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diff --git a/30351-0.txt b/30351-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..d7fe61e --- /dev/null +++ b/30351-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,14807 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 30351 *** + +THE CUP OF FURY + + + + +BOOKS BY RUPERT HUGHES + + The Cup of Fury + The Unpardonable Sin + We Can't Have Everything + In a Little Town + The Thirteenth Commandment + Clipped Wings + What Will People Say? + The Last Rose of Summer + Empty Pockets + Long Ever Ago + +HARPER & BROTHERS, NEW YORK + +Established 1817 + + + + +[Illustration: "It would be nice to be married," Marie Louise reflected, +"if one could stay single at the same time."] + + + + +THE CUP OF FURY + +A Novel of Cities and Shipyards + +BY RUPERT HUGHES + +Author of "We Can't Have Everything" "The Unpardonable Sin" etc. + +ILLUSTRATED BY HENRY RALEIGH + +HARPER & BROTHERS PUBLISHERS + +NEW YORK AND LONDON + + + + +THE CUP OF FURY + + Copyright, 1919, by Harper & Brothers + Printed in the United States of America + Published May, 1919 + + + + +ILLUSTRATIONS + + "It would be nice to be married," Marie Louise + reflected, "if one could stay single at the same + time." Frontispiece + Facing p. + He tried to swing her to the pommel, but she fought + herself free and came to the ground and was almost + trampled. 3 + "This is the life for me. I've been a heroine and a + war-worker about as long as I can." 75 + "'It's beautiful overhead if you're going that way,'" + Davidge quoted. He set out briskly, but Marie + Louise hung back. "Aren't you afraid to push on + when you can't see where you're going?" she + demanded. 91 + There was something hallowed and awesome about it all. + It had a cathedral majesty. 166 + How quaint a custom it is for people who know each + other well and see each other in plain clothes + every day to get themselves up with meticulous + skill in the evening like Christmas parcels for + each other's examination. 235 + "So I have already done something more for Germany. + That's splendid. Now tell me what else I can do." + Nicky was too intoxicated with his success to see + through her thin disguise. 270 + Nobody recognized the lily-like beauty of Miss Webling + in the smutty-faced passer-boy crouching at + Sutton's elbow. 282 + + + + +BOOK I + +IN LONDON + + + + +[Illustration: He tried to swing her to the pommel, but she fought +herself free and came to the ground and was almost trampled.] + + + + +THE CUP OF FURY + +CHAPTER I + + +Then the big door swung back as if of itself. Marie Louise had felt +that she would scream if she were kept a moment outside. The luxury of +simply wishing the gate ajar gave her a fairy-book delight enhanced by +the pleasant deference of the footman, whose face seemed to be hung on +the door like a Japanese mask. + +Marie Louise rejoiced in the dull splendor of the hall. The obsolete +gorgeousness of the London home had never been in good taste, but had +grown as lovable with years as do the gaudy frumperies of a rich old +relative. All the good, comfortable shelter of wealth won her blessing +now as never before. The stairway had something of the grand manner, +too, but it condescended graciously to escort her up to her own room; +and there, she knew, was a solitude where she could cry as hard as she +wanted to, and therefore usually did not want to. Besides, her mood +now was past crying for. + +She was afraid of the world, afraid of the light. She felt the +cave-impulse to steal into a deep nook and cower there till her heart +should be replenished with courage automatically, as ponds are fed +from above. + +Marie Louise wanted walls about her, and stillness, and people shut +out. She was in one of the moods when the soul longs to gather its +faculties together in a family, making one self of all its selves. +Marie Louise had known privation and homelessness and the perils they +bring a young woman, and now she had riches and a father and mother +who were great people in a great land, and who had adopted her into +their own hearts, their lives, their name. But to-day she asked +nothing more than a deep cranny in a dark cave. + +She would have said that no human voice or presence could be anything +but a torture to her. And yet, when she hurried up the steps, she was +suddenly miraculously restored to cheerfulness by the tiny explosion +of a child's laughter instantly quenched. She knew that she was about +to be ambushed as usual. She must pretend to be completely surprised +once more, and altogether terrified with her perfect regularity. + +Her soul had been so utterly surprised and terrified in the outer +world that this infantile parody was curiously welcome, since nothing +keeps the mind in balance on the tight-rope of sanity like the +counterweight that comedy furnishes to tragedy, farce to frenzy, and +puerility to solemnity. + +The children called her "Auntie," but they were not hers except +through the adoption of a love that had to claim some kinship. They +looked like her children, though--so much so, indeed, that strangers +thought that she was their young mother. But it was because she looked +like their mother, who had died, that the American girl was a member +of this British household, inheriting some of its wealth and much of +its perilous destiny. + +She had been ambuscaded in the street to-day by demons not of faery, +but of fact, that had leaped out at her from nowhere. It solaced her +somehow to burlesque the terror that had whelmed her, and, now that +she was assailed by ruthless thugs of five and seven years, the +shrieks she had not dared to release in the street she gave forth with +vigor, as two nightgowned tots flung themselves at her with +milk-curdling cries of: + +"Boo-ooh!" + +Holding up pink fat hands for pistols, they snapped their thumbs at +her and said: + +"Bang! Bang!" + +And she emitted most amusing squeals of anguish and staggered back, +stammering: + +"Oh, p-p-please, Mr. Robbobber and Miss Burgurgular, take my l-l-life +but spare my m-m-money." + +She had been so genuinely scared before that she marred the sacred +text now, and the First Murderer, who had all the conservative +instincts of childhood, had to correct her misquotation of the sacred +formula: + +"No, no, Auntie. Say, 'Take my money but spare my life!' Now we dot to +do it all over." + +"I beg your pardon humbly," she said, and went back to be ambushed +again. This time the boy had an inspiration. To murder and robbery he +would add scalping. + +But Marie Louise was tired. She had had enough of fright, real or +feigned, and refused to be scalped. Besides, she had been to the +hairdresser's, and she explained that she really could not afford to +be scalped. The boy was bitterly disappointed, and he grew furious +when the untimely maid came for him and for his ruthless sister and +demanded that they come to bed at once or be reported. + +As the warriors were dragged off to shameful captivity, Marie Louise, +watching them, was suddenly shocked by the thought of how early in +life humanity begins to revel in slaughter. The most innocent babes +must be taught not to torture animals. Cruelty comes with them like a +caul, or a habit brought in from a previous existence. They always +almost murder their mothers and sometimes quite slay them when they +are born. Their first pastimes are killing games, playing dead, +stories of witches, cannibalistic ogres. The American Indian is the +international nursery pet because of his traditional fiendishness. + +It seemed inconsistent, but it was historically natural that the boy +interrupted in his massacre of his beloved aunt should hang back to +squall that he would say his prayers only to her. Marie Louise glanced +at her watch. She had barely time to dress for dinner, but the +children had to be obeyed. She made one weak protest. + +"Fräulein hears your prayers." + +"But she's wented out." + +"Well, I'll hear them, then." + +"Dot to tell us fairy-'tory, too," said the girl. + +"All right, one fairy-'tory--" + +She went to the nursery, and the cherubs swarmed up to her lap +demanding "somefin bluggy." + +Invention failed her completely. She hunted through her memory among +the Grimms' fairy-tales. She could recall nothing that seemed sweet +and guileless enough for these two lambs. + +All that she could think of seemed to be made up of ghoulish plots; +of children being mistreated by harsh stepmothers; of their being +turned over to peasants to slay; of their being changed into animals +or birds; of their being seized by wolves, or by giants that drank +blood and crunched children's bones as if they were reed birds; of +hags that cut them up into bits or thrust them into ovens and cooked +them for gingerbread. It occurred to her that all the German +fairy-stories were murderously cruel. She felt a revulsion against +each of the legends. But her mind could not find substitutes. + +After a period of that fearful ordeal when children tyrannize for +romances that will not come, her mind grew mutinous and balked. She +confessed her poverty of ideas. + +The girl, Bettina, sulked; the boy screamed: + +"Aw, botheration! We might as well say our prayers and go to bed." + +In the least pious of moods they dropped from her knees to their own +and put their clasped hands across her lap. They became in a way +hallowed by their attitude, and the world seemed good to her again as +she looked down at the two children, beautiful as only children can +be, innocent of wile, of hardship and of crime, safe at home and +praying to their heavenly Father from whose presence they had so +recently come. + +But as she brooded over them motherly and took strength from them as +mothers do, she thought of other children in other countries orphaned +in swarms, starving in multitudes, waiting for food like flocks of +lambs in the blizzard of the war. She thought still more vividly of +children flung into the ocean. She had seen these children at her +knees fighting against bitter medicines, choking on them and blurting +them out at mouth and nose and almost, it seemed, at eyes. So it was +very vivid to her how children thrown into the sea must have gagged +with terror at the bitter medicine of death, strangled and smothered +as they drowned. + +She heard the prayers mumbled through, but at the hasty "Amen" she +protested. + +"You didn't thank God for anything. Haven't you anything to thank God +for?" + +If they had expressed any doubt, she would have told them of dozens of +special mercies, but almost instantly they answered, "Oh yes!" They +looked at each other, understood, nodded, clapped their hands, and +chuckled with pride. Then they bent their heads, gabled their +finger-tips, and the boy said: + +"We t'ank Dee, O Dod, for making sink dat old _Lusitania_." And the +girl said, "A-men!" + +Marie Louise gave a start as if she had been stabbed. It was the loss +of the _Lusitania_ that had first terrified her. She had just seen it +announced on the placards of newsboys in London streets, and had fled +home to escape from the vision, only to hear the children thank Heaven +for it! She rose so suddenly that she flung the children back from +their knees to their haunches. They stared up at her in wondering +fear. She stepped outside the baleful circle and went striding up and +down the room, fighting herself back to self-control, telling herself +that the children were not to blame, yet finding them the more +repulsive for their very innocence. The purer the lips, the viler the +blasphemy. + +She was not able to restrain herself from denouncing them with all her +ferocity. She towered over them and cried out upon them: "You wicked, +wicked little beasts, how dare you put such loathsome words into a +prayer! God must have gasped with horror in heaven at the shame of it. +Wherever did you get so hateful an idea?" + +"Wicked your own self!" the boy snapped back. "Fräulein read it in the +paper about the old boat, and she walked up and down the room like +what you do, and she said, '_Ach, unser_ Dott--how dood you are to us, +to make sink dat _Lusitania_!'" + +He was going on to describe her ecstasy, but Marie Louise broke in: +"It's Fräulein's work, is it? I might have known that! Oh, the fiend, +the harpy!" + +The boy did not know what a harpy was, but he knew that his beloved +Fräulein was being called something, and he struck at Marie Louise +fiercely, kicked at her shins and tried to bite her hands, screaming: +"You shall not call our own precious Fräulein names. Harpy, your own +self!" + +And the little girl struck and scratched and made a curdled face and +echoed, "Harpy, your own self!" + +It hurt Marie Louise so extravagantly to be hated by these irascible +cherubs that her anger vanished in regret. She pleaded: "But, my +darlings, you don't know what you are saying. The _Lusitania_ was a +beautiful ship--" + +The boy, Victor, was loyal always to his own: "She wasn't as beautiful +as my yacht what I sail in the Round Pond." + +Marie Louise condescended to argue: "Oh yes, she was! She was a great +ship, noble like Saint Paul's Cathedral, and she was loaded with +passengers, men and women and children: and then suddenly she was +ripped open and sunk, and little children like you were thrown into +the water, into the deep, deep, deep ocean. And the big waves tore +them from their mothers' arms and ran off with them, choking and +strangling them and dragging them down and down--forever down." + +She was dizzied by the horde of visions mobbing her brain. Then the +onrush of horror was checked abruptly as she saw the supercilious lad +regarding her frenzy calmly. His comment was: + +"It served 'em jolly well right for bein' on 'at old boat." + +Marie Louise almost swooned with dread of such a soul. She shrank from +the boy and groaned, "Oh, you toad, you little toad!" + +He was frightened a little by her disgust, and he took refuge in a +higher authority. "Fräulein told us. And she knows." + +The bit lassiky stormed to his support: "She does so!" and drove it +home with the last nail of feminine argument: "So there now!" + +Marie Louise retorted, weakly: "We'll see! We'll soon see!" And she +rushed out of the room, like another little girl, straight to the door +of Sir Joseph, where she knocked impatiently. His man appeared and +murmured through a crevice: "Sorry, miss, but Seh Joseph is +dressing." + +Marie Louise went to Lady Webling's door, and a maid came to whisper: +"She is in her teb. We're having dinner at tome to-night, miss." + +Marie Louise nodded. Dinner must be served, and on time. It was the +one remaining solemnity that must not be forgotten or delayed. + +She went to her own room. Her maid was in a stew about the hour, and +the gown that was to be put on. Marie Louise felt that black was the +only wear on such a Bartholomew's night. But Sir Joseph hated black so +well that he had put a clause in his will against its appearance even +at his own funeral. Marie Louise loved him dearly, but she feared his +prejudices. She had an abject terror of offending him, because she +felt that she owed everything she had, and was, to the whim of his +good grace. Gratitude was a passion with her, and it doomed her, as +all passions do, good or bad, to the penalties human beings pay for +every excess of virtue or vice--if, indeed, vice is anything but an +immoderate, untimely virtue. + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +Marie Louise let her maid select the gown. She was an exquisite +picture as she stood before the long mirror and watched the buckling +on of her armor, her armor of taffeta and velvet with the colors of +sunlit leaves and noon-warmed flowers in carefully elected wrinkles +assured with many a hook and eye. Her image was radiant and pliant and +altogether love-worthy, but her thoughts were sad and stern. + +She was resolved that Fräulein should not remain in the house another +night. She wondered that Sir Joseph had not ousted her from the family +at the first crash of war. The old crone! She could have posed for one +of the Grimms' most vulturine witches. But she had kept a civil tongue +in her head till now; the children adored her, and Sir Joseph had +influence enough to save her from being interned or deported. + +Hitherto, Marie Louise had felt sorry for her in her dilemma of being +forced to live at peace in the country her own country was locked in +war with. Now she saw that the woman's oily diplomacy was only for +public use, and that all the while she was imbruing the minds of the +little children with the dye of her own thoughts. The innocents +naturally accepted everything she told them as the essence of truth. + +Marie Louise hoped to settle the affair before dinner, but by the time +she was gowned and primped, the first premature guest had arrived like +the rashest primrose, shy, surprised, and surprising. Sir Joseph had +gone below already. Lady Webling was hull down on the stairway. + +Marie Louise saw that her protest must wait till after the dinner, and +she followed to do her duty to the laws of hospitality. + +Sir Joseph liked to give these great affairs. He loved to eat and to +see others eat. "The more the merrier," was his motto--one of the +most truthless of the old saws. Little dinners at Sir Joseph's--what +he called "on fameals"--would have been big dinners elsewhere. A big +dinner was like a Lord Mayor's banquet. He needed only a crier at his +back and a Petronius to immortalize his _gourmandise_. + +To-night he had great folk and small fry. Nobody pretended to know the +names of everybody. Sir Joseph himself leaned heavily on the man who +sang out the labels of the guests, and even then his wife whispered +them to him as they came forward, and for a precaution, kept slipping +them into the conversation as reminders. + +There were several Americans present: a Doctor and Mrs. Clinton +Worthing who had come over with a special shipload of nurses. The ship +had been fitted out by Mrs. Worthing, who had been Muriel Schuyler, +daughter of the giant plutocrat, Jacob Schuyler, who was lending +England millions of money weekly. A little American millionaire, +Willie Enslee, living in England now on account of some scandal in his +past, was there. He did not look romantic. + +Marie Louise had no genius for names, or faces, either. To-night she +was frightened, and she made some horrible blunders, greeting the +grisly Mr. Verrinder by the name of Mr. Hilary. The association was +clear, for Mr. Hilary had called Mr. Verrinder atrocious names in +Parliament; but it was like calling "Mr. Capulet" "Mr. Montague." +Marie Louise tried to redeem her blunder by putting on an extra +effusiveness for the sake of Mr. and Mrs. Norcross. Mrs. Norcross had +only recently shaken off the name of Mrs. Patchett after a resounding +divorce. So Marie Louise called her new husband by the name of her +old, which made it very pleasant. + +Her wits were so badly dispersed that she gave up the attempt to take +in the name of an American whom Lady Webling passed along to her as +"Mr. Davidge, of the States." And he must have been somebody of +importance, for even Sir Joseph got his name right. Marie Louise, +however, disliked him cordially at once--for two reasons: first, she +hated herself so much that she could not like anybody just then; next, +this American was entirely too American. He was awkward and +indifferent, but not at all with the easy amble and patrician +unconcern of an English aristocrat. + +Marie Louise was American-born herself, and humbly born, at that, but +she liked extreme Americanism never the more. Perhaps she was a bit of +a snob, though fate was getting ready to beat the snobbery out of her. +And hers was an unintentional, superficial snobbery, at worst. Some +people said she was affected and that she aped the swagger dialect. +But she had a habit of taking on the accent and color of her +environments. She had not been in England a month before she spoke +Piccadilly almost impeccably. She had caught French and German +intonations with equal speed and had picked up music by ear with the +same amazing facility in the days when certain kinds of music were her +livelihood. + +In one respect her Englishness of accent was less an imitation or an +affectation than a certain form of politeness and modesty. When an +Englishwoman said, "Cahn't you?" it seemed tactless to answer, "No, I +cann't." To respond to "Good mawning" with "Good morrning" had the +effect of a contradiction or a correction. She had none of the +shibboleth spirit that leads certain people to die or slay for a +pronunciation. The pronunciation of the people she was talking to was +good enough for her. She conformed also because she hated to see +people listening less to what she said than to the Yankee way she said +it. + +This man Davidge had a superb brow and a look of success, but he bored +her before he reached her. She made ready for flight to some other +group. Then he startled her--by being startled as he caught sight of +her. When Lady Webling transmitted him with a murmur of his name and a +tender, "My daughter," Davidge stopped short and mumbled: + +"I've had the pleasure of meeting you before, somewhere, haven't I?" + +Marie Louise snubbed him flatly. "I think not." + +He took the slap with a smile. "Did I hear Lady Webling call you her +daughter?" + +Marie Louise did not explain, but answered, curtly, "Yes," with the +aristocratic English parsimony that makes it almost "Yis." + +"Then you're right and I'm wrong. I beg your pardon." + +"Daon't mention it," said Marie Louise, and drew closer to Lady +Webling and the oncoming guest. She had the decency to reproach +herself for being beastly to the stranger, but his name slipped at +once through the sieve of her memory. + +Destiny is the grandiose title we give to the grand total of a long +column of accidents when we stop to tot up the figures. So we wait +till that strange sum of accidents which we call a baby is added up +into a living child of determined sex before we fasten a name that +changes an it to a him or a her. + +The accidents that result in a love-affair, too, we look back on and +outline into a definite road, and we call that Fate. We are great for +giving names to selected fragments of the chaos of life. + +In after years Marie Louise and this man Davidge would see something +mystic and intended in the meeting that was to be the detached +prologue of their after conflicts. They would quite misremember what +really happened--which was, that she retained no impression of him at +all, and that he called himself a fool for mixing her with a girl he +had met years and years before for just a moment, and had never +forgotten because he had not known her well enough to forget her. + +He had reason enough to distrust his sanity for staring at a +resplendent creature in a London drawing-room and imagining for a +moment that she was a long-lost, long-sought girl of old dreams--a +girl he had seen in a cheap vaudeville theater in a Western +state. She was one of a musical team that played all sorts of +instruments--xylophones, saxophones, trombones, accordions, +cornets, comical instruments concealed in hats and umbrellas. This +girl had played each of them in turn, in solo or with the rest of +the group. The other mummers were coarse and vaude-vulgar, but she +had captivated Davidge with her wild beauty, her magnetism, and +the strange cry she put into her music. + +When she played the trombone she looked to him like one of the angels +on a cathedral trumpeting an apocalyptic summons to the dead to bloom +from their graves. When she played the cornet it was with a superhuman +tone that shook his emotions almost insufferably. She had sung, too, +in four voices--in an imitation of a bass, a tenor, a contralto, and +finally as a lyric soprano, then skipping from one to the other. They +called her "Mamise, the Quartet in One." + +Davidge had thought her marvelous and had asked the manager of the +theater to introduce him. The manager thought him a young fool, and +Davidge had felt himself one when he went back to the dingy stage, +where he found Mamise among a troupe of trained animals waiting to go +on. She was teasing a chittering, cigar-smoking trained ape on a +bicycle, and she proved to be an extraordinarily ordinary, painfully +plebeian girl, common in voice and diction, awkward and rather +contemptuous of the stage-door Johnnie. Davidge had never ceased to +blush, and blushed again now, when he recalled his labored compliment, +"I expect to see your name in the electric lights some of these +days--or nights, Miss Mamise." + +She had grumbled, "Much ubbliged!" and returned to the ape, while +Davidge slunk away, ashamed. + +He had not forgotten that name, though the public had. He had never +seen "Mamise" in the electric lights. He had never found the name in +any dictionary. He had supposed her to be a foreigner--Spanish, +Polish, Czech, French, or something. He had not been able to judge her +nationality from the two gruff words, but he had often wondered what +had happened to her. She might have been killed in a train wreck or +been married to the ape-trainer or gone to some other horrible +conclusion. He had pretty well buried her among his forgotten +admirations and torments, when lo and behold! she emerged from a crowd +of peeresses and plutocrats in London. + +He had sprung toward her with a wild look of recognition before he had +had time to think it over. He had been rebuffed by a cold glance and +then by an English intonation and a fashionable phrase. He decided +that his memory had made a fool of him, and he stood off, humble and +confused. + +But his eyes quarreled with his ears, and kept telling him that this +tall beauty who ignored him so perfectly, so haughtily, was really his +lost Mamise. + +If men would trust their intuitions oftener they would not go wrong so +often, perhaps, since their best reasoning is only guesswork, after +all. It was not going to be destiny that brought Davidge and Marie +Louise together again so much as the man's hatred of leaving anything +unfinished--even a dream or a vague desire. There was no shaking +Davidge off a thing he determined on except as you shake off a +snapping-turtle, by severing its body from its head. + +A little later Sir Joseph sought the man out and treated him +respectfully, and Marie Louise knew he must be somebody. She found him +staring at her over Sir Joseph's shoulder and puzzling about her. And +this made her wretchedly uncomfortable, for perhaps, after all, she +fretted, he had indeed met her somewhere before, somewhere in one of +those odious strata she had passed through on her way up to the estate +of being called daughter by Lady Webling. + +She forgot her misgivings and was restored to equanimity by the +incursion of Polly Widdicombe and her husband. Polly was one of the +best-dressed women in the world. Her husband had the look of the +husband of the best-dressed woman in the world. Polly had a wiry +voice, and made no effort to soften it, but she was tremendously +smart. She giggled all the time and set people off in her vicinity, +though her talk was rarely witty on its own account. + +Laughter rippled all through her life. She talked of her griefs in +a plucky, riant way, making eternal fun of herself as a giddy fool. +She carried a delightful jocundity wherever she went. She was +aristocratic, too, in the postgraduate degree of being careless, +reckless, superior even to good manners. She had a good heart and +amiable feelings; these made manners enough. + +She had lineage as well, for her all-American family ran straight back +into the sixteen hundreds, which was farther than many a duke dared +trace his line. She had traveled the world; she had danced with kings, +and had made two popes laugh and tweak her pointed chin. She wasn't +afraid of anybody, not even of peasants and servants, or of being +friendly with them, or angry with them. + +Marie Louise adored her. She felt that it would make no difference to +Polly's affection if she found out all there was to find out about +Marie Louise. And yet Polly's friendship did not have the dull +certainty of indestructibility. Marie Louise knew that one word wrong +or one act out of key might end it forever, and then Polly would be +her loud and ardent enemy, and laugh at her instead of for her. Polly +could hate as briskly as she could love. + +She was in one of her vitriolic moods now because of the _Lusitania_. + +"I shouldn't have come to-night," she said, "except that I want to +talk to a lot of people about Germany. I want to tell everybody I know +how much I loathe 'em all. 'The Hymn of Hate' is a lullaby to what I +feel." + +Polly was also conducting a glorious war with Lady Clifton-Wyatt. Lady +C.-W. had bullied everybody in London so successfully that she went +straight up against Polly Widdicombe without a tremor. She got +what-for, and everybody was delighted. The two were devoted enemies +from then on, and it was beautiful to see them come together. + +Lady Clifton-Wyatt followed Polly up the receiving line to-night and +invited a duel, but Polly was in no humor for a fight with anybody but +Germans. She turned her full-orbed back on Lady C.-W. and, so to +speak, gnashed her shoulder-blades at her. Lady C.-W. passed by +without a word, and Marie Louise was glad to hide behind Polly, for +Marie Louise was mortally afraid of Lady C.-W. + +She saw the American greet her as if he had met her before. Lady +Clifton-Wyatt was positively polite to him. He must be a very great +man. + +She heard Lady Clifton-Wyatt say something about, "How is the new ship +coming on?" and the American said, "She's doing as well as could be +expected." + +So he was a ship-builder. Marie Louise thought that his must be a +heartbreaking business in these days when ships were being slaughtered +in such numbers. She asked Polly and her husband if they knew him or +his name. + +Widdicombe shook his head. Polly laughed at her husband. "How do you +know? He might be your own mother, for all you can tell. Put on your +distance-glasses, you poor fish." She turned to Marie Louise. "You +know how near-sighted Tom is." + +"An excellent fault in a man," said Marie Louise. + +"Oh, I don't know," said Polly. "You can't trust even the blind ones. +And you'll notice that when Tom comes to one of these décolleté +dinners, he wears his reading-glasses." + +All this time Widdicombe was taking out his distance-glasses, +taking off his reading-glasses and pouching them and putting them +away, and putting on his distance-glasses, and from force of habit +putting their pouch away. Then he stared at Davidge, took off his +distance-glasses, found the case with difficulty, put them up, +pocketed them, and stood blearing into space while he searched for +his reading-glasses, found them, put the case back in his pocket and +saddled his nose with the lenses. + +Polly waited in a mockery of patience and said: + +"Well, after all that, what?" + +"I don't know him," said Widdicombe. + +It was a good deal of an anticlimax to so much work. + +Polly said: "That proves nothing. Tom's got a near-memory, too. The +man's a pest. If he didn't make so much money, I'd abandon him on a +door-step." + +That was Polly's form of baby-talk. Everybody knew how she doted +on Tom: she called him names as one scolds a pet dog. Widdicombe had +the helpless manner of one, and was always at heel with Polly. But +he was a Titan financially, and he was signing his name now to +munitions-contracts as big as national debts. + +Marie Louise was summoned from the presence of the Widdicombes by one +of Lady Webling's most mysterious glances, to meet a new-comer whom +Lady Webling evidently regarded as a special treasure. Lady Webling +was as wide as a screen, and she could always form a sort of alcove in +front of her by turning her back on the company. She made such a nook +now and, taking Marie Louise's hand in hers, put it in the hand of the +tall and staring man whose very look Marie Louise found invasive. His +handclasp was somehow like an illicit caress. + +How strange it is that with so much modesty going about, people should +be allowed to wear their hands naked! The fashion of the last few +years compelling the leaving off of gloves was not really very nice. +Marie Louise realized it for the first time. Her fastidious right hand +tried to escape from the embrace of the stranger's fingers, but they +clung devil-fishily, and Lady Webling's soft cushion palm was there +conniving in the abduction. And her voice had a wheedling tone: + +"This is my dear Nicky I have spoken of so much--Mr. Easton, you +know." + +"Oh yes," said Marie Louise. + +"Be very nice to him," said Lady Webling. "He is taking you out to +dinner." + +At that moment the butler appeared, solemn as a long-awaited priest, +and there was such a slow crystallization as follows a cry of "Fall +in!" to weary soldiers. The guests were soon in double file and on the +march to the battlefield with the cooks. + +Nicky Easton still had Marie Louise's hand; he had carried it up into +the crook of his right arm and kept his left hand over it for guard. A +lady can hardly wrench loose from such an attention, but Marie Louise +abhorred it. + +Nicky treated her as a sort of possession, and she resented his +courtesies. He began too soon with compliments. One hates to have even +a bunch of violets jabbed into one's nose with the command, "Smell!" + +She disliked his accent, too. There was a Germanic something in it as +faint as the odor of high game. It was a time when the least hint of +Teutonism carried the stench of death to British nostrils. + +Lady Webling and Sir Joseph were known to be of German birth, and +their phrases carried the tang, but Sir Joseph had become a +naturalized citizen ages ago and had won respect and affection a +decade back. His lavish use of his money for charities and for great +industries had won him his knighthood, and while there was a certain +sniff of suspicion in certain fanatic quarters at the mention of his +name, those who knew him well had so long ago forgotten his alien +birth that they forgave it him now. + +As for Marie Louise, she no longer heeded the Prussic acid of his +speech. She was as used to it as to his other little mannerisms. She +did not think of the old couple as fat and awkward. She did not +analyze their attributes or think of their features in detail. She +thought of them simply as them. But Easton was new; he brought in a +subtle whiff of the hated Germany that had done the _Lusitania_ to +death. + +The fate of the ship made the dinner resemble a solemn wake. The +triumphs of the chef were but funeral baked meats. The feast was +brilliant and large and long, and it seemed criminal to see such waste +of provender when so much of the world was hungry. The talk was almost +all of the _Lusitania_ and the deep damnation of her taking off. Many +of the guests had crossed the sea in her graceful shell, and they +felt a personal loss as well as a bitterness of rage at the worst of +the German sea crimes. + +Davidge was seated remotely from Marie Louise, far down the flowery +lane of the table. She could not see him at all, for the candles and +the roses. Just once she heard his voice in a lull. Its twang carried +it all the way up the alley: + +"A man that would kill a passenger-ship would shoot a baby in its +cradle. When you think how long it takes to build a ship, how much +work she represents, how sweet she is when she rides out and all +that--by Gosh! there's no word mean enough for the skoundrels. There's +nothing they won't do now--absolutely nothing." + +She heard no more of him, and she did not see him again that night. +She forgot him utterly. Even the little wince of distress he gave her +by his provincialism was forgotten in the anguish her foster-parents +caused her. + +For Marie Louise had a strange, an odious sensation that Sir Joseph +and Lady Webling were not quite sincere in their expressions of horror +and grief over the finished epic, the _Lusitania_. It was not for lack +of language; they used the strongest words they could find. But there +was missing the subtile somewhat of intonation and gesture that actors +call sincerity. Marie Louise knew how hard it is even for a great +actor to express his simplest thoughts with conviction. No, it was +when he expressed them best that he was least convincing, since an +emotion that can be adequately presented is not a very big emotion; at +least it does not overwhelm the soul. Inadequacy, helplessness, +gaucherie, prove that the feelings are bigger than the eloquence. They +"get across the footlights" between each player on the human stage and +his audience. + +Yes, that was it: Sir Joseph and Lady Webling were protesting too well +and too much. Marie Louise hated herself for even the disloyalty of +such a criticism of them, but she was repelled somehow by such +rhetoric, and she liked far better the dour silence of old Mr. +Verrinder. He looked a bishop who had got into a layman's evening +dress by mistake. He was something very impressive and influential in +the government, nobody knew just what. + +Marie Louise liked still better than Verrinder's silence the +distracted muttering and stammering of a young English aviator, the +Marquess of Strathdene, who was recuperating from wounds and was going +up in the air rapidly on the Webling champagne. He was maltreating his +bread and throwing in champagne with an apparent eagerness for the +inevitable result. Before he grew quite too thick to be understood, he +groaned to himself, but loudly enough to be heard the whole length and +breadth of the table: "I remember readin' about old Greek witch name +Circe--changed human beings into shape of swine. I wonder who turned +those German swine into the shape of human beings." + +Marie Louise noted that Lady Webling was shocked--by the vulgarity, no +doubt. "Swine" do not belong in dining-room language--only in the +platters or the chairs. Marie Louise caught an angry look also in the +eye of Nicholas Easton, though he, too, had been incisive in his +comments on the theme of the dinner. His English had been uncannily +correct, his phrases formal with the exactitude of a book on syntax or +the dialogue of a gentleman in a novel. But he also was drinking too +much, and as his lips fuddled he had trouble with a very formal +"without which." It resulted first as "veetowit veech," then as +"whidthout witch." He made it on the third trial. + +Marie Louise, turning her eyes his way in wonder, encountered two +other glances moving in the same direction. Lady Webling looked +anxious, alarmed. Mr. Verrinder's gaze was merely studious. Marie +Louise felt an odd impression that Lady Webling was sending a kind of +heliographic warning, while the look of Mr. Verrinder was like a +search-light that studies and registers, then moves away. + +Marie Louise disliked Easton more and more, but Lady Webling kept +recommending him with her solicitous manner toward him. She made +several efforts, too, to shift the conversation from the _Lusitania_; +but it swung always back. Much bewilderment was expressed because the +ship was not protected by a convoy. Many wondered why she was where +she was when she was struck, and how she came to take that course at +all. + +Lady Clifton-Wyatt, who had several friends on board and was uncertain +of their fate, was unusually fierce in blaming the government. She +always blamed it for everything, when it was Liberal. And now she +said: + +"It was nothing short of murder to have left the poor ship to steal in +by herself without protection. Whatever was the Admiralty thinking of? +If the Cabinet doesn't fall for this, we might as well give up." + +The Liberals present acknowledged her notorious prejudices with a sigh +of resignation. But the Marquess of Strathdene rolled a foggy eye and +a foggy tongue in answer: + +"Darlling llady, there must have been war-ships waitin' to convoy the +_Lusitania_; but she didn't come to rendezvous because why? Because +some filthy Zherman gave her a false wireless and led her into a +trap." + +This amazing theory with its drunken inspiration of plausibility +startled the whole throng. It set eyeballs rolling in all directions +like a break in a game of pool. Everybody stared at Strathdene, then +at somebody else. Marie Louise's racing gaze noted that Mr. +Verrinder's eyes went slowly about again, studying everybody except +Strathdene. + +Lady Clifton-Wyatt's eyes as they ran simply expressed a disgust that +she put into words with her usual frankness: + +"Don't be more idiotic than necess'ry, my dear boy; there are secret +codes, you know." + +"S-secret codes I know? Secret codes the Germans know--that's what you +mean, sweetheart. I don't know one little secret, but Huns-- Do you +know how many thousand Germans there are loose in England--do you?" + +Lady Clifton-Wyatt shook her head impatiently. "I haven't the faintest +notion. Far more than I wish, I'm sure." + +"I hope so, unless you wish fifty thousand. And God knows how many +more. And I'm not alluthing to Germans in disguise, naturalized +Germans--quinine pills with a little coating. I'm not referring to +you, of course, Sir Joseph. Greates' respect for you. Ever'body has. +You have done all you could to overcome the fatal error of your +parents. You're a splen'id gen'l'man. Your 'xception proves rule. Even +Germans can't all be perf'ly rotten." + +"Thank you, Marquess, thank you," said Sir Joseph, with a natural +embarrassment. + +Marie Louise noted the slight difference between the English "Thank +you" and Sir Joseph's "Thang gyou." + +Then Lady Webling's eyes went around the table, catching up the +women's eyes and forms, and she led them in a troop from the +embarrassing scene. She brought the embarrassment with her to the +drawing-room, where the women sat about smoking miserably and waiting +for the men to come forth and take them home. + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +There must have been embarrassment enough left to go round the +dining-table, too, for in an unusually brief while the men flocked +into the drawing-room. And they began to plead engagements in offices +or homes or Parliament. + +It was not yet ten o'clock when the last of the guests had gone, +except Nicholas Easton. And Sir Joseph took him into his own study. +Easton walked a trifle too solemnly straight, as if he had set himself +an imaginary chalk-line to follow. He jostled against the door, and as +he closed it, swung with it uncertainly. + +Lady Webling asked almost at once, with a nod of the head in the +direction of the study door: + +"Well, my dear child, what do you think of Nicky?" + +"Oh, I don't know. He's nice, but--" + +"We're very fond of him, Sir Joseph and I--and we do hope you will +be." + +Marie Louise wondered if they were going to select a husband for her. +It was a dreadful situation, because there was no compulsion except +the compulsion of obligation. They never gave her a chance to do +anything for them; they were always doing things for her. What an +ingrate she would be to rebuff their first real desire! And yet to +marry a man she felt such antipathy for--surely there could be some +less hateful way of obliging her benefactors. She felt like a castaway +on a desert, and there was something of the wilderness in the +immensity of the drawing-room with its crowds of untenanted divans and +of empty chairs drawn into groups as the departed guests had left +them. + +Lady Webling stood close to Marie Louise and pressed for an answer. + +"You don't really dislike Nicky, do you?" + +"N-o-o. I've not known him long enough to dislike him very well." + +She tried to soften the rebuff with a laugh, but Lady Webling sighed +profoundly and smothered her disappointment in a fond "Good night." +She smothered the great child, too, in a hugely buxom embrace. When +Marie emerged she was suddenly reminded that she had not yet spoken to +Lady Webling of Fräulein Ernst's attack on the children's souls. She +spoke now. + +"There's one thing, mamma, I've been wanting to tell you all evening. +Please don't let it distress you, but really I'm afraid you'll have to +get rid of Fräulein." + +Lady Webling's voluminous yawn was stricken midway into a gasp. Marie +Louise told her the story of the diabolical prayer. Lady Webling took +the blow without reeling. She expressed shock, but again expressed it +too perfectly. + +She promised to "reprimand the foolish old soul." + +"To reprimand her!" Marie Louise cried. "You won't send her away?" + +"Send her away where, my child? Where should we send the poor thing? +But I'll speak to her very sharply. It was outrageous of her. What if +the children should say such things before other people? It would be +frightful! Thank you for telling me, my dear. And now I'm for bed! And +you should be. You look quite worn out. Coming up?" + +Lady Webling laughed and glanced at the study door, implying and +rejoicing in the implication that Marie Louise was lingering for a +last word with Easton. + +Really she was trying to avoid climbing the long stairs with Lady +Webling's arm about her. For the first time in her life she distrusted +the perfection of the old soul's motives. She felt like a Judas when +Lady Webling offered her cheek for another good-night kiss. Then she +pretended to read a book while she listened for Lady Webling's last +puff as she made the top step. + +At once she poised for flight. But the study door opened and Easton +came out. He was bending down to murmur into Sir Joseph's downcast +countenance. Easton was saying, with a tremulous emotion, "This is the +beginning of the end of England's control of the sea." + +Marie Louise almost felt that there was a quiver of eagerness rather +than of dread in his tone, or that the dread was the awe of a horrible +hope. + +Sir Joseph was brooding and shaking his head. He seemed to start as he +saw Marie Louise. But he smiled on her dotingly and said: + +"You are not gone to bed yet?" + +She shook her head and sorrowed over him with a sudden rush of +gratitude to his defense. She did not reward Easton's smile with any +favor, though he widened his eyes in admiration. + +Sir Joseph said: "Good night, Nicky. It is long before I see you some +more." + +Nicholas nodded. "But I shall see Miss Marie Louise quite soon now." + +This puzzled Marie Louise. She pondered it while Nicky bent and kissed +her hand, heaved a guttural, gluttonous "Ah!" and went his way. + +It was nearly a week later before she had a clue to the riddle. Then +Sir Joseph came home to luncheon unexpectedly. He had an envelope with +him, sealed with great red buttons of wax. He asked Marie Louise into +his office and said, with an almost stealthy importance: + +"My darling, I have a little favor to ask of you. Sometimes, you see, +when I am having a big dealing on the Stock Exchange I do not like +that everybody knows my business. Too many people wish to know all I +do, so they can be doing the same. What everybody knows helps nobody. +It is my wish to get this envelope to a man without somebody finding +out something. Understand?" + +"Yes, papa!" Marie Louise answered with the utmost confidence that +what he did was good and wise and straight. She experienced a qualm +when Sir Joseph explained that Nicky was the man. She wondered why he +did not come to the house. Then she rebuked herself for presuming to +question Sir Joseph's motives. He had never been anything but good to +her, and he had been so whole-heartedly good that for her to give +thought-room to a suspicion of him was heinous. + +He had business secrets and stratagems of tremendous financial moment. +She had known him to work up great drives on the market and to use all +sorts of people to prepare his attacks. She did not understand big +business methods. She regarded them all with childlike bewilderment. +When, then, Sir Joseph asked her to meet Nicky, as if casually, in +Regent's Park, and convey the envelope from her hand to Nicky's +without any one's witnessing the transfer, she felt the elation of a +child intrusted with an important errand. So she walked all the way to +Regent's Park with the long strides of a young woman out for a +constitutional. She found a bench where she was told to, and sat down +to bask in the spring air, and wait. + +By and by Easton sauntered along, lifted his hat to Marie Louise, and +made a great show of surprise. She rose and gave him her hand. She had +taken the precaution to wear gloves--also she had the envelope in her +hand. She left it in Nicky's. He smuggled it into his coat pocket, and +murmuring, "So sorry I can't stop," lifted his hat and hurried off. + +Marie Louise sat down again and after a time resumed her constitutional. + +Sir Joseph was full of thanks when she saw him at night. + +Some days later he asked Marie Louise to meet Nicky outside a Bond +Street shop. She was to have a small parcel and drop it. Nicky would +stoop and pick it up and hand her in its stead another of similar +wrapper. She was to thank him and come home. + +Another day Marie Louise received from Sir Joseph a letter and a +request to take the children with her for a long walk, ending at the +Round Pond in Kensington Gardens. The children carried their private +navies with them and squatted at the brim of the huge basin, poking +their reluctant yachts to sea. The boy Victor perfected a wonderful +scheme for using a long stick as a submarine. He thrust his arm under +water and from a distance knocked his sister's sailboat about till its +canvas was afloat and it filled and sank. All the while he wore the +most distant of expressions, but canny little Bettina soon realized +who had caused this catastrophe and how, and she went for Victor of +the U-stick with finger-nails and feet and nearly rounded him into the +toy ocean. It evidently made a difference whose ship was gored. + +Marie Louise darted forward to save Victor from a ducking as well as a +trouncing, and nearly ran over a man who was passing. + +It was Ross Davidge, whiling away an hour between appointments. He +thought he recognized Marie Louise, but he was not sure. Women in the +morning look so unlike their evening selves. He dared not speak. + +Davidge lingered around trying to get up the courage to speak, but +Marie Louise was too distraught with the feud even to see him when she +looked at him. She would not have known him, anyway. + +Davidge was confirmed in his guess at her identity by the appearance +of the man he had seen at her side at the dinner. But the confirmation +was Davidge's exile, for the fellow lifted his hat with a look of +great surprise and said to Marie Louise, "Fancy finding you heah!" + +"Blah!" said Davidge to himself, and went on about his business. + +Marie Louise did not pretend surprise at seeing Easton, but went on +scolding Victor and Bettina. + +"If any of these other boys catch you playing submarine they'll +submarine you!" + +And she brought the proud Bettina to book with a, "You were so glad +the _Lusitania_ was sunk, you see now how it feels!" + +She felt the puerile incongruity of the rebuke, but it sufficed to +send Bettina into a cyclone of grief. She was already one of those +who are infinitely indifferent to the sufferings of others and +infinitesimally sensitive to their own. + +When Nicky heard the story he gave Marie Louise a curious look of +disapproval and took Bettina into his lap. She was also already one of +those ladies who find a man's lap an excellent consolation. He got rid +of her adroitly and when she and Victor were once more engaged in +navigation Nicky took up the business he had come for. + +"May I stop a moment?" he said, and sat down. + +"I have a letter for you," said Marie Louise. + +His roving eyes showed him that the coast was clear, and he slipped a +letter into her hand-bag which she opened, and from it he took the +letter she cautiously disclosed. He chatted awhile and moved away. + +This sort of meeting took place several times in several places. When +the crowds were too great or a bobby loitered about, Nicky would +murmur to Marie Louise that she had better start home. He would take +her arm familiarly and the transfer of the parcel would be deftly +achieved. + +This messenger service went on for several weeks. Sir Joseph +apologized for the trouble he gave Marie Louise. He seemed to be +sincerely unhappy about it, and his little eyes in their fat, watery +bags peered at her with a tender regret and an ulterior regret as +well. + +He explained a dozen times that he sent her because it was such an +important business and he had no one else to trust. And Marie Louise, +for all her anxiety, was sadly glad of his confidence, regarded it as +sacred, and would not violate it so much as to make the least effort +to learn what messages she was carrying. Nothing, of course, would +have been easier than to pry open one of these envelopes. Sometimes +the lapel was hardly sealed. But she would as soon have peeked into a +bathroom. + +Late in June the Weblings left town and settled in the great country +seat Sir Joseph had bought from a bankrupt American who had bought it +from nobility gone back to humility. Here life was life. There were +forests and surreptitious pheasants, deer that would almost but never +quite come to call, unseen nightingales that sang from lofty nave and +transept like cherubim all wings and voice. + +The house was usually full of guests, but they were careful not to +intrude upon their hosts nor their hosts upon them. The life was like +life at a big hotel. There was always a little gambling to be had, +tennis, golf, or music, or a quiet chat, gardens to stroll and sniff +or grub in, horses to ride, motors at beck and call, solitude or +company. + +Lady Clifton-Wyatt came down for a week-end and struck up a great +friendship with the majestic Mrs. Prothero from Washington, D. C., so +grand a lady that even Lady C.-W. was a bit in awe of her, so gracious +a personage that even Lady C.-W. could not pick a quarrel with her. + +Mrs. Prothero gathered Marie Louise under her wing and urged her to +visit her when she came to America. But Polly Widdicombe had already +pledged Marie Louise to make her home her own on that side of the sea. +Polly came down, too, and had "the time of her young life" in doing a +bit of the women's war work that became the beautiful fashion of the +time. The justification of it was that it released men for the +trenches, but Polly insisted that it was shamefully good sport. + +She and Marie Louise went about in breeches and shirts and worked like +hostlers around the stables and in the paddocks, breaking colts and +mucking out stalls. They donned the blouses and boots of peasants, and +worked in the fields with rake and hoe and harrow. They even tried the +plow, but they followed it too literally, and the scallopy furrows +they drew across the fields made the yokels laugh or grieve, according +to their natures. + +The photographers were alive to the piquancy of these revelations, and +portraits of Marie Louise in knickers and puttees, and armed with +agricultural weapons, appeared in the pages of all the weeklies along +with other aristocrats and commoners. Some of these even reached +America. + +There was just one flaw for Rosalind in this "As You Like It" life and +that was the persistence of the secret association with Nicky. It was +the strangest of clandestine affairs. + +Marie Louise had always liked to get out alone in a saddle or behind +the wheel of a runabout, and Sir Joseph, when he came up from town, +fell into the habit of asking her once in a while to take another +little note to Nicky. + +She found him in out-of-the-way places. He would step from a clump of +bushes by the road and hail her car, or she would overtake him and +offer him a lift to his inn, or she would take horse and gallop across +country and find him awaiting her in some lonely avenue or in the +twist of a ravine. + +He was usually so preoccupied and furtive that he made no proffer of +courtship; but once when he seemed peculiarly triumphant he rode so +close to her that their knees girded and their spurs clashed, and he +tried to clip her in his arms. She gathered her horse and let him go, +and he plunged ahead so abruptly that the clinging Nicky dragged Marie +Louise from her saddle backward. He tried to swing her to the pommel +of his own, but she fought herself free and came to the ground and was +almost trampled. She was so rumpled and so furious, and he so +frightened, that he left her and spurred after her horse, brought him +back, and bothered her no more that day. + +"If you ever annoy me again," she said, "it'll be the last you'll see +of me." + +She was too useful to be treated as a mere beauty, and she had him +cowed. + +It was inevitable that Marie Louise, being silently urged to love +Nicky, should helplessly resist the various appeals in his behalf. + +There is no worse enemy to love than recommendation. There is +something froward about the passion. It hangs back like a fretful +child, loathing what is held out for its temptation, longing for the +forbidden, the sharp, the perilous. + +Next to being asked to love, trying to love is the gravest impediment. +Marie Louise kept telling herself that she ought to marry Nicky, and +herself kept refusing to obey. + +From very perversity her heart turned to other interests. She was +desperately in love with soldiers _en masse_ and individually. There +was safety in numbers and a canceling rivalry between those who were +going out perhaps to death and those who had come back from the jaws +of death variously the worse for the experience. + +The blind would have been irresistible in their groping need of +comfort, if there had not been the maimed of body or mind putting out +their incessant pleas for a gramercy of love. Those whose wounds were +hideous took on an uncanny beauty from their sacrifice. + +She busied herself about them and suffered ecstasies of pity. + +She wanted to go to France and get near to danger, to help the freshly +wounded, to stanch the spouting arteries, to lend courage to the souls +dismayed by the first horror of the understanding that thenceforth +they must go through life piecemeal. + +But whenever she made application she met some vague rebuff. Her +appeals were passed on and on and the blame for their failure was +referred always to some remote personage impossible to reach. + +Eventually it dawned on her that there was actually an official +intention to keep her out of France. This stupefied her for a time. +One day it came over her that she was herself suspect. This seemed +ridiculous beyond words in view of her abhorrence of the German cause +in large and in detail. Ransacking her soul for an explanation, she +ran upon the idea that it was because of her association with the +Weblings. + +She was ashamed to have given such a thought passage through her mind. +But it came back as often as she drove it out and then the thought +began to hover about her that perhaps the suspicion was not so insane +as she believed. The public is generally unreasonable, but its +intuitions, like a woman's, are the resultants of such complex +instincts that they are above analysis. + +But the note-carrying went on, and she could not escape from the +suspicion or its shadow of disgrace. Like a hateful buzzard it was +always somewhere in her sky. + +Once the suspicion had domiciled itself in her world, it was +incessantly confirmed by the minutiæ of every-day existence. The +interchange of messages with Nicky Easton grew unexplainable on any +other ground. The theory of secret financial dealings looked +ludicrous; or if the dealings were financial, they must be some of the +trading with the enemy that was so much discussed in the papers. + +She felt that she had been conniving in one of the spy-plots that all +the Empire was talking about. She grew afraid to the last degree of +fear. She saw herself on the scaffold. She resolved to carry no more +messages. + +But the next request of Sir Joseph's found her complying automatically. +It had come to be her habit to do what he asked her to do, and to take +pride in the service as a small installment on her infinite debt. And +every time her resentment rose to an overboiling point, Sir Joseph or +Lady Webling would show her some exquisite kindness or do some great +public service that won commendation from on high. + +One day when she was keyed up to protest Lady Webling discharged +Fräulein Ernst for her pro-Germanism and engaged an English nurse. +Another day Lady Webling asked her to go on a visit to a hospital. +There she lavished tenderness on the British wounded and ignored the +German. How could Marie Louise suspect her of being anti-British? +Another time when Marie Louise was almost ready to rebel she saw Sir +Joseph's name heading a war subscription, and that night he made, at a +public meeting, a speech denouncing Germany in terms of vitriol. + +After all, Marie Louise was not English. And America was still +neutral. The President had wrung from Germany a promise of better +behavior, and in a sneaking way the promise was kept, with many a +violation quickly apologized for. + +Still, England wrestled for her life. There seemed to be hardly room +in the papers for the mere names of the dead and the wounded, and +those still more pitiable ones, the missing. + +Marie Louise lost many a friend, and all of her friends lost and lost. +She wore herself out in suffering for others, in visiting the sick, +the forlorn, the anxious, the newly bereaved. + +The strain on Marie Louise's heart was the more exhausting because she +had a craven feeling all the while that perhaps she was being used +somehow as a tool for the destruction of English plans and men. She +tried to get the courage to open one of those messages, but she was +afraid that she might find confirmation. She made up her mind again +and again to put the question point-blank to Sir Joseph, but her +tongue faltered. If he were guilty, he would deny it; if he were +innocent, the accusation would break his heart. She hated Nicky too +much to ask him. He would lie in any case. + +She was nagged incessantly by a gadfly of conscience that buzzed in +her ears the counsel to tell the police. Sometimes on her way to a +tryst with Easton a spirit in her feet led her toward a police +station, but another spirit carried her past, for she would visualize +the sure consequences of such an exposure. If her suspicions were +false, she would be exposed as a combination of dastard and dolt. If +they were true, she would be sending Sir Joseph and Lady Webling +perhaps to the gallows. + +To betray those who had been so angelic to her was simply unthinkable. + +Irresolution and meditation made her a very Hamlet of postponement and +inaction. Hamlet had only a ghost for counselor, and a mother to be +the first victim of his rashness. No wonder he hesitated. And Marie +Louise had only hysterical suspicion to account for her thoughts; and +the victims of her first step would be the only father and mother she +had ever really known. America itself was another Hamlet of debate and +indecision, weighing evidences, pondering theories, deferring the +sword, hoping that Germany would throw away the baser half. And all +the while time slid away, lives slid away, nations fell. + +In the autumn the town house was opened again. There was much thinly +veiled indignation in the papers and in the circulation of gossip +because of Sir Joseph's prominence in English life. The Germans were +so relentless and so various in their outrages upon even the cruel +usages of combat that the sound of a German name grew almost +unbearable. People were calling for Sir Joseph's arrest. Others +scoffed at the cruelty and cowardice of such hysteria. + +A once-loved prince of German blood had been frozen out of the navy, +and the internment camps were growing like boom towns. Yet other +Germans somehow were granted an almost untrammeled freedom, and +thousands who had avoided evil activity were tolerated throughout the +war. + +Sir Joseph kept retorting to suspicion with subscription. He took +enormous quantities of the government loans. His contributions to the +Red Cross and the multitudinous charities were more like endowments +than gifts. How could Marie Louise be vile enough to suspect him? + +Yet in spite of herself she resolved at last to refuse further +messenger service. Then she learned that Nicky had left England and +gone to America on most important financial business of a most +confidential nature. + +Marie Louise was too glad of her release to ask questions. She +rejoiced that she had not insulted her foster-parents with mutiny, and +she drudged at whatever war work the committees found for her. They +found nothing very picturesque, but the more toilsome her labor was +the more it served for absolution of any evil she might have done. + +And now that the dilemma of loyalty was taken from her soul, her body +surrendered weakly. She had time to fall ill. It was enough that she +got her feet wet. Her convalescence was slow even in the high hills of +Matlock. + +The winter had passed, and the summer of 1916 had come before Marie +Louise was herself. The Weblings had moved out to the country again; +the flowers were back in the gardens; the deer and the birds were in +their summer garb and mood. But now the house guests were all wounded +soldiers and nurses. Sir Joseph had turned over his estate for a war +hospital. + +Lady Webling went among her visitors like a queen making her rounds. +Sir Joseph squandered money on his distinguished company. Marie Louise +joined them and took what comfort she could in such diminution of pain +and such contributions of war power as were permitted her. Those were +the only legitimate happinesses in the world. + +The tennis-courts were peopled now with players glad of one arm or one +eye or even a demodeled face. On the golf-links crutched men hobbled. +The horses in the stables bore only partial riders. The card-parties +were squared by players using hands made by hand. The music-room +resounded with five-finger improvisations and with vocalists who had +little but their voices left. They howled, "Keep your head down, +Fritzie boy," or, "We gave them hell at Neuve Chapelle, and here we +are and here we are again," or moaned love-songs with a sardonic +irony. + +And the guests at tea! And the guests who could not come to tea! + +Young Hawdon was there. "Well, Marie Louise," he had said, "I'm back +from France, but not _in toto_. Fact is, I'm neither here nor there. +Quite a sketchy party you have. But we'll charge it all to Germany, +and some day we'll collect. Some day! Some day!" And he burst into +song. + +The wonder was that there was so much bravery. At times there was +hilarity, but it was always close to tears. + +The Weblings went back to London early and took Marie Louise with +them. She wanted to stay with the poor soldiers, but Sir Joseph said +that there was just as much for her to do in town. There was no lack +of poor soldiers anywhere. Besides, he needed her, he said. This set +her heart to plunging with the old fear. But he was querulous and +irascible nowadays, and Lady Webling begged her not to excite him, for +she was afraid of a paralysis. He had the look of a Damocles living +under the sword. + +The news from America was more encouraging to England and to the +Americans in England. German spies were being arrested with amazing +frequence. Ambassadors were floundering in hot water and setting up a +large traffic in return-tickets. Even the trunks of certain +"Americans" were searched--men and women who were amazed to learn that +curious German documents had got mixed up in their own effects. Some +most peculiar checks and receipts turned up. + +It was shortly after a cloudy account of one of these trunk-raids had +been published in the London papers that Sir Joseph had his first +stroke of paralysis. + +Sir Joseph was in pitiful case. His devotion to Marie Louise was +heartbreaking. Her sympathy had not been exhausted, but schooled +rather by its prolonged exercise, and she gave the forlorn old wretch +a love and a tenderness that had been wrought to a fine art without +losing any of its spontaneous reality. + +At first he could move only a bit of the great bulk, sprawled like a +snowdrift under the sheet. He was helpless as a shattered soldier, but +slowly he won back his faculties and his members. The doors that were +shut between his brain and his powers opened one by one, and he became +a man again. + +The first thing he wrote with his rediscovered right hand was his +signature to a document his lawyer brought him after a consultation. +It was a transfer of twenty thousand pounds in British war bonds, "for +services rendered and other valuable considerations," to his dear +daughter Marie Louise Webling. + +When the warrant was handed to her with the bundle of securities, +Marie Louise was puzzled, then shocked as the old man explained with +his still uncertain lips. When she understood, she rejected the gift +with horror. Sir Joseph pleaded with her in a thick speech that had +relapsed to an earlier habit. + +"I am theenkink how close I been by dyink. Du bist--zhoo are in my +vwill, of coorse, but a man says, 'I vwill,' and some heirs says, 'You +vwon't yet!' Better I should make sure of somethink." + +"But I don't want money, papa--not like this. And I won't have you +speak of wills and such odious things." + +"You have been like our own daughter only more obeyink as poor Hedwig. +You should not make me sick by to refuse." + +She could only quiet him by accepting the wealth and bringing him the +receipt for its deposit in a safe of her own. + +When he was once more able to hoist his massive body to its feet and +to walk to his own door, he said: + +"_Mein_--my _Gott_! Look at the calendar once. It is nineteen +seventeen already." + +He ceased to be that simple, primitive thing, a sick man; he became +again the financier. She heard of him anew on war-industry boards. She +saw his name on lists of big subscriptions. He began to talk anew of +Nicky, and he spoke with unusual anxiety of U-boats. He hoped that +they would have a bad week. There was no questioning his sincerity in +this. + +And one evening he came home in a womanish flurry. He pinched the ear +of Marie Louise and whispered to her: + +"Nicky is here in England--safe after the sea voyage. Be a nize girl, +and you shall see him soon now." + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +The next morning Marie Louise, waking, found her windows opaque with +fog. The gardens she usually looked over, glistening green all winter +through, were gone, and in their place was a vast bale of sooty cotton +packed so tight against the glass that her eyes could not pierce to +the sill. + +Marie Louise went down to breakfast in a room like a smoky tunnel +where the lights burned sickly. She was in a murky and suffocating +humor, but Sir Joseph was strangely content for the hour and the air. +He ate with the zest of a boy on a holi-morn, and beckoned her into +his study, where he confided to her great news: + +"Nicky telephoned me. He brings wonderful news out of America. Big +business he has done. He cannot come yet by our house, for even +servants must not see him here. So you shall go and meet him. You take +your own little car, and go most careful till you find Hyde Park gate. +Inside you stop and get out to see if something is matter with the +engine. A man is there--Nicky. He steps in the car. You get in and +drive slowly--so slowly. Give him this letter--put in bosom of dress +not to lose. He tells you maybe something, and he gives you envelope. +Then he gets out, and you come home--but carefully. Don't let one of +those buses run you over in the fog. I should not risk you if not most +important." + +Marie Louise pleaded illness, and fear of never finding the place. But +Sir Joseph stared at her with such wonder and pain that she yielded +hastily, took the envelope, folded it small, thrust it into her chest +pocket and went out to the garage, where she could hardly bully the +chauffeur into letting her take her own car. He put all the curtains +on, and she pushed forth into obfuscation like a one-man submarine. +There was something of the effect of moving along the floor of the +sea. The air was translucent, a little like water-depths, but +everything was a blur. + +Luck was with her. She neither ran over nor was run over. But she was +so tardy in finding the gate, and Nicky was so damp, so chilled, and +so uneasy with the apparitions and the voices that had haunted him in +the fog that he said nothing more cordial than: + +"At last! So you come!" + +He climbed in, shivering with cold or fear. And she ran the car a +little farther into the nebulous depths. She gave him the letter from +Sir Joseph and took from him another. + +Nicky did not care to tarry. + +"I should get back to my house with this devil's cold I've caught," he +said. "Do you still have no sun in this bedamned England?" + +The "you" struck Marie Louise as odd coming from a professed +Englishman, even if he did lay the blame for his accent on years spent +in German banking-houses. + +"How did you find the United States?" Marie Louise asked, with a +sudden qualm of homesickness. + +"Those United States! Ha! United about what? Money!" + +"I think you can get along better afoot," said Marie Louise, as she +made a turn and slipped through the pillars of the gate. + +"_Au revoir!