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diff --git a/29245.txt b/29245.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..75da9c1 --- /dev/null +++ b/29245.txt @@ -0,0 +1,9431 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of A Breath of Prairie and other stories, by +Will Lillibridge + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: A Breath of Prairie and other stories + +Author: Will Lillibridge + +Illustrator: J. N. Marchand + +Release Date: June 26, 2009 [EBook #29245] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A BREATH OF PRAIRIE *** + + + + +Produced by Roger Frank and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + + +A BREATH OF PRAIRIE + +AND OTHER STORIES + + + + +By WILL LILLIBRIDGE + + THE DOMINANT DOLLAR. Illustrated in color by Lester Ralph. + Crown 8vo . . . $1.50 + + BEN BLAIR, PLAINSMAN. Frontispiece in color by Maynard Dixon. + Seventieth thousand. Crown 8vo . . . $1.50 + + QUERCUS ALBA: The Veteran of the Ozarks. + With frontispiece. 16mo. Net . . . $.50 + +A. C. MCCLURG & CO., Publishers + +CHICAGO + + + + +[Illustration: She wheeled swiftly round, confronting him. [See +"Journey's End."]] + + + + +A BREATH OF PRAIRIE + +AND OTHER STORIES + +BY WILL LILLIBRIDGE + +AUTHOR OF "BEN BLAIR," "THE DOMINANT DOLLAR," ETC. + +WITH FIVE ILLUSTRATIONS IN COLOR + +BY J. N. MARCHAND + +CHICAGO + +A. C. McCLURG & CO. + +1911 + + + + +Copyright + +A. C. McCLURG & CO. + +1911 + +Published April, 1911 + +W. J. Hall Printing Company + +Chicago + + + + +A TRIBUTE + + +It is an accepted truth, I believe, that every novelist embodies in +the personalities of his heroes some of his own traits of character. +Those who were intimately acquainted with William Otis Lillibridge +could not fail to recognize this in a marked degree. To a casual +reader, the heroes of his five novels might perhaps suggest five +totally different personalities, but one who knows them well will +inevitably recognize beneath the various disguises the same dominant +characteristics in them all. Whether it be Ben Blair the sturdy +plainsman, Bob McLeod the cripple, Dr. Watson, Darley Roberts, or even +How Landor the Indian, one finds the same foundation stones of +character,--repression, virility, firmness of purpose, an abhorrence +of artificiality or affectation,--love of Nature and of Nature's works +rather than things man-made. And these were unquestionably the +pronounced traits of Will Lillibridge's personality. Markedly +reserved, silent, forceful, he was seldom found in the places where +men congregate, but loved rather the company of books and of the great +out-doors. Living practically his entire life on the prairies it is +undoubtedly true that he was greatly influenced by his environment. +And certain it is that he could never have so successfully painted the +various phases of prairie-life without a sympathetic, personal +knowledge. + +The story of his life is characteristically told in this brief +autobiographical sketch, written at the request of an interested +magazine. + +"I was born on a farm in Union County, Iowa, near the boundary of the +then Dakota Territory. Like most boys bred and raised in an atmosphere +of eighteen hours of work out of twenty-four, I matured early. At +twelve I was a useful citizen, at fifteen I was to all practical +purposes a man,--did a man's work whatever the need. In this capacity +I was alternately farmer, rancher, cattleman. Something prompted me to +explore a university and I went to Iowa, where for six years I +vibrated between the collegiate, dental, and medical departments. +After graduating from the dental in 1898 I drifted to Sioux Falls and +began to practise my profession. As the years passed the roots sank +deeper and I am still here. + +"Work? My writing is done entirely at night. The waiting-room,--the +plum-tree,--requires vigorous shaking in the daytime. After dinner,--I +have a den, telephone-proof, piano-proof, friend-proof. What +transpires therein no one knows because no one has ever seen. + +"Recreation? I have a mania, by no means always gratified,--to be out +of doors. Once each summer 'the Lady' and I go somewhere for a +time,--and forget it absolutely. In this way we've been able to travel +a bit. We,--again 'the Lady' and I,--steal an hour when we can, and +drive a gasoline car, keeping within the speed laws when necessary. +Once each Fall, when the first frost shrivels the corn-stalk and when, +if you chance to be out of doors after dark you hear, away up +overhead, invisible, the accelerating, throbbing, diminishing purr of +wings that drives the sportsman mad,--the town knows me no more." + +Every novel may have a happy close, but a real life's story has but +one inevitable ending,--Death. + +And to "the Lady" has been left the sorrowful task of writing "Finis" +across the final page. + +January 29, 1909, he died at his home in Sioux Falls after a brief +illness. But thirty-one years of age, he had won a place in literature +so gratifying that one might well rest content with a recital of his +accomplishments. But his youth suggests a tale that is only partly +told and the conjecture naturally arises,--"What success might he not +have won?" Five novels, "Ben Blair," "Where the Trail Divides," "The +Dissolving Circle," "The Quest Eternal," and "The Dominant Dollar," +besides magazine articles, and a number of short stories (many of them +appearing in this volume) were all written in the space of eight +years' time, and, as he said, were entirely produced after nightfall. + +While interested naturally in the many phases of his life,--as a +professional man, as an author, as the chief factor in the domestic +drama,--yet most of all it pleases me to remember him as he appeared +when under the spell of the prairies he loved so well. Tramping the +fields in search of prairie-chicken or quail, a patient watcher in the +rushes of a duck-pond, or merely lying flat on his back in the +sunshine,--he was a being transformed. For he had in him much of the +primitive man and his whole nature responded to the "call of the +wild." But you who know his prairie-tales must have read between the +lines,--for who, unless he loved the "honk" of the wild geese, could +write, "to those who have heard it year by year it is the sweetest, +most insistent of music. It is the spirit of the wild, of magnificent +distances, of freedom impersonate"? + +To the late Mrs. Wilbur Teeters I am indebted for the following +tribute, which appeared in the "Iowa Alumnus." + +"Dr. Lillibridge's field of romance was his own. Others have told of +the Western mountains and pictured the great desert of the Southwest, +but none has painted with so masterful a hand the great prairies of +the Northwest, shown the lavish hand with which Nature pours out her +gifts upon the pioneer, and again the calm cruelty with which she +effaces him. In the midst of these scenes his actors played their +parts and there he played his own part, clean in life and thought, a +man to the last, slipping away upon the wings of the great storm which +had just swept over his much-loved land, wrapped in the snowy mantle +of his own prairies." + + Edith Keller-Lillibridge + + + + +CONTENTS + + I A BREATH OF PRAIRIE 13 + II THE DOMINANT IMPULSE 61 + III THE STUFF OF HEROES 87 + IV ARCADIA IN AVERNUS 109 + Chapter I Prelude + Chapter II The Leap + Chapter III The Wonder of Prairie + Chapter IV A Revelation + Chapter V The Dominance of the Evolved + Chapter VI By a Candle's Flame + Chapter VII The Price of the Leap + V JOURNEY'S END 239 + VI A PRAIRIE IDYL 265 + VII THE MADNESS OF WHISTLING WINGS 279 + Chapter I Sandford the Exemplary + Chapter II The Presage of the Wings + Chapter III The Other Man + Chapter IV Capitulation + Chapter V Anticipation + Chapter VI "Mark the Right, Sandford!" + Chapter VII The Bacon What Am! + Chapter VIII Feathered Bullets + Chapter IX Oblivion + Chapter X Upon "Wiping the Eye" + Chapter XI The Cold Gray Dawn + VIII A FRONTIER ROMANCE: A TALE OF JUMEL MANSION 309 + IX THE CUP THAT O'ERFLOWED: AN OUTLINE 339 + X UNJUDGED 347 + XI THE TOUCH HUMAN 367 + XII A DARK HORSE 373 + XIII THE WORTH OF THE PRICE 393 + + + + +ILLUSTRATIONS + + She wheeled swiftly round, confronting him. Frontispiece + They saw the hands which had gone to hips flash up and + forward like pistons, and two puffs of smoke like + escaping steam. 74 + "You'll apologize." 190 + The two men went East together. 326 + He heard a voice ... and glanced back. 388 + + + + +A BREATH OF PRAIRIE + +AND OTHER STORIES + + + + +A BREATH OF PRAIRIE + + +I + + +Dense darkness of early morning wrapped all things within and without +a square, story-and-a-half prairie farm-house. Silence, all-pervading, +dense as the darkness, its companion, needed but a human ear to become +painfully noticeable. + +Up-stairs in the half-story attic was Life. From one corner of the +room deep, regular breathing marked the unvarying time of healthy +physical life asleep. Nearby a clock beat loud automatic time, with a +brassy resonance--healthy mechanical life awake. Man and machine, side +by side, punctuated the passage of time. + +Alone in the darkness the mechanical mind of the clock conceived a bit +of fiendish pleasantry. With violent, shocking clamor, its deafening +alarm suddenly shattered the stillness. + +The two victims of the outrage sat up in bed and blinked sleepily at +the dark. The younger, in a voice of wrath, relieved his feelings with +a vigorously expressed opinion of the applied uses of things in +general, and of alarm-clocks and milk pans in particular. He thereupon +yawned prodigiously, and promptly began snoring away again, as though +nothing had interrupted. + +The other man made one final effort, and came down hard upon the +middle of the floor. Rough it was, uncarpeted, cold with the damp +chill of early morning. He groped for a match, and dressed rapidly in +the dim light, his teeth chattering a diminishing accompaniment until +the last piece was on. + +Deep, regular breathing still came from the bed. The man listened a +moment, irresolutely; then with a smile on his face he drew a feather +from a pillow, and, rolling back the bed-clothes, he applied the +feather's tip to the sleeper's bare soles, where experience had +demonstrated it to be the most effective. Dodging the ensuing kick, +he remarked simply, "I'll leave the light, Jim. Better hurry--this is +going to be a busy day." + +Outside, a reddish light in the sky marked east, but over all else +there lay only starlight, as, lantern in hand, he swung down the +frozen path. With the opening barn door there came a puff of warm +animal breath. As the first rays of light entered, the stock stood up +with many a sleepy groan, and bright eyes shining in the half-light +swayed back and forth in the narrow stalls, while their owners waited +patiently for the feed they knew was coming. + +Jim, still sleepy, appeared presently; together the two went through +the routine of chores, as they had done hundreds of times before. They +worked mechanically, being still stiff and sore from the previous +day's work, but swiftly, in the way mechanical work is sometimes +done. + +Side by side, with singing milk pails between their knees, Jim stopped +long enough to ask, "Made up your mind yet what you'll do, Guy?" + +The older brother answered without a break in the swish of milk +through foam: + +"No, I haven't, Jim. If it wasn't for you and father and mother and--" +he diverted with a redoubled clatter of milk on tin. + +"Be honest, Guy," was the reproachful caution. + +"--and Faith," added the older brother simply. + +The reddish glow in the east had spread and lit up the earth; so they +put out the lantern, and, bending under the weight of steaming milk +pails, walked single file toward the house and breakfast. Far in the +distance a thin jet of steam spreading broadly in the frosty air +marked the location of a threshing crew. The whistle,--thin, +brassy,--spoke the one word "Come!" over miles of level prairie, to +the scattered neighbors. + +Four people, rough, homely, sat down to a breakfast of coarse, plain +cookery, and talked of common, homely things. + +"I see you didn't get so much milk as usual this morning, Jim," said +the mother. + +"No, the line-backed heifer kicked over a half-pailful." + +"Goin' to finish shuckin' that west field this week, Guy?" asked the +father. + +"Yes. We'll cross over before night." + +Nothing more was said. They were all hungry, and in the following +silence the jangle of iron on coarse queensware, and the aspiration of +beverages steaming still though undergoing the cooling medium of +saucers, filled in all lulls that might otherwise have seemed to +require conversation. + +Not until the boys got up to go to work did the family bond draw tight +enough to show. Then the mother, tenderly as a surgeon, dressed the +chafed spots on her boys' hands, saying low in words that spoke +volumes, "I'll be so glad when the corn's all husked"; and the father +followed them out onto the little porch to add, "Better quit early +so's to hear the speakin' to-night, Guy." + +"How are you feeling to-day, father?" asked the young man, in a tone +he attempted to make honestly interested, but which an infinite +number of repetitions had made almost automatic. + +The father hesitated, and a look of sadness crept over his weathered +face. + +"No better, Guy." He laid his hand on the young man's shoulder, +looking down into the frank blue eyes with a tenderness that made his +rough features almost beautiful. + +"It all depends upon you now, Guy, my boy." Unconsciously his voice +took on the incomparable pathos of age displaced. "I'm out of the +race," he finished simply. + +The heavy, weather-painted lumber wagon turned at the farm-yard, and +rumbled down a country road, bound hard as asphalt in the fall frosts. +The air cut sharply at the ears of the man in the box, as he held the +lines in either hand alternately, swinging its mate with vigor. The +sun was just peeping from the broad lap of the prairie, casting the +beauty of color and of sparkle over all things. Ahead of the wagon +coveys of quail broke and ran swiftly in the track until tired, when, +with a side movement the tall grass by the border absorbed them. +Flocks of prairie-chickens, frightened by the clatter, sprang winging +from the roadside, and together sailed away on spread wings. The man +in the wagon looked about him and forgetting all else in the +quick-flowing blood of morning, smiled gladly. + +He stopped at the edge of the field, tying the reins loosely and +building up the sideboards, gradually shorter, each above the other, +pyramid-like, until they reached higher than his own head as he stood +in the wagon-box. Stiff from the jolting and inactivity of the drive, +he jumped out upon the uneven surface of the corn-field. + +Slowly at first, as sore fingers rebelled against the roughness of +husks, he began work, touching the frosty ears gingerly; then as +he warmed to the task, stopping at nothing. The frost, dense, +all-covering, shook from the stalks as he moved, coloring the rusty +blue of his overalls white, and melting ice-cold, wet him through +to the skin on arms and shoulders and knees. Swiftly, two motions to +the ear, he kept up a tapping like the regular blows of a hammer, as +the ears struck the sideboard. Fifteen taps to the minute, you would +have counted; a goodly man's record. + +This morning, though, Landers' mind was not upon his work. The vague, +uncertain restlessness that marked the birth of a desire for broader +things than he had known heretofore, was taking form in his brain. He +himself could not have told what he wanted, what he planned; he simply +felt a distaste for the things of Now; an unrest that prevented his +sitting quiet; that took him up very early at morning; that made him +husk more bushels of corn, and toss more bundles of grain into the +self-feed of a threshing machine than any other man he knew; that kept +him awake thinking at night until the discordant snores of the family +sent him to bed, with the covers over his ears in self-defence. + +A vague wonder that such thoughts were in his mind at all was upon +him. He was the son of his parents; his life so far had been their +life: why should he not be as content as they? + +He could not answer, yet the distaste grew. Irresistibly he had +acquired a habit of seeing unpleasant things: the meanness and the +smallness of his surroundings; the uncouth furnishings of his home; +the lack of grace in his parents and acquaintances; the trifling +incidents that required so many hours of discussion; and in all things +the absence of that sense of humor and appreciation of the lighter +side of life which, from reading, he had learned to recognize. + +Try as he might, he could not recollect even the faint flash of a poor +pun coming originally from his parents. Was he to be as they? A +feeling of intense repugnance swept over him at the thought--a +repugnance unaccountable, and of which he felt much ashamed. + +Self-suspicion followed. Was it well for him to read the books and +think the thoughts of the past year? He could not escape except by +brutally tearing himself by the roots from his parents' lives. It was +all so hopelessly selfish on his part! + +"True," answered the hot spirit of resentment, "but is it not right +that you should think first of Self? Is not individual advancement the +first law of Nature? If there is something better, why should you not +secure it?" + +The innate spirit of independence, the intense passion of pride and +equality inborn with the true country-bred, surged warmly through his +body until he fairly tingled. + +Why should others have things, think thoughts, enjoy pleasures of +which he was to remain in ignorance? The mood of rebellion was upon +him and he swore he would be as they. Of the best the world contained, +he, Guy Landers, would partake. + +With the decision came an exultant consciousness of the graceful play +of his own muscles in rapid action. The self-confidence of the +splendid animal was his. He would work and advance himself. The world +must move, and he would help. He would do things, great things, of +which he and the world would be proud. + +Unconsciously he worked faster and faster as thought travelled. The +other wagons dropped behind, the tapping of corn ears on their +sideboards making faint music in the clear air. + +The sun rose swiftly, warming and drying the earth. Instead of frost +the dust of weathered husks fell thickly over him. Overflowing with +life and physical power, he worked through the long rows to the end, +then mounted the wagon and looked around. Silently he noted the gain +over the other workers, and a smile lit up the sturdy lines of his +face. + +Evening was approaching. The rough lumber wagon, heavily loaded from +the afternoon's work, groaned loudly over the uneven ground. Instead +of the east, the west was now red, glorious. High up in the sky, +surrounding the glow, a part of it as well, narrow luminous sun-dogs +presaged uncertain weather to follow. + +Guy Landers mounted the wagon wearily, and looked ahead. The end of +the two loaded corn-rows which he was robbing was in sight, and he +returned doggedly to his task. The ardor of the morning had succumbed +to the steady grind of physical toil, and he worked with the impassive +perseverance of a machine. + +Night and the stillness thereof settled fast. The world darkened so +swiftly that the change could almost be distinguished. The rows ahead +grew shadowy, and in their midst, by contrast, the corn-ears stood out +white and distinct. The whole world seemed to draw more closely +together. The low vibrant hum that marked the location of the distant +threshing crew, sounded now almost as near as the voice of a friend. A +flock of prairie-chickens flew low overhead, their flatly spread wings +cutting the air with a sound like whips. They settled nearby, and out +of the twilight came anon the confused murmur of their voices. + +Landers stopped the impatient horses at the end of the field, and +shook level the irregular, golden heap in the wagon-box. Slowly he +drew on coat and top-coat, and mounted the full load, sitting sideways +with legs hanging over the bulging wagon-box. It was dark now, but he +was not alone. Other wagons were groaning homeward as well. Suddenly, +thin and brassy, out of the distance came the sound of a steam +whistle; and when it was again silent the hum of the thresher had +ceased. From a field by the roadside, a solitary prairie-rooster gave +once, twice, its lone, restless call. + +The man stretched back full length on the corn bed and looked up where +the stars sparkled clear and bright. It all appealed to him, and a +moisture formed in his eyes. A new side to the problem of the morning +came to him. These sounds--he realized now how he loved them. Verily +they were a part of his life. Mid them he had been bred; of them as of +food he had grown. That whistle, thin and unmusical; that elusive, +indescribable call of prairie male; all these homely sounds that meant +so much to him--could he leave them? + +The moisture in his eyes deepened and a tightness gripped his throat. +Slowly two great tears fought their way down through the dust on his +face, and dropped lingeringly, one after the other amid the +corn-ears. + + +II + + +The little, low, weather-white school-house stood glaring solitarily +in the bright starlight, from out its setting of brown, hard-trodden +prairie. Within, the assembled farmers were packed tight and regular +in the seats and aisles, like kernels on an ear of corn. In the front +of the room a little space had been shelled bare for the speaker, and +the displaced human kernels thereto incident were scattered crouching +in the narrow hall and anteroom. From without, groups of men denied +admittance, thrust hairy faces in at the open windows. A row of dusty, +grease-covered lamps flanked by composition metal reflectors, +concentrated light upon the shelled spot, leaving the remainder of the +room in variant shadow. The low murmur of suppressed conversation, +accompanied by the unconscious shuffling of restless feet, sounded +through the place. Becoming constantly more noticeable, an unpleasant, +penetrating odor, of the unclean human animal filled the room. + +Guy Landers sat on a crowded back seat, where, leaning one elbow on +his knee, he shaded his eyes with his hand. On his right a big, sweaty +farmer was smoking a stale pipe. The smell of the cheap, vile tobacco, +bad as it was, became a welcome substitute for the odor of the man +himself. + +At his left were two boys of his own age, splendid, both of them, with +the overflowing vitality that makes all young animals splendid. They +were talking--of women. They spoke low, watching sheepishly whether +any one was listening, and snickering suppressedly together. + +The young man's head dropped in his hands. It all depressed him like a +weight. From the depths of his soul he despised them for their +vulgarity, and hated himself for so doing, for he was of their life +and work akin. He shut his eyes, suffering blindly. + +Consciousness returned at the sound of a strangely soft voice, and he +looked up a little bewildered. A swarm of night-bugs encircled each of +the greasy lamps, blindly beating out their lives against the hot +chimney; but save this and the soft voice there was no other sound. +The man at the right held his pipe in his hand; to the left the boys +had ceased whispering; one and all were listening to the speaker with +the stolid, expressionless gaze of interested animals. + +Guy Landers could not have told why he had come that night. Perhaps it +was in response to that gregarious instinct which prompts us all at +times to mingle with a crowd; certainly he had not expected to be +interested. Thus it was with almost a feeling of rebellious curiosity +that he caught himself listening intently. + +The speech was political, the speaker a college man. What he said was +immaterial--not a listener but had heard the same arguments a dozen +times before; it was the man himself that held them. + +What the farmers in that dingy little room saw was a smooth-faced +young man, with blue eyes set far apart and light hair that exposed +the temples far back; they heard a soft voice which made them forget +for a time that they were very tired--forget all else but that he was +speaking. + +Landers saw further: not a single man, but a type; the concrete +illustration of a vague ideal he had long known. He realized as +the others did not, that the speaker was merely practising on +them--training, as the man himself would have said. When Landers +was critically conscious, he was not deceived; yet, with this +knowledge, at times he forgot and moved along with the speaker, +unconsciously. + +It was all deliriously intoxicating to the farmer--this first +understanding glimpse of things he had before merely dreamed +of--and he waited exultantly for those brief moments when he felt, +sympathetically with the speaker, the keen joy of mastery in +perfect art; that joy beside which no other of earth can compare, the +compelling magnetism which carries another's mind irresistibly +along with one's own. + +The speaker finished and sat down wearily, and almost simultaneously +the hairy faces left the windows. The shuffling of feet and the murmur +of rough voices once more sounded through the room; again the odor of +vile tobacco filled the air. Several of the older men gathered around +the speaker, in turn holding his hand in a relentless grip while they +struggled bravely for words to express the broadest of compliments. +Young boys stood wide-eyed under their fathers' arms and looked at the +college man steadily, like young calves. + +The reaction was on the slender young speaker, and though the +experience was new, he shook hands wearily. In spite of himself a +shade of disgust crept into his face. He was not bidding for these +farmers' votes, and the big sweaty men were foully odorous. He worked +his way steadily out into the open air. + +Landers, in response to a motive he made no attempt to explain even to +himself, walked over and touched the chairman on the shoulder. + +"'Evening, Ross," he greeted perfunctorily. "Pretty good talk, wasn't +it?" Without waiting for a reply he went on, "Suppose you're not +hankering for a drive back to town to-night? I'll see that"--a swift +nod toward the departing group--"he gets back home, if you wish." + +Ross looked up in pleased surprise. He was tired and sleepy and only +too glad to accept the suggestion. + +"Thank you, Guy," he answered gratefully. "I'll do as much for you +some time." + +Landers waited silently until the last eulogist had lingeringly +departed, leaving the bewildered speaker gazing about for the +chairman. + +"I'm to take you to town," said Landers, simply, as he led the way +toward his wagon. He then added, as an afterthought: "If you're tired +and prefer, you may stay with me to-night." + +The collegian, looking up to decline, met the countryman's eye, and +for the first time the two studied each other steadily. + +"I will stay with you, if you please," he said in sudden change of +mind. + +They drove out, slowly, into the frosty night, the sound of the other +wagons rattling over frozen roads coming pleasantly to their ears. +Overhead countless stars lit up the earth and sky, almost as brightly +as moonlight. + +"I suppose you are husking corn these days," initiated the collegian, +perfunctorily. + +"Yes," was the short answer. + +They rode on again in silence, the other wagons rumbling slowly away +into the distance until their sound came only as a low humming from +the frozen earth. + +"Prices pretty good this season?" questioned the college man, +tentatively. + +Landers flashed around on him almost fiercely. + +"In Heaven's name, man," he protested, "give me credit for a thought +outside my work--" He paused, and his voice became natural: "--a +thought such as other people have," he finished, sadly. + +The two men looked steadily at each other, a multitude of conflicting +emotions on the face of the collegian. He could not have been more +surprised had a clothing dummy raised its voice and spoken. Landers +turned away and looked out over the frosty prairie. + +"I beg your pardon,"--wearily. "You're not to blame for thinking--as +everybody else thinks." His companion started to interrupt but Landers +raised his hand in silencing motion. "Let us be honest--with +ourselves, at least," he anticipated. + +"I know we of the farm are dull, and crude, and vulgar, and our +thoughts are of common things. You of the other world patronize us; +you practise on us as you did to-night, thinking we do not know. But +some of us do, and it hurts." + +The other man impulsively held out his hand; a swift apology came to +his lips, but as he looked into the face before him, he felt it would +be better left unsaid. Instead, he voiced the question that came +uppermost to his mind. + +"Why don't you leave--this--and go to school?" he asked abruptly. "You +have an equal chance with the rest. We're each what we make +ourselves." + +Landers broke in on him quickly. + +"We all like to talk of equality, but in reality we know there is +none. You say 'leave' without the slightest knowledge of what in my +case it means." He gave the collegian a quick look. + +"I'm talking as though I'd known you all my life." A question was in +his voice. + +"I'm listening," said the man, simply. + +"I'll tell you what it means, then. It means that I divorce myself +from everything of Now; that I unlive my past life; that I leave my +companionship with dumb things--horses and cattle and birds--and I +love them, for they are natural. This seems childish to you; but live +with them for years, more than with human beings, and you will +understand. + +"More than all else it means that I must become as a stranger to my +family; and they depend upon me. My friends of now would not be my +friends when I returned; they would be as I am to you now--a thing to +be patronized." + +He hesitated, and then went recklessly on: + +"I've told you so much, I may as well tell you everything. On the next +farm to ours there's a little, brown-eyed girl--Faith's her +name--and--and--" His new-found flow of words failed, and he ended in +unconscious apostrophe: + +"To think of growing out of her life, and strange to my father and +mother--it's all so selfish, so hideously selfish!" + +"I think I understand," said the soft voice at his side. + +They drove on without a word, the frost-bound road ringing under the +horses' feet, the stars above smiling sympathetic indulgence at this +last repetition of the old, old tale of man. + +The gentle voice of the collegian broke the silence. + +"You say it would be selfish to leave. Is it not right, though, and of +necessity, that we think first of self?" He paused, then boldly +sounded the keynote of the universe. + +"Is not selfishness the first law of nature?" he asked. + +Landers opened his lips to answer, but closed them without a word. + + +III + + +Brown, magnetic Fall, with her overflow of animal activity, shaded +gradually into the white of lethic Winter; then in slow dissolution +relinquished supremacy to the tans and mottled greens of Springtime. +Unsatisfied as man, the mighty cycle of the seasons' evolution moved +on until the ripe yellow of harvest and of corn-field wrote "Autumn" +on the broad page of the prairies. + +Of an evening in early September, Guy Landers turned out from the +uncut grass of the farm-yard into the yellow, beaten dust of the +country road. He walked slowly, for it was his last night on the farm, +and it would be long ere he passed that way again. This was the road +that led to the district school-house, and with him every inch had +been familiar from childhood. As a boy he had run barefoot in its +yellow dust, and paddled joyously in the soft mud of its summer +showers. The rows of tall cottonwoods that bordered it on either side +he had helped plant, watching them grow year by year, as he himself +had grown, until now the whispering of prairie night winds in their +loosely hung leaves spoke a language as familiar as his native +tongue. + +He walked down the road for a half-mile, and turned in between still +other tall cottonwoods at another weather-stained, square farm-house, +scarcely distinguishable from his own. + +"'Evening, Mr. Baker." He nodded to the round-shouldered man who sat +smoking on the doorstep. + +The farmer moved to one side, making generous room beside him. + +"'Evening, Guy," he echoed. "Won't y' set down?" + +"Not to-night, Mr. Baker. I came over to see Faith." He hesitated, +then added as an afterthought: "I go away to-morrow." + +The man on the steps smoked silently for a minute, the glow from the +corn-cob bowl emphasizing the gathering twilight. Slowly he took the +pipe from his mouth, and, standing up, seized the young man's hand in +the grip of a vise. + +"I heerd y' were goin', Guy." He looked down through the steadiest of +mild blue eyes. "Good-bye, my boy." An uncertain catch came into his +voice, and he shook the hand harder than before. "We'll all miss ye." + +He dropped his arm, and sat down on the step, impassively resuming his +pipe. Without raising his eyes, he nodded toward the back yard. + +"Faith's back there with her posies," he said. + +The young man hesitated, swallowing fiercely at the lump in his +throat. + +"Good-bye, Mr. Baker," he faltered at length. + +He walked slowly around the corner of the house, stopping a moment to +pat the friendly collie that wagged his tail, welcomingly, in the +path. A large mixed orchard-garden, surrounded by a row of sturdy soft +maples, opened up before him; and, coming up its side path, with the +most cautious of gingerly treads, was the big hired man, bearing a +huge striped watermelon. He nodded in passing, and grinned with a +meaning hospitality on the visitor. + +At one corner of the garden an oblong mound of earth, bordered with +bright stones and river-clam shells, marked the "posy" bed. Within +its boundaries a collection of overgrown house plants, belated pinks, +and seeding sweet-peas, fought for life with the early fall frosts. +Landers looked steadily down at the sorry little garden. Like +everything else he had seen that night, it told its pathetic tale of +things that had been but would be no more. + +As he looked, a multitude of homely blossoms that he had plucked in +the past flowered anew in his memory. The mild faces of violets and +pansies, the gaudy blotches of phlox, stood out like nature. He could +almost smell the heavy odor of mignonette. A mist gathered over his +eyes, and again, as at the good-bye of a moment ago, the lump rose +chokingly in his throat. + +He turned away from the tiny, damaged bed to send a searching look +around the garden. + +"Faith!" he called gently. + +"Faith!"--louder. + +A soft little sound caught his ear from the grass-plot at the border. +He started swiftly toward it, but stopped half-way, for the sound was +repeated, and this time came distinctly--a bitter, half-choked sob. +With a motion of weariness and of pain the man passed his hand over +his eyes, then walked on firmly, his footsteps muffled in the short +grass. + +A dainty little figure in the plainest of calico, lay curled up on the +sod beneath the big maple. Her face was buried in both arms; her whole +body trembled, as she struggled hard against the great sobs. + +"Faith--" interrupted the man softly, "Faith--" + +The sobs became more violent. + +"Go away, Guy," pleaded a tearful, muffled voice between the breaks. +"Please go away, please--" + +The man knelt swiftly down on the grass; irresistibly his arm spread +over the dainty, trembling, little woman. Then as suddenly he drew +back with a face white as moonlight, and a sound in his throat that +was almost a groan. + +He knelt a moment so, then touched her shoulder gently--as he would +have touched earth's most sacred thing. + +"Faith--" he repeated uncertainly. + +The girl buried her head more deeply. + +"I won't, I tell you," she cried chokingly, "I won't--" she could say +no more. There were no words in her meagre vocabulary to voice her +bitterness of heart. + +The man got to his feet almost roughly, face and hands set like a +lock. He stood a second looking passionately down at her. + +"Good-bye, Faith," he said, and his trembling voice was the gentlest +of caresses. He started swiftly away down the path. + +The girl listened a moment to the retreating steps, then raised a +tear-stained face above her arms. + +"Guy!" she called chokingly, "Guy!" + +The man quickened his steps at the sound, but did not turn. + +The girl sprang to her feet. + +"Oh, Guy! Guy!" pleadingly, desperately. "Guy!" + +The man had reached the open. With a motion that was almost insane, he +clapped his hands over his ears, and ran blindly down the dusty path +until he was tired, then dropped hopelessly by the roadside. + +Overhead the big cottonwoods whispered softly in the starlight, and a +solitary catbird sang its lonely night song. + +The man flung his arms around the big, friendly tree, and sobbed +wildly--as the girl had sobbed. + +"Oh, Faith!" he groaned. + + +IV + + +A month had passed by, bringing to Guy Landers a new Heaven and a new +earth. Already the prosy old university town had begun to assume an +atmosphere of home. The well-clipped campus, with its huge oaks and +its limestone walks, had taken on the familiar possessive plural "our +campus," and the solitary red squirrel which sported fearlessly in its +midst had likewise become "our squirrel." The imposing, dignified +college buildings had ceased to elicit open-mouthed observance, and +among the student-body surnames had yielded precedence to Christian +names--oftener, though, to some outlandish sobriquet which satirized +an idiosyncrasy of temperament or outward aspect. + +Meantime the farmer had learned many things. Prominent among these was +a conception of the preponderant amount he had yet to learn. Another +matter of illumination involved the relation of clothes to man. He had +been reared in the delusion that the person who gave thought to that +which he wore, must necessarily think of nothing else. Very confusing, +therefore, was the experience of having representatives of this same +class immeasurably outdistance him in the quiz room. + +Again, on the athletic field he saw men of much lighter weight excel +him in a way that made his face burn with a redness not of physical +exertion. It was a wholesome lesson that he was learning--that there +are everywhere scores of others, equally or better fitted by Nature +for the struggle of life than oneself, and who can only be surpassed +by the indomitable application and determination that wins all +things. + +Landers' nature though was that of the born combatant. The class that +laughed openly at his first tremblingly bashful, and ludicrously inapt +answer at quiz, was indelibly photographed upon his memory. + +"Before this session is complete--" he challenged softly to himself, +and glared at those members nearest him in a way that made them +suddenly forget the humor of the situation. + +But youth is ever tractable, and even this short time had accomplished +much. Already the warm, contagious, college comradeship possessed him. +Violent attacks of homesickness that made gray the brightest fall +days, like the callous spots on his palms, were becoming more rare. +The old existence was already a dream, as yet a little sad, but none +the less a thing without a substance. The new life was a warm, +magnetic reality; the future glowed bright with limitless promise. + +"The first day of the second month," remarked Landers, meeting a +fellow-classman on the way to college hall one morning. + +"Yes, an auspicious time to quit--this," completed the student with a +suggestive shuffle of his feet. "We've furnished our share of +amusement." + +Landers looked up questioningly. + +"Is that from the class president?" he asked. + +"Yes," answered the other, "hadn't you heard? No more dancing, 'his +nibs' says." + +They had reached the entrance to the big college building, and at that +moment a great roar of voices sounded from out the second-floor +windows. Simultaneously the two freshmen quickened their pace. + +"The fun's on," commented Landers' informant excitedly, as together +they broke for the lecture-room, two stairs at the jump. + +The large department amphitheatre opened up like a fan--the handle in +the centre of the building on the entrance floor, the spread edge, +nearly a complete half-circle, marked by the boundary walls of the +building, a full story higher. The intervening space, at an +inclination of thirty odd degrees, was a field of seats, cut into +three equal parts by two aisles that ran from the entrance, +divergently upward. The small space at the entrance--popularly dubbed +"the pit"--was professordom's own particular region. From this point, +by an unwritten law, the classes ranged themselves according to the +length of their university life; the seniors at the extreme apex of +the angle, the other classes respectively above, leaving the freshmen +far beyond in space. + +As guardians of the two narrow aisles, the seniors dealt lightly with +juniors and "sophs," but demanded insatiable toll of every freshman +before he was allowed to ascend. + +That a first-year man must dance was irrevocable. It had the authority +of precedent in uncounted graduate classes. To be sure, it was neither +required nor expected that all applicants be masters of the art; but, +agitate his feet in some manner, every able-bodied male member must, +or remain forever a freshman. + +When Landers and his companion arrived at the top of the stairs they +found the hall packed close with fellow-classmates. The lower rows of +seats were already filled with triumphant seniors, waiting for the +throng that crowded pit and lobby to come within their reach. With +regular tapping of feet and clapping of hands in unison, the class as +one man beat the steady time of one who marches. + +"Dance, freshies!" they repeated monotonously. "Dance!" + +"Clear the pit for a rush," yelled the president of the besieging +freshmen, elbowing his way back into the mass. + +A lull fell upon the room, as both sides gathered themselves +together. + +"Now--all at once!" yelled the president, and pandemonium broke +loose. + +"Rush 'em! Shove, behind there!" shrieked the struggling freshmen at +the front. + +"Dance, freshies! Dance!" challenged the seniors, as they locked arms +across the narrow aisle. + +"Hold 'em, fellows! Hold 'em!" encouraged the men of the upper seats, +bracing themselves against the broad backs below. + +The classes met like water against a wall. To go up was impossible; +advantage of gravity and of position was all with the seniors. For an +instant, at the centre, there were frantic yelling and pulling of +loose wearing apparel; then, packed like cotton in a bale, they could +only scream for mercy. + +"Loosen up, back there! Back!" they panted, squirming impotently as +they gasped for breath. + +Slowly the reaction came amid the triumphant, "Dance, freshies!" of +the conquering hosts. + +The jam loosened; the seniors' opportunity came. Like a big machine, +the occupants of the front row leaned forward, and seized upon a +circle of unsuspecting, retreating freshmen, among the number the +class president. + +"Pass 'em up! Pass 'em up!" insisted the men above, reaching out eager +hands to aid; and with an irresistibility that seemed miraculous, the +squirming, kicking, struggling freshmen found themselves rolling +upward--head foremost, feet foremost, position unclassified--over the +heads of the upper classmen; bumping against seats, and scattering the +contents of their pockets loosely along the way. + +"Up with them," repeated the denizens of the front row as they reached +forward for a fresh supply. + +But there was no more material available; the besieging party had +retreated. On the top row the dishevelled president was confusedly +pulling himself together, and grinning sheepishly. The rebellion was +over. + +"Dance, freshies," resumed the seniors mockingly; and once more the +regular tap of feet and clapping of hands beat slow march-time. + +One by one the freshmen came forward, and, shuffling a few steps to +the encouraging "well done" of the seniors, mounted the steps between +the rows of laughing upper classmen. + +It happened that Landers came last. He wore heavy shoes and walked +with an undeniable clump. + +"He's Dutch, make him clog," called a man from an upper row. + +The class caught the cry. "Clog! Clog!" they commanded. + +A big fellow next the aisle made an addition. "Clog there, hayseed," +he grumbled. + +Landers stopped as though the words were a blow. That one word +"hayseed" with all that it meant to him--to be thrown at him now, +tauntingly, before the whole class! His face grew white beneath the +remaining coat of tan, and he stepped up to the big senior with a +swiftness of which no one would have suspected him capable. + +"Take that back!" he blazed into the man's face. + +The senior hesitated; the room grew breathlessly quiet. + +"Take it back, I say!" + +The big fellow tried to laugh, but his voice only grated. + +"Damned if I will--hayseed," he retorted with a meaning pause and +accent. + +Before the words were out of his mouth Landers had the man by the +collar, and they were fighting like cats. + +For a time things in that pit were very confused and very noisy. Both +students were big and both were furiously angry. By rule they would +have been very evenly matched, but in a rough-and-tumble scrimmage +there was no comparison. The classes made silent and neutral +spectators, as Landers swung the man around in the narrow pit like a +whirlwind, and finally pushed him back into his seat. + +"Now will you take it back!" he roared breathlessly, vigorously +shaking his victim. + +The hot lust of battle was upon the farmer, and he forgot that several +hundred students were watching his every motion. + +"Take it back," he repeated, "or I'll--" and he lifted the man half +out of the seat. + +The senior seized both arms of the chair, and looked up in a dazed +sort of way. + +"I--" he began weakly. + +"Louder--" interrupted Landers. + +"I--beg your pardon," said the reluctant, trembling voice. + +That instant the amphitheatre went wild. "Bravo!" yelled a hundred +voices over the clamor of cheering hands. + +"Three cheers for the freshman!" shrilled a voice over the tumult; and +the "rah, rah, rah" that followed made the skylight rattle. + +Landers stepped back and looked up bewildered; then a realization of +the thing came to him and his face burned as no sun could make it +burn, and his knees grew weak. He gladly would have given all his +present earthly belongings, and all in prospect for the immediate +future for a kindly earth to open suddenly and swallow him. +Perspiration stood out on his face as he went slowly up the stairs, at +every step a row of friendly hands grasping him in congratulation. + +Slowly the room became quiet. The whole confusion had not taken up +even the time of grace at the beginning of the hour; and a great burst +of applause greeted the mild old dean as he came absently in, as was +his wont, at the tap of the ten-minute bell. He looked up innocently +at the unusual greeting, and the cheer was repeated with interest. As +first in authority he was supposed to report all such inter-class +offences; but in effect he invariably happened to be conveniently +absent at such times--the times of the freshman rebellion. He began +lecturing now without a word of comment, and on the instant the +peaceful scratching of fountain pens on notebooks replaced the clamors +of war. + +The lecture was about half over when there was a tap on the entrance +door; and the white-haired dean, answering, stepped out into the hall. +In a second he returned carrying a thin, yellow envelope. + +"A message for--," he studied the writing with near-sighted eyes, +"--for Guy Landers," he announced slowly. + +The message went up the incline, hand over hand toward the top row, +and the boy who waited felt the room growing gradually close and dark. +To him a telegram could mean but one thing. + +The class sat watching silently until they saw him take the paper from +his neighbor; then in kindness they turned away at the look on his +face. In the pit below the mild old dean began talking absently. + +Landers tried to open the envelope, but his nervous hands rebelled. He +laid the broad side firmly against his knee and tore open the end +raggedly, drawing out the inclosed sheet with a trembling rustle that +could be heard all over the room. + +The open page was before him; but the letters only danced before his +eyes. He spread the paper as before, flat upon his knee, ere he could +read. + +The one short line, the line of which every word was as he expected, +stood clear before him. He felt now a vague sort of wonder that the +brief, picked sentences should have affected him as they had. He had +already known what they told for so long--ever since his name was +spoken at the door--ages ago. He looked hesitatingly around the room. +Several students were scrutinizing him curiously, as though expecting +something. Oh, yes--that recalled him. He must go--home. He hated to +interrupt the lecture, but he must. He got up unsteadily, and started +down the stair, groping his way uncertainly, as a man walks in the +dark. + +The kind old dean waited in silence until Landers had passed +hesitatingly through the door; then followed him out into the hall. A +moment, and he returned, standing abstractedly by the lecture table. +He picked up his scattered notes absently, shaking the ends even with +a painstaking hand; then as carefully scattered them as before. He +looked up at the silent, waiting class, and those who were near saw +the tears sparkling in the mild old eyes. + +"Landers' father is dead," came the simple, hushed announcement. + + +V + + +The bright afternoon sun of late October shone slantingly on the train +of weathered wagons that stretched out like an uncoiling spring from +the group collected in front of the little farm-house. From near and +afar the neighbors had gathered; and now, falling slowly into line, +they formed a chain a full quarter-mile in length. + +Guy Landers was glad that at last it was over and they were out in the +sunshine once more. He turned into the carefully reserved place at the +head of the procession with almost a sense of relief. He was tired, +fiercely tired, of the well-meant but insistent pity which dogged him +with a tenacity that drove him desperate. They would not even allow +him to think. + +He rode alone on the front seat of the open wagon. Behind him, his +mother and Jim sat stiffly, hand in hand. They gazed dully at the +black thing ahead, and sobbed softly, now singly, now together. +Both--himself as well--were dressed in complete black; old musty +black, gotten out of the dark, hurriedly, and with the close smell of +the closet still upon it. Even the horses conformed to the sober +shade. They had been supplied by a neighbor on account of their +sombre color. + +A heavy black tassel swung back and forth with the motion of the +uneven road just ahead of the horses' heads, and Landers sat watching +it idly. He even caught himself counting the vibrations, as though it +were a pendulum, dividing the beats into minutes. Very slow time it +was; but somehow it did not surprise him. It all conformed so +perfectly with the brown, quiet prairie, and the sun shining, slanting +and sleepy. + +The swinging tassel grew indistinct, and the _patter_, _patter_, +_patter_ of the teams behind came as from a distance. He closed his +eyes, and the events of the past two days drifted through his mind. +Already they seemed indistinct, as a dream. He wondered dully that +they could be true and yet seem so foreign to his life, now. He even +began to doubt their verity, and opened his eyes slowly, half +expecting to see the cool, green campus, and the big college +buildings. The slanting sunlight met him full in the face, and the +black pendant swung monotonously, from side to side, as before. He +wearily closed his eyes again. + +Only two days since he had heard the taunting "Dance, freshy!" of the +seniors, and felt the mighty rush of the freshman hosts; since the +"rah, rah, rah, Landers!" had shook the old amphitheatre and the +dozens of welcoming hands had greeted him; and then--the darkness--the +hesitating leave-taking of the building, and the lingering walk across +the deserted campus toward his room--the walk he knew so well he would +take no more. A brief time of waiting--a blank--and then the bitter, +thumping ride across two States toward his home, when he could only +think, and think, and try to adjust himself--and fail; and at last the +end. And again, at the little station, when he felt the touch of his +mother's hand, and heard her choking "Guy, my boy--" that spoke so +much of love and of trust; when he heard his own voice answering +cheerily, with a firmness which surprised him even then, speaking that +which all through the long ride he had known he must speak--but could +not: "It's all right, mother; don't worry; I'll not leave you +again!"