking of the years we've passed together, father. Only that. +And thinking you might miss me, and be lonely." + +Trotty was backing off to that extraordinary chair again, when the +child, who had been awakened by the noise, came running in, half +dressed. + +"Why, here she is!" cried Trotty catching her up. "Here's little Lilian! +Ha, ha, ha! Here we are and here we go! O, here we are and here we go +again! And here we are and here we go! And Uncle Will, too!" Stopping in +his trot to greet him heartily. "O, Uncle Will, the vision that I've had +to-night, through lodging you! O, Uncle Will, the obligations that +you've laid me under by your coming, my good friend!" + +Before Will Fern could make the least reply, a band of music burst into +the room, attended by a flock of neighbors, screaming: "A Happy New +Year, Meg!" "A Happy Wedding!" "Many of 'em!" and other fragmentary good +wishes of that sort. The Drum (who was a private friend of Trotty's) +then stepped forward and said: + +"Trotty Veck, my boy! It's got about that your daughter is going to be +married to-morrow. There an't a soul that knows you that don't wish you +well, or that knows her and don't wish her well. Or that knows you both +and don't wish you both all the happiness the New Year can bring. And +here we are, to play it in accordingly." + +"What a happiness it is, I'm sure," said Trotty, "to be so esteemed. How +kind and neighborly you are! It's all along of my dear daughter. She +deserves it." + +At this moment a combination of prodigious sounds was heard outside, and +a good-humored, comely woman of some fifty years of age, or thereabouts, +came running in, closely followed by the marrow-bones and cleavers and +the bells--not _the_ Bells, but a portable collection on a frame. + +Trotty said: "It's Mrs. Chickenstalker!" And sat down and beat his knees +again. + +"Married, and not tell me, Meg!" cried the good woman. "Never! I +couldn't rest on the last night of the Old Year without coming to wish +you joy. I couldn't have done it, Meg. Not if I had been bed-ridden. So +here I am." + +"Mrs. Tugby," said Trotty, who had been going round and round her in an +ecstasy--"I _should_ say Chickenstalker--bless your heart and soul! A +happy New Year, and many of 'em! Mrs. Tugby," said Trotty, when he had +saluted her--"I _should_ say Chickenstalker--this is William Fern and +Lilian." + +The worthy dame, to his surprise, turned very pale and very red. + +"Not Lilian Fern, whose mother died in Dorsetshire?" said she. + +Her uncle answered "Yes," and meeting hastily they exchanged some +hurried words together, of which the upshot was that Mrs. Chickenstalker +shook him by both hands, saluted Trotty on his cheek again of her own +free will, and took the child to her capacious breast. + +"Will Fern," said Trotty, pulling on his right-hand muffler. "Not the +friend that you was hoping to find?" + +"Ay," returned Will, putting a hand on each of Trotty's shoulders. "And +like to prove a'most as good a friend, if that can be, as one I found." + +"O!" said Trotty. "Please to play up there. Will you have the goodness?" + +Had Trotty dreamed? Or are his joys and sorrows, and the actors in them, +but a dream; himself a dream; the teller of this tale a dreamer, waking +but now? If it be so, O listener, dear to him in all his visions, try to +bear in mind the stern realities from which these shadows come; and in +your sphere--none is too wide and none too limited for such an +end--endeavor to correct, improve and soften them. So may the New Year +be a happy one to you, happy to many more whose happiness depends on +you! So may each year be happier than the last, and not the meanest of +our brethren or sisterhood debarred their rightful share in what our +great Creator formed them to enjoy. + + + + +BILLY'S SANTA CLAUS EXPERIENCE. + +BY CORNELIA REDMOND. + + +Of course I don't believe in any such person as Santa Claus, but Tommy +does. Tommy is my little brother, aged six. Last Christmas I thought I'd +make some fun for the young one by playing Santa Claus, but as always +happens when I try to amuse anybody I jes' got myself into trouble. + +I went to bed pretty early on Christmas Eve so as to give my parents a +chance to get the presents out of the closet in mamma's room, where they +had been locked up since they were bought. I kep' my clo'es on except my +shoes, and put my nightgown over them so as I'd look white if any of +them came near me. Then I waited, pinchin' myself to keep awake. After a +while papa came into the room with a lot of things that he dumped on +Tommy's bed. Then mamma came in and put some things on mine and in our +two stockings that were hung up by the chimney. Then they both went out +very quiet, and soon all the lights went out too. + +I kep' on pinchin' myself and waitin' for a time, and then when I was +sure that everybody was asleep I got up. The first thing I went into was +my sister's room and got her white fur rug that mamma gave her on her +birthday, and her sealskin cape that was hanging on the closet door. I +tied the cape on my head with shoestrings and it made a good big cap. +Then I put the fur rug around me and pinned it with big safety pins what +I found on Tommy's garters. Then I got mamma's new scrap-basket, trimmed +with roses, what Mrs. Simmons 'broidered for the church fair and piled +all of the kid's toys into it. I fastened it to my back with papa's +suspenders, and then I started for the roof. + +I hurt my fingers some opening the scuttle, but kept right on. It was +snowing hard and I stood and let myself get pretty well covered with +flakes. Then I crawled over to the chimney that went down into our room +and climbed up on top of it. I had brought my bicycle lantern with me +and I lighted it so as Tommy could see me when I came down the chimney +into the room. + +There did not seem to be any places inside the chimney where I could +hold on by my feet, but the ceiling in our room was not very high and I +had often jumped most as far, so I jes' let her go, and I suppose I went +down. Anyway, I did not know about anything for a long time. Then I woke +up all in the dark with my head feeling queer, and when I tried to turn +over in bed I found I wasn't in bed at all, and then my arms and legs +began to hurt terrible, mostly one arm that was doubled up. I tried to +get up but I couldn't because my bones hurt so and I was terrible cold +and there was nothing to stand on. I was jes' stuck. Then I began to +cry, and pretty soon I heard mamma's voice saying to papa: + +"Those must be sparrers that are making that noise in the chimney. Jes' +touch a match to the wood in the boys' fireplace." + +I heard papa strike a light and then the wood began to crackle. Then, by +jinks! it began to get hot and smoky and I screamed: + +"Help! Murder! Put out that fire lest you want to burn me up!" + +Then I heard papa stamping on the wood and mamma calling out: + +"Where's Billy? Where is my chile?" + +Next Tommy woke up and began to cry and everything was terrible, +specially the pains all over me. Then papa called out very stern: + +"William, if you are in that chimney come down at once!" and I +answered, cryin', that I would if I could, but I was stuck and couldn't. + +Then I heard papa gettin' dressed, and pretty soon he and John from the +stable went up on the roof and let down ropes what I put around me and +they hauled me up. + +It was jes' daylight and I was all black and sooty and scratched and my +arm was broken. + +Everybody scolded me excep' mamma. I had spoiled my sister's white rug +and broken all of Tommy's toys, and the snow what went in through the +scuttle melted and marked the parlor ceiling, besides I guess it cost +papa a good deal to get my arm mended. Nobody would believe that I had +jes' meant to make some fun for Tommy, and my arm and all my bruised +places hurt me awful for a long time. If I live to be a million I am +never goin' to play Santa Claus ag'in. + + + + +CHRISTMAS IN POGANUC. + +BY HARRIET BEECHER STOWE. + + +THE FIRST CHRISTMAS. + +Can any of us look back to the earlier days of our mortal pilgrimage and +remember the helpless sense of desolation and loneliness caused by being +forced to go off to the stillness and darkness of a solitary bed far +from all the beloved voices and employments and sights of life? Can we +remember lying, hearing distant voices, and laughs of more fortunate, +older people and the opening and shutting of distant doors, that told of +scenes of animation and interest from which we were excluded? How +doleful sounded the tick of the clock, and how dismal was the darkness +as sunshine faded from the window, leaving only a square of dusky +dimness in place of daylight! + +All who remember these will sympathize with Dolly, who was hustled off +to bed by Nabby the minute supper was over, that she might have the +decks clear for action. + +"Now be a good girl; shut your eyes, and say your prayers, and go right +to sleep," had been Nabby's parting injunction as she went out, closing +the door after her. + +The little head sunk into the pillow, and Dolly recited her usual +liturgy of "Our Father who art in heaven," and "I pray God to bless my +dear father and mother and all my dear friends and relations, and make +me a good girl," and ending with + + + "'Now I lay me down to sleep.'" + + +But sleep she could not. The wide, bright, wistful blue eyes lay +shining like two stars toward the fading light in the window, and the +little ears were strained to catch every sound. She heard the shouts of +Tom and Bill and the loud barking of Spring as they swept out of the +door; and the sound went to her heart. Spring--her faithful attendant, +the most loving and sympathetic of dogs, her friend and confidential +counselor in many a solitary ramble--Spring had gone with the boys to +see the sight, and left her alone. She began to pity herself and cry +softly on her pillow. For a while she could hear Nabby's energetic +movements below, washing up dishes, putting back chairs, and giving +energetic thumps and bangs here and there, as her way was of producing +order. But by and by that was all over, and she heard the loud shutting +of the kitchen door and Nabby's voice chatting with her attendant as she +went off to the scene of gaiety. + +In those simple, innocent days in New England villages nobody thought of +locking house doors at night. There was in those times no idea either of +tramps or burglars, and many a night in summer had Dolly lain awake and +heard the voices of tree-toads and whip-poor-wills mingling with the +whisper of leaves and the swaying of elm boughs, while the great outside +door of the house lay broad open in the moonlight. But then this was +when everybody was in the house and asleep, when the door of her +parents' room stood open on the front hall, and she knew she could run +to the paternal bed in a minute for protection. Now, however, she knew +the house was empty. Everybody had gone out of it; and there is +something fearful to a little lonely body in the possibilities of a +great, empty house. She got up and opened her door, and the "tick-tock" +of the old kitchen clock for a moment seemed like company; but pretty +soon its ticking began to strike louder and louder with a nervous +insistency on her ear, till the nerves quivered and vibrated, and she +couldn't go to sleep. She lay and listened to all the noises outside. It +was a still, clear, freezing night, when the least sound clinked with a +metallic resonance. She heard the runners of sleighs squeaking and +crunching over the frozen road, and the lively jingle of bells. They +would come nearer, nearer, pass by the house, and go off in the +distance. Those were the happy folks going to see the gold star and the +Christmas greens in the church. The gold star, the Christmas greens, had +all the more attraction from their vagueness. Dolly was a fanciful +little creature, and the clear air and romantic scenery of a mountain +town had fed her imagination. Stories she had never read, except in the +Bible and the Pilgrim's Progress, but her very soul had vibrated with +the descriptions of the celestial city--something vague, bright, +glorious, lying beyond some dark river; and Nabby's rude account of what +was going on in the church suggested those images. + +Finally a bright thought popped into her little head. She could see the +church from the front windows of the house; she would go there and look. +In haste she sprang out of bed and dressed herself. It was sharp and +freezing in the fireless chamber, but Dolly's blood had a racing, +healthy tingle to it; she didn't mind cold. She wrapped her cloak around +her and tied on her hood and ran to the front windows. There it was, to +be sure--the little church with its sharp-pointed windows, every pane of +which was sending streams of light across the glittering snow. There was +a crowd around the door, and men and boys looking in at the windows. +Dolly's soul was fired. But the elm boughs a little obstructed her +vision; she thought she would go down and look at it from the yard. So +down-stairs she ran, but as she opened the door the sound of the chant +rolled out into the darkness with sweet and solemn cadence: + +"_Glory be to God on high; and on earth peace, good will toward men._" + +Dolly's soul was all aglow--her nerves tingled and vibrated; she thought +of the bells ringing in the celestial city; she could no longer contain +herself, but faster and faster the little hooded form scudded across the +snowy plain and pushed in among the dark cluster of spectators at the +door. All made way for the child, and in a moment, whether in the body +or out she could not tell, Dolly was sitting in a little nook under a +bower of spruce, gazing at the star and listening to the voices: + +"_We praise Thee, we bless Thee, we worship Thee, we glorify Thee, we +give thanks to Thee for Thy great glory, O Lord God, Heavenly King, God, +the Father Almighty._" + +Her heart throbbed and beat; she trembled with a strange happiness and +sat as one entranced till the music was over. Then came reading, the +rustle and murmur of people kneeling, and then they all rose and there +was the solemn buzz of voices repeating the Creed with a curious lulling +sound to her ear. There was old Mr. Danforth with his spectacles on, +reading with a pompous tone, as if to witness a good confession for the +church; and there were Squire Lewis and old Ma'am Lewis; and there was +one place where they all bowed their heads and all the ladies made +courtesies--all of which entertained her mightily. + +When the sermon began Dolly got fast asleep, and slept as quietly as a +pet lamb in a meadow, lying in a little warm roll back under the shadows +of the spruces. She was so tired and so sound asleep that she did not +wake when the service ended, lying serenely curled up, and having +perhaps pleasant dreams. She might have had the fortunes of little +Goody Two-Shoes, whose history was detailed in one of the few children's +books then printed, had not two friends united to find her out. + +Spring, who had got into the slip with the boys, and been an equally +attentive and edified listener, after service began a tour of +investigation, dog-fashion, with his nose; for how could a minister's +dog form a suitable judgment of any new procedure if he was repressed +from the use of his own leading faculty? So, Spring went round the +church conscientiously, smelling at pew doors, smelling of the greens, +smelling at the heels of gentlemen and ladies, till he came near the +door of the church, when he suddenly smelt something which called for +immediate attention, and he made a side dart into the thicket where +Dolly was sleeping, and began licking her face and hands and pulling her +dress, giving short barks occasionally, as if to say, "Come, Dolly, wake +up!" At the same instant Hiel, who had seen her from the gallery, came +down just as the little one was sitting up with a dazed, bewildered air. + +"Why, Dolly, how came you out o' bed this time o' night? Don't ye know +the nine o'clock bell's jest rung?" + +Dolly knew Hiel well enough--what child in the village did not? She +reached up her little hands, saying in an apologetic fashion: + +"They were all gone away, and I was so lonesome!" + +Hiel took her up in his long arms and carried her home, and was just +entering the house door with her as the sleigh drove up with Parson +Cushing and his wife. + +"Wal, Parson, your folks has all ben to the 'lumination--Nabby and Bill +and Tom and Dolly here; found her all rolled up in a heap like a rabbit +under the cedars." + +"Why, Dolly Cushing!" exclaimed her mother. "What upon earth got you +out of bed this time of night? You'll catch your death o' cold." + +"I was all alone," said Dolly, with a piteous bleat. + +"Oh, there, there, wife; don't say a word," put in the parson. "Get her +off to bed. Never mind, Dolly, don't you cry;" for Parson Cushing was a +soft-hearted gentleman and couldn't bear the sight of Dolly's quivering +under lip. So Dolly told her little story, how she had been promised a +sugar dog by Nabby if she'd be a good girl and go to sleep, and how she +couldn't go to sleep, and how she just went down to look from the yard, +and how the music drew her right over. + +"There, there," said Parson Cushing, "go to bed, Dolly; and if Nabby +don't give you a sugar dog, I will. This Christmas dressing is all +nonsense," he added, "but the child's not to blame--it was natural." + +"After all," he said to his wife the last thing after they were settled +for the night, "our little Dolly is an unusual child. There were not +many little girls that would have dared to do that. I shall preach a +sermon right away that will set all this Christmas matter straight," +said the Doctor. "There is not a shadow of evidence that the first +Christians kept Christmas. It wasn't kept for the first three centuries, +nor was Christ born anywhere near the 25th of December." + + * * * * * + +The next morning found little Dolly's blue eyes wide open with all the +wondering eagerness of a new idea. + +Dolly had her wise thoughts about Christmas. She had been terribly +frightened at first, when she was brought home from the church; but when +her papa kissed her and promised her a sugar dog she was quite sure +that, whatever the unexplained mystery might be, he did not think the +lovely scene of the night before a wicked one. And when Mrs. Cushing +came and covered the little girl up warmly in bed, she only said to her, +"Dolly, you must never get out of bed again at night after you are put +there; you might have caught a dreadful cold and been sick and died, and +then we should have lost our little Dolly." So Dolly promised quite +readily to be good and lie still ever after, no matter what attractions +might be on foot in the community. + +Much was gained, however, and it was all clear gain; and forthwith the +little fanciful head proceeded to make the most of it, thinking over +every feature of the wonder. The child had a vibrating, musical +organization, and the sway and rush of the chanting still sounded in her +ears and reminded her of that wonderful story in the "Pilgrim's +Progress", where the gate of the celestial city swung open, and there +were voices that sung, "Blessing and honor and glory and power be unto +Him who sitteth on the throne." And then that wonderful star, that shone +just as if it were a real star--how could it be! For Miss Ida Lewis, +being a young lady of native artistic genius, had cut a little hole in +the centre of her gilt paper star, behind which was placed a candle, so +that it gave real light, in a way most astonishing to untaught eyes. In +Dolly's simple view it verged on the supernatural--perhaps it was _the_ +very real star read about in the Gospel story. Why not? Dolly was at the +happy age when anything bright and heavenly seemed credible, and had the +child-faith to which all things were possible. + +"I wish, my dear," said Mrs. Cushing, after they were retired to their +room for the night, "that to-morrow morning you would read the account +of the birth of Christ in St. Matthew, and give the children some advice +upon the proper way of keeping Christmas." + +"Well, but you know we don't _keep_ Christmas; nobody knows anything +about Christmas," said the Doctor. + +"You know what I mean, my dear," replied his wife. "You know that my +mother and her family _do_ keep Christmas. I always heard of it when I +was a child; and even now, though I have been out of the way of it so +long, I cannot help a sort of kindly feeling toward these ways. I am not +surprised at all that the children got drawn over last night to the +service. I think it's the most natural thing in the world, and I know by +experience just how attractive such things are. I shouldn't wonder if +this other church should draw very seriously on your congregation; but I +don't want it to begin by taking away our own children. Dolly is an +inquisitive child; a child that thinks a good deal, and she'll be asking +all sorts of questions about the why and wherefore of what she saw last +night." + +"Oh, yes, Dolly is a bright one. Dolly's an uncommon child," said the +Doctor, who had a pardonable pride in his children--they being, in fact, +the only worldly treasure that he was at all rich in. + +He rose up early on the following Sabbath and proceeded to buy a sugar +dog at the store of Lucius Jenks, and when Dolly came down to breakfast +he called her to him and presented it, saying as he kissed her: + +"Papa gives you this, not because it is Christmas, but because he loves +his little Dolly." + +"But _isn't_ it Christmas?" asked Dolly with a puzzled air. + +"No, child; nobody knows when Christ was born, and there is nothing in +the Bible to tell us _when_ to keep Christmas." + +And then in family worship the Doctor read the account of the birth of +Christ and of the shepherds abiding in the fields who came at the call +of the angels, and they sung the old hymn: + + + "While shepherds watched their flocks by night." + + +"Now, children," he said when all was over, "you must be good children +and go to school. If we are going to keep any day on account of the +birth of Christ, the best way to keep it is by doing all our duties on +that day better than any other. Your duty is to be good children, go to +school and mind your lessons." + +Tom and Bill were quite ready to fall in with their father's view of the +matter. As for Dolly, she put her little tongue advisedly to the back of +her sugar dog and found that he was very sweet indeed--a most tempting +little animal. She even went so far as to nibble off a bit of the green +ground he stood on--yet resolved heroically not to eat him at once, but +to make him last as long as possible. She wrapped him tenderly in cotton +and took him to the school with her, and when her confidential friend, +Bessie Lewis, displayed her Christmas gifts, Dolly had something on her +side to show, though she shook her curly head and informed Bessie in +strict confidence that there wasn't any such thing as Christmas, her +papa had told her so--a heresy which Bessie forthwith reported when she +went home at noon. + +"Poor little child--and did she say so?" asked gentle old Grandmamma +Lewis. "Well, dear, you mustn't blame her--she don't know any better. +You bring the little one in here to-night and I'll give her a Christmas +cooky. I'm sorry for such children." + +And so, after school, Dolly went in to see dear old Madam Lewis, who sat +in her rocking-chair in the front parlor, where the fire was snapping +behind great tall brass andirons and all the pictures were overshadowed +with boughs of spruce and pine. Dolly gazed about her with awe and +wonder. Over one of the pictures was suspended a cross of green with +flowers of white everlasting. + +"What is _that_ for?" asked Dolly, pointing solemnly with her little +forefinger, and speaking under her breath. + +"Dear child, that is the picture of my poor boy who died--ever so many +years ago. That is my cross--we have all one--to carry." + +Dolly did not half understand these words, but she saw tears in the +gentle old lady's eyes and was afraid to ask more. + +She accepted thankfully and with her nicest and best executed courtesy a +Christmas cooky representing a good-sized fish, with fins all spread and +pink sugar-plums for eyes, and went home marveling yet more about this +mystery of Christmas. + +As she was crossing the green to go home the Poganuc stage drove in, +with Hiel seated on high, whipping up his horses to make them execute +that grand _entrée_ which was the glory of his daily existence. + +Now that the stage was on runners, and slipped noiselessly over the +smooth frozen plain, Hiel cracked his whip more energetically and +shouted louder, first to one horse then to another, to make up for the +loss of the rattling wheels; and he generally had the satisfaction of +seeing all the women rushing distractedly to doors and windows, and +imagined them saying, "There's Hiel; the stage is in!" + +"Hulloa, Dolly!" he called out, drawing up with a suddenness which threw +the fore-horses back upon their haunches. "I've got a bundle for your +folks. Want to ride? You may jest jump up here by me and I'll take you +'round to your father's door;" and so Dolly reached up her little +red-mittened hand, and Hiel drew her up beside him. + +"'Xpect ye want a bit of a ride, and I've got a bundle for Widder +Badger, down on South Street, so I guess I'll go 'round that way to make +it longer. I 'xpect this 'ere bundle is from some of your ma's folks in +Boston--'Piscopals they be and keeps Christmas. Good-sized bundle 'tis; +reckon it'll come handy in a good many ways." + +So, after finishing his detour, Hiel landed his little charge at the +parsonage door. + +"Reckon I'll be over when I've put up my hosses," he said to Nabby when +he handed down the bundle to her. "I hain't been to see you much lately, +Nabby, and I know you've been a-pinin' after me, but fact is--" + +"Well, now, Hiel Jones, you jest shet up with your imperence," said +Nabby, with flashing eyes; "you jest look out or you'll get suthin." + +"I 'xpect to get a kiss when I come 'round to-night," said Hiel, +composedly. "Take care o' that air bundle, now; mebbe there's glass or +crockery in't." + +"Hiel Jones," said Nabby, "don't give me none o' your saace, for I won't +take it. Jim Sawin said last night you was the brassiest man he ever +see. He said there was brass enough in your face to make a kettle of." + +"You tell him there's sap enough in his head to fill it, anyway," said +Hiel. "Good bye, Nabby, I'll come 'round this evenin'," and he drove +away at a rattling pace, while Nabby, with flushed cheeks and snapping +eyes, soliloquized: + +"Well, I hope he will come! I'd jest like a chance to show him how +little I care for him." + +Meanwhile the bundle was soon opened, and contained a store of +treasures: a smart little red dress and a pair of red shoes for Dolly, a +half dozen pocket-handkerchiefs for Dr. Cushing, and "Robinson Crusoe" +and "Sanford and Merton," handsomely bound, for the boys, and a bonnet +trimming for Mrs. Cushing. These were accompanied by a characteristic +letter from Aunt Debby Kittery, opening as follows: + + + "DEAR SISTER: + + "Mother worries because she thinks you won't get any Christmas + presents. However, this comes to give every one of you some of the + crumbs which fall from the church's table, and Mother says she + wishes you all a pious Christmas, which she thinks is better than a + merry one. If I didn't lay violent hands on her she would use all + our substance in riotous giving of Christmas presents to all the + beggars and chimney sweeps in Boston. She is in good health and + talks daily of wanting to see you and the children; and I hope + before long you will bring some of them, and come and make us a + visit. + + "Your affectionate sister, + + "DEBBY KITTERY." + + +There was a scene of exultation and clamor in the parsonage as these +presents were pulled out and discussed; and when all possible joy was +procured from them in the sitting-room, the children rushed in a body +into the kitchen and showed them to Nabby, calling on her to join their +acclamations. + +On the whole, when Dolly had said her prayers that night and thought the +matter over, she concluded that her Christmas Day had been quite a +success. + + +THE SECOND CHRISTMAS. + +Once more had Christmas come round in Poganuc; once more the Episcopal +church was being dressed with ground-pine and spruce; but this year +economy had begun to make its claims felt. An illumination might do very +well to open a church, but there were many who said "to what purpose is +this waste?" when the proposition was made to renew it yearly. +Consequently it was resolved to hold the Christmas Eve service with only +that necessary amount of light which would enable the worshipers to read +the prayers. + +On this Christmas Eve Dolly went to bed at her usual hour with a +resigned and quiet spirit. She felt herself a year older, and more than +a year wiser, than when Christmas had first dawned upon her +consciousness. + +Mis' Persis appeared on the ground by day-dawn. A great kettle was slung +over the kitchen fire, in which cakes of tallow were speedily +liquefying; a frame was placed quite across the kitchen to sustain +candle-rods, with a train of boards underneath to catch the drippings, +and Mis' Persis, with a brow like one of the Fates, announced: "Now we +can't hev any young 'uns in this kitchen to-day;" and Dolly saw that +there was no getting any attention in that quarter. + +Mis' Persis, in a gracious Saturday afternoon mood, sitting in her own +tent-door dispensing hospitalities and cookies, was one thing; but Mis' +Persis in her armor, with her loins girded and a hard day's work to be +conquered, was quite another: she was terrible as Minerva with her +helmet on. + +Dinner-baskets for all the children were hastily packed, and they were +sent off to school with the injunction on no account to show their faces +about the premises till night. The Doctor, warned of what was going on, +retreated to his study at the top of the house, where, serenely above +the lower cares of earth, he sailed off into President Edwards' treatise +on the nature of true virtue, concerning which he was preparing a paper +to read at the next association meeting. + +That candles were a necessity of life he was well convinced, and by +faith he dimly accepted the fact that one day in the year the whole +house was to be devoted and given up to this manufacture; and his part +of the business, as he understood it, was, clearly, to keep himself out +of the way till it was over. + +"There won't be much of a dinner at home, anyway," said Nabby to Dolly, +as she packed her basket with an extra doughnut or two. "I've got to go +to church to-day, 'cause I'm one of the singers, and your ma'll be busy +waitin' on _her_; so we shall just have a pick-up dinner, and you be +sure not to come home till night; by that time it'll be all over." + +Dolly trotted off to school well content with the prospect before her: a +nooning, with leave to play with the girls at school, was not an +unpleasant idea. + +But the first thing that saluted her on her arrival was that Bessie +Lewis--her own dear, particular Bessie--was going to have a Christmas +party at her house that afternoon, and was around distributing +invitations right and left among the scholars with a generous freedom. + +"We are going to have nuts, and raisins, and cakes, and mottoes," said +Bessie, with artless triumph. The news of this bill of fare spread like +wildfire through the school. + +Never had a party been heard of which contemplated such a liberal +entertainment, for the rising generation of Poganuc were by no means +wearied with indulgence, and raisins and almonds stood for grandeur with +them. But these _mottoes_, which consisted of bits of confectionery +wrapped up in printed couplets of sentimental poetry, were an unheard-of +refinement. Bessie assured them that her papa had sent clear to Boston +for them, and whoever got one would have his or her fortune told by it. + +The school was a small, select one, comprising the children of all ages +from the best families of Poganuc. Both boys and girls, and all with +great impartiality, had been invited. Miss Titcome, the teacher, quite +readily promised to dismiss at three o'clock that afternoon any scholar +who should bring a permission from parents, and the children nothing +doubted that such a permission was obtainable. + +Dolly alone saw a cloud in the horizon. She had been sent away with +strict injunctions not to return till evening, and children in those +days never presumed to make any exceptions in obeying an absolute +command of their parents. + +"But, of course, you will go home at noon and ask your mother, and of +course she'll let you; won't she, girls?" said Bessie. + +"Oh, certainly; of course she will," said all the older girls, "because +you know a party is a thing that don't happen every day, and your mother +would think it strange if you _didn't_ come and ask her." So, too, +thought Miss Titcome, a most exemplary, precise and proper young lady, +who always moved and spoke and thought as became a schoolmistress, so +that, although she was in reality only twenty years old, Dolly +considered her as a very advanced and ancient person--if anything, a +little older than her father and mother. + +Even she was of opinion that Dolly might properly go home to lay a case +of such importance before her mother; and so Dolly rushed home after the +morning school was over, running with all her might, and increasing in +mental excitement as she ran. Her bonnet blew off upon her shoulders, +her curls flew behind her in the wind, and she most inconsiderately used +up the little stock of breath that she would want to set her cause in +order before her mother. + +Just here we must beg any mother and housekeeper to imagine herself in +the very midst of the most delicate, perplexing and laborious of +household tasks, when interruption is most irksome and perilous, +suddenly called to discuss with a child some new and startling +proposition to which at the moment she cannot even give a thought. + +Mrs. Cushing was sitting in the kitchen with Mis' Persis, by the side of +a caldron of melted tallow, kept in a fluid state by the heat of a +portable furnace on which it stood. A long train of half-dipped candles +hung like so many stalactites from the frames on which the rods rested, +and the two were patiently dipping set after set and replacing them +again on the frame. + +"As sure as I'm alive! if there isn't Dolly Cushing comin' back--runnin' +and tearin' like a wild cretur'," said Mis' Persis. "She'll be in here +in a minute and knock everything down!" + +Mrs. Cushing looked, and with a quick movement stepped to the door. + +"Dolly! what are you here for? Didn't I tell you not to come home this +noon?" + +"Oh, mamma, there's going to be a party at General Lewis'--Bessie's +party--and the girls are all going; mayn't I go?" + +"No, you can't; it's impossible," said her mother. "Your best dress +isn't ready to wear, and there's nobody can spend time to get you ready. +Go right back to school." + +"But, mamma--" + +"Go!" said her mother, in the decisive tone that mothers used in the old +days, when arguing with children was not a possibility. + +"What's all this about?" asked the Doctor, looking out of the door. + +"Why," said Mrs. Cushing, "there's going to be a party at General +Lewis', and Dolly is wild to go. It's just impossible for me to attend +to her now." + +"Oh, I don't want her intimate at Lewis's," said the Doctor, and +immediately he came out behind his wife. + +"There; run away to school, Dolly," he said. "Don't trouble your mother; +you don't want to go to parties; why, it's foolish to think of it. Run +away now, and don't think any more about it--there's a good girl!" + +Dolly turned and went back to school, the tears freezing on her cheek as +she went. As for not thinking any more about it--that was impossible. + +When three o'clock came, scholar after scholar rose and departed, until +at last Dolly was the only one remaining in the school-room. + +When Dolly came home that night the coast was clear, and the candles +were finished and put away to harden in a freezing cold room; the +kitchen was once more restored, and Nabby bustled about getting supper +as if nothing had happened. + +"I really feel sorry about poor little Dolly," said Mrs. Cushing to her +husband. + +"Do you think she cared much?" asked the Doctor, looking as if a new +possibility had struck his mind. + +"Yes, indeed, poor child, she went away crying; but what could I do +about it? I couldn't stop to dress her." + +"Wife, we must take her somewhere to make up for it," said the Doctor. + +Just then the stage stopped at the door and a bundle from Boston was +handed in. Dolly's tears were soon wiped and dried, and her mourning was +turned into joy when a large jointed London doll emerged from the +bundle, the Christmas gift of her grandmother in Boston. + +Dolly's former darling was old and shabby, but this was of twice the +size, and with cheeks exhibiting a state of the most florid health. + +Besides this there was, as usual in grandmamma's Christmas bundle, +something for every member of the family; and so the evening went on +festive wings. + +Poor little Dolly! only that afternoon she had watered with her tears, +at school, the dismal long straight seam, which stretched on before her +as life sometimes does to us, bare, disagreeable and cheerless. She had +come home crying, little dreaming of the joy just approaching; but +before bed-time no cricket in the hearth was cheerier or more noisy. She +took the new dolly to bed with her, and could hardly sleep, for the +excitement of her company. + +Meanwhile, Hiel had brought the Doctor a message to the following +effect: + +"I was drivin' by Tim Hawkins', and Mis' Hawkins she comes out and says +they're goin' to hev an apple-cuttin' there to-morrow night, and she +would like to hev you and Mis' Cushin' and all your folks come--Nabby +and all." + +The Doctor and his lady of course assented. + +"Wal, then, Doctor--ef it's all one to you," continued Hiel, "I'd like +to take ye over in my new double sleigh. I've jest got two new strings +o' bells up from Boston, and I think we'll sort o' make the snow fly. +S'pose there'd be no objections to takin' my mother 'long with ye?" + +"Oh, Hiel, we shall be delighted to go in company with your mother, and +we're ever so much obliged to you," said Mrs. Cushing. + +"Wal, I'll be round by six o'clock," said Hiel. + +"Then, wife," said the Doctor, "we'll take Dolly, and make up for the +loss of her party." + +Punctually at six, Hiel's two horses, with all their bells jingling, +stood at the door of the parsonage, whence Tom and Bill, who had been +waiting with caps and mittens on for the last half hour, burst forth +with irrepressible shouts of welcome. + +"Take care now, boys; don't haul them buffalo skins out on t' the snow," +said Hiel. "Don't get things in a muss gen'ally; wait for your ma and +the Doctor. Got to stow the grown folks in fust; boys kin hang on +anywhere." + +And so first came Mrs. Cushing and the Doctor, and were installed on the +back seat, with Dolly in between. Then hot bricks were handed in to keep +feet warm, and the buffalo robe was tucked down securely. Then Nabby +took her seat by Hiel in front, and the sleigh drove round for old Mrs. +Jones. The Doctor insisted on giving up his place to her and tucking her +warmly under the buffalo robe, while he took the middle seat and acted +as moderator between the boys, who were in a wild state of hilarity. +Spring, with explosive barks, raced first on this and then on that side +of the sleigh as it flew swiftly over the smooth frozen road. + +The stars blinked white and clear out of a deep blue sky, and the path +wound up-hill among cedars and junipers and clumps of mountain laurel, +on whose broad green leaves the tufts of snow lay like clusters of white +roses. The keen clear air was full of stimulus and vigor; and so Hiel's +proposition to take the longest way met with enthusiastic welcome from +all the party. Next to being a bird, and having wings, is the sensation +of being borne over the snow by a pair of spirited horses who enjoy the +race, apparently, as much as those they draw. Though Hiel contrived to +make the ride about eight miles, it yet seemed but a short time before +the party drove up to the great red farmhouse, whose lighted windows +sent streams of radiant welcome far out into the night. + +Our little Dolly had had an evening of unmixed bliss. Everybody had +petted her, and talked to her, and been delighted with her sayings and +doings, and she was carrying home a paper parcel of sweet things which +good Mrs. Hawkins had forced into her hand at parting. She had spent a +really happy Christmas! + + + + +THE CHRISTMAS PRINCESS. + +BY MRS. MOLESWORTH. + + +In the olden times there lived a king who was worthy of the name. He +loved his people, and his people loved him in return. His kingdom must +have been large; at least it appears to be beyond doubt that it extended +a good way in different directions, for it was called the Kingdom of the +Four Orts, which, of course, as everybody knows, means that he had +possessions north, south, east, and west. + +It was not so large, however, but that he was able to manage it well for +himself--that is to say, with certain help which I will tell you of. A +year never passed without his visiting every part of his dominions and +inquiring for himself into the affairs of his subjects. Perhaps--who can +say?--the world was not so big in those days; doubtless, however that +may have been, there were not so many folk living on it. + +Many things were different in those times: many things existed which +nowadays would be thought strange and incredible. Human beings knew much +more than they do now about the other dwellers on the earth. For +instance, it was no uncommon case to find learned men who were able to +converse with animals quite as well as with each other. Fairies, of +course, were often visible to mortal eyes, and it was considered quite +natural that they should interfere for good--sometimes, perhaps, for +evil; as to that I cannot say--in human affairs. And good King +Brave-Heart was especially favored in this way. For the help which, as I +said, was his in governing his people was that of four very wise +counselors indeed--the four fairies of the North and the South, the East +and the West. + +These sisters were very beautiful as well as very wise. Though older +than the world itself, they always looked young. They were very much +attached to each other, though they seldom met, and it must be confessed +that sometimes on such occasions there were stormy scenes, though they +made it up afterward. And the advice they gave was always to be relied +upon. + +Now, King Brave-Heart was married. His wife was young and charming, and +devotedly fond of him. But she was of a rather jealous and exacting +disposition, and she had been much spoilt in her youth at her own home. +She was sweet and loving, however, which makes up for a good deal, and +always ready to take part in any scheme for the good of their people, +provided it did not separate her from her husband. + +They had no children, though they had been married for some years; but +at last there came the hope of an heir, and the Queen's delight was +unbounded--nor was the King's joy less than hers. + +It was late autumn, or almost winter, when a great trouble befell the +pretty Queen. The weather had grown suddenly cold, and a few snowflakes +even had fallen before their time. But Queen Claribel only clapped her +hands at the sight, for with the winter she hoped the baby would come, +and she welcomed the signs of its approach on this account. The King, +however, looked grave, and when the next morning the ground was all +white, the trees and the bushes covered with silvery foliage, he looked +graver still. + +"Something is amiss," he said. "The Fairy of the North must be on her +way, and it is not yet time for her visit." + +And that very afternoon the snow fell again, more heavily than before, +and the frost-wind whistled down the chimneys and burst open the doors +and windows, and all the palace servants went hurrying and scurrying +about to make great fires and hang up thick curtains and get everything +in order for the cold season, which they had not expected so soon. + +"It will not last," said the King, quietly. "In a few days there will be +milder weather again." But, nevertheless, he still looked grave. + +And early the next morning, as he was sitting with the Queen, who was +beginning to feel a little frightened at the continuance of the storm, +the double doors of her boudoir suddenly flew open, an icy blast filled +the room, and a tall, white-shrouded figure stood before them. + +"I have come to fetch you, Brave-Heart," she said abruptly. "You are +wanted, sorely wanted, in my part of the world. The people are starving: +the season has been a poor one, and there has been bad faith. Some few +powerful men have bought up the grain, which was already scarce, and +refuse to let the poor folk have it. Nothing will save their lives or +prevent sad suffering but your own immediate presence. Are you ready? +You must have seen I was coming." + +She threw off her mantle as she spoke and sank on to a couch. Strong as +she was, she seemed tired with the rate at which she had traveled, and +the warm air of the room was oppressive to her. Her clear, beautiful +features looked harassed; her gray eyes full of anxiety. For the moment +she took no notice of the Queen. + +"Are you ready?" she repeated. + +"Yes, I am ready!" said Brave-Heart, as he rose to his feet. + +But the Queen threw herself upon him, with bitter crying and reproaches. +Would he leave _her_, and at such a time, a prey to all kinds of +terrible anxiety? Then she turned to the fairy and upbraided her in +unmeasured language. But the spirit of the North glanced at her with +calm pity. + +"Poor child!" she said, "I had almost forgotten you. The sights I have +seen of late have been so terrible that they absorb me. Take courage, +Claribel! Show yourself a queen. Think of the suffering mothers and +their little ones whom your husband hastens to aid. All will be well +with you, believe me. But you, too, must be brave and unselfish." + +It was no use. All she said but made the Queen more indignant. She would +scarcely bid her husband farewell: she turned her back to the fairy with +undignified petulance. + +"Foolish child," said the Northern spirit. "She will learn better some +day." + +Then she gave all her attention to the matter she had come about, +explaining to the King as they journeyed exactly the measures he must +take and the difficulties to be overcome. But though the King had the +greatest faith in her advice, and never doubted that it was his duty to +obey, his heart was sore, as you can understand. + +Things turned out as he had said. The severe weather disappeared again +as if by magic, and some weeks of unusually mild days followed. And when +the winter did set in for good at last, it was with no great rigor. From +time to time news reached the palace of the King's welfare. The tidings +were cheering. His presence was effecting all that the fairy had hoped. + +So Queen Claribel ought to have been happy. But she was determined not +to be. She did nothing but cry and abuse the fairy, declaring that she +would never see her dear Brave-Heart again, and that if ever her baby +came she was sure it would not live, or that there would be something +dreadful the matter with it. + +"It is not fair," she kept saying, "it is a shame that I should suffer +so." + +And even when on Christmas Eve a beautiful little girl was born, as +pretty and lively and healthy as could be wished, and even though the +next day brought the announcement of the King's immediate return, +Claribel still nursed her resentment, though in the end it came to be +directed entirely against the fairy. For when she saw Brave-Heart again, +his tender affection and his delight in his little daughter made it +impossible for her not to "forgive him," as she expressed it, though she +could not take any interest in his accounts of his visit to the north +and all he had been able to do there. + +A great feast was arranged in honor of the christening of the little +Princess. All the grand people of the neighborhood were bidden to it, +nor, you may be sure, did the good King forget the poorer folk. The four +fairies were invited, for it was a matter of course that they should be +the baby's godmothers. And though the Queen would gladly have excluded +the Northern fairy, she dared not even hint at such a thing. + +But she resolved in her own mind to do all in her power to show that she +was not the welcome fairy. + +On such occasions, when human beings were honored by the presence of +fairy visitors, these distinguished guests were naturally given +precedence of all others, otherwise very certainly they would never have +come again. Even among fairies themselves there are ranks and +formalities, and the Queen well knew that the first place was due to the +Northern spirit. But she gave instructions that this rule should be +departed from, and the Snow fairy, as she was sometimes called, found +herself placed at the King's left hand, separated from him by her sister +of the West, instead of next to him on the right, which seat, on the +contrary, was occupied by the fairy of the South. She glanced round her +calmly, but took no notice; and the King, imagining that by her own +choice perhaps, she had chosen the unusual position, made no remark. And +the feast progressed with the accustomed splendor and rejoicing. + +But at the end, when the moment arrived at which the four godmothers +were expected to state their gifts to the baby, the Queen's spite could +be no longer concealed. + +"I request," she exclaimed, "that for reasons well known to herself, to +the King, and to myself, the Northern fairy's gift may be the last in +order instead of the first." + +The King started and grew pale. The beautiful, soft-voiced fairy of the +South, in her glowing golden draperies, would fain have held back, for +her affection for her sterner sister was largely mingled with awe. But +the Snow fairy signed to her imperiously to speak. + +"I bestow upon the Princess Sweet-Heart," she said, half tremblingly, +"the gift of great beauty." + +"And I," said the spirit of the East, who came next, her red robes +falling majestically around her, her dark hair lying smoothly in its +thick masses on her broad, low forehead, "I give her great powers of +intellect and intelligence." + +"And I," said the Western fairy, with a bright, breezy flutter of her +sea-green garments, "health--perfect health and strength of body, as my +gift to the pretty child." + +"And you," said the Queen bitterly, "you, cold-hearted fairy, who have +done your best to kill me with misery, who came between my husband and +me, making him neglect me as he never would have done but for your +influence--what will _you_ give my child? Will you do something to make +amends for the suffering you caused? I would rather my pretty baby were +dead than that she lived to endure what I have of late endured." + +"Life and death are not mine to bestow or to withhold," said the +Northern spirit calmly, as she drew her white garments more closely +round her with a majestic air. "So your rash words, foolish woman, +fortunately for you all, cannot touch the child. But something--much--I +can do, and I will. She shall not know the suffering you dread for her +with so cowardly a fear. She shall be what you choose to fancy _I_ am. +And instead of the name you have given her, she shall be known for what +she is--Princess Ice-Heart." + +She turned to go, but the King on one hand, her three sisters on the +other, started forward to detain her. + +"Have pity!" exclaimed the former. + +"Sister, bethink you," said the latter; the Western fairy adding +beseechingly, the tears springing in her blue eyes, which so quickly +changed from bright to sad, "Say something to soften this hard fate. +Undo it you cannot, I know. Or, at least, allow me to mitigate it if I +can." + +The Snow fairy stopped; in truth, she was far from hard-hearted or +remorseless, and already she was beginning to feel half sorry for what +she had done. + +"What would you propose?" she said coldly. + +The fairy of the West threw back her auburn hair with a gesture of +impatience. + +"I would I knew!" she said. "'Tis a hard knot you have tied, my sister. +For that which would mend the evil wrought seems to me impossible while +the evil exists--the cure and the cessation of the disease are one. How +could the heart of ice be melted till tender feelings warm it, and how +can tender feelings find entrance into a feelingless heart? Alas! alas! +I can but predict what sounds like a mockery of your trouble," she went +on, turning to the King, though indeed by this time she might have +included the Queen in her sympathy, for Claribel stood, horrified at the +result of her mad resentment, as pale as Brave-Heart himself. "Hearken!" +and her expressive face, over which sunshine and showers were wont to +chase each other as on an April day--for such, as all know, is the +nature of the changeful, lovable spirit of the West--for once grew still +and statue-like, while her blue eyes pierced far into the distance. "The +day on which the Princess of the Icy Heart shall shed a tear, that heart +shall melt--but then only." + +The Northern fairy murmured something under her breath, but what the +words were no one heard, for it was not many that dared stand near to +her, so terribly cold was her presence. The graceful spirit of the South +fluttered her golden locks, and with a little sigh drew her radiant +mantle round her, and kissed her hand in farewell, while the +thoughtful-eyed, mysterious Eastern fairy linked her arm in that of her +Western sister, and whispered that the solution of the problem should +have her most earnest study. And the green-robed spirit tried to smile +through her tears in farewell as she suffered herself to be led away. + +So the four strange guests departed; but their absence was not followed +by the usual outburst of unconstrained festivity. On the contrary, a +sense of sorrow and dread hung over all who remained, and before long +everyone not immediately connected with the palace respectfully but +silently withdrew, leaving the King and Queen to their mysterious +sorrow. + +Claribel flew to the baby's cradle. The little Princess was sleeping +soundly; she looked rosy and content--a picture of health. Her mother +called eagerly to the King. + +"She seems just as usual," she exclaimed. "Perhaps--oh! perhaps after +all I have done no harm." + +For, strange to say, her resentment against the Northern fairy had died +away. She now felt nothing but shame and regret for her own wild temper. +"Perhaps," she went on, "it was but to try me, to teach me a lesson, +that the Snow fairy uttered those terrible words." + +Brave-Heart pitied his wife deeply, but he shook his head. + +"I dare not comfort you with any such hopes," he said, "my poor +Claribel. The fairy is true--true as steel--if you could but have +trusted her! Had you seen her, as I have done--full of tenderest pity +for suffering--you could never have so maligned her." + +Claribel did not answer, but her tears dropped on the baby's face. The +little Princess seemed annoyed by them. She put up her tiny hand and, +with a fretful expression, brushed them off. + +And that very evening the certainty came. + +The head nurse sent for the Queen while she was undressing the child, +and the mother hastened to the nursery. The attendants were standing +round in the greatest anxiety, for, though the baby looked quite well +otherwise, there was the strangest coldness over her left side, in the +region of the heart. The skin looked perfectly colorless, and the soft +cambric and still softer flannel of the finest which had covered the +spot were stiff, as if they had been exposed to a winter night's frost. + +"Alas!" exclaimed Claribel, but that was all. It was no use sending for +doctors--no use doing anything. Her own delicate hand when she laid it +on the baby's heart was, as it were, blistered with cold. The next +morning she found it covered with chilblains. + +But the baby did not mind. She flourished amazingly, heart or no heart. +She was perfectly healthy, ate well, slept well, and soon gave signs of +unusual intelligence. She was seldom put out, but when angry she +expressed her feelings by loud roars and screams, though with never a +tear! At first this did not seem strange, as no infant sheds tears +during the earliest weeks of its life. But when she grew to six months +old, then to a year, then to two and three, and was near her fourth +birthday without ever crying, it became plain that the prediction was +indeed to be fulfilled. + +And the name "Ice-Heart" clung to her. In spite of all her royal +parents' commands to the contrary, "Princess Ice-Heart" she was called +far and near. It seemed as if people could not help it. "Sweet-Heart we +cannot name her, for sweet she is not," was murmured by all who came in +contact with her. + +And it was true. Sweet she certainly was not. She was beautiful and +healthy and intelligent, but she had no feeling. In some ways she gave +little trouble. Her temper, though occasionally violent, was, as a rule, +placid; she seemed contented in almost all circumstances. When her good +old nurse died, she remarked coolly that she hoped her new attendant +would dress her hair more becomingly; when King Brave-Heart started on +some of his distant journeys she bade him good-bye with a smile, +observing that if he never came home again it would be rather amusing, +as she would then reign instead of him, and when she saw her mother +break into sobs at her unnatural speech she stared at her in blank +astonishment. + +And so things went on until Ice-Heart reached her seventeenth year. By +this time she was, as regarded her outward appearance, as beautiful as +the fondest of parents could desire; she was also exceedingly strong and +healthy, and the powers of her mind were unusual. Her education had been +carefully directed, and she had learnt with ease and interest. She could +speak in several languages, her paintings were worthy of admiration, as +they were skillful and well executed; she could play with brilliancy on +various instruments. She had also been taught to sing, but her voice was +metallic and unpleasing. But she could discuss scientific and +philosophical subjects with the sages of her father's kingdom like one +of themselves. + +And besides all this care bestowed upon her training, no stone had been +left unturned in hopes of awakening in the unfortunate girl some +affection or emotion. Every day the most soul-stirring poetry was read +aloud to her by the greatest elocutionists, the most exciting and moving +dramas were enacted before her; she was taken to visit the poor of the +city in their pitiable homes; she was encouraged to see sad sights from +which most soft-hearted maidens would instinctively flee. But all was in +vain. She would express interest and ask intelligent questions with +calm, unmoved features and dry eyes. Even music, from which much had +been hoped, was powerless to move her to aught but admiration of the +performers' skill or curiosity as to the construction of their +instruments. There was but one peculiarity about her, which sometimes, +though they could not have explained why, seemed to Ice-Heart's unhappy +parents to hint at some shadowy hope. The sight of tears was evidently +disagreeable to her. More certainly than anything else did the signs of +weeping arouse one of her rare fits of anger--so much so that now and +then, for days together, the poor Queen dared not come near her child, +and tears were to her a frequent relief from her lifelong regrets. + +So beautiful and wealthy and accomplished a maiden was naturally not +without suitors; and from this direction, too, at first, Queen Claribel +trusted fondly that cure might come. + +"If she could but fall in love," she said, the first time the idea +struck her. + +"My poor dear!" replied the King, "to see, you must have eyes; to love, +you must have a heart." + +"But a heart she has," persisted the mother. "It is only, as it were, +asleep--frozen, like the winter stream which bursts forth again into +ever fresh life and movement with the awaking spring." + +So lovers were invited, and lovers came and were made welcome by the +dozen. Lovers of every description--rich and poor, old and young, +handsome and ugly--so long as they were of passable birth and fair +character, King Brave-Heart was not too particular--in the forlorn hope +that among them one fortunate wight might rouse some sentiment in the +lovely statue he desired to win. But all in vain. Each prince, or duke, +or simple knight, duly instructed in the sad case, did his best: one +would try poetry, another his lute, a third sighs and appeals, a fourth, +imagining he had made some way, would attempt the bold stroke of telling +Ice-Heart that unless she could respond to his adoration he would drown +himself. She only smiled, and begged him to allow her to witness the +performance--she had never seen anyone drown. So, one by one, the troupe +of aspirants--some in disgust, some in strange fear, some in +annoyance--took their departure, preferring a more ordinary spouse than +the bewitched though beautiful Princess. + +And she saw them go with calmness, though, in one or two cases she had +replied to her parents that she had no objection to marry Prince +So-and-so, or Count Such-another, if they desired it--it would be rather +agreeable to have a husband if he gave her plenty of presents and did +all she asked. "Though a sighing and moaning lover, or a man who is +always twiddling a fiddle or making verses I could not stand," she would +add contemptuously. + +So King Brave-Heart thought it best to try no such experiment. And in +future no gentleman was allowed to present himself except with the +understanding that he alone who should succeed in making Princess +Ice-Heart shed a tear would be accepted as her betrothed. + +This proclamation diminished at once the number of suitors. Indeed, +after one or two candidates had failed, no more appeared--so well did it +come to be known that the attempt was hopeless. + +And for more than a year Princess Ice-Heart was left to herself--very +much, apparently, to her satisfaction. + +But all this time the mystic sisters were not idle or forgetful. Several +of the aspirants to Ice-Heart's hand had been chosen by them and +conveyed to the neighborhood of the palace by their intermediacy from +remote lands. And among these, one of the few who had found some slight +favor in the maiden's eyes was a special protégé of the Western +fairy--the young and spirited Prince Francolin. + +He was not one of the sighing or sentimental order of swains; he was +full of life and adventure and brightness, and his heart was warm and +generous. He admired the beautiful girl, but he pitied her still more, +and this pity was the real motive which made him yield to the fairy's +proposal that he should try again. + +"You pleased the poor child," she said, when she arrived one day at the +Prince's home to talk over her new idea. "You made her smile by your +liveliness and fun. For I was there when you little knew it. The girl +has been overdosed with sentimentality and doleful strains. I believe we +have been on a wrong track all this time." + +"What do you propose?" said Francolin, gravely, for he could be serious +enough when seriousness was called for. "She did not actually dislike +me, but that is the most that can be said; and however I may feel for +her, however I may admire her beauty and intelligence, nothing would +induce me to wed a bride who could not return my affection. Indeed, I +could scarcely feel any for such a one." + +"Ah no! I agree with you entirely," said the fairy. "But listen--my +power is great in some ways. I am well versed in ordinary enchantment, +and am most willing to employ my utmost skill for my unfortunate +god-daughter." + +She then unfolded to him her scheme, and obtained his consent to it. + +"Now is your time," she said, in conclusion. "I hear on the best +authority that Ice-Heart is feeling rather dull and bored at present. It +is some time since she has had the variety of a new suitor, and she will +welcome any distraction." + +And she proceeded to arrange all the details of her plan. + +So it came to pass that very shortly after the conversation I have +related there was great excitement in the capital city of the Kingdom of +the Four Orts. After an interval of more than a year a new suitor had at +length presented himself for the hand of the Princess Ice-Heart. Only +the King and Queen received the news with melancholy indifference. + +"He may try as the others have done," said Brave-Heart to the messenger +announcing the arrival of the stranger at the gates, accompanied by a +magnificent retinue; "but it is useless." For the poor King was fast +losing all hope of his daughter's case; he was growing aged and +care-worn before his time. + +"Does he know the terms attached to his acceptance?" inquired the Queen. + +Yes, the messenger from the unknown candidate for the hand of the +beautiful Ice-Heart had been expressly charged to say that the Prince +Jocko--such was the new-comer's name--was fully informed as to all +particulars, and prepared to comply with the conditions. + +The Princess' parents smiled somewhat bitterly. They had no hope, but +still they could not forbid the attempt. + +"Prince Jocko?" said the King, "not a very prince-like name. However, it +matters little." + +A few hours later the royal pair and their daughter, with all their +attendants, in great state and ceremony, were awaiting their guest. And +soon a blast of trumpets announced his approach. His retinue was indeed +magnificent; horsemen in splendid uniforms, followed by a troop of white +mules with negro riders in gorgeous attire, then musicians, succeeded by +the Prince's immediate attendants, defiled before the great marble steps +in front of the palace, at the summit of which the King, with the Queen +and Princess, was seated in state. + +Ice-Heart clapped her hands. + +"'Tis as good as a show," she said, "but where is the Prince?" + +As she said the word the cortége halted. A litter, with closely drawn +curtains, drew up at the foot of the steps. + +"Gracious!" exclaimed the Princess, "I hope he is not a molly-coddle;" +but before there was time to say more the curtains of the litter were +drawn aside, and in another moment an attendant had lifted out its +occupant, who forthwith proceeded to ascend the steps. + +The parents and their daughter stared at each other and gasped. + +Prince Jocko was neither more nor less than a monkey! + +But such a monkey as never before had been seen. He was more comical +than words can express, and when at last he stood before them, and +bowed to the ground, a three-cornered hat in his hand, his sword +sticking straight out behind, his tail sweeping the ground, the effect +was irresistible. King Brave-Heart turned his head aside. Queen Claribel +smothered her face in her handkerchief. Princess Ice-Heart opened her +pretty mouth wide and forgot to close it again, while a curious +expression stole into her beautiful eyes. + +Was it a trick? + +No; Prince Jocko proceeded to speak. + +He laid his little brown paw on his heart, bowed again, coughed, +sneezed, and finally began an oration. If his appearance was too funny, +his words and gestures were a hundred times more so. He rolled his eyes, +he declaimed, he posed and pirouetted like a miniature dancing-master, +and his little cracked voice rose higher and higher as his own fine +words and expressions increased in eloquence. + +And at last a sound--which never before had been heard, save +faintly--made everyone start. The Princess was laughing as if she could +no longer contain herself. Clear, ringing, merry laughter, which it did +one's heart good to hear. And on she went, laughing ever, till--she +flung herself at her mother's feet, the tears rolling down her cheeks. + +"Oh, mamma!" she exclaimed, "I never--" and then she went off again. + +But Prince Jocko suddenly grew silent. He stepped up to Ice-Heart and, +respectfully raising her hand to his lips, gazed earnestly, beseechingly +into her face, his own keen sharp eyes gradually growing larger and +deeper in expression, till they assumed the pathetic, wistful look of +appeal one often sees in those of a noble dog. + +"Ah, Princess!" he murmured. + +And Ice-Heart stopped laughing. She pressed her hand to her side. + +"Father! mother!" she cried, "help me! help me! Am I dying? What has +happened to me?" And, with a strange, long drawn sigh she sank fainting +to the ground. + +There was great excitement in the palace, hurrying to and fro, fetching +of doctors, and much alarm. But when the Princess had been carried +indoors and laid on a couch, she soon revived. And who can describe the +feelings of the King and Queen when she turned to them with a smile such +as they had never seen on her face before. + +"Dearest father, dearest mother," she said, "how I love you! Those +strange warm drops that filled my eyes seem to have brought new life to +me," and as the Queen passed her arm round the maiden she felt no chill +of cold such as used to thrill her with misery every time she embraced +her child. + +"Sweet-Heart! my own Sweet-Heart!" she whispered. + +And the Princess whispered back, "Yes, call me by that name always." + +All was rejoicing when the wonderful news of the miraculous cure spread +through the palace and the city. But still the parents' hearts were +sore, for was not the King's word pledged that his daughter should marry +him who had effected this happy change? And this was no other than +Jocko, the monkey! + +The Prince had disappeared at the moment that Ice-Heart fainted, and now +with his retinue he was encamped outside the walls. All sorts of ideas +occurred to the King. + +"I cannot break my word," he said, "but we might try to persuade the +little monster to release me from it." + +But the Princess would not hear of this. + +"No," she said. "I owe him too deep a debt of gratitude to think of such +a thing. And in his eyes I read more than I can put in words. No, dear +father! you must summon him at once to be presented to our people as my +affianced husband." + +So again the cortége of Prince Jocko made its way to the palace, and +again the litter, with its closely drawn curtains, drew up at the marble +steps. And Sweet-Heart stood, pale, but calm and smiling, to welcome her +ridiculous betrothed. + +But who is this that quickly mounts the stairs with firm and manly +tread? Sweet-Heart nearly swooned again. + +"Jocko?" she murmured. "Where is Jocko? Why, this is Prince Francolin!" + +"Yes, dear child," said a bright voice beside her; and, turning round, +Sweet-Heart beheld the Western fairy, who, with her sisters, had +suddenly arrived. "Yes, indeed! Francolin, and no other!" + +The universal joy may be imagined. Even the grave fairy of the North +smiled with pleasure and delight, and, as she kissed her pretty +god-daughter, she took the girl's hand and pressed it against her own +heart. + +"Never misjudge me, Sweet-Heart," she whispered. "Cold as I seem to +those who have not courage to approach me closely, my heart, under my +icy mantle, is as warm as is now your own." + +And so it was. + +Where can we get a better ending than the time-honored one? Francolin +and Sweet-Heart were married, and lived happy ever after, and who knows +but what, in the Kingdom of the Four Orts, they are living happily +still? + +If only we knew the way thither, we might see for ourselves if it is so. + + + + +WIDOW TOWNSEND'S VISITOR. + + +The fire crackled cheerfully on the broad hearth of an old-fashioned +fireplace in an old-fashioned public house in an old fashioned village, +down in that part of the Old Dominion called the "Eastern Shore." A cat +and three kittens basked in the warmth, and a decrepit yellow dog, lying +full in the reflection of the blaze, wrinkled his black nose +approvingly, as he turned his hind feet where his fore feet had been. +Over the chimney hung several fine hams and pieces of dried beef. Apples +were festooned along the ceiling, and other signs of plenty and good +cheer were scattered profusely about. There were plants, too, on the +window ledges, horse-shoe geraniums, and dew-plants, and a monthly rose, +just budding, to say nothing of pots of violets that perfumed the whole +place whenever they took it into their purple heads to bloom. The floor +was carefully swept, the chairs had not a speck of dust upon leg or +round, the long settle near the fireplace shone as if it had been just +varnished, and the eight-day clock in the corner had had its white face +newly washed, and seemed determined to tick the louder for it. + +Two arm-chairs were drawn up at cozy distance from the hearth and each +other; a candle, a newspaper, a pair of spectacles, a dish of red +cheeked apples, and a pitcher of cider, filled a little table between +them. In one of these chairs sat a comfortable-looking woman about +forty-five, with cheeks as red as the apples, and eyes as dark and +bright as they had ever been, resting her elbow on the table and her +head upon her hand, and looking thoughtfully into the fire. + +This was Widow Townsend, "relict" of Mr. Levi Townsend, who had been +mouldering into dust in the neighboring churchyard for seven years and +more. She was thinking of her dead husband, possibly because all her +work being done, and the servant gone to bed, the sight of his empty +chair at the other side of the table, and the silence of the room, made +her a little lonely. + +"Seven years," so the widow's reverie ran; "it seems as if it were more +than fifty, and Christmas nigh here again, and yet I don't look so very +old neither. Perhaps it's not having any children to bother my life out, +as other people have. They may say what they like--children are more +plague than profit, that's my opinion. Look at my sister Jerusha, with +her six boys. She's worn to a shadow, and I am sure they have done it, +though she never will own it." + +The widow took an apple from the dish and began to peel it. + +"How fond Mr. Townsend used to be of these apples! He'll never eat any +more of them, poor fellow, for I don't suppose they have apples where he +has gone to. Heigho! I remember very well how I used to throw apple-peel +over my head when I was a girl to see who I was going to marry." + +Mrs. Townsend stopped short and blushed, for in those days she did not +know Mr. T., and was always looking eagerly to see if the peel had +formed a capital S. Her meditations took a new turn. + +"How handsome Sam Payson was, and how much I use to care about him! I +wonder what has become of him! Jerusha says he went away from our +village just after I did, and no one has ever heard of him since. What a +silly thing that quarrel was! If it had not been for that--" + +Here came a long pause, during which the widow looked very steadfastly +at the empty arm-chair of Levi Townsend, deceased. Her fingers played +carelessly with the apple-peel: she drew it safely towards her, and +looked around the room. + +"Upon my word, it is very ridiculous, and I don't know what the +neighbors would say if they saw me." + +Still the plump fingers drew the red peel nearer. + +"But then they can't see me, that's a comfort; and the cat and old Bose +never will know what it means. Of course I don't _believe_ anything +about it." + +The peel hung gracefully from her hand. + +"But still, I should like to try; it would seem like old times, and--" + +Over her head it went, and curled up quietly on the floor at a little +distance. Old Bose, who always slept with one eye open, saw it fall, and +marched deliberately up to smell it. + +"Bose--Bose--don't touch!" cried his mistress, and bending over it with +beating heart, she turned as red as fire. There was as handsome a +capital S as any one could wish to see. + +A great knock came suddenly at the door. Bose growled, and the widow +screamed and snatched up the apple-peel. + +"It's Mr. T.--it's his spirit come back again, because I tried that +silly trick," she thought fearfully to herself. + +Another knock--louder than the first, and a man's voice exclaimed: + +"Hello--the house!" + +"Who is it?" asked the widow, somewhat relieved to find that the +departed Levi was still safe in his grave on the hillside. + +"A stranger," said the voice. + +"What do you want?" + +"To get a lodging here for the night." + +The widow deliberated. + +"Can't you go on? There's a house half a mile farther, if you keep to +the right-hand side of the road, and turn to the left after you get +by--" + +"It's raining cats and dogs, and I'm very delicate," said the stranger, +coughing. "I'm wet to the skin: don't you think you can accommodate +me?--I don't mind sleeping on the floor." + +"Raining, is it? I didn't know that," and the kind-hearted little woman +unbarred the door very quickly. "Come in, whoever you may be; I only +asked you to go on because I am a lone woman, with only one servant in +the house." + +The stranger entered, shaking himself like a Newfoundland dog upon the +step, and scattering a little shower of drops over his hostess and her +nicely swept floor. + +"Ah, that looks comfortable after a man has been out for hours in a +storm," he said, as he caught sight of the fire; and striding along +toward the hearth, followed by Bose, who sniffed suspiciously at his +heels, he stationed himself in the arm-chair--_Mr. Townsend's +arm-chair_! which had been kept "sacred to his memory" for seven years. +The widow was horrified, but her guest looked so weary and worn-out that +she could not ask him to move, but busied herself in stirring up the +blaze that he might the sooner dry his dripping clothes. + +A new thought struck her: Mr. T. had worn a comfortable dressing-gown +during his illness, which still hung in the closet at her right. She +could not let this poor man catch his death, by sitting in that wet +coat. If he was in Mr. Townsend's chair, why should he not be in Mr. +Townsend's wrapper? She went nimbly to the closet, took it down, fished +out a pair of slippers from a boot-rack below, and brought them to him. + +"I think you had better take off your coat and boots--you will have the +rheumatic fever, or something like it, if you don't. Here are some +things for you to wear while they are drying. And you must be hungry, +too; I will go into the pantry and get you something to eat." + +She bustled away, "on hospitable thoughts intent," and the stranger made +the exchange with a quizzical smile playing around his lips. He was a +tall, well-formed man, with a bold but handsome face, sun-burned and +heavily bearded, and looking anything but "delicate," though his blue +eyes glanced out from under a forehead as white as snow. He looked +around the kitchen with a mischievous air, and stretched out his feet +decorated with the defunct Boniface's slippers. + +"Upon my word, this is stepping into the old man's shoes with a +vengeance! And what a hearty, good-humored looking woman she is! Kind as +a kitten," and he leaned forward and stroked the cat and her brood, and +then patted old Bose upon the head. The widow, bringing in sundry good +things, looked pleased at his attention to her dumb friends. + +"It's a wonder Bose does not growl; he generally does if strangers touch +him. Dear me, how stupid!" + +The last remark was neither addressed to the stranger nor to the dog but +to herself She had forgotten that the little stand was not empty, and +there was no room on it for the things she held. + +"Oh, I'll manage it," said her guest, gathering up paper, candle, +apples, and spectacles (it was not without a little pang that she saw +them in his hand, for they had been her husband's, and were placed each +night, like the arm-chair, beside her) and depositing them on the +settle. + +"Give me the table-cloth, ma'am, I can spread it as well as any woman; +I've learned that along with scores of other things, in my wanderings. +Now let me relieve you of those dishes; they are far too heavy for +those hands"--the widow blushed; "and now please, sit down with me, or I +cannot eat a morsel." + +"I had supper long ago, but really I think I can take something more," +said Mrs. Townsend, drawing her chair nearer to the table. + +"Of course you can, my dear lady; in this cold fall weather people ought +to eat twice as much as they do in warm. Let me give you a piece of this +ham, your own curing, I dare say." + +"Yes: my poor husband was very fond of it. He used to say that no one +understood curing ham and drying beef better than I." + +"He was a most sensible man, I am sure. I drink your health, ma'am, in +this cider." + +He took a long draught, and set down his glass. + +"It is like nectar." + +The widow was feeding Bose and the cat (who thought they were entitled +to a share of every meal eaten in the house), and did not quite hear +what he said. + +"Fine dog, ma'am, and a very pretty cat." + +"They were my husband's favorites," and a sigh followed the answer. + +"Ah, your husband must have been a very happy man." + +The blue eyes looked at her so long, that she grew flurried. + +"Is there anything more I can get for you, sir?" she asked, at last. + +"Nothing, thank you; I have finished." + +She rose to clear the things away. He assisted her, and somehow their +hands had a queer knack of touching as they carried the dishes to the +pantry shelves. Coming back to the kitchen, she put the apples and cider +in their old places, and brought out a clean pipe and a box of tobacco +from an arched recess near the chimney. + +"My husband always said he could not sleep after eating supper late +unless he smoked," she said. "Perhaps you would like to try it." + +"Not if it is to drive you away," he answered, for she had her candle in +her hand. + +"Oh, no; I do not object to smoke at all." She put the candle down; some +faint suggestion about "propriety" troubled her, but she glanced at the +old clock, and felt reassured. It was only half-past nine. + +The stranger pushed the stand back after the pipe was lit, and drew her +easy-chair a little nearer the fire, and his own. + +"Come, sit down," he said, pleadingly; "it's not late, and when a man +has been knocking about in California and all sorts of places, for a +score of years, he is glad enough to get into a berth like this, and to +have a pretty woman to speak to once again." + +"California! Have you been in California?" she exclaimed, dropping into +the chair at once. Unconsciously, she had long cherished the idea that +Sam Payson, the lover of her youth, with whom she had so foolishly +quarreled, had pitched his tent, after many wanderings, in that far-off +land. Her heart warmed to one who, with something of Sam's looks and +ways about him, had also been sojourning in that country, and who very +possibly had met him--perhaps had known him intimately! At that thought +her heart beat quick, and she looked very graciously at the bearded +stranger, who, wrapped in Mr. Townsend's dressing-gown, wearing Mr. +Townsend's slippers, and sitting in Mr. Townsend's chair, beside Mr. +Townsend's wife, smoked Mr. Townsend's pipe with such an air of feeling +most thoroughly and comfortably at home! + +"Yes, ma'am. I've been in California for the last six years. And before +that I went quite round the world in a whaling ship!" + +"Good gracious!" + +The stranger sent a puff of smoke curling gracefully over his head. + +"It's very strange, my dear lady, how often you see one thing as you go +wandering about the world after that fashion." + +"And what is that?" + +"Men, without house or home above their heads, roving here and there, +and turning up in all sorts of odd places; caring very little for life +as a general thing, and making fortunes just to fling them away again, +and all for one reason. You don't ask me what _that_ is? No doubt you +know already very well." + +"I think not, sir." + +"Because a woman has jilted them!" + +Here was a long pause, and Mr. Townsend's pipe emitted short puffs with +surprising rapidity. A guilty conscience needs no accuser, and the +widow's cheek was dyed with blushes as she thought of the absent Sam. + +"I wonder how women manage when _they_ get served in the same way," said +the stranger musingly; "you never meet _them_ roaming up and down in +that style." + +"No," said Mrs. Townsend, with some spirit, "if a woman is in trouble +she must stay at home and bear it, the best way she can. And there's +more women bearing such things than we know of, I dare say." + +"Like enough. We never know whose hand gets pinched in a trap unless +they scream. And women are too shy or too sensible--which you +choose--for that." + +"Did you ever, in all your wanderings, meet any one by the name of +Samuel Payson?" asked the widow, unconcernedly. + +The stranger looked toward her; she was rummaging the table-drawer for +her knitting work, and did not notice him. When it was found, and the +needles in motion, he answered her. + +"Payson--Sam Payson? Why, he was my most intimate friend! Do you know +him?" + +"A little--that is, I used to, when I was a girl. Where did you meet +him?" + +"He went with me on the whaling voyage I told you of, and afterward to +California. We had a tent together, and some other fellows with us, and +we worked the same claim for more than six months." + +"I suppose he was quite well?" + +"Strong as an ox." + +"And--and happy?" pursued the widow, bending closer over her knitting. + +"Hum--the less said about that the better, perhaps. But he seemed to +enjoy life after a fashion of his own. And he got rich out there, or +rather, I will say, well off." + +Mrs. Townsend did not pay much attention to that part of the story. +Evidently she had not finished asking questions, but she was puzzled +about her next one. At last she brought it out beautifully: + +"Was his wife with him in California?" + +The stranger looked at her with twinkling eyes. + +"His wife, ma'am! Why, bless you, he has not got any wife." + +"Oh, I thought--I mean I heard"--here the little widow remembered the +fate of Ananias and Sapphira, and stopped short before she told such a +tremendous fib. + +"Whatever you heard of his marrying was all nonsense, I can assure you. +I knew him well, and he had no thoughts of the kind about him. Some of +the boys used to tease him about it, but he soon made them stop." + +"How?" + +"He just told them frankly that the only woman he ever loved had jilted +him years before, and married another man. After that no one ever +mentioned the subject to him, except me." + +Mrs. Townsend laid her knitting aside, and looked thoughtfully into the +fire. + +"He was another specimen of the class of men I was speaking of. I have +seen him face death a score of times as quietly as I face the fire. 'It +matters very little what takes me off,' he used to say; 'I've nothing to +live for, and there's no one that will shed a tear for me when I am +gone.' It's a sad thought for a man to have, isn't it?" + +Mrs. Townsend sighed as she said she thought it was. + +"But did he ever tell you the name of the woman who jilted him?" + +"I know her _first_ name." + +"What was it?" + +"Maria." + +The plump little widow almost started out of her chair, the name was +spoken so exactly as Sam would have said it. + +"Did you know her, too?" he asked, looking keenly at her. + +"Yes." + +"Intimately?" + +"Yes." + +"Where is she now? Still happy with her husband, I suppose, and never +giving a thought to the poor fellow she drove out into the world?" + +"No," said Mrs. Townsend, shading her face with her hand, and speaking +unsteadily; "no, her husband is dead." + +"Ah! but still she never thinks of Sam." + +There was a dead silence. + +"Does she?" + +"How can I tell?" + +"Are you still friends?" + +"Yes." + +"Then you ought to know, and you do. Tell me." + +"I'm sure I don't know why I should. But if I do, you must promise me, +on your honor, never to tell him, if you ever meet him again." + +"Madam, what you say to me never shall be repeated to any mortal man, +upon my honor." + +"Well, then, she does remember him." + +"But how?" + +"As kindly, I think, as he could wish." + +"I am glad to hear it, for his sake. You and I are the friends of both +parties: we can rejoice with each other." + +He drew his chair much nearer hers, and took her hand. One moment the +widow resisted, but it was a magnetic touch, the rosy palm lay quietly +in his, and the dark beard bent so low that it nearly touched her +shoulder. It did not matter much. Was he not Samuel's dear friend? If he +was not the rose, had he not dwelt very near it, for a long, long time? + +"It was a foolish quarrel that parted them," said the stranger, softly. + +"Did he tell you about it?" + +"Yes, on board the whaler." + +"Did he blame her much?" + +"Not so much as himself. He said that his jealousy and ill-temper drove +her to break off the match; but he thought sometimes if he had only gone +back and spoken kindly to her, she would have married him after all." + +"I am sure she would," said the widow piteously. "She has owned it to me +more than a thousand times." + +"She was not happy, then, with another." + +"Mr.--that is to say, her husband--was very good and kind," said the +little woman, thinking of the lonely grave out on the hillside rather +penitently, "and they lived very pleasantly together. There never was a +harsh word between them." + +"Still--might she not have been happier with Sam? Be honest, now, and +say just what you think." + +"Yes." + +"Bravo! that is what I wanted to come at. And now I have a secret to +tell you, and you must break it to her." + +Mrs. Townsend looked rather scared. + +"What is it?" + +"I want you to go and see her, wherever she may be, and say to her, +'Maria,'--what makes you start so?" + +"Nothing; only you speak so like some one I used to know, once in a +while." + +"Do I? Well, take the rest of the message. Tell her that Sam loved her +through the whole; that, when he heard she was free, he began to work +hard at making a fortune. He has got it; and he is coming to share it +with her, if she will let him. Will you tell her this?" + +The widow did not answer. She had freed her hand from his, and covered +her face with it. By and by she looked up again--he was waiting +patiently. + +"Well?" + +"I will tell her." + +He rose from his seat, and walked up and down the room. Then he came +back, and leaning on the mantel-piece, stroked the yellow hide of Bose +with his slipper. + +"Make her quite understand that he wants her for his wife. She may live +where she likes and how she likes, only it must be with him." + +"I will tell her." + +"Say he has grown old, but not cold; that he loves her now perhaps +better than he did twenty years ago; that he has been faithful to her +all through his life, and that he will be faithful till he dies." + +The Californian broke off suddenly. The widow answered still, "I will +tell her." + +"And what do you think she will say?" he asked, in an altered tone. + +"What _can_ she say but _Come_!" + +"Hurrah!" + +The stranger caught her out of her chair as if she had been a child, and +kissed her. + +"Don't--oh, don't!" she cried out. "I am Sam's Maria!" + +"Well--I am Maria's Sam!" + +Off went the dark wig and the black whiskers--there smiled the dear face +she had not forgotten! I leave you to imagine the tableau; even the cat +got up to look, and Bose sat on his stump of a tail, and wondered if he +was on his heels or his head. + +The widow gave one little scream, and then she-- + +But, stop! Quiet people like you and me, dear reader, who have got over +all these follies, and can do nothing but turn up our noses at them, +have no business here. I will only add that two hearts were very happy, +that Bose concluded after a while that all was right, and so lay down to +sleep again, and that one week afterward, on Christmas Eve, there was a +wedding at the house that made the neighbors stare. The widow had +married her First Love! + + + + +THE OLD MAN'S CHRISTMAS. + +BY ELLA WHEELER WILCOX. + + +I. + +Though there was wrong on both sides, they never would have separated +had it not been for the old man. + +He was Ben's father, and Ben was an only child--a spoiled, selfish, +high-tempered lad, who had grown up with the idea that his father, Anson +English, or the "old man," as his dutiful son called him, was much +richer than he really was, and that he had no need of any personal +effort--any object in life, aside from the pursuit of pleasure. + +Ben's mother had died when he was fifteen years old and his father had +never married again. Yet it was not any allegiance to her memory which +had kept Anson English from a second marriage. He remembered her, to be +sure, and scarcely a day passed without his mentioning her. But after +her death, as during her weary life, he used her name as a synonym for +all that was undesirable. He compared everybody to "'Liz'beth," and +always to her disadvantage. He had a word of praise and encouragement +and approval for every housewife in the neighborhood except--his own. +Whatever went wrong, in doors or out, "'Liz'beth" was the direct or +indirect cause. + +During the first five years of her married life, Elizabeth made +strenuous exertions to please her husband. She wept her sweet eyes dim +over her repeated failures. Then she found that she had been attempting +an impossible labor, and grew passively indifferent--an indifference +which lasted until death kindly released her. + +Elizabeth had been a tidy housekeeper during these first years. + +"You'd scrub and scour a man out 'er house an' home!" was all the praise +her husband gave her for her order and cleanliness; and to his +neighbors, to whom he was fond of paying informal visits, he would often +say--"Liz'beth's at it again--sweepin' and cleanin', so I cleared out. +Never see _her_ without out a broom in her hand. I'd a good deal rather +have a little more dirt, than so much tearin' 'round. 'Liz'beth tires +me, with her ways." + +Yet, when in the indifference of despair which seized upon Elizabeth +before her death, she allowed her house to look after itself, Anson was +no better satisfied. + +"I've come over to find a place to set down," he would tell his +neighbors. "'Liz'beth's let things 'cumulate, till the house is a sight +to see--she's gettin' dreadful slack, somehow. A man likes order when he +goes home to rest from all his cares." + +Even when she died she displeased him by choosing a busy season for the +occasion. + +"Just like 'Liz'beth, to die in hayin' time," he said. "Everything got +to stop--hay spoilin'--men idle. Women never seem to have no system +about work matters--no power of plannin' things, to make it convenient +like for men folks." + +Yet after she was gone, Anson found how much help she had been to him, +how wonderful her economy had been, how light her expenditures. He knew +he could never find any one to replace her, in these respects, and as +money considerations were the main ones in his mind he believed it would +be the better economy to remain a widower, and hire his work done. + +So during those most critical years of Ben's life, he had been without a +woman's guidance or care. + +At eighteen he was all that arrogance, conceit, selfishness, and high +temper could render him. Yet he was a favorite with the fair sex for all +that, as he had a manly figure, and a warm, caressing way when he chose, +that won their admiration and pleased their vanity. + +Anson English favored early marriages, and began to think it would be +better all around if Ben should bring a wife home. + +She could do the work better than hired help, and keep the money all in +the family. And Ben would not waste his time and means on half a dozen, +as he was now doing, but would stay at home, no doubt, and settle down +into a sensible, practical business man. Yes, Ben ought to marry, and +his father told him so. + +Ben smiled. + +"I'm already thinking of it," he said. He had expected opposition from +his father, and was surprised at his suggestion. + +"Yes," continued the "old man," as Ben already designated him, "I'd like +to see you settle down before you're twenty-one. But you want to make a +good choice. There's Abby Wilson, now. She's got the muscle of a man, +and ain't afraid of anything. And her father has a fine property--a +growin' property. Abby'll make a man a good, vigorous helpmate, and +she'll bring him money in time. You'd better shine up to Abby, Ben." + +Ben gave a contemptuous laugh. "I'd as soon marry a dressed-up boy," he +said. "She's more like a boy than a girl in her looks and in her ways. I +have other plans in my mind, father, more to my taste. I mean to marry +Edith Gilman, if she'll take me, and I think she will." + +A dark frown contracted Anson English's brow. + +"Edith Gilman?" he repeated; "why, that puny schoolma'm, with her baby +face and weak voice, 'll never help _you_ to get a livin', Ben. What are +you thinkin' of?" + +"Of love, father, I guess. I love her, and that's all there is of it. +And I shall marry her, if she'll take me, and you can like it or lump +it, as you please. She's a good girl, and if she's treated well all +round, she'll make a good wife, and she's the only woman that can put +the check rein on me, when I get in my tempers. She'll make a man of me +yet." + +"But she can't work," insisted the father. "She looks as white and puny +as 'Liz'beth did the year she died." + +"She's overworked in the school-room. I mean to take her home, and give +her a rest. I don't ask any woman to marry me and be my drudge. I expect +my wife will keep help." + +The old man groaned aloud. Ben's ideas were positively ruinous. If he +married this girl, it would add to, not decrease, the family expenses. +But it was useless to oppose. Ben would do as he pleased, the old man +saw that plainly, and he might as well submit. + +He did submit, and Ben married Edith on his twenty-first birthday, and +brought her home. + + +II. + +Edith was a quiet little creature, with a soft voice, and a pale, sweet +face, and frail figure. She came up to Anson English when she entered +the house, and put her hands timidly upon his arms. + +"I want you to love me," she said; "I have had no father or mother since +I can remember. I want to call you father, and I want to make you happy +if I can." + +"Well, I'll tell you how," the old man retorted. "Discharge the hired +girl, and make good bread. That'll make me happy,"--and he laughed +harshly. + +Edith shrank from his rough words, so void of the sympathy and love she +longed for. But she discharged the girl within a week, and tried to make +good bread. It was not a success, however, and the old man was not slow +to express his dissatisfaction. Edith left the table in tears. + +"Another dribbler--'Liz'beth was always cryin' just that way over every +little thing," sighed the old man. + +Edith eventually conquered the difficulties of bread making, and became +a famous cook. But she did not please her husband's father any the +better by this achievement. + +"You're always a-fixin' up some new sort of trash for the table," he +said to her one day. "_Dessert_ is it, you call it? 'Nuff to make a +man's patience _desert_ him to see sugar and flour wasted so. 'Liz'beth +liked your fancy cooking, but I cured her of it." + +"Yes, and you killed her too," cried Edith, for the first time since her +marriage losing control of her temper and answering back. "Everybody +says you worried her into the grave. But you won't succeed so well with +me. I will live just to defy you, if no more. And I'll show you that +I'll not bear everything, too." + +It was all over in a moment, and it was not repeated. Indeed, Edith was +kinder and gentler and more submissive in her manner after that for +days, as sweet natures always are when they have once broken over the +rules which govern their lives. + +Yet the old man always spoke of Edith as a virago after that. + +"She's worse'n 'Liz'beth," he said, "and she had a temper of her own at +times that would just _singe_ things." + +Ben passed most of his evenings and a good part of his days at the +village "store." He came home the worse for drink occasionally, and he +was absolutely indifferent to all the work and care of the farm and +family. + +"She's just like 'Liz'beth," the old man said to his neighbors; "she +don't make home entertainin' for her husband. But Ben isn't balanced +like me, and he goes wrong. He's excitable. I never was. The right kind +of a woman could keep him at home." + +After a child came to them matters seemed to mend for a time. So long as +the infant lay pink and helpless in its mother's arms or in its crib, it +was a bond to unite them all. + +So soon as it began to be an active child, with naughty ways which +needed correction, it was another element of discord. + +The old man did not think Edith capable of controlling the child, and +Ben was hasty and harsh, and he did not like to hear the baby cry. So he +stayed more and more at the store, and was an object of fear to the +child and of reproach to the mother when he did return. + +They drifted farther apart, and the old man constantly widened the +breach between them. They had been married six years, and the baby girl +was four years old, when Ben struck Edith a blow, one day, and told her +to take her child and leave the house. + +In less than an hour she had gone, no one knew whither. + +"She'll come back, more's the pity," the old man said. "'Liz'beth, she +started off to leave me once, but she concluded to come back and try it +over again." + +But Edith did not come back. Months afterward they heard of her in a +distant part of the State teaching school and supporting her child. + +Ben applied for a divorce on the plea of desertion. Edith never appeared +against him, and he obtained it. + + +III. + +One year from the time Edith left him, he married Abby Wilson. She had +grown into a voluptuous though coarse maturity, and was dashing in dress +and manner. Her father had recently died, leaving her a fine property. +She had always coveted Ben, and did not delay the nuptials from any +sense of delicacy, but rather hastened the hour which should make him +legally her own. + +The old man was highly pleased at the turn affairs had taken. After all +these years Ben was united to the woman he had chosen for him so long +ago, and now surely Ben would settle down, and take the care off his +shoulders--shoulders which were beginning to feel the weight of years of +labor. In truth, the old man was breaking down. + +He fell ill of a low fever soon after Ben's second marriage, and when he +rose from his bed he seemed to have grown ten years older. He was more +childish in his fault-finding, and more irritable than ever before, and +this new wife of Ben's had little patience with him. She was not at all +like Edith. She bullied him, and frightened him into silence when he +began to find fault with her extravagances. For she was +extravagant--there was no denying that. She cared only for show and +outward appearance. She neglected her home duties, and often left the +old man to prepare his own food, while she and Ben dashed over the +country, or through the neighboring villages, behind the blooded span +she had insisted upon his purchasing soon after their marriage. + +Poor old Anson English! He was nearing his sixtieth year now, and he +looked and seemed much older. Ben was his only earthly tie, and the hope +and stay of his old age. And he was but a reed--a reed. His father saw +that at last. Ben would never develop into a practical business man. He +was unstable, lazy, and selfish. And this new wife seemed to encourage +him in every extravagant folly, instead of restraining him as the old +man had hoped. And someway Ben had never been the same since Edith went +away. He had been none too good or kind to his father before that; but +since then--well, when she went, it seemed to Anson that she took with +her whatever of gentleness or kindness lurked in Ben's nature, and left +only its brutality and selfishness. + +And strive as he would to banish the feeling, the old man missed the +child. + +Ah, no! he was not happy in this new state of affairs, which he had so +rejoiced over at the first. He grew very old during the next two years. +Like all men who worry the lives of women in the domestic circle, he was +cowardly at heart. And Ben's new wife frightened him into silent +submission by her masculine assumption of authority and her loud voice +and well-defined muscle. + +He spoke little at home now, but he still paid frequent visits to his +neighbors, and he remained firm in the Adam-like idea that Elizabeth had +been the root of all evil in his life. + +"Yes, Ben's letting the place run down pretty bad," he confessed to a +neighbor who had broached the subject. "Ben's early trainin' wasn't +right. 'Liz'beth, she let him do 'bout as he pleased. Liz'beth never had +no notions of how a boy should be trained. He'd a' come out all right if +I'd a' managed him from the start." + +Strange to say, he never was known to speak one disparaging word of +Abby, Ben's second wife. Her harshness and neglect were matters of +common discussion in the neighborhood, but the old man, who had been so +bitter and unjust toward his own wife and Edith, seemed to feel a +curious respect for this Amazon who had subjugated him. Or, perhaps, he +remembered how eager he had been for the marriage, and his pride kept +him silent. Certain it is that he bore her neglect, and later her abuse, +with no word of complaint, and even spoke of her sometimes with praise. + +"She's a brave one, Abby is," he would say. "She ain't afraid of nothin' +or nobody. Ef she'd a' been a man, she'd a' made a noise in the world." + +Ben drank more and more, and Abby dressed and drove in like ratio. The +farm ran down, and debts accumulated--debts which Abby refused to pay +with her money, and the old man saw the savings of a long life of labor +squandered in folly and vice. + +People said it was turning his brain, for he talked constantly of his +poverty, often walking the streets in animated converse with himself. +And at length he fell ill again, and was wildly delirious for weeks. It +was a high fever; and when it left him, he was totally blind, and quite +helpless. + +He needed constant care and attention. He could not be left alone even +for an hour; Ben was seldom at home, and Abby rebelled at the +confinement and restraint it imposed upon her. Hired help refused to +take the burden of the care of the troublesome old man without increased +wages, and Ben could not and Abby would not incur this added expense. +Servants gave warning; Ben drank more deeply and prolonged his absences +from home, and Abby finally carried out a resolve which had at first +caused even her hard heart some twinges. + +She made an application to the keeper of the County Poor to admit her +husband's father to the department of the incurably insane, which was +adjacent to the Poor House. + +"He's crazy," she said, "just as crazy as can be. We can't do anything +with him. He needs a strong man to look after him. Ben's never at home, +and he has everything to look after any way, and can't be broken of his +rest, and the old man talks and cries half the night. I'm not able to +take care of him--I seem to be breaking down myself, with all I have to +endure, and besides it isn't safe to have him in the house. I think he's +getting worse all the time. He'd be better off, and we all would, if he +was in the care of the county." + +The authorities looked into the matter, and found that at least a +portion of the lady's statements were true. It was quite evident that +the old man would be better off in the County House than he was in the +home of his only son. So he was taken away, and Abby had her freedom at +last. + +"We are going to take you where you will have medical treatment and +care; it is your daughter's request," they told him in answer to his +trembling queries. + +"Oh! yes, yes--Abby thinks I'll get my sight back, I suppose, if I'm +doctored up. Well, maybe so, but I'm pooty old--pooty old for the +doctors to patch up. But Abby has a powerful mind to plan things--a +powerful mind. 'Liz'beth never would a' thought of sending me +away--'Liz'beth was so easy like. Abby ought to a' been a man, she had. +She'd a' flung things." + +So he babbled on as they carried him to the Poor House. + +It was November, and the holidays were close at hand. Thanksgiving, +Christmas, New Year. Abby meant to enjoy them, and invited all her +relatives to a time of general feasting and merrymaking. + +"I feel as if a great nightmare were lifted off my heart and brain, now +the old man has gone," she said. "He will be so much better off, and get +so much more skillful treatment, you know, in a place like that. They +are very kind in that institution, and so clean and nice, and he will +have plenty of company to keep him from being lonesome. We have been +all through it, during the last year, or else we never should have sent +him there. It is really an excellent home for him." + + +IV. + +It was just a year later when a delicate, sweet-faced woman was shown +through the wards of that "excellent home" for the poor and unfortunate. +She walked with nervous haste, and her eyes glanced from room to room, +and from face to face, as if seeking, yet dreading, some object. + +Presently the attendant pushed open a partly closed door, which led into +a small, close room, ventilated only by one high, narrow window. + +"This is the room, I believe," he said, and the lady stepped in--and +paused. The air was close and impure, and almost stifled her. + +On the opposite side of the room she saw a large crib with a cover or +lid which could be closed and locked when necessary, but which was +raised now. In this crib, upon a hard mattress and soiled pillow, lay +the emaciated form of an old man. He turned his sightless eyes toward +the door as he heard the sound of footsteps. + +"What is wanted?" he asked, feebly; "does anybody want me? Has anybody +come for me?" + +"O father, father!" cried the woman in a voice choked with sobs. "Don't +you know me? It is I--and I have come to take you away--to take you away +home with me. Will you go?" + +A glow of delight shone over the old man's wasted face, like the last +rays of the sunlight over a winter landscape. He half arose upon his +elbow, and leaned forward as if trying to see the speaker. + +"Why, it's Abby, it's Abby, come at last!" he said. "You called me +father, didn't you--and you was crying, and it made your voice sound +kind o' strange and broken like. But you must be Abby come to take me +home. Oh, I thought you'd come at last, Abby. It seems a long, long time +since I came away. And you've never been to see me; no, nor Ben, either. +But you've come at last, Abby, you've come at last. Let me take your +hand, daughter, for I can't see yet. They don't seem to help me here as +you thought they would. And I'm _so hungry_, Abby!--do you think you +could manage to get the old man a little something to eat before we +start home?" + +The woman had grown paler and paler as she listened to these words which +the old man poured out in eager haste, like one whose thoughts and +feelings long pent within himself for want of a listener now rushed +forth pell-mell into speech. + +"He does not know me," she whispered--"he does not know me. Well, I will +not undeceive him now. He is happy in this delusion,--let him keep it +for the present." Then, aloud, she said: + +"You are hungry, father? do you not have food enough here?" + +"Oh, I have my share, Abby; I have my share. But my appetite's varying, +and sometimes when they bring it I can't eat it, and then when I want it +most I can't get it. I'm one of many here, and I've been so lonesome, +Abby. But then I knew you'd come for me all in good time. And, Ben--how +is Ben, Abby? does he want to see his old father again? Ah, Ben was a +nice little boy--a nice little boy. But 'Liz'beth wan't no kind of a +mother for such a high-strung lad. And then he hadn't oughter married +that sickly sort of girl that ran off an' left him. Sakes alive! what a +temper she had! It sort of broke Ben down living with her as long as he +did. But he remembers his old father at last, don't he? And he wants to +have me home to die. Ah, Ben has a good heart after all!" + +"I must not tell him; I must not," whispered the woman as she listened. +"Bitter to me as his deception is, I must let him remain in it." Then +with a sudden bracing of the nerves, and a visible effort, she said: + +"Ben is away from home now, father. He will not be there to meet you, +but you'll not mind that: I shall make you so comfortable; I want you at +home during the holidays." + +So he went out from the horror and loneliness and gloom of the Poor +House, to the comfortable home which Edith had provided for herself and +child in the years since she left Ben. Eva was a precocious little +maiden of nine now, wise and womanly beyond her years. So soon as Edith +learned of the old man's desolate fate, she resolved to bring him home. +Eva could attend to his wants during the day, while she was in the +school-room, and the interrupted studies could be pursued in the +evening. Or she could hire assistance if he were as troublesome as +report had said. He had been a harsh old man, and had helped to widen +the breach between her and Ben. But he was the father of the man she had +married, and she could not let him die in the Poor House. So she brought +him home. + +"Don't I hear a child's voice?" he asked, as Eva came dancing out to +greet them. "Who is it, Abby?" + +"Why, it's your own little granddaughter Eva," cried the child, clasping +his withered hand in her two soft palms. "Don't you remember me? Mamma +says you used to love me." + +Edith's heart stood still. Surely now he would understand. And would he +be angry and harsh with her? + +The old man's face lighted. + +"Ah, I see, I see," he said musingly, "Abby and Ben have taken the +little one home. It must be Edith is dead. She was such a puny thing." +Then turning his face to the woman who was guiding his faltering +footsteps, he asked: + +"And is Edith dead?" + +"Yes," she answered quietly, "Edith is dead." And added "to _you_," in a +whisper. + +"He must never be undeceived," she thought. "It would be too severe a +blow; the truth might kill him." And to Eva she said a little later: + +"Dear, your grandfather is very ill, and not quite right in his mind. He +thinks my name is Abby, and you must not correct him or dispute any +strange thing he may say." + +The journey left the old man very weak indeed, but he talked almost +constantly. + +"It was so good of you, Abby, to take the little girl home," he would +say. "But I knowed you had a good heart, and Ben too. He was fond of his +old father, spite of his rough ways. It was pooty lonesome--pooty +lonesome, off there at that place--that Institute where you sent me. +Some folks said it was the Poor House, but I knew better--I knew better. +Ben and you would never send me there. I s'pose it was a good place, but +they had too many patients. Sometimes I was cold and hungry and all +alone for hours and hours. Oh, it's good to be back home with you--you, +Abby--but why don't Ben come?" + +"Ben is away, father." + +"Oh, yes, yes. Business, I suppose. Ben'll turn out all right at last. I +always thought so. After he sort o' outgrows 'Liz'beth's trainin'. But I +hope he'll get back for Christmas. Somehow I've been thinkin' lately +'bout the Christmas days when Ben was a little boy. We allus put +something in his stockin' that night, no matter if twan't no more'n a +sweet cake. Sakes alive! how he prized things he found in his stockin' +Christmas mornin's! I got to thinkin' 'bout it all last Christmas out at +that there Institute, and I just laid an' bawled like a baby, I was so +home-sick like. Seemed to me if I could just _see_ Ben's face again, I'd +ask nothin' more of Heaven. And now I think if I can just hear his voice +again, it'll be enough. Do you think he'll git home for Christmas, +Abby?" + +"I hope so, dear father, but I cannot tell." Edith answered softly, her +heart seeming to break in her breast as she listened. + +She knew very well that Ben would not go across the street to see the +father he had deserted, and that she could never send for him to come to +_her_ house, to pay even a last visit of mercy. + +"What will I do--how can I explain to him, when Christmas comes and Ben +does not appear?" she thought. + +But the way was shown her by that great Peace-Maker who helps us out of +all difficulties at last. + +Christmas Eve, the old man's constant chatter grew flighty and +incoherent. He talked of people and things unknown to Edith, and spoke +his mother's name many times. Then he fell asleep. In the morning he +seemed very weak, and his voice was fainter. + +"Such a strange dream as I have had, 'Lis'beth," he said, as Edith put +her hand on his brow, and smoothed back the thin, white hair. + +"Such a strange dream, I thought Ben had grown into a man, and had left +me alone--all alone to die. I'm so glad to be awake and find it isn't +true. How dark it is, and how long the night seems! To-morrow is +Christmas. Did you put something in Ben's stockings, 'Lis'beth? I have +forgotten." + +"Yes," answered Edith, in a choked voice. + +"And it's gettin' colder, 'Lis'beth. Hadn't you better look after Ben a +little? See if he's covered up well in his crib. You're so careless, +'Lis'beth, the boy'll take his death o' cold yet. And he's all I've +got. He'll make a fine man, a fine man if you don't spoil him, +'Lis'beth. But you hain't no real sense for trainin' a boy, somehow. Is +he covered up? It's bitter, bitter cold." + +"He is well covered," Edith answered. The old man seemed to doze again. +Then he roused a little. + +"It's dawn," he said. "I see the light breaking. Little Ben'll be +crawling out for his stockin' pooty quick: I oughter had the fire made +afore this, to warm his little toes. Strange you couldn't a' waked me, +'Liz'beth! You don't never seem to have no foresight." + +Then the old man fell back on Edith's arm, dead. + + + + +THE CHRISTMAS GOBLINS. + +BY CHARLES DICKENS. + + +In an old abbey town, a long, long while ago there officiated as sexton +and gravedigger in the churchyard one Gabriel Grubb. He was an ill +conditioned cross-grained, surly fellow, who consorted with nobody but +himself and an old wicker-bottle which fitted into his large, deep +waistcoat pocket. + +A little before twilight one Christmas Eve, Gabriel shouldered his +spade, lighted his lantern, and betook himself toward the old +churchyard, for he had a grave to finish by next morning, and feeling +very low, he thought it might raise his spirits, perhaps, if he went on +with his work at once. + +He strode along until he turned into the dark lane which led to the +churchyard--a nice, gloomy, mournful place into which the towns-people +did not care to go except in broad daylight, consequently he was not a +little indignant to hear a young urchin roaring out some jolly song +about a Merry Christmas. Gabriel waited until the boy came up, then +rapped him over the head with his lantern five or six times to teach him +to modulate his voice. And as the boy hurried away, with his hand to his +head, Gabriel Grubb chuckled to himself and entered the churchyard, +locking the gate behind him. + +He took off his coat, put down his lantern, and getting into an +unfinished grave, worked at it for an hour or so with right good will. +But the earth was hardened with the frost, and it was no easy matter to +break it up and shovel it out. At any other time this would have made +Gabriel very miserable, but he was so pleased at having stopped the +small boy's singing that he took little heed of the scanty progress he +had made when he had finished work for the night, and looked down into +the grave with grim satisfaction, murmuring as he gathered up his +things: + + + "Brave lodgings for one, brave lodgings for one, + A few feet of cold earth when life is done." + + +"Ho! ho!" he laughed, as he set himself down on a flat tombstone, which +was a favorite resting-place of his, and drew forth his wicker-bottle. +"A coffin at Christmas! A Christmas box. Ho! ho! ho!" + +"Ho! ho! ho!" repeated a voice close beside him. + +"It was the echoes," said he, raising the bottle to his lips again. + +"It was not," said a deep voice. + +Gabriel started up and stood rooted to the spot with terror, for his +eyes rested on a form that made his blood run cold. + +Seated on an upright tombstone close to him was a strange, unearthly +figure. He was sitting perfectly still, grinning at Gabriel Grubb with +such a grin as only a goblin could call up. + +"What do you here on Christmas Eve?" said the goblin, sternly. + +"I came to dig a grave, sir," stammered Gabriel. + +"What man wanders among graves on such a night as this?" cried the +goblin. + +"Gabriel Grubb! Gabriel Grubb!" screamed a wild chorus of voices that +seemed to fill the churchyard. + +"What have you got in that bottle?" said the goblin. + +"Hollands, sir," replied the sexton, trembling more than ever, for he +had bought it of the smugglers, and he thought his questioner might be +in the excise department of the goblins. + +"Who drinks Hollands alone, and in a churchyard on such a night as +this?" + +"Gabriel Grubb! Gabriel Grubb!" exclaimed the wild voices again. + +"And who, then, is our lawful prize?" exclaimed the goblin, raising his +voice. + +The invisible chorus replied, "Gabriel Grubb! Gabriel Grubb!" + +"Well, Gabriel, what do you say to this?" said the goblin, as he grinned +a broader grin than before. + +The sexton gasped for breath. + +"What do you think of this, Gabriel?" + +"It's--it's very curious, sir, very curious, sir, and very pretty," +replied the sexton, half-dead with fright. "But I think I'll go back and +finish my work, sir, if you please." + +"Work!" said the goblin, "what work?" + +"The grave, sir." + +"Oh! the grave, eh? Who makes graves at a time when other men are merry, +and takes a pleasure in it?" + +Again the voices replied, "Gabriel Grubb! Gabriel Grubb!" + +"I'm afraid my friends want you, Gabriel," said the goblin. + +"Under favor, sir," replied the horror-stricken sexton, "I don't think +they can; they don't know me, sir; I don't think the gentlemen have ever +seen me." + +"Oh! yes, they have. We know the man who struck the boy in the envious +malice of his heart because the boy could be merry and he could not." + +Here the goblin gave a loud, shrill laugh which the echoes returned +twenty-fold. + +"I--I am afraid I must leave you, sir," said the sexton, making an +effort to move. + +"Leave us!" said the goblin; "ho! ho! ho!" + +As the goblin laughed he suddenly darted toward Gabriel, laid his hand +upon his collar, and sank with him through the earth. And when he had +had time to fetch his breath he found himself in what appeared to be a +large cavern, surrounded on all sides by goblins ugly and grim. + +"And now," said the king of the goblins, seated in the centre of the +room on an elevated seat--his friend of the churchyard--"show the man of +misery and gloom a few of the pictures from our great storehouses." + +As the goblin said this a cloud rolled gradually away and disclosed a +small and scantily furnished but neat apartment. Little children were +gathered round a bright fire, clinging to their mother's gown, or +gamboling round her chair. A frugal meal was spread upon the table and +an elbow-chair was placed near the fire. Soon the father entered and the +children ran to meet him. As he sat down to his meal the mother sat by +his side and all seemed happiness and comfort. + +"What do you think of that?" said the goblin. + +Gabriel murmured something about its being very pretty. + +"Show him some more," said the goblin. + +Many a time the cloud went and came, and many a lesson it taught to +Gabriel Grubb. He saw that men who worked hard and earned their scanty +bread were cheerful and happy. And he came to the conclusion it was a +very respectable sort of a world after all. No sooner had he formed it +than the cloud closed over the last picture seemed to settle on his +senses and lull him to repose. One by one the goblins faded from his +sight, and as the last one disappeared he sank to sleep. + +The day had broken when he awoke, and found himself lying on the flat +gravestone, with the wicker-bottle empty by his side. He got on his +feet as well as he could, and brushing the frost off his coat, turned +his face toward the town. + +But he was an altered man, he had learned lessons of gentleness and +good-nature by his strange adventures in the goblin's cavern. + + + + +THE SONG OF THE STAR. + +BY REV. C. H. MEAD. + + +"Oh, boys; you can count me out on that--all I can get goes to my mother +and sisters for Christmas." + +The speaker was a manly little newsboy, with good features, a clean face +and bright eyes. His clothes looked neat, though they were adorned with +numerous patches. + +"But see here, Will. Christmas only comes once a year, and why shouldn't +we fellers have our banquet as well as the silk-stockings? What would +they know about things going on in the world anyway, if we newsboys +didn't supply 'em with papers? All in favor of having a banquet, hold up +yer hands!" + +Up went a score of hands--some dirty, some clean and some speckled, but +Will's hand remained down. "See here, Will, what's the reason you won't +stay by us?" + +The boy hesitated a moment and then said: "Boys, it's mighty close times +up at our house; fried chicken and pound cake don't come our way, +turkeys roost too high for us, and, and--well, boys, if you must know +it, about the only good thing we kids have up there is our mother's +love. See these patches! My mother put them on. See these stockings! My +mother has been mending this same pair of stockings for more than a +year, and she washes and irons them after I've gone to bed at night. +Every stitch of mother's needle and thread is a stitch of love, and one +night not long ago, I opened my eyes and saw my mother's tears dropping +on the sleeve of my coat at the same time she was putting the patch on +this elbow. I tell you, boys, the best thing I've got in the world is my +mother, and the best Christmas gift I ever had is my mother's love. If I +had a million dollars, I'd give them all to my mother in return for her +love. No, no, boys; no banquet for me, as long as I know my mother is +starving herself that we children may have more to eat." + +"Well," replied one of the boys, "if I had a mother like that, maybe I'd +feel the same way; but all we get at our house is a good licking from a +drunken mother, and I'm going in for a square meal at Christmas, if I +never has another." + +The boys, gathered on the sidewalk by one of the parks, were suddenly +startled by a cry "Look out there!" and the next moment a runaway horse +dashed into their midst; little Will was knocked over, and was soon +carried into a neighboring drug store, all unconscious of what had +happened. It was soon discovered that his arm was broken, and his body +bruised in a number of places. The moment he regained consciousness and +found what had occurred, he said: + +"Take me to my mother; she will take care of me somehow, though this +isn't exactly the kind of a Christmas gift I meant she should have. Say, +boys, one of you go up to our house, and tell her easy about this; don't +burst in sudden and scare her, but tell her it isn't dangerous, +and--well, just tell her I love her." + +The boys wiped their eyes and one of them said, "This busts up our +banquet, fellers; I'll go and tell Will's mother, and, say, fellers, +shan't I tell her we will give our banquet money to help her out at +Christmas?" + +A hearty "You bet we will," was the response, as big Tom sped away to +carry the news to Will's mother, while kind hands helped carry the +injured boy to his home. It was a poor home into which he was borne, +but everything was as neat and tidy as could be. A woman stood at the +door, and it needed but one glance to know that she was the mother of +Will. Poverty and hunger had failed to rob her of her beauty, and there +was an air of refinement about her that told of better days and happier +surroundings. + +"Christmas hasn't come yet, mother," said Will, "but I have. Don't you +worry; I'll come out of this all right, and we will have a good +Christmas yet." + +The mother kissed him tenderly as she said, "No, I will not worry, so +long as I have God, and you, and Josie, and Maggie, and Tot. When +Christmas comes round, Will, it will be a good day whatever it brings." + +"It will bring yer heaps of things, Mrs. Sandford," blurted out big Tom, +"for we fellers has given up havin' a banquet, and are going to bring +yer something that Will can't bring now. Don't yer worry a bit," and +here the rough fellow burst into tears, and rushed out of the house. + +A few more days, and then Christmas Eve came round, and a bright night +it was. Will lay sleeping on the bed, his mother near by, pretending to +read, but in reality using the dear old Bible as a shield to hide the +tears that trickled down her cheeks. The mother was thinking, and +thinking fast, too. It was only a little over thirteen years since her +father had closed the door in her face and told her never to return. The +man she loved was not the fashionable fop her father had selected for +her as a husband, and secretly she had given her hand to the man to whom +long before she had given her heart. All went well, until three years +ago, when her husband died suddenly, and she found herself with no means +and four children to take care of. Too proud to apply to her father for +help, she struggled on as best she could, leaning hard on the God whom +her mother had taught her to love. + +Her children were a comfort to her, for they had inherited the natural +goodness of both their parents. Her tears now fell fast, for as she +thought, she also listened to the voices of her two youngest children +who were standing over by the window together. + +"Say, Maggie, does yer see dat bright star up dere? I wonder if dat is +de star what de shepherds seen! If it is, it seems to be looking right +down at us. Maybe Jesus is in dat star, and if He is, He won't forget +us, will He?" + +And Tot looked at Maggie as the latter said: "Jesus loved little +children, Tot, when He was on the earth, and I guess He loves them yet. +That's a very bright star--it must be the one that was seen by the +shepherds at Bethlehem." + +"I think so, too," said Tot, "and may be Josie will hear some of dem +'good tidings' while she is out. Oh! Maggie, Jesus must love mother; she +is so good, and I think He has sent that star to tell us to look out for +good news." + +And where was Josie all this time? The mother thought she had gone into +a neighbor's, where she frequently went, and so felt no anxiety. + +Out in the streets of the big city, side by side walked plenty and +poverty, wealth and wretchedness, happiness and hunger, gladness and +grief. Some carried bundles in their arms, while others carried burdens +in their hearts. Over all, the good God watched, and down upon all the +bright star shone. But what is that? Suddenly on one of the streets the +people stopped and listened. On the steps of a stoop leading up to a +lighted mansion stood a little girl who looked like a bright angel from +heaven. Far above, overhead, shone the bright star that Maggie and Tot +had seen; it was their star and it was her star, for Josie, too, had +discovered it, and somehow felt that the star that had brought "good +tidings of great joy" to the shepherds on Bethlehem's plains, had come +again and to bring once more "good tidings." She had mounted the steps +to get nearer the star, and then all unconscious of the people, in a +rich, sweet voice, she sang:-- + + + I think, when I read that sweet story of old, + When Jesus was here among men; + How He called little children, as lambs to His fold; + I should like to have been with Him then. + + I wish that His hands had been placed on my head, + That His arms had been thrown around me; + That I might have seen His kind look, when He said, + "Let the little ones come unto Me." + + +As she sang, her gaze was fixed on the star, and even her hands were +lifted toward it. The people looked at her; an angel had appeared in +their midst--her face, her voice, her upturned eyes, her uplifted hands, +held them spell-bound, until some one looking up in the direction she +pointed, cried out: "See that star!" Heavenward went the gaze of the +multitude, and once more there seemed to come to them a voice, saying: +"Fear not, for behold I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall +be to all people." The face of Josie was illumined and even the +multitude that had gathered, failed to alarm her. The star with its +"good tidings" was over her head and in her heart as well. "Who are you, +my child?" said a gentleman who had come up on the steps where she +stood. "Please, sir, I am Josie Sandford." The gentleman gave a start +and said, "Sandford, Josie Sandford? Pray where do you live, Josie?" She +told him, and in response to other questions, told of mother, brother +and sisters. + +"Oh, sir; do you see the star? I am sure it has some 'good tidings' for +us at our house, and I must hurry home and tell mother all about it. +Good-bye." + +Away sped the child until she reached her home, and then entering the +room quietly, she went up to her mother and said: "Have you seen the +star, mother?" Maggie and Tot cried out, "We've seen it; come, mother, +and look quick." The mother went quietly to the window, and there beheld +a star of wonderful brightness, and as she gazed, her face took on a new +light and into her heart came a great peace. The sleeping boy was +awakened by the voices, and he, too, made his way to the window and +looked at the star. "At evening time it shall be light." + +It had come, and--something else had come, too, for steps were heard on +the stairs, followed by a knock on the door, on opening which, in came a +company of newsboys headed by big Tom. They bore bundles and baskets, +provisions and poultry, sunshine and sugar, toys and turnips, good-will +and grapes, cheer and celery, and things that no one but those who had +lacked for them, would ever have thought of. Big Tom was the spokesman +for the happy company. + +"If yer please, Mrs. Sandford," he said, "there's our banquet. We wasn't +going to come until to-morrow morning, but when we got the things all +together, we just couldn't wait any longer, so we've brought 'em +to-night, and if it isn't too soon, ma'am, we wishes you, and Will, and +Josie, and Maggie, and Tot a 'Merry Christmas,' doesn't we, boys?" + +"Indeed we does!" responded the boys. The faces of that mother and her +children were a sight to behold. Smiles and tears greeted the boys, and +the mother and her three girls had a kiss for each of them. Then Tot +said: "I knowed it. I knowed it! De star had Jesus in it, and I knowed +He see Maggie and me looking up at it." + +"Well, boys," said Mrs. Sandford, "you shall have your banquet, for I +want you all to take Christmas dinner with us to-morrow." + +"Yes, boys, you shall all take dinner with Mrs. Sandford and her +children to-morrow, but it must be at the home of her parents and not +here," said a gentleman who had not been noticed as he stood in the +hallway. + +Mrs. Sandford started as the owner of the voice entered the room, and +little Josie sprang toward him at the same moment. She resembled her +mother and was her namesake as well. The gentleman stretched out his +arms toward Mrs. Sandford as he said to her: + +"Josie, can you forgive me for the harshness with which I drove you +years ago from my door? God only knows how I have suffered, and for +years I have hunted high and low for you, and have advertised time and +again. But all was in vain, until to-night I saw your face and heard +your voice once more, as my grandchild, Josie, stood singing on the +steps and gazing at the star. In her I found you again, and oh, how your +mother and I have prayed for this time to come." + +Long before he had finished, the daughter was in her father's arms once +more, and the children were clinging to their new-found grandparent. The +newsboys looked on in wonder, and suddenly little Tot ran to the window +and then cried out--"Oh, grandpa, the star is here yet, and it shines +brighter than before," and she threw a kiss up to the star. + +Christmas morning came and found them all in a home of plenty. A chair +that had long stood vacant at that table, was once more filled, and +near it were four other chairs for the new-found grand-children. Was it +a "Merry Christmas," did you inquire? Just ask those newsboys who came +at two o'clock if they ever had such a banquet before or since, or +whether they ever saw a home in which the "Star of Bethlehem" shone with +greater splendor. And over the earth the star still shines, and will +continue to shine until all mankind shall yet have a "Merry Christmas." + + + + +INDIAN PETE'S CHRISTMAS GIFT. + +BY HERBERT W. COLLINGWOOD. + + +The moon was just peeping over the pines as Pete Shivershee slunk down +the road from the lumber camp into the forest. Pete did not present a +surpassingly dignified appearance as he skulked through the clearing, +but he was not a very dignified person even at his best. + +Most persons would have said, I think, that Pete's method of departure +was hardly appropriate for one who had been selected by the citizens of +Carter's Camp to go on an important mission. But Pete had his own +reasons for his actions. He crept along behind the stumps and logs till +he reached the forest. Then, as if the shadow gave him fresh courage and +dignity, he drew himself upright, and started at a sharp trot down the +road toward the village. + +We have said that Pete had reasons for his conduct. They were good ones. +In the first place, he was an Indian. Not a "noble son of the forest," +such as Cooper loved to picture, but a mean, dirty, yellow-faced +"_Injun_." Lazy and worthless, picking up a living about the lumber +camps, working as little as he could, and eating and drinking as much as +possible: such was the messenger. The mission was worse yet. + +It was Christmas Eve. The snow covered the ground, and the ice had +stilled for the time the mouth of the roaring river. It was Saturday +night as well; and for some time past the lumbermen had been considering +the advisability of keeping the good old holiday with some form of +celebration suited to the occasion. + +The citizens of Carter's Camp were not remarkably fastidious. They knew +but one form of celebration, and they had no thought of hunting out new +ones. The one thing needful to make a celebration completely successful +was--liquor. This they must have in order to do justice to the day. + +The temperance laws of Carter's were very strict. Not that the moral +sentiment of the place was particularly high, but it had been noticed +that the amounts of labor and whisky were in inverse proportion. The +more whisky, the less labor. It was a pure question of political +economy. The foreman had often stated that he would prosecute to the +fullest extent of the law the first man caught bringing whisky into +camp. The foreman did not attempt, perhaps, to deny that his knowledge +of the law was somewhat crude. He had forcibly stated, however, that +should a case be brought before him, he would himself act as judge and +jury, while his fist and foot would take the place of witness and +counsel. There was something so terrible in this statement, coming as it +did from the largest man in camp, that very little whisky had thus far +been brought in. + +Christmas had come, and the drinking element in Carter's Camp proposed +that Pete Shivershee--the "Injun"--be sent to town for a quantity of the +liquid poison, that the drinkers might "enjoy" themselves. + +Bill Gammon found Pete curled up by the stove. He took him out of doors +and explained the business in hand. Bill prided himself somewhat on his +ability to "git work out of Injuns." Pete muttered only "all right." He +took the money Bill gave him, and then slunk away down the road for the +forest, as we have seen him. + + * * * * * + +Bill felt so confident of the success of his experiment that he did not +hesitate to inform the boys that Pete was "dead sure" to return. He +would stake his reputation upon it. + +Pete was in a hard position. If he loved anything in this world, it was +whisky. If there was anything he feared, it was Bill's fist. The two +were sure to go together. The money jingling in his pocket suggested +unlimited pleasures, but over every one hung Bill's hard fist. He ran +several miles through the forest, till, turning a corner of the road, he +came upon a little clearing, in which stood a small log house. Pete knew +the place well. Here lived Jeff Hunt with his wife, a French woman, and +their troop of children. + +Jeff was a person of little importance by the side of his wife, though, +like all "lords of creation," he considered himself the legal and proper +head of the family, as well as one of the mainstays of society. His part +of the family government consisted, for the most part, in keeping the +house supplied with wood and water, and in smoking his comfortable pipe +in the corner, while his wife bent over her tub. + +Mrs. Hunt was the only woman near the camp, and so all the laundry work +fell to her. Laundry work in the pine woods implies mending and darning, +as well as washing and ironing, and the poor little woman had her hands +full of work surely. It was rub, rub, rub, day after day, over the +steaming tub, with the children running about like little wolves, and +Jeff kindly giving his advice from his comfortable corner. And even +after the children were in bed at night, she must sit up and mend the +clean clothes. + +What a pack of children there were! How rough and strong they seemed, +running about all day, all but poor little Marie, the oldest. She had +never been strong, and now at last she was dying of consumption. She +could not sit up at all, but lay all day on the little bed in the +corner, watching her mother with sad, beautiful eyes. + +The brave little Frenchwoman's heart almost failed her at times, as she +saw how day by day the little form grew thinner, the eyes more +beautiful, the cheeks more flushed. She knew the signs too well, but +there was nothing she could do. + +Pete was a regular visitor at Jeff's and always a welcome one. His work +was to carry the washing to and from camp. He came nearer to feeling +like a man at Jeff's house than at any other place he knew of. Everyone +but Mrs. Hunt and little Marie called him only "Injun," but they always +said "Mr. Shivershee." The "Meester Shivershee" of the little +Frenchwoman was the nearest claim to respectability that Pete felt able +to make. One night while carrying home the clothes, he dropped them in +the mud. He never minded the whipping Bill Gammon gave him half as much +as he did poor Mrs. Hunt's tears, to think how her work had gone for +nothing. + +As Pete came trotting down the road, Jeff stood in front of his house +chopping stove-wood from a great log. A lantern, hung on a stump, +provided light for his purpose. Pete stopped from sheer force of habit +in front of the house, and Jeff, glad of any chance to interrupt his +work, paused to talk with him. + +"Walk in, Injun," said Jeff, hospitably. "Yer clo'es ain't quite ready, +but the woman will hev 'em all up soon--walk in." + +It suddenly came over Pete that this was his night for taking the +clothes home, but his present errand was of far more importance than +mere laundry work. + +"Me no stop. I goin' ter town. Great work. Large bizness." By which +vague hints he meant no doubt to impress Jeff with a sense of the +dignity of his mission, and yet cunningly to keep its object concealed. + +"Goin' to town, be ye? Great doin's ter camp ter-morrer, I s'pose. I'll +be round ef I kin git away, but walk in, Injun, an' git yer supper, an' +see the wimmin," and Jeff opened the door for Pete to pass in. + +The thought of supper was too much for Pete and he slunk in after Jeff +and stood in the corner by the door. The room was hardly an inviting +one, and yet if Pete had been a white man some thoughts of "home, sweet +home," must have passed through his mind. But he was only a despised +"Injun." + +A rough board table was laid for supper at one side of the room. In the +corner little Marie lay with the firelight falling over her poor thin +face. Pete must have felt, as he looked at her, like some hopeless +convict gazing through his prison bars upon some fair saint passing +before him. She seemed to be in another world than his; there seemed +between them a gulf that could not be bridged. Three of the larger +children were sobbing in the corner, while the rest formed a sorrowful +group about an old box in which were two or three simple plants frozen +and yellow. Mrs. Hunt was frying pork over the hot stove. As she looked +up at Pete, he noticed that she had been crying. + +Jeff was the very prince of hosts. He made haste to make Pete feel at +home. + +"Set by, Injun. So the boys is goin' ter kinder cellybrate ter-morrer, +be they?" + +But Pete felt that his mission must not be disclosed. "What matter is +with kids?" he asked, to change the subject. + +"Oh, they're jest a-yellin' about them flowers," explained Jeff. "Ye see +they hev been a-trainin' some posies indoors against ter-morrer, ye +know. Ter-morrer's Christmas, ye see, an' them kids they hed an idee +they'd hev some flowers fer ter dekerate thet corner where the little +gal is. Little gals, when they ain't well, like sech things, ye know." + +Pete nodded. He was not aware of this love of diminutive females, but it +would not show very good breeding to appear ignorant. + +"Wall, ye see," continued Jeff, "they kep the flowers away from the +little gal, meanin' ter s'prise her like. But jest this afternoon they +gut ketched by the frost, an' now there they be stiffer'n stakes. It is +kinder bad, ain't it--'specially ez it's Christmas, too?" + +"What Crissmus?" put in Pete. + +"Oh, Christmas? Wall, it's a sorter _day_ like. It's somethin' like +other days, an' yet it ain't. But then, Injun, I don't s'pose ye would +understand ef I wuz ter tell ye." And Jeff concealed his own ignorance, +as many wiser and better men have done, by assuming a tone too lofty for +his audience. + +But Mrs. Hunt could explain, even if Jeff could not. She paused on the +way to the stove with a dish of pork in her hand. + +"It eez the day of the good Lord, Meester Shivershee. It eez the day +when the good Lord He was born, and when all people should be glad." But +the little woman belied her own creed as she thought of little Marie and +the dead flowers. + +I hardly think Pete gained a very clear idea of the day, even from Mrs. +Hunt's explanation. It was, I fear, all Greek to him. + +"What flowers fer?" he asked, as, in response to Jeff's polite +invitation, he "sat by" and began supper. + +"Wall, it's a sorter idee of the wimmin," explained Jeff. "Looks kinder +pooty to see flowers round; ye see, kinder slicks up a room like. All +these things hez ter come inter keepin' house, ye see, Injun." With +which broad explanation Jeff helped himself to a piece of pork. + +But Mrs. Hunt was bound to explain too. Her explanation was certainly +more poetic. + +"It eez the way we show our love for the good Lord, Meester Shivershee. +What is more beautiful than the flowers? We take the flowers, and with +much love we place them upon the walls, and we make others happy with +them, and the good Lord, who loves us all, He is pleased,"--but here, +seeing the sobbing children and the frozen plants, she could not help +wiping her eyes upon her apron. + +The little sufferer on the bed saw this action. Her voice was almost +gone. "Never mind, mamma," she whispered; but the beautiful eyes were +filled with tears, for she knew that mamma _would_ mind--that she could +not help it. + +Pete listened to all this attentively. "Injun" that he was, of course he +could not understand it all, and yet he could hardly help seeing +something of the sorrow that the loss of the flowers had brought upon +the family. He finished his supper, and then slunk out at the door +again. Jeff followed him out. + +"Little gal ever git well?" asked Pete. + +"No; I don't s'pose she will," answered Jeff. "There ain't no hopes held +out fer her. Makes it kinder bad, ye see. Nice, clever little gal as +ever lived, too. Stop in an' git yer clo'es when ye come back, will ye?" + +"All right," muttered Pete, as he trotted away toward the town. + + * * * * * + +I wonder what Pete was thinking about as he ran through the forest. An +"Injun's" thoughts on any ordinary subject cannot be very deep, yet when +one comes from such a scene as Pete had just witnessed, and when such +sad eyes as Marie's haunt one all along a lonely road, even an +"Injun's" thoughts must be worth noticing. Let us imagine what Pete's +thoughts were as he shuffled mile after mile through the snow. The scene +he had just left rose before his dulled "Injun" mind. How kind Mrs. Hunt +had always been to him! She was the only one that called him "Mister." +How queer it was that the children should cry because the flowers were +killed! How little Marie had looked at him! Somehow Pete could not drive +those sad eyes away. They seemed to be looking at him from every stump, +from every tree. They were filled with tears now--could it be because +the flowers were frozen? + +It is no wonder that when at last the few lingering village lights came +into view, Pete was wondering how he could help matters out. + +It was quite late, and most of the shops were closed. Only here and +there some late worker showed a light. The bar-rooms were open full +blast, and as Pete glided down the sawdust street it needed all the +remembrance of Bill's fist to keep him from parting with a portion of +the jingling money for an equal amount of good cheer. But the fist had +the best of it, and he went straight on to the last bar-room. Surely +Bill was right. Nothing but a miracle could stop him. + +But the miracle was performed, and when Pete least expected it. + +Pete knew better than to go into the front door of the bar-room. He knew +how well he and all his race are protected by the government. It had +been decided that no one should be allowed to sell liquor to an +"Injun"--at least at the regular bar. If an "Injun," however, could so +far lose sight of his personal dignity as to come sneaking in at the +back door, and pay an extra price for his liquor, whose business was it? + +Pete knew the way of bar-tenders. He had been in the business before. He +did not go in at the front door where the higher-bred white men were +made welcome, but slunk down an alley by the side of the building, +meaning to go in the back way. + +There was no light in the store next the bar-room. It was a milliner's +store and had been closed for some hours. But in the back room two women +were working away anxious to finish a hat, evidently intended for some +village belle's Christmas. Pete stopped in the dark alley for a moment +to watch them. + +A man sat asleep in a chair by the stove, but the women worked on with +tireless fingers. The hat was growing more and more brilliant under +their quick touches. By their side stood a basket of artificial flowers +and bright ribbons. It seemed to Pete that he had never before seen +anything so beautiful. Here were flowers--why could he not get some for +the little sick girl? + +It was a severe struggle for the poor "Injun," out there in the dark +alley. The thought of the thrashing he would receive on the one hand, +and the sad eyes of Marie on the other. What could he do? But even an +"Injun" can remember a kindness. It may have been a miracle, or it may +have been just the out-cropping of the desire to repay a kindness which +even an "Injun" is said to possess. At any rate the eyes conquered and +Pete braved the fist of Bill. For fear that he should lose courage, he +pushed against the door of the room, and entered without ceremony. + +There was a great commotion, I can assure you. The idea of an "Injun" +pushing his way into the back parlor of a milliner's shop was too much +of a revolutionary proceeding to pass unnoticed. The women dropped their +work with a little scream, while the man started from his chair with +most violent intent upon poor Pete. + +"What be ye after here, Injun?" he growled. "Hump yerself outer +here--git a-goin'!" + +But Pete pulled out his money, at the sight of which the standing army +of the milliner's store paused. Money has smoothed over many an outrage. +It might perhaps excuse even such an action on the part of an "Injun." + +"I want flowers," Pete said, pointing to the basket. "Give me flowers--I +pay." + +"Oh, ye wanter buy sum of them artyficial flowers, do ye? This is a +pooty time o' night ter come flower huntin,' ain't it? Jest pick out yer +flowers, an' then climb out!"--and he held the basket out at arm's +length for Pete to select. + +Pete took a great red rose, and a white flower. There was not very much +of a stock to select from, but Pete, with "Injun" instinct, selected the +largest and gaudiest. + +"Them is wurth about ten shillins," figured up the merchant, taking the +money from Pete's hand. + +Pete carefully placed the flowers in the pocket of his ragged coat, and +started for the door. The milliner's man, rendered affable by the most +surprising bargain he had just made, naturally wished to retain the +patronage of such a model customer. + +"Want anything in our line, Injun, jest call round an' we'll please ye. +Only come a little afore bed-time when ye come again." But Pete slunk +out at the door and did not hear him. + +Pete's money was nearly gone, but he had a scheme in his head. He slunk +in at the back door of the bar-room, and obtained his jug, and what +whiskey he could buy with the rest of his money. Then up the street he +ran again, out of town, stopping only once at the pump to fill the jug +to the top with water. Resolutely fastening in the stopper, and not even +raising the jug to his mouth, he started for camp at his long, swinging +trot, with the jug in his hand. Mile after mile was passed over, yet +Pete did not stop till Jeff Hunt's cabin came in sight. Hiding his jug +behind a log, he crept up to the window and looked in. + +The light was burning on the table, while Mrs. Hunt sat nodding over her +work. She had been mending the clothes so that Pete could take them back +with him. Tired out, she had fallen asleep. The box of frozen plants +still stood by the table. Pete grinned as he saw them, thinking of the +great flowers in his pocket. Marie was asleep. Over her head were hung +long clusters of moss, with masses of ground pine and red berries. + +Pete stole to the door and went in. Mrs. Hunt woke with a start, but at +sight of Pete smiled in her weary way. Pete made up his bundle of +clothes, and then pulled out the great red rose and the white flower. He +laid them on the table with--"Flowers fer little gal. Sick. Make her +think Crissmus. Good flowers. All color. No fade. No smell. No wear +out." Then, catching up his bundle, he slunk away without waiting for +Mrs. Hunt's thanks. + + * * * * * + +When Bill Gammon woke in the morning, he found the jug at the foot of +his bunk. But Pete was nowhere to be seen. He had left the jug and fled. + +The Christmas celebration at Carter's was a very tame affair. Many were +the curses showered upon Pete, and had that worthy been present, I doubt +if even the thought of the famous miracle would have sustained him in +the beating he would have received. But if Pete's conduct produced such +a sad effect upon the festivities at Carter's, the joy it caused at Jeff +Hunt's cabin made matters even. The glad Christmas sun, glad with the +promise of the "old, old story," came dancing and sparkling over the +trees, and looked down in wonderful tenderness upon the humble cabin. +The first bright beams fell upon the bed where little Marie was lying. +They showed her the rose and the white flower nestling in the +evergreens. The children came and stood in wonder before the rude +flowers. How wonderful they were! Where could they have come from? + +The face of the little girl was more patient than before. The eyes +seemed more tender, and yet not so sad. Perhaps the glad sun, the same +good sun that had looked upon that far-away tomb from which the stone +had rolled, whispered to her, as it played about her face, how soon the +stone would roll from her life; how soon she would forget all her care +and trouble, and enter the land of sunshine and flowers. It may be that +the good old Christmas sun even hunted out poor despised Pete, and told +him something of its happiness. I am sure he deserved it. Let us hope so +at any rate. + + + + +MY CHRISTMAS DINNER. + + +It was on the twentieth of December last that I received an invitation +from my friend, Mr. Phiggins, to dine with him in Mark Lane, on +Christmas Day. I had several reasons for declining this proposition. The +first was that Mr. P. makes it a rule, at all these festivals, to empty +the entire contents of his counting-house into his little dining parlor; +and you consequently sit down to dinner with six white-waistcoated +clerks, let loose upon a turkey. The second was that I am not +sufficiently well read in cotton and sugar, to enter with any spirit +into the subject of conversation. And the third was, and is, that I +never drink Cape wine. But by far the most prevailing reason remains to +be told. I had been anticipating for some days, and was hourly in the +hope of receiving, an invitation to spend my Christmas Day in a most +irresistible quarter. I was expecting, indeed, the felicity of eating +plum-pudding with an angel; and, on the strength of my imaginary +engagement, I returned a polite note to Mr. P., reducing him to the +necessity of advertising for another candidate for Cape and turkey. + +The twenty-first came. Another invitation--to dine with a regiment of +roast-beef eaters, at Clapham. I declined this also, for the above +reason, and for one other, _viz._, that, on dining there ten Christmas +Days ago, it was discovered, on sitting down, that one little +accompaniment of the roast beef had been entirely overlooked. Would it +be believed!