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Prison, Reading, Berkshire, +July 7th, 1896 +Presented by Project Gutenberg on the 99th Anniversary. + + + + +First version prepared by: + +Faith Knowles +faith@wile.thetech.org + + + + + +The Ballad of Reading Gaol + + +I. + +He did not wear his scarlet coat, + For blood and wine are red, +And blood and wine were on his hands + When they found him with the dead, +The poor dead woman whom he loved, + And murdered in her bed. + +He walked amongst the Trial Men + In a suit of shabby grey; +A cricket cap was on his head, + And his step seemed light and gay; +But I never saw a man who looked + So wistfully at the day. + +I never saw a man who looked + With such a wistful eye +Upon that little tent of blue + Which prisoners call the sky, +And at every drifting cloud that went + With sails of silver by. + +I walked, with other souls in pain, + Within another ring, +And was wondering if the man had done + A great or little thing, +When a voice behind me whispered low, + "That fellows got to swing." + +Dear Christ! the very prison walls + Suddenly seemed to reel, +And the sky above my head became + Like a casque of scorching steel; +And, though I was a soul in pain, + My pain I could not feel. + +I only knew what hunted thought + Quickened his step, and why +He looked upon the garish day + With such a wistful eye; +The man had killed the thing he loved + And so he had to die. +___ +Yet each man kills the thing he loves + By each let this be heard, +Some do it with a bitter look, + Some with a flattering word, +The coward does it with a kiss, + The brave man with a sword! + +Some kill their love when they are young, + And some when they are old; +Some strangle with the hands of Lust, + Some with the hands of Gold: +The kindest use a knife, because + The dead so soon grow cold. + +Some love too little, some too long, + Some sell, and others buy; +Some do the deed with many tears, + And some without a sigh: +For each man kills the thing he loves, + Yet each man does not die. +___ +He does not die a death of shame + On a day of dark disgrace, +Nor have a noose about his neck, + Nor a cloth upon his face, +Nor drop feet foremost through the floor + Into an empty place + +He does not sit with silent men + Who watch him night and day; +Who watch him when he tries to weep, + And when he tries to pray; +Who watch him lest himself should rob + The prison of its prey. + +He does not wake at dawn to see + Dread figures throng his room, +The shivering Chaplain robed in white, + The Sheriff stern with gloom, +And the Governor all in shiny black, + With the yellow face of Doom. + +He does not rise in piteous haste + To put on convict-clothes, +While some coarse-mouthed Doctor gloats, and notes + Each new and nerve-twitched pose, +Fingering a watch whose little ticks + Are like horrible hammer-blows. + +He does not know that sickening thirst + That sands one's throat, before +The hangman with his gardener's gloves + Slips through the padded door, +And binds one with three leathern thongs, + That the throat may thirst no more. + +He does not bend his head to hear + The Burial Office read, +Nor, while the terror of his soul + Tells him he is not dead, +Cross his own coffin, as he moves + Into the hideous shed. + +He does not stare upon the air + Through a little roof of glass; +He does not pray with lips of clay + For his agony to pass; +Nor feel upon his shuddering cheek + The kiss of Caiaphas. + + + +II. + +Six weeks our guardsman walked the yard, + In a suit of shabby grey: +His cricket cap was on his head, + And his step seemed light and gay, +But I never saw a man who looked + So wistfully at the day. + +I never saw a man who looked + With such a wistful eye +Upon that little tent of blue + Which prisoners call the sky, +And at every wandering cloud that trailed + Its raveled fleeces by. + +He did not wring his hands, as do + Those witless men who dare +To try to rear the changeling Hope + In the cave of black Despair: +He only looked upon the sun, + And drank the morning air. + +He did not wring his hands nor weep, + Nor did he peek or pine, +But he drank the air as though it held + Some healthful anodyne; +With open mouth he drank the sun + As though it had been wine! + +And I and all the souls in pain, + Who tramped the other ring, +Forgot if we ourselves had done + A great or little thing, +And watched with gaze of dull amaze + The man who had to swing. + +And strange it was to see him pass + With a step so light and gay, +And strange it was to see him look + So wistfully at the day, +And strange it was to think that he + Had such a debt to pay. +___ +For oak and elm have pleasant leaves + That in the spring-time shoot: +But grim to see is the gallows-tree, + With its adder-bitten root, +And, green or dry, a man must die + Before it bears its fruit! + +The loftiest place is that seat of grace + For which all worldlings try: +But who would stand in hempen band + Upon a scaffold high, +And through a murderer's collar take + His last look at the sky? + +It is sweet to dance to violins + When Love and Life are fair: +To dance to flutes, to dance to lutes + Is delicate and rare: +But it is not sweet with nimble feet + To dance upon the air! + +So with curious eyes and sick surmise + We watched him day by day, +And wondered if each one of us + Would end the self-same way, +For none can tell to what red Hell + His sightless soul may stray. + +At last the dead man walked no more + Amongst the Trial Men, +And I knew that he was standing up + In the black dock's dreadful pen, +And