_" said Nicky, and he dived out, slamming the door back of +him. + +That night there was one of Sir Joseph's dinners. But almost nobody +came, except Lieutenant Hawdon and old Mr. Verrinder. Sir Joseph and +Lady Webling seemed more frightened than insulted by the last-moment +regrets of the guests. Was it an omen? + +It was not many days before Sir Joseph asked Marie Louise to carry +another envelope to Nicky. She went out alone, shuddering in the wet +and edged air. She found the bench agreed on, and sat waiting, craven +and mutinous. Nicky did not come, but another man passed her, looked +searchingly, turned and came back to murmur under his lifted hat: + +"Miss Webling?" + +She gave him her stingiest "Yis." + +"Mr. Easton asked me to meet you in his place, and explain." + +"He is not coming?" + +"He can't. He is ill. A bad cold only. He has a letter for you. Have +you one for him?" + +Marie Louise liked this man even less than she would have liked Nicky +himself. She was alarmed, and showed it. The stranger said: + +"I am Mr. von Gröner, a frient of--of Nicky's." + +Marie Louise vibrated between shame and terror. But von Gröner's +credentials were good; it was surely Nicky's hand that had penned the +lines on the envelope. She took it reluctantly and gave him the letter +she carried. + +She hastened home. Sir Joseph was in a sad flurry, but he accepted the +testimony of Nicky's autograph. + +The next day Marie Louise must go on another errand. This time her +envelope bore the name of Nicky and the added line, "_Kindness of Mr. +von Gröner._" + +Von Gröner tried to question Marie Louise, but her wits were in an +absolute maelstrom of terror. She was afraid of him, afraid that +he represented Nicky, afraid that he did not, afraid that he was a +real German, afraid that he was a pretended spy, or an English +secret-service man. She was afraid of Sir Joseph and his wife, afraid +to obey them or disobey them, to love them or hate them, betray them +or be betrayed. She had lost all sense of direction, of impetus, +of desire. + +She saw that Sir Joseph and Lady Webling were in a state of panic, +too. They smiled at her with a wan pity and fear. She caught them +whispering often. She saw them cling together with a devotion that +would have been a burlesque in a picture seen by strangers. It would +have been almost as grotesque as a view of a hippopotamus and his mate +cowering hugely together and nuzzling each other under the menace of a +lightning-storm. + +Marie Louise came upon them once comparing the envelope she had just +brought with other letters of Nicky's. Sir Joseph slipped them into a +book, then took one of them out cautiously and showed it to Marie +Louise. + +"Does that look really like the writing from Nicky?" + +"Yes," she said, then, "No," then, "Of course," then, "I don't know." + +Lady Webling said, "Sit down once, my child, and tell me just how this +man von Gröner does, acts, speaks." + +She told them. They quizzed her. She was afraid that they would take +her into their confidence, but they exchanged querying looks and +signaled caution. + +Sir Joseph said: "Strange how long Nicky stays sick, and his +memory--little things he mixes up. I wonder is he dead yet. Who +knows?" + +"Dead?" Marie Louise cried. "Dead, and sends you letters?" + +"Yes, but such a funny letter this last one is. I think I write him +once more and ask him is he dead or crazy, maybe. Anyway, I think I +don't feel so very good now--mamma and I take maybe a little journey. +You come along with, yes?" + +A rush of desperate gratitude to the only real people in her world led +her to say: + +"Whatever you want me to do is what I want to do--or wherever to go." + +Lady Webling drew her to her breast, and Sir Joseph held her hand in +one of his and patted it with the flabby other, mumbling: + +"Yes, but what is it we want you to do?" + +From his eyes came a scurry of tears that ran in panic among the folds +of his cheeks. He shook them off and smiled, nodding and still patting +her hand as he said: + +"Better I write one letter more for Mr. von Gröner. I esk him to come +himself after dark to-night now." + +Marie Louise waited in her room, watching the sunlight die out of the +west. She felt somehow as if she were a prisoner in the Tower, a +princess waiting for the morrow's little visit to the scaffold. Or did +the English shoot women, as Edith Cavell had been shot? + +There was a knock at the door, but it was not the turnkey. It was the +butler to murmur, "Dinner, please." She went down and joined mamma and +papa at the table. There were no guests except Terror and Suspense, +and both of them wore smiling masks and made no visible sign of their +presence. + +After dinner Marie Louise had her car brought round to the door. There +was nothing surprising about that. Women had given up the ancient +pretense that their respectability was something that must be policed +by a male relative or squire except in broad daylight. Neither vice +nor malaria was believed any longer to come from exposure to the night +air; nor was virtue regarded like a sum of money that must not be +risked by being carried about alone after dark. It had been easy +enough to lose under the old régime. + +So Marie Louise launched out in her car much as a son of the family +might have done. She drove to a little square too dingily middle class +to require a policeman. She sounded her horn three squawks and swung +open the door, and a man waiting under an appointed tree stepped from +its shadow and into the shadow of the car before it stopped. She +dropped into high speed and whisked out of the square. + +"You have for me a message," said Mr. von Gröner. + +"Yes. Sir Joseph wants to see you." + +"Me?" + +"Yes--at the house. We'll go there at once if you please." + +"Certainly. Delighted. But Nicky--I ought to telephone him I shall be +gone." + +"Nicky is well enough to telephone?" + +"Not to come to the telephone, but there is a servant. If you will +please stop somewhere. I shall be a moment only." + +Marie Louise felt that she ought not to stop, but she could hardly +kidnap the man. So she drew up at a shop and von Gröner left her, her +heart shaking her with a faint tremor like that of the engine of her +car. + +Von Gröner returned promptly, but he said: "I think we should not go +too straight to your father's house. Might be we are followed. We can +tell soon. Go in the park, please, and suddenly stop, turn round, and +I look at what cars follow." + +She let him command her. She was letting everybody command her; she +had no destination, no North Star in her life. Von Gröner kept her +dodging about Regent's Park till she grew angry. + +"This seems rather silly, doesn't it? I am going home. Sir Joseph has +worries enough without--" + +"Ah, he has worries?" + +She did not answer. The eagerness in his voice did not please her. He +kept up a rain of questions, too, but she answered them all by +referring him to Sir Joseph. + +At last they reached the house. As they got out, two men closed in on +the car and peered into their faces. Von Gröner snapped at them, and +they fell back. + +Marie Louise had taken along her latchkey. She opened the door herself +and led von Gröner to Sir Joseph's room. + +As she lifted her hand to knock she heard Lady Webling weeping +frantically, crying out something incoherent. Marie Louise fell back +and motioned von Gröner away, but he pushed the door open and, taking +her by the elbow, thrust her forward. + +Lady Webling stopped short with a wail. Sir Joseph, who had been +trying to quiet her by patting her hand, paused with his palm +uplifted. + +Before Marie Louise could speak she saw that the old couple was not +alone. By the mantel stood Mr. Verrinder. By the door, almost touching +Marie Louise, was a tall, grim person she had not seen. He closed the +door behind von Gröner and Marie Louise. + +Mr. Verrinder said, "Be good enough to sit down." To von Gröner he +said, "How are you, Bickford?" + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +Sir Joseph was staring at the new-comer, and his German nativity told +him what Marie Louise had not been sure of, that von Gröner was no +German. When Verrinder gave him an English name it shook Marie Louise +with a new dismay. Sir Joseph turned from the man to Marie Louise and +demanded: + +"Marie Louise, you ditt not theenk this man is a Cherman?" + +This one more shame crushed Marie Louise. She dropped into a chair, +appealing feebly to the man she had retrieved: + +"Your name is not von Gröner?" + +Bickford grinned. "Well, in a manner of speakin'. You might say it's +my pen-name. Not that I've ever been in the pen--except with Nicky." + +"Nicky is in the-- He's not ill?" + +"Well, he's a bit sick. He was a bit seasick to start with, and when +we gave him the collar--well, he doesn't like his room." + +"But his letters--" Marie Louise pleaded, her fears racing ahead of +her questions. + +"I was always a hand at forgery, but I thought best to turn it to the +aid of me country. I'm proud if you liked me work. The last ones were +not up to the mark. _I_ was hurried, and Nicky was ugly. He refused to +answer any more questions. I had to do it all on me own. Ahfterwards I +found I had made a few mistakes." + +When Marie Louise realized that this man had been calmly taking the +letters addressed to Nicky and answering them in his feigned script to +elicit further information from Sir Joseph and enmesh him further, she +dropped her hands at her sides, feeling not only convicted of crime, +but of imbecility as well. + +Sir Joseph and Lady Webling spread their hands and drew up their +shoulders in surrender and gave up hope of bluff. + +Verrinder wanted to be merciful and avoid any more climaxes. + +"You see it's all up, Sir Joseph, don't you?" he said. + +Sir Joseph drew himself again as high as he could, though the burden +of his flesh kept pulling him down. He did not answer. + +"Come now, Sir Joseph, be a sport." + +"The Englishman's releechion," sneered Sir Joseph, "to be ein +_Sportmann_." + +"Oh, I know you can't understand it," said Verrinder. "It seems to be +untranslatable into German--just as we can't seem to understand +_Germanity_ except that it is the antonym of _humanity_. You fellows +have no boyhood literature, I am told, no Henty or Hughes or Scott to +fill you with ideas of fair play. You have no games to teach you. One +really can't blame you for being such rotters, any more than one can +blame a Kaffir for not understanding cricket. + +"But sport aside, use your intelligence, old man. _I_'ve laid my cards +on the table--enough of them, at least. We've trumped every trick, and +we've all the trumps outstanding. You have a few high cards up your +sleeve. Why not toss them on the table and throw yourselves on the +mercy of his Majesty?" + +The presence of Marie Louise drove the old couple to a last battle for +her faith. Lady Webling stormed, "All what you accuse us is lies, +lies!" + +Verrinder grew stern: + +"Lies, you say? We have you, and your daughter--also Nicky. We +have--well, I'll not annoy you with their names. Over in the States +they have a lot more of you fellows. + +"You and Sir Joseph have lived in this country for years and years. +You have grown fat--I mean to say rich--upon our bounty. We have loved +and trusted you. His Majesty has given you both marks of his most +gracious favor." + +"We paid well for that," sneered Lady Webling. + +"Yes, I fancy you did--but with English pounds and pence that you +gained with the help of British wits and British freedom. You have +contributed to charities, yes, and handsomely, too, but not entirely +without the sweet usages of advertisement. You have not hidden that +part of your bookkeeping from the public. + +"But the rest of your books--you don't show those. We know a ghastly +lot about them, and it is not pretty, my dear lady. I had hoped you +would not force us to publish those transactions. You have plotted the +destruction of the British Empire; you have conspired to destroy ships +in dock and at sea; you have sent God knows how many lads to their +death--and women and children, too. You have helped to blow up +munitions-plants, and on your white heads is the blood of many and +many a poor wretch torn to pieces at his lathe. You have made widows +of women and orphans of children who never heard of you, nor you of +them. Nor have you cared--or dared--to inquire. + +"Sir Joseph has been perfecting a great scheme to buy up what +munitions-plants he could in this country in order to commit sabotage +and slow up the production of the ammunition our troops are crying +for. He has plotted with others to send defective shells that will rip +up the guns they do not fit, and powders that will explode too soon or +not at all. God! to think that the lives of our brave men and the life +of our Empire should be threatened by such people as you! + +"And in the American field Sir Joseph has connived with a syndicate to +purchase factories, to stop production at the source, since your +U-boats and your red-handed diplomatic spies cannot stop it otherwise. +Your agents have corrupted a few of the Yankees, and killed others, +and would have killed more if the name of your people had not become +such a horror even in that land where millions of Germans live that +every proffer is suspect. + +"You see, we know you, Lady Webling and Sir Joseph. We have watched +you all the while from the very first, and we know that you are not +innocent even of complicity in the supreme infamy of luring the +_Lusitania_ to her death." + +He was quivering with the rush of his emotions over the broken dam of +habitual reticence. + +Lady Webling and Sir Joseph had quivered, too, less under the impact +of his denunciation than in the confusion of their own exposure to +themselves and to Marie Louise. + +They had watched her eyes as she heard Mr. Verrinder's philippic. They +had seen her pass from incredulity to belief. They had seen her glance +at them and glance away in fear of them. + +This broke them utterly, for she was utterly dear to them. She was +dearer than their own flesh and blood. She had replaced their dead. +She had been born to them without pain, without infancy, born full +grown in the prime of youth and beauty. They had watched her love grow +to a passion, and their own had grown with it. + +What would she do now? She was the judge they feared above England. +They awaited her sentence. + +Her eyes wandered to them and searched them through. At first, under +the spell of Verrinder's denunciation, she saw them as two bloated +fiends, their hands dripping blood, their lips framed to lies, their +brains to cunning and that synonym for Germanism, _ruthlessness_--the +word the Germans chose, as their Kaiser chose Huns for an ideal. + +But she looked again. She saw the pleading in their eyes. Their very +uncomeliness besought her mercy. After all, she had seen none of the +things Verrinder described. The only real things to her, the only +things she knew of her own knowledge, were the goodnesses of these +two. They were her parents. And now for the first time they needed +her. The mortgage their generosity had imposed on her had fallen due. + +How could she at the first unsupported obloquy of a stranger turn +against them? Her first loyalty was due to them, and no other loyalty +was under test. Something swept her to her feet. She ran to them and, +as far as she could, gathered them into her arms. They wept like two +children whom reproaches have hardened into defiance, but whom +kindness has melted. + +Verrinder watched the spectacle with some surprise and not altogether +with scorn. Whatever else Miss Webling was, she was a good sport. She +stuck to her team in defeat. + +He said, not quite harshly, "So, Miss Webling, you cast your lot with +them." + +"I do." + +"Do you believe that what I said was true?" + +"No." + +"Really, you should be careful. Those messages you carried incriminate +you." + +"I suppose they do, though I never knew what was in them. No, I'll +take that back. I'm not trying to crawl out of it." + +"Then since you confess so much, I shall have to ask you to come with +them." + +"To the--the Tower of London?" + +"The car is ready." + +Marie Louise was stabbed with fright. She seized the doomed twain in a +faster embrace. + +"What are you going to do with these poor souls?" + +"Their souls my dear Miss Webling, are outside our jurisdiction." + +"With their poor bodies, then?" + +"I am not a judge or a jury, Miss Webling. Everything will be done +with propriety. They will not be torpedoed in midocean without +warning. They will have the full advantage of the British law to the +last." + +That awful word jarred them all. But Sir Joseph was determined to make +a good end. He drew himself up with another effort. + +"Excuse, pleass, Mr. Verrinder--might it be we should take with us a +few little things?" + +"Of course." + +"Thang gyou." He bowed and turned to go, taking his wife and Marie +Louise by the arm, for mutual support. + +"If you don't mind, I'll come along," said Mr. Verrinder. + +Sir Joseph nodded. The three went heavily up the grandiose stairway as +if a gibbet waited at the top. They went into Sir Joseph's room, which +adjoined that of his wife. Mr. Verrinder paused on the sill somewhat +shyly: + +"This is a most unpleasant task, but--" + +Marie Louise hesitated, smiling gruesomely. + +"My room is across the hall. You can hardly be in both places at once, +can you?" + +"I fancy I can trust you--especially as the house is surrounded. If +you don't mind joining us later." + +Marie Louise went to her room. Her maid was there in a palsy of fear. +The servants had not dared apply themselves to the keyholes, but they +knew that the master was visited by the police and that a cordon was +drawn about the house. + +The ashen girl offered her help to Marie Louise, wondering if she +would compromise herself with the law, but incapable of deserting so +good a mistress even at such a crisis. Marie Louise thanked her and +told her to go to bed, compelled her to leave. Then she set about the +dreary task of selecting a few necessaries--a nightgown, an extra day +gown, some linen, some silver, and a few brushes. She felt as if she +were laying out her own grave-clothes, and that she would need little +and not need that little long. + +She threw a good-by look, a long, sweeping, caressing glance, about +her castle, and went across the hall, lugging her hand-bag. Before she +entered Sir Joseph's room she knocked. + +It was Mr. Verrinder that answered, "Come in." + +He was seated in a chair, dejected and making himself as inoffensive +as possible. Lady Webling had packed her own bag and was helping the +helpless Sir Joseph find the things he was looking for in vain, though +they were right before him. Marie Louise saw evidences that a larger +packing had already been done. Verrinder had surprised them, about to +flee. + +Sir Joseph was ready at last. He was closing his bag when he took a +last glance, and said: + +"My toot'-brush and powder." + +He went to his bathroom cabinet, and there he saw in the little +apothecary-shop a bottle of tablets prescribed for him during his +illness. It was conspicuously labeled "_Poison_." + +He stood staring at the bottle so long in such fascination that Lady +Webling came to the door to say: + +"Vat is it you could not find now, papa?" + +She leaned against the edge of the casement, and he pointed to the +bottle. Their eyes met, and in one long look they passed through a +brief Gethsemane. No words were exchanged. She nodded. He took the +bottle from the shelf stealthily, unscrewed the top, poured out a heap +of tablets and gave them to her, then poured another heap into his fat +palm. + +"_Prosit_!" he said, and they flung the venom into their throats. It +was brackish merely from the coating, but they could not swallow all +the pellets. He filled a glass of water at the faucet and handed it to +his wife. She quaffed enough to get the pellets down her resisting +throat, and handed the glass to him. + +They remained staring at each other, trying to crowd into their eyes +an infinity of strange passionate messages, though their features were +all awry with nausea and the premonition of lethal pains. + +Verrinder began to wonder at their delay. He was about to rise. Marie +Louise went to the door anxiously. Sir Joseph mumbled: + +"Look once, my darlink. I find some bong-bongs. Vould you like, yes?" + +With a childish canniness he held the bottle so that she could see the +skull and cross-bones and the word beneath. + +Marie Louise, not realizing that they had already set out on the +adventure, gave a stifled cry and snatched at the bottle. It fell to +the floor with a crash, and the tablets leaped here and there like +tiny white beetles. Some of them ran out into the room and caught +Verrinder's eye. + +Before he could reach the door Sir Joseph had said, triumphantly, to +Marie Louise: + +"Mamma and I did eat already. Too bad you do not come vit. _Adé, +Töchterchen. Lebewohl!_" + +He was reaching his awkward arms out to clasp her when Verrinder burst +into the homely scene of their tragedy. He caught up the broken bottle +and saw the word "_Poison_." Beneath were the directions, but no word +of description, no mention of the antidote. + +"What is this stuff?" Verrinder demanded, in a frenzy of dread and +wrath and self-reproach. + +"I don't know," Marie Louise stammered. + +Verrinder repeated his demand of Sir Joseph. + +"_Weiss nit_," he mumbled, beginning to stagger as the serpent struck +its fangs into his vitals. + +Verrinder ran out into the hall and shouted down the stairs: + +"Bickford, telephone for a doctor, in God's name--the nearest one. +Send out to the nearest chemist and fetch him on the run--with every +antidote he has. Send somebody down to the kitchen for warm water, +mustard, coffee." + +There was a panic below, but Marie Louise knew nothing except the +swirling tempest of her own horror. Sir Joseph and Lady Webling, blind +with torment, wrung and wrenched with spasms of destruction, groped +for each other's hands and felt their way through clouds of fire to a +resting-place. + +Marie Louise could give them no help, but a little guidance toward the +bed. They fell upon it--and after a hideous while they died. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +The physician arrived too late--physicians were hard to get for +civilians. While he was being hunted down and brought in, Verrinder +fought an unknown poison with what antidotes he could improvise, and +saw that they merely added annoyance to agony. + +His own failure had been unnerving. He had pursued this eminent couple +for months, trying in vain to confirm suspicion by proof and +strengthen assurance with evidence, and always delaying the blow in +the hope of gathering in still more of Germany's agents. At last he +had thrown the slowly woven net about the Weblings and revealed them +to themselves as prisoners of his cunning. Then their souls slipped +out through the meshes, leaving their useless empty bodies in his +care, their bodies and the soul and body of the young woman who was +involved in their guilt. + +Verrinder did not relish the story the papers would make of it. So he +and the physician devised a statement for the press to the effect that +the Weblings died of something they had eaten. The stomach of Europe +was all deranged, and Sir Joseph had been famous for his dinners; +there was a kind of ironic logic in his epitaph. + +Verrinder left the physician to fabricate and promulgate the story and +keep him out of it. Then he addressed himself to the remaining +prisoner, Miss Marie Louise Webling. + +He had no desire to display this minnow as his captive after the +whales had got away, but he hoped to find her useful in solving some +of the questions the Weblings had left unanswered when they bolted +into eternity. Besides, he had no intention of letting Marie Louise +escape to warn the other conspirators and to continue her nefarious +activities. + +His first difficulty was not one of frightening Miss Webling into +submission, but of soothing her into coherence. She had loved the old +couple with a filial passion, and the sight of their last throes had +driven her into a frenzy of grief. She needed the doctor's care before +Verrinder could talk to her at all. The answers he elicited from her +hysteria were full of contradiction, of evident ignorance, of +inaccuracy, of folly. But so he had found all human testimony; for +these three things are impossible to mankind: to see the truth, to +remember it, and to tell it. + +When first Marie Louise came out of the avalanche of her woes, it was +she who began the questioning. She went up and down the room +disheveled, tear-smirched, wringing her hands and beating her breast +till it hurt Verrinder to watch her brutality to that tender flesh. + +"What--what does it mean?" she sobbed. "What have you done to my poor +papa and mamma? Why did you come here?" + +"Surely you must know." + +"What do I know? Only that they were good sweet people." + +"Good sweet spies!" + +"Spies! Those poor old darlings?" + +"Oh, I say--really, now, you surely can't have the face, the +insolence, to--" + +"I haven't any insolence. I haven't anything but a broken heart." + +"How many hearts were broken--how many hearts were stopped, do you +suppose, because of your work?" + +"My what?" + +"I refer to the lives that you destroyed." + +"I--I destroyed lives? Which one of us is going mad?" + +"Oh, come, now, you knew what you were doing. You were glad and proud +for every poor fellow you killed." + +"It's you, then, that are mad." She stared at him in utter fear. She +made a dash for the door. He prevented her. She fell back and looked +to the window. He took her by the arm and twisted her into a chair. He +had seen hysteria quelled by severity. He stood over her and spoke +with all the sternness of his stern soul. + +"You will gain nothing by trying to make a fool of me. You carried +messages for those people. The last messages you took you delivered to +one of our agents." + +Her soul refused her even self-defense. She could only stammer the +fact, hardly believing it as she put it forth: + +"I didn't know what was in the letters. I never knew." + +Verrinder was disgusted by such puerile defense: + +"What did you think was in them, then?" + +"I had no idea. Papa--Sir Joseph didn't take me into his confidence." + +"But you knew that they were secret." + +"He told me that they were--that they were business messages--secret +financial transactions." + +"Transactions in British lives--oh, they were that! And you knew it." + +"I did not know it! I did not know it! I did not know it!" + +She realized too late that the strength of the retort suffered by its +repetition. It became nonsense on the third iterance. She grew afraid +even to defend herself. + +Seeing how frightened she was at bay, Mr. Verrinder forebore to drive +her to distraction. + +"Very well, you did not know what the messages contained. But why did +you consent to such sneaking methods? Why did you let them use you for +such evident deceit?" + +"I was glad to be of use to them. They had been so good to me for so +long. I was used to doing as I was told. I suppose it was gratitude." + +It was then that Mr. Verrinder delivered himself of his bitter opinion +of gratitude, which has usually been so well spoken of and so rarely +berated for excess. + +"Gratitude is one of the evils of the world. I fancy that few other +emotions have done more harm. In moderation it has its uses, but in +excess it becomes vicious. It is a form of voluntary servitude; it +absolutely destroys all respect for public law; it is the foundation +of tyrannies; it is the secret of political corruption; it is the +thing that holds dynasties together, family despotism; it is +soul-mortgage, bribery. It is a monster of what the Americans call +graft. It is chloroform to the conscience, to patriotism, to every +sense of public duty. 'Scratch my back, and I am your slave'--that's +gratitude." + +Mr. Verrinder rarely spoke at such length or with such apothegm. + +Marie Louise was a little more dazed than ever to hear gratitude +denounced. She was losing all her bearings. Next he demanded: + +"But admitting that you were duped by your gratitude, how did it +happen that your curiosity never led you to inquire into the nature of +those messages?" + +"I respected Sir Joseph beyond all people. I supposed that what he did +was right. I never knew it not to be. And then--well, if, I did wonder +a little once in a while, I thought I'd better mind my own business." + +Verrinder had his opinion of this, too. "Minding your own business! +That's another of those poisonous virtues. Minding your own business +leads to pacifism, malevolent neutrality, selfishness of every sort. +It's death to charity and public spirit. Suppose the Good Samaritan +had minded his own business! But-- Well, this is getting us no +forwarder with you. You carried those messages, and never felt even a +woman's curiosity about them! You met Nicky Easton often, and never +noted his German accent, never suspected that he was not the +Englishman he pretended to be. Is that true?" + +He saw by the wild look in her eyes and their escape from his own that +he had scored a hit. He did not insist upon her acknowledging it. + +"And your only motive was gratitude?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"You never asked any pay for it?" + +"No, sir." + +"You never received anything for it?" + +"No, sir." + +"We find the record of a transfer to you of securities for some twenty +thousand pounds. Why was that given you?" + +"It--it was just out of generosity. Sir Joseph said he was afraid I +might be--that his will might be broken, and--" + +"Ah! you discussed his will with him, then?" + +She was horrified at his implication. She cried, "Oh, I begged him not +to, but he insisted." + +"He said there were other heirs and they might contest his will. Did +he mention the heirs?" + +"No, sir. I don't think so. I don't remember that he did." + +"He did not by any chance refer to the other grandparents of the two +children? Mr. and Mrs. Oakby, the father and mother of the father of +Victor and Bettina?" + +"He didn't refer to them, I'm sure. Yes, I am quite sure." + +"Did he say that his money would be left in trust for his grandchildren?" + +"No." + +"And he gave you twenty thousand pounds just out of generosity?" + +"Yes. Yes, Mr. Verrinder." + +"It was a fairish amount of money for messenger fees, wasn't it? And +it came to you while you were carrying those letters to Nicky?" + +"No! Sir Joseph had been ill. He had had a stroke of paralysis." + +"And you were afraid he might have another?" + +"No!" + +"You were not afraid of that?" + +"Yes, of course I was, but-- What are you trying to make me say--that +I went to him and demanded the money?" + +"That idea occurs to you, does it?" + +She writhed with disgust at the suggestion. Yet it had a clammy +plausibility. Mr. Verrinder went on: + +"These messages, you say, concerned a financial transaction?" + +"So papa told me." + +"And you believed him?" + +"Naturally." + +"You never doubted him?" + +All the tortures of doubt that had assailed her recurred to her now +and paralyzed her power to utter the ringing denial that was needed. +He went on: + +"Didn't it strike you as odd that Sir Joseph should be willing to pay +you twenty thousand pounds just to carry messages concerning some +mythical business?" + +She did not answer. She was afraid to commit herself to anything. +Every answer was a trap. Verrinder went on: "Twenty thousand pounds is +a ten-per-centum commission on two hundred thousand pounds. That was +rather a largish transaction to be carried on through secret letters, +eh? Nicky Easton was not a millionaire, was he? Now I ask you, should +you think of him as a Rothschild? Or was he, do you think, acting as +agent for some one else, perhaps, and if so, for whom?" + +She answered none of these. They were based on the assumption that she +had put forward herself. She could find nothing to excuse her. +Verrinder was simply playing tag with her. As soon as he touched her +he ran away and came at her from another direction. + +"Of course, we know that you were only the adopted daughter of Sir +Joseph. But where did you first meet him?" + +"In Berlin." + +The sound of that word startled her. That German name stood for all +the evils of the time. It was the inaccessible throne of hell. + +Verrinder was startled by it, too. + +"In Berlin!" he exclaimed, and nodded his head. "Now we are getting +somewhere. Would you mind telling me the circumstances?" + +She blushed a furious scarlet. + +"I--I'd rather not." + +"I must insist." + +"Please send me to the Tower and have me imprisoned for life. I'd +rather be there than here. Or better yet--have me shot. It would make +me happier than anything you could do." + +"I'm afraid that your happiness is not the main object of the moment. +Will you be so good as to tell me how you met Sir Joseph in--in +Berlin." + +Marie Louise drew a deep breath. The past that she had tried to +smother under a new life must be confessed at such a time of all +times! + +"Well, you know that Sir Joseph had a daughter; the two children +up-stairs are hers, and--and what's to become of them, in Heaven's +name?" + +"One problem at a time, if you don't mind. Sir Joseph had a daughter. +That would be Mrs. Oakby." + +"Yes. Her husband died before her second baby was born, and she died +soon after. And Sir Joseph and Lady Webling mourned for her bitterly, +and--well, a year or so later they were traveling on the Continent--in +Germany, they were, and one night they went to the Winter Garten in +Berlin--the big music-hall, you know. Well, they were sitting far +back, and an American team of musicians came on--the Musical Mokes, we +were called." + +"We?" + +She bent her head in shame. "I was one of them. I played a xylophone +and a saxophone and an accordion--all sorts of things. Well, Lady +Webling gave a little gasp when she saw me, and she looked at Sir +Joseph--so she told me afterward--and then they got up and stole 'way +up front just as I left the stage--to make a quick change, you know. I +came back--in tights, playing a big trombone, prancing round and +making an awful noise. Lady Webling gave a little scream; nobody heard +her because I made a loud blat on the trombone in the ear of the +black-face clown, and he gave a shriek and did a funny fall, and--" + +"But, pardon me--why did Lady Webling scream?" + +"Because I looked like her dead daughter. It was so horrible to see +her child come out of the grave in--in tights, blatting a trombone at +a clown in that big variety theater." + +"I can quite understand. And then--" + +"Well, Sir Joseph came round to the stage door and sent in his card. +The man who brought it grinned and told everybody an old man was +smitten on me; and Ben, the black-face man, said, 'I'll break his +face,' but I said I wouldn't see him. + +"Well, when I was dressed and leaving the theater with the black-face +man, you know, Sir Joseph was outside. He stopped me and said: 'My +child! My child!' and the tears ran down his face. I stopped, of +course, and said, 'What's the matter now?' And he said, 'Would you +come with me?' and I said, 'Not in a thousand years, old Creepo +Christmas!' And he said: 'My poor wife is in the carriage at the curb. +She wants to speak to you.' And then of course I had to go, and she +reached out and dragged me in and wept all over me. I thought they +were both crazy, but finally they explained, and they asked me to go +to their hotel with them. So I told Ben to be on his way, and I went. + +"Well, they asked me a lot of questions, and I told them a little--not +everything, but enough, Heaven knows. And they begged me to be their +daughter. I thought it would be pretty stupid, but they said they +couldn't stand the thought of their child's image going about as I +was, and I wasn't so stuck on the job myself--odd, how the old +language comes back, isn't it? I haven't heard any of it for so long +I'd almost forgotten it." She passed her handkerchief across her lips +as if to rub away a bad taste. It left the taste of tears. She sighed: +"Well, they adopted me, and I learned to love them. And--and that's +all." + +"And you learned to love their native country, too, I fancy." + +"At first I did like Germany pretty well. They were crazy about us in +Berlin. I got my first big money and notices and attention there. You +can imagine it went to my head. But then I came to England and tried +to be as English as I could, so as not to be conspicuous. I never +wanted to be conspicuous off the stage--or on it, for that matter. I +even took lessons from the man who had the sign up, you remember, +'Americans taught to speak English!' I always had a gift for foreign +languages, and I got to thinking in English, too." + +"One moment, please. Did you say 'Americans taught?' Americans?" + +"Yes." + +"You're not American?" + +"Why, of course!" + +"Damned stupid of me!" + +Verrinder frowned. This complicated matters. He had cornered her, only +to have her abscond into neutral territory. He had known that Marie +Louise was an adopted child, but had not suspected her Americanism. +This required a bit of thinking. While he studied it in the back room +of his brain his forehead self was saying: + +"So Sir Joseph befriended you, and that was what won your amazing, +unquestioning gratitude?" + +"That and a thousand thousand little kindnesses. I loved them like +mother and father." + +"But your own--er--mother and father--you must have had parents of +your own--what was their nationality?" + +"Oh, they were, as we say, 'Americans from 'way back.' But my father +left my mother soon after I was born. We weren't much good, I guess. +It was when I was a baby. He was very restless, they say. I suppose I +got my runaway nature from him. But I've outgrown that. Anyway, he +left my mother with three children. My little brother died. My mother +was a seamstress in a little town out West--an awful hole it was. I +was a tiny little girl when they took me to my mother's funeral. I +remember that, but I can't remember her. That was my first death. And +now this! I've lost a mother and father twice. That hasn't happened to +many people. So you must forgive me for being so crazy. So many of my +loved are dead. It's frightful. We lose so many as we grow up. Life is +like walking through a graveyard, with the sextons always busy opening +new places. There was so much crying and loneliness before, and now +this war goes on and on--as if we needed a war!" + +"God knows, we don't." + +Marie Louise went to the window and raised the curtain. A haggard gray +light had been piping the edges of the shade. Now the full casement +let in a flood of warm morning radiance. + +The dull street was alive again. Sparrows were hopping. Wagons were on +the move. Small and early tradesfolk were about their business. +Servants were opening houses as shops were being opened in town. + +The big wheel had rolled London round into the eternal day. Doors and +windows were being flung ajar. Newspapers and milk were taken in, +ashes put out, cats and dogs released, front stoops washed, walks +swept, gardens watered. Brooms were pendulating. In the masters' rooms +it was still night and slumber-time, but humble people were alert. + +The morning after a death is a fearful thing. Those papers on the +steps across the way were doubtless loaded with more tragedies from +the front, and among the cruel facts was the lie that concealed the +truth about the Weblings, who were to read no more morning papers, eat +no more breakfasts, set out on no more journeys. + +Grief came to Marie Louise now with a less brackish taste. Her sorrow +had the pity of the sunlight on it. She wept not now for the terror +and hatefulness of the Weblings' fate, but for the beautiful things +that would bless them no more, for the roses that would glow unseen, +the flowers that would climb old walls and lean out unheeded, asking +to be admired and proffering fragrance in payment of praise. The +Weblings were henceforth immune to the pleasant rumble of wagons in +streets, to the cheery good mornings of passers-by, the savor of +coffee in the air, the luscious colors of fruits piled upon silver +dishes. + +Then she heard a scamper of bare feet, the squeals of mischief-making +children escaping from a pursuing nurse. + +It had been a favorite pastime of Victor and Bettina to break in upon +Marie Louise of mornings when she forgot to lock her door. They loved +to steal in barefoot and pounce on her with yelps of savage delight +and massacre her, pull her hair and dance upon her bed and on her as +she pleaded for mercy. + +She heard them coming now, and she could not reach the door before it +opened and disclosed the grinning, tousle-curled cherubs in their +sleeping-suits. + +They darted in, only to fall back in amazement. Marie Louise was not +in bed. The bed had not been slept in. Marie Louise was all dressed, +and she had been crying. And in a chair sat a strange, formidable old +gentleman who looked tired and forlorn. + +"Auntie!" they gasped. + +She dropped to her knees, and they ran to her for refuge from the +strange man. + +She hugged them so hard that they cried, "Don't!" + +Without in the least understanding what it was all about, they heard +her saying to the man: + +"And now what's to become of these poor lambs?" + +The old stranger passed a slow gray hand across his dismal face and +pondered. + +The children pointed, then remembered that it is impolite to point, +and drew back their little index hands and whispered: + +"Auntie, what you up so early for?" and, "Who is that?" + +And she whispered, "S-h-h!" + +Being denied the answer to this charade, they took up a new interest. + +"I wonder is grandpapa up, too, and all dressed," said Victor. + +"And maybe grandmamma," Bettina shrilled. + +"I'll beat you to their room," said Victor. + +Marie Louise seized them by their hinder garments as they fled. + +"You must not bother them." + +"Why not?" said Victor. + +"Will so!" said Bettina, pawing to be free. + +Marie Louise implored: "Please, please! They've gone." + +"Where?" + +She cast her eyes up at that terrible query, and answered it vaguely. + +"Away." + +"They might have told a fellow good-by," Victor brooded. + +"They--they forgot, perhaps." + +"I don't think that was very nice of them," Bettina pouted. + +Victor was more cheerful. "Perhaps they did; perhaps they kissed us +while we was asleep--_were_ asleep." + +Bettina accepted with delight. + +"Seems to me I 'member somebody kissin' me. Yes, I 'member now." + +Victor was skeptical. "Maybe you only had a dream about it." + +"What else is there?" said Mr. Verrinder, rising and patting Victor on +the shoulder. "You'd better run along to your tubs now." + +They recognized the authority in his voice and obeyed. + +The children took their beauty with them, but left their destiny to be +arranged by higher powers, the gods of Eld. + +"What is to become of them," Louise groaned again, "when I go to +prison?" + +Verrinder was calm. "Sir Joseph's will doubtless left the bulk of his +fortune to them. That will provide for their finances. And they have +two grandparents left. The Oakbys will surely be glad to take the +children in, especially as they will come with such fortunes." + +"You mean that I am to have no more to do with them?" + +"I think it would be best to remove them to a more strictly English +influence." + +This hurt her horribly. She grew impatient for the finishing blow. + +"And now that they are disposed of, have you decided what's to become +of me?" + +"It is not for me to decide. By the by, have you any one to represent +you or intercede for you here, or act as your counsel in England?" + +She shook her head. "A good many people have been very nice to me, of +course. I've noticed, though, that even they grew cold and distant of +late. I'd rather die than ask any of them." + +"But have you no relatives living--no one of importance in the States +who could vouch for you?" + +She shook her head with a doleful humility. + +"None of our family were ever important that I ever heard of, though +of course one never knows what relatives are lurking about. Mine will +never claim me; that's certain. I did have a sister--poor thing!--if +she's alive. We didn't get along very well. I was too wild and +restless as a girl. She was very good, hard-working, simple, homely as +sin--or homely as virtue. I was all for adventure. I've had my fill of +it. But once you begin it, you can't stop when you've had enough. If +she's not dead, she's probably married and living under another +name--Heaven knows what name or where. But I could find her, perhaps. +I'd love to go to her. She was a very good girl. She's probably +married a good man and has brought up her children piously, and never +mentioned me. I'd only bring disgrace on her. She'd disown me if I +came home with this cloud of scandal about me." + +"No one shall know of this scandal unless you tell." + +She laughed harshly, with a patronizing superiority. + +"Really, Mr. Verrinder, did you ever know a secret to be kept?" + +"This one will be." + +She laughed again at him, then at herself. + +He rose wearily. "I think I shall have to be getting along. I haven't +had a bath or a shave to-day. I shall ask you to keep to your room and +deny yourself to all visitors. I won't ask you to promise not to +escape. If the guard around the house is not capable of detaining you, +you're welcome to your freedom, though I warn you that England is as +hard to get out of as to get into nowadays. Whatever you do, for your +own sake, at least, keep this whole matter secret and stick to the +story we agreed on. Good morning!" + +He bowed himself out. No rattling of chains marked his closing of the +door, but if he had been a turnkey in Newgate he could not have left +Marie Louise feeling more a prisoner. Her room was her body's jail, +but her soul was in a dungeon, too. + +As Verrinder went down the hall he scattered a covey of whispering +servants. + +The nurse who had waited to seize the children when they came forth +had left them to dress themselves while she hastened to publish in the +servants' dining-room the appalling fact that she had caught sight of +a man in Miss Marie Louise's room. The other servants had many other +even more astounding things to tell--to wit: that after mysterious +excitements about the house, with strange men going and coming, and +the kitchen torn to pieces for mustard and warm milk and warm water +and strong coffee, and other things, Sir Joseph and Lady Webling were +no more, and the whole household staff was out of a job. Strange +police-like persons were in the house, going through all the papers in +Sir Joseph's room. The servants could hardly wait to get out with the +gossip. + +And Mr. Verrinder had said that this secret would be kept! + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +Somewhere along about this time, though there is no record of the +exact date--and it was in a shabby home in a humble town where dates +made little difference--a homely woman sniffed. + +Her name was Mrs. Nuddle. + +What Mrs. Nuddle was sniffing at was a page of fashion cartoons, +curious human hieroglyphs that women can read and run to buy. +Highly improbable garments were sketched on utterly impossible +figures--female eels who could crawl through their own garters, eels +of strange mottlings, with heads like cranberries, feet like thorns, +and no spines at all. + +Mrs. Nuddle was as opposite in every way as could be. She could not +have crawled through her own washtub if she had knocked the bottom out +of it. She was a caricature made by nature and long, hard work, and +she laughed at the caricatures devised by art in a hurry. + +She was about to cast the paper aside as a final rebuke when she +caught sight of portraits of real people of fashion. They did not look +nearly so fashionable as the cartoons, but they were at least +possible. Some of them were said to be prominent in charity; most of +them were prominent out of their corsages. + +Now Mrs. Nuddle sniffed at character, not at caricature. Leaning +against her washtub and wringer, both as graceful as their engineer, +she indulged herself in the pitiful but unfailing solace of the poor +and the ugly, which is to attribute to the rich dishonesty and to the +beautiful wickedness. + +The surf Mrs. Nuddle had raised in the little private sea of her tub +had died down, and a froth of soap dried on the rawhide of her big +forearms as her heifer eyes roamed the newspaper-gallery of portraits. +One sudsy hand supported and suppressed her smile of ridicule. These +women, belles and swells, were all as glossy as if they had been +ironed. + +Mrs. Nuddle sneered: "If the hussies would do an honest day's work it +would be better for their figgers." She was mercifully oblivious of +the fact that her tub-calisthenics had made her no more exquisite than +a cow in a kimono. + +Mrs. Nuddle scorned the lily-fingered tulip-fleshed beauties. Their +sentimental alarms had nothing in common with her problem, which was +the riddle of a husband who was faithful only to the bottle, who was +indifferent to the children he got so easily, and was poetical only in +that he never worked save when the mood was on him. + +Again Mrs. Nuddle made to cast aside the paper that had come into her +home wrapped round a bundle of laundry. But now she was startled, and +she would have startled anybody who might have been watching her, for +she stared hard at a photographed beauty and gasped: + +"Sister!" + +She in her disordered garb, unkempt, uncorseted, and uncommonly +common, greeted with the word "Sister!" the photograph of a very +young, very beautiful, very gracile creature, in a mannish costume +that emphasized her femininity, in a foreign garden, in a braw hat +with curls cascading from under it, with a throat lilying out of a +flaring collar, with hands pocketed in a smart jacket, and below that +a pair of most fashionable legs in riding-breeches and puttees! She +carried not a parasol nor a riding-crop, but a great reaping-hook +swung across her shoulder, and she smiled as impudently, as +immortally, as if she were Youth and had slain old Time and carried +off his scythe. + +The picture did not reply to Mrs. Nuddle's cry, but Mrs. Nuddle's +eldest daughter, a precocious little adventuress of eleven or so, who +was generally called "Sister," turned from the young brother whose +smutty face she was just smacking and snapped: + +"Aw, whatcha want?" + +Little Sister supposed that her irritating mother was going to tell +her to stop doing something, or to start doing something--either of +which behests she always hated and only obeyed because her mother was +bigger than she was. She turned and saw her mother swaying and +clutching at the air. Sister had a gorgeous hope that mother would +fall into the tub and be interesting for once. But mother was a born +disappointer. She shook off the promising swoon, righted herself, and +began fiercely to scan the paper to find out whose name the picture +bore. The caption was torn off. + +Being absolutely sure who it was, she wanted to find out who it really +was. + +In her frantic curiosity she remembered that her husband had stripped +off a corner of the paper, dipped it in the stove, lighted his pipe +with it, thrown it flaming on the floor, spat it out with practised +accuracy, and trodden it as he went away. Mrs. Nuddle ran to pick it +up. + +On the charred remnant she read: + + The Beautiful Miss.... One of London's reigning beaut.... daughter + of Sir Joseph W.... doing farm work on the estate in.... + +Mrs. Nuddle sniffed no more. She flopped to a backless chair and +squatted in a curious burlesque of Rodin's statue of "The Thinker." +One heavy hand pinched her dewlap. Her hair was damp with steam and +raining about her face. Her old waist was half buttoned, and no one +would have regretted if it had been all buttoned. She was as plebeian +as an ash-can and as full of old embers. + +She was still immobilized when her husband came in. Now he gasped. His +wife was loafing! sitting down! in the middle of the day! Thinking was +loafing with her. He was supposed to do the family thinking. It was +doubly necessary that she should work now, because he was on a strike. +He had been to a meeting of other thinkers--ground and lofty thinkers +who believed that they had discovered the true evil of the world and +its remedy. + +The evil was the possession of money by those who had accumulated it. +The remedy was to take it away from them. Then the poor would be rich, +which was right, and the rich would be poor, which was righter still. + +It was well known that the only way to end the bad habit of work was +to quit working. And the way to insure universal prosperity was to +burn down the factories and warehouses, destroy all machinery and +beggar the beasts who invented, invested, built, and hired and tried +to get rich by getting riches. + +This program would take some little time to perfect, and meanwhile +Jake was willing that his wife should work. Indeed, a sharp fear +almost unmanned him--what if she should fall sick and have to loaf in +the horsepital? What if she should die? O Gord! Her little children +would be left motherless--and fatherless, for he would, of course, be +too busy saving the world to save his children. He would lose, too, +the prestige enjoyed only by those who have their money in their +wife's name. So he spoke to her with more than his wonted gentleness: + +"Whatta hellsa matter wit choo?" + +She felt the unusual concern in his voice, and smiled at him as best +she could: + +"I got a kind of a jolt. I seen this here pitcher, and I thought for a +minute it was my sister." + +"Your sister? How'd she get her pitcher in the paper? Who did she +shoot?" + +He snatched the sheet from her and saw the young woman in the +young-manly garb. + +Jake gloated over the picture: "Some looker! What is she, a queen in +burlecue?" + +Mrs. Nuddle held out the burned sliver of paper. + +He roared. "London's ranging beaut? And you're what thinks she's your +sister! The one that ran away? Was she a beaut like this?" + +Mrs. Nuddle nodded. He whistled and said, with great tact: + +"Cheese! but I have the rotten luck! Why didn't I see her first? +Whyn't you tell me more about her? You never talk about her none. Why +not?" No answer. "All I know is she went wrong and flew the coop." + +Mrs. Nuddle flared at this. "Who said she went wrong?" + +"You did!" Jake retorted with vigor. "Usedn't you to keep me awake +praying for her--hollerin' at God to forgive her? Didn't you, or did +you?" No answer. "And you think this is her!" The ridiculousness of +the fantasy smote him. "Say, you must 'a' went plumb nutty! Bendin' +over that tub must 'a' gave you a rush of brains to the head." + +He laughed uproariously till she wanted to kill him. She tried to take +back what she had said: + +"Don't you set there tellin' me I ever told you nothin' mean about my +pore little sister. She was as good a girl as ever lived, Mamise +was." + +"You're changin' your tune now, ain'tcha? Because you think she looks +like a grand dam in pants! And where dya get that Mamise stuff? What +was her honestogawd name? Maryer? You're tryin' to swell her up a +little, huh?" + +"No, I ain't. She was named Marie Louise after her gran'-maw, on'y +as a baby she couldn't say it right. She said 'Mamise.' That's what +she called her poor little self--Mamise. Seems like I can see her +now, settin' on the floor like Sister. And where is she now? O +Gawd! whatever become of her, runnin' off thataway--a little +sixteen-year-ol' chile, runnin' off with a cheap thattical troupe, +because her aunt smacked her. + +"She never had no maw and no bringin' up, and she was so pirty. She +had all the beauty of the fambly, folks all said." + +"And that ain't no lie," said Jake, with characteristic gallantry. +"There's nothin' but monopoly everywheres in the world. She got all +the looks and I got you. I wonder who got her!" + +Jake sighed as he studied the paper, ransacked it noisily for an +article about her, but, finding none, looked at the date and growled: + +"Aw, this paper's nearly a year old--May, 1916, it says." + +This quelled his curiosity a little, and he turned to his dinner, +flinging it into his jaws like a stoker. His wife went slip-slopping +from stove to table, ministering to him. + +Jake Nuddle did not look so dangerous as he was. He was like an old +tomato-can that an anarchist has filled with dynamite and provided +with a trigger for the destruction of whosoever disturbs it. +Explosives are useful in place. But Jake was of the sort that blow up +regardless of the occasion. + +His dynamite was discontent. He hated everybody who was richer or +better paid, better clothed, better spoken of than he was. Yet he had +nothing in him of that constructive envy which is called emulation and +leads to progress, to days of toil, nights of thought. His idea of +equality was not to climb to the peak, but to drag the climbers down. +Prating always of the sufferings of the poor, he did nothing to soothe +them or remove them. His only contribution to the improvement of wages +was to call a strike and get none at all. His contribution to the war +against oppressive capital was to denounce all successful men as +brutes and tyrants, lumping the benefactors with the malefactors. + +Men of his type made up the blood-spillers of the French Revolution, +and the packs of the earlier Jacquerie, the thugs who burned châteaux +and shops, and butchered women as well as men, growling their ominous +refrain: + +"Noo sum zum cum eel zaw" ("_Nous sommes hommes comme ils sont_"). + +The Jake Nuddles were hate personified. They formed secret armies of +enemies now inside the nation and threatened her success in the war. +The thing that prevented their triumph was that their blunders were +greater than their malice, their folly more certain than their +villainy. As soon as America entered the lists against Germany, the +Jake Nuddles would begin doing their stupid best to prevent +enlistment, to persuade desertion, to stop war-production, to wreck +factories and trains, to ruin sawmills and burn crops. In the name of +freedom they would betray its most earnest defenders, compel the +battle-line to face both ways. They were more subtle than the snaky +spies of Germany, and more venomous. + +As he wolfed his food now, Jake studied the picture of Marie Louise. +The gentlest influence her beauty exerted upon him was a beastly +desire. He praised her grace because it tortured his wife. But even +fiercer than his animal impulse was his rage of hatred at the look of +cleanliness and comeliness, the environment of luxury only emphasized +by her peasant disguise. + +When he had mopped his plate with his bread, he took up the paper +again and glared at it with hostile envy. + +"Dammer and her arristocratic ways! Daughter of a Sir and a Lady, eh? +Just wait till we get through with them Sirs and Ladies. We'll mow 'em +down. You'll see. Robbin' us poor toilers that does all the work! +We'll put an end to their peerages and their deer-parks. What Germany +leaves of these birds we'll finish up. And then we'll take this rotten +United States, the rottenest tyranny of all. Gawdammit! You just +wait!" + +His wife just waited till he had smashed the picture in the face, +knocked the pretty lady's portrait to the floor and walked on it as he +strode out to his revolution. Incidentally he trod on little Sister's +hand, and she sent up a caterwaul. Her little brother howled in duet. +Then father turned on them. + +"Aw, shut up or I'll--" + +He did not finish his sentence. He rarely finished anything--except +his meals. He left his children crying and his wife in a new distress; +but then, revolutions cannot pause for women and children. + +When he had gone, and Sister's tears had dried on her smutty face, +Mrs. Nuddle picked up the smitten and trampled picture of England's +reigning beauty and thought how lucky Miss W. was to be in England, +blissful on Sir and Lady Somebody-or-other's estate. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +When Mr. Verrinder left Marie Louise he took from her even the props +of hostility. She had nothing to lean on now, nobody to fight with for +life and reputation. She had only suspense and confusion. Agitated +thoughts followed one another in waves across her soul--grief for her +foster-father and mother, memory of their tendernesses, remorse for +seeming to have deserted them in their last hours, remorse for having +been the dupe of their schemes, and remorse for that remorse, grief at +losing the lovable, troublesome children, creature distress at giving +up the creature comforts of the luxurious home, the revulsion of her +unfettered mind and her restless young body at the prospect of +exchanging liberty and occupation for the half-death of an idle +cell--a kind of coffin residence--fear of being executed as a spy, and +fear of being released to drag herself through life with the ball and +chain of guilt forever rolling and clanking at her feet. + +Verrinder's mind was hardly more at rest when he left her and walked +to his rooms. He carried the regret of a protector of England who had +bungled his task and let the wards of his suspicion break loose. The +fault was not his, but he would never escape the reproach. He had no +taste for taking revenge on the young woman. It would not salve his +pride to visit on her pretty head the thwarted punishments due Sir +Joseph and his consort in guilt. Besides, in spite of his cynicism, he +had been touched by Marie Louise's sincerities. She proved them by the +very contradictions of her testimony, with its history of keen +intelligence alternating with curious blindness. He knew how people +get themselves all tangled up in conflicting duties, how they let +evils slide along, putting off till to-morrow the severing of the +cords and the stepping forth with freedom from obligation. He knew +that the very best people, being those who are most sensitive to +gratitude and to other people's pains, are incessantly let in for +complications that never involve selfish or self-righteous persons. + +As an executive of the law, he knew how many laws there are unwritten +and implied that make obedience to the law an experiment in +caddishness and ingratitude. There were reasons enough then to believe +that Marie Louise had meant no harm and had not understood the evil in +which she was so useful an accomplice. Even if she were guilty and her +bewilderment feigned, her punishment would be untimely at this moment +when the Americans who abhorred and distrusted Germany had just about +persuaded the majority of their countrymen that the world would be +intolerable if Germany triumphed, and that the only hope of defeating +her tyranny lay in joining hands with England, France, and Italy. + +The enemies of England would be only too glad to make a martyr out of +Miss Webling if she were disciplined by England. She would be +advertised, as a counterweight to the hideous mistake the Germans made +in immortalizing with their bullets the poor little nurse, "_die_ +Cavell." + +Verrinder was not himself at all till he had bathed, shaved, and +clothed his person in clean linen and given his inner man its tea and +toast. Once this restoration was made, his tea deferred helped him to +the conclusion that the one wise thing was to restore Marie Louise +quietly to her own country. He went with freshened step and determined +mind to a conference with the eminent men concerned. He made his own +confession of failure and took more blame than he need have accepted. +Then he told his plans for Marie Louise and made the council agree +with him. + +Early in the afternoon he called on Miss Webling and found the house a +flurry of undertakers, curious relatives, and thwarted reporters. The +relatives and the reporters he satisfied with a few well-chosen lies. +Then he sent his name up to Marie Louise. The butler thrust the +card-tray through the door as if he were tossing a bit of meat to some +wild animal. + +"I'll be down," said Marie Louise, and she primped herself like +another Mary Queen of Scots receiving a call from the executioner. She +was calmed by the hope that she would learn her fate, at least, and +she cared little what it was, so long as it was not unknown. + +Verrinder did not delay to spread his cards on the table. + +"Miss Webling, I begin again with a question: If we should offer you +freedom and silence, would you go back to America and tell no one of +what has happened here?" + +The mere hint was like flinging a door open and letting the sunlight +into a dungeon. The very word "America" was itself a rush of fresh +air. The long-forgotten love of country came back into her heart on a +cry of hope. + +"Oh, you don't mean that you might?" + +"We might. In fact, we will, if you will promise--" + +She could not wait for his formal conclusion. She broke in: "I'll +promise anything--anything! Oh I don't want to be free just for the +sake of escaping punishment! No, no. I just want a chance to--to +expiate the evil I have done. I want to do some good to undo all the +bad I've brought about. I won't try to shift any blame. I want to +confess. It will take this awful load off my heart to tell people what +a wicked fool I've been." + +Verrinder checked her: "But that is just what you must not do. Unless +you can assure us that you will carry this burden about with you and +keep it secret at no matter what cost, then we shall have to proceed +with the case--legally. We shall have to exhume Sir Joseph and Lady +Webling, as it were, and drag the whole thing through the courts. We'd +really rather not, but if you insist--" + +"Oh, I'll promise. I'll keep the secret. Let them rest." + +She was driven less by the thought of her own liberty than the terror +of exposing the dead. The mere thought brought back pictures of +hideous days when the grave was not refuge enough from vengeance, when +bodies were dug up, gibbeted, haled by a chain along the unwashed +cobblestones, quartered with a sword in the market-place and then +flung back to the dark. + +Verrinder may have feared that Marie Louise yielded under duress, and +that when she was out of reach of the law she would forget, so he +said + +"Would you swear to keep this inviolate?" + +"Yes!" + +"Have you a Bible?" + +She thought there must be one, and she searched for it among the +bookshelves. But first she came across one in the German tongue. It +fell open easily, as if it had been a familiar companion of Sir +Joseph's. She abhorred the sight of the words that youthful +Sunday-school lessons had given an unearthly sanctity as she +recognized them twisted into the German paraphrase and printed in the +twisted German type. But she said: + +"Will this do?" + +Verrinder shook his head. "I don't know that an oath on a German Bible +would really count. It might be considered a mere heap of paper." + +Marie Louise put it aside and brushed its dust off her fingers. She +found an English Bible after a further search. Its pages had seen the +light but seldom. It slipped from her hand and fell open. She knelt to +pick it up with a tremor of fear. + +She rose, and before she closed it glanced at the page before her. +These words caught her eye: + + For thus saith the Lord God of Israel unto me. Take the winecup of + this fury at my hand, and cause all the nations, to whom I send + thee, to drink it. And they shall drink, and be moved, and be mad + because of the sword that I will send among them. + +She showed them to Verrinder. He nodded solemnly, took the book from +her hand, closed it, and held it before her. She put the slim tips of +her young fingers near the talon of his old thumb and echoed in a +timid, silvern voice the broken phrases he spoke in a tone of bronze: + +"I solemnly swear--that so long as I live--I will tell no one--what I +know--of the crimes and death--of Sir Joseph and Lady Webling--unless +called upon--in a court of law. This oath is made--with no mental +reservations--and is binding--under all circumstances whatsoever--so +help me God!" + +When she had whispered the last invocation he put the book away and +gripped her hand in his. + +"I must remind you that releasing you is highly illegal--and perhaps +immoral. Our action might be overruled and the whole case opened. But +I think you are safe, especially if you get to America--the sooner the +better." + +"Thank you!" she said. + +He laughed, somewhat pathetically. + +"Good luck!" + +He did not tell her that England would still be watching over her, +that her name and her history were already cabled to America, that +she would be shadowed to the steamer, observed aboard the boat, +and picked up at the dock by the first of a long series of detectives +constituting a sort of serial guardian angel. + + + + +BOOK II + +IN NEW YORK + +[Illustration: "This is the life for me. I've been a heroine and a +war-worker about as long as I can."] + + + + +CHAPTER I + + +Leaving England quickly was not easy in those days. Passenger-steamers +were few, irregular, and secret. The passport regulations were +exceedingly rigorous, and even Mr. Verrinder's influence could not +speed the matter greatly. + +There was the Webling estate to settle up, also. At Verrinder's +suggestion Marie Louise put her affairs into the hands of counsel, and +he arranged her surrender of all claims on the Webling estate. But he +insisted that she should keep the twenty thousand pounds that had been +given to her absolutely. He may have been influenced in this by his +inability to see from what other funds he could collect his fee. + +Eventually he placed her aboard a liner, and her bonds in the purser's +safe; and eventually the liner stole out into the ocean, through such +a gantlet of lurking demons as old superstitions peopled it with. + +She had not told the children good-by, but had delivered them to the +Oakbys and run away. The Oakbys had received her with a coldness that +startled her. They used the expression, "Under the circumstances," +with a freezing implication that made her wonder if the secret had +already trickled through to them. + +On the steamer there was nobody she knew. At the dock no friends +greeted her. She did not notice that her arrival was noted by a +certain Mr. Larrey, who had been detailed to watch her and saw with +some pride how pretty she was. "It'll be a pleasure to keep an eye on +her," he told a luckless colleague who had a long-haired pacifist +professor allotted to him. But Marie Louise's mystic squire had not +counted on her stopping in New York for only a day and then setting +forth on a long, hot, stupid train-ride of two days to the little town +of her birth, Wakefield. + +Larrey found it appalling. Marie Louise found it far smaller and +shabbier than she had imagined. Yet it had grown some, too, since her +time. + +At least, most of the people she had known had moved away to the +cities or the cemeteries, and new people had taken their place. She +had not known many of the better people. Her mother had been too +humble to sew for them. + +Coming from London and the country life of England, she found the town +intolerably ugly. It held no associations for her. She had been +unhappy there, and she said: "Poor me! No wonder I ran away." She +justified her earlier self with a kind of mothering sympathy. She +longed for some one to mother her present self. + +But her sister was not to be found. The old house where they had lived +was replaced by a factory that had made suspenders and now was turning +out cartridge-belts. She found no one who knew her sister at all. She +did not give her own name, for many reasons, and her face was not +remembered. A few people recalled the family. The town marshal vaguely +placed her father as a frequent boarder at the jail. + +One sweet old lady, for whom Marie Louise's mother had done sewing, +had a kind of notion that one of the sisters had run away and that the +other sister had left town with somebody for somewhere sometime after. +But that was all that the cupboard of her recollection disclosed. + +Anatole France has a short story of Pilate in his old age meeting his +predecessor as Proconsul in Jerusalem. During their senile gossip the +elder asks if Pilate had known a certain beauty named Mary of Magdala. +Pilate shakes his head. The other has heard that she took up with a +street-preacher called Jesus from the town of Nazareth. Pilate +ponders, shakes his head again, and confesses, "I don't remember +him." + +It was not strange, then, that Marie Louise's people, who had made +almost no impression on the life of the town, should have lapsed from +its memory. But it was discouraging. Marie Louise felt as much of an +anachronism as old Rip Van Winkle, though she looked no more like him +than an exquisite, fashionable young woman could look like a +gray-bearded sot who has slept in his clothes for twenty years. + +Her private detective, Larrey, homesick for New York, was overjoyed +when she went back, but she was disconsolate and utterly detached from +life. The prodigal had come home, but the family had moved away. + +She took a comfortable little nook in an apartment hotel and settled +down to meditate. The shops interested her, and she browsed away among +them for furniture and clothes and books. + +Marie Louise had not been in her homeless home long when the President +visited Congress and asked it to declare a state of war against +Germany. She was exultant over the great step, but the wilful few who +held Congress back from answering the summons revealed to her why the +nation had been so slow in responding to the crisis. Even now, after +so much insult and outrage, vast numbers of Americans denied that +there was any cause for war. + +But the patience of the majority had been worn thin. The opposition +was swept away, and America declared herself in the arena--in spirit +at least. Impatient souls who had prophesied how the millions would +spring to arms overnight wondered at the failure to commit a miracle. +The Germans, who had prepared for forty years, laughed at the new +enemy and felt guaranteed by five impossibilities: that America should +raise a real army, or equip it, or know how to train it, or be able to +get it past the submarine barrier, or feed the few that might sneak +through. + +America's vast resources were unready, unwieldy, unknown. The first +embarrassment was the panic of volunteers. + +Marie Louise was only one of the hundred million who sprang madly in +all directions and landed nowhere. She wanted to volunteer, too, but +for what? What could she do? Where could she get it to do? In the +chaos of her impatience she did nothing. + +Supping alone at the Biltmore one night, she was seen, hailed, and +seized by Polly Widdicombe. Marie Louise's detective knew who Polly +was. He groaned to note that she was the first friend his client had +found. + +Polly, giggling adorably, embraced her and kissed her before everybody +in the big Tudor Room. And Polly's husband greeted her with warmth of +hand and voice. + +Marie Louise almost wept, almost cried aloud with joy. The prodigal +was home, had been welcomed with a kiss. Evidently her secret had not +crossed the ocean. She could take up life again. Some day the past +would confront and denounce her, perhaps; but for the moment she was +enfranchised anew of human society. + +Polly said that she had read of Sir Joseph's death and his wife's, and +what a shock it must have been to poor Marie Louise, but how well she +bore up under it, and how perfectly darn beautiful she was, and what a +shame that it was almost midnight! She and her hub were going to +Washington. Everybody was, of course. Why wasn't Marie Louise there? +And Polly's husband was to be a major--think of it! He was going to be +all dolled up in olive drab and things and-- "Damn the clock, anyway; +if we miss that train we can't get on another for days. And what's +your address? Write it on the edge of that bill of fare and tear it +off, and I'll write you the minute I get settled, for you must come to +us and nowhere else and-- Good-by, darling child, and-- All right, +Tom, I'm coming!" + +And she was gone. + +Marie Louise went back to her seclusion much happier and yet much +lonelier. She had found a friend who had not heard of her disgrace. +She had lost a friend who still rejoiced to see her. + +But her faithful watchman was completely discouraged. When he turned +in his report he threatened to turn in his resignation unless he were +relieved of the futile task of recording Marie Louise's blameless and +eventless life. + +And then the agent's night was turned to day--at least his high noon +was turned to higher. For a few days later Marie Louise was abruptly +addressed by Nicky Easton. + +She had been working in the big Red Cross shop on Fifth Avenue, +rolling bandages and making dressings with a crowd of other +white-fingered women. A cable had come that there was a sudden need +for at least ten thousand bandages. These were not yet for American +soldiers in France, though their turn would come, and their wholesale +need. But as Marie Louise wrought she could imagine the shattered +flesh, the crying nerves of some poor patriot whose gaping wound this +linen pack would smother. And her own nerves cried out in vicarious +crucifixion. At noon she left the factory for a little air and a bite +of lunch. + +Nicky Easton appeared out of her list of the buried. She gasped at +sight of him. + +"I thought you were dead." + +He laughed: "If I am it, thees is my _Doppelgänger_." And he began to +hum with a grisly smile Schubert's setting to Heine's poem of the man +who met his own ghost and double, aping his love-sorrow outside the +home of his dead sweetheart: + + "_Der Mond zeigt mir meine eig'ne Gestalt. + Du Doppelgänger, du bleicher Geselle! + Was äffst du nach mein Liebesleid, + Das mich gequält auf dieser Stelle + So manche Nacht in alter Zeit._" + +Marie Louise was terrified by the harrowing emotions the song always +roused in her, but more by the dreadful sensation of walking that +crowded Avenue with a man humming German at her side. + +"Hush! Hush, in Heaven's name!" she pleaded. + +He laughed Teutonically, and asked her to lunch with him. + +"I have another engagement, and I am late," she said. + +"Where are you living?" + +She felt inspired to give him a false address. He insisted on walking +with her to the Waldorf, where she said her engagement was. + +"You don't ask me where I have been?" + +"I was just going to. The last I heard you were in the London Tower or +somewhere. However did you get out?" + +"The same way like you ditt. I thought you should choin me therein, +but you also told all you knew and some more yet, yes?" + +She saw then that he had turned state's evidence. Perhaps he had +betrayed Sir Joseph. Somehow she found it possible to loathe him +extra. She lacked the strength to deny his odious insinuation about +herself. He went on: + +"Now I am in America. I could not dare go to Germany now. But here I +try to gain back my place in _Deutschland_. These English think they +use me for a stool-pitcheon. But they will find out, and when +_Deutschland ist über alles--ach, Gott_! You shall help me. We do some +work togedder. I come soon by your house. _Auf_--Goot-py." + +He left her at the hotel door and lifted his hat. She went into the +labyrinth and lost herself. When her heart had ceased fluttering and +she grew calm from very fatigue of alarm she resolved to steal out of +New York. + +She spent an afternoon and an evening of indecision. Night brought +counsel. Polly Widdicombe had offered her a haven, and in the country. +It would be an ideal hiding-place. She set to work at midnight packing +her trunk. + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +Marie Louise tried all the next morning to telephone from New York to +Washington, but it seemed that everybody on earth was making the same +effort. It was a wire Babel. + +Washington was suddenly America in the same way that London had long +been England; and Paris France. The entire population was apparently +trying to get into Washington in order to get out again. People wrote, +telegraphed, radiographed, telephoned, and traveled thither by all +the rail- and motor-roads. Washington was the narrow neck of the +funnel leading to the war, and the sleepy old home of debate and +administration was suddenly dumfounded to find itself treated to all +the horrors of a boom-town--it was like San Francisco in '49. + +Marie Louise, who had not yet recovered her American dialect, kept +pleading with Long Distance: + +"Oh, I say, cahn't you put me through to Washington? It's no end +important, really! Rosslyn, seven three one two. I want to speak to +Mrs. Widdicombe. I am Miss Webling. Thank you." + +The obliging central asked her telephone number and promised to call +her in a moment. Eternity is but a moment--to some centrals. Marie +Louise, being finite and ephemeral, never heard from that central +again. Later she took up the receiver and got another central, who had +never heard her tale of woe and had to have it all over again. This +central also asked her name and number and promised to report, then +vanished into the interstellar limbo where busy centrals go. + +Again and again Marie Louise waited and called, and told and retold +her prayer till it turned to gibberish and she began to doubt her own +name and to mix the telephone number hopelessly. Then she went into +her hand-bag and pawed about in the little pocket edition of confusion +till she found the note that Polly had sent her at once from +Washington with the address, Grinden Hall, Rosslyn, and the telephone +number and the message. + + So glad you're on this side of the water, dear. Do run over and + see us. Perfect barn of a house, and lost in the country, but + there's always room--especially for you, dear. You'll never get in + at a hotel. + +Marie Louise propped this against the telephone and tried again. + +The seventh central dazed her with, "We can take nothing but gov'ment +business till two P.M." + +Marie Louise rose in despair, searched in her bag for her watch, +gasped, put the watch and the note back in her bag, snapped it, and +rose to go. + +She decided to send Polly a telegram. She took out the note for the +address and telephoned a telegram, saying that she would arrive at +five o'clock. The telegraph-operator told her that the company could +not guarantee delivery, as traffic over the wires was very heavy. +Marie Louise sighed and rose, worn out with telephone-fag. + +She told the maid to ask the hall-boy to get her a taxi, and hastily +made ready to leave. Her trunks had gone to the station an hour ago, +and they had been checked through from the house. + +Her final pick-up glance about the room did not pick up the note she +had propped on the telephone-table. She left it there and closed the +door on another chapter of her life. + +She rode to the station, and, after standing in line for a weary +while, learned that not a seat was to be had in a parlor-car to-day, +to-morrow, or any day for two weeks. Berths at night were still more +unobtainable. + +She decided that she might as well go in a day-coach. Scores of people +had had the same idea before her. The day-coaches were filled. She +sidled through the crowded aisles and found no seat. She invaded the +chair-cars in desperation. + +In one of these she saw a porter bestowing hand-luggage. She appealed +to him. "You must have one chair left." + +He was hardly polite in his answer. "No, ma'am, I ain't. I ain't a +single chair." + +"But I've got to sit somewhere," she said. + +The porter did not comment on such a patent fallacy. He moved back to +the front to repel boarders. Several men stared from the depths of +their dentist's chairs, but made no proffer of their seats. They +believed that woman's newfangled equality included the privilege of +standing up. + +One man, however, gave a start as of recognition, real or pretended. +Marie Louise did not know him, and said so with her eyes. His smile of +recognition changed to a smile of courtesy. He proffered her his seat +with an old-fashioned gesture. She declined with a shake of the head +and a coldly correct smile. + +He insisted academically, as much as to say: "I can see that you are a +gentlewoman. Please accept me as a gentleman and permit me to do my +duty." There was a brief, silent tug-of-war between his unselfishness +and hers. He won. Before she realized it, she had dropped wearily into +his place. + +"But where will you sit?" she said. + +"Oh, I'll get along." + +He smiled and moved off, lugging his suit-case. He had the air of one +who would get along. He had shown himself masterful in two combats, +and compelled her to take the chair he had doubtless engaged with +futile providence days before. + +"Rahthah a decentish chap, with a will of his own," she thought. + +The train started, left the station twilight, plunged into the tunnel +of gloom and made the dip under the Hudson River. People felt their +ears buzz and smother. Wise ones swallowed hard. The train came back +to the surface and the sunlight, and ran across New Jersey. + +Marie Louise decided to take her luncheon early, to make sure of it. +Nearly everybody else had decided to do the same thing. At this time +all the people in America seemed to be thinking _en masse_. When she +reached the dining-car every seat was taken and there was a long +bread-line in the narrow corridor. + +The wilful man was at the head. He fished for her eye, caught it, and +motioned to her to take his place. She shook her head. But it seemed +to do no good to shake heads at him; he came down the corridor and +lifted his hat. His voice and words were pleading, but his tone was +imperative. + +"Please take my place." + +She shook her head, but he still held his hand out, pointing. She was +angry at being bossed even for her own benefit. Worse yet, by the time +she got to the head of the line the second man had moved up to first. +He stared at her as if he wondered what she was doing there. She fell +back, doubly vexed, but That Man advanced and gave the interloper a +look like a policeman's shove. The fellow backed up on the next man's +toes. Then the cavalier smiled Miss Webling to her place and went back +to the foot of the class without waiting for her furious thanks. + +She wanted to stamp her foot. She had always hated to be cowed or +compelled to take chairs or money. People who had tried to move her +soul or lend her their experience or their advantages had always +aroused resentment. + +Before long she had a seat. The man opposite her was just thumbing his +last morsel of pie. She supposed that when he left That Man would take +the chair and order her luncheon for her. But it was not so to be. She +passed him still well down the line. He had probably given his place +to other women in succession. She did not like that. It seemed a +trifle unfaithful or promiscuous or something. The rescuer owes the +rescuee a certain fidelity. He did not look at her. He did not claim +even a glance of gratitude. + +It was so American a gallantry that she resented it. If he had seemed +to ask for the alms of a smile, she would have insulted him. Yet it +was not altogether satisfactory to be denied the privilege. She fumed. +Everything was wrong. She sat in her cuckoo's nest and glared at the +reeling landscape. + +Suddenly she began pawing through that private chaos, looking for +Polly Widdicombe's letter. She could not find it. She found the checks +for her trunks, a handkerchief, a pair of gloves, and various other +things, but not the letter. This gave her a new fright. + +She remembered now that she had left it on the telephone-table. She +could see it plainly as her remembered glance took its last survey of +the room. The brain has a way of developing occasional photographs +very slowly. Something strikes our eyes, and we do not really see it +till long after. We hear words and say, "How's that?" or, "I beg your +pardon!" and hear them again before they can be repeated. + +This belated feat of memory encouraged Miss Webling to hope that she +could remember a little farther back to the contents of the letter and +the telephone number written there. But her memory would not respond. +The effort to cudgel it seemed to confuse it. She kept on forgetting +more and more completely. + +All she could remember was what Polly Widdicombe had said about there +being no chance to get into a hotel--"an hôtel," Marie Louise still +thought it. + +It grew more and more evident that the train would be hours late. +People began to worry audibly about the hotels that would probably +refuse them admission. At length they began to stroll toward the +dining-car for an early dinner. + +Marie Louise, to make sure of the meal and for lack of other +employment, went along. There was no queue in the corridor now. She +did not have to take That Man's place. She found one at a little empty +table. But by and by he appeared, and, though there were other vacant +seats, he sat down opposite her. + +She could hardly order the conductor to eject him. In fact, seeing +that she owed him for her seat-- It suddenly smote her that he must +have paid for it. She owed him money! This was unendurable! + +He made no attempt to speak to her, but at length she found courage to +speak to him. + +"I beg your pardon--" + +He looked up and about for the salt or something to pass, but she went +on: + +"May I ask you how much you paid for the seat you gave me?" + +He laughed outright at this unexpected demand: + +"Why, I don't remember, I'm sure." + +"Oh, but you must, and you must let me repay it. It just occurred to +me that I had