--but I will not stay to mystify--I merely mention the fact. +They had forgotten the horseradish. + +The next day arrived, and with it a neat epistle, sealed with +violet-colored wax, from Upper Brook street. "Dine with the ladies--at +home on Christmas Day." Very tempting, it is true; but not exactly the +letter I was longing for. I began, however, to debate within myself upon +the policy of securing this bird in hand, instead of waiting for the two +that were still hopping about the bush, when the consultation was +suddenly brought to a close, by a prophetic view of the portfolio of +drawings fresh from boarding-school--moths and roses on embossed +paper;--to say nothing of the album, in which I stood engaged to write +an elegy on a Java sparrow, that had been the favorite in the family for +three days. I rung for gilt-edged, pleaded a world of polite regret, and +again declined. + +The twenty-third dawned; time was getting on rather rapidly; but no card +came. I began to despair of any more invitations, and to repent of my +refusals. Breakfast was hardly over, however, when the servant brought +up--not a letter--but an aunt and a brace of cousins from Bayswater. +They would listen to no excuse; consanguinity required me, and Christmas +was not my own. Now my cousins kept no albums; they are really as pretty +as cousins can be; and when violent hands, with white kid gloves, are +laid on one, it is sometimes difficult to effect an escape with becoming +elegance. I could not, however, give up my darling hope of a pleasanter +prospect. They fought with me in fifty engagements--that I pretended to +have made. I showed them the Court Guide, with ten names +obliterated--being those of persons who had _not_ asked me to mince-meat +and mistletoe; and I ultimately gained my cause by quartering the +remains of an infectious fever on the sensitive fears of my aunt, and by +dividing a rheumatism and a sprained ankle between my sympathetic +cousins. + +As soon as they were gone, I walked out, sauntering involuntarily in +the direction of the only house in which I felt I could spend a "happy" +Christmas. As I approached, a porter brought a large hamper to the door. +"A present from the country," thought I, "yes, they _do_ dine at home; +they must ask me; they know that I am in town." Immediately afterward a +servant issued with a letter; he took the nearest way to my lodgings, +and I hurried back by another street to receive the so-much-wished-for +invitation. I was in a state of delirious delight. + +I arrived--but there was no letter. I sat down to wait, in a spirit of +calmer enjoyment than I had experienced for some days; and in less than +half an hour a note was brought to me. At length, the desired despatch +had come; it seemed written on the leaf of a lily with a pen dipped in +dew. I opened it--and had nearly fainted with disappointment. It was +from a stock-broker, who begins an anecdote of Mr. Rothschild before +dinner, and finishes it with the fourth bottle--and who makes his eight +children stay up to supper and snap-dragon. In macadamizing a stray +stone in one of his periodical puddings, I once lost a tooth, and with +it an heiress of some reputation. I wrote a most irritable apology, and +despatched my warmest regards in a whirlwind. + +December the twenty-fourth--I began to count the hours, and uttered many +poetical things about the wings of Time. Alack! no letter came;--yes, I +received a note from a distinguished dramatist, requesting the honor, +etc. But I was too cunning for this, and practiced wisdom for once. I +happened to reflect that his pantomime was to make its appearance on the +night after, and that his object was to perpetrate the whole programme +upon me. Regret that I could not have the pleasure of meeting Mr. Paulo, +and the rest of the _literati_ to be then and there assembled, was of +course immediately expressed. + +My mind became restless and agitated. I felt, amidst all these +invitations, cruelly neglected. They served, indeed, but to increase my +uneasiness, as they opened prospects of happiness in which I could take +no share. They discovered a most tempting dessert, composed of forbidden +fruit. I took down "Childe Harold," and read myself into a sublime +contempt of mankind. I began to perceive that merriment is only malice +in disguise, and that the chief cardinal virtue is misanthropy. + +I sat "nursing my wrath," till it scorched me; when the arrival of +another epistle suddenly charmed me from this state of delicious +melancholy and delightful endurance of wrong. I sickened as I surveyed, +and trembled as I opened it. It was dated----, but no matter; it was not +_the_ letter. In such a frenzy as mine, raging to behold the object of +my admiration condescend, not to _eat_ a custard, but to render it +invisible--to be invited perhaps to a tart fabricated by her own +ethereal fingers; with such possibilities before me, how could I think +of joining a "friendly party,"--where I should inevitably sit next to a +deaf lady, who had been, when a little girl, patted on the head by +Wilkes, or my Lord North, she could not recollect which--had taken tea +with the author of "Junius," but had forgotten his name--and who once +asked me "whether Mr. Munden's monument was in Westminster Abbey or St. +Paul's?"--I seized a pen, and presented my compliments. I hesitated--for +the peril of precariousness of my situation flashed on my mind; but hope +had still left me a straw to catch at, and I at length succeeded in +resisting this late and terrible temptation. + +After the first burst of excitement, I sunk into still deeper +despondency. My spirit became a prey to anxiety and remorse. I could not +eat; dinner was removed with unlifted covers. I went out. The world +seemed to have acquired a new face; nothing was to be seen but raisins +and rounds of beef. I wandered about like Lear--I had given up all! I +felt myself grated against the world like a nutmeg. It grew dark--I +sustained a still gloomier shock. Every chance seemed to have expired, +and everybody seemed to have a delightful engagement for the next day. I +alone was disengaged--I felt like the Last Man! To-morrow appeared to +have already commenced its career; mankind had anticipated the future; +"and coming mince pies cast their shadows before." + +In this state of desolation and dismay, I called--I could not help +it--at the house to which I had so fondly anticipated an invitation, and +a welcome. My protest must here however be recorded, that though I +called in the hope of being asked, it was my fixed determination not to +avail myself of so protracted a piece of politeness. No: my triumph +would have been to have annihilated them with an engagement made in +September, payable three months after date. With these feelings, I gave +an agitated knock--they were stoning the plums, and did not immediately +attend. I rung--how unlike a dinner bell it sounded! A girl at length +made her appearance, and, with a mouthful of citron, informed me that +the family had gone to spend their Christmas Eve in Portland Place. I +rushed down the steps, I hardly knew whither. My first impulse was to go +to some wharf and inquire what vessels were starting for America. But it +was a cold night--I went home and threw myself on my miserable couch. In +other words, I went to bed. + +I dozed and dreamed away the hours till day-break. Sometimes I fancied +myself seated in a roaring circle, roasting chestnuts at a blazing log: +at others, that I had fallen into the Serpentine while skating, and that +the Humane Society were piling upon me a Pelion, or rather a Vesuvius +of blankets. I awoke a little refreshed. Alas! it was the twenty-fifth +of the month--It was Christmas Day! Let the reader, if he possess the +imagination of Milton, conceive my sensations. + +I swallowed an atom of dry toast--nothing could calm the fever of my +soul. I stirred the fire and read Zimmermann alternately. Even +reason--the last remedy one has recourse to in such cases--came at +length to my relief: I argued myself into a philosophic fit. But, +unluckily, just as the Lethean tide within me was at its height, my +landlady broke in upon my lethargy, and chased away by a single word all +the little sprites and pleasures that were acting as my physicians, and +prescribing balm for my wounds. She paid me the usual compliment, and +then--"Do you dine at home to-day, sir?" abruptly inquired she. Here was +a question. No Spanish inquisitor ever inflicted such complete dismay in +so short a sentence. Had she given me a Sphynx to expound, a Gordian +tangle to untwist; had she set me a lesson in algebra, or asked me the +way to Brobdingnag; had she desired me to show her the North Pole, or +the meaning of a melodrama:--any or all of these I might have +accomplished. But to request me to define my dinner--to inquire into its +latitude--to compel me to fathom that sea of appetite which I now felt +rushing through my frame--to ask me to dive into futurity, and become +the prophet of pies and preserves!--My heart died within me at the +impossibility of a reply. + +She had repeated the question before I could collect my senses around +me. Then, for the first time it occurred to me that, in the event of my +having no engagement abroad, my landlady meant to invite me! "There will +at least be the two daughters," I whispered to myself; "and after all, +Lucy Matthews is a charming girl, and touches the harp divinely. She has +a very small, pretty hand, I recollect; only her fingers are so +punctured by the needle--and I rather think she bites her nails. No, I +will not even now give up my hope. It was yesterday but a straw--to-day +it is but the thistledown; but I will cling to it to the last moment. +There are still four hours left; they will not dine till six. One +desperate struggle, and the peril is past; let me not be seduced by this +last golden apple, and I may yet win my race." The struggle was made--"I +should not dine at home." This was the only phrase left me, for I could +not say that "I should dine out." Alas! that an event should be at the +same time so doubtful and so desirable. I only begged that if any letter +arrived, it might be brought to me immediately. + +The last plank, the last splinter, had now given way beneath me. I was +floating about with no hope but the chance of something almost +impossible. They had "left me alone," not with my glory, but with an +appetite that resembled an avalanche seeking whom it might devour. I had +passed one dinnerless day, and half of another; yet the promised land +was as far from sight as ever. I recounted the chances I had missed. The +dinners I might have enjoyed, passed in a dioramic view before my eyes. +Mr. Phiggins and his six clerks--the Clapham beef-eaters--the charms of +Upper Brook street--my pretty cousins, and the pantomime writer--the +stock broker, whose stories one forgets, and the elderly lady who +forgets her stories--they all marched by me, a procession of +apparitions. Even my landlady's invitation, though unborn, was not +forgotten in summing up my sacrifices. And for what? + +Four o'clock. Hope was perfectly ridiculous. I had been walking upon the +hair-bridge over a gulf, and could not get into Elysium after all. I had +been catching moonbeams, and running after notes of music. Despair was +my only convenient refuge; no chance remained, unless something should +drop from the clouds. In this last particular I was not disappointed; +for, on looking up, I perceived a heavy shower of snow, yet I was +obliged to venture forth; for being supposed to dine out, I could not of +course remain at home. Where to go I knew not: I was like my first +father--"the world was all before me." I flung my coat round me, and +hurried forth with the feelings of a bandit longing for a stiletto. At +the foot of the stairs, I staggered against two or three smiling +rascals, priding themselves upon their punctuality. They had just +arrived--to make the tour of Turkey. How I hated them!--As I rushed by +the parlor, a single glance disclosed to me a blazing fire, with Lucy +and several lovely creatures in a semi-circle. Fancy, too, gave me a +glimpse of a sprig of mistletoe--I vanished from the house, like a +spectre at day-break. + +How long I wandered about is doubtful. At last I happened to look +through a kitchen window, with an area in front, and saw a villain with +a fork in his hand, throwing himself back in his chair choked with +ecstasy. Another was feasting with a graver air; he seemed to be +swallowing a bit of Paradise, and criticising its flavor. This was too +much for mortality--my appetite fastened upon me like an alligator. I +darted from the spot; and only a few yards further discerned a house +with rather an elegant exterior, and with some ham in the window that +looked perfectly sublime. There was no time for consideration--to +hesitate was to perish. I entered; it was indeed "a banquet-hall +deserted." The very waiters had gone home to their friends. There, +however, I found a fire; and there--to sum up all my folly and felicity +in a single word--I DINED. + + + + +THE POOR TRAVELER. + +BY CHARLES DICKENS. + + [Dickens' introduction to this story describes his going to + Rochester on Christmas Eve and seeing there a quaint old charity, + which provided for the entertainment of "six poor travelers who not + being rogues or proctors might receive gratis for one night + lodging, entertainment and fourpence each." In honor of the day a + special meal is provided for the travelers then in the charity. + After the meal, when the travelers have gathered around the fire, + their entertainer gives them the reason for the unwonted feast as + "Christmas Eve, my friends, when the Shepherds, who were poor + travelers, too, in their way, heard the Angels sing, 'On earth, + peace: Good will toward men.'" Then each traveler was invited to + relate a story, and among those told was the following.] + + +In the year one thousand seven hundred and ninety-nine, a relative of +mine came limping down, on foot, to the town of Chatham. He was a poor +traveler, with not a farthing in his pocket. + +My relative came down to Chatham to enlist in a cavalry regiment, if a +cavalry regiment would have him; if not, to take King George's shilling +from any corporal or sergeant who would put a bunch of ribbons in his +hat. His object was to get shot; but he thought he might as well ride to +death as be at the trouble of walking. + +My relative's Christian name was Richard, but he was better known as +Dick. He dropped his own surname on the road down, and took up that of +Doubledick. He was passed as Richard Doubledick; age, twenty-two; +height, five foot ten; native place, Exmouth, which he had never been +near in his life. There was no cavalry in Chatham when he limped over +the bridge with half a shoe to his dusty feet, so he enlisted into a +regiment of the line, and was glad to get drunk and forget all about it. + +You are to know that this relative of mine had gone wrong, and run wild. +His heart was in the right place, but it was sealed up. He had been +betrothed to a good and beautiful girl, whom he had loved better than +she--or perhaps even he--believed; but in an evil hour he had given her +cause to say to him solemnly, "Richard, I will never marry any other +man. I will live single for your sake, but Mary Marshall's lips"--her +name was Mary Marshall--"never address another word to you on earth. Go, +Richard! Heaven forgive you!" This finished him. This brought him down +to Chatham. This made him Private Richard Doubledick, with a +determination to be shot. + +There was not a more dissipated and reckless soldier in Chatham +barracks, in the year one thousand seven hundred and ninety-nine, than +Private Richard Doubledick. He associated with the dregs of every +regiment; he was as seldom sober as he could be, and was constantly +under punishment. It became clear to the whole barracks that Private +Richard Doubledick would very soon be flogged. + +Now the Captain of Richard Doubledick's company was a young gentleman +not above five years his senior, whose eyes had an expression in them +which affected Private Richard Doubledick in a very remarkable way. They +were bright, handsome, dark eyes,--what are called laughing eyes +generally, and, when serious, rather steady than severe,--but they were +the only eyes now left in his narrowed world that Private Richard +Doubledick could not stand. Unabashed by evil report and punishment, +defiant of everything else and everybody else, he had but to know that +those eyes looked at him for a moment, and he felt ashamed. He could +not so much as salute Captain Taunton in the street like any other +officer. He was reproached and confused,--troubled by the mere +possibility of the Captain's looking at him. In his worst moments, he +would rather turn back, and go any distance out of his way, than +encounter those two handsome, dark, bright eyes. + +One day, when Private Richard Doubledick came out of the Black hole, +where he had been passing the last eight and forty hours, and in which +retreat he spent a good deal of his time, he was ordered to betake +himself to Captain Taunton's quarters. In the stale and squalid state of +a man just out of the Black hole, he had less fancy than ever for being +seen by the Captain; but he was not so mad yet as to disobey orders, and +consequently went up to the terrace overlooking the parade-ground, where +the officers' quarters were; twisting and breaking in his hands, as he +went along, a bit of the straw that had formed the decorative furniture +of the Black hole. + +"Come in!" cried the Captain, when he knocked with his knuckles at the +door. Private Richard Doubledick pulled off his cap, took a stride +forward, and felt very conscious that he stood in the light of the dark, +bright eyes. + +There was a slight pause. Private Richard Doubledick had put the straw +in his mouth, and was gradually doubling it up into his windpipe and +choking himself. + +"Doubledick," said the Captain, "do you know where you are going to?" + +"To the devil, sir," faltered Doubledick. + +"Yes," returned the Captain. "And very fast." + +Private Richard Doubledick turned the straw of the Black hole in his +mouth, and made a miserable salute of acquiescence. + +"Doubledick," said the Captain, "since I entered his Majesty's service, +a boy of seventeen, I have been pained to see many men of promise going +that road; but I have never been so pained to see a man determined to +make the shameful journey as I have been, ever since you joined the +regiment, to see you." + +Private Richard Doubledick began to find a film stealing over the floor +at which he looked; also to find the legs of the Captain's +breakfast-table turning crooked, as if he saw them through water. + +"I am only a common soldier, sir," said he. "It signifies very little +what such a poor brute comes to." + +"You are a man," returned the Captain, with grave indignation, "of +education and superior advantages; and if you say that, meaning what you +say, you have sunk lower than I had believed. How low that must be, I +leave you to consider, knowing what I know of your disgrace, and seeing +what I see." + +"I hope to get shot soon, sir," said Private Richard Doubledick; "and +then the regiment and the world together will be rid of me." + +The legs of the table were becoming very crooked. Doubledick, looking up +to steady his vision, met the eyes that had so strong an influence over +him. He put his hand before his own eyes, and the breast of his +disgrace-jacket swelled as if it would fly asunder. + +"I would rather," said the young Captain, "see this in you, Doubledick, +than I would see five thousand guineas counted out upon this table for a +gift to my good mother. Have you a mother?" + +"I am thankful to say she is dead, sir." + +"If your praises," returned the Captain, "were sounded from mouth to +mouth through the whole regiment, through the whole army, through the +whole country, you would wish she had lived to say, with pride and joy, +'He is my son!'" + +"Spare me, sir," said Doubledick. "She would never have heard any good +of me. She would never have had any pride and joy in owning herself my +mother. Love and compassion she might have had, and would have always +had, I know; but not--Spare me, sir! I am a broken wretch, quite at your +mercy!" And he turned his face to the wall, and stretched out his +imploring hand. + +"My friend--" began the Captain. + +"God bless you, sir!" sobbed Private Richard Doubledick. + +I have heard from Private Richard Doubledick's own lips, that he dropped +down upon his knee, kissed that officer's hand, arose, and went out of +the light of the dark, bright eyes, an altered man. + +In that year, one thousand seven hundred and ninety-nine, the French +were in Egypt, in Italy, in Germany, where not? Napoleon Bonaparte had +likewise begun to stir against England in India, and most men could read +the signs of the great troubles that were coming on. In the very next +year, when we formed an alliance with Austria against him. Captain +Taunton's regiment was on service in India. And there was not a finer +non-commissioned officer in it,--no, nor in the whole line,--than +Corporal Richard Doubledick. + + * * * * * + +In eighteen hundred and one, the Indian army were on the coast of Egypt. +Next year was the year of the proclamation of the short peace, and they +were recalled. It had then become well known to thousands of men, that +wherever Captain Taunton, with the dark, bright eyes, led, there, close +to him, ever at his side, firm as a rock, true as the sun, and brave as +Mars, would be certain to be found, while life beat in their hearts, +that famous soldier, _Sergeant_ Richard Doubledick. + +Eighteen hundred and five, besides being the great year of Trafalgar, +was a year of hard fighting in India. That year saw such wonders done by +a Sergeant-Major, who cut his way single-handed through a solid mass of +men, recovered the colors of his regiment, which had been seized from +the hand of a poor boy shot through the heart, and rescued his wounded +Captain, who was down, and in a very jungle of horses' hoofs and +sabres,--saw such wonders done, I say, by this brave Sergeant-Major, +that he was specially made the bearer of the colors he had won; and +_Ensign_ Richard Doubledick had risen from the ranks. + +Sorely cut up in every battle, but always reinforced by the bravest of +men,--for the fame of following the old colors, shot through and +through, which Ensign Richard Doubledick had saved, inspired all +breasts,--this regiment fought its way through the Peninsular war, up to +the investment of Badajos in eighteen hundred and twelve. Again and +again it had been cheered through the British ranks until the tears had +sprung into men's eyes at the mere hearing of the mighty British voice, +so exultant in their valor; and there was not a drummer boy but knew the +legend, that wherever the two friends, Major Taunton, with the dark, +bright eyes, and Ensign Richard Doubledick, who was devoted to him, were +seen to go, there the boldest spirits in the English army became wild to +follow. + +One day, at Badajos,--not in the great storming, but in repelling a hot +sally of the besieged upon our men at work in the trenches, who had +given way,--the two officers found themselves hurrying forward, face to +face, against a party of French infantry, who made a stand. There was an +officer at their head, encouraging his men,--a courageous, handsome, +gallant officer of five-and-thirty, whom Doubledick saw hurriedly, +almost momentarily, but saw well. He particularly noticed this officer +waving his sword, and rallying his men with an eager and excited cry, +when they fired in obedience to his gesture, and Major Taunton dropped. + +It was over in ten minutes more, and Doubledick returned to the spot +where he had laid the best friend man ever had, on a coat spread upon +the wet clay. Major Taunton's uniform was opened at the breast, and on +his shirt were three little spots of blood. + +"Dear Doubledick," said he, "I am dying." + +"For the love of Heaven, no!" exclaimed the other, kneeling down beside +him, and passing his arm round his neck to raise his head. "Taunton! My +preserver, my guardian angel, my witness! Dearest, truest, kindest of +human beings! Taunton! For God's sake!" + +The bright, dark eyes--so very, very dark, now, in the pale face--smiled +upon him; and the hand he had kissed thirteen years ago laid itself +fondly on his breast. + +"Write to my mother. You will see home again. Tell her how we became +friends. It will comfort her, as it comforts me." + +He spoke no more, but faintly signed for a moment toward his hair as it +fluttered in the wind. The Ensign understood him. He smiled again when +he saw that, and, gently turning his face over on the supporting arm as +if for rest, died, with his hand upon the breast in which he had revived +a soul. + +No dry eye looked on Ensign Richard Doubledick that melancholy day. He +buried his friend on the field, and became a lone, bereaved man. Beyond +his duty he appeared to have but two remaining cares in life,--one, to +preserve the little packet of hair he was to give to Taunton's mother; +the other, to encounter that French officer who had rallied the men +under whose fire Taunton fell. A new legend now began to circulate +among our troops; and it was, that when he and the French officer came +face to face once more, there would be weeping in France. + +The war went on--and through it went the exact picture of the French +officer on the one side, and the bodily reality upon the other--until +the battle of Toulouse was fought. In the returns sent home appeared +these words: "Severely wounded, but not dangerously, _Lieutenant_ +Richard Doubledick." + +At midsummer-time, in the year eighteen hundred and fourteen, Lieutenant +Richard Doubledick, now a browned soldier, seven-and-thirty years of +age, came home to England invalided. He brought the hair with him, near +his heart. Many a French officer had he seen since that day; many a +dreadful night, in searching with men and lanterns for his wounded, had +he relieved French officers lying disabled; but the mental picture and +the reality had never come together. + +Though he was weak and suffered pain, he lost not an hour in getting +down to Frome in Somersetshire, where Taunton's mother lived. In the +sweet, compassionate words that naturally present themselves to the mind +to-night, "he was the only son of his mother, and she was a widow." + +It was a Sunday evening, and the lady sat at her quiet garden-window, +reading the Bible; reading to herself, in a trembling voice, that very +passage in it, as I have heard him tell. He heard the words: "Young man, +I say unto thee, arise!" + +He had to pass the window; and the bright, dark eyes of his debased time +seemed to look at him. Her heart told her who he was; she came to the +door quickly, and fell upon his neck. + +"He saved me from ruin, made me a human creature, won me from infamy and +shame. O God, forever bless him! As He will, He will!" + +"He will!" the lady answered. "I know he is in heaven!" Then she +piteously cried, "But O my darling boy, my darling boy!" + +Never from the hour when Private Richard Doubledick enlisted at Chatham +had the Private, Corporal, Sergeant, Sergeant-Major, Ensign, or +Lieutenant breathed his right name, or the name of Mary Marshall, or a +word of the story of his life, into any ear except his reclaimer's. That +previous scene in his existence was closed. He had firmly resolved that +his expiation should be to live unknown; to disturb no more the peace +that had long grown over his old offences; to let it be revealed, when +he was dead, that he had striven and suffered, and had never forgotten; +and then, if they could forgive him and believe him--well, it would be +time enough--time enough! + +But that night, remembering the words he had cherished for two years, +"Tell her how we became friends. It will comfort her, as it comforts +me," he related everything. It gradually seemed to him as if in his +maturity he had recovered a mother; it gradually seemed to her as if in +her bereavement she had found a son. During his stay in England, the +quiet garden into which he had slowly and painfully crept, a stranger, +became the boundary of his home; when he was able to rejoin his regiment +in the spring, he left the garden, thinking was this indeed the first +time he had ever turned his face toward the old colors with a woman's +blessing! + +He followed them--so ragged, so scarred and pierced now, that they would +scarcely hold together--to Quatre Bras and Ligny. He stood beside them, +in an awful stillness of many men, shadowy through the mist and drizzle +of a wet June forenoon, on the field of Waterloo. And down to that hour +the picture in his mind of the French officer had never been compared +with the reality. + +The famous regiment was in action early in the battle, and received its +first check in many an eventful year, when he was seen to fall. But it +swept on to avenge him, and left behind it no such creature in the world +of consciousness as Lieutenant Richard Doubledick. + +Through pits of mire and pools of rain; along deep ditches, once roads, +that were pounded and ploughed to pieces by artillery, heavy wagons, +tramp of men and horses, and the struggle of every wheeled thing that +could carry wounded soldiers; jolted among the dying and the dead, so +disfigured by blood and mud as to be hardly recognizable for humanity; +dead, as to any sentient life that was in it, and yet alive,--the form +that had been Lieutenant Richard Doubledick, with whose praises England +rang, was conveyed to Brussels. There it was tenderly laid down in +hospital; and there it lay, week after week, through the long, bright +summer days, until the harvest, spared by war, had ripened and was +gathered in. + +Slowly laboring, at last, through a long, heavy dream of confused time +and place, presenting faint glimpses of army surgeons whom he knew, and +of faces that had been familiar to his youth,--dearest and kindest among +them, Mary Marshall's, with a solicitude upon it more like reality than +anything he could discern,--Lieutenant Richard Doubledick came back to +life. To the beautiful life of a calm autumn evening sunset, to the +peaceful life of a fresh, quiet room with a large window standing open; +a balcony beyond, in which were moving leaves and sweet-smelling +flowers; beyond, again, the clear sky, with the sun full in his sight, +pouring its golden radiance on his bed. + +It was so tranquil and so lovely that he thought he had passed into +another world. And he said in a faint voice, "Taunton, are you near me?" + +A face bent over him. Not his, his mother's. + +"I came to nurse you. We have nursed you many weeks. You were moved here +long ago. Do you remember nothing?" + +"Nothing." + +The lady kissed his cheek, and held his hand, soothing him. + +"Where is the regiment? What has happened? Let me call you mother. What +has happened, mother?" + +"A great victory, dear. The war is over, and the regiment was the +bravest in the field." + +His eyes kindled, his lips trembled, he sobbed, and the tears ran down +his face. He was very weak, too weak to move his hand. + +From that time, he recovered. Slowly, for he had been desperately +wounded in the head, and had been shot in the body, but making some +little advance every day. When he had gained sufficient strength to +converse as he lay in bed, he soon began to remark that Mrs. Taunton +always brought him back to his own history. Then he recalled his +preserver's dying words, and thought, "It comforts her." + +One day he awoke out of a sleep, refreshed, and asked her to read to +him. But the curtain of the bed, softening the light, which she always +drew back when he awoke, that she might see him from her table at the +bedside where she sat at work, was held undrawn; and a woman's voice +spoke, which was not hers. + +"Can you bear to see a stranger?" it said softly. "Will you like to see +a stranger?" + +"Stranger!" he repeated. The voice awoke old memories, before the days +of Private Richard Doubledick. + +"A stranger now, but not a stranger once," it said in tones that +thrilled him. "Richard, dear Richard, lost through so many years, my +name--" + +He cried out her name "Mary," and she held him in her arms, and his +head lay on her bosom. + + * * * * * + +Well! They were happy. It was a long recovery, but they were happy +through it all. The snow had melted on the ground, and the birds were +singing in the leafless thickets of the early spring, when those three +were first able to ride out together, and when people flocked about the +open carriage to cheer and congratulate _Captain_ Richard Doubledick. + +But even then it became necessary for the Captain, instead of returning +to England, to complete his recovery in the climate of Southern France. +They found a spot upon the Rhône, within a ride of the old town of +Avignon, and within view of its broken bridge, which was all they could +desire; they lived there, together, six months; then returned to +England. Mrs. Taunton, growing old after three years--though not so old +as that her bright, dark eyes were dimmed--and remembering that her +strength had been benefited by the change, resolved to go back for a +year to those parts. So she went with a faithful servant, who had often +carried her son in his arms; and she was to be rejoined and escorted +home, at the year's end, by Captain Richard Doubledick. + +She wrote regularly to her children (as she called them now), and they +to her. She went to the neighborhood of Aix; and there, in their own +château near the farmer's house she rented, she grew into intimacy with +a family belonging to that part of France. The intimacy began in her +often meeting among the vineyards a pretty child, a girl with a most +compassionate heart, who was never tired of listening to the solitary +English lady's stories of her poor son and the cruel wars. The family +were as gentle as the child, and at length she came to know them so well +that she accepted their invitation to pass the last month of her +residence abroad under their roof. All this intelligence she wrote home, +piecemeal as it came about, from time to time; and at last enclosed a +polite note, from the head of the château, soliciting, on the occasion +of his approaching mission to that neighborhood, the honor of the +company of that man so justly celebrated, Captain Richard Doubledick. + +Captain Doubledick, now a hardy, handsome man in the full vigor of life, +broader across the chest and shoulders than he had ever been before, +dispatched a courteous reply, and followed it in person. Traveling +through all that extent of country after three years of peace, he +blessed the better days on which the world had fallen. The corn was +golden, not drenched in unnatural red; was bound in sheaves for food, +not trodden underfoot by men in mortal fight. The smoke rose up from +peaceful hearths, not blazing ruins. The carts were laden with the fair +fruits of the earth, not with wounds and death. To him who had so often +seen the terrible reverse, these things were beautiful indeed; and they +brought him in a softened spirit to the old château near Aix upon a deep +blue evening. + +It was a large château of the genuine old ghostly kind, with round +towers, and extinguishers, and a high leaden roof, and more windows than +Aladdin's palace. The entrance doors stood open, as doors often do in +that country when the heat of the day is past; and the Captain saw no +bell or knocker, and walked in. + +He walked into a lofty stone hall, refreshingly cool and gloomy after +the glare of a Southern day's travel. Extending along the four sides of +this hall was a gallery, leading to suites of rooms; and it was lighted +from the top. Still no bell was to be seen. + +"Faith," said the Captain, halting, ashamed of the clanking of his +boots, "this is a ghostly beginning!" + +He started back, and felt his face turn white. In the gallery, looking +down at him, stood the French officer--the officer whose picture he had +carried in his mind so long and so far. Compared with the original, at +last--in every lineament how like it was! + +He moved and disappeared, and Captain Richard Doubledick heard his steps +coming quickly down into the hall. He entered through an archway. There +was a bright, sudden look upon his face, much such a look as it had worn +in that fatal moment. + +Monsieur le Capitaine Richard Doubledick? Enchanted to receive him! + +"He has not remembered me, as I have remembered him; he did not take +such a note of my face, that day, as I took of his," thought Captain +Richard Doubledick. "How shall I tell him?" + +"You were at Waterloo," said the French officer. + +"I was," said Captain Richard Doubledick. "And at Badajos." + +Left alone with the sound of his own stern voice in his ears, he sat +down to consider. What shall I do, and how shall I tell him? At that +time, unhappily, many deplorable duels had been fought between English +and French officers arising out of the recent war; and these duels, and +how to avoid this officer's hospitality, were the uppermost thought in +Captain Richard Doubledick's mind. + +"His mother, above all," the Captain thought. "How shall I tell _her_?" + +"Spirit of my departed friend," said he, "is it through thee these +better thoughts are rising in my mind? Is it thou who hast shown me, all +the way I have drawn to meet this man, the blessings of the altered +time? Is it thou who hast sent thy stricken mother to me, to stay my +angry hand? Is it from thee the whisper comes, that this man did his +duty as thou didst,--and as I did, through thy guidance, which has +wholly saved me here on earth,--and that he did no more?" + +He sat down, with his head buried in his hands, and, when he rose up, +made the second strong resolution in his life,--that neither to the +French officer, nor to the mother of his departed friend, nor to any +soul, while either of the two was living, would he breathe what only he +knew. And when he touched that French officer's glass with his own, that +day at dinner, he secretly forgave him in the name of the Divine +Forgiver of Injuries. + + + + +THE LEGEND OF THE CHRISTMAS TREE. + + +Most children have seen a Christmas tree, and many know that the pretty +and pleasant custom of hanging gifts on its boughs comes from Germany; +but perhaps few have heard or read the story that is told to little +German children, respecting the origin of this custom. The story is +called "The Little Stranger," and runs thus: + +In a small cottage on the borders of a forest lived a poor laborer, who +gained a scanty living by cutting wood. He had a wife and two children +who helped him in his work. The boy's name was Valentine, and the girl +was called Mary. They were obedient, good children, and a great comfort +to their parents. One winter evening, this happy little family were +sitting quietly round the hearth, the snow and the wind raging outside, +while they ate their supper of dry bread, when a gentle tap was heard on +the window, and a childish voice cried from without: "Oh, let me in, +pray! I am a poor little child, with nothing to eat, and no home to go +to, and I shall die of cold and hunger unless you let me in." + +Valentine and Mary jumped up from the table and ran to open the door, +saying: "Come in, poor little child! We have not much to give you, but +whatever we have we will share with you." + +The stranger-child came in and warmed his frozen hands and feet at the +fire, and the children gave him the best they had to eat, saying: "You +must be tired, too, poor child! Lie down on our bed; we can sleep on the +bench for one night." + +Then said the little stranger-child: "Thank God for all your kindness to +me!" + +So they took their little guest into their sleeping-room, laid him on +the bed, covered him over, and said to each other: "How thankful we +ought to be! We have warm rooms and a cozy bed, while this poor child +has only heaven for his roof and the cold earth for his sleeping-place." + +When their father and mother went to bed, Mary and Valentine lay quite +contentedly on the bench near the fire, saying, before they fell asleep: +"The stranger-child will be so happy to-night in his warm bed!" + +These kind children had not slept many hours before Mary awoke and +softly whispered to her brother: "Valentine, dear, wake, and listen to +the sweet music under the window." + +Then Valentine rubbed his eyes and listened. It was sweet music indeed, +and sounded like beautiful voices singing to the tones of a harp: + + + "O holy Child, we greet thee! bringing + Sweet strains of harp to aid our singing. + + "Thou, holy Child, in peace art sleeping, + While we our watch without are keeping. + + "Blest be the house wherein thou liest. + Happiest on earth, to heaven the highest." + + +The children listened, while a solemn joy filled their hearts; then they +stepped softly to the window to see who might be without. + +In the east was a streak of rosy dawn, and in its light they saw a group +of children standing before the house, clothed in silver garments, +holding golden harps in their hands. Amazed at this sight, the children +were still gazing out of the window, when a light tap caused them to +turn round. There stood the stranger-child before them clad in a golden +dress, with a gleaming radiance round his curling hair. "I am the little +Christ-child," he said, "who wanders through the world bringing peace +and happiness to good children. You took me in and cared for me when you +thought me a poor child, and now you shall have my blessing for what you +have done." + +A fir tree grew near the house; and from this he broke a twig, which he +planted in the ground, saying: "This twig shall become a tree, and shall +bring forth fruit year by year for you." + +No sooner had he done this than he vanished, and with him the little +choir of angels. But the fir-branch grew and became a Christmas tree, +and on its branches hung golden apples and silver nuts every +Christmas-tide. + +Such is the story told to German children concerning their beautiful +Christmas trees, though we know that the real little Christ-child can +never be wandering, cold and homeless, again in our world, inasmuch as +he is safe in heaven by his Father's side; yet we may gather from this +story the same truth which the Bible plainly tells us--that any one who +helps a Christian child in distress, it will be counted unto him as if +he had indeed done it unto Christ himself. "Inasmuch as ye have done it +unto the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me." + + + + +THE PEACE EGG. + +BY JULIANA HORATIA EWING. + + +Every one ought to be happy at Christmas. But there are many things +which ought to be, and yet are not; and people are sometimes sad even in +the Christmas holidays. + +The Captain and his wife were sad, though it was Christmas Eve. Sad, +though they were in the prime of life, blessed with good health, devoted +to each other and to their children, with competent means, a comfortable +house on a little freehold property of their own, and, one might say, +everything that heart could desire. Sad, though they were good people, +whose peace of mind had a firmer foundation than their earthly goods +alone; contented people, too, with plenty of occupation for mind and +body. Sad--and in the nursery this was held to be past all +reason--though the children were performing that ancient and most +entertaining play or Christmas mystery, known as "The Peace Egg," for +their benefit and behoof alone. + +The play was none the worse that most of the actors were too young to +learn parts, so that there was very little of the rather tedious +dialogue, only plenty of dress and ribbons, and of fighting with the +wooden swords. But though Robert, the eldest of the five children, +looked bonny enough to warm any father's heart, as he marched up and +down with an air learned by watching many a parade in barrack-square and +drill ground, and though Nicholas did not cry in spite of falling hard, +and Dora, who took the part of the Doctor, treading accidentally on his +little finger in picking him up, still the Captain and his wife sighed +nearly as often as they smiled, and the mother dropped tears as well as +pennies into the cap which Tom, as the King of Egypt, brought round +after the performance. + + +II. + +Many, many years back the Captain's wife had been a child herself, and +had laughed to see the village mummers act "The Peace Egg," and had been +quite happy on Christmas Eve. Happy, though she had no mother. Happy, +though her father was a stern man, very fond of his only child, but with +an obstinate will that not even she dared thwart. She had lived to +thwart it, and he had never forgiven her. It was when she married the +Captain. The old man had a prejudice against soldiers, which was quite +reason enough, in his opinion, for his daughter to sacrifice the +happiness of her future life by giving up the soldier she loved. At last +he gave her her choice between the Captain and his own favor and money. +She chose the Captain, and was disowned and disinherited. + +The Captain bore a high character, and was a good and clever officer, +but that went for nothing against the old man's whim. He made a very +good husband too; but even this did not move his father-in-law, who had +never held any intercourse with him or his wife since the day of their +marriage, and who had never seen his own grand-children. + +Amid the ups and downs of their wanderings, the discomforts of shipboard +and of stations in the colonies, bad servants, and unwonted sicknesses, +the Captain's tenderness never failed. If the life was rough the Captain +was ready. He had been, by turns, in one strait or another, sick-nurse, +doctor, carpenter, nursemaid and cook to his family, and had, moreover, +an idea that nobody filled these offices quite so well as himself. +Withal, his very profession kept him neat, well-dressed, and active. In +the roughest of their ever-changing quarters he was a smart man, and +never changed his manner from that of the lover of his wife's young +days. + +As years went and children came, the Captain and his wife grew tired of +traveling. New scenes were small comfort when they heard of the death of +old friends. One foot of the dear, old, dull home sky was dearer, after +all, than miles of the unclouded heavens of the South. The grey hills +and over-grown lanes of her old home haunted the Captain's wife by night +and day, and home-sickness (that weariest of all sicknesses) began to +take the light out of her eyes before their time. It preyed upon the +Captain too. Now and then he would say, fretfully, "I _should_ like a +resting-place in our own country, however small, before _every_body is +dead! But the children's prospects have to be considered." The continued +estrangement from the old man was an abiding sorrow also, and they had +hopes that, if only they could get home, he might be persuaded to peace +and charity this time. + +At last they were sent home. But the hard old father still would not +relent. He returned their letters unopened. This bitter disappointment +made the Captain's wife so ill that she almost died, and in one month +the Captain's hair became iron gray. He reproached himself for having +ever taken the daughter from her father, "to kill her at last," as he +said. And (thinking of his own children) he even reproached himself for +having robbed the old widower of his only child. After two years at home +his regiment was ordered again on foreign duty. He failed to effect an +exchange, and they prepared to move once more--from Chatham to Calcutta. +Never before had the packing to which she was so well accustomed, been +so bitter a task to the Captain's wife. + +It was at the darkest hour of this gloomy time that the Captain came in, +waving above his head a letter which changed all their plans. + +Now close by the old home of the Captain's wife there had lived a man, +much older than herself, who yet had loved her with a devotion as great +as that of the young Captain. She never knew it, for when he saw that +she had given her heart to his younger rival, he kept silence, and he +never asked for what he knew he might have had--the old man's authority +in his favor. So generous was the affection which he could never +conquer, that he constantly tried to reconcile the father to his +children whilst he lived, and, when he died, he bequeathed his house and +small estate to the woman he had loved. + +"It will be a legacy of peace," he thought, on his death bed. "The old +man cannot hold out when she and her children are constantly in sight. +And it may please GOD that I shall know of the reunion I have not been +permitted to see with my eyes." + +And thus it came about that the Captain's regiment went to India without +him, and that the Captain's wife and her father lived on opposite sides +of the same road. + + +III. + +The eldest of the Captain's children was a boy. He was named Robert, +after his grandfather, and seemed to have inherited a good deal of the +old gentleman's character, mixed with gentler traits. He was a fair, +fine boy, tall and stout for his age, with the Captain's regular +features, and (he flattered himself) the Captain's firm step and martial +bearing. He was apt--like his grandfather--to hold his own will to be +other people's law, and (happily for the peace of the nursery) this +opinion was devoutly shared by his brother Nicholas. Though the Captain +had left the army, Robin continued to command an irregular force of +volunteers in the nursery, and never was colonel more despotic. His +brothers and sisters were by turn infantry, cavalry, engineers, and +artillery, according to his whim. + +The Captain alone was a match for his strong-willed son. + +"If you please, sir," said Sarah, one morning, flouncing in upon the +Captain, just as he was about to start for the neighboring town,--"If +you please, sir, I wish you'd speak to Master Robert. He's past my +powers." + +"I've no doubt of it," thought the Captain, but he only said, "Well, +what's the matter?" + +"Night after night do I put him to bed," said Sarah, "and night after +night does he get up as soon as I'm out of the room, and says he's +orderly officer for the evening, and goes about in his night-shirt and +his feet as bare as boards." + +The Captain fingered his heavy moustache to hide a smile, but he +listened patiently to Sarah's complaints. + +"It ain't so much _him_ I should mind, sir," she continued, "but he goes +round the beds and wakes up the other young gentlemen and Miss Dora, one +after another, and when I speak to him, he gives me all the sauce he can +lay his tongue to, and says he's going round the guards. The other night +I tried to put him back in his bed, but he got away and ran all over the +house, me hunting him everywhere, and not a sign of him, till he jumps +out on me from the garret stairs and nearly knocks me down. 'I've +visited the outposts, Sarah,' says he; 'all's well.' And off he goes to +bed as bold as brass." + +"Have you spoken to your mistress?" asked the Captain. + +"Yes, sir," said Sarah. "And missis spoke to him, and he promised not to +go round the guards again." + +"Has he broken his promise?" asked the Captain, with a look of anger, +and also of surprise. + +"When I opened the door last night, sir," continued Sarah, in her shrill +treble, "what should I see in the dark but Master Robert a-walking up +and down with the carpet-brush stuck in his arm. 'Who goes there?' says +he. 'You awdacious boy!' says I, 'Didn't you promise your ma you'd leave +off them tricks?' 'I'm not going round the guards,' says he; 'I promised +not. But I'm for sentry-duty to-night.' And say what I would to him, all +he had for me was, 'You mustn't speak to a sentry on duty.' So I says, +'As sure as I live till morning, I'll go to your pa,' for he pays no +more attention to his ma than to me, nor to any one else." + +"Please to see that the bed is taken out of my dressing-room," said the +Captain. "I will attend to Master Robert." + +With this Sarah had to content herself, and she went back to the +nursery. Robert was nowhere to be seen, and made no reply to her +summons. On this the unwary nursemaid flounced into the bed-room to look +for him, when Robert, who was hidden beneath a table, darted forth, and +promptly locked her in. + +"You're under arrest," he shouted, through the keyhole. + +"Let me out!" shrieked Sarah. + +"I'll send a file of the guard to fetch you to the orderly-room, +by-and-by," said Robert, "for 'preferring frivolous complaints.'" And he +departed to the farmyard to look at the ducks. + +That night, when Robert went up to bed, the Captain quietly locked him +into his dressing-room, from which the bed had been removed. + +"You're for sentry duty, to-night," said the Captain. "The carpet-brush +is in the corner. Good-evening." + +As his father anticipated, Robert was soon tired of the sentry game in +these new circumstances, and long before the night had half worn away he +wished himself safely undressed and in his own comfortable bed. At +half-past twelve o'clock he felt as if he could bear it no longer, and +knocked at the Captain's door. + +"Who goes there?" said the Captain. + +"Mayn't I go to bed, please?" whined poor Robert. + +"Certainly not," said the Captain. "You're on duty." + +And on duty poor Robert had to remain, for the Captain had a will as +well as his son. So he rolled himself up in his father's railway rug, +and slept on the floor. + +The next night he was very glad to go quietly to bed, and remain there. + + +IV. + +The Captain's children sat at breakfast in a large, bright nursery. It +was the room where the old bachelor had died, and now _her_ children +made it merry. This was just what he would have wished. + +They all sat round the table, for it was breakfast-time. There were five +of them, and five bowls of boiled bread-and-milk smoked before them. +Sarah (a foolish, gossiping girl, who acted as nurse till better could +be found) was waiting on them, and by the table sat Darkie, the black +retriever, his long, curly back swaying slightly from the difficulty of +holding himself up, and his solemn hazel eyes fixed very intently on +each and all of the breakfast bowls. He was as silent and sagacious as +Sarah was talkative and empty-headed. Though large, he was unassuming. +Pax, the pug, on the contrary, who came up to the first joint of +Darkie's leg, stood defiantly on his dignity (and his short stumps). He +always placed himself in front of the bigger dog, and made a point of +hustling him in doorways and of going first downstairs. + +Robert's tongue was seldom idle, even at meals. "Sarah, who is that tall +old gentleman at church, in the seat near the pulpit?" he asked. "He +wears a cloak like what the Blues wear, only all blue, and is tall +enough for a Life-guardsman. He stood when we were kneeling down, and +said, _Almighty and most merciful Father_, louder than anybody." + +Sarah knew who the old gentleman was, and knew also that the children +did not know, and that their parents did not see fit to tell them as +yet. But she had a passion for telling and hearing news, and would +rather gossip with a child than not gossip at all. "Never you mind, +Master Robin," she said, nodding sagaciously. "Little boys aren't to +know everything." + +"Ah, then, I know you don't know," replied Robert; "if you did, you'd +tell." + +"I do," said Sarah. + +"You don't," said Robin. + +"Your ma's forbid you to contradict, Master Robin," said Sarah; "and if +you do I shall tell her. I know well enough who the old gentleman is, +and perhaps I might tell you, only you'd go straight off and tell +again." + +"No, no, I wouldn't!" shouted Robin. "I can keep a secret, indeed I can! +Pinch my little finger, and try. Do, do tell me, Sarah, there's a dear +Sarah, and then I shall know you know." And he danced round her, +catching at her skirts. + +To keep a secret was beyond Sarah's powers. + +"Do let my dress be, Master Robin," she said, "you're ripping out all +the gathers, and listen while I whisper. As sure as you're a living boy, +that gentleman's your own grandpapa." + +Robin lost his hold on Sarah's dress; his arms fell by his side, and he +stood with his brows knit for some minutes, thinking. Then he said, +emphatically, "What lies you do tell, Sarah!" + +"Oh, Robin!" cried Nicholas, who had drawn near, his thick curls +standing stark with curiosity, "Mamma said 'lies' wasn't a proper word, +and you promised not to say it again." + +"I forgot," said Robin, "I didn't mean to break my promise. But she does +tell--ahem!--_you know what_." + +"You wicked boy!" cried the enraged Sarah; "how dare you say such a +thing, and everybody in the place knows he's your ma's own pa." + +"I'll go and ask her," said Robin, and he was at the door in a moment; +but Sarah, alarmed by the thought of getting into a scrape herself, +caught him by the arm. + +"Don't you go, love; it'll only make your ma angry. There; it was all my +nonsense." + +"Then it's not true?" said Robin, indignantly. "What did you tell me so +for?" + +"It was all my jokes and nonsense," said the unscrupulous Sarah, "But +your ma wouldn't like to know I've said such a thing. And Master Robert +wouldn't be so mean as to tell tales, would he, love?" + +"I'm not mean," said Robin stoutly; "and I don't tell tales; but you do, +and you tell _you know what_, besides. However, I won't go this time; +but I'll tell you what--if you tell tales of me to papa any more, I'll +tell him what you said about the old gentleman in the blue cloak." With +which parting threat Robin strode off to join his brothers and sisters. + + +V. + +After Robert left the nursery he strolled out of doors, and, peeping +through the gate at the end of the drive, he saw a party of boys going +through what looked like a military exercise with sticks and a good deal +of stamping; but, instead of mere words of command, they all spoke by +turns, as in a play. Not being at all shy, he joined them, and asked so +many questions that he soon got to know all about it. They were +practicing a Christmas mumming-play, called "The Peace Egg." Why it was +called thus they could not tell him, as there was nothing whatever about +eggs in it, and so far from being a play of peace, it was made up of a +series of battles between certain valiant knights and princes. The +rehearsal being over, Robin went with the boys to the sexton's house (he +was father to one of the characters called the "King of Egypt") where +they showed him the dresses they were to wear. These were made of +gay-colored materials, and covered with ribbons, except that of the +"Black Prince of Paradine," which was black, as became his title. The +boys also showed him the book from which they learned their parts, and +which was to be bought at the post-office store. + +"Then are you the mummers who come round at Christmas, and act in +people's kitchens, and people give them money, that mamma used to tell +us about?" said Robin. + +The boy hesitated a moment and then said, "Well, I suppose we are." + +"And do you go out in the snow from one house to another at night; and +oh, don't you enjoy it?" cried Robin. + +"We like it well enough," the lad admitted. + +Robin bought a copy of "The Peace Egg." He was resolved to have a +nursery performance, and to take the chief part himself. The others +were willing for what he wished, but there were difficulties. In the +first place, there are eight characters in the play, and there were only +five children. They decided among themselves to leave out the "Fool," +and Mamma said that another character was not to be acted by any of +them, or indeed mentioned; "the little one who comes in at the end," +Robin explained. Mamma had her reasons, and these were always good. She +had not been altogether pleased that Robin had bought the play. It was a +very old thing, she said, and very queer; not adapted for a child's +play. If Mamma thought the parts not quite fit for the children to +learn, they found them much too long: so in the end she picked out some +bits for each, which they learned easily, and which, with a good deal of +fighting, made quite as good a story of it as if they had done the +whole. What may have been wanting otherwise was made up for by the +dresses, which were charming. + +Robin was St. George, Nicholas the valiant Slasher, Dora the Doctor, and +the other two Hector and the King of Egypt. "And now we've no Black +Prince!" cried Robin in dismay. + +"Let Darkie be the Black Prince," said Nicholas. + +"When you wave your stick he'll jump for it, and then you can pretend to +fight with him." + +"It's not a stick, it's a sword," said Robin. + +"However, Darkie may be the Black Prince." + +"And what's Pax to be?" asked Dora; "for you know he will come if Darkie +does, and he'll run in before everybody else too." + +"Then he must be the Fool," said Robin, "and it will do very well, for +the Fool comes in before the rest, and Pax can have his red coat on, and +the collar with the little bells." + + +VI. + +Robin thought that Christmas would never come. To the Captain and his +wife it seemed to come too fast. They had hoped it might bring +reconciliation with the old man, but it seemed they had hoped in vain. + +There were times now when the Captain almost regretted the old +bachelor's bequest. The familiar scenes of her old home sharpened his +wife's grief. To see her father every Sunday in church, with marks of +age and infirmity upon him, but with not a look of tenderness for his +only child, this tried her sorely. + +"She felt it less abroad," thought the Captain. "A home in which she +frets herself to death, is after all, no great boon." + +Christmas Eve came. + +"I'm sure it's quite Christmas enough now," said Robin. "We'll have 'The +Peace Egg' to-night." + +So as the Captain and his wife sat sadly over their fire, the door +opened, and Pax ran in shaking his bells, and followed by the nursery +mummers. The performance was most successful. It was by no means +pathetic, and yet, as has been said, the Captain's wife shed tears. + +"What is the matter, mamma?" said Robert, abruptly dropping his sword +and running up to her. + +"Don't tease mamma with questions," said the Captain; "she is not very +well, and rather sad. We must all be very kind and good to poor dear +mamma;" and the Captain raised his wife's hand to his lips as he spoke. +Robin seized the other hand and kissed it tenderly. He was very fond of +his mother. At this moment Pax took a little run, and jumped on to +mamma's lap, where, sitting facing the company, he opened his black +mouth and yawned, with a ludicrous inappropriateness worthy of any +clown. It made everybody laugh. + +"And now we'll go and act in the kitchen," said Nicholas. + +"Supper at nine o'clock, remember," shouted the Captain. "And we are +going to have real frumenty and Yule cakes, such as mamma used to tell +us of when we were abroad." + +"Hurray!" shouted the mummers, and they ran off, Pax leaping from his +seat just in time to hustle the Black Prince in the doorway. When the +dining-room door was shut, Robert raised his hand, and said "Hush!" + +The mummers pricked their ears, but there was only a distant harsh and +scraping sound, as of stones rubbed together. + +"They're cleaning the passages," Robert went on, "and Sarah told me they +meant to finish the mistletoe, and have everything cleaned up by +supper-time. They don't want us, I know. Look here, we'll go _real +mumming_ instead. That _will_ be fun!" + +Nicholas grinned with delight. + +"But will mamma let us?" he enquired. + +"Oh, it will be all right if we're back by supper-time," said Robert, +hastily. "Only of course we must take care not to catch cold. Come and +help me to get some wraps." + +The old oak chest in which spare shawls, rugs, and coats were kept was +soon ransacked, and the mummers' gay dresses hidden by motley wrappers. +But no sooner did Darkie and Pax behold the coats, etc., than they at +once began to leap and bark, as it was their custom to do when they saw +any one dressing to go out. Robin was sorely afraid that this would +betray them; but though the Captain and his wife heard the barking they +did not guess the cause. + +So the front door being very gently opened and closed, the nursery +mummers stole away. + + +VII. + +It was a very fine night. The snow was well-trodden on the drive, so +that it did not wet their feet, but on the trees and shrubs it hung soft +and white. + +"It's much jollier being out at night than in the daytime," said Robin. + +"Much," responded Nicholas, with intense feeling. + +"We'll go a wassailing next week," said Robin. "I know all about it, and +perhaps we shall get a good lot of money, and then we'll buy tin swords +with scabbards for next year. I don't like these sticks. Oh, dear, I +wish it wasn't so long between one Christmas and another." + +"Where shall we go first?" asked Nicholas, as they turned into the high +road. + +"This is the first house," he said. "We'll act here;" and all pressed in +as quickly as possible. Once safe within the grounds, they shouldered +their sticks, and marched with composure. + +"You're going to the front door," said Nicholas. "Mummers ought to go to +the back." + +"We don't know where it is," said Robin, and he rang the front-door +bell. There was a pause. Then lights shone, steps were heard, and at +last a sound of much unbarring, unbolting, and unlocking. It might have +been a prison. Then the door was opened by an elderly, timid-looking +woman, who held a tallow candle above her head. + +"Who's there?" she said, "at this time of night." + +"We're Christmas mummers," said Robin, stoutly; "we didn't know the way +to the back door, but----" + +"And don't you know better than to come here?" said the woman. "Be off +with you, as fast as you can." + +"You're only the servant," said Robin. "Go and ask your master and +mistress if they wouldn't like to see us act. We do it very well." + +"You impudent boy, be off with you!" repeated the woman. "Master'd no +more let you nor any other such rubbish set foot in this house----" + +"Woman!" shouted a voice close behind her, which made her start as if +she had been shot, "who authorizes you to say what your master will or +will not do, before you've asked him? The boy is right. You _are_ the +servant, and it is not your business to choose for me whom I shall or +shall not see." + +"I meant no harm, sir, I'm sure," said the housekeeper; "but I thought +you'd never----" + +"My good woman," said her master, "if I had wanted somebody to think for +me, you're the last person I should have employed. I hire you to obey +orders, not to think." + +"I'm sure, sir," said the housekeeper, whose only form of argument was +reiteration, "I never thought you would have seen them----" + +"Then you were wrong," shouted her master. "I will see them. Bring them +in." + +He was a tall, gaunt old man, and Robin stared at him for some minutes, +wondering where he could have seen somebody very like him. At last he +remembered. It was the old gentleman of the blue cloak. + +The children threw off their wraps, the housekeeper helping them, and +chattering ceaselessly, from sheer nervousness. + +"Well, to be sure," said she, "their dresses are pretty, too. And they +seem quite a better sort of children, they talk quite genteel. I might +ha' knowed they weren't like common mummers, but I was so flusterated +hearing the bell go so late, and----" + +"Are they ready?" said the old man, who had stood like a ghost in the +dim light of the flaring tallow candle, grimly watching the proceedings. + +"Yes, sir. Shall I take them to the kitchen, sir?" + +"----for you and the other idle hussies to gape and grin at? No. Bring +them to the library," he snapped, and then stalked off, leading the way. + +The housekeeper accordingly led them to the library, and then withdrew, +nearly falling on her face as she left the room by stumbling over +Darkie, who slipped in last like a black shadow. + +The old man was seated in a carved oak chair by the fire. + +"I never said the dogs were to come in," he said. + +"But we can't do without them, please," said Robin, boldly. "You see +there are eight people in 'The Peace Egg,' and there are only five of +us; and so Darkie has to be the Black Prince, and Pax has to be the +Fool, and so we have to have them." + +"Five and two make seven," said the old man, with a grim smile; "what do +you do for the eighth?" + +"Oh, that's the little one at the end," said Robin, confidently. "Mamma +said we weren't to mention him, but I think that's because we're +children.--You're grown up, you know, so I'll show you the book, and you +can see for yourself," he went on, drawing "The Peace Egg" from his +pocket: "there, that's the picture of him, on the last page; black, with +horns and a tail." + +The old man's stern face relaxed into a broad smile as he examined the +grotesque woodcut; but when he turned to the first page the smile +vanished in a deep frown, and his eyes shone like hot coals with anger. +He had seen Robin's name. + +"Who sent you here?" he asked, in a hoarse voice. "Speak, and speak the +truth! Did your mother send you here?" + +Robin thought the old man was angry with them for playing truant. He +said, slowly, "N--no. She didn't exactly send us; but I don't think +she'll mind our having come if we get back in time for supper. Mamma +never _forbid_ our going mumming, you know." + +"I don't suppose she ever thought of it," Nicholas said candidly, +wagging his curly head from side to side. + +"She knows we're mummers," said Robin, "for she helped us. When we were +abroad, you know, she used to tell us about the mummers acting at +Christmas, when she was a little girl; and so we thought we'd be +mummers, and so we acted to papa and mamma, and so we thought we'd act +to the maids, but they were cleaning the passages, and so we thought +we'd really go mumming; and we've got several other houses to go to +before supper-time; we'd better begin, I think," said Robin; and without +more ado he began to march round and round, raising his sword, and the +performance went off quite as creditably as before. + +As the children acted the old man's anger wore off. He watched them with +an interest he could not repress. When Nicholas took some hard thwacks +from Robert without flinching, the old man clapped his hands; and after +the encounter was over, he said he would not have had the dogs excluded +on any consideration. It was just at the end, when they were all +marching round and round, holding on by each other's swords "over the +shoulder," and singing "A mumming we will go, etc.," that Nicholas +suddenly brought the circle to a stand-still by stopping dead short, and +staring up at the wall before him. + +"What _are_ you stopping for?" said Robert, turning indignantly around. + +"Look there!" cried Nicholas, pointing to a little painting which hung +above the old man's head. + +Robin looked, and said abruptly, "It's Dora." + +"Which is Dora?" asked the old man in a strange, sharp tone. + +"Here she is," said Robin and Nicholas in one breath, as they dragged +her forward. + +"She's the Doctor," said Robin, "and you can't see her face for her +things. Dor, take off your cap and pull back that hood. There! Oh, it +_is_ like her!" + +It was the portrait of her mother as a child; but of this the nursery +mummers knew nothing. The old man looked as the peaked cap and hood fell +away from Dora's face and fair curls, and then he uttered a sharp cry, +and buried his head upon his hands. The boys stood stupefied, but Dora +ran up to him, and putting her little hands on his arms, said, in +childish pitying tones, "Oh, I am so sorry! Have you got a headache? May +Robin put the shovel in the fire for you? Mamma has hot shovels for her +headaches." And though the old man did not speak or move, she went on +coaxing him, and stroking his head, on which the hair was white. At this +moment Pax took one of his unexpected runs, and jumped on to the old +man's knee, in his own particular fashion, and then yawned at the +company. The old man was startled, and lifted his face suddenly. It was +wet with tears. + +"Why, you're crying!" exclaimed the children with one breath. + +"It's very odd," said Robin, fretfully. "I can't think what's the matter +to-night. Mamma was crying too when we were acting, and papa said we +weren't to tease her with questions, and he kissed her hand, and I +kissed her hand too. And papa said we must all be very good and kind to +poor dear mamma, and so I mean to be, she's so good. And I think we'd +better go home, or perhaps she'll be frightened," Robin added. + +"She's so good, is she?" asked the old man. He had put Pax off his +knee, and taken Dora on to it. + +"Oh, isn't she!" said Nicholas, swaying his curly head from side to side +as usual. + +"She's always good," said Robin, emphatically; "and so's papa. But I'm +always doing something I oughtn't to," he added, slowly. "But then, you +know, I don't pretend to obey Sarah. I don't care a fig for Sarah; and I +won't obey any woman but mamma." + +"Who's Sarah?" asked the grandfather. + +"She's our nurse," said Robin, "and she tells--I mustn't say what she +tells--but it's not the truth. She told one about _you_ the other day," +he added. + +"About me?" said the old man. + +"She said you were our grandpapa. So then I knew she was telling _you +know what_." + +"How did you know it wasn't true?" the old man asked. + +"Why, of course," said Robin, "if you were our mamma's father, you'd +know her, and be very fond of her, and come to see her. And then you'd +be our grandfather, too, and you'd have us to see you, and perhaps give +us Christmas-boxes. I wish you were," Robin added with a sigh. "It would +be very nice." + +"Would _you_ like it?" asked the old man of Dora. + +And Dora, who was half asleep and very comfortable, put her little arms +about his neck as she was wont to put them around the Captain's, and +said, "Very much." + +He put her down at last, very tenderly, almost unwillingly, and left the +children alone. By-and-by he returned, dressed in the blue cloak, and +took Dora up again. + +"I will see you home," he said. + +The children had not been missed. The clock had only just struck nine +when there came a knock on the door of the dining-room, where the +Captain and his wife still sat by the Yule log. She said "Come in," +wearily, thinking it was the frumenty and the Christmas cakes. + +But it was her father, with her child in his arms! + + +VIII. + +The Captain had many friends who knew of the sad estrangement between +his wife and her father. Some of them were in church the next day, which +was Christmas Day, when the Captain's wife came in. They would have hid +their faces, but for the startling sight that met the gaze of the +congregation. The old grandfather walked into church abreast of the +Captain. + +"They've met in the porch," whispered one under the shelter of his hat. + +"They can't quarrel publicly in a place of worship," said another, +turning pale. + +"She's gone into his seat," cried a girl in a shrill whisper. + +"And the children after her," added her sister, incautiously aloud. + +There was now no doubt about the matter. The old man in his blue cloak +stood for a few moments politely disputing the question of precedence +with his handsome son-in-law. Then the Captain bowed and passed in, and +the old man followed him. + +By the time that the service was ended everybody knew of the happy +peacemaking, and was glad. One old friend after another came up with +blessings and good wishes. This was a proper Christmas, indeed, they +said. 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BIBLE HOUSE, NEW YORK." /></div> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_10" id="Page_10">[Pg 10]</a></span></p> + +<p class="tbrk"> </p> + +<hr class="smler" /> + +<h4>Copyright 1895.<br /><span class="smcap">By Louis Klopsch</span>.</h4> + +<hr class="smler" /> + +<p class="tbrk"> </p> + +<h4><span class="smcap">Press and Bindery of</span><br />HISTORICAL PUBLISHING CO.,<br />PHILADELPHIA.</h4> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11">[Pg 11]</a></span></p> + +<h2>TABLE OF CONTENTS.</h2> + +<hr class="tiny" /> + +<div class="index"> +<ul> +<li><a href="#A_CHRISTMAS_CAROL">A Christmas Carol</a> +<ul> + <li class="subitem"><span class="smcap">Charles Dickens</span>.</li> +</ul></li> +<li><a href="#THE_CHRISTMAS_BABE">The Christmas Babe</a> +<ul> + <li class="subitem"><span class="smcap">Margaret E. Sangster</span>.</li> +</ul></li> +<li><a href="#A_WESTERN_CHRISTMAS_IN_THE_OLD_DAYS">A Western Christmas</a> +<ul> + <li class="subitem"><span class="smcap">Mrs. W. H. Corning</span>.</li> +</ul></li> +<li><a href="#JOES_SEARCH_FOR_SANTA_CLAUS">Joe's Search for Santa Claus</a> +<ul> + <li class="subitem"><span class="smcap">Irving Bacheller</span>.</li> +</ul></li> +<li><a href="#ANGELAS_CHRISTMAS">Angela's Christmas</a> +<ul> + <li class="subitem"><span class="smcap">Julia Schayer</span>.</li> +</ul></li> +<li><a href="#THE_FIRST_PURITAN_CHRISTMAS_TREE">The First Puritan Christmas Tree</a> +<ul> + <li class="subitem">(<span class="smcap">Anonymous</span>.)</li> +</ul></li> +<li><a href="#THE_FIRST_CHRISTMAS_IN_NEW_ENGLAND">First New England Christmas</a> +<ul> + <li class="subitem"><span class="smcap">Hezekiah Butterworth</span>.</li> +</ul></li> +<li><a href="#THE_CHIMES">The Chimes</a> +<ul> + <li class="subitem"><span class="smcap">Charles Dickens</span>.</li> +</ul></li> +<li><a href="#BILLYS_SANTA_CLAUS_EXPERIENCE">Billy's Santa Claus Experience</a> +<ul> + <li class="subitem"><span class="smcap">Cornelia Redmond</span>.</li> +</ul></li> +<li><a href="#CHRISTMAS_IN_POGANUC">Christmas in Poganuc</a> +<ul> + <li class="subitem"><span class="smcap">Mrs. H. B. Stowe</span>.</li> +</ul></li> +<li><a href="#THE_CHRISTMAS_PRINCESS">The Christmas Princess</a> +<ul> + <li class="subitem"><span class="smcap">Mrs. Molesworth</span>.</li> +</ul></li> +<li><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12">[Pg 12]</a></span><a href="#WIDOW_TOWNSENDS_VISITOR">Widow Townsend's Visitor</a> +<ul> + <li class="subitem">(<span class="smcap">Anonymous</span>.)</li> +</ul></li> +<li><a href="#THE_OLD_MANS_CHRISTMAS">The Old Man's Christmas</a> +<ul> + <li class="subitem"><span class="smcap">Ella Wheeler Wilcox</span>.</li> +</ul></li> +<li><a href="#THE_CHRISTMAS_GOBLINS">The Christmas Goblin</a> +<ul> + <li class="subitem"><span class="smcap">Charles Dickens</span>.</li> +</ul></li> +<li><a href="#THE_SONG_OF_THE_STAR">The Song of the Star</a> +<ul> + <li class="subitem"><span class="smcap">C. H. Mead</span>.</li> +</ul></li> +<li><a href="#INDIAN_PETES_CHRISTMAS_GIFT">Indian Pete's Christmas Gift</a> +<ul> + <li class="subitem"><span class="smcap">H. W. Collingwood</span>.</li> +</ul></li> +<li><a href="#MY_CHRISTMAS_DINNER">My Christmas Dinner</a> +<ul> + <li class="subitem">(<span class="smcap">Anonymous</span>.)</li> +</ul></li> +<li><a href="#THE_POOR_TRAVELER">The Poor Traveler</a> +<ul> + <li class="subitem"><span class="smcap">Charles Dickens</span>.</li> +</ul></li> +<li><a href="#THE_LEGEND_OF_THE_CHRISTMAS_TREE">The Legend of the Christmas Tree</a> +<ul> + <li class="subitem">(<span class="smcap">Anonymous</span>.)</li> +</ul></li> +<li><a href="#THE_PEACE_EGG">The Peace Egg</a> +<ul> + <li class="subitem"><span class="smcap">Juliana Horatia Ewing</span>.</li> +</ul></li> +</ul> +</div> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13">[Pg 13]</a></span></p> + +<h1>CHRISTMAS TALES.</h1> + +<hr class="smler" /> + +<h2><a name="A_CHRISTMAS_CAROL" id="A_CHRISTMAS_CAROL"></a>A CHRISTMAS CAROL.</h2> + +<h3>BY CHARLES DICKENS.</h3> + +<hr class="tiny" /> + +<h3><span class="smcap">Stave One</span>.</h3> + +<h3>MARLEY'S GHOST.</h3> + +<p>Marley was dead, to begin with. There is no doubt whatever about that. +The register of his burial was signed by the clergyman, the clerk, the +undertaker, and the chief mourner. Scrooge signed it. And Scrooge's name +was good upon 'Change, for anything he chose to put his hand to.</p> + +<p>Old Marley was dead as a door-nail.</p> + +<p>Scrooge knew he was dead? Of course he did. How could it be otherwise? +Scrooge and he were partners for I don't know how many years. Scrooge +was his sole executor, his sole administrator, his sole assign, his sole +residuary legatee, his sole friend, and sole mourner. And even Scrooge +was not so dreadfully cut up by the sad event, but that he was an +excellent man of business on the very day of the funeral, and solemnized +it with an undoubted bargain.</p> + +<p>The mention of Marley's funeral brings me back to the point I started +from. There is no doubt that Marley was dead. This must be distinctly +understood, or nothing wonderful can come of the story I am going to relate.</p> + +<p>Scrooge never painted out Old Marley's name.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14">[Pg 14]</a></span> There it stood, years +afterward, above the warehouse door: Scrooge and Marley. The firm was +known as Scrooge and Marley. Sometimes people new to the business called +Scrooge Scrooge, and sometimes Marley, but he answered to both names. It +was all the same to him.</p> + +<p>Oh! But he was a tight-fisted hand at the grindstone, Scrooge! a +squeezing, wrenching, grasping, scraping, clutching, covetous, old +sinner! Hard and sharp as flint, from which no steel had ever struck out +generous fire; secret and self-contained, and solitary as an oyster. The +cold within him froze his old features, nipped his pointed nose, +shriveled his cheek, stiffened his gait; made his eyes red, his thin +lips blue; and spoke out shrewdly in his grating voice. A frosty rime on +his head, and on his eyebrows, and his wiry chin.</p> + +<p>External heat and cold had little influence on Scrooge. No warmth could +warm, no wintry weather chill him. No wind that blew was bitterer than +he, no falling snow was more intent upon its purpose, no pelting rain +less open to entreaty. Foul weather didn't know where to have him. The +heaviest rain, and snow, and hail, and sleet, could boast of the +advantage over him in only one respect. They often "came down" +handsomely, and Scrooge never did.</p> + +<p>Nobody ever stopped him in the street to say, with gladsome looks, "My +dear Scrooge, how are you? When will you come to see me?" No beggars +implored him to bestow a trifle, no children asked him what it was +o'clock, no man or woman ever once in all his life inquired the way to +such and such a place, of Scrooge.</p> + +<p>But what did Scrooge care? It was the very thing he liked. To edge his +way along the crowded paths of life, warning all human sympathy to keep +its distance, was what the knowing ones call "nuts" to Scrooge.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15">[Pg 15]</a></span></p><p>Once upon a time—of all the good days in the year, on Christmas +Eve—old Scrooge sat busy in his counting-house. It was cold, bleak, +biting weather: foggy withal: and he could hear the people in the court +outside, go wheezing up and down, beating their hands upon their +breasts, and stamping their feet upon the pavement stones to warm them. +The city clocks had only just gone three, but it was quite dark +already—it had not been light all day—and candles were flaring in the +windows of the neighboring offices, like ruddy smears upon the palpable brown air.</p> + +<p>The door of Scrooge's counting-house was open, that he might keep his +eye upon his clerk, who in a dismal little cell beyond, a sort of tank, +was copying letters. Scrooge had a very small fire, but the clerk's fire +was so very much smaller that it looked like one coal. But he couldn't +replenish it, for Scrooge kept the coal-box in his own room; and so +surely as the clerk came in with the shovel, the master predicted that +it would be necessary for them to part. Wherefore the clerk put on his +white comforter, and tried to warm himself at the candle; in which +effort, not being a man of strong imagination, he failed.</p> + +<p>"A merry Christmas, uncle! God save you!" cried a cheerful voice. It was +the voice of Scrooge's nephew, who came upon him so quickly that this +was the first intimation he had of his approach.</p> + +<p>"Bah!" said Scrooge. "Humbug!"</p> + +<p>He had so heated himself with rapid walking in the fog and frost, this +nephew of Scrooge's, that he was all in a glow; his face was ruddy and +handsome; his eyes sparkled, and his breath smoked again.</p> + +<p>"Christmas a humbug, uncle!" said Scrooge's nephew. "You don't mean +that, I am sure?"</p> + +<p>"I do," said Scrooge. "Merry Christmas!<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16">[Pg 16]</a></span> What right have you to be +merry? What reason have you to be merry? You're poor enough."</p> + +<p>"Come then," returned the nephew gaily. "What right have you to be +dismal? What reason have you to be morose? You're rich enough."</p> + +<p>Scrooge having no better answer ready on the spur of the moment, said, +"Bah!" again; and followed it up with, "Keep Christmas in your own way, +and let me keep it in mine."</p> + +<p>"Keep it!" repeated Scrooge's nephew. "But you don't keep it."</p> + +<p>"Let me leave it alone, then," said Scrooge. "Much good may it do you! +Much good it has ever done you!"</p> + +<p>"There are many things from which I might have derived good, by which I +have not profited, I dare say," returned the nephew, "Christmas among +the rest. But I am sure I have always thought of Christmas time, when it +has come round—apart from the veneration due to its sacred name and +origin, if anything belonging to it can be apart from that—as a good +time; a kind, forgiving, charitable, pleasant time; the only time I know +of, in the long calendar of the year, when men and women seem by one +consent to open their shut-up hearts freely, and to think of people +below them as if they really were fellow-passengers to the grave, and +not another race of creatures bound on other journeys. And therefore, +uncle, though it has never put a scrap of gold or silver in my pocket, I +believe that it <i>has</i> done me good, and <i>will</i> do me good; and I say, +God bless it!"</p> + +<p>The clerk in the tank involuntarily applauded. Becoming immediately +sensible of the impropriety, he poked the fire, and extinguished the +last frail spark for ever.</p> + +<p>"Let me hear another sound from <i>you</i>," said Scrooge, "and you'll keep +your Christmas by losing your situation. You're quite a powerful<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17">[Pg 17]</a></span> +speaker, sir," he added, turning to his nephew. "I wonder you don't go into Parliament."</p> + +<p>"Don't be angry, uncle. Come! Dine with us to-morrow."</p> + +<p>Scrooge said that he would see him—yes, indeed he did. He went the +whole length of the expression, and said that he would see him in that extremity first.</p> + +<p>"But why?" cried Scrooge's nephew, "Why?"</p> + +<p>"Why did you get married?" said Scrooge.</p> + +<p>"Because I fell in love."</p> + +<p>"Because you fell in love!" growled Scrooge, as if that were the only +one thing in the world more ridiculous than a merry Christmas. "Good afternoon!"</p> + +<p>"Nay, uncle, but you never came to see me before that happened. Why give +it as a reason for not coming now?"</p> + +<p>"Good afternoon," said Scrooge.</p> + +<p>"I want nothing from you; I ask nothing of you; why cannot we be friends?"</p> + +<p>"Good afternoon," said Scrooge.</p> + +<p>"I am sorry, with all my heart, to find you so resolute. We have never +had any quarrel, to which I have been a party. But I have made the trial +in homage to Christmas, and I'll keep my Christmas humor to the last. So +a Merry Christmas, uncle!"</p> + +<p>"Good afternoon!" said Scrooge.</p> + +<p>"And a Happy New Year!"</p> + +<p>"Good afternoon!" said Scrooge.</p> + +<p>His nephew left the room without an angry word, notwithstanding. He +stopped at the outer door to bestow the greetings of the season on the +clerk, who, cold as he was, was warmer than Scrooge; for he returned them cordially.</p> + +<p>"There's another fellow," muttered Scrooge; who overheard him: "my +clerk, with fifteen shillings a week, and a wife and family, talking +about a merry Christmas. I'll retire to Bedlam."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18">[Pg 18]</a></span></p><p>This lunatic, in letting Scrooge's nephew out, had let two other people +in. They were portly gentlemen, pleasant to behold, and now stood, with +their hats off, in Scrooge's office. They had books and papers in their +hands, and bowed to him.</p> + +<p>"Scrooge and Marley's, I believe," said one of the gentlemen, referring +to his list. "Have I the pleasure of addressing Mr. Scrooge, or Mr. Marley?"</p> + +<p>"Mr. Marley has been dead these seven years," Scrooge replied. "He died +seven years ago, this very night."</p> + +<p>"We have no doubt his liberality is well represented by his surviving +partner," said the gentleman, presenting his credentials.</p> + +<p>It certainly was; for they had been two kindred spirits. At the ominous +word "liberality," Scrooge frowned, and shook his head, and handed the credentials back.</p> + +<p>"At this festive season of the year, Mr. Scrooge," said the gentleman, +taking up a pen, "it is more than usually desirable that we should make +some slight provision for the poor and destitute, who suffer greatly at +the present time. Many thousands are in want of common necessaries; +hundreds of thousands are in want of common comforts, sir."</p> + +<p>"Are there no prisons?" asked Scrooge.</p> + +<p>"Plenty of prisons," said the gentleman, laying down the pen again.</p> + +<p>"And the Union workhouses?" demanded Scrooge. "Are they still in operation?"</p> + +<p>"They are. Still," returned the gentleman, "I wish I could say they were +not. Under the impression that they scarcely furnish Christian cheer of +mind or body to the multitude, a few of us are endeavoring to raise a +fund to buy the poor some meat and drink, and means of warmth. We choose +this time, because it is a time, of all others,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19">[Pg 19]</a></span> when Want is keenly +felt, and Abundance rejoices. What shall I put you down for?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing!" Scrooge replied.</p> + +<p>"You wish to be anonymous?"</p> + +<p>"I wish to be left alone," said Scrooge. "Since you ask me what I wish, +gentlemen, that is my answer. I don't make merry myself at Christmas, +and I can't afford to make idle people merry. I help to support the +establishments I have mentioned—they cost enough; and those who are +badly off must go there."</p> + +<p>"Many can't go there; and many would rather die."</p> + +<p>"If they would rather die," said Scrooge, "they had better do it, and +decrease the surplus population. Besides—excuse me—I don't know that."</p> + +<p>"But you might know it," observed the gentleman.</p> + +<p>"It's not my business," Scrooge returned. "It's enough for a man to +understand his own business, and not to interfere with other people's. +Mine occupies me constantly. Good afternoon, gentlemen!"</p> + +<p>Seeing clearly that it would be useless to pursue their point, the +gentlemen withdrew. Scrooge resumed his labors with an improved opinion +of himself, and in a more facetious temper than was usual with him.</p> + +<p>At length the hour of shutting up the counting-house arrived. With an +ill-will Scrooge dismounted from his stool, and tacitly admitted the +fact to the expectant clerk in the tank, who instantly snuffed his +candle out, and put on his hat.</p> + +<p>"You'll want all day to-morrow, I suppose?" said Scrooge.</p> + +<p>"If quite convenient, sir."</p> + +<p>"It's not convenient," said Scrooge, "and it's not fair. If I was to +stop half-a-crown for it, you'd think yourself ill-used, I'll be bound?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20">[Pg 20]</a></span></p><p>The clerk smiled faintly.</p> + +<p>"And yet," said Scrooge, "you don't think <i>me</i> ill-used, when I pay a +day's wages for no work."</p> + +<p>The clerk observed that it was only once a year.</p> + +<p>"A poor excuse for picking a man's pocket every twenty-fifth of +December!" said Scrooge, buttoning his great coat to the chin. "But I +suppose you must have the whole day. Be here all the earlier next morning."</p> + +<p>The clerk promised that he would; and Scrooge walked out with a growl. +The office was closed in a twinkling, and the clerk, with the long ends +of his white comforter dangling below his waist (for he boasted no great +coat), went down a slide on Cornhill, at the end of a lane of boys, +twenty times, in honor of its being Christmas-eve, and then ran home to +Camden Town as hard as he could pelt, to play at blindman's buff.</p> + +<p>Scrooge took his melancholy dinner in his usual melancholy tavern; and +having read all the newspapers, and beguiled the rest of the evening +with his banker's-book, went home to bed. He lived in chambers which had +once belonged to his deceased partner. They were a gloomy suite of +rooms, in a lowering pile of building up a yard, where it had so little +business to be, that one could scarcely help fancying it must have run +there when it was a young house, playing at hide-and-seek with other +houses, and have forgotten the way out again. It was old enough now, and +dreary enough; for nobody lived in it but Scrooge, the other rooms being +all let out as offices.</p> + +<p>Every room above, and every cask in the wine-merchant's cellars below, +appeared to have a separate peal of echoes of its own. Scrooge was not a +man to be frightened by echoes. He fastened the door, and walked across +the hall, and up the stairs; slowly too: trimming his candle as he went. +Half a dozen gas-lamps out of the street wouldn't have<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21">[Pg 21]</a></span> lighted the +entry too well, so you may suppose that it was pretty dark with Scrooge's dip.</p> + +<p>Up Scrooge went, not caring a button for that. Darkness is cheap, and +Scrooge liked it. But before he shut his heavy door, he walked through +his rooms to see that all was right.</p> + +<p>Quite satisfied, he closed his door, and locked himself in; +double-locked himself in, which was not his custom. Thus secured against +surprise, he, took off his cravat; put on his dressing gown and +slippers, and his night-cap; and sat down before the fire to take his +gruel. As he threw his head back in the chair, his glance happened to +rest upon a bell, a disused bell, that hung in the room, and +communicated for some purpose now forgotten with a chamber in the +highest story of the building. It was with great astonishment, and with +a strange, inexplicable dread, that as he looked, he saw this bell begin +to swing. It swung so softly in the outset that it scarcely made a +sound; but soon it rang out loudly, and so did every bell in the house.</p> + +<p>This might have lasted half a minute, or a minute, but it seemed an +hour. The bells ceased as they had begun, together. They were succeeded +by a clanking noise deep down below, as if some person were dragging a +heavy chain over the casks in the wine-merchant's cellar. Scrooge then +remembered to have heard that ghosts in haunted houses were described as +dragging chains.</p> + +<p>The cellar-door flew open with a booming sound, and then he heard the +noise much louder, on the floors below; then coming up the stairs; then +coming straight toward his door.</p> + +<p>"It's humbug still!" said Scrooge. "I won't believe it."</p> + +<p>His color changed though, when, without a pause, it came on through the +heavy door, and passed into the room before his eyes. Upon its<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22">[Pg 22]</a></span> coming +in, the dying flame leaped up, as though it cried "I know him! Marley's ghost!" and fell again.</p> + +<p>The same face: the very same. The chain he drew was clasped about his +middle. It was long and wound about him like a tail; and it was made +(for Scrooge observed it closely) of cash-boxes, keys, padlocks, +ledgers, deeds, and heavy purses wrought in steel.</p> + +<p>"How now" said Scrooge, caustic and cold as ever. "What do you want with me?"</p> + +<p>"Much!"—Marley's voice, no doubt about it.</p> + +<p>"Who are you?"</p> + +<p>"Ask me who I <i>was</i>."</p> + +<p>"Who <i>were</i> you then?" said Scrooge, raising his voice. "You're +particular, for a shade." He was going to say "<i>to</i> a shade," but +substituted this, as more appropriate.</p> + +<p>"In life I was your partner, Jacob Marley."</p> + +<p>"Can you—can you sit down?" asked Scrooge, looking doubtfully at him.</p> + +<p>"I can."</p> + +<p>"Do it, then."</p> + +<p>Scrooge asked the question, because he didn't know whether a ghost so +transparent might find himself in a condition to take a chair; and felt +that in the event of its being impossible, it might involve the +necessity of an embarrassing explanation. But the Ghost sat down on the +opposite side of the fireplace, as if he were quite used to it.</p> + +<p>Scrooge fell upon his knees, and clasped his hands before his face.</p> + +<p>"Mercy!" he said, "Dreadful apparition, why do you trouble me?"</p> + +<p>"Man of the worldly mind!" replied the Ghost, "do you believe in me or not?"</p> + +<p>"I do," said Scrooge. "I must. But why do spirits walk the earth, and +why do they come to me?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23">[Pg 23]</a></span></p><p>"It is required of every man," the Ghost returned, "that the spirit +within him should walk abroad among his fellow-men, and travel far and +wide; and if that spirit goes not forth in life, it is condemned to do +so after death. It is doomed to wander through the world—oh, woe is +me!—and witness what it cannot share, but might have shared on earth, +and turned to happiness!"</p> + +<p>The spectre raised a cry, and shook its chain and wrung its shadowy hands.</p> + +<p>"You are fettered," said Scrooge, trembling. "Tell me why?"</p> + +<p>"I wear the chain I forged in life," replied the Ghost. "I made it link +by link, and yard by yard; I girded it on of my own free will, and of my +own free will I wore it. Is its pattern strange to <i>you</i>?"</p> + +<p>Scrooge trembled more and more.</p> + +<p>"Or would you know," pursued the Ghost, "the weight and length of the +strong coil you bear yourself? It was full as heavy and as long as this, +seven Christmas Eves ago. You have labored on it since. It is a +ponderous chain!"</p> + +<p>Scrooge glanced about him on the floor, in the expectation of finding +himself surrounded by some fifty or sixty fathoms of iron cable; but he +could see nothing.</p> + +<p>"Jacob," he said imploringly. "Old Jacob Marley, tell me more. Speak +comfort to me, Jacob!"</p> + +<p>"I have none to give," the Ghost replied. "It comes from other regions, +Ebenezer Scrooge, and is conveyed by other ministers, to other kinds of +men. Nor can I tell you what I would. A very little more, is all +permitted to me. I cannot rest, I cannot stay, I cannot linger anywhere. +My spirit never walked beyond our counting-house—mark me!—in life my +spirit never roved beyond the narrow limits of our money-changing hole; +and weary journeys lie before me!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24">[Pg 24]</a></span></p><p>It was a habit with Scrooge, whenever he became thoughtful, to put his +hands in his breeches' pockets. Pondering on what the Ghost had said, he +did so now, but without lifting up his eyes, or getting off his knees.</p> + +<p>"You must have been very slow about it, Jacob," Scrooge observed, in a +business-like manner, though with humility and deference.</p> + +<p>"Slow!" the Ghost repeated.</p> + +<p>"Seven years dead," mused Scrooge. "And traveling all the time?"</p> + +<p>"The whole time," said the Ghost. "No rest, no peace. Incessant torture of remorse."</p> + +<p>"You travel fast?" said Scrooge.</p> + +<p>"On the wings of the wind," replied the Ghost.</p> + +<p>"You might have got over a great quantity of ground in seven years," said Scrooge.</p> + +<p>The Ghost, on hearing this set up another cry, and clanked its chain hideously.</p> + +<p>"Oh! captive, bound, and double-ironed," cried the Phantom, "not to know +that ages of incessant labor, by immortal creatures, for this earth must +pass into eternity before the good of which it is susceptible is all +developed. Not to know that any Christian spirit working kindly in its +little sphere, whatever it may be, will find its mortal life too short +for its vast means of usefulness. Not to know that no space of regret +can make amends for one life's opportunities misused! Yet such was I! +Oh! such was I!"</p> + +<p>"But you were always a good man of business, Jacob," faltered Scrooge, +who now began to apply this to himself.</p> + +<p>"Business!" cried the Ghost, wringing its hands again. "Mankind was my +business. The common welfare was my business; charity, mercy, +forbearance, and benevolence, were, all my business. The dealings of my +trade were but a drop of water in the comprehensive ocean of my business!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25">[Pg 25]</a></span></p><p>It held up its chain at arm's length, as if that were the cause of all +its unavailing grief, and flung it heavily upon the ground again.</p> + +<p>"At this time of the rolling year," the Spectre said, "I suffer most. +Why did I walk through crowds of fellow-beings with my eyes turned down, +and never raise them to that blessed Star which led the Wise Men to a +poor abode? Were there no poor homes to which its light would have +conducted <i>me</i>?"</p> + +<p>Scrooge was very much dismayed to hear the Spectre going on at this +rate, and began to quake exceedingly.</p> + +<p>"Hear me!" cried the Ghost. "My time is nearly gone."</p> + +<p>"I will," said Scrooge. "But don't be hard upon me! Don't be flowery, Jacob! Pray!"</p> + +<p>"How it is that I appear before you in a shape that you can see, I may +not tell. I have sat invisible beside you many and many a day."</p> + +<p>It was not an agreeable idea. Scrooge shivered, and wiped the +perspiration from his brow.</p> + +<p>"That is no light part of my penance," pursued the Ghost. "I am here +to-night to warn you, that you have yet a chance and hope of escaping my +fate. A chance and hope of my procuring, Ebenezer."</p> + +<p>"You were always a good friend to me," said Scrooge. "Thank'ee!"</p> + +<p>"You will be haunted," resumed the Ghost, "by Three Spirits."</p> + +<p>Scrooge's countenance fell.</p> + +<p>"Is that the chance and hope you mentioned. Jacob?" he demanded, in a +faltering voice.</p> + +<p>"It is."</p> + +<p>"I—I think I'd rather not," said Scrooge.</p> + +<p>"Without their visits," said the Ghost, "you cannot hope to shun the +path I tread. Expect the first to-morrow, when the bell tolls One."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26">[Pg 26]</a></span></p><p>"Couldn't I take 'em all at once, and have it over, Jacob?" hinted +Scrooge.</p> + +<p>"Expect the second on the next night at the same hour. The third, upon +the next night when the last stroke of Twelve has ceased to vibrate. +Look to see me no more; and look that, for your own sake, you remember +what has passed between us!"</p> + +<p>The apparition walked backward from him toward the window, and floated +out upon the bleak, dark night.</p> + +<p>Scrooge followed to the window; desperate in his curiosity. He looked out.</p> + +<p>The air was filled with phantoms, wandering hither and thither in +restless haste, and moaning as they went. Every one of them wore chains +like Marley's ghost; some few (they might be guilty governments) were +linked together; none were free. Many had been personally known to +Scrooge in their lives. He had been quite familiar with one old ghost, +in a white waistcoat, with a monstrous iron safe attached to its ankle, +who cried piteously at being unable to assist a wretched woman with an +infant, whom it saw below upon a door-step. The misery with them all +was, clearly, that they sought to interfere, for good, in human matters +and had lost the power for ever.</p> + +<p>Whether these creatures faded into mist, or mist enshrouded them, he +could not tell. But they and their spirit voices faded together; and the +night became as it had been when he walked home.</p> + +<p>Scrooge closed the window, and examined the door by which the Ghost had +entered. It was double-locked, as he had locked it with his own hands, +and the bolts were undisturbed. He tried to say "Humbug!" but stopped at +the first syllable. And being, from the emotion he had undergone, or the +fatigues of the day, or his glimpse of the Invisible World, or the dull +conversation of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_27" id="Page_27">[Pg 27]</a></span> the Ghost, or the lateness of the hour, much in need of +repose, went straight to bed, without undressing, and fell asleep upon the instant.</p> + +<hr class="tiny" /> + +<h3><span class="smcap">Stave Two</span>.</h3> + +<h3>THE FIRST OF THE THREE SPIRITS.</h3> + +<p>When Scrooge awoke, it was so dark, that, looking out of bed, he could +scarcely distinguish the transparent window from the opaque walls of his +chamber. He was endeavoring to pierce the darkness with his ferret eyes, +when the chimes of a neighboring church clock struck twelve.</p> + +<p>"Why it isn't possible," said Scrooge, "that I can have slept through a +whole day and far into another night!"</p> + +<p>Scrooge lay and thought and thought it over and over, and could make +nothing of it. The more he thought, the more perplexed he was, and the +more he endeavored not to think, the more he thought. Marley's ghost +bothered him exceedingly. "Was it a dream or not?"</p> + +<p>Scrooge lay in this state until he remembered, on a sudden, that the +Ghost had warned him of a visitation when the bell tolled One. He +resolved to lie awake until the hour was passed; and considering that he +could not go to sleep, this was perhaps the wisest resolution in his power.</p> + +<p>He was more than once convinced he must have sunk into a doze +unconsciously, and missed the clock. At length it broke upon his listening ear.</p> + +<p>"The hour itself," said Scrooge, triumphantly, "nothing else!"</p> + +<p>He spoke before the hour bell sounded, which it now did with a deep, +dull, hollow, melancholy<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28">[Pg 28]</a></span> <span class="smcap">One</span>. Light flashed up in the room upon the +instant, and the curtains of his bed were drawn.</p> + +<p>The curtains of his bed were drawn aside, I tell you, by a hand. Not the +curtains at his feet, nor the curtains at his back, but those to which +his face was addressed. The curtains of his bed were drawn aside; and +Scrooge, starting up into a half-recumbent attitude, found himself face +to face with the visitor who drew them.</p> + +<p>It was a strange figure—like a child: yet not so like a child as like +an old man, viewed through some supernatural medium, which gave him the +appearance of having receded from the view, and being diminished to a +child's proportions. Its hair, which hung about its neck and down its +back, was white as if with age; and yet the face had not a wrinkle in +it, and the tenderest bloom was on the skin. The arms were very long and +muscular; the hands the same, as if its hold were of uncommon strength. +Its legs and feet, most delicately formed, were, like those upper +members, bare. It wore a tunic of the purest white; and round its waist +was bound a lustrous belt, the sheen of which was beautiful. It held a +branch of fresh green holly in its hand; and, in singular contradiction +of that wintry emblem, had its dress trimmed with summer flowers. But +the strangest thing about it was, that from the crown of its head there +sprung a bright clear jet of light, by which all this was visible; and +which was doubtless the occasion of its using, in its duller moments, a +great extinguisher for a cap, which it now held under its arm.</p> + +<p>"Are you the Spirit, sir, whose coming was foretold to me?" asked Scrooge.</p> + +<p>"I am!"</p> + +<p>The voice was soft and gentle. Singularly low, as if instead of being so +close beside him, it were at a distance.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29">[Pg 29]</a></span></p><p>"Who, and what are you?" Scrooge demanded.</p> + +<p>"I am the Ghost of Christmas Past."</p> + +<p>"Long Past?" inquired Scrooge; observant of its dwarfish stature.</p> + +<p>"No. Your past."</p> + +<p>Scrooge then made bold to inquire what business brought him there.</p> + +<p>"Your welfare!" said the Ghost.</p> + +<p>Scrooge expressed himself much obliged, but could not help thinking that +a night of unbroken rest would have been more conducive to that end. The +Spirit must have heard him thinking, for it said immediately:</p> + +<p>"Your reclamation, then. Take heed!"</p> + +<p>It put out its strong hand as it spoke, and clasped him gently by the arm.</p> + +<p>"Rise! and walk with me!"</p> + +<p>It would have been in vain for Scrooge to plead that the weather and the +hour were not adapted to pedestrian purposes; that bed was warm and the +thermometer a long way below freezing; that he was clad but lightly in +his slippers, dressing-gown, and night-cap; and that he had a cold upon +him at the time. The grasp, though gentle as a woman's hand, was not to +be resisted. He rose: but finding that the Spirit made toward the +window, clasped its robe in supplication.</p> + +<p>"I am a mortal," Scrooge remonstrated, "and liable to fall."</p> + +<p>"Bear but a touch of my hand <i>there</i>," said the Spirit, laying it upon +his heart, "and you shall be upheld in more than this!"</p> + +<p>As the words were spoken, they passed out, and stood upon an open +country road, with fields on either hand. The city had entirely +vanished. Not a vestige of it was to be seen. The darkness and the mist +had vanished with it, for it was a clear, cold, winter day, with snow upon the ground.</p> + +<p>"Good Spirit!" said Scrooge, clasping his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30">[Pg 30]</a></span> hands together, as he looked +about him. "I was bred in this place. I was a boy here!"</p> + +<p>The Spirit gazed upon him mildly. Its gentle touch, though it had been +light and instantaneous, appeared still present to the old man's sense +of feeling. He was conscious of a thousand odors floating in the air, +each one connected with a thousand thoughts, and hopes, and joys, and +cares long, long, forgotten!</p> + +<p>"Your lip is trembling," said the Ghost. "And what is that upon your cheek?"</p> + +<p>Scrooge muttered, with an unusual catching in his voice, that it was a +pimple; and begged the Ghost to lead him where he would.</p> + +<p>"You recollect the way?" inquired the Spirit.</p> + +<p>"Remember it!" cried Scrooge with fervor; "I could walk it blindfold."</p> + +<p>"Strange to have forgotten it for so many years!" observed the Ghost. +"Let us go on."</p> + +<p>They walked along the road, Scrooge recognizing every gate, and post, +and tree; until a little market-town appeared in the distance, with its +bridge, its church, and winding river. Some shaggy ponies now were seen +trotting toward them with boys upon their backs, who called to other +boys in country gigs and carts, driven by farmers. All these boys were +in great spirits, and shouted to each other, until the broad fields were +so full of merry music, that the crisp air laughed to hear it.</p> + +<p>"These are but shadows of the things that have been," said the Ghost. +"They have no consciousness of us."</p> + +<p>The jocund travelers came on; and as they came, Scrooge knew and named +them every one. Why was he rejoiced beyond all bounds to see them? Why +did his cold eye glisten, and his heart leap up as they went past? Why +was he filled with gladness when he heard them give each<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31">[Pg 31]</a></span> other Merry +Christmas, as they parted at cross-roads and bye-ways, for their several +homes? What was Merry Christmas to Scrooge? Out upon Merry Christmas! +What good had it ever done to him?</p> + +<p>"The school is not quite deserted," said the Ghost. "A solitary child, +neglected by his friends, is left there still."</p> + +<p>Scrooge said he knew it. And he sobbed.</p> + +<p>They left the high-road, by a well remembered lane, and soon approached +a mansion of dull red brick, with a little weathercock-surmounted +cupola, on the roof, and a bell hanging in it. It was a large house, but +one of broken fortunes; for the spacious offices were little used, their +walls were damp and mossy, their windows broken, and their gates +decayed. Fowls clucked and strutted in the stables; and the coach-houses +and sheds were overrun with grass. Nor was it more retentive of its +ancient state within; for entering the dreary hall, and glancing through +the open doors of many rooms, they found them poorly furnished, cold, +and vast. There was an earthy savor in the air, a chilly bareness in the +place, which associated itself somehow with too much getting up by +candle-light, and not too much to eat.</p> + +<p>They went, the Ghost and Scrooge, across the hall, to a door at the back +of the house. It opened before them, and disclosed a long, bare, +melancholy room, made barer still by lines of plain deal forms and +desks. At one of these a lonely boy was reading near a feeble fire; and +Scrooge sat down upon a form, and wept to see his poor forgotten self as +he had used to be.</p> + +<p>"I wish," Scrooge muttered, putting his hand in his pocket, and looking +about him, after drying his eyes with his cuff: "but it's too late now."</p> + +<p>"What is the matter?" asked the Spirit.</p> + +<p>"Nothing," said Scrooge. "Nothing. There<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32">[Pg 32]</a></span> was a boy singing a Christmas +Carol at my door last night. I should like to have given him something: that's all."</p> + +<p>The Ghost smiled thoughtfully, and waved its hand: saying as it did so, +"Let us see another Christmas!"</p> + +<p>Scrooge's former self grew larger at the words, and the room became a +little darker and more dirty. The panels shrunk, the windows cracked; +fragments of plaster fell out of the ceiling, and the naked laths were +shown instead; but how all this was brought about, Scrooge knew no more +than you do. He only knew that it was quite correct: that everything had +happened so: that there he was, alone again, when all the other boys had +gone home for the jolly holidays.</p> + +<p>He was not reading now, but walking up and down despairingly. Scrooge +looked at the Ghost, and with a mournful shaking of his head, glanced +anxiously toward the door.</p> + +<p>It opened; and a little girl much younger than the boy, came darting in, +and putting her arms about his neck, and often kissing him, addressed +him as her "Dear, dear brother."</p> + +<p>"I have come to bring you home, dear brother!" said the child, clapping +her tiny hands, and bending down to laugh. "To bring you home, home, home!"</p> + +<p>"Home, little Fan?" returned the boy.</p> + +<p>"Yes," said the child, brimful of glee. "Home, for good and all. Home, +for ever and ever. Father is so much kinder than he used to be, that +home's like Heaven! He spoke so gently to me one dear night when I was +going to bed, that I was not afraid to ask him once more if you might +come home; and he said Yes, you should; and sent me in a coach to bring +you. And you're to be a man!" said the child, opening her eyes; "and are +never to come back here: but first, we're to be together<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33">[Pg 33]</a></span> all the +Christmas long, and have the merriest time in all the world."</p> + +<p>"You are quite a woman, little Fan!" exclaimed the boy.</p> + +<p>She clapped her hands and laughed, and tried to touch his head; but +being too little, laughed again, and stood on tiptoe to embrace him. +Then she began to drag him, in her childish eagerness, toward the door; +and he, nothing loth to go, accompanied her.</p> + +<p>A terrible voice in the hall cried, "Bring down Master Scrooge's box, +there!" and in the hall appeared the schoolmaster himself, who glared on +Master Scrooge with a ferocious condescension, and threw him into a +dreadful state of mind by shaking hands with him. Master Scrooge's trunk +being tied on to the top of the chaise, the children bade the +schoolmaster good-bye right willingly; and getting into it, drove gaily +down the garden-sweep: the quick wheels dashing the hoar-frost and snow +from off the dark leaves of the evergreens like spray.</p> + +<p>"Always a delicate creature, whom a breath might have withered," said +the Ghost. "But she had a large heart!"</p> + +<p>"So she had," cried Scrooge. "You're right. I will not gainsay it +Spirit. God forbid!"</p> + +<p>"She died a woman," said the Ghost, "and had, as I think, children."</p> + +<p>"One child," Scrooge returned.</p> + +<p>"True," said the Ghost. "Your nephew!"</p> + +<p>Scrooge seemed uneasy in his mind; and answered briefly, "Yes."</p> + +<p>Although they had but that moment left the school behind them, they were +now in the busy thoroughfares of a city, where shadowy passengers passed +and repassed; where shadowy carts and coaches battled for the way, and +all the strife and tumult of a real city were. It was made plain<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34">[Pg 34]</a></span> +enough, by the dressing of the shops, that here too it was Christmas +time again; but it was evening, and the streets were lighted up.</p> + +<p>The Ghost stopped at a certain warehouse door, and asked Scrooge if he knew it.</p> + +<p>"Know it!" said Scrooge. "Was not I apprenticed here!"</p> + +<p>They went in. At sight of an old gentleman in a Welsh wig, sitting +behind such a high desk, that if he had been two inches taller he must +have knocked his head against the ceiling, Scrooge cried in great excitement:</p> + +<p>"Why, it's old Fezziwig! Bless his heart; it's Fezziwig alive again!"</p> + +<p>Old Fezziwig laid down his pen, and looked up at the clock, which +pointed to the hour of seven. He rubbed his hands; adjusted his +capacious waistcoat; laughed all over himself, from his shoes to his +organ of benevolence; and called out in a comfortable, oily, rich, fat, jovial voice:</p> + +<p>"Yo ho, there! Ebenezer! Dick!"</p> + +<p>Scrooge's former self, now grown a young man, came briskly in, +accompanied by his fellow-'prentice.</p> + +<p>"Dick Wilkins, to be sure!" said Scrooge to the Ghost. "Bless me, yes. +There he is. He was very much attached to me, was Dick. Poor Dick! Dear, dear!"</p> + +<p>"Yo ho, my boys!" said Fezziwig, "No more work to-night. Christmas Eve, +Dick, Christmas, Ebenezer. Let's have the shutters up," cried old +Fezziwig, with a sharp clap of his hands, "before a man can say Jack Robinson!"</p> + +<p>You wouldn't believe how those two fellows went at it! They charged into +the street with the shutters—one, two, three—had 'em up in their +places—four, five, six—barred 'em and pinned 'em—seven, eight, +nine—and came back before you could have got to twelve, panting like race-horses.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35">[Pg 35]</a></span></p><p>"Hilli-ho!" cried old Fezziwig, skipping down from the high desk, with +wonderful agility. "Clear away, my lads, and let's have lots of room here!"</p> + +<p>Clear away! There was nothing they wouldn't have cleared away, or +couldn't have cleared away, with old Fezziwig looking on. It was done in +a minute. Every movable was packed off, as if it were dismissed from +public life for evermore; the floor was swept and watered, the lamps +were trimmed, fuel was heaped upon the fire; and the warehouse was as +snug, and warm, and dry, and bright a play-room as you would desire to +see upon a winter's night.</p> + +<p>In came a fiddler with a music-book, and went up to the lofty desk, and +made an orchestra of it, and tuned like fifty stomach-aches. In came +Mrs. Fezziwig, one vast substantial smile. In came the three Miss +Fezziwigs, beaming and lovable. In came all the young men and women +employed in the business. In came the housemaid, with her cousin, the +baker. In came the cook, with her brother's particular friend, the +milkman. In they all came, one after another; some shyly, some boldly, +some gracefully, some awkwardly, some pushing, some pulling; in they all +came, anyhow and everyhow.</p> + +<p>There were dances, and there were forfeits, and more dances, and there +was cake, and there was a great piece of Cold Roast, and there was a +great piece of Cold Boiled, and there were mince-pies.</p> + +<p>When the clock struck eleven, this domestic ball broke up. Mr. and Mrs. +Fezziwig took their stations, one on either side the door, and shaking +hands with every person individually as he or she went out, wished him +or her a Merry Christmas. When everybody had retired but the two +'prentices they did the same to them; and thus the cheerful voices died +away, and the lads were left to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36">[Pg 36]</a></span> their beds; which were under a counter +in the back-shop.</p> + +<p>During the whole of this time, Scrooge had acted like a man out of his +wits. His heart and soul were in the scene, and with his former self. He +corroborated everything, remembered everything, enjoyed everything, and +underwent the strangest agitation. It was not until now, when the bright +faces of his former self and Dick were turned from them, that he +remembered the Ghost, and became conscious that it was looking full upon +him, while the light upon its head burnt very clear.</p> + +<p>"A small matter," said the Ghost, "to make these silly folks so full of gratitude."</p> + +<p>"Small!" echoed Scrooge.</p> + +<p>The spirit signed to him to listen to the two apprentices, who were +pouring out their hearts in praise of Fezziwig; and when he had done so said,</p> + +<p>"Why! Is it not? He has spent but a few pounds of your mortal money: +three or four, perhaps. Is that so much that he deserves this praise?"</p> + +<p>"It isn't that," said Scrooge, heated by the remark, and speaking +unconsciously like his former, not his latter self. "It isn't that, +Spirit. He has the power to render us happy or unhappy; to make our +service light or burdensome; a pleasure or a toil. Say that his power +lies in words and looks; in things so slight and insignificant that it +is impossible to add and count 'em up; what then? The happiness he +gives, is quite as great as if it cost a fortune."</p> + +<p>He felt the Spirit's glance, and stopped.</p> + +<p>"What is the matter?" asked the Ghost.</p> + +<p>"Nothing particular," said Scrooge.</p> + +<p>"Something, I think?" the Ghost insisted.</p> + +<p>"No," said Scrooge, "No. I should like to be able to say a word or two +to my clerk just now. That's all."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37">[Pg 37]</a></span></p><p>His former self turned down the lamps as he gave utterance to the wish: +and Scrooge and the Ghost again stood side by side in the open air.</p> + +<p>"My time grows short," observed the Spirit. "Quick!"</p> + +<p>This was not addressed to Scrooge, or to any one whom he could see, but +it produced an immediate effect. For again Scrooge saw himself. He was +older now; a man in the prime of life. His face had not the harsh and +rigid lines of later years; but it had begun to wear the signs of care +and avarice. There was an eager, greedy, restless motion in the eye, +which showed the passion that had taken root, and where the shadow of +the growing tree would fall.</p> + +<p>He was not alone, but sat by the side of a fair young girl in a +mourning-dress: in whose eyes there were tears, which sparkled in the +light that shone out of the Ghost of Christmas Past.</p> + +<p>"It matters little," she said, softly. "To you, very little. Another +idol has displaced me; and if it can cheer and comfort you in time to +come, as I would have tried to do, I have no just cause to grieve."</p> + +<p>"What idol has displaced you?" he rejoined.</p> + +<p>"A golden one."</p> + +<p>"This is the even-handed dealing of the world!" he said. "There is +nothing on which it is so hard as poverty; and there is nothing it +professes to condemn with such severity as the pursuit of wealth!"</p> + +<p>"You fear the world too much," she answered, gently. "All your other +hopes have merged into the hope of being beyond the chance of its sordid +reproach. I have seen your nobler aspirations fall off one by one, until +the master-passion, Gain, engrosses you. Have I not?"</p> + +<p>"What then?" he retorted. "Even if I have grown so much wiser, what +then? I am not changed toward you."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38">[Pg 38]</a></span></p><p>She shook her head.</p> + +<p>"Am I?"</p> + +<p>"Our contract is an old one. It was made when we were both poor and +content to be so, until, in good season, we could improve our worldly +fortune by our patient industry. You <i>are</i> changed. When it was made, +you were another man."</p> + +<p>"I was a boy," he said impatiently.</p> + +<p>"Your own feeling tells you that you were not what you are," she +returned. "I am. That which promised happiness when we were one in +heart, is fraught with misery now that we are two. How often and how +keenly I have thought of this, I will not say. It is enough that I +<i>have</i> thought of it, and can release you."</p> + +<p>"Have I ever sought release?"</p> + +<p>"In words. No. Never."</p> + +<p>"In what, then?"</p> + +<p>"In a changed nature; in an altered spirit; in another atmosphere of +life; another Hope as its great end. In everything that made my love of +any worth or value in your sight. If this had never been between us," +said the girl, looking mildly, but with steadiness, upon him; "can even +I believe that you would choose a dowerless girl: or, choosing her, do I +not know that your repentance and regret would surely follow? I do; and +I release you. With a full heart, for the love of him you once were."</p> + +<p>He was about to speak; but she left him and they parted.</p> + +<p>"Spirit!" said Scrooge, "show me no more! Conduct me home. Why do you +delight to torture me?"</p> + +<p>"I told you these were shadows of the things that have been," said the +Ghost. "That they are what they are, do not blame me!"</p> + +<p>"Remove me!" Scrooge exclaimed. "I cannot bear it!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39">[Pg 39]</a></span></p><p>He turned upon the Ghost, and seeing that it looked upon him with a +face, in which some strange way there were fragments of all the faces it +had shown him, wrestled with it.</p> + +<p>"Leave me! Take me back. Haunt me no longer!"</p> + +<p>In the struggle—if that can be called a struggle in which the Ghost, +with no visible resistance on its own part was undisturbed by any effort +of its adversary—Scrooge was conscious of being exhausted, and overcome +by an irresistible drowsiness; and, further, of being in his own +bed-room. He had barely time to reel to bed, before he sank into a heavy sleep.</p> + +<hr class="tiny" /> + +<h3><span class="smcap">Stave Three.</span></h3> + +<h3>THE SECOND OF THE THREE SPIRITS.</h3> + +<p>Awaking in the middle of a prodigiously tough snore, and sitting up in +bed to get his thoughts together, Scrooge had no occasion to be told +that the bell was again upon the stroke of One. He felt that he was +restored to consciousness in the right nick of time, for the especial +purpose of holding a conference with the second messenger despatched to +him through Jacob Marley's intervention. But, finding that he turned +uncomfortably cold when he began to wonder which of his curtains this +new spectre would draw back, he put them every one aside with his own +hands, and lying down again, established a sharp look-out all round the +bed. For he wished to challenge the Spirit on the moment of its +appearance, and did not wish to be taken by surprise and made nervous.</p> + +<p>Now, being prepared for almost anything, he was not by any means +prepared for nothing; and,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40">[Pg 40]</a></span> consequently, when the bell struck One, and +no shape appeared, he was taken with a violent fit of trembling. Five +minutes, ten minutes a quarter of an hour went by, yet nothing came. All +this time, he lay upon his bed, the very core and centre of a blaze of +ruddy light, which streamed upon it when the clock proclaimed the hour; +and which, being only light, was more alarming than a dozen ghosts, as +he was powerless to make out what it meant. At last, however, he began +to think that the source and secret of this ghostly light might be in +the adjoining room, from whence, on further tracing it, it seemed to +shine. This idea taking full possession of his mind, he got up softly +and shuffled in his slippers to the door.</p> + +<p>The moment Scrooge's hand was on the lock, a strange voice called him by +his name, and bade him enter. He obeyed.</p> + +<p>It was his own room. There was no doubt about that. But it had undergone +a surprising transformation. The walls and ceiling were so hung with +living green, that it looked a perfect grove; from every part of which, +bright gleaming berries glistened. The crisp leaves of holly, mistletoe, +and ivy reflected back the light, as if so many little mirrors had been +scattered there; and such a mighty blaze went roaring up the chimney, as +that dull petrifaction of a hearth had never known in Scrooge's time, or +Marley's, or for many and many a winter season gone. Heaped up on the +floor, to form a kind of throne, were turkeys, geese, game, poultry, +brawn, great joints of meat, sucking-pigs, long wreaths of sausages, +mince-pies, plum-puddings, barrels of oysters, red hot chestnuts, +cherry-cheeked apples, juicy oranges, luscious pears and immense +twelfth-cakes, that made the chamber dim with their delicious steam. In +easy state upon this couch there sat a jolly Giant, glorious to see; who +bore a glowing torch, in shape not unlike<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41">[Pg 41]</a></span> Plenty's horn, and held it +up, high up, to shed its light on Scrooge, as he came peeping round the door.</p> + +<p>"Come in!" exclaimed the Ghost "Come in! and know me better, man!"</p> + +<p>Scrooge entered timidly, and hung his head before this Spirit. He was +not the dogged Scrooge he had been; and though the Spirit's eyes were +clear and kind, he did not like to meet them.</p> + +<p>"I am the Ghost of Christmas Present," said the Spirit: "Look upon me! +You have never seen the like of me before!" exclaimed the Spirit.</p> + +<p>"Never," Scrooge made answer to it.</p> + +<p>"Have never walked forth with the younger members of my family; meaning +(for I am very young) my elder brothers born in these later years?" +pursued the Phantom.</p> + +<p>"I don't think I have," said Scrooge. "I am afraid I have not. Have you +had many brothers, Spirit?"</p> + +<p>"More than eighteen hundred," said the Ghost.</p> + +<p>"A tremendous family to provide for," muttered Scrooge.</p> + +<p>The Ghost of Christmas Present rose.</p> + +<p>"Spirit," said Scrooge, submissively, "conduct me where you will. I went +forth last night on compulsion, and I learnt a lesson which is working +now. To-night, if you have aught to teach me, let me profit by it."</p> + +<p>"Touch my robe!"</p> + +<p>Scrooge did as he was told, and held it fast.</p> + +<p>The whole scene vanished instantly and they stood in the city streets on +Christmas morning, where (for the weather was severe) the people made a +rough, but brisk and not unpleasant kind of music, in scraping the snow +from the pavement in front of their dwellings, and from the tops of +their houses, whence it was mad delight to the boys to see it come +plumping down into the road<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42">[Pg 42]</a></span> below, and splitting into artificial little +snowstorms.</p> + +<p>Perhaps it was the pleasure the good Spirit had in showing his sympathy +with all poor men, that led him straight to Scrooge's clerk's; for there +he went, and took Scrooge with him, holding to his robe; and on the +threshold of the door the spirit smiled, and stopped to bless Bob +Cratchit's dwelling with the sprinklings of his torch.</p> + +<p>Then up rose Mrs. Cratchit, Cratchit's wife, dressed out but poorly in a +twice-turned gown, but brave in ribbons, which are cheap and make a +goodly show; and she laid the cloth, assisted by Belinda Cratchit, +second of her daughters, also brave in ribbons; while Master Peter +Cratchit plunged a fork into the saucepan of potatoes. And now two +smaller Cratchits, boy and girl, came tearing in, screaming that outside +the baker's they had smelt the goose, and known it for their own.</p> + +<p>"What has ever got your precious father, then?" said Mrs. Cratchit. "And +your brother, Tiny Tim! And Martha warn't as late last Christmas Day by +half-an-hour!"</p> + +<p>"Here's Martha, mother," said a girl appearing as she spoke.</p> + +<p>"Here's Martha, mother," cried the two young Cratchits. "Hurrah! There's +<i>such</i> a goose, Martha!"</p> + +<p>"Why, bless your heart alive, my dear, how late you are!" said Mrs. +Cratchit, kissing her a dozen times, and taking off her shawl and bonnet +for her with officious zeal.</p> + +<p>"We'd a deal of work to finish up last night," replied the girl, "and +had to clear away this morning, mother!"</p> + +<p>"Well! never mind so long as you are come," said Mrs. Cratchit. "Sit ye +down before the fire, my dear, and have a warm, Lord bless ye!"</p> + +<p>"No no! There's father coming," cried the two<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43">[Pg 43]</a></span> young Cratchits, who were +everywhere at once. "Hide, Martha, hide!"</p> + +<p>So Martha hid herself, and in came little Bob, the father, with at least +three feet of comforter exclusive of the fringe hanging down before him; +and his threadbare clothes darned up and brushed, to look seasonable; +and Tiny Tim upon his shoulder. Alas for Tiny Tim, he bore a little +crutch, and had his limbs supported by an iron frame!</p> + +<p>"Why, Where's our Martha?" cried Bob Cratchit looking round.</p> + +<p>"Not coming," said Mrs. Cratchit.</p> + +<p>"Not coming!" said Bob, with a sudden declension in his high spirits; +for he had been Tim's blood horse all the way from church, and had come +home rampant. "Not coming upon Christmas Day!"</p> + +<p>Martha didn't like to see him disappointed, if it were only in joke; so +she came out prematurely from behind the closet door, and ran into his +arms, while the two young Cratchits hustled Tiny Tim, and bore him off +into the wash-house, that he might hear the pudding singing in the +copper.</p> + +<p>"And how did little Tim behave?" asked Mrs. Cratchit, when she had +rallied Bob on his credulity, and Bob had hugged his daughter to his heart's content.</p> + +<p>"As good as gold," said Bob, "and better. Somehow he gets thoughtful, +sitting by himself so much, and thinks the strangest things you ever +heard. He told me, coming home, that he hoped the people saw him in the +church, because he was a cripple, and it might be pleasant to them to +remember upon Christmas Day, who made lame beggars walk and blind men see."</p> + +<p>Bob's voice was tremulous when he told them this, and trembled more when +he said that Tiny Tim was growing strong and hearty.</p> + +<p>His active little crutch was heard upon the floor,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44">[Pg 44]</a></span> and back came Tiny +Tim before another word was spoken, escorted by his brother and sister +to his stool beside the fire; and Master Peter and the two ubiquitous +young Cratchits went to fetch the goose, with which they soon returned in high procession.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Cratchit made the gravy (ready beforehand in a little saucepan) +hissing hot; Master Peter mashed the potatoes with incredible vigor; +Miss Belinda sweetened up the apple sauce; Martha dusted the hot-plates; +Bob took Tiny Tim beside him in a tiny corner at the table; the two +young Cratchits set chairs for everybody, not forgetting themselves, and +mounting guard upon their posts, crammed spoons into their mouths, lest +they should shriek for goose before their turn came to be helped. At +last the dishes were set on, and grace was said. It was succeeded by a +breathless pause, as Mrs. Cratchit, looking slowly all along the +carving-knife, prepared to plunge it in the breast; but when she did, +and when the long-expected gush of stuffing issued forth, one murmur of +delight arose all round the board, and even Tiny Tim, excited by the two +young Cratchits, beat on the table with the handle of his knife, and feebly cried Hurrah!</p> + +<p>There never was such a goose. Bob said he didn't believe there ever was +such a goose cooked. Its tenderness and flavor, size and cheapness, were +the themes of universal admiration. Eked out by apple sauce and mashed +potatoes, it was a sufficient dinner for the whole family; indeed, as +Mrs. Cratchit said with great delight (surveying one small atom of a +bone upon the dish), they hadn't ate it all at last! Yet every one had +had enough. But now the plates being changed by Miss Belinda, Mrs. +Cratchit left the room alone—too nervous to bear witnesses—to take the +pudding up, and bring it in.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45">[Pg 45]</a></span></p><p>Oh, a wonderful pudding! Bob Cratchit said, and calmly too, that he +regarded it as the greatest success achieved by Mrs. Cratchit since +their marriage. Mrs. Cratchit said that now the weight was off her mind, +she would confess she had her doubts about the quantity of flour. +Everybody had something to say about it, but nobody said or thought it +was at all a small pudding for a large family. It would have been flat +heresy to do so. Any Cratchit would have blushed to hint at such a thing.</p> + +<p>At last the dinner was all done, the cloth was cleared, the hearth +swept, and the fire made up. Apples and oranges were put upon the table +and a shovelful of chestnuts on the fire. Then all the Cratchit family +drew round the hearth, in what Bob Cratchit called a circle, meaning +half a one. Then Bob proposed: "A Merry Christmas to all, my dears. God bless us!"</p> + +<p>Which all the family re-echoed.</p> + +<p>"God bless us, every one!" said Tiny Tim, the last of all.</p> + +<p>He sat very close to his father's side, upon his little stool. Bob held +his withered little hand in his, as if he loved the child and wished to +keep him by his side, and dreaded that he might be taken from him.</p> + +<p>"Spirit," said Scrooge, with an interest he had never felt before, "tell +me if Tiny Tim will live."</p> + +<p>"I see a vacant seat," replied the Ghost, "in the poor chimney corner, +and a crutch without an owner, carefully preserved. If these shadows +remain unaltered by the Future the child will die."</p> + +<p>"No, no," said Scrooge. "Oh, no, kind Spirit! say he will be spared."</p> + +<p>"If these shadows remain unaltered by the Future none other of my race," +returned the Ghost, "will find him here. What then? If he be like to +die, he had better do it, and decrease the surplus population."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46">[Pg 46]</a></span></p><p>Scrooge hung his head to hear his own words quoted by the Spirit, and +was overcome with penitence and grief.</p> + +<p>"Man," said the Ghost, "if man you be in heart, not adamant, forbear +that wicked cant until you have discovered what the surplus is and where +it is. Will you decide what men shall live, what men shall die? It may +be that in the sight of Heaven you are more worthless and less fit to +live than millions like this poor man's child. Oh, God! to hear the +insect on the leaf pronouncing on the too much life among his hungry +brothers in the dust!"</p> + +<p>Scrooge bent before the Ghost's rebuke, and trembling cast his eyes upon +the ground. But he raised them speedily on hearing his own name.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Scrooge!" said Bob; "I'll give you Mr. Scrooge, the Founder of the Feast!"</p> + +<p>"The Founder of the Feast indeed!" cried Mrs. Cratchit, reddening. "I +wish I had him here. I'd give him a piece of my mind to feast upon, and +I hope he'd have a good appetite for it."</p> + +<p>"My dear," said Bob, "the children! Christmas day."</p> + +<p>Scrooge was the Ogre of the family. The mention of his name cast a dark +shadow on the party, which was not dispelled for full five minutes.</p> + +<p>After it had passed away, they were ten times merrier than before, from +the mere relief of Scrooge the Baleful being done with. Bob Cratchit +told them how he had a situation in his eye for Master Peter. The two +young Cratchits laughed tremendously at the idea of Peter's being a man +of business; and Peter himself looked thoughtfully at the fire from +between his collars, as if he were deliberating what particular +investments he should favor when he came into receipt of the bewildering +income. Martha, who was a poor apprentice at a milliner's, then told +them what kind of work<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47">[Pg 47]</a></span> she had to do, and how many hours she worked at +a stretch, and how she meant to be abed to-morrow morning for a good +long rest, to-morrow being a holiday she passed at home. Also how she +had seen a countess and a lord some days before, and how the lord "was +much about as tall as Peter," at which Peter pulled up his collars so +high that you couldn't have seen his head if you had been there. By and +by they had a song, about a lost child traveling in the snow, from Tiny +Tim, who had a plaintive little voice, and sang it very well indeed.</p> + +<p>There was nothing of high mark in this. They were not a handsome family; +they were not well dressed; their shoes were far from being waterproof; +their clothes were scanty; and Peter might have known, and very likely +did, the inside of a pawnbroker's. But they were happy, grateful, +pleased with one another, and contented with the time; and when they +faded, and looked happier yet in the bright sprinklings of the Spirit's +torch at parting, Scrooge had his eye upon them, and especially on Tiny +Tim, until the last.</p> + +<p>By this time it was getting dark and snowing pretty heavily; and as +Scrooge and the Spirit went along the streets, the brightness of the +roaring fires in kitchens, parlors, and all sorts of rooms, was +wonderful. Here, the flickering of the blaze showed preparations for a +cosy dinner, with hot plates baking through and through before the fire, +and deep red curtains, ready to be drawn to shut out cold and darkness. +There, all the children of the house were running out into the snow to +meet their married sisters, brothers, cousins, uncles, aunts, and be the +first to greet them.</p> + +<p>It was a great surprise to Scrooge, as he meditated on these scenes, to +hear a hearty laugh. It was a much greater surprise to Scrooge to +recognize it as his own nephew's, and to find himself in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48">[Pg 48]</a></span> a bright, dry, +gleaming room, with the Spirit standing smiling by his side, and looking +at that same nephew with approving affability!</p> + +<p>"Ha! ha!" laughed Scrooge's nephew. "Ha! ha! ha!"</p> + +<p>If you should happen, by any unlikely chance, to know a man more blessed +in a laugh than Scrooge's nephew, all I can say is, I should like to +know him too. Introduce him to me, and I'll cultivate his acquaintance.</p> + +<p>It is a fair, even-handed, noble adjustment of things that while there +is infection in disease and sorrow, there is nothing in the world so +irresistibly contagious as laughter and good-humor. When Scrooge's +nephew laughed in this way, holding his sides, rolling his head, and +twisting his face into the most extravagant contortions, Scrooge's +niece, by marriage, laughed as heartily as he. And their assembled +friends being not a bit behindhand, roared out lustily.</p> + +<p>"Ha, ha! Ha, ha, ha, ha!"</p> + +<p>"He said that Christmas was a humbug, as I live!" cried Scrooge's +nephew. "He believed it, too."</p> + +<p>"More shame for him, Fred!" said Scrooge's niece, indignantly. Bless +those women! they never do anything by halves. They are always in earnest.</p> + +<p>She was very pretty; exceedingly pretty. With a dimpled, +surprised-looking, capital face; a ripe little mouth that seemed made to +be kissed—as no doubt it was; all kinds of good little dots about her +chin, that melted into one another when she laughed; and the sunniest +pair of eyes you ever saw in any little creature's head. Altogether she +was what you would have called provoking, you know; but satisfactory, +too. Oh, perfectly satisfactory.</p> + +<p>"He's a comical old fellow," said Scrooge's<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49">[Pg 49]</a></span> nephew, "that's the truth: +and not so pleasant as he might be. However, his offences carry their +own punishment, and I have nothing to say against him."</p> + +<p>"I have no patience with him," observed Scrooge's niece. Scrooge's +niece's sisters, and all the other ladies, expressed the same opinion.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I have!" said Scrooge's nephew. "I am sorry for him; I couldn't be +angry with him if I tried. Who suffers by his ill whims! Himself, +always. Here, he takes it into his head to dislike us, and he won't come +and dine with us. What's the consequence? He don't lose much of a dinner."</p> + +<p>"Indeed, I think he loses a very good dinner," interrupted Scrooge's +niece. Everybody else said the same, and they must be allowed to have +been competent judges, because they had just had dinner; and with the +dessert upon the table, were clustered round the fire, by lamp-light.</p> + +<p>"Well! I am very glad to hear it," said Scrooge's nephew, "because I +haven't any great faith in these young housekeepers. What do <i>you</i> say, Topper?"</p> + +<p>Topper had clearly got his eye upon one of Scrooge's niece's sisters, +for he answered that a bachelor was a wretched outcast, who had no right +to express an opinion on the subject. Whereat Scrooge's niece's +sister—the plump one with the lace tucker: not the one with the +roses—blushed.</p> + +<p>"Do go on, Fred," said Scrooge's niece, clapping her hands. "He never +finishes what he begins to say! He is such a ridiculous fellow!"</p> + +<p>"I was only going to say," said Scrooge's nephew, "that the consequence +of his taking a dislike to us, and not making merry with us, is, as I +think, that he loses some pleasant moments, which could do him no harm. +I am sure he loses pleasanter companions than he can find in his own<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50">[Pg 50]</a></span> +thoughts, either in his mouldy old office, or his dusty chambers. I mean +to give him the same chance every year, whether he likes it or not, for +I pity him. He may rail at Christmas till he dies, but he can't help +thinking better of it—I defy him—if he finds me going there, in good +temper, year after year, and saying, 'Uncle Scrooge, how are you?' If it +only puts him in the vein to leave his poor clerk fifty pounds, <i>that's</i> +something; and I think I shook him yesterday."</p> + +<p>It was their turn to laugh now, at the notion of his shaking Scrooge. +But being thoroughly goodnatured, and not much caring what they laughed +at, so that they laughed at any rate, he encouraged them in their merriment.</p> + +<p>After tea they had some music, Scrooge's niece played well; and played +among other tunes a simple little air (a mere nothing: you might learn +to whistle it in two minutes), which had been familiar to the child who +fetched Scrooge from the boarding-school, as he had been reminded by the +Ghost of Christmas Past. When this strain of music sounded, all the +things that the Ghost had shown him, came upon his mind; he softened +more and more; and thought that if he could have listened to it often, +years ago, he might have cultivated the kindnesses of life for his own +happiness with his own hands, without resorting to the sexton's spade +that buried Jacob Marley.</p> + +<p>But they didn't devote the whole evening to music. After awhile they +played at forfeits; for it is good to be children sometimes, and never +better than at Christmas, when its mighty founder was a child himself.</p> + +<p>Stop! There was first a glorious game at blindman's buff. Of course +there was. And I no more believe Topper was really blind than I believe +he had eyes in his boots. My opinion is, that it was a done thing +between him and Scrooge's<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51">[Pg 51]</a></span> nephew; and that the Ghost of Christmas +Present knew it. The way he went after that plump sister in the lace +tucker, was an outrage on the credulity of human nature. Knocking down +the fire-irons, tumbling over the chairs, bumping up against the piano, +smothering himself amongst the curtains, wherever she went, there went +he! He always knew where the plump sister was. He wouldn't catch anybody +else. If you had fallen up against him, (as some of them did) on +purpose, he would have made a feint of endeavoring to seize you, which +would have been an affront to your understanding, and would instantly +have sidled off in the direction of the plump sister. She often cried +out that it wasn't fair; and it really was not. But when at last, he +caught her; when, in spite of all her silken rustlings, and her rapid +flutterings past him, he got her into a corner whence there was no +escape; then his conduct was the most execrable. For his pretending not +to know her; his pretending that it was necessary to touch her +head-dress, and further to assure himself of her identity by pressing a +certain ring upon her finger, and a certain chain about her neck; was +vile, monstrous! No doubt she told him her opinion of it when, another +blind-man being in office, they were so very confidential together, +behind the curtains.</p> + +<p>Scrooge's niece was not one of the blind-man's buff party, but was made +comfortable with a large chair and a footstool, in a snug corner where +the Ghost and Scrooge were close behind her. But she joined in the +forfeits, and loved her love to admiration with all the letters of the +alphabet. Likewise at the game of How, When, and Where, she was very +great, and, to the secret joy of Scrooge's nephew, beat her sisters +hollow: though they were sharp girls too, as Topper could have told you. +There might have been twenty people<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52">[Pg 52]</a></span> there, young and old, but they all +played, and so did Scrooge; for, wholly forgetting in the interest he +had in what was going on, that his voice made no sound in their ears, he +sometimes came out with his guess quite loud, and very often guessed +right, too; for the sharpest needle, warranted not to cut in the eye, +was not sharper than Scrooge; blunt as he took it in his head to be.</p> + +<p>The Ghost was greatly pleased to find him in this mood, and looked upon +him with such favor, that he begged like a boy to be allowed to stay +until the guests departed. But this the Spirit said could not be done. +The whole scene passed off; and he and the Spirit were again upon their travels.</p> + +<p>Much they saw, and far they went, and many homes they visited, but +always with a happy end. The Spirit stood beside sick beds, and they +were cheerful; on foreign lands, and they were close at home; by +struggling men, and they were patient in their greater hope; by poverty, +and it was rich. In almshouse, hospital, and jail, in misery's every +refuge, where vain man in his little brief authority had not made fast +the door, and barred the Spirit out, he left his blessing, and taught +Scrooge his precepts.</p> + +<p>It was a long night, if it were only a night; but Scrooge had his doubts +of this, because the Christmas Holidays appeared to be condensed into +the space of time they passed together. It was strange, too, that while +Scrooge remained unaltered in his outward form, the Ghost grew older, clearly older!</p> + +<p>"Forgive me if I am not justified in what I ask," said Scrooge, looking +intently at the Spirit's robe, "but I see something strange, and not +belonging to yourself, protruding from your skirts. Is it a foot or a claw?"</p> + +<p>"It might be a claw, for the flesh there is upon<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53">[Pg 53]</a></span> it," was the Spirit's +sorrowful reply. "Look here."</p> + +<p>From the foldings of its robe, it brought two children; wretched, +abject, frightful, hideous, miserable. They knelt down at its feet, and +clung upon the outside of its garment.</p> + +<p>They were a boy and girl. Yellow, meagre, ragged, scowling, wolfish; but +prostrate, too, in their humility. Where graceful youth should have +filled their features out, and touched them with its freshest tints, a +stale and shriveled hand, like that of age, had pinched, and twisted +them, and pulled them into shreds. Where angels might have sat +enthroned, devils lurked, and glared out menacing. No change, no +degradation, no perversion of humanity, in any grade, through all the +mysteries of wonderful creation, has monsters half so horrible and dread.</p> + +<p>Scrooge started back, appalled. Having them shown to him in this way, he +tried to say they were fine children, but the words choked themselves, +rather than be parties to a lie of such enormous magnitude.</p> + +<p>"Spirit, are they yours?" Scrooge could say no more.</p> + +<p>"They are Man's," said the Spirit, looking down upon them. "And they +cling to me, appealing from their fathers. This boy is Ignorance. This +girl is Want. Beware of them both, and all of their degree, but most of +all beware of this boy."</p> + +<p>"Have they no refuge or resource?" cried Scrooge.</p> + +<p>"Are there no prisons?" said the Spirit, turning on him for the last +time with his own words. "Are there no work-houses?"</p> + +<p>The bell struck twelve.</p> + +<p>Scrooge looked about him for the Ghost, and saw it not. As the last +stroke ceased to vibrate, he remembered the prediction of old Jacob +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54">[Pg 54]</a></span>Marley, and lifting up his eyes, beheld a solemn Phantom, draped and +hooded, coming like a mist along the ground toward him.</p> + +<hr class="tiny" /> + +<h3><span class="smcap">Stave Four.</span></h3> + +<h3>THE LAST OF THE SPIRITS.</h3> + +<p>The Phantom slowly, gravely, silently, approached. When it came near +him, Scrooge bent down upon his knee; for in the very air through which +this Spirit moved it seemed to scatter gloom and mystery.</p> + +<p>It was shrouded in a deep black garment, which concealed its head, its +face, its form, and left nothing of it visible, save one outstretched +hand. But for this it would have been difficult to detach its figure +from the night, and separate it from the darkness by which it was +surrounded.</p> + +<p>He felt that it was tall and stately when it came beside him, and that +its mysterious presence filled him with a solemn dread. He knew no more, +for the Spirit neither spoke nor moved.</p> + +<p>"I am in the presence of the Ghost of Christmas Yet To Come?" said Scrooge.</p> + +<p>The Spirit answered not, but pointed onward with its hand.</p> + +<p>"You are about to show me shadows of the things that have not happened, +but will happen in the time before us," Scrooge pursued. "Is that so, Spirit?"</p> + +<p>The upper portion of the garment was contracted for an instant in its +folds, as if the Spirit had inclined its head. That was the only answer he received.</p> + +<p>Although well used to ghostly company by this<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55">[Pg 55]</a></span> time, Scrooge feared the +silent shape so much that his legs trembled beneath him, and he found +that he could hardly stand when he prepared to follow it. The Spirit +paused a moment, as observing his condition, and giving him time to recover.</p> + +<p>But Scrooge was all the worse for this. It thrilled him with a vague +uncertain horror, to know that behind the dusky shroud, there were +ghostly eyes intently fixed upon him, while he, though he stretched his +own to the utmost, could see nothing but a spectral hand and one great heap of black.</p> + +<p>"Ghost of the Future!" he exclaimed, "I fear you more than any spectre I +have seen. But as I know your purpose is to do me good and as I hope to +live to be another man from what I was, I am prepared to bear you +company, and do it with a thankful heart. Will you not speak to me?"</p> + +<p>It gave him no reply. The hand was pointed straight before them.</p> + +<p>"Lead on!" said Scrooge. "Lead on! The night is waning fast, and it is +precious time to me, I know. Lead on, Spirit!"</p> + +<p>The Phantom moved away as it had come toward him. Scrooge followed in +the shadow of its dress, which bore him up, he thought, and carried him along.</p> + +<p>They scarcely seemed to enter the city; for the city rather seemed to +spring up about them, and encompass them of its own act. But there they +were in the heart of it; on 'Change, amongst the merchants; who hurried +up and down, and chinked the money in their pockets, and conversed in +groups, and looked at their watches, and trifled thoughtfully with their +great gold seals; and so forth, as Scrooge had seen them often.</p> + +<p>The Spirit stopped beside one little knot of business men. Observing +that the hand was pointed to them, Scrooge advanced to listen to their talk.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56">[Pg 56]</a></span></p><p>"No," said a great fat man with a monstrous chin, "I don't know much +about it either way. I only know he's dead."</p> + +<p>"When did he die?" inquired another.</p> + +<p>"Last night, I believe."</p> + +<p>"What has he done with his money?" asked a red-faced gentleman with a +pendulous excrescence on the end of his nose, that shook like the gills +of a turkey-cock.</p> + +<p>"I haven't heard," said the man with the large chin, yawning again. +"Left it to his company, perhaps. He hasn't left it to <i>me</i>. That's all I know."</p> + +<p>This pleasantry was received with a general laugh.</p> + +<p>"It's likely to be a very cheap funeral," said the same speaker; "for +upon my life I don't know of anybody to go to it. Suppose we make up a +party and volunteer?"</p> + +<p>"I don't mind going if a lunch is provided," observed the gentleman with +the excrescence on his nose. "But I must be fed, if I make one."</p> + +<p>Another laugh.</p> + +<p>"Well, I am the most disinterested among you, after all," said the first +speaker, "for I never wear black gloves, and I never eat lunch. But I'll +offer to go, if anybody else will. When I come to think of it, I'm not +at all sure that I wasn't his most particular friend; for we used to +stop and speak whenever we met. Bye, bye!"