that never would I see his face + In God's sweet world again. + +Like two doomed ships that pass in storm + We had crossed each other's way: +But we made no sign, we said no word, + We had no word to say; +For we did not meet in the holy night, + But in the shameful day. + +A prison wall was round us both, + Two outcast men were we: +The world had thrust us from its heart, + And God from out His care: +And the iron gin that waits for Sin + Had caught us in its snare. + +In Debtors' Yard the stones are hard, + And the dripping wall is high, +So it was there he took the air + Beneath the leaden sky, +And by each side a Warder walked, + For fear the man might die. + +Or else he sat with those who watched + His anguish night and day; +Who watched him when he rose to weep, + And when he crouched to pray; +Who watched him lest himself should rob + Their scaffold of its prey. + +The Governor was strong upon + The Regulations Act: +The Doctor said that Death was but + A scientific fact: +And twice a day the Chaplain called + And left a little tract. + +And twice a day he smoked his pipe, + And drank his quart of beer: +His soul was resolute, and held + No hiding-place for fear; +He often said that he was glad + The hangman's hands were near. + +But why he said so strange a thing + No Warder dared to ask: +For he to whom a watcher's doom + Is given as his task, +Must set a lock upon his lips, + And make his face a mask. + +Or else he might be moved, and try + To comfort or console: +And what should Human Pity do + Pent up in Murderers' Hole? +What word of grace in such a place + Could help a brother's soul? + +With slouch and swing around the ring + We trod the Fool's Parade! +We did not care: we knew we were + The Devil's Own Brigade: +And shaven head and feet of lead + Make a merry masquerade. + +We tore the tarry rope to shreds + With blunt and bleeding nails; +We rubbed the doors, and scrubbed the floors, + And cleaned the shining rails: +And, rank by rank, we soaped the plank, + And clattered with the pails. + +We sewed the sacks, we broke the stones, + We turned the dusty drill: +We banged the tins, and bawled the hymns, + And sweated on the mill: +But in the heart of every man + Terror was lying still. + +So still it lay that every day + Crawled like a weed-clogged wave: +And we forgot the bitter lot + That waits for fool and knave, +Till once, as we tramped in from work, + We passed an open grave. + +With yawning mouth the yellow hole + Gaped for a living thing; +The very mud cried out for blood + To the thirsty asphalte ring: +And we knew that ere one dawn grew fair + Some prisoner had to swing. + +Right in we went, with soul intent + On Death and Dread and Doom: +The hangman, with his little bag, + Went shuffling through the gloom +And each man trembled as he crept + Into his numbered tomb. +____ +That night the empty corridors + Were full of forms of Fear, +And up and down the iron town + Stole feet we could not hear, +And through the bars that hide the stars + White faces seemed to peer. + +He lay as one who lies and dreams + In a pleasant meadow-land, +The watcher watched him as he slept, + And could not understand +How one could sleep so sweet a sleep + With a hangman close at hand? + +But there is no sleep when men must weep + Who never yet have wept: +So we--the fool, the fraud, the knave-- + That endless vigil kept, +And through each brain on hands of pain + Another's terror crept. +___ +Alas! it is a fearful thing + To feel another's guilt! +For, right within, the sword of Sin + Pierced to its poisoned hilt, +And as molten lead were the tears we shed + For the blood we had not spilt. + +The Warders with their shoes of felt + Crept by each padlocked door, +And peeped and saw, with eyes of awe, + Grey figures on the floor, +And wondered why men knelt to pray + Who never prayed before. + +All through the night we knelt and prayed, + Mad mourners of a corpse! +The troubled plumes of midnight were + The plumes upon a hearse: +And bitter wine upon a sponge + Was the savior of Remorse. +___ +The cock crew, the red cock crew, + But never came the day: +And crooked shape of Terror crouched, + In the corners where we lay: +And each evil sprite that walks by night + Before us seemed to play. + +They glided past, they glided fast, + Like travelers through a mist: +They mocked the moon in a rigadoon + Of delicate turn and twist, +And with formal pace and loathsome grace + The phantoms kept their tryst. + +With mop and mow, we saw them go, + Slim shadows hand in hand: +About, about, in ghostly rout + They trod a saraband: +And the damned grotesques made arabesques, + Like the wind upon the sand! + +With the pirouettes of marionettes, + They tripped on pointed tread: +But with flutes of Fear they filled the ear, + As their grisly masque they led, +And loud they sang, and loud they sang, + For they sang to wake the dead. + +"Oho!" they cried, "The world is wide, + But fettered limbs go lame! +And once, or twice, to throw the dice + Is a gentlemanly game, +But he does not win who plays with Sin + In the secret House of Shame." +No things of air these antics were + That frolicked with such glee: +To men whose lives were held in gyves, + And whose feet might not go free, +Ah! wounds of Christ! they were living things, + Most terrible to see. +Around, around, they waltzed and wound; + Some wheeled in smirking pairs: +With the mincing step of demirep + Some sidled up the stairs: +And with subtle sneer, and fawning leer, + Each helped us at our prayers. +___ +The morning wind began to moan, + But still the night