cheated you out of your chair, and your money, too." + +"That's mighty kind of you," he said. + +He laughed again, but rather tenderly, and she was grateful to him for +having the tact not to be flamboyant about it and not insisting on +forgetting it. + +"I'll remember just how much it was in a minute, and if you will feel +easier about it, I'll ask you for it." + +"I could hardly rob a perfect stranger," she began. + +He broke in: "They say nobody is perfect, and I'm not a perfect +stranger. I've met you before, Miss Webling." + +"Not rilly! Wherever was it? I'm so stupid not to remember--even your +name." + +He rather liked her for not bluffing it through. He could understand +her haziness the better from the fact that when he first saw her in +the chair-car and leaped to his feet it was because he had identified +her once more with the long-lost, long-sought beauty of years long +gone--the girl he had seen in the cheap vaudeville theater. This slip +of memory had uncovered another memory. He had corrected the +palimpsest and recalled her as the Miss Webling whom he had met in +London. She had given him the same start then as now, and, as he +recalled it, she had snubbed him rather vigorously. So he had kept his +distance. But the proffer of the money for the chair-car chair broke +the ice a little. He said at last: + +"My name is Ross Davidge. I met you at your father's house in +London." + +This seemed to agitate her peculiarly. She trembled and gasped: + +"You don't mean it. I-- Oh yes, of course I remember--" + +"Please don't lie about it," he pleaded, bluntly, "for of course you +don't." + +She laughed, but very nervously. + +"Well, we did give very large dinners." + +"It was a very large one the night I was there. I was a mile down the +street from you, and I said nothing immortal. I was only a business +acquaintance of Sir Joseph's, anyway. It was about ships, of course." + +He saw that her mind was far away and under strange excitation. But +she murmured, distantly: + +"Oh, so you are--interested in ships?" + +"I make 'em for a living." + +"Rilly! How interesting!" + +This constraint was irksome. He ventured: + +"How is the old boy? Sir Joseph, I mean. He's well, I hope." + +Her eyes widened. "Didn't you know? Didn't you read in the papers--about +their death together?" + +"Theirs? His wife and he died together?" + +"Yes." + +"In a submarine attack?" + +"No, at home. It was in all the papers--about their dying on the same +night, from--from ptomaine poisoning." + +"No!" + +He put a vast amount of shock and regret in the mumbled word. He +explained: "I must have been out in the forest or in the mines at the +time. Forgive me for opening the old wound. How long ago was it? I see +you're out of mourning." + +"Sir Joseph abominated black; and besides, few people wear mourning in +England during the war." + +"That's so. Poor old England! You poor Englishwomen--mothers and +daughters! My God! what you've gone through! And such pluck!" + +Before he realized what he was doing his hand went across and touched +hers, and he clenched it for just a moment of fierce sympathy. She did +not resent the message. Then he muttered: + +"I know what it means. I lost my father and mother--not at once, of +course--years apart. But to lose them both in one night!" + +She made a sharp attempt at self-control: + +"Please! I beg you--please don't speak of it." + +He was so sorry that he said nothing more. Marie Louise was doubly +fascinating to him because she was in sorrow and afraid of something +or somebody. Besides, she was inaccessible, and Ross Davidge always +felt a challenge from the impossible and the inaccessible. + +She called for her check and paid it, and tipped the waiter and rose. +She smiled wretchedly at him as he rose with her. She left the +dining-car, and he sat down and cursed himself for a brute and a +blunderer. + +He kept in the offing, so that if she wanted him she could call him, +but he thought it the politer politeness not to italicize his +chivalry. He was so distressed that he forgot that she had forgotten +to pay him for the chair. + +It was good and dark when the train pulled into Washington at last. +The dark gave Marie Louise another reason for dismay. The appearance +of a man who had dined at Sir Joseph's, and the necessity for telling +him the lie about that death, had brought on a crisis of nerves. She +was afraid of the dark, but more afraid of the man who might ask +still more questions. She avoided him purposely when she left the +train. + +A porter took her hand-baggage and led her to the taxi-stand. Polly +Widdicombe's car was not waiting. Marie Louise went to the front of +the building to see if she might be there. She was appalled at the +thought of Polly's not meeting her. She needed her blessed giggle as +never before. + +It was a very majestic station. Marie Louise had heard people say that +it was much too majestic for a railroad station. As if America did not +owe more to the iron god of the rails than to any of her other +deities! + +Before her was the Capitol, lighted from below, its dome floating +cloudily above the white parapets as if mystically sustained. The +superb beauty of it clutched her throat. She wanted to do something +for it and all the holy ideals it symbolized. + +Evidently Polly was not coming. The telegram had probably never +reached her. The porter asked her, "Was you thinkin' of a taxi?" and +she said, "Yes," only to realize that she had no address to give the +driver. + + + + +BOOK III + +IN WASHINGTON + +[Illustration: "'It's beautiful overhead if you're going that way,'" +Davidge quoted. He set out briskly, but Marie Louise hung back. "Aren't +you afraid to push on when you can't see where you're going?" she +demanded.] + + + + +CHAPTER I + + +She went through her hand-bag again, while the porter computed how +many tips he was missing and the cab-starter looked insufferable +things about womankind. + +She asked if any of them knew where Grinden Hall might be, but they +shook their heads. She had a sudden happy idea. She would ask the +telephone Information for the number. She hurried to a booth, followed +by the despondent porter. She asked for Information and got her, but +that was all. + +"Please give me the numba of Mrs. Widdicombe's, in Rosslyn." + +A Washington dialect eventually told her that the number was a private +wire and could not be given. + +Marie Louise implored a special dispensation, but it was against the +rules. + +She asked for the supervisor--who was equally sorry and adamant. Marie +Louise left the booth in utter defeat. There was nothing to do but go +to a hotel till the morrow. + +She recalled the stories of the hopelessness of getting a room. Yet +she had no choice but to make the try. She had got a seat on the train +where there were none. Perhaps she could trust her luck to provide her +with a lodging, too. + +"We'll go back to the taxi-stand," she told the porter. + +He did not conceal his joy at being rid of her. + +She tried the Shoreham first, and when the taxicab deposited her under +the umbrellas of the big trees and she climbed the homelike steps to a +lobby with the air of a living-room she felt welcome and secure. +Brilliant clusters were drifting to dinner, and the men were more +picturesque than the women, for many of them were in uniform. Officers +of the army and navy of the United States and of Great Britain and of +France gave the throng the look of a costume-party. + +There was a less interesting crowd at the desk, and now nobody offered +her his place at the head of the line. It would have done no good, for +the room-clerk was shaking his head to all the suppliants. Marie +Louise saw women turned away, married couples, men alone. But +new-comers pressed forward and kept trying to convince the deskman +that he had rooms somewhere, rooms that he had forgotten, or was +saving for people who would never arrive. + +He stood there shaking his head like a toy in a window. People tried +to get past him in all the ways people try to get through life, in the +ways that Saint Peter must grow very tired of at the gate of +heaven--bluff, whine, bribery, intimidation, flirtation. + +Some demanded their rights with full confidence and would not take no +for answer. Some pleaded with hopelessness in advance; they were used +to rebuffs. They appealed to his pity. Some tried corruption; they +whispered that they would "make it all right," or they managed a sly +display of money--one a one-dollar bill with the "1" folded in, +another a fifty-dollar bill with the "50" well to the fore. Some grew +ugly and implied favoritism; they were the born strikers and +anarchists. Even though they looked rich, they had that habit of +finding oppression and conspiracy everywhere. A few women appealed to +his philanthropy, and a few others tried to play the siren. But his +head oscillated from side to side, and nobody could swing it up and +down. + +Marie Louise watched the procession anxiously. There seemed to be no +end to it. The people who had come here first had been turned away +into outer darkness long ago and had gone to other hotels. The present +wretches were those who had gone to the other hotels first and made +this their second, third, or sixth choice. + +Marie Louise did not go to the desk. She could take a hint at second +hand. She would have been glad of a place to sit down, but all the +divans were filled with gossipers very much at home and somewhat +contemptuous of the vulgar herd trying to break into their select and +long-established circle. She heard a man saying, with amiable anger: +"Ah'm mahty sah'y Ah can't put you up at ouah haouse, but we've got +'em hangin' on the hat-rack in the hall. You infunnal patriots have +simply ruined this little old taown." + +She heard a pleasant laugh. "Don't worry. I'll get along somehow." + +She glanced aside and saw That Man again. She had forgotten his name +again; yet she felt curiously less lonely, not nearly so hopeless. The +other man said: + +"Say, Davidge, are you daown heah looking for one of these dollah-a-yeah +jobs? Can you earn it?" + +"I'm not looking for a job. I'm looking for a bed." + +"Not a chance. The government's taken ovah half the hotels for +office-buildings." + +"I'll go to a Turkish bath, then." + +"Good Lawd! man, I hud a man propose that, and the hotel clerk said he +had telephoned the Tukkish bath, and a man theah said: 'For God's sake +don't send anybody else heah! We've got five hundred cots full +naow.'" + +"There's Baltimore." + +"Baltimer's full up. So's Alexandra. Go on back home and write a +letta." + +"I'll try a few more hotels first." + +"No use--not an openin'." + +"Well, I've usually found that the best place to look for things is +where people say they don't grow." + +Marie Louise thought that this was most excellent advice. She decided +to follow it and keep on trying. + +As she was about to move toward the door the elevator, like a great +cornucopia, spilled a bevy of men and women into the lobby. Leading +them all came a woman of charm, of distinction, of self-possession. +She was smiling over one handsome shoulder at a British officer. + +The forlorn Marie Louise saw her, and her eyes rejoiced; her face was +kindled with haven-beacons. She pressed forward with her hand out, and +though she only murmured the words, a cry of relief thrilled them. + +"Lady Clifton-Wyatt! What luck to find you!" + +Lady Clifton-Wyatt turned with a smile of welcome in advance. Her hand +went forward. Her smile ended suddenly. Blank amazement passed into +contemptuous wrath. Her hand went back. With the disgust of a sick +eagle in a zoo, she drew a film over her eyes. + +The smile on Marie Louise's face also hung unsupported for a moment. +It faded, then rallied. She spoke with patience, underlining the words +with an affectionate reproof: + +"My dear Lady Clifton-Wyatt, I am Miss Webling--Marie Louise. Don't +you know me?" + +Lady Clifton-Wyatt answered: "I did. But I don't!" + +Then she turned and moved toward the dining-room door. + +The head waiter bowed with deference and command and beckoned Lady +Clifton-Wyatt. She obeyed him with meek hauteur. + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +As she came out of the first hotel of her selection and rejection +Marie Louise asked the car-starter the name of another. He mentioned +the New Willard. + +It was not far, and she was there before she had time to recover from +the staggering effect of Lady Clifton-Wyatt's bludgeon-like snub. As +timidly as the waif and estray that she was, she ventured into the +crowded, gorgeous lobby with its lofty and ornate ceiling on its big +columns. At one side a long corridor ran brokenly up a steep hill. It +was populous with loungers who had just finished their dinners or were +waiting for a chance to get into the dining-rooms. Orchestra music was +lilting down the aisle. + +When Marie Louise had threaded the crowd and reached the desk a very +polite and eager clerk asked her if she had a reservation. He seemed +to be as regretful as she when she said no. He sighed, "We've turned +away a hundred people in the last two hours." + +She accepted her dismissal dumbly, then paused to ask, "I say, do you +by any chance know where Grinden Hall is?" + +He shook his head and turned to another clerk to ask, "Do you know of +a hotel here named Grinden Hall?" + +The other shook his head, too. There was a vast amount of head-shaking +going on everywhere in Washington. He added, "I'm new here." Nearly +everybody seemed to be new here. It seemed as if the entire populace +had moved into a ready-made town. + +Marie Louise had barely the strength to explain, "Grinden Hall is not +an hotel; it is a home, in Rosslyn, wherever that is." + +"Oh, Rosslyn--that's across the river in Virginia." + +"Do you know, by any chance, Major Thomas Widdicombe?" + +He shook his head. Major Widdicombe was a big man, but the town was +fairly swarming with men bigger than he. There were shoals of +magnates, but giants in their own communities were petty nuisances +here pleading with room-clerks for cots and with head waiters for +bread. The lobby was a thicket of prominent men set about like trees. +Several of them had the Congressional look. Later history would record +them as the historic statesmen of titanic debates, men by whose +eloquence and leadership and committee-room toil the Republic would be +revolutionized in nearly every detail, and billions made to flow like +water. + +As Marie Louise collected her porter and her hand-luggage for her next +exit she saw Ross Davidge just coming in. She stepped behind a large +politician or something. She forgot that she owed Davidge money, and +she felt a rather pleasurable agitation in this game of hide-and-seek, +but something made her shy of Davidge. For one thing, it was ludicrous +to be caught being turned out of a second hotel. + +The politician walked away, and Davidge would have seen Marie Louise +if he had not stopped short and turned a cold shoulder on her, just as +the distant orchestra, which had been crooning one of Jerome Kern's +most insidiously ingratiating melodies, began to blare with all its +might the sonorities of "The Star-spangled Banner." + +Miss Webling saw the people in the alley getting to their feet slowly, +awkwardly. A number of army and navy officers faced the music and +stood rigid at attention. The civilians in the lobby who were already +standing began to pull their hats off sheepishly like embarrassed +peasants. People were still as self-conscious as if the song had just +been written. They would soon learn to feel the tremendous importance +of that eternal query, the only national anthem, perhaps, that ever +began with a question and ended with a prayer. Americans would soon +learn to salute it with eagerness and to deal ferociously with +men--and women, too--who were slow to rise. + +Marie Louise watched Davidge curiously. He was manifestly on fire with +patriotism, but he was ashamed to show it, ashamed to stand erect and +click his heels. He fumbled his hat and slouched, and looked as if he +had been caught in some guilt. He was indeed guilty of a childish +fervor. He wanted to shout, he wanted to weep, he wanted to fight +somebody; but he did not know how to express himself without striking +an attitude, and he was incapable of being a _poseur_--except as an +American posily affects poselessness. + +When the anthem ended, people sank into their chairs with sighs of +relief; the officers sharply relaxed; the civilians straightened up +and felt at home again. Ross Davidge marched to the desk, not noticing +Marie Louise, who motioned to her porter to come along with her +luggage and went to hunt shelter at the Raleigh Hotel. She kept her +taxi now and left her hand-baggage in it while she received the +inevitable rebuff. From there she traveled to hotel after hotel, +marching in with the dismal assurance that she would march right out +again. + +The taxi-driver was willing to take her to hotels as long as they and +her money lasted. Her strength and her patience gave out first. At the +Lafayette she advanced wearily, disconsolately to the desk. She saw +Ross Davidge stretched out in a big chair. He did not see her. His hat +was pulled over his eyes, and he had the air of angry failure. If he +despaired, what chance had she? + +She received the usual regrets from the clerk. As she left the desk +the floor began to wabble. She hurried to an inviting divan and +dropped down, beaten and distraught. She heard some one approach, and +her downcast eyes saw a pair of feet move up and halt before her. + +Since Lady Clifton-Wyatt's searing glance and words Marie Louise had +felt branded visibly, and unworthy of human kindness and shelter. She +was piteously grateful to this man for his condescension in saying: + +"You'll have to excuse me for bothering you again. But I'm afraid +you're in worse trouble than I am. Nobody seems to be willing to take +you in." + +He meant this as a light jocularity, but it gave her a moment's +serious fear that he had overheard Lady Clifton-Wyatt's slashing +remark. But he went on: + +"Won't you allow me to try to find you a place? Don't you know anybody +here?" + +"I know numbers of people, but I don't know where any of them are." + +She told him of her efforts to get to Rosslyn by telephone, by +telegraph, by train or taxicab. Little tears added a sparkle to +laughter, but threatened rain. She ended with, "And now that I've +unloaded my riddles on you, aren't you sorry you spoke?" + +"Not yet," he said, with a subtle compliment pleasantly implying that +she was perilous. Everybody likes to be thought perilous. He went on: +"I don't know Rosslyn, but it can't be much of a place for size. If +you have a friend there, we'll find her if we have to go to every +house in Rosslyn." + +"But it's getting rather late, isn't it, to be knocking at all the +doors all by myself?" + +She had not meant to hint, and it was a mere coincidence that he +thought to say: + +"Couldn't I go along?" + +"Thank you, but it's out in the country rather far, I'm afraid." + +"Then I must go along." + +"I couldn't think of troubling you." + +The end of it was that he had his way, or she hers, or both theirs. He +made no nonsense of adventure or escapade about it, and she was too +well used to traveling alone to feel ashamed or alarmed. He led her to +the taxi, told the driver that Grinden Hall was their objective and +must be found. Then he climbed in with her, and they rode in a dark +broken with the fitful lightnings of street-lamps and motors. + +The taxi glided out M Street. The little shops of Georgetown went +sidelong by. The cab turned abruptly to the left and clattered across +the old aqueduct bridge. On a broad reach of the Potomac the new-risen +moon spread a vast sheet of tin-foil of a crinkled sheen. This was all +that was beautiful about the sordid neighborhood, but it was very +beautiful, and tender to a strange degree. + +Once across, the driver stopped and leaned round to call in at the +door: + +"This is Rosslyn. Where do yew-all want to go next?" + +"Grinden Hall. Ask somebody." + +"Ask who? They ain't a soul tew be saw." + +They waited in the dark awhile; then Davidge got out and, seeing a +street-car coming down through the hills like a dragon in fiery +scales, he stopped it to ask the motorman of Grinden Hall. He knew +nothing, but a sleepy passenger said that he reckoned that that +was the fancy name of Mr. Sawtell's place, and he shouted the +directions: + +"Yew go raht along this road ovah the caw tracks, and unda a bridge +and keep a-goin' up a ridge and ova till yew come to a shawp tu'n to +the raht. Big whaht mansion, ain't it?" + +"I don't know," said Davidge. "I never saw it." + +"Well, I reckon that's the place. Only 'Hall' I knaow about up heah." + +The motorman kicked his bell and started off. + +"Nothing like trying," said Davidge, and clambered in. The taxicab +went veering and yawing over an unusually Virginian bad road. After a +little they entered a forest. The driver threw on his search-light, +and it tore from the darkness pictures of forest eerily green in the +glare--old trees slanting out, deep channels blackening into +mysterious glades. The car swung sharply to the right and growled up a +hill, curving and swirling and threatening to capsize at every moment. +The sense of being lost was irresistible. + +Marie Louise fell to pondering; suddenly she grew afraid to find +Grinden Hall. She knew that Polly knew Lady Clifton-Wyatt. They might +have met since Polly wrote that letter. Lady Clifton-Wyatt had +perhaps--had doubtless--told Polly all about Marie Louise. Polly would +probably refuse her shelter. She knew Polly: there was no middle +ground between her likes and dislikes; she doted or she hated. She was +capable of smothering her friends with affection and of making them +ancient enemies in an instant. For her enemies she had no use or +tolerance. She let them know her wrath. + +The car stopped. The driver got down and went forward to a narrow lane +opening from the narrow road. There was a sign-board there. He read it +by the light of the moon and a few matches. He came back and said: + +"Here she is. Grinden Hall is what she says on that theah sign-bode." + +Marie Louise was in a flutter. "What time is it?" she asked. + +Davidge held his watch up and lighted a match. + +"A little after one." + +"It's awfully late," she said. + +The car was turning at right angles now, and following a narrow track +curling through a lawn studded with shrubbery. There was a moment's +view of all Washington beyond the valley of the moon-illumined river. +Its lights gleamed in a patient vigilance. It had the look of the holy +city that it is. The Capitol was like a mosque in Mecca, the Mecca of +the faithful who believe in freedom and equality. The Washington +Monument, picked out from the dark by a search-light, was a lofty +steeple in a dream-world. + +Davidge caught a quick breath of piety and reverence. Marie Louise was +too frightened by her own destiny to think of the world's anxieties. + +The car raced round the circular road. Her eyes were snatched from the +drowsy town, small with distance, to the imminent majesty of a great +Colonial portico with columns tall and stately and white, a temple of +Parthenonian dignity in the radiance of the priestly moon. There was +not a light in any window, no sign of life. + +The car stopped. But-- Marie Louise simply dared not face Polly and +risk a scene in the presence of Davidge. She tapped on the glass and +motioned the driver to go on. He could not believe her gestures. She +leaned out and whispered: + +"Go on--go on! I'll not stop!" + +Davidge was puzzled, but he said nothing; and Marie Louise made no +explanation till they were outside again, and then she said: + +"Do you think I'm insane?" + +"This is not my party," he said. + +She tried to explain: "There wasn't a light to be seen. They couldn't +have got my telegram. They weren't expecting me. They may not have +been at home. I hadn't the courage to stop and wake the house." + +That was not her real reason, but Davidge asked for no other. If he +noted that she was strangely excited over a trifle like getting a few +servants and a hostess out of bed, he made no comment. + +When she pleaded, "Do you mind if I go back to Washington with you?" +he chuckled: "It's certainly better than going alone. But what will +you do when you get there?" + +"I'll go to the railroad station and sit up," Marie Louise announced. +"I'm no end sorry to have been such a nuisance." + +"Nuisance!" he protested, and left his intonation to convey all the +compliments he dared not utter. + +The cab dived into another woods and ran clattering down a roving +hill road. Up the opposite steep it went with a weary gait. It crawled +to the top with turtle-like labor. Davidge knew the symptoms, and he +frowned in the shadow, yet smiled a little. + +The car went banging down, held by a squealing brake. The light grew +faint, and in the glimmer there was a close shave at the edge of a +hazardous bridge over a deep, deep ravine. The cab rolled forward on +the rough planks under its impetus, but it picked up no speed. +Half-way across, it stopped. + +"Whatever is the matter?" Marie Louise exclaimed. + +Davidge leaned out and called to the driver, "What's the matter now?" +though he knew full well. + +"Gas is gone, I reckon," the fellow snarled, as he got down. After a +moment's examination he confirmed his diagnosis. "Yep, gas is all +gone. I been on the go too long on this one call." + +"In Heaven's name, where can you get some more gasolene?" said Marie +Louise. + +"Nearest garodge is at Rosslyn, I reckon, lady." + +"How far is that?" + +"I'd hate to say, lady. Three, fo' mahls, most lahkly, and prob'ly +closed naow." + +"Go wake it up at once." + +"No thanky, lady. I got mahty po' feet for them hills." + +"What do you propose to do?" + +"Ain't nothin' tew dew but wait fo' somebody to come along." + +"When will that be?" + +"Along todes mawnin' they ought to be somebody along, milkman or +somethin'." + +"Cheerful!" said Marie Louise. + +"Batt'ries kind o' sick, tew, looks lahk. I was engaged by the houah, +remember," the driver reminded them as he clambered back to his place, +put his feet up on the dashboard and let his head roll into a position +of ease. + +The dimming lights waned and did not wax. By and by they went where +lights go when they go out. There was no light now except the moonset, +shimmering mistily across the tree-tops of the rotunda of the forest, +just enough to emphasize the black of the well they were in. + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +How would she take it? + +That was what interested Davidge most. What was she really like? And +what would she do with this intractable situation? What would the +situation do with her? For situations make people as well as people +situations. + +Now was the time for an acquaintance of souls. An almost absolute dark +erased them from each other's sight. Their eyes were as useless as the +useless eyes of fish in subterrene caverns. Miss Webling could have +told Davidge the color of his eyes, of course, being a woman. But +being a man, he could not remember the color of hers, because he had +noted nothing about her eyes except that they were very eye-ish. + +He would have blundered ridiculously in describing her appearance. His +information of her character was all to gain. He had seen her +wandering about Washington homeless among the crowds and turned from +every door. She had borne the ordeal as well as could be asked. She +had accepted his proffer of protection with neither terror nor +assurance. + +He supposed that in a similar plight the old-fashioned woman--or at +least the ubiquitous woman of the special eternal type that +fictionists call "old-fashioned"--would have been either a bleating, +tremulous gazelle or a brazen siren. But Miss Webling behaved like +neither of these. She took his gallantry with a matter-of-fact +reasonableness, much as a man would accept the offer of another man's +companionship on a tiresome journey. She gave none of those +multitudinous little signals by which a woman indicates that she is +either afraid that a man will try to hug her or afraid that he will +not. She was apparently planning neither to flirt nor to faint. + +Davidge asked in a matter-of-fact tone: "Do you think you could walk +to town? The driver says it's only three-fo' miles." + +She sighed: "My feet would never make it. And I have on high-heeled +boots." + +His "Too bad!" conveyed more sympathy than she expected. He had +another suggestion. + +"You could probably get back to the home of Mrs. Widdicombe. That +isn't so far away." + +She answered, bluntly, "I shouldn't think of it!" + +He made another proposal without much enthusiasm. + +"Then I'd better walk in to Washington and get a cab and come back for +you." + +She was even blunter about this: "I shouldn't dream of that. You're a +wreck, too." + +He lied pluckily, "Oh, I shouldn't mind." + +"Well, I should! And I don't fancy the thought of staying here alone +with that driver." + +He smiled in the dark at the double-edged compliment of implying that +she was safer with him than with the driver. But she did not hear his +smile. + +She apologized, meekly: "I've got you into an awful mess, haven't I? I +usually do make a mess of everything I undertake. You'd better beware +of me after this." + +His "I'll risk it" was a whole cyclopedia of condensed gallantry. + +They sat inept for a time, thinking aimlessly, seeing nothing, hearing +only the bated breath of the night wind groping stealthily through the +tree-tops, and from far beneath, the still, small voice of a brook +feeling its way down its unlighted stairs. + +At last her voice murmured, "Are you quite too horribly uncomfortable +for words?" + +His voice was a deep-toned bell somehow articulate: "I couldn't be +more comfortable except for one thing. I'm all out of cigars." + +"Oh!" He had a vague sense of her mental struggle before she spoke +again, timidly: + +"I fancy you don't smoke cigarettes?" + +"When I can't get cigars; any tobacco is better than none." + +Another blank of troubled silence, then, "I wonder if you'd say that +of mine." + +Her voice was both defiant and trepidate. He laughed. "I'll guarantee +to." + +A few years before he would have accepted a woman's confession that +she smoked cigarettes as a confession of complete abandonment to all +the other vices. A few years farther back, indeed, and he would have +said that any man who smoked cigarettes was worthless. Since then he +had seen so many burly heroes and so many unimpeachable ladies smoke +them that he had almost forgotten his old prejudice. In some of the +United States it was then against the law for men (not to say women +and children) to sell or give away or even to possess cigarettes. +After the war crusades would start against all forms of tobacco, and +at least one clergyman would call every man who smoked cigarettes a +"drug-addict." It is impossible for anybody to be moral enough not to +be immoral to somebody. + +But intolerances go out of style as suddenly as new creeds come in. He +knew soldiers who held a lighted stub in one hand while they rolled a +cigarette with the other. He knew Red Cross saints who could puff a +forbidden cigarette like a prayer. He wondered how he or any one had +ever made such a fierce taboo of a wisp of aromatic leaves kindled in +a tiny parcel. Such strange things people choose for their tests of +virtue--tests that have nothing whatever to do with the case, whether +savage or civilized folk invent them. + +He heard Miss Webling fumbling in a hand-bag. He heard the click of +her rings against metal. He heard the little noise of the portals of a +cigarette-case opening. His hands and hers stumbled together, and his +fingers selected a little cylinder from the row. + +He produced a match and held the flame before her. He filled his eyes +with her vivid features as the glow detached her from the dark. Of her +eyes he saw only the big lids, but he noted her lips, pursed a trifle +with the kissing muscles, and he sighed as she blew a smoke about her +like a goddess creating a cloud of vanishment. He lighted his own +cigarette and threw the match away. They returned to a perfect gloom +mitigated by the slight increase and decrease in the vividness of +their tobacco-tips as they puffed. + +She was the first to speak: + +"I have a whole box of fags in my hand-bag. I usually have a good +supply. When you want another-- Does it horrify you to see a woman +smoke?" + +He was very superior to his old bigotry. "Quite the contrary!" + +This was hardly honest enough, so he said: + +"It did once, though. I remember how startled I was years ago when I +was in England and I saw ladies smoking in hotel corridors; and on the +steamer coming back, there was a countess or something who sat in the +balcony and puffed away. Of course, at the big dinners in London they +smoked, too. They did at Sir Joseph's, I remember." + +He did not see her wince at this name. + +"There were some odd fish surrounding old Sir Joseph. Some of them I +couldn't quite make out. He was just a little hard to get at, himself. +I got very huffy at the old boy once or twice, I'm sorry to say. It +was about ships. I'm a crank on ships. Everybody has at least one +mania. That's mine--ships. Sir Joseph and I quarreled about them. He +wanted to buy all I could make, but he was in no hurry to have 'em +finished. I told him he talked more like a German trying to stop +production than like a Britisher trying to speed it up. That made him +huffy. I'm sorry I did him such an injustice. When you insult a man, +and he dies--What a terrible repartee dying is! He had offered me a +big price, too, but it's not money I want to make; it's ships. And I +want to see 'em at work. Did you ever see a ship launched?" + +"No, I never did." + +"There's nothing prettier. Come over to my shipyard and I'll show you. +We're going to put one over before long. I'll let you christen her." + +"That would be wonderful." + +"It's better than that. The civilized world is starting out on the +most poetic job it ever undertook." + +"Indeed?" + +"Yep. The German sharks are gradually dragging all our shipping under +water. The inventors don't seem able to devise any cure for the +submarines except to find 'em and fight 'em. They're hard to find, and +they won't fight. But they keep popping up and stabbing our pretty +ships to death. And now the great game is on, the greatest game that +civilized men ever fought with hell." + +"What's that?" + +"We're going to try to build ships faster than the Hun can sink 'em. +Isn't that a glorious job for you? Was there ever a--well, a nobler +idea? We can't kill the beast; so we're going to choke him to death +with food." He laughed to hide his embarrassing exaltation. + +She was not afraid of it: "It is rather a stupendous inspiration, +isn't it?" + +"Who was it said he'd rather have written Gray's 'Elegy' than taken +Quebec? I'd rather have thought up this thought than written the +Iliad. Nobody knows who invented the idea. He's gone to oblivion +already, but he has done more for the salvation of freedom than all +the poets of time." + +This shocked her, yet thrilled her with its loftiness. She thrilled to +him suddenly, too. She saw that she was within the aura of a fiery +spirit--a business man aflame. And she saw in a white light that the +builders of things, even of perishable things, are as great as the +weavers of immortal words--not so well remembered, of course, for +posterity has only the words. Poets and highbrows scorn them, but +living women who can see the living men are not so foolish. They are +apt to prefer the maker to the writer. They reward the poet with a +smile and a compliment, but give their lives to the manufacturers, the +machinists, the merchants. Then the neglected poets and their toadies +the critics grow sarcastic about this and think that they have +condemned women for materialism when they are themselves blind to its +grandeur. They ignore the divinity that attends the mining and +smelting and welding and selling of iron things, the hewing and sawing +and planing of woods, the sowing and reaping and distribution of +foods. They make a priestcraft and a ritual of artful language, and +are ignorant of their own heresy. But since they deal in words, they +have a fearful advantage and use it for their own glorification, as +priests are wont to do. + +Marie Louise had a vague insight into the truth, but was not aware of +her own wisdom. She knew only that this Davidge who had made himself +her gallant, her messenger and servant, was really a genius, a giant. +She felt that the rôles should be reversed and she should be waiting +upon him. + +In Sir Joseph's house there had been a bit of statuary representing +Hercules and Omphale. The mighty one was wearing the woman's kirtle +and carrying her distaff, and the girl was staggering under the +lion-skin and leaning on the bludgeon. Marie Louise always hated the +group. It seemed to her to represent just the way so many women tried +to master the men they infatuated. But Marie Louise despised +masterable men, and she had no wish to make a toy of one. Yet she had +wondered if a man and a woman could not love each other more perfectly +if neither were master or mistress, but both on a parity--a team, +indeed. + +Davidge enjoyed talking to her, at least. That comforted her. When she +came back from her meditations he was saying: + +"My company is reaching out. We've bought a big tract of swamp, and +we're filling it in and clearing it, and we're going to lay out a +shipyard there and turn out ships--standardized ships--as fast as we +can. We're steadying the ground first, sinking concrete piles in steel +casing--if you put 'em end to end, they'd reach twenty-five miles. +They're just to hold the ground together. That's what the whole +country has got to do before it can really begin to begin--put some +solid ground under its feet. When the ship is launched she mustn't +stick on the ways or in the mud. + +"Of course, I'd rather go as a soldier, but I've got no right to. I +can ride or walk all day, and shoot straight and stand all kinds of +weather, and killing Germans would just about tickle me to death. But +this is a time when every man has got to do what he can do better than +he can do anything else. And I've spent my life in shipyards. + +"I was a common laborer first--swinging a sledge; I had an arm then! +That was before we had compressed-air riveters. I was a union man and +went on strike and fought scabs and made the bosses eat crow. Now I'm +one of the bosses. I'm what they call a capitalist and an oppressor of +labor. Now I put down strikes and fight the unions--not that I don't +believe in 'em, not that I don't know where labor was before they had +unions and where it would be without 'em to-day and to-morrow, but +because all these things have to be adjusted gradually, and because +the main thing, after all, is building ships--just now, of course, +especially. + +"When I was a workman I took pride in my job, and I thought I was an +artist at it. I wouldn't take anybody's lip. Now that I'm a boss I +have to take everybody's lip, because I can't strike. I can't go to my +boss and demand higher wages and easier hours, because my boss is the +market. But I don't suppose there's anything on earth that interests +you less than labor problems." + +"They might if I knew the first thing about them." + +"Well, the first thing is that they are the next war, the big war +after this one's over. The job is to keep it down till peace comes. +Then hell will pop--if you'll pardon my French. I'm all for labor +getting its rights, but some of the men don't want the right to +work--they want the right to loaf. I say let the sky be the limit of +any man's opportunity--the sky and his own limitations and ambitions. +But a lot of the workmen don't want opportunity; they've got no +ambition; they hate to build things. They talk about the terrible +conditions their families live in, and how gorgeously the rich men +live. But the rich men were poor once, and the poor can be rich--if +they can and will. + +"The war is going to be the fight between the makers and the breakers, +the uplifters and the down-draggers, you might say. And it's going to +be some war! + +"The men on the wrong side--what I call the wrong side, at least--are +just as much our enemies as the Germans. We've got to watch 'em just +as close. They'd just as soon burn an unfinished ship as the Germans +would sink her when she's on her way. + +"That little ship I'm building now! Would you believe it? It has to be +guarded every minute. Most of our men are all right. They'd work +themselves to death for the ship, and they pour out their sweat like +prayers. But sneaks get in among 'em, and it only takes a fellow with +a bomb one minute to undo the six months' work of a hundred." + +"Tell me about your ship," she said. + +A ship she could understand. It was personal and real; labor theories +were as foreign to her as problems in metaphysics. + +"Well, it's my first-born, this ship," he said. "Of course I've built +a lot of other ships, but they were for other people--just jobs, for +wages or commissions. This one is all my own--a freighter, ugly as sin +and commodious as hell--I beg your pardon! But the world needs +freighters--the hungry mobs of Europe, they'll be glad to see my +little ship come in, if ever she does. If she doesn't I'll-- But +she'll last a few trips before they submarine her--I guess." + +He fell silent among his visions and left her to her own. + +He saw himself wandering about a shipyard, a poor thing, but his own. +His mind was like a mold-loft full of designs and detail-drawings to +scale, blue-prints and models. On the way a ship was growing for him. +As yet she was a ghastly thing all ribs, like the skeleton of some +ancient sea-monster left ashore at high tide and perished eons back, +leaving only the bones. + +His fancy saw her transverses taking on their iron flesh. He saw the +day of her nativity. He heard them knock out the blocks that lowered +the sliding-ways to the groundways and sent her swirling into the +sea. + +He saw her ready for her cargo, saw a Niagara of wheat cascading into +her hold. He saw her go forth into the sea. + +Then he saw the ship stagger, a wound opened in her side, from the +bullet of a submarine. + +It was all so vivid that he spoke aloud in a frenzy of ire: + +"If the Germans kill my ship I'll kill a German! By God, I will!" + +He was startled by the sound of his own voice, and he begged her +pardon humbly. + +She had been away in reverie, too. The word "submarine" had sent her +back into her haunting remembrances of the _Lusitania_ and of her own +helpless entanglement in the fate of other ships--their names as +unknown to her as the names and faces of the men that died with them, +or perished of starvation and thirst in the lifeboats sent adrift. The +thought of these poor anonymities frightened her. She shuddered with +such violence that Davidge was startled from his own wrath. + +"You're having a chill," he said. "I wish you would take my coat. You +don't want to get sick." + +She shook her head and chattered, "No, no." + +"Then you'd better get out and walk up and down this bridge awhile. +There's not even a lap-robe here." + +"I should like to walk, I think." + +She stepped out, aided by his hand, a strong hand, and warm about her +icy fingers. Her knees were weak, and he set her elbow in the hollow +of his arm and guided her. They walked like the blind leading the +blind through a sea of pitch. The only glimmer was the little +scratches of light pinked in the dead sky by a few stars. + +"'It's beautiful overhead, if you're going that way,'" Davidge +quoted. + +He set out briskly, but Marie Louise hung back timidly. + +"Not so fast! I can't see a thing." + +"That's the best time to keep moving." + +"But aren't you afraid to push on when you can't see where you're +going?" she demanded. + +"Who can ever tell where he's going? The sunlight is no guaranty. +We're all bats in the daytime and not cats at night. The main thing is +to sail on and on and on." + +She caught a little of his recklessness--suffered him to hurry her to +and fro through the inky air till she was panting for breath and +tired. Then they groped to the rail and peered vainly down at the +brook, which, like an unbroken child, was heard and not seen. They +leaned their elbows on the rail and stared into the muffling gloom. + +"I think I'll have another of your cigarettes," he said. + +"So will I," said she. + +There was a cozy fireside moment as they took their lights from the +same match. When he threw the match overboard he said: + +"Like a human life, eh? A little spark between dark and dark." + +He was surprised at stumbling into rhyme, and apologized. But she +said: + +"Do you know, I rather like that. It reminds me of a poem about a +rain-storm--Russell Lowell's, I fancy; it told of a flock of sheep +scampering down a dusty road and clattering across a bridge and back +to the dust again. He said it was like human life, 'a little noise +between two silences.'" + +"H'm!" was the best Davidge could do. But the agony of the brevity of +existence seized them both by the hearts, and their hearts throbbed +and bled like birds crushed in the claws of hawks. Their hearts had +such capabilities of joy, such songs in them, such love and longing, +such delight in beauty--and beauty was so beautiful, so frequent, so +thrilling! Yet they could spend but a glance, a sigh, a regret, a +gratitude, and then their eyes were out, their ears still, their lips +cold, their hearts dust. The ache of it was beyond bearing. + +"Let's walk. I'm cold again," she whispered. + +He felt that she needed the sense of hurry, and he went so fast that +she had to run to keep up with him. There seemed to be some comfort in +the privilege of motion for its own sake; motion was life; motion was +godhood; motion was escape from the run-down clock of death. + +Back and forth they kept their promenade, till her body refused to +answer the whips of restlessness. Her brain began to shut up shop. It +would do no more thinking this night. + +She stumbled toward the taxicab. Davidge lifted her in, and she sank +down, completely done. She fell asleep. + +Davidge took his place in the cab and wondered lazily at the quaint +adventure. He was only slightly concerned with wondering at the cause +of her uneasiness. He was used to minding his own business. + +She slept so well that when the groping search-light of a coming +automobile began to slash the night and the rubber wheels boomed +across the bridge she did not waken. If the taxi-driver heard its +sound, he preferred to pretend not to. The passengers in the passing +car must have been surprised, but they took their wonderment with +them. We so often imagine mischief when there is innocence and _vice +versa_; for opportunity is just as likely to create distaste as +interest and the lack of it to instigate enterprise. + +Davidge drowsed and smiled contentedly in the dark and did not know +that he was not awake until at some later time he was half aroused by +the meteoric glow and whiz of another automobile. It had gone before +he was quite awake, and he sank back into sleep. + +Before he knew it, many black hours had slid by and daylight was come; +the rosy fingers of light were moving about, recreating the world to +vision, sketching a landscape hazily on a black canvas, then stippling +in the colors, and finishing, swiftly but gradually, the details to an +inconceivable minuteness of definition, giving each leaf its own sharp +contour and every rock its every facet. From the brook below a +mistlike cigarette smoke exhaled. The sky was crimson, then pink, then +amber, then blue. + +Birds began to twitter, to fashion little crystal stanzas, and to +hurl themselves about the valley as if catapults propelled them. One +songster perched on the iron rail of the bridge and practised a vocal +lesson, cocking his head from side to side and seeming to approve his +own skill. + +A furred caterpillar resumed his march across the Appian Way, making +of each crack between boards a great abyss to be bridged cautiously +with his own body. The day's work was begun, while Davidge drowsed and +smiled contentedly at the side of the strange, sleeping woman as if +they had been married for years. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +The sky was filled with morning when a noise startled Davidge out of +nullity. He was amazed to find a strange woman asleep at his elbow. He +remembered her suddenly. + +With a clatter of wheels and cans and hoofs a milkman's wagon and team +came out of the hills. Davidge stepped down from the car and stopped +the loud-voiced, wide-mouthed driver with a gesture. He spoke in a low +voice which the milkman did not copy. The taxi-driver woke to the +extent of one eye and a horrible yawn, while Davidge explained his +plight. + +"Gasolene gave out, hey?" said the milkman. + +"It certainly did," said Davidge, "and I'd be very much obliged if +you'd get me some more." + +"Wa-all, I'm purty busy." + +"I'll pay you anything you ask." + +The milkman was modest in his ambitions. + +"How'd two dollars strike ye?" + +"Five would be better if you hurried." + +This looked suspicious, but the milkman consented. + +"Wa-all, all right, but what would I fetch the gasolene in?" + +"One of your milk-cans." + +"They're all fuller melk." + +"I'll buy one, milk and all." + +"Wa-all, I reckon I'll hev to oblige you." + +"Here's five dollars on account. There'll be five more when you get +back." + +"Wa-all, all ri-ight. Get along there, Jawn Henry." + +John Henry got along. Even his _cloppety-clop_ did not waken Miss +Webling. + +The return of the rattletrap and the racket of filling the tank with +the elixir finished her sleep, however. She woke in confusion, +finding herself sitting up, dressed, in her little room, with three +strange men at work outside. + +When the tank was filled, Davidge entered her compartment with a +cheery "Good morning," and slammed the door after him. The gasolene, +like the breath of a god, gave life to the dead. The car snarled and +jumped, and went roaring across the bridge, up the hill and down +another, and down that and up another. + +Here they caught, through a frame of leaves, a glimpse of Washington +in the sunrise, a great congregation of marble temples and trees and +sky-colored waters, the shaft of the Monument lighted with the milky +radiance of a mountain peak on its upper half, the lower part still +dusk with valley shadow, and across the plateau of roofs the solemn +Capitol in as mythical a splendor as the stately dome that Kubla Khan +decreed in Xanadu. + +This sight of Canaan from Pisgah-height was no luxury to the +taxi-driver, and he hustled his coffee-grinder till he reached Rosslyn +once more, crossed the Potomac's many-tinted stream, and rattled +through Georgetown and the shabby, sleeping little shops of M Street +into the tree-tunnels of Washington. + +He paused to say, "Where do we go from here?" + +Davidge and Marie Louise looked their chagrin. They still had no place +to go. + +"To the Pennsylvania Station," said Davidge. "We can at least get +breakfast there." + +The streets of Washington are never so beautiful as at this still hour +when nothing stirs but the wind in the trees and the grass on the +lawns, and hardly anybody is abroad except the generals on their +bronze horses fronting their old battles with heroic eyes. The station +outside was something Olympic but unfrequented. Inside, it was a vast +cathedral of untenanted pews. + +Davidge paid the driver a duke's ransom. There was no porter about, +and he carried Marie Louise's suit-cases to the parcel-room. Her +baggage had had a long journey. She retreated to the women's room for +what toilet she could make, and came forth with a very much washed +face. Somnambulistic negroes took their orders at the lunch-counter. + +Marie Louise had weakly decided to return to New York again, but the +hot coffee was full of defiance, and she said that she would make +another try at Mrs. Widdicombe as soon as a human hour arrived. + +And she showed a tactfulness that won much respect from Davidge when +she said: + +"Do get your morning paper and read it. I'm sure I have nothing to say +that I haven't said, and if I had, it could wait till you find out how +the battle goes in Europe." + +He bought her a paper, too, and they sat on a long bench, exchanging +comments on the news that made almost every front page a chapter in +world history. + +She heard him groan with rage. When she looked up he pointed to the +submarine record of that week. + +"Last week the losses took a horrible jump--forty ships of over +sixteen hundred tons. This week it's almost as bad--thirty-eight +ships of over sixteen hundred, thirteen ships under, and eight +fishing-vessels. Think of it--all of 'em merchant-ships! + +"Pretty soon I've got to send my ship out to run the gantlet. She's +like Little Red Riding Hood going through the forest to take old +Granny Britain some food. And the wolves are waiting for her. What a +race of people, what a pack of beasts!" + +Marie Louise had an idea. "I'll tell you a pretty name for your +ship--_Little Red Riding Hood_. Why don't you give her that?" + +He laughed. "The name would be heavier than the cargo. I wonder what +the crew would make of it. No, this ship, my first one, is to be named +after"--he lowered his voice as one does on entering a church--"after +my mother." + +"Oh, that's beautiful!" Marie Louise said. "And will she be there to +christen-- Oh, I remember, you said--" + +He nodded three or four times in wretchedness. But the grief was his +own, and he must not exploit it. He assumed an abrupt cheer. + +"I'll name the next ship after you, if you don't mind." + +This was too glorious to be believed. What bouquet or jewel could +equal it? She clapped her hands like a child hearing a Christmas +promise. + +"What is your first name, Miss Webling?" + +She suddenly realized that they were not, after all, such old friends +as the night had seemed to make them. + +"My first two names," she said, "are Marie Louise." + +"Oh! Well, then we'll call the ship _Marie Louise_." + +She saw that he was a little disappointed in the name, so she said: + +"When I was a girl they called me Mamise." + +She was puzzled to see how this startled him. + +He jumped audibly and fastened a searching gaze on her. Mamise! He had +thought of Mamise when he saw her, and now she gave the name. Could +she possibly be the Mamise he remembered? He started to ask her, but +checked himself and blushed. A fine thing it would be to ask this +splendid young princess, "Pardon me, Princess, but were you playing in +cheap vaudeville a few years ago?" It was an improbable coincidence +that he should meet her thus, but an almost impossible coincidence +that she should wear both the name and the mien of Mamise and not be +Mamise. But he dared not ask her. + +She noted his blush and stammer, but she was afraid to ask their +cause. + +"_Mamise_ it shall be," he said. + +And she answered, "I was never so honored in my life." + +"Of course," he warned her, "the boat isn't built yet. In fact, the +new yard isn't built yet. There's many a slip 'twixt the keel and the +ship. She might never live to be launched. Some of these sneaking +loafers on our side may blow her up before the submarines get a chance +at her." + +There he was, speaking of submarines once more! She shivered, and she +looked at the clock and got up and said: + +"I think I'll try Mrs. Widdicombe now." + +"Let me go along," said Davidge. + +But she shook her head. "I've taken enough of your life--for the +present." + +Trying to concoct a felicitous reply, he achieved only an eloquent +silence. He put her and her luggage aboard a taxicab, and then she +gave him her most cordial hand. + +"I could never hope to thank you enough," she said, "and I won't begin +to try. Send me your address when you have one, and I'll mail you Mrs. +Widdicombe's confidential telephone number. I do want to see you soon +again, unless you've had enough of me for a lifetime." + +He did very handsomely by the lead she gave him: + +"I couldn't have enough--not in a lifetime." + +The taxi-driver snipped the strands of their gaze as he whisked her +away. + +Marie Louise felt a forenoon elation in the cool air and the bright +streets, thick with men and women in herds hurrying to their patriotic +tasks, and a multitude of officers and enlisted men seeking their +desks. She was here to join them, and she hoped that it would not be +too hard to find some job with a little thrill of service in it. + +As she went through Georgetown now M Street was different--full of +marketers and of briskness. The old bridge was crowded. As her car +swooped up the hills and skirted the curves to Polly Widdicombe's she +began to be afraid again. But she was committed to the adventure and +she was eager for the worst of it. She found the house without trouble +and saw in the white grove of columns Polly herself, bidding good-by +to her husband, whose car was waiting at the foot of the steps. + +Polly hailed Marie Louise with cries of such delight that before the +cab had made the circle and drawn up at the steps the hunted look was +gone and youth come back to Marie Louise's anxious smile. Polly kissed +her and presented her husband, pointing to the gold leaves on his +shoulders with militaristic pride. + +Widdicombe blushed and said: "Fearless desk-fighter has to hurry off +to battle with ruthless stenographers. Such are the horrors of war!" + +He insisted on paying Marie Louise's driver, though she said, "Women +will never be free so long as men insist on paying all their bills." + +Polly said: "Hush, or the brute will set me free!" + +He kissed Polly, waved to Marie Louise, stepped into his car, and shot +away. + +Polly watched him with devout eyes and said: + +"Poor boy! he's dying to get across into the trenches, but they won't +take him because he's a little near-sighted, thank God! And he works +like a dog, day and night." Then she returned to the rites of +hospitality. "Had your breakfast?" + +"At the station." The truth for once coincided very pleasantly with +convenience. + +"Then I know what you want," said Polly, "a bath and a nap. After that +all-night train-trip you ought to be a wreck." + +"I am." + +Polly led her to a welcoming room that would have been quite pretty +enough if it had had only a bed and a chair. Marie Louise felt as if +she had come out of the wilderness into a city of refuge. Polly had an +engagement, a committee meeting of women war-workers, and would not be +back until luncheon-time. Marie Louise steeped herself in a hot tub, +then in a long sweet sleep in a real bed. She was wakened by the +voices of children, and looked out from her window to see the +Widdicombe tots drilling in a company of three with a drum, a flag, +and a wooden gun. The American army was not much bigger compared with +the European nations in arms, but it would grow. + +Polly came home well charged with electricity, the new-woman idea that +was claiming half of the war, the true squaw-spirit that takes up the +drudgery at home while the braves go out to swap missiles with the +enemy. When Marie Louise said that she, too, had come to Washington to +get into harness somewhere, Polly promised her a plethora of +opportunities. + +At luncheon Polly was reminded of the fact that a photographer was +coming over from Washington. He had asked for sittings, and she had +acceded to his request. + +"I never can get photographs enough of my homely self," said Polly. +"I'm always hoping that by some accident the next one will make me +look as I want to look--make ithers see me as I see mysel'!" + +When the camera-man arrived Polly insisted that Marie Louise must +pose, too, and grew so urgent that she consented at last, to quiet +her. They spent a harrowing afternoon striking attitudes all over the +place, indoors and out, standing, sitting, heads and half-lengths, +profile and three-quarters and full face. Their muscles ached with the +struggle to assume and retain beatific expressions on an empty soul. + +The consequences of that afternoon of self-impersonation were +far-reaching for Marie Louise. + +According to the Washingtonian custom, one of the new photographs +appeared the following Sunday in each of the four newspapers. The +Sunday after that Marie Louise's likeness appeared with "Dolly +Madison's" and Jean Elliott's syndicated letters on "The Week in +Washington" in Sunday supplements throughout the country. Every now +and then her likeness popped out at her from _Town and Country_, +_Vogue_, _Harper's Bazaar_, _The Spur_, what not? + +One of those countless images fell into the hands of Jake Nuddle, who +had been keeping an incongruous eye on the Sunday supplements for some +time. This time the double of Mamise was not posed as a farmerette in +an English landscape, but as a woman of fashion in a Colonial +drawing-room. + +He hurried to his wife with the picture, and she called it "Mamise" +with a recrudescent anguish of doubt. + +"She's in this country now, the paper says," said Jake. "She's in +Washington, and if I was you I'd write her a little letter astin' her +is she our sister." + +Mrs. Nuddle was crying too loosely to note that "our." The more Jake +considered the matter the less he liked the thought of waiting for a +letter to go and an answer to come. + +"Meet 'em face to face; that's me!" he declared at last. "I think I'll +just take a trip to the little old capital m'self. I can tell the rest +the c'mittee I'm goin' to put a few things up to some them Senators +and Congersmen. That'll get my expenses paid for me." + +There simply was nobody that Jake Nuddle would not cheat, if he +could. + +His always depressing wife suggested: "Supposin' the lady says she +ain't Mamise, how you goin' to prove she is? You never seen her." + +Jake snarled at her for a fool, but he knew that she was right. He +resisted the dismal necessity as long as he could, and then extended +one of his most cordial invitations: + +"Aw, hell! I reckon I'll have to drag you along." + +He grumbled and cursed his fate and resolved to make Mamise pay double +for ruining his excursion. + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +For a time Marie Louise had the solace of being busy and of nibbling +at the edge of great occasions. The nation was reconstituting its +whole life, and Washington was the capital of all the Allied peoples, +their brazen serpent and their promise of salvation. Almost everybody +was doing with his or her might what his or her hand found to do. +Repetition and contradiction of effort abounded; there was every +confusion of counsel and of action. But the Republic was gathering +itself for a mighty leap into the arena. For the first time women were +being not merely permitted, but pleaded with, to lend their aid. + +Marie Louise rolled bandages at a Red Cross room presided over by a +pleasant widow, Mrs. Perry Merithew, with a son in the aviation, who +was forever needing bandages. Mamise tired of these, bought a car and +joined the Women's Motor Corps. She had a collision with a reckless +wretch named "Pet" Bettany, and resigned. She helped with big +festivals, toiled day and night at sweaters, and finally bought +herself a knitting-machine and spun out half a dozen pairs of socks a +day, by keeping a sweatshop pace for sweatshop hours. She was trying +to find a more useful job. The trouble was that everybody wanted to be +at something, to get into a uniform of some sort, to join the +universal mobilization. + +She went out little of evenings, preferring to keep herself in +the seclusion of the Rosslyn home. Gradually her fears subsided +and she felt that her welcome was wearing through. She began to +look for a place to live. Washington was in a panic of rentals. +Apartments cost more than houses. A modest creature who had paid +seventy-five dollars a month for a little flat let it for five +hundred a month for the duration of the war. A gorgeous Sultana +who had a two-hundred-and-fifty-dollar-a-month apartment rented it +for a thousand dollars a month "for the duration." Marie Louise had +money enough, but she could hardly find anything that it would +buy. + +She planned to secure a clerical post in some of the offices. She took +up shorthand and poked a typewriter and read books on system and +efficiency, then gave them up as Greek. + +Once in a while she saw Ross Davidge. He suffered an intermittent +fever of hope and despondency. He, too, was trying to do his bit, but +he was lost in the maelstrom swirling through the channels of official +life. He would come to town for a few days, wait about, fuming, and +return in disgust to his shipyard. It was not altogether patriotism +that pulled him back to Washington. Marie Louise was there, and he +lost several appointments with the great folk he came to see, because +their hours clashed with Marie Louise's. + +On one of his voyages he was surprised to find at his hotel an +invitation to dine at Mrs. Prothero's. Little as he knew of the +eminent ones of the fashionable world, he knew the famous name of +Prothero. He had spoken with reverence always of her late husband, one +of the rebuilders of the American navy, a voice crying in the +wilderness for a revival of the ancient glories of the merchant +marine. Davidge had never met him or his widow. He felt that he could +not refuse the unexplained opportunity to pay at least his respects to +the relict of his idol. + +But he wondered by what means Mrs. Prothero, whom everybody had heard +of, had heard of him. When he entered her door on the designated +evening his riddle was answered. + +The butler glanced at his card, then picked from a heap on the console +a little envelope which he proffered on his tray. The envelope was +about the size of those that new-born parents use to inclose the +proclamation of the advent of a new-born infant. The card inside +Davidge's envelope carried the legend, "Miss Webling." + +The butler led him to the drawing-room door and announced him. There +indeed was Marie Louise, arm in arm with a majestic granddam in a +coronet of white hair. + +Marie Louise put out her hand, and Davidge went to it. She clasped his +and passed it on to Mrs. Prothero with a character: + +"This is the great Mr. Davidge, the shipwright." + +Mrs. Prothero pressed his hand and kept it while she said: "It is +like Marie Louise to bring youth to cheer up an old crone like me." + +Davidge muffed the opening horribly. Instead of saying something +brilliant about how young Mrs. Prothero looked, he said: + +"Youth? I'm a hundred years old." + +"You are!" Mrs. Prothero cried. "Then how old does that make me, in +the Lord's name--a million?" + +Davidge could not even recover the foot he had put in it. By looking +foolish and keeping silent he barely saved himself from adding the +other foot. Mrs. Prothero smiled at his discomfiture. + +"Don't worry. I'm too ancient to be caught by pretty speeches--or to +like the men who have 'em always ready." + +She pressed his hand again and turned to welcome the financial +Cyclops, James Dyckman, and his huge wife, and Captain Fargeton, a +foreign military attaché with service chevrons and wound-chevrons and +a _croix de guerre_, and a wife, who had been Mildred Tait. + +"All that and an American spouse!" said Davidge to Marie Louise. + +"Have you never had an American spouse?" she asked, brazenly. + +"Not one!" he confessed. + +Major and Polly Widdicombe had come in with Marie Louise, and Davidge +drifted into their circle. The great room filled gradually with men of +past or future fame, and the poor women who were concerned in enduring +its acquisition. + +Marie Louise was radiant in mood and queenly in attire. Davidge was +startled by the magnificence of her jewelry. Some of it was of old +workmanship, royal heirloomry. Her accent was decidedly English, yet +her race was undoubtedly American. The many things about her that had +puzzled him subconsciously began to clamor at least for the attention +of curiosity. He watched her making the best of herself, as a skilful +woman does when she is all dressed up in handsome scenery among +toplofty people. + +Polly was describing the guests as they came in: + +"That's Colonel Harvey Forbes. His name has been sent to Congress for +approval as a brigadier-general. I knew him in the midst of the +wildest scandal--remind me to tell you. He was only a captain then. +He'll probably end as a king or something. This war is certainly good +to some people." + +Davidge watched Marie Louise studying the somber officer. He was a bit +jealous, shamed by his own civilian clothes. Suddenly Marie Louise's +smile at Polly's chatter stopped short, shriveled, then returned to +her face with a look of effort. Her muscles seemed to be determined +that her lips should not droop. + +Davidge heard the butler announce: + +"Lady Clifton-Wyatt and General Sir Hector Havendish." + +Davidge wondered which of the two names could have so terrified +Marie Louise. Naturally he supposed that it was the man's. He turned +to study the officer in his British uniform. He saw a tall, +loose-jointed, jovial man of horsy look and carriage, and no hint of +mystery--one would say an intolerance of mystery. + +Lady Clifton-Wyatt was equally amiable. She laughed and wrung the +hands of Mrs. Prothero. They were like two school-girls met in another +century. + +Davidge noted that Marie Louise turned her back and listened with +extraordinary interest to Major Widdicombe's old story about an +Irishman who did or said something or other. Davidge heard Mrs. +Prothero say to Lady Clifton-Wyatt, with all the joy in the world: + +"Who do you suppose is here but our Marie Louise?" + +"Our Marie Louise?" Lady Clifton-Wyatt echoed, with a slight chill. + +"Yes, Marie Louise Webling. It was at her house that I met you. Where +has the child got to? There she is." + +Without raising her voice she focused it between Marie Louise's +shoulder-blades. + +"Marie Louise, my dear!" + +Marie Louise turned and came up like a wax image on casters pulled +forward by an invisible window-dresser. Lady Clifton-Wyatt's limber +attitude grew erect, deadly, ominously hostile. She looked as if she +would turn Marie Louise to stone with a Medusa glare, but she +evidently felt that she had no right to commit petrifaction in Mrs. +Prothero's home; so she bowed and murmured: + +"Ah, yis! How are you?" + +To Davidge's amazement, Miss Webling, instead of meeting the rebuff +in kind, wavered before it and bowed almost gratefully. Then, to +Davidge's confusion, Lady Clifton-Wyatt marched on him with a gush of +cordiality as if she had been looking for him around the Seven Seas. +She remembered him, called him by name and told him that she had seen +his pickchah in one of the papahs, as one of the creatahs of the new +fleet. + +Mrs. Prothero was stunned for a moment by the scene, but she had +passed through so many women's wars that she had learned to +ignore them even when--especially when--her drawing-room was the +battleground. + +Her mind was drawn from the incident by the materialization of the +butler. + +Lady Clifton-Wyatt, noting that the tide was setting toward the +dining-room and that absent-minded Sir Hector was floating along the +current at the elbow of the pretty young girl, said to Davidge: + +"Are you taking me out or--" + +It was a horrible moment, for all its unimportance, but he mumbled: + +"I--I am sorry, but--er--Miss Webling--" + +"Oh! Ah!" said Lady Clifton-Wyatt. It was a very short "Oh!" and a +very long "Ah!" a sort of gliding, crushing "Ah!" It went over him +like a tank, leaving him flat. + +Lady Clifton-Wyatt reached Sir Hector's arm in a few strides and +unhooked him from the girl--also the girl from him. The girl was +grateful. Sir Hector was used to disappointments. + +Davidge went to Marie Louise, who stood lonely and distraught. He felt +ashamed of his word "sorry" and hoped she hadn't heard it. Silently +and crudely he angled his arm, and she took it and went along with him +in a somnambulism. + +Davidge, manlike, tried to cheer up his elbow-mate by a compliment. A +man's first aid to a woman in distress is a compliment or a few pats +of the hand. He said: + +"This is the second big dinner you and I have attended. There were +bushels of flowers between us before, but I'd rather see your face +than a ton of roses." + +The compliment fell out like a ton of coal. He did not like it at all. +She seemed not to have heard him, for she murmured: + +"Yis, isn't it?" + +Then, as the occultists say, he went into the silence. There is +nothing busier than a silence at a dinner. The effort to think with no +outlet in speech kept up such a roaring in his head that he could +hardly grasp what the rest were saying. + +Lady Clifton-Wyatt sat at Davidge's right and kept invading his quiet +communion with Marie Louise by making remarks of the utmost +graciousness somehow fermented--like wine turned vinegar. + +"I wonder if you remember when we met in London, Mr. Davidge? It was +just after the poor _Lusitania_ was sunk." + +"So it was," said Davidge. + +"It was at Sir Joseph Webling's. You knew he was dead, didn't you? Or +did you?" + +"Yes, Miss Webling told me." + +"Oh, did she! I was curious to know." + +She cast a look past him at Marie Louise and saw that the girl was +about ready to make a scene. She smiled and deferred further torture. + +Mrs. Prothero supervened. She had the beautiful theory that the way to +make her guests happy was to get them to talking about themselves. She +tried to draw Davidge out of his shell. But he talked about her +husband instead, and of the great work he had done for the navy. He +turned the tables of graciousness on her. Her nod recognized the +chivalry; her lips smiled with pride in her husband's praise; her eyes +glistened with an old regret made new. "He would have been useful +now," she sighed. + +"He was the man who laid the keel-blocks of our new navy," said +Davidge. "The thing we haven't got and have got to get is a merchant +marine." + +He could talk of that, though he could not celebrate himself. He was +still going strong when the dinner was finished. + +Mrs. Prothero clung to the old custom. She took the women away with +her to the drawing-room, leaving the men alone. + +Davidge noted that Lady Clifton-Wyatt left the dining-room with a kind +of eagerness, Marie Louise reluctantly. She cast him a look that +seemed to cry "Help!" He wondered what the feud could be that threw +Miss Webling into such apparent panic. He could not tolerate the +thought that she had a yellow streak in her. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +Lady Clifton-Wyatt, like many another woman, was kept in order by the +presence of men. She knew that the least charming of attributes in +masculine eyes are the female feline, the gift and art of claws. + +Men can be catty, too--tom-catty, yet contemptibly feline when they +are not on their good behavior. There are times when the warning, +"Gentlemen, there are ladies present," restores them to order as +quickly as the entrance of a teacher turns a school-room of young +savages into an assembly of young saints. + +The women in Mrs. Prothero's drawing-room could not hear any of the +words the men mixed with their smoke, but they could hear now and then +a muffled explosion of laughter of a quality that indicated what had +provoked it. + +The women, too, were relieved of a certain constraint by their +isolation. They seemed to enjoy the release. It was like getting their +minds out of tight corsets. They were not impatient for the men--as +some of the men may have imagined. These women were of an age where +they had something else to think of besides men. They had careers to +make or keep among women as well as the men among men. + +The servants kept them on guard till the coffee, tobacco, and liqueurs +were distributed. Then recess was declared. Marie Louise found herself +on a huge tapestried divan provided with deep, soft cushions that held +her like a quicksands. On one side of her was the mountainous Mrs. +Dyckman resembling a stack of cushions cased in silk; on the other was +Mildred Tait Fargeton, whose father had been ambassador to France. + +Marie Louise listened to their chatter with a frantic impatience. +Polly was heliographing ironic messages with her eyes. Polly was +hemmed in by the wife of a railroad juggler, who was furious at the +Administration because it did not put all its transportation problems +in her husband's hands. She would not have intrusted him with the +buying of a spool of thread; but that was different. + +Mrs. Prothero was monopolized by Lady Clifton-Wyatt. Marie Louise +could see that she herself was the theme of the talk, for Mrs. +Prothero kept casting startled glances Marie-Louise-ward, and Lady +Clifton-Wyatt glances of baleful stealth. + +Marie Louise had proved often enough that she was no coward, but +even the brave turn poltroon when they fight without a sense of +justification. Her pride told her that she ought to cross over to Lady +Clifton-Wyatt and demand that she speak up. But her sense of guilt +robbed her of her courage. And that oath she had given to Mr. +Verrinder without the least reluctance now loomed before her as the +greatest mistake of her life. Her sword and shield were both in pawn. + +She gave herself up for lost and had only one hope, that the men would +not come in--especially that Ross Davidge would not come in in time to +learn what Lady Clifton-Wyatt was so eager to publish. She gave Mrs. +Prothero up for lost, too, and Polly. But she wanted to keep Ross +Davidge fond of her. + +Then in a lull Mrs. Prothero spoke up sharply: + +"I simply can't believe it, my dear. I don't know that I ever saw a +German spy, but that child is not one. I'd stake my life on it." + +"And now the avalanche!" thought Marie Louise. + +The word "spy" was beginning to have more than an academic or +fictional interest to Americans, and it caught the ear of every person +present. + +Mrs. Dyckman and Mme. Fargeton sat up as straight as their curves +permitted and gasped: + +"A German spy! Who? Where?" + +Polly Widdicombe sprang to her feet and darted to Mrs. Prothero's +side. + +"Oh, how lovely! Tell me who she is! I'm dying to shoot a spy." + +Marie Louise sickened at the bloodthirstiness of Polly the insouciante. + +Mrs. Prothero tried to put down the riot of interest by saying: + +"Oh, it's nothing. Lady Clifton-Wyatt is just joking." + +Lady Clifton-Wyatt was at bay. She shot a glance at Marie Louise and +insisted: + +"Indeed I'm not! I tell you she is a spy." + +"Who's a spy?" Polly demanded. + +"Miss Webling," said Lady Clifton-Wyatt. + +Polly began to giggle; then she frowned with disappointment. + +"Oh, I thought you meant it." + +"I do mean it, and if you'll take my advice you'll be warned in +time." + +Polly turned, expecting to find Marie Louise showing her contemptuous +amusement, but the look she saw on Marie Louise's face was disconcerting. +Polly's loyalty remained staunch. She hated Lady Clifton-Wyatt anyway, +and the thought that she might be telling the truth made her a little +more hatable. Polly stormed: + +"I won't permit you to slander my best friend." + +Lady Clifton-Wyatt replied, "I don't slahnda hah, and if she is yaw +best friend--well--" + +Lady Clifton-Wyatt hated Polly and was glad of the weapon against her. +Polly felt a sudden terrific need of retorting with a blow. Men had +never given up the fist on the mouth as the simple, direct answer to +an insult too complicated for any other retort. She wanted to slap +Lady Clifton-Wyatt's face. But she did not know how to fight. Perhaps +women will acquire the male prerogative of the smash in the jaw along +with the other once exclusive masculine privileges. It will do them no +end of good and help to clarify all life for them. But for the present +Polly could only groan, "Agh!" and turn to throw an arm about Marie +Louise and drag her forward. + +"I'd believe one word of Marie Louise against a thousand of yours," +she declared. + +"Very well--ahsk hah, then." + +Polly was crying mad, and madder than ever because she hated herself +for crying when she got mad. She almost sobbed now to Marie Louise, +"Tell her it's a dirty, rotten lie." + +Marie Louise had been dragged to her feet. She temporized, "What has +she sai-said?" + +Polly snickered nervously, "Oh, nothing--except that you were a German +spy." + +And now somewhere, somehow, Marie Louise found the courage of +desperation. She laughed: + +"Lady Clifton-Wyatt is notori--famous for her quaint sense of humor." + +Lady Clifton-Wyatt sneered, "Could one expect a spy to admit it?" + +Marie Louise smiled patiently. "Probably not. But surely even you +would hardly insist that denying it proves it?" + +This sophistry was too tangled for Polly. She spoke up: + +"Let's have the details, Lady Clifton-Wyatt--if you don't mind." + +"Yes, yes," the chorus murmured. + +Lady Clifton-Wyatt braced herself. "Well, in the first place Miss +Webling is not Miss Webling." + +"Oh, but I am," said Marie Louise. + +Lady Clifton-Wyatt gasped, "You don't mean to pretend that--" + +"Did you read the will?" said Marie Louise. + +"No, of course not, but--" + +"It says there that I was their daughter." + +"Well, we'll not quibble. Legally you may have been, but actually you +were their adopted child." + +"Yis?" said Marie Louise. "And where did they find me? Had you +heard?" + +"Since you force me to it, I must say that it is generally believed +that you were the natural daughter of Sir Joseph." + +Marie Louise was tremendously relieved by having something that she +could deny. She laughed with a genuineness that swung the credulity +all her way. She asked: + +"And who was my mother--my natural mother, could you tell me? I really +ought to know." + +"She is believed to have been a--a native of Australia." + +"Good Heavens! You don't mean a kangaroo?" + +"An actress playing in Vienna." + +"Oh, I am relieved! And Sir Joseph was my father--yes. Do go on." + +"Whether Sir Joseph was your father or not, he was born in Germany and +so was his wife, and they took a false oath of allegiance to his +Majesty. All the while they were loyal only to the Kaiser. They worked +for him, spied for him. It is said that the Kaiser had promised to +make Sir Joseph one of the rulers over England when he captured the +island. Sir Joseph was to have any castle he wanted and untold +wealth." + +"What was I to have?" Marie Louise was able to mock her. "Wasn't I to +have at least Westminster Abbey to live in? And one of the crown +princes for a husband?" + +Lady Clifton-Wyatt lost her temper and her bearings. + +"Heaven knows what you were promised, but you did your best to earn +it, whatever it was." + +Mrs. Prothero lost patience. "Really, my dear Lady Clifton-Wyatt, this +is all getting beyond me." + +Lady Clifton-Wyatt grew scarlet, too. She spoke with the wrath of a +Tisiphone whipping herself to a frenzy. "I will bring you proofs. This +creature was a paid secret agent, a go-between for Sir Joseph and the +Wilhelmstrasse. She carried messages. She went into the slums of +Whitechapel disguised as a beggar to meet the conspirators. She +carried them lists of ships with their cargoes, dates of sailing, +destinations. She carried great sums of money. She was the paymaster +of the spies. Her hands are red with the blood of British sailors and +women and children. She grew so bold that at last she attracted the +attention of even Scotland Yard. She was followed, traced to Sir +Joseph's home. It was found that she lived at his house. + +"One of the spies, named Easling or Oesten, was her lover. He was +caught and met his deserts before a firing-squad in the Tower. His +confession implicated Sir Joseph. The police raided his place. A +terrific fight ensued. He resisted arrest. He tried to shoot one of +our police. The bullet went wild and killed his wife. Before he could +fire again he was shot down by one of our men." + +The astonishing transformations the story had undergone in its transit +from gossip to gossip stunned Marie Louise. The memory of the reality +saddened her beyond laughter. Her distress was real, but she had +self-control enough to focus it on Lady Clifton-Wyatt and murmur: + +"Poor thing, she is quite mad!" + +There is nothing that so nearly drives one insane as to be accused of +insanity. + +The prosecutrix almost strangled on her indignation at Marie Louise's +calm. + +"The effrontery of this woman is unendurable, Mrs. Prothero. If you +believe her, you must permit me to leave. I know what I am saying. I +have had what I tell you from the best authority. Of course, it may +sound insane, but wait until you learn what the German secret agents +have been doing in America for years and what they are doing now." + +There had been publication enough of the sickening duplicity of +ambassadors and attachés to lead the Americans to believe that +Teutonism meant anything revolting. Mrs. Prothero was befuddled at +this explosion in her quiet home. She asked: + +"But surely all this has never been published, has it? I think we +should have heard of it here." + +"Of course not," said Lady Clifton-Wyatt. "We don't publish the +accounts of the submarines we sink, do we? No more do we tell the +Germans what spies of theirs we have captured. And, since Sir Joseph +and his wife were dead, there would have been no profit in publishing +broadcast the story of the battle. So they agreed to let it be known +that they died peacefully or rather painfully in their beds, of +ptomaine poisoning." + +"That's true," said Mrs. Prothero. "That's what I read. That's what +I've always understood." + +Now, curiously, as often happens in court, the discovery that a +witness has stumbled on one truth in a pack of lies renders all he has +said authentic and shifts the guilt to the other side. Marie Louise +could feel the frost of suspicion against her forming in the air. + +Polly made one more onset: "But, tell me, Lady Clifton-Wyatt, where +was Marie Louise during all this Wild West End pistol-play?" + +"In her room with her lover," snarled Lady Clifton-Wyatt. "The +servants saw her there." + +This threw a more odious light on Marie Louise. She was not merely a +nice clean spy, but a wanton. + +Polly groaned: "Tell that to Scotland Yard! I'd never believe it." + +"Scotland Yard knows it without my telling," said Lady Clifton-Wyatt. + +"But how did Marie Louise come to escape and get to America?" + +"Because England did not want to shoot a woman, especially not a +young woman of a certain prettiness. So they let her go, when she +swore that she would never return to England. But they did not trust +her. She is under observation now! Your home is watched, my dear Mrs. +Widdicombe, and I dare say there is a man on guard outside now, my +dear Mrs. Prothero." + +This sent a chill along every spine. Marie Louise was frightened out +of her own brief bravado. + +There was a lull in the trial while everybody reveled in horror. Then +Mrs. Prothero spoke in a judicial tone. + +"And now, Miss Webling, please tell us your side of all this. What +have you to say in your own behalf?" + +Marie Louise's mouth suddenly turned dry as bark; her tongue was like +a dead leaf. She was inarticulate with remembrance of her oath to +Verrinder. She just managed to whisper: + +"Nothing!" + +It sounded like an autumn leaf rasping across a stone. Polly cried out +in agony: + +"Marie Louise!" + +Marie Louise shook her head and could neither think nor speak. There +was a hush of waiting. It was broken by the voices of the men +strolling in together. They were utterly unwelcome. They stopped and +stared at the women all staring at Marie Louise. + +Seeing Davidge about to ask what the tableau stood for, she found +voice to say: + +"Mr. Davidge, would you be so good as to take me home--to Mrs. +Widdicombe's, that is. I--I am a little faint." + +"Delighted! I mean--I'm sorry--I'd be glad," he stammered, eager to be +at her service, yet embarrassed by the sudden appeal. + +"You'll pardon me, Mrs. Prothero, for running away!" + +"Of course," said Mrs. Prothero, still dazed. + +He bowed to her, and all round. Marie Louise nodded and whispered, +"Good night!" and moved toward the door waveringly. Davidge's heart +leaped with pity for her. + +Lady Clifton-Wyatt checked him as he hurried past her. + +"Oh, Mr. Davidge, I'm stopping at the Shoreham. Won't you drop in and +have a cup of tea with me to-morrow at hahf pahst fah?" + +"Thank you! Yes!" + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +The intended victim of Lady Clifton-Wyatt's little lynching-bee walked +away, holding her head high. But she felt the noose still about her +neck and wondered when the rope would draw her back and up. + +Marie Louise marched through Mrs. Prothero's hall in excellent form, +with just the right amount of dizziness to justify her escape on the +plea of sudden illness. The butler, like a benign destiny, opened the +door silently and let her out into the open as once before in London a +butler had opened a door and let her into the welcome refuge of +walls. + +She gulped the cool night air thirstily, and it gave her courage. +But it gave her no wisdom. She had indeed got away from Lady +Clifton-Wyatt's direct accusation of being a spy and she had brought +with her unscathed the only man whose good opinion was important to +her. But she did not know what she wanted to do with him, except that +she did not want him to fall into Lady Clifton-Wyatt's hands--in +which she had left her reputation. + +Polly Widdicombe would have gone after Marie Louise forthwith, but +Polly did not intend to leave her pet foewoman in possession of the +field--not that she loved Marie Louise more, but that she loved Lady +Clifton-Wyatt less. Polly was dazed and bewildered by Marie Louise's +defection, but she would not accept Lady Clifton-Wyatt's version of +this story or of any other. + +Besides, Polly gleaned that Marie Louise wanted to be alone, and she +knew that the best gift friendship can bestow at times is solitude. +The next best gift is defense in absence. Polly announced that she +would not permit her friend to be traduced; and Lady Clifton-Wyatt, +seeing that the men had flocked in from the dining-room and knowing +that men always discount one woman's attack on another as mere +cattiness, assumed her most angelic mien and changed the subject. + + * * * * * + +As usual in retreats, the first problem was transportation. Marie +Louise found herself and Davidge outside Mrs. Prothero's door, with no +means of getting to Rosslyn. She had come in the Widdicombe car; +Davidge had come in a hotel cab and sent it away. Luckily at last a +taxi returning to the railroad terminal whizzed by. Davidge yelled in +vain. Then he put his two fingers to his mouth and let out a short +blast that brought the taxi-driver round. In accordance with the +traffic rules, he had to make the circuit of the big statue-crowned +circle in front of Mrs. Prothero's home, one of those numerous hubs +that give Washington the effect of what some one called "revolving +streets." + +When he drew up at the curb Davidge's first question was: + +"How's your gasolene supply?" + +"Full up, boss." + +Marie Louise laughed. "You don't want to spend another night in a taxi +with me, I see." + +Davidge writhed at this deduction. He started to say, "I'd be glad to +spend the rest of my life in a taxi with you." That sounded a little +too flamboyant, especially with a driver listening in. So he said +nothing but "Huh!" + +He explained to the driver the route to Grinden Hall, and they set +forth. + +Marie Louise had a dilemma of her own. Lady Clifton-Wyatt had had the +last word, and it had been an invitation to Davidge to call on her. +Worse yet, he had accepted it. Lady Clifton-Wyatt's purpose was, of +course, to rob Marie Louise of this last friend. Perhaps the wretch +had a sentimental interest in Davidge, too. She was a widow and a +man-grabber; she still had a tyrannic beauty and a greed of conquest. +Marie Louise was determined that Davidge should not fall into her +clutches, but she could hardly exact a promise from him to stay away. + +The taxi was crossing the aqueduct bridge before she could brave +the point. She was brazen enough to say, "You'll accept Lady +Clifton-Wyatt's invitation to tea, of course?" + +"Oh, I suppose so," said Davidge. "No American woman can resist a +lord; so how could an American man resist a Lady?" + +"Oh!" + +This helpless syllable expressed another defeat for Marie Louise. When +they reached the house she bade him good night without making any +arrangement for a good morrow, though Davidge held her hand decidedly +longer than ever before. + +She stood on the portico and watched his cab drive off. She gazed +toward Washington and did not see the dreamy constellation it made +with the shaft of the Monument ghostly luminous as if with a +phosphorescence of its own. She felt an outcast indeed. She imagined +Polly hurrying back to ask questions that could not be dodged any +longer. She had no right to defend herself offensively from the +rightful demands of a friend and hostess. Besides, the laws of +hospitality would not protect her from Polly's temper. Polly would +have a perfect right to order her from the house. And she would, too, +when she knew everything. It would be best to decamp before being +asked to. + +Marie Louise whirled and sped into the house, rang for the maid, and +said: + +"My trunks! Please have them brought down--or up, from wherever they +are, will you?" + +"Your trunks, miss!" + +"And a taxicab. I shall have to leave at once." + +"But--oh, I am sorry. Shall I help you pack?" + +"Thank you, no--yes--no!" + +The maid went out with eyes popping, wondering what earthquake had +sent the guest home alone for such a headlong exit. + +Things flew in the drowsy house, and Marie Louise's chamber looked +like the show-room of a commercial traveler for a linen-house when +Polly appeared at the door and gasped: + +"What in the name of--I didn't know you were sick enough to be +delirious!" + +She came forward through an archipelago of clothes to where Marie +Louise was bending over a trunk. Polly took an armload of things away +from her and put them back in the highboy. As she set her arms akimbo +and stood staring at Marie Louise with a lovable and loving insolence, +she heard the sound of a car rattling round the driveway, and her +first words were: + +"Who's coming here at this hour?" + +"That's the taxi for me," Marie Louise explained. + +Polly turned to the maid, "Go down and send it away--no, tell the +driver to go to the asylum for a strait-jacket." + +The maid smiled and left. Marie Louise was afraid to believe her own +hopes. + +"You don't mean you want me to stay, do you--not after what that woman +said?" + +"Do you imagine for a moment," returned Polly, "that I'd ever believe +a word that cat could utter? Good Lord! if Lady Clifton-Wyatt told me +it was raining and I could see it was, I'd know it wasn't and put down +my umbrella." + +Marie Louise rejoiced at the trust implied, but she could not make a +fool of so loyal a friend. She spoke with difficulty: + +"What if what she said was the truth, or, anyway, a kind of burlesque +of it?" + +"Marie Louise!" Polly gasped, and plounced into a chair. "Tell me the +truth this minute, the true truth." + +Marie Louise was perishing for a confidante. She had gone about as far +without one as a normal woman can. She sat wondering how to begin, +twirling her rings on her fingers. "Well, you see--you see--it is true +that I'm not Sir Joseph's daughter. I was born in a little village--in +America--Wakefield--out there in the Middle West. I ran away from +home, and--" + +She hesitated, blanched, blushed, skipped over the years she tried not +to think of and managed never to speak of. She came down to: + +"Well, anyway, at last I was in Berlin--on the stage--" + +"You were an actress?" Polly gasped. + +Marie Louise confessed, "Well, I'd hardly say that." + +She told Polly what she had told Mr. Verrinder of the appearance of +Sir Joseph and Lady Webling, of their thrill at her resemblance to +their dead daughter, of their plea that she leave the stage and enter +their family, of her new life, and the outbreak of the war. + +Major Widdicombe pounded on the door and said: "Are you girls going to +talk all night? I've got to get up at seven and save the country." + +Polly cried to him, "Go away," and to Marie Louise, "Go on." + +Marie Louise began again, but just as she reached the first suspicions +of Sir Joseph's loyalty she remembered the oath she had plighted to +Verrinder and stopped short. + +"I forgot! I can't!" + +Polly groaned: "Oh, my God! You're not going to stop there! I loathe +serials." + +Marie Louise shook her head. "If only I could tell you; but I just +can't! That's all; I can't!" + +Polly turned her eyes up in despair. "Well, I might as well go to bed, +I suppose. But I sha'n't sleep a wink. Tell me one thing, though. You +weren't really a German spy, were you?" + +"No, no! Of course not! I loathe everything German." + +"Well, let the rest rest, then. So long as Lady Clifton-Wyatt is a +liar I can stand the strain. If you had been a spy, I suppose I'd have +to shoot you or something; but so long as you're not, you don't budge +out of this house. Is that understood?" + +Marie Louise nodded with a pathetic gratitude, and Polly stamped a +kiss on her brow like a notarial seal. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +The next morning's paper announced that spring had officially arrived +and been recognized at the Capitol--a certain Senator had taken off +his wig. Washington accepted this as the sure sign that the weather +was warm. It would not be officially autumn till that wig fell back +into place. + +There were less formal indications: for instance, the annual +flower-duel between the two terraces on Massachusetts Avenue. The +famous Embassy Terrace forsythias began it, and flaunted little +fringes of yellow glory. The slopes of the Louise Home replied by +setting their magnolia-trees on fire with flowers like lamps, flowers +that hurried out ahead of their own leaves and then broke and covered +the ground with great petals of shattered porcelain. The Embassy +Terrace put out lamps of its own closer to the ground, but more +gorgeous--irises in a row of blue, blue footlights. + +The Louise Home, where gentlewomen of better days, ambassadresses of +an earlier régime, kept their state, had the last word, the word that +could not be bettered, for it uttered wistaria, wistful lavender +clusters weeping from the trellises in languorous grace. + +Marie Louise, looking from her open window in Rosslyn, felt in the +wind a sense of stroking fingers. The trees were brisk with hope. The +river went its way in a more sparkling flow. The air blew from the +very fountains of youth with a teasing blarney. She thought of Ross +Davidge and smiled tenderly to remember his amiable earnestness. But +she frowned to remember his engagement with Lady Clifton-Wyatt. She +wondered what excuse she could invent to checkmate that woman. + +Suddenly inspiration came to her. She remembered that she had +forgotten to pay Davidge for the seat he surrendered her in the +chair-car. She telephoned him at his hotel. He was out. She pursued +him by wire travel till she found him in an office of the Shipping +Board. He talked on the corner of a busy man's desk. She heard the +busy man say with a taunting voice, "A lady for you, Davidge." + +She could hear the embarrassment in his voice. She was in for it now, +and she felt silly when she explained why she bothered him. But she +was stubborn, too. When he understood, he laughed with the constraint +of a man bandying enforced gallantries on another man's telephone. + +"I'd hate to be as honest as all that." + +"It's not honesty," she persisted. "It's selfishness. I can't rest +while the debt is on my mind." + +He was perplexed. "I've got to see several men on the Shipping Board. +There's a big fight on between the wooden-ship fellows and the +steel-ship men, and I'm betwixt and between 'em. I won't have time to +run out to see you." + +"I shouldn't dream of asking you. I was coming in to town, anyway." + +"Oh! Well, then--well--er--when can I meet you?" + +"Whenever you say! The Willard at--When shall you be free?" + +"Not before four and then only for half an hour." + +"Four it is." + +"Fine! Thank you ever so much. I'll buy me a lot of steel with all +that money you owe me." + +Marie Louise put up the receiver. People have got so used to the +telephone that they can see by it. Marie Louise could visualize +Davidge angry with embarrassment, confronting the important man whose +office he had desecrated with this silly hammockese. She felt that she +had made herself a nuisance and lost a trick. She had taken a deuce +with her highest trump and had not captured the king. + +Furthermore, to keep Davidge from meeting Lady Clifton-Wyatt would be +only to-day's battle. There would still be to-morrows and the +day-afters. Lady Clifton-Wyatt had declared herself openly hostile to +Marie Louise, and would get her sooner or later. Flight from +Washington would be the only safety. + +But Marie Louise did not want to leave Washington. She loved +Washington and the opportunities it offered a woman to do important +work in the cosmopolitan whirl of its populace. But she could not live +on at Polly Widdicombe's forever. + +Marie Louise decided that her hour had struck. She must find a nook of +her own. And she would have to live in it all by herself. Who was +there to live with? She felt horribly deserted in life. She had looked +at numerous houses and apartments from time to time. Apartments were +costlier and fewer than houses. Since she was doomed to live alone, +anyway, she might as well have a house. Her neighbors would more +easily be kept aloof. + +She sought a real-estate agent, Mr. Hailstorks, of the sort known as +affable. But the dwellings he had to show were not even that. Places +she had found not altogether odious before were rented now. Places +that her heart went out to to-day proved to have been rented +yesterday. + +Finally she ran across a residence of a sort. She sighed to Mr. +Hailstorks: + +"Well, a carpenter made it--so let it pass for a house. I'll take it +if it has a floor. I'm like Gelett Burgess: 'I don't so much care for +a door, but this crawling around without touching the ground is +getting to be quite a bore.'" + +"Yes, ma'am," said Mr. Hailstorks, bewilderedly. + +He unlocked the door of somebody's tenantless ex-home with its lonely +furniture, and Marie Louise intruded, as one does, on the chairs, +rugs, pictures, and vases that other people have been born with, have +achieved, or have had thrust upon them. She wondered, as one does, +what sort of beings they could have been that had selected such things +to live among, and what excuse they had had for them. + +Mr. Hailstorks had a surprise in store for her. He led her to the rear +of the house and raised a shade. Instead of the expectable back yard, +Marie Louise was startled to see a noble landscape leap into view. The +house loomed over a precipitous descent into a great valley. A stream +ran far below, and then the cliffs rose again opposite in a succession +of uplifting terraces that reminded her somehow of Richmond Hill +superbly built up above the silver Thames. + +"Whatever is all that?" she cried. + +"Rock Creek Park, ma'am," said Mr. Hailstorks, who had a sincere +real-estately affection for parks, since they raised the price of +adjoining property and made renting easier. + +"And what's the price of all this grandeur?" + +"Only three hundred a month," said Mr. Hailstorks. + +"Only!" gasped Marie Louise. + +"It will be four hundred in a week or two--yes ma'am," said Mr. +Hailstorks. + +So Marie Louise seized it before its price rose any farther. + +She took a last look at Rock Creek Park, henceforth her private +game-preserve. As she stared, an idea came to her. She needed one. The +park, it occurred to her, was an excellent wilderness to get lost +in--with Ross Davidge. + + * * * * * + +She was late to her meeting with Davidge--not unintentionally. He was +waiting on the steps of the hotel, smoking, when she drove up in the +car she had bought for her Motor Corps work. + +He said what she hoped he would say: + +"I didn't know you drove so well." + +She quoted a popular phrase: "'You don't know the half of it, dearie.' +Hop in, and I'll show you." + +He thought of Lady Clifton-Wyatt, and Marie Louise knew he thought of +her. But he was not hero or coward enough to tell a woman that he had +an engagement with another woman. She pretended to have forgotten that +he had told her, though she could think of little else. She whisked +round the corner of I Street, or Eye Street, and thence up Sixteenth +Street, fast and far. + +She was amazed at her own audacity, and Davidge could not make her +out. She had a scared look that puzzled him. She was really thinking +that she was the most unconscionable kidnapper that ever ran off with +some other body's child. He could hardly dun her for the money, and +she had apparently forgotten it again. + +They were well to the north when she said: + +"Do you know Rock Creek Park?" + +"No, I've never been in it." + +"Would you like a glimpse? I think it's the prettiest park in the +world." + +She looked at her watch with that twist of the wrist now becoming +almost universal and gasped: + +"Oh, dear! I must turn back. But it's just about as short to go +through the park. I mustn't make you late to Lady Clifton-Wyatt's +tea." + +He could find absolutely nothing to say to that except, "It's mighty +pretty along here." She turned into Blagdon Road and coasted down the +long, many-turning dark glade. At the end she failed to steer to the +south. The creek itself crossed the road. She drove the car straight +through its lilting waters. There was exhilaration in the splashing +charge across the ford. Then the road wound along the bank, curling +and writhing with it gracefully through thick forests, over bridges +and once more right through the bright flood. The creek scrambling +among its piled-up boulders was too gay to suggest any amorous mood, +and Marie Louise did not quite dare to drive the car down to the +water's edge at any of the little green plateaus where picnics were +being celebrated on the grass. + +"I always lose my way in this park," she said. "I expect I'm lost +now." + +She began to regret Davidge's approaching absence, with a strange +loneliness. He was becoming tenderly necessary to her. She sighed, +hardly meaning to speak aloud, "Too bad you're going away so soon." + +He was startled to find that his departure meant something to her. He +spoke with an affectionate reassurance. + +She stopped the car on a lofty plateau where several ladies and +gentlemen were exercising their horses at hurdle-jumping. The élan of +rush, plunge and recovery could not excite Mamise now. + +"I'll tell you what we'll do. The next time I come to Washington you +drive me over to my shipyard and I'll show you the new boat and the +new yard for the rest of the flock." + +"That would be glorious. I should like to know something about +ships." + +"I can teach you all I know in a little while." + +"You know all there is to know, don't you?" + +"Lord help us, I should say not! I knew a little about the old +methods, but they're all done away with. The fabricated ship is an +absolute novelty. The old lines are gone, and the old methods. What +few ship-builders we had are trying to forget what they know. +Everybody is green. We had to find out for ourselves and pass it along +to the foremen, and they hand it out to the laborers. + +"The whole art is in a confusion. There is going to be a ghastly lot +of mistakes and waste and scandal, but if we win out there'll be such +a cloudburst that the Germans will think it's raining ships. Niagara +Falls will be nothing to the cascade of iron hulls going overboard. +Von Tirpitz with his ruthless policy will be like the old woman who +tried to sweep the tide back with a broom." + +He grew so fervent in his vision of the new creation that he hardly +saw the riders as they stormed the hurdles. Marie Louise took fire +from his glow and forgot the petty motive that had impelled her to +bring him to this place. Suddenly he realized how shamelessly eloquent +he had been, and subsided with a slump. + +"What a bore I am to tell all this to a woman!" + +She rose at that. "The day has passed when a man can apologize for +talking business to a woman. I've been in England for years, you know, +and the women over there are doing all the men's work and getting +better wages at it than the men ever did. After the war they'll never +go back to their tatting and prattle. I'm going to your shipyard and +have a look-in, but not the way a pink debutante follows a naval +officer over a battle-ship, staring at him and not at the works. I'm +going on business, and if I like ship-building, I may take it up." + +"Great!" he laughed, and slapped her hand where it lay on the wheel. +He apologized again for his roughness. + +"I'll forgive anything except an apology," she said. + +As she looked proudly down at the hand he had honored with a blow as +with an accolade she saw by her watch that it was after six. + +"Great Heavens! it's six and more!" she cried. "Lady Clifton-Wyatt +will never forgive you--or me. I'll take you to her at once." + +"Never mind Lady Clifton-Wyatt," he said. "But I've got another +engagement for dinner--with a man, at half past six. I wish I +hadn't." + +They were drifting with the twilight into an elegiac mood, suffering +the sweet sorrow of parting. + +The gloaming steeped the dense woods, and the romance of sunset and +gathering night saddened the business man's soul, but wakened a new +and unsuspected woman in Marie Louise. + +Her fierce imaginations were suddenly concerned with conquests of +ambition, not of love. So fresh a realm was opened to her that she was +herself renewed and restored to that boyish-girlish estate of young +womanhood before love has educated it to desire and the slaveries of +desire. The Aphrodite that lurks in every woman had been put to flight +by the Diana that is also there. + +Davidge on the other hand had warmed toward Marie Louise suddenly, as +he saw how ardent she could be. He had known her till now only in her +dejected and terrified, distracted humors. Now he saw her on fire, and +love began to blaze within him. + +He felt his first impulse to throw an arm about her and draw her to +his breast, but though the solitude was complete and the opportunity +perfect, he saw that she was in no spirit for dalliance. There is no +colder chaperon for a woman than a new ambition to accomplish +something worth while. + +As they drew up at the New Willard she was saying: + +"Telephone the minute you come to town again. Good-by. I'm late to +dinner." + +She meant that she was late to life, late to a career. + +Davidge stared at her in wonderment as she bent to throw the lever +into first speed. She roughed it in her impatience, and the growl of +the gear drowned the sound of another man's voice calling her name. +This man ran toward her, but she did not notice him and got away +before he could overtake her. + +Davidge was jostled by him as he ran, and noted that he called Miss +Webling "Mees Vapelink." The Teutonic intonation did not fall +pleasantly on the American ear at that time. Washington was a +forbidden city to Germanic men and soon would banish the enemy women, +too. + +The stranger took refuge on the sidewalk, and his curses were snarly +with the Teutonic _r_. Davidge studied him and began to remember him. +He had seen him with Marie Louise somewhere. Suddenly his mind, +ransacking the filing-cabinet of his memory, turned up a picture of +Nicky Easton at the side of Marie Louise at the dinner in Sir Joseph's +home. He could not remember the name, but a man has a ready label for +anybody he hates. + +He began to worry now. Who was this spick foreigner who ran hooting +after her? It was not like Davidge to be either curious or suspicious. +But love was beginning its usual hocus-pocus with character and +turning a tired business man into a restless swain. + +Davidge resented Easton's claim on Marie Louise, whatever it was, as +an invasion of some imagined property right of his own, or at least of +some option he had secured somehow. He was alarmed at the Teutonic +accent of the interloper. He began to take heed of how little he knew +of Marie Louise, after all. He recalled Sir Joseph Webling's German +accent. An icy fear chilled him. + +His important business parley was conducted with an absent-mindedness +that puzzled his host, the eminent iron-master, Jacob Cruit, who had +exchanged an income of a million a year and dictatorial powers for a +governmental wage of one dollar per annum, no authority, no gratitude, +and endless trouble. + +Davidge's head was buzzing with thoughts in which Cruit had no part: + +"Can she be one of those horrible women who have many lovers? Is she a +woman of affairs? What is all this mystery about her? What was she so +afraid of the night she would not stop at Mrs. Widdicombe's? Why was +she so upset by the appearance of Lady Clifton-Wyatt? Why was she in +such a hurry to get me away from Mrs. Prothero's dinner, and to keep +me from keeping my engagement with Lady Clifton-Wyatt? Why so much +German association?" + +He thought of dozens of explanations, most of them wild, but none of +them so wild as the truth--that Marie Louise was cowering under the +accusation of being a German agent. + +He resolved that he would forget Marie Louise, discharge her from the +employment of his thoughts. Yet that night as he lay cooking in his +hot berth he thought of Marie Louise instead of ships. None of his +riot of thoughts was so fantastic as the fact that she was even then +thinking of ships and not of him. + +That night Marie Louise ransacked the library that the owner of +Grinden Hall had left with the other furniture. Some member of the +family had been a cadet at Annapolis, and his old text-books littered +the shelves. Marie Louise selected and bore away an armload, not of +novels, but of books whose very backs had repelled her before. They +were the very latest romance to her now. + +The authors of _An Elementary Manual for the Deviation of the +Compass in Iron Ships_, _The Marine Steam-engine_, and _An Outline +of Ship-building_, _Theoretical and Practical_, could hardly have +dreamed that their works would one night go up-stairs in the embrace +of a young woman's arms. The books would have struck a naval architect +as quaintly old-fashioned, but to Marie Louise they were as full of +news as the latest evening extra. The only one she could understand +with ease was Captain Samuels's _From the Forecastle to the +Cabin_, and she was thrilled by his account of the struggles of his +youth, his mutinies, his champion of the Atlantic, the semi-clipper +_Dreadnaught_, but most of all, by his glowing picture of the decay of +American marine glory. + +She read till she could sit up no longer. Then she undressed and +dressed for sleep, snapped on the reading-lamp, and took up another +book, Bowditch's _American Navigation_. It was the "Revised Edition of +1883," but it was fresh sensation to her. She lay prone like the +reading Magdalen in the picture, her hair pouring down over her +shoulders, her bosom pillowed on the volume beneath her eyes. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +Passengers arriving at Washington in the early morning may keep their +cubbyholes until seven, no later. By half past seven they must be off +the car. Jake Nuddle was an ugly riser. He had always regarded the +alarm-clock as the most hateful of all the inventions of capitalists +to enslave the poor. Jake had strange ideas of capitalists, none +stranger than that they are luxurious persons who sleep late and knock +off work early. + +Waking Jake was one of the most dangerous of his wife's prerogatives. +On this morning, if he had been awaker he would have bitten off the +black hand that reached into his berth and twitched the sheet at seven +of a non-working day. The voice that murmured appealingly through the +curtains, "S'em o'clock, please!" did not please Jake at all. + +He cursed his annoying and nudging wife a few times heartily, then +began to make his acutely unbeautiful toilet. In the same small +wheeled hotel capitalists, statesmen, matrons, and misses were +dressing in quarters just as strait. Jake and his wife had always got +in each other's way, but never more cumbersomely than now. Jake found +his wife's stockings when he sought his socks. Her corset-strings +seemed to be everywhere. Whatever he laid hold of brought along her +corset. He thrust his head and arms into something white and came out +of it sputtering: + +"That's your damned shimmy. Where's my damned shirt?" + +Somehow they made it at last, got dressed and washed somehow and left +the caravansary. Mrs. Nuddle carried the heavier baggage. They had +breakfast at the lunch-counter; then they went out and looked at the +Capitol. It inspired in Jake's heart no national reverence. He said to +his awestruck wife: + +"There's where that gang of robbers, the Congersmen, meet and agree +on their hold-ups. They're all the hirelings of the capitalists. + +"They voted for this rotten war without consulting the people. They +didn't dare consult 'em. They knew the people wasn't in favor of no +such crime. But the Congersmen get their orders from Wall Street, and +them brokers wanted the war because they owned so much stock that +wouldn't be worth the paper it was printed on unless the United States +joined the Allies and collected for 'em off Germany." + +It was thus that Jake and his kind regarded the avalanche of +horrific woe that German ambition spilled upon the world and kept +rolling down from the mountain-tops of heaped-up munitions. It was +thus that they contemplated the mangled villages of innocent Belgium, +the slavery-drives in the French towns, the windrows of British +dead, the increasing lust of conquest, which grew by what it fed +on, till at last America, driven frantic by the endless carnage, +took up belatedly the gigantic task of throwing back the avalanche +across the mountain to the other side before it engulfed and +ruined the world. While Europe agonized in torments unthinkable, +immeasurable, and yet mysteriously endurable only because there +was no escape visible, the Jake Nuddles, illiterate and literate, +croaked their batrachian protest against capital, bewailed the lot +of imaginary working-men, and belied the life of real working-men. + +Staring at the Capitol, which means so much nobility to him who has +the nobility to understand the dream that raised it, he burlesqued its +ideals. Cruel, corrupt, lazy, and sloven of soul, he found there what +he knew best because it was his own. Aping a sympathy he could not +feel, he grew maudlin: + +"So they drag our poor boys from their homes in droves and send 'em +off to the slaughter-house in France--all for money! Anything to grind +down the honest workman into the dust, no matter how many mothers' +hearts they break!" + +Jake was one of those who never express sympathy for anybody except in +the course of a tirade against somebody else. He had small use for +wives, mothers, or children except as clubs to pound rich men with. +His wife, who knew him all too well, was not impressed by his +eloquence. Her typical answer to his typical tirade was, "I wonder how +on earth we're goin' to find Mamise." + +Jake groaned at the anticlimax to his lofty flight, but he realized +that the main business before the house was what his wife propounded. + +He remembered seeing an Information Bureau sign in the station. He had +learned from the newspaper in which he had seen Mamise's picture that +she was visiting Major Widdicombe. He had written the name down on the +tablets of his memory, and his first plan was to find Major +Widdicombe. Jake had a sort of wolfish cunning in tracing people he +wanted to meet. He could always find anybody who might lend him money. +He had mysterious difficulties in tracing some one who could give him +work. + +He left his wife to simmer in the station while he set forth on a +scouting expedition. After much travel he found at last the office of +the Ordnance Department, in which Major Widdicombe toiled, and he +appeared at length at Major Widdicombe's desk. + +Jake was cautious. He would not state his purpose. He hardly dared to +claim relationship with Miss Webling until he was positive that she +was his sister-in-law. Noting Jake's evasiveness, the Major discreetly +evaded the request for his guest's address. He would say no more +than: + +"Miss Webling is coming down to lunch with me at the--that is with my +wife. I'll tell her you're looking for her; if she wants to meet you, +I'll tell you, if you come back here." + +"All right, mucher bliged," said Jake. Baffled and without further +recourse, he left the Major's presence, since there seemed to be +nothing else to do. But once outside, he felt that there had been +something highly unsatisfactory about the parley. He decided to +imitate Mary's little lamb and to hang about the building till the +Major should appear. In an hour or two he was rewarded by seeing +Widdicombe leave the door and step into an automobile. Jake heard him +tell the driver, "The Shoreham." + +Jake walked to the hotel and saw Marie Louise seated at a table by a +window. He recognized her by her picture and was duly triumphant. He +was ready to advance and demand recognition. Then he realized that he +could make no claim on her without his awful wife's corroboration. He +took a street-car back to the station and found his nominal helpmeet +sitting just where he had left her. + +Abbie had bought no newspaper, book, or magazine to while away the +time with. She was not impatient of idleness. It was luxury enough +just not to be warshin' clo'es, cookin' vittles, or wrastlin' dishes. +She took a dreamy content in studying the majesty of the architecture, +but her interest in it was about that of a lizard basking on a fallen +column in a Greek peristyle. It was warm and spacious and nobody +disturbed her drowsy beatitude. + +When Jake came and summoned her she rose like a rheumatic old +househound and obeyed her master's voice. + +Jake gave her such a vote of confidence as was implied in letting her +lug the luggage. It was cheaper for her to carry it than for him to +store it in the parcel-room. It caused the fellow-passengers in the +street-car acute inconvenience, but Jake was superior to public +opinion of his wife. In such a homely guise did the fates approach +Miss Webling. + + + + +CHAPTER X + + +The best place for a view is in one's back yard; then it is one's own. +If it is in the front yard, then the house is only part of the +public's view. + +In London Marie Louise had lived at Sir Joseph Webling's home, its +gray, fog-stained, smoked-begrimed front flush with the pavement. But +back of the house was a high-walled garden with a fountain that never +played. There was a great rug of English-green grass, very green all +winter and still greener all summer. At an appropriate spot was a +tree; a tea-table sat under it; in blossom-time it sprinkled pink +petals on the garden hats of the women; and on the grass they fell, to +twist Tennyson, softlier than tired eyelids on tired eyes. + +So Marie Louise adored her new home with its unpromising entrance and +its superb surprise from the rear windows. When she broke the news to +Polly Widdicombe, that she was leaving her, they had a good fight over +it. Yet Polly could hardly insist that Marie Louise stay with her +forever, especially when Marie Louise had a perfectly good home of her +own. + +Polly went along for a morning of reconstruction work. There were +pictures, chairs, cushions, and knickknacks that simply had to be +hidden away. The original tenants evidently had the theory that a bare +space on a wall or a table was as indecent as on a person's person. + +They had taken crude little chromos and boxed them in gaudy frames, +many of whose atrocities were aggravated by panels of plush of a color +that could hardly be described by any other name than fermented prune. +Over the corner of these they had thrown "throws" or drapes of +malicious magenta horribly figured in ruthless incompatibilities. + +Chairs of unexplainable framework were upholstered with fabrics of +studied delirium. Every mantel was an exhibit of models of what not to +do. When Henry James said that Americans had no end of taste, but most +of it was bad, he must have based his conclusions on such a +conglomerate as this. + +Polly and Marie Louise found some of the furniture bad enough to be +amusing. But they toted a vanload of it into closets and storerooms. +Where the pictures came away they left staring spaces of unfaded +wall-paper. Still, they were preferable to the pictures. + +By noon the women were exhausted. They washed their dust-smutted hands +and faces and exclaimed upon the black water they left. But the +exercise had given them appetite, and when Marie Louise locked the +front door she felt all the comfort of a householder. She had a home +of her very own to lock up, and though she had roamed through +pleasures and palaces, she agreed that, be it ever so horrible, +there's no place like home. + +She and Polly were early to their luncheon engagement with Major +Widdicombe. Their appetites disputed the clock. Polly decided to +telephone her husband for Heaven's sake to come at once to her +rescue. + +While Polly was telephoning Marie Louise sat waiting on a divan. Her +muscles were so tired that she grew nearly as placidly animal as her +sister in the Pennsylvania Station. She was as different in every +other way as possible. Her life, her environment, her ambitions, had +been completely alien to anything Mrs. Nuddle had known. She had been +educated and evolved by entirely different joys and sorrows, fears and +successes. + +Mrs. Nuddle had been afraid that her husband would beat her again, or +kill one of the children in his rage, or get himself sent to prison or +to the chair; Mrs. Nuddle had been afraid that the children would be +run over in the street, would pull a boilerful of boiling water over +onto them, or steal, or go wrong in any of the myriad ways that +children have of going wrong. Mrs. Nuddle's ecstasies were a job well +done, a word of praise from a customer, a chance to sit down, an +interval without pain or worry when her children were asleep, or when +her husband was working and treating her as well as one treats an old +horse. + +Of such was the kingdom of Mrs. Nuddle. + +Marie Louise had dwelt in a world no more and no less harrowing, but +infinitely unlike. The two sisters were no longer related to each +other by any ties except blood kinship. Mrs. Nuddle was a good woman +gone wrong, Marie Louise a goodish woman gone variously; Mrs. Nuddle a +poor advertisement of a life spent in honest toil, early rising, early +bedding, churchgoing, and rigid economy; Marie Louise a most +attractive evidence of how much depends on a careful carriage, a +cultivated taste in clothes, and an elegant acquaintance. + +At last, after years of groping toward each other, the sisters were to +be brought together. But there was to be an intervention. Even while +Marie Louise sat relaxed in a fatigue that she would have called +contentment trouble was stealing toward her. + +The spider who came and sat beside this Miss Muffet was Nicky Easton. +He frightened her, but he would not let her run away. + +As he dropped to her side she rose with a gasp, but he pressed her +back with a hasty grip on her arm and a mandatory prayer: + +"Wait once, pleass." + +The men who had shadowed Marie Louise had months before given her up +as hopelessly correct. But guardian angels were still provided for +Nicky Easton; and one of them, seeing this meeting, took Marie Louise +back into the select coterie of the suspects. + +There's no cure for your bodily aches and pains like terror. It lifts +the paralytic from his bed, makes the lame scurry, and gives the blind +eyes enough for running. Marie Louise's fatigue fell from her like a +burden whose straps are slit. + +When Nicky said: "I could not find you in New York. Now we are here we +can have a little talkink," she stammered: "Not here! Not now!" + +"Why not, pleass?" + +"I have an engagement--a friend--she has just gone to telephone a +moment." + +"You are ashamed of me, then?" + +She let him have it. "Yes!" + +He winced at the slap in the face. + +She went on: "Besides, she knows you. Her husband is an officer in the +army. I can't talk to you here." + +"Where, then, and when?" + +"Any time--any place--but here." + +"Any time is no time. You tell me, or I stay now." + +"Come to--to my house." + +"You have a howiss, then?" + +"Yes. I just took it to-day. I shall be there this afternoon--at +three, if you will go." + +"Very goot. The address is--" + +She gave it; he repeated it, mumbled, "At sree o'clock I am there," +and glided away just as Polly returned. + +They were eating a consommé madrilène when the Major arrived. He +dutifully ate what his wife had selected for him, and listened amiably +to what she had to tell him about her morning, though he was bursting +to tell her about his. Polly made a vivid picture of Marie Louise's +new home, ending with: + +"Everything on God's earth in it except a piano and a book." + +This reminded Marie Louise of the books she had read on ship-building, +and she asked if she might borrow them. Polly made a woeful face at +this. + +"My dear! When a woman starts to reading up on a subject a man is +interested in, she's lost--and so is he. Beware of it, my dear." + +Tom demurred: "Go right on, Marie Louise, so that you can take an +intelligent interest in what your husband is working on." + +"My husband!" said Marie Louise. "Aren't you both a trifle premature?" + +Polly went glibly on: "Don't listen to Tom, my dear. What does he know +about what a man wants his wife to take an intelligent interest in? +Once a woman knows about her husband's business, he's finished with +her and ready for the next. Tom's been trying to tell me for ten years +what he's working at, and I haven't the faintest idea yet. It always +gives him something to hope for. When he comes home of evenings he can +always say, 'Perhaps to-night's the night when she'll listen.' But +once you listen intelligently and really understand, he's through with +you, and he'll quit you for some pink-cheeked ignoramus who hasn't +heard about it yet." + +Marie Louise, being a woman, knew how to get her message to another +woman; the way seems to be to talk right through her talk. The acute +creatures have ears to hear with and mouths to talk with, and they +apparently find no difficulty in using both at the same time. +Somewhere along about the middle of Polly's discourse Marie Louise +began to answer it before it was finished. Why should she wait when +she knew what was coming? So she said contemporaneously and +covocally: + +"But I'm not going to marry a ship-builder, my dear. Don't be absurd! +I'm not planning to take an intelligent interest in Mr. Davidge's +business. I'm planning to take an intelligent interest in my own. I'm +going to be a ship-builder myself, and I want to learn the A B C's." + +They finished that argument at the same time and went on together down +the next stretch in a perfect team: + +"Oh, well of course, if "Mr. Davidge tells me," +that's the case," asserted Marie Louise explained, "that +Polly, "then you're quite women are needed in ship- +crazy--unless you're simply building, and that anybody +hunting for a new sensation. can learn. In fact, every- +And on that score I'll admit body has to, anyway; so +that it sounds rather interest- I've got as good a chance as +ing. I may take a whack at a man. I'm as strong as a +it myself. I'm quite fed up horse. Fine! Come along, +on bandages and that sort of and we'll build a U-boat +thing. Get me a job in the chaser together. Mr. Davidge +same factory or whatever would be delighted to +they call it. Will you?" have you, I'm sure." + +This was arrant hubbub to the mere man who was not capable of carrying +on a conversation except by the slow, primitive methods of Greek +drama, strophe and antistrophe, one talking while the other listened, +then _vice versa_. + +So he had time to remember that he had something to remember, and to +dig it up. He broke in on the dialogue: + +"By the way, that reminds me, Marie Louise. There's a man in town +looking for you." + +"Looking for me!" Marie Louise gasped, alert as an antelope at once. +"What was his name?" + +"I can't seem to recall it. I'll have it in a minute. He didn't +impress me very favorably, so I didn't tell him you were living with +us." + +Polly turned on Tom: "Come along, you poor nut! I hate riddles, and so +does Marie Louise." + +"That's it!" Tom cried. "_Riddle--Nuddle_. His name is Nuddle. Do you +know a man named Nuddle?" + +The name conveyed nothing to Marie Louise except a suspicion that Mr. +Verrinder had chosen some pseudonym. + +"What was his nationality?" she asked. "English?" + +"I should say not! He was as Amurrican as a piece of pungkin pie." + +Marie Louise felt a little relieved, but still at sea. When Widdicombe +asked what message he should take back her curiosity led her to brave +her fate and know the worst: + +"Tell him to come to my house at any time this afternoon--no, not +before five. I have some shopping to do, and the servants to engage." + +She did not ask Polly to go with her, and Polly took the hint conveyed +in Marie Louise's remark as they left the dining-room, "I've a little +telephoning to do." + +Polly went her way, and Marie Louise made a pretext of telephoning. + +Major Widdicombe did not see Jake Nuddle as he went down the steps, +for the reason that Jake saw him first and drew his wife aside. He +wondered what had become of Marie Louise. + +Jake and his wife hung about nonplussed for a few minutes, till Marie +Louise came out. She had waited only to make sure that Tom and Polly +got away. When she came down the steps she cast a casual glance at +Jake and her sister, who came toward her eagerly. But she assumed that +they were looking at some one else, for they meant nothing to her +eyes. + +She had indeed never seen this sister before. The sister who waddled +toward her was not the sister she had left in Wakefield years before. +That sister was young and lean and a maid. Marriage and hard work and +children had swaddled this sister in bundles of strange flesh and +drawn the face in new lines. + +Marie Louise turned her back on her, but heard across her shoulder the +poignant call: + +"Mamise!" + +That voice was the same. It had not lost its own peculiar cry, and +it reverted the years and altered the scene like a magician's +"Abracadabra!" + +Marie Louise swung round just in time to receive the full brunt of her +sister's charge. The repeated name identified the strange-looking +matron as the girl grown old, and Marie Louise gathered her into her +arms with a fierce homesickness. Her loneliness had found what it +needed. She had kinfolk now, and she sobbed: "Abbie darling! My +darling Abbie!" while Abbie wept: "Mamise! Oh, my poor little +Mamise!" + +A cluster of cab-drivers wondered what it was all about, but Jake +Nuddle felt triumphant. Marie Louise looked good to him as he +looked her over, and for the nonce he was content to have the slim, +round fashionable creature enveloped in his wife's arms for a +sister-in-law. + +Abbie, a little homelier than ever with her face blubbery and +tear-drenched, turned to introduce what she had drawn in the +matrimonial lottery. + +"Mamise!" she said. "I want you should meet my husbin'." + +"I'm delighted!" said Mamise, before she saw her sister's fate. She +was thorough-trained if not thorough-born, and she took the shock +without reeling. + +Jake's hand was not as rough so it ought to have been, and his +cordiality was sincere as he growled: + +"Pleaster meecher, Mamise." + +He was ready already with her first name, but she had nothing to call +him by. It never occurred to Abbie that her sister would not +instinctively know a name so familiar to Mrs. Nuddle as Mr. Nuddle, +and it was a long while before Marie Louise managed to pick it up and +piece it together. + +Her embarrassment at meeting Jake was complete. She asked: + +"Where are you living--here in Washington?" + +"Laws, no!" said Abbie; and that reminded her of the bundles she had +dropped at the sight of Mamise. They had played havoc with the +sidewalk traffic, but she hurried to regain them. + +Jake could be the gentleman when there was somebody looking who +counted. So he checked his wife with amazement at the preposterousness +of her carrying bundles while Sir Walter Raleigh was at hand. He +picked them up and brought them to Marie Louise's feet, disgusted at +the stupid amazement of his wife, who did not have sense enough to +conceal it. Marie Louise was growing alarmed at the perfect plebeiance +of her kith. She was unutterably ashamed of herself for noticing such +things, but the eye is not to blame for what it can't help seeing, nor +the ear for what is forced upon it. She had a feeling that the first +thing to do was to get her sister in out of the rain of glances from +the passers-by. + +"You must come to me at once," she said. "I've just taken a house. +I've got no servants in yet, and you'll have to put up with it as it +is." + +Abbie gasped at the "servants." She noted the authority with which +Marie Louise beckoned a chauffeur and pointed to the bundles, which he +hastened to seize. + +Abbie was overawed by the grandeur of her first automobile and showed +it on her face. She saw many palaces on the way and expected Marie +Louise to stop at any of them. When the car drew up at Marie Louise's +home Abbie was bitterly disappointed; but when she got inside she +found her dream of paradise. Marie Louise was distressed at Abbie's +loud praise of the general effect and her unfailing instinct for +picking out the worst things on the walls or the floors. This distress +caused a counter-distress of self-rebuke. + +Jake was on his dignity at first, but finally he unbent enough to take +off his coat, hang it over a chair, and stretch himself out on a divan +whose ulterior maroon did not disturb his repose in the least. + +"This is what I call something like," he said; and then, "And now, +Mamise, set in and tell us all about yourself." + +This was the last thing Mamise wanted to do, and she evaded with a +plea: + +"I can wait. I want to hear all about you, Abbie darling. How are you, +and how long have you been married, and where do you live?" + +"Goin' on eight years come next October, and we got three childern. I +been right poorly lately. Don't seem to take as much interest in +worshin' as I useter." + +"Washing!" Marie Louise exclaimed. "You don't wash, do you? That is, I +mean to say--professionally?" + +"Yes, I worsh. Do right smart of work, too." + +Marie Louise was overwhelmed. She had a hundred thousand dollars, and +her sister was a--washerwoman! It was intolerable. She glanced at +Jake. + +"But Mr.--your husband--" + +"Oh, Jake, he works--off and on. But he ain't got what you might call +a hankerin' for it. He can take work or let it alone. I can't say as +much for him when it comes to licker. Fact is, some the women say, +'Why, Mrs. Nuddle, how do you ever--'" + +"Your name isn't--it isn't Nuddle, is it?" Marie Louise broke in. + +"Sure it is. What did you think it was?" + +So the sleeping brother-in-law was the mysterious inquirer. That +solved one of her day's puzzles and solved it very tamely. So many of +life's mysteries, like so many of fiction's, peter out at the end. +They don't sustain. + +Marie Louise still belonged to the obsolescent generation that +believed it a husband's duty to support his wife by his own labor. The +thought of her sister supporting a worthless husband by her own toil +was odious. The first task was to get Jake to work. It was only +natural that she should think of her own new mania. + +She spoke so eagerly that she woke Jake when she said: "I have it! Why +doesn't your husband go in for ship-building?" + +Marie Louise told him about Davidge and what Davidge had said of the +need of men. She was sure that she could get him a splendid job, and +that Mr. Davidge would do anything for her. + +Jake was about to rebuke such impudence as it deserved, but a thought +struck him, and he chewed it over. Among the gang of idealists he +consorted with, or at least salooned with, the dearest ambition of all +was to turn America's dream of a vast fleet of ships into a nightmare +of failure. In order to secure "just recognition" for the workman they +would cause him to be recognized as both a loafer and a traitor--that +was their ideal of labor. + +As Marie Louise with unwitting enthusiasm rhapsodized over the +shipyard Jake's interest kindled. To get into a shipyard just growing, +and spread his doctrines among the men as they came in, to bring off +strikes and to play tricks with machinery everywhere, to wreck +launching-ways so that hulls that escaped all other attacks would +crack through and stick--it was a Golconda of opportunities for this +modern conquistador. He could hardly keep his face straight till he +heard Marie Louise out. He fooled her entirely with his ardor; and +when he asked, "Do you think your gentleman friend, this man Davidge, +would really give me a job?" she cried, with more enthusiasm than +tact: + +"I know he would. He'd give anybody a job. Besides, I'm going to take +one myself. And, Abbie honey, what would you say to your becoming a +ship-builder, too? It would be immensely easier and pleasanter than +washing clothes." + +Before Abbie could recover the breath she lost at the picture of +herself as a builder of ships the door-bell rang. Abbie peeked and +whispered: + +"It's a man." + +"Do you suppose it's that feller Davidge?" said Jake. + +"No, it's--it's--somebody else," said Marie Louise, who knew who it +was without looking. + +She was at her wit's end now. Nicky Easton was at the door, and a +sister and a brother-in-law whose existence she had not suspected were +in the parlor. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + + +If anything is anybody's very own, it is surely his past, or +hers--particularly hers. But Nicky Easton was bringing one of the most +wretched chapters of Marie Louise's past to her very door. She did not +want to reopen it, especially not before her new-found family. One +likes to have a few illusions left for these reunions. So she said: + +"Abbie darling, would you forgive me if I saw this--person alone? +Besides, you'll be wanting to get settled in your room, if Mr.--Ja--your +husband doesn't mind taking your things up." + +Abbie had not been used to taking dismissals graciously. She had never +been to court and been permitted to retire. Besides, people who know +how to take an eviction gracefully usually know enough to get out +before they are put out. But Abbie had to be pushed, and she went, +heartbroken, disgraced, resentful. Jake sulked after her. They moved +like a couple of old flea-bitten mongrels spoken to sharply. + +And of course they stole back to the head of the stairs and listened. + +Nicky had his face made up for a butler, or at least a maid. When he +saw Marie Louise he had to undo his features, change his opening +oration, and begin all over again. + +"It is zhoo yourself, then," he said. + +"Yes. Come in, do. I have no servants yet." + +"Ah!" he cooed, encouraged at once. + +She squelched his hopes. "My sister and her husband are here, +however." + +This astounded him so that he spoke in two languages at once: "Your +schwister! Since how long do you have a sester? And where did you +get?" + +"I have always had her, but we haven't seen each other for years." + +He gasped, "_Was Sie nicht sagen_!" + +"And if you wouldn't mind not talking German--" + +"_Recht so_. Excuse. Do I come in--no?" + +She stepped back, and he went into the drawing-room. He smiled at what +he saw, and was polite, if cynical. + +"You rent foornished?" + +"Yes." + +He waved her to a chair so that he might sit down. + +"_Was giebt's neues_--er--what is the noose?" + +"I have none. What is yours?" + +"You mean you do not wish to tell. If I should commence once, I should +never stop. But we are both alife yet. That is always somethink. I was +never so nearly not." + +Marie Louise could not withhold the protest: + +"You saved yourself by betraying your friends." + +"Well, I telled--I told only what the English knew already. If they +let me go for it, it was no use to kill everybody, should I?" + +He was rather miserable about it, for he could see that she despised +him more for being an informer than for having something to inform. He +pleaded in extenuation: + +"But I shall show how usefool I can be to my country. Those English +shall be sorry to let me go, and my people glad. And so shall you." + +She studied him, and dreaded him, loathing his claim on her, longing +to order him never to speak again to her, yet strangely interested in +his future power for evil. The thought occurred to her that if she +could learn his new schemes she might thwart them. That would be some +atonement for what she had not prevented before. This inspiration +brightened her so suddenly and gave such an eagerness to her manner +that he saw the light and grew suspicious--a spy has to be, for he +carries a weapon that has only one cartridge in it. + +Marie Louise waited for him to explain his purpose till the suspense +began to show; then she said, bluntly: + +"What mischief are you up to now?" + +"Mitschief--me?" he asked, all innocently. + +"You said you wanted to see me." + +"I always want to see you. You interest--my eyes--my heart--" + +"Please don't." She said it with the effect of slamming a door. + +She looked him full in the eyes angrily, then remembered her +curiosity. He saw her gaze waver with a double motive. + +It is strange how people can fence with their glances, as if they were +emanations from the eyes instead of mere reflections of light back and +forth. But however it is managed, this man and this woman played their +stares like two foils feeling for an opening. At length he surrendered +and resolved to appeal: + +"How do you feel about--about us?" + +"Who are us?" + +"We Germans." + +"We are not Germans. I'm American." + +"Then England is your greater enemy than Germany." + +She wanted to smile at that, but she said: + +"Perhaps." + +He pleaded for his cause. "America ought not to have joined the war +against the _Vaterland_. It is only a few Americans--bankers who +lended money to England--who wish to fight us." + +Up-stairs Jake's heart bounded. Here was a fellow-spirit. He listened +for Marie Louise's response; he caught the doubt in her tone. She +could not stomach such an absurdity: + +"Bosh!" she said. + +It sounded like "Boche!" And Nicky flushed. + +"You have been in this Washington town too long. I think I shall go +now." + +Marie Louise made no objection. She had not found out what he was up +to, but she was sick of duplicity, sick of the sight of him and all he +stood for. She did not even ask him to come again. She went to the +door with him and stood there a moment, long enough for the man who +was shadowing Nicky to identify her. She watched Nicky go and hoped +that she had seen the last of him. But up-stairs the great heart of +Jake Nuddle was seething with excitement. He ran to the front window, +caught a glimpse of Nicky, and hurried back down the stairs. + +Abbie called out, "Where you goin'?" + +Jake did not answer such a meddlesome question, but he said to Marie +Louise, as he brushed past her on the stairs: + +"I'm going to the drug-store to git me some cigars." + +Nicky paused on the curb, looking for a cab. He had dismissed his own, +hoping to spend a long while with Marie Louise. He saw that he was +not likely to pick up a cab in such a side-street, and so he walked on +briskly. + +He was furious with Marie Louise. He had had hopes of her, and she had +fooled him. These Americans were no longer dependable. + +And then he heard footsteps on the walk, quick footsteps that spelled +hurry. Nicky drew aside to let the speeder pass; but instead he heard +a constabular "Hay!" and his shoulder-blades winced. + +It was only Jake Nuddle. Jake had no newspaper to sell, but he had an +idea for a collaboration which would bring him some of that easy money +the Germans were squandering like drunken sailors. + +"You was just talkin' to my sister-in-law," said Jake. + +"Ah, you are then the brother of Marie Louise?" + +"Yep, and I couldn't help hearin' a little of what passed between +you." + +Jake's slyness had a detective-like air in Nicky's anxious eyes. He +warned himself to be on guard. Jake said: + +"I'm for Germany unanimous. I think it's a rotten shame for America to +go into this war. And some of us Americans are sayin' we won't stand +for it. We don't own no Congersmen; we're only the protelarriat, as +the feller says; but we're goin' to put this country on the bum, and +that's what old Kaiser Bill wants we should do, or I miss my guess, +hay?" + +Nicky was cautious: + +"How do you propose to help the All Highest?" + +"Sabotodge." + +"You interest me," said Nicky. + +They had come to one of the circles that moon the plan of Washington. +Nicky motioned Jake to a bench, where they could command the approach +and be, like good children, seen and not heard. Jake outlined his +plan. + +When Nicky Easton had rung Marie Louise's bell he had not imagined how +much help Marie Louise would render him in giving him the precious +privilege of meeting her unprepossessing brother-in-law; nor had she +dreamed what peril she was preparing for Davidge in planning to secure +for him and his shipyard the services of this same Jake, as lazy and +as amiable as any side-winder rattlesnake that ever basked in the +sunlit sand. + + + + +BOOK IV + +AT THE SHIPYARD + +[Illustration: There was something hallowed and awesome about it all. It +had a cathedral majesty.] + + + + +CHAPTER I + + +Davidge despised a man who broke his contracts. He broke one with +himself and despised himself. He broke his contract to ignore the +existence of Marie Louise. The next time he came to Washington he +sought her out. He called up the Widdicombe home and learned that she +had moved. She had no telephone yet, for it took a vast amount of time +to get any but a governmental telephone installed. So he noted her +address, and after some hesitation decided to call. If she did not +want to see him, her butler could tell him that she was out. + +He called. Marie Louise had tried in vain to get in servants who would +stay. Abbie talked to them familiarly--and so did Jake. The virtuous +ones left because of Jake, and the others left because of Abbie. + +So Abbie went to the door when Davidge called. He supposed that the +butler was having a day off and the cook was answering the bell. He +offered his card to Abbie. + +She wiped her hand on her apron and took it, then handed it back to +him, saying: + +"You'll have to read it. I ain't my specs." + +Davidge said, "Please ask Miss Webling if she can see Mr. Davidge." + +"You're not Mr. Davidge!" Abbie gasped, remembering the importance +Marie Louise gave him. + +"Yes," said Davidge, with proper modesty. + +"Well, I want to know!" + +Abbie wiped her hand again and thrust it forward, seizing his +questioning fingers in a practised clench, and saying, "Come right on +in and seddown." She haled the befuddled Davidge to a chair and +regarded him with beaming eyes. He regarded her with the eyes of +astonishment--and the ears, too, for the amazing servant, forever +wiping her hands, went to the stairs and shrieked: + +"Mamee-eese! Oh, Ma-mee-uz! Mist' Davidge is shere." + +Poor Mamise! She had to come down upon such a scene, and without +having had any chance to break the news that she had a sister she had +to introduce the sister. She had no chance to explain her till a +fortunate whiff of burning pastry led Abbie to groan, "My Lord, them +pies!" and flee. + +If ever Marie Louise had been guilty of snobbery, she was doing +penance for it now. She was too loyal to what her family ought to have +been and was not to apologize for Abbie, but she suffered in a social +purgatory. + +Worse yet, she had to ask Davidge to give her brother-in-law a job. +And Davidge said he would. He said it before he saw Jake. And when he +saw him, though he did not like him, he did not guess what treachery +the fellow planned. He invited him to come to the shipyard--by train. + +He invited Mamise to ride thither in her own car the next day to see +his laboratory for ships, never dreaming that the German menace was +already planning its destruction. + + * * * * * + +Not only in cheap plays and farces do people continue in perplexities +that one question and one answer would put an end to. In real life we +incessantly dread to ask the answers to conundrums that we cannot +solve, and persist in misery for lack of a little frankness. + +For many a smiling mile, on the morrow, Davidge rode in a torment. So +stout a man, to be fretted by so little a matter! Yet he was unable to +bring himself to the point of solving his curiosity. The car had +covered forty miles, perhaps, while his thoughts ran back and forth, +lacing the road like a dog accompanying a carriage. A mental +speedometer would have run up a hundred miles before he made the +plunge and popped the subject. + +"Mamise is an unusual name," he remarked. + +Marie Louise was pleasantly startled by the realization that his long +silence had been devoted to her. + +"Like it?" she asked. + +"You bet." The youthfulness of this embarrassed him and made her +laugh. He grew solemn for about eleven hundred yards of road that went +up and down and up and down in huge billows. Then he broke out again: + +"It's an unusual name." + +She laughed patiently. "So I've heard." + +The road shot up a swirling hill into an old, cool grove. + +"I only knew one other--er--Mamise." + +This sobered her. It was unpleasant not to be unique. The chill woods +seemed to be rather glum about it, too. The road abandoned them and +flung into a sun-bathed plain. + +"Really? You really knew another--er--Mamise?" + +"Yes. Years ago." + +"Was she nice?" + +"Very." + +"Oh!" She was sorry about that, too. The road slipped across a +loose-planked, bone-racking bridge. With some jealousy she asked, +"What was she like?" + +"You." + +"That's odd." A little shabby, topply-tombed graveyard glided by, +reverting to oblivion. "Tell me about her." + +A big motor charged past so fast that the passengers were only blurs, +a grim chauffeur-effect with blobs of fat womankind trailing snapping +veils. The car trailed a long streamer of dust that tasted of the +road. When this was penetrated they entered upon a stretch of pleasant +travel for eyes and wheels, on a long, long channel through a fruitful +prairie, a very allegory of placid opulence. + +"It was funny," said Davidge. "I was younger than I am. I went to a +show one night. A musical team played that everlasting 'Poet and +Peasant' on the xylophones. They played nearly everything on nearly +everything--same old stuff, accordions, horns, bells; same old jokes +by the same fool clown and the solemn dubs. But they had a girl with +'em--a young thing. She didn't play very well. She had a way with her, +though--seemed kind of disgusted with life and the rest of the troupe +and the audience. And she had a right to be disgusted, for she was as +pretty as--I don't know what. She was just beautiful--slim and limber +and long--what you might imagine a nymph would look like if she got +loose in a music-hall. + +"I was crazy about her. If I could ever have written a poem about +anybody, it would have been about her. She struck me as something sort +of--well, divine. She wore the usual, and not much of it--low neck, +bare arms, and--tights. But I kind of revered her; she was so dog-on +pretty. + +"When the drop fell on that act I was lost. I was an orphan for true. +I couldn't rest till I saw the manager and asked him to take me back +and introduce me to her. He gave me a nasty grin and said he didn't +run that kind of a theater, and I said I'd knock his face off if he +thought I thought he did. Well, he gave in finally and took me back. I +fell down the side-aisle steps and sprawled along the back of the +boxes and stumbled up the steps to the stage. + +"And then I met Mamise--that was her name on the program--Mamise. She +was pretty and young as ever, but she wasn't a nymph any longer. She +was just a young, painted thing, a sulky, disgusted girl. And she was +feeding a big monkey--a chimpanzee or something. It was sitting on a +bicycle and smoking a cigar--getting ready to go on the stage. + +"It was so human and so unhuman and so ugly, and she was so graceful, +that it seemed like a sort of satire on humanity. The manager said, +'Say, Mamise, this gentleman here wants to pays his respecks.' She +looked up in a sullen way, and the chimpanzee showed his teeth at me, +and I mumbled something about expecting to see the name Mamise up in +the big electric lights. + +"She gave me a look that showed she thought I was a darned fool, and I +agreed with her then--and since. She said, 'Much obliged' in a +contemptuous contralto and--and turned to the other monkey. + +"The interview was finished. I backed over a scene-prop, knocked down +a stand of Indian-clubs, and got out into the alley. I was mad at her +at first, but afterward I always respected her for snubbing me. I +never saw her again, never saw her name again. As for the big electric +lights, I was a punk prophet. But her name has stood out in electric +lights in my--my memory. I suppose she left the stage soon after. She +may be dead now. + +"It hurt me a lot to have her wither me with that one big, slow glance +of hers, but I was glad of it afterward. It made me feel more +comfortable about her. If she had welcomed every stranger that came +along she--well, as she didn't, she must have been a good girl, don't +you suppose?" + +The road still pierced the golden scene, a monotony of plenty, an +endless-seeming treasure of sheaves of wheat and stacks of corn, with +pumpkins of yellow metal and twisted ingots of squash; but an autumnal +sorrow clouded the landscape for Marie Louise. + +"What do you call a good girl?" she asked. + +"That's a hard question to answer nowadays." + +"Why nowadays?" + +"Oh, because our ideas of good are so much more merciful and our ideas +of girls are so much more--complicated. Anyway, as the fellow said, +that's my story. And now you know all about Mamise that I know. Can +you forgive her for wearing your name?" + +"I could forgive that Mamise anything," she sighed. "But this Mamise I +can't forgive at all." + +This puzzled him. "I don't quite get that." + +She let him simmer in his own perplexity through a furlong of what +helpless writers call "a shady dell"; its tenderness won from him a +timid confession. + +"You reminded me of her when I first met you. You are as different as +can be, and yet somehow you remind me of each other." + +"Somehow we are each other." + +He leaned forward and stared at her, and she spared him a hasty glance +from the road. She was blushing. + +He was so childishly happy that he nearly said, "It's a small world, +after all." He nearly swung to the other extreme. "Well, I'll be--" He +settled like a dying pendulum on, "Well--well!" They both laughed, and +he put out his hand. "Pleased to meet you again." + +She let go the wheel and pressed his hand an instant. + +The plateau was ended, and the road went overboard in a long, steep +cascade. She pushed out the clutch and coasted. The whir of the engine +stopped. The car sailed softly. + +He was eager for news of the years between then and now. It was so +wonderful that the surly young beginner in vaudeville should have +evolved into this orchid of the salons. He was interested in the +working of such social machinery. He urged: + +"Tell me all about yourself." + +"No, thanks." + +"But what happened to you after I saw you? You don't remember me, of +course." + +"I remember the monkey." + +They both laughed at the unconscious brutality of this. He turned +solemn and asked: + +"You mean that so many men came back to call on you?" + +"No, not so many--too many, but not many. But--well, the monkey was +more unusual, I suppose. He traveled with us several weeks. He was +very jealous. He had a fight with a big trained dog that I petted +once. They nearly killed each other before they could be separated. +And such noises as they made! I can hear them yet. The manager of the +monkey wanted to marry me. I was unhappy with my team, but I hated +that man--he was such a cruel beast with the monkey that supported +him. He'd have beaten me, too, I suppose, and made me support him." + +Davidge sighed with relief as if her escape had been just a moment +before instead of years ago. + +"Lord! I'm glad you didn't marry him! But tell me what did happen +after I saw you." + +The road led them into a sizable town, street-car tracks, bad +pavements, stupid shops, workmen's little homes in rows like +chicken-houses, then better streets, better homes, business blocks +well paved, a hotel, a post-office, a Carnegie library, a gawky Civil +War statue, then poorer shops, rickety pavements, shanties, and the +country again. + +Davidge noted that she had not answered his question. He repeated it: + +"What happened after you and the monkey-trainer parted?" + +"Oh, years later I was in Berlin with a team called the Musical Mokes, +and Sir Joseph and Lady Webling saw me and thought I looked like their +daughter, and they adopted me--that's all." + +She had grown a bit weary of her autobiography. Abbie had made her +tell it over and over, but had tried in vain to find out what went on +between her stage-beginnings and her last appearance in Berlin. + +Davidge was fascinated by her careless summary of such great events; +for to one in love, all biography of the beloved becomes important +history. But having seen her as a member of Sir Joseph's household, he +was more interested in the interregnum. + +"But between your reaching Berlin and the time I saw you what +happened?" + +"That's my business." + +She saw him wince at the abrupt discourtesy of this. She apologized: + +"I don't mean to be rude, but--well, it wouldn't interest you." + +"Oh yes, it would. Don't tell me if you don't want to, but--" + +"But--" + +"Oh, nothing!" + +"You mean you'll think that if I don't tell you it's because I'm +ashamed to." + +"Oh no, not at all." + +"Oh yes, at all. Well, what if I were?" + +"I can't imagine your having done anything to be ashamed of." + +"O Lord! Am I as stupid as that comes to?" + +"No! But I mean, you couldn't have done anything to be really ashamed +of." + +"That's what I mean. I've