</p> + +<p>Speakers and listeners strolled away, and mixed with other groups. +Scrooge knew the men, and looked toward the Spirit for explanation. He +was at first inclined to be surprised that the Spirit should attach +importance to conversations apparently so trivial; but feeling assured +that they must have some hidden purpose, he set himself to consider what +it was likely to be. They could scarcely be supposed to have any bearing +on the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57">[Pg 57]</a></span> death of Jacob, his old partner, for that was past, and this +Ghost's province was the future. Nor could he think of any one +immediately connected with himself, to whom he could apply them.</p> + +<p>They left the busy scene, and went into an obscure part of the town, +where Scrooge had never penetrated before, although he recognized its +situation and its bad repute. The ways were foul and narrow; the shops +and houses wretched; the people half-naked, drunken, slipshod, ugly. +Alleys and archways, like so many cesspools, disgorged their offences of +smell, and dirt, and life, upon the straggling streets; and the whole +quarter reeked with crime, with filth and misery.</p> + +<p>Far in this den of infamous resort, there was a low-browed, beetling +shop, below a pent-house roof, where iron, old rags, bottles, bones, and +greasy offal were bought. Upon the floor within, were piled up heaps of +rusty keys, nails, chains, hinges, files, scales, weights, and refuse +iron of all kinds. Secrets that few would like to scrutinize were bred +and hidden in mountains of unseemly rags, masses of corrupted fat, and +sepulchres of bones. Sitting in among the wares he dealt in, by a +charcoal stove, made of old bricks, was a grey-haired rascal, nearly +seventy years of age; who had screened himself from the cold air +without, by a frowsy curtaining of miscellaneous tatters hung upon a +line; and smoked his pipe in all the luxury of calm retirement.</p> + +<p>Scrooge and the Phantom came into the presence of this man, just as a +woman with a heavy bundle slunk into the shop. But she had scarcely +entered, when another woman, similarly laden, came in too; and she was +closely followed by a man in faded black, who was no less startled by +the sight of them, than they had been upon the recognition of each +other. After a short period of blank astonishment, in which the old man +with a pipe<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58">[Pg 58]</a></span> had joined them, they all three burst into a laugh.</p> + +<p>"Let the charwoman alone to be the first!" cried she who had entered +first. "Let the laundress alone to be the second; and let the +undertaker's man alone to be the third. Look here, old Joe, here's a +chance! If we haven't all three met here without meaning it!"</p> + +<p>"You couldn't have met in a better place," said old Joe, removing his +pipe from his mouth. "Come into the parlor."</p> + +<p>The parlor was the space behind the screen of rags. The old man raked +the fire together with an old stair-rod, and having trimmed his smoky +lamp (for it was night), with the stem of his pipe, put it into his +mouth again.</p> + +<p>While he did this, the woman who had already spoken threw her bundle on +the floor and sat down in a flaunting manner on a stool; crossing her +elbows on her knees, and looking with a bold defiance at the other two. +"Now, then!" cried the woman. "Who's the worse for the loss of a few +things like these? Not a dead man, I suppose."</p> + +<p>"No, indeed," said Mrs. Dilber, laughing.</p> + +<p>"If he wanted to keep 'em after he was dead, a wicked old screw," +pursued the woman, "why wasn't he natural in his lifetime? If he had +been, he'd have had somebody to look after him when he was struck with +Death, instead of lying gasping out his last there, alone by himself."</p> + +<p>"It's the truest word that ever was spoke," said Mrs. Dilber. "It's a +judgment on him."</p> + +<p>"I wish it was a little heavier judgment," replied the woman; "and it +should have been, you may depend upon it, if I could have laid my hands +on anything else. Open that bundle, old Joe, and let me know the value +of it. Speak out plain. I'm not afraid to be the first, nor afraid for +them to see<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[Pg 59]</a></span> it. We knew pretty well that we were helping ourselves, +before we met here, I believe. Open the bundle, Joe."</p> + +<p>But the gallantry of her friends would not allow of this; and the man in +faded black, mounting the breach first, produced <i>his</i> plunder. It was +not extensive. A seal or two, a pencil-case, a pair of sleeve buttons, +and a brooch of no great value, were all. They were severally examined +and appraised by old Joe, who chalked the sums he was disposed to give +for each, upon the wall, and added them up into a total when he found +that there was nothing more to come.</p> + +<p>"That's your account," said Joe, "and I wouldn't give another sixpence, +if I was to be boiled for not doing it. Who's next?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Dilber was next. Sheets and towels, a little wearing apparel, two +old-fashioned silver teaspoons, a pair of sugar-tongs, and a few boots. +Her account was stated on the wall in the same manner.</p> + +<p>"I always give too much to ladies. It's a weakness of mine, and that's +the way I ruin myself," said old Joe. "That's your account. If you asked +me for another penny, and made it an open question, I'd repent of being +so liberal, and knock off half-a-crown."</p> + +<p>"And now undo <i>my</i> bundle, Joe," said the first woman.</p> + +<p>Joe went down on his knees for the greater convenience of opening it, +and having unfastened a great many knots, dragged out a large heavy roll +of some dark stuff.</p> + +<p>"What do you call this?" said Joe. "Bed curtains!"</p> + +<p>"Ah!" returned the woman, laughing and leaning forward on her crossed +arms. "Bed curtains!"</p> + +<p>"You don't mean to say you took 'em down rings and all, with him lying there?" said Joe.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[Pg 60]</a></span></p><p>"Yes, I do," replied the woman. "Why not?"</p> + +<p>"You were born to make your fortune," said Joe, "and you'll certainly do it."</p> + +<p>"I certainly shan't hold my hand, when I can get anything in it by +reaching it out, for the sake of such a man as he was, I promise you, +Joe," returned the woman coolly. "Don't drop that oil upon the blankets, now."</p> + +<p>"His blankets?" asked Joe.</p> + +<p>"Whose else's do you think?" replied the woman. "He isn't likely to take +cold without 'em, I dare say."</p> + +<p>"I hope he didn't die of anything catching? Eh?" said old Joe, stopping +in his work, and looking up.</p> + +<p>"Don't you be afraid of that," returned the woman. "I an't so fond of +his company that I'd loiter about him for such things, if he did. Ah! +you may look through that shirt till your eyes ache; but you won't find +a hole in it, nor a threadbare place. It's the best he had, and a fine +one too. They'd have wasted it, if it hadn't been for me."</p> + +<p>"What do you call wasting of it?" asked old Joe.</p> + +<p>"Putting it on him to be buried in, to be sure," replied the woman with +a laugh. "Somebody was fool enough to do it, but I took it off again. If +calico ain't good enough for such a purpose, it isn't good enough for +anything. It's quite as becoming to the body. He can't look uglier than +he did in that one."</p> + +<p>Scrooge listened to this dialogue in horror. As they sat grouped about +their spoil, in the scanty light afforded by the old man's lamp, he +viewed them with a detestation and disgust, which could hardly have been +greater, though they had been obscene demons, marketing the corpse itself.</p> + +<p>"Ha, ha!" laughed the same woman, when old<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[Pg 61]</a></span> Joe, producing a flannel bag +with money in it, told out their several gains upon the ground. "This is +the end of it, you see? He frightened everyone away from him when he was +alive, to profit us when he was dead! Ha! ha! ha!"</p> + +<p>"Spirit!" said Scrooge, shuddering from head to foot, "I see, I see. The +case of this unhappy man might be my own. My life tends that way, now. +Merciful Heaven, what is this?"</p> + +<p>He recoiled in terror, for the scene had changed, and now he almost +touched a bed: a bare, uncurtained bed: on which, beneath a ragged +sheet, there lay a something covered up which, though it was dumb, +announced itself in awful language.</p> + +<p>The room was very dark, too dark to be observed with any accuracy, +though Scrooge glanced round it in obedience to a secret impulse, +anxious to know what kind of room it was. A pale light rising in the +outer air, fell straight upon the bed: and on it, plundered and bereft, +unwatched, unwept, uncared for, was the body of this man.</p> + +<p>Scrooge glanced toward the Phantom. Its steady hand was pointed to the +head. The cover was so carelessly adjusted that the slightest raising of +it, the motion of a finger upon Scrooge's part, would have disclosed the +face. He thought of it, felt how easy it would be to do, and longed to +do it; but had no more power to withdraw the veil than to dismiss the +spectre at his side.</p> + +<p>"Spirit!" he said, "this is a fearful place. In leaving it, I shall not +leave its lesson, trust me. Let us go!"</p> + +<p>Still the Ghost pointed with an unmoved finger to the head.</p> + +<p>"I understand you," Scrooge returned, "and I would do it if I could. But +I have not the power, Spirit. I have not the power."</p> + +<p>Again it seemed to look upon him.</p> + +<p>"If there is any person in the town, who feels<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[Pg 62]</a></span> emotion caused by this +man's death," said Scrooge, quite agonized, "show that person to me, +Spirit, I beseech you!"</p> + +<p>The phantom spread its dark robe before him for a moment, like a wing; +and withdrawing it, revealed a room by daylight, where a mother and her children were.</p> + +<p>She was expecting some one, and with anxious eagerness; for she walked +up and down the room; started at every sound; looked out from the +window; glanced at the clock; tried, but in vain, to work with her +needle; and could hardly bear the voices of her children in their play.</p> + +<p>At length the long-expected knock was heard. She hurried to the door and +met her husband; a man whose face was care-worn and depressed, though he +was young. There was a remarkable expression in it now; a kind of +serious delight of which he felt ashamed, and which he struggled to repress.</p> + +<p>He sat down to the dinner that had been hoarding for him by the fire, +and when she asked him faintly what news (which was not until after a +long silence), he appeared embarrassed how to answer.</p> + +<p>"Is it good," she said, "or bad?"—to help him.</p> + +<p>"Bad," he answered.</p> + +<p>"We are quite ruined?"</p> + +<p>"No. There is hope yet, Caroline."</p> + +<p>"If <i>he</i> relents," she said, amazed, "there is! Nothing is past hope, if +such a miracle has happened."</p> + +<p>"He is past relenting," said her husband. "He is dead."</p> + +<p>She was a mild and patient creature, if her face spoke truth; but she +was thankful in her soul to hear it, and she said so, with clasped +hands. She prayed forgiveness the next moment, and was sorry: but the +first was the emotion of her heart.</p> + +<p>"What the half-drunken woman, whom I told<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[Pg 63]</a></span> you of last night, said to +me, when I tried to see him and obtain a week's delay: and what I +thought was a mere excuse to avoid me, turns out to have been quite +true. He was not only very ill, but dying, then."</p> + +<p>"To whom will our debt be transferred?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know. But before that time we shall be ready with the money; +and even though we were not, it would be bad fortune indeed to find so +merciless a creditor in his successor. We may sleep to-night with light +hearts, Caroline!"</p> + +<p>Yes. Soften it as they would, their hearts were lighter. The children's +faces, hushed and clustered round to hear what they so little +understood, were brighter; and it was a happier house for this man's +death! The only emotion that the Ghost could show him, caused by the +event, was one of pleasure.</p> + +<p>"Let me see some tenderness connected with the death," said Scrooge; "or +that dark chamber, Spirit, which we left just now, will be for ever +present to me."</p> + +<p>The Ghost conducted him through several streets to poor Bob Cratchit's +house; the dwelling he had visited before: and found the mother and the +children seated round the fire.</p> + +<p>Quiet. Very quiet. The noisy little Cratchits were as still as statues +in one corner, and sat looking up at Peter, who had a book before him. +The mother and her daughters were sewing. But surely they were very quiet!</p> + +<p>"'And He took a child, and set him in the midst of them.'"</p> + +<p>Where had Scrooge heard those words? He had not dreamed them. The boy +must have read them out, as he and the Spirit crossed the threshold. Why +did he not go on?</p> + +<p>The mother laid her work upon the table, and put her hand up to her face.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_64" id="Page_64">[Pg 64]</a></span></p><p>"The color hurts my eyes," she said.</p> + +<p>The color? Ah, poor Tiny Tim!</p> + +<p>"They're better now again," said Cratchit's wife. "It makes them weak by +candle-light; and I wouldn't show weak eyes to your father when he comes +home, for the world. It must be near his time."</p> + +<p>"Past it rather," Peter answered, shutting up his book. "But I think he +has walked a little slower than he used, these few last evenings, mother."</p> + +<p>They were very quiet again. At last she said, and in a steady, cheerful +voice, that only faltered once:</p> + +<p>"I have known him walk with—I have known him walk with Tiny Tim upon +his shoulder, very fast indeed."</p> + +<p>"And so have I," cried Peter. "Often."</p> + +<p>"And so have I," exclaimed another. So had all.</p> + +<p>"But he was very light to carry," she resumed, intent upon her work, +"and his father loved him so, that it was no trouble: no trouble. And +there is your father at the door!"</p> + +<p>She hurried out to meet him; and little Bob in his comforter—he had +need of it, poor fellow—came in. His tea was ready for him, and they +all tried who should help him to it most. Then the two young Cratchits +got upon his knees and laid, each child, a little cheek against his +face, as if they said, "Don't mind it, father. Don't be grieved!"</p> + +<p>Bob was very cheerful with them, and spoke pleasantly to all the family. +He looked at the work upon the table, and praised the industry and speed +of Mrs. Cratchit and the girls. They would be done long before Sunday, he said.</p> + +<p>"Sunday! You went to-day, then, Robert?" said his wife.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65">[Pg 65]</a></span></p><p>"Yes, my dear," returned Bob. "I wish you could have gone. It would +have done you good to see how green a place it is. But you'll see it +often. I promised him that I would walk there on a Sunday. My little, +little child!" cried Bob. "My little child!"</p> + +<p>He broke down all at once. He couldn't help it. If he could have helped +it, he and his child would have been farther apart perhaps than they were.</p> + +<p>"Spectre," said Scrooge, "something informs me that our parting moment +is at hand. I know it, but I know not how. Tell me what man that was +whom we saw lying dead?"</p> + +<p>The Ghost of Christmas Yet to Come conveyed him as before into the +resorts of business men, but showed him not himself. Indeed, the Spirit +did not stay for anything, but went straight on, as to the end just now +desired, until besought by Scrooge to tarry for a moment.</p> + +<p>"This court," said Scrooge, "through which we hurry now, is where my +place of occupation is, and has been for a length of time. I see the +house. Let me behold what I shall be, in days to come."</p> + +<p>The Spirit stopped; the hand was pointed elsewhere.</p> + +<p>"The house is yonder" Scrooge exclaimed. "Why do you point away?"</p> + +<p>The inexorable finger underwent no change.</p> + +<p>Scrooge hastened to the window of his office, and looked in. It was an +office still, but not his. The furniture was not the same, and the +figure in the chair was not himself. The Phantom pointed as before.</p> + +<p>He joined it once again, and wondering why and whither he had gone, +accompanied it until they reached an iron gate. He paused to look round +before entering.</p> + +<p>A churchyard. Here, then, the wretched man<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66">[Pg 66]</a></span> whose name he had now to +learn, lay underneath the ground. It was a worthy place. Walled in by +houses; overrun by grass and weeds, the growth of vegetation's death, +not life; choked up with too much burying; fat with repleted appetite. A worthy place!</p> + +<p>The Spirit stood among the graves, and pointed down to one. He advanced +toward it trembling. The Phantom was exactly as it had been, but he +dreaded that he saw new meaning in its solemn shape.</p> + +<p>"Before I draw nearer to that stone to which you point," said Scrooge, +"answer me one question. Are these the shadows of the things that will +be, or are they shadows of the things that may be, only?"</p> + +<p>Still the Ghost pointed downward to the grave by which it stood.</p> + +<p>"Men's courses will foreshadow certain ends, to which, if persevered in, +they must lead," said Scrooge, "But if the courses be departed from, the +ends will change. Say it is thus with what you show me!"</p> + +<p>The Spirit was immovable as ever.</p> + +<p>Scrooge crept toward it, trembling as he went; and following the finger, +read upon the stone of the neglected grave his own name, <span class="smcap">Ebenezer +Scrooge</span>.</p> + +<p>"Am <i>I</i> that man who lay upon the bed?" he cried, upon his knees.</p> + +<p>The finger pointed from the grave to him, and back again.</p> + +<p>"No, Spirit! Oh, no, no!"</p> + +<p>The finger still was there.</p> + +<p>Holding up his hands in a last prayer to have his fate reversed, he saw +an alteration in the Phantom's hood and dress. It shrunk, collapsed, and +dwindled down into a bedpost.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67">[Pg 67]</a></span></p> + +<hr class="tiny" /> + +<h3><span class="smcap">Stave Five</span>.</h3> + +<h3>THE END OF IT.</h3> + +<p>Yes! and the bedpost was his own. The bed was his own, and the room was +his own. Best and happiest of all, the time before him was his own, to +make amends in!</p> + +<p>He was so fluttered and so glowing with his good intentions, that his +broken voice would scarcely answer to his call. He had been sobbing +violently in his conflict with the Spirit, and his face was wet with tears.</p> + +<p>"They are not torn down," cried Scrooge, folding one of his bed curtains +in his arms, "they are not torn down, rings and all. They are here—I am +here—the shadows of the things that would have been, may be dispelled. +They will be. I know they will!"</p> + +<p>He had frisked into the sitting-room, and was now standing there: perfectly winded.</p> + +<p>"There's the saucepan that the gruel was in!" cried Scrooge, starting +off again, and going round the fire-place. "There's the door by which +the Ghost of Jacob Marley entered! There's the corner where the Ghost of +Christmas Present sat! There's the window where I saw the wandering +Spirits! It's all right, it's all true, it all happened. Ha, ha, ha!"</p> + +<p>Really, for a man who had been out of practice for so many years, it was +a splendid laugh, a most illustrious laugh. The father of a long, long +line of brilliant laughs!</p> + +<p>"I don't know what day of the month it is," said Scrooge. "I don't know +how long I have been among the Spirits. I don't know anything. I'm quite +a baby. Never mind. I don't care. I'd rather be a baby. Hallo! Whoop! Hallo here!"</p> + +<p>He was checked in his transports by the churches<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68">[Pg 68]</a></span> ringing out the +lustiest peals he had ever heard. Clash, clash, hammer; ding, dong, +bell. Bell, dong, ding; hammer, clang, clash! Oh, glorious, glorious!</p> + +<p>Running to the window, he opened it and put out his head.</p> + +<p>"What's to-day?" cried Scrooge, calling downward to a boy in Sunday +clothes, who perhaps had loitered in to look about him.</p> + +<p>"Eh?" returned the boy, with all his might of wonder.</p> + +<p>"What's to-day, my fine fellow?" said Scrooge.</p> + +<p>"To-day!" replied the boy. "Why, <span class="smcap">Christmas Day</span>."</p> + +<p>"It's Christmas Day!" said Scrooge to himself. "I haven't missed it. The +Spirits have done it all in one night. Hallo, my fine fellow!"</p> + +<p>"Hallo!" returned the boy.</p> + +<p>"Do you know the Poulterer's, in the next street but one, at the +corner?" Scrooge inquired.</p> + +<p>"I should hope I did," replied the lad.</p> + +<p>"An intelligent boy!" said Scrooge. "A remarkable boy! Do you know +whether they've sold the prize turkey that was hanging up there?"</p> + +<p>"It's hanging there now," replied the boy.</p> + +<p>"Is it?" said Scrooge. "Go and buy it."</p> + +<p>"Walk-<span class="smaller">ER</span>!" exclaimed the boy.</p> + +<p>"No, no," said Scrooge, "I am in earnest. Go and buy it, and tell 'em to +bring it here, that I may give them the directions where to take it. +Come back with the man, and I'll give you a shilling."</p> + +<p>The boy was off like a shot.</p> + +<p>"I'll send it to Bob Cratchit's," whispered Scrooge, rubbing his hands, +and splitting with a laugh. "He shan't know who sends it. It's twice the +size of Tiny Tim."</p> + +<p>The hand in which he wrote the address was not a steady one; but write +it he did, somehow, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69">[Pg 69]</a></span> went down-stairs to open the street door, ready +for the coming of the poulterer's man.</p> + +<p>The chuckle with which he paid for the Turkey, and the chuckle with +which he recompensed the boy, were only to be exceeded by the chuckle +with which he sat down breathless in his chair again, and chuckled till he cried.</p> + +<p>He dressed himself "all in his best," and got out into the streets. The +people were by this time pouring forth, as he had seen them with the +Ghost of Christmas Present; and walking with his hands behind him, +Scrooge regarded every one with a delighted smile. He looked so +irresistibly pleasant, in a word, that three or four good-humored +fellows said "Good morning, sir! A Merry Christmas to you!" And Scrooge +said often afterward, that of all the blithe sounds he ever heard, those +were the blithest in his ears.</p> + +<p>He had not gone far, when coming on toward him he beheld the portly +gentleman, who had walked into his counting-house the day before, and +said "Scrooge and Marley's, I believe?" It sent a pang across his heart +to think how this old gentleman would look upon him when they met; but +he knew what path lay straight before him, and he took it.</p> + +<p>"My dear sir," said Scrooge, quickening his pace, and taking the old +gentleman by both his hands, "how do you do? I hope you succeeded +yesterday. It was very kind of you. A Merry Christmas to you, sir!"</p> + +<p>"Mr. Scrooge?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Scrooge. "That is my name, and I fear it may not be pleasant +to you. Allow me to ask your pardon. And will you have the +goodness"—here Scrooge whispered in his ear.</p> + +<p>"Lord bless me!" cried the gentleman, as if his breath were taken away. +"My dear Mr. Scrooge, are you serious?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70">[Pg 70]</a></span></p><p>"If you please," said Scrooge. "Not a farthing less. A great many back +payments are included in it, I assure you. Will you do me that favor?"</p> + +<p>"My dear sir," said the other, shaking hands with him, "I don't know +what to say to such munifi—"</p> + +<p>"Don't say anything, please," retorted Scrooge. "Come and see me. Will +you come and see me?"</p> + +<p>"I will!" cried the old gentleman. And it was clear he meant to do it.</p> + +<p>"Thank'ee," said Scrooge. "I am much obliged to you. I thank you fifty +times. Bless you!"</p> + +<p>He went to church, and walked about the streets and watched the people +hurrying to and fro, and patted the children on the head, and looked +down into the kitchens of houses, and up to the windows; and found +everything could yield him pleasure. He had never dreamed that any +walk—that any thing—could give him so much happiness. In the +afternoon, he turned his steps toward his nephew's house.</p> + +<p>He passed the door a dozen times, before he had the courage to go up and +knock. But he made a dash, and did it.</p> + +<p>"Is your master at home, my dear?" said Scrooge to the girl. Nice girl! Very.</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir."</p> + +<p>"Where is he?" said Scrooge.</p> + +<p>"He's in the dining-room, sir, along with mistress. I'll show you +up-stairs, if you please."</p> + +<p>"Thank'ee. He knows me," said Scrooge, with his hand already on the +dining-room lock. "I'll go in here, my dear."</p> + +<p>He turned it gently, and sidled his face in, round the door. They were +looking at the table (which was spread out in great array); for these +young housekeepers are always nervous on such points, and like to see +that everything is right.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71">[Pg 71]</a></span></p><p>"Fred!" said Scrooge.</p> + +<p>"Why, bless my soul!" cried Fred, "who's that?"</p> + +<p>"It's I. Your Uncle Scrooge. I have come to dinner. Will you let me in, Fred?"</p> + +<p>Let him in! It is a mercy he didn't shake his arm off. He was at home in +five minutes. Nothing could be heartier.</p> + +<p>But he was early at the office next morning. Oh, he was early there. If +he could only be there first, and catch Bob Cratchit coming late! That +was the thing he had set his heart upon.</p> + +<p>And he did it; yes, he did! The clock struck nine. No Bob. A quarter +past. No Bob. He was full eighteen minutes and a half behind his time. +Scrooge sat with his door wide open, that he might see him come into the tank.</p> + +<p>His hat was off, before he opened the door; his comforter too. He was on +his stool in a jiffy; driving away with his pen, as if he were trying to +overtake nine o'clock.</p> + +<p>"Hallo!" growled Scrooge, in his accustomed voice as near as he could +feign it. "What do you mean by coming here at this time of day?"</p> + +<p>"I am very sorry, sir," said Bob. "I <i>am</i> behind my time."</p> + +<p>"You are!" repeated Scrooge. "Yes. I think you are. Step this way, sir, +if you please."</p> + +<p>"It's only once a year, sir," pleaded Bob, appearing from the tank. "It +shall not be repeated. I was making rather merry yesterday, sir."</p> + +<p>"Now, I'll tell you what, my friend," said Scrooge. "I am not going to +stand this sort of thing any longer. And therefore I am about to raise your salary!"</p> + +<p>"A Merry Christmas, Bob!" said Scrooge, with an earnestness that could +not be mistaken, as he clapped him on the back, "A Merrier Christmas,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72">[Pg 72]</a></span> +Bob, my good fellow, than I have given you for many a year! I'll raise +your salary, and endeavor to assist your struggling family, and we will +discuss your affairs this very afternoon. Make up the fires, and buy +another coal scuttle before you dot another i, Bob Cratchit!"</p> + +<p>Scrooge was better than his word. He did it all, and infinitely more; +and to Tiny Tim, who did <span class="smaller">NOT</span> die, he was a second father. He became as +good a friend, as good a master, and as good a man, as the good old city +knew, or any other good old city, town, or borough, in the good old +world. Some people laughed to see the alteration in him, but he let them +laugh, and little heeded them; for he was wise enough to know that +nothing ever happened on this globe, for good, at which some people did +not have their fill of laughter in the outset; and knowing that such as +these would be blind anyway, he thought it quite as well that they +should wrinkle up their eyes in grins, as have the malady in less +attractive forms. His own heart laughed: and that was quite enough for him.</p> + +<p>He had no further intercourse with Spirits, but lived upon the Total +Abstinence Principle, ever afterward; and it was always said of him, +that he knew how to keep Christmas well, if any man alive possessed the +knowledge. May that be truly said of us, and all of us! And so, as Tiny +Tim observed, God bless Us, Every One!</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73">[Pg 73]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="THE_CHRISTMAS_BABE" id="THE_CHRISTMAS_BABE"></a>THE CHRISTMAS BABE.</h2> + +<h3>BY MARGARET E. SANGSTER.</h3> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div>We love to think of Bethlehem,</div> +<div class="i3">That little mountain town,</div> +<div class="i1">To which, on earth's first Christmas Day,</div> +<div class="i3">Our blessed Lord came down.</div> +<div class="i1">A lowly manger for His bed,</div> +<div class="i3">The cattle near in stall,</div> +<div class="i1">There, cradled close in Mary's arms,</div> +<div class="i3">He slept, the Lord of all.</div> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<div>If we had been in Bethlehem,</div> +<div class="i3">We too had hasted fain</div> +<div class="i1">To see the Babe whose little face</div> +<div class="i3">Knew neither care nor pain.</div> +<div class="i1">Like any little child of ours,</div> +<div class="i3">He came unto His own,</div> +<div class="i1">Through Cross and shame before Him stretched,—</div> +<div class="i3">His pathway to His Throne.</div> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<div>If we had dwelt in Bethlehem,</div> +<div class="i3">We would have followed fast,</div> +<div class="i1">And where the Star had led our feet</div> +<div class="i3">Have knelt ere dawn was past.</div> +<div class="i1">Our gifts, our songs, our prayers had been</div> +<div class="i3">An offering, as He lay,</div> +<div class="i1">The blessed Babe of Bethlehem,</div> +<div class="i3">In Mary's arms that day.</div> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<div>Now breaks the latest Christmas Morn!</div> +<div class="i3">Again the angels sing,</div> +<div class="i1">And far and near the children throng</div> +<div class="i3">Their happy hymns to bring.</div> +<div class="i1">All heaven is stirred! All earth is glad!</div> +<div class="i3">For down the shining way,</div> +<div class="i1">The Lord who came to Bethlehem,</div> +<div class="i3">Comes yet, on Christmas Day.</div> +</div></div> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74">[Pg 74]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="A_WESTERN_CHRISTMAS_IN_THE_OLD_DAYS" id="A_WESTERN_CHRISTMAS_IN_THE_OLD_DAYS"></a>A WESTERN CHRISTMAS IN THE OLD DAYS.</h2> + +<h3>BY MRS. W. H. CORNING.</h3> + +<p>Christmas week there was no school, but such a succession of dining +days, and visiting days, and day parties, and night parties, that Fanny, +who looked forward to the week as a season of rest, thought that the +regular routine of school duties would be less fatiguing.</p> + +<p>Christmas at La Belle Prairie was the one jubilee of the year, something +to be talked about for six months beforehand, and to be remembered as +long after. It was a time of feasting and recreation for both master and +servant. Days before, preparations commenced in the kitchen. Various +smells issued from thence—savory smells of boiled, baked, and roasted +meats; and sweet delicious smells of warm pastry and steaming cakes. +Aunt Tibby was rolling pie-crust or stirring cake all day long, and the +chopping of sausage-meat, the pounding of spices, and the beating of +eggs were constantly heard. Everything was carried on with the greatest +secrecy. The children were all kept out of the kitchen, and when +"somefin' good" was to be transferred therefrom to Miss Car'line's +store-room, Aunt Tibby came sailing in, holding it high above the reach +of the curious little heads.</p> + +<p>"I don't care," said Cal. "There's six pound-cakes all in a row on the +store-room shelf. I see 'em when ma opened the door; and Marthy says one +of 'em got currants in it, and there's a little shoat thar roasted +whole. O! how I wish Christmas was come."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75">[Pg 75]</a></span></p><p>Coming suddenly upon Maud one day, Fanny found her with her apron half +full of bran, while her fingers were busily at work upon a few pieces of +faded silk. Maud tried to hide them at first, but finding by Fanny's +question of "What is it, Maud?" that it was too late, she had looked up +with a tired, flushed face and said:</p> + +<p>"Miss Fanny, don't you tell now! will you? I'm makin' a pin-cushion for +Aunt Phœbe, but it won't come square, all I can do. It acts awfully."</p> + +<p>"Let me see what the trouble is," said Fanny, and sitting down, she +examined the poor cushion; which, indeed, under Maud's hands, was not +soon likely to come into shape.</p> + +<p>"You see," said Maud, "I want to give aunty a Christmas gift, and I +thought a cushion would be so nice, 'cause her old one that she wears +pinned to her waist, you know, has burst a great hole, and the bran +keeps tumbling out. I'm going to make her a right nice one, only I wish +'twas brighter, 'cause aunty likes red, and yellow, and all them, so +bad."</p> + +<p>Fanny searched her piece bag and brought forth bits of gay ribbon, the +sight of which threw Maud into ecstasies of delight, then giving up the +morning to the job, she cut and planned, and fitted and basted together, +getting all in order, so that Maud could do the sewing herself.</p> + +<p>"Aunty wouldn't think half so much of it if I didn't," said the child.</p> + +<p>Well and faithfully Maud performed her labor of love, giving up her +much-prized runs on the prairie, and resisting all the children's +entreaties to play with them, till the Christmas gift was finished. It +was no small task, for Maud most heartily hated to sew, and her fingers +were anything but nimble in the operation. "I always did despise to sew, +Miss Fanny," she said, "but I'm going to make this cushion for aunty anyhow."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_76" id="Page_76">[Pg 76]</a></span></p><p>It was finished at last, and, as Maud expressed it, "was just as +beautiful as it could be." There never was a prouder, happier child. She +did not thank Fanny in words for her assistance, but that night she came +softly behind her, and putting her arms around her neck, gave her an +earnest kiss, a proceeding which called forth an exclamation of surprise +from Mrs. Catlett, for Maud was very chary of her caresses.</p> + +<p>Christmas morning came, and long before daylight, every child upon the +place, both black and white, was up ready to "march in Christmas." There +had been mysterious preparations the night before, such as the hiding of +tin pans and glass bottles under the bed, and the faint tooting of an +old horn, heard down at the quarters, as though some one was rehearsing +a part. Fanny was also astonished by an application from little "darky +Tom" for permission to use her school-bell, the said cow-tinkler not +being remarkable for sweetness of sound.</p> + +<p>"O, yes, Tom, you may take it; but what can you want of it?"</p> + +<p>"Couldn't tell no ways, Miss Fanny," said Tom, with a grin. "Mebbe Miss +Fanny know in de mornin'."</p> + +<p>Morning did indeed bring an explanation of the mystery. Assembling in +the yard, the children marshaled themselves into marching order; Maud, +of course, being captain, and taking the lead, bearing an old tin horn, +while little black Tom brought up the rear with Fanny's unfortunate cow-bell.</p> + +<p>In this order they commenced "marching in Christmas" to the music of the +horn, the beating of tin pans, the rattling of bits of iron and pieces +of wood, the jingling of bells, and the clapping of hands. Into the +house, and up-stairs to the very doors of the sleeping-rooms, they all +marched with<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77">[Pg 77]</a></span> their horrid din. It was received with tolerable +good-humor by all but Nanny, who, deprived of her morning nap by the +tumult, raved at the juvenile disturbers of the peace, and finally threw +her shoes at them as they stood on the stairway. These were directly +seized upon as trophies, and carried off in triumph to the quarters, +where the young performers went through with the same operations.</p> + +<p>"Christmas gift! Christmas gift!" was the first salutation from the +servants this morning, and it was well worth while to give them some +trifling present, were it only to hear their extravagant expressions of +gratitude and delight. It was impossible to forget for a moment that it +was Christmas. One could see it in the faces of the servants, released +for a whole week from their daily tasks, and rejoicing in the prospect +of dances, and parties, and visits to friends and kindred on distant +plantations. The children, too, with their boisterous merriment and +constant talk about the holidays, seemed determined to bear it in mind, +and the great dinner—the one dinner of the year—in the preparation of +which Aunt Tibby had exercised all her skill; this, in itself, seemed to +proclaim that it was Christmas.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Miss Fanny," said little Joy, "don't you wish Christmas lasted the +whole year round?"</p> + +<p>The short December day was fast drawing to a close, as a party of four +rode leisurely along the road crossing La Belle Prairie. The ladies, +though scarcely recognizable in their close hoods, long blue cotton +riding skirts, and thick gloves, were none other than Miss Nancy Catlett +and our friend Fanny, while their attendants were Mr. Chester, the town +gentleman, and Massa Dave Catlett, who had come over from his new home +in Kansas, on purpose to enjoy the Christmas festivities on the prairie. +One of those night parties, of which<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78">[Pg 78]</a></span> Nanny had talked so much, was to +come off at Col. Turner's, and this was the place of their destination. +In accordance with the customs of society in these parts, they were to +remain until the next day, and, accordingly, black Viny rode a little in +the rear, mounted upon old "Poke Neck," and bearing sundry carpet-bags +and valises, containing the ladies' party-dresses.</p> + +<p>Just at dusk, our party reached their journey's end, and dismounting one +by one from the horse-block in front of the house, they walked up the +road, and were met in the porch by Miss Bell Turner, Nanny's particular +friend. This young lady, with long curls and a very slender waist, +performed the duties of hostess in a free and easy manner, ushering the +gentlemen into the parlor, where a fire was blazing on the hearth, while +the ladies, with their attendants, were conducted up-stairs to the dressing-room.</p> + +<p>Here a dozen or more were engaged in the mysteries of the toilet, +braiding, twisting, and curling, while as many servants were flying +about, stumbling over each other, and creating the most dire confusion +in their efforts to supply the wants of their respective mistresses. The +beds and chairs were covered with dresses, capes, ribbons, +curling-irons, flowers, combs, and brushes, and all the paraphernalia of +the toilet, while the ladies themselves kept up a continual stream of +conversation with each other and their attendants.</p> + +<p>Into this scene Nanny entered with great spirit. Shaking hands all +round, and introducing Fanny, she hastily threw off her bonnet and +shawl, and bidding Viny unpack the things, she set about dressing in good earnest.</p> + +<p>"How nice to get here so early," she said. "Now we can have a chance at +the glass, and plenty of room to move about in."</p> + +<p>Fanny wondered what she called plenty of room,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79">[Pg 79]</a></span> but had yet to learn the +signification of the term when applied to the dressing-room of a western +party. Thicker and faster came the arrivals, and it being necessary that +each lady should undergo a thorough transformation in dress, before +making her appearance down-stairs, the labor and confusion necessary to +bring this about can be imagined. Such hurryings to and fro, such +knockings down and pickings up, such scolding and laughing, in short +such a Babel of sounds as filled the room for an hour or two, Fanny had +never heard before. Completing her own toilet as soon as possible, she +seated herself upon one of the beds, and watched the proceedings with great interest.</p> + +<p>"You Suke, bring me some more pins, directly." "O please, Miss Ellen, +mind my wreath!" "Jule, how much longer are you goin' to keep the +wash-bowl?" "Dar now, Miss Eveline done get her coat all wet." "Did you +know Tom Walton was here? I see him in the passage." "Miss Belle, that's +<i>my</i> starch-bag." "There, now! don't them slippers fit beautiful?" "Why +don't that girl come back?" "O, Liza, just fasten up my dress, that's a +dear girl!" "Come, girls, do hurry, we shan't be dressed to-night."</p> + +<p>How it was all brought about, Fanny could not tell, but at last the +ladies were dressed, the last sash pinned, and the last curl adjusted. +Dresses of thin material, cut low in the neck, with short sleeves, +seemed to be the order of the night, which with wreaths, and bunches of +artificial flowers in the hair, gave the ladies a handsome appearance. +With Miss Belle at the head, they all descended to the parlor, and found +the gentlemen strolling about, employing themselves as they could, till +the night's amusements commenced; and, indeed, both ladies and gentlemen +manifested such eagerness to adjourn to the play-room, that the signal +was soon given, and they proceeded forthwith to a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80">[Pg 80]</a></span> log building in the +yard, formerly used as a school-room.</p> + +<p>Games soon commenced, and were carried on with great vigor, the young +people making up in activity what was lacking in gracefulness of motion. +Game after game was made out, the ladies vying with each other to see +who should laugh the most, while those who were left chatted gayly +together in groups, or tried their powers of fascination upon some +long-limbed specimen of humanity.</p> + +<p>"What calls the gentlemen up-stairs so frequently?" inquired Fanny, +innocently, as groups of two and three disappeared up the steps leading +to the room above.</p> + +<p>"You are not aware, then, what a formidable rival the ladies have up in +the loft?" said Mr. Chester, gravely, though there was a comical +expression about the corners of his mouth.</p> + +<p>"No, indeed."</p> + +<p>"Well, I only hope you may not witness the overpowering influence +sometimes exerted by this same rival," said Mr. Chester; "but honestly, +Miss Hunter, there is serious danger that some of these light-footed +young gentlemen may, ere long, be obliged to relinquish their places in +our party, all through the attractions presented to them up yonder."</p> + +<p>"I don't in the least know what you mean."</p> + +<p>"In plain words, then, they are talking about horses up there; men are +crazy over horses you know."</p> + +<p>"Are you in earnest, Mr. Chester?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly I am. It would not answer, I suppose, for ladies to intrude +upon their modest retirement, or I could convince you in a moment."</p> + +<p>"How can you joke about it, Mr. Chester? I think it is perfectly scandalous."</p> + +<p>"Well, it is bad enough," said her companion,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81">[Pg 81]</a></span> more gravely. "One living +at the west becomes accustomed to such things."</p> + +<p>"<i>I</i> never will," said Fanny. "If I had known these Christmas parties +countenanced such impoliteness, I would have stayed at home."</p> + +<p>"A set supper," Nanny had several times expressed a hope that Mrs. +Turner would provide, and she was not disappointed. The long table was +bountifully spread with the substantials of this life, and though not in +the style of an entertainment in Fifth Avenue, it was admirably suited +to the guests who partook of it. A roasted "shoat" graced each end of +the board, a side of bacon the centre, while salted beef, cut in thin +slices, with pickles and cheese, constituted the side-dishes. Hot +coffee, corn bread and biscuit were passed to each guest, and a piece of +pound-cake and a little preserved fruit for dessert.</p> + +<p>There was plenty of laughter and hearty joking at the table, and the +flushed faces and increased volubility of the gentlemen gave too certain +evidence of the truth of Mr. Chester's assertions.</p> + +<p>"The langest day maun hae an end," says the old Scotch proverb, audit +was with a sigh of relief that Fanny at last saw Uncle Jake lay down the +tortured fiddle, and the guests with lingering steps and wishful eyes +retire to seek the few hours of repose that were left of the night. +"Confusion worse confounded" reigned for a time in the apartment +appropriated to the ladies' use, and the numerous couches spread upon +the floor increased the difficulty of navigation. At last, when quiet +seemed restored, and Fanny was sinking into a peaceful sleep, she was +aroused by her neighbors in an adjoining bed, three young ladies who +declared that they were "all but starved, and must have something to eat +before they could go to sleep." One of the black women was despatched to +the store-room for some slices of cold bacon, and sitting up<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82">[Pg 82]</a></span> in bed, +with the candle before them, they made a hearty repast.</p> + +<p>"Of course, you can't eat half as much as you want at table," said one +of the young ladies, apologetically; "one always wants to appear +delicate-like before the gentlemen."</p> + +<p>"What in goodness' name, Nan, made breakfast so late?" said Dave the +next morning, or rather noon, as they were returning home; "I thought +one while we wasn't goin' to get any." "Why, you see, they hadn't any +wheat flour in the house for the biscuit," said Nanny, "and they had to +send three miles over the prairie to Mr. John Turner's to borrow some."</p> + +<p>"Twenty people invited to stay over night, and no flour in the house?" +said Fanny, in amazement.</p> + +<p>"It rather shocks your Yankee ideas of looking out ahead, Miss Hunter," +said Mr. Chester, laughing. "We are used to such things out this way."</p> + +<p>"Oh! Miss Fanny, people can't remember everything, you know," said +Nanny; "Belle says they never thought a word about it till this morning."</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[Pg 83]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="JOES_SEARCH_FOR_SANTA_CLAUS" id="JOES_SEARCH_FOR_SANTA_CLAUS"></a>JOE'S SEARCH FOR SANTA CLAUS.</h2> + +<h3>BY IRVING BACHELLER</h3> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div>A story, my child? Well, there's none that I know</div> +<div>As good as the story about little Joe.</div> +<div>He lived with his mother, just under the eaves</div> +<div>Of a tenement high, where the telegraph weaves</div> +<div>Its highway of wire, that everywhere goes,</div> +<div>And makes the night musical when the wind blows.</div> +<div>Their home had no father—the two were bereft</div> +<div>Of all but their appetites—those never left!</div> +<div>Joe's grew with his thought; a day never passed</div> +<div>He spent not in hunger to make the food last;</div> +<div>And days when his mother silently went</div> +<div>And stood by the windows—Joe knew what it meant.</div> +<div>They'd nothing for supper! The words were so sad</div> +<div>That somehow they drowned all the hunger he had.</div> +<div>And surely God's miracles never have ceased—</div> +<div>Joe's hunger grew less when his sorrows increased.</div> +<div>When the coal ran out in winter's worst storm,</div> +<div>The fire burnt the harder that kept their hearts warm.</div> +<div>Their windows revealed many wonderful sights,</div> +<div>Long acres of roofing and high-flying kites;</div> +<div>At sunset, the great vault of heaven aglow,</div> +<div>The lining of gold on the clouds hanging low,</div> +<div>The cross on the top of St. Mary's high tower</div> +<div>Ablaze with the light of that magical hour;</div> +<div>And still, as the arrows of light slanted higher,</div> +<div>The last thing in sight was the great cross of fire.</div> +<div>Each day, as it vanished, the history old</div> +<div>Of Christ's crucifixion was reverently told;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[Pg 84]</a></span></div> +<div>To Him the boy learned to confide all his woes,</div> +<div>But oftenest prayed for a new suit of clothes,</div> +<div>Since those that he wore didn't fit him at all—</div> +<div>The coat was too large and the trousers too small,</div> +<div>And Joe looked so queer, from his head to his feet,</div> +<div>It grieved his proud soul to be seen in the street.</div> +<div>And sometimes he cherished a secret desire</div> +<div>To own a hand-sled, or to build a bonfire;</div> +<div>But reached one conclusion by various routes—</div> +<div>He could have better fun with a new pair of boots.</div> +<div>He thought how the old pair, when shiny and whole.</div> +<div>Had squeaked in a way that delighted his soul,</div> +<div>And remembrance grew sad as he strutted around</div> +<div>And tried hard, but vainly, to waken that sound.</div> +<div>The day before Christmas brought trouble for Joe,</div> +<div>A thousand times worse. 'Twas a terrible blow</div> +<div>To hear that old Santa Claus, god of his dreams.</div> +<div>Would not come that year with his fleet-footed teams.</div> +<div>He'd seen them. Why, once, of a night's witching hour</div> +<div>He saw them jump over the cross on the tower</div> +<div>And scamper away o'er the snow-covered roofs,</div> +<div>His heart beating time to the sound of their hoofs.</div> +<div>Not coming this year? Santa Claus must be dead,</div> +<div>He thought, as with sad tears he crept into bed.</div> +<div>And, as he lay thinking, the long strings of wire</div> +<div>Sang low in the wind like a deep-sounding lyre,</div> +<div>And Joe caught the notes of this solemn refrain—</div> +<div>"He'll not come again! no, he'll not come again!"</div> +<div>And oh! how the depths of his spirit were stirred</div> +<div>By thoughts that were born of the music he heard!</div> +<div>How cold were the winds, and they sang in their strife,</div> +<div>Of storms yet to come in the winters of life.</div> +<div>They mocked him, but mark how the faith of the child</div> +<div>Stood firm as a fortress, its hope undefiled;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[Pg 85]</a></span></div> +<div>For still the boy thought that, if Santa Claus knew</div> +<div>How great were their needs and their comforts how few,</div> +<div>He would come; and at length, when the first rays of light</div> +<div>Had fathomed the infinite depths of the night,</div> +<div>And brightened the windows, Joe cautiously crept</div> +<div>Out of bed: and he dressed while his mother still slept,</div> +<div>And down the long stairways on tiptoe he ran;</div> +<div>Then out in the snow, with the will of a man,</div> +<div>He went, looking hither and thither, because,</div> +<div>Poor boy! he was trying to find Santa Claus.</div> +<div>He hurried along through the snow-burdened street</div> +<div>As if the good angels were guiding his feet;</div> +<div>And as the sun rose in the heavens apace,</div> +<div>A radiance fell on his uplifted face</div> +<div>That came from the cross gleaming far overhead—</div> +<div>A symbol of hope for the living and dead.</div> +<div>A moment he looked at the great house of prayer,</div> +<div>Then slyly peeked in to see what was there;</div> +<div>And entering softly he wandered at will</div> +<div>Through pathways of velvet, deserted and still,</div> +<div>And saw the light grow on a wonderful scene</div> +<div>Of ivy-twined columns and arches of green,</div> +<div>And back of the rail, where the clergyman knelt,</div> +<div>He sat on the cushions to see how they felt.</div> +<div>How soft was that velvet he stroked with his hand!</div> +<div>But when he lay down, oh, the feeling was grand!</div> +<div>And while he was musing the walls seemed to sway,</div> +<div>And slowly the windows went moving away.</div> +<div>What, ho! there he comes! with his big pack and all,</div> +<div>Down the sunbeams that slope from the high-windowed wall,</div> +<div>And Joe tried to speak, but could not, if he died,</div> +<div>When Santa Claus came and sat down by his side.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_86" id="Page_86">[Pg 86]</a></span></div> +<div>"A tenement boy! humph! he probably swears."</div> +<div>(Joe trembled, and tried hard to think of his prayers.)</div> +<div>He lifted Joe's eyelids, he patted his brow,</div> +<div>And said. "He is not a bad boy, anyhow."</div> +<div>But hark! there is music; a deep-swelling sound</div> +<div>Is sweeping on high as if heavenward bound.</div> +<div>And suddenly waking, Joe saw kneeling there</div> +<div>The rector, long-robed, who was reading a prayer.</div> +<div>"Provide for the fatherless children," said he</div> +<div>"The widowed, the helpless, the bond and the free."</div> +<div>The rector stops praying—his face wears a frown;</div> +<div>A ragged young gamin is pulling his gown.</div> +<div>"I knowed you would come," said the boy, half in fright—</div> +<div>"I knowed you would come—I was watchin' all night.</div> +<div>Say! what are ye goin' t'give mother an' me?</div> +<div>Le'me see what 'tis, Santa Claus—please le'me see!"</div> +<div>The rector looked down into Joe's honest face,</div> +<div>And a great wave of feeling swept over the place;</div> +<div>And tenderly laying his hand on Joe's head,</div> +<div>He turned to the people and solemnly said:</div> +<div>"We pray that the poor may be sheltered and fed,</div> +<div>And we leave it to Heaven to furnish the bread.</div> +<div>Ye know, while He feedeth the fowls in the air.</div> +<div>The children of mankind He leaves to man's care;"</div> +<div>And kissing Joe's face the preacher said then;</div> +<div>"Of such is the kingdom of Heaven. Amen!"</div> +<div>That day Santa Claus came to many a door</div> +<div>He'd forgotten to call at the evening before.</div> +<div>Was little Joe lucky? Well, now, you are right.</div> +<div>And the wires sang merrily all the next night.</div> +</div></div> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_87" id="Page_87">[Pg 87]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="ANGELAS_CHRISTMAS" id="ANGELAS_CHRISTMAS"></a>ANGELA'S CHRISTMAS.</h2> + +<h3>BY JULIA SCHAYER.</h3> + +<p>"Then it is 'yes,' father dear?" said Angela, looking across the +breakfast table with a smile. It was her mother's smile, and the girl +had filled her mother's vacant chair for more than a year.</p> + +<p>The eyes of the father and daughter met, and Angela knew, before a word +was said, that she had conquered.</p> + +<p>"I hate to see you at your age, beginning to worry over these things," +Ephraim Frazier said, regretfully. "Let the <i>old</i> women take care of the +charities, dear. You keep on dancing in the sunshine a while longer, +daughter."</p> + +<p>Angela's smile grew graver, but not less sweet.</p> + +<p>"I am twenty, dear," she said. "Too old to dance <i>all</i> the time, and I +cannot help <i>thinking</i>, you know. And—it's no use, papa dear! I <i>must</i> +do something! It <i>is</i> 'yes,' isn't it?"</p> + +<p>"You are sure you won't mind being criticised and ridiculed?"</p> + +<p>"Quite sure!" answered Angela.</p> + +<p>"And sure you won't take your failures and disappointments to heart too deeply?"</p> + +<p>"Quite sure I can bear them bravely," answered the girl. "If only one, +<i>just one</i>, of those poor creatures may be helped, and lifted up, and +brought out of darkness, it will be worth trying for!"</p> + +<p>"And what does Robert Johns say about it?"</p> + +<p>A glow kindled in Angela's face.</p> + +<p>"Robert is in perfect sympathy with me," she said softly. Then again, +this time having risen and gone around to his side, to speak with her<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_88" id="Page_88">[Pg 88]</a></span> +face against the old banker's smoothly shaven cheek, "It <i>is</i> 'yes,' +isn't it, daddy dear?"</p> + +<p>"Well, yes! Only you must go slow, dear. You are not over strong, you know."</p> + +<p>And soon it came to pass that on a vacant lot, hitherto given over to +refuse heaps, haunted by stray cats, ragpickers, and vagrant children, +in one of the vilest quarters of the metropolis, there sprang up, with +magic swiftness, a commodious frame building, surrounded by smooth green +sod, known in the lower circles as the Locust Street Home; in upper +circles, laughingly denominated "Angela's Experiment."</p> + +<p>Angela did not mind. It was mostly goodnatured laughter, and many of the +laughers ended by lending willing hands and hearts to the cause. It was +wonderful how the news spread through the city's purlieus that here was +a sanctuary into which cold, hunger, and fatigue dared not intrude; a +place which the lowest might enter and be made welcome, and go +unquestioned, his personal rights as carefully respected as though he +were one of the Four Hundred.</p> + +<p>That was Angela's theory. No man, woman, or child should be <i>compelled</i> +to anything. First make their bodies comfortable, then surround them +with ennobling influences and examples, entertain them, arouse them, +stimulate them, hold out the helping hand, <i>and leave the rest to God</i>. +"They shall not even be <i>compelled</i> to be clean!" she said, laughing. +"If the beautiful clean bathrooms and clean clothing do not tempt them +to cleanliness, then so be it! I will have no rules; only influences. You will see!"</p> + +<p>And people did see, and wondered.</p> + +<p>Sometimes, on warm, pleasant evenings, the spacious, cheerful hall, with +its tables and chairs, would be almost empty; but on nights like that on +which this story opens, a dark, cold December<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89">[Pg 89]</a></span> night, the seats were apt +to be well filled, mostly with slatternly, hard-featured women, and +dull-faced children, who sat staring stolidly about, while the music and +speaking went on; half stupefied by the warmth and tranquillity so +foreign to their lives.</p> + +<p>Outside, a dismal sleet was falling, but from the open door of the +vestibule a great sheet of light fell upon the wet pavement, and above +it glowed a transparency bearing the words:</p> + +<p>"A Merry Christmas to all! Come in!"</p> + +<p>It was while the singing was going on, led by a high, sweet girl's +voice, that a human figure came hobbling out from a side street, and +stopped short at the very edge of the lighted space.</p> + +<p>A woman by her dress, an old, old woman, with a seamed, blotched face; +an ugly, human wreck, all torn and battered and discolored by the storms +of life. Such was old Marg—"Luny Marg," as she was called in the haunts +that knew her best. Her history? She had forgotten it herself, very +likely, and there was no one to know or care—no one in the wide world +to care if she should at any moment be trampled to death, or slip from +the dock into the black river. The garret which lodged her would find +another tenant; the children of the gutters another target for their +missiles. Not that she was worse than others—only that she was old and +ugly and sharp of tongue, and the world—even <i>her</i> world—has no use +for such as she.</p> + +<p>For some time this forlorn creature continued to hover on the edge of +the lighted space. The sleet had become snow, and already a thin white +film covered the pavement, promising "a white Christmas," and the cold +increased from moment to moment.</p> + +<p>The woman drew her filthy shawl closer; her jaws chattered, yet she +seemed unable to tear herself from the spot. Her eyes, alert under +their<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_90" id="Page_90">[Pg 90]</a></span> gray brows, as a rat's, were fixed now upon the open door, now +upon the transparency, yet she made no motion toward the proffered +shelter. Two men, hirsute and ragged, stopped near her and, after a +moments consultation, slunk across the square of light and disappeared +in the building. As the door was opened, there came a fuller burst of +song, and a rush of warm air, fragrant with the aroma of coffee and oysters.</p> + +<p>The old woman's body quivered with desire; food, warmth, rest—all that +her miserable frame demanded—were there within easy reach, for the mere +asking; nay for the mere taking; yet still the devils of stubbornness +and spite would not let go their hold upon her. But finally, as a bitter +blast swept the snow stingingly against her face, she uttered a hoarse +snarl, and glancing about to see that no jeering eye was upon her, the +poor creature crept across the pavement, clambered up the stone steps, +and, pushing open the door, slipped into the nearest vacant seat.</p> + +<p>The chairs and benches were unusually well filled. Numbers of women and +children were in the foreground. A few men were also present, sitting +with their bodies hanging forward, their hats tightly clutched between +their knees, their eyes fixed on the floor. The women and children, on +the contrary, followed every movement of the young women on the platform +with furtive eagerness.</p> + +<p>The simplicity of attire which Angela and her friends had assumed did +not deceive even the tiniest gutter-child present—these were "ladies," +and one and all accorded them the same tribute of genuine, if reluctant, admiration.</p> + +<p>Old Marg, after the embarrassment of the first moment, took everything +in with one hawk-like glance—the Christmas greens upon the clean, white +walls, the curtained space in the rear which<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_91" id="Page_91">[Pg 91]</a></span> hid some pleasant mystery, +the men and women on the platform.</p> + +<p>At the organ sat a young girl, leaning upon the now silent keys, her +face toward the young man who was speaking. Old Marg could not take her +eyes from this face—white, serious, sweet, set in a halo of pale golden +hair. The sight of it aroused strange feelings in the bosom of the old +outcast. Fascinated, tortured, bewildered, she sat and gazed. It was +long since she had thought of her youth. This girl reminded her of that +forgotten time. Like a violet flung upon a refuse-heap, the thought of +her own innocent girlhood lay for an instant upon the foul mass of +memories accumulated by sixty-miserable years. "<i>I</i> was light-haired, +too!" ran old Marg's thoughts. "Light-haired, an' light-complected, like her!"</p> + +<p>The perfume of that thought breathed across her soul, and was gone. +Still she gazed from under her shaggy brows, and, without meaning to +listen, found herself hearing what the speaker was saying. He was +telling without rhetoric or cant the story of Christ, and with +simplicity and tact presenting the lesson of His life.</p> + +<p>"This joy of giving, of sacrificing for others," the young man was +saying in his earnest, musical voice, "so far beyond the joy of +receiving, is within the reach of every human being. Think of that! The +poorest man or woman or child who breathes on earth to-night may know +this joy, may give some pleasure, some help, some comfort, to some +fellow-creature. Whether it be a human creature or a dumb beast, matters +not. It is all one in God's sight, being an act of love and kindness and sacrifice."</p> + +<p>Old Marg looked down upon her squalid rags; her rough features writhed +with a scornful smile. "That's a lie!" she muttered. "What could the +likes of <i>me</i> do for anybody, I'd like to know!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_92" id="Page_92">[Pg 92]</a></span></p><p>Still she listened; but at last, as the warmth stole through her sodden +garments, and into her chilled veins, and the peace of the place +penetrated the turbulent recesses of her soul, the man's voice became +like a voice heard in a dream, and the old outcast slept.</p> + +<p class="tbrk"> </p> + +<p>A confused sound greeted her awakening. Some one was playing the organ +jubilantly; people were moving about—girls with trays loaded with +steaming dishes; children were talking and laughing excitedly. The +curtain had been drawn, and a great Christmas-tree almost blinded her +with its splendor. She stared about in bewilderment. She looked at the +tree, at the people, at her own foul rags. A fierce revulsion of feeling +swept over her. Rage, shame, a desire to get out of sight, to be +swallowed up in the darkness and misery which were her proper element, +seized and mastered her. She staggered to her feet. A young girl +approached her with a tray of tempting food. The sight and smell of it +goaded the starved creature to madness. She could have fallen upon it +like a wolf, but instead she pushed the girl roughly aside and fumbled +dizzily at the door-knob.</p> + +<p>A hand was laid upon her arm. The girl with the sweet, white face was +looking at her with a friendly smile.</p> + +<p>"Won't you stay and have something warm to eat before going into the +cold?" the girl asked gently.</p> + +<p>Old Marg shook the hand from her arm.</p> + +<p>"No!" she snarled. "I don't want nothin'! Let me go!"</p> + +<p>With a patient smile Angela opened the door.</p> + +<p>"I am sorry you will not stay," she said softly. "It would give me great +pleasure. There is a gift for you on the tree, too. It is Christmas Eve, you know!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93">[Pg 93]</a></span></p><p>A hoarse, choking sound came from the woman's lips. She pushed by into +the vestibule. Angela followed.</p> + +<p>"If you should feel differently to-morrow," she said, in her kind, +gentle voice, "come here again, about eleven o'clock. I shall be here." +Without waiting for a reply, she re-entered the hall. A young man, the +same who had been speaking, met her at the door.</p> + +<p>"Angela!" he exclaimed. "You should not be out there in the cold!" She +smiled absently. "Did you see her, Robert?"</p> + +<p>"That terrible old woman? Yes, I saw her. A hopeless case, I fear."</p> + +<p>Angela's eyes kept their absent look.</p> + +<p>"It was awful to see her go away like that, into the cold and snow, +hungry and half-clad!" she said.</p> + +<p>The young man leaned nearer. "Angela," he whispered. "You must not let +these things sink into your heart as you do, or you cannot bear the work +you have undertaken. As for that old creature, it is terrible to think +of her, but she seemed to me beyond our reach."</p> + +<p>"But not beyond God's reach <i>through us</i>!" said Angela.</p> + +<p class="tbrk"> </p> + +<p>Meantime old Marg was facing the storm with rage and pain in her face +and in her heart. The streets were deserted, and lighted only by such +beams as found their way through the dirty windows of shops and saloons. +From these last came sounds of revelry and contention, and at one or +another the poor creature paused, listening without fear to the familiar +hubbub. Should she go in? Some one might give her a drink, to ease for a +time the terrible gnawing at her breast. Might? Yes; but more likely she +would be thrust out with jeers and curses, and, for some reason, old +Marg was in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_94" id="Page_94">[Pg 94]</a></span> no mood to use the caustic wit and ready tongue that were +her only weapons. So she staggered on until the swarming tenement was +reached, stumbled up the five flights of unillumined stairs, and almost +fell headlong into the dismal garret which she called her home.</p> + +<p>Feeling about in the darkness, she found a match and lit a bit of candle +which stopped the neck of an empty bottle. It burned uncertainly as if +reluctant to disclose the scene upon which its light fell. A +smoke-stained, sloping ceiling, a blackened floor, a shapeless mattress +heaped with rags, a deal box, a rusty stove resting upon two bricks, +supporting in its turn an ancient frying-pan, a chipped saucer, and a +battered tin can from which, when the scavenger business was good, old +Marg served afternoon tea—such were her home and all her personal belongings.</p> + +<p>There was no fire, nor any means of producing one, but upon the box was +spread a piece of paper containing a slice of bread and a soup-bone, +whereto clung some fragments of meat—the gift of a neighbor hardly less +wretched than herself.</p> + +<p>The old woman's eyes glittered at the sight, and, seizing the food, she +sank weakly upon the box and began gnawing at it; but her toothless +jaws, stiff with cold, made no impression upon the tough meat and hard +crust, and letting them drop to the floor, the poor creature fell to +rocking to and fro, whimpering tearlessly, like a suffering dog. +Strangely enough, within the withered bosom of this most wretched +creature there had welled up, from some hidden source of womanly +feeling, a passionate self-pity, a no less passionate self-loathing. +This was what a moment's contact with all that she had so long +abjured—purity, order, gentleness—had brought to pass.</p> + +<p>That fair young girl-tall, pale, sweet as an Easter lily—stood before +her like an incarnate<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_95" id="Page_95">[Pg 95]</a></span> memory, pointing toward the past, the far-distant +past, when she, too, was young, and pretty, and innocent, and gay—too +pretty and too gay for a poor working girl! That was where the trouble began.</p> + +<p>"I was light haired, too," moaned old Marg, twisting her withered +fingers restlessly. "Light-haired, and light-complected! A pretty girl, +an' a good girl, too! Not like <i>her</i>. No! How could I be? Little the +likes o' her knows what the likes o' me has to face! Lord!"</p> + +<p>The bit of candle guttered and went out. The cold increased. It had +ceased snowing, and a keen wind had arisen, tearing the clouds into +shreds through which the stars gleamed. And presently the moon climbed +up behind the belfry of the old church across the square, and sent one +broad white ray through the dingy window and across the floor. All at +once the great bell began to strike the midnight hour, its mingled +vibrations filling the garret with tumultuous sounds. The vision of the +fair girl faded, and old Marg was herself again, a hard, bitter, +rebellious old woman, with a burning care where her heart had been, and +only one thought, one desire, left in her desperate mind—the thought +and the desire of death.</p> + +<p>In young and passionate days she had often thought of seeking that way +out of life's agonies, but at its worst there is always some sweetness +left in the cup—when one is young! It was not so now. The dregs only +had been hers for many a year, and she had enough. Death—yes, that was best.</p> + +<p>Her eyes glittered as she cast a look about the silent room. Bare, even +of the means to this end! Ah, the window!</p> + +<p>With an inarticulate cry the woman arose and hobbled along the shining +moon-ray to the window, and threw open the sash. Awed by the stern<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_96" id="Page_96">[Pg 96]</a></span> +beauty of the heavens, the splendor of the moon tangled in the lace-like +carvings of the belfry as in a net, she leaned some moments against the +sill, looking out and down. Far below lay the deserted square, its white +bosom traced with the sharp shadow of the tower. With a keen eye old +Marg measured the distance, a sheer descent of fifty feet. Nothing to +break the fall—nothing!</p> + +<p>One movement, a swift fall, and that white surface would be broken by a +black shapeless heap. A policeman would find it on his next round, or +some drunken reveler would stumble over it, or the good people on their +way to early mass—ah! The seamed countenance lit up suddenly with a +malignant joy.</p> + +<p>Why not wait until they began to pass—those pious, respectable people +in their comfortable furs and wools—and cast herself into their midst, +a ghastly Christmas offering from Poverty to Riches, from Sin to Virtue? +This suggestion commended itself highly to her sense of humor. With a +hoarse chuckle she was about to close the window when a portion of the +shadow that lay alongside the chimney showed signs of life, and, rising +on four long and skinny legs, became a cat—a lean, black cat, which +crept meekly toward the window, its phosphorescent eyes gleaming, its +lank jaws parted in a vain effort to mew. Startled, old Marg drew back +for an instant; then, glancing from the animal to the pavement below, a +brutal cunning, a malicious pleasure, lit up the witch-like features. +Reaching out one skinny arm, she called coaxingly: "Puss! Puss!"</p> + +<p>The cat dragged herself up to the outstretched arm, rubbing her lank +body caressingly against it.</p> + +<p>The cruel, cunning old face softened suddenly. "Lord!" muttered old +Marg, "if she ain't a-tryin' to <i>purr</i>! Wall, that beats me!"</p> + +<p>The poor beast continued its piteous appeal for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_97" id="Page_97">[Pg 97]</a></span> aid, arching its +starved frame, waving its tail, fawning unsuspectingly against the arm +that had threatened.</p> + +<p>With an impulse new to her misery-hardened heart, old Marg drew the +animal in and closed the window. Far from resisting, the cat nestled +against her with every sign of pleasure.</p> + +<p>"She's been somebody's pet," said the old woman, placing her on the +floor. "She ain't always been like this."</p> + +<p>The divine emotion of pity, so new to this forlorn creature, grew and +swelled in her bosom. The man at the hall had <i>not</i> lied, after all. +Here was another of God's creatures as miserable as herself—nay, more +so, for she had a roof to shelter her! And she could share it with this homeless one.</p> + +<p>"Poor puss!" muttered old Marg, stroking the rough fur. "You're +starvin', too, ain't ye? an' I ain't got nothin' to give ye, not a bite or a sup. Ah!"</p> + +<p>Her eyes had fallen upon the discarded food. Eagerly she seized it and +placed it before the cat; the starving creature gnawed greedily at the +bone an instant, then looked up with a hopeless mew.</p> + +<p>The old woman felt a keener pang of pity.</p> + +<p>"Poor beast!" she said, with a bitter smile. "Ye can't eat 'em, can ye? +No more could I! We're in the same box, puss! Old, an' toothless, an' +nobody belongin' to us. We'll have to starve together, I guess. An' it's +Christmas day! Did ye know that, puss? Christmas day! Lord! Lord!"</p> + +<p>The cat rubbed against her skirts, her eyes fixed upon her benefactor's. +"Seems to understand every word I say!" old Marg muttered. "If only I +had a drop o' milk for her now!"</p> + +<p>Hobbling to the stove, she examined the battered tin can, letting the +moonlight shine into its rusty depths. A little water or tea remained in +it,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_98" id="Page_98">[Pg 98]</a></span> and with this she moistened some of the bread and placed it before +the cat, which devoured it now eagerly. Then she took the animal in her +arms and laid herself down on the mattress, drawing the ragged covers +over them. The cat nestled against her side; the warmth of the two poor +bodies mingled, and both slept.</p> + +<p>The moon-ray crept along and spread itself over the heap of rags, the +knotted fingers resting on the cat's rough fur, the seamed old face; it +passed away, and morning dawned, with a peal of bells and the sound of +footsteps on the pavement below, and still the two slept on.</p> + +<p class="tbrk"> </p> + +<p>Angela stood near the door, receiving her Christmas guests. They came +straggling in, in twos and threes, some boldly and impudently, some +shame-faced and shy, some eager, some indifferent, but all +poverty-pinched. Each one was pleasantly welcomed, and passed on to the +feast. Angela watched and waited, and at last the door opened slowly to +admit old Marg, who stopped short on the threshold, with a look at once +stubborn, appealing, suspicious, ashamed. Like a wild animal on the +alert for the faintest sign of repulsion or danger, she stood there, but +Angela only smiled, proffering her white, soft hand, destitute of +jewels, but the hand of a lady.</p> + +<p>"A Merry Christmas!" she said brightly.</p> + +<p>"I was ugly to ye last night," said old Marg huskily, ignoring the +beautiful hand she dared not touch.</p> + +<p>"Never mind!" Angela answered sweetly. "You were tired."</p> + +<p>"I am a bad old woman!" said old Marg, mistrustfully.</p> + +<p>"Never mind that, either!" said Angela. "Let me be your friend. If you +will, you shall never be cold or hungry again."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_99" id="Page_99">[Pg 99]</a></span></p><p>A profound wonder came into the old face—then it began to writhe, and +from each eye oozed scant tears, seeking a channel amid the seams and +wrinkles of the sunken cheeks.</p> + +<p>"You will let me be your friend," urged Angela.</p> + +<p>Still old Marg wept silently, the scant tears of age.</p> + +<p>"You shall have a pleasant home and——"</p> + +<p>A swift, suspicious glance darted from the wet eyes.</p> + +<p>"Not a 'sylum, miss, please!" said the old woman.</p> + +<p>"No," said Angela quietly. "Not an asylum, A home—a bright, clean, +comfortable home——"</p> + +<p>"I can work, miss!" put in old Marg, doubling her knotted hands to show +their strength. "I can wash, an' scrub——"</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Angela, "you may work all you are able, helping to keep +things clean and comfortable."</p> + +<p>Still old Marg looked doubtful. Wiping her cheeks with a corner of the +shawl, she half turned toward the door.</p> + +<p>"Have you a family, or any one belonging to you?" asked Angela, thinking +to have reached the root of the difficulty.</p> + +<p>"Yes," said the old woman stoutly. "I have a cat. Where I go, she must go, too!"</p> + +<p>Angela patted the grimy hand, with a laugh which was good to hear.</p> + +<p>"I understand you perfectly," she said. "I have a cat of my own. You and +<i>your</i> cat shall not be separated."</p> + +<p class="tbrk"> </p> + +<p>A half-hour later entered the young man Robert. Angela pointed silently +to old Marg, sitting in a warm corner, contentedly munching her +Christmas dinner. "What have you done to her?" he asked. "She looks more +human already."</p> + +<p>Angela laughed again, that same laugh which goes to one's heart so. "I +have adopted her—and her cat!" she answered. "That's all!"</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_100" id="Page_100">[Pg 100]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="THE_FIRST_PURITAN_CHRISTMAS_TREE" id="THE_FIRST_PURITAN_CHRISTMAS_TREE"></a>THE FIRST PURITAN CHRISTMAS TREE.</h2> + +<h3>(ANONYMOUS.)</h3> + +<p>Mrs. Olcott called her boys, and bade them go to the pine woods and get +the finest, handsomest young hemlock tree that they could find.</p> + +<p>"Get one that is straight and tall, with well-boughed branches on it, +and put it where you can draw it under the wood-shed after dark," she added.</p> + +<p>The boys went to Pine Hill, and there they picked out the finest young +tree on all the hill, and said, "We will take this one." So, with their +hatchets they hewed it down and brought it safely home the next night +when all was dark. And when Roger was quietly sleeping in the adjoining +room, they dragged the tree into the kitchen. It was too tall, so they +took it out again and cut it off two or three feet at the base. Then +they propped it up, and the curtains being down over the windows, and +blankets being fastened over the curtains to prevent any one looking in, +and the door being doubly barred to prevent any one coming in, they all went to bed.</p> + +<p>Very early the next morning, while the stars shone on the snow-covered +hills—the same stars that shone sixteen hundred years before on the +hills when Christ was born in Bethlehem—the little Puritan mother in +New England arose very softly. She went out and lit the kitchen fire +anew from the ash-covered embers. She fastened upon the twigs of the +tree the gifts she had bought in Boston for her boys and girl. Then she +took as many as twenty pieces of candle and fixed them upon the +branches. After that she softly called Rupert, Robert and Lucy, and told +them to get up and come into the kitchen.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101">[Pg 101]</a></span></p><p>Hurrying back, she began, with a bit of a burning stick, to light the +candles. Just as the last one was set aflame, in trooped the three children.</p> + +<p>Before they had time to say a word, they were silenced by their mother's warning.</p> + +<p>"I wish to fetch Roger in and wake him up before it," she said. "Keep +still until I come back!"</p> + +<p>The little lad, fast asleep, was lifted in a blanket and gently carried +by his mother into the beautiful presence.</p> + +<p>"See! Roger, my boy, see!" she said, arousing him. "It is Christmas +morning now! In England they only have Christmas-boughs, but here in New +England we have a whole Christmas-tree."</p> + +<p>"O mother!" he cried. "O Lucy! Is it really, really true, and no dream +at all? Yes, I see! I see! O mother, it is so beautiful! Were all the +trees on all the hills lighted up that way when Christ was born? And, +mother," he added, clapping his little hands with joy at the thought, +"why, yes, the stars did sing when Christ was born! They must be glad, +then, and keep Christmas, too, in heaven. I know they must, and there +will be good times there."</p> + +<p>"Yes," said his mother; "there will be good times there, Roger."</p> + +<p>"Then," said the boy, "I sha'n't mind going, now that I've seen the +Christmas-bough. I—What is that, mother?"</p> + +<p>What was it that they heard? The little Olcott home had never before +seemed to tremble so. There were taps at the window, there were knocks +at the door—and it was as yet scarcely the break of day! There were +voices also, shouting something to somebody.</p> + +<p>"Shall I put out the candles, mother?" whispered Robert.</p> + +<p>"What will they do to us for having the tree? I wish we hadn't it," +regretted Rupert; while Lucy<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_102" id="Page_102">[Pg 102]</a></span> clung to her mother's gown and shrieked +with all her strength, "It's Indians!"</p> + +<p>Pale and white and still, ready to meet her fate, stood Mrs. Olcott, +until, out of the knocking and the tapping at her door, her heart caught +a sound. It was a voice calling, "Rachel! Rachel! Rachel!"</p> + +<p>"Unbar the door!" she cried back to her boys; "it's your father +calling!" Down came the blankets; up went the curtain; open flew the +door, and in walked Captain Olcott, followed by every man and woman in +Plymouth who had heard at break of day the glorious news that the +expected ship had arrived at Boston, and with it the long lost Captain +Olcott. For an instant nothing was thought of except the joyous +welcoming of the Captain in his new home.</p> + +<p>"What's this? What is it? What does this mean?" was asked again and +again, when the first excitement was passed, as the tall young pine +stood aloft, its candles ablaze, its gifts still hanging.</p> + +<p>"It's welcome home to father!" said Lucy, her only thought to screen her mother.</p> + +<p>"No, child, no!" sternly spoke Mrs. Olcott. "Tell the truth!"</p> + +<p>"It's—a—Christmas-tree!" faltered poor Lucy.</p> + +<p>One and another and another, Pilgrims and Puritans all, drew near with +faces stern and forbidding, and gazed and gazed, until one and another +and yet another softened slowly into a smile as little Roger's piping +voice sung out:</p> + +<p>"She made it for me, mother did. But you may have it now, and all the +pretty things that are on it, too, because you've brought my father back +again; if mother will let you," he added.</p> + +<p>Neither Pilgrim nor Puritan frowned at the gift. One man, the sternest +there, broke off a little twig and said:</p> + +<p>"I'll take it for the sake of the good old times at home."</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_103" id="Page_103">[Pg 103]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="THE_FIRST_CHRISTMAS_IN_NEW_ENGLAND" id="THE_FIRST_CHRISTMAS_IN_NEW_ENGLAND"></a>THE FIRST CHRISTMAS IN NEW ENGLAND.</h2> + +<h3>BY HEZEKIAH BUTTERWORTH.</h3> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div>They thought they had come to their port that day,</div> +<div class="i1">But not yet was their journey done;</div> +<div>And they drifted away from Provincetown Bay</div> +<div class="i1">In the fireless light of the sun.</div> +<div>With rain and sleet were the tall masts iced,</div> +<div class="i1">And gloomy and chill was the air,</div> +<div>But they looked from the crystal sails to Christ,</div> +<div class="i1">And they came to a harbor fair.</div> +<div class="i4">The white hills silent lay,—</div> +<div class="i2">For there were no ancient bells to ring,</div> +<div class="i2">No priests to chant, no choirs to sing,</div> +<div class="i2">No chapel of baron, or lord, or king,</div> +<div class="i4">That gray, cold winter day.</div> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<div>The snow came down on the vacant seas,</div> +<div class="i1">And white on the lone rocks lay,—</div> +<div>But rang the axe 'mong the evergreen trees</div> +<div class="i1">And followed the Sabbath day.</div> +<div>Then rose the sun in a crimson haze,</div> +<div class="i1">And the workmen said at dawn:</div> +<div>"Shall our axes swing on this day of days,</div> +<div class="i1">When the Lord of Life was born?"</div> +<div class="i4">The white hills silent lay,—</div> +<div class="i2">For there were no ancient bells to ring,</div> +<div class="i2">No priests to chant, no choirs to sing,</div> +<div class="i2">No chapel of baron, or lord, or king,</div> +<div class="i4">That gray, cold Christmas Day.</div> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<div>"The old town's bells we seem to hear:</div> +<div class="i1">They are ringing sweet on the Dee;</div> +<div>They are ringing sweet on the Harlem Meer,</div> +<div class="i1">And sweet on the Zuyder Zee.</div> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_104" id="Page_104">[Pg 104]</a></span><div>The pines are frosted with snow and sleet.</div> +<div class="i1">Shall we our axes wield</div> +<div>When the chimes at Lincoln are ringing sweet</div> +<div class="i1">And the bells of Austerfield?"</div> +<div class="i4">The air was cold and gray,—</div> +<div class="i2">And there were no ancient bells to ring,</div> +<div class="i2">No priests to chant, no choirs to sing,</div> +<div class="i2">No chapel of baron, or lord, or king,</div> +<div class="i4">That gray, cold Christmas Day.</div> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<div>Then the master said, "Your axes wield,</div> +<div class="i1">Remember ye Malabarre Bay;</div> +<div>And the covenant there with the Lord ye sealed;</div> +<div class="i1">Let your axes ring to-day.</div> +<div>You may talk of the old town's bells to-night,</div> +<div class="i1">When your work for the Lord is done,</div> +<div>And your boats return, and the shallop's light</div> +<div class="i1">Shall follow the light of the sun.</div> +<div class="i4">The sky is cold and gray,—</div> +<div class="i2">And here are no ancient bells to ring,</div> +<div class="i2">No priests to chant, no choirs to sing,</div> +<div class="i2">No chapel of baron, or lord, or king.</div> +<div class="i4">This gray, cold Christmas Day.</div> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<div>"If Christ was born on Christmas Day,</div> +<div class="i1">And the day by Him is blest,</div> +<div>Then low at His feet the evergreens lay</div> +<div class="i1">And cradle His church in the West.</div> +<div>Immanuel waits at the temple gates</div> +<div class="i1">Of the nation to-day ye found,</div> +<div>And the Lord delights in no formal rites;</div> +<div class="i1">To-day let your axes sound!"</div> +<div class="i4">The sky was cold and gray,—</div> +<div class="i2">And there were no ancient bells to ring,</div> +<div class="i2">No priests to chant, no choirs to sing,</div> +<div class="i2">No chapel of baron, or lord, or king,</div> +<div class="i4">That gray, cold Christmas Day.</div> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_105" id="Page_105">[Pg 105]</a></span><div>Their axes rang through the evergreen trees</div> +<div class="i1">Like the bells on the Thames and Tay;</div> +<div>And they cheerily sang by the windy seas,</div> +<div class="i1">And they thought of Malabarre Bay.</div> +<div>On the lonely heights of Burial Hill</div> +<div class="i1">The old Precisioners sleep;</div> +<div>But did ever men with a nobler will</div> +<div class="i1">A holier Christmas keep,</div> +<div class="i4">When the sky was cold and gray,—</div> +<div class="i2">And there were no ancient bells to ring,</div> +<div class="i2">No priests to chant, no choirs to sing,</div> +<div class="i2">No chapel of baron, or lord, or king,</div> +<div class="i4">That gray, cold Christmas Day?</div> +</div></div> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_106" id="Page_106">[Pg 106]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="THE_CHIMES" id="THE_CHIMES"></a>THE CHIMES.</h2> + +<h3>BY CHARLES DICKENS.</h3> + +<hr class="tiny" /> + +<h3><span class="smcap">First Quarter.</span></h3> + +<p>There are not many people—and as it is desirable that a story-teller +and a story-reader should establish a mutual understanding as soon as +possible, I beg it to be noticed that I confine this observation neither +to young people nor to little people, but extend it to all conditions of +people: little and big, young and old: yet growing up, or already +growing down again—there are not, I say, many people who would care to +sleep in a church. I don't mean at sermon time in warm weather (when the +thing has actually been done, once or twice), but in the night, and +alone. A great multitude of persons will be violently astonished, I +know, by this position, in the broad bold Day. But it applies to Night. +It must be argued by night. And I will undertake to maintain it +successfully on any gusty winter's night appointed for the purpose, with +any one opponent chosen from the rest, who will meet me singly in an old +churchyard, before an old church door; and will previously empower me to +lock him in, if needful to his satisfaction, until morning.</p> + +<p>For the night-wind has a dismal trick of wandering round and round a +building of that sort, and moaning as it goes; and of trying with its +unseen hand, the windows and the doors; and seeking out some crevices by +which to enter. And when it has got in; as one not finding what it +seeks, whatever that may be,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_107" id="Page_107">[Pg 107]</a></span> it wails and howls to issue forth again; +and not content with stalking through the aisles, and gliding round and +round the pillars, and tempting the deep organ, soars up to the roof, +and strives to rend the rafters; then flings itself despairingly upon +the stones below, and passes, muttering, into the vaults. Ugh! Heaven +preserve us, sitting snugly round the fire! It has an awful voice, that +wind at midnight, singing in a church!</p> + +<p>But, high up in the steeple! There the foul blast roars and whistles! +High up in the steeple, where it is free to come and go through many an +airy arch and loophole, and to twist and twine itself about the giddy +stair, and twirl the groaning weathercock, and make the very tower shake and shiver!</p> + +<p>High up in the steeple of an old church, far above the light and murmur +of the town and far below the flying clouds that shadow it, is the wild +and dreary place at night: and high up in the steeple of an old church, +dwelt the Chimes I tell of.</p> + +<p>They were old Chimes, trust me. Centuries ago, these Bells had been +baptized by bishops: so many centuries ago, that the register of their +baptism was lost long, long before the memory of man, and no one knew +their names. They had had their Godfathers and Godmothers, these Bells +(for my part, by the way, I would rather incur the responsibility of +being Godfather to a Bell than a Boy), and had had their silver mugs, no +doubt, besides. But Time had mowed down their sponsors, and Henry the +Eighth had melted down their mugs; and they now hung, nameless and +mugless, in the church tower.</p> + +<p>Not speechless, though. Far from it. They had clear, loud, lusty, +sounding voices, had these Bells; and far and wide they might be heard +upon the wind. Much too sturdy Chimes were they, to be<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_108" id="Page_108">[Pg 108]</a></span> dependent on the +pleasure of the wind, moreover; for, fighting gallantly against it when +it took an adverse whim, they would pour their cheerful notes into a +listening ear right royally; and bent on being heard, on stormy nights, +by some poor mother watching a sick child, or some lone wife whose +husband was at sea, they had been sometimes known to beat a blustering +Nor'Wester; ay, "all to fits," as Toby Veck said;—for though they chose +to call him Trotty Veck, his name was Toby, and nobody could make it +anything else either (except Tobias); he having been as lawfully +christened in his day as the bells had been in theirs, though with not +quite so much of solemnity or public rejoicing.</p> + +<p>For my part, I confess myself of Toby Veck's belief, for I am sure he +had opportunities enough of forming a correct one. And whatever Toby +Veck said, I say. And I take my stand by Toby Veck, although he <i>did</i> +stand all day long (and weary work it was) just outside the church-door. +In fact he was a ticket-porter, Toby Veck, and waited there for jobs.</p> + +<p>And a breezy, goose-skinned, blue-nosed, red-eyed, stony-toed, +tooth-chattering place it was to wait in, in the winter-time, as Toby +Veck well knew. The wind came tearing round the corner—especially the +east wind—as if it had sallied forth, express, from the confines of the +earth, to have a blow at Toby. And oftentimes it seemed to come upon him +sooner than it had expected, for bouncing round the corner, and passing +Toby, it would suddenly wheel round again, as if it cried "Why, here he is!"</p> + +<p>Toby was curious about the Bells because there were points of +resemblance between them and him. They hung there in all weathers, with +the wind and rain driving in upon them; facing only the outsides of all +the houses; never getting any<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_109" id="Page_109">[Pg 109]</a></span> nearer to the blazing fires that gleamed +and shone upon the windows or came puffing out of the chimney tops; and +incapable of participating in any of the good things that were +constantly being handed through the street doors and iron railings to +prodigious cooks. Being but a simple man, he invested the Bells with a +strange and solemn character. They were so mysterious, often heard and +never seen; so high up, so far off, so full of such a deep, strong +melody, that he regarded them with a species of awe; and sometimes when +he looked up at the dark arched windows in the tower, he half expected +to be beckoned to by something which was not a Bell, and yet was what he +heard so often sounding in the Chimes. For all this Toby scouted with +indignation a certain flying rumor that the Chimes were haunted, as +implying the possibility of their being connected with any Evil thing. +In short, they were very often in his ears, and very often in his +thoughts, but always in his good opinion; and he very often got such a +crick in his neck by staring with his mouth wide open, at the steeple +where they hung, that he was fain to take an extra trot or two, +afterward, to cure it.</p> + +<p>The very thing he was in the act of doing one cold day, when the last +drowsy sound of Twelve o'clock, just struck, was humming like a +melodious monster of a Bee, and not by any means a busy Bee, all through the steeple?</p> + +<p>"Dinner time, eh!" said Toby, trotting up and down before the church. "Ah!"</p> + +<p>Toby's nose was very red, and his eyelids were very red, and he winked +very much, and his shoulders were very near his ears, and his legs were +very stiff, and altogether he was evidently a long way upon the frosty side of cool.</p> + +<p>"Dinner time, eh!" repeated Toby, using his right hand muffler like an +infantine boxing-glove, and punishing his chest for being cold. "Ah-h-h-h!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_110" id="Page_110">[Pg 110]</a></span></p><p>He took a silent trot, after that, for a minute or two.</p> + +<p>"There's nothing," said Toby, "more regular in its coming round than +dinner time, and nothing less regular in its coming round than dinner. +That's the great difference between 'em. It's took me a long time to +find it out. I wonder whether it would be worth any gentleman's while, +now, to buy that obserwation for the Papers; or the Parliament!"</p> + +<p>Tony was only joking, for he gravely shook his head in +self-depreciation.</p> + +<p>"Why! Lord!" said Toby. "The Papers is full of obserwations as it is; +and so's the Parliament. Here's last week's paper, now;" taking a very +dirty one from his pocket, and holding it from him at arm's length; +"full of obserwations! Full of obserwations! I like to know the news as +well as any man," said Toby, slowly; folding it a little smaller, and +putting it in his pocket again: "but it almost goes against the grain +with me to read a paper now. It frightens me almost. I don't know what +we poor people are coming to. Lord send we may be coming to something +better in the New Year nigh upon us!"</p> + +<p>"Why, father, father!" said a pleasant voice, hard by.</p> + +<p>But Toby, not hearing it continued to trot backward and forward: musing +as he went, and talking to himself.</p> + +<p>"It seems as if we can't go right, or do right, or be righted," said +Toby. "I hadn't much schooling, myself, when I was young; and I can't +make out whether we have any business on the face of the earth, or not. +Sometimes I think we must have—a little; and sometimes I think we must +be intruding. I get so puzzled sometimes that I am not even able to make +up my mind whether there is any good at all in us, or whether we are +born bad.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_111" id="Page_111">[Pg 111]</a></span> We seem to do dreadful things; we seem to give a deal of +trouble; we are always being complained of and guarded against. One way +or another, we fill the papers. Talk of a New Year!" said Toby, +mournfully. "I can bear up as well as another man at most times; better +than a good many, for I am as strong as a lion, and all men an't; but +supposing it should really be that we have no right to a New +Year—supposing we really <i>are</i> intruding——"</p> + +<p>"Why, father, father!" said the pleasant voice again.</p> + +<p>Toby heard it this time; started; stopped; and shortening his sight, +which had been directed a long way off as seeking for enlightenment in +the very heart of the approaching year, found himself face to face with +his own child, and looking close into her eyes.</p> + +<p>Bright eyes they were. Eyes that would bear a world of looking in, +before their depth was fathomed. Dark eyes, that reflected back the eyes +which searched them; not flashingly or at the owner's will, but with a +clear, calm, honest, patient radiance, claiming kindred with that light +which Heaven called into being. Eyes that were beautiful and true, and +beaming with Hope. With Hope so young and fresh; with Hope so buoyant, +vigorous and bright, despite the twenty years of work and poverty on +which they had looked; that they became a voice to Trotty Veck, and +said: "I think we have some business here—a little!"</p> + +<p>Trotty kissed the lips belonging to the eyes, and squeezed the blooming +face between his hands.</p> + +<p>"Why, Pet," said Trotty. "What's to-do? I didn't expect you, to-day, Meg."</p> + +<p>"Neither did I expect to come, father," cried the girl, nodding her head +and smiling as she spoke. "But here I am! And not alone; not alone!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_112" id="Page_112">[Pg 112]</a></span></p><p>"Why you don't mean to say," observed Trotty, looking curiously at a +covered basket which she carried in her hand, "that you——"</p> + +<p>"Smell it, father dear," said Meg, "Only smell it!"</p> + +<p>Trotty was going to lift up the cover at once, in a great hurry, when +she gayly interposed her hand.</p> + +<p>"No, no, no," said Meg, with the glee of a child. "Lengthen it out a +little. Let me just lift up the corner; just the lit-tle ti-ny cor-ner, +you know," said Meg, suiting the action to the word with the utmost +gentleness, and speaking very softly, as if she were afraid of being +overheard by something inside the basket; "there. Now. What's that!"</p> + +<p>Toby took the shortest possible sniff at the edge of the basket, and +cried out in a rapture:</p> + +<p>"Why, it's hot!"</p> + +<p>"It is burning hot!" cried Meg. "Ha, ha, ha! It's scalding hot!"</p> + +<p>"Ha, ha, ha!" roared Toby, with a sort of kick. "It's scalding hot!"</p> + +<p>"But what is it father?" said Meg. "Come! you haven't guessed what it +is. And you must guess what it is. I can't think of taking it out till +you guess what it is. Don't be in such a hurry! Wait a minute! A little +bit more of the cover. Now guess!"</p> + +<p>Meg was in a perfect fright lest he should guess right too soon; +shrinking away, as she held the basket toward him; curling up her pretty +shoulders; stopping her ear with her hand, as if by so doing she could +keep the right word out of Toby's lips; and laughing softly the whole time.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile Toby, putting a hand on each knee, bent down his nose to the +basket, and took a long inspiration at the lid; the grin upon his +withered face expanded in the process, as if he were inhaling laughing gas.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_113" id="Page_113">[Pg 113]</a></span></p><p>"Ah! It's very nice," said Toby. "It ain't—I suppose it ain't +Polonies?"</p> + +<p>"No, no, no!" cried Meg, delighted. "Nothing like Polonies!"</p> + +<p>"No," said Toby, after another sniff. "It's—it's mellower than +Polonies. It's very nice. It improves every moment. It's too decided for +Trotters. Ain't it?"</p> + +<p>Meg was in ecstasy. He could <i>not</i> have gone wider of the mark than +Trotters—except Polonies.</p> + +<p>"Liver?" said Toby, communing with himself. "No. There's a mildness +about it that don't answer to liver. Pettitoes? No. It an't faint enough +for pettitoes. It wants the stringiness of Cocks' heads. And I know it +an't sausages. I'll tell you what it is. It's chitterlings!"</p> + +<p>"No, it an't!" cried Meg, in a burst of delight "No, it an't!"</p> + +<p>"Why, what am I a thinking of!" said Toby, suddenly recovering a +position as near the perpendicular as it was possible for him to assume. +"I shall forget my own name next. It's tripe!"</p> + +<p>Tripe it was; and Meg, in high joy, protested he should say, in half a +minute more, it was the best tripe ever stewed.</p> + +<p>"And so," said Meg, busying herself exultingly with her basket; "I'll +lay the cloth at once, father; for I have brought the tripe in a basin, +and tied the basin up in a pocket-handkerchief; and if I like to be +proud for once, and spread that for a cloth, and call it a cloth, +there's no law to prevent me; is there father?"</p> + +<p>"Not that I know of, my dear," said Toby. "But they're always a bringing +up some new law or other."</p> + +<p>"And according to what I was reading you in the paper the other day, +father; what the Judge said, you know; we poor people are supposed to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_114" id="Page_114">[Pg 114]</a></span> +know them all. Ha, ha! What a mistake! My goodness me, how clever they think us!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, my dear," cried Trotty; "and they'd be very fond of any one of us +that <i>did</i> know 'em all. He'd grow fat upon the work he'd get, that man, +and be popular with the gentlefolks in his neighborhood. Very much so!"</p> + +<p>"He'd eat his dinner with an appetite, whoever he was, if it smelt like +this," said Meg, cheerfully. "Make haste, for there's a potato besides. +Where will you dine, father? On the Post, or on the Steps? Dear, dear, +how grand we are. Two places to choose from!"</p> + +<p>"The steps to day, my Pet," said Trotty. "Steps in dry weather. Post in +wet. There's a great conveniency in the steps at all times, because of +the sitting down; but they're rheumatic in the damp."</p> + +<p>"Then here," said Meg, clapping her hands, after a moment's bustle; +"here it is, all ready! And beautiful it looks! Come, father. Eat it +while it's hot. Come!"</p> + +<p>Since his discovery of the contents of the basket, Trotty had been +standing looking at her—and had been speaking too—in an abstracted +manner, which showed that though she was the object of his thoughts and +eyes, to the exclusion even of tripe, he neither saw nor thought about +her as she was at that moment, but had before him some imaginary rough +sketch or drama of her future life. Roused, now, by her cheerful +summons, he shook off a melancholy shake of the head which was just +coming upon him, and trotted to her side. As he was stooping to sit +down, the Chimes rang.</p> + +<p>"Amen!" said Trotty, pulling off his hat and looking up toward them.</p> + +<p>"Amen to the Bells, father?" cried Meg.</p> + +<p>"They broke in like a grace, my dear," said Trotty, taking his seat. +"They'd say a good one,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_115" id="Page_115">[Pg 115]</a></span> I am sure, if they could. Many's the kind thing +they say to me."</p> + +<p>"The Bells do, father!" laughed Meg, as she set the basin, and a knife +and fork before him. "Well!"</p> + +<p>"Seem to, my Pet," said Trotty, falling to with great vigor. "And +where's the difference? If I hear 'em, what does it matter whether they +speak it or not? Why bless you, my dear," said Toby, pointing at the +tower with his fork, and becoming more animated under the influence of +dinner, "how often have I heard them bells say, 'Toby Veck, Toby Veck, +keep a good heart Toby! Toby Veck, Toby Veck, keep a good heart Toby!' A +million times? More!"</p> + +<p>"Well, I never!" cried Meg.</p> + +<p>She had, though—over and over again. For it was Toby's constant topic.</p> + +<p>"When things is very bad," said Trotty; "very bad indeed, I mean; almost +at the worst; then it's 'Toby Veck, Toby Veck, job coming soon, Toby! +Toby Veck, Toby Veck, job coming soon, Toby!' That way."</p> + +<p>"And it comes—at last, father," said Meg, with a touch of sadness in +her pleasant voice.</p> + +<p>"Always," answered the unconscious Toby. "Never fails."</p> + +<p>While this discourse was holding, Trotty made no pause in his attack +upon the savory meat before him, but cut and ate, and cut and drank, and +cut and chewed, and dodged about, from tripe to hot potato, and from hot +potato back again to tripe, with an unctuous and unflagging relish. But +happening now to look all round the street—in case anybody should be +beckoning from any door or window, for a porter—his eyes, in coming +back again, encountered Meg: sitting opposite to him, with her arms +folded; and only busy in watching his progress with a smile of happiness.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_116" id="Page_116">[Pg 116]</a></span></p><p>"Why, Lord forgive me!" said Trotty, dropping his knife and fork. "My +love! Meg! why didn't you tell me what a beast I was?"</p> + +<p>"Father?"</p> + +<p>"Sitting here," said Trotty, in penitent explanation, "cramming and +stuffing, and gorging myself; and you before me there, never so much as +breaking your precious fast, nor wanting to, when——"</p> + +<p>"But I have broken it, father," interposed his daughter, laughing, "all +to bits. I have had my dinner."</p> + +<p>"Nonsense," said Trotty. "Two dinners in one day! It an't possible! You +might as well tell me that two New Year's Days will come together, or +that I have had a gold head all my life, and never changed it."</p> + +<p>"I have had my dinner, father, for all that," said Meg, coming nearer to +him. "And if you'll go on with yours, I'll tell you how and where; and +how your dinner came to be brought; and—something else besides."</p> + +<p>Toby still appeared incredulous; but she looked into his face with her +clear eyes, and laying her hand upon his shoulder, motioned him to go on +while the meat was hot. So Trotty took up his knife and fork again, and +went to work. But much more slowly than before, and shaking his head, as +if he were not at all pleased with himself.</p> + +<p>"I had my dinner, father," said Meg, after a little hesitation, +"with—with Richard. His dinner-time was early; and as he brought his +dinner with him when he came to see me, we—we had it together, father."</p> + +<p>Trotty said, "Oh!"—because she waited.</p> + +<p>"And Richard says, father—" Meg resumed. Then stopped.</p> + +<p>"What does Richard say, Meg?" asked Toby.</p> + +<p>"Richard says, father—" Another stoppage.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_117" id="Page_117">[Pg 117]</a></span></p><p>"Richard's a long time saying it," said Toby.</p> + +<p>"He says then, father," Meg continued, lifting up her eyes at last, and +speaking in a tremble, but quite plainly; "another year is nearly gone, +and where is the use of waiting on from year to year, when it is so +unlikely we shall ever be better off than we are now? He says we are +poor now, father, and we shall be poor then, but we are young now, and +years will make us old before we know it. He says that if we wait, +people in our condition, until we see our way quite clearly, the way +will be a narrow one indeed—the common way—the Grave, father."</p> + +<p>A bolder man than Trotty Veck must needs have drawn upon his boldness +largely, to deny it. Trotty held his peace.</p> + +<p>"And how hard, father, to grow old and die, and think we might have +cheered and helped each other! How hard in all our lives to love each +other; and to grieve, apart, to see each other working, changing, +growing old and gray. Even if I got the better of it, and forgot him +(which I never could), oh, father dear, how hard to have a heart so full +as mine is now, and live to have it slowly drained out every drop, +without the recollection of one happy moment of a woman's life, to stay +behind and comfort me, and make me better!"</p> + +<p>Trotty sat quite still, Meg dried her eyes, and said more gayly: that is +to say, with here a laugh, and there a sob, and here a laugh and sob together:</p> + +<p>"So Richard says, father; as his work was yesterday made certain for +some time to come, and as I love him and have loved him fully three +years—ah! longer than that, if he knew it!—will I marry him on New +Year's Day; the best and happiest day, he says, in the whole year, and +one that is almost sure to bring good fortune with it. It's a short +notice, father—isn't it?—but I haven't my fortune to be settled, or my +wedding dresses to be<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_118" id="Page_118">[Pg 118]</a></span> made, like the great ladies, father, have I? And +he said so much, and said it in his way; so strong and earnest, and all +the time so kind and gentle; that I said I'd come and talk to you, +father. And as they paid the money for that work of mine this morning +(unexpectedly, I am sure!), and as you have fared very poorly for a +whole week, and as I couldn't help wishing there should be something to +make this day a sort of holiday to you as well as a dear and happy day +to me, father, I made a little treat and brought it to surprise you."</p> + +<p>"And see how he leaves it cooling on the step!" said another voice.</p> + +<p>It was the voice of the same Richard, who had come upon them unobserved, +and stood before the father and daughter; looking down upon them with a +face as glowing as the iron on which his stout sledge-hammer daily rung. +A handsome, well-made, powerful youngster he was; with eyes that +sparkled like the red-hot droppings from a furnace fire; black hair that +curled about his swarthy temples rarely; and a smile—a smile that bore +out Meg's eulogium on his style of conversation.</p> + +<p>"See how he leaves it cooling on the step!" said Richard. "Meg don't +know what he likes. Not she!"</p> + +<p>Trotty, all action and enthusiasm, immediately reached up his hand to +Richard, and was going to address him in a great hurry, when the +house-door opened without any warning, and a footman very nearly put his +foot in the tripe.</p> + +<p>"Out of the vays here, will you! You must always go and be a-settin on +our steps, must you! You can't go and give a turn to none of the +neighbors never, can't you? <i>Will</i> you clear the road, or won't you?"</p> + +<p>Strictly speaking, the last question was irrelevant, as they had already done it.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_119" id="Page_119">[Pg 119]</a></span></p><p>"What's the matter, what's the matter?" said the gentleman for whom the +door was opened; coming out of the house at that kind of light, heavy +pace—that peculiar compromise between a walk and jog-trot—with which a +gentleman upon the smooth down-hill of life, wearing creaking boots, a +watch-chain, and clean linen, <i>may</i> come out of his house: not only +without any abatement of his dignity, but with an expression of having +important and wealthy engagements elsewhere. "What's the matter? What's the matter?"</p> + +<p>"You're always a-being begged, and prayed, upon your bended knees, you +are," said the footman with great emphasis to Trotty Veck, "to let our +door-steps be. Why don't you let 'em be? <span class="smcap">Can't</span> you let 'em be?"</p> + +<p>"There! That'll do, that'll do!" said the gentleman, "Halloa there! +Porter!" beckoning with his head to Trotty Veck, "Come here. What's that? Your dinner?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir," said Trotty, leaving it behind him in a corner.</p> + +<p>"Don't leave it there!" exclaimed the gentleman. "Bring it here, bring +it here! So! this is your dinner, is it?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir," repeated Trotty, looking with a fixed eye and a watery mouth +at the piece of tripe he had reserved for a last delicious tit-bit, +which the gentleman was now turning over and over on the end of a fork.</p> + +<p>Two other gentlemen had come out with him. One was a low-spirited +gentleman of middle age, of a meagre habit, and a disconsolate face; who +kept his hands continually in the pockets of his scanty pepper-and-salt +trousers, very large and dog's-eared from that custom; and was not +particularly well brushed or washed. The other, a full sized, sleek, +well-conditioned gentleman, in a blue coat, with bright buttons, and a +white cravat. This <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_120" id="Page_120">[Pg 120]</a></span>gentleman had a very red face, as if an undue +proportion of the blood in his body were squeezed up into his head, +which perhaps accounted for his having also the appearance of being +rather cold about the heart.</p> + +<p>He who had Toby's meat upon the fork called to the first one by the name +of Filer, and they both drew near together. Mr. Filer being exceedingly +short sighted, was obliged to go so close to the remnant of Toby's +dinner before he could make out what it was, that Toby's heart leaped up +into his mouth. But Mr. Filer didn't eat it.</p> + +<p>"This is a description of animal food, Alderman," said Filer, making +little punches in it with a pencil-case, "commonly known to the laboring +population of this country by the name of tripe."</p> + +<p>The Alderman laughed, and winked; for he was a merry fellow. Alderman +Cute. Oh, and a sly fellow too! A knowing fellow. Up to everything. Not +to be imposed upon. Deep in the people's hearts! He knew them, Cute did. +I believe you!</p> + +<p>"But who eats tripe?" said Mr. Filer, looking round. "Tripe is without +an exception the least economical, and the most wasteful article of +consumption that the markets of this country can by possibility produce. +The loss upon a pound of tripe has been found to be, in the boiling, +seven-eighths of a fifth more than the loss upon a pound of any other +animal substance whatever. Tripe is more expensive, properly understood, +than the hot-house pine-apple. Taking into account the number of animals +slaughtered yearly within the bills of mortality alone; and forming a +low estimate of the quantity of tripe which the carcases of these +animals, reasonably well butchered, would yield—I find that the waste +on that amount of tripe, if boiled, would victual a garrison of five +hundred men for five months of thirty-one days each, and a February +over. The Waste, the Waste!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_121" id="Page_121">[Pg 121]</a></span></p><p>Trotty stood aghast, and his legs shook under him. He seemed to have +starved a garrison of five hundred men with his own hand.</p> + +<p>"Who eats tripe?" said Mr. Filer, warmly. "Who eats tripe?"</p> + +<p>Trotty made a miserable bow.</p> + +<p>"You do, do you?" said Mr. Filer. "Then I'll tell you something. You +snatch your tripe, my friend, out of the mouths of widows and orphans."</p> + +<p>"I hope not, sir," said Trotty, faintly. "I'd sooner die of want!"</p> + +<p>"Divide the amount of tripe before-mentioned, Alderman," said Mr. Filer, +"by the estimated number of existing widows and orphans, and the result +will be one pennyweight of tripe to each. Not a grain is left for that +man. Consequently, he's a robber."</p> + +<p>Trotty was so shocked that it gave him no concern to see the Alderman +finish the tripe himself. It was a relief to get rid of it, anyhow.</p> + +<p>"And what do you say?" asked the Alderman, jocosely, of the red-faced +gentleman in the blue coat. "You have heard friend Filer. What do <i>you</i> say?"</p> + +<p>"What's it possible to say?" returned the gentleman. "What <i>is</i> to be +said? Who can take any interest in a fellow like this," meaning Trotty, +"in such degenerate times as these? Look at him! What an object! The +good old times, the grand old times, the great old times! <i>Those</i> were +the times for a bold peasantry, and all that sort of thing. Those were +the times for every sort of thing, in fact. There's nothing now-a-days. +Ah!" sighed the red-faced gentleman. "The good old times, the good old times!"</p> + +<p>It is possible that poor Trotty's faith in these very vague Old Times +was not entirely destroyed, for he felt vague enough, at that moment. +One thing, however, was plain to him, in the midst of his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_122" id="Page_122">[Pg 122]</a></span> distress; to +wit, that however these gentlemen might differ in details, his +misgivings of that morning, and of many other mornings, were well +founded. "No, no. We can't go right or do right," thought Trotty in +despair. "There is no good in us. We are born bad!"</p> + +<p>But Trotty had a father's heart within him; which had somehow got into +his breast in spite of this decree; and he could not bear that Meg, in +the blush of her brief joy, should have her fortune read by these wise +gentlemen. "God help her," thought poor Trotty. "She will know it soon enough."</p> + +<p>He anxiously signed, therefore, to the young smith, to take her away. +But he was so busy, talking to her softly at a little distance, that he +only became conscious of this desire, simultaneously with Alderman Cute. +Now, the Alderman had not yet had his say, but <i>he</i> was a philosopher, +too—practical though! Oh, very practical!—and, as he had no idea of +losing any portion of his audience, he cried "Stop!"</p> + +<p>Trotty took Meg's hand and drew it through his arm. He didn't seem to +know what he was doing though.</p> + +<p>"Your daughter, eh?" said the Alderman, chucking her familiarly under the chin.</p> + +<p>"And you're making love to her, are you?" said Cute to the young smith.</p> + +<p>"Yes," returned Richard quickly, for he was nettled by the question. +"And we are going to be married on New Year's Day."</p> + +<p>"What do you mean?" cried Filer sharply. "Married!"</p> + +<p>"Why, yes, we were thinking of it. Master," said Richard. "We're rather +in a hurry you see, in case it should be Put Down first."</p> + +<p>"Ah!" cried Filer, with a groan. "Put <i>that</i> down indeed. Alderman, and +you'll do something.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123">[Pg 123]</a></span> Married! Married!! The ignorance of the first +principles of political economy on the part of these people; their +improvidence; their wickedness is by Heavens! enough to—Now look at +that couple, will you!"</p> + +<p>Well! They were worth looking at. And marriage seemed as reasonable and +fair a deed as they need have in contemplation.</p> + +<p>"A man may live to be as old as Methuselah," said Mr. Filer, "and may +labor all his life for the benefit of such people as those; and may heap +up facts on figures, facts on figures, facts on figures, mountains high +and dry; and he can no more hope to persuade 'em that they have no right +or business to be married than he can hope to persuade 'em that they +have no earthly right or business to be born. And <i>that</i> we know they +haven't. We reduced that to a mathematical certainty long ago!"</p> + +<p>"Come here, my girl!" said Alderman Cute.</p> + +<p>The young blood of her lover had been mounting, wrathfully, within the +last few minutes; and he was indisposed to let her come. But, setting a +constraint upon himself, he came forward with a stride as Meg approached +and stood beside her. Trotty kept her hand within his arm still, but +looked from face to face as wildly as a sleeper in a dream.</p> + +<p>"Now, I'm going to give you a word or two of good advice, my girl," said +the Alderman, in his nice easy way. "It's my place to give advice, you +know, because I'm a Justice. You know I'm a Justice, don't you?"</p> + +<p>Meg timidly said, "Yes." But everybody knew Alderman Cute was a Justice! +Oh dear, so active a Justice always! Who such a mote of brightness in +the public eye, as Cute!</p> + +<p>"You are going to be married, you say," pursued the Alderman. "Very +unbecoming and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_124" id="Page_124">[Pg 124]</a></span> indelicate in one of your sex! But never mind that. +After you're married, you'll quarrel with your husband, and come to be a +distressed wife. You may think not; but you will, because I tell you so. +Now, I give you fair warning, that I have made up my mind to Put +distressed wives Down. So, don't be brought before me. You'll have +children—boys. Those boys will grow up bad, of course, and run wild in +the streets without shoes or stockings. Mind, my young friend! I'll +convict 'em summarily every one, for I am determined to Put boys without +shoes or stockings, Down. Perhaps your husband will die young (most +likely) and leave you with a baby. Then you'll be turned out of doors, +and wander up and down the streets. Now don't wander near me, my dear, +for I am resolved to Put all wandering mothers Down. All young mothers, +of all sorts and kinds, it's my determination to Put Down. Don't think +to plead illness as an excuse with me; or babies as an excuse with me; +for all sick persons and young children (I hope you know the +church-service, but I'm afraid not) I am determined to Put Down. And if +you attempt, desperately and ungratefully, and impiously, and +fraudulently attempt, to drown yourself, or hang yourself, I'll have no +pity on you, for I have made up my mind to Put all suicide Down! If +there is one thing," said the Alderman, with his self-satisfied smile, +"on which I can be said to have made up my mind more than on another, it +is to Put suicide Down. So don't try it on. That's the phrase, isn't it! +Ha, ha! now we understand each other."</p> + +<p>Toby knew not whether to be agonized or glad, to see that Meg had turned +deadly white, and dropped her lover's hand.</p> + +<p>"As for you, you dull dog," said the Alderman, turning with even +increased cheerfulness and urbanity to the young smith, "what are you +thinking<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_125" id="Page_125">[Pg 125]</a></span> of being married for? What do you want to be married for, you +silly fellow? If I was a fine, young, strapping chap like you, I should +be ashamed of being milksop enough to pin myself to a woman's +apron-strings! Why, she'll be an old woman before you're a middle-aged +man! And a pretty figure you'll cut then, with a draggle-tailed wife and +a crowd of squalling children crying after you wherever you go!"</p> + +<p>Oh, he knew how to banter the common people, Alderman Cute!</p> + +<p>"There! Go along with you," said the Alderman, "and repent. Don't make +such a fool of yourself as to get married on New Year's Day. You'll +think very differently of it, long before next New Year's Day: a trim +young fellow like you, with all the girls looking after you. There! Go +along with you!"</p> + +<p>They went along. Not arm in arm, or hand in hand, or interchanging +bright glances; but she in tears; he gloomy and down-looking. Were these +the hearts that had so lately made old Toby's leap up from its +faintness? No, no. The Alderman (a blessing on his head!) had Put <i>them</i> Down.</p> + +<p>"As you happen to be here," said the Alderman to Toby, "you shall carry +a letter for me. Can you be quick? You're an old man."</p> + +<p>Toby, who had been looking after Meg, quite stupidly, made shift to +murmur out that he was very quick, and very strong.</p> + +<p>"How old are you?" inquired the Alderman.</p> + +<p>"I am over sixty, sir," said Toby.</p> + +<p>"Oh! This man's a great deal past the average age, you know," cried Mr. +Filer, breaking in as if his patience would bear some trying, but this +was really carrying matters a little too far.</p> + +<p>"I feel I'm intruding, sir," said Toby. "I—I misdoubted it this +morning. Oh dear me!"</p> + +<p>The Alderman cut him short by giving him the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_126" id="Page_126">[Pg 126]</a></span> letter from his pocket. +Toby would have got a shilling too; but Mr. Filer clearly showing that +in that case he would rob a certain given number of persons of +ninepence-half-penny a-piece, he only got sixpence; and thought himself +very well off to get that.</p> + +<p>Then the Alderman gave an arm to each of his friends, and walked off in +high feather; but, he immediately came hurrying back alone, as if he had +forgotten something.</p> + +<p>"Porter!" said the Alderman.</p> + +<p>"Sir!" said Toby.</p> + +<p>"Take care of that daughter of yours. She's much too handsome."</p> + +<p>"Even her good looks are stolen from somebody or other I suppose," +thought Toby, looking at the sixpence in his hand, and thinking of the +tripe. "She's been and robbed five hundred ladies of a bloom a-piece, I +shouldn't wonder. It's very dreadful!"</p> + +<p>"She's much too handsome, my man," repeated the Alderman. "The chances +are, that she'll come to no good, I clearly see. Observe what I say. +Take care of her!" With which, he hurried off again.</p> + +<p>"Wrong every way. Wrong every way!" said Trotty clasping his hands. +"Born bad. No business here!"</p> + +<p>The Chimes came clashing in upon him as he said the last words. Full, +loud, and sounding—but with no encouragement. No, not a drop.</p> + +<p>"The tune's changed," cried the old man, as he listened. "There's not a +word of all that fancy in it. Why should there be? I have no business +with the New Year nor with the old one neither. Let me die!"</p> + +<p>Still the Bells, pealing forth their changes, made the very air spin. +Put 'em down. Put 'em down! Good old Times, Good old Times! Facts and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_127" id="Page_127">[Pg 127]</a></span> +Figures, Facts and Figures! Put 'em down, Put 'em down! If they said +anything they said this, until the brain of Toby reeled.</p> + +<p>He pressed his bewildered head between his hands as if to keep it from +splitting asunder. A well-timed action, as it happened; for finding the +letter in one of them, and being by that means reminded of his charge, +he fell, mechanically, into his usual trot, and trotted off.</p> + +<hr class="tiny" /> + +<h3><span class="smcap">Second Quarter.</span></h3> + +<p>The letter Toby had received from Alderman Cute, was addressed to a +great man in the great district of the town. The greatest district of +the town. It must have been the greatest district of the town, because +it was commonly called "the world" by its inhabitants.</p> + +<p>The Year was Old, that day. The patient Year had lived through the +reproaches and misuses of its slanderers, and faithfully performed its +work. Spring, summer, autumn, winter. It had labored through the +destined round, and now laid down its weary head to die.</p> + +<p>Trotty had no portion, to his thinking, in the New Year or the Old.</p> + +<p>"Put 'em down. Put 'em down! Facts and Figures, Facts and Figures! Good +old Times, Good old Times! Put 'em down, Put 'em down!"—his trot went +to that measure, and would fit itself to nothing else.</p> + +<p>But, even that one, melancholy as it was, brought him, in due time, to +the end of his journey. To the mansion of Sir Joseph Bowley, Member of Parliament.</p> + +<p>The door was opened by a Porter. Such a Porter! Not of Toby's order. +Quite another<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_128" id="Page_128">[Pg 128]</a></span> thing. His place was the ticket, though; not Toby's.</p> + +<p>This Porter underwent some hard panting before he could speak; having +breathed himself by coming incautiously out of his chair, without first +taking time to think about it and compose his mind. When he had found +his voice—which it took him some time to do, for it was a long way off +and hidden under a load of meat—he said in a fat whisper:</p> + +<p>"Who's it from?"</p> + +<p>Toby told him.</p> + +<p>"You're to take it in yourself," said the Porter, pointing to a room at +the end of a long passage, opening from the hall. "Everything goes +straight in, on this day of the year. You're not a bit too soon; for the +carriage is at the door now, and they have only come to town for a +couple of hours, a'purpose."</p> + +<p>Toby wiped his feet (which were quite dry already) with great care, and +took the way pointed out to him, observing as he went that it was an +awfully grand house, but hushed and covered up, as if the family were in +the country. Knocking at the room door, he was told to enter from +within; and doing so found himself in a spacious library, where, at a +table strewn with files and papers, were a stately lady in a bonnet, and +a not very stately gentleman in black, who wrote from her dictation; +while another, and an older, and a much statelier gentleman, whose hat +and cane were on the table, walked up and down, with one hand in his +breast, and looked complacently from time to time at his own picture—a +full length; a very full length—hanging over the fire-place.</p> + +<p>"What is this?" said the last-named gentleman. "Mr. Fish, will you have +the goodness to attend?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Fish begged pardon, and taking the letter from Toby, handed it, with +great respect.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_129" id="Page_129">[Pg 129]</a></span></p><p>"From Alderman Cute, Sir Joseph."</p> + +<p>"Is this all? Have you nothing else, Porter?" inquired Sir Joseph.</p> + +<p>Toby replied in the negative.</p> + +<p>"You have no bill or demand upon me—my name is Bowley, Sir Joseph +Bowley—of any kind from anybody, have you?" said Sir Joseph. "If you +have, present it. There is a cheque-book by the side of Mr. Fish. I +allow nothing to be carried into the New Year. Every description of +account is settled in this house at the close of the old one. So that if +death was to—to—"</p> + +<p>"To cut," suggested Mr. Fish.</p> + +<p>"To sever, sir," returned Sir Joseph, with great asperity, "the cord of +existence—my affairs would be found, I hope, in a state of preparation."</p> + +<p>"My dear Sir Joseph!" said the lady, who was greatly younger than the +gentleman. "How shocking!"</p> + +<p>"My Lady Bowley," returned Sir Joseph, floundering now and then, as in +the great depth of his observations, "at this season of the year we +should think of—of—ourselves. We should look into our—our accounts. +We should feel that every return of so eventful a period in human +transactions involves matter of deep moment between a man and his—and his banker."</p> + +<p>Sir Joseph delivered these words as if he felt the full morality of what +he was saying, and desired that even Trotty should have an opportunity +of being improved by such discourse. Possibly he had this end before him +in still forbearing to break the seal of the letter, and in telling +Trotty to wait where he was a minute.</p> + +<p>"I <i>am</i> the Poor Man's Friend," observed Sir Joseph, glancing at the +poor man present. "As such I may be taunted. As such I have been +taunted. But I ask no other title."</p> + +<p>"Bless him for a noble gentleman!" thought Trotty.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_130" id="Page_130">[Pg 130]</a></span></p><p>"I don't agree with Cute here, for instance," said Sir Joseph, holding +out the letter. "I don't agree with the Filer party. I don't agree with +any party. My friend, the Poor Man, has no business with any thing of +that sort, and nothing of that sort has any business with him. My +friend, the Poor Man, in my district, is my business. No man or body of +men has any right to interfere between my friend and me. That is the +ground I take. I assume a—a paternal character toward my friend. I say, +'My good fellow, I will treat you paternally.'"</p> + +<p>With that great sentiment, he opened the Alderman's letter, and read it.</p> + +<p>"Very polite and attentive, I am sure!" exclaimed Sir Joseph. "My lady, +the Alderman is so obliging as to remind me that he has had 'the +distinguished honor'—he is very good—of meeting me at the house of our +mutual friend Deedles, the banker, and he does me the favor to inquire +whether it will be agreeable to me to have Will Fern put down. He came +up to London, it seems, to look for employment (trying to better +himself—that's his story), and being found at night asleep in a shed, +was taken into custody, and carried next morning before the Alderman. +The Alderman observes (very properly) that he is determined to put this +sort of thing down, and that if it will be agreeable to me to have Will +Fern put down, he will be happy to begin with him."</p> + +<p>"Let him be made an example of, by all means," returned the lady. "Last +winter, when I introduced pinking and eyelet-holing among the men and +boys in the village as a nice evening employment, and had the lines,</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div>Oh let us love our occupations,</div> +<div>Bless the squire and his relations,</div> +<div>Live upon our daily rations,</div> +<div>And always know our proper stations,</div> +</div></div> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_131" id="Page_131">[Pg 131]</a></span></p><p>set to music on the new system, for them to sing the while; this very +Fern—I see him now—touched that hat of his, and said, 'I humbly ask +your pardon, my lady, but <i>an't</i> I something different from a great +girl?' I expected it, of course; who can expect anything but insolence +and ingratitude from that class of people? That is not to the purpose, +however. Sir Joseph! Make an example of him!"</p> + +<p>Trotty, who had long ago relapsed, and was very low-spirited, stepped +forward with a rueful face to take the letter Sir Joseph held out to him.</p> + +<p>"You have heard, perhaps," said Sir Joseph, oracularly, "certain remarks +into which I have been led respecting the solemn period of time at which +we have arrived, and the duty imposed upon us of settling our affairs, +and being prepared. Now, my friend, can you lay your hand upon your +heart, and say that you also have made preparation for a New Year?"</p> + +<p>"I am afraid, sir," stammered Trotty, looking meekly at him, "that I am +a—a—little behind-hand with the world."</p> + +<p>"Behind-hand with the world!" repeated Sir Joseph Bowley, in a tone of +terrible distinctness.</p> + +<p>"I am afraid, sir," faltered Trotty, "that there's a matter of ten or +twelve shillings owing to Mrs. Chickenstalker."</p> + +<p>"To Mrs. Chickenstalker!" repeated Sir Joseph, in the same tone as before.</p> + +<p>"A shop, sir," exclaimed Toby, "in the general line. Also a—a little +money on account of rent. A very little, sir. It oughtn't to be owing, I +know, but we have been hard put to it, indeed!"</p> + +<p>Sir Joseph looked at his lady, and at Mr. Fish, and at Trotty, one after +another, twice all round. He then made a despondent gesture with both +hands at once, as if he gave the thing up altogether.</p> + +<p>"How a man, even among this improvident and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_132" id="Page_132">[Pg 132]</a></span> impracticable race; an old +man; a man grown grey; can look a New Year in the face with his affairs +in this condition; how he can lie down on his bed at night, and get up +again in the morning, and—There!" he said, turning his back on Trotty.</p> + +<p>"Take the letter! Take the letter!"</p> + +<p>"I heartily wish it was otherwise, sir," said Trotty, anxious to excuse +himself. "We have been tried very hard."</p> + +<p>Sir Joseph still repeating "Take the letter, take the letter!" and Mr. +Fish not only saying the same thing, but giving additional force to the +request by motioning the bearer to the door, he had nothing for it but +to make his bow and leave the house. And in the street, poor Trotty +pulled his worn old hat down on his head to hide the grief he felt at +getting no hold on the New Year, anywhere.</p> + +<p>He didn't even lift his hat to look up at the Bell tower when he came to +the old church on his return. He halted there a moment, from habit; and +knew that it was growing dark and that the steeple rose above him +indistinct and faint in the murky air. He knew, too, that the Chimes +would ring immediately, and that they sounded to his fancy, at such a +time, like voices in the clouds. But he only made the more haste to +deliver the Alderman's letter and get out of the way before they began; +for he dreaded to hear them tagging "Friends and Fathers, Friends and +Fathers," to the burden they had rung out last.</p> + +<p>Toby discharged himself of his commission, therefore, with all possible +speed and set off trotting homeward. But what with his pace, which was +at best an awkward one in the street; and what with his hat, which +didn't improve it; he trotted against somebody in less than no time and +was sent staggering out into the road.</p> + +<p>"I beg your pardon, I'm sure!" said Trotty, pulling up his hat in great +confusion, and between<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_133" id="Page_133">[Pg 133]</a></span> the hat and the torn lining, fixing his head +into a kind of bee-hive. "I hope I haven't hurt you."</p> + +<p>As to hurting anybody, Toby was not such an absolute Samson, but that he +was much more likely to be hurt himself; and indeed he had flown out +into the road like a shuttle-cock. He had such an opinion of his own +strength, however, that he was in real concern for the other party, and said again,</p> + +<p>"I hope I haven't hurt you?"</p> + +<p>The man against whom he had run, a sun-browned, sinewy, country-looking +man, with grizzled hair and a rough chin, stared at him for a moment, as +if he suspected him to be in jest. But, satisfied of his good faith, he answered:</p> + +<p>"No, friend. You have not hurt me."</p> + +<p>"Nor the child, I hope?" said Trotty.</p> + +<p>"Nor the child," returned the man. "I thank you kindly."</p> + +<p>As he said so, he glanced at a little girl he carried in his arms, +asleep, and shading her face with the long end of the poor handkerchief +he wore about his throat, went slowly on.</p> + +<p>The tone in which he said "I thank you kindly," penetrated Trotty's +heart. He was so jaded and foot sore, and so soiled with travel, and +looked about him so forlorn and strange, that it was a comfort to him to +be able to thank anyone, no matter for how little. Toby stood gazing +after him as he plodded wearily away, with the child's arm clinging round his neck.</p> + +<p>At the figure in the worn shoes—now the very shade and ghost of +shoes—rough leather leggings, common frock and broad slouched hat, +Trotty stood gazing, blind to the whole street. And at the child's arm, +clinging round its neck.</p> + +<p>Before he merged into the darkness the traveler stopped, and looking +round and seeing Trotty standing there yet, seemed undecided whether to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_134" id="Page_134">[Pg 134]</a></span> +return or go on. After doing first the one and then the other, he came +back, and Trotty went half way to meet him.</p> + +<p>"You can tell me, perhaps," said the man with a faint smile, "and if you +can I am sure will, and I'd rather ask you than another—where Alderman Cute lives."</p> + +<p>"Close at hand," replied Toby, "I'll show you his house with pleasure."</p> + +<p>"I was to have gone to him elsewhere to-morrow," said the man, +accompanying Toby, "but I am uneasy under suspicion, and want to clear +myself and to be free to go and seek my bread—I don't know where. So, +maybe he'll forgive my going to his house to-night."</p> + +<p>"It's impossible," cried Toby with a start, "that your name's Fern!"</p> + +<p>"Eh!" cried the other, turning on him in astonishment.</p> + +<p>"Fern! Will Fern!" said Trotty.</p> + +<p>"That's my name," replied the other.</p> + +<p>"Why, then," cried Trotty, seizing him by the arm and looking cautiously +round, "for Heaven's sake don't go to him! Don't go to him! He'll put +you down as sure as ever you were born. Here, come up this alley, and +I'll tell you what I mean. Don't go to <i>him</i>."</p> + +<p>His new acquaintance looked as if he thought him mad, but he bore him +company, nevertheless. When they were shrouded from observation, Trotty +told him what he knew, and what character he had received, and all about it.</p> + +<p>The subject of his history listened to it with a calmness that surprised +him. He did not contradict or interrupt it once. He nodded his head now +and then—more in corroboration of an old and worn-out story, it +appeared, than in refutation of it; and once or twice threw back his +hat, and passed his freckled hand over a brow, where every<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_135" id="Page_135">[Pg 135]</a></span> furrow he +had ploughed seemed to have set its image in little. But he did no more.</p> + +<p>"It's true enough in the main," he said, "master, I could sift grain +from the husk here and there, but let it be as 'tis. What odds? I have +gone against his plans; to my misfortun'. I can't help it; I should do +the like to-morrow. As to character, them gentlefolks will search and +search, and pry and pry, and have it as free from spot or speck in us, +afore they'll help us to a dry good word!—Well! I hope they don't lose +good opinion as easy as we do, or their lives is strict indeed, and +hardly worth the keeping. For myself, master, I never took with that +hand"—holding it before him—"what wasn't my own; and never held it +back from work, however hard, or poorly paid. Whoever can deny it, let +him chop it off! But when work won't maintain me like a human creetur; +when my living is so bad, that I am Hungry, out of doors and in; when I +see a whole working life begin that way, go on that way, and end that +way, without a chance or change; then I say to the gentlefolks 'Keep +away from me! Let my cottage be. My doors is dark enough without your +darkening of 'em more. Don't look for me to come up into the Park to +help the show when there's a Birthday, or a fine Speechmaking, or what +not. Act your Plays and Games without me, and be welcome to 'em and +enjoy 'em. We've now to do with one another. I'm best let alone!'"</p> + +<p>Seeing that the child in his arms had opened her eyes, and was looking +about in wonder, he checked himself to say a word or two of foolish +prattle in her ear, and stand her on the ground beside him. Then slowly +winding one of her long tresses round and round his rough forefinger +like a ring, while she hung about his dusty leg, he said to Trotty,</p> + +<p>"I'm not a cross-grained man by natur', I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_136" id="Page_136">[Pg 136]</a></span> believe; and easy satisfied, +I'm sure. I bear no ill will against none of 'em. I only want to live +like one of the Almighty's creeturs. I can't—I don't—and so there's a +pit dug between me, and them that can and do. There's others like me. +You might tell 'em off by hundreds and by thousands, sooner than by ones."</p> + +<p>Trotty knew that he spoke the truth in this, and shook his head to +signify as much.</p> + +<p>"I've got a bad name this way," said Fern; "and I'm not likely, I'm +afeared, to get a better. 'Tan't lawful to be out of sorts, and I <span class="smaller">AM</span> out +of sorts, though God knows, I'd sooner bear a cheerful spirit if I +could. Well! I don't know as this Alderman could hurt <i>me</i> much by +sending me to gaol; but without a friend to speak a word for me, he +might do it; and you see—!" pointing downward with his finger, at the child.</p> + +<p>He sunk his voice so low, and gazed upon her with an air so stern and +strange, that Toby, to divert the current of his thoughts, inquired if +his wife were living.</p> + +<p>"I never had one," he returned, shaking his head. "She's my brother's +child: a orphan. Nine year old, though you'd hardly think it; but she's +tired and worn out now. They'd have taken care on her in the +Union—eight and twenty mile away from where we live—between four walls +(as they took care of my old father when he couldn't work no more, +though he didn't trouble 'em long); but I took her instead, and she's +lived with me ever since. Her mother had a friend once, in London here. +We are trying to find her, and to find work too; but it's a large place. +Never mind. More room for us to walk about in, Lilly!"</p> + +<p>Meeting the child's eyes with a smile which melted Toby more than tears, +he shook him by the hand.</p> + +<p>"I don't so much as know your name," he said,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_137" id="Page_137">[Pg 137]</a></span> "but I've opened my heart +free to you, for I'm thankful to you; with good reason. I'll take your +advice and keep clear of this—"</p> + +<p>"Justice," suggested Toby.</p> + +<p>"Ah!" he said. "If that's the name they give him. This Justice. And +to-morrow will try whether there's better fortun' to be met with +somewheres near London. Goodnight. A Happy New Year!"</p> + +<p>"Stay!" cried Trotty, catching at his hand, as he relaxed his grip. +"Stay! The New Year never can be happy to me, if we part like this. The +New Year can never be happy to me, if I see the child and you go +wandering away, you don't know where, without a shelter for your heads. +Come home with me! I'm a poor man, living in a poor place; but I can +give you lodging for one night and never miss it. Come home with me! +Here! I'll take her!" cried Trotty, lifting up the child. "A pretty one! +I'd carry twenty times her weight, and never know I'd got it. Tell me if +I go too quick for you. I'm very fast. I always was!" Trotty said this, +taking about six of his trotting paces to one stride of his fatigued +companion; and with his thin legs quivering again, beneath the load he bore.</p> + +<p>"Down the Mews here, Uncle Will, and step at the black door, with 'T. +Veck, Ticket Porter,' wrote upon a board; and here we are, and here we +go, and here we are indeed, my precious Meg, surprising you!"</p> + +<p>With which words Trotty, in a breathless state, set the child down +before his daughter in the middle of the floor. The little visitor +looked once at Meg; and doubting nothing in that face, but trusting +everything she saw there; ran into her arms.</p> + +<p>"Here we are, and here we go!" cried Trotty, running round the room and +choking audibly.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_138" id="Page_138">[Pg 138]</a></span> "Here, Uncle Will, here's a fire you know! Why don't +you come to the fire? Oh here we are and here we go! Meg, my precious +darling, where's the kettle? Here it is and here it goes, and it'll bile in no time!"</p> + +<p>Trotty really had picked up the kettle somewhere or other in the course +of his wild career, and now put it on the fire; while Meg, seating the +child in a warm corner, knelt down on the ground before her, and pulled +off her shoes, and dried her wet feet on a cloth. Ay, and she laughed at +Trotty too—so pleasantly, so cheerfully, that Trotty could have blessed +her where she kneeled; for he had seen that, when they entered, she was +sitting by the fire in tears.</p> + +<p>"Why, father!" said Meg. "You're crazy to-night, I think. I don't know +what the Bells would say to that."</p> + +<p>Meg looked toward him and saw that he had elaborately stationed himself +behind the chair of their male visitor, where with many mysterious +gestures he was holding up the six-pence he had earned.</p> + +<p>"I see, my dear," said Trotty, "as I was coming in, half an ounce of tea +lying somewhere on the stairs; and I'm pretty sure there was a bit of +bacon too. As I don't remember where it was exactly, I'll go myself and +try to find 'em."</p> + +<p>With this inscrutable artifice, Toby withdrew to purchase the viands he +had spoken of, for ready money, at Mrs. Chickenstalker's; and presently +came back, pretending that he had not been able to find them, at first +in the dark.</p> + +<p>"But here they are at last," said Trotty, setting out the tea things, +"all correct! I was pretty sure it was tea and a rasher. So it is. Meg +my pet, if you'll just make the tea, while your unworthy father toasts +the bacon, we shall be ready immediate. It's a curious circumstance," +said Trotty, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_139" id="Page_139">[Pg 139]</a></span>proceeding in his cookery, with the assistance of the +toasting-fork, "curious, but well known to my friends, that I never +care, myself, for rashers, nor for tea. I like to see other people enjoy +'em," said Trotty, speaking very loud to impress the fact upon his +guest, "but to me, as food, they are disagreeable."</p> + +<p>Yet Trotty sniffed the savor of the hissing bacon—ah!—as if he liked +it; and when he poured the boiling water in the tea-pot, looked lovingly +down into the depths of that snug caldron, and suffering the fragrant +steam to curl about his nose, and wreathe his head and face in a thick +cloud. However, for all this, he neither ate nor drank, except at the +very beginning, a mere morsel for form's sake, which he appeared to eat +with infinite relish, but declared was perfectly uninteresting to him.</p> + +<p>"Now, I'll tell you what," said Trotty after tea. "The little one, she +sleeps with Meg, I know."</p> + +<p>"With good Meg!" cried the child, caressing her. "With Meg."</p> + +<p>"That's right," said Trotty. "And I shouldn't wonder if she'll kiss +Meg's father, won't she? <i>I</i>'m Meg's father."</p> + +<p>Mightily delighted Trotty was, when the child went timidly toward him, +and having kissed him, fell back upon Meg again.</p> + +<p>Meg looked toward their guest, who leaned upon her chair, and with his +face turned from her, fondled the child's head, half hidden in her lap.</p> + +<p>"To be sure," said Toby. "To be sure! I don't know what I am rambling on +about, to-night. My wits are wool-gathering, I think. Will Fern, you +come along with me. You're tired to death, and broken down for want of +rest. You come along with me."</p> + +<p>The hand released from the child's hair, had fallen, trembling, into +Trotty's hand. So Trotty, talking without intermission, led him out as<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_140" id="Page_140">[Pg 140]</a></span> +tenderly and easily as if he had been a child himself.</p> + +<p>Returning before Meg, he listened for an instant at the door of her +little chamber; an adjoining room. The child was murmuring a simple +Prayer before lying down to sleep; and when she had remembered Meg's +name, "Dearly, Dearly"—so her words ran—Trotty heard her stop and ask for his.</p> + +<p>It was some short time before the foolish little old fellow could +compose himself to mend the fire, and draw his chair to the warm hearth. +But when he had done so, and had trimmed the light, he took his +newspaper from his pocket and began to read. Carelessly at first, and +skimming up and down the columns; but with an earnest and a sad +attention, very soon.</p> + +<p>For this same dreaded paper re-directed Trotty's thoughts into the +channel they had taken all that day, and which the day's events had so +marked out and shaped. His interest in the two wanderers had set him on +another course of thinking, and a happier one, for the time; but being +alone again, and reading of the crimes and violences of the people, he +relapsed into his former train.</p> + +<p>"It's too true, all I've heard to-day," Toby muttered; "too just, too +full of proof. We're Bad!"</p> + +<p>The Chimes took up the words so suddenly—burst out so loud, and clear, +and sonorous—that the Bells seemed to strike him in his chair.</p> + +<p>And what was that, they said?</p> + +<p>"Toby Veck, Toby Veck, waiting for you Toby! Toby Veck, Toby Veck, +waiting for you Toby! Come and see us, come and see us, Drag him to us, +drag him to us, Haunt and hunt him, haunt and hunt him, Break his +slumbers, break his slumbers! Toby Veck, Toby Veck, door open wide Toby, +Toby Veck, Toby Veck, door open wide Toby—" then fiercely back to their +impetuous strain again,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_141" id="Page_141">[Pg 141]</a></span> and ringing in the very bricks and plaster on +the walls.</p> + +<p>Toby listened. Fancy, fancy! His remorse for having run away from them +that afternoon! No, no. Nothing of the kind. Again, again, and yet a +dozen times again. "Haunt and hunt him, haunt and hunt him, Drag him to +us, drag him to us!" Deafening the whole town!</p> + +<p>"Meg," said Trotty, softly; tapping at her door. "Do you hear anything?"</p> + +<p>"I hear the Bells, father. Surely they're very loud to-night."</p> + +<p>"Is she asleep?" said Toby, making an excuse for peeping in.</p> + +<p>"So peacefully and happily! I can't leave her yet though, father. Look +how she holds my hand!"</p> + +<p>"Meg!" whispered Trotty. "Listen to the Bells!"</p> + +<p>She listened, with her face toward him all the time. But it underwent no +change. She didn't understand them.</p> + +<p>Trotty withdrew, resumed his seat by the fire, and once more listened by +himself. He remained here a little time.</p> + +<p>It was impossible to bear it; their energy was dreadful.</p> + +<p>"If the tower-door is really open," said Toby, hastily laying aside his +apron, but never thinking of his hat, "what's to hinder me from going up +in the steeple and satisfying myself? If it's shut, I don't want any +other satisfaction. That's enough."</p> + +<p>He was pretty certain as he slipped out quietly into the street that he +should find it shut and locked, for he knew the door well, and had so +rarely seen it open, that he couldn't reckon above three times in all. +It was a low-arched portal outside the church, in a dark nook behind a +column; and had such great iron hinges, and such a <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_142" id="Page_142">[Pg 142]</a></span>monstrous lock, that +there was more hinge and lock than door.</p> + +<p>But what was his astonishment when, coming bare-headed to the church, +and putting his hand into this dark nook, with a certain misgiving that +it might be unexpectedly seized, and a shivering propensity to draw it +back again, he found that the door, which opened outward, actually stood ajar!</p> + +<p>He thought, on the first surprise, of going back; or of getting a light, +or a companion; but his courage aided him immediately, and he determined to ascend alone.</p> + +<p>"What have I to fear?" said Trotty. "It's a church! Besides the ringers +may be there, and have forgotten to shut the door."</p> + +<p>So he went in, feeling his way as he went, like a blind man; for it was +very dark. And very quiet, for the Chimes were silent.</p> + +<p>The dust from the street had blown into the recess; and lying there, +heaped up, made it so soft and velvet-like to the foot, that there was +something startling even in that. The narrow stair was so close to the +door, too, that he stumbled at the very first; and shutting the door +upon himself by striking it with his foot, and causing it to rebound +back heavily, he couldn't open it again.</p> + +<p>This was another reason, however, for going on. Trotty groped his way, +and went on. Up, up, up, and round and round; and up, up, up, higher, +higher, higher up!</p> + +<p>Until, ascending through the floor, and pausing with his head just +raised above its beams, he came among the Bells. It was barely possible +to make out their great shapes in the gloom; but there they were. +Shadowy, and dark, and dumb.</p> + +<p>A heavy sense of dread and loneliness fell instantly upon him, as he +climbed into this airy nest of stone and metal. His head went round and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_143" id="Page_143">[Pg 143]</a></span> +round. He listened and then raised a wild "Halloa!"