went on: +Through its giant loom the web of gloom + Crept till each thread was spun: +And, as we prayed, we grew afraid + Of the Justice of the Sun. + +The moaning wind went wandering round + The weeping prison-wall: +Till like a wheel of turning-steel + We felt the minutes crawl: +O moaning wind! what had we done + To have such a seneschal? + +At last I saw the shadowed bars + Like a lattice wrought in lead, +Move right across the whitewashed wall + That faced my three-plank bed, +And I knew that somewhere in the world + God's dreadful dawn was red. +___ +At six o'clock we cleaned our cells, + At seven all was still, +But the sough and swing of a mighty wing + The prison seemed to fill, +For the Lord of Death with icy breath + Had entered in to kill. + +He did not pass in purple pomp, + Nor ride a moon-white steed. +Three yards of cord and a sliding board + Are all the gallows' need: +So with rope of shame the Herald came + To do the secret deed. + +We were as men who through a fen + Of filthy darkness grope: +We did not dare to breathe a prayer, + Or give our anguish scope: +Something was dead in each of us, + And what was dead was Hope. + +For Man's grim Justice goes its way, + And will not swerve aside: +It slays the weak, it slays the strong, + It has a deadly stride: +With iron heel it slays the strong, + The monstrous parricide! + +We waited for the stroke of eight: + Each tongue was thick with thirst: +For the stroke of eight is the stroke of Fate + That makes a man accursed, +And Fate will use a running noose + For the best man and the worst. + +We had no other thing to do, + Save to wait for the sign to come: +So, like things of stone in a valley lone, + Quiet we sat and dumb: +But each man's heart beat thick and quick + Like a madman on a drum! + +With sudden shock the prison-clock + Smote on the shivering air, +And from all the gaol rose up a wail + Of impotent despair, +Like the sound that frightened marshes hear + From a leper in his lair. + +And as one sees most fearful things + In the crystal of a dream, +We saw the greasy hempen rope + Hooked to the blackened beam, +And heard the prayer the hangman's snare + Strangled into a scream. + +And all the woe that moved him so + That he gave that bitter cry, +And the wild regrets, and the bloody sweats, + None knew so well as I: +For he who live more lives than one + More deaths than one must die. + + + +IV. + +There is no chapel on the day + On which they hang a man: +The Chaplain's heart is far too sick, + Or his face is far to wan, +Or there is that written in his eyes + Which none should look upon. + +So they kept us close till nigh on noon, + And then they rang the bell, +And the Warders with their jingling keys + Opened each listening cell, +And down the iron stair we tramped, + Each from his separate Hell. + +Out into God's sweet air we went, + But not in wonted way, +For this man's face was white with fear, + And that man's face was grey, +And I never saw sad men who looked + So wistfully at the day. + +I never saw sad men who looked + With such a wistful eye +Upon that little tent of blue + We prisoners called the sky, +And at every careless cloud that passed + In happy freedom by. + +But their were those amongst us all + Who walked with downcast head, +And knew that, had each go his due, + They should have died instead: +He had but killed a thing that lived + Whilst they had killed the dead. + +For he who sins a second time + Wakes a dead soul to pain, +And draws it from its spotted shroud, + And makes it bleed again, +And makes it bleed great gouts of blood + And makes it bleed in vain! + +Like ape or clown, in monstrous garb + With crooked arrows starred, +Silently we went round and round + The slippery asphalte yard; +Silently we went round and round, + And no man spoke a word. + +Silently we went round and round, + And through each hollow mind +The memory of dreadful things + Rushed like a dreadful wind, +An Horror stalked before each man, + And terror crept behind. +___ +The Warders strutted up and down, + And kept their herd of brutes, +Their uniforms were spick and span, + And they wore their Sunday suits, +But we knew the work they had been at + By the quicklime on their boots. + +For where a grave had opened wide, + There was no grave at all: +Only a stretch of mud and sand + By the hideous prison-wall, +And a little heap of burning lime, + That the man should have his pall. + +For he has a pall, this wretched man, + Such as few men can claim: +Deep down below a prison-yard, + Naked for greater shame, +He lies, with fetters on each foot, + Wrapt in a sheet of flame! + +And all the while the burning lime + Eats flesh and bone away, +It eats the brittle bone by night, + And the soft flesh by the day, +It eats the flesh and bones by turns, + But it eats the heart alway. +___ +For three long years they will not sow + Or root or seedling there: +For three long years the unblessed spot + Will sterile be and bare, +And look upon the wondering sky + With unreproachful stare. + +They think a murderer's heart would taint + Each simple seed they sow. +It is not true! God's kindly earth + Is kindlier than men know, +And the red rose would but blow more red, + The white rose whiter blow. + +Out of his mouth a red, red rose! + Out of his heart a white! +For who can say by what strange way, + Christ brings his will to light, +Since the barren staff the pilgrim bore + Bloomed in the great Pope's sight? + +But neither milk-white rose nor red + May bloom in prison air; +The shard, the pebble, and the flint, + Are what they give us there: +For