done numberless things I'd give my right arm +not to have done." + +"I mean really wicked things." + +"Such as--" + +"Oh--well, I mean being bad." + +"Woman-bad or man-bad?" + +"Bad for a woman." + +"So what's bad for one is not bad for another." + +"Well, not exactly, but there is a difference." + +"If I told you that I had been very, very wicked in those mysterious +years, would it seem important to you?" + +"Of course! Horribly! It couldn't help it, if a man cared much for a +woman." + +"And if a woman cared a lot for a man, ought it to make a difference +what he had done before he met her?" + +"Well, of course--but that's different." + +"Why?" + +"Oh, because it is." + +"Men say 'Because!' too, I see." + +"It's just shorthand with us. It means you know it so well there's no +need of explaining." + +"Oh! Well, if you--I say, _if_ you were very much in love with me--" + +"Which I--" + +"Don't be odiously polite. I'm arguing, not fishing. If you were +deeply in love with me, would it make a good deal of difference to you +if several years ago I had been--oh, loose?" + +"It would break my heart." + +Marie Louise liked him the better for this, but she held to her +argument. + +"All right. Now, still supposing that we loved each other, ought I +to inquire of you if the man of my possible choice had been +perfectly--well, spotless, all that time? Ought I expect that he was +saving himself up for me, feeling himself engaged to me, you might +say, long before he met me, and keeping perfectly true to his +future fiancée--ought I to expect that?" + +He flushed a little as he mumbled: + +"Hardly!" + +She laughed a trifle bitterly: + +"So we're there already?" + +"Where?" + +"At the double standard. What's crime for the goose is pastime for the +gander." + +He did not intend to give up man's ancient prerogative. + +"Well, it's better to have almost any standard than none, isn't it?" + +"I wonder." + +"The single standard is better than the sixteen to one--silver for men +and gold for women." + +"Perhaps! But you men seem to believe in a sixteen to none. Mind you, +I'm not saying I've been bad." + +"I knew you couldn't have been." + +"Oh yes, I could have been--I'm not saying I wasn't. I'm not saying +anything at all. I'm saying that it's nobody's business but my own." + +"Even your future husband has no right to know?" + +"None whatever. He has the least right of all, and he'd better not try +to find out." + +"You women are changing things!" + +"We have to, if we're going to live among men. When you're in +Rome--" + +"You're going to turn the world upside down, I suppose?" + +"We've always done that more or less, and nobody ever could stop us, +from the Garden of Eden on. In the future, one thing is sure: a lot of +women will go wrong, as the saying is, under the new conditions, with +liberty and their own money and all. But, good Lord! millions of women +went wrong in the old days! The first books of the Bible tell about +all the kinds of wickedness that we know to-day. Somebody complained +that with all our modern science we hadn't invented one new deadly +sin. We go on using the same old seven--well, indecencies. It will be +the same with women. It's bound to be. You can't keep women unfree. +You've simply got to let them loose. The old ways were hideous; and +it's dishonest and vicious to pretend that people used to be better +than they were, just as an argument in favor of slavery, for fear they +will be worse than the imaginary woman they put up for an argument. I +fancy women were just about as good and just about as bad in old +Turkey, in the jails they call harems, as they are in a three-ringed +circus to-day. + +"When the old-fashioned woman went wrong she lied or cried or +committed suicide or took to the streets or went on with her social +success, as the case might be. She'll go on doing much the same--just +as men do. Some men repent, some cheat, some kill themselves; others +go right along about their business, whether it's in a bank, a church, +a factory, a city or a village or anywhere. + +"But in the new marriage--for marriage is really changing, though the +marrying people are the same old folks--in the new marriage a man must +do what a woman has had to do all along: take the partner for better +or worse and no questions asked." + +He humored her heresy because he found it too insane to reason with. +"In other words, we'll take our women as is." + +"That's the expression--_as is_. A man will take his sweetheart 'as +is' or leave her. And whichever he does, as you always say, oh, she'll +get along somehow." + +"The old-fashioned home goes overboard, then?" + +"That depends on what you mean by the old-fashioned home. I had one, +and it could well be spared. There were all kinds of homes in old +times and the Middle Ages and nowadays, and there'll be all kinds +forever. But we're wrangling like a pair of lovers instead of getting +along beautifully like a pair of casual acquaintances." + +"Aren't we going to be more than that?" + +"I hope not. I want a place on your pay-roll; I'm not asking for a job +as your wife." + +"You can have it." + +"Thanks, but I have another engagement. When I have made my way in the +world and can support you in the style you're accustomed to, I may +come and ask for your hand." + +Her flippancy irked him worse than her appalling ideas, but she grew +more desirable as she grew more infuriating, for the love-game has +some resemblances to the fascinating-sickening game of golf. She did +not often argue abstrusely, and she was already fagged out mentally. +She broke off the debate. + +"Now let's think of something else, if you don't mind." + +They talked of everything else, but his soul was chiefly engaged in +alternating vows to give her up and vows to make her his own in spite +of herself; and he kept on trying to guess the conundrum she posed him +in refusing to enlighten him as to those unmentionable years between +his first sight of her and his second. + +In making love, as in other popular forms of fiction, the element of +mystery is an invaluable adjunct to the property value. He was still +pondering her and wondering what she was pondering when they reached +the town where his shipyard lay. + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +From a hilltop Marie Louise saw below her in panorama an ugly mess +of land and riverscape--a large steel shed, a bewilderment of +scaffolding, then a far stretch of muddy flats spotted with flies that +were probably human beings, among a litter of timber, of girders, of +machine-shanties, of railroad tracks, all spread out along a dirty +water. + +A high wire fence surrounded what seemed to need no protection. In the +neighborhood were numbers of workmen's huts--some finished, and long +rows of them in building, as much alike and as graceful as a pan of +raw biscuits. + +She saw it all as it was, with a stranger's eyes. Davidge saw it with +the eyes a father sees a son through, blind to evident faults, vividly +accepting future possibilities as realities. + +Davidge said, with repressed pride: + +"Well, thar she blows!" + +"What?" + +"My shipyard!" This with depressed pride. + +"Oh, rilly! So it is! How wonderful!" This with forced enthusiasm. + +"You don't like it," he groaned. + +"I'm crazy about it." + +"If you could have seen it when it was only marsh and weeds and +mud-holes and sluices you'd appreciate what we've reclaimed and the +work that has been done." + +The motor pitched down a badly bruised road. + +"Where's the ship that's nearly done--your mother's ship?" + +"Behind the shed, in among all that scaffolding." + +"Don't tell me there's a ship in there!" + +"Yep, and she's just bursting to come out." + +They entered the yard, past a guardian who looked as if a bottle of +beer would buy him, and a breath strong enough to blow off the froth +would blow him over. + +Within a great cage of falsework Marie Louise could see the ship that +Davidge had dedicated to his mother. But he did not believe Marie +Louise ready to understand it. + +"Let's begin at the beginning," he said. "See those railroad tracks +over there? Well, that's where the timber comes from the forests and +the steel from the mills. Now we'll see what happens to 'em in the +shop." + +He took her into the shed and showed her the traveling-cranes that +could pick up a locomotive between their long fingers and carry it +across the long room like a captured beetle. + +"Up-stairs is the mold-loft. It's our dressmaking-shop. We lay down +the design on the floor, and mark out every piece of the ship in exact +size, and then make templates of wood to match--those are the +patterns. It's something like making a gown, I suppose." + +"I see," said Marie Louise. "Then you fit the dress together out in +the yard." + +"Exactly," said Davidge. "You've mastered the whole thing already. +It's a long climb up there. Will you try it?" + +"Later, perhaps. I want to see these delightful what-you-may-call-'ems +first." + +She watched the men at work, each group about its own machine, like +priests at their various altars. Davidge explained to her the cruncher +that manicured thick plates of steel sheets as if they were +finger-nails, or beveled their edges; the puncher that needled +rivet-holes through them as if they were silk, the ingenious Lysholm +tables with rollers for tops. + +Marie Louise was like a child in a wholesale toy-shop, understanding +nothing, ecstatic over everything, forbidden to touch anything. In her +ignorance of technical matters, the simplest device was miraculous. +The whole place was a vast laboratory of mysteries and magic. + +There was a something hallowed and awesome about it all. It had a +cathedral grandeur, even though it was a temple builded with hands for +the sake of the things builded with hands. The robes of the votaries +were grimy and greasy, and the prayer they poured out was sweat. They +chewed tobacco and spat regardless. They eyed her as curiously as she +them. They swaggered each his own way, one by extra obliviousness, +another with a flourish of gesture. They seemed to want to speak, and +so did she, but embarrassment caused a common silence. + +On the ground they had cleared and under the roof they had established +they had fashioned vessels that should carry not myrrh and nard to +make a sweet smell or to end in a delicate smoke, but wheat, milk and +coal, clothes and shoes and shells, for the feeding and warming of +people in need, and for the destruction of the god of destruction. + +Marie Louise's response to the mood of the place was conversion, a +passion to take vows of eternal industry, to put on the holy vestments +of toil and wield the--she did not even know the names of the tools. +She only knew that they were sacred implements. + +She was in an almost trancelike state when Davidge led her from this +world with its own sky of glass to the outer world with the same old +space-colored sky. He conducted her among heaps of material waiting to +be assembled, the raw stuffs of creation. + +As they drew near the almost finished ship the noise of the riveting +which had been but a vague palpitation of the air became a well-nigh +intolerable staccato. + +Men were at work everywhere, Lilliputian against the bulk of the hull +they were contriving. Davidge escorted Marie Louise with caution +across tremulous planks, through dark caverns into the hold of the +ship. + +In these grottoes of steel the clamor of the riveters grew maddening +in her ears. They were everywhere, holding their machine-guns against +reverberant metal and hammering steel against steel with a superhuman +velocity; for man had made himself more than man by his own +inventions, had multiplied himself by his own machineries. + +"That's the great Sutton," Davidge remarked, presently. "He's our +prima donna. He's the champion riveter of this part of the country. +Like to meet him?" + +Marie Louise nodded yes before she noted that the man was stripped to +the waist. Runnels of sweat ran down his flesh and shot from the +muscles leaping beneath his swart hide. + +Davidge went up to him and, after howling in vain, tapped his brawn. +Sutton looked up, shut off his noise, and turned to Davidge with the +impatience of a great tenor interrupted in a cadenza by a mere +manager. + +Davidge yelled, with unnecessary voltage: + +"Sutton, I want to present you to Miss Webling." + +Sutton realized his nakedness like another Adam, and his confusion +confused Marie Louise. She nodded. He nodded. Perhaps he made his +muscles a little tauter. + +Davidge had planned to ask Sutton to let Marie Louise try to drive a +rivet, just to show her how hopeless her ambition was, but he dared +not loiter. Marie Louise, feeling silly in the silence, asked, +stupidly: + +"So that's a riveter?" + +"Yes, ma'am," Sutton confessed, "this is a riveter." + +"Oh!" said Marie Louise. + +"Well, I guess we'll move on," said Davidge. As conversation, it was +as unimportant as possible, but it had a negative historical value, +since it left Marie Louise unconvinced of her inability to be a +rivetress. + +She said, "Thank you," and moved on. Davidge followed. Sutton took up +his work again, as a man does after a woman has passed by, pretending +to be indignant, trying by an added ferocity to conceal his delight. + +At a distance Davidge paused to say: "He's a great card, Sutton. He +gets a lot of money, but he earns it before he spends it, and he's my +ideal of a workman. His work comes first. He hogs all the pay the +traffic will bear, but he goes on working and he takes a pride in +being better than anybody else in his line. So many of these infernal +laborers have only one ideal--to do the least possible work and earn +enough to loaf most of the time." + +Marie Louise thought of some of Jake Nuddle's principles and wondered +if she had done right in recommending him for a place on Davidge's +pay-roll. She was afraid he would be a slacker, never dreaming that he +would be industrious in all forms of destruction. Jake never demanded +short hours for his conspiracies. + +At the top of the unfinished deck Marie Louise forgot Jake and gave +her mind up to admiring Davidge as the father of all this factory. He +led her down, out and along the bottom-land, through bogs, among heaps +of rusty iron, to a concrete building-slip. He seemed to be very +important about something, but she could not imagine what it was. She +saw nothing but a long girder made up of sections. It lay along a flat +sheet of perforated steel--the homeliest contraption imaginable. + +"Whatever is all this," she asked,--"the beginning of a bridge?" + +"Yes and no. It's the beginning of part of the bridge we're building +across the Atlantic." + +"I don't believe that I quite follow you." + +"This is the keel of a ship." + +"No!" + +"Yep!" + +"And was the _Clara_ like this once?" + +"No. _Clara's_ an old-fashioned creature like mother. This is a +newfangled thing like--like you." + +"Like me! This isn't--" + +"This is to be the _Mamise_." + +She could not hide her disappointment in her namesake. + +"I must confess she's not very beautiful to start with." + +"Neither were you at first, I suppose. I--I beg your pardon. I +mean--" + +He tried to tell her about the new principles of fabricated ships, the +standardizing of the parts, and their manufacture at distances by +various steel plants, the absence of curved lines, the advantage of +all the sacrifice of the old art for the new speed. + +In spite of what she had read she could not make his information her +own. And yet it was thrilling to look at. She broke out: + +"I've just got to learn how to build ships. It's the one thing on +earth that will make me happy." + +"Then I'll have to get it for you." + +"You mean it?" + +"If anything I could do could make you happy--cutting off my right +arm, or--" + +"That's no end nice of you. But I am in earnest. I'm wretchedly +unhappy, doing nothing. We women, I fancy, are most of us just where +boys are when they have outgrown boyhood and haven't reached +manhood--when they are crazy to be at something, and can't even decide +where to begin. Women have got to come out in the world and get to +work. Here's my job, and I want it!" + +He looked at the delicate hands she fluttered before him, and he +smiled. She protested: + +"I always loved physical exercise. In England I did the roughest sort +of farmwork. I'm stronger than I look. I think I'd rather play one of +those rat-tat-tat instruments than--than a harp in New Jerusalem." + +Davidge shook his head. "I'm afraid you're not quite strong enough. It +takes a lot of power to hold the gun against the hull. The compressed +air kicks and shoves so hard that even men tire quickly. Sutton +himself has all he can do to keep alive." + +"Give me a hammer, then, and let me--smite something." + +"Don't you think you'd rather begin in the office? You could learn the +business there first. Besides, I don't like the thought of your +roughing up those beautiful hands of yours." + +"If men would only quit trying to keep women's hands soft and clean, +the world would be the better for it." + +"Well, come down and learn the business first--you'd be nearer me." + +She sidestepped this sentimental jab and countered with a practical +left hook: + +"But you'd teach me ship-building?" + +"I'd rather teach you home-building." + +"If you mean a home on the bounding main, I'll get right to work." + +He was stubborn about beginning with office tasks, and he took her to +the mold-loft. She was fascinated but appalled by her own ignorance of +what had come to be the most important of all knowledge. + +She sighed. "I've always been such a smatterer. I never have really +known anything about anything. Most women are so astonishingly +ignorant and indifferent about the essentials of men's life." + +She secretly resolved that she would study some of the basic +principles of male existence--bookkeeping, drafting, letter-writing, +filing, trading. It amused her as a kind of new mischief to take a +course of business instruction on the sly and report for duty not as +an ignoramus, but as a past-mistress in office practice. It was at +least a refreshing novelty in duplicity. + +She giggled a little at the quaintness of her conspiracy. The old +song, "Trust Her Not--She Is Fooling Thee," occurred to her in a +fantastic parody: "Trust her not--she is fooling thee; she is +clandestine at the business college; she is leading a double-entry +life. She writes you in longhand, but she is studying shorthand. She +is getting to be very fast--on the typewriter." + +Davidge asked her why she snickered, but she would not divulge her +plot. She was impatient to spring it. She wondered if in a week she +could learn all she had to learn--if she worked hard. It would be +rather pleasant to sit at his desk-leaf and take dictation from +him--confidential letters that he would intrust to no one else, +letters written in a whisper and full of dark references. She hoped +she could learn stenographic velocity in a few days. + +As she and Davidge walked back to the car she noted the workmen's +shanties. + +"If I come here, may I live in one of those cunning new bungalettes?" + +"Indeed not! There are some nice houses in town." + +"I'm sick of nice houses. I want to rough it. In the next war millions +of women will live in tents the way the men do. Those shanties would +be considered palaces in Belgium and northern France. In fact, any +number of women are over there now building huts for the poor souls." + +Davidge grew more and more wretched. He could not understand such a +twisted courtship. His sweetheart did not want jewels and luxuries and +a life of wealthy ease. Her only interest in him seemed to be that he +would let her live in a shanty, wear overalls, and pound steel all day +for union wages. + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +An eloquent contrast with Marie Louise was furnished by Jake Nuddle. +He was of the ebb type. He was degenerating into a shirker, a +destroyer, a money-maniac, a complainer of other men's successes. His +labor was hardly more than a foundation for blackmailing. He loved no +country, had not even a sense of following the crowd. He called the +Star-spangled Banner a dirty rag, and he wanted to wipe his feet on +it. He was useless, baneful, doomed. + +Marie Louise was coming into a new Canaan. What she wanted was work +for the work's sake, to be building something and thereby building +herself, to be helping her country forward, to be helping mankind, +poor and rich. The sight of the flag made her heart ache with a +rapture of patriotism. She had the urge to march with an army. + +Marie Louise was on the up grade, Jake on the down. They met at the +gate of the shipyard. + +Jake and Abbie had come over by train. Jake was surly in his tone to +Davidge. His first question was, "Where do we live?" + +Marie Louise answered, "In one of those quaint little cottages." + +Jake frowned before he looked. He was one of those who hate before +they see, feel nausea before they taste, condemn the unknown, the +unheard, the unoffending. + +By the time Jake's eyes had found the row of shanties his frown was a +splendid thing. + +"Quaint little hog-pens!" he growled. "Is this company the same as all +the rest--treatin' its slaves like swine?" + +Davidge knew the type. For the sake of Marie Louise he restrained his +first impulses and spoke with amiable acidity: + +"There are better houses in town, some of them very handsome." + +"Yah--but what rent?" + +"Rather expensive. Rather distant, too, but you can make it easily in +an automobile." + +"Where would I git a nautomobile?" + +"I can introduce you to the man who sold me mine." + +"How would I get the price?" + +"Just where I did." + +"Whurr's that?" + +"Oh, all over the place. I used to be a common unskilled laborer like +you. And now I own a good part of this business. Thousands of men who +began poorer than I did are richer than I am. The road's just as open +to you as to me." + +Jake had plenty of answers for this. He had memorized numbers of them +from the tracts; but also he had plans that would not be furthered by +quarreling with Davidge the first day. He could do Davidge most harm +by obeying him and outwardly catering to him. He solaced his pride +with a thought of what Davidge's business would look like when he got +through with it. + +He laughed: "All right, boss. I was just beefin', for the fun of +beefin'. Them shanties suit me elegant." + +Then his fool wife had to go and bust in, "Oh, Jake, if you would do +like Mr. Davidge done, and git rich and live easy!" + +Jake gave her a pantomimic rebuke that reduced her to a pulpy +silence. + +Marie Louise thought to restore Abbie's spirits a little by saying +that she herself was coming down to work and to live in one of those +very shanties. But Abbie gave her up as hopeless. Why any one should +want to leave a house like what Mamise had, and money in the bank, and +no call to lift her hand for nothing except to ring a bell and get +somebody to fetch anything, and leave all that and live like a +squatter and actually work--well, it did beat all how foolish some +folks could be in the world nowadays. + +Marie Louise left Abbie and Jake to establish themselves. She had to +get back to Washington. Davidge had planned to go with her, but a +long-distance telephone-call, and a visit from a group of prospective +strikers, and a warning that a consignment of long-expected machinery +had not yet arrived, took him out of the car. He was tempted to go +with Marie Louise, anyway, but she begged him not to neglect his +business for her unimportant self, and bade him good-by in an old +Wakefield phrase, "If I don't see you again, hello!" + +She returned to Washington alone, but not lonely. Her thoughts smoked +through her brain like a dust-cloud of shining particles, each radiant +atom a great idea. The road home was through the sky; the villages and +groves were vague pink clouds; the long downward slopes were shafts of +sunlight, the ridges rainbows. + +It would take her hardly any time to conquer the mysteries of +stenography. Surely they must be easy, considering some of the people +that practised the art. She would study ship-building, and drafting, +too. Her water-color landscapes had been highly praised by certain +young men and old ladies in England. She would learn how to keep her +own bank-account and revamp her arithmetic. She would take up light +bookkeeping; and she would build up her strength in a gymnasium so +that she could swing a sledge as well as the next one. She would offer +her home in Washington for rent. With the mobs pouring in, it would +not be untenanted long. + +Her last expectation was realized first. The morning after she reached +home she visited Mr. Hailstorks and told him she would sublet her +mansion. Now that she wanted to collect rent from it instead of paying +rent for it her description of its advantages was inevitably altered. +With perfect sincerity she described its very faults as attractions. + +Thereafter her life was made miserable by the calls of people who +wanted to look the place over. She had incessant offers, but she would +not surrender her nest till she was ready to go back to the shipyard, +and that was always to-morrow--the movable to-morrow which like the +horizon is always just beyond. + +She sent herself to school and was dazed by her ignorance. In +arithmetic she had forgotten what she had gained at the age of ten, +and it was not easy to recapture it. + +On the typewriter she had to learn the alphabet all over again in a +new order, and this was fiendishly hard. She studied the touch-system +with the keyboard covered, and her blunders were disheartening. Her +deft fingers seemed hardly to be her own. They would not obey her will +at all. + +Shorthand was baffling. It took her five times as long to write in +shorthand as in longhand such thrilling literature as: "Dear +customer,--Letter received and contents noted. In reply to same would +say--" + +At first she was a trifle snobbish and stand-offish with some of the +pert young fellow-pupils, but before long her opinion of them +increased to a respect verging on awe. + +They could take dictation, chew gum, and fix their back hair with the +free hand all at once. Their fingers pattered the keyboard like rain, +and their letters were exquisitely neat. They had studied for a long +time, and had acquired proficiency. And it is no easy thing to acquire +proficiency in any task, from cobbling shoes to polishing sonnets or +moving armies. + +Marie Louise was humiliated to find that she really did not know how +to spell some of the simplest words. When she wrote with running pen +she never stopped to spell. She just sketched the words and let them +go. She wrote, "I beleive I recieved," so that nobody could tell _e_ +from _i_; and she put the dot where it might apply to either. Her +punctuation was all dashes. + +The typewriter would not permit anything vague. A word stood out in +its stark reality, howling "Illiterate!" at her. Her punctuation +simply would not do. + +Pert young misses who were honored by a wink from an +ice-cream-soda-counter keeper or by an invitation to a street-car +conductors' dance turned out work of a Grecian perfection, while Marie +Louise bit her lips and blushed with shame under the criticisms of her +teacher. She was back in school again, the dunce of the class, and +abject discouragements alternated with spurts of zeal. + +In the mean while the United States was also learning the rudiments of +war and the enormous office-practice it required. Before the war was +over the army of 118,000 men and 5,000 officers in February, 1917, +would be an army of over 3,000,000, and of these over 2,000,000 would +have been carried to Europe, half of them in British ships; 50,000 of +these would be killed to Russia's 1,700,000 dead, Germany's 1,600,000, +France's 1,385,000, England's 706,200, Italy's 406,000, and Belgium's +102,000. The wounded Americans would be three times the total present +army. Everybody was ignorant, blunderful. Externally and internally +the United States was as busy as a trampled ant-hill. + +Everything in those days was done in drives. The armies made drives; +the financiers made drives; the charities made drives. The world-heart +was never so driven. And this was all on top of the ordinary human +suffering, which did not abate one jot for all its overload. Teeth +ached just as fiercely; jealousy was just as sickly green; empires +crackled; people starved in herds; cities were pounded to gravel; army +after army was taken prisoner or slaughtered; yet each agitated atom +in the chaos was still the center of the tormented universe. + +Marie Louise suffered for mankind and for herself. She was lonely, +love-famished, inept, dissatisfied, and abysmally ashamed of her +general ineffectiveness. Then one of Washington's infamous hot weeks +supervened. In the daytime the heat stung like a cat-o'-nine-tails. +The nights were suffocation. She "slept," gasping as a fish flounders +on dry land. After the long strain of fighting for peace, toiling for +rest, the mornings would find Marie Louise as wrecked as if she had +come in from a prolonged spree. Then followed a day of drudgery at the +loathly necessities of her stupid work. + +Detail and delay are the tests of ambition. Ambition sees the +mountain-peak blessed with sunlight and cries, "That is my goal!" But +the feet must cross every ditch, wade every swamp, scramble across +every ledge. The peak is the harder to see the nearer it comes; the +last cliffs hide it altogether, and when it is reached it is only a +rough crag surrounded by higher crags. The glory that lights it is +glory in distant eyes alone. + +So for poor Mamise. She had run away from a squalid home to the +gorgeous freedom of stage-life, only to find that the stage also is +squalid and slavish, and that the will-o'-the-wisp of gorgeous freedom +had jumped back to home life. She left the cheap theaters for the +expensive luxury of Sir Joseph's mansion. But that had its squalors +and slaveries, too. She had fled from troubled England to joyous +America, only to find in America a thousand distresses. + +Then her eyes had been caught with the glitter of true freedom. She +would be a builder of ships--cast off the restraint of womanhood and +be a magnificent builder of ships! And now she was finding that this +dream was also a nightmare. + +Everywhere she looked was dismay, futility, failure. The hot wave +found her an easy victim. A frightened servant who did not know the +difference between sunstroke and heat prostration nearly killed her +before a doctor came. + +The doctor sent Marie Louise to bed, and in bed she stayed. It was her +trained nurse who wrote a letter to Mr. Davidge regretting that she +could not come to the launching of the _Clara_. Abbie was not present, +either. She came up to be with Marie Louise. This was not the least of +Marie Louise's woes. + +She was quite childish about missing the great event. She wept because +another hand swung the netted champagne-bottle against the bow as it +lurched down the toboggan-slide. + +Davidge wrote her about the launching, but it was a business man's +letter, with the poetry all smothered. He told her that there had +been an accident or two, and nearly a disaster--an unexploded +infernal-machine had been found. A scheme to wreck the launching-ways +had been detected on the final inspection. + +Marie Louise read the letter aloud to Abbie, and, even though she knew +the ship was safe, trembled as if it were still in jeopardy. Her +shaken faith in humanity was still capable of feeling bewilderment at +the extremes of German savagery. She cried out to her sister: + +"How on earth can anybody be fiendish enough to have tried to destroy +that ship even before it was launched? How could a German spy have got +into the yard?" + +"It didn't have to have been a German," said Abbie, bitterly. + +"Who else would have wanted to play such a dastardly trick? No +American would!" + +"Well, it depends on what you call Amurrican," said Abbie. "There's +some them Independent workmen so independent they ain't got any +country any more 'n what Cain had." + +"You can't suppose that Mr. Davidge has enemies among his own +people?" + +"O' course he has! Slews of 'em. Some them workmen can't forgive the +man that gives 'em a job." + +"But he pays big wages. Think of what Jake gets." + +"Oh, him! If he got all they was, he'd holler he was bein' cheated. +Hollerin' and hatin' always come easy to Jake. If they wasn't easy, he +wouldn't do 'em." + +Marie Louise gasped: "Abbie! In Heaven's name, you don't imply--" + +"No, I don't!" snapped Abbie. "I never implied in my life, and don't +you go sayin' I did." + +Abbie was at bay now. She had to defend her man from outside +suspicion. Suspicion of her husband is a wife's prerogative + +Marie Louise was too much absorbed in the general vision of man's +potential villainy to follow up the individual clue. She was +frightened away from considering Jake as a candidate for such infamy. +Her wildest imaginings never put him in association with Nicky +Easton. + +There were so many excursions and alarms in the world of 1917 that the +riddle of who tried to sink the ship on dry land joined a myriad +others in the riddle limbo. + +When Marie Louise was well enough to go back to her business school +she found riddles enough in trying to decide where this letter or that +had got to on the crazy keyboard, or what squirmy shorthand symbol it +was that represented this syllable or that. + +She had lost the little speed she had had, and it was double drudgery +regaining the forgotten lore. But she stood the gaff and found herself +on the dizzy height of graduation from a lowly business school. She +had traveled a long way from the snobbery of her recent years. + +Davidge recognized her face and her voice when she presented herself +before him. But her soul was an utter stranger. She did not invite him +to call on her or warn him that she was coming to call on him. + +She appeared in his anteroom and bribed one of the clerks to go to him +with a message: + +"A young lady's outside--wants a position--as a stenogerpher." + +Davidge growled without looking up: + +"Why bother me? Send her to the chief clerk." + +"She wants to see you specially." + +"I'm out." + +"Said Miss Webling sent her." + +"O Lord!--show her in." + +Marie Louise entered. Davidge looked up, leaped up. + +She did not come in with the drawing-room, train-dragging manner of +Miss Webling. She did not wear the insolent beauty of Mamise of the +Musical Mokes. She was a white-waisted, plain-skirted office-woman, a +businessette. She had a neat little hat and gave him a secretarial +bow. + +He rushed to her hand, and they had a good laugh like two children +playing pretend. Then he said: + +"Why the camouflage?" + +The word was not very new even then, or he would not have used it. + +She explained, with royal simplicity: + +"I want a job." + +She brought out her diploma and a certificate giving her a civil-service +status. She was quite conceited about it. + +She insisted on displaying her accomplishments. + +"Give me some dictation," she dictated. + +He nodded, pummeled his head for an idea while she took from her +hand-bag, not a vanity-case, but a stenographer's notebook and a sheaf +of pencils. + +He noted that she sat down stenographically--very concisely. She +perched her notebook on the desk of one crossed knee and perked her +eyes up as alertly as a sparrow. + +All this professionalism sat so quaintly on the two Marie Louises he +had known that he roared with laughter as at a child dressed up. + +She smiled patiently at his uproar till it subsided. Then he sobered +and began to dictate: + +"Ready? 'Miss Mamise'--cross that out--'Miss Marie Louise Webling'--you +know the address; I don't. 'Dear--My dear'--no, just 'Dear Miss +Webling. Reference is had to your order of recent date that this +house engage you as amanuensis.' Dictionary in the bookcase +outside--comma--no, period. 'In reply I would--I wish to--I beg to--we +beg to say that we should--I should just as soon engage Mona Lisa for +a stenographer as you.' Period and paragraph. + +"'We have,'--comma,--'however,'--comma,--'another position to offer +you,'--comma,--'that is, as wife to the senior member of this firm.' +Period. 'The best wages we can--we can offer you are--is the use of +one large,'--comma,--'slightly damaged heart and a million thanks a +minute.' Period. 'Trusting that we may be favored with a prompt and +favorable reply, we am--I are--am--yours very sincerely, truly +yours,'--no, just say 'yours,' and I'll sign it. By the way, do you +know what the answer will be?" + +"Yes." + +"Do you mean it?" + +"I mean that I know the answer." + +"Let me have it." + +"Can't you guess?" + +"'Yes'?" + +"No." + +"Oh!" + +A long glum pause till she said, "Am I fired?" + +"Of course not." + +More pause. She intervened in his silence. + +"What do I do next, please?" + +He said, of habit, "Why, sail on, and on, and on." + +He reached for his basket of unanswered mail. He said: + +"I've given you a sample of my style, now you give me a sample of +yours, and then I'll see if I can afford to keep you as a stenographer +instead of a wife." + +She nodded, went to a typewriter in a corner of his office, and seated +herself at the musicless instrument. Her heart pit-a-patted as fast as +her fingers, but she drew up the letter in a handsome style while he +sat and stared at her and mused upon the strange radiance she brought +into the office in a kind of aureole. + +He grew abruptly serious when Miss Gabus, his regular stenographer, +entered and stared at the interloper with amazement, comma, +suspicion, comma, and hostility, period. She murmured a very +rasping "I beg your pardon," and stepped out, as Marie Louise rose +from the writing-machine and brought him an extraordinarily +accurate version of his letter. + +And now he had two women on his hands and one on his heart. He dared +not oust Miss Gabus for the sake of Miss Webling. He dared not show +his devotion to Marie Louise, though as a matter of fact it made him +glow like a lighthouse. + +He put Mamise to work in the chief clerk's office. It was noted that +he made many more trips to that office than ever before. Instead of +pressing the buzzer for a boy or a stenographer, he usually came out +himself on all sorts of errands. His buzzer did not buzz, but the +gossip did. + +Mamise was vaguely aware of it, and it distressed her till she grew +furious. She was so furious at Davidge for not being deft enough to +conceal his affection that she began to resent it as an offense and +not a compliment. + +The impossible Mamise insisted on taking up her residence in one of +the shanties. When he took the liberty of urging her to live at a +hotel or at some of the more comfortable homes she snubbed him +bluntly. When he desperately urged her to take lunch or dinner with +him she drew herself up and mocked the virtuous scorn of a movie +stenographer and said: + +"Sir! I may be only a poor typist, but no wicked capitalist shall loor +me to lunch with him. You'd probably drug the wine." + +"Then will you--" + +"No, I will not go motoring with you. How dare you!" + +"May I call, then?" + +More as a punishment than a hospitality, she said: + +"Yessir--the fourteenth house on the left side of the road is me." + +The days were still long and the dark tardy when he marched up the +street. It was a gantlet of eyes and whispers. He felt inane to an +imbecility. The whole village was eying the boss on his way to spark a +stenog. His little love-affair was as clandestine as Lady Godiva's +famous bareback ride. + +He cut his call short after an age-long half-hour of enduring the +ridicule twinkling in Mamise's eyes. He stayed just late enough for it +to get dark enough to conceal his return through that street. He was +furious at the situation and at Mamise for teasing him so. But she +became all the dearer for her elusiveness. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +After the novelty of the joke wore off Mamise grew as uncomfortable as +he. She was beginning to love him more and her job less. But she was +determined not to throw away her independence. Pride was her duenna, +and a ruthless one. She tried to feed her pride on her ambition and on +an occasional visit to the ship that was to wear her name. + +She met Sutton, the prima donna riveter. He was always clattering away +like a hungry woodpecker, but he always had time to stop and discuss +his art with her. + +Once or twice he let her try the riveter--the "gun," he called it; but +her thumb was not strong enough to hold the trigger against that +hundred-and-fifty-pound pressure per square inch. + +One day Marie Louise came on Jake Nuddle and Sutton in a wrangle. She +caught enough of the parley to know that Jake was sneering at Sutton's +waste of energy and enthusiasm, his long hours and low pay. Sutton +earned a very substantial income, but all pay was low pay to Jake, who +was spreading the gospel of sabotage through the shipyard. + +Meanwhile the good ship _Clara_, weaned from the dock, floated in the +basin and received her equipment. And at last the day came when she +was ready for her trial trip. + +That morning the smoke rolled from her funnels in a twisted skein. +What had once been ore in many a mine, and trees in many a forest, had +become an individual, as what has been vegetables and fruits and the +flesh of animals becomes at last a child with a soul, a name, a fate. + +It was impossible to think now that the _Clara_ was merely an iron box +with an engine to push it about. _Clara_ was somebody, a personality, +a lovable, whimsical, powerful creature. She was "she" to everybody. +And at last one morning she kicked up her heels and took a long white +bone in her teeth and went her ways. + +The next day _Clara_ came back. There was something about her manner +of sweeping into the bay, about the proud look of her as she came to a +halt, that convinced all the watchers in the shipyard of her success. + +When they learned that she had exceeded all her contract stipulations +there was a tumult of rejoicing; for her success was the success of +every man and lad in the company's employ--at least so thought all who +had any instinct of team-play and collective pride. A few soreheads +were glum, or sneered at the enthusiasm of the others. It was strange +that Jake Nuddle was associated with all of these groups. + +_Clara_ was not permitted to linger and rest on her laurels. She had +work to do. Every ship in the world was working overtime except the +German Kiel Canal boats. _Clara_ was gone from the view the next +morning. Mamise missed her as she looked from the office window. She +mentioned this to Davidge, for fear he might not know. Somebody might +have stolen her. He explained: + +"She's going down to Norfolk to take on a cargo of food for +England--wheat for the Allies. I'm glad she's going to take +breadstuffs to people. My mother used to be always going about to +hungry folks with a basket of food on her arm." + +Mamise had Jake and Abbie in to dinner that night. She was all agog +about the success of _Clara_, and hoped that _Mamise_ would one day do +as well. + +Jake took a sudden interest in the matter. "Did the boss tell you +where the _Clara_ was goin' to?" + +"Yes--Norfolk." + +Jake considered his unmentionable cigar a few minutes, then rose and +mumbled: + +"Goin' out to get some more cigars." + +Abbie called after him, "Hay, you got a whole half-box left." But Jake +did not seem to hear the recall. + +He came back later cigarless and asked for the box. + +"I thought you went out to git some," said Abbie, who felt it +necessary to let no occasion slip for reminding him of some blunder he +had made. Jake laughed very amiably. + +"Well, so I did, and I went into a cigar-store, at that. But I hadda +telephone a certain party, long-distance--and I forgot." + +Abbie broke in, "Who you got to long-distance to?" + +Jake did not answer. + +Two days later Davidge was so proud that he came out into the main +office and told all the clerks of the new distinction. + +"They loaded the _Clara_ in record time with wheat for England. She +sails to-day." + +At his first chance to speak to Marie Louise he said: + +"You compared her to Little Red Riding Hood--remember? Well, she's +starting out through the big woods with a lot of victuals for old +Granny England. If only the wolves don't get her!" + +He felt, and Mamise felt, as lonely and as anxious for her as if she +were indeed a little red-bonneted forest-farer on an errand of mercy. + +Ships have always been dear to humankind because of the dangers they +run and because of the pluck they show in storms and fires, and the +unending fights they make against wind and wave. But of late they had +had unheard-of enemies to meet, the submarine and the infernal machine +placed inside the cargo. + +Marie Louise spoke of this at the supper-table that night: + +"To think, with so little food in the world and so many starving to +death, people could sink ships full of wheat!" + +On the second day after the _Clara_ set forth on the ocean Marie +Louise took dictation for an hour and wrote out her letters as fast as +she could. In the afternoon she took the typewritten transcripts into +Davidge's office to drop them into his "in" basket. + +The telephone rang. His hand went out to it, and she heard him say: + +"Mr. Davidge speaking.... Hello, Ed.... What? You're too close to the +'phone.... That's better.... You're too far away--start all over.... I +don't get that.... Yes--a life-boat picked up with what--oh, six +survivors. Yes--from what ship? I say, six survivors from what +ship?... The _Clara_? She's gone? _Clara_?" + +He reeled and wavered in his chair. "What happened--many lost? And the +boat--cargo--everything--everybody but those six! They got her, then! +The Germans got her--on her first voyage! God damn their guts! +Good-by, Ed." + +He seemed to be calm, but the hand that held up the receiver groped +for the hook with a pitiful blind man's gesture. + +Mamise could not resist that blundering helplessness. She ran forward +and took his hand and set the receiver in place. + +He was too numb to thank her, but he was grateful. His mother was +dead. The ship he had named for her was dead. He needed mothering. + +Mamise put her hands on his shoulders and gripped them as if to hold +them together under their burden. She said: + +"I heard. I can't tell you how-- Oh, what can we do in such a world!" + +He laughed foolishly and said, with a stumbling voice: + +"I'll get a German for this--somehow!" + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +Mamise shuddered when she heard the blood-cry wrung out of Davidge's +agony. + +She knew that the ship was more than a ship to him. Its death was as +the death of many children. It might mean the death of many children. +She stood over him, weeping for him like another Niobe among her +slaughtered family. The business man in his tragedy had to have some +woman at hand to do his weeping for him. He did not know how to sob +his own heart out. + +She felt the vigor of a high anger grip his muscles. When she heard +him groan, "I'll get a German for this!" somehow it horrified her, +coming from him; yet it was becoming the watchword of the whole +nation. + +America had stood by for three years feeding Europe's hungry and +selling munitions to the only ones that could come and get them. +America had been forced into the war by the idiotic ingenuities of the +Germans, who kept frustrating all their own achievements, the cruel +ones thwarting the clever ones; the liars undermining the fighters; +the wise, who knew so much, not knowing the first thing--that torture +never succeeded, that a reputation for broken faith is the most +expensive of all reputations, that a policy of terror and trickery and +megalomania can accomplish nothing but its own eventual ruin. + +America was aroused at last. The German rhinoceros in its blind +charges had wakened and enraged the mammoth. A need for German blood +was the frank and undeniable passion of the American Republic. To kill +enough Germans fast enough to crush them and their power and their +glory was the acknowledged business of the United States until further +notice. + +The strangest people were voicing this demand. Preachers were +thundering it across their pulpits, professors across their desks, +women across their cradles, pacifists across their shattered dreams, +business men across their counters, "Kill Germans!" + +It was a frightful crusade; yet who was to blame for it but the +Germans and their own self-advertised frightfulness? The world was +fighting for its life and health against a plague, a new outrush from +that new plague-spot whence so many floods of barbarism had broken +over civilization. + +They came forth now in gray streams like the torrent of rats that +pursued the wicked Bishop Hatto to his tower. Only the world was not +Bishop Hatto, and it did not flee. It gathered to one vast circular +battle, killing and killing rats upon rats in a frenzy of loathing +that grew with the butchery. + +Countless citizens of German origin fought and died with the +Americans, but nobody thought of them as Germans now, and least of all +did they so think of themselves. In the mind of the Allied nations, +German and vermin were linked in rhyme and reason. + +It may be unjust and unsympathetic, but the very best people feel it a +duty to destroy microbes, insects, and beasts of prey without mercy. +The Germans themselves had proclaimed their own nature with pride. +Peaceful Belgium--invaded, burned, butchered, ravished, dismantled, +mulcted, deported, enslaved--was the first sample of German work. + +Davidge had hated Germany's part in the war from the first, for the +world's sake, for the sake of the little nations trampled and starved +and the big nations thrown into desperation, and for the insolence and +omnipresence of the German menace--for the land filled with graves, +the sea with ships, the air with indiscriminate slaughter. + +Now it had come straight home to himself. His own ship was assassinated; +the hill of wheat she carried had been spilled into the sterile sea. +Nearly all of her crew had been murdered or drowned. He had a +blood-feud of his own with Germany. + +He was startled to find Mamise recoiling from him. He looked at her +with a sudden demand: + +"Does it shock you to have me hate 'em?" + +"No! No, indeed!" she cried. "I wasn't thinking of them, but of you. I +never saw you before like this. You scared me a little. I didn't know +you could be so angry." + +"I'm not half as angry as I'd like to be. Don't you abominate 'em, +too?" + +"Oh yes--I wish that Germany were one big ship and all the Germans on +board, and I had a torpedo big enough to blast them all to--where they +belong." + +This wish seemed to him to prove a sufficient lack of affection for +the Germans, and he added, "Amen!" with a little nervous reaction into +uncouth laughter. + +But this was only another form of his anguish. At such times the +distraught soul seems to have need of all its emotions and expressions, +and to run among them like a frantic child. + +Davidge's next mood was a passionate regret for the crew, the dead +engineers and sailors shattered and blasted and cast into the sea, the +sufferings of the little squad that escaped into a life-boat without +water or provisions or shelter from the sun and the lashing spray. + +Then he pictured the misery of hunger that the ship's cargo would have +relieved. He had been reading much of late of the Armenian--what word +or words could name that woe so multitudinous that, like the number of +the stars, the mind refused to attempt its comprehension? + +He saw one of those writhing columns winding through a rocky +wilderness--old crones knocked aside to shrivel with famine, babies +withering like blistered flowers from the flattened breasts of their +mothers dying with hunger, fatigue, blows, violation, and despair. He +thought of Poland childless and beyond pity; of the Serbian shambles. +The talons of hunger a millionfold clutched him, and he groaned +aloud: + +"If they'd only stolen my wheat and given it to somebody--to anybody! +But to pour it into the sea!" + +He could not linger in that slough and stay sane. His struggling soul +broke loose from the depths and hunted safety in self-ridicule: + +"I might better have left the wheat at home and never have built the +fool ship." + +He began to laugh again, an imbecile ironic cachinnation. + +"The blithering idiot I've been! To go and work and work and work, and +drive my men and all the machinery for months and months to make a +ship and put in the engines and send it down and load it, and all for +some"--a gesture expressed his unspeakable thought--"of a German to +blow it to hell and gone, with a little clock-bomb in one second!" + +In his abysmal discouragement his ideals were all topsy-turvy. He +burlesqued his own religion as the most earnest constantly do, for we +all revolve around ourselves as well as our suns. + +"What's the use," he maundered--"what's the use of trying to do +anything while they're alive and at work right here in our country? +They're everywhere! They swarm like cockroaches out of every hole as +soon as the light gets low! We've got to blister 'em all to death with +rough-on-rats before we can build anything that will last. There's no +stopping them without wiping 'em off the earth." + +She did not argue with him. At such times people do not want arguments +or good counsel or correction. They want somebody to stand by in mute +fellowship to watch and listen and suffer, too. So Mamise helped +Davidge through that ordeal. He turned from rage at the Germans to +contempt for himself. + +"It's time I quit out of this and went to work with the army. It makes +me sick to be here making ships for Germans to sink. The thing to do +is to kill the Germans first and build the ships when the sea is safe +for humanity. I'm ashamed of myself sitting in an office shooting with +a telephone and giving out plans and contracts and paying wages to a +gang of mechanics. It's me for a rifle and a bayonet." + +Mamise had to oppose this: + +"Who's going to get you soldiers across the sea or feed you when you +get there if all the ship-builders turn soldier?" + +"Let somebody else do it." + +"But who can do it as well as you can? The Germans said that America +could never put an army across or feed it if she got it there. If you +go on strike you'll prove the truth of that." + +Then she began to chant his own song to him. A man likes to hear his +nobler words recalled. Here is one of the best resources a woman has. +Mamise was speaking for him as well as for herself when she said: + +"Oh, I remember how you thrilled me with your talk of all the ships +you would build. You said it was the greatest poem ever written, the +idea of making ships faster than the Germans could sink them. It was +that that made me want to be a ship-builder. It was the first big +ambition I ever had. And now you tell me it's useless and foolish!" + +He saw the point without further pressure. + +"You're right," he said. "My job's here. It would be selfish and showy +to knock off this work and grab a gun. I'll stick. It's hard, though, +to settle down here when everybody else is bound for France." + +Mamise was one of those unusual wise persons who do not continue to +argue a case that has already been won. She added only the warm +personal note to help out the cold generality. + +"There's my ship to finish, you know. You couldn't leave poor _Mamise_ +out there on the stocks unfinished." + +The personal note was so warm that he reached out for her. He needed +her in his arms. He caught her roughly to him and knew for the first +time the feel of her body against his, the sweet compliance of her +form to his embrace. + +But there was an anachronism to her in the contact. She was in one of +those moods of exaltation, of impersonal nationalism, that women were +rising to more and more as a new religion. She was feeling terribly +American, and, though she had no anger for him and saw no insult in +his violence, she seemed to be above and beyond mere hugging and +kissing. She was in a Joan of Arc humor, so she put his hands away, +yet squeezed them with fervor, for she knew that she had saved him +from himself and to himself. She had brought him back to his east +again, and the morning is always wonderful. + +She had renewed his courage, however, so greatly that he did not +despair of her. He merely postponed her, as people were postponing +everything beautiful and lovable "for the duration of the war." + +He reached for the buzzer. Already Mamise heard its rattlesnake +clatter. But his hand paused and went to hers as he stammered: + +"We've gone through this together, and you've helped me--I can't tell +you how much, honey. Only, I hope we can go through a lot more trouble +together. There's plenty of it ahead." + +She felt proud and meek and dismally happy. She squeezed his big hand +again in both of hers and sighed, with a smile: + +"I hope so." + +Then he pressed the buzzer, and Miss Gabus was inside the door with +suspicious promptitude. Davidge said: + +"Mr. Avery, please--and the others--all the others right away. Ask +them to come here; and you might come back, Miss Gabus." + +Mr. Avery, the chief clerk, and other clerks and stenographers, +gathered, wondering what was about to happen. Some of them came +grinning, for when they had asked Miss Gabus what was up she had +guessed: "I reckon he's goin' to announce his engagement." + +The office force came in like an ill-drilled comic-opera chorus. +Davidge waited till the last-comer was waiting. Then he said: + +"Folks, I've just had bad news. The _Clara_--they got her! The Germans +got her. She was blown up by a bomb. She was two days out and going +like a greyhound when she sank with all on board except six of the +crew who got away in a life-boat and were picked up by a tramp." + +There was a shock of silence, then a hubbub of gasps, oaths, of +incredulous protests. + +Miss Gabus was the first to address Davidge: + +"My Gawd! Mr. Davidge, what you goin' to do about it?" + +They thought him a man of iron when he said, quietly: + +"We'll build some more ships. And if they sink those we'll--build some +more." + +He was a man of iron, but iron can bend and break and melt, and so can +steel. Yet there is a renewal of strength, and, thanks to Mamise, +Davidge was recalled to himself, though he was too shrewd or too +tactful to give her the credit for redeeming him. + +His resolute words gave the office people back to their own +characters or their own reactions and their first phrases. Each +had something to say. One, "She was such a pretty boat!" another, "Was +she insured, d'you suppose?" a third, a fourth, and the rest: "The +poor engineer--and the sailors!" "All that work for nothin'!" "The +money she cost!" "The Belgians could 'a' used that wheat!" "Those +Germans! Is there anything they won't do?" + +The chief clerk shepherded them back to their tasks. Davidge took up +the telephone to ask for more steel. Mamise renewed the cheerful +_rap-rap-rap_ of her typewriter. + +The shock that struck the office had yet to rush through the yard. +There was no lack of messengers to go among the men with the bad word +that the first of the Davidge ships had been destroyed. It was a +personal loss to nearly everybody, as it had been to Davidge, for +nearly everybody had put some of his soul and some of his sweat into +that slow and painful structure so instantly annulled. The mockery of +the wasted toil embittered every one. The wrath of the workers was +both loud and ferocious. + +Jake Nuddle was one of the few who did not revile the German plague. +He was not in the least excited over the dead sailors. They did not +belong to his union. Besides, Jake did not love work or the things it +made. He claimed to love the workers and the money they made. + +He was tactless enough to say to a furious orator: + +"Ah, what's it to you? The more ships the Germans sink the more you +got to build and the more they'll have to pay you. If Davidge goes +broke, so much the better. The sooner we bust these capitalists the +sooner the workin'-man gets his rights." + +The orator retorted: "This is war-times. We got to make ships to win +the war." + +Jake laughed. "Whose war is it? The capitalists'. You're fightin' for +Morgan and Rockefeller to save their investments and to help 'em to +grind you into the dirt. England and France and America are all +land-grabbers. They're no better 'n Germany." + +The workers wanted a scapegoat, and Jake unwittingly volunteered. They +welcomed him with a bloodthirsty roar. They called him vigorous +shipyard names and struck at him. He backed off. They followed. He +made a crucial mistake; he whirled and ran. They ran after him. Some +of them threw hammers and bolts. Some of these struck him as he fled. +Workmen ahead of him were roused by the noise and headed him off. + +He darted through an opening in the side of the _Mamise_. The crowd +followed him, chased him out on an upper deck. + +"Throw him overboard! Kill him!" they shouted. + +He took refuge behind Sutton the riveter, whose gun had made such +noise that he had heard none of the clamor. Seeing Jake's white face +and the mark of a thrown monkey-wrench on his brow, Sutton shut off +the compressed air and confronted the pursuers. He was naked to the +waist, and he had no weapon, but he held them at bay while he +demanded: + +"What's the big idea? What you playin'? Puss in a corner? How many of +yous guys does it take to lick this one gink?" + +A burly patriot, who forgot that his name and his accent were +Teutonic, roared: + +"Der sneagin' Sohn off a peach ain't sorry _die Clara_ is by dose tam +Chermans _gesunken_!" + +"What!" Sutton howled. "The _Clara_ sunk? Whatya mean--sunk?" + +Bohlmann told him. Sutton wavered. He had driven thousands of rivets +into the frame of the ship, and a little explosive had opened all the +seams and ended her days! When at last he understood the _Clara's_ +fate and Nuddle's comments he turned to Jake with baleful calm: + +"And you thought it was good business, did you? And these fellers +was thinkin' about lynchin' you, was they? Well, they're all +wrong--they're all wrong: we'd ought to save lynchin' for real +guys. What you need is somethin' like--this!" + +His terrific fist lashed out and caught Jake in the right eye. Jake in +a daze of indignation and amazement went over backward; his head +struck the steel deck, and his soul went out. When it came back he lay +still for a while, pretending to be unconscious until the gang had +dispersed, satisfied, and Sutton was making ready to begin riveting +again. Then he picked himself up and edged round Sutton, growling: + +"I'll fix you for this, you--" + +Sutton did not wait to learn what Jake was going to call him. His big +foot described an upward arc, and Jake a parabola, ending in a drop +that almost took him through an open hatch into the depth of the hold. +He saved himself, peering over the edge, too weak for words--hunched +back, crawled around the steel abyss, and betook himself to a safe +hiding-place under the tank-top till the siren should blow and +disperse his enemies. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +The office force left pretty promptly on the hour. When Mamise noted +that desks were being cleared for inaction she began mechanically to +conform. Then she paused. + +On other afternoons she had gone home with the crowd of employees, too +weary with office routine to be discontent. But now she thought of +Davidge left alone in his office to brood over his lost ship, the +brutal mockery of such loving toil. It seemed heartless to her as his +friend to desert him in the depths. But as one of his stenographers, +it would look shameless to hang round with the boss. She shifted from +foot to foot and from resolve to resolve. + +Their relations were undergoing as many strains and stresses as a +ship's frame in the various waves and weathers that confront it. She +had picked up some knowledge of the amazing twists a ship encounters +at rest and in motion--stresses in still water, with cargo and +without, hogging and sagging stresses, seesaw strains, tensile, +compressive, transverse, racking, pounding; bumps, blows, collisions, +oscillations, running aground--stresses that crumpled steel or +scissored the rivets in two. + +It was hard to foresee the critical stress that should mean life or +death to the ship and its people. Some went humbly forth and came home +with rich cargo; some steamed out in pride and never came back; some +limped in from the sea racked and ruined; some ran stupidly ashore in +fogs; some fought indomitably through incredible tempests. Some died +dramatic deaths on cliffs where tidal waves hammered them to shreds; +some turned turtle at their docks and went down in the mud. Some led +long and honorable lives, and others, beginning with glory, +degenerated into cattle-ships or coastal tramps. + +People were but ships and bound for as many destinations and +destinies. Their fates depended as much and yet as little on their +pilots and engineers, their engines and their frames. The test of the +ship and of the person was the daily drudgery and the unforeseen +emergency. + +Davidge believed in preliminary tests of people and boats. Before +he hired a man or trusted a partner he inquired into his past +performances. He had been unable to insist on investigation in the +recent mad scramble for labor due to the sudden withdrawal into the +national army of nearly every male between twenty-one and thirty-one +and of hundreds of thousands of volunteers of other ages. + +He had given his heart to Marie Louise Webling, of whom he knew little +except that she would not tell him much. And on her dubious voucher he +had taken Jake Nuddle into his employ. Now he had to accept them as he +had to accept steel, taking it as it came and being glad to get any at +all. + +Hitherto he had insisted on preliminary proofs. He wanted no steel in +a ship's hull or in any part of her that had not behaved well in the +shop tests, in the various machines that put the metal under bending +stress, cross-breaking, hammering, drifting, shearing, elongation, +contraction, compression, deflection, tension, and torsion stresses. +The best of the steels had their elastic limits; there was none that +did not finally snap. + +Once this point was found, the individual metal was placed according +to its quality, the responsibility imposed on it being only a tenth of +its proved capacity. That ought to have been enough of a margin of +safety. Yet it did not prevent disasters. + +People could not always be put to such shop tests beforehand. A +reference or two, a snap judgment based on first impressions, ushered +a man or a woman into a place where weakness or malice could do +incalculable harm. In every institution, as in every structure, these +danger-spots exist. Davidge, for all his care and knowledge of people, +could only take the best he could get. + +Jake Nuddle had got past the sentry-line with ludicrous ease and had +contrived already the ruin of one ship. His program, which included +all the others, had had a little setback, but he could easily regain +his lost ground, for the mob had vented its rage against him and was +appeased. + +Mamise was inside the sentry-lines, too, both of Davidge's shop and +his heart. Her purposes were loyal, but she was drifting toward a +supreme stress that should try her inmost fiber. And at the moment she +felt an almost unbearable strain in the petty decision of whether to +go with the clerks or stop with the boss. + +Mamise was not so much afraid of what the clerks would say of her. It +was Davidge that she was protecting. She did not want to have them +talking about him--as if anything could have stopped them from that! + +While she debated between being unselfish enough to leave him +unconsoled and being selfish enough to stay, she spent so much time +that the outer office was empty, anyway. + +Seeing herself alone, she made a quick motion toward the door. Miss +Gabus came out, stared violently, and said: + +"Was you goin' in?" + +"No--oh no!" said Mamise. "I left something in my desk." + +She opened her desk, took out a pencil-nub and hurried away, +ostentatiously passing the other clerks as they struggled across the +yard to the gate. + +She walked to her shanty and found it all pins and needles. She was so +desperate that she went to see her sister. + +Marie Louise found Abbie in her kitchen, sewing buttons on the +extremely personal property of certain bachelors whom she washed for +in spite of Jake's high earnings--from which she benefited no more +than before. If Jake had come into a million, or shattered the world +to bits and then rebuilt it nearer to his heart's desire, he would not +have had enough to make much difference to Abbie. Mamise had made many +handsome presents to Abbie, but somehow they vanished, or at least got +Abbie no farther along the road to contentment or grace. + +Mamise was full of the story of the disaster to the _Clara_. She drew +Abbie into the living-room away from the children, who were playing in +the kitchen because it was full of the savor of the forthcoming +supper. + +"Abbie dear, have you heard the news?" + +Abbie gasped, "Oh God, is anything happened to Jake--killed or +arrested or anything?" + +"No, no--but _Clara_--the _Clara_--" + +"Clara who?" + +"The ship, the first ship we built, she's destroyed." + +"For the land's sake! I want to know! Well, what you know about +that!" + +Abbie could not rise to very lofty heights of emotion or language over +anything impersonal. She made hardly so much noise over this tragedy +as a hen does over the delivery of an egg. + +Mamise was distressed by her stolidity. She understood with regret why +Jake did not find Abbie an ideal inspirational companion. She hated to +think well of Jake or ill of her sister, but one cannot help receiving +impressions. + +She did her best to stimulate Abbie to a decent warmth, but Abbie was +as immune to such appeals as those people were who were still +wondering why America went to war with Germany. + +Abbie was entirely perfunctory in her responses to Mamise's pictures +of the atrocity. She grew really indignant when she looked at the +clock and saw that Jake was late to dinner. She broke in on Mamise's +excitement with a distressful: + +"And we got steak 'n' cab'ge for supper." + +"I must hurry back to my own shack," said Mamise, rising. + +"You stay right where you are. You're goin' to eat with us." + +"Not to-night, thanks, dear." + +She kept no servant of her own. She enjoyed the circumstance of +getting her meals. She was camping out in her shanty. To-night she +wanted to be busy about something especially about a kitchen--the +machine-shop of the woman who wants to be puttering at something. + +She was dismally lonely, but she was not equal to a supper at Jake's. +She would have liked a few children of her own, but she was glad that +she did not own the Nuddle children, especially the elder two. + +The Nuddles had given three hostages to Fortune. Jake cared little +whether Fortune kept the hostages or not, or whether or not she +treated them as the Germans treated Belgian hostages. + +Little Sister was the oldest of the trio completed by Little Brother +and a middle-sized bear named Sam. Sis and Sam were juvenile +anarchists born with those gifts of mischief, envy, indolence, and +denunciation that Jake and the literary press-agents of the same +spirit flattered as philosophy or even as philanthropy. Little +Brother was a quiet, patient gnome with quaint instincts of industry +and accumulation. He was always at work at something. His mud-pie +bakery was famous for two blocks. He gathered bright pebbles and +shells. In the marble season he was a plutocrat in taws and agates. +Being always busy, he always had time to do more things. He even +volunteered to help his mother. When he got an occasional penny he +hoarded it in hiding. He had need to, for Sam borrowed what he could +and stole what he could not wheedle. + +Little Brother was not stingy, but he saved; he bought his mother +petty gifts once in a while when he had enough to pay for something. + +Little Sister and Sam were capable in emotional crises of sympathy or +hatred to express themselves volubly. Little Brother had no gifts of +speech. He made gifts of pebbles or of money awkwardly, shyly, with +few words. Mamise, as she tried to extricate herself from Abbie's +lassoing hospitality, paused in the door and studied the children, +contrasting them with the Webling grandchildren who had been born with +gold spoons in their mouths and somebody to take them out, fill them, +and put them in again. But luxury seemed to make small difference in +character. + +She mused upon the three strange beings that had come into the world +as a result of the chance union of Jake and Abbie. Without that they +would never have existed and the world would have never known the +difference, nor would they. + +Sis and Sam were quarreling vigorously. Little Brother was silent upon +the hearth. He had collected from the gutter many small stones and +sticks. They were treasures to him and he was as important about them +as a miser about his shekels. Again and again he counted them, taking +a pleasure in their arithmetic. Already he was advanced in mathematics +beyond the others and he loved to arrange his wealth for the sheer +delight of arrangement; orderliness was an instinct with him already. + +For a time Mamise noted how solemnly he kept at work, building a little +stone house and painfully making it stand. He was a home-builder +already. + +Sam had paid no heed to the work. But, wondering what Mamise was +looking at, he turned and saw his brother. A grin stretched his +mouth. Little Brother grew anxious. He knew that when something he had +builded interested Sam its doom was close. + +"Whass 'at?" said Sam. + +"None yer business," said Little Brother, as spunky as Belgium before +the Kaiser. + +"'S'ouse, ain't it?" + +"You lea' me 'lone, now!" + +"Where d'you git it at?" + +"I built it." + +"Gimme't!" + +"You build you one for your own self now." + +"'At one's good enough for me." + +"Maw! You make Sam lea' my youse alone." + +Mrs. Nuddle moaned: "Sammie, don't bother Little Brother now. You go +on about your own business." + +Smash! splash! Sam had kicked the house into ruins with the side of +his foot. + +Mamise was so angry that before she knew it she had darted at him and +smacked him with violence. Instantly she was ashamed of herself. Sam +began to rub his face and yowl: + +"Maw, she gimme a swipe in the snoot! She hurt me, so she did." + +Mamise was disgusted. Abbie appeared at the door equally disgusted; it +was intolerable that any one should slap her children but herself. She +had accepted too much of Mamise's money to be very indignant, but she +did rise to a wail: + +"Seems to me, Mamise, you might keep your hands off my childern." + +"I'm sorry. I forgot myself. But Sam is so like his father I just +couldn't help taking a whack at him. The little bully knocked over his +brother's house just to hear it fall. When he grows up he'll be just +as much of a nuisance as Jake and he'll call it syndicalism or +internationalism or something, just as Jake does." + +Jake came in on the scene. He brought home his black eye and a white +story. + +When Abbie gasped, "What on earth's the matter?" he growled: "I bumped +into a girder. Whatya s'pose?" + +Abbie accepted the eye as a fact and the story as a fiction, but she +knew that, however Jake stood in the yard, as a pugilist he was the +home champion. + +She called Little Sister to bring from the ice-box a slice of the +steak she had bought for dinner. On the high wages Jake was +earning--or at least receiving--the family was eating high. + +Little Sister told her brother Sam, "It's a shame to waste good meat +on his old black lamp." And Sam's regret was, "I wisht I'd 'a' gave it +to um." + +Little Sister knew better than to let her father hear any of this, but +it was only another cruel evidence that great lovers of the public +welfare are apt to be harshly regarded at home. It is too much to +expect that one who tenderly considers mankind in the mass should have +time to be kind to them in particular. + +Jake was not even appreciated by Mamise, whom he did appreciate. Every +time he praised her looks or her swell clothes she acted as if he made +her mad. + +To-night when he found her at the house her first gush of anxiety for +him was followed by a remark of singular heartlessness: + +"But, oh, did you hear of the destruction of the _Clara_?" + +"Yes, I heard of the destruction of the _Clara_," he echoed, with a +sneer. "If I had my way the whole rotten fleet would follow her to the +bottom of the ocean!" + +"Why, Jake!" was Abbie's best. + +Jake went on: "And it will, too, or I'm a liar. The Germans will get +them boats as fast as they build 'em." He laughed. "I tell you them +Kaiser-boys just eats ships." + +"But how were they able to destroy the _Clara_?" Mamise demanded. + +"Easiest thing you know. When she laid up at Norfolk they just put a +bomb into her." + +"But how did they know she was going to Norfolk to load?" + +"Oh, we--they have ways." + +The little slip from "we" to "they" caught Mamise's ear. Her first +intuition of its meaning was right, and out of her amazement the first +words that leaped were: + +"Poor Abbie!" + +Thought, like lightning, breaks through the air in a quick slash from +cloud to ground. Mamise's whole thought was from zig to zag in some +such procedure as this, but infinitely swift. + +"We--they? That means that Jake considers himself a part of the German +organization for destruction, the will to ruin. That means that Jake +must have been involved in the wreck of the _Clara_. That means that +he deliberately connived at a crime against his country. That means +that he is a traitor as well as a murderer. That means that my sister +is the wife of a fiend. Poor Abbie!" + +This thought stunned and blinded Mamise a long moment. She heard Jake +grumbling: + +"What ya mean--'poor Abbie!'