--it all came back to him now, and he lived it over again and +again. + +The big, black tassel danced tantalizingly in front of him. Yes, he +had said that he would never leave again. He dully repeated the words +now to himself: "never again." It was so fitting; quite in accordance +with the rest of the black pageant. His dream of life, his new-felt +ambitions--all were dead, dead, like his father before him, where the +black plume nodded. + +They passed up through the little town and the shop-keepers came out +to look. Some were in their shirt sleeves; the butcher had his white +apron tucked up around his belt. They gathered together in twos and +groups, nodding toward the procession, their lips moving as in +pantomime. One man walked out to the crossing, counting aloud as the +teams went by. "One, two, three, four, five, six--" he intoned. To him +it was all a thing to amuse, like a circus parade,--interesting in +proportion to its length. + +Landers looked almost curiously at the stolid shopmen. It required no +flush of inspiration to tell him that but a few years of this life +were necessary to make him as impassive as they. He who had sworn to +make the world move would be contentedly sitting on an empty goods +box, diligently numbering a passing procession! + +The biting humor of the thought appealed to him. He smiled grimly to +himself. + + +VI + + +Once more on an early evening, a man turned out from a weather-stained +prairie farm-house, through the frosted grass, arriving presently at +the dusty public road. As before, he walked slowly along between the +tall cottonwoods; but not, as on a memorable former occasion, because +it would be for the last time. He was tired, tired with that absolute +abandon of youth that sees no hope in the future, and has no +philosophy to support it. Only thirty odd days since he went that way +before! That many years would not add more to his life in the future. + +Unconsciously he searched along the way for the landmarks he had +watched with so much interest the past summer. He found the nest +where the quail had reared their brood, empty now, and covered thick +with the scattered dust of passing teams. Forgetful that he was weary +he climbed well up the bole of a shaggy old friend, to peep in at the +opening of a deserted woodpecker's home. He came to the big tree at +whose roots, on that other night he remembered so well, he had thrown +himself hopelessly. With a stolid sort of curiosity he looked down at +the spot. Yes, there was the place. A few fallen leaves were scattered +upon the earth where his body had pressed tightly against the +tree-trunk, and there were the hollows where his clenched hands had +found hold. A dull rebellion crept over him as he looked. It had been +needless to torture him so! + +He came in sight of the familiar little farm-house and turned in +slowly at the break between the trees. It was growing dark now, but +the odor of tobacco was on the air, and looking closely, he could +catch the gleam from a glowing pipe-bowl in the doorway. He passed his +hand across his brow, almost doubting--it was all so like--before-- + +A light step came tapping quickly down the pathway toward him. "Guy!" +a voice called softly. "Guy, is that you?" + +The voice was quite near him now, and he stopped short, a big maple +above him. + +"Yes, Faith." + +She came up close, peering into the shadow. + +"Guy--" she repeated, "Guy, where are you?" + +He reached out and clasped her hand; then again, and took both hands. +Her breath came quickly. Slowly his arm slipped about her waist, she +struggling a little against her own will; then her head fell forward +on his breast, and he could feel her whole body tremble. + +The man looked out through the rifts in the half-naked trees; into the +sky, clear and sparkling beyond; on his face an expression of sadness, +of joy, of abandon--all blended indescribably. + +Two soft arms crept gently about his neck, and a mass of fluffy hair +caressed his face. + +"Oh! Guy! Guy!" sobbed the girl, "it's wicked, I know, but I'm so +glad--so glad--" + + + + +THE DOMINANT IMPULSE + + +I + + +Calmar Bye was a writer. That is to say, writing was his vocation and +his recreation as well. + +As yet, unfortunately, he had been unable to find publishers; but for +that deficiency no reasonable person could hold him responsible. He +had tried them all--and repeatedly. A certain expressman now smiled +when he saw the long, slim figure approaching with a package under his +arm, which from frequent reappearances had become easily recognizable; +but as a person becomes accustomed to a physical deformity, Calmar Bye +had ceased to notice banter. + +Of but one thing in his life he was positively certain; and that was +if Nature had fashioned him for any purpose in particular, it was to +do the very thing he was doing now. The reason for this certainty was +that he could do nothing else with even moderate satisfaction. He had +tried, frequently, to break away, and had even succeeded for a month +at a time in an endeavor to avoid writing a word; but inevitably there +came a relapse and a more desperate debauch in literature. Try as he +might he could not avoid the temptation. An incident, a trifle out of +the ordinary in his commonplace life, a sudden thrill at the reading +of another man's story, a night of insomnia, and resolution was in +tatters, and shortly thereafter Calmar Bye's pencil would be coursing +with redoubled vigor over a sheet of virgin paper. + +To be sure, Calmar did other things besides write. Being a normal man +with a normal appetite, he could not successfully evade the demands of +animal existence, and when his finances became unbearably low, he +would proceed to their improvement by whatever means came first to +hand. Book-keeping, clerical work, stenography--anything was grist for +his mill at such times, and for a period he would work without rest. +No better assistant could be found anywhere--until he had satisfied +his few creditors and established a small surplus of his own. Then, +presto, change!--and on the surface reappeared Bye, the long, slender, +blue-eyed, dreaming, dawdling, irresponsible writer. + +Being what he was, the tenor of Calmar's life was markedly uneven. At +times the lust to write, the spirit of inspiration, as he would have +explained to himself in the privacy of his own study, would come upon +him strong, and for hours or days life would be a joyous thing, his +fellow-men dear brothers of a happy family, the obvious unhappiness +and injustice about him not reality, but mere comedy being enacted for +his particular delectation. + +Then at last, his work finished, would come inevitable reaction. The +product of his hand and brain, completed, seemed inadequate and +commonplace. He would smile grimly as with dogged persistence he +started this latest child of his fancy out along the trail so thickly +bestrewn with the skeletons of elder offspring. In measure, as +badinage had previously passed him harmlessly by, it now cut deeply. +No one in the entire town thought him a more complete failure than he +considered himself. Skies, from being sunny, grew suddenly sodden; not +a tenement or alley but thrust obtrusively forward its tale of +misery. + +"Think of me," he confided to his friend Bob Wilson one evening as +during his transit through a particularly dismal slough of despond +they in company were busily engaged in blazing the trail with empty +bottles; "One such as I, a man of thirty and of good health, without a +dollar or the prospect of a dollar, an income or the prospect of an +income, a home or the prospect of a home, following a cold scent like +the one I am now on!" He snapped his finger against the rim of his +thin drinking glass until it rang merrily. + +"The idea, again, of a man such as I, untravelled, penniless, +self-educated, thinking to compete with others who journey the world +over to secure material, and who have spent a fortune in preparation +for this particular work." He excitedly drained the contents of the +glass. + +"It's preposterous, childlike!"--he brought the frail trifle down to the +table with an emphasis which was all but its destruction--"imbecile! +I tell you I'm going to quit. + +"Quit for good," he repeated at the expression on the other's face. + +Bob Wilson scrutinized his companion with a critical eye. + +"Waiter," he said, speaking over his shoulder, "waiter, kindly tax our +credit further to the extent of a couple of Havanas." + +"Yes, sah," acknowledged the waiter. + +Silence fell; but Bob's observation of his friend continued. + +"So you are going to quit the fight?" he commented at last. + +"I am,"--decidedly. + +Wilson lit his cigar. + +"You have completed that latest--production on which you were engaged, +I suppose?" + +The writer scratched a match. + +"This afternoon." + +"And sent it on?" + +A nod. "Yes, on to the furnace room." + +A smile which approached a grin formed over Bob's big face. + +"You have hope of its acceptance, I trust?" + +Calmar Bye blew a cloud of smoke far toward the ceiling, and the +smile, a shade grim, was reflected. + +"More than hope," laconically. "I have certainty at last." + +Another pause followed and slowly the smile vanished from the faces of +both. + +"Bob," and the long Calmar straightened in his chair, "I've been an +ass. It's all apparent, too apparent, now. I've tried to compete with +the entire world, and I'm too small. It's enough for me to work +against local competition." He meditatively flicked the ash from his +cigar with his little finger. + +"I realize that a lot of my friends--women friends particularly--will +say they always knew I had no determination, wouldn't stay in the game +until I won. They're all alike in this one particular, Bob; all +sticklers for the big lower jaw. + +"But I don't care. I've been shooting into a covey of publishers for +twelve years and never have touched a feather. Perseverance is a good +quality, but there is such a thing as insanity." He stared +unconsciously at the portieres of the booth. + +"Once and for all, I tell you I'm through," he repeated. + +"What are you going at?" queried Bob, sympathetically, a shade +quizzically. + +The long Calmar reached into his pocket with deliberation. + +"Read that." He tossed a letter across the tiny table. + +Bob poised the epistle in his hand gingerly. + +"South Dakota," he commented, as he observed the postmark. "Humph, I +can't make out the town." + +"It's not a town at all, only a postoffice. Immaterial anyway," +explained Calmar, irritably. + +The round-faced man unfolded the letter slowly and read aloud:-- + + "MY DEAR SIR:-- + + "Your request, coming from a stranger, is rather unusual; but if + you really mean business, I will say this: Provided you're + willing to take hold and stay right with me, I'll take you in + and at the end of a half-year pay $75.00 per month. You can then + put into the common fund whatever part of your savings you wish + and have a proportionate interest in the herd. Permit me to + observe, however, that you will find your surroundings somewhat + different from those amid which you are living at present, and I + should advise you to consider carefully before you make the + change. + + "Very truly yours, + "E. J. DOUGLASS." + +Bob slowly folded the sheet, and tossed it back. + +"In what particular portion of that desert, if I may ask, does your +new employer reside?" There was uncertainty in the speaker's voice, +as of one who spoke of India or the islands of the Pacific. +"Likewise--pardon my ignorance--is that herd he mentions--buffalo?" + +Calmar imperturbably returned the letter to his pocket. + +"I'm serious, Robert. Douglass is a cattle man west of the river." + +"The river!" apostrophized Bob. "The man juggles with mysteries. What +river, pray?" + +"The Missouri, of course. Didn't you ever study geography?" + +"I beg your pardon," in humble apology. "Is that," vaguely, "what they +call the Bad Lands?" + +Bye looked across at his friend, of a mind to be indignant; then his +good-nature triumphed. + +"No, it's not so bad as that," with a feeble attempt at a pun. He +paused to light a cigar, and absent-minded as usual, continued in +digression. + +"I've dangled long enough, old man; too long. I'm going to do +something now. I start to-morrow." + +Bob Wilson the skeptic, looked at his friend again critically. +Resolutions of reconstruction he had heard before--and later watched +their downfall; but this time somehow there was a new element +introduced. Perhaps, after all-- + +"Waiter," he called, "we'll trifle with another quart of extra-dry, if +you please." + +"To your success," he added to his companion across the table, when +the waiter had returned from his mission. + + +II + + +A year passed around, as years have a way of doing, and found +Calmar Bye, the city man, metamorphosed indeed. Bronzed, bearded, +corduroy-clothed, cigarette-smoking,--for cigars fifty miles from a +railroad are a curiosity,--as the seasons are dissimilar, so was he +unlike his former inconsequent self. In his every action now was a +directness and a purpose of which he had not even a conception in +his former existence. + +Very, very thin upon us all is the veneer of civilization; very, very +swift is the reversion to the primitive when opportunity presents. +Only twelve short months and this man, end product of civilization, +doer of nothing practical, dreamer of dreams and recorder of fancies, +had become a positive force, a contributor to the world's food supply, +a producer of meat. What a satire, in a period of time of which the +shifting seasons could be counted upon one hand, to have vibrated +from manuscript to beef, and for the change to be seemingly +unalterable! + +To be sure there had been a struggle; a period of travail while +readjustment was being established; a desperate sense of homesickness +at first view of the undulating, grass-covered, horizon-bounded +prairies; an insatiable need of the shops, the theatres, the +telephones, the _cafes_, the newspapers, all of which previously had +constituted everything that made life worth living. But these emotions +had passed away. What evolvement of civilization could equal the +beauty of a dew-scented, sun-sparkling prairie morning, or the +grandeur of a soundless, star-dotted prairie night, wherein the very +limitlessness of things, their immensity, was a never ending source of +wonder? Verily, all changes and conditions of life have their +compensations. + +Calmar Bye, the one time listless, had learned many things in this +unheard-of world. + +First of all, most insistent of all, he was impressed with the +overwhelming predominance of the physical over the mental. Later, in +practical knowledge, he grew inured to the "feel" of a native bucking +broncho and the sound of mocking, human laughter after a stunning +fall; in direct evolution, the method of throwing a steer and the odor +of burnt hair and hide which followed the puff of smoke where the +branding iron touched ceased to be cruel. + +Last of all, highest evolvement of all, came the absorption of +revolver-lore under the instruction of experts who made but pastime of +picking a jack-rabbit in its flight, or bringing a kite, soaring high +in air, tumbling precipitate to earth. A wild life it was and a rough, +but fascinating nevertheless in its demonstration of the overwhelming +superiority of man, the animal, in nerve and endurance over every +other live thing on earth. + +At the end of the year, with the hand of winter again pressed firmly +upon the land, it seemed time could do no more; that the adaptation of +the exotic to his new surroundings was complete. Already the past life +seemed a thing interesting but aloof from reality, like the fantastic +exploits of a hero of fiction, and the present, the insistently +active, vital present, the sole consideration of importance. + +In the appreciation of the stoic indifference of the then West it was +a slight incident which overthrew. One cowboy, "Slim" Rawley, had a +particularly vicious broncho, which none but he had ever been able to +control, and which in consequence, he prized as the apple of his eye. +During his temporary absence from the ranch one day a _confrere_, +"Stiff" Warwick, had, in a spirit of bravado, roped the "devil" and +instituted a contest of wills. The pony was stubborn, the man +likewise, and a battle royal followed. As a buzzard scents carrion, +other cowboys anticipated sport, and a group soon gathered. Ere +minutes had passed the blood of the belligerents was up, and they were +battling as for life, with a dogged determination which would have +lasted upon the part of either, the man or the beast, until death. +Rough scenes and inhuman, Bye had witnessed until _blase_; but nothing +before like this. The man used quirt, rowel, and profanity like a +fiend. The pony, panting, quivering, bucking, struggling, covered with +foam and streaming with blood, shrilled with the impotent anger of a +demon. Even the impassive cowboy spectators from chaffing lapsed into +silence. + +Of a sudden, loping easily over the frost-bound prairie and following +the winding trail of a cowpath, appeared the approaching figure of a +horse and rider. It came on steadily, clear to the gathered group, and +stopped. An instant and the newcomer understood the scene and a curse +sprang to his lips. Another instant and his own mustang was spurred in +close by the strugglers. His right hand raised in air and bearing a +heavy quirt, descended; not upon the broncho, but far across the +cursing, devilish face of the man, its rider. Then swift as thought +and simultaneously as twin machines, the hands of the intruder and of +the struggling "buster" went to their hips. + +The spectators held their breaths; not one stirred. Before them they +saw the hands which had gone to hips flash up and forward like pistons +from companion cylinders, and they saw two puffs of smoke like +escaping steam. + +Smoothly, as a scene in a rehearsed play, the reports mingled, the +riders, scarcely ten feet apart, tottered in their saddles, and +slowly, unconsciously resistant even in death, the two bodies slipped +to earth. + +[Illustration: They saw the hands which had gone to hips flash up and +forward like pistons, and two puffs of smoke like escaping steam.] + +But there the unison ended. The mustang which "Slim" Rawley rode stood +still in its tracks; but before the spectators could rush in, the +"devil" broncho, relieved of the hand upon the curb, sprang away, and +with the "buster's" foot caught fast in the stirrup ran squealing, +kicking, crazy mad out over the prairie, dragging by its side the limp +figure of its unseated enemy. + +Calmar Bye watched the whole spectacle as in a dream. So swift had +been the action, so fantastic the denouement, that he could not at +first reconcile it all with reality. He went slowly over to the +prostrate "Slim" Rawley, whom the others had laid out decently upon +the ground, half expecting him to leap up and laugh in their faces; +but the already stiffening figure with the fiendish scowl upon its +face, was convincing. + +Besides,--gods, the indifference of these men to death! The party of +onlookers were already separating--one division, mounted, starting in +pursuit of the escaping broncho, along the narrow trail made by the +dragged man; the others impassively reconnoitring for spades and +shovels, were stolidly awaiting the breaking of the lock of +frost-bound earth at the hands of a big, red-shirted cowboy with a +pick! + +"Here, Bye," suggested one toiler, "you're an eddicated man; say a +prayer er something, can't ye, before we plant old 'Slim.' He wa'nt +sech a bad sort." + +The tenderfoot complied, and said something--he never knew just +what--as the dry clods thumped dully upon the huddled figure in the +old gunny sack. What he said must have been good, for those present +resisted with difficulty a disposition to applaud. + +This labor complete, the cowboys scattered, miles apart, each to his +division of the herd, which for better range had been distributed over +a wide territory. Bye was in charge of the home bunch, and sat long +after the others had left, upon the new-formed mound in the ranch +dooryard. + +Far over the broad, rolling prairies, as yet bare and frost-bound, the +sun shone brightly. A half-mile away he could see his own herd +scattered and grazing. The stillness after the sudden excitement was +almost unbelievable. Minutes passed by which dragged into an hour. +Over the face of the sun a faint haze began to form and, unnoticeable +to one not prairie-trained, the air took on a sympathetic feel, almost +of dampness. A native would have sensed a warning; but Calmar Bye, one +time writer, paid no heed. An instinct of his life, one he had thought +suppressed, a necessity imperative as hunger, was gathering upon him +strongly--the overwhelming instinct to portray the unusual. + +Under its guidance, as in a maze, he made his way into the rough, +unplastered shanty. Automatically he found a pencil and collected some +scraps of coarse wrapping paper. Already the opening words of the tale +he had to tell were in his mind, and sitting down by the greasy +pine-board table, he began to write. + +Hours passed. Over the sun the haze thickened. The whole sky grew +sodden, the earth a corresponding grayish hue. Now and anon puffs of +wind, like sudden breaths, stirred the dull air, and the short +buffalo grass trembled in anticipation. The puffs increased until +their direction became definite, and at last here and there big, +irregular feathers of snow drifted languidly to earth. + +Within the shanty the man wrote unceasingly. Many fragments he covered +and deposited, an irregular heap, at his right hand. At his left an +adolescent mound of cigarette stumps grew steadily larger. A cloud of +tobacco smoke over his head, driven here and there by vagrant currents +of air, gathered denser and denser. + +As the light failed, the writer unconsciously moved the rough table +nearer and nearer the window until, blocked, it could go no farther. +To one less preoccupied the grating over the uneven floor would have +been startling. Once just outside the door the waiting pony neighed +warningly--and again. Upon the ledge beneath the window-pane a tiny +mound of snowflakes began to take form; around the shanty the rising +wind mourned dismally. + +The light failed by degrees, until the paper was scarcely visible, +and, brought to consciousness, the man rose to light a lamp. One look +about and he passed his hand over his forehead, absently. Striding to +the door, he flung it wide open. + +"Hell!" he muttered in complex apostrophe. + +To put on hat and top-coat was the act of a moment. To release the +tethered pony the work of another; then swift as a great brown shadow, +out across the whitening prairie to the spot he remembered last to +have seen the herd, the delinquent urged the willing broncho--only to +find emptiness; not even the suggestion of a trail. + +Back and forth, through miles and miles of country, in semi-circles +ever widening, through a storm ever increasing and with daylight +steadily diminishing, Calmar Bye searched doggedly for the departed +herd; searched until at last even he, ignorant of the supreme terrors +of a South Dakota blizzard, dared not remain out longer. + +That he found his way back to the ranch yard was almost a miracle. As +it was, groping at last in utter darkness, blinded by a sleet which +cut like dull knives, and buffeted by a wind like a hurricane, more +dead than alive he stumbled upon the home shanty and opening the door +drew the weary broncho in after him. Man and beast were brothers on +such a night. + +Of the hours which followed, of moaning wind and drifting sleet, +nature kindly gave him oblivion. Dead tired, he slept. And morning, +crisp, smiling, cloudless, was about him when he awoke. + +Rising, and scarcely stopping for a lunch, the man again sallied forth +upon his search, wading through drifts blown almost firm enough to +bear the pony's weight and alternate spots wind-swept bare as a floor; +while all about, gorgeous as multiple rainbows, flashed mocking bright +the shifting sparkle from innumerable frost crystals. + +All the morning he searched, farther and farther away, until the +country grew rougher and he was full ten miles from home. At last, +stopping upon a small hill to reconnoitre, the searcher heard far in +the distance a sound he recognized and which sent his cheek pale--the +faint dying wail of a wounded steer. It came from a deep draw between +two low hills, one cut into a steep ravine by converged floods and +hidden by the tall surrounding weeds. Bye knew the place well and the +significance of the sound he heard. In a cattle country, after a +sudden blizzard, it could have but one meaning, and that the terror of +all time to animals wild or domestic--the end of a stampede. + +Only too soon thereafter the searcher found his herd. Upon the +brow of a hill overlooking the ravine he stopped. Below him, +bellowing, groaning, struggling, wounded, dying, and dead--a great +mass of heavy bodies, mixed indiscriminately--bruised, broken, +segmented, blood-covered, horrible, lay the observer's trust, the +wealth of his employer, his own hope of regeneration, worse now than +worthless carrion. And the cause of it all, the sole excuse for +this delinquency, lay back there upon a greasy table in the +shanty--a short scrawling tale scribbled upon a handful of scrap +paper! + + +III + + +"Yes, I'm back, Bob." + +The tall, thin Calmar Bye leaned back in his chair and looked +listlessly about the familiar _cafe_, without a suggestion of emotion. +It seemed to him hardly credible that he had been away from it all for +a year and more. Nothing was changed. Across the room the same mirrors +repeated the reflections he had observed so many times before. Nearby +were the same booths and from within them came the same laughter and +chatter and suppressed song. Opposite the tiny table the same man with +the broad, good-natured face was making critical, smiling observation, +as of yore. As ever, the look recalled the visionary to the present. + +"Back for good, Bob," he repeated slowly. + +The speaker's attitude was far from being that of a conquering hero +returned; the sympathies of the easy-going Robert, ever responsive, +were roused. + +"What's the matter, old man?" he queried tentatively. "Weren't you a +success as a broncho-buster?" + +"A success!" Calmar Bye stroked a long, thin face with a long, thin +hand. "A success!" he repeated. "I couldn't have been a worse +failure, Bob." He paused a moment, smoothing the table-cloth absently +with his finger tips. + +"Success!" once more, bitterly. "I'm not even a mediocre at anything +unless it is at what I'm doing now, dangling and helping spend the +money some one else has worked all day to earn." He looked his +astonished friend fair in the eyes. + +"You don't know what an idiot, a worse than idiot, I've made of +myself," and he began the story of the past year. + +Monotonously, unemotionally he told the tale, omitting nothing, adding +nothing; while about him the sounds of the restaurant, the tinkling of +glassware, the ring of silver, the familiar muffled pop of extracted +corks, played a soft accompaniment. Occasionally Bob would make a +comment or ask explanation of something to him entirely new; but that +was all until near the end,--where the delinquent herder, coming +swiftly to the brow of the hill, looked down upon the scene in the +ravine below. Then Bob, the care-free, the pleasure-seeking, raised a +hand in swift protest. + +"Don't describe it, please, old man," he requested. "I'd rather not +hear." + +The speaker's voice ceased; over his thin features fell the light of a +queer little half-smile which, instead of declaring itself, only +provoked Bob Wilson's curiosity. In the silence Bye, with a hand +unaccustomed to the exercise, made the familiar gesture that brought +one of the busy attendants to his side. + +"And the story you wrote--?" suggested Wilson while they waited. + +For answer Calmar Bye drew an envelope from his pocket and tossed it +across the table to his friend. Wilson first noted that it bore the +return address of one of the country's foremost magazines; he then +unfolded the letter and read aloud: + + "DEAR MR. BYE:-- + + "The receipt of your two stories, 'Storm and Stampede' and 'The + Lonely Grave,' has settled a troublesome question for us, + namely: What has become of Mr. Calmar Bye? + + "No doubt you will recall that our criticisms of the material + which you have submitted from time to time in the past, + were directed chiefly against faults arising out of your + unfamiliarity with your subjects. The present manuscripts + bear the best testimony that you have been gathering your + material at first hand. We have the feeling, as we read, that + every sentence flows straight from the heart. + + "Now we want just such vivid, gripping, red-blooded cross-sections + of life as these, your two latest accomplishments; in fact, we + can't get enough of them. Therefore, instead of making you a cash + offer for these two stories, we suggest that you first call at + our office at your earliest convenience. If agreeable, we should + like to arrange for a series of Western stories and articles, the + evolving of which should keep you engaged for some time to come. + + "Cordially, + "------" + +The hands of the two friends clasped across the table. No word +disturbed the silence until the forgotten waiter broke in impatiently: + +"Yo' o'der, sahs?" + +"Champagne"--this time it was Calmar Bye who gave it--"a quart. And +be lively about it, too." + +"Well, well!" Bob Wilson's admiration burst forth. "It is worth a +whole herd of steers." + + + + +THE STUFF OF HEROES + + +Springtime on the prairies of South Dakota. It is early morning, +the sun is not yet up, but all is light and even and soft and +all-surrounding, so that there are no shadows. In every direction +the gently rolling country is dotted brown and white from the +incomplete melting of winter's snows. In the low places tiny +streams of snow-water, melted yesterday, sing low under the +lattice-work blanket the frost has built in the night. Nearby and in +the distance prairie-chickens are calling, lonely, uncertain. Wild +ducks in confused masses, mere specks in the distance, follow low +over the winding curves of the river. High overhead, flocks of geese +in regular black wedges, and brant, are flying northward, and the +breezy sound of flapping wings and of voices calling, mingle in the +sweetest of all music to those who know the prairies--Nature's +morning song of springtime. + +"What a country! Look there!" The big man in the front seat of the +rough, low wagon pointed east where the sun rose slowly from the lap +of the prairie. The other men cleared their throats as if to speak, +but said nothing. + +"And I've lived sixty years without knowing," continued the first +voice, musingly. + +"I've never been West before, either," admitted De Young, simply. + +They drove on, the trickling of snow-water sounding around the wagon +wheels. + +The third man, Clark, pointed back in the direction they had come. + +"Did any one back there inquire what we were doing?" he asked. + +"A fellow 'lowed,' with a rising inflection, that we were hunting +ducks," said De Young. "I temporized; made him forget that I hadn't +answered. You know what will happen once the curiosity of the natives +is aroused." + +"I wasn't approached," Morris joined in, without turning. The corners +of the big man's mouth twitched, as the suggested picture formed +swiftly in his mind. + +After a pause, De Young spoke again. + +"I gave the postmaster a specially good tip to see that we got our +mail out promptly." + +"So did I," Clark admitted. + +The face of the serious man lighted; and, their eyes meeting, the +three friends smiled all together. + +The sun rose higher, without a breath of wind from over the prairies, +and one after another the men removed their top-coats. The horses' +hoofs splashed at each step in slush and running water, sending drops +against the dashboard with a sound like rain. + +The trail which they were following could now scarcely be seen, except +at intervals on higher ground, where hoof-prints and the tracks of +wheels were scored in the soft mud, and with each mile these marks +grew deeper and broader as the partly frozen earth softened. + +The air of solemnity which had hung about the men for days, and which +lifted from time to time only temporarily, now silenced them again. +Indeed, had there been anybody present to observe, he doubtless would +have been impressed most of all with the unwonted soberness of the +wagon's occupants, a gravity strangely at variance with the rampant, +fecund season. + +And the object of their journeying into this unknown world was in all +truth a matter for silence rather than speech; its influence was +toward deep and earnest meditation, to which the joyous, awakening +world could do no more than chant in a minor key a melancholy +accompaniment. Never did a soldier advancing upon a breach in the +enemy's breastworks more certainly confront the grinning face of +Death, than did this trio in their progress across the singing +prairie; but where the plaudits of the world spelled glory for the +one, the three in the wagon knew that for them Death meant oblivion, +extinction, a blotting out that must needs be utter and inevitable. + +The thoughts of each dwelt upon some aspect of two scenes which had +happened only a brief fortnight previously. There had been a notable +convention of physicians in a city many miles to the east. One +delegate, a man young, slender, firm of jaw, his face shining with +zeal and the spirit which courts self-immolation, had addressed the +body. His speech had made a profound impression--after its first +effect of sensation had subsided--upon the hundreds gathered there, +who hearkened amazedly; but of those hundreds only two had been moved +to lay aside the tools of their calling and follow him. + +And whither was he leading them? Into the Outer Darkness, each firmly +believed. For them the future was spelled _nihil_; for the world, +salvation--perhaps. + +The inspired voice still rang in memory. + +"Gentlemen, I repeat, it is a challenge.... The flag of the enemy is +hung up boldly, flauntingly, in every public place.... Are we to +permit this? Are we to sit idle and acknowledge ourselves beaten in +the great struggle against Death? No, no, no! The Nation--yea, the +whole civilized world--shrinks and shudders in terror before the sound +of one dread word--_tuberculosis_! + +"Our professional honor--our personal honor as well, gentlemen--is at +stake. A solemn charge is laid upon us.... We must die if need be; +but we must conquer this monstrous scourge, which is the single cause +of more than one death in every ten." + +And then, the deep silence which had marked the closing words: + +"Gentlemen, I can cure consumption," came the simple declaration. "If +there are those among you who value Science more than gain; who are +willing to dare with me, willing to pay the extreme price, if +necessary--if there are any such among you, and I believe there are, +meet with me in my rooms this evening." + +To the eight who accepted that invitation, Dr. De Young disclosed the +details of his Great Experiment. It included, among many other things +which no one but a physician can appreciate, the lending of their +bodies to the Experiment's exemplification. Of the eight, two had +agreed to follow him to the end. Each of the three had placed his +house in order, and here they were, nearing that end, whatever it was +to be. + +An hour passed, and now ahead in the distance a rough shanty came into +view. It was the only house in sight, and the three men knew it was +to be theirs. In silence they drew up where the men were unpacking +their goods. + +"Good morning for ducks--saw a big flock of mallards back here in a +pond," observed the man who took their team. + +The three doctors alighted without answering, and watching them, the +man stroked a stubby red whisker in meditation. + +"Lord, they're a frost!" he commented. + + * * * * * + +Night had come, and the stars shone early from a sky yet light and +warm. In the low places the waters sang louder than before, with the +increase of a day's thawing. Looking away, the white spots were +smaller and the brown patches larger; otherwise, all was the same, the +prairie of yesterday, of to-day, and to-morrow. + +Tired with a day of settling, the three men stood in the doorway and +for the first time viewed the country at night. They were not talkers +at best, and now the immensity of the broad prairies held them silent. +The daily struggle of life, the activity and rivalry and ambition +which before to-night had seemed so great to these city-bred men, here +alone with Nature and Nature's God, where none other might see, +assumed their true worth. The tangled web of life loosened and many +foreign things caught and held therein, fell out. Man, introspecting, +saw himself at his real worth, and was not proud. + +The absolute quiet, so unusual, made them wakeful, and though tired, +they sat long in the doorway, smoking, thinking. Small talk seemed to +them profanation, and of that which was uppermost in each man's mind, +none cared first to speak. A subtle understanding, called telepathy, +was making of their several minds a thing united. + +"No, not to-night, it's too beautiful," said De Young at length, and +the protesting voice sounded to his own ears as that of a stranger. + +The men started at the sound, and the glowing tips of three cigars +described partial arcs in the half light as they turned each to each. +No one answered. They were face to face with fundamentals at last. + +Minutes, an hour, passed. The cigars burned out, and as the pleasant +odor of tobacco died away, there came the chill night air of the +prairie. The two older men rose stiffly, and with a low good-night, +stumbled into the darkness of the shanty. + +De Young sat alone in the doorway. He realized that it was the supreme +hour of his life. In his mind, memory of past and hope of future met +on the battlefield of the present, and meeting, mingled in chaos. +Thoughts came crowding upon each other thick--the thoughts which come +to few more than once in life, to multitudes, never; the thoughts +which writers in every language, during all time, have sought words to +express, and in vain. + +Everywhere the snow-streams sang lower and lower. A fog, dense, +penetrating, born of early morning, wrapped all things about, uniting +and at the same time setting apart. Shivering, he shut the door on the +night and the damp, and as by instinct crept into bed. Listening in +the darkness, the sound of the sleepers soothed him. Happier thoughts +came, thoughts which made his heart beat more swiftly and his eyes +grow tender; for he was yet young, and love untold ever dwelleth near +heaven. Thus he fell asleep with a smile. + +"Choose, please. We'll take our turns in the order of length," said De +Young, holding up the ends of three paper strips. Each man drew, and +in the silence that followed, without a word Morris turned away, +preparing swiftly for the operation. + +"Give me chloroform," he said, stretching himself horizontally,--adding +as the others bent over him, "Inoculate deep, please. Let's not +waste time." + +Swiftly, with the precision of absolute knowledge, the two physicians +did their work. A mist was over their eyes, so that all the room +looked dim, as to old men; and hands which had not known a tremor for +years, shook as they emptied the contents of the little syringe, +teeming with tiny, unseen, living rods. Clark's forehead was damp with +a perspiration that physical pain could not have brought, and on De +Young's face, time marked those minutes as months. + +It was all done with the habit of years. The two doctors carefully +sterilized their instruments and replaced them in cases, then, +silently, drawn nearer together than ever before, the two friends +watched the return of consciousness. And Morris awakening, things +real and of dreamland still confused to his senses, heard the soft +voice which a legion of patients had thus heard and blessed, saying +cheerily, "Wake up! wake up, my friend!" + +Thus the day passed. In turn, the men, hours apart, with active +brains, and eyes wide open, sent their challenges to Death--each man +his own messenger. + +The months slipped by. Suns became torrid hot, and cooled until it +seemed there was light but not heat on earth. Days grew longer, and in +unison, earth waxed greener; then in descending scale, both together +waned. Migratory wings fluttering at night, and passing voices calling +in the darkness--most lonely sounds of earth--gave place to singers of +the day. The robin, the meadow-lark, the ubiquitous catbird, all born +of prairie and of summer, came and went. Blackbirds in countless +flocks followed. Again the calling of prairie-chickens was heard at +eve and morning, and anon frost glistened in the air. + +At last throughout the land no sound of animal voice was heard, for +winter bound all things firm and white. Another cycle was complete; +yet, almost ere the record could be made, there appeared, moving far +in the distance, a black triangle. Passing swiftly, with the sound of +wings and calling voices, there sprang anew in all things animate a +mixed feeling of gladness and unrest, which was the spirit of returned +spring. + +Thus twice the cycle of the seasons passed, and again the sun of early +spring, shining bright, set the tiny snow-streams singing. It +glistened over the prairie on snow-drift and frost; it lit up the few +scattered shingled roofs of settlers newly come; and shone in at the +open door of a rough cabin we know, touching without pity the faces of +the two men who watched its rise. Shining low, even with the prairie, +it touched in vivid contrast an oblong mound of fresh earth, heaped up +target distance from the cabin door. + +The mound had not been there long; neither snow or rain had yet +touched it; it was still strange to the men in the doorway, who saw it +vividly now, at time of sunrise. Though thus early, each man sat idly +smoking, an open book reversed on the knee. + +De Young first broke the silence. + +"We must do something, or else decide to do nothing about Clark's +mail." He shifted in his seat, looking away from the open door. + +"I don't know--whether--it would be kinder to tell them or not." + +A coughing fit shook Morris, and answering, a twitch as of pain +tightened the corners of his companion's eyes. Minutes passed, and +Morris sat limply in his chair, before he answered, + +"I thought at first we'd better write; now it seems different. Let's +wait until we go back." + +Neither of the men looked at the other. They seldom did now; it +was useless pain. Filled with the incomparable optimism of the +consumptive, neither man realized his own condition, but marked the +days of his friend. Morris, unbelieving, spoke of his friend's +return; yet, growing weaker each day himself, spoke in all hope and +conviction of his future work, recording each day his mode of +successful treatment, despite interruptions of coughing which left +him breathless and trembling for minutes. De Young saw, and in +pity marvelled; yet, seeing, and as a physician knowing, he not for a +moment applied the gauge to himself. + +Nature, in sportive mood, commands the Angel of Death, who with +matchless legerdemain, keeps the mirror of illusion, unsuspected, +before the consumptive's eyes; and, seeing, in derision the satirist +smiles. + +Unavoidably acting parts, the two friends found a barrier of +artificiality separating them, making each happier when alone. Thus +day after day, monotonous, unchanging, went by. Not another person +entered their door. From the little town a man at periods brought +provisions and their mail, but the house was acquiring an uncanny +reputation. They were not understood, and such are ever foreign. With +the passage of time and the coming of the mound in the dooryard, the +feeling had developed into positive fear, and travellers avoided the +place as though warned by a scarlet placard. + +Morris grew weaker daily. At last the disillusionment that precedes +death came to him. The artificial slipped from both men and a +nearness like that of brothers, joined them. They spoke not of the +future but of the past. Years slipped aside and left them back in the +midst of active, brain-satisfying practice. Over again they performed +operations, where life and death were separated but by a hair's width. +Again, with eyes that brightened and breath that came more quickly, +they lived their successes, and hand in hand, as children in the dark, +told of their failures, and the tale was long, for they were but men. + +The end came quietly. A hemorrhage, a big spot of blood on the cover, +a firm hand pressure, and Morris's parting words, + +"Save my notes." + +That night De Young knew no sleep. "I must finish the work," he said, +in lame excuse. Well he knew there could be no rest for him that +night. He did his task thoroughly, making record of things that had +passed, with the precision of a physician who knows a patient but as +material. + +A tramp, who, unknowing, had taken shelter in an outbuilding, waking +in the night, saw the light. Moved by curiosity, he crawled up softly +in the darkness, and peeped in at the window. In the half light he saw +on the bed a thin, white face motionless in the expression which even +he knew was death; and at the table, writing rapidly with manuscript +all about, a man whose eyes shone with the brilliancy of disease, and +with a face as pale as the face on the pillow. In the blank, +unreasoning terror of superstition, he fled until Nature rebelled and +would carry him no farther. Next day to all he saw, he told the tale +of supernatural things which lingers yet around a prairie ruin, in +whose