flowers have been known to heal + A common man's despair. + +So never will wine-red rose or white, + Petal by petal, fall +On that stretch of mud and sand that lies + By the hideous prison-wall, +To tell the men who tramp the yard + That God's Son died for all. + +Yet though the hideous prison-wall + Still hems him round and round, +And a spirit man not walk by night + That is with fetters bound, +And a spirit may not weep that lies + In such unholy ground, + +He is at peace--this wretched man-- + At peace, or will be soon: +There is no thing to make him mad, + Nor does Terror walk at noon, +For the lampless Earth in which he lies + Has neither Sun nor Moon. +___ +They hanged him as a beast is hanged: + They did not even toll +A reguiem that might have brought + Rest to his startled soul, +But hurriedly they took him out, + And hid him in a hole. + +They stripped him of his canvas clothes, + And gave him to the flies; +They mocked the swollen purple throat + And the stark and staring eyes: +And with laughter loud they heaped the shroud + In which their convict lies. + +The Chaplain would not kneel to pray + By his dishonored grave: +Nor mark it with that blessed Cross + That Christ for sinners gave, +Because the man was one of those + Whom Christ came down to save. + +Yet all is well; he has but passed + To Life's appointed bourne: +And alien tears will fill for him + Pity's long-broken urn, +For his mourner will be outcast men, + And outcasts always mourn. + + + +V. + +I know not whether Laws be right, + Or whether Laws be wrong; +All that we know who lie in goal + Is that the wall is strong; +And that each day is like a year, + A year whose days are long. + +But this I know, that every Law + That men have made for Man, +Since first Man took his brother's life, + And the sad world began, +But straws the wheat and saves the chaff + With a most evil fan. + +This too I know--and wise it were + If each could know the same-- +That every prison that men build + Is built with bricks of shame, +And bound with bars lest Christ should see + How men their brothers maim. + +With bars they blur the gracious moon, + And blind the goodly sun: +And they do well to hide their Hell, + For in it things are done +That Son of God nor son of Man + Ever should look upon! +___ +The vilest deeds like poison weeds + Bloom well in prison-air: +It is only what is good in Man + That wastes and withers there: +Pale Anguish keeps the heavy gate, + And the Warder is Despair + +For they starve the little frightened child + Till it weeps both night and day: +And they scourge the weak, and flog the fool, + And gibe the old and grey, +And some grow mad, and all grow bad, +And none a word may say. + +Each narrow cell in which we dwell + Is foul and dark latrine, +And the fetid breath of living Death + Chokes up each grated screen, +And all, but Lust, is turned to dust + In Humanity's machine. + +The brackish water that we drink + Creeps with a loathsome slime, +And the bitter bread they weigh in scales + Is full of chalk and lime, +And Sleep will not lie down, but walks + Wild-eyed and cries to Time. +___ +But though lean Hunger and green Thirst + Like asp with adder fight, +We have little care of prison fare, + For what chills and kills outright +Is that every stone one lifts by day + Becomes one's heart by night. + +With midnight always in one's heart, + And twilight in one's cell, +We turn the crank, or tear the rope, + Each in his separate Hell, +And the silence is more awful far + Than the sound of a brazen bell. + +And never a human voice comes near + To speak a gentle word: +And the eye that watches through the door + Is pitiless and hard: +And by all forgot, we rot and rot, + With soul and body marred. + +And thus we rust Life's iron chain + Degraded and alone: +And some men curse, and some men weep, + And some men make no moan: +But God's eternal Laws are kind + And break the heart of stone. +___ +And every human heart that breaks, + In prison-cell or yard, +Is as that broken box that gave + Its treasure to the Lord, +And filled the unclean leper's house + With the scent of costliest nard. + +Ah! happy day they whose hearts can break + And peace of pardon win! +How else may man make straight his plan + And cleanse his soul from Sin? +How else but through a broken heart + May Lord Christ enter in? +___ +And he of the swollen purple throat. + And the stark and staring eyes, +Waits for the holy hands that took + The Thief to Paradise; +And a broken and a contrite heart + The Lord will not despise. + +The man in red who reads the Law + Gave him three weeks of life, +Three little weeks in which to heal + His soul of his soul's strife, +And cleanse from every blot of blood + The hand that held the knife. + +And with tears of blood he cleansed the hand, + The hand that held the steel: +For only blood can wipe out blood, + And only tears can heal: +And the crimson stain that was of Cain + Became Christ's snow-white seal. + + + +VI. + +In Reading gaol by Reading town + There is a pit of shame, +And in it lies a wretched man + Eaten by teeth of flame, +In burning winding-sheet he lies, + And his grave has got no name. + +And there, till Christ call forth the dead, + In silence let him lie: +No need to waste the foolish tear, + Or heave the windy sigh: +The man had killed the thing he loved, + And so he had to die. + +And all men kill the thing they love, + By all let this be heard, +Some do it with a bitter look, + Some with a flattering word, +The coward does it with a kiss, + The brave man with a sword! + + + + +End of the first Project