?" + +Mamise was afraid to say. She cast one glance at Jake, and the +lightning of understanding struck him. He realized what she was +thinking--or at least he suspected it, because he was thinking of his +own past. He was realizing that he had met Nicky Easton through +Mamise, though Mamise did not know this--that is, he hoped she did +not. And yet perhaps she did. + +And now Mamise and Jake were mutually afraid of each other. Abbie +was altogether in the dark, and a little jealous of Mamise and +her peculiar secrets, but her general mood was one of stolid +thoughtlessness. + +Jake, suspecting Mamise's suspicion of him, was moved to justify +himself by one of his tirades against society in general. Abbie, who +had about as much confidence in the world as an old rabbit in a doggy +country, had heard Jake thunder so often that his denunciations had +become as vaguely lulling as a continual surf. Generalizations meant +nothing to her bovine soul. She was thinking of something else, +usually, throughout all the fiery Jakiads. While he indicted whole +nations and denounced all success as a crime against unsuccess she was +hunting through her work-basket for a good thread to patch Sam's pants +with. + +Abbie was unmoved, but Mamise was appalled. It was her first encounter +with the abysmal hatred of which some of these loud lovers of mankind +are capable. Jake's theories had been merely absurd or annoying +before, but now they grew monstrous, for they seemed to be confirmed +by an actual crime. + +Mamise felt that she must escape from the presence of Jake or attack +him. She despised him too well to argue with him, and she rose to go. + +Abbie pleaded with her in vain to stay to supper. She would not be +persuaded. She walked to her own bungalow and cooked herself a little +meal of her own. She felt stained once more with vicarious guilt, and +wondered what she had done so to be pursued and lassoed by the crimes +of others. + +She remembered that she had lost her chance to clear herself of Sir +Joseph Webling's guilt by keeping his secret. If she had gone to the +British authorities with her first suspicion of Sir Joseph and Nicky +Easton she would have escaped from sharing their guilt. She would +have been branded as an informer, but only by the conspirators; and +Sir Joseph himself and Lady Webling might have been saved from +self-destruction. + +Now she was in the same situation almost exactly. Again she had only +suspicion for her guide. But in England she had been a foreigner and +Sir Joseph was her benefactor. Here she was in her own country, and +she owed nothing to Jake Nuddle, who was a low brute, as ruthless to +his wife as to his flag. + +It came to Mamise with a sharp suddenness that her one clear duty was +to tell Davidge what she knew about Jake. It was not a pretty duty, +but it was a definite. She resolved that the first thing she did in +the morning would be to go to Davidge with what facts she had. The +resolution brought her peace, and she sat down to her meager supper +with a sense of pleasant righteousness. + +Mamise felt so redeemed that she took up a novel, lighted a cigarette, +and sat down by her lamp to pass a well-earned evening of spinsterial +respectability. Then the door opened and Abbie walked in. Abbie did +not think it sisterly to knock. She paused to register her formal +protest against Mamise's wicked addiction to tobacco. + +"I must say, Mamise, I do wisht you'd break yourself of that horbul +habbut." + +Mamise laughed tolerantly. "You were cooking cabbage when I was at +your house. Why can't I cook this vegetable?" + +"But I wa'n't cooking the cabbage in my face." + +"You were cooking it in mine. But let's not argue about botany or +ethics." + +Abbie was not aware of mentioning either of those things, but she had +other matters to discuss. She dropped into a chair, sighing: + +"Jake's went out to telephone, and I thought I'd just run over for a +few words. You see, I--" + +"Where was Jake telephoning?" + +"I d'know. He's always long-distancin' somebody. But what I come +for--" + +"Doesn't it ever occur to you to wonder?" + +"Long as it ain't some woman--or if it is, as long as it's long +distance--why should I worry my head about it? The thing I wanted to +speak of is--" + +"Didn't it rather make your blood run cold to hear Jake speak as he +did of the lost ship?" + +"Oh, I'm so used to his rantin' it goes in one ear and out the +other." + +"You'd better keep a little of it in your brain. I'm worried about +your husband, even if you're not, Abbie dear." + +"What call you got to worry?" + +"I have a ghastly feeling that my brother-in-law is mixed up in the +sinking of the _Clara_." + +"Don't be foolish!" + +"I'm trying not to be. But do you remember the night I told you both +that the _Clara_ was going to Norfolk to take on her cargo? Well, he +went out to get cigars, though he had a lot, and he let it slip that +he had been talking on the long-distance telephone. When the _Clara_ +is sunk, he is not surprised. He says, 'We--they have ways.' He +prophesies the sinking of all the ships Mr. Davidge--" + +Abbie seized this name as a weapon of self-defense and mate-defense. + +"Oh, you're speakin' for Mr. Davidge now." + +"Perhaps. He's my employer, and Jake's, too. I feel under some +obligations to him, even though Jake doesn't. I feel some obligations +to the United States, and Jake doesn't. I distrust and abhor Germany, +and Jake likes her as well as he does us. The background is perfect. +When such crimes are being done as Germany keeps doing, condoning them +is as bad as committing them." + +"Big words!" sniffed Abbie. "Can't you talk United States?" + +"All right, my dear. I say that since Jake is glad the _Clara_ was +sunk and hopes that more ships will be sunk, he is as bad as the men +that sank her. And what's more, I have made up my mind that Jake +helped to sink her, and that he works in this yard simply for a chance +to sink more ships. Do you get those words of one syllable?" + +"No," said Abbie. Ideas of one syllable are as hard to grasp as words +of many. "I don't know what you're drivin' at a tall." + +"Poor Abbie!" sighed Mamise. "Dream on, if you want to. But I'm going +to tell Mr. Davidge to keep a watch on Jake. I'm going to warn him +that Jake is probably mixed up in the sinking of that beautiful ship +he named after his mother." + +Even Abbie could not miss the frightful meaning of this. She was one +of those who never trust experience, one of those who think that, in +spite of all the horrible facts of the past, horrible things are +impossible in the future. Higher types of the same mind had gone about +saying that war was impossible, later insisting that it was impossible +that the United States should be dragged into this war because it was +so horrible, and next averring that since this war was so horrible +there could never be another. + +Even Abbie could imagine what would happen if Mamise denounced Jake as +an accomplice in the sinking of the Clara. It would be so terrible +that it must be impossible. The proof that Jake was innocent was the +thought of what would happen to him and to her and their children if +he were found guilty. She summed it all up in a phrase: + +"Mamise, you're plumb crazy!" + +"I hope so, but I'm also crazy enough to put Mr. Davidge on his +guard." + +"And have him fire Jake, or get him arrested?" + +"Perhaps." + +"Ain't you got any sense of decency or dooty a tall?" + +"I'm trying to find out." + +"Well, I always knew a woman who'd smoke cigarettes would do +anything." + +"I'll do this." + +"O' course you won't; but if you did, I'd--why, I'd--why, I just don't +know what I'd do." + +"Would you give up Jake?" + +"Give up Jake? Divorce him or something?" + +Mamise nodded. + +Abbie gasped: "Why, you're positively immor'l! Posi-_tive_-ly! He's +the father of my childern! I'll stick to Jake through thick and +thin." + +"Through treason and murder, too? You were an American, you know, +before you ever met him. And I was an American before he became my +brother-in-law. And I don't intend to let him make me a partner in his +guilt just because he made you give him a few children." + +"I won't listen to another word," cried Abbie. "You're too indecent to +talk to." And she slammed the door after her. + +"Poor Abbie!" said Mamise, and closed her book, rubbed the light out +of her cigarette, and went to bed. + +But not to sleep. Abbie had not argued well, but sometimes that is +best for the arguments, for then the judge becomes their attorney. +Mamise tossed on a grid of perplexities. Neither her mind nor her body +could find comfort. + +She rose early to escape her thoughts. It was a cold, raw morning, and +Abbie came dashing through the drizzle with her shawl over her head +and her cheeks besprent with tears and rain. She flung herself on +Mamise and sobbed: + +"I ain't slep' a wink all night. I been thinkin' of Jake and the +childern. I was mad at you last night, but I'm sorry for what I said. +You're my own sister--all I got in the world besides the three +childern. And I'm all you got, and I know it ain't in you to go and +send the father o' my childern to jail and ruin my life. I've had a +hard life, and so've you, Mamise honey, but we got to be friends and +love one another, for we're all that's left of our fambly, and it +couldn't be that one sister would drive the other to distraction and +drag the family name in the mud. It couldn't be, could it, Mamise? +Tell me you was only teasin' me! I didn't mean what I said last night +about you bein' indecent, and you didn't mean what you said about +Jake, did you, Mamise? Say you didn't, or I'll just die right here." + +She had left the door open, and a gust of windy rain came lashing in. +The world outside was cold and wet, and Abbie was warm and afraid and +irresistibly pitiful. + +Mamise could only hug and kiss her and say: + +"I'll see! I'll see!" + +When people do not know what their chief mysteries, themselves, will +do they say, "I'll see." + +Mamise thought of Davidge, and she could not promise to leave him in +ignorance of the menace imminent above him. But when at last she tore +herself from Abbie's clutching hands and hurried away to the office +she looked back and saw Abbie out in the rain, staring after her in +terror and shaking her head helplessly. She could not promise herself +that she would tell Davidge. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +She reached the office late in spite of her early start. Davidge had +gone. He had gone to Pittsburgh to try to plead for more steel for +more ships. + +The head clerk told her this. He was in an ugly mood, sarcastic about +Mamise's tardiness, and bitter with the knowledge that all the work of +building another _Clara_ had to be carried through with its endless +detail and the chance of the same futility. He was as sick about it as +a Carlyle who must rewrite a burned-up history, an Audubon who must +repaint all his pictures. + +Davidge had left no good-by for Mamise. This hurt her. She wished that +she had stopped to tell him good night the afternoon before. + +In his prolonged absence Mamise wondered if he were really in +Pittsburgh or in Washington with Lady Clifton-Wyatt. She experienced +the first luxury of jealousy; it was aggravated by alarm. She was left +alone, a prey to the appeals of Abbie, who could not persuade her to +promise silence. + +But the next night Jake was gone. Abbie explained that he had been +called out of town to a meeting of a committee of his benevolent +insurance order. Mamise wondered and surmised. + +Jake went to meet Nicky Easton and claim his pay for his share in the +elimination of the _Clara_. Nicky paid him so handsomely that Jake +lost his head and imagined himself already a millionaire. Strangely, +he did not at once set about dividing his wealth among his beloved +"protelariat." He made a royal progress from saloon to saloon, growing +more and more haughty, and pounding on successive bars with a vigor +that increased as his articulation effervesced. His secret would +probably have bubbled out of him if he had not been so offensive that +he was bounced out of every barroom before he had time to get to the +explanation of his wealth. In one "poor man's club" he fell asleep +and rolled off his chair to a comfortable berth among the spittoons. + +Next morning Jake woke up with his head swollen and his purse +vanished. He sought out Nicky and demanded another fee. Nicky laughed +at his claim; but Jake grew threatening, and Nicky was frightened into +offering him a chance to win another fortune by sinking another ship. +He staked Jake to the fare for his return and promised to motor down +some dark night and confer with him. Jake rolled home in state. + +On the same train went a much interested sleuth who detached himself +from the entourage of Nicky and picked up Jake. + +Jake had attracted some attention when he first met Nicky in +Washington, but the sadly overworked Department of Justice could not +provide a squad of escorts for every German or pro-German suspect. +Before the war was over the secret army under Mr. Bielaski reached a +total of two hundred and fifty thousand, but the number of suspects +reached into the millions. From Nicky Easton alone a dozen activities +radiated; and studying him and his communicants was a slow and complex +task. + +Mr. Larrey decided that the best way to get a line on Jake would be to +take a job alongside him and "watch his work." It was the easiest +thing in the world to get a job at Davidge's shipyard; and it was +another of the easiest things in the world to meet Jake, for Jake was +eager to meet workmen, particularly workmen like Larrey, who would +listen to reason, and take an interest in the gentle art of slowing up +production. Larrey was all for sabotage. + +One evening Jake invited him to his house for further development. On +that evening Mamise dropped in. She did not recognize Larrey, but he +remembered her perfectly. + +He could hardly believe his camera eyes at first when he saw the great +Miss Webling enter a workman's shanty and accept Jake Nuddle's +introduction: + +"Larrey, old scout, this is me sister-in-law. Mamise, shake hands with +me pal Larrey." + +Larrey had been the first of her shadows in New York, but had been +called off when she proved unprofitable and before she met Easton. And +now he found her at work in a shipyard where strange things were +happening! He was all afire with the covey of spies he had flushed. +His first impulse was to shoot off a wire in code to announce his +discovery. Then he decided to work this gold-mine himself. It would be +pleasanter to cultivate this pretty woman than Jake Nuddle, and she +would probably fall for him like a thousand of brick. But when he +invited himself to call on her her snub fell on him like a thousand of +brick. She would not let him see her home, and he was furious till +Jake explained, "She's sweet on the boss." + +Larrey decided that he had better call on Davidge and tip him off to +the past of his stenographer and get him to place her under +observation. + +The next day Davidge came back from his protracted journey. He had +fought a winning battle for an allotment of steel. He was boyish with +the renewal of battle ardor, and boyish in his greeting of Mamise. He +made no bones of greeting her before all the clerks with a horribly +embarrassing enthusiasm: + +"Lord! but I've been homesick to see you!" + +Miss Gabus was disgusted. Mamise was silly with confusion. + +Those people who are always afraid of new customs have dreaded public +life for women lest it should destroy modesty and rob them of the +protection of guardians, duennas, and chaperons. But the world seems +to have to have a certain amount of decency to get along on, at all, +and provides for it among humans about as well as it provides for the +protection of other plants and animals, letting many suffer and perish +and some prosper. + +The anxious conservatives who are always risking their own souls in +spasms of anxiety over other people's souls would have given up Mamise +and Davidge for lost, since she lived alone and he was an unattached +bachelor. But curiously enough, their characters chaperoned them, +their jobs and ambitions excited and fatigued them, and their moods of +temptation either did not coincide or were frustrated by circumstances +and crowds. + +Each knew well what it was to suffer an onset of desperate emotion, of +longing, of reckless, helpless adoration. But in office hours these +anguishes were as futile as prayers for the moon. Outside of office +hours there were other obstacles, embarrassments, interferences. + +These protections and ambitions would not suffice forever, any more +than a mother's vigilance, maidenly timidity, convent walls or +_yashmaks_ will infallibly prevail. But they managed to kill a good +deal of time--and very dolefully. + +Mamise was in peculiar peril now. She was beginning to feel very sorry +for herself, and even sorrier for Davidge. She remembered how cruelly +he had been bludgeoned by the news of the destruction of his first +ship, and she kept remembering the wild, sweet pangs of her sympathy, +the strange ecstasy of entering into the grief of another. She +remembered how she had seized his shoulders and how their hands had +wrestled together in a common anguish. The remembrance of that +communion came back to her in flashes of feverish demand for a renewal +of union, for a consummation of it, indeed. She was human, and nothing +human was alien to her. + +Davidge had spoken of marriage--had told her that he was a candidate +for her husbandcy. She had laughed at him then, for her heart had been +full of the new wine of ambition. Like other wines, it had its morning +after when all that had been so alluring looked to be folly. Her own +loneliness told her that Davidge was lonely, and that two lonelinesses +combined would make a festival, as two negatives an affirmative. + +When Davidge came back from his trip the joy in his eyes at sight of +her kindled her smoldering to flame. She would have been glad if he +had snatched her to his breast and crushed her there. She had that +womanly longing to be crushed, and he the man's to crush. But fate +provided a sentinel. Miss Gabus was looking on; the office force stood +by, and the day's work was waiting to be done. + +Davidge went to his desk tremulous; Mamise to her typewriter. She +hammered out a devil's tattoo on it, and he devoured estimates and +commercial correspondence, while an aromatic haze enveloped them both +as truly as if they had been faun and nymph in a bosky glade. + +Miss Gabus played Mrs. Grundy all morning and at the noon hour made a +noble effort to rescue Mamise from any opportunity to cast an evil +spell over poor Mr. Davidge. Women have a wonderful pity for men that +other women cultivate! Yet all that Miss Gabus said to Miss Webling +was: + +"Goin' to lunch now, Mi' Swebling?" + +And all that Miss Webling said was: + +"Not just yet--thank you." + +Both were almost swooning with the tremendous significance of the +moment. + +Miss Webling felt that she was defying all the powers of espionage and +convention when she made so brave as to linger while Miss Gabus left +the room in short twitches, with the painful reluctance of one who +pulls off an adhesive plaster by degrees. When at last she was really +off, Miss Webling went to Davidge's door, feeling as wicked as the +maid in Ophelia's song, though she said no more than: + +"Well, did you have a successful journey?" + +Davidge whirled in his chair. + +"Bully! Sit down, won't you?" + +He thought that no goddess had ever done so divine a thing so +ambrosially as she when she smiled and shook her incredibly exquisite +head. He rose to his feet in awe of her. His restless hands, afraid to +lay hold of their quarry, automatically extracted his watch from his +pocket and held it beneath his eyes. He stared at it without +recognizing the hour, and stammered: + +"Will you lunch with me?" + +"No, thank you!" + +This jolted an "Oh!" out of him. Then he came back with: + +"When am I going to get a chance to talk to you?" + +"You know my address." + +"Yes, but--" He thought of that horrible evening when he had marched +through the double row of staring cottages. But he was determined. +"Going to be home this evening?" + +"By some strange accident--yes." + +"By some strange accident, I might drop round." + +"Do." + +They laughed idiotically, and she turned and glided out. + +She went to the mess-hall and moved about, selecting her dishes. +Pretending not to see that Miss Gabus was pretending not to see her, +she took her collation to another table and ate with the relish of a +sense of secret guilt--the guilt of a young woman secretly betrothed. + +Davidge kept away from the office most of the afternoon because Mamise +was so intolerably sweet and so tantalizingly unapproachable. He made +a pretext of inspecting the works. She had a sugary suspicion of his +motive, and munched it with strange comfort. + +What might have happened if Davidge had called on her in her then mood +and his could easily be guessed. But there are usually interventions. +The chaperon this time was Mr. Larrey, the operative of the Department +of Justice. He also had his secret. + +He arrived at Davidge's home just as Davidge finished the composition +of his third lawn tie and came down-stairs to go. When he saw Larrey +he was a trifle curt with his visitor. Thinking him a workman and +probably an ambassador from one of the unions on the usual mission of +such ambassadors--more pay, less hours, or the discharge of some +unorganized laborer--Davidge said: + +"Better come round to the office in the morning." + +"I can't come to your office," said Larrey. + +"Why not? It's open to everybody." + +"Yeh, but I can't afford to be seen goin' there." + +"Good Lord! Isn't it respectable enough for you?" + +"Yeh, but--well, I think it's my duty to tip you off to a little slick +work that's goin' on in your establishment." + +"Won't it keep till to-morrow evening?" + +"Yeh--I guess so. It's only one of your stenographers." + +This checked Davidge. By a quaint coincidence he was about to call on +one of his stenographers. Larrey amended his first statement: +"Leastways, I'll say she calls herself a stenographer. But that's only +her little camouflage. She's not on the level." + +Davidge realized that the stenographer he was wooing was not on the +level. She was in the clouds. But his curiosity was piqued. He +motioned Larrey to a chair and took another. + +"Shoot," he said. + +"Well, it's this Miss Webling. Know anything about her?" + +"Something," said Davidge. He was too much amused to be angry. He +thought that Larrey was another of those amateur detectives who +flattered Germany by crediting her with an omnipresence in evil. He +was a faithful reader of Ellis Parker Butler's famous sleuth, and he +grinned at Larrey. "Well, Mr. Philo Gubb, go on. Your story interests +me." + +Larrey reddened. He spoke earnestly, explained who he was, showed his +credentials, and told what he knew of Miss Webling. He added what he +imagined Davidge knew. + +Davidge found the whole thing too preposterous to be insolent. His +chivalry in Mamise's behalf was not aroused, because he thought that +the incident would make a good story to tell her. He drew Larrey out +by affecting amazed incredulity. + +Larrey explained: "She's an old friend of ours. We got the word from +the British to pick the lady up when she first landed in this country. +She was too slick for us, I guess, because we never got the goods on +her. We gave her up after a couple of weeks. Then her trail crossed +Nicky Easton's once more." + +"And who is Nicky Easton?" + +"He's a German agent she knew in London--great friend of her adopted +father's. The British nabbed him once, but he split on the gang, and +they let him off. Whilst I was trailin' him I ran into a feller named +Nuddle--he come up to see Easton. I followed him here, and lo and +behold! Miss Webling turns up, too! And passin' herself off for +Nuddle's sister-in-law! Nuddle's a bad actor, but she's worse. And she +pretends to be a poor workin'-girl. Cheese! You should have seen her +in New York all dolled up!" + +Davidge ignored the opportunity to say that he had had the privilege +of seeing Miss Webling all dolled up. He knew why Mamise was living as +she did. It was a combination of lark and crusade. He nursed Larrey's +story along, and asked with patient amusement: + +"What's your theory as to her reason for playing such a game?" + +He smiled as he said this, but sobered abruptly when Larrey +explained: + +"You lost a ship not long ago, didn't you? You got other ships on the +ways, ain't you? Well, I don't need to tell you it's good business for +the Huns to slow up or blow up all the ships they can. Every boat they +stop cuts down the supplies of the Allies just so much. This Miss +Webling's adopted father was in on the sinking of the _Lusitania_, and +this girl was, too, probably. She carried messages between old Webling +and Easton, and walked right into a little trap the British laid for +her. She put up a strong fight, and, being an American, was let go. +But her record got to this country before she did. You ask me what +she's up to. Well, what should she be up to but the Kaiser's work? +She's no stenographer, and she wouldn't be here playin' tunes on a +typewriter unless she had some good business reason. Well, her +business is--she's a ship-wrecker." + +The charge was ridiculous, yet there were confirmations or seeming +confirmations of it. The mere name of Nicky Easton was a thorn in +Davidge's soul. He remembered Easton in London at Mamise's elbow, and +in Washington pursuing her car and calling her "Mees Vapelink." + +Davidge promised Larrey that he would look into the matter, and bade +him good night with mingled respect and fear. + +When he set out at length to call on Mamise he was grievously troubled +lest he had lost his heart to a clever adventuress. He despised his +suspicions, and yet--somebody had destroyed his ship. He remembered +how shocked she had been by the news. Yet what else could the worst +spy do but pretend to be deeply worried? Davidge had never liked Jake +Nuddle; Mamise's alleged relationship by marriage did not gain +plausibility on reconsideration. The whim to live in a workman's +cottage was even less convincing. + +Mr. Larrey had spoiled Davidge's blissful mood and his lover's program +for the evening. Davidge moved slowly toward Mamise's cottage, not as +a suitor, but as a student. + +Larrey shadowed him from force of habit, and saw him going with +reluctant feet, pausing now and then, irresolute. Davidge was thinking +hard, calling himself a fool, now for trusting Mamise and now for +listening to Larrey. To suspect Mamise was to be a traitor to his +love: not to suspect her was to be a traitor to his common sense and +to his beloved career. + +And the Mamise that awaited the belated Davidge was also in a state of +tangled wits. She, too, had dressed with a finikin care, as Davidge +had, neither of them stopping to think how quaint a custom it is for +people who know each other well and see each other in plain clothes +every day to get themselves up with meticulous skill in the evening +like Christmas parcels for each other's examination. Nature dresses +the birds in the mating season. Mankind with the aid of the +dressmaker and the haberdasher plumes up at will. + +But as Cæsar had his Brutus, Charles I his Cromwell, and Davidge his +Larrey, so Mamise had her sister Abbie. + +Abbie came in unexpectedly and regarded Mamise's costume with no +illusions except her own cynical ones: + +"What you all diked up about?" + +Mamise shrugged her eyebrows, her lips, and her shoulders. + +Abbie guessed. "That man comin'?" + +Mamise repeated her previous business. + +"Kind of low neck, don't you think? And your arms nekked." + +Mamise drew over her arms a scarf that gave them color rather than +concealment. Abbie scorned the subterfuge. + +"Do you think it's proper to dress like that for a man to come +callin'?" + +"I did think so till you spoke," snapped Mamise in all the bitterness +of the ancient feud between loveliness unashamed and unlovely shame. + +Abbie felt unwelcome. "Well, I just dropped over because Jake's went +out to some kind of meetin'." + +"With whom? Where?" + +"Oh, some of the workmen--a lot of soreheads lookin' for more wages." + +Mamise was indignant: "The soldiers get thirty dollars a month on a +twenty-four-hour, seven-day shift. Jake gets more than that a week for +loafing round the shop about seven hours a day. How on earth did you +ever tie yourself up to such a rotten bounder?" + +Abbie longed for a hot retort, but was merely peevish: + +"Well, I ain't seen you marryin' anything better. I guess I'll go +home. I don't seem to be wanted here." + +This was one of those exact truths that decent people must immediately +deny. Mamise put her arms about Abbie and said: + +"Forgive me, dear--I'm a beast. But Jake is such a--" She felt Abbie +wriggling ominously and changed to: "He's so unworthy of you. These +are such terrible times, and the world is in such horrible need of +everybody's help and especially of ships. It breaks my heart to see +anybody wasting his time and strength interfering with the builders +instead of joining them. It's like interfering with the soldiers. +It's a kind of treason. And besides, he does so little for you and the +children." + +This last Abbie was willing to admit. She shed a few tears of +self-esteem, but she simply could not rise to the heights of suffering +for anything as abstract as a cause or a nation or a world. She was +like so many of the air-ships the United States was building then: she +could not be induced to leave the ground or, if she got up, to glide +back safely. + +She tried now to love her country, but she hardly rose before she +fell. + +"Oh, I know it's tur'ble what folks are sufferin', but--well, the +Lord's will be done, I say." + +"And I say it's mainly the devil's will that's being done!" said +Mamise. + +This terrified Abbie. "I wisht you'd be a little careful of your +language, Mamise. Swearin' and cigarettes both is pretty much of a +load for a lady to git by with." + +"O Lord!" sighed Mamise, in despair. She was capable of long, high +flights, but she could not carry such a passenger. + +Abbie continued: "And do you think it's right, seein' men here all by +yourself?" + +"I'm not seeing men--but a man." + +"But all by yourself." + +"I'm not all by myself when he's here." + +"You'll get the neighbors talkin'--you'll see!" + +"A lot I care for their talk!" + +"Why don't you marry him and settle down respectable and have childern +and--" + +"Why don't you go home and take care of your own?" + +"I guess I better." And she departed forthwith. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +The two sisters had managed to fray each other's nerves raw. The mere +fact that Abbie advocated marriage and maternity threw Mamise into a +cantankerous distaste for her own dreams. + +Larrey had delayed Davidge long enough for Mamise to be rid of Abbie, +but the influence of both Larrey and Abbie was manifest in the +strained greetings of the caller and the callee. Instead of the +eagerness to rush into each other's arms that both had felt in the +morning, Davidge entered Mamise's presence with one thought dominant: +"Is she really a spy? I must be on my guard." And Mamise was thinking, +"If he should be thinking what Abbie thought, how odious!" + +Thus once more their moods chaperoned them. Love could not attune +them. She sat; he sat. When their glances met they parted at once. + +She mistook his uncertainty for despondency. She assumed that he was +brooding over his lost ship. Out of a long silence she spoke: + +"I wonder if the world will ever forget and forgive?" + +"Forget and forgive who--whom, for what?" + +"Germany for all she's done to this poor world--Belgium, the +_Lusitania_, the _Clara_?" + +He smiled sadly. "The _Clara_ was a little slow tub compared to the +_Lusitania_, but she meant a lot to me." + +"And to me. So did the _Lusitania_. She nearly cost me my life." + +He was startled. "You didn't plan to sail on her?" + +"No, but--" She paused. She had not meant to open this subject. + +But he was aching to hear her version of what Larrey had told. + +"How do you mean--she nearly cost you your life?" + +"Oh, that's one of the dark chapters of my past." + +"You never told me about it." + +"I'd rather not." + +"Please!" He said it with a surprising earnestness. He had a sudden +hope that her confession might be an absolving explanation. + +She could not fathom this eagerness, but she felt a desire to release +that old secret. She began, recklessly: + +"Well, I told you how I ran away from home and went on the stage, and +Sir Joseph Webling--" + +"You told me that much, but not what happened before you met him." + +"No, I didn't tell you that, and I'm not going to now, but--well, Sir +Joseph was like a father to me; I never had one of my own--to know and +remember. Sir Joseph was German born, and perhaps the ruthlessness was +contagious, for he--well, I can't tell you." + +"Please!" + +"I swore not to." + +"You gave your oath to a German?" + +"No, to an English officer in the Secret Service. I'm always +forgetting and starting to tell." + +"Why did you take your oath?" + +"I traded secrecy for freedom." + +"You mean you turned state's evidence?" + +"Oh no, I didn't tell on them. I didn't know what they were up to when +they used me for-- But I'm skidding now. I want to tell you--terribly. +But I simply must not. I made an awful mistake that night at Mrs. +Prothero's in pretending to be ill." + +"You only pretended?" + +"Yes, to get you away. You see, Lady Clifton-Wyatt got after me, +accused me of being a spy, of carrying messages that resulted in the +sinking of ships and the killing of men. She said that the police came +to our house, and Sir Joseph tried to kill one of them and killed his +own wife and then was shot by an officer and that they gave out the +story that Sir Joseph and Lady Webling died of ptomaine poisoning. She +said Nicky Easton was shot in the Tower. Oh, an awful story she told, +and I was afraid she'd tell you, so I spirited you away on the pretext +of illness." + +Davidge was astounded at this confirmation of Larrey's story. He +said: + +"But it wasn't true what Lady C.-W. told?" + +"Most of it was false, but it was fiction founded on fact, and I +couldn't explain it without breaking my oath. And now I've pretty +nearly broken it, after all. I've sprained it badly." + +"Don't you want to go on and--finish it off?" + +"I want to--oh, how I want to! but I've got to save a few shreds of +respectability. I kidnapped you the day you were going to tea with +Lady C.-W. to keep you from her. I wish now I'd let you go. Then you'd +have known the worst of me--or worse than the worst." + +She turned a harrowed glance his way, and saw, to her bewilderment, +that he was smiling broadly. Then he seized her hands and felt a need +to gather her home to his arms. + +She was so amazed that she fell back to stare at him. Studying his +radiant face, she somehow guessed that he had known part of her story +before and was glad to hear her confess it, but her intuition missed +fire when she guessed at the source of his information. + +"You have been talking to Lady Clifton-Wyatt, after all!" + +"Not since I saw her with you." + +"Then who told you?" + +He laughed now, for it pleased him mightily to have her read his heart +so true. + +"The main thing is that you told me. And now once more I ask you: will +you marry me?" + +This startled her indeed. She startled him no less by her brusquerie: + +"Certainly not." + +"And why not?" + +"I'll marry no man who is so careless whom he marries as you are." + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +The whimsical solemnity of this made him roar. But a man does not love +a woman the less for being feminine, and when she thwarts him by a +womanliness she delights him excruciatingly. + +But Mamise was in earnest. She believed in one emotion at a time. It +offended her to have Davidge suggest that the funeral baked meats of +her tragedy should coldly furnish forth a wedding breakfast. She +wanted to revel awhile in her elegiac humor and pay full honor to her +sorrow, full penalty for her guilt. She put aside his amorous +impatience and returned to her theme. + +"Well, after all the evil I have done, I wanted to make some +atonement. I was involved in the sinking of I don't know how many +ships, and I wanted to take some part in building others. So when I +met you and you told me that women could build ships, too, you wakened +a great hope in me, and an ambition. I wanted to get out in the yards +and swing a sledge or drive a riveting-gun." + +"With those hands?" He laughed and reached for them. + +She put them out of sight back of her as one removes dangerous toys +from the clutch of a child, and went on: + +"But you wouldn't let me. So I took up the next best thing, office +work. I studied that hateful stenography and learned to play a +typewriter." + +"It keeps you nearer to me." + +"But I don't want to be near you. I want to build ships. Please let me +go out in the yard. Please give me a real job." + +He could not keep from laughing at her, at such delicacy pleading for +such toil. His amusement humiliated her and baffled her so that at +length she said: + +"Please go on home. It's getting late, and I don't like you at all." + +"I know you don't like me, but couldn't you love me?" + +"That's more impossible than liking you, since you won't let me have +my only wish." + +"It's too brutal, I tell you. And it's getting too cold. It would +simply ruin your perfect skin. I don't want to marry a longshoreman, +thank you." + +"Then I'll thank you to go on home. I'm tired out. I've got to get up +in the morning at the screech of dawn and take up your ghastly +drudgery again." + +"If you'll marry me you won't have to work at all." + +"But work is the one thing I want. So if you'll kindly take yourself +off I'll be much obliged. You've no business here, anyway, and it's +getting so late that you'll have all the neighbors talking." + +"A lot I care!" + +"Well, I care a lot," she said, blandly belying her words to Abbie. +"I've got to live among them." + +It was a miserable ending to an evening of such promise. He felt as +sheepish as a cub turned out of his best girl's house by a sleepy +parent, but he had no choice. He rose drearily, fought his way into +his overcoat, and growled: + +"Good night!" + +She sighed "Good night!" and wished that she were not so cantankerous. +The closing of the door shook her whole frame, and she made a step +forward to call him back, but sank into a chair instead, worn out with +the general unsatisfactoriness of life, the complicated mathematical +problem that never comes out even. Marriage is a circle that cannot be +quite squared. + +She sat droopily in her chair for a long while, pondering mankind and +womankind and their mutual dependence and incompatibility. It would be +nice to be married if one could stay single at the same time. But it +was hopelessly impossible to eat your cake and have it, too. + +Abbie, watching from her window and not knowing that Davidge had gone, +imagined all sorts of things and wished that her wild sister would +marry and settle down. And yet she wished that she herself had stayed +single, for the children were a torment, and of her husband she could +only say that she did not know whether he bothered her the more when +he was away or when he was at home. + +When Davidge left Mamise he looked back at the lonely cottage she +stubbornly and miserably occupied and longed to hale her from it into +a palace. As he walked home his heart warmed to all the little +cottages, most of them dark and cheerless, and he longed to change all +these to palaces, too. He felt sorry for the poor, tired people that +lived so humbly there and slept now but to rise in the morning to +begin moiling again. + +Sometimes from his office window he surveyed the long lines at the +pay-windows and felt proud that he could pour so much treasure into +the hands of the poor. If he had not schemed and borrowed and +organized they would not have had their wages at all. + +But now he wished that there might be no poor and no wages, but +everybody palaced and living on money from home. That seemed to be the +idea, too, of his more discontented working-men, but he could not +imagine how everybody could have a palace and everybody live at ease. +Who was to build the palaces? Who was to cut the marble from the +mountains and haul it, and who to dig the foundations and blast the +steel and fasten the girders together? It was easy for the dreamers +and the literary loafers and the irresponsible cartoonists to denounce +the capitalists and draw pictures of them as obese swine wallowing in +bags of gold while emaciated children put out their lean hands in +vain. But cartoons were not construction, and the men who would +revolutionize the world could not, as a rule, keep their own books +straight. + +Material riches were everywhere, provided one had the mental riches to +go out and get them. Davidge had been as poor as the poorest man at +his works, but he had sold muscle for money and brains for money. He +had dreamed and schemed and drawn up tremendous plans while they took +their pay and went home to their evenings of repose in the bosoms of +their families or the barrooms of idleness. + +Still there was no convincing them of the realization that they could +not get capital by slandering capitalists, or ease by ease, but only +by sweat. And so everybody was saying that as soon as this great war +was over a greater war was coming upon the world. He wondered what +could be done to stay that universal fury from destroying utterly all +that the German horror might spare. + +Thinking of such things, he forgot, for the nonce, the pangs of +love. + + + + +BOOK V + +IN WASHINGTON + +[Illustration: How quaint a custom it is for people who know each other +well and see each other in plain clothes every day to get themselves up +with meticulous skill in the evening like Christmas parcels for each +other's examination.] + + + + +CHAPTER I + + +The threat of winter was terrifying the long-suffering world. People +thought of the gales that would harass the poor souls in the clammy +trenches, the icy winds that would flutter the tents of the men in +camps, the sleety storms that would lash the workers on the docks and +on the decks of ships and in the shipyards; the final relentless +persecution of the refugees, crowded upon the towns that had not +enough for themselves. + +To be cold when one is despondent is a fearsome thing. Mamise woke in +the chill little cottage and had to leap from her snug bed to a cold +bathroom, come out chattering to a cold kitchen. Just as her house +grew a little warm, she had to leave it for a long, windy walk to an +office not half warm enough. + +The air was full of orphan leaves, and Cossack whirlwinds stampeded +them down the roads as ruthlessly as Uhlans herding Belgian fugitives +along. The dour autumn seemed to wrench hopes from the heart like +shriveled leaves, and to fill the air with swirling discouragements. +The men at work about the ships were numb and often stopped to blow +upon their aching fingers. The red-hot rivets went in showers that +threatened to blister, but gave no warmth. + +The ambitions of Mamise congealed along with the other stirring +things. She was sorely tempted to give up the unwomanly battle and +accept Davidge's offer of a wedding-ring. She had, of course, her +Webling inheritance to fall back upon, but she had come to hate it so +as tainted money that she would not touch it or its interest. She put +it all into Liberty Bonds and gave a good many of those to various +charities. Not the least of her delights in her new career had been +her emancipation from slavery to the money Mr. Verrinder had spoken of +as her wages for aiding Sir Joseph Webling. + +A marriage with Davidge was an altogether different slavery, a +thoroughly patriotic livelihood. It would permit her to have servants +to wait on her and build her fires. She would go out only when she +wished, and sleep late of mornings. She would have multitudinous furs +and a closed and heated limousine to carry her through the white +world. She could salve her conscience by taking up some of the more +comfortable forms of war work. She could manage a Red Cross +bandage-factory or a knitting-room or serve hot dishes in a cozy +canteen. + +At times from sheer creature discomfort she inclined toward matrimony, +as many another woman has done. These craven moods alternated with +periods of self-rebuke. She told herself that such a marriage would +dishonor her and cheat Davidge. + +Besides, marriage was not all wedding-bells and luxury; it had its +gall as well as its honey. Even in divorceful America marriage still +possesses for women a certain finality. Only one marriage in nine +ended in divorce that year. + +Mamise knew men and women, married, single, and betwixt. She was far, +indeed, from that more or less imaginary character so frequent in +fiction and so rare in reality, the young woman who knows nothing of +life and mankind. Like every other woman that ever lived, she knew a +good deal more than she would confess, and had had more experience +than she would admit under oath. In fact, she did not deny that she +knew more than she wished she knew, and Davidge had found her very +tantalizing about just how much her experience totaled up. + +She had observed the enormous difference between a man and a woman who +meet occasionally and the same people chained together interminably. +Quail is a delicacy for invalids and gourmets, but notoriously +intolerable as a steady diet. On the other hand, bread is forever +good. One never tires of bread. And a lucky marriage is as perennially +refreshing as bread and butter. The maddening thing about marriage is +what makes other lotteries irresistible: after all, capital prizes do +exist, and some people get them. + +Mamise had seen happy mates, rich and poor. In her lonelier hours she +coveted their dual blessedness, enriched with joys and griefs shared +in plenty and in privation. + +Mamise liked Davidge better than she had ever liked any other man. +She supposed she loved him. Sometimes she longed for him with a kind +of ferocity. Then she was afraid of him, of what he would be like as a +husband, of what she would be like as a wife. + +Mamise was in an absolute chaos of mind, afraid of everything and +everybody, from the weather to wedlock. She had been lured into an +office by the fascinating advertisements of freedom, a career, +achievement, doing-your-bit and other catchwords. She had found that +business has its boredoms no less than the prison walls of home, +commerce its treadmills and its oakum-picking no less than the jail. +The cozy little cottage and the pleasant chores of solitude began to +nag her soul. + +The destruction of the good ship _Clara_ had dealt her a heavier blow +than she at first realized, for the mind suffers from obscure internal +injuries as the body does after a great shock. She understood what +bitter tragedies threaten the business man no less than the monarch, +the warrior, the poet, and the lover, though there has not been many +an Æschylos or Euripides or Dante to make poetry of the Prometheus +chained to the rocks of trade with the vulture pay-roll gnawing at his +profits; the OEdipos in the factory who sees everything gone horribly +awry; or the slow pilgrim through the business hell with all the +infernal variations of bankruptcy, strikes, panics, and competition. + +The blowing up of the _Clara_ had revealed the pitiful truth that men +may toil like swarming bees upon a painful and costly structure, only +to see it all annulled at once by a careless or a malicious stranger. +The _Clara_ served as a warning that the ship _Mamise_ now on the +stocks and growing ever so slowly might be never finished, or +destroyed as soon as done. A pall of discontent was gathering about +her. It was the turn of that season in her calendar. The weather was +conspiring with the inner November. + +The infamous winter of 1917-18 was preparing to descend upon the +blackest year in human annals. Everybody was unhappy; there was a +frightful shortage of food among all nations, a terrifying shortage of +coal, and the lowest temperature ever known would be recorded. +America, less unfortunate than the other peoples, was bitterly +disappointed in herself. + +There was food in plenty for America, but not for her confederates. +The prices were appalling. Wages went up and up, but never quite +caught the expenses. It was necessary to send enormous quantities of +everything to our allies lest they perish before we could arrive with +troops. And Germany went on fiendishly destroying ships, foodstuffs, +and capital, displaying in every victory a more insatiable cruelty, a +more revolting cynicism toward justice, mercy, or truth. + +The Kaiserly contempt for America's importance seemed to be justified. +People were beginning to remember Rome, and to wonder if, after all, +Germany might not crush France and England with the troops that had +demolished Russia. And then America would have to fight alone. + +At this time Mamise stumbled upon an old magazine of the ancient date +of 1914. It was full of prophecies that the Kaiser would be dethroned, +exiled, hanged, perhaps. The irony of it was ghastly. Nothing was more +impossible than the downfall of the Kaiser--who seemed verifying his +boasts that he took his crown from God. He was praising the strong +sword of the unconquerable Germany. He was marshaling the millions +from his eastern front to throw the British troops into the sea and +smother the France he had bled white. The best that the most hopeful +could do was to mutter: "Hurry! hurry! We've got to hurry!" + +Mamise grew fretful about the delay to the ship that was to take her +name across the sea. She went to Davidge to protest: "Can't you hurry +up my ship? If she isn't launched soon I'm going to go mad." + +Davidge threw back his head and emitted a noise between laughter and +profanity. He picked up a letter and flung it down. + +"I've just got orders changing the specifications again. This is the +third time, and the third time's the charm; for now we've got to take +out all we've put in, make a new set of drawings and a new set of +castings and pretty blamed near tear down the whole ship and rebuild +it." + +"In the name of Heaven, why?" + +"In the name of hades, because we've got to get a herd of railroad +locomotives to France, and sending them over in pieces won't do. They +want 'em ready to run. So the powers that be have ordered me to +provide two hatchways big enough to lower whole locomotives through, +and pigeonholes in the hold big enough to carry them. As far as the +_Mamise_ is concerned, that means we've just about got to rub it out +and do it over again. It's a case of back to the mold-loft for +_Mamise_." + +"And about how much more delay will this mean?" + +"Oh, about ninety days or thereabouts. If we're lucky we'll launch her +by spring." + +This was almost worse than the death of the _Clara_. That tragedy had +been noble; it dealt a noble blow and woke the heart to a noble grief +and courage. But deferment made the heart sick, and the brain and +almost the stomach. + +Davidge liked the disappointment no better than Mamise did, but he was +used to it. + +"And now aren't you glad you're not a ship-builder? How would you feel +if you had got your wish to work in the yard and had turned your +little velvet hands into a pair of nutmeg-graters by driving about ten +thousand rivets into those plates, only to have to cut 'em all out +again and drive 'em into an entirely new set of plates, knowing that +maybe they'd have to come out another time and go back? How'd you like +that?" + +Mamise lifted her shoulders and let them fall. + +Davidge went on: + +"That's a business man's life, my dear--eternally making things that +won't sell, putting his soul and his capital and his preparation into +a pile of stock that nobody will take off his hands. But he has to go +right on, borrowing money and pledging the past for the future and +never knowing whether his dreams will turn out to be dollars +or--junk!" + +Mamise realized for the first time the pathos, the higher drama of the +manufacturer's world, that world which poets and some other literary +artists do not describe because they are too ignorant, too petty, too +bookish. They sneer at the noble word _commercial_ as if it were a +reproach! + +Mamise, however, looked on Davidge in his swivel-chair as a kind of +despondent demigod, a Titan weary of the eternal strife. She tried to +rise beyond a poetical height to the clouds of the practical. + +"What will you do with all the workmen who are on that job?" + +Davidge grinned. "They're announcing their monthly strike for higher +wages--threatening to lay off the force. It'd serve 'em right to take +'em at their word for a while. But you simply can't fight a labor +union according to Queensbery rules, so I'll give 'em the raise and +put 'em on another ship." + +"And the _Mamise_ will be idle and neglected for three months." + +"Just about." + +"The Germans couldn't have done much worse by her, could they?" + +"Not much." + +"I think I'll call it a day and go home," said Mamise. + +"Better call it a quarter and go to New York or Palm Beach or +somewhere where there's a little gaiety." + +"Are you sick of seeing me round?" + +"Since you won't marry me--yes." + +Mamise sniffed at this and set her little desk in order, aligned the +pencils in the tray, put the carbons back in the box and the rubber +cover on the typewriter. Then she sank it into its well and put on her +hat. + +Davidge held her heavy coat for her and could not resist the +opportunity to fold her into his arms. Just as his arms closed about +her and he opened his lips to beg her not to desert him he saw over +her shoulder the door opening. + +He had barely time to release her and pretend to be still holding her +coat when Miss Gabus entered. His elaborate guiltlessness confirmed +her bitterest suspicions, and she crossed the room to deposit a sheaf +of letters in Davidge's "in" basket and gather up the letters in his +"out" basket. She passed across the stage with an effect of absolute +refrigeration, like one of Richard III's ghosts. + +Davidge was furious at Miss Gabus and himself. Mamise was furious at +them both--partly for the awkwardness of the incident, partly for the +failure of Davidge's enterprise against her lips. + +When Miss Gabus was gone the ecstatic momentum was lost. Davidge +grumbled: + +"Shall I see you to-morrow?" + +"I don't know," said Mamise. + +She gave him her hand. He pressed it in his two palms and shook his +head. She shook her head. They were both rebuking the bad behavior of +the fates. + +Mamise trudged homeward--or at least houseward. She was in another of +her irresolute states, and irresolution is the most disappointing of +all the moods to the irresolute ones and all the neighbors. It was +irresolution that made "Hamlet" a five-act play, and only a +Shakespeare could have kept him endurable. + +Mamise was becoming unendurable to herself. When she got to her +cottage she found it as dismal as an empty ice-box. When she had +started the fire going she had nothing else to do. In sheer +desperation she decided to answer a few letters. There was an old one +from Polly Widdicombe. She read it again. It contained the usual +invitation to come back to reason and Washington. + +Just for something positive to do she resolved to go. There was a +tonic in the mere act of decision. She wrote a letter. She felt that +she could not wait so long as its answer would require. She resolved +to send a telegram. + +This meant hustling out into the cold again, but it was something to +do, somewhere to go, some excuse for a hope. + +Polly telegraphed: + + Come without fail dying to see you bring along a scuttle of coal + if you can. + +Mamise showed Davidge the telegram. He was very plucky about letting +her go. For her sake he was so glad that he concealed his own +loneliness. That made her underestimate it. He confirmed her belief +that he was glad to be rid of her by making a lark of her departure. +He filled an old suit-case with coal and insisted on her taking it. +The porter who lugged it along the platform at Washington gave Mamise +a curious look. He supposed that this was one of those suit-cases full +of bottled goods that were coming into Washington in such multitudes +since the town had been decreed absolutely dry. He shook it and was +surprised when he failed to hear the glug-glug of liquor. + +But Polly welcomed the suit-case as if it had been full of that other +form of carbon which women wear in rings and necklaces. The whole +country was underheated. To the wheatless, meatless, sweetless days +there were added the heatless months. Major Widdicombe took his +breakfasts standing up in his overcoat. Polly and Mamise had theirs in +bed, and the maids that brought it wore their heaviest clothes. + +There were long lines of petitioners all day at the offices of the +Fuel Administration. But it did little good. All the shops and +theaters were kept shut on Mondays. Country clubs were closed. Every +device to save a lump of coal was put into legal effect so that the +necessary war factories might run and the ships go over the sea. Soon +there would be gasoleneless Sundays by request, and all the people +would obey. Bills of fare at home and at hotel would be regulated by +law. Restaurants would be fined for serving more than one meat to one +person. Grocers would be fined for selling too much sugar to a family. +Placards, great billboards, and all the newspapers were filled with +counsels to save, save, save, and buy, buy, buy Bonds, Bonds, Bonds. +People grew depressed at all this effort, all this sacrifice with so +little show of accomplishment. + +American troops, except a pitiful few, were still in America and +apparently doomed to stay. This could easily be proved by mathematics, +for there were not ships enough to carry them and their supplies. The +Germans were building up reserves in France, and they had every +advantage of inner lines. They could hurl an avalanche of men at any +one of a hundred points of the thin Allied line almost without +warning, and wherever they struck the line would split before the +reserves could be rushed up to the crevasse. And once through, what +could stop them? Indeed, the whisper went about that the Allies had no +reserves worth the name. France and England were literally "all in." + +Success and the hope of success did not make the Germans meek. They +credited God with a share in their achievement and pinned an Iron +Cross on Him, but they kept mortgaging His resources for the future. +Those who had protested that the war had been forced on a peaceful +Germany and that her majestic fight was all in self-defense came out +now to confess--or rather to boast--that they had planned this triumph +all along; for thirty years they had built and drilled and stored up +reserves. And now they were about to sweep the world and make it a +German planet. + +The peaceful Kaiser admitted that he had toiled for this approaching +day of glory. His war-weary, hunger-pinched subjects were whipped up +to further endurance by a brandy of fiery promises, the prospects of +incalculable loot, vast colonies, mountains of food, and indemnities +sky-high. They were told to be glad that America had come into the war +openly at last, so that her untouched treasure-chest could pay the +bills. + +In the whole history of chicken-computation there were probably never +so many fowls counted before they were hatched--and in the final +outcome never such a crackling and such a stench of rotten eggs. + +But no one in those drear days was mad enough to see the outcome. The +strategical experts protested against the wasteful "side-shows" in +Mesopotamia, Palestine, and Saloniki, and the taking of Jerusalem was +counted merely a pretty bit of Christmas shopping that could not weigh +against the fall of Kerensky, the end of Russian résistance in the +Bolshevik upheaval, and the Italian stampede down their own +mountainsides. + +Of all the optimists crazy enough to prophesy a speedy German +collapse, no one put his finger on Bulgaria as the first to break. + +So sublime, indeed, was the German confidence that many in America who +had been driven to cover because of their Teutonic activities before +America entered the war began to dream that they, too, would reap a +great reward for their martyrdom on behalf of the Fatherland. + +The premonition of the dawning of _Der Tag_ stirred the heart of Nicky +Easton, of course. He had led for months the life of a fox in a +hunt-club county. Every time he put his head out he heard the bay of +the hounds. He had stolen very few chickens, and he expected every +moment to be pounced on. But now that he felt assured of a German +triumph in a little while, he began to think of the future. His heart +turned again to Mamise. + +His life of hiding and stealing about from place to place had +compelled him to a more ascetic existence than he had been used to. +His German accent did not help him, and he had found that even those +heavy persons known as light women, though they had no other virtue, +had patriotism enough to greet his advances with fierce hostility. +His dialect insulted those who had relinquished the privilege of being +insulted, and they would not soil their open palms with German-stained +money. + +In his alliance with Jake Nuddle for the blowing up of the _Clara_, +and their later communications looking toward the destruction of other +ships, he kept informed of Mamise. He always asked Jake about her. He +was bitterly depressed by the news that she was "sweet on" Davidge. He +was exultant when he learned from Jake that she had given up her work +in the office and had gone to Washington. Jake learned her address +from Abbie, and passed it on to Nicky. + +Nicky was tempted to steal into Washington and surprise her. But enemy +aliens were forbidden to visit the capital, and he was afraid to go by +train. He had wild visions of motoring thither and luring her to a +ride with him. He wanted to kidnap her. He might force her to marry +him by threatening to kill her and himself. At least he might make her +his after the classic manner of his fellow-countrymen in Belgium. But +he had not force enough to carry out anything so masterful. He was a +sentimental German, not a warrior. + +In his more emotional moods he began to feel a prophetic sorrow for +Marie Louise after the Germans had conquered the world. She would be +regarded as a traitress. She had been adopted by Sir Joseph Webling +and had helped him, only to abandon the cause and go over to the +enemy. + +If Nicky could convert her again to loyalty, persuade her to do some +brave deed for the Fatherland in redemption of her blacksliding, then +when _Der Tag_ came he could reveal what she had done. When in that +resurrection day the graves opened and all the good German spies and +propagandists came forth to be crowned by _Gott_ and the Kaiser, Nicky +could lead Marie Louise to the dual throne, and, describing her +reconciliation to the cause, claim her as his bride. And the Kaiser +would say, "_Ende gut, alles gut!_" + +Never a missionary felt more sanctity in offering salvation to a lost +soul by way of repentance than Nicky felt when he went to the house of +an American friend and had Mamise called on the long-distance +telephone. + +Mamise answered, "Yes, this is Miss Webling," to the faint-voiced +long-distance operator, and was told to hold the wire. She heard: +"All ready with Washington. Go ahead." Then she heard a timid query: + +"Hallow, hallow! Iss this Miss Vapelink?" + +She was shocked at the familiar dialect. She answered: + +"This is Miss Webling, yes. Who is it?" + +"You don'd know my woice?" + +"Yes--yes. I know you--" + +"Pleass to say no names." + +"Where are you?" + +"In Philadelphia." + +"All right. What do you want?" + +"To see you." + +"You evidently know my address." + +"You know I cannot come by Vashington." + +"Then how can I see you?" + +"You could meet me some place, yes?" + +"Certainly not." + +"It is important, most important." + +"To whom?" + +"To you--only to you. It is for your sake." + +She laughed at this; yet it set her curiosity on fire, as he hoped it +would. He could almost hear her pondering. But what she asked was: + +"How did you find my address?" + +"From Chake--Chake Nuttle." + +He could not see the wild look that threw her eyes and lips wide. She +had never dreamed of such an acquaintance. The mere possibility of it +set her brain whirling. It seemed to explain many things, explain them +with a horrible clarity. She dared not reveal her suspicions to Nicky. +She said nothing till she heard him speak again: + +"Vell, you come, yes?" + +"Where?" + +"You could come here best?" + +"No, it's too far." + +"By Baltimore we could meet once?" + +"All right. Where? When?" + +"To-morrow. I do not know Baltimore good. Ve could take ride by +automobile and talk so. Yes?" + +"All right." This a little anxiously. + +"To-morrow evening. I remember it is a train gets there from +Vashington about eight. I meet you. Make sure nobody sees you take +that train, yes?" + +"Yes." + +"You know people follow people sometimes." + +"Yes." + +"I trust you alvays, Marie Louise." + +"All right. Good-by." + +"Goot-py, Marie Louise." + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +While Mamise was talking her telephone ear had suffered several sharp +and painful rasps, as if angry rattlesnakes had wakened in the +receiver. + +The moment she put it up the bell rang. Supposing that Nicky had some +postscript to add, she lifted the receiver again. Her ear was as +bewildered as your tongue when it expects to taste one thing and +tastes another, for it was Davidge's voice that spoke, asking for her. +She called him by name, and he growled: + +"Good Lord! is that you? Who was the fascinating stranger who kept me +waiting so long?" + +"Don't you wish you knew?" she laughed. "Where are you now? At the +shipyard?" + +"No, I'm in Washington--ran up on business. Can I see you to-night?" + +"I hope so--unless we're going out--as I believe we are. Hold the +wire, won't you, while I ask." She came back in due season to say, +"Polly says you are to come to dinner and go to a dance with us +afterward." + +"A dance? I'm not invited." + +"It's a kind of club affair at a hotel. Polly has the right to take +you--no end of big bugs will be there." + +"I'm rusty on dancing, but with you--" + +"Thanks. We'll expect you, then. Dinner is at eight. Wrap up well. +It's cold, isn't it?" + +He thought it divine of her to think of his comfort. The thought of +her in his arms dancing set his heart to rioting. He was singing as he +dressed, and as he rode put to Grinden Hall, singing a specimen of the +new musical insanity known as "jazz"--so pestilential a music that +even the fiddlers capered and writhed. + +The Potomac was full of tumultuous ice, and the old Rosslyn bridge +squealed with cold under the motor. It was good to see the lights of +the Hall at last, and to thaw himself out at the huge fireplace. + +"Lucky to get a little wood," said Major Widdicombe. "Don't know what +we'll do when it's gone. Coal is next to impossible." + +Then the women came down, Polly and Mamise and two or three other +house guests, and some wives of important people. They laid off their +wraps and then decided to keep them on. + +Davidge had been so used to seeing Mamise as a plainly clad, +discouraged office-hack that when she descended the stairs and paused +on the landing a few steps from the floor, to lift her eyebrows and +her lip-corners at him, he was glad of the pause. + +"Break it to me gently," he called across the balustrade. + +She descended the rest of the way and advanced, revealed in her +complete height and all her radiant vesture. He was dazed by her +unimagined splendor. + +As she gave him her hand and collected with her eyes the tribute in +his, she said: + +"Break what to you gently?" + +"You!" he groaned. "Good Lord! Talk about 'the glory that was Greece +and the grandeur that was Rome'!" + +With amiable reciprocity she returned him a compliment on his evening +finery. + +"The same to you and many of them. You are quite stunning in +décolleté. For a pair of common laborers, we are certainly gaudy." + +Polly came up and greeted Davidge with, "So you're the fascinating +brute that keeps Marie Louise down in the penitentiary of that awful +ship-factory." + +Davidge indicated her brilliance and answered: "Never again. She's +fired! We can't afford her." + +"Bully for you," said Polly. "I suppose I'm an old-fashioned, +grandmotherly sort of person, but I'll be damned if I can see why a +woman that can look as gorgeous as Marie Louise here should be +pounding typewriter keys in an office. Of course, if she had to-- But +even then, I should say that it would be her solemn religious duty to +sell her soul for a lot of glad-rags. + +"A lot of people are predicting that women will never go back to the +foolish frills and furbelows of before the war; but--well, I'm no +prophetess, but all I can say is that if this war puts an end to the +dressmaker's art, it will certainly put civilization on the blink. +Now, honestly, what could a woman accomplish in the world if she +worked in overalls twenty-four hours a day for twenty-four years--what +could she make that would be more worth while than getting herself all +dressed up and looking her best?" + +Davidge said: "You're talking like a French aristocrat before the +Revolution; but I wish you could convince her of it." + +Mamise was trying to take her triumph casually, but she was thrilled, +thrilled with the supreme pride of a woman in her best clothes--in and +out of her best clothes, and liberally illuminated with jewelry. She +was now something like a great singer singing the highest note of her +master-aria in her best rôle--herself at once the perfect instrument +and the perfect artist. + +Marie Louise went in on Davidge's arm. The dining-room was in gala +attire, the best silver and all of it out--flowers and candles. But +the big vault was cold; the men shivered and marveled at the women, +who left their wraps on the backs of their chairs and sat up in no +apparent discomfort with shoulders, backs, chests, and arms naked to +the chill. + +Polly was moved to explain to the great folk present just who Mamise +was. She celebrated Mamise in her own way. + +"To look at Miss Webling, would you take her for a perfect nut? She +is, though--the worst ever. Do you know what she has done? Taken up +stenography and gone into the office of a ship-building gang!" + +The other squaws exclaimed upon her with various out-cries of +amazement. + +"What's more," said Mamise, "I live on my salary." + +This was considered incredible in the Washington of then. Mamise +admitted that it took management. + +Mamise said: "Polly, can you see me living in a shanty cooking my own +breakfast and dinner and waiting on myself and washing my own dishes? +And for lunch going to a big mess-hall, waiting on myself, too, and +eating on the swollen arm of a big chair?" + +Polly shook her head in despair of her. "Let those do it that have +to. Nobody's going to get me to live like a Belgian refugee without +giving me the same excuse." + +Mamise suddenly felt that her heroism was hardly more than a silly +affectation, a patriotic pose. In these surroundings the memory of her +daily life was disgusting, plain stupidity. Here she was in her +element, at her superlative. She breathed deeply of the atmosphere of +luxury, the incense of rich food served ceremoniously to resplendent +people. + +"I'm beginning to agree with you, Polly. I don't think I'll ever go +back to honest work again." + +She thought she saw in Davidge's eyes a gleam of approval. It occurred +to her that he was renewing his invitation to her to become his wife +and live as a lady. She was not insulted by the surmise. + +When the women departed for the drawing-room, the men sat for a while, +talking of the coal famine, the appalling debts the country was +heaping into mountains--the blood-sweating taxes, the business end of +the war, the prospect for the spring campaign on the Western Front, +the avalanche of Russia, the rise of the Bolsheviki, the story that +they were in German pay, the terrible toll of American lives it would +take to replace the Russian armies, and the humiliating delay in +getting men into uniform, equipped, and ferried across the sea. The +astounding order had just been promulgated, shutting down all industry +and business for four days and for the ten succeeding Mondays in order +to eke out coal; this was regarded as worse than the loss of a great +battle. Every aspect of the war was so depressing that the coroner's +inquest broke up at once when Major Widdicombe said: + +"I get enough of this in the shop, and I'm frozen through. Let's go in +and jaw the women." + +Concealing their loneliness, the men entered the drawing-room with the +majestic languor of lions well fed. + +Davidge paused to study Mamise from behind a smokescreen that +concealed his stare. She was listening politely to the wife of Holman, +of the War Trade Board. Mrs. Holman's stories were always long, and +people were always interrupting them because they had to or stay mute +all night. Davidge was glad of her clatter, because it gave him a +chance to revel in Mamise. She was presented to his eyes in a kind of +mitigated silhouette against a bright-hued lamp-shade. She was seated +sidewise on a black Chinese chair. On the back of it her upraised arm +rested. Davidge's eyes followed the strange and marvelous outline +described by the lines of that arm, running into the sharp rise of a +shoulder, like an apple against the throat, the bizarre shape of the +head in its whimsical coiffure, the slope of the other shoulder +carrying the caressing glance down that arm to the hand clasping a +sheaf of outspread plumes against her knee, and on along to where one +quaint impossible slipper with a fantastic high heel emerged from a +stream of fabric that flowed on out to the train. + +Then with the vision of honorable desire he imagined the body of her +where it disappeared below the shoulders into the possession of the +gown; he imagined with a certain awe what she must be like beneath all +those long lines, those rounded surfaces, those eloquent wrinkles with +their curious little pockets full of shadow, among the pools of light +that satin shimmers with. + +In other times and climes men had worn figured silks and satins and +brocades, had worn long gowns and lace-trimmed sleeves, jeweled +bonnets and curls, but now the male had surrendered to the female his +prehistoric right to the fanciful plumage. These war days were grown +so austere that it began to seem wrong even for women to dress with +much more than a masculine sobriety. But the occasion of this ball had +removed the ban on extravagance. + +The occasion justified the maximum display of jewelry, too, and Mamise +wore all she had. She had taken her gems from their prison in the +safe-deposit box in the Trust Company cellar. They seemed to be glad +to be at home in the light again. They reveled in it, winking, +laughing, playing a kind of game in which light chased light through +the deeps of color. + +The oddity of the feminine passion for precious stones struck Davidge +sharply. The man who built iron ships to carry freight wondered at the +curious industry of those who sought out pebbles of price, and +polished them, shaped them, faceted them, and fastened them in metals +of studied design, petrified jellies that seemed to quiver yet defied +steel. + +He contrasted the cranes that would lift a locomotive and lower it +into the hold of one of his ships with the tiny pincers with which a +lapidary picked up a diamond fleck and sealed it in platinum. He +contrasted the pneumatic riveter with the tiny hammers of the +goldsmith. There seemed to be no less vanity about one than the other. +The work of the jeweler would outlast the iron hull. A diamond as +large as a rivet-head would cost far more than a ship. Jewels, like +sonnets and symphonies and flower-gardens, were good for nothing, yet +somehow worth more than anything useful. + +He wondered what the future would do to these arts and their +patronesses. The one business of the world now was the manufacture, +transportation, and efficient delivery of explosives. + +He could understand how offensive bejeweled and banqueted people were +to the humble, who went grimy and weary in dirty overalls over their +plain clothes to their ugly factories and back to their uglier homes. + +It was a consummation devoutly to be wished that nobody should spend +his life or hers soiled and tired and fagged with a monotonous task. +It seemed hard that the toiling woman and the wife and daughter of the +toiler might not alleviate their bleak persons with pearl necklaces +about their throats, with rubies pendant from their ears, and their +fingers studded with sapphire and topaz. + +Yet it did not look possible, somehow. And it seemed better that a few +should have them rather than none at all, better that beauty should be +allowed to reign somewhere than nowhere during its brief perfection. + +And after all, what proof was there that the spoliation of the rich +and the ending of riches would mean the enrichment of the poor? +When panics came and the rich fasted the poor starved. Would the +reduction of the opulent and the elevation of the paupers all to the +same plain average make anybody happier? Would the poor be glad to +learn that they could never be rich? With nobody to envy, would +contentment set in? With ambition rated as a crime, the bequeathing +of comfort to one's children rendered impossible, the establishment +of one's destiny left to the decision of boards and by-laws, would +there be satisfaction? The Bolsheviki had voted "universal happiness." +It would be interesting to see how well Russia fared during the +next year and how universally happiness might be distributed. + +He frowned and shook his head as if to free himself from these +nettlesome riddles and left them to the Bolshevist Samaritans to solve +in the vast laboratory where the manual laborers at last could work +out their hearts' desires, with the upper class destroyed and the even +more hateful middle class at their mercy. + +It was bitter cold on the way to the ballroom in the Willard Hotel, +and Davidge in his big coat studied Mamise smothered in a voluminous +sealskin overcoat. This, too, had meant hardship for the poor. Many +men had sailed on a bitter voyage to arctic regions and endured every +privation of cold and hunger and peril that this young woman might +ride cozy in any chill soever. The fur coat had cost much money, but +little of it had fallen into the frosted hands of the men who clubbed +the seal to death on the ice-floes. The sleek furrier in the warm city +shop, when he sold the finished garment, took in far more than the men +who went out into the wilderness and brought back the pelts. That did +not seem right; yet he had a heavy rent to pay, and if he did not +create the market for the furs, the sealers would not get paid at all +for their voyage. + +A division of the spoils that would rob no one, nor kill the industry, +was beyond Davidge's imagining. He comforted himself with the thought +that those loud mouths that advertised solutions of these labor +problems were fools or liars or both; and their mouths were the tools +they worked with most. + +The important immediate thing to contemplate was the fascinating head +of Mamise, quaintly set on the shapeless bulk of a sea-lion. + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +Davidge had been a good dancer once, and he had not entirely neglected +the new school of foot improvisation, so different from the old set +steps. + +Mamise was amazed to find that the strenuous business man had so much +of the faun in his soul. He had evidently listened to the pipes of Pan +and could "shake a sugar-heel" with a practised skill. There was a +startling authority in the firmness with which he gathered her in and +swept her through the kaleidoscopic throng, now dipping, now skipping, +now limping, now running. + +He gripped the savory body of Mamise close to him and found her to his +whim, foreseeing it with a mysterious prescience. Holding her thus +intimately in the brief wedlock of the dance, he began to love her in +a way that he could think of only one word for--_terrible_. + +She seemed to grow afraid, too, of the spell that was befogging them, +and sought rescue in a flippancy. There was also a flattering spice of +jealousy in what she murmured: + +"You haven't spent all your afternoons and evenings building ships, +young man!" + +"No?" + +"What cabarets have you graduated from?" + +He quoted her own words, "Don't you wish you knew?" + +"No." + +"One thing is certain. I've never found in any of 'em as light a +feather as you." + +"Are you referring to my head or my feet?" + +"Your blessed feet!" + +His arm about her tightened to a suffocation, and he whirled her in a +delirium of motion. + +"That's unfair!" she protested, affrighted yet delighted by the fire +of his ecstasy in their union. The music stopped, and she clung to him +dizzily while he applauded with the other dancers till the band +renewed the tune. She had regained her mental with her bodily +equilibrium, and she danced more staidly; yet she had seen into the +crater of his heart and was not sorry that it existed. + +The reprise of the dance was brief, and he had to surrender her from +his embrace. He was unwontedly rhapsodic. "I wish we could sail on and +on and on forever." + +"Forever is a long time," she smiled. + +"May I have the next dance?" + +"Certainly not! Take Polly round and pay for your supper. But +don't--" + +"Don't what?" + +"I don't know." + +Polly was taken for the next dance, and he was glad of it, but he +suffered at seeing how perfectly Mamise footed it with a young +officer who also knew how to compel her to his whim. Davidge wondered +if Mamise could be responding to this fellow as keenly as she +responded to himself. The thought was intolerable. She could not be +so wanton. It would amount to a hideous infidelity. Moorish jealousy +smoldered in his heart, and he cursed public dancing as an infamous, +an unbelievable promiscuity. Yet when he had Polly Widdicombe for +the next dance, her husband had no cause for jealousy. Polly was a +temperate dancer, all gaiety, estheticism plus athleticism. + +Davidge kept twisting his head about to see how Mamise comported +herself. He was being swiftly wrung to that desperate condition in +which men are made ready to commit monogamy. He felt that he could not +endure to have Mamise free any longer. + +He presented himself to her for the next dance. + +She laughed. "I'm booked." + +He blanched at the treacherous heartlessness and sat the dance +out--stood it out, rather, among the superfluous men on the +side-lines. A morose and ridiculous gloom possessed him at seeing +still a fourth stranger with his arms about Mamise, her breast to his +and her procedure obedient to his. Worse yet, when a fifth insolent +stranger cut in on the twin stars, Mamise abandoned her fourth +temporary husband for another with a levity that amounted to +outrageous polyandry. + +Davidge felt no impulse to cut in. He disliked dancing so intensely +that he wanted to put an end to the abomination, reform it altogether. +He did not want to dance between those white arms so easily forsworn. +He wanted to rescue Mamise from this place of horror and hale her away +to a cave with no outlook on mankind. + +It was she who sought him where he glowered. Perhaps she understood +him. If she did, she was wise enough to enjoy the proof of her sway +over him and still sane enough to take a joy in her triumph. + +She introduced her partner--Davidge would almost have called the +brute a paramour. He did not get the man's name and was glad of +it--especially as the hunter deserted her and went after his next +Sabine. + +"You've lost your faithful stenographer," was the first phrase of +Mamise's that Davidge understood. + +"Why so?" he grumbled. + +"Because this is the life for me. I've been a heroine and a war-worker +about as long as I can. I'm for the fleshpots and the cold-cream jars +and the light fantastic. Aren't you going to dance with me any more?" + +"Just as you please," Davidge said, with a singularly boyish +sulkiness, and wondered why Mamise laughed so mercilessly: + +"Of course I please." + +The music struck up an abandoned jig, but he danced with great dignity +till his feet ran away with him. Then he made off with her again in +one of his frenzies, and a laughter filled his whole being. + +She heard him growl something. + +"What did you say?" she said. + +"I said, 'Damn you!'" + +She laughed so heartily at this that she had to stop dancing for a +moment. She astonished him by a brazen question: + +"Do you really love me as much as that?" + +"More," he groaned, and they bobbed and ducked and skipped as he +muttered a wild anachronism: + +"If you don't marry me I'll murder you." + +"You're murdering me now. May I breathe, please?" + +He was furious at her evasion of so solemn a proposal. Yet she was so +beautifully alive and aglow that he could not exactly hate her. But he +said: + +"I won't ask you again. Next time you can ask me." + +"All right; that's a bet. I'll give you fair warning." + +And then that dance was over, and Mamise triumphant in all things. She +was tumultuously hale and happy, and her lover loved her. + +To her that hath--for now, whom should Mamise see but Lady Clifton-Wyatt? +Her heart ached with a reminiscent fear for a moment; then a malicious +hope set it going again. Major Widdicombe claimed Mamise for the next +dance, and extracted her from Davidge's possession. As they danced +out, leaving Davidge stranded, Mamise noted that Lady C.