dooryard are mounds built of man. + +The mail carrier calling next day saw a man with spots of scarlet +heightening the contrast of a face pale as death, digging in the +dooryard. The man worked slowly, for he coughed often and must rest. +In kindness the carrier offered help, but was refused with words that +brought to the listener's eyes a moisture unknown since boyhood, and +the thought of which in days that followed, kept him silent concerning +what he had seen. + +Summer, with the breath of warm life and the odor of growing things; +with days made dreamy and thoughtful by the purring of the soft wind +and the droning of insects; and nights when all was good; with stars +above and crickets singing below--summer had come and was passing. + +De Young could no longer deceive himself. The personal faith that had +upheld him so long--when friends had failed--could fight the +inevitable no longer. With eyes wide open, he saw at last clearly, +and, seeing, realized the end. He cared not for death; he was too +strong for that; but it must needs be that, now, with the shadow of +defeat lying dark over the future, the problem of motive, the great +"why," should come uppermost in his mind demanding an answer. + +Once before, at the time when other men read from their lives, he +caught glimpses of something beyond. Now again the mood returned, and +he knew why he was as he was; that with him love was, and had been, +stronger than Science and all else beside. He knew that whatever he +might have done, the entering into his life of The Woman, and the +knowledge that followed her coming, had inspired the supreme motive +that thenceforth drove him forward. With this realization came a new +life, a happier and a sadder life, in which all things underwent +readjustment. + +Regret came as sadness, regret that he had not told this woman +all; that in his blind confidence he had not written, but had +waited--waited for this. He would wait no longer. He would tell +her now. A thousand new thoughts came to his mind; a thousand new +feelings surged over him as a flood, and he poured them out on paper. +The man himself, not the physician, was unfolded for the first time in +his life, and the writing of that letter which told all, his life, +his love, that ended with a good-bye which was forever, was the +sweetest labor of his life. He sealed the letter and sat for hours +looking at it, dreaming. + +It was summer and the nights were short, so that with the writing and +the dreams, morning had come. He could scarce wait that day for the +carrier; time to him had become suddenly a thing most precious; and +when at last the man appeared. De Young twice exacted the promise +that the letter should be mailed special delivery. + +The reaction was on and all the world was dark. Fool that he was, two +years had passed since he had heard from her. She also was a +consumptive; might not--? + +The very thought was torture; perspiration started at every pore, and +with the little strength that was left he paced up and down the room +like a caged animal. A fit of coughing, such as he had never known +before, seized him, and he dropped full length upon the bed. + +The limit was reached; he slept. + +As he had worked one night before to forget, so he spent the following +days. It was the end, and he knew it; but he no longer cared. His +future was centred on one event--the coming of a letter. Beyond that +all was shadow, and he cared not to explore. He worked all that Nature +would allow, carrying to completion his observations, admitting his +mistake with a candor which now caused no personal pain. He spent much +time at his journal, writing needless things: his actions, his very +thoughts,--things which could not have been wrung from him before; +but he was lonely and desperate. He must not think--'t was madness. So +he wrote and wrote and wrote. + +He watched for the carrier all the daylight hours. His mail was light, +and the coming infrequent. There had been time for an answer, and the +watcher could no longer compose himself to write. All day he sat in +the doorway, looking across the two mounds, down the road whence the +carrier would come. + +And at last he came. Far down the road toward town one morning a +familiar moving figure grew distinct. De Young watched as though +fascinated. He wanted to shout, to laugh, to cry. With an effort that +sent his finger nails deep into his palms, he kept quiet, waiting. + +A letter was in the carrier's hand. Struck by the look on De Young's +face, the postman did not turn, but stood near by watching. The exile, +once the immovable, seized the missive feverishly, then paused to +examine. It was a man's writing he held, and he winced as at a blow, +but with a hand that was nerved too high to tremble, he tore open the +envelope. He read the few words, and read again; then in a motion of +weariness and hopelessness indescribable, hands and paper dropped. + +"My God! And she never knew," he whispered. + +When next the carrier came, he shaped the third mound. + + + + +ARCADIA IN AVERNUS + + + "_For they have sown the wind, and + they shall reap the whirlwind._" + + +CHAPTER I--PRELUDE + + +Silence, the silence of double doors and of padded walls was upon the +private room of the down-town office. Across the littered, ink-stained +desk a man and a woman faced each other. Threads of gray lightened the +hair of each. Faint lines, delicate as pencillings, marked the +forehead of the woman and radiated from the angles of her eyes. A deep +fissure unequally separated the brows of the man, and on his shaven +face another furrow added firmness to the mouth. Their eyes met +squarely, without a motion from faces imperturbable in middle age and +knowledge of life. + +The man broke silence slowly. + +"You mean," he hesitated, "what that would seem to mean?" + +"Why not?" A shade of resentment was in the answering voice. + +"But you're a woman--" + +"Well--" + +"And married--" + +The note of resentment became positive. "What difference does that +make?" + +"It ought to." The man spoke almost mechanically. "You took oath +before man and higher than man--" + +The woman interrupted him shortly. + +"Another took oath with me and broke it." She leaned gracefully +forward in the big chair until their eyes met. "I'm no longer bound." + +"But I--" + +"I love you!" she interjected. + +The man's eyebrows lifted. + +"Love?" he inflected. + +"Yes, love. What is love but good friendship--and sex?" + +The man was silent. + +A strong white hand slid under the woman's chin and her elbow met the +desk. + +"I meant what you thought," she completed slowly. + +"But I cannot--" + +"Why?" + +"It destroys all my ideas of things. Your promise to another--" + +"I say he's broken his promise to me." + +"But your being a woman--" + +"Why do you expect more of me because I'm a woman? Haven't I feelings, +rights, as well as you who are a man?" She waited until he looked up. +"I ask you again, won't you come?" + +The man arose and walked slowly back and forth across the narrow room. +At length he stopped by her chair. + +"I cannot." + +In swift motion his companion stood up facing him. + +"Don't you wish to?" she challenged. + +The hand of the man dropped in outward motion of deprecation. + +"The question is useless. I'm human." + +"Why shouldn't we do what pleases us, then?" The voice was insistent. +"What is life for if not for pleasure?" + +"Would it be pleasure, though? Wouldn't the future hold for us more +of pain than of pleasure?" + +"No, never." The words came with a slowness that meant finality. "Why +need to-morrow or a year from now be different from to-day unless we +make it so?" + +"But it would change unconsciously. We'd think and hate ourselves." + +"For what reason? Isn't it Nature that attracts us to each other and +can Nature be wrong?" + +"We can't always depend upon Nature," commented the man absently. + +"That's an artificial argument, and you know it." A reprimand was in +her voice. "If you can't depend upon Nature to tell you what is right, +what other authority can you consult?" + +"But Nature has been perverted," he evaded. + +"Isn't it possible your judgment instead is at fault?" + +"It can't be at fault, here." The voice was neutral as before. +"Something tells us both it would be wrong--to do--as we want to +do." + +Once more they sat down facing each other, the desk between them as at +first. + +"Artificial convention, I tell you again." In motion graceful as +nature the woman extended her hand, palm upward, on the polished desk +top. "How could we be other than right? What do we mean by right, +anyway? Is there any judge higher than our individual selves, and +don't they tell us pleasure is the chief aim of life and as such must +be right?" + +The muscles at the angle of the man's jaw tightened involuntarily. + +"But pleasure is not the chief end of life." + +"What is, then?" + +"Development--evolution." + +"Evolution to what?" she insisted. + +"That we cannot answer as yet. Future generations must and will give +answer." + +"It's for this then that you deny yourself?" A shade almost of +contempt was in the questioning voice. + +The taunt brought no change of expression to the man's face. + +"Yes." + +The woman walked over to a bookcase, and, drawing out a volume, +turned the pages absently. Without reading a word, she came back and +looked the man squarely in the face. + +"Will denying yourself help the world to evolve?" + +"I think so." + +"How?" + +"My determination makes me a positive force. It is my Karma for good, +that makes my child stronger to do things." + +"But you have no child,"--swiftly. + +Their eyes met again without faltering. + +"I shall have--sometime." + +Silence fell upon them. + +"Where were you a century ago?" digressed the woman. + +"I wasn't born." + +"Where will your child be a hundred years from now?" + +"Dead likewise, probably; but the force for good, the Karma of the +life, will be passed on and remain in the world." + +Unconsciously they both rose to their feet. + +"Was man always on the earth?" she asked. + +The question was answered almost before spoken. + +"No." + +"Will he always be here?" + +"Science says 'no.'" + +The woman came a step forward until they almost touched. + +"What then becomes of your life of denial?" she challenged. + +"You make it hard for me," said the man, simply. + +"But am I not right?" She came toward him passionately. "I come near +you, and you start." She laid her hand on his. "I touch you, and your +eyes grow warm. Both our hearts beat more quickly. Look at the +sunshine! It's brighter when we're so close together. What of life? +It's soon gone--and then? What of convention that says 'no'? It's but +a farce that gives the same thing we ask--at the price of a few words +of mummery. Our strongest instincts of nature call for each other. Why +shouldn't we obey them when we wish?" She hesitated, and her voice +became tender. "We would be very happy together. Won't you come?" + +The man broke away almost roughly. + +"Don't you know," he demanded, "it's madness for us to be talking like +this? We'll be taking it seriously, and then--" + +The woman made a swift gesture of protest. + +"Don't. Let's be honest--with each other, at least. I'm tired of +pretending to be other than I am. Why did you say 'being true to my +husband'? You know it's mockery. Is it being true to live with a man I +hate because man's law demands it, rather than true to you whom +Nature's law sanctions? Don't speak to me of society's right and +wrong! I despise it. There is no other tribunal than Nature, and +Nature says 'Come.'" + +The man sat down slowly and dropped his head wearily into his hands. + +"I say again, I cannot. I respect you too much. We're intoxicated now +being together. In an hour, after we're separate--" + +She broke in on him passionately. + +"Do you think a woman says what I have said on the spur of the moment? +Do you think I merely happened to see you to-day, merely happened to +say what I've said? You know better. This has been coming for months. +I fought it hard at first; with convention, with your idea of right +and wrong. Now I laugh at them both. Life is life, and short, and +beyond is darkness. Think what atoms we are; and we struggle so hard. +Our life that seems to us so short--and so long! A thousand, perhaps +ten thousand such, end to end, and we have the life of a world. And +what is that? A cycle! A thing self-created, self-destructive: then of +human life--nothingness. Oh, it's humorous! Our life, a ten thousandth +part of that nothingness; and so full of tiny--great struggles and +worries!" She was silent a moment, her throat trembling, a multitude +of expressions shifting swiftly on her face. + +"Do you believe in God?" she questioned suddenly. + +"I hardly know. There must be--" + +"Don't you suppose, then, He's laughing at us now?" She hesitated +again and then went on, almost unconsciously. "I had a dream a few +nights ago." The voice was low and very soft. "It seemed I was alone +in a desert place, and partial darkness was about me. I was conscious +only of listening and wondering, for out of the shadow came sounds of +human suffering. I waited with my heart beating strangely. Gradually +the voices grew louder, until I caught the meaning of occasional words +and distinctly saw coming toward me the figure of a man and a woman +bearing a great burden, a load so great that both together bent +beneath the weight and sweat stood thick upon their brows. The edges +of the burden were very sharp so that the hands of the man and the +woman bled from the wounds and their shoulders were torn grievously +where the load had shifted: those of the woman more than the man, for +she bore more of the weight. I marvelled at the sight. + +"Suddenly an intense brightness fell about me and I saw, near and +afar, other figures each bearing similar burdens. The light passed +away, and I drew near the man and questioned him. + +"'What rough load is that you carry?' I asked. + +"'The burden of conventionality,' answered the man, wearily and with a +note of surprise in his voice. + +"'Why do you bear it needlessly?' I remonstrated. + +"'We dare not drop it,' said the woman, hopelessly, 'lest that light, +which is the searchlight of public opinion, return, showing us +different from the others.' + +"Even as she spoke the illumination again fell upon us, and by its +brightness I saw a drop of blood gather slowly from the wounds on the +woman's hand and fall into the dust at her feet." + +A silence fell upon the inmates of the tiny muffled office. + +"But the burden isn't useless," said the man, gently. "The condemnation +of society is an hourly reality. From the patronage of others we live. +The sun burns us, but we submit, for in return it gives life." + +The woman arose with an abrupt movement, and looked down at him +coldly. + +"Are you a man, and use those arguments?" An expression akin to +contempt formed about her mouth. "Are you afraid of a united voice the +individuals of which you despise?" + +The first hint of restrained passion was in the answering voice. + +"You taunt me in safety, for you know I love you." He looked up at her +unhesitatingly. "Man's law is artificial, that I know; but it's made +for conditions which are artificial, and for such it's right. Were we +as in the beginning, Nature's law, which beside the law of man is no +law, would be right; but we're of the world as it is now. Things are +as they are, and we must conform or pay the price." He hesitated. His +face settled back into a mask. "And that price of non-conformity is +too high," he completed steadily. + +The eyes of the woman blazed and her hands tightened convulsively. + +"Oh, you're frozen--fossilized, man! I called you man! You're not a +man at all, but a nineteenth century machine! You're run like a motor, +from a power house; by the force of conventional thought, over wires +of red tape. Fie on you! I thought to meet a human being, not a +lifeless thing." She looked at him steadily, her chin in the air, a +world of scorn in her face. "Go on sweating beneath the useless load! +Go on building your structure of artificiality that ends centuries +from now in nothingness! Here's happiness to you in your empty life of +self-effacement, with your machine prompted acts, years considered!" +Without looking at him, one hand made scornful motion of dismissal. +"Good-bye, ghost of man; I wash my hands of you." + +"Wait, Eleanor!" The man sprang to his feet, the mask lifting from his +face, and there stood revealed a multitude of emotions, unseen of the +world, that flashed from the depths of his brown eyes and quivered in +the angles of his mouth. He came quickly over and took her hand +between his own. + +"I'm proud of you,"--a world of tenderness was in his voice--"unspeakably +proud--for I love you. I've done my best to keep us apart, yet all the +time I believed with you. Nature is higher than man, and no power on +earth can prove it otherwise." He looked into the softest of brown +eyes, and his voice trembled. "Beside you the world is nothing. Its +approval or its condemnation are things to be laughed at. With you I +challenge conventionality--society--everything." He bent over her hand +almost reverently and touched it softly with his lips. + +"Farewell--until I come," he said. + + +CHAPTER II--THE LEAP + + +A man and a woman emerged from the dilapidated day-car as it drew up +before the tiny, sanded station which marked the terminus of the +railway. The man was tall, clean-shaven, quick of step and of glance. +The woman was likewise tall, well-gloved, and, strange phenomenon at a +country station, carried no parcels. + +Though easily the centre of attention, the couple were far from being +alone. On the contrary, the car and platform fairly swarmed with +humanity. Men mostly composed the throng that alighted--big, +weather-stained fellows in rough jeans and denims. In the background, +as spectators moved or lounged a sprinkling of others: thinner, +lighter, enveloped in felt, woollen and buckskin, a fringe of heavy +hair peeping out at their backs beneath the broad hat-brims. A few +women were intermingled. Coarsely gowned, sun-browned, they stood; +themselves like suns, but each the centre of a system of bleach-haired +minor satellites. It was into this heterogeneous mass that the tall +man elbowed his way, a neat grip in either hand; the woman following +closely in his wake, her skirts carefully lifted. + +Clear of the out-flowing stream the man put down the satchels, and +looked over the heads of the motley crowd into the still more motley +street beyond. Two short rows of one-story buildings, distinctive by +the brightness of new lumber on their sheltered side, bordered a +narrow street, half clogged by the teams of visiting farmers. Not the +faintest clue to a hostelry was visible, and the eyes of the man +wandered back, interrupting by the way another pair of eyes frankly +inquisitive. + +The curious one was short; by comparison his face was still shorter, +and round. From his chin a tiny tuft of whiskers protruded, like the +handle of a gourd. Never was countenance more unmistakably labelled +good-humored, Americanized German. + +The eyes of the tall man stopped. + +"Is there a hotel in this"--he groped for a classification--"this +city?" he asked. + +A rattling sound, startlingly akin to the agitated contents of +over-ripe vegetables, came from somewhere in the internal mechanism of +the small man. Inferentially, the inquiry was amusing to the +questioned, likewise the immediately surrounding listeners who became +suddenly silent, gazing at the stranger with the wonder of young +calves. + +At length the innate spirit of courtesy in the German triumphed over +his amusement. + +"Hans Becher up by the postoffice takes folks in." The inward +commotion showed indications of resumption. "I never heard, though, +that he called his place a hotel!" + +"Thank you," and the circle of silence widened. + +The man and the woman walked up the street. Beneath their feet the +cottonwood sidewalk, despite its newness, was warped in agony under +sun and storm. Big puddles of water from a recent rain stood in the +hollows of the roadway, side by side with tufts of native grasses +fighting bravely for life against the intruder--Man. A fresh, +indescribable odor was in their nostrils; an odor which puzzled them +then, but which later they learned to recognize and never forgot--the +pungent scent of buffalo grass. A stillness, deeper than of Sabbath, +unbelievable to urban ears, wrapped all things, and united with an +absence of broken sky line, to produce an all-pervading sense of +loneliness. + +Hans Becher did not belie his name. He was very German. Likewise the +little woman who courtesied at his side. Ditto the choice assortment +of inquisitive tow-heads, who stared wide-eyed from various corners. +He shook hands at the door with each of his guests,--which action also +was unmistakably German. + +"You would in my house--put up, you call it?" he inquired in labored +English, while the little woman polished two speckless chairs with her +apron, and with instinctive photographic art placed them stiffly side +by side for the visitors. + +"Yes, we'd like to stay with you for a time," corroborated the tall +man. + +The little German ran his fingers uncertainly through his hair for a +moment; then his round face beamed. + +"We should then become to each other known. Is it not so?" Without +pausing for an answer, he put out a big hand to each in turn. "I am +Hans Becher, and this"--with elaborate indications--"this my wife +is--Minna." + +Minna courtesied dutifully, lower than before. The little Bechers were +not classified, but their connection was apparent. They calmly sucked +their thumbs. + +The lords of creation obviously held the rostrum. It was the tall man +who responded. + +"My name is Maurice, Ichabod Maurice." He looked at the woman, his +companion, from the corner of his eye. "Allow me, Camilla, to present +Mr. Becher." Then turning to his hosts, "Camilla Maurice: Mr. and Mrs. +Becher." + +The tall lady shook hands with each. + +"Pleased to meet you," she said, and smiled a moment into their eyes. +Thus Camilla Maurice made friends. + +There were a few low-spoken words in German and Minna vanished. + +"She will dinner make ready," Hans explained. + +The visitors sat down in their chairs, with Hans opposite studying +them narrowly; singly and together. + +"The town is very new," suggested Ichabod. + +"One year ago it was not." The German's short legs crossed each other +nervously and their owner seized the opportunity to make further +inspection. "It is very new," he repeated absently. + +Camilla Maurice stood up. + +"Might we wash, Mr. Becher?" she asked. + +The ultimate predicament was all at once staring the little man in the +face. + +"To be sure.... I might have known.... You will a room--desire." ... +He ran his fingers through his hair, and inspiration came. "Mr. +Maurice," he motioned, "might I a moment with you--speak?" + +"Certainly, Mr. Becher." + +The German saw light, and fairly beamed as he sought the safe +seclusion of the doorway. + +"She is your sister or cousin--_nein_?" he asked. + +There was the faintest suggestion of a smile in the corners of +Ichabod's mouth. + +"No, she is neither my sister nor my cousin, Mr. Becher." + +Hans heaved a sigh of relief: it had been a close corner. + +"She is your wife. One must know," and he mopped his brow. + +"Certainly--one must know," very soberly. + +Alone together in the little unfinished room under the rafters, the +woman sat down on the corner of the bed, physical discomfort forgotten +in feminine curiosity. + +"Those names--where did you get them?" she queried. + +"They came to me--at the moment," smiled the man. + +"But the cold-blooded horror of them!... Ichabod!" + +"The glory has departed." + +His companion started, and the smile left the man's face. + +"And Camilla?"--slowly. + +"Attendant at a sacrifice." + +Of a sudden the room became very still. + +Ichabod, exploring, discovered a tiny wash basin and a bucket of +water. + +"You wished to wash, Camilla?" + +The woman did not move. + +"They were very kind"--she looked through the window with the tiny +panes: "have we any right to--lie to them?" + +"We have not lied." + +"Tacitly." + +"No. I'm Ichabod Maurice and you're Camilla Maurice. We have not +lied." + +"But--" + +"The past is dead, dead!" + +The woman's face dropped into her hands. Woman ever weeps instinctively +for the dead. + +"You are sorry that it is--so?" There was no bitterness in the man's +voice, but he did not look at her, and Camilla misunderstood. + +"Sorry!" She came close, and a soft warm face pressed tightly against +his face. "Sorry!" Her arms were around him. "Sorry!" again repeated. +"No! No! No! No, without end! I'm not sorry. I'm Camilla Maurice, the +happiest woman in the world!" + +Later they utilized the tin basin and the mirror with a crack across +its centre. Dinner was waiting when they went below. + +To a casual observer, Hans had been very idle while they were gone. He +sat absently on the doorstep, watching the grass that grew almost +visibly in the warm spring sun. Occasionally he tapped his forehead +with his finger tips. It helped him to think, and just now he sadly +needed assistance. + +"Who were these people, anyway?" he wondered. Not farmers, certainly. +Farmers did not have hands that dented when you pressed them, and +farmers' wives did not lift their skirts daintily from behind. Hans +had been very observant as his visitors came up the muddy street. No, +that was not the way of farmers' wives: they took hold at the sides +with both hands, and splashed right through on their heels. + +Hans pulled the yellow tuft on his chin. What could they be, then? Not +summer boarders. It was only early spring; and, besides, although the +little German was an optimist, even he could not imagine any one +selecting a Dakota prairie for an outing. Yet ... No, they could not +be summer boarders. + +But what then? In his intensity Hans actually forgot the grass and, +unfailing producer of inspiration, ran his fingers frantically through +his mane. + +"Ah--at last--of course!" The round face beamed and a hard hand smote +a harder knee, joyously. That he had not remembered at once! It was +the new banker, to be sure. He would tell Minna, quite as a matter of +fact, for there could be no mistake. Hank Judge, the machine agent, +and Eli Stevens, the proprietor of the corner store, had said only +yesterday there was to be a bank. Looking up the street the little man +spied a familiar figure, and sprang to his feet as though released by +a spring, his hand already in the air. There was Hank Judge, now, and +he didn't know-- + +"Dinner, Hans," announced Minna at his elbow. + +Holding the child of his brain hard in both hands lest it should +escape prematurely, the little German went inside to preside over a +repast, the distinctively German incense of which ascended most +appetizingly. + +Hans, junior, in a childish treble, spoke an honest little German +blessing, beginning "_Mein Vater von Himmel_," and emphasized by the +raps of Hans senior's knuckles on certain other small heads to keep +their owners quiet. + +"Fresh lettuce and radishes!" commented Camilla, joyously. + +"Raised in our own garden _hinein_," bobbed Minna, in ecstasy. + +"And sauerkraut--" began Ichabod. + +"From cabbages so large," completed Hans, spreading his arms to +designate an imaginary vegetable of heroic proportions. + +"They must have grown very fast to be so large in May," commented +Camilla. + +Hans and Minna exchanged glances--pitying, superior glances--such as +we give behind the backs of the infirm, or the very old; and the +subject of vegetables dropped. + +"A great country for a bank, this," commented Mr. Becher, with +infinite _finesse_ and between intermittent puffs at a hot potato. + +"Is that so?" + +Hans nodded violent confirmation, then words, English words, being +valuable to him, he came quickly to the test. + +"You will build for the bank yourself, is it not so?" + +It was not the German and Minna who exchanged glances this time. + +"No, I shall not build for the bank myself, Mr. Becher." + +"You will rent, perhaps?" Hans's faith was beautiful. + +"No, I shall not rent." + +The German's face fell. To have wasted all that thought; for after all +it was not the banker! + +Minna, senior, stared in surprise, and her attention being diverted, +Minna the younger seized the opportunity to inundate herself with a +cup of hot coffee. + +The spell was broken. + +"I'm going to take a homestead," explained Ichabod. + +Hans's fork paused in mid-air and his mouth forgot to close. At the +point where the German struck, the earth was very hard. + +"So?" he interrogated, weakly. + +At this juncture the difference between the two Minnas, which had been +transferred from the table to the kitchen, was resumed; and although +Ichabod ate the remaining kraut to the last shred, and Camilla talked +to Hans of the _Vaterland_ in his native German, each knew the +occasion was a failure. An ideal had been raised, the ideal of a +Napoleon of finance, a banker; and that ideal materializing, lo there +stood forth a farmer! _Ach Gott von Himmel!_ + +After dinner Hans stood in the doorway and pointed out the land-office. +Ichabod thanked him, and under the impulse of habit felt in his +pocket for a cigar. None was there, and all at once he remembered +Ichabod Maurice did not smoke. Strange he should have such an +abominable inclination to do so just then; but nevertheless the fact +remained. Ichabod Maurice never had smoked. + +He started up the street. + +A small man, with very high boots and a very long moustache, sat +tipped back in the sun in front of the land-office. He was telling a +story; a good one, judging from the attention of the row of listeners. +He grasped the chair tightly with his left hand while his right, +holding a cob pipe, gesticulated actively. The story halted abruptly +as Ichabod came up. + +"Howdy!" greeted the little man. + +Maurice nodded. + +"Don't let me interrupt you," he temporized. + +"Not at all," courtesied the teller of stories, as he led the way +inside. "I've told that one until I'm tired of it, anyway." He tapped +the ashes from his pipe-bowl, meditatively. "A fellow has to kill the +time some way, though, you know." + +"Yes, I know," acquiesced Ichabod. + +The agent took a chair behind the battered pine desk, and pointed to +another opposite. + +"Any way I can help you?" he suggested. + +"Yes," answered Maurice. "I'm thinking of taking a homestead." + +The agent looked his visitor up and down and back again; then, being +native born, his surprise broke forth in idiom. + +"Well, I'm jiggered!" he avowed. + +It was Ichabod's turn to make observation. + +"I believe you; you look it," he corroborated at length. + +Again the little man stared; and in the silence following, a +hungry-looking bird-dog thrust his thin muzzle in at the door, and +sniffed. + +"Get out," shouted the owner at the intruder, adding in extenuation: +"I'm busy." He certainly was "jiggered." + +Ichabod came to the rescue. + +"I called to learn how one goes at it to take a claim," he explained. +"The _modus operandi_ isn't exactly clear in my mind." + +The agent braced up in his chair. + +"I suppose you'll say it's none of my business," he commented, "but as +a speculation you'd do a lot better to buy up the claims of poor +cusses who have to relinquish, than to settle yourself." + +"I'm not speculating. I expect to build a house, and live here." + +"As a friend, then, let me tell you you'll never stand it." A stubby +thumb made motion up the narrow street. "You see this town. I won't +say what it is--you realize for yourself; but bad as it is, it's +advanced civilization alongside of the country. You'll have to go ten +miles out to get any land that's not taken." He stopped and lit his +pipe. "Do you know what it means to live alone ten miles out on the +prairie?" + +"I've never lived in the country." + +"I'll tell you, then, what it means." He put down his pipe and looked +out at the open door. His face changed; became softer, milder, +younger. His voice, when he spoke, added to the impression of +reminiscence, bearing an almost forgotten tone of years ago. + +"The prairie!" he apostrophized. "It means the loneliest place on +God's earth. It means that living there, in life you bury yourself, +your hopes, your ambitions. It means you work ever to forget the +past--and fail. It means self, always; morning, noon, night; until the +very solitude becomes an incubus. It means that in time you die, or, +from being a man, become as the cattle." The speaker turned for the +first time to the tall man before him, his big blue eyes wide open and +round, his voice an entreaty. + +"Don't move into it, man. It's death and worse than death to such as +you! You're too old to begin. One must be born to the life; must +never have known another. Don't do it, I say." + +Ichabod Maurice, listening, read in that appeal, beneath the words, +the wild, unsatisfied tale of a disappointed human life. + +"You are dissatisfied, lonesome--There was a time years ago +perhaps--" + +"I don't know." The glow had passed and the face was old again, and +heavy. "I remember nothing. I'm dead, dead." He drew a rough map from +his pocket and spread it out before him. + +"If you'll move close, please, I'll show you the open lands." + +For an hour he explained homesteads, preemptions and tree claims, and +the method of filing and proving up. At parting, Ichabod held out his +hand. + +"I thank you for your advice," he said. + +The man behind the desk puffed stolidly. + +"But don't intend to follow it," he completed. + +Instinctively, metaphor sprang to the lips of Ichabod Maurice. + +"A small speck of circumstance, which is near, obliterates much that +is in the distance." He turned toward the door. "I shall not be +alone." + +The little agent smoked on in silence for some minutes, gazing +motionless at the doorway through which Ichabod had passed out. Again +the lean bird-dog thrust in an apologetic head, dutifully awaiting +recognition. At length the man shook his pipe clean, and leaned back +in soliloquy. + +"Man, woman, human nature; habit, solitude, the prairie." He spoke +each word slowly, and with a shake of his head. "He's mad, mad; but I +pity him"--a pause--"for I know." + +The dog whined an interruption from the doorway, and the man looked +up. + +"Come in, boy," he said, in recognition. + + +CHAPTER III--THE WONDER OF PRAIRIE + + +Ichabod and Camilla selected their claim together. A fair day's drive +it was from the little town; a half-mile from the nearest neighbor, a +Norwegian, without two-score English words in his vocabulary. Level it +was, as the surface of a lake or the plane of a railroad bed. + +Together, too, they chose the spot for their home. Camilla sobbed over +the word; but she was soon dry-eyed and smiling again. Afterwards, +side by side, they did much journeying to and from the nearest +sawmill--each trip through a day and a night--thirty odd miles away. +The mill was a small, primitive affair, almost lost in the straggling +box-elders and soft maples that bordered the muddy Missouri, +producing, amid noisy protestations, the most despisable of all lumber +on the face of the globe--twisting, creeping, crawling cottonwood. + +Having the material on the spot, Ichabod built the house himself, +after a plan never before seen of man; joint product of his and +Camilla's brains. It took a month to complete; and in the meantime, +each night they threw their tired bodies on the brown earth, +indifferent to the thin canvas, which alone was spread between them +and the stars. + +Too utterly weary for immediate sleep, they listened to the sounds of +animal life--wholly unfamiliar to ears urban trained--as they stood +out distinct by contrast with a silence otherwise absolute as the +grave. + +... The sharp bark of the coyote, near or far away; soft as an echo, +the gently cadenced tremolo of the prairie owl. To these, the mere +opening numbers of the nightly concerts, the two exotics would listen +wonderingly; then, of a sudden, typical, indescribable, lonely as +death, there would boom the cry which, as often as it was repeated, +recalled to Ichabod's mind the words of the little man in the +land-office, "loneliest sound on earth"--the sound which, once heard, +remains forever vivid--the night call of the prairie rooster. Even +now, new and fascinating as it all was, at the last wailing cry the +two occupants of the tent would reach out in the darkness until their +hands met. Not till then would they sleep. + +In May, they finished and moved their few belongings into the odd +little two-room house. True to instinct, Ichabod had built a +fireplace, though looking in any direction until the earth met the +sky, not a tree was visible; and Camilla had added a cozy reading +corner, which soon developed into a sleeping corner,--out-of-door +occupations in sun and wind being insurmountable obstacles to mental +effort. + +But what matter! One straggling little folio, the local newspaper, +made its way into the corner each week--and that was all. They had cut +themselves off from the world, deliberately, irrevocably. It was but +natural that they should sleep. All dead things sleep! + +Month after month slipped by, and the first ripple of local excitement +and curiosity born of their advent subsided. Ichabod knew nothing of +farming, but to learn was simple. It needed only that he watch what +his neighbors were doing, and proceed to do likewise. He learned soon +to hold a breaking-plough in the tough prairie sod, and to swear +mightily when it balked at an unusually tough root. As well, he came +to know the oily feel of flax as he scattered it by hand over the +brown breaking. Later he learned the smell of buckwheat blossoms, and +the delicate green coloring of sod corn, greener by contrast with its +dark background. + +Nor was Camilla idle. The dresses she had brought with her, dainty +creations of foreign make, soon gave way to domestic productions of +gingham and print. In these, the long brown hands neatly gloved, she +struggled with a tiny garden, becoming in ratio as passed the weeks, +warmer, browner, and healthier. + +"Are you happy?" asked Ichabod, one day, observing her thus amid the +fruits of her hands. + +Camilla hesitated. Catching her hand, Ichabod lifted her chin so that +their eyes met. + +"Tell me, are you happy?" he repeated. + +Another pause, though her eyes did not falter. + +"Happier than I ever thought to be." She touched his sleeve tenderly. +"But not completely so, for--" she was not looking at him now,--"for +I love you, and--and--I'm a woman." + +They said no more; and though Ichabod went back to his team, it was +not to work. For many minutes he stood motionless, a new problem of +right and wrong throbbing in his brain. + +Fall came slowly, bringing the drowsy, hazy days of so-called Indian +Summer. It was the season of threshing, and all day long to the drowse +of the air was added, near and afar, all-pervading through the +stillness, the sleepy hum of the separator. Typical voice of the +prairie was that busy drone, penetrating to the ears as the ubiquitous +odor of the buffalo grass to the nostril, again bearing resemblance in +that, once heard, memory would reproduce the sound until recollection +was no more. + +Winter followed, and they, who had thought the earth quiet before, +found it still now indeed. Even the voice of the prairie-chicken was +hushed; only the sharp knife-like cutting of spread wings told of a +flock's passage at night. The level country, mottled white with +occasional drifts, and brown from spots blown bare by the wind, +stretched out seemingly interminable, until the line of earth and sky +met. + +Idle perforce, the two exotics would stand for hours in the sunshine +of their open doorway, shading their eyes from the glare and looking +out, out into the distance that was as yet only a name--and that the +borrowed name of an Indian tribe. + +"What a country!" Camilla would say, struck each time anew with a +never-ending wonder. + +"Yes, what a country," Ichabod would echo, unconscious that he had +repeated the same words in the same way a score of times before. + +In January, a blizzard settled upon them, and for two days and nights +they took turns keeping the big kitchen stove red hot. The West knows +no such storms, now. Man has not only changed the face of the earth, +but, in so doing, has annihilated that terror of the past--the Dakota +blizzard. + +In those days, though, it was very real, as Ichabod learned. He had +prepared for winter, by hauling a huge pile of cordwood and stacking +it, as a protection to windward, the full length of the little cabin, +thinking the spot always accessible; but he had builded in ignorance. + +The snow first commenced falling in the afternoon. By the next morning +the tiny house was buried to the window sashes. Looking out, there +could be seen but an indistinct slanting white wall, scarcely ten feet +away: a screen through which the sunlight filtered dimly, like the +solemn haze of a church. The earth was not silent, now. The falling of +the sleet and snow was as the striking of fine shot, and the sound of +the wind a steady unceasing moan, resembling the sigh of a big dynamo +at a distance. + +Slowly, inch by inch, during that day the snow crept up the window +panes until, before the coming of darkness without, it fell within. +Banked though they were on three sides, on the fourth side, +unprotected, the cold penetrated bitterly,--a cold no living thing +could withstand without shelter. Then it was that Ichabod and Camilla +feared to sleep, and that the long vigil began. + +By the next morning there was no light from the windows. The snow had +drifted level with the eaves. Ichabod stood in the narrow window +frame, and, lowering the glass from the top, beat a hole upward with a +pole to admit air. Through the tunnel thus formed there filtered the +dull gray light of day: and at its end, obstructing, there stood +revealed a slanting drab wall,--a condensed milky way. + +The storm was yet on, and he closed the window. To get outside for +fuel that day was impossible, so with an axe Ichabod chopped a hole +through the wall into the big pile, and on wood thus secured sawed +steadily in the tiny kitchen, while the kerosene lamp at his side +sputtered, and the fire crackled in a silence, like that surrounding a +hunted animal in its den. + +Many usual events had occurred in the lives of the wandering Ichabod +and Camilla, which had been forgotten; but the memory of that day, the +overwhelming, incontestible knowledge of the impotency of wee, +restless, inconsequent man, they were never to forget. + +"Tiny, tiny, mortal!" laughed the storm. "To think you would combat +Nature, would defy her, the power of which I am but one of many, many +manifestations!" And it laughed again. The two prisoners, listening, +their ears to the tunnel, heard the sound, and felt to the full its +biting mockery. + +Next day the siege was raised, and the sun smiled as only the sun can +smile upon miles and miles of dazzling snow crystals. Ichabod climbed +out--by way of the window route--and worked for hours with a shovel +before he had a channel from the tiny, submerged shanty to the light +of day beyond. Then together he and Camilla stood side by side in the +doorway, as they had done so many times before, looking about them at +the boundless prairie, drifted in waves of snow like the sea: the +wonder of it all, ever new, creeping over them. + +"What a country!" voiced Camilla. + +"What a country, indeed," echoed Ichabod. + +"Lonely and mysterious as Death." + +"Yes, as Death or--Life." + + +CHAPTER IV--A REVELATION + + +Time, unchanging automaton, moved on until late spring. Paradox of +nature, the warm brown tints of chilly days gave place under the heat +of slanting suns to the cool green of summer. All at once, sudden as +though autochthonal, there appeared meadow-larks and blackbirds: dead +weeds or man-erected posts serving in lieu of trees as vantage points +from which to sing. Ground squirrels whistled cheerily from newly +broken fields and roadways. Coveys of quail, tame as barn-yard fowls, +played about the beaten paths, and ran pattering in the dust ahead of +each passing team. Again, from its winter's rest, lonely, uncertain as +to distance, came the low, booming call of the prairie rooster. Nature +had awakened, and the joy of that awakening was upon the land. + +Of a morning in May the faded, dust-covered day-coach drew in at the +tiny prairie village. A little man alighted. He stood a moment on the +platform, his hands deep in his pockets, a big black cigar between his +teeth, and looked out over the town. The coloring of the short +straggling street was more weather-stained than a year ago, yet still +very new, and the newcomer smiled as he looked; a big broad smile that +played about his lips, turning up the corners of his brown moustache, +showing a flash of white teeth, and lighting a pair of big blue eyes +which lay, like a woman's, beneath heavy lashes. In youth, that smile +would have been a grin; but it was no grin now. The man was far from +youth, and about the mouth and eyes were deep lines, which told of one +who knew of the world. + +Slowly the smile disappeared, and as it faded the little man puffed +harder at the cigar. Evidently something he particularly wished to +explain would not become clear to his mind. + +"Of all places," he soliloquized, "to have chosen--this!" + +He started up the street, over the irregular warping sidewalk. + +"Hotel, sir-r?" The formula was American, the trilling r's distinctly +German. + +The traveller turned at the sound, to make acquaintance with Hans +Becher; for it was Hans Becher, very much metamorphosed from the +retiring German of a year ago. He made the train regularly now. + +The small man nodded and held out his grip; together they walked up +the street. In front of the hotel they stopped, and the stranger +pulled out his watch. + +"Is there a livery here?" he asked. + +"Yes; at the street end--the side to the left hand." + +"Thanks. I'll be back with you this evening." + +Hans Becher stared, open-mouthed, as the man moved off. + +"You will not to dinner return?" + +The little man stopped, and smiled without apparent reason. + +"No. Keep the grip. I expect to lunch," again he smiled without +provocation, "elsewhere. By the way," he added, as an afterthought, +"can you tell me where Mr. Maurice--Ichabod Maurice--lives?" + +The German nodded violent confirmation of a direction indicated by his +free hand. + +"Straight out, eight miles. Little house with _paint_"--strong +emphasis on the last--"_white_ paint." + +"Thanks." + +Hans saw the escape of an opportunity. + +"They are friends of yours, perhaps?"--he grasped at it. + +The little man did not turn, but the smile that seemed almost a habit, +sprang to his face. + +"Yes, they're--friends of mine," he corroborated. + +Hans, personification of knowledge, stood bobbing on the doorstep, +until the trail of smoke vanished from sight, then brought the satchel +inside and set it down hard. + +"Her brother has come," he announced to the wide-eyed Minna. + +"_Wessen Bruder?_" Minna was obviously excited, as attested by the +lapse from English. + +"Are we not now Americans naturalized?" rebuked Hans, icily. Suddenly +he thawed. "Whose brother! The brother of Camilla Maurice, to be +sure." + +Minna scrutinized the bag, curiously. + +"Did he so--inform you?" she questioned unadvisedly. + +"It was not necessary. I have eyes." + +Offended masculine dignity clumped noisily toward the door; +instinctive feminine diplomacy sprang to the rescue. + +"You are so wise, Hans!" + +And Peace, sweet Peace, returned to the household of Becher. + +Meanwhile the little man had secured a buggy, and was jogging out into +the country. He drove very leisurely, looking about him curiously. Of +a sudden he threw down his cigar, and sniffed at the air. + +"Buffalo grass, I'll wager! I've heard of it," and in the instinctive +action of every newcomer he sniffed again. + +Camilla Maurice sat in front of her tiny house, the late morning sun +warm about her; one hand supported a book, slanted carefully to avoid +the light, the other held the crank of a barrel-churn. As she read, +she turned steadily, the monotonous _chug!_ _chug!_ of the tumbling +cream drowning all other sounds. + +Suddenly the shadow of a horse passed her and a rough livery buggy +stopped at her side. She looked up. Instinctively her hand dropped the +crank, and her face turned white; then equally involuntarily she +returned to her work, and the _chug!_ _chug!