Gutenberg Etext of + +The Ballad of Reading Gaol. + + +*** + + +Second Version + + + I + +He did not wear his scarlet coat, + For blood and wine are red, +And blood and wine were on his hands + When they found him with the dead, +The poor dead woman whom he loved, + And murdered in her bed. + +He walked amongst the Trial Men + In a suit of shabby gray; +A cricket cap was on his head, + And his step seemed light and gay; +But I never saw a man who looked + So wistfully at the day. + +I never saw a man who looked + With such a wistful eye +Upon that little tent of blue + Which prisoners call the sky, +And at every drifting cloud that went + With sails of silver by. + +I walked, with other souls in pain, + Within another ring, +And was wondering if the man had done + A great or little thing, +When a voice behind me whispered low, + "That fellow's got to swing." + +Dear Christ! the very prison walls + Suddenly seemed to reel, +And the sky above my head became + Like a casque of scorching steel; +And, though I was a soul in pain, + My pain I could not feel. + +I only knew what haunted thought + Quickened his step, and why +He looked upon the garish day + With such a wistful eye; +The man had killed the thing he loved, + And so he had to die. + +Yet each man kills the thing he loves, + By each let this be heard, +Some do it with a bitter look, + Some with a flattering word, +The coward does it with a kiss, + The brave man with a sword! + +Some kill their love when they are young, + And some when they are old; +Some strangle with the hands of Lust, + Some with the hands of Gold: +The kindest use a knife, because + The dead so soon grow cold. + +Some love too little, some too long, + Some sell, and others buy; +Some do the deed with many tears, + And some without a sigh: +For each man kills the thing he loves, + Yet each man does not die. + +He does not die a death of shame + On a day of dark disgrace, +Nor have a noose about his neck, + Nor a cloth upon his face, +Nor drop feet foremost through the floor + Into an empty space. + +He does not sit with silent men + Who watch him night and day; +Who watch him when he tries to weep, + And when he tries to pray; +Who watch him lest himself should rob + The prison of its prey. + +He does not wake at dawn to see + Dread figures throng his room, +The shivering Chaplain robed in white, + The Sheriff stern with gloom, +And the Governor all in shiny black, + With the yellow face of Doom. + +He does not rise in piteous haste + To put on convict-clothes, +While some coarse-mouthed Doctor gloats, and notes + Each new and nerve-twitched pose, +Fingering a watch whose little ticks + Are like horrible hammer-blows. + +He does not feel that sickening thirst + That sands one's throat, before +The hangman with his gardener's gloves + Comes through the padded door, +And binds one with three leathern thongs, +That the throat may thirst no more. + +He does not bend his head to hear + The Burial Office read, +Nor, while the anguish of his soul + Tells him he is not dead, +Cross his own coffin, as he moves + Into the hideous shed. + +He does not stare upon the air + Through a little roof of glass: +He does not pray with lips of clay + For his agony to pass; +Nor feel upon his shuddering cheek + The kiss of Caiaphas. + + + + II + +Six weeks the guardsman walked the yard, + In the suit of shabby gray: +His cricket cap was on his head, + And his step was light and gay, +But I never saw a man who looked + So wistfully at the day. + +I never saw a man who looked + With such a wistful eye +Upon that little tent of blue + Which prisoners call the sky, +And at every wandering cloud that trailed + Its ravelled fleeces by. + +He did not wring his hands, as do + Those witless men who dare +To try to rear the changeling Hope + In the cave of black Despair: +He only looked upon the sun, + And drank the morning air. + +He did not wring his hands nor weep, + Nor did he peek or pine, +But he drank the air as though it held + Some healthful anodyne; +With open mouth he drank the sun + As though it had been wine! + +And I and all the souls in pain, + Who tramped the other ring, +Forgot if we ourselves had done + A great or little thing, +And watched with gaze of dull amaze + The man who had to swing. + +For strange it was to see him pass + With a step so light and gay, +And strange it was to see him look + So wistfully at the day, +And strange it was to think that he + Had such a debt to pay. + +The oak and elm have pleasant leaves + That in the spring-time shoot: +But grim to see is the gallows-tree, + With its alder-bitten root, +And, green or dry, a man must die + Before it bears its fruit! + +The loftiest place is the seat of grace + For which all worldlings try: +But who would stand in hempen band + Upon a scaffold high, +And through a murderer's collar take + His last look at the sky? + +It is sweet to dance to violins + When Love and Life are fair: +To dance to flutes, to dance to lutes + Is delicate and rare: +But it is not sweet with nimble feet + To dance upon the air! + +So with curious eyes and sick surmise + We watched him day by day, +And wondered if each one of us + Would end the self-same way, +For none can tell to what red Hell + His sightless soul may stray. + +At last the dead man walked no more + Amongst the Trial Men, +And I knew that he was standing up + In the black dock's dreadful pen, +And that never would I see his face + For weal or woe again. + +Like two doomed ships that pass in storm + We had crossed each other's way: +But we made no sign, we said no word, + We had no word to