-W. was +regarding Davidge with a startled interest. + +The whirl of the dance carried her close to Lady Clifton-Wyatt, and +she knew that Lady C.-W. had seen her. Broken glimpses revealed to her +that Lady C.-W. was escorting her escort across the ballroom floor +toward Davidge. + +She saw the brazen creature tap Davidge's elbow and smile, putting out +her hand with coquetry. She saw her debarrass herself of her +companion, a French officer whose exquisite horizon-blue uniform was +amazingly crossed with the wound and service chevrons of three years' +warfaring. Nevertheless, Lady Clifton-Wyatt dropped him for the +civilian Davidge. Mamise, flitting here and there, saw that Davidge +was being led to the punch-altar, thence to a lonely strip of chairs, +where Lady C.-W. sat herself down and motioned him to drop anchor +alongside. + +Mamise longed to be near enough to hear what she could guess: her +enemy's artless prelude followed by gradual modulations to her main +theme--Mamise's wicked record. + +Mamise wished that she had studied lip-reading to get the details. But +this was a slight vexation in the exultance of her mood. She was +serene in the consciousness that Davidge already knew the facts about +her, and that Lady Clifton-Wyatt's gossip would fall with the dreary +thud of a story heard before. So Mamise's feet flew, and her heart +made a music of its own to the tune of: + +"Thank God, I told him!" + +She realized, as never before, the tremendous comfort and convenience +of the truth. She had been by instinct as veracious as a politely bred +person may be, but now she understood that the truth is mighty good +business. She resolved to deal in no other wares. + +This resolution lasted just long enough for her to make a hasty +exception: she would begin her exclusive use of the truth as soon as +she had told Polly a neat lie in explanation of her inexplicable +journey to Baltimore. + +Lady C.-W. was doing Mamise the best turn in her power. Davidge was +still angry at Mamise's flippancy in the face of his ardor. But Lady +C.-W.'s attack gave the flirt the dignity of martyrdom. When Lady +C.-W. finished her subtly casual account of all that Mamise had done +or been accused of doing, Davidge crushed her with the quiet remark: + +"So she told me." + +"She told you that!" + +"Yes, and explained it all!" + +"She would!" was the best that Lady Clifton-Wyatt could do, but she +saw that the case was lost. She saw that Davidge's gaze was following +Mamise here and there amid the dancers, and she was sportswoman enough +to concede: + +"She is a beauty, anyway--there's no questioning that, at least." + +It was the canniest thing she could have done to re-establish herself +in Davidge's eyes. He felt so well reconciled with the world that he +said: + +"You wouldn't care to finish this dance, I suppose?" + +"Why not?" + +Lady Clifton-Wyatt was democratic--in the provinces and the +States--and this was as good a way of changing the subject as any. She +rose promptly and entered the bosom of Davidge. The good American who +did not believe in aristocracies had just time to be overawed at +finding himself hugging a real Lady with a capital L when the music +stopped. + +It is an old saw that what is too foolish to be said can be sung. +Music hallows or denatures whatever it touches. It was quite proper, +because quite customary, for Davidge and Lady Clifton-Wyatt to stand +enfolded in each other's embrace so long as a dance tune was in the +air. The moment the musicians quit work the attitude became indecent. + +Amazing and eternal mystery, that custom can make the same thing mean +everything, or nothing, or all the between-things. The ancient +Babylonians carried the idea of the permissible embrace to the +ultimate intimacy in their annual festivals, and the good women +doubtless thought no more of it than a woman of to-day thinks of +waltzing with a presentable stranger. They went home to their husbands +and their housework as if they had been to church. Certain Bolsheviki, +even in the year 1918, put up placards renewing the ancient +Mesopotamian custom, under the guise of a community privilege and a +civic duty. + +And yet some people pretend to differentiate between fashions and +morals! + +But nobody at this dance was foolish enough to philosophize. Everybody +was out for a good time, and a Scotsman from the British embassy came +up to claim Lady Clifton-Wyatt's hand and body for the next dance. +Davidge had been mystically attuned anew to Mamise, and he found her +in a mood for reconciliation. She liked him so well that when the +Italian aviator to whom she had pledged the "Tickle Toe" came to +demand it, she perjured herself calmly and eloped with Davidge. And +Davidge, instead of being alarmed by her easy morals, was completely +reassured. + +But he found her unready with another perjury when he abruptly asked +her: + +"What are you doing to-morrow?" + +"Let me see," she temporized in a flutter, thinking of Baltimore and +Nicky. + +"If you've nothing special on, how about a tea-dance? I'm getting +addicted to this." + +"I'm afraid I'm booked up for to-morrow," she faltered. "Polly keeps +the calendar. Yes, I know we have some stupid date--I can't think just +what. How about the day after?" + +The deferment made his amorous heart sick, and to-morrow's to-morrow +seemed as remote as Judgment Day. Besides, as he explained: + +"I've got to go back to the shipyard to-morrow evening. Couldn't you +give me a lunch--an early one at twelve-thirty?" + +"Yes, I could do that. In fact, I'd love it!" + +"And me too?" + +"That would be telling." + +At this delicious moment an insolent cub in boots and spurs cut in and +would not be denied. Davidge was tempted to use his fists, but Mamise, +though she longed to tarry with Davidge, knew the value of tantalism, +and consented to the abduction. For revenge Davidge took up with Polly +and danced after Mamise, to be near her. He followed so close that +the disastrous cub, in a sudden pirouette, contrived to swipe Polly +across the shin and ankle-bones with his spur. + +She almost swooned of agony, and clung to Davidge for support, mixing +astonishing profanity with her smothered groans. The cub showered +apologies on her, and reviled "Regulations" which compelled him to +wear spurs with his boots, though he had only a desk job. + +Polly smiled at him murderously, and said it was nothing. But Mamise +saw her distress, rid herself of the hapless criminal and gave Polly +her arm, as she limped through the barrage of hurtling couples. Polly +asked Davidge to retrieve her husband from the sloe-eyed ambassadress +who was hypnotizing him. She wailed to Mamise: + +"I know I'm marked for life. I ought to have a wound-chevron for this. +I've got to go home and put my ankle in splints. I'll probably have to +wear it in a sling for a month. I'd like to kill the rotten hound that +put me out of business. And I had the next dance with that beautiful +Rumanian devil! You stay and dance with your ship-builder!" + +Mamise could not even think of it, and insisted on bidding good night +to the crestfallen Davidge. He offered to ride out home with her, but +Polly refused. She wanted to have a good cry in the car. + +Davidge bade Mamise good night, reminded her that she was plighted to +luncheon at twelve-thirty, and went to the house of the friend he was +stopping with, the hotels being booked solid for weeks ahead. He was +nursing a stern determination to endure bachelordom no longer. + +Mamise was thinking of Davidge tenderly with one of her brains, while +another segment condoled with Polly. But most of her wits were engaged +in hunting a good excuse for her Baltimore escapade the next +afternoon, and in discarding such implausible excuses as occurred to +her. + +Bitter chill it was, and these owls, for all their feathers, were +a-cold. Major Widdicombe was chattering. + +"I danced myself into a sweat, and now my undershirt is all icicles. I +know I'll die of pneumonia." + +He shifted his foot, and one of his spurs grazed the ankle of Polly, +who was snuggling to him for warmth. + +She yowled: "My Gawd! My yankle! You'll not last long enough for +pneumonia if you touch me again." + +He was filled with remorse, but when he tried to reach round to +embrace her, she would none of him. + +When they got to the bridge, they were amazed at the lazy old Potomac. +It was a white torment of broken ice, roaring and slashing and +battering the piers of the ancient bridge ominously, huge sheets +clambering up and falling back split and broken, with the uproar of an +attack on a walled town. + +The chauffeur went to full speed, and the frosty boards shrilled under +the flight. + +The house was cold when they reached it, and Mamise's room was like a +storage-vault. She tore off her light dancing-dress and shivered as +she stripped and took refuge in a cobwebby nightgown. She threw on a +heavy bathrobe and kept it on when she crept into the icy interstice +between the all-too-snowy sheets. + +She had forgotten to explain to Polly about her Baltimore venture, and +she shivered so vigorously that sleep was impossible to her palsied +bones. She grew no warmer from besetting visions of the battle-front. +She tried to shame herself out of her chill by contrasting her opulent +bed with the dreadful dugouts in France, the observation posts, the +shell-riddled ruins, where millions somehow existed. Again, as at +Valley Forge, American soldiers were marching there in the snow +barefooted, or in rags or in wooden sabots, for lack of ships to get +new shoes across. + +Yet, in these frozen hells there were not men enough. The German +offensive must not find the lines so sparsely defended. Men must be +combed out of every cranny of the nations and herded to the slaughter. +America was denying herself warmth in order to build shells and to +shuttle the ships back and forth. There was need of more women, +too--thousands more to nurse the men, to run the canteens, to mend the +clothes, to warm men's hearts _via_ their stomachs, and to take their +minds off the madness of war a little while. The Salvation Army would +furnish them hot doughnuts in the trenches and heat up their courage. +Actors and actresses were playing at all the big cantonments now. +Later they would be going across to play in France--one-night stands, +two a day in Picardy. + +Suddenly Mamise felt the need to go abroad. In a kind of burlesque of +the calling of the infant Samuel, she sat up in her bed, startled as +by a voice calling her to a mission. She had been an actress, a +wanderer, a performer in cheap theaters, a catcher of late trains, a +dweller in rickety hotels. She knew cold, and she had played half clad +in draughty halls. + +She had escaped from the life and had tried to escape the memory of +it. But now that she was so cold she felt that nothing was so pitiful +as to be cold. She understood, with a congealing vividness, how those +poor droves of lads in bitterer cold were suffering, scattered along +the frontiers of war like infinite flocks of sheep caught in a +blizzard. She felt ashamed to be here shivering in this palatial +misery when she might be sharing the all-but-unbearable squalor of the +soldiers. + +The more she recoiled from the hardships the more she felt the +impulse. It would be her atonement. + +She would buy a trombone and retire into the wilderness to practise +it. She would lay her dignity, her aristocracy, her pride, on the +altar of sacrifice, and go among the despondent soldiers as a Sister +of Gaiety. Perhaps Bill the Blackfaceman would be going over--if he +had not stayed in Germany too long and been interned there. To return +to the team with him, being the final degradation, would be the final +atonement. She felt that she was called, called back. There could be +nothing else she would hate more to do; therefore she would love to do +that most of all. + +She would lunch with Davidge to-morrow, tell him her plan, bid him +farewell, go to Baltimore, learn Nicky's secret, thwart it one way or +another--and then set about her destiny. + +She abhorred the relapse so utterly that she wept. The warm tears +refreshed her eyes before they froze on her cheeks, and she fell +asleep in the blissful assurance of a martyrdom. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +The next morning Mamise woke in her self-warmed bed, at the nudge of a +colored maid bundled up like an Eskimo, who carried a breakfast-tray +in mittened hands. + +Mamise said: "Oh, good morning, Martha. I'll bathe before breakfast if +you'll turn on the hot water, please." + +"Hot water? Humph! Pipes done froze last night, an' bus' loose this +mo'nin', and fill the kitchen range with water an' bus' loose again. +No plumber here yit. Made this breakfuss on the gas-stove. That's +half-froze, tew. I tell you, ma'am, you're lucky to git your coffee +nohow. Better take it before it freezes, tew." + +Mamise sighed and glanced at the clock. The reproachful hands stood at +eleven-thirty. + +"Did the clock freeze, too? That can't be the right time!" + +"Yessum, that's the raht tahm." + +"Great heavens!" + +"Yes, ma'am." + +Mamise sat up, drew the comforters about her back, and breakfasted +with speed. She dressed with all the agility she could muster. + +She regretted the bath. She missed it, and so must we all. In modern +history, as in modern fiction, it is not nice in the least for the +heroine--even such a dubious heroine as Mamise--to have a bathless +day. As for heroes, in the polite chronicles they get at least two +baths a day: one heroic cold shower in the morning and one hot tub in +the late afternoon before getting into the faultless evening attire. +This does not apply to heroes of Russian masterpieces, of course, for +they never bathe. ("Why should they," my wife puts in, "since they're +going to commit suicide, anyway?") + +But the horrors of the Great War included this atrocity, that the +very politest people came to know the old-fashioned luxury of an +extra-dry life. There was a time when cleanliness was accounted as +ungodliness and the Christian saints anathematized the bath as an +Oriental pollution. During our war of wars there was a vast amount of +helpless holy living. + +Exquisite gentlemen kept to their clothes for weeks at a time and grew +rancid and lousy among the rats that were foul enough to share their +stinking dens with them. If these gentlemen were wounded, perchance, +they added stale blood, putrefaction, and offal to their abominable +fetor. + +And women who had been pretty and soapy and without smell, and who had +once blanched with shame at the least maculation, lived with these +slovenly men and vermin and dead horses and old dead soldiers and +shared their glorious loathsomeness. + +The world acquired a strong stomach, and Mamise's one skip-bath day +must be endured. If the indecency ever occurred again it will be left +unmentioned. Heaven knows that even this morning she looked pure +enough when she was dressed. + +Mamise found that Polly was still in bed, giving her damaged ankle as +an excuse. She stuck it out for Mamise's inspection, and Mamise +pretended to be appalled at the bruise she could almost see. + +Mamise remembered her plan to go abroad and entertain the soldiers. +Polly tried to dissuade her from an even crazier scheme than +ship-building, but ended by promising to telephone her husband to look +into the matter of a passport for her. + +Despite her best efforts, it was already twelve-thirty and Mamise had +not left the house. She was afraid that Davidge would be miffed. Polly +suggested telephoning the hotel. + +Those were bad days for telephoners. The wires were as crowded as +everything else. + +"It will take an hour to get the hotel," said Mamise, "another hour to +page the man. I'll make a dash for it. He'll give me a little grace, I +know." + +The car was not ready when she got to the door. The engine was balky +and bucky with the cold, and the chauffeur in a like mood. The roads +were sleety and skiddy, and required careful driving. + +Best of all, when she reached the bridge at last, she found it closed +to traffic. The Potomac had been infected by the war spirit. In sheer +Hunnishness it had ravaged its banks, shearing away boat-houses and +piers, and carrying all manner of wreckage down to pound the old +aqueduct bridge with. The bridge was not expected to live. + +It did, but it was not intrusted with traffic till long after the +distraught Mamise had been told that the only way to get to Washington +was by the Highway Bridge from Alexandria, and this meant a détour of +miles. It gave Mamise her first and only grand rounds through Fort +Myer and the Arlington National Cemetery. She felt sorry for the +soldiers about the cold barracks, but she was in no mood to respond to +the marble pages of the Arlington epic. + +The night before she had beheld in a clear vision the living hosts in +Flanders and France, but here under the snow lay sixteen thousand +dead, two thousand a hundred and eleven heroes under one monument of +eternal anonymity--dead from all our wars, and many of them with their +wives and daughters privileged to lie beside them. + +But the mood is everything, and Mamise was too fretful to rise to this +occasion; and when her car had crept the uneasy miles and reached the +Alexandria bridge and crossed it, and wound through Potomac Park, past +the Washington Monument standing like a stupendous icicle, and reached +the hotel, she was just one hour late. + +Davidge had given her up in disgust and despair, after vain efforts to +reach her at various other possible luncheon-places. He searched them +all on the chance that she might have misunderstood the rendezvous. +And Mamise spent a frantic hour trying to find him at some hotel. He +had registered nowhere, since a friend had put him up. The sole result +of this interesting game of two needles hunting each other through a +haystack was that Davidge went without lunch and Mamise ate alone. + +In the late afternoon Davidge made another try. He finally got Polly +Widdicombe on the telephone and asked for Mamise. Polly expressed her +amazement. + +"Why, she just telephoned that she was staying in town to dine with +you and go to the theater." + +"Oh!" said the befuddled Davidge. "Oh, of course! Silly of me! +Good-by!" + +Now he was indeed in a mental mess. Besides, he had another engagement +to dinner. He spent a long, exasperating hour in a telephone-chase +after his host, told a poor lie to explain the necessity for breaking +the engagement, and spent the rest of the evening hunting Mamise in +vain. + +When he took the train for his shipyard at last he was in a hopeless +confusion between rage at Mamise and fear that some mishap had +befallen her. It would have been hard to tell whether he loved her or +hated her the more. + +But she, after giving up the pursuit of him, had taken up an inquiry +into the trains to Baltimore. The time was now too short for her to +risk a journey out to Grinden Hall and back for a suit-case, in view +of the Alexandria détour. She must, therefore, travel without baggage. +Therefore she must return the same night. She found, to her immense +relief, that this could be done. The seven-o'clock train to Baltimore +reached there at eight, and there was a ten-ten train back. + +She had not yet devised a lie to appease Polly with, but now an +inspiration came to her. She had told Davidge that she was dining out +with Polly somewhere; consequently it would be safe to tell Polly that +she was dining out with Davidge somewhere. The two would never meet to +compare notes. Besides, it is pleasanter to lie by telephone. One +cannot be seen to blush. + +She called up Grinden Hall and was luckily answered by what Widdicombe +called "the ebony maid with the ivory head." Mamise told her not to +summon her lame mistress to the telephone, but merely to say that Miss +Webling was dining with Mr. Davidge and going to the theater with him. +She made the maid repeat this till she had it by heart, then rang +off. + +This was the message that Polly received and later transmitted to +Davidge for his bewilderment. + +To fill the hours that must elapse before her train could leave, +Mamise went to one of those moving-picture shows that keep going +without interruption. Public benefactors maintain them for the +salvation of women who have no homes or do not want to go to them +yet. + +The moving-picture service included the usual news weekly, as usual +leading one to marvel why the stupid subjects shown were selected from +all the fascinating events of the time. Then followed a doleful +imitation of Mr. Charles Chaplin, which proved by its very fiasco the +artistry of the original. + +The _cinema de résistance_ was a long and idiotic vampire picture in +which a stodgy creature lured impossible males to impossible ruin by +wiles and attitudes that would have driven any actual male to flight, +laughter, or a call for the police. But the audience seemed to enjoy +it, as a substitute, no doubt, for the old-fashioned gruesome +fairy-stories that one accepts because they are so unlike the tiresome +realities. Mamise wondered if vampirism really succeeded in life. She +was tempted to try a little of it some time, just as an experiment, if +ever opportunity offered. + +In any case, the picture served its main purpose. It whiled away the +dull afternoon till the dinner hour. She took her dinner on the train, +remembering vividly how her heart history with Davidge had begun on a +train. She missed him now, and his self-effacing gallantry. + +The man opposite her wanted to be cordial, but his motive was ill +concealed, and Mamise treated him as if he didn't quite exist. +Suddenly she remembered with a gasp that she had never paid Davidge +for that chair he gave up to her. She vowed again that she would not +forget. She felt a deep remorse, too, for a day of lies and tricks. +She regretted especially the necessity of deceiving Davidge. It was +her privilege to hoodwink Polly and other people, but she had no right +to deceive Davidge. She was beginning to feel that she belonged to +him. + +She resolved to atone for these new transgressions, too, as well as +her old, by getting over to France as soon as possible and subjecting +herself to a self-immolation among hardships. After the war--assuming +that the war would soon end and that she would come out of it +alive--afterward she could settle down and perhaps marry Davidge. + +Reveling in these pleasantly miserable schemes, she was startled to +find Baltimore already gathering round the train. And she had not even +begun to organize her stratagems against Nicky Easton. She made a +hasty exit from the car and sought the cab-ranks outside. + +From the shadows a shadowy man semi-detached himself, lifted his hat, +and motioned her to an open door. She bent her head down and her +knees up and entered a little room on wheels. + +Nicky had evidently given the chauffeur instructions, for as soon as +Nicky had come in, doubled up, and seated himself the limousine moved +off--into what adventures? Mamise was wondering. + + + + +BOOK VI + +IN BALTIMORE + +[Illustration: "So I have already done something more for Germany. That's +splendid. Now tell me what else I can do." Nicky was too intoxicated with +his success to see through her thin disguise.] + + + + +CHAPTER I + + +Mamise remembered her earlier visits to Baltimore as a tawdry young +vaudevillette. She had probably walked from the station, lugging her +own valise, to some ghastly theatrical boarding-house. Perhaps some +lover of hers had carried her baggage for her. If so, she had +forgotten just which one of her experiences he was. + +Now she hoped to be even more obscure and unconsidered than she had +been then, when a little attention was meat and drink, and her name in +the paper was a sensation. She knew that publicity, like love, flees +whoso pursueth and pursues who flees it, but she prayed that the rule +would be proved by an exception to-night, and that she might sneak out +as anonymously as she had sneaked in. + +Nicky Easton was a more immediate problem. He was groping for her +hands. When he found them she was glad that she had her gloves on. +They were chaperoned, too, as it were, by their heavy wraps. She was +fairly lost in her furs and he in a burly overcoat, so that when in a +kind of frenzy he thrust one cumbrous arm about her the insulation was +complete. He might as well have been embracing the cab she was in. + +But the insolence of the intention enraged her, and she struggled +against him as a she-bear might rebuff a too familiar bruin--buffeted +his arms away and muttered: + +"You imbecile! Do you want me to knock on the glass and tell the +driver to let me out?" + +"_Nein doch_!" + +"Then let me alone or I will." + +Nicky sighed abysmally and sank back. He said nothing at all to her, +and she said the same to him while long strips of Baltimorean marble +stoops went by. They turned into Charles Street and climbed past its +statue-haunted gardens and on out to the north. + +They were almost at Druid Hill Park before Mamise realized that she +was wasting her time and her trip for nothing. She spoke angrily: + +"You said you wanted to see me. I'm here." + +Nicky fidgeted and sulked: + +"I do not neet to told you now. You have such a hatink from me, it is +no use." + +"If you had told me you simply wanted to spoon with me I could have +stayed at home. You said you wanted to ask me something." + +"I have my enswer. It is not any neet to esk." + +Mamise was puzzled; her wrath was yielding to curiosity. But she could +not imagine how to coax him out of silence. + +His disappointment coaxed him. He groaned: + +"_Ach Gott_, I am so lunly. My own people doand trust me. These +Yenkees also not. I get no chence to proof how I loaf my _Vaterland_. +But the time comes soon, and I must make patience. _Eile mit Weile!_" + +"You'd better tell me what's on your mind," Mamise suggested, but he +shook his head. The car rolled into the gloom of the park, a gloom +rather punctuated than diminished by the street-lamps. Mamise realized +that she could not extort Nicky's secret from him by asserting her own +dignity. + +She wondered how to persuade him, and found no ideas except such silly +schemes as were suggested by her memory of the vampire picture. She +hated the very passage of such thoughts through her mind, but they +kept returning, with an insistent idea that a patriotic vampire might +accomplish something for her country as Delilah and Judith had +"vamped" for theirs. She had never seen a vampire exercise her +fascinations in a fur coat in a dark automobile, but perhaps the dark +was all the better for her purpose. + +At any rate, she took the dare her wits presented her, and after a +struggle with her own mutinous muscles she put out her hand and sought +Nicky's, as she cooed: + +"Come along, Nicky, don't be so cantankerous." + +His hand registered the surprise he felt in the fervor of its clutch: + +"But you are so colt!" + +She insinuated, "You couldn't expect me to make love to you the very +first thing, could you?" + +"You mean you do like me?" + +Her hands wringing his told the lie her tongue refused. And he, +encouraged and determined to prove his rating with her, flung his arm +about her again and drew her, resisting only in her soul, close to +him. + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +But when his lips hunted hers she hid them in her fur collar; and he, +imputing it to coquetry, humored her, finding her delicate timidity +enhancing and inspiring. He chuckled: + +"You shall kiss me yet." + +"Not till you have told me what you sent for me for." + +"No, feerst you must give me one to proof your good fate--your good +face--" He was trying to say "good faith." + +She was stubborn, but he was more obstinate still, and he had the +advantage of the secret. + +And so at last she sighed "All right," and put up her cheek to pay the +price. His arms tightened about her, and his lips were not content +with her cheek. He fought to win her lips, but she began to tear off +her gloves to scratch his eyes out if need be for release. + +She was revolted, and she would have marred his beauty if he had not +let her go. Once freed, she regained her self-control, for the sake of +her mission, and said, with a mock seriousness: + +"Now, be careful, or I won't listen to you at all." + +Sighing with disappointment, but more determined than ever to make her +his, he said: + +"Feerst I must esk you, how is your feelink about Chermany?" + +"Just as before." + +"Chust as vich 'before'? Do you loaf Chermany or hate?" + +She was permitted to say only one thing. It came hard: + +"I love her, of course." + +"_Ach, behüt' dich, Gott!_" he cried, and would have clasped her +again, but she insisted on discipline. He began his explanation. + +"I did told you how, to safe my life in England, I confessed +somethings. Many of our people here will not forgive. My only vay to +get back vere I have been is to make--as Americans say--to make myself +skvare by to do some big vork. I have done a little, not much, but +more can be if you help." + +"What could I do?" + +"Much things, but the greatest--listen once: our Chermany has no fear +of America so long America is on this side of the Atlentic Ozean. +Americans build ships; Chermany must destroy fester as they build. +Already I have made one ship less for America. I cannot pooblish +advertisink, but my people shall one day know, and that day comes +soon; _Der Tag_ is almost here--you shall see! Our army grows alvays, +in France; and England and France can get no more men. Ven all is +ready, Chermany moves like a--a avalenche down a mountain and covers +France to the sea. + +"On that day our fleet--our glorious ships--comes out from Kiel Canal, +vere man holds them beck like big dogs in leash. Oh those beautiful +day, Chermany conquers on lent and on sea. France dies, and England's +navy goes down into the deep and comes never back. + +"_Ach Gott_, such a day it shall be--when old England's empire goes +into history, into ancient history vit Roossia and Rome and Greece and +Bebylonia. + +"England gone, France gone, Italy gone--who shall safe America and her +armies and her unborn ships, and her cannon and shell and air-ships +not yet so much as begun? + +"_Der Tag_ shall be like the lest day ven _Gott_ makes the graves open +and the dead come beck to life. The Americans shall fall on knees +before our Kaiser, and he shall render chudgment. Such a payink! + +"Now the Yenkees despise us Chermans. Ve cannot go to this city, to +that dock. Everywhere is dead-lines and permissions and internment +camps and persecutions, and all who are not in prison are afraid. They +change their names from Cherman to English now, but soon they shall +lift their heads and it shall be the Americans who shall know the +dead-lines, the licenses, the internment camps. + +"So, Marie Louise, my sveetheart, if you can show and I can show that +in the dark night ve did not forget the _Vaterland_, ve shall be proud +and safe. + +"It is to make you safe ven comes _Der Tag_ I speak to you now. I vish +you should share my vork now, so you can share my life efterwards. +Now do I loaf you, Marie Louise? Now do I give you proof?" + +Mamise was all ashudder with the intensity of his conviction. She +imagined an all-conquering Germany in America. She needed but to +multiply the story of Belgium, of Serbia, of prostrate Russia. The +Kaiser had put in the shop-window of the world samples enough of the +future as it would be made by Germany. + +And in the mood of that day, with defeatism rife in Europe, and +pessimism miasmatic in America, there was reason enough for Nicky to +believe in his prophecy and to inspire belief in its possibility. The +only impossible thing about it was that the world should ever endure +the dominance of Germany. Death would seem better to almost everybody +than life in such a civilization as she promised. + +Mamise feared the Teutonic might, but she could not for a moment +consent to accept it. There was only one thing for her to do, and that +was to learn what plans she could, and thwart them. Here within her +grasp was the long-sought opportunity to pay off the debt she had +incurred. She could be a soldier now, at last. There was no price that +Nicky might have demanded too great, too costly, too shameful for her +to pay. To denounce him or defy him would be a criminal waste of +opportunity. + +She said: "I understand. You are right, of course. Let me help in any +way I can. I only wish there were something big for me to do." + +Nicky was overjoyed. He had triumphed both as patriot and as lover. + +"There is a big think for you to do," he said. "You can all you +vill." + +"Tell me," she pleaded. + +"You are in shipyard. This man Davidge goes on building ships. I gave +him fair warning. I sinked one ship for him, but he makes more." + +"You sank his ship?" Mamise gasped. + +"Sure! The _Clara_, he called her. I find where she goes to take +cargo. I go myself. I row up behind the ship in little boat, and I +fasten by the rudder-post under the water, where no one sees, a bomb. +It is all innocent till ship moves. Then every time the rudder turns a +little screw turns in the machine. + +"It turns for two, three days; then--_boom_! It makes explosion, tears +ship to pieces, and down she goes. And so goes all the next ships if +you help again." + +"Again? What do you mean by again?" + +"It is you, Marie Louise, who sinks the _Clara_." + +Her laugh of incredulity was hardly more than a shiver of dread. + +"_Ja wohl!_ You did told Chake Nuttle vat Davidge tells you. Chake +Nuttle tells me. I go and make sink the ship!" + +"Jake Nuddle! It was Jake that told you!" Mamise faltered, seeing her +first vague suspicions damnably confirmed. + +"Sure! Chake Nuttle is my _Leutnant_. He has had much money. He gets +more. He shall be rich man after comes _Der Tag_. It might be we make +him von Nuttle! and you shall be Gräfin von Oesten." + +Mamise was in an abject terror. The thick trees of the park were +spooky as the dim light of the car elicited from the black wall of +dark faint details of tree-trunks and naked boughs stark with winter. +She was in a hurry to learn the rest and be gone. She spoke with a +poor imitation of pride: + +"So I have already done something more for Germany. That's splendid. +Now tell me what else I can do, for I want to--to get busy right +away." + +Nicky was too intoxicated with his success to see through her thin +disguise. + +"You are close by Davidge. Chake Nuttle tells me he is sveet on you. +You have his confidence. You can learn what secrets he has. Next time +we do not vait for ship to be launched and to go for cargo. It might +go some place ve could not find. + +"So now ve going blow up those ships before they touch vater--ve blow +up his whole yard. You shall go beck and take up again your vork, and +ven all is right I come down and get a job. I dress like vorkman and +get into the yard. And I bring in enough bombs to blow up all the +ships and the cranes and the machines. + +"Chake Nuttle tells me Davidge just gets a plate-bending machine. +Forty-five t'ousand dollars it costs him, and long time to get. In one +minute--poof! Ve bend that plate-bender!" + +He laughed a great Teutonic laugh and supposed that she was laughing, +too. When he had subsided a little, he said: + +"So now you know vat you are to make! You like to do so much for +Chermany, yes?" + +"Oh yes! Yes!" said Mamise. + +"You promise to do vat I send you vord?" + +"Yes." She would have promised to blow up the Capitol. + +"_Ach_, how beautiful you are even in the dark! Kiss me!" + +Remembering Judith, she paid that odious price, wishing that she might +have the beast's infamous head with a sword. It was a kiss of +betrayal, but she felt that it was no Judas-kiss, since Nicky was no +Christ. + +He told her more of his plans in detail, and was so childishly proud +of his superb achievements, past and future, that she could hardly +persuade him to take her back to the station. He assured her that +there was abundant time, but she would not trust his watch. She +explained how necessary it was for her to return to Washington and to +Polly Widdicombe's house before midnight. And at last he yielded to +her entreaties, opened the door, and leaned out to tell the driver to +turn back. + +Mamise was uneasy till they were out of the park and into the lighted +streets again. But there was no safety here, for as they glided down +Charles Street a taxicab going with the reckless velocity of taxicabs +tried to cut across their path. + +There was a swift fencing for the right of way, and then the two cars +came together with a clash and much crumpling of fenders. + +The drivers descended to wrangle over the blame, and Mamise had +visions of a trip to the police station, with a consequent exposure. +But Nicky was alive to the danger of notoriety. He got out and assumed +the blame, taking the other driver's part and offering to pay the +damages. + +The taxicab-driver assessed them liberally at fifty dollars, and Nicky +filled his palm with bills, ordering his own driver to proceed. The +car limped along with a twisted steering-gear, and Nicky growled +thanksgivings over the narrow escape the German Empire had had from +losing two of its most valuable agents. + +Mamise was sick with terror of what might have been. She saw the +collision with a fatal result, herself and Nicky killed and flung to +the street, dead together. It was not the fear of dying that froze +her soul; it was the posthumous blow she would have given to Davidge's +trust in her and all women, the pain she would have inflicted on his +love. For to his dying day he would have believed her false to him, a +cheap and nasty trickster, sneaking off to another town to a +rendezvous with another man. And that man a German! + +The picture of his bitter disillusionment and of her own unmerited and +eternal disgrace was intolerably real in spite of the fact that she +knew it to be untrue, for our imaginations are far more ancient and +more irresistible than our late and faltering reliance on the truth; +the heavens and hells we fancy have more weight with our credulities +than any facts we encounter. We can dodge the facts or close our eyes +to them, but we cannot escape our dreams, whether our eyes are wide or +sealed. + +Mamise could not free herself of this nightmare till she had bidden +Nicky good-by the last time and left him in the cab outside the +station. + +Further nightmares awaited her, for in the waiting-room she could not +fight off the conviction that the train would never arrive. When it +came clanging in on grinding wheels and she clambered aboard, she knew +that it would be wrecked, and the finding of her body in the débris, +or its disappearance in the flames, would break poor Davidge's heart +and leave her to the same ignominy in his memory. + +While the train swung on toward Washington, she added another torment +to her collection: how could she save Davidge from Nicky without +betraying her sister's husband into the hands of justice? What right +had she to tell Davidge anything when her sacred duty to her family +and her poor sister must first be heartlessly violated? + + + + +BOOK VII + +AT THE SHIPYARD + +[Illustration: Nobody recognized the lily-like beauty of Miss Webling in +the smutty-faced passer-boy crouching at Sutton's elbow.] + + + + +CHAPTER I + +Mamise was astounded by the altered aspect of her own soul, for people +can on occasion accomplish what the familiar Irish drillmaster invited +his raw recruits to do--"Step out and take a look at yourselves." + +Also, like the old lady of the nursery rhymes whose skirts were cut +off while she slept, Mamise regarded herself with incredulity and +exclaimed: + +"Can this be I?" + +If she had had a little dog at home, it would have barked at her in +unrecognition and convinced her that she was not herself. + +What astounded her was the realization that the problem of disregarding +either her love or her duty was no longer a difficult problem. In +London, when she had dimly suspected her benefactors, the Weblings, +of betraying the trust that England put in them, she had abhorred +the thought of mentioning her surmise to any one who might harm them. +Later, at the shipyard, when she had suspected her sister's husband of +disloyalty, she had put away the thought of action because it would +involve her sister's ruin. But now, as she left Baltimore, convinced +that her sister's husband was in a plot against her lover and her +country, she felt hardly so much as a brake on her eagerness for the +sacrifice of her family or herself. The horror had come to be a solemn +duty so important as to be almost pleasant. She was glad to have +something at last to give up for her nation. + +The thorough change in her desires was due to a complete change in +her soul. She had gradually come to love the man whose prosperity was +threatened by her sister's husband, and her vague patriotism had been +stirred from dreams to delirium. Almost the whole world was +undergoing such a war change. The altar of freedom so shining +white had recently become an altar of sacrifice splashed with the +blood of its votaries. Men were offering themselves, casting from +them all the old privileges of freedom, the hopes of success in love +and business, and submitting to discipline, to tyranny, to vile +hardships. Wives and mothers were hurrying their men to the +slaughter; those who had no men to give or men too weak for the +trenches or unwilling to go were ashamed of themselves because they +were missing from the beadroll of contributors. + +Mamise had become fanatic with the rest. She had wished to build +ships, and had been refused more than a stenographer's share in the +process. Next she had planned to go to the firing-line herself and +offer what gift she had--the poor little gift of entertaining the +soldiers with the vaudeville stunts she had lived down. And while she +waited for a passport to join the army of women in France, she found +at hand an opportunity to do a big deed, to thwart the enemy, to save +ships and all the lives that ships alone could save. The price would +be the liberty and what little good name her sister's husband had; it +would mean protests and tears from her poor sister, whom life had +dealt with harshly enough already. + +But Mamise counted the cost as nothing compared to what it would buy. +She dared not laugh aloud in the crowded chair-car, but her inner +being was shaken with joy. She had learned to love Davidge and to +adore that strange, shapeless idea that she called her country. +Instead of sacrificing her lover to her people, she could serve both +by the same deed. She was wildly impatient for the moment when she +could lay before Davidge the splendid information she had secured at +the expense of a few negligible lies. If they should cost her a decade +in purgatorial torments, she would feel that they were worth it. + +She reached Washington at a little after eleven and Grinden Hall +before midnight. Now as she stood on the portico and looked across the +river at the night-lit city, she felt such a pride as she had never +known. + +She waved a salutation to the wraith of a town, her mind, if not her +lips, voicing the words: + +"You owe me something, old capital. You'll never put up any statues to +me or carve my name on any tablets, but I'm doing something for you +that will mean more than anybody will ever realize." + +She turned and found the black maid gaping at her sleepily and +wondering what invisible lover she was waving at. Mamise made no +explanation, but went in, feeling a trifle foolish, but divinely so. + +Polly got out of bed and came all bundled up to Mamise's room to +demand an accounting. + +"I was just on the point of telephoning the police to see if you had +been found in the river." + +Mamise did not bother either to explain her past lies or tell any new +ones. She majestically answered: + +"Polly darling, I have been engaged in affairs of state, which I am +not at liberty to divulge to the common public." + +"Rot!" said Polly. "I believe the 'affairs,' but not the 'state.'" + +Mamise was above insult. "Some day you will know. You've heard of +Helen of Troy, the lady with the face that launched a thousand +ships? Well, this face of mine will launch at least half a dozen +freight-boats." + +Polly yawned. "I'll call my doctor in the morning and have you taken +away quietly. Your mind's wandering, as well as the rest of you." + +Mamise chuckled like a child with a great secret, and Polly waddled +back to her bed. + +Next morning Mamise woke into a world warm with her own importance, +though the thermometer was farther down than Washington's oldest +records. She called Davidge on the long-distance telephone, and there +was a zero in his voice that she had never heard before. + +"This is Mamise," she sang. + +"Yes?" Simply that and nothing more. + +She laughed aloud, glad that he cared enough for her to be so angry at +her. She forgot the decencies of telephone etiquette enough to sing +out: + +"Do you really love me so madly?" + +He loathed sentimentalities over the telephone, and she knew it, and +was always indulging in them. But the fat was on the wire now, and he +came back at her with a still icier tone: + +"There's only one good excuse for what you've done. Are you +telephoning from a hospital?" + +"No, from Polly's." + +"Then I can't imagine any excuse." + +"But you're a business man, not an imaginator," she railed. "You +evidently don't know me. I'm 'Belle Boyd, the Rebel Spy,' and also +'Joan of Arkansas,' and a few other patriots. I've got news for you +that will melt the icicles off your eyebrows." + +"News?" he answered, with no curiosity modifying his anger. + +"War news. May I come down and tell you about it?" + +"This is a free country." + +"Fine! You're simply adorable when you try to sulk. What time would be +most convenient?" + +"I make no more appointments with you, young woman." + +"All right. Then I'll wait at my shanty till you come." + +"I was going to rent it." + +"You just dare! I am coming back to work. The strike is over." + +"You'd better come to the office as soon as you get here." + +"All right. Give my love to Miss Gabus." + +She left the telephone and set about packing her things in a fury. +Polly reminded her that she had appointments for fittings at +dressmakers'. + +"I never keep appointments," said Mamise. "You can cancel them for me +till this cruel war is over. Have the bills sent to me at the +shipyard, will you, dear? Sorry to bother you, but I've barely time to +catch my train." + +Polly called her a once unmentionable name that was coming into +fashionable use after a long exile. Women had draped themselves in a +certain animal's pelt with such freedom and grace for so many years +that its name had lost enough of its impropriety to be spoken, and not +too much to express disapproval. + +"You skunk!" said Polly. And Mamise laughed. Everything made her laugh +now; she was so happy that she began to cry. + +"Why the crocodiles?" said Polly. "Because you're leaving me?" + +"No, I'm crying because I didn't realize how unhappy I had always been +before I am as happy as I am now. I'm going to be useful at last, +Polly. I'm going to do something for my country." + +She was sharing in that vast national ecstasy which is called +patriotism and which turns the flames of martyrdom into roses. + +When Mamise reached the end of her journey she found Davidge waiting +for her at the railroad station with a limousine. + +His manner was studiously insulting, but he was helplessly glad to see +her, and the humiliation he had suffered from her failure to keep her +engagements with him in Washington was canceled by the tribute of her +return to him. The knot of his frown was solved by the mischief of her +smile. He had to say: + +"Why didn't you meet me at luncheon?" + +"How could I prevent the Potomac from putting the old bridge out of +commission?" she demanded. "I got there in time, but they wouldn't let +me across, and by the time I reached the hotel you had gone, and I +didn't know where to find you. Heaven knows I tried." + +The simplicity of this explanation deprived him of every excuse for +further wrath, and he was not inspired to ask any further questions. +He was capable of nothing better than a large and stupid: + +"Oh!" + +"Wait till you hear what I've got to tell you." + +But first he disclosed a little plot of his own with a comfortable +guiltiness: + +"How would you like," he stammered, "since you say you have news--how +would you like--instead of going to your shanty--I've had a fire built +in it--but--how would you like to take a ride in the car--out into the +country, you know? Then you could tell me, and nobody would hear or +interrupt." + +She was startled by the similarity of his arrangement to that of Nicky +Easton, but she approached it with different dread. + +She regretted the broad daylight and the disconcerting landscape. In +the ride with Nicky she had been enveloped in the dark. Now the sky +was lined with unbleached wool. The air was thick with snow withheld, +and the snow on the ground took the color of the sky. But the light +was searching, cynical, and the wayside scenes were revealed with the +despondent starkness of a Russian novel. In this romanceless, +colorless dreariness it was not easy for Mamise to gloss over the +details of her meeting with Nicky Easton. + +There was no escaping this part of the explanation, however, and she +could see how little comfort Davidge took from the news that she had +gone so far to be alone with a former devotee. A man does not want his +sweetheart to take risks for him beyond a certain point, and he would +rather not be saved at all than be saved by her at too high a price. +The modern man has a hard time living down the heritage from the +ten-thousand-year habitude of treating his women like children who +cannot be trusted to take care of themselves. + +Mamise had such poor success with the part of her chronicle she wished +to publish that she boggled miserably the part she wanted to handle +with most discretion. As is usual in such cases, the most conspicuous +thing about her message was her inability to conceal the fact that she +was concealing something. Davidge's imagination was consequently so +busy that he paid hardly any attention to the tremendous facts she so +awkwardly delivered. + +She might as well have told him flat that Nicky would not divulge his +plot except with his arms about her and his lips at her cheeks. That +would not have been easy telling, but it was all too easy imagining +for Davidge. He was thrown into an utter wretchedness by the vision he +had of her surrender to the opportunity and to the undoubted +importunity of her companion. He had a morbid desire to make her +confess, and confessors have a notorious appetite for details. + +"You weren't riding with Easton alone in the dark all that +time--without--" + +She waited for the question as for a bludgeon. Davidge had some +trouble in wielding it. He hated the thought so much that the words +were unspeakable, and he hunted for some paraphrase. In the sparse +thesaurus of his vocabulary he found nothing subtle. He groaned: + +"Without his--his making love to you?" + +"I wish you wouldn't ask me," said Mamise. + +"I don't need to. You've answered," Davidge snarled. "And so will +he." + +Mamise's heart was suddenly a live coal, throbbing with fire and +keenly painful--yet very warm. She had a man who loved her well enough +to hate for her and to avenge her. That was something gained. + +Davidge brooded. It was inconceivably hideous that he should have +given his heart to this pretty thing at his side only to have her +ensconce herself in the arms of another man and give him the liberty +of her cheeks--Heaven knew, hell knew, what other liberties. He vowed +that he would never put his lips where another man's had been. + +Mamise seemed to feel soiled and fit only for the waste-basket of +life. She had delivered her "message to Garcia," and Garcia rewarded +her with disgust. She waited shame-fast for a moment before she could +even falter: + +"Did you happen to hear the news I brought you? Or doesn't it interest +you?" + +Davidge answered with repugnance: + +"Agh!" + +In her meekness she needed some insult to revive her, and this +sufficed. She flared instantly: + +"I'm sorry I told you. I hope that Nicky blows up your whole damned +shipyard and you with it; and I'd like to help him!" + +Nothing less insane could have served the brilliant effect of that +outburst. It cleared the sultry air like a crackling thunderbolt. A +gentle rain followed down her cheeks, while the overcharged heart of +Davidge roared with Jovian laughter. + +There is no cure for these desperate situations like such an +explosion. It burns up at once the litter of circumstance and leaves +hardly an ash. It fuses elements that otherwise resist welding, and it +annihilates all minor fears in one great terror that ends in a joyous +relief. + +Mamise was having a noble cry now, and Davidge was sobbing with +laughter--the two forms of recreation most congenial to their +respective sexes. + +Davidge caught her hands and cooed with such noise that the driver +outside must have heard the reverberations through the glass: + +"You blessed child! I'm a low-lived brute, and you're an angel." + +A man loves to call himself a brute, and a woman loves to be called an +angel, especially when it is untrue in both cases. + +The sky of their being thus cleansed with rain and thunder, and all +blue peace again, they were calm enough by and by to consider the main +business of the session--what was to be done to save the shipyard from +destruction? + +Mamise had to repeat most of what she had told, point by point: + +Nicky was not going to wait till the ships were launched or even +finished. He was impatient to strike a resounding blow at the American +program. Nicky was going to let Mamise know just when the blow was to +be struck, so that she might share in the glory of it when triumphant +Germany rewarded her faithful servants in America. Jake Nuddle was to +take part in the ship-slaughter for the double privilege of protesting +against this capitalistic war and of crippling those cruel capitalists +to whom he owed all his poverty--to hear him tell it. + +When Mamise had finished this inventory of the situation Davidge +pondered aloud: + +"Of course, we ought to turn the case over to the Department of +Justice and the Military and Naval Intelligence to handle, but--" + +"But I'd like to shelter my poor sister if I could," said Mamise. "Of +course, I wouldn't let any tenderness for Jake Nuddle stand in the way +of my patriotic duty, for Heaven knows he's as much of a traitor to my +poor sister as he is to everything else that's decent, but I'd like to +keep him out of it somehow. Something might happen to make it +possible, don't you suppose?" + +"I might cripple him and send him to a hospital to save his life," +said Davidge. + +"Anything to keep him out of it," said Mamise. "If I should tell the +authorities, though, they'd put him in jail right away, wouldn't +they?" + +"Probably. And they'd run your friend Nicky down and intern him. Then +I'd lose my chance to lay hands on him as--" + +"As he did on you," was what he started to say, but he stopped in +time. + +This being Davidge's fierce desire, he found plenty of justification +for it in other arguments. In the first place, there was no telling +where Nicky might be. He had given Mamise no hint of his headquarters. +She had neglected to ask where she could reach him, and had been +instructed simply to wait till he gave her the signal. No doubt he +could be picked up somewhere in the enormous, ubiquitous net with +which America had been gradually covered by the secret services and by +the far-flung line of the American Protective League made up of +private citizens. But there would be a certain unsatisfactoriness +about nipping his plot so far from even the bud. Prevention is wisdom, +but it lacks fascination. + +And supposing that they found Nicky, what evidence had they against +him, except Mamise's uncorroborated statement that he had discussed +certain plots with her? Enemy aliens could be interned without trial, +but that meant a halcyon existence for Nicky and every comfort except +liberty. This was not to be considered. Davidge had a personal grudge, +too, to satisfy. He owed Nicky punishment for sinking the ship named +after Davidge's mother and for planning to sink the ship he was naming +after the woman he hoped to make his wife. + +Davidge was eager to seize Nicky in the very act of planting his +torpedo and hoist him with his own petard. So he counseled a plan of +waiting further developments. Mamise was the more willing, since it +deferred the hateful moment when Jake Nuddle would be exposed. She had +a hope that things might so happen as to leave him out of the +dénouement entirely. + +And now Davidge and Mamise were in perfect agreement, conspirators +against a conspiracy. And there was the final note of the terrible in +their compact: their failure meant the demolition of all those growing +ships, the nullification of Davidge's entire contribution to the war; +their success would mean perhaps the death of Easton and the +blackening of the name of Mamise's sister and her sister's children. + +The solemnity of the outlook made impossible any talk of love. Davidge +left Mamise at her cottage and rode back to his office, feeling like +the commander of a stockade in the time of an Indian uprising. Mamise +found that his foresight had had the house warmed for her; and there +were flowers in a jar. She smiled at his tenderness even in his wrath. +But the sight of the smoke rolling from the chimney had caught the eye +of her sister, and she found Abbie waiting to welcome her. + +The two rushed to each other with the affection of blood-kin, but +Mamise felt like a Judas when she kissed the sister she was planning +to betray. Abbie began at once to recite a catalogue of troubles. They +were sordid and petty, but Mamise shivered to think how real a tragedy +impended. She wondered how right she was to devastate her sister's +life for the sake of a cause which, after all, was only the imagined +welfare of millions of total strangers. She could not see the nation +for the people, but her sister was her sister, and pitifully human. +That was the worst wrench of war, the incessant compulsions to tear +the heart away from its natural moorings. + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +Davidge thought it only fair to take the Department of Justice +operative, Larrey, into his confidence. Larrey was perfectly willing +to defer reporting to his office chief until the more dramatic +conclusion; for he had an easily understandable ambition to share in +the glory of it. It was agreed that a closer watch than ever should be +kept on the shipyard and its approaches. Easton had promised to notify +Mamise of his arrival, but he might grow suspicious of her and strike +without warning. + +The period of waiting was as maddening as the suspense of the poor +insomniac who implored the man next door to "drop the other shoe." +Mamise suffered doubly from her dual interest in Abbie and in Davidge. +She dared not tell Abbie what was in the wind, though she tried to +undermine gradually the curious devotion Abbie bore to her worthless +husband. But Mamise's criticisms of Jake only spurred Abbie to new +defenses of him and a more loyal affection. + +Day followed day, and Mamise found the routine of the office +intolerably monotonous. Time gnawed at her resolution, and she began +to hope to be away when Easton made his attempt. It occurred to her +that it would be pleasant to have an ocean between her and the crisis. +She said to Davidge: + +"I wish Nicky would come soon, for I have applied for a passport to +France. Major Widdicombe got me the forms to fill out, and he promised +to expedite them. I ought to go the minute they come." + +This information threw Davidge into a complex dismay. Here was another +of Mamise's long-kept secrets. The success of her plan meant the loss +of her, or her indefinite postponement. It meant more yet. He +groaned. + +"Good Lord! everybody in the United States is going to France except +me. Even the women are all emigrating. I think I'll just turn the +shipyard over to the other officers of the corporation and go with +you. Let Easton blow it up then, if he wants to, so long as I get into +the uniform and into the fighting." + +This new commotion was ended by a shocking and unforeseen occurrence. +The State Department refused to grant Mamise a passport, and dazed +Widdicombe by letting him know confidentially that Mamise was on the +red list of suspects because of her Germanized past. This was news to +Widdicombe, and he went to Polly in a state of bewilderment. + +Polly had never told him what Mamise had told her, but she had to let +out a few of the skeletons in Mamise's closet now. Widdicombe felt +compromised in his own loyalty, but Polly browbeat him into +submission. She wrote to Mamise and broke the news to her as gently as +she could, but the rebuff was cruel. Mamise took her sorrow to +Davidge. + +He was furious and proposed to "go to the mat" with the State +Department. Mamise, however, shook her head; she saw that her only +hope of rehabilitation lay in a positive proof of her fidelity. + +"I got my name stained in England because I didn't have the pluck to +do something positive. I was irresolution personified, and I'm paying +for it. But for once in my life I learned a lesson, and when I learned +what Nicky planned I ran right to you with it. Now if we catch Nicky +red-handed, and I turn over my own brother-in-law to justice, that +ought to redeem me, oughtn't it?" + +Davidge had a better idea for her protection. "Marry me, and then they +can't say anything." + +"Then they'll suspect you," she said. "Too many good Americans have +been dragged into hot water by pro-German wives, and I'm not going to +marry you till I can bring you some other dower than a spotted +reputation." + +"I'd take you and be glad to get you if you were as polka-dotted as a +leopardess," said Davidge. + +"Just as much obliged; but no, thank you," said Mamise. "Furthermore, +if we were married, the news would reach Nicky Easton through Jake +Nuddle, and then Nicky would lose all trust in me, and come down on us +without warning." + +"This makes about the fifteenth rejection I've had," said Davidge. +"And I'd sworn never to ask you again." + +"I promised to ask you when the time was ripe," said Mamise. + +"Don't forget. Barkis is always willin' and waitin'." + +"While we're both waiting," Mamise went on, "there's one thing you've +got to do for me, or I'll never propose to you." + +"Granted, to the half my shipyard." + +"It's only a job in your shipyard. I can't stand this typewriter-tapping +any longer. I'm going mad. I want to swing a hammer or something. You +told me that women could build a whole ship if they wanted to, and I +want to build my part of one." + +"But--" + +"If you speak of my hands, I'll prove to you how strong they are. +Besides, if I were out in the yard at work, I could keep a better +watch for Nicky, and I could keep you better informed as to the +troubles always brewing among the workmen." + +"But--" + +"I'm strong enough for it, too. I've been taking a lot of exercise +recently to get in trim. If you don't believe me, feel that muscle." + +She flexed her biceps, and he took hold of it timidly in its silken +sleeve. It amazed him, for it was like marble. Still, he hated to lose +her from the neighborliness of the office; he hated to send her out +among the workmen with their rough language and their undoubted +readiness to haze her and teach her her place. But she was stubborn +and he saw that her threat was in earnest when she said: + +"If you don't give me a job, I'll go to some other company." + +Then he yielded and wrote her a note to the superintendent of the +yard, and said: + +"You can begin to-morrow." + +She smiled in her triumph and made the very womanly comment: "But I +haven't a thing to wear. Do you know a good ladies' tailor who can fit +me out with overalls, some one who has been 'Breeches-maker to the +Queen' and can drape a baby-blue denim pant modishly?" + +The upshot of it was that she decided to make her own trousseau, and +she went shopping for materials and patterns. She ended by visiting an +emporium for "gents' furnishings." The storekeeper asked her what +size her husband wore, and she said: + +"Just about my own." + +He gave her the smallest suit in stock, and she held it up against +her. It was much too brief, and she was heartened to know that there +were workmen littler than she. + +She bought the garment that came nearest to her own dimensions, and +hurried home with it joyously. It proved to be a perfect misfit, and +she worked over it as if it were a coming-out gown; and indeed it was +her costume for her début into the world of manual labor. + +Abbie dropped in and surprised her in her attitudes and was handsomely +scandalized: + +"When's the masquerade?" she asked. + +Mamise told her of her new career. + +Abbie was appalled. "It's against the Bible for a woman to wear a +man's things!" she protested. Abbie could quote the Scripture for +every discouraging purpose. + +"I'd rather wear them than wash them," said Mamise; "and if you'll +take my advice you'll get a suit of overalls yourself and earn an +honest living and five times as much money as Jake would give you--if +he ever gave you any." + +But Abbie wailed that Mamise had gone indecent as well as crazy, and +trembled at the thought of what the gossips along the row would do +with the family reputation. The worst of it was that Mamise had money +in the bank and did not have to work. + +That was the incomprehensible thing to Jake Nuddle. He accepted the +familiar theory that all capital is stolen goods, and he reproached +Mamise with the double theft of poor folks' money and now of poor +folks' work. Mamise's contention that there were not enough workmen +for the country's needs fell on deaf ears, for Jake believed that work +was a crime against the sacred cause of the laboring-man. His ideal of +a laboring-man was one who seized the capital from the capitalists and +then ceased to labor. + +But Jake's too familiar eyes showed that he regarded Mamise as a very +interesting spectacle. The rest of the workmen seemed to have the same +opinion when she went to the yard in her overalls next morning. She +was the first woman to take up man's work in the neighborhood, and she +had to endure the most searching stares, grins, frowns, and comments +that were meant to be overheard. + +She struck all the men as immodest; some were offended and some were +delighted. As usual, modesty was but another name for conformity. +Mamise had to face the glares of the conventional wives and daughters +in their bodices that followed every contour, their light skirts that +blew above the knees, and their provocative hats and ribbons. They +made it plain to her that they were outraged by this shapeless +passer-by in the bifurcated potato-sack, with her hair tucked up under +a vizored cap and her hands in coarse mittens. + +Mamise had studied the styles affected by the workmen as if they were +fashion-plates from Paris, and she had equipped herself with a slouchy +cap, heavy brogans, a thick sweater, a woolen shirt, and thick +flannels underneath. + +She was as well concealed as she could manage, and yet her femininity +seemed to be emphasized by her very disguise. The roundness of bosom +and hip and the fineness of shoulder differed too much from the +masculine outline to be hidden. And somehow there was more coquetry in +her careful carelessness than in all the exaggerated womanishness of +the shanty belles. She had been a source of constant wonder to the +community from the first. But now she was regarded as a downright +menace to the peace and the morals of society. + +Mamise reported to the superintendent and gave him Davidge's card. The +old man respected Davidge's written orders and remembered the private +instructions Davidge had given him to protect Mamise from annoyance at +all costs. The superintendent treated her as if she were a child +playing at salesmanship in a store. And this was the attitude of all +the men except a few incorrigible gallants, who tried to start +flirtations and make movie dates with her. + +Sutton, the master riveter, alone received her with just the right +hospitality. He had no fear that she would steal his job or his glory +or that any man would. He had talked with her often and let her +practise at his riveting-gun. He had explained that her ambition to be +a riveter was hopeless, since it would take at least three month's +apprenticeship before she could hope to begin on such a career. But +her sincere longings to be a builder and not a loafer won his +respect. + +When she expressed a shy wish to belong to his riveting-gang he said: + +"Right you are, miss--or should I say mister?" + +"I'd be proud if you'd call me bo," said Mamise. + +"Right you are, bo. We'll start you in as a passer-boy. I'll be glad +to get rid of that sleep-walker. Hay, Snotty!" he called to a grimy +lad with an old bucket. The youth rubbed the back of his greasy glove +across the snub of nose that had won him his name, and, shifting his +precocious quid, growled: + +"Ah, what!" + +"Ah, go git your time--or change to another gang. Tell the supe. I'm +not fast enough for you. Go on--beat it!" + +Mamise saw that she already had an enemy. She protested against +displacing another toiler, but Sutton told her that there were jobs +enough for the cub. + +He explained the nature of Mamise's duties, talking out of one side of +his mouth and using the other for ejaculations of an apparently +inexhaustible supply of tobacco-juice. Seeing that Mamise's startled +eyes kept following these missiles, he laughed: + +"Do you use chewin'?" + +"I don't think so," said Mamise, not quite sure of his meaning. + +"Well, you'll have to keep a wad of gum goin', then, for you cert'n'y +need a lot of spit in this business." + +Mamise found this true enough, and the next time Davidge saw her she +kept her grinders milling and used the back of her glove with a +professional air. For the present, however, she had no brain-cells to +spare for mastication. Sutton introduced her to his crew. + +"This gink here with the whiskers is Zupnik; he's the holder-on; he +handles the dolly and hangs on to the rivets while I swat 'em. The +pill over by the furnace is the heater; his name is Pafflow, and his +job is warming up the rivets. Just before they begin to sizzle he +yanks 'em out with the tongs and throws 'em to you. You ketch 'em in +the bucket--I hope, and take 'em out with your tongs and put 'em in +the rivet-hole, and then Zupnik and me we do the rest. And what do we +call you? Miss Webling is no name for a workin'-man." + +"My name is Marie Louise." + +"Moll is enough." + +And Moll she was thenceforth. + +The understanding of Mamise's task was easier than its performance. +Pafflow sent the rivets to her fast and fleet, and they were red-hot. +The first one passed her and struck Sutton. His language blistered. +The second sizzled against her hip. The third landed in the pail with +a pleasant clink, but she was so slow in getting her tongs about it, +and fitting it into its place, that it was too cold for use. This +threw her into a state of hopelessness. She was ready to resign. + +"I think I'd better go back to crocheting," she sighed. + +Sutton gave her a playful shove that almost sent her off the +platform: + +"Nah, you don't, Moll. You made me chase Snotty off the job, and +you're goin' t'rough wit' it. You ain't doin' no worse 'n I done +meself when I started rivetin'. Cheese! but I spoiled so much work I +got me tail kicked offen me a dozen times!" + +This was politer language than some that he used. His conversation was +interspersed with words that no one prints. They scorched Mamise's +ears like red-hot rivets at first, but she learned to accept them as +mere emphasis. And, after all, blunt Anglo-Saxon never did any harm +that Latin paraphrase could prevent. + +The main thing was Sutton's rough kindliness, his splendid efficiency, +and his infinite capacity for taking pains with each rivet-head, +hammering it home, then taking up his pneumatic chipping-tool to trim +it neat. That is the genius and the glory of the artisan, to perfect +each detail _ad unguem_, like a poet truing up a sonnet. + +Sutton was putting in thousands on thousands of rivets a month, and +every one of them was as important to him as every other. He feared +the thin knife-blade of the rivet-tester as the scrupulous writer +dreads the learned critic's scalpel. + +Mamise was dazed to learn that the ship named after her would need +nearly half a million rivets, each one of them necessary to the +craft's success. The thought of the toil, the noise, the sweat, +the money involved made the work a sort of temple-building, and +the thought of Nicky Easton's ability to annul all that devout +accomplishment in an instant nauseated her like a blasphemy. She +felt herself a priestess in a holy office and renewed her flagging +spirits with prayers for strength and consecration. + +But few of the laborers had Sutton's pride or Mamise's piety in the +work. Just as she began to get the knack of catching and placing the +rivets Pafflow began to register his protest against her sex. He took +a low joy in pitching rivets wild, and grinned at her dancing lunges +after them. + +Mamise would not tattle, but she began again to lose heart. Sutton's +restless appetite for rivets noted the new delay, and he grasped the +cause of it at once. His first comment was to walk over to the furnace +and smash Pafflow in the nose. + +"You try any of that I. W. W. sabotodge here, you----, and I'll stuff +you in a rivet-hole and turn the gun loose on you." + +Pafflow yielded first to force and later to the irresistible power of +Mamise's humility. Indeed, her ardor for service warmed his +indifferent soul at last, and he joined with her to make a brilliant +team, hurtling the rivets in red arcs from the coke to the pail with +the precision of a professional baseball battery. + +Mamise eventually acquired a womanly deftness in plucking up the rivet +and setting it in place, and Davidge might have seen grounds for +uneasiness in her eager submissiveness to Sutton as she knelt before +him, watched his eye timidly, and glowed like coke under the least +breath of his approval. + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +Sutton was a mighty man in his way, and earning a wage that would have +been accounted princely a year before. All the workers were receiving +immense increase of pay, but the champion riveters were lavishly +rewarded. + +The whole shipyard industry was on a racing basis. Plans were being +laid to celebrate the next Fourth of July with an unheard-of number of +launchings. Every boat-building company was trying to put overboard an +absolute maximum of hulls on that day. + +"Hurry-up" Hurley, who had driven the first rivets into a steel ship +pneumatically, and Charles M. Schwab, of Bethlehem, were the inspiring +leaders in the rush, and their ambition was to multiply the national +output by ten. The spirit of emulation thrilled all the thrillable +workmen, but the riveters were the spectacular favorites. Their names +appeared in the papers as they topped each other's scores, and Sutton +kept outdoing himself. For special occasions he groomed himself like a +race-horse, resting the day before the great event and then giving +himself up to a frenzy of speed. + +On one noble day of nine hours' fury he broke the world's record +temporarily. He drove four thousand eight hundred and seventy-five +three-quarter-inch rivets into place. Then he was carried away to a +twenty-four-hour rest, like an exhausted prizefighter. + +That was one of the great days in Mamise's history, for she was +permitted to assist in the achievement, and she was not entirely +grateful to Davidge for suppressing the publication of her name +alongside Sutton's. Her photograph appeared with his in many of the +supplements, but nobody recognized the lily-like beauty of Miss +Webling in the smutty-faced passer-boy crouching at Sutton's elbow. +The publication of her photograph as an English belle had made +history for her, in that it brought Jake Nuddle into her life; but +this picture had no follow-up except in her own pride. + +This rapture, however, long postdated her first adventure into the +shipyard. That grim period of eight hours was an alternation of shame, +awkwardness, stupidity, failure, fatigue, and despair. + +She did not even wash up for lunch, but picked her fodder from her +pail with her companions. She smoked a convivial cigarette with the +gang and was proud as a boy among grown-ups. She even wanted to be +tough and was tempted to use ugly words in a swaggering pride. + +But after her lunch it was almost impossible for her to get up and go +back to her task, and she would have fainted from sheer weariness +except that she had forsworn such luxuries as swoons. + +The final whistle found her one entire neuralgia. The unending use of +the same muscles, the repetition of the same rhythmic series, the +cranium-shattering clatter of all the riveting-guns, the anxiety to be +sure of each successive rivet, quite burned her out. And she learned +that the reward for this ordeal was, according to the minimum +wage-scale adopted by the Emergency Fleet Corporation, thirty cents an +hour for eight hours, with a ten-per-cent. increase for a six-day +week. This would amount to all of two dollars and sixty-four cents for +the day, and fifteen dollars for the week! + +It was munificent for a passer-boy, but it was ruinous for a young +woman of independent fortune and an ambition to look her best. She +gasped with horror when she realized the petty reward for such +prolonged torment. She was too weary to contrast the wage with the +prices of food, fuel, and clothing. While wages climbed expenses +soared. + +She understood as never before, and never after, why labor is +discontent and why it is so easily stirred to rebellion, why it feels +itself the exploited slave of imaginary tyrants. She went to bed at +eight and slept in the deeps of sweat-earned repose. + +The next morning, getting up was like scourging a crowd of fagged-out +children to school. All her limbs and sundry muscles whose existence +she had never realized before were like separate children, each aching +and wailing: "I can't! I won't!" + +But the lameness vanished when she was at work again, and her sinews +began to learn their various trades and to manage them automatically. +She grew strong and lusty, and her task grew easy. She began to +understand that while the employee has troubles enough and to spare, +he has none of the torments of leadership; he is not responsible for +the securing of contracts and materials, for borrowings of capital +from the banks, or for the weekly nightmare of meeting the pay-roll. +There are two hells in the cosmos of manufacture: the dark pit where +the laborer fights the tiny worms of expense and the dizzy crags where +the employer battles with the dragons of aggregates. + +Mamise saw that most of the employees were employees because they +lacked the self-starter of ambition. They were lazy-minded, and even +their toiling bodies were lazy. For all their appearance of effort +they did not ordinarily attain an efficiency of thirty per cent. of +their capabilities. The turnover in employment was three times what it +should have been. Three hundred men were hired for every hundred +steadily at work, and the men at work did only a third of the work +they could have done. The total wastefulness of man rivaled the +ghastly wastefulness of nature with spawn and energy. + +The poor toilers were more reckless, more shiftless, relatively more +dissipated, than the idle rich, for the rich ordinarily squandered +only the interest on their holdings, while the laborer wasted his +capital in neglecting to make full use of his muscle. The risks they +took with life and limb were amazing. + +On Saturdays great numbers quit work and waited for their pay. On +Mondays the force was greatly reduced by absentees nursing the +hang-over from the Sunday drunk, and of those that came to work so +many were unfit that the Monday accident increase was proverbial. + +The excuse of slavery or serfdom was no longer legitimate, though it +was loudly proclaimed by the agitators, the trade-union editors, and +the parlor reformers. For, say what they would, labor could resign or +strike at will; the laborer had his vote and his equality of +opportunity. He was free even from the ordinary obligations, for +nobody expected the workman to make or keep a contract for his +services after it became inconvenient to him. + +There were bad sports among them, as among the rich and the classes +between. There were unions and individuals that were tyrants in power +and cry-babies in trouble. There was much cruelty, trickery, and +despotism inside the unions--ferocious jealousy of union against +union, and mutual destructiveness. + +This was, of course, inevitable, and it only proved that lying, +cheating, and bullying were as natural to the so-called "laborer" as +to the so-called "capitalist." The folly is in making the familiar +distinction between them. Mamise saw that the majority of manual +laborers did not do a third of the work they might have done and she +knew that many of the capitalists did three times as much as they had +to. + +It is the individual that tells the story, and Mamise, who had known +hard-working, firm-muscled men, and devoted mothers and pure daughters +among the rich, found them also among the poor, but intermingled here, +as above, with sots, degenerates, child-beaters, and wantons. + +Mamise learned to admire and to be fond of many of the men and their +families. But she had adventures with blackguards, rakes, and brutes. +She was lovingly entreated by many a dear woman, but she was snubbed +and slandered by others who were as extravagant, indolent, and immoral +as the wives and daughters of the rich. + +But all in all, the ship-builders loafed horribly in spite of the +poetic inspiration of their calling and the prestige of public +laudation; in spite of the appeals for hulls to carry food to the +starving and troops to the anxious battle-front of Europe. In spite +also of the highest wages ever paid to a craft, they kept their +efficiency at a lower point than lower paid workmen averaged in the +listless pre-war days. Yet there was no lack of outcry that the +workman was throttled and enslaved by the greed of capital. There was +no lack of outcry that profiteers were bleeding the nation to death +and making martyrs of the poor. + +Most of the capitalists had been workmen themselves and had risen from +the lethargic mass by the simple expedient of using their brains for +schemes and making their muscles produce more than the average output. +The laborers who failed failed because when they got their eight-hour +day they did not turn their leisure to production. And some of them +dared to claim that the manual toilers alone produced the wealth and +should alone be permitted to enjoy it, as if it were possible or +desirable to choke off initiative and adventure or to devise a society +in which the man whose ambition is to avoid work will set the pace for +the man who loves it for itself and whose discontent goads him on to +self-improvement! As if it were possible or desirable for the man who +works half-heartedly eight hours a day to keep down the man who works +whole-souledly eighteen hours a day! For time is power. + +Even the benefits the modern laborer enjoys are largely the result of +intervention in his behalf by successful men of enterprise who thrust +upon the toiler the comforts, the safeguards, and the very privileges +he will not or cannot seek for himself. + +During the war the employers of labor, the generals of these +tremendous armies, were everlastingly alert to find some means to +stimulate them to do themselves justice. The best artists of the +country devised eloquent posters, and these were stuck up everywhere, +reminding the laborer that he was the partner of the soldier. Orators +visited the yards and harangued the men. After each appeal there was a +brief spurt of enthusiasm that showed what miracles could be +accomplished if they had not lapsed almost at once into the usual +sullen drudgery. + +There were appeals to thrift also. The government needed billions of +dollars, needed them so badly that the pennies of the poorest man must +be sought for. Few of the workmen had the faintest idea of saving. The +wives of some of them were humbly provident, but many of them were +debt-runners in the shops and wasters in the kitchens. + +A gigantic effort was put forth to teach the American people thrift. +The idea of making small investments in government securities was +something new. Bonds were supposed to be for bankers and plutocrats. +Vast campaigns of education were undertaken, and the rich implored the +poor to lay aside something for a rainy day. The rich invented schemes +to wheedle the poor to their own salvation. So huge had been the +wastefulness before that the new fashion produced billions upon +billions of investments in Liberty Bonds, and hundreds of millions in +War Savings Stamps. + +Bands of missionaries went everywhere, to the theaters, the +moving-picture houses, the schools, the shops, the factories, +preaching the new gospel of good business and putting it across in the +name of patriotism. + +One of these troupes of crusaders marched upon Davidge's shipyard. And +with it came Nicky Easton at last. + +Easton had deferred his advent so long that Mamise and Davidge had +come almost to yearn for him with heartsick eagerness. The first +inkling of the prodigal's approach was a visit that Jake Nuddle paid +to Mamise late one evening. She had never broached to him the matter +of her talk with Easton, waiting always for him to speak of it to her. +She was amazed to see him now, and he brought amazement with him. + +"I just got a call on long distance," he said, "and a certain party +tells me you was one of us all this time. Why didn't you put a feller +wise?" + +Mamise was inspired to answer his reproach with a better: "Because I +don't trust you, Jake. You talk too much." + +This robbed Jake of his bluster and convinced him that the elusive +Mamise was some tremendous super-spy. He became servile at once, and +took pride in being the lackey of her unexplained and unexplaining +majesty. Mamise liked him even less in this rôle than the other. + +She took his information with a languid indifference, as if the +terrifying news were simply a tiresome confirmation of what she had +long expected. Jake was tremulous with excitement and approval. + +"Well, well, who'd 'a' thought our little Mamise was one of them +slouch-hounds you read about? I see now why you've been stringin' that +Davidge boob along. You got him eatin' out your hand. And I see now +why you put them jumpers on and went out into the yards. You just got +to know everything, ain't you?" + +Mamise nodded and smiled felinely, as she imagined a queen of mystery +would do. But as soon as she could get rid of Jake she was like a +child alone in a graveyard. + +Jake had told her that Nicky would be down in a few days, and not to +be surprised when he appeared. She wanted to get the news to Davidge, +but she dared not go to his rooms so late. And in the morning she was +due at her job of passing rivets. She crept into bed to rest her +dog-tired bones against the morrow's problems. Her dreams were all of +death and destruction, and of steel ships crumpled like balls of +paper thrown into a waste-basket. + +If she had but known it, Davidge was making the rounds of his +sentry-line. The guard at one gate was sound asleep. He found two +others playing cards, and a fourth man dead drunk. + +Inside the yards the great hulls rose up to the moon like the +buttresses of a cliff. Only, they were delicately vulnerable, and +Europe waited for them. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +True sleep came to Mamise so late that her alarm-clock could hardly +awaken her. It took all her speed to get her to her post. She dared +not keep Sutton waiting, and fear of the time-clock had become a habit +with her. As she caught the gleaming rivets and thrust them into their +sconces, she wondered if all this toil were merely a waste of effort +to give the sarcastic gods another laugh at human folly. + +She wanted to find Davidge and took at last the desperate expedient of +pretended sickness. The passer-boy Snotty was found to replace her, +and she hurried to Davidge's office. + +Miss Gabus stared at her and laughed. "Tired of your rivetin' a'ready? +Come to get your old job back?" + +Mamise shook her head and asked for Davidge. He was out--no, not out +of town, but out in the yard or the shop or up in the mold-loft or +somewheres, she reckoned. + +Mamise set out to find him, and on the theory that among places to +look for anything or anybody the last should be first she climbed the +long, long stairs to the mold-loft. + +He was not among the acolytes kneeling at the templates; nor was he in +the cathedral of the shop. She sought him among the ships, and came +upon him at last talking to Jake Nuddle, of all people! + +Nuddle saw Mamise first and winked, implying that he also was making a +fool of Davidge. Davidge looked sheepish, as he always did when he was +caught in a benevolent act. + +"I was just talking to your brother-in-law, Miss Webling," he said, +"trying to drive a few rivets into that loose skull. I don't want to +fire him, on your account, but I don't see why I should pay an I. W. +W. or a Bolshevist to poison my men." + +Davidge had been alarmed by the indifference of his sentinels. He +thought it imbecile to employ men like Nuddle to corrupt the men +within, while the guards admitted any wanderer from without. He was +making a last attempt to convert Nuddle to industry for Mamise's sake, +trying to pluck this dingy brand from the burning. + +"I was just showing Nuddle a little bookkeeping in patriotism," he +said. "The Liberty Loan people are coming here, and I want the yard to +do itself proud. Some of the men and women are going without +necessities to help the government, while Nuddle and some others are +working for the Kaiser. This is the record of Nuddle and his crew: + +"'Wages, six to ten dollars a day guaranteed by the government. +Investment in Liberty Bonds, nothing; purchases of War Savings Stamps, +nothing; contributions to Red Cross, Y. M. C. A., K. of C., J. W. B., +Salvation Army, nothing; contributions to relief funds of the Allies, +nothing. Time spent at drill, none; time spent in helping recruiting, +none. A clean sheet, and a sheet full of time spent in interfering +with other men's work, sneering at patriotism, saying the Kaiser is no +worse than the Allies, pretending that this is a war to please the +capitalists, and that a soldier is a fool.' + +"In other words, Nuddle, you are doing the Germans' business, and I +don't intend to pay you American money any longer unless you do more +work with your hands and less with your jaw." + +Nuddle was stupid enough to swagger. + +"Just as you say, Davidge. You'll change your tune before long, +because us workin'-men, bein' the perdoocers, are goin' to take over +all these plants and run 'em to soot ourselves." + +"Fine!" said Davidge. "And will you take over my loans at the banks to +meet the pay-rolls?" + +"We'll take over the banks!" said Jake, majestically. "We'll take over +everything and let the workin'-men git their doos at last." + +"What becomes of us wicked plutocrats?" + +"We'll have you workin' for us." + +"Then we'll be the workin'-men, and it will be our turn to take over +things and set you plutocrats to workin' for us, I suppose. And we'll +be just where we are now." + +This was growing too seesawy for Nuddle, and he turned surly. + +"Some of you won't be in no shape to take over nothin'." + +Davidge laughed. "It's as bad as that, eh? Well, while I can, I'll +just take over your button." + +"You mean I'm fired?" + +"Exactly," said Davidge, holding out his hand for the badge that +served as a pass to the yards and the pay-roll. "Come with me, and +you'll get what money's coming to you." + +This struck through Nuddle's thick wits. He cast a glance of dismay at +Mamise. If he were discharged, he could not help Easton with the grand +blow-up. He whined: + +"Ain't you no regard for a family man? I got a wife and kids dependent +on me." + +"Well, do what Karl Marx did--let them starve or live on their own +money while you prove that capital is as he said, 'a vampire of dead +labor sucking the life out of living labor.' Or feed them on the wind +you try to sell me." + +"Aw, have a heart! I talk too much, but I'm all right," Jake pleaded. + +Davidge relented a little. "If you'll promise to give your mouth a +holiday and your hands a little work I'll keep you to the end of the +month. And then, on your way!" + +"All right, boss; much obliged," said Jake, so relieved at his respite +that he bustled away as if victorious, winking shrewdly at Mamise--who +winked back, with some difficulty. + +She waited till he was a short distance off, then she murmured, +quickly: + +"Don't jump--but Nicky Easton is coming here in the next few days; I +don't know just when. He told Jake; Jake told me. What shall we do?" + +Davidge took the blow with a smile: + +"Our little guest is coming at last, eh? He promised to see you first. +I'll have Larrey keep close to you, and the first move he makes we'll +jump him. In the mean while I'll put some new guards on the job +and--well, that's about all we can do but wait." + +"I mustn't be seen speaking to you too friendly. Jake thinks I'm +fooling you." + +"God help me, if you are, for I love you. And I want you to be +careful. Don't run any risks. I'd rather have the whole shipyard +smashed than your little finger." + +"Thanks, but if I could swap my life for one ship it would be the best +bargain I ever bought. Good-by." + +As she ran back to her post Davidge smiled at the womanishness of her +gait, and thought of Joan of Arc, never so lovably feminine as in her +armor. + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +Days of harrowing restiveness followed, Mamise starting at every word +spoken to her, leaping to her feet at every step that passed her +cottage, springing from her sleep with a cry, "Who's there!" at every +breeze that fumbled a shutter. + +But nothing happened; nobody came for her. + +The afternoon of the Liberty Loan drive was declared a half-holiday. +The guards were doubled at the gates, and watchmen moved among the +crowds; but strangers were admitted if they looked plausible, and +several motor-loads of them rolled in. Some of them carried bundles of +circulars and posters and application blanks. Some of them were of +foreign aspect, since a large number of the workmen had to be +addressed in other languages than English. + +Mamise drifted from one audience to another. She encountered her +team-mate Pafflow and tried to find a speaker who was using his +language. + +At length a voice of an intonation familiar to him threw him into an +ecstasy. What was jargon to Mamise was native music to him, and she +lingered at his elbow, pretending to share his thrill in order to +increase it. + +She felt a twitch at her sleeve, and turned idly. + +Nicky Easton was at her side. Her mind, all her minds, began to +convene in alarm like the crew of a ship attacked. + +"Nicky!" she gasped. + +"No names, pleass! But to follow me quick." + +"I'm right with you." She turned to follow him. "One minute." She +stepped back and spoke fiercely to Pafflow. "Pafflow, find Mr. +Davidge. Tell him Nicky is here. Remember, _Nicky is here_. It's life +and death. Find him." + +Pafflow mumbled, "Nicky is here!" and Mamise ran after Nicky, who was +lugging a large suit-case. He was quivering with excitement. + +"I didn't knew you in pentaloons, but Chake Nuttle pointet you owit," +he laughed. + +"Wh-where is Jake?" + +"He goes ahead vit a boondle of bombs. Nobody is on the _Schiff_. Ve +could not have so good a chence again." + +Mamise might have, ought to have, seized him and cried for help; but +she could not somehow throw off the character she had assumed with +Nicky. She obeyed him in a kind of automatism. Her eyes searched the +crowd for Larrey, who had kept all too close to her of recent days and +nights. But he had fallen under the hypnotism of some too eloquent +spellbinder. + +Mamise felt the need of doing a great heroic feat, but she could not +imagine what it might be. Pending the arrival from heaven of some +superfeminine inspiration, she simply went along to be in at the +death. + +Pafflow was a bit stupid and two bits stubborn. He puzzled over +Mamise's peculiar orders. He wanted to hear the rest of that fiery +speech. He turned and stared after Mamise and noted the way she went, +with the foppish stranger carrying the heavy baggage. But he was used +to obeying orders after a little balking, and in time his slow brain +started him on the hunt for Davidge. He quickened his pace and asked +questions, being put off or directed hither and yon. + +At last he saw the boss sitting on a platform behind whose fluttering +bunting a white-haired man was hurling noises at the upturned faces of +the throng. Pafflow supposed that his jargon was English. + +Getting to Davidge was not easy. But Pafflow was stubborn. He pushed +as close to the front as he could, and there a wall of bodies held +him. + +The orator was checked in full career with almost fatal results by the +sudden bellowing of a voice from the crowd below. He supposed that he +was being heckled. He paused among the ruins of his favorite period, +and said: + +"Well, my friend, what is it?" + +Pafflow ignored him and shouted: "Meesta Davutch! O-o-h, Meesta +Davutch. Neecky is here." + +Davidge, hearing his name bruited, rose and called into the mob, +"What's that?" + +"Neecky is here." + +When Davidge understood he was staggered. For a moment he stood in a +stupor. Then he apologized to the speaker. "An emergency call. Please +forgive me and go right on!" + +He bowed to the other distinguished guests and left the platform. +Pafflow found him and explained. + +"Moll, the passer-boy, my gang, she say find you, life and death, and +say Neecky is here! I doan' know what she means, but now I find you." + +"Which way--where--did you--have you an idea where she went?" + +"She go over by new ship _Mamise_--weeth gentleman all dressy up." + +Davidge ran toward the scaffolding surrounding the almost finished +hull. He recognized one or two of his plain-clothes guards and stopped +just long enough to tell them to get together and search every ship at +once, and to make no excitement about it. + +The scaffolding was like a jungle, and he prowled through it with +caution and desperate speed, up and down the swaying, cleated planks +and in and out of the hull. + +He searched the hold first, expecting that Nicky would naturally plant +his explosives there. That indeed was his scheme, but Mamise had found +among her tumbled wits one little idea only, and that was to delay +Nicky as long as possible. + +She suggested to him that before he began to lay his train of wires he +ought to get a general view of the string of ships. The best point was +the top deck, where they were just about to hoist the enormous rudder +to the stern-post. + +Nicky accepted the suggestion, and Mamise guided him through the +labyrinth. They had met Jake at the base of the falsework, and he came +along, leaving his bundle. Nicky carried his suit-case with him. He +did not intend to be separated from it. Jake was always glad to be +separated from work. + +They made the climb, and Nicky's artistic soul lingered to praise the +beautiful day for the beautiful deed. In a frenzy of talk, Mamise +explained to him what she could. She pointed to the great hatchway for +the locomotives and told him: + +"The ship would have been in the water now if it weren't for that big +hatch. It set us--the company back ninety days." + +"And now the ship goes to be in the sky in about nine minutes. Come +along once." + +"Look down here, how deep it is!" said Mamise, and led him to the +edge. She was ready to thrust him into the pit, but he kept a firm +grip on a rope, and she sighed with regret. + +But Davidge, looking up from the depth of the well, saw Nicky and +Mamise peering over the edge. His face vanished. + +"Who iss?" said Nicky. "Somebody is below dere. Who iss?" + +Mamise said she did not know, and Jake had not seen. + +Nicky was in a flurry. The fire in Davidge's eyes told him that +Davidge was looking for him. There was a dull sound in the hitherto +silent ship of some one running. + +Nicky grew hysterical with wrath. To be caught at the very outset of +his elaborate campaign was maddening. He opened his suit-case, took +out from the protecting wadding a small iron death-machine and held it +in readiness. A noble plan had entered his brain for rescuing his +dream. + +Nuddle, glancing over the side, recognized Davidge and told Nicky who +it was that came. When Davidge reached the top deck, he found Nicky +smiling with the affability of a floorwalker. + +"Meester Davitch--please, one momend. I holt in my hant a little +machine to blow us all high-sky if you are so unkind to be impolite. +You move--I srow. We all go up togedder in much pieces. Better it is +you come with me and make no trouble, and then I let you safe your +life. You agree, yes? Or must I srow?" + +Davidge looked at the bomb, at Nicky, at Nuddle, then at Mamise. Life +was sweet here on this high steel crag, with the cheers of the crowds +about the stands coming faintly up on the delicious breeze. He knew +explosives. He had seen them work. He could see what that handful of +lightning in Nicky's grasp would do to this mountain he had built. + +Life was sweet where the limpid river spread its indolent floods far +and wide. And Mamise was beautiful. The one thing not sweet and not +beautiful was the triumph of this sardonic Hun. + +Davidge pondered but did not speak. + +With all the superiority of the Kultured German for the untutored +Yankee, Nicky said, "Vell?" + +Perhaps it was the V that did it. For Davidge, without a word, went +for him. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +The most tremendous explosives refuse to explode unless some detonator +like fulminate of mercury is set off first. Each of us has his own +fulminate, and the snap of a little cap of it brings on our +cataclysm. + +It was a pity, seeing how many Germans were alienated from their +country by the series of its rulers' crimes, and seeing how many +German names were in the daily lists of our dead, that the word and +the accent grew so hateful to the American people. It was a pity, but +the Americans were not to blame if the very intonation of a Teutonism +made their ears tingle. + +Davidge prized life and had no suicidal inclinations or temptations. +No imaginable crisis in his affairs could have convinced him to +self-slaughter. He was brave, but cautious. + +Even now, if Nicky Easton, poising the bombshell with its appalling +threat, had murmured a sardonic "Well?" Davidge would probably have +smiled, shrugged, and said: + +"You've got the bead on me, partner. I'm yours." He would have gone +along as Nicky's prisoner, waiting some better chance to recover his +freedom. + +But the mal-pronunciation of the shibboleth strikes deep centers of +racial feeling and makes action spring faster than thought. The +Sicilians at vespers asked the Frenchmen to pronounce "cheecheree," +and slew them when they said "sheesheree." So Easton snapped a +fulminate in Davidge when his Prussian tongue betrayed him into that +impertinent, intolerable alien "Vell?" + +Davidge was helpless in his own frenzy. He leaped. + +Nicky could not believe his eyes. He paused for an instant's +consideration. As a football-player hesitates a sixteenth of a second +too long before he passes the ball or punts it, and so forfeits his +opportunity, so Nicky Easton stood and stared for the length of time +it takes the eyes to widen. + +That was just too long for him and just long enough for Davidge, who +went at him football fashion, hurling himself through the air like a +vast, sprawling tarantula. Nicky's grip on the bomb relaxed. It fell +from his hand. Davidge swiped at it wildly, smacked it, and knocked it +out of bounds beyond the deck. Then Davidge's hundred-and-eighty-pound +weight smote the light and wickery frame of Nicky and sent him +collapsing backward, staggering, wavering, till he, too, went +overboard. + +Davidge hit the deck like a ball-player sliding for a base, and he +went slithering to the edge. He would have followed Nicky over the +hundred-foot steel precipice if Mamise had not flung herself on him +and caught his heel. He was stopped with his right arm dangling out in +space and his head at the very margin of the deck. + +In this very brief meanwhile Jake Nuddle, who had been panic-stricken +at the sight of the bomb in Nicky's hand, had been backing away +slowly. He would have backed into the abyss if he had not struck a +stanchion and clutched it desperately. + +And now the infernal-machine reached bottom. It lighted on the huge +blade of the ship's anchor lying on a wharf waiting to be hoisted into +place. The shell burst with an all-rending roar and sprayed rags of +steel in every direction. The upward stream caught Nicky in midair and +shattered him to shreds. + +Nuddle's whole back was obliterated and half a corpse fell forward, +headless, on the deck. Davidge's right arm was ripped from the +shoulder and his hat vanished, all but the brim. + +Mamise was untouched by the bombardment, but the downward rain of +fragments tore her flesh as she lay sidelong. + +The bomb, exploding in the open air, lost much of its efficiency, but +the part of the ship nearest was crumpled like an old tomato-can that +a boy has placed on a car track to be run over. + +The crash with its reverberations threw the throngs about the +speakers' stands into various panics, some running away from the +volcano, some toward it. Many people were knocked down and trampled. + +Larrey and his men were the first to reach the deck. They found +Davidge and Mamise in a pool of blood rapidly enlarging as the torn +arteries in Davidge's shoulder spouted his life away. A quick +application of first aid saved him until the surgeon attached to the +shipyard could reach him. + +Mamise's injuries were painful and cruel, but not dangerous. Of +Jake Nuddle there was not enough left to assure Larrey of his +identification. Of Nicky Easton there was so little trace that the +first searchers did not know that he had perished. + +Davidge and Mamise were taken to the hospital, and when Davidge was +restored to consciousness his first words were a groan of awful +satisfaction: + +"I got a German!" + +When he learned that he had no longer a right arm he smiled again and +muttered: + +"It's great to be wounded for your country." + +Which was a rather inelegant paraphrase of the classic "_Dulce et +decorum_," but caught its spirit admirably. + +Of Jake Nuddle he knew nothing and forgot everything till some days +later, when he was permitted to speak to Mamise, in whose welfare he +was more interested than his own, and the story of whose unimportant +wounds harrowed him more than his own. + +Her voice came to him over the bedside telephone. After an exchange of +the inevitable sympathies and regrets and tendernesses, Mamise +sighed: + +"Well, we're luckier than poor Jake." + +"We are? What happened to him?" + +"He was killed, horribly. His pitiful wife! Abbie has been here and +she is inconsolable. He was her idol--not a very pretty one, but idols +are not often pretty. It's too terribly bad, isn't it?" + +Davidge's bewildered silence was his epitaph for Jake. Even though he +were dead, one could hardly praise him, though, now that he was dead, +Davidge felt suddenly that he must have been indeed the first and the +eternal victim of his own qualities. + +Jake had been a complainer, a cynic, a loafer always from his cradle +on--indeed, his mother used to say that he nearly kicked her to death +before he was born. + +Mamise had hated and loathed him, but she felt now that Abbie had been +righter than she in loving the wretch who had been dowered with no +beauty of soul or body. + +She waited for Davidge to say something. After a long silence, she +asked: + +"Are you there?" + +"Yes." + +"You don't say anything about poor Jake." + +"I--I don't know what to say." + +He felt it hateful to withhold praise from the dead, and yet a kind of +honesty forced him to oppose the habit of lauding all who have just +died, since it cheapened the praise of the dead who deserve praise--or +what we call "deserve." + +Mamise spoke in a curiously unnatural tone: "It was noble of poor Jake +to give his life trying to save the ship, wasn't it?" + +"What's that?" said Davidge, and she spoke with labored precision. + +"I say that you and I, who were the only witnesses, feel sorry that +poor Jake had to be killed in the struggle with Easton." + +"Oh, I see! Yes--yes," said Davidge, understanding. + +Mamise went on: "Mr. Larrey was here and he didn't know who Jake was +till I told him how he helped you try to disarm Nicky. It will be a +fine thing for poor Abbie and her children to remember that, won't +it?" + +Davidge's heart ached with a sudden appreciation of the sweet purpose +of Mamise's falsehood. + +"Yes, yes," he said. "I'll give Abbie a pension on his account." + +"That's beautiful of you!" + +And so it was done. It pleased a sardonic fate to let Jake Nuddle pose +in his tomb as the benefactor he had always pretended to be. + +The operative, Larrey, had made many adverse reports against him, but +in the blizzard of reports against hundreds of thousands of suspects +that turned the Department of Justice files into a huge snowdrift +these earlier accounts of Nuddle's treasonable utterances and deeds +were forgotten. + +The self-destruction of Nicky Easton took its brief space in the +newspapers overcrowded with horrors, and he, too, was all but +forgotten. + +When, after some further time, Mamise was able to call upon Davidge in +her wheeled chair, she found him strangely lacking in cordiality. She +was bitterly hurt at first, until she gleaned from his manner that he +was trying to remove himself gracefully from her heart because of his +disability. + +She amazed him by her sudden laughter. He was always slow to +understand why his most solemn or angry humor gave her so much +amusement. + +While her nurse and his were talking at a little distance it pleased +her to lean close to Davidge and tease him excruciatingly with a +flirtatious manner. + +"Before very long I'm going to take up that bet we made." + +"What bet?" + +"That the next proposal would come from me. I'm going to propose the +first of next week." + +"If you do, I'll refuse you." + +Though she understood him perfectly, it pleased her to assume a motive +he had never dreamed of. + +"Oh, you mustn't think that I'm going to be an invalid for life. The +doctor says I'll be as well as ever in a little while." + +Davidge could not see how he was to tell her that he didn't mean that +without telling her just what he did mean. In his tormented petulance +he turned his back on her and groaned. + +"Oh, go away and let me alone." + +She was laughing beyond the limits called ladylike as she began to +wheel her chair toward the door. The nurse ran after her, asking: + +"What on earth?" + +Mamise assured, "Nothing on earth, but a lot in heaven," and would not +explain the riddle. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +Davidge was the modern ideal of an executive. He appeared never to do +any work. He kept an empty desk and when he was away no one missed +him. He would not use a roll-top desk, but sat at a flat table with +nothing on it but a memorandum-pad, a calendar, an "in" and an "out" +basket, both empty most of the time. + +He had his work so organized that it went on in his absence as if he +were there. He insisted that the executives of the departments should +follow the same rule. If they were struck down in battle their places +were automatically supplied as in the regular army. + +So when Davidge went to the hospital the office machine went on as if +he had gone to lunch. + +Mamise called on him oftener than he had called on her. She left the +hospital in a few days after the explosion, but she did not step into +his office and run the corporation for him as a well-regulated heroine +of recent fiction would have done. She did not feel that she knew +enough. And she did not know enough. She kept to her job with the +riveting-gang and expected to be discharged any day for lack of pull +with the new boss. + +But while she lasted she was one of the gang, and proud of it. She was +neither masculine nor feminine, but human. As Vance Thompson has said, +the lioness is a lion all but a little of the time, and so Mamise put +off sexlessness with her overalls and put it on with her petticoats. +She put off the coarseness at the same time as she scrubbed away the +grime. + +The shipyard was still a realm of faery to her. It was an unending +experience of miracles, commonplace to the men, but wonder-work to +her. She had not known what "pneumatic" or "hydraulic" really meant. +The acetylene flame-knife, the incomprehensible ability of levers to +give out so much more power than was put in them, dazed her. Nothing +in the Grimms' stories could parallel the benevolent ogres of air and +water and their dumfounding transformations. + +She learned that machinery can be as beautiful as any other human +structure. Fools and art-snobs had said that machinery is ugly, and +some of it is indeed nearly as ugly as some canvases, verses, and +cathedrals. Other small-pates chattered of how the divine works of +nature shamed the crudities of man. They spoke of the messages of the +mountains, the sublimities of sunsets, and the lessons taught by the +flowerets. These things are impressive, but it ought to be possible to +give them praise without slandering man's creations, for a God that +could make a man that could make a work of art would have to be a +better God than one who could merely make a work of art himself. + +But machinery has its messages, too. It enables the little cave-dweller +to pulverize the mountain; to ship it to Mohammed in Medina; to pick it +up and shoot it at his enemies. + +Mamise, at any rate, was so enraptured by the fine art of machinery +that when she saw a traveling-crane pick up a mass of steel and go +down the track with it to its place, she thought that no poplar-tree +was ever so graceful. And the rusty hulls of the new ships showing the +sky through the steel lace of their rivetless sides were fairer than +the sky. + +Surgeons in steel operated on the battered epidermis of the _Mamise_ +and sewed her up again. It was slow work and it had all the +discouraging influence of work done twice for one result. But the toil +went on, and when at last Davidge left the hospital he was startled by +the change in the vessel. As a father who has left a little girl at +home comes back to find her a grown woman, so he saw an almost +finished ship where he had left a patchwork of iron plates. + +It thrilled him to be back at work again. The silence of the hospital +had irked his soul. Here the air was full of the pneumatic riveter. +They called it the gun that would win the war. The shipyard atmosphere +was shattered all day long as if with machine-gun fire and the +riveters were indeed firing at Germany. Every red-hot rivet was a +bullet's worth. + +The cry grew louder for ships. The submarine was cutting down the +world's whole fleet by a third. In February the Germans sank the +_Tuscania_, loaded with American soldiers, and 159 of them were lost. +Uncle Sam tightened his lips and added the _Tuscania's_ dead soldiers +to the _Lusitania's_ men and women and children on the invoice against +Germany. He tightened his belt, too, and cut down his food for +Europe's sake. He loosened his purse-strings and poured out gold and +bonds and war-savings stamps, borrowing, lending, and spending with +the desperation of a gambler determined to break the bank. + +While Davidge was still in the hospital the German offensive broke. It +succeeded beyond the scope of the blackest prophecy. It threw the fear +of hell into the stoutest hearts. All over the country people were +putting pins in maps, always putting them farther back. Everybody +talked strategy, and geography became the most dreadful of topics. + +On March 29th Pershing threw what American troops were abroad into the +general stock, gave them to Haig and Foch to use as they would. + +On the same day the mysterious giant cannon of the Germans sent a +shell into Paris, striking a church and killing seventy-five +worshipers. And it was on a Good Friday that the men of _Gott_ sent +this harbinger of good-will. + +The Germans began to talk of the end of Great Britain, the erasure of +France, and the reduction of America to her proper place. + +Spring came to the dismal world again with a sardonic smile. In +Washington the flower-duel was renewed between the Embassy terrace and +the Louise Home. The irises made a drive and the forsythia sent up its +barrage. The wistaria and the magnolia counterattacked. The Senator +took off his wig again to give official sanction to summer and to rub +his bewildered head the better. + +The roving breezes fluttered tragic newspapers everywhere--in the +parks, on the streets, on the scaffolds of the buildings, along the +tented lanes, and in the barrack-rooms. + +This wind was a love-zephyr as of old. But the world was frosted with +a tremendous fear. What if old England fell? Empires did fall. +Nineveh, Babylon, and before them Ur and Nippur, and, after, Persia +and Alexander's Greece and Rome. Germany was making the great try to +renew Rome's sway; her Emperor called himself the Cæsar. What if he +should succeed? + +Distraught by so many successes, the Germans grew frantic. They were +diverted from one prize to another. + +The British set their backs to the wall. The French repeated their +Verdun watchword, "No thoroughfare," and the Americans began to come +up. The Allies were driven finally to what they had always realized to +be necessary, but had never consented to--a unified command. They put +all their destinies into the hands of Foch. + +Instantly and melodramatically the omens changed. Foch could live up +to his own motto now, "Attack, attack, attack." He had been like a man +gambling his last francs. Now he had word that unlimited funds were on +the way from his Uncle Sam. He did not have to count his money over +and over. He could squander it regardless. + +In every direction he attacked, attacked, attacked. The stupefied +world saw the German hordes checked, driven rearward, here, there, the +other place. + +Towns were redeemed, rivers regained, prisoners scooped up by the ten +thousand. The pins began a great forward march along the maps. People +fought for the privilege of placing them. Geography became the most +fascinating sport ever known. + +Davidge had come from the hospital minus one arm just as the bulletins +changed from grave to gay. He was afraid now that the war would be +over before his ships could share the glorious part that ships played +in all this victory. The British had turned all their hulls to the +American shores and the American troops were pouring into them in +unbelievable floods. + +Secrecy lost its military value. The best strategy that could be +devised was to publish just how many Americans were landing in +France. + +General March would carry the news to Secretary Baker and he would +scatter it broadcast through George Creel's Committee on Public +Information, using telegraph, wireless, telephone, cable, post-office, +placard, courier. + +Davidge had always said that the war would be over as soon as the +Germans got the first real jolt. With them war was a business and they +would withdraw from it the moment they foresaw a certain bankruptcy +ahead. + +But there was the war after the war to be considered--the war for +commerce, the postponed war with disgruntled labor and the impatient +varieties of socialists and with the rabid Bolshevists frankly +proclaiming their intention to destroy civilization as it stood. + +Like a prudent skipper, Davidge began to trim his ship for the new +storm that must follow the old. He took thought of the rivalries that +would spring up inevitably between the late Allies, like brothers now, +but doomed to turn upon one another with all the greater bitterness +after war. For peace hath her wickedness no less renowned than war. + +What would labor do when the spell of consecration to the war was gone +and the pride of war wages must go before a fall? The time would come +abruptly when the spectacle of employers begging men to work at any +price would be changed to the spectacle of employers having no work +for men--at any price. + +The laborers would not surrender without a battle. They had tasted +power and big money and they would not be lulled by economic +explanations. + +Mamise came upon Davidge one day in earnest converse with a faithful +old toiler who had foreseen the same situation and wanted to know what +his boss thought about it. + +Iddings had worked as a mechanic all his life. He had worked hard, had +lived sober, had turned his wages over to his wife, and spent them on +his home and his children. + +He was as good a man as could be found. Latterly he had been tormented +by two things, the bitterness of increasing infirmities and dwindling +power and the visions held out to him by Jake Nuddle and the disciples +Jake had formed before he was taken away. + +As Mamise came up in her overalls Iddings was saying: + +"It ain't right, boss, and you know it. When a man like me works as +hard as I done and cuts out all the fun and the booze and then sees +old age comin' on and nothin' saved to speak of and no chance to save +more'n a few hundred dollars, whilst other men has millions--why, I'm +readin' the other day of a woman spendin' eighty thousand dollars on a +fur coat, and my old woman slavin' like a horse all her life and goin' +round in a plush rag--I tell you it ain't right and you can't prove it +is." + +"I'm not going to try to," said Davidge. "I didn't build the world +and I can't change it much. I see nothing but injustice everywhere I +look. It's not only among men, but among animals and insects and +plants. The weeds choke out the flowers; the wolves eat up the sheep +unless the dogs fight the wolves; the gentle and the kind go under +unless they're mighty clever. They call it the survival of the +fittest, but it's really the survival of the fightingest." + +"That's what I'm comin' to believe," said Iddings. "The workman will +never get his rights unless he fights for 'em." + +"Never." + +"And if he wants to get rich he's got to fight the rich." + +"No. He wants to make sure he's fighting his real enemies and fighting +with weapons that won't be boomerangs." + +"I don't get that last." + +"Look here, Iddings, there are a lot of damned fools filling workmen's +heads with insanity, telling them that their one hope of happiness is +to drag down the rich, to blow up the factories or take control of +'em, to bankrupt the bankers and turn the government upside down. If +they can't get a majority at the polls they won't pay any attention to +the polls or the laws. They'll butcher the police and assassinate the +big men. But that game can't win. It's been tried again and again by +discontented idiots who go out and kill instead of going out to work. + +"You can't get rich by robbing the rich and dividing up their money. +If you took all that Rockefeller is said to have and divided it up +among the citizens of the country you'd get four or five dollars +apiece at most, and you'd soon lose that. + +"Rockefeller started as a laboring-man at wages you wouldn't look at +to-day. The laboring-men alongside could have made just as much as he +did if they'd a mind to. Somebody said he could have written +Shakespeare's plays if he had a mind to, and Lamb said, 'Yes, if you'd +a mind to.' The thing seems to be to be born with a mind to and to +cultivate a mind to. + +"You take Rockefeller's money away and he'll make more while you're +fumbling with what you've got. Take Shakespeare's plays away and he'll +write others while you're scratching your head. + +"Don't let 'em fool you, Iddings, into believing that rich men get +rich by stealing. We all cheat more or less, but no man ever built up +a big fortune by plain theft. Men make money by making it. + +"Karl Marx, who wrote your 'Workmen's Bible,' called capital a +vampire. Well, there aren't any vampires except in the movies. + +"Speaking of vamping wealth, did you ever hear how I got where I +am?--not that it's so very far and not that I like to talk about +myself--but just to show you how true your man Marx is. + +"I was a working-man and worked hard. I put by a little out of what I +made. Of nights I studied. I learned all ends of the ship-building +business in a way. But I needed money to get free. It never occurred +to me to claim somebody else's money as mine. I thought the rich would +help me to get rich if I helped them to get richer. My idea of getting +capital was to go get it. I was a long time finding where there was +any. + +"By and by I heard of an old wreck on the coast--a steamer had run +aground and the hull was abandoned after they took out what machinery +they could salvage. The hull stood up in the storms and the sand began +to bury it. It would have been 'dead capital' then for sure. + +"The timbers were sound, though, and I found I could buy it cheap. I +put in all I had saved in all my life, eight thousand dollars, for the +hull. I got a man to risk something with me. + +"We took the hull off the ground, refitted it, stepped in six masts, +and made a big schooner of her. + +"She cost us sixty thousand dollars all told. Before she was ready to +sail we sold her for a hundred and twenty thousand. The buyers made +big money out of her. The schooner is carrying food now and giving +employment to sailors. + +"Who got robbed on that transaction? Where did 'dead labor suck the +life out of living labor,' as Karl Marx says? You could do the same. +You could if you would. There's plenty of old hulls lying around on +the sands of the world." + +Iddings had nothing in him to respond to the poetry of this. + +"That's all very fine," he growled, "but where would I get my start? I +got no eight thousand or anybody to lend me ten dollars." + +"The banks will lend to men who will make money make money. It's not +the guarantee they want so much as inspiration. Pierpont Morgan said +he lent on character, not on collateral." + +"Morgan, humph!" + +"The trouble isn't with Morgan, but with you. What do you do with your +nights? Study? study? beat your brains for ideas? No, you go home, +tired, play with the children, talk with the wife, smoke, go to bed. +It's a beautiful life, but it's not a money-making life. You can't +make money by working eight hours a day for another man's money. +You've got to get out and find it or dig it up. + +"That business with the old hull put me on my feet, put dreams in my +head. I looked about for other chances, took some of them and wished I +hadn't. But I kept on trying. The war in Europe came. The world was +crazy for ships. They couldn't build 'em fast enough to keep ahead of +the submarines. On the Great Lakes there was a big steamer not doing +much work. I heard of her. I went up and saw her. The job was to get +her to the ocean. I managed it on borrowed money, bought her, and +brought her up the Saint Lawrence to the sea--and down to New York. I +made a fortune on that deal. Then did I retire and smoke my pipe of +peace? No. I looked for another chance. + +"When our country went into the war she needed ships of her own. She +had to have shipyards first to build 'em in. My lifelong ambition was +to make ships from the keel-plate up. I looked for the best place to +put a shipyard, picked on this spot because other people hadn't found +it. My partners and I got the land cheap because it was swamp. We +worked out our plans, sitting up all night over blue-prints and +studying how to save every possible penny and every possible waste +motion. + +"And now look at the swamp. It's one of the prettiest yards in the +world. The Germans sank my _Clara_. Did I stop or go to making +speeches about German vampires? No. I went on building. + +"The Germans tried to get my next boat. I fought for her as I'll fight +the Germans, the I. W. W., the Bolshevists, or any other sneaking +coyotes that try to destroy my property. + +"I lost this right arm trying to save that ship. And now that I'm +crippled, am I asking for a pension or an admission to an old folks' +home? Am I passing the hat to you other workers? No. I'm as good as +ever I was. I made my left arm learn my right arm's business. If I +lose my left arm next I'll teach my feet to write. And if I lose +those, by God! I'll write with my teeth, or wigwag my ears. + +"The trouble with you, Iddings, and the like of you is you brood over +your troubles, instead of brooding over ways to improve yourself. You +spend time and money on quack doctors. But I tell you, don't fight +your work or your boss. Fight nature, fight sleep, fight fatigue, +fight the sky, fight despair, and if you want money hunt up a place +where it's to be found." + +If Iddings had had brains enough to understand all this he would not +have been Iddings working by the day. His stubborn response was: + +"Well, I'll say the laboring-man is being bled by the capitalists and +he'll never get his rights till he grabs 'em." + +"And I'll say be sure that you're grabbing your rights and not +grabbing your own throat. + +"I'm for all the liberty in the world, for the dignity of labor, the +voice of labor, the labor-union, the profit-sharing basis, the +republic of labor. I think the workers ought to have a voice in +running the work--all the share they can handle, all the control that +won't hurt the business. But the business has got to come first, for +it's business that makes comfort. I'll let any man run this shop who +can run it as well as I can or better. + +"What I'm against is letting somebody run my business who can't run +his own. Talk won't build ships, old man. And complaints and protests +won't build ships, or make any important money. + +"Poor men are just as good as rich men and ought to have just the same +rights, votes, privileges. But the first right a poor man ought to +preserve is the right to become a rich man. Riches are beautiful +things, Iddings, and they're worth working for. And they've got to be +worked for. + +"A laboring-man is a man that labors, whether he labors for two +dollars a day or a thousand; and a loafer is a loafer, whether he has +millions or dimes. Well, I've talked longer than I ever did before or +ever will again. Do you believe anything I say?" + +"No." + +Davidge had to laugh. "Well, Iddings, I've got to hand it to you for +obstinacy; you've got an old mule skinned to death. But old mules +can't compete with race-horses. Balking and kicking won't get you very +far." + +He walked away, and Mamise went along. Davidge was in a somber mood. + +"Poor old fellow, he's got no self-starter, no genius, no ideas, and +he's doomed to be a drudge. It's the rotten cruelty of the world that +most people are born without enough get-up-and-get to bring them and +their work together without a whistle and a time-clock and an +overseer. What scheme could ever be invented to keep poor old Iddings +up to the level of a Sutton or a Sutton down to his?" + +Mamise had heard a vast amount of discontented talk among the men. + +"There's an awful lot of trouble brewing." + +"Trouble is no luxury to me," said Davidge. "Blessed is he that +expects trouble, for he shall get it. Wait till this war is over and +then you'll see a real war." + +"Shall we all get killed or starved?" + +"Probably. But in the mean while we had better sail on and on and on. +The storm will find us wherever we are, and there's more danger close +ashore than out at sea. Let's make a tour of the _Mamise_ and see how +soon she'll be ready to go overboard." + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +Nicky Easton's attempt to assassinate the ship had failed, but the +wounds he dealt her had retarded her so that she missed by many weeks +the chance of being launched on the Fourth of July with the other +ships that made the Big Splash on that holy day. The first boat took +her dive at one minute after midnight and eighty-one ships followed +her into the astonished sea. + +While the damaged parts of the _Mamise_ were remade, Davidge pushed +the work on other portions of the ship's anatomy, so that when at +length she was ready for the dip she was farther advanced than steel +ships usually are before they are first let into the sea. + +Her upper works were well along, her funnel was in, and her mast and +bridge. She looked from a distance like a ship that had run ashore. + +There was keen rivalry among the building-crews of the ships that grew +alongside the _Mamise_, and each gang strove to put its boat overboard +in record time. The "Mamisers," as they called themselves, fought +against time and trouble to redeem her from the "jinx" that had set +her back again and again. During the last few days the heat was +furious and the hot plates made an inferno of the work. Then an icy +rain set in. The workers would not stop for mean weather, hot or +cold. + +Mamise, the rivet-passer, stood to her task in a continual shower-bath. +The furnace was sheltered, but the hot rivets must be passed across +the rain curtain. Sutton urged her to lay off and give way to Snotty +or somebody whose health didn't matter a damn. Davidge ordered her +home, but her pride in her sex and her zest for her ship kept her at +work. + +And then suddenly she sneezed! + +She sneezed again and again helplessly, and she was stricken with a +great fear. For in that day a sneeze was not merely the little +explosion of tickled surfaces or a forewarning of a slight cold. It +was the alarum of the new Great Death, the ravening lion under the +sheep's wool of influenza. + +The world that had seen the ancient horror of famine come stalking +back from the Dark Ages trembled now before the plague. The influenza +swept the world with recurrent violences. + +Men who had feared to go to the trenches were snatched from their +offices and from their homes. Men who had tried in vain to get into +the fight died in their beds. Women and children perished innumerably. +Hearse-horses were overworked. The mysterious, invisible all-enemy did +not spare the soldiers; it sought them in the dugouts, among the +reserves, at the ports of embarkation and debarkation, at the +training-camps. In the hospitals it slew the convalescent wounded and +killed the nurses. + +From America the influenza took more lives than the war itself. + +It baffled science and carried off the doctors. Masks appeared and +people in offices were dressed in gauze muzzles. In some of the cities +the entire populace went with bandaged mouths, and a man who would +steal a furtive puff of a cigarette stole up a quiet street and kept +his eyes alert for the police. + +Whole families were stricken down and brave women who dared the +pestilence found homes where father, mother, and children lay writhing +and starving in pain and delirium. + +At the shipyard every precaution was taken, and Davidge fought the +unseen hosts for his men and for their families. Mamise had worn +herself down gadding the workmen's row with medicines and victuals in +her basket. And yet the death-roll mounted and strength was no +protection. + +In Washington and other cities the most desperate experiments in +sanitation were attempted. Offices were closed or dismissed early. +Stenographers took dictation in masks. It was forbidden to crowd the +street-cars. All places of public assembly were closed, churches no +less than theaters and moving-picture shows. It was as illegal to hold +prayer-meetings as dances. + +This was the supreme blow at religion. The preachers who had confessed +that the Church had failed to meet the war problems were dazed. +Mankind had not recovered from the fact that the world had been made a +hell by the German Emperor, who was the most pious of rulers and +claimed to take his crown from God direct. The German Protestants and +priests had used their pulpits for the propaganda of hate. The +Catholic Emperor of Austria had aligned his priests. Catholic and +Protestants fought for the Allies in the trenches, unfrocked or in +their pulpits. The Bishop of London was booed as a slacker. The Pope +wrung his hands and could not decide which way to turn. One British +general frivolously put it, "I am afraid that the dear old Church has +missed the bus this trip." + +All religions were split apart and, as Lincoln said of the Civil War, +both sides sent up their prayers to the same God, demanding that He +crush the enemy. + +For all the good the Y. M. C. A. accomplished, it ended the war with +the contempt of most of the soldiers. Individual clergymen won love +and crosses of war, but as men, not as saints. + +The abandoned world abandoned all its gods, and men fought men in the +name of mankind. + +Even against the plague the churchfolk were refused permission to pray +together. Christian Scientists published full pages of advertising +protesting against the horrid situation, but nobody heeded. + +The ship of state lurched along through the mingled storms, mastless, +rudderless, pilotless, priestless, and everybody wondered which would +live the longer, the ship or the storm. + +And then Mamise sneezed. And the tiny at-choo! frightened her to the +soul of her soul. It frightened the riveting-crew as well. The plague +had come among them. + +"Drop them tongs and go home!" said Sutton. + +"I've got to help finish my ship," Mamise pleaded. + +"Go home, I tell you." + +"But she's to be launched day after to-morrow and I've got to christen +her." + +"Go home or I'll carry you," said Sutton, and he advanced on her. She +dropped her tongs and ran through the gusty rain, across the yard, out +of the gate, and down the muddy paths as if a wolf pursued. + +She flung into her cottage, lighted the fires, heated water, drank a +quart of it, took quinine, and crept into her bed. Her tremors shook +the covers off. Sweat rained out of her pores and turned to ice-water +with the following ague. + +The doctor came. Sutton had gone for him and threatened to beat him up +if he delayed. The doctor had nothing to give her but orders to stay +in bed and wait. Davidge came, and Abbie, and they tried to pretend +that they were not in a worse panic than Mamise. + +There were no nurses to be spared and Abbie was installed. In spite of +her malministrations or because of them, Mamise grew better. She +stayed in bed all that day and the next, and when the morning of the +launching dawned, she felt so well that Abbie could not prevent her +from getting up and putting on her clothes. + +She was to be woman again to-day and to wear the most fashionable gown +in her wardrobe and the least masculine hat. + +She felt a trifle giddy as she dressed, but she told Abbie that she +never felt better. Her only alarm was the difficulty in hooking her +frock at the waist. Abbie fought them together with all her might and +main. + +"If being a workman is going to take away my waistline, here's where I +quit work," said Mamise. "As Mr. Dooley says, I'm a pathrite, but I'm +no bigot." + +Davidge had told her to keep to her room. He had telephoned to Polly +Widdicombe to come down and christen the ship. Polly was delayed and +Davidge was frantic. In fact, the Widdicombe motor ran off the road +into a slough of despond, and Polly did not arrive until after the +ship was launched from the ways and the foolhardy Mamise was in the +hospital. + +When Davidge saw Mamise climbing the steps to the launching-platform +he did not recognize her under her big hat till she paused for breath +and looked up, counting the remaining steep steps and wondering if her +tottering legs would negotiate the height. + +He ran down and haled her up, scolding her with fury. He had been on +the go all night, and he was raw with uneasiness. + +"I'm all right," Mamise pleaded. "I got caught in the jam at the gate +and was nearly crushed. That's all. It's glorious up here and I'd +rather die than miss it." + +It was a sight to see. The shipyard was massed with workmen and their +families, and every roof was crowded. On a higher platform in the rear +the reporters of the moving-picture newspapers were waiting with their +cameras. On the roof of a low shed a military band was tootling +merrily. + +And the sky had relented of its rain. The day was a masterpiece of +good weather. A brilliant throng mounted to the platform, an admiral, +sea-captains and lieutenants, officers of the army, a Senator, +Congressmen, judges, capitalists, the jubilant officers of the +ship-building corporation. And Mamise was the queen of the day. She +was the "sponsor" for the ship and her name stood out on both sides of +the prow, high overhead where the launching-crew grinned down on her +and called her by her _nom de guerre_, "Moll." + +The moving-picture men yelled at her and asked her to pose. She went +to the rail and tried to smile, feeling as silly as a Sunday-school +girl repeating a golden text, and looking it. + +Once more she would appear in the Sunday supplements, and her childish +confusion would make throngs in moving-picture theaters laugh with +pleasant amusement. Mamise was news to-day. + +The air was full of the hubbub of preparation. Underneath the upreared +belly of the ship gnomes crouched, pounding the wedges in to lift the +hull so that other gnomes could knock the shoring out. + +There was a strange fascination in the racket of the shores falling +over, the dull clatter of a vast bowling-alley after a ten-strike. + +Painters were at work brushing over the spots where the shores had +rested. + +Down in the tanks inside the hull were a few luckless anonymities with +search-lights, put there to watch for leaks from loose rivet-heads. +They would be in the dark and see nothing of the festival. Always +there has to be some one in the dark at such a time. + +The men who would saw the holding-blocks stood ready, as solemn as +clergymen. The cross-saws were at hand for their sacred office. The +sawyers and the other workmen were overdoing their unconcern. Mamise +caught sight of Sutton, lounging in violent indifference, but giving +himself away by the frenzy of his jaws worrying his quid and spurting +tobacco juice in all directions. + +There was reason, too, for uneasiness. Sometimes a ship would not +start when the blocks were sawed through. There would be a long delay +while hydraulic jacks were sought and put to work to force her +forward. Such a delay had a superstitious meaning. Nobody liked a ship +that was afraid of her element. They wanted an eagerness in her +get-away. Or suppose she shot out too impetuously and listed on the +ways, ripping the scaffolding to pieces like a whale thrashing a raft +apart. Suppose she careened and stuck or rolled over in the mud. Such +things had happened and might happen again. The _Mamise_ had suffered +so many mishaps that the other ship crews called her a hoodoo. + +At last the hour drew close. Davidge was a fanatic on schedules. He +did not want his ship to be late to her engagement. + +"She's named after me, poor thing," said Mamise. "She's bound to be +late." + +"She'll be on time for once," Davidge growled. + +In the older days with the old-fashioned ships the boats had gone to +the sea like brides with trousseaux complete. The launching-guests had +made the journey with her; a dinner had been served aboard, and when +the festivities were ended the waiting tugs had taken the new ship to +the old sea for the honeymoon. + +But nowadays only hulls were launched, as a rule. The mere husk was +then brought to the equipping-dock to receive her engines and all her +equipment. + +The _Mamise_ was farther advanced, but she would have to tie up for +sixty days at least. The carpenters had her furniture all ready and +waiting, but she could not put forth under her own steam for two +months more. + +The more reason for impatience at any further delay. Davidge went +along the launching-platform rails, like a captain on the bridge, +eager to move out of the slip. + +"Make ready!" he commanded. "Stand by! Where's the bottle? Good Lord! +Where's the bottle?" + +That precious quart of champagne was missing now. The bottle had been +prepared by an eminent jeweler with silver decoration and a silken +net. The neck would be a cherished souvenir thereafter, made into a +vase to hold flowers. + +The bottle was found, a cable was lowered from aloft and the bottle +fastened to it. + +Davidge explained to Mamise for the tenth time just what she was to +do. He gave the signal to the sawyers. The snarl of the teeth in the +holding-blocks was lost in the noise of the band. The great whistle on +the fabricating-plant split the air. The moving-picture camera-men +cranked their machines. The last inches of the timbers that held the +ship ashore were gnawed through. The sawyers said they could feel the +ship straining. She wanted to get to her sea. They loved her for it. + +Suddenly she was "sawed off." She was moving. The rigid mountain was +an avalanche of steel departing down a wooden hill. + +Mamise stared, gasped, paralyzed with launch-fright. Davidge nudged +her. She hurled the bottle at the vanishing keel. It broke with a loud +report. The wine splashed everywhichway. Some of it spattered Mamise's +new gown. + +Her muscles went to work in womanly fashion to brush off the stain. + +When she looked up, ashamed of her homely misbehavior, she cried: + +"O Lord! I forgot to say, 'I christen thee _Mamise_.'" + +"Say it now," said Davidge. + +She shouted the words down the channel opening like an abyss as the +vast hulk diminished toward the river. Far below she could see the +water leap back from the shock of the new-comer. Great, circling +ripples retreated outward. Waves fought and threw up bouquets of +spume. + +The chute smoked with the heat of the ship's passage and a white cloud +of steam flew up and followed her into the river. + +She was launched, beautifully, perfectly. She sailed level. She was +water-borne. + +People were cheering, the band was pounding all out of time, every eye +following the ship, the leader forgetting to lead. + +Mamise wept and Davidge's eyes were wet. Something surged in him like +the throe of the river where the ship went in. It was good to have +built a good ship. + +Mamise wrung his hand. She would have kissed him, but she remembered +in time. The camera caught the impulse. People laughed at that in the +movie theaters. People cheered in distant cities as they assisted +weeks after in the début of _Mamise_. + +The movies took the people everywhere on magic carpets. Yet there were +curious people who bewailed them as inartistic! + +Mamise's little body and her little soul were almost blasted by the +enormity of her emotions. The ship was like a child too big for its +mother, and the ending of the long travail left her wrecked. + +She tried to enter into the hilarity of the guests, but she was filled +with awe and prostrate as if a god had passed by. + +The crowd began to trickle down the long steps to the feast in the +mess hall. She dreaded the descent, the long walk, the sitting at +table. She wanted to go home and cry very hard and be good and sick +for a long while. + +But she could not desert Davidge at such a time or mar his triumph by +her hypochondria. She wavered as she climbed down. She rode with +Davidge to the mess-hall in his car and forced herself to voice +congratulations too solemn and too fervid for words. + +The guests of honor sat at a table disguised with scenery as a ship's +deck. A thousand people sat at the other tables and took part in the +banquet. + +Mamise could not eat the food of human caterers. She had fed on +honey-dew and drunk the milk of paradise. + +She lived through the long procession of dishes and heard some of the +oratory, the glowing praises of Davidge and Uncle Sam, Mr. Schwab, Mr. +Hurley, President Wilson, the Allies, and everybody else. She heard it +proclaimed that America was going back to the sea, so long neglected. +The prodigal was returning home. + +Mamise could think of nothing but a wish to be in bed. The room began +to blur. People's faces went out of focus. Her teeth began to chatter. +Her jaw worked ridiculously like a riveting-gun. She was furious at +it. + +She heard Davidge whispering: "What's the matter, honey? You're ill +again." + +"I--I fancy--I--I guess I--I--am," she faltered. + +"O God!" he groaned, "why did you come out?" + +He rose, lifted her elbow, murmured something to the guests. He would +have supported her to the door, but she pleaded: + +"Don't! They'll think it's too much ch-ch-champagne. I'm all right!" + +She made the door in excellent control, but it cost her her last cent +of strength. Outside, she would have fallen, but he huddled her in his +arms, lifted her, carried her to his car. He piled robes on her, but +those riveters inside her threatened to pound her to death. Burning +pains gnawed her chest like cross-cut saws. + +When the car stopped she was not in front of her cottage, but before +the hospital. + +When the doctor finished his inspection she heard him mumble to +Davidge: + +"Pneumonia! Double pneumonia!" + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +Once more Mamise had come between Davidge and his work. He did not +care what happened to his ships or his shipyard. He watched Mamise +fighting for life, if indeed she fought, for he could not get to her +through the fog. + +She was often delirious and imagined herself back in her cruel times. +He learned a few things about that mystic period she would never +disclose. And he was glad that she had never told him more. He fled +from her, for eavesdropping on a delirium has something of the +contemptible quality of peeping at a nakedness. + +He supposed that Mamise would die. All the poor women with pasts that +he had read about, in what few novels he had read, had died or it had +been found out that they had magically retained their innocence +through years of evil environment. + +He supposed also that Mamise would die, because that was the one thing +needful to make his life a perfect failure. He had not gone to war, +yet he had lost his arm. He had never really desperately loved before, +and now he would lose his heart. It was just as well, because if +Mamise lived he would lose her, anyway. He would not tie her to the +crippled thing he was. + +While the battalions of disease ravaged the poor Belgium of Mamise's +body the world outside went on making history. The German Empire kept +caving in on all sides. Her armies held nowhere. Her only pride was in +saving a defeat from being a disaster. Her confederates were +disintegrating. The newspapers mentioned now, not cities that +surrendered to the Allies, but nations. + +And at last Germany added one more to her unforgivable assaults upon +the patience of mankind. Just as the Allies poised for the last +tremendous all-satisfying _coup de grâce_ the Empire put up her hands +and whined the word that had become the world-wide synonym for +poltroonery, "_Kamerad!_" + +Foch wept, American soldiers cursed because they could not prove their +mettle and drive the boche into the Rhine. Never was so bitter a +disappointment mingled with a triumph so magnificent. The world went +wild with the news of peace. The nations all made carnival over the +premature rumor and would not be denied their rhapsodies because the +story was denied. They made another and a wilder carnival when the +news was confirmed. + +Davidge took the peace without enthusiasm. Mamise had been better, but +was worse again. She got still better than before and not quite so +worse again. And so in a climbing zigzag she mounted to health at +last. + +She had missed the carnival and she woke on the morning after. Nearly +everybody was surprised to find that ending this one war had brought a +dozen new wars, a hundred, a myriad. + +The danger that had united the nations into a holy crusade had ended, +and the crusaders were men again. They were back in the same old world +with the same old sins and sorrows and selfishnesses, and unnumbered +new ones. And they had the habit of battle--the gentlest were +accustomed to slaughter. + +It was not the Central Powers alone that had disintegrated. The +Entente Cordiale was turned into a caldron of toil and trouble. No two +people in any one nation agreed on the best way to keep the peace. +Nobody could accept any other body's theories. + +Russia, whose collapse had cost the Allies a glimpse of destruction +and a million lives, was a new plague spot, the center of the world's +dread. While the people in Russia starved or slew one another their +terrible missionaries went about the world preaching chaos as the new +gospel and fanning the always smoldering discontent of labor into a +prairie fire. + +Ships were needed still. Europe must be fed. Hunger was the +Bolshevists' blood-brother. Unemployment was the third in the grim +fraternity. + +Davidge increased his force daily, adding a hundred men or more to his +army, choosing mainly from the returning hordes of soldiers. + +When Mamise at last had left the hospital she found a new ship +growing where the _Mamise_ had dwelt. The _Mamise_ was at the +equipping-dock, all but ready for the sea, about to steam out and take +on a cargo of food to Poland, the new-old country gathering her three +selves together under the spell of Paderewski's patriotic fire. + +Mamise wanted to go to work again. Her strength was back and she was +not content to return to crochet-hooks and tennis-racquets. She had +tasted the joy of machinery, had seen it add to her light muscles a +giant's strength. She wanted to build a ship all by herself, +especially the riveting. + +Davidge opposed her with all his might. He pointed out that the dream +of women laboring with men, each at her job, had been postponed, like +so many other dreams, lost like so many other benefits that mitigated +war. + +The horrors of peace were upon the world. Men were driving the women +back to the kitchen. There were not jobs enough for all. + +But Mamise pleaded to be allowed to work at least till her own ship +was finished. So Davidge yielded to quiet her. She put back into her +overalls and wielded a monkey-wrench in the engine-room. She took +flying trips on the lofty cranes. + +One afternoon when the whistle blew she remained aloft alone to revel +in the wonder view of the world, the wide and gleaming river, the +peaceful hills, the so-called handiwork of God, and everywhere the +pitiful beauty of man's efforts to work out his destiny and enslave +the forces. + +Human power was not the least of these forces. Ingenious men had +learned how to use not only wind currents, waterfalls, and lightning +and the heat stored up in coal, but to use also the power stored up in +the muscles of their more slow-brained fellows. And these forces broke +loose at times with the ruinous effect of tornadoes, floods, and +thunderbolts. + +The laborers needed merciful and intelligent handling, and the better +they were the better their work. It was hard to say what was heresy +and what was wisdom, what was oppression and what was helpful +discipline. Whichever way one turned, there was misunderstanding, +protest, revolt. + +Mamise thought that everybody ought to be happy and love everybody +else. She thought that it ought to be joy enough to go on working in +that splendid shop and about the flock of ships on the ways. + +And yet people would insist on being miserable. She, the priestess of +unalloyed rapture, also sighed. + +Hearing a step on the crane, she was startled. After all, she was only +a woman, alone up here, and help could never reach her if any one +threatened her. She looked over the edge. + +There came the man who most of all threatened her--Davidge. He +endangered her future most of all, whether he married her or deserted +her. He evidently had no intention of marrying her, for she had given +him chances enough and hints enough. + +He had a telegram in his hand and apologized for following her. + +"I didn't know but it might be bad news." + +"There's nobody to send me bad news except you and Abbie." She opened +the telegram. It was an invitation from Polly to come back to sanity +and a big dance at the Hotel Washington. She smiled. "I wonder if I'll +ever dance again." + +Davidge was tired from the climb. He dropped to the seat occupied by +the chauffeur of the crane. He rose at once with an apology and +offered his place to Mamise. + +She shook her head, then gave a start: + +"Great Heavens! that reminds me! That seat of yours I took on the +train from New York. I've never paid for it." + +"Oh, for the Lord's sake--" + +"I'm going to pay it. That's where all the trouble started. How much +was it?" + +"I don't remember." + +"About two dollars now." + +"Exactly one then." + +She drove her hand down into the pocket of her breeches and dragged up +a fistful of small money. + +"To-day was pay-day. Here's your dollar." + +"Want a receipt?" + +"Sure, Mike. I couldn't trust you." + +An odd look crossed his face. He did not play easily, but he tried: + +"I can't give you a receipt now, because everybody is looking." + +"Do you mean that you had an idea of kissing me?" she gasped. + +"Yep." + +"You reckless devil! Do you think that a plutocrat can kiss every poor +goil in the shop?" + +"You're the only one here." + +"Well, then, do you think you'll take advantage of my womanly +helplessness?" + +"Yes." + +"Never! Overalls is royal raiment when wore for voitue's sake. You'll +never kiss me till you put a wedding-ring on me finger." + +He looked away, sobered and troubled. + +She stared at him. "Good Heavens! Can't you take a hint?" + +"Not that one." + +"Then I insist on your marrying me. You have compromised me +hopelessly. Everybody says I am working here just to be near you, and +that's a fact." + +He was a caricature of mental and physical awkwardness. + +She gasped: "And still he doesn't answer me! Must I get on my knees to +you?" + +She dropped on her knees, a blue denim angel on a cloud, praying +higher. + +He stormed: "For Heaven's sake, get up! Somebody will see you." + +She did not budge. "I'll not rise from my knees till you promise to +marry me." + +He started to escape, moved toward the steps. She seized his knees and +moaned: + +"Oh, pity me! pity me!" + +He was excruciated with her burlesque, tried to drag her to her feet, +but he had only one hand and he could not manage her. + +"Please get up. I can't make you. I've only one arm." + +"Let's see if it fits." She rose and, holding his helpless hand, +whirled round into his arm. "Perfect!" Then she stood there and called +from her eyrie to the sea-gulls that haunted the river, "In the +presence of witnesses this man has taken me for his affianced +fiancée." + + * * * * * + +They had a wedding in the village church. Abbie was matron of honor +and gave her sister away. Her children were very dressed up and +highly uncomfortable. Abbie drew Mamise aside after the signing of the +book. + +"Oh, thank Gawd you're marrit at last, Mamise! You've been such a +worrit to me. I hope you'll be as happy as poor Jake and me was. If he +only hadn't 'a' had to gave his life for you, you wouldn't 'a' been. +But he's watchin' you from up there and-- Oh dear! Oh dear!" + +Jake was already a tradition of increasing beauty. So may we all of us +be! + +Mamise insisted on dragging Davidge away from the shipyard for a brief +honeymoon. + +"You're such a great executive, they'll never miss you. But I shall. I +decline to take my honeymoon or live my married life alone." + +They went up to Washington for a while of shopping. The city was +already reverting to type. The heart had gone out of the stay-at-home +war-workers and the tide was on the ebb save for a new population of +returned soldiers, innumerably marked with the proofs of sacrifice, +not only by their service chevrons, their wound stripes, but also by +the parts of their brave bodies that they had left in France. + +They were shy and afraid of themselves and of the world, and +especially of their women. But, as Adelaide wrote of the new task of +rehabilitation, "a merciful Providence sees to it that we become, in +time, used to anything. If we had all been born with one arm or one +leg our lives and loves would have gone on just the same." + +To many another woman, as to Mamise, was given the privilege of adding +herself to her wounded lover to complete him. + +Polly Widdicombe, seeing Mamise and Davidge dancing together, smiled +through her tears, almost envying her her husband. Davidge danced as +well with one arm as with two, but Mamise, as she clasped that blunt +shoulder and that pocketed sleeve, was given the final touch of +rapture made perfect with regret: she had the aching pride of a +soldier's sweetheart, for she could say: + +"I am his right arm." + +THE END + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Cup of Fury, by Rupert Hughes + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 30351 *** |