_ continued. + +"Does Ichabod Maurice," drawling emphasis on the name, "live here?" +asked a voice. + +"He does." Camilla's chin was trembling; her answer halted abruptly. + +The man looked down at her, genuine amusement depicted upon his face. + +"Won't you please stop your work for a moment, Camilla?" + +With the name, one hand made swift movement of deprecation. "Pardon if +I mistake, but I take it you're Camilla Maurice?" + +"Yes, I'm Camilla Maurice." + +"Quite so! You see, Ichabod and I were old chums together in +college--all that sort of thing; consequently I've always wanted to +meet--" + +The woman stood up. Her face still was very white, but her chin did +not tremble now. + +"Let's stop this farce," she insisted. "What is it you wish?" + +The man in the buggy again made a motion of deprecation. + +"I was just about to say, that happening to be in town, and +incidentally hearing the name, I wondered if it were possible.... But, +pardon, I haven't introduced myself. Allow me--" and he bowed +elaborately. "Arnold, Asa Arnold.... You've heard Ichabod mention my +name, perhaps?" + +The woman held up her hand. + +"Again I ask, what do you wish?" + +"Since you insist, first of all I'd like to speak a moment with +Ichabod." His face changed suddenly. "For Heaven's sake, Eleanor, if +he must alter his name, why did he choose such a barbaric substitute +as Ichabod?" + +"Were he here"--evenly--"he'd doubtless explain that himself." + +"He's not here, then?" No banter in the voice now. + +"Never fear"--quickly--"he'll return." + +A moment they looked into each other's eyes; challengingly, as they +had looked unnumbered times before. + +"As you suggest, Eleanor," said the man, slowly, "this farce has gone +far enough. Where may I tie this horse? I wish to speak with you." + +Camilla pointed to a post, and silently went toward the house. Soon +the man followed her, stopping a moment to take a final puff at his +cigar before throwing it away. + +Within the tiny kitchen they sat opposite, a narrow band of warm +spring sunshine creeping in at the open door separating them. The +woman looked out over the broad prairie, her color a trifle higher +than usual, the lids of her eyes a shade nearer together--that was +all. The man crossed his legs and waited, looking so small that he +seemed almost boyish. In the silence, the drone of feeding poultry +came from the back-yard, and the sleepy breathing of the big collie on +the steps sounded plainly through the room. + +A minute passed. Neither spoke. Then, with a shade of annoyance, the +man shifted in his chair. + +"I thought, perhaps, you'd have something you wished to say. If not, +however--" He paused meaningly. + +"You said a moment ago, you wished to speak to _me_." + +"As usual, you make everything as difficult as possible." The shade of +annoyance became positive. "Such being the case, we may as well come +to the point. How soon do you contemplate bringing this--this incident +to a close?" + +"The answer to that question concerns me alone." + +An ordinary man would have laughed; but Asa Arnold was not an ordinary +man--not at this time. + +"As your husband, I can't agree with you." + +Camilla Maurice took up his words, quickly. + +"You mistake. You're the husband of Eleanor Owen. I'm not she." + +The man went on calmly, as though there had been no interruption. + +"I don't want to be hard on you, Eleanor. I don't think I have been +hard on you. A year has passed, and I've known you were here from the +first day. But this sort of thing can't go on indefinitely; there's a +limit, even to good nature. I ask you again, when are you coming +back?" + +The woman looked at her companion, for the first time steadily. Even +she, who knew him so well, felt a shade of wonder at the man who could +adjust all the affairs of his life in the same voice with which he +ordered his dinner. Before, she had always thought this attitude of +his pure affectation. Now she knew better, knew it mirrored the man +himself. He had done this thing. Knowing her whereabouts all the time, +he had allotted her the past year, as an employer would grant a +holiday to an assistant. Now he asked her to return to the old life, +as calmly as one returns in the fall to the city home after an outing! +Only one man in the world could have done that thing, and that man was +before her--her husband by law--Asa Arnold! + +The wonder of it all crept into her voice. + +"I'm not coming back, can't you understand? I'm never coming back," +she repeated. + +The man arose and stood in the doorway. + +"Don't say that," he said very quietly. "Not yet. I won't begin, now, +after all these years to make protestations of love. The thing called +Love we've discussed too often already, and without result. Anyway, +that's not the point. We never pretended to be lovers, even when we +were married. We were simply useful, very useful to each other." + +Camilla started to interrupt him, but, preventing, he held up his +hand. + +"We talked over a certain possibility--one now a reality--before we +were married." He caught the look upon her face. "I don't say it was +ideal. It simply _was_," he digressed slowly in answer, then hurried +on: "That was only five years ago, Eleanor, and we were far from +young." He looked at her, searchingly. "You've not forgotten the +contract we drew up, that stood above the marriage obligation, above +everything, supreme law for you and me?" Instinctively his hand went +to an inner pocket, where the rustle of a paper answered his touch. +"Remember; it's not a favor I ask of you, but the fulfilment of your +own word. Think a moment before you say you'll never return." + +Camilla Maurice found an answer very difficult. Had he been angry, or +abusive, it would have been easy; but as it was-- + +"You overlook the fact of change. A lifetime isn't required for +that." + +"I overlook nothing." The man went back to his chair. "You remember, +as well as I, that we considered the problem of change--and laughed at +it. I repeat, we're no longer in swaddling clothes." + +"Be that as it may, I tell you the whole world looks different to me +now." The speaker struggled bravely, but the ghastliness of such a +discussion wore on her nerves, and her face twitched. "No power on +earth could make me keep that contract since I've changed." + +The suggestion of a smile played about the man's mouth. + +"You've succeeded, perhaps, in finding that for which we searched so +long in vain, an aesthetic, non-corporeal love?" + +"I refuse to answer a question which was intended as an insult." + +The words out of her mouth, the woman regretted them. + +"Though quick yourself to take offence, you seem at no great pains to +avoid giving affront to another." The man voiced the reprimand +without the twitch of an eyelid, and finished with another question: +"Have you any reason for doing as you've done, other than the one you +gave?" + +"Reason! Reason!" Camilla Maurice stared again. "Isn't it reason +enough that I love him, and don't love you? Isn't it sufficient reason +to one who has lived until middle life in darkness that a ray of light +is in sight? Of all people in the world, you're the one who should +understand the reason best!" + +"Would any of those arguments be sufficient to break another +contract?" + +"No, but one I didn't mention would. Even when I lived with you, I was +of no more importance than a half-dozen other women." + +"You didn't protest at time of the agreement. You knew then my belief +and," Arnold paused meaningly, "your own." + +A memory of the past came to the woman; the dark, lonely past, which, +even yet, after so many years, came to her like a nightmare; the time +when she was a stranger in a strange town, without joy of past or hope +of future; most lonely being on God's earth, a woman with an +ambition--and without friends. + +"I was mad--I see it now--lonely mad. I met you. Our work was alike, +and we were very useful to each other." One white hand made motion of +repugnance at the thought. "I was mad, I say." + +"Is that your excuse for ignoring a solemn obligation?" Arnold looked +her through. "Is that your excuse for leaving me for another, without +a word of explanation, or even the conventional form of a divorce?" + +"It was just that explanation--this--I wished to avoid. It's hard for +us both, and useless." + +"Useless!" The man quickly picked up the word. "Useless! I don't like +the suggestion of that word. It hints of death, and old age, and +hateful things. It has no place with the living." + +He drew a paper from his pocket, slowly, and spread it on his knee. + +"Pardon me for again recalling past history, Eleanor; but to use +a word that is dead!... You must have forgotten--" The writing, +a dainty, feminine hand, was turned toward her, tauntingly, +compellingly. + +The man waited for some response; but Camilla Maurice was silent. That +bit of paper, the shadow of a seemingly impossible past, made her, for +the time, question her identity, almost doubt it. + +Five years ago, almost to the day, high up in a city building, in a +dainty little room, half office, half _atelier_, a man and a woman had +copied an agreement, each for the other, and had sworn an oath ever to +remain true to that solemn bond.... She had brought nothing to him, +but herself; not even affection. He, on the other hand, had saved her +from a life of drudgery by elevating her to a position where, free of +the necessity of struggling for a bare existence, she might hope to +consummate the fruition of at least a part of her dreams. On her +part.... + +"_Witnesseth: The said Eleanor Owen is at liberty to follow her own +inclinations as she may see fit; she is to remain free of any and all +responsibilities and restrictions such as customarily attach to the +supervision of a household, excepting as she may elect to exercise her +wifely prerogatives; being absolutely free to pursue whatsoever +occupation or devices she may desire or choose, the same as if she +were yet a spinster...._ + +"_In Consideration of Which: The said Eleanor Owen agrees never so to +comport herself that by word or conduct will she bring ridicule.... +dishonor upon the name...._" + +Recollection of it all came to her with a rush; but the words ran +together and swam in a maddening blur--the roar from the street below, +dull with distance; the hum of the big building, with its faint +concussions of closing doors; the air from the open window, not like +the sweet prairie air of to-day, but heavy, smoky, typical breath of +the town, yet pregnant with the indescribable throb of spring, +impossible to efface or to disguise! The compelling intimacy and +irrevocability of that memory overwhelmed her, now; a dark, evil flood +that blotted out the sunshine of the present. + +The paper rustled, as the man smoothed it flat with his hand. + +"Shall I read?" he asked. + +The woman's face stood clear--cruelly clear--in the sunlight; about +her mouth and eyes there was an expression which, from repetition, we +have learned to associate with the circle surrounding a new-made +grave: an expression hopelessly desperate, desperately hopeless. + +Of a sudden her chin trembled and her face dropped into her hands. + +"Read, if you wish"; and the smooth brown head, with its thread of +gray, trembled uncontrollably. + +"Eleanor!" with a sudden vibration of tenderness in his voice. +"Eleanor," he repeated. + +But the woman made no response. + +The man had taken a step forward; now he sat down again, looking +through the open doorway at the stretch of green prairie, with the +road, a narrow ribbon of brown, dividing it fair in the middle. In the +distance a farmer's wagon was rumbling toward town, a trail of fine +dust, like smoke, suspended in the air behind. It rattled past, and +the big collie on the step woke to give furious chase in its wake, +then returned slowly, a little conscious under the stranger's eye, to +sleep as before. Asa Arnold sat through it all, still as one +devitalized; an expression on his face no man had ever seen before; +one hopeless, lonely, akin to that of the woman. + +"Read, if you wish," repeated Camilla, bitterly. + +For a long minute her companion made no motion. + +"It's unnecessary," he intoned at last. "You know as well as I that +neither of us will ever forget one word it contains." He hesitated and +his voice grew gentle. "Eleanor, you know I didn't come here to +insult you, or to hurt you needlessly;--but I'm human. You seem to +forget this. You brand me less than a man, and then ask of me the +unselfishness of a God!" + +Camilla's white face lifted from her hands. + +"I ask nothing except that you leave me alone." + +For the first time the little man showed his teeth. + +"At last you mention the point I came here to arrange. Were you +alone, rest assured I shouldn't trouble you." + +"You mean--" + +"I mean just this. I wouldn't be human if I did what you ask--if I +condoned what you've done and are still doing." He was fairly started +now, and words came crowding each other; reproachful, tempestuous. + +"Didn't you ever stop to think of the past--think what you've done, +Eleanor?" He paused without giving her an opportunity to answer. "Let +me tell you, then. You've broken every manner of faith between man and +woman. If you believe in God, you've broken faith with Him as well. +Don't think for a moment I ever had respect for marriage as a divine +institution, but I did have respect for you, and at your wish we +conformed. You're my wife now, by your own choosing. Don't interrupt +me, please. I repeat, God has no more to do with ceremonial marriage +now than he had at the time of the Old Testament and polygamy. It's a +man-made bond, but an obligation nevertheless, and as such, at the +foundation of all good faith between man and woman. It's this good +faith you've broken." A look of bitterness flashed over his face. + +"Still, I could excuse this and release you at the asking, remaining +your friend, your best friend as before; but to be thrown aside +without even a 'by your leave,' and that for another man--" He +hesitated and finished slowly: + +"You know me well enough, Eleanor, to realize that I'm in earnest when +I say that while I live the man has yet to be born who can take +something of mine away from me." + +Camilla gestured passionately. + +"In other words: while growling hard at the dog who approached your +bone, you have no hesitation in stealing from another!" The +accumulated bitterness of years of repression spoke in the taunt. + +Across the little man's face there fell an impenetrable mask, like the +armor which dropped about an ancient ship of war before the shock of +battle. + +"I'm not on trial. I've not changed my name--" he nodded significantly +toward the view beyond the open door,--"and sought seclusion." + +Again the bitterness of memory prompted Camilla to speak the harshest +words of her life. + +"No, you hadn't the decency. It was more pleasure to thrust your shame +daily in my face." + +Arnold's color paled above the dark beard line; but the woman took no +heed. + +"Why did you wait a year," continued the bitter voice, "to end +in--this? If it must have been--why not before?" + +"I repeat, I'm not on trial. If you've anything to say, I'll listen." + +Something new in the man's face caught Camilla's attention, softened +the tone of her voice. + +"I've only this to say. You've asked for an explanation and a promise; +but I can give you neither. If there ever comes a time when I feel +they're due you, and I'm able to comply, I'll give them both gladly." +The absent look of the past returned to her eyes. "Even if I wished, I +couldn't give you an explanation now. I can't make myself understand +the contradiction. Somehow, knowing you so long, your beliefs crept +insistently into my loneliness. It seems hideous now, but I was honest +then. I believed them, too. I don't blame you; I only pity you. You +were the embodiment of protest against the established, of the +non-responsibility of the individual, of skepticism in everything. +Your eternal 'why' covered my horizon. Every familiar thing came to +bear a question I couldn't answer. My whole life seemed one eternal +doubt. One thing I'd never known, and I questioned it most of all; the +one thing I know now to be the truth,--the greatest truth in the +world." For an instant the present crowded the past from Camilla's +mind, but only for an instant. "Whatever I was at the time, you'd made +me--with your deathless 'why.' When I signed the obligation of that +day, I believed it was of my own free will; but I know now it was you +who wrote it for both of us--you, with your perpetual interrogation. I +don't accuse you of doing this deliberately, maliciously. We were both +deceived; but none the less the fact remains." A shadow, almost of +horror, passed over her face. + +"Time passed, and though you didn't know, I was in Hell. Reason told +me I was right. Instinct, something, called me a drag. I tried to +compromise, and we were married. Then, for the first time, came +realization. We were the best of friends,--but only friends." + +"You wonder how I knew. I didn't tell you then. I couldn't. I could +only feel, and that not clearly. The shadow of your 'why' was still +dark upon me. What I vaguely felt then, though, I know now; as I +recognize light or cold or pain." Her voice assumed the tone of one +who speaks of mysteries; slow, vibrant. "In every woman's mind the +maternal instinct should be uppermost; before everything, before +God,--unashamed, inevitable. It's unmistakably the distinction of a +good woman from a bad. The choosing of the father of her child is a +woman's unfailing test of love." + +The face of the man before her dropped into his hands, but she did not +notice. + +"Gropingly I felt this, and the knowledge came almost as an +inspiration. It gave a clue to--" + +"Stop!" The man's eyes blazed, as he leaped from his chair. "Stop!" + +He took a step forward, his hand before him, his face twitching +uncontrollably. The collie on the step awoke, and seeing his mistress +threatened, growled ominously. + +"Stop, I tell you!" Arnold choked for words. This the man of "why," +whom nothing before could shake! + +Camilla paled as her companion arose, and the dog, bristling, came +inside the room. + +"Get out!" blazed the man, with a threatening step, and the collie +fled. + +The interruption loosed words which came tumbling forth in a torrent, +as Arnold returned to face her. + +"You think I'm human, and yet tell me that to my face?" His voice was +terrible. "You women brand men cruel! No man on earth would speak as +you have spoken to a woman he'd lived with for four years!" The +sentences crowded over each other, like water over a fall--his eyes +flashing like a spray. + +"I told you before, I'm not on trial; that it was not my place to +defend. I don't do so now; but since you've spoken, I'll answer your +question. You ask why I didn't come a year ago, hinting that I wanted +to be more cruel. God! the blindness and injustice of you women! +Because we men don't show--Bah!... I was paying my own price. We +weren't living by the marriage vow; it was but a farce. Our own +contract was the vital thing, and it had said--But I won't repeat. +God, it was bitter! But I thought you'd come back. I loved you still." +He paused for words, breathing hard. + +"You say, I'll never know what love is. Blind! I've always loved you +until this moment, when you killed my love. You say I was untrue. It's +false. I swear it before--you, as you were once,--when you were my +god. Had you trusted me, as I trusted you, there'd have been no +thought of unfaithfulness in your mind." + +The woman sank back in the chair, her face covered, her whole body +trembling; but Asa Arnold went on like the storm. + +"Yes, I was ever true to you. From the first moment we met, and +against my own beliefs. You didn't see. You expected me to protest it +daily: to repeat the tale as a child repeats its lesson for a comfit. +Blind, I say, blind! You'll charge that I never told you that I loved +you. You wouldn't have believed me, even had I done so. Besides, I +didn't realize that you doubted, until the time when you were +learning--" he walked jerkily across the room and took up his +hat,--"learning the thing you threw in my face." He started to leave, +but stopped in the doorway, without looking back. "You tell me you've +suffered. For the first time in my life I say to another human being: +I hope so." He turned, unsteadily, down the steps. + +"Wait," pleaded the woman. "Wait!" + +The man did not stop, or turn. + +Camilla Maurice sank back in the chair, weak as one sick unto death, +her mind a throbbing, whirling chaos,--as of a patient under an +anaesthetic. Something she knew she ought to do, intended doing, and +could not. She groped desperately, but overwhelming, insistent, there +had developed in her a sudden, preventing tumult--in paradox, a +confusion in rhythm--like the beating of a great hammer on an anvil, +only incredibly more swift than blows from human hands. Over and over +again she repeated to herself the one word: "wait," "wait," "wait," +but mechanically now, without thought as to the reason. Then, all at +once, soft, all-enfolding, kindly Nature wrapped her in darkness. + +She awoke with the big collie licking her hand, and a numbness of +cramped limbs that was positive pain. A long-necked pullet was +standing in the doorway, with her mouth open; others stood wondering, +beyond. The sun had moved until it no longer shone in at the tiny +south windows, and the shadow of the house had begun to lengthen. + +Camilla stood up in the doorway; uncertain, dazed. A great lump was on +her forehead, which she stroked absently, without surprise at its +presence. She looked about the yard, and, her breath coming more +quickly, at the prairie. A broad green plain, parted by the road +squarely in the centre, smiled at her in the sunlight. That was all. +She stepped outside and shaded her eyes with her hand. Not a wagon nor +a human being was in sight. + +Again the weakness and the blackness came stealing over her; she sank +down on the doorstep. + +"O God, what have I done!" she wailed. + +The hens returned to their search for bugs; but the big collie stayed +by her side, whimpering and fondling her hand. + + +CHAPTER V--THE DOMINANCE OF THE EVOLVED + + +The keen joy of life was warmly flooding Ichabod Maurice this +spring day. Not life for the sake of an ambition or a duty, but +delight in the mere animal pleasure of existence. He had risen +early, and, a neighbor with him, they had driven forth: stars all +about, perpendicular, horizontal, save in the reddening east, upon +their long day's drive to the sawmill. The two teams plodded along +steadily, their footfall muffled in the soft prairie loam; the +earth elsewhere soundless, with a silence which even yet was a +marvel to the city man. + +The majesty of it held him silent until day dawned, and with the +coming of the sun there woke in unison the chorus of joyous animal +life. Then Ichabod, his long legs dangling over the dashboard, lifted +up a voice untrained as the note of a loon, and sang lustily, until +his companion on the wagon ahead,--boy-faced, man-bodied,--grinned +perilously. + +The long-visaged man was near happiness that morning,--unbelievably +near. By nature unsocial, by habit, city inbred, artificially +taciturn, there came with the primitive happiness of the moment +the concomitant primitive desire for companionship. He smiled +self-tolerantly when, obeying an instinct, he wound the lines around +the seat, and went ahead to the man, who grinned companionably as +he made room beside him. + +"God's country, this." Ichabod's hand made an all-including gesture, +as he seated himself comfortably, his hat low over his eyes. + +"Yes, sir," and the grin was repeated. + +The tall man reflected. Sunburned, roughly dressed, unshaven as he, +Maurice, was, this boy-man never failed the word of respect. Ichabod +examined him curiously out of his shaded lids. Big brown hands; body +strong as a bull; powerful shoulders; neck turned like a model; a soft +chin under a soft, light beard; gentle blue eyes--all in all, a face +so open that its very legibility seemed a mark. It reddened now, +under the scrutiny. + +"Pardon," said Ichabod. "I was thinking how happy you are." + +"Yes, sir." And the face reddened again. + +Ichabod smiled. + +"When is it to be, Ole?" + +The big body wriggled in blissful embarrassment. + +"As soon as the house is built,"--confusedly. + +"You're building very fast, eh?" + +The Swede grinned confirmation. Words were of value to Ole. + +"I see the question was superfluous," and Ichabod likewise smiled in +genial comradery. A moment later, however, the smile vanished. + +"You're very content as it is, Ole," he digressed, equivocally; +"but--supposing--Minna were already the wife of a friend?" + +The Swede stared in breathless astonishment. + +"She isn't, though" he gasped at length in startled protest. + +"But supposing--" + +"It would be so. I couldn't help it." + +"You'd do nothing?" rank anarchy in the suggestion. + +"What would there be to do?" + +Ichabod temporized. + +"Supposing again, she loved you, and didn't love her husband?" Ole +scratched his head, seeing very devious passages beyond. "That would +be different," and he crossed his legs. + +Ichabod smiled. The world over, human nature is fashioned from one +mould. + +"Supposing, once more, it's a year from now,--five years from now. +You've married Minna, but you're not happy. She's grown to hate +you,--to love another man?" + +Ole's faith was beautiful. + +"It's not to be thought of. It's impossible!" + +"But supposing," urged Ichabod. + +The boy-man was silent for a very long minute; then his face darkened, +and the soft jaw grew hard. + +"I don't know--" he said slowly,--"I don't know, but I think I kill +that man." + +Ichabod did not smile this time. + +"We're all much alike, Ole. I think you would." + +They drove on; far past the town, now; the sun high in the sky; dew +sparkling like prisms innumerable; the prairie colorings soft as a +rug--its varied greens of groundwork blending with the narrow line of +fresh breaking rolling at their feet. + +"You were born in this country?" asked Ichabod suddenly. + +"In Iowa. It's much like this--only rougher." + +"You'll live here, always?" + +The Swede shook his head and the boy's face grew older. + +"No; some day, we're going to the city--Minna and I. We've planned." + +Ichabod was thoughtful a minute. + +"I'm a friend of yours, Ole." + +"A very good friend," repeated the mystified Swede. + +"Then, listen, and don't forget." The voice was vibrant, low, but the +boy heard it clearly above the noise of the wagon. "Don't do it, Ole; +in God's name, don't do it! Stay here, you'll be happy." He looked the +open-mouthed listener deep in the eyes. "If you ever say a prayer, +let it be the old one, even though it be an insult to a just +God:--'Lead us not into temptation.' Avoid, as you would avoid death, +the love of money, the fever of unrest, the desire to become greater +than your fellows, the thirst to know and to taste all things, which +is the spirit of the city. Live close to Nature, where all is equal +and all is good; where sleep comes in the time of sleep, and work when +it is day. Do that labor which comes to you at the moment, leaving +to-morrow to Nature." He crossed his long legs, and pressed his hat +down over his eyes. "Accept life as Nature gives it, day by day. Don't +question, and you'll find it good." He repeated himself slowly. +"That's the secret. Don't doubt, or question anything." + +In the Swede's throat there was a rattling, which presaged speech, but +it died away. + +"Do you love children, Ole?" asked Ichabod, suddenly. + +The boy face flushed. Ole was very young. + +"I--" he lagged. + +"Of course you do. Every living human being does. It's the one good +instinct, which even the lust of gain doesn't down. It's the tie that +binds,--the badge of brotherhood which makes the world one." He gently +laid his hand on the broad shoulder beside him. + +"Don't be ashamed to say you love children, boy, though the rest of +the world laugh,--for they're laughing at a lie. They'll tell you the +parental instinct is dying out with the advance of civilization; that +the time will come when man will educate himself to his own +extinction. It's false, I tell you, absolutely false." Ichabod had +forgotten himself, and he rushed on, far above the head of the gaping +Swede. + +"There's one instinct in the world, the instinct of parenthood, +which advances eternal, stronger, infinitely, as man's mind grows +stronger. So unvarying the rule that it's almost an index of +civilization itself, advancing from a crude instinct of the +body-base and animal--until it reaches the realm of the mind: the +highest, the holiest of man's desires: yet stronger immeasurably, as +with the educated, things of the mind are stronger than things of +the body. Those who deny this are fools, or imposters,--I know not +which. To do so is to strike at the very foundation of human +nature,--but impotently,--for in fundamentals, human nature is +good." Unconsciously, a smile flashed over the long face. + +"Talk about depopulating the earth! All the wars of primitive man were +inadequate. The vices of civilization have likewise failed. Even man's +mightiest weapon, legislation, couldn't stay the tide for a moment, if +it would. While man is man, and woman is woman, that long, above +government, religion,--life and death itself,--will reign supreme the +eternal instinct of parenthood." + +Ichabod caught himself in his own period and stopped, a little ashamed +of his earnestness. He sat up in the seat preparatory to returning to +his own wagon, then dropped his hand once more on the boy's shoulder. + +"I'm old enough to be your father, boy, and have done, in all things, +the reverse of what I advised you. Therefore, I know I was wrong. We +may sneer and speak of poetry when the words proceed from another, my +boy; but, as inevitable as death, there comes to every man the +knowledge that he stands accursed of Nature, who hasn't heard the +voice of his own child call 'father!'" + +He clambered down, leaving the speechless Ole sprawling on the +wagon-seat. Back in his own wagon, he smiled broadly to himself. + +"Strange, how easily the apple falls when it's ripe," he soliloquized. + +They drove on clear to the mill without another word; without even a +grin from the broad-faced Ole, who sat in ponderous thought in the +wagon ahead. To a nature such as his the infrequency of a new idea +gives it the force of a cataclysm; during its presence, obliterating +everything else. + +It was nearly noon when they reached the narrow fringe of trees and +underbrush--deciduous and wind-tortured all--which bordered the big, +muddy, low-lying Missouri; and soon they could hear the throb of the +engine at the mill, and the swish of the saw through the green lumber; +a sound that heard near by, inevitably carries the suggestion of +scalpel and living flesh. Nothing but green timber was sawed +thereabout in those days. The country was settling rapidly, lumber +was imperative, and available timber very, very limited. + +Returning, the heavy loads grumbled slowly along, so slowly that it +was nearly evening, and their shadows preceded them by rods when they +reached the little prairie town. They stopped to water their teams; +and Ole, true to the instincts of his plebeian ancestry, went in +search of a glass of beer. He returned, quickly, his face very red. + +"A fellow in there is talking about--about Mrs. Maurice," he blurted. + +"In the saloon, Ole?" + +The Swede repeated the story, watching the tall man from the corner of +his eye. + +A man, very drunk, was standing by the bar, and telling how, in coming +to town, he had seen a buggy drive away from the Maurice home very +fast. He had thought it was the doctor's buggy and had stopped in to +see if any one was sick. + +The fellow had grinned here and drank some more, before finishing the +story; the surrounding audience winking at each other meanwhile, and +drinking in company. + +Then he went on to tell how Camilla Maurice had sat just inside the +doorway, her face in her hands, sobbing,--so hard she hadn't noticed +him; and--and--it wasn't the doctor who had been there at all! + +Ichabod had been holding a pail of water so that a horse might drink. +At the end he motioned Ole very quietly, to take his place. + +"Finish watering them, and--wait for me, please." + +It was far from what the Swede had expected; but he accepted the task, +obediently. + +The only saloon of the town stood almost exactly opposite Hans +Becher's place, flush with the street. A long, low building, +communicating with the outer world by one door--sans glass--its single +window in front and at the rear lit it but imperfectly at midday, and +now at early evening made faces almost indistinguishable, and cast +kindly shadow over the fly specks and smoke stains of a low roof. A +narrow pine bar, redolent of tribute absorbed from innumerable passing +"schooners," stretched the entire length of the room at one side; and +back of it, in shirt sleeves and stained apron, presided the typical +bar-keeper of the frontier. All this Ichabod saw as he stepped inside; +then, himself in shadow, he studied the group before him. + +Railroad and cattle men, mostly, made up the gathering, with a scant +sprinkling of farmers and others unclassified. A big, ill-dressed +fellow was repeating the tale of scandal for the benefit of a +newcomer; the narrative moving jerkily over hiccoughs, like hurdles. + +"--I drew up to th' house quick, an' went up th' path quiet +like,"--he tapped thunderously on the bar with a heavy glass for +silence--"quiet--sh-h--like; an' when I come t' th' door, ther' 't +was open, an'--as I hope--hope t' die,... drink on me, b'ys, aller +y'--set 'm up, Barney ol' b'y, m' treat,... hope t' die, ther' she +sat, like this--" He looked around mistily for a chair, but none was +convenient, and he slid flat to the floor in their midst, his face +in his hands, blubbering dismally in imitation.... "Sat (hic) like +this; rockin' an' moanin' n' callin' his name: Asa--Asa--Asa--(hic) +Arnold--'shure 's I'm a sinner she--" + +He did not finish. Very suddenly the surrounding group had scattered, +and he peered up through maudlin tears to learn the cause. One man +alone stood above him. The room had grown still as a church. + +The drunken one blinked his watery eyes and showed his yellow teeth in +a convivial grin. + +"G'd evnin', pard.... Serve th'--th' gem'n, Barney; m' treat." Again +the teeth obtruded. "Was jes'--" + +"Get up!" + +He of the story winked harder than before. + +"Bless m'--" He paused for an expletive, hiccoughed, and forgetting +what had caused the halt, stumbled on:--"Didn' rec'gniz' y' +b'fore. Shake, ol' boy. S--sh-sorry for y'." Tears rose copiously. +"Tough--when feller's wife--" + +Interrupting suddenly a muffled sound like the distant exhaust of a +big engine--the meeting of a heavy boot with an obstacle on the floor. +"Get up!" + +A very mountain of human brawn resolved itself upward; a hand on its +hips; a curse on its lips. + +[Illustration: "You'll apologize."] + +"You damned lantern-faced--" No hiccough now, but a pause from pure +physical impotence, pending a doubtful struggle against a half-dozen +men. + +"Order, gentlemen!" demanded the bar-keeper, adding emphasis by +hammering a heavy bottle on the bar. + +"Let him go," commanded Ichabod very quietly; but they all heard +through the confusion. "Let him go." + +The country was by no means the wild West of the story-papers, but it +was primitive, and no man thought, then, of preventing the obviously +inevitable. + +Ichabod held up his hand, suggestively, imperatively, and the crowd +fell back, silent,--leaving him facing the big man. + +"You'll apologize!" The thin jaw showed clear, through the shade of +brown stubble on Ichabod's face. + +For answer, the big man leaning on the bar exhibited his discolored +teeth and breathed hard. + +"How shall it be?" asked Ichabod. + +A grimy hand twitched toward a grimier hip. + +"You've seen the likes of this--" + +Ichabod turned toward the spectators. + +"Will any man lend me--" + +"Here--" + +"Here--" + +"And give us a little light." + +"Outside," suggested the saloon-keeper. + +"We're not advertising patent medicine," blazed Ichabod, and the lamps +were lit immediately. + +Once more the long-visaged man appealed to the group lined up now +against the bar. + +"Gentlemen--I never carried a revolver a half-hour in my life. Is it +any more than fair that I name the details?" + +"Name 'm and be quick," acquiesced his big opponent before the others +could speak. + +"Thanks, Mr. Duggin," with equal swiftness. "These, then, are the +conditions." For three seconds, that seemed a minute, Ichabod looked +steadily between his adversary's bushy eyebrows. "The conditions," he +repeated, "are, that starting from opposite ends of the room, we don't +fire until our toes touch in the middle line." + +"Good!" commended a voice; but it was not big Duggin who spoke. + +"I'll see that it's done, too,"--added a listening cattleman, grasping +Ichabod by the hand. + +"And I." + +The building had been designed as a bowling-alley and was built the +entire length of the lot. With an alacrity born of experience, the +long space opposite the bar was cleared, and the belligerents +stationed one at either end, their faces toward the wall. Midway +between them a heavy line had been drawn with chalk, and beside it +stood a half-dozen grim men, their hands resting suggestively on their +hips. The room was again very quiet, and from out-of-doors penetrated +the shrill sound of a schoolboy whistling "Annie Laurie" with original +variations. So exotic seemed the entire scene in its prairie setting, +that it might have been transferred bodily from the stage of a distant +theatre and set down here,--by mistake. + +"Now," directed a voice. "You understand, men. You're to face and walk +to the line. When your feet touch--fire; and," warningly--"remember, +not before. Ready, gentlemen. Turn." + +Ichabod faced about, the cocked revolver in his hand, the name Asa +Arnold singing in his ears. A terrible cold-white anger was in his +heart against the man opposite, who had publicly caused the +resurrection of this hated, buried thing. For a moment it blotted +out all other sensations; then, rushing, crowding came other +thoughts,--vision from boyhood down. In the space of seconds, faded +scenes of the dead past took on sudden color and as suddenly +vanished. Faces, he had forgotten for years, flashed instantaneously +into view. Voices long hushed in oblivion, re-embodied, spoke in +accents as familiar as his own. Inwardly he was seething with the +myriad shifting pictures of a drowning man. Outwardly he walked +those half-score steps to the line, unflinchingly; came to certain +death,--and waited: personification of all that is cool and +deliberate--of the sudden abundant nerve in emergencies which comes +only to the highly evolved. + +Duggin, the big man, turned likewise at the word and came part way +swiftly; then stopped, his face very pale. Another step he took, with +another pause, and with great drops of perspiration gathering on his +face, and on the backs of his hands. Yet another start, and he came +very near; so near that he gazed into the blue of Ichabod's eyes. They +seemed to him now devil's eyes, and he halted, looking at them, +fingering the weapon in his hand, his courage oozing at every pore. + +Out of those eyes and that long, thin face stared death; not hot, +sudden death, but nihility, cool, deliberate, that waited for one! The +big beads on his forehead gathered in drops and ran down his cheeks. +He tried to move on, but his legs only trembled beneath him. The +hopeless, unreasoning terror of the frightened animal, the raw +recruit, the superstitious negro, was upon him. The last fragment of +self-respect, of bravado even, was in tatters. No object on earth, no +fear of hereafter, could have made him face death in that way, with +those eyes looking into his. + +The weapon shook from Duggin's hand to the floor,--with a sound like +the first clatter of gravel on a coffin lid; and in abasement +absolute he dropped his head; his hands nerveless, his jaw +trembling. + +"I beg your pardon--and your wife's," he faltered. + +"It was all a lie? You were drunk?" Ichabod crossed the line, standing +over him. + +A rustle and a great snort of contempt went around the room; but +Duggin still felt those terrible eyes upon him. + +"I was very drunk. It was all a lie." + +Without another word Ichabod turned away, and almost immediately the +other men followed, the door closing behind them. Only the bar-keeper +stood impassive, watching. + +That instant the red heat of the liquor returned to the big man's +brain and he picked up the revolver. Muttering, he staggered over to +the bar. + +"D--n him--the hide-faced--" he cursed. "Gimme a drink, Barney. +Whiskey, straight." + +"Not a drop." + +"What?" + +"Never another drop in my place so long as I live." + +"Barney, damn you!" + +"Get out! You coward!" + +"But, Barney--" + +"Not another word. Go." + +Again Duggin was sober as he stumbled out into the evening. + + * * * * * + +Ichabod moved slowly up the street, months aged in those last few +minutes. Reaction was inevitable, and with it the future instead of +the present, stared him in the face. He had crowded the lie down the +man's throat, but well he knew it had been useless. The story was +true, and it would spread; no power of his could prevent. He could not +deceive himself, even. That name! Again the white anger born of +memory, flooded him. Curses on the name and on the man who had spoken +it! Why must the fellow have turned coward at the last moment? Had +they but touched feet over the line-- + +Suddenly Ichabod stopped, his hands pressed to his head. Camilla, +home--alone! And he had forgotten! He hurried back to the waiting +Swede, an anathema that was not directed at another, hot on his +lips. + +"All ready, Ole," he announced, clambering to the seat. + +The boy handed up the lines lingeringly. + +"Here, sir." Then uncontrollable, long-repressed curiosity broke the +bounds of deference. "You--heard him, sir?" + +"Yes." + +Ole edged toward his own wagon. + +"It wasn't so?" + +"Duggin swore it was a lie." + +"He--" + +"He swore it was false, I say." + +They drove out into the prairie and the night; the stars looking down, +smiling, as in the morning which was so long ago, the man had +smiled,--looking upward. + +"Tiny, tiny mortal," they twinkled, each to the other. "So small and +hot, and rebellious. Tiny, tiny, mortal!" + +But the man covered his face with his hands, shutting them out. + + +CHAPTER VI--BY A CANDLE'S FLAME + + +Asa Arnold sat in the small upstairs room at the hotel of Hans Becher. +It was the same room that Ichabod and Camilla had occupied when they +first arrived; but he did not know that. Even had he known, however, +it would have made slight difference; nothing could have kept them +more constantly in his mind than they were at this time. He had not +slept any the night before; a fact which would have spoken loudly to +one who knew him well; and this morning he was very tired. He lounged +low in the oak chair, his feet on the bed, the usual big cigar in his +mouth. + +This morning, the perspective of the little man was anything but +normal. Worse than that, he could not reduce it to the normal, try as +he might. + +His meeting with Camilla yesterday had produced a deep and abiding +shock; for either of them to have been so moved signified the +stirring of dangerous forces. They--and especially himself--who had +always accepted life, even crises, so calmly; who had heretofore +laughed at all display of emotion--for them to have acted as they had, +for them to have spoken to each other the things they had spoken, the +things they could not forget, that he never could forgive--it was +unbelievable! It upset all the established order of things! + +His anger of yesterday against Camilla had died out. She was not to +blame; she was a woman, and women were all alike. He had thought +differently before; that she was an exception; but now he knew better. +One and all they were mere puppets of emotion, and fickle. + +In a measure, though, as he had excused Camilla he had incriminated +Ichabod. Ichabod was the guilty one, and a man. Ichabod had filched +from him his possession of most value; and without even the form of a +by-your-leave. The incident of last evening at the saloon (for he had +heard of it in the hour, as had every one in the little town) had but +served to make more implacable his resentment. By the satire of +circumstances it had come about that he again, Asa Arnold, had been +the cause of another's defending the honor of his own wife,--for she +was his wife as yet,--and that other, the defender, was Ichabod +Maurice! + +The little man's face did not change at the thought. He only smoked +harder, until the room was blue; but though he did not put the feeling +in words even to himself, he knew in the depths of his own mind that +the price of that last day was death. Whether it was his own death, or +the death of Ichabod, he did not know; he did not care; but that one +of them must die was inevitable. Horrible as was the thought, it had +no terror for him, now. He wondered that it did not have; but, on the +contrary, it seemed to him very ordinary, even logical--as one orders +a dinner when he is hungry. + +He lit another cigar, calmly. It was this very imperturbability of the +little man which made him terrible. Like a great movement of Nature, +it was awful from its very resistlessness; its imperviability to +appeal. Steadily, as he had lit the cigar, he smoked until the air +became bluer than before. In a ghastly way, he was trying to decide +whose death it should be,--as one decides a winter's flitting, whether +to Florida or California; only now the question was: should it be +suicide, or,--as in the saloon yesterday,--leave the decision to +Chance? For the time the personal equation was eliminated; the man +weighed the evidence as impartially as though he were deciding the +fate of another. + +He sat long and very still; until even in the daylight the red +cigar-end grew redder in the haze. Without being conscious of the +fact, he was probably doing the most unselfish thinking of his life. +What the result of that thought would have been no man will ever know, +for of a sudden, interrupting, Hans Becher's round face appeared in +the doorway. + +"Ichabod Maurice to see you," coughed the German, obscured in the +cloud of smoke which passed out like steam through the opening. + +It cannot be said that Asa Arnold's face grew impassive; it was that +already. Certain it was, though, that behind the mask there occurred, +at that moment, a revolution. Born of it, the old mocking smile sprang +to his lips. + +"The devil fights for his own," he soliloquized. "I really believe +I,"--again the smile,--"I was about to make a sacrifice." + +"Sir?" + +"Thank you, Hans." + +The German's jaw dropped in inexpressible surprise. + +"Sir?" he repeated. + +"You made a decision for me, then. Thank you." + +"I do not you understand." + +"Tell Mr. Maurice I shall be pleased to see him." + +The round face disappeared from the door. + +"_Donnerwetter!