</p> + +<p>Halloa! was mournfully protracted by the echoes.</p> + +<p>Giddy, confused, and out of breath, and frightened, Toby looked about +him vacantly, and sunk down in a swoon.</p> + +<hr class="tiny" /> + +<h3><span class="smcap">Third Quarter.</span></h3> + +<p>When and how the darkness of the night-black steeple changed to shining +light; and how the solitary tower was peopled with a myriad figures; +when and how the whispered "Haunt and hunt him," breathing monotonously +through his sleep or swoon, became a voice exclaiming in the waking ears +of Trotty, "Break his slumbers;" when and how he ceased to have a +sluggish and confused idea that such things were, companioning a host of +others that were not; there are no dates or means to tell. But, awake, +and standing on his feet upon the boards where he had lately lain, he +saw this Goblin Sight.</p> + +<p>Then and not before, did Trotty see in every Bell a bearded figure of +the bulk and stature of the Bell—incomprehensibly, a figure and the +Bell itself. Gigantic, grave, and darkly watchful of him, as he stood +rooted to the ground.</p> + +<p>Mysterious and awful figures! Resting on nothing; poised in the night +air of the tower, with their draped and hooded heads merged in the dim +roof; motionless and shadowy. Shadowy and dark, although he saw them by +some light belonging to themselves—none else was there—each with its +muffled hand upon its goblin mouth.</p> + +<p>He could not plunge down wildly through the opening in the floor; for, +all power of motion had<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_144" id="Page_144">[Pg 144]</a></span> deserted him. Otherwise he would have done +so—ay, would have thrown himself, head-foremost, from the steeple-top, +rather than have seen them watching him with eyes that would have waked +and watched, although the pupils had been taken out.</p> + +<p>A blast of air—how cold and shrill!—came moaning through the tower. As +it died away, the Great Bell, or the Goblin of the Great Bell, spoke.</p> + +<p>"What visitor is this?" it said. The voice was low and deep, and Trotty +fancied that it sounded in the other figures as well.</p> + +<p>"I thought my name was called by the Chimes!" said Trotty, raising his +hands in an attitude of supplication. "I hardly know why I am here, or +how I came. I have listened to the Chimes these many years. They have +cheered me often."</p> + +<p>"And you have thanked them?" said the bell.</p> + +<p>"A thousand times!" cried Trotty.</p> + +<p>"How?"</p> + +<p>"I am a poor man," faltered Trotty, "and could only thank them in words."</p> + +<p>"And always so?" inquired the Goblin of the Bell. "Have you never done +us wrong in words?"</p> + +<p>"No!" cried Trotty, eagerly.</p> + +<p>"Never done us foul, and false, and wicked wrong, in words?" pursued the +Goblin of the Bell.</p> + +<p>Trotty was about to answer "Never!" But he stopped and was confused.</p> + +<p>"The voice of Time," said the Phantom, "cries to man, Advance! Time is +for his advancement and improvement; for his greater worth, his greater +happiness, his better life; his progress onward to that goal within its +knowledge and its view, and set there, in the period when Time and he +began. Ages of darkness, wickedness, and violence, have come and +gone—millions uncountable, have suffered, lived, and died—to point +the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_145" id="Page_145">[Pg 145]</a></span> way before him. Who seeks to turn him back, or stay him on his +course, arrests a mighty engine which will strike the meddler dead; and +be the fiercer and the wilder, ever, for its momentary check!"</p> + +<p>"I never did so to my knowledge, sir," said Trotty. "It was quite by +accident if I did. I wouldn't go to do it, I'm sure."</p> + +<p>"Who puts into the mouth of Time, or of its servants," said the Goblin +of the Bell, "a cry of lamentation for days which have had their trial +and their failure, and have left deep traces of it which the blind may +see—a cry that only serves the present time, by showing men how much it +needs their help when any ears can listen to regrets for such a +past—who does this, does a wrong. And you have done that wrong to us, the Chimes."</p> + +<p>Trotty's first excess of fear was gone. But he had felt tenderly and +gratefully toward the Bells, as you have seen; and when he heard himself +arraigned as one who had offended them so weightily, his heart was +touched with penitence and grief.</p> + +<p>"If you knew," said Trotty, clasping his hands earnestly—"or perhaps +you do know—if you know how often you have kept me company; how often +you have cheered me up when I've been low; how you were quite the +plaything of my little daughter Meg (almost the only one she ever had) +when first her mother died, and she and me were left alone; you won't +bear malice for a hasty word!"</p> + +<p>"Who hears in us, the Chimes, one note bespeaking disregard, or stern +regard, of any hope, or joy, or pain, or sorrow, of the many-sorrowed +throng; who hears us make response to any creed that gauges human +passions and affections, as it gauges the amount of miserable food on +which humanity may pine and wither; does us wrong. That wrong you have +done us!" said the Bell.</p> + +<p>"I have!" said Trotty. "Oh, forgive me!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_146" id="Page_146">[Pg 146]</a></span></p><p>"Spare me," cried Trotty, falling on his knees; "for Mercy's sake!"</p> + +<p>"Listen!" said the Shadow.</p> + +<p>"Listen!" cried the other Shadows.</p> + +<p>"Listen!" said a clear and child-like voice, which Trotty thought he +recognized as having heard before.</p> + +<p>The organ sounded faintly in the church below. Swelling by degrees, the +melody ascended to the roof, and filled the choir and nave. Expanding +more and more, it rose up, up, up, up; higher, higher, higher up; +awakening agitated hearts within the burly piles of oak, the hollow +bells, the iron-bound doors, the stairs of solid stone; until the tower +walls were insufficient to contain it, and it soared into the sky.</p> + +<p>No wonder that an old man's breast could not contain a sound so vast and +mighty. It broke from that weak prison in a rush of tears; and Trotty +put his hands before his face.</p> + +<p>"Listen!" said the Shadow.</p> + +<p>"Listen!" said the other Shadows.</p> + +<p>"Listen!" said the child's voice.</p> + +<p>A solemn strain of blended voices rose into the tower.</p> + +<p>It was a very low and mournful strain—a Dirge—and as he listened, +Trotty heard his child among the singers.</p> + +<p>"She is dead!" exclaimed the old man. "Meg is dead. Her spirit calls to +me. I hear it!"</p> + +<p>"The Spirit of your child bewails the dead, and mingles with the +dead—dead hopes, dead fancies, dead imaginings of youth," returned the +Bell, "but she is living. Learn from her life, a living truth. Learn +from the creature dearest to your heart, how bad the bad are born. See +every bud and leaf plucked one by one from off the fairest stem, and +know how bare and wretched it may be. Follow her! To desperation!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_147" id="Page_147">[Pg 147]</a></span></p><p>Each of the shadowy figures stretched its right arm forth, and pointed +downward.</p> + +<p>"The Spirit of the Chimes is your companion," said the figure. "Go! It +stands behind you!"</p> + +<p>Trotty turned, and saw—the child! The child Will Fern had carried in +the street; the child whom Meg had watched, but now, asleep!</p> + +<p>"I carried her myself, to-night," said Trotty. "In these arms!"</p> + +<p>"Show him what he calls himself," said the dark figures, one and all.</p> + +<p>The tower opened at his feet. He looked down, and beheld his own form, +lying at the bottom, on the outside: crushed and motionless.</p> + +<p>"No more a living man!" cried Trotty. "Dead!"</p> + +<p>"Dead!" said the figures altogether.</p> + +<p>"Gracious Heaven! And the New Year—'</p> + +<p>"Past," said the figures.</p> + +<p>"What!" he cried, shuddering, "I missed my way, and coming on the +outside of this tower in the dark, fell down—a year ago?"</p> + +<p>"Nine years ago!" replied the figures.</p> + +<p>As they gave the answer, they recalled their outstretched hands; and +where their figures had been, there the Bells were.</p> + +<p>"What are these?" he asked his guide. "If I am not mad, what are these?"</p> + +<p>"Spirits of the Bells. Their sound upon the air," returned the child. +"They take such shapes and occupations as the hopes and thoughts of +mortals, and the recollections they have stored up, give them."</p> + +<p>"And you," said Trotty, wildly. "What are you?"</p> + +<p>"Hush, hush!" returned the child. "Look here!"</p> + +<p>In a poor, mean room; working at the same kind of embroidery, which he +had often, often,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_148" id="Page_148">[Pg 148]</a></span> seen before her; Meg, his own dear daughter, was +presented to his view. He made no effort to imprint his kisses on her +face; he did not strive to clasp her to his loving heart; he knew that +such endearments were, for him, no more. But he held his trembling +breath, and brushed away the blinding tears, that he might look upon +her; that he might only see her.</p> + +<p>Ah! Changed. Changed. The light of the clear eye, how dimmed. The bloom, +how faded from the cheek. Beautiful she was, as she had ever been, but +Hope, Hope, Hope, oh, where was the fresh Hope that had spoken to him +like a voice!</p> + +<p>She looked up from her work, at a companion. Following her eyes, the old +man started back.</p> + +<p>In the woman grown, he recognized her at a glance. In the long silken +hair, he saw the self-same curls; around the lips, the child's +expression lingering still. See! In the eyes, now turned inquiringly on +Meg, there shone the very look that scanned those features when he brought her home!</p> + +<p>Then what was this, beside him?</p> + +<p>Looking with awe into its face, he saw a something reigning there: a +lofty something, undefined and indistinct, which made it hardly more +than a remembrance of that child—as yonder figure might be—yet it was +the same: the same: and wore the dress.</p> + +<p>Hark! They were speaking!</p> + +<p>"Meg," said Lilian, hesitating. "How often you raise your head from your +work to look at me!"</p> + +<p>"Are my looks so altered, that they frighten you?" asked Meg.</p> + +<p>"Nay, dear! But you smile at that yourself! Why not smile when you look at me, Meg?"</p> + +<p>"I do so. Do I not?" she answered: smiling on her.</p> + +<p>"Now you do," said Lilian, "but not usually. When you think I'm busy, +and don't see you, you look so anxious and so doubtful, that I hardly +like<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_149" id="Page_149">[Pg 149]</a></span> to raise my eyes. There is little cause for smiling in this hard +and toilsome life, but you were once so cheerful."</p> + +<p>"Am I not now?" cried Meg, speaking in a tone of strange alarm, and +rising to embrace her. "Do <i>I</i> make our weary life more weary to you, Lilian?"</p> + +<p>"You have been the only thing that made it life," said Lilian, fervently +kissing her; "sometimes the only thing that made me care to live so, +Meg. Such work, such work! So many hours, so many days, so many long, +long nights of hopeless, cheerless, never-ending work—not to heap up +riches, not to live grandly or gayly, not to live upon enough, however +coarse; but to earn bare bread; to scrape together just enough to toil +upon, and want upon, and keep alive in us the consciousness of our hard +fate! Oh, Meg, Meg!" she raised her voice and twined her arms about her +as she spoke, like one in pain. "How can the cruel world go round, and +bear to look upon such lives!"</p> + +<p>"Lilly!" said Meg, soothing her, and putting back her hair from her wet +face. "Why, Lilly! You! So pretty and so young!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Meg!" she interrupted, holding her at arm's-length, and looking in +her face imploringly. "The worst of all! The worst of all! Strike me +old, Meg! Wither me and shrivel me, and free me from the dreadful +thoughts that tempt me in my youth!"</p> + +<p>Trotty turned to look upon his guide. But, the Spirit of the child had +taken flight. Was gone.</p> + +<p class="center">* * * * *</p> + +<hr class="tiny" /> + +<h3><span class="smcap">Fourth Quarter.</span></h3> + +<p>Some new remembrance of the ghostly figures in the Bells; some faint +impression of the ringing of the Chimes; some giddy consciousness of +having seen the swarm of phantoms reproduced and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_150" id="Page_150">[Pg 150]</a></span> reproduced until the +recollection of them lost itself in the confusion of their numbers; some +hurried knowledge, how conveyed to him he knew not, that more years had +passed; and Trotty, with the Spirit of the child attending him, stood +looking on at mortal company.</p> + +<p>Fat company, rosy-cheeked company, comfortable company. They were but +two, but they were red enough for ten. They sat before a bright fire, +with a small low table between them; and unless the fragrance of hot tea +and muffins lingered longer in that room than in most others, the table +had seen service very lately. But all the cups and saucers being clean, +and in their proper places in the corner cupboard; and the brass +toasting fork hanging in its usual nook, and spreading its four idle +fingers out, as if it wanted to be measured for a glove; there remained +no other visible tokens of the meal just finished, than such as purred +and washed their whiskers in the person of the basking cat, and +glistened in the gracious, not to say the greasy, faces of her patrons.</p> + +<p>This cosy couple (married, evidently) had made a fair division of the +fire between them, and sat looking at the glowing sparks that dropped +into the grate; now nodding off into a doze; now waking up again when +some hot fragment, larger than the rest, came rattling down, as if the +fire were coming with it.</p> + +<p>It was in no danger of sudden extinction, however; for it gleamed not +only in the little room, and on the panes of window-glass in the door, +and on the curtain half drawn across them, but in the little shop +beyond. A little shop, quite crammed and choked with the abundance of +its stock; a perfectly voracious little shop, with a maw as +accommodating and full as any shark's. Cheese, butter, firewood, soap, +pickles, matches, bacon, table-beer, peg-tops, sweetmeats, boys' kites, +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_151" id="Page_151">[Pg 151]</a></span>bird-seed, cold ham, birch brooms, hearth-stones, salt, vinegar, +blacking, red herrings, stationery, lard, mushroom ketchup, stay-laces, +loaves of bread, shuttlecocks, eggs, and slate-pencils; everything was +fish that came to the net of this greedy little shop, and all articles were in its net.</p> + +<p>Glancing at such of these items as were visible in the shining of the +blaze, and the less cheerful radiance of two smoky lamps which burnt but +dimly in the shop itself, as though its plethora sat heavy on their +lungs; and glancing, then, at one of the two faces by the parlor-fire, +Trotty had small difficulty in recognizing in the stout old lady, Mrs. +Chickenstalker: always inclined to corpulency, even in the days when he +had known her as established in the general line, and having a small +balance against him in her books.</p> + +<p>The features of her companion were less easy to him. The great broad +chin, with creases in it large enough to hide a finger in; the +astonished eyes, that seemed to expostulate with themselves for sinking +deeper and deeper into the yielding fat of the soft face; the nose +afflicted with that disordered action of its functions which is +generally termed The Snuffles; the short thick throat and laboring +chest, with other beauties of the like description, though calculated to +impress the memory, Trotty could at first allot to nobody he had ever +known: and yet he had some recollection of them too. At length, in Mrs. +Chickenstalker's partner in the general line, and in the crooked and +eccentric line of life, he recognized the former porter of Sir Joseph +Bowley; an apoplectic innocent, who had connected himself in Trotty's +mind with Mrs. Chickenstalker years ago, by giving him admission to the +mansion where he had confessed his obligations to that lady, and drawn +on his unlucky head such grave reproach.</p> + +<p>Trotty had little interest in a change like this,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_152" id="Page_152">[Pg 152]</a></span> after the changes he +had seen; but association is very strong sometimes; and he looked +involuntarily behind the parlor-door, where the accounts of credit +customers were usually kept in chalk. There was no record of his name. +Some names were there, but they were strange to him, and infinitely +fewer than of old; from which he argued that the porter was an advocate +of ready money transactions, and on coming into the business had looked +pretty sharp after the Chickenstalker defaulters.</p> + +<p>So desolate was Trotty, and so mournful for the youth and promise of his +blighted child, that it was a sorrow to him, even to have no place in +Mrs. Chickenstalker's ledger.</p> + +<p>"What sort of a night is it, Anne?" inquired the former porter of Sir +Joseph Bowley, stretching out his legs before the fire, and rubbing as +much of them as his short arms could reach; with an air that added, +"Here I am if it's bad, and I don't want to go out if it's good."</p> + +<p>"Hard weather indeed," returned his wife, shaking her head.</p> + +<p>"Ay, ay! Years," said Mr. Tugby, "are like Christians in that respect. +Some of 'em die hard; some of 'em die easy. This one hasn't many days to +run, and is making a fight for it. I like him all the better. There's a +customer, my love!"</p> + +<p>Attentive to the rattling door, Mrs. Tugby had already risen.</p> + +<p>"Now, then!" said that lady, passing out into the little shop. "What's +wanted? Oh! I beg your pardon, sir, I'm sure. I didn't think it was you."</p> + +<p>She made this apology to a gentleman in black, who, with his wristbands +tucked up, and his hat cocked loungingly on one side, and his hand in +his pocket, sat down astride on the table-beer barrel, and nodded in return.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_153" id="Page_153">[Pg 153]</a></span></p><p>"This is a bad business up-stairs, Mrs. Tugby," said the gentleman. +"The man can't live."</p> + +<p>"Not the back-attic can't!" cried Tugby, coming out into the shop to +join the conference.</p> + +<p>"The back-attic, Mr. Tugby," said the gentleman, "is coming down-stairs +fast, and will be below the basement very soon."</p> + +<p>Looking by turns at Tugby and his wife, he sounded the barrel with his +knuckles for the depth of beer, and having found it, played a tune upon +the empty part.</p> + +<p>"The back-attic, Mr. Tugby," said the gentleman: Tugby having stood in +silent consternation for some time; "is Going."</p> + +<p>"Then," said Tugby, turning to his wife, "he must Go, you know, before he's Gone."</p> + +<p>"I don't think you can move him," said the gentleman, shaking his head. +"I wouldn't take the responsibility of saying it could be done, myself. +You had better leave him where he is. He can't live long."</p> + +<p>"It's the only subject," said Tugby, bringing the butter-scale down upon +the counter with a crash, by weighing his fist on it, "that we've ever +had a word upon; she and me; and look what it comes to! He's going to +die here, after all. Going to die upon the premises. Going to die in our house!"</p> + +<p>"And where should he have died, Tugby?" cried his wife.</p> + +<p>"In the workhouse," he returned. "What are workhouses made for?"</p> + +<p>"Not for that!" said Mrs. Tugby, with great energy. "Not for that! +Neither did I marry you for that. Don't think it, Tugby. I won't have +it. I won't allow it. I'd be separated first, and never see your face +again. When my widow's name stood over that door, as it did for many, +many years: the house being known as Mrs.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_154" id="Page_154">[Pg 154]</a></span> Chickenstalker's far and +wide, and never known but to its honest credit and its good report: when +my widow's name stood over that door, Tugby, I knew him as a handsome, +steady, manly, independent youth; I knew her as the sweetest looking, +sweetest tempered girl, eyes ever saw; I knew her father (poor old +creetur, he fell down from the steeple walking in his sleep, and killed +himself), for the simplest, hardest working, childest-hearted man, that +ever drew the breath of life; and when I turn them out of house and +home, may angels turn me out of heaven. As they would! And serve me right!"</p> + +<p>Her old face, which had been a plump and dimpled one before the changes +which had come to pass, seemed to shine out of her as she said these +words; and when she dried her eyes, and shook her head and her +handkerchief at Tugby, with an expression of firmness which it was quite +clear was not to be easily resisted, Trotty said, "Bless her! Bless her!"</p> + +<p>Then he listened, with a panting heart, for what should follow. Knowing +nothing yet, but that they spoke of Meg.</p> + +<p>The gentleman upon the table-beer cask, who appeared to be some +authorized medical attendant upon the poor, was far too well accustomed, +evidently, to little differences of opinion between man and wife, to +interpose any remark in this instance. He sat softly whistling, and +turning little drops of beer out of the tap upon the ground, until there +was a perfect calm: when he raised his head and said to Mrs. Tugby, late Chickenstalker:</p> + +<p>"There's something interesting about the woman, even now. How did she +come to marry him?"</p> + +<p>"Why, that," said Mrs. Tugby, taking a seat near him, "is not the least +cruel part of her story,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_155" id="Page_155">[Pg 155]</a></span> sir. You see they kept company, she and +Richard, many years ago. When they were a young and beautiful couple, +everything was settled, and they were to have been married on a New +Year's Day. But, somehow, Richard got it into his head, through what the +gentleman told him, that he might do better, and that he'd soon repent +it, and that she wasn't good enough for him, and that a young man of +spirit had no business to be married. And the gentleman frightened her, +and made her melancholy, and timid of his deserting her, and of her +children coming to the gallows, and of its being wicked to be man and +wife, and a good deal more of it. And in short, they lingered and +lingered, and their trust in one another was broken, and so at last was +the match. But the fault was his. She would have married him, sir, +joyfully. I've seen her heart swell, many times afterwards, when he +passed her in a proud and careless way; and never did a woman grieve +more truly for a man, than she for Richard when he first went wrong."</p> + +<p>"Oh! he went wrong, did he?" said the gentleman, pulling out the +vent-peg of the table-beer, and trying to peep down into the barrel +through the hole.</p> + +<p>"Well, sir, I don't know that he rightly understood himself, you see. I +think his mind was troubled by their having broke with one another; and +that but for being ashamed before the gentlemen, and perhaps for being +uncertain too, how she might take it, he'd have gone through any +suffering or trial to have had Meg's promise, and Meg's hand again. +That's my belief. He never said so; more's the pity! He took to +drinking, idling, bad companions: all the fine resources that were to be +so much better for him than the Home he might have had. He lost his +looks, his character, his health, his strength, his friends, his work: everything!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_156" id="Page_156">[Pg 156]</a></span></p><p>"He didn't lose everything, Mrs. Tugby," returned the gentleman, +"because he gained a wife; and I want to know how he gained her."</p> + +<p>"I'm coming to it, sir, in a moment. This went on for years and years; +he sinking lower and lower; she enduring, poor thing, miseries enough to +wear her life away. At last he was so cast down, and cast out, that no +one would employ or notice him; and doors were shut upon him, go where +he would. Applying from place to place, and door to door; and coming for +the hundredth time to one gentleman, who had often and often tried him +(he was a good workman to the very end); that gentleman, who knew his +history, said, 'I believe you are incorrigible; there's only one person +in the world who has a chance of reclaiming you; ask me to trust you no +more, until she tries to do it.' Something like that, in his anger and vexation."</p> + +<p>"Ah!" said the gentleman. "Well?"</p> + +<p>"Well, sir, he went to her, and kneeled to her; said it was so; said it +ever had been so; and made a prayer to her to save him."</p> + +<p>"And she?—Don't distress yourself, Mrs. Tugby."</p> + +<p>"She came to me that night to ask me about living here. 'What he was +once to me,' she said, 'is buried in a grave, side by side with what I +was to him. But I have thought of this; and I will make the trial. In +the hope of saving him; for the love of the light-hearted girl (you +remember her) who was to have been married on a New Year's Day; and for +the love of her Richard.' And he said he had come to her from Lilian, +and Lilian had trusted to him, and she never could forget that. So they +were married; and when they came home here, and I saw them, I hoped that +such prophecies as parted them when they were young, may not often +fulfill themselves as<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_157" id="Page_157">[Pg 157]</a></span> they did in this case, or I wouldn't be the +makers of them for a Mine of Gold."</p> + +<p>The gentleman got off the cask, and stretched himself, observing:</p> + +<p>"I suppose he used her ill, as soon as they were married?"</p> + +<p>"I don't think he ever did that," said Mrs. Tugby, shaking her head and +wiping her eyes. "He went on better for a short time; but, his habits +were too old and strong to be got rid of; he soon fell back a little; +and was falling fast back, when his illness came so strong upon him. I +think he has always felt for her. I am sure he has. I've seen him in his +crying fits and tremblings, try to kiss her hand; and I have heard him +call her 'Meg,' and say it was her nineteenth birthday. There he has +been lying, now, these weeks and months. Between him and her baby, she +has not been able to do her old work; and by not being able to be +regular, she has lost it, even if she could have done it. How they have +lived, I hardly know!"</p> + +<p>"<i>I</i> know," muttered Mr. Tugby, looking at the till, and round the shop, +and at his wife; and rolling his head with immense intelligence.</p> + +<p>He was interrupted by a cry—a sound of lamentation—from the upper +story of the house. The gentleman moved hurriedly to the door.</p> + +<p>"My friend," he said, looking back, "you needn't discuss whether he +shall be removed or not. He has spared you that trouble, I believe."</p> + +<p>Saying so, he ran up-stairs, followed by Mrs. Tugby; while Mr. Tugby +panted and grumbled after them at leisure: being rendered more than +commonly short-winded by the weight of the till, in which there had been +an inconvenient quantity of copper. Trotty, with the child beside him, +floated up the staircase like mere air.</p> + +<p>"Follow her! Follow her! Follow her!" He<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_158" id="Page_158">[Pg 158]</a></span> heard the ghostly voices in +the Bells repeat their words as he ascended. "Learn it, from the +creature dearest to your heart!"</p> + +<p>It was over. It was over. And this was she, her father's pride and joy! +This haggard, wretched woman, weeping by the bed, if it deserved that +name, and pressing to her breast, and hanging down her head upon, an +infant? Who can tell how spare, how sickly, and how poor an infant? Who +can tell how dear?</p> + +<p>"Thank God!" cried Trotty, holding up his folded hands. "O, God be +thanked! She loves her child!"</p> + +<p>Again Trotty heard the voices, saying, "Follow her!" He turned toward +his guide, and saw it rising from him, passing through the air. "Follow +her!" it said. And vanished.</p> + +<p>He hovered round her; sat down at her feet; looked up into her face for +one trace of her old self; listened for one note of her old pleasant +voice. He flitted round the child: so wan, so prematurely old, so +dreadful in its gravity, so plaintive in its feeble, mournful, miserable +wail. He almost worshiped it. He clung to it as her only safeguard; as +the last unbroken link that bound her to endurance. He set his father's +hope and trust on the frail baby; watched her every look upon it as she +held it in her arms; and cried a thousand times, "She loves it! God be +thanked, she loves it!"</p> + +<p>He saw the woman tend her in the night; return to her when her grudging +husband was asleep, and all was still; encourage her, shed tears with +her, set nourishment before her. He saw the day come, and the night +again; the day, the night; the time go by; the house of death relieved +of death; the room left to herself and to the child; he heard it moan +and cry; he saw it harass her, and tire her out, and when she slumbered +in exhaustion, drag<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_159" id="Page_159">[Pg 159]</a></span> her back to consciousness, and hold her with its +little hands upon the rack; but she was constant to it, gentle with it, +patient with it. Patient! Was its loving mother in her inmost heart and +soul, and had its Being knitted up with hers as when she carried it unborn.</p> + +<p>All this time, she was in want: languishing away, in dire and pining +want. With the baby in her arms, she wandered here and there in quest of +occupation; and with its thin face lying in her lap, and looking up in +hers, did any work for any wretched sum: a day and night of labor for as +many farthings as there were figures on the dial. If she had quarreled +with it; if she had neglected it; if she had looked upon it with a +moment's hate! if, in the frenzy of an instant, she had struck it! No! +His comfort was, She loved it always.</p> + +<p>She told no one of her extremity, and wandered abroad in the day lest +she should be questioned by her only friend: for any help she received +from her hands, occasioned fresh disputes between the good woman and her +husband; and it was new bitterness to be the daily cause of strife and +discord, where she owed so much.</p> + +<p>She loved it still. She loved it more and more. But a change fell on the +aspect of her love.</p> + +<p>One night she was singing faintly to it in its sleep and walking to and +fro to hush it, when her door was softly opened, and a man looked in.</p> + +<p>"For the last time," he said.</p> + +<p>"William Fern!"</p> + +<p>"For the last time."</p> + +<p>He listened like a man pursued: and spoke in whispers.</p> + +<p>"Margaret, my race is nearly run, I couldn't finish it, without a +parting word with you. Without one grateful word."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_160" id="Page_160">[Pg 160]</a></span></p><p>"What have you done?" she asked: regarding him with terror.</p> + +<p>He looked at her but gave no answer.</p> + +<p>After a short silence, he made a gesture with his hand, as if he set her +question by; as if he brushed it aside; and said:</p> + +<p>"It's long ago, Margaret, now; but that night is as fresh in my memory +as ever 'twas. We little thought then," he added, looking round, "that +we should ever meet like this. Your child, Margaret? Let me have it in +my arms. Let me hold your child."</p> + +<p>He put his hat upon the floor, and took it. And he trembled as he took +it, from head to foot.</p> + +<p>"Is it a girl?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>He put his hand before its little face.</p> + +<p>"See how weak I'm grown, Margaret, when I want the courage to look at +it! Let her be, a moment. I won't hurt her. It's long ago, but—What's her name?"</p> + +<p>"Margaret," she answered quickly.</p> + +<p>"I'm glad of that," he said. "I'm glad of that!"</p> + +<p>He seemed to breathe more freely; and after pausing for an instant, took +away his hand, and looked upon the infant's face. But covered it again, immediately.</p> + +<p>"Margaret!" he said; and gave her back the child. "It's Lilian's."</p> + +<p>"Lilian's!"</p> + +<p>"I held the same face in my arms when Lilian's mother died and left her."</p> + +<p>"When Lilian's mother died and left her!" she repeated, wildly.</p> + +<p>"How shrill you speak! Why do you fix your eyes upon me so? Margaret!"</p> + +<p>She sunk down in a chair, and pressed the infant to her breast, and wept +over it. Sometimes, she released it from her embrace, to look anxiously +in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_161" id="Page_161">[Pg 161]</a></span> its face: then strained it to her bosom again. At those times, when +she gazed upon it, then it was that something fierce and terrible began +to mingle with her love. Then it was that her old father quailed.</p> + +<p>"Follow her!" was sounded through the house. "Learn it, from the +creature dearest to your heart!"</p> + +<p>"Margaret," said Fern, bending over her, and kissing her upon the brow: +"I thank you for the last time. Good night. Good bye! Put your hand in +mine, and tell me you'll forget me from this hour, and try to think the +end of me was here."</p> + +<p>She called to him; but he was gone. She sat down stupefied, until her +infant roused her to a sense of hunger, cold, and darkness. She paced +the room with it the livelong night, hushing it and soothing it. She +said at intervals, "Like Lilian when her mother died and left her!" Why +was her step so quick, her eyes so wild, her love so fierce and +terrible, whenever she repeated those words?</p> + +<p>"But, it is Love," said Trotty. "It is Love. She'll never cease to love +it. My poor Meg!"</p> + +<p>She dressed the child next morning with unusual care—ah, vain +expenditure of care upon such squalid robes!—and once more tried to +find some means of life. It was the last day of the Old Year. She tried +till night, and never broke her fast. She tried in vain.</p> + +<p>She mingled with an abject crowd, who tarried in the snow, until it +pleased some officer appointed to dispense the public charity (the +lawful charity; not that once preached upon a Mount), to call them in, +and question them, and say to this one, "Go to such a place," to that +one, "Come next week;" to make a foot-ball of another wretch, and pass +him here and there, from hand to hand, from house<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_162" id="Page_162">[Pg 162]</a></span> to house, until he +wearied and lay down to die; or started up and robbed, and so became a +higher sort of criminal, whose claims allowed of no delay. Here, too, she failed.</p> + +<p>She loved her child, and wished to have it lying on her breast. And that +was quite enough.</p> + +<p>It was night: a bleak, dark, cutting night: when pressing the child +close to her for warmth, she arrived outside the house she called her +home. She was so faint and giddy, that she saw no one standing in the +doorway until she was close upon it, and about to enter. Then, she +recognized the master of the house, who had so disposed himself—with +his person it was not difficult—as to fill up the whole entry.</p> + +<p>"Oh!" he said softly. "You have come back?"</p> + +<p>She looked at the child and shook her head.</p> + +<p>"Don't you think you have lived here long enough without paying any +rent? Don't you think that, without any money, you've been a pretty +constant customer at this shop, now?" said Mr. Tugby.</p> + +<p>She repeated the same mute appeal.</p> + +<p>"Suppose you try and deal somewhere else," he said. "And suppose you +provide yourself with another lodging. Come! Don't you think you could manage it?"</p> + +<p>She said, in a low voice, that it was very late. To-morrow.</p> + +<p>"Now I see what you want," said Tugby; "and what you mean. You know +there are two parties in this house about you, and you delight in +setting them by the ears. I don't want any quarrels; I'm speaking softly +to avoid a quarrel; but if you don't go away, I'll speak out loud, and +you shall cause words loud enough to please you. But you shan't come in, +that I am determined."</p> + +<p>She put her hair back with her hand, and looked in a sudden manner at +the sky, and the dark lowering distance.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_163" id="Page_163">[Pg 163]</a></span></p><p>"This is the last night of an Old Year, and I won't carry ill-blood and +quarrelings and disturbances into a New One, to please you nor anybody +else," said Tugby, who was quite a retail Friend and Father. "I wonder +you an't ashamed of yourself, to carry such practices into a New Year. +If you haven't any business in the world, but to be always giving way, +and always making disturbances between man and wife, you'd be better out +of it. Go along with you!"</p> + +<p>"Follow her! To desperation!"</p> + +<p>Again the old man heard the voices. Looking up, he saw the figures +hovering in the air, and pointing where she went, down the dark street.</p> + +<p>"She loves it!" he exclaimed in agonized entreaty for her. "Chimes! she +loves it still!"</p> + +<p>"Follow her!" The shadows swept upon the track she had taken like a cloud.</p> + +<p>Oh, for something to awaken her! For any sight or sound, or scent, to +call up tender recollections in a brain on fire! For any gentle image of +the Past, to rise up before her!</p> + +<p>"I was her father! I was her father!" cried the old man, stretching out +his hands to the dark shadows flying on above. "Have mercy on her, and +on me! Where does she go? Turn her back! I was her father!"</p> + +<p>But, they only pointed to her, as she hurried on; "To desperation! Learn +it from the creature dearest to your heart!"</p> + +<p>A hundred voices echoed it. The air was made of breath expended in those +words. He seemed to take them in, at every gasp he drew. They were +everywhere, and not to be escaped. And still she hurried on; the same +light in her eyes.</p> + +<p>All at once she stopped.</p> + +<p>"Now, turn her back!" exclaimed the old man, tearing his white hair. "My +child! Meg! Turn her back! Great Father, turn her back!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_164" id="Page_164">[Pg 164]</a></span></p><p>In her own scanty shawl, she wrapped the baby warm. With her fevered +hands, she smoothed its limbs, composed its face, arranged its mean +attire. In her wasted arms she folded it, as though she never would +resign it more. And with her dry lips, kissed it in a final pang, and +last long agony of Love.</p> + +<p>Putting its tiny hand up to her neck, and holding it there, within her +dress, next to her distracted heart, she set its sleeping face against +her: closely, steadily against her: and sped onward to the river.</p> + +<p>To the rolling River, swift and dim, where Winter Night sat brooding +like the last dark thoughts of many who had sought a refuge there before +her. Where scattered lights upon the banks gleamed sullen, red and dull, +as torches that were burning there to show the way to Death. Where no +abode of living people cast its shadow, on the deep, impenetrable, +melancholy shade.</p> + +<p>To the River! To that portal of Eternity, her desperate footsteps tended +with the swiftness of its rapid waters running to the sea. He tried to +touch her as she passed him, going down to its dark level; but, the wild +distempered form, the fierce and terrible love, the desperation that had +left all human check or hold behind, swept by him like the wind.</p> + +<p>He followed her. She paused a moment on the brink, before the dreadful +plunge. He fell down on his knees, and in a shriek addressed the figures +in the Bells now hovering above them.</p> + +<p>"Have mercy on her!" he exclaimed, "as one in whom this dreadful crime +has sprung from Love perverted; from the strongest, deepest Love we +fallen creatures know! Think what her misery must have been, when such +seed bears such fruit. Heaven meant her to be good. There is no loving +mother on the earth who might not come to this, if such a life had gone +before. Oh, have mercy on my child, who, even at this pass, means mercy +to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_165" id="Page_165">[Pg 165]</a></span> her own, and dies herself, and perils her immortal soul, to save +it!"</p> + +<p>She was in his arms. He held her now. His strength was like a giant's.</p> + +<p>He might have said more; but the Bells, the old familiar Bells, his own +dear, constant, steady friends, the Chimes, began to ring the joy-peals +for a New Year; so lustily, so merrily, so happily, so gayly, that he +leapt upon his feet, and broke the spell that bound him.</p> + +<hr class="tiny" /> + +<p>"And whatever you do, father," said Meg, "don't eat tripe again without +asking some doctor whether it's likely to agree with you; for how you +<i>have</i> been going on, Good gracious!"</p> + +<p>She was working with her needle at the little table by the fire, +dressing her simple gown with ribbons for her wedding. So quietly happy, +so blooming and youthful, so full of beautiful promise, that he uttered +a great cry as if it were an Angel in his house; then flew to clasp her +in his arms.</p> + +<p>But he caught his feet in the newspaper, which had fallen on the hearth, +and somebody came rushing in between them.</p> + +<p>"No!" cried the voice of this same somebody; a generous and jolly voice +it was. "Not even you. Not even you. The first kiss of Meg in the New +Year is mine. Mine! I have been waiting outside the house this hour to +hear the Bells and claim it. Meg, my precious prize, a happy year! A +life of happy years, my darling wife!"</p> + +<p>And Richard smothered her with kisses.</p> + +<p>You never in all your life saw anything like Trotty after this. I don't +care where you have lived or what you have seen, you never in all your +life saw anything at all approaching him! He sat down in his chair and +beat his knees and cried; he sat<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_166" id="Page_166">[Pg 166]</a></span> down in his chair and beat his knees +and laughed; he sat down in his chair and beat his knees and laughed and +cried together; he got out of his chair and hugged Meg; he got out of +his chair and hugged Richard; he got out of his chair and hugged them +both at once; he kept running up to Meg and squeezing her fresh face +between his hands and kissing it, going from her backward not to lose +sight of it, and running up again like a figure in a magic lantern; and +whatever he did, he was constantly sitting himself down in this chair, +and never stopping in it for one single moment, being—that's the +truth—beside himself with joy.</p> + +<p>"And to-morrow's your wedding-day, my pet!" cried Trotty. "Your real, +happy wedding-day!"</p> + +<p>"To-day!" cried Richard, shaking hands with him. "To-day. The Chimes are +ringing in the New Year. Hear them!"</p> + +<p>They <span class="smaller">WERE</span> ringing! Bless their sturdy hearts, they <span class="smaller">WERE</span> ringing! Great +Bells as they were; melodious, deep-mouthed, noble Bells; cast in no +common metal; made by no common founder; when had they ever chimed like that before?</p> + +<p>"But to-day, my pet," said Trotty. "You and Richard had some words to-day."</p> + +<p>"Because he's such a bad fellow, father," said Meg. "An't you, Richard? +Such a headstrong, violent man! He'd have made no more of speaking his +mind to that great Alderman, and putting <i>him</i> down I don't know where, +than he would of—"</p> + +<p>"—Kissing Meg," suggested Richard. Doing it, too.</p> + +<p>"No. Not a bit more," said Meg. "But I wouldn't let him, father. Where +would have been the use?"</p> + +<p>"Richard, my boy!" cried Trotty. "You was turned up Trumps originally, +and Trumps you must be until you die! But you were crying by the fire<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_167" id="Page_167">[Pg 167]</a></span> +to-night, my pet, when I came home. Why did you cry by the fire?"</p> + +<p>"I was thinking of the years we've passed together, father. Only that. +And thinking you might miss me, and be lonely."</p> + +<p>Trotty was backing off to that extraordinary chair again, when the +child, who had been awakened by the noise, came running in, half dressed.</p> + +<p>"Why, here she is!" cried Trotty catching her up. "Here's little Lilian! +Ha, ha, ha! Here we are and here we go! O, here we are and here we go +again! And here we are and here we go! And Uncle Will, too!" Stopping in +his trot to greet him heartily. "O, Uncle Will, the vision that I've had +to-night, through lodging you! O, Uncle Will, the obligations that +you've laid me under by your coming, my good friend!"</p> + +<p>Before Will Fern could make the least reply, a band of music burst into +the room, attended by a flock of neighbors, screaming: "A Happy New +Year, Meg!" "A Happy Wedding!" "Many of 'em!" and other fragmentary good +wishes of that sort. The Drum (who was a private friend of Trotty's) +then stepped forward and said:</p> + +<p>"Trotty Veck, my boy! It's got about that your daughter is going to be +married to-morrow. There an't a soul that knows you that don't wish you +well, or that knows her and don't wish her well. Or that knows you both +and don't wish you both all the happiness the New Year can bring. And +here we are, to play it in accordingly."</p> + +<p>"What a happiness it is, I'm sure," said Trotty, "to be so esteemed. How +kind and neighborly you are! It's all along of my dear daughter. She deserves it."</p> + +<p>At this moment a combination of prodigious sounds was heard outside, and +a good-humored, comely woman of some fifty years of age, or thereabouts, +came running in, closely followed by the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_168" id="Page_168">[Pg 168]</a></span> marrow-bones and cleavers and +the bells—not <i>the</i> Bells, but a portable collection on a frame.</p> + +<p>Trotty said: "It's Mrs. Chickenstalker!" And sat down and beat his knees again.</p> + +<p>"Married, and not tell me, Meg!" cried the good woman. "Never! I +couldn't rest on the last night of the Old Year without coming to wish +you joy. I couldn't have done it, Meg. Not if I had been bed-ridden. So here I am."</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Tugby," said Trotty, who had been going round and round her in an +ecstasy—"I <i>should</i> say Chickenstalker—bless your heart and soul! A +happy New Year, and many of 'em! Mrs. Tugby," said Trotty, when he had +saluted her—"I <i>should</i> say Chickenstalker—this is William Fern and Lilian."</p> + +<p>The worthy dame, to his surprise, turned very pale and very red.</p> + +<p>"Not Lilian Fern, whose mother died in Dorsetshire?" said she.</p> + +<p>Her uncle answered "Yes," and meeting hastily they exchanged some +hurried words together, of which the upshot was that Mrs. Chickenstalker +shook him by both hands, saluted Trotty on his cheek again of her own +free will, and took the child to her capacious breast.</p> + +<p>"Will Fern," said Trotty, pulling on his right-hand muffler. "Not the +friend that you was hoping to find?"</p> + +<p>"Ay," returned Will, putting a hand on each of Trotty's shoulders. "And +like to prove a'most as good a friend, if that can be, as one I found."</p> + +<p>"O!" said Trotty. "Please to play up there. Will you have the goodness?"</p> + +<p>Had Trotty dreamed? Or are his joys and sorrows, and the actors in them, +but a dream; himself a dream; the teller of this tale a dreamer, waking +but now? If it be so, O listener, dear to him in all his visions, try to +bear in mind the stern realities<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_169" id="Page_169">[Pg 169]</a></span> from which these shadows come; and in +your sphere—none is too wide and none too limited for such an +end—endeavor to correct, improve and soften them. So may the New Year +be a happy one to you, happy to many more whose happiness depends on +you! So may each year be happier than the last, and not the meanest of +our brethren or sisterhood debarred their rightful share in what our +great Creator formed them to enjoy.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_170" id="Page_170">[Pg 170]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="BILLYS_SANTA_CLAUS_EXPERIENCE" id="BILLYS_SANTA_CLAUS_EXPERIENCE"></a>BILLY'S SANTA CLAUS EXPERIENCE.</h2> + +<h3>BY CORNELIA REDMOND.</h3> + +<p>Of course I don't believe in any such person as Santa Claus, but Tommy +does. Tommy is my little brother, aged six. Last Christmas I thought I'd +make some fun for the young one by playing Santa Claus, but as always +happens when I try to amuse anybody I jes' got myself into trouble.</p> + +<p>I went to bed pretty early on Christmas Eve so as to give my parents a +chance to get the presents out of the closet in mamma's room, where they +had been locked up since they were bought. I kep' my clo'es on except my +shoes, and put my nightgown over them so as I'd look white if any of +them came near me. Then I waited, pinchin' myself to keep awake. After a +while papa came into the room with a lot of things that he dumped on +Tommy's bed. Then mamma came in and put some things on mine and in our +two stockings that were hung up by the chimney. Then they both went out +very quiet, and soon all the lights went out too.</p> + +<p>I kep' on pinchin' myself and waitin' for a time, and then when I was +sure that everybody was asleep I got up. The first thing I went into was +my sister's room and got her white fur rug that mamma gave her on her +birthday, and her sealskin cape that was hanging on the closet door. I +tied the cape on my head with shoestrings and it made a good big cap. +Then I put the fur rug around me and pinned it with big safety pins what +I found on Tommy's garters. Then I got mamma's new scrap-basket, trimmed +with roses, what Mrs. Simmons 'broidered for the church fair and piled +all of the kid's toys into it. I fastened it<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_171" id="Page_171">[Pg 171]</a></span> to my back with papa's +suspenders, and then I started for the roof.</p> + +<p>I hurt my fingers some opening the scuttle, but kept right on. It was +snowing hard and I stood and let myself get pretty well covered with +flakes. Then I crawled over to the chimney that went down into our room +and climbed up on top of it. I had brought my bicycle lantern with me +and I lighted it so as Tommy could see me when I came down the chimney into the room.</p> + +<p>There did not seem to be any places inside the chimney where I could +hold on by my feet, but the ceiling in our room was not very high and I +had often jumped most as far, so I jes' let her go, and I suppose I went +down. Anyway, I did not know about anything for a long time. Then I woke +up all in the dark with my head feeling queer, and when I tried to turn +over in bed I found I wasn't in bed at all, and then my arms and legs +began to hurt terrible, mostly one arm that was doubled up. I tried to +get up but I couldn't because my bones hurt so and I was terrible cold +and there was nothing to stand on. I was jes' stuck. Then I began to +cry, and pretty soon I heard mamma's voice saying to papa:</p> + +<p>"Those must be sparrers that are making that noise in the chimney. Jes' +touch a match to the wood in the boys' fireplace."</p> + +<p>I heard papa strike a light and then the wood began to crackle. Then, by +jinks! it began to get hot and smoky and I screamed:</p> + +<p>"Help! Murder! Put out that fire lest you want to burn me up!"</p> + +<p>Then I heard papa stamping on the wood and mamma calling out:</p> + +<p>"Where's Billy? Where is my chile?"</p> + +<p>Next Tommy woke up and began to cry and everything was terrible, +specially the pains all over me. Then papa called out very stern:</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_172" id="Page_172">[Pg 172]</a></span></p><p>"William, if you are in that chimney come down at once!" and I +answered, cryin', that I would if I could, but I was stuck and couldn't.</p> + +<p>Then I heard papa gettin' dressed, and pretty soon he and John from the +stable went up on the roof and let down ropes what I put around me and +they hauled me up.</p> + +<p>It was jes' daylight and I was all black and sooty and scratched and my +arm was broken.</p> + +<p>Everybody scolded me excep' mamma. I had spoiled my sister's white rug +and broken all of Tommy's toys, and the snow what went in through the +scuttle melted and marked the parlor ceiling, besides I guess it cost +papa a good deal to get my arm mended. Nobody would believe that I had +jes' meant to make some fun for Tommy, and my arm and all my bruised +places hurt me awful for a long time. If I live to be a million I am +never goin' to play Santa Claus ag'in.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_173" id="Page_173">[Pg 173]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHRISTMAS_IN_POGANUC" id="CHRISTMAS_IN_POGANUC"></a>CHRISTMAS IN POGANUC.</h2> + +<h3>BY HARRIET BEECHER STOWE.</h3> + +<hr class="tiny" /> + +<h3><span class="smcap">The First Christmas.</span></h3> + +<p>Can any of us look back to the earlier days of our mortal pilgrimage and +remember the helpless sense of desolation and loneliness caused by being +forced to go off to the stillness and darkness of a solitary bed far +from all the beloved voices and employments and sights of life? Can we +remember lying, hearing distant voices, and laughs of more fortunate, +older people and the opening and shutting of distant doors, that told of +scenes of animation and interest from which we were excluded? How +doleful sounded the tick of the clock, and how dismal was the darkness +as sunshine faded from the window, leaving only a square of dusky +dimness in place of daylight!</p> + +<p>All who remember these will sympathize with Dolly, who was hustled off +to bed by Nabby the minute supper was over, that she might have the +decks clear for action.</p> + +<p>"Now be a good girl; shut your eyes, and say your prayers, and go right +to sleep," had been Nabby's parting injunction as she went out, closing +the door after her.</p> + +<p>The little head sunk into the pillow, and Dolly recited her usual +liturgy of "Our Father who art in heaven," and "I pray God to bless my +dear father and mother and all my dear friends and relations, and make +me a good girl," and ending with</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div>"'Now I lay me down to sleep.'"</div> +</div></div> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_174" id="Page_174">[Pg 174]</a></span></p><p>But sleep she could not. The wide, bright, wistful blue eyes lay +shining like two stars toward the fading light in the window, and the +little ears were strained to catch every sound. She heard the shouts of +Tom and Bill and the loud barking of Spring as they swept out of the +door; and the sound went to her heart. Spring—her faithful attendant, +the most loving and sympathetic of dogs, her friend and confidential +counselor in many a solitary ramble—Spring had gone with the boys to +see the sight, and left her alone. She began to pity herself and cry +softly on her pillow. For a while she could hear Nabby's energetic +movements below, washing up dishes, putting back chairs, and giving +energetic thumps and bangs here and there, as her way was of producing +order. But by and by that was all over, and she heard the loud shutting +of the kitchen door and Nabby's voice chatting with her attendant as she +went off to the scene of gaiety.</p> + +<p>In those simple, innocent days in New England villages nobody thought of +locking house doors at night. There was in those times no idea either of +tramps or burglars, and many a night in summer had Dolly lain awake and +heard the voices of tree-toads and whip-poor-wills mingling with the +whisper of leaves and the swaying of elm boughs, while the great outside +door of the house lay broad open in the moonlight. But then this was +when everybody was in the house and asleep, when the door of her +parents' room stood open on the front hall, and she knew she could run +to the paternal bed in a minute for protection. Now, however, she knew +the house was empty. Everybody had gone out of it; and there is +something fearful to a little lonely body in the possibilities of a +great, empty house. She got up and opened her door, and the "tick-tock" +of the old kitchen clock for a moment seemed like company; but pretty +soon its ticking<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_175" id="Page_175">[Pg 175]</a></span> began to strike louder and louder with a nervous +insistency on her ear, till the nerves quivered and vibrated, and she +couldn't go to sleep. She lay and listened to all the noises outside. It +was a still, clear, freezing night, when the least sound clinked with a +metallic resonance. She heard the runners of sleighs squeaking and +crunching over the frozen road, and the lively jingle of bells. They +would come nearer, nearer, pass by the house, and go off in the +distance. Those were the happy folks going to see the gold star and the +Christmas greens in the church. The gold star, the Christmas greens, had +all the more attraction from their vagueness. Dolly was a fanciful +little creature, and the clear air and romantic scenery of a mountain +town had fed her imagination. Stories she had never read, except in the +Bible and the Pilgrim's Progress, but her very soul had vibrated with +the descriptions of the celestial city—something vague, bright, +glorious, lying beyond some dark river; and Nabby's rude account of what +was going on in the church suggested those images.</p> + +<p>Finally a bright thought popped into her little head. She could see the +church from the front windows of the house; she would go there and look. +In haste she sprang out of bed and dressed herself. It was sharp and +freezing in the fireless chamber, but Dolly's blood had a racing, +healthy tingle to it; she didn't mind cold. She wrapped her cloak around +her and tied on her hood and ran to the front windows. There it was, to +be sure—the little church with its sharp-pointed windows, every pane of +which was sending streams of light across the glittering snow. There was +a crowd around the door, and men and boys looking in at the windows. +Dolly's soul was fired. But the elm boughs a little obstructed her +vision; she thought she would go down and look at it from the yard. So +down-stairs she ran, but as she opened<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_176" id="Page_176">[Pg 176]</a></span> the door the sound of the chant +rolled out into the darkness with sweet and solemn cadence:</p> + +<p>"<i>Glory be to God on high; and on earth peace, good will toward men.</i>"</p> + +<p>Dolly's soul was all aglow—her nerves tingled and vibrated; she thought +of the bells ringing in the celestial city; she could no longer contain +herself, but faster and faster the little hooded form scudded across the +snowy plain and pushed in among the dark cluster of spectators at the +door. All made way for the child, and in a moment, whether in the body +or out she could not tell, Dolly was sitting in a little nook under a +bower of spruce, gazing at the star and listening to the voices:</p> + +<p>"<i>We praise Thee, we bless Thee, we worship Thee, we glorify Thee, we +give thanks to Thee for Thy great glory, O Lord God, Heavenly King, God, +the Father Almighty.</i>"</p> + +<p>Her heart throbbed and beat; she trembled with a strange happiness and +sat as one entranced till the music was over. Then came reading, the +rustle and murmur of people kneeling, and then they all rose and there +was the solemn buzz of voices repeating the Creed with a curious lulling +sound to her ear. There was old Mr. Danforth with his spectacles on, +reading with a pompous tone, as if to witness a good confession for the +church; and there were Squire Lewis and old Ma'am Lewis; and there was +one place where they all bowed their heads and all the ladies made +courtesies—all of which entertained her mightily.</p> + +<p>When the sermon began Dolly got fast asleep, and slept as quietly as a +pet lamb in a meadow, lying in a little warm roll back under the shadows +of the spruces. She was so tired and so sound asleep that she did not +wake when the service ended, lying serenely curled up, and having +perhaps pleasant dreams. She might have had the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_177" id="Page_177">[Pg 177]</a></span> fortunes of little +Goody Two-Shoes, whose history was detailed in one of the few children's +books then printed, had not two friends united to find her out.</p> + +<p>Spring, who had got into the slip with the boys, and been an equally +attentive and edified listener, after service began a tour of +investigation, dog-fashion, with his nose; for how could a minister's +dog form a suitable judgment of any new procedure if he was repressed +from the use of his own leading faculty? So, Spring went round the +church conscientiously, smelling at pew doors, smelling of the greens, +smelling at the heels of gentlemen and ladies, till he came near the +door of the church, when he suddenly smelt something which called for +immediate attention, and he made a side dart into the thicket where +Dolly was sleeping, and began licking her face and hands and pulling her +dress, giving short barks occasionally, as if to say, "Come, Dolly, wake +up!" At the same instant Hiel, who had seen her from the gallery, came +down just as the little one was sitting up with a dazed, bewildered air.</p> + +<p>"Why, Dolly, how came you out o' bed this time o' night? Don't ye know +the nine o'clock bell's jest rung?"</p> + +<p>Dolly knew Hiel well enough—what child in the village did not? She +reached up her little hands, saying in an apologetic fashion:</p> + +<p>"They were all gone away, and I was so lonesome!"</p> + +<p>Hiel took her up in his long arms and carried her home, and was just +entering the house door with her as the sleigh drove up with Parson +Cushing and his wife.</p> + +<p>"Wal, Parson, your folks has all ben to the 'lumination—Nabby and Bill +and Tom and Dolly here; found her all rolled up in a heap like a rabbit +under the cedars."</p> + +<p>"Why, Dolly Cushing!" exclaimed her mother.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_178" id="Page_178">[Pg 178]</a></span> "What upon earth got you +out of bed this time of night? You'll catch your death o' cold."</p> + +<p>"I was all alone," said Dolly, with a piteous bleat.</p> + +<p>"Oh, there, there, wife; don't say a word," put in the parson. "Get her +off to bed. Never mind, Dolly, don't you cry;" for Parson Cushing was a +soft-hearted gentleman and couldn't bear the sight of Dolly's quivering +under lip. So Dolly told her little story, how she had been promised a +sugar dog by Nabby if she'd be a good girl and go to sleep, and how she +couldn't go to sleep, and how she just went down to look from the yard, +and how the music drew her right over.</p> + +<p>"There, there," said Parson Cushing, "go to bed, Dolly; and if Nabby +don't give you a sugar dog, I will. This Christmas dressing is all +nonsense," he added, "but the child's not to blame—it was natural."</p> + +<p>"After all," he said to his wife the last thing after they were settled +for the night, "our little Dolly is an unusual child. There were not +many little girls that would have dared to do that. I shall preach a +sermon right away that will set all this Christmas matter straight," +said the Doctor. "There is not a shadow of evidence that the first +Christians kept Christmas. It wasn't kept for the first three centuries, +nor was Christ born anywhere near the 25th of December."</p> + +<p class="center">* * * * *</p> + +<p>The next morning found little Dolly's blue eyes wide open with all the +wondering eagerness of a new idea.</p> + +<p>Dolly had her wise thoughts about Christmas. She had been terribly +frightened at first, when she was brought home from the church; but when +her papa kissed her and promised her a sugar dog she was quite sure +that, whatever the unexplained mystery might be, he did not think the +lovely scene of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_179" id="Page_179">[Pg 179]</a></span> the night before a wicked one. And when Mrs. Cushing +came and covered the little girl up warmly in bed, she only said to her, +"Dolly, you must never get out of bed again at night after you are put +there; you might have caught a dreadful cold and been sick and died, and +then we should have lost our little Dolly." So Dolly promised quite +readily to be good and lie still ever after, no matter what attractions +might be on foot in the community.</p> + +<p>Much was gained, however, and it was all clear gain; and forthwith the +little fanciful head proceeded to make the most of it, thinking over +every feature of the wonder. The child had a vibrating, musical +organization, and the sway and rush of the chanting still sounded in her +ears and reminded her of that wonderful story in the "Pilgrim's +Progress", where the gate of the celestial city swung open, and there +were voices that sung, "Blessing and honor and glory and power be unto +Him who sitteth on the throne." And then that wonderful star, that shone +just as if it were a real star—how could it be! For Miss Ida Lewis, +being a young lady of native artistic genius, had cut a little hole in +the centre of her gilt paper star, behind which was placed a candle, so +that it gave real light, in a way most astonishing to untaught eyes. In +Dolly's simple view it verged on the supernatural—perhaps it was <i>the</i> +very real star read about in the Gospel story. Why not? Dolly was at the +happy age when anything bright and heavenly seemed credible, and had the +child-faith to which all things were possible.</p> + +<p>"I wish, my dear," said Mrs. Cushing, after they were retired to their +room for the night, "that to-morrow morning you would read the account +of the birth of Christ in St. Matthew, and give the children some advice +upon the proper way of keeping Christmas."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_180" id="Page_180">[Pg 180]</a></span></p><p>"Well, but you know we don't <i>keep</i> Christmas; nobody knows anything +about Christmas," said the Doctor.</p> + +<p>"You know what I mean, my dear," replied his wife. "You know that my +mother and her family <i>do</i> keep Christmas. I always heard of it when I +was a child; and even now, though I have been out of the way of it so +long, I cannot help a sort of kindly feeling toward these ways. I am not +surprised at all that the children got drawn over last night to the +service. I think it's the most natural thing in the world, and I know by +experience just how attractive such things are. I shouldn't wonder if +this other church should draw very seriously on your congregation; but I +don't want it to begin by taking away our own children. Dolly is an +inquisitive child; a child that thinks a good deal, and she'll be asking +all sorts of questions about the why and wherefore of what she saw last night."</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, Dolly is a bright one. Dolly's an uncommon child," said the +Doctor, who had a pardonable pride in his children—they being, in fact, +the only worldly treasure that he was at all rich in.</p> + +<p>He rose up early on the following Sabbath and proceeded to buy a sugar +dog at the store of Lucius Jenks, and when Dolly came down to breakfast +he called her to him and presented it, saying as he kissed her:</p> + +<p>"Papa gives you this, not because it is Christmas, but because he loves +his little Dolly."</p> + +<p>"But <i>isn't</i> it Christmas?" asked Dolly with a puzzled air.</p> + +<p>"No, child; nobody knows when Christ was born, and there is nothing in +the Bible to tell us <i>when</i> to keep Christmas."</p> + +<p>And then in family worship the Doctor read the account of the birth of +Christ and of the shepherds<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_181" id="Page_181">[Pg 181]</a></span> abiding in the fields who came at the call +of the angels, and they sung the old hymn:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div>"While shepherds watched their flocks by night."</div> +</div></div> + +<p>"Now, children," he said when all was over, "you must be good children +and go to school. If we are going to keep any day on account of the +birth of Christ, the best way to keep it is by doing all our duties on +that day better than any other. Your duty is to be good children, go to +school and mind your lessons."</p> + +<p>Tom and Bill were quite ready to fall in with their father's view of the +matter. As for Dolly, she put her little tongue advisedly to the back of +her sugar dog and found that he was very sweet indeed—a most tempting +little animal. She even went so far as to nibble off a bit of the green +ground he stood on—yet resolved heroically not to eat him at once, but +to make him last as long as possible. She wrapped him tenderly in cotton +and took him to the school with her, and when her confidential friend, +Bessie Lewis, displayed her Christmas gifts, Dolly had something on her +side to show, though she shook her curly head and informed Bessie in +strict confidence that there wasn't any such thing as Christmas, her +papa had told her so—a heresy which Bessie forthwith reported when she +went home at noon.</p> + +<p>"Poor little child—and did she say so?" asked gentle old Grandmamma +Lewis. "Well, dear, you mustn't blame her—she don't know any better. +You bring the little one in here to-night and I'll give her a Christmas +cooky. I'm sorry for such children."</p> + +<p>And so, after school, Dolly went in to see dear old Madam Lewis, who sat +in her rocking-chair in the front parlor, where the fire was snapping +behind great tall brass andirons and all the pictures were overshadowed +with boughs of spruce<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_182" id="Page_182">[Pg 182]</a></span> and pine. Dolly gazed about her with awe and +wonder. Over one of the pictures was suspended a cross of green with +flowers of white everlasting.</p> + +<p>"What is <i>that</i> for?" asked Dolly, pointing solemnly with her little +forefinger, and speaking under her breath.</p> + +<p>"Dear child, that is the picture of my poor boy who died—ever so many +years ago. That is my cross—we have all one—to carry."</p> + +<p>Dolly did not half understand these words, but she saw tears in the +gentle old lady's eyes and was afraid to ask more.</p> + +<p>She accepted thankfully and with her nicest and best executed courtesy a +Christmas cooky representing a good-sized fish, with fins all spread and +pink sugar-plums for eyes, and went home marveling yet more about this +mystery of Christmas.</p> + +<p>As she was crossing the green to go home the Poganuc stage drove in, +with Hiel seated on high, whipping up his horses to make them execute +that grand <i>entrée</i> which was the glory of his daily existence.</p> + +<p>Now that the stage was on runners, and slipped noiselessly over the +smooth frozen plain, Hiel cracked his whip more energetically and +shouted louder, first to one horse then to another, to make up for the +loss of the rattling wheels; and he generally had the satisfaction of +seeing all the women rushing distractedly to doors and windows, and +imagined them saying, "There's Hiel; the stage is in!"</p> + +<p>"Hulloa, Dolly!" he called out, drawing up with a suddenness which threw +the fore-horses back upon their haunches. "I've got a bundle for your +folks. Want to ride? You may jest jump up here by me and I'll take you +'round to your father's door;" and so Dolly reached up her little +red-mittened hand, and Hiel drew her up beside him.</p> + +<p>"'Xpect ye want a bit of a ride, and I've got a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_183" id="Page_183">[Pg 183]</a></span> bundle for Widder +Badger, down on South Street, so I guess I'll go 'round that way to make +it longer. I 'xpect this 'ere bundle is from some of your ma's folks in +Boston—'Piscopals they be and keeps Christmas. Good-sized bundle 'tis; +reckon it'll come handy in a good many ways."</p> + +<p>So, after finishing his detour, Hiel landed his little charge at the parsonage door.</p> + +<p>"Reckon I'll be over when I've put up my hosses," he said to Nabby when +he handed down the bundle to her. "I hain't been to see you much lately, +Nabby, and I know you've been a-pinin' after me, but fact is—"</p> + +<p>"Well, now, Hiel Jones, you jest shet up with your imperence," said +Nabby, with flashing eyes; "you jest look out or you'll get suthin."</p> + +<p>"I 'xpect to get a kiss when I come 'round to-night," said Hiel, +composedly. "Take care o' that air bundle, now; mebbe there's glass or crockery in't."</p> + +<p>"Hiel Jones," said Nabby, "don't give me none o' your saace, for I won't +take it. Jim Sawin said last night you was the brassiest man he ever +see. He said there was brass enough in your face to make a kettle of."</p> + +<p>"You tell him there's sap enough in his head to fill it, anyway," said +Hiel. "Good bye, Nabby, I'll come 'round this evenin'," and he drove +away at a rattling pace, while Nabby, with flushed cheeks and snapping +eyes, soliloquized:</p> + +<p>"Well, I hope he will come! I'd jest like a chance to show him how +little I care for him."</p> + +<p>Meanwhile the bundle was soon opened, and contained a store of +treasures: a smart little red dress and a pair of red shoes for Dolly, a +half dozen pocket-handkerchiefs for Dr. Cushing, and "Robinson Crusoe" +and "Sanford and Merton," handsomely bound, for the boys, and a bonnet +trimming for Mrs. Cushing. These were<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_184" id="Page_184">[Pg 184]</a></span> accompanied by a characteristic +letter from Aunt Debby Kittery, opening as follows:</p> + +<blockquote><p>"<span class="smcap">Dear Sister</span>:</p> + +<p>"Mother worries because she thinks you won't get any Christmas +presents. However, this comes to give every one of you some of the +crumbs which fall from the church's table, and Mother says she +wishes you all a pious Christmas, which she thinks is better than a +merry one. If I didn't lay violent hands on her she would use all +our substance in riotous giving of Christmas presents to all the +beggars and chimney sweeps in Boston. She is in good health and +talks daily of wanting to see you and the children; and I hope +before long you will bring some of them, and come and make us a +visit.</p> + +<p class="center">"Your affectionate sister,</p> + +<p class="right">"<span class="smcap">Debby Kittery</span>."</p></blockquote> + +<p>There was a scene of exultation and clamor in the parsonage as these +presents were pulled out and discussed; and when all possible joy was +procured from them in the sitting-room, the children rushed in a body +into the kitchen and showed them to Nabby, calling on her to join their +acclamations.</p> + +<p>On the whole, when Dolly had said her prayers that night and thought the +matter over, she concluded that her Christmas Day had been quite a success.</p> + +<hr class="tiny" /> + +<h3><span class="smcap">The Second Christmas.</span></h3> + +<p>Once more had Christmas come round in Poganuc; once more the Episcopal +church was being dressed with ground-pine and spruce; but this year +economy had begun to make its claims felt. An illumination might do very +well to open a church,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_185" id="Page_185">[Pg 185]</a></span> but there were many who said "to what purpose is +this waste?" when the proposition was made to renew it yearly. +Consequently it was resolved to hold the Christmas Eve service with only +that necessary amount of light which would enable the worshipers to read the prayers.</p> + +<p>On this Christmas Eve Dolly went to bed at her usual hour with a +resigned and quiet spirit. She felt herself a year older, and more than +a year wiser, than when Christmas had first dawned upon her consciousness.</p> + +<p>Mis' Persis appeared on the ground by day-dawn. A great kettle was slung +over the kitchen fire, in which cakes of tallow were speedily +liquefying; a frame was placed quite across the kitchen to sustain +candle-rods, with a train of boards underneath to catch the drippings, +and Mis' Persis, with a brow like one of the Fates, announced: "Now we +can't hev any young 'uns in this kitchen to-day;" and Dolly saw that +there was no getting any attention in that quarter.</p> + +<p>Mis' Persis, in a gracious Saturday afternoon mood, sitting in her own +tent-door dispensing hospitalities and cookies, was one thing; but Mis' +Persis in her armor, with her loins girded and a hard day's work to be +conquered, was quite another: she was terrible as Minerva with her helmet on.</p> + +<p>Dinner-baskets for all the children were hastily packed, and they were +sent off to school with the injunction on no account to show their faces +about the premises till night. The Doctor, warned of what was going on, +retreated to his study at the top of the house, where, serenely above +the lower cares of earth, he sailed off into President Edwards' treatise +on the nature of true virtue, concerning which he was preparing a paper +to read at the next association meeting.</p> + +<p>That candles were a necessity of life he was well<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_186" id="Page_186">[Pg 186]</a></span> convinced, and by +faith he dimly accepted the fact that one day in the year the whole +house was to be devoted and given up to this manufacture; and his part +of the business, as he understood it, was, clearly, to keep himself out +of the way till it was over.</p> + +<p>"There won't be much of a dinner at home, anyway," said Nabby to Dolly, +as she packed her basket with an extra doughnut or two. "I've got to go +to church to-day, 'cause I'm one of the singers, and your ma'll be busy +waitin' on <i>her</i>; so we shall just have a pick-up dinner, and you be +sure not to come home till night; by that time it'll be all over."</p> + +<p>Dolly trotted off to school well content with the prospect before her: a +nooning, with leave to play with the girls at school, was not an +unpleasant idea.</p> + +<p>But the first thing that saluted her on her arrival was that Bessie +Lewis—her own dear, particular Bessie—was going to have a Christmas +party at her house that afternoon, and was around distributing +invitations right and left among the scholars with a generous freedom.</p> + +<p>"We are going to have nuts, and raisins, and cakes, and mottoes," said +Bessie, with artless triumph. The news of this bill of fare spread like +wildfire through the school.</p> + +<p>Never had a party been heard of which contemplated such a liberal +entertainment, for the rising generation of Poganuc were by no means +wearied with indulgence, and raisins and almonds stood for grandeur with +them. But these <i>mottoes</i>, which consisted of bits of confectionery +wrapped up in printed couplets of sentimental poetry, were an unheard-of +refinement. Bessie assured them that her papa had sent clear to Boston +for them, and whoever got one would have his or her fortune told by it.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_187" id="Page_187">[Pg 187]</a></span></p><p>The school was a small, select one, comprising the children of all ages +from the best families of Poganuc. Both boys and girls, and all with +great impartiality, had been invited. Miss Titcome, the teacher, quite +readily promised to dismiss at three o'clock that afternoon any scholar +who should bring a permission from parents, and the children nothing +doubted that such a permission was obtainable.</p> + +<p>Dolly alone saw a cloud in the horizon. She had been sent away with +strict injunctions not to return till evening, and children in those +days never presumed to make any exceptions in obeying an absolute +command of their parents.</p> + +<p>"But, of course, you will go home at noon and ask your mother, and of +course she'll let you; won't she, girls?" said Bessie.</p> + +<p>"Oh, certainly; of course she will," said all the older girls, "because +you know a party is a thing that don't happen every day, and your mother +would think it strange if you <i>didn't</i> come and ask her." So, too, +thought Miss Titcome, a most exemplary, precise and proper young lady, +who always moved and spoke and thought as became a schoolmistress, so +that, although she was in reality only twenty years old, Dolly +considered her as a very advanced and ancient person—if anything, a +little older than her father and mother.</p> + +<p>Even she was of opinion that Dolly might properly go home to lay a case +of such importance before her mother; and so Dolly rushed home after the +morning school was over, running with all her might, and increasing in +mental excitement as she ran. Her bonnet blew off upon her shoulders, +her curls flew behind her in the wind, and she most inconsiderately used +up the little stock of breath that she would want to set her cause in +order before her mother.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_188" id="Page_188">[Pg 188]</a></span></p><p>Just here we must beg any mother and housekeeper to imagine herself in +the very midst of the most delicate, perplexing and laborious of +household tasks, when interruption is most irksome and perilous, +suddenly called to discuss with a child some new and startling +proposition to which at the moment she cannot even give a thought.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Cushing was sitting in the kitchen with Mis' Persis, by the side of +a caldron of melted tallow, kept in a fluid state by the heat of a +portable furnace on which it stood. A long train of half-dipped candles +hung like so many stalactites from the frames on which the rods rested, +and the two were patiently dipping set after set and replacing them +again on the frame.</p> + +<p>"As sure as I'm alive! if there isn't Dolly Cushing comin' back—runnin' +and tearin' like a wild cretur'," said Mis' Persis. "She'll be in here +in a minute and knock everything down!"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Cushing looked, and with a quick movement stepped to the door.</p> + +<p>"Dolly! what are you here for? Didn't I tell you not to come home this noon?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, mamma, there's going to be a party at General Lewis'—Bessie's +party—and the girls are all going; mayn't I go?"</p> + +<p>"No, you can't; it's impossible," said her mother. "Your best dress +isn't ready to wear, and there's nobody can spend time to get you ready. +Go right back to school."</p> + +<p>"But, mamma—"</p> + +<p>"Go!" said her mother, in the decisive tone that mothers used in the old +days, when arguing with children was not a possibility.</p> + +<p>"What's all this about?" asked the Doctor, looking out of the door.</p> + +<p>"Why," said Mrs. Cushing, "there's going to be a party at General +Lewis', and Dolly is wild to go. It's just impossible for me to attend to her now."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_189" id="Page_189">[Pg 189]</a></span></p><p>"Oh, I don't want her intimate at Lewis's," said the Doctor, and +immediately he came out behind his wife.</p> + +<p>"There; run away to school, Dolly," he said. "Don't trouble your mother; +you don't want to go to parties; why, it's foolish to think of it. Run +away now, and don't think any more about it—there's a good girl!"</p> + +<p>Dolly turned and went back to school, the tears freezing on her cheek as +she went. As for not thinking any more about it—that was impossible.</p> + +<p>When three o'clock came, scholar after scholar rose and departed, until +at last Dolly was the only one remaining in the school-room.</p> + +<p>When Dolly came home that night the coast was clear, and the candles +were finished and put away to harden in a freezing cold room; the +kitchen was once more restored, and Nabby bustled about getting supper +as if nothing had happened.</p> + +<p>"I really feel sorry about poor little Dolly," said Mrs. Cushing to her husband.</p> + +<p>"Do you think she cared much?" asked the Doctor, looking as if a new +possibility had struck his mind.</p> + +<p>"Yes, indeed, poor child, she went away crying; but what could I do +about it? I couldn't stop to dress her."</p> + +<p>"Wife, we must take her somewhere to make up for it," said the Doctor.</p> + +<p>Just then the stage stopped at the door and a bundle from Boston was +handed in. Dolly's tears were soon wiped and dried, and her mourning was +turned into joy when a large jointed London doll emerged from the +bundle, the Christmas gift of her grandmother in Boston.</p> + +<p>Dolly's former darling was old and shabby, but this was of twice the +size, and with cheeks exhibiting a state of the most florid health.</p> + +<p>Besides this there was, as usual in grandmamma's Christmas bundle, +something for every<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_190" id="Page_190">[Pg 190]</a></span> member of the family; and so the evening went on +festive wings.</p> + +<p>Poor little Dolly! only that afternoon she had watered with her tears, +at school, the dismal long straight seam, which stretched on before her +as life sometimes does to us, bare, disagreeable and cheerless. She had +come home crying, little dreaming of the joy just approaching; but +before bed-time no cricket in the hearth was cheerier or more noisy. She +took the new dolly to bed with her, and could hardly sleep, for the +excitement of her company.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, Hiel had brought the Doctor a message to the following effect:</p> + +<p>"I was drivin' by Tim Hawkins', and Mis' Hawkins she comes out and says +they're goin' to hev an apple-cuttin' there to-morrow night, and she +would like to hev you and Mis' Cushin' and all your folks come—Nabby +and all."</p> + +<p>The Doctor and his lady of course assented.</p> + +<p>"Wal, then, Doctor—ef it's all one to you," continued Hiel, "I'd like +to take ye over in my new double sleigh. I've jest got two new strings +o' bells up from Boston, and I think we'll sort o' make the snow fly. +S'pose there'd be no objections to takin' my mother 'long with ye?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Hiel, we shall be delighted to go in company with your mother, and +we're ever so much obliged to you," said Mrs. Cushing.</p> + +<p>"Wal, I'll be round by six o'clock," said Hiel.</p> + +<p>"Then, wife," said the Doctor, "we'll take Dolly, and make up for the +loss of her party."</p> + +<p>Punctually at six, Hiel's two horses, with all their bells jingling, +stood at the door of the parsonage, whence Tom and Bill, who had been +waiting with caps and mittens on for the last half hour, burst forth +with irrepressible shouts of welcome.</p> + +<p>"Take care now, boys; don't haul them buffalo skins out on t' the snow," +said Hiel. "Don't get things in a muss gen'ally; wait for your ma and +the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_191" id="Page_191">[Pg 191]</a></span> Doctor. Got to stow the grown folks in fust; boys kin hang on +anywhere."</p> + +<p>And so first came Mrs. Cushing and the Doctor, and were installed on the +back seat, with Dolly in between. Then hot bricks were handed in to keep +feet warm, and the buffalo robe was tucked down securely. Then Nabby +took her seat by Hiel in front, and the sleigh drove round for old Mrs. +Jones. The Doctor insisted on giving up his place to her and tucking her +warmly under the buffalo robe, while he took the middle seat and acted +as moderator between the boys, who were in a wild state of hilarity. +Spring, with explosive barks, raced first on this and then on that side +of the sleigh as it flew swiftly over the smooth frozen road.</p> + +<p>The stars blinked white and clear out of a deep blue sky, and the path +wound up-hill among cedars and junipers and clumps of mountain laurel, +on whose broad green leaves the tufts of snow lay like clusters of white +roses. The keen clear air was full of stimulus and vigor; and so Hiel's +proposition to take the longest way met with enthusiastic welcome from +all the party. Next to being a bird, and having wings, is the sensation +of being borne over the snow by a pair of spirited horses who enjoy the +race, apparently, as much as those they draw. Though Hiel contrived to +make the ride about eight miles, it yet seemed but a short time before +the party drove up to the great red farmhouse, whose lighted windows +sent streams of radiant welcome far out into the night.</p> + +<p>Our little Dolly had had an evening of unmixed bliss. Everybody had +petted her, and talked to her, and been delighted with her sayings and +doings, and she was carrying home a paper parcel of sweet things which +good Mrs. Hawkins had forced into her hand at parting. She had spent a +really happy Christmas!</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_192" id="Page_192">[Pg 192]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="THE_CHRISTMAS_PRINCESS" id="THE_CHRISTMAS_PRINCESS"></a>THE CHRISTMAS PRINCESS.</h2> + +<h3>BY MRS. MOLESWORTH.</h3> + +<p>In the olden times there lived a king who was worthy of the name. He +loved his people, and his people loved him in return. His kingdom must +have been large; at least it appears to be beyond doubt that it extended +a good way in different directions, for it was called the Kingdom of the +Four Orts, which, of course, as everybody knows, means that he had +possessions north, south, east, and west.</p> + +<p>It was not so large, however, but that he was able to manage it well for +himself—that is to say, with certain help which I will tell you of. A +year never passed without his visiting every part of his dominions and +inquiring for himself into the affairs of his subjects. Perhaps—who can +say?—the world was not so big in those days; doubtless, however that +may have been, there were not so many folk living on it.</p> + +<p>Many things were different in those times: many things existed which +nowadays would be thought strange and incredible. Human beings knew much +more than they do now about the other dwellers on the earth. For +instance, it was no uncommon case to find learned men who were able to +converse with animals quite as well as with each other. Fairies, of +course, were often visible to mortal eyes, and it was considered quite +natural that they should interfere for good—sometimes, perhaps, for +evil; as to that I cannot say—in human affairs. And good King +Brave-Heart was especially favored in this way. For the help which, as I +said, was his in governing his people was that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_193" id="Page_193">[Pg 193]</a></span> of four very wise +counselors indeed—the four fairies of the North and the South, the East and the West.</p> + +<p>These sisters were very beautiful as well as very wise. Though older +than the world itself, they always looked young. They were very much +attached to each other, though they seldom met, and it must be confessed +that sometimes on such occasions there were stormy scenes, though they +made it up afterward. And the advice they gave was always to be relied upon.</p> + +<p>Now, King Brave-Heart was married. His wife was young and charming, and +devotedly fond of him. But she was of a rather jealous and exacting +disposition, and she had been much spoilt in her youth at her own home. +She was sweet and loving, however, which makes up for a good deal, and +always ready to take part in any scheme for the good of their people, +provided it did not separate her from her husband.</p> + +<p>They had no children, though they had been married for some years; but +at last there came the hope of an heir, and the Queen's delight was +unbounded—nor was the King's joy less than hers.</p> + +<p>It was late autumn, or almost winter, when a great trouble befell the +pretty Queen. The weather had grown suddenly cold, and a few snowflakes +even had fallen before their time. But Queen Claribel only clapped her +hands at the sight, for with the winter she hoped the baby would come, +and she welcomed the signs of its approach on this account. The King, +however, looked grave, and when the next morning the ground was all +white, the trees and the bushes covered with silvery foliage, he looked graver still.</p> + +<p>"Something is amiss," he said. "The Fairy of the North must be on her +way, and it is not yet time for her visit."</p> + +<p>And that very afternoon the snow fell again,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_194" id="Page_194">[Pg 194]</a></span> more heavily than before, +and the frost-wind whistled down the chimneys and burst open the doors +and windows, and all the palace servants went hurrying and scurrying +about to make great fires and hang up thick curtains and get everything +in order for the cold season, which they had not expected so soon.</p> + +<p>"It will not last," said the King, quietly. "In a few days there will be +milder weather again." But, nevertheless, he still looked grave.</p> + +<p>And early the next morning, as he was sitting with the Queen, who was +beginning to feel a little frightened at the continuance of the storm, +the double doors of her boudoir suddenly flew open, an icy blast filled +the room, and a tall, white-shrouded figure stood before them.</p> + +<p>"I have come to fetch you, Brave-Heart," she said abruptly. "You are +wanted, sorely wanted, in my part of the world. The people are starving: +the season has been a poor one, and there has been bad faith. Some few +powerful men have bought up the grain, which was already scarce, and +refuse to let the poor folk have it. Nothing will save their lives or +prevent sad suffering but your own immediate presence. Are you ready? +You must have seen I was coming."</p> + +<p>She threw off her mantle as she spoke and sank on to a couch. Strong as +she was, she seemed tired with the rate at which she had traveled, and +the warm air of the room was oppressive to her. Her clear, beautiful +features looked harassed; her gray eyes full of anxiety. For the moment +she took no notice of the Queen.</p> + +<p>"Are you ready?" she repeated.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I am ready!" said Brave-Heart, as he rose to his feet.</p> + +<p>But the Queen threw herself upon him, with bitter crying and reproaches. +Would he leave <i>her</i>, and at such a time, a prey to all kinds of +terrible<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_195" id="Page_195">[Pg 195]</a></span> anxiety? Then she turned to the fairy and upbraided her in +unmeasured language. But the spirit of the North glanced at her with calm pity.</p> + +<p>"Poor child!" she said, "I had almost forgotten you. The sights I have +seen of late have been so terrible that they absorb me. Take courage, +Claribel! Show yourself a queen. Think of the suffering mothers and +their little ones whom your husband hastens to aid. All will be well +with you, believe me. But you, too, must be brave and unselfish."</p> + +<p>It was no use. All she said but made the Queen more indignant. She would +scarcely bid her husband farewell: she turned her back to the fairy with +undignified petulance.</p> + +<p>"Foolish child," said the Northern spirit. "She will learn better some day."</p> + +<p>Then she gave all her attention to the matter she had come about, +explaining to the King as they journeyed exactly the measures he must +take and the difficulties to be overcome. But though the King had the +greatest faith in her advice, and never doubted that it was his duty to +obey, his heart was sore, as you can understand.</p> + +<p>Things turned out as he had said. The severe weather disappeared again +as if by magic, and some weeks of unusually mild days followed. And when +the winter did set in for good at last, it was with no great rigor. From +time to time news reached the palace of the King's welfare. The tidings +were cheering. His presence was effecting all that the fairy had hoped.</p> + +<p>So Queen Claribel ought to have been happy. But she was determined not +to be. She did nothing but cry and abuse the fairy, declaring that she +would never see her dear Brave-Heart again, and that if ever her baby +came she was sure it would not live, or that there would be something +dreadful the matter with it.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_196" id="Page_196">[Pg 196]</a></span></p><p>"It is not fair," she kept saying, "it is a shame that I should suffer +so."</p> + +<p>And even when on Christmas Eve a beautiful little girl was born, as +pretty and lively and healthy as could be wished, and even though the +next day brought the announcement of the King's immediate return, +Claribel still nursed her resentment, though in the end it came to be +directed entirely against the fairy. For when she saw Brave-Heart again, +his tender affection and his delight in his little daughter made it +impossible for her not to "forgive him," as she expressed it, though she +could not take any interest in his accounts of his visit to the north +and all he had been able to do there.</p> + +<p>A great feast was arranged in honor of the christening of the little +Princess. All the grand people of the neighborhood were bidden to it, +nor, you may be sure, did the good King forget the poorer folk. The four +fairies were invited, for it was a matter of course that they should be +the baby's godmothers. And though the Queen would gladly have excluded +the Northern fairy, she dared not even hint at such a thing.</p> + +<p>But she resolved in her own mind to do all in her power to show that she +was not the welcome fairy.</p> + +<p>On such occasions, when human beings were honored by the presence of +fairy visitors, these distinguished guests were naturally given +precedence of all others, otherwise very certainly they would never have +come again. Even among fairies themselves there are ranks and +formalities, and the Queen well knew that the first place was due to the +Northern spirit. But she gave instructions that this rule should be +departed from, and the Snow fairy, as she was sometimes called, found +herself placed at the King's left hand, separated from him by her sister +of the West, instead of next to him on<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_197" id="Page_197">[Pg 197]</a></span> the right, which seat, on the +contrary, was occupied by the fairy of the South. She glanced round her +calmly, but took no notice; and the King, imagining that by her own +choice perhaps, she had chosen the unusual position, made no remark. And +the feast progressed with the accustomed splendor and rejoicing.</p> + +<p>But at the end, when the moment arrived at which the four godmothers +were expected to state their gifts to the baby, the Queen's spite could +be no longer concealed.</p> + +<p>"I request," she exclaimed, "that for reasons well known to herself, to +the King, and to myself, the Northern fairy's gift may be the last in +order instead of the first."</p> + +<p>The King started and grew pale. The beautiful, soft-voiced fairy of the +South, in her glowing golden draperies, would fain have held back, for +her affection for her sterner sister was largely mingled with awe. But +the Snow fairy signed to her imperiously to speak.</p> + +<p>"I bestow upon the Princess Sweet-Heart," she said, half tremblingly, +"the gift of great beauty."</p> + +<p>"And I," said the spirit of the East, who came next, her red robes +falling majestically around her, her dark hair lying smoothly in its +thick masses on her broad, low forehead, "I give her great powers of +intellect and intelligence."</p> + +<p>"And I," said the Western fairy, with a bright, breezy flutter of her +sea-green garments, "health—perfect health and strength of body, as my +gift to the pretty child."</p> + +<p>"And you," said the Queen bitterly, "you, cold-hearted fairy, who have +done your best to kill me with misery, who came between my husband and +me, making him neglect me as he never would have done but for your +influence—what will <i>you</i> give my child? Will you do something to make +amends for the suffering you caused? I would<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_198" id="Page_198">[Pg 198]</a></span> rather my pretty baby were +dead than that she lived to endure what I have of late endured."</p> + +<p>"Life and death are not mine to bestow or to withhold," said the +Northern spirit calmly, as she drew her white garments more closely +round her with a majestic air. "So your rash words, foolish woman, +fortunately for you all, cannot touch the child. But something—much—I +can do, and I will. She shall not know the suffering you dread for her +with so cowardly a fear. She shall be what you choose to fancy <i>I</i> am. +And instead of the name you have given her, she shall be known for what +she is—Princess Ice-Heart."</p> + +<p>She turned to go, but the King on one hand, her three sisters on the +other, started forward to detain her.</p> + +<p>"Have pity!" exclaimed the former.</p> + +<p>"Sister, bethink you," said the latter; the Western fairy adding +beseechingly, the tears springing in her blue eyes, which so quickly +changed from bright to sad, "Say something to soften this hard fate. +Undo it you cannot, I know. Or, at least, allow me to mitigate it if I can."</p> + +<p>The Snow fairy stopped; in truth, she was far from hard-hearted or +remorseless, and already she was beginning to feel half sorry for what +she had done.</p> + +<p>"What would you propose?" she said coldly.</p> + +<p>The fairy of the West threw back her auburn hair with a gesture of impatience.</p> + +<p>"I would I knew!" she said. "'Tis a hard knot you have tied, my sister. +For that which would mend the evil wrought seems to me impossible while +the evil exists—the cure and the cessation of the disease are one. How +could the heart of ice be melted till tender feelings warm it, and how +can tender feelings find entrance into a feelingless heart? Alas! alas! +I can but predict what sounds like a mockery of your trouble," she went +on,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_199" id="Page_199">[Pg 199]</a></span> turning to the King, though indeed by this time she might have +included the Queen in her sympathy, for Claribel stood, horrified at the +result of her mad resentment, as pale as Brave-Heart himself. "Hearken!" +and her expressive face, over which sunshine and showers were wont to +chase each other as on an April day—for such, as all know, is the +nature of the changeful, lovable spirit of the West—for once grew still +and statue-like, while her blue eyes pierced far into the distance. "The +day on which the Princess of the Icy Heart shall shed a tear, that heart +shall melt—but then only."</p> + +<p>The Northern fairy murmured something under her breath, but what the +words were no one heard, for it was not many that dared stand near to +her, so terribly cold was her presence. The graceful spirit of the South +fluttered her golden locks, and with a little sigh drew her radiant +mantle round her, and kissed her hand in farewell, while the +thoughtful-eyed, mysterious Eastern fairy linked her arm in that of her +Western sister, and whispered that the solution of the problem should +have her most earnest study. And the green-robed spirit tried to smile +through her tears in farewell as she suffered herself to be led away.</p> + +<p>So the four strange guests departed; but their absence was not followed +by the usual outburst of unconstrained festivity. On the contrary, a +sense of sorrow and dread hung over all who remained, and before long +everyone not immediately connected with the palace respectfully but +silently withdrew, leaving the King and Queen to their mysterious sorrow.</p> + +<p>Claribel flew to the baby's cradle. The little Princess was sleeping +soundly; she looked rosy and content—a picture of health. Her mother +called eagerly to the King.</p> + +<p>"She seems just as usual," she exclaimed. "Perhaps—oh! perhaps after +all I have done no harm."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_200" id="Page_200">[Pg 200]</a></span></p><p>For, strange to say, her resentment against the Northern fairy had died +away. She now felt nothing but shame and regret for her own wild temper. +"Perhaps," she went on, "it was but to try me, to teach me a lesson, +that the Snow fairy uttered those terrible words."</p> + +<p>Brave-Heart pitied his wife deeply, but he shook his head.</p> + +<p>"I dare not comfort you with any such hopes," he said, "my poor +Claribel. The fairy is true—true as steel—if you could but have +trusted her! Had you seen her, as I have done—full of tenderest pity +for suffering—you could never have so maligned her."</p> + +<p>Claribel did not answer, but her tears dropped on the baby's face. The +little Princess seemed annoyed by them. She put up her tiny hand and, +with a fretful expression, brushed them off.</p> + +<p>And that very evening the certainty came.</p> + +<p>The head nurse sent for the Queen while she was undressing the child, +and the mother hastened to the nursery. The attendants were standing +round in the greatest anxiety, for, though the baby looked quite well +otherwise, there was the strangest coldness over her left side, in the +region of the heart. The skin looked perfectly colorless, and the soft +cambric and still softer flannel of the finest which had covered the +spot were stiff, as if they had been exposed to a winter night's frost.</p> + +<p>"Alas!" exclaimed Claribel, but that was all. It was no use sending for +doctors—no use doing anything. Her own delicate hand when she laid it +on the baby's heart was, as it were, blistered with cold. The next +morning she found it covered with chilblains.</p> + +<p>But the baby did not mind. She flourished amazingly, heart or no heart. +She was perfectly healthy, ate well, slept well, and soon gave signs of +unusual intelligence. She was seldom put out,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_201" id="Page_201">[Pg 201]</a></span> but when angry she +expressed her feelings by loud roars and screams, though with never a +tear! At first this did not seem strange, as no infant sheds tears +during the earliest weeks of its life. But when she grew to six months +old, then to a year, then to two and three, and was near her fourth +birthday without ever crying, it became plain that the prediction was +indeed to be fulfilled.</p> + +<p>And the name "Ice-Heart" clung to her. In spite of all her royal +parents' commands to the contrary, "Princess Ice-Heart" she was called +far and near. It seemed as if people could not help it. "Sweet-Heart we +cannot name her, for sweet she is not," was murmured by all who came in +contact with her.</p> + +<p>And it was true. Sweet she certainly was not. She was beautiful and +healthy and intelligent, but she had no feeling. In some ways she gave +little trouble. Her temper, though occasionally violent, was, as a rule, +placid; she seemed contented in almost all circumstances. When her good +old nurse died, she remarked coolly that she hoped her new attendant +would dress her hair more becomingly; when King Brave-Heart started on +some of his distant journeys she bade him good-bye with a smile, +observing that if he never came home again it would be rather amusing, +as she would then reign instead of him, and when she saw her mother +break into sobs at her unnatural speech she stared at her in blank astonishment.</p> + +<p>And so things went on until Ice-Heart reached her seventeenth year. By +this time she was, as regarded her outward appearance, as beautiful as +the fondest of parents could desire; she was also exceedingly strong and +healthy, and the powers of her mind were unusual. Her education had been +carefully directed, and she had learnt with ease and interest. She could +speak in several languages, her paintings were worthy of admiration, as<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_202" id="Page_202">[Pg 202]</a></span> +they were skillful and well executed; she could play with brilliancy on +various instruments. She had also been taught to sing, but her voice was +metallic and unpleasing. But she could discuss scientific and +philosophical subjects with the sages of her father's kingdom like one of themselves.</p> + +<p>And besides all this care bestowed upon her training, no stone had been +left unturned in hopes of awakening in the unfortunate girl some +affection or emotion. Every day the most soul-stirring poetry was read +aloud to her by the greatest elocutionists, the most exciting and moving +dramas were enacted before her; she was taken to visit the poor of the +city in their pitiable homes; she was encouraged to see sad sights from +which most soft-hearted maidens would instinctively flee. But all was in +vain. She would express interest and ask intelligent questions with +calm, unmoved features and dry eyes. Even music, from which much had +been hoped, was powerless to move her to aught but admiration of the +performers' skill or curiosity as to the construction of their +instruments. There was but one peculiarity about her, which sometimes, +though they could not have explained why, seemed to Ice-Heart's unhappy +parents to hint at some shadowy hope. The sight of tears was evidently +disagreeable to her. More certainly than anything else did the signs of +weeping arouse one of her rare fits of anger—so much so that now and +then, for days together, the poor Queen dared not come near her child, +and tears were to her a frequent relief from her lifelong regrets.</p> + +<p>So beautiful and wealthy and accomplished a maiden was naturally not +without suitors; and from this direction, too, at first, Queen Claribel +trusted fondly that cure might come.</p> + +<p>"If she could but fall in love," she said, the first time the idea struck her.</p> + +<p>"My poor dear!" replied the King, "to see,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_203" id="Page_203">[Pg 203]</a></span> you must have eyes; to love, +you must have a heart."</p> + +<p>"But a heart she has," persisted the mother. "It is only, as it were, +asleep—frozen, like the winter stream which bursts forth again into +ever fresh life and movement with the awaking spring."</p> + +<p>So lovers were invited, and lovers came and were made welcome by the +dozen. Lovers of every description—rich and poor, old and young, +handsome and ugly—so long as they were of passable birth and fair +character, King Brave-Heart was not too particular—in the forlorn hope +that among them one fortunate wight might rouse some sentiment in the +lovely statue he desired to win. But all in vain. Each prince, or duke, +or simple knight, duly instructed in the sad case, did his best: one +would try poetry, another his lute, a third sighs and appeals, a fourth, +imagining he had made some way, would attempt the bold stroke of telling +Ice-Heart that unless she could respond to his adoration he would drown +himself. She only smiled, and begged him to allow her to witness the +performance—she had never seen anyone drown. So, one by one, the troupe +of aspirants—some in disgust, some in strange fear, some in +annoyance—took their departure, preferring a more ordinary spouse than +the bewitched though beautiful Princess.</p> + +<p>And she saw them go with calmness, though, in one or two cases she had +replied to her parents that she had no objection to marry Prince +So-and-so, or Count Such-another, if they desired it—it would be rather +agreeable to have a husband if he gave her plenty of presents and did +all she asked. "Though a sighing and moaning lover, or a man who is +always twiddling a fiddle or making verses I could not stand," she would add contemptuously.</p> + +<p>So King Brave-Heart thought it best to try no<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_204" id="Page_204">[Pg 204]</a></span> such experiment. And in +future no gentleman was allowed to present himself except with the +understanding that he alone who should succeed in making Princess +Ice-Heart shed a tear would be accepted as her betrothed.</p> + +<p>This proclamation diminished at once the number of suitors. Indeed, +after one or two candidates had failed, no more appeared—so well did it +come to be known that the attempt was hopeless.</p> + +<p>And for more than a year Princess Ice-Heart was left to herself—very +much, apparently, to her satisfaction.</p> + +<p>But all this time the mystic sisters were not idle or forgetful. Several +of the aspirants to Ice-Heart's hand had been chosen by them and +conveyed to the neighborhood of the palace by their intermediacy from +remote lands. And among these, one of the few who had found some slight +favor in the maiden's eyes was a special protégé of the Western +fairy—the young and spirited Prince Francolin.</p> + +<p>He was not one of the sighing or sentimental order of swains; he was +full of life and adventure and brightness, and his heart was warm and +generous. He admired the beautiful girl, but he pitied her still more, +and this pity was the real motive which made him yield to the fairy's +proposal that he should try again.</p> + +<p>"You pleased the poor child," she said, when she arrived one day at the +Prince's home to talk over her new idea. "You made her smile by your +liveliness and fun. For I was there when you little knew it. The girl +has been overdosed with sentimentality and doleful strains. I believe we +have been on a wrong track all this time."</p> + +<p>"What do you propose?" said Francolin, gravely, for he could be serious +enough when seriousness was called for. "She did not actually dislike +me, but that is the most that can be said;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_205" id="Page_205">[Pg 205]</a></span> and however I may feel for +her, however I may admire her beauty and intelligence, nothing would +induce me to wed a bride who could not return my affection. Indeed, I +could scarcely feel any for such a one."</p> + +<p>"Ah no! I agree with you entirely," said the fairy. "But listen—my +power is great in some ways. I am well versed in ordinary enchantment, +and am most willing to employ my utmost skill for my unfortunate god-daughter."</p> + +<p>She then unfolded to him her scheme, and obtained his consent to it.</p> + +<p>"Now is your time," she said, in conclusion. "I hear on the best +authority that Ice-Heart is feeling rather dull and bored at present. It +is some time since she has had the variety of a new suitor, and she will +welcome any distraction."</p> + +<p>And she proceeded to arrange all the details of her plan.</p> + +<p>So it came to pass that very shortly after the conversation I have +related there was great excitement in the capital city of the Kingdom of +the Four Orts. After an interval of more than a year a new suitor had at +length presented himself for the hand of the Princess Ice-Heart. Only +the King and Queen received the news with melancholy indifference.</p> + +<p>"He may try as the others have done," said Brave-Heart to the messenger +announcing the arrival of the stranger at the gates, accompanied by a +magnificent retinue; "but it is useless." For the poor King was fast +losing all hope of his daughter's case; he was growing aged and +care-worn before his time.</p> + +<p>"Does he know the terms attached to his acceptance?" inquired the Queen.</p> + +<p>Yes, the messenger from the unknown candidate for the hand of the +beautiful Ice-Heart had been expressly charged to say that the Prince +Jocko<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_206" id="Page_206">[Pg 206]</a></span>—such was the new-comer's name—was fully informed as to all +particulars, and prepared to comply with the conditions.</p> + +<p>The Princess' parents smiled somewhat bitterly. They had no hope, but +still they could not forbid the attempt.</p> + +<p>"Prince Jocko?" said the King, "not a very prince-like name. However, it matters little."</p> + +<p>A few hours later the royal pair and their daughter, with all their +attendants, in great state and ceremony, were awaiting their guest. And +soon a blast of trumpets announced his approach. His retinue was indeed +magnificent; horsemen in splendid uniforms, followed by a troop of white +mules with negro riders in gorgeous attire, then musicians, succeeded by +the Prince's immediate attendants, defiled before the great marble steps +in front of the palace, at the summit of which the King, with the Queen +and Princess, was seated in state.</p> + +<p>Ice-Heart clapped her hands.</p> + +<p>"'Tis as good as a show," she said, "but where is the Prince?"</p> + +<p>As she said the word the cortége halted. A litter, with closely drawn +curtains, drew up at the foot of the steps.</p> + +<p>"Gracious!" exclaimed the Princess, "I hope he is not a molly-coddle;" +but before there was time to say more the curtains of the litter were +drawn aside, and in another moment an attendant had lifted out its +occupant, who forthwith proceeded to ascend the steps.</p> + +<p>The parents and their daughter stared at each other and gasped.</p> + +<p>Prince Jocko was neither more nor less than a monkey!</p> + +<p>But such a monkey as never before had been seen. He was more comical +than words can express, and when at last he stood before them, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_207" id="Page_207">[Pg 207]</a></span> +bowed to the ground, a three-cornered hat in his hand, his sword +sticking straight out behind, his tail sweeping the ground, the effect +was irresistible. King Brave-Heart turned his head aside. Queen Claribel +smothered her face in her handkerchief. Princess Ice-Heart opened her +pretty mouth wide and forgot to close it again, while a curious +expression stole into her beautiful eyes.</p> + +<p>Was it a trick?</p> + +<p>No; Prince Jocko proceeded to speak.</p> + +<p>He laid his little brown paw on his heart, bowed again, coughed, +sneezed, and finally began an oration. If his appearance was too funny, +his words and gestures were a hundred times more so. He rolled his eyes, +he declaimed, he posed and pirouetted like a miniature dancing-master, +and his little cracked voice rose higher and higher as his own fine +words and expressions increased in eloquence.</p> + +<p>And at last a sound—which never before had been heard, save +faintly—made everyone start. The Princess was laughing as if she could +no longer contain herself. Clear, ringing, merry laughter, which it did +one's heart good to hear. And on she went, laughing ever, till—she +flung herself at her mother's feet, the tears rolling down her cheeks.</p> + +<p>"Oh, mamma!" she exclaimed, "I never—" and then she went off again.</p> + +<p>But Prince Jocko suddenly grew silent. He stepped up to Ice-Heart and, +respectfully raising her hand to his lips, gazed earnestly, beseechingly +into her face, his own keen sharp eyes gradually growing larger and +deeper in expression, till they assumed the pathetic, wistful look of +appeal one often sees in those of a noble dog.</p> + +<p>"Ah, Princess!" he murmured.</p> + +<p>And Ice-Heart stopped laughing. She pressed her hand to her side.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_208" id="Page_208">[Pg 208]</a></span></p><p>"Father! mother!" she cried, "help me! help me! Am I dying? What has +happened to me?" And, with a strange, long drawn sigh she sank fainting to the ground.</p> + +<p>There was great excitement in the palace, hurrying to and fro, fetching +of doctors, and much alarm. But when the Princess had been carried +indoors and laid on a couch, she soon revived. And who can describe the +feelings of the King and Queen when she turned to them with a smile such +as they had never seen on her face before.</p> + +<p>"Dearest father, dearest mother," she said, "how I love you! Those +strange warm drops that filled my eyes seem to have brought new life to +me," and as the Queen passed her arm round the maiden she felt no chill +of cold such as used to thrill her with misery every time she embraced her child.</p> + +<p>"Sweet-Heart! my own Sweet-Heart!" she whispered.</p> + +<p>And the Princess whispered back, "Yes, call me by that name always."</p> + +<p>All was rejoicing when the wonderful news of the miraculous cure spread +through the palace and the city. But still the parents' hearts were +sore, for was not the King's word pledged that his daughter should marry +him who had effected this happy change? And this was no other than +Jocko, the monkey!</p> + +<p>The Prince had disappeared at the moment that Ice-Heart fainted, and now +with his retinue he was encamped outside the walls. All sorts of ideas +occurred to the King.</p> + +<p>"I cannot break my word," he said, "but we might try to persuade the +little monster to release me from it."</p> + +<p>But the Princess would not hear of this.</p> + +<p>"No," she said. "I owe him too deep a debt of gratitude to think of such +a thing. And in his eyes I read more than I can put in words. No,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_209" id="Page_209">[Pg 209]</a></span> dear +father! you must summon him at once to be presented to our people as my affianced husband."</p> + +<p>So again the cortége of Prince Jocko made its way to the palace, and +again the litter, with its closely drawn curtains, drew up at the marble +steps. And Sweet-Heart stood, pale, but calm and smiling, to welcome her ridiculous betrothed.</p> + +<p>But who is this that quickly mounts the stairs with firm and manly +tread? Sweet-Heart nearly swooned again.</p> + +<p>"Jocko?" she murmured. "Where is Jocko? Why, this is Prince Francolin!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, dear child," said a bright voice beside her; and, turning round, +Sweet-Heart beheld the Western fairy, who, with her sisters, had +suddenly arrived. "Yes, indeed! Francolin, and no other!"</p> + +<p>The universal joy may be imagined. Even the grave fairy of the North +smiled with pleasure and delight, and, as she kissed her pretty +god-daughter, she took the girl's hand and pressed it against her own heart.</p> + +<p>"Never misjudge me, Sweet-Heart," she whispered. "Cold as I seem to +those who have not courage to approach me closely, my heart, under my +icy mantle, is as warm as is now your own."</p> + +<p>And so it was.</p> + +<p>Where can we get a better ending than the time-honored one? Francolin +and Sweet-Heart were married, and lived happy ever after, and who knows +but what, in the Kingdom of the Four Orts, they are living happily still?</p> + +<p>If only we knew the way thither, we might see for ourselves if it is so.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_210" id="Page_210">[Pg 210]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="WIDOW_TOWNSENDS_VISITOR" id="WIDOW_TOWNSENDS_VISITOR"></a>WIDOW TOWNSEND'S VISITOR.</h2> + +<hr class="tiny" /> + +<p>The fire crackled cheerfully on the broad hearth of an old-fashioned +fireplace in an old-fashioned public house in an old fashioned village, +down in that part of the Old Dominion called the "Eastern Shore." A cat +and three kittens basked in the warmth, and a decrepit yellow dog, lying +full in the reflection of the blaze, wrinkled his black nose +approvingly, as he turned his hind feet where his fore feet had been. +Over the chimney hung several fine hams and pieces of dried beef. Apples +were festooned along the ceiling, and other signs of plenty and good +cheer were scattered profusely about. There were plants, too, on the +window ledges, horse-shoe geraniums, and dew-plants, and a monthly rose, +just budding, to say nothing of pots of violets that perfumed the whole +place whenever they took it into their purple heads to bloom. The floor +was carefully swept, the chairs had not a speck of dust upon leg or +round, the long settle near the fireplace shone as if it had been just +varnished, and the eight-day clock in the corner had had its white face +newly washed, and seemed determined to tick the louder for it.</p> + +<p>Two arm-chairs were drawn up at cozy distance from the hearth and each +other; a candle, a newspaper, a pair of spectacles, a dish of red +cheeked apples, and a pitcher of cider, filled a little table between +them. In one of these chairs sat a comfortable-looking woman about +forty-five, with cheeks as red as the apples, and eyes as dark and +bright as they had ever been, resting her elbow on the table and her +head upon her hand, and looking thoughtfully into the fire.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_211" id="Page_211">[Pg 211]</a></span></p><p>This was Widow Townsend, "relict" of Mr. Levi Townsend, who had been +mouldering into dust in the neighboring churchyard for seven years and +more. She was thinking of her dead husband, possibly because all her +work being done, and the servant gone to bed, the sight of his empty +chair at the other side of the table, and the silence of the room, made +her a little lonely.</p> + +<p>"Seven years," so the widow's reverie ran; "it seems as if it were more +than fifty, and Christmas nigh here again, and yet I don't look so very +old neither. Perhaps it's not having any children to bother my life out, +as other people have. They may say what they like—children are more +plague than profit, that's my opinion. Look at my sister Jerusha, with +her six boys. She's worn to a shadow, and I am sure they have done it, +though she never will own it."</p> + +<p>The widow took an apple from the dish and began to peel it.</p> + +<p>"How fond Mr. Townsend used to be of these apples! He'll never eat any +more of them, poor fellow, for I don't suppose they have apples where he +has gone to. Heigho! I remember very well how I used to throw apple-peel +over my head when I was a girl to see who I was going to marry."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Townsend stopped short and blushed, for in those days she did not +know Mr. T., and was always looking eagerly to see if the peel had +formed a capital S. Her meditations took a new turn.</p> + +<p>"How handsome Sam Payson was, and how much I use to care about him! I +wonder what has become of him! Jerusha says he went away from our +village just after I did, and no one has ever heard of him since. What a +silly thing that quarrel was! If it had not been for that—"</p> + +<p>Here came a long pause, during which the widow looked very steadfastly +at the empty <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_212" id="Page_212">[Pg 212]</a></span>arm-chair of Levi Townsend, deceased. Her fingers played +carelessly with the apple-peel: she drew it safely towards her, and +looked around the room.</p> + +<p>"Upon my word, it is very ridiculous, and I don't know what the +neighbors would say if they saw me."</p> + +<p>Still the plump fingers drew the red peel nearer.</p> + +<p>"But then they can't see me, that's a comfort; and the cat and old Bose +never will know what it means. Of course I don't <i>believe</i> anything about it."</p> + +<p>The peel hung gracefully from her hand.</p> + +<p>"But still, I should like to try; it would seem like old times, and—"</p> + +<p>Over her head it went, and curled up quietly on the floor at a little +distance. Old Bose, who always slept with one eye open, saw it fall, and +marched deliberately up to smell it.</p> + +<p>"Bose—Bose—don't touch!" cried his mistress, and bending over it with +beating heart, she turned as red as fire. There was as handsome a +capital S as any one could wish to see.</p> + +<p>A great knock came suddenly at the door. Bose growled, and the widow +screamed and snatched up the apple-peel.</p> + +<p>"It's Mr. T.—it's his spirit come back again, because I tried that +silly trick," she thought fearfully to herself.</p> + +<p>Another knock—louder than the first, and a man's voice exclaimed:</p> + +<p>"Hello—the house!"</p> + +<p>"Who is it?" asked the widow, somewhat relieved to find that the +departed Levi was still safe in his grave on the hillside.</p> + +<p>"A stranger," said the voice.</p> + +<p>"What do you want?"</p> + +<p>"To get a lodging here for the night."</p> + +<p>The widow deliberated.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_213" id="Page_213">[Pg 213]</a></span></p><p>"Can't you go on? There's a house half a mile farther, if you keep to +the right-hand side of the road, and turn to the left after you get by—"</p> + +<p>"It's raining cats and dogs, and I'm very delicate," said the stranger, +coughing. "I'm wet to the skin: don't you think you can accommodate +me?—I don't mind sleeping on the floor."</p> + +<p>"Raining, is it? I didn't know that," and the kind-hearted little woman +unbarred the door very quickly. "Come in, whoever you may be; I only +asked you to go on because I am a lone woman, with only one servant in the house."</p> + +<p>The stranger entered, shaking himself like a Newfoundland dog upon the +step, and scattering a little shower of drops over his hostess and her +nicely swept floor.</p> + +<p>"Ah, that looks comfortable after a man has been out for hours in a +storm," he said, as he caught sight of the fire; and striding along +toward the hearth, followed by Bose, who sniffed suspiciously at his +heels, he stationed himself in the arm-chair—<i>Mr. Townsend's +arm-chair</i>! which had been kept "sacred to his memory" for seven years. +The widow was horrified, but her guest looked so weary and worn-out that +she could not ask him to move, but busied herself in stirring up the +blaze that he might the sooner dry his dripping clothes.</p> + +<p>A new thought struck her: Mr. T. had worn a comfortable dressing-gown +during his illness, which still hung in the closet at her right. She +could not let this poor man catch his death, by sitting in that wet +coat. If he was in Mr. Townsend's chair, why should he not be in Mr. +Townsend's wrapper? She went nimbly to the closet, took it down, fished +out a pair of slippers from a boot-rack below, and brought them to him.</p> + +<p>"I think you had better take off your coat and boots—you will have the +rheumatic fever, or<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_214" id="Page_214">[Pg 214]</a></span> something like it, if you don't. Here are some +things for you to wear while they are drying. And you must be hungry, +too; I will go into the pantry and get you something to eat."</p> + +<p>She bustled away, "on hospitable thoughts intent," and the stranger made +the exchange with a quizzical smile playing around his lips. He was a +tall, well-formed man, with a bold but handsome face, sun-burned and +heavily bearded, and looking anything but "delicate," though his blue +eyes glanced out from under a forehead as white as snow. He looked +around the kitchen with a mischievous air, and stretched out his feet +decorated with the defunct Boniface's slippers.</p> + +<p>"Upon my word, this is stepping into the old man's shoes with a +vengeance! And what a hearty, good-humored looking woman she is! Kind as +a kitten," and he leaned forward and stroked the cat and her brood, and +then patted old Bose upon the head. The widow, bringing in sundry good +things, looked pleased at his attention to her dumb friends.</p> + +<p>"It's a wonder Bose does not growl; he generally does if strangers touch +him. Dear me, how stupid!"</p> + +<p>The last remark was neither addressed to the stranger nor to the dog but +to herself She had forgotten that the little stand was not empty, and +there was no room on it for the things she held.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'll manage it," said her guest, gathering up paper, candle, +apples, and spectacles (it was not without a little pang that she saw +them in his hand, for they had been her husband's, and were placed each +night, like the arm-chair, beside her) and depositing them on the settle.</p> + +<p>"Give me the table-cloth, ma'am, I can spread it as well as any woman; +I've learned that along with scores of other things, in my wanderings. +Now let me relieve you of those dishes; they are<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_215" id="Page_215">[Pg 215]</a></span> far too heavy for +those hands"—the widow blushed; "and now please, sit down with me, or I +cannot eat a morsel."</p> + +<p>"I had supper long ago, but really I think I can take something more," +said Mrs. Townsend, drawing her chair nearer to the table.</p> + +<p>"Of course you can, my dear lady; in this cold fall weather people ought +to eat twice as much as they do in warm. Let me give you a piece of this +ham, your own curing, I dare say."</p> + +<p>"Yes: my poor husband was very fond of it. He used to say that no one +understood curing ham and drying beef better than I."</p> + +<p>"He was a most sensible man, I am sure. I drink your health, ma'am, in this cider."</p> + +<p>He took a long draught, and set down his glass.</p> + +<p>"It is like nectar."</p> + +<p>The widow was feeding Bose and the cat (who thought they were entitled +to a share of every meal eaten in the house), and did not quite hear what he said.</p> + +<p>"Fine dog, ma'am, and a very pretty cat."</p> + +<p>"They were my husband's favorites," and a sigh followed the answer.</p> + +<p>"Ah, your husband must have been a very happy man."</p> + +<p>The blue eyes looked at her so long, that she grew flurried.</p> + +<p>"Is there anything more I can get for you, sir?" she asked, at last.</p> + +<p>"Nothing, thank you; I have finished."</p> + +<p>She rose to clear the things away. He assisted her, and somehow their +hands had a queer knack of touching as they carried the dishes to the +pantry shelves. Coming back to the kitchen, she put the apples and cider +in their old places, and brought out a clean pipe and a box of tobacco +from an arched recess near the chimney.</p> + +<p>"My husband always said he could not sleep<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_216" id="Page_216">[Pg 216]</a></span> after eating supper late +unless he smoked," she said. "Perhaps you would like to try it."</p> + +<p>"Not if it is to drive you away," he answered, for she had her candle in her hand.</p> + +<p>"Oh, no; I do not object to smoke at all." She put the candle down; some +faint suggestion about "propriety" troubled her, but she glanced at the +old clock, and felt reassured. It was only half-past nine.</p> + +<p>The stranger pushed the stand back after the pipe was lit, and drew her +easy-chair a little nearer the fire, and his own.</p> + +<p>"Come, sit down," he said, pleadingly; "it's not late, and when a man +has been knocking about in California and all sorts of places, for a +score of years, he is glad enough to get into a berth like this, and to +have a pretty woman to speak to once again."</p> + +<p>"California! Have you been in California?" she exclaimed, dropping into +the chair at once. Unconsciously, she had long cherished the idea that +Sam Payson, the lover of her youth, with whom she had so foolishly +quarreled, had pitched his tent, after many wanderings, in that far-off +land. Her heart warmed to one who, with something of Sam's looks and +ways about him, had also been sojourning in that country, and who very +possibly had met him—perhaps had known him intimately! At that thought +her heart beat quick, and she looked very graciously at the bearded +stranger, who, wrapped in Mr. Townsend's dressing-gown, wearing Mr. +Townsend's slippers, and sitting in Mr. Townsend's chair, beside Mr. +Townsend's wife, smoked Mr. Townsend's pipe with such an air of feeling +most thoroughly and comfortably at home!</p> + +<p>"Yes, ma'am. I've been in California for the last six years. And before +that I went quite round the world in a whaling ship!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_217" id="Page_217">[Pg 217]</a></span></p><p>"Good gracious!"</p> + +<p>The stranger sent a puff of smoke curling gracefully over his head.</p> + +<p>"It's very strange, my dear lady, how often you see one thing as you go +wandering about the world after that fashion."</p> + +<p>"And what is that?"</p> + +<p>"Men, without house or home above their heads, roving here and there, +and turning up in all sorts of odd places; caring very little for life +as a general thing, and making fortunes just to fling them away again, +and all for one reason. You don't ask me what <i>that</i> is? No doubt you +know already very well."</p> + +<p>"I think not, sir."</p> + +<p>"Because a woman has jilted them!"</p> + +<p>Here was a long pause, and Mr. Townsend's pipe emitted short puffs with +surprising rapidity. A guilty conscience needs no accuser, and the +widow's cheek was dyed with blushes as she thought of the absent Sam.</p> + +<p>"I wonder how women manage when <i>they</i> get served in the same way," said +the stranger musingly; "you never meet <i>them</i> roaming up and down in that style."</p> + +<p>"No," said Mrs. Townsend, with some spirit, "if a woman is in trouble +she must stay at home and bear it, the best way she can. And there's +more women bearing such things than we know of, I dare say."</p> + +<p>"Like enough. We never know whose hand gets pinched in a trap unless +they scream. And women are too shy or too sensible—which you +choose—for that."</p> + +<p>"Did you ever, in all your wanderings, meet any one by the name of +Samuel Payson?" asked the widow, unconcernedly.</p> + +<p>The stranger looked toward her; she was rummaging the table-drawer for +her knitting work,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_218" id="Page_218">[Pg 218]</a></span> and did not notice him. When it was found, and the +needles in motion, he answered her.</p> + +<p>"Payson—Sam Payson? Why, he was my most intimate friend! Do you know him?"</p> + +<p>"A little—that is, I used to, when I was a girl. Where did you meet him?"</p> + +<p>"He went with me on the whaling voyage I told you of, and afterward to +California. We had a tent together, and some other fellows with us, and +we worked the same claim for more than six months."</p> + +<p>"I suppose he was quite well?"</p> + +<p>"Strong as an ox."</p> + +<p>"And—and happy?" pursued the widow, bending closer over her knitting.</p> + +<p>"Hum—the less said about that the better, perhaps. But he seemed to +enjoy life after a fashion of his own. And he got rich out there, or +rather, I will say, well off."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Townsend did not pay much attention to that part of the story. +Evidently she had not finished asking questions, but she was puzzled +about her next one. At last she brought it out beautifully:</p> + +<p>"Was his wife with him in California?"</p> + +<p>The stranger looked at her with twinkling eyes.</p> + +<p>"His wife, ma'am! Why, bless you, he has not got any wife."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I thought—I mean I heard"—here the little widow remembered the +fate of Ananias and Sapphira, and stopped short before she told such a tremendous fib.</p> + +<p>"Whatever you heard of his marrying was all nonsense, I can assure you. +I knew him well, and he had no thoughts of the kind about him. Some of +the boys used to tease him about it, but he soon made them stop."</p> + +<p>"How?"</p> + +<p>"He just told them frankly that the only woman he ever loved had jilted +him years before,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_219" id="Page_219">[Pg 219]</a></span> and married another man. After that no one ever +mentioned the subject to him, except me."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Townsend laid her knitting aside, and looked thoughtfully into the fire.</p> + +<p>"He was another specimen of the class of men I was speaking of. I have +seen him face death a score of times as quietly as I face the fire. 'It +matters very little what takes me off,' he used to say; 'I've nothing to +live for, and there's no one that will shed a tear for me when I am +gone.' It's a sad thought for a man to have, isn't it?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Townsend sighed as she said she thought it was.</p> + +<p>"But did he ever tell you the name of the woman who jilted him?"</p> + +<p>"I know her <i>first</i> name."</p> + +<p>"What was it?"</p> + +<p>"Maria."</p> + +<p>The plump little widow almost started out of her chair, the name was +spoken so exactly as Sam would have said it.</p> + +<p>"Did you know her, too?" he asked, looking keenly at her.</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Intimately?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Where is she now? Still happy with her husband, I suppose, and never +giving a thought to the poor fellow she drove out into the world?"</p> + +<p>"No," said Mrs. Townsend, shading her face with her hand, and speaking +unsteadily; "no, her husband is dead."</p> + +<p>"Ah! but still she never thinks of Sam."</p> + +<p>There was a dead silence.</p> + +<p>"Does she?"</p> + +<p>"How can I tell?"</p> + +<p>"Are you still friends?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Then you ought to know, and you do. Tell me."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_220" id="Page_220">[Pg 220]</a></span></p><p>"I'm sure I don't know why I should. But if I do, you must promise me, +on your honor, never to tell him, if you ever meet him again."</p> + +<p>"Madam, what you say to me never shall be repeated to any mortal man, upon my honor."</p> + +<p>"Well, then, she does remember him."</p> + +<p>"But how?"</p> + +<p>"As kindly, I think, as he could wish."</p> + +<p>"I am glad to hear it, for his sake. You and I are the friends of both +parties: we can rejoice with each other."</p> + +<p>He drew his chair much nearer hers, and took her hand. One moment the +widow resisted, but it was a magnetic touch, the rosy palm lay quietly +in his, and the dark beard bent so low that it nearly touched her +shoulder. It did not matter much. Was he not Samuel's dear friend? If he +was not the rose, had he not dwelt very near it, for a long, long time?</p> + +<p>"It was a foolish quarrel that parted them," said the stranger, softly.</p> + +<p>"Did he tell you about it?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, on board the whaler."</p> + +<p>"Did he blame her much?"</p> + +<p>"Not so much as himself. He said that his jealousy and ill-temper drove +her to break off the match; but he thought sometimes if he had only gone +back and spoken kindly to her, she would have married him after all."</p> + +<p>"I am sure she would," said the widow piteously. "She has owned it to me +more than a thousand times."</p> + +<p>"She was not happy, then, with another."</p> + +<p>"Mr.—that is to say, her husband—was very good and kind," said the +little woman, thinking of the lonely grave out on the hillside rather +penitently, "and they lived very pleasantly together. There never was a +harsh word between them."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_221" id="Page_221">[Pg 221]</a></span></p><p>"Still—might she not have been happier with Sam? Be honest, now, and +say just what you think."</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Bravo! that is what I wanted to come at. And now I have a secret to +tell you, and you must break it to her."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Townsend looked rather scared.</p> + +<p>"What is it?"</p> + +<p>"I want you to go and see her, wherever she may be, and say to her, +'Maria,'—what makes you start so?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing; only you speak so like some one I used to know, once in a while."</p> + +<p>"Do I? Well, take the rest of the message. Tell her that Sam loved her +through the whole; that, when he heard she was free, he began to work +hard at making a fortune. He has got it; and he is coming to share it +with her, if she will let him. Will you tell her this?"</p> + +<p>The widow did not answer. She had freed her hand from his, and covered +her face with it. By and by she looked up again—he was waiting patiently.</p> + +<p>"Well?"</p> + +<p>"I will tell her."</p> + +<p>He rose from his seat, and walked up and down the room. Then he came +back, and leaning on the mantel-piece, stroked the yellow hide of Bose +with his slipper.</p> + +<p>"Make her quite understand that he wants her for his wife. She may live +where she likes and how she likes, only it must be with him."</p> + +<p>"I will tell her."</p> + +<p>"Say he has grown old, but not cold; that he loves her now perhaps +better than he did twenty years ago; that he has been faithful to her +all through his life, and that he will be faithful till he dies."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_222" id="Page_222">[Pg 222]</a></span></p><p>The Californian broke off suddenly. The widow answered still, "I will +tell her."</p> + +<p>"And what do you think she will say?" he asked, in an altered tone.</p> + +<p>"What <i>can</i> she say but <i>Come</i>!"</p> + +<p>"Hurrah!"</p> + +<p>The stranger caught her out of her chair as if she had been a child, and kissed her.</p> + +<p>"Don't—oh, don't!" she cried out. "I am Sam's Maria!"</p> + +<p>"Well—I am Maria's Sam!"</p> + +<p>Off went the dark wig and the black whiskers—there smiled the dear face +she had not forgotten! I leave you to imagine the tableau; even the cat +got up to look, and Bose sat on his stump of a tail, and wondered if he +was on his heels or his head.</p> + +<p>The widow gave one little scream, and then she—</p> + +<p>But, stop! Quiet people like you and me, dear reader, who have got over +all these follies, and can do nothing but turn up our noses at them, +have no business here. I will only add that two hearts were very happy, +that Bose concluded after a while that all was right, and so lay down to +sleep again, and that one week afterward, on Christmas Eve, there was a +wedding at the house that made the neighbors stare. The widow had +married her First Love!</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_223" id="Page_223">[Pg 223]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="THE_OLD_MANS_CHRISTMAS" id="THE_OLD_MANS_CHRISTMAS"></a>THE OLD MAN'S CHRISTMAS.</h2> + +<h3>BY ELLA WHEELER WILCOX.</h3> + +<h3>I.</h3> + +<p>Though there was wrong on both sides, they never would have separated +had it not been for the old man.</p> + +<p>He was Ben's father, and Ben was an only child—a spoiled, selfish, +high-tempered lad, who had grown up with the idea that his father, Anson +English, or the "old man," as his dutiful son called him, was much +richer than he really was, and that he had no need of any personal +effort—any object in life, aside from the pursuit of pleasure.</p> + +<p>Ben's mother had died when he was fifteen years old and his father had +never married again. Yet it was not any allegiance to her memory which +had kept Anson English from a second marriage. He remembered her, to be +sure, and scarcely a day passed without his mentioning her. But after +her death, as during her weary life, he used her name as a synonym for +all that was undesirable. He compared everybody to "'Liz'beth," and +always to her disadvantage. He had a word of praise and encouragement +and approval for every housewife in the neighborhood except—his own. +Whatever went wrong, in doors or out, "'Liz'beth" was the direct or indirect cause.</p> + +<p>During the first five years of her married life, Elizabeth made +strenuous exertions to please her husband. She wept her sweet eyes dim +over her repeated failures. Then she found that she had been attempting +an impossible labor, and grew passively indifferent—an indifference +which lasted until death kindly released her.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_224" id="Page_224">[Pg 224]</a></span></p><p>Elizabeth had been a tidy housekeeper during these first years.</p> + +<p>"You'd scrub and scour a man out 'er house an' home!" was all the praise +her husband gave her for her order and cleanliness; and to his +neighbors, to whom he was fond of paying informal visits, he would often +say—"Liz'beth's at it again—sweepin' and cleanin', so I cleared out. +Never see <i>her</i> without out a broom in her hand. I'd a good deal rather +have a little more dirt, than so much tearin' 'round. 'Liz'beth tires +me, with her ways."</p> + +<p>Yet, when in the indifference of despair which seized upon Elizabeth +before her death, she allowed her house to look after itself, Anson was +no better satisfied.</p> + +<p>"I've come over to find a place to set down," he would tell his +neighbors. "'Liz'beth's let things 'cumulate, till the house is a sight +to see—she's gettin' dreadful slack, somehow. A man likes order when he +goes home to rest from all his cares."</p> + +<p>Even when she died she displeased him by choosing a busy season for the occasion.</p> + +<p>"Just like 'Liz'beth, to die in hayin' time," he said. "Everything got +to stop—hay spoilin'—men idle. Women never seem to have no system +about work matters—no power of plannin' things, to make it convenient +like for men folks."</p> + +<p>Yet after she was gone, Anson found how much help she had been to him, +how wonderful her economy had been, how light her expenditures. He knew +he could never find any one to replace her, in these respects, and as +money considerations were the main ones in his mind he believed it would +be the better economy to remain a widower, and hire his work done.</p> + +<p>So during those most critical years of Ben's life, he had been without a +woman's guidance or care.</p> + +<p>At eighteen he was all that arrogance, conceit,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_225" id="Page_225">[Pg 225]</a></span> selfishness, and high +temper could render him. Yet he was a favorite with the fair sex for all +that, as he had a manly figure, and a warm, caressing way when he chose, +that won their admiration and pleased their vanity.</p> + +<p>Anson English favored early marriages, and began to think it would be +better all around if Ben should bring a wife home.</p> + +<p>She could do the work better than hired help, and keep the money all in +the family. And Ben would not waste his time and means on half a dozen, +as he was now doing, but would stay at home, no doubt, and settle down +into a sensible, practical business man. Yes, Ben ought to marry, and +his father told him so.</p> + +<p>Ben smiled.</p> + +<p>"I'm already thinking of it," he said. He had expected opposition from +his father, and was surprised at his suggestion.</p> + +<p>"Yes," continued the "old man," as Ben already designated him, "I'd like +to see you settle down before you're twenty-one. But you want to make a +good choice. There's Abby Wilson, now. She's got the muscle of a man, +and ain't afraid of anything. And her father has a fine property—a +growin' property. Abby'll make a man a good, vigorous helpmate, and +she'll bring him money in time. You'd better shine up to Abby, Ben."</p> + +<p>Ben gave a contemptuous laugh. "I'd as soon marry a dressed-up boy," he +said. "She's more like a boy than a girl in her looks and in her ways. I +have other plans in my mind, father, more to my taste. I mean to marry +Edith Gilman, if she'll take me, and I think she will."</p> + +<p>A dark frown contracted Anson English's brow.</p> + +<p>"Edith Gilman?" he repeated; "why, that puny schoolma'm, with her baby +face and weak voice, 'll never help <i>you</i> to get a livin', Ben. What are +you thinkin' of?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_226" id="Page_226">[Pg 226]</a></span></p><p>"Of love, father, I guess. I love her, and that's all there is of it. +And I shall marry her, if she'll take me, and you can like it or lump +it, as you please. She's a good girl, and if she's treated well all +round, she'll make a good wife, and she's the only woman that can put +the check rein on me, when I get in my tempers. She'll make a man of me +yet."</p> + +<p>"But she can't work," insisted the father. "She looks as white and puny +as 'Liz'beth did the year she died."</p> + +<p>"She's overworked in the school-room. I mean to take her home, and give +her a rest. I don't ask any woman to marry me and be my drudge. I expect +my wife will keep help."</p> + +<p>The old man groaned aloud. Ben's ideas were positively ruinous. If he +married this girl, it would add to, not decrease, the family expenses. +But it was useless to oppose. Ben would do as he pleased, the old man +saw that plainly, and he might as well submit.</p> + +<p>He did submit, and Ben married Edith on his twenty-first birthday, and +brought her home.</p> + +<hr class="tiny" /> + +<h3>II.</h3> + +<p>Edith was a quiet little creature, with a soft voice, and a pale, sweet +face, and frail figure. She came up to Anson English when she entered +the house, and put her hands timidly upon his arms.</p> + +<p>"I want you to love me," she said; "I have had no father or mother since +I can remember. I want to call you father, and I want to make you happy if I can."</p> + +<p>"Well, I'll tell you how," the old man retorted. "Discharge the hired +girl, and make good bread. That'll make me happy,"—and he laughed harshly.</p> + +<p>Edith shrank from his rough words, so void of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_227" id="Page_227">[Pg 227]</a></span> the sympathy and love she +longed for. But she discharged the girl within a week, and tried to make +good bread. It was not a success, however, and the old man was not slow +to express his dissatisfaction. Edith left the table in tears.</p> + +<p>"Another dribbler—'Liz'beth was always cryin' just that way over every +little thing," sighed the old man.</p> + +<p>Edith eventually conquered the difficulties of bread making, and became +a famous cook. But she did not please her husband's father any the +better by this achievement.</p> + +<p>"You're always a-fixin' up some new sort of trash for the table," he +said to her one day. "<i>Dessert</i> is it, you call it? 'Nuff to make a +man's patience <i>desert</i> him to see sugar and flour wasted so. 'Liz'beth +liked your fancy cooking, but I cured her of it."</p> + +<p>"Yes, and you killed her too," cried Edith, for the first time since her +marriage losing control of her temper and answering back. "Everybody +says you worried her into the grave. But you won't succeed so well with +me. I will live just to defy you, if no more. And I'll show you that +I'll not bear everything, too."</p> + +<p>It was all over in a moment, and it was not repeated. Indeed, Edith was +kinder and gentler and more submissive in her manner after that for +days, as sweet natures always are when they have once broken over the +rules which govern their lives.</p> + +<p>Yet the old man always spoke of Edith as a virago after that.</p> + +<p>"She's worse'n 'Liz'beth," he said, "and she had a temper of her own at +times that would just <i>singe</i> things."</p> + +<p>Ben passed most of his evenings and a good part of his days at the +village "store." He came home the worse for drink occasionally, and he +was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_228" id="Page_228">[Pg 228]</a></span> absolutely indifferent to all the work and care of the farm and +family.</p> + +<p>"She's just like 'Liz'beth," the old man said to his neighbors; "she +don't make home entertainin' for her husband. But Ben isn't balanced +like me, and he goes wrong. He's excitable. I never was. The right kind +of a woman could keep him at home."</p> + +<p>After a child came to them matters seemed to mend for a time. So long as +the infant lay pink and helpless in its mother's arms or in its crib, it +was a bond to unite them all.</p> + +<p>So soon as it began to be an active child, with naughty ways which +needed correction, it was another element of discord.</p> + +<p>The old man did not think Edith capable of controlling the child, and +Ben was hasty and harsh, and he did not like to hear the baby cry. So he +stayed more and more at the store, and was an object of fear to the +child and of reproach to the mother when he did return.</p> + +<p>They drifted farther apart, and the old man constantly widened the +breach between them. They had been married six years, and the baby girl +was four years old, when Ben struck Edith a blow, one day, and told her +to take her child and leave the house.</p> + +<p>In less than an hour she had gone, no one knew whither.</p> + +<p>"She'll come back, more's the pity," the old man said. "'Liz'beth, she +started off to leave me once, but she concluded to come back and try it +over again."</p> + +<p>But Edith did not come back. Months afterward they heard of her in a +distant part of the State teaching school and supporting her child.</p> + +<p>Ben applied for a divorce on the plea of desertion. Edith never appeared +against him, and he obtained it.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_229" id="Page_229">[Pg 229]</a></span></p> + +<hr class="tiny" /> + +<h3>III.</h3> + +<p>One year from the time Edith left him, he married Abby Wilson. She had +grown into a voluptuous though coarse maturity, and was dashing in dress +and manner. Her father had recently died, leaving her a fine property. +She had always coveted Ben, and did not delay the nuptials from any +sense of delicacy, but rather hastened the hour which should make him +legally her own.</p> + +<p>The old man was highly pleased at the turn affairs had taken. After all +these years Ben was united to the woman he had chosen for him so long +ago, and now surely Ben would settle down, and take the care off his +shoulders—shoulders which were beginning to feel the weight of years of +labor. In truth, the old man was breaking down.</p> + +<p>He fell ill of a low fever soon after Ben's second marriage, and when he +rose from his bed he seemed to have grown ten years older. He was more +childish in his fault-finding, and more irritable than ever before, and +this new wife of Ben's had little patience with him. She was not at all +like Edith. She bullied him, and frightened him into silence when he +began to find fault with her extravagances. For she was +extravagant—there was no denying that. She cared only for show and +outward appearance. She neglected her home duties, and often left the +old man to prepare his own food, while she and Ben dashed over the +country, or through the neighboring villages, behind the blooded span +she had insisted upon his purchasing soon after their marriage.</p> + +<p>Poor old Anson English! He was nearing his sixtieth year now, and he +looked and seemed much older. Ben was his only earthly tie, and the hope +and stay of his old age. And he was but a reed—a reed. His father saw +that at last. Ben would never develop into a practical business man. He<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_230" id="Page_230">[Pg 230]</a></span> +was unstable, lazy, and selfish. And this new wife seemed to encourage +him in every extravagant folly, instead of restraining him as the old +man had hoped. And someway Ben had never been the same since Edith went +away. He had been none too good or kind to his father before that; but +since then—well, when she went, it seemed to Anson that she took with +her whatever of gentleness or kindness lurked in Ben's nature, and left +only its brutality and selfishness.