say; +For we did not meet in the holy night, + But in the shameful day. + +A prison wall was round us both, + Two outcast men we were: +The world had thrust us from its heart, + And God from out His care: +And the iron gin that waits for Sin + Had caught us in its snare. + III + +In Debtors' Yard the stones are hard, + And the dripping wall is high, +So it was there he took the air + Beneath the leaden sky, +And by each side a warder walked, + For fear the man might die. + +Or else he sat with those who watched + His anguish night and day; +Who watched him when he rose to weep, + And when he crouched to pray; +Who watched him lest himself should rob + Their scaffold of its prey. + +The Governor was strong upon + The Regulations Act: +The Doctor said that Death was but + A scientific fact: +And twice a day the Chaplain called, + And left a little tract. + +And twice a day he smoked his pipe, + And drank his quart of beer: +His soul was resolute, and held + No hiding-place for fear; +He often said that he was glad + The hangman's day was near. + +But why he said so strange a thing + No warder dared to ask: +For he to whom a watcher's doom + Is given as his task, +Must set a lock upon his lips, + And make his face a mask. + +Or else he might be moved, and try + To comfort or console: +And what should Human Pity do + Pent up in Murderers' Hole? +What word of grace in such a place + Could help a brother's soul? + +With slouch and swing around the ring + We trod the Fools' Parade! +We did not care: we knew we were + The Devils' Own Brigade: +And shaven head and feet of lead + Make a merry masquerade. + +We tore the tarry rope to shreds + With blunt and bleeding nails; +We rubbed the doors, and scrubbed the floors, + And cleaned the shining rails: +And, rank by rank, we soaped the plank, + And clattered with the pails. + +We sewed the sacks, we broke the stones, + We turned the dusty drill: +We banged the tins, and bawled the hymns, + And sweated on the mill: +But in the heart of every man + Terror was lying still. + +So still it lay that every day + Crawled like a weed-clogged wave: +And we forgot the bitter lot + That waits for fool and knave, +Till once, as we tramped in from work, + We passed an open grave. + +With yawning mouth the horrid hole + Gaped for a living thing; +The very mud cried out for blood + To the thirsty asphalte ring: +And we knew that ere one dawn grew fair + The fellow had to swing. + +Right in we went, with soul intent + On Death and Dread and Doom: +The hangman, with his little bag, + Went shuffling through the gloom: +And I trembled as I groped my way + Into my numbered tomb. + +That night the empty corridors + Were full of forms of Fear, +And up and down the iron town + Stole feet we could not hear, +And through the bars that hide the stars + White faces seemed to peer. + +He lay as one who lies and dreams + In a pleasant meadow-land, +The watchers watched him as he slept, + And could not understand +How one could sleep so sweet a sleep + With a hangman close at hand. + +But there is no sleep when men must weep + Who never yet have wept: +So we- the fool, the fraud, the knave- + That endless vigil kept, +And through each brain on hands of pain + Another's terror crept. + +Alas! it is a fearful thing + To feel another's guilt! +For, right within, the sword of Sin + Pierced to its poisoned hilt, +And as molten lead were the tears we shed + For the blood we had not spilt. + +The warders with their shoes of felt + Crept by each padlocked door, +And peeped and saw, with eyes of awe, + Gray figures on the floor, +And wondered why men knelt to pray + Who never prayed before. + +All through the night we knelt and prayed, + Mad mourners of a corse! +The troubled plumes of midnight shook + Like the plumes upon a hearse: +And as bitter wine upon a sponge + Was the savour of Remorse. + +The gray cock crew, the red cock crew, + But never came the day: +And crooked shapes of Terror crouched, + In the corners where we lay: +And each evil sprite that walks by night + Before us seemed to play. + +They glided past, the glided fast, + Like travellers through a mist: +They mocked the moon in a rigadoon + Of delicate turn and twist, +And with formal pace and loathsome grace + The phantoms kept their tryst. + +With mop and mow, we saw them go, + Slim shadows hand in hand: +About, about, in ghostly rout + They trod a saraband: +And the damned grotesques made arabesques, + Like the wind upon the sand! + +With the pirouettes of marionettes, + They tripped on pointed tread: +But with flutes of Fear they filled the ear, + As their grisly masque they led, +And loud they sang, and long they sang, + For they sang to wake the dead. + +"Oho!" they cried, "the world is wide, + But fettered limbs go lame! +And once, or twice, to throw the dice + Is a gentlemanly game, +But he does not win who plays with Sin + In the secret House of Shame." + +No things of air these antics were, + That frolicked with such glee: +To men whose lives were held in gyves, + And whose feet might not go free, +Ah! wounds of Christ! they were living things, + Most terrible to see. + +Around, around, they waltzed and wound; + Some wheeled in smirking pairs; +With the mincing step of a demirep + Some sidled up the stairs: +And with subtle sneer, and fawning leer, + Each helped us at our prayers. + +The morning wind began to moan, + But still the night went on: +Through its giant loom the web of gloom + Crept till each thread was spun: +And, as we prayed, we grew afraid + Of the Justice of the Sun. + +The moaning wind went wandering round + The