_" commented the little landlord in the safe seclusion +of the stairway. Later, in relating the incident to Minna, he tapped +his forehead, suggestively. + +Ichabod climbed the stair alone. "To your old room," Hans had said; +and Ichabod knew the place well. He knocked on the panel, a voice +answered: "Come," and he opened the door. Arnold had thrown away his +cigar and opened the window. The room was clearing rapidly. + +Ichabod stepped inside and closed the door carefully behind him. A +few seconds he stood holding it, then swung it open quickly and +glanced down the hallway. Answering, there was a sudden, scuttling +sound, not unlike the escape of frightened rats, as Hans Becher +precipitately disappeared. The tall man came back and for the second +time slowly closed the door. + +Asa Arnold had neither moved nor spoken since that first word,--"come"; +and the self-invited visitor read the inaction correctly. No man, with +the knowledge Ichabod possessed, could have misunderstood the challenge +in that impassive face. No man, a year ago, would have accepted that +challenge more quickly. Now--But God only knew whether or no he +would forget,--now. + +For a minute, which to an onlooker would have seemed interminable, the +two men faced each other. Up from the street came the ring of a heavy +hammer on a sweet-voiced anvil, as Jim Donovan, the blacksmith, +sharpened anew the breaking ploughs which were battling the prairie +sod for bread. In the street below, a group of farmers were swapping +yarns, an occasional chorus of guffaws interrupting to punctuate the +narrative. The combatants heard it all, as one hears the drone of the +cicada on a sleepy summer day; at the moment, as a mere colorless +background which later, Time, the greater adjuster, utilizes to +harmonize the whole memory. + +Ichabod had been standing; now he sat down upon the bed, his long legs +stretched out before him. + +"It would be useless for us to temporize," he initiated. "I've +intruded my presence in order to ask you a question." The long fingers +locked slowly over his knees. "What is your object here?" + +The innate spirit of mockery sprang to the little man's face. + +"You're mistaken," he smiled; "so far mistaken, that instead of your +visit being an intrusion, I expected you"--an amending memory came to +him--"although I wasn't looking for you quite so soon, perhaps." He +paused for an instant, and the smile left his lips. + +"As to the statement of object. I think"--slowly--"a disinterested +observer would have put the question you ask into my mouth." He +stared his tall visitor up and down critically, menacingly. Of a +sudden, irresistibly, a very convulsion shot over his face. "God, man, +you're brazen!" he commented cumulatively. + +Ichabod had gambled with this man in the past, and had seen him lose +half he possessed without the twitch of an eyelid. A force which now +could cause that sudden change of expression--no man on earth knew, +better than Ichabod, its intensity. Perhaps a shade of the same +feeling crept into his own answering voice. + +"We'll quarrel later, if you wish,"--swiftly. "Neither of us can +afford to do so now. I ask you again, what are your intentions?" + +"And I repeat, the question is by right mine. It's not I who've +changed my name and--and in other things emulated the hero of the +yellow-back." + +Ichabod's face turned a shade paler, though his answer was calm. + +"We've known each other too well for either to attempt explanation or +condemnation. You wish me to testify first." The long fingers +unclasped from over his knee. "You know the story of the past year: +it's the key to the future." + +A smile, sardonic, distinctive, lifted the tips of Arnold's big +moustaches. + +"Your faith in your protecting gods is certainly beautiful." + +Ichabod nursed a callous spot on one palm. + +"I understand,"--very slowly. "At least, you'll answer my question +now, perhaps," he suggested. + +"With pleasure. You intimate the future will be but a repetition of +the past. It'll be my endeavor to give that statement the lie." + +"You insist on quarrelling?" + +"I insist on but one thing,"--swiftly. "That you never again come into +my sight, or into the sight of my wife." + +One of Ichabod's long hands extended in gesture. + +"And I insist you shall never again use the name of Camilla Maurice as +your wife." + +The old mocking smile sprang to Asa Arnold's face. + +"Unconsciously, you're amusing," he derided. "The old story of the +mouse who forbids the cat.... You forget, man, she is my wife." + +Ichabod stood up, seemingly longer and gaunter than ever before. + +"Good God, Arnold," he flashed, "haven't you the faintest element of +pride, or of consistency in your make-up? Is it necessary for a woman +to tell you more than once that she hates you? By your own statement +your marriage, even at first, was merely of convenience; but even if +this weren't so, every principle of the belief you hold releases her. +Before God, or man, you haven't the slightest claim, and you know +it." + +"And you--" + +"I love her." + +Asa Arnold did not stir, but the pupils of his eyes grew wider, until +the whole eye seemed black. + +"You fool!" he accented slowly. "You brazen egoist! Did it never occur +to you that others than yourself could love?" + +Score for the little man. Ichabod had been pinked first. + +"You dare tell me to my face you loved her?" + +"I do." + +"You lie!" blazed Ichabod. "Every word and action of your life gives +you the lie!" + +Not five minutes had passed since he came in and already he had +forgotten! + +Asa Arnold likewise was upon his feet and they two faced each +other,--a bed length between; in their minds the past and future a +blank, the present with its primitive animal hate blazing in their +eyes. + +"You know what it means to tell me that." Arnold's voice was a full +note higher than usual. "You'll apologize?" + +"Never. It's true. You lied, and you know you lied." + +The surrounding world turned dark to the little man, and the dry-goods +box with the tin dipper on its top, danced before his eyes. For the +first time in his memory he felt himself losing self-control, and by +main force of will he turned away to the window. For the instant all +the savage of his nature was on the surface, and he could fairly feel +his fingers gripping at the tall man's throat. + +A moment he stood in the narrow south window, full in the smiling +irony of Nature's sunshine; but only a moment. Then the mocking smile +that had become an instinctive part of his nature spread over his +face. + +"I see but one way to settle this difficulty," he intimated. + +A taunt sprang to Ichabod's tongue, but was as quickly repressed. + +"There is but one, unless--" with meaning pause. + +"I repeat, there is but one." + +Ichabod's long face held like wood. + +"Consider yourself, then, the challenged party." + +They were both very calm, now; the immediate exciting cause in the +mind of neither. It seemed as if they had been expecting this time for +years, had been preparing for it. + +"Perhaps, as yesterday, in the saloon?" The points of the big +moustaches twitched ironically. "I promise you there'll be no +procrastination as--at certain cases recorded." + +The mockery, malice inspired, was cleverly turned, and Ichabod's big +chin protruded ominously, as he came over and fairly towered above the +small man. + +"Most assuredly it'll not be as yesterday. If we're going to reverse +civilization, we may as well roll it away back. We'll settle it alone, +and here." + +Asa Arnold smiled up into the blue eyes. + +"You'd prefer to make the adjustment with your hands, too, perhaps? +There'd be less risk, considering--" He stopped at the look on the +face above his. No man _vis-a-vis_ with Ichabod Maurice ever made +accusation of cowardice. Instead, instinctive sarcasm leaped to his +lips. + +"Not being of the West, I don't ordinarily carry an arsenal with me, +in anticipation of such incidents as these. If you're prepared, +however,--" and he paused again. + +Ichabod turned away; a terrible weariness and disgust of it all--of +life, himself, the little man,--in his face. A tragedy would not be so +bad, but this lingering comedy of death--One thing alone was in his +mind: to have it over, and quickly. + +"I didn't expect--this, either. We'll find another way." + +He glanced about the room. A bed, the improvised commode, a chair, a +small table with a book upon it, and a tallow candle--an idea came to +him, and his search terminated. + +"I may--suggest--" he hesitated. + +"Go on." + +Ichabod took up the candle, and, with his pocket-knife, cut it down +until it was a mere stub in the socket, then lit a match and held the +flame to the wick, until the tallow sputtered into burning. + +"You can estimate when that light will go out?" he intimated +impassively. + +Asa Arnold watched the tall man, steadily, as the latter returned the +candle to the table and drew out his watch. + +"I think so," _sotto voce_. + +Ichabod returned to his seat on the bed. + +"You are not afraid, perhaps, to go into the dark alone?" + +"No." + +"By your own hand?" + +"No," again, very slowly. Arnold understood now. + +"You swear?" Ichabod flashed a glance with the question. + +"I swear." + +"And I." + +A moment they both studied the sputtering candle. + +"It'll be within fifteen minutes," randomed Ichabod. + +Arnold drew out his watch slowly. + +"It'll be longer." + +That was all. Each had made his choice; a trivial matter of one second +in the candle's life would decide which of these two men would die by +his own hand. + +For a minute there was no sound. They could not even hear their +breathing. Then Arnold cleared his throat. + +"You didn't say when the loser must pay his debt," he suggested. + +Ichabod's voice in answer was a trifle husky. + +"It won't be necessary." A vision of the future flashed, sinister, +inevitable. "The man who loses won't care to face the necessity +long." + +Five minutes more passed. Down the street the blacksmith was hammering +steadily. Beneath the window the group of farmers had separated; their +departing footsteps tapping into distance and silence. + +Minna went to the street door, calling loudly for Hans, Jr., who had +strayed,--and both men started at the sound. The quick catch of their +breathing was now plainly audible. + +Arnold shifted in his chair. + +"You swear--" his voice rang unnaturally sharp, and he paused to +moisten his throat,--"you swear before God you'll abide by this?" + +"I swear before God," repeated Ichabod slowly. + +A second, and the little man followed in echo. + +"And I--I swear, I, too, will abide." + +Neither man remembered that one of this twain, who gave oath before +the Deity, was an agnostic, the other an atheist! + +A lonely south wind was rising, and above the tinkle of the +blacksmith's hammer there sounded the tap of the light shade as +it flapped in the wind against the window-pane. Low, drowsy, +moaning,--typical breath of prairie,--it droned through the +loosely built house, with sound louder, but not unlike the perpetual +roar of a great sea-shell. + +Ten minutes passed, and the men sat very still. Both their faces were +white, and in the angle of the jaw of each the muscles were locked +hard. Ichabod was leaning near the candle. It sputtered and a tiny +globule of hot tallow struck his face. He winced and wiped the drop +off quickly. Observing, Arnold smiled and opened his lips as if to +make comment; then closed them suddenly, and the smile passed. + +Two minutes more the watches ticked off; very, very slowly. Neither of +the men had thought, beforehand, of this time of waiting. Big drops of +sweat were forming on both their faces, and in the ears of each the +blood sang madly. A haze, as from the dropping of a shade, seemed to +have formed and hung over the room, and in unison sounds from without +acquired a certain faintness, like that born of distance. Through it +all the two men sat motionless, watching the candle and the time, as +the fascinated bird watches its charmer; as the subject watches the +hypnotist,--as if the passive exercise were the one imperative thing +in the world. + +"Thirteen minutes." + +Unconsciously, Arnold was counting aloud. The flame was very low, now, +and he started to move his chair closer, then sank back, a smile, +almost ghastly, upon his lips. The blaze had reached the level of the +socket, and was growing smaller and smaller. Two minutes yet to burn! +He had lost. + +He tried to turn his eyes away, but they seemed fastened to the spot, +and he powerless. It was as though death, from staring him in the +face, had suddenly gripped him hard. The panorama of his past life +flashed through his mind. The thoughts of the drowning man, of the +miner who hears the rumble of crumbling earth, of the prisoner +helpless and hopeless who feels the first touch of flame,--common +thought of all these were his; and in a space of time which, though +seeming to him endless, was in reality but seconds. + +Then came the duller reaction and the events of the last few minutes +repeated themselves, impersonally, spectacularly,--as though they +were the actions of another man; one for whom he felt very sorry. He +even went into the future and saw this same man lying down with a tiny +bottle in his hand, preparing for the sleep from which there would be +no awakening,--the sleep which, in anticipation, seemed so pleasant. + +Concomitant with this thought the visionary shaded into the real, and +there came the determination to act at once, this very afternoon, as +soon as Ichabod had gone. He even felt a little relief at the +decision. After all, it was so much simpler than if he had won, for +then--then--He laughed gratingly at the thought. Cursed if he would +have known what to have done, then! + +The sound roused him and he looked at his watch. A minute had passed, +fourteen from the first and the flame still sputtered. Was it possible +after all--after he had decided--that he was not to lose, that the +decision was unnecessary? There was not in his mind the slightest +feeling of personal elation at the prospect, but rather a sense of +injury that such a scurvy trick should be foisted off upon him. It +was like going to a funeral and being confronted, suddenly, with the +grinning head of the supposed dead projecting through the coffin lid. +It was unseemly! + +Only a minute more: a half now--yes, he would win. For the first time +he felt that his forehead was wet, and he mopped his face with his +handkerchief jerkily; then sank back in the chair, instinctively +shooting forward his cuffs in motion habitual. + +"Fifteen seconds." There could be no question now of the result; and +the outside world, banished for the once, returned. The blacksmith was +hammering again, the strokes two seconds apart, and the fancy seized +the little man to finish counting by the ring of the anvil. + +"Twelve, ten, eight," he counted slowly. "Six" was forming on the tip +of the tongue when of a sudden the tiny flame veered far over toward +the holder, sputtered and went out. For the first time in those +interminable minutes, Arnold looked at his companion. Ichabod's face +was within a foot of the table, and in line with the direction the +flame had veered. Swift as thought the small man was on his feet, +white anger in his face. + +"You blew that candle!" he challenged. + +Ichabod's head dropped into his hands. An awful horror of himself fell +crushingly upon him; an abhorrence of the selfishness that could have +forgotten--what he forgot; and for so long,--almost irrevocably long. +Mingled with this feeling was a sudden thanksgiving for the boon of +which he was unworthy; the memory at the eleventh hour, in time to do +as he had done before his word was passed. Arnold strode across the +room, his breath coming fast, his eyes flashing fire. He shook the +tall man by the shoulder roughly. + +"You blew that flame, I say!" + +Ichabod looked up at the furious, dark face almost in surprise. + +"Yes, I blew it," he corroborated absently. + +"It would have burned longer." + +"Perhaps--I don't know." + +Arnold moved back a step and the old smile, mocking, maddening, spread +over his face; tilting, perpendicular, the tips of the big +moustaches. + +"After all--" very slowly--"after all, then, you're a coward." + +The tall man stood up; six-feet-two, long, bony, immovable: Ichabod +himself again. + +"You know that's a lie." + +"You'll meet me again,--another way, then?" + +"No, never!" + +"I repeat, you're a cursed coward." + +"I'd be a coward if I did meet you," quickly. + +Something in Ichabod's voice caught the little man's ear and held him +silent, as, for a long half-minute, the last time in their lives, the +two men looked into each other's eyes. + +"You'll perhaps explain." Arnold's voice was cold as death. "You have +a reason?" + +Ichabod walked slowly over to the window and leaned against the frame. +Standing there, the spring sunshine fell full upon his face, drawing +clear the furrows at the angles of his eyes and the gray threads of +his hair. He paused a moment, looking out over the broad prairie +shimmering indistinctly in the heat, and the calm of it all took hold +of him, shone in his face. + +"I've a reason," very measuredly, "but it's not that I fear death, or +you." He took up his hat and smoothed it absently. "In future I shall +neither seek, nor avoid you. Do what you wish--and God judge us both." +Without a glance at the other man, he turned toward the door. + +Arnold moved a step, as if to prevent him going. + +"I repeat, it's my right to know why you refuse." His feet shifted +uneasily upon the floor. "Is it because of another--Eleanor?" + +Ichabod paused. + +"Yes," very slowly. "It's because of Eleanor--_and_ another." + +The tall man's hand was upon the knob, but this time there was no +interruption. An instant he hesitated; then absently, slowly, the door +opened and closed. A moment later indistinct, descending steps sounded +on the stairway. + +Alone, Asa Arnold stood immovable, looking blindly at the closed door, +listening until the tapping feet had passed into silence. Then, in a +motion indescribable, of pain and of abandon, he sank back into the +single chair. + +His dearest enemy would have pitied the little man at that moment! + + +CHAPTER VII--THE PRICE OF THE LEAP + + +In the chronology of the little town, day followed day, as monotonously +as ticks the tall clock on the wall. Only in multiple they merged +into the seasons which glided so smoothly, one into the other, that +the change was unnoticed, until it had taken place. + +Thus three months passed by, and man's work for the year was nearly +done. The face of the prairie had become one of many colors; eternal +badge of civilization as opposed to Nature, who paints each season +with its own hue. Beside the roadways great, rank sunflowers turned +their glaring yellow faces to the light. In every direction stretched +broad fields of flax; unequally ripening, their color scheme ranging +from sky blue of blossoms to warm browns of maturity. Blotches of sod +corn added here and there a dash of green to the picture. Surrounding +all, a setting for all, the unbroken virgin prairie, mottled green and +brown, stretched, smiling, harmonious, beneficent; a land of promise +and of plenty for generations yet unborn. + +All through the long, hot summer Asa Arnold had stayed in town, +smoking a big pipe in front of the hotel of Hans Becher. Indolent, +abnormally indolent, a stranger seeing him thus would have commented; +but, save Hans the confiding, none other of the many interested +observers were deceived. No man merely indolent sleeps neither by +night nor by day; and it seemed the little man never slept. No man +merely indolent sits wide-eyed hour after hour, gazing blankly at the +earth beneath his feet--and uttering never a word. Brooding, not +dreaming, was Asa Arnold; brooding over the eternal problem of right +and wrong. And, as passed the slow weeks, he moved back--back on the +trail of civilization, back until Passion and not Reason was the god +enthroned; back until one thought alone was with him morning, noon, +and night,--and that thought preponderant, overmastering, deadly +hate. + +Observant Curtis, the doctor, shrugged his shoulders. + +"The old, old trail," he satirized. + +It was to Bud Evans, the little agent, that he made the observation. + +"Which has no ending," completed the latter. + +The doctor shrugged afresh. + +"That has one inevitable termination," he refuted. + +"Which is--" + +"Madness--sheer madness." + +The agent was silent a moment. + +"And the end of that?" he suggested. + +Curtis pursed his lips. + +"Tragedy, or a strait-jacket. The former, in this instance." + +Evans was silent longer than before. + +"Do you really mean that?" he queried at last, significantly. + +"I've warned Maurice,"--sententiously. "I can do no more." + +"And he?" quickly. + +"Thanked me." + +"That was all?" + +"That was all." + +The two friends looked at each other, steadily; yet, though they said +no more, each knew the thought of the other, each knew that in future +no move of Asa Arnold's would pass unnoticed, unchallenged. + +Again, weeks, a month, passed without incident. It was well along in +the fall and of an early evening that a vague rumor of the unusual +passed swiftly, by word of mouth, throughout the tiny town. Only a +rumor it was, but sufficient to set every man within hearing in +motion. + +On this night Hans Becher had eaten his supper and returned to the +hotel office, as was his wont, for an evening smoke, when, without +apparent reason, Bud Evans and Jim Donovan, the blacksmith, came +quietly in and sat down. + +"Evening," they nodded, and looked about them. + +A minute later Dr. Curtis and Hank Judge, the machine man, dropped +unostentatiously into chairs. They likewise muttered "Evening," and +made observation from under their hat-brims. Others followed rapidly, +until the room was full and dark figures waited outside. At last +Curtis spoke. + +"Your boarder, Asa Arnold, where is he, Hans?" + +The unsuspecting German blew a cloud of smoke. + +"He a while ago went out." Then, as an afterthought: "He will return +soon." + +Silence once more for a time, and a steadily thickening haze of smoke +in the room. + +"Did he have supper, Hans?" queried Bud Evans, impatiently. + +Again the German's face expressed surprise. + +"No, it is waiting for him. He went to shoot a rabbit he saw." + +The men were on their feet. + +"He took a gun, Hans?" + +"A rifle, to be sure." The mild brown eyes glanced up reproachfully. +"A man does not go hunting without--... What is this!" he completed in +consternation, as, finding himself suddenly alone, he hurried outside +and stood confusedly scratching his bushy poll, in the block of light +surrounding the open doorway. + +The yard was deserted. As one snuffs a candle, the men had vanished. +Hans' pipe had gone out and he went inside for a match. Though the +stars fell, the German must needs smoke. Only a minute he was gone, +but during that time a group of horsemen had gathered in the street. +Others were coming across lots, and still others were emerging from +the darkness of alleys. Some were mounted; some led by the rein, wiry +little bronchos. Watching, it almost seemed to the German that they +sprang from the ground. + +"Are you all ready?" called a voice, Bud Evans' voice. + +"Here--" + +"Here--" + +"All ready?" + +"Yes--" + +"We're off, then." + +There was a sudden, confused trampling, as of cattle in stampede; a +musical creaking of heavy saddles; a knife-like swish of many quirts +through the air; a chorus of dull, chesty groans as the rowels of long +spurs bit the flanks of the mustangs, and they were gone--down the +narrow street, out upon the prairie, their hoof beats pattering +_diminuendo_ into silence; a cloud of dust, grayish in the starlight, +marking the way they had taken. + +Jim Donovan, the blacksmith, came running excitedly up from a side +street. He stopped in front of the hotel, breathlessly. Holding his +sides, he followed with his eyes the trail of dust leading out into +the night. + +"Have they gone?" he panted. "I can't find another horse in town." + +"Where is it to?" sputtered the German. + +"Have they gone, I say?" + +Hans gasped. + +"Yes, to be sure." + +"They'll never make it." The blacksmith mopped his brow with +conviction. "He has an hour's start." + +Hans grasped the big man by the coat. + +"Who is too late?" he emphasized. "Where are they going?" + +Jim Donovan turned about, great pity for such density in his eyes. + +"Is it possible you don't understand? It's to Ichabod Maurice's +they're going, to tell him of Arnold." The speaker mopped his face +anew. "It's useless though. They're too late," he completed. + +"But Arnold is not there," protested the German. "He went for a +rabbit, out on the breaking. He so told me." + +"He lied to you. He's mad. I tell you they're too late," repeated the +smith, obstinately. + +Hans clung tenaciously to the collar. + +"Some one knew and told them?" He pointed in the direction the dust +indicated. + +"Yes, Bud Evans; but they wouldn't believe him at first, +and"--bitterly--"and waited." Donovan shook himself free, and started +down the walk. "I'm going to bed," he announced conclusively. + +Meanwhile the cloud of dust was moving out over the prairie like the +wind. The pace was terrific, and the tough little ponies were soon +puffing steadily. Small game, roused from its sleep by the roadside, +sprang winging into the night. Once a coyote, surprised, ran a +distance confusedly ahead in the roadway; then, an indistinct black +ball, it vanished amongst the tall grass. + +Well out on the prairie, Bud Evans, the leader, raised in his stirrups +and looked ahead. There was no light beyond where the little cottage +should be. The rowels of his spur dug anew at the flank of his pony as +he turned a voice like a fog-horn back over his shoulder. + +"The place is dark, boys," he called. "Hurry." + +Answering, a muttering sound, not unlike an approaching storm, passed +along the line, and in accompaniment the quirts cut the air anew. + +Silent as the grave was the little farmstead when, forty odd minutes +from the time of starting, they steamed up at the high fence bounding +the yard. One of Ichabod's farm horses whinnied a lone greeting from +the barn as they hastily dismounted and swarmed within the inclosure. + +"We're too late," prophesied a voice. + +"I'm glad my name's not Arnold, if we are," responded another, +threateningly. + +Hurrying up the path in advance, the little land-agent stumbled over a +soft, dark object, and a curse fell from his lips as he recognized the +dead body of the big collie. + +"Yes, we're too late," he echoed. + +The door of the house swung ajar, creaking upon its hinges; and, as +penetrates the advance wave of a flood, the men swarmed through the +doorway inside, until the narrow room was blocked. Simultaneously, +like torches, lighted matches appeared aloft in their hands, and the +tiny whitewashed room flashed into light. As simultaneously there +sprang from the mouth of each man an oath, and another, and another. +Waiting outside, not a listener but knew the meaning of that sound; +and big, hairy faces crowded tightly to the one small window. + +For a moment not a man in the line stirred. Death was to them no +stranger; but death such as this-- + +In more than one hand the match burned down until it left a mark like +charcoal, and without calling attention. One and all they stood +spellbound, their eyes on the floor, their lips unconsciously uttering +the speech universal of anger and of horror, the instinctive language +of anathema. + +On the floor, sprawling, as falls a lifeless body, lay the long +Ichabod. On his forehead, almost geometrically near the centre, was a +tiny, black spot, around it a lighter red blotch; his face otherwise +very white; his hair, on the side toward which he leaned, a little +matted; that was all. + +Prostrate across him, in an attitude of utter abandon, reposed the +body of a woman, soft, graceful, motionless now as that of the man: +the body of Camilla Maurice. One hand had held his head and was +stained dark. On her lips was another stain, but lighter. The meaning +of that last mark came as a flash to the spectators, and the room grew +still as the figures on the floor. + +Suddenly in the silence the men caught their breath, with the quick +guttural note that announces the unexpected. That there was no +remaining life they had taken for granted--and Camilla's lips had +moved! They stared as at sight of a ghost; all except Curtis, the +physician. + +"A lamp, men," he demanded, pressing his ear to Camilla's chest. + +"Help me here, Evans," he continued without turning. "I think she's +fainted is all," and together they carried their burden into the tiny +sleeping-room, closing the door behind. + +That instant Ole, the Swede, thrust a curious head in at the outer +doorway. He had noticed the light and the gathering, and came to +ascertain their meaning. Wondering, his big eyes passed around +the waiting group and from them to the floor. With that look +self-consciousness left him; he crowded to the front, bending +over the tall man and speaking his name. + +"Mr. Maurice," he called. "Mr. Maurice." + +He snatched off his own coat, rolling it under Ichabod's head, and +with his handkerchief touched the dark spot on the forehead. It was +clotted already and hardening, and realization came to the boy Swede. +He stood up, facing the men, the big veins in his throat throbbing. + +"Who did this?" he thundered, crouching for a spring like a great dog. +"Who did this, I say?" + +It was the call to action. In the sudden horror of the tragedy the big +fellows had momentarily forgotten their own grim epilogue. Now, at the +words, they turned toward the door. But the Swede was in advance, +blocking the passage. + +"Tell me first who did this thing," he challenged, threateningly. + +A hand was laid gently upon his shoulder. + +"Asa Arnold, my boy," answered a quiet voice, which continued, in +response to a sudden thought, "You live near here; have you seen him +to-night?" + +The Swede dropped the bar. + +"The little man who stays with Hans Becher?" + +The questioner nodded. + +"Yes, a half-hour ago." The boy-man understood now. "He stopped at my +house, and--" + +"Which direction did he go?" + +Ole stepped outside, his arm stretched over the prairie, white now in +the moonlight. + +"That way," he indicated. "East." + +As there had been quiescence before, now there was action. No charge +of cavalry was ever more swift than their sudden departure. + +"East, toward Schooner's ranch," was called and repeated as they made +their way back to the road; and, following, the wiry little bronchos +groaned in unison as the back cinch to each one of the heavy saddles, +was, with one accord, drawn tight. Then, widening out upon the +reflected whiteness of prairie, there spread a great black crescent. A +moment later came silence, broken only by the quivering call of a lone +coyote. + +Ole watched them out of sight, then turned back to the door; the mood +of the heroic passed, once more the timid, retiring Swede. But now he +was not alone. Bud Evans was quietly working over the body on the +floor, laying it out decently as the quick ever lay out the dead. + +"Evans," called the doctor from the bedroom. As the agent responded, +Ole heard the smothered cry of a woman in pain. + +The big boy hesitated, then sat down on the doorstep. There was +nothing now for him to do, and suddenly he felt very tired. His head +dropped listlessly into his hands; like a great dog, he waited, +watching. + +Minutes passed. On the table the oil lamp sputtered and burned lower. +Out in the stable the horse repeated its former challenging whinny. +Once again through the partition the listener caught the choking wail +of pain, and the muffled sound of the doctor's voice in answer. + +At last Bud Evans came to the door, his face very white. "Water," he +requested, and Ole ran to the well and back. Then, impassive, he sat +down again to wait. + +Time passed, so long a time it seemed to the watcher that the riders +must soon be returning. Finally Evans emerged from the side room, +walking absently, his face gray in the lamplight. + +The Swede stood up. + +"Camilla Maurice, is she hurt?" he asked. + +The little agent busied himself making a fire. + +"She's dead," he answered slowly. + +"Dead, you say?" + +"Yes, dead,"--very quietly. + +The fire blazed up and lit the room, shining unpityingly upon the face +of the man on the floor. + +Evans noticed, and drawing off his own coat spread it over the face +and hands, covering them from sight; then, uncertain, he returned and +sat down, mechanically holding his palms to the blaze. + +A moment later Dr. Curtis appeared at the tiny bedroom entrance; and, +emerging as the little man had done before him, he closed the door +softly behind. In his arms he carried a blanket, carefully rolled. +From the depths of its folds, as he slowly crossed the room toward the +stove, there escaped a sudden cry, muffled, unmistakable. + +The doctor sank down wearily in a chair. Ole, the boy-faced, without a +question brought in fresh wood, laying it down on the floor very, very +softly. + +"Will he--live?" asked Bud Evans, suddenly, with an uncertain glance +at the obscuring blanket; and hearing the query, the Swede paused in +his work to listen. + +The big doctor hesitated, and cleared his throat. + +"I think so; though--God forgive me--I hope not." And he cleared his +throat again. + + + + +JOURNEY'S END + + +I + + +"Steve!" It was the girl who spoke, but the man did not seem to hear. +He was staring through the window, unseeingly, into the heart of his +bitter foe, Winter. He sat silent, helpless. + +"Steve!" + +At last he awoke. + +"Mollie!--girlie!" + +An hour had passed since he left the doctor's office to reel and +stagger drunkenly through the slush and the sleet, and the icy blasts, +which bit cruelly into his very vitals. + +Now he and Mollie were alone in the tiny library. Babcock had been +warmed, washed, fed. Seemingly without volition on his part, he was +before the hard-coal blaze, his feet on the fender, the light +carefully shaded from his eyes. Once upon a time-- + +But Steve Babcock, master mechanic, had not lost his nerve--once upon +a time. + +"Steve"--the voice was as soft as the wide brown eyes, as the dainty +oval chin--"Steve, tell me what it is." + +The man's hand, palm outward, dropped wearily, eloquently. That was +all. + +"But tell me," the girl's chair came closer, so that she might have +touched him, "you went to see the doctor?" + +"Yes." + +"And he--?" + +Again the silent, hopeless gesture, more fear-inspiring than words. + +"Don't keep me in suspense, please." A small hand was on the man's +knee, now, frankly unashamed. "Tell me what he said." + +For an instant there was silence, then Babcock shrugged awkwardly, in +an effort at nonchalance. + +"He said I was--was--" in spite of himself, the speaker paused to +moisten his lips--"a dead man." + +"Steve!" + +Not a word this time; not even a shrug. + +"Steve, you--you're not--not joking with me?" + +Lower and lower, still in silence, dropped the man's chin. + +"Steve," in a steadier voice, "please answer me. You're not joking?" + +"Joking!" At last the query had pierced the fear-dulled brain. +"Joking! God, no! It's real, real, deadly real, that's what ... Oh, +Mollie--!" Instinctively, as a child, the man's head had gone to the +girl's lap. Though never before had they spoken of love or of +marriage, neither noted the incongruity now. "It's all over. We'll +never be married, never again get out into the country together, never +even see the green grass next Spring--at least I won't--never.... Oh, +Mollie, Mollie!" The man's back rose and fell spasmodically. His voice +broke. "Mollie, make me forget; I can't bear to think of it. Can't! +Can't!" + +Not a muscle of the girl's body stirred; she made no sound. No one in +advance would have believed it possible, but it was true. Five minutes +passed. The man became quiet. + +"Steve," the voice was very even, "what else did the doctor say?" + +"Eh?" It was the doddering query of an old man. + +The girl repeated the question, slowly, with infinite patience, as +though she were speaking to a child. + +"What else did the doctor say?" + +Her tranquillity in a measure calmed the man. + +"Oh, he said a lot of things; but that's all I remember--what I told +you. It was the last thing, and he kind of tilted back in his chair. +The spring needed oil; it fairly screamed. I can hear it now. + +"'Steve Babcock,' said he, 'you've got to go some place where it's +drier, where the air's pure and clean and sweet the year round. +Mexico's the spot for you, or somewhere in the Far West where you can +spend all your time in the open--under the roof of Heaven.' + +"He leaned forward, and again that cursed spring interrupted. + +"'If you don't go, and go right away,' he said, 'as sure as I'm +talking to you, you're a dead man.'" + +Babcock straightened, and, leaden-eyed, looked dully into the blaze. + +"Those," he whispered, "were his last words." + +"And if you do go?"--very quietly. + +"He said I had a chance--a fighting chance." Once more the hopeless, +deprecatory gesture. + +"But what's the use? You know, as well as I, that I haven't a hundred +dollars to my name. He might just as well have told me to go to the +moon. + +"We poor folks are like rats in a trap when they turn the water +on--helpless. We--" + +Babcock had wandered on, forgetting, for the moment, that it was his +own case he was analyzing. Now of a sudden it recurred to him, +cumulatively, crushingly and, as before, his head instinctively sought +refuge. + +"We can't do anything but take our medicine, Mollie--just take our +medicine." + +_Patter_, _patter_ sounded the sleet against the window-panes, +mingling with the roar of the wind in the chimney, with the short, +quick breaths of the man. In silence he reached out, took one of the +girl's hands captive, and held it against his cheek. + +For a minute--five minutes--she did not stir, did not utter a sound; +only the soft oval face tightened until its gentle outlines grew +sharp, and the brown skin almost white. + +All at once her lips compressed; she had reached a decision. + +"Steve, sit up, please; I can talk to you better so." Pityingly, +protectingly, she placed an arm around him and drew him close; not as +man to maid, but--ah, the pity of it!--as a feeble child to its +mother. + +"Listen to what I say. To-day is Thursday. Next Monday you are going +West, as the doctor orders." + +"What--what did you say, Mollie?" + +"Next Monday you go West." + +"You mean, after all, I'm to have a chance? I'm not going to die +like--like a rat?" + +For a moment, a swiftly passing moment, it was the old vital Steve who +spoke; the Babcock of a year ago; then, in quick recession, the mood +passed. + +"You don't know what you're talking about, girl. I can't go, I tell +you. I haven't the money." + +"I'll see that you have the money, Steve." + +"You?" + +"I've been teaching for eight years, and living at home all the +while." + +The man, surprised out of his self centredness, looked wonderingly, +unbelievingly, at her. + +"You never told me, Mollie." + +"No, I never saw the need before." + +The man's look of wonder passed. Another--fearful, dependent, the look +of a child in the dark--took its place. + +"But--alone, Mollie! A strange land, a strange people, a strange +tongue! Oh, I hate myself, girl, hate myself! I've lost my nerve. I +can't go alone. I can't." + +"You're not going alone, Steve." There was a triumphant note in her +voice that thrilled the man through and through. She continued: + +"Only this morning--I don't know why I did it; it seems now like +Providence pointing the way--I read in the paper about the rich farm +lands in South Dakota that are open for settlement. I thought of you +at the time, Steve; how such a life might restore your health; but it +seemed so impossible, so impracticable, that I soon forgot about it. + +"But--Steve--we can each take up a quarter-section--three hundred and +twenty acres, altogether. Think of it! We'll soon be rich. There you +will have just the sort of outdoor life the doctor says you need." + +He looked at her, marvelling. + +"Mollie--you don't mean it--now, when I'm--this way!" He arose, his +breath coming quick, a deep blot of red in the centre of each cheek. +"It can't be true when--when you'd never let me say anything before." + +"Yes, Steve, it's true." + +She was so calm, so self-possessed and withal so determined, that the +man was incredulous. + +"That you'll marry me? Say it, Mollie!" + +"Yes, I'll marry you." + +"Mollie!" He took a step forward, then of a sudden, abruptly halted. + +"But your parents," in swift trepidation. "Mollie, they--" + +"Don't let's speak of them,"--sharply. Then in quick contrition, her +voice softened; once more it struck the maternal note. + +"Pardon me, I'm very tired. Come. We have a spare room; you mustn't go +home to-night." + +The man stopped, coughed, advanced a step, then stopped again. + +"Mollie, I can't thank you; can't ever repay you--" + +"You mustn't talk of repaying me," she said shyly, her dark face +coloring. It was the first time during the interview that she had +shown a trace of embarrassment. + +"Come," she said, meeting his look again, her hand on the door; "it's +getting late. You must not venture out." + +A moment longer the man hesitated, then obeyed. Not until he was +very near, so near that he could touch her, did a vestige of his +former manhood appear. He paused, and their eyes were locked in a +soul-searching look. Then all at once his arm was round her waist, his +face beside her face. + +"Mollie, girl, won't you--just once?" + +"No, no--not that! Don't ask it." Passionately the brown hands flew +to the brown cheeks, covering them protectingly. But at once came +thought, the spirit of sacrifice, and contrition for the involuntary +repulse. + +"Forgive me, Steve; I'm unaccountable to-night." Her voice, her manner +were constrained, subdued. She accepted his injured look without +comment, without further defence. She saw the perplexed look on his +thin face; then she reached forward--up--and her two soft hands +brought his face down to the level of her own. + +Deliberately, voluntarily, she kissed him fair upon the lips. + + +II + + +The sun was just peering over the rim of the prairie, when Mrs. Warren +turned in from the dusty road, picked her way among the browning weeds +to the plain, unpainted, shanty-like structure which marked the +presence of a homesteader. Except to the east, where stood the tents +and shacks of the new railroad's construction gang, not another human +habitation broke the dull, monotonous rolling sea of prairie. + +Mrs. Warren pounded vigorously upon the rough boards of the door. + +A full half-minute she waited; then she glared petulantly at the +unresponsive barrier, and pounded upon it again. + +Ordinarily she would have waited patiently, for the multitude of +duties of one day often found Mrs. Babcock still weary with the +dawning of the next--especially since Steve had allied himself with +Jack Warren's engineering corps. + +Funds had run low, and the two valetudinarians had reached the stage +of desperation where they were driven to acknowledge failure, when +Jack Warren happened along, in the van of the new railroad. + +The work of home-building, from the raw material, had been too much +for Steve's enfeebled physique; so it happened that Mollie performed +most of his share, as well as all of her own. Yet Steve toiled to the +limit of his endurance, and each day, at sundown, flung himself upon +his blanket, spread beneath the stars, dog-tired, fairly trembling +with weariness. But he soon developed a prodigious appetite, and, +after the first few weeks, slept each night like a dead man, until +sunrise. + +This morning Annie Warren was too full of her errand to pause an +instant. She stood a moment listening, one ear to the splintery, +unfinished boards, then-- + +"Mollie," she ventured, "are you awake?" + +No answer. + +"Mollie"--more insistent, "wake up and let me in." + +Still no response. + +"Mollie," for the third time, "it is I, Annie; may I enter?" + +"Come." The voice was barely audible. + +Within the uncomfortably low, dim room the visitor impetuously crossed +the earthen floor half-way to a rude bunk built against the wall, then +paused, her round, childlike face soberly lengthening. + +"Mollie, you have been crying!" she charged, resentfully, as if the +act constituted a personal offence. "You can't deceive me. The pillow +is soaked, and your eyes are red." She came forward, impulsively, and +threw herself on the bed, her arm about the other. + +"What is it? Tell me--your friend--Annie." + +Beneath the light coverlet, Mollie Babcock made a motion of +deprecation, almost of repugnance. + +"It is nothing. Please don't pay any attention to me." + +"But it _is_ something. Am I not your friend?" + +For a moment neither spoke. Annie Warren all at once became conscious +that the other woman was looking at her in a way she had never done +before. + +"Assuredly you are my friend, Annie. But just the same, it's nothing." +The look altered until it became a smile. + +"Tell me, instead, why you are here," Mollie went on. "It is not usual +at this time of day." + +Annie Warren felt the rebuff, and she was hurt. + +"It is nothing." The visitor was on her feet, her voice again +resentful; her chin was held high, while her long lashes drooped. +"Pardon me for intruding, for--" + +"Annie!" + +No answer save the quiver of a sensitive red lip. + +"Annie, child, pardon me. I wouldn't for the world hurt you; but it is +so hard, what you ask." Mollie Babcock rose, now, likewise. "However, +if you wish--" + +"No, no!" The storm was clearing. "It was all my fault. I know you'd +rather not." She had grasped Mollie's arms, and was forcing her +backward, toward the bunk, gently, smilingly. "Be still. I've +something to tell you. Are you quite ready to listen?" + +"Yes, I'm quite ready." + +"You haven't the slightest idea what it is? You couldn't even guess?" + +"No, I couldn't even guess." + +"I'll tell you, then." The plump Annie was bubbling like a child +before a well-filled Christmas stocking. "It's Jack: he's coming this +very day. A big, fierce Indian brought the letter this morning." She +sat down tailor fashion on the end of the bunk. "He nearly ate up +Susie--Jack christened her Susie because she's a Sioux--because she +wouldn't let him put the letter right into my own hand. That's why +I'm up so early." + +She looked slyly at the woman on the bed. + +"Who do you suppose is coming with him?" she asked. + +"I'm sure I don't know," in a tone of not caring, either. + +"Guess, Mollie!" + +"Steve?" + +"Of course--Steve. You knew all the time, only you wouldn't admit it. +Oh, I'm so glad! I want to hug some one. Isn't it fine?" + +"Yes, fine indeed. But you don't mean that you want to hug Steve?" + +"No, goose. You know I meant Jack; but I--" She regarded her friend +doubtfully. But Mollie Babcock was dressing rapidly, and her face was +averted. + +"And Mollie, I didn't tell you all--almost the best. We're going home, +Jack says; going right away; this very week, maybe." + +For a moment the dressing halted. "I am very glad--for you," said +Mollie, in an even voice. + +"Glad, for me!" mimickingly, baitingly. "Mollie Babcock, if I didn't +know you better, I'd say you were envious." + +Mollie said nothing. + +"Or weren't glad your husband is coming." + +Still no word. + +"Or--or--Mollie, what have I done?" Annie cried in dismay. "Don't cry +so; I was only joking. Of course you know that I didn't mean that you +envied our good luck, or that you wouldn't be crazy to see Steve." + +"But it's so. God help me, it's so!" + +"Mollie!" Mrs. Warren was aghast. "Forgive me! I'm ashamed of +myself!" + +"There's nothing to forgive; it's so." + +"Please don't." The two were very close, very tense, but not touching. +"Don't say any more. I didn't hear--" + +"You did hear. And you suspected, or you wouldn't have suggested!" + +"Mollie, I never dreamed. I--" + +Of a sudden the older woman faced about. Seizing the other by the +shoulders, she held her prisoner. She fixed the frightened woman's +eyes with a stern look. + +"Will you swear that you never knew--that it was mere chance--what you +said?" + +"Yes." + +"You swear you didn't?"