</p> + +<p>And strive as he would to banish the feeling, the old man missed the child.</p> + +<p>Ah, no! he was not happy in this new state of affairs, which he had so +rejoiced over at the first. He grew very old during the next two years. +Like all men who worry the lives of women in the domestic circle, he was +cowardly at heart. And Ben's new wife frightened him into silent +submission by her masculine assumption of authority and her loud voice +and well-defined muscle.</p> + +<p>He spoke little at home now, but he still paid frequent visits to his +neighbors, and he remained firm in the Adam-like idea that Elizabeth had +been the root of all evil in his life.</p> + +<p>"Yes, Ben's letting the place run down pretty bad," he confessed to a +neighbor who had broached the subject. "Ben's early trainin' wasn't +right. 'Liz'beth, she let him do 'bout as he pleased. Liz'beth never had +no notions of how a boy should be trained. He'd a' come out all right if +I'd a' managed him from the start."</p> + +<p>Strange to say, he never was known to speak one disparaging word of +Abby, Ben's second wife. Her harshness and neglect were matters of +common discussion in the neighborhood, but the old man, who had been so +bitter and unjust toward his own wife and Edith, seemed to feel a +curious respect for this Amazon who had subjugated him. Or, perhaps, he +remembered how eager he had been for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_231" id="Page_231">[Pg 231]</a></span> the marriage, and his pride kept +him silent. Certain it is that he bore her neglect, and later her abuse, +with no word of complaint, and even spoke of her sometimes with praise.</p> + +<p>"She's a brave one, Abby is," he would say. "She ain't afraid of nothin' +or nobody. Ef she'd a' been a man, she'd a' made a noise in the world."</p> + +<p>Ben drank more and more, and Abby dressed and drove in like ratio. The +farm ran down, and debts accumulated—debts which Abby refused to pay +with her money, and the old man saw the savings of a long life of labor +squandered in folly and vice.</p> + +<p>People said it was turning his brain, for he talked constantly of his +poverty, often walking the streets in animated converse with himself. +And at length he fell ill again, and was wildly delirious for weeks. It +was a high fever; and when it left him, he was totally blind, and quite helpless.</p> + +<p>He needed constant care and attention. He could not be left alone even +for an hour; Ben was seldom at home, and Abby rebelled at the +confinement and restraint it imposed upon her. Hired help refused to +take the burden of the care of the troublesome old man without increased +wages, and Ben could not and Abby would not incur this added expense. +Servants gave warning; Ben drank more deeply and prolonged his absences +from home, and Abby finally carried out a resolve which had at first +caused even her hard heart some twinges.</p> + +<p>She made an application to the keeper of the County Poor to admit her +husband's father to the department of the incurably insane, which was +adjacent to the Poor House.</p> + +<p>"He's crazy," she said, "just as crazy as can be. We can't do anything +with him. He needs a strong man to look after him. Ben's never at home, +and he has everything to look after any way, and can't be broken of his +rest, and the old man talks<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_232" id="Page_232">[Pg 232]</a></span> and cries half the night. I'm not able to +take care of him—I seem to be breaking down myself, with all I have to +endure, and besides it isn't safe to have him in the house. I think he's +getting worse all the time. He'd be better off, and we all would, if he +was in the care of the county."</p> + +<p>The authorities looked into the matter, and found that at least a +portion of the lady's statements were true. It was quite evident that +the old man would be better off in the County House than he was in the +home of his only son. So he was taken away, and Abby had her freedom at last.</p> + +<p>"We are going to take you where you will have medical treatment and +care; it is your daughter's request," they told him in answer to his trembling queries.</p> + +<p>"Oh! yes, yes—Abby thinks I'll get my sight back, I suppose, if I'm +doctored up. Well, maybe so, but I'm pooty old—pooty old for the +doctors to patch up. But Abby has a powerful mind to plan things—a +powerful mind. 'Liz'beth never would a' thought of sending me +away—'Liz'beth was so easy like. Abby ought to a' been a man, she had. +She'd a' flung things."</p> + +<p>So he babbled on as they carried him to the Poor House.</p> + +<p>It was November, and the holidays were close at hand. Thanksgiving, +Christmas, New Year. Abby meant to enjoy them, and invited all her +relatives to a time of general feasting and merrymaking.</p> + +<p>"I feel as if a great nightmare were lifted off my heart and brain, now +the old man has gone," she said. "He will be so much better off, and get +so much more skillful treatment, you know, in a place like that. They +are very kind in that institution, and so clean and nice, and he will +have plenty of company to keep him from being lonesome. We<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_233" id="Page_233">[Pg 233]</a></span> have been +all through it, during the last year, or else we never should have sent +him there. It is really an excellent home for him."</p> + +<hr class="tiny" /> + +<h3>IV.</h3> + +<p>It was just a year later when a delicate, sweet-faced woman was shown +through the wards of that "excellent home" for the poor and unfortunate. +She walked with nervous haste, and her eyes glanced from room to room, +and from face to face, as if seeking, yet dreading, some object.</p> + +<p>Presently the attendant pushed open a partly closed door, which led into +a small, close room, ventilated only by one high, narrow window.</p> + +<p>"This is the room, I believe," he said, and the lady stepped in—and +paused. The air was close and impure, and almost stifled her.</p> + +<p>On the opposite side of the room she saw a large crib with a cover or +lid which could be closed and locked when necessary, but which was +raised now. In this crib, upon a hard mattress and soiled pillow, lay +the emaciated form of an old man. He turned his sightless eyes toward +the door as he heard the sound of footsteps.</p> + +<p>"What is wanted?" he asked, feebly; "does anybody want me? Has anybody come for me?"</p> + +<p>"O father, father!" cried the woman in a voice choked with sobs. "Don't +you know me? It is I—and I have come to take you away—to take you away +home with me. Will you go?"</p> + +<p>A glow of delight shone over the old man's wasted face, like the last +rays of the sunlight over a winter landscape. He half arose upon his +elbow, and leaned forward as if trying to see the speaker.</p> + +<p>"Why, it's Abby, it's Abby, come at last!" he said. "You called me +father, didn't you—and you was crying, and it made your voice sound +kind<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_234" id="Page_234">[Pg 234]</a></span> o' strange and broken like. But you must be Abby come to take me +home. Oh, I thought you'd come at last, Abby. It seems a long, long time +since I came away. And you've never been to see me; no, nor Ben, either. +But you've come at last, Abby, you've come at last. Let me take your +hand, daughter, for I can't see yet. They don't seem to help me here as +you thought they would. And I'm <i>so hungry</i>, Abby!—do you think you +could manage to get the old man a little something to eat before we start home?"</p> + +<p>The woman had grown paler and paler as she listened to these words which +the old man poured out in eager haste, like one whose thoughts and +feelings long pent within himself for want of a listener now rushed +forth pell-mell into speech.</p> + +<p>"He does not know me," she whispered—"he does not know me. Well, I will +not undeceive him now. He is happy in this delusion,—let him keep it +for the present." Then, aloud, she said:</p> + +<p>"You are hungry, father? do you not have food enough here?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I have my share, Abby; I have my share. But my appetite's varying, +and sometimes when they bring it I can't eat it, and then when I want it +most I can't get it. I'm one of many here, and I've been so lonesome, +Abby. But then I knew you'd come for me all in good time. And, Ben—how +is Ben, Abby? does he want to see his old father again? Ah, Ben was a +nice little boy—a nice little boy. But 'Liz'beth wan't no kind of a +mother for such a high-strung lad. And then he hadn't oughter married +that sickly sort of girl that ran off an' left him. Sakes alive! what a +temper she had! It sort of broke Ben down living with her as long as he +did. But he remembers his old father at last, don't he? And he wants to +have me home to die. Ah, Ben has a good heart after all!"</p> + +<p>"I must not tell him; I must not," whispered<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_235" id="Page_235">[Pg 235]</a></span> the woman as she listened. +"Bitter to me as his deception is, I must let him remain in it." Then +with a sudden bracing of the nerves, and a visible effort, she said:</p> + +<p>"Ben is away from home now, father. He will not be there to meet you, +but you'll not mind that: I shall make you so comfortable; I want you at +home during the holidays."</p> + +<p>So he went out from the horror and loneliness and gloom of the Poor +House, to the comfortable home which Edith had provided for herself and +child in the years since she left Ben. Eva was a precocious little +maiden of nine now, wise and womanly beyond her years. So soon as Edith +learned of the old man's desolate fate, she resolved to bring him home. +Eva could attend to his wants during the day, while she was in the +school-room, and the interrupted studies could be pursued in the +evening. Or she could hire assistance if he were as troublesome as +report had said. He had been a harsh old man, and had helped to widen +the breach between her and Ben. But he was the father of the man she had +married, and she could not let him die in the Poor House. So she brought him home.</p> + +<p>"Don't I hear a child's voice?" he asked, as Eva came dancing out to +greet them. "Who is it, Abby?"</p> + +<p>"Why, it's your own little granddaughter Eva," cried the child, clasping +his withered hand in her two soft palms. "Don't you remember me? Mamma +says you used to love me."</p> + +<p>Edith's heart stood still. Surely now he would understand. And would he +be angry and harsh with her?</p> + +<p>The old man's face lighted.</p> + +<p>"Ah, I see, I see," he said musingly, "Abby and Ben have taken the +little one home. It must be Edith is dead. She was such a puny thing."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_236" id="Page_236">[Pg 236]</a></span> +Then turning his face to the woman who was guiding his faltering footsteps, he asked:</p> + +<p>"And is Edith dead?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," she answered quietly, "Edith is dead." And added "to <i>you</i>," in a whisper.</p> + +<p>"He must never be undeceived," she thought. "It would be too severe a +blow; the truth might kill him." And to Eva she said a little later:</p> + +<p>"Dear, your grandfather is very ill, and not quite right in his mind. He +thinks my name is Abby, and you must not correct him or dispute any +strange thing he may say."</p> + +<p>The journey left the old man very weak indeed, but he talked almost constantly.</p> + +<p>"It was so good of you, Abby, to take the little girl home," he would +say. "But I knowed you had a good heart, and Ben too. He was fond of his +old father, spite of his rough ways. It was pooty lonesome—pooty +lonesome, off there at that place—that Institute where you sent me. +Some folks said it was the Poor House, but I knew better—I knew better. +Ben and you would never send me there. I s'pose it was a good place, but +they had too many patients. Sometimes I was cold and hungry and all +alone for hours and hours. Oh, it's good to be back home with you—you, +Abby—but why don't Ben come?"</p> + +<p>"Ben is away, father."</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, yes. Business, I suppose. Ben'll turn out all right at last. I +always thought so. After he sort o' outgrows 'Liz'beth's trainin'. But I +hope he'll get back for Christmas. Somehow I've been thinkin' lately +'bout the Christmas days when Ben was a little boy. We allus put +something in his stockin' that night, no matter if twan't no more'n a +sweet cake. Sakes alive! how he prized things he found in his stockin' +Christmas mornin's! I got to thinkin' 'bout it all last Christmas out at +that there Institute, and I just<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_237" id="Page_237">[Pg 237]</a></span> laid an' bawled like a baby, I was so +home-sick like. Seemed to me if I could just <i>see</i> Ben's face again, I'd +ask nothin' more of Heaven. And now I think if I can just hear his voice +again, it'll be enough. Do you think he'll git home for Christmas, Abby?"</p> + +<p>"I hope so, dear father, but I cannot tell." Edith answered softly, her +heart seeming to break in her breast as she listened.</p> + +<p>She knew very well that Ben would not go across the street to see the +father he had deserted, and that she could never send for him to come to +<i>her</i> house, to pay even a last visit of mercy.</p> + +<p>"What will I do—how can I explain to him, when Christmas comes and Ben +does not appear?" she thought.</p> + +<p>But the way was shown her by that great Peace-Maker who helps us out of +all difficulties at last.</p> + +<p>Christmas Eve, the old man's constant chatter grew flighty and +incoherent. He talked of people and things unknown to Edith, and spoke +his mother's name many times. Then he fell asleep. In the morning he +seemed very weak, and his voice was fainter.</p> + +<p>"Such a strange dream as I have had, 'Lis'beth," he said, as Edith put +her hand on his brow, and smoothed back the thin, white hair.</p> + +<p>"Such a strange dream, I thought Ben had grown into a man, and had left +me alone—all alone to die. I'm so glad to be awake and find it isn't +true. How dark it is, and how long the night seems! To-morrow is +Christmas. Did you put something in Ben's stockings, 'Lis'beth? I have forgotten."</p> + +<p>"Yes," answered Edith, in a choked voice.</p> + +<p>"And it's gettin' colder, 'Lis'beth. Hadn't you better look after Ben a +little? See if he's covered up well in his crib. You're so careless, +'Lis'beth, the boy'll take his death o' cold yet. And he's all<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_238" id="Page_238">[Pg 238]</a></span> I've +got. He'll make a fine man, a fine man if you don't spoil him, +'Lis'beth. But you hain't no real sense for trainin' a boy, somehow. Is +he covered up? It's bitter, bitter cold."</p> + +<p>"He is well covered," Edith answered. The old man seemed to doze again. +Then he roused a little.</p> + +<p>"It's dawn," he said. "I see the light breaking. Little Ben'll be +crawling out for his stockin' pooty quick: I oughter had the fire made +afore this, to warm his little toes. Strange you couldn't a' waked me, +'Liz'beth! You don't never seem to have no foresight."</p> + +<p>Then the old man fell back on Edith's arm, dead.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_239" id="Page_239">[Pg 239]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="THE_CHRISTMAS_GOBLINS" id="THE_CHRISTMAS_GOBLINS"></a>THE CHRISTMAS GOBLINS.</h2> + +<h3>BY CHARLES DICKENS.</h3> + +<p>In an old abbey town, a long, long while ago there officiated as sexton +and gravedigger in the churchyard one Gabriel Grubb. He was an ill +conditioned cross-grained, surly fellow, who consorted with nobody but +himself and an old wicker-bottle which fitted into his large, deep +waistcoat pocket.</p> + +<p>A little before twilight one Christmas Eve, Gabriel shouldered his +spade, lighted his lantern, and betook himself toward the old +churchyard, for he had a grave to finish by next morning, and feeling +very low, he thought it might raise his spirits, perhaps, if he went on +with his work at once.</p> + +<p>He strode along until he turned into the dark lane which led to the +churchyard—a nice, gloomy, mournful place into which the towns-people +did not care to go except in broad daylight, consequently he was not a +little indignant to hear a young urchin roaring out some jolly song +about a Merry Christmas. Gabriel waited until the boy came up, then +rapped him over the head with his lantern five or six times to teach him +to modulate his voice. And as the boy hurried away, with his hand to his +head, Gabriel Grubb chuckled to himself and entered the churchyard, +locking the gate behind him.</p> + +<p>He took off his coat, put down his lantern, and getting into an +unfinished grave, worked at it for an hour or so with right good will. +But the earth was hardened with the frost, and it was no easy matter to +break it up and shovel it out. At<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_240" id="Page_240">[Pg 240]</a></span> any other time this would have made +Gabriel very miserable, but he was so pleased at having stopped the +small boy's singing that he took little heed of the scanty progress he +had made when he had finished work for the night, and looked down into +the grave with grim satisfaction, murmuring as he gathered up his +things:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div>"Brave lodgings for one, brave lodgings for one,</div> +<div>A few feet of cold earth when life is done."</div> +</div></div> + +<p>"Ho! ho!" he laughed, as he set himself down on a flat tombstone, which +was a favorite resting-place of his, and drew forth his wicker-bottle. +"A coffin at Christmas! A Christmas box. Ho! ho! ho!"</p> + +<p>"Ho! ho! ho!" repeated a voice close beside him.</p> + +<p>"It was the echoes," said he, raising the bottle to his lips again.</p> + +<p>"It was not," said a deep voice.</p> + +<p>Gabriel started up and stood rooted to the spot with terror, for his +eyes rested on a form that made his blood run cold.</p> + +<p>Seated on an upright tombstone close to him was a strange, unearthly +figure. He was sitting perfectly still, grinning at Gabriel Grubb with +such a grin as only a goblin could call up.</p> + +<p>"What do you here on Christmas Eve?" said the goblin, sternly.</p> + +<p>"I came to dig a grave, sir," stammered Gabriel.</p> + +<p>"What man wanders among graves on such a night as this?" cried the +goblin.</p> + +<p>"Gabriel Grubb! Gabriel Grubb!" screamed a wild chorus of voices that +seemed to fill the churchyard.</p> + +<p>"What have you got in that bottle?" said the goblin.</p> + +<p>"Hollands, sir," replied the sexton, trembling more than ever, for he +had bought it of the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_241" id="Page_241">[Pg 241]</a></span> smugglers, and he thought his questioner might be +in the excise department of the goblins.</p> + +<p>"Who drinks Hollands alone, and in a churchyard on such a night as this?"</p> + +<p>"Gabriel Grubb! Gabriel Grubb!" exclaimed the wild voices again.</p> + +<p>"And who, then, is our lawful prize?" exclaimed the goblin, raising his voice.</p> + +<p>The invisible chorus replied, "Gabriel Grubb! Gabriel Grubb!"</p> + +<p>"Well, Gabriel, what do you say to this?" said the goblin, as he grinned +a broader grin than before.</p> + +<p>The sexton gasped for breath.</p> + +<p>"What do you think of this, Gabriel?"</p> + +<p>"It's—it's very curious, sir, very curious, sir, and very pretty," +replied the sexton, half-dead with fright. "But I think I'll go back and +finish my work, sir, if you please."</p> + +<p>"Work!" said the goblin, "what work?"</p> + +<p>"The grave, sir."</p> + +<p>"Oh! the grave, eh? Who makes graves at a time when other men are merry, +and takes a pleasure in it?"</p> + +<p>Again the voices replied, "Gabriel Grubb! Gabriel Grubb!"</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid my friends want you, Gabriel," said the goblin.</p> + +<p>"Under favor, sir," replied the horror-stricken sexton, "I don't think +they can; they don't know me, sir; I don't think the gentlemen have ever seen me."</p> + +<p>"Oh! yes, they have. We know the man who struck the boy in the envious +malice of his heart because the boy could be merry and he could not."</p> + +<p>Here the goblin gave a loud, shrill laugh which the echoes returned twenty-fold.</p> + +<p>"I—I am afraid I must leave you, sir," said the sexton, making an +effort to move.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_242" id="Page_242">[Pg 242]</a></span></p><p>"Leave us!" said the goblin; "ho! ho! ho!"</p> + +<p>As the goblin laughed he suddenly darted toward Gabriel, laid his hand +upon his collar, and sank with him through the earth. And when he had +had time to fetch his breath he found himself in what appeared to be a +large cavern, surrounded on all sides by goblins ugly and grim.</p> + +<p>"And now," said the king of the goblins, seated in the centre of the +room on an elevated seat—his friend of the churchyard—"show the man of +misery and gloom a few of the pictures from our great storehouses."</p> + +<p>As the goblin said this a cloud rolled gradually away and disclosed a +small and scantily furnished but neat apartment. Little children were +gathered round a bright fire, clinging to their mother's gown, or +gamboling round her chair. A frugal meal was spread upon the table and +an elbow-chair was placed near the fire. Soon the father entered and the +children ran to meet him. As he sat down to his meal the mother sat by +his side and all seemed happiness and comfort.</p> + +<p>"What do you think of that?" said the goblin.</p> + +<p>Gabriel murmured something about its being very pretty.</p> + +<p>"Show him some more," said the goblin.</p> + +<p>Many a time the cloud went and came, and many a lesson it taught to +Gabriel Grubb. He saw that men who worked hard and earned their scanty +bread were cheerful and happy. And he came to the conclusion it was a +very respectable sort of a world after all. No sooner had he formed it +than the cloud closed over the last picture seemed to settle on his +senses and lull him to repose. One by one the goblins faded from his +sight, and as the last one disappeared he sank to sleep.</p> + +<p>The day had broken when he awoke, and found himself lying on the flat +gravestone, with the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_243" id="Page_243">[Pg 243]</a></span> wicker-bottle empty by his side. He got on his +feet as well as he could, and brushing the frost off his coat, turned +his face toward the town.</p> + +<p>But he was an altered man, he had learned lessons of gentleness and +good-nature by his strange adventures in the goblin's cavern.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_244" id="Page_244">[Pg 244]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="THE_SONG_OF_THE_STAR" id="THE_SONG_OF_THE_STAR"></a>THE SONG OF THE STAR.</h2> + +<h3>BY REV. C. H. MEAD.</h3> + +<p>"Oh, boys; you can count me out on that—all I can get goes to my mother +and sisters for Christmas."</p> + +<p>The speaker was a manly little newsboy, with good features, a clean face +and bright eyes. His clothes looked neat, though they were adorned with +numerous patches.</p> + +<p>"But see here, Will. Christmas only comes once a year, and why shouldn't +we fellers have our banquet as well as the silk-stockings? What would +they know about things going on in the world anyway, if we newsboys +didn't supply 'em with papers? All in favor of having a banquet, hold up yer hands!"</p> + +<p>Up went a score of hands—some dirty, some clean and some speckled, but +Will's hand remained down. "See here, Will, what's the reason you won't stay by us?"</p> + +<p>The boy hesitated a moment and then said: "Boys, it's mighty close times +up at our house; fried chicken and pound cake don't come our way, +turkeys roost too high for us, and, and—well, boys, if you must know +it, about the only good thing we kids have up there is our mother's +love. See these patches! My mother put them on. See these stockings! My +mother has been mending this same pair of stockings for more than a +year, and she washes and irons them after I've gone to bed at night. +Every stitch of mother's needle and thread is a stitch of love, and one +night not long ago, I opened my eyes and saw my mother's tears<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_245" id="Page_245">[Pg 245]</a></span> dropping +on the sleeve of my coat at the same time she was putting the patch on +this elbow. I tell you, boys, the best thing I've got in the world is my +mother, and the best Christmas gift I ever had is my mother's love. If I +had a million dollars, I'd give them all to my mother in return for her +love. No, no, boys; no banquet for me, as long as I know my mother is +starving herself that we children may have more to eat."</p> + +<p>"Well," replied one of the boys, "if I had a mother like that, maybe I'd +feel the same way; but all we get at our house is a good licking from a +drunken mother, and I'm going in for a square meal at Christmas, if I +never has another."</p> + +<p>The boys, gathered on the sidewalk by one of the parks, were suddenly +startled by a cry "Look out there!" and the next moment a runaway horse +dashed into their midst; little Will was knocked over, and was soon +carried into a neighboring drug store, all unconscious of what had +happened. It was soon discovered that his arm was broken, and his body +bruised in a number of places. The moment he regained consciousness and +found what had occurred, he said:</p> + +<p>"Take me to my mother; she will take care of me somehow, though this +isn't exactly the kind of a Christmas gift I meant she should have. Say, +boys, one of you go up to our house, and tell her easy about this; don't +burst in sudden and scare her, but tell her it isn't dangerous, +and—well, just tell her I love her."</p> + +<p>The boys wiped their eyes and one of them said, "This busts up our +banquet, fellers; I'll go and tell Will's mother, and, say, fellers, +shan't I tell her we will give our banquet money to help her out at +Christmas?"</p> + +<p>A hearty "You bet we will," was the response, as big Tom sped away to +carry the news to Will's mother, while kind hands helped carry the +injured<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_246" id="Page_246">[Pg 246]</a></span> boy to his home. It was a poor home into which he was borne, +but everything was as neat and tidy as could be. A woman stood at the +door, and it needed but one glance to know that she was the mother of +Will. Poverty and hunger had failed to rob her of her beauty, and there +was an air of refinement about her that told of better days and happier surroundings.</p> + +<p>"Christmas hasn't come yet, mother," said Will, "but I have. Don't you +worry; I'll come out of this all right, and we will have a good Christmas yet."</p> + +<p>The mother kissed him tenderly as she said, "No, I will not worry, so +long as I have God, and you, and Josie, and Maggie, and Tot. When +Christmas comes round, Will, it will be a good day whatever it brings."</p> + +<p>"It will bring yer heaps of things, Mrs. Sandford," blurted out big Tom, +"for we fellers has given up havin' a banquet, and are going to bring +yer something that Will can't bring now. Don't yer worry a bit," and +here the rough fellow burst into tears, and rushed out of the house.</p> + +<p>A few more days, and then Christmas Eve came round, and a bright night +it was. Will lay sleeping on the bed, his mother near by, pretending to +read, but in reality using the dear old Bible as a shield to hide the +tears that trickled down her cheeks. The mother was thinking, and +thinking fast, too. It was only a little over thirteen years since her +father had closed the door in her face and told her never to return. The +man she loved was not the fashionable fop her father had selected for +her as a husband, and secretly she had given her hand to the man to whom +long before she had given her heart. All went well, until three years +ago, when her husband died suddenly, and she found herself with no means +and four children to take care of. Too proud to apply to her father for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_247" id="Page_247">[Pg 247]</a></span> +help, she struggled on as best she could, leaning hard on the God whom +her mother had taught her to love.</p> + +<p>Her children were a comfort to her, for they had inherited the natural +goodness of both their parents. Her tears now fell fast, for as she +thought, she also listened to the voices of her two youngest children +who were standing over by the window together.</p> + +<p>"Say, Maggie, does yer see dat bright star up dere? I wonder if dat is +de star what de shepherds seen! If it is, it seems to be looking right +down at us. Maybe Jesus is in dat star, and if He is, He won't forget us, will He?"</p> + +<p>And Tot looked at Maggie as the latter said: "Jesus loved little +children, Tot, when He was on the earth, and I guess He loves them yet. +That's a very bright star—it must be the one that was seen by the +shepherds at Bethlehem."</p> + +<p>"I think so, too," said Tot, "and may be Josie will hear some of dem +'good tidings' while she is out. Oh! Maggie, Jesus must love mother; she +is so good, and I think He has sent that star to tell us to look out for good news."</p> + +<p>And where was Josie all this time? The mother thought she had gone into +a neighbor's, where she frequently went, and so felt no anxiety.</p> + +<p>Out in the streets of the big city, side by side walked plenty and +poverty, wealth and wretchedness, happiness and hunger, gladness and +grief. Some carried bundles in their arms, while others carried burdens +in their hearts. Over all, the good God watched, and down upon all the +bright star shone. But what is that? Suddenly on one of the streets the +people stopped and listened. On the steps of a stoop leading up to a +lighted mansion stood a little girl who looked like a bright angel from +heaven. Far above, overhead, shone the bright star that Maggie and Tot +had seen; it was their<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_248" id="Page_248">[Pg 248]</a></span> star and it was her star, for Josie, too, had +discovered it, and somehow felt that the star that had brought "good +tidings of great joy" to the shepherds on Bethlehem's plains, had come +again and to bring once more "good tidings." She had mounted the steps +to get nearer the star, and then all unconscious of the people, in a +rich, sweet voice, she sang:—</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div>I think, when I read that sweet story of old,</div> +<div class="i1">When Jesus was here among men;</div> +<div>How He called little children, as lambs to His fold;</div> +<div class="i1">I should like to have been with Him then.</div> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<div>I wish that His hands had been placed on my head,</div> +<div class="i1">That His arms had been thrown around me;</div> +<div>That I might have seen His kind look, when He said,</div> +<div class="i1">"Let the little ones come unto Me."</div> +</div></div> + +<p>As she sang, her gaze was fixed on the star, and even her hands were +lifted toward it. The people looked at her; an angel had appeared in +their midst—her face, her voice, her upturned eyes, her uplifted hands, +held them spell-bound, until some one looking up in the direction she +pointed, cried out: "See that star!" Heavenward went the gaze of the +multitude, and once more there seemed to come to them a voice, saying: +"Fear not, for behold I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall +be to all people." The face of Josie was illumined and even the +multitude that had gathered, failed to alarm her. The star with its +"good tidings" was over her head and in her heart as well. "Who are you, +my child?" said a gentleman who had come up on the steps where she +stood. "Please, sir, I am Josie Sandford." The gentleman gave a start +and said, "Sandford, Josie Sandford? Pray where do you live, Josie?" She +told him, and in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_249" id="Page_249">[Pg 249]</a></span> response to other questions, told of mother, brother +and sisters.</p> + +<p>"Oh, sir; do you see the star? I am sure it has some 'good tidings' for +us at our house, and I must hurry home and tell mother all about it. Good-bye."</p> + +<p>Away sped the child until she reached her home, and then entering the +room quietly, she went up to her mother and said: "Have you seen the +star, mother?" Maggie and Tot cried out, "We've seen it; come, mother, +and look quick." The mother went quietly to the window, and there beheld +a star of wonderful brightness, and as she gazed, her face took on a new +light and into her heart came a great peace. The sleeping boy was +awakened by the voices, and he, too, made his way to the window and +looked at the star. "At evening time it shall be light."</p> + +<p>It had come, and—something else had come, too, for steps were heard on +the stairs, followed by a knock on the door, on opening which, in came a +company of newsboys headed by big Tom. They bore bundles and baskets, +provisions and poultry, sunshine and sugar, toys and turnips, good-will +and grapes, cheer and celery, and things that no one but those who had +lacked for them, would ever have thought of. Big Tom was the spokesman +for the happy company.</p> + +<p>"If yer please, Mrs. Sandford," he said, "there's our banquet. We wasn't +going to come until to-morrow morning, but when we got the things all +together, we just couldn't wait any longer, so we've brought 'em +to-night, and if it isn't too soon, ma'am, we wishes you, and Will, and +Josie, and Maggie, and Tot a 'Merry Christmas,' doesn't we, boys?"</p> + +<p>"Indeed we does!" responded the boys. The faces of that mother and her +children were a sight to behold. Smiles and tears greeted the boys, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_250" id="Page_250">[Pg 250]</a></span> +the mother and her three girls had a kiss for each of them. Then Tot +said: "I knowed it. I knowed it! De star had Jesus in it, and I knowed +He see Maggie and me looking up at it."</p> + +<p>"Well, boys," said Mrs. Sandford, "you shall have your banquet, for I +want you all to take Christmas dinner with us to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"Yes, boys, you shall all take dinner with Mrs. Sandford and her +children to-morrow, but it must be at the home of her parents and not +here," said a gentleman who had not been noticed as he stood in the hallway.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Sandford started as the owner of the voice entered the room, and +little Josie sprang toward him at the same moment. She resembled her +mother and was her namesake as well. The gentleman stretched out his +arms toward Mrs. Sandford as he said to her:</p> + +<p>"Josie, can you forgive me for the harshness with which I drove you +years ago from my door? God only knows how I have suffered, and for +years I have hunted high and low for you, and have advertised time and +again. But all was in vain, until to-night I saw your face and heard +your voice once more, as my grandchild, Josie, stood singing on the +steps and gazing at the star. In her I found you again, and oh, how your +mother and I have prayed for this time to come."</p> + +<p>Long before he had finished, the daughter was in her father's arms once +more, and the children were clinging to their new-found grandparent. The +newsboys looked on in wonder, and suddenly little Tot ran to the window +and then cried out—"Oh, grandpa, the star is here yet, and it shines +brighter than before," and she threw a kiss up to the star.</p> + +<p>Christmas morning came and found them all in a home of plenty. A chair +that had long stood vacant at that table, was once more filled, and +near<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_251" id="Page_251">[Pg 251]</a></span> it were four other chairs for the new-found grand-children. Was it +a "Merry Christmas," did you inquire? Just ask those newsboys who came +at two o'clock if they ever had such a banquet before or since, or +whether they ever saw a home in which the "Star of Bethlehem" shone with +greater splendor. And over the earth the star still shines, and will +continue to shine until all mankind shall yet have a "Merry Christmas."</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_252" id="Page_252">[Pg 252]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="INDIAN_PETES_CHRISTMAS_GIFT" id="INDIAN_PETES_CHRISTMAS_GIFT"></a>INDIAN PETE'S CHRISTMAS GIFT.</h2> + +<h3>BY HERBERT W. COLLINGWOOD.</h3> + +<p>The moon was just peeping over the pines as Pete Shivershee slunk down +the road from the lumber camp into the forest. Pete did not present a +surpassingly dignified appearance as he skulked through the clearing, +but he was not a very dignified person even at his best.</p> + +<p>Most persons would have said, I think, that Pete's method of departure +was hardly appropriate for one who had been selected by the citizens of +Carter's Camp to go on an important mission. But Pete had his own +reasons for his actions. He crept along behind the stumps and logs till +he reached the forest. Then, as if the shadow gave him fresh courage and +dignity, he drew himself upright, and started at a sharp trot down the +road toward the village.</p> + +<p>We have said that Pete had reasons for his conduct. They were good ones. +In the first place, he was an Indian. Not a "noble son of the forest," +such as Cooper loved to picture, but a mean, dirty, yellow-faced +"<i>Injun</i>." Lazy and worthless, picking up a living about the lumber +camps, working as little as he could, and eating and drinking as much as +possible: such was the messenger. The mission was worse yet.</p> + +<p>It was Christmas Eve. The snow covered the ground, and the ice had +stilled for the time the mouth of the roaring river. It was Saturday +night as well; and for some time past the lumbermen had been considering +the advisability of keeping<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_253" id="Page_253">[Pg 253]</a></span> the good old holiday with some form of +celebration suited to the occasion.</p> + +<p>The citizens of Carter's Camp were not remarkably fastidious. They knew +but one form of celebration, and they had no thought of hunting out new +ones. The one thing needful to make a celebration completely successful +was—liquor. This they must have in order to do justice to the day.</p> + +<p>The temperance laws of Carter's were very strict. Not that the moral +sentiment of the place was particularly high, but it had been noticed +that the amounts of labor and whisky were in inverse proportion. The +more whisky, the less labor. It was a pure question of political +economy. The foreman had often stated that he would prosecute to the +fullest extent of the law the first man caught bringing whisky into +camp. The foreman did not attempt, perhaps, to deny that his knowledge +of the law was somewhat crude. He had forcibly stated, however, that +should a case be brought before him, he would himself act as judge and +jury, while his fist and foot would take the place of witness and +counsel. There was something so terrible in this statement, coming as it +did from the largest man in camp, that very little whisky had thus far been brought in.</p> + +<p>Christmas had come, and the drinking element in Carter's Camp proposed +that Pete Shivershee—the "Injun"—be sent to town for a quantity of the +liquid poison, that the drinkers might "enjoy" themselves.</p> + +<p>Bill Gammon found Pete curled up by the stove. He took him out of doors +and explained the business in hand. Bill prided himself somewhat on his +ability to "git work out of Injuns." Pete muttered only "all right." He +took the money Bill gave him, and then slunk away down the road for the +forest, as we have seen him.</p> + +<p class="center">* * * * *</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_254" id="Page_254">[Pg 254]</a></span></p><p>Bill felt so confident of the success of his experiment that he did not +hesitate to inform the boys that Pete was "dead sure" to return. He +would stake his reputation upon it.</p> + +<p>Pete was in a hard position. If he loved anything in this world, it was +whisky. If there was anything he feared, it was Bill's fist. The two +were sure to go together. The money jingling in his pocket suggested +unlimited pleasures, but over every one hung Bill's hard fist. He ran +several miles through the forest, till, turning a corner of the road, he +came upon a little clearing, in which stood a small log house. Pete knew +the place well. Here lived Jeff Hunt with his wife, a French woman, and +their troop of children.</p> + +<p>Jeff was a person of little importance by the side of his wife, though, +like all "lords of creation," he considered himself the legal and proper +head of the family, as well as one of the mainstays of society. His part +of the family government consisted, for the most part, in keeping the +house supplied with wood and water, and in smoking his comfortable pipe +in the corner, while his wife bent over her tub.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Hunt was the only woman near the camp, and so all the laundry work +fell to her. Laundry work in the pine woods implies mending and darning, +as well as washing and ironing, and the poor little woman had her hands +full of work surely. It was rub, rub, rub, day after day, over the +steaming tub, with the children running about like little wolves, and +Jeff kindly giving his advice from his comfortable corner. And even +after the children were in bed at night, she must sit up and mend the clean clothes.</p> + +<p>What a pack of children there were! How rough and strong they seemed, +running about all day, all but poor little Marie, the oldest. She had +never been strong, and now at last she was dying of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_255" id="Page_255">[Pg 255]</a></span> consumption. She +could not sit up at all, but lay all day on the little bed in the +corner, watching her mother with sad, beautiful eyes.</p> + +<p>The brave little Frenchwoman's heart almost failed her at times, as she +saw how day by day the little form grew thinner, the eyes more +beautiful, the cheeks more flushed. She knew the signs too well, but +there was nothing she could do.</p> + +<p>Pete was a regular visitor at Jeff's and always a welcome one. His work +was to carry the washing to and from camp. He came nearer to feeling +like a man at Jeff's house than at any other place he knew of. Everyone +but Mrs. Hunt and little Marie called him only "Injun," but they always +said "Mr. Shivershee." The "Meester Shivershee" of the little +Frenchwoman was the nearest claim to respectability that Pete felt able +to make. One night while carrying home the clothes, he dropped them in +the mud. He never minded the whipping Bill Gammon gave him half as much +as he did poor Mrs. Hunt's tears, to think how her work had gone for nothing.</p> + +<p>As Pete came trotting down the road, Jeff stood in front of his house +chopping stove-wood from a great log. A lantern, hung on a stump, +provided light for his purpose. Pete stopped from sheer force of habit +in front of the house, and Jeff, glad of any chance to interrupt his +work, paused to talk with him.</p> + +<p>"Walk in, Injun," said Jeff, hospitably. "Yer clo'es ain't quite ready, +but the woman will hev 'em all up soon—walk in."</p> + +<p>It suddenly came over Pete that this was his night for taking the +clothes home, but his present errand was of far more importance than +mere laundry work.</p> + +<p>"Me no stop. I goin' ter town. Great work. Large bizness." By which +vague hints he meant no doubt to impress Jeff with a sense of the +dignity<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_256" id="Page_256">[Pg 256]</a></span> of his mission, and yet cunningly to keep its object concealed.</p> + +<p>"Goin' to town, be ye? Great doin's ter camp ter-morrer, I s'pose. I'll +be round ef I kin git away, but walk in, Injun, an' git yer supper, an' +see the wimmin," and Jeff opened the door for Pete to pass in.</p> + +<p>The thought of supper was too much for Pete and he slunk in after Jeff +and stood in the corner by the door. The room was hardly an inviting +one, and yet if Pete had been a white man some thoughts of "home, sweet +home," must have passed through his mind. But he was only a despised "Injun."</p> + +<p>A rough board table was laid for supper at one side of the room. In the +corner little Marie lay with the firelight falling over her poor thin +face. Pete must have felt, as he looked at her, like some hopeless +convict gazing through his prison bars upon some fair saint passing +before him. She seemed to be in another world than his; there seemed +between them a gulf that could not be bridged. Three of the larger +children were sobbing in the corner, while the rest formed a sorrowful +group about an old box in which were two or three simple plants frozen +and yellow. Mrs. Hunt was frying pork over the hot stove. As she looked +up at Pete, he noticed that she had been crying.</p> + +<p>Jeff was the very prince of hosts. He made haste to make Pete feel at home.</p> + +<p>"Set by, Injun. So the boys is goin' ter kinder cellybrate ter-morrer, be they?"</p> + +<p>But Pete felt that his mission must not be disclosed. "What matter is +with kids?" he asked, to change the subject.</p> + +<p>"Oh, they're jest a-yellin' about them flowers," explained Jeff. "Ye see +they hev been a-trainin' some posies indoors against ter-morrer, ye +know. Ter-morrer's Christmas, ye see, an' them kids they<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_257" id="Page_257">[Pg 257]</a></span> hed an idee +they'd hev some flowers fer ter dekerate thet corner where the little +gal is. Little gals, when they ain't well, like sech things, ye know."</p> + +<p>Pete nodded. He was not aware of this love of diminutive females, but it +would not show very good breeding to appear ignorant.</p> + +<p>"Wall, ye see," continued Jeff, "they kep the flowers away from the +little gal, meanin' ter s'prise her like. But jest this afternoon they +gut ketched by the frost, an' now there they be stiffer'n stakes. It is +kinder bad, ain't it—'specially ez it's Christmas, too?"</p> + +<p>"What Crissmus?" put in Pete.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Christmas? Wall, it's a sorter <i>day</i> like. It's somethin' like +other days, an' yet it ain't. But then, Injun, I don't s'pose ye would +understand ef I wuz ter tell ye." And Jeff concealed his own ignorance, +as many wiser and better men have done, by assuming a tone too lofty for his audience.</p> + +<p>But Mrs. Hunt could explain, even if Jeff could not. She paused on the +way to the stove with a dish of pork in her hand.</p> + +<p>"It eez the day of the good Lord, Meester Shivershee. It eez the day +when the good Lord He was born, and when all people should be glad." But +the little woman belied her own creed as she thought of little Marie and the dead flowers.</p> + +<p>I hardly think Pete gained a very clear idea of the day, even from Mrs. +Hunt's explanation. It was, I fear, all Greek to him.</p> + +<p>"What flowers fer?" he asked, as, in response to Jeff's polite +invitation, he "sat by" and began supper.</p> + +<p>"Wall, it's a sorter idee of the wimmin," explained Jeff. "Looks kinder +pooty to see flowers round; ye see, kinder slicks up a room like. All +these things hez ter come inter keepin' house, ye<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_258" id="Page_258">[Pg 258]</a></span> see, Injun." With +which broad explanation Jeff helped himself to a piece of pork.</p> + +<p>But Mrs. Hunt was bound to explain too. Her explanation was certainly more poetic.</p> + +<p>"It eez the way we show our love for the good Lord, Meester Shivershee. +What is more beautiful than the flowers? We take the flowers, and with +much love we place them upon the walls, and we make others happy with +them, and the good Lord, who loves us all, He is pleased,"—but here, +seeing the sobbing children and the frozen plants, she could not help +wiping her eyes upon her apron.</p> + +<p>The little sufferer on the bed saw this action. Her voice was almost +gone. "Never mind, mamma," she whispered; but the beautiful eyes were +filled with tears, for she knew that mamma <i>would</i> mind—that she could not help it.</p> + +<p>Pete listened to all this attentively. "Injun" that he was, of course he +could not understand it all, and yet he could hardly help seeing +something of the sorrow that the loss of the flowers had brought upon +the family. He finished his supper, and then slunk out at the door +again. Jeff followed him out.</p> + +<p>"Little gal ever git well?" asked Pete.</p> + +<p>"No; I don't s'pose she will," answered Jeff. "There ain't no hopes held +out fer her. Makes it kinder bad, ye see. Nice, clever little gal as +ever lived, too. Stop in an' git yer clo'es when ye come back, will ye?"</p> + +<p>"All right," muttered Pete, as he trotted away toward the town.</p> + +<p class="center">* * * * *</p> + +<p>I wonder what Pete was thinking about as he ran through the forest. An +"Injun's" thoughts on any ordinary subject cannot be very deep, yet when +one comes from such a scene as Pete had just witnessed, and when such +sad eyes as Marie's haunt one all along a lonely road, even an<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_259" id="Page_259">[Pg 259]</a></span> +"Injun's" thoughts must be worth noticing. Let us imagine what Pete's +thoughts were as he shuffled mile after mile through the snow. The scene +he had just left rose before his dulled "Injun" mind. How kind Mrs. Hunt +had always been to him! She was the only one that called him "Mister." +How queer it was that the children should cry because the flowers were +killed! How little Marie had looked at him! Somehow Pete could not drive +those sad eyes away. They seemed to be looking at him from every stump, +from every tree. They were filled with tears now—could it be because +the flowers were frozen?</p> + +<p>It is no wonder that when at last the few lingering village lights came +into view, Pete was wondering how he could help matters out.</p> + +<p>It was quite late, and most of the shops were closed. Only here and +there some late worker showed a light. The bar-rooms were open full +blast, and as Pete glided down the sawdust street it needed all the +remembrance of Bill's fist to keep him from parting with a portion of +the jingling money for an equal amount of good cheer. But the fist had +the best of it, and he went straight on to the last bar-room. Surely +Bill was right. Nothing but a miracle could stop him.</p> + +<p>But the miracle was performed, and when Pete least expected it.</p> + +<p>Pete knew better than to go into the front door of the bar-room. He knew +how well he and all his race are protected by the government. It had +been decided that no one should be allowed to sell liquor to an +"Injun"—at least at the regular bar. If an "Injun," however, could so +far lose sight of his personal dignity as to come sneaking in at the +back door, and pay an extra price for his liquor, whose business was it?</p> + +<p>Pete knew the way of bar-tenders. He had been in the business before. He +did not go in at<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_260" id="Page_260">[Pg 260]</a></span> the front door where the higher-bred white men were +made welcome, but slunk down an alley by the side of the building, +meaning to go in the back way.</p> + +<p>There was no light in the store next the bar-room. It was a milliner's +store and had been closed for some hours. But in the back room two women +were working away anxious to finish a hat, evidently intended for some +village belle's Christmas. Pete stopped in the dark alley for a moment to watch them.</p> + +<p>A man sat asleep in a chair by the stove, but the women worked on with +tireless fingers. The hat was growing more and more brilliant under +their quick touches. By their side stood a basket of artificial flowers +and bright ribbons. It seemed to Pete that he had never before seen +anything so beautiful. Here were flowers—why could he not get some for +the little sick girl?</p> + +<p>It was a severe struggle for the poor "Injun," out there in the dark +alley. The thought of the thrashing he would receive on the one hand, +and the sad eyes of Marie on the other. What could he do? But even an +"Injun" can remember a kindness. It may have been a miracle, or it may +have been just the out-cropping of the desire to repay a kindness which +even an "Injun" is said to possess. At any rate the eyes conquered and +Pete braved the fist of Bill. For fear that he should lose courage, he +pushed against the door of the room, and entered without ceremony.</p> + +<p>There was a great commotion, I can assure you. The idea of an "Injun" +pushing his way into the back parlor of a milliner's shop was too much +of a revolutionary proceeding to pass unnoticed. The women dropped their +work with a little scream, while the man started from his chair with +most violent intent upon poor Pete.</p> + +<p>"What be ye after here, Injun?" he growled. "Hump yerself outer +here—git a-goin'!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_261" id="Page_261">[Pg 261]</a></span></p><p>But Pete pulled out his money, at the sight of which the standing army +of the milliner's store paused. Money has smoothed over many an outrage. +It might perhaps excuse even such an action on the part of an "Injun."</p> + +<p>"I want flowers," Pete said, pointing to the basket. "Give me flowers—I pay."</p> + +<p>"Oh, ye wanter buy sum of them artyficial flowers, do ye? This is a +pooty time o' night ter come flower huntin,' ain't it? Jest pick out yer +flowers, an' then climb out!"—and he held the basket out at arm's +length for Pete to select.</p> + +<p>Pete took a great red rose, and a white flower. There was not very much +of a stock to select from, but Pete, with "Injun" instinct, selected the +largest and gaudiest.</p> + +<p>"Them is wurth about ten shillins," figured up the merchant, taking the +money from Pete's hand.</p> + +<p>Pete carefully placed the flowers in the pocket of his ragged coat, and +started for the door. The milliner's man, rendered affable by the most +surprising bargain he had just made, naturally wished to retain the +patronage of such a model customer.</p> + +<p>"Want anything in our line, Injun, jest call round an' we'll please ye. +Only come a little afore bed-time when ye come again." But Pete slunk +out at the door and did not hear him.</p> + +<p>Pete's money was nearly gone, but he had a scheme in his head. He slunk +in at the back door of the bar-room, and obtained his jug, and what +whiskey he could buy with the rest of his money. Then up the street he +ran again, out of town, stopping only once at the pump to fill the jug +to the top with water. Resolutely fastening in the stopper, and not even +raising the jug to his mouth, he started for camp at his long, swinging +trot, with the jug in his hand. Mile after mile was passed over, yet +Pete did not stop till Jeff Hunt's cabin<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_262" id="Page_262">[Pg 262]</a></span> came in sight. Hiding his jug +behind a log, he crept up to the window and looked in.</p> + +<p>The light was burning on the table, while Mrs. Hunt sat nodding over her +work. She had been mending the clothes so that Pete could take them back +with him. Tired out, she had fallen asleep. The box of frozen plants +still stood by the table. Pete grinned as he saw them, thinking of the +great flowers in his pocket. Marie was asleep. Over her head were hung +long clusters of moss, with masses of ground pine and red berries.</p> + +<p>Pete stole to the door and went in. Mrs. Hunt woke with a start, but at +sight of Pete smiled in her weary way. Pete made up his bundle of +clothes, and then pulled out the great red rose and the white flower. He +laid them on the table with—"Flowers fer little gal. Sick. Make her +think Crissmus. Good flowers. All color. No fade. No smell. No wear +out." Then, catching up his bundle, he slunk away without waiting for +Mrs. Hunt's thanks.</p> + +<p class="center">* * * * *</p> + +<p>When Bill Gammon woke in the morning, he found the jug at the foot of +his bunk. But Pete was nowhere to be seen. He had left the jug and fled.</p> + +<p>The Christmas celebration at Carter's was a very tame affair. Many were +the curses showered upon Pete, and had that worthy been present, I doubt +if even the thought of the famous miracle would have sustained him in +the beating he would have received. But if Pete's conduct produced such +a sad effect upon the festivities at Carter's, the joy it caused at Jeff +Hunt's cabin made matters even. The glad Christmas sun, glad with the +promise of the "old, old story," came dancing and sparkling over the +trees, and looked down in wonderful tenderness upon the humble cabin. +The first bright beams fell upon the bed where little Marie was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_263" id="Page_263">[Pg 263]</a></span> lying. +They showed her the rose and the white flower nestling in the +evergreens. The children came and stood in wonder before the rude +flowers. How wonderful they were! Where could they have come from?</p> + +<p>The face of the little girl was more patient than before. The eyes +seemed more tender, and yet not so sad. Perhaps the glad sun, the same +good sun that had looked upon that far-away tomb from which the stone +had rolled, whispered to her, as it played about her face, how soon the +stone would roll from her life; how soon she would forget all her care +and trouble, and enter the land of sunshine and flowers. It may be that +the good old Christmas sun even hunted out poor despised Pete, and told +him something of its happiness. I am sure he deserved it. Let us hope so at any rate.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_264" id="Page_264">[Pg 264]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="MY_CHRISTMAS_DINNER" id="MY_CHRISTMAS_DINNER"></a>MY CHRISTMAS DINNER.</h2> + +<hr class="tiny" /> + +<p>It was on the twentieth of December last that I received an invitation +from my friend, Mr. Phiggins, to dine with him in Mark Lane, on +Christmas Day. I had several reasons for declining this proposition. The +first was that Mr. P. makes it a rule, at all these festivals, to empty +the entire contents of his counting-house into his little dining parlor; +and you consequently sit down to dinner with six white-waistcoated +clerks, let loose upon a turkey. The second was that I am not +sufficiently well read in cotton and sugar, to enter with any spirit +into the subject of conversation. And the third was, and is, that I +never drink Cape wine. But by far the most prevailing reason remains to +be told. I had been anticipating for some days, and was hourly in the +hope of receiving, an invitation to spend my Christmas Day in a most +irresistible quarter. I was expecting, indeed, the felicity of eating +plum-pudding with an angel; and, on the strength of my imaginary +engagement, I returned a polite note to Mr. P., reducing him to the +necessity of advertising for another candidate for Cape and turkey.</p> + +<p>The twenty-first came. Another invitation—to dine with a regiment of +roast-beef eaters, at Clapham. I declined this also, for the above +reason, and for one other, <i>viz.</i>, that, on dining there ten Christmas +Days ago, it was discovered, on sitting down, that one little +accompaniment of the roast beef had been entirely overlooked. Would it +be believed!—but I will not stay to mystify—I merely mention the fact. +They had forgotten the horseradish.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_265" id="Page_265">[Pg 265]</a></span></p><p>The next day arrived, and with it a neat epistle, sealed with +violet-colored wax, from Upper Brook street. "Dine with the ladies—at +home on Christmas Day." Very tempting, it is true; but not exactly the +letter I was longing for. I began, however, to debate within myself upon +the policy of securing this bird in hand, instead of waiting for the two +that were still hopping about the bush, when the consultation was +suddenly brought to a close, by a prophetic view of the portfolio of +drawings fresh from boarding-school—moths and roses on embossed +paper;—to say nothing of the album, in which I stood engaged to write +an elegy on a Java sparrow, that had been the favorite in the family for +three days. I rung for gilt-edged, pleaded a world of polite regret, and again declined.</p> + +<p>The twenty-third dawned; time was getting on rather rapidly; but no card +came. I began to despair of any more invitations, and to repent of my +refusals. Breakfast was hardly over, however, when the servant brought +up—not a letter—but an aunt and a brace of cousins from Bayswater. +They would listen to no excuse; consanguinity required me, and Christmas +was not my own. Now my cousins kept no albums; they are really as pretty +as cousins can be; and when violent hands, with white kid gloves, are +laid on one, it is sometimes difficult to effect an escape with becoming +elegance. I could not, however, give up my darling hope of a pleasanter +prospect. They fought with me in fifty engagements—that I pretended to +have made. I showed them the Court Guide, with ten names +obliterated—being those of persons who had <i>not</i> asked me to mince-meat +and mistletoe; and I ultimately gained my cause by quartering the +remains of an infectious fever on the sensitive fears of my aunt, and by +dividing a rheumatism and a sprained ankle between my sympathetic cousins.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_266" id="Page_266">[Pg 266]</a></span></p><p>As soon as they were gone, I walked out, sauntering involuntarily in +the direction of the only house in which I felt I could spend a "happy" +Christmas. As I approached, a porter brought a large hamper to the door. +"A present from the country," thought I, "yes, they <i>do</i> dine at home; +they must ask me; they know that I am in town." Immediately afterward a +servant issued with a letter; he took the nearest way to my lodgings, +and I hurried back by another street to receive the so-much-wished-for +invitation. I was in a state of delirious delight.</p> + +<p>I arrived—but there was no letter. I sat down to wait, in a spirit of +calmer enjoyment than I had experienced for some days; and in less than +half an hour a note was brought to me. At length, the desired despatch +had come; it seemed written on the leaf of a lily with a pen dipped in +dew. I opened it—and had nearly fainted with disappointment. It was +from a stock-broker, who begins an anecdote of Mr. Rothschild before +dinner, and finishes it with the fourth bottle—and who makes his eight +children stay up to supper and snap-dragon. In macadamizing a stray +stone in one of his periodical puddings, I once lost a tooth, and with +it an heiress of some reputation. I wrote a most irritable apology, and +despatched my warmest regards in a whirlwind.</p> + +<p>December the twenty-fourth—I began to count the hours, and uttered many +poetical things about the wings of Time. Alack! no letter came;—yes, I +received a note from a distinguished dramatist, requesting the honor, +etc. But I was too cunning for this, and practiced wisdom for once. I +happened to reflect that his pantomime was to make its appearance on the +night after, and that his object was to perpetrate the whole programme +upon me. Regret that I could not have the pleasure of meeting Mr. Paulo, +and the rest of the <i>literati</i> to be then<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_267" id="Page_267">[Pg 267]</a></span> and there assembled, was of +course immediately expressed.</p> + +<p>My mind became restless and agitated. I felt, amidst all these +invitations, cruelly neglected. They served, indeed, but to increase my +uneasiness, as they opened prospects of happiness in which I could take +no share. They discovered a most tempting dessert, composed of forbidden +fruit. I took down "Childe Harold," and read myself into a sublime +contempt of mankind. I began to perceive that merriment is only malice +in disguise, and that the chief cardinal virtue is misanthropy.</p> + +<p>I sat "nursing my wrath," till it scorched me; when the arrival of +another epistle suddenly charmed me from this state of delicious +melancholy and delightful endurance of wrong. I sickened as I surveyed, +and trembled as I opened it. It was dated——, but no matter; it was not +<i>the</i> letter. In such a frenzy as mine, raging to behold the object of +my admiration condescend, not to <i>eat</i> a custard, but to render it +invisible—to be invited perhaps to a tart fabricated by her own +ethereal fingers; with such possibilities before me, how could I think +of joining a "friendly party,"—where I should inevitably sit next to a +deaf lady, who had been, when a little girl, patted on the head by +Wilkes, or my Lord North, she could not recollect which—had taken tea +with the author of "Junius," but had forgotten his name—and who once +asked me "whether Mr. Munden's monument was in Westminster Abbey or St. +Paul's?"—I seized a pen, and presented my compliments. I hesitated—for +the peril of precariousness of my situation flashed on my mind; but hope +had still left me a straw to catch at, and I at length succeeded in +resisting this late and terrible temptation.</p> + +<p>After the first burst of excitement, I sunk into still deeper +despondency. My spirit became a prey to anxiety and remorse. I could not +eat; dinner<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_268" id="Page_268">[Pg 268]</a></span> was removed with unlifted covers. I went out. The world +seemed to have acquired a new face; nothing was to be seen but raisins +and rounds of beef. I wandered about like Lear—I had given up all! I +felt myself grated against the world like a nutmeg. It grew dark—I +sustained a still gloomier shock. Every chance seemed to have expired, +and everybody seemed to have a delightful engagement for the next day. I +alone was disengaged—I felt like the Last Man! To-morrow appeared to +have already commenced its career; mankind had anticipated the future; +"and coming mince pies cast their shadows before."</p> + +<p>In this state of desolation and dismay, I called—I could not help +it—at the house to which I had so fondly anticipated an invitation, and +a welcome. My protest must here however be recorded, that though I +called in the hope of being asked, it was my fixed determination not to +avail myself of so protracted a piece of politeness. No: my triumph +would have been to have annihilated them with an engagement made in +September, payable three months after date. With these feelings, I gave +an agitated knock—they were stoning the plums, and did not immediately +attend. I rung—how unlike a dinner bell it sounded! A girl at length +made her appearance, and, with a mouthful of citron, informed me that +the family had gone to spend their Christmas Eve in Portland Place. I +rushed down the steps, I hardly knew whither. My first impulse was to go +to some wharf and inquire what vessels were starting for America. But it +was a cold night—I went home and threw myself on my miserable couch. In +other words, I went to bed.</p> + +<p>I dozed and dreamed away the hours till day-break. Sometimes I fancied +myself seated in a roaring circle, roasting chestnuts at a blazing log: +at others, that I had fallen into the Serpentine while skating, and that +the Humane Society were<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_269" id="Page_269">[Pg 269]</a></span> piling upon me a Pelion, or rather a Vesuvius +of blankets. I awoke a little refreshed. Alas! it was the twenty-fifth +of the month—It was Christmas Day! Let the reader, if he possess the +imagination of Milton, conceive my sensations.</p> + +<p>I swallowed an atom of dry toast—nothing could calm the fever of my +soul. I stirred the fire and read Zimmermann alternately. Even +reason—the last remedy one has recourse to in such cases—came at +length to my relief: I argued myself into a philosophic fit. But, +unluckily, just as the Lethean tide within me was at its height, my +landlady broke in upon my lethargy, and chased away by a single word all +the little sprites and pleasures that were acting as my physicians, and +prescribing balm for my wounds. She paid me the usual compliment, and +then—"Do you dine at home to-day, sir?" abruptly inquired she. Here was +a question. No Spanish inquisitor ever inflicted such complete dismay in +so short a sentence. Had she given me a Sphynx to expound, a Gordian +tangle to untwist; had she set me a lesson in algebra, or asked me the +way to Brobdingnag; had she desired me to show her the North Pole, or +the meaning of a melodrama:—any or all of these I might have +accomplished. But to request me to define my dinner—to inquire into its +latitude—to compel me to fathom that sea of appetite which I now felt +rushing through my frame—to ask me to dive into futurity, and become +the prophet of pies and preserves!—My heart died within me at the +impossibility of a reply.</p> + +<p>She had repeated the question before I could collect my senses around +me. Then, for the first time it occurred to me that, in the event of my +having no engagement abroad, my landlady meant to invite me! "There will +at least be the two daughters," I whispered to myself; "and after all, +Lucy Matthews is a charming girl, and touches the harp divinely. She has +a very small, pretty hand, I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_270" id="Page_270">[Pg 270]</a></span> recollect; only her fingers are so +punctured by the needle—and I rather think she bites her nails. No, I +will not even now give up my hope. It was yesterday but a straw—to-day +it is but the thistledown; but I will cling to it to the last moment. +There are still four hours left; they will not dine till six. One +desperate struggle, and the peril is past; let me not be seduced by this +last golden apple, and I may yet win my race." The struggle was made—"I +should not dine at home." This was the only phrase left me, for I could +not say that "I should dine out." Alas! that an event should be at the +same time so doubtful and so desirable. I only begged that if any letter +arrived, it might be brought to me immediately.</p> + +<p>The last plank, the last splinter, had now given way beneath me. I was +floating about with no hope but the chance of something almost +impossible. They had "left me alone," not with my glory, but with an +appetite that resembled an avalanche seeking whom it might devour. I had +passed one dinnerless day, and half of another; yet the promised land +was as far from sight as ever. I recounted the chances I had missed. The +dinners I might have enjoyed, passed in a dioramic view before my eyes. +Mr. Phiggins and his six clerks—the Clapham beef-eaters—the charms of +Upper Brook street—my pretty cousins, and the pantomime writer—the +stock broker, whose stories one forgets, and the elderly lady who +forgets her stories—they all marched by me, a procession of +apparitions. Even my landlady's invitation, though unborn, was not +forgotten in summing up my sacrifices. And for what?</p> + +<p>Four o'clock. Hope was perfectly ridiculous. I had been walking upon the +hair-bridge over a gulf, and could not get into Elysium after all. I had +been catching moonbeams, and running after notes of music. Despair was +my only convenient refuge;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_271" id="Page_271">[Pg 271]</a></span> no chance remained, unless something should +drop from the clouds. In this last particular I was not disappointed; +for, on looking up, I perceived a heavy shower of snow, yet I was +obliged to venture forth; for being supposed to dine out, I could not of +course remain at home. Where to go I knew not: I was like my first +father—"the world was all before me." I flung my coat round me, and +hurried forth with the feelings of a bandit longing for a stiletto. At +the foot of the stairs, I staggered against two or three smiling +rascals, priding themselves upon their punctuality. They had just +arrived—to make the tour of Turkey. How I hated them!—As I rushed by +the parlor, a single glance disclosed to me a blazing fire, with Lucy +and several lovely creatures in a semi-circle. Fancy, too, gave me a +glimpse of a sprig of mistletoe—I vanished from the house, like a +spectre at day-break.</p> + +<p>How long I wandered about is doubtful. At last I happened to look +through a kitchen window, with an area in front, and saw a villain with +a fork in his hand, throwing himself back in his chair choked with +ecstasy. Another was feasting with a graver air; he seemed to be +swallowing a bit of Paradise, and criticising its flavor. This was too +much for mortality—my appetite fastened upon me like an alligator. I +darted from the spot; and only a few yards further discerned a house +with rather an elegant exterior, and with some ham in the window that +looked perfectly sublime. There was no time for consideration—to +hesitate was to perish. I entered; it was indeed "a banquet-hall +deserted." The very waiters had gone home to their friends. There, +however, I found a fire; and there—to sum up all my folly and felicity +in a single word—I <span class="smaller">DINED</span>.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_272" id="Page_272">[Pg 272]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="THE_POOR_TRAVELER" id="THE_POOR_TRAVELER"></a>THE POOR TRAVELER.</h2> + +<h3>BY CHARLES DICKENS.</h3> + +<blockquote><p>[Dickens' introduction to this story describes his going to +Rochester on Christmas Eve and seeing there a quaint old charity, +which provided for the entertainment of "six poor travelers who not +being rogues or proctors might receive gratis for one night +lodging, entertainment and fourpence each." In honor of the day a +special meal is provided for the travelers then in the charity. +After the meal, when the travelers have gathered around the fire, +their entertainer gives them the reason for the unwonted feast as +"Christmas Eve, my friends, when the Shepherds, who were poor +travelers, too, in their way, heard the Angels sing, 'On earth, +peace: Good will toward men.'" Then each traveler was invited to +relate a story, and among those told was the following.]</p></blockquote> + +<p>In the year one thousand seven hundred and ninety-nine, a relative of +mine came limping down, on foot, to the town of Chatham. He was a poor +traveler, with not a farthing in his pocket.</p> + +<p>My relative came down to Chatham to enlist in a cavalry regiment, if a +cavalry regiment would have him; if not, to take King George's shilling +from any corporal or sergeant who would put a bunch of ribbons in his +hat. His object was to get shot; but he thought he might as well ride to +death as be at the trouble of walking.</p> + +<p>My relative's Christian name was Richard, but he was better known as +Dick. He dropped his own surname on the road down, and took up that of +Doubledick. He was passed as Richard Doubledick; age, twenty-two; +height, five foot ten; native place, Exmouth, which he had never been<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_273" id="Page_273">[Pg 273]</a></span> +near in his life. There was no cavalry in Chatham when he limped over +the bridge with half a shoe to his dusty feet, so he enlisted into a +regiment of the line, and was glad to get drunk and forget all about it.</p> + +<p>You are to know that this relative of mine had gone wrong, and run wild. +His heart was in the right place, but it was sealed up. He had been +betrothed to a good and beautiful girl, whom he had loved better than +she—or perhaps even he—believed; but in an evil hour he had given her +cause to say to him solemnly, "Richard, I will never marry any other +man. I will live single for your sake, but Mary Marshall's lips"—her +name was Mary Marshall—"never address another word to you on earth. Go, +Richard! Heaven forgive you!" This finished him. This brought him down +to Chatham. This made him Private Richard Doubledick, with a +determination to be shot.</p> + +<p>There was not a more dissipated and reckless soldier in Chatham +barracks, in the year one thousand seven hundred and ninety-nine, than +Private Richard Doubledick. He associated with the dregs of every +regiment; he was as seldom sober as he could be, and was constantly +under punishment. It became clear to the whole barracks that Private +Richard Doubledick would very soon be flogged.</p> + +<p>Now the Captain of Richard Doubledick's company was a young gentleman +not above five years his senior, whose eyes had an expression in them +which affected Private Richard Doubledick in a very remarkable way. They +were bright, handsome, dark eyes,—what are called laughing eyes +generally, and, when serious, rather steady than severe,—but they were +the only eyes now left in his narrowed world that Private Richard +Doubledick could not stand. Unabashed by evil report and punishment, +defiant of everything else and everybody else, he had but to know that +those eyes<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_274" id="Page_274">[Pg 274]</a></span> looked at him for a moment, and he felt ashamed. He could +not so much as salute Captain Taunton in the street like any other +officer. He was reproached and confused,—troubled by the mere +possibility of the Captain's looking at him. In his worst moments, he +would rather turn back, and go any distance out of his way, than +encounter those two handsome, dark, bright eyes.</p> + +<p>One day, when Private Richard Doubledick came out of the Black hole, +where he had been passing the last eight and forty hours, and in which +retreat he spent a good deal of his time, he was ordered to betake +himself to Captain Taunton's quarters. In the stale and squalid state of +a man just out of the Black hole, he had less fancy than ever for being +seen by the Captain; but he was not so mad yet as to disobey orders, and +consequently went up to the terrace overlooking the parade-ground, where +the officers' quarters were; twisting and breaking in his hands, as he +went along, a bit of the straw that had formed the decorative furniture +of the Black hole.</p> + +<p>"Come in!" cried the Captain, when he knocked with his knuckles at the +door. Private Richard Doubledick pulled off his cap, took a stride +forward, and felt very conscious that he stood in the light of the dark, bright eyes.</p> + +<p>There was a slight pause. Private Richard Doubledick had put the straw +in his mouth, and was gradually doubling it up into his windpipe and choking himself.</p> + +<p>"Doubledick," said the Captain, "do you know where you are going to?"</p> + +<p>"To the devil, sir," faltered Doubledick.</p> + +<p>"Yes," returned the Captain. "And very fast."</p> + +<p>Private Richard Doubledick turned the straw of the Black hole in his +mouth, and made a miserable salute of acquiescence.</p> + +<p>"Doubledick," said the Captain, "since I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_275" id="Page_275">[Pg 275]</a></span> entered his Majesty's service, +a boy of seventeen, I have been pained to see many men of promise going +that road; but I have never been so pained to see a man determined to +make the shameful journey as I have been, ever since you joined the regiment, to see you."</p> + +<p>Private Richard Doubledick began to find a film stealing over the floor +at which he looked; also to find the legs of the Captain's +breakfast-table turning crooked, as if he saw them through water.</p> + +<p>"I am only a common soldier, sir," said he. "It signifies very little +what such a poor brute comes to."</p> + +<p>"You are a man," returned the Captain, with grave indignation, "of +education and superior advantages; and if you say that, meaning what you +say, you have sunk lower than I had believed. How low that must be, I +leave you to consider, knowing what I know of your disgrace, and seeing what I see."</p> + +<p>"I hope to get shot soon, sir," said Private Richard Doubledick; "and +then the regiment and the world together will be rid of me."</p> + +<p>The legs of the table were becoming very crooked. Doubledick, looking up +to steady his vision, met the eyes that had so strong an influence over +him. He put his hand before his own eyes, and the breast of his +disgrace-jacket swelled as if it would fly asunder.</p> + +<p>"I would rather," said the young Captain, "see this in you, Doubledick, +than I would see five thousand guineas counted out upon this table for a +gift to my good mother. Have you a mother?"</p> + +<p>"I am thankful to say she is dead, sir."</p> + +<p>"If your praises," returned the Captain, "were sounded from mouth to +mouth through the whole regiment, through the whole army, through the +whole country, you would wish she had lived to say, with pride and joy, 'He is my son!'"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_276" id="Page_276">[Pg 276]</a></span></p><p>"Spare me, sir," said Doubledick. "She would never have heard any good +of me. She would never have had any pride and joy in owning herself my +mother. Love and compassion she might have had, and would have always +had, I know; but not—Spare me, sir! I am a broken wretch, quite at your +mercy!" And he turned his face to the wall, and stretched out his +imploring hand.</p> + +<p>"My friend—" began the Captain.</p> + +<p>"God bless you, sir!" sobbed Private Richard Doubledick.</p> + +<p>I have heard from Private Richard Doubledick's own lips, that he dropped +down upon his knee, kissed that officer's hand, arose, and went out of +the light of the dark, bright eyes, an altered man.</p> + +<p>In that year, one thousand seven hundred and ninety-nine, the French +were in Egypt, in Italy, in Germany, where not? Napoleon Bonaparte had +likewise begun to stir against England in India, and most men could read +the signs of the great troubles that were coming on. In the very next +year, when we formed an alliance with Austria against him. Captain +Taunton's regiment was on service in India. And there was not a finer +non-commissioned officer in it,—no, nor in the whole line,—than +Corporal Richard Doubledick.</p> + +<hr class="tiny" /> + +<p>In eighteen hundred and one, the Indian army were on the coast of Egypt. +Next year was the year of the proclamation of the short peace, and they +were recalled. It had then become well known to thousands of men, that +wherever Captain Taunton, with the dark, bright eyes, led, there, close +to him, ever at his side, firm as a rock, true as the sun, and brave as +Mars, would be certain to be found, while life beat in their hearts, +that famous soldier, <i>Sergeant</i> Richard Doubledick.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_277" id="Page_277">[Pg 277]</a></span></p><p>Eighteen hundred and five, besides being the great year of Trafalgar, +was a year of hard fighting in India. That year saw such wonders done by +a Sergeant-Major, who cut his way single-handed through a solid mass of +men, recovered the colors of his regiment, which had been seized from +the hand of a poor boy shot through the heart, and rescued his wounded +Captain, who was down, and in a very jungle of horses' hoofs and +sabres,—saw such wonders done, I say, by this brave Sergeant-Major, +that he was specially made the bearer of the colors he had won; and +<i>Ensign</i> Richard Doubledick had risen from the ranks.</p> + +<p>Sorely cut up in every battle, but always reinforced by the bravest of +men,—for the fame of following the old colors, shot through and +through, which Ensign Richard Doubledick had saved, inspired all +breasts,—this regiment fought its way through the Peninsular war, up to +the investment of Badajos in eighteen hundred and twelve. Again and +again it had been cheered through the British ranks until the tears had +sprung into men's eyes at the mere hearing of the mighty British voice, +so exultant in their valor; and there was not a drummer boy but knew the +legend, that wherever the two friends, Major Taunton, with the dark, +bright eyes, and Ensign Richard Doubledick, who was devoted to him, were +seen to go, there the boldest spirits in the English army became wild to follow.</p> + +<p>One day, at Badajos,—not in the great storming, but in repelling a hot +sally of the besieged upon our men at work in the trenches, who had +given way,—the two officers found themselves hurrying forward, face to +face, against a party of French infantry, who made a stand. There was an +officer at their head, encouraging his men,—a courageous, handsome, +gallant officer of five-and-thirty, whom Doubledick saw hurriedly, +almost momentarily,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_278" id="Page_278">[Pg 278]</a></span> but saw well. He particularly noticed this officer +waving his sword, and rallying his men with an eager and excited cry, +when they fired in obedience to his gesture, and Major Taunton dropped.</p> + +<p>It was over in ten minutes more, and Doubledick returned to the spot +where he had laid the best friend man ever had, on a coat spread upon +the wet clay. Major Taunton's uniform was opened at the breast, and on +his shirt were three little spots of blood.</p> + +<p>"Dear Doubledick," said he, "I am dying."</p> + +<p>"For the love of Heaven, no!" exclaimed the other, kneeling down beside +him, and passing his arm round his neck to raise his head. "Taunton! My +preserver, my guardian angel, my witness! Dearest, truest, kindest of +human beings! Taunton! For God's sake!"</p> + +<p>The bright, dark eyes—so very, very dark, now, in the pale face—smiled +upon him; and the hand he had kissed thirteen years ago laid itself +fondly on his breast.</p> + +<p>"Write to my mother. You will see home again. Tell her how we became +friends. It will comfort her, as it comforts me."</p> + +<p>He spoke no more, but faintly signed for a moment toward his hair as it +fluttered in the wind. The Ensign understood him. He smiled again when +he saw that, and, gently turning his face over on the supporting arm as +if for rest, died, with his hand upon the breast in which he had revived a soul.</p> + +<p>No dry eye looked on Ensign Richard Doubledick that melancholy day. He +buried his friend on the field, and became a lone, bereaved man. Beyond +his duty he appeared to have but two remaining cares in life,—one, to +preserve the little packet of hair he was to give to Taunton's mother; +the other, to encounter that French officer who had rallied the men +under whose fire Taunton fell.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_279" id="Page_279">[Pg 279]</a></span> A new legend now began to circulate +among our troops; and it was, that when he and the French officer came +face to face once more, there would be weeping in France.</p> + +<p>The war went on—and through it went the exact picture of the French +officer on the one side, and the bodily reality upon the other—until +the battle of Toulouse was fought. In the returns sent home appeared +these words: "Severely wounded, but not dangerously, <i>Lieutenant</i> Richard Doubledick."</p> + +<p>At midsummer-time, in the year eighteen hundred and fourteen, Lieutenant +Richard Doubledick, now a browned soldier, seven-and-thirty years of +age, came home to England invalided. He brought the hair with him, near +his heart. Many a French officer had he seen since that day; many a +dreadful night, in searching with men and lanterns for his wounded, had +he relieved French officers lying disabled; but the mental picture and +the reality had never come together.</p> + +<p>Though he was weak and suffered pain, he lost not an hour in getting +down to Frome in Somersetshire, where Taunton's mother lived. In the +sweet, compassionate words that naturally present themselves to the mind +to-night, "he was the only son of his mother, and she was a widow."</p> + +<p>It was a Sunday evening, and the lady sat at her quiet garden-window, +reading the Bible; reading to herself, in a trembling voice, that very +passage in it, as I have heard him tell. He heard the words: "Young man, +I say unto thee, arise!"</p> + +<p>He had to pass the window; and the bright, dark eyes of his debased time +seemed to look at him. Her heart told her who he was; she came to the +door quickly, and fell upon his neck.</p> + +<p>"He saved me from ruin, made me a human creature, won me from infamy and +shame. O God, forever bless him! As He will, He will!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_280" id="Page_280">[Pg 280]</a></span></p><p>"He will!" the lady answered. "I know he is in heaven!" Then she +piteously cried, "But O my darling boy, my darling boy!"</p> + +<p>Never from the hour when Private Richard Doubledick enlisted at Chatham +had the Private, Corporal, Sergeant, Sergeant-Major, Ensign, or +Lieutenant breathed his right name, or the name of Mary Marshall, or a +word of the story of his life, into any ear except his reclaimer's. That +previous scene in his existence was closed. He had firmly resolved that +his expiation should be to live unknown; to disturb no more the peace +that had long grown over his old offences; to let it be revealed, when +he was dead, that he had striven and suffered, and had never forgotten; +and then, if they could forgive him and believe him—well, it would be +time enough—time enough!</p> + +<p>But that night, remembering the words he had cherished for two years, +"Tell her how we became friends. It will comfort her, as it comforts +me," he related everything. It gradually seemed to him as if in his +maturity he had recovered a mother; it gradually seemed to her as if in +her bereavement she had found a son. During his stay in England, the +quiet garden into which he had slowly and painfully crept, a stranger, +became the boundary of his home; when he was able to rejoin his regiment +in the spring, he left the garden, thinking was this indeed the first +time he had ever turned his face toward the old colors with a woman's blessing!</p> + +<p>He followed them—so ragged, so scarred and pierced now, that they would +scarcely hold together—to Quatre Bras and Ligny. He stood beside them, +in an awful stillness of many men, shadowy through the mist and drizzle +of a wet June forenoon, on the field of Waterloo. And down to that hour +the picture in his mind of the French officer had never been compared +with the reality.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_281" id="Page_281">[Pg 281]</a></span></p><p>The famous regiment was in action early in the battle, and received its +first check in many an eventful year, when he was seen to fall. But it +swept on to avenge him, and left behind it no such creature in the world +of consciousness as Lieutenant Richard Doubledick.</p> + +<p>Through pits of mire and pools of rain; along deep ditches, once roads, +that were pounded and ploughed to pieces by artillery, heavy wagons, +tramp of men and horses, and the struggle of every wheeled thing that +could carry wounded soldiers; jolted among the dying and the dead, so +disfigured by blood and mud as to be hardly recognizable for humanity; +dead, as to any sentient life that was in it, and yet alive,—the form +that had been Lieutenant Richard Doubledick, with whose praises England +rang, was conveyed to Brussels. There it was tenderly laid down in +hospital; and there it lay, week after week, through the long, bright +summer days, until the harvest, spared by war, had ripened and was gathered in.</p> + +<p>Slowly laboring, at last, through a long, heavy dream of confused time +and place, presenting faint glimpses of army surgeons whom he knew, and +of faces that had been familiar to his youth,—dearest and kindest among +them, Mary Marshall's, with a solicitude upon it more like reality than +anything he could discern,—Lieutenant Richard Doubledick came back to +life. To the beautiful life of a calm autumn evening sunset, to the +peaceful life of a fresh, quiet room with a large window standing open; +a balcony beyond, in which were moving leaves and sweet-smelling +flowers; beyond, again, the clear sky, with the sun full in his sight, +pouring its golden radiance on his bed.</p> + +<p>It was so tranquil and so lovely that he thought he had passed into +another world. And he said in a faint voice, "Taunton, are you near me?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_282" id="Page_282">[Pg 282]</a></span></p><p>A face bent over him. Not his, his mother's.</p> + +<p>"I came to nurse you. We have nursed you many weeks. You were moved here +long ago. Do you remember nothing?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing."</p> + +<p>The lady kissed his cheek, and held his hand, soothing him.</p> + +<p>"Where is the regiment? What has happened? Let me call you mother. What +has happened, mother?"</p> + +<p>"A great victory, dear. The war is over, and the regiment was the +bravest in the field."</p> + +<p>His eyes kindled, his lips trembled, he sobbed, and the tears ran down +his face. He was very weak, too weak to move his hand.</p> + +<p>From that time, he recovered. Slowly, for he had been desperately +wounded in the head, and had been shot in the body, but making some +little advance every day. When he had gained sufficient strength to +converse as he lay in bed, he soon began to remark that Mrs. Taunton +always brought him back to his own history. Then he recalled his +preserver's dying words, and thought, "It comforts her."</p> + +<p>One day he awoke out of a sleep, refreshed, and asked her to read to +him. But the curtain of the bed, softening the light, which she always +drew back when he awoke, that she might see him from her table at the +bedside where she sat at work, was held undrawn; and a woman's voice +spoke, which was not hers.</p> + +<p>"Can you bear to see a stranger?" it said softly. "Will you like to see a stranger?"</p> + +<p>"Stranger!" he repeated. The voice awoke old memories, before the days +of Private Richard Doubledick.</p> + +<p>"A stranger now, but not a stranger once," it said in tones that +thrilled him. "Richard, dear Richard, lost through so many years, my name—"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_283" id="Page_283">[Pg 283]</a></span></p><p>He cried out her name "Mary," and she held him in her arms, and his +head lay on her bosom.</p> + +<p class="center">* * * * *</p> + +<p>Well! They were happy. It was a long recovery, but they were happy +through it all. The snow had melted on the ground, and the birds were +singing in the leafless thickets of the early spring, when those three +were first able to ride out together, and when people flocked about the +open carriage to cheer and congratulate <i>Captain</i> Richard Doubledick.</p> + +<p>But even then it became necessary for the Captain, instead of returning +to England, to complete his recovery in the climate of Southern France. +They found a spot upon the Rhône, within a ride of the old town of +Avignon, and within view of its broken bridge, which was all they could +desire; they lived there, together, six months; then returned to +England. Mrs. Taunton, growing old after three years—though not so old +as that her bright, dark eyes were dimmed—and remembering that her +strength had been benefited by the change, resolved to go back for a +year to those parts. So she went with a faithful servant, who had often +carried her son in his arms; and she was to be rejoined and escorted +home, at the year's end, by Captain Richard Doubledick.</p> + +<p>She wrote regularly to her children (as she called them now), and they +to her. She went to the neighborhood of Aix; and there, in their own +château near the farmer's house she rented, she grew into intimacy with +a family belonging to that part of France. The intimacy began in her +often meeting among the vineyards a pretty child, a girl with a most +compassionate heart, who was never tired of listening to the solitary +English lady's stories of her poor son and the cruel wars. The family +were as gentle as the child, and at length she came to know them so well +that she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_284" id="Page_284">[Pg 284]</a></span> accepted their invitation to pass the last month of her +residence abroad under their roof. All this intelligence she wrote home, +piecemeal as it came about, from time to time; and at last enclosed a +polite note, from the head of the château, soliciting, on the occasion +of his approaching mission to that neighborhood, the honor of the +company of that man so justly celebrated, Captain Richard Doubledick.</p> + +<p>Captain Doubledick, now a hardy, handsome man in the full vigor of life, +broader across the chest and shoulders than he had ever been before, +dispatched a courteous reply, and followed it in person. Traveling +through all that extent of country after three years of peace, he +blessed the better days on which the world had fallen. The corn was +golden, not drenched in unnatural red; was bound in sheaves for food, +not trodden underfoot by men in mortal fight. The smoke rose up from +peaceful hearths, not blazing ruins. The carts were laden with the fair +fruits of the earth, not with wounds and death. To him who had so often +seen the terrible reverse, these things were beautiful indeed; and they +brought him in a softened spirit to the old château near Aix upon a deep blue evening.</p> + +<p>It was a large château of the genuine old ghostly kind, with round +towers, and extinguishers, and a high leaden roof, and more windows than +Aladdin's palace. The entrance doors stood open, as doors often do in +that country when the heat of the day is past; and the Captain saw no +bell or knocker, and walked in.</p> + +<p>He walked into a lofty stone hall, refreshingly cool and gloomy after +the glare of a Southern day's travel. Extending along the four sides of +this hall was a gallery, leading to suites of rooms; and it was lighted +from the top. Still no bell was to be seen.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_285" id="Page_285">[Pg 285]</a></span></p><p>"Faith," said the Captain, halting, ashamed of the clanking of his +boots, "this is a ghostly beginning!"</p> + +<p>He started back, and felt his face turn white. In the gallery, looking +down at him, stood the French officer—the officer whose picture he had +carried in his mind so long and so far. Compared with the original, at +last—in every lineament how like it was!</p> + +<p>He moved and disappeared, and Captain Richard Doubledick heard his steps +coming quickly down into the hall. He entered through an archway. There +was a bright, sudden look upon his face, much such a look as it had worn +in that fatal moment.</p> + +<p>Monsieur le Capitaine Richard Doubledick? Enchanted to receive him!</p> + +<p>"He has not remembered me, as I have remembered him; he did not take +such a note of my face, that day, as I took of his," thought Captain +Richard Doubledick. "How shall I tell him?"</p> + +<p>"You were at Waterloo," said the French officer.</p> + +<p>"I was," said Captain Richard Doubledick. "And at Badajos."</p> + +<p>Left alone with the sound of his own stern voice in his ears, he sat +down to consider. What shall I do, and how shall I tell him? At that +time, unhappily, many deplorable duels had been fought between English +and French officers arising out of the recent war; and these duels, and +how to avoid this officer's hospitality, were the uppermost thought in +Captain Richard Doubledick's mind.</p> + +<p>"His mother, above all," the Captain thought. "How shall I tell <i>her</i>?"</p> + +<p>"Spirit of my departed friend," said he, "is it through thee these +better thoughts are rising in my mind? Is it thou who hast shown me, all +the way I have drawn to meet this man, the blessings of the altered +time? Is it thou who hast sent thy<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_286" id="Page_286">[Pg 286]</a></span> stricken mother to me, to stay my +angry hand? Is it from thee the whisper comes, that this man did his +duty as thou didst,—and as I did, through thy guidance, which has +wholly saved me here on earth,—and that he did no more?"</p> + +<p>He sat down, with his head buried in his hands, and, when he rose up, +made the second strong resolution in his life,—that neither to the +French officer, nor to the mother of his departed friend, nor to any +soul, while either of the two was living, would he breathe what only he +knew. And when he touched that French officer's glass with his own, that +day at dinner, he secretly forgave him in the name of the Divine Forgiver of Injuries.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_287" id="Page_287">[Pg 287]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="THE_LEGEND_OF_THE_CHRISTMAS_TREE" id="THE_LEGEND_OF_THE_CHRISTMAS_TREE"></a>THE LEGEND OF THE CHRISTMAS TREE.</h2> + +<p>Most children have seen a Christmas tree, and many know that the pretty +and pleasant custom of hanging gifts on its boughs comes from Germany; +but perhaps few have heard or read the story that is told to little +German children, respecting the origin of this custom. The story is +called "The Little Stranger," and runs thus:</p> + +<p>In a small cottage on the borders of a forest lived a poor laborer, who +gained a scanty living by cutting wood. He had a wife and two children +who helped him in his work. The boy's name was Valentine, and the girl +was called Mary. They were obedient, good children, and a great comfort +to their parents. One winter evening, this happy little family were +sitting quietly round the hearth, the snow and the wind raging outside, +while they ate their supper of dry bread, when a gentle tap was heard on +the window, and a childish voice cried from without: "Oh, let me in, +pray! I am a poor little child, with nothing to eat, and no home to go +to, and I shall die of cold and hunger unless you let me in."</p> + +<p>Valentine and Mary jumped up from the table and ran to open the door, +saying: "Come in, poor little child! We have not much to give you, but +whatever we have we will share with you."</p> + +<p>The stranger-child came in and warmed his frozen hands and feet at the +fire, and the children gave him the best they had to eat, saying: "You +must be tired, too, poor child! Lie down on our bed; we can sleep on the +bench for one night."</p> + +<p>Then said the little stranger-child: "Thank God for all your kindness to me!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_288" id="Page_288">[Pg 288]</a></span></p><p>So they took their little guest into their sleeping-room, laid him on +the bed, covered him over, and said to each other: "How thankful we +ought to be! We have warm rooms and a cozy bed, while this poor child +has only heaven for his roof and the cold earth for his sleeping-place."</p> + +<p>When their father and mother went to bed, Mary and Valentine lay quite +contentedly on the bench near the fire, saying, before they fell asleep: +"The stranger-child will be so happy to-night in his warm bed!"</p> + +<p>These kind children had not slept many hours before Mary awoke and +softly whispered to her brother: "Valentine, dear, wake, and listen to +the sweet music under the window."</p> + +<p>Then Valentine rubbed his eyes and listened. It was sweet music indeed, +and sounded like beautiful voices singing to the tones of a harp:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div>"O holy Child, we greet thee! bringing</div> +<div>Sweet strains of harp to aid our singing.</div> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<div>"Thou, holy Child, in peace art sleeping,</div> +<div>While we our watch without are keeping.</div> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<div>"Blest be the house wherein thou liest.</div> +<div>Happiest on earth, to heaven the highest."</div> +</div></div> + +<p>The children listened, while a solemn joy filled their hearts; then they +stepped softly to the window to see who might be without.</p> + +<p>In the east was a streak of rosy dawn, and in its light they saw a group +of children standing before the house, clothed in silver garments, +holding golden harps in their hands. Amazed at this sight, the children +were still gazing out of the window, when a light tap caused them to +turn round. There stood the stranger-child before them clad in a golden +dress, with a gleaming radiance round his curling hair. "I am the little +Christ-child," he said, "who wanders through the world bringing<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_289" id="Page_289">[Pg 289]</a></span> peace +and happiness to good children. You took me in and cared for me when you +thought me a poor child, and now you shall have my blessing for what you have done."</p> + +<p>A fir tree grew near the house; and from this he broke a twig, which he +planted in the ground, saying: "This twig shall become a tree, and shall +bring forth fruit year by year for you."</p> + +<p>No sooner had he done this than he vanished, and with him the little +choir of angels. But the fir-branch grew and became a Christmas tree, +and on its branches hung golden apples and silver nuts every Christmas-tide.</p> + +<p>Such is the story told to German children concerning their beautiful +Christmas trees, though we know that the real little Christ-child can +never be wandering, cold and homeless, again in our world, inasmuch as +he is safe in heaven by his Father's side; yet we may gather from this +story the same truth which the Bible plainly tells us—that any one who +helps a Christian child in distress, it will be counted unto him as if +he had indeed done it unto Christ himself. "Inasmuch as ye have done it +unto the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me."</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_290" id="Page_290">[Pg 290]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="THE_PEACE_EGG" id="THE_PEACE_EGG"></a>THE PEACE EGG.</h2> + +<h3>BY JULIANA HORATIA EWING.</h3> + +<p>Every one ought to be happy at Christmas. But there are many things +which ought to be, and yet are not; and people are sometimes sad even in +the Christmas holidays.</p> + +<p>The Captain and his wife were sad, though it was Christmas Eve. Sad, +though they were in the prime of life, blessed with good health, devoted +to each other and to their children, with competent means, a comfortable +house on a little freehold property of their own, and, one might say, +everything that heart could desire. Sad, though they were good people, +whose peace of mind had a firmer foundation than their earthly goods +alone; contented people, too, with plenty of occupation for mind and +body. Sad—and in the nursery this was held to be past all +reason—though the children were performing that ancient and most +entertaining play or Christmas mystery, known as "The Peace Egg," for +their benefit and behoof alone.</p> + +<p>The play was none the worse that most of the actors were too young to +learn parts, so that there was very little of the rather tedious +dialogue, only plenty of dress and ribbons, and of fighting with the +wooden swords. But though Robert, the eldest of the five children, +looked bonny enough to warm any father's heart, as he marched up and +down with an air learned by watching many a parade in barrack-square and +drill ground, and though Nicholas did not cry in spite of falling hard, +and Dora, who took the part of the Doctor, treading accidentally on his +little finger in picking him up,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_291" id="Page_291">[Pg 291]</a></span> still the Captain and his wife sighed +nearly as often as they smiled, and the mother dropped tears as well as +pennies into the cap which Tom, as the King of Egypt, brought round +after the performance.</p> + +<hr class="tiny" /> + +<h3>II.</h3> + +<p>Many, many years back the Captain's wife had been a child herself, and +had laughed to see the village mummers act "The Peace Egg," and had been +quite happy on Christmas Eve. Happy, though she had no mother. Happy, +though her father was a stern man, very fond of his only child, but with +an obstinate will that not even she dared thwart. She had lived to +thwart it, and he had never forgiven her. It was when she married the +Captain. The old man had a prejudice against soldiers, which was quite +reason enough, in his opinion, for his daughter to sacrifice the +happiness of her future life by giving up the soldier she loved. At last +he gave her her choice between the Captain and his own favor and money. +She chose the Captain, and was disowned and disinherited.</p> + +<p>The Captain bore a high character, and was a good and clever officer, +but that went for nothing against the old man's whim. He made a very +good husband too; but even this did not move his father-in-law, who had +never held any intercourse with him or his wife since the day of their +marriage, and who had never seen his own grand-children.</p> + +<p>Amid the ups and downs of their wanderings, the discomforts of shipboard +and of stations in the colonies, bad servants, and unwonted sicknesses, +the Captain's tenderness never failed. If the life was rough the Captain +was ready. He had been, by turns, in one strait or another, sick-nurse, +doctor, carpenter, nursemaid and cook to his family, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_292" id="Page_292">[Pg 292]</a></span> had, moreover, +an idea that nobody filled these offices quite so well as himself. +Withal, his very profession kept him neat, well-dressed, and active. In +the roughest of their ever-changing quarters he was a smart man, and +never changed his manner from that of the lover of his wife's young days.</p> + +<p>As years went and children came, the Captain and his wife grew tired of +traveling. New scenes were small comfort when they heard of the death of +old friends. One foot of the dear, old, dull home sky was dearer, after +all, than miles of the unclouded heavens of the South. The grey hills +and over-grown lanes of her old home haunted the Captain's wife by night +and day, and home-sickness (that weariest of all sicknesses) began to +take the light out of her eyes before their time. It preyed upon the +Captain too. Now and then he would say, fretfully, "I <i>should</i> like a +resting-place in our own country, however small, before <i>every</i>body is +dead! But the children's prospects have to be considered." The continued +estrangement from the old man was an abiding sorrow also, and they had +hopes that, if only they could get home, he might be persuaded to peace +and charity this time.</p> + +<p>At last they were sent home. But the hard old father still would not +relent. He returned their letters unopened. This bitter disappointment +made the Captain's wife so ill that she almost died, and in one month +the Captain's hair became iron gray. He reproached himself for having +ever taken the daughter from her father, "to kill her at last," as he +said. And (thinking of his own children) he even reproached himself for +having robbed the old widower of his only child. After two years at home +his regiment was ordered again on foreign duty. He failed to effect an +exchange, and they prepared to move once more—from Chatham to Calcutta. +Never before had the packing to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_293" id="Page_293">[Pg 293]</a></span> which she was so well accustomed, been +so bitter a task to the Captain's wife.</p> + +<p>It was at the darkest hour of this gloomy time that the Captain came in, +waving above his head a letter which changed all their plans.</p> + +<p>Now close by the old home of the Captain's wife there had lived a man, +much older than herself, who yet had loved her with a devotion as great +as that of the young Captain. She never knew it, for when he saw that +she had given her heart to his younger rival, he kept silence, and he +never asked for what he knew he might have had—the old man's authority +in his favor. So generous was the affection which he could never +conquer, that he constantly tried to reconcile the father to his +children whilst he lived, and, when he died, he bequeathed his house and +small estate to the woman he had loved.</p> + +<p>"It will be a legacy of peace," he thought, on his death bed. "The old +man cannot hold out when she and her children are constantly in sight. +And it may please <span class="smcap">God</span> that I shall know of the reunion I have not been +permitted to see with my eyes."</p> + +<p>And thus it came about that the Captain's regiment went to India without +him, and that the Captain's wife and her father lived on opposite sides of the same road.</p> + +<hr class="tiny" /> + +<h3>III.</h3> + +<p>The eldest of the Captain's children was a boy. He was named Robert, +after his grandfather, and seemed to have inherited a good deal of the +old gentleman's character, mixed with gentler traits. He was a fair, +fine boy, tall and stout for his age, with the Captain's regular +features, and (he flattered himself) the Captain's firm step and martial +bearing. He was apt—like his grandfather—to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_294" id="Page_294">[Pg 294]</a></span> hold his own will to be +other people's law, and (happily for the peace of the nursery) this +opinion was devoutly shared by his brother Nicholas. Though the Captain +had left the army, Robin continued to command an irregular force of +volunteers in the nursery, and never was colonel more despotic. His +brothers and sisters were by turn infantry, cavalry, engineers, and +artillery, according to his whim.</p> + +<p>The Captain alone was a match for his strong-willed son.</p> + +<p>"If you please, sir," said Sarah, one morning, flouncing in upon the +Captain, just as he was about to start for the neighboring town,—"If +you please, sir, I wish you'd speak to Master Robert. He's past my powers."</p> + +<p>"I've no doubt of it," thought the Captain, but he only said, "Well, +what's the matter?"</p> + +<p>"Night after night do I put him to bed," said Sarah, "and night after +night does he get up as soon as I'm out of the room, and says he's +orderly officer for the evening, and goes about in his night-shirt and +his feet as bare as boards."</p> + +<p>The Captain fingered his heavy moustache to hide a smile, but he +listened patiently to Sarah's complaints.</p> + +<p>"It ain't so much <i>him</i> I should mind, sir," she continued, "but he goes +round the beds and wakes up the other young gentlemen and Miss Dora, one +after another, and when I speak to him, he gives me all the sauce he can +lay his tongue to, and says he's going round the guards. The other night +I tried to put him back in his bed, but he got away and ran all over the +house, me hunting him everywhere, and not a sign of him, till he jumps +out on me from the garret stairs and nearly knocks me down. 'I've +visited the outposts, Sarah,' says he; 'all's well.' And off he goes to +bed as bold as brass."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_295" id="Page_295">[Pg 295]</a></span></p><p>"Have you spoken to your mistress?" asked the Captain.</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir," said Sarah. "And missis spoke to him, and he promised not to +go round the guards again."</p> + +<p>"Has he broken his promise?" asked the Captain, with a look of anger, +and also of surprise.</p> + +<p>"When I opened the door last night, sir," continued Sarah, in her shrill +treble, "what should I see in the dark but Master Robert a-walking up +and down with the carpet-brush stuck in his arm. 'Who goes there?' says +he. 'You awdacious boy!' says I, 'Didn't you promise your ma you'd leave +off them tricks?' 'I'm not going round the guards,' says he; 'I promised +not. But I'm for sentry-duty to-night.' And say what I would to him, all +he had for me was, 'You mustn't speak to a sentry on duty.' So I says, +'As sure as I live till morning, I'll go to your pa,' for he pays no +more attention to his ma than to me, nor to any one else."</p> + +<p>"Please to see that the bed is taken out of my dressing-room," said the +Captain. "I will attend to Master Robert."</p> + +<p>With this Sarah had to content herself, and she went back to the +nursery. Robert was nowhere to be seen, and made no reply to her +summons. On this the unwary nursemaid flounced into the bed-room to look +for him, when Robert, who was hidden beneath a table, darted forth, and +promptly locked her in.</p> + +<p>"You're under arrest," he shouted, through the keyhole.</p> + +<p>"Let me out!" shrieked Sarah.</p> + +<p>"I'll send a file of the guard to fetch you to the orderly-room, +by-and-by," said Robert, "for 'preferring frivolous complaints.'" And he +departed to the farmyard to look at the ducks.</p> + +<p>That night, when Robert went up to bed, the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_296" id="Page_296">[Pg 296]</a></span> Captain quietly locked him +into his dressing-room, from which the bed had been removed.</p> + +<p>"You're for sentry duty, to-night," said the Captain. "The carpet-brush +is in the corner. Good-evening."</p> + +<p>As his father anticipated, Robert was soon tired of the sentry game in +these new circumstances, and long before the night had half worn away he +wished himself safely undressed and in his own comfortable bed. At +half-past twelve o'clock he felt as if he could bear it no longer, and +knocked at the Captain's door.</p> + +<p>"Who goes there?" said the Captain.</p> + +<p>"Mayn't I go to bed, please?" whined poor Robert.</p> + +<p>"Certainly not," said the Captain. "You're on duty."</p> + +<p>And on duty poor Robert had to remain, for the Captain had a will as +well as his son. So he rolled himself up in his father's railway rug, +and slept on the floor.</p> + +<p>The next night he was very glad to go quietly to bed, and remain there.</p> + +<hr class="tiny" /> + +<h3>IV.</h3> + +<p>The Captain's children sat at breakfast in a large, bright nursery. It +was the room where the old bachelor had died, and now <i>her</i> children +made it merry. This was just what he would have wished.</p> + +<p>They all sat round the table, for it was breakfast-time. There were five +of them, and five bowls of boiled bread-and-milk smoked before them. +Sarah (a foolish, gossiping girl, who acted as nurse till better could +be found) was waiting on them, and by the table sat Darkie, the black +retriever, his long, curly back swaying slightly from the difficulty of +holding himself up, and his solemn hazel<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_297" id="Page_297">[Pg 297]</a></span> eyes fixed very intently on +each and all of the breakfast bowls. He was as silent and sagacious as +Sarah was talkative and empty-headed. Though large, he was unassuming. +Pax, the pug, on the contrary, who came up to the first joint of +Darkie's leg, stood defiantly on his dignity (and his short stumps). He +always placed himself in front of the bigger dog, and made a point of +hustling him in doorways and of going first downstairs.</p> + +<p>Robert's tongue was seldom idle, even at meals. "Sarah, who is that tall +old gentleman at church, in the seat near the pulpit?" he asked. "He +wears a cloak like what the Blues wear, only all blue, and is tall +enough for a Life-guardsman. He stood when we were kneeling down, and +said, <i>Almighty and most merciful Father</i>, louder than anybody."</p> + +<p>Sarah knew who the old gentleman was, and knew also that the children +did not know, and that their parents did not see fit to tell them as +yet. But she had a passion for telling and hearing news, and would +rather gossip with a child than not gossip at all. "Never you mind, +Master Robin," she said, nodding sagaciously. "Little boys aren't to know everything."</p> + +<p>"Ah, then, I know you don't know," replied Robert; "if you did, you'd tell."</p> + +<p>"I do," said Sarah.</p> + +<p>"You don't," said Robin.</p> + +<p>"Your ma's forbid you to contradict, Master Robin," said Sarah; "and if +you do I shall tell her. I know well enough who the old gentleman is, +and perhaps I might tell you, only you'd go straight off and tell again."</p> + +<p>"No, no, I wouldn't!" shouted Robin. "I can keep a secret, indeed I can! +Pinch my little finger, and try. Do, do tell me, Sarah, there's a dear +Sarah, and then I shall know you know." And he danced round her, +catching at her skirts.</p> + +<p>To keep a secret was beyond Sarah's powers.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_298" id="Page_298">[Pg 298]</a></span></p><p>"Do let my dress be, Master Robin," she said, "you're ripping out all +the gathers, and listen while I whisper. As sure as you're a living boy, +that gentleman's your own grandpapa."</p> + +<p>Robin lost his hold on Sarah's dress; his arms fell by his side, and he +stood with his brows knit for some minutes, thinking. Then he said, +emphatically, "What lies you do tell, Sarah!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Robin!" cried Nicholas, who had drawn near, his thick curls +standing stark with curiosity, "Mamma said 'lies' wasn't a proper word, +and you promised not to say it again."</p> + +<p>"I forgot," said Robin, "I didn't mean to break my promise. But she does +tell—ahem!—<i>you know what</i>."</p> + +<p>"You wicked boy!" cried the enraged Sarah; "how dare you say such a +thing, and everybody in the place knows he's your ma's own pa."</p> + +<p>"I'll go and ask her," said Robin, and he was at the door in a moment; +but Sarah, alarmed by the thought of getting into a scrape herself, +caught him by the arm.</p> + +<p>"Don't you go, love; it'll only make your ma angry. There; it was all my nonsense."</p> + +<p>"Then it's not true?" said Robin, indignantly. "What did you tell me so for?"</p> + +<p>"It was all my jokes and nonsense," said the unscrupulous Sarah, "But +your ma wouldn't like to know I've said such a thing. And Master Robert +wouldn't be so mean as to tell tales, would he, love?"</p> + +<p>"I'm not mean," said Robin stoutly; "and I don't tell tales; but you do, +and you tell <i>you know what</i>, besides. However, I won't go this time; +but I'll tell you what—if you tell tales of me to papa any more, I'll +tell him what you said about the old gentleman in the blue cloak." With +which parting threat Robin strode off to join his brothers and sisters.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_299" id="Page_299">[Pg 299]</a></span></p> + +<hr class="tiny" /> + +<h3>V.</h3> + +<p>After Robert left the nursery he strolled out of doors, and, peeping +through the gate at the end of the drive, he saw a party of boys going +through what looked like a military exercise with sticks and a good deal +of stamping; but, instead of mere words of command, they all spoke by +turns, as in a play. Not being at all shy, he joined them, and asked so +many questions that he soon got to know all about it. They were +practicing a Christmas mumming-play, called "The Peace Egg." Why it was +called thus they could not tell him, as there was nothing whatever about +eggs in it, and so far from being a play of peace, it was made up of a +series of battles between certain valiant knights and princes. The +rehearsal being over, Robin went with the boys to the sexton's house (he +was father to one of the characters called the "King of Egypt") where +they showed him the dresses they were to wear. These were made of +gay-colored materials, and covered with ribbons, except that of the +"Black Prince of Paradine," which was black, as became his title. The +boys also showed him the book from which they learned their parts, and +which was to be bought at the post-office store.</p> + +<p>"Then are you the mummers who come round at Christmas, and act in +people's kitchens, and people give them money, that mamma used to tell +us about?" said Robin.</p> + +<p>The boy hesitated a moment and then said, "Well, I suppose we are."</p> + +<p>"And do you go out in the snow from one house to another at night; and +oh, don't you enjoy it?" cried Robin.</p> + +<p>"We like it well enough," the lad admitted.</p> + +<p>Robin bought a copy of "The Peace Egg." He was resolved to have a +nursery performance, and to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_300" id="Page_300">[Pg 300]</a></span> take the chief part himself. The others +were willing for what he wished, but there were difficulties. In the +first place, there are eight characters in the play, and there were only +five children. They decided among themselves to leave out the "Fool," +and Mamma said that another character was not to be acted by any of +them, or indeed mentioned; "the little one who comes in at the end," +Robin explained. Mamma had her reasons, and these were always good. She +had not been altogether pleased that Robin had bought the play. It was a +very old thing, she said, and very queer; not adapted for a child's +play. If Mamma thought the parts not quite fit for the children to +learn, they found them much too long: so in the end she picked out some +bits for each, which they learned easily, and which, with a good deal of +fighting, made quite as good a story of it as if they had done the +whole. What may have been wanting otherwise was made up for by the +dresses, which were charming.</p> + +<p>Robin was St. George, Nicholas the valiant Slasher, Dora the Doctor, and +the other two Hector and the King of Egypt. "And now we've no Black +Prince!" cried Robin in dismay.</p> + +<p>"Let Darkie be the Black Prince," said Nicholas.</p> + +<p>"When you wave your stick he'll jump for it, and then you can pretend to +fight with him."</p> + +<p>"It's not a stick, it's a sword," said Robin.</p> + +<p>"However, Darkie may be the Black Prince."</p> + +<p>"And what's Pax to be?" asked Dora; "for you know he will come if Darkie +does, and he'll run in before everybody else too."</p> + +<p>"Then he must be the Fool," said Robin, "and it will do very well, for +the Fool comes in before the rest, and Pax can have his red coat on, and +the collar with the little bells."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_301" id="Page_301">[Pg 301]</a></span></p> + +<hr class="tiny" /> + +<h3>VI.</h3> + +<p>Robin thought that Christmas would never come. To the Captain and his +wife it seemed to come too fast. They had hoped it might bring +reconciliation with the old man, but it seemed they had hoped in vain.</p> + +<p>There were times now when the Captain almost regretted the old +bachelor's bequest. The familiar scenes of her old home sharpened his +wife's grief. To see her father every Sunday in church, with marks of +age and infirmity upon him, but with not a look of tenderness for his +only child, this tried her sorely.</p> + +<p>"She felt it less abroad," thought the Captain. "A home in which she +frets herself to death, is after all, no great boon."</p> + +<p>Christmas Eve came.</p> + +<p>"I'm sure it's quite Christmas enough now," said Robin. "We'll have 'The +Peace Egg' to-night."</p> + +<p>So as the Captain and his wife sat sadly over their fire, the door +opened, and Pax ran in shaking his bells, and followed by the nursery +mummers. The performance was most successful. It was by no means +pathetic, and yet, as has been said, the Captain's wife shed tears.</p> + +<p>"What is the matter, mamma?" said Robert, abruptly dropping his sword +and running up to her.</p> + +<p>"Don't tease mamma with questions," said the Captain; "she is not very +well, and rather sad. We must all be very kind and good to poor dear +mamma;" and the Captain raised his wife's hand to his lips as he spoke. +Robin seized the other hand and kissed it tenderly. He was very fond of +his mother. At this moment Pax took a little run, and jumped on to +mamma's lap, where, sitting facing the company, he opened his black +mouth<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_302" id="Page_302">[Pg 302]</a></span> and yawned, with a ludicrous inappropriateness worthy of any +clown. It made everybody laugh.</p> + +<p>"And now we'll go and act in the kitchen," said Nicholas.</p> + +<p>"Supper at nine o'clock, remember," shouted the Captain. "And we are +going to have real frumenty and Yule cakes, such as mamma used to tell +us of when we were abroad."</p> + +<p>"Hurray!" shouted the mummers, and they ran off, Pax leaping from his +seat just in time to hustle the Black Prince in the doorway. When the +dining-room door was shut, Robert raised his hand, and said "Hush!"</p> + +<p>The mummers pricked their ears, but there was only a distant harsh and +scraping sound, as of stones rubbed together.</p> + +<p>"They're cleaning the passages," Robert went on, "and Sarah told me they +meant to finish the mistletoe, and have everything cleaned up by +supper-time. They don't want us, I know. Look here, we'll go <i>real +mumming</i> instead. That <i>will</i> be fun!"</p> + +<p>Nicholas grinned with delight.</p> + +<p>"But will mamma let us?" he enquired.</p> + +<p>"Oh, it will be all right if we're back by supper-time," said Robert, +hastily. "Only of course we must take care not to catch cold. Come and +help me to get some wraps."</p> + +<p>The old oak chest in which spare shawls, rugs, and coats were kept was +soon ransacked, and the mummers' gay dresses hidden by motley wrappers. +But no sooner did Darkie and Pax behold the coats, etc., than they at +once began to leap and bark, as it was their custom to do when they saw +any one dressing to go out. Robin was sorely afraid that this would +betray them; but though the Captain and his wife heard the barking they +did not guess the cause.</p> + +<p>So the front door being very gently opened and closed, the nursery +mummers stole away.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_303" id="Page_303">[Pg 303]</a></span></p> + +<hr class="tiny" /> + +<h3>VII.</h3> + +<p>It was a very fine night. The snow was well-trodden on the drive, so +that it did not wet their feet, but on the trees and shrubs it hung soft +and white.</p> + +<p>"It's much jollier being out at night than in the daytime," said Robin.</p> + +<p>"Much," responded Nicholas, with intense feeling.</p> + +<p>"We'll go a wassailing next week," said Robin. "I know all about it, and +perhaps we shall get a good lot of money, and then we'll buy tin swords +with scabbards for next year. I don't like these sticks. Oh, dear, I +wish it wasn't so long between one Christmas and another."</p> + +<p>"Where shall we go first?" asked Nicholas, as they turned into the high road.</p> + +<p>"This is the first house," he said. "We'll act here;" and all pressed in +as quickly as possible. Once safe within the grounds, they shouldered +their sticks, and marched with composure.</p> + +<p>"You're going to the front door," said Nicholas. "Mummers ought to go to the back."</p> + +<p>"We don't know where it is," said Robin, and he rang the front-door +bell. There was a pause. Then lights shone, steps were heard, and at +last a sound of much unbarring, unbolting, and unlocking. It might have +been a prison. Then the door was opened by an elderly, timid-looking +woman, who held a tallow candle above her head.</p> + +<p>"Who's there?" she said, "at this time of night."</p> + +<p>"We're Christmas mummers," said Robin, stoutly; "we didn't know the way +to the back door, but——"</p> + +<p>"And don't you know better than to come here?" said the woman. "Be off +with you, as fast as you can."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_304" id="Page_304">[Pg 304]</a></span></p><p>"You're only the servant," said Robin. "Go and ask your master and +mistress if they wouldn't like to see us act. We do it very well."</p> + +<p>"You impudent boy, be off with you!" repeated the woman. "Master'd no +more let you nor any other such rubbish set foot in this house——"</p> + +<p>"Woman!" shouted a voice close behind her, which made her start as if +she had been shot, "who authorizes you to say what your master will or +will not do, before you've asked him? The boy is right. You <i>are</i> the +servant, and it is not your business to choose for me whom I shall or shall not see."</p> + +<p>"I meant no harm, sir, I'm sure," said the housekeeper; "but I thought +you'd never——"</p> + +<p>"My good woman," said her master, "if I had wanted somebody to think for +me, you're the last person I should have employed. I hire you to obey +orders, not to think."</p> + +<p>"I'm sure, sir," said the housekeeper, whose only form of argument was +reiteration, "I never thought you would have seen them——"</p> + +<p>"Then you were wrong," shouted her master. "I will see them. Bring them in."</p> + +<p>He was a tall, gaunt old man, and Robin stared at him for some minutes, +wondering where he could have seen somebody very like him. At last he +remembered. It was the old gentleman of the blue cloak.</p> + +<p>The children threw off their wraps, the housekeeper helping them, and +chattering ceaselessly, from sheer nervousness.</p> + +<p>"Well, to be sure," said she, "their dresses are pretty, too. And they +seem quite a better sort of children, they talk quite genteel. I might +ha' knowed they weren't like common mummers, but I was so flusterated +hearing the bell go so late, and——"</p> + +<p>"Are they ready?" said the old man, who had<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_305" id="Page_305">[Pg 305]</a></span> stood like a ghost in the +dim light of the flaring tallow candle, grimly watching the proceedings.</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir. Shall I take them to the kitchen, sir?"</p> + +<p>"——for you and the other idle hussies to gape and grin at? No. Bring +them to the library," he snapped, and then stalked off, leading the way.</p> + +<p>The housekeeper accordingly led them to the library, and then withdrew, +nearly falling on her face as she left the room by stumbling over +Darkie, who slipped in last like a black shadow.</p> + +<p>The old man was seated in a carved oak chair by the fire.</p> + +<p>"I never said the dogs were to come in," he said.</p> + +<p>"But we can't do without them, please," said Robin, boldly. "You see +there are eight people in 'The Peace Egg,' and there are only five of +us; and so Darkie has to be the Black Prince, and Pax has to be the +Fool, and so we have to have them."</p> + +<p>"Five and two make seven," said the old man, with a grim smile; "what do +you do for the eighth?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, that's the little one at the end," said Robin, confidently. "Mamma +said we weren't to mention him, but I think that's because we're +children.—You're grown up, you know, so I'll show you the book, and you +can see for yourself," he went on, drawing "The Peace Egg" from his +pocket: "there, that's the picture of him, on the last page; black, with +horns and a tail."</p> + +<p>The old man's stern face relaxed into a broad smile as he examined the +grotesque woodcut; but when he turned to the first page the smile +vanished in a deep frown, and his eyes shone like hot coals with anger. +He had seen Robin's name.</p> + +<p>"Who sent you here?" he asked, in a hoarse voice. "Speak, and speak the +truth! Did your mother send you here?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_306" id="Page_306">[Pg 306]</a></span></p><p>Robin thought the old man was angry with them for playing truant. He +said, slowly, "N—no. She didn't exactly send us; but I don't think +she'll mind our having come if we get back in time for supper. Mamma +never <i>forbid</i> our going mumming, you know."</p> + +<p>"I don't suppose she ever thought of it," Nicholas said candidly, +wagging his curly head from side to side.</p> + +<p>"She knows we're mummers," said Robin, "for she helped us. When we were +abroad, you know, she used to tell us about the mummers acting at +Christmas, when she was a little girl; and so we thought we'd be +mummers, and so we acted to papa and mamma, and so we thought we'd act +to the maids, but they were cleaning the passages, and so we thought +we'd really go mumming; and we've got several other houses to go to +before supper-time; we'd better begin, I think," said Robin; and without +more ado he began to march round and round, raising his sword, and the +performance went off quite as creditably as before.</p> + +<p>As the children acted the old man's anger wore off. He watched them with +an interest he could not repress. When Nicholas took some hard thwacks +from Robert without flinching, the old man clapped his hands; and after +the encounter was over, he said he would not have had the dogs excluded +on any consideration. It was just at the end, when they were all +marching round and round, holding on by each other's swords "over the +shoulder," and singing "A mumming we will go, etc.," that Nicholas +suddenly brought the circle to a stand-still by stopping dead short, and +staring up at the wall before him.</p> + +<p>"What <i>are</i> you stopping for?" said Robert, turning indignantly around.</p> + +<p>"Look there!" cried Nicholas, pointing to a little painting which hung +above the old man's head.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_307" id="Page_307">[Pg 307]</a></span></p><p>Robin looked, and said abruptly, "It's Dora."</p> + +<p>"Which is Dora?" asked the old man in a strange, sharp tone.</p> + +<p>"Here she is," said Robin and Nicholas in one breath, as they dragged her forward.</p> + +<p>"She's the Doctor," said Robin, "and you can't see her face for her +things. Dor, take off your cap and pull back that hood. There! Oh, it <i>is</i> like her!"</p> + +<p>It was the portrait of her mother as a child; but of this the nursery +mummers knew nothing. The old man looked as the peaked cap and hood fell +away from Dora's face and fair curls, and then he uttered a sharp cry, +and buried his head upon his hands. The boys stood stupefied, but Dora +ran up to him, and putting her little hands on his arms, said, in +childish pitying tones, "Oh, I am so sorry! Have you got a headache? May +Robin put the shovel in the fire for you? Mamma has hot shovels for her +headaches." And though the old man did not speak or move, she went on +coaxing him, and stroking his head, on which the hair was white. At this +moment Pax took one of his unexpected runs, and jumped on to the old +man's knee, in his own particular fashion, and then yawned at the +company. The old man was startled, and lifted his face suddenly. It was wet with tears.</p> + +<p>"Why, you're crying!" exclaimed the children with one breath.</p> + +<p>"It's very odd," said Robin, fretfully. "I can't think what's the matter +to-night. Mamma was crying too when we were acting, and papa said we +weren't to tease her with questions, and he kissed her hand, and I +kissed her hand too. And papa said we must all be very good and kind to +poor dear mamma, and so I mean to be, she's so good. And I think we'd +better go home, or perhaps she'll be frightened," Robin added.</p> + +<p>"She's so good, is she?" asked the old man.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_308" id="Page_308">[Pg 308]</a></span> He had put Pax off his +knee, and taken Dora on to it.</p> + +<p>"Oh, isn't she!" said Nicholas, swaying his curly head from side to side as usual.</p> + +<p>"She's always good," said Robin, emphatically; "and so's papa. But I'm +always doing something I oughtn't to," he added, slowly. "But then, you +know, I don't pretend to obey Sarah. I don't care a fig for Sarah; and I +won't obey any woman but mamma."</p> + +<p>"Who's Sarah?" asked the grandfather.</p> + +<p>"She's our nurse," said Robin, "and she tells—I mustn't say what she +tells—but it's not the truth. She told one about <i>you</i> the other day," he added.</p> + +<p>"About me?" said the old man.</p> + +<p>"She said you were our grandpapa. So then I knew she was telling <i>you know what</i>."</p> + +<p>"How did you know it wasn't true?" the old man asked.</p> + +<p>"Why, of course," said Robin, "if you were our mamma's father, you'd +know her, and be very fond of her, and come to see her. And then you'd +be our grandfather, too, and you'd have us to see you, and perhaps give +us Christmas-boxes. I wish you were," Robin added with a sigh. "It would +be very nice."</p> + +<p>"Would <i>you</i> like it?" asked the old man of Dora.</p> + +<p>And Dora, who was half asleep and very comfortable, put her little arms +about his neck as she was wont to put them around the Captain's, and +said, "Very much."</p> + +<p>He put her down at last, very tenderly, almost unwillingly, and left the +children alone. By-and-by he returned, dressed in the blue cloak, and +took Dora up again.</p> + +<p>"I will see you home," he said.</p> + +<p>The children had not been missed. The clock had only just struck nine +when there came a knock<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_309" id="Page_309">[Pg 309]</a></span> on the door of the dining-room, where the +Captain and his wife still sat by the Yule log. She said "Come in," +wearily, thinking it was the frumenty and the Christmas cakes.</p> + +<p>But it was her father, with her child in his arms!</p> + +<hr class="tiny" /> + +<h3>VIII.</h3> + +<p>The Captain had many friends who knew of the sad estrangement between +his wife and her father. Some of them were in church the next day, which +was Christmas Day, when the Captain's wife came in. They would have hid +their faces, but for the startling sight that met the gaze of the +congregation. The old grandfather walked into church abreast of the +Captain.</p> + +<p>"They've met in the porch," whispered one under the shelter of his hat.</p> + +<p>"They can't quarrel publicly in a place of worship," said another, +turning pale.</p> + +<p>"She's gone into his seat," cried a girl in a shrill whisper.</p> + +<p>"And the children after her," added her sister, incautiously aloud.</p> + +<p>There was now no doubt about the matter. The old man in his blue cloak +stood for a few moments politely disputing the question of precedence +with his handsome son-in-law. Then the Captain bowed and passed in, and +the old man followed him.</p> + +<p>By the time that the service was ended everybody knew of the happy +peacemaking, and was glad. One old friend after another came up with +blessings and good wishes. This was a proper Christmas, indeed, they +said. 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b/28198.txt @@ -0,0 +1,10768 @@ +The Project Gutenberg eBook of A Budget of Christmas Tales by Charles +Dickens and Others, by Various + + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: A Budget of Christmas Tales by Charles Dickens and Others + + +Author: Various + + + +Release Date: February 26, 2009 [eBook #28198] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-646-US (US-ASCII) + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A BUDGET OF CHRISTMAS TALES BY +CHARLES DICKENS AND OTHERS*** + + +E-text prepared by David Edwards, Martin Pettit, and the Project Gutenberg +Online Distributed Proofreading Team (http://www.pgdp.net) from digital +material generously made available by Internet Archive +(http://www.archive.org/) + + + +Note: Images of the original pages are available through + Internet Archive. See + http://www.archive.org/details/budgetofchristma00dick + + + + + +A BUDGET OF CHRISTMAS TALES. + +By Charles Dickens and Others. + + + + + + + +Published by The Christian Herald +Louis Klopsch, Proprietor. +Bible House, New York. + +Copyright 1895. +by Louis Klopsch. + +Press and Bindery of Historical Publishing Co., +Philadelphia. + + + + +TABLE OF CONTENTS. + + PAGE + +A Christmas Carol 13 +CHARLES DICKENS. + +The Christmas Babe 73 +MARGARET E. SANGSTER. + +A Western Christmas 74 +MRS. W. H. CORNING. + +Joe's Search for Santa Claus 83 +IRVING BACHELLER. + +Angela's Christmas 87 +JULIA SCHAYER. + +The First Puritan Christmas Tree 100 +(ANONYMOUS.) + +First New England Christmas 103 +HEZEKIAH BUTTERWORTH. + +The Chimes 106 +CHARLES DICKENS. + +Billy's Santa Claus Experience 170 +CORNELIA REDMOND. + +Christmas in Poganuc 173 +MRS. H. B. STOWE. + +The Christmas Princess 192 +MRS. MOLESWORTH. + +Widow Townsend's Visitor 210 +(ANONYMOUS.) + +The Old Man's Christmas 223 +ELLA WHEELER WILCOX. + +The Christmas Goblin 239 +CHARLES DICKENS. + +The Song of the Star 244 +C. H. MEAD. + +Indian Pete's Christmas Gift 252 +H. W. COLLINGWOOD. + +My Christmas Dinner 264 +(ANONYMOUS.) + +The Poor Traveler 272 +CHARLES DICKENS. + +The Legend of the Christmas Tree 287 +(ANONYMOUS.) + +The Peace Egg 290 +JULIANA HORATIA EWING. + + + + +CHRISTMAS TALES. + + + + +A CHRISTMAS CAROL. + +BY CHARLES DICKENS. + + +STAVE ONE. + +MARLEY'S GHOST. + + +Marley was dead, to begin with. There is no doubt whatever about that. +The register of his burial was signed by the clergyman, the clerk, the +undertaker, and the chief mourner. Scrooge signed it. And Scrooge's name +was good upon 'Change, for anything he chose to put his hand to. + +Old Marley was dead as a door-nail. + +Scrooge knew he was dead? Of course he did. How could it be otherwise? +Scrooge and he were partners for I don't know how many years. Scrooge +was his sole executor, his sole administrator, his sole assign, his sole +residuary legatee, his sole friend, and sole mourner. And even Scrooge +was not so dreadfully cut up by the sad event, but that he was an +excellent man of business on the very day of the funeral, and solemnized +it with an undoubted bargain. + +The mention of Marley's funeral brings me back to the point I started +from. There is no doubt that Marley was dead. This must be distinctly +understood, or nothing wonderful can come of the story I am going to +relate. + +Scrooge never painted out Old Marley's name. There it stood, years +afterward, above the warehouse door: Scrooge and Marley. The firm was +known as Scrooge and Marley. Sometimes people new to the business called +Scrooge Scrooge, and sometimes Marley, but he answered to both names. It +was all the same to him. + +Oh! But he was a tight-fisted hand at the grindstone, Scrooge! a +squeezing, wrenching, grasping, scraping, clutching, covetous, old +sinner! Hard and sharp as flint, from which no steel had ever struck out +generous fire; secret and self-contained, and solitary as an oyster. The +cold within him froze his old features, nipped his pointed nose, +shriveled his cheek, stiffened his gait; made his eyes red, his thin +lips blue; and spoke out shrewdly in his grating voice. A frosty rime on +his head, and on his eyebrows, and his wiry chin. + +External heat and cold had little influence on Scrooge. No warmth could +warm, no wintry weather chill him. No wind that blew was bitterer than +he, no falling snow was more intent upon its purpose, no pelting rain +less open to entreaty. Foul weather didn't know where to have him. The +heaviest rain, and snow, and hail, and sleet, could boast of the +advantage over him in only one respect. They often "came down" +handsomely, and Scrooge never did. + +Nobody ever stopped him in the street to say, with gladsome looks, "My +dear Scrooge, how are you? When will you come to see me?" No beggars +implored him to bestow a trifle, no children asked him what it was +o'clock, no man or woman ever once in all his life inquired the way to +such and such a place, of Scrooge. + +But what did Scrooge care? It was the very thing he liked. To edge his +way along the crowded paths of life, warning all human sympathy to keep +its distance, was what the knowing ones call "nuts" to Scrooge. + +Once upon a time--of all the good days in the year, on Christmas +Eve--old Scrooge sat busy in his counting-house. It was cold, bleak, +biting weather: foggy withal: and he could hear the people in the court +outside, go wheezing up and down, beating their hands upon their +breasts, and stamping their feet upon the pavement stones to warm them. +The city clocks had only just gone three, but it was quite dark +already--it had not been light all day--and candles were flaring in the +windows of the neighboring offices, like ruddy smears upon the palpable +brown air. + +The door of Scrooge's counting-house was open, that he might keep his +eye upon his clerk, who in a dismal little cell beyond, a sort of tank, +was copying letters. Scrooge had a very small fire, but the clerk's fire +was so very much smaller that it looked like one coal. But he couldn't +replenish it, for Scrooge kept the coal-box in his own room; and so +surely as the clerk came in with the shovel, the master predicted that +it would be necessary for them to part. Wherefore the clerk put on his +white comforter, and tried to warm himself at the candle; in which +effort, not being a man of strong imagination, he failed. + +"A merry Christmas, uncle! God save you!" cried a cheerful voice. It was +the voice of Scrooge's nephew, who came upon him so quickly that this +was the first intimation he had of his approach. + +"Bah!" said Scrooge. "Humbug!" + +He had so heated himself with rapid walking in the fog and frost, this +nephew of Scrooge's, that he was all in a glow; his face was ruddy and +handsome; his eyes sparkled, and his breath smoked again. + +"Christmas a humbug, uncle!" said Scrooge's nephew. "You don't mean +that, I am sure?" + +"I do," said Scrooge. "Merry Christmas! What right have you to be +merry? What reason have you to be merry? You're poor enough." + +"Come then," returned the nephew gaily. "What right have you to be +dismal? What reason have you to be morose? You're rich enough." + +Scrooge having no better answer ready on the spur of the moment, said, +"Bah!" again; and followed it up with, "Keep Christmas in your own way, +and let me keep it in mine." + +"Keep it!" repeated Scrooge's nephew. "But you don't keep it." + +"Let me leave it alone, then," said Scrooge. "Much good may it do you! +Much good it has ever done you!" + +"There are many things from which I might have derived good, by which I +have not profited, I dare say," returned the nephew, "Christmas among +the rest. But I am sure I have always thought of Christmas time, when it +has come round--apart from the veneration due to its sacred name and +origin, if anything belonging to it can be apart from that--as a good +time; a kind, forgiving, charitable, pleasant time; the only time I know +of, in the long calendar of the year, when men and women seem by one +consent to open their shut-up hearts freely, and to think of people +below them as if they really were fellow-passengers to the grave, and +not another race of creatures bound on other journeys. And therefore, +uncle, though it has never put a scrap of gold or silver in my pocket, I +believe that it _has_ done me good, and _will_ do me good; and I say, +God bless it!" + +The clerk in the tank involuntarily applauded. Becoming immediately +sensible of the impropriety, he poked the fire, and extinguished the +last frail spark for ever. + +"Let me hear another sound from _you_," said Scrooge, "and you'll keep +your Christmas by losing your situation. You're quite a powerful +speaker, sir," he added, turning to his nephew. "I wonder you don't go +into Parliament." + +"Don't be angry, uncle. Come! Dine with us to-morrow." + +Scrooge said that he would see him--yes, indeed he did. He went the +whole length of the expression, and said that he would see him in that +extremity first. + +"But why?" cried Scrooge's nephew, "Why?" + +"Why did you get married?" said Scrooge. + +"Because I fell in love." + +"Because you fell in love!" growled Scrooge, as if that were the only +one thing in the world more ridiculous than a merry Christmas. "Good +afternoon!" + +"Nay, uncle, but you never came to see me before that happened. Why give +it as a reason for not coming now?" + +"Good afternoon," said Scrooge. + +"I want nothing from you; I ask nothing of you; why cannot we be +friends?" + +"Good afternoon," said Scrooge. + +"I am sorry, with all my heart, to find you so resolute. We have never +had any quarrel, to which I have been a party. But I have made the trial +in homage to Christmas, and I'll keep my Christmas humor to the last. So +a Merry Christmas, uncle!" + +"Good afternoon!" said Scrooge. + +"And a Happy New Year!" + +"Good afternoon!" said Scrooge. + +His nephew left the room without an angry word, notwithstanding. He +stopped at the outer door to bestow the greetings of the season on the +clerk, who, cold as he was, was warmer than Scrooge; for he returned +them cordially. + +"There's another fellow," muttered Scrooge; who overheard him: "my +clerk, with fifteen shillings a week, and a wife and family, talking +about a merry Christmas. I'll retire to Bedlam." + +This lunatic, in letting Scrooge's nephew out, had let two other people +in. They were portly gentlemen, pleasant to behold, and now stood, with +their hats off, in Scrooge's office. They had books and papers in their +hands, and bowed to him. + +"Scrooge and Marley's, I believe," said one of the gentlemen, referring +to his list. "Have I the pleasure of addressing Mr. Scrooge, or Mr. +Marley?" + +"Mr. Marley has been dead these seven years," Scrooge replied. "He died +seven years ago, this very night." + +"We have no doubt his liberality is well represented by his surviving +partner," said the gentleman, presenting his credentials. + +It certainly was; for they had been two kindred spirits. At the ominous +word "liberality," Scrooge frowned, and shook his head, and handed the +credentials back. + +"At this festive season of the year, Mr. Scrooge," said the gentleman, +taking up a pen, "it is more than usually desirable that we should make +some slight provision for the poor and destitute, who suffer greatly at +the present time. Many thousands are in want of common necessaries; +hundreds of thousands are in want of common comforts, sir." + +"Are there no prisons?" asked Scrooge. + +"Plenty of prisons," said the gentleman, laying down the pen again. + +"And the Union workhouses?" demanded Scrooge. "Are they still in +operation?" + +"They are. Still," returned the gentleman, "I wish I could say they were +not. Under the impression that they scarcely furnish Christian cheer of +mind or body to the multitude, a few of us are endeavoring to raise a +fund to buy the poor some meat and drink, and means of warmth. We choose +this time, because it is a time, of all others, when Want is keenly +felt, and Abundance rejoices. What shall I put you down for?" + +"Nothing!" Scrooge replied. + +"You wish to be anonymous?" + +"I wish to be left alone," said Scrooge. "Since you ask me what I wish, +gentlemen, that is my answer. I don't make merry myself at Christmas, +and I can't afford to make idle people merry. I help to support the +establishments I have mentioned--they cost enough; and those who are +badly off must go there." + +"Many can't go there; and many would rather die." + +"If they would rather die," said Scrooge, "they had better do it, and +decrease the surplus population. Besides--excuse me--I don't know that." + +"But you might know it," observed the gentleman. + +"It's not my business," Scrooge returned. "It's enough for a man to +understand his own business, and not to interfere with other people's. +Mine occupies me constantly. Good afternoon, gentlemen!" + +Seeing clearly that it would be useless to pursue their point, the +gentlemen withdrew. Scrooge resumed his labors with an improved opinion +of himself, and in a more facetious temper than was usual with him. + +At length the hour of shutting up the counting-house arrived. With an +ill-will Scrooge dismounted from his stool, and tacitly admitted the +fact to the expectant clerk in the tank, who instantly snuffed his +candle out, and put on his hat. + +"You'll want all day to-morrow, I suppose?" said Scrooge. + +"If quite convenient, sir." + +"It's not convenient," said Scrooge, "and it's not fair. If I was to +stop half-a-crown for it, you'd think yourself ill-used, I'll be bound?" + +The clerk smiled faintly. + +"And yet," said Scrooge, "you don't think _me_ ill-used, when I pay a +day's wages for no work." + +The clerk observed that it was only once a year. + +"A poor excuse for picking a man's pocket every twenty-fifth of +December!" said Scrooge, buttoning his great coat to the chin. "But I +suppose you must have the whole day. Be here all the earlier next +morning." + +The clerk promised that he would; and Scrooge walked out with a growl. +The office was closed in a twinkling, and the clerk, with the long ends +of his white comforter dangling below his waist (for he boasted no great +coat), went down a slide on Cornhill, at the end of a lane of boys, +twenty times, in honor of its being Christmas-eve, and then ran home to +Camden Town as hard as he could pelt, to play at blindman's buff. + +Scrooge took his melancholy dinner in his usual melancholy tavern; and +having read all the newspapers, and beguiled the rest of the evening +with his banker's-book, went home to bed. He lived in chambers which had +once belonged to his deceased partner. They were a gloomy suite of +rooms, in a lowering pile of building up a yard, where it had so little +business to be, that one could scarcely help fancying it must have run +there when it was a young house, playing at hide-and-seek with other +houses, and have forgotten the way out again. It was old enough now, and +dreary enough; for nobody lived in it but Scrooge, the other rooms being +all let out as offices. + +Every room above, and every cask in the wine-merchant's cellars below, +appeared to have a separate peal of echoes of its own. Scrooge was not a +man to be frightened by echoes. He fastened the door, and walked across +the hall, and up the stairs; slowly too: trimming his candle as he went. +Half a dozen gas-lamps out of the street wouldn't have lighted the +entry too well, so you may suppose that it was pretty dark with +Scrooge's dip. + +Up Scrooge went, not caring a button for that. Darkness is cheap, and +Scrooge liked it. But before he shut his heavy door, he walked through +his rooms to see that all was right. + +Quite satisfied, he closed his door, and locked himself in; +double-locked himself in, which was not his custom. Thus secured against +surprise, he, took off his cravat; put on his dressing gown and +slippers, and his night-cap; and sat down before the fire to take his +gruel. As he threw his head back in the chair, his glance happened to +rest upon a bell, a disused bell, that hung in the room, and +communicated for some purpose now forgotten with a chamber in the +highest story of the building. It was with great astonishment, and with +a strange, inexplicable dread, that as he looked, he saw this bell begin +to swing. It swung so softly in the outset that it scarcely made a +sound; but soon it rang out loudly, and so did every bell in the house. + +This might have lasted half a minute, or a minute, but it seemed an +hour. The bells ceased as they had begun, together. They were succeeded +by a clanking noise deep down below, as if some person were dragging a +heavy chain over the casks in the wine-merchant's cellar. Scrooge then +remembered to have heard that ghosts in haunted houses were described as +dragging chains. + +The cellar-door flew open with a booming sound, and then he heard the +noise much louder, on the floors below; then coming up the stairs; then +coming straight toward his door. + +"It's humbug still!" said Scrooge. "I won't believe it." + +His color changed though, when, without a pause, it came on through the +heavy door, and passed into the room before his eyes. Upon its coming +in, the dying flame leaped up, as though it cried "I know him! Marley's +ghost!" and fell again. + +The same face: the very same. The chain he drew was clasped about his +middle. It was long and wound about him like a tail; and it was made +(for Scrooge observed it closely) of cash-boxes, keys, padlocks, +ledgers, deeds, and heavy purses wrought in steel. + +"How now" said Scrooge, caustic and cold as ever. "What do you want with +me?" + +"Much!"