weeping prison wall: +Till like a wheel of turning steel + We felt the minutes crawl: +O moaning wind! what had we done + To have such a seneschal? + +At last I saw the shadowed bars, + Like a lattice wrought in lead, +Move right across the whitewashed wall + That faced my three-plank bed, +And I knew that somewhere in the world + God's dreadful dawn was red. + +At six o'clock we cleaned our cells, + At seven all was still, +But the sough and swing of a mighty wing + The prison seemed to fill, +For the Lord of Death with icy breath + Had entered in to kill. + +He did not pass in purple pomp, + Nor ride a moon-white steed. +Three yards of cord and a sliding board + Are all the gallows' need: +So with rope of shame the Herald came + To do the secret deed. + +We were as men who through a fen + Of filthy darkness grope: +We did not dare to breathe a prayer, + Or to give our anguish scope: +Something was dead in each of us, + And what was dead was Hope. + +For Man's grim Justice goes its way + And will not swerve aside: +It slays the weak, it slays the strong, + It has a deadly stride: +With iron heel it slays the strong + The monstrous parricide! + +We waited for the stroke of eight: + Each tongue was thick with thirst: +For the stroke of eight is the stroke of Fate + That makes a man accursed, +And Fate will use a running noose + For the best man and the worst. + +We had no other thing to do, + Save to wait for the sign to come: +So, like things of stone in a valley lone, + Quiet we sat and dumb: +But each man's heart beat thick and quick, + Like a madman on a drum! + +With sudden shock the prison-clock + Smote on the shivering air, +And from all the gaol rose up a wail + Of impotent despair, +Like the sound the frightened marshes hear + From some leper in his lair. + +And as one sees most fearful things + In the crystal of a dream, +We saw the greasy hempen rope + Hooked to the blackened beam, +And heard the prayer the hangman's snare + Strangled into a scream. + +And all the woe that moved him so + That he gave that bitter cry, +And the wild regrets, and the bloody sweats, + None knew so well as I: +For he who lives more lives than one + More deaths that one must die. + IV + +There is no chapel on the day + On which they hang a man: +The Chaplain's heart is far too sick, + Or his face is far too wan, +Or there is that written in his eyes + Which none should look upon. + +So they kept us close till nigh on noon, + And then they rang the bell, +And the warders with their jingling keys + Opened each listening cell, +And down the iron stair we tramped, + Each from his separate Hell. + +Out into God's sweet air we went, + But not in wonted way, +For this man's face was white with fear, + And that man's face was gray, +And I never saw sad men who looked + So wistfully at the day. + +I never saw sad men who looked + With such a wistful eye +Upon that little tent of blue + We prisoners called the sky, +And at every happy cloud that passed + In such strange freedom by. + +But there were those amongst us all + Who walked with downcast head, +And knew that, had each got his due, + They should have died instead: +He had but killed a thing that lived, + Whilst they had killed the dead. + +For he who sins a second time + Wakes a dead soul to pain, +And draws it from its spotted shroud + And makes it bleed again, +And makes it bleed great gouts of blood, + And makes it bleed in vain! + +Like ape or clown, in monstrous garb + With crooked arrows starred, +Silently we went round and round + The slippery asphalte yard; +Silently we went round and round, + And no man spoke a word. + +Silently we went round and round, + And through each hollow mind +The Memory of dreadful things + Rushed like a dreadful wind, +And Horror stalked before each man, + And Terror crept behind. + +The warders strutted up and down, + And watched their herd of brutes, +Their uniforms were spick and span, + And they wore their Sunday suits, +But we knew the work they had been at, + By the quicklime on their boots. + +For where a grave had opened wide, + There was no grave at all: +Only a stretch of mud and sand + By the hideous prison-wall, +And a little heap of burning lime, + That the man should have his pall. + +For he has a pall, this wretched man, + Such as few men can claim: +Deep down below a prison-yard, + Naked, for greater shame, +He lies, with fetters on each foot, + Wrapt in a sheet of flame! + +And all the while the burning lime + Eats flesh and bone away, +It eats the brittle bones by night, + And the soft flesh by day, +It eats the flesh and bone by turns, + But it eats the heart alway. + +For three long years they will not sow + Or root or seedling there: +For three long years the unblessed spot + Will sterile be and bare, +And look upon the wondering sky + With unreproachful stare. + +They think a murderer's heart would taint + Each simple seed they sow. +It is not true! God's kindly earth + Is kindlier than men know, +And the red rose would but glow more red, + The white rose whiter blow. + +Out of his mouth a red, red rose! + Out of his heart a white! +For who can say by what strange way, + Christ brings His will to light, +Since the barren staff the pilgrim bore + Bloomed in the great Pope's sight? + +But neither milk-white rose nor red + May bloom in prison air; +The shard, the pebble, and the flint, + Are what they give us there: +For flowers have been known to heal + A common man's despair. + +So never will wine-red rose or white, + Petal by petal, fall +On that stretch of mud and sand that lies + By the hideous prison-wall, +To