--the grip tightened--"you swear it?" + +"I swear--oh, you're hurting me!" + +Mollie Babcock let her hands drop. + +"I believe you"--wearily. "It seemed that everybody knew. God help +me!" She sank to the bed, her face in her hands. "I believe I'm going +mad!" + +"Mollie--Mollie Babcock! You mustn't talk so--you mustn't!" The +seconds ticked away. Save for the quick catch of suppressed sobs, not +a sound was heard in the mean, austere little room; not an echo +penetrated from the outside world. + +Then suddenly the brown head lifted from the pillow, and Mollie faced +almost fiercely about. + +"You think I am--am mad already." Then, feverishly: "Don't you?" + +Helpless at a crisis, Annie Warren could only stand silent, the pink, +childish under-lip held tight between her teeth to prevent a quiver. +Her fingers played nervously with the filmy lace shawl about her +shoulders. + +Mollie advanced a step. "Don't you?" + +Annie found her voice. + +"No, no, no! Oh, Mollie, no, of course not! You--Mollie--" Instinct +all at once came to her rescue. With a sudden movement she gathered +the woman in her arms, her tender heart quivering in her voice and +glistening in her eyes. "Mollie, I can't bear to have you so! I love +you, Mollie. Tell me what it is--me--your friend, Annie." + +Mollie's lips worked without speech, and Annie became insistent. + +"Tell me, Mollie. Let me share the ache at your heart. I love you!" + +Here was the crushing straw to one very, very heartsick and very +weary. For the first time in her solitary life, Mollie Babcock threw +reticence to the winds, and admitted another human being into the +secret places of her confidence. + +"If you don't think me already mad, you will before I'm through." Like +a caged wild thing that can not be still, she was once more on her +feet, vibrating back and forth like a shuttle. "I'm afraid of myself +at times, afraid of the future. It's like the garret used to be after +dark, when we were children: it holds only horrors. + +"Child, child!" She paused, her arms folded across her breast, her +throat a-throb. "You can't understand--thank God, you never will +understand--what the future holds for me. You are going back home; +back to your own people, your own life. You've been here but a few +months. To you it has been a lark, an outing, an experience. In a few +short weeks it will be but a memory, stowed away in its own niche, the +pleasant features alone remaining vivid. + +"Even, while here, you've never known the life itself. You've had +Jack, the novelty of a strange environment, your anticipation of sure +release. You are merely like a sightseer, locked for a minute in a +prison-cell, for the sake of a new sensation. + +"You can't understand, I say. You are this, and I--I am the +life-prisoner in the cell beyond, peering at you through the bars, +viewing you and your mock imprisonment." + +Once more the speaker was in motion, to and fro, to and fro, in the +shuttle-trail. "The chief difference is, that the life-prisoner has a +hope of pardon; I have none--absolutely none." + +"Mollie"--pleadingly, "you mustn't. I'll ask Jack to give Steve a +place at home, and you can go--" + +"Go!" The bitterness of her heart welled up and vibrated in the word. +"Go! We can't go, now or ever. It's death to Steve if we leave. I've +got to stay here, month after month, year after year, dragging my life +out until I grow gray-haired--until I die!" She halted, her arms +tensely folded, her breath coming quick. Only the intensity of her +emotion saved the attitude from being histrionic. In a sudden +outburst, she fiercely apostrophized: + +"Oh, Dakota! I hate you, I hate you! Because I am a woman, I hate you! +Because I would live in a house, and not in this endless dreary waste +of a dead world, I hate you! Because your very emptiness and solitude +are worse than a prison, because the calls of the living things that +creep and fly over your endless bosom are more mournful than death +itself, I hate you! Because I would be free, because I respect sex, +because of the disdain for womanhood that dwells in your crushing +silence, I hate--oh, my God, how I hate you!" She threw her arms wide, +in a frantic gesture of rebellion. + +"I want but this," she cried passionately: "to be free; free, as I was +at home, in God's country. And I can never be so here--never, never, +never! Oh, Annie, I'm homesick--desperately, miserably homesick! I +wish to Heaven I were dead!" + +Annie Warren, child-woman that she was, was helpless, when face to +face with the unusual. Her senses were numbed, paralyzed. One thought +alone suggested itself. + +"But"--haltingly--"for Steve's sake--certainly, for him--" + +"Stop! As you love me, stop!" Again no suggestion of the histrionic in +the passionate voice. "Don't say that now. I can't stand it. I--oh, I +don't mean that! Forget that I said it. I'm not responsible this +morning. Please leave me." + +She was prostrate on the bed at last, her whole body a-tremble. + +"But--Mollie--" + +"Go--go!" cried Mollie, wildly. "Please go!" + +Awed to silence, Annie Warren stared helplessly a moment, then +gathered her shawl about her shoulders, and slipped silently away. + + +III + + +Mollie Babcock was listlessly going about some imperative domestic +task, behind the mean structure which represented home for her, when +Steve came upon her. + +She was not looking for him. He had been gone so long, out there +somewhere, in that abomination of desolation, building a railroad, +that the morbid fancy had come to dwell with her that the prairie had +swallowed him, and that she would never see him more. So he came upon +her unawares. + +The buffalo grass rustled with the passage of her skirts. His eyes +lighted, the man seemed to grow in stature--six feet of sun-blessed, +primitive health. Now was the time-- + +"Mollie!" + +There was a sudden gasp from the woman. With a hand to her throat, she +wheeled swiftly round, confronting him. + +"I'm back at last. Aren't you glad to see me?" + +She was as pallid as an Easter-lily; pallid, despite the fact that she +had decided, and had nerved herself for his coming. + +Steve was puzzled. "Mollie, girl"--he did not advance, merely stood as +he was--"aren't you glad to see me? Won't you--come?" + +There was a long space of silence; the woman did not stir. Then a +strange, inarticulate cry was smothered in her throat. Swiftly, all +but desperately, she stumbled blindly forward, although her eyes were +shining with the enchantment of his presence; close to him she came, +flung her arms around his broad chest, and strained him to her with +the abandon of a wild creature. + +"Steve!" tensely, "how could you? Glad? You know I'm glad--oh, so +glad! You startled me, that was all." + +"Mollie, girlie"--he lifted her at arms' length, joying in this +testimony of his renewed strength and manhood--"I rode all last night +to get here--to see you. Are you happy, girlie, happy?" + +"Yes, Steve"--her voice was chastened to a murmur--"I--I'm very +happy." + +"That completes my happiness." Drawing her tenderly to him, he kissed +her again and again--hungrily, passionately; then, abruptly, he fell +to scrutinizing her, with a meaning that she was quick to interpret. + +"Isn't there something you've forgotten, Mollie?" + +"No, I've not forgotten, Steve." She drew the bearded face down to her +own. Had Steve been observant he would have noticed that the lips so +near his own were trembling; but he was not observant, this Steve +Babcock. Once, twice and again she kissed him. + +"I think I'll never forget, Steve, man--never!" With one hand she +indicated the prairie that billowed away to the skyline. "This is our +home, and I love it because it is ours. I shall always have you--I +know now, Steve. And I'm the happiest, most contented woman in all +the wide world." + +She drew away with a sudden movement, her face aglow with love and +happiness. She was pulling at his arm with all her might. + +"Where are you going?" he asked, surprised. + +"Over to the camp--to Journey's End. I must tell Annie Warren just as +soon as ever I can find her." + + + + +A PRAIRIE IDYL + + +A beautiful moonlight night early in September, the kind of night one +remembers for years, when the air is not too cold to be pleasant, and +yet has a suggestion of the frost that is to come. A kind of air that +makes one think thoughts which cannot be put into words, that calls up +sensations one cannot describe; an air which breeds restless energy; +an air through which Mother Nature seems to speak, saying--"Hasten, +children; life is short and you have much to do." + +It was nearing ten o'clock, and a full moon lit up the rolling prairie +country of South Dakota for miles, when the first team of a little +train of six moved slowly out of the dark shadow blots thrown by the +trees at the edge of the Big Sioux, advancing along a dim trail +towards the main road. From the first wagon sounded the suggestive +rattle of tin cooking-utensils, and the clatter of covers on an old +cook stove. Next behind was a load piled high with a compound heap of +tents, tennis nets, old carpets, hammocks, and the manifold +unclassified paraphernalia which twenty young people will collect for +a three weeks' outing. + +These wagons told their own story. "Camp Eden," the fanciful name +given to the quiet, shady spot where the low chain of hills met the +river; the spot where the very waters seemed to lose themselves in +their own cool depths, and depart sighing through the shallows +beyond,--Camp Eden was deserted, and a score of very tired campers +were reluctantly returning to home and work. + +Last in the line and steadily losing ground, came a single trap +carrying two people. One of them, a young man with the face of a +dreamer, was speaking. The spell of the night was upon him. + +"So this is the last of our good time--and now for work." He stopped +the horse and stood up in the wagon. "Good-bye, little Camp Eden. +Though I won't be here, yet whenever I see the moon a-shining so--and +the air feeling frosty and warm and restless--and the corn stalks +whitening, and the young prairie chickens calling--you'll come back to +me, and I'll think of you--and of the Big Sioux--and of--" His eyes +dropped to a smooth brown head, every coil of the walnut hair +glistening. + +It made him think of the many boat rides they two had taken together +in the past two weeks, when he had watched the moonlight shimmering on +rippling, running water, and compared the play of light upon it and +upon that same brown head--and had forgotten all else in the +comparison. He forgot all else now. He sat down, and the horse +started. The noisy wagons ahead had passed out of hearing. The pair +were alone. + +He was silent a moment, looking sideways at the girl. The moonlight +fell full upon her face, drawing clear the line of cheek and chin; +bringing out the curve of the drooping mouth and the shadow from the +long lashes. She seemed to the sensitive lad more than human. He had +loved her for years, with the pure silent love known only to such a +nature as his--and never had he loved her so wildly as now. + +He was the sport of a multitude of passions; love and ambition were +the strongest, and they were fighting a death struggle with each +other. How could he leave her for years--perhaps never see her +again--and yet how could he ask her to be the wife of such as he was +now--a mere laborer? And again, his college course, his cherished +ambition for years--how could he give it up; and yet he felt--he knew +she loved him, and trusted him. + +He had been looking squarely at her. She turned, and their eyes met. +Each knew the thought of the other, and each turned away. He hesitated +no longer; he would tell her all, and she should judge. His voice +trembled a little as he said: "I want to tell you a story, and ask you +a question--may I?" + +She looked at him quickly, then answered with a smile: "I'm always +glad to hear stories--and at the worst one can always decline to +answer questions." + +He looked out over the prairie, and saw the lights of the little +town--her home--in the distance. + +"It isn't a short story, and I have only so long"--he pointed along +the road ahead to the village beyond--"to tell it in." He settled +back in the seat, and began speaking. His voice was low and soft, like +the prairie night-wind. + +"Part of the story you know; part of it I think you have guessed; a +little of it will be new. For the sake of that little, I will tell +all." + +"Thirteen years ago, what is now a little prairie town--then a very +little town indeed--gained a new citizen--a boy of nine. A party of +farmers found him one day, sleeping in a pile of hay, in the market +corner. He lay so they could see how his face was bruised--and how, +though asleep, he tossed in pain. He awoke, and, getting up, walked +with a limp. Where he came from no one knew, and he would not tell; +but his appearance told its own story. He had run away from somewhere. +What had happened they could easily imagine. + +"It was harvest-time and boys, even though minus a pedigree, were in +demand; so he was promptly put on a farm. Though only a child, he had +no one to care for him--and he was made to work ceaselessly. + +"Years passed and brought a marked change in the boy. How he lived was +a marvel. It was a country of large families, and no one cared to +adopt him. Summers, he would work for his board and clothes, and in +winter, by the irony of Nature, for his board only; yet, perhaps +because it was the warmest place he knew, he managed to attend +district school. + +"When a lad of fifteen he began to receive wages--and life's horizon +seemed to change. He dressed neatly, and in winter came to school in +the little prairie town. He was put in the lower grades with boys of +ten, and even here his blunders made him a laughing-stock; but not for +long, for he worked--worked always--and next year was put in the high +school. + +"There he established a precedent--doing four years' work in +two--and graduated at eighteen. How he did it no one but he himself +knew--studying Sundays, holidays, and evenings, when he was so tired +that he had to walk the floor to keep awake--but he did it." + +The speaker stopped a moment to look at his companion. "Is this a +bore? Somehow I can't help talking to-night." + +"No, please go on," said the girl quickly. + +"Well, the boy graduated--but not alone. For two years he had worked +side by side with a brown-haired, brown-eyed girl. From the time he +had first seen her she was his ideal--his divinity. And she had never +spoken with him five minutes in her life. After graduation, the girl +went away to a big university. Her parents were wealthy, and her every +wish was gratified." + +Again the speaker hesitated. When he went on his face was hard, his +voice bitter. + +"And the boy--he was poor and he went back to the farm. He was the +best hand in the country; for the work he received good wages. If he +had worked hard before, he worked now like a demon. He thought of the +girl away at college, and tried at first to crowd her from his +memory--but in vain. Then he worked in self-defence--and to forget. + +"He saw years slipping by--and himself still a farmhand. The thought +maddened him, because he knew he was worthy of something better. + +"Gradually, his whole life centred upon one object--to save money for +college. Other boys called him close and cold; but he did not care. He +seldom went anywhere, so intent was he upon his one object. On hot +summer nights, tired and drowsy he would read until Nature rebelled, +and he would fall asleep to dream of a girl--a girl with brown eyes +that made one forget--everything. In winter, he had more time--and the +little lamp in his room became a sort of landmark: it burned for hours +after every other light in the valley had ceased shining. + +"Four years passed, and at last the boy had won. In a month he would +pass from the prairie to university life. He had no home, few +friends--who spoke; those who did not were safely packed at the bottom +of his trunk. His going from the little town would excite no more +comment than had his coming. He was all ready, and for the first time +in his life set apart a month--the last--as a vacation. He felt +positively gay. He had fought a hard fight--and had won. He saw the +dawning of a great light--saw the future as a battle-ground where he +would fight; not as he was then, but fully equipped for the +struggle.... But no matter what air-castles he built; they were such +as young men will build to the end of time." + +The speaker's voice lowered--stopped. He looked straight out over the +prairie, his eyes glistening. + +"If so far the boy's life had been an inferno, he was to be repaid. +The girl--she of the brown eyes--was home once more, and they met +again as members of a camping party." He half-turned in his seat to +look at her, but she sat with face averted, so quiet, so motionless, +that he wondered if she heard. + +"Are you listening?" he asked. + +"Listening!" Her voice carried conviction, so the lad continued. + +"For a fortnight he lived a dream--and that dream was Paradise. He +forgot the past, ignored the future, and lived solely for the +moment--with the joy of Nature's own child. It was the pure love of +the idealist and the dreamer--it was divine. + +"Then came the reaction. One day he awoke--saw things as they +were--saw again the satire of Fate. At the very time he left for +college, she returned--a graduate. She was young, beautiful, +accomplished. He was a mere farmhand, without money or education, +homeless, obscure. The thought was maddening, and one day he suddenly +disappeared from camp. He didn't say good-bye to any one; he felt he +had no apology that he could offer. But he had to go, for he felt the +necessity for work, longed for it, as a drunkard longs for liquor." + +"Oh!" The exclamation came from the lips of the girl beside him. +"I--we--all wondered why--." + +"Well, that was why. + +"He fell in with a threshing-crew, and asked to work for his board. +They thought him queer, but accepted his offer. For two days he stayed +with them, doing the work of two men. It seemed as if he couldn't do +enough--he couldn't become tired. He wanted to think it all out, and +he couldn't with the fever in his blood. + +"At night he couldn't sleep--Nature was pitiless. He would walk the +road for miles until morning. + +"With the third day came relief. All at once he felt fearfully tired, +and fell asleep where he stood. Several of the crew carried him to a +darkened room, and there he slept as a dumb animal sleeps. When he +awoke, he was himself again; his mind was clear and cool. He looked +the future squarely in the face, now, and clearly, as if a finger +pointed, he saw the path that was marked for him. He must go his +way--and she must go hers. Perhaps, after four years or more--but the +future was God's." + +The boy paused. The lights of the town were nearing, now; but he still +looked out over the moon-kissed prairie. + +"The rest you know. The dreamer returned. The party scarcely knew him, +for he seemed years older. There were but a few days more of camp +life, and he spent most of the time with the girl. Like a malefactor +out on bail, he was painting a picture for the future. He thought he +had conquered himself--but he hadn't. It was the same old struggle. +Was not love more than ambition or wealth? Had he not earned the +right to speak? But something held him back. If justice to himself, +was it justice to the girl? Conscience said 'No.' It was hard--no one +knows how hard--but he said nothing." + +Once more he turned to his companion, in his voice the tenderness of a +life-long passion. + +"This is the story: did the boy do right?" A life's work--greater than +a life itself, hung on the answer to that question. + +The girl understood it all. She had always known that she liked him; +but now--now--As he had told his story, she had felt, first, pity, and +then something else; something incomparably sweeter; something that +made her heart beat wildly, that seemed almost to choke her with its +ecstasy. + +He loved her--had loved her all these years! He belonged to her--and +his future lay in her hands. + +His future! The thought fell upon her new-found happiness with the +suddenness of a blow. She could keep him, but had she the right to do +so? She saw in him something that he did not suspect--and that +something was genius. She knew he had the ability to make for himself +a name that would stand among the great names of the earth. + +Then, did his life really belong to her? Did it not rather belong to +himself and to the world? + +She experienced a struggle, fierce as he himself had fought. And the +boy sat silent, tense, waiting for her answer. + +Yes, she must give him up; she would be brave. She started to speak, +but the words would not come. Suddenly she buried her face in her +hands, while the glistening brown head trembled with her sobs. + +It was the last drop to the cup overflowing. A second, and then, his +arms were around her. The touch was electrifying--it was oblivion--it +was heaven--it was--but only a young lover knows what. + +"You have answered," said the boy. "God forgive me--but I can't go +away now." + +Thus Fate sported with two lives. + + + + +THE MADNESS OF WHISTLING WINGS + + +CHAPTER I--SANDFORD THE EXEMPLARY + + +Ordinarily Sandford is sane--undeniably so. Barring the seventh, upon +any other day of the week, fifty-one weeks in the year, from nine +o'clock in the morning until six at night--omitting again a scant +half-hour at noon for lunch--he may be found in his tight little box +of an office on the fifth floor of the Exchange Building, at the +corner of Main Avenue and Thirteenth Street, where the elevated makes +its loop. + +No dog chained beside his kennel is more invariably present, no caged +songster more incontestably anchored. If you need his services, you +have but to seek his address between the hours mentioned. You may do +so with the same assurance of finding him on duty that you would feel, +if you left a jug of water out of doors over night in a blizzard, +that the jug, as a jug, would be no longer of value in the morning. He +was, and is, routine impersonate, exponent of sound business +personified; a living sermon against sloth and improvidence, and easy +derelictions of the flesh. + +That is to say, he is such fifty-one weeks out of the fifty-two. All +through the frigid winter season, despite the lure of California +limiteds or Havana liners, he holds hard in that den of his, with its +floor and walls of sanitary tiling and its ceiling of white enamel, +and hews--or grinds rather, for Sandford is a dental surgeon--close to +the line. + +All through the heat of summer, doggedly superior to the call of +Colorado or the Adirondacks or the Thousand Islands, he comes and +departs by the tick of the clock. Base-ball fans find him adamant; +turf devotees, marble; golf enthusiasts, cold as the tiles beneath his +feet. + +Even in early June, when Dalton, whose suburban home is next door, +returns, tanned and clear-eyed from a week-end at _the_ lake--there is +but one lake to Dalton--and calls him mysteriously back to the rear +of the house, where, with a flourish, the cover is removed from a box +the expressman has just delivered, to disclose a shining five-pound +bass reposing upon its bed of packed ice--even then, hands in pockets, +Sandford merely surveys and expresses polite congratulation. Certainly +it is a fine fish, a noble fish, even; but for the sake of one like +it--or, yes, granted a dozen such--to leave the office, the +sanitary-tiled office, deserted for four whole days (especially when +Dr. Corliss on the floor below is watching like a hawk)--such a crazy +proceeding is not to be thought of. + +Certainly he will not go along the next week end--or the next, either. +The suggestion simply is unthinkable. Such digressions may be all +right for the leisure class or for invalids; but for adults, live +ones, strong and playing the game? A shrug and a tolerant smile end +the discussion, as, hands still in his pockets, an after-dinner cigar +firm between his teeth, Sandford saunters back across the dozen feet +of sod separating his own domicile from that of his fallen and +misguided neighbor. + +"Dalton's got the fever again, bad," he comments to the little woman +upon his own domain, whom he calls "Polly," or "Mrs. Sandford," as +occasion dictates. She has been watching the preceding incident with +inscrutable eyes. + +"Yes?" Polly acknowledges, with the air of harkening to a familiar +harangue while casting ahead, in anticipation of what was to come +next. + +"Curious about Dalton; peculiar twist to his mental machinery +somewhere." Sandford blows a cloud of smoke and eyes it meditatively. +"Leaving business that way, chopping it all to pieces in fact; and +just for a fish! Curious!" + +"Harry's got something back there that'll probably interest you," he +calls out to me as I chug by in my last year's motor; "better stop and +see." + +"Yes," I acknowledge simply; and though Polly's eyes and mine meet we +never smile, or twitch an eyelid, or turn a hair; for Sandford is +observing--and this is only June. + +So much for Dr. Jekyll Sandford, the Sandford of fifty-one weeks in +the year. + +Then, as inevitably as time rolls by, comes that final week; period +of mania, of abandon; and in the mere sorcerous passage of a pair +of whirring wings, Dr. Jekyll, the exemplary, is no more. In his +place, wearing his shoes, audaciously signing his name even to +checks, is that other being, Hyde: one absolutely the reverse of +the reputable Jekyll; repudiating with scorn that gentleman's +engagements; with brazen effrontery denying him utterly, and all the +sane conventionality for which the name has become a synonyme. + +Worst of all, rank blasphemy, he not only refuses to set foot in that +modern sanitary office of enamel and tiling, at the corner of +Thirteenth and Main, below which, by day and by night, the "L" trains +go thundering, but deliberately holds it up to ridicule and derision +and insult. + + +CHAPTER II--THE PRESAGE OF THE WINGS + + +And I, the observer--worse, the accessory--know, in advance, when the +metamorphosis will transpire. + +When, on my desk-pad calendar the month recorded is October, and the +day begins with a twenty, there comes the first premonition of winter; +not the reality, but a premonition; when, at noon the sun is burning +hot, and, in the morning, frost glistens on the pavements; when the +leaves are falling steadily in the parks, and not a bird save the +ubiquitous sparrow is seen, I begin to suspect. + +But when at last, of an afternoon, the wind switches with a great +flurry from south to dead north, and on the flag-pole atop of the +government building there goes up this signal: [Transcriber's Note: +signal flag image here]; and when later, just before retiring, I +surreptitiously slip out of doors, and, listening breathlessly, hear +after a moment despite the clatter of the wind, high up in the +darkness overhead that muffled _honk!_ _honk!_ _honk!_ of the +Canada-goose winging on its southern journey in advance of the coming +storm--then I _know_. + +So well do I know, that I do not retire--not just yet. Instead, on a +pretext, any pretext, I knock out the ashes from my old pipe, fill it +afresh, and wait. I wait patiently, because, inevitable as Fate, +inevitable as that call from out the dark void of the sky, I know +there will come a trill of the telephone on the desk at my elbow; my +own Polly--whose name happens to be Mary--is watching as I take down +the receiver to reply. + + +CHAPTER III--THE OTHER MAN + + +It is useless to dissimulate longer, then. I am discovered, and I know +I am discovered. "Hello, Sandford," I greet without preface. + +"Sandford!" (I am repeating in whispers what he says for my Polly's +benefit.) "Sandford! How the deuce did you know?" + +"Know?" With the Hyde-like change comes another, and I feel positively +facetious. "Why I know your ring of course, the same as I know your +handwriting on a telegram. What is it? I'm busy." + +"I'm busy, too. Don't swell up." (Imagine "swell up" from Sandford, +the repressed and decorous!) "I just wanted to tell you that the +honkers are coming." + +"No! You're imagining, or you dreamed it!... Anyway, what of it? I +tell you I'm busy." + +"Cut it out!" I'm almost scared myself, the voice is positively +ferocious. "I heard them not five minutes ago, and besides, the storm +signal is up. I'm getting my traps together now. Our train goes at +three-ten in the morning, you know." + +"Our-train-goes-at-three-ten--in-the-morning!" + +"I said so." + +"_Our_ train?" + +"Our train: the one which is to take us out to Rush Lake. Am I clear? +I'll wire Johnson to meet us with the buckboard." + +"Clear, yes; but go in the morning--Why, man, you're crazy! I have +engagements for all day to-morrow." + +"So have I." + +"And the next day." + +"Yes." + +"And the next." + +"A whole week with me. What of it?" + +"What of it! Why, business--" + +"Confound business! I tell you they're coming; I heard them. I haven't +any more time to waste talking, either. I've got to get ready. Meet +you at three-ten, remember." + +"But--" + +"Number, please," requests Central, wearily. + + +CHAPTER IV--CAPITULATION + + +Thus it comes to pass that I go; as I know from the first I shall go, +and Sandford knows that I will go; and, most of all, as Mary knows +that I will go. + +In fact, she is packing for me already; not saying a word, but simply +packing; and I--I go out-doors again, sidling into a jog beside the +bow-window, to diminish the din of the wind in my ears, listening +open-mouthed until-- + +Yes, there it sounds again; faint, but distinct; mellow, sonorous, +vibrant. _Honk!_ _honk!_ _honk!_ and again _honk!_ _honk!_ _honk!_ It +wafts downward from some place, up above where the stars should be and +are not; up above the artificial illumination of the city; up where +there are freedom, and space infinite, and abandon absolute. + +With an effort, I force myself back into the house. I take down and +oil my old double-barrel, lovingly, and try the locks to see that all +is in order. I lay out my wrinkled and battered duck suit handy for +the morning, after carefully storing away in an inner pocket, where +they will keep dry, the bundle of postcards Mary brings me--first +exacting a promise to report on one each day, when I know I shall be +five miles from the nearest postoffice, and that I shall bring them +all back unused. + +And, last of all, I slip to bed, and to dreams of gigantic honkers +serene in the blue above; of whirring, whistling wings that cut the +air like myriad knife blades; until I wake up with a start at the +rattle of the telephone beside my bed, and I know that, though dark as +a pit of pitch, it is morning, and that Sandford is already astir. + + +CHAPTER V--ANTICIPATION + + +In the smoking-car forward I find Sandford. He is a most +disreputable-looking specimen. Garbed in weather-stained corduroys, +and dried-grass sweater, and great calfskin boots, he sprawls among +gun-cases and shell-carriers--no sportsman will entrust these +essentials to the questionable ministrations of a baggage-man--and the +air about him is blue from the big cigar he is puffing so +ecstatically. He nods and proffers me its mate. + +"Going to be a great day," he announces succinctly, and despite a +rigorous censorship there is a suggestion of excitement in the voice. +"The wind's dead north, and it's cloudy and damp. Rain, maybe, about +daylight." + +"Yes." I am lighting up stolidly, although my nerves are atingle. + +"We're going to hit it right, just right. The flight's on. I heard +them going over all night. The lake will be black with the big +fellows, the Canada boys." + +"Yes," I repeat; then conscience gives a last dig. "I ought not to do +it, though. I didn't have time to break a single engagement"--I'm a +dental surgeon, too, by the way, with likewise an office of tile and +enamel--"or explain at all. And the muss there'll be at the shop +when--" + +"Forget it, you confounded old dollar-grubber!" A fresh torrent of +smoke belches forth, so that I see Sandford's face but dimly through +the haze. "If you mention teeth again, until we're back--merely +mention them--I'll throttle you!" + +The train is in motion now, and the arc-lights at the corners, +enshrouded each by a zone of mist, are flitting by. + +"Yes," he repeats, and again his voice has that minor strain of +suppressed excitement, "we're hitting it just right. There'll be rain, +or a flurry of snow, maybe, and the paddle feet will be down in the +clouds." + + +CHAPTER VI--"MARK THE RIGHT, SANDFORD!" + + +And they are. Almost before we have stumbled off at the deserted +station into the surrounding darkness, Johnson's familiar bass is +heralding the fact. + +"Millions of 'em, boys," he assures us, "billions! Couldn't sleep last +night for the racket they made on the lake. Never saw anything like it +in the twenty years I've lived on the bank. You sure have struck it +this time. Right this way," he is staggering under the load of our +paraphernalia; "rig's all ready and Molly's got the kettle on at home, +waiting breakfast for you.... Just as fat as you were last year, ain't +ye?" a time-proven joke, for I weigh one hundred and eight pounds. +"Try to pull you out, though; try to." And his great laugh drowns the +roar of the retreating train. + +At another time, that five-mile drive in the denser darkness, just +preceding dawn, would have been long perhaps, the springs of that +antiquated buckboard inadequate, the chill of that damp October air +piercing; but now--we notice nothing, feel nothing uncomfortable. My +teeth chatter a bit now and then, when I am off guard, to be sure; but +it is not from cold, and the vehicle might be a Pullman coach for +aught I am conscious. + +For we have reached the border of the marsh, now, and are skirting its +edge, and--Yes, those are ducks, really; that black mass, packed into +the cove at the lee of those clustering rushes, protected from the +wind, the whole just distinguishable from the lighter shadow of the +water: ducks and brant; dots of white, like the first scattered +snowflakes on a sooty city roof! + +"Mark the right, Sandford," I whisper in oblivion. "Mark the right!" + +And, breaking the spell, Johnson laughs. + + +CHAPTER VII--THE BACON WHAT AM! + + +When is bacon bacon, and eggs eggs? When is coffee coffee, and the +despised pickerel, fresh from the cold water of the shaded lake, a +glorious brown food, fit for the gods? + +Answer, while Molly (whose real name is Aunt Martha) serves them to +us, forty-five minutes later. + +Oh, if we only had time to eat, as that breakfast deserves to be +eaten! If we only had time! + +But we haven't; no; Sandford says so, in a voice that leaves no room +for argument. The sky is beginning to redden in the east; the surface +of the water reflects the glow, like a mirror; and, seen through the +tiny-paned windows, black specks, singly and in groups, appear and +disappear, in shifting patterns, against the lightening background. + +"No more now, Aunt Martha--no. Wait until noon; just wait--and _then_ +watch us! Ready, Ed?" + +"Waiting for you, Sam." It's been a year since I called him by his +Christian name; but I never notice, nor does he. "All ready." + +"Better try the point this morning; don't you think, Johnson?" + +"Yes, if you've your eye with ye. Won't wait while y' sprinkle salt on +their tails, them red-heads and canvas boys. No, sir-ree." + + +CHAPTER VIII--FEATHERED BULLETS + + +The breath of us is whistling through our nostrils, like the muffled +exhaust of a gasoline engine, and our hearts are thumping two-steps on +our ribs from the exertion, when we reach the end of the rock-bestrewn +point which, like a long index finger, is thrust out into the bosom of +the lake. The wind, still dead north, and laden with tiny drops of +moisture, like spray from a giant atomizer, buffets us steadily; but +thereof we are sublimely unconscious. + +For at last we are there, there; precisely where we were yesterday--no, +a year ago--and the light is strong enough now, so that when our +gun-barrels stand out against the sky, we can see the sights, and-- + +Down! Down, behind the nearest stunted willow tree; behind +anything--quick!--for they're coming: a great dim wedge, with the apex +toward us, coming swiftly on wings that propel two miles to the +minute, when backed by a wind that makes a mile in one. + +Coming--no; arrived. Fair overhead are the white of breasts, of plump +bodies flashing through the mist, the swishing hiss of many wings +cutting the air, the rhythmic _pat_, _pat_--"_Bang!_ _Bang!_" + +Was it Sandford's gun, or was it mine? Who knows? The reports were +simultaneous. + +And then--_splash!_ and a second later,--_splash!_ as two dots leave +the hurtling wedge and, with folded wings, pitch at an angle, +following their own momentum, against the dull brown surface of the +rippling water. + +Through the intervening branches and dead sunflower stalks, I look at +Sandford--to find that Sandford is looking at me. + +"Good work, old man!" I say, and notice that my voice is a little +higher than normal. + +"Good work, yourself,"--generously. "I missed clean, both barrels. Do +better next time, though, perhaps.... _Down!_ Mark north! Take the +leader, you." + +From out the mist, dead ahead, just skimming the surface of the water, +and coming straight at us, like a mathematically arranged triangle of +cannon balls, taking definite form and magnitude oh, so swiftly, +unbelievably swift; coming--yes--directly overhead, as before, the +pulsing, echoing din in our ears. + +"_Ready!_" + +Again the four reports that sounded as two; and they are past; no +longer a regular formation, but scattered erratically by the alarm, +individual vanishing and dissolving dots, speedily swallowed up by the +gray of the mist. + +But this time there was no echoing splash, as a hurtling body struck +the water, nor tense spoken word of congratulation following--nothing. +For ten seconds, which is long under the circumstances, not a word is +spoken; only the metallic click of opened locks, as they spring home, +breaks the steady purr of the wind; then: + +"Safe from me when they come like that," admits Sandford, "unless I +have a ten-foot pole, and they happen to run into it." + +"And from me," I echo. + +"Lord, how they come! They just simply materialize before your eyes, +like an impression by flash-light; and then--vanish." + +"Yes." + +"Seems as though they'd take fire, like meteorites, from the +friction." + +"I'm looking for the smoke, myself--_Down!_ Mark your left!" + +_Pat!_ _pat!_ _pat!_ Swifter than spoken words, swift as the strokes +of an electric fan, the wings beat the air. _Swish-h-h!_ long-drawn +out, _crescendo_, yet _crescendo_ as, razor-keen, irresistible, those +same invisible wings cut it through and through; while, answering the +primitive challenge, responding to the stimulus of the game, the hot +tingle of excitement speeds up and down our spines. Nearer, nearer, +mounting, perpendicular-- + +The third battalion of that seemingly inexhaustible army has come and +gone; and, mechanically, we are thrusting fresh shells into the +faintly smoking gun-barrels. + +"Got mine that time, both of them." No repression, nor polite +self-abnegation from Sandford this time; just plain, frank exultation +and pride of achievement. "Led 'em a yard--two, maybe; but I got 'em +clean. Did you see?" + +"Yes, good work," I echo in the formula. + +"Canvas-backs, every one; nothing but canvas-backs." Again the old +marvel, the old palliation that makes the seemingly unequal game fair. +"But, Lord, how they do go; how anything alive can go so--and be +stopped!" + +"Mark to windward! Straight ahead! _Down!_" + + +CHAPTER IX--OBLIVION + + +This, the morning. Then, almost before we mark the change, swift-passing +time has moved on; the lowering mist has lifted; the occasional +pattering rain-drops have ceased; the wind, in sympathy, is diminished. +And of a sudden, arousing us to a consciousness of time and place, the +sun peeps forth through a rift in the scattering clouds, and at a +point a bit south of the zenith. + +"Noon!" comments Sandford, intensely surprised. Somehow, we are always +astonished that noon should follow so swiftly upon sunrise. "Well, who +would have thought it!" + +That instant I am conscious, for the first time, of a certain violent +aching void making insistent demand. + +"I wouldn't have done so before, but now that you mention it, I do +think it emphatically." This is a pitiful effort at a jest, but it +passes unpunished. "There comes Johnson to bring in the birds." + +After dinner--and oh, what a dinner! for, having adequate time to do +it justice, we drag it on and on, until even Aunt Martha is +satisfied--we curl up in the sunshine, undimmed and gloriously warm; +we light our briers, and, too lazily, nervelessly content to even +talk, lay looking out over the blue water that melts and merges in the +distance with the bluer sky above. After a bit, our pipes burn +dead and our eyelids drop, and with a last memory of sunlight +dancing on a myriad tiny wavelets, and a blessed peace and abandon +soaking into our very souls we doze, then sleep, sleep as we never +sleep in the city; as we had fancied a short day before never to +sleep again; dreamlessly, childishly, as Mother Nature intended her +children to sleep. + +Then, from without the pale of utter oblivion, a familiar voice breaks +slowly upon our consciousness: the voice of Johnson, the vigilant. + +"Got your blind all built, boys, and the decoys is out--four dozen of +them," he admonishes, sympathetically. "Days are getting short, now, +so you'd better move lively, if you get your limit before dark." + + +CHAPTER X--UPON "WIPING THE EYE" + + +"To poets and epicures, perhaps, the lordly canvas-back--though brown +from the oven, I challenge the supercilious _gourmet_ to distinguish +between his favorite, and a fat American coot. But for me the +loud-voiced mallard, with his bottle-green head and audaciously +curling tail; for he will decoy." + +I am quoting Sandford. Be that as it may, we are there, amid +frost-browned rushes that rustle softly in the wind: a patch of +shallow open water, perhaps an acre in extent, to the leeward of us, +where the decoys, heading all to windward, bob gently with the slight +swell. + +"Now this is something like sport," adds my companion, settling back +comfortably in the slough-grass blind, built high to the north to cut +out the wind, and low to the south to let in the sun. "On the point, +there, this morning you scored on me, I admit it; but this is where I +shine: real shooting; one, or a pair at most, at a time; no +scratches; no excuses. Lead on, MacDuff, and if you miss, all's fair +to the second gun." + +"All right, Sam." + +"No small birds, either, understand: no teal, or widgeon, or +shovellers. This is a mallard hole. Nothing but mallards goes." + +"All right, Sam." + +"Now is your chance, then.... _Now!_" + +He's right. Now is my chance, indeed. + +Over the sea of rushes, straight toward us, is coming a pair, a single +pair; and, yes, they are unmistakably mallards. It is feeding time, or +resting time, and they are flying lazily, long necks extended, +searching here and there for the promised lands. Our guns indubitably +cover it; and though I freeze still and motionless, my nerves stretch +tight in anticipation, until they tingle all but painfully. + +On the great birds come; on and still on, until in another second-- + +That instant they see the decoys, and, warned simultaneously by an +ancestral suspicion, they swing outward in a great circle, without +apparent effort on their part, to reconnoitre. + +Though I do not stir, I hear the _pat!_ _pat!_ of their wings, as they +pass by at the side, just out of gunshot. Then, _pat!_ _pat!_ back of +me, then, _pat!_ _pat!_ on the other side, until once again I see +them, from the tail of my eye, merge into view ahead. + +All is well--very well--and, suspicions wholly allayed at last, they +whirl for the second oncoming; just above the rushes, now; wings +spread wide and motionless; sailing nearer, nearer-- + +"_Now!_" whispers Sandford, "_now!_" + +Out of our nest suddenly peeps my gun barrel; and, simultaneously, the +wings, a second before motionless, begin to beat the air in frantic +retreat. + +But it is too late. + +_Bang!_ What! not a feather drops?... _Bang!_ Quack! Quack! _Bang!_ +_Bang!_... Splash!... Quack! Quack! Quack! + +That is the story--all except for Sandford's derisive laugh. + +"What'd I tell you?" he exults. "Wiped your eye for you that time, +didn't I?" + +"How in the world I missed--" It is all that I can say. "They looked +as big as--as suspended tubs." + +"Buck-fever," explains Sandford, laconically. + +"That's all right." I feel my fighting-blood rising, and I swear with +a mighty wordless oath that I'll be avenged for that laugh. "The day +is young yet. If, before night, I don't wipe both your eyes, and wipe +them good--" + +"I know you will, old man." Sandford is smiling understandingly, and +in a flash I return the smile with equal understanding. "And when you +do, laugh at me, laugh long and loud." + + +CHAPTER XI--THE COLD GRAY DAWN + + +At a quarter of twelve o'clock a week later, I slip out of my office +sheepishly, and, walking a half-block, take the elevator to the fifth +floor of the Exchange Building, on the corner. The white enamel of +Sandford's tiny box of an office glistens, as I enter the door, and +the tiling looks fresh and clean, as though scrubbed an hour before. + +"Doctor's back in the laboratory," smiles the white-uniformed +attendant, as she grasps my identity. + +On a tall stool, beside the laboratory lathe, sits Sandford, hard at +work. He acknowledges my presence with a nod--and that is all. + +"Noon, Sandford," I announce. + +"Is it?" laconically. + +"Thought I'd drop over to the club for lunch, and a little smoke +afterward. Want to go along?" + +"Can't." The whirr of the electric lathe never ceases. "Got to finish +this bridge before one o'clock. Sorry, old man." + +"Harry just 'phoned and asked me to come and bring you." I throw the +bait with studied nicety. "He's getting up a party to go out to +Johnson's, and wants to talk things over a bit in advance." + +"Harry!" Irony fairly drips from the voice. "He's always going +somewhere. Mustn't have much else to do. Anyway, can't possibly meet +him this noon." + +"To-night, then." I suggest tentatively. "He can wait until then, I'm +sure." + +"Got to work to-night, too. Things are all piled up on me." Sandford +applies a fresh layer of pumice to the swiftly moving polishing wheel, +with practised accuracy. "Tell Harry I'm sorry; but business is +business, you know." + +"_Purr-r-r!_" drones on the lathe, "_purr-r-r!_" I hear it as I +silently slip away. + +Yes, Sandford is sane; and will be for fifty-one weeks. + + + + +A FRONTIER ROMANCE: A TALE OF JUMEL MANSION + + +I + + +A new settlement in a new country: no contemporary mind can conceive +the possibilities of future greatness that lie in the fulfilment of +its prophecy. + +A long, irregular quadrangle has been hewn from the woods bordering +the north bank of the Ohio River. Scattered through the clearing are +rude houses, built of the forest logs. Bounding the space upon three +sides, and so close that its storm music sounds plain in every ear, is +the forest itself. On the fourth side flows the wide river, covered +now, firm and silent, with a thick ice blanket. Across the river on +the Kentucky shore, softened by the blue haze of distance, another +forest crowds down to the very water's edge. + +It is night, and of the cabins in the clearing each reflects, in one +way or another, the character of its builder. Here a broad pencil of +light writes "Careless!" on the black sheet of the forest; there a +mere thread escaping tells of patient carpentry. + +At one end of the clearing, so near the forest that the top of a +falling tree would have touched it, stood a cabin, individual in its +complete darkness except for a dull ruddy glow at one end, where a +window extended as high as the eaves. An open fire within gnawed at +the half-green logs, sending smoke and steam up the cavernous chimney, +and casting about the room an uncertain, fitful light--now bright, +again shadowy. + +It was a bare room that the flickering firelight revealed, bare alike +as to its furnishings and the freshness of its peeled logs, the spaces +between which had been "chinked" with clay from the river-bank. +Scarcely a thing built of man was in sight which had not been designed +to kill; scarcely a product of Nature which had not been gathered at +cost of animal life. Guns of English make, stretched horizontally +along the walls upon pegs driven into the logs; in the end opposite +the wide fireplace, home-made cooking utensils dangled from the end +of a rough table, itself a product of the same factory. In front of +the fire, just beyond the blaze and the coals and ashes, were heaped +the pelts of various animals; black bear and cinnamon rested side by +side with the rough, shaggy fur of the buffalo, brought by Indians +from the far western land of the Dakotas. + +Upon the heap, dressed in the picturesque utility garb of buckskin, +homespun, and "hickory" which stamped the pioneer of his day, a big +man lay at full length: a large man even here, where the law of the +fittest reigned supreme. A stubbly growth of beard covered his face, +giving it the heavy expression common to those accustomed to silent +places, and dim forest trails. + +Aside from his size, there was nothing striking or handsome about this +backwoods giant, neither of face nor of form; yet, sleeping or waking, +working or at leisure, he would be noticed--and remembered. In his +every feature, every action, was the absolute unconsciousness of self, +which cannot be mistaken; whether active or passive, there was about +him an insinuation of reserve force, subtly felt, of a strong, +determined character, impossible to sway or bend. He lay, now, +motionless, staring with wide-open eyes into the fire and breathing +slowly, deeply, like one in sleep. + +There was a hammering upon the door; another, louder; then a rattling +that made the walls vibrate. + +"Come!" called the man, rousing and rolling away from the fire. + +A heavy shoulder struck the door hard, and the screaming wooden hinges +covered the sound of the entering footfall. + +He who came was also of the type: homespun and buckskin, hair long and +face unshaven. He straightened from a passage which was not low, then +turning pushed the unwieldy door shut. It closed reluctantly, with a +loud shrilling of its frost-bound hinges and frame. In a moment he +dropped his hands and impatiently kicked the stubborn offender home, +the suction drawing a puff of smoke from the fireplace into the room, +and sending the ashes spinning in miniature whirlwinds upon the +hearth. + +The man on the floor contemplated the entry with indifference; but a +new light entered his eyes as he recognized his visitor, though his +face held like wood. + +"Evenin', Clayton," he greeted, nodding toward a stool by the hearth. +"Come over 'n sit down to the entertainment." A whimsical smile +struggled through the heavy whiskers. "I've been seeing all sorts of +things in there"--a thoughtful nod toward the fire. "Guess, though, a +fellow generally does see what he's looking for in this world." + +"See here, Bud," the visitor bluntly broke in, coming into the light +and slurring a dialect of no nationality pure, "y' can't stop me +thataway. There ain't no use talkin' about the weather, neither." A +motion of impatience; then swifter, with a shade of menace: + +"You know what I came over fer. It's actin' the fool, I know, we few +families out here weeks away from ev'rybody, but this clearin' can't +hold us both." + +The menace suddenly left the voice, unconsciously giving place to a +note of tenderness and of vague self-fear. + +"I love that girl better 'n you er life er anything else, Bud; I tell +ye this square to yer face. I can't stand it. I followed ye last night +clean home from the party--an' I had a knife. I jest couldn't help it. +Every time I know nex' time it'll happen. I don't ask ye to give her +up, Bud, but to settle it with me now, fair an' open, 'fore I do +something I can't help." + +He strode swiftly to and fro across the room as he spoke, his +skin-shod feet tapping muffled upon the bare floor, like the pads of +an animal. The fur of his leggings, rubbing together as he walked, +generated static sparks which snapped audibly. He halted presently by +the fireplace, and looked down at the man lying there. + +"It's 'tween us, Bud," he said, passion quivering in his voice. + +Minutes passed before Bud Ellis spoke, then he shifted his head, +quickly, and for the first time squarely met Clayton's eyes. + +"You say it's between you and me," he initiated slowly: "how do you +propose to settle it?" + +The other man hesitated, then his face grew red. + +"Ye make it hard for me, Bud, 's though I was a boy talkin' to ye big +here; but it's true, as I told ye: I ain't myself when I see ye +settin' close to 'Liz'beth, er dancin' with your arm touchin' hern. I +ain't no coward, Bud; an' I can't give her up--to you ner nobody +else. + +"I hate it. We've always been like brothers afore, an' it 'pears +kinder dreamy 'n foolish 'n unnatural us settin' here talkin' 'bout +it; but there ain't no other way I can see. I give ye yer choice, Bud: +I'll fight ye fair any way y' want." + +Ellis's attitude remained unchanged: one big hand supported his chin +while he gazed silently into the fire. Clayton stood contemplating him +a moment, then sat down. + +By and by Ellis's head moved a little, a very little, and their eyes +again met. A minute passed, and in those seconds the civilization of +each man moved back generations. + +The strain was beyond Clayton; he bounded to his feet with a motion +that sent the stool spinning. + +"God A'mighty! Are y' wood er are y' a coward? Y' seem to think I'm +practisin' speech-makin'. D'ye know what it means fer me to come up +here like this to you?" He waited, but there was no response. + +"I tell ye fer the last time, I love that girl, an' if it warn't fer +you--fer you, Bud Ellis--she'd marry me. Can ye understand that? Now +will ye fight?