--Marley's voice, no doubt about it. + +"Who are you?" + +"Ask me who I _was_." + +"Who _were_ you then?" said Scrooge, raising his voice. "You're +particular, for a shade." He was going to say "_to_ a shade," but +substituted this, as more appropriate. + +"In life I was your partner, Jacob Marley." + +"Can you--can you sit down?" asked Scrooge, looking doubtfully at him. + +"I can." + +"Do it, then." + +Scrooge asked the question, because he didn't know whether a ghost so +transparent might find himself in a condition to take a chair; and felt +that in the event of its being impossible, it might involve the +necessity of an embarrassing explanation. But the Ghost sat down on the +opposite side of the fireplace, as if he were quite used to it. + +Scrooge fell upon his knees, and clasped his hands before his face. + +"Mercy!" he said, "Dreadful apparition, why do you trouble me?" + +"Man of the worldly mind!" replied the Ghost, "do you believe in me or +not?" + +"I do," said Scrooge. "I must. But why do spirits walk the earth, and +why do they come to me?" + +"It is required of every man," the Ghost returned, "that the spirit +within him should walk abroad among his fellow-men, and travel far and +wide; and if that spirit goes not forth in life, it is condemned to do +so after death. It is doomed to wander through the world--oh, woe is +me!--and witness what it cannot share, but might have shared on earth, +and turned to happiness!" + +The spectre raised a cry, and shook its chain and wrung its shadowy +hands. + +"You are fettered," said Scrooge, trembling. "Tell me why?" + +"I wear the chain I forged in life," replied the Ghost. "I made it link +by link, and yard by yard; I girded it on of my own free will, and of my +own free will I wore it. Is its pattern strange to _you_?" + +Scrooge trembled more and more. + +"Or would you know," pursued the Ghost, "the weight and length of the +strong coil you bear yourself? It was full as heavy and as long as this, +seven Christmas Eves ago. You have labored on it since. It is a +ponderous chain!" + +Scrooge glanced about him on the floor, in the expectation of finding +himself surrounded by some fifty or sixty fathoms of iron cable; but he +could see nothing. + +"Jacob," he said imploringly. "Old Jacob Marley, tell me more. Speak +comfort to me, Jacob!" + +"I have none to give," the Ghost replied. "It comes from other regions, +Ebenezer Scrooge, and is conveyed by other ministers, to other kinds of +men. Nor can I tell you what I would. A very little more, is all +permitted to me. I cannot rest, I cannot stay, I cannot linger anywhere. +My spirit never walked beyond our counting-house--mark me!--in life my +spirit never roved beyond the narrow limits of our money-changing hole; +and weary journeys lie before me!" + +It was a habit with Scrooge, whenever he became thoughtful, to put his +hands in his breeches' pockets. Pondering on what the Ghost had said, he +did so now, but without lifting up his eyes, or getting off his knees. + +"You must have been very slow about it, Jacob," Scrooge observed, in a +business-like manner, though with humility and deference. + +"Slow!" the Ghost repeated. + +"Seven years dead," mused Scrooge. "And traveling all the time?" + +"The whole time," said the Ghost. "No rest, no peace. Incessant torture +of remorse." + +"You travel fast?" said Scrooge. + +"On the wings of the wind," replied the Ghost. + +"You might have got over a great quantity of ground in seven years," +said Scrooge. + +The Ghost, on hearing this set up another cry, and clanked its chain +hideously. + +"Oh! captive, bound, and double-ironed," cried the Phantom, "not to know +that ages of incessant labor, by immortal creatures, for this earth must +pass into eternity before the good of which it is susceptible is all +developed. Not to know that any Christian spirit working kindly in its +little sphere, whatever it may be, will find its mortal life too short +for its vast means of usefulness. Not to know that no space of regret +can make amends for one life's opportunities misused! Yet such was I! +Oh! such was I!" + +"But you were always a good man of business, Jacob," faltered Scrooge, +who now began to apply this to himself. + +"Business!" cried the Ghost, wringing its hands again. "Mankind was my +business. The common welfare was my business; charity, mercy, +forbearance, and benevolence, were, all my business. The dealings of my +trade were but a drop of water in the comprehensive ocean of my +business!" + +It held up its chain at arm's length, as if that were the cause of all +its unavailing grief, and flung it heavily upon the ground again. + +"At this time of the rolling year," the Spectre said, "I suffer most. +Why did I walk through crowds of fellow-beings with my eyes turned down, +and never raise them to that blessed Star which led the Wise Men to a +poor abode? Were there no poor homes to which its light would have +conducted _me_?" + +Scrooge was very much dismayed to hear the Spectre going on at this +rate, and began to quake exceedingly. + +"Hear me!" cried the Ghost. "My time is nearly gone." + +"I will," said Scrooge. "But don't be hard upon me! Don't be flowery, +Jacob! Pray!" + +"How it is that I appear before you in a shape that you can see, I may +not tell. I have sat invisible beside you many and many a day." + +It was not an agreeable idea. Scrooge shivered, and wiped the +perspiration from his brow. + +"That is no light part of my penance," pursued the Ghost. "I am here +to-night to warn you, that you have yet a chance and hope of escaping my +fate. A chance and hope of my procuring, Ebenezer." + +"You were always a good friend to me," said Scrooge. "Thank'ee!" + +"You will be haunted," resumed the Ghost, "by Three Spirits." + +Scrooge's countenance fell. + +"Is that the chance and hope you mentioned. Jacob?" he demanded, in a +faltering voice. + +"It is." + +"I--I think I'd rather not," said Scrooge. + +"Without their visits," said the Ghost, "you cannot hope to shun the +path I tread. Expect the first to-morrow, when the bell tolls One." + +"Couldn't I take 'em all at once, and have it over, Jacob?" hinted +Scrooge. + +"Expect the second on the next night at the same hour. The third, upon +the next night when the last stroke of Twelve has ceased to vibrate. +Look to see me no more; and look that, for your own sake, you remember +what has passed between us!" + +The apparition walked backward from him toward the window, and floated +out upon the bleak, dark night. + +Scrooge followed to the window; desperate in his curiosity. He looked +out. + +The air was filled with phantoms, wandering hither and thither in +restless haste, and moaning as they went. Every one of them wore chains +like Marley's ghost; some few (they might be guilty governments) were +linked together; none were free. Many had been personally known to +Scrooge in their lives. He had been quite familiar with one old ghost, +in a white waistcoat, with a monstrous iron safe attached to its ankle, +who cried piteously at being unable to assist a wretched woman with an +infant, whom it saw below upon a door-step. The misery with them all +was, clearly, that they sought to interfere, for good, in human matters +and had lost the power for ever. + +Whether these creatures faded into mist, or mist enshrouded them, he +could not tell. But they and their spirit voices faded together; and the +night became as it had been when he walked home. + +Scrooge closed the window, and examined the door by which the Ghost had +entered. It was double-locked, as he had locked it with his own hands, +and the bolts were undisturbed. He tried to say "Humbug!" but stopped at +the first syllable. And being, from the emotion he had undergone, or the +fatigues of the day, or his glimpse of the Invisible World, or the dull +conversation of the Ghost, or the lateness of the hour, much in need of +repose, went straight to bed, without undressing, and fell asleep upon +the instant. + + +STAVE TWO. + +THE FIRST OF THE THREE SPIRITS. + + +When Scrooge awoke, it was so dark, that, looking out of bed, he could +scarcely distinguish the transparent window from the opaque walls of his +chamber. He was endeavoring to pierce the darkness with his ferret eyes, +when the chimes of a neighboring church clock struck twelve. + +"Why it isn't possible," said Scrooge, "that I can have slept through a +whole day and far into another night!" + +Scrooge lay and thought and thought it over and over, and could make +nothing of it. The more he thought, the more perplexed he was, and the +more he endeavored not to think, the more he thought. Marley's ghost +bothered him exceedingly. "Was it a dream or not?" + +Scrooge lay in this state until he remembered, on a sudden, that the +Ghost had warned him of a visitation when the bell tolled One. He +resolved to lie awake until the hour was passed; and considering that he +could not go to sleep, this was perhaps the wisest resolution in his +power. + +He was more than once convinced he must have sunk into a doze +unconsciously, and missed the clock. At length it broke upon his +listening ear. + +"The hour itself," said Scrooge, triumphantly, "nothing else!" + +He spoke before the hour bell sounded, which it now did with a deep, +dull, hollow, melancholy ONE. Light flashed up in the room upon the +instant, and the curtains of his bed were drawn. + +The curtains of his bed were drawn aside, I tell you, by a hand. Not the +curtains at his feet, nor the curtains at his back, but those to which +his face was addressed. The curtains of his bed were drawn aside; and +Scrooge, starting up into a half-recumbent attitude, found himself face +to face with the visitor who drew them. + +It was a strange figure--like a child: yet not so like a child as like +an old man, viewed through some supernatural medium, which gave him the +appearance of having receded from the view, and being diminished to a +child's proportions. Its hair, which hung about its neck and down its +back, was white as if with age; and yet the face had not a wrinkle in +it, and the tenderest bloom was on the skin. The arms were very long and +muscular; the hands the same, as if its hold were of uncommon strength. +Its legs and feet, most delicately formed, were, like those upper +members, bare. It wore a tunic of the purest white; and round its waist +was bound a lustrous belt, the sheen of which was beautiful. It held a +branch of fresh green holly in its hand; and, in singular contradiction +of that wintry emblem, had its dress trimmed with summer flowers. But +the strangest thing about it was, that from the crown of its head there +sprung a bright clear jet of light, by which all this was visible; and +which was doubtless the occasion of its using, in its duller moments, a +great extinguisher for a cap, which it now held under its arm. + +"Are you the Spirit, sir, whose coming was foretold to me?" asked +Scrooge. + +"I am!" + +The voice was soft and gentle. Singularly low, as if instead of being so +close beside him, it were at a distance. + +"Who, and what are you?" Scrooge demanded. + +"I am the Ghost of Christmas Past." + +"Long Past?" inquired Scrooge; observant of its dwarfish stature. + +"No. Your past." + +Scrooge then made bold to inquire what business brought him there. + +"Your welfare!" said the Ghost. + +Scrooge expressed himself much obliged, but could not help thinking that +a night of unbroken rest would have been more conducive to that end. The +Spirit must have heard him thinking, for it said immediately: + +"Your reclamation, then. Take heed!" + +It put out its strong hand as it spoke, and clasped him gently by the +arm. + +"Rise! and walk with me!" + +It would have been in vain for Scrooge to plead that the weather and the +hour were not adapted to pedestrian purposes; that bed was warm and the +thermometer a long way below freezing; that he was clad but lightly in +his slippers, dressing-gown, and night-cap; and that he had a cold upon +him at the time. The grasp, though gentle as a woman's hand, was not to +be resisted. He rose: but finding that the Spirit made toward the +window, clasped its robe in supplication. + +"I am a mortal," Scrooge remonstrated, "and liable to fall." + +"Bear but a touch of my hand _there_," said the Spirit, laying it upon +his heart, "and you shall be upheld in more than this!" + +As the words were spoken, they passed out, and stood upon an open +country road, with fields on either hand. The city had entirely +vanished. Not a vestige of it was to be seen. The darkness and the mist +had vanished with it, for it was a clear, cold, winter day, with snow +upon the ground. + +"Good Spirit!" said Scrooge, clasping his hands together, as he looked +about him. "I was bred in this place. I was a boy here!" + +The Spirit gazed upon him mildly. Its gentle touch, though it had been +light and instantaneous, appeared still present to the old man's sense +of feeling. He was conscious of a thousand odors floating in the air, +each one connected with a thousand thoughts, and hopes, and joys, and +cares long, long, forgotten! + +"Your lip is trembling," said the Ghost. "And what is that upon your +cheek?" + +Scrooge muttered, with an unusual catching in his voice, that it was a +pimple; and begged the Ghost to lead him where he would. + +"You recollect the way?" inquired the Spirit. + +"Remember it!" cried Scrooge with fervor; "I could walk it blindfold." + +"Strange to have forgotten it for so many years!" observed the Ghost. +"Let us go on." + +They walked along the road, Scrooge recognizing every gate, and post, +and tree; until a little market-town appeared in the distance, with its +bridge, its church, and winding river. Some shaggy ponies now were seen +trotting toward them with boys upon their backs, who called to other +boys in country gigs and carts, driven by farmers. All these boys were +in great spirits, and shouted to each other, until the broad fields were +so full of merry music, that the crisp air laughed to hear it. + +"These are but shadows of the things that have been," said the Ghost. +"They have no consciousness of us." + +The jocund travelers came on; and as they came, Scrooge knew and named +them every one. Why was he rejoiced beyond all bounds to see them? Why +did his cold eye glisten, and his heart leap up as they went past? Why +was he filled with gladness when he heard them give each other Merry +Christmas, as they parted at cross-roads and bye-ways, for their several +homes? What was Merry Christmas to Scrooge? Out upon Merry Christmas! +What good had it ever done to him? + +"The school is not quite deserted," said the Ghost. "A solitary child, +neglected by his friends, is left there still." + +Scrooge said he knew it. And he sobbed. + +They left the high-road, by a well remembered lane, and soon approached +a mansion of dull red brick, with a little weathercock-surmounted +cupola, on the roof, and a bell hanging in it. It was a large house, but +one of broken fortunes; for the spacious offices were little used, their +walls were damp and mossy, their windows broken, and their gates +decayed. Fowls clucked and strutted in the stables; and the coach-houses +and sheds were overrun with grass. Nor was it more retentive of its +ancient state within; for entering the dreary hall, and glancing through +the open doors of many rooms, they found them poorly furnished, cold, +and vast. There was an earthy savor in the air, a chilly bareness in the +place, which associated itself somehow with too much getting up by +candle-light, and not too much to eat. + +They went, the Ghost and Scrooge, across the hall, to a door at the back +of the house. It opened before them, and disclosed a long, bare, +melancholy room, made barer still by lines of plain deal forms and +desks. At one of these a lonely boy was reading near a feeble fire; and +Scrooge sat down upon a form, and wept to see his poor forgotten self as +he had used to be. + +"I wish," Scrooge muttered, putting his hand in his pocket, and looking +about him, after drying his eyes with his cuff: "but it's too late now." + +"What is the matter?" asked the Spirit. + +"Nothing," said Scrooge. "Nothing. There was a boy singing a Christmas +Carol at my door last night. I should like to have given him something: +that's all." + +The Ghost smiled thoughtfully, and waved its hand: saying as it did so, +"Let us see another Christmas!" + +Scrooge's former self grew larger at the words, and the room became a +little darker and more dirty. The panels shrunk, the windows cracked; +fragments of plaster fell out of the ceiling, and the naked laths were +shown instead; but how all this was brought about, Scrooge knew no more +than you do. He only knew that it was quite correct: that everything had +happened so: that there he was, alone again, when all the other boys had +gone home for the jolly holidays. + +He was not reading now, but walking up and down despairingly. Scrooge +looked at the Ghost, and with a mournful shaking of his head, glanced +anxiously toward the door. + +It opened; and a little girl much younger than the boy, came darting in, +and putting her arms about his neck, and often kissing him, addressed +him as her "Dear, dear brother." + +"I have come to bring you home, dear brother!" said the child, clapping +her tiny hands, and bending down to laugh. "To bring you home, home, +home!" + +"Home, little Fan?" returned the boy. + +"Yes," said the child, brimful of glee. "Home, for good and all. Home, +for ever and ever. Father is so much kinder than he used to be, that +home's like Heaven! He spoke so gently to me one dear night when I was +going to bed, that I was not afraid to ask him once more if you might +come home; and he said Yes, you should; and sent me in a coach to bring +you. And you're to be a man!" said the child, opening her eyes; "and are +never to come back here: but first, we're to be together all the +Christmas long, and have the merriest time in all the world." + +"You are quite a woman, little Fan!" exclaimed the boy. + +She clapped her hands and laughed, and tried to touch his head; but +being too little, laughed again, and stood on tiptoe to embrace him. +Then she began to drag him, in her childish eagerness, toward the door; +and he, nothing loth to go, accompanied her. + +A terrible voice in the hall cried, "Bring down Master Scrooge's box, +there!" and in the hall appeared the schoolmaster himself, who glared on +Master Scrooge with a ferocious condescension, and threw him into a +dreadful state of mind by shaking hands with him. Master Scrooge's trunk +being tied on to the top of the chaise, the children bade the +schoolmaster good-bye right willingly; and getting into it, drove gaily +down the garden-sweep: the quick wheels dashing the hoar-frost and snow +from off the dark leaves of the evergreens like spray. + +"Always a delicate creature, whom a breath might have withered," said +the Ghost. "But she had a large heart!" + +"So she had," cried Scrooge. "You're right. I will not gainsay it +Spirit. God forbid!" + +"She died a woman," said the Ghost, "and had, as I think, children." + +"One child," Scrooge returned. + +"True," said the Ghost. "Your nephew!" + +Scrooge seemed uneasy in his mind; and answered briefly, "Yes." + +Although they had but that moment left the school behind them, they were +now in the busy thoroughfares of a city, where shadowy passengers passed +and repassed; where shadowy carts and coaches battled for the way, and +all the strife and tumult of a real city were. It was made plain +enough, by the dressing of the shops, that here too it was Christmas +time again; but it was evening, and the streets were lighted up. + +The Ghost stopped at a certain warehouse door, and asked Scrooge if he +knew it. + +"Know it!" said Scrooge. "Was not I apprenticed here!" + +They went in. At sight of an old gentleman in a Welsh wig, sitting +behind such a high desk, that if he had been two inches taller he must +have knocked his head against the ceiling, Scrooge cried in great +excitement: + +"Why, it's old Fezziwig! Bless his heart; it's Fezziwig alive again!" + +Old Fezziwig laid down his pen, and looked up at the clock, which +pointed to the hour of seven. He rubbed his hands; adjusted his +capacious waistcoat; laughed all over himself, from his shoes to his +organ of benevolence; and called out in a comfortable, oily, rich, fat, +jovial voice: + +"Yo ho, there! Ebenezer! Dick!" + +Scrooge's former self, now grown a young man, came briskly in, +accompanied by his fellow-'prentice. + +"Dick Wilkins, to be sure!" said Scrooge to the Ghost. "Bless me, yes. +There he is. He was very much attached to me, was Dick. Poor Dick! Dear, +dear!" + +"Yo ho, my boys!" said Fezziwig, "No more work to-night. Christmas Eve, +Dick, Christmas, Ebenezer. Let's have the shutters up," cried old +Fezziwig, with a sharp clap of his hands, "before a man can say Jack +Robinson!" + +You wouldn't believe how those two fellows went at it! They charged into +the street with the shutters--one, two, three--had 'em up in their +places--four, five, six--barred 'em and pinned 'em--seven, eight, +nine--and came back before you could have got to twelve, panting like +race-horses. + +"Hilli-ho!" cried old Fezziwig, skipping down from the high desk, with +wonderful agility. "Clear away, my lads, and let's have lots of room +here!" + +Clear away! There was nothing they wouldn't have cleared away, or +couldn't have cleared away, with old Fezziwig looking on. It was done in +a minute. Every movable was packed off, as if it were dismissed from +public life for evermore; the floor was swept and watered, the lamps +were trimmed, fuel was heaped upon the fire; and the warehouse was as +snug, and warm, and dry, and bright a play-room as you would desire to +see upon a winter's night. + +In came a fiddler with a music-book, and went up to the lofty desk, and +made an orchestra of it, and tuned like fifty stomach-aches. In came +Mrs. Fezziwig, one vast substantial smile. In came the three Miss +Fezziwigs, beaming and lovable. In came all the young men and women +employed in the business. In came the housemaid, with her cousin, the +baker. In came the cook, with her brother's particular friend, the +milkman. In they all came, one after another; some shyly, some boldly, +some gracefully, some awkwardly, some pushing, some pulling; in they all +came, anyhow and everyhow. + +There were dances, and there were forfeits, and more dances, and there +was cake, and there was a great piece of Cold Roast, and there was a +great piece of Cold Boiled, and there were mince-pies. + +When the clock struck eleven, this domestic ball broke up. Mr. and Mrs. +Fezziwig took their stations, one on either side the door, and shaking +hands with every person individually as he or she went out, wished him +or her a Merry Christmas. When everybody had retired but the two +'prentices they did the same to them; and thus the cheerful voices died +away, and the lads were left to their beds; which were under a counter +in the back-shop. + +During the whole of this time, Scrooge had acted like a man out of his +wits. His heart and soul were in the scene, and with his former self. He +corroborated everything, remembered everything, enjoyed everything, and +underwent the strangest agitation. It was not until now, when the bright +faces of his former self and Dick were turned from them, that he +remembered the Ghost, and became conscious that it was looking full upon +him, while the light upon its head burnt very clear. + +"A small matter," said the Ghost, "to make these silly folks so full of +gratitude." + +"Small!" echoed Scrooge. + +The spirit signed to him to listen to the two apprentices, who were +pouring out their hearts in praise of Fezziwig; and when he had done so +said, + +"Why! Is it not? He has spent but a few pounds of your mortal money: +three or four, perhaps. Is that so much that he deserves this praise?" + +"It isn't that," said Scrooge, heated by the remark, and speaking +unconsciously like his former, not his latter self. "It isn't that, +Spirit. He has the power to render us happy or unhappy; to make our +service light or burdensome; a pleasure or a toil. Say that his power +lies in words and looks; in things so slight and insignificant that it +is impossible to add and count 'em up; what then? The happiness he +gives, is quite as great as if it cost a fortune." + +He felt the Spirit's glance, and stopped. + +"What is the matter?" asked the Ghost. + +"Nothing particular," said Scrooge. + +"Something, I think?" the Ghost insisted. + +"No," said Scrooge, "No. I should like to be able to say a word or two +to my clerk just now. That's all." + +His former self turned down the lamps as he gave utterance to the wish: +and Scrooge and the Ghost again stood side by side in the open air. + +"My time grows short," observed the Spirit. "Quick!" + +This was not addressed to Scrooge, or to any one whom he could see, but +it produced an immediate effect. For again Scrooge saw himself. He was +older now; a man in the prime of life. His face had not the harsh and +rigid lines of later years; but it had begun to wear the signs of care +and avarice. There was an eager, greedy, restless motion in the eye, +which showed the passion that had taken root, and where the shadow of +the growing tree would fall. + +He was not alone, but sat by the side of a fair young girl in a +mourning-dress: in whose eyes there were tears, which sparkled in the +light that shone out of the Ghost of Christmas Past. + +"It matters little," she said, softly. "To you, very little. Another +idol has displaced me; and if it can cheer and comfort you in time to +come, as I would have tried to do, I have no just cause to grieve." + +"What idol has displaced you?" he rejoined. + +"A golden one." + +"This is the even-handed dealing of the world!" he said. "There is +nothing on which it is so hard as poverty; and there is nothing it +professes to condemn with such severity as the pursuit of wealth!" + +"You fear the world too much," she answered, gently. "All your other +hopes have merged into the hope of being beyond the chance of its sordid +reproach. I have seen your nobler aspirations fall off one by one, until +the master-passion, Gain, engrosses you. Have I not?" + +"What then?" he retorted. "Even if I have grown so much wiser, what +then? I am not changed toward you." + +She shook her head. + +"Am I?" + +"Our contract is an old one. It was made when we were both poor and +content to be so, until, in good season, we could improve our worldly +fortune by our patient industry. You _are_ changed. When it was made, +you were another man." + +"I was a boy," he said impatiently. + +"Your own feeling tells you that you were not what you are," she +returned. "I am. That which promised happiness when we were one in +heart, is fraught with misery now that we are two. How often and how +keenly I have thought of this, I will not say. It is enough that I +_have_ thought of it, and can release you." + +"Have I ever sought release?" + +"In words. No. Never." + +"In what, then?" + +"In a changed nature; in an altered spirit; in another atmosphere of +life; another Hope as its great end. In everything that made my love of +any worth or value in your sight. If this had never been between us," +said the girl, looking mildly, but with steadiness, upon him; "can even +I believe that you would choose a dowerless girl: or, choosing her, do I +not know that your repentance and regret would surely follow? I do; and +I release you. With a full heart, for the love of him you once were." + +He was about to speak; but she left him and they parted. + +"Spirit!" said Scrooge, "show me no more! Conduct me home. Why do you +delight to torture me?" + +"I told you these were shadows of the things that have been," said the +Ghost. "That they are what they are, do not blame me!" + +"Remove me!" Scrooge exclaimed. "I cannot bear it!" + +He turned upon the Ghost, and seeing that it looked upon him with a +face, in which some strange way there were fragments of all the faces it +had shown him, wrestled with it. + +"Leave me! Take me back. Haunt me no longer!" + +In the struggle--if that can be called a struggle in which the Ghost, +with no visible resistance on its own part was undisturbed by any effort +of its adversary--Scrooge was conscious of being exhausted, and overcome +by an irresistible drowsiness; and, further, of being in his own +bed-room. He had barely time to reel to bed, before he sank into a heavy +sleep. + + +STAVE THREE. + +THE SECOND OF THE THREE SPIRITS. + + +Awaking in the middle of a prodigiously tough snore, and sitting up in +bed to get his thoughts together, Scrooge had no occasion to be told +that the bell was again upon the stroke of One. He felt that he was +restored to consciousness in the right nick of time, for the especial +purpose of holding a conference with the second messenger despatched to +him through Jacob Marley's intervention. But, finding that he turned +uncomfortably cold when he began to wonder which of his curtains this +new spectre would draw back, he put them every one aside with his own +hands, and lying down again, established a sharp look-out all round the +bed. For he wished to challenge the Spirit on the moment of its +appearance, and did not wish to be taken by surprise and made nervous. + +Now, being prepared for almost anything, he was not by any means +prepared for nothing; and, consequently, when the bell struck One, and +no shape appeared, he was taken with a violent fit of trembling. Five +minutes, ten minutes a quarter of an hour went by, yet nothing came. All +this time, he lay upon his bed, the very core and centre of a blaze of +ruddy light, which streamed upon it when the clock proclaimed the hour; +and which, being only light, was more alarming than a dozen ghosts, as +he was powerless to make out what it meant. At last, however, he began +to think that the source and secret of this ghostly light might be in +the adjoining room, from whence, on further tracing it, it seemed to +shine. This idea taking full possession of his mind, he got up softly +and shuffled in his slippers to the door. + +The moment Scrooge's hand was on the lock, a strange voice called him by +his name, and bade him enter. He obeyed. + +It was his own room. There was no doubt about that. But it had undergone +a surprising transformation. The walls and ceiling were so hung with +living green, that it looked a perfect grove; from every part of which, +bright gleaming berries glistened. The crisp leaves of holly, mistletoe, +and ivy reflected back the light, as if so many little mirrors had been +scattered there; and such a mighty blaze went roaring up the chimney, as +that dull petrifaction of a hearth had never known in Scrooge's time, or +Marley's, or for many and many a winter season gone. Heaped up on the +floor, to form a kind of throne, were turkeys, geese, game, poultry, +brawn, great joints of meat, sucking-pigs, long wreaths of sausages, +mince-pies, plum-puddings, barrels of oysters, red hot chestnuts, +cherry-cheeked apples, juicy oranges, luscious pears and immense +twelfth-cakes, that made the chamber dim with their delicious steam. In +easy state upon this couch there sat a jolly Giant, glorious to see; who +bore a glowing torch, in shape not unlike Plenty's horn, and held it +up, high up, to shed its light on Scrooge, as he came peeping round the +door. + +"Come in!" exclaimed the Ghost "Come in! and know me better, man!" + +Scrooge entered timidly, and hung his head before this Spirit. He was +not the dogged Scrooge he had been; and though the Spirit's eyes were +clear and kind, he did not like to meet them. + +"I am the Ghost of Christmas Present," said the Spirit: "Look upon me! +You have never seen the like of me before!" exclaimed the Spirit. + +"Never," Scrooge made answer to it. + +"Have never walked forth with the younger members of my family; meaning +(for I am very young) my elder brothers born in these later years?" +pursued the Phantom. + +"I don't think I have," said Scrooge. "I am afraid I have not. Have you +had many brothers, Spirit?" + +"More than eighteen hundred," said the Ghost. + +"A tremendous family to provide for," muttered Scrooge. + +The Ghost of Christmas Present rose. + +"Spirit," said Scrooge, submissively, "conduct me where you will. I went +forth last night on compulsion, and I learnt a lesson which is working +now. To-night, if you have aught to teach me, let me profit by it." + +"Touch my robe!" + +Scrooge did as he was told, and held it fast. + +The whole scene vanished instantly and they stood in the city streets on +Christmas morning, where (for the weather was severe) the people made a +rough, but brisk and not unpleasant kind of music, in scraping the snow +from the pavement in front of their dwellings, and from the tops of +their houses, whence it was mad delight to the boys to see it come +plumping down into the road below, and splitting into artificial little +snowstorms. + +Perhaps it was the pleasure the good Spirit had in showing his sympathy +with all poor men, that led him straight to Scrooge's clerk's; for there +he went, and took Scrooge with him, holding to his robe; and on the +threshold of the door the spirit smiled, and stopped to bless Bob +Cratchit's dwelling with the sprinklings of his torch. + +Then up rose Mrs. Cratchit, Cratchit's wife, dressed out but poorly in a +twice-turned gown, but brave in ribbons, which are cheap and make a +goodly show; and she laid the cloth, assisted by Belinda Cratchit, +second of her daughters, also brave in ribbons; while Master Peter +Cratchit plunged a fork into the saucepan of potatoes. And now two +smaller Cratchits, boy and girl, came tearing in, screaming that outside +the baker's they had smelt the goose, and known it for their own. + +"What has ever got your precious father, then?" said Mrs. Cratchit. "And +your brother, Tiny Tim! And Martha warn't as late last Christmas Day by +half-an-hour!" + +"Here's Martha, mother," said a girl appearing as she spoke. + +"Here's Martha, mother," cried the two young Cratchits. "Hurrah! There's +_such_ a goose, Martha!" + +"Why, bless your heart alive, my dear, how late you are!" said Mrs. +Cratchit, kissing her a dozen times, and taking off her shawl and bonnet +for her with officious zeal. + +"We'd a deal of work to finish up last night," replied the girl, "and +had to clear away this morning, mother!" + +"Well! never mind so long as you are come," said Mrs. Cratchit. "Sit ye +down before the fire, my dear, and have a warm, Lord bless ye!" + +"No no! There's father coming," cried the two young Cratchits, who were +everywhere at once. "Hide, Martha, hide!" + +So Martha hid herself, and in came little Bob, the father, with at least +three feet of comforter exclusive of the fringe hanging down before him; +and his threadbare clothes darned up and brushed, to look seasonable; +and Tiny Tim upon his shoulder. Alas for Tiny Tim, he bore a little +crutch, and had his limbs supported by an iron frame! + +"Why, Where's our Martha?" cried Bob Cratchit looking round. + +"Not coming," said Mrs. Cratchit. + +"Not coming!" said Bob, with a sudden declension in his high spirits; +for he had been Tim's blood horse all the way from church, and had come +home rampant. "Not coming upon Christmas Day!" + +Martha didn't like to see him disappointed, if it were only in joke; so +she came out prematurely from behind the closet door, and ran into his +arms, while the two young Cratchits hustled Tiny Tim, and bore him off +into the wash-house, that he might hear the pudding singing in the +copper. + +"And how did little Tim behave?" asked Mrs. Cratchit, when she had +rallied Bob on his credulity, and Bob had hugged his daughter to his +heart's content. + +"As good as gold," said Bob, "and better. Somehow he gets thoughtful, +sitting by himself so much, and thinks the strangest things you ever +heard. He told me, coming home, that he hoped the people saw him in the +church, because he was a cripple, and it might be pleasant to them to +remember upon Christmas Day, who made lame beggars walk and blind men +see." + +Bob's voice was tremulous when he told them this, and trembled more when +he said that Tiny Tim was growing strong and hearty. + +His active little crutch was heard upon the floor, and back came Tiny +Tim before another word was spoken, escorted by his brother and sister +to his stool beside the fire; and Master Peter and the two ubiquitous +young Cratchits went to fetch the goose, with which they soon returned +in high procession. + +Mrs. Cratchit made the gravy (ready beforehand in a little saucepan) +hissing hot; Master Peter mashed the potatoes with incredible vigor; +Miss Belinda sweetened up the apple sauce; Martha dusted the hot-plates; +Bob took Tiny Tim beside him in a tiny corner at the table; the two +young Cratchits set chairs for everybody, not forgetting themselves, and +mounting guard upon their posts, crammed spoons into their mouths, lest +they should shriek for goose before their turn came to be helped. At +last the dishes were set on, and grace was said. It was succeeded by a +breathless pause, as Mrs. Cratchit, looking slowly all along the +carving-knife, prepared to plunge it in the breast; but when she did, +and when the long-expected gush of stuffing issued forth, one murmur of +delight arose all round the board, and even Tiny Tim, excited by the two +young Cratchits, beat on the table with the handle of his knife, and +feebly cried Hurrah! + +There never was such a goose. Bob said he didn't believe there ever was +such a goose cooked. Its tenderness and flavor, size and cheapness, were +the themes of universal admiration. Eked out by apple sauce and mashed +potatoes, it was a sufficient dinner for the whole family; indeed, as +Mrs. Cratchit said with great delight (surveying one small atom of a +bone upon the dish), they hadn't ate it all at last! Yet every one had +had enough. But now the plates being changed by Miss Belinda, Mrs. +Cratchit left the room alone--too nervous to bear witnesses--to take the +pudding up, and bring it in. + +Oh, a wonderful pudding! Bob Cratchit said, and calmly too, that he +regarded it as the greatest success achieved by Mrs. Cratchit since +their marriage. Mrs. Cratchit said that now the weight was off her mind, +she would confess she had her doubts about the quantity of flour. +Everybody had something to say about it, but nobody said or thought it +was at all a small pudding for a large family. It would have been flat +heresy to do so. Any Cratchit would have blushed to hint at such a +thing. + +At last the dinner was all done, the cloth was cleared, the hearth +swept, and the fire made up. Apples and oranges were put upon the table +and a shovelful of chestnuts on the fire. Then all the Cratchit family +drew round the hearth, in what Bob Cratchit called a circle, meaning +half a one. Then Bob proposed: "A Merry Christmas to all, my dears. God +bless us!" + +Which all the family re-echoed. + +"God bless us, every one!" said Tiny Tim, the last of all. + +He sat very close to his father's side, upon his little stool. Bob held +his withered little hand in his, as if he loved the child and wished to +keep him by his side, and dreaded that he might be taken from him. + +"Spirit," said Scrooge, with an interest he had never felt before, "tell +me if Tiny Tim will live." + +"I see a vacant seat," replied the Ghost, "in the poor chimney corner, +and a crutch without an owner, carefully preserved. If these shadows +remain unaltered by the Future the child will die." + +"No, no," said Scrooge. "Oh, no, kind Spirit! say he will be spared." + +"If these shadows remain unaltered by the Future none other of my race," +returned the Ghost, "will find him here. What then? If he be like to +die, he had better do it, and decrease the surplus population." + +Scrooge hung his head to hear his own words quoted by the Spirit, and +was overcome with penitence and grief. + +"Man," said the Ghost, "if man you be in heart, not adamant, forbear +that wicked cant until you have discovered what the surplus is and where +it is. Will you decide what men shall live, what men shall die? It may +be that in the sight of Heaven you are more worthless and less fit to +live than millions like this poor man's child. Oh, God! to hear the +insect on the leaf pronouncing on the too much life among his hungry +brothers in the dust!" + +Scrooge bent before the Ghost's rebuke, and trembling cast his eyes upon +the ground. But he raised them speedily on hearing his own name. + +"Mr. Scrooge!" said Bob; "I'll give you Mr. Scrooge, the Founder of the +Feast!" + +"The Founder of the Feast indeed!" cried Mrs. Cratchit, reddening. "I +wish I had him here. I'd give him a piece of my mind to feast upon, and +I hope he'd have a good appetite for it." + +"My dear," said Bob, "the children! Christmas day." + +Scrooge was the Ogre of the family. The mention of his name cast a dark +shadow on the party, which was not dispelled for full five minutes. + +After it had passed away, they were ten times merrier than before, from +the mere relief of Scrooge the Baleful being done with. Bob Cratchit +told them how he had a situation in his eye for Master Peter. The two +young Cratchits laughed tremendously at the idea of Peter's being a man +of business; and Peter himself looked thoughtfully at the fire from +between his collars, as if he were deliberating what particular +investments he should favor when he came into receipt of the bewildering +income. Martha, who was a poor apprentice at a milliner's, then told +them what kind of work she had to do, and how many hours she worked at +a stretch, and how she meant to be abed to-morrow morning for a good +long rest, to-morrow being a holiday she passed at home. Also how she +had seen a countess and a lord some days before, and how the lord "was +much about as tall as Peter," at which Peter pulled up his collars so +high that you couldn't have seen his head if you had been there. By and +by they had a song, about a lost child traveling in the snow, from Tiny +Tim, who had a plaintive little voice, and sang it very well indeed. + +There was nothing of high mark in this. They were not a handsome family; +they were not well dressed; their shoes were far from being waterproof; +their clothes were scanty; and Peter might have known, and very likely +did, the inside of a pawnbroker's. But they were happy, grateful, +pleased with one another, and contented with the time; and when they +faded, and looked happier yet in the bright sprinklings of the Spirit's +torch at parting, Scrooge had his eye upon them, and especially on Tiny +Tim, until the last. + +By this time it was getting dark and snowing pretty heavily; and as +Scrooge and the Spirit went along the streets, the brightness of the +roaring fires in kitchens, parlors, and all sorts of rooms, was +wonderful. Here, the flickering of the blaze showed preparations for a +cosy dinner, with hot plates baking through and through before the fire, +and deep red curtains, ready to be drawn to shut out cold and darkness. +There, all the children of the house were running out into the snow to +meet their married sisters, brothers, cousins, uncles, aunts, and be the +first to greet them. + +It was a great surprise to Scrooge, as he meditated on these scenes, to +hear a hearty laugh. It was a much greater surprise to Scrooge to +recognize it as his own nephew's, and to find himself in a bright, dry, +gleaming room, with the Spirit standing smiling by his side, and looking +at that same nephew with approving affability! + +"Ha! ha!" laughed Scrooge's nephew. "Ha! ha! ha!" + +If you should happen, by any unlikely chance, to know a man more blessed +in a laugh than Scrooge's nephew, all I can say is, I should like to +know him too. Introduce him to me, and I'll cultivate his acquaintance. + +It is a fair, even-handed, noble adjustment of things that while there +is infection in disease and sorrow, there is nothing in the world so +irresistibly contagious as laughter and good-humor. When Scrooge's +nephew laughed in this way, holding his sides, rolling his head, and +twisting his face into the most extravagant contortions, Scrooge's +niece, by marriage, laughed as heartily as he. And their assembled +friends being not a bit behindhand, roared out lustily. + +"Ha, ha! Ha, ha, ha, ha!" + +"He said that Christmas was a humbug, as I live!" cried Scrooge's +nephew. "He believed it, too." + +"More shame for him, Fred!" said Scrooge's niece, indignantly. Bless +those women! they never do anything by halves. They are always in +earnest. + +She was very pretty; exceedingly pretty. With a dimpled, +surprised-looking, capital face; a ripe little mouth that seemed made to +be kissed--as no doubt it was; all kinds of good little dots about her +chin, that melted into one another when she laughed; and the sunniest +pair of eyes you ever saw in any little creature's head. Altogether she +was what you would have called provoking, you know; but satisfactory, +too. Oh, perfectly satisfactory. + +"He's a comical old fellow," said Scrooge's nephew, "that's the truth: +and not so pleasant as he might be. However, his offences carry their +own punishment, and I have nothing to say against him." + +"I have no patience with him," observed Scrooge's niece. Scrooge's +niece's sisters, and all the other ladies, expressed the same opinion. + +"Oh, I have!" said Scrooge's nephew. "I am sorry for him; I couldn't be +angry with him if I tried. Who suffers by his ill whims! Himself, +always. Here, he takes it into his head to dislike us, and he won't come +and dine with us. What's the consequence? He don't lose much of a +dinner." + +"Indeed, I think he loses a very good dinner," interrupted Scrooge's +niece. Everybody else said the same, and they must be allowed to have +been competent judges, because they had just had dinner; and with the +dessert upon the table, were clustered round the fire, by lamp-light. + +"Well! I am very glad to hear it," said Scrooge's nephew, "because I +haven't any great faith in these young housekeepers. What do _you_ say, +Topper?" + +Topper had clearly got his eye upon one of Scrooge's niece's sisters, +for he answered that a bachelor was a wretched outcast, who had no right +to express an opinion on the subject. Whereat Scrooge's niece's +sister--the plump one with the lace tucker: not the one with the +roses--blushed. + +"Do go on, Fred," said Scrooge's niece, clapping her hands. "He never +finishes what he begins to say! He is such a ridiculous fellow!" + +"I was only going to say," said Scrooge's nephew, "that the consequence +of his taking a dislike to us, and not making merry with us, is, as I +think, that he loses some pleasant moments, which could do him no harm. +I am sure he loses pleasanter companions than he can find in his own +thoughts, either in his mouldy old office, or his dusty chambers. I mean +to give him the same chance every year, whether he likes it or not, for +I pity him. He may rail at Christmas till he dies, but he can't help +thinking better of it--I defy him--if he finds me going there, in good +temper, year after year, and saying, 'Uncle Scrooge, how are you?' If it +only puts him in the vein to leave his poor clerk fifty pounds, _that's_ +something; and I think I shook him yesterday." + +It was their turn to laugh now, at the notion of his shaking Scrooge. +But being thoroughly goodnatured, and not much caring what they laughed +at, so that they laughed at any rate, he encouraged them in their +merriment. + +After tea they had some music, Scrooge's niece played well; and played +among other tunes a simple little air (a mere nothing: you might learn +to whistle it in two minutes), which had been familiar to the child who +fetched Scrooge from the boarding-school, as he had been reminded by the +Ghost of Christmas Past. When this strain of music sounded, all the +things that the Ghost had shown him, came upon his mind; he softened +more and more; and thought that if he could have listened to it often, +years ago, he might have cultivated the kindnesses of life for his own +happiness with his own hands, without resorting to the sexton's spade +that buried Jacob Marley. + +But they didn't devote the whole evening to music. After awhile they +played at forfeits; for it is good to be children sometimes, and never +better than at Christmas, when its mighty founder was a child himself. + +Stop! There was first a glorious game at blindman's buff. Of course +there was. And I no more believe Topper was really blind than I believe +he had eyes in his boots. My opinion is, that it was a done thing +between him and Scrooge's nephew; and that the Ghost of Christmas +Present knew it. The way he went after that plump sister in the lace +tucker, was an outrage on the credulity of human nature. Knocking down +the fire-irons, tumbling over the chairs, bumping up against the piano, +smothering himself amongst the curtains, wherever she went, there went +he! He always knew where the plump sister was. He wouldn't catch anybody +else. If you had fallen up against him, (as some of them did) on +purpose, he would have made a feint of endeavoring to seize you, which +would have been an affront to your understanding, and would instantly +have sidled off in the direction of the plump sister. She often cried +out that it wasn't fair; and it really was not. But when at last, he +caught her; when, in spite of all her silken rustlings, and her rapid +flutterings past him, he got her into a corner whence there was no +escape; then his conduct was the most execrable. For his pretending not +to know her; his pretending that it was necessary to touch her +head-dress, and further to assure himself of her identity by pressing a +certain ring upon her finger, and a certain chain about her neck; was +vile, monstrous! No doubt she told him her opinion of it when, another +blind-man being in office, they were so very confidential together, +behind the curtains. + +Scrooge's niece was not one of the blind-man's buff party, but was made +comfortable with a large chair and a footstool, in a snug corner where +the Ghost and Scrooge were close behind her. But she joined in the +forfeits, and loved her love to admiration with all the letters of the +alphabet. Likewise at the game of How, When, and Where, she was very +great, and, to the secret joy of Scrooge's nephew, beat her sisters +hollow: though they were sharp girls too, as Topper could have told you. +There might have been twenty people there, young and old, but they all +played, and so did Scrooge; for, wholly forgetting in the interest he +had in what was going on, that his voice made no sound in their ears, he +sometimes came out with his guess quite loud, and very often guessed +right, too; for the sharpest needle, warranted not to cut in the eye, +was not sharper than Scrooge; blunt as he took it in his head to be. + +The Ghost was greatly pleased to find him in this mood, and looked upon +him with such favor, that he begged like a boy to be allowed to stay +until the guests departed. But this the Spirit said could not be done. +The whole scene passed off; and he and the Spirit were again upon their +travels. + +Much they saw, and far they went, and many homes they visited, but +always with a happy end. The Spirit stood beside sick beds, and they +were cheerful; on foreign lands, and they were close at home; by +struggling men, and they were patient in their greater hope; by poverty, +and it was rich. In almshouse, hospital, and jail, in misery's every +refuge, where vain man in his little brief authority had not made fast +the door, and barred the Spirit out, he left his blessing, and taught +Scrooge his precepts. + +It was a long night, if it were only a night; but Scrooge had his doubts +of this, because the Christmas Holidays appeared to be condensed into +the space of time they passed together. It was strange, too, that while +Scrooge remained unaltered in his outward form, the Ghost grew older, +clearly older! + +"Forgive me if I am not justified in what I ask," said Scrooge, looking +intently at the Spirit's robe, "but I see something strange, and not +belonging to yourself, protruding from your skirts. Is it a foot or a +claw?" + +"It might be a claw, for the flesh there is upon it," was the Spirit's +sorrowful reply. "Look here." + +From the foldings of its robe, it brought two children; wretched, +abject, frightful, hideous, miserable. They knelt down at its feet, and +clung upon the outside of its garment. + +They were a boy and girl. Yellow, meagre, ragged, scowling, wolfish; but +prostrate, too, in their humility. Where graceful youth should have +filled their features out, and touched them with its freshest tints, a +stale and shriveled hand, like that of age, had pinched, and twisted +them, and pulled them into shreds. Where angels might have sat +enthroned, devils lurked, and glared out menacing. No change, no +degradation, no perversion of humanity, in any grade, through all the +mysteries of wonderful creation, has monsters half so horrible and +dread. + +Scrooge started back, appalled. Having them shown to him in this way, he +tried to say they were fine children, but the words choked themselves, +rather than be parties to a lie of such enormous magnitude. + +"Spirit, are they yours?" Scrooge could say no more. + +"They are Man's," said the Spirit, looking down upon them. "And they +cling to me, appealing from their fathers. This boy is Ignorance. This +girl is Want. Beware of them both, and all of their degree, but most of +all beware of this boy." + +"Have they no refuge or resource?" cried Scrooge. + +"Are there no prisons?" said the Spirit, turning on him for the last +time with his own words. "Are there no work-houses?" + +The bell struck twelve. + +Scrooge looked about him for the Ghost, and saw it not. As the last +stroke ceased to vibrate, he remembered the prediction of old Jacob +Marley, and lifting up his eyes, beheld a solemn Phantom, draped and +hooded, coming like a mist along the ground toward him. + + +STAVE FOUR. + +THE LAST OF THE SPIRITS. + + +The Phantom slowly, gravely, silently, approached. When it came near +him, Scrooge bent down upon his knee; for in the very air through which +this Spirit moved it seemed to scatter gloom and mystery. + +It was shrouded in a deep black garment, which concealed its head, its +face, its form, and left nothing of it visible, save one outstretched +hand. But for this it would have been difficult to detach its figure +from the night, and separate it from the darkness by which it was +surrounded. + +He felt that it was tall and stately when it came beside him, and that +its mysterious presence filled him with a solemn dread. He knew no more, +for the Spirit neither spoke nor moved. + +"I am in the presence of the Ghost of Christmas Yet To Come?" said +Scrooge. + +The Spirit answered not, but pointed onward with its hand. + +"You are about to show me shadows of the things that have not happened, +but will happen in the time before us," Scrooge pursued. "Is that so, +Spirit?" + +The upper portion of the garment was contracted for an instant in its +folds, as if the Spirit had inclined its head. That was the only answer +he received. + +Although well used to ghostly company by this time, Scrooge feared the +silent shape so much that his legs trembled beneath him, and he found +that he could hardly stand when he prepared to follow it. The Spirit +paused a moment, as observing his condition, and giving him time to +recover. + +But Scrooge was all the worse for this. It thrilled him with a vague +uncertain horror, to know that behind the dusky shroud, there were +ghostly eyes intently fixed upon him, while he, though he stretched his +own to the utmost, could see nothing but a spectral hand and one great +heap of black. + +"Ghost of the Future!" he exclaimed, "I fear you more than any spectre I +have seen. But as I know your purpose is to do me good and as I hope to +live to be another man from what I was, I am prepared to bear you +company, and do it with a thankful heart. Will you not speak to me?" + +It gave him no reply. The hand was pointed straight before them. + +"Lead on!" said Scrooge. "Lead on! The night is waning fast, and it is +precious time to me, I know. Lead on, Spirit!" + +The Phantom moved away as it had come toward him. Scrooge followed in +the shadow of its dress, which bore him up, he thought, and carried him +along. + +They scarcely seemed to enter the city; for the city rather seemed to +spring up about them, and encompass them of its own act. But there they +were in the heart of it; on 'Change, amongst the merchants; who hurried +up and down, and chinked the money in their pockets, and conversed in +groups, and looked at their watches, and trifled thoughtfully with their +great gold seals; and so forth, as Scrooge had seen them often. + +The Spirit stopped beside one little knot of business men. Observing +that the hand was pointed to them, Scrooge advanced to listen to their +talk. + +"No," said a great fat man with a monstrous chin, "I don't know much +about it either way. I only know he's dead." + +"When did he die?" inquired another. + +"Last night, I believe." + +"What has he done with his money?" asked a red-faced gentleman with a +pendulous excrescence on the end of his nose, that shook like the gills +of a turkey-cock. + +"I haven't heard," said the man with the large chin, yawning again. +"Left it to his company, perhaps. He hasn't left it to _me_. That's all +I know." + +This pleasantry was received with a general laugh. + +"It's likely to be a very cheap funeral," said the same speaker; "for +upon my life I don't know of anybody to go to it. Suppose we make up a +party and volunteer?" + +"I don't mind going if a lunch is provided," observed the gentleman with +the excrescence on his nose. "But I must be fed, if I make one." + +Another laugh. + +"Well, I am the most disinterested among you, after all," said the first +speaker, "for I never wear black gloves, and I never eat lunch. But I'll +offer to go, if anybody else will. When I come to think of it, I'm not +at all sure that I wasn't his most particular friend; for we used to +stop and speak whenever we met. Bye, bye!" + +Speakers and listeners strolled away, and mixed with other groups. +Scrooge knew the men, and looked toward the Spirit for explanation. He +was at first inclined to be surprised that the Spirit should attach +importance to conversations apparently so trivial; but feeling assured +that they must have some hidden purpose, he set himself to consider what +it was likely to be. They could scarcely be supposed to have any bearing +on the death of Jacob, his old partner, for that was past, and this +Ghost's province was the future. Nor could he think of any one +immediately connected with himself, to whom he could apply them. + +They left the busy scene, and went into an obscure part of the town, +where Scrooge had never penetrated before, although he recognized its +situation and its bad repute. The ways were foul and narrow; the shops +and houses wretched; the people half-naked, drunken, slipshod, ugly. +Alleys and archways, like so many cesspools, disgorged their offences of +smell, and dirt, and life, upon the straggling streets; and the whole +quarter reeked with crime, with filth and misery. + +Far in this den of infamous resort, there was a low-browed, beetling +shop, below a pent-house roof, where iron, old rags, bottles, bones, and +greasy offal were bought. Upon the floor within, were piled up heaps of +rusty keys, nails, chains, hinges, files, scales, weights, and refuse +iron of all kinds. Secrets that few would like to scrutinize were bred +and hidden in mountains of unseemly rags, masses of corrupted fat, and +sepulchres of bones. Sitting in among the wares he dealt in, by a +charcoal stove, made of old bricks, was a grey-haired rascal, nearly +seventy years of age; who had screened himself from the cold air +without, by a frowsy curtaining of miscellaneous tatters hung upon a +line; and smoked his pipe in all the luxury of calm retirement. + +Scrooge and the Phantom came into the presence of this man, just as a +woman with a heavy bundle slunk into the shop. But she had scarcely +entered, when another woman, similarly laden, came in too; and she was +closely followed by a man in faded black, who was no less startled by +the sight of them, than they had been upon the recognition of each +other. After a short period of blank astonishment, in which the old man +with a pipe had joined them, they all three burst into a laugh. + +"Let the charwoman alone to be the first!" cried she who had entered +first. "Let the laundress alone to be the second; and let the +undertaker's man alone to be the third. Look here, old Joe, here's a +chance! If we haven't all three met here without meaning it!" + +"You couldn't have met in a better place," said old Joe, removing his +pipe from his mouth. "Come into the parlor." + +The parlor was the space behind the screen of rags. The old man raked +the fire together with an old stair-rod, and having trimmed his smoky +lamp (for it was night), with the stem of his pipe, put it into his +mouth again. + +While he did this, the woman who had already spoken threw her bundle on +the floor and sat down in a flaunting manner on a stool; crossing her +elbows on her knees, and looking with a bold defiance at the other two. +"Now, then!" cried the woman. "Who's the worse for the loss of a few +things like these? Not a dead man, I suppose." + +"No, indeed," said Mrs. Dilber, laughing. + +"If he wanted to keep 'em after he was dead, a wicked old screw," +pursued the woman, "why wasn't he natural in his lifetime? If he had +been, he'd have had somebody to look after him when he was struck with +Death, instead of lying gasping out his last there, alone by himself." + +"It's the truest word that ever was spoke," said Mrs. Dilber. "It's a +judgment on him." + +"I wish it was a little heavier judgment," replied the woman; "and it +should have been, you may depend upon it, if I could have laid my hands +on anything else. Open that bundle, old Joe, and let me know the value +of it. Speak out plain. I'm not afraid to be the first, nor afraid for +them to see it. We knew pretty well that we were helping ourselves, +before we met here, I believe. Open the bundle, Joe." + +But the gallantry of her friends would not allow of this; and the man in +faded black, mounting the breach first, produced _his_ plunder. It was +not extensive. A seal or two, a pencil-case, a pair of sleeve buttons, +and a brooch of no great value, were all. They were severally examined +and appraised by old Joe, who chalked the sums he was disposed to give +for each, upon the wall, and added them up into a total when he found +that there was nothing more to come. + +"That's your account," said Joe, "and I wouldn't give another sixpence, +if I was to be boiled for not doing it. Who's next?" + +Mrs. Dilber was next. Sheets and towels, a little wearing apparel, two +old-fashioned silver teaspoons, a pair of sugar-tongs, and a few boots. +Her account was stated on the wall in the same manner. + +"I always give too much to ladies. It's a weakness of mine, and that's +the way I ruin myself," said old Joe. "That's your account. If you asked +me for another penny, and made it an open question, I'd repent of being +so liberal, and knock off half-a-crown." + +"And now undo _my_ bundle, Joe," said the first woman. + +Joe went down on his knees for the greater convenience of opening it, +and having unfastened a great many knots, dragged out a large heavy roll +of some dark stuff. + +"What do you call this?" said Joe. "Bed curtains!" + +"Ah!" returned the woman, laughing and leaning forward on her crossed +arms. "Bed curtains!" + +"You don't mean to say you took 'em down rings and all, with him lying +there?" said Joe. + +"Yes, I do," replied the woman. "Why not?" + +"You were born to make your fortune," said Joe, "and you'll certainly do +it." + +"I certainly shan't hold my hand, when I can get anything in it by +reaching it out, for the sake of such a man as he was, I promise you, +Joe," returned the woman coolly. "Don't drop that oil upon the blankets, +now." + +"His blankets?" asked Joe. + +"Whose else's do you think?" replied the woman. "He isn't likely to take +cold without 'em, I dare say." + +"I hope he didn't die of anything catching? Eh?" said old Joe, stopping +in his work, and looking up. + +"Don't you be afraid of that," returned the woman. "I an't so fond of +his company that I'd loiter about him for such things, if he did. Ah! +you may look through that shirt till your eyes ache; but you won't find +a hole in it, nor a threadbare place. It's the best he had, and a fine +one too. They'd have wasted it, if it hadn't been for me." + +"What do you call wasting of it?" asked old Joe. + +"Putting it on him to be buried in, to be sure," replied the woman with +a laugh. "Somebody was fool enough to do it, but I took it off again. If +calico ain't good enough for such a purpose, it isn't good enough for +anything. It's quite as becoming to the body. He can't look uglier than +he did in that one." + +Scrooge listened to this dialogue in horror. As they sat grouped about +their spoil, in the scanty light afforded by the old man's lamp, he +viewed them with a detestation and disgust, which could hardly have been +greater, though they had been obscene demons, marketing the corpse +itself. + +"Ha, ha!" laughed the same woman, when old Joe, producing a flannel bag +with money in it, told out their several gains upon the ground. "This is +the end of it, you see? He frightened everyone away from him when he was +alive, to profit us when he was dead! Ha! ha! ha!" + +"Spirit!" said Scrooge, shuddering from head to foot, "I see, I see. The +case of this unhappy man might be my own. My life tends that way, now. +Merciful Heaven, what is this?" + +He recoiled in terror, for the scene had changed, and now he almost +touched a bed: a bare, uncurtained bed: on which, beneath a ragged +sheet, there lay a something covered up which, though it was dumb, +announced itself in awful language. + +The room was very dark, too dark to be observed with any accuracy, +though Scrooge glanced round it in obedience to a secret impulse, +anxious to know what kind of room it was. A pale light rising in the +outer air, fell straight upon the bed: and on it, plundered and bereft, +unwatched, unwept, uncared for, was the body of this man. + +Scrooge glanced toward the Phantom. Its steady hand was pointed to the +head. The cover was so carelessly adjusted that the slightest raising of +it, the motion of a finger upon Scrooge's part, would have disclosed the +face. He thought of it, felt how easy it would be to do, and longed to +do it; but had no more power to withdraw the veil than to dismiss the +spectre at his side. + +"Spirit!" he said, "this is a fearful place. In leaving it, I shall not +leave its lesson, trust me. Let us go!" + +Still the Ghost pointed with an unmoved finger to the head. + +"I understand you," Scrooge returned, "and I would do it if I could. But +I have not the power, Spirit. I have not the power." + +Again it seemed to look upon him. + +"If there is any person in the town, who feels emotion caused by this +man's death," said Scrooge, quite agonized, "show that person to me, +Spirit, I beseech you!" + +The phantom spread its dark robe before him for a moment, like a wing; +and withdrawing it, revealed a room by daylight, where a mother and her +children were. + +She was expecting some one, and with anxious eagerness; for she walked +up and down the room; started at every sound; looked out from the +window; glanced at the clock; tried, but in vain, to work with her +needle; and could hardly bear the voices of her children in their play. + +At length the long-expected knock was heard. She hurried to the door and +met her husband; a man whose face was care-worn and depressed, though he +was young. There was a remarkable expression in it now; a kind of +serious delight of which he felt ashamed, and which he struggled to +repress. + +He sat down to the dinner that had been hoarding for him by the fire, +and when she asked him faintly what news (which was not until after a +long silence), he appeared embarrassed how to answer. + +"Is it good," she said, "or bad?"--to help him. + +"Bad," he answered. + +"We are quite ruined?" + +"No. There is hope yet, Caroline." + +"If _he_ relents," she said, amazed, "there is! Nothing is past hope, if +such a miracle has happened." + +"He is past relenting," said her husband. "He is dead." + +She was a mild and patient creature, if her face spoke truth; but she +was thankful in her soul to hear it, and she said so, with clasped +hands. She prayed forgiveness the next moment, and was sorry: but the +first was the emotion of her heart. + +"What the half-drunken woman, whom I told you of last night, said to +me, when I tried to see him and obtain a week's delay: and what I +thought was a mere excuse to avoid me, turns out to have been quite +true. He was not only very ill, but dying, then." + +"To whom will our debt be transferred?" + +"I don't know. But before that time we shall be ready with the money; +and even though we were not, it would be bad fortune indeed to find so +merciless a creditor in his successor. We may sleep to-night with light +hearts, Caroline!" + +Yes. Soften it as they would, their hearts were lighter. The children's +faces, hushed and clustered round to hear what they so little +understood, were brighter; and it was a happier house for this man's +death! The only emotion that the Ghost could show him, caused by the +event, was one of pleasure. + +"Let me see some tenderness connected with the death," said Scrooge; "or +that dark chamber, Spirit, which we left just now, will be for ever +present to me." + +The Ghost conducted him through several streets to poor Bob Cratchit's +house; the dwelling he had visited before: and found the mother and the +children seated round the fire. + +Quiet. Very quiet. The noisy little Cratchits were as still as statues +in one corner, and sat looking up at Peter, who had a book before him. +The mother and her daughters were sewing. But surely they were very +quiet! + +"'And He took a child, and set him in the midst of them.'" + +Where had Scrooge heard those words? He had not dreamed them. The boy +must have read them out, as he and the Spirit crossed the threshold. Why +did he not go on? + +The mother laid her work upon the table, and put her hand up to her +face. + +"The color hurts my eyes," she said. + +The color? Ah, poor Tiny Tim! + +"They're better now again," said Cratchit's wife. "It makes them weak by +candle-light; and I wouldn't show weak eyes to your father when he comes +home, for the world. It must be near his time." + +"Past it rather," Peter answered, shutting up his book. "But I think he +has walked a little slower than he used, these few last evenings, +mother." + +They were very quiet again. At last she said, and in a steady, cheerful +voice, that only faltered once: + +"I have known him walk with--I have known him walk with Tiny Tim upon +his shoulder, very fast indeed." + +"And so have I," cried Peter. "Often." + +"And so have I," exclaimed another. So had all. + +"But he was very light to carry," she resumed, intent upon her work, +"and his father loved him so, that it was no trouble: no trouble. And +there is your father at the door!" + +She hurried out to meet him; and little Bob in his comforter--he had +need of it, poor fellow--came in. His tea was ready for him, and they +all tried who should help him to it most. Then the two young Cratchits +got upon his knees and laid, each child, a little cheek against his +face, as if they said, "Don't mind it, father. Don't be grieved!" + +Bob was very cheerful with them, and spoke pleasantly to all the family. +He looked at the work upon the table, and praised the industry and speed +of Mrs. Cratchit and the girls. They would be done long before Sunday, +he said. + +"Sunday! You went to-day, then, Robert?" said his wife. + +"Yes, my dear," returned Bob. "I wish you could have gone. It would +have done you good to see how green a place it is. But you'll see it +often. I promised him that I would walk there on a Sunday. My little, +little child!" cried Bob. "My little child!" + +He broke down all at once. He couldn't help it. If he could have helped +it, he and his child would have been farther apart perhaps than they +were. + +"Spectre," said Scrooge, "something informs me that our parting moment +is at hand. I know it, but I know not how. Tell me what man that was +whom we saw lying dead?" + +The Ghost of Christmas Yet to Come conveyed him as before into the +resorts of business men, but showed him not himself. Indeed, the Spirit +did not stay for anything, but went straight on, as to the end just now +desired, until besought by Scrooge to tarry for a moment. + +"This court," said Scrooge, "through which we hurry now, is where my +place of occupation is, and has been for a length of time. I see the +house. Let me behold what I shall be, in days to come." + +The Spirit stopped; the hand was pointed elsewhere. + +"The house is yonder" Scrooge exclaimed. "Why do you point away?" + +The inexorable finger underwent no change. + +Scrooge hastened to the window of his office, and looked in. It was an +office still, but not his. The furniture was not the same, and the +figure in the chair was not himself. The Phantom pointed as before. + +He joined it once again, and wondering why and whither he had gone, +accompanied it until they reached an iron gate. He paused to look round +before entering. + +A churchyard. Here, then, the wretched man whose name he had now to +learn, lay underneath the ground. It was a worthy place. Walled in by +houses; overrun by grass and weeds, the growth of vegetation's death, +not life; choked up with too much burying; fat with repleted appetite. A +worthy place! + +The Spirit stood among the graves, and pointed down to one. He advanced +toward it trembling. The Phantom was exactly as it had been, but he +dreaded that he saw new meaning in its solemn shape. + +"Before I draw nearer to that stone to which you point," said Scrooge, +"answer me one question. Are these the shadows of the things that will +be, or are they shadows of the things that may be, only?" + +Still the Ghost pointed downward to the grave by which it stood. + +"Men's courses will foreshadow certain ends, to which, if persevered in, +they must lead," said Scrooge, "But if the courses be departed from, the +ends will change. Say it is thus with what you show me!" + +The Spirit was immovable as ever. + +Scrooge crept toward it, trembling as he went; and following the finger, +read upon the stone of the neglected grave his own name, EBENEZER +SCROOGE. + +"Am _I_ that man who lay upon the bed?" he cried, upon his knees. + +The finger pointed from the grave to him, and back again. + +"No, Spirit! Oh, no, no!" + +The finger still was there. + +Holding up his hands in a last prayer to have his fate reversed, he saw +an alteration in the Phantom's hood and dress. It shrunk, collapsed, and +dwindled down into a bedpost. + + +STAVE FIVE. + +THE END OF IT. + + +Yes! and the bedpost was his own. The bed was his own, and the room was +his own. Best and happiest of all, the time before him was his own, to +make amends in! + +He was so fluttered and so glowing with his good intentions, that his +broken voice would scarcely answer to his call. He had been sobbing +violently in his conflict with the Spirit, and his face was wet with +tears. + +"They are not torn down," cried Scrooge, folding one of his bed curtains +in his arms, "they are not torn down, rings and all. They are here--I am +here--the shadows of the things that would have been, may be dispelled. +They will be. I know they will!" + +He had frisked into the sitting-room, and was now standing there: +perfectly winded. + +"There's the saucepan that the gruel was in!" cried Scrooge, starting +off again, and going round the fire-place. "There's the door by which +the Ghost of Jacob Marley entered! There's the corner where the Ghost of +Christmas Present sat! There's the window where I saw the wandering +Spirits! It's all right, it's all true, it all happened. Ha, ha, ha!" + +Really, for a man who had been out of practice for so many years, it was +a splendid laugh, a most illustrious laugh. The father of a long, long +line of brilliant laughs! + +"I don't know what day of the month it is," said Scrooge. "I don't know +how long I have been among the Spirits. I don't know anything. I'm quite +a baby. Never mind. I don't care. I'd rather be a baby. Hallo! Whoop! +Hallo here!" + +He was checked in his transports by the churches ringing out the +lustiest peals he had ever heard. Clash, clash, hammer; ding, dong, +bell. Bell, dong, ding; hammer, clang, clash! Oh, glorious, glorious! + +Running to the window, he opened it and put out his head. + +"What's to-day?" cried Scrooge, calling downward to a boy in Sunday +clothes, who perhaps had loitered in to look about him. + +"Eh?" returned the boy, with all his might of wonder. + +"What's to-day, my fine fellow?" said Scrooge. + +"To-day!" replied the boy. "Why, CHRISTMAS DAY." + +"It's Christmas Day!" said Scrooge to himself. "I haven't missed it. The +Spirits have done it all in one night. Hallo, my fine fellow!" + +"Hallo!" returned the boy. + +"Do you know the Poulterer's, in the next street but one, at the +corner?" Scrooge inquired. + +"I should hope I did," replied the lad. + +"An intelligent boy!" said Scrooge. "A remarkable boy! Do you know +whether they've sold the prize turkey that was hanging up there?" + +"It's hanging there now," replied the boy. + +"Is it?" said Scrooge. "Go and buy it." + +"Walk-ER!" exclaimed the boy. + +"No, no," said Scrooge, "I am in earnest. Go and buy it, and tell 'em to +bring it here, that I may give them the directions where to take it. +Come back with the man, and I'll give you a shilling." + +The boy was off like a shot. + +"I'll send it to Bob Cratchit's," whispered Scrooge, rubbing his hands, +and splitting with a laugh. "He shan't know who sends it. It's twice the +size of Tiny Tim." + +The hand in which he wrote the address was not a steady one; but write +it he did, somehow, and went down-stairs to open the street door, ready +for the coming of the poulterer's man. + +The chuckle with which he paid for the Turkey, and the chuckle with +which he recompensed the boy, were only to be exceeded by the chuckle +with which he sat down breathless in his chair again, and chuckled till +he cried. + +He dressed himself "all in his best," and got out into the streets. The +people were by this time pouring forth, as he had seen them with the +Ghost of Christmas Present; and walking with his hands behind him, +Scrooge regarded every one with a delighted smile. He looked so +irresistibly pleasant, in a word, that three or four good-humored +fellows said "Good morning, sir! A Merry Christmas to you!" And Scrooge +said often afterward, that of all the blithe sounds he ever heard, those +were the blithest in his ears. + +He had not gone far, when coming on toward him he beheld the portly +gentleman, who had walked into his counting-house the day before, and +said "Scrooge and Marley's, I believe?" It sent a pang across his heart +to think how this old gentleman would look upon him when they met; but +he knew what path lay straight before him, and he took it. + +"My dear sir," said Scrooge, quickening his pace, and taking the old +gentleman by both his hands, "how do you do? I hope you succeeded +yesterday. It was very kind of you. A Merry Christmas to you, sir!" + +"Mr. Scrooge?" + +"Yes," said Scrooge. "That is my name, and I fear it may not be pleasant +to you. Allow me to ask your pardon. And will you have the +goodness"--here Scrooge whispered in his ear. + +"Lord bless me!" cried the gentleman, as if his breath were taken away. +"My dear Mr. Scrooge, are you serious?" + +"If you please," said Scrooge. "Not a farthing less. A great many back +payments are included in it, I assure you. Will you do me that favor?" + +"My dear sir," said the other, shaking hands with him, "I don't know +what to say to such munifi--" + +"Don't say anything, please," retorted Scrooge. "Come and see me. Will +you come and see me?" + +"I will!" cried the old gentleman. And it was clear he meant to do it. + +"Thank'ee," said Scrooge. "I am much obliged to you. I thank you fifty +times. Bless you!" + +He went to church, and walked about the streets and watched the people +hurrying to and fro, and patted the children on the head, and looked +down into the kitchens of houses, and up to the windows; and found +everything could yield him pleasure. He had never dreamed that any +walk--that any thing--could give him so much happiness. In the +afternoon, he turned his steps toward his nephew's house. + +He passed the door a dozen times, before he had the courage to go up and +knock. But he made a dash, and did it. + +"Is your master at home, my dear?" said Scrooge to the girl. Nice girl! +Very. + +"Yes, sir." + +"Where is he?" said Scrooge. + +"He's in the dining-room, sir, along with mistress. I'll show you +up-stairs, if you please." + +"Thank'ee. He knows me," said Scrooge, with his hand already on the +dining-room lock. "I'll go in here, my dear." + +He turned it gently, and sidled his face in, round the door. They were +looking at the table (which was spread out in great array); for these +young housekeepers are always nervous on such points, and like to see +that everything is right. + +"Fred!" said Scrooge. + +"Why, bless my soul!" cried Fred, "who's that?" + +"It's I. Your Uncle Scrooge. I have come to dinner. Will you let me in, +Fred?" + +Let him in! It is a mercy he didn't shake his arm off. He was at home in +five minutes. Nothing could be heartier. + +But he was early at the office next morning. Oh, he was early there. If +he could only be there first, and catch Bob Cratchit coming late! That +was the thing he had set his heart upon. + +And he did it; yes, he did! The clock struck nine. No Bob. A quarter +past. No Bob. He was full eighteen minutes and a half behind his time. +Scrooge sat with his door wide open, that he might see him come into the +tank. + +His hat was off, before he opened the door; his comforter too. He was on +his stool in a jiffy; driving away with his pen, as if he were trying to +overtake nine o'clock. + +"Hallo!" growled Scrooge, in his accustomed voice as near as he could +feign it. "What do you mean by coming here at this time of day?" + +"I am very sorry, sir," said Bob. "I _am_ behind my time." + +"You are!" repeated Scrooge. "Yes. I think you are. Step this way, sir, +if you please." + +"It's only once a year, sir," pleaded Bob, appearing from the tank. "It +shall not be repeated. I was making rather merry yesterday, sir." + +"Now, I'll tell you what, my friend," said Scrooge. "I am not going to +stand this sort of thing any longer. And therefore I am about to raise +your salary!" + +"A Merry Christmas, Bob!" said Scrooge, with an earnestness that could +not be mistaken, as he clapped him on the back, "A Merrier Christmas, +Bob, my good fellow, than I have given you for many a year! I'll raise +your salary, and endeavor to assist your struggling family, and we will +discuss your affairs this very afternoon. Make up the fires, and buy +another coal scuttle before you dot another i, Bob Cratchit!" + +Scrooge was better than his word. He did it all, and infinitely more; +and to Tiny Tim, who did NOT die, he was a second father. He became as +good a friend, as good a master, and as good a man, as the good old city +knew, or any other good old city, town, or borough, in the good old +world. Some people laughed to see the alteration in him, but he let them +laugh, and little heeded them; for he was wise enough to know that +nothing ever happened on this globe, for good, at which some people did +not have their fill of laughter in the outset; and knowing that such as +these would be blind anyway, he thought it quite as well that they +should wrinkle up their eyes in grins, as have the malady in less +attractive forms. His own heart laughed: and that was quite enough for +him. + +He had no further intercourse with Spirits, but lived upon the Total +Abstinence Principle, ever afterward; and it was always said of him, +that he knew how to keep Christmas well, if any man alive possessed the +knowledge. May that be truly said of us, and all of us! And so, as Tiny +Tim observed, God bless Us, Every One! + + + + +THE CHRISTMAS BABE. + +BY MARGARET E. SANGSTER. + + + We love to think of Bethlehem, + That little mountain town, + To which, on earth's first Christmas Day, + Our blessed Lord came down. + A lowly manger for His bed, + The cattle near in stall, + There, cradled close in Mary's arms, + He slept, the Lord of all. + + If we had been in Bethlehem, + We too had hasted fain + To see the Babe whose little face + Knew neither care nor pain. + Like any little child of ours, + He came unto His own, + Through Cross and shame before Him stretched,-- + His pathway to His Throne. + + If we had dwelt in Bethlehem, + We would have followed fast, + And where the Star had led our feet + Have knelt ere dawn was past. + Our gifts, our songs, our prayers had been + An offering, as He lay, + The blessed Babe of Bethlehem, + In Mary's arms that day. + + Now breaks the latest Christmas Morn! + Again the angels sing, + And far and near the children throng + Their happy hymns to bring. + All heaven is stirred! All earth is glad! + For down the shining way, + The Lord who came to Bethlehem, + Comes yet, on Christmas Day. + + + + +A WESTERN CHRISTMAS IN THE OLD DAYS. + +BY MRS. W. H. CORNING. + + +Christmas week there was no school, but such a succession of dining +days, and visiting days, and day parties, and night parties, that Fanny, +who looked forward to the week as a season of rest, thought that the +regular routine of school duties would be less fatiguing. + +Christmas at La Belle Prairie was the one jubilee of the year, something +to be talked about for six months beforehand, and to be remembered as +long after. It was a time of feasting and recreation for both master and +servant. Days before, preparations commenced in the kitchen. Various +smells issued from thence--savory smells of boiled, baked, and roasted +meats; and sweet delicious smells of warm pastry and steaming cakes. +Aunt Tibby was rolling pie-crust or stirring cake all day long, and the +chopping of sausage-meat, the pounding of spices, and the beating of +eggs were constantly heard. Everything was carried on with the greatest +secrecy. The children were all kept out of the kitchen, and when +"somefin' good" was to be transferred therefrom to Miss Car'line's +store-room, Aunt Tibby came sailing in, holding it high above the reach +of the curious little heads. + +"I don't care," said Cal. "There's six pound-cakes all in a row on the +store-room shelf. I see 'em when ma opened the door; and Marthy says one +of 'em got currants in it, and there's a little shoat thar roasted +whole. O! how I wish Christmas was come." + +Coming suddenly upon Maud one day, Fanny found her with her apron half +full of bran, while her fingers were busily at work upon a few pieces of +faded silk. Maud tried to hide them at first, but finding by Fanny's +question of "What is it, Maud?" that it was too late, she had looked up +with a tired, flushed face and said: + +"Miss Fanny, don't you tell now! will you? I'm makin' a pin-cushion for +Aunt Phoebe, but it won't come square, all I can do. It acts awfully." + +"Let me see what the trouble is," said Fanny, and sitting down, she +examined the poor cushion; which, indeed, under Maud's hands, was not +soon likely to come into shape. + +"You see," said Maud, "I want to give aunty a Christmas gift, and I +thought a cushion would be so nice, 'cause her old one that she wears +pinned to her waist, you know, has burst a great hole, and the bran +keeps tumbling out. I'm going to make her a right nice one, only I wish +'twas brighter, 'cause aunty likes red, and yellow, and all them, so +bad." + +Fanny searched her piece bag and brought forth bits of gay ribbon, the +sight of which threw Maud into ecstasies of delight, then giving up the +morning to the job, she cut and planned, and fitted and basted together, +getting all in order, so that Maud could do the sewing herself. + +"Aunty wouldn't think half so much of it if I didn't," said the child. + +Well and faithfully Maud performed her labor of love, giving up her +much-prized runs on the prairie, and resisting all the children's +entreaties to play with them, till the Christmas gift was finished. It +was no small task, for Maud most heartily hated to sew, and her fingers +were anything but nimble in the operation. "I always did despise to sew, +Miss Fanny," she said, "but I'm going to make this cushion for aunty +anyhow." + +It was finished at last, and, as Maud expressed it, "was just as +beautiful as it could be." There never was a prouder, happier child. She +did not thank Fanny in words for her assistance, but that night she came +softly behind her, and putting her arms around her neck, gave her an +earnest kiss, a proceeding which called forth an exclamation of surprise +from Mrs. Catlett, for Maud was very chary of her caresses. + +Christmas morning came, and long before daylight, every child upon the +place, both black and white, was up ready to "march in Christmas." There +had been mysterious preparations the night before, such as the hiding of +tin pans and glass bottles under the bed, and the faint tooting of an +old horn, heard down at the quarters, as though some one was rehearsing +a part. Fanny was also astonished by an application from little "darky +Tom" for permission to use her school-bell, the said cow-tinkler not +being remarkable for sweetness of sound. + +"O, yes, Tom, you may take it; but what can you want of it?" + +"Couldn't tell no ways, Miss Fanny," said Tom, with a grin. "Mebbe Miss +Fanny know in de mornin'." + +Morning did indeed bring an explanation of the mystery. Assembling in +the yard, the children marshaled themselves into marching order; Maud, +of course, being captain, and taking the lead, bearing an old tin horn, +while little black Tom brought up the rear with Fanny's unfortunate +cow-bell. + +In this order they commenced "marching in Christmas" to the music of the +horn, the beating of tin pans, the rattling of bits of iron and pieces +of wood, the jingling of bells, and the clapping of hands. Into the +house, and up-stairs to the very doors of the sleeping-rooms, they all +marched with their horrid din. It was received with tolerable +good-humor by all but Nanny, who, deprived of her morning nap by the +tumult, raved at the juvenile disturbers of the peace, and finally threw +her shoes at them as they stood on the stairway. These were directly +seized upon as trophies, and carried off in triumph to the quarters, +where the young performers went through with the same operations. + +"Christmas gift! Christmas gift!" was the first salutation from the +servants this morning, and it was well worth while to give them some +trifling present, were it only to hear their extravagant expressions of +gratitude and delight. It was impossible to forget for a moment that it +was Christmas. One could see it in the faces of the servants, released +for a whole week from their daily tasks, and rejoicing in the prospect +of dances, and parties, and visits to friends and kindred on distant +plantations. The children, too, with their boisterous merriment and +constant talk about the holidays, seemed determined to bear it in mind, +and the great dinner--the one dinner of the year--in the preparation of +which Aunt Tibby had exercised all her skill; this, in itself, seemed to +proclaim that it was Christmas. + +"Oh, Miss Fanny," said little Joy, "don't you wish Christmas lasted the +whole year round?" + +The short December day was fast drawing to a close, as a party of four +rode leisurely along the road crossing La Belle Prairie. The ladies, +though scarcely recognizable in their close hoods, long blue cotton +riding skirts, and thick gloves, were none other than Miss Nancy Catlett +and our friend Fanny, while their attendants were Mr. Chester, the town +gentleman, and Massa Dave Catlett, who had come over from his new home +in Kansas, on purpose to enjoy the Christmas festivities on the prairie. +One of those night parties, of which Nanny had talked so much, was to +come off at Col. Turner's, and this was the place of their destination. +In accordance with the customs of society in these parts, they were to +remain until the next day, and, accordingly, black Viny rode a little in +the rear, mounted upon old "Poke Neck," and bearing sundry carpet-bags +and valises, containing the ladies' party-dresses. + +Just at dusk, our party reached their journey's end, and dismounting one +by one from the horse-block in front of the house, they walked up the +road, and were met in the porch by Miss Bell Turner, Nanny's particular +friend. This young lady, with long curls and a very slender waist, +performed the duties of hostess in a free and easy manner, ushering the +gentlemen into the parlor, where a fire was blazing on the hearth, while +the ladies, with their attendants, were conducted up-stairs to the +dressing-room. + +Here a dozen or more were engaged in the mysteries of the toilet, +braiding, twisting, and curling, while as many servants were flying +about, stumbling over each other, and creating the most dire confusion +in their efforts to supply the wants of their respective mistresses. The +beds and chairs were covered with dresses, capes, ribbons, +curling-irons, flowers, combs, and brushes, and all the paraphernalia of +the toilet, while the ladies themselves kept up a continual stream of +conversation with each other and their attendants. + +Into this scene Nanny entered with great spirit. Shaking hands all +round, and introducing Fanny, she hastily threw off her bonnet and +shawl, and bidding Viny unpack the things, she set about dressing in +good earnest. + +"How nice to get here so early," she said. "Now we can have a chance at +the glass, and plenty of room to move about in." + +Fanny wondered what she called plenty of room, but had yet to learn the +signification of the term when applied to the dressing-room of a western +party. Thicker and faster came the arrivals, and it being necessary that +each lady should undergo a thorough transformation in dress, before +making her appearance down-stairs, the labor and confusion necessary to +bring this about can be imagined. Such hurryings to and fro, such +knockings down and pickings up, such scolding and laughing, in short +such a Babel of sounds as filled the room for an hour or two, Fanny had +never heard before. Completing her own toilet as soon as possible, she +seated herself upon one of the beds, and watched the proceedings with +great interest. + +"You Suke, bring me some more pins, directly." "O please, Miss Ellen, +mind my wreath!" "Jule, how much longer are you goin' to keep the +wash-bowl?" "Dar now, Miss Eveline done get her coat all wet." "Did you +know Tom Walton was here? I see him in the passage." "Miss Belle, that's +_my_ starch-bag." "There, now! don't them slippers fit beautiful?" "Why +don't that girl come back?" "O, Liza, just fasten up my dress, that's a +dear girl!" "Come, girls, do hurry, we shan't be dressed to-night." + +How it was all brought about, Fanny could not tell, but at last the +ladies were dressed, the last sash pinned, and the last curl adjusted. +Dresses of thin material, cut low in the neck, with short sleeves, +seemed to be the order of the night, which with wreaths, and bunches of +artificial flowers in the hair, gave the ladies a handsome appearance. +With Miss Belle at the head, they all descended to the parlor, and found +the gentlemen strolling about, employing themselves as they could, till +the night's amusements commenced; and, indeed, both ladies and gentlemen +manifested such eagerness to adjourn to the play-room, that the signal +was soon given, and they proceeded forthwith to a log building in the +yard, formerly used as a school-room. + +Games soon commenced, and were carried on with great vigor, the young +people making up in activity what was lacking in gracefulness of motion. +Game after game was made out, the ladies vying with each other to see +who should laugh the most, while those who were left chatted gayly +together in groups, or tried their powers of fascination upon some +long-limbed specimen of humanity. + +"What calls the gentlemen up-stairs so frequently?" inquired Fanny, +innocently, as groups of two and three disappeared up the steps leading +to the room above. + +"You are not aware, then, what a formidable rival the ladies have up in +the loft?" said Mr. Chester, gravely, though there was a comical +expression about the corners of his mouth. + +"No, indeed." + +"Well, I only hope you may not witness the overpowering influence +sometimes exerted by this same rival," said Mr. Chester; "but honestly, +Miss Hunter, there is serious danger that some of these light-footed +young gentlemen may, ere long, be obliged to relinquish their places in +our party, all through the attractions presented to them up yonder." + +"I don't in the least know what you mean." + +"In plain words, then, they are talking about horses up there; men are +crazy over horses you know." + +"Are you in earnest, Mr. Chester?" + +"Certainly I am. It would not answer, I suppose, for ladies to intrude +upon their modest retirement, or I could convince you in a moment." + +"How can you joke about it, Mr. Chester? I think it is perfectly +scandalous." + +"Well, it is bad enough," said her companion, more gravely. "One living +at the west becomes accustomed to such things." + +"_I_ never will," said Fanny. "If I had known these Christmas parties +countenanced such impoliteness, I would have stayed at home." + +"A set supper," Nanny had several times expressed a hope that Mrs. +Turner would provide, and she was not disappointed. The long table was +bountifully spread with the substantials of this life, and though not in +the style of an entertainment in Fifth Avenue, it was admirably suited +to the guests who partook of it. A roasted "shoat" graced each end of +the board, a side of bacon the centre, while salted beef, cut in thin +slices, with pickles and cheese, constituted the side-dishes. Hot +coffee, corn bread and biscuit were passed to each guest, and a piece of +pound-cake and a little preserved fruit for dessert. + +There was plenty of laughter and hearty joking at the table, and the +flushed faces and increased volubility of the gentlemen gave too certain +evidence of the truth of Mr. Chester's assertions. + +"The langest day maun hae an end," says the old Scotch proverb, audit +was with a sigh of relief that Fanny at last saw Uncle Jake lay down the +tortured fiddle, and the guests with lingering steps and wishful eyes +retire to seek the few hours of repose that were left of the night. +"Confusion worse confounded" reigned for a time in the apartment +appropriated to the ladies' use, and the numerous couches spread upon +the floor increased the difficulty of navigation. At last, when quiet +seemed restored, and Fanny was sinking into a peaceful sleep, she was +aroused by her neighbors in an adjoining bed, three young ladies who +declared that they were "all but starved, and must have something to eat +before they could go to sleep." One of the black women was despatched to +the store-room for some slices of cold bacon, and sitting up in bed, +with the candle before them, they made a hearty repast. + +"Of course, you can't eat half as much as you want at table," said one +of the young ladies, apologetically; "one always wants to appear +delicate-like before the gentlemen." + +"What in goodness' name, Nan, made breakfast so late?" said Dave the +next morning, or rather noon, as they were returning home; "I thought +one while we wasn't goin' to get any." "Why, you see, they hadn't any +wheat flour in the house for the biscuit," said Nanny, "and they had to +send three miles over the prairie to Mr. John Turner's to borrow some." + +"Twenty people invited to stay over night, and no flour in the house?" +said Fanny, in amazement. + +"It rather shocks your Yankee ideas of looking out ahead, Miss Hunter," +said Mr. Chester, laughing. "We are used to such things out this way." + +"Oh! Miss Fanny, people can't remember everything, you know," said +Nanny; "Belle says they never thought a word about it till this +morning." + + + + +JOE'S SEARCH FOR SANTA CLAUS. + +BY IRVING BACHELLER + + + A story, my child? Well, there's none that I know + As good as the story about little Joe. + He lived with his mother, just under the eaves + Of a tenement high, where the telegraph weaves + Its highway of wire, that everywhere goes, + And makes the night musical when the wind blows. + Their home had no father--the two were bereft + Of all but their appetites--those never left! + Joe's grew with his thought; a day never passed + He spent not in hunger to make the food last; + And days when his mother silently went + And stood by the windows--Joe knew what it meant. + They'd nothing for supper! The words were so sad + That somehow they drowned all the hunger he had. + And surely God's miracles never have ceased-- + Joe's hunger grew less when his sorrows increased. + When the coal ran out in winter's worst storm, + The fire burnt the harder that kept their hearts warm. + Their windows revealed many wonderful sights, + Long acres of roofing and high-flying kites; + At sunset, the great vault of heaven aglow, + The lining of gold on the clouds hanging low, + The cross on the top of St. Mary's high tower + Ablaze with the light of that magical hour; + And still, as the arrows of light slanted higher, + The last thing in sight was the great cross of fire. + Each day, as it vanished, the history old + Of Christ's crucifixion was reverently told; + To Him the boy learned to confide all his woes, + But oftenest prayed for a new suit of clothes, + Since those that he wore didn't fit him at all-- + The coat was too large and the trousers too small, + And Joe looked so queer, from his head to his feet, + It grieved his proud soul to be seen in the street. + And sometimes he cherished a secret desire + To own a hand-sled, or to build a bonfire; + But reached one conclusion by various routes-- + He could have better fun with a new pair of boots. + He thought how the old pair, when shiny and whole. + Had squeaked in a way that delighted his soul, + And remembrance grew sad as he strutted around + And tried hard, but vainly, to waken that sound. + The day before Christmas brought trouble for Joe, + A thousand times worse. 'Twas a terrible blow + To hear that old Santa Claus, god of his dreams. + Would not come that year with his fleet-footed teams. + He'd seen them. Why, once, of a night's witching hour + He saw them jump over the cross on the tower + And scamper away o'er the snow-covered roofs, + His heart beating time to the sound of their hoofs. + Not coming this year? Santa Claus must be dead, + He thought, as with sad tears he crept into bed. + And, as he lay thinking, the long strings of wire + Sang low in the wind like a deep-sounding lyre, + And Joe caught the notes of this solemn refrain-- + "He'll not come again! no, he'll not come again!" + And oh! how the depths of his spirit were stirred + By thoughts that were born of the music he heard! + How cold were the winds, and they sang in their strife, + Of storms yet to come in the winters of life. + They mocked him, but mark how the faith of the child + Stood firm as a fortress, its hope undefiled; + For still the boy thought that, if Santa Claus knew + How great were their needs and their comforts how few, + He would come; and at length, when the first rays of light + Had fathomed the infinite depths of the night, + And brightened the windows, Joe cautiously crept + Out of bed: and he dressed while his mother still slept, + And down the long stairways on tiptoe he ran; + Then out in the snow, with the will of a man, + He went, looking hither and thither, because, + Poor boy! he was trying to find Santa Claus. + He hurried along through the snow-burdened street + As if the good angels were guiding his feet; + And as the sun rose in the heavens apace, + A radiance fell on his uplifted face + That came from the cross gleaming far overhead-- + A symbol of hope for the living and dead. + A moment he looked at the great house of prayer, + Then slyly peeked in to see what was there; + And entering softly he wandered at will + Through pathways of velvet, deserted and still, + And saw the light grow on a wonderful scene + Of ivy-twined columns and arches of green, + And back of the rail, where the clergyman knelt, + He sat on the cushions to see how they felt. + How soft was that velvet he stroked with his hand! + But when he lay down, oh, the feeling was grand! + And while he was musing the walls seemed to sway, + And slowly the windows went moving away. + What, ho! there he comes! with his big pack and all, + Down the sunbeams that slope from the high-windowed wall, + And Joe tried to speak, but could not, if he died, + When Santa Claus came and sat down by his side. + "A tenement boy! humph! he probably swears." + (Joe trembled, and tried hard to think of his prayers.) + He lifted Joe's eyelids, he patted his brow, + And said. "He is not a bad boy, anyhow." + But hark! there is music; a deep-swelling sound + Is sweeping on high as if heavenward bound. + And suddenly waking, Joe saw kneeling there + The rector, long-robed, who was reading a prayer. + "Provide for the fatherless children," said he + "The widowed, the helpless, the bond and the free." + The rector stops praying--his face wears a frown; + A ragged young gamin is pulling his gown. + "I knowed you would come," said the boy, half in fright-- + "I knowed you would come--I was watchin' all night. + Say! what are ye goin' t'give mother an' me? + Le'me see what 'tis, Santa Claus--please le'me see!" + The rector looked down into Joe's honest face, + And a great wave of feeling swept over the place; + And tenderly laying his hand on Joe's head, + He turned to the people and solemnly said: + "We pray that the poor may be sheltered and fed, + And we leave it to Heaven to furnish the bread. + Ye know, while He feedeth the fowls in the air. + The children of mankind He leaves to man's care;" + And kissing Joe's face the preacher said then; + "Of such is the kingdom of Heaven. Amen!" + That day Santa Claus came to many a door + He'd forgotten to call at the evening before. + Was little Joe lucky? Well, now, you are right. + And the wires sang merrily all the next night. + + + + +ANGELA'S CHRISTMAS. + +BY JULIA SCHAYER. + + +"Then it is 'yes,' father dear?" said Angela, looking across the +breakfast table with a smile. It was her mother's smile, and the girl +had filled her mother's vacant chair for more than a year. + +The eyes of the father and daughter met, and Angela knew, before a word +was said, that she had conquered. + +"I hate to see you at your age, beginning to worry over these things," +Ephraim Frazier said, regretfully. "Let the _old_ women take care of the +charities, dear. You keep on dancing in the sunshine a while longer, +daughter." + +Angela's smile grew graver, but not less sweet. + +"I am twenty, dear," she said. "Too old to dance _all_ the time, and I +cannot help _thinking_, you know. And--it's no use, papa dear! I _must_ +do something! It _is_ 'yes,' isn't it?" + +"You are sure you won't mind being criticised and ridiculed?" + +"Quite sure!" answered Angela. + +"And sure you won't take your failures and disappointments to heart too +deeply?" + +"Quite sure I can bear them bravely," answered the girl. "If only one, +_just one_, of those poor creatures may be helped, and lifted up, and +brought out of darkness, it will be worth trying for!" + +"And what does Robert Johns say about it?" + +A glow kindled in Angela's face. + +"Robert is in perfect sympathy with me," she said softly. Then again, +this time having risen and gone around to his side, to speak with her +face against the old banker's smoothly shaven cheek, "It _is_ 'yes,' +isn't it, daddy dear?" + +"Well, yes! Only you must go slow, dear. You are not over strong, you +know." + +And soon it came to pass that on a vacant lot, hitherto given over to +refuse heaps, haunted by stray cats, ragpickers, and vagrant children, +in one of the vilest quarters of the metropolis, there sprang up, with +magic swiftness, a commodious frame building, surrounded by smooth green +sod, known in the lower circles as the Locust Street Home; in upper +circles, laughingly denominated "Angela's Experiment." + +Angela did not mind. It was mostly goodnatured laughter, and many of the +laughers ended by lending willing hands and hearts to the cause. It was +wonderful how the news spread through the city's purlieus that here was +a sanctuary into which cold, hunger, and fatigue dared not intrude; a +place which the lowest might enter and be made welcome, and go +unquestioned, his personal rights as carefully respected as though he +were one of the Four Hundred. + +That was Angela's theory. No man, woman, or child should be _compelled_ +to anything. First make their bodies comfortable, then surround them +with ennobling influences and examples, entertain them, arouse them, +stimulate them, hold out the helping hand, _and leave the rest to God_. +"They shall not even be _compelled_ to be clean!" she said, laughing. +"If the beautiful clean bathrooms and clean clothing do not tempt them +to cleanliness, then so be it! I will have no rules; only influences. +You will see!" + +And people did see, and wondered. + +Sometimes, on warm, pleasant evenings, the spacious, cheerful hall, with +its tables and chairs, would be almost empty; but on nights like that on +which this story opens, a dark, cold December night, the seats were apt +to be well filled, mostly with slatternly, hard-featured women, and +dull-faced children, who sat staring stolidly about, while the music and +speaking went on; half stupefied by the warmth and tranquillity so +foreign to their lives. + +Outside, a dismal sleet was falling, but from the open door of the +vestibule a great sheet of light fell upon the wet pavement, and above +it glowed a transparency bearing the words: + +"A Merry Christmas to all! Come in!" + +It was while the singing was going on, led by a high, sweet girl's +voice, that a human figure came hobbling out from a side street, and +stopped short at the very edge of the lighted space. + +A woman by her dress, an old, old woman, with a seamed, blotched face; +an ugly, human wreck, all torn and battered and discolored by the storms +of life. Such was old Marg--"Luny Marg," as she was called in the haunts +that knew her best. Her history? She had forgotten it herself, very +likely, and there was no one to know or care--no one in the wide world +to care if she should at any moment be trampled to death, or slip from +the dock into the black river. The garret which lodged her would find +another tenant; the children of the gutters another target for their +missiles. Not that she was worse than others--only that she was old and +ugly and sharp of tongue, and the world--even _her_ world--has no use +for such as she. + +For some time this forlorn creature continued to hover on the edge of +the lighted space. The sleet had become snow, and already a thin white +film covered the pavement, promising "a white Christmas," and the cold +increased from moment to moment. + +The woman drew her filthy shawl closer; her jaws chattered, yet she +seemed unable to tear herself from the spot. Her eyes, alert under +their gray brows, as a rat's, were fixed now upon the open door, now +upon the transparency, yet she made no motion toward the proffered +shelter. Two men, hirsute and ragged, stopped near her and, after a +moments consultation, slunk across the square of light and disappeared +in the building. As the door was opened, there came a fuller burst of +song, and a rush of warm air, fragrant with the aroma of coffee and +oysters. + +The old woman's body quivered with desire; food, warmth, rest--all that +her miserable frame demanded--were there within easy reach, for the mere +asking; nay for the mere taking; yet still the devils of stubbornness +and spite would not let go their hold upon her. But finally, as a bitter +blast swept the snow stingingly against her face, she uttered a hoarse +snarl, and glancing about to see that no jeering eye was upon her, the +poor creature crept across the pavement, clambered up the stone steps, +and, pushing open the door, slipped into the nearest vacant seat. + +The chairs and benches were unusually well filled. Numbers of women and +children were in the foreground. A few men were also present, sitting +with their bodies hanging forward, their hats tightly clutched between +their knees, their eyes fixed on the floor. The women and children, on +the contrary, followed every movement of the young women on the platform +with furtive eagerness. + +The simplicity of attire which Angela and her friends had assumed did +not deceive even the tiniest gutter-child present--these were "ladies," +and one and all accorded them the same tribute of genuine, if reluctant, +admiration. + +Old Marg, after the embarrassment of the first moment, took everything +in with one hawk-like glance--the Christmas greens upon the clean, white +walls, the curtained space in the rear which hid some pleasant mystery, +the men and women on the platform. + +At the organ sat a young girl, leaning upon the now silent keys, her +face toward the young man who was speaking. Old Marg could not take her +eyes from this face--white, serious, sweet, set in a halo of pale golden +hair. The sight of it aroused strange feelings in the bosom of the old +outcast. Fascinated, tortured, bewildered, she sat and gazed. It was +long since she had thought of her youth. This girl reminded her of that +forgotten time. Like a violet flung upon a refuse-heap, the thought of +her own innocent girlhood lay for an instant upon the foul mass of +memories accumulated by sixty-miserable years. "_I_ was light-haired, +too!" ran old Marg's thoughts. "Light-haired, an' light-complected, like +her!" + +The perfume of that thought breathed across her soul, and was gone. +Still she gazed from under her shaggy brows, and, without meaning to +listen, found herself hearing what the speaker was saying. He was +telling without rhetoric or cant the story of Christ, and with +simplicity and tact presenting the lesson of His life. + +"This joy of giving, of sacrificing for others," the young man was +saying in his earnest, musical voice, "so far beyond the joy of +receiving, is within the reach of every human being. Think of that! The +poorest man or woman or child who breathes on earth to-night may know +this joy, may give some pleasure, some help, some comfort, to some +fellow-creature. Whether it be a human creature or a dumb beast, matters +not. It is all one in God's sight, being an act of love and kindness and +sacrifice." + +Old Marg looked down upon her squalid rags; her rough features writhed +with a scornful smile. "That's a lie!" she muttered. "What could the +likes of _me_ do for anybody, I'd like to know!" + +Still she listened; but at last, as the warmth stole through her sodden +garments, and into her chilled veins, and the peace of the place +penetrated the turbulent recesses of her soul, the man's voice became +like a voice heard in a dream, and the old outcast slept. + + +A confused sound greeted her awakening. Some one was playing the organ +jubilantly; people were moving about--girls with trays loaded with +steaming dishes; children were talking and laughing excitedly. The +curtain had been drawn, and a great Christmas-tree almost blinded her +with its splendor. She stared about in bewilderment. She looked at the +tree, at the people, at her own foul rags. A fierce revulsion of feeling +swept over her. Rage, shame, a desire to get out of sight, to be +swallowed up in the darkness and misery which were her proper element, +seized and mastered her. She staggered to her feet. A young girl +approached her with a tray of tempting food. The sight and smell of it +goaded the starved creature to madness. She could have fallen upon it +like a wolf, but instead she pushed the girl roughly aside and fumbled +dizzily at the door-knob. + +A hand was laid upon her arm. The girl with the sweet, white face was +looking at her with a friendly smile. + +"Won't you stay and have something warm to eat before going into the +cold?" the girl asked gently. + +Old Marg shook the hand from her arm. + +"No!" she snarled. "I don't want nothin'! Let me go!" + +With a patient smile Angela opened the door. + +"I am sorry you will not stay," she said softly. "It would give me great +pleasure. There is a gift for you on the tree, too. It is Christmas Eve, +you know!" + +A hoarse, choking sound came from the woman's lips. She pushed by into +the vestibule. Angela followed. + +"If you should feel differently to-morrow," she said, in her kind, +gentle voice, "come here again, about eleven o'clock. I shall be here." +Without waiting for a reply, she re-entered the hall. A young man, the +same who had been speaking, met her at the door. + +"Angela!" he exclaimed. "You should not be out there in the cold!" She +smiled absently. "Did you see her, Robert?" + +"That terrible old woman? Yes, I saw her. A hopeless case, I fear." + +Angela's eyes kept their absent look. + +"It was awful to see her go away like that, into the cold and snow, +hungry and half-clad!" she said. + +The young man leaned nearer. "Angela," he whispered. "You must not let +these things sink into your heart as you do, or you cannot bear the work +you have undertaken. As for that old creature, it is terrible to think +of her, but she seemed to me beyond our reach." + +"But not beyond God's reach _through us_!" said Angela. + + +Meantime old Marg was facing the storm with rage and pain in her face +and in her heart. The streets were deserted, and lighted only by such +beams as found their way through the dirty windows of shops and saloons. +From these last came sounds of revelry and contention, and at one or +another the poor creature paused, listening without fear to the familiar +hubbub. Should she go in? Some one might give her a drink, to ease for a +time the terrible gnawing at her breast. Might? Yes; but more likely she +would be thrust out with jeers and curses, and, for some reason, old +Marg was in no mood to use the caustic wit and ready tongue that were +her only weapons. So she staggered on until the swarming tenement was +reached, stumbled up the five flights of unillumined stairs, and almost +fell headlong into the dismal garret which she called her home. + +Feeling about in the darkness, she found a match and lit a bit of candle +which stopped the neck of an empty bottle. It burned uncertainly as if +reluctant to disclose the scene upon which its light fell. A +smoke-stained, sloping ceiling, a blackened floor, a shapeless mattress +heaped with rags, a deal box, a rusty stove resting upon two bricks, +supporting in its turn an ancient frying-pan, a chipped saucer, and a +battered tin can from which, when the scavenger business was good, old +Marg served afternoon tea--such were her home and all her personal +belongings. + +There was no fire, nor any means of producing one, but upon the box was +spread a piece of paper containing a slice of bread and a soup-bone, +whereto clung some fragments of meat--the gift of a neighbor hardly less +wretched than herself. + +The old woman's eyes glittered at the sight, and, seizing the food, she +sank weakly upon the box and began gnawing at it; but her toothless +jaws, stiff with cold, made no impression upon the tough meat and hard +crust, and letting them drop to the floor, the poor creature fell to +rocking to and fro, whimpering tearlessly, like a suffering dog. +Strangely enough, within the withered bosom of this most wretched +creature there had welled up, from some hidden source of womanly +feeling, a passionate self-pity, a no less passionate self-loathing. +This was what a moment's contact with all that she had so long +abjured--purity, order, gentleness--had brought to pass. + +That fair young girl-tall, pale, sweet as an Easter lily--stood before +her like an incarnate memory, pointing toward the past, the far-distant +past, when she, too, was young, and pretty, and innocent, and gay--too +pretty and too gay for a poor working girl! That was where the trouble +began. + +"I was light haired, too," moaned old Marg, twisting her withered +fingers restlessly. "Light-haired, and light-complected! A pretty girl, +an' a good girl, too! Not like _her_. No! How could I be? Little the +likes o' her knows what the likes o' me has to face! Lord!" + +The bit of candle guttered and went out. The cold increased. It had +ceased snowing, and a keen wind had arisen, tearing the clouds into +shreds through which the stars gleamed. And presently the moon climbed +up behind the belfry of the old church across the square, and sent one +broad white ray through the dingy window and across the floor. All at +once the great bell began to strike the midnight hour, its mingled +vibrations filling the garret with tumultuous sounds. The vision of the +fair girl faded, and old Marg was herself again, a hard, bitter, +rebellious old woman, with a burning care where her heart had been, and +only one thought, one desire, left in her desperate mind--the thought +and the desire of death. + +In young and passionate days she had often thought of seeking that way +out of life's agonies, but at its worst there is always some sweetness +left in the cup--when one is young! It was not so now. The dregs only +had been hers for many a year, and she had enough. Death--yes, that was +best. + +Her eyes glittered as she cast a look about the silent room. Bare, even +of the means to this end! Ah, the window! + +With an inarticulate cry the woman arose and hobbled along the shining +moon-ray to the window, and threw open the sash. Awed by the stern +beauty of the heavens, the splendor of the moon tangled in the lace-like +carvings of the belfry as in a net, she leaned some moments against the +sill, looking out and down. Far below lay the deserted square, its white +bosom traced with the sharp shadow of the tower. With a keen eye old +Marg measured the distance, a sheer descent of fifty feet. Nothing to +break the fall--nothing! + +One movement, a swift fall, and that white surface would be broken by a +black shapeless heap. A policeman would find it on his next round, or +some drunken reveler would stumble over it, or the good people on their +way to early mass--ah! The seamed countenance lit up suddenly with a +malignant joy. + +Why not wait until they began to pass--those pious, respectable people +in their comfortable furs and wools--and cast herself into their midst, +a ghastly Christmas offering from Poverty to Riches, from Sin to Virtue? +This suggestion commended itself highly to her sense of humor. With a +hoarse chuckle she was about to close the window when a portion of the +shadow that lay alongside the chimney showed signs of life, and, rising +on four long and skinny legs, became a cat--a lean, black cat, which +crept meekly toward the window, its phosphorescent eyes gleaming, its +lank jaws parted in a vain effort to mew. Startled, old Marg drew back +for an instant; then, glancing from the animal to the pavement below, a +brutal cunning, a malicious pleasure, lit up the witch-like features. +Reaching out one skinny arm, she called coaxingly: "Puss! Puss!" + +The cat dragged herself up to the outstretched arm, rubbing her lank +body caressingly against it. + +The cruel, cunning old face softened suddenly. "Lord!" muttered old +Marg, "if she ain't a-tryin' to _purr_! Wall, that beats me!" + +The poor beast continued its piteous appeal for aid, arching its +starved frame, waving its tail, fawning unsuspectingly against the arm +that had threatened. + +With an impulse new to her misery-hardened heart, old Marg drew the +animal in and closed the window. Far from resisting, the cat nestled +against her with every sign of pleasure. + +"She's been somebody's pet," said the old woman, placing her on the +floor. "She ain't always been like this." + +The divine emotion of pity, so new to this forlorn creature, grew and +swelled in her bosom. The man at the hall had _not_ lied, after all. +Here was another of God's creatures as miserable as herself--nay, more +so, for she had a roof to shelter her! And she could share it with this +homeless one. + +"Poor puss!" muttered old Marg, stroking the rough fur. "You're +starvin', too, ain't ye? an' I ain't got nothin' to give ye, not a bite +or a sup. Ah!" + +Her eyes had fallen upon the discarded food. Eagerly she seized it and +placed it before the cat; the starving creature gnawed greedily at the +bone an instant, then looked up with a hopeless mew. + +The old woman felt a keener pang of pity. + +"Poor beast!" she said, with a bitter smile. "Ye can't eat 'em, can ye? +No more could I! We're in the same box, puss! Old, an' toothless, an' +nobody belongin' to us. We'll have to starve together, I guess. An' it's +Christmas day! Did ye know that, puss? Christmas day! Lord! Lord!" + +The cat rubbed against her skirts, her eyes fixed upon her benefactor's. +"Seems to understand every word I say!" old Marg muttered. "If only I +had a drop o' milk for her now!" + +Hobbling to the stove, she examined the battered tin can, letting the +moonlight shine into its rusty depths. A little water or tea remained in +it, and with this she moistened some of the bread and placed it before +the cat, which devoured it now eagerly. Then she took the animal in her +arms and laid herself down on the mattress, drawing the ragged covers +over them. The cat nestled against her side; the warmth of the two poor +bodies mingled, and both slept. + +The moon-ray crept along and spread itself over the heap of rags, the +knotted fingers resting on the cat's rough fur, the seamed old face; it +passed away, and morning dawned, with a peal of bells and the sound of +footsteps on the pavement below, and still the two slept on. + + +Angela stood near the door, receiving her Christmas guests. They came +straggling in, in twos and threes, some boldly and impudently, some +shame-faced and shy, some eager, some indifferent, but all +poverty-pinched. Each one was pleasantly welcomed, and passed on to the +feast. Angela watched and waited, and at last the door opened slowly to +admit old Marg, who stopped short on the threshold, with a look at once +stubborn, appealing, suspicious, ashamed. Like a wild animal on the +alert for the faintest sign of repulsion or danger, she stood there, but +Angela only smiled, proffering her white, soft hand, destitute of +jewels, but the hand of a lady. + +"A Merry Christmas!" she said brightly. + +"I was ugly to ye last night," said old Marg huskily, ignoring the +beautiful hand she dared not touch. + +"Never mind!" Angela answered sweetly. "You were tired." + +"I am a bad old woman!" said old Marg, mistrustfully. + +"Never mind that, either!" said Angela. "Let me be your friend. If you +will, you shall never be cold or hungry again." + +A profound wonder came into the old face--then it began to writhe, and +from each eye oozed scant tears, seeking a channel amid the seams and +wrinkles of the sunken cheeks. + +"You will let me be your friend," urged Angela. + +Still old Marg wept silently, the scant tears of age. + +"You shall have a pleasant home and----" + +A swift, suspicious glance darted from the wet eyes. + +"Not a 'sylum, miss, please!" said the old woman. + +"No," said Angela quietly. "Not an asylum, A home--a bright, clean, +comfortable home----" + +"I can work, miss!" put in old Marg, doubling her knotted hands to show +their strength. "I can wash, an' scrub----" + +"Yes," said Angela, "you may work all you are able, helping to keep +things clean and comfortable." + +Still old Marg looked doubtful. Wiping her cheeks with a corner of the +shawl, she half turned toward the door. + +"Have you a family, or any one belonging to you?" asked Angela, thinking +to have reached the root of the difficulty. + +"Yes," said the old woman stoutly. "I have a cat. Where I go, she must +go, too!" + +Angela patted the grimy hand, with a laugh which was good to hear. + +"I understand you perfectly," she said. "I have a cat of my own. You and +_your_ cat shall not be separated." + + +A half-hour later entered the young man Robert. Angela pointed silently +to old Marg, sitting in a warm corner, contentedly munching her +Christmas dinner. "What have you done to her?" he asked. "She looks more +human already." + +Angela laughed again, that same laugh which goes to one's heart so. "I +have adopted her--and her cat!" she answered. "That's all!" + + + + +THE FIRST PURITAN CHRISTMAS TREE. + +(ANONYMOUS.) + + +Mrs. Olcott called her boys, and bade them go to the pine woods and get +the finest, handsomest young hemlock tree that they could find. + +"Get one that is straight and tall, with well-boughed branches on it, +and put it where you can draw it under the wood-shed after dark," she +added. + +The boys went to Pine Hill, and there they picked out the finest young +tree on all the hill, and said, "We will take this one." So, with their +hatchets they hewed it down and brought it safely home the next night +when all was dark. And when Roger was quietly sleeping in the adjoining +room, they dragged the tree into the kitchen. It was too tall, so they +took it out again and cut it off two or three feet at the base. Then +they propped it up, and the curtains being down over the windows, and +blankets being fastened over the curtains to prevent any one looking in, +and the door being doubly barred to prevent any one coming in, they all +went to bed. + +Very early the next morning, while the stars shone on the snow-covered +hills--the same stars that shone sixteen hundred years before on the +hills when Christ was born in Bethlehem--the little Puritan mother in +New England arose very softly. She went out and lit the kitchen fire +anew from the ash-covered embers. She fastened upon the twigs of the +tree the gifts she had bought in Boston for her boys and girl. Then she +took as many as twenty pieces of candle and fixed them upon the +branches. After that she softly called Rupert, Robert and Lucy, and told +them to get up and come into the kitchen. + +Hurrying back, she began, with a bit of a burning stick, to light the +candles. Just as the last one was set aflame, in trooped the three +children. + +Before they had time to say a word, they were silenced by their mother's +warning. + +"I wish to fetch Roger in and wake him up before it," she said. "Keep +still until I come back!" + +The little lad, fast asleep, was lifted in a blanket and gently carried +by his mother into the beautiful presence. + +"See! Roger, my boy, see!" she said, arousing him. "It is Christmas +morning now! In England they only have Christmas-boughs, but here in New +England we have a whole Christmas-tree." + +"O mother!" he cried. "O Lucy! Is it really, really true, and no dream +at all? Yes, I see! I see! O mother, it is so beautiful! Were all the +trees on all the hills lighted up that way when Christ was born? And, +mother," he added, clapping his little hands with joy at the thought, +"why, yes, the stars did sing when Christ was born! They must be glad, +then, and keep Christmas, too, in heaven. I know they must, and there +will be good times there." + +"Yes," said his mother; "there will be good times there, Roger." + +"Then," said the boy, "I sha'n't mind going, now that I've seen the +Christmas-bough. I--What is that, mother?" + +What was it that they heard? The little Olcott home had never before +seemed to tremble so. There were taps at the window, there were knocks +at the door--and it was as yet scarcely the break of day! There were +voices also, shouting something to somebody. + +"Shall I put out the candles, mother?" whispered Robert. + +"What will they do to us for having the tree? I wish we hadn't it," +regretted Rupert; while Lucy clung to her mother's gown and shrieked +with all her strength, "It's Indians!" + +Pale and white and still, ready to meet her fate, stood Mrs. Olcott, +until, out of the knocking and the tapping at her door, her heart caught +a sound. It was a voice calling, "Rachel! Rachel! Rachel!" + +"Unbar the door!" she cried back to her boys; "it's your father +calling!" Down came the blankets; up went the curtain; open flew the +door, and in walked Captain Olcott, followed by every man and woman in +Plymouth who had heard at break of day the glorious news that the +expected ship had arrived at Boston, and with it the long lost Captain +Olcott. For an instant nothing was thought of except the joyous +welcoming of the Captain in his new home. + +"What's this? What is it? What does this mean?" was asked again and +again, when the first excitement was passed, as the tall young pine +stood aloft, its candles ablaze, its gifts still hanging. + +"It's welcome home to father!" said Lucy, her only thought to screen her +mother. + +"No, child, no!" sternly spoke Mrs. Olcott. "Tell the truth!" + +"It's--a--Christmas-tree!" faltered poor Lucy. + +One and another and another, Pilgrims and Puritans all, drew near with +faces stern and forbidding, and gazed and gazed, until one and another +and yet another softened slowly into a smile as little Roger's piping +voice sung out: + +"She made it for me, mother did. But you may have it now, and all the +pretty things that are on it, too, because you've brought my father back +again; if mother will let you," he added. + +Neither Pilgrim nor Puritan frowned at the gift. One man, the sternest +there, broke off a little twig and said: + +"I'll take it for the sake of the good old times at home." + + + + +THE FIRST CHRISTMAS IN NEW ENGLAND. + +BY HEZEKIAH BUTTERWORTH. + + + They thought they had come to their port that day, + But not yet was their journey done; + And they drifted away from Provincetown Bay + In the fireless light of the sun. + With rain and sleet were the tall masts iced, + And gloomy and chill was the air, + But they looked from the crystal sails to Christ, + And they came to a harbor fair. + The white hills silent lay,-- + For there were no ancient bells to ring, + No priests to chant, no choirs to sing, + No chapel of baron, or lord, or king, + That gray, cold winter day. + + The snow came down on the vacant seas, + And white on the lone rocks lay,-- + But rang the axe 'mong the evergreen trees + And followed the Sabbath day. + Then rose the sun in a crimson haze, + And the workmen said at dawn: + "Shall our axes swing on this day of days, + When the Lord of Life was born?" + The white hills silent lay,-- + For there were no ancient bells to ring, + No priests to chant, no choirs to sing, + No chapel of baron, or lord, or king, + That gray, cold Christmas Day. + + "The old town's bells we seem to hear: + They are ringing sweet on the Dee; + They are ringing sweet on the Harlem Meer, + And sweet on the Zuyder Zee. + The pines are frosted with snow and sleet. + Shall we our axes wield + When the chimes at Lincoln are ringing sweet + And the bells of Austerfield?" + The air was cold and gray,-- + And there were no ancient bells to ring, + No priests to chant, no choirs to sing, + No chapel of baron, or lord, or king, + That gray, cold Christmas Day. + + Then the master said, "Your axes wield, + Remember ye Malabarre Bay; + And the covenant there with the Lord ye sealed; + Let your axes ring to-day. + You may talk of the old town's bells to-night, + When your work for the Lord is done, + And your boats return, and the shallop's light + Shall follow the light of the sun. + The sky is cold and gray,-- + And here are no ancient bells to ring, + No priests to chant, no choirs to sing, + No chapel of baron, or lord, or king. + This gray, cold Christmas Day. + + "If Christ was born on Christmas Day, + And the day by Him is blest, + Then low at His feet the evergreens lay + And cradle His church in the West. + Immanuel waits at the temple gates + Of the nation to-day ye found, + And the Lord delights in no formal rites; + To-day let your axes sound!" + The sky was cold and gray,-- + And there were no ancient bells to ring, + No priests to chant, no choirs to sing, + No chapel of baron, or lord, or king, + That gray, cold Christmas Day. + + Their axes rang through the evergreen trees + Like the bells on the Thames and Tay; + And they cheerily sang by the windy seas, + And they thought of Malabarre Bay. + On the lonely heights of Burial Hill + The old Precisioners sleep; + But did ever men with a nobler will + A holier Christmas keep, + When the sky was cold and gray,-- + And there were no ancient bells to ring, + No priests to chant, no choirs to sing, + No chapel of baron, or lord, or king, + That gray, cold Christmas Day? + + + + +THE CHIMES. + +BY CHARLES DICKENS. + + +FIRST QUARTER. + +There are not many people--and as it is desirable that a story-teller +and a story-reader should establish a mutual understanding as soon as +possible, I beg it to be noticed that I confine this observation neither +to young people nor to little people, but extend it to all conditions of +people: little and big, young and old: yet growing up, or already +growing down again--there are not, I say, many people who would care to +sleep in a church. I don't mean at sermon time in warm weather (when the +thing has actually been done, once or twice), but in the night, and +alone. A great multitude of persons will be violently astonished, I +know, by this position, in the broad bold Day. But it applies to Night. +It must be argued by night. And I will undertake to maintain it +successfully on any gusty winter's night appointed for the purpose, with +any one opponent chosen from the rest, who will meet me singly in an old +churchyard, before an old church door; and will previously empower me to +lock him in, if needful to his satisfaction, until morning. + +For the night-wind has a dismal trick of wandering round and round a +building of that sort, and moaning as it goes; and of trying with its +unseen hand, the windows and the doors; and seeking out some crevices by +which to enter. And when it has got in; as one not finding what it +seeks, whatever that may be, it wails and howls to issue forth again; +and not content with stalking through the aisles, and gliding round and +round the pillars, and tempting the deep organ, soars up to the roof, +and strives to rend the rafters; then flings itself despairingly upon +the stones below, and passes, muttering, into the vaults. Ugh! Heaven +preserve us, sitting snugly round the fire! It has an awful voice, that +wind at midnight, singing in a church! + +But, high up in the steeple! There the foul blast roars and whistles! +High up in the steeple, where it is free to come and go through many an +airy arch and loophole, and to twist and twine itself about the giddy +stair, and twirl the groaning weathercock, and make the very tower shake +and shiver! + +High up in the steeple of an old church, far above the light and murmur +of the town and far below the flying clouds that shadow it, is the wild +and dreary place at night: and high up in the steeple of an old church, +dwelt the Chimes I tell of. + +They were old Chimes, trust me. Centuries ago, these Bells had been +baptized by bishops: so many centuries ago, that the register of their +baptism was lost long, long before the memory of man, and no one knew +their names. They had had their Godfathers and Godmothers, these Bells +(for my part, by the way, I would rather incur the responsibility of +being Godfather to a Bell than a Boy), and had had their silver mugs, no +doubt, besides. But Time had mowed down their sponsors, and Henry the +Eighth had melted down their mugs; and they now hung, nameless and +mugless, in the church tower. + +Not speechless, though. Far from it. They had clear, loud, lusty, +sounding voices, had these Bells; and far and wide they might be heard +upon the wind. Much too sturdy Chimes were they, to be dependent on the +pleasure of the wind, moreover; for, fighting gallantly against it when +it took an adverse whim, they would pour their cheerful notes into a +listening ear right royally; and bent on being heard, on stormy nights, +by some poor mother watching a sick child, or some lone wife whose +husband was at sea, they had been sometimes known to beat a blustering +Nor'Wester; ay, "all to fits," as Toby Veck said;--for though they chose +to call him Trotty Veck, his name was Toby, and nobody could make it +anything else either (except Tobias); he having been as lawfully +christened in his day as the bells had been in theirs, though with not +quite so much of solemnity or public rejoicing. + +For my part, I confess myself of Toby Veck's belief, for I am sure he +had opportunities enough of forming a correct one. And whatever Toby +Veck said, I say. And I take my stand by Toby Veck, although he _did_ +stand all day long (and weary work it was) just outside the church-door. +In fact he was a ticket-porter, Toby Veck, and waited there for jobs. + +And a breezy, goose-skinned, blue-nosed, red-eyed, stony-toed, +tooth-chattering place it was to wait in, in the winter-time, as Toby +Veck well knew. The wind came tearing round the corner--especially the +east wind--as if it had sallied forth, express, from the confines of the +earth, to have a blow at Toby. And oftentimes it seemed to come upon him +sooner than it had expected, for bouncing round the corner, and passing +Toby, it would suddenly wheel round again, as if it cried "Why, here he +is!" + +Toby was curious about the Bells because there were points of +resemblance between them and him. They hung there in all weathers, with +the wind and rain driving in upon them; facing only the outsides of all +the houses; never getting any nearer to the blazing fires that gleamed +and shone upon the windows or came puffing out of the chimney tops; and +incapable of participating in any of the good things that were +constantly being handed through the street doors and iron railings to +prodigious cooks. Being but a simple man, he invested the Bells with a +strange and solemn character. They were so mysterious, often heard and +never seen; so high up, so far off, so full of such a deep, strong +melody, that he regarded them with a species of awe; and sometimes when +he looked up at the dark arched windows in the tower, he half expected +to be beckoned to by something which was not a Bell, and yet was what he +heard so often sounding in the Chimes. For all this Toby scouted with +indignation a certain flying rumor that the Chimes were haunted, as +implying the possibility of their being connected with any Evil thing. +In short, they were very often in his ears, and very often in his +thoughts, but always in his good opinion; and he very often got such a +crick in his neck by staring with his mouth wide open, at the steeple +where they hung, that he was fain to take an extra trot or two, +afterward, to cure it. + +The very thing he was in the act of doing one cold day, when the last +drowsy sound of Twelve o'clock, just struck, was humming like a +melodious monster of a Bee, and not by any means a busy Bee, all through +the steeple? + +"Dinner time, eh!" said Toby, trotting up and down before the church. +"Ah!" + +Toby's nose was very red, and his eyelids were very red, and he winked +very much, and his shoulders were very near his ears, and his legs were +very stiff, and altogether he was evidently a long way upon the frosty +side of cool. + +"Dinner time, eh!" repeated Toby, using his right hand muffler like an +infantine boxing-glove, and punishing his chest for being cold. +"Ah-h-h-h!" + +He took a silent trot, after that, for a minute or two. + +"There's nothing," said Toby, "more regular in its coming round than +dinner time, and nothing less regular in its coming round than dinner. +That's the great difference between 'em. It's took me a long time to +find it out. I wonder whether it would be worth any gentleman's while, +now, to buy that obserwation for the Papers; or the Parliament!" + +Tony was only joking, for he gravely shook his head in +self-depreciation. + +"Why! Lord!" said Toby. "The Papers is full of obserwations as it is; +and so's the Parliament. Here's last week's paper, now;" taking a very +dirty one from his pocket, and holding it from him at arm's length; +"full of obserwations! Full of obserwations! I like to know the news as +well as any man," said Toby, slowly; folding it a little smaller, and +putting it in his pocket again: "but it almost goes against the grain +with me to read a paper now. It frightens me almost. I don't know what +we poor people are coming to. Lord send we may be coming to something +better in the New Year nigh upon us!" + +"Why, father, father!" said a pleasant voice, hard by. + +But Toby, not hearing it continued to trot backward and forward: musing +as he went, and talking to himself. + +"It seems as if we can't go right, or do right, or be righted," said +Toby. "I hadn't much schooling, myself, when I was young; and I can't +make out whether we have any business on the face of the earth, or not. +Sometimes I think we must have--a little; and sometimes I think we must +be intruding. I get so puzzled sometimes that I am not even able to make +up my mind whether there is any good at all in us, or whether we are +born bad. We seem to do dreadful things; we seem to give a deal of +trouble; we are always being complained of and guarded against. One way +or another, we fill the papers. Talk of a New Year!" said Toby, +mournfully. "I can bear up as well as another man at most times; better +than a good many, for I am as strong as a lion, and all men an't; but +supposing it should really be that we have no right to a New +Year--supposing we really _are_ intruding----" + +"Why, father, father!" said the pleasant voice again. + +Toby heard it this time; started; stopped; and shortening his sight, +which had been directed a long way off as seeking for enlightenment in +the very heart of the approaching year, found himself face to face with +his own child, and looking close into her eyes. + +Bright eyes they were. Eyes that would bear a world of looking in, +before their depth was fathomed. Dark eyes, that reflected back the eyes +which searched them; not flashingly or at the owner's will, but with a +clear, calm, honest, patient radiance, claiming kindred with that light +which Heaven called into being. Eyes that were beautiful and true, and +beaming with Hope. With Hope so young and fresh; with Hope so buoyant, +vigorous and bright, despite the twenty years of work and poverty on +which they had looked; that they became a voice to Trotty Veck, and +said: "I think we have some business here--a little!" + +Trotty kissed the lips belonging to the eyes, and squeezed the blooming +face between his hands. + +"Why, Pet," said Trotty. "What's to-do? I didn't expect you, to-day, +Meg." + +"Neither did I expect to come, father," cried the girl, nodding her head +and smiling as she spoke. "But here I am! And not alone; not alone!" + +"Why you don't mean to say," observed Trotty, looking curiously at a +covered basket which she carried in her hand, "that you----" + +"Smell it, father dear," said Meg, "Only smell it!" + +Trotty was going to lift up the cover at once, in a great hurry, when +she gayly interposed her hand. + +"No, no, no," said Meg, with the glee of a child. "Lengthen it out a +little. Let me just lift up the corner; just the lit-tle ti-ny cor-ner, +you know," said Meg, suiting the action to the word with the utmost +gentleness, and speaking very softly, as if she were afraid of being +overheard by something inside the basket; "there. Now. What's that!" + +Toby took the shortest possible sniff at the edge of the basket, and +cried out in a rapture: + +"Why, it's hot!" + +"It is burning hot!" cried Meg. "Ha, ha, ha! It's scalding hot!" + +"Ha, ha, ha!" roared Toby, with a sort of kick. "It's scalding hot!" + +"But what is it father?" said Meg. "Come! you haven't guessed what it +is. And you must guess what it is. I can't think of taking it out till +you guess what it is. Don't be in such a hurry! Wait a minute! A little +bit more of the cover. Now guess!" + +Meg was in a perfect fright lest he should guess right too soon; +shrinking away, as she held the basket toward him; curling up her pretty +shoulders; stopping her ear with her hand, as if by so doing she could +keep the right word out of Toby's lips; and laughing softly the whole +time. + +Meanwhile Toby, putting a hand on each knee, bent down his nose to the +basket, and took a long inspiration at the lid; the grin upon his +withered face expanded in the process, as if he were inhaling laughing +gas. + +"Ah! It's very nice," said Toby. "It ain't--I suppose it ain't +Polonies?" + +"No, no, no!" cried Meg, delighted. "Nothing like Polonies!" + +"No," said Toby, after another sniff. "It's--it's mellower than +Polonies. It's very nice. It improves every moment. It's too decided for +Trotters. Ain't it?" + +Meg was in ecstasy. He could _not_ have gone wider of the mark than +Trotters--except Polonies. + +"Liver?" said Toby, communing with himself. "No. There's a mildness +about it that don't answer to liver. Pettitoes? No. It an't faint enough +for pettitoes. It wants the stringiness of Cocks' heads. And I know it +an't sausages. I'll tell you what it is. It's chitterlings!" + +"No, it an't!" cried Meg, in a burst of delight "No, it an't!" + +"Why, what am I a thinking of!" said Toby, suddenly recovering a +position as near the perpendicular as it was possible for him to assume. +"I shall forget my own name next. It's tripe!" + +Tripe it was; and Meg, in high joy, protested he should say, in half a +minute more, it was the best tripe ever stewed. + +"And so," said Meg, busying herself exultingly with her basket; "I'll +lay the cloth at once, father; for I have brought the tripe in a basin, +and tied the basin up in a pocket-handkerchief; and if I like to be +proud for once, and spread that for a cloth, and call it a cloth, +there's no law to prevent me; is there father?" + +"Not that I know of, my dear," said Toby. "But they're always a bringing +up some new law or other." + +"And according to what I was reading you in the paper the other day, +father; what the Judge said, you know; we poor people are supposed to +know them all. Ha, ha! What a mistake! My goodness me, how clever they +think us!" + +"Yes, my dear," cried Trotty; "and they'd be very fond of any one of us +that _did_ know 'em all. He'd grow fat upon the work he'd get, that man, +and be popular with the gentlefolks in his neighborhood. Very much so!" + +"He'd eat his dinner with an appetite, whoever he was, if it smelt like +this," said Meg, cheerfully. "Make haste, for there's a potato besides. +Where will you dine, father? On the Post, or on the Steps? Dear, dear, +how grand we are. Two places to choose from!" + +"The steps to day, my Pet," said Trotty. "Steps in dry weather. Post in +wet. There's a great conveniency in the steps at all times, because of +the sitting down; but they're rheumatic in the damp." + +"Then here," said Meg, clapping her hands, after a moment's bustle; +"here it is, all ready! And beautiful it looks! Come, father. Eat it +while it's hot. Come!" + +Since his discovery of the contents of the basket, Trotty had been +standing looking at her--and had been speaking too--in an abstracted +manner, which showed that though she was the object of his thoughts and +eyes, to the exclusion even of tripe, he neither saw nor thought about +her as she was at that moment, but had before him some imaginary rough +sketch or drama of her future life. Roused, now, by her cheerful +summons, he shook off a melancholy shake of the head which was just +coming upon him, and trotted to her side. As he was stooping to sit +down, the Chimes rang. + +"Amen!" said Trotty, pulling off his hat and looking up toward them. + +"Amen to the Bells, father?" cried Meg. + +"They broke in like a grace, my dear," said Trotty, taking his seat. +"They'd say a good one, I am sure, if they could. Many's the kind thing +they say to me." + +"The Bells do, father!" laughed Meg, as she set the basin, and a knife +and fork before him. "Well!" + +"Seem to, my Pet," said Trotty, falling to with great vigor. "And +where's the difference? If I hear 'em, what does it matter whether they +speak it or not? Why bless you, my dear," said Toby, pointing at the +tower with his fork, and becoming more animated under the influence of +dinner, "how often have I heard them bells say, 'Toby Veck, Toby Veck, +keep a good heart Toby! Toby Veck, Toby Veck, keep a good heart Toby!' A +million times? More!" + +"Well, I never!" cried Meg. + +She had, though--over and over again. For it was Toby's constant topic. + +"When things is very bad," said Trotty; "very bad indeed, I mean; almost +at the worst; then it's 'Toby Veck, Toby Veck, job coming soon, Toby! +Toby Veck, Toby Veck, job coming soon, Toby!' That way." + +"And it comes--at last, father," said Meg, with a touch of sadness in +her pleasant voice. + +"Always," answered the unconscious Toby. "Never fails." + +While this discourse was holding, Trotty made no pause in his attack +upon the savory meat before him, but cut and ate, and cut and drank, and +cut and chewed, and dodged about, from tripe to hot potato, and from hot +potato back again to tripe, with an unctuous and unflagging relish. But +happening now to look all round the street--in case anybody should be +beckoning from any door or window, for a porter--his eyes, in coming +back again, encountered Meg: sitting opposite to him, with her arms +folded; and only busy in watching his progress with a smile of +happiness. + +"Why, Lord forgive me!" said Trotty, dropping his knife and fork. "My +love! Meg! why didn't you tell me what a beast I was?" + +"Father?" + +"Sitting here," said Trotty, in penitent explanation, "cramming and +stuffing, and gorging myself; and you before me there, never so much as +breaking your precious fast, nor wanting to, when----" + +"But I have broken it, father," interposed his daughter, laughing, "all +to bits. I have had my dinner." + +"Nonsense," said Trotty. "Two dinners in one day! It an't possible! You +might as well tell me that two New Year's Days will come together, or +that I have had a gold head all my life, and never changed it." + +"I have had my dinner, father, for all that," said Meg, coming nearer to +him. "And if you'll go on with yours, I'll tell you how and where; and +how your dinner came to be brought; and--something else besides." + +Toby still appeared incredulous; but she looked into his face with her +clear eyes, and laying her hand upon his shoulder, motioned him to go on +while the meat was hot. So Trotty took up his knife and fork again, and +went to work. But much more slowly than before, and shaking his head, as +if he were not at all pleased with himself. + +"I had my dinner, father," said Meg, after a little hesitation, +"with--with Richard. His dinner-time was early; and as he brought his +dinner with him when he came to see me, we--we had it together, father." + +Trotty said, "Oh!"--because she waited. + +"And Richard says, father--" Meg resumed. Then stopped. + +"What does Richard say, Meg?" asked Toby. + +"Richard says, father--" Another stoppage. + +"Richard's a long time saying it," said Toby. + +"He says then, father," Meg continued, lifting up her eyes at last, and +speaking in a tremble, but quite plainly; "another year is nearly gone, +and where is the use of waiting on from year to year, when it is so +unlikely we shall ever be better off than we are now? He says we are +poor now, father, and we shall be poor then, but we are young now, and +years will make us old before we know it. He says that if we wait, +people in our condition, until we see our way quite clearly, the way +will be a narrow one indeed--the common way--the Grave, father." + +A bolder man than Trotty Veck must needs have drawn upon his boldness +largely, to deny it. Trotty held his peace. + +"And how hard, father, to grow old and die, and think we might have +cheered and helped each other! How hard in all our lives to love each +other; and to grieve, apart, to see each other working, changing, +growing old and gray. Even if I got the better of it, and forgot him +(which I never could), oh, father dear, how hard to have a heart so full +as mine is now, and live to have it slowly drained out every drop, +without the recollection of one happy moment of a woman's life, to stay +behind and comfort me, and make me better!" + +Trotty sat quite still, Meg dried her eyes, and said more gayly: that is +to say, with here a laugh, and there a sob, and here a laugh and sob +together: + +"So Richard says, father; as his work was yesterday made certain for +some time to come, and as I love him and have loved him fully three +years--ah! longer than that, if he knew it!--will I marry him on New +Year's Day; the best and happiest day, he says, in the whole year, and +one that is almost sure to bring good fortune with it. It's a short +notice, father--isn't it?