tell the men who tramp the yard + That God's Son died for all. + +Yet though the hideous prison-wall + Still hems him round and round, +And a spirit may not walk by night + That is with fetters bound, +And a spirit may but weep that lies + In such unholy ground, + +He is at peace- this wretched man- + At peace, or will be soon: +There is no thing to make him mad, + Nor does Terror walk at noon, +For the lampless Earth in which he lies + Has neither Sun nor Moon. + +They hanged him as a beast is hanged: + They did not even toll +A requiem that might have brought + Rest to his startled soul, +But hurriedly they took him out, + And hid him in a hole. + +The warders stripped him of his clothes, + And gave him to the flies: +They mocked the swollen purple throat, + And the stark and staring eyes: +And with laughter loud they heaped the shroud + In which the convict lies. + +The Chaplain would not kneel to pray + By his dishonoured grave: +Nor mark it with that blessed Cross + That Christ for sinners gave, +Because the man was one of those + Whom Christ came down to save. + +Yet all is well; he has but passed + To Life's appointed bourne: +And alien tears will fill for him + Pity's long-broken urn, +For his mourners be outcast men, + And outcasts always mourn. + V + +I know not whether Laws be right, + Or whether Laws be wrong; +All that we know who lie in gaol + Is that the wall is strong; +And that each day is like a year, + A year whose days are long. + +But this I know, that every Law + That men have made for Man, +Since first Man took His brother's life, + And the sad world began, +But straws the wheat and saves the chaff + With a most evil fan. + +This too I know- and wise it were + If each could know the same- +That every prison that men build + Is built with bricks of shame, +And bound with bars lest Christ should see + How men their brothers maim. + +With bars they blur the gracious moon, + And blind the goodly sun: +And the do well to hide their Hell, + For in it things are done +That Son of things nor son of Man + Ever should look upon! + +The vilest deeds like poison weeds + Bloom well in prison-air: +It is only what is good in Man + That wastes and withers there: +Pale Anguish keeps the heavy gate, + And the warder is Despair. + +For they starve the little frightened child + Till it weeps both night and day: +And they scourge the weak, and flog the fool, + And gibe the old and gray, +And some grow mad, and all grow bad, + And none a word may say. + +Each narrow cell in which we dwell + Is a foul and dark latrine, +And the fetid breath of living Death + Chokes up each grated screen, +And all, but Lust, is turned to dust + In Humanity's machine. + +The brackish water that we drink + Creeps with a loathsome slime, +And the bitter bread they weigh in scales + Is full of chalk and lime, +And Sleep will not lie down, but walks + Wild-eyed, and cries to Time. + +But though lean Hunger and green Thirst + Like asp with adder fight, +We have little care of prison fare, + For what chills and kills outright +Is that every stone one lifts by day + Becomes one's heart by night. + +With midnight always in one's heart, + And twilight in one's cell, +We turn the crank, or tear the rope, + Each in his separate Hell, +And the silence is more awful far + Than the sound of a brazen bell. + +And never a human voice comes near + To speak a gentle word: +And the eye that watches through the door + Is pitiless and hard: +And by all forgot, we rot and rot, + With soul and body marred. + +And thus we rust Life's iron chain + Degraded and alone: +And some men curse, and some men weep, + And some men make no moan: +But God's eternal Laws are kind + And break the heart of stone. + +And every human heart that breaks, + In prison-cell or yard, +Is as that broken box that gave + Its treasure to the Lord, +And filled the unclean leper's house + With the scent of costliest nard. + +Ah! happy they whose hearts can break + And peace of pardon win! +How else may man make straight his plan + And cleanse his soul from Sin? +How else but through a broken heart + May Lord Christ enter in? + +And he of the swollen purple throat, + And the stark and staring eyes, +Waits for the holy hands that took + The Thief to Paradise; +And a broken and a contrite heart + The Lord will not despise. + +The man in red who reads the Law + Gave him three weeks of life, +Three little weeks in which to heal + His soul of his soul's strife, +And cleanse from every blot of blood + The hand that held the knife. + +And with tears of blood he cleansed the hand, + The hand that held the steel: +For only blood can wipe out blood, + And only tears can heal: +And the crimson stain that was of Cain + Became Christ's snow-white seal. + VI + +In Reading gaol by Reading town + There is a pit of shame, +And in it lies a wretched man + Eaten by teeth of flame, +In a burning winding-sheet he lies, + And his grave has got no name. + +And there, till Christ call forth the dead, + In silence let him lie: +No need to waste the foolish tear, + Or heave the windy sigh: +The man had killed the thing he loved, + And so he had to die. + +And all men kill the thing they love, + By all let this be heard, +Some do it with a bitter look, + Some with a flattering word, +The coward does it with a kiss, + The brave man with a sword! + + C. 3. 3. + + + THE END + + +End of the second Project Gutenberg Etext of +The Ballad of Reading Gaol. + + diff --git a/old/rgaol10.zip b/old/rgaol10.zip Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..884c56a --- /dev/null +++ b/old/rgaol10.zip |