--or won't ye?" + +A movement, swift and easy, like a released spring, the unconscious +trick of a born athlete, and Ellis was upon his feet. Involuntarily, +Clayton squared himself, as if an attack were imminent. + +"No, I won't fight you," said the big man, slowly. Without the least +hesitation, he advanced and laid a hand upon the other man's shoulder, +facing him at arm's length and speaking deliberately. + +"It isn't that I'm afraid of you, either, Bert Clayton; you know +it. You say you love her; I believe you. I love her, too. And +Elizabeth--you have tried, and I have tried--and she told us both +the same. + +"God, man! I know how you feel. I've expected something like this a +long time." He drew his hand across his eyes, and turned away. "I've +had murder in my heart when I saw you, and hated myself. It's only in +such places as this, where nothing happens to divert one's mind, that +people get like you and me, Bert. We brood and brood, and it's love +and insanity and a good deal of the animal mixed. Yes, you're right. +It's between you and me, Bert,--but not to fight. One of us has got to +leave--" + +"It won't be me," Clayton quickly broke in. "I tell ye, I'd rather +die, than leave." + +For a full minute Ellis steadily returned the other man's fiery look, +then went on as though there had been no interruption: + +"--and the sooner we go the better. How do you want to settle +it--shall we draw straws?" + +"No, we'll not draw straws. Go ef you're afraid; but I won't stir a +step. I came to warn ye, or to fight ye if y' wanted. Seein' y' +won't--good-night." + +Ellis stepped quickly in front of the door, and with the motion +Clayton's hand went to his knife. + +"Sit down, man," demanded Ellis, sternly. "We're not savages. Let's +settle this matter in civilized fashion." + +They confronted each other for a moment, the muscles of Clayton's face +twitching an accompaniment to the nervous fingering of the buckhorn +hilt; then he stepped up until they could have touched. + +"What d' y' mean anyway?" he blazed. "Get out o' my road." + +Ellis leaned against the door-bar without a word. The fire had burned +down, and in the shadow his face had again the same expression of +heaviness. The breathing of Clayton, swift and short, like one who +struggles physically, painfully intensified the silence of that dimly +lighted, log-bound room. + +With his right hand Clayton drew his knife; he laid his left on the +broad half-circle of wood that answered as a door handle. + +"Open that door," he demanded huskily, "or by God, I'll stab ye!" + +In the half-light the men faced each other, so near their breaths +mingled. Twice Clayton tried to strike. The eyes of the other man held +him powerless, and to save his life--even to satisfy a new, fierce +hate--he could not stir. He stood a moment thus, then an animal-like +frenzy, irresistible but impotent, seized him. He darted his head +forward and spat in the heavy face so close to his own. + +The unspeakable contempt of the insult shattered Bud Ellis's +self-control. Prompted by blind fury, the great fist of the man shot +out, hammer-like, and Clayton crumpled at his feet. It was a blow that +would have felled the proverbial ox; it was the counterpart of many +other blows, plus berserker rage, that had split pine boards for sheer +joy in the ability to do so. These thoughts came sluggishly to the +inflamed brain, and Ellis all at once dropped to his knees beside the +limp, prostrate figure. + +He bent over Clayton, he who had once been his friend. He was scarcely +apprehensive at first, and he called his name brusquely; then, as grim +conviction grew, his appeals became frantic. + +At last Ellis shrank away from the Thing upon the floor. He stared +until his eyeballs burnt like fire. It would never, while time lasted, +move again. + +Horror unutterable fell upon him. + + +II + + +In the year 1807 there were confined in a common Western jail, amid a +swarm of wretches of every degree of baseness, two men as unlike as +storm and sunshine. One was charged with treason, the other with +murder; conviction, in either case, meant death. + +One was a man of middle age, an aristocrat born; a college graduate +and a son of a college graduate; a man handsome of appearance, +passionate and ambitious, who knew men's natures as he knew their +names. He had fought bravely for his country, and his counsels had +helped mould the foundations of the new republic. Honored by his +fellow-men, he had served brilliantly in such exalted positions as +that of United States Senator, and Attorney General for the State of +New York. On one occasion, only a single vote stood between him and +the presidency. + +His name was Aaron Burr. + +The other was a big backwoodsman of twenty, whose life had been as +obscure as that of a domestic animal. He was rough of manner and slow +of speech, and just now, owing to a combination of physical +confinement and mental torture altogether unlovely in disposition. + +This man was Bud Ellis. + +The other prisoners--a motley lot of frontier reprobates--ate +together, slept together, and quarrelled together. Looking constantly +for trouble, and thrown into actual contact with an object as +convenient as Aaron Burr, it was inevitable that he should be made the +butt of their coarse gibes and foul witticisms; and when these could +not penetrate his calm, superior self-possession, it was just as +inevitable that taunts should extend even to worse indignities. + +Burr was not the man to be stirred against his calm judgment; but one +day his passionate nature broke loose, and he and the offender came to +blows. + +There were a dozen prisoners in the single ill-lighted, log-bound +room, and almost to a man they attacked him. The fight would not have +lasted long had not the inequality appealed to Ellis on the second. + +Moreover, with him, the incident was to the moment opportune. If ever +a man was in the mood for war, it was the big, square-jawed pioneer. +He was reckless and desperate for the first time in his life, and he +joined with Burr against the room, with the abandon of a madman. + +For minutes they fought. Elbows and knees, fists and feet, teeth and +tough-skulled heads; every hard spot and every sharp angle bored and +jabbed at the crushing mass which swiftly closed them in. They +struggled like cats against numbers, and held the wall until the sound +of battle brought the negligent guard running, and the muzzle of a +carbine peeped through the grating. Burr and Ellis came out with +scarce a rag and with many bruises, but with the new-born lust of +battle hot within them. Ellis glowered at the enemy, and having of the +two the more breath, fired the parting shot. + +"How I'd like to take you fellows out, one at a time," he said. + +From that day the two men were kept apart from the others, and the +friendship grew. When Burr chose, neither man nor woman could resist +him. He chose now and Ellis, by habit and by nature silent, told of +his life and of his thoughts. It was a new tale to Burr, these dream +products of a strong man, and of solitude; and so, listening, he +forgot his own trouble. The hard look that had formed over his face in +the three years past vanished, leaving him again the natural, +fascinating man who had first taken the drawing-room of the rare old +Jumel mansion by storm. It was genuine, this tale that Ellis told; it +was strong, with the savor of Mother Nature and of wild things, and +fascinating with the beauty of unconscious telling. + +"And the girl?" asked Burr after Ellis finished a passionate account +of the last year. Unintentionally, he touched flame to tinder. + +"Don't ask me about her. I'm not fit. She was coming to see me, but I +wouldn't let her. She's good and innocent; she never imagined we were +not as strong as she, and it's killing her. There's no question what +will happen to me; everything is against me, and I'll be convicted. + +"No one understands--she can't herself; but she feels responsible for +one of us, already, and will feel the same for me when it's over. +Anyway, I'd never see her again. I feel different toward her now, and +always would. I'd never live over again days like I have in the past +year: days I hated a friend I'd known all my life--because we both +loved the same woman. If the Almighty sent love of woman into the +world to be bought at the price I paid, it's wrong, and He's made a +mistake. It's contrary to Nature, because Nature is kind. + +"Last summer I'd sit out of doors at night and watch the stars come +out thick, like old friends, till I'd catch the mood and be content. +The wind would blow up from the south, softly, like some one fanning +me, and the frogs and crickets would sing even and sleepy, and I'd +think of her and be as nearly happy as it was possible for me to be. + +"Then, somehow, he'd drift into the picture, and it grated. I'd wonder +why this love of woman, which ought to make one feel the best of +everything there is in life; which ought to make one kinder and +tenderer to every one, should make me hate him, my best friend. The +night would be spoiled, and from then on the crickets would sing out +of tune. I'd go to bed, where, instead of sleeping, I would try to +find out, and couldn't. + +"And at last, that night--and the end! Oh, it's horrible, horrible! I +wish to God they'd try me quick, and end it. It makes me hate that +girl to think she's the cause. And that makes me hate myself, for I +know she's innocent. Oh, it's tangled--tangled--" + +Of the trial which followed, the world knows. How Burr pleaded his own +case, and of the brilliancy of the pleading, history makes record at +length. 'T was said long before, when the name of Burr was proud on +the Nation's tongue--years before that fatal morning on Weekawken +Heights--that no judge could decide against him. Though reviled by +half the nation, it would seem it were yet true. + +Another trial followed; but of this history is silent, though Aaron +Burr pleaded this case as well. It was a trial for manslaughter, and +every circumstance, even the prisoner's word, declared guilt. To show +that a person may be guilty in act, and at the same time, in reality, +innocent, calls for a master mind--the mind of a Burr. To tell of +passion, one must have felt passion, and of such Burr had known his +full share. No lawyer for the defence was ever better prepared than +Burr, and he did his best. In court he told the jury a tale of motive, +of circumstance, and of primitive love, such as had never been heard +in that county before; such that the twelve men, without leaving their +seats, brought a verdict of "Not guilty." + +"I can't thank you right," said the big man, with a catch in his +voice, wringing Burr's hand. + +"Don't try," interrupted Burr, quickly. "You did as much for me." And +even Burr did not attempt to say any more just then. + + +III + + +The two men went East together, travelling days where now hours would +suffice. Why Burr took the countryman home with him, knowing, as he +did, the incongruity of such a step, he himself could not have told. +It puzzled Ellis still more. He had intended going far away to some +indefinite place; but this opportunity of being virtually thrust into +the position where he most wished to be, was unusual; it was a +reversal of all precedent; and so why demur? + +[Illustration: The two men went East together.] + +On the way, Burr told much of his life--probably more than he had told +before in years. He knew that the sympathy of Ellis was sincere, and a +disinterested motive was with him a new thing, a key to confidence. + +A woman was at this time, and had been for years, foremost in Burr's +mind. He was going to see her now; beyond that his plans were dim. +During a career of politics, there had crept into the man's life much +that was hard and worldly; but this attachment was from ambition far +apart--his most sacred thing. + +She was a brilliant woman, this friend of Burr's; one whom many +sought; but it was not this which influenced him. She had been his +best friend, and had taken him into her own home during the darkest +hour of his life, when condemnation was everywhere. Gossip had +fluttered, but to no avail. Burr never forgot a friend, and in this +case it was more than friendship: it was a genuine love that lasted; +for years later, in his old age and hers as well, old Jumel mansion +made gay at their wedding. + +"What do you expect to do?" asked Burr of Ellis. + +"Anything just now that will make me forget," answered the countryman, +quickly. "So there's enough of it is all that I ask. I'm going to get +a little more education first. Sometime I'll study law--that is, if +I'm here 'sometime.' I've got to be where there's life and action. +I'll never end by being common." He paused a moment, and on his face +there formed the peculiar heavy look that had confronted Clayton; a +mask that hid a determination, which nothing of earth could shake. He +finished slowly: "I'll either be something, or nothing." + +Biographers leave the impression that at this time Burr was devoid of +prestige on earth. Politically, this is true; but respecting his +standing with the legal fraternity, it is wholly false. He had +influence, and he used it, securing the stranger a place in a New York +office, where his risk depended only upon himself. More than this, he +gave Ellis money. + +"You can pay me any interest you wish," said he when the latter +protested. + +Ellis had been settled a week. One evening he sat in the back room of +the city office, fighting the demon of homesickness with work, and the +light of an open fire. It was late, and he had studied till Nature +rebelled; now he sat in his own peculiar position, gazing into the +glow, motionless and wide-eyed. + +He started at a tap on the door, and the past came back in a rush. + +"Come in," he called. + +Burr entered, and closed the door carefully behind him. Ellis motioned +to a chair. + +"No, I won't sit down," said Burr. "I'm only going to stay a moment." + +He came over to the blaze, looking down on the other man's head. +Finally he laid a hand on Ellis's shoulder. + +"Lonesome, eh?" he inquired. + +The student nodded silent assent. + +"So am I," said Burr, beginning to pace up and down the narrow room. +"Do you know," he burst out at last, "this town is like hell to me. +Every hand is against me. There's not one man here, beside you, whom +I can trust. I can't stand it. I'm going to leave the country. Some +day I'll come back; but now it's too much." There was the accumulated +bitterness of months in his voice. "My God!" he interjected, "you'd +think these people never did anything wrong in their lives." He +stopped and laid his hand again on the other man's shoulder. + +"But enough of this--I didn't come to make you more lonesome. I want +you to meet my friends before I go. You'll go out with me to-morrow +afternoon?" + +There was silence for a moment. + +"If you wish. You know what I am," said Ellis. + +Burr's hand rested a moment longer. + +"Good-night," he said simply. + +Some eight or ten miles north of the beach, on the island of +Manhattan, stood Jumel home; a fine, white house, surrounded by a +splendid lawn and gardens. A generation had already passed since its +erection, and the city was slowly creeping near. It was a stately +specimen of Colonial domestic architecture, built on simple, restful +lines, and distinguished by the noble columns of its Grecian front. +Destined to be diminished, the grounds had already begun to shrink; +but from its commanding position it had a view that was magnificent, +overlooking as it did, the Hudson, the Harlem, the East River, the +Sound, and upon every side, miles upon miles of undulating land. + +On the way, and again upon the grounds, Burr related the history of +the old landmark, telling much with the fascination of personal +knowledge. The tale of the Morrises, of Washington and of Mary +Philipse was yet upon his tongue, as he led Ellis through the broad +pillared entrance, into the great hall. + +Things moved swiftly, very swiftly and very dreamily, to the +countryman in the next few hours. Nothing but the lack of ability +prevented his vanishing at the sound of approaching skirts; nothing +but physical timidity prevented his answering the greeting of the +hostess; nothing but conscious awkwardness prompted the crude bow that +answered the courtesy of the girl with the small hands, and the dark +eyes who accompanied her--the first courtesy from powdered maid of +fashion that he had ever known. Her name, Mary Philipse, coming so +soon after Burr's story, staggered him, and, open-mouthed, he stood +looking at her. Remembrance came to Burr simultaneously, and he +touched Ellis on the arm. + +"Don't worry, my friend," he laughed; "she's not the one." + +Ellis grew red to the ears. + +"We'll leave you to Mary," said Burr retreating with a smile; "she'll +tell you the rest--from where I left off." + +The girl with the big brown eyes was still smiling in an amused sort +of way, but Ellis showed no resentment. He knew that to her he was a +strange animal--very new and very peculiar. He did not do as a lesser +man would have done, pretend knowledge of things unknown, but looked +the girl frankly in the eyes. + +"Pardon me, but it was all rather sudden," he explained. The red had +left his face now. "I've only known a few women--and they were not--of +your class. This is Mr. Burr's joke, not mine." + +The smile faded from the girl's face. She met him on his own ground, +and they were friends. + +"Don't take it that way," she protested, quickly. "I see, he's been +telling you of Washington's Mary Philipse. It merely happens that my +name is the same. I'm simply a friend visiting here. Can't I show you +the house? It's rather interesting." + +If Ellis was a novelty to the woman, she was equally so to him. +Unconventionality reigned in that house, and they were together an +hour. Never before in his life had Ellis learned so much, nor caught +so many glimpses of things beyond, in an equal length of time. His +idea of woman had been trite, a little vague. He had no ideal; he had +simply accepted, without question, the one specimen he had known +well. + +In an uncertain sort of way he had thought of the sex as being +invariably creatures of unquestioned virtue, but of mind somewhat +defective; who were to be respected and protected, loved perhaps with +the love animals know; but of such an one as this he had no +conception. + +Here was a woman, younger than he, whose unconscious familiarity with +things, which to him lay hidden in the dark land of ignorance, +affected him like a stimulant. A woman who had read and travelled and +thought and felt; whose mind met him even in the unhesitating +confidence of knowledge--it is no wonder that he was in a dream. It +turned his little world upside down: so brief a time had elapsed since +he had cursed woman for bringing crime into his life, in the +narrowness of his ignorance thinking them all alike. He was in the +presence of a superior, and his own smallness came over him like a +flood. + +He mentally swore, then and there, with a tightening of his jaw that +meant finality, that he would raise himself to her plane. The girl saw +the look, and wondered at it. + +That night, at parting, the eyes of the two met. A moment passed--and +another, and neither spoke a word. Then a smile broke over the face of +Mary Philipse, and it was answered on the face of the man. Equals had +met equals. At last the girl held out her hand. + +"Call again, please," she requested. "Good-night." + +Years passed. Burr had gone and returned again, and Jumel mansion had +waxed festive to honor his home-coming. Then he opened an office in +the city, and drab-colored routine fell upon him--to remain. + +Meanwhile Time had done much for Ellis--rather, it had allowed him to +do much for himself. He had passed through all the stages of +transition--confusion, homesickness, despondency; but incentive to do +was ever with him. + +At first he had worked to forget, and, in self-defence; but Nature had +been kind, and with years memory touched him softly, as though it were +the past of another. + +Then a new incentive came to him: an incentive more potent than the +former, and which grew so slowly he did not recognize it, until he met +it unmistakably face to face. Again into his life and against his will +had crept a woman, and this woman's name was Mary Philipse. He met her +now on her own ground, but still, as of old, with honors even. She had +changed little since he first saw her. As often as he called, he met +the same frank smile, and the brown eyes still regarded him with the +same old candid, unreserved interest. + +Ellis was, as the town would have said, successful. He had risen from +a man-of-all-work to the State bar, and an office of his own. He had +passed the decisive line and his rise was simply a question of time. +He was in a position where he could do as he chose. He appreciated +that Mary Philipse was the incentive that had put him where he was. +She appealed to the best there was in his nature. She caused him to do +better work, to think better thoughts. He unselfishly wished her the +best there was of life. Just how much more he felt he did not know--at +least this was sufficient. + +He would ask her to marry him. It was not the mad, dazzling passion of +which poets sing; but he was wiser than of yore. Of Mary he was +uncertain. That he was not the only man who went often to old Jumel +mansion he was well aware, and with the determination to learn +certainties, there came a tenderer regard than he had yet known. + + * * * * * + +Jumel was gay that night. There would be few more such scenes, for the +owner was no longer young; but of this the throng in brocade and +broadcloth and powder, who filled the spacious mansion, were +thoughtless. Everywhere was an atmosphere of welcome; from the steady +light of lanterns festooned on facade and lawn, to the sparkle of +countless candles within. + +It was that night that Ellis drew Mary Philipse aside and told her the +tale that grew passionate in the telling. Fortune was kind, for he +told it to the soft accompaniment of wine glasses ringing, and the +slow music of the stately minuet. + +Mary Philipse heard him through without a word, an expression on her +face he had never seen before. Then their eyes met in the same frank +way they had hundreds of times before, and she gave him her answer. + +"I've expected this, and I've tried to be ready; but I'm not. I can't +say no, and I can't say yes. I wouldn't try to explain to any one +else, but I think you'll understand. Forgive me if I analyze you a +little, and don't interrupt, please." + +She passed her hand over her face slowly, a shade wearily. + +"There are times when I come near loving you: for what you are, not +for what you are to me. You are natural, you're strong; but you lack +something I feel to be necessary to make life completely happy--the +ability to forget all and enjoy the moment. I have watched you for +years. It has been so in the past, and will be so in the future. Other +men who see me, men born to the plane, have the quality--call it +butterfly if you will--to enjoy the 'now.' It appeals to me--I am of +their manner born." Their eyes met and she finished slowly, "It's +injustice to you, I know; but I can't answer--now." + +They sat a moment side by side in silence. The dancers were moving +more swiftly to the sound of the Virginia reel. + +Ellis reached over and took her hand, then bent and touched it softly +with his lips. + +"I will wait--and abide," he said. + + + + +THE CUP THAT O'ERFLOWED: AN OUTLINE + + +I + + +In a room, half-lighted by the red rays of a harvest moon, a woman lay +in the shadow; face downward, on the bed. It was not the figure of +youth: the full lines of waist and hip spoke maturity. She was sobbing +aloud and bitterly, so that her whole body trembled. + +The clock struck the hour, the half, again the hour; and yet she lay +there, but quiet, with face turned toward the window and the big, red +harvest moon. It was not a handsome face; besides, now it was +tear-stained and hard with the reflection of a bitter battle fought. + +A light foot tapped down the hallway and stopped in front of the door. +There was gentle accompaniment on the panel to the query, "Are you +asleep?" + +The woman on the bed opened her eyes wider, without a word. + +The step in the hall tapped away into silence. The firm, round arm in +its black elbow-sleeve setting, white, beautiful, made a motion of +impatience and of weariness; then slowly, so slowly that one could +scarce mark its coming, the blank stupor that comes as Nature's +panacea to those whom she has tortured to the limit, crept over the +woman, and the big brown eyes closed. The moon passed over and the +night-wind, murmuring lower and lower, became still. In the darkness +and silence the woman sobbed as she slept. + +In the lonely, uncertain time between night and morning she awoke; her +face and the pillow were damp with the tears of sleep. She was numb +from the drawing of tight clothing, and with a great mental pain and a +confused sense of sadness, that weighed on her like a tangible thing. +Her mind groped uncertainly for a moment; then, with a great rush, the +past night and the things before it returned to her. + +"Oh, God, Thy injustice to us women!" she moaned. + +The words roused her; and, craving companionship, she rose and lit the +gas. + +Back and forth she crossed the room, avoiding the furniture as by +instinct--one moment smiling, bitter; the next with face moving, +uncontrollable, and eyes damp: all the moods, the passions of a +woman's soul showing here where none other might see. Tired out, at +last, she stopped and disrobed, swiftly, without a glance at her own +reflection, and returned to bed. + +Nature will not be forced. Sleep will not come again. She can only +think, and thoughts are madness. She gets up and moves to her desk. +Aimlessly at first, as a respite, she begins to write. Her thoughts +take words as she writes, and a great determination, an impulse of the +moment, comes to her. She takes up fresh paper and writes sheet after +sheet, swiftly. Passion sways the hand that writes, and shines warmly +from the big, brown eyes. The first light of morning stains the east +as she collects the scattered sheets, and writes a name on the +envelope, a name which brings a tenderness to her eyes. Stealthily she +tiptoes down the stairs and places the letter where the servant will +see, and mail it in the early morning. A glad light, the light of +relief, is in her face as she steals back slowly and creeps into bed. + +"If it is wrong I couldn't help it," she whispers low. She turns her +face to the pillow and covers it with a soft, white arm. One ear alone +shows, a rosy spot against the white. + + +II + + +Nine o'clock at a down-town medical office. A man who walks rapidly, +but quietly, enters and takes up the morning mail. A number of +business letters he finds and a dainty envelope, with writing which he +knows at sight. He steps to the light and looks at the postmark. + +"Good-morning," says his partner, entering. + +The man nods absently, and, tearing open the envelope, takes out this +letter: + + "MY FRIEND:-- + + "I don't know what you will think of me after this; anyway, I + cannot help telling you what to-night lies heavy on my heart and + mind. I've tried to keep still; God knows I've tried, and so + hard; but Nature is Nature, and I am a woman. Oh, if you men + only knew what that means, you'd forgive us much, and pity! You + have so much in life and we so little, and you torture us so + with that little, which to us is so great, our all; leading us + on against our will, against our better judgment, until we love + you, not realizing at first the madness of unrequited love. Oh, + the cruelty of it, and but for a pastime. + + "But I do not mean to charge you. You are not as other men; you + are not wrong. Besides, why should I not say it? I love you. + Yes, you; a man who knows not the meaning of the word; who meant + to be but a friend, my best friend. Oh, you have been blind, + blind all the years since first I knew you; since first you + began telling me of yourself and of your hopes. You did not know + what it meant to such as I to live in the ambition of another, + to hope through another's hope, to exult in another's success. I + am confessing, for the first time--and the last time. Know, man, + all the time I loved you. Forgive me that I tell you. I cannot + help it. I am a woman, and love in a woman's life is stronger + than will, stronger than all else together. + + "I ask nothing. I expect nothing. I could not keep quiet longer. + It was killing me, and you never saw. I did not mean to tell you + anything, till this moment--least of all, in this way. But it is + done, and I'm glad--yes, happier than I have been for weeks. It + is our woman's nature; a nature we do not ourselves understand. + + "My friend, I cannot see you again. Things cannot go on as they + were. It was torture--you know not what torture--and life is + short. If you would be kind, avoid me. The town is wide, and we + have each our work. Time will pass. Remember, you have done + nothing wrong. If there be one at fault it is Nature, for only + half doing her work. You are good and noble. Good-bye. I trust + you, for, God bless you, I love you." + +The letter dropped, and the man stood looking out with unseeing eyes, +on the shifting street. + +A patient came in and sat down, waiting. + +He had read as in a dream. Now with a rush came thought,--the past, +the present, mingled; and as by a great light he saw clearly the years +of comradery, thoughtless on his part, filled as his life had been +with work and with thought of the future. It all came home to him now, +and the coming was of brightness. The coldness melted from his face; +the very squareness of the jaw seemed softer; the knowledge that is +joy and that comes but once in a lifetime, swept over him, warm, and +his heart beat swift. All things seemed beautiful. + +Without a word he took up his hat, and walked rapidly toward the +elevator. A smile was in the frank blue eyes, and to all whom he met, +whether stranger or friend, he gave greeting. + +The patient, waiting for his return, grew tired and left, and leaving, +slammed the office door behind him. + + + + +UNJUDGED + + +The source of this manuscript lies in tragedy. My possession of it is +purely adventitious. That I have had it long you may know, for it came +to me at an inland prairie town, far removed from water or mountain, +while for ten years or more my name, above the big-lettered dentist +sign, has stood here on my office window in this city by the lake. I +have waited, hoping some one would come as claimant; but my hair is +turning white and I can wait no longer. As now I write of the past, +the time of the manuscript's coming stands clear amid a host of hazy, +half-forgotten things. + +It was after regular hours, of the day I write, that a man came +hurriedly into my office, complaining of a fiercely aching tooth. +Against my advice he insisted on an immediate extraction, and the use +of an anaesthetic. I telephoned for a physician, and while awaiting his +coming my patient placed in my keeping an expansible leather-covered +book of a large pocket size. + +"Should anything go wrong," he said, "there are instructions inside." + +The request is common from those unused to an operation, and I +accepted without other comment than to assure him he need fear no +danger. + +Upon arriving, the physician made the customary examination and +proceeded to administer chloroform. The patient was visibly excited, +but neither of us attached any importance to that under the +circumstances. Almost before the effect of the anaesthetic was +noticeable, however, there began a series of violent muscular spasms +and contractions. The inhaler was removed and all restoratives known +to the profession used, but without avail. He died in a few moments, +and without regaining consciousness. The symptoms were suspicious, +entirely foreign to any caused by the anaesthetic, and at the inquest +the cause came to light. In the man's stomach was a large quantity of +strychnine. That he knew something of medicine is certain, for the +action of the alkaloid varies little, and he had the timing to a +nicety. + +The man was, I should judge, thirty years of age, smooth of face and +slightly built. Nerve was in every line of face and body. He was +faultlessly dressed and perfectly groomed. He wore no jewelry, not +even a watch; but within the pocket of his vest was found a small +jewel-case containing two beautiful white diamonds, each of more than +a carat weight. One was unset, the other mounted in a lady's ring. +There was money in plenty upon his person, but not an article that +would give the slightest clue to his identity. + +One peculiar thing about him I noticed, and could not account for: +upon the palm of each hand was a row of irregular abrasions, but +slightly healed, and which looked as though made by some dull +instrument. + +The book with which he entrusted me had begun as a journal, but with +the passage of events it had outgrown its original plan. Being +expansible, fresh sheets had been added as it grew, and at the back of +the book, on one of these blanks, had been hastily scratched, in +pencil, the message of which he spoke: + +"You will find sufficient money in my pockets to cover all expenses. +Do not take my trinkets, please! Associations make them dear to me. +Any attempt to discover my friends will be useless." + +Notwithstanding the last sentence the body was embalmed and the death +advertised; but no response came, and after three days the body and +the tokens he loved were quietly buried here in the city. + +Meantime I had read the book, beginning from a sense of duty that grew +into a passing interest, and ended by making me unaware of both time +and place. I give you the journal as it stands, word for word and date +for date. Would that I could show you the handwriting in the original +as well. No printed page can tell the story of mood as can the lines +of this journal. There were moments of passion when words slurred and +overtook each other, as thought moved more rapidly than the characters +which recorded; and again, periods of uncertainty when the hand +tarried and busied itself with forming meaningless figures, while the +conscious mind roamed far away. + + * * * * * + +_March 17._ Why do I begin a journal now, a thing I have never done +before? Had another asked the question, I could have turned it off +with a laugh, but with myself it will not do. I must answer it, and +honestly. Know then, my ego who catechises, I have things to tell, +feelings to describe that are new to me and which I cannot tell to +another. The excuse sounds childish; but listen: I speak it softly: I +love, and he who loves is ever as a child. I smile at myself for +making the admission. I, a man whose hair is thinning and silvering, +who has written of love all his life, and laughed at it. Oh, it's +humorous, deliciously humorous. To think that I have become, in +reality, the fool I pictured others in fancy! + +_April 2._ Gods, she was beautiful to-night!--the way she came to meet +me: the long skirt that hung so gracefully, and that fluffy, white, +sleeveless thing that fitted her so perfectly and showed her white +arms and the curves of her throat. I forgot to rise, and I fear I +stared at her. I can yet see the smile that crept through the long +lashes as she looked at me, and as I stumbled an apology she was +smiling all the time. How I came away I swear I don't know. Instinct, +I suppose; for now at last I have an incentive. I must work mightily, +and earn a name--for her. + +_April 4._ He says it is a strong plot and that he will help me. That +means the book will succeed. I wonder how a man feels who can do +things, not merely dream them. I expected he would laugh when I told +him the plot, especially when I told whom the woman was; but he didn't +say a word. He thinks, as I do, that it would be better to leave the +story's connection with her a surprise until the book is published. He +is coming up here to work to-morrow. "Keep a plot warm," he says: +"especially one with a love in it." He looked at me out of the corner +of his eye as he spoke, so peculiarly I hardly knew whether he was +laughing at me or not. I suppose, just now, my state of mind is rather +obvious and amusing. + +_May 3._ As I expected, the reaction is on. What a price we have to +pay for our happy moments in this world! I'm tired to-night and a +little discouraged, for I worked hard all day, and did not accomplish +much. "Lack of inspiration," he said. "The heroine is becoming a +trifle dim. Hadn't you better go and enthuse a little to-night?" + +I was not in a mood to be chaffed; I told him shortly: "No, you had +better go yourself." + +He smiled and thanked me. "With your permission," he said, "I will." + +Nature certainly has been kind to him, for he is handsome and +fascinating beyond any man I ever knew. I wanted to use him in the +story, but he positively refused. He said that I would do better. So +we finally compromised on a combination. "The man" has his hair and my +eyes, his nose and my mouth. Over the chin we each smiled a little +grimly, for it is stubborn--square, and fits us both. After all, it is +not a bad _ensemble_. The character has his weak points, but, all in +all, he is not bad to look upon. + +_June 10._ We went driving this evening, she and I, far out into the +country, going and coming slowly. The night was perfect, with a full +moon and a soft south wind. Nature's music makers were all busy. On +the high places, the crickets sang loudly their lonesome song to the +night, while from the distant river and lowlands there came the +uncertain minor of countless frogs in chorus. + +For two hours I tasted happiness, divine happiness, happiness so +complete that I forgot time. + +I have known many beautiful women, women splendid as animals are +splendid, but never before one whose intense womanliness made me +forget that she was beautiful. I can't explain; it is too subtle and +holy a thing. I sat by her side, so near that we touched, and +worshipped as I never worshipped at church. If but for this night +alone, my life is worth the living. + +_June 12._ It seems peculiar that he should be working with me at this +story; strange that he should care to know me at all. Perhaps I stand +a little in awe of the successful man; I think we all do. At least, he +is the example _par excellence_. I have seen him go into a room filled +with total strangers, and though he never spoke a word, have heard the +question all about,--"Who is he?" Years ago, when he as well as I was +an unknown writer, we each submitted a story to the same editor, by +the same mail. Both were returned. I can still see the expression on +his face as he opened his envelope, and thrust the manuscript into his +pocket. He did not say a word, but his manner of donning his top-coat +and hat, and the crash of the front door behind him betrayed his +disappointment. His work was afterwards published at his own risk. The +ink on my story is fading, but I have it still. + +_July 2._ She is going to the coast for the season, and I called +to-night to say _au revoir_. I could see her only a few minutes as her +carriage was already waiting; something, I believe, in honor of her +last night in town. She was in evening dress, and beautiful--I cannot +describe. Think of the most beautiful woman you have ever known, and +then--but it is useless, for you have not known her. + +I was intoxicated; happy as a boy; happy as a god. I filled the few +moments I had, full to overflowing. I told her what every man tells +some woman some time in his life. For once I felt the power of a +master, and I spoke well. + +She did not answer; I asked her not to. I could not tell her all, and +I would have no reply before. Her face was turned from me as I spoke, +but her ears turned pink and her breath came quickly. I looked at her +and the magnitude of my presumption held me dumb; yet a warm happy +glow was upon me, and the tapping of feet on the pavement below +sounded as sweetest music. + +As I watched her she turned, her eyes glistening and her throat all +a-tremble. She held out her hand to say good-bye. I took it in mine; +and at the touch my resolution and all other things of earth were +forgotten, and I did that which I had come hoping to do. Gently, I +slipped a ring with a single setting over her finger, then bending +low, I touched the hand with my lips--whitest, softest, dearest hand +in God's world. Then I heard her breath break in a sob, and felt upon +my hair the falling of a tear. + +_August 5._ I am homesick to-night and tired. It is ten-thirty, and, I +have just gotten dinner. I forgot all about it before. The story is +moving swiftly. It is nearly finished now, moreover it is good; I +know it. I sent a big roll of manuscript to him to-day. He is at the +coast, and polishes the rough draft as fast as I send it in. He +tells me he has secured a publisher, and that the book will be out +in a few months. I can hardly wait to finish, for then I, too, can +leave town. I will not go before; I have work to do, and can do it +better here. He tells me he has seen her several times. God! a man +who writes novels and can mention her incidentally, as though +speaking of a dinner-party! + +_August 30._ I finished to-day and expressed him the last scrap of +copy. I wanted to sing, I was so happy. Then I bethought me, it is her +birthday. I went down town and picked out a stone that pleased me. +Their messenger will deliver it, and she can choose her own setting. +How I'd like to carry it myself, but I have a little more work to do +before I go. Only two more days, and then-- + +I have been counting the time since she left: almost two months; it +seems incredible when I think of it. + +How I have worked! Next time I write, my journal confessor, I will +have something to tell: I will have seen her--she who wears my +ring.... Ah! here comes my man for orders. A few of my bachelor +friends help me celebrate here to-night. I have not told them it is +the last time. + +_September 5._ Let me think; I am confused. This hotel is vile, +abominable, but there is no other. That cursed odor of stale tobacco, +and of cookery! + +The landlord says they were here yesterday and went West. It's easy to +trace them--everybody notices. A tall man, dark, with a firm jaw; the +most beautiful woman they have ever seen--they all say the same. My +God! and I'm hung up here, inactive a whole day! But I'll find them, +they can't escape; and then they'll laugh at me, probably. + +What can I do? I don't know. I can't think. I must find them first ... +that cursed odor again! + +Oh, what a child, a worse than fool I have been! To sit there in town +pouring the best work of my life into his hands! I must have that +book, I will have it. To think how I trusted her--waited until my hair +began to turn--for this! + +But I must stop. This is useless, it's madness. + +_September 9._ It is a beautiful night. I have just come in from a +long walk, how long I don't know. I went to the suburbs and through +the parks, watching the young people sitting, two and two, in the +shadow. I smiled at the sight, for in fancy I could hear what they +were saying. Then I wandered over to the lakefront and stood a long +time, with the waves lapping musically against the rocks below, and +the moonlight glistening on a million reflectors. The great stretch of +water in front, and the great city behind me sang low in concord, +while the stars looked down smiling at the refrain. "Be calm, little +mortal, be calm," they said; "calm, tiny mortal, calm," repeated +endlessly, until the mood took hold of me, and in sympathy I smiled in +return. + +Was it yesterday? It seems a month since I found them. Was it I who +was so hot and angry? I hold up my hand; it is as steady as my +mother's when, years ago, as a boy, she laid it on my forehead with +her good-night. The murmur of this big hotel speaks soothingly, like +the voice of an old friend. The purr of the elevator is a voice I +know. It all seems incredible. To-day is so commonplace and real, and +yesterday so remote and fantastic. + +He was lounging in the lobby, a hand in either pocket, when I touched +him on the shoulder. He turned, but neither hands nor face failed him +by a motion. + +"I presume you would prefer to talk in private?" I said, "Will you +come to my room?" + +A smile formed slowly over his lips. + +"I don't wish to deprive my--" He paused, and his eyes met mine,"--my +wife of a pleasant chat with an old friend. I would suggest that you +come with us to our suite." + +I nodded. In silence we went up the elevator; in equal silence, he +leading, we passed along the corridor over carpets that gave out no +telltale sound. + +She was standing by the window when we entered. Her profile stood out +clear in the shaded room, and in spite of myself a great heart-throb +passed over me. She did not move at first, but at last turning she saw +him and me. Then I could see her tremble; she started quickly to +leave, but he barred the way. The smile was still upon his face. + +"Pardon me, my dear," he protested, "but certainly you recognize an +old friend." + +She grew white to the lips, and her eyes blazed. Her hands pressed +together so tightly that the fingers became blue at the nails. She +looked at him; such scorn I had never seen before. Before it, the +smile slowly left his face. + +"Were you the fraction of a man," she voiced slowly, icily, "you would +have stopped short of--this." + +She made a motion of her hand, so slight one could scarce see it, +and without a word he stepped aside. She turned toward me and, +instinctively, I bent in courtesy, my eyes on the floor and a great +tumult in my heart. She hesitated at passing me; without looking +up I knew it; then, slowly, moved away down the corridor. + +I advanced inside, closing the door behind me and snapping the lock. +Neither of us said a word; no word was needed. The fighting-blood of +each was up, and on each the square jaw that marked us both was set +hard. I stepped up within a yard of him and looked him square in the +eye. I pray God I may never be so angry again. + +"What explanation have you to offer?" I asked. + +His eye never wavered, though the blood left his face and lip; even +then I admired his nerve. When he spoke his voice was even and +natural. + +"Nothing," he sneered. "You have lost; that's all." + +Quick as thought, I threw back the taunt. + +"Lost the woman, yes, thank God; the book, never. I came for that, not +for her. I demand that you turn over the copy." + +Again the cool smile and the steady voice. + +"You're a trifle late. I haven't a sheet; it is all gone." + +"You lie!" I flung the hot words fair in his teeth. + +A smile, mocking, maddening, formed upon his face. + +"I told you before you had lost. The book is copyrighted"--a pause, +while the smile broadened--"copyrighted in my name, and sold." + +The instinct of battle, primitive, uncontrollable, came over me and +the room turned dark. I fought it, until my hands grew greasy from the +wounds where the nails bit my palms, then I lost control; of what +follows all is confused. + +I dimly see myself leaping at him like a wild animal; I feel the +tightening of the big neck muscles as my fingers closed on his throat; +I feel a soft breath of night air as we neared the open window; then +in my hands a sudden lightness, and in my ears a cry of terror. + +I awoke at a pounding on the door. It seemed hours later, though it +must have been but seconds. I arose--and was alone. The window was +wide open; in the street below, a crowd was gathering on the run, +while a policeman's shrill whistle rang out on the night. A hundred +faces were turned toward me as I looked down and I dimly wondered +thereat. + +The knocking on the door became more insistent. I turned the lock, +slowly, and a woman rushed into the room. Something about her seemed +familiar to me. I passed my hand over my forehead--but it was useless. +I bowed low and started to walk out, but she seized me by the arm, +calling my name, pleadingly. Her soft brown hair was all loose and +hanging, and her big eyes swimming; her whole body trembled so that +she could scarcely speak. + +The grip of the white hand on my arm tightened. + +"Oh! You must not go," she cried; "you cannot." + +I tried gently to shake her off, but she clung more closely than +before. + +"You must let me explain," she wailed. "I call God to witness, I was +not to blame." She drew a case from the bosom of her dress. + +"Here are those stones; I never wore them. I wanted to, God knows, but +I couldn't. Take them, I beg of you." She thrust the case into my +pocket. "He made me take them, you understand; made me do everything +from the first. I loved him once, long ago, and since then I couldn't +get away. I can't explain." She was pleading as I never heard woman +plead before. "Forgive me--tell me you forgive me--speak to me." The +grip on my arm loosened and her voice dropped. + +"Oh! God, to have brought this on you when I loved you!" + +The words sounded in my ears, but made no impression. It all seemed +very, very strange. Why should she say such things to me? She must be +mistaken--must take me for another. + +I broke away from her grasp, and groped staggeringly toward the door. +A weariness intense was upon me and I wanted to be home alone. As I +moved away, I heard behind me a swift step as though she would follow, +and my name called softly, then another movement, away. + +Mechanically I turned at the sound, and saw her profile standing clear +in the open window-frame. Realization came to me with a mighty rush, +and with a cry that was a great sob I sprang toward her. + +Suddenly the window became clear again, and through the blackness that +formed about me I dimly heard a great wail of horror arise from the +street below. + + * * * * * + +There was no other entry save the hasty scrawl in pencil. + + + + +THE TOUCH HUMAN + + +"Good-night." A lingering of finger tips that touched, as by accident; +a bared head; the regular tap of shoes on cement, as a man walked down +the path. + +"Good-night--and God bless thee," he repeated softly, tenderly, under +his breath, that none but he might hear: words of faith spoken +reverently, and by one who believes not in the God known of the herd. + +"Good-night--and God bless thee," whispered the woman slowly; and the +south wind, murmuring northward, took the words and carried them +gently away as sacred things. + +The woman stood thinking, dreaming, her color mounting, her eyes +dimming, as she read deep the mystery of her own heart. + +They had sat side by side the entire evening, and had talked of life +and of its hidden things; or else had remained silent in the unspoken +converse that is even sweeter to those who understand each other. + +She had said of a mutual friend: "He is a man I admire; he has an +ideal." + +"A thing but few of earth possess." + +"No; I think you are wrong. I believe all people have ideals. They +must; life would not be life without." + +"You mean object rather than ideal. Does not an ideal mean something +beautiful--something beyond--something we'd give our all for? Not our +working hours alone, but our hours of pleasure and our times of +thought. An ideal is an intangible thing--having much of the +supernatural in its make-up; 'tis a fetish for which we'd sacrifice +life--or the strongest passion of life,--love." + +"Is this an ideal, though? Could anything be beautiful to us after +we'd sacrificed much of life, and all of love in its attainment? Is +not everything that is opposed to love also opposed to the ideal? Is +not an ideal, when all is told, nothing but a great love--the great +personal love of each individual?" + +He turned to the woman, and there was that in his face which caused +her eyes to drop, and her breath to come more quickly. + +"I don't know. I'm miserable, and lonely, and tired. I've thought I +had an ideal, and I followed it, working for it faithfully and for it +alone. I've shown it to myself, glowing, splendid, when I became weary +and ready to yield. I've sacrificed, in attempting its attainment, +youth and pleasure--self, continually. Still, I'm afar off--and still +the light beckons me on. I work day after day, and night after night, +as ever; but the faith within me is growing weaker. Might not the +ideal I worshipped after all be an earth-born thing, an ambition whose +brightness is not of pure gold, but of tinsel? That which I have +sought, speaks always to me so loudly that there may be no mistake in +hearing. + +"'I am thy god,' it says; 'worship me--and me alone. +Sacrifice--sacrifice--sacrifice--thyself--thy love. Thus shalt thou +attain me.' + +"One day I stopped my work to think; hid myself solitary that I might +question. 