--but I haven't my fortune to be settled, or my +wedding dresses to be made, like the great ladies, father, have I? And +he said so much, and said it in his way; so strong and earnest, and all +the time so kind and gentle; that I said I'd come and talk to you, +father. And as they paid the money for that work of mine this morning +(unexpectedly, I am sure!), and as you have fared very poorly for a +whole week, and as I couldn't help wishing there should be something to +make this day a sort of holiday to you as well as a dear and happy day +to me, father, I made a little treat and brought it to surprise you." + +"And see how he leaves it cooling on the step!" said another voice. + +It was the voice of the same Richard, who had come upon them unobserved, +and stood before the father and daughter; looking down upon them with a +face as glowing as the iron on which his stout sledge-hammer daily rung. +A handsome, well-made, powerful youngster he was; with eyes that +sparkled like the red-hot droppings from a furnace fire; black hair that +curled about his swarthy temples rarely; and a smile--a smile that bore +out Meg's eulogium on his style of conversation. + +"See how he leaves it cooling on the step!" said Richard. "Meg don't +know what he likes. Not she!" + +Trotty, all action and enthusiasm, immediately reached up his hand to +Richard, and was going to address him in a great hurry, when the +house-door opened without any warning, and a footman very nearly put his +foot in the tripe. + +"Out of the vays here, will you! You must always go and be a-settin on +our steps, must you! You can't go and give a turn to none of the +neighbors never, can't you? _Will_ you clear the road, or won't you?" + +Strictly speaking, the last question was irrelevant, as they had already +done it. + +"What's the matter, what's the matter?" said the gentleman for whom the +door was opened; coming out of the house at that kind of light, heavy +pace--that peculiar compromise between a walk and jog-trot--with which a +gentleman upon the smooth down-hill of life, wearing creaking boots, a +watch-chain, and clean linen, _may_ come out of his house: not only +without any abatement of his dignity, but with an expression of having +important and wealthy engagements elsewhere. "What's the matter? What's +the matter?" + +"You're always a-being begged, and prayed, upon your bended knees, you +are," said the footman with great emphasis to Trotty Veck, "to let our +door-steps be. Why don't you let 'em be? CAN'T you let 'em be?" + +"There! That'll do, that'll do!" said the gentleman, "Halloa there! +Porter!" beckoning with his head to Trotty Veck, "Come here. What's +that? Your dinner?" + +"Yes, sir," said Trotty, leaving it behind him in a corner. + +"Don't leave it there!" exclaimed the gentleman. "Bring it here, bring +it here! So! this is your dinner, is it?" + +"Yes, sir," repeated Trotty, looking with a fixed eye and a watery mouth +at the piece of tripe he had reserved for a last delicious tit-bit, +which the gentleman was now turning over and over on the end of a fork. + +Two other gentlemen had come out with him. One was a low-spirited +gentleman of middle age, of a meagre habit, and a disconsolate face; who +kept his hands continually in the pockets of his scanty pepper-and-salt +trousers, very large and dog's-eared from that custom; and was not +particularly well brushed or washed. The other, a full sized, sleek, +well-conditioned gentleman, in a blue coat, with bright buttons, and a +white cravat. This gentleman had a very red face, as if an undue +proportion of the blood in his body were squeezed up into his head, +which perhaps accounted for his having also the appearance of being +rather cold about the heart. + +He who had Toby's meat upon the fork called to the first one by the name +of Filer, and they both drew near together. Mr. Filer being exceedingly +short sighted, was obliged to go so close to the remnant of Toby's +dinner before he could make out what it was, that Toby's heart leaped up +into his mouth. But Mr. Filer didn't eat it. + +"This is a description of animal food, Alderman," said Filer, making +little punches in it with a pencil-case, "commonly known to the laboring +population of this country by the name of tripe." + +The Alderman laughed, and winked; for he was a merry fellow. Alderman +Cute. Oh, and a sly fellow too! A knowing fellow. Up to everything. Not +to be imposed upon. Deep in the people's hearts! He knew them, Cute did. +I believe you! + +"But who eats tripe?" said Mr. Filer, looking round. "Tripe is without +an exception the least economical, and the most wasteful article of +consumption that the markets of this country can by possibility produce. +The loss upon a pound of tripe has been found to be, in the boiling, +seven-eighths of a fifth more than the loss upon a pound of any other +animal substance whatever. Tripe is more expensive, properly understood, +than the hot-house pine-apple. Taking into account the number of animals +slaughtered yearly within the bills of mortality alone; and forming a +low estimate of the quantity of tripe which the carcases of these +animals, reasonably well butchered, would yield--I find that the waste +on that amount of tripe, if boiled, would victual a garrison of five +hundred men for five months of thirty-one days each, and a February +over. The Waste, the Waste!" + +Trotty stood aghast, and his legs shook under him. He seemed to have +starved a garrison of five hundred men with his own hand. + +"Who eats tripe?" said Mr. Filer, warmly. "Who eats tripe?" + +Trotty made a miserable bow. + +"You do, do you?" said Mr. Filer. "Then I'll tell you something. You +snatch your tripe, my friend, out of the mouths of widows and orphans." + +"I hope not, sir," said Trotty, faintly. "I'd sooner die of want!" + +"Divide the amount of tripe before-mentioned, Alderman," said Mr. Filer, +"by the estimated number of existing widows and orphans, and the result +will be one pennyweight of tripe to each. Not a grain is left for that +man. Consequently, he's a robber." + +Trotty was so shocked that it gave him no concern to see the Alderman +finish the tripe himself. It was a relief to get rid of it, anyhow. + +"And what do you say?" asked the Alderman, jocosely, of the red-faced +gentleman in the blue coat. "You have heard friend Filer. What do _you_ +say?" + +"What's it possible to say?" returned the gentleman. "What _is_ to be +said? Who can take any interest in a fellow like this," meaning Trotty, +"in such degenerate times as these? Look at him! What an object! The +good old times, the grand old times, the great old times! _Those_ were +the times for a bold peasantry, and all that sort of thing. Those were +the times for every sort of thing, in fact. There's nothing now-a-days. +Ah!" sighed the red-faced gentleman. "The good old times, the good old +times!" + +It is possible that poor Trotty's faith in these very vague Old Times +was not entirely destroyed, for he felt vague enough, at that moment. +One thing, however, was plain to him, in the midst of his distress; to +wit, that however these gentlemen might differ in details, his +misgivings of that morning, and of many other mornings, were well +founded. "No, no. We can't go right or do right," thought Trotty in +despair. "There is no good in us. We are born bad!" + +But Trotty had a father's heart within him; which had somehow got into +his breast in spite of this decree; and he could not bear that Meg, in +the blush of her brief joy, should have her fortune read by these wise +gentlemen. "God help her," thought poor Trotty. "She will know it soon +enough." + +He anxiously signed, therefore, to the young smith, to take her away. +But he was so busy, talking to her softly at a little distance, that he +only became conscious of this desire, simultaneously with Alderman Cute. +Now, the Alderman had not yet had his say, but _he_ was a philosopher, +too--practical though! Oh, very practical!--and, as he had no idea of +losing any portion of his audience, he cried "Stop!" + +Trotty took Meg's hand and drew it through his arm. He didn't seem to +know what he was doing though. + +"Your daughter, eh?" said the Alderman, chucking her familiarly under +the chin. + +"And you're making love to her, are you?" said Cute to the young smith. + +"Yes," returned Richard quickly, for he was nettled by the question. +"And we are going to be married on New Year's Day." + +"What do you mean?" cried Filer sharply. "Married!" + +"Why, yes, we were thinking of it. Master," said Richard. "We're rather +in a hurry you see, in case it should be Put Down first." + +"Ah!" cried Filer, with a groan. "Put _that_ down indeed. Alderman, and +you'll do something. Married! Married!! The ignorance of the first +principles of political economy on the part of these people; their +improvidence; their wickedness is by Heavens! enough to--Now look at +that couple, will you!" + +Well! They were worth looking at. And marriage seemed as reasonable and +fair a deed as they need have in contemplation. + +"A man may live to be as old as Methuselah," said Mr. Filer, "and may +labor all his life for the benefit of such people as those; and may heap +up facts on figures, facts on figures, facts on figures, mountains high +and dry; and he can no more hope to persuade 'em that they have no right +or business to be married than he can hope to persuade 'em that they +have no earthly right or business to be born. And _that_ we know they +haven't. We reduced that to a mathematical certainty long ago!" + +"Come here, my girl!" said Alderman Cute. + +The young blood of her lover had been mounting, wrathfully, within the +last few minutes; and he was indisposed to let her come. But, setting a +constraint upon himself, he came forward with a stride as Meg approached +and stood beside her. Trotty kept her hand within his arm still, but +looked from face to face as wildly as a sleeper in a dream. + +"Now, I'm going to give you a word or two of good advice, my girl," said +the Alderman, in his nice easy way. "It's my place to give advice, you +know, because I'm a Justice. You know I'm a Justice, don't you?" + +Meg timidly said, "Yes." But everybody knew Alderman Cute was a Justice! +Oh dear, so active a Justice always! Who such a mote of brightness in +the public eye, as Cute! + +"You are going to be married, you say," pursued the Alderman. "Very +unbecoming and indelicate in one of your sex! But never mind that. +After you're married, you'll quarrel with your husband, and come to be a +distressed wife. You may think not; but you will, because I tell you so. +Now, I give you fair warning, that I have made up my mind to Put +distressed wives Down. So, don't be brought before me. You'll have +children--boys. Those boys will grow up bad, of course, and run wild in +the streets without shoes or stockings. Mind, my young friend! I'll +convict 'em summarily every one, for I am determined to Put boys without +shoes or stockings, Down. Perhaps your husband will die young (most +likely) and leave you with a baby. Then you'll be turned out of doors, +and wander up and down the streets. Now don't wander near me, my dear, +for I am resolved to Put all wandering mothers Down. All young mothers, +of all sorts and kinds, it's my determination to Put Down. Don't think +to plead illness as an excuse with me; or babies as an excuse with me; +for all sick persons and young children (I hope you know the +church-service, but I'm afraid not) I am determined to Put Down. And if +you attempt, desperately and ungratefully, and impiously, and +fraudulently attempt, to drown yourself, or hang yourself, I'll have no +pity on you, for I have made up my mind to Put all suicide Down! If +there is one thing," said the Alderman, with his self-satisfied smile, +"on which I can be said to have made up my mind more than on another, it +is to Put suicide Down. So don't try it on. That's the phrase, isn't it! +Ha, ha! now we understand each other." + +Toby knew not whether to be agonized or glad, to see that Meg had turned +deadly white, and dropped her lover's hand. + +"As for you, you dull dog," said the Alderman, turning with even +increased cheerfulness and urbanity to the young smith, "what are you +thinking of being married for? What do you want to be married for, you +silly fellow? If I was a fine, young, strapping chap like you, I should +be ashamed of being milksop enough to pin myself to a woman's +apron-strings! Why, she'll be an old woman before you're a middle-aged +man! And a pretty figure you'll cut then, with a draggle-tailed wife and +a crowd of squalling children crying after you wherever you go!" + +Oh, he knew how to banter the common people, Alderman Cute! + +"There! Go along with you," said the Alderman, "and repent. Don't make +such a fool of yourself as to get married on New Year's Day. You'll +think very differently of it, long before next New Year's Day: a trim +young fellow like you, with all the girls looking after you. There! Go +along with you!" + +They went along. Not arm in arm, or hand in hand, or interchanging +bright glances; but she in tears; he gloomy and down-looking. Were these +the hearts that had so lately made old Toby's leap up from its +faintness? No, no. The Alderman (a blessing on his head!) had Put _them_ +Down. + +"As you happen to be here," said the Alderman to Toby, "you shall carry +a letter for me. Can you be quick? You're an old man." + +Toby, who had been looking after Meg, quite stupidly, made shift to +murmur out that he was very quick, and very strong. + +"How old are you?" inquired the Alderman. + +"I am over sixty, sir," said Toby. + +"Oh! This man's a great deal past the average age, you know," cried Mr. +Filer, breaking in as if his patience would bear some trying, but this +was really carrying matters a little too far. + +"I feel I'm intruding, sir," said Toby. "I--I misdoubted it this +morning. Oh dear me!" + +The Alderman cut him short by giving him the letter from his pocket. +Toby would have got a shilling too; but Mr. Filer clearly showing that +in that case he would rob a certain given number of persons of +ninepence-half-penny a-piece, he only got sixpence; and thought himself +very well off to get that. + +Then the Alderman gave an arm to each of his friends, and walked off in +high feather; but, he immediately came hurrying back alone, as if he had +forgotten something. + +"Porter!" said the Alderman. + +"Sir!" said Toby. + +"Take care of that daughter of yours. She's much too handsome." + +"Even her good looks are stolen from somebody or other I suppose," +thought Toby, looking at the sixpence in his hand, and thinking of the +tripe. "She's been and robbed five hundred ladies of a bloom a-piece, I +shouldn't wonder. It's very dreadful!" + +"She's much too handsome, my man," repeated the Alderman. "The chances +are, that she'll come to no good, I clearly see. Observe what I say. +Take care of her!" With which, he hurried off again. + +"Wrong every way. Wrong every way!" said Trotty clasping his hands. +"Born bad. No business here!" + +The Chimes came clashing in upon him as he said the last words. Full, +loud, and sounding--but with no encouragement. No, not a drop. + +"The tune's changed," cried the old man, as he listened. "There's not a +word of all that fancy in it. Why should there be? I have no business +with the New Year nor with the old one neither. Let me die!" + +Still the Bells, pealing forth their changes, made the very air spin. +Put 'em down. Put 'em down! Good old Times, Good old Times! Facts and +Figures, Facts and Figures! Put 'em down, Put 'em down! If they said +anything they said this, until the brain of Toby reeled. + +He pressed his bewildered head between his hands as if to keep it from +splitting asunder. A well-timed action, as it happened; for finding the +letter in one of them, and being by that means reminded of his charge, +he fell, mechanically, into his usual trot, and trotted off. + + +SECOND QUARTER. + +The letter Toby had received from Alderman Cute, was addressed to a +great man in the great district of the town. The greatest district of +the town. It must have been the greatest district of the town, because +it was commonly called "the world" by its inhabitants. + +The Year was Old, that day. The patient Year had lived through the +reproaches and misuses of its slanderers, and faithfully performed its +work. Spring, summer, autumn, winter. It had labored through the +destined round, and now laid down its weary head to die. + +Trotty had no portion, to his thinking, in the New Year or the Old. + +"Put 'em down. Put 'em down! Facts and Figures, Facts and Figures! Good +old Times, Good old Times! Put 'em down, Put 'em down!"--his trot went +to that measure, and would fit itself to nothing else. + +But, even that one, melancholy as it was, brought him, in due time, to +the end of his journey. To the mansion of Sir Joseph Bowley, Member of +Parliament. + +The door was opened by a Porter. Such a Porter! Not of Toby's order. +Quite another thing. His place was the ticket, though; not Toby's. + +This Porter underwent some hard panting before he could speak; having +breathed himself by coming incautiously out of his chair, without first +taking time to think about it and compose his mind. When he had found +his voice--which it took him some time to do, for it was a long way off +and hidden under a load of meat--he said in a fat whisper: + +"Who's it from?" + +Toby told him. + +"You're to take it in yourself," said the Porter, pointing to a room at +the end of a long passage, opening from the hall. "Everything goes +straight in, on this day of the year. You're not a bit too soon; for the +carriage is at the door now, and they have only come to town for a +couple of hours, a'purpose." + +Toby wiped his feet (which were quite dry already) with great care, and +took the way pointed out to him, observing as he went that it was an +awfully grand house, but hushed and covered up, as if the family were in +the country. Knocking at the room door, he was told to enter from +within; and doing so found himself in a spacious library, where, at a +table strewn with files and papers, were a stately lady in a bonnet, and +a not very stately gentleman in black, who wrote from her dictation; +while another, and an older, and a much statelier gentleman, whose hat +and cane were on the table, walked up and down, with one hand in his +breast, and looked complacently from time to time at his own picture--a +full length; a very full length--hanging over the fire-place. + +"What is this?" said the last-named gentleman. "Mr. Fish, will you have +the goodness to attend?" + +Mr. Fish begged pardon, and taking the letter from Toby, handed it, with +great respect. + +"From Alderman Cute, Sir Joseph." + +"Is this all? Have you nothing else, Porter?" inquired Sir Joseph. + +Toby replied in the negative. + +"You have no bill or demand upon me--my name is Bowley, Sir Joseph +Bowley--of any kind from anybody, have you?" said Sir Joseph. "If you +have, present it. There is a cheque-book by the side of Mr. Fish. I +allow nothing to be carried into the New Year. Every description of +account is settled in this house at the close of the old one. So that if +death was to--to--" + +"To cut," suggested Mr. Fish. + +"To sever, sir," returned Sir Joseph, with great asperity, "the cord of +existence--my affairs would be found, I hope, in a state of +preparation." + +"My dear Sir Joseph!" said the lady, who was greatly younger than the +gentleman. "How shocking!" + +"My Lady Bowley," returned Sir Joseph, floundering now and then, as in +the great depth of his observations, "at this season of the year we +should think of--of--ourselves. We should look into our--our accounts. +We should feel that every return of so eventful a period in human +transactions involves matter of deep moment between a man and his--and +his banker." + +Sir Joseph delivered these words as if he felt the full morality of what +he was saying, and desired that even Trotty should have an opportunity +of being improved by such discourse. Possibly he had this end before him +in still forbearing to break the seal of the letter, and in telling +Trotty to wait where he was a minute. + +"I _am_ the Poor Man's Friend," observed Sir Joseph, glancing at the +poor man present. "As such I may be taunted. As such I have been +taunted. But I ask no other title." + +"Bless him for a noble gentleman!" thought Trotty. + +"I don't agree with Cute here, for instance," said Sir Joseph, holding +out the letter. "I don't agree with the Filer party. I don't agree with +any party. My friend, the Poor Man, has no business with any thing of +that sort, and nothing of that sort has any business with him. My +friend, the Poor Man, in my district, is my business. No man or body of +men has any right to interfere between my friend and me. That is the +ground I take. I assume a--a paternal character toward my friend. I say, +'My good fellow, I will treat you paternally.'" + +With that great sentiment, he opened the Alderman's letter, and read it. + +"Very polite and attentive, I am sure!" exclaimed Sir Joseph. "My lady, +the Alderman is so obliging as to remind me that he has had 'the +distinguished honor'--he is very good--of meeting me at the house of our +mutual friend Deedles, the banker, and he does me the favor to inquire +whether it will be agreeable to me to have Will Fern put down. He came +up to London, it seems, to look for employment (trying to better +himself--that's his story), and being found at night asleep in a shed, +was taken into custody, and carried next morning before the Alderman. +The Alderman observes (very properly) that he is determined to put this +sort of thing down, and that if it will be agreeable to me to have Will +Fern put down, he will be happy to begin with him." + +"Let him be made an example of, by all means," returned the lady. "Last +winter, when I introduced pinking and eyelet-holing among the men and +boys in the village as a nice evening employment, and had the lines, + + + Oh let us love our occupations, + Bless the squire and his relations, + Live upon our daily rations, + And always know our proper stations, + + +set to music on the new system, for them to sing the while; this very +Fern--I see him now--touched that hat of his, and said, 'I humbly ask +your pardon, my lady, but _an't_ I something different from a great +girl?' I expected it, of course; who can expect anything but insolence +and ingratitude from that class of people? That is not to the purpose, +however. Sir Joseph! Make an example of him!" + +Trotty, who had long ago relapsed, and was very low-spirited, stepped +forward with a rueful face to take the letter Sir Joseph held out to +him. + +"You have heard, perhaps," said Sir Joseph, oracularly, "certain remarks +into which I have been led respecting the solemn period of time at which +we have arrived, and the duty imposed upon us of settling our affairs, +and being prepared. Now, my friend, can you lay your hand upon your +heart, and say that you also have made preparation for a New Year?" + +"I am afraid, sir," stammered Trotty, looking meekly at him, "that I am +a--a--little behind-hand with the world." + +"Behind-hand with the world!" repeated Sir Joseph Bowley, in a tone of +terrible distinctness. + +"I am afraid, sir," faltered Trotty, "that there's a matter of ten or +twelve shillings owing to Mrs. Chickenstalker." + +"To Mrs. Chickenstalker!" repeated Sir Joseph, in the same tone as +before. + +"A shop, sir," exclaimed Toby, "in the general line. Also a--a little +money on account of rent. A very little, sir. It oughtn't to be owing, I +know, but we have been hard put to it, indeed!" + +Sir Joseph looked at his lady, and at Mr. Fish, and at Trotty, one after +another, twice all round. He then made a despondent gesture with both +hands at once, as if he gave the thing up altogether. + +"How a man, even among this improvident and impracticable race; an old +man; a man grown grey; can look a New Year in the face with his affairs +in this condition; how he can lie down on his bed at night, and get up +again in the morning, and--There!" he said, turning his back on Trotty. + +"Take the letter! Take the letter!" + +"I heartily wish it was otherwise, sir," said Trotty, anxious to excuse +himself. "We have been tried very hard." + +Sir Joseph still repeating "Take the letter, take the letter!" and Mr. +Fish not only saying the same thing, but giving additional force to the +request by motioning the bearer to the door, he had nothing for it but +to make his bow and leave the house. And in the street, poor Trotty +pulled his worn old hat down on his head to hide the grief he felt at +getting no hold on the New Year, anywhere. + +He didn't even lift his hat to look up at the Bell tower when he came to +the old church on his return. He halted there a moment, from habit; and +knew that it was growing dark and that the steeple rose above him +indistinct and faint in the murky air. He knew, too, that the Chimes +would ring immediately, and that they sounded to his fancy, at such a +time, like voices in the clouds. But he only made the more haste to +deliver the Alderman's letter and get out of the way before they began; +for he dreaded to hear them tagging "Friends and Fathers, Friends and +Fathers," to the burden they had rung out last. + +Toby discharged himself of his commission, therefore, with all possible +speed and set off trotting homeward. But what with his pace, which was +at best an awkward one in the street; and what with his hat, which +didn't improve it; he trotted against somebody in less than no time and +was sent staggering out into the road. + +"I beg your pardon, I'm sure!" said Trotty, pulling up his hat in great +confusion, and between the hat and the torn lining, fixing his head +into a kind of bee-hive. "I hope I haven't hurt you." + +As to hurting anybody, Toby was not such an absolute Samson, but that he +was much more likely to be hurt himself; and indeed he had flown out +into the road like a shuttle-cock. He had such an opinion of his own +strength, however, that he was in real concern for the other party, and +said again, + +"I hope I haven't hurt you?" + +The man against whom he had run, a sun-browned, sinewy, country-looking +man, with grizzled hair and a rough chin, stared at him for a moment, as +if he suspected him to be in jest. But, satisfied of his good faith, he +answered: + +"No, friend. You have not hurt me." + +"Nor the child, I hope?" said Trotty. + +"Nor the child," returned the man. "I thank you kindly." + +As he said so, he glanced at a little girl he carried in his arms, +asleep, and shading her face with the long end of the poor handkerchief +he wore about his throat, went slowly on. + +The tone in which he said "I thank you kindly," penetrated Trotty's +heart. He was so jaded and foot sore, and so soiled with travel, and +looked about him so forlorn and strange, that it was a comfort to him to +be able to thank anyone, no matter for how little. Toby stood gazing +after him as he plodded wearily away, with the child's arm clinging +round his neck. + +At the figure in the worn shoes--now the very shade and ghost of +shoes--rough leather leggings, common frock and broad slouched hat, +Trotty stood gazing, blind to the whole street. And at the child's arm, +clinging round its neck. + +Before he merged into the darkness the traveler stopped, and looking +round and seeing Trotty standing there yet, seemed undecided whether to +return or go on. After doing first the one and then the other, he came +back, and Trotty went half way to meet him. + +"You can tell me, perhaps," said the man with a faint smile, "and if you +can I am sure will, and I'd rather ask you than another--where Alderman +Cute lives." + +"Close at hand," replied Toby, "I'll show you his house with pleasure." + +"I was to have gone to him elsewhere to-morrow," said the man, +accompanying Toby, "but I am uneasy under suspicion, and want to clear +myself and to be free to go and seek my bread--I don't know where. So, +maybe he'll forgive my going to his house to-night." + +"It's impossible," cried Toby with a start, "that your name's Fern!" + +"Eh!" cried the other, turning on him in astonishment. + +"Fern! Will Fern!" said Trotty. + +"That's my name," replied the other. + +"Why, then," cried Trotty, seizing him by the arm and looking cautiously +round, "for Heaven's sake don't go to him! Don't go to him! He'll put +you down as sure as ever you were born. Here, come up this alley, and +I'll tell you what I mean. Don't go to _him_." + +His new acquaintance looked as if he thought him mad, but he bore him +company, nevertheless. When they were shrouded from observation, Trotty +told him what he knew, and what character he had received, and all about +it. + +The subject of his history listened to it with a calmness that surprised +him. He did not contradict or interrupt it once. He nodded his head now +and then--more in corroboration of an old and worn-out story, it +appeared, than in refutation of it; and once or twice threw back his +hat, and passed his freckled hand over a brow, where every furrow he +had ploughed seemed to have set its image in little. But he did no more. + +"It's true enough in the main," he said, "master, I could sift grain +from the husk here and there, but let it be as 'tis. What odds? I have +gone against his plans; to my misfortun'. I can't help it; I should do +the like to-morrow. As to character, them gentlefolks will search and +search, and pry and pry, and have it as free from spot or speck in us, +afore they'll help us to a dry good word!--Well! I hope they don't lose +good opinion as easy as we do, or their lives is strict indeed, and +hardly worth the keeping. For myself, master, I never took with that +hand"--holding it before him--"what wasn't my own; and never held it +back from work, however hard, or poorly paid. Whoever can deny it, let +him chop it off! But when work won't maintain me like a human creetur; +when my living is so bad, that I am Hungry, out of doors and in; when I +see a whole working life begin that way, go on that way, and end that +way, without a chance or change; then I say to the gentlefolks 'Keep +away from me! Let my cottage be. My doors is dark enough without your +darkening of 'em more. Don't look for me to come up into the Park to +help the show when there's a Birthday, or a fine Speechmaking, or what +not. Act your Plays and Games without me, and be welcome to 'em and +enjoy 'em. We've now to do with one another. I'm best let alone!'" + +Seeing that the child in his arms had opened her eyes, and was looking +about in wonder, he checked himself to say a word or two of foolish +prattle in her ear, and stand her on the ground beside him. Then slowly +winding one of her long tresses round and round his rough forefinger +like a ring, while she hung about his dusty leg, he said to Trotty, + +"I'm not a cross-grained man by natur', I believe; and easy satisfied, +I'm sure. I bear no ill will against none of 'em. I only want to live +like one of the Almighty's creeturs. I can't--I don't--and so there's a +pit dug between me, and them that can and do. There's others like me. +You might tell 'em off by hundreds and by thousands, sooner than by +ones." + +Trotty knew that he spoke the truth in this, and shook his head to +signify as much. + +"I've got a bad name this way," said Fern; "and I'm not likely, I'm +afeared, to get a better. 'Tan't lawful to be out of sorts, and I AM out +of sorts, though God knows, I'd sooner bear a cheerful spirit if I +could. Well! I don't know as this Alderman could hurt _me_ much by +sending me to gaol; but without a friend to speak a word for me, he +might do it; and you see--!" pointing downward with his finger, at the +child. + +He sunk his voice so low, and gazed upon her with an air so stern and +strange, that Toby, to divert the current of his thoughts, inquired if +his wife were living. + +"I never had one," he returned, shaking his head. "She's my brother's +child: a orphan. Nine year old, though you'd hardly think it; but she's +tired and worn out now. They'd have taken care on her in the +Union--eight and twenty mile away from where we live--between four walls +(as they took care of my old father when he couldn't work no more, +though he didn't trouble 'em long); but I took her instead, and she's +lived with me ever since. Her mother had a friend once, in London here. +We are trying to find her, and to find work too; but it's a large place. +Never mind. More room for us to walk about in, Lilly!" + +Meeting the child's eyes with a smile which melted Toby more than tears, +he shook him by the hand. + +"I don't so much as know your name," he said, "but I've opened my heart +free to you, for I'm thankful to you; with good reason. I'll take your +advice and keep clear of this--" + +"Justice," suggested Toby. + +"Ah!" he said. "If that's the name they give him. This Justice. And +to-morrow will try whether there's better fortun' to be met with +somewheres near London. Goodnight. A Happy New Year!" + +"Stay!" cried Trotty, catching at his hand, as he relaxed his grip. +"Stay! The New Year never can be happy to me, if we part like this. The +New Year can never be happy to me, if I see the child and you go +wandering away, you don't know where, without a shelter for your heads. +Come home with me! I'm a poor man, living in a poor place; but I can +give you lodging for one night and never miss it. Come home with me! +Here! I'll take her!" cried Trotty, lifting up the child. "A pretty one! +I'd carry twenty times her weight, and never know I'd got it. Tell me if +I go too quick for you. I'm very fast. I always was!" Trotty said this, +taking about six of his trotting paces to one stride of his fatigued +companion; and with his thin legs quivering again, beneath the load he +bore. + +"Down the Mews here, Uncle Will, and step at the black door, with 'T. +Veck, Ticket Porter,' wrote upon a board; and here we are, and here we +go, and here we are indeed, my precious Meg, surprising you!" + +With which words Trotty, in a breathless state, set the child down +before his daughter in the middle of the floor. The little visitor +looked once at Meg; and doubting nothing in that face, but trusting +everything she saw there; ran into her arms. + +"Here we are, and here we go!" cried Trotty, running round the room and +choking audibly. "Here, Uncle Will, here's a fire you know! Why don't +you come to the fire? Oh here we are and here we go! Meg, my precious +darling, where's the kettle? Here it is and here it goes, and it'll bile +in no time!" + +Trotty really had picked up the kettle somewhere or other in the course +of his wild career, and now put it on the fire; while Meg, seating the +child in a warm corner, knelt down on the ground before her, and pulled +off her shoes, and dried her wet feet on a cloth. Ay, and she laughed at +Trotty too--so pleasantly, so cheerfully, that Trotty could have blessed +her where she kneeled; for he had seen that, when they entered, she was +sitting by the fire in tears. + +"Why, father!" said Meg. "You're crazy to-night, I think. I don't know +what the Bells would say to that." + +Meg looked toward him and saw that he had elaborately stationed himself +behind the chair of their male visitor, where with many mysterious +gestures he was holding up the six-pence he had earned. + +"I see, my dear," said Trotty, "as I was coming in, half an ounce of tea +lying somewhere on the stairs; and I'm pretty sure there was a bit of +bacon too. As I don't remember where it was exactly, I'll go myself and +try to find 'em." + +With this inscrutable artifice, Toby withdrew to purchase the viands he +had spoken of, for ready money, at Mrs. Chickenstalker's; and presently +came back, pretending that he had not been able to find them, at first +in the dark. + +"But here they are at last," said Trotty, setting out the tea things, +"all correct! I was pretty sure it was tea and a rasher. So it is. Meg +my pet, if you'll just make the tea, while your unworthy father toasts +the bacon, we shall be ready immediate. It's a curious circumstance," +said Trotty, proceeding in his cookery, with the assistance of the +toasting-fork, "curious, but well known to my friends, that I never +care, myself, for rashers, nor for tea. I like to see other people enjoy +'em," said Trotty, speaking very loud to impress the fact upon his +guest, "but to me, as food, they are disagreeable." + +Yet Trotty sniffed the savor of the hissing bacon--ah!--as if he liked +it; and when he poured the boiling water in the tea-pot, looked lovingly +down into the depths of that snug caldron, and suffering the fragrant +steam to curl about his nose, and wreathe his head and face in a thick +cloud. However, for all this, he neither ate nor drank, except at the +very beginning, a mere morsel for form's sake, which he appeared to eat +with infinite relish, but declared was perfectly uninteresting to him. + +"Now, I'll tell you what," said Trotty after tea. "The little one, she +sleeps with Meg, I know." + +"With good Meg!" cried the child, caressing her. "With Meg." + +"That's right," said Trotty. "And I shouldn't wonder if she'll kiss +Meg's father, won't she? _I_'m Meg's father." + +Mightily delighted Trotty was, when the child went timidly toward him, +and having kissed him, fell back upon Meg again. + +Meg looked toward their guest, who leaned upon her chair, and with his +face turned from her, fondled the child's head, half hidden in her lap. + +"To be sure," said Toby. "To be sure! I don't know what I am rambling on +about, to-night. My wits are wool-gathering, I think. Will Fern, you +come along with me. You're tired to death, and broken down for want of +rest. You come along with me." + +The hand released from the child's hair, had fallen, trembling, into +Trotty's hand. So Trotty, talking without intermission, led him out as +tenderly and easily as if he had been a child himself. + +Returning before Meg, he listened for an instant at the door of her +little chamber; an adjoining room. The child was murmuring a simple +Prayer before lying down to sleep; and when she had remembered Meg's +name, "Dearly, Dearly"--so her words ran--Trotty heard her stop and ask +for his. + +It was some short time before the foolish little old fellow could +compose himself to mend the fire, and draw his chair to the warm hearth. +But when he had done so, and had trimmed the light, he took his +newspaper from his pocket and began to read. Carelessly at first, and +skimming up and down the columns; but with an earnest and a sad +attention, very soon. + +For this same dreaded paper re-directed Trotty's thoughts into the +channel they had taken all that day, and which the day's events had so +marked out and shaped. His interest in the two wanderers had set him on +another course of thinking, and a happier one, for the time; but being +alone again, and reading of the crimes and violences of the people, he +relapsed into his former train. + +"It's too true, all I've heard to-day," Toby muttered; "too just, too +full of proof. We're Bad!" + +The Chimes took up the words so suddenly--burst out so loud, and clear, +and sonorous--that the Bells seemed to strike him in his chair. + +And what was that, they said? + +"Toby Veck, Toby Veck, waiting for you Toby! Toby Veck, Toby Veck, +waiting for you Toby! Come and see us, come and see us, Drag him to us, +drag him to us, Haunt and hunt him, haunt and hunt him, Break his +slumbers, break his slumbers! Toby Veck, Toby Veck, door open wide Toby, +Toby Veck, Toby Veck, door open wide Toby--" then fiercely back to their +impetuous strain again, and ringing in the very bricks and plaster on +the walls. + +Toby listened. Fancy, fancy! His remorse for having run away from them +that afternoon! No, no. Nothing of the kind. Again, again, and yet a +dozen times again. "Haunt and hunt him, haunt and hunt him, Drag him to +us, drag him to us!" Deafening the whole town! + +"Meg," said Trotty, softly; tapping at her door. "Do you hear anything?" + +"I hear the Bells, father. Surely they're very loud to-night." + +"Is she asleep?" said Toby, making an excuse for peeping in. + +"So peacefully and happily! I can't leave her yet though, father. Look +how she holds my hand!" + +"Meg!" whispered Trotty. "Listen to the Bells!" + +She listened, with her face toward him all the time. But it underwent no +change. She didn't understand them. + +Trotty withdrew, resumed his seat by the fire, and once more listened by +himself. He remained here a little time. + +It was impossible to bear it; their energy was dreadful. + +"If the tower-door is really open," said Toby, hastily laying aside his +apron, but never thinking of his hat, "what's to hinder me from going up +in the steeple and satisfying myself? If it's shut, I don't want any +other satisfaction. That's enough." + +He was pretty certain as he slipped out quietly into the street that he +should find it shut and locked, for he knew the door well, and had so +rarely seen it open, that he couldn't reckon above three times in all. +It was a low-arched portal outside the church, in a dark nook behind a +column; and had such great iron hinges, and such a monstrous lock, that +there was more hinge and lock than door. + +But what was his astonishment when, coming bare-headed to the church, +and putting his hand into this dark nook, with a certain misgiving that +it might be unexpectedly seized, and a shivering propensity to draw it +back again, he found that the door, which opened outward, actually stood +ajar! + +He thought, on the first surprise, of going back; or of getting a light, +or a companion; but his courage aided him immediately, and he determined +to ascend alone. + +"What have I to fear?" said Trotty. "It's a church! Besides the ringers +may be there, and have forgotten to shut the door." + +So he went in, feeling his way as he went, like a blind man; for it was +very dark. And very quiet, for the Chimes were silent. + +The dust from the street had blown into the recess; and lying there, +heaped up, made it so soft and velvet-like to the foot, that there was +something startling even in that. The narrow stair was so close to the +door, too, that he stumbled at the very first; and shutting the door +upon himself by striking it with his foot, and causing it to rebound +back heavily, he couldn't open it again. + +This was another reason, however, for going on. Trotty groped his way, +and went on. Up, up, up, and round and round; and up, up, up, higher, +higher, higher up! + +Until, ascending through the floor, and pausing with his head just +raised above its beams, he came among the Bells. It was barely possible +to make out their great shapes in the gloom; but there they were. +Shadowy, and dark, and dumb. + +A heavy sense of dread and loneliness fell instantly upon him, as he +climbed into this airy nest of stone and metal. His head went round and +round. He listened and then raised a wild "Halloa!" + +Halloa! was mournfully protracted by the echoes. + +Giddy, confused, and out of breath, and frightened, Toby looked about +him vacantly, and sunk down in a swoon. + + +THIRD QUARTER. + +When and how the darkness of the night-black steeple changed to shining +light; and how the solitary tower was peopled with a myriad figures; +when and how the whispered "Haunt and hunt him," breathing monotonously +through his sleep or swoon, became a voice exclaiming in the waking ears +of Trotty, "Break his slumbers;" when and how he ceased to have a +sluggish and confused idea that such things were, companioning a host of +others that were not; there are no dates or means to tell. But, awake, +and standing on his feet upon the boards where he had lately lain, he +saw this Goblin Sight. + +Then and not before, did Trotty see in every Bell a bearded figure of +the bulk and stature of the Bell--incomprehensibly, a figure and the +Bell itself. Gigantic, grave, and darkly watchful of him, as he stood +rooted to the ground. + +Mysterious and awful figures! Resting on nothing; poised in the night +air of the tower, with their draped and hooded heads merged in the dim +roof; motionless and shadowy. Shadowy and dark, although he saw them by +some light belonging to themselves--none else was there--each with its +muffled hand upon its goblin mouth. + +He could not plunge down wildly through the opening in the floor; for, +all power of motion had deserted him. Otherwise he would have done +so--ay, would have thrown himself, head-foremost, from the steeple-top, +rather than have seen them watching him with eyes that would have waked +and watched, although the pupils had been taken out. + +A blast of air--how cold and shrill!--came moaning through the tower. As +it died away, the Great Bell, or the Goblin of the Great Bell, spoke. + +"What visitor is this?" it said. The voice was low and deep, and Trotty +fancied that it sounded in the other figures as well. + +"I thought my name was called by the Chimes!" said Trotty, raising his +hands in an attitude of supplication. "I hardly know why I am here, or +how I came. I have listened to the Chimes these many years. They have +cheered me often." + +"And you have thanked them?" said the bell. + +"A thousand times!" cried Trotty. + +"How?" + +"I am a poor man," faltered Trotty, "and could only thank them in +words." + +"And always so?" inquired the Goblin of the Bell. "Have you never done +us wrong in words?" + +"No!" cried Trotty, eagerly. + +"Never done us foul, and false, and wicked wrong, in words?" pursued the +Goblin of the Bell. + +Trotty was about to answer "Never!" But he stopped and was confused. + +"The voice of Time," said the Phantom, "cries to man, Advance! Time is +for his advancement and improvement; for his greater worth, his greater +happiness, his better life; his progress onward to that goal within its +knowledge and its view, and set there, in the period when Time and he +began. Ages of darkness, wickedness, and violence, have come and +gone--millions uncountable, have suffered, lived, and died--to point +the way before him. Who seeks to turn him back, or stay him on his +course, arrests a mighty engine which will strike the meddler dead; and +be the fiercer and the wilder, ever, for its momentary check!" + +"I never did so to my knowledge, sir," said Trotty. "It was quite by +accident if I did. I wouldn't go to do it, I'm sure." + +"Who puts into the mouth of Time, or of its servants," said the Goblin +of the Bell, "a cry of lamentation for days which have had their trial +and their failure, and have left deep traces of it which the blind may +see--a cry that only serves the present time, by showing men how much it +needs their help when any ears can listen to regrets for such a +past--who does this, does a wrong. And you have done that wrong to us, +the Chimes." + +Trotty's first excess of fear was gone. But he had felt tenderly and +gratefully toward the Bells, as you have seen; and when he heard himself +arraigned as one who had offended them so weightily, his heart was +touched with penitence and grief. + +"If you knew," said Trotty, clasping his hands earnestly--"or perhaps +you do know--if you know how often you have kept me company; how often +you have cheered me up when I've been low; how you were quite the +plaything of my little daughter Meg (almost the only one she ever had) +when first her mother died, and she and me were left alone; you won't +bear malice for a hasty word!" + +"Who hears in us, the Chimes, one note bespeaking disregard, or stern +regard, of any hope, or joy, or pain, or sorrow, of the many-sorrowed +throng; who hears us make response to any creed that gauges human +passions and affections, as it gauges the amount of miserable food on +which humanity may pine and wither; does us wrong. That wrong you have +done us!" said the Bell. + +"I have!" said Trotty. "Oh, forgive me!" + +"Spare me," cried Trotty, falling on his knees; "for Mercy's sake!" + +"Listen!" said the Shadow. + +"Listen!" cried the other Shadows. + +"Listen!" said a clear and child-like voice, which Trotty thought he +recognized as having heard before. + +The organ sounded faintly in the church below. Swelling by degrees, the +melody ascended to the roof, and filled the choir and nave. Expanding +more and more, it rose up, up, up, up; higher, higher, higher up; +awakening agitated hearts within the burly piles of oak, the hollow +bells, the iron-bound doors, the stairs of solid stone; until the tower +walls were insufficient to contain it, and it soared into the sky. + +No wonder that an old man's breast could not contain a sound so vast and +mighty. It broke from that weak prison in a rush of tears; and Trotty +put his hands before his face. + +"Listen!" said the Shadow. + +"Listen!" said the other Shadows. + +"Listen!" said the child's voice. + +A solemn strain of blended voices rose into the tower. + +It was a very low and mournful strain--a Dirge--and as he listened, +Trotty heard his child among the singers. + +"She is dead!" exclaimed the old man. "Meg is dead. Her spirit calls to +me. I hear it!" + +"The Spirit of your child bewails the dead, and mingles with the +dead--dead hopes, dead fancies, dead imaginings of youth," returned the +Bell, "but she is living. Learn from her life, a living truth. Learn +from the creature dearest to your heart, how bad the bad are born. See +every bud and leaf plucked one by one from off the fairest stem, and +know how bare and wretched it may be. Follow her! To desperation!" + +Each of the shadowy figures stretched its right arm forth, and pointed +downward. + +"The Spirit of the Chimes is your companion," said the figure. "Go! It +stands behind you!" + +Trotty turned, and saw--the child! The child Will Fern had carried in +the street; the child whom Meg had watched, but now, asleep! + +"I carried her myself, to-night," said Trotty. "In these arms!" + +"Show him what he calls himself," said the dark figures, one and all. + +The tower opened at his feet. He looked down, and beheld his own form, +lying at the bottom, on the outside: crushed and motionless. + +"No more a living man!" cried Trotty. "Dead!" + +"Dead!" said the figures altogether. + +"Gracious Heaven! And the New Year--' + +"Past," said the figures. + +"What!" he cried, shuddering, "I missed my way, and coming on the +outside of this tower in the dark, fell down--a year ago?" + +"Nine years ago!" replied the figures. + +As they gave the answer, they recalled their outstretched hands; and +where their figures had been, there the Bells were. + +"What are these?" he asked his guide. "If I am not mad, what are these?" + +"Spirits of the Bells. Their sound upon the air," returned the child. +"They take such shapes and occupations as the hopes and thoughts of +mortals, and the recollections they have stored up, give them." + +"And you," said Trotty, wildly. "What are you?" + +"Hush, hush!" returned the child. "Look here!" + +In a poor, mean room; working at the same kind of embroidery, which he +had often, often, seen before her; Meg, his own dear daughter, was +presented to his view. He made no effort to imprint his kisses on her +face; he did not strive to clasp her to his loving heart; he knew that +such endearments were, for him, no more. But he held his trembling +breath, and brushed away the blinding tears, that he might look upon +her; that he might only see her. + +Ah! Changed. Changed. The light of the clear eye, how dimmed. The bloom, +how faded from the cheek. Beautiful she was, as she had ever been, but +Hope, Hope, Hope, oh, where was the fresh Hope that had spoken to him +like a voice! + +She looked up from her work, at a companion. Following her eyes, the old +man started back. + +In the woman grown, he recognized her at a glance. In the long silken +hair, he saw the self-same curls; around the lips, the child's +expression lingering still. See! In the eyes, now turned inquiringly on +Meg, there shone the very look that scanned those features when he +brought her home! + +Then what was this, beside him? + +Looking with awe into its face, he saw a something reigning there: a +lofty something, undefined and indistinct, which made it hardly more +than a remembrance of that child--as yonder figure might be--yet it was +the same: the same: and wore the dress. + +Hark! They were speaking! + +"Meg," said Lilian, hesitating. "How often you raise your head from your +work to look at me!" + +"Are my looks so altered, that they frighten you?" asked Meg. + +"Nay, dear! But you smile at that yourself! Why not smile when you look +at me, Meg?" + +"I do so. Do I not?" she answered: smiling on her. + +"Now you do," said Lilian, "but not usually. When you think I'm busy, +and don't see you, you look so anxious and so doubtful, that I hardly +like to raise my eyes. There is little cause for smiling in this hard +and toilsome life, but you were once so cheerful." + +"Am I not now?" cried Meg, speaking in a tone of strange alarm, and +rising to embrace her. "Do _I_ make our weary life more weary to you, +Lilian?" + +"You have been the only thing that made it life," said Lilian, fervently +kissing her; "sometimes the only thing that made me care to live so, +Meg. Such work, such work! So many hours, so many days, so many long, +long nights of hopeless, cheerless, never-ending work--not to heap up +riches, not to live grandly or gayly, not to live upon enough, however +coarse; but to earn bare bread; to scrape together just enough to toil +upon, and want upon, and keep alive in us the consciousness of our hard +fate! Oh, Meg, Meg!" she raised her voice and twined her arms about her +as she spoke, like one in pain. "How can the cruel world go round, and +bear to look upon such lives!" + +"Lilly!" said Meg, soothing her, and putting back her hair from her wet +face. "Why, Lilly! You! So pretty and so young!" + +"Oh, Meg!" she interrupted, holding her at arm's-length, and looking in +her face imploringly. "The worst of all! The worst of all! Strike me +old, Meg! Wither me and shrivel me, and free me from the dreadful +thoughts that tempt me in my youth!" + +Trotty turned to look upon his guide. But, the Spirit of the child had +taken flight. Was gone. + + * * * * * + + +FOURTH QUARTER. + +Some new remembrance of the ghostly figures in the Bells; some faint +impression of the ringing of the Chimes; some giddy consciousness of +having seen the swarm of phantoms reproduced and reproduced until the +recollection of them lost itself in the confusion of their numbers; some +hurried knowledge, how conveyed to him he knew not, that more years had +passed; and Trotty, with the Spirit of the child attending him, stood +looking on at mortal company. + +Fat company, rosy-cheeked company, comfortable company. They were but +two, but they were red enough for ten. They sat before a bright fire, +with a small low table between them; and unless the fragrance of hot tea +and muffins lingered longer in that room than in most others, the table +had seen service very lately. But all the cups and saucers being clean, +and in their proper places in the corner cupboard; and the brass +toasting fork hanging in its usual nook, and spreading its four idle +fingers out, as if it wanted to be measured for a glove; there remained +no other visible tokens of the meal just finished, than such as purred +and washed their whiskers in the person of the basking cat, and +glistened in the gracious, not to say the greasy, faces of her patrons. + +This cosy couple (married, evidently) had made a fair division of the +fire between them, and sat looking at the glowing sparks that dropped +into the grate; now nodding off into a doze; now waking up again when +some hot fragment, larger than the rest, came rattling down, as if the +fire were coming with it. + +It was in no danger of sudden extinction, however; for it gleamed not +only in the little room, and on the panes of window-glass in the door, +and on the curtain half drawn across them, but in the little shop +beyond. A little shop, quite crammed and choked with the abundance of +its stock; a perfectly voracious little shop, with a maw as +accommodating and full as any shark's. Cheese, butter, firewood, soap, +pickles, matches, bacon, table-beer, peg-tops, sweetmeats, boys' kites, +bird-seed, cold ham, birch brooms, hearth-stones, salt, vinegar, +blacking, red herrings, stationery, lard, mushroom ketchup, stay-laces, +loaves of bread, shuttlecocks, eggs, and slate-pencils; everything was +fish that came to the net of this greedy little shop, and all articles +were in its net. + +Glancing at such of these items as were visible in the shining of the +blaze, and the less cheerful radiance of two smoky lamps which burnt but +dimly in the shop itself, as though its plethora sat heavy on their +lungs; and glancing, then, at one of the two faces by the parlor-fire, +Trotty had small difficulty in recognizing in the stout old lady, Mrs. +Chickenstalker: always inclined to corpulency, even in the days when he +had known her as established in the general line, and having a small +balance against him in her books. + +The features of her companion were less easy to him. The great broad +chin, with creases in it large enough to hide a finger in; the +astonished eyes, that seemed to expostulate with themselves for sinking +deeper and deeper into the yielding fat of the soft face; the nose +afflicted with that disordered action of its functions which is +generally termed The Snuffles; the short thick throat and laboring +chest, with other beauties of the like description, though calculated to +impress the memory, Trotty could at first allot to nobody he had ever +known: and yet he had some recollection of them too. At length, in Mrs. +Chickenstalker's partner in the general line, and in the crooked and +eccentric line of life, he recognized the former porter of Sir Joseph +Bowley; an apoplectic innocent, who had connected himself in Trotty's +mind with Mrs. Chickenstalker years ago, by giving him admission to the +mansion where he had confessed his obligations to that lady, and drawn +on his unlucky head such grave reproach. + +Trotty had little interest in a change like this, after the changes he +had seen; but association is very strong sometimes; and he looked +involuntarily behind the parlor-door, where the accounts of credit +customers were usually kept in chalk. There was no record of his name. +Some names were there, but they were strange to him, and infinitely +fewer than of old; from which he argued that the porter was an advocate +of ready money transactions, and on coming into the business had looked +pretty sharp after the Chickenstalker defaulters. + +So desolate was Trotty, and so mournful for the youth and promise of his +blighted child, that it was a sorrow to him, even to have no place in +Mrs. Chickenstalker's ledger. + +"What sort of a night is it, Anne?" inquired the former porter of Sir +Joseph Bowley, stretching out his legs before the fire, and rubbing as +much of them as his short arms could reach; with an air that added, +"Here I am if it's bad, and I don't want to go out if it's good." + +"Hard weather indeed," returned his wife, shaking her head. + +"Ay, ay! Years," said Mr. Tugby, "are like Christians in that respect. +Some of 'em die hard; some of 'em die easy. This one hasn't many days to +run, and is making a fight for it. I like him all the better. There's a +customer, my love!" + +Attentive to the rattling door, Mrs. Tugby had already risen. + +"Now, then!" said that lady, passing out into the little shop. "What's +wanted? Oh! I beg your pardon, sir, I'm sure. I didn't think it was +you." + +She made this apology to a gentleman in black, who, with his wristbands +tucked up, and his hat cocked loungingly on one side, and his hand in +his pocket, sat down astride on the table-beer barrel, and nodded in +return. + +"This is a bad business up-stairs, Mrs. Tugby," said the gentleman. +"The man can't live." + +"Not the back-attic can't!" cried Tugby, coming out into the shop to +join the conference. + +"The back-attic, Mr. Tugby," said the gentleman, "is coming down-stairs +fast, and will be below the basement very soon." + +Looking by turns at Tugby and his wife, he sounded the barrel with his +knuckles for the depth of beer, and having found it, played a tune upon +the empty part. + +"The back-attic, Mr. Tugby," said the gentleman: Tugby having stood in +silent consternation for some time; "is Going." + +"Then," said Tugby, turning to his wife, "he must Go, you know, before +he's Gone." + +"I don't think you can move him," said the gentleman, shaking his head. +"I wouldn't take the responsibility of saying it could be done, myself. +You had better leave him where he is. He can't live long." + +"It's the only subject," said Tugby, bringing the butter-scale down upon +the counter with a crash, by weighing his fist on it, "that we've ever +had a word upon; she and me; and look what it comes to! He's going to +die here, after all. Going to die upon the premises. Going to die in our +house!" + +"And where should he have died, Tugby?" cried his wife. + +"In the workhouse," he returned. "What are workhouses made for?" + +"Not for that!" said Mrs. Tugby, with great energy. "Not for that! +Neither did I marry you for that. Don't think it, Tugby. I won't have +it. I won't allow it. I'd be separated first, and never see your face +again. When my widow's name stood over that door, as it did for many, +many years: the house being known as Mrs. Chickenstalker's far and +wide, and never known but to its honest credit and its good report: when +my widow's name stood over that door, Tugby, I knew him as a handsome, +steady, manly, independent youth; I knew her as the sweetest looking, +sweetest tempered girl, eyes ever saw; I knew her father (poor old +creetur, he fell down from the steeple walking in his sleep, and killed +himself), for the simplest, hardest working, childest-hearted man, that +ever drew the breath of life; and when I turn them out of house and +home, may angels turn me out of heaven. As they would! And serve me +right!" + +Her old face, which had been a plump and dimpled one before the changes +which had come to pass, seemed to shine out of her as she said these +words; and when she dried her eyes, and shook her head and her +handkerchief at Tugby, with an expression of firmness which it was quite +clear was not to be easily resisted, Trotty said, "Bless her! Bless +her!" + +Then he listened, with a panting heart, for what should follow. Knowing +nothing yet, but that they spoke of Meg. + +The gentleman upon the table-beer cask, who appeared to be some +authorized medical attendant upon the poor, was far too well accustomed, +evidently, to little differences of opinion between man and wife, to +interpose any remark in this instance. He sat softly whistling, and +turning little drops of beer out of the tap upon the ground, until there +was a perfect calm: when he raised his head and said to Mrs. Tugby, late +Chickenstalker: + +"There's something interesting about the woman, even now. How did she +come to marry him?" + +"Why, that," said Mrs. Tugby, taking a seat near him, "is not the least +cruel part of her story, sir. You see they kept company, she and +Richard, many years ago. When they were a young and beautiful couple, +everything was settled, and they were to have been married on a New +Year's Day. But, somehow, Richard got it into his head, through what the +gentleman told him, that he might do better, and that he'd soon repent +it, and that she wasn't good enough for him, and that a young man of +spirit had no business to be married. And the gentleman frightened her, +and made her melancholy, and timid of his deserting her, and of her +children coming to the gallows, and of its being wicked to be man and +wife, and a good deal more of it. And in short, they lingered and +lingered, and their trust in one another was broken, and so at last was +the match. But the fault was his. She would have married him, sir, +joyfully. I've seen her heart swell, many times afterwards, when he +passed her in a proud and careless way; and never did a woman grieve +more truly for a man, than she for Richard when he first went wrong." + +"Oh! he went wrong, did he?" said the gentleman, pulling out the +vent-peg of the table-beer, and trying to peep down into the barrel +through the hole. + +"Well, sir, I don't know that he rightly understood himself, you see. I +think his mind was troubled by their having broke with one another; and +that but for being ashamed before the gentlemen, and perhaps for being +uncertain too, how she might take it, he'd have gone through any +suffering or trial to have had Meg's promise, and Meg's hand again. +That's my belief. He never said so; more's the pity! He took to +drinking, idling, bad companions: all the fine resources that were to be +so much better for him than the Home he might have had. He lost his +looks, his character, his health, his strength, his friends, his work: +everything!" + +"He didn't lose everything, Mrs. Tugby," returned the gentleman, +"because he gained a wife; and I want to know how he gained her." + +"I'm coming to it, sir, in a moment. This went on for years and years; +he sinking lower and lower; she enduring, poor thing, miseries enough to +wear her life away. At last he was so cast down, and cast out, that no +one would employ or notice him; and doors were shut upon him, go where +he would. Applying from place to place, and door to door; and coming for +the hundredth time to one gentleman, who had often and often tried him +(he was a good workman to the very end); that gentleman, who knew his +history, said, 'I believe you are incorrigible; there's only one person +in the world who has a chance of reclaiming you; ask me to trust you no +more, until she tries to do it.' Something like that, in his anger and +vexation." + +"Ah!" said the gentleman. "Well?" + +"Well, sir, he went to her, and kneeled to her; said it was so; said it +ever had been so; and made a prayer to her to save him." + +"And she?--Don't distress yourself, Mrs. Tugby." + +"She came to me that night to ask me about living here. 'What he was +once to me,' she said, 'is buried in a grave, side by side with what I +was to him. But I have thought of this; and I will make the trial. In +the hope of saving him; for the love of the light-hearted girl (you +remember her) who was to have been married on a New Year's Day; and for +the love of her Richard.' And he said he had come to her from Lilian, +and Lilian had trusted to him, and she never could forget that. So they +were married; and when they came home here, and I saw them, I hoped that +such prophecies as parted them when they were young, may not often +fulfill themselves as they did in this case, or I wouldn't be the +makers of them for a Mine of Gold." + +The gentleman got off the cask, and stretched himself, observing: + +"I suppose he used her ill, as soon as they were married?" + +"I don't think he ever did that," said Mrs. Tugby, shaking her head and +wiping her eyes. "He went on better for a short time; but, his habits +were too old and strong to be got rid of; he soon fell back a little; +and was falling fast back, when his illness came so strong upon him. I +think he has always felt for her. I am sure he has. I've seen him in his +crying fits and tremblings, try to kiss her hand; and I have heard him +call her 'Meg,' and say it was her nineteenth birthday. There he has +been lying, now, these weeks and months. Between him and her baby, she +has not been able to do her old work; and by not being able to be +regular, she has lost it, even if she could have done it. How they have +lived, I hardly know!" + +"_I_ know," muttered Mr. Tugby, looking at the till, and round the shop, +and at his wife; and rolling his head with immense intelligence. + +He was interrupted by a cry--a sound of lamentation--from the upper +story of the house. The gentleman moved hurriedly to the door. + +"My friend," he said, looking back, "you needn't discuss whether he +shall be removed or not. He has spared you that trouble, I believe." + +Saying so, he ran up-stairs, followed by Mrs. Tugby; while Mr. Tugby +panted and grumbled after them at leisure: being rendered more than +commonly short-winded by the weight of the till, in which there had been +an inconvenient quantity of copper. Trotty, with the child beside him, +floated up the staircase like mere air. + +"Follow her! Follow her! Follow her!" He heard the ghostly voices in +the Bells repeat their words as he ascended. "Learn it, from the +creature dearest to your heart!" + +It was over. It was over. And this was she, her father's pride and joy! +This haggard, wretched woman, weeping by the bed, if it deserved that +name, and pressing to her breast, and hanging down her head upon, an +infant? Who can tell how spare, how sickly, and how poor an infant? Who +can tell how dear? + +"Thank God!" cried Trotty, holding up his folded hands. "O, God be +thanked! She loves her child!" + +Again Trotty heard the voices, saying, "Follow her!" He turned toward +his guide, and saw it rising from him, passing through the air. "Follow +her!" it said. And vanished. + +He hovered round her; sat down at her feet; looked up into her face for +one trace of her old self; listened for one note of her old pleasant +voice. He flitted round the child: so wan, so prematurely old, so +dreadful in its gravity, so plaintive in its feeble, mournful, miserable +wail. He almost worshiped it. He clung to it as her only safeguard; as +the last unbroken link that bound her to endurance. He set his father's +hope and trust on the frail baby; watched her every look upon it as she +held it in her arms; and cried a thousand times, "She loves it! God be +thanked, she loves it!" + +He saw the woman tend her in the night; return to her when her grudging +husband was asleep, and all was still; encourage her, shed tears with +her, set nourishment before her. He saw the day come, and the night +again; the day, the night; the time go by; the house of death relieved +of death; the room left to herself and to the child; he heard it moan +and cry; he saw it harass her, and tire her out, and when she slumbered +in exhaustion, drag her back to consciousness, and hold her with its +little hands upon the rack; but she was constant to it, gentle with it, +patient with it. Patient! Was its loving mother in her inmost heart and +soul, and had its Being knitted up with hers as when she carried it +unborn. + +All this time, she was in want: languishing away, in dire and pining +want. With the baby in her arms, she wandered here and there in quest of +occupation; and with its thin face lying in her lap, and looking up in +hers, did any work for any wretched sum: a day and night of labor for as +many farthings as there were figures on the dial. If she had quarreled +with it; if she had neglected it; if she had looked upon it with a +moment's hate! if, in the frenzy of an instant, she had struck it! No! +His comfort was, She loved it always. + +She told no one of her extremity, and wandered abroad in the day lest +she should be questioned by her only friend: for any help she received +from her hands, occasioned fresh disputes between the good woman and her +husband; and it was new bitterness to be the daily cause of strife and +discord, where she owed so much. + +She loved it still. She loved it more and more. But a change fell on the +aspect of her love. + +One night she was singing faintly to it in its sleep and walking to and +fro to hush it, when her door was softly opened, and a man looked in. + +"For the last time," he said. + +"William Fern!" + +"For the last time." + +He listened like a man pursued: and spoke in whispers. + +"Margaret, my race is nearly run, I couldn't finish it, without a +parting word with you. Without one grateful word." + +"What have you done?" she asked: regarding him with terror. + +He looked at her but gave no answer. + +After a short silence, he made a gesture with his hand, as if he set her +question by; as if he brushed it aside; and said: + +"It's long ago, Margaret, now; but that night is as fresh in my memory +as ever 'twas. We little thought then," he added, looking round, "that +we should ever meet like this. Your child, Margaret? Let me have it in +my arms. Let me hold your child." + +He put his hat upon the floor, and took it. And he trembled as he took +it, from head to foot. + +"Is it a girl?" + +"Yes." + +He put his hand before its little face. + +"See how weak I'm grown, Margaret, when I want the courage to look at +it! Let her be, a moment. I won't hurt her. It's long ago, but--What's +her name?" + +"Margaret," she answered quickly. + +"I'm glad of that," he said. "I'm glad of that!" + +He seemed to breathe more freely; and after pausing for an instant, took +away his hand, and looked upon the infant's face. But covered it again, +immediately. + +"Margaret!" he said; and gave her back the child. "It's Lilian's." + +"Lilian's!" + +"I held the same face in my arms when Lilian's mother died and left +her." + +"When Lilian's mother died and left her!" she repeated, wildly. + +"How shrill you speak! Why do you fix your eyes upon me so? Margaret!" + +She sunk down in a chair, and pressed the infant to her breast, and wept +over it. Sometimes, she released it from her embrace, to look anxiously +in its face: then strained it to her bosom again. At those times, when +she gazed upon it, then it was that something fierce and terrible began +to mingle with her love. Then it was that her old father quailed. + +"Follow her!" was sounded through the house. "Learn it, from the +creature dearest to your heart!" + +"Margaret," said Fern, bending over her, and kissing her upon the brow: +"I thank you for the last time. Good night. Good bye! Put your hand in +mine, and tell me you'll forget me from this hour, and try to think the +end of me was here." + +She called to him; but he was gone. She sat down stupefied, until her +infant roused her to a sense of hunger, cold, and darkness. She paced +the room with it the livelong night, hushing it and soothing it. She +said at intervals, "Like Lilian when her mother died and left her!" Why +was her step so quick, her eyes so wild, her love so fierce and +terrible, whenever she repeated those words? + +"But, it is Love," said Trotty. "It is Love. She'll never cease to love +it. My poor Meg!" + +She dressed the child next morning with unusual care--ah, vain +expenditure of care upon such squalid robes!--and once more tried to +find some means of life. It was the last day of the Old Year. She tried +till night, and never broke her fast. She tried in vain. + +She mingled with an abject crowd, who tarried in the snow, until it +pleased some officer appointed to dispense the public charity (the +lawful charity; not that once preached upon a Mount), to call them in, +and question them, and say to this one, "Go to such a place," to that +one, "Come next week;" to make a foot-ball of another wretch, and pass +him here and there, from hand to hand, from house to house, until he +wearied and lay down to die; or started up and robbed, and so became a +higher sort of criminal, whose claims allowed of no delay. Here, too, +she failed. + +She loved her child, and wished to have it lying on her breast. And that +was quite enough. + +It was night: a bleak, dark, cutting night: when pressing the child +close to her for warmth, she arrived outside the house she called her +home. She was so faint and giddy, that she saw no one standing in the +doorway until she was close upon it, and about to enter. Then, she +recognized the master of the house, who had so disposed himself--with +his person it was not difficult--as to fill up the whole entry. + +"Oh!" he said softly. "You have come back?" + +She looked at the child and shook her head. + +"Don't you think you have lived here long enough without paying any +rent? Don't you think that, without any money, you've been a pretty +constant customer at this shop, now?" said Mr. Tugby. + +She repeated the same mute appeal. + +"Suppose you try and deal somewhere else," he said. "And suppose you +provide yourself with another lodging. Come! Don't you think you could +manage it?" + +She said, in a low voice, that it was very late. To-morrow. + +"Now I see what you want," said Tugby; "and what you mean. You know +there are two parties in this house about you, and you delight in +setting them by the ears. I don't want any quarrels; I'm speaking softly +to avoid a quarrel; but if you don't go away, I'll speak out loud, and +you shall cause words loud enough to please you. But you shan't come in, +that I am determined." + +She put her hair back with her hand, and looked in a sudden manner at +the sky, and the dark lowering distance. + +"This is the last night of an Old Year, and I won't carry ill-blood and +quarrelings and disturbances into a New One, to please you nor anybody +else," said Tugby, who was quite a retail Friend and Father. "I wonder +you an't ashamed of yourself, to carry such practices into a New Year. +If you haven't any business in the world, but to be always giving way, +and always making disturbances between man and wife, you'd be better out +of it. Go along with you!" + +"Follow her! To desperation!" + +Again the old man heard the voices. Looking up, he saw the figures +hovering in the air, and pointing where she went, down the dark street. + +"She loves it!" he exclaimed in agonized entreaty for her. "Chimes! she +loves it still!" + +"Follow her!" The shadows swept upon the track she had taken like a +cloud. + +Oh, for something to awaken her! For any sight or sound, or scent, to +call up tender recollections in a brain on fire! For any gentle image of +the Past, to rise up before her! + +"I was her father! I was her father!" cried the old man, stretching out +his hands to the dark shadows flying on above. "Have mercy on her, and +on me! Where does she go? Turn her back! I was her father!" + +But, they only pointed to her, as she hurried on; "To desperation! Learn +it from the creature dearest to your heart!" + +A hundred voices echoed it. The air was made of breath expended in those +words. He seemed to take them in, at every gasp he drew. They were +everywhere, and not to be escaped. And still she hurried on; the same +light in her eyes. + +All at once she stopped. + +"Now, turn her back!" exclaimed the old man, tearing his white hair. "My +child! Meg! Turn her back! Great Father, turn her back!" + +In her own scanty shawl, she wrapped the baby warm. With her fevered +hands, she smoothed its limbs, composed its face, arranged its mean +attire. In her wasted arms she folded it, as though she never would +resign it more. And with her dry lips, kissed it in a final pang, and +last long agony of Love. + +Putting its tiny hand up to her neck, and holding it there, within her +dress, next to her distracted heart, she set its sleeping face against +her: closely, steadily against her: and sped onward to the river. + +To the rolling River, swift and dim, where Winter Night sat brooding +like the last dark thoughts of many who had sought a refuge there before +her. Where scattered lights upon the banks gleamed sullen, red and dull, +as torches that were burning there to show the way to Death. Where no +abode of living people cast its shadow, on the deep, impenetrable, +melancholy shade. + +To the River! To that portal of Eternity, her desperate footsteps tended +with the swiftness of its rapid waters running to the sea. He tried to +touch her as she passed him, going down to its dark level; but, the wild +distempered form, the fierce and terrible love, the desperation that had +left all human check or hold behind, swept by him like the wind. + +He followed her. She paused a moment on the brink, before the dreadful +plunge. He fell down on his knees, and in a shriek addressed the figures +in the Bells now hovering above them. + +"Have mercy on her!" he exclaimed, "as one in whom this dreadful crime +has sprung from Love perverted; from the strongest, deepest Love we +fallen creatures know! Think what her misery must have been, when such +seed bears such fruit. Heaven meant her to be good. There is no loving +mother on the earth who might not come to this, if such a life had gone +before. Oh, have mercy on my child, who, even at this pass, means mercy +to her own, and dies herself, and perils her immortal soul, to save +it!" + +She was in his arms. He held her now. His strength was like a giant's. + +He might have said more; but the Bells, the old familiar Bells, his own +dear, constant, steady friends, the Chimes, began to ring the joy-peals +for a New Year; so lustily, so merrily, so happily, so gayly, that he +leapt upon his feet, and broke the spell that bound him. + + * * * * * + +"And whatever you do, father," said Meg, "don't eat tripe again without +asking some doctor whether it's likely to agree with you; for how you +_have_ been going on, Good gracious!" + +She was working with her needle at the little table by the fire, +dressing her simple gown with ribbons for her wedding. So quietly happy, +so blooming and youthful, so full of beautiful promise, that he uttered +a great cry as if it were an Angel in his house; then flew to clasp her +in his arms. + +But he caught his feet in the newspaper, which had fallen on the hearth, +and somebody came rushing in between them. + +"No!" cried the voice of this same somebody; a generous and jolly voice +it was. "Not even you. Not even you. The first kiss of Meg in the New +Year is mine. Mine! I have been waiting outside the house this hour to +hear the Bells and claim it. Meg, my precious prize, a happy year! A +life of happy years, my darling wife!" + +And Richard smothered her with kisses. + +You never in all your life saw anything like Trotty after this. I don't +care where you have lived or what you have seen, you never in all your +life saw anything at all approaching him! He sat down in his chair and +beat his knees and cried; he sat down in his chair and beat his knees +and laughed; he sat down in his chair and beat his knees and laughed and +cried together; he got out of his chair and hugged Meg; he got out of +his chair and hugged Richard; he got out of his chair and hugged them +both at once; he kept running up to Meg and squeezing her fresh face +between his hands and kissing it, going from her backward not to lose +sight of it, and running up again like a figure in a magic lantern; and +whatever he did, he was constantly sitting himself down in this chair, +and never stopping in it for one single moment, being--that's the +truth--beside himself with joy. + +"And to-morrow's your wedding-day, my pet!" cried Trotty. "Your real, +happy wedding-day!" + +"To-day!" cried Richard, shaking hands with him. "To-day. The Chimes are +ringing in the New Year. Hear them!" + +They WERE ringing! Bless their sturdy hearts, they WERE ringing! Great +Bells as they were; melodious, deep-mouthed, noble Bells; cast in no +common metal; made by no common founder; when had they ever chimed like +that before? + +"But to-day, my pet," said Trotty. "You and Richard had some words +to-day." + +"Because he's such a bad fellow, father," said Meg. "An't you, Richard? +Such a headstrong, violent man! He'd have made no more of speaking his +mind to that great Alderman, and putting _him_ down I don't know where, +than he would of--" + +"--Kissing Meg," suggested Richard. Doing it, too. + +"No. Not a bit more," said Meg. "But I wouldn't let him, father. Where +would have been the use?" + +"Richard, my boy!" cried Trotty. "You was turned up Trumps originally, +and Trumps you must be until you die! But you were crying by the fire +to-night, my pet, when I came home. Why did you cry by the fire?" + +"I was thinking of the years we've passed together, father. Only that. +And thinking you might miss me, and be lonely." + +Trotty was backing off to that extraordinary chair again, when the +child, who had been awakened by the noise, came running in, half +dressed. + +"Why, here she is!" cried Trotty catching her up. "Here's little Lilian! +Ha, ha, ha! Here we are and here we go! O, here we are and here we go +again! And here we are and here we go! And Uncle Will, too!" Stopping in +his trot to greet him heartily. "O, Uncle Will, the vision that I've had +to-night, through lodging you! O, Uncle Will, the obligations that +you've laid me under by your coming, my good friend!" + +Before Will Fern could make the least reply, a band of music burst into +the room, attended by a flock of neighbors, screaming: "A Happy New +Year, Meg!" "A Happy Wedding!" "Many of 'em!" and other fragmentary good +wishes of that sort. The Drum (who was a private friend of Trotty's) +then stepped forward and said: + +"Trotty Veck, my boy! It's got about that your daughter is going to be +married to-morrow. There an't a soul that knows you that don't wish you +well, or that knows her and don't wish her well. Or that knows you both +and don't wish you both all the happiness the New Year can bring. And +here we are, to play it in accordingly." + +"What a happiness it is, I'm sure," said Trotty, "to be so esteemed. How +kind and neighborly you are! It's all along of my dear daughter. She +deserves it." + +At this moment a combination of prodigious sounds was heard outside, and +a good-humored, comely woman of some fifty years of age, or thereabouts, +came running in, closely followed by the marrow-bones and cleavers and +the bells--not _the_ Bells, but a portable collection on a frame. + +Trotty said: "It's Mrs. Chickenstalker!" And sat down and beat his knees +again. + +"Married, and not tell me, Meg!" cried the good woman. "Never! I +couldn't rest on the last night of the Old Year without coming to wish +you joy. I couldn't have done it, Meg. Not if I had been bed-ridden. So +here I am." + +"Mrs. Tugby," said Trotty, who had been going round and round her in an +ecstasy--"I _should_ say Chickenstalker--bless your heart and soul! A +happy New Year, and many of 'em! Mrs. Tugby," said Trotty, when he had +saluted her--"I _should_ say Chickenstalker--this is William Fern and +Lilian." + +The worthy dame, to his surprise, turned very pale and very red. + +"Not Lilian Fern, whose mother died in Dorsetshire?" said she. + +Her uncle answered "Yes," and meeting hastily they exchanged some +hurried words together, of which the upshot was that Mrs. Chickenstalker +shook him by both hands, saluted Trotty on his cheek again of her own +free will, and took the child to her capacious breast. + +"Will Fern," said Trotty, pulling on his right-hand muffler. "Not the +friend that you was hoping to find?" + +"Ay," returned Will, putting a hand on each of Trotty's shoulders. "And +like to prove a'most as good a friend, if that can be, as one I found." + +"O!" said Trotty. "Please to play up there. Will you have the goodness?" + +Had Trotty dreamed? Or are his joys and sorrows, and the actors in them, +but a dream; himself a dream; the teller of this tale a dreamer, waking +but now? If it be so, O listener, dear to him in all his visions, try to +bear in mind the stern realities from which these shadows come; and in +your sphere--none is too wide and none too limited for such an +end--endeavor to correct, improve and soften them. So may the New Year +be a happy one to you, happy to many more whose happiness depends on +you! So may each year be happier than the last, and not the meanest of +our brethren or sisterhood debarred their rightful share in what our +great Creator formed them to enjoy. + + + + +BILLY'S SANTA CLAUS EXPERIENCE. + +BY CORNELIA REDMOND. + + +Of course I don't believe in any such person as Santa Claus, but Tommy +does. Tommy is my little brother, aged six. Last Christmas I thought I'd +make some fun for the young one by playing Santa Claus, but as always +happens when I try to amuse anybody I jes' got myself into trouble. + +I went to bed pretty early on Christmas Eve so as to give my parents a +chance to get the presents out of the closet in mamma's room, where they +had been locked up since they were bought. I kep' my clo'es on except my +shoes, and put my nightgown over them so as I'd look white if any of +them came near me. Then I waited, pinchin' myself to keep awake. After a +while papa came into the room with a lot of things that he dumped on +Tommy's bed. Then mamma came in and put some things on mine and in our +two stockings that were hung up by the chimney. Then they both went out +very quiet, and soon all the lights went out too. + +I kep' on pinchin' myself and waitin' for a time, and then when I was +sure that everybody was asleep I got up. The first thing I went into was +my sister's room and got her white fur rug that mamma gave her on her +birthday, and her sealskin cape that was hanging on the closet door. I +tied the cape on my head with shoestrings and it made a good big cap. +Then I put the fur rug around me and pinned it with big safety pins what +I found on Tommy's garters. Then I got mamma's new scrap-basket, trimmed +with roses, what Mrs. Simmons 'broidered for the church fair and piled +all of the kid's toys into it. I fastened it to my back with papa's +suspenders, and then I started for the roof. + +I hurt my fingers some opening the scuttle, but kept right on. It was +snowing hard and I stood and let myself get pretty well covered with +flakes. Then I crawled over to the chimney that went down into our room +and climbed up on top of it. I had brought my bicycle lantern with me +and I lighted it so as Tommy could see me when I came down the chimney +into the room. + +There did not seem to be any places inside the chimney where I could +hold on by my feet, but the ceiling in our room was not very high and I +had often jumped most as far, so I jes' let her go, and I suppose I went +down. Anyway, I did not know about anything for a long time. Then I woke +up all in the dark with my head feeling queer, and when I tried to turn +over in bed I found I wasn't in bed at all, and then my arms and legs +began to hurt terrible, mostly one arm that was doubled up. I tried to +get up but I couldn't because my bones hurt so and I was terrible cold +and there was nothing to stand on. I was jes' stuck. Then I began to +cry, and pretty soon I heard mamma's voice saying to papa: + +"Those must be sparrers that are making that noise in the chimney. Jes' +touch a match to the wood in the boys' fireplace." + +I heard papa strike a light and then the wood began to crackle. Then, by +jinks! it began to get hot and smoky and I screamed: + +"Help! Murder! Put out that fire lest you want to burn me up!" + +Then I heard papa stamping on the wood and mamma calling out: + +"Where's Billy? Where is my chile?" + +Next Tommy woke up and began to cry and everything was terrible, +specially the pains all over me. Then papa called out very stern: + +"William, if you are in that chimney come down at once!" and I +answered, cryin', that I would if I could, but I was stuck and couldn't. + +Then I heard papa gettin' dressed, and pretty soon he and John from the +stable went up on the roof and let down ropes what I put around me and +they hauled me up. + +It was jes' daylight and I was all black and sooty and scratched and my +arm was broken. + +Everybody scolded me excep' mamma. I had spoiled my sister's white rug +and broken all of Tommy's toys, and the snow what went in through the +scuttle melted and marked the parlor ceiling, besides I guess it cost +papa a good deal to get my arm mended. Nobody would believe that I had +jes' meant to make some fun for Tommy, and my arm and all my bruised +places hurt me awful for a long time. If I live to be a million I am +never goin' to play Santa Claus ag'in. + + + + +CHRISTMAS IN POGANUC. + +BY HARRIET BEECHER STOWE. + + +THE FIRST CHRISTMAS. + +Can any of us look back to the earlier days of our mortal pilgrimage and +remember the helpless sense of desolation and loneliness caused by being +forced to go off to the stillness and darkness of a solitary bed far +from all the beloved voices and employments and sights of life? Can we +remember lying, hearing distant voices, and laughs of more fortunate, +older people and the opening and shutting of distant doors, that told of +scenes of animation and interest from which we were excluded? How +doleful sounded the tick of the clock, and how dismal was the darkness +as sunshine faded from the window, leaving only a square of dusky +dimness in place of daylight! + +All who remember these will sympathize with Dolly, who was hustled off +to bed by Nabby the minute supper was over, that she might have the +decks clear for action. + +"Now be a good girl; shut your eyes, and say your prayers, and go right +to sleep," had been Nabby's parting injunction as she went out, closing +the door after her. + +The little head sunk into the pillow, and Dolly recited her usual +liturgy of "Our Father who art in heaven," and "I pray God to bless my +dear father and mother and all my dear friends and relations, and make +me a good girl," and ending with + + + "'Now I lay me down to sleep.'" + + +But sleep she could not. The wide, bright, wistful blue eyes lay +shining like two stars toward the fading light in the window, and the +little ears were strained to catch every sound. She heard the shouts of +Tom and Bill and the loud barking of Spring as they swept out of the +door; and the sound went to her heart. Spring--her faithful attendant, +the most loving and sympathetic of dogs, her friend and confidential +counselor in many a solitary ramble--Spring had gone with the boys to +see the sight, and left her alone. She began to pity herself and cry +softly on her pillow. For a while she could hear Nabby's energetic +movements below, washing up dishes, putting back chairs, and giving +energetic thumps and bangs here and there, as her way was of producing +order. But by and by that was all over, and she heard the loud shutting +of the kitchen door and Nabby's voice chatting with her attendant as she +went off to the scene of gaiety. + +In those simple, innocent days in New England villages nobody thought of +locking house doors at night. There was in those times no idea either of +tramps or burglars, and many a night in summer had Dolly lain awake and +heard the voices of tree-toads and whip-poor-wills mingling with the +whisper of leaves and the swaying of elm boughs, while the great outside +door of the house lay broad open in the moonlight. But then this was +when everybody was in the house and asleep, when the door of her +parents' room stood open on the front hall, and she knew she could run +to the paternal bed in a minute for protection. Now, however, she knew +the house was empty. Everybody had gone out of it; and there is +something fearful to a little lonely body in the possibilities of a +great, empty house. She got up and opened her door, and the "tick-tock" +of the old kitchen clock for a moment seemed like company; but pretty +soon its ticking began to strike louder and louder with a nervous +insistency on her ear, till the nerves quivered and vibrated, and she +couldn't go to sleep. She lay and listened to all the noises outside. It +was a still, clear, freezing night, when the least sound clinked with a +metallic resonance. She heard the runners of sleighs squeaking and +crunching over the frozen road, and the lively jingle of bells. They +would come nearer, nearer, pass by the house, and go off in the +distance. Those were the happy folks going to see the gold star and the +Christmas greens in the church. The gold star, the Christmas greens, had +all the more attraction from their vagueness. Dolly was a fanciful +little creature, and the clear air and romantic scenery of a mountain +town had fed her imagination. Stories she had never read, except in the +Bible and the Pilgrim's Progress, but her very soul had vibrated with +the descriptions of the celestial city--something vague, bright, +glorious, lying beyond some dark river; and Nabby's rude account of what +was going on in the church suggested those images. + +Finally a bright thought popped into her little head. She could see the +church from the front windows of the house; she would go there and look. +In haste she sprang out of bed and dressed herself. It was sharp and +freezing in the fireless chamber, but Dolly's blood had a racing, +healthy tingle to it; she didn't mind cold. She wrapped her cloak around +her and tied on her hood and ran to the front windows. There it was, to +be sure--the little church with its sharp-pointed windows, every pane of +which was sending streams of light across the glittering snow. There was +a crowd around the door, and men and boys looking in at the windows. +Dolly's soul was fired. But the elm boughs a little obstructed her +vision; she thought she would go down and look at it from the yard. So +down-stairs she ran, but as she opened the door the sound of the chant +rolled out into the darkness with sweet and solemn cadence: + +"_Glory be to God on high; and on earth peace, good will toward men._" + +Dolly's soul was all aglow--her nerves tingled and vibrated; she thought +of the bells ringing in the celestial city; she could no longer contain +herself, but faster and faster the little hooded form scudded across the +snowy plain and pushed in among the dark cluster of spectators at the +door. All made way for the child, and in a moment, whether in the body +or out she could not tell, Dolly was sitting in a little nook under a +bower of spruce, gazing at the star and listening to the voices: + +"_We praise Thee, we bless Thee, we worship Thee, we glorify Thee, we +give thanks to Thee for Thy great glory, O Lord God, Heavenly King, God, +the Father Almighty._" + +Her heart throbbed and beat; she trembled with a strange happiness and +sat as one entranced till the music was over. Then came reading, the +rustle and murmur of people kneeling, and then they all rose and there +was the solemn buzz of voices repeating the Creed with a curious lulling +sound to her ear. There was old Mr. Danforth with his spectacles on, +reading with a pompous tone, as if to witness a good confession for the +church; and there were Squire Lewis and old Ma'am Lewis; and there was +one place where they all bowed their heads and all the ladies made +courtesies--all of which entertained her mightily. + +When the sermon began Dolly got fast asleep, and slept as quietly as a +pet lamb in a meadow, lying in a little warm roll back under the shadows +of the spruces. She was so tired and so sound asleep that she did not +wake when the service ended, lying serenely curled up, and having +perhaps pleasant dreams. She might have had the fortunes of little +Goody Two-Shoes, whose history was detailed in one of the few children's +books then printed, had not two friends united to find her out. + +Spring, who had got into the slip with the boys, and been an equally +attentive and edified listener, after service began a tour of +investigation, dog-fashion, with his nose; for how could a minister's +dog form a suitable judgment of any new procedure if he was repressed +from the use of his own leading faculty? So, Spring went round the +church conscientiously, smelling at pew doors, smelling of the greens, +smelling at the heels of gentlemen and ladies, till he came near the +door of the church, when he suddenly smelt something which called for +immediate attention, and he made a side dart into the thicket where +Dolly was sleeping, and began licking her face and hands and pulling her +dress, giving short barks occasionally, as if to say, "Come, Dolly, wake +up!" At the same instant Hiel, who had seen her from the gallery, came +down just as the little one was sitting up with a dazed, bewildered air. + +"Why, Dolly, how came you out o' bed this time o' night? Don't ye know +the nine o'clock bell's jest rung?" + +Dolly knew Hiel well enough--what child in the village did not? She +reached up her little hands, saying in an apologetic fashion: + +"They were all gone away, and I was so lonesome!" + +Hiel took her up in his long arms and carried her home, and was just +entering the house door with her as the sleigh drove up with Parson +Cushing and his wife. + +"Wal, Parson, your folks has all ben to the 'lumination--Nabby and Bill +and Tom and Dolly here; found her all rolled up in a heap like a rabbit +under the cedars." + +"Why, Dolly Cushing!" exclaimed her mother. "What upon earth got you +out of bed this time of night? You'll catch your death o' cold." + +"I was all alone," said Dolly, with a piteous bleat. + +"Oh, there, there, wife; don't say a word," put in the parson. "Get her +off to bed. Never mind, Dolly, don't you cry;" for Parson Cushing was a +soft-hearted gentleman and couldn't bear the sight of Dolly's quivering +under lip. So Dolly told her little story, how she had been promised a +sugar dog by Nabby if she'd be a good girl and go to sleep, and how she +couldn't go to sleep, and how she just went down to look from the yard, +and how the music drew her right over. + +"There, there," said Parson Cushing, "go to bed, Dolly; and if Nabby +don't give you a sugar dog, I will. This Christmas dressing is all +nonsense," he added, "but the child's not to blame--it was natural." + +"After all," he said to his wife the last thing after they were settled +for the night, "our little Dolly is an unusual child. There were not +many little girls that would have dared to do that. I shall preach a +sermon right away that will set all this Christmas matter straight," +said the Doctor. "There is not a shadow of evidence that the first +Christians kept Christmas. It wasn't kept for the first three centuries, +nor was Christ born anywhere near the 25th of December." + + * * * * * + +The next morning found little Dolly's blue eyes wide open with all the +wondering eagerness of a new idea. + +Dolly had her wise thoughts about Christmas. She had been terribly +frightened at first, when she was brought home from the church; but when +her papa kissed her and promised her a sugar dog she was quite sure +that, whatever the unexplained mystery might be, he did not think the +lovely scene of the night before a wicked one. And when Mrs. Cushing +came and covered the little girl up warmly in bed, she only said to her, +"Dolly, you must never get out of bed again at night after you are put +there; you might have caught a dreadful cold and been sick and died, and +then we should have lost our little Dolly." So Dolly promised quite +readily to be good and lie still ever after, no matter what attractions +might be on foot in the community. + +Much was gained, however, and it was all clear gain; and forthwith the +little fanciful head proceeded to make the most of it, thinking over +every feature of the wonder. The child had a vibrating, musical +organization, and the sway and rush of the chanting still sounded in her +ears and reminded her of that wonderful story in the "Pilgrim's +Progress", where the gate of the celestial city swung open, and there +were voices that sung, "Blessing and honor and glory and power be unto +Him who sitteth on the throne." And then that wonderful star, that shone +just as if it were a real star--how could it be! For Miss Ida Lewis, +being a young lady of native artistic genius, had cut a little hole in +the centre of her gilt paper star, behind which was placed a candle, so +that it gave real light, in a way most astonishing to untaught eyes. In +Dolly's simple view it verged on the supernatural--perhaps it was _the_ +very real star read about in the Gospel story. Why not? Dolly was at the +happy age when anything bright and heavenly seemed credible, and had the +child-faith to which all things were possible. + +"I wish, my dear," said Mrs. Cushing, after they were retired to their +room for the night, "that to-morrow morning you would read the account +of the birth of Christ in St. Matthew, and give the children some advice +upon the proper way of keeping Christmas." + +"Well, but you know we don't _keep_ Christmas; nobody knows anything +about Christmas," said the Doctor. + +"You know what I mean, my dear," replied his wife. "You know that my +mother and her family _do_ keep Christmas. I always heard of it when I +was a child; and even now, though I have been out of the way of it so +long, I cannot help a sort of kindly feeling toward these ways. I am not +surprised at all that the children got drawn over last night to the +service. I think it's the most natural thing in the world, and I know by +experience just how attractive such things are. I shouldn't wonder if +this other church should draw very seriously on your congregation; but I +don't want it to begin by taking away our own children. Dolly is an +inquisitive child; a child that thinks a good deal, and she'll be asking +all sorts of questions about the why and wherefore of what she saw last +night." + +"Oh, yes, Dolly is a bright one. Dolly's an uncommon child," said the +Doctor, who had a pardonable pride in his children--they being, in fact, +the only worldly treasure that he was at all rich in. + +He rose up early on the following Sabbath and proceeded to buy a sugar +dog at the store of Lucius Jenks, and when Dolly came down to breakfast +he called her to him and presented it, saying as he kissed her: + +"Papa gives you this, not because it is Christmas, but because he loves +his little Dolly." + +"But _isn't_ it Christmas?" asked Dolly with a puzzled air. + +"No, child; nobody knows when Christ was born, and there is nothing in +the Bible to tell us _when_ to keep Christmas." + +And then in family worship the Doctor read the account of the birth of +Christ and of the shepherds abiding in the fields who came at the call +of the angels, and they sung the old hymn: + + + "While shepherds watched their flocks by night." + + +"Now, children," he said when all was over, "you must be good children +and go to school. If we are going to keep any day on account of the +birth of Christ, the best way to keep it is by doing all our duties on +that day better than any other. Your duty is to be good children, go to +school and mind your lessons." + +Tom and Bill were quite ready to fall in with their father's view of the +matter. As for Dolly, she put her little tongue advisedly to the back of +her sugar dog and found that he was very sweet indeed--a most tempting +little animal. She even went so far as to nibble off a bit of the green +ground he stood on--yet resolved heroically not to eat him at once, but +to make him last as long as possible. She wrapped him tenderly in cotton +and took him to the school with her, and when her confidential friend, +Bessie Lewis, displayed her Christmas gifts, Dolly had something on her +side to show, though she shook her curly head and informed Bessie in +strict confidence that there wasn't any such thing as Christmas, her +papa had told her so--a heresy which Bessie forthwith reported when she +went home at noon. + +"Poor little child--and did she say so?" asked gentle old Grandmamma +Lewis. "Well, dear, you mustn't blame her--she don't know any better. +You bring the little one in here to-night and I'll give her a Christmas +cooky. I'm sorry for such children." + +And so, after school, Dolly went in to see dear old Madam Lewis, who sat +in her rocking-chair in the front parlor, where the fire was snapping +behind great tall brass andirons and all the pictures were overshadowed +with boughs of spruce and pine. Dolly gazed about her with awe and +wonder. Over one of the pictures was suspended a cross of green with +flowers of white everlasting. + +"What is _that_ for?" asked Dolly, pointing solemnly with her little +forefinger, and speaking under her breath. + +"Dear child, that is the picture of my poor boy who died--ever so many +years ago. That is my cross--we have all one--to carry." + +Dolly did not half understand these words, but she saw tears in the +gentle old lady's eyes and was afraid to ask more. + +She accepted thankfully and with her nicest and best executed courtesy a +Christmas cooky representing a good-sized fish, with fins all spread and +pink sugar-plums for eyes, and went home marveling yet more about this +mystery of Christmas. + +As she was crossing the green to go home the Poganuc stage drove in, +with Hiel seated on high, whipping up his horses to make them execute +that grand _entree_ which was the glory of his daily existence. + +Now that the stage was on runners, and slipped noiselessly over the +smooth frozen plain, Hiel cracked his whip more energetically and +shouted louder, first to one horse then to another, to make up for the +loss of the rattling wheels; and he generally had the satisfaction of +seeing all the women rushing distractedly to doors and windows, and +imagined them saying, "There's Hiel; the stage is in!" + +"Hulloa, Dolly!" he called out, drawing up with a suddenness which threw +the fore-horses back upon their haunches. "I've got a bundle for your +folks. Want to ride? You may jest jump up here by me and I'll take you +'round to your father's door;" and so Dolly reached up her little +red-mittened hand, and Hiel drew her up beside him. + +"'Xpect ye want a bit of a ride, and I've got a bundle for Widder +Badger, down on South Street, so I guess I'll go 'round that way to make +it longer. I 'xpect this 'ere bundle is from some of your ma's folks in +Boston--'Piscopals they be and keeps Christmas. Good-sized bundle 'tis; +reckon it'll come handy in a good many ways." + +So, after finishing his detour, Hiel landed his little charge at the +parsonage door. + +"Reckon I'll be over when I've put up my hosses," he said to Nabby when +he handed down the bundle to her. "I hain't been to see you much lately, +Nabby, and I know you've been a-pinin' after me, but fact is--" + +"Well, now, Hiel Jones, you jest shet up with your imperence," said +Nabby, with flashing eyes; "you jest look out or you'll get suthin." + +"I 'xpect to get a kiss when I come 'round to-night," said Hiel, +composedly. "Take care o' that air bundle, now; mebbe there's glass or +crockery in't." + +"Hiel Jones," said Nabby, "don't give me none o' your saace, for I won't +take it. Jim Sawin said last night you was the brassiest man he ever +see. He said there was brass enough in your face to make a kettle of." + +"You tell him there's sap enough in his head to fill it, anyway," said +Hiel. "Good bye, Nabby, I'll come 'round this evenin'," and he drove +away at a rattling pace, while Nabby, with flushed cheeks and snapping +eyes, soliloquized: + +"Well, I hope he will come! I'd jest like a chance to show him how +little I care for him." + +Meanwhile the bundle was soon opened, and contained a store of +treasures: a smart little red dress and a pair of red shoes for Dolly, a +half dozen pocket-handkerchiefs for Dr. Cushing, and "Robinson Crusoe" +and "Sanford and Merton," handsomely bound, for the boys, and a bonnet +trimming for Mrs. Cushing. These were accompanied by a characteristic +letter from Aunt Debby Kittery, opening as follows: + + + "DEAR SISTER: + + "Mother worries because she thinks you won't get any Christmas + presents. However, this comes to give every one of you some of the + crumbs which fall from the church's table, and Mother says she + wishes you all a pious Christmas, which she thinks is better than a + merry one. If I didn't lay violent hands on her she would use all + our substance in riotous giving of Christmas presents to all the + beggars and chimney sweeps in Boston. She is in good health and + talks daily of wanting to see you and the children; and I hope + before long you will bring some of them, and come and make us a + visit. + + "Your affectionate sister, + + "DEBBY KITTERY." + + +There was a scene of exultation and clamor in the parsonage as these +presents were pulled out and discussed; and when all possible joy was +procured from them in the sitting-room, the children rushed in a body +into the kitchen and showed them to Nabby, calling on her to join their +acclamations. + +On the whole, when Dolly had said her prayers that night and thought the +matter over, she concluded that her Christmas Day had been quite a +success. + + +THE SECOND CHRISTMAS. + +Once more had Christmas come round in Poganuc; once more the Episcopal +church was being dressed with ground-pine and spruce; but this year +economy had begun to make its claims felt. An illumination might do very +well to open a church, but there were many who said "to what purpose is +this waste?" when the proposition was made to renew it yearly. +Consequently it was resolved to hold the Christmas Eve service with only +that necessary amount of light which would enable the worshipers to read +the prayers. + +On this Christmas Eve Dolly went to bed at her usual hour with a +resigned and quiet spirit. She felt herself a year older, and more than +a year wiser, than when Christmas had first dawned upon her +consciousness. + +Mis' Persis appeared on the ground by day-dawn. A great kettle was slung +over the kitchen fire, in which cakes of tallow were speedily +liquefying; a frame was placed quite across the kitchen to sustain +candle-rods, with a train of boards underneath to catch the drippings, +and Mis' Persis, with a brow like one of the Fates, announced: "Now we +can't hev any young 'uns in this kitchen to-day;" and Dolly saw that +there was no getting any attention in that quarter. + +Mis' Persis, in a gracious Saturday afternoon mood, sitting in her own +tent-door dispensing hospitalities and cookies, was one thing; but Mis' +Persis in her armor, with her loins girded and a hard day's work to be +conquered, was quite another: she was terrible as Minerva with her +helmet on. + +Dinner-baskets for all the children were hastily packed, and they were +sent off to school with the injunction on no account to show their faces +about the premises till night. The Doctor, warned of what was going on, +retreated to his study at the top of the house, where, serenely above +the lower cares of earth, he sailed off into President Edwards' treatise +on the nature of true virtue, concerning which he was preparing a paper +to read at the next association meeting. + +That candles were a necessity of life he was well convinced, and by +faith he dimly accepted the fact that one day in the year the whole +house was to be devoted and given up to this manufacture; and his part +of the business, as he understood it, was, clearly, to keep himself out +of the way till it was over. + +"There won't be much of a dinner at home, anyway," said Nabby to Dolly, +as she packed her basket with an extra doughnut or two. "I've got to go +to church to-day, 'cause I'm one of the singers, and your ma'll be busy +waitin' on _her_; so we shall just have a pick-up dinner, and you be +sure not to come home till night; by that time it'll be all over." + +Dolly trotted off to school well content with the prospect before her: a +nooning, with leave to play with the girls at school, was not an +unpleasant idea. + +But the first thing that saluted her on her arrival was that Bessie +Lewis--her own dear, particular Bessie--was going to have a Christmas +party at her house that afternoon, and was around distributing +invitations right and left among the scholars with a generous freedom. + +"We are going to have nuts, and raisins, and cakes, and mottoes," said +Bessie, with artless triumph. The news of this bill of fare spread like +wildfire through the school. + +Never had a party been heard of which contemplated such a liberal +entertainment, for the rising generation of Poganuc were by no means +wearied with indulgence, and raisins and almonds stood for grandeur with +them. But these _mottoes_, which consisted of bits of confectionery +wrapped up in printed couplets of sentimental poetry, were an unheard-of +refinement. Bessie assured them that her papa had sent clear to Boston +for them, and whoever got one would have his or her fortune told by it. + +The school was a small, select one, comprising the children of all ages +from the best families of Poganuc. Both boys and girls, and all with +great impartiality, had been invited. Miss Titcome, the teacher, quite +readily promised to dismiss at three o'clock that afternoon any scholar +who should bring a permission from parents, and the children nothing +doubted that such a permission was obtainable. + +Dolly alone saw a cloud in the horizon. She had been sent away with +strict injunctions not to return till evening, and children in those +days never presumed to make any exceptions in obeying an absolute +command of their parents. + +"But, of course, you will go home at noon and ask your mother, and of +course she'll let you; won't she, girls?" said Bessie. + +"Oh, certainly; of course she will," said all the older girls, "because +you know a party is a thing that don't happen every day, and your mother +would think it strange if you _didn't_ come and ask her." So, too, +thought Miss Titcome, a most exemplary, precise and proper young lady, +who always moved and spoke and thought as became a schoolmistress, so +that, although she was in reality only twenty years old, Dolly +considered her as a very advanced and ancient person--if anything, a +little older than her father and mother. + +Even she was of opinion that Dolly might properly go home to lay a case +of such importance before her mother; and so Dolly rushed home after the +morning school was over, running with all her might, and increasing in +mental excitement as she ran. Her bonnet blew off upon her shoulders, +her curls flew behind her in the wind, and she most inconsiderately used +up the little stock of breath that she would want to set her cause in +order before her mother. + +Just here we must beg any mother and housekeeper to imagine herself in +the very midst of the most delicate, perplexing and laborious of +household tasks, when interruption is most irksome and perilous, +suddenly called to discuss with a child some new and startling +proposition to which at the moment she cannot even give a thought. + +Mrs. Cushing was sitting in the kitchen with Mis' Persis, by the side of +a caldron of melted tallow, kept in a fluid state by the heat of a +portable furnace on which it stood. A long train of half-dipped candles +hung like so many stalactites from the frames on which the rods rested, +and the two were patiently dipping set after set and replacing them +again on the frame. + +"As sure as I'm alive! if there isn't Dolly Cushing comin' back--runnin' +and tearin' like a wild cretur'," said Mis' Persis. "She'll be in here +in a minute and knock everything down!" + +Mrs. Cushing looked, and with a quick movement stepped to the door. + +"Dolly! what are you here for? Didn't I tell you not to come home this +noon?" + +"Oh, mamma, there's going to be a party at General Lewis'--Bessie's +party--and the girls are all going; mayn't I go?" + +"No, you can't; it's impossible," said her mother. "Your best dress +isn't ready to wear, and there's nobody can spend time to get you ready. +Go right back to school." + +"But, mamma--" + +"Go!" said her mother, in the decisive tone that mothers used in the old +days, when arguing with children was not a possibility. + +"What's all this about?" asked the Doctor, looking out of the door. + +"Why," said Mrs. Cushing, "there's going to be a party at General +Lewis', and Dolly is wild to go. It's just impossible for me to attend +to her now." + +"Oh, I don't want her intimate at Lewis's," said the Doctor, and +immediately he came out behind his wife. + +"There; run away to school, Dolly," he said. "Don't trouble your mother; +you don't want to go to parties; why, it's foolish to think of it. Run +away now, and don't think any more about it--there's a good girl!" + +Dolly turned and went back to school, the tears freezing on her cheek as +she went. As for not thinking any more about it--that was impossible. + +When three o'clock came, scholar after scholar rose and departed, until +at last Dolly was the only one remaining in the school-room. + +When Dolly came home that night the coast was clear, and the candles +were finished and put away to harden in a freezing cold room; the +kitchen was once more restored, and Nabby bustled about getting supper +as if nothing had happened. + +"I really feel sorry about poor little Dolly," said Mrs. Cushing to her +husband. + +"Do you think she cared much?" asked the Doctor, looking as if a new +possibility had struck his mind. + +"Yes, indeed, poor child, she went away crying; but what could I do +about it? I couldn't stop to dress her." + +"Wife, we must take her somewhere to make up for it," said the Doctor. + +Just then the stage stopped at the door and a bundle from Boston was +handed in. Dolly's tears were soon wiped and dried, and her mourning was +turned into joy when a large jointed London doll emerged from the +bundle, the Christmas gift of her grandmother in Boston. + +Dolly's former darling was old and shabby, but this was of twice the +size, and with cheeks exhibiting a state of the most florid health. + +Besides this there was, as usual in grandmamma's Christmas bundle, +something for every member of the family; and so the evening went on +festive wings. + +Poor little Dolly! only that afternoon she had watered with her tears, +at school, the dismal long straight seam, which stretched on before her +as life sometimes does to us, bare, disagreeable and cheerless. She had +come home crying, little dreaming of the joy just approaching; but +before bed-time no cricket in the hearth was cheerier or more noisy. She +took the new dolly to bed with her, and could hardly sleep, for the +excitement of her company. + +Meanwhile, Hiel had brought the Doctor a message to the following +effect: + +"I was drivin' by Tim Hawkins', and Mis' Hawkins she comes out and says +they're goin' to hev an apple-cuttin' there to-morrow night, and she +would like to hev you and Mis' Cushin' and all your folks come--Nabby +and all." + +The Doctor and his lady of course assented. + +"Wal, then, Doctor--ef it's all one to you," continued Hiel, "I'd like +to take ye over in my new double sleigh. I've jest got two new strings +o' bells up from Boston, and I think we'll sort o' make the snow fly. +S'pose there'd be no objections to takin' my mother 'long with ye?" + +"Oh, Hiel, we shall be delighted to go in company with your mother, and +we're ever so much obliged to you," said Mrs. Cushing. + +"Wal, I'll be round by six o'clock," said Hiel. + +"Then, wife," said the Doctor, "we'll take Dolly, and make up for the +loss of her party." + +Punctually at six, Hiel's two horses, with all their bells jingling, +stood at the door of the parsonage, whence Tom and Bill, who had been +waiting with caps and mittens on for the last half hour, burst forth +with irrepressible shouts of welcome. + +"Take care now, boys; don't haul them buffalo skins out on t' the snow," +said Hiel. "Don't get things in a muss gen'ally; wait for your ma and +the Doctor. Got to stow the grown folks in fust; boys kin hang on +anywhere." + +And so first came Mrs. Cushing and the Doctor, and were installed on the +back seat, with Dolly in between. Then hot bricks were handed in to keep +feet warm, and the buffalo robe was tucked down securely. Then Nabby +took her seat by Hiel in front, and the sleigh drove round for old Mrs. +Jones. The Doctor insisted on giving up his place to her and tucking her +warmly under the buffalo robe, while he took the middle seat and acted +as moderator between the boys, who were in a wild state of hilarity. +Spring, with explosive barks, raced first on this and then on that side +of the sleigh as it flew swiftly over the smooth frozen road. + +The stars blinked white and clear out of a deep blue sky, and the path +wound up-hill among cedars and junipers and clumps of mountain laurel, +on whose broad green leaves the tufts of snow lay like clusters of white +roses. The keen clear air was full of stimulus and vigor; and so Hiel's +proposition to take the longest way met with enthusiastic welcome from +all the party. Next to being a bird, and having wings, is the sensation +of being borne over the snow by a pair of spirited horses who enjoy the +race, apparently, as much as those they draw. Though Hiel contrived to +make the ride about eight miles, it yet seemed but a short time before +the party drove up to the great red farmhouse, whose lighted windows +sent streams of radiant welcome far out into the night. + +Our little Dolly had had an evening of unmixed bliss. Everybody had +petted her, and talked to her, and been delighted with her sayings and +doings, and she was carrying home a paper parcel of sweet things which +good Mrs. Hawkins had forced into her hand at parting. She had spent a +really happy Christmas! + + + + +THE CHRISTMAS PRINCESS. + +BY MRS. MOLESWORTH. + + +In the olden times there lived a king who was worthy of the name. He +loved his people, and his people loved him in return. His kingdom must +have been large; at least it appears to be beyond doubt that it extended +a good way in different directions, for it was called the Kingdom of the +Four Orts, which, of course, as everybody knows, means that he had +possessions north, south, east, and west. + +It was not so large, however, but that he was able to manage it well for +himself--that is to say, with certain help which I will tell you of. A +year never passed without his visiting every part of his dominions and +inquiring for himself into the affairs of his subjects. Perhaps--who can +say?--the world was not so big in those days; doubtless, however that +may have been, there were not so many folk living on it. + +Many things were different in those times: many things existed which +nowadays would be thought strange and incredible. Human beings knew much +more than they do now about the other dwellers on the earth. For +instance, it was no uncommon case to find learned men who were able to +converse with animals quite as well as with each other. Fairies, of +course, were often visible to mortal eyes, and it was considered quite +natural that they should interfere for good--sometimes, perhaps, for +evil; as to that I cannot say--in human affairs. And good King +Brave-Heart was especially favored in this way. For the help which, as I +said, was his in governing his people was that of four very wise +counselors indeed--the four fairies of the North and the South, the East +and the West. + +These sisters were very beautiful as well as very wise. Though older +than the world itself, they always looked young. They were very much +attached to each other, though they seldom met, and it must be confessed +that sometimes on such occasions there were stormy scenes, though they +made it up afterward. And the advice they gave was always to be relied +upon. + +Now, King Brave-Heart was married. His wife was young and charming, and +devotedly fond of him. But she was of a rather jealous and exacting +disposition, and she had been much spoilt in her youth at her own home. +She was sweet and loving, however, which makes up for a good deal, and +always ready to take part in any scheme for the good of their people, +provided it did not separate her from her husband. + +They had no children, though they had been married for some years; but +at last there came the hope of an heir, and the Queen's delight was +unbounded--nor was the King's joy less than hers. + +It was late autumn, or almost winter, when a great trouble befell the +pretty Queen. The weather had grown suddenly cold, and a few snowflakes +even had fallen before their time. But Queen Claribel only clapped her +hands at the sight, for with the winter she hoped the baby would come, +and she welcomed the signs of its approach on this account. The King, +however, looked grave, and when the next morning the ground was all +white, the trees and the bushes covered with silvery foliage, he looked +graver still. + +"Something is amiss," he said. "The Fairy of the North must be on her +way, and it is not yet time for her visit." + +And that very afternoon the snow fell again, more heavily than before, +and the frost-wind whistled down the chimneys and burst open the doors +and windows, and all the palace servants went hurrying and scurrying +about to make great fires and hang up thick curtains and get everything +in order for the cold season, which they had not expected so soon. + +"It will not last," said the King, quietly. "In a few days there will be +milder weather again." But, nevertheless, he still looked grave. + +And early the next morning, as he was sitting with the Queen, who was +beginning to feel a little frightened at the continuance of the storm, +the double doors of her boudoir suddenly flew open, an icy blast filled +the room, and a tall, white-shrouded figure stood before them. + +"I have come to fetch you, Brave-Heart," she said abruptly. "You are +wanted, sorely wanted, in my part of the world. The people are starving: +the season has been a poor one, and there has been bad faith. Some few +powerful men have bought up the grain, which was already scarce, and +refuse to let the poor folk have it. Nothing will save their lives or +prevent sad suffering but your own immediate presence. Are you ready? +You must have seen I was coming." + +She threw off her mantle as she spoke and sank on to a couch. Strong as +she was, she seemed tired with the rate at which she had traveled, and +the warm air of the room was oppressive to her. Her clear, beautiful +features looked harassed; her gray eyes full of anxiety. For the moment +she took no notice of the Queen. + +"Are you ready?" she repeated. + +"Yes, I am ready!" said Brave-Heart, as he rose to his feet. + +But the Queen threw herself upon him, with bitter crying and reproaches. +Would he leave _her_, and at such a time, a prey to all kinds of +terrible anxiety? Then she turned to the fairy and upbraided her in +unmeasured language. But the spirit of the North glanced at her with +calm pity. + +"Poor child!" she said, "I had almost forgotten you. The sights I have +seen of late have been so terrible that they absorb me. Take courage, +Claribel! Show yourself a queen. Think of the suffering mothers and +their little ones whom your husband hastens to aid. All will be well +with you, believe me. But you, too, must be brave and unselfish." + +It was no use. All she said but made the Queen more indignant. She would +scarcely bid her husband farewell: she turned her back to the fairy with +undignified petulance. + +"Foolish child," said the Northern spirit. "She will learn better some +day." + +Then she gave all her attention to the matter she had come about, +explaining to the King as they journeyed exactly the measures he must +take and the difficulties to be overcome. But though the King had the +greatest faith in her advice, and never doubted that it was his duty to +obey, his heart was sore, as you can understand. + +Things turned out as he had said. The severe weather disappeared again +as if by magic, and some weeks of unusually mild days followed. And when +the winter did set in for good at last, it was with no great rigor. From +time to time news reached the palace of the King's welfare. The tidings +were cheering. His presence was effecting all that the fairy had hoped. + +So Queen Claribel ought to have been happy. But she was determined not +to be. She did nothing but cry and abuse the fairy, declaring that she +would never see her dear Brave-Heart again, and that if ever her baby +came she was sure it would not live, or that there would be something +dreadful the matter with it. + +"It is not fair," she kept saying, "it is a shame that I should suffer +so." + +And even when on Christmas Eve a beautiful little girl was born, as +pretty and lively and healthy as could be wished, and even though the +next day brought the announcement of the King's immediate return, +Claribel still nursed her resentment, though in the end it came to be +directed entirely against the fairy. For when she saw Brave-Heart again, +his tender affection and his delight in his little daughter made it +impossible for her not to "forgive him," as she expressed it, though she +could not take any interest in his accounts of his visit to the north +and all he had been able to do there. + +A great feast was arranged in honor of the christening of the little +Princess. All the grand people of the neighborhood were bidden to it, +nor, you may be sure, did the good King forget the poorer folk. The four +fairies were invited, for it was a matter of course that they should be +the baby's godmothers. And though the Queen would gladly have excluded +the Northern fairy, she dared not even hint at such a thing. + +But she resolved in her own mind to do all in her power to show that she +was not the welcome fairy. + +On such occasions, when human beings were honored by the presence of +fairy visitors, these distinguished guests were naturally given +precedence of all others, otherwise very certainly they would never have +come again. Even among fairies themselves there are ranks and +formalities, and the Queen well knew that the first place was due to the +Northern spirit. But she gave instructions that this rule should be +departed from, and the Snow fairy, as she was sometimes called, found +herself placed at the King's left hand, separated from him by her sister +of the West, instead of next to him on the right, which seat, on the +contrary, was occupied by the fairy of the South. She glanced round her +calmly, but took no notice; and the King, imagining that by her own +choice perhaps, she had chosen the unusual position, made no remark. And +the feast progressed with the accustomed splendor and rejoicing. + +But at the end, when the moment arrived at which the four godmothers +were expected to state their gifts to the baby, the Queen's spite could +be no longer concealed. + +"I request," she exclaimed, "that for reasons well known to herself, to +the King, and to myself, the Northern fairy's gift may be the last in +order instead of the first." + +The King started and grew pale. The beautiful, soft-voiced fairy of the +South, in her glowing golden draperies, would fain have held back, for +her affection for her sterner sister was largely mingled with awe. But +the Snow fairy signed to her imperiously to speak. + +"I bestow upon the Princess Sweet-Heart," she said, half tremblingly, +"the gift of great beauty." + +"And I," said the spirit of the East, who came next, her red robes +falling majestically around her, her dark hair lying smoothly in its +thick masses on her broad, low forehead, "I give her great powers of +intellect and intelligence." + +"And I," said the Western fairy, with a bright, breezy flutter of her +sea-green garments, "health--perfect health and strength of body, as my +gift to the pretty child." + +"And you," said the Queen bitterly, "you, cold-hearted fairy, who have +done your best to kill me with misery, who came between my husband and +me, making him neglect me as he never would have done but for your +influence--what will _you_ give my child? Will you do something to make +amends for the suffering you caused? I would rather my pretty baby were +dead than that she lived to endure what I have of late endured." + +"Life and death are not mine to bestow or to withhold," said the +Northern spirit calmly, as she drew her white garments more closely +round her with a majestic air. "So your rash words, foolish woman, +fortunately for you all, cannot touch the child. But something--much--I +can do, and I will. She shall not know the suffering you dread for her +with so cowardly a fear. She shall be what you choose to fancy _I_ am. +And instead of the name you have given her, she shall be known for what +she is--Princess Ice-Heart." + +She turned to go, but the King on one hand, her three sisters on the +other, started forward to detain her. + +"Have pity!" exclaimed the former. + +"Sister, bethink you," said the latter; the Western fairy adding +beseechingly, the tears springing in her blue eyes, which so quickly +changed from bright to sad, "Say something to soften this hard fate. +Undo it you cannot, I know. Or, at least, allow me to mitigate it if I +can." + +The Snow fairy stopped; in truth, she was far from hard-hearted or +remorseless, and already she was beginning to feel half sorry for what +she had done. + +"What would you propose?" she said coldly. + +The fairy of the West threw back her auburn hair with a gesture of +impatience. + +"I would I knew!" she said. "'Tis a hard knot you have tied, my sister. +For that which would mend the evil wrought seems to me impossible while +the evil exists--the cure and the cessation of the disease are one. How +could the heart of ice be melted till tender feelings warm it, and how +can tender feelings find entrance into a feelingless heart? Alas! alas! +I can but predict what sounds like a mockery of your trouble," she went +on, turning to the King, though indeed by this time she might have +included the Queen in her sympathy, for Claribel stood, horrified at the +result of her mad resentment, as pale as Brave-Heart himself. "Hearken!" +and her expressive face, over which sunshine and showers were wont to +chase each other as on an April day--for such, as all know, is the +nature of the changeful, lovable spirit of the West--for once grew still +and statue-like, while her blue eyes pierced far into the distance. "The +day on which the Princess of the Icy Heart shall shed a tear, that heart +shall melt--but then only." + +The Northern fairy murmured something under her breath, but what the +words were no one heard, for it was not many that dared stand near to +her, so terribly cold was her presence. The graceful spirit of the South +fluttered her golden locks, and with a little sigh drew her radiant +mantle round her, and kissed her hand in farewell, while the +thoughtful-eyed, mysterious Eastern fairy linked her arm in that of her +Western sister, and whispered that the solution of the problem should +have her most earnest study. And the green-robed spirit tried to smile +through her tears in farewell as she suffered herself to be led away. + +So the four strange guests departed; but their absence was not followed +by the usual outburst of unconstrained festivity. On the contrary, a +sense of sorrow and dread hung over all who remained, and before long +everyone not immediately connected with the palace respectfully but +silently withdrew, leaving the King and Queen to their mysterious +sorrow. + +Claribel flew to the baby's cradle. The little Princess was sleeping +soundly; she looked rosy and content--a picture of health. Her mother +called eagerly to the King. + +"She seems just as usual," she exclaimed. "Perhaps--oh! perhaps after +all I have done no harm." + +For, strange to say, her resentment against the Northern fairy had died +away. She now felt nothing but shame and regret for her own wild temper. +"Perhaps," she went on, "it was but to try me, to teach me a lesson, +that the Snow fairy uttered those terrible words." + +Brave-Heart pitied his wife deeply, but he shook his head. + +"I dare not comfort you with any such hopes," he said, "my poor +Claribel. The fairy is true--true as steel--if you could but have +trusted her! Had you seen her, as I have done--full of tenderest pity +for suffering--you could never have so maligned her." + +Claribel did not answer, but her tears dropped on the baby's face. The +little Princess seemed annoyed by them. She put up her tiny hand and, +with a fretful expression, brushed them off. + +And that very evening the certainty came. + +The head nurse sent for the Queen while she was undressing the child, +and the mother hastened to the nursery. The attendants were standing +round in the greatest anxiety, for, though the baby looked quite well +otherwise, there was the strangest coldness over her left side, in the +region of the heart. The skin looked perfectly colorless, and the soft +cambric and still softer flannel of the finest which had covered the +spot were stiff, as if they had been exposed to a winter night's frost. + +"Alas!" exclaimed Claribel, but that was all. It was no use sending for +doctors--no use doing anything. Her own delicate hand when she laid it +on the baby's heart was, as it were, blistered with cold. The next +morning she found it covered with chilblains. + +But the baby did not mind. She flourished amazingly, heart or no heart. +She was perfectly healthy, ate well, slept well, and soon gave signs of +unusual intelligence. She was seldom put out, but when angry she +expressed her feelings by loud roars and screams, though with never a +tear! At first this did not seem strange, as no infant sheds tears +during the earliest weeks of its life. But when she grew to six months +old, then to a year, then to two and three, and was near her fourth +birthday without ever crying, it became plain that the prediction was +indeed to be fulfilled. + +And the name "Ice-Heart" clung to her. In spite of all her royal +parents' commands to the contrary, "Princess Ice-Heart" she was called +far and near. It seemed as if people could not help it. "Sweet-Heart we +cannot name her, for sweet she is not," was murmured by all who came in +contact with her. + +And it was true. Sweet she certainly was not. She was beautiful and +healthy and intelligent, but she had no feeling. In some ways she gave +little trouble. Her temper, though occasionally violent, was, as a rule, +placid; she seemed contented in almost all circumstances. When her good +old nurse died, she remarked coolly that she hoped her new attendant +would dress her hair more becomingly; when King Brave-Heart started on +some of his distant journeys she bade him good-bye with a smile, +observing that if he never came home again it would be rather amusing, +as she would then reign instead of him, and when she saw her mother +break into sobs at her unnatural speech she stared at her in blank +astonishment. + +And so things went on until Ice-Heart reached her seventeenth year. By +this time she was, as regarded her outward appearance, as beautiful as +the fondest of parents could desire; she was also exceedingly strong and +healthy, and the powers of her mind were unusual. Her education had been +carefully directed, and she had learnt with ease and interest. She could +speak in several languages, her paintings were worthy of admiration, as +they were skillful and well executed; she could play with brilliancy on +various instruments. She had also been taught to sing, but her voice was +metallic and unpleasing. But she could discuss scientific and +philosophical subjects with the sages of her father's kingdom like one +of themselves. + +And besides all this care bestowed upon her training, no stone had been +left unturned in hopes of awakening in the unfortunate girl some +affection or emotion. Every day the most soul-stirring poetry was read +aloud to her by the greatest elocutionists, the most exciting and moving +dramas were enacted before her; she was taken to visit the poor of the +city in their pitiable homes; she was encouraged to see sad sights from +which most soft-hearted maidens would instinctively flee. But all was in +vain. She would express interest and ask intelligent questions with +calm, unmoved features and dry eyes. Even music, from which much had +been hoped, was powerless to move her to aught but admiration of the +performers' skill or curiosity as to the construction of their +instruments. There was but one peculiarity about her, which sometimes, +though they could not have explained why, seemed to Ice-Heart's unhappy +parents to hint at some shadowy hope. The sight of tears was evidently +disagreeable to her. More certainly than anything else did the signs of +weeping arouse one of her rare fits of anger--so much so that now and +then, for days together, the poor Queen dared not come near her child, +and tears were to her a frequent relief from her lifelong regrets. + +So beautiful and wealthy and accomplished a maiden was naturally not +without suitors; and from this direction, too, at first, Queen Claribel +trusted fondly that cure might come. + +"If she could but fall in love," she said, the first time the idea +struck her. + +"My poor dear!" replied the King, "to see, you must have eyes; to love, +you must have a heart." + +"But a heart she has," persisted the mother. "It is only, as it were, +asleep--frozen, like the winter stream which bursts forth again into +ever fresh life and movement with the awaking spring." + +So lovers were invited, and lovers came and were made welcome by the +dozen. Lovers of every description--rich and poor, old and young, +handsome and ugly--so long as they were of passable birth and fair +character, King Brave-Heart was not too particular--in the forlorn hope +that among them one fortunate wight might rouse some sentiment in the +lovely statue he desired to win. But all in vain. Each prince, or duke, +or simple knight, duly instructed in the sad case, did his best: one +would try poetry, another his lute, a third sighs and appeals, a fourth, +imagining he had made some way, would attempt the bold stroke of telling +Ice-Heart that unless she could respond to his adoration he would drown +himself. She only smiled, and begged him to allow her to witness the +performance--she had never seen anyone drown. So, one by one, the troupe +of aspirants--some in disgust, some in strange fear, some in +annoyance--took their departure, preferring a more ordinary spouse than +the bewitched though beautiful Princess. + +And she saw them go with calmness, though, in one or two cases she had +replied to her parents that she had no objection to marry Prince +So-and-so, or Count Such-another, if they desired it--it would be rather +agreeable to have a husband if he gave her plenty of presents and did +all she asked. "Though a sighing and moaning lover, or a man who is +always twiddling a fiddle or making verses I could not stand," she would +add contemptuously. + +So King Brave-Heart thought it best to try no such experiment. And in +future no gentleman was allowed to present himself except with the +understanding that he alone who should succeed in making Princess +Ice-Heart shed a tear would be accepted as her betrothed. + +This proclamation diminished at once the number of suitors. Indeed, +after one or two candidates had failed, no more appeared--so well did it +come to be known that the attempt was hopeless. + +And for more than a year Princess Ice-Heart was left to herself--very +much, apparently, to her satisfaction. + +But all this time the mystic sisters were not idle or forgetful. Several +of the aspirants to Ice-Heart's hand had been chosen by them and +conveyed to the neighborhood of the palace by their intermediacy from +remote lands. And among these, one of the few who had found some slight +favor in the maiden's eyes was a special protege of the Western +fairy--the young and spirited Prince Francolin. + +He was not one of the sighing or sentimental order of swains; he was +full of life and adventure and brightness, and his heart was warm and +generous. He admired the beautiful girl, but he pitied her still more, +and this pity was the real motive which made him yield to the fairy's +proposal that he should try again. + +"You pleased the poor child," she said, when she arrived one day at the +Prince's home to talk over her new idea. "You made her smile by your +liveliness and fun. For I was there when you little knew it. The girl +has been overdosed with sentimentality and doleful strains. I believe we +have been on a wrong track all this time." + +"What do you propose?" said Francolin, gravely, for he could be serious +enough when seriousness was called for. "She did not actually dislike +me, but that is the most that can be said; and however I may feel for +her, however I may admire her beauty and intelligence, nothing would +induce me to wed a bride who could not return my affection. Indeed, I +could scarcely feel any for such a one." + +"Ah no! I agree with you entirely," said the fairy. "But listen--my +power is great in some ways. I am well versed in ordinary enchantment, +and am most willing to employ my utmost skill for my unfortunate +god-daughter." + +She then unfolded to him her scheme, and obtained his consent to it. + +"Now is your time," she said, in conclusion. "I hear on the best +authority that Ice-Heart is feeling rather dull and bored at present. It +is some time since she has had the variety of a new suitor, and she will +welcome any distraction." + +And she proceeded to arrange all the details of her plan. + +So it came to pass that very shortly after the conversation I have +related there was great excitement in the capital city of the Kingdom of +the Four Orts. After an interval of more than a year a new suitor had at +length presented himself for the hand of the Princess Ice-Heart. Only +the King and Queen received the news with melancholy indifference. + +"He may try as the others have done," said Brave-Heart to the messenger +announcing the arrival of the stranger at the gates, accompanied by a +magnificent retinue; "but it is useless." For the poor King was fast +losing all hope of his daughter's case; he was growing aged and +care-worn before his time. + +"Does he know the terms attached to his acceptance?" inquired the Queen. + +Yes, the messenger from the unknown candidate for the hand of the +beautiful Ice-Heart had been expressly charged to say that the Prince +Jocko--such was the new-comer's name--was fully informed as to all +particulars, and prepared to comply with the conditions. + +The Princess' parents smiled somewhat bitterly. They had no hope, but +still they could not forbid the attempt. + +"Prince Jocko?" said the King, "not a very prince-like name. However, it +matters little." + +A few hours later the royal pair and their daughter, with all their +attendants, in great state and ceremony, were awaiting their guest. And +soon a blast of trumpets announced his approach. His retinue was indeed +magnificent; horsemen in splendid uniforms, followed by a troop of white +mules with negro riders in gorgeous attire, then musicians, succeeded by +the Prince's immediate attendants, defiled before the great marble steps +in front of the palace, at the summit of which the King, with the Queen +and Princess, was seated in state. + +Ice-Heart clapped her hands. + +"'Tis as good as a show," she said, "but where is the Prince?" + +As she said the word the cortege halted. A litter, with closely drawn +curtains, drew up at the foot of the steps. + +"Gracious!" exclaimed the Princess, "I hope he is not a molly-coddle;" +but before there was time to say more the curtains of the litter were +drawn aside, and in another moment an attendant had lifted out its +occupant, who forthwith proceeded to ascend the steps. + +The parents and their daughter stared at each other and gasped. + +Prince Jocko was neither more nor less than a monkey! + +But such a monkey as never before had been seen. He was more comical +than words can express, and when at last he stood before them, and +bowed to the ground, a three-cornered hat in his hand, his sword +sticking straight out behind, his tail sweeping the ground, the effect +was irresistible. King Brave-Heart turned his head aside. Queen Claribel +smothered her face in her handkerchief. Princess Ice-Heart opened her +pretty mouth wide and forgot to close it again, while a curious +expression stole into her beautiful eyes. + +Was it a trick? + +No; Prince Jocko proceeded to speak. + +He laid his little brown paw on his heart, bowed again, coughed, +sneezed, and finally began an oration. If his appearance was too funny, +his words and gestures were a hundred times more so. He rolled his eyes, +he declaimed, he posed and pirouetted like a miniature dancing-master, +and his little cracked voice rose higher and higher as his own fine +words and expressions increased in eloquence. + +And at last a sound--which never before had been heard, save +faintly--made everyone start. The Princess was laughing as if she could +no longer contain herself. Clear, ringing, merry laughter, which it did +one's heart good to hear. And on she went, laughing ever, till--she +flung herself at her mother's feet, the tears rolling down her cheeks. + +"Oh, mamma!" she exclaimed, "I never--" and then she went off again. + +But Prince Jocko suddenly grew silent. He stepped up to Ice-Heart and, +respectfully raising her hand to his lips, gazed earnestly, beseechingly +into her face, his own keen sharp eyes gradually growing larger and +deeper in expression, till they assumed the pathetic, wistful look of +appeal one often sees in those of a noble dog. + +"Ah, Princess!" he murmured. + +And Ice-Heart stopped laughing. She pressed her hand to her side. + +"Father! mother!" she cried, "help me! help me! Am I dying? What has +happened to me?" And, with a strange, long drawn sigh she sank fainting +to the ground. + +There was great excitement in the palace, hurrying to and fro, fetching +of doctors, and much alarm. But when the Princess had been carried +indoors and laid on a couch, she soon revived. And who can describe the +feelings of the King and Queen when she turned to them with a smile such +as they had never seen on her face before. + +"Dearest father, dearest mother," she said, "how I love you! Those +strange warm drops that filled my eyes seem to have brought new life to +me," and as the Queen passed her arm round the maiden she felt no chill +of cold such as used to thrill her with misery every time she embraced +her child. + +"Sweet-Heart! my own Sweet-Heart!" she whispered. + +And the Princess whispered back, "Yes, call me by that name always." + +All was rejoicing when the wonderful news of the miraculous cure spread +through the palace and the city. But still the parents' hearts were +sore, for was not the King's word pledged that his daughter should marry +him who had effected this happy change? And this was no other than +Jocko, the monkey! + +The Prince had disappeared at the moment that Ice-Heart fainted, and now +with his retinue he was encamped outside the walls. All sorts of ideas +occurred to the King. + +"I cannot break my word," he said, "but we might try to persuade the +little monster to release me from it." + +But the Princess would not hear of this. + +"No," she said. "I owe him too deep a debt of gratitude to think of such +a thing. And in his eyes I read more than I can put in words. No, dear +father! you must summon him at once to be presented to our people as my +affianced husband." + +So again the cortege of Prince Jocko made its way to the palace, and +again the litter, with its closely drawn curtains, drew up at the marble +steps. And Sweet-Heart stood, pale, but calm and smiling, to welcome her +ridiculous betrothed. + +But who is this that quickly mounts the stairs with firm and manly +tread? Sweet-Heart nearly swooned again. + +"Jocko?" she murmured. "Where is Jocko? Why, this is Prince Francolin!" + +"Yes, dear child," said a bright voice beside her; and, turning round, +Sweet-Heart beheld the Western fairy, who, with her sisters, had +suddenly arrived. "Yes, indeed! Francolin, and no other!" + +The universal joy may be imagined. Even the grave fairy of the North +smiled with pleasure and delight, and, as she kissed her pretty +god-daughter, she took the girl's hand and pressed it against her own +heart. + +"Never misjudge me, Sweet-Heart," she whispered. "Cold as I seem to +those who have not courage to approach me closely, my heart, under my +icy mantle, is as warm as is now your own." + +And so it was. + +Where can we get a better ending than the time-honored one? Francolin +and Sweet-Heart were married, and lived happy ever after, and who knows +but what, in the Kingdom of the Four Orts, they are living happily +still? + +If only we knew the way thither, we might see for ourselves if it is so. + + + + +WIDOW TOWNSEND'S VISITOR. + + +The fire crackled cheerfully on the broad hearth of an old-fashioned +fireplace in an old-fashioned public house in an old fashioned village, +down in that part of the Old Dominion called the "Eastern Shore." A cat +and three kittens basked in the warmth, and a decrepit yellow dog, lying +full in the reflection of the blaze, wrinkled his black nose +approvingly, as he turned his hind feet where his fore feet had been. +Over the chimney hung several fine hams and pieces of dried beef. Apples +were festooned along the ceiling, and other signs of plenty and good +cheer were scattered profusely about. There were plants, too, on the +window ledges, horse-shoe geraniums, and dew-plants, and a monthly rose, +just budding, to say nothing of pots of violets that perfumed the whole +place whenever they took it into their purple heads to bloom. The floor +was carefully swept, the chairs had not a speck of dust upon leg or +round, the long settle near the fireplace shone as if it had been just +varnished, and the eight-day clock in the corner had had its white face +newly washed, and seemed determined to tick the louder for it. + +Two arm-chairs were drawn up at cozy distance from the hearth and each +other; a candle, a newspaper, a pair of spectacles, a dish of red +cheeked apples, and a pitcher of cider, filled a little table between +them. In one of these chairs sat a comfortable-looking woman about +forty-five, with cheeks as red as the apples, and eyes as dark and +bright as they had ever been, resting her elbow on the table and her +head upon her hand, and looking thoughtfully into the fire. + +This was Widow Townsend, "relict" of Mr. Levi Townsend, who had been +mouldering into dust in the neighboring churchyard for seven years and +more. She was thinking of her dead husband, possibly because all her +work being done, and the servant gone to bed, the sight of his empty +chair at the other side of the table, and the silence of the room, made +her a little lonely. + +"Seven years," so the widow's reverie ran; "it seems as if it were more +than fifty, and Christmas nigh here again, and yet I don't look so very +old neither. Perhaps it's not having any children to bother my life out, +as other people have. They may say what they like--children are more +plague than profit, that's my opinion. Look at my sister Jerusha, with +her six boys. She's worn to a shadow, and I am sure they have done it, +though she never will own it." + +The widow took an apple from the dish and began to peel it. + +"How fond Mr. Townsend used to be of these apples! He'll never eat any +more of them, poor fellow, for I don't suppose they have apples where he +has gone to. Heigho! I remember very well how I used to throw apple-peel +over my head when I was a girl to see who I was going to marry." + +Mrs. Townsend stopped short and blushed, for in those days she did not +know Mr. T., and was always looking eagerly to see if the peel had +formed a capital S. Her meditations took a new turn. + +"How handsome Sam Payson was, and how much I use to care about him! I +wonder what has become of him! Jerusha says he went away from our +village just after I did, and no one has ever heard of him since. What a +silly thing that quarrel was! If it had not been for that--" + +Here came a long pause, during which the widow looked very steadfastly +at the empty arm-chair of Levi Townsend, deceased. Her fingers played +carelessly with the apple-peel: she drew it safely towards her, and +looked around the room. + +"Upon my word, it is very ridiculous, and I don't know what the +neighbors would say if they saw me." + +Still the plump fingers drew the red peel nearer. + +"But then they can't see me, that's a comfort; and the cat and old Bose +never will know what it means. Of course I don't _believe_ anything +about it." + +The peel hung gracefully from her hand. + +"But still, I should like to try; it would seem like old times, and--" + +Over her head it went, and curled up quietly on the floor at a little +distance. Old Bose, who always slept with one eye open, saw it fall, and +marched deliberately up to smell it. + +"Bose--Bose--don't touch!" cried his mistress, and bending over it with +beating heart, she turned as red as fire. There was as handsome a +capital S as any one could wish to see. + +A great knock came suddenly at the door. Bose growled, and the widow +screamed and snatched up the apple-peel. + +"It's Mr. T.--it's his spirit come back again, because I tried that +silly trick," she thought fearfully to herself. + +Another knock--louder than the first, and a man's voice exclaimed: + +"Hello--the house!" + +"Who is it?" asked the widow, somewhat relieved to find that the +departed Levi was still safe in his grave on the hillside. + +"A stranger," said the voice. + +"What do you want?" + +"To get a lodging here for the night." + +The widow deliberated. + +"Can't you go on? There's a house half a mile farther, if you keep to +the right-hand side of the road, and turn to the left after you get +by--" + +"It's raining cats and dogs, and I'm very delicate," said the stranger, +coughing. "I'm wet to the skin: don't you think you can accommodate +me?--I don't mind sleeping on the floor." + +"Raining, is it? I didn't know that," and the kind-hearted little woman +unbarred the door very quickly. "Come in, whoever you may be; I only +asked you to go on because I am a lone woman, with only one servant in +the house." + +The stranger entered, shaking himself like a Newfoundland dog upon the +step, and scattering a little shower of drops over his hostess and her +nicely swept floor. + +"Ah, that looks comfortable after a man has been out for hours in a +storm," he said, as he caught sight of the fire; and striding along +toward the hearth, followed by Bose, who sniffed suspiciously at his +heels, he stationed himself in the arm-chair--_Mr. Townsend's +arm-chair_! which had been kept "sacred to his memory" for seven years. +The widow was horrified, but her guest looked so weary and worn-out that +she could not ask him to move, but busied herself in stirring up the +blaze that he might the sooner dry his dripping clothes. + +A new thought struck her: Mr. T. had worn a comfortable dressing-gown +during his illness, which still hung in the closet at her right. She +could not let this poor man catch his death, by sitting in that wet +coat. If he was in Mr. Townsend's chair, why should he not be in Mr. +Townsend's wrapper? She went nimbly to the closet, took it down, fished +out a pair of slippers from a boot-rack below, and brought them to him. + +"I think you had better take off your coat and boots--you will have the +rheumatic fever, or something like it, if you don't. Here are some +things for you to wear while they are drying. And you must be hungry, +too; I will go into the pantry and get you something to eat." + +She bustled away, "on hospitable thoughts intent," and the stranger made +the exchange with a quizzical smile playing around his lips. He was a +tall, well-formed man, with a bold but handsome face, sun-burned and +heavily bearded, and looking anything but "delicate," though his blue +eyes glanced out from under a forehead as white as snow. He looked +around the kitchen with a mischievous air, and stretched out his feet +decorated with the defunct Boniface's slippers. + +"Upon my word, this is stepping into the old man's shoes with a +vengeance! And what a hearty, good-humored looking woman she is! Kind as +a kitten," and he leaned forward and stroked the cat and her brood, and +then patted old Bose upon the head. The widow, bringing in sundry good +things, looked pleased at his attention to her dumb friends. + +"It's a wonder Bose does not growl; he generally does if strangers touch +him. Dear me, how stupid!" + +The last remark was neither addressed to the stranger nor to the dog but +to herself She had forgotten that the little stand was not empty, and +there was no room on it for the things she held. + +"Oh, I'll manage it," said her guest, gathering up paper, candle, +apples, and spectacles (it was not without a little pang that she saw +them in his hand, for they had been her husband's, and were placed each +night, like the arm-chair, beside her) and depositing them on the +settle. + +"Give me the table-cloth, ma'am, I can spread it as well as any woman; +I've learned that along with scores of other things, in my wanderings. +Now let me relieve you of those dishes; they are far too heavy for +those hands"--the widow blushed; "and now please, sit down with me, or I +cannot eat a morsel." + +"I had supper long ago, but really I think I can take something more," +said Mrs. Townsend, drawing her chair nearer to the table. + +"Of course you can, my dear lady; in this cold fall weather people ought +to eat twice as much as they do in warm. Let me give you a piece of this +ham, your own curing, I dare say." + +"Yes: my poor husband was very fond of it. He used to say that no one +understood curing ham and drying beef better than I." + +"He was a most sensible man, I am sure. I drink your health, ma'am, in +this cider." + +He took a long draught, and set down his glass. + +"It is like nectar." + +The widow was feeding Bose and the cat (who thought they were entitled +to a share of every meal eaten in the house), and did not quite hear +what he said. + +"Fine dog, ma'am, and a very pretty cat." + +"They were my husband's favorites," and a sigh followed the answer. + +"Ah, your husband must have been a very happy man." + +The blue eyes looked at her so long, that she grew flurried. + +"Is there anything more I can get for you, sir?" she asked, at last. + +"Nothing, thank you; I have finished." + +She rose to clear the things away. He assisted her, and somehow their +hands had a queer knack of touching as they carried the dishes to the +pantry shelves. Coming back to the kitchen, she put the apples and cider +in their old places, and brought out a clean pipe and a box of tobacco +from an arched recess near the chimney. + +"My husband always said he could not sleep after eating supper late +unless he smoked," she said. "Perhaps you would like to try it." + +"Not if it is to drive you away," he answered, for she had her candle in +her hand. + +"Oh, no; I do not object to smoke at all." She put the candle down; some +faint suggestion about "propriety" troubled her, but she glanced at the +old clock, and felt reassured. It was only half-past nine. + +The stranger pushed the stand back after the pipe was lit, and drew her +easy-chair a little nearer the fire, and his own. + +"Come, sit down," he said, pleadingly; "it's not late, and when a man +has been knocking about in California and all sorts of places, for a +score of years, he is glad enough to get into a berth like this, and to +have a pretty woman to speak to once again." + +"California! Have you been in California?" she exclaimed, dropping into +the chair at once. Unconsciously, she had long cherished the idea that +Sam Payson, the lover of her youth, with whom she had so foolishly +quarreled, had pitched his tent, after many wanderings, in that far-off +land. Her heart warmed to one who, with something of Sam's looks and +ways about him, had also been sojourning in that country, and who very +possibly had met him--perhaps had known him intimately! At that thought +her heart beat quick, and she looked very graciously at the bearded +stranger, who, wrapped in Mr. Townsend's dressing-gown, wearing Mr. +Townsend's slippers, and sitting in Mr. Townsend's chair, beside Mr. +Townsend's wife, smoked Mr. Townsend's pipe with such an air of feeling +most thoroughly and comfortably at home! + +"Yes, ma'am. I've been in California for the last six years. And before +that I went quite round the world in a whaling ship!" + +"Good gracious!" + +The stranger sent a puff of smoke curling gracefully over his head. + +"It's very strange, my dear lady, how often you see one thing as you go +wandering about the world after that fashion." + +"And what is that?" + +"Men, without house or home above their heads, roving here and there, +and turning up in all sorts of odd places; caring very little for life +as a general thing, and making fortunes just to fling them away again, +and all for one reason. You don't ask me what _that_ is? No doubt you +know already very well." + +"I think not, sir." + +"Because a woman has jilted them!" + +Here was a long pause, and Mr. Townsend's pipe emitted short puffs with +surprising rapidity. A guilty conscience needs no accuser, and the +widow's cheek was dyed with blushes as she thought of the absent Sam. + +"I wonder how women manage when _they_ get served in the same way," said +the stranger musingly; "you never meet _them_ roaming up and down in +that style." + +"No," said Mrs. Townsend, with some spirit, "if a woman is in trouble +she must stay at home and bear it, the best way she can. And there's +more women bearing such things than we know of, I dare say." + +"Like enough. We never know whose hand gets pinched in a trap unless +they scream. And women are too shy or too sensible--which you +choose--for that." + +"Did you ever, in all your wanderings, meet any one by the name of +Samuel Payson?" asked the widow, unconcernedly. + +The stranger looked toward her; she was rummaging the table-drawer for +her knitting work, and did not notice him. When it was found, and the +needles in motion, he answered her. + +"Payson--Sam Payson? Why, he was my most intimate friend! Do you know +him?" + +"A little--that is, I used to, when I was a girl. Where did you meet +him?" + +"He went with me on the whaling voyage I told you of, and afterward to +California. We had a tent together, and some other fellows with us, and +we worked the same claim for more than six months." + +"I suppose he was quite well?" + +"Strong as an ox." + +"And--and happy?" pursued the widow, bending closer over her knitting. + +"Hum--the less said about that the better, perhaps. But he seemed to +enjoy life after a fashion of his own. And he got rich out there, or +rather, I will say, well off." + +Mrs. Townsend did not pay much attention to that part of the story. +Evidently she had not finished asking questions, but she was puzzled +about her next one. At last she brought it out beautifully: + +"Was his wife with him in California?" + +The stranger looked at her with twinkling eyes. + +"His wife, ma'am! Why, bless you, he has not got any wife." + +"Oh, I thought--I mean I heard"--here the little widow remembered the +fate of Ananias and Sapphira, and stopped short before she told such a +tremendous fib. + +"Whatever you heard of his marrying was all nonsense, I can assure you. +I knew him well, and he had no thoughts of the kind about him. Some of +the boys used to tease him about it, but he soon made them stop." + +"How?" + +"He just told them frankly that the only woman he ever loved had jilted +him years before, and married another man. After that no one ever +mentioned the subject to him, except me." + +Mrs. Townsend laid her knitting aside, and looked thoughtfully into the +fire. + +"He was another specimen of the class of men I was speaking of. I have +seen him face death a score of times as quietly as I face the fire. 'It +matters very little what takes me off,' he used to say; 'I've nothing to +live for, and there's no one that will shed a tear for me when I am +gone.' It's a sad thought for a man to have, isn't it?" + +Mrs. Townsend sighed as she said she thought it was. + +"But did he ever tell you the name of the woman who jilted him?" + +"I know her _first_ name." + +"What was it?" + +"Maria." + +The plump little widow almost started out of her chair, the name was +spoken so exactly as Sam would have said it. + +"Did you know her, too?" he asked, looking keenly at her. + +"Yes." + +"Intimately?" + +"Yes." + +"Where is she now? Still happy with her husband, I suppose, and never +giving a thought to the poor fellow she drove out into the world?" + +"No," said Mrs. Townsend, shading her face with her hand, and speaking +unsteadily; "no, her husband is dead." + +"Ah! but still she never thinks of Sam." + +There was a dead silence. + +"Does she?" + +"How can I tell?" + +"Are you still friends?" + +"Yes." + +"Then you ought to know, and you do. Tell me." + +"I'm sure I don't know why I should. But if I do, you must promise me, +on your honor, never to tell him, if you ever meet him again." + +"Madam, what you say to me never shall be repeated to any mortal man, +upon my honor." + +"Well, then, she does remember him." + +"But how?" + +"As kindly, I think, as he could wish." + +"I am glad to hear it, for his sake. You and I are the friends of both +parties: we can rejoice with each other." + +He drew his chair much nearer hers, and took her hand. One moment the +widow resisted, but it was a magnetic touch, the rosy palm lay quietly +in his, and the dark beard bent so low that it nearly touched her +shoulder. It did not matter much. Was he not Samuel's dear friend? If he +was not the rose, had he not dwelt very near it, for a long, long time? + +"It was a foolish quarrel that parted them," said the stranger, softly. + +"Did he tell you about it?" + +"Yes, on board the whaler." + +"Did he blame her much?" + +"Not so much as himself. He said that his jealousy and ill-temper drove +her to break off the match; but he thought sometimes if he had only gone +back and spoken kindly to her, she would have married him after all." + +"I am sure she would," said the widow piteously. "She has owned it to me +more than a thousand times." + +"She was not happy, then, with another." + +"Mr.--that is to say, her husband--was very good and kind," said the +little woman, thinking of the lonely grave out on the hillside rather +penitently, "and they lived very pleasantly together. There never was a +harsh word between them." + +"Still--might she not have been happier with Sam? Be honest, now, and +say just what you think." + +"Yes." + +"Bravo! that is what I wanted to come at. And now I have a secret to +tell you, and you must break it to her." + +Mrs. Townsend looked rather scared. + +"What is it?" + +"I want you to go and see her, wherever she may be, and say to her, +'Maria,'--what makes you start so?" + +"Nothing; only you speak so like some one I used to know, once in a +while." + +"Do I? Well, take the rest of the message. Tell her that Sam loved her +through the whole; that, when he heard she was free, he began to work +hard at making a fortune. He has got it; and he is coming to share it +with her, if she will let him. Will you tell her this?" + +The widow did not answer. She had freed her hand from his, and covered +her face with it. By and by she looked up again--he was waiting +patiently. + +"Well?" + +"I will tell her." + +He rose from his seat, and walked up and down the room. Then he came +back, and leaning on the mantel-piece, stroked the yellow hide of Bose +with his slipper. + +"Make her quite understand that he wants her for his wife. She may live +where she likes and how she likes, only it must be with him." + +"I will tell her." + +"Say he has grown old, but not cold; that he loves her now perhaps +better than he did twenty years ago; that he has been faithful to her +all through his life, and that he will be faithful till he dies." + +The Californian broke off suddenly. The widow answered still, "I will +tell her." + +"And what do you think she will say?" he asked, in an altered tone. + +"What _can_ she say but _Come_!" + +"Hurrah!" + +The stranger caught her out of her chair as if she had been a child, and +kissed her. + +"Don't--oh, don't!" she cried out. "I am Sam's Maria!" + +"Well--I am Maria's Sam!" + +Off went the dark wig and the black whiskers--there smiled the dear face +she had not forgotten! I leave you to imagine the tableau; even the cat +got up to look, and Bose sat on his stump of a tail, and wondered if he +was on his heels or his head. + +The widow gave one little scream, and then she-- + +But, stop! Quiet people like you and me, dear reader, who have got over +all these follies, and can do nothing but turn up our noses at them, +have no business here. I will only add that two hearts were very happy, +that Bose concluded after a while that all was right, and so lay down to +sleep again, and that one week afterward, on Christmas Eve, there was a +wedding at the house that made the neighbors stare. The widow had +married her First Love! + + + + +THE OLD MAN'S CHRISTMAS. + +BY ELLA WHEELER WILCOX. + + +I. + +Though there was wrong on both sides, they never would have separated +had it not been for the old man. + +He was Ben's father, and Ben was an only child--a spoiled, selfish, +high-tempered lad, who had grown up with the idea that his father, Anson +English, or the "old man," as his dutiful son called him, was much +richer than he really was, and that he had no need of any personal +effort--any object in life, aside from the pursuit of pleasure. + +Ben's mother had died when he was fifteen years old and his father had +never married again. Yet it was not any allegiance to her memory which +had kept Anson English from a second marriage. He remembered her, to be +sure, and scarcely a day passed without his mentioning her. But after +her death, as during her weary life, he used her name as a synonym for +all that was undesirable. He compared everybody to "'Liz'beth," and +always to her disadvantage. He had a word of praise and encouragement +and approval for every housewife in the neighborhood except--his own. +Whatever went wrong, in doors or out, "'Liz'beth" was the direct or +indirect cause. + +During the first five years of her married life, Elizabeth made +strenuous exertions to please her husband. She wept her sweet eyes dim +over her repeated failures. Then she found that she had been attempting +an impossible labor, and grew passively indifferent--an indifference +which lasted until death kindly released her. + +Elizabeth had been a tidy housekeeper during these first years. + +"You'd scrub and scour a man out 'er house an' home!" was all the praise +her husband gave her for her order and cleanliness; and to his +neighbors, to whom he was fond of paying informal visits, he would often +say--"Liz'beth's at it again--sweepin' and cleanin', so I cleared out. +Never see _her_ without out a broom in her hand. I'd a good deal rather +have a little more dirt, than so much tearin' 'round. 'Liz'beth tires +me, with her ways." + +Yet, when in the indifference of despair which seized upon Elizabeth +before her death, she allowed her house to look after itself, Anson was +no better satisfied. + +"I've come over to find a place to set down," he would tell his +neighbors. "'Liz'beth's let things 'cumulate, till the house is a sight +to see--she's gettin' dreadful slack, somehow. A man likes order when he +goes home to rest from all his cares." + +Even when she died she displeased him by choosing a busy season for the +occasion. + +"Just like 'Liz'beth, to die in hayin' time," he said. "Everything got +to stop--hay spoilin'--men idle. Women never seem to have no system +about work matters--no power of plannin' things, to make it convenient +like for men folks." + +Yet after she was gone, Anson found how much help she had been to him, +how wonderful her economy had been, how light her expenditures. He knew +he could never find any one to replace her, in these respects, and as +money considerations were the main ones in his mind he believed it would +be the better economy to remain a widower, and hire his work done. + +So during those most critical years of Ben's life, he had been without a +woman's guidance or care. + +At eighteen he was all that arrogance, conceit, selfishness, and high +temper could render him. Yet he was a favorite with the fair sex for all +that, as he had a manly figure, and a warm, caressing way when he chose, +that won their admiration and pleased their vanity. + +Anson English favored early marriages, and began to think it would be +better all around if Ben should bring a wife home. + +She could do the work better than hired help, and keep the money all in +the family. And Ben would not waste his time and means on half a dozen, +as he was now doing, but would stay at home, no doubt, and settle down +into a sensible, practical business man. Yes, Ben ought to marry, and +his father told him so. + +Ben smiled. + +"I'm already thinking of it," he said. He had expected opposition from +his father, and was surprised at his suggestion. + +"Yes," continued the "old man," as Ben already designated him, "I'd like +to see you settle down before you're twenty-one. But you want to make a +good choice. There's Abby Wilson, now. She's got the muscle of a man, +and ain't afraid of anything. And her father has a fine property--a +growin' property. Abby'll make a man a good, vigorous helpmate, and +she'll bring him money in time. You'd better shine up to Abby, Ben." + +Ben gave a contemptuous laugh. "I'd as soon marry a dressed-up boy," he +said. "She's more like a boy than a girl in her looks and in her ways. I +have other plans in my mind, father, more to my taste. I mean to marry +Edith Gilman, if she'll take me, and I think she will." + +A dark frown contracted Anson English's brow. + +"Edith Gilman?" he repeated; "why, that puny schoolma'm, with her baby +face and weak voice, 'll never help _you_ to get a livin', Ben. What are +you thinkin' of?" + +"Of love, father, I guess. I love her, and that's all there is of it. +And I shall marry her, if she'll take me, and you can like it or lump +it, as you please. She's a good girl, and if she's treated well all +round, she'll make a good wife, and she's the only woman that can put +the check rein on me, when I get in my tempers. She'll make a man of me +yet." + +"But she can't work," insisted the father. "She looks as white and puny +as 'Liz'beth did the year she died." + +"She's overworked in the school-room. I mean to take her home, and give +her a rest. I don't ask any woman to marry me and be my drudge. I expect +my wife will keep help." + +The old man groaned aloud. Ben's ideas were positively ruinous. If he +married this girl, it would add to, not decrease, the family expenses. +But it was useless to oppose. Ben would do as he pleased, the old man +saw that plainly, and he might as well submit. + +He did submit, and Ben married Edith on his twenty-first birthday, and +brought her home. + + +II. + +Edith was a quiet little creature, with a soft voice, and a pale, sweet +face, and frail figure. She came up to Anson English when she entered +the house, and put her hands timidly upon his arms. + +"I want you to love me," she said; "I have had no father or mother since +I can remember. I want to call you father, and I want to make you happy +if I can." + +"Well, I'll tell you how," the old man retorted. "Discharge the hired +girl, and make good bread. That'll make me happy,"--and he laughed +harshly. + +Edith shrank from his rough words, so void of the sympathy and love she +longed for. But she discharged the girl within a week, and tried to make +good bread. It was not a success, however, and the old man was not slow +to express his dissatisfaction. Edith left the table in tears. + +"Another dribbler--'Liz'beth was always cryin' just that way over every +little thing," sighed the old man. + +Edith eventually conquered the difficulties of bread making, and became +a famous cook. But she did not please her husband's father any the +better by this achievement. + +"You're always a-fixin' up some new sort of trash for the table," he +said to her one day. "_Dessert_ is it, you call it? 'Nuff to make a +man's patience _desert_ him to see sugar and flour wasted so. 'Liz'beth +liked your fancy cooking, but I cured her of it." + +"Yes, and you killed her too," cried Edith, for the first time since her +marriage losing control of her temper and answering back. "Everybody +says you worried her into the grave. But you won't succeed so well with +me. I will live just to defy you, if no more. And I'll show you that +I'll not bear everything, too." + +It was all over in a moment, and it was not repeated. Indeed, Edith was +kinder and gentler and more submissive in her manner after that for +days, as sweet natures always are when they have once broken over the +rules which govern their lives. + +Yet the old man always spoke of Edith as a virago after that. + +"She's worse'n 'Liz'beth," he said, "and she had a temper of her own at +times that would just _singe_ things." + +Ben passed most of his evenings and a good part of his days at the +village "store." He came home the worse for drink occasionally, and he +was absolutely indifferent to all the work and care of the farm and +family. + +"She's just like 'Liz'beth," the old man said to his neighbors; "she +don't make home entertainin' for her husband. But Ben isn't balanced +like me, and he goes wrong. He's excitable. I never was. The right kind +of a woman could keep him at home." + +After a child came to them matters seemed to mend for a time. So long as +the infant lay pink and helpless in its mother's arms or in its crib, it +was a bond to unite them all. + +So soon as it began to be an active child, with naughty ways which +needed correction, it was another element of discord. + +The old man did not think Edith capable of controlling the child, and +Ben was hasty and harsh, and he did not like to hear the baby cry. So he +stayed more and more at the store, and was an object of fear to the +child and of reproach to the mother when he did return. + +They drifted farther apart, and the old man constantly widened the +breach between them. They had been married six years, and the baby girl +was four years old, when Ben struck Edith a blow, one day, and told her +to take her child and leave the house. + +In less than an hour she had gone, no one knew whither. + +"She'll come back, more's the pity," the old man said. "'Liz'beth, she +started off to leave me once, but she concluded to come back and try it +over again." + +But Edith did not come back. Months afterward they heard of her in a +distant part of the State teaching school and supporting her child. + +Ben applied for a divorce on the plea of desertion. Edith never appeared +against him, and he obtained it. + + +III. + +One year from the time Edith left him, he married Abby Wilson. She had +grown into a voluptuous though coarse maturity, and was dashing in dress +and manner. Her father had recently died, leaving her a fine property. +She had always coveted Ben, and did not delay the nuptials from any +sense of delicacy, but rather hastened the hour which should make him +legally her own. + +The old man was highly pleased at the turn affairs had taken. After all +these years Ben was united to the woman he had chosen for him so long +ago, and now surely Ben would settle down, and take the care off his +shoulders--shoulders which were beginning to feel the weight of years of +labor. In truth, the old man was breaking down. + +He fell ill of a low fever soon after Ben's second marriage, and when he +rose from his bed he seemed to have grown ten years older. He was more +childish in his fault-finding, and more irritable than ever before, and +this new wife of Ben's had little patience with him. She was not at all +like Edith. She bullied him, and frightened him into silence when he +began to find fault with her extravagances. For she was +extravagant--there was no denying that. She cared only for show and +outward appearance. She neglected her home duties, and often left the +old man to prepare his own food, while she and Ben dashed over the +country, or through the neighboring villages, behind the blooded span +she had insisted upon his purchasing soon after their marriage. + +Poor old Anson English! He was nearing his sixtieth year now, and he +looked and seemed much older. Ben was his only earthly tie, and the hope +and stay of his old age. And he was but a reed--a reed. His father saw +that at last. Ben would never develop into a practical business man. He +was unstable, lazy, and selfish. And this new wife seemed to encourage +him in every extravagant folly, instead of restraining him as the old +man had hoped. And someway Ben had never been the same since Edith went +away. He had been none too good or kind to his father before that; but +since then--well, when she went, it seemed to Anson that she took with +her whatever of gentleness or kindness lurked in Ben's nature, and left +only its brutality and selfishness. + +And strive as he would to banish the feeling, the old man missed the +child. + +Ah, no! he was not happy in this new state of affairs, which he had so +rejoiced over at the first. He grew very old during the next two years. +Like all men who worry the lives of women in the domestic circle, he was +cowardly at heart. And Ben's new wife frightened him into silent +submission by her masculine assumption of authority and her loud voice +and well-defined muscle. + +He spoke little at home now, but he still paid frequent visits to his +neighbors, and he remained firm in the Adam-like idea that Elizabeth had +been the root of all evil in his life. + +"Yes, Ben's letting the place run down pretty bad," he confessed to a +neighbor who had broached the subject. "Ben's early trainin' wasn't +right. 'Liz'beth, she let him do 'bout as he pleased. Liz'beth never had +no notions of how a boy should be trained. He'd a' come out all right if +I'd a' managed him from the start." + +Strange to say, he never was known to speak one disparaging word of +Abby, Ben's second wife. Her harshness and neglect were matters of +common discussion in the neighborhood, but the old man, who had been so +bitter and unjust toward his own wife and Edith, seemed to feel a +curious respect for this Amazon who had subjugated him. Or, perhaps, he +remembered how eager he had been for the marriage, and his pride kept +him silent. Certain it is that he bore her neglect, and later her abuse, +with no word of complaint, and even spoke of her sometimes with praise. + +"She's a brave one, Abby is," he would say. "She ain't afraid of nothin' +or nobody. Ef she'd a' been a man, she'd a' made a noise in the world." + +Ben drank more and more, and Abby dressed and drove in like ratio. The +farm ran down, and debts accumulated--debts which Abby refused to pay +with her money, and the old man saw the savings of a long life of labor +squandered in folly and vice. + +People said it was turning his brain, for he talked constantly of his +poverty, often walking the streets in animated converse with himself. +And at length he fell ill again, and was wildly delirious for weeks. It +was a high fever; and when it left him, he was totally blind, and quite +helpless. + +He needed constant care and attention. He could not be left alone even +for an hour; Ben was seldom at home, and Abby rebelled at the +confinement and restraint it imposed upon her. Hired help refused to +take the burden of the care of the troublesome old man without increased +wages, and Ben could not and Abby would not incur this added expense. +Servants gave warning; Ben drank more deeply and prolonged his absences +from home, and Abby finally carried out a resolve which had at first +caused even her hard heart some twinges. + +She made an application to the keeper of the County Poor to admit her +husband's father to the department of the incurably insane, which was +adjacent to the Poor House. + +"He's crazy," she said, "just as crazy as can be. We can't do anything +with him. He needs a strong man to look after him. Ben's never at home, +and he has everything to look after any way, and can't be broken of his +rest, and the old man talks and cries half the night. I'm not able to +take care of him--I seem to be breaking down myself, with all I have to +endure, and besides it isn't safe to have him in the house. I think he's +getting worse all the time. He'd be better off, and we all would, if he +was in the care of the county." + +The authorities looked into the matter, and found that at least a +portion of the lady's statements were true. It was quite evident that +the old man would be better off in the County House than he was in the +home of his only son. So he was taken away, and Abby had her freedom at +last. + +"We are going to take you where you will have medical treatment and +care; it is your daughter's request," they told him in answer to his +trembling queries. + +"Oh! yes, yes--Abby thinks I'll get my sight back, I suppose, if I'm +doctored up. Well, maybe so, but I'm pooty old--pooty old for the +doctors to patch up. But Abby has a powerful mind to plan things--a +powerful mind. 'Liz'beth never would a' thought of sending me +away--'Liz'beth was so easy like. Abby ought to a' been a man, she had. +She'd a' flung things." + +So he babbled on as they carried him to the Poor House. + +It was November, and the holidays were close at hand. Thanksgiving, +Christmas, New Year. Abby meant to enjoy them, and invited all her +relatives to a time of general feasting and merrymaking. + +"I feel as if a great nightmare were lifted off my heart and brain, now +the old man has gone," she said. "He will be so much better off, and get +so much more skillful treatment, you know, in a place like that. They +are very kind in that institution, and so clean and nice, and he will +have plenty of company to keep him from being lonesome. We have been +all through it, during the last year, or else we never should have sent +him there. It is really an excellent home for him." + + +IV. + +It was just a year later when a delicate, sweet-faced woman was shown +through the wards of that "excellent home" for the poor and unfortunate. +She walked with nervous haste, and her eyes glanced from room to room, +and from face to face, as if seeking, yet dreading, some object. + +Presently the attendant pushed open a partly closed door, which led into +a small, close room, ventilated only by one high, narrow window. + +"This is the room, I believe," he said, and the lady stepped in--and +paused. The air was close and impure, and almost stifled her. + +On the opposite side of the room she saw a large crib with a cover or +lid which could be closed and locked when necessary, but which was +raised now. In this crib, upon a hard mattress and soiled pillow, lay +the emaciated form of an old man. He turned his sightless eyes toward +the door as he heard the sound of footsteps. + +"What is wanted?" he asked, feebly; "does anybody want me? Has anybody +come for me?" + +"O father, father!" cried the woman in a voice choked with sobs. "Don't +you know me? It is I--and I have come to take you away--to take you away +home with me. Will you go?" + +A glow of delight shone over the old man's wasted face, like the last +rays of the sunlight over a winter landscape. He half arose upon his +elbow, and leaned forward as if trying to see the speaker. + +"Why, it's Abby, it's Abby, come at last!" he said. "You called me +father, didn't you--and you was crying, and it made your voice sound +kind o' strange and broken like. But you must be Abby come to take me +home. Oh, I thought you'd come at last, Abby. It seems a long, long time +since I came away. And you've never been to see me; no, nor Ben, either. +But you've come at last, Abby, you've come at last. Let me take your +hand, daughter, for I can't see yet. They don't seem to help me here as +you thought they would. And I'm _so hungry_, Abby!--do you think you +could manage to get the old man a little something to eat before we +start home?" + +The woman had grown paler and paler as she listened to these words which +the old man poured out in eager haste, like one whose thoughts and +feelings long pent within himself for want of a listener now rushed +forth pell-mell into speech. + +"He does not know me," she whispered--"he does not know me. Well, I will +not undeceive him now. He is happy in this delusion,--let him keep it +for the present." Then, aloud, she said: + +"You are hungry, father? do you not have food enough here?" + +"Oh, I have my share, Abby; I have my share. But my appetite's varying, +and sometimes when they bring it I can't eat it, and then when I want it +most I can't get it. I'm one of many here, and I've been so lonesome, +Abby. But then I knew you'd come for me all in good time. And, Ben--how +is Ben, Abby? does he want to see his old father again? Ah, Ben was a +nice little boy--a nice little boy. But 'Liz'beth wan't no kind of a +mother for such a high-strung lad. And then he hadn't oughter married +that sickly sort of girl that ran off an' left him. Sakes alive! what a +temper she had! It sort of broke Ben down living with her as long as he +did. But he remembers his old father at last, don't he? And he wants to +have me home to die. Ah, Ben has a good heart after all!" + +"I must not tell him; I must not," whispered the woman as she listened. +"Bitter to me as his deception is, I must let him remain in it." Then +with a sudden bracing of the nerves, and a visible effort, she said: + +"Ben is away from home now, father. He will not be there to meet you, +but you'll not mind that: I shall make you so comfortable; I want you at +home during the holidays." + +So he went out from the horror and loneliness and gloom of the Poor +House, to the comfortable home which Edith had provided for herself and +child in the years since she left Ben. Eva was a precocious little +maiden of nine now, wise and womanly beyond her years. So soon as Edith +learned of the old man's desolate fate, she resolved to bring him home. +Eva could attend to his wants during the day, while she was in the +school-room, and the interrupted studies could be pursued in the +evening. Or she could hire assistance if he were as troublesome as +report had said. He had been a harsh old man, and had helped to widen +the breach between her and Ben. But he was the father of the man she had +married, and she could not let him die in the Poor House. So she brought +him home. + +"Don't I hear a child's voice?" he asked, as Eva came dancing out to +greet them. "Who is it, Abby?" + +"Why, it's your own little granddaughter Eva," cried the child, clasping +his withered hand in her two soft palms. "Don't you remember me? Mamma +says you used to love me." + +Edith's heart stood still. Surely now he would understand. And would he +be angry and harsh with her? + +The old man's face lighted. + +"Ah, I see, I see," he said musingly, "Abby and Ben have taken the +little one home. It must be Edith is dead. She was such a puny thing." +Then turning his face to the woman who was guiding his faltering +footsteps, he asked: + +"And is Edith dead?" + +"Yes," she answered quietly, "Edith is dead." And added "to _you_," in a +whisper. + +"He must never be undeceived," she thought. "It would be too severe a +blow; the truth might kill him." And to Eva she said a little later: + +"Dear, your grandfather is very ill, and not quite right in his mind. He +thinks my name is Abby, and you must not correct him or dispute any +strange thing he may say." + +The journey left the old man very weak indeed, but he talked almost +constantly. + +"It was so good of you, Abby, to take the little girl home," he would +say. "But I knowed you had a good heart, and Ben too. He was fond of his +old father, spite of his rough ways. It was pooty lonesome--pooty +lonesome, off there at that place--that Institute where you sent me. +Some folks said it was the Poor House, but I knew better--I knew better. +Ben and you would never send me there. I s'pose it was a good place, but +they had too many patients. Sometimes I was cold and hungry and all +alone for hours and hours. Oh, it's good to be back home with you--you, +Abby--but why don't Ben come?" + +"Ben is away, father." + +"Oh, yes, yes. Business, I suppose. Ben'll turn out all right at last. I +always thought so. After he sort o' outgrows 'Liz'beth's trainin'. But I +hope he'll get back for Christmas. Somehow I've been thinkin' lately +'bout the Christmas days when Ben was a little boy. We allus put +something in his stockin' that night, no matter if twan't no more'n a +sweet cake. Sakes alive! how he prized things he found in his stockin' +Christmas mornin's! I got to thinkin' 'bout it all last Christmas out at +that there Institute, and I just laid an' bawled like a baby, I was so +home-sick like. Seemed to me if I could just _see_ Ben's face again, I'd +ask nothin' more of Heaven. And now I think if I can just hear his voice +again, it'll be enough. Do you think he'll git home for Christmas, +Abby?" + +"I hope so, dear father, but I cannot tell." Edith answered softly, her +heart seeming to break in her breast as she listened. + +She knew very well that Ben would not go across the street to see the +father he had deserted, and that she could never send for him to come to +_her_ house, to pay even a last visit of mercy. + +"What will I do--how can I explain to him, when Christmas comes and Ben +does not appear?" she thought. + +But the way was shown her by that great Peace-Maker who helps us out of +all difficulties at last. + +Christmas Eve, the old man's constant chatter grew flighty and +incoherent. He talked of people and things unknown to Edith, and spoke +his mother's name many times. Then he fell asleep. In the morning he +seemed very weak, and his voice was fainter. + +"Such a strange dream as I have had, 'Lis'beth," he said, as Edith put +her hand on his brow, and smoothed back the thin, white hair. + +"Such a strange dream, I thought Ben had grown into a man, and had left +me alone--all alone to die. I'm so glad to be awake and find it isn't +true. How dark it is, and how long the night seems! To-morrow is +Christmas. Did you put something in Ben's stockings, 'Lis'beth? I have +forgotten." + +"Yes," answered Edith, in a choked voice. + +"And it's gettin' colder, 'Lis'beth. Hadn't you better look after Ben a +little? See if he's covered up well in his crib. You're so careless, +'Lis'beth, the boy'll take his death o' cold yet. And he's all I've +got. He'll make a fine man, a fine man if you don't spoil him, +'Lis'beth. But you hain't no real sense for trainin' a boy, somehow. Is +he covered up? It's bitter, bitter cold." + +"He is well covered," Edith answered. The old man seemed to doze again. +Then he roused a little. + +"It's dawn," he said. "I see the light breaking. Little Ben'll be +crawling out for his stockin' pooty quick: I oughter had the fire made +afore this, to warm his little toes. Strange you couldn't a' waked me, +'Liz'beth! You don't never seem to have no foresight." + +Then the old man fell back on Edith's arm, dead. + + + + +THE CHRISTMAS GOBLINS. + +BY CHARLES DICKENS. + + +In an old abbey town, a long, long while ago there officiated as sexton +and gravedigger in the churchyard one Gabriel Grubb. He was an ill +conditioned cross-grained, surly fellow, who consorted with nobody but +himself and an old wicker-bottle which fitted into his large, deep +waistcoat pocket. + +A little before twilight one Christmas Eve, Gabriel shouldered his +spade, lighted his lantern, and betook himself toward the old +churchyard, for he had a grave to finish by next morning, and feeling +very low, he thought it might raise his spirits, perhaps, if he went on +with his work at once. + +He strode along until he turned into the dark lane which led to the +churchyard--a nice, gloomy, mournful place into which the towns-people +did not care to go except in broad daylight, consequently he was not a +little indignant to hear a young urchin roaring out some jolly song +about a Merry Christmas. Gabriel waited until the boy came up, then +rapped him over the head with his lantern five or six times to teach him +to modulate his voice. And as the boy hurried away, with his hand to his +head, Gabriel Grubb chuckled to himself and entered the churchyard, +locking the gate behind him. + +He took off his coat, put down his lantern, and getting into an +unfinished grave, worked at it for an hour or so with right good will. +But the earth was hardened with the frost, and it was no easy matter to +break it up and shovel it out. At any other time this would have made +Gabriel very miserable, but he was so pleased at having stopped the +small boy's singing that he took little heed of the scanty progress he +had made when he had finished work for the night, and looked down into +the grave with grim satisfaction, murmuring as he gathered up his +things: + + + "Brave lodgings for one, brave lodgings for one, + A few feet of cold earth when life is done." + + +"Ho! ho!" he laughed, as he set himself down on a flat tombstone, which +was a favorite resting-place of his, and drew forth his wicker-bottle. +"A coffin at Christmas! A Christmas box. Ho! ho! ho!" + +"Ho! ho! ho!" repeated a voice close beside him. + +"It was the echoes," said he, raising the bottle to his lips again. + +"It was not," said a deep voice. + +Gabriel started up and stood rooted to the spot with terror, for his +eyes rested on a form that made his blood run cold. + +Seated on an upright tombstone close to him was a strange, unearthly +figure. He was sitting perfectly still, grinning at Gabriel Grubb with +such a grin as only a goblin could call up. + +"What do you here on Christmas Eve?" said the goblin, sternly. + +"I came to dig a grave, sir," stammered Gabriel. + +"What man wanders among graves on such a night as this?" cried the +goblin. + +"Gabriel Grubb! Gabriel Grubb!" screamed a wild chorus of voices that +seemed to fill the churchyard. + +"What have you got in that bottle?" said the goblin. + +"Hollands, sir," replied the sexton, trembling more than ever, for he +had bought it of the smugglers, and he thought his questioner might be +in the excise department of the goblins. + +"Who drinks Hollands alone, and in a churchyard on such a night as +this?" + +"Gabriel Grubb! Gabriel Grubb!" exclaimed the wild voices again. + +"And who, then, is our lawful prize?" exclaimed the goblin, raising his +voice. + +The invisible chorus replied, "Gabriel Grubb! Gabriel Grubb!" + +"Well, Gabriel, what do you say to this?" said the goblin, as he grinned +a broader grin than before. + +The sexton gasped for breath. + +"What do you think of this, Gabriel?" + +"It's--it's very curious, sir, very curious, sir, and very pretty," +replied the sexton, half-dead with fright. "But I think I'll go back and +finish my work, sir, if you please." + +"Work!" said the goblin, "what work?" + +"The grave, sir." + +"Oh! the grave, eh? Who makes graves at a time when other men are merry, +and takes a pleasure in it?" + +Again the voices replied, "Gabriel Grubb! Gabriel Grubb!" + +"I'm afraid my friends want you, Gabriel," said the goblin. + +"Under favor, sir," replied the horror-stricken sexton, "I don't think +they can; they don't know me, sir; I don't think the gentlemen have ever +seen me." + +"Oh! yes, they have. We know the man who struck the boy in the envious +malice of his heart because the boy could be merry and he could not." + +Here the goblin gave a loud, shrill laugh which the echoes returned +twenty-fold. + +"I--I am afraid I must leave you, sir," said the sexton, making an +effort to move. + +"Leave us!" said the goblin; "ho! ho! ho!" + +As the goblin laughed he suddenly darted toward Gabriel, laid his hand +upon his collar, and sank with him through the earth. And when he had +had time to fetch his breath he found himself in what appeared to be a +large cavern, surrounded on all sides by goblins ugly and grim. + +"And now," said the king of the goblins, seated in the centre of the +room on an elevated seat--his friend of the churchyard--"show the man of +misery and gloom a few of the pictures from our great storehouses." + +As the goblin said this a cloud rolled gradually away and disclosed a +small and scantily furnished but neat apartment. Little children were +gathered round a bright fire, clinging to their mother's gown, or +gamboling round her chair. A frugal meal was spread upon the table and +an elbow-chair was placed near the fire. Soon the father entered and the +children ran to meet him. As he sat down to his meal the mother sat by +his side and all seemed happiness and comfort. + +"What do you think of that?" said the goblin. + +Gabriel murmured something about its being very pretty. + +"Show him some more," said the goblin. + +Many a time the cloud went and came, and many a lesson it taught to +Gabriel Grubb. He saw that men who worked hard and earned their scanty +bread were cheerful and happy. And he came to the conclusion it was a +very respectable sort of a world after all. No sooner had he formed it +than the cloud closed over the last picture seemed to settle on his +senses and lull him to repose. One by one the goblins faded from his +sight, and as the last one disappeared he sank to sleep. + +The day had broken when he awoke, and found himself lying on the flat +gravestone, with the wicker-bottle empty by his side. He got on his +feet as well as he could, and brushing the frost off his coat, turned +his face toward the town. + +But he was an altered man, he had learned lessons of gentleness and +good-nature by his strange adventures in the goblin's cavern. + + + + +THE SONG OF THE STAR. + +BY REV. C. H. MEAD. + + +"Oh, boys; you can count me out on that--all I can get goes to my mother +and sisters for Christmas." + +The speaker was a manly little newsboy, with good features, a clean face +and bright eyes. His clothes looked neat, though they were adorned with +numerous patches. + +"But see here, Will. Christmas only comes once a year, and why shouldn't +we fellers have our banquet as well as the silk-stockings? What would +they know about things going on in the world anyway, if we newsboys +didn't supply 'em with papers? All in favor of having a banquet, hold up +yer hands!" + +Up went a score of hands--some dirty, some clean and some speckled, but +Will's hand remained down. "See here, Will, what's the reason you won't +stay by us?" + +The boy hesitated a moment and then said: "Boys, it's mighty close times +up at our house; fried chicken and pound cake don't come our way, +turkeys roost too high for us, and, and--well, boys, if you must know +it, about the only good thing we kids have up there is our mother's +love. See these patches! My mother put them on. See these stockings! My +mother has been mending this same pair of stockings for more than a +year, and she washes and irons them after I've gone to bed at night. +Every stitch of mother's needle and thread is a stitch of love, and one +night not long ago, I opened my eyes and saw my mother's tears dropping +on the sleeve of my coat at the same time she was putting the patch on +this elbow. I tell you, boys, the best thing I've got in the world is my +mother, and the best Christmas gift I ever had is my mother's love. If I +had a million dollars, I'd give them all to my mother in return for her +love. No, no, boys; no banquet for me, as long as I know my mother is +starving herself that we children may have more to eat." + +"Well," replied one of the boys, "if I had a mother like that, maybe I'd +feel the same way; but all we get at our house is a good licking from a +drunken mother, and I'm going in for a square meal at Christmas, if I +never has another." + +The boys, gathered on the sidewalk by one of the parks, were suddenly +startled by a cry "Look out there!" and the next moment a runaway horse +dashed into their midst; little Will was knocked over, and was soon +carried into a neighboring drug store, all unconscious of what had +happened. It was soon discovered that his arm was broken, and his body +bruised in a number of places. The moment he regained consciousness and +found what had occurred, he said: + +"Take me to my mother; she will take care of me somehow, though this +isn't exactly the kind of a Christmas gift I meant she should have. Say, +boys, one of you go up to our house, and tell her easy about this; don't +burst in sudden and scare her, but tell her it isn't dangerous, +and--well, just tell her I love her." + +The boys wiped their eyes and one of them said, "This busts up our +banquet, fellers; I'll go and tell Will's mother, and, say, fellers, +shan't I tell her we will give our banquet money to help her out at +Christmas?" + +A hearty "You bet we will," was the response, as big Tom sped away to +carry the news to Will's mother, while kind hands helped carry the +injured boy to his home. It was a poor home into which he was borne, +but everything was as neat and tidy as could be. A woman stood at the +door, and it needed but one glance to know that she was the mother of +Will. Poverty and hunger had failed to rob her of her beauty, and there +was an air of refinement about her that told of better days and happier +surroundings. + +"Christmas hasn't come yet, mother," said Will, "but I have. Don't you +worry; I'll come out of this all right, and we will have a good +Christmas yet." + +The mother kissed him tenderly as she said, "No, I will not worry, so +long as I have God, and you, and Josie, and Maggie, and Tot. When +Christmas comes round, Will, it will be a good day whatever it brings." + +"It will bring yer heaps of things, Mrs. Sandford," blurted out big Tom, +"for we fellers has given up havin' a banquet, and are going to bring +yer something that Will can't bring now. Don't yer worry a bit," and +here the rough fellow burst into tears, and rushed out of the house. + +A few more days, and then Christmas Eve came round, and a bright night +it was. Will lay sleeping on the bed, his mother near by, pretending to +read, but in reality using the dear old Bible as a shield to hide the +tears that trickled down her cheeks. The mother was thinking, and +thinking fast, too. It was only a little over thirteen years since her +father had closed the door in her face and told her never to return. The +man she loved was not the fashionable fop her father had selected for +her as a husband, and secretly she had given her hand to the man to whom +long before she had given her heart. All went well, until three years +ago, when her husband died suddenly, and she found herself with no means +and four children to take care of. Too proud to apply to her father for +help, she struggled on as best she could, leaning hard on the God whom +her mother had taught her to love. + +Her children were a comfort to her, for they had inherited the natural +goodness of both their parents. Her tears now fell fast, for as she +thought, she also listened to the voices of her two youngest children +who were standing over by the window together. + +"Say, Maggie, does yer see dat bright star up dere? I wonder if dat is +de star what de shepherds seen! If it is, it seems to be looking right +down at us. Maybe Jesus is in dat star, and if He is, He won't forget +us, will He?" + +And Tot looked at Maggie as the latter said: "Jesus loved little +children, Tot, when He was on the earth, and I guess He loves them yet. +That's a very bright star--it must be the one that was seen by the +shepherds at Bethlehem." + +"I think so, too," said Tot, "and may be Josie will hear some of dem +'good tidings' while she is out. Oh! Maggie, Jesus must love mother; she +is so good, and I think He has sent that star to tell us to look out for +good news." + +And where was Josie all this time? The mother thought she had gone into +a neighbor's, where she frequently went, and so felt no anxiety. + +Out in the streets of the big city, side by side walked plenty and +poverty, wealth and wretchedness, happiness and hunger, gladness and +grief. Some carried bundles in their arms, while others carried burdens +in their hearts. Over all, the good God watched, and down upon all the +bright star shone. But what is that? Suddenly on one of the streets the +people stopped and listened. On the steps of a stoop leading up to a +lighted mansion stood a little girl who looked like a bright angel from +heaven. Far above, overhead, shone the bright star that Maggie and Tot +had seen; it was their star and it was her star, for Josie, too, had +discovered it, and somehow felt that the star that had brought "good +tidings of great joy" to the shepherds on Bethlehem's plains, had come +again and to bring once more "good tidings." She had mounted the steps +to get nearer the star, and then all unconscious of the people, in a +rich, sweet voice, she sang:-- + + + I think, when I read that sweet story of old, + When Jesus was here among men; + How He called little children, as lambs to His fold; + I should like to have been with Him then. + + I wish that His hands had been placed on my head, + That His arms had been thrown around me; + That I might have seen His kind look, when He said, + "Let the little ones come unto Me." + + +As she sang, her gaze was fixed on the star, and even her hands were +lifted toward it. The people looked at her; an angel had appeared in +their midst--her face, her voice, her upturned eyes, her uplifted hands, +held them spell-bound, until some one looking up in the direction she +pointed, cried out: "See that star!" Heavenward went the gaze of the +multitude, and once more there seemed to come to them a voice, saying: +"Fear not, for behold I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall +be to all people." The face of Josie was illumined and even the +multitude that had gathered, failed to alarm her. The star with its +"good tidings" was over her head and in her heart as well. "Who are you, +my child?" said a gentleman who had come up on the steps where she +stood. "Please, sir, I am Josie Sandford." The gentleman gave a start +and said, "Sandford, Josie Sandford? Pray where do you live, Josie?" She +told him, and in response to other questions, told of mother, brother +and sisters. + +"Oh, sir; do you see the star? I am sure it has some 'good tidings' for +us at our house, and I must hurry home and tell mother all about it. +Good-bye." + +Away sped the child until she reached her home, and then entering the +room quietly, she went up to her mother and said: "Have you seen the +star, mother?" Maggie and Tot cried out, "We've seen it; come, mother, +and look quick." The mother went quietly to the window, and there beheld +a star of wonderful brightness, and as she gazed, her face took on a new +light and into her heart came a great peace. The sleeping boy was +awakened by the voices, and he, too, made his way to the window and +looked at the star. "At evening time it shall be light." + +It had come, and--something else had come, too, for steps were heard on +the stairs, followed by a knock on the door, on opening which, in came a +company of newsboys headed by big Tom. They bore bundles and baskets, +provisions and poultry, sunshine and sugar, toys and turnips, good-will +and grapes, cheer and celery, and things that no one but those who had +lacked for them, would ever have thought of. Big Tom was the spokesman +for the happy company. + +"If yer please, Mrs. Sandford," he said, "there's our banquet. We wasn't +going to come until to-morrow morning, but when we got the things all +together, we just couldn't wait any longer, so we've brought 'em +to-night, and if it isn't too soon, ma'am, we wishes you, and Will, and +Josie, and Maggie, and Tot a 'Merry Christmas,' doesn't we, boys?" + +"Indeed we does!" responded the boys. The faces of that mother and her +children were a sight to behold. Smiles and tears greeted the boys, and +the mother and her three girls had a kiss for each of them. Then Tot +said: "I knowed it. I knowed it! De star had Jesus in it, and I knowed +He see Maggie and me looking up at it." + +"Well, boys," said Mrs. Sandford, "you shall have your banquet, for I +want you all to take Christmas dinner with us to-morrow." + +"Yes, boys, you shall all take dinner with Mrs. Sandford and her +children to-morrow, but it must be at the home of her parents and not +here," said a gentleman who had not been noticed as he stood in the +hallway. + +Mrs. Sandford started as the owner of the voice entered the room, and +little Josie sprang toward him at the same moment. She resembled her +mother and was her namesake as well. The gentleman stretched out his +arms toward Mrs. Sandford as he said to her: + +"Josie, can you forgive me for the harshness with which I drove you +years ago from my door? God only knows how I have suffered, and for +years I have hunted high and low for you, and have advertised time and +again. But all was in vain, until to-night I saw your face and heard +your voice once more, as my grandchild, Josie, stood singing on the +steps and gazing at the star. In her I found you again, and oh, how your +mother and I have prayed for this time to come." + +Long before he had finished, the daughter was in her father's arms once +more, and the children were clinging to their new-found grandparent. The +newsboys looked on in wonder, and suddenly little Tot ran to the window +and then cried out--"Oh, grandpa, the star is here yet, and it shines +brighter than before," and she threw a kiss up to the star. + +Christmas morning came and found them all in a home of plenty. A chair +that had long stood vacant at that table, was once more filled, and +near it were four other chairs for the new-found grand-children. Was it +a "Merry Christmas," did you inquire? Just ask those newsboys who came +at two o'clock if they ever had such a banquet before or since, or +whether they ever saw a home in which the "Star of Bethlehem" shone with +greater splendor. And over the earth the star still shines, and will +continue to shine until all mankind shall yet have a "Merry Christmas." + + + + +INDIAN PETE'S CHRISTMAS GIFT. + +BY HERBERT W. COLLINGWOOD. + + +The moon was just peeping over the pines as Pete Shivershee slunk down +the road from the lumber camp into the forest. Pete did not present a +surpassingly dignified appearance as he skulked through the clearing, +but he was not a very dignified person even at his best. + +Most persons would have said, I think, that Pete's method of departure +was hardly appropriate for one who had been selected by the citizens of +Carter's Camp to go on an important mission. But Pete had his own +reasons for his actions. He crept along behind the stumps and logs till +he reached the forest. Then, as if the shadow gave him fresh courage and +dignity, he drew himself upright, and started at a sharp trot down the +road toward the village. + +We have said that Pete had reasons for his conduct. They were good ones. +In the first place, he was an Indian. Not a "noble son of the forest," +such as Cooper loved to picture, but a mean, dirty, yellow-faced +"_Injun_." Lazy and worthless, picking up a living about the lumber +camps, working as little as he could, and eating and drinking as much as +possible: such was the messenger. The mission was worse yet. + +It was Christmas Eve. The snow covered the ground, and the ice had +stilled for the time the mouth of the roaring river. It was Saturday +night as well; and for some time past the lumbermen had been considering +the advisability of keeping the good old holiday with some form of +celebration suited to the occasion. + +The citizens of Carter's Camp were not remarkably fastidious. They knew +but one form of celebration, and they had no thought of hunting out new +ones. The one thing needful to make a celebration completely successful +was--liquor. This they must have in order to do justice to the day. + +The temperance laws of Carter's were very strict. Not that the moral +sentiment of the place was particularly high, but it had been noticed +that the amounts of labor and whisky were in inverse proportion. The +more whisky, the less labor. It was a pure question of political +economy. The foreman had often stated that he would prosecute to the +fullest extent of the law the first man caught bringing whisky into +camp. The foreman did not attempt, perhaps, to deny that his knowledge +of the law was somewhat crude. He had forcibly stated, however, that +should a case be brought before him, he would himself act as judge and +jury, while his fist and foot would take the place of witness and +counsel. There was something so terrible in this statement, coming as it +did from the largest man in camp, that very little whisky had thus far +been brought in. + +Christmas had come, and the drinking element in Carter's Camp proposed +that Pete Shivershee--the "Injun"--be sent to town for a quantity of the +liquid poison, that the drinkers might "enjoy" themselves. + +Bill Gammon found Pete curled up by the stove. He took him out of doors +and explained the business in hand. Bill prided himself somewhat on his +ability to "git work out of Injuns." Pete muttered only "all right." He +took the money Bill gave him, and then slunk away down the road for the +forest, as we have seen him. + + * * * * * + +Bill felt so confident of the success of his experiment that he did not +hesitate to inform the boys that Pete was "dead sure" to return. He +would stake his reputation upon it. + +Pete was in a hard position. If he loved anything in this world, it was +whisky. If there was anything he feared, it was Bill's fist. The two +were sure to go together. The money jingling in his pocket suggested +unlimited pleasures, but over every one hung Bill's hard fist. He ran +several miles through the forest, till, turning a corner of the road, he +came upon a little clearing, in which stood a small log house. Pete knew +the place well. Here lived Jeff Hunt with his wife, a French woman, and +their troop of children. + +Jeff was a person of little importance by the side of his wife, though, +like all "lords of creation," he considered himself the legal and proper +head of the family, as well as one of the mainstays of society. His part +of the family government consisted, for the most part, in keeping the +house supplied with wood and water, and in smoking his comfortable pipe +in the corner, while his wife bent over her tub. + +Mrs. Hunt was the only woman near the camp, and so all the laundry work +fell to her. Laundry work in the pine woods implies mending and darning, +as well as washing and ironing, and the poor little woman had her hands +full of work surely. It was rub, rub, rub, day after day, over the +steaming tub, with the children running about like little wolves, and +Jeff kindly giving his advice from his comfortable corner. And even +after the children were in bed at night, she must sit up and mend the +clean clothes. + +What a pack of children there were! How rough and strong they seemed, +running about all day, all but poor little Marie, the oldest. She had +never been strong, and now at last she was dying of consumption. She +could not sit up at all, but lay all day on the little bed in the +corner, watching her mother with sad, beautiful eyes. + +The brave little Frenchwoman's heart almost failed her at times, as she +saw how day by day the little form grew thinner, the eyes more +beautiful, the cheeks more flushed. She knew the signs too well, but +there was nothing she could do. + +Pete was a regular visitor at Jeff's and always a welcome one. His work +was to carry the washing to and from camp. He came nearer to feeling +like a man at Jeff's house than at any other place he knew of. Everyone +but Mrs. Hunt and little Marie called him only "Injun," but they always +said "Mr. Shivershee." The "Meester Shivershee" of the little +Frenchwoman was the nearest claim to respectability that Pete felt able +to make. One night while carrying home the clothes, he dropped them in +the mud. He never minded the whipping Bill Gammon gave him half as much +as he did poor Mrs. Hunt's tears, to think how her work had gone for +nothing. + +As Pete came trotting down the road, Jeff stood in front of his house +chopping stove-wood from a great log. A lantern, hung on a stump, +provided light for his purpose. Pete stopped from sheer force of habit +in front of the house, and Jeff, glad of any chance to interrupt his +work, paused to talk with him. + +"Walk in, Injun," said Jeff, hospitably. "Yer clo'es ain't quite ready, +but the woman will hev 'em all up soon--walk in." + +It suddenly came over Pete that this was his night for taking the +clothes home, but his present errand was of far more importance than +mere laundry work. + +"Me no stop. I goin' ter town. Great work. Large bizness." By which +vague hints he meant no doubt to impress Jeff with a sense of the +dignity of his mission, and yet cunningly to keep its object concealed. + +"Goin' to town, be ye? Great doin's ter camp ter-morrer, I s'pose. I'll +be round ef I kin git away, but walk in, Injun, an' git yer supper, an' +see the wimmin," and Jeff opened the door for Pete to pass in. + +The thought of supper was too much for Pete and he slunk in after Jeff +and stood in the corner by the door. The room was hardly an inviting +one, and yet if Pete had been a white man some thoughts of "home, sweet +home," must have passed through his mind. But he was only a despised +"Injun." + +A rough board table was laid for supper at one side of the room. In the +corner little Marie lay with the firelight falling over her poor thin +face. Pete must have felt, as he looked at her, like some hopeless +convict gazing through his prison bars upon some fair saint passing +before him. She seemed to be in another world than his; there seemed +between them a gulf that could not be bridged. Three of the larger +children were sobbing in the corner, while the rest formed a sorrowful +group about an old box in which were two or three simple plants frozen +and yellow. Mrs. Hunt was frying pork over the hot stove. As she looked +up at Pete, he noticed that she had been crying. + +Jeff was the very prince of hosts. He made haste to make Pete feel at +home. + +"Set by, Injun. So the boys is goin' ter kinder cellybrate ter-morrer, +be they?" + +But Pete felt that his mission must not be disclosed. "What matter is +with kids?" he asked, to change the subject. + +"Oh, they're jest a-yellin' about them flowers," explained Jeff. "Ye see +they hev been a-trainin' some posies indoors against ter-morrer, ye +know. Ter-morrer's Christmas, ye see, an' them kids they hed an idee +they'd hev some flowers fer ter dekerate thet corner where the little +gal is. Little gals, when they ain't well, like sech things, ye know." + +Pete nodded. He was not aware of this love of diminutive females, but it +would not show very good breeding to appear ignorant. + +"Wall, ye see," continued Jeff, "they kep the flowers away from the +little gal, meanin' ter s'prise her like. But jest this afternoon they +gut ketched by the frost, an' now there they be stiffer'n stakes. It is +kinder bad, ain't it--'specially ez it's Christmas, too?" + +"What Crissmus?" put in Pete. + +"Oh, Christmas? Wall, it's a sorter _day_ like. It's somethin' like +other days, an' yet it ain't. But then, Injun, I don't s'pose ye would +understand ef I wuz ter tell ye." And Jeff concealed his own ignorance, +as many wiser and better men have done, by assuming a tone too lofty for +his audience. + +But Mrs. Hunt could explain, even if Jeff could not. She paused on the +way to the stove with a dish of pork in her hand. + +"It eez the day of the good Lord, Meester Shivershee. It eez the day +when the good Lord He was born, and when all people should be glad." But +the little woman belied her own creed as she thought of little Marie and +the dead flowers. + +I hardly think Pete gained a very clear idea of the day, even from Mrs. +Hunt's explanation. It was, I fear, all Greek to him. + +"What flowers fer?" he asked, as, in response to Jeff's polite +invitation, he "sat by" and began supper. + +"Wall, it's a sorter idee of the wimmin," explained Jeff. "Looks kinder +pooty to see flowers round; ye see, kinder slicks up a room like. All +these things hez ter come inter keepin' house, ye see, Injun." With +which broad explanation Jeff helped himself to a piece of pork. + +But Mrs. Hunt was bound to explain too. Her explanation was certainly +more poetic. + +"It eez the way we show our love for the good Lord, Meester Shivershee. +What is more beautiful than the flowers? We take the flowers, and with +much love we place them upon the walls, and we make others happy with +them, and the good Lord, who loves us all, He is pleased,"--but here, +seeing the sobbing children and the frozen plants, she could not help +wiping her eyes upon her apron. + +The little sufferer on the bed saw this action. Her voice was almost +gone. "Never mind, mamma," she whispered; but the beautiful eyes were +filled with tears, for she knew that mamma _would_ mind--that she could +not help it. + +Pete listened to all this attentively. "Injun" that he was, of course he +could not understand it all, and yet he could hardly help seeing +something of the sorrow that the loss of the flowers had brought upon +the family. He finished his supper, and then slunk out at the door +again. Jeff followed him out. + +"Little gal ever git well?" asked Pete. + +"No; I don't s'pose she will," answered Jeff. "There ain't no hopes held +out fer her. Makes it kinder bad, ye see. Nice, clever little gal as +ever lived, too. Stop in an' git yer clo'es when ye come back, will ye?" + +"All right," muttered Pete, as he trotted away toward the town. + + * * * * * + +I wonder what Pete was thinking about as he ran through the forest. An +"Injun's" thoughts on any ordinary subject cannot be very deep, yet when +one comes from such a scene as Pete had just witnessed, and when such +sad eyes as Marie's haunt one all along a lonely road, even an +"Injun's" thoughts must be worth noticing. Let us imagine what Pete's +thoughts were as he shuffled mile after mile through the snow. The scene +he had just left rose before his dulled "Injun" mind. How kind Mrs. Hunt +had always been to him! She was the only one that called him "Mister." +How queer it was that the children should cry because the flowers were +killed! How little Marie had looked at him! Somehow Pete could not drive +those sad eyes away. They seemed to be looking at him from every stump, +from every tree. They were filled with tears now--could it be because +the flowers were frozen? + +It is no wonder that when at last the few lingering village lights came +into view, Pete was wondering how he could help matters out. + +It was quite late, and most of the shops were closed. Only here and +there some late worker showed a light. The bar-rooms were open full +blast, and as Pete glided down the sawdust street it needed all the +remembrance of Bill's fist to keep him from parting with a portion of +the jingling money for an equal amount of good cheer. But the fist had +the best of it, and he went straight on to the last bar-room. Surely +Bill was right. Nothing but a miracle could stop him. + +But the miracle was performed, and when Pete least expected it. + +Pete knew better than to go into the front door of the bar-room. He knew +how well he and all his race are protected by the government. It had +been decided that no one should be allowed to sell liquor to an +"Injun"--at least at the regular bar. If an "Injun," however, could so +far lose sight of his personal dignity as to come sneaking in at the +back door, and pay an extra price for his liquor, whose business was it? + +Pete knew the way of bar-tenders. He had been in the business before. He +did not go in at the front door where the higher-bred white men were +made welcome, but slunk down an alley by the side of the building, +meaning to go in the back way. + +There was no light in the store next the bar-room. It was a milliner's +store and had been closed for some hours. But in the back room two women +were working away anxious to finish a hat, evidently intended for some +village belle's Christmas. Pete stopped in the dark alley for a moment +to watch them. + +A man sat asleep in a chair by the stove, but the women worked on with +tireless fingers. The hat was growing more and more brilliant under +their quick touches. By their side stood a basket of artificial flowers +and bright ribbons. It seemed to Pete that he had never before seen +anything so beautiful. Here were flowers--why could he not get some for +the little sick girl? + +It was a severe struggle for the poor "Injun," out there in the dark +alley. The thought of the thrashing he would receive on the one hand, +and the sad eyes of Marie on the other. What could he do? But even an +"Injun" can remember a kindness. It may have been a miracle, or it may +have been just the out-cropping of the desire to repay a kindness which +even an "Injun" is said to possess. At any rate the eyes conquered and +Pete braved the fist of Bill. For fear that he should lose courage, he +pushed against the door of the room, and entered without ceremony. + +There was a great commotion, I can assure you. The idea of an "Injun" +pushing his way into the back parlor of a milliner's shop was too much +of a revolutionary proceeding to pass unnoticed. The women dropped their +work with a little scream, while the man started from his chair with +most violent intent upon poor Pete. + +"What be ye after here, Injun?" he growled. "Hump yerself outer +here--git a-goin'!" + +But Pete pulled out his money, at the sight of which the standing army +of the milliner's store paused. Money has smoothed over many an outrage. +It might perhaps excuse even such an action on the part of an "Injun." + +"I want flowers," Pete said, pointing to the basket. "Give me flowers--I +pay." + +"Oh, ye wanter buy sum of them artyficial flowers, do ye? This is a +pooty time o' night ter come flower huntin,' ain't it? Jest pick out yer +flowers, an' then climb out!"--and he held the basket out at arm's +length for Pete to select. + +Pete took a great red rose, and a white flower. There was not very much +of a stock to select from, but Pete, with "Injun" instinct, selected the +largest and gaudiest. + +"Them is wurth about ten shillins," figured up the merchant, taking the +money from Pete's hand. + +Pete carefully placed the flowers in the pocket of his ragged coat, and +started for the door. The milliner's man, rendered affable by the most +surprising bargain he had just made, naturally wished to retain the +patronage of such a model customer. + +"Want anything in our line, Injun, jest call round an' we'll please ye. +Only come a little afore bed-time when ye come again." But Pete slunk +out at the door and did not hear him. + +Pete's money was nearly gone, but he had a scheme in his head. He slunk +in at the back door of the bar-room, and obtained his jug, and what +whiskey he could buy with the rest of his money. Then up the street he +ran again, out of town, stopping only once at the pump to fill the jug +to the top with water. Resolutely fastening in the stopper, and not even +raising the jug to his mouth, he started for camp at his long, swinging +trot, with the jug in his hand. Mile after mile was passed over, yet +Pete did not stop till Jeff Hunt's cabin came in sight. Hiding his jug +behind a log, he crept up to the window and looked in. + +The light was burning on the table, while Mrs. Hunt sat nodding over her +work. She had been mending the clothes so that Pete could take them back +with him. Tired out, she had fallen asleep. The box of frozen plants +still stood by the table. Pete grinned as he saw them, thinking of the +great flowers in his pocket. Marie was asleep. Over her head were hung +long clusters of moss, with masses of ground pine and red berries. + +Pete stole to the door and went in. Mrs. Hunt woke with a start, but at +sight of Pete smiled in her weary way. Pete made up his bundle of +clothes, and then pulled out the great red rose and the white flower. He +laid them on the table with--"Flowers fer little gal. Sick. Make her +think Crissmus. Good flowers. All color. No fade. No smell. No wear +out." Then, catching up his bundle, he slunk away without waiting for +Mrs. Hunt's thanks. + + * * * * * + +When Bill Gammon woke in the morning, he found the jug at the foot of +his bunk. But Pete was nowhere to be seen. He had left the jug and fled. + +The Christmas celebration at Carter's was a very tame affair. Many were +the curses showered upon Pete, and had that worthy been present, I doubt +if even the thought of the famous miracle would have sustained him in +the beating he would have received. But if Pete's conduct produced such +a sad effect upon the festivities at Carter's, the joy it caused at Jeff +Hunt's cabin made matters even. The glad Christmas sun, glad with the +promise of the "old, old story," came dancing and sparkling over the +trees, and looked down in wonderful tenderness upon the humble cabin. +The first bright beams fell upon the bed where little Marie was lying. +They showed her the rose and the white flower nestling in the +evergreens. The children came and stood in wonder before the rude +flowers. How wonderful they were! Where could they have come from? + +The face of the little girl was more patient than before. The eyes +seemed more tender, and yet not so sad. Perhaps the glad sun, the same +good sun that had looked upon that far-away tomb from which the stone +had rolled, whispered to her, as it played about her face, how soon the +stone would roll from her life; how soon she would forget all her care +and trouble, and enter the land of sunshine and flowers. It may be that +the good old Christmas sun even hunted out poor despised Pete, and told +him something of its happiness. I am sure he deserved it. Let us hope so +at any rate. + + + + +MY CHRISTMAS DINNER. + + +It was on the twentieth of December last that I received an invitation +from my friend, Mr. Phiggins, to dine with him in Mark Lane, on +Christmas Day. I had several reasons for declining this proposition. The +first was that Mr. P. makes it a rule, at all these festivals, to empty +the entire contents of his counting-house into his little dining parlor; +and you consequently sit down to dinner with six white-waistcoated +clerks, let loose upon a turkey. The second was that I am not +sufficiently well read in cotton and sugar, to enter with any spirit +into the subject of conversation. And the third was, and is, that I +never drink Cape wine. But by far the most prevailing reason remains to +be told. I had been anticipating for some days, and was hourly in the +hope of receiving, an invitation to spend my Christmas Day in a most +irresistible quarter. I was expecting, indeed, the felicity of eating +plum-pudding with an angel; and, on the strength of my imaginary +engagement, I returned a polite note to Mr. P., reducing him to the +necessity of advertising for another candidate for Cape and turkey. + +The twenty-first came. Another invitation--to dine with a regiment of +roast-beef eaters, at Clapham. I declined this also, for the above +reason, and for one other, _viz._, that, on dining there ten Christmas +Days ago, it was discovered, on sitting down, that one little +accompaniment of the roast beef had been entirely overlooked. Would it +be believed!--but I will not stay to mystify--I merely mention the fact. +They had forgotten the horseradish. + +The next day arrived, and with it a neat epistle, sealed with +violet-colored wax, from Upper Brook street. "Dine with the ladies--at +home on Christmas Day." Very tempting, it is true; but not exactly the +letter I was longing for. I began, however, to debate within myself upon +the policy of securing this bird in hand, instead of waiting for the two +that were still hopping about the bush, when the consultation was +suddenly brought to a close, by a prophetic view of the portfolio of +drawings fresh from boarding-school--moths and roses on embossed +paper;--to say nothing of the album, in which I stood engaged to write +an elegy on a Java sparrow, that had been the favorite in the family for +three days. I rung for gilt-edged, pleaded a world of polite regret, and +again declined. + +The twenty-third dawned; time was getting on rather rapidly; but no card +came. I began to despair of any more invitations, and to repent of my +refusals. Breakfast was hardly over, however, when the servant brought +up--not a letter--but an aunt and a brace of cousins from Bayswater. +They would listen to no excuse; consanguinity required me, and Christmas +was not my own. Now my cousins kept no albums; they are really as pretty +as cousins can be; and when violent hands, with white kid gloves, are +laid on one, it is sometimes difficult to effect an escape with becoming +elegance. I could not, however, give up my darling hope of a pleasanter +prospect. They fought with me in fifty engagements--that I pretended to +have made. I showed them the Court Guide, with ten names +obliterated--being those of persons who had _not_ asked me to mince-meat +and mistletoe; and I ultimately gained my cause by quartering the +remains of an infectious fever on the sensitive fears of my aunt, and by +dividing a rheumatism and a sprained ankle between my sympathetic +cousins. + +As soon as they were gone, I walked out, sauntering involuntarily in +the direction of the only house in which I felt I could spend a "happy" +Christmas. As I approached, a porter brought a large hamper to the door. +"A present from the country," thought I, "yes, they _do_ dine at home; +they must ask me; they know that I am in town." Immediately afterward a +servant issued with a letter; he took the nearest way to my lodgings, +and I hurried back by another street to receive the so-much-wished-for +invitation. I was in a state of delirious delight. + +I arrived--but there was no letter. I sat down to wait, in a spirit of +calmer enjoyment than I had experienced for some days; and in less than +half an hour a note was brought to me. At length, the desired despatch +had come; it seemed written on the leaf of a lily with a pen dipped in +dew. I opened it--and had nearly fainted with disappointment. It was +from a stock-broker, who begins an anecdote of Mr. Rothschild before +dinner, and finishes it with the fourth bottle--and who makes his eight +children stay up to supper and snap-dragon. In macadamizing a stray +stone in one of his periodical puddings, I once lost a tooth, and with +it an heiress of some reputation. I wrote a most irritable apology, and +despatched my warmest regards in a whirlwind. + +December the twenty-fourth--I began to count the hours, and uttered many +poetical things about the wings of Time. Alack! no letter came;--yes, I +received a note from a distinguished dramatist, requesting the honor, +etc. But I was too cunning for this, and practiced wisdom for once. I +happened to reflect that his pantomime was to make its appearance on the +night after, and that his object was to perpetrate the whole programme +upon me. Regret that I could not have the pleasure of meeting Mr. Paulo, +and the rest of the _literati_ to be then and there assembled, was of +course immediately expressed. + +My mind became restless and agitated. I felt, amidst all these +invitations, cruelly neglected. They served, indeed, but to increase my +uneasiness, as they opened prospects of happiness in which I could take +no share. They discovered a most tempting dessert, composed of forbidden +fruit. I took down "Childe Harold," and read myself into a sublime +contempt of mankind. I began to perceive that merriment is only malice +in disguise, and that the chief cardinal virtue is misanthropy. + +I sat "nursing my wrath," till it scorched me; when the arrival of +another epistle suddenly charmed me from this state of delicious +melancholy and delightful endurance of wrong. I sickened as I surveyed, +and trembled as I opened it. It was dated----, but no matter; it was not +_the_ letter. In such a frenzy as mine, raging to behold the object of +my admiration condescend, not to _eat_ a custard, but to render it +invisible--to be invited perhaps to a tart fabricated by her own +ethereal fingers; with such possibilities before me, how could I think +of joining a "friendly party,"--where I should inevitably sit next to a +deaf lady, who had been, when a little girl, patted on the head by +Wilkes, or my Lord North, she could not recollect which--had taken tea +with the author of "Junius," but had forgotten his name--and who once +asked me "whether Mr. Munden's monument was in Westminster Abbey or St. +Paul's?"--I seized a pen, and presented my compliments. I hesitated--for +the peril of precariousness of my situation flashed on my mind; but hope +had still left me a straw to catch at, and I at length succeeded in +resisting this late and terrible temptation. + +After the first burst of excitement, I sunk into still deeper +despondency. My spirit became a prey to anxiety and remorse. I could not +eat; dinner was removed with unlifted covers. I went out. The world +seemed to have acquired a new face; nothing was to be seen but raisins +and rounds of beef. I wandered about like Lear--I had given up all! I +felt myself grated against the world like a nutmeg. It grew dark--I +sustained a still gloomier shock. Every chance seemed to have expired, +and everybody seemed to have a delightful engagement for the next day. I +alone was disengaged--I felt like the Last Man! To-morrow appeared to +have already commenced its career; mankind had anticipated the future; +"and coming mince pies cast their shadows before." + +In this state of desolation and dismay, I called--I could not help +it--at the house to which I had so fondly anticipated an invitation, and +a welcome. My protest must here however be recorded, that though I +called in the hope of being asked, it was my fixed determination not to +avail myself of so protracted a piece of politeness. No: my triumph +would have been to have annihilated them with an engagement made in +September, payable three months after date. With these feelings, I gave +an agitated knock--they were stoning the plums, and did not immediately +attend. I rung--how unlike a dinner bell it sounded! A girl at length +made her appearance, and, with a mouthful of citron, informed me that +the family had gone to spend their Christmas Eve in Portland Place. I +rushed down the steps, I hardly knew whither. My first impulse was to go +to some wharf and inquire what vessels were starting for America. But it +was a cold night--I went home and threw myself on my miserable couch. In +other words, I went to bed. + +I dozed and dreamed away the hours till day-break. Sometimes I fancied +myself seated in a roaring circle, roasting chestnuts at a blazing log: +at others, that I had fallen into the Serpentine while skating, and that +the Humane Society were piling upon me a Pelion, or rather a Vesuvius +of blankets. I awoke a little refreshed. Alas! it was the twenty-fifth +of the month--It was Christmas Day! Let the reader, if he possess the +imagination of Milton, conceive my sensations. + +I swallowed an atom of dry toast--nothing could calm the fever of my +soul. I stirred the fire and read Zimmermann alternately. Even +reason--the last remedy one has recourse to in such cases--came at +length to my relief: I argued myself into a philosophic fit. But, +unluckily, just as the Lethean tide within me was at its height, my +landlady broke in upon my lethargy, and chased away by a single word all +the little sprites and pleasures that were acting as my physicians, and +prescribing balm for my wounds. She paid me the usual compliment, and +then--"Do you dine at home to-day, sir?" abruptly inquired she. Here was +a question. No Spanish inquisitor ever inflicted such complete dismay in +so short a sentence. Had she given me a Sphynx to expound, a Gordian +tangle to untwist; had she set me a lesson in algebra, or asked me the +way to Brobdingnag; had she desired me to show her the North Pole, or +the meaning of a melodrama:--any or all of these I might have +accomplished. But to request me to define my dinner--to inquire into its +latitude--to compel me to fathom that sea of appetite which I now felt +rushing through my frame--to ask me to dive into futurity, and become +the prophet of pies and preserves!--My heart died within me at the +impossibility of a reply. + +She had repeated the question before I could collect my senses around +me. Then, for the first time it occurred to me that, in the event of my +having no engagement abroad, my landlady meant to invite me! "There will +at least be the two daughters," I whispered to myself; "and after all, +Lucy Matthews is a charming girl, and touches the harp divinely. She has +a very small, pretty hand, I recollect; only her fingers are so +punctured by the needle--and I rather think she bites her nails. No, I +will not even now give up my hope. It was yesterday but a straw--to-day +it is but the thistledown; but I will cling to it to the last moment. +There are still four hours left; they will not dine till six. One +desperate struggle, and the peril is past; let me not be seduced by this +last golden apple, and I may yet win my race." The struggle was made--"I +should not dine at home." This was the only phrase left me, for I could +not say that "I should dine out." Alas! that an event should be at the +same time so doubtful and so desirable. I only begged that if any letter +arrived, it might be brought to me immediately. + +The last plank, the last splinter, had now given way beneath me. I was +floating about with no hope but the chance of something almost +impossible. They had "left me alone," not with my glory, but with an +appetite that resembled an avalanche seeking whom it might devour. I had +passed one dinnerless day, and half of another; yet the promised land +was as far from sight as ever. I recounted the chances I had missed. The +dinners I might have enjoyed, passed in a dioramic view before my eyes. +Mr. Phiggins and his six clerks--the Clapham beef-eaters--the charms of +Upper Brook street--my pretty cousins, and the pantomime writer--the +stock broker, whose stories one forgets, and the elderly lady who +forgets her stories--they all marched by me, a procession of +apparitions. Even my landlady's invitation, though unborn, was not +forgotten in summing up my sacrifices. And for what? + +Four o'clock. Hope was perfectly ridiculous. I had been walking upon the +hair-bridge over a gulf, and could not get into Elysium after all. I had +been catching moonbeams, and running after notes of music. Despair was +my only convenient refuge; no chance remained, unless something should +drop from the clouds. In this last particular I was not disappointed; +for, on looking up, I perceived a heavy shower of snow, yet I was +obliged to venture forth; for being supposed to dine out, I could not of +course remain at home. Where to go I knew not: I was like my first +father--"the world was all before me." I flung my coat round me, and +hurried forth with the feelings of a bandit longing for a stiletto. At +the foot of the stairs, I staggered against two or three smiling +rascals, priding themselves upon their punctuality. They had just +arrived--to make the tour of Turkey. How I hated them!--As I rushed by +the parlor, a single glance disclosed to me a blazing fire, with Lucy +and several lovely creatures in a semi-circle. Fancy, too, gave me a +glimpse of a sprig of mistletoe--I vanished from the house, like a +spectre at day-break. + +How long I wandered about is doubtful. At last I happened to look +through a kitchen window, with an area in front, and saw a villain with +a fork in his hand, throwing himself back in his chair choked with +ecstasy. Another was feasting with a graver air; he seemed to be +swallowing a bit of Paradise, and criticising its flavor. This was too +much for mortality--my appetite fastened upon me like an alligator. I +darted from the spot; and only a few yards further discerned a house +with rather an elegant exterior, and with some ham in the window that +looked perfectly sublime. There was no time for consideration--to +hesitate was to perish. I entered; it was indeed "a banquet-hall +deserted." The very waiters had gone home to their friends. There, +however, I found a fire; and there--to sum up all my folly and felicity +in a single word--I DINED. + + + + +THE POOR TRAVELER. + +BY CHARLES DICKENS. + + [Dickens' introduction to this story describes his going to + Rochester on Christmas Eve and seeing there a quaint old charity, + which provided for the entertainment of "six poor travelers who not + being rogues or proctors might receive gratis for one night + lodging, entertainment and fourpence each." In honor of the day a + special meal is provided for the travelers then in the charity. + After the meal, when the travelers have gathered around the fire, + their entertainer gives them the reason for the unwonted feast as + "Christmas Eve, my friends, when the Shepherds, who were poor + travelers, too, in their way, heard the Angels sing, 'On earth, + peace: Good will toward men.'" Then each traveler was invited to + relate a story, and among those told was the following.] + + +In the year one thousand seven hundred and ninety-nine, a relative of +mine came limping down, on foot, to the town of Chatham. He was a poor +traveler, with not a farthing in his pocket. + +My relative came down to Chatham to enlist in a cavalry regiment, if a +cavalry regiment would have him; if not, to take King George's shilling +from any corporal or sergeant who would put a bunch of ribbons in his +hat. His object was to get shot; but he thought he might as well ride to +death as be at the trouble of walking. + +My relative's Christian name was Richard, but he was better known as +Dick. He dropped his own surname on the road down, and took up that of +Doubledick. He was passed as Richard Doubledick; age, twenty-two; +height, five foot ten; native place, Exmouth, which he had never been +near in his life. There was no cavalry in Chatham when he limped over +the bridge with half a shoe to his dusty feet, so he enlisted into a +regiment of the line, and was glad to get drunk and forget all about it. + +You are to know that this relative of mine had gone wrong, and run wild. +His heart was in the right place, but it was sealed up. He had been +betrothed to a good and beautiful girl, whom he had loved better than +she--or perhaps even he--believed; but in an evil hour he had given her +cause to say to him solemnly, "Richard, I will never marry any other +man. I will live single for your sake, but Mary Marshall's lips"--her +name was Mary Marshall--"never address another word to you on earth. Go, +Richard! Heaven forgive you!" This finished him. This brought him down +to Chatham. This made him Private Richard Doubledick, with a +determination to be shot. + +There was not a more dissipated and reckless soldier in Chatham +barracks, in the year one thousand seven hundred and ninety-nine, than +Private Richard Doubledick. He associated with the dregs of every +regiment; he was as seldom sober as he could be, and was constantly +under punishment. It became clear to the whole barracks that Private +Richard Doubledick would very soon be flogged. + +Now the Captain of Richard Doubledick's company was a young gentleman +not above five years his senior, whose eyes had an expression in them +which affected Private Richard Doubledick in a very remarkable way. They +were bright, handsome, dark eyes,--what are called laughing eyes +generally, and, when serious, rather steady than severe,--but they were +the only eyes now left in his narrowed world that Private Richard +Doubledick could not stand. Unabashed by evil report and punishment, +defiant of everything else and everybody else, he had but to know that +those eyes looked at him for a moment, and he felt ashamed. He could +not so much as salute Captain Taunton in the street like any other +officer. He was reproached and confused,--troubled by the mere +possibility of the Captain's looking at him. In his worst moments, he +would rather turn back, and go any distance out of his way, than +encounter those two handsome, dark, bright eyes. + +One day, when Private Richard Doubledick came out of the Black hole, +where he had been passing the last eight and forty hours, and in which +retreat he spent a good deal of his time, he was ordered to betake +himself to Captain Taunton's quarters. In the stale and squalid state of +a man just out of the Black hole, he had less fancy than ever for being +seen by the Captain; but he was not so mad yet as to disobey orders, and +consequently went up to the terrace overlooking the parade-ground, where +the officers' quarters were; twisting and breaking in his hands, as he +went along, a bit of the straw that had formed the decorative furniture +of the Black hole. + +"Come in!" cried the Captain, when he knocked with his knuckles at the +door. Private Richard Doubledick pulled off his cap, took a stride +forward, and felt very conscious that he stood in the light of the dark, +bright eyes. + +There was a slight pause. Private Richard Doubledick had put the straw +in his mouth, and was gradually doubling it up into his windpipe and +choking himself. + +"Doubledick," said the Captain, "do you know where you are going to?" + +"To the devil, sir," faltered Doubledick. + +"Yes," returned the Captain. "And very fast." + +Private Richard Doubledick turned the straw of the Black hole in his +mouth, and made a miserable salute of acquiescence. + +"Doubledick," said the Captain, "since I entered his Majesty's service, +a boy of seventeen, I have been pained to see many men of promise going +that road; but I have never been so pained to see a man determined to +make the shameful journey as I have been, ever since you joined the +regiment, to see you." + +Private Richard Doubledick began to find a film stealing over the floor +at which he looked; also to find the legs of the Captain's +breakfast-table turning crooked, as if he saw them through water. + +"I am only a common soldier, sir," said he. "It signifies very little +what such a poor brute comes to." + +"You are a man," returned the Captain, with grave indignation, "of +education and superior advantages; and if you say that, meaning what you +say, you have sunk lower than I had believed. How low that must be, I +leave you to consider, knowing what I know of your disgrace, and seeing +what I see." + +"I hope to get shot soon, sir," said Private Richard Doubledick; "and +then the regiment and the world together will be rid of me." + +The legs of the table were becoming very crooked. Doubledick, looking up +to steady his vision, met the eyes that had so strong an influence over +him. He put his hand before his own eyes, and the breast of his +disgrace-jacket swelled as if it would fly asunder. + +"I would rather," said the young Captain, "see this in you, Doubledick, +than I would see five thousand guineas counted out upon this table for a +gift to my good mother. Have you a mother?" + +"I am thankful to say she is dead, sir." + +"If your praises," returned the Captain, "were sounded from mouth to +mouth through the whole regiment, through the whole army, through the +whole country, you would wish she had lived to say, with pride and joy, +'He is my son!'" + +"Spare me, sir," said Doubledick. "She would never have heard any good +of me. She would never have had any pride and joy in owning herself my +mother. Love and compassion she might have had, and would have always +had, I know; but not--Spare me, sir! I am a broken wretch, quite at your +mercy!" And he turned his face to the wall, and stretched out his +imploring hand. + +"My friend--" began the Captain. + +"God bless you, sir!" sobbed Private Richard Doubledick. + +I have heard from Private Richard Doubledick's own lips, that he dropped +down upon his knee, kissed that officer's hand, arose, and went out of +the light of the dark, bright eyes, an altered man. + +In that year, one thousand seven hundred and ninety-nine, the French +were in Egypt, in Italy, in Germany, where not? Napoleon Bonaparte had +likewise begun to stir against England in India, and most men could read +the signs of the great troubles that were coming on. In the very next +year, when we formed an alliance with Austria against him. Captain +Taunton's regiment was on service in India. And there was not a finer +non-commissioned officer in it,--no, nor in the whole line,--than +Corporal Richard Doubledick. + + * * * * * + +In eighteen hundred and one, the Indian army were on the coast of Egypt. +Next year was the year of the proclamation of the short peace, and they +were recalled. It had then become well known to thousands of men, that +wherever Captain Taunton, with the dark, bright eyes, led, there, close +to him, ever at his side, firm as a rock, true as the sun, and brave as +Mars, would be certain to be found, while life beat in their hearts, +that famous soldier, _Sergeant_ Richard Doubledick. + +Eighteen hundred and five, besides being the great year of Trafalgar, +was a year of hard fighting in India. That year saw such wonders done by +a Sergeant-Major, who cut his way single-handed through a solid mass of +men, recovered the colors of his regiment, which had been seized from +the hand of a poor boy shot through the heart, and rescued his wounded +Captain, who was down, and in a very jungle of horses' hoofs and +sabres,--saw such wonders done, I say, by this brave Sergeant-Major, +that he was specially made the bearer of the colors he had won; and +_Ensign_ Richard Doubledick had risen from the ranks. + +Sorely cut up in every battle, but always reinforced by the bravest of +men,--for the fame of following the old colors, shot through and +through, which Ensign Richard Doubledick had saved, inspired all +breasts,--this regiment fought its way through the Peninsular war, up to +the investment of Badajos in eighteen hundred and twelve. Again and +again it had been cheered through the British ranks until the tears had +sprung into men's eyes at the mere hearing of the mighty British voice, +so exultant in their valor; and there was not a drummer boy but knew the +legend, that wherever the two friends, Major Taunton, with the dark, +bright eyes, and Ensign Richard Doubledick, who was devoted to him, were +seen to go, there the boldest spirits in the English army became wild to +follow. + +One day, at Badajos,--not in the great storming, but in repelling a hot +sally of the besieged upon our men at work in the trenches, who had +given way,--the two officers found themselves hurrying forward, face to +face, against a party of French infantry, who made a stand. There was an +officer at their head, encouraging his men,--a courageous, handsome, +gallant officer of five-and-thirty, whom Doubledick saw hurriedly, +almost momentarily, but saw well. He particularly noticed this officer +waving his sword, and rallying his men with an eager and excited cry, +when they fired in obedience to his gesture, and Major Taunton dropped. + +It was over in ten minutes more, and Doubledick returned to the spot +where he had laid the best friend man ever had, on a coat spread upon +the wet clay. Major Taunton's uniform was opened at the breast, and on +his shirt were three little spots of blood. + +"Dear Doubledick," said he, "I am dying." + +"For the love of Heaven, no!" exclaimed the other, kneeling down beside +him, and passing his arm round his neck to raise his head. "Taunton! My +preserver, my guardian angel, my witness! Dearest, truest, kindest of +human beings! Taunton! For God's sake!" + +The bright, dark eyes--so very, very dark, now, in the pale face--smiled +upon him; and the hand he had kissed thirteen years ago laid itself +fondly on his breast. + +"Write to my mother. You will see home again. Tell her how we became +friends. It will comfort her, as it comforts me." + +He spoke no more, but faintly signed for a moment toward his hair as it +fluttered in the wind. The Ensign understood him. He smiled again when +he saw that, and, gently turning his face over on the supporting arm as +if for rest, died, with his hand upon the breast in which he had revived +a soul. + +No dry eye looked on Ensign Richard Doubledick that melancholy day. He +buried his friend on the field, and became a lone, bereaved man. Beyond +his duty he appeared to have but two remaining cares in life,--one, to +preserve the little packet of hair he was to give to Taunton's mother; +the other, to encounter that French officer who had rallied the men +under whose fire Taunton fell. A new legend now began to circulate +among our troops; and it was, that when he and the French officer came +face to face once more, there would be weeping in France. + +The war went on--and through it went the exact picture of the French +officer on the one side, and the bodily reality upon the other--until +the battle of Toulouse was fought. In the returns sent home appeared +these words: "Severely wounded, but not dangerously, _Lieutenant_ +Richard Doubledick." + +At midsummer-time, in the year eighteen hundred and fourteen, Lieutenant +Richard Doubledick, now a browned soldier, seven-and-thirty years of +age, came home to England invalided. He brought the hair with him, near +his heart. Many a French officer had he seen since that day; many a +dreadful night, in searching with men and lanterns for his wounded, had +he relieved French officers lying disabled; but the mental picture and +the reality had never come together. + +Though he was weak and suffered pain, he lost not an hour in getting +down to Frome in Somersetshire, where Taunton's mother lived. In the +sweet, compassionate words that naturally present themselves to the mind +to-night, "he was the only son of his mother, and she was a widow." + +It was a Sunday evening, and the lady sat at her quiet garden-window, +reading the Bible; reading to herself, in a trembling voice, that very +passage in it, as I have heard him tell. He heard the words: "Young man, +I say unto thee, arise!" + +He had to pass the window; and the bright, dark eyes of his debased time +seemed to look at him. Her heart told her who he was; she came to the +door quickly, and fell upon his neck. + +"He saved me from ruin, made me a human creature, won me from infamy and +shame. O God, forever bless him! As He will, He will!" + +"He will!" the lady answered. "I know he is in heaven!" Then she +piteously cried, "But O my darling boy, my darling boy!" + +Never from the hour when Private Richard Doubledick enlisted at Chatham +had the Private, Corporal, Sergeant, Sergeant-Major, Ensign, or +Lieutenant breathed his right name, or the name of Mary Marshall, or a +word of the story of his life, into any ear except his reclaimer's. That +previous scene in his existence was closed. He had firmly resolved that +his expiation should be to live unknown; to disturb no more the peace +that had long grown over his old offences; to let it be revealed, when +he was dead, that he had striven and suffered, and had never forgotten; +and then, if they could forgive him and believe him--well, it would be +time enough--time enough! + +But that night, remembering the words he had cherished for two years, +"Tell her how we became friends. It will comfort her, as it comforts +me," he related everything. It gradually seemed to him as if in his +maturity he had recovered a mother; it gradually seemed to her as if in +her bereavement she had found a son. During his stay in England, the +quiet garden into which he had slowly and painfully crept, a stranger, +became the boundary of his home; when he was able to rejoin his regiment +in the spring, he left the garden, thinking was this indeed the first +time he had ever turned his face toward the old colors with a woman's +blessing! + +He followed them--so ragged, so scarred and pierced now, that they would +scarcely hold together--to Quatre Bras and Ligny. He stood beside them, +in an awful stillness of many men, shadowy through the mist and drizzle +of a wet June forenoon, on the field of Waterloo. And down to that hour +the picture in his mind of the French officer had never been compared +with the reality. + +The famous regiment was in action early in the battle, and received its +first check in many an eventful year, when he was seen to fall. But it +swept on to avenge him, and left behind it no such creature in the world +of consciousness as Lieutenant Richard Doubledick. + +Through pits of mire and pools of rain; along deep ditches, once roads, +that were pounded and ploughed to pieces by artillery, heavy wagons, +tramp of men and horses, and the struggle of every wheeled thing that +could carry wounded soldiers; jolted among the dying and the dead, so +disfigured by blood and mud as to be hardly recognizable for humanity; +dead, as to any sentient life that was in it, and yet alive,--the form +that had been Lieutenant Richard Doubledick, with whose praises England +rang, was conveyed to Brussels. There it was tenderly laid down in +hospital; and there it lay, week after week, through the long, bright +summer days, until the harvest, spared by war, had ripened and was +gathered in. + +Slowly laboring, at last, through a long, heavy dream of confused time +and place, presenting faint glimpses of army surgeons whom he knew, and +of faces that had been familiar to his youth,--dearest and kindest among +them, Mary Marshall's, with a solicitude upon it more like reality than +anything he could discern,--Lieutenant Richard Doubledick came back to +life. To the beautiful life of a calm autumn evening sunset, to the +peaceful life of a fresh, quiet room with a large window standing open; +a balcony beyond, in which were moving leaves and sweet-smelling +flowers; beyond, again, the clear sky, with the sun full in his sight, +pouring its golden radiance on his bed. + +It was so tranquil and so lovely that he thought he had passed into +another world. And he said in a faint voice, "Taunton, are you near me?" + +A face bent over him. Not his, his mother's. + +"I came to nurse you. We have nursed you many weeks. You were moved here +long ago. Do you remember nothing?" + +"Nothing." + +The lady kissed his cheek, and held his hand, soothing him. + +"Where is the regiment? What has happened? Let me call you mother. What +has happened, mother?" + +"A great victory, dear. The war is over, and the regiment was the +bravest in the field." + +His eyes kindled, his lips trembled, he sobbed, and the tears ran down +his face. He was very weak, too weak to move his hand. + +From that time, he recovered. Slowly, for he had been desperately +wounded in the head, and had been shot in the body, but making some +little advance every day. When he had gained sufficient strength to +converse as he lay in bed, he soon began to remark that Mrs. Taunton +always brought him back to his own history. Then he recalled his +preserver's dying words, and thought, "It comforts her." + +One day he awoke out of a sleep, refreshed, and asked her to read to +him. But the curtain of the bed, softening the light, which she always +drew back when he awoke, that she might see him from her table at the +bedside where she sat at work, was held undrawn; and a woman's voice +spoke, which was not hers. + +"Can you bear to see a stranger?" it said softly. "Will you like to see +a stranger?" + +"Stranger!" he repeated. The voice awoke old memories, before the days +of Private Richard Doubledick. + +"A stranger now, but not a stranger once," it said in tones that +thrilled him. "Richard, dear Richard, lost through so many years, my +name--" + +He cried out her name "Mary," and she held him in her arms, and his +head lay on her bosom. + + * * * * * + +Well! They were happy. It was a long recovery, but they were happy +through it all. The snow had melted on the ground, and the birds were +singing in the leafless thickets of the early spring, when those three +were first able to ride out together, and when people flocked about the +open carriage to cheer and congratulate _Captain_ Richard Doubledick. + +But even then it became necessary for the Captain, instead of returning +to England, to complete his recovery in the climate of Southern France. +They found a spot upon the Rhone, within a ride of the old town of +Avignon, and within view of its broken bridge, which was all they could +desire; they lived there, together, six months; then returned to +England. Mrs. Taunton, growing old after three years--though not so old +as that her bright, dark eyes were dimmed--and remembering that her +strength had been benefited by the change, resolved to go back for a +year to those parts. So she went with a faithful servant, who had often +carried her son in his arms; and she was to be rejoined and escorted +home, at the year's end, by Captain Richard Doubledick. + +She wrote regularly to her children (as she called them now), and they +to her. She went to the neighborhood of Aix; and there, in their own +chateau near the farmer's house she rented, she grew into intimacy with +a family belonging to that part of France. The intimacy began in her +often meeting among the vineyards a pretty child, a girl with a most +compassionate heart, who was never tired of listening to the solitary +English lady's stories of her poor son and the cruel wars. The family +were as gentle as the child, and at length she came to know them so well +that she accepted their invitation to pass the last month of her +residence abroad under their roof. All this intelligence she wrote home, +piecemeal as it came about, from time to time; and at last enclosed a +polite note, from the head of the chateau, soliciting, on the occasion +of his approaching mission to that neighborhood, the honor of the +company of that man so justly celebrated, Captain Richard Doubledick. + +Captain Doubledick, now a hardy, handsome man in the full vigor of life, +broader across the chest and shoulders than he had ever been before, +dispatched a courteous reply, and followed it in person. Traveling +through all that extent of country after three years of peace, he +blessed the better days on which the world had fallen. The corn was +golden, not drenched in unnatural red; was bound in sheaves for food, +not trodden underfoot by men in mortal fight. The smoke rose up from +peaceful hearths, not blazing ruins. The carts were laden with the fair +fruits of the earth, not with wounds and death. To him who had so often +seen the terrible reverse, these things were beautiful indeed; and they +brought him in a softened spirit to the old chateau near Aix upon a deep +blue evening. + +It was a large chateau of the genuine old ghostly kind, with round +towers, and extinguishers, and a high leaden roof, and more windows than +Aladdin's palace. The entrance doors stood open, as doors often do in +that country when the heat of the day is past; and the Captain saw no +bell or knocker, and walked in. + +He walked into a lofty stone hall, refreshingly cool and gloomy after +the glare of a Southern day's travel. Extending along the four sides of +this hall was a gallery, leading to suites of rooms; and it was lighted +from the top. Still no bell was to be seen. + +"Faith," said the Captain, halting, ashamed of the clanking of his +boots, "this is a ghostly beginning!" + +He started back, and felt his face turn white. In the gallery, looking +down at him, stood the French officer--the officer whose picture he had +carried in his mind so long and so far. Compared with the original, at +last--in every lineament how like it was! + +He moved and disappeared, and Captain Richard Doubledick heard his steps +coming quickly down into the hall. He entered through an archway. There +was a bright, sudden look upon his face, much such a look as it had worn +in that fatal moment. + +Monsieur le Capitaine Richard Doubledick? Enchanted to receive him! + +"He has not remembered me, as I have remembered him; he did not take +such a note of my face, that day, as I took of his," thought Captain +Richard Doubledick. "How shall I tell him?" + +"You were at Waterloo," said the French officer. + +"I was," said Captain Richard Doubledick. "And at Badajos." + +Left alone with the sound of his own stern voice in his ears, he sat +down to consider. What shall I do, and how shall I tell him? At that +time, unhappily, many deplorable duels had been fought between English +and French officers arising out of the recent war; and these duels, and +how to avoid this officer's hospitality, were the uppermost thought in +Captain Richard Doubledick's mind. + +"His mother, above all," the Captain thought. "How shall I tell _her_?" + +"Spirit of my departed friend," said he, "is it through thee these +better thoughts are rising in my mind? Is it thou who hast shown me, all +the way I have drawn to meet this man, the blessings of the altered +time? Is it thou who hast sent thy stricken mother to me, to stay my +angry hand? Is it from thee the whisper comes, that this man did his +duty as thou didst,--and as I did, through thy guidance, which has +wholly saved me here on earth,--and that he did no more?" + +He sat down, with his head buried in his hands, and, when he rose up, +made the second strong resolution in his life,--that neither to the +French officer, nor to the mother of his departed friend, nor to any +soul, while either of the two was living, would he breathe what only he +knew. And when he touched that French officer's glass with his own, that +day at dinner, he secretly forgave him in the name of the Divine +Forgiver of Injuries. + + + + +THE LEGEND OF THE CHRISTMAS TREE. + + +Most children have seen a Christmas tree, and many know that the pretty +and pleasant custom of hanging gifts on its boughs comes from Germany; +but perhaps few have heard or read the story that is told to little +German children, respecting the origin of this custom. The story is +called "The Little Stranger," and runs thus: + +In a small cottage on the borders of a forest lived a poor laborer, who +gained a scanty living by cutting wood. He had a wife and two children +who helped him in his work. The boy's name was Valentine, and the girl +was called Mary. They were obedient, good children, and a great comfort +to their parents. One winter evening, this happy little family were +sitting quietly round the hearth, the snow and the wind raging outside, +while they ate their supper of dry bread, when a gentle tap was heard on +the window, and a childish voice cried from without: "Oh, let me in, +pray! I am a poor little child, with nothing to eat, and no home to go +to, and I shall die of cold and hunger unless you let me in." + +Valentine and Mary jumped up from the table and ran to open the door, +saying: "Come in, poor little child! We have not much to give you, but +whatever we have we will share with you." + +The stranger-child came in and warmed his frozen hands and feet at the +fire, and the children gave him the best they had to eat, saying: "You +must be tired, too, poor child! Lie down on our bed; we can sleep on the +bench for one night." + +Then said the little stranger-child: "Thank God for all your kindness to +me!" + +So they took their little guest into their sleeping-room, laid him on +the bed, covered him over, and said to each other: "How thankful we +ought to be! We have warm rooms and a cozy bed, while this poor child +has only heaven for his roof and the cold earth for his sleeping-place." + +When their father and mother went to bed, Mary and Valentine lay quite +contentedly on the bench near the fire, saying, before they fell asleep: +"The stranger-child will be so happy to-night in his warm bed!" + +These kind children had not slept many hours before Mary awoke and +softly whispered to her brother: "Valentine, dear, wake, and listen to +the sweet music under the window." + +Then Valentine rubbed his eyes and listened. It was sweet music indeed, +and sounded like beautiful voices singing to the tones of a harp: + + + "O holy Child, we greet thee! bringing + Sweet strains of harp to aid our singing. + + "Thou, holy Child, in peace art sleeping, + While we our watch without are keeping. + + "Blest be the house wherein thou liest. + Happiest on earth, to heaven the highest." + + +The children listened, while a solemn joy filled their hearts; then they +stepped softly to the window to see who might be without. + +In the east was a streak of rosy dawn, and in its light they saw a group +of children standing before the house, clothed in silver garments, +holding golden harps in their hands. Amazed at this sight, the children +were still gazing out of the window, when a light tap caused them to +turn round. There stood the stranger-child before them clad in a golden +dress, with a gleaming radiance round his curling hair. "I am the little +Christ-child," he said, "who wanders through the world bringing peace +and happiness to good children. You took me in and cared for me when you +thought me a poor child, and now you shall have my blessing for what you +have done." + +A fir tree grew near the house; and from this he broke a twig, which he +planted in the ground, saying: "This twig shall become a tree, and shall +bring forth fruit year by year for you." + +No sooner had he done this than he vanished, and with him the little +choir of angels. But the fir-branch grew and became a Christmas tree, +and on its branches hung golden apples and silver nuts every +Christmas-tide. + +Such is the story told to German children concerning their beautiful +Christmas trees, though we know that the real little Christ-child can +never be wandering, cold and homeless, again in our world, inasmuch as +he is safe in heaven by his Father's side; yet we may gather from this +story the same truth which the Bible plainly tells us--that any one who +helps a Christian child in distress, it will be counted unto him as if +he had indeed done it unto Christ himself. "Inasmuch as ye have done it +unto the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me." + + + + +THE PEACE EGG. + +BY JULIANA HORATIA EWING. + + +Every one ought to be happy at Christmas. But there are many things +which ought to be, and yet are not; and people are sometimes sad even in +the Christmas holidays. + +The Captain and his wife were sad, though it was Christmas Eve. Sad, +though they were in the prime of life, blessed with good health, devoted +to each other and to their children, with competent means, a comfortable +house on a little freehold property of their own, and, one might say, +everything that heart could desire. Sad, though they were good people, +whose peace of mind had a firmer foundation than their earthly goods +alone; contented people, too, with plenty of occupation for mind and +body. Sad--and in the nursery this was held to be past all +reason--though the children were performing that ancient and most +entertaining play or Christmas mystery, known as "The Peace Egg," for +their benefit and behoof alone. + +The play was none the worse that most of the actors were too young to +learn parts, so that there was very little of the rather tedious +dialogue, only plenty of dress and ribbons, and of fighting with the +wooden swords. But though Robert, the eldest of the five children, +looked bonny enough to warm any father's heart, as he marched up and +down with an air learned by watching many a parade in barrack-square and +drill ground, and though Nicholas did not cry in spite of falling hard, +and Dora, who took the part of the Doctor, treading accidentally on his +little finger in picking him up, still the Captain and his wife sighed +nearly as often as they smiled, and the mother dropped tears as well as +pennies into the cap which Tom, as the King of Egypt, brought round +after the performance. + + +II. + +Many, many years back the Captain's wife had been a child herself, and +had laughed to see the village mummers act "The Peace Egg," and had been +quite happy on Christmas Eve. Happy, though she had no mother. Happy, +though her father was a stern man, very fond of his only child, but with +an obstinate will that not even she dared thwart. She had lived to +thwart it, and he had never forgiven her. It was when she married the +Captain. The old man had a prejudice against soldiers, which was quite +reason enough, in his opinion, for his daughter to sacrifice the +happiness of her future life by giving up the soldier she loved. At last +he gave her her choice between the Captain and his own favor and money. +She chose the Captain, and was disowned and disinherited. + +The Captain bore a high character, and was a good and clever officer, +but that went for nothing against the old man's whim. He made a very +good husband too; but even this did not move his father-in-law, who had +never held any intercourse with him or his wife since the day of their +marriage, and who had never seen his own grand-children. + +Amid the ups and downs of their wanderings, the discomforts of shipboard +and of stations in the colonies, bad servants, and unwonted sicknesses, +the Captain's tenderness never failed. If the life was rough the Captain +was ready. He had been, by turns, in one strait or another, sick-nurse, +doctor, carpenter, nursemaid and cook to his family, and had, moreover, +an idea that nobody filled these offices quite so well as himself. +Withal, his very profession kept him neat, well-dressed, and active. In +the roughest of their ever-changing quarters he was a smart man, and +never changed his manner from that of the lover of his wife's young +days. + +As years went and children came, the Captain and his wife grew tired of +traveling. New scenes were small comfort when they heard of the death of +old friends. One foot of the dear, old, dull home sky was dearer, after +all, than miles of the unclouded heavens of the South. The grey hills +and over-grown lanes of her old home haunted the Captain's wife by night +and day, and home-sickness (that weariest of all sicknesses) began to +take the light out of her eyes before their time. It preyed upon the +Captain too. Now and then he would say, fretfully, "I _should_ like a +resting-place in our own country, however small, before _every_body is +dead! But the children's prospects have to be considered." The continued +estrangement from the old man was an abiding sorrow also, and they had +hopes that, if only they could get home, he might be persuaded to peace +and charity this time. + +At last they were sent home. But the hard old father still would not +relent. He returned their letters unopened. This bitter disappointment +made the Captain's wife so ill that she almost died, and in one month +the Captain's hair became iron gray. He reproached himself for having +ever taken the daughter from her father, "to kill her at last," as he +said. And (thinking of his own children) he even reproached himself for +having robbed the old widower of his only child. After two years at home +his regiment was ordered again on foreign duty. He failed to effect an +exchange, and they prepared to move once more--from Chatham to Calcutta. +Never before had the packing to which she was so well accustomed, been +so bitter a task to the Captain's wife. + +It was at the darkest hour of this gloomy time that the Captain came in, +waving above his head a letter which changed all their plans. + +Now close by the old home of the Captain's wife there had lived a man, +much older than herself, who yet had loved her with a devotion as great +as that of the young Captain. She never knew it, for when he saw that +she had given her heart to his younger rival, he kept silence, and he +never asked for what he knew he might have had--the old man's authority +in his favor. So generous was the affection which he could never +conquer, that he constantly tried to reconcile the father to his +children whilst he lived, and, when he died, he bequeathed his house and +small estate to the woman he had loved. + +"It will be a legacy of peace," he thought, on his death bed. "The old +man cannot hold out when she and her children are constantly in sight. +And it may please GOD that I shall know of the reunion I have not been +permitted to see with my eyes." + +And thus it came about that the Captain's regiment went to India without +him, and that the Captain's wife and her father lived on opposite sides +of the same road. + + +III. + +The eldest of the Captain's children was a boy. He was named Robert, +after his grandfather, and seemed to have inherited a good deal of the +old gentleman's character, mixed with gentler traits. He was a fair, +fine boy, tall and stout for his age, with the Captain's regular +features, and (he flattered himself) the Captain's firm step and martial +bearing. He was apt--like his grandfather--to hold his own will to be +other people's law, and (happily for the peace of the nursery) this +opinion was devoutly shared by his brother Nicholas. Though the Captain +had left the army, Robin continued to command an irregular force of +volunteers in the nursery, and never was colonel more despotic. His +brothers and sisters were by turn infantry, cavalry, engineers, and +artillery, according to his whim. + +The Captain alone was a match for his strong-willed son. + +"If you please, sir," said Sarah, one morning, flouncing in upon the +Captain, just as he was about to start for the neighboring town,--"If +you please, sir, I wish you'd speak to Master Robert. He's past my +powers." + +"I've no doubt of it," thought the Captain, but he only said, "Well, +what's the matter?" + +"Night after night do I put him to bed," said Sarah, "and night after +night does he get up as soon as I'm out of the room, and says he's +orderly officer for the evening, and goes about in his night-shirt and +his feet as bare as boards." + +The Captain fingered his heavy moustache to hide a smile, but he +listened patiently to Sarah's complaints. + +"It ain't so much _him_ I should mind, sir," she continued, "but he goes +round the beds and wakes up the other young gentlemen and Miss Dora, one +after another, and when I speak to him, he gives me all the sauce he can +lay his tongue to, and says he's going round the guards. The other night +I tried to put him back in his bed, but he got away and ran all over the +house, me hunting him everywhere, and not a sign of him, till he jumps +out on me from the garret stairs and nearly knocks me down. 'I've +visited the outposts, Sarah,' says he; 'all's well.' And off he goes to +bed as bold as brass." + +"Have you spoken to your mistress?" asked the Captain. + +"Yes, sir," said Sarah. "And missis spoke to him, and he promised not to +go round the guards again." + +"Has he broken his promise?" asked the Captain, with a look of anger, +and also of surprise. + +"When I opened the door last night, sir," continued Sarah, in her shrill +treble, "what should I see in the dark but Master Robert a-walking up +and down with the carpet-brush stuck in his arm. 'Who goes there?' says +he. 'You awdacious boy!' says I, 'Didn't you promise your ma you'd leave +off them tricks?' 'I'm not going round the guards,' says he; 'I promised +not. But I'm for sentry-duty to-night.' And say what I would to him, all +he had for me was, 'You mustn't speak to a sentry on duty.' So I says, +'As sure as I live till morning, I'll go to your pa,' for he pays no +more attention to his ma than to me, nor to any one else." + +"Please to see that the bed is taken out of my dressing-room," said the +Captain. "I will attend to Master Robert." + +With this Sarah had to content herself, and she went back to the +nursery. Robert was nowhere to be seen, and made no reply to her +summons. On this the unwary nursemaid flounced into the bed-room to look +for him, when Robert, who was hidden beneath a table, darted forth, and +promptly locked her in. + +"You're under arrest," he shouted, through the keyhole. + +"Let me out!" shrieked Sarah. + +"I'll send a file of the guard to fetch you to the orderly-room, +by-and-by," said Robert, "for 'preferring frivolous complaints.'" And he +departed to the farmyard to look at the ducks. + +That night, when Robert went up to bed, the Captain quietly locked him +into his dressing-room, from which the bed had been removed. + +"You're for sentry duty, to-night," said the Captain. "The carpet-brush +is in the corner. Good-evening." + +As his father anticipated, Robert was soon tired of the sentry game in +these new circumstances, and long before the night had half worn away he +wished himself safely undressed and in his own comfortable bed. At +half-past twelve o'clock he felt as if he could bear it no longer, and +knocked at the Captain's door. + +"Who goes there?" said the Captain. + +"Mayn't I go to bed, please?" whined poor Robert. + +"Certainly not," said the Captain. "You're on duty." + +And on duty poor Robert had to remain, for the Captain had a will as +well as his son. So he rolled himself up in his father's railway rug, +and slept on the floor. + +The next night he was very glad to go quietly to bed, and remain there. + + +IV. + +The Captain's children sat at breakfast in a large, bright nursery. It +was the room where the old bachelor had died, and now _her_ children +made it merry. This was just what he would have wished. + +They all sat round the table, for it was breakfast-time. There were five +of them, and five bowls of boiled bread-and-milk smoked before them. +Sarah (a foolish, gossiping girl, who acted as nurse till better could +be found) was waiting on them, and by the table sat Darkie, the black +retriever, his long, curly back swaying slightly from the difficulty of +holding himself up, and his solemn hazel eyes fixed very intently on +each and all of the breakfast bowls. He was as silent and sagacious as +Sarah was talkative and empty-headed. Though large, he was unassuming. +Pax, the pug, on the contrary, who came up to the first joint of +Darkie's leg, stood defiantly on his dignity (and his short stumps). He +always placed himself in front of the bigger dog, and made a point of +hustling him in doorways and of going first downstairs. + +Robert's tongue was seldom idle, even at meals. "Sarah, who is that tall +old gentleman at church, in the seat near the pulpit?" he asked. "He +wears a cloak like what the Blues wear, only all blue, and is tall +enough for a Life-guardsman. He stood when we were kneeling down, and +said, _Almighty and most merciful Father_, louder than anybody." + +Sarah knew who the old gentleman was, and knew also that the children +did not know, and that their parents did not see fit to tell them as +yet. But she had a passion for telling and hearing news, and would +rather gossip with a child than not gossip at all. "Never you mind, +Master Robin," she said, nodding sagaciously. "Little boys aren't to +know everything." + +"Ah, then, I know you don't know," replied Robert; "if you did, you'd +tell." + +"I do," said Sarah. + +"You don't," said Robin. + +"Your ma's forbid you to contradict, Master Robin," said Sarah; "and if +you do I shall tell her. I know well enough who the old gentleman is, +and perhaps I might tell you, only you'd go straight off and tell +again." + +"No, no, I wouldn't!" shouted Robin. "I can keep a secret, indeed I can! +Pinch my little finger, and try. Do, do tell me, Sarah, there's a dear +Sarah, and then I shall know you know." And he danced round her, +catching at her skirts. + +To keep a secret was beyond Sarah's powers. + +"Do let my dress be, Master Robin," she said, "you're ripping out all +the gathers, and listen while I whisper. As sure as you're a living boy, +that gentleman's your own grandpapa." + +Robin lost his hold on Sarah's dress; his arms fell by his side, and he +stood with his brows knit for some minutes, thinking. Then he said, +emphatically, "What lies you do tell, Sarah!" + +"Oh, Robin!" cried Nicholas, who had drawn near, his thick curls +standing stark with curiosity, "Mamma said 'lies' wasn't a proper word, +and you promised not to say it again." + +"I forgot," said Robin, "I didn't mean to break my promise. But she does +tell--ahem!--_you know what_." + +"You wicked boy!" cried the enraged Sarah; "how dare you say such a +thing, and everybody in the place knows he's your ma's own pa." + +"I'll go and ask her," said Robin, and he was at the door in a moment; +but Sarah, alarmed by the thought of getting into a scrape herself, +caught him by the arm. + +"Don't you go, love; it'll only make your ma angry. There; it was all my +nonsense." + +"Then it's not true?" said Robin, indignantly. "What did you tell me so +for?" + +"It was all my jokes and nonsense," said the unscrupulous Sarah, "But +your ma wouldn't like to know I've said such a thing. And Master Robert +wouldn't be so mean as to tell tales, would he, love?" + +"I'm not mean," said Robin stoutly; "and I don't tell tales; but you do, +and you tell _you know what_, besides. However, I won't go this time; +but I'll tell you what--if you tell tales of me to papa any more, I'll +tell him what you said about the old gentleman in the blue cloak." With +which parting threat Robin strode off to join his brothers and sisters. + + +V. + +After Robert left the nursery he strolled out of doors, and, peeping +through the gate at the end of the drive, he saw a party of boys going +through what looked like a military exercise with sticks and a good deal +of stamping; but, instead of mere words of command, they all spoke by +turns, as in a play. Not being at all shy, he joined them, and asked so +many questions that he soon got to know all about it. They were +practicing a Christmas mumming-play, called "The Peace Egg." Why it was +called thus they could not tell him, as there was nothing whatever about +eggs in it, and so far from being a play of peace, it was made up of a +series of battles between certain valiant knights and princes. The +rehearsal being over, Robin went with the boys to the sexton's house (he +was father to one of the characters called the "King of Egypt") where +they showed him the dresses they were to wear. These were made of +gay-colored materials, and covered with ribbons, except that of the +"Black Prince of Paradine," which was black, as became his title. The +boys also showed him the book from which they learned their parts, and +which was to be bought at the post-office store. + +"Then are you the mummers who come round at Christmas, and act in +people's kitchens, and people give them money, that mamma used to tell +us about?" said Robin. + +The boy hesitated a moment and then said, "Well, I suppose we are." + +"And do you go out in the snow from one house to another at night; and +oh, don't you enjoy it?" cried Robin. + +"We like it well enough," the lad admitted. + +Robin bought a copy of "The Peace Egg." He was resolved to have a +nursery performance, and to take the chief part himself. The others +were willing for what he wished, but there were difficulties. In the +first place, there are eight characters in the play, and there were only +five children. They decided among themselves to leave out the "Fool," +and Mamma said that another character was not to be acted by any of +them, or indeed mentioned; "the little one who comes in at the end," +Robin explained. Mamma had her reasons, and these were always good. She +had not been altogether pleased that Robin had bought the play. It was a +very old thing, she said, and very queer; not adapted for a child's +play. If Mamma thought the parts not quite fit for the children to +learn, they found them much too long: so in the end she picked out some +bits for each, which they learned easily, and which, with a good deal of +fighting, made quite as good a story of it as if they had done the +whole. What may have been wanting otherwise was made up for by the +dresses, which were charming. + +Robin was St. George, Nicholas the valiant Slasher, Dora the Doctor, and +the other two Hector and the King of Egypt. "And now we've no Black +Prince!" cried Robin in dismay. + +"Let Darkie be the Black Prince," said Nicholas. + +"When you wave your stick he'll jump for it, and then you can pretend to +fight with him." + +"It's not a stick, it's a sword," said Robin. + +"However, Darkie may be the Black Prince." + +"And what's Pax to be?" asked Dora; "for you know he will come if Darkie +does, and he'll run in before everybody else too." + +"Then he must be the Fool," said Robin, "and it will do very well, for +the Fool comes in before the rest, and Pax can have his red coat on, and +the collar with the little bells." + + +VI. + +Robin thought that Christmas would never come. To the Captain and his +wife it seemed to come too fast. They had hoped it might bring +reconciliation with the old man, but it seemed they had hoped in vain. + +There were times now when the Captain almost regretted the old +bachelor's bequest. The familiar scenes of her old home sharpened his +wife's grief. To see her father every Sunday in church, with marks of +age and infirmity upon him, but with not a look of tenderness for his +only child, this tried her sorely. + +"She felt it less abroad," thought the Captain. "A home in which she +frets herself to death, is after all, no great boon." + +Christmas Eve came. + +"I'm sure it's quite Christmas enough now," said Robin. "We'll have 'The +Peace Egg' to-night." + +So as the Captain and his wife sat sadly over their fire, the door +opened, and Pax ran in shaking his bells, and followed by the nursery +mummers. The performance was most successful. It was by no means +pathetic, and yet, as has been said, the Captain's wife shed tears. + +"What is the matter, mamma?" said Robert, abruptly dropping his sword +and running up to her. + +"Don't tease mamma with questions," said the Captain; "she is not very +well, and rather sad. We must all be very kind and good to poor dear +mamma;" and the Captain raised his wife's hand to his lips as he spoke. +Robin seized the other hand and kissed it tenderly. He was very fond of +his mother. At this moment Pax took a little run, and jumped on to +mamma's lap, where, sitting facing the company, he opened his black +mouth and yawned, with a ludicrous inappropriateness worthy of any +clown. It made everybody laugh. + +"And now we'll go and act in the kitchen," said Nicholas. + +"Supper at nine o'clock, remember," shouted the Captain. "And we are +going to have real frumenty and Yule cakes, such as mamma used to tell +us of when we were abroad." + +"Hurray!" shouted the mummers, and they ran off, Pax leaping from his +seat just in time to hustle the Black Prince in the doorway. When the +dining-room door was shut, Robert raised his hand, and said "Hush!" + +The mummers pricked their ears, but there was only a distant harsh and +scraping sound, as of stones rubbed together. + +"They're cleaning the passages," Robert went on, "and Sarah told me they +meant to finish the mistletoe, and have everything cleaned up by +supper-time. They don't want us, I know. Look here, we'll go _real +mumming_ instead. That _will_ be fun!" + +Nicholas grinned with delight. + +"But will mamma let us?" he enquired. + +"Oh, it will be all right if we're back by supper-time," said Robert, +hastily. "Only of course we must take care not to catch cold. Come and +help me to get some wraps." + +The old oak chest in which spare shawls, rugs, and coats were kept was +soon ransacked, and the mummers' gay dresses hidden by motley wrappers. +But no sooner did Darkie and Pax behold the coats, etc., than they at +once began to leap and bark, as it was their custom to do when they saw +any one dressing to go out. Robin was sorely afraid that this would +betray them; but though the Captain and his wife heard the barking they +did not guess the cause. + +So the front door being very gently opened and closed, the nursery +mummers stole away. + + +VII. + +It was a very fine night. The snow was well-trodden on the drive, so +that it did not wet their feet, but on the trees and shrubs it hung soft +and white. + +"It's much jollier being out at night than in the daytime," said Robin. + +"Much," responded Nicholas, with intense feeling. + +"We'll go a wassailing next week," said Robin. "I know all about it, and +perhaps we shall get a good lot of money, and then we'll buy tin swords +with scabbards for next year. I don't like these sticks. Oh, dear, I +wish it wasn't so long between one Christmas and another." + +"Where shall we go first?" asked Nicholas, as they turned into the high +road. + +"This is the first house," he said. "We'll act here;" and all pressed in +as quickly as possible. Once safe within the grounds, they shouldered +their sticks, and marched with composure. + +"You're going to the front door," said Nicholas. "Mummers ought to go to +the back." + +"We don't know where it is," said Robin, and he rang the front-door +bell. There was a pause. Then lights shone, steps were heard, and at +last a sound of much unbarring, unbolting, and unlocking. It might have +been a prison. Then the door was opened by an elderly, timid-looking +woman, who held a tallow candle above her head. + +"Who's there?" she said, "at this time of night." + +"We're Christmas mummers," said Robin, stoutly; "we didn't know the way +to the back door, but----" + +"And don't you know better than to come here?" said the woman. "Be off +with you, as fast as you can." + +"You're only the servant," said Robin. "Go and ask your master and +mistress if they wouldn't like to see us act. We do it very well." + +"You impudent boy, be off with you!" repeated the woman. "Master'd no +more let you nor any other such rubbish set foot in this house----" + +"Woman!" shouted a voice close behind her, which made her start as if +she had been shot, "who authorizes you to say what your master will or +will not do, before you've asked him? The boy is right. You _are_ the +servant, and it is not your business to choose for me whom I shall or +shall not see." + +"I meant no harm, sir, I'm sure," said the housekeeper; "but I thought +you'd never----" + +"My good woman," said her master, "if I had wanted somebody to think for +me, you're the last person I should have employed. I hire you to obey +orders, not to think." + +"I'm sure, sir," said the housekeeper, whose only form of argument was +reiteration, "I never thought you would have seen them----" + +"Then you were wrong," shouted her master. "I will see them. Bring them +in." + +He was a tall, gaunt old man, and Robin stared at him for some minutes, +wondering where he could have seen somebody very like him. At last he +remembered. It was the old gentleman of the blue cloak. + +The children threw off their wraps, the housekeeper helping them, and +chattering ceaselessly, from sheer nervousness. + +"Well, to be sure," said she, "their dresses are pretty, too. And they +seem quite a better sort of children, they talk quite genteel. I might +ha' knowed they weren't like common mummers, but I was so flusterated +hearing the bell go so late, and----" + +"Are they ready?" said the old man, who had stood like a ghost in the +dim light of the flaring tallow candle, grimly watching the proceedings. + +"Yes, sir. Shall I take them to the kitchen, sir?" + +"----for you and the other idle hussies to gape and grin at? No. Bring +them to the library," he snapped, and then stalked off, leading the way. + +The housekeeper accordingly led them to the library, and then withdrew, +nearly falling on her face as she left the room by stumbling over +Darkie, who slipped in last like a black shadow. + +The old man was seated in a carved oak chair by the fire. + +"I never said the dogs were to come in," he said. + +"But we can't do without them, please," said Robin, boldly. "You see +there are eight people in 'The Peace Egg,' and there are only five of +us; and so Darkie has to be the Black Prince, and Pax has to be the +Fool, and so we have to have them." + +"Five and two make seven," said the old man, with a grim smile; "what do +you do for the eighth?" + +"Oh, that's the little one at the end," said Robin, confidently. "Mamma +said we weren't to mention him, but I think that's because we're +children.--You're grown up, you know, so I'll show you the book, and you +can see for yourself," he went on, drawing "The Peace Egg" from his +pocket: "there, that's the picture of him, on the last page; black, with +horns and a tail." + +The old man's stern face relaxed into a broad smile as he examined the +grotesque woodcut; but when he turned to the first page the smile +vanished in a deep frown, and his eyes shone like hot coals with anger. +He had seen Robin's name. + +"Who sent you here?" he asked, in a hoarse voice. "Speak, and speak the +truth! Did your mother send you here?" + +Robin thought the old man was angry with them for playing truant. He +said, slowly, "N--no. She didn't exactly send us; but I don't think +she'll mind our having come if we get back in time for supper. Mamma +never _forbid_ our going mumming, you know." + +"I don't suppose she ever thought of it," Nicholas said candidly, +wagging his curly head from side to side. + +"She knows we're mummers," said Robin, "for she helped us. When we were +abroad, you know, she used to tell us about the mummers acting at +Christmas, when she was a little girl; and so we thought we'd be +mummers, and so we acted to papa and mamma, and so we thought we'd act +to the maids, but they were cleaning the passages, and so we thought +we'd really go mumming; and we've got several other houses to go to +before supper-time; we'd better begin, I think," said Robin; and without +more ado he began to march round and round, raising his sword, and the +performance went off quite as creditably as before. + +As the children acted the old man's anger wore off. He watched them with +an interest he could not repress. When Nicholas took some hard thwacks +from Robert without flinching, the old man clapped his hands; and after +the encounter was over, he said he would not have had the dogs excluded +on any consideration. It was just at the end, when they were all +marching round and round, holding on by each other's swords "over the +shoulder," and singing "A mumming we will go, etc.," that Nicholas +suddenly brought the circle to a stand-still by stopping dead short, and +staring up at the wall before him. + +"What _are_ you stopping for?" said Robert, turning indignantly around. + +"Look there!" cried Nicholas, pointing to a little painting which hung +above the old man's head. + +Robin looked, and said abruptly, "It's Dora." + +"Which is Dora?" asked the old man in a strange, sharp tone. + +"Here she is," said Robin and Nicholas in one breath, as they dragged +her forward. + +"She's the Doctor," said Robin, "and you can't see her face for her +things. Dor, take off your cap and pull back that hood. There! Oh, it +_is_ like her!" + +It was the portrait of her mother as a child; but of this the nursery +mummers knew nothing. The old man looked as the peaked cap and hood fell +away from Dora's face and fair curls, and then he uttered a sharp cry, +and buried his head upon his hands. The boys stood stupefied, but Dora +ran up to him, and putting her little hands on his arms, said, in +childish pitying tones, "Oh, I am so sorry! Have you got a headache? May +Robin put the shovel in the fire for you? Mamma has hot shovels for her +headaches." And though the old man did not speak or move, she went on +coaxing him, and stroking his head, on which the hair was white. At this +moment Pax took one of his unexpected runs, and jumped on to the old +man's knee, in his own particular fashion, and then yawned at the +company. The old man was startled, and lifted his face suddenly. It was +wet with tears. + +"Why, you're crying!" exclaimed the children with one breath. + +"It's very odd," said Robin, fretfully. "I can't think what's the matter +to-night. Mamma was crying too when we were acting, and papa said we +weren't to tease her with questions, and he kissed her hand, and I +kissed her hand too. And papa said we must all be very good and kind to +poor dear mamma, and so I mean to be, she's so good. And I think we'd +better go home, or perhaps she'll be frightened," Robin added. + +"She's so good, is she?" asked the old man. He had put Pax off his +knee, and taken Dora on to it. + +"Oh, isn't she!" said Nicholas, swaying his curly head from side to side +as usual. + +"She's always good," said Robin, emphatically; "and so's papa. But I'm +always doing something I oughtn't to," he added, slowly. "But then, you +know, I don't pretend to obey Sarah. I don't care a fig for Sarah; and I +won't obey any woman but mamma." + +"Who's Sarah?" asked the grandfather. + +"She's our nurse," said Robin, "and she tells--I mustn't say what she +tells--but it's not the truth. She told one about _you_ the other day," +he added. + +"About me?" said the old man. + +"She said you were our grandpapa. So then I knew she was telling _you +know what_." + +"How did you know it wasn't true?" the old man asked. + +"Why, of course," said Robin, "if you were our mamma's father, you'd +know her, and be very fond of her, and come to see her. And then you'd +be our grandfather, too, and you'd have us to see you, and perhaps give +us Christmas-boxes. I wish you were," Robin added with a sigh. "It would +be very nice." + +"Would _you_ like it?" asked the old man of Dora. + +And Dora, who was half asleep and very comfortable, put her little arms +about his neck as she was wont to put them around the Captain's, and +said, "Very much." + +He put her down at last, very tenderly, almost unwillingly, and left the +children alone. By-and-by he returned, dressed in the blue cloak, and +took Dora up again. + +"I will see you home," he said. + +The children had not been missed. The clock had only just struck nine +when there came a knock on the door of the dining-room, where the +Captain and his wife still sat by the Yule log. She said "Come in," +wearily, thinking it was the frumenty and the Christmas cakes. + +But it was her father, with her child in his arms! + + +VIII. + +The Captain had many friends who knew of the sad estrangement between +his wife and her father. Some of them were in church the next day, which +was Christmas Day, when the Captain's wife came in. They would have hid +their faces, but for the startling sight that met the gaze of the +congregation. The old grandfather walked into church abreast of the +Captain. + +"They've met in the porch," whispered one under the shelter of his hat. + +"They can't quarrel publicly in a place of worship," said another, +turning pale. + +"She's gone into his seat," cried a girl in a shrill whisper. + +"And the children after her," added her sister, incautiously aloud. + +There was now no doubt about the matter. The old man in his blue cloak +stood for a few moments politely disputing the question of precedence +with his handsome son-in-law. Then the Captain bowed and passed in, and +the old man followed him. + +By the time that the service was ended everybody knew of the happy +peacemaking, and was glad. One old friend after another came up with +blessings and good wishes. This was a proper Christmas, indeed, they +said. 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