'What shall I have when I attain thee?' I asked. + +"'Fame--fame--the plaudits of the people--a pedestal apart.' + +"'Yes,' whispered my soul to me, 'and a great envy always surrounding; +a great fight always to hold thy small pedestal secure.' + +"Of such as this are ideals made? No. 'Twas a mistake. I have sought +not an ideal, but an ambition--a worthless thing. An ideal is +something beautiful--a great love. 'Tis not yet too late to correct my +fault; to seek this ideal--this beautiful thing--this love." + +He reached over to the woman and their fingers, as by chance, +touching, lingered together. His eyes shone, and when he spoke his +voice trembled. + +"_You_ know the ideal--the beautiful thing--the love I seek." + +Side by side they sat, each bosom throbbing; not with the wild passion +of youth, but with the deeper, more spiritual love of middle-life. +Overhead, the night wind murmured; all about, the crickets sang. + +Turning, she met him face to face, frankly, earnestly. + +"Let us think." + +She rose, in her eyes the look men worship and, worshipping, find +oblivion. + +A moment they stood together. + +"Good-night," she whispered. + +"Good-night," his lips silently answered, pressing upon hers. + + + + +A DARK HORSE + + +Iowa City is not large, nor are the prospects for metropolitan +greatness at all flattering. Even her most zealous citizen, the +ancient of the market corner, admits that "there ain't been much +stirrin' for quite a spell back," and among the broad fraternity of +commercial travellers, the town is a standing joke. Yet, throughout +the entire State, no community of equal size is so well known. It is +the home of the State University. + +In the year '90-something-or-other, there was enrolled in the junior +class of the university, one Walter R. Chester, but it is doubtful +whether five other students in the same classic seat of learning could +have told you his given name. Away back in his freshman year he had +been dubbed "Lord" Chester. And as "Lord" Chester alone is his name +still preserved, and revered in university annals. + +The reasons lying back of this exaltation to the peerage were not very +complex, but quite as adequate as those usually inspiring college +nicknames. He was known to be country-bred, and the average freshwater +school defines the "country" as a region of dense mental darkness, +commencing where the campus ends and extending thence in every +direction, throughout the unchartered realms of space. + +Each Friday afternoon, "Lord" Chester would carefully lock his room +and disappear upon a bicycle; this much was plainly visible to +everybody. On Monday he would reappear. The hiatus afforded a peg from +which much unprofitable speculation was suspended. The argument most +plausible was that he went home, while one romantic youth suggested a +girl. The accusation was never repeated. What? The "Lord" a ladies' +man? Tut! One would as soon expect a statue to drill a minstrel show. + +Thus Chester's personal affairs remained a mystery. He never talked +reflexively--rare attribute in a college man--and, moreover, curiosity +never throve well in his presence. It utterly failed to bear fruit. + +Another peculiarity distinguished him from all the rest of the +student body: he roomed by himself. Although invariably courteous and +polite to visitors, he was never known to extend an invitation for a +second visit. He quite obviously wanted to be left alone, and the +"fellows" met him more than half-way. + +But what, more than anything else, probably helped to designate him +"Lord," was the scrupulous way in which he dressed. There was no hint +of the pastoral in his sartorial accomplishments, and it was his one +extravagance. Though from the country and therefore presumably poor, +no swell son of the Western _haute monde_ made an equally smart +appearance. + +We have been viewing the youth from the standpoint of his fellow-students. +As a matter of fact, they never saw the real man, the man behind the +closed door, at all. He was a terrific worker. When he decided to do a +thing, he did it. Night was as day at such times, and meals were unthought +of. He literally plunged out of sight into his work, and as yet he had +never failed. + +One reason for this uniform success lay in the fact that he was able +to define his limitations, and never attempted the impossible. He +was, indeed, poor; that is, relatively so. His earliest recollections +were associated with corn rows and grilling suns; which accounted for +the present cheerfulness with which he tackled any task, and for his +appetite for hard work. When tired, he would think of the weight of a +hoe in a boy's hand at six o'clock in the afternoon, and proceed with +renewed vigor. + +Such was "Lord" Chester: product of work and solitude; a man who knew +more about the ideal than the real; a man who would never forget a +friend nor forgive an injury; who would fight to the bitter end and +die game--hero of "_the_" Marathon, whose exciting history is +impossible to avoid in Iowa City. + +By nature, Chester was an athlete, and by way of exercise he was +accustomed to indulge in a few turns daily upon the cinder path. One +evening in early spring he was jogging along at a steady brisk pace, +when two men in training-suits caught up with him. They were puffing +when they fell in beside him. Presently they dropped behind, and one, +a tall important youth, of the name of Richards, called out: + +"I say, me lud, aren't you going to clear the trail?" + +Quick as a shot Chester halted and faced around. + +"What's that?" he asked quietly. + +The other two nearly bumped into him, but managed to come to a +standstill, before precipitating that catastrophe. They lurched back +upon their heels, nearly toppling backwards, too surprised for the +moment to speak. Chester did not stir. + +"Jiminy crickets!" Richards' companion exclaimed in a moment. "You're +deuced sudden, Chester, I must say." + +And Richards' manner promptly grew conciliatory. + +"Old man," he said, smiling, "you really ought to train. You've got +form--by George, you have! Besides, you wouldn't have any opposition +to speak of, you know." + +Richards was still smiling; but a smile, however warmly encouraged +from within, is apt to take cold in a frost. The casual glance with +which Chester took in the young man, from his light sprinting-pumps to +his eyes, may be accurately described as frigid. Not until he had held +the other's embarrassed look for an appreciable pause did he deign to +speak. + +"There really ought to be," he said without emotion, "at least one man +in the field. I think I shall train." + +Thus it came about that "Lord" Chester decided to enter athletics. +Five minutes previously even the thought had not occurred to him; but +he wasn't the man to quail before a bluff. + +The track management of this particular university was an oligarchy; +was governed by a few absolute individuals. Perhaps such a condition +is not as rare as might be supposed. However that may be, it was here +a case of being either "in" or "out." Chester was unpopular, and from +the first had been out. + +There were only four entries for the running events, the same names +appearing in all; so he could not be kept from the field. But he well +knew that various ways existed by which favoritism could be shown, and +that these preferences, too trifling in themselves to warrant +complaint, might prove a serious handicap in a close contest. He knew +that, however honors might lie among the other entries, they would +hesitate at nothing to prevent him from taking a place. In fact, +Richards openly boasted that he would pocket "'is ludship" at the +finish. + +So Chester shaped his plans accordingly. He had never aimed at the +impossible, nor did he now. He withdrew from all short-distance runs +and yard dashes, and concentrated his mind upon the Marathon--thus +dignified, although the faculty would permit nothing more arduous than +two miles. + +In saying trained, everything is meant that the word can be made to +imply: the sort of hour in, hour out, to-the-limit-of-endurance +training which either makes or kills. A fortnight before Field Day +Chester was in perfect condition, and had his capabilities gauged to a +nicety. He was now entered only in the Marathon; they virtually had +forced him from the half-mile, and they should be made to pay the +penalty. + +One day before the race Chester went to the bank and inquired the +amount of his balance. It was shown him: one hundred and six dollars +and some odd cents. He drew a cheque for the amount, and thrust the +bills into his pocket. From the bank he walked straight up Main Street +for three blocks, then turned in at a well-kept brick house. + +"Mr. Richards in?" he asked of the servant-girl. + +"Yes, sir. Right upstairs--second door to the left. He's got company +now." + +The junior nevertheless resolutely mounted the stairs and knocked upon +the door. The noise inside resembled a pocket-edition of the Chicago +Board of Trade, so Chester hammered again, louder. + +"Come!" some one yelled, and the noise subsided. + +He opened the door and stepped inside. A half-dozen young fellows were +scattered about, but as he knew none of them, except by name, he +ignored their presence and walked directly up to Richards. + +"I've come on business," he said; "can I speak with you a moment?" + +"Sure!" Richards removed his feet from a chair, kicking it at the +same time toward his visitor. "These fellows know more about my +business now than I do myself, so get it off of your chest, Chester." + +The company laughed, but Chester remained wholly unmoved. + +"All right," said he, calmly. "You're in the Marathon: want to risk +anything on it?" + +Up went Richards' feet once more, this time to a table. He winked +broadly at his friends, and replied with an air of vast carelessness, + +"Why--yes; I don't mind. Guess I can cover you." + +"How much?" demanded Chester. "Odds even, mind." + +"I said I'd cover you, didn't I?" with some warmth. Richards fumbled +in his trousers pockets, extracting therefrom a handful of loose +change. + +Chester advanced to the table. At sight of his roll of bills a sudden +silence fell. All eyes were glued upon them while he counted. + +"Five--ten--fifteen"--and so on, up to one hundred. He stowed the +remaining five back in his pocket, pushed the pile into the middle of +the table and looked coolly down at his host. Said he, + +"One hundred, even, that I win the Marathon. Cover, or show these +fellows the sort of piker you are." + +And Richards came very near to showing them. His face was a study. He +hadn't ten dollars to his name; he was painfully aware of the fact, +and here were these six boys who would know it too in about two +seconds. He was rattled, and sat looking at the pile of bills as +though charmed. He racked his brain for some way out of the +predicament, but the only thing he could think of was to wonder +whether the portrait on the top note was that of Hendricks or Rufus +Choate. "It can't be Choate," suddenly occurred to him. "But then +it--" + +There was a laugh in the back of the room. Richards stood up. A dozen +fire alarms would not have recalled him so quickly. Whatever else +might be said of the man he was game, and now his gameness showed. + +"Give me an hour; I'll meet you then in front of the postoffice." +While speaking he had gotten into his coat; now he walked toward the +door. "Amuse yourselves while I'm gone, fellows," he said, and +disappeared down the stairway. + +Chester replaced the notes in his pocket, nodded gravely to the +company and followed. + +Not a boy spoke, but all sat staring blankly at the doorway. + +An hour later, both Richards and Chester appeared at the postoffice. +The former, by dint of much persistent circulation among his fellow +athletes, had found enough of them who were willing to pool their +funds in order to secure the necessary amount. The two young men had +witnesses, the wager was properly closed and the money deposited. +Neither spoke an unnecessary word during the meeting, but when Chester +started to leave, Richards turned facetiously to his friends. + +"'Is bloomin' ludship will start training Friday; bet he has his wheel +in soak." + +To which remark Chester paid not the slightest attention. + +Whatever may be said to the contrary, six boys can no more retain a +secret than can six girls, and inside of an hour the story of the big +bet had spread over the town. In due course it penetrated to the city: +one day a reporter appeared and interviewed the principals, and on the +following Sunday their photographs adorned the pink section of a great +daily. This was nuts for the university--but it is getting ahead of +our own story somewhat. + +Chester, naturally, was the centre of curiosity. He had not pawned his +"bike," as was demonstrated when Friday rolled around; but had it been +known that the last cent he owned in the world had been staked upon +the issue, no doubt the interest would have been greater. + +Field Day opened bright and clear, and early in the afternoon Athletic +Park began to fill. A rumor had gone abroad that the two principal +competitors had actually come to blows, and that each had sworn to die +rather than lose the race. Long before the opening event the inclosure +was crowded with spectators, all eagerly discussing the Marathon, to +the exclusion of every other contest. The opinion was freely expressed +that Richards would "put a crimp in that chesty Chester," and that he +would "win in a walk." They made no bones about playing favorites. + +It was a still, hot day, and if there is any advantage in atmospheric +conditions each contestant should have been inspired with that +absolute confidence of winning, without which the fastest race is but +a tame affair. At two o'clock the band commenced playing. The judges +tried to follow the programme, but the cries of "Marathon! Marathon!" +grew so insistent and clamorous that they finally yielded, and the +event was called. + +Richards responded first. He was popular, and the grandstand gave him +an ovation as he took his position under the wire. It seemed as though +the handkerchief of every girl present was in the air. The two +figureheads, friends of Richards, came next, and last of all Chester. + +A feeble attempt at applause marked his passage in front of the +grandstand; but he never looked up, and for any indication he gave to +the contrary, he might have been the only person on the grounds. His +track suit was hidden by a long black door curtain, in lieu of a +bath-robe, and a pretty girl on the front row remarked audibly, "He's +all ready for the funeral." + +"Sure thing," answered her companion. "He knows his obsequies are +about to take place." + +"Peels well," a man by the rail critically commented. +"But--rats!--Richards has pocketed this event ever since he's been +here; you can't make the pace for him with anything slower than an +auto." + +The runners were in line at last, crouching low, tense, finger-tips +upon the ground, the starting-pistol above their heads. + +"Starters ready?" floated in a sing-song voice from the judges' stand. +"Timers r-r-read-y-y?" A sharp crack from the pistol, and they were +off. + +Then a queer thing happened. Instead of dawdling along behind, as +every one expected, Chester, without an instant's hesitation, pushed +to the front and set the pace. + +And what a pace! It was literally a race from the word go. Chester +took the inside and faced the music, Richards and the others close in +behind. Sympathy in the grandstand was beginning to turn; everybody +appreciates pluck. The spectators, however, knew him to be a novice, +and many supposed that he had lost his head; so when he passed the +grandstand on the first lap, any amount of contradictory advice was +shouted noisily. + +"Let them set the pace!" "You're killing yourself!" "Oh, you bally +Lord!--go it, kid!" "Don't let 'em nose you out, Chester, old scout!" +"Save your air, old top, you'll need it!" and much more of a like kind +was hurled at him, which reached his ears through the veil of singing +wind, like the roar of distant breakers upon the seashore. + +He kept his own counsel. He had followed that pace every day during +the last two weeks of his training, and he knew precisely what he +could do. Besides the air was quiet, and the disadvantage of being +pace-maker was not so great as people thought. + +In this formation they came round the half-mile oval the second time, +each man working with the nice regularity of well-oiled machinery. Not +a sound now from the grandstand; only the soft _pat_ of the runners' +feet could be heard. The crowd had caught Chester's idea: but could +he hold out? + +They had passed the three-quarter pole on the third lap when a yell +went up, and everybody rose excitedly to their feet. Space was growing +rapidly between the leaders and those behind; it was now resolved to a +duel between the principals. + +As they dashed past, the crowd examined them closely, scores of +field-glasses being trained upon them like so many guns. + +Chester was still erect, his head well back, chest forward, arms +working piston-like, close down at his sides, while his long, regular +tread was as light and springy as an Indian's. His jaw was set grimly, +but it was manifest that he was still breathing deep and regularly +through his nostrils. + +It was equally manifest that his opponent was in distress. The last of +his strength and determination was dying away in a desperate effort to +keep his pace; his face was colorless, eyes staring, his step +irregular. Worst of all, his mouth was open, and his chest could be +seen to vibrate as he panted. + +[Illustration: He heard a voice ... and glanced back.] + +"By Jove!" muttered the man at the rail, as amazed as though the blue +canopy of heaven had suddenly fallen, "Chester'll take it, I do +believe!" And the crowd was beginning to believe the same. + +The rivals maintained their relative positions until, on the last lap, +the three-quarter pole was once more reached. The two figureheads had +dropped out and mounted a fence where they would not be too far away +from the finish. + +Every eye was trained upon the racers, the excitement was tense. +Chester was pounding grimly away; sweat was pouring down his face +until it glistened in the sun; his legs ached as though in a boot of +torture. But he had no thought of allowing Richards to close the gap +between them by an inch. He was counting the _pat-pat-pat!_ of his +feet upon the track. "Seventy-three more, and it's won, old boy," he +muttered. He could hear Richards' every breath. "One, two, three,--" +he counted. + +He heard a voice, so broken that the words could hardly be distinguished, +and he glanced back. + +"For God's--sake, Chester--hold--up!" gasped Richards. "I--can't +lose--this race--now." + +He was a pitiable figure, his white face drawn in lines of pain, his +body swaying uncertainly, as he pressed despairingly on. + +For one moment Chester's heart felt a throb of pity. Then he thought +of his work in sun and rain; of Richards' contempt in the past; of the +cheers for his rival and the open ridicule of his own pretensions; and +last of all, but far from being the least consideration, the two +hundred dollars absolutely necessary to carry him through his final +year to graduation. + +Ah, nobody knew about that two hundred dollars, save himself and one +little girl, who had driven into town early in the afternoon, and who +had slipped timidly into as good a seat as she could find in the +stand. She showed one dot of pink among hundreds of fluffy white +gowns; Chester was ignorant of her presence, but as he sped round and +round the track, her eyes never once left him, nor did she cease +praying silently that he might win! + +Only for an instant did he hesitate; then his face settled into an +expression not pleasant to look upon. He forgot that he was tired, +that a grandstand full of howling maniacs was ahead of him. He thought +only of the girl in pink--and made his spurt. + +Richards tried to follow, but a haze was forming over his eyes. His +heart was pounding until he believed that he must suffocate. Then he +reeled suddenly, lost his balance and fell into darkness. + +"So this is victory!" murmured Chester to himself a moment later, as +he swayed unsteadily upon the shoulders of a howling mob. He was +thinking of poor Richards lying back there upon the track. But just +then he espied the transfigured face of the girl in pink. + +"It is! It is!" he shouted joyfully. + + + + +THE WORTH OF THE PRICE + + +Nobody in a normal humor would dispute the fact that Clementine Willis +was a strikingly handsome girl. One might even be moved, by a burst of +enthusiasm, to declare her beautiful. There was about her that subtle, +elusive charm of perfection in minute detail, possible only to the +wealthy who can discriminate between art and that which is artificial, +and who can take advantage of all of art's magic resources, without +imparting the slightest suggestion of artificiality. + +Her hair and eyes were dark--very dark; her skin bore the matchless, +transparent tint of ivory; every line of her high-bred face, and of +her hands and her slender, arched feet, bespoke the ultimate degree of +refinement. + +She was the sort of girl, in short, that a full-blooded man must needs +stare at, perhaps furtively, but with no thought of boldness. Stupid, +indeed, must be he who would attempt anything even remotely +approaching familiarity with Miss Willis. + +Her smart brougham waits in front of a new and resplendent down-town +office building on a certain afternoon, while Miss Willis ascends +in one of the elevators to the tenth floor. She proceeds with +assurance, but leisurely--mayhap she is a trifle bored--to a door +which somehow manages to convey an impression of prosperity beyond. +It bears upon its frosted glass the name of Dr. Leonard, a renowned +specialist in diseases of the throat, besides the names of a +half-dozen assistants--in much smaller lettering--who, doubtless, +are in the ferment of struggling for positions of equal renown. + +The door opening discloses a neat, uniformed maid and a large and +richly furnished reception-room. Five ladies, of various ages and all +handsomely gowned, are seated here and there, manifestly forcing +patience to relieve the _ennui_ which would have been tolerated with +no other detail of the day's routine. + +This cursory survey is sufficient, it is hoped, to demonstrate that +Dr. Leonard's practice is confined among a class of which most other +practitioners might be pardonably envious. + +The white-aproned, white-capped maid smiled a polite recognition of +the newest arrival. A bit flustered by the calmly impersonal scrutiny +with which her greeting was received, she addressed Miss Willis in a +subdued voice. + +"I was to tell you, Miss Willis, that there is no occasion for Dr. +Leonard to see you himself to-day. If you please, Dr. Carter will fill +your engagement." + +Miss Willis did not please. It was quite clear that she regarded this +arrangement with considerable disfavor. + +"You may inform Dr. Leonard that I shall not wait," she said coldly. +"If I am so far improved that I do not require his personal attention, +I shall not come again." + +With that, she turned decisively to leave. The maid followed her, +hesitantly, to the door, and Miss Willis could not repress a smile at +the girl's consternation. The situation had ended in an altogether +unexpected manner. And then, in the next instant, it became manifest +that, however absolute Dr. Leonard might be, it was not a part of the +maid's duties to discourage those who would seek his services. She was +emboldened to protest. + +"Just try him, please, Miss Willis," in a nervous murmur; +"he--truly--he's--" + +The assurance was left unfinished; but the speaker's flurry revealed +her predicament, and Miss Willis smiled encouragement. + +"Very well," she returned graciously. + +The maid gave her a grateful look and conducted her though several +rooms, all in accord with the sumptuous reception-room, to a tiny +private office, where she opened the door and stood respectfully on +one side. + +The visitor's submissive mood all at once vanished. She stared +resentfully at the cramped quarters, and entered reluctantly, as if +with a feeling of being thrust willy-nilly into a labelled pill-box. A +man was writing at a desk in a corner, and he continued writing. + +"Take a chair, please," he said crisply, without looking up. And this +was the only sign to indicate that he was aware that his privacy had +been invaded. + +Miss Willis's dark eyes flashed. She seemed about to make an indignant +rejoinder, but thought better of it. She ignored the invitation to sit +down, however, and by and by the circumstance caught the writer's +attention; he bent a quick, surprised look round at her--then +proceeded with his writing. He did not repeat the request. + +He presently finished his task, noted the time, and made an entry upon +a tabulated sheet beside him; he then filed the memorandum upon a +hook, and swung round in his chair, facing the intruder--for such the +girl felt herself to be. + +Fortunately Miss Willis was not without a sense of humor, and she was +able to perceive an amusing quality in her reception to-day. Such +supreme indifference to her very existence was so wholly foreign to +anything in her past experience, that she was acutely sensible of its +freshness and novelty. + +But now the man became all at once impressed with the circumstance +that she was still standing, and he bounded guiltily to his feet. + +"Pardon me!" he exclaimed in confusion. "I was--was very busy when you +came in. Won't you please have this chair?" He awkwardly shoved one +forward. + +The man was young; Miss Willis was unable to determine whether he was +good-looking, or ugly; whether he was the right sort, or impossible; +so she accepted the proffered chair. + +He resumed his own seat, and leaned one arm wearily upon the desk. +Already he had forgotten his momentary embarrassment, and he was now +regarding the girl simply as a patient. + +"Dr. Leonard has given me the history of your case," he informed her +in a matter of fact way. "He requests that I continue with it--unless, +of course, you prefer that he treat you himself." He got up as he +spoke, and Miss Willis decided that he was good-looking and young, and +that he was tall and of a figure to appeal to the feminine eye. + +Then she was guilty of a most reprehensible act of slyness. She turned +full upon him the batteries of her lustrous dark eyes, and smiled +dazzlingly, bewitchingly. + +"I came to see Dr. Leonard," she said in a tone that made one think +of dripping honey. "And I object to being turned over to an +assistant--at least before consulting me." + +Utterly at variance with all precedent, the bewitching look produced +no effect whatever. The man bowed gravely, pressed a bell-button, and +then went over to where Miss Willis was sitting. Before he could +speak--if he had any such intention--a girl in starched cap and apron +appeared in answer to his ring. + +"Miss Willis has concluded not to remain," he informed the maid. "Show +Number Twenty-seven into Room Four. Inform her that I will see her in +two minutes." Producing his watch, he deliberately marked the time. + +He turned to Miss Willis in a moment, with an air which said as +plainly as words could have said it: "It's a terrible waste of +precious time, but if necessary I'll sacrifice the two minutes to +humoring any further caprices you may develop." + +This was too much for the young lady's tranquillity: she laughed, and +laughed frankly. + +"Pray tell me," she managed to say, "what _my_ number is." + +Without the slightest alteration in his serious mien, he consulted a +list hanging beside his desk. + +"Seven," he announced at length. + +"Oh!" + +"Why?" quickly. "Has there been some mistake?" + +"No--oh, no"; Miss Willis was now perfectly composed. "I had a +feeling, though, that it must have been nearer seven thousand." + +"It would be impossible, you know," the man patiently explained, "to +see that many patients in a day." + +"Indeed? How interesting!" Her irony was unnoticed, and once more she +laughed. To tell the truth, if anybody could associate such a +frivolity with Miss Willis's dignity, she giggled. + +She contemplated the man with undisguised curiosity. Naturally enough +she had met more men than she could even remember, but never one +anything like this particular specimen. To add to her quickened +interest, he was not only positively good-looking, but every line of +his face, the poise of his well-proportioned, upstanding figure, the +tilt of his head and the squareness of his chin, all spoke of +strength; of elemental strength, and of a purposeful, resolute +character. And, too, she told herself that he had nice eyes. The nice +eyes never wavered in their respectful regard of her. + +He spoke again: + +"I can assure you that Dr. Leonard meant no discourtesy. The new +arrangement means nothing further than that your trouble is more +distinctively within my province. It is his custom, once he has +thoroughly diagnosed a case, to assign it to the one of his assistants +best qualified to treat it. Dr. Leonard is a very busy man; he can't +be expected to do more than supervise his aides." + +And now he was actually rebuking her! + +He bowed once more, and moved toward the door. His hand was upon the +knob, when an imperious command brought him to a standstill. + +"Wait," said Miss Willis. "Dr. Carter, if I remain here--" + +He coolly interrupted. "Pardon me, Miss Willis, but my patient is +waiting. I shall be at liberty in ten minutes, then I shall return." + +This time he was gone. + +Number Four must have been an adjoining room, for the next instant +she could hear Dr. Carter's voice through the thin board partition. +His speech was as unemotional and businesslike as when addressing her. +She could not make up her mind whether to go or wait, and so sat +pondering and presently forgot to go. + +Here was a man such as she had never dreamed of as existing; one +absolutely disinterested, who treated people--even people like +Clementine Willis--as abstractly as a master mechanic goes about +repairing a worn-out engine. Perhaps it was a characteristically +feminine decision at which she presently arrived, but anyway she made +up her mind, then and there, to know more of this man. + +After a while Miss Willis fell to surveying the room; with an +undefined hope, perhaps, that it would throw some further light upon +the young doctor's character. It was essentially the home of a busy +man. Every article had a use and a definite one. The spirit of the +place was contagious, and presently she began to have a feeling that +she was the one useless thing there. + +In one corner of the room was the desk where he had been writing, +upon which was a pile of loose manuscript. Reference books were +scattered all about, some with improvised bookmarks, but mostly face +downward, just as they had been left. The environment was that of one +who seeks to overtake and outstrip Time, rather than to forget him. + +Dr. Carter returned at last, entering quickly but quietly. + +"Pardon my leaving you so abruptly," he apologized, the impersonal +note again in his voice, and an inquiry as well. He seemed surprised +that she had not departed. + +The girl was manifestly at a loss for words; this was such an +extraordinary predicament for her to find herself in that she +determined to say something at any cost. + +"Dr. Carter," she faltered, "I--have changed my mind; I--I--wish you +to continue my treatment--if you will." It was not at all what she had +intended saying, and she was chagrined to feel her cheeks grow +suddenly hot; she knew that they must be rosy. + +It was likely that young Dr. Carter was unused to smiling; but +suddenly his eyes were alight. He spoke, and the dry, impersonal note +was gone. + +"I'm glad," he said. "We hard-working doctors can stand almost +anything--without caring a snap of our fingers, too--but when it comes +to doubting or questioning--not _our_ methods, but those that have +been tried and proven, and of which we merely avail ourselves,--why, +we can't be expected to waste much sympathy on the scoffers." + +He rang the inevitable bell, and gave word to the maid: "Tell Dr. +Leonard that Miss Willis has decided to continue her treatment with +me." + +Now, in the light of the foregoing experience, it was strange that +during the next week Miss Willis's throat should require considerably +more attention than it ever had under the celebrated specialist's +personal ministrations. She made five visits to Dr. Carter, but it +could not be said that he had advanced an inch toward the opening she +had made. His voice and manner were a bit more sympathetic--and that +was all. + +Miss Willis seemed to find a keen delight in the fact that her +identity, for the time being, was erased by a number; during each +visit she made it a point to learn what this number was, treating the +matter in a sportive spirit, unbending her wit to ridicule a practice +which failed to discriminate among the host of patients who came to +see Dr. Leonard. + +"For our purposes," Dr. Carter tolerantly explained, "a number more +conveniently identifies our patients; their differences are only +pathological. A name is easily forgotten, Miss Willis, unless there is +some unusual circumstance associated with it, to impress it upon the +mind." + +She was curious to learn what unusual circumstance had caused him to +retain her name, but lacked the temerity to ask. She would have been +amazed, unbelieving, had he told her that it was her beauty; that he +was clinging rather desperately to the unlovely number, which had no +individuality and whose features were altogether neutral and +negative. + +The change in his manner, when it came, almost took away her breath. +It was on the occasion of her last visit. After the familiar +preliminary examination, instead of proceeding at once with the +treatment, as had been his invariable custom, Dr. Carter walked over +to his desk and sat down. For a space he soberly regarded her. + +"Miss Willis," said he, presently, "there is nothing whatever the +matter with your throat." + +She gasped. This calm statement brought confusingly to her mind the +circumstance that she had forgotten her throat and its ailment, when, +of all considerations, the afflicted member should have been uppermost +in her mind. Dr. Carter had not, however, and he must be wondering why +she continued to come after the occasion to do so no longer existed. +He at once relieved her embarrassment, though. + +"I suppose," he said, and she felt a thrill at the note of regret in +his voice, "that you will be glad to escape from this hive?" + +"No, I shan't," she said, with unnecessary warmth. This involuntary +denial surprised even herself, and she blushed. + +The smile left Dr. Carter's lips, but he said nothing--merely sat +looking at her in his grave way. + +Here was to be another period, which Miss Willis could look back upon +as one of temporary inability to find words. She started to leave, +furious with herself for her inaptness, and instead of going she +paused and turned back. + +Dr. Carter had risen; he was standing as she had left him. She drew a +card from her cardcase. + +"You may think what you please of me, Dr. Carter," she said with +sudden impulse, extending the card and meeting his look steadily, "but +I would be glad if you were to call." + +It seemed to take him a long time to read the address. All at once his +hands were trembling, and when he looked up the expression in the gray +eyes brought a swift tide of color to the girl's face, where it +deepened, and deepened, until she tingled from head to foot, and a +mist obscured her vision. + +"Nothing in all this world would give me more pleasure," said the +man. + +The girl turned and fled. + +That very evening Dr. Carter availed himself of the invitation. +Singularly enough, since she had been hoping all the afternoon that he +would come, Clementine Willis was frightened when his name was +announced. Her hand was shaking when he took it in his; but there was +not a trace of expression on his face. + +Miss Willis realized, for the first time, that she had been horribly +brazen--or, at least, she told herself that she had been--and as a +consequence, she was wretchedly ill at ease. Her distress was in +marked contrast with the man's self-possession, which amounted almost +to indifference. There was no spark visible of the fire which had +flashed earlier in the day. It was as though he had steeled himself to +remain invulnerable throughout the call. + +And the usually composed girl prattled aimlessly, voicing platitudes, +conventionalities, banalities, inanities--anything to gain time and to +cover her embarrassment: to all of which the man listened in sober +silence, watching her steadily. + +Abruptly, Miss Willis grew angry with herself, and stopped. When angry +she was collected. + +Dr. Carter's face lit up humorously. + +"You have no idea," he said, "how you have relieved my mind." + +The girl looked a question. + +"I supposed I was the embarrassed individual," he laughed. + +"If you had only given me a hint," suggested the girl, reproachfully. +She was now amazed that she had ever lost her grip upon herself, and +wondered why she had. + +"A hint!" he exclaimed. "I was dumb; I thought you'd see." + +The tension was off, and they laughed together. From then on, both +remained natural. In the midst of a lull, Dr. Carter suddenly said: + +"You'll think me a barbarian, Miss Willis, but I have a request to +make. I am in the mood to-night to be unconventional"--the corners of +his serious mouth lifted humorously--"to be what I really am," he +illuminated, "and to meet you in the same spirit." He paused with a +little shrug. "It is a disappointing reversion to the primitive, I +must admit." He glanced up whimsically. "May I ask you a question--any +question?" + +"Do you think it possible," the girl evaded, "for a modern woman to +meet you--the way you say--naturally?" + +He seemed to question her seriousness. + +"I have seen little of women for a number of years," he returned, "but +I'd hate to think it impossible." + +"Little of women!" was the surprised comment. + +"You misunderstand," he quickly corrected. "I go out so seldom that +the woman I see is not the real woman at all; not the woman of +home." His hand made a little motion of forbearance. "In his +consultation-room the patients of a physician are--sexless." + +"I think that a woman--that I--can still be natural, Dr. Carter," said +Miss Willis, slowly, her eyes downcast. "What did you wish to ask?" + +It was his turn to hesitate. + +"I hardly know how to put it, now that I have permission," he +apologized, with a deprecatory little laugh. + +"We seldom do things in this world," he went on at once, "unless we +want to, or unless the alternative of not doing them is more +unpleasant." He merged generalities into a more specific assertion. +"There was no alternative in your requesting me to call. Candidly, why +do I interest you?" + +His voice was alive, and the woman, now thoroughly mistress of +herself, gazed into the frankest of frank gray eyes. + +"I scarcely know," she said, weighing her answer. "Perhaps it was the +novel experience of being considered--sexless; of being classified by +a number, like a beetle in a case. Let me answer with another +question: Why did I interest you sufficiently to come?" + +He sat in the big chair with his chin in his hand, looking now +steadily past and beyond her, one foot restlessly tapping the rug. + +"I can't answer without it seeming so hopelessly egotistical." The +half-whimsical, half-serious smile returned to his eyes. "Don't let me +impose upon your leniency, please; I may wish to make a request +sometime again." + +"I will accept the responsibility," she insisted. + +"On your head, then, the consequences." He spoke lightly, but with a +note of restlessness and rebellion. + +"To me you are attractive, Miss Willis, because you are everything +that I am not. With you there is no necessity higher than the present; +no responsibility beyond the chance thought of the moment. You choose +your surroundings, your thoughts. Your life is what you make it: it is +life." + +"You certainly would not charge me with being more independent than +you?" protested the girl. + +"Independent!" he flashed upon her, and she knew she had stirred +something lying close to his soul. His voice grew soft, and he repeated +the word, musingly, more to himself than to her: "Independent!" + +"Yes," with abrupt feeling, "with the sort of independence that +chooses its own manner of absolute dependence; with the independence +that gives you only so much of my time, so that the remainder may go +to another; with the independence of imperative impartiality; the sort +of independence that is never through working and planning for +others--that's the independence I know." + +"But there are breathing-spells," interrupted Miss Willis, smilingly. +"To-night, for example, you are not working for somebody else." + +"You compel me to incriminate myself," he rejoined, the whimsical, +half-serious smile again lighting his gray eyes. "I should be working +now, and I will have to make up the lost time when I go home." He +bowed gallantly. "The pleasure is double with me, you observe; I do +not think twice about paying a double price for it." + +He spoke lightly, almost mockingly; but beneath the surface there was +even the bitter ring of revolt, and constantly before the girl were +the little gestures, intense, impatient, that conveyed a meaning he +did not voice. She could feel in it all the insistent atmosphere of +the town, where time is counted by seconds. She wondered that he felt +as he did, ignorant that the disquiet had come into his life only +during the past week. To her, the glimpse of activity was fascinating +simply because it was in sharp contrast with her life of comparative, +dull emptiness. + +He caught the wistful look on her face. + +"You wonder that I rebel," he said, with an odd little throaty laugh. +"I couldn't well appear any more unsophisticated: I might as well tell +you. It's not the work itself, but the lack of anything else but work +that makes the lives of such as I so bare. We are constantly holding a +stop-watch on time itself, fearful of losing a second; the scratch of +a pen sealing the life of a Nation, commuting a death-sentence, +defining the difference between a man's success and ruin can all be +accomplished in a second. If we let that second get away from us, we +have been deaf to Opportunity's knock. We stop at times to think; and +then the object for which we give our all appears so petty and +inadequate, and what we are losing, so great. We laugh at our work at +such times, and for the moment hate it." But he laughed lightly, and +finished with a deprecating little minor. + +"You see, I'm relaxing to-night--and thinking." + +"But," Miss Willis protested, "I don't see why you should have only +the one thing in your life. It is certainly unnecessary, unless you +choose." + +He smiled indulgently. + +"You have no conception of what it means to shape your life to your +income. I am poor, and I know. Years ago I had to choose between +mediocrity and"--he looked at her peculiarly--"and love, or +advancement alone. I had to choose, and fixing my choice upon the +higher aim, I had to put everything else out of my life. The thought +is intolerable that my name should always be under another's upon some +office-door. You know what I chose: you know nothing of the constant +struggle which alone keeps me, mind, soul, and body, centred upon my +ideal, nor how readily I respond to a temptation to turn aside. + +"This," he completed listlessly, "is one of the nights when the price +seems too large; in spite of me, regret will creep in." + +"But," persisted the girl, "when you succeed--it will not be--too +late?" There was a plaintive inquiry in the words; the tragedy of the +man's life had awakened pity. + +He spoke with a sudden passion that startled her. + +"It is too late already; my work has refashioned my life. I am +desperately restless except when doing something that counts; +something visible; and doing it intensely. I'll never"--his voice was +bitter with regret--"never conform--now." + +The girl answered, almost unconsciously. + +"I think you can," she hesitated, "and will." + +For a long, long moment they searched each other's eyes. + +"And this price you are paying," said the girl at last, "is it worth +it?" + +The man drew a long breath. + +"Ah, I wonder! To-night doubt has undermined my resolution." + +"If you question yourself so seriously," she said very softly, "then +surely you can find but one answer." + +"Again I wonder. I have wondered and--and hoped--God help me!--since +the moment I looked into your eyes." + +Suddenly he was out of his chair and coming toward her. Her heart +leaped, her eyes shone; she extended her hands in welcome. + +"Then you will come again," she whispered, as they drew together. + +"If you will let me. I couldn't stay away now." + +THE END + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of A Breath of Prairie and other stories, by +Will Lillibridge + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A BREATH OF PRAIRIE *** + +***** This file should be named 29245.txt or 29245.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/2/9/